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Speaker 1: Welcome to the Elevation Church podcast. Today, our Balentine campus

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Speaker 1: pastor Jonathan Joseph's has a message just for you entitled

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Speaker 1: the Missing Blessing. Thank you for joining us. We hope

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Speaker 1: you enjoy this message. What an awesome atmosphere of faith

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Speaker 1: in the House of God today. I feel it. I

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Speaker 1: feel it, I feel it. I have been so excited

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Speaker 1: to be able to get up here and share what

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Speaker 1: God has put on my heart for you today, and

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Speaker 1: it's just been burning within me. And I'm so glad

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Speaker 1: to see you here, Jerry, because I knew that no

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Speaker 1: one else I'm coming for you today, my man. I'm

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Speaker 1: excited about this word, and I hope that on some

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Speaker 1: level I've just been praying that it would resound within

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Speaker 1: you the way that God has been using this scripture

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Speaker 1: to really encourage me. Before we read our scripture and

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Speaker 1: take a seat in just a moment, I do want

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Speaker 1: to say what an honor it is to be able

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Speaker 1: to preach the word of God to you today, and

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Speaker 1: I'm so grateful for our pastor for giving me the

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Speaker 1: opportunity to do that. I'll say this though, well, I'm

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Speaker 1: certainly grateful to be able to preach today. The real

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Speaker 1: honor and privilege for me. The thing that I'm most

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Speaker 1: grateful for is that every weekend, usually for all three services,

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Speaker 1: that God would give me the opportunity to sit in

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Speaker 1: that seat right there and listen to the word of

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Speaker 1: God preached so powerfully. The reason that means so much

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Speaker 1: to me is that this spot right here is one

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Speaker 1: of the primary places that God speaks to me and

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Speaker 1: moves in my life. And I'm so grateful to be

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Speaker 1: planted in this house where God is moving in such

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Speaker 1: a mighty way. And I know you're trying to figure

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Speaker 1: me out if we have anything in common, but I

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Speaker 1: thought we'd at least agree on that that what a

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Speaker 1: privilege it is to be in the house of God.

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Speaker 1: I was glad when they said, unto me, let us

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Speaker 1: go into the house of the Lord. We're gonna be

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Speaker 1: looking at a scripture from Philippians chapter three today. I

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Speaker 1: love this passage of scripture. My key verse is gonna

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Speaker 1: be verse twelve, but for context, we need to start

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Speaker 1: in verse. This is the apostle Paul writing. He says,

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Speaker 1: I want to know Christ. I want to know Christ.

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Speaker 1: So much power in those five words right there. I

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Speaker 1: want to know Christ yes, to know the power of

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Speaker 1: his resurrection, and participation in his suffering, becoming like him

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Speaker 1: and his death, and so somehow attaining to the resurrection

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Speaker 1: from the dead. Not that I have already obtained all

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Speaker 1: this or have already arrived at my goal. But I

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Speaker 1: press on to take hold of that for which Christ

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Speaker 1: Jesus took hold of me. Brothers and sisters, I do

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Speaker 1: not consider myself yet to have taken hold of it.

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Speaker 1: But one thing I do. Forgetting what is behind me

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Speaker 1: and straining towards what's ahead, I press on toward the

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Speaker 1: goal to win the prize for which God has called

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Speaker 1: me heavenward in Christ Jesus back to verse twelve. Not

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Speaker 1: that I have already obtained all this or have arrived

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Speaker 1: at my goal, but I press on to take hold

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Speaker 1: of that for which Christ Jesus to cold of me.

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Speaker 1: My title for today is the missing Blessing. The missing Blessing.

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Speaker 1: You can go ahead and be seated and thank you,

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Speaker 1: worship team. And I don't know, Choir, you might want

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Speaker 1: to stay up here the whole time and just bat

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Speaker 1: me up. When the Lord just began to speak to

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Speaker 1: me through this passage, just a couple of weeks ago.

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Speaker 1: It really did resonate with me on such a personal

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Speaker 1: level that I was almost hesitant to share it. You know,

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Speaker 1: not everything God speaks to you is meant to be

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Speaker 1: shared with everybody. But I felt really, really convicted that

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Speaker 1: this would be a word of encouragement for somebody today.

