WEBVTT - HAVE YOU EVER HAD A VISION?

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<v Speaker 1>All from Nick.

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<v Speaker 2>Nick?

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<v Speaker 3>What's so, Nick?

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<v Speaker 2>Have we talked before?

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<v Speaker 4>No?

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<v Speaker 2>Do you think we'll ever talk again?

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<v Speaker 4>No?

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<v Speaker 3>Probably not?

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<v Speaker 2>All right, so we should probably make the most of this.

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<v Speaker 3>One, right, Yeah, I make the most of it, dude,

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<v Speaker 3>all right?

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<v Speaker 2>I mean what do you what do you think? All right?

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<v Speaker 2>So you and I are probably never you know, I

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<v Speaker 2>don't think we're going to talk for longer than five minutes,

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<v Speaker 2>so we don't have that much time, and we know

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<v Speaker 2>that we're never going to speak to each other ever

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<v Speaker 2>again after this. But yet, you know, you and I

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<v Speaker 2>both kind of understand that there are lots of people

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<v Speaker 2>in this world, so you know, I would say that

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<v Speaker 2>scarcity leads to value, and knowing that there's so many people,

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<v Speaker 2>it's like, does that make either of us really that

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<v Speaker 2>valuable to each other as people? Knowing that, you know,

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<v Speaker 2>if we ever want to have a conversation with another

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<v Speaker 2>person ever again, there's lots of other people to have

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<v Speaker 2>conversations with.

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<v Speaker 3>You're asking me if this is a special conversation to me.

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<v Speaker 2>I guess so, And I understand if it's not, because

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<v Speaker 2>you know, I'm just a guy and you're just a guy,

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<v Speaker 2>and if you want to talk to someone else, it's

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<v Speaker 2>just a guy. You can do that. And you know,

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<v Speaker 2>do you think this is special?

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<v Speaker 3>I guess to get in? Sure, one person can get

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<v Speaker 3>in at a time.

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<v Speaker 2>So that's forgetting forget about the context of it. This

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<v Speaker 2>is a stream and blah blah blah. You know, I mean,

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<v Speaker 2>just you know, we're two people talking on the phone.

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<v Speaker 2>Does that does this fact that we're talking right now?

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<v Speaker 2>Do you think that that is special?

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<v Speaker 3>It's only gonna happen this one time? So yeah, I

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<v Speaker 3>guess that definition, that's that's something different.

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<v Speaker 2>Well right, I guess. But like you go, you know,

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<v Speaker 2>you go to subway, right and you tell the person

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<v Speaker 2>working at the subway, hey, how you doing? And they

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<v Speaker 2>say good, and they you know, toast your sandwich and

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<v Speaker 2>you go, man, it's raining down hard outside and they're go, yep,

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<v Speaker 2>sure it is. And then you give them money and

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<v Speaker 2>they give you a sandwich and then you leave and

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<v Speaker 2>then you probably never see them again. Was that a

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<v Speaker 2>special interaction?

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<v Speaker 3>It was unique?

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<v Speaker 5>It was.

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<v Speaker 2>It was by definition it was unique, Yes, because that

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<v Speaker 2>is the only interaction you had with that particular person.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, I agree with that.

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<v Speaker 2>So okay, So all right, so we've determined and how

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<v Speaker 2>long have we been on the phone. Okay, so this

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<v Speaker 2>was not a special conversation, but it was unique.

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<v Speaker 3>Yes, definitely unique and you.

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<v Speaker 2>We've also determined that uniqueness does not necessarily equate to

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<v Speaker 2>specialty or value.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, that's purely subjective.

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<v Speaker 2>Beautiful. Well, I'm so glad I could figure that out

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<v Speaker 2>with you.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, this is just fun.

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<v Speaker 2>Uh. You have a good rest of the night, Nick,

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<v Speaker 2>you too.

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<v Speaker 6>Weekend goes on the line making calls every night. Every

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<v Speaker 6>week goes to its teaching you to your life.

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<v Speaker 1>Expert All from Alissa Alyssa.

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<v Speaker 2>Hello Alyssa, Hi Alyssa, Oh my god, you did? You did?

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<v Speaker 2>I don't know if you did it because I don't

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<v Speaker 2>really know what you're referring to by it. If by

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<v Speaker 2>it you're referring to you made it on to the

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<v Speaker 2>to the to the call in show. That is true.

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<v Speaker 2>Do you what are your goals in life? What do

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<v Speaker 2>you want to do? What is the real it? Because like, look,

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<v Speaker 2>you know, this was just sort of a random thing here.

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<v Speaker 2>I assume I hope that you have larger goals in

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<v Speaker 2>your life than to make it into my call and show.

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<v Speaker 2>I would love to hear what those are.

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<v Speaker 7>Yeah, the it I was referring to in this moment

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<v Speaker 7>was totally making it on the show. It was I

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<v Speaker 7>only just made a twitch, so like I got the notification.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I never beautiful actually.

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<v Speaker 7>Seen your live.

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<v Speaker 8>And I did it.

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<v Speaker 7>But my bigger goals right now is just getting a

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<v Speaker 7>car and getting my own place. That's pretty much the

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<v Speaker 7>big goal.

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<v Speaker 2>Car, getting your own place. What's stopping you from, uh

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<v Speaker 2>from from this? Do you have some sort of employments

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<v Speaker 2>that you are are currently in the process of doing.

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<v Speaker 7>Oh, I just got a new job. Actually, if then

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<v Speaker 7>I had a I had a baby last year during

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<v Speaker 7>the whole pandemic regulations, thank you, thank you, But uh,

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<v Speaker 7>me and U, me and daddy didn't work out, you know.

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<v Speaker 7>So that's that's where I'm at now. I'm just trying

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<v Speaker 7>to get out and.

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<v Speaker 2>I've got a question. And by the way, look we've

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<v Speaker 2>met each other for two seconds, and so you don't

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<v Speaker 2>owe me any information about your life that you're not

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<v Speaker 2>comfortable telling me. But you know, is, are are you

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<v Speaker 2>planning on raising the kid alone? Is the dad going

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<v Speaker 2>to be in the picture?

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<v Speaker 7>He wants to be, so, like I'm gonna let him

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<v Speaker 7>do that as long as he wants to be. But

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<v Speaker 7>like I've I've decided, I'm it's got to be once

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<v Speaker 7>I'm out of the house. It'll be because we're just

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<v Speaker 7>co living right now. Sure, sure, which is it's something

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<v Speaker 7>I'm sure you can imagine. I don't gotta you can

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<v Speaker 7>read blink, but sure, but uh yeah, hopefully if if

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<v Speaker 7>that's what if that's what he wants, he says that's

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<v Speaker 7>what he wants, so I'll allow that. But if if

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<v Speaker 7>he chooses not to, I'm not gonna stop him.

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<v Speaker 2>I find it so interesting. I find it impressive, honestly,

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<v Speaker 2>how indifferent you are to him being a part of

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<v Speaker 2>the picture. Because yeah, I mean just on a personal level,

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<v Speaker 2>like if I had a kid, I would be, you know,

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<v Speaker 2>feeling like I would need all the help I can get.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm impressed by this, this level of confidence that you're displaying.

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<v Speaker 7>I'm trying. I'm trying. I mean, the first couple, this is,

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<v Speaker 7>this is all fresh like a month, a month or two,

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<v Speaker 7>and I've had I've had support from my friends. I'm sorry,

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<v Speaker 7>I'm outside of my porch. Uh sorry, lest chain of thought.

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<v Speaker 9>Out.

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<v Speaker 7>I've reached out to friends and family and they've been

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<v Speaker 7>helping out. Little by little. I was doing like the

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<v Speaker 7>single moth thing before all this, so he was working,

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<v Speaker 7>but now that he's not, I had to go out

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<v Speaker 7>get it, get a job, which I found right away.

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<v Speaker 7>With everything going on, everybody's hiring. So now it's just

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<v Speaker 7>making those financial moves and getting It's gonna be a

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<v Speaker 7>long process, and I'm trying to just take it day

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<v Speaker 7>by day, you know what I mean, because fighting and

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<v Speaker 7>bickering and trying to get like that's not gonna I

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<v Speaker 7>didn't give ustp nothing mm hmmm hmmm.

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<v Speaker 2>And I'm just really good mindset about all this.

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<v Speaker 7>I'm trying to stay positive, I really am. It comes

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<v Speaker 7>and grows.

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<v Speaker 10>Well, thank you.

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<v Speaker 11>You have you always wanted to have a kid, Yeah,

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<v Speaker 11>I always wanted I wanted to have I always wanted

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<v Speaker 11>to have a son, and I got him, and he's

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<v Speaker 11>he's one years old now, and I'm so sorry.

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<v Speaker 2>No, don't be sorry.

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<v Speaker 7>I live in a city full of.

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<v Speaker 12>That.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm trying to determine if that is a truck or

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<v Speaker 2>some sort of inner city swap monster.

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<v Speaker 7>It's definitely an inner city swamp monster, you know.

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<v Speaker 2>You know what, I'm also proud of you for, you know,

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<v Speaker 2>because if I lived in an area with inner city

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<v Speaker 2>swamp monsters. I would think to myself, should I bring

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<v Speaker 2>a child into this world? And I appreciate the fact

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<v Speaker 2>that you are willing to do so in spite of

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<v Speaker 2>the fact that you live in an area with inner

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<v Speaker 2>city swamp monsters.

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<v Speaker 7>Well, you gotta keep you gotta keep a look at

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<v Speaker 7>you gotta have a dog, you gotta have all the

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<v Speaker 7>things you need to keep all the swamp monsters that bay.

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<v Speaker 7>So as long as you have all that, sut you

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<v Speaker 7>can just do anything. You can do anything as long

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<v Speaker 7>as to put your mind to it. That's what I'm

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<v Speaker 7>trying to keep.

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<v Speaker 2>I agree with that. Tell me, but really quick, what

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<v Speaker 2>are you most excited about for having this child.

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<v Speaker 10>Watching? I'm not sure.

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<v Speaker 7>It's something I've always wanted, like since I was little, little,

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<v Speaker 7>Like I want to grow up and have a family,

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<v Speaker 7>And it's been kind of it's kind of hard knowing that,

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<v Speaker 7>like I'm not going to have that perfect family like

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<v Speaker 7>most you know statistics. I'm sure you've seen them.

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<v Speaker 2>All too well. But okay, well I want to actually

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<v Speaker 2>kind of want to talk about that for just a

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<v Speaker 2>second here, because this idea and I'm not trying to

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<v Speaker 2>you know whatever, but this idea of like a perfect

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<v Speaker 2>family is.

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<v Speaker 7>Oh yes, really, that's what I've That's what I've been

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<v Speaker 7>like recently, trying to like accept and trying to keep

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<v Speaker 7>in my positive mindset. You know, kids, you watch a

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<v Speaker 7>lot of shows, and you watch a lot of movies,

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<v Speaker 7>and I really you always know there's a you know,

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<v Speaker 7>their kids living with their grandparents, one mom, one dad,

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<v Speaker 7>two moms, two dads, you know, whatever the situation may be.

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<v Speaker 7>But like, as long as the house is full of love.

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<v Speaker 7>And that's what my breakup was about. We had been

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<v Speaker 7>going downhill a while and it was more he had

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<v Speaker 7>to pull the bullet, he had to pull the trigger,

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<v Speaker 7>but like it was mutually accepted, and it's kind of

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<v Speaker 7>hard to sometimes to accept that. I was kind of

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<v Speaker 7>like I was a wallawe for one for a week,

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<v Speaker 7>but then I kind of had to, like, you know,

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<v Speaker 7>kind of like shake it off. And you know, there's

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<v Speaker 7>there's more than may now, and I guess it's kind

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<v Speaker 7>of having something that's more than me. That's what I

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<v Speaker 7>look forward to.

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<v Speaker 2>M I like that. I just want to say a

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<v Speaker 2>couple of things first, so I fully agree with you.

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<v Speaker 2>That was what I was thinking too, is that you know,

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<v Speaker 2>a perfect family you know, it's just one with a

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<v Speaker 2>lot of love in it, exactly again, again, I appreciate.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm so impressed, I'll say it again, by the confidence

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<v Speaker 2>that you're displaying, and like, you know, I don't. You know,

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<v Speaker 2>it's great that he wants to be in the picture,

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<v Speaker 2>but I don't need him. You know, you can handle

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<v Speaker 2>these things, these things on your own, So you know,

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<v Speaker 2>I'm I'm impressed by all of this, and I hope

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<v Speaker 2>that you you don't succumb to any pressures of wanting

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<v Speaker 2>a perfect family, because that, to me, is not something

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<v Speaker 2>that even exists.

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<v Speaker 7>No, I agree at this point. At this point, I've

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<v Speaker 7>come to realize my perfect family is me, that little boy,

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<v Speaker 7>my derby faced pug of a dog, my cat, and

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<v Speaker 7>the snake. And that's that's those are the only things

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<v Speaker 7>that I need to worry about.

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<v Speaker 2>Beautiful. Thank you so much for sharing, Melissa. I wish

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<v Speaker 2>you best to luck and have a good rest to thenight,

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<v Speaker 2>and you.

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<v Speaker 7>Too, I'm thank you again for having me gag.

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<v Speaker 2>Of course, take care Lissa, you too, have a good night.

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<v Speaker 12>By all.

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<v Speaker 11>From Rennie Renny, Oh my god, I got in Holy shit,

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<v Speaker 11>Hi Greg.

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<v Speaker 2>How are you doing? Hello? Rennie? How are you.

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<v Speaker 8>I'm doing awesome?

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<v Speaker 12>How are you?

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<v Speaker 13>Man?

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<v Speaker 2>Do you know I'm doing good? It took me a

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<v Speaker 2>little bit to get back into the rhythm of being

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<v Speaker 2>on the internet talking to people, you know, like when

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<v Speaker 2>you've been out of the the the zone for a

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<v Speaker 2>little bit, you kind of have to ease back into it.

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<v Speaker 2>But I feel like I'm in a better place now

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<v Speaker 2>to uh, you know, converse with you, Rennie, like Renn

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<v Speaker 2>and stimpy. I'm sorry, what are you doing, Renny?

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<v Speaker 14>I'm doing great. I've been wanting to get on your

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<v Speaker 14>show for a while because I've been really happy about something. Honestly,

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<v Speaker 14>you know, I came out as buy not too long ago,

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<v Speaker 14>and I found out, like I have these feelings and sorry,

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<v Speaker 14>I'm like nervous talking about it because it's awesome. I

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<v Speaker 14>got on your show, so I want to.

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<v Speaker 15>I want to show the.

