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Speaker 2: Nick?

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Speaker 3: What's so, Nick?

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Speaker 2: Have we talked before?

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Speaker 2: Do you think we'll ever talk again?

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Speaker 3: Probably not?

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Speaker 2: All right, so we should probably make the most of this.

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Speaker 3: One, right, Yeah, I make the most of it, dude,

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Speaker 2: I mean what do you what do you think? All right?

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Speaker 2: So you and I are probably never you know, I

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Speaker 2: that we're never going to speak to each other ever

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Speaker 2: again after this. But yet, you know, you and I

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Speaker 2: it's like, does that make either of us really that

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Speaker 2: if we ever want to have a conversation with another

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Speaker 3: You're asking me if this is a special conversation to me.

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Speaker 2: I guess so, And I understand if it's not, because

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Speaker 2: and if you want to talk to someone else, it's

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Speaker 3: I guess to get in? Sure, one person can get

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Speaker 2: So that's forgetting forget about the context of it. This

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Speaker 2: Does that does this fact that we're talking right now?

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Speaker 2: Do you think that that is special?

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Speaker 3: It's only gonna happen this one time? So yeah, I

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Speaker 2: Well right, I guess. But like you go, you know,

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Speaker 2: you go, man, it's raining down hard outside and they're go, yep,

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Speaker 2: sure it is. And then you give them money and

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Speaker 2: then you probably never see them again. Was that a

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Speaker 3: It was unique?

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Speaker 2: It was by definition it was unique, Yes, because that

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Speaker 2: So okay, So all right, so we've determined and how

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Speaker 2: We've also determined that uniqueness does not necessarily equate to

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Speaker 2: Beautiful. Well, I'm so glad I could figure that out

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Speaker 3: Yeah, this is just fun.

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Speaker 2: Uh. You have a good rest of the night, Nick,

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Speaker 6: Weekend goes on the line making calls every night. Every

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Speaker 6: week goes to its teaching you to your life.

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Speaker 1: Expert All from Alissa Alyssa.

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Speaker 2: Hello Alyssa, Hi Alyssa, Oh my god, you did? You did?

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Speaker 2: I don't know if you did it because I don't

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Speaker 2: to the to the call in show. That is true.

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Speaker 2: Do you what are your goals in life? What do

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Speaker 7: Yeah, the it I was referring to in this moment

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Speaker 2: Yeah, I never beautiful actually.

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Speaker 7: Seen your live.

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Speaker 7: But my bigger goals right now is just getting a

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Speaker 7: He wants to be, so, like I'm gonna let him

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Speaker 2: I find it so interesting. I find it impressive, honestly,

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Speaker 7: I'm trying. I'm trying. I mean, the first couple, this is,

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Speaker 7: I've reached out to friends and family and they've been

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Speaker 2: And I'm just really good mindset about all this.

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Speaker 7: I'm trying to stay positive, I really am. It comes

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Speaker 11: You have you always wanted to have a kid, Yeah,

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Speaker 11: I always wanted I wanted to have I always wanted

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Speaker 11: he's one years old now, and I'm so sorry.

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Speaker 2: No, don't be sorry.

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Speaker 7: I live in a city full of.

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Speaker 7: So as long as you have all that, sut you

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Speaker 10: Watching? I'm not sure.

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Speaker 7: And it's been kind of it's kind of hard knowing that,

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Speaker 7: And that's what my breakup was about. We had been

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Speaker 2: That was what I was thinking too, is that you know,

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Speaker 2: but I don't need him. You know, you can handle

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Speaker 7: No, I agree at this point. At this point, I've

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Speaker 7: come to realize my perfect family is me, that little boy,

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Speaker 2: Beautiful. Thank you so much for sharing, Melissa. I wish

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Speaker 2: and you.

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Speaker 7: Too, I'm thank you again for having me gag.

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Speaker 2: Of course, take care Lissa, you too, have a good night.

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Speaker 11: From Rennie Renny, Oh my god, I got in Holy shit,

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Speaker 11: Hi Greg.

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Speaker 2: How are you doing? Hello? Rennie? How are you.

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Speaker 8: I'm doing awesome?

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Speaker 2: Do you know I'm doing good? It took me a

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Speaker 14: I'm doing great. I've been wanting to get on your

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Speaker 16: But yeah, it's like we've been friends for so long.

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Speaker 14: I've always had these feelings, like I've always liked the

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Speaker 7: That's pretty much it.

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Speaker 14: But I was in that relationship and I found out

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Speaker 14: And it just really really really hurt my self esteem,

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Speaker 14: And you know, meeting this he's so great. She always

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Speaker 16: It's just great.

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Speaker 14: And I just wanted to share that with you and

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Speaker 2: I'm proud of you. Ready. I always say it can

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Speaker 9: Know what I'm saying.

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Speaker 14: Absolutely, And I mean it's been so long, man, I'm

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Speaker 2: Man. Can I ask you something and you don't have

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Speaker 2: why you decided to wait so long?

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Speaker 14: Well, I was when I was in that toxic relationship.

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Speaker 14: I was with him for all eleven years actually.

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Speaker 16: And it was more like you know, I I it.

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Speaker 14: Was kind of manipulative, and it was like, you know,

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Speaker 14: you can't sign anybody better. You know, you, this is

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Speaker 14: just talking about all that, and it's just it just

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Speaker 16: But I'm really happy.

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Speaker 14: I just finally feel comfortable with me.

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Speaker 2: Well, thank you so much for sharing. N I hope

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Speaker 14: Absolutely absolutely, thank you so much, man, I love you.

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Speaker 14: Thank you.

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Speaker 7: You're I mean, of.

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Speaker 2: Course you haven't the pace of the night, Nnie, Thank

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Speaker 2: you so much.

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Speaker 1: All from Matt.

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Speaker 5: Matt, Hello, Hi, how are you, sir?

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Speaker 2: I'm good?

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Speaker 1: You know.

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Speaker 2: You know what's funny is that the more the more

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Speaker 2: I feel like there's been a good amount of serious calls.

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Speaker 12: Nice.

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Speaker 3: That is good to hear.

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Speaker 2: But who are you tell me everything?

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Speaker 17: Yeah, Like I'm gonna need more specifics than that one I.

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Speaker 2: Have here for the specifics to offer you. Unfortunately, what

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Speaker 17: Human being as well as a.

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Speaker 12: Dude?

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Speaker 17: I have no fucking idea. I'm trying to try to

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Speaker 2: Look, I don't mind. Here's the thing is you. I

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Speaker 17: Well, the main reason for Kong is him. Depression exists,

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Speaker 17: and this seemed like something that would kind of take

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Speaker 2: I cannot here. That's the thing, is I That's what

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Speaker 2: I mean I can help you with your depression in

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Speaker 2: the same way that again, aim of tetris Ken are

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Speaker 2: you would be engrossed so much in what you're doing

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Speaker 17: Yeah, I try to keep myself in that mindset, unfortunately,

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Speaker 2: Hey, I have a question for you. Yes, can something

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Speaker 3: In depth?

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Speaker 17: So, I mean anything can be anything. So if there

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Speaker 2: So do you believe that this water bottle can also

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Speaker 17: In a way if it's like broken down to its

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Speaker 17: like you know, molecular compound, I bet you could restructure

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Speaker 17: most of it to be a door, maybe a small door,

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Speaker 17: but still a door.

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Speaker 2: Interesting. So if you if you broke this down, all right,

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Speaker 2: So what if could this be something that's alive? Could

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Speaker 17: I don't think selling that one.

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Speaker 4: That would be correct?

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Speaker 17: I'd say that's pretty fair.

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Speaker 2: Be anything that. By the way, you just threw out

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Speaker 17: I said, not anything can be alive.

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Speaker 2: It's true, not anything can be alive. It's a privilege. Yeah, exactly,

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Speaker 2: I don't know if you're alive. I don't know if

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Speaker 5: Dogs are definitely alive.

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Speaker 17: Some burds real.

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Speaker 2: Some dogs are dead, which is fine, not because we

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Speaker 2: And I eat probably for a dog even because imagine

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Speaker 2: I'm glad that the dog died before then. True, So

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Speaker 2: Possibly?

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Speaker 17: Okay, Well I'm gonna do it.

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Speaker 3: So what what.

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Speaker 2: Do you like?

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Speaker 17: Why do you enjoy this like the open call because

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Speaker 3: So what is your reason for it?

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Speaker 2: What did you say? Your name was Matt? Matt, I

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Speaker 2: appreciate you very much for calling in, and I hope

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Speaker 2: you have a good rest of the night you as well.

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Speaker 2: Thank you man, take care.

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Speaker 12: Thanks by all from neither m.

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Speaker 2: H, Mela.

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Speaker 12: All us.

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Speaker 2: Hey, what's up? Mela?

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Speaker 12: Ah? Right, how are you?

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Speaker 8: I'm good. I was just thinking about the uh props

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Speaker 10: I have a lot.

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Speaker 2: Tell me about this reoccurring dream.

449
00:23:31,080 --> 00:23:38,160
Speaker 8: Oh well, it's more of a subject. I dream almost

450
00:23:38,200 --> 00:23:42,280
Speaker 8: every night for years, like even before I lived at

451
00:23:42,280 --> 00:23:48,160
Speaker 8: the beach of the ocean, and mostly it would be

452
00:23:49,200 --> 00:23:53,800
Speaker 8: this huge like overwhelming weight just I'd be on the

453
00:23:53,840 --> 00:23:57,240
Speaker 8: beach or in a house near the beach and the

454
00:23:57,520 --> 00:24:02,159
Speaker 8: huge waves just crashing and you know, things getting destroyed.

455
00:24:02,680 --> 00:24:06,800
Speaker 8: But it's not always scary. Sometimes it's like really calm,

456
00:24:07,240 --> 00:24:13,320
Speaker 8: like sometimes I'll be inside of the waves. What do

457
00:24:13,320 --> 00:24:14,800
Speaker 8: you think your take on that is. I don't know

458
00:24:14,800 --> 00:24:15,639
Speaker 8: what that means.

459
00:24:16,160 --> 00:24:20,879
Speaker 2: M M What do you think it means? H?

460
00:24:21,000 --> 00:24:21,520
Speaker 18: I don't know.

461
00:24:21,600 --> 00:24:26,720
Speaker 8: I mean I've looked into it and some like internet

462
00:24:26,760 --> 00:24:31,800
Speaker 8: stuff says it's like overwhelming ceilings. But sometimes it's not

463
00:24:31,840 --> 00:24:35,560
Speaker 8: always bad though. Sometimes I'm like in the water having fun,

464
00:24:36,280 --> 00:24:38,600
Speaker 8: you know, going like way up in the sky on

465
00:24:38,680 --> 00:24:42,719
Speaker 8: the sea or going way down below. Sometimes it's scary

466
00:24:42,760 --> 00:24:48,520
Speaker 8: sometimes overwhelming. So maybe it is I don't know if

467
00:24:48,520 --> 00:24:52,320
Speaker 8: it's emotions, though I'm not a very emotional person.

468
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Speaker 2: So these interpretations that you've been reading on the internet

469
00:24:59,080 --> 00:25:01,960
Speaker 2: that it means that you are overwhelmed. Do you read

470
00:25:02,000 --> 00:25:05,360
Speaker 2: these and you're like, no, that's not it.

471
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Speaker 8: I'm open to it. I mean, I'm I'm a very

472
00:25:11,320 --> 00:25:15,800
Speaker 8: spiritual person, you know, like I'm an astrology and witchy

473
00:25:15,800 --> 00:25:20,160
Speaker 8: stuff like that. But when it comes to the subconscious,

474
00:25:20,880 --> 00:25:25,440
Speaker 8: sometimes I feel like it's me in a different timeline,

475
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Speaker 8: almost like I know, if that makes sense.

476
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Speaker 2: You in a different timeline. I've never heard of a

477
00:25:35,520 --> 00:25:39,800
Speaker 2: subconscious being described that way because I've a I've never

478
00:25:39,840 --> 00:25:42,240
Speaker 2: thought of the because when I think of me on

479
00:25:42,320 --> 00:25:47,359
Speaker 2: a different timeline, I think of a very separate, alternate

480
00:25:47,520 --> 00:25:52,119
Speaker 2: version of myself, whereas the subconscious, I think, is reflective

481
00:25:52,160 --> 00:25:57,840
Speaker 2: of desires of the self that you currently are, right.

482
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Speaker 8: I mean, I feel like it's always me. Usually when

483
00:26:00,720 --> 00:26:03,960
Speaker 8: I dream, it's like I'm usually in third person or

484
00:26:04,040 --> 00:26:07,080
Speaker 8: first person. A lot of times it's third person, like

485
00:26:07,200 --> 00:26:12,320
Speaker 8: I'm looking at me doing these things like running away

486
00:26:12,320 --> 00:26:16,200
Speaker 8: from the waves, or gathering my things, or gathering my friends,

487
00:26:16,320 --> 00:26:18,719
Speaker 8: or I'm in the ocean having fun. I don't know,

488
00:26:18,880 --> 00:26:22,639
Speaker 8: but it's a I feel like, And even in dreams

489
00:26:22,640 --> 00:26:26,040
Speaker 8: that aren't always the ocean, it's just some weird shit happening,

490
00:26:27,400 --> 00:26:31,040
Speaker 8: Like I feel like that's a glimpse into like just

491
00:26:31,040 --> 00:26:35,239
Speaker 8: an alternate version of me. I don't know.

492
00:26:36,960 --> 00:26:39,000
Speaker 2: You said that you're not a very emotional person.

493
00:26:40,520 --> 00:26:44,240
Speaker 8: No, I'm not not, No, not really, I don't think.

494
00:26:46,160 --> 00:26:50,280
Speaker 2: So. Could if I had to take a shot in

495
00:26:50,320 --> 00:26:57,520
Speaker 2: the dark hair, could this dream be an unconscious desire

496
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Speaker 2: to experience more lofty emotions?

497
00:27:03,320 --> 00:27:05,280
Speaker 8: Oh damn?

498
00:27:05,800 --> 00:27:06,199
Speaker 5: You know what?

499
00:27:06,520 --> 00:27:12,159
Speaker 8: Yeah? Maybe are you not allowing myself to feel things?

500
00:27:12,240 --> 00:27:14,879
Speaker 8: And I'm like, yo, feel this?

501
00:27:15,520 --> 00:27:17,000
Speaker 2: Well that's what I was going to ask you when

502
00:27:17,040 --> 00:27:20,639
Speaker 2: you said not allowing like this emotionlessness that you're describing,

503
00:27:20,760 --> 00:27:21,760
Speaker 2: is it intentional?

504
00:27:23,560 --> 00:27:23,600
Speaker 12: No?