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Speaker 1: And I don't know how many of you would consider

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Speaker 1: yourself to be goal oriented people, goal oriented people. I know,

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Speaker 1: David is that was an obvious one. Maybe you wouldn't

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Speaker 1: call yourself like maybe the most you do is, you know,

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Speaker 1: found though, is that, well, we don't all necessarily consider

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Speaker 1: ourselves to have, you know, like a five year plan

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Speaker 1: these ideas, goals, expectations, objectives of what we thought we

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Speaker 1: I was talking to my dad earlier this week, who

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Speaker 1: like I don't have it. It feels like I'm not

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Speaker 1: maybe the underlying insecurity of my life has been what

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Speaker 1: I would have described as a feeling of inadequacy, like

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Speaker 1: I just don't have what it takes. I don't measure up.

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Speaker 1: I've always been around such amazing leaders that it was

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Speaker 1: so easy to compare myself to the way that God

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Speaker 1: so often I found myself feeling like I'm still missing something,

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Speaker 1: like God had left something out of my life. Now,

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Speaker 1: more than maybe inadequacy, the better word that I'm finding

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Speaker 1: to describe it as this feeling of incompleteness, like I

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Speaker 1: just don't have all the pieces, Like that time we

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Speaker 1: easy to take a look at where I'm at in life,

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Speaker 1: things that He's done. I don't know about you, but

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Speaker 1: I have a tendency to put all my attention on

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Speaker 1: what's still missing in my life, the places that haven't

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Speaker 1: like I had it all together? Am I resonating with

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Speaker 1: anybody today? So often it's like God has been doing

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Speaker 1: if I'm honest with you, the reason this passage resonated

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Speaker 1: Our youngest just turned two, and I finally just shed

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Speaker 1: the baby weight that we put on from pregnancy. And

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Speaker 1: that's a lie, you know. It's milkshake weight, and it

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Speaker 1: took two years. I think I'm doing well at my job.

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Speaker 1: I don't know way it's going good. Yeah, that's gone.

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Speaker 1: Things are so good, and yet despite all that, under

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Speaker 1: acutely aware of just how far I still have to go.

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Speaker 1: to live in when we fail to recognize all the

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Speaker 1: blessings that God has given us in our lives. And

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Speaker 1: for me, gratitude has always been a value that I

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Speaker 1: wanted to live, that I want to live by, and

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Speaker 1: it's something that I try to practice. But if I'm

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Speaker 1: And so, having been in this place for so long,

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Speaker 1: Paul's words really resonated with me when he talks about

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Speaker 1: and he says, but I haven't already arrived at my

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Speaker 1: the frustration in Paul's voice because it resonated so deeply

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Speaker 1: within me. Now here's the thing. Paul is not talking

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Speaker 1: of this of them all. He's talking about knowing Christ

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Speaker 1: in this passage. For me, my relationship with God really matters.

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Speaker 1: It really matters. And yet I've been in this place

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Speaker 1: where I feel farther away from God than I ever

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Speaker 1: have before. Now, before you write, pastor step in an

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Speaker 1: email letting him know you're concerned about one of his

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Speaker 1: campus pastors. Notice I said the word feel. I've been

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Speaker 1: walking with God long enough to know that my faith

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Speaker 1: is not a feeling, and so I might feel far

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Speaker 1: as I draw near to Him, he'll draw near to me.

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Speaker 1: And I haven't stopped moving towards him. I haven't stopped seeking,

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Speaker 1: I haven't stopped praying. So I might feel far away

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Speaker 1: Paul is saying, this is Paul, Paul, Paul. When it

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Speaker 1: comes to achieving our goals, this is mister seven habits

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Speaker 1: of highly effective people. Paul knew what it was like

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Speaker 1: In fact, earlier in Philippians three, he's even talking about

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Speaker 1: he said, I came to realize, in fact the word

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Speaker 1: he uses, he says that they're all meaningless, insignificant in

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Speaker 1: comparison to the surpassing worth of knowing Christ, Jesus my Lord.

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Speaker 1: He's saying, I know what it's like to reach for

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Speaker 1: that none of those things really mattered if I don't

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Speaker 1: come into a deep, intimate, real connection with Jesus the Christ.

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Speaker 1: And so he's trying to align their hearts into what

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Speaker 1: really matters in life. And for me, there can be

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Speaker 1: so many things that I can get discouraged about, but

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Speaker 1: I'm at this place where I'm saying, God, more than anything,

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Speaker 1: have a clever sermon, and I don't have jokes planned out,

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Speaker 1: and I'm not trying to talk about five ways to

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Speaker 1: to obtain peace. I just want Christ. When Paul said

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Speaker 1: doesn't mean want in the way that you want your

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Speaker 1: just want one. Translation says it a little bit more accurately.

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Speaker 1: It's saying Paul is saying that I'm determined. I'm determined.