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<v Speaker 14>Lot my kind of girlfriend.

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<v Speaker 16>But yeah, it's like we've been friends for so long.

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<v Speaker 14>And I've been through so much and she's always been

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<v Speaker 14>there for me and kind of have feelings for her

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<v Speaker 14>and found out she has feelings for me, and oh man,

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<v Speaker 14>it's been it's been great. It's been awesome. It's been

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<v Speaker 14>a long time, so this is good.

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<v Speaker 2>So tell me. So, you sound like you're very happy.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm curious, like, what aspects are there aspects of particular

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<v Speaker 2>that you're happy about this are you? Are you happy

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<v Speaker 2>that you feel more free to be yourself? Happy mainly

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<v Speaker 2>that you're about to try to embark It sounds like

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<v Speaker 2>on a new relationship with a person.

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<v Speaker 9>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 10>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 14>And the thing is, honestly, when.

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<v Speaker 16>When I was in my previous relationships, it was it

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<v Speaker 16>was just toxic.

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<v Speaker 14>I've always had these feelings, like I've always liked the

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<v Speaker 14>same sex as well, but I never showed it because

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<v Speaker 14>you know, the way I grow was like it's you know,

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<v Speaker 14>usually like boys.

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<v Speaker 7>That's pretty much it.

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<v Speaker 14>But I was in that relationship and I found out

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<v Speaker 14>it was so toxic, Like I couldn't cut my hair

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<v Speaker 14>because he hated it that I looked.

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<v Speaker 2>Like a boy.

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<v Speaker 14>And it just really really really hurt my self esteem,

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<v Speaker 14>and it really really messed me up for a long time.

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<v Speaker 14>And you know, meeting this he's so great. She always

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<v Speaker 14>encouraged me to just be myself. I wanted to cut

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<v Speaker 14>my hair short for the longest time, and you know,

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<v Speaker 14>I finally took the plunge and I did it, and

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<v Speaker 14>my god, I feel amazing. I just I feel so

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<v Speaker 14>much more comfortable in my own body.

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<v Speaker 16>It's just great.

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<v Speaker 14>And I just wanted to share that with you and

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<v Speaker 14>I guess everybody else on the internet.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm proud of you. Ready. I always say it can

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<v Speaker 2>be difficult to be yourself in many situations, and even

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<v Speaker 2>if it causes you some sort of short term pain

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<v Speaker 2>maybe with you know, your parents or I don't know

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<v Speaker 2>who the people are, things are in your life that

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<v Speaker 2>were causing friction, But even if it causes short term

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<v Speaker 2>pain in those relationships, I'm proud of you for doing

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<v Speaker 2>it because it always pays off in the end, you.

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<v Speaker 9>Know what I'm saying.

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<v Speaker 14>Absolutely, And I mean it's been so long, man, I'm

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<v Speaker 14>about to turn thirty in this October, so it's like

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<v Speaker 14>I think this, Yeah, I think keeping this in for

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<v Speaker 14>so long, and it just feels gratious to finally let

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<v Speaker 14>it all out and be me, you know. So I

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<v Speaker 14>just wanted to share that to everybody, and I hope

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<v Speaker 14>everybody listening. Just be yourself. That's all you can ask for.

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<v Speaker 2>Man. Can I ask you something and you don't have

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<v Speaker 2>to again? You know this seems like you know you

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<v Speaker 2>don't have to tell me anything that you don't want

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<v Speaker 2>to tell me, or talking about anthing you want to

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<v Speaker 2>talk about. But I am curious. Is there a reason

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<v Speaker 2>why you decided to wait so long?

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<v Speaker 14>Well, I was when I was in that toxic relationship.

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<v Speaker 14>I was with him for all eleven years actually.

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<v Speaker 16>And it was more like you know, I I it.

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<v Speaker 14>Was kind of manipulative, and it was like, you know,

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<v Speaker 14>you can't sign anybody better. You know, you, this is

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<v Speaker 14>the best you can do. You're always wrong, I'm right,

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<v Speaker 14>and it just it really really really fucked me up

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<v Speaker 14>for a long time. But you know, I I started

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<v Speaker 14>therapy about a year and a half ago, you know,

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<v Speaker 14>just talking about all that, and it's just it just

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<v Speaker 14>feels like such a weight off my shoulders to actually

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<v Speaker 14>be able to be myself. And yeah, it's been it's

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<v Speaker 14>been a journeyman, been a journey.

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<v Speaker 16>But I'm really happy.

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<v Speaker 14>I just finally feel comfortable with me.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, thank you so much for sharing. N I hope

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<v Speaker 2>that I hope that other people hear this and get inspired.

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<v Speaker 14>Absolutely absolutely, thank you so much, man, I love you.

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<v Speaker 14>Thank you.

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<v Speaker 7>You're I mean, of.

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<v Speaker 2>Course you haven't the pace of the night, Nnie, Thank

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<v Speaker 2>you so much.

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<v Speaker 1>All from Matt.

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<v Speaker 5>Matt, Hello, Hi, how are you, sir?

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<v Speaker 2>I'm good?

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<v Speaker 1>You know.

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<v Speaker 2>You know what's funny is that the more the more

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<v Speaker 2>I feel like there's been a good amount of serious calls.

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<v Speaker 2>I think we've only taken three, but there's been a

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<v Speaker 2>good amount of serious ones. And sometimes the serious calls

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<v Speaker 2>make me nervous sometimes, But all the ones we've gotten

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<v Speaker 2>so far have been have been like within the realm

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<v Speaker 2>of like, you know, I'm comfortable talking about uh, these issues,

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<v Speaker 2>So I feel I feel good about that.

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<v Speaker 12>Nice.

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<v Speaker 3>That is good to hear.

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<v Speaker 2>But who are you tell me everything?

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<v Speaker 3>Oh?

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<v Speaker 17>Yeah, Like I'm gonna need more specifics than that one I.

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<v Speaker 2>Have here for the specifics to offer you. Unfortunately, what

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<v Speaker 2>about me? Yes? What about you?

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<v Speaker 17>Human being as well as a.

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<v Speaker 12>Dude?

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<v Speaker 17>I have no fucking idea. I'm trying to try to

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<v Speaker 17>not be, you know, stick in the mud, but also

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<v Speaker 17>you know, come to see what this was about.

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<v Speaker 2>Look, I don't mind. Here's the thing is you. I

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<v Speaker 2>only want the truth from you. I don't want you

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<v Speaker 2>to try to be anything.

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<v Speaker 17>Well, the main reason for Kong is him. Depression exists,

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<v Speaker 17>and this seemed like something that would kind of take

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<v Speaker 17>my mind off it and be enjoyable and uh, you know,

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<v Speaker 17>so far at it and it's done like ten seconds.

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<v Speaker 2>I cannot here. That's the thing, is I That's what

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<v Speaker 2>I was gonna tell you, is I cannot cure your

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<v Speaker 2>depression or even talk through your depression with you in

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<v Speaker 2>a way that I would feel qualified to do. But

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<v Speaker 2>I mean I can help you with your depression in

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<v Speaker 2>the same way that again, aim of tetris Ken are

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<v Speaker 2>you try it for ten minutes and you're engrossed in

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<v Speaker 2>the game enough to not think about anything else going

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<v Speaker 2>on in your life, in the same way that maybe

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<v Speaker 2>you're engraced, engrossed in this conversation for ten minutes or

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<v Speaker 2>whatever it is, so you're not thinking about other things. Sometimes,

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<v Speaker 2>funny you say that I talk all the time. I

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<v Speaker 2>think that flow state. You know what flow state is, No, sir,

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<v Speaker 2>It's the psychological state where you're entirely focused on the

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<v Speaker 2>task at hand. Okay, So, like, if we're talking right

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<v Speaker 2>now and you're into the conversation. I don't know if

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<v Speaker 2>you are. I've been talking over you a lot, but

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<v Speaker 2>you would be engrossed so much in what you're doing

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<v Speaker 2>that you're not thinking about you're not in your head

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<v Speaker 2>thinking about a bunch of other shit distracted, you're distracted essentially.

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<v Speaker 17>Yeah, I try to keep myself in that mindset, unfortunately,

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<v Speaker 17>just because that's a little easier to manage, and I'm

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<v Speaker 17>sure a lot.

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<v Speaker 3>Of people get that.

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<v Speaker 2>Hey, I have a question for you. Yes, can something

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<v Speaker 2>be anything?

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<v Speaker 9>Yes?

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<v Speaker 10>Uh?

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<v Speaker 3>In depth?

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<v Speaker 17>So, I mean anything can be anything. So if there

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<v Speaker 17>is something you know, you can change it into anything,

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<v Speaker 17>because anything is technically everything.

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<v Speaker 2>So do you believe that this water bottle can also

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<v Speaker 2>be a door?

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<v Speaker 17>In a way if it's like broken down to its

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<v Speaker 17>like you know, molecular compound, I bet you could restructure

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<v Speaker 17>most of it to be a door, maybe a small door,

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<v Speaker 17>but still a door.

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<v Speaker 2>Interesting. So if you if you broke this down, all right,

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<v Speaker 2>So what if could this be something that's alive? Could

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<v Speaker 2>this water bottle be a rabbit?

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<v Speaker 17>See?

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<v Speaker 4>I don't.

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<v Speaker 17>I don't think selling that one.

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<v Speaker 2>M Okay, So you think that we can't make things

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<v Speaker 2>that are not currently alive?

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<v Speaker 4>That would be correct?

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, I would say.

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<v Speaker 17>I'd say that's pretty fair.

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<v Speaker 7>M hm.

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<v Speaker 17>So I guess, I guess because if anything could also

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<v Speaker 17>be alive, so I guess, Uh, you know something can't.

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<v Speaker 2>Be anything that. By the way, you just threw out

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<v Speaker 2>a whole other argument here. You say that anything can

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<v Speaker 2>be alive.

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<v Speaker 17>I said, not anything can be alive.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh okay, I thought you said that anything can be

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<v Speaker 2>It's true, not anything can be alive. It's a privilege. Yeah, exactly,

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<v Speaker 2>we get to do we get to be alive. I mean,

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<v Speaker 2>I don't know if you're alive. I don't know if

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<v Speaker 2>you're a robots or a dog. I guess well, dogs

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<v Speaker 2>are alive.

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<v Speaker 5>Dogs are definitely alive.

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<v Speaker 17>Some burds real.

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<v Speaker 2>Some dogs are dead, which is fine, not because we

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<v Speaker 2>don't like the dogs, but because eternal life would be misery.

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<v Speaker 2>And I eat probably for a dog even because imagine

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<v Speaker 2>one hundred year old dog. That thing is like dust.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm glad that the dog died before then. True, So

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<v Speaker 2>I'm glad that some dogs are dead.

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<v Speaker 18>Now, can I ask you a question?

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<v Speaker 2>Possibly?

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<v Speaker 17>Okay, Well I'm gonna do it.

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<v Speaker 3>So what what.

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<v Speaker 2>Do you like?

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<v Speaker 17>Why do you enjoy this like the open call because

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<v Speaker 17>it's enjoyable for everyone else for obvious reasons.

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<v Speaker 3>So what is your reason for it?

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<v Speaker 2>What did you say? Your name was Matt? Matt, I

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<v Speaker 2>appreciate you very much for calling in, and I hope

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<v Speaker 2>you have a good rest of the night you as well.

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<v Speaker 2>Thank you man, take care.

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<v Speaker 12>Thanks by all from neither m.

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<v Speaker 2>H, Mela.

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<v Speaker 12>All us.

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<v Speaker 2>Hey, what's up? Mela?

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<v Speaker 12>Ah? Right, how are you?

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<v Speaker 8>I'm good. I was just thinking about the uh props

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<v Speaker 8>of the night vision. But I was sharing you guys

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<v Speaker 8>talking about dreams, and I was thinking about my uh

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<v Speaker 8>reoccurring dream.

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<v Speaker 10>I have a lot.

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<v Speaker 2>Tell me about this reoccurring dream.

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<v Speaker 8>Oh well, it's more of a subject. I dream almost

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<v Speaker 8>every night for years, like even before I lived at

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<v Speaker 8>the beach of the ocean, and mostly it would be

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<v Speaker 8>this huge like overwhelming weight just I'd be on the

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<v Speaker 8>beach or in a house near the beach and the

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<v Speaker 8>huge waves just crashing and you know, things getting destroyed.

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<v Speaker 8>But it's not always scary. Sometimes it's like really calm,

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<v Speaker 8>like sometimes I'll be inside of the waves. What do

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<v Speaker 8>you think your take on that is. I don't know

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<v Speaker 8>what that means.

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<v Speaker 2>M M What do you think it means? H?

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<v Speaker 18>I don't know.

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<v Speaker 8>I mean I've looked into it and some like internet

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<v Speaker 8>stuff says it's like overwhelming ceilings. But sometimes it's not

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<v Speaker 8>always bad though. Sometimes I'm like in the water having fun,

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<v Speaker 8>you know, going like way up in the sky on

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<v Speaker 8>the sea or going way down below. Sometimes it's scary

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<v Speaker 8>sometimes overwhelming. So maybe it is I don't know if

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<v Speaker 8>it's emotions, though I'm not a very emotional person.

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<v Speaker 2>So these interpretations that you've been reading on the internet

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<v Speaker 2>that it means that you are overwhelmed. Do you read

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<v Speaker 2>these and you're like, no, that's not it.

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<v Speaker 8>I'm open to it. I mean, I'm I'm a very

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<v Speaker 8>spiritual person, you know, like I'm an astrology and witchy

0:25:15.800 --> 0:25:20.160
<v Speaker 8>stuff like that. But when it comes to the subconscious,

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<v Speaker 8>sometimes I feel like it's me in a different timeline,

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<v Speaker 8>almost like I know, if that makes sense.

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<v Speaker 2>You in a different timeline. I've never heard of a

0:25:35.520 --> 0:25:39.800
<v Speaker 2>subconscious being described that way because I've a I've never

0:25:39.840 --> 0:25:42.240
<v Speaker 2>thought of the because when I think of me on

0:25:42.320 --> 0:25:47.359
<v Speaker 2>a different timeline, I think of a very separate, alternate

0:25:47.520 --> 0:25:52.119
<v Speaker 2>version of myself, whereas the subconscious, I think, is reflective

0:25:52.160 --> 0:25:57.840
<v Speaker 2>of desires of the self that you currently are, right.

