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Speaker 1: Scrubbing in with Becca Tilly and Tanya Ren and I

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Speaker 1: Heart Radio and People's Choice Award nominated podcast. Good morning everybody,

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Speaker 1: it's still morning officially, UM, Becca is not here today.

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Speaker 1: We are songs Becca. However, I am very excited because

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Speaker 1: we have from Ease the Rundown my very own neighbor

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Speaker 1: and friend, Aaron Lynn scrubbing. Hey, what's up you guys,

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Speaker 1: And we are very blessed because Aaron has a very

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Speaker 1: jam packed day, um with like five jobs, and so

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Speaker 1: she managed to squeeze us in and we were very grateful.

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Speaker 1: I have a lot of jobs, and you know what,

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Speaker 1: I'm wearing cream colored scrubs today. In case you guys

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Speaker 1: were wondering, you know, we used to wear scrubs when

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Speaker 1: we did this a lot, and we haven't since not

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Speaker 1: done that in a very long term, trying question. Tanya

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Speaker 1: is on scrubs. I am full scrub Yeah. I'm like,

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Speaker 1: we need to bring that back. When we win the

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Speaker 1: People's Choice Award again, we should all wear scrubs the

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Speaker 1: next day. And I like how you manifested that into existence.

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Speaker 1: When we win. I like that, Thank you so much.

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Speaker 1: Tanya is nominated. If you guys didn't know, So go

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Speaker 1: vote ten times today. Well, voting is over now, just kidding,

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Speaker 1: do not vote, by the way, I work for the

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Speaker 1: network who owns the People's Choice Awards, And um, you know,

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Speaker 1: I knew that I was just pop quizzing Tanya. Voting

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Speaker 1: actually stopped last Friday, right, I knew that I was

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Speaker 1: voting like twenty times a day. I know you were.

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Speaker 1: I also voted twenty times one day for Tania because

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Speaker 1: you care, you can. That seems like a conflict. No,

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Speaker 1: I have a I have a choice. Yeah, she is

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Speaker 1: a people. I have a voice and a choice and

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Speaker 1: a right. And I voted yeah, And I'm not afraid

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Speaker 1: to say I voted for that fair like the president

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Speaker 1: votes for presidents. So I voted for scrubbing in. And

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Speaker 1: I'm here on thank you. Well, we're excited to have

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Speaker 1: you for many reasons. Um. One, I'd really like to

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Speaker 1: get to know you a little bit more, because I

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Speaker 1: really happy that you're here because everybody since so Aaron

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Speaker 1: and we've met met each other a couple of times

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Speaker 1: because we've done e shows together, so we've seen each other,

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Speaker 1: but we've never really liked been like friend friends. So

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Speaker 1: she moves in. I was like, oh my gosh, I

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Speaker 1: and we went and we did yoga the other night together,

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Speaker 1: and like, so we've really like had some friendship moments

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Speaker 1: being like, oh MG, I shipped this friendship. How did

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Speaker 1: you guys meet? Blah blah blah. So I'm really excited

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Speaker 1: that you're here because now we can explore Let's get

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Speaker 1: into the real personal deep stuff right here, right now. Um,

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Speaker 1: where do we start. I'd like to hear about the

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Speaker 1: days following the break up. Did you counsel her? Was

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Speaker 1: she a math? How was she doing well? Okay, so

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Speaker 1: even before this breakup, there was do we know about

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Speaker 1: the other guy? Okay? Obviously, well you had come over.

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Speaker 1: It was like during the Bachelor at and you came

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Speaker 1: to um meet doctor whoever screen time, doctor screen time,

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Speaker 1: well I'm gonna pray for you, Tania. And then that

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Speaker 1: didn't work out after that, correct, Yeah, and then you

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Speaker 1: um doctor No, this was putting no post malone. Yes, yes.

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Speaker 1: butterfly Butterfly. Oh my gosh, I remember when you were

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Speaker 1: and um, I'm like, okay, Sonia, let's pray about it.

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Speaker 1: And you literally because you're borrowing my hammer. I was

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Speaker 1: And then you literally came into my kitchen prayed for me. Yeah,

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Speaker 1: and then you were like, by, by, I gotta go

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Speaker 1: was heart broken. Yeah, it's weird, really breakup because we

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Speaker 1: were never you know what I mean. It wasn't a breakup,

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Speaker 1: that's the most hurtful part. Yeah, And it was like

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Speaker 1: of a slap in the face disappointment. Yea punching the gut.

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Speaker 1: Tanya continues to come up, wake up at four in

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Speaker 1: on other shows, and then you're still making your freaking

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Speaker 1: a hug right after this, because you are a rock star.

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Speaker 1: You are the woman that young girls should all be

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Speaker 1: looking up to. Yeah, I look up to you, and

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Speaker 1: always go, what's wrong with me? What like why wasn't

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Speaker 1: you should totally post that. So Aaron sent me this

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Speaker 1: I'm just I am really grateful that you came into

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Speaker 1: have a really good perspective on things. Um, how did

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Speaker 1: Because I mean you do you work at a you

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Speaker 1: want to know? Well? I was born on um, No,

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Speaker 1: speaking of you know, finding jobs, hiring, Thank you so much.

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Speaker 1: Thank you and we're back, ladies and gentlemen. Yes, that's right.

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Speaker 1: Aaron Lim is still here. Hi. Did you take a

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Speaker 1: run outside too? Did I know? I've been yakking in

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Speaker 1: the last thirty minutes. I we've been having some early

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Speaker 1: fires here in um southern California, and I decided to

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Speaker 1: go for a nice hour long run outside. I came

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Speaker 1: back and was like, did more harm? Yeah? Probably, But

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Speaker 1: in her defense, you couldn't really smell it. No. Yeah,

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Speaker 1: it's just very humid, hot and muggy out there. Yeah.

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Speaker 1: I have a question for Aaron and I don't know

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Speaker 1: if I'm allowed to ask this. We'll just edit it out. Uh,

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Speaker 1: your current relationship situation, is there one? Oh, there's one

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Speaker 1: and only one. Actually just saw him by the way

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Speaker 1: you did leaving this morning. Yeah, because I was going

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Speaker 1: to ask you as a related topics what we talked

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Speaker 1: about earlier with Senior Butterfly, and we didn't really get

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Speaker 1: into the reasons why. We don't need to get into

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Speaker 1: the reasons why, but I was gonna ask you if

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Speaker 1: you have found that guys can be intimidated by your

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Speaker 1: career because things are going great, You're on TV all

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Speaker 1: the time, you're always busy, heero is out with people,

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Speaker 1: meeting people, going to these parties and red carpets and

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Speaker 1: everything that can be intimidating for a guy who doesn't

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Speaker 1: have as much going on. Have you found that to

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Speaker 1: be the case, Not in this current relationship, But Tanya

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Speaker 1: and I had this conversation a little while back where, yeah,

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Speaker 1: there was a guy who I dated a couple of

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Speaker 1: years ago who was intimidated and we were the same

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Speaker 1: exact age, and he was like, you know what, You've

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Speaker 1: got your life altogether there, and I just feel inadequate

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Speaker 1: and I need to figure out what I even want

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Speaker 1: to do with my life, and you seem so on

482
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Speaker 1: the path of you know exactly what it is you want,

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Speaker 1: and I think I just need to exit this relationship now.

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Speaker 1: So it makes you feel I mean, I was really

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Speaker 1: sad because I thought, you know, we were having such

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Speaker 1: a good time, and luckily it was early on in

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Speaker 1: the relationship. But it didn't make me feel for one

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Speaker 1: second that I needed to pull back who who I

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Speaker 1: am or be somehow quote unquote less intimidating, because I

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Speaker 1: don't feel like I'm intimidating at all, even though my

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Speaker 1: career is on the right track and I have this

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Speaker 1: great trajectory. I feel like in my relationship, I don't

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Speaker 1: make anyone feel inferior to me if they aren't in

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Speaker 1: this industry or if they don't have this crazy path

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Speaker 1: that I have. Um. Yeah, So in this current relationship,

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Speaker 1: I'm with someone who is very set and secure and

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Speaker 1: confident in what he does. He's a graphic designer, he worked,

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Speaker 1: he doesn't work in this industry. He's somewhat adjacent to it.

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Speaker 1: He's sometimes we love an adjacent and I love it,

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Speaker 1: and yes, I love I love it. Adjacent for you. Yeah,

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Speaker 1: you know, like he has to deal with celebrity sometimes,

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Speaker 1: but this is like not his thing. And when I

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Speaker 1: do have to go to an event, he's the type

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Speaker 1: that doesn't need to go, and he doesn't feel bad

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Speaker 1: if he can't go, and in fact, he's like, you

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Speaker 1: do your thing, you do you. I'm really cool just

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Speaker 1: you know, doing my own work and hanging out with

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Speaker 1: my friends or whatever. And yeah, it's like a really

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Speaker 1: good balance to have that because I've been in you know,

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Speaker 1: I've been in a relationship that was both of us

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Speaker 1: are in the public eye, and you know, we have

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Speaker 1: to deal with those things and sometimes that gets to

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Speaker 1: be too much. So it's nice to like have oh,

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Speaker 1: this fun life in the entertainment world and then yeah,

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Speaker 1: I have a really stable relationship that is not dependent

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Speaker 1: on all this stuff. That is a good thing because

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Speaker 1: it can be very It can cause insecurity. When you're

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Speaker 1: dressed to the nines and you're heading out, you're gonna

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Speaker 1: be interviewing the most gorgeous actors in Hollywood. The Rock

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Speaker 1: for example, who I was reading about you having a

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Speaker 1: moment with the very intimidating because you said at home

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Speaker 1: playing video game whatever. He's doing I'm not the Rocks

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Speaker 1: with the rock and you know what, my boyfriend loves

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Speaker 1: the rock and I'm like, Damne, I was just with

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Speaker 1: the Rock and you know, I come back with like

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Speaker 1: some crazy extravagant dress and he's like in his sweatpants.

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Speaker 1: He's like, yeah, tell me about it. Did you ask

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Speaker 1: him about the rock bottom? And like if he's ever

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Speaker 1: coming back to w W E And I'm like, theyb no.

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Speaker 1: We talked about his muscles and he's like all right, whatever,

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Speaker 1: Like he's just he doesn't get insecure. And that's the

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Speaker 1: thing too, because it's like I totally get what you're said,

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Speaker 1: Like I get what you're saying, Like it could be

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Speaker 1: very especially if you've come from something, if you've been

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Speaker 1: cheated on the past. I feel like dating somebody that's

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Speaker 1: like always out meeting people like that could be really

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Speaker 1: like scary. Oh, I've dated someone who's very insecure about

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Speaker 1: every single male that I've interviewed, and that was hard

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Speaker 1: because then I couldn't really share my excitement and I

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Speaker 1: felt like, oh, I had to really pull back what

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Speaker 1: I share, Like, oh, you know, because a lot of

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Speaker 1: my interviews are kind of flirty and fun and but

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Speaker 1: we ultimately have a great interview and it never crosses

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Speaker 1: the line. But you know, I've been with people who

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00:27:02,600 --> 00:27:05,600
Speaker 1: are like, oh, did you did he get your number?

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Speaker 1: How was that? And I'm like, and not once has

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00:27:09,680 --> 00:27:11,480
Speaker 1: Joshua ever been like so, did he get your number?

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00:27:11,520 --> 00:27:13,800
Speaker 1: Did he hit on you? Whatever? Like he's just actually interested,

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00:27:13,840 --> 00:27:15,440
Speaker 1: how did it? How did it go? Was it fun?

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Speaker 1: And he's so supportive and yeah, So it's it's really

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Speaker 1: awesome to have someone who's um not in the spotlight,

552
00:27:21,480 --> 00:27:24,920
Speaker 1: doesn't desire it, and it really fully supports my job

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00:27:25,200 --> 00:27:27,320
Speaker 1: because that's like that We're actually talking about this a

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Speaker 1: couple of podcasts ago about like I'm the type of

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Speaker 1: girl we're all just put all my eggs in one basket.

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Speaker 1: Like I'm not the like, here's three three eggs for you,

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00:27:34,359 --> 00:27:36,439
Speaker 1: four eggs for you, one egg for you, Like my

558
00:27:36,480 --> 00:27:39,240
Speaker 1: eggs are in your basket. And that's like almost to

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Speaker 1: a fault, Like I am loyal to a like to

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Speaker 1: a t. So when I'm dating you, like I've only

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00:27:44,080 --> 00:27:46,919
Speaker 1: got eyes for you, you're not doing the rotational dating, no,

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Speaker 1: Like I'm not. That's not me. We talked about that

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Speaker 1: on Daily Pop. Today people are promoting rotational dating is

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Speaker 1: that like burners, like one of the front. It's like

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Speaker 1: when you're dating a couple of people, within the early

566
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Speaker 1: stages of dating someone, I can't even like, that's what

567
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Speaker 1: you're supposed to do, and I can't even do that.

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Speaker 1: I go on one day and I'm like, so are

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Speaker 1: we like to think Tony, you can't let them this

570
00:28:08,840 --> 00:28:11,919
Speaker 1: is what that's who I am? Like, maybe you have

571
00:28:12,000 --> 00:28:14,080
Speaker 1: to lead them to believe that they're only an option.

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00:28:14,160 --> 00:28:16,320
Speaker 1: They're they're not the number one choice yet they're not

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Speaker 1: the selection, but they're one of your options, and that

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Speaker 1: you're a little too busy for them. I don't know,

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Speaker 1: make them chase a little. I know Chase is good.

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Speaker 1: She's at that part when I got Friday shirt, I

577
00:28:29,359 --> 00:28:32,439
Speaker 1: got Friday what open? You gotta be like, well, you know,

578
00:28:32,480 --> 00:28:34,480
Speaker 1: see I have a dinner plan with Jason. But don't

579
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Speaker 1: tell them who Jason is. Jason could be your best friend,

580
00:28:36,720 --> 00:28:38,400
Speaker 1: or your brother or your cousin. Brad. I use Brad

581
00:28:38,440 --> 00:28:40,040
Speaker 1: for a lot of you, but then they look at

582
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Speaker 1: your Instagram and they see clearly it's not Brad. Don't

583
00:28:42,440 --> 00:28:46,760
Speaker 1: use Brad. I can't lie either. It's a really pay

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00:28:46,960 --> 00:28:49,480
Speaker 1: you can't play games. No, it's really an inner turmoil

585
00:28:49,520 --> 00:28:51,080
Speaker 1: that I have to deal with on a you need

586
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Speaker 1: to get a dog named Walter or something with Walter.

587
00:28:54,880 --> 00:28:59,360
Speaker 1: But it's funny because UM, I've actually I kind of

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Speaker 1: go back and forth with it this because and I've

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Speaker 1: been talking to my pastor UM about it a lot.

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Speaker 1: Shout out Peter Duvall, I love you, um. I. Sometimes

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Speaker 1: when things don't work out with somebody that I'm dating,

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00:29:12,800 --> 00:29:17,720
Speaker 1: I always question. I'm like, is is my job hindering

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Speaker 1: me from being in love and like ultimately finding that person?

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Speaker 1: Because I do share a lot about my personal life,

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Speaker 1: but I feel like what I share is my personal

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Speaker 1: perspective of it and kind of like what I'm experiencing

597
00:29:33,480 --> 00:29:36,200
Speaker 1: or how I'm feeling about things. It's never really intimate

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Speaker 1: details about the other person. And I feel like I've

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00:29:37,960 --> 00:29:40,360
Speaker 1: gotten a lot better at that, don't you think. I mean,

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Speaker 1: Mark's known me for ten almost ten years now. In

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Speaker 1: the beginning, I was like, oh my gosh, this guy's

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00:29:45,840 --> 00:29:51,160
Speaker 1: has not even say he's got a mole under his

603
00:29:51,520 --> 00:29:56,520
Speaker 1: left blangy, you know, like whatever. I would just share

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Speaker 1: a lot of intimate details, and I feel like I've

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00:29:58,320 --> 00:30:01,040
Speaker 1: gotten a lot better about that. Again, the challenge there

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00:30:01,200 --> 00:30:03,560
Speaker 1: is her being and overshare her has been very positive

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Speaker 1: for her career. So but it's it's so I like,

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00:30:11,000 --> 00:30:13,960
Speaker 1: but then I always go back to um my pastor

609
00:30:14,040 --> 00:30:16,520
Speaker 1: tells me, he goes, what your career is such like

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Speaker 1: a god thing, like the way that you ended up

611
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Speaker 1: where you did and how you did. He's like, it

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Speaker 1: is such a god thing. You're you are, like, it's

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Speaker 1: almost essentially what you do as a form of ministry

614
00:30:26,240 --> 00:30:29,480
Speaker 1: in a weird way is in nineteen And he's like,

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Speaker 1: I don't think you should never question anything about your

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00:30:34,200 --> 00:30:37,120
Speaker 1: job and what you're doing and your career path because

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Speaker 1: you're on it for a purpose. And the person that

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Speaker 1: you're going to share your life with is going to

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Speaker 1: not only love that, but be a teammate and be

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Speaker 1: a partner and and going to be a leader as well,

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Speaker 1: And like you guys are gonna lead each other and

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Speaker 1: it's going to be this beautiful thing. And it's almost

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Speaker 1: like it takes an outsider looking in to kind of

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Speaker 1: shake me a little bit when I'm having those woman's

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Speaker 1: because I'm human and like, yeah, I I wake up

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00:31:00,840 --> 00:31:02,920
Speaker 1: every day and I have a positive perspective, and I

627
00:31:03,000 --> 00:31:06,200
Speaker 1: try and look at things of the like the opposite,

628
00:31:06,280 --> 00:31:09,280
Speaker 1: not not why is this happening to me, but but

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Speaker 1: what is this teaching me? Like what is this? What

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00:31:11,720 --> 00:31:13,520
Speaker 1: is this happening for? You know? Like that, I just

631
00:31:13,560 --> 00:31:15,040
Speaker 1: try and flip the perspective. But I do have those

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00:31:15,040 --> 00:31:17,120
Speaker 1: moments where I do get you know, sad, and you

633
00:31:17,240 --> 00:31:21,040
Speaker 1: question things and you're like, I don't think your career

634
00:31:21,200 --> 00:31:24,800
Speaker 1: will ever hinder your relationship unless you're like, oh, sorry,

635
00:31:24,800 --> 00:31:28,520
Speaker 1: I can't go out because I need to work twenty

636
00:31:28,560 --> 00:31:30,360
Speaker 1: four hours of the day, or you can't like go

637
00:31:30,400 --> 00:31:32,600
Speaker 1: and meet people or make that effort. But I think

638
00:31:32,600 --> 00:31:35,240
Speaker 1: that your pastor is right, like you're gonna be running

639
00:31:35,520 --> 00:31:39,280
Speaker 1: towards whatever your goal is, and you are gonna look

640
00:31:39,320 --> 00:31:41,400
Speaker 1: to your left one day and you're going to see

641
00:31:41,440 --> 00:31:44,040
Speaker 1: someone running in that same exact direction and meet you

642
00:31:44,080 --> 00:31:46,640
Speaker 1: exactly where you're at, and it's going to work out

643
00:31:46,720 --> 00:31:48,480
Speaker 1: that way. I mean, at least that's how I found

644
00:31:48,600 --> 00:31:52,320
Speaker 1: like my current relationship. Like I was running towards my career,

645
00:31:52,360 --> 00:31:56,440
Speaker 1: but I was also in pursuit of just God and

646
00:31:56,480 --> 00:31:58,880
Speaker 1: working on my faith and working on myself and trying

647
00:31:58,880 --> 00:32:02,480
Speaker 1: to figure that whole thing and I found someone running

648
00:32:02,520 --> 00:32:05,000
Speaker 1: that race right next to me, and he was like

649
00:32:05,160 --> 00:32:08,160
Speaker 1: in pursuit of his faith in God first, and then

650
00:32:08,200 --> 00:32:11,240
Speaker 1: he found me right next to him, and so yeah,

651
00:32:11,280 --> 00:32:14,160
Speaker 1: I think that we weren't even talking about our career,

652
00:32:14,720 --> 00:32:17,040
Speaker 1: you know, it wasn't even like that came secondary. Like

653
00:32:17,080 --> 00:32:20,040
Speaker 1: we met each other as people first, and then I

654
00:32:20,080 --> 00:32:21,680
Speaker 1: was like, oh, yeah, what do you do by the way,

655
00:32:21,840 --> 00:32:26,400
Speaker 1: and then yeah, so it's going to work out for you.

