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Speaker 1: Guess what decision We're about to make a horrible decisions.

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Speaker 1: She's a hole. That's you, bitch, that is all you. Anyways, guys,

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Speaker 1: welcome to another episode of horrible decisions. I'm your girl

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Speaker 1: maybb a k pet to sidon ak F cor pumps

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Speaker 1: ak A debt bitch a k A. I will fuck

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Speaker 1: all your family members. What's up? It went from just

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Speaker 1: your daddy and your brother today, and your daddy, your

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Speaker 1: brother and your mama to now your whole family. My

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Speaker 1: name is Wheezy, and she will also fuck your whole family.

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Speaker 1: Hey what not your husband but everyone else? But no,

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Speaker 1: I'm Weezy. The universe is on my dick, and so

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Speaker 1: is these niggas. I said that yesterday and it was

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Speaker 1: only because all of these niggas. I'm sitting at lunch

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Speaker 1: with Alex talking about work back to back niggas on

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Speaker 1: my phone. The funny part about it is a white

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Speaker 1: bitch walked by me. They used to suck obey and

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Speaker 1: I was like, yo it up, like look at this ship.

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Speaker 1: I was like, I can't avoid it. I'm in New

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Speaker 1: York for five days and I see hosts he used

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Speaker 1: to fuck and literally in the middle of me. You

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Speaker 1: talking ship back to back, all these niggas on my

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Speaker 1: life face timing me where you at bom Bom bomp,

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Speaker 1: I said, the universe on my digging so is the

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Speaker 1: niggas they are they wont me theyment it on me,

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Speaker 1: and I'm gonna tell you something else. When old Bay

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Speaker 1: and I were going through issues, I would always like,

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Speaker 1: not try to find someone else, but kind of like

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Speaker 1: look around and look for other people or wonder why

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Speaker 1: I wouldn't meet someone else, bitch. When you're really done

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Speaker 1: with a nigga, if floodgates are open ship, at least

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Speaker 1: for me, ship the niggas. The niggas stay around. The

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Speaker 1: niggas are always on bitches, Dick. I'm talking about new

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Speaker 1: niggas because I've sunk a lot of old niggas and see,

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Speaker 1: maybe maybe that's the difference. Like I feel like you

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Speaker 1: get excitement from meeting new people. I absolutely hate it

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Speaker 1: and I always revert back to like my passing, I

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Speaker 1: want a new nigga job jobs, bitch, Oh no, ain't.

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Speaker 1: None of them are no broke boy ship. Now, I

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Speaker 1: don't know what the dick talking about yet because I'm

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Speaker 1: still in the process. But just you know, I think

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Speaker 1: Broke Dick is the best you can get out there.

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Speaker 1: But no, these diggers, it's sucking lit. I'm not eating

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Speaker 1: a weak niggas like they're fucking lit. And I appreciate

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Speaker 1: that because I don't really want to get in this

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Speaker 1: one years old and like what I'll settle for, like

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Speaker 1: bro like I just I don't wanna hope for the

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Speaker 1: my twenties, like, I kind of want you to bring

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Speaker 1: what do you what do you want them to bring?

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Speaker 1: I want someone that doesn't feel like they're at this

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Speaker 1: point of struggle whatever that bet. And this is not

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Speaker 1: I'm learning how I can grow, how i can be better,

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Speaker 1: no strife for I've been through a lot of things

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Speaker 1: If I I was just with a nigga for three years,

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Speaker 1: and again, I do want to make a point that

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Speaker 1: really not. I want you to be able to, like,

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Speaker 1: But like, I'm really not looking for a negative trick

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Speaker 1: what I'm saying. I wanted to be close to time

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Speaker 1: So first off, my schedule's busiest fuck. So I had

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Speaker 1: Like I felt like every six weeks we broke up.

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Speaker 1: Like I don't have time to to fit somebody in

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Speaker 1: missed out on binge watching fucking Top Chef just because

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Speaker 1: have like drunken Lee and on Molly over the year

423
00:19:27,760 --> 00:19:30,080
Speaker 1: has been like no, if we're like, come on, Vinnie going,

424
00:19:31,080 --> 00:19:33,400
Speaker 1: we talked about like definitely insemination because I don't want

425
00:19:33,400 --> 00:19:44,679
Speaker 1: to have the seat. Well him, no, okay, yeah, all right,

426
00:19:44,680 --> 00:19:47,679
Speaker 1: well let's get to our vanilla ship this week. All right,

427
00:19:47,760 --> 00:19:50,439
Speaker 1: So our vanilla ship. I have to do it. But

428
00:19:50,520 --> 00:19:55,520
Speaker 1: Hot Baby Um because her father believes that she was

429
00:19:55,640 --> 00:20:00,080
Speaker 1: groomed to become a porn star. Oh god, so this

430
00:20:00,200 --> 00:20:04,680
Speaker 1: is what Um, the father of nineteen year old rapper

431
00:20:04,720 --> 00:20:07,560
Speaker 1: turned only fans star but had Baby, had to say.

432
00:20:08,520 --> 00:20:12,199
Speaker 1: He says that what she groomed absolutely, with the way

433
00:20:12,280 --> 00:20:16,159
Speaker 1: she dressed, with the way she acted, everything was sex

434
00:20:16,200 --> 00:20:19,640
Speaker 1: related and encouraged by people around her, who in their

435
00:20:19,720 --> 00:20:23,440
Speaker 1: right mind thinks, oh, she just turned eighteen, so now

436
00:20:23,480 --> 00:20:26,080
Speaker 1: it's time to make money on only fans. You don't

437
00:20:26,119 --> 00:20:28,199
Speaker 1: think of that in a few days. There must have

438
00:20:28,240 --> 00:20:32,399
Speaker 1: been some preparation when she was under eighteen. She doesn't

439
00:20:32,440 --> 00:20:35,000
Speaker 1: rap anymore, she doesn't sing, she doesn't go on tour,

440
00:20:35,240 --> 00:20:38,040
Speaker 1: she sits in her house, and she does her only fans.

441
00:20:38,640 --> 00:20:41,600
Speaker 1: It's upsetting to me because she's young. How long will

442
00:20:41,960 --> 00:20:44,159
Speaker 1: she do this for? Is she going to become a

443
00:20:44,200 --> 00:20:46,480
Speaker 1: porn star or will she be on the billboard as

444
00:20:46,520 --> 00:20:49,359
Speaker 1: a feature at the next strip club. I want to

445
00:20:49,400 --> 00:20:52,640
Speaker 1: know if, especially because even like we see so many

446
00:20:52,640 --> 00:20:54,919
Speaker 1: people even write us and that are like her dads,

447
00:20:54,960 --> 00:20:57,159
Speaker 1: they're young. Her dad said this. So I want to

448
00:20:57,200 --> 00:21:02,000
Speaker 1: know if you find any way or believe that younger

449
00:21:02,119 --> 00:21:05,040
Speaker 1: teenage girls can be groomed into the lifestyle of sex.

450
00:21:05,359 --> 00:21:08,680
Speaker 1: And if you also think that the way a woman dresses,

451
00:21:08,760 --> 00:21:12,480
Speaker 1: the way she acts, and anything sex related can encourage

452
00:21:12,920 --> 00:21:16,199
Speaker 1: a woman to become I'm able to say something that

453
00:21:16,320 --> 00:21:20,200
Speaker 1: is very problematic, and I'm embarrassed to say it. Okay.

454
00:21:20,480 --> 00:21:23,320
Speaker 1: On an episode of sex Cells about porn, I went

455
00:21:23,359 --> 00:21:25,480
Speaker 1: to Evil Angel because your friend Liz helped me out.

456
00:21:25,520 --> 00:21:29,320
Speaker 1: She was working there, and I talked to the owner

457
00:21:29,359 --> 00:21:33,480
Speaker 1: of the company, who was very kind, very professional. I

458
00:21:33,640 --> 00:21:37,800
Speaker 1: realized that was my most exciting episode because he was older,

459
00:21:38,000 --> 00:21:39,960
Speaker 1: he was able to talk about the way that pornography

460
00:21:40,000 --> 00:21:42,520
Speaker 1: has changed, and I was like, I've been watching like

461
00:21:43,000 --> 00:21:45,920
Speaker 1: stuff like cat House and real Sex since I was

462
00:21:45,960 --> 00:21:49,760
Speaker 1: a kid and learning about porn and sex, and I

463
00:21:49,840 --> 00:21:52,960
Speaker 1: think I always wanted to work in this field, like

464
00:21:53,240 --> 00:21:56,080
Speaker 1: I'm not confident enough or don't really feel like I'm

465
00:21:56,080 --> 00:21:57,480
Speaker 1: the person that wants to perform. Like I told you

466
00:21:57,520 --> 00:21:59,800
Speaker 1: I did the strip club episode of Sophia. Even when

467
00:21:59,800 --> 00:22:01,400
Speaker 1: I was up there, I didn't like it. But in

468
00:22:01,440 --> 00:22:04,480
Speaker 1: this world of it, oh, I love it. Like not

469
00:22:04,600 --> 00:22:07,440
Speaker 1: even as a like I would say, like you deep

470
00:22:07,760 --> 00:22:10,159
Speaker 1: do you think when I think about in terms of

471
00:22:10,200 --> 00:22:11,960
Speaker 1: like how in the lifestyle we are, I think you're

472
00:22:12,000 --> 00:22:14,439
Speaker 1: deeper in it because you participate and ship like that.

473
00:22:14,480 --> 00:22:17,280
Speaker 1: And I don't, right, And I'm not saying that some

474
00:22:17,320 --> 00:22:19,560
Speaker 1: shady ship that genuinely like, I feel like you're deeper

475
00:22:19,600 --> 00:22:23,479
Speaker 1: in the lifestyle of working or being a sexpert because

476
00:22:23,760 --> 00:22:26,080
Speaker 1: you actually go to sex clubs and do ship like that,

477
00:22:26,440 --> 00:22:31,000
Speaker 1: whereas I'm just more interested but knowing, Like the reason

478
00:22:31,040 --> 00:22:32,879
Speaker 1: I was excited to do that episode was because of

479
00:22:32,920 --> 00:22:34,680
Speaker 1: what I've been looking at since I was a kid.

480
00:22:34,880 --> 00:22:37,239
Speaker 1: Wasn't I only know the name of you kind of

481
00:22:37,280 --> 00:22:44,320
Speaker 1: agree with him? Then you agree that that even groomed. Yeah, okay,

482
00:22:44,680 --> 00:22:48,560
Speaker 1: I think that It's not like I was groomed and

483
00:22:48,680 --> 00:22:51,679
Speaker 1: I was reading Zane books in fifth grade. I was

484
00:22:51,720 --> 00:22:54,560
Speaker 1: watching Talk Sex with s Joe Hanson. I was watching

485
00:22:55,359 --> 00:22:58,480
Speaker 1: Oh my God, what was that show called Her Life

486
00:22:58,520 --> 00:23:01,800
Speaker 1: Is Different? I don't think I was. I think I

487
00:23:01,840 --> 00:23:05,679
Speaker 1: was made. Were just interested the even the life choices

488
00:23:05,720 --> 00:23:09,200
Speaker 1: I was making at sixteen with wanting to like explore

489
00:23:09,240 --> 00:23:12,359
Speaker 1: with women, but like and even whether it be like

490
00:23:12,400 --> 00:23:14,840
Speaker 1: popping an ecstasy pill like like that, there's not in

491
00:23:14,840 --> 00:23:16,159
Speaker 1: a lot of sixteen year olds. I would that my

492
00:23:16,200 --> 00:23:17,639
Speaker 1: mom would kill me if she knew. That was like

493
00:23:17,720 --> 00:23:20,840
Speaker 1: where my head was at. But in terms of that guy,

494
00:23:21,440 --> 00:23:25,600
Speaker 1: I feel like she may have been groomed because she

495
00:23:25,720 --> 00:23:28,320
Speaker 1: was famous so early. I don't think we were groomed.