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<v Speaker 8>I mean, I feel like it's always me. Usually when

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<v Speaker 8>I dream, it's like I'm usually in third person or

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<v Speaker 8>first person. A lot of times it's third person, like

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<v Speaker 8>I'm looking at me doing these things like running away

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<v Speaker 8>from the waves, or gathering my things, or gathering my friends,

0:26:16.320 --> 0:26:18.719
<v Speaker 8>or I'm in the ocean having fun. I don't know,

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<v Speaker 8>but it's a I feel like, And even in dreams

0:26:22.640 --> 0:26:26.040
<v Speaker 8>that aren't always the ocean, it's just some weird shit happening,

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<v Speaker 8>Like I feel like that's a glimpse into like just

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<v Speaker 8>an alternate version of me. I don't know.

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<v Speaker 2>You said that you're not a very emotional person.

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<v Speaker 8>No, I'm not not, No, not really, I don't think.

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<v Speaker 2>So. Could if I had to take a shot in

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<v Speaker 2>the dark hair, could this dream be an unconscious desire

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<v Speaker 2>to experience more lofty emotions?

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<v Speaker 8>Oh damn?

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<v Speaker 5>You know what?

0:27:06.520 --> 0:27:12.159
<v Speaker 8>Yeah? Maybe are you not allowing myself to feel things?

0:27:12.240 --> 0:27:14.879
<v Speaker 8>And I'm like, yo, feel this?

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<v Speaker 2>Well that's what I was going to ask you when

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<v Speaker 2>you said not allowing like this emotionlessness that you're describing,

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<v Speaker 2>is it intentional?

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<v Speaker 12>No?

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<v Speaker 8>Yeah, actually sometimes it really is. You know, like sometimes

0:27:27.440 --> 0:27:29.000
<v Speaker 8>you don't want to cry and you're just like, oh no,

0:27:29.160 --> 0:27:31.439
<v Speaker 8>it's not just kidding.

0:27:33.280 --> 0:27:38.720
<v Speaker 2>Maybe maybe that's it. Maybe this stream it's actually an

0:27:38.760 --> 0:27:44.760
<v Speaker 2>ocean of your tears that you've been into your subconscious Oh,

0:27:45.560 --> 0:27:49.360
<v Speaker 2>that you're subconscious is trying to tell you that if

0:27:49.400 --> 0:27:53.639
<v Speaker 2>you just cried, you could play around in your tears,

0:27:53.640 --> 0:27:57.119
<v Speaker 2>and you you would be as happy as you are

0:27:57.160 --> 0:28:01.879
<v Speaker 2>in the stream. As you describe yourself playing in the water,

0:28:03.440 --> 0:28:08.680
<v Speaker 2>you feel happy, You feel free, and maybe that water

0:28:08.840 --> 0:28:11.560
<v Speaker 2>is your tears, and if you were only to let

0:28:11.560 --> 0:28:17.640
<v Speaker 2>them out, you could feel free, uh, swimming in them.

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<v Speaker 4>Damn.

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<v Speaker 8>You know what, I think I'm gonna ponder on that.

0:28:22.080 --> 0:28:24.920
<v Speaker 8>I think I'm gonna I was about trying to cry

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<v Speaker 8>a little bit.

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<v Speaker 2>Do it? If you have a good cry, Mela.

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<v Speaker 8>You too, have a great night.

0:28:30.600 --> 0:28:38.920
<v Speaker 2>Get take care, she said, you too, Maybe I will.

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<v Speaker 13>I am a sad ga all from Sam?

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<v Speaker 2>Why do you wind up? Why do you want me

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<v Speaker 2>to not pick up?

0:29:29.320 --> 0:29:29.600
<v Speaker 12>What?

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<v Speaker 14>No?

0:29:30.320 --> 0:29:31.000
<v Speaker 3>No, no, no no?

0:29:31.320 --> 0:29:32.000
<v Speaker 14>My dog.

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<v Speaker 2>Your dog pissed on the floor.

0:29:35.840 --> 0:29:37.160
<v Speaker 3>That that's what I said.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, just now? Am I on speakerphone?

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<v Speaker 10>No?

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<v Speaker 2>Why why are you am? I do you?

0:29:43.760 --> 0:29:43.959
<v Speaker 9>I mean?

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<v Speaker 2>I I assume you set the phone down to clean

0:29:47.280 --> 0:29:47.840
<v Speaker 2>up the piss?

0:29:48.520 --> 0:29:50.080
<v Speaker 5>No, I got I got an airpot.

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<v Speaker 2>Sound very can you guys? Hear Sam? You sound very faint?

0:29:56.800 --> 0:29:58.200
<v Speaker 3>I can put you on speaker you play?

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<v Speaker 5>Actually, really hear me better?

0:30:00.440 --> 0:30:00.800
<v Speaker 3>How's that?

0:30:02.000 --> 0:30:04.440
<v Speaker 2>How's the music? How's the music? Is the chat? Is

0:30:04.440 --> 0:30:06.640
<v Speaker 2>the music too loud?

0:30:13.600 --> 0:30:16.960
<v Speaker 5>I think this is more important than cleaning up pass well.

0:30:17.280 --> 0:30:18.800
<v Speaker 2>I mean, look, if you need to, I mean, we

0:30:18.800 --> 0:30:20.080
<v Speaker 2>can talk while you pick up.

0:30:21.880 --> 0:30:24.600
<v Speaker 5>It's fine. It's just all that. It's so can I'm

0:30:24.760 --> 0:30:25.960
<v Speaker 5>used to it.

0:30:26.360 --> 0:30:28.960
<v Speaker 2>You're used to it. How often did your talk pe

0:30:29.080 --> 0:30:30.120
<v Speaker 2>on the be on the floor.

0:30:32.920 --> 0:30:34.400
<v Speaker 5>I can't count past five?

0:30:34.560 --> 0:30:38.560
<v Speaker 2>So what do you want? What do you what? What

0:30:38.560 --> 0:30:40.080
<v Speaker 2>do you want from it? With this?

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<v Speaker 12>I don't know.

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<v Speaker 5>I just I just wanted to call in it seems cool, okay?

0:30:47.960 --> 0:30:51.920
<v Speaker 5>Any therapy right here's because there's.

0:30:51.880 --> 0:30:56.480
<v Speaker 2>I feel like I can only go so far with Okay.

0:30:56.800 --> 0:30:59.160
<v Speaker 5>If on the speaker you cound therapy? My dog I

0:30:59.200 --> 0:31:04.320
<v Speaker 5>think to see it had an anxious piss on the floor, cause.

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<v Speaker 2>Can your dog talk?

0:31:08.200 --> 0:31:09.600
<v Speaker 5>Brian Grilson's situation.

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<v Speaker 2>Sam listen, Sam, listen to me. I have a question

0:31:12.200 --> 0:31:17.160
<v Speaker 2>for you, all right? Are you okay?

0:31:17.760 --> 0:31:19.520
<v Speaker 5>That's a real philosophical question.

0:31:21.400 --> 0:31:23.680
<v Speaker 2>It can be depending on how how you want to

0:31:23.680 --> 0:31:27.239
<v Speaker 2>interpret it.

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<v Speaker 5>Is that how you want me to interpret it?

0:31:29.720 --> 0:31:31.440
<v Speaker 2>I don't want I don't want anything from you.

0:31:32.840 --> 0:31:40.040
<v Speaker 5>Okay. I just saw someone chat say therapist I'm sorry.

0:31:40.200 --> 0:31:43.320
<v Speaker 2>Don't look at it, Sam, Sam, focus on me. Don't

0:31:43.320 --> 0:31:45.400
<v Speaker 2>look at chat, don't look at the puddle of piss

0:31:45.400 --> 0:31:47.720
<v Speaker 2>on your floor. Just let's listen to my voice. You

0:31:47.720 --> 0:31:49.240
<v Speaker 2>know what I lied. I do want something from you.

0:31:49.280 --> 0:31:50.720
<v Speaker 2>I want you to answer a question for me.

0:31:51.240 --> 0:31:52.560
<v Speaker 3>Okay, I'll answer, I'll answer.

0:31:53.320 --> 0:31:54.920
<v Speaker 2>Can something be anything?

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<v Speaker 5>So we're going back to philosophical.

0:32:02.440 --> 0:32:03.440
<v Speaker 9>In essence.

0:32:03.520 --> 0:32:07.720
<v Speaker 5>In theory, anything could be something, and something could be anything,

0:32:07.840 --> 0:32:10.719
<v Speaker 5>But in that moment, it is not that anything. It

0:32:10.760 --> 0:32:13.200
<v Speaker 5>has the potential to become anything.

0:32:14.160 --> 0:32:15.880
<v Speaker 2>Well, who the fuck is this? We're talking to a

0:32:15.920 --> 0:32:20.280
<v Speaker 2>new guy here, because that was that was not That

0:32:20.440 --> 0:32:22.760
<v Speaker 2>did not sound like anything else you've said through the

0:32:22.840 --> 0:32:25.400
<v Speaker 2>duration that I'm talking to you. That sounded like you

0:32:25.480 --> 0:32:28.680
<v Speaker 2>really thought it through. I know it was in you.

0:32:30.520 --> 0:32:35.640
<v Speaker 5>I think it's some mental issues. It signs through anxiety,

0:32:35.720 --> 0:32:38.520
<v Speaker 5>you know, it kind of like it lets you live

0:32:38.520 --> 0:32:41.640
<v Speaker 5>in multiple lives and you don't realize it until you

0:32:41.720 --> 0:32:45.200
<v Speaker 5>know it gives it to you. When a scenario you

0:32:45.200 --> 0:32:47.360
<v Speaker 5>thought through in your head you didn't even realize you did,

0:32:48.680 --> 0:32:50.560
<v Speaker 5>and now you realize you're a philosopher.

0:32:51.800 --> 0:32:53.760
<v Speaker 2>Is this a scenario that you thought through in your

0:32:53.760 --> 0:32:54.440
<v Speaker 2>head previously?

0:32:56.040 --> 0:32:58.000
<v Speaker 5>I guess, so it just kind of showed up.

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<v Speaker 2>Do you do. Are you referring to the scenario of

0:33:02.520 --> 0:33:09.200
<v Speaker 2>us being on the phone right now? Oh yeah, when

0:33:09.200 --> 0:33:12.280
<v Speaker 2>you played out sort of a simulation in your head

0:33:12.400 --> 0:33:13.560
<v Speaker 2>of what it might be like to be on the

0:33:13.600 --> 0:33:18.240
<v Speaker 2>phone with me, How did that play out in your head?

0:33:18.320 --> 0:33:20.240
<v Speaker 2>And then how did that differentiate from how it played

0:33:20.280 --> 0:33:26.960
<v Speaker 2>out in reality? If you consider this reality.

0:33:25.520 --> 0:33:29.840
<v Speaker 5>I didn't expect you to pick up, so that's a

0:33:29.880 --> 0:33:31.000
<v Speaker 5>pretty big difference.

0:33:31.480 --> 0:33:36.600
<v Speaker 2>Sure, the piss is.

0:33:36.640 --> 0:33:41.200
<v Speaker 5>Leaking into the floorboards, Sam, Yeah.

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<v Speaker 2>For your benefit, I'm gonna let you. I'm gonna let

0:33:46.200 --> 0:33:48.920
<v Speaker 2>you clean up your dog's piss. If I were there

0:33:48.920 --> 0:33:50.480
<v Speaker 2>in the room with you, I promise I would help,

0:33:51.480 --> 0:33:51.920
<v Speaker 2>But I'm not.

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<v Speaker 5>That's that's that's kind of us to say thank you

0:33:55.000 --> 0:33:58.120
<v Speaker 5>for I really needed to hear that as I see

0:33:58.120 --> 0:33:59.800
<v Speaker 5>the pissing into those floorboards.

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<v Speaker 2>How are you gonna are just using paper towels or

0:34:05.240 --> 0:34:07.040
<v Speaker 2>do you have like a you know, at least just

0:34:07.080 --> 0:34:08.919
<v Speaker 2>on the It's just on the hardwood floor the worst

0:34:08.920 --> 0:34:09.080
<v Speaker 2>if it.

0:34:09.080 --> 0:34:11.360
<v Speaker 5>Wants, But I think I might have to lift it

0:34:11.440 --> 0:34:14.839
<v Speaker 5>up to clemp to plywood underneath, because there's a it's

0:34:14.880 --> 0:34:17.319
<v Speaker 5>it's a small dog. But the amount of piss that

0:34:17.360 --> 0:34:21.160
<v Speaker 5>they release is its incomprehensible. It really looks like they

0:34:21.160 --> 0:34:23.080
<v Speaker 5>took like a two liter bottle and just dumped it

0:34:23.120 --> 0:34:26.760
<v Speaker 5>out in its entirety.

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<v Speaker 2>Do you think that will rumin the Do you think

0:34:30.800 --> 0:34:32.840
<v Speaker 2>it'll lit like grow mold or something?

0:34:34.640 --> 0:34:36.359
<v Speaker 5>Probably not, hasn't yet.

0:34:39.200 --> 0:34:40.600
<v Speaker 2>Thank you for calling, Sam. I'll talk to you soon,

0:34:40.680 --> 0:34:42.120
<v Speaker 2>and good luck with cleaning up your dog's pace.

0:34:42.680 --> 0:34:44.200
<v Speaker 3>All right, I'll call it back my figure.

0:34:44.239 --> 0:34:49.640
<v Speaker 2>It cleaned up beautiful, sounds good? Hey, what dog is it?

0:34:50.760 --> 0:34:51.399
<v Speaker 3>Murder dog?

0:34:53.920 --> 0:34:56.040
<v Speaker 19>Toall docs and mix.

0:34:59.280 --> 0:35:00.840
<v Speaker 2>I kind of have to I don't know why, but

0:35:00.840 --> 0:35:04.480
<v Speaker 2>this conversation is kind of making me have to piss.

0:35:06.040 --> 0:35:08.880
<v Speaker 5>You could just turn around on the stream, maybe go

0:35:08.960 --> 0:35:13.600
<v Speaker 5>behind this chair, just squat down or something. You're not crapping, No,

0:35:13.800 --> 0:35:15.240
<v Speaker 5>don't you don't need a squat?

0:35:15.239 --> 0:35:16.440
<v Speaker 3>Why is this squat?

0:35:19.040 --> 0:35:22.279
<v Speaker 5>Good night, sim Good night, have a good one, thinks.

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<v Speaker 1>Call from kelby.

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<v Speaker 2>Elsie. Hello, Elsie? Hi?

0:35:36.480 --> 0:35:36.920
<v Speaker 10>How are you?

0:35:38.080 --> 0:35:40.640
<v Speaker 2>I'm good? Did I get your name right? Is it

0:35:40.680 --> 0:35:42.719
<v Speaker 2>Elsie or Chelsea? Oh?

0:35:42.800 --> 0:35:43.480
<v Speaker 12>It's Kelsey?