656
00:32:26,640 --> 00:32:28,760
Speaker 1: Tony is reading a book called Calling in the One

657
00:32:29,600 --> 00:32:31,840
Speaker 1: seven Weeks to Attract the Love of your life. It's

658
00:32:31,880 --> 00:32:34,680
Speaker 1: heard about this. I think a couple of people I

659
00:32:34,680 --> 00:32:39,400
Speaker 1: know are reading this. Who's reading it? Nobody in this room? Okay,

660
00:32:42,520 --> 00:32:44,240
Speaker 1: thing to be reading it? I don't think so. But

661
00:32:44,280 --> 00:32:46,040
Speaker 1: I feel like I've seen a couple of people on

662
00:32:46,720 --> 00:32:49,200
Speaker 1: um my Instagram like stories I've gone through and they're like,

663
00:32:49,320 --> 00:32:54,600
Speaker 1: I'm also reading this. It is has he come yet?

664
00:32:54,760 --> 00:32:59,920
Speaker 1: Is he called seven weeks? I'm barely scratching day nine

665
00:33:00,800 --> 00:33:02,560
Speaker 1: or I think I'm at ten unless every day is

666
00:33:02,560 --> 00:33:06,400
Speaker 1: a lesson for the seven weeks, So you're supposed to

667
00:33:06,400 --> 00:33:09,640
Speaker 1: do one lesson a day for nine days. That's like

668
00:33:09,640 --> 00:33:11,200
Speaker 1: the it's a workbook. But they don't want you to

669
00:33:11,240 --> 00:33:13,000
Speaker 1: do more than one lesson to day because they really

670
00:33:13,000 --> 00:33:17,040
Speaker 1: want you to like be in it. And I'm realizing

671
00:33:17,440 --> 00:33:21,960
Speaker 1: it is so good. Like some of them are obviously,

672
00:33:22,000 --> 00:33:25,600
Speaker 1: like you know, not as good as others. But then

673
00:33:26,840 --> 00:33:29,080
Speaker 1: it's like, right, what you're thankful for and write it

674
00:33:29,120 --> 00:33:30,440
Speaker 1: as it's happening, or you know what I mean, it's

675
00:33:30,440 --> 00:33:34,200
Speaker 1: like whatever. But some of them are like just like

676
00:33:34,280 --> 00:33:36,120
Speaker 1: a couple of days ago, it said list off all

677
00:33:36,120 --> 00:33:38,080
Speaker 1: the people that you hold resentment to in your life.

678
00:33:38,600 --> 00:33:40,720
Speaker 1: So you list them all off. Then the next tier

679
00:33:40,760 --> 00:33:44,040
Speaker 1: two of that is write them a letter of why

680
00:33:44,080 --> 00:33:46,880
Speaker 1: you resent them, and then at the end of that

681
00:33:46,960 --> 00:33:51,200
Speaker 1: letter say like release it. I thought I was going

682
00:33:51,240 --> 00:33:53,560
Speaker 1: to like maybe fill up a page. Oh my handle

683
00:33:53,600 --> 00:33:56,320
Speaker 1: is flowing, and it's like because they want you to

684
00:33:56,400 --> 00:33:57,880
Speaker 1: go back. So it's not even just like people that

685
00:33:57,880 --> 00:34:00,440
Speaker 1: I've dated. It's like people in my professional world that

686
00:34:00,520 --> 00:34:03,760
Speaker 1: have I resent, people in my like in your family

687
00:34:03,800 --> 00:34:07,160
Speaker 1: that you resent, like people um that you went to

688
00:34:07,240 --> 00:34:09,560
Speaker 1: Like I wrote something to a guy that I went

689
00:34:09,600 --> 00:34:12,040
Speaker 1: on one date with and I still was like, you

690
00:34:12,160 --> 00:34:16,120
Speaker 1: messed me up so bad right here, if you wouldn't

691
00:34:16,120 --> 00:34:18,719
Speaker 1: mind reading it, because you did you did you have

692
00:34:18,880 --> 00:34:21,799
Speaker 1: the letter to the guy right here? Tell us tell

693
00:34:21,840 --> 00:34:24,080
Speaker 1: the story first. Okay, So I went on this date

694
00:34:24,120 --> 00:34:27,680
Speaker 1: with this guy from match dot com and we've been

695
00:34:27,680 --> 00:34:30,800
Speaker 1: talking for about like two weeks and we finally decided

696
00:34:30,840 --> 00:34:32,920
Speaker 1: to like meet up and get a drink. And so

697
00:34:32,920 --> 00:34:35,239
Speaker 1: that's my first time actually physically like seeing, you know,

698
00:34:35,239 --> 00:34:38,000
Speaker 1: because you match on whatever. So he comes and he

699
00:34:38,040 --> 00:34:41,920
Speaker 1: picks me up at my apartment. We literally get to

700
00:34:42,080 --> 00:34:47,000
Speaker 1: like three street signs down and um, we were supposed

701
00:34:47,040 --> 00:34:48,720
Speaker 1: to go out for drinks on Friday, but he needed

702
00:34:48,719 --> 00:34:50,520
Speaker 1: a bump it to like a wednes or whatever because

703
00:34:50,520 --> 00:34:52,080
Speaker 1: he had a wedding. And I was like, Oh, where's

704
00:34:52,120 --> 00:34:53,799
Speaker 1: your wedding and he said, oh, it's in Laguna Beach

705
00:34:53,800 --> 00:34:55,880
Speaker 1: and I said, oh, my gosh, my roommate is in

706
00:34:55,920 --> 00:34:58,600
Speaker 1: a wedding in Laguna Beach this weekend. That's so crazy.

707
00:34:58,719 --> 00:35:00,480
Speaker 1: And he goes, who's your roommate and I said her

708
00:35:00,560 --> 00:35:04,840
Speaker 1: name and he literally stops the car, turns the corner,

709
00:35:05,719 --> 00:35:08,200
Speaker 1: drops me back off at my apartment and he just says,

710
00:35:08,239 --> 00:35:09,879
Speaker 1: I'm so sorry, I can't take you out on this date.

711
00:35:10,520 --> 00:35:13,560
Speaker 1: It's just too close for home. And I'm like stewing

712
00:35:13,600 --> 00:35:15,640
Speaker 1: in my head. I'm like, did you guys used to date?

713
00:35:15,719 --> 00:35:22,440
Speaker 1: Like what's like? Uh? Like literally, he gave me no information.

714
00:35:22,480 --> 00:35:23,839
Speaker 1: So I literally get out of the car and I

715
00:35:23,880 --> 00:35:29,520
Speaker 1: just started yeah yeah, oh yeah. I was like pissed.

716
00:35:30,120 --> 00:35:35,719
Speaker 1: I was pissed. Can you believe that? Okay? Um, so yeah,

717
00:35:35,800 --> 00:35:38,680
Speaker 1: I get out. But then I just start bawling because

718
00:35:38,840 --> 00:35:40,520
Speaker 1: as a woman, or maybe not as a woman, I

719
00:35:40,520 --> 00:35:45,640
Speaker 1: shouldn't generalize as a tanya. My first in like instinct

720
00:35:45,760 --> 00:35:47,680
Speaker 1: is he got one look at me and was like,

721
00:35:48,080 --> 00:35:49,720
Speaker 1: you don't look like you look like in your photo.

722
00:35:49,800 --> 00:35:52,840
Speaker 1: I'm out. So I took his rejection completely on a

723
00:35:52,880 --> 00:35:58,040
Speaker 1: physical level and it was dark, Like I went really dark. Wow, yeah,

724
00:35:58,719 --> 00:36:01,600
Speaker 1: did you ever find out why? Oh? I was like

725
00:36:01,600 --> 00:36:03,319
Speaker 1: calling my roommate. I was like, why do you tell

726
00:36:03,360 --> 00:36:04,840
Speaker 1: me you did this guy a lot? And she was

727
00:36:04,880 --> 00:36:07,720
Speaker 1: like he was her he was her best friend's cousin

728
00:36:08,320 --> 00:36:11,400
Speaker 1: and they never dated. But apparently he's like a total weirdo.

729
00:36:11,520 --> 00:36:15,120
Speaker 1: I don't know. It's it's sad that you went there.

730
00:36:15,239 --> 00:36:17,200
Speaker 1: Just tell that story. It sounds like it had nothing

731
00:36:17,239 --> 00:36:19,719
Speaker 1: to do with you, not at all. But this is

732
00:36:19,800 --> 00:36:21,600
Speaker 1: the world we live in. It is And also, like

733
00:36:21,640 --> 00:36:24,320
Speaker 1: i'd spent like an hour curling my hair and putting

734
00:36:24,320 --> 00:36:27,319
Speaker 1: my makeup on and like getting ready. And to me,

735
00:36:27,880 --> 00:36:29,399
Speaker 1: let's say, you don't want to date somebody because they're

736
00:36:29,400 --> 00:36:31,000
Speaker 1: too close to home. You go, you take them, You

737
00:36:31,040 --> 00:36:32,640
Speaker 1: get a glass of wine, and then you're like a

738
00:36:32,680 --> 00:36:36,440
Speaker 1: piece out. That was nice to meet you, Like you

739
00:36:36,480 --> 00:36:39,560
Speaker 1: don't turn the corner and dropped me off the fifteen

740
00:36:39,560 --> 00:36:42,359
Speaker 1: minutes after I left my house. I literally was so

741
00:36:42,440 --> 00:36:46,040
Speaker 1: dark that night, Like it was like so sad, so

742
00:36:46,160 --> 00:36:49,000
Speaker 1: i'd be pissed. Anyways, this was years ago, so I'm

743
00:36:49,000 --> 00:36:51,600
Speaker 1: writing this like I'm gonna write when the match dot

744
00:36:51,640 --> 00:36:53,640
Speaker 1: com I literally don't remember his name anymore. That's how

745
00:36:53,760 --> 00:36:56,919
Speaker 1: like a little room. So anyways, here it is, dear

746
00:36:56,960 --> 00:36:59,880
Speaker 1: match dot com man, whose name I've actually genuinely forgotten

747
00:36:59,920 --> 00:37:01,960
Speaker 1: to this point, but clearly still holding a scar that

748
00:37:02,000 --> 00:37:04,640
Speaker 1: you left. I resent you for making me so wildly

749
00:37:04,640 --> 00:37:07,359
Speaker 1: insecure upon meeting you. You made me insecure about myself

750
00:37:07,400 --> 00:37:10,040
Speaker 1: physically in a way that I've never experienced before. My

751
00:37:10,080 --> 00:37:12,120
Speaker 1: interaction with you was brief, and I left, but it

752
00:37:12,200 --> 00:37:14,279
Speaker 1: left a nasty scar, a scar that I want to

753
00:37:14,320 --> 00:37:16,680
Speaker 1: release from my body. At this very moment, I know

754
00:37:16,760 --> 00:37:18,600
Speaker 1: that even though I had no control over how you

755
00:37:18,640 --> 00:37:20,720
Speaker 1: chose to deal with the situation, I had complete control

756
00:37:20,760 --> 00:37:23,120
Speaker 1: over my reaction to it. I am in control over

757
00:37:23,160 --> 00:37:26,200
Speaker 1: my thoughts that I have about my body and my parents.

758
00:37:26,280 --> 00:37:28,400
Speaker 1: And from my experience with you, I learned to be

759
00:37:28,560 --> 00:37:31,160
Speaker 1: the only person who holds that card. I vowed to

760
00:37:31,200 --> 00:37:34,080
Speaker 1: not let other people hurt me because of their shortcomings.

761
00:37:34,600 --> 00:37:41,320
Speaker 1: Oh what a letter. I know this is just one Okay,

762
00:37:41,320 --> 00:37:46,520
Speaker 1: but do you feel free? Yes? Yeah, it feels so good. Yeah,

763
00:37:46,520 --> 00:37:49,919
Speaker 1: because you know what it is. It's when when someone

764
00:37:50,080 --> 00:37:52,960
Speaker 1: hurts you, they go on with their life totally. They

765
00:37:52,960 --> 00:37:56,000
Speaker 1: go on. It's you who needs to forgive them. And

766
00:37:56,040 --> 00:37:59,239
Speaker 1: when you forgive someone, you're literally releasing yourself from the

767
00:37:59,360 --> 00:38:03,160
Speaker 1: prison that you put yourself in. Somebody said, maturity is

768
00:38:03,640 --> 00:38:07,160
Speaker 1: accepting the apology that you never received. Sure, And I

769
00:38:07,200 --> 00:38:10,000
Speaker 1: think that's kind of what this entire practice was for me,

770
00:38:10,080 --> 00:38:12,360
Speaker 1: because each one of those people I never may be

771
00:38:12,360 --> 00:38:15,040
Speaker 1: like a few a few of them had like apologized

772
00:38:15,080 --> 00:38:17,200
Speaker 1: for what they've done to me, but I'd say the

773
00:38:17,200 --> 00:38:21,719
Speaker 1: majority of them didn't. And it was kind of like, like,

774
00:38:21,800 --> 00:38:23,279
Speaker 1: I think it's probably what I don't know, if this

775
00:38:23,400 --> 00:38:24,840
Speaker 1: is only less than ten I don't want to know

776
00:38:24,880 --> 00:38:26,759
Speaker 1: what's in the forties. I don't know what's coming to me.

777
00:38:26,840 --> 00:38:30,919
Speaker 1: But it's really like gearing me up for something good. Well,

778
00:38:30,960 --> 00:38:33,160
Speaker 1: I'm so excited for the one who is being called

779
00:38:33,280 --> 00:38:36,680
Speaker 1: right now, where are you? And when you meet him,

780
00:38:36,680 --> 00:38:39,160
Speaker 1: we're just going to call him the one. Yeah, we

781
00:38:39,200 --> 00:38:40,480
Speaker 1: are going to call him the one right now. She

782
00:38:40,480 --> 00:38:44,279
Speaker 1: calls him Red Starburst because because they're so rare and

783
00:38:44,320 --> 00:38:46,400
Speaker 1: delicious when you get there. You know, it's not the

784
00:38:46,440 --> 00:38:49,479
Speaker 1: original idea behind Red Starburst. It was basically because people

785
00:38:49,480 --> 00:38:51,360
Speaker 1: were finding out who I was dating based on the

786
00:38:51,360 --> 00:38:55,160
Speaker 1: clues we were giving about him, because like minimal, minimal,

787
00:38:55,239 --> 00:38:58,160
Speaker 1: nothing clues, and the fans of this show would figure

788
00:38:58,160 --> 00:39:02,680
Speaker 1: out who it is and start they like m him. Yeah, okay,

789
00:39:02,680 --> 00:39:05,359
Speaker 1: maybe you don't talk about him for the first three months. Okay, Like,

790
00:39:07,719 --> 00:39:09,600
Speaker 1: but I love you guys so much. I love you

791
00:39:09,640 --> 00:39:12,080
Speaker 1: guys so much. Tanya's not going to tell you anything

792
00:39:12,080 --> 00:39:14,359
Speaker 1: about who she's dating until she's well into month three

793
00:39:14,719 --> 00:39:17,600
Speaker 1: of the relationship. I'm setting that rule right now. I

794
00:39:17,640 --> 00:39:20,160
Speaker 1: don't care how this podcast is run. I'm changing it.

795
00:39:20,560 --> 00:39:22,200
Speaker 1: So that's why read star Wars, because it's like, if

796
00:39:22,200 --> 00:39:23,879
Speaker 1: we just call him that. Then they'll know nothing about

797
00:39:23,880 --> 00:39:26,319
Speaker 1: what we call him. Senior Butterfly knew nothing else about it.