496
00:23:28,600 --> 00:23:30,359
Speaker 1: My mom wasn't trying to raise me to be a

497
00:23:30,359 --> 00:23:35,320
Speaker 1: whole happened on act But okay, yeah, what do you

498
00:23:35,320 --> 00:23:39,640
Speaker 1: think um, I agree. Like, even thinking about how we

499
00:23:39,800 --> 00:23:42,600
Speaker 1: ended up being hosts of a sex pod, I think

500
00:23:42,640 --> 00:23:44,840
Speaker 1: a lot of that did have to do with the

501
00:23:44,840 --> 00:23:49,199
Speaker 1: curiosity that came early from reading. I mean, no, no,

502
00:23:49,240 --> 00:23:50,520
Speaker 1: just man, do you think about it for a second.

503
00:23:51,320 --> 00:23:54,120
Speaker 1: We've been knowing each other since we were fifteen years

504
00:23:54,119 --> 00:23:58,320
Speaker 1: old and we're thirty one in the sex podcast. That's

505
00:23:58,359 --> 00:24:02,439
Speaker 1: fucking nuts, fucking wild. I mean, but it's sixteen. You

506
00:24:02,480 --> 00:24:04,960
Speaker 1: had sex in front of me, So actually, like, god,

507
00:24:05,119 --> 00:24:08,359
Speaker 1: you did. What do you want me to do? You

508
00:24:08,359 --> 00:24:10,280
Speaker 1: want me to take away your past? It can't happen.

509
00:24:10,280 --> 00:24:12,600
Speaker 1: I'm sorry I was there. It's bleeding into my fucking brain.

510
00:24:13,760 --> 00:24:16,120
Speaker 1: Your fault. I literally actually just talked about this too.

511
00:24:16,920 --> 00:24:20,400
Speaker 1: Which first off, we were sixteen in Miami for Memorial

512
00:24:20,520 --> 00:24:24,320
Speaker 1: Day weekend. You met a nigga girl from Sucking at

513
00:24:24,359 --> 00:24:34,119
Speaker 1: the club when we watched shop Boys performed party together.

514
00:24:34,119 --> 00:24:36,400
Speaker 1: When y'all see the podcast, I'm just saying you did

515
00:24:36,600 --> 00:24:40,359
Speaker 1: because you because And now we have a sex SPoD

516
00:24:40,400 --> 00:24:42,920
Speaker 1: where you talk about having sex, and it's like, bitch,

517
00:24:42,960 --> 00:24:45,920
Speaker 1: I saw you back in the day. I wasn't who

518
00:24:45,920 --> 00:24:49,680
Speaker 1: I am today. I will say that, Okay, I would

519
00:24:49,680 --> 00:24:53,520
Speaker 1: hope not you said inside. I didn't see you. I

520
00:24:53,560 --> 00:24:59,439
Speaker 1: don't know how to wrap that's what I heard. I mean,

521
00:24:59,480 --> 00:25:01,960
Speaker 1: I probably just at that all, but I don't remember.

522
00:25:03,080 --> 00:25:05,600
Speaker 1: Now you bro, you were sucking dick at sixteen. No,

523
00:25:05,640 --> 00:25:08,080
Speaker 1: I don't remember. Second dick in front of you? Are

524
00:25:08,080 --> 00:25:10,760
Speaker 1: you just walked in front of me? You literally sucked

525
00:25:10,800 --> 00:25:12,240
Speaker 1: on the bed and then I sat on the end

526
00:25:12,280 --> 00:25:14,720
Speaker 1: of the bed facing the TV and so that I

527
00:25:14,800 --> 00:25:20,320
Speaker 1: just don't look. Yeah, I didn't. Why Why were you

528
00:25:20,359 --> 00:25:23,000
Speaker 1: in the room. Why couldn't you leave because he was

529
00:25:23,040 --> 00:25:24,520
Speaker 1: a stranger. I think you wanted me to stay and

530
00:25:24,600 --> 00:25:28,000
Speaker 1: felt safe for I don't remember, bitch, you literally just

531
00:25:28,080 --> 00:25:31,200
Speaker 1: met this man in the club and we was in

532
00:25:31,240 --> 00:25:34,119
Speaker 1: his room. Mitch, I wasn't gonna leave. You. Look at

533
00:25:34,160 --> 00:25:36,320
Speaker 1: this on the safety first. If I could talk back

534
00:25:36,359 --> 00:25:39,040
Speaker 1: to I would have killed If my daughter told me

535
00:25:39,119 --> 00:25:41,000
Speaker 1: she went to the fucking club with her friend Memorial

536
00:25:41,080 --> 00:25:43,679
Speaker 1: Day we came fox in a hotel room, I would

537
00:25:43,760 --> 00:25:48,520
Speaker 1: be going crazy. Don't do what I do not follow

538
00:25:49,840 --> 00:25:53,280
Speaker 1: This one is h horrible, absolutely absolutely so. When I

539
00:25:53,320 --> 00:25:55,040
Speaker 1: read that, I was like, damn, but no, I do

540
00:25:55,119 --> 00:25:57,399
Speaker 1: believe you can't be grooming. And you know what's crazy

541
00:25:57,440 --> 00:25:59,879
Speaker 1: about that I think that that's what so many people's

542
00:26:00,000 --> 00:26:04,920
Speaker 1: problem is with seeing little girls like with the crop

543
00:26:04,960 --> 00:26:07,800
Speaker 1: tops and the tide shirts and the short shorts. And

544
00:26:08,280 --> 00:26:12,720
Speaker 1: maybe it's the little store um men, Brandy Melvin whatever

545
00:26:12,720 --> 00:26:17,840
Speaker 1: that was, Brandy Melville. They sell little teeny tiny horror clothes.

546
00:26:18,160 --> 00:26:19,880
Speaker 1: I don't like the kids, but that's what I'm saying.

547
00:26:19,880 --> 00:26:23,280
Speaker 1: I will say I don't think Euphoria inspired horrors because

548
00:26:23,320 --> 00:26:25,760
Speaker 1: I think it showed a great to be an inspired

549
00:26:25,800 --> 00:26:28,680
Speaker 1: fucking drug addicts. I don't think it inspired drugs at all.

550
00:26:28,840 --> 00:26:32,760
Speaker 1: I think literally every drug use took a downturn, like yeah,

551
00:26:32,800 --> 00:26:36,280
Speaker 1: but they were having fun first. I think some people

552
00:26:36,320 --> 00:26:40,399
Speaker 1: will accept a HA for low loo. I'm just saying.

553
00:26:41,000 --> 00:26:44,920
Speaker 1: I'm just saying, well, that's you, all right, Uh, let's

554
00:26:44,920 --> 00:26:47,879
Speaker 1: get into our hor derb um. If you have a

555
00:26:47,920 --> 00:26:51,800
Speaker 1: sex tip, please share. I found this one though, and

556
00:26:51,840 --> 00:26:56,200
Speaker 1: it's called eyes open wide. So for this one, trying

557
00:26:56,240 --> 00:26:58,640
Speaker 1: not to switch off the light tonight, as you will

558
00:26:58,680 --> 00:27:02,160
Speaker 1: be turned down by what you stop, absolutely not, are

559
00:27:02,200 --> 00:27:04,760
Speaker 1: you kidding me? You gotta have the light song no,

560
00:27:04,920 --> 00:27:09,280
Speaker 1: not off, but bitch, no turn on the light no,

561
00:27:10,800 --> 00:27:14,919
Speaker 1: and like can do a candle, bitch, candle bitch, not

562
00:27:15,040 --> 00:27:18,479
Speaker 1: the TV like, not the TV like, turn on the

563
00:27:18,480 --> 00:27:21,359
Speaker 1: whole lights. So you say, you know you don't be

564
00:27:21,640 --> 00:27:23,560
Speaker 1: like bro, this is why you be liking the energies.

565
00:27:23,560 --> 00:27:25,600
Speaker 1: I'd be like in finance because I want to see him.

566
00:27:26,080 --> 00:27:27,760
Speaker 1: I want to see you when I fuck you, because

567
00:27:27,760 --> 00:27:30,240
Speaker 1: you find That's why I only like fine niggas. If

568
00:27:30,280 --> 00:27:32,359
Speaker 1: you want to suck the lights off, ugly nigga with

569
00:27:32,400 --> 00:27:34,600
Speaker 1: a big dick, I'm gonna tell you something right now.

570
00:27:35,320 --> 00:27:37,320
Speaker 1: Can you not let me finish the sex? You must

571
00:27:37,359 --> 00:27:43,199
Speaker 1: have confidence of Beyonce? First off, from the back. So

572
00:27:43,240 --> 00:27:46,520
Speaker 1: ain't nobody seeing my stomach, bitch. It's facing the bed.

573
00:27:46,680 --> 00:27:48,919
Speaker 1: The bad the only ones to see my stomach. He

574
00:27:49,040 --> 00:27:51,960
Speaker 1: see my little time to waste my big old lads, bitch.

575
00:27:52,200 --> 00:27:54,360
Speaker 1: That's all he says is I'm thinking because it's given

576
00:27:54,359 --> 00:27:55,840
Speaker 1: from the back, and I don't ride, and if I

577
00:27:55,840 --> 00:27:58,120
Speaker 1: do ride, it's from the bake everything from the back,

578
00:27:58,320 --> 00:28:01,240
Speaker 1: and if it's missionary nigga, he covering my stomach way here.

579
00:28:01,480 --> 00:28:06,160
Speaker 1: You don't get on time at all, bitch. No, now

580
00:28:06,160 --> 00:28:07,960
Speaker 1: when you gotta ask like this, baby, now, let me

581
00:28:08,000 --> 00:28:11,080
Speaker 1: finish and let me tell these people want to do Okay,

582
00:28:11,240 --> 00:28:15,440
Speaker 1: don't don't be self caustious. It's literally the next fucking sentence,

583
00:28:16,000 --> 00:28:19,960
Speaker 1: as both men and women are stimulated by erotic visuals.

584
00:28:20,000 --> 00:28:23,800
Speaker 1: According to an Archives of a Sexual behavior study, try

585
00:28:23,920 --> 00:28:27,200
Speaker 1: keeping the lights on and here's the other one. Your

586
00:28:27,240 --> 00:28:30,119
Speaker 1: eyes open, because I know a lot of times like

587
00:28:30,280 --> 00:28:33,640
Speaker 1: women like to close their eyes, men too. Eyes open.

588
00:28:33,800 --> 00:28:37,600
Speaker 1: This also aids communication, as you can see what's pleasing

589
00:28:37,600 --> 00:28:40,800
Speaker 1: your partner. Making love in front of mirrors or using

590
00:28:40,880 --> 00:28:43,160
Speaker 1: video cameras is also a variation of the same theme,

591
00:28:43,440 --> 00:28:46,400
Speaker 1: So see bitch you right there. The effort pays off

592
00:28:46,760 --> 00:28:49,600
Speaker 1: once you begin to appreciate for play as an integral

593
00:28:49,640 --> 00:28:53,400
Speaker 1: part of sexual satisfaction, and the stronger marriage that comes

594
00:28:53,440 --> 00:28:57,040
Speaker 1: with it will always be just one short step away.

595
00:28:57,120 --> 00:29:01,040
Speaker 1: So turn on the lights. I'm okay, and the Galaxy lights.