0:35:43.640 --> 0:35:45.200
<v Speaker 2>Is a k Kelsey?

0:35:46.040 --> 0:35:46.719
<v Speaker 12>Yes?

0:35:47.040 --> 0:35:47.960
<v Speaker 2>How are you doing? Kelsey?

0:35:48.920 --> 0:35:49.480
<v Speaker 14>I'm great.

0:35:49.600 --> 0:35:52.799
<v Speaker 12>I've been trying to get to you for like weeks now,

0:35:52.960 --> 0:35:54.200
<v Speaker 12>so I'm super excited.

0:35:54.960 --> 0:35:57.319
<v Speaker 2>I'm excited to talk to you too. Now you've been

0:35:57.320 --> 0:36:01.360
<v Speaker 2>trying to get to me for weeks, and yeah, the way, Okay,

0:36:01.560 --> 0:36:04.880
<v Speaker 2>if what I'm about to say is not the case,

0:36:04.920 --> 0:36:07.920
<v Speaker 2>it's okay if this is not the case. But I'm curious.

0:36:08.320 --> 0:36:11.120
<v Speaker 2>The fact that you've been trying to contact me for weeks,

0:36:11.360 --> 0:36:16.720
<v Speaker 2>I assume means and again, okay, if this isn't the case,

0:36:16.840 --> 0:36:19.799
<v Speaker 2>but I assume it means that there is a particular

0:36:19.920 --> 0:36:24.000
<v Speaker 2>thing that maybe you wanted to talk about.

0:36:24.520 --> 0:36:30.160
<v Speaker 12>Actually not specifically. My buddies are really into your show,

0:36:30.280 --> 0:36:33.520
<v Speaker 12>so I started watching, and I just really wanted to

0:36:33.560 --> 0:36:35.320
<v Speaker 12>talk to you because I thought you were super cool.

0:36:37.200 --> 0:36:40.120
<v Speaker 2>Well, Kelsey, listen, I have a question for you. Yes,

0:36:42.680 --> 0:36:43.680
<v Speaker 2>have you ever had a vision?

0:36:45.480 --> 0:36:49.640
<v Speaker 12>So I wouldn't particularly say that it's a vision. Maybe

0:36:49.880 --> 0:36:52.680
<v Speaker 12>I don't super believe in that stuff, but I believe

0:36:52.680 --> 0:36:56.200
<v Speaker 12>it is more of like intuitions. But the only one

0:36:56.239 --> 0:36:59.919
<v Speaker 12>I can super think of was I was like pretty young,

0:37:00.160 --> 0:37:02.960
<v Speaker 12>probably in like middle school, and I was in the

0:37:03.040 --> 0:37:07.040
<v Speaker 12>car with my family and they were all like talking

0:37:07.200 --> 0:37:11.359
<v Speaker 12>and getting into like little micro arguments, and I was like,

0:37:11.800 --> 0:37:14.000
<v Speaker 12>you know, I think one of them is going to

0:37:14.120 --> 0:37:17.000
<v Speaker 12>leave the keys in the car before we get into

0:37:17.040 --> 0:37:20.840
<v Speaker 12>the house, and they did, which was like super weird,

0:37:20.920 --> 0:37:23.160
<v Speaker 12>and I was like, oh my gosh, I'm like Raven

0:37:23.239 --> 0:37:26.760
<v Speaker 12>Baxter from Not So Raven because she could see stuff

0:37:26.800 --> 0:37:29.520
<v Speaker 12>to the future. But it never happened again, so it

0:37:29.600 --> 0:37:29.960
<v Speaker 12>was cool.

0:37:31.560 --> 0:37:35.400
<v Speaker 2>It never happened again. It was a one and done intuition.

0:37:36.640 --> 0:37:41.560
<v Speaker 12>Yeah, I think there's things that like, I can generally

0:37:42.000 --> 0:37:46.439
<v Speaker 12>predict the outcome, but that's just based on things I've

0:37:46.480 --> 0:37:50.879
<v Speaker 12>noticed about other people, I guess, but I wouldn't call

0:37:50.960 --> 0:37:51.920
<v Speaker 12>them visions.

0:37:53.080 --> 0:37:56.799
<v Speaker 2>Uh, you would say, rather than you being some sort

0:37:56.840 --> 0:38:02.720
<v Speaker 2>of psychic, that you are merely intuitive when it comes

0:38:02.760 --> 0:38:03.560
<v Speaker 2>to other people.

0:38:06.120 --> 0:38:06.560
<v Speaker 11>Yeah.

0:38:06.640 --> 0:38:09.319
<v Speaker 12>I mean, I don't want to sound like pretentious, but

0:38:09.480 --> 0:38:16.719
<v Speaker 12>I like to I don't notice details about people so

0:38:16.760 --> 0:38:19.560
<v Speaker 12>that I don't like either upset them or I can

0:38:19.680 --> 0:38:23.399
<v Speaker 12>figure out ways that like to generally bring them happiness.

0:38:23.600 --> 0:38:26.920
<v Speaker 12>So I think I just noticed those things more.

0:38:28.520 --> 0:38:34.360
<v Speaker 2>You know, that's a great skill to have, because you know,

0:38:35.800 --> 0:38:40.400
<v Speaker 2>I heard this great line from someone that, uh, the

0:38:40.520 --> 0:38:45.319
<v Speaker 2>only thing people like more than talking about themselves is

0:38:45.440 --> 0:38:51.600
<v Speaker 2>hearing about themselves. So if you're in a conversation with someone,

0:38:52.080 --> 0:38:54.839
<v Speaker 2>if you ask them a lot of questions about themselves,

0:38:56.800 --> 0:39:00.160
<v Speaker 2>you know, they'll engage with you because they like to

0:39:00.200 --> 0:39:03.560
<v Speaker 2>talk about themselves. But if you're in a conversation with

0:39:03.600 --> 0:39:09.000
<v Speaker 2>someone and you make statements about them like, oh, you

0:39:09.160 --> 0:39:16.560
<v Speaker 2>seem like a very intelligent person, or you seem like

0:39:16.640 --> 0:39:19.799
<v Speaker 2>you have a very creative job, or you seem like this,

0:39:20.000 --> 0:39:23.800
<v Speaker 2>you seem like that, they'll get even more engaged because

0:39:24.920 --> 0:39:28.440
<v Speaker 2>they like hearing about themselves. They want to know why

0:39:28.520 --> 0:39:32.560
<v Speaker 2>you have these intuitions. So it's it's an interesting way

0:39:32.600 --> 0:39:34.720
<v Speaker 2>to engage with people.

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<v Speaker 12>Yeah, and I think it brings them some kind of

0:39:39.320 --> 0:39:41.799
<v Speaker 12>joy that they're like being noticed by.

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<v Speaker 2>Of course of course.

0:39:43.200 --> 0:39:48.600
<v Speaker 12>People, but yeah, I don't know. I like doing that.

0:39:48.719 --> 0:39:54.640
<v Speaker 12>I think it is helpful in situations that I feel

0:39:54.640 --> 0:39:59.040
<v Speaker 12>like I don't typically connect well to people initially, So

0:39:59.120 --> 0:40:02.759
<v Speaker 12>I feel like that just kind of like listening a

0:40:02.800 --> 0:40:05.960
<v Speaker 12>lot of the times, is beneficial when I want to

0:40:06.000 --> 0:40:07.560
<v Speaker 12>connect with someone.

0:40:07.880 --> 0:40:10.120
<v Speaker 2>Why do you feel like you don't typically connect with people?

0:40:11.520 --> 0:40:15.920
<v Speaker 12>I think I get really anxious. I get really nervous

0:40:16.120 --> 0:40:19.480
<v Speaker 12>that I'm doing the wrong things or saying the wrong things,

0:40:19.520 --> 0:40:24.600
<v Speaker 12>and that I'm upsetting them. So I try to avoid

0:40:24.640 --> 0:40:26.320
<v Speaker 12>those situations.

0:40:29.080 --> 0:40:32.920
<v Speaker 2>Why why do you feel like you're upsetting people?

0:40:35.800 --> 0:40:42.600
<v Speaker 12>That's a really good question. I think I don't Maybe

0:40:43.040 --> 0:40:45.919
<v Speaker 12>that feel like I'm upsetting them is the wrong word.

0:40:45.960 --> 0:40:48.600
<v Speaker 12>But I'm afraid to upset them because I don't want

0:40:48.600 --> 0:40:51.919
<v Speaker 12>to hurt their feelings or like, you know, I don't

0:40:51.920 --> 0:40:55.160
<v Speaker 12>want anyone to have a bad thoughts because of me.

0:41:02.560 --> 0:41:07.239
<v Speaker 2>It's so weird because a lot of the times I

0:41:07.280 --> 0:41:11.080
<v Speaker 2>feel like when two people, two people can be talking

0:41:11.080 --> 0:41:15.960
<v Speaker 2>to each other and both think that they are upsetting

0:41:16.120 --> 0:41:21.200
<v Speaker 2>the other person because they both have that sort of quality.

0:41:23.840 --> 0:41:26.040
<v Speaker 2>But you know, I mean, from what you've told me,

0:41:27.280 --> 0:41:30.919
<v Speaker 2>you seem like you're very intuitive.

0:41:32.520 --> 0:41:38.200
<v Speaker 12>As you've said, well, it doesn't always work.

0:41:38.280 --> 0:41:44.320
<v Speaker 2>You know, it doesn't always work. Do you ever refrain?

0:41:44.840 --> 0:41:48.520
<v Speaker 2>Do you ever, like pick up something about someone while

0:41:48.520 --> 0:41:51.759
<v Speaker 2>you're talking to them, and you avoid bringing it up

0:41:51.760 --> 0:41:55.399
<v Speaker 2>because you're afraid it might be quote the wrong thing

0:41:55.520 --> 0:42:00.120
<v Speaker 2>to say?

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<v Speaker 12>Could you use an example?

0:42:14.640 --> 0:42:17.560
<v Speaker 2>Fuck, I'm trying to think of one. I gotta hate

0:42:17.600 --> 0:42:18.440
<v Speaker 2>when people ask me.

0:42:18.520 --> 0:42:30.200
<v Speaker 20>Questions, oh, roles reverse, It's rough, I don't.

0:42:30.000 --> 0:42:36.120
<v Speaker 2>Know, man like like like all right, like if someone's

0:42:36.160 --> 0:42:39.680
<v Speaker 2>talking about their fucking if someone's like talking about their

0:42:39.680 --> 0:42:43.960
<v Speaker 2>girlfriend or something. Would you say to them, you seem

0:42:44.040 --> 0:42:45.720
<v Speaker 2>like you care a lot about this person.

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<v Speaker 12>Yeah, I think, uh, that's something positive that I could

0:42:52.920 --> 0:42:57.520
<v Speaker 12>add to the conversation, And I think it would. I

0:42:57.560 --> 0:43:03.400
<v Speaker 12>think the purpose of saying that would help them acknowledge

0:43:03.440 --> 0:43:10.600
<v Speaker 12>that other people see their emotions or how much they care,

0:43:11.320 --> 0:43:13.960
<v Speaker 12>And I think that's valuable to a lot of people.

0:43:15.239 --> 0:43:19.680
<v Speaker 2>I agree. I agree. Look, you know, there's a massive

0:43:19.880 --> 0:43:23.080
<v Speaker 2>shortage of people who actually listen to other people when

0:43:23.080 --> 0:43:28.600
<v Speaker 2>they're talking, and because of that, everyone just feels sort

0:43:28.640 --> 0:43:32.920
<v Speaker 2>of lonely and unheard. So people who do talk to

0:43:32.960 --> 0:43:36.840
<v Speaker 2>others in a way that makes them feel heard have

0:43:36.920 --> 0:43:39.040
<v Speaker 2>the potential to make people feel really good. So I

0:43:39.040 --> 0:43:40.040
<v Speaker 2>think it's good that you're doing that.

0:43:41.640 --> 0:43:44.960
<v Speaker 12>Well, Thaank, I appreciate that.

0:43:46.520 --> 0:43:49.960
<v Speaker 2>Also, you've got me thinking about there's an episode of

0:43:50.000 --> 0:43:53.360
<v Speaker 2>That's So Raven where they get a Okay, does anyone

0:43:53.560 --> 0:43:56.360
<v Speaker 2>else fucking remember this? There's an episode of That's So

0:43:56.520 --> 0:44:01.759
<v Speaker 2>Raven where they replace the food court. They replaced the

0:44:01.760 --> 0:44:04.440
<v Speaker 2>cafeteria with like a food court that has fast foods

0:44:06.239 --> 0:44:09.560
<v Speaker 2>and everyone in the school gets fat. And I remember

0:44:09.560 --> 0:44:11.600
<v Speaker 2>when I saw that when I was in elementary school

0:44:11.640 --> 0:44:13.600
<v Speaker 2>and being like Oh, that would be sick if my

0:44:13.680 --> 0:44:17.160
<v Speaker 2>school had like a food court with like McDonald's in it.

0:44:17.200 --> 0:44:21.200
<v Speaker 2>And shit, do you know what I'm talking? Do you

0:44:21.200 --> 0:44:22.200
<v Speaker 2>remember this episode?

0:44:22.920 --> 0:44:26.960
<v Speaker 12>I think I vaguely remember that episode. I think the

0:44:27.239 --> 0:44:30.040
<v Speaker 12>part that's really sticking out is just Raven in like

0:44:30.080 --> 0:44:35.919
<v Speaker 12>a fat suit, and that's all I remember. I don't

0:44:35.960 --> 0:44:37.320
<v Speaker 12>know if that's even correct.

0:44:37.480 --> 0:44:45.720
<v Speaker 2>But thank you so much for calling in and for sharing.

0:44:45.760 --> 0:44:47.360
<v Speaker 2>I hope that this three I hope that this is

0:44:47.480 --> 0:44:52.399
<v Speaker 2>three week wait has been worth it.

0:44:53.480 --> 0:44:57.239
<v Speaker 12>Well, thank you, it definitely has. I'm really happy that

0:44:57.400 --> 0:45:01.480
<v Speaker 12>I got through and have a great right and I'll keep.

0:45:01.280 --> 0:45:04.120
<v Speaker 2>Watching you as well. Kelsey, thank you so much for

0:45:04.640 --> 0:45:05.480
<v Speaker 2>calling you have a good night.

0:45:06.280 --> 0:45:09.080
<v Speaker 12>Thanks you too. Bye.

0:45:10.440 --> 0:45:13.640
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<v Speaker 5>All right, back to the calls from Logan.