798
00:39:26,360 --> 00:39:28,560
Speaker 1: But they found him only a few people though. He

799
00:39:28,680 --> 00:39:30,839
Speaker 1: was the one. We kept that one pretty good. Yeah,

800
00:39:30,920 --> 00:39:33,440
Speaker 1: but there was just the slightest bread crumb got out there.

801
00:39:33,480 --> 00:39:38,319
Speaker 1: And what was the bread crumb that video? No, no, no,

802
00:39:38,400 --> 00:39:41,120
Speaker 1: it was it was it was the Sierra. It was

803
00:39:41,120 --> 00:39:42,480
Speaker 1: that I met him aut a wedding and then the

804
00:39:42,480 --> 00:39:44,560
Speaker 1: Sierra thing and somehow they connected. Oh is that what

805
00:39:44,600 --> 00:39:46,440
Speaker 1: it was? Here's the new rule. You're not allowed to

806
00:39:46,480 --> 00:39:50,760
Speaker 1: follow him on Instagram. I didn't. That's a new thing. Yeah,

807
00:39:51,160 --> 00:39:53,399
Speaker 1: because of this, you can't follow these guys anymore because

808
00:39:53,400 --> 00:39:55,040
Speaker 1: they look at the most recent guys she's followed. But

809
00:39:55,239 --> 00:39:57,480
Speaker 1: they got him. That's how they found Dr W because

810
00:39:57,840 --> 00:39:59,480
Speaker 1: I said it was he was an actual doctor. So

811
00:39:59,520 --> 00:40:01,120
Speaker 1: they just went to who I was following and there's

812
00:40:01,160 --> 00:40:05,160
Speaker 1: like one hot doctor that was following very smart. If

813
00:40:05,440 --> 00:40:08,080
Speaker 1: if ever, I feel like somebody's being cheated on. A

814
00:40:08,120 --> 00:40:10,480
Speaker 1: friend of mine was being cheated on, and I we like,

815
00:40:10,760 --> 00:40:14,120
Speaker 1: I called a private detective. I'm like, I'm gonna talk.

816
00:40:14,160 --> 00:40:16,080
Speaker 1: I'm gonna ask the scrubber is to like figure it

817
00:40:16,080 --> 00:40:19,520
Speaker 1: out for me. Yeah. Yeah, next time we did a

818
00:40:19,520 --> 00:40:22,520
Speaker 1: hot doctor, you should immediately follow like fifty hot doctors. Yeah,

819
00:40:22,600 --> 00:40:24,400
Speaker 1: and then they'll be thrown op. Oh my gosh. Remember

820
00:40:24,480 --> 00:40:27,919
Speaker 1: when someone tried to set you up with someone who

821
00:40:28,000 --> 00:40:30,719
Speaker 1: you didn't even know and I barely knew, and they're like, oh,

822
00:40:30,760 --> 00:40:35,000
Speaker 1: this person would be great for Tanya. Um my random

823
00:40:35,040 --> 00:40:41,000
Speaker 1: girl who texted me. Remember Marse trying to Stanny up

824
00:40:41,000 --> 00:40:42,879
Speaker 1: with a merse. Yeah, I don't think he's the one though,

825
00:40:42,960 --> 00:40:45,759
Speaker 1: You don't You have nearly done with the workbook and

826
00:40:46,080 --> 00:40:49,040
Speaker 1: it would be too soon for him. I texted Air

827
00:40:49,160 --> 00:40:50,640
Speaker 1: back and I was like, how well do you know

828
00:40:50,719 --> 00:40:54,440
Speaker 1: this girl? Because I feel I need a little bit

829
00:40:54,480 --> 00:40:57,160
Speaker 1: more of my friends from high school who messed distant,

830
00:40:58,120 --> 00:41:01,080
Speaker 1: you know, filled this don oh listens by the way.

831
00:41:01,120 --> 00:41:03,799
Speaker 1: Oh well, we love you and I love that you're

832
00:41:03,800 --> 00:41:05,400
Speaker 1: trying to set me up. Thank you so much. That

833
00:41:05,560 --> 00:41:08,560
Speaker 1: is so kind. I don't love the new thing you're

834
00:41:08,600 --> 00:41:13,720
Speaker 1: doing with the microphone. You don't like that she's cutting

835
00:41:13,719 --> 00:41:18,000
Speaker 1: the microphone. What's her name? Nilu, Nilu, your friend? We

836
00:41:18,040 --> 00:41:20,960
Speaker 1: love you, Nila. Thank you for scrubbing in um. When

837
00:41:21,000 --> 00:41:24,000
Speaker 1: you talk about the gift that you have given yourself

838
00:41:24,160 --> 00:41:27,720
Speaker 1: as watching Gray's Anatomy with virgin eyes. Oh my gosh, Virgin,

839
00:41:27,800 --> 00:41:32,759
Speaker 1: I what season are you one for? Would have ten

840
00:41:32,800 --> 00:41:35,960
Speaker 1: more to go? Slow clap, I have a lot to go.

841
00:41:36,080 --> 00:41:37,680
Speaker 1: I don't think I'm ever going to get to Jesse.

842
00:41:40,160 --> 00:41:43,440
Speaker 1: Jesse's on it, right, Jesse? Wait? Who am I thinking? Yeah? Jesse?

843
00:41:43,960 --> 00:41:50,920
Speaker 1: Yeah yeah? Oh? Is he sick? She is so sick?

844
00:41:51,040 --> 00:41:55,640
Speaker 1: She is not well? Um right now? Anatomy in your world?

845
00:41:55,920 --> 00:41:58,080
Speaker 1: I think, Um, okay, I don't know any of their

846
00:41:58,160 --> 00:42:00,480
Speaker 1: names because you know, I watch it times when I'm

847
00:42:00,480 --> 00:42:07,480
Speaker 1: falling asleep. Um okay, Dreamies ex wife misses x McK

848
00:42:07,560 --> 00:42:13,560
Speaker 1: dreamy she's in l A and um, she's trying to

849
00:42:13,680 --> 00:42:25,360
Speaker 1: rebound and us Nick Dreamy's ex wife like Addison, Oh

850
00:42:25,400 --> 00:42:28,920
Speaker 1: fine too, she's so beautiful, She's beautiful. Um yeah. And

851
00:42:28,960 --> 00:42:31,839
Speaker 1: then you know Mick Steamy, the other one, he's like

852
00:42:32,719 --> 00:42:36,480
Speaker 1: trying to get back on that train. And then um,

853
00:42:36,520 --> 00:42:40,879
Speaker 1: Meredith is crying, and um the one what is his name?

854
00:42:41,040 --> 00:42:43,160
Speaker 1: The really cute one who is just on this podcast,

855
00:42:43,719 --> 00:42:49,720
Speaker 1: O'Malley cheating? Not his wife with Katherine Heigel? Is he Stephen?

856
00:42:50,040 --> 00:42:55,719
Speaker 1: He is almost everyone you just mentioned is dead. Oh wait,

857
00:42:56,960 --> 00:42:58,759
Speaker 1: you know. Yeah. The thing is, I like know all

858
00:42:58,800 --> 00:43:01,200
Speaker 1: these things over the years because you just like see

859
00:43:01,200 --> 00:43:04,320
Speaker 1: it in Twitter sucks and so like, I know, okay,

860
00:43:04,400 --> 00:43:06,880
Speaker 1: pretty much a lot of the hot ones have died,

861
00:43:07,280 --> 00:43:08,640
Speaker 1: but you know, I'm waiting to get to that part.

862
00:43:08,680 --> 00:43:15,920
Speaker 1: I have no idea how they've died. Have you been yet? Oh? Why?

863
00:43:16,600 --> 00:43:18,919
Speaker 1: What was the thing? That's what I was looking for? Yeah,

864
00:43:18,960 --> 00:43:23,279
Speaker 1: that reaction right there? Oh yeah, so Beck and I

865
00:43:23,280 --> 00:43:27,239
Speaker 1: actually did an interview with the amazingly talented Brook. I

866
00:43:27,280 --> 00:43:29,799
Speaker 1: needed Mark for that because for some reason, her last

867
00:43:29,880 --> 00:43:33,040
Speaker 1: name is just bespoked on me, Like I cannot get

868
00:43:33,120 --> 00:43:36,400
Speaker 1: it out. That's not the correct use. Yeah, do you

869
00:43:36,400 --> 00:43:40,640
Speaker 1: know what bespoke is. Bespoke is when something is custom made. Yeah,

870
00:43:40,719 --> 00:43:45,440
Speaker 1: that's why it's in my head. Like I'm wearing a

871
00:43:45,520 --> 00:43:49,160
Speaker 1: bespoke shirt that someone took my measurements and they know

872
00:43:49,239 --> 00:43:52,759
Speaker 1: exactly what I'm wearing. That's why it's in my head.

873
00:43:52,840 --> 00:43:54,799
Speaker 1: I hear a word somewhere. I heard it in that

874
00:43:54,920 --> 00:43:57,279
Speaker 1: me of Bealds thing, and then I just start using it.

875
00:43:57,480 --> 00:44:00,719
Speaker 1: Do you know what sans means without good? Yeah? But

876
00:44:00,760 --> 00:44:06,200
Speaker 1: I don't even say. And also she tried per clamped

877
00:44:06,200 --> 00:44:08,759
Speaker 1: for a week, but it was actually perclammed. We had.

878
00:44:08,960 --> 00:44:12,759
Speaker 1: Um is the other one you're using incorrectly a couple

879
00:44:12,800 --> 00:44:16,040
Speaker 1: of times. I'll come up with it, okay, But anyways, Um,

880
00:44:16,440 --> 00:44:19,680
Speaker 1: we did this interview with Brooke and she's fantastic, so

881
00:44:19,719 --> 00:44:22,439
Speaker 1: we wanna have you guys listen to that and then

882
00:44:22,600 --> 00:44:26,719
Speaker 1: we'll be right back after that with Aaron Lynn. Recluse recluse,

883
00:44:26,880 --> 00:44:31,719
Speaker 1: you not recluse. No, I'm a recluse like you're using

884
00:44:31,719 --> 00:44:54,719
Speaker 1: it as a verb. Here's Brooke? Is it to us?

885
00:44:56,280 --> 00:45:02,120
Speaker 1: It was just a little unexpected good just call you?

886
00:45:02,920 --> 00:45:06,160
Speaker 1: You got it good? Yeah, I'm just gonna hold these

887
00:45:06,760 --> 00:45:12,879
Speaker 1: comforts grounded pari of scissors for comfort, defend mysel from

888
00:45:12,880 --> 00:45:16,920
Speaker 1: another sound effect coming. Um if you hear that beautiful,

889
00:45:17,400 --> 00:45:22,800
Speaker 1: lovely accent voice. We have a very special guest in today, Tanya.

890
00:45:22,840 --> 00:45:27,040
Speaker 1: You want to say the last day. I've been practicing

891
00:45:27,120 --> 00:45:30,000
Speaker 1: all morning before you got here, and I'm like, son sleep,

892
00:45:30,080 --> 00:45:33,239
Speaker 1: So I'm like in a weird like my tongue just

893
00:45:33,280 --> 00:45:35,360
Speaker 1: can't do it. So I'm gonna let you. We have

894
00:45:35,520 --> 00:45:42,279
Speaker 1: Brooke lieder Wood. Your stage name is Brooke Frasier. Is

895
00:45:42,320 --> 00:45:46,000
Speaker 1: that do you still go? But how does that work? So, so, okay,

896
00:45:46,320 --> 00:45:49,160
Speaker 1: my name is Brooke. I was born in Chesealand UM

897
00:45:49,200 --> 00:45:51,960
Speaker 1: to two parents, a mother and a father, and the

898
00:45:52,160 --> 00:45:55,319
Speaker 1: last name was Fraser, so that was my name. You're born,

899
00:45:55,440 --> 00:45:58,200
Speaker 1: you're given names. That's my given name. And then when

900
00:45:58,239 --> 00:45:59,719
Speaker 1: I was eighteen on I signed with Tony and I

901
00:45:59,719 --> 00:46:01,759
Speaker 1: had a five them doing something. So I'm trying to

902
00:46:01,760 --> 00:46:03,680
Speaker 1: get this out really faster. So so I had a

903
00:46:03,719 --> 00:46:06,640
Speaker 1: mainstream career as brook Fraser. And then but at the

904
00:46:06,680 --> 00:46:09,080
Speaker 1: same time, I became part of our church hill some church,

905
00:46:09,120 --> 00:46:11,600
Speaker 1: started worship, leading, writing, part of the team um. And

906
00:46:11,600 --> 00:46:14,480
Speaker 1: then as soon as I got married, I took my

907
00:46:14,480 --> 00:46:16,640
Speaker 1: married name brook Lygerwood, and sod brook Fraser and Brooklynch

908
00:46:16,640 --> 00:46:19,759
Speaker 1: it would coexisted two different things the same person. So

909
00:46:19,800 --> 00:46:21,800
Speaker 1: my name is brookly Wood and for the purposes of

910
00:46:21,880 --> 00:46:25,239
Speaker 1: Hillstow worship, my name is Brookwood and legal purposes and yes,

911
00:46:25,239 --> 00:46:28,920
Speaker 1: so brook Fraser refers to kind of my mainstream area

912
00:46:29,000 --> 00:46:31,640
Speaker 1: of my life. Yeah, well that's what I mean. I

913
00:46:31,680 --> 00:46:34,279
Speaker 1: know you from HILLSTI but I know you from your

914
00:46:35,120 --> 00:46:41,360
Speaker 1: your like mainstream albums. That's very cool. Yeah, it's really cool.

915
00:46:41,520 --> 00:46:44,440
Speaker 1: And I feel like growing up like when I'm from

916
00:46:44,440 --> 00:46:47,960
Speaker 1: the South and so like like being in the church

917
00:46:48,000 --> 00:46:51,520
Speaker 1: and worship music and your music was mainstream, but knowing

918
00:46:52,239 --> 00:46:56,960
Speaker 1: that you came from a church worship background made it

919
00:46:57,000 --> 00:47:00,600
Speaker 1: feel like it was also it could be worshiped music totally.

920
00:47:01,160 --> 00:47:03,640
Speaker 1: I wanted to make it. There's those songs that are

921
00:47:03,680 --> 00:47:05,839
Speaker 1: like on the radio now that people from church will

922
00:47:05,840 --> 00:47:08,279
Speaker 1: be like, that's totally a worship song. And it's like

923
00:47:08,440 --> 00:47:14,120
Speaker 1: Miguel adorn you Like I want to say maybe no,

924
00:47:14,280 --> 00:47:17,120
Speaker 1: but like like I feel like a lot of love

925
00:47:17,200 --> 00:47:20,600
Speaker 1: songs you can you can say it's I mean, like

926
00:47:20,680 --> 00:47:23,480
Speaker 1: christ is about love, so you can't make anything you want.

927
00:47:23,840 --> 00:47:25,719
Speaker 1: I mean, that's what I mean. That's what worship songs ah,

928
00:47:25,760 --> 00:47:28,080
Speaker 1: because they love songs and you can in a different

929
00:47:28,080 --> 00:47:34,919
Speaker 1: direction into Christians life. And let's let's try in West Philadelphia.

930
00:47:36,239 --> 00:47:39,239
Speaker 1: Isn't that crazy? Like I feel like that's got to

931
00:47:39,280 --> 00:47:44,280
Speaker 1: be such a cool feeling to know that, Like whenever

932
00:47:44,320 --> 00:47:46,359
Speaker 1: I'm going like even not when I'm going through something,

933
00:47:46,360 --> 00:47:48,040
Speaker 1: I wake up every morning and I start my day

934
00:47:48,080 --> 00:47:50,160
Speaker 1: with worship music and it puts me in like the

935
00:47:50,160 --> 00:47:52,000
Speaker 1: best headspace that I need to be in for that day.

936
00:47:52,040 --> 00:47:54,000
Speaker 1: And even when I'm going through things in life, and

937
00:47:54,000 --> 00:47:55,839
Speaker 1: like I'm really having a tough time. Like I'll turn

938
00:47:55,920 --> 00:47:58,360
Speaker 1: on like Hill Song worship and I'll just listen and

939
00:47:58,360 --> 00:48:00,640
Speaker 1: I'll sing and it's just like, how is that? It

940
00:48:00,719 --> 00:48:04,400
Speaker 1: almost has like a it brings over this like ease

941
00:48:04,520 --> 00:48:07,400
Speaker 1: onto my body. Is it's so powerful when you're like

942
00:48:07,480 --> 00:48:09,839
Speaker 1: performing and singing and writing these songs, Like how does

943
00:48:09,880 --> 00:48:12,799
Speaker 1: that feel to make that for people? Yeah, you're kind

944
00:48:12,800 --> 00:48:14,960
Speaker 1: of a vessel. Yeah, I guess it's bifold because you know,

945
00:48:15,000 --> 00:48:16,960
Speaker 1: I mean, and that's one of the interesting things with

946
00:48:16,960 --> 00:48:19,719
Speaker 1: with worship music and with worship leading, because I guess

947
00:48:19,760 --> 00:48:21,960
Speaker 1: you know, it's it looks like a thing that everyone

948
00:48:22,000 --> 00:48:23,319
Speaker 1: in the world is used to seeing, which is people

949
00:48:23,320 --> 00:48:26,440
Speaker 1: on a stage making music, but the kind of in

950
00:48:26,520 --> 00:48:30,439
Speaker 1: a in the mechanisms of it are very different because

951
00:48:30,480 --> 00:48:32,960
Speaker 1: we're not we're not performing as it were. So I

952
00:48:32,960 --> 00:48:34,920
Speaker 1: remember even the other night I was leading somewhere and

953
00:48:34,920 --> 00:48:38,000
Speaker 1: someone afterwards it was so sweet, but they said, it's

954
00:48:38,040 --> 00:48:40,279
Speaker 1: really it's it's so nice to see how much you

955
00:48:40,400 --> 00:48:44,240
Speaker 1: enjoy your gift. And I, in a gracious way, hopefully

956
00:48:44,640 --> 00:48:47,040
Speaker 1: um kind of corrected them a little bit like I'm like,

957
00:48:47,120 --> 00:48:48,960
Speaker 1: let's make a little adjustment. I'm not I'm not enjoying

958
00:48:48,960 --> 00:48:51,520
Speaker 1: my gift. I'm using my gift, but I'm enjoying God.