505
00:27:24,560 --> 00:27:27,440
Speaker 8: Yeah, actually sometimes it really is. You know, like sometimes

506
00:27:27,440 --> 00:27:29,000
Speaker 8: you don't want to cry and you're just like, oh no,

507
00:27:29,160 --> 00:27:31,439
Speaker 8: it's not just kidding.

508
00:27:33,280 --> 00:27:38,720
Speaker 2: Maybe maybe that's it. Maybe this stream it's actually an

509
00:27:38,760 --> 00:27:44,760
Speaker 2: ocean of your tears that you've been into your subconscious Oh,

510
00:27:45,560 --> 00:27:49,360
Speaker 2: that you're subconscious is trying to tell you that if

511
00:27:49,400 --> 00:27:53,639
Speaker 2: you just cried, you could play around in your tears,

512
00:27:53,640 --> 00:27:57,119
Speaker 2: and you you would be as happy as you are

513
00:27:57,160 --> 00:28:01,879
Speaker 2: in the stream. As you describe yourself playing in the water,

514
00:28:03,440 --> 00:28:08,680
Speaker 2: you feel happy, You feel free, and maybe that water

515
00:28:08,840 --> 00:28:11,560
Speaker 2: is your tears, and if you were only to let

516
00:28:11,560 --> 00:28:17,640
Speaker 2: them out, you could feel free, uh, swimming in them.

517
00:28:17,720 --> 00:28:18,000
Speaker 4: Damn.

518
00:28:19,840 --> 00:28:21,840
Speaker 8: You know what, I think I'm gonna ponder on that.

519
00:28:22,080 --> 00:28:24,920
Speaker 8: I think I'm gonna I was about trying to cry

520
00:28:24,920 --> 00:28:25,359
Speaker 8: a little bit.

521
00:28:26,280 --> 00:28:29,000
Speaker 2: Do it? If you have a good cry, Mela.

522
00:28:29,600 --> 00:28:30,560
Speaker 8: You too, have a great night.

523
00:28:30,600 --> 00:28:38,920
Speaker 2: Get take care, she said, you too, Maybe I will.

524
00:28:51,840 --> 00:29:24,880
Speaker 13: I am a sad ga all from Sam?

525
00:29:26,000 --> 00:29:27,480
Speaker 2: Why do you wind up? Why do you want me

526
00:29:27,520 --> 00:29:28,200
Speaker 2: to not pick up?

527
00:29:29,320 --> 00:29:29,600
Speaker 12: What?

528
00:29:29,840 --> 00:29:30,320
Speaker 14: No?

529
00:29:30,320 --> 00:29:31,000
Speaker 3: No, no, no no?

530
00:29:31,320 --> 00:29:32,000
Speaker 14: My dog.

531
00:29:33,720 --> 00:29:35,120
Speaker 2: Your dog pissed on the floor.

532
00:29:35,840 --> 00:29:37,160
Speaker 3: That that's what I said.

533
00:29:37,240 --> 00:29:39,560
Speaker 2: Yeah, just now? Am I on speakerphone?

534
00:29:40,360 --> 00:29:40,440
Speaker 10: No?

535
00:29:42,280 --> 00:29:43,560
Speaker 2: Why why are you am? I do you?

536
00:29:43,760 --> 00:29:43,959
Speaker 9: I mean?

537
00:29:43,960 --> 00:29:47,240
Speaker 2: I I assume you set the phone down to clean

538
00:29:47,280 --> 00:29:47,840
Speaker 2: up the piss?

539
00:29:48,520 --> 00:29:50,080
Speaker 5: No, I got I got an airpot.

540
00:29:52,320 --> 00:29:55,240
Speaker 2: Sound very can you guys? Hear Sam? You sound very faint?

541
00:29:56,800 --> 00:29:58,200
Speaker 3: I can put you on speaker you play?

542
00:29:58,200 --> 00:29:59,200
Speaker 5: Actually, really hear me better?

543
00:30:00,440 --> 00:30:00,800
Speaker 3: How's that?

544
00:30:02,000 --> 00:30:04,440
Speaker 2: How's the music? How's the music? Is the chat? Is

545
00:30:04,440 --> 00:30:06,640
Speaker 2: the music too loud?

546
00:30:13,600 --> 00:30:16,960
Speaker 5: I think this is more important than cleaning up pass well.

547
00:30:17,280 --> 00:30:18,800
Speaker 2: I mean, look, if you need to, I mean, we

548
00:30:18,800 --> 00:30:20,080
Speaker 2: can talk while you pick up.

549
00:30:21,880 --> 00:30:24,600
Speaker 5: It's fine. It's just all that. It's so can I'm

550
00:30:24,760 --> 00:30:25,960
Speaker 5: used to it.

551
00:30:26,360 --> 00:30:28,960
Speaker 2: You're used to it. How often did your talk pe

552
00:30:29,080 --> 00:30:30,120
Speaker 2: on the be on the floor.

553
00:30:32,920 --> 00:30:34,400
Speaker 5: I can't count past five?

554
00:30:34,560 --> 00:30:38,560
Speaker 2: So what do you want? What do you what? What

555
00:30:38,560 --> 00:30:40,080
Speaker 2: do you want from it? With this?

556
00:30:41,360 --> 00:30:41,800
Speaker 12: I don't know.

557
00:30:41,880 --> 00:30:46,160
Speaker 5: I just I just wanted to call in it seems cool, okay?

558
00:30:47,960 --> 00:30:51,920
Speaker 5: Any therapy right here's because there's.

559
00:30:51,880 --> 00:30:56,480
Speaker 2: I feel like I can only go so far with Okay.

560
00:30:56,800 --> 00:30:59,160
Speaker 5: If on the speaker you cound therapy? My dog I

561
00:30:59,200 --> 00:31:04,320
Speaker 5: think to see it had an anxious piss on the floor, cause.

562
00:31:04,200 --> 00:31:07,840
Speaker 2: Can your dog talk?

563
00:31:08,200 --> 00:31:09,600
Speaker 5: Brian Grilson's situation.

564
00:31:10,200 --> 00:31:12,160
Speaker 2: Sam listen, Sam, listen to me. I have a question

565
00:31:12,200 --> 00:31:17,160
Speaker 2: for you, all right? Are you okay?

566
00:31:17,760 --> 00:31:19,520
Speaker 5: That's a real philosophical question.

567
00:31:21,400 --> 00:31:23,680
Speaker 2: It can be depending on how how you want to

568
00:31:23,680 --> 00:31:27,239
Speaker 2: interpret it.

569
00:31:27,280 --> 00:31:29,520
Speaker 5: Is that how you want me to interpret it?

570
00:31:29,720 --> 00:31:31,440
Speaker 2: I don't want I don't want anything from you.

571
00:31:32,840 --> 00:31:40,040
Speaker 5: Okay. I just saw someone chat say therapist I'm sorry.

572
00:31:40,200 --> 00:31:43,320
Speaker 2: Don't look at it, Sam, Sam, focus on me. Don't

573
00:31:43,320 --> 00:31:45,400
Speaker 2: look at chat, don't look at the puddle of piss

574
00:31:45,400 --> 00:31:47,720
Speaker 2: on your floor. Just let's listen to my voice. You

575
00:31:47,720 --> 00:31:49,240
Speaker 2: know what I lied. I do want something from you.

576
00:31:49,280 --> 00:31:50,720
Speaker 2: I want you to answer a question for me.

577
00:31:51,240 --> 00:31:52,560
Speaker 3: Okay, I'll answer, I'll answer.

578
00:31:53,320 --> 00:31:54,920
Speaker 2: Can something be anything?

579
00:31:57,280 --> 00:31:59,880
Speaker 5: So we're going back to philosophical.

580
00:32:02,440 --> 00:32:03,440
Speaker 9: In essence.

581
00:32:03,520 --> 00:32:07,720
Speaker 5: In theory, anything could be something, and something could be anything,

582
00:32:07,840 --> 00:32:10,719
Speaker 5: But in that moment, it is not that anything. It

583
00:32:10,760 --> 00:32:13,200
Speaker 5: has the potential to become anything.

584
00:32:14,160 --> 00:32:15,880
Speaker 2: Well, who the fuck is this? We're talking to a

585
00:32:15,920 --> 00:32:20,280
Speaker 2: new guy here, because that was that was not That

586
00:32:20,440 --> 00:32:22,760
Speaker 2: did not sound like anything else you've said through the

587
00:32:22,840 --> 00:32:25,400
Speaker 2: duration that I'm talking to you. That sounded like you

588
00:32:25,480 --> 00:32:28,680
Speaker 2: really thought it through. I know it was in you.

589
00:32:30,520 --> 00:32:35,640
Speaker 5: I think it's some mental issues. It signs through anxiety,

590
00:32:35,720 --> 00:32:38,520
Speaker 5: you know, it kind of like it lets you live

591
00:32:38,520 --> 00:32:41,640
Speaker 5: in multiple lives and you don't realize it until you

592
00:32:41,720 --> 00:32:45,200
Speaker 5: know it gives it to you. When a scenario you

593
00:32:45,200 --> 00:32:47,360
Speaker 5: thought through in your head you didn't even realize you did,

594
00:32:48,680 --> 00:32:50,560
Speaker 5: and now you realize you're a philosopher.

595
00:32:51,800 --> 00:32:53,760
Speaker 2: Is this a scenario that you thought through in your

596
00:32:53,760 --> 00:32:54,440
Speaker 2: head previously?

597
00:32:56,040 --> 00:32:58,000
Speaker 5: I guess, so it just kind of showed up.

598
00:33:00,280 --> 00:33:02,440
Speaker 2: Do you do. Are you referring to the scenario of

599
00:33:02,520 --> 00:33:09,200
Speaker 2: us being on the phone right now? Oh yeah, when

600
00:33:09,200 --> 00:33:12,280
Speaker 2: you played out sort of a simulation in your head

601
00:33:12,400 --> 00:33:13,560
Speaker 2: of what it might be like to be on the

602
00:33:13,600 --> 00:33:18,240
Speaker 2: phone with me, How did that play out in your head?

603
00:33:18,320 --> 00:33:20,240
Speaker 2: And then how did that differentiate from how it played

604
00:33:20,280 --> 00:33:26,960
Speaker 2: out in reality? If you consider this reality.

605
00:33:25,520 --> 00:33:29,840
Speaker 5: I didn't expect you to pick up, so that's a

606
00:33:29,880 --> 00:33:31,000
Speaker 5: pretty big difference.

607
00:33:31,480 --> 00:33:36,600
Speaker 2: Sure, the piss is.

608
00:33:36,640 --> 00:33:41,200
Speaker 5: Leaking into the floorboards, Sam, Yeah.

609
00:33:41,360 --> 00:33:46,200
Speaker 2: For your benefit, I'm gonna let you. I'm gonna let

610
00:33:46,200 --> 00:33:48,920
Speaker 2: you clean up your dog's piss. If I were there

611
00:33:48,920 --> 00:33:50,480
Speaker 2: in the room with you, I promise I would help,

612
00:33:51,480 --> 00:33:51,920
Speaker 2: But I'm not.

613
00:33:52,160 --> 00:33:54,920
Speaker 5: That's that's that's kind of us to say thank you

614
00:33:55,000 --> 00:33:58,120
Speaker 5: for I really needed to hear that as I see

615
00:33:58,120 --> 00:33:59,800
Speaker 5: the pissing into those floorboards.

616
00:34:03,600 --> 00:34:05,200
Speaker 2: How are you gonna are just using paper towels or

617
00:34:05,240 --> 00:34:07,040
Speaker 2: do you have like a you know, at least just

618
00:34:07,080 --> 00:34:08,919
Speaker 2: on the It's just on the hardwood floor the worst

619
00:34:08,920 --> 00:34:09,080
Speaker 2: if it.

620
00:34:09,080 --> 00:34:11,360
Speaker 5: Wants, But I think I might have to lift it

621
00:34:11,440 --> 00:34:14,839
Speaker 5: up to clemp to plywood underneath, because there's a it's

622
00:34:14,880 --> 00:34:17,319
Speaker 5: it's a small dog. But the amount of piss that

623
00:34:17,360 --> 00:34:21,160
Speaker 5: they release is its incomprehensible. It really looks like they

624
00:34:21,160 --> 00:34:23,080
Speaker 5: took like a two liter bottle and just dumped it

625
00:34:23,120 --> 00:34:26,760
Speaker 5: out in its entirety.

626
00:34:28,680 --> 00:34:30,799
Speaker 2: Do you think that will rumin the Do you think

627
00:34:30,800 --> 00:34:32,840
Speaker 2: it'll lit like grow mold or something?

628
00:34:34,640 --> 00:34:36,359
Speaker 5: Probably not, hasn't yet.

629
00:34:39,200 --> 00:34:40,600
Speaker 2: Thank you for calling, Sam. I'll talk to you soon,

630
00:34:40,680 --> 00:34:42,120
Speaker 2: and good luck with cleaning up your dog's pace.

631
00:34:42,680 --> 00:34:44,200
Speaker 3: All right, I'll call it back my figure.

632
00:34:44,239 --> 00:34:49,640
Speaker 2: It cleaned up beautiful, sounds good? Hey, what dog is it?

633
00:34:50,760 --> 00:34:51,399
Speaker 3: Murder dog?

634
00:34:53,920 --> 00:34:56,040
Speaker 19: Toall docs and mix.

635
00:34:59,280 --> 00:35:00,840
Speaker 2: I kind of have to I don't know why, but

636
00:35:00,840 --> 00:35:04,480
Speaker 2: this conversation is kind of making me have to piss.

637
00:35:06,040 --> 00:35:08,880
Speaker 5: You could just turn around on the stream, maybe go

638
00:35:08,960 --> 00:35:13,600
Speaker 5: behind this chair, just squat down or something. You're not crapping, No,

639
00:35:13,800 --> 00:35:15,240
Speaker 5: don't you don't need a squat?

640
00:35:15,239 --> 00:35:16,440
Speaker 3: Why is this squat?

641
00:35:19,040 --> 00:35:22,279
Speaker 5: Good night, sim Good night, have a good one, thinks.

642
00:35:27,040 --> 00:35:29,160
Speaker 1: Call from kelby.

643
00:35:31,239 --> 00:35:36,239
Speaker 2: Elsie. Hello, Elsie? Hi?

644
00:35:36,480 --> 00:35:36,920
Speaker 10: How are you?

645
00:35:38,080 --> 00:35:40,640
Speaker 2: I'm good? Did I get your name right? Is it

646
00:35:40,680 --> 00:35:42,719
Speaker 2: Elsie or Chelsea? Oh?