0:45:59.600 --> 0:46:05.319
<v Speaker 2>Logan know, hey, there's the going we ever talked, we

0:46:05.320 --> 0:46:06.200
<v Speaker 2>ever talked before?

0:46:06.800 --> 0:46:07.319
<v Speaker 3>We have not.

0:46:09.880 --> 0:46:10.440
<v Speaker 2>Interesting?

0:46:11.400 --> 0:46:21.080
<v Speaker 5>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 19>Oh you know, I'm actually from the state of Alaska.

0:46:26.600 --> 0:46:31.520
<v Speaker 2>Oh really, Yeah, you're from the city of Alaska. And

0:46:31.800 --> 0:46:32.959
<v Speaker 2>how are things going there?

0:46:33.520 --> 0:46:33.680
<v Speaker 12>Oh?

0:46:33.840 --> 0:46:35.520
<v Speaker 19>The city of Alaska is doing fine?

0:46:37.600 --> 0:46:40.279
<v Speaker 2>Do you like it? It sounds it seems sort of isolated.

0:46:41.239 --> 0:46:43.280
<v Speaker 2>It is like no one comes Like when your favorite

0:46:43.280 --> 0:46:45.359
<v Speaker 2>band is on tour, I bet they never come there.

0:46:46.120 --> 0:46:48.600
<v Speaker 19>No, not often. No, it's never the ones you want.

0:46:48.640 --> 0:46:52.040
<v Speaker 19>It's always the ones that always get scheduled in Alaska

0:46:52.120 --> 0:46:54.279
<v Speaker 19>that no one likes, but everyone goes to because there's

0:46:54.280 --> 0:46:54.880
<v Speaker 19>nothing else to do.

0:46:56.680 --> 0:46:59.120
<v Speaker 2>What's like the big city of Alaska. Does Alaska have

0:46:59.280 --> 0:47:03.640
<v Speaker 2>like a actual like a fucking you know, city city,

0:47:03.760 --> 0:47:04.840
<v Speaker 2>an urban district?

0:47:05.520 --> 0:47:08.239
<v Speaker 19>Yeah, it's there's like Anchorage, Alaska. That's where I am,

0:47:08.360 --> 0:47:10.239
<v Speaker 19>which is like the closest thing you're going to get

0:47:10.280 --> 0:47:13.440
<v Speaker 19>to the city, but everywhere, you know, everywhere else is

0:47:13.920 --> 0:47:14.640
<v Speaker 19>pretty shitty.

0:47:14.680 --> 0:47:17.640
<v Speaker 2>Really, do they have like bars? Like, what do you

0:47:17.760 --> 0:47:18.799
<v Speaker 2>do in Alaska?

0:47:19.160 --> 0:47:22.400
<v Speaker 19>It's you'd be surprised. Anchorage is actually kind of just

0:47:22.480 --> 0:47:26.919
<v Speaker 19>like a small Seattle. It's you know, it's it's it's

0:47:26.920 --> 0:47:29.000
<v Speaker 19>shitty because every it's there's not a whole lot to do.

0:47:29.120 --> 0:47:32.560
<v Speaker 19>But you know, there's bars, there's restaurants, there's you know,

0:47:32.880 --> 0:47:34.399
<v Speaker 19>look it up. Sometimes it's pretty cool.

0:47:34.640 --> 0:47:36.040
<v Speaker 2>Did you go to high school there?

0:47:36.719 --> 0:47:36.959
<v Speaker 4>Yeah?

0:47:37.040 --> 0:47:38.560
<v Speaker 19>No, I grew up here. Yeah, I was born and

0:47:38.640 --> 0:47:39.080
<v Speaker 19>raised here.

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<v Speaker 2>What's what's what's it like to go to high school

0:47:41.440 --> 0:47:44.040
<v Speaker 2>in Alaska? Is everyone just laughing all the time. I

0:47:44.040 --> 0:47:45.920
<v Speaker 2>would laugh all the time. If I went to high

0:47:45.920 --> 0:47:49.160
<v Speaker 2>school in Alaska, I would not take anything seriously. If

0:47:49.200 --> 0:47:51.919
<v Speaker 2>my teacher tried to assign me a homework, I'd be like, dude,

0:47:51.960 --> 0:47:54.759
<v Speaker 2>I'm gonna go hang out with a seal. I'm not

0:47:54.800 --> 0:47:58.719
<v Speaker 2>doing homework. I live in Alaska right now. I mean

0:47:58.880 --> 0:48:02.239
<v Speaker 2>they're taking my life seriously at all. I'm gonna just

0:48:02.480 --> 0:48:04.560
<v Speaker 2>fuck around and have fun and go ice fishing.

0:48:05.280 --> 0:48:08.720
<v Speaker 19>It's like, uh, it's normal high school, but except really

0:48:08.719 --> 0:48:13.480
<v Speaker 19>cold and really dark all the time. Everyone's like depressed

0:48:13.520 --> 0:48:15.880
<v Speaker 19>because we have like in a winter time, we just

0:48:15.920 --> 0:48:16.920
<v Speaker 19>don't have any sunlight.

0:48:17.920 --> 0:48:22.799
<v Speaker 2>Interesting, I wonder if it's you ever go to your

0:48:22.840 --> 0:48:25.239
<v Speaker 2>high school at night and it's cold and dark. That's

0:48:25.280 --> 0:48:28.040
<v Speaker 2>kind of what I'm imagining. Like, Okay, this is for

0:48:28.280 --> 0:48:30.120
<v Speaker 2>my folks who don't live in Alaska. You ever like

0:48:30.120 --> 0:48:31.560
<v Speaker 2>go to your high school at night for like I

0:48:31.600 --> 0:48:36.120
<v Speaker 2>don't know, whatever, prom or school play or something, and

0:48:36.239 --> 0:48:42.120
<v Speaker 2>like that feeling when it's dark and kind of you

0:48:42.160 --> 0:48:44.839
<v Speaker 2>know whatever, like for an event. That's probably what your

0:48:44.920 --> 0:48:48.560
<v Speaker 2>high school is like all the time pretty much.

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<v Speaker 19>Yeah, And the summertime we have like a shit on

0:48:50.600 --> 0:48:52.880
<v Speaker 19>a light, but no one's at school during the summertime,

0:48:52.920 --> 0:48:57.759
<v Speaker 19>so you know, it's kind of a twenty two. The

0:48:57.800 --> 0:49:00.719
<v Speaker 19>summertime it's all nice and super bright, and then winter

0:49:00.800 --> 0:49:02.880
<v Speaker 19>time when everyone's in school, it's all dark and shitty.

0:49:04.280 --> 0:49:04.400
<v Speaker 13>Uh.

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<v Speaker 2>Do you do you go to college? Are you graduated?

0:49:07.840 --> 0:49:08.080
<v Speaker 4>Yeah?

0:49:08.680 --> 0:49:12.080
<v Speaker 19>No, I'm in college right now. Yeah, I'm I've been.

0:49:11.920 --> 0:49:14.000
<v Speaker 2>Doing the University of Alaska.

0:49:14.719 --> 0:49:16.520
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, what that?

0:49:16.560 --> 0:49:18.160
<v Speaker 2>What is the University of Alaska?

0:49:18.320 --> 0:49:22.960
<v Speaker 19>Like, well, there's two different University of Alaska's. There's the

0:49:23.080 --> 0:49:26.480
<v Speaker 19>University of Alaska Anchorage, which is where I'm at and

0:49:26.520 --> 0:49:31.400
<v Speaker 19>then there's the University of Alaska Fairbanks, which is smack

0:49:31.480 --> 0:49:35.520
<v Speaker 19>dab in the middle of Alaska, and it's like, that's like,

0:49:35.560 --> 0:49:38.600
<v Speaker 19>it's cool in Anchorage. In Fairbanks, that's where it gets

0:49:38.600 --> 0:49:39.560
<v Speaker 19>like negative thirties.

0:49:40.120 --> 0:49:44.560
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, it sounds very Alaska. Yeah, why would they put

0:49:44.600 --> 0:49:48.399
<v Speaker 2>stuff there? This is my fun with like Alaska and

0:49:48.640 --> 0:49:51.080
<v Speaker 2>some parts of Canada is like you ever go to

0:49:51.120 --> 0:49:55.040
<v Speaker 2>a place and you're like, why would they put stuff here? Well,

0:49:55.719 --> 0:49:57.240
<v Speaker 2>no one should be here.

0:49:57.719 --> 0:50:00.360
<v Speaker 19>Well, Anchorage was like a gold rush city, know that.

0:50:00.680 --> 0:50:02.879
<v Speaker 19>But fair Banks, honest to god, I have no clue

0:50:02.880 --> 0:50:05.840
<v Speaker 19>why people live there. There's no point.

0:50:06.520 --> 0:50:07.600
<v Speaker 3>It's just cold.

0:50:08.600 --> 0:50:12.840
<v Speaker 2>Would you ever consider moving from Alaska to the United States?

0:50:13.120 --> 0:50:16.080
<v Speaker 19>If I had like family or friends or anyone down there,

0:50:16.320 --> 0:50:19.080
<v Speaker 19>like a solid like place to go, I would, But

0:50:19.600 --> 0:50:21.880
<v Speaker 19>I don't have anywhere else to go down there, so

0:50:22.440 --> 0:50:23.960
<v Speaker 19>maybe eventually when I had the money too.

0:50:26.920 --> 0:50:31.480
<v Speaker 2>Well, look, whenever you decide to come join us down here,

0:50:31.600 --> 0:50:33.000
<v Speaker 2>we welcome you with open arms.

0:50:33.280 --> 0:50:35.920
<v Speaker 19>Awesome. Yeah, I do have a vision, though I did

0:50:35.920 --> 0:50:40.560
<v Speaker 19>have a vision recently. Actually, what you talk about, well,

0:50:40.760 --> 0:50:44.719
<v Speaker 19>I have some I have pretty weird dreams, and I

0:50:44.760 --> 0:50:48.600
<v Speaker 19>had one dream to be fair. It hasn't come true yet,

0:50:48.640 --> 0:50:52.880
<v Speaker 19>but I had a dream that I met actually the

0:50:53.040 --> 0:50:58.080
<v Speaker 19>hit you know, like the popular musician Billie Eilish up

0:50:58.120 --> 0:50:59.160
<v Speaker 19>in Alaska.

0:50:58.719 --> 0:51:02.839
<v Speaker 2>Here and never is doing a tour and I bet

0:51:02.880 --> 0:51:03.359
<v Speaker 2>you will never.

0:51:04.960 --> 0:51:07.040
<v Speaker 19>You never know. Actually, I'm really hope the only.

0:51:06.960 --> 0:51:09.440
<v Speaker 2>Way you'll see Billie Eilish is in your dreams.

0:51:09.760 --> 0:51:12.319
<v Speaker 19>Yeah, I think you might be onto something there. But

0:51:12.840 --> 0:51:16.840
<v Speaker 19>I met her and it was like really cool, you know, hopeful,

0:51:16.880 --> 0:51:18.040
<v Speaker 19>hopefully that one comes true.

0:51:19.440 --> 0:51:21.839
<v Speaker 2>Hey man, Look, you know I could see I could

0:51:21.840 --> 0:51:23.600
<v Speaker 2>see that, I could see you getting into a relationship

0:51:23.640 --> 0:51:26.480
<v Speaker 2>with Billy Eilish, if only because, like you know, when

0:51:26.680 --> 0:51:29.759
<v Speaker 2>when it's time for a star to retire, where do

0:51:29.840 --> 0:51:31.279
<v Speaker 2>they want to go where they can just live a

0:51:31.320 --> 0:51:34.040
<v Speaker 2>peaceful life and not be disturbed. They go to the

0:51:34.080 --> 0:51:35.040
<v Speaker 2>city of Alaska.

0:51:35.480 --> 0:51:37.919
<v Speaker 19>Mm hmm, yeah, that's that's what I hear. I haven't

0:51:37.920 --> 0:51:40.319
<v Speaker 19>seen anyone, but you know, I'll take your word for it.

0:51:41.719 --> 0:51:42.680
<v Speaker 2>Would you say your name was?

0:51:43.320 --> 0:51:44.080
<v Speaker 19>Here's that logan?

0:51:44.800 --> 0:51:47.839
<v Speaker 2>Logan? Thank you so much for calling, and you're sure

0:51:47.880 --> 0:51:49.880
<v Speaker 2>the best of luck. Now I know what the Alaska

0:51:49.960 --> 0:51:50.719
<v Speaker 2>area code is.

0:51:52.239 --> 0:51:54.040
<v Speaker 19>You could come up and visit sometimes. It'd be cool

0:51:54.960 --> 0:51:55.440
<v Speaker 19>to her.

0:51:55.800 --> 0:51:57.959
<v Speaker 2>I'll let you know. I'll do anka show.

0:51:58.640 --> 0:51:58.879
<v Speaker 5>Okay.

0:51:58.960 --> 0:51:59.160
<v Speaker 20>Cool?

0:51:59.239 --> 0:52:01.560
<v Speaker 19>You know we could do it like a Iceberg or something.

0:52:02.280 --> 0:52:04.480
<v Speaker 2>Yes, I love this idea. We're doing it.

0:52:05.160 --> 0:52:06.239
<v Speaker 19>Okay, cool, don't good.

0:52:06.360 --> 0:52:07.040
<v Speaker 2>I'll talk to you soon.

0:52:07.080 --> 0:52:18.560
<v Speaker 9>Logan Yeah, yeah, all from Jared. Take send Hello, Hey Lyle?

0:52:18.560 --> 0:52:18.960
<v Speaker 9>What's up?

0:52:20.040 --> 0:52:20.520
<v Speaker 2>Jay?

0:52:20.560 --> 0:52:22.160
<v Speaker 5>Guys, I'll be right back. I gotta go talk to

0:52:22.200 --> 0:52:23.200
<v Speaker 5>a get go on the internet.

0:52:23.640 --> 0:52:24.200
<v Speaker 2>Who is this?

0:52:25.440 --> 0:52:26.280
<v Speaker 9>Hey, Jared?

0:52:27.320 --> 0:52:28.319
<v Speaker 2>Have we ever talked before?

0:52:28.440 --> 0:52:28.760
<v Speaker 13>Jared?

0:52:29.680 --> 0:52:30.440
<v Speaker 9>Now? We haven't.

0:52:30.440 --> 0:52:33.160
<v Speaker 2>Man, How you doing, Jared?

0:52:34.360 --> 0:52:34.560
<v Speaker 3>Oh?

0:52:34.640 --> 0:52:40.600
<v Speaker 9>You know, dude, I'm living the dream? Are you doing?

0:52:40.840 --> 0:52:43.400
<v Speaker 2>What's the dream?