596
00:29:01,040 --> 00:29:02,960
Speaker 1: Bitch shout out to all of y'all. At this point,

597
00:29:03,000 --> 00:29:04,240
Speaker 1: I need to make my own I should have bought

598
00:29:04,240 --> 00:29:07,280
Speaker 1: stock in Galaxy Lights because all you bitches got him

599
00:29:07,280 --> 00:29:11,880
Speaker 1: now and you and you're welcome. No I gotta look

600
00:29:11,880 --> 00:29:14,400
Speaker 1: through ali babo. I would really have to like ship

601
00:29:14,440 --> 00:29:18,320
Speaker 1: from China and ship no um. So the reason I

602
00:29:18,400 --> 00:29:21,440
Speaker 1: like candle light and ship it is because I feel

603
00:29:21,480 --> 00:29:25,240
Speaker 1: like it gives a sex here shadow I like, now,

604
00:29:25,480 --> 00:29:29,240
Speaker 1: depending on your view I got in New York, it's

605
00:29:29,280 --> 00:29:34,080
Speaker 1: given nothing in l A League. Obviously, it lights Hollywood

606
00:29:34,080 --> 00:29:36,520
Speaker 1: signed sucking building is and that ship is. I don't know.

607
00:29:36,720 --> 00:29:39,360
Speaker 1: Even as I get all the New York shining, I

608
00:29:39,400 --> 00:29:41,239
Speaker 1: need to light on. I'm gonna turn the light on.

609
00:29:41,280 --> 00:29:44,000
Speaker 1: I want to see you in your that's kind of life,

610
00:29:44,040 --> 00:29:45,640
Speaker 1: you know what. I think. That's why I like morning

611
00:29:45,680 --> 00:29:47,960
Speaker 1: sex a little bit too, because like even when he

612
00:29:48,000 --> 00:29:50,240
Speaker 1: gets up, Like I got a whole video in my phone,

613
00:29:50,720 --> 00:29:53,840
Speaker 1: Oh my God of my ex standing up, and I

614
00:29:53,880 --> 00:29:57,000
Speaker 1: was like, god, damn you fine, Like I was just

615
00:29:57,000 --> 00:29:59,360
Speaker 1: snapping pictures of him standing up because he just looks

616
00:29:59,400 --> 00:30:02,400
Speaker 1: so good in the Okay, not on some creepshit. Totally consensual.

617
00:30:02,880 --> 00:30:05,840
Speaker 1: I have so many pictures and niggas standing up. Okay, yeah, no,

618
00:30:05,920 --> 00:30:07,840
Speaker 1: this was consensual. I was like, oh, was standing like that?

619
00:30:08,200 --> 00:30:11,160
Speaker 1: And then I sent it to my mama. I was like, damn,

620
00:30:11,280 --> 00:30:14,080
Speaker 1: I'm looking at my nick. What I did is that weird.

621
00:30:14,560 --> 00:30:17,200
Speaker 1: I sent the picture of my nigga right after we

622
00:30:17,360 --> 00:30:19,480
Speaker 1: fucked to my mom and I was like, damn, look

623
00:30:19,520 --> 00:30:22,480
Speaker 1: at him. He was covering his dick. Look at that.

624
00:30:23,160 --> 00:30:27,239
Speaker 1: Oh you sent your mom that? Yeah, I said, mom,

625
00:30:27,240 --> 00:30:31,080
Speaker 1: look at my nigga. What's I can't do that? He

626
00:30:31,200 --> 00:30:33,680
Speaker 1: was covering his dick. His dick wasn't showing. He was

627
00:30:33,800 --> 00:30:35,720
Speaker 1: holding his dick. I could see the dick hair is

628
00:30:35,800 --> 00:30:39,680
Speaker 1: just now, it's okay. It wasn't the dick though, yo.

629
00:30:40,280 --> 00:30:45,320
Speaker 1: And what there was no you picture? No, no, no, no,

630
00:30:46,120 --> 00:30:48,520
Speaker 1: my mom a picture of you send up your mom

631
00:30:48,520 --> 00:30:50,760
Speaker 1: a picture, yo, man holding his dick, but the dick

632
00:30:50,840 --> 00:30:55,120
Speaker 1: was covered holding it. It's giving me. It's actually giving art.

633
00:30:55,400 --> 00:30:57,400
Speaker 1: Mind you all said my mama a picture of us

634
00:30:57,480 --> 00:31:00,040
Speaker 1: at the New Beach together. What's the difference? Like this

635
00:31:00,200 --> 00:31:03,560
Speaker 1: was him at the New Beach to look that's just

636
00:31:03,720 --> 00:31:10,400
Speaker 1: the chest I saw. Look there good? Did you mean anyways,

637
00:31:10,880 --> 00:31:13,760
Speaker 1: Mandy is a wild? Why is that wild? It is

638
00:31:13,800 --> 00:31:17,520
Speaker 1: a human being, like my mama ain't seen dick before.

639
00:31:20,000 --> 00:31:22,880
Speaker 1: What is the problem. There was no dick and you

640
00:31:23,000 --> 00:31:25,360
Speaker 1: literally just said he was covering his dick something he

641
00:31:25,440 --> 00:31:27,880
Speaker 1: was holding it. Show me over time, because if I saw,

642
00:31:28,200 --> 00:31:31,320
Speaker 1: she doesn't want to see that. Fine, nigger's fine. I

643
00:31:31,320 --> 00:31:33,959
Speaker 1: feel like I saw the top is dick, but it

644
00:31:34,040 --> 00:31:38,880
Speaker 1: wasn't the Dick speaking up, Dick, let's get too. Did

645
00:31:38,880 --> 00:31:41,120
Speaker 1: I get the dick hairs because I knew it? Possibly,

646
00:31:41,160 --> 00:31:43,360
Speaker 1: But dick hairs can go hot. Sometimes dick hairs can

647
00:31:43,440 --> 00:31:47,360
Speaker 1: sometimes reach the belly. But I saw this literally. Sometimes

648
00:31:47,400 --> 00:31:50,040
Speaker 1: you can see dick hairs from a nigga wearing basketball shorts.

649
00:31:50,080 --> 00:31:52,240
Speaker 1: Bro maybe having a little happy trols on today. Belly

650
00:31:52,280 --> 00:31:55,680
Speaker 1: button dem as dick hairs. If it's lead down to

651
00:31:55,720 --> 00:31:58,360
Speaker 1: the dick is dick hairs. So you ain't never seen

652
00:31:58,400 --> 00:32:03,840
Speaker 1: a happy trail. You saw Dick here. Probably stomach was

653
00:32:03,880 --> 00:32:07,640
Speaker 1: connected to your pubs and Dick here. What's the problem?

654
00:32:07,760 --> 00:32:10,320
Speaker 1: He was covering his dick broke come you were being

655
00:32:10,400 --> 00:32:12,560
Speaker 1: really judging? What does she reply? That's what I want

656
00:32:12,560 --> 00:32:16,760
Speaker 1: to know? She it was a lot. She was like, damn,

657
00:32:16,800 --> 00:32:18,880
Speaker 1: but damn, I can't stay damn because that's your nigga.

658
00:32:19,440 --> 00:32:23,400
Speaker 1: But it was it was giving what he looked good?

659
00:32:24,040 --> 00:32:25,520
Speaker 1: What's the problem is not like I want to I

660
00:32:25,520 --> 00:32:28,000
Speaker 1: wanted to share him. I was just like, mom, look

661
00:32:28,000 --> 00:32:32,800
Speaker 1: how fine my nigg is. Anyways, what's this reminds me

662
00:32:32,840 --> 00:32:35,800
Speaker 1: of that? What's the problem on TLC where she was like, no,

663
00:32:36,400 --> 00:32:38,640
Speaker 1: you're doing a lot because they don't know. They don't

664
00:32:39,080 --> 00:32:42,000
Speaker 1: put together. My mama recorded me. I showed my mama

665
00:32:42,080 --> 00:32:44,920
Speaker 1: sex tape. I didn't show my mom's I didn't show

666
00:32:44,920 --> 00:32:48,120
Speaker 1: my MoMA video me sucking dick. But I did just say,

667
00:32:48,160 --> 00:32:50,080
Speaker 1: look how fine he looked in the light. I like

668
00:32:50,200 --> 00:32:52,240
Speaker 1: the light, that's all. I just want to see people

669
00:32:53,000 --> 00:32:55,400
Speaker 1: just because you want to be in the dog bit

670
00:32:57,400 --> 00:32:59,080
Speaker 1: her ni ugly. I don't want to see none of

671
00:32:59,120 --> 00:33:00,920
Speaker 1: him niggas that she know. You can't even brag about

672
00:33:00,920 --> 00:33:04,640
Speaker 1: them ugly news what I was bragging about my fine

673
00:33:05,160 --> 00:33:08,640
Speaker 1: fun what I would Yeah, her men be ugly, so

674
00:33:09,200 --> 00:33:12,400
Speaker 1: there's nothing to show off. I think she likes their personalities.

675
00:33:13,560 --> 00:33:18,440
Speaker 1: What well. Anyways, speaking of penis, I want to get

676
00:33:18,480 --> 00:33:23,080
Speaker 1: into a hope fact you guys may find quite interesting.

677
00:33:23,600 --> 00:33:27,320
Speaker 1: I want to explain why the penis is mushroom shape.

678
00:33:28,160 --> 00:33:31,840
Speaker 1: Oh wow, you ready for some scientifical ship. So way

679
00:33:31,880 --> 00:33:35,160
Speaker 1: back when experts believe the penis evolved to become a

680
00:33:35,240 --> 00:33:39,120
Speaker 1: quote unquote tool with a rich to remove the seamen

681
00:33:39,200 --> 00:33:43,000
Speaker 1: of love rivals. The theory behind this is quite simple. Basically,

682
00:33:43,040 --> 00:33:45,720
Speaker 1: men wanted to ensure they are the one who carries

683
00:33:45,720 --> 00:33:48,920
Speaker 1: on their lineage and wins out in pregnancy, survival of

684
00:33:48,960 --> 00:33:50,760
Speaker 1: the fitness and all, and we kind of talked about

685
00:33:50,760 --> 00:33:54,600
Speaker 1: this with how sharks actually being. Professor Gordon Gallup from

686
00:33:54,600 --> 00:33:56,760
Speaker 1: the State University of New York led a team of

687
00:33:56,840 --> 00:34:00,520
Speaker 1: scientists to investigate the anatomy of the human this and

688
00:34:00,600 --> 00:34:03,280
Speaker 1: it's used back in two thousand three, and they found

689
00:34:03,320 --> 00:34:06,160
Speaker 1: the thrust of the penis and the ridge that separates

690
00:34:06,160 --> 00:34:09,239
Speaker 1: the head from the shaft could actually help clear a

691
00:34:09,239 --> 00:34:15,440
Speaker 1: woman's vagina and reproductive system of previous lover's spermus, meaning

692
00:34:15,440 --> 00:34:19,880
Speaker 1: a new partner would have removed meaning a new partner

693
00:34:19,920 --> 00:34:25,200
Speaker 1: would remove any competition and replace his own semen. They

694
00:34:25,200 --> 00:34:27,719
Speaker 1: tested their theory in the lab with latex penises and

695
00:34:27,760 --> 00:34:30,000
Speaker 1: model vaginas. It's given that time that guy wanted to

696
00:34:30,040 --> 00:34:34,759
Speaker 1: eat the come out of me. That's that is not

697
00:34:34,920 --> 00:34:37,480
Speaker 1: and that's gross. It is gross. It's really gross. But

698
00:34:37,520 --> 00:34:39,680
Speaker 1: when he said that best sounds just like this is

699
00:34:39,719 --> 00:34:42,800
Speaker 1: why y'all need to be using condoms anyways. So anyways,

700
00:34:43,080 --> 00:34:45,880
Speaker 1: a longer penis would not only have been an advantage

701
00:34:45,880 --> 00:34:48,719
Speaker 1: for leaving semen in a less accessible part of the vagina,

702
00:34:49,120 --> 00:34:52,000
Speaker 1: but by feeling and expanding the vagina, it also would

703
00:34:52,080 --> 00:34:54,959
Speaker 1: aid in at the displacement of semen left by other

704
00:34:55,080 --> 00:34:59,719
Speaker 1: males as a means of maximizing the likelihood of fraternity,

705
00:35:01,640 --> 00:35:04,400
Speaker 1: and then it just says what other penis shapes are there? Um,

706
00:35:04,440 --> 00:35:07,080
Speaker 1: And to be frank, there are actually many different kinds

707
00:35:07,080 --> 00:35:10,279
Speaker 1: of penis shapes. However, fellas, if you're listening and you

708
00:35:10,320 --> 00:35:13,640
Speaker 1: have that mushroom head that we love so much, just know,

709
00:35:13,760 --> 00:35:17,120
Speaker 1: if you're sucking on ho that let's everybody not inside

710
00:35:17,160 --> 00:35:19,640
Speaker 1: of her. If you have a bigger mushroom, that means

711
00:35:19,640 --> 00:35:22,600
Speaker 1: your seamen may be able to beat all the lived seems.