647
00:35:42,800 --> 00:35:43,480
Speaker 12: It's Kelsey?

648
00:35:43,640 --> 00:35:45,200
Speaker 2: Is a k Kelsey?

649
00:35:46,040 --> 00:35:46,719
Speaker 12: Yes?

650
00:35:47,040 --> 00:35:47,960
Speaker 2: How are you doing? Kelsey?

651
00:35:48,920 --> 00:35:49,480
Speaker 14: I'm great.

652
00:35:49,600 --> 00:35:52,799
Speaker 12: I've been trying to get to you for like weeks now,

653
00:35:52,960 --> 00:35:54,200
Speaker 12: so I'm super excited.

654
00:35:54,960 --> 00:35:57,319
Speaker 2: I'm excited to talk to you too. Now you've been

655
00:35:57,320 --> 00:36:01,360
Speaker 2: trying to get to me for weeks, and yeah, the way, Okay,

656
00:36:01,560 --> 00:36:04,880
Speaker 2: if what I'm about to say is not the case,

657
00:36:04,920 --> 00:36:07,920
Speaker 2: it's okay if this is not the case. But I'm curious.

658
00:36:08,320 --> 00:36:11,120
Speaker 2: The fact that you've been trying to contact me for weeks,

659
00:36:11,360 --> 00:36:16,720
Speaker 2: I assume means and again, okay, if this isn't the case,

660
00:36:16,840 --> 00:36:19,799
Speaker 2: but I assume it means that there is a particular

661
00:36:19,920 --> 00:36:24,000
Speaker 2: thing that maybe you wanted to talk about.

662
00:36:24,520 --> 00:36:30,160
Speaker 12: Actually not specifically. My buddies are really into your show,

663
00:36:30,280 --> 00:36:33,520
Speaker 12: so I started watching, and I just really wanted to

664
00:36:33,560 --> 00:36:35,320
Speaker 12: talk to you because I thought you were super cool.

665
00:36:37,200 --> 00:36:40,120
Speaker 2: Well, Kelsey, listen, I have a question for you. Yes,

666
00:36:42,680 --> 00:36:43,680
Speaker 2: have you ever had a vision?

667
00:36:45,480 --> 00:36:49,640
Speaker 12: So I wouldn't particularly say that it's a vision. Maybe

668
00:36:49,880 --> 00:36:52,680
Speaker 12: I don't super believe in that stuff, but I believe

669
00:36:52,680 --> 00:36:56,200
Speaker 12: it is more of like intuitions. But the only one

670
00:36:56,239 --> 00:36:59,919
Speaker 12: I can super think of was I was like pretty young,

671
00:37:00,160 --> 00:37:02,960
Speaker 12: probably in like middle school, and I was in the

672
00:37:03,040 --> 00:37:07,040
Speaker 12: car with my family and they were all like talking

673
00:37:07,200 --> 00:37:11,359
Speaker 12: and getting into like little micro arguments, and I was like,

674
00:37:11,800 --> 00:37:14,000
Speaker 12: you know, I think one of them is going to

675
00:37:14,120 --> 00:37:17,000
Speaker 12: leave the keys in the car before we get into

676
00:37:17,040 --> 00:37:20,840
Speaker 12: the house, and they did, which was like super weird,

677
00:37:20,920 --> 00:37:23,160
Speaker 12: and I was like, oh my gosh, I'm like Raven

678
00:37:23,239 --> 00:37:26,760
Speaker 12: Baxter from Not So Raven because she could see stuff

679
00:37:26,800 --> 00:37:29,520
Speaker 12: to the future. But it never happened again, so it

680
00:37:29,600 --> 00:37:29,960
Speaker 12: was cool.

681
00:37:31,560 --> 00:37:35,400
Speaker 2: It never happened again. It was a one and done intuition.

682
00:37:36,640 --> 00:37:41,560
Speaker 12: Yeah, I think there's things that like, I can generally

683
00:37:42,000 --> 00:37:46,439
Speaker 12: predict the outcome, but that's just based on things I've

684
00:37:46,480 --> 00:37:50,879
Speaker 12: noticed about other people, I guess, but I wouldn't call

685
00:37:50,960 --> 00:37:51,920
Speaker 12: them visions.

686
00:37:53,080 --> 00:37:56,799
Speaker 2: Uh, you would say, rather than you being some sort

687
00:37:56,840 --> 00:38:02,720
Speaker 2: of psychic, that you are merely intuitive when it comes

688
00:38:02,760 --> 00:38:03,560
Speaker 2: to other people.

689
00:38:06,120 --> 00:38:06,560
Speaker 11: Yeah.

690
00:38:06,640 --> 00:38:09,319
Speaker 12: I mean, I don't want to sound like pretentious, but

691
00:38:09,480 --> 00:38:16,719
Speaker 12: I like to I don't notice details about people so

692
00:38:16,760 --> 00:38:19,560
Speaker 12: that I don't like either upset them or I can

693
00:38:19,680 --> 00:38:23,399
Speaker 12: figure out ways that like to generally bring them happiness.

694
00:38:23,600 --> 00:38:26,920
Speaker 12: So I think I just noticed those things more.

695
00:38:28,520 --> 00:38:34,360
Speaker 2: You know, that's a great skill to have, because you know,

696
00:38:35,800 --> 00:38:40,400
Speaker 2: I heard this great line from someone that, uh, the

697
00:38:40,520 --> 00:38:45,319
Speaker 2: only thing people like more than talking about themselves is

698
00:38:45,440 --> 00:38:51,600
Speaker 2: hearing about themselves. So if you're in a conversation with someone,

699
00:38:52,080 --> 00:38:54,839
Speaker 2: if you ask them a lot of questions about themselves,

700
00:38:56,800 --> 00:39:00,160
Speaker 2: you know, they'll engage with you because they like to

701
00:39:00,200 --> 00:39:03,560
Speaker 2: talk about themselves. But if you're in a conversation with

702
00:39:03,600 --> 00:39:09,000
Speaker 2: someone and you make statements about them like, oh, you

703
00:39:09,160 --> 00:39:16,560
Speaker 2: seem like a very intelligent person, or you seem like

704
00:39:16,640 --> 00:39:19,799
Speaker 2: you have a very creative job, or you seem like this,

705
00:39:20,000 --> 00:39:23,800
Speaker 2: you seem like that, they'll get even more engaged because

706
00:39:24,920 --> 00:39:28,440
Speaker 2: they like hearing about themselves. They want to know why

707
00:39:28,520 --> 00:39:32,560
Speaker 2: you have these intuitions. So it's it's an interesting way

708
00:39:32,600 --> 00:39:34,720
Speaker 2: to engage with people.

709
00:39:36,440 --> 00:39:39,200
Speaker 12: Yeah, and I think it brings them some kind of

710
00:39:39,320 --> 00:39:41,799
Speaker 12: joy that they're like being noticed by.

711
00:39:41,960 --> 00:39:43,080
Speaker 2: Of course of course.

712
00:39:43,200 --> 00:39:48,600
Speaker 12: People, but yeah, I don't know. I like doing that.

713
00:39:48,719 --> 00:39:54,640
Speaker 12: I think it is helpful in situations that I feel

714
00:39:54,640 --> 00:39:59,040
Speaker 12: like I don't typically connect well to people initially, So

715
00:39:59,120 --> 00:40:02,759
Speaker 12: I feel like that just kind of like listening a

716
00:40:02,800 --> 00:40:05,960
Speaker 12: lot of the times, is beneficial when I want to

717
00:40:06,000 --> 00:40:07,560
Speaker 12: connect with someone.

718
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Speaker 2: Why do you feel like you don't typically connect with people?

719
00:40:11,520 --> 00:40:15,920
Speaker 12: I think I get really anxious. I get really nervous

720
00:40:16,120 --> 00:40:19,480
Speaker 12: that I'm doing the wrong things or saying the wrong things,

721
00:40:19,520 --> 00:40:24,600
Speaker 12: and that I'm upsetting them. So I try to avoid

722
00:40:24,640 --> 00:40:26,320
Speaker 12: those situations.

723
00:40:29,080 --> 00:40:32,920
Speaker 2: Why why do you feel like you're upsetting people?

724
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Speaker 12: That's a really good question. I think I don't Maybe

725
00:40:43,040 --> 00:40:45,919
Speaker 12: that feel like I'm upsetting them is the wrong word.

726
00:40:45,960 --> 00:40:48,600
Speaker 12: But I'm afraid to upset them because I don't want

727
00:40:48,600 --> 00:40:51,919
Speaker 12: to hurt their feelings or like, you know, I don't

728
00:40:51,920 --> 00:40:55,160
Speaker 12: want anyone to have a bad thoughts because of me.

729
00:41:02,560 --> 00:41:07,239
Speaker 2: It's so weird because a lot of the times I

730
00:41:07,280 --> 00:41:11,080
Speaker 2: feel like when two people, two people can be talking

731
00:41:11,080 --> 00:41:15,960
Speaker 2: to each other and both think that they are upsetting

732
00:41:16,120 --> 00:41:21,200
Speaker 2: the other person because they both have that sort of quality.

733
00:41:23,840 --> 00:41:26,040
Speaker 2: But you know, I mean, from what you've told me,

734
00:41:27,280 --> 00:41:30,919
Speaker 2: you seem like you're very intuitive.

735
00:41:32,520 --> 00:41:38,200
Speaker 12: As you've said, well, it doesn't always work.

736
00:41:38,280 --> 00:41:44,320
Speaker 2: You know, it doesn't always work. Do you ever refrain?

737
00:41:44,840 --> 00:41:48,520
Speaker 2: Do you ever, like pick up something about someone while

738
00:41:48,520 --> 00:41:51,759
Speaker 2: you're talking to them, and you avoid bringing it up

739
00:41:51,760 --> 00:41:55,399
Speaker 2: because you're afraid it might be quote the wrong thing

740
00:41:55,520 --> 00:42:00,120
Speaker 2: to say?

741
00:42:01,160 --> 00:42:03,319
Speaker 12: Could you use an example?

742
00:42:14,640 --> 00:42:17,560
Speaker 2: Fuck, I'm trying to think of one. I gotta hate

743
00:42:17,600 --> 00:42:18,440
Speaker 2: when people ask me.

744
00:42:18,520 --> 00:42:30,200
Speaker 20: Questions, oh, roles reverse, It's rough, I don't.

745
00:42:30,000 --> 00:42:36,120
Speaker 2: Know, man like like like all right, like if someone's

746
00:42:36,160 --> 00:42:39,680
Speaker 2: talking about their fucking if someone's like talking about their

747
00:42:39,680 --> 00:42:43,960
Speaker 2: girlfriend or something. Would you say to them, you seem

748
00:42:44,040 --> 00:42:45,720
Speaker 2: like you care a lot about this person.

749
00:42:49,000 --> 00:42:52,920
Speaker 12: Yeah, I think, uh, that's something positive that I could

750
00:42:52,920 --> 00:42:57,520
Speaker 12: add to the conversation, And I think it would. I

751
00:42:57,560 --> 00:43:03,400
Speaker 12: think the purpose of saying that would help them acknowledge

752
00:43:03,440 --> 00:43:10,600
Speaker 12: that other people see their emotions or how much they care,

753
00:43:11,320 --> 00:43:13,960
Speaker 12: And I think that's valuable to a lot of people.

754
00:43:15,239 --> 00:43:19,680
Speaker 2: I agree. I agree. Look, you know, there's a massive

755
00:43:19,880 --> 00:43:23,080
Speaker 2: shortage of people who actually listen to other people when

756
00:43:23,080 --> 00:43:28,600
Speaker 2: they're talking, and because of that, everyone just feels sort

757
00:43:28,640 --> 00:43:32,920
Speaker 2: of lonely and unheard. So people who do talk to

758
00:43:32,960 --> 00:43:36,840
Speaker 2: others in a way that makes them feel heard have

759
00:43:36,920 --> 00:43:39,040
Speaker 2: the potential to make people feel really good. So I

760
00:43:39,040 --> 00:43:40,040
Speaker 2: think it's good that you're doing that.

761
00:43:41,640 --> 00:43:44,960
Speaker 12: Well, Thaank, I appreciate that.

762
00:43:46,520 --> 00:43:49,960
Speaker 2: Also, you've got me thinking about there's an episode of

763
00:43:50,000 --> 00:43:53,360
Speaker 2: That's So Raven where they get a Okay, does anyone

764
00:43:53,560 --> 00:43:56,360
Speaker 2: else fucking remember this? There's an episode of That's So

765
00:43:56,520 --> 00:44:01,759
Speaker 2: Raven where they replace the food court. They replaced the

766
00:44:01,760 --> 00:44:04,440
Speaker 2: cafeteria with like a food court that has fast foods

767
00:44:06,239 --> 00:44:09,560
Speaker 2: and everyone in the school gets fat. And I remember

768
00:44:09,560 --> 00:44:11,600
Speaker 2: when I saw that when I was in elementary school

769
00:44:11,640 --> 00:44:13,600
Speaker 2: and being like Oh, that would be sick if my

770
00:44:13,680 --> 00:44:17,160
Speaker 2: school had like a food court with like McDonald's in it.

771
00:44:17,200 --> 00:44:21,200
Speaker 2: And shit, do you know what I'm talking? Do you

772
00:44:21,200 --> 00:44:22,200
Speaker 2: remember this episode?

773
00:44:22,920 --> 00:44:26,960
Speaker 12: I think I vaguely remember that episode. I think the

774
00:44:27,239 --> 00:44:30,040
Speaker 12: part that's really sticking out is just Raven in like

775
00:44:30,080 --> 00:44:35,919
Speaker 12: a fat suit, and that's all I remember. I don't

776
00:44:35,960 --> 00:44:37,320
Speaker 12: know if that's even correct.

777
00:44:37,480 --> 00:44:45,720
Speaker 2: But thank you so much for calling in and for sharing.

778
00:44:45,760 --> 00:44:47,360
Speaker 2: I hope that this three I hope that this is

779
00:44:47,480 --> 00:44:52,399
Speaker 2: three week wait has been worth it.

780
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Speaker 12: Well, thank you, it definitely has. I'm really happy that

781
00:44:57,400 --> 00:45:01,480
Speaker 12: I got through and have a great right and I'll keep.

782
00:45:01,280 --> 00:45:04,120
Speaker 2: Watching you as well. Kelsey, thank you so much for

783
00:45:04,640 --> 00:45:05,480
Speaker 2: calling you have a good night.

784
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Speaker 12: Thanks you too. Bye.

785
00:45:10,440 --> 00:45:13,640
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786
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Speaker 5: All right, back to the calls from Logan.