0:52:44.239 --> 0:52:44.440
<v Speaker 7>You know?

0:52:44.480 --> 0:52:44.680
<v Speaker 9>Man?

0:52:44.680 --> 0:52:45.240
<v Speaker 5>That's tough.

0:52:45.560 --> 0:52:45.719
<v Speaker 7>You know.

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<v Speaker 9>It varies from person to person. I'm happy with just

0:52:49.800 --> 0:52:53.479
<v Speaker 9>some some stability, a little bit of Uh. I don't

0:52:53.520 --> 0:52:59.440
<v Speaker 9>necessarily got to be happy all the time. But I'm

0:52:59.440 --> 0:53:00.239
<v Speaker 9>talking to the go.

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<v Speaker 2>Who are you with?

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<v Speaker 9>I'm with my girlfriend.

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<v Speaker 2>Let me talk to her.

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<v Speaker 9>Oh God, there you go? Say Hi, hijack, go, Hi,

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<v Speaker 9>Geck go.

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<v Speaker 2>What's your name? My name's Angie, Angie, Angie. Jerry claims

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<v Speaker 2>to be living his best life.

0:53:24.040 --> 0:53:26.920
<v Speaker 10>He is absolutely living his best life, and I'm supporting

0:53:27.000 --> 0:53:27.920
<v Speaker 10>him in it.

0:53:28.960 --> 0:53:31.200
<v Speaker 2>Really like you pay for like his food and stuff?

0:53:32.880 --> 0:53:34.799
<v Speaker 10>I don't pay for his food and stuff. But I

0:53:34.840 --> 0:53:36.520
<v Speaker 10>do take him out to dinner quite often.

0:53:37.239 --> 0:53:39.520
<v Speaker 2>That's nice of you, that's awesome, that's awesome. What does

0:53:39.520 --> 0:53:41.320
<v Speaker 2>he do? What does he do for you in retiring

0:53:41.360 --> 0:53:42.320
<v Speaker 2>to taking him at the dinner?

0:53:43.760 --> 0:53:46.399
<v Speaker 10>Well, he also takes me out to dinner and and

0:53:48.200 --> 0:53:50.840
<v Speaker 10>you know, he makes sure I have breakfast in the morning.

0:53:52.120 --> 0:53:53.719
<v Speaker 2>I feel like if you take him out to dinner,

0:53:53.760 --> 0:53:55.880
<v Speaker 2>he takes you out to dinner and like and the

0:53:55.960 --> 0:53:58.319
<v Speaker 2>equal amount of times. It's pretty much you guys just

0:53:58.520 --> 0:54:08.160
<v Speaker 2>paying for your own dinners quite possibly. Yes, so all right,

0:54:08.200 --> 0:54:14.480
<v Speaker 2>so you both pay for your own food. What else?

0:54:14.560 --> 0:54:15.439
<v Speaker 2>How did you guys meet?

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<v Speaker 13>Uh?

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<v Speaker 10>We actually we met online. We met on a plenty

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<v Speaker 10>of fish dot.

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<v Speaker 2>Com plenty of fish.

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<v Speaker 10>Yes.

0:54:25.800 --> 0:54:29.880
<v Speaker 2>Interesting. What plenty of fish is like the rc col

0:54:29.960 --> 0:54:31.120
<v Speaker 2>of dating apps?

0:54:34.040 --> 0:54:36.320
<v Speaker 10>It is that I feel like I found my doctor pepper.

0:54:38.400 --> 0:54:44.840
<v Speaker 2>You know what, what is it? That's that's cute? I

0:54:44.880 --> 0:54:52.520
<v Speaker 2>suppose what the hell was I gonna fucking say? Plenty

0:54:52.520 --> 0:54:54.520
<v Speaker 2>of fish? Why did you choose plenty of Fish over

0:54:54.560 --> 0:54:57.040
<v Speaker 2>like a Tinder or an Okay Cupid or a match

0:54:57.320 --> 0:55:00.439
<v Speaker 2>or a or a harmony or any of those things.

0:55:01.800 --> 0:55:03.799
<v Speaker 10>I mean, I chose it personally because a lot of

0:55:03.800 --> 0:55:06.280
<v Speaker 10>my friends had been having a lot of success finding

0:55:06.320 --> 0:55:09.200
<v Speaker 10>people on that website, so I figured I'd give it

0:55:09.239 --> 0:55:11.840
<v Speaker 10>a try. But uh, let's let's see. Let's see what

0:55:11.880 --> 0:55:12.800
<v Speaker 10>Jared has to say.

0:55:13.400 --> 0:55:18.200
<v Speaker 9>Sure, hello us, plenty of fish? Why did I choose

0:55:18.239 --> 0:55:21.399
<v Speaker 9>plenty of fish? It was it was.

0:55:21.320 --> 0:55:29.200
<v Speaker 2>There little that's perfectly generated, by the way, Are you okay?

0:55:29.400 --> 0:55:31.080
<v Speaker 5>You're having like some one second?

0:55:31.640 --> 0:55:32.280
<v Speaker 2>Are you stretched?

0:55:32.280 --> 0:55:32.840
<v Speaker 9>I don't have it on?

0:55:33.160 --> 0:55:34.120
<v Speaker 2>Are you having a heart attack?

0:55:34.160 --> 0:55:36.520
<v Speaker 9>I haven't muted? Do you need I was getting up

0:55:36.560 --> 0:55:38.720
<v Speaker 9>out of the chair. No, No, normal?

0:55:38.920 --> 0:55:40.359
<v Speaker 2>Does it always take you that much effort to get

0:55:40.360 --> 0:55:40.839
<v Speaker 2>out of the chair?

0:55:41.640 --> 0:55:42.040
<v Speaker 19>It does.

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<v Speaker 9>I'm a I'm a big guy, lyle How big?

0:55:44.560 --> 0:55:46.720
<v Speaker 2>How how much do you? I?

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<v Speaker 9>About? Like three hundred?

0:55:48.760 --> 0:55:52.360
<v Speaker 2>Really? Yeah, that's cool, that's all you do?

0:55:56.560 --> 0:55:57.040
<v Speaker 9>Five? Ten?

0:55:58.000 --> 0:56:06.239
<v Speaker 2>Nice? Nice? What do you typically? What are you and

0:56:06.280 --> 0:56:09.200
<v Speaker 2>your girlfriend like do all day?

0:56:10.040 --> 0:56:11.160
<v Speaker 9>Mostly? Work all day?

0:56:11.880 --> 0:56:12.560
<v Speaker 2>What do you work on?

0:56:14.239 --> 0:56:16.200
<v Speaker 9>I work as an accountant.

0:56:17.480 --> 0:56:19.360
<v Speaker 2>You work as an account and you count things?

0:56:20.280 --> 0:56:21.719
<v Speaker 9>I do. I count money all day.

0:56:23.800 --> 0:56:26.000
<v Speaker 2>How much money do you get paid to count money?

0:56:27.480 --> 0:56:27.600
<v Speaker 8>Uh?

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<v Speaker 9>Not as much as you might think. I make about

0:56:31.320 --> 0:56:32.719
<v Speaker 9>fifty five a year.

0:56:33.840 --> 0:56:36.920
<v Speaker 2>It's cool to fu It's cool to count money and

0:56:36.960 --> 0:56:41.360
<v Speaker 2>then they're like, hey, after you've done counting this money,

0:56:42.080 --> 0:56:45.760
<v Speaker 2>that you could take some of the money.

0:56:46.520 --> 0:56:47.800
<v Speaker 9>Yeah, that is pretty cool.

0:56:49.320 --> 0:56:52.440
<v Speaker 2>When you're counting the money. Are you like, do you

0:56:52.640 --> 0:56:54.799
<v Speaker 2>do like when you're counting money, Like, let's say you

0:56:54.840 --> 0:56:58.759
<v Speaker 2>count a stack of like dollar bit. Let's say for

0:56:58.840 --> 0:57:01.719
<v Speaker 2>every ten dollars you count, you get one dollar. Do

0:57:01.800 --> 0:57:04.640
<v Speaker 2>you look at those dollars and you're like, this specific

0:57:04.719 --> 0:57:06.360
<v Speaker 2>dollar is mine?

0:57:07.560 --> 0:57:10.200
<v Speaker 9>No, No, it's mostly on spreadsheets. I don't actually get

0:57:10.200 --> 0:57:13.399
<v Speaker 9>to see the real money. Kind of crazy. It's all

0:57:13.440 --> 0:57:16.240
<v Speaker 9>digital anyway, just goes directly into my account. I can't

0:57:16.240 --> 0:57:17.800
<v Speaker 9>tell you the last time I had cash.

0:57:18.280 --> 0:57:21.240
<v Speaker 2>Do you think your life would be cooler if or

0:57:21.320 --> 0:57:22.920
<v Speaker 2>your life would be better is if you got to

0:57:22.960 --> 0:57:23.880
<v Speaker 2>like see the money?

0:57:25.560 --> 0:57:27.560
<v Speaker 9>I think so. Yeah, if if I got to go

0:57:27.640 --> 0:57:29.080
<v Speaker 9>to work every day and it was in kind of

0:57:29.080 --> 0:57:32.040
<v Speaker 9>a Scrooge McDuck style vault, maybe go swimming once a week,

0:57:32.120 --> 0:57:32.360
<v Speaker 9>you know.

0:57:32.600 --> 0:57:40.120
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, that'd be pretty cool, going swimming. You know what

0:57:40.200 --> 0:57:44.680
<v Speaker 2>the thing is is going swimming in Oh, this was

0:57:44.720 --> 0:57:46.640
<v Speaker 2>a family guy thing. I was trying to remember where

0:57:46.680 --> 0:57:49.120
<v Speaker 2>I first saw this, But it's like, yeah, if you

0:57:49.160 --> 0:57:54.040
<v Speaker 2>go swimming and a thing of coins. They're not liquid there.

0:57:54.080 --> 0:57:57.400
<v Speaker 2>It's like you're diving into a fucking concrete.

0:57:58.360 --> 0:58:00.880
<v Speaker 9>Yeah, yeah, no, it might be a little uncomfortable. Maybe

0:58:00.920 --> 0:58:02.760
<v Speaker 9>don't dive into it, just kind of lay on it

0:58:02.800 --> 0:58:04.720
<v Speaker 9>and kind of shimmier way into the coins.

0:58:04.760 --> 0:58:09.000
<v Speaker 2>You know, you could probably get, but then you'd probably drown.

0:58:10.680 --> 0:58:12.400
<v Speaker 9>Do you think you could drown in money? There's there's

0:58:12.400 --> 0:58:13.800
<v Speaker 9>not enough space for you to breathe.

0:58:14.400 --> 0:58:15.440
<v Speaker 2>You ever eaten a penny?

0:58:17.480 --> 0:58:17.600
<v Speaker 14>Uh?

0:58:17.720 --> 0:58:19.040
<v Speaker 9>Not that I care to admit now?

0:58:19.800 --> 0:58:21.200
<v Speaker 2>They're kind of good or not?

0:58:21.720 --> 0:58:22.120
<v Speaker 7>Are they?

0:58:22.280 --> 0:58:24.480
<v Speaker 2>But like tasting it? I remember, I remember rack when

0:58:24.480 --> 0:58:26.600
<v Speaker 2>I put used to put pennies and quarters in my mouth.

0:58:28.600 --> 0:58:29.960
<v Speaker 9>Really, what do they taste like?

0:58:31.560 --> 0:58:32.160
<v Speaker 2>Like copper?

0:58:33.440 --> 0:58:35.240
<v Speaker 9>But what is copper? I don't I don't know I've

0:58:35.240 --> 0:58:36.120
<v Speaker 9>ever eaten copper.

0:58:36.800 --> 0:58:38.880
<v Speaker 2>I don't know if I could describe the taste of copper.

0:58:38.920 --> 0:58:40.439
<v Speaker 2>You would have to put a penny in your mouth

0:58:40.480 --> 0:58:42.880
<v Speaker 2>to find out. You know.

0:58:42.960 --> 0:58:44.640
<v Speaker 9>You know what, when I get off the phone here,

0:58:44.640 --> 0:58:45.960
<v Speaker 9>I'm gonna go find a penny and put it in

0:58:46.000 --> 0:58:47.320
<v Speaker 9>my mouth just for you.

0:58:47.360 --> 0:58:48.800
<v Speaker 2>Can you do it while you're still on the phone

0:58:48.800 --> 0:58:49.040
<v Speaker 2>with me?

0:58:50.440 --> 0:58:52.240
<v Speaker 9>Let me see, do we have a penny laying around

0:58:52.240 --> 0:58:53.200
<v Speaker 9>somewhere I.

0:58:53.200 --> 0:58:56.600
<v Speaker 2>Need she has a penny that you can put in

0:58:56.680 --> 0:58:57.040
<v Speaker 2>your mouth.

0:58:58.640 --> 0:59:01.240
<v Speaker 9>I don't think we have one up in the apartment, unfortunately,

0:59:02.320 --> 0:59:04.520
<v Speaker 9>maybe down in the car. Do we have a Do

0:59:04.560 --> 0:59:05.120
<v Speaker 9>we have a quarter?

0:59:06.800 --> 0:59:07.760
<v Speaker 16>I mean we don't really care.

0:59:08.880 --> 0:59:10.479
<v Speaker 9>No, we don't have any coins up here.

0:59:11.120 --> 0:59:12.560
<v Speaker 2>What do you have? What else do you have around

0:59:12.560 --> 0:59:12.880
<v Speaker 2>the house?

0:59:14.120 --> 0:59:18.880
<v Speaker 9>I got like like an Xbox controller, some probably stale cookies.

0:59:19.120 --> 0:59:20.680
<v Speaker 2>Would you be willing to put that in your mouth?

0:59:20.680 --> 0:59:21.560
<v Speaker 2>It's just like suck on.

0:59:21.480 --> 0:59:22.480
<v Speaker 9>The Xbox controller?

0:59:22.840 --> 0:59:23.040
<v Speaker 5>Yeah?

0:59:23.080 --> 0:59:28.200
<v Speaker 9>Yeah, yeah? Hold on one second, mm hmmm mm hm.

0:59:30.160 --> 0:59:32.080
<v Speaker 9>You know, it doesn't really taste like much of anything,

0:59:32.680 --> 0:59:33.160
<v Speaker 9>if I'm.

0:59:33.040 --> 0:59:54.600
<v Speaker 2>Honest, hold on, what does it taste like? Uh?

