1 00:00:05,240 --> 00:00:07,560 Speaker 1: Welcome to Take It Happened Here, a podcast that now 2 00:00:07,720 --> 00:00:11,479 Speaker 1: more than ever, is about things falling apart. It's been 3 00:00:11,760 --> 00:00:16,040 Speaker 1: roughly one year since the dab's decision has annihilated what 4 00:00:16,200 --> 00:00:19,079 Speaker 1: was left of the protection for legal abortions in this country, 5 00:00:19,640 --> 00:00:26,079 Speaker 1: and things have gotten enormously worse in ways that most 6 00:00:26,079 --> 00:00:31,200 Speaker 1: people are essentially attempting to ignore or hide from. There are, however, 7 00:00:31,640 --> 00:00:36,360 Speaker 1: a lot of people who cannot essentially run from the 8 00:00:36,400 --> 00:00:41,280 Speaker 1: absolute horror that has been unleashed in this country. And yeah, 9 00:00:41,280 --> 00:00:43,559 Speaker 1: I'm going to be talking today and tomorrow with one 10 00:00:43,560 --> 00:00:44,519 Speaker 1: of those people, who. 11 00:00:44,360 --> 00:00:48,239 Speaker 2: Is Crystal has has the triple crown. 12 00:00:48,040 --> 00:00:50,919 Speaker 1: Of abortion work of being an abortion worker, a union organizer, 13 00:00:50,960 --> 00:00:55,640 Speaker 1: and on the board of an abortion fund. Yeah, welcome 14 00:00:55,680 --> 00:01:03,080 Speaker 1: to the show, Crystal. And I'm sorry, You're. 15 00:01:00,640 --> 00:01:05,560 Speaker 3: Sorry, Thank you, Thank you so much. Mea, it's really 16 00:01:05,640 --> 00:01:08,800 Speaker 3: nice to be here again. I had a lot of 17 00:01:08,800 --> 00:01:11,520 Speaker 3: fun last time, and it's nice to be talking to 18 00:01:11,520 --> 00:01:13,759 Speaker 3: you again, even though I only have really horrible Yeah, 19 00:01:13,800 --> 00:01:17,080 Speaker 3: it's to say, for the most part though, there are 20 00:01:17,120 --> 00:01:21,000 Speaker 3: some good things, but it's mostly really awful. 21 00:01:22,480 --> 00:01:22,880 Speaker 4: Yeah. 22 00:01:23,160 --> 00:01:25,360 Speaker 1: So I guess I guess that's where I want to start, 23 00:01:25,520 --> 00:01:29,640 Speaker 1: is it's well Okay, I think I'm pretty sure that 24 00:01:29,720 --> 00:01:31,280 Speaker 1: So the day this is coming out, it's going to 25 00:01:31,360 --> 00:01:34,319 Speaker 1: be I think two days before the anniversary of Dobbs, 26 00:01:34,319 --> 00:01:37,920 Speaker 1: and I wanted to, I guess first just ask what 27 00:01:37,959 --> 00:01:43,240 Speaker 1: it's been like emotionally before we get to the sort 28 00:01:43,240 --> 00:01:47,039 Speaker 1: of like more material consequences of it, if that's all right. 29 00:01:48,200 --> 00:01:53,120 Speaker 3: Yeah, So, as an abortion worker, this has been an 30 00:01:53,120 --> 00:01:57,720 Speaker 3: incredibly difficult year, and that's that's with the context that 31 00:01:57,920 --> 00:02:01,440 Speaker 3: things were not good before. Yeah, last June twenty fourth, 32 00:02:01,880 --> 00:02:05,600 Speaker 3: twenty twenty two, things were not good before then, so 33 00:02:05,840 --> 00:02:09,840 Speaker 3: you know, we were we were really running up against this, 34 00:02:09,840 --> 00:02:13,640 Speaker 3: this this impending decision that we knew was going to happen, 35 00:02:13,680 --> 00:02:15,400 Speaker 3: and then it ended up happening, and then it was 36 00:02:15,440 --> 00:02:20,880 Speaker 3: really horrible, And honestly, it's been horrible every single day since, 37 00:02:21,120 --> 00:02:26,560 Speaker 3: and it's just gets more horrible every single week. And 38 00:02:26,600 --> 00:02:29,480 Speaker 3: that's you know, I sound so negative saying that, I know, 39 00:02:29,960 --> 00:02:33,920 Speaker 3: but I just know that I'm saying that knowing that 40 00:02:33,960 --> 00:02:37,519 Speaker 3: there's so many amazing people who are doing like abortion 41 00:02:37,560 --> 00:02:41,000 Speaker 3: advocacy and abortion care work and offering abortion services and 42 00:02:41,080 --> 00:02:46,480 Speaker 3: practical support for abortion, and it has just been a 43 00:02:46,639 --> 00:02:52,040 Speaker 3: incredibly heavy year for us. We've we've seen, we've all 44 00:02:52,080 --> 00:02:55,519 Speaker 3: witnessed a lot in the last year, and we're all 45 00:02:55,560 --> 00:02:59,000 Speaker 3: carrying a lot and it's. 46 00:02:59,200 --> 00:02:59,840 Speaker 5: It's just hard. 47 00:03:00,120 --> 00:03:04,720 Speaker 3: And I'm really grateful for everyone that I work with 48 00:03:04,919 --> 00:03:09,280 Speaker 3: and that I'm in community with, but it's it's been traumatizing. 49 00:03:10,360 --> 00:03:10,799 Speaker 5: I know that. 50 00:03:11,919 --> 00:03:14,280 Speaker 3: You know, it's really easy to say. I think like, oh, 51 00:03:14,320 --> 00:03:19,079 Speaker 3: you know, this is traumatic, and that's traumatic, But I 52 00:03:19,120 --> 00:03:22,239 Speaker 3: don't know what else, what other word to use to 53 00:03:23,000 --> 00:03:25,840 Speaker 3: having had witnessed everything that we've witnessed in the last 54 00:03:25,880 --> 00:03:28,240 Speaker 3: year and to know that there's no end in sight. 55 00:03:28,320 --> 00:03:31,120 Speaker 3: It is incredibly traumatic. It's like a national trauma. We're 56 00:03:31,160 --> 00:03:32,359 Speaker 3: all sharing it together. 57 00:03:33,400 --> 00:03:37,160 Speaker 1: Yeah, Okay, I guess we should get into sort of 58 00:03:37,520 --> 00:03:39,880 Speaker 1: what the things that you've been seeing have looked like. 59 00:03:39,960 --> 00:03:43,120 Speaker 1: And I think one of the best ways to do this, 60 00:03:43,200 --> 00:03:46,880 Speaker 1: I think, is by just talking about like what the 61 00:03:47,040 --> 00:03:49,920 Speaker 1: process is like of trying to get someone in abortion, 62 00:03:50,040 --> 00:03:53,760 Speaker 1: because it's gotten so much harder and so much more dangerous, 63 00:03:54,600 --> 00:03:55,320 Speaker 1: very rapidly. 64 00:03:56,280 --> 00:03:56,560 Speaker 2: Yeah. 65 00:03:56,600 --> 00:04:01,960 Speaker 3: Absolutely, things have changed a lot in the last year. 66 00:04:02,080 --> 00:04:05,680 Speaker 3: Because you know, if we're if we're starting from when 67 00:04:05,720 --> 00:04:09,720 Speaker 3: things really hit the fan. June twenty fourth, twenty twenty two, 68 00:04:09,760 --> 00:04:12,400 Speaker 3: even though things were getting worse before that, because you know, 69 00:04:12,440 --> 00:04:17,120 Speaker 3: for example, there was the ban in Texas that started 70 00:04:17,600 --> 00:04:20,520 Speaker 3: on September first and in twenty twenty one, so that 71 00:04:20,839 --> 00:04:22,600 Speaker 3: you know, things I saw a lot in my head 72 00:04:22,640 --> 00:04:24,800 Speaker 3: if I can point, like when did I really know 73 00:04:25,200 --> 00:04:28,279 Speaker 3: that we were we were fucked and we were going 74 00:04:28,320 --> 00:04:30,039 Speaker 3: to like we were going to see the worst outcome. 