798
00:45:59,600 --> 00:46:05,319
Speaker 2: Logan know, hey, there's the going we ever talked, we

799
00:46:05,320 --> 00:46:06,200
Speaker 2: ever talked before?

800
00:46:06,800 --> 00:46:07,319
Speaker 3: We have not.

801
00:46:09,880 --> 00:46:10,440
Speaker 2: Interesting?

802
00:46:11,400 --> 00:46:21,080
Speaker 5: Yeah?

803
00:46:21,160 --> 00:46:25,680
Speaker 19: Oh you know, I'm actually from the state of Alaska.

804
00:46:26,600 --> 00:46:31,520
Speaker 2: Oh really, Yeah, you're from the city of Alaska. And

805
00:46:31,800 --> 00:46:32,959
Speaker 2: how are things going there?

806
00:46:33,520 --> 00:46:33,680
Speaker 12: Oh?

807
00:46:33,840 --> 00:46:35,520
Speaker 19: The city of Alaska is doing fine?

808
00:46:37,600 --> 00:46:40,279
Speaker 2: Do you like it? It sounds it seems sort of isolated.

809
00:46:41,239 --> 00:46:43,280
Speaker 2: It is like no one comes Like when your favorite

810
00:46:43,280 --> 00:46:45,359
Speaker 2: band is on tour, I bet they never come there.

811
00:46:46,120 --> 00:46:48,600
Speaker 19: No, not often. No, it's never the ones you want.

812
00:46:48,640 --> 00:46:52,040
Speaker 19: It's always the ones that always get scheduled in Alaska

813
00:46:52,120 --> 00:46:54,279
Speaker 19: that no one likes, but everyone goes to because there's

814
00:46:54,280 --> 00:46:54,880
Speaker 19: nothing else to do.

815
00:46:56,680 --> 00:46:59,120
Speaker 2: What's like the big city of Alaska. Does Alaska have

816
00:46:59,280 --> 00:47:03,640
Speaker 2: like a actual like a fucking you know, city city,

817
00:47:03,760 --> 00:47:04,840
Speaker 2: an urban district?

818
00:47:05,520 --> 00:47:08,239
Speaker 19: Yeah, it's there's like Anchorage, Alaska. That's where I am,

819
00:47:08,360 --> 00:47:10,239
Speaker 19: which is like the closest thing you're going to get

820
00:47:10,280 --> 00:47:13,440
Speaker 19: to the city, but everywhere, you know, everywhere else is

821
00:47:13,920 --> 00:47:14,640
Speaker 19: pretty shitty.

822
00:47:14,680 --> 00:47:17,640
Speaker 2: Really, do they have like bars? Like, what do you

823
00:47:17,760 --> 00:47:18,799
Speaker 2: do in Alaska?

824
00:47:19,160 --> 00:47:22,400
Speaker 19: It's you'd be surprised. Anchorage is actually kind of just

825
00:47:22,480 --> 00:47:26,919
Speaker 19: like a small Seattle. It's you know, it's it's it's

826
00:47:26,920 --> 00:47:29,000
Speaker 19: shitty because every it's there's not a whole lot to do.

827
00:47:29,120 --> 00:47:32,560
Speaker 19: But you know, there's bars, there's restaurants, there's you know,

828
00:47:32,880 --> 00:47:34,399
Speaker 19: look it up. Sometimes it's pretty cool.

829
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Speaker 2: Did you go to high school there?

830
00:47:36,719 --> 00:47:36,959
Speaker 4: Yeah?

831
00:47:37,040 --> 00:47:38,560
Speaker 19: No, I grew up here. Yeah, I was born and

832
00:47:38,640 --> 00:47:39,080
Speaker 19: raised here.

833
00:47:39,280 --> 00:47:41,440
Speaker 2: What's what's what's it like to go to high school

834
00:47:41,440 --> 00:47:44,040
Speaker 2: in Alaska? Is everyone just laughing all the time. I

835
00:47:44,040 --> 00:47:45,920
Speaker 2: would laugh all the time. If I went to high

836
00:47:45,920 --> 00:47:49,160
Speaker 2: school in Alaska, I would not take anything seriously. If

837
00:47:49,200 --> 00:47:51,919
Speaker 2: my teacher tried to assign me a homework, I'd be like, dude,

838
00:47:51,960 --> 00:47:54,759
Speaker 2: I'm gonna go hang out with a seal. I'm not

839
00:47:54,800 --> 00:47:58,719
Speaker 2: doing homework. I live in Alaska right now. I mean

840
00:47:58,880 --> 00:48:02,239
Speaker 2: they're taking my life seriously at all. I'm gonna just

841
00:48:02,480 --> 00:48:04,560
Speaker 2: fuck around and have fun and go ice fishing.

842
00:48:05,280 --> 00:48:08,720
Speaker 19: It's like, uh, it's normal high school, but except really

843
00:48:08,719 --> 00:48:13,480
Speaker 19: cold and really dark all the time. Everyone's like depressed

844
00:48:13,520 --> 00:48:15,880
Speaker 19: because we have like in a winter time, we just

845
00:48:15,920 --> 00:48:16,920
Speaker 19: don't have any sunlight.

846
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Speaker 2: Interesting, I wonder if it's you ever go to your

847
00:48:22,840 --> 00:48:25,239
Speaker 2: high school at night and it's cold and dark. That's

848
00:48:25,280 --> 00:48:28,040
Speaker 2: kind of what I'm imagining. Like, Okay, this is for

849
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Speaker 2: my folks who don't live in Alaska. You ever like

850
00:48:30,120 --> 00:48:31,560
Speaker 2: go to your high school at night for like I

851
00:48:31,600 --> 00:48:36,120
Speaker 2: don't know, whatever, prom or school play or something, and

852
00:48:36,239 --> 00:48:42,120
Speaker 2: like that feeling when it's dark and kind of you

853
00:48:42,160 --> 00:48:44,839
Speaker 2: know whatever, like for an event. That's probably what your

854
00:48:44,920 --> 00:48:48,560
Speaker 2: high school is like all the time pretty much.

855
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Speaker 19: Yeah, And the summertime we have like a shit on

856
00:48:50,600 --> 00:48:52,880
Speaker 19: a light, but no one's at school during the summertime,

857
00:48:52,920 --> 00:48:57,759
Speaker 19: so you know, it's kind of a twenty two. The

858
00:48:57,800 --> 00:49:00,719
Speaker 19: summertime it's all nice and super bright, and then winter

859
00:49:00,800 --> 00:49:02,880
Speaker 19: time when everyone's in school, it's all dark and shitty.

860
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Speaker 13: Uh.

861
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Speaker 2: Do you do you go to college? Are you graduated?

862
00:49:07,840 --> 00:49:08,080
Speaker 4: Yeah?

863
00:49:08,680 --> 00:49:12,080
Speaker 19: No, I'm in college right now. Yeah, I'm I've been.

864
00:49:11,920 --> 00:49:14,000
Speaker 2: Doing the University of Alaska.

865
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Speaker 4: Yeah, what that?

866
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Speaker 2: What is the University of Alaska?

867
00:49:18,320 --> 00:49:22,960
Speaker 19: Like, well, there's two different University of Alaska's. There's the

868
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Speaker 19: University of Alaska Anchorage, which is where I'm at and

869
00:49:26,520 --> 00:49:31,400
Speaker 19: then there's the University of Alaska Fairbanks, which is smack

870
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Speaker 19: dab in the middle of Alaska, and it's like, that's like,

871
00:49:35,560 --> 00:49:38,600
Speaker 19: it's cool in Anchorage. In Fairbanks, that's where it gets

872
00:49:38,600 --> 00:49:39,560
Speaker 19: like negative thirties.

873
00:49:40,120 --> 00:49:44,560
Speaker 2: Yeah, it sounds very Alaska. Yeah, why would they put

874
00:49:44,600 --> 00:49:48,399
Speaker 2: stuff there? This is my fun with like Alaska and

875
00:49:48,640 --> 00:49:51,080
Speaker 2: some parts of Canada is like you ever go to

876
00:49:51,120 --> 00:49:55,040
Speaker 2: a place and you're like, why would they put stuff here? Well,

877
00:49:55,719 --> 00:49:57,240
Speaker 2: no one should be here.

878
00:49:57,719 --> 00:50:00,360
Speaker 19: Well, Anchorage was like a gold rush city, know that.

879
00:50:00,680 --> 00:50:02,879
Speaker 19: But fair Banks, honest to god, I have no clue

880
00:50:02,880 --> 00:50:05,840
Speaker 19: why people live there. There's no point.

881
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Speaker 3: It's just cold.

882
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Speaker 2: Would you ever consider moving from Alaska to the United States?

883
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Speaker 19: If I had like family or friends or anyone down there,

884
00:50:16,320 --> 00:50:19,080
Speaker 19: like a solid like place to go, I would, But

885
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Speaker 19: I don't have anywhere else to go down there, so

886
00:50:22,440 --> 00:50:23,960
Speaker 19: maybe eventually when I had the money too.

887
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Speaker 2: Well, look, whenever you decide to come join us down here,

888
00:50:31,600 --> 00:50:33,000
Speaker 2: we welcome you with open arms.

889
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Speaker 19: Awesome. Yeah, I do have a vision, though I did

890
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Speaker 19: have a vision recently. Actually, what you talk about, well,

891
00:50:40,760 --> 00:50:44,719
Speaker 19: I have some I have pretty weird dreams, and I

892
00:50:44,760 --> 00:50:48,600
Speaker 19: had one dream to be fair. It hasn't come true yet,

893
00:50:48,640 --> 00:50:52,880
Speaker 19: but I had a dream that I met actually the

894
00:50:53,040 --> 00:50:58,080
Speaker 19: hit you know, like the popular musician Billie Eilish up

895
00:50:58,120 --> 00:50:59,160
Speaker 19: in Alaska.

896
00:50:58,719 --> 00:51:02,839
Speaker 2: Here and never is doing a tour and I bet

897
00:51:02,880 --> 00:51:03,359
Speaker 2: you will never.

898
00:51:04,960 --> 00:51:07,040
Speaker 19: You never know. Actually, I'm really hope the only.

899
00:51:06,960 --> 00:51:09,440
Speaker 2: Way you'll see Billie Eilish is in your dreams.

900
00:51:09,760 --> 00:51:12,319
Speaker 19: Yeah, I think you might be onto something there. But

901
00:51:12,840 --> 00:51:16,840
Speaker 19: I met her and it was like really cool, you know, hopeful,

902
00:51:16,880 --> 00:51:18,040
Speaker 19: hopefully that one comes true.

903
00:51:19,440 --> 00:51:21,839
Speaker 2: Hey man, Look, you know I could see I could

904
00:51:21,840 --> 00:51:23,600
Speaker 2: see that, I could see you getting into a relationship

905
00:51:23,640 --> 00:51:26,480
Speaker 2: with Billy Eilish, if only because, like you know, when

906
00:51:26,680 --> 00:51:29,759
Speaker 2: when it's time for a star to retire, where do

907
00:51:29,840 --> 00:51:31,279
Speaker 2: they want to go where they can just live a

908
00:51:31,320 --> 00:51:34,040
Speaker 2: peaceful life and not be disturbed. They go to the

909
00:51:34,080 --> 00:51:35,040
Speaker 2: city of Alaska.

910
00:51:35,480 --> 00:51:37,919
Speaker 19: Mm hmm, yeah, that's that's what I hear. I haven't

911
00:51:37,920 --> 00:51:40,319
Speaker 19: seen anyone, but you know, I'll take your word for it.

912
00:51:41,719 --> 00:51:42,680
Speaker 2: Would you say your name was?

913
00:51:43,320 --> 00:51:44,080
Speaker 19: Here's that logan?

914
00:51:44,800 --> 00:51:47,839
Speaker 2: Logan? Thank you so much for calling, and you're sure

915
00:51:47,880 --> 00:51:49,880
Speaker 2: the best of luck. Now I know what the Alaska

916
00:51:49,960 --> 00:51:50,719
Speaker 2: area code is.

917
00:51:52,239 --> 00:51:54,040
Speaker 19: You could come up and visit sometimes. It'd be cool

918
00:51:54,960 --> 00:51:55,440
Speaker 19: to her.

919
00:51:55,800 --> 00:51:57,959
Speaker 2: I'll let you know. I'll do anka show.

920
00:51:58,640 --> 00:51:58,879
Speaker 5: Okay.

921
00:51:58,960 --> 00:51:59,160
Speaker 20: Cool?

922
00:51:59,239 --> 00:52:01,560
Speaker 19: You know we could do it like a Iceberg or something.

923
00:52:02,280 --> 00:52:04,480
Speaker 2: Yes, I love this idea. We're doing it.

924
00:52:05,160 --> 00:52:06,239
Speaker 19: Okay, cool, don't good.

925
00:52:06,360 --> 00:52:07,040
Speaker 2: I'll talk to you soon.

926
00:52:07,080 --> 00:52:18,560
Speaker 9: Logan Yeah, yeah, all from Jared. Take send Hello, Hey Lyle?

927
00:52:18,560 --> 00:52:18,960
Speaker 9: What's up?

928
00:52:20,040 --> 00:52:20,520
Speaker 2: Jay?

929
00:52:20,560 --> 00:52:22,160
Speaker 5: Guys, I'll be right back. I gotta go talk to

930
00:52:22,200 --> 00:52:23,200
Speaker 5: a get go on the internet.

931
00:52:23,640 --> 00:52:24,200
Speaker 2: Who is this?

932
00:52:25,440 --> 00:52:26,280
Speaker 9: Hey, Jared?

933
00:52:27,320 --> 00:52:28,319
Speaker 2: Have we ever talked before?

934
00:52:28,440 --> 00:52:28,760
Speaker 13: Jared?

935
00:52:29,680 --> 00:52:30,440
Speaker 9: Now? We haven't.

936
00:52:30,440 --> 00:52:33,160
Speaker 2: Man, How you doing, Jared?

937
00:52:34,360 --> 00:52:34,560
Speaker 3: Oh?

938
00:52:34,640 --> 00:52:40,600
Speaker 9: You know, dude, I'm living the dream? Are you doing?

939
00:52:40,840 --> 00:52:43,400
Speaker 2: What's the dream?

940
00:52:44,239 --> 00:52:44,440
Speaker 7: You know?

941
00:52:44,480 --> 00:52:44,680
Speaker 9: Man?

942
00:52:44,680 --> 00:52:45,240
Speaker 5: That's tough.

943
00:52:45,560 --> 00:52:45,719
Speaker 7: You know.

944
00:52:45,800 --> 00:52:49,719
Speaker 9: It varies from person to person. I'm happy with just

945
00:52:49,800 --> 00:52:53,479
Speaker 9: some some stability, a little bit of Uh. I don't

946
00:52:53,520 --> 00:52:59,440
Speaker 9: necessarily got to be happy all the time. But I'm

947
00:52:59,440 --> 00:53:00,239
Speaker 9: talking to the go.