959
00:48:51,880 --> 00:48:54,319
Speaker 1: Like that's that's the enjoyable part, you know. So I

960
00:48:54,360 --> 00:48:56,920
Speaker 1: think with with with worship leading with worship music, what

961
00:48:56,920 --> 00:49:00,560
Speaker 1: we're actually trying to do is engage people's senses um

962
00:49:00,600 --> 00:49:03,799
Speaker 1: through music and through art and direct those towards God.

963
00:49:03,840 --> 00:49:06,520
Speaker 1: So it's almost like we're getting your attention so that

964
00:49:06,560 --> 00:49:10,920
Speaker 1: we can direct and devote your attention away from us dynamic.

965
00:49:11,560 --> 00:49:16,320
Speaker 1: It's awesome. I love I watch a lot of YouTube,

966
00:49:17,200 --> 00:49:19,240
Speaker 1: like I listened to music, watch a lot of videos,

967
00:49:19,320 --> 00:49:21,759
Speaker 1: and sometimes I'll put on the hillsong, you know, and

968
00:49:21,800 --> 00:49:25,799
Speaker 1: it's just like worship videos and you're so captivating, Like

969
00:49:25,840 --> 00:49:28,440
Speaker 1: I know that it's not it's like you give all

970
00:49:28,480 --> 00:49:30,680
Speaker 1: the credit to God, but you really are like so

971
00:49:30,800 --> 00:49:34,520
Speaker 1: gifted in people are so like you're very captivating. To

972
00:49:34,800 --> 00:49:38,000
Speaker 1: listen to your very captivating to watch like it feels

973
00:49:38,160 --> 00:49:41,880
Speaker 1: very um there's like a sense of peace that you

974
00:49:42,080 --> 00:49:46,480
Speaker 1: bring in like just watching you. Yeah, and it's really

975
00:49:46,560 --> 00:49:50,239
Speaker 1: cool because I mean that world is like I don't

976
00:49:50,280 --> 00:49:53,279
Speaker 1: I think creating music and art and everything there rather

977
00:49:53,360 --> 00:49:56,239
Speaker 1: whether it's in the church or outside of the church.

978
00:49:56,640 --> 00:49:59,000
Speaker 1: There's a lot that goes into it, and I imagine

979
00:49:59,040 --> 00:50:01,160
Speaker 1: that it's stressful. You don't know if people are going

980
00:50:01,200 --> 00:50:03,720
Speaker 1: to react or like it, just like anyone creating music

981
00:50:03,840 --> 00:50:09,440
Speaker 1: or art and with your your platform. It's like people

982
00:50:09,680 --> 00:50:14,400
Speaker 1: use this music for healing. And to remember telling you

983
00:50:14,719 --> 00:50:17,359
Speaker 1: was texting me saying she was like having anxiety about something.

984
00:50:17,360 --> 00:50:18,960
Speaker 1: I was like, just put on worship music because it

985
00:50:19,000 --> 00:50:21,680
Speaker 1: does that. And so I almost feel like there is

986
00:50:21,800 --> 00:50:26,000
Speaker 1: I'm curious, is there like this pressure of this is

987
00:50:26,040 --> 00:50:30,719
Speaker 1: my I'm held accountable at this level and people are

988
00:50:30,760 --> 00:50:33,640
Speaker 1: you know, I'm here to be a vessel and I'm

989
00:50:33,680 --> 00:50:37,239
Speaker 1: making this music. People can be very critical, especially with

990
00:50:37,280 --> 00:50:42,000
Speaker 1: social media. Um like sense of pressure within this world?

991
00:50:43,280 --> 00:50:45,960
Speaker 1: I don't Yes and no, no, but mainly no. But

992
00:50:46,239 --> 00:50:47,919
Speaker 1: I think it's not. It's not as much a sense

993
00:50:47,920 --> 00:50:50,879
Speaker 1: of pressure as a sense of responsibility, especially when you're

994
00:50:52,480 --> 00:50:54,520
Speaker 1: when you're giving people words that you know they're going

995
00:50:54,560 --> 00:50:57,359
Speaker 1: to use to communicate with themselves, So you don't want

996
00:50:57,400 --> 00:51:02,320
Speaker 1: to say anything um flippant or um. You're really aware

997
00:51:02,320 --> 00:51:04,680
Speaker 1: of that responsibility, you know, and the privilege that it

998
00:51:04,840 --> 00:51:07,360
Speaker 1: is to do that, to become um, to to to

999
00:51:07,560 --> 00:51:10,400
Speaker 1: serve someone with something that might be a tool for

1000
00:51:10,440 --> 00:51:12,920
Speaker 1: them to connect with God in their own lives. That's crazy,

1001
00:51:12,960 --> 00:51:15,920
Speaker 1: that's a crazy responsibility. So we don't take that lightly

1002
00:51:15,960 --> 00:51:17,759
Speaker 1: at all. But then and then at the same time,

1003
00:51:17,760 --> 00:51:21,879
Speaker 1: it's like, um, where I'm really grateful that it's not

1004
00:51:22,239 --> 00:51:24,160
Speaker 1: when it comes to worship, it's not a human thing,

1005
00:51:24,560 --> 00:51:27,000
Speaker 1: and so it's not. Um. So we do our best

1006
00:51:27,040 --> 00:51:30,640
Speaker 1: and we bring our finest, but then God is the

1007
00:51:30,640 --> 00:51:32,600
Speaker 1: one who's going to inhabit those songs and take them

1008
00:51:32,640 --> 00:51:35,239
Speaker 1: into people's lives and meet with people in their bedrooms

1009
00:51:35,239 --> 00:51:38,280
Speaker 1: and their cars or wherever they're listening. Like that's so

1010
00:51:38,280 --> 00:51:40,839
Speaker 1: so we're kind of really trying to just go, Okay, God,

1011
00:51:40,920 --> 00:51:42,840
Speaker 1: like who who is it you're wanting to reach with this?

1012
00:51:42,960 --> 00:51:44,600
Speaker 1: And what can we do to partner with you? And

1013
00:51:44,719 --> 00:51:47,120
Speaker 1: what and what you're going to do? So um, it's

1014
00:51:47,239 --> 00:51:49,360
Speaker 1: it's good that we don't have to be God. We

1015
00:51:49,440 --> 00:51:51,319
Speaker 1: just do our part, you know, and then we release it.

1016
00:51:51,600 --> 00:51:53,359
Speaker 1: We release it to him and He does the rest.

1017
00:51:53,800 --> 00:51:55,920
Speaker 1: Because there are like there's certain songs that like I

1018
00:51:56,040 --> 00:52:05,319
Speaker 1: really connect with, Like you're like that is me? Yeah name,

1019
00:52:05,480 --> 00:52:11,200
Speaker 1: oh yes, I love is me? Like truly, I mean

1020
00:52:11,440 --> 00:52:13,120
Speaker 1: just like I don't know, it's just it's it's really

1021
00:52:13,160 --> 00:52:14,920
Speaker 1: powerful because we get a lot of emails and get

1022
00:52:14,920 --> 00:52:17,600
Speaker 1: a lot of messages from scrubbing in listeners and people

1023
00:52:17,640 --> 00:52:19,560
Speaker 1: the podcast that just kind of say like, yeah, what

1024
00:52:19,560 --> 00:52:21,880
Speaker 1: what do you guys do when you're like feeling anxious

1025
00:52:22,000 --> 00:52:24,440
Speaker 1: or what do you do um to kind of get

1026
00:52:24,480 --> 00:52:27,759
Speaker 1: your days straight and right? And it kind of for me,

1027
00:52:27,800 --> 00:52:30,640
Speaker 1: a lot of it goes back to worship music. Yeah,

1028
00:52:31,080 --> 00:52:32,640
Speaker 1: I mean it is such a powerful thing. And Um,

1029
00:52:32,920 --> 00:52:34,439
Speaker 1: I was doing an interview the other day and someone

1030
00:52:34,440 --> 00:52:36,359
Speaker 1: asked me, you know what if you could try and

1031
00:52:36,600 --> 00:52:39,200
Speaker 1: sum up the album in in one word that isn't

1032
00:52:39,200 --> 00:52:40,680
Speaker 1: the title. The title is awake, but they were like,

1033
00:52:40,719 --> 00:52:43,040
Speaker 1: what would it be, like, what's something that a feeling

1034
00:52:43,120 --> 00:52:45,680
Speaker 1: or a theme that undergoods like this record? And I

1035
00:52:45,680 --> 00:52:48,320
Speaker 1: said to them, Um, and I hadn't thought about it before,

1036
00:52:48,520 --> 00:52:50,560
Speaker 1: but it kind of came to me straight up and

1037
00:52:50,600 --> 00:52:53,040
Speaker 1: it was like invitation, Like I hope that when people

1038
00:52:53,040 --> 00:52:55,880
Speaker 1: put on this music they know that they're invited, that

1039
00:52:55,920 --> 00:52:58,480
Speaker 1: they feel invited into the presence of God because that's

1040
00:52:58,520 --> 00:53:00,480
Speaker 1: the truth is that actually that's what we were all

1041
00:53:00,560 --> 00:53:03,160
Speaker 1: made for. And um, and that is the most safe

1042
00:53:03,239 --> 00:53:05,520
Speaker 1: and free and healing and peaceful place you can be

1043
00:53:05,560 --> 00:53:07,960
Speaker 1: in the presence of God and so um and so

1044
00:53:08,400 --> 00:53:10,360
Speaker 1: I hope and pray that when people put on worship

1045
00:53:10,440 --> 00:53:12,799
Speaker 1: music and and hopefully put on our worship music in

1046
00:53:12,800 --> 00:53:15,520
Speaker 1: this new project, that they feel welcome, because that's the truth,

1047
00:53:15,560 --> 00:53:18,520
Speaker 1: that everyone is welcome and everyone is invited. If you

1048
00:53:18,560 --> 00:53:21,160
Speaker 1: don't feel invited, let me tell you right now, you're invited,

1049
00:53:21,360 --> 00:53:24,240
Speaker 1: you know. So, so so come on in and invite

1050
00:53:24,239 --> 00:53:26,239
Speaker 1: God into your life, even if that's something that you've

1051
00:53:26,239 --> 00:53:29,799
Speaker 1: never done before. Um and and see what could happen. Yeah,

1052
00:53:30,360 --> 00:53:32,719
Speaker 1: when you were doing mainstream music were there are a

1053
00:53:32,840 --> 00:53:36,280
Speaker 1: lot of um Christians who were like, what are you doing?

1054
00:53:36,560 --> 00:53:38,720
Speaker 1: Why is this? Why are you going in this path

1055
00:53:38,840 --> 00:53:41,640
Speaker 1: that's not involved in the church. Yeah, absolutely, I think

1056
00:53:41,640 --> 00:53:45,239
Speaker 1: there's um you know, when when God asks you to

1057
00:53:45,280 --> 00:53:47,080
Speaker 1: do something, I'll call you into something that's not always

1058
00:53:47,080 --> 00:53:49,640
Speaker 1: going to be understood by everyone. And that's actually okay.

1059
00:53:49,719 --> 00:53:52,840
Speaker 1: I don't think that it's our job to pr our obedience,

1060
00:53:52,960 --> 00:53:54,040
Speaker 1: do you know what I mean? We just have to

1061
00:53:54,040 --> 00:53:57,520
Speaker 1: get along with it and do it like um and

1062
00:53:57,360 --> 00:53:59,800
Speaker 1: and and so you know, because for me, I started

1063
00:53:59,840 --> 00:54:01,719
Speaker 1: so young. I was eighteen when I signed to Sony Music.

1064
00:54:01,760 --> 00:54:04,800
Speaker 1: So that stuff was going on before I got involved

1065
00:54:04,800 --> 00:54:06,880
Speaker 1: in our church, with which I think made it in

1066
00:54:06,960 --> 00:54:09,440
Speaker 1: some ways easier. But at the same time, there was

1067
00:54:09,480 --> 00:54:12,560
Speaker 1: always the misunderstanding. And I think, um, and I think

1068
00:54:12,560 --> 00:54:15,200
Speaker 1: that's okay, it's actually okay to be misunderstood, and I

1069
00:54:15,239 --> 00:54:19,799
Speaker 1: think the growth it's actually misunderstood, and I think the

1070
00:54:19,960 --> 00:54:21,719
Speaker 1: freedom comes, you know. But I was so I was

1071
00:54:21,760 --> 00:54:23,440
Speaker 1: so young for so I had. I was immature. I

1072
00:54:23,440 --> 00:54:25,880
Speaker 1: had to grow on that and grow unders and get

1073
00:54:26,000 --> 00:54:29,200
Speaker 1: free with being misunderstood and go okay, like my job

1074
00:54:29,320 --> 00:54:32,240
Speaker 1: is not to be defensive or to try and defend

1075
00:54:32,280 --> 00:54:34,759
Speaker 1: myself or like all the stuff, but just to put

1076
00:54:34,800 --> 00:54:36,759
Speaker 1: my head down and get on with God. God has

1077
00:54:36,760 --> 00:54:38,759
Speaker 1: told me to do. And the and the Bible talks

1078
00:54:38,760 --> 00:54:41,759
Speaker 1: about like a good tree bears good fruit, Like if

1079
00:54:42,120 --> 00:54:43,719
Speaker 1: if I'm doing the right thing, then the tree is

1080
00:54:43,760 --> 00:54:45,040
Speaker 1: going to be a good fruit and the fruit will

1081
00:54:45,080 --> 00:54:46,880
Speaker 1: speak for itself. But I don't need to pr it.

1082
00:54:47,280 --> 00:54:48,600
Speaker 1: I just need to get on with it and do

1083
00:54:48,680 --> 00:54:51,440
Speaker 1: it and and and kind of time will tell. Yeah,

1084
00:54:51,719 --> 00:54:56,719
Speaker 1: that's really good. Because I was on Lauren Diagles Instagram

1085
00:54:56,760 --> 00:54:58,920
Speaker 1: and she did an interview and she's I guess, kind

1086
00:54:58,920 --> 00:55:02,680
Speaker 1: of mainstream. I mean she she's a Christian, but she's

1087
00:55:02,719 --> 00:55:06,200
Speaker 1: playing on mainstream radio and some like she's on serious

1088
00:55:06,200 --> 00:55:09,000
Speaker 1: and stuff on mainstream. And I was looking she did

1089
00:55:09,040 --> 00:55:11,319
Speaker 1: this interview and posted like a clip on her Instagram,

1090
00:55:11,400 --> 00:55:13,239
Speaker 1: and I was reading the comments and it was like,

1091
00:55:13,400 --> 00:55:16,520
Speaker 1: you didn't mention God one time? And I was thinking,

1092
00:55:17,120 --> 00:55:20,080
Speaker 1: she's reaching so many people. Like what you're doing is

1093
00:55:20,160 --> 00:55:23,279
Speaker 1: reaching so many people without you having to say God

1094
00:55:23,320 --> 00:55:26,400
Speaker 1: in every other word. You know. I think it's like, um,

1095
00:55:26,440 --> 00:55:29,760
Speaker 1: I think people as humans were really comfortable with boxes.

1096
00:55:30,160 --> 00:55:34,880
Speaker 1: So we want to say, so we started on the boxes.

1097
00:55:35,600 --> 00:55:39,520
Speaker 1: Are we married, are single, divorced? Are we widowed? Why

1098
00:55:39,560 --> 00:55:42,279
Speaker 1: do you care? I'm going to the doctor. And so

1099
00:55:42,320 --> 00:55:47,360
Speaker 1: I think that sometimes we like to put it because

1100
00:55:47,400 --> 00:55:49,520
Speaker 1: we're comfortable with that, So we like to define things

1101
00:55:49,520 --> 00:55:51,440
Speaker 1: that way. And I think that the thing about the

1102
00:55:51,480 --> 00:55:55,160
Speaker 1: Gospel that m that it takes maturity and and and

1103
00:55:55,400 --> 00:55:58,160
Speaker 1: growth to actually step into the freedom of going all

1104
00:55:58,239 --> 00:56:00,719
Speaker 1: of life is ministry, not just when I'm talking about

1105
00:56:00,719 --> 00:56:02,759
Speaker 1: this particular thing. But you know what, Like for me,

1106
00:56:02,840 --> 00:56:04,760
Speaker 1: I'm a mom, I have two kids. Like when I'm

1107
00:56:04,800 --> 00:56:08,240
Speaker 1: wiping my daughter's but like that's that's actually still ministry

1108
00:56:08,280 --> 00:56:11,719
Speaker 1: what people like. It doesn't it doesn't look just like

1109
00:56:11,760 --> 00:56:15,160
Speaker 1: this tiny box that you say. It looks like um,

1110
00:56:15,239 --> 00:56:17,960
Speaker 1: one of our uh I don't know. You know, he's

1111
00:56:17,960 --> 00:56:19,960
Speaker 1: not a campus pastor, but I consider him my pastor.