75 00:04:30,640 --> 00:04:33,320 Speaker 3: I would say on September first, twenty twenty one. But 76 00:04:36,839 --> 00:04:39,960 Speaker 3: we saw the initial trigger bands go into effect immediately 77 00:04:40,000 --> 00:04:44,040 Speaker 3: after the Dobbs decision. Uh, So you know, like for example, Texas, 78 00:04:44,160 --> 00:04:47,000 Speaker 3: the bands went into effect immediately. There were other states 79 00:04:47,000 --> 00:04:48,440 Speaker 3: that it was a little bit more delayed, like for 80 00:04:48,480 --> 00:04:51,080 Speaker 3: example Ohio. And then there's also been a lot of 81 00:04:51,120 --> 00:04:55,440 Speaker 3: back and forth because some states in which they're having 82 00:04:55,520 --> 00:04:58,640 Speaker 3: bands now those are currently paused and they're being worked 83 00:04:58,680 --> 00:05:01,520 Speaker 3: through the legal system. And other new bands. There's pretty 84 00:05:01,560 --> 00:05:03,720 Speaker 3: much been a new band, it feels like pretty much 85 00:05:03,720 --> 00:05:06,039 Speaker 3: every week, to the point where I know that I 86 00:05:06,120 --> 00:05:08,400 Speaker 3: just named a couple of states just now, and just 87 00:05:08,440 --> 00:05:11,679 Speaker 3: to be cautious, I just want to say that, you know, look, 88 00:05:11,800 --> 00:05:13,960 Speaker 3: you can go to like abortionfinder dot org or I 89 00:05:14,040 --> 00:05:16,440 Speaker 3: need an a dot com and like look up your 90 00:05:16,480 --> 00:05:19,200 Speaker 3: state to see you know, if you have access in 91 00:05:19,240 --> 00:05:22,200 Speaker 3: your state, it changes so frequently that you really do 92 00:05:22,279 --> 00:05:24,360 Speaker 3: have to kind of rely on those reliable websites like 93 00:05:24,400 --> 00:05:27,880 Speaker 3: Abortion Finder and I need an a to really make 94 00:05:27,880 --> 00:05:30,760 Speaker 3: sure that you're up to date. So you know, don't 95 00:05:30,920 --> 00:05:33,159 Speaker 3: like if I mentioned a state, you know, just it 96 00:05:33,240 --> 00:05:34,920 Speaker 3: might have been there might have been something in effect 97 00:05:35,000 --> 00:05:37,080 Speaker 3: months ago and I'm just like alluding to it. So 98 00:05:37,200 --> 00:05:39,599 Speaker 3: just definitely rely on those resources that exist to see 99 00:05:39,600 --> 00:05:42,280 Speaker 3: what's up to date now. But yeah, things have been 100 00:05:42,279 --> 00:05:45,400 Speaker 3: incredibly back and forth for a lot of states in 101 00:05:45,440 --> 00:05:50,080 Speaker 3: the last year, and it's it's just there are holes 102 00:05:50,120 --> 00:05:52,599 Speaker 3: in access, there are deserts and access that just keep 103 00:05:52,680 --> 00:05:58,560 Speaker 3: widening and widening and widening. The most devastating being recently. 104 00:05:58,600 --> 00:06:02,840 Speaker 3: This was just this was a really bad day for 105 00:06:03,040 --> 00:06:06,880 Speaker 3: me and a lot of my coworkers when there was 106 00:06:06,920 --> 00:06:10,880 Speaker 3: the vote in Florida and the Florida Band is not 107 00:06:10,960 --> 00:06:13,280 Speaker 3: yet an effect, but we'll eventually be going into effect, 108 00:06:15,160 --> 00:06:19,359 Speaker 3: and and that was really like one of the last 109 00:06:19,360 --> 00:06:21,880 Speaker 3: places that you could access an abortion in the Southeast. 110 00:06:22,560 --> 00:06:25,240 Speaker 3: So now when you look at a map, which I 111 00:06:25,279 --> 00:06:28,479 Speaker 3: do a lot, I now have to look at a 112 00:06:28,520 --> 00:06:32,640 Speaker 3: map every single day for work and look at like 113 00:06:32,680 --> 00:06:35,359 Speaker 3: you know, individual state maps and like I'm on Google 114 00:06:35,360 --> 00:06:40,279 Speaker 3: Maps constantly. But there's there are places where you have 115 00:06:40,440 --> 00:06:42,560 Speaker 3: no choice but to travel to get an abortion or 116 00:06:42,640 --> 00:06:46,600 Speaker 3: access abortion services online if that is possible for. 117 00:06:46,560 --> 00:06:47,919 Speaker 5: You, and. 118 00:06:49,600 --> 00:06:53,240 Speaker 3: You know there there are resources available where if you 119 00:06:54,279 --> 00:06:58,239 Speaker 3: as an individual need an abortion and you keep looking 120 00:06:58,960 --> 00:07:01,880 Speaker 3: and you search and you reach out to people, those 121 00:07:01,920 --> 00:07:05,520 Speaker 3: resources are out there, you know. So practical support groups exist, 122 00:07:05,680 --> 00:07:11,160 Speaker 3: funding exists, Clinics and service providers will bend over backwards 123 00:07:11,200 --> 00:07:13,960 Speaker 3: to get you to your appointment and help you access 124 00:07:14,000 --> 00:07:17,880 Speaker 3: these services. So you know there is help out there, 125 00:07:18,720 --> 00:07:23,400 Speaker 3: but it is it's really difficult, and it's it takes 126 00:07:23,400 --> 00:07:31,360 Speaker 3: a lot of work to access an appointment. So everything's 127 00:07:30,880 --> 00:07:33,960 Speaker 3: it takes longer to get to an appointment, it takes 128 00:07:34,320 --> 00:07:36,480 Speaker 3: you have to travel further. You end up paying so 129 00:07:36,760 --> 00:07:39,000 Speaker 3: much more money, Like everything is just so much more 130 00:07:39,040 --> 00:07:42,360 Speaker 3: expensive than it was a year ago, because now you're 131 00:07:42,400 --> 00:07:46,000 Speaker 3: not just paying, you know, for the procedure cost and 132 00:07:46,040 --> 00:07:47,560 Speaker 3: then maybe like a little bit of gas money to 133 00:07:47,600 --> 00:07:50,360 Speaker 3: the appointment. You're having to figure out plane tickets, hotels, 134 00:07:50,880 --> 00:07:54,480 Speaker 3: gas money for whatever, like really long distances. I've seen 135 00:07:54,640 --> 00:07:58,240 Speaker 3: patients driving twelve hours to get to an appointment. 136 00:07:58,880 --> 00:08:00,320 Speaker 5: Yeah. 137 00:07:59,560 --> 00:08:03,000 Speaker 3: And I can talk more about like what that process 138 00:08:03,040 --> 00:08:04,640 Speaker 3: looks like too, but I guess I just wanted to 139 00:08:04,680 --> 00:08:08,080 Speaker 3: give like a general overview of it's just getting harder 140 00:08:08,120 --> 00:08:15,880 Speaker 3: to access, longer distances traveling, and and and more expensive. 141 00:08:16,440 --> 00:08:20,040 Speaker 3: And luckily there is people. There are people there to help, 142 00:08:20,280 --> 00:08:24,800 Speaker 3: and there is support, but it requires a ton of work, 143 00:08:24,880 --> 00:08:28,120 Speaker 3: a ton a ton of work in order to make 144 00:08:28,120 --> 00:08:29,800 Speaker 3: sure that people are getting the health care that they need. 145 00:08:31,800 --> 00:08:32,080 Speaker 4: Yeah. 146 00:08:32,200 --> 00:08:34,760 Speaker 2: And I guess, well, okay, two things. 147 00:08:34,800 --> 00:08:36,920 Speaker 1: One I want to I want to start the abortion 148 00:08:37,080 --> 00:08:42,120 Speaker 1: fund plug like right here, because you know, yeahs as 149 00:08:42,120 --> 00:08:44,520 Speaker 1: the cost of this increases, that means, you know, like 150 00:08:44,679 --> 00:08:47,240 Speaker 1: abortion funds need more money in order to be able 151 00:08:47,240 --> 00:08:50,079 Speaker 1: to keep doing this because every dollar that they don't 152 00:08:50,120 --> 00:08:53,480 Speaker 1: have is you know, potentially is like I'm not even touched, Like, 153 00:08:53,559 --> 00:08:55,040 Speaker 1: is another person who's not gonna be able to get 154 00:08:55,040 --> 00:08:55,440 Speaker 1: an abortion? 