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Speaker 1: My one determined purpose, my singular ambition, my only worthwhile pursuit,

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Speaker 1: is that I would know Christ. Woh. The scary thing

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Speaker 1: the leaders of the Early Church what at the time

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Speaker 1: were known as followers of the Way, because God knows

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Speaker 1: that the joy is in the journey. God is concerned

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Speaker 1: with our perseverance, that we never stopped moving forward. That

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Speaker 1: they were called members of the Way, these followers of Christ.

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Speaker 1: Paul was persecuting them, doing whatever it took to destroy

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Speaker 1: the Early Church until Jesus met him on that road

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Speaker 1: see spiritually. And at one point Paul is writing another

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Speaker 1: letter and he says he calls himself the chief of sinners.

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Speaker 1: So I thought, when Paul says forgetting what's behind, maybe

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Speaker 1: that we feel like, how could God ever accept somebody

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Speaker 1: like me? And we hesitate to even move towards him

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Speaker 1: because we feel so guilty. We feel like God's grace

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Speaker 1: could never reach us. But the devil is a liar,

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Speaker 1: not being self deprivating. He's being realistic about his state

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Speaker 1: before Christ. But what he wants you to know is

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Speaker 1: that if the grace of God could rescue the heart

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Speaker 1: the sound of my voice today that the grace of

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Speaker 1: God cannot reach. But Paul wasn't talking about his life

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Speaker 1: before Christ, and he wasn't necessarily talking about in some

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Speaker 1: of the other accomplishments that he now considers to be

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Speaker 1: worthless distractions. It was interesting to me to realize that

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Speaker 1: what Paul was talking about when he says forget what's

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Speaker 1: behind he's actually still talking about his relationship with God.

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Speaker 1: He's saying that I've got to get in the habit

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Speaker 1: of not literally forgetting, because Paul says that a lot

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Speaker 1: and you realize that like he didn't actually forget, because

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Speaker 1: he wrote about a lot of them. What he's saying is,

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Speaker 1: I've got to choose to disregard what's behind me, even

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Speaker 1: in his relationship with the Christ that he wants to.

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Speaker 1: He's saying, I've got to forget what God has shown

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Speaker 1: me thus far. I've got to disregard what he's already

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Speaker 1: done because if I stay focused on what's behind me,

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Speaker 1: I'll grow complacent. So I've got to constantly shift my

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Speaker 1: attention towards what I still eagerly hope for and wait

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Speaker 1: so that I can keep moving forward. And so often

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Speaker 1: for me, I can get stuck in a past revelation.

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Speaker 1: I can get stuck in an old mindset of who

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Speaker 1: God is and how he works. I can become satisfied

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Speaker 1: with old provision or an old miracle. But the word

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Speaker 1: of the Lord for somebody today who's been content with

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Speaker 1: where you are, is that God is saying, disregard what's

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Speaker 1: behind you, and press on towards what's ahead. With hope,

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Speaker 1: with expectation, with faith, with trust, with confidence. I press on.

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Speaker 1: I press on to win the prize to which God

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Speaker 1: is calling me. So he says, the one thing I

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Speaker 1: do is I press on. But what he wants us

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Speaker 1: to see is that there's two steps. I forget what's

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Speaker 1: behind me, and I strained towards what's ahead. I forget

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Speaker 1: what's behind me, and I strained towards what's ahead. I

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Speaker 1: forget what's behind me, and I strained towards what's ahead.

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Speaker 1: I gotta forget about the time that God healed me

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Speaker 1: in that one area, and I gotta strain towards what's

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Speaker 1: ahead and believing that if he could heal me of

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Speaker 1: that sickness, then he can deliver me from this addiction.

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Speaker 1: So I press on towards what's ahead. I gotta know

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Speaker 1: that if God provided me for my past, provided for

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Speaker 1: me in my past, I gotta let that be the

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Speaker 1: confidence that I have in my heart to know that

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Speaker 1: He'll provide for me in this battle right now on

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Speaker 1: a greater level. I refuse to let my greatest days

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Speaker 1: of prey be when I was in college, for God's sake,

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Speaker 1: But I'm gonna press on to know Him with eager expectation,

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Speaker 1: believing that my best revelations are ahead, that there's more

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Speaker 1: He wants to show me. And I gotta believe that

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Speaker 1: if you would do that miracle in my life, then

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Speaker 1: that there's greater miracle. And I can't live in the

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Speaker 1: sacrifices of twenty twelve, but I want to sacrifice again,

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Speaker 1: straining towards what's ahead, believing. So I might be staggering,

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Speaker 1: and I might feel farther away from God, but I

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Speaker 1: know I must be getting closer in Jesus say, because

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Speaker 1: I never stop moving. I forget what's behind, and I

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Speaker 1: straight towards what's ahead, and I forget what's behind. It's

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Speaker 1: shafe for me. I never stop moving. We can't stop.