948
00:53:01,560 --> 00:53:02,120
Speaker 2: Who are you with?

949
00:53:03,440 --> 00:53:04,440
Speaker 9: I'm with my girlfriend.

950
00:53:05,040 --> 00:53:06,440
Speaker 2: Let me talk to her.

951
00:53:06,960 --> 00:53:14,440
Speaker 9: Oh God, there you go? Say Hi, hijack, go, Hi,

952
00:53:14,560 --> 00:53:14,880
Speaker 9: Geck go.

953
00:53:16,080 --> 00:53:21,400
Speaker 2: What's your name? My name's Angie, Angie, Angie. Jerry claims

954
00:53:21,400 --> 00:53:22,600
Speaker 2: to be living his best life.

955
00:53:24,040 --> 00:53:26,920
Speaker 10: He is absolutely living his best life, and I'm supporting

956
00:53:27,000 --> 00:53:27,920
Speaker 10: him in it.

957
00:53:28,960 --> 00:53:31,200
Speaker 2: Really like you pay for like his food and stuff?

958
00:53:32,880 --> 00:53:34,799
Speaker 10: I don't pay for his food and stuff. But I

959
00:53:34,840 --> 00:53:36,520
Speaker 10: do take him out to dinner quite often.

960
00:53:37,239 --> 00:53:39,520
Speaker 2: That's nice of you, that's awesome, that's awesome. What does

961
00:53:39,520 --> 00:53:41,320
Speaker 2: he do? What does he do for you in retiring

962
00:53:41,360 --> 00:53:42,320
Speaker 2: to taking him at the dinner?

963
00:53:43,760 --> 00:53:46,399
Speaker 10: Well, he also takes me out to dinner and and

964
00:53:48,200 --> 00:53:50,840
Speaker 10: you know, he makes sure I have breakfast in the morning.

965
00:53:52,120 --> 00:53:53,719
Speaker 2: I feel like if you take him out to dinner,

966
00:53:53,760 --> 00:53:55,880
Speaker 2: he takes you out to dinner and like and the

967
00:53:55,960 --> 00:53:58,319
Speaker 2: equal amount of times. It's pretty much you guys just

968
00:53:58,520 --> 00:54:08,160
Speaker 2: paying for your own dinners quite possibly. Yes, so all right,

969
00:54:08,200 --> 00:54:14,480
Speaker 2: so you both pay for your own food. What else?

970
00:54:14,560 --> 00:54:15,439
Speaker 2: How did you guys meet?

971
00:54:17,320 --> 00:54:17,440
Speaker 13: Uh?

972
00:54:17,560 --> 00:54:20,280
Speaker 10: We actually we met online. We met on a plenty

973
00:54:20,320 --> 00:54:21,280
Speaker 10: of fish dot.

974
00:54:21,080 --> 00:54:23,640
Speaker 2: Com plenty of fish.

975
00:54:24,520 --> 00:54:24,800
Speaker 10: Yes.

976
00:54:25,800 --> 00:54:29,880
Speaker 2: Interesting. What plenty of fish is like the rc col

977
00:54:29,960 --> 00:54:31,120
Speaker 2: of dating apps?

978
00:54:34,040 --> 00:54:36,320
Speaker 10: It is that I feel like I found my doctor pepper.

979
00:54:38,400 --> 00:54:44,840
Speaker 2: You know what, what is it? That's that's cute? I

980
00:54:44,880 --> 00:54:52,520
Speaker 2: suppose what the hell was I gonna fucking say? Plenty

981
00:54:52,520 --> 00:54:54,520
Speaker 2: of fish? Why did you choose plenty of Fish over

982
00:54:54,560 --> 00:54:57,040
Speaker 2: like a Tinder or an Okay Cupid or a match

983
00:54:57,320 --> 00:55:00,439
Speaker 2: or a or a harmony or any of those things.

984
00:55:01,800 --> 00:55:03,799
Speaker 10: I mean, I chose it personally because a lot of

985
00:55:03,800 --> 00:55:06,280
Speaker 10: my friends had been having a lot of success finding

986
00:55:06,320 --> 00:55:09,200
Speaker 10: people on that website, so I figured I'd give it

987
00:55:09,239 --> 00:55:11,840
Speaker 10: a try. But uh, let's let's see. Let's see what

988
00:55:11,880 --> 00:55:12,800
Speaker 10: Jared has to say.

989
00:55:13,400 --> 00:55:18,200
Speaker 9: Sure, hello us, plenty of fish? Why did I choose

990
00:55:18,239 --> 00:55:21,399
Speaker 9: plenty of fish? It was it was.

991
00:55:21,320 --> 00:55:29,200
Speaker 2: There little that's perfectly generated, by the way, Are you okay?

992
00:55:29,400 --> 00:55:31,080
Speaker 5: You're having like some one second?

993
00:55:31,640 --> 00:55:32,280
Speaker 2: Are you stretched?

994
00:55:32,280 --> 00:55:32,840
Speaker 9: I don't have it on?

995
00:55:33,160 --> 00:55:34,120
Speaker 2: Are you having a heart attack?

996
00:55:34,160 --> 00:55:36,520
Speaker 9: I haven't muted? Do you need I was getting up

997
00:55:36,560 --> 00:55:38,720
Speaker 9: out of the chair. No, No, normal?

998
00:55:38,920 --> 00:55:40,359
Speaker 2: Does it always take you that much effort to get

999
00:55:40,360 --> 00:55:40,839
Speaker 2: out of the chair?

1000
00:55:41,640 --> 00:55:42,040
Speaker 19: It does.

1001
00:55:42,120 --> 00:55:44,480
Speaker 9: I'm a I'm a big guy, lyle How big?

1002
00:55:44,560 --> 00:55:46,720
Speaker 2: How how much do you? I?

1003
00:55:46,760 --> 00:55:48,359
Speaker 9: About? Like three hundred?

1004
00:55:48,760 --> 00:55:52,360
Speaker 2: Really? Yeah, that's cool, that's all you do?

1005
00:55:56,560 --> 00:55:57,040
Speaker 9: Five? Ten?

1006
00:55:58,000 --> 00:56:06,239
Speaker 2: Nice? Nice? What do you typically? What are you and

1007
00:56:06,280 --> 00:56:09,200
Speaker 2: your girlfriend like do all day?

1008
00:56:10,040 --> 00:56:11,160
Speaker 9: Mostly? Work all day?

1009
00:56:11,880 --> 00:56:12,560
Speaker 2: What do you work on?

1010
00:56:14,239 --> 00:56:16,200
Speaker 9: I work as an accountant.

1011
00:56:17,480 --> 00:56:19,360
Speaker 2: You work as an account and you count things?

1012
00:56:20,280 --> 00:56:21,719
Speaker 9: I do. I count money all day.

1013
00:56:23,800 --> 00:56:26,000
Speaker 2: How much money do you get paid to count money?

1014
00:56:27,480 --> 00:56:27,600
Speaker 8: Uh?

1015
00:56:27,840 --> 00:56:31,280
Speaker 9: Not as much as you might think. I make about

1016
00:56:31,320 --> 00:56:32,719
Speaker 9: fifty five a year.

1017
00:56:33,840 --> 00:56:36,920
Speaker 2: It's cool to fu It's cool to count money and

1018
00:56:36,960 --> 00:56:41,360
Speaker 2: then they're like, hey, after you've done counting this money,

1019
00:56:42,080 --> 00:56:45,760
Speaker 2: that you could take some of the money.

1020
00:56:46,520 --> 00:56:47,800
Speaker 9: Yeah, that is pretty cool.

1021
00:56:49,320 --> 00:56:52,440
Speaker 2: When you're counting the money. Are you like, do you

1022
00:56:52,640 --> 00:56:54,799
Speaker 2: do like when you're counting money, Like, let's say you

1023
00:56:54,840 --> 00:56:58,759
Speaker 2: count a stack of like dollar bit. Let's say for

1024
00:56:58,840 --> 00:57:01,719
Speaker 2: every ten dollars you count, you get one dollar. Do

1025
00:57:01,800 --> 00:57:04,640
Speaker 2: you look at those dollars and you're like, this specific

1026
00:57:04,719 --> 00:57:06,360
Speaker 2: dollar is mine?

1027
00:57:07,560 --> 00:57:10,200
Speaker 9: No, No, it's mostly on spreadsheets. I don't actually get

1028
00:57:10,200 --> 00:57:13,399
Speaker 9: to see the real money. Kind of crazy. It's all

1029
00:57:13,440 --> 00:57:16,240
Speaker 9: digital anyway, just goes directly into my account. I can't

1030
00:57:16,240 --> 00:57:17,800
Speaker 9: tell you the last time I had cash.

1031
00:57:18,280 --> 00:57:21,240
Speaker 2: Do you think your life would be cooler if or

1032
00:57:21,320 --> 00:57:22,920
Speaker 2: your life would be better is if you got to

1033
00:57:22,960 --> 00:57:23,880
Speaker 2: like see the money?

1034
00:57:25,560 --> 00:57:27,560
Speaker 9: I think so. Yeah, if if I got to go

1035
00:57:27,640 --> 00:57:29,080
Speaker 9: to work every day and it was in kind of

1036
00:57:29,080 --> 00:57:32,040
Speaker 9: a Scrooge McDuck style vault, maybe go swimming once a week,

1037
00:57:32,120 --> 00:57:32,360
Speaker 9: you know.

1038
00:57:32,600 --> 00:57:40,120
Speaker 2: Yeah, that'd be pretty cool, going swimming. You know what

1039
00:57:40,200 --> 00:57:44,680
Speaker 2: the thing is is going swimming in Oh, this was

1040
00:57:44,720 --> 00:57:46,640
Speaker 2: a family guy thing. I was trying to remember where

1041
00:57:46,680 --> 00:57:49,120
Speaker 2: I first saw this, But it's like, yeah, if you

1042
00:57:49,160 --> 00:57:54,040
Speaker 2: go swimming and a thing of coins. They're not liquid there.

1043
00:57:54,080 --> 00:57:57,400
Speaker 2: It's like you're diving into a fucking concrete.

1044
00:57:58,360 --> 00:58:00,880
Speaker 9: Yeah, yeah, no, it might be a little uncomfortable. Maybe

1045
00:58:00,920 --> 00:58:02,760
Speaker 9: don't dive into it, just kind of lay on it

1046
00:58:02,800 --> 00:58:04,720
Speaker 9: and kind of shimmier way into the coins.

1047
00:58:04,760 --> 00:58:09,000
Speaker 2: You know, you could probably get, but then you'd probably drown.

1048
00:58:10,680 --> 00:58:12,400
Speaker 9: Do you think you could drown in money? There's there's

1049
00:58:12,400 --> 00:58:13,800
Speaker 9: not enough space for you to breathe.

1050
00:58:14,400 --> 00:58:15,440
Speaker 2: You ever eaten a penny?

1051
00:58:17,480 --> 00:58:17,600
Speaker 14: Uh?

1052
00:58:17,720 --> 00:58:19,040
Speaker 9: Not that I care to admit now?

1053
00:58:19,800 --> 00:58:21,200
Speaker 2: They're kind of good or not?

1054
00:58:21,720 --> 00:58:22,120
Speaker 7: Are they?

1055
00:58:22,280 --> 00:58:24,480
Speaker 2: But like tasting it? I remember, I remember rack when

1056
00:58:24,480 --> 00:58:26,600
Speaker 2: I put used to put pennies and quarters in my mouth.

1057
00:58:28,600 --> 00:58:29,960
Speaker 9: Really, what do they taste like?

1058
00:58:31,560 --> 00:58:32,160
Speaker 2: Like copper?

1059
00:58:33,440 --> 00:58:35,240
Speaker 9: But what is copper? I don't I don't know I've

1060
00:58:35,240 --> 00:58:36,120
Speaker 9: ever eaten copper.

1061
00:58:36,800 --> 00:58:38,880
Speaker 2: I don't know if I could describe the taste of copper.

1062
00:58:38,920 --> 00:58:40,439
Speaker 2: You would have to put a penny in your mouth

1063
00:58:40,480 --> 00:58:42,880
Speaker 2: to find out. You know.

1064
00:58:42,960 --> 00:58:44,640
Speaker 9: You know what, when I get off the phone here,

1065
00:58:44,640 --> 00:58:45,960
Speaker 9: I'm gonna go find a penny and put it in

1066
00:58:46,000 --> 00:58:47,320
Speaker 9: my mouth just for you.

1067
00:58:47,360 --> 00:58:48,800
Speaker 2: Can you do it while you're still on the phone

1068
00:58:48,800 --> 00:58:49,040
Speaker 2: with me?

1069
00:58:50,440 --> 00:58:52,240
Speaker 9: Let me see, do we have a penny laying around

1070
00:58:52,240 --> 00:58:53,200
Speaker 9: somewhere I.

1071
00:58:53,200 --> 00:58:56,600
Speaker 2: Need she has a penny that you can put in

1072
00:58:56,680 --> 00:58:57,040
Speaker 2: your mouth.

1073
00:58:58,640 --> 00:59:01,240
Speaker 9: I don't think we have one up in the apartment, unfortunately,

1074
00:59:02,320 --> 00:59:04,520
Speaker 9: maybe down in the car. Do we have a Do

1075
00:59:04,560 --> 00:59:05,120
Speaker 9: we have a quarter?

1076
00:59:06,800 --> 00:59:07,760
Speaker 16: I mean we don't really care.

1077
00:59:08,880 --> 00:59:10,479
Speaker 9: No, we don't have any coins up here.

1078
00:59:11,120 --> 00:59:12,560
Speaker 2: What do you have? What else do you have around

1079
00:59:12,560 --> 00:59:12,880
Speaker 2: the house?

1080
00:59:14,120 --> 00:59:18,880
Speaker 9: I got like like an Xbox controller, some probably stale cookies.

1081
00:59:19,120 --> 00:59:20,680
Speaker 2: Would you be willing to put that in your mouth?

1082
00:59:20,680 --> 00:59:21,560
Speaker 2: It's just like suck on.

1083
00:59:21,480 --> 00:59:22,480
Speaker 9: The Xbox controller?

1084
00:59:22,840 --> 00:59:23,040
Speaker 5: Yeah?

1085
00:59:23,080 --> 00:59:28,200
Speaker 9: Yeah, yeah? Hold on one second, mm hmmm mm hm.

1086
00:59:30,160 --> 00:59:32,080
Speaker 9: You know, it doesn't really taste like much of anything,

1087
00:59:32,680 --> 00:59:33,160
Speaker 9: if I'm.