155 00:08:56,280 --> 00:09:02,360 Speaker 3: Yeah, every every dollar matters. Yeah, And and I know 156 00:09:02,400 --> 00:09:04,280 Speaker 3: that I feel like a lot of leftists sometimes get 157 00:09:04,280 --> 00:09:06,920 Speaker 3: a little tired of hearing about oh, donate to your 158 00:09:06,960 --> 00:09:09,480 Speaker 3: abortion foot donating to an abortion fund, because like they're like, oh, 159 00:09:09,520 --> 00:09:13,840 Speaker 3: this this is not radical, but abortion funds are the 160 00:09:14,080 --> 00:09:16,760 Speaker 3: only way in which abortions are happening right now, because 161 00:09:17,440 --> 00:09:20,280 Speaker 3: it costs, like you might have to spend like two 162 00:09:20,400 --> 00:09:22,839 Speaker 3: thousand to three thousand dollars on a person sometimes in 163 00:09:22,960 --> 00:09:24,880 Speaker 3: order to make sure that they get healthcare. And that's 164 00:09:24,960 --> 00:09:29,160 Speaker 3: just one person. So the only reason that abortions are 165 00:09:29,200 --> 00:09:32,560 Speaker 3: still happening is because one people are putting that work 166 00:09:32,600 --> 00:09:34,880 Speaker 3: in and make sure that they happen. And like, you know, 167 00:09:35,000 --> 00:09:40,040 Speaker 3: those people are amazing, and also like people seeking healthcare 168 00:09:40,080 --> 00:09:42,800 Speaker 3: are amazing. They're incredibly brave to be doing what they're doing, 169 00:09:42,920 --> 00:09:44,960 Speaker 3: to be working so hard to get health care, to 170 00:09:45,000 --> 00:09:47,240 Speaker 3: be navigating all of these obstacles that you have to be, Like, 171 00:09:47,240 --> 00:09:48,559 Speaker 3: that's what you have to be strong. 172 00:09:48,320 --> 00:09:49,319 Speaker 5: To do that. 173 00:09:49,320 --> 00:09:52,319 Speaker 3: That's an incredibly brave thing to do, having to fly 174 00:09:52,440 --> 00:09:55,320 Speaker 3: in an airplane if you've never flown before to access 175 00:09:55,320 --> 00:09:57,559 Speaker 3: health care that you know you need. Like you're you're 176 00:09:57,600 --> 00:10:02,240 Speaker 3: being really strong and you're being amazing, but you don't 177 00:10:02,400 --> 00:10:04,959 Speaker 3: you shouldn't have to do that. And so it's a 178 00:10:05,000 --> 00:10:06,839 Speaker 3: lot of money. So thank god that the money is there, 179 00:10:06,840 --> 00:10:10,880 Speaker 3: because if the money wasn't there, then people would not 180 00:10:10,920 --> 00:10:12,840 Speaker 3: be able to be helped. So I know, that like, 181 00:10:13,080 --> 00:10:14,640 Speaker 3: you know, oh, donate to abortion fund, don't it to 182 00:10:14,679 --> 00:10:16,960 Speaker 3: an abortion pun But really, like, if you want people 183 00:10:17,040 --> 00:10:20,560 Speaker 3: to continue to get abortions now, not just waiting until 184 00:10:20,600 --> 00:10:23,160 Speaker 3: like November in an election, then you need to make 185 00:10:23,200 --> 00:10:24,000 Speaker 3: sure that the money. 186 00:10:23,800 --> 00:10:26,120 Speaker 5: Is there for people to do that because it is expensive. 187 00:10:26,400 --> 00:10:29,280 Speaker 1: Yeah, we're talking to something like two or three thousand dollars, right, Like, 188 00:10:29,640 --> 00:10:32,880 Speaker 1: can you person listening to this, could you right now 189 00:10:33,559 --> 00:10:35,719 Speaker 1: spend three thousand dollars or something and be fine? 190 00:10:36,000 --> 00:10:37,720 Speaker 2: Right? And the answer is probably not. 191 00:10:39,040 --> 00:10:40,840 Speaker 1: But and you know, and there's a there are like 192 00:10:40,880 --> 00:10:43,120 Speaker 1: a lot of people in this country who need abortions, 193 00:10:43,160 --> 00:10:45,000 Speaker 1: who are like way less well off