712
00:35:25,160 --> 00:35:28,719
Speaker 1: That's this is what the science said. Okay, that's it.

713
00:35:29,200 --> 00:35:32,120
Speaker 1: And also there's a whole another article that I'll probably

714
00:35:32,239 --> 00:35:34,920
Speaker 1: talk to you all about, but basically there's a reason

715
00:35:35,160 --> 00:35:38,560
Speaker 1: the penis mushroom shape have left to the evolution of

716
00:35:38,600 --> 00:35:41,160
Speaker 1: cheating as well. So just know there's a lot of

717
00:35:41,160 --> 00:35:43,440
Speaker 1: research if you want to look up why men have

718
00:35:43,600 --> 00:35:47,040
Speaker 1: mushroom shaped penises. And also, ladies, if your man has

719
00:35:47,080 --> 00:35:51,560
Speaker 1: a mushroom shape penis, it may mean he's cheating on you. Literally,

720
00:35:51,600 --> 00:35:54,480
Speaker 1: that's what the scientists said. And so since y'all motherfucking

721
00:35:54,520 --> 00:35:57,399
Speaker 1: bitches believe in science so much, this is what they say.

722
00:35:57,520 --> 00:36:00,640
Speaker 1: I love the mushroom talkers always the sound. I like

723
00:36:00,760 --> 00:36:03,160
Speaker 1: it because I just like, like, I don't really like

724
00:36:03,239 --> 00:36:05,040
Speaker 1: going all the way down the shaft. I just really

725
00:36:05,080 --> 00:36:08,400
Speaker 1: like the mushroom ship, so I like, then I'll go

726
00:36:08,440 --> 00:36:09,879
Speaker 1: down with my tone. Then I go to the balls

727
00:36:09,880 --> 00:36:11,319
Speaker 1: and ask. You know, I just really like going to

728
00:36:11,320 --> 00:36:13,799
Speaker 1: the balls and ask. But I like to be You

729
00:36:13,840 --> 00:36:18,240
Speaker 1: think you have a butt fetish because you like wait,

730
00:36:18,040 --> 00:36:20,880
Speaker 1: but I do. But it's weird because it's not like

731
00:36:20,920 --> 00:36:22,960
Speaker 1: I like boy but but for real, for real, for real,

732
00:36:23,520 --> 00:36:25,560
Speaker 1: I like it's like I like the boot all. I

733
00:36:25,680 --> 00:36:27,120
Speaker 1: really just like the doll. I like to play with

734
00:36:27,160 --> 00:36:28,719
Speaker 1: it and I like to just I think I just

735
00:36:28,760 --> 00:36:31,120
Speaker 1: like penetrate it, which is crazy because now I'm in

736
00:36:31,200 --> 00:36:32,960
Speaker 1: a skip real quick, we're gonna come back to the

737
00:36:33,000 --> 00:36:35,640
Speaker 1: horrible decision because we're talking about it. But the whole

738
00:36:35,680 --> 00:36:40,040
Speaker 1: mail is actually from a man and he actually just

739
00:36:40,080 --> 00:36:42,359
Speaker 1: asked the Savings that question is you? He said, I'm

740
00:36:42,400 --> 00:36:44,960
Speaker 1: a black man with a big booty, and I was wondering,

741
00:36:45,480 --> 00:36:48,239
Speaker 1: do many women like a man to have a big butt?

742
00:36:49,520 --> 00:36:53,560
Speaker 1: Signed jay Um and what's crazy? That's why I answered

743
00:36:53,560 --> 00:36:56,560
Speaker 1: that way too ironic well, does anyone ever grabbed your butt?

744
00:36:56,600 --> 00:36:59,000
Speaker 1: Do you think I like like, I like to grab it.

745
00:36:59,000 --> 00:37:00,400
Speaker 1: But I don't need a man to have like a

746
00:37:00,440 --> 00:37:03,400
Speaker 1: plump ass. I don't need a cut an arch. I

747
00:37:03,400 --> 00:37:05,719
Speaker 1: don't like you to be saucy. I mean, I'm fine

748
00:37:05,760 --> 00:37:08,600
Speaker 1: if you have a flat ass. I just like ass like,

749
00:37:08,640 --> 00:37:10,200
Speaker 1: I don't care about the shape of a man as

750
00:37:10,360 --> 00:37:12,640
Speaker 1: I only slap ask for fun me too. It's like

751
00:37:12,800 --> 00:37:14,800
Speaker 1: a good game sport. But I all seems to be

752
00:37:14,840 --> 00:37:17,520
Speaker 1: a basketball player, So it's like, maybe maybe that's why

753
00:37:17,600 --> 00:37:22,040
Speaker 1: I grew up slapping ass? Like what many jobs? I

754
00:37:22,120 --> 00:37:24,479
Speaker 1: was a basketball player. I played volleyball. I was gonna

755
00:37:24,480 --> 00:37:28,000
Speaker 1: do this. I did tell how she used to be

756
00:37:28,120 --> 00:37:33,080
Speaker 1: in the mission was it was a missionary. I did

757
00:37:33,120 --> 00:37:36,319
Speaker 1: also play volleyball, basketball, shot put. I was on the

758
00:37:36,360 --> 00:37:39,399
Speaker 1: step team. I played the violin. I worked at quiz nos.

759
00:37:39,440 --> 00:37:41,879
Speaker 1: I was a bartender. I was an accountant. I had

760
00:37:41,880 --> 00:37:45,680
Speaker 1: many lives. Anything else, wheezy, do you think you missed one? Oh?

761
00:37:45,719 --> 00:37:47,279
Speaker 1: I missed the ton because I know which is when

762
00:37:47,280 --> 00:37:54,040
Speaker 1: you missed. I worked at a call center. Wait what else? Wait,

763
00:37:54,160 --> 00:37:56,400
Speaker 1: my dick sucking ass? What you was all? That was

764
00:37:56,440 --> 00:37:59,279
Speaker 1: a job that isn't I mean slightly that was a

765
00:37:59,360 --> 00:38:03,720
Speaker 1: job I account slightly. It was a job for leader sports.

766
00:38:03,760 --> 00:38:05,840
Speaker 1: I was a cheerleader step team. He was not no

767
00:38:05,960 --> 00:38:08,680
Speaker 1: cheerleader or step I do not believe it was Chain

768
00:38:08,800 --> 00:38:14,280
Speaker 1: Lakes Middle school home middle school for cheerleader. Wait, what

769
00:38:14,280 --> 00:38:16,160
Speaker 1: what do you do in high school? Team? I was

770
00:38:16,160 --> 00:38:21,040
Speaker 1: step team? Me too. I still don't believe that. How

771
00:38:21,040 --> 00:38:23,560
Speaker 1: could you not leader step team? You? First of all, bitch,

772
00:38:23,640 --> 00:38:25,279
Speaker 1: because you was in white areas. I didn't know them

773
00:38:25,320 --> 00:38:27,680
Speaker 1: schools even had step teams. You are bugging the funk out.

774
00:38:27,719 --> 00:38:30,040
Speaker 1: I'm serious, Like, I'm just saying you went to more

775
00:38:30,080 --> 00:38:33,080
Speaker 1: white schools they were was at them schools? Man? I

776
00:38:33,120 --> 00:38:34,880
Speaker 1: didn't know saying the lake, I didn't know there was

777
00:38:34,960 --> 00:38:39,520
Speaker 1: enough schools Johnson there was enough because they have a

778
00:38:39,520 --> 00:38:42,839
Speaker 1: step team. My bad. Let's see a step debate. And

779
00:38:42,880 --> 00:38:45,840
Speaker 1: then where was the other ship? And that was it?

780
00:38:45,960 --> 00:38:47,480
Speaker 1: And I was in chess club? And I was in

781
00:38:47,600 --> 00:38:51,279
Speaker 1: f c A and I was in f f A. Hm,

782
00:38:51,880 --> 00:38:53,879
Speaker 1: I was your Farmers of America? Who was the thing

783
00:38:53,920 --> 00:38:57,680
Speaker 1: that got me out early? I was in that that

784
00:38:57,880 --> 00:38:59,520
Speaker 1: know that I was just a part of that was

785
00:39:00,000 --> 00:39:02,279
Speaker 1: all there credit, That's what I well, know I had

786
00:39:02,280 --> 00:39:04,759
Speaker 1: a job. I gotta leave school at twelve to go

787
00:39:04,840 --> 00:39:08,279
Speaker 1: work ship. I didn't have a job. I had two jobs,

788
00:39:08,360 --> 00:39:11,759
Speaker 1: my junior answering you this is a pizza place? Oh no,

789
00:39:11,840 --> 00:39:14,239
Speaker 1: taking pictures. Then I was a sugar baby. Then I

790
00:39:14,239 --> 00:39:16,000
Speaker 1: worked at that strip club for one day. Then I

791
00:39:16,040 --> 00:39:18,440
Speaker 1: worked at white House black Market for a long time?

792
00:39:18,480 --> 00:39:19,799
Speaker 1: What did you do at a strip club? For one?

793
00:39:19,840 --> 00:39:21,560
Speaker 1: That was supposed to be a waitress at Rachel's and

794
00:39:21,560 --> 00:39:24,040
Speaker 1: a popka and it wouldn't work out because I didn't

795
00:39:24,080 --> 00:39:27,960
Speaker 1: like it. Why because they just were making me feel uncomfortable.

796
00:39:28,920 --> 00:39:31,760
Speaker 1: They were or you just felt good the staff really

797
00:39:32,840 --> 00:39:34,759
Speaker 1: like and that's why I named them like they just

798
00:39:34,760 --> 00:39:36,960
Speaker 1: made me feel super weird, like I don't know, they

799
00:39:36,960 --> 00:39:40,680
Speaker 1: were like doing some weird like the way they were

800
00:39:40,680 --> 00:39:42,359
Speaker 1: talking to me, it was kind of pervy, like they

801
00:39:42,400 --> 00:39:45,600
Speaker 1: just didn't treat it like a business. Okay, didn't like that?