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Speaker 1: There's so much more that he has. So I got

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Speaker 1: to thank him for what's still missing in my life.

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Speaker 1: Those blessings, the blessing of what's missing. That compet tell

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Speaker 1: me to never give up, because the joy is in

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Speaker 1: the journey. And the more I move, the more I

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Speaker 1: keep going forward, the more I see of who he is.

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Speaker 1: And there is none like him, Jesus, Jesus, Jesus, the

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Speaker 1: christ Son of the Living God. To know that I

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Speaker 1: could spend my whole life seeking his face and never

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Speaker 1: come to the end of the glory of who he is.

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Speaker 1: So I've got to thank God for what he has

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Speaker 1: done in my life. I got to get better at

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Speaker 1: recognizing all the blessings he has given me I do.

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Speaker 1: I've got to be grateful for how far I've come.

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Speaker 1: I've got to be grateful for what He's already given me.

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Speaker 1: But I'm at the point in my life now where

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Speaker 1: I also want to be grateful for what he's yet

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Speaker 1: to do. That's what Joe prayed when he said the

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Speaker 1: Lord gives and the Lord takes away, but blessed be

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Speaker 1: his name. I'm aa blest him for what I have.

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Speaker 1: I'm a blest him for what I don't have. I

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Speaker 1: know I was on assignment today to bring a word

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Speaker 1: of encouragement to somebody who's either grown complacent because of

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Speaker 1: you've settled into what you already have, or discouraged because

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Speaker 1: you're very aware of how far you have to go.

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Speaker 1: And the word of the Lord for you today is

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Speaker 1: a simple message that Paul says, there's one thing to do,

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Speaker 1: just press on. Just press on. God is not withholding

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Speaker 1: from you, Jerry. He's not. He's not. There's just more

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Speaker 1: he wants to do, and he knows that the real joy,

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Speaker 1: the real joy of this thing we call faith, comes

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Speaker 1: when we just take step after step towards him. It's

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Speaker 1: not punishment. He's teaching us persevere. That's the measure of

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Speaker 1: our faith. So my prayer today with everyone standing is God,

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Speaker 1: I want to thank you for what you've already done

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Speaker 1: for me. I want to thank you for how you

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Speaker 1: protected me. I want to thank you for how you've

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Speaker 1: provided for me. I want to thank you for the

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Speaker 1: moments where you were there for me and I didn't

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Speaker 1: even know it. I want to thank you for the

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Speaker 1: things that you've spoken to me in secret places. I

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Speaker 1: want to thank you for the times that you've comforted me.

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Speaker 1: I want to thank you for everything that you've done

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Speaker 1: in my life thus far. If you never did another thing,

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Speaker 1: you'd still be worthy. If you never did another thing,

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Speaker 1: you still be worthy. But I know, but I know,

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Speaker 1: I know what your word says. I know that there's

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Speaker 1: more to who you are. I know I've only scratched

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Speaker 1: the surface of how beautiful and matchless you are. So

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Speaker 1: not only do I want to thank you for what

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Speaker 1: you've done, but right now, God, I thank you for

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Speaker 1: what's still missing in my life. I thank you for

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Speaker 1: the promises that have yet to be fulfilled. I thank

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Speaker 1: you for the promises that have yet to be uttered

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Speaker 1: into my spirit. God, I thank you for the ways

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Speaker 1: that you're gonna heal me, that you're gonna provide for me,

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Speaker 1: the ways that you're gonna deliver me, the ways that

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Speaker 1: you're gonna save me. I thank you for what you

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Speaker 1: want to speak to me, for what you want to

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Speaker 1: show me, for what you wanna do in my life,

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Speaker 1: For what you want to do through my life. I

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Speaker 1: thank you for the generations that will come after me, God,

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Speaker 1: that you'll use my life to mark them in Jesus's name,

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Speaker 1: because I spent my life pursuing the only thing that matters, Jesus. Jesus, Jesus.

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Speaker 1: So Lord, I bless your name for the blessings you've

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Speaker 1: given me, and I bless your name for the blessings

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Speaker 1: that have yet to come in Jesus's name. In Jesus' name,

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Speaker 1: thank you for joining us. Special thanks to those of

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Speaker 1: you who give generously to this ministry. Is because of

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Speaker 1: you that this ministry is possible. You can click the

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