than you are, 194 00:10:45,040 --> 00:10:46,839 Speaker 1: Like that is a shit tone of like that that 195 00:10:47,200 --> 00:10:51,560 Speaker 1: is a lot of money for me, like podcaster, that is, 196 00:10:51,920 --> 00:10:55,320 Speaker 1: you know, a crippling amount of money for a lot 197 00:10:55,360 --> 00:10:58,560 Speaker 1: of the people who need this. And I don't know, 198 00:10:58,600 --> 00:11:02,080 Speaker 1: I mean, I think there's something really bleak about the 199 00:11:02,120 --> 00:11:04,960 Speaker 1: where society is structured, where your freedom and your bodily 200 00:11:04,960 --> 00:11:10,280 Speaker 1: autonomy are dependent on having money. But that's basically where 201 00:11:10,280 --> 00:11:13,600 Speaker 1: we're at, right, Like that's yeah, that's that's the way 202 00:11:13,640 --> 00:11:14,880 Speaker 1: the system works right now. 203 00:11:15,040 --> 00:11:17,400 Speaker 3: And yeah, there's a part of me that like doesn't 204 00:11:17,400 --> 00:11:19,240 Speaker 3: want to lean in and like I mean, like you know, 205 00:11:19,320 --> 00:11:20,400 Speaker 3: I'm I'm a socialist. 206 00:11:20,440 --> 00:11:23,280 Speaker 5: I don't want to be like, oh, you know, money, money, money. 207 00:11:23,000 --> 00:11:26,320 Speaker 3: But like that is the only reason people are getting 208 00:11:26,320 --> 00:11:30,160 Speaker 3: healthcare is because there is money available, and people are 209 00:11:30,240 --> 00:11:33,120 Speaker 3: banding together to pool that money to make it available 210 00:11:33,160 --> 00:11:36,360 Speaker 3: to people who need it. So I'm just like, thank god, 211 00:11:36,800 --> 00:11:40,320 Speaker 3: I'm so glad because otherwise I would not be able 212 00:11:40,360 --> 00:11:42,040 Speaker 3: to get people to their appointments. 213 00:11:52,280 --> 00:11:52,880 Speaker 5: And I can like. 214 00:11:52,840 --> 00:11:55,360 Speaker 3: Talk out that process too, like you know, what does it. 215 00:11:55,320 --> 00:11:55,959 Speaker 5: Look like now? 216 00:11:56,040 --> 00:11:58,079 Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, let's yeah, let's actually go through this. 217 00:11:58,480 --> 00:11:58,720 Speaker 5: Yeah. 218 00:11:58,720 --> 00:12:00,760 Speaker 3: I want to start off with like, but it what 219 00:12:00,800 --> 00:12:02,560 Speaker 3: I was when I started. So I've been working in 220 00:12:02,600 --> 00:12:07,520 Speaker 3: abortion care for six years now, and when I started, 221 00:12:08,040 --> 00:12:11,200 Speaker 3: I was working in a call center and I would 222 00:12:11,200 --> 00:12:15,440 Speaker 3: schedule appointments. So I would get a call and I'd 223 00:12:15,440 --> 00:12:19,320 Speaker 3: collect information and I would book the appointment and i'd say, 224 00:12:20,679 --> 00:12:23,480 Speaker 3: you know, thank you for as you know, for reaching 225 00:12:23,520 --> 00:12:25,400 Speaker 3: out to us for your services, and we will see you. 226 00:12:25,400 --> 00:12:28,360 Speaker 5: At your appointment. And you know, the calls were. 227 00:12:28,240 --> 00:12:31,840 Speaker 3: Long because you know, we'd have to work out financial assistance. 