1112
00:56:20,000 --> 00:56:21,960
Speaker 1: Abou his name is Peter Daval. Oh my gosh, I

1113
00:56:22,000 --> 00:56:25,560
Speaker 1: love from Zoe and he and Chad. Actually they always

1114
00:56:25,560 --> 00:56:28,560
Speaker 1: tell me they're like, what you do professionally is a

1115
00:56:28,640 --> 00:56:32,520
Speaker 1: form of ministry because people are watching you and like

1116
00:56:32,880 --> 00:56:35,200
Speaker 1: live your life the way you And I was like, whoa,

1117
00:56:35,840 --> 00:56:39,200
Speaker 1: that's like very profound and I've never thought of it

1118
00:56:39,239 --> 00:56:41,399
Speaker 1: that way. But it's like opening up a different way

1119
00:56:41,400 --> 00:56:44,359
Speaker 1: of thinking than people are used to. Like even last

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00:56:44,400 --> 00:56:46,200
Speaker 1: night when we were at that event um at the

1121
00:56:46,200 --> 00:56:50,600
Speaker 1: Amazing's for your launch um of your clothing line, this

1122
00:56:50,640 --> 00:56:51,960
Speaker 1: girl came up to you and she whispered in my

1123
00:56:52,040 --> 00:56:53,200
Speaker 1: ear and she was like, I just want you to

1124
00:56:53,239 --> 00:56:56,000
Speaker 1: know because of listening to your podcast, UM, I haven't

1125
00:56:56,040 --> 00:56:59,600
Speaker 1: slept with my boyfriend because I never wanted to do

1126
00:56:59,680 --> 00:57:01,480
Speaker 1: I didn't want to do that, but I never had

1127
00:57:01,480 --> 00:57:04,239
Speaker 1: the courage to say it. Wow, that's what that girl

1128
00:57:04,280 --> 00:57:07,359
Speaker 1: is saying to me in my ear and it's like

1129
00:57:07,760 --> 00:57:10,920
Speaker 1: you don't realize you're like, is this thing on people

1130
00:57:11,000 --> 00:57:13,440
Speaker 1: that actually really affects them? I don't know how we

1131
00:57:13,480 --> 00:57:16,160
Speaker 1: got there from the boxes, but it's teacher, if you're

1132
00:57:16,160 --> 00:57:17,800
Speaker 1: a teacher, if you're a high school teacher. I can't

1133
00:57:17,800 --> 00:57:19,920
Speaker 1: get a teacher think about like I think about you

1134
00:57:19,920 --> 00:57:21,800
Speaker 1: know a couple of teachers when I was growing up

1135
00:57:21,840 --> 00:57:23,760
Speaker 1: that had an impact on me, Like, can you think

1136
00:57:23,920 --> 00:57:28,080
Speaker 1: like this thing only works of all of us being

1137
00:57:28,080 --> 00:57:30,160
Speaker 1: who are called to be wherever we're at. If there's

1138
00:57:30,520 --> 00:57:35,400
Speaker 1: teachers and accountants and and and janitors and baristas and

1139
00:57:35,400 --> 00:57:38,720
Speaker 1: and airport baggage handlers, who who are who are seeing

1140
00:57:38,720 --> 00:57:42,080
Speaker 1: that everyday life like as ministry and not in a

1141
00:57:42,120 --> 00:57:47,040
Speaker 1: religious constricted, specifically defined way, but in an offering way

1142
00:57:47,080 --> 00:57:49,640
Speaker 1: and in a in a way of freedom, because that's

1143
00:57:49,640 --> 00:57:51,840
Speaker 1: what God calls us into and when you're free, and

1144
00:57:52,000 --> 00:57:55,439
Speaker 1: it calls out the freedom other people to step into

1145
00:57:55,440 --> 00:58:00,439
Speaker 1: their own freedom as well. In Christ Yeah, nuts week ahead,

1146
00:58:00,440 --> 00:58:02,640
Speaker 1: I was going to discuss just backtrack really fast, because

1147
00:58:02,680 --> 00:58:04,560
Speaker 1: you did say because you have children, you got married,

1148
00:58:04,560 --> 00:58:06,880
Speaker 1: When did you meet your husband? I met him actually

1149
00:58:06,880 --> 00:58:08,480
Speaker 1: the first night I was ever in said in Australia

1150
00:58:08,520 --> 00:58:10,880
Speaker 1: in two thousand four, firsteen years ago. Was it lover

1151
00:58:10,960 --> 00:58:16,120
Speaker 1: for No? No, it was not. It was just no.

1152
00:58:17,840 --> 00:58:19,720
Speaker 1: I was like, oh, those is a true story. I

1153
00:58:19,760 --> 00:58:21,200
Speaker 1: feel like people don't believe when I said this is

1154
00:58:21,240 --> 00:58:23,800
Speaker 1: so I. So I was in Sydney to my first

1155
00:58:23,840 --> 00:58:26,240
Speaker 1: record was out in New Zealand and brook Phraser mainstream stuff,

1156
00:58:26,440 --> 00:58:28,000
Speaker 1: and I was in Sydney to do like a showcase

1157
00:58:28,040 --> 00:58:29,680
Speaker 1: for the label, and a couple of guys in my

1158
00:58:29,720 --> 00:58:31,760
Speaker 1: band knew some guys out in Sydney. They turned out

1159
00:58:31,760 --> 00:58:33,160
Speaker 1: to beat from Hillsong Church and we went out to

1160
00:58:33,160 --> 00:58:35,160
Speaker 1: a barbecue out there. And at the time, now I

1161
00:58:35,200 --> 00:58:37,920
Speaker 1: didn't grow up in a very effluent family. So I

1162
00:58:37,960 --> 00:58:40,040
Speaker 1: got signed and then people started to give me free stuff.

1163
00:58:40,080 --> 00:58:42,760
Speaker 1: I was like, that was free stuff. But one of

1164
00:58:42,760 --> 00:58:45,160
Speaker 1: the companies who sponsored me was Puma, like the athletic

1165
00:58:45,600 --> 00:58:48,320
Speaker 1: Now I'm the least coordinated athletic person ever, but I

1166
00:58:48,440 --> 00:58:52,040
Speaker 1: was like, thank you, Boomer. And so I was wearing

1167
00:58:52,080 --> 00:58:55,480
Speaker 1: these terrible, terrible Puma shoes which were like half like

1168
00:58:55,600 --> 00:58:59,320
Speaker 1: midcalf like boxing boots with like black and white and gold,

1169
00:58:59,360 --> 00:59:02,480
Speaker 1: like terrible. So I went along to this barbecue out

1170
00:59:02,480 --> 00:59:05,280
Speaker 1: in Sydney first night, and my husband happened to be

1171
00:59:05,280 --> 00:59:07,200
Speaker 1: at the barbecue and he came up to me because

1172
00:59:07,200 --> 00:59:10,400
Speaker 1: he's a like extroverted, friendly guy, and just made very

1173
00:59:10,440 --> 00:59:13,240
Speaker 1: general observations about my shoes. None of them are complimentary.

1174
00:59:13,280 --> 00:59:16,120
Speaker 1: It was like, oh, those are very interesting shoes. I

1175
00:59:16,160 --> 00:59:19,880
Speaker 1: haven't seen any like that before. And then and then

1176
00:59:19,880 --> 00:59:21,480
Speaker 1: I was like, oh, no, they're not in the stores yet.

1177
00:59:21,480 --> 00:59:22,840
Speaker 1: And I was like oh. He goes, well, how do

1178
00:59:22,880 --> 00:59:24,160
Speaker 1: you have them? And I'm like, oh, I'm sponsored by

1179
00:59:24,200 --> 00:59:25,440
Speaker 1: HUM and he's like, oh, why what do you do?

1180
00:59:25,600 --> 00:59:27,160
Speaker 1: And then I suddenly had to think quickly because I

1181
00:59:27,200 --> 00:59:29,880
Speaker 1: hate talking. I hated talking about what I did and

1182
00:59:30,040 --> 00:59:32,000
Speaker 1: kind of still a mowkward about it um, and so

1183
00:59:32,160 --> 00:59:33,880
Speaker 1: I had to think on my feet and I said, oh,

1184
00:59:33,920 --> 00:59:36,720
Speaker 1: I'm actually um a kickbox there and I'm in Australia

1185
00:59:36,760 --> 00:59:40,440
Speaker 1: from my first international amateur tournament. And he completely believed me.

1186
00:59:40,440 --> 00:59:42,920
Speaker 1: He was like, you look quite feminine to be a kickbox.

1187
00:59:42,960 --> 00:59:44,440
Speaker 1: I was like, you know, I think it's important to

1188
00:59:44,440 --> 00:59:47,520
Speaker 1: have a balance and no, no, And then he ended

1189
00:59:47,560 --> 00:59:50,160
Speaker 1: up coming to the label showcase that I was doing,

1190
00:59:50,160 --> 00:59:52,120
Speaker 1: like the next night or whatever, and his friend brought

1191
00:59:52,160 --> 00:59:53,440
Speaker 1: him law he didn't know what he was coming to.

1192
00:59:53,480 --> 00:59:55,520
Speaker 1: And then I walked on the stage and he said, oh,

1193
00:59:55,880 --> 00:59:58,919
Speaker 1: she's a kickboxer and a singer, and then I heard

1194
00:59:58,920 --> 01:00:00,480
Speaker 1: that he said. I was like, we're going to be

1195
01:00:00,480 --> 01:00:02,520
Speaker 1: best friends. And then we were just really good friends.

1196
01:00:02,560 --> 01:00:04,040
Speaker 1: And then he fell in love with me. I was

1197
01:00:04,040 --> 01:00:05,440
Speaker 1: in love with him, and we couldn't hang out, and

1198
01:00:05,440 --> 01:00:07,160
Speaker 1: then I realized I couldn't live without him. Then when

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01:00:07,160 --> 01:00:08,520
Speaker 1: we Saturday, and then we fell in love, and then

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01:00:08,520 --> 01:00:09,920
Speaker 1: we got married and I would be married for almost

1201
01:00:09,960 --> 01:00:12,280
Speaker 1: twelve years. So it was like a slow burn. Yeah,

1202
01:00:12,320 --> 01:00:15,600
Speaker 1: it was definitely. Yeah. Wait, so how long were you'all

1203
01:00:15,800 --> 01:00:18,640
Speaker 1: best friends before he told you he had feelings for you?

1204
01:00:19,040 --> 01:00:25,760
Speaker 1: Three years? A lot of friendship. Yeah, so they went

1205
01:00:25,920 --> 01:00:28,720
Speaker 1: clicked over, really clicked over. We're like, okay, interesting because

1206
01:00:28,760 --> 01:00:31,480
Speaker 1: I don't have guy friends. Yeah, let's work on that.

1207
01:00:31,560 --> 01:00:37,560
Speaker 1: Let's talk about that. Oh you're a friend that is

1208
01:00:37,600 --> 01:00:40,200
Speaker 1: a man. But like I was like, okay, I have

1209
01:00:40,280 --> 01:00:42,240
Speaker 1: guys that are friends like that I'm friendly with, Like

1210
01:00:42,520 --> 01:00:45,080
Speaker 1: we went to Chad's birthday. Like, I have guys that

1211
01:00:45,080 --> 01:00:47,040
Speaker 1: are friends, but I wouldn't say, like any of my

1212
01:00:47,160 --> 01:00:49,280
Speaker 1: best friends that I like go to for like my

1213
01:00:49,360 --> 01:00:53,320
Speaker 1: innermost thoughts and feelings. There's not one man. Was your

1214
01:00:53,400 --> 01:00:55,120
Speaker 1: husband like that for you? Or was he more of

1215
01:00:55,160 --> 01:00:57,160
Speaker 1: like you saw him and hung out, but he was

1216
01:00:57,200 --> 01:00:59,680
Speaker 1: like like he become one of my best friends, but

1217
01:00:59,720 --> 01:01:01,080
Speaker 1: I've a aways hang out with and you didn't want

1218
01:01:01,080 --> 01:01:03,920
Speaker 1: to make up? Are you so grew up with boys

1219
01:01:03,920 --> 01:01:06,520
Speaker 1: and brothers and so like and you just didn't want

1220
01:01:06,520 --> 01:01:10,560
Speaker 1: to make out with him my brothers, No, your husband

1221
01:01:10,720 --> 01:01:12,720
Speaker 1: and your friends. You didn't want to make out the

1222
01:01:12,760 --> 01:01:16,439
Speaker 1: space absolutely not. There was nothing. But here's the question,

1223
01:01:16,480 --> 01:01:20,200
Speaker 1: how do you transition? Sort of? But because she has

1224
01:01:20,240 --> 01:01:22,400
Speaker 1: been best friends with guys in the past, John Hale

1225
01:01:22,440 --> 01:01:25,280
Speaker 1: for example, and whenever when I would say John, be like, no,

1226
01:01:25,440 --> 01:01:27,120
Speaker 1: he's my best friend. There's no way that would never

1227
01:01:27,160 --> 01:01:32,720
Speaker 1: because she put him in a box. Don't get My

1228
01:01:32,800 --> 01:01:35,080
Speaker 1: question is how did you get him? How did you

1229
01:01:35,120 --> 01:01:37,640
Speaker 1: readjust your mind? And that's a gear switch to go

1230
01:01:37,760 --> 01:01:41,280
Speaker 1: from best friend? Yeah, that was really weird. It was

1231
01:01:41,320 --> 01:01:43,040
Speaker 1: That's a good question. It was really weird, and it

1232
01:01:43,160 --> 01:01:45,520
Speaker 1: was because it was kind of like he told me

1233
01:01:45,600 --> 01:01:48,280
Speaker 1: had failings for me. I didn't have feelings from it.

1234
01:01:48,280 --> 01:01:49,560
Speaker 1: And I went home and cried because I was like

1235
01:01:49,560 --> 01:01:51,640
Speaker 1: what's wrong with me? He's like the best guy I

1236
01:01:51,640 --> 01:01:53,720
Speaker 1: have ever met, Like, why didn't I feel this way?

1237
01:01:53,720 --> 01:01:55,480
Speaker 1: But I just didn't. And then so we couldn't really

1238
01:01:55,480 --> 01:01:57,920
Speaker 1: hang out anymore because that's awkward, you know, um and

1239
01:01:57,960 --> 01:01:59,560
Speaker 1: not fair. So then we didn't hang out for like

1240
01:01:59,600 --> 01:02:01,880
Speaker 1: three or four months. I was traveling with my second record.

1241
01:02:01,920 --> 01:02:04,400
Speaker 1: He was traveling with Hillsong United at the time. And

1242
01:02:04,440 --> 01:02:07,600
Speaker 1: then a few months passed, and every time something happened

1243
01:02:07,800 --> 01:02:09,840
Speaker 1: or I was trying to process something, he would be

1244
01:02:09,840 --> 01:02:11,280
Speaker 1: the person I wanted to call, Like I was like,

1245
01:02:11,280 --> 01:02:12,720
Speaker 1: I want to find out what he thinks about this,

1246
01:02:12,840 --> 01:02:14,400
Speaker 1: like I want to And then after a few months,

1247
01:02:14,400 --> 01:02:17,600
Speaker 1: I can't live without him, Like so I don't know

1248
01:02:17,640 --> 01:02:20,000
Speaker 1: what that means, but so I kind of went and

1249
01:02:20,080 --> 01:02:21,840
Speaker 1: told him that and we're like, okay, let's give it

1250
01:02:21,880 --> 01:02:24,800
Speaker 1: a shot. And then yeah, within a month, I was like, okay,

1251
01:02:24,880 --> 01:02:28,200
Speaker 1: we're getting married. Yeah, I just changed. Was the first

1252
01:02:28,280 --> 01:02:34,600
Speaker 1: kiss awkward? It was actually it was actually quite wonderful.

1253
01:02:35,400 --> 01:02:43,760
Speaker 1: Just finished watching The Little Mermaid. I've never this is

1254
01:02:43,760 --> 01:02:46,640
Speaker 1: when the come up before hard hitting question. It's really

1255
01:02:46,680 --> 01:02:48,640
Speaker 1: hard hitting and scrubbing in here, you know, we really

1256
01:02:48,640 --> 01:02:50,800
Speaker 1: get down to the kitty gritty, how much time was

1257
01:02:50,840 --> 01:02:57,160
Speaker 1: in this kid? I always take it just like a

1258
01:02:57,280 --> 01:02:59,440
Speaker 1: little bit too far. So it was after a Little Mermaid,

1259
01:03:00,240 --> 01:03:04,800
Speaker 1: that's it, that she was coming. That's enough, that's good.

1260
01:03:04,840 --> 01:03:07,680
Speaker 1: And it was good, like it was instantly. Instantly it

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Speaker 1: was like okay, yeah, because y'all could have kissed and

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01:03:09,720 --> 01:03:12,560
Speaker 1: it would have been like, oh yeah, friends were best

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01:03:12,600 --> 01:03:14,120
Speaker 1: as friends. Yeah no, but it was like, okay, this

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01:03:14,200 --> 01:03:16,600
Speaker 1: is gonna work. There was fire. Yeah, a little Mermaid

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01:03:16,640 --> 01:03:20,600
Speaker 1: does that? Just a littlemaid trot and right out of

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01:03:20,600 --> 01:03:22,480
Speaker 1: the water at the end. It's really like wow. So

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01:03:22,560 --> 01:03:25,240
Speaker 1: that's like the move. I work on the Ryan Secret

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01:03:25,240 --> 01:03:27,959
Speaker 1: Show Morning show, and that was his move. He would

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01:03:27,960 --> 01:03:30,439
Speaker 1: always bring girls home in high school and he would

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Speaker 1: go down to the basement and they'd watched The Little Mermaids. Yeah,

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Speaker 1: specifically the Little Mermaids. Okay, that's wild. Yeah, it's really

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Speaker 1: weird that you said that, because I'm actually planning a

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01:03:41,160 --> 01:03:43,920
Speaker 1: trip to Atlanta to visit like his childhood things, and

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01:03:43,920 --> 01:03:45,120
Speaker 1: I was like, I need to go to the basement

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01:03:45,200 --> 01:03:48,920
Speaker 1: were a Little Mermaid And like, oh my gosh, apparently

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01:03:48,920 --> 01:03:52,720
Speaker 1: the Little Mermaid is it's the move. I get that.

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01:03:53,080 --> 01:03:54,960
Speaker 1: Who where can I get that, you know how they

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01:03:55,000 --> 01:03:57,880
Speaker 1: said that I do. He has like subliminal messaging and

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01:03:57,920 --> 01:04:03,440
Speaker 1: they're like movies. There's the whole thing. There's like conspiracy

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01:04:03,480 --> 01:04:07,439
Speaker 1: about it. Well, kiss the girl. That's like the song. Yeah,

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01:04:08,040 --> 01:04:15,200
Speaker 1: that's such a great story. She's like, I'm so uncomfortable,

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01:04:15,200 --> 01:04:18,720
Speaker 1: Like I told you all that he would be mortified.