802
00:39:45,920 --> 00:39:49,160
Speaker 1: Then what else? Why has black market? That was a

803
00:39:49,200 --> 00:39:50,680
Speaker 1: while because that's when I had the ankle bracelet and

804
00:39:50,680 --> 00:39:52,799
Speaker 1: I had a hide that was terrible. And then I

805
00:39:52,800 --> 00:39:56,440
Speaker 1: worked for company for damn York shoot seven years. I

806
00:39:56,520 --> 00:39:59,040
Speaker 1: moved me to New York and then um, I was

807
00:39:59,080 --> 00:40:03,439
Speaker 1: a hole at that time as well, Umo, your whole life. Yeah,

808
00:40:03,640 --> 00:40:17,840
Speaker 1: really much, very all of it. Yeah, absolutely. Anyway, the

809
00:40:17,880 --> 00:40:20,759
Speaker 1: horrible decision kind of adds on to what we were

810
00:40:20,760 --> 00:40:23,440
Speaker 1: talking about in the beginning of this episode. So I

811
00:40:23,480 --> 00:40:26,560
Speaker 1: wanted to really have the conversation with now that we

812
00:40:26,640 --> 00:40:29,439
Speaker 1: are both single and out of a relationship, have been

813
00:40:29,440 --> 00:40:31,239
Speaker 1: through our whole phase. I still think you in it,

814
00:40:31,320 --> 00:40:34,200
Speaker 1: but nonetheless, um, I wanted to know if you kind

815
00:40:34,200 --> 00:40:37,200
Speaker 1: of had a clear idea of what you want out

816
00:40:37,200 --> 00:40:39,719
Speaker 1: of a partner and who you show up as, like

817
00:40:39,960 --> 00:40:41,560
Speaker 1: what you bring to the table, what you want a

818
00:40:41,560 --> 00:40:43,360
Speaker 1: man to bring to the table, and if you go

819
00:40:43,400 --> 00:40:45,680
Speaker 1: on a first date, what are you looking for? Like,

820
00:40:45,719 --> 00:40:47,360
Speaker 1: do you know? Because I mean, you've been talking about

821
00:40:47,719 --> 00:40:50,279
Speaker 1: the one nigga you met from dream Bille. You talked

822
00:40:50,320 --> 00:40:52,160
Speaker 1: about like about that was the hood nigga. You've been

823
00:40:52,200 --> 00:40:54,719
Speaker 1: talking about scientists nigga. You want all these niggas, but

824
00:40:54,719 --> 00:40:57,120
Speaker 1: they're also different. So do you even really know what

825
00:40:57,200 --> 00:41:08,160
Speaker 1: you want? I don't think. Um. Let's start with the first.

826
00:41:08,680 --> 00:41:11,759
Speaker 1: Lambo is definitely back with his baby. Mama had a

827
00:41:11,760 --> 00:41:14,239
Speaker 1: problem for me. We do that was coming bitch. You

828
00:41:14,320 --> 00:41:16,880
Speaker 1: were talking about he just moving to Atlanta to be closer. No,

829
00:41:17,000 --> 00:41:20,080
Speaker 1: but they are. They are together, but still trying to

830
00:41:20,120 --> 00:41:23,040
Speaker 1: get this pussy though that naked fucking because his baby

831
00:41:23,040 --> 00:41:28,000
Speaker 1: mama listen to the fucking podcast. Bro, you trifling. I

832
00:41:28,000 --> 00:41:32,319
Speaker 1: didn't you trifling? Oh you trifling bitch. Whatever, we're still

833
00:41:32,320 --> 00:41:35,640
Speaker 1: giving the pussy now, Okay, this is a lot of

834
00:41:35,640 --> 00:41:38,239
Speaker 1: interested Okay, over it all right, But like if he

835
00:41:38,280 --> 00:41:40,799
Speaker 1: wants to take me hones stuff, so he gotta feed

836
00:41:40,840 --> 00:41:42,279
Speaker 1: you first and then you'll give him a copy. We

837
00:41:42,280 --> 00:41:43,759
Speaker 1: just have a lot of fun together, So you can

838
00:41:43,800 --> 00:41:46,520
Speaker 1: just take me to the dealers table and I'll give

839
00:41:46,520 --> 00:41:49,560
Speaker 1: you this pussy drug dealers. Just what you just said, Well,

840
00:41:49,560 --> 00:41:51,879
Speaker 1: if you took me out first, bro, to be honest

841
00:41:51,880 --> 00:41:53,839
Speaker 1: with you, I'll be buying tables now. So it really

842
00:41:53,840 --> 00:41:55,880
Speaker 1: don't FaZe me. I mean take me out like making

843
00:41:55,920 --> 00:41:57,680
Speaker 1: it a thing. I like when men like give me

844
00:41:57,719 --> 00:41:59,719
Speaker 1: a nice plan night. You know what I'm saying, it's

845
00:41:59,719 --> 00:42:02,520
Speaker 1: called dating either in the date too, if he would

846
00:42:02,520 --> 00:42:05,960
Speaker 1: this baby mama, it's not called dating. I think I

847
00:42:06,040 --> 00:42:11,319
Speaker 1: sto with my friends on sid Alright, alright, so I'm

848
00:42:11,560 --> 00:42:13,640
Speaker 1: saying all of these things. I don't really know where

849
00:42:13,640 --> 00:42:16,080
Speaker 1: it's going. Right, okay. But what I know is they're

850
00:42:16,120 --> 00:42:19,280
Speaker 1: giving me enough to keep me interested and locked in, okay,

851
00:42:19,400 --> 00:42:20,800
Speaker 1: And I feel like there are people that could be

852
00:42:20,840 --> 00:42:23,839
Speaker 1: around which is keeping them around with Lambeau. I do

853
00:42:23,960 --> 00:42:26,399
Speaker 1: think I maybe even said, like I kind of even

854
00:42:26,920 --> 00:42:28,319
Speaker 1: talked about in the beginning, like you would have an

855
00:42:28,320 --> 00:42:31,200
Speaker 1: expiration date, and I knew it it was fun, right.

856
00:42:31,520 --> 00:42:34,200
Speaker 1: These other gentlemen not so much. I do find them

857
00:42:34,200 --> 00:42:36,719
Speaker 1: to be someone that could be you know, oh boy

858
00:42:36,719 --> 00:42:39,799
Speaker 1: from material or that are lifelong friendships. I don't know,

859
00:42:40,000 --> 00:42:43,440
Speaker 1: do you have those conversations like like, first off, because

860
00:42:43,440 --> 00:42:45,120
Speaker 1: you just got out of a relationship though in your

861
00:42:45,120 --> 00:42:47,280
Speaker 1: thirty one and you also just talked about wanting marriage,

862
00:42:47,280 --> 00:42:51,160
Speaker 1: wanting kids? Are you dating with intent? Are you dating

863
00:42:51,239 --> 00:42:53,520
Speaker 1: like on a date? Like? Do you all have conversations

864
00:42:53,520 --> 00:42:56,640
Speaker 1: about what you want out of partnership? So? Um? I

865
00:42:56,680 --> 00:42:58,880
Speaker 1: think what the scientists do. We definitely talked about that

866
00:42:58,920 --> 00:43:03,439
Speaker 1: a lot. Like know, we talked about like a lot

867
00:43:03,440 --> 00:43:06,440
Speaker 1: of if this happened, dada da da da um. But

868
00:43:06,600 --> 00:43:10,720
Speaker 1: he's just if he pro choice too. I'm just asking

869
00:43:10,719 --> 00:43:13,480
Speaker 1: in case there's another plan B story. Yeah, okay, we

870
00:43:13,640 --> 00:43:16,000
Speaker 1: all agree on that, all right, that's good. Good to

871
00:43:16,440 --> 00:43:24,120
Speaker 1: hunt and now one plan of story and it was

872
00:43:24,160 --> 00:43:26,919
Speaker 1: a new year, Like anyway, what a way to start

873
00:43:26,920 --> 00:43:30,759
Speaker 1: out the year. But for real coming in with the

874
00:43:30,800 --> 00:43:35,080
Speaker 1: bank um literally coming uh no. But he just is

875
00:43:35,120 --> 00:43:37,759
Speaker 1: that type of person, whereas like the other person I'm

876
00:43:37,760 --> 00:43:39,440
Speaker 1: talking to is just a little more slow and like,

877
00:43:39,800 --> 00:43:42,640
Speaker 1: but if they ask you what do you want? Do

878
00:43:42,680 --> 00:43:44,799
Speaker 1: you have an answer to that? Like, because all of

879
00:43:44,800 --> 00:43:46,719
Speaker 1: them are so different, Yeah, I want a boyfriend. I

880
00:43:46,719 --> 00:43:50,120
Speaker 1: just don't know if it's you, Okay, would you would

881
00:43:50,160 --> 00:43:52,920
Speaker 1: you have a relationship? Like again, now that we just

882
00:43:52,960 --> 00:43:55,640
Speaker 1: got out of both of us just got our relationships,

883
00:43:56,120 --> 00:44:00,400
Speaker 1: what did you like about the last relationship? Like? What

884
00:44:00,520 --> 00:44:02,640
Speaker 1: from your last relationship would you want to keep? In

885
00:44:02,680 --> 00:44:04,560
Speaker 1: a eventu way, when I say I want a boyfriend,

886
00:44:04,600 --> 00:44:06,000
Speaker 1: I know some people may think, like, oh my god,

887
00:44:06,000 --> 00:44:08,279
Speaker 1: but you just got out of a relationship. I still

888
00:44:08,360 --> 00:44:09,839
Speaker 1: am not the girl that's like, And I think it's

889
00:44:09,880 --> 00:44:13,240
Speaker 1: just like I'm obviously like dumb emo, Like I've never

890
00:44:14,160 --> 00:44:16,920
Speaker 1: ever not wanted a boyfriend. I'm a relationship girl, do

891
00:44:17,040 --> 00:44:19,000
Speaker 1: I want to? Like? The only thing I'm changing this

892
00:44:19,040 --> 00:44:22,680
Speaker 1: time around is I'm having less pressure and expectations and

893
00:44:22,719 --> 00:44:26,000
Speaker 1: I'm just like letting things flow, but um, well not you.

894
00:44:26,480 --> 00:44:29,960
Speaker 1: And also last year I had so much trouble with

895
00:44:30,000 --> 00:44:31,920
Speaker 1: obey and depression that I kind of felt like I

896
00:44:31,960 --> 00:44:34,319
Speaker 1: almost was preparing for this and I didn't even know

897
00:44:34,360 --> 00:44:38,680
Speaker 1: it because things were just feeling off. Um, and my

898
00:44:38,719 --> 00:44:41,239
Speaker 1: attraction to other people in a more intense way kind

899
00:44:41,239 --> 00:44:43,000
Speaker 1: of was a hint. I don't saying, like even b

900
00:44:43,080 --> 00:44:44,759
Speaker 1: d D, Like that's what That's what I was gonna

901
00:44:44,760 --> 00:44:47,239
Speaker 1: ask too, because b d D was someone that you

902
00:44:47,400 --> 00:44:50,680
Speaker 1: really had emotions for, but he wasn't open to the lifestyle.