228 00:12:31,960 --> 00:12:35,240 Speaker 3: And then also abortion care is often just like a 229 00:12:35,280 --> 00:12:38,680 Speaker 3: really intimate type of healthcare to be accessing. So there's 230 00:12:39,320 --> 00:12:41,600 Speaker 3: a lot of factors sometimes to discuss with the person 231 00:12:41,679 --> 00:12:46,760 Speaker 3: that was accessing services, and it could be really complicated 232 00:12:46,760 --> 00:12:50,120 Speaker 3: with all of those factors. So, you know, like it's 233 00:12:50,160 --> 00:12:55,960 Speaker 3: always been pretty labor intensive to schedule someone sometimes, but 234 00:12:56,160 --> 00:13:01,319 Speaker 3: it was it was fairly you know, fairly short phone 235 00:13:01,360 --> 00:13:03,360 Speaker 3: call for the most part most of the time, and 236 00:13:03,400 --> 00:13:05,199 Speaker 3: then you just get somebody scheduled and then you move 237 00:13:05,240 --> 00:13:08,800 Speaker 3: on and you schedule someone else. And that was six 238 00:13:08,880 --> 00:13:11,480 Speaker 3: years ago for me. And I'm not saying that more 239 00:13:11,520 --> 00:13:16,800 Speaker 3: difficult situations didn't come up, because of course abortion access 240 00:13:16,880 --> 00:13:20,320 Speaker 3: was not good six years ago either, but the way 241 00:13:20,320 --> 00:13:23,880 Speaker 3: in which it's changed is so marked, and I feel 242 00:13:23,920 --> 00:13:27,680 Speaker 3: like there's so many people have witnesses where it went 243 00:13:27,760 --> 00:13:32,959 Speaker 3: from from that to it taking weeks to work with 244 00:13:33,000 --> 00:13:36,120 Speaker 3: one individual to get them to an appointment because there 245 00:13:36,240 --> 00:13:44,360 Speaker 3: is no clinic within eight hours driving distance to them, 246 00:13:44,960 --> 00:13:48,760 Speaker 3: and so the whole intake process and the whole just 247 00:13:48,760 --> 00:13:50,640 Speaker 3: like getting the funds together, I guess I'll just walk 248 00:13:50,679 --> 00:13:52,920 Speaker 3: you through it because I just I don't even know 249 00:13:52,960 --> 00:13:53,680 Speaker 3: how else to relate. 250 00:13:54,120 --> 00:13:57,520 Speaker 5: So let's say, just like hypothetically. 251 00:13:57,200 --> 00:13:59,480 Speaker 3: You know, you're an individual who is living in a 252 00:13:59,520 --> 00:14:03,760 Speaker 3: band state and they're the closest actual brick and mortar 253 00:14:03,800 --> 00:14:07,520 Speaker 3: abortion clinic to is nine hours away, which is the 254 00:14:07,600 --> 00:14:10,720 Speaker 3: situation for so many people that I talk to and 255 00:14:10,760 --> 00:14:12,240 Speaker 3: that are living in the United States. 256 00:14:12,720 --> 00:14:14,840 Speaker 5: And let's say you don't. 257 00:14:14,640 --> 00:14:19,160 Speaker 3: Have a car, and you have children, and you don't 258 00:14:19,200 --> 00:14:21,080 Speaker 3: want everybody to know your business, so you like, you 259 00:14:21,080 --> 00:14:22,960 Speaker 3: don't want everybody in your family knowing that you need 260 00:14:22,960 --> 00:14:25,760 Speaker 3: an abortion and that you're looking for that type of 261 00:14:25,800 --> 00:14:27,800 Speaker 3: health care. So you're trying to do what you can 262 00:14:27,880 --> 00:14:32,200 Speaker 3: by yourself, and you're googling, and you're looking at different resources. 263 00:14:32,760 --> 00:14:37,240 Speaker 3: And what I witness a lot as a healthcare worker 264 00:14:37,280 --> 00:14:39,960 Speaker 3: helping someone through this process is there's a lot of 265 00:14:39,960 --> 00:14:42,320 Speaker 3: dead ends when people are trying to find someone that 266 00:14:42,320 --> 00:14:45,320 Speaker 3: can provide them with those abortion services. They you know, 267 00:14:45,360 --> 00:14:47,880 Speaker 3: they're looking at the clinics that are close to them, 268 00:14:47,880 --> 00:14:49,360 Speaker 3: and they're seeing that they're nine hours away and they 269 00:14:49,400 --> 00:14:51,840 Speaker 3: can't get to them. They're looking up fight tickets and 270 00:14:51,840 --> 00:14:54,080 Speaker 3: they're seeing it's like eight hundred