1088
00:59:33,040 --> 00:59:54,600
Speaker 2: Honest, hold on, what does it taste like? Uh?

1089
00:59:54,640 --> 00:59:58,840
Speaker 9: You know, you ever you ever kind of gone a

1090
00:59:58,880 --> 01:00:01,040
Speaker 9: little bit without washing your hand and you go to

1091
01:00:01,040 --> 01:00:05,800
Speaker 9: eat something and taste a little little dirty? Yeah, yeah,

1092
01:00:05,800 --> 01:00:06,680
Speaker 9: it takes something like that.

1093
01:00:06,760 --> 01:00:08,280
Speaker 2: Wait. What kind of Xbox is it?

1094
01:00:09,320 --> 01:00:09,880
Speaker 9: Xbox one?

1095
01:00:10,600 --> 01:00:12,840
Speaker 2: Okay, all right, I have the Xbox? Can you can

1096
01:00:12,880 --> 01:00:13,840
Speaker 2: you taste the A button?

1097
01:00:15,160 --> 01:00:17,439
Speaker 9: Yeah yeah, let me let me grab it again, all right?

1098
01:00:19,400 --> 01:00:21,480
Speaker 2: If you folks at home want to follow along.

1099
01:00:21,800 --> 01:00:26,000
Speaker 9: Okay, okay, okay, I've licked the A button.

1100
01:00:26,280 --> 01:00:31,320
Speaker 2: Okay, I'm gonna lick mine. Okay, you all right, try

1101
01:00:31,440 --> 01:00:32,400
Speaker 2: let's stick the Y button.

1102
01:00:33,680 --> 01:00:34,160
Speaker 9: Okay.

1103
01:00:36,160 --> 01:00:37,800
Speaker 2: Did you taste the difference between the button and the

1104
01:00:37,880 --> 01:00:38,280
Speaker 2: Y button?

1105
01:00:38,880 --> 01:00:39,080
Speaker 7: Yeah?

1106
01:00:39,120 --> 01:00:41,640
Speaker 9: Yeah, you know, the A button actually tastes a little

1107
01:00:41,680 --> 01:00:42,160
Speaker 9: more green.

1108
01:00:45,560 --> 01:00:47,960
Speaker 2: Which edge did you Which edge of the controller did

1109
01:00:47,960 --> 01:00:49,280
Speaker 2: you put in your mouth? Did you put the right

1110
01:00:49,280 --> 01:00:50,080
Speaker 2: one to the left one?

1111
01:00:51,000 --> 01:00:51,520
Speaker 5: It was?

1112
01:00:52,320 --> 01:00:56,520
Speaker 9: It was the left kind of the bottom left bit.

1113
01:01:00,640 --> 01:01:00,960
Speaker 13: Mhm.

1114
01:01:01,400 --> 01:01:03,560
Speaker 2: Let's do an analyg Yeah, there you go. I'm gonna

1115
01:01:04,120 --> 01:01:05,600
Speaker 2: I'm gonna do the left analog stick.

1116
01:01:06,720 --> 01:01:07,520
Speaker 9: I'll get the right one.

1117
01:01:07,920 --> 01:01:10,640
Speaker 2: Okay.

1118
01:01:11,640 --> 01:01:13,800
Speaker 9: You know that's that's got an interesting texture to it.

1119
01:01:14,400 --> 01:01:17,360
Speaker 2: It does, all right, Now we'll do the right one.

1120
01:01:17,400 --> 01:01:18,440
Speaker 2: I'm gonna do the right one.

1121
01:01:18,800 --> 01:01:20,120
Speaker 9: Okay, Well we'll switch it up here.

1122
01:01:26,600 --> 01:01:28,040
Speaker 2: I like the right one a little bit better than

1123
01:01:28,040 --> 01:01:29,200
Speaker 2: the left one, to be.

1124
01:01:29,160 --> 01:01:30,520
Speaker 5: Honest, you know, I I agree.

1125
01:01:30,560 --> 01:01:32,000
Speaker 9: I think it's a little less worn down.

1126
01:01:34,360 --> 01:01:36,680
Speaker 2: This is a lot better than playing video games. I

1127
01:01:36,720 --> 01:01:39,200
Speaker 2: know that we're on a website where everyone plays video games,

1128
01:01:39,200 --> 01:01:42,120
Speaker 2: but I think this is a better thing to do.

1129
01:01:42,440 --> 01:01:42,640
Speaker 18: You know.

1130
01:01:42,720 --> 01:01:49,400
Speaker 9: It's it's novels. It's unique, and I appreciate that. Maybe

1131
01:01:49,400 --> 01:01:52,520
Speaker 9: maybe not all the time, you know, but stir things up.

1132
01:01:52,440 --> 01:01:53,120
Speaker 6: A little bit.

1133
01:01:55,960 --> 01:02:00,600
Speaker 2: The triggers taste weird on this thing. Would you say, Jared,

1134
01:02:03,600 --> 01:02:04,520
Speaker 2: thank you for calling.

1135
01:02:04,360 --> 01:02:07,800
Speaker 9: Jared, thank you for taking Michael. You have yourself a

1136
01:02:07,840 --> 01:02:09,400
Speaker 9: wonderful night, mister Geto.

1137
01:02:09,360 --> 01:02:12,320
Speaker 2: He was well, Jared, take care, good bye bye.

1138
01:02:15,800 --> 01:02:17,640
Speaker 1: How from Kelly.

1139
01:02:21,120 --> 01:02:24,080
Speaker 15: Hello, Hey, this is a get Go.

1140
01:02:25,400 --> 01:02:26,120
Speaker 2: This is the Gecko.

1141
01:02:26,760 --> 01:02:30,120
Speaker 15: Hey, mister Geto, I think I'm like the real first

1142
01:02:30,160 --> 01:02:31,960
Speaker 15: person I actually has problems.

1143
01:02:32,520 --> 01:02:36,320
Speaker 2: Honestly, do you're the first person that actually has problems?

1144
01:02:36,800 --> 01:02:41,800
Speaker 15: Well, I listen, I don't mean that disrespectful, because everyone

1145
01:02:41,880 --> 01:02:45,000
Speaker 15: that called in today they actually you know what. I

1146
01:02:45,080 --> 01:02:47,400
Speaker 15: take that back, But I'm in pain.

1147
01:02:49,160 --> 01:02:51,160
Speaker 2: You're in pain. Well, let me I want to just

1148
01:02:51,200 --> 01:02:53,760
Speaker 2: say a few things up front first, if I can.

1149
01:02:56,200 --> 01:02:59,040
Speaker 2: I have no idea what I'm doing. The express purpose

1150
01:02:59,200 --> 01:03:04,960
Speaker 2: of this stream is less so to help solve people's

1151
01:03:05,000 --> 01:03:10,080
Speaker 2: problems and more so I don't know. I can't finish

1152
01:03:10,160 --> 01:03:14,360
Speaker 2: that sentence, but I'm not qualified to do anything. I

1153
01:03:14,360 --> 01:03:15,600
Speaker 2: hope you are aware of that.

1154
01:03:16,240 --> 01:03:21,200
Speaker 15: Oh absolutely, and listen, I think your stream is great.

1155
01:03:22,120 --> 01:03:24,560
Speaker 15: I have a couple of drinks and I'm actually beside

1156
01:03:24,600 --> 01:03:28,280
Speaker 15: my loved one right now, and we had some problems.

1157
01:03:28,280 --> 01:03:31,120
Speaker 15: We thought we'd call you and you can help figure

1158
01:03:31,160 --> 01:03:31,720
Speaker 15: it out.

1159
01:03:32,040 --> 01:03:34,480
Speaker 2: Okay, these are relationship problems.

1160
01:03:34,880 --> 01:03:35,960
Speaker 15: Yeah, that's right.

1161
01:03:36,280 --> 01:03:38,640
Speaker 2: Yeah, please, I'd love to please go ahead.

1162
01:03:39,680 --> 01:03:43,880
Speaker 15: Okay, how about I'm gonna say, Elizabeth, you chime in

1163
01:03:43,960 --> 01:03:46,200
Speaker 15: as well. What do you think our real problem is here?

1164
01:03:46,680 --> 01:03:47,560
Speaker 2: Yes, let's hear it from her.

1165
01:03:48,120 --> 01:03:51,400
Speaker 16: I don't know. I don't know if we have a problem.

1166
01:03:51,520 --> 01:03:55,120
Speaker 16: We've been living in his parents' basement for two years,

1167
01:03:55,400 --> 01:03:59,200
Speaker 16: saving up for a house, and I think it's just

1168
01:03:59,480 --> 01:04:04,320
Speaker 16: living with the five grandkids and his parents can be

1169
01:04:04,400 --> 01:04:04,640
Speaker 16: kind of.

1170
01:04:04,600 --> 01:04:08,560
Speaker 15: Suffocating, and I think you should be grateful.

1171
01:04:08,800 --> 01:04:09,400
Speaker 9: What do you think?

1172
01:04:11,720 --> 01:04:11,880
Speaker 12: So?

1173
01:04:12,120 --> 01:04:15,120
Speaker 2: I look, how old are you?

1174
01:04:15,160 --> 01:04:17,480
Speaker 15: Guess we're old enough?

1175
01:04:17,480 --> 01:04:17,840
Speaker 4: Fulton.

1176
01:04:18,000 --> 01:04:23,240
Speaker 2: I'm twenty nine, you're twenty. I always think, Look personally,

1177
01:04:23,920 --> 01:04:26,920
Speaker 2: I think living with your parents in their basement whatever,

1178
01:04:27,080 --> 01:04:31,360
Speaker 2: to save some money, you know, living kind of annoyingly

1179
01:04:31,640 --> 01:04:34,840
Speaker 2: for a few years, so that you can live well

1180
01:04:35,680 --> 01:04:39,320
Speaker 2: later on. I always think it is a good decision

1181
01:04:40,560 --> 01:04:41,440
Speaker 2: if you can hack.

1182
01:04:41,320 --> 01:04:42,720
Speaker 15: It, that's true.

1183
01:04:42,880 --> 01:04:43,320
Speaker 19: I just.

1184
01:04:44,720 --> 01:04:46,200
Speaker 16: I don't like going in the kitchen, so I just

1185
01:04:46,240 --> 01:04:48,560
Speaker 16: eat a lot of canned beans, and I can't order

1186
01:04:48,640 --> 01:04:52,960
Speaker 16: uber eats because I'm ashamed too, and it just makes

1187
01:04:53,000 --> 01:04:54,000
Speaker 16: me nervous.

1188
01:04:55,760 --> 01:04:58,120
Speaker 2: Are you avoiding the kitchen because you don't want to

1189
01:04:58,200 --> 01:04:59,640
Speaker 2: run into any of the grandkids.

1190
01:05:00,440 --> 01:05:04,480
Speaker 16: Yes, exactly, because they eat Nitella every day for breakfast,

1191
01:05:04,640 --> 01:05:07,480
Speaker 16: and he gets mad. He thinks I'm food shaming them.

1192
01:05:07,520 --> 01:05:07,840
Speaker 16: I'm not.

1193
01:05:09,480 --> 01:05:12,160
Speaker 15: She's food shaming the children.

1194
01:05:11,720 --> 01:05:16,400
Speaker 2: I'm I'm confused as to why you're afraid to be

1195
01:05:16,480 --> 01:05:18,919
Speaker 2: around the children because they eat Natela.

1196
01:05:19,600 --> 01:05:23,080
Speaker 16: Well, it's just they get really really hyper after like

1197
01:05:23,120 --> 01:05:26,200
Speaker 16: they run around and they scare our cats because they stomp.

1198
01:05:26,240 --> 01:05:28,440
Speaker 16: We're in the basement and there's no soundproofing and they're

1199
01:05:28,560 --> 01:05:30,840
Speaker 16: stomping and the cats freak out and one of my.

1200
01:05:30,840 --> 01:05:34,840
Speaker 2: Cats got ball. Forget about the cats for just saying,

1201
01:05:34,920 --> 01:05:37,080
Speaker 2: why do they scare you?

1202
01:05:37,120 --> 01:05:40,280
Speaker 16: Oh, they scare me? Because I'm just not used to kids.

1203
01:05:40,680 --> 01:05:42,880
Speaker 15: Really, I think she's actually afraid this is what our

1204
01:05:42,960 --> 01:05:46,080
Speaker 15: kids are gonna be. Like, I'm sorry, sorry, Elizabeth.

1205
01:05:47,120 --> 01:05:48,960
Speaker 2: Are you guys planning to have kids?

1206
01:05:50,600 --> 01:05:54,080
Speaker 15: Yeah, I watch it. This is this is like a

1207
01:05:54,160 --> 01:05:59,640
Speaker 15: serious problem. But yeah, I want to she's a baby.

1208
01:05:59,520 --> 01:06:01,600
Speaker 2: Because she's sounds like she doesn't like kids, which, by

1209
01:06:01,640 --> 01:06:05,600
Speaker 2: the way, this is completely understandable. Kids are terrible.

1210
01:06:06,640 --> 01:06:10,840
Speaker 15: Yeah, I mean, well, yeah, I agree. Yeah, other kids

1211
01:06:10,840 --> 01:06:14,920
Speaker 15: are terrible, but my own I don't know. We'll see.

1212
01:06:15,640 --> 01:06:19,480
Speaker 2: I agree with that sentiment, but I okay, Elizabeth, I

1213
01:06:19,520 --> 01:06:21,800
Speaker 2: still don't understand why you don't want to go into

1214
01:06:21,800 --> 01:06:24,640
Speaker 2: the kitchen because of all these kids. Well, you can

1215
01:06:24,760 --> 01:06:26,320
Speaker 2: just ignore them, by the way, if they want to,

1216
01:06:26,360 --> 01:06:29,880
Speaker 2: if they want to call you I'm aunt or I don't,

1217
01:06:29,880 --> 01:06:33,800
Speaker 2: I don't know what you're they conta aunt. Then when

1218
01:06:33,800 --> 01:06:36,720
Speaker 2: they say aunt Elizabeth, Aunt Elizabeth, just ignore them. You

1219
01:06:36,760 --> 01:06:37,880
Speaker 2: owe them nothing. Really.

1220
01:06:39,080 --> 01:06:40,680
Speaker 16: Yeah, but I don't want to ignore them and give

1221
01:06:40,720 --> 01:06:43,600
Speaker 16: them a complex either, you know, like their kids. I

1222
01:06:43,800 --> 01:06:45,800
Speaker 16: get it, but like if I haven't had my coffee

1223
01:06:45,880 --> 01:06:48,200
Speaker 16: yet and they want to play ring around the rosie,

1224
01:06:48,280 --> 01:06:52,520
Speaker 16: I just makes me feel exhausted before I've even started

1225
01:06:52,560 --> 01:06:52,919
Speaker 16: my day.