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01:04:18,800 --> 01:04:26,360
Speaker 1: He's so private. Yeah, he'll never hear this. Definitely all women, right,

1284
01:04:26,520 --> 01:04:29,880
Speaker 1: all we have some men. Some um, can we talk

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01:04:29,920 --> 01:04:32,840
Speaker 1: about your new album that just came out, well, came

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01:04:32,880 --> 01:04:35,040
Speaker 1: out today, but I listened to it at like midnight

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01:04:35,120 --> 01:04:39,240
Speaker 1: last night or something ten o'clock. But it's amazing and

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01:04:39,600 --> 01:04:41,520
Speaker 1: how much of a part of it because it's a

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01:04:41,520 --> 01:04:44,400
Speaker 1: group of people and so and you're are you You're

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01:04:44,440 --> 01:04:47,080
Speaker 1: not on every track right or no? So we're kind

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01:04:47,080 --> 01:04:49,960
Speaker 1: of like I'm trying to explain because we're not a

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01:04:49,960 --> 01:04:52,400
Speaker 1: band where I would say, it's more of a collective.

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01:04:53,200 --> 01:04:57,040
Speaker 1: That's very like twenty nineteen, isn't it. And I guess

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01:04:57,080 --> 01:04:58,840
Speaker 1: we're modern because we've always been there. So it's like

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01:04:58,880 --> 01:05:00,960
Speaker 1: a you know, we're like a so we're all from

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01:05:01,000 --> 01:05:03,240
Speaker 1: Hillsong Church, but we all live around the world because

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01:05:03,240 --> 01:05:05,520
Speaker 1: there's Hellsong churches all around the world now, so Reuben,

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01:05:05,520 --> 01:05:07,680
Speaker 1: one of our worship ladies is in Liverpool and England,

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01:05:08,120 --> 01:05:10,840
Speaker 1: like I'm here in California, and then there's obviously Australia,

1300
01:05:11,560 --> 01:05:13,960
Speaker 1: which is the mothership and so and so we kind

1301
01:05:13,960 --> 01:05:16,360
Speaker 1: of all come together like Vultron and and that's where

1302
01:05:16,360 --> 01:05:19,280
Speaker 1: these these projects come from. But yet it's so there's

1303
01:05:19,280 --> 01:05:22,560
Speaker 1: different worship leaders on different songs and different songwriters and

1304
01:05:22,640 --> 01:05:25,320
Speaker 1: kind of and it kind of revolves because we have

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01:05:25,640 --> 01:05:27,760
Speaker 1: way more worship leaders and team than we have you know,

1306
01:05:27,800 --> 01:05:30,080
Speaker 1: songs on a record, So it's kind of always evolving,

1307
01:05:30,080 --> 01:05:33,160
Speaker 1: but with the same kind of central group of people. Yeah. Yeah,

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01:05:33,240 --> 01:05:38,160
Speaker 1: it's really cool because there's Hillsong Worship, Hillsong United, Hillsong

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01:05:38,280 --> 01:05:41,480
Speaker 1: Young and Free. Yeah, and multiple people are part of

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01:05:41,800 --> 01:05:44,800
Speaker 1: like Multiple so like Aiden, I know Aiden, he sings,

1311
01:05:45,000 --> 01:05:48,400
Speaker 1: he does worship and Young and Free Yes, So it's

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01:05:48,480 --> 01:05:51,080
Speaker 1: kind of like worship is the umbrella if you like,

1313
01:05:51,120 --> 01:05:53,080
Speaker 1: so every so people who are part of United and

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01:05:53,080 --> 01:05:55,120
Speaker 1: Young are also part of Hillsong Worship. So hill Song

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01:05:55,160 --> 01:05:58,560
Speaker 1: Worship is when we're all together basically. Yeah, And Hillsong

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01:05:58,600 --> 01:06:00,400
Speaker 1: Worship has been the thing that's been a around for

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01:06:00,640 --> 01:06:02,760
Speaker 1: thirty plus years. In our church have been releasing records

1318
01:06:02,800 --> 01:06:05,440
Speaker 1: for over thirty years, so it's a generational thing. So

1319
01:06:05,480 --> 01:06:07,920
Speaker 1: it's kind of been around since long before I was around,

1320
01:06:07,920 --> 01:06:10,440
Speaker 1: and hopefully if we don't screw it up, it will

1321
01:06:10,480 --> 01:06:12,840
Speaker 1: be around for for a lot longer. I think it

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01:06:12,920 --> 01:06:15,280
Speaker 1: will be. I mean, I even people who I know

1323
01:06:15,320 --> 01:06:17,680
Speaker 1: who didn't grow up in church or aren't even in

1324
01:06:17,840 --> 01:06:20,800
Speaker 1: the church or you know, religious or anything, they know

1325
01:06:20,840 --> 01:06:24,280
Speaker 1: about hell Song totally just it's I made it smart,

1326
01:06:24,600 --> 01:06:27,240
Speaker 1: you know, which is really cool. Yeah, it's an honestly America.

1327
01:06:27,280 --> 01:06:29,320
Speaker 1: I mean our past as Brian and Bobby Houston, they

1328
01:06:29,320 --> 01:06:31,160
Speaker 1: started it in like a little school hall and in

1329
01:06:31,200 --> 01:06:34,320
Speaker 1: the suburbs of Sydney, Australia, was like I can't remember

1330
01:06:34,320 --> 01:06:36,080
Speaker 1: how many people were at the first think, so it's

1331
01:06:36,120 --> 01:06:39,360
Speaker 1: like thirty people, and um, it just has kind of

1332
01:06:39,440 --> 01:06:42,600
Speaker 1: spread all over the world and their yeah, their vision

1333
01:06:42,600 --> 01:06:45,200
Speaker 1: and that kind of pioneering spirit that they have and

1334
01:06:45,440 --> 01:06:48,720
Speaker 1: the healthy culture that they've built as kind of yeah,

1335
01:06:48,880 --> 01:06:51,400
Speaker 1: resonating and taking root like everywhere, and God's just doing

1336
01:06:51,560 --> 01:06:53,960
Speaker 1: awesome thing. So it's just amazing to be any kind

1337
01:06:53,960 --> 01:06:58,760
Speaker 1: of part of Honestly, do you have a favorite song

1338
01:06:58,800 --> 01:07:01,000
Speaker 1: on this album that you like. I know it's like, oh,

1339
01:07:01,040 --> 01:07:03,440
Speaker 1: you love all of them, their babies, but do you

1340
01:07:03,480 --> 01:07:05,760
Speaker 1: have one that was really like a moment of being

1341
01:07:05,800 --> 01:07:10,240
Speaker 1: like this is it means something really special. There's definitely

1342
01:07:10,280 --> 01:07:13,280
Speaker 1: like a few that come to mind. Um, but but

1343
01:07:13,440 --> 01:07:16,200
Speaker 1: it's safer today. Um. There's a song, it's the third track,

1344
01:07:16,240 --> 01:07:19,560
Speaker 1: but it's the second song song called Come Alive Um,

1345
01:07:19,800 --> 01:07:22,280
Speaker 1: led by Ben Hastings is one of our guys. I

1346
01:07:22,440 --> 01:07:25,480
Speaker 1: just I remember being in Whales. We were mixing that

1347
01:07:25,480 --> 01:07:27,000
Speaker 1: song in Whales a couple of months ago, and I

1348
01:07:27,000 --> 01:07:30,000
Speaker 1: remember um listening to one of the mixes being in

1349
01:07:30,000 --> 01:07:32,400
Speaker 1: a cafe in Whales and just wanting to like tear

1350
01:07:32,440 --> 01:07:34,520
Speaker 1: my face off and run around this screaming because I

1351
01:07:34,560 --> 01:07:37,200
Speaker 1: was like, this is this is I feel like this

1352
01:07:37,280 --> 01:07:38,800
Speaker 1: is the music that we were kind of that we

1353
01:07:38,800 --> 01:07:41,240
Speaker 1: were born to make. It just it feels like freedom

1354
01:07:41,280 --> 01:07:43,440
Speaker 1: and it feels like it's calling you to kind of

1355
01:07:43,480 --> 01:07:45,560
Speaker 1: stand up on the inside, and it just yeah, it

1356
01:07:45,600 --> 01:07:47,720
Speaker 1: gets me going. I love it. Thank you so much

1357
01:07:47,760 --> 01:07:54,400
Speaker 1: for being It's so cool to be a fan of

1358
01:07:54,480 --> 01:07:56,480
Speaker 1: someone and then have them come onto the show. Like

1359
01:07:56,520 --> 01:08:03,280
Speaker 1: it's really really awesome, you know, so sweet. Sometimes I

1360
01:08:03,320 --> 01:08:07,560
Speaker 1: would love that we would seriously, so thank you for

1361
01:08:07,600 --> 01:08:11,000
Speaker 1: being here and actually listening. I'm awake, is out now

1362
01:08:11,360 --> 01:08:24,320
Speaker 1: you can get it. Yeah. So Tanya left the studio

1363
01:08:24,439 --> 01:08:27,960
Speaker 1: to go follow them out, as as you would expect

1364
01:08:27,960 --> 01:08:30,800
Speaker 1: her to do. I'm in the studio alone, literally, not

1365
01:08:30,880 --> 01:08:35,040
Speaker 1: a single souls in here. I'm basically doing a monologue.

1366
01:08:35,160 --> 01:08:38,160
Speaker 1: This is what it was like before Tanya came onto

1367
01:08:38,160 --> 01:08:41,200
Speaker 1: the podcast. So I'm just here talking to myself and

1368
01:08:41,240 --> 01:08:44,439
Speaker 1: no one's in here with me, and so now everyone

1369
01:08:44,479 --> 01:08:47,080
Speaker 1: we have some people in. The lights are off. It's weird.

1370
01:08:48,720 --> 01:08:53,080
Speaker 1: Mark's finally back, Tanya's back. I was riffing, just doing

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01:08:53,120 --> 01:08:57,519
Speaker 1: a monologue. I was saying how Tanya was following them

1372
01:08:57,520 --> 01:09:01,600
Speaker 1: out like she does Mark after the lights are off.

1373
01:09:01,320 --> 01:09:03,599
Speaker 1: This feels like kind of what it was like before

1374
01:09:03,640 --> 01:09:05,960
Speaker 1: Tanya came on. I was just talking to myself, basically,

1375
01:09:06,080 --> 01:09:07,880
Speaker 1: I always go out when you guys take the pictures

1376
01:09:07,880 --> 01:09:12,760
Speaker 1: because you know needs. Yeah, I was gonna say, I

1377
01:09:12,760 --> 01:09:25,880
Speaker 1: feel like you just had a little snack and we're back.

1378
01:09:26,880 --> 01:09:31,400
Speaker 1: We're back, Brooks great love Brooke. Yeah. So she um

1379
01:09:31,439 --> 01:09:33,679
Speaker 1: she writes for Hillsong and she came in to promote

1380
01:09:33,720 --> 01:09:36,559
Speaker 1: their um their new album that's out right now. They're

1381
01:09:36,640 --> 01:09:39,200
Speaker 1: so good, They're so I get to another spiritual level

1382
01:09:39,240 --> 01:09:41,040
Speaker 1: when I'm listening to it. Me too. Part of my

1383
01:09:41,080 --> 01:09:43,720
Speaker 1: town three point oh is listening spending every morning I

1384
01:09:43,760 --> 01:09:45,360
Speaker 1: listen to worship music is like my first thing that

1385
01:09:45,360 --> 01:09:51,000
Speaker 1: I do every day, and it has wildly helped my Like, uh,

1386
01:09:51,240 --> 01:09:55,880
Speaker 1: you's your psyche spirit, my spirit. Yeah, I have not

1387
01:09:55,880 --> 01:09:57,400
Speaker 1: noticed the difference because you could be in here with

1388
01:09:57,439 --> 01:09:59,559
Speaker 1: a great spirit every single day. Oh, thank you so much.

1389
01:09:59,680 --> 01:10:01,719
Speaker 1: Do know what she does? By the way, she comes

1390
01:10:01,720 --> 01:10:03,559
Speaker 1: in here and we're in here in the dark, it's

1391
01:10:03,600 --> 01:10:05,960
Speaker 1: me and this guy John and sometimes just needs here

1392
01:10:06,000 --> 01:10:08,479
Speaker 1: before do you sleep here? You know, it's just very

1393
01:10:08,560 --> 01:10:10,439
Speaker 1: very early, so it's dark out, and so we just

1394
01:10:10,439 --> 01:10:11,920
Speaker 1: haven't turn the lights on because it's kind of harsh

1395
01:10:11,960 --> 01:10:14,320
Speaker 1: because these lights are a lot. So she comes in

1396
01:10:14,439 --> 01:10:15,680
Speaker 1: and not only does she turn the lights on, she

1397
01:10:15,680 --> 01:10:18,160
Speaker 1: starts flashing them up and down. She goes hello, everyone

1398
01:10:20,240 --> 01:10:22,439
Speaker 1: flashing them on off on off, on, off, on off,

1399
01:10:23,000 --> 01:10:26,000
Speaker 1: and you guys like this just so it's not so abrupt,

1400
01:10:26,040 --> 01:10:27,960
Speaker 1: like I just I flash them. So it's like, okay,

1401
01:10:28,000 --> 01:10:30,160
Speaker 1: the lights are coming, so you want them to have

1402
01:10:30,240 --> 01:10:33,519
Speaker 1: a seizure instant. Got it cool? Pretty much? She has fun.

1403
01:10:33,560 --> 01:10:38,560
Speaker 1: I work with you, yeah, one day, every day, every day. Um,

1404
01:10:38,680 --> 01:10:41,400
Speaker 1: so we should talk about the People's Choice Awards. Let's

1405
01:10:41,520 --> 01:10:44,160
Speaker 1: do it, baby. What are you doing on that Sunday,

1406
01:10:44,240 --> 01:10:47,320
Speaker 1: the November ten, I'm going to be on that red carpet.

1407
01:10:47,479 --> 01:10:49,679
Speaker 1: We are going to have life from the Red Carpet

1408
01:10:49,680 --> 01:10:52,759
Speaker 1: as we always do with the interviews, interacting with the fans,

1409
01:10:53,040 --> 01:10:55,800
Speaker 1: you know, because they're the ones who voted. There's people,

1410
01:10:55,920 --> 01:10:58,439
Speaker 1: they are the people. Um also going to be reporting

1411
01:10:58,439 --> 01:11:01,519
Speaker 1: for the rundown, which airs Monday Wednesday Fridays on Snapchat,

1412
01:11:01,600 --> 01:11:03,559
Speaker 1: so that following Monday there's going to be my whole

1413
01:11:03,560 --> 01:11:05,639
Speaker 1: recap of what went on. I'll be doing my own

1414
01:11:05,640 --> 01:11:09,960
Speaker 1: Snapchat interviews as well. UM, I do a lot that day.

1415
01:11:10,040 --> 01:11:13,559
Speaker 1: I mean Aaron does the most. Like truly, I remember

1416
01:11:13,680 --> 01:11:15,640
Speaker 1: when it was like the week of the Emmy's and

1417
01:11:15,720 --> 01:11:18,920
Speaker 1: I was breaking out for the like small little role

1418
01:11:19,040 --> 01:11:21,320
Speaker 1: that I had, and then I talked to Aaron, Wow

1419
01:11:21,400 --> 01:11:23,360
Speaker 1: she was doing and she was like, I'm doing this

1420
01:11:23,400 --> 01:11:25,000
Speaker 1: show and then I'm doing this show and then I'm

1421
01:11:25,040 --> 01:11:27,200
Speaker 1: doing one on one interviews after the show, and then

1422
01:11:27,200 --> 01:11:29,559
Speaker 1: I'm doing the after party, and then I'm doing the rundown,

1423
01:11:29,640 --> 01:11:33,799
Speaker 1: and then I'm never sleeping, like, oh, if you need anything,

1424
01:11:33,880 --> 01:11:38,160
Speaker 1: let me know. Yeah, yeah, thanks, um yeah, I'll be

1425
01:11:38,240 --> 01:11:40,080
Speaker 1: all over that thing. There will be some type of

1426
01:11:40,120 --> 01:11:43,960
Speaker 1: Snapchat installation promoting it. But like the People's Choice Awards

1427
01:11:44,080 --> 01:11:46,960
Speaker 1: are the cutest, like they're so us Yeah, they are

1428
01:11:47,600 --> 01:11:51,639
Speaker 1: like a fun color carpet and like a walk cat walk.

1429
01:11:51,760 --> 01:11:56,080
Speaker 1: And gen Safani is getting the Fashion Icon Award, I mean, yeah,

1430
01:11:56,320 --> 01:11:58,920
Speaker 1: the cutest, and then Jennifer Anderson is getting the People

1431
01:11:59,240 --> 01:12:02,320
Speaker 1: Icon Awards. Yes she should. It's gonna be great. It's

1432
01:12:02,320 --> 01:12:04,360
Speaker 1: gonna be star studded. I can't wait to see those

1433
01:12:04,360 --> 01:12:08,800
Speaker 1: goddesses in person. I know, yeah, I know. You know

1434
01:12:08,840 --> 01:12:11,800
Speaker 1: I love a Gwen Stefani moment. What will she do

1435
01:12:11,840 --> 01:12:15,680
Speaker 1: with her hair? That's the question. It's always blonde, No,

1436
01:12:16,000 --> 01:12:18,479
Speaker 1: I mean obviously, but you know sometimes it's got like

1437
01:12:18,479 --> 01:12:21,559
Speaker 1: a pompadour, like a unique curl on the side of

1438
01:12:21,560 --> 01:12:23,720
Speaker 1: her face, or like a ponytail coming out of the

1439
01:12:23,760 --> 01:12:25,799
Speaker 1: side of her head. You know what. I have always

1440
01:12:25,800 --> 01:12:28,519
Speaker 1: said that I want blonde hair like Gwen Stefanni. No,

1441
01:12:28,720 --> 01:12:30,880
Speaker 1: my hairdresser won't do it. She's like, your hair is

1442
01:12:30,880 --> 01:12:32,880
Speaker 1: gonna fall out, And I'm like, if Gwen Stefanie can

1443
01:12:32,920 --> 01:12:37,280
Speaker 1: do it, I can't I because you're a ty I know.