903
00:44:50,960 --> 00:44:53,880
Speaker 1: So because you in Old Bay were somewhat in the

904
00:44:53,920 --> 00:44:56,520
Speaker 1: lifestyle with an open relationship, is that something you would

905
00:44:56,560 --> 00:44:59,319
Speaker 1: do again seeing how it ended? Or like would you

906
00:44:59,320 --> 00:45:01,799
Speaker 1: want to go back to mere? Like all I need

907
00:45:01,840 --> 00:45:03,560
Speaker 1: is to be able to suck bitches with the next ni,

908
00:45:04,560 --> 00:45:08,080
Speaker 1: which is what I was doing. The reason I think

909
00:45:08,120 --> 00:45:11,120
Speaker 1: it was easier to date to like date two dudes

910
00:45:11,560 --> 00:45:14,440
Speaker 1: was because I was truly bi coastal it like you

911
00:45:14,480 --> 00:45:16,000
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, like, and I was feeling really

912
00:45:16,000 --> 00:45:17,920
Speaker 1: lonely and I didn't get it. Now I've got more friends, Like,

913
00:45:17,920 --> 00:45:21,480
Speaker 1: would you do another throuble situation? Like based on how

914
00:45:21,560 --> 00:45:23,120
Speaker 1: that no, you wouldn't do that again. I was in

915
00:45:23,160 --> 00:45:24,279
Speaker 1: love with her. I'm never going to be in love

916
00:45:24,320 --> 00:45:26,440
Speaker 1: with another woman like that. You can't say that. I'm

917
00:45:26,440 --> 00:45:29,040
Speaker 1: probably not. You said you believe like you you told

918
00:45:29,080 --> 00:45:31,560
Speaker 1: me you've had more than one soul mate already. Yeah,

919
00:45:31,600 --> 00:45:34,279
Speaker 1: but like the feelings that I felt for her were very,

920
00:45:34,440 --> 00:45:36,640
Speaker 1: very intense and different, and like I could just say,

921
00:45:36,680 --> 00:45:38,440
Speaker 1: like even when I'm walking down the street now, I

922
00:45:38,440 --> 00:45:41,960
Speaker 1: look at bitches for their body and like their attractivity

923
00:45:41,960 --> 00:45:43,560
Speaker 1: more than I do thinking what they'd be. Like when

924
00:45:43,560 --> 00:45:46,000
Speaker 1: I'm attracted to girls and I'm having conversations, it's never

925
00:45:46,040 --> 00:45:49,080
Speaker 1: more than that. Like she was a one off of

926
00:45:50,200 --> 00:45:52,680
Speaker 1: a partner. I don't see that happening again, but if

927
00:45:52,680 --> 00:45:55,360
Speaker 1: it did, I would be down for a trouble. But

928
00:45:56,360 --> 00:46:01,760
Speaker 1: I'm also very now I realized possessive. I was possessive

929
00:46:01,760 --> 00:46:04,120
Speaker 1: of both of them. You just noticed that, like like

930
00:46:04,320 --> 00:46:06,439
Speaker 1: just now, like I want you to have like this year.

931
00:46:08,760 --> 00:46:10,880
Speaker 1: When I say you've been listening to our show the

932
00:46:10,920 --> 00:46:14,080
Speaker 1: last six years that we've had, you're just really feeling

933
00:46:14,320 --> 00:46:16,799
Speaker 1: change a lot. And it's also a very difficult thing

934
00:46:16,840 --> 00:46:19,000
Speaker 1: to say, because I'm a possessive person that also doesn't

935
00:46:19,040 --> 00:46:22,600
Speaker 1: care if you fux someone else. Okay, okay, hear me,

936
00:46:23,080 --> 00:46:25,640
Speaker 1: that's wild to everyone listening. All I could say is

937
00:46:26,239 --> 00:46:29,440
Speaker 1: I don't think that fucking other people necessarily means that

938
00:46:29,480 --> 00:46:31,680
Speaker 1: you don't love me. When I say possession, like, I

939
00:46:31,719 --> 00:46:34,920
Speaker 1: want your heart, I want all of that, right, And

940
00:46:35,000 --> 00:46:39,879
Speaker 1: so I say that to say in the Throuble, I

941
00:46:40,000 --> 00:46:42,880
Speaker 1: kind of think I would struggle the second time around

942
00:46:43,080 --> 00:46:46,880
Speaker 1: if I did it in who I felt like that for? Right?

943
00:46:47,440 --> 00:46:50,239
Speaker 1: And then do you truly believe that anyone like like

944
00:46:50,400 --> 00:46:52,680
Speaker 1: in Throubles, you do like one person more than the other,

945
00:46:52,800 --> 00:46:55,600
Speaker 1: Like because you've dated, like you've had the two boyfriends,

946
00:46:55,640 --> 00:46:58,520
Speaker 1: you've had the girlfriend and the boyfriend. Have you ever

947
00:46:58,640 --> 00:47:01,640
Speaker 1: felt like you truly had the same amount of love

948
00:47:01,680 --> 00:47:06,960
Speaker 1: for both people or together? Really? But when you were

949
00:47:06,960 --> 00:47:08,759
Speaker 1: a part, you knew you liked one more than I

950
00:47:08,800 --> 00:47:11,600
Speaker 1: was just leaning on one more than the other, Like

951
00:47:11,640 --> 00:47:13,399
Speaker 1: I would call one of them more than the other,

952
00:47:13,520 --> 00:47:17,239
Speaker 1: I would like, maybe fantasize about one more than the other,

953
00:47:17,320 --> 00:47:19,799
Speaker 1: But when we're together it was so even. What about

954
00:47:19,840 --> 00:47:23,440
Speaker 1: what the guys that I'm dating right now? No? Yeah, no,

955
00:47:23,600 --> 00:47:25,480
Speaker 1: Like when you had like old Bay and b D D.

956
00:47:25,880 --> 00:47:28,279
Speaker 1: They both drove out a love for you, did you

957
00:47:28,320 --> 00:47:30,440
Speaker 1: love one more than the other? They felt very like

958
00:47:30,560 --> 00:47:32,080
Speaker 1: this would be my person forever and b d D

959
00:47:32,200 --> 00:47:35,840
Speaker 1: felt new and exciting um, but also was showing me

960
00:47:35,960 --> 00:47:37,920
Speaker 1: things that really helped me realize old Bay wasn't going

961
00:47:37,960 --> 00:47:44,400
Speaker 1: to be the person for me. I made um like, honestly,

962
00:47:45,840 --> 00:47:49,120
Speaker 1: they was a liar, you know, And I had talked

963
00:47:49,160 --> 00:47:51,040
Speaker 1: about himlying we were together, and I would laugh about it,

964
00:47:51,080 --> 00:47:53,960
Speaker 1: but like it was a very like ridiculous lie. You

965
00:47:54,000 --> 00:47:56,400
Speaker 1: didn't you know what I'm saying. So knowing that it

966
00:47:56,440 --> 00:47:58,760
Speaker 1: could be easy to tell the truth and I wouldn't

967
00:47:58,760 --> 00:48:00,400
Speaker 1: have to drag it out of them, and knowing how

968
00:48:00,480 --> 00:48:02,919
Speaker 1: much it was weighing on me, and it seems like,

969
00:48:03,719 --> 00:48:05,600
Speaker 1: you know, I think people may listen to our show

970
00:48:05,640 --> 00:48:08,920
Speaker 1: and think, oh, well, y'all let these things go out

971
00:48:08,920 --> 00:48:11,080
Speaker 1: there and do these things, so you you should expect

972
00:48:11,200 --> 00:48:13,719
Speaker 1: these things to happen. I feel like people believe that,

973
00:48:13,760 --> 00:48:15,680
Speaker 1: I really do. I think they think when you're a

974
00:48:15,680 --> 00:48:18,040
Speaker 1: liberal woman that's letting your man fucking have a good

975
00:48:18,080 --> 00:48:20,600
Speaker 1: time in their life and like sexually explore that you

976
00:48:20,600 --> 00:48:23,960
Speaker 1: should not deserve being cheated on. If they even understand

977
00:48:24,000 --> 00:48:26,200
Speaker 1: what that means, but you should expect it and I don't.

978
00:48:26,760 --> 00:48:29,759
Speaker 1: I still felt feel to this day. I feel like

979
00:48:30,480 --> 00:48:32,960
Speaker 1: I was such a great girlfriend and gave you the

980
00:48:33,000 --> 00:48:35,399
Speaker 1: space and gave you the openness and warmness to be

981
00:48:35,520 --> 00:48:37,560
Speaker 1: honest with me, and you just never chose to do it.

982
00:48:37,719 --> 00:48:40,000
Speaker 1: I don't think that I deserved lies. I don't think

983
00:48:40,000 --> 00:48:42,120
Speaker 1: I made that confusing at all. So I'm tired of

984
00:48:42,160 --> 00:48:46,560
Speaker 1: that narrative. And I believed until BBDD that it was

985
00:48:46,600 --> 00:48:50,600
Speaker 1: just something I had to deal with, damn anything, Like

986
00:48:50,680 --> 00:48:52,359
Speaker 1: you just thought you had to deal with being with

987
00:48:52,400 --> 00:48:54,000
Speaker 1: a person that was a liar. I just was like,

988
00:48:54,040 --> 00:48:57,120
Speaker 1: he just doesn't get how this open relationship works. He

989
00:48:57,280 --> 00:48:58,799
Speaker 1: just doesn't know how to tell the truth with it.

990
00:48:58,840 --> 00:49:02,080
Speaker 1: But I thought because he's doing it the right way, right,

991
00:49:02,239 --> 00:49:04,600
Speaker 1: he wasn't falling for girls, he never put them over me,

992
00:49:04,920 --> 00:49:07,880
Speaker 1: still made time for me over like family, ship, putting

993
00:49:07,880 --> 00:49:10,600
Speaker 1: me first, doing everything he needed to do. He's just lying.

994
00:49:11,080 --> 00:49:13,000
Speaker 1: That lie is so small when I allow him to

995
00:49:13,000 --> 00:49:16,200
Speaker 1: do this. But he literally couldn't tell me when he

996
00:49:16,280 --> 00:49:18,600
Speaker 1: was gonna do ship because of whatever was in his head.

997
00:49:18,960 --> 00:49:20,920
Speaker 1: And that, to me was the baseline of why I

998
00:49:20,960 --> 00:49:24,719
Speaker 1: made it open. Honestly, it's funny because I think my

999
00:49:24,760 --> 00:49:26,399
Speaker 1: problems why I don't want to do that, And see,

1000
00:49:26,440 --> 00:49:31,319
Speaker 1: my problem wasn't even honesty or lies as much as

1001
00:49:31,320 --> 00:49:34,160
Speaker 1: it was to me. I think insecurity. And I know

1002
00:49:34,239 --> 00:49:36,560
Speaker 1: that we talked about like how are you able to

1003
00:49:36,600 --> 00:49:40,279
Speaker 1: deal with multiple people without jealousy? And I mean we

1004
00:49:40,320 --> 00:49:43,640
Speaker 1: talked about jealousy just being a natural thing. But I

1005
00:49:43,680 --> 00:49:46,719
Speaker 1: thought that mix was just so secure and I was

1006
00:49:46,760 --> 00:49:48,239
Speaker 1: just like, oh my god, this is perfect. I'm dealing

1007
00:49:48,280 --> 00:49:50,400
Speaker 1: with such a confident person and there's no issues. And

1008
00:49:50,480 --> 00:49:53,040
Speaker 1: the longer we were together, the more people we brought in.

1009
00:49:53,360 --> 00:49:55,400
Speaker 1: Even in terms of friendships, he started getting jealous of

1010
00:49:55,400 --> 00:49:59,080
Speaker 1: my friends. Like he literally text me and was like, yeah,

1011
00:49:59,120 --> 00:50:01,799
Speaker 1: like you know, I just started feeling like you were

1012
00:50:01,840 --> 00:50:05,040
Speaker 1: distancing yourself more and more, like how often you were

1013
00:50:05,080 --> 00:50:07,960
Speaker 1: with Assante And I was like my gay ass homeboy.

1014
00:50:07,960 --> 00:50:11,120
Speaker 1: But it was like, I don't I'm not seeking other

1015
00:50:11,360 --> 00:50:13,960
Speaker 1: men from you, but like NIGGI you don't like reality TV.

1016
00:50:14,280 --> 00:50:16,839
Speaker 1: I really like reality TV, and you're over my house

1017
00:50:16,840 --> 00:50:19,520
Speaker 1: so much that we don't watch it. I enjoy that

1018
00:50:19,560 --> 00:50:22,160
Speaker 1: with my friend Assante. It's not like an intimate thing.