0:59:54.640 --> 0:59:58.840
<v Speaker 9>You know, you ever you ever kind of gone a

0:59:58.880 --> 1:00:01.040
<v Speaker 9>little bit without washing your hand and you go to

1:00:01.040 --> 1:00:05.800
<v Speaker 9>eat something and taste a little little dirty? Yeah, yeah,

1:00:05.800 --> 1:00:06.680
<v Speaker 9>it takes something like that.

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<v Speaker 2>Wait. What kind of Xbox is it?

1:00:09.320 --> 1:00:09.880
<v Speaker 9>Xbox one?

1:00:10.600 --> 1:00:12.840
<v Speaker 2>Okay, all right, I have the Xbox? Can you can

1:00:12.880 --> 1:00:13.840
<v Speaker 2>you taste the A button?

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<v Speaker 9>Yeah yeah, let me let me grab it again, all right?

1:00:19.400 --> 1:00:21.480
<v Speaker 2>If you folks at home want to follow along.

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<v Speaker 9>Okay, okay, okay, I've licked the A button.

1:00:26.280 --> 1:00:31.320
<v Speaker 2>Okay, I'm gonna lick mine. Okay, you all right, try

1:00:31.440 --> 1:00:32.400
<v Speaker 2>let's stick the Y button.

1:00:33.680 --> 1:00:34.160
<v Speaker 9>Okay.

1:00:36.160 --> 1:00:37.800
<v Speaker 2>Did you taste the difference between the button and the

1:00:37.880 --> 1:00:38.280
<v Speaker 2>Y button?

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<v Speaker 7>Yeah?

1:00:39.120 --> 1:00:41.640
<v Speaker 9>Yeah, you know, the A button actually tastes a little

1:00:41.680 --> 1:00:42.160
<v Speaker 9>more green.

1:00:45.560 --> 1:00:47.960
<v Speaker 2>Which edge did you Which edge of the controller did

1:00:47.960 --> 1:00:49.280
<v Speaker 2>you put in your mouth? Did you put the right

1:00:49.280 --> 1:00:50.080
<v Speaker 2>one to the left one?

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<v Speaker 5>It was?

1:00:52.320 --> 1:00:56.520
<v Speaker 9>It was the left kind of the bottom left bit.

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<v Speaker 13>Mhm.

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<v Speaker 2>Let's do an analyg Yeah, there you go. I'm gonna

1:01:04.120 --> 1:01:05.600
<v Speaker 2>I'm gonna do the left analog stick.

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<v Speaker 9>I'll get the right one.

1:01:07.920 --> 1:01:10.640
<v Speaker 2>Okay.

1:01:11.640 --> 1:01:13.800
<v Speaker 9>You know that's that's got an interesting texture to it.

1:01:14.400 --> 1:01:17.360
<v Speaker 2>It does, all right, Now we'll do the right one.

1:01:17.400 --> 1:01:18.440
<v Speaker 2>I'm gonna do the right one.

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<v Speaker 9>Okay, Well we'll switch it up here.

1:01:26.600 --> 1:01:28.040
<v Speaker 2>I like the right one a little bit better than

1:01:28.040 --> 1:01:29.200
<v Speaker 2>the left one, to be.

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<v Speaker 5>Honest, you know, I I agree.

1:01:30.560 --> 1:01:32.000
<v Speaker 9>I think it's a little less worn down.

1:01:34.360 --> 1:01:36.680
<v Speaker 2>This is a lot better than playing video games. I

1:01:36.720 --> 1:01:39.200
<v Speaker 2>know that we're on a website where everyone plays video games,

1:01:39.200 --> 1:01:42.120
<v Speaker 2>but I think this is a better thing to do.

1:01:42.440 --> 1:01:42.640
<v Speaker 18>You know.

1:01:42.720 --> 1:01:49.400
<v Speaker 9>It's it's novels. It's unique, and I appreciate that. Maybe

1:01:49.400 --> 1:01:52.520
<v Speaker 9>maybe not all the time, you know, but stir things up.

1:01:52.440 --> 1:01:53.120
<v Speaker 6>A little bit.

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<v Speaker 2>The triggers taste weird on this thing. Would you say, Jared,

1:02:03.600 --> 1:02:04.520
<v Speaker 2>thank you for calling.

1:02:04.360 --> 1:02:07.800
<v Speaker 9>Jared, thank you for taking Michael. You have yourself a

1:02:07.840 --> 1:02:09.400
<v Speaker 9>wonderful night, mister Geto.

1:02:09.360 --> 1:02:12.320
<v Speaker 2>He was well, Jared, take care, good bye bye.

1:02:15.800 --> 1:02:17.640
<v Speaker 1>How from Kelly.

1:02:21.120 --> 1:02:24.080
<v Speaker 15>Hello, Hey, this is a get Go.

1:02:25.400 --> 1:02:26.120
<v Speaker 2>This is the Gecko.

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<v Speaker 15>Hey, mister Geto, I think I'm like the real first

1:02:30.160 --> 1:02:31.960
<v Speaker 15>person I actually has problems.

1:02:32.520 --> 1:02:36.320
<v Speaker 2>Honestly, do you're the first person that actually has problems?

1:02:36.800 --> 1:02:41.800
<v Speaker 15>Well, I listen, I don't mean that disrespectful, because everyone

1:02:41.880 --> 1:02:45.000
<v Speaker 15>that called in today they actually you know what. I

1:02:45.080 --> 1:02:47.400
<v Speaker 15>take that back, But I'm in pain.

1:02:49.160 --> 1:02:51.160
<v Speaker 2>You're in pain. Well, let me I want to just

1:02:51.200 --> 1:02:53.760
<v Speaker 2>say a few things up front first, if I can.

1:02:56.200 --> 1:02:59.040
<v Speaker 2>I have no idea what I'm doing. The express purpose

1:02:59.200 --> 1:03:04.960
<v Speaker 2>of this stream is less so to help solve people's

1:03:05.000 --> 1:03:10.080
<v Speaker 2>problems and more so I don't know. I can't finish

1:03:10.160 --> 1:03:14.360
<v Speaker 2>that sentence, but I'm not qualified to do anything. I

1:03:14.360 --> 1:03:15.600
<v Speaker 2>hope you are aware of that.

1:03:16.240 --> 1:03:21.200
<v Speaker 15>Oh absolutely, and listen, I think your stream is great.

1:03:22.120 --> 1:03:24.560
<v Speaker 15>I have a couple of drinks and I'm actually beside

1:03:24.600 --> 1:03:28.280
<v Speaker 15>my loved one right now, and we had some problems.

1:03:28.280 --> 1:03:31.120
<v Speaker 15>We thought we'd call you and you can help figure

1:03:31.160 --> 1:03:31.720
<v Speaker 15>it out.

1:03:32.040 --> 1:03:34.480
<v Speaker 2>Okay, these are relationship problems.

1:03:34.880 --> 1:03:35.960
<v Speaker 15>Yeah, that's right.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, please, I'd love to please go ahead.

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<v Speaker 15>Okay, how about I'm gonna say, Elizabeth, you chime in

1:03:43.960 --> 1:03:46.200
<v Speaker 15>as well. What do you think our real problem is here?

1:03:46.680 --> 1:03:47.560
<v Speaker 2>Yes, let's hear it from her.

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<v Speaker 16>I don't know. I don't know if we have a problem.

1:03:51.520 --> 1:03:55.120
<v Speaker 16>We've been living in his parents' basement for two years,

1:03:55.400 --> 1:03:59.200
<v Speaker 16>saving up for a house, and I think it's just

1:03:59.480 --> 1:04:04.320
<v Speaker 16>living with the five grandkids and his parents can be

1:04:04.400 --> 1:04:04.640
<v Speaker 16>kind of.

1:04:04.600 --> 1:04:08.560
<v Speaker 15>Suffocating, and I think you should be grateful.

1:04:08.800 --> 1:04:09.400
<v Speaker 9>What do you think?

1:04:11.720 --> 1:04:11.880
<v Speaker 12>So?

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<v Speaker 2>I look, how old are you?

1:04:15.160 --> 1:04:17.480
<v Speaker 15>Guess we're old enough?

1:04:17.480 --> 1:04:17.840
<v Speaker 4>Fulton.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm twenty nine, you're twenty. I always think, Look personally,

1:04:23.920 --> 1:04:26.920
<v Speaker 2>I think living with your parents in their basement whatever,

1:04:27.080 --> 1:04:31.360
<v Speaker 2>to save some money, you know, living kind of annoyingly

1:04:31.640 --> 1:04:34.840
<v Speaker 2>for a few years, so that you can live well

1:04:35.680 --> 1:04:39.320
<v Speaker 2>later on. I always think it is a good decision

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<v Speaker 2>if you can hack.

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<v Speaker 15>It, that's true.

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<v Speaker 19>I just.

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<v Speaker 16>I don't like going in the kitchen, so I just

1:04:46.240 --> 1:04:48.560
<v Speaker 16>eat a lot of canned beans, and I can't order

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<v Speaker 16>uber eats because I'm ashamed too, and it just makes

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<v Speaker 16>me nervous.

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<v Speaker 2>Are you avoiding the kitchen because you don't want to

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<v Speaker 2>run into any of the grandkids.

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<v Speaker 16>Yes, exactly, because they eat Nitella every day for breakfast,

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<v Speaker 16>and he gets mad. He thinks I'm food shaming them.

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<v Speaker 16>I'm not.

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<v Speaker 15>She's food shaming the children.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm I'm confused as to why you're afraid to be

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<v Speaker 2>around the children because they eat Natela.

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<v Speaker 16>Well, it's just they get really really hyper after like

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<v Speaker 16>they run around and they scare our cats because they stomp.

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<v Speaker 16>We're in the basement and there's no soundproofing and they're

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<v Speaker 16>stomping and the cats freak out and one of my.

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<v Speaker 2>Cats got ball. Forget about the cats for just saying,

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<v Speaker 2>why do they scare you?

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<v Speaker 16>Oh, they scare me? Because I'm just not used to kids.

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<v Speaker 15>Really, I think she's actually afraid this is what our

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<v Speaker 15>kids are gonna be. Like, I'm sorry, sorry, Elizabeth.

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<v Speaker 2>Are you guys planning to have kids?

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<v Speaker 15>Yeah, I watch it. This is this is like a

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<v Speaker 15>serious problem. But yeah, I want to she's a baby.

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<v Speaker 2>Because she's sounds like she doesn't like kids, which, by

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<v Speaker 2>the way, this is completely understandable. Kids are terrible.

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<v Speaker 15>Yeah, I mean, well, yeah, I agree. Yeah, other kids

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<v Speaker 15>are terrible, but my own I don't know. We'll see.

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<v Speaker 2>I agree with that sentiment, but I okay, Elizabeth, I

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<v Speaker 2>still don't understand why you don't want to go into

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<v Speaker 2>the kitchen because of all these kids. Well, you can

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<v Speaker 2>just ignore them, by the way, if they want to,

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<v Speaker 2>if they want to call you I'm aunt or I don't,

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<v Speaker 2>I don't know what you're they conta aunt. Then when

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<v Speaker 2>they say aunt Elizabeth, Aunt Elizabeth, just ignore them. You

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<v Speaker 2>owe them nothing. Really.

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<v Speaker 16>Yeah, but I don't want to ignore them and give

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<v Speaker 16>them a complex either, you know, like their kids. I

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<v Speaker 16>get it, but like if I haven't had my coffee

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<v Speaker 16>yet and they want to play ring around the rosie,

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<v Speaker 16>I just makes me feel exhausted before I've even started

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<v Speaker 16>my day.

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<v Speaker 2>Look, you can't set yourself on fire just to make

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<v Speaker 2>a bunch of kids happy, you know.

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<v Speaker 16>Yeah, that's true, that's true.

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<v Speaker 2>Uh you gotta I feel like you should have sort

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<v Speaker 2>more dominance over the kitchen instead of letting these kids

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<v Speaker 2>make it into the lord of the flies.

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<v Speaker 16>Oh I like that. What's the practical one practical tip

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<v Speaker 16>I can do to do that? Because I even bought

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<v Speaker 16>a coffee maker so I would be downstairs and I

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<v Speaker 16>feel like they won that battle. So what's something I

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<v Speaker 16>could How do I assert dominance in the kitchen?

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<v Speaker 14>Uh?

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<v Speaker 2>Well, don't hit any of them?

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<v Speaker 16>No oh, I could replace the matella with like something healthy.

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<v Speaker 15>No, I don't know, no, no, no, this is all.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm telling you. Just to keep ignoring them. That's what

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<v Speaker 2>you should do. Yeah, here's your assertive. Here's your assertion

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<v Speaker 2>of dominance. This is to just ignore them.

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<v Speaker 16>There's five though it's a four hundred foot squirre, four

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<v Speaker 16>hundred square fook. I guess I could okay, just just

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<v Speaker 16>act like like.

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<v Speaker 2>This is what mindfulness is about. This is what mindfulness

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<v Speaker 2>is about. Is how can you be centered even if

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<v Speaker 2>there's five fucking kids? Because that's the thing. If you can,

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<v Speaker 2>if you can find the mental juice now to make

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<v Speaker 2>your freaking coffee as stomachly as possible, or five kids

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<v Speaker 2>are whipping you with a jumping rope, you can do anything, Elizabeth.

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<v Speaker 2>Take it as a challenge.

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<v Speaker 16>Getto I'm kinda stink to you tomorrow morning, beautiful.

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<v Speaker 2>Thank you guys so much for for for calling in.

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<v Speaker 2>I wish you the best of luck. Enjoy the house

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<v Speaker 2>that you will inevitably uh receive as a reward for

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<v Speaker 2>your troubles or I don't know, maybe you'll die before then.

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<v Speaker 2>The life is crazy, but I.

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<v Speaker 16>Hope you don't. You're the best.

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<v Speaker 2>You have a good night, guys.

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<v Speaker 15>Take care.

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<v Speaker 1>Paul from.

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<v Speaker 12>Ticktok.

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<v Speaker 2>Vincent Man, you're there, Hey, yeah, yeah doing Vincent.

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<v Speaker 18>I'm good. I'm I'm not a chick fil A right

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<v Speaker 18>now waiting for food.

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<v Speaker 2>You're at a chick fil a right now?

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<v Speaker 18>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 2>What did you order?

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<v Speaker 18>I the spicy sandwich?

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<v Speaker 2>Really, I know, I never usually get the Spicer. You

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<v Speaker 2>usually get the regular.

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<v Speaker 18>No, I like the like the Spicer.

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<v Speaker 2>So you're in public right.

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<v Speaker 18>Now, Yeah, I'm like amongst a lot of people right now.

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<v Speaker 2>So interesting to me because when I am in public,

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<v Speaker 2>I hate talking on the phone. I feel very very

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<v Speaker 2>self conscious. I don't have that part of me that

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<v Speaker 2>can just interrupt a public setting with my thing.