1226
01:06:53,920 --> 01:06:56,040
Speaker 2: Look, you can't set yourself on fire just to make

1227
01:06:56,080 --> 01:06:57,120
Speaker 2: a bunch of kids happy, you know.

1228
01:06:58,400 --> 01:07:00,400
Speaker 16: Yeah, that's true, that's true.

1229
01:07:00,760 --> 01:07:03,560
Speaker 2: Uh you gotta I feel like you should have sort

1230
01:07:03,720 --> 01:07:06,280
Speaker 2: more dominance over the kitchen instead of letting these kids

1231
01:07:06,320 --> 01:07:08,040
Speaker 2: make it into the lord of the flies.

1232
01:07:08,720 --> 01:07:11,320
Speaker 16: Oh I like that. What's the practical one practical tip

1233
01:07:11,360 --> 01:07:12,720
Speaker 16: I can do to do that? Because I even bought

1234
01:07:12,720 --> 01:07:14,640
Speaker 16: a coffee maker so I would be downstairs and I

1235
01:07:14,640 --> 01:07:17,240
Speaker 16: feel like they won that battle. So what's something I

1236
01:07:17,240 --> 01:07:19,080
Speaker 16: could How do I assert dominance in the kitchen?

1237
01:07:19,960 --> 01:07:20,120
Speaker 14: Uh?

1238
01:07:27,080 --> 01:07:29,080
Speaker 2: Well, don't hit any of them?

1239
01:07:30,040 --> 01:07:35,520
Speaker 16: No oh, I could replace the matella with like something healthy.

1240
01:07:35,800 --> 01:07:41,640
Speaker 15: No, I don't know, no, no, no, this is all.

1241
01:07:42,080 --> 01:07:44,560
Speaker 2: I'm telling you. Just to keep ignoring them. That's what

1242
01:07:44,600 --> 01:07:47,040
Speaker 2: you should do. Yeah, here's your assertive. Here's your assertion

1243
01:07:47,160 --> 01:07:49,720
Speaker 2: of dominance. This is to just ignore them.

1244
01:07:50,120 --> 01:07:53,560
Speaker 16: There's five though it's a four hundred foot squirre, four

1245
01:07:53,640 --> 01:07:55,720
Speaker 16: hundred square fook. I guess I could okay, just just

1246
01:07:55,800 --> 01:07:56,400
Speaker 16: act like like.

1247
01:07:56,560 --> 01:07:59,080
Speaker 2: This is what mindfulness is about. This is what mindfulness

1248
01:07:59,120 --> 01:08:02,960
Speaker 2: is about. Is how can you be centered even if

1249
01:08:03,480 --> 01:08:05,760
Speaker 2: there's five fucking kids? Because that's the thing. If you can,

1250
01:08:05,800 --> 01:08:10,520
Speaker 2: if you can find the mental juice now to make

1251
01:08:10,560 --> 01:08:13,800
Speaker 2: your freaking coffee as stomachly as possible, or five kids

1252
01:08:13,920 --> 01:08:17,920
Speaker 2: are whipping you with a jumping rope, you can do anything, Elizabeth.

1253
01:08:19,000 --> 01:08:20,160
Speaker 2: Take it as a challenge.

1254
01:08:20,560 --> 01:08:24,759
Speaker 16: Getto I'm kinda stink to you tomorrow morning, beautiful.

1255
01:08:24,880 --> 01:08:27,479
Speaker 2: Thank you guys so much for for for calling in.

1256
01:08:28,280 --> 01:08:30,559
Speaker 2: I wish you the best of luck. Enjoy the house

1257
01:08:31,120 --> 01:08:34,840
Speaker 2: that you will inevitably uh receive as a reward for

1258
01:08:34,880 --> 01:08:38,000
Speaker 2: your troubles or I don't know, maybe you'll die before then.

1259
01:08:38,040 --> 01:08:39,519
Speaker 2: The life is crazy, but I.

1260
01:08:39,479 --> 01:08:42,080
Speaker 16: Hope you don't. You're the best.

1261
01:08:42,600 --> 01:08:43,679
Speaker 2: You have a good night, guys.

1262
01:08:44,840 --> 01:08:45,240
Speaker 15: Take care.

1263
01:08:49,439 --> 01:08:50,320
Speaker 1: Paul from.

1264
01:08:53,080 --> 01:08:53,640
Speaker 12: Ticktok.

1265
01:08:55,040 --> 01:09:00,719
Speaker 2: Vincent Man, you're there, Hey, yeah, yeah doing Vincent.

1266
01:09:01,520 --> 01:09:03,519
Speaker 18: I'm good. I'm I'm not a chick fil A right

1267
01:09:03,560 --> 01:09:04,479
Speaker 18: now waiting for food.

1268
01:09:05,439 --> 01:09:07,120
Speaker 2: You're at a chick fil a right now?

1269
01:09:08,000 --> 01:09:10,360
Speaker 18: Yeah?

1270
01:09:10,439 --> 01:09:11,240
Speaker 2: What did you order?

1271
01:09:12,600 --> 01:09:15,360
Speaker 18: I the spicy sandwich?

1272
01:09:17,000 --> 01:09:19,160
Speaker 2: Really, I know, I never usually get the Spicer. You

1273
01:09:19,240 --> 01:09:20,240
Speaker 2: usually get the regular.

1274
01:09:21,960 --> 01:09:23,799
Speaker 18: No, I like the like the Spicer.

1275
01:09:26,360 --> 01:09:27,559
Speaker 2: So you're in public right.

1276
01:09:27,439 --> 01:09:31,320
Speaker 18: Now, Yeah, I'm like amongst a lot of people right now.

1277
01:09:32,880 --> 01:09:37,320
Speaker 2: So interesting to me because when I am in public,

1278
01:09:37,520 --> 01:09:41,840
Speaker 2: I hate talking on the phone. I feel very very

1279
01:09:41,920 --> 01:09:45,639
Speaker 2: self conscious. I don't have that part of me that

1280
01:09:46,160 --> 01:09:51,519
Speaker 2: can just interrupt a public setting with my thing.

1281
01:09:53,040 --> 01:09:56,559
Speaker 18: Well, it is like I'm in Miami Porter right now,

1282
01:09:56,680 --> 01:09:59,040
Speaker 18: so really nobody cares.

1283
01:10:00,360 --> 01:10:01,000
Speaker 2: Well, how do you know?

1284
01:10:01,080 --> 01:10:01,120
Speaker 4: What?

1285
01:10:01,760 --> 01:10:04,200
Speaker 2: How do you know nobody cares? I mean, ultimately, by

1286
01:10:04,240 --> 01:10:08,679
Speaker 2: the way, nobody really does care, because I you when

1287
01:10:08,800 --> 01:10:12,040
Speaker 2: I'm in a situation where someone else is on the

1288
01:10:12,120 --> 01:10:16,439
Speaker 2: phone talking loudly in public, I really I look at

1289
01:10:16,439 --> 01:10:21,160
Speaker 2: them with envy more than anything. Really. I'm sure if

1290
01:10:21,160 --> 01:10:22,320
Speaker 2: people did the goal to do that.

1291
01:10:24,200 --> 01:10:26,080
Speaker 18: I mean, I'm sure if people knew that I was

1292
01:10:26,080 --> 01:10:28,200
Speaker 18: talking to you, they probably look at me with MBM.

1293
01:10:30,240 --> 01:10:32,360
Speaker 2: Well, no, not envy because you're talking to me. I

1294
01:10:32,360 --> 01:10:36,080
Speaker 2: mean envy that you have the confidence to not be

1295
01:10:36,200 --> 01:10:38,320
Speaker 2: afraid of people judging you for being on the phone

1296
01:10:38,360 --> 01:10:47,160
Speaker 2: in public. Yeah, I'm not afraid of people's judgments really, yeah,

1297
01:10:47,880 --> 01:10:48,679
Speaker 2: in any sense.

1298
01:10:50,760 --> 01:10:54,360
Speaker 18: And that's like it it's like physically gonna hurt me,

1299
01:10:54,560 --> 01:10:54,720
Speaker 18: you know.

1300
01:10:58,360 --> 01:11:00,519
Speaker 2: You know that's a strong skill to hand. This a

1301
01:11:00,520 --> 01:11:04,280
Speaker 2: lot that you can do with that. That's actually, I

1302
01:11:04,320 --> 01:11:08,000
Speaker 2: would say one of the number one skills to have.

1303
01:11:15,560 --> 01:11:18,479
Speaker 18: So do you do you remember your dreams?

1304
01:11:18,840 --> 01:11:20,240
Speaker 2: Do I remember my dreams?

1305
01:11:21,080 --> 01:11:22,200
Speaker 18: Yeah?

1306
01:11:23,040 --> 01:11:23,559
Speaker 2: What did you say?

1307
01:11:23,560 --> 01:11:25,519
Speaker 9: Your name was Vincent?

1308
01:11:26,280 --> 01:11:27,439
Speaker 2: Vincent? I have a question for you.

1309
01:11:29,320 --> 01:11:30,559
Speaker 5: Yeah.

1310
01:11:30,680 --> 01:11:31,679
Speaker 2: Have you ever had a vision?

1311
01:11:33,320 --> 01:11:33,519
Speaker 9: Yeah?

1312
01:11:33,560 --> 01:11:35,960
Speaker 18: Yeah, because like last night, I had a dream I

1313
01:11:36,000 --> 01:11:38,479
Speaker 18: was able to remember. Usually that doesn't happen for me.

1314
01:11:38,960 --> 01:11:43,559
Speaker 18: It's usually really rare. A dream was like I was

1315
01:11:43,600 --> 01:11:48,160
Speaker 18: in a jewelry shop, like a jewelry store and a

1316
01:11:48,280 --> 01:11:50,800
Speaker 18: specific one that like I have only heard about but

1317
01:11:50,920 --> 01:11:54,000
Speaker 18: never been to. But I was able to like, I

1318
01:11:54,000 --> 01:11:57,559
Speaker 18: guess my mind was able to like appreciate it. Sure,

1319
01:11:59,080 --> 01:12:01,479
Speaker 18: And so I was in this space that I've never

1320
01:12:01,520 --> 01:12:06,439
Speaker 18: been in but in the dream it and I'm pretty

1321
01:12:06,439 --> 01:12:08,800
Speaker 18: sure I was stoned in the dream, but I haven't

1322
01:12:08,800 --> 01:12:13,280
Speaker 18: spunked in like a week. But in the dream I

1323
01:12:13,360 --> 01:12:17,240
Speaker 18: was for sure high because I bought this like gold

1324
01:12:17,320 --> 01:12:20,160
Speaker 18: ring and I thought it was really cool. At first,

1325
01:12:20,200 --> 01:12:22,839
Speaker 18: I thought like it had this like cool Native American

1326
01:12:22,960 --> 01:12:26,400
Speaker 18: art on it, but then turns out it had like

1327
01:12:26,520 --> 01:12:30,519
Speaker 18: Dora the Explorer on it, and uh so I tried

1328
01:12:30,560 --> 01:12:32,920
Speaker 18: to like go and return it or get an exchange,

1329
01:12:32,960 --> 01:12:36,280
Speaker 18: and there was this like cool ordeal. And that's around

1330
01:12:36,280 --> 01:12:38,560
Speaker 18: when I woke up from my dream.

1331
01:12:38,920 --> 01:12:40,720
Speaker 2: You tried to return it because it had Dora the

1332
01:12:40,800 --> 01:12:41,599
Speaker 2: Explorer on it.

1333
01:12:42,560 --> 01:12:46,679
Speaker 18: Yeah, it just totally lost all its coolness from before.

1334
01:12:47,400 --> 01:12:49,879
Speaker 2: So do you have an active problem with Dora the Explorer.

1335
01:12:51,400 --> 01:12:54,559
Speaker 18: I just don't think it looks cool on like gold

1336
01:12:54,960 --> 01:12:56,160
Speaker 18: or something expensive.

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Speaker 2: Mhm.

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Speaker 18: But maybe somebody else would think it, right.

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01:13:04,280 --> 01:13:05,599
Speaker 2: I mean, you could have at least, you know, done

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01:13:05,600 --> 01:13:07,639
Speaker 2: a little bit arbitrage. You could have resold it.

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Speaker 18: Yeah, So do you remember your dreams though? Is that

1342
01:13:21,600 --> 01:13:22,479
Speaker 18: a struggle for you.

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01:13:25,720 --> 01:13:27,920
Speaker 2: I try to forget as much as possible so that

1344
01:13:27,960 --> 01:13:30,160
Speaker 2: I can make room for what I'm doing in the present.

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01:13:33,040 --> 01:13:33,479
Speaker 9: For sure.

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Speaker 2: Hey, thank you so much for calling in.

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01:13:37,360 --> 01:13:38,439
Speaker 18: Yeah, thanks for kicking up.

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Speaker 2: Of course, you have a good night, Vincent. You you

1349
01:13:44,800 --> 01:13:46,400
Speaker 2: think there's nothing wrong with do they Explorer?

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01:13:46,439 --> 01:13:46,640
Speaker 15: You know?

1351
01:13:47,240 --> 01:13:49,679
Speaker 2: I mean, look, if you liked the ring? Who cares about?

1352
01:13:49,720 --> 01:13:49,920
Speaker 12: You know?

1353
01:13:50,040 --> 01:13:51,040
Speaker 2: The TV show that was.

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01:13:51,000 --> 01:13:51,240
Speaker 12: On it.

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01:13:52,840 --> 01:13:58,000
Speaker 13: All from Whyatt Cleveland Wyatt?

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01:14:01,400 --> 01:14:03,040
Speaker 4: Hello, Hey, what's up?

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01:14:03,040 --> 01:14:04,040
Speaker 2: Whyatt?

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01:14:04,520 --> 01:14:04,640
Speaker 13: Who?

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01:14:06,520 --> 01:14:08,960
Speaker 4: Hey, buddy, how you doing today?

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01:14:09,000 --> 01:14:12,400
Speaker 2: Get you know, man, I'm actually doing pretty good. I'm

1361
01:14:12,479 --> 01:14:17,599
Speaker 2: feeling really chill. I am. I'm trying to like, stay

1362
01:14:17,600 --> 01:14:24,799
Speaker 2: more in my own zone the best I can, you know, well,

1363
01:14:25,960 --> 01:14:36,559
Speaker 2: because you know, far too often, my you know, far

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01:14:36,600 --> 01:14:39,960
Speaker 2: too often, I think all of us find ourselves susceptible

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01:14:40,040 --> 01:14:47,400
Speaker 2: to the pressures of society, the pressures from others to

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01:14:47,600 --> 01:14:50,240
Speaker 2: do a certain thing, to be a certain way, pressures

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01:14:50,280 --> 01:14:52,760
Speaker 2: from this, pressures from that, And the best way to

1368
01:14:52,840 --> 01:14:58,040
Speaker 2: relieve those is to just stay in your own zone,

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01:14:59,080 --> 01:15:05,000
Speaker 2: you know. Ye mean, if you can.