1019
00:50:22,440 --> 00:50:26,200
Speaker 1: And I think maybe because he knows I'm just open

1020
00:50:26,239 --> 00:50:29,160
Speaker 1: to everybody. I think he viewed everyone, including my friends,

1021
00:50:29,160 --> 00:50:33,160
Speaker 1: as lovers even when there wasn't sex, And I think

1022
00:50:33,160 --> 00:50:35,520
Speaker 1: that that's where it was, Just like I think it's

1023
00:50:35,560 --> 00:50:38,920
Speaker 1: not lovers. I think it's more of like something they

1024
00:50:38,960 --> 00:50:41,359
Speaker 1: can't provide you like this. Yeah, but we all know

1025
00:50:41,440 --> 00:50:43,880
Speaker 1: that no one is perfect, no, I know, but I know,

1026
00:50:43,960 --> 00:50:46,560
Speaker 1: like I think there are people that want you to

1027
00:50:47,360 --> 00:50:50,200
Speaker 1: experience everything with them. You know what's interesting. I think

1028
00:50:50,239 --> 00:50:53,000
Speaker 1: about Alex a lot in this scenario. When I get

1029
00:50:53,000 --> 00:50:55,719
Speaker 1: a man understood who then it gets to me if

1030
00:50:55,760 --> 00:50:58,080
Speaker 1: I fell asleep in a at his house, he never

1031
00:50:58,080 --> 00:51:00,040
Speaker 1: thought I was working that nig like we we have

1032
00:51:00,160 --> 00:51:02,080
Speaker 1: both been very fortunate, Alex and I both to date

1033
00:51:02,080 --> 00:51:05,319
Speaker 1: people that understand our friendship. I've been thinking about, like

1034
00:51:05,360 --> 00:51:08,879
Speaker 1: how to funk would someone be jealous of a sante

1035
00:51:09,000 --> 00:51:11,000
Speaker 1: like And it took a long time, A long time

1036
00:51:11,040 --> 00:51:14,440
Speaker 1: for him to really believe Dustin wasn't on my team,

1037
00:51:14,840 --> 00:51:17,880
Speaker 1: Like he met Dustin Dustin party and came out with

1038
00:51:17,960 --> 00:51:20,080
Speaker 1: us so much. He really thought, in mind you, every

1039
00:51:20,080 --> 00:51:23,000
Speaker 1: time I post Dustin on my Instagram, everybody think me

1040
00:51:23,040 --> 00:51:25,520
Speaker 1: and Dustin fucking and I'm like, yes, he's a beautiful man,

1041
00:51:25,560 --> 00:51:28,480
Speaker 1: but god damn no, like that's not the same team.

1042
00:51:28,800 --> 00:51:30,359
Speaker 1: So like that's what I'm saying, Like that's only because

1043
00:51:30,400 --> 00:51:33,520
Speaker 1: he knows you're fucking you're the person you're with. I'm

1044
00:51:33,560 --> 00:51:35,719
Speaker 1: and y'all, I really believe this. The person you're with

1045
00:51:35,880 --> 00:51:38,080
Speaker 1: knows who you'd fuck, who you'd want to fuck. I

1046
00:51:38,120 --> 00:51:40,480
Speaker 1: would watch Old Bay with Niggas with Drezs and he

1047
00:51:40,520 --> 00:51:42,800
Speaker 1: was looking at me. He'd be like, Oh, it's so crazy,

1048
00:51:42,840 --> 00:51:45,800
Speaker 1: because yeah, it was so funny. He never thought anything

1049
00:51:45,920 --> 00:51:47,759
Speaker 1: like we would be in bed when when Joe would

1050
00:51:47,800 --> 00:51:49,960
Speaker 1: like be face time and me when like years ago

1051
00:51:50,000 --> 00:51:53,399
Speaker 1: when I was on uh the network. He never felt

1052
00:51:53,400 --> 00:51:55,680
Speaker 1: away about me being around Joe. He like dropped me

1053
00:51:55,719 --> 00:51:58,160
Speaker 1: off at Joe's house for his birthday party. Never anything

1054
00:51:58,200 --> 00:51:59,960
Speaker 1: about him. But I'm like, what you worried about my

1055
00:52:00,200 --> 00:52:03,239
Speaker 1: gas homeboys? Like he knows that's the nigger you'd be

1056
00:52:03,239 --> 00:52:09,120
Speaker 1: attracted to. Yeah, yeah, yeah, Dustin's fine, but like calm down,

1057
00:52:09,160 --> 00:52:12,000
Speaker 1: like that's my fucking friend. But it's it's just weird.

1058
00:52:12,040 --> 00:52:14,680
Speaker 1: So to me, it's the jealousy that I think going

1059
00:52:14,680 --> 00:52:18,719
Speaker 1: into another either swinging or open relationship. We would have

1060
00:52:18,800 --> 00:52:22,040
Speaker 1: to be very very clear on what things are you

1061
00:52:22,080 --> 00:52:25,520
Speaker 1: insecure about what things would bother you because also outside

1062
00:52:25,520 --> 00:52:29,120
Speaker 1: of maybe other lovers, my friends are priority. My friends

1063
00:52:29,400 --> 00:52:31,200
Speaker 1: come first. I'm not one of them bitches that get

1064
00:52:31,239 --> 00:52:34,080
Speaker 1: in a relationship and then just stop working with my friends.

1065
00:52:34,239 --> 00:52:37,399
Speaker 1: Not that way. Like my friends are. I make time

1066
00:52:37,400 --> 00:52:39,320
Speaker 1: in my life for them. You have to be accepting

1067
00:52:39,320 --> 00:52:40,719
Speaker 1: of that. So I think that that's a problem, like

1068
00:52:41,040 --> 00:52:43,680
Speaker 1: knowing that with like it's it's the same as if

1069
00:52:43,680 --> 00:52:46,720
Speaker 1: we date somebody with kids, right, kids come first, maybe

1070
00:52:46,719 --> 00:52:49,480
Speaker 1: family mom comes first. We're always gonna be three or

1071
00:52:49,520 --> 00:52:51,560
Speaker 1: four in in some man's life. A lot of men

1072
00:52:51,640 --> 00:52:53,279
Speaker 1: expect to come in and be number one because a

1073
00:52:53,280 --> 00:52:55,719
Speaker 1: lot of women make them that you are probably four

1074
00:52:55,800 --> 00:52:57,839
Speaker 1: or five in my life. You're after my work, You're

1075
00:52:57,880 --> 00:53:01,960
Speaker 1: after my friends, family after work, you know what I mean.

1076
00:53:02,000 --> 00:53:04,200
Speaker 1: You're after working, you're after my friends. So a lot

1077
00:53:04,239 --> 00:53:09,279
Speaker 1: of men, probably niggas after my friends, mainly because I'm

1078
00:53:09,320 --> 00:53:11,319
Speaker 1: going and trickle my home girl. You gotta meet my

1079
00:53:11,360 --> 00:53:15,319
Speaker 1: home girl, because I think people do put a little

1080
00:53:15,360 --> 00:53:19,839
Speaker 1: too money for one, if you're spending so much time

1081
00:53:19,920 --> 00:53:22,880
Speaker 1: with your friends that your person can't find time to

1082
00:53:22,920 --> 00:53:25,640
Speaker 1: be with you alone, or you're constantly inviting friends out,

1083
00:53:26,000 --> 00:53:29,440
Speaker 1: and that was me. I. He literally started saying that.

1084
00:53:29,480 --> 00:53:31,520
Speaker 1: He was like, I just feel like every time we

1085
00:53:31,520 --> 00:53:34,080
Speaker 1: go out, someone pops up or I'm pulling up on

1086
00:53:34,120 --> 00:53:36,640
Speaker 1: you with your friends. And that was like, okay, you said,

1087
00:53:36,640 --> 00:53:38,480
Speaker 1: what did I like about my last relationship? Old Bay?

1088
00:53:38,480 --> 00:53:40,840
Speaker 1: And I were very good at that. You would literally

1089
00:53:40,880 --> 00:53:43,480
Speaker 1: call me and be like, Yo, we're going to dinner tonight.

1090
00:53:43,760 --> 00:53:45,239
Speaker 1: I was thinking we can go to the box or

1091
00:53:45,239 --> 00:53:47,359
Speaker 1: we'll go a party, like are we inviting niggas or not?

1092
00:53:47,600 --> 00:53:50,440
Speaker 1: Like is it me? And you like? He was very good,

1093
00:53:50,440 --> 00:53:53,120
Speaker 1: and then I started doing that later once I issue,

1094
00:53:53,320 --> 00:53:56,279
Speaker 1: I was like, we can proba be friends, like bro,

1095
00:53:56,440 --> 00:53:58,439
Speaker 1: I don't well, which is now a problem when a bitch.

1096
00:53:58,560 --> 00:54:00,200
Speaker 1: When when a bitch broke up with a nigga to

1097
00:54:00,280 --> 00:54:02,640
Speaker 1: let him know, all my friends are cut off too.

1098
00:54:02,680 --> 00:54:04,040
Speaker 1: I know you hung out with us and you thought

1099
00:54:04,040 --> 00:54:05,600
Speaker 1: they was your friends, but they was and they my

1100
00:54:05,680 --> 00:54:07,560
Speaker 1: friends and my friends they're not your gonna tell you

1101
00:54:07,680 --> 00:54:10,080
Speaker 1: right now, don't bring your niggas around me if you like,

1102
00:54:10,719 --> 00:54:13,879
Speaker 1: I'm just gonna be bored. My niggas not boring though,

1103
00:54:13,920 --> 00:54:16,400
Speaker 1: like all of my friend I'm saying, would ask yo,

1104
00:54:16,480 --> 00:54:18,839
Speaker 1: bring that nigga, bring that nigga around. I'm bored because

1105
00:54:18,920 --> 00:54:21,000
Speaker 1: I Bro, I don't engage to say I want to

1106
00:54:21,080 --> 00:54:23,520
Speaker 1: be alone. BRO. Like to be honest with you. I

1107
00:54:23,600 --> 00:54:26,360
Speaker 1: work a lot, and I live in two different places.

1108
00:54:26,520 --> 00:54:29,080
Speaker 1: I work a lot. It's too much going on, Like

1109
00:54:29,160 --> 00:54:31,200
Speaker 1: I want to fucking connect. I like that. Should we

1110
00:54:31,200 --> 00:54:33,840
Speaker 1: do that in the house. When I'm outside, we're drinking,

1111
00:54:33,840 --> 00:54:37,520
Speaker 1: We doing picklebacks everybody, anybody, let's do drugs? Oh, I'm

1112
00:54:37,560 --> 00:54:39,520
Speaker 1: sorry all the friends was about it to the sex club.

1113
00:54:39,680 --> 00:54:41,160
Speaker 1: I feel like all of my friends have now seen

1114
00:54:41,200 --> 00:54:46,120
Speaker 1: me fuck, including just a lot of people. I've invited

1115
00:54:46,120 --> 00:54:48,239
Speaker 1: a lot of people like that. I've been like, yea,

1116
00:54:48,280 --> 00:54:50,040
Speaker 1: I would have had a lot of layup time with niggas.

1117
00:54:50,080 --> 00:54:52,040
Speaker 1: I really don't. I'll be dating busy niggas too, so

1118
00:54:52,080 --> 00:54:53,879
Speaker 1: when we have time to go out together. That's why

1119
00:54:53,880 --> 00:54:57,680
Speaker 1: I was perfect. My niggle Mike was retired. That's I

1120
00:54:57,800 --> 00:55:01,200
Speaker 1: think I only need I might need to retirement home niggas.

1121
00:55:01,840 --> 00:55:04,239
Speaker 1: I need a nigga with nothing else going on, and

1122
00:55:04,239 --> 00:55:07,400
Speaker 1: he could be available with I mean, you have money,

1123
00:55:07,560 --> 00:55:14,600
Speaker 1: so trauvel, let's travel, Let's go out to eat like no,

1124
00:55:10,520 --> 00:55:17,160
Speaker 1: I that was That's literally what he started telling me.

1125
00:55:17,200 --> 00:55:19,799
Speaker 1: He was like, he thinks I needed somebody that was

1126
00:55:19,840 --> 00:55:22,000
Speaker 1: doing as much as me, And I was like, absolutely not.