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<v Speaker 18>Well, it is like I'm in Miami Porter right now,

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<v Speaker 18>so really nobody cares.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, how do you know?

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<v Speaker 4>What?

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<v Speaker 2>How do you know nobody cares? I mean, ultimately, by

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<v Speaker 2>the way, nobody really does care, because I you when

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<v Speaker 2>I'm in a situation where someone else is on the

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<v Speaker 2>phone talking loudly in public, I really I look at

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<v Speaker 2>them with envy more than anything. Really. I'm sure if

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<v Speaker 2>people did the goal to do that.

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<v Speaker 18>I mean, I'm sure if people knew that I was

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<v Speaker 18>talking to you, they probably look at me with MBM.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, no, not envy because you're talking to me. I

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<v Speaker 2>mean envy that you have the confidence to not be

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<v Speaker 2>afraid of people judging you for being on the phone

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<v Speaker 2>in public. Yeah, I'm not afraid of people's judgments really, yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>in any sense.

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<v Speaker 18>And that's like it it's like physically gonna hurt me,

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<v Speaker 18>you know.

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<v Speaker 2>You know that's a strong skill to hand. This a

1:11:00.520 --> 1:11:04.280
<v Speaker 2>lot that you can do with that. That's actually, I

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<v Speaker 2>would say one of the number one skills to have.

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<v Speaker 18>So do you do you remember your dreams?

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<v Speaker 2>Do I remember my dreams?

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<v Speaker 18>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 2>What did you say?

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<v Speaker 9>Your name was Vincent?

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<v Speaker 2>Vincent? I have a question for you.

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 2>Have you ever had a vision?

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<v Speaker 9>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 18>Yeah, because like last night, I had a dream I

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<v Speaker 18>was able to remember. Usually that doesn't happen for me.

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<v Speaker 18>It's usually really rare. A dream was like I was

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<v Speaker 18>in a jewelry shop, like a jewelry store and a

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<v Speaker 18>specific one that like I have only heard about but

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<v Speaker 18>never been to. But I was able to like, I

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<v Speaker 18>guess my mind was able to like appreciate it. Sure,

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<v Speaker 18>And so I was in this space that I've never

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<v Speaker 18>been in but in the dream it and I'm pretty

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<v Speaker 18>sure I was stoned in the dream, but I haven't

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<v Speaker 18>spunked in like a week. But in the dream I

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<v Speaker 18>was for sure high because I bought this like gold

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<v Speaker 18>ring and I thought it was really cool. At first,

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<v Speaker 18>I thought like it had this like cool Native American

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<v Speaker 18>art on it, but then turns out it had like

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<v Speaker 18>Dora the Explorer on it, and uh so I tried

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<v Speaker 18>to like go and return it or get an exchange,

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<v Speaker 18>and there was this like cool ordeal. And that's around

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<v Speaker 18>when I woke up from my dream.

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<v Speaker 2>You tried to return it because it had Dora the

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<v Speaker 2>Explorer on it.

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<v Speaker 18>Yeah, it just totally lost all its coolness from before.

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<v Speaker 2>So do you have an active problem with Dora the Explorer.

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<v Speaker 18>I just don't think it looks cool on like gold

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<v Speaker 18>or something expensive.

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<v Speaker 2>Mhm.

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<v Speaker 18>But maybe somebody else would think it, right.

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<v Speaker 2>I mean, you could have at least, you know, done

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<v Speaker 2>a little bit arbitrage. You could have resold it.

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<v Speaker 18>Yeah, So do you remember your dreams though? Is that

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<v Speaker 18>a struggle for you.

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<v Speaker 2>I try to forget as much as possible so that

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<v Speaker 2>I can make room for what I'm doing in the present.

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<v Speaker 9>For sure.

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<v Speaker 2>Hey, thank you so much for calling in.

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<v Speaker 18>Yeah, thanks for kicking up.

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<v Speaker 2>Of course, you have a good night, Vincent. You you

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<v Speaker 2>think there's nothing wrong with do they Explorer?

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<v Speaker 15>You know?

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<v Speaker 2>I mean, look, if you liked the ring? Who cares about?

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<v Speaker 12>You know?

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<v Speaker 2>The TV show that was.

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<v Speaker 12>On it.

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<v Speaker 13>All from Whyatt Cleveland Wyatt?

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<v Speaker 4>Hello, Hey, what's up?

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<v Speaker 2>Whyatt?

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<v Speaker 13>Who?

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<v Speaker 4>Hey, buddy, how you doing today?

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<v Speaker 2>Get you know, man, I'm actually doing pretty good. I'm

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<v Speaker 2>feeling really chill. I am. I'm trying to like, stay

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<v Speaker 2>more in my own zone the best I can, you know, well,

1:14:25.960 --> 1:14:36.559
<v Speaker 2>because you know, far too often, my you know, far

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<v Speaker 2>too often, I think all of us find ourselves susceptible

1:14:40.040 --> 1:14:47.400
<v Speaker 2>to the pressures of society, the pressures from others to

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<v Speaker 2>do a certain thing, to be a certain way, pressures

1:14:50.280 --> 1:14:52.760
<v Speaker 2>from this, pressures from that, And the best way to

1:14:52.840 --> 1:14:58.040
<v Speaker 2>relieve those is to just stay in your own zone,

1:14:59.080 --> 1:15:05.000
<v Speaker 2>you know. Ye mean, if you can.

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<v Speaker 4>Not too much. I turned on your screen right when

1:15:07.240 --> 1:15:10.160
<v Speaker 4>it popped up, so pretty excited about that. I'm a

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<v Speaker 4>first time caller, just Uh my buddy. Uh He said, hey,

1:15:14.760 --> 1:15:17.800
<v Speaker 4>you ever see that gecko guy on YouTube? I was like, no,

1:15:18.520 --> 1:15:21.120
<v Speaker 4>he showed me. I was hoped instantly. I've been watching

1:15:21.160 --> 1:15:23.479
<v Speaker 4>for about three days now. So first time caller, first

1:15:23.479 --> 1:15:24.160
<v Speaker 4>time calling him.

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<v Speaker 2>Very nice to talk to you, Wyatt. Why man, I

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<v Speaker 2>got a question for you here. What's that You ever

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<v Speaker 2>had a vision?

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<v Speaker 7>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, I have. I've had a few visions, you know.

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<v Speaker 4>You know, ever since, ever since I was about probably

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<v Speaker 4>four years old, I've always wanted to be a US Marine.

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<v Speaker 4>That had been like my lifelong goal, my lifelong vision,

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<v Speaker 4>I guess you could say, you know, I was in

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<v Speaker 4>a military program. I grew up a lot on military

1:15:56.720 --> 1:15:59.280
<v Speaker 4>basis when I was a kid. My father was a marine.

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<v Speaker 4>And then, you know what, that vision kind of fell apart.

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<v Speaker 4>It shattered by the time I turned eighteen, by the

1:16:07.360 --> 1:16:10.439
<v Speaker 4>time it was it came around to actually enlist into

1:16:10.439 --> 1:16:13.240
<v Speaker 4>the military or go to college to become an officer.

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<v Speaker 4>You know, that vision really fell apart.

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<v Speaker 2>And why did that vision fall apart?

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<v Speaker 4>To be honest, it was because of a girl. I

1:16:24.120 --> 1:16:27.720
<v Speaker 4>started dating a girl when I was sixteen and ended

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<v Speaker 4>that relationship when I was eighteen, and she told me

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<v Speaker 4>she said, I could never really be with someone who

1:16:34.280 --> 1:16:39.760
<v Speaker 4>wanted to do that with their lives, and I respected

1:16:39.800 --> 1:16:43.560
<v Speaker 4>that and I had genuine love for her. So I

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<v Speaker 4>really didn't go into the Marines because of a girl.

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<v Speaker 2>Long story short, really, and why was it that she

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<v Speaker 2>couldn't have respect for that?

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know.

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<v Speaker 4>If it's she couldn't have respect for it, it's more

1:16:59.200 --> 1:17:01.920
<v Speaker 4>she wasn't looking for that and a partner. And you

1:17:01.960 --> 1:17:06.800
<v Speaker 4>know what, Deck, I and so grateful that I made

1:17:06.800 --> 1:17:09.840
<v Speaker 4>that decision not to go into the military. And I'm very,

1:17:09.960 --> 1:17:14.120
<v Speaker 4>very grateful that my vision of almost probably a fourteen

1:17:14.200 --> 1:17:19.080
<v Speaker 4>years fell apart and it's made me the man I

1:17:19.120 --> 1:17:20.840
<v Speaker 4>am today, and I'm really thankful for that.

1:17:22.320 --> 1:17:23.160
<v Speaker 2>That's cool to hear.

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<v Speaker 4>Man.

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<v Speaker 2>You know, when a dream gets shattered, it can actually

1:17:29.320 --> 1:17:32.240
<v Speaker 2>be a good thing in many situations because it opens

1:17:32.280 --> 1:17:38.599
<v Speaker 2>you up, it stops, it clears away the tunnel vision

1:17:39.920 --> 1:17:42.000
<v Speaker 2>so that you can see what else there is out there.

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<v Speaker 2>Especially God damn, when you're eighteen years old, you.

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<v Speaker 4>Know, I know it's basically a child at that age, man,

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<v Speaker 4>And I'm twenty now, so I realize that I know that.

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<v Speaker 2>And you say that you are very thankful that this

1:18:01.640 --> 1:18:05.439
<v Speaker 2>vision fell apart. Why are you so thankful? I want

1:18:05.479 --> 1:18:08.880
<v Speaker 2>to hear it from you. What has this vision falling apart?

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<v Speaker 4>Well, I think it really showed. I think it really

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<v Speaker 4>showed me what the correct not the correct, but what

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<v Speaker 4>the most fulfilling I should say, the most fulfilling timeline

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<v Speaker 4>for myself in my life and goals to follow. It

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<v Speaker 4>was kind of like a natural process, I guess you

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<v Speaker 4>could say, But yeah, natural process. Really happy about it.

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<v Speaker 2>So what's next for you? What are you going to

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<v Speaker 2>do now that you are not chasing the military life?

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<v Speaker 9>Oh?

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<v Speaker 4>Man, I think for me, I want to live as

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<v Speaker 4>the Native Americans lived thousands, hundreds, tens of thousands, hundreds

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<v Speaker 4>of thousands of years ago. I want to be one

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<v Speaker 4>with the land. I want to live with my tribe,

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<v Speaker 4>and I want to be just one of the other

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<v Speaker 4>critters in the forest. That's like my life goal and.

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<v Speaker 2>I'll end up like that Christopher McCanless guy.

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<v Speaker 4>Oh yeah, yeah, yeah, that was one of my favorite

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<v Speaker 4>movies growing up. So yeah, you want.

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<v Speaker 2>To live off the land, You want to be a

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<v Speaker 2>critter running around.

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<v Speaker 5>The earth, correct, Just like.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh, I'm totally not that. I am in an air

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<v Speaker 2>conditions place I ate chicken tenders that were processed that

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<v Speaker 2>I bought from a grocery store and used a microwave

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<v Speaker 2>to heat up. That's not what I am at all.

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<v Speaker 4>Interesting. Yeah, because I saw another one of your streams

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<v Speaker 4>and you were out in the forest. It seems like

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<v Speaker 4>you were just one of those forest dwellers, you know.

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<v Speaker 2>So you what's your plan here? I mean, I assume

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<v Speaker 2>you're not calling me from I'm assume you have not

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<v Speaker 2>taken action on this plan yet, just by nature the

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<v Speaker 2>fact that you are connected to the internet enough to

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<v Speaker 2>call me.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, yep, yeah. I mean the question of the night

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<v Speaker 4>was have you had a vision? I have had a vision,

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<v Speaker 4>but now I am having a vision and trying to

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<v Speaker 4>navigate myself through that. Trying to navigate through I guess

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<v Speaker 4>you could say just life and reaching my ultimate goal.

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<v Speaker 2>So what's your next step? How do you how do

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<v Speaker 2>you prepare for this life of living off the lands

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<v Speaker 2>that you're attempting to live?

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<v Speaker 4>Well, I'm not really sure about that, to be honest.

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<v Speaker 4>I've put some deep thought into it, and for for me,

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<v Speaker 4>I've kind of realized that I'm going to have to

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<v Speaker 4>find somebody who has been doing it or has done

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<v Speaker 4>it and try to have a like an apprenticeship type

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<v Speaker 4>of deal going on. I'm not really sure how to

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<v Speaker 4>go about that, but I feel like I don't feel

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<v Speaker 4>I know that my stars will align, so I don't know.

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<v Speaker 3>I have no idea.

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<v Speaker 2>You could get mentored by some wolves.

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<v Speaker 9>I could.

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<v Speaker 4>Have you ever heard about that? Like kids being abandoned

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<v Speaker 4>and then raised by wolves and shit? You ever hear

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<v Speaker 4>about that?

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<v Speaker 2>I haven't heard about that. I feel like you're a

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<v Speaker 2>little late in the game though. I feel like you

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<v Speaker 2>have too many ties to human civilization to be raised

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<v Speaker 2>by wolves. But if you were to approach the wolves

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<v Speaker 2>with some sort of peace offering, maybe a big jute,

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<v Speaker 2>maybe a you know, a small dog or a piece

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<v Speaker 2>of steak, something that can get them to know that

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<v Speaker 2>you're cool, they might be willing to let you in.

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<v Speaker 2>But I'd be careful about that. I don't know. Maybe

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<v Speaker 2>find some survivalist guy on Instagram before you do that.

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<v Speaker 4>Maybe, you know, I think that's a really good idea, Jack,

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<v Speaker 4>I think, yeah, I might. I might try that out.

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<v Speaker 4>I have to find the wolves first.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh, they're everywhere. They're everywhere. Listen, Wyatt, good luck to you,

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<v Speaker 2>Thank you again. Don't die. Don't end up like the

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<v Speaker 2>guy who died next to the bus eating the berry.

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<v Speaker 2>Don't be safe about it. Live your life. Do you

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<v Speaker 2>think you only live once? Live the way that you

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<v Speaker 2>want to, but don't die.

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<v Speaker 4>Wyat sounds good, good advice.

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<v Speaker 2>Tick, thank you so much for calling.

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<v Speaker 13>Man.

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<v Speaker 2>You have a grid rest and I believe in you. Dude.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, thank you. Hey, love you, GEK, love you too, baby,

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<v Speaker 4>take care, goodbye.

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<v Speaker 6>Goes on the line, make its own calls every night,

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<v Speaker 6>everything goes. Just teaching your life