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Speaker 4: Not too much. I turned on your screen right when

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01:15:07,240 --> 01:15:10,160
Speaker 4: it popped up, so pretty excited about that. I'm a

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01:15:10,200 --> 01:15:14,679
Speaker 4: first time caller, just Uh my buddy. Uh He said, hey,

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01:15:14,760 --> 01:15:17,800
Speaker 4: you ever see that gecko guy on YouTube? I was like, no,

1374
01:15:18,520 --> 01:15:21,120
Speaker 4: he showed me. I was hoped instantly. I've been watching

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Speaker 4: for about three days now. So first time caller, first

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01:15:23,479 --> 01:15:24,160
Speaker 4: time calling him.

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01:15:25,200 --> 01:15:27,880
Speaker 2: Very nice to talk to you, Wyatt. Why man, I

1378
01:15:27,960 --> 01:15:32,160
Speaker 2: got a question for you here. What's that You ever

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01:15:32,240 --> 01:15:33,040
Speaker 2: had a vision?

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01:15:34,600 --> 01:15:35,080
Speaker 7: Yeah?

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01:15:35,560 --> 01:15:38,080
Speaker 4: Yeah, I have. I've had a few visions, you know.

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01:15:39,280 --> 01:15:42,799
Speaker 4: You know, ever since, ever since I was about probably

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01:15:42,840 --> 01:15:46,639
Speaker 4: four years old, I've always wanted to be a US Marine.

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01:15:46,760 --> 01:15:51,080
Speaker 4: That had been like my lifelong goal, my lifelong vision,

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01:15:51,080 --> 01:15:53,880
Speaker 4: I guess you could say, you know, I was in

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01:15:53,880 --> 01:15:56,679
Speaker 4: a military program. I grew up a lot on military

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01:15:56,720 --> 01:15:59,280
Speaker 4: basis when I was a kid. My father was a marine.

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01:16:00,880 --> 01:16:03,880
Speaker 4: And then, you know what, that vision kind of fell apart.

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01:16:04,040 --> 01:16:07,360
Speaker 4: It shattered by the time I turned eighteen, by the

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01:16:07,360 --> 01:16:10,439
Speaker 4: time it was it came around to actually enlist into

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01:16:10,439 --> 01:16:13,240
Speaker 4: the military or go to college to become an officer.

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01:16:13,320 --> 01:16:16,400
Speaker 4: You know, that vision really fell apart.

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01:16:16,520 --> 01:16:20,400
Speaker 2: And why did that vision fall apart?

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01:16:20,720 --> 01:16:24,080
Speaker 4: To be honest, it was because of a girl. I

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01:16:24,120 --> 01:16:27,720
Speaker 4: started dating a girl when I was sixteen and ended

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01:16:27,720 --> 01:16:30,920
Speaker 4: that relationship when I was eighteen, and she told me

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01:16:31,040 --> 01:16:34,240
Speaker 4: she said, I could never really be with someone who

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01:16:34,280 --> 01:16:39,760
Speaker 4: wanted to do that with their lives, and I respected

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01:16:39,800 --> 01:16:43,560
Speaker 4: that and I had genuine love for her. So I

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01:16:43,640 --> 01:16:45,639
Speaker 4: really didn't go into the Marines because of a girl.

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01:16:45,720 --> 01:16:51,519
Speaker 2: Long story short, really, and why was it that she

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01:16:51,960 --> 01:16:53,360
Speaker 2: couldn't have respect for that?

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01:16:55,439 --> 01:16:55,800
Speaker 1: I don't know.

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01:16:55,800 --> 01:16:58,479
Speaker 4: If it's she couldn't have respect for it, it's more

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01:16:59,200 --> 01:17:01,920
Speaker 4: she wasn't looking for that and a partner. And you

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01:17:01,960 --> 01:17:06,800
Speaker 4: know what, Deck, I and so grateful that I made

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01:17:06,800 --> 01:17:09,840
Speaker 4: that decision not to go into the military. And I'm very,

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01:17:09,960 --> 01:17:14,120
Speaker 4: very grateful that my vision of almost probably a fourteen

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01:17:14,200 --> 01:17:19,080
Speaker 4: years fell apart and it's made me the man I

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01:17:19,120 --> 01:17:20,840
Speaker 4: am today, and I'm really thankful for that.

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01:17:22,320 --> 01:17:23,160
Speaker 2: That's cool to hear.

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01:17:23,240 --> 01:17:23,439
Speaker 4: Man.

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01:17:23,960 --> 01:17:29,280
Speaker 2: You know, when a dream gets shattered, it can actually

1414
01:17:29,320 --> 01:17:32,240
Speaker 2: be a good thing in many situations because it opens

1415
01:17:32,280 --> 01:17:38,599
Speaker 2: you up, it stops, it clears away the tunnel vision

1416
01:17:39,920 --> 01:17:42,000
Speaker 2: so that you can see what else there is out there.

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01:17:42,120 --> 01:17:45,479
Speaker 2: Especially God damn, when you're eighteen years old, you.

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01:17:45,400 --> 01:17:48,639
Speaker 4: Know, I know it's basically a child at that age, man,

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01:17:49,240 --> 01:17:53,080
Speaker 4: And I'm twenty now, so I realize that I know that.

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Speaker 2: And you say that you are very thankful that this

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01:18:01,640 --> 01:18:05,439
Speaker 2: vision fell apart. Why are you so thankful? I want

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01:18:05,479 --> 01:18:08,880
Speaker 2: to hear it from you. What has this vision falling apart?

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01:18:09,960 --> 01:18:13,639
Speaker 4: Well, I think it really showed. I think it really

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01:18:13,680 --> 01:18:19,560
Speaker 4: showed me what the correct not the correct, but what

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01:18:19,720 --> 01:18:23,880
Speaker 4: the most fulfilling I should say, the most fulfilling timeline

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01:18:23,920 --> 01:18:27,280
Speaker 4: for myself in my life and goals to follow. It

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01:18:27,360 --> 01:18:29,479
Speaker 4: was kind of like a natural process, I guess you

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01:18:29,520 --> 01:18:36,320
Speaker 4: could say, But yeah, natural process. Really happy about it.

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01:18:36,920 --> 01:18:38,880
Speaker 2: So what's next for you? What are you going to

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01:18:38,960 --> 01:18:42,880
Speaker 2: do now that you are not chasing the military life?

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01:18:43,360 --> 01:18:43,559
Speaker 9: Oh?

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01:18:43,680 --> 01:18:50,559
Speaker 4: Man, I think for me, I want to live as

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01:18:50,640 --> 01:18:56,400
Speaker 4: the Native Americans lived thousands, hundreds, tens of thousands, hundreds

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01:18:56,400 --> 01:18:58,920
Speaker 4: of thousands of years ago. I want to be one

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01:18:58,960 --> 01:19:01,680
Speaker 4: with the land. I want to live with my tribe,

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01:19:01,760 --> 01:19:05,240
Speaker 4: and I want to be just one of the other

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01:19:05,320 --> 01:19:08,760
Speaker 4: critters in the forest. That's like my life goal and.

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01:19:08,800 --> 01:19:12,840
Speaker 2: I'll end up like that Christopher McCanless guy.

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01:19:12,840 --> 01:19:16,880
Speaker 4: Oh yeah, yeah, yeah, that was one of my favorite

1440
01:19:16,880 --> 01:19:20,799
Speaker 4: movies growing up. So yeah, you want.

1441
01:19:20,680 --> 01:19:22,760
Speaker 2: To live off the land, You want to be a

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01:19:23,000 --> 01:19:24,840
Speaker 2: critter running around.

1443
01:19:24,560 --> 01:19:28,200
Speaker 5: The earth, correct, Just like.

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01:19:30,240 --> 01:19:33,320
Speaker 2: Oh, I'm totally not that. I am in an air

1445
01:19:33,439 --> 01:19:43,559
Speaker 2: conditions place I ate chicken tenders that were processed that

1446
01:19:43,640 --> 01:19:47,280
Speaker 2: I bought from a grocery store and used a microwave

1447
01:19:47,360 --> 01:19:50,360
Speaker 2: to heat up. That's not what I am at all.

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01:19:51,200 --> 01:19:53,839
Speaker 4: Interesting. Yeah, because I saw another one of your streams

1449
01:19:53,840 --> 01:19:55,320
Speaker 4: and you were out in the forest. It seems like

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01:19:55,360 --> 01:19:57,080
Speaker 4: you were just one of those forest dwellers, you know.

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01:19:59,560 --> 01:20:03,400
Speaker 2: So you what's your plan here? I mean, I assume

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01:20:03,400 --> 01:20:05,680
Speaker 2: you're not calling me from I'm assume you have not

1453
01:20:05,920 --> 01:20:08,880
Speaker 2: taken action on this plan yet, just by nature the

1454
01:20:08,920 --> 01:20:11,680
Speaker 2: fact that you are connected to the internet enough to

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01:20:11,760 --> 01:20:12,160
Speaker 2: call me.

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01:20:13,439 --> 01:20:16,400
Speaker 4: Yeah, yep, yeah. I mean the question of the night

1457
01:20:16,640 --> 01:20:20,280
Speaker 4: was have you had a vision? I have had a vision,

1458
01:20:20,800 --> 01:20:24,200
Speaker 4: but now I am having a vision and trying to

1459
01:20:24,280 --> 01:20:28,240
Speaker 4: navigate myself through that. Trying to navigate through I guess

1460
01:20:28,280 --> 01:20:31,720
Speaker 4: you could say just life and reaching my ultimate goal.

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01:20:32,600 --> 01:20:37,880
Speaker 2: So what's your next step? How do you how do

1462
01:20:37,920 --> 01:20:41,120
Speaker 2: you prepare for this life of living off the lands

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01:20:41,160 --> 01:20:43,240
Speaker 2: that you're attempting to live?

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01:20:43,360 --> 01:20:46,960
Speaker 4: Well, I'm not really sure about that, to be honest.

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01:20:47,920 --> 01:20:51,439
Speaker 4: I've put some deep thought into it, and for for me,

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01:20:51,680 --> 01:20:54,160
Speaker 4: I've kind of realized that I'm going to have to

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01:20:54,280 --> 01:20:57,240
Speaker 4: find somebody who has been doing it or has done

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01:20:57,240 --> 01:21:01,240
Speaker 4: it and try to have a like an apprenticeship type

1469
01:21:01,240 --> 01:21:04,080
Speaker 4: of deal going on. I'm not really sure how to

1470
01:21:04,120 --> 01:21:07,559
Speaker 4: go about that, but I feel like I don't feel

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01:21:07,560 --> 01:21:10,760
Speaker 4: I know that my stars will align, so I don't know.

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Speaker 3: I have no idea.

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01:21:12,280 --> 01:21:16,000
Speaker 2: You could get mentored by some wolves.

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01:21:15,080 --> 01:21:15,519
Speaker 9: I could.

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01:21:15,600 --> 01:21:18,799
Speaker 4: Have you ever heard about that? Like kids being abandoned

1476
01:21:18,840 --> 01:21:20,960
Speaker 4: and then raised by wolves and shit? You ever hear

1477
01:21:21,000 --> 01:21:21,320
Speaker 4: about that?

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01:21:22,000 --> 01:21:23,560
Speaker 2: I haven't heard about that. I feel like you're a

1479
01:21:23,560 --> 01:21:25,920
Speaker 2: little late in the game though. I feel like you

1480
01:21:26,000 --> 01:21:29,879
Speaker 2: have too many ties to human civilization to be raised

1481
01:21:29,880 --> 01:21:33,599
Speaker 2: by wolves. But if you were to approach the wolves

1482
01:21:33,680 --> 01:21:39,160
Speaker 2: with some sort of peace offering, maybe a big jute,

1483
01:21:39,200 --> 01:21:44,000
Speaker 2: maybe a you know, a small dog or a piece

1484
01:21:44,040 --> 01:21:46,960
Speaker 2: of steak, something that can get them to know that

1485
01:21:47,000 --> 01:21:49,880
Speaker 2: you're cool, they might be willing to let you in.

1486
01:21:50,080 --> 01:21:53,120
Speaker 2: But I'd be careful about that. I don't know. Maybe

1487
01:21:53,160 --> 01:21:57,479
Speaker 2: find some survivalist guy on Instagram before you do that.

1488
01:21:59,640 --> 01:22:02,280
Speaker 4: Maybe, you know, I think that's a really good idea, Jack,

1489
01:22:02,360 --> 01:22:04,400
Speaker 4: I think, yeah, I might. I might try that out.

1490
01:22:05,439 --> 01:22:06,960
Speaker 4: I have to find the wolves first.

1491
01:22:08,439 --> 01:22:14,240
Speaker 2: Oh, they're everywhere. They're everywhere. Listen, Wyatt, good luck to you,

1492
01:22:15,000 --> 01:22:17,880
Speaker 2: Thank you again. Don't die. Don't end up like the

1493
01:22:18,800 --> 01:22:20,960
Speaker 2: guy who died next to the bus eating the berry.

1494
01:22:21,560 --> 01:22:25,400
Speaker 2: Don't be safe about it. Live your life. Do you

1495
01:22:25,479 --> 01:22:28,320
Speaker 2: think you only live once? Live the way that you

1496
01:22:28,360 --> 01:22:29,639
Speaker 2: want to, but don't die.

1497
01:22:30,360 --> 01:22:33,960
Speaker 4: Wyat sounds good, good advice.

1498
01:22:34,000 --> 01:22:36,040
Speaker 2: Tick, thank you so much for calling.

1499
01:22:36,080 --> 01:22:36,240
Speaker 13: Man.

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01:22:36,280 --> 01:22:38,439
Speaker 2: You have a grid rest and I believe in you. Dude.

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01:22:39,040 --> 01:22:42,040
Speaker 4: Yeah, thank you. Hey, love you, GEK, love you too, baby,

1502
01:22:42,080 --> 01:22:52,840
Speaker 4: take care, goodbye.

1503
01:22:48,160 --> 01:22:51,360
Speaker 6: Goes on the line, make its own calls every night,

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01:22:51,800 --> 01:22:55,840
Speaker 6: everything goes. Just teaching your life