1444
01:12:37,439 --> 01:12:39,280
Speaker 1: I'm just like not meant to have it. But I

1445
01:12:39,320 --> 01:12:42,360
Speaker 1: love the People's Choice awards. Um. I will also be

1446
01:12:42,400 --> 01:12:44,880
Speaker 1: out there doing some fun things for the stream, so

1447
01:12:44,880 --> 01:12:48,439
Speaker 1: I'm super excited about that. Yeah, and you might even

1448
01:12:48,439 --> 01:12:52,559
Speaker 1: be receiving another People's Choice Award, if that's right, baby,

1449
01:12:53,080 --> 01:12:56,600
Speaker 1: because the scrubbing in podcast listeners truly show up in

1450
01:12:56,640 --> 01:12:58,880
Speaker 1: a very big way. Where will you put the second

1451
01:12:58,880 --> 01:13:01,960
Speaker 1: one up? Probably Becca's house? The first one's been chilling

1452
01:13:01,960 --> 01:13:04,240
Speaker 1: at mine. Oh yeah, we didn't remember. I wanted it

1453
01:13:04,280 --> 01:13:07,400
Speaker 1: to travel, you should. I think we next that idea.

1454
01:13:08,640 --> 01:13:10,880
Speaker 1: I get all these like excited ideas, and I like,

1455
01:13:10,920 --> 01:13:12,639
Speaker 1: come in here and I'm like, you guys, we're gonna

1456
01:13:12,680 --> 01:13:14,519
Speaker 1: ship the ching. We're gonna ship it to a listener

1457
01:13:14,520 --> 01:13:16,080
Speaker 1: and then ship it around the country. And then I

1458
01:13:16,160 --> 01:13:18,920
Speaker 1: come in here and everybody's like, do we need to

1459
01:13:18,960 --> 01:13:22,960
Speaker 1: do that? Been somewhere somebody forgot about. It's somewhere on

1460
01:13:22,960 --> 01:13:25,080
Speaker 1: one of her shelves. I've seen it. Yeah, no, no,

1461
01:13:25,120 --> 01:13:26,840
Speaker 1: Well now I was like, fine, then I'll just I'll

1462
01:13:26,840 --> 01:13:29,920
Speaker 1: house it right there. She's next to a Jona's brother's guitar. Beautiful.

1463
01:13:30,080 --> 01:13:32,280
Speaker 1: Can I have three in a row? Can I have

1464
01:13:32,360 --> 01:13:36,160
Speaker 1: that one? Yes? I like this. We should make it

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01:13:36,200 --> 01:13:39,599
Speaker 1: like a thing, like we should own that category. And

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01:13:39,640 --> 01:13:42,599
Speaker 1: I love it. I love it just because people get

1467
01:13:42,680 --> 01:13:44,640
Speaker 1: so up in arms, Like last year they were like

1468
01:13:46,200 --> 01:13:50,080
Speaker 1: they didn't win. It's like, how how did we not?

1469
01:13:50,560 --> 01:13:53,680
Speaker 1: Oh my god? We could be the Kelsey Grammar of

1470
01:13:53,760 --> 01:13:58,280
Speaker 1: podcasts because he won the Emmy every year for Fraser. Yeah,

1471
01:13:58,360 --> 01:14:01,559
Speaker 1: we love that show. Yeah, Uh, what's happening in the

1472
01:14:01,560 --> 01:14:03,960
Speaker 1: season you're in right now will be the Julia Louis

1473
01:14:04,040 --> 01:14:07,280
Speaker 1: Dreyfuss of except for you don't want to be the

1474
01:14:07,360 --> 01:14:12,320
Speaker 1: Julia Louis dry emmy. Yeah that was sad, That's all

1475
01:14:12,360 --> 01:14:14,559
Speaker 1: I got. Well, yeah, that's what we're gonna do. I

1476
01:14:14,560 --> 01:14:17,080
Speaker 1: think we're just gonna like stake guard steak in the

1477
01:14:17,120 --> 01:14:20,639
Speaker 1: category and then just like it's yours wedget in there,

1478
01:14:20,680 --> 01:14:23,640
Speaker 1: you know, because that's what I liked. I'd like to

1479
01:14:23,680 --> 01:14:26,479
Speaker 1: say that, like we may not have millions of listeners

1480
01:14:26,520 --> 01:14:30,800
Speaker 1: like some of the other podcasts, but boy do we

1481
01:14:30,840 --> 01:14:35,360
Speaker 1: have some loyal ones dedicated Yeah, like they whenever I'm

1482
01:14:35,400 --> 01:14:37,040
Speaker 1: hanging out with you. They start d m ng me

1483
01:14:37,200 --> 01:14:40,479
Speaker 1: personal questions about you, and I'm like, I'm screenshot and

1484
01:14:40,520 --> 01:14:42,519
Speaker 1: I'm sending him to town. You're like, do you want

1485
01:14:42,560 --> 01:14:46,080
Speaker 1: me to respond to somebody asked you about no post?

1486
01:14:46,600 --> 01:14:49,800
Speaker 1: Like we're gonna need that update. I'm like, uh, well,

1487
01:14:49,920 --> 01:14:53,880
Speaker 1: I'm not authorized to tell you anything. So she's gonna

1488
01:14:53,920 --> 01:15:01,120
Speaker 1: update you on Friday. It's so good it it's really good.

1489
01:15:01,160 --> 01:15:04,160
Speaker 1: You do have some loyal ones. I love it. Um well,

1490
01:15:04,280 --> 01:15:06,040
Speaker 1: I what else is gonna be? I don't want you

1491
01:15:06,080 --> 01:15:08,360
Speaker 1: to leave. I don't want to leave. My dog is

1492
01:15:08,360 --> 01:15:10,800
Speaker 1: sleeping below us, and she really likes it here. She

1493
01:15:10,880 --> 01:15:12,479
Speaker 1: really likes to hear. When are we going to do

1494
01:15:12,560 --> 01:15:14,800
Speaker 1: yoga again? She would do a small group, should have

1495
01:15:14,800 --> 01:15:16,240
Speaker 1: a small group. What do you mean a small group?

1496
01:15:16,240 --> 01:15:18,840
Speaker 1: Don't you ever know? Wives yet club meeting? There's a

1497
01:15:18,880 --> 01:15:20,840
Speaker 1: lot of things we need to do this weekend. Sorry,

1498
01:15:20,880 --> 01:15:22,479
Speaker 1: you both said it different way. Isn't it the not

1499
01:15:22,640 --> 01:15:26,880
Speaker 1: yet wives Club? It's not wives yet club? Not yet

1500
01:15:26,920 --> 01:15:28,680
Speaker 1: wives club, that's what I thought. Yeah, it's just a

1501
01:15:28,720 --> 01:15:30,639
Speaker 1: club with a bunch of girls who are not wifed

1502
01:15:30,680 --> 01:15:32,719
Speaker 1: up yet. Because earlier she said that no wives club,

1503
01:15:32,800 --> 01:15:34,360
Speaker 1: but you just said it in a completely different way.

1504
01:15:34,400 --> 01:15:35,960
Speaker 1: But I just want to establish the name of the club,

1505
01:15:36,479 --> 01:15:42,320
Speaker 1: the not yet Wives Club. Yeah. I still haven't attended

1506
01:15:42,360 --> 01:15:45,880
Speaker 1: a meeting yet. Oh I had to so I had

1507
01:15:45,920 --> 01:15:47,960
Speaker 1: didn't even get the invite. Yeah, sorry, they were like

1508
01:15:48,000 --> 01:15:49,599
Speaker 1: last minute. It was really just like me and one

1509
01:15:49,600 --> 01:15:51,760
Speaker 1: of the persons was a coincidence, yeah, kind of like

1510
01:15:51,800 --> 01:15:53,800
Speaker 1: we're both single, so I just call it that. But

1511
01:15:53,880 --> 01:16:02,320
Speaker 1: we went downtown mute cute, cute vibe. Do you guys

1512
01:16:02,320 --> 01:16:04,840
Speaker 1: have topics of conversation? No? But I felt like it

1513
01:16:04,880 --> 01:16:07,400
Speaker 1: was really like effective because I saw two guy friends

1514
01:16:07,400 --> 01:16:10,559
Speaker 1: that I have that like, um, I wouldn't date because

1515
01:16:10,560 --> 01:16:12,160
Speaker 1: they've dated friends of mine. But I was like, oh

1516
01:16:12,160 --> 01:16:14,200
Speaker 1: my gosh, this is my friend Nicki La la la,

1517
01:16:14,240 --> 01:16:18,479
Speaker 1: Like you know, so I feel like we really accomplished something. Yeah.

1518
01:16:18,720 --> 01:16:21,599
Speaker 1: I like it. Yeah. I mean I'm not yet a wife,

1519
01:16:21,680 --> 01:16:24,320
Speaker 1: so I will be there. Yeah. But like what you

1520
01:16:24,360 --> 01:16:27,599
Speaker 1: do is like you can help facilitate. Yes. The one

1521
01:16:28,720 --> 01:16:36,320
Speaker 1: cute cut fact fact that we have these Tania drops

1522
01:16:36,320 --> 01:16:38,439
Speaker 1: that give me endless joy and it's kind of annoyed Tanya,

1523
01:16:38,479 --> 01:16:40,559
Speaker 1: but the listeners seem to really enjoy this. I really

1524
01:16:40,640 --> 01:16:45,519
Speaker 1: enjoyed that is that your voice cute? Whoa you sound

1525
01:16:45,560 --> 01:16:49,240
Speaker 1: good as a sound of that girl. It's so good.

1526
01:16:49,680 --> 01:16:53,599
Speaker 1: That's a real Tania moment. It's so good. She says

1527
01:16:53,640 --> 01:16:57,960
Speaker 1: that after yoga too, I do really enjoy that place. Yeah,

1528
01:16:58,240 --> 01:17:01,200
Speaker 1: I'm really excited. Actually, it's really funny because my coworkers,

1529
01:17:01,200 --> 01:17:02,920
Speaker 1: Serra has been trying to get me to do that

1530
01:17:03,120 --> 01:17:05,439
Speaker 1: exact yoga class with her for maybe two years now,

1531
01:17:05,560 --> 01:17:08,400
Speaker 1: and she's like, oh, now Aaron told you to go,

1532
01:17:09,280 --> 01:17:11,200
Speaker 1: and now you just go to yoga all the time.

1533
01:17:11,320 --> 01:17:13,320
Speaker 1: I was like oh. I was like, oh, Aaron's going

1534
01:17:13,360 --> 01:17:16,240
Speaker 1: to co host the podcast with me, and she's like, oh,

1535
01:17:16,520 --> 01:17:21,400
Speaker 1: eron huh. Like I'm really sorry, Sia, Sia, I want

1536
01:17:21,400 --> 01:17:23,680
Speaker 1: to I'll do yoga with you. Is here, she loves you,

1537
01:17:23,760 --> 01:17:25,000
Speaker 1: she is. She's like, I think I would like Aaron.

1538
01:17:25,040 --> 01:17:26,280
Speaker 1: I was like, I think you would too. I think

1539
01:17:26,280 --> 01:17:28,200
Speaker 1: I like Siah. But there's like a sick part of

1540
01:17:28,200 --> 01:17:30,800
Speaker 1: me that likes when my friends get territorial. Yeah, I know,

1541
01:17:30,920 --> 01:17:33,240
Speaker 1: like I wish Becca. I literally like dream of the

1542
01:17:33,280 --> 01:17:35,719
Speaker 1: day that Becca is like, oh, You're going to yoga

1543
01:17:35,720 --> 01:17:39,080
Speaker 1: with Aaron? Huh. But she's like genuinely happy for you,

1544
01:17:39,160 --> 01:17:41,400
Speaker 1: like she would never. That would like never, she could

1545
01:17:41,400 --> 01:17:48,120
Speaker 1: care less? Great, yeah, nothing would make me happier. Oh

1546
01:17:48,160 --> 01:17:51,280
Speaker 1: my gosh, I'll never see the day. Well, you know what,

1547
01:17:51,680 --> 01:17:54,120
Speaker 1: that's good, that's a good friend. But when I'm really serious,

1548
01:17:54,160 --> 01:17:55,920
Speaker 1: what is I feel like we should do a small group. Yeah,

1549
01:17:56,000 --> 01:17:57,720
Speaker 1: let's do a small group. I think it could be

1550
01:17:57,760 --> 01:18:02,560
Speaker 1: really cute. You give me the time and play cute.

1551
01:18:03,720 --> 01:18:06,680
Speaker 1: It'll be cute. Okay, cool, um, okay, thank you so

1552
01:18:06,760 --> 01:18:09,240
Speaker 1: much for being here today. Thank you for having me. Um,

1553
01:18:09,280 --> 01:18:13,040
Speaker 1: and make sure everybody love on Aaron Limb. Um. What's

1554
01:18:13,080 --> 01:18:16,680
Speaker 1: your Instagram handle at Aaron limb Official That is l I,

1555
01:18:17,000 --> 01:18:21,400
Speaker 1: m m as and Mike Official official. Catch her on

1556
01:18:21,960 --> 01:18:25,240
Speaker 1: Ease the Rundown, which is on Snapchat Monday, Wednesday and Friday,

1557
01:18:25,439 --> 01:18:29,680
Speaker 1: and every other show, every other show that's on e

1558
01:18:29,760 --> 01:18:31,600
Speaker 1: I'll probably be there whether it's Daily Pop in the

1559
01:18:31,600 --> 01:18:34,599
Speaker 1: morning or it's News in the evening. And um at

1560
01:18:34,600 --> 01:18:38,920
Speaker 1: the People's Choice Awards, which are November t um, watch

1561
01:18:39,000 --> 01:18:41,160
Speaker 1: the show, watch the stream, watch the live and the

1562
01:18:41,200 --> 01:18:43,599
Speaker 1: red carpet, just like basically, just have it on all

1563
01:18:43,680 --> 01:18:47,599
Speaker 1: day on November ten, because what a beautiful day Antonia

1564
01:18:47,640 --> 01:18:51,000
Speaker 1: will be there learning brand new words, so many new words.

1565
01:18:51,280 --> 01:18:52,920
Speaker 1: Thank you so much for being here. I love you

1566
01:18:52,960 --> 01:18:54,519
Speaker 1: so much. Thank you for having me. I love you

1567
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1601
01:21:12,240 --> 01:21:14,560
Speaker 1: Aaron lymb is great? I know, and she as she

1602
01:21:14,640 --> 01:21:17,080
Speaker 1: was leaving, I was like, there was a couple other

1603
01:21:17,120 --> 01:21:19,080
Speaker 1: topics that I didn't get to because we have new

1604
01:21:19,080 --> 01:21:21,880
Speaker 1: people moving into apartment complex that we haven't seen yet,

1605
01:21:21,880 --> 01:21:24,599
Speaker 1: so I want to scalp them out. And we didn't

1606
01:21:24,600 --> 01:21:26,840
Speaker 1: talk about like our landlords and how my landlord tried

1607
01:21:27,760 --> 01:21:29,800
Speaker 1: with single men. We were talking about that off the air,

1608
01:21:29,840 --> 01:21:31,160
Speaker 1: and I said, save it for air, and then we

1609
01:21:31,200 --> 01:21:33,320
Speaker 1: never got to We never got to it. It's just

1610
01:21:33,360 --> 01:21:37,360
Speaker 1: an embarrassment tries to fill the place with single men

1611
01:21:37,880 --> 01:21:41,400
Speaker 1: for you. Yeah, that's kind of great, so great. She

1612
01:21:41,439 --> 01:21:44,000
Speaker 1: has not successfully done that yet. There's not one single

1613
01:21:44,040 --> 01:21:46,400
Speaker 1: man that lives in my apartment complex. But you know what,

1614
01:21:46,640 --> 01:21:49,840
Speaker 1: it's the heart that matters. Yeah, And I'm actually really

1615
01:21:49,880 --> 01:21:51,800
Speaker 1: sad that she didn't notice my piercing because it's like

1616
01:21:52,680 --> 01:21:57,240
Speaker 1: facing her. Nobody's mentioned a new piercing. No, I think that,

1617
01:21:57,400 --> 01:22:02,160
Speaker 1: not like it looks very nice. Extra ear piercings are

1618
01:22:02,200 --> 01:22:04,240
Speaker 1: hard to notice. I think no one's going to notice that.

1619
01:22:04,280 --> 01:22:06,120
Speaker 1: I don't think so, Like if you had your eyebrow piers,

1620
01:22:06,280 --> 01:22:08,120
Speaker 1: be like, oh you got your eyebrow piers, but you

1621
01:22:08,200 --> 01:22:10,559
Speaker 1: just that you're more piercings than your ears turned into

1622
01:22:10,640 --> 01:22:15,840
Speaker 1: the your hair is covering. I would never notice that. Um,

1623
01:22:15,920 --> 01:22:17,960
Speaker 1: it's more for me. Then do you want to hear

1624
01:22:17,960 --> 01:22:21,200
Speaker 1: an email? This is week from Scott. I was listening

1625
01:22:21,200 --> 01:22:23,160
Speaker 1: to the podcast from the Voting Party and wandered to you,

1626
01:22:23,280 --> 01:22:24,720
Speaker 1: how proud I am to be one of the very

1627
01:22:24,720 --> 01:22:28,439
Speaker 1: few men that listen. So he said, very very few

1628
01:22:28,439 --> 01:22:31,240
Speaker 1: men and listen, which is accurate. My girlfriend got me

1629
01:22:31,280 --> 01:22:33,800
Speaker 1: hooked before we actually started dating. She's a Tania and

1630
01:22:33,840 --> 01:22:36,760
Speaker 1: I'm in Easton, oh mentioned listen because it gives a

1631
01:22:36,760 --> 01:22:38,760
Speaker 1: great insight to what women are thinking about when it

1632
01:22:38,840 --> 01:22:42,200
Speaker 1: comes to life and dating. That is a rave review.

1633
01:22:42,280 --> 01:22:46,439
Speaker 1: Think he's Scott a little angel muffins. God's a sensitive man.

1634
01:22:46,479 --> 01:22:48,680
Speaker 1: Scott's gonna be a great catch for that girlfriend or

1635
01:22:48,680 --> 01:22:50,760
Speaker 1: whoever else if that doesn't work out. But Scott's a

1636
01:22:50,760 --> 01:22:53,320
Speaker 1: guy that you want to land. Yeah, I wish that.