1127
00:55:22,120 --> 00:55:23,920
Speaker 1: I don't want to, nigga it we both gotta work

1128
00:55:23,960 --> 00:55:26,279
Speaker 1: around our schedule. You might be thinking, like I think

1129
00:55:26,280 --> 00:55:29,239
Speaker 1: you'd be surprised if you met someone that was I

1130
00:55:29,239 --> 00:55:30,960
Speaker 1: don't know. That ship is a fucking turn on, bro,

1131
00:55:31,400 --> 00:55:34,160
Speaker 1: Like I love meeting. I'm busy enough for the two

1132
00:55:34,160 --> 00:55:37,080
Speaker 1: of us that I love that, and then it makes

1133
00:55:37,080 --> 00:55:38,840
Speaker 1: it all the more special. Well, he did all the

1134
00:55:38,840 --> 00:55:40,120
Speaker 1: ship he had to do when I was in middle

1135
00:55:40,120 --> 00:55:41,960
Speaker 1: school and high school still, and nigga was he wanted

1136
00:55:41,960 --> 00:55:46,239
Speaker 1: to be when you no, no, don't do that. It

1137
00:55:46,239 --> 00:55:48,120
Speaker 1: ain't gonna it ain't gonna be that old and it

1138
00:55:48,200 --> 00:55:51,560
Speaker 1: ain't ever gonna be white bitch, not never. All right,

1139
00:55:51,640 --> 00:55:53,720
Speaker 1: let's get to the homemail. Well that was a homemail.

1140
00:55:53,760 --> 00:55:56,080
Speaker 1: We talked about it already with the male booties. What's

1141
00:55:56,120 --> 00:56:00,120
Speaker 1: our time? How long? We? Oh so were good? We

1142
00:56:00,320 --> 00:56:02,879
Speaker 1: good y'all? Anyways, let's go ahead and get up all

1143
00:56:02,920 --> 00:56:06,920
Speaker 1: out of here. We have some thanks to do um. Anyways,

1144
00:56:07,080 --> 00:56:09,640
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1157
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1158
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Speaker 1: getting your feet, getting your shoes, getting your hair done.

1159
00:56:53,040 --> 00:56:54,440
Speaker 1: I might have a little bit of hang time to wear.

1160
00:56:54,440 --> 00:56:56,719
Speaker 1: I have some brains for that trip. Who know? Uh?

1161
00:56:56,880 --> 00:56:58,600
Speaker 1: Did you see the video of the nigger on the

1162
00:56:58,640 --> 00:57:02,600
Speaker 1: airplane filming every Black World going on raids? I love

1163
00:57:02,680 --> 00:57:06,920
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1164
00:57:06,920 --> 00:57:09,080
Speaker 1: about some talking is Zoe Kravitz for grief bas because

1165
00:57:09,080 --> 00:57:12,600
Speaker 1: I'm gonna do have that girl all right. Anyways, we're

1166
00:57:12,600 --> 00:57:14,640
Speaker 1: gonna leave you guys. If you're listening to audio of

1167
00:57:14,680 --> 00:57:17,600
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1168
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1169
00:57:20,960 --> 00:57:24,800
Speaker 1: Backslash Horrible Decisions. This has been yet another episode of

1170
00:57:24,880 --> 00:57:31,840
Speaker 1: horrible decisions. Like anyway, let's get into the horrible decision.

1171
00:57:32,160 --> 00:57:35,160
Speaker 1: The horrible decision this week is weird sex terms. And

1172
00:57:35,160 --> 00:57:37,880
Speaker 1: it's because I'm also trying to figure out a way

1173
00:57:38,160 --> 00:57:41,000
Speaker 1: to bring back fucking Kink of the Week or some

1174
00:57:41,160 --> 00:57:43,800
Speaker 1: other thing that we can do. But I'm trying to

1175
00:57:45,640 --> 00:57:48,800
Speaker 1: I know, well, I ended up coming across an article

1176
00:57:49,200 --> 00:57:53,200
Speaker 1: that had weird sex terms, and basically it would be

1177
00:57:53,320 --> 00:57:56,960
Speaker 1: terms that when said, you might have no fucking idea

1178
00:57:57,000 --> 00:57:59,760
Speaker 1: that it's even related to sex. So some of the

1179
00:58:00,000 --> 00:58:04,320
Speaker 1: notable mentions, um would be a pearl necklace. Pearl necklace.

1180
00:58:04,360 --> 00:58:06,320
Speaker 1: We had an episode where we talked about that you

1181
00:58:06,320 --> 00:58:09,400
Speaker 1: would know that that it even has to do with

1182
00:58:10,400 --> 00:58:16,200
Speaker 1: uh sex unless you trouble butter trouble. But I had

1183
00:58:16,240 --> 00:58:18,880
Speaker 1: to Urban Dictionary that one trouble burdle is another one

1184
00:58:19,040 --> 00:58:23,640
Speaker 1: scat play that's something Golden showers and of course peggy, um.

1185
00:58:23,680 --> 00:58:25,680
Speaker 1: But I wanted to get into. I found these other

1186
00:58:25,720 --> 00:58:30,040
Speaker 1: four terms that maybe we've talked about, But again these

1187
00:58:30,040 --> 00:58:32,320
Speaker 1: are terms that maybe you will hear and you would

1188
00:58:32,360 --> 00:58:34,480
Speaker 1: have no idea what the funk they're talking about. So

1189
00:58:34,600 --> 00:58:41,520
Speaker 1: one being felching. Felching, you'se spelching in a sentence like

1190
00:58:41,600 --> 00:58:45,080
Speaker 1: if you just would would think felching was a regular term,

1191
00:58:45,120 --> 00:58:46,960
Speaker 1: what do you think felching would mean? If it didn't

1192
00:58:46,960 --> 00:58:49,160
Speaker 1: mean me and my daughter we go up to the

1193
00:58:49,240 --> 00:58:52,320
Speaker 1: Hampton's location, we'd love to do a bunch of felching.

1194
00:58:52,400 --> 00:58:56,280
Speaker 1: You know, it's just an old Okay, So felching to

1195
00:58:56,440 --> 00:59:02,560
Speaker 1: youth sounds like a sport. Cool. Um felching. No, to

1196
00:59:02,800 --> 00:59:07,240
Speaker 1: felch is to suck up semen out of an orifice.

1197
00:59:08,040 --> 00:59:14,560
Speaker 1: For instance, sorry, guys, selch me that? Um nope. For instance,

1198
00:59:15,000 --> 00:59:19,760
Speaker 1: someone may ejaculate inside their partners anus and then suck

1199
00:59:19,880 --> 00:59:22,439
Speaker 1: their own semen out of the anus with their mouth.

1200
00:59:23,080 --> 00:59:25,520
Speaker 1: Then they may or may not swallow it. So it

1201
00:59:25,560 --> 00:59:30,440
Speaker 1: would be mayor give you an option. Yeah, it would

1202
00:59:30,440 --> 00:59:34,120
Speaker 1: be basically kind of like what are your cream pies?

1203
00:59:35,480 --> 00:59:39,200
Speaker 1: So felching is the act of what a cream pie is?

1204
00:59:39,240 --> 00:59:42,200
Speaker 1: Oh wait, no, that is you're coming in So felching

1205
00:59:42,240 --> 00:59:45,840
Speaker 1: would be eating the cream pie. That is the I

1206
00:59:45,960 --> 00:59:49,680
Speaker 1: did that. So that's the verb. That's what felching means that.

1207
00:59:51,400 --> 00:59:56,200
Speaker 1: So eating ejaculante out of an orifice is what felching is.

1208
00:59:56,240 --> 01:00:02,560
Speaker 1: Not ejaculate, girl, she said eating exactly. Do you watch

1209
01:00:02,600 --> 01:00:08,160
Speaker 1: Curb your Enthusiasm? No, well, we don't watch anything the same.

1210
01:00:08,440 --> 01:00:11,400
Speaker 1: Larry David, that's the best show of all time. Larry David.

1211
01:00:11,600 --> 01:00:14,480
Speaker 1: Davy Smooth is in his house and he basically found

1212
01:00:14,520 --> 01:00:16,120
Speaker 1: come on the sheet. He's like, we need to have

1213
01:00:16,160 --> 01:00:19,800
Speaker 1: a talk because there was ejaculate and he goes ejacutely

1214
01:00:21,120 --> 01:00:25,400
Speaker 1: it was exactly, and he's like like, come, we'll just

1215
01:00:25,440 --> 01:00:31,880
Speaker 1: say come Larry. Oh my goodness was so funny. Another

1216
01:00:32,320 --> 01:00:34,680
Speaker 1: term again, I would like for you to use it

1217
01:00:34,720 --> 01:00:39,440
Speaker 1: in a sentence without it being a sex term. Docking.

1218
01:00:41,560 --> 01:00:45,480
Speaker 1: That's I feel like, that's easy, the dick doc docking

1219
01:00:45,520 --> 01:00:49,840
Speaker 1: the boat. We're bullying. We're doing, right, Is it like

1220
01:00:50,160 --> 01:00:54,040
Speaker 1: Marny like when you docking in, I don't know, I'm lost? Yeah, right,

1221
01:00:54,080 --> 01:00:57,000
Speaker 1: you're super lost. So docking is also a sex term.

1222
01:00:57,120 --> 01:01:02,040
Speaker 1: Um Docking is when to uncircumcised eyes people with penises

1223
01:01:02,280 --> 01:01:07,200
Speaker 1: get together. Um. So the first pulls his foreskin back

1224
01:01:07,680 --> 01:01:11,560
Speaker 1: and holds it while the second stretches. There's open and

1225
01:01:11,680 --> 01:01:14,960
Speaker 1: outward as far as possible over the head and shaft

1226
01:01:15,360 --> 01:01:19,640
Speaker 1: of the other partner's penis um. This is frequently asked

1227
01:01:19,920 --> 01:01:24,120
Speaker 1: if this act is real impossible, and the response is um,

1228
01:01:24,520 --> 01:01:27,640
Speaker 1: with enough imagination and determination, most things are. It's like

1229
01:01:27,680 --> 01:01:31,919
Speaker 1: a Chinese finger trap, as bitch, but with a dick

1230
01:01:32,720 --> 01:01:38,400
Speaker 1: and and foreskin. Um. So yeah, docking. If that is

1231
01:01:38,440 --> 01:01:42,680
Speaker 1: ever something that you hear any of your gaze, uh reference,

1232
01:01:42,760 --> 01:01:44,920
Speaker 1: that is what they're talking about. I did hear some

1233
01:01:45,000 --> 01:01:48,000
Speaker 1: gays say some really funny ship as I was walking

1234
01:01:48,080 --> 01:01:49,840
Speaker 1: up on the call I had with you, And I've

1235
01:01:49,880 --> 01:01:51,480
Speaker 1: never heard someone say this before, and I just want

1236
01:01:51,480 --> 01:01:54,960
Speaker 1: to make it wasn't. As I was walking up to

1237
01:01:55,000 --> 01:01:57,800
Speaker 1: my apartment door, I tripped and these two gang niggas

1238
01:01:57,840 --> 01:02:04,680
Speaker 1: walking by, and he goes, oh the baby or the

1239
01:02:04,800 --> 01:02:08,640
Speaker 1: baby or or what was it they were? They were

1240
01:02:08,760 --> 01:02:12,920
Speaker 1: kicking bitch. I'm sorry. I'm watching Cabaret right now, so

1241
01:02:13,000 --> 01:02:16,920
Speaker 1: you know where she said double homicide. For Johnson's Cabaret,

1242
01:02:17,280 --> 01:02:19,800
Speaker 1: she went into They ended up fighting later on in

1243
01:02:19,880 --> 01:02:23,480
Speaker 1: the episode, and she went into the confessional was like