1637
01:22:53,400 --> 01:22:55,280
Speaker 1: We wish we knew a little more about Scott, Like

1638
01:22:55,280 --> 01:22:57,760
Speaker 1: I wish I knew his zodiac sign. I think I

1639
01:22:57,800 --> 01:23:00,280
Speaker 1: think I know Scott. I think has deemed me and

1640
01:23:00,320 --> 01:23:02,160
Speaker 1: if it's the same Scott I'm thinking of. He and

1641
01:23:02,240 --> 01:23:05,120
Speaker 1: his girlfriend went to the Cheesecake Factory in the Eastern

1642
01:23:05,200 --> 01:23:09,080
Speaker 1: Town Center in Columbus, Ohio, where the Eastern Town Center.

1643
01:23:09,439 --> 01:23:12,240
Speaker 1: I love that mall because I just searched tweets for

1644
01:23:12,280 --> 01:23:14,840
Speaker 1: Eastern Smells and it's usually about the Eastern Town Center

1645
01:23:15,160 --> 01:23:17,599
Speaker 1: stuff like that. I'll retweet them. It's just very fun.

1646
01:23:17,800 --> 01:23:19,600
Speaker 1: But um, that was exciting to see a picture of

1647
01:23:19,640 --> 01:23:22,200
Speaker 1: the cheesecake factory with my name right, And it's because

1648
01:23:22,200 --> 01:23:24,840
Speaker 1: you love the cheesecake. Sure do, and so I think

1649
01:23:24,840 --> 01:23:27,679
Speaker 1: that's the same Scott. And if so, you're the coolest. Wait,

1650
01:23:27,840 --> 01:23:30,200
Speaker 1: we love a Scott love Scott. Can you ask him?

1651
01:23:30,240 --> 01:23:31,600
Speaker 1: Can you dam him back and find out what his

1652
01:23:31,680 --> 01:23:33,880
Speaker 1: zodiac sign isn't just curious? I would be more than happy,

1653
01:23:34,240 --> 01:23:35,360
Speaker 1: right you see, we can get it by the end

1654
01:23:35,360 --> 01:23:37,200
Speaker 1: of the show. But predicted, what do you think he is?

1655
01:23:37,320 --> 01:23:39,880
Speaker 1: I think he's a cancer. It does seem very cancering.

1656
01:23:40,600 --> 01:23:41,960
Speaker 1: I don't want to I don't want to write checks.

1657
01:23:42,000 --> 01:23:43,840
Speaker 1: My ass can't cash. My phone is updating right now.

1658
01:23:43,880 --> 01:23:48,840
Speaker 1: I don't think I just for next week. Are you

1659
01:23:48,880 --> 01:23:51,400
Speaker 1: just getting thirteen at this point or thirteen point three

1660
01:23:51,880 --> 01:23:53,760
Speaker 1: point three? I want to get those bug faces here

1661
01:23:53,760 --> 01:23:56,200
Speaker 1: you uh, this is for America. This is actual advice

1662
01:23:56,240 --> 01:23:58,840
Speaker 1: that she's requesting. I'm in a three year relationship with

1663
01:23:58,880 --> 01:24:01,719
Speaker 1: the love of my life. I'm graduating with my master's

1664
01:24:01,720 --> 01:24:05,280
Speaker 1: degree and finishing school in December. My boyfriend recently graduated

1665
01:24:05,280 --> 01:24:08,240
Speaker 1: and got his first adulting job, but was laid off.

1666
01:24:08,600 --> 01:24:10,240
Speaker 1: It's been two months. He still as yet to find

1667
01:24:10,280 --> 01:24:12,840
Speaker 1: another job or even have the motivation to look for one.

1668
01:24:13,400 --> 01:24:16,720
Speaker 1: I'm struggling with being a girlfriend and being his caregiver.

1669
01:24:17,360 --> 01:24:19,320
Speaker 1: It also worries me for the future because I want

1670
01:24:19,320 --> 01:24:21,320
Speaker 1: to invest my time and energy into someone who is

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01:24:21,360 --> 01:24:24,360
Speaker 1: just as motivated as I am. He's twenty three, I'm

1672
01:24:24,400 --> 01:24:26,640
Speaker 1: twenty four. We don't live together, but we're planning and

1673
01:24:26,680 --> 01:24:28,800
Speaker 1: finding an apartment within the next year or two. The

1674
01:24:28,880 --> 01:24:31,760
Speaker 1: sacrifices I'm making are starting to take a toll on me.

1675
01:24:32,040 --> 01:24:33,840
Speaker 1: I truly want the best for this man and love

1676
01:24:33,920 --> 01:24:39,320
Speaker 1: him dearly, but it worries me for our future. That

1677
01:24:39,479 --> 01:24:41,439
Speaker 1: noise is not a good noise. She feels like she's

1678
01:24:41,680 --> 01:24:45,840
Speaker 1: mothering him. Yes, I don't love that. I don't love

1679
01:24:45,880 --> 01:24:49,759
Speaker 1: it either. Plus, he's twenty three. Well, age is relative,

1680
01:24:50,520 --> 01:24:52,800
Speaker 1: it is, but I feel like twenty three year old

1681
01:24:52,800 --> 01:24:56,120
Speaker 1: guys are still looking for someone to mother them a

1682
01:24:56,200 --> 01:24:59,320
Speaker 1: little bit. They're not quite to the level of maturity

1683
01:24:59,360 --> 01:25:01,080
Speaker 1: that is going to get them off the couch and

1684
01:25:01,160 --> 01:25:03,200
Speaker 1: get them looking for a what age does that happen?

1685
01:25:04,200 --> 01:25:06,320
Speaker 1: We've talked about this before. I think a guy is

1686
01:25:06,640 --> 01:25:10,160
Speaker 1: fully kicks in everything, fully kicks in for a guy

1687
01:25:10,520 --> 01:25:15,920
Speaker 1: at thirty three. Oh I was gonna say, or twenty six,

1688
01:25:15,920 --> 01:25:19,600
Speaker 1: but thirty three. Times. Your twenties are an excuse to

1689
01:25:19,600 --> 01:25:22,639
Speaker 1: screw around. They really are. They're an excuse to date.

1690
01:25:22,680 --> 01:25:25,120
Speaker 1: A lot of people play a lot of video games.

1691
01:25:25,120 --> 01:25:27,040
Speaker 1: I got my whole life ahead of me, blah blah, blah,

1692
01:25:27,040 --> 01:25:29,880
Speaker 1: blah blah. When you hit thirty, you're in denial about

1693
01:25:29,920 --> 01:25:33,120
Speaker 1: turning thirty. Thirty three is when you realize, oh crap,

1694
01:25:33,200 --> 01:25:35,320
Speaker 1: I'm heading into my mid thirties. I need to get

1695
01:25:35,360 --> 01:25:42,280
Speaker 1: my ish together. Interesting. So I think this guy is

1696
01:25:42,280 --> 01:25:45,679
Speaker 1: a little mature. That's my concern. Yeah, I just think

1697
01:25:47,120 --> 01:25:49,840
Speaker 1: because I can do this a lot. I tend to

1698
01:25:49,840 --> 01:25:52,719
Speaker 1: be very motherly and nurturing, just like as in general.

1699
01:25:53,240 --> 01:25:54,519
Speaker 1: And I can do that a lot with the men

1700
01:25:54,560 --> 01:25:58,840
Speaker 1: that I'm dating. And I I loathe it. I don't

1701
01:25:58,880 --> 01:26:04,400
Speaker 1: like it. Um, I don't know to tell her. I mean,

1702
01:26:04,400 --> 01:26:05,960
Speaker 1: I was twenty three, I was out of work. I

1703
01:26:05,960 --> 01:26:12,320
Speaker 1: got fired from w MMM Madison, Wisconsin in ninety four. Yea,

1704
01:26:13,360 --> 01:26:15,680
Speaker 1: So I was out for eight months, and it was

1705
01:26:15,760 --> 01:26:19,519
Speaker 1: a miserable eight months. It was every day trying to

1706
01:26:19,560 --> 01:26:22,120
Speaker 1: figure out what I could do to get some money

1707
01:26:22,160 --> 01:26:25,040
Speaker 1: coming in and get a job. But there's that's the difference,

1708
01:26:25,120 --> 01:26:28,439
Speaker 1: is like what can I do to like too, to

1709
01:26:28,640 --> 01:26:31,439
Speaker 1: keep going. I think that there's a big difference because

1710
01:26:31,479 --> 01:26:34,040
Speaker 1: I was actually having this conversation with somebody about um,

1711
01:26:34,240 --> 01:26:36,760
Speaker 1: like pay discrepancy, that could you date somebody that makes

1712
01:26:36,800 --> 01:26:38,680
Speaker 1: less money than you, and like all these things, And

1713
01:26:38,680 --> 01:26:41,240
Speaker 1: to me, it's not about money, it's about drive. So

1714
01:26:41,240 --> 01:26:43,360
Speaker 1: if I'm dating somebody and he didn't have a job,

1715
01:26:43,720 --> 01:26:47,680
Speaker 1: but he has a dream and he's working towards that,

1716
01:26:47,680 --> 01:26:49,479
Speaker 1: that to me is so much sexier than a man

1717
01:26:49,560 --> 01:26:53,479
Speaker 1: that makes five million dollars. So I think it's what

1718
01:26:53,840 --> 01:26:56,240
Speaker 1: if what I'm interpreting her email to say is that

1719
01:26:56,320 --> 01:26:59,400
Speaker 1: he doesn't really have much drive at the moment. You

1720
01:26:59,439 --> 01:27:03,200
Speaker 1: can't change that. If if if I'm reading the email

1721
01:27:03,200 --> 01:27:05,679
Speaker 1: wrong and he's just out of a job and he's trying,

1722
01:27:06,640 --> 01:27:08,760
Speaker 1: I'd say maybe give it a beat, or even have

1723
01:27:08,840 --> 01:27:11,200
Speaker 1: the motivation to look for a new one. I don't

1724
01:27:11,200 --> 01:27:13,679
Speaker 1: relate to that only to two months and not even

1725
01:27:13,760 --> 01:27:19,120
Speaker 1: looking for something else neither. Sorry, Erica, we don't have

1726
01:27:19,160 --> 01:27:25,000
Speaker 1: a high. But the good news is that and three

1727
01:27:25,040 --> 01:27:27,080
Speaker 1: years is a great time. You learned a lot from

1728
01:27:27,120 --> 01:27:29,880
Speaker 1: this man. But what does she do. She's just dumps him.

1729
01:27:30,400 --> 01:27:34,200
Speaker 1: Keeps its songs, keep its songs and move forward. The

1730
01:27:34,280 --> 01:27:37,040
Speaker 1: love of my life, she calls him. I love him dearly,

1731
01:27:37,320 --> 01:27:40,080
Speaker 1: but it worries me for our future. We are also

1732
01:27:40,080 --> 01:27:42,200
Speaker 1: worried for your future. We are worried for your future

1733
01:27:42,400 --> 01:27:46,880
Speaker 1: and love of your life. Maybe not, you don't know that.

1734
01:27:47,240 --> 01:27:50,360
Speaker 1: Maybe not. There have plenty of year old loves of

1735
01:27:50,400 --> 01:27:52,160
Speaker 1: someone's life that turned out to not to be there.

1736
01:27:52,240 --> 01:27:53,760
Speaker 1: Let me tell you how many loves of my life

1737
01:27:55,600 --> 01:28:03,599
Speaker 1: to be honest, truthfully, old two you had two loves

1738
01:28:03,640 --> 01:28:06,200
Speaker 1: of your life that I thought were like, oh my gosh,

1739
01:28:06,560 --> 01:28:09,600
Speaker 1: you're the one I know of one obviously was the

1740
01:28:09,640 --> 01:28:13,000
Speaker 1: other one before or after him? Before? Okay, so you've

1741
01:28:13,040 --> 01:28:14,760
Speaker 1: had two guys you thought this is it. By the way,

1742
01:28:14,800 --> 01:28:17,320
Speaker 1: this is a difference between boys and girls. Girls go

1743
01:28:17,400 --> 01:28:19,559
Speaker 1: to the love of my life very quickly. The question

1744
01:28:19,600 --> 01:28:22,560
Speaker 1: for you, Erica, are you the love of his life?

1745
01:28:22,920 --> 01:28:25,040
Speaker 1: Because how do you know that if he's not even

1746
01:28:25,040 --> 01:28:27,160
Speaker 1: going out to find a job, he might also not

1747
01:28:27,200 --> 01:28:29,240
Speaker 1: be thinking this girl is the love of my life.

1748
01:28:29,320 --> 01:28:33,800
Speaker 1: You might not. Yeah, right, because when I was that

1749
01:28:33,920 --> 01:28:37,960
Speaker 1: age similar, I needed to get a job, but relationships,

1750
01:28:38,360 --> 01:28:40,560
Speaker 1: there was no loves of my life because I was

1751
01:28:40,600 --> 01:28:46,000
Speaker 1: too young to have that in my mind. So dark, Sorry, Erica,

1752
01:28:46,640 --> 01:28:49,439
Speaker 1: nothing no good news there, but no, it is good

1753
01:28:49,439 --> 01:28:51,800
Speaker 1: news because it's not happening. It's not all why is

1754
01:28:51,800 --> 01:28:54,880
Speaker 1: this happening to me? It's what? What am I learning

1755
01:28:54,920 --> 01:29:00,000
Speaker 1: from this? Exactly? Hey, do you know who's on your

1756
01:29:00,000 --> 01:29:05,200
Speaker 1: show next week? Gary Janette? That is fantastic timing because

1757
01:29:05,360 --> 01:29:08,360
Speaker 1: I just got his book in the mail. Excellent. The

1758
01:29:08,400 --> 01:29:10,599
Speaker 1: title of the book, it's called do you mind if

1759
01:29:10,600 --> 01:29:16,479
Speaker 1: I cancel? It's great. It's about I think it's about

1760
01:29:16,520 --> 01:29:20,559
Speaker 1: his life as a recluse. That's it. I think. I

1761
01:29:20,560 --> 01:29:22,559
Speaker 1: think I use it correctly. I think so. I think

1762
01:29:22,600 --> 01:29:26,200
Speaker 1: I've heard recluse. But maybe recluse is also good. But yes, correctly,

1763
01:29:26,360 --> 01:29:29,679
Speaker 1: both are acceptable. Okay, great, it's a series of essays.

1764
01:29:29,680 --> 01:29:31,920
Speaker 1: Do you mind if I cancel things that still annoy me?

1765
01:29:33,040 --> 01:29:35,760
Speaker 1: That'll be good. It'll be good. Well. Also, because he's

1766
01:29:35,800 --> 01:29:40,200
Speaker 1: like Brad's husband, Well that's great too. Yeah, and Becca

1767
01:29:40,280 --> 01:29:44,519
Speaker 1: with it back next week, I believe. So nobody knows

1768
01:29:44,560 --> 01:29:46,640
Speaker 1: around here, so let's just keep fingers cross. I do

1769
01:29:46,720 --> 01:29:50,559
Speaker 1: know that she has some traveling coming up, but I

1770
01:29:50,560 --> 01:29:52,840
Speaker 1: think she'll be here for the next one. That would

1771
01:29:52,840 --> 01:29:56,760
Speaker 1: be great. It's a one hour a week commitment. Try

1772
01:29:56,840 --> 01:29:59,680
Speaker 1: to make that happen if you can. Easy for us

1773
01:29:59,720 --> 01:30:01,680
Speaker 1: to say, because we have Monday through Friday jobs. I

1774
01:30:01,720 --> 01:30:04,080
Speaker 1: understand we do a lot of these podcasts around here,

1775
01:30:04,200 --> 01:30:06,240
Speaker 1: and one hour a week commitment seems to be a

1776
01:30:06,280 --> 01:30:11,240
Speaker 1: lot for some of these people. So this isn't more Okay, yeah, okay,

1777
01:30:11,280 --> 01:30:12,840
Speaker 1: I'm like, this is not about Becca. This is a

1778
01:30:12,960 --> 01:30:16,599
Speaker 1: larger issue that I feel here. Yeah, that's exactly right. Yeah. Oh,

1779
01:30:16,800 --> 01:30:19,479
Speaker 1: I did want to thank everybody about reaching out and

1780
01:30:19,520 --> 01:30:23,240
Speaker 1: sending me MEA's Instagram. We are in touch and she

1781
01:30:23,320 --> 01:30:25,400
Speaker 1: said she's down to come on the podcast. She just

1782
01:30:25,479 --> 01:30:27,400
Speaker 1: lives in Nashville so and she doesn't come to l

1783
01:30:27,439 --> 01:30:29,360
Speaker 1: A often, so we'll just have to figure it out

1784
01:30:29,479 --> 01:30:32,080
Speaker 1: when she comes here next. But really happy to have her.

1785
01:30:32,720 --> 01:30:35,920
Speaker 1: And um for everybody that was asking me about that

1786
01:30:36,240 --> 01:30:38,760
Speaker 1: three point oh she um, Sierra did put that up

1787
01:30:38,840 --> 01:30:41,639
Speaker 1: on on the website on it with Ryan dot Com today,

1788
01:30:42,160 --> 01:30:45,360
Speaker 1: So um so, you guys can go get it there,

1789
01:30:45,600 --> 01:30:47,960
Speaker 1: fill it out, cross out my name, put yours. It's

1790
01:30:47,960 --> 01:30:49,680
Speaker 1: a PDF. You can just download it down, let it

1791
01:30:49,720 --> 01:30:52,320
Speaker 1: print it out, and put your goals, your totally and

1792
01:30:52,360 --> 01:30:58,960
Speaker 1: we can do it together. Love it, love it. It

1793
01:30:59,000 --> 01:31:04,080
Speaker 1: just happened so fast. I'm not ready. It's like eleven

1794
01:31:04,160 --> 01:31:06,800
Speaker 1: fifty five even the same time of death. That time

1795
01:31:06,840 --> 01:31:12,519
Speaker 1: of death eleven fifty five out of practice. Yikes.