dollars for their and 271 00:14:54,160 --> 00:14:56,040 Speaker 3: back and they can't afford that on top of the 272 00:14:56,080 --> 00:14:59,400 Speaker 3: procedure cost. And let's just say hypothetically they're early in 273 00:14:59,440 --> 00:15:03,240 Speaker 3: the pregnancy, and the procedure might cost maybe four hundred, 274 00:15:03,240 --> 00:15:05,360 Speaker 3: five hundred and six hundred dollars, which is still a 275 00:15:05,400 --> 00:15:07,600 Speaker 3: lot of money. That's still a lot of money, So 276 00:15:07,640 --> 00:15:11,360 Speaker 3: I don't want to pretend like that's not But on 277 00:15:11,400 --> 00:15:13,920 Speaker 3: top of that, then there's also the plane tickets, trying 278 00:15:13,920 --> 00:15:17,240 Speaker 3: to find a way to the airport and all of that, 279 00:15:17,720 --> 00:15:20,240 Speaker 3: and they're just reaching a lot of dead ends like 280 00:15:20,280 --> 00:15:22,440 Speaker 3: I can't possibly go here, and I can't possibly go here, 281 00:15:22,880 --> 00:15:26,000 Speaker 3: and okay, like maybe I can go online and order 282 00:15:26,040 --> 00:15:29,920 Speaker 3: some medication, but it might not arrive for several weeks, 283 00:15:29,960 --> 00:15:31,520 Speaker 3: and what if it doesn't arrive. I mean, that's like 284 00:15:31,560 --> 00:15:33,800 Speaker 3: a really scary thing to be doing, like knowing you 285 00:15:33,840 --> 00:15:37,600 Speaker 3: need healthcare and knowing that you're relying on the mail 286 00:15:37,920 --> 00:15:40,560 Speaker 3: and like hoping that you get your packet and that 287 00:15:40,600 --> 00:15:43,560 Speaker 3: you can trust wherever you're purchasing the medication from. And 288 00:15:43,640 --> 00:15:45,800 Speaker 3: if you can't even really like let's say that you're 289 00:15:46,160 --> 00:15:50,560 Speaker 3: you're further along and you may be are like twenty 290 00:15:50,600 --> 00:15:53,640 Speaker 3: weeks and your options are incredibly more limited, and you're 291 00:15:53,680 --> 00:15:56,040 Speaker 3: paying a lot more if you don't have insurance coverage 292 00:15:56,080 --> 00:15:58,840 Speaker 3: with most people don't, So you're paying like maybe up 293 00:15:58,840 --> 00:16:02,480 Speaker 3: to I like it, two thousand and three thousand, four 294 00:16:02,520 --> 00:16:08,280 Speaker 3: thousand for a procedure, and you just need help, and 295 00:16:09,200 --> 00:16:10,920 Speaker 3: you need to ask for help, which is already like 296 00:16:11,800 --> 00:16:14,280 Speaker 3: a not a good spot to be in because you're 297 00:16:14,320 --> 00:16:16,720 Speaker 3: accessing health care and you have no choice but to 298 00:16:16,720 --> 00:16:18,320 Speaker 3: ask for help, and you shouldn't have to. 299 00:16:18,520 --> 00:16:22,400 Speaker 1: That's really fucking hard, right, Like I mean, I think 300 00:16:22,720 --> 00:16:24,880 Speaker 1: on an intellectual level, I think everyone has an experience, 301 00:16:24,880 --> 00:16:26,200 Speaker 1: which is how hard it is to ask for help 302 00:16:26,240 --> 00:16:29,800 Speaker 1: for stuff that's like incredibly minor. And then you're doing 303 00:16:29,880 --> 00:16:37,400 Speaker 1: this for a really intimate like healthcare decision, and yeah. 304 00:16:37,080 --> 00:16:40,280 Speaker 3: Like super personal, like your decision might be based on 305 00:16:40,360 --> 00:16:42,200 Speaker 3: like a bunch of factors that are just like really 306 00:16:42,240 --> 00:16:44,160 Speaker 3: personal for you. And you wish you didn't have to 307 00:16:44,160 --> 00:16:46,600 Speaker 3: tell people, or you wish you didn't have to talk 308 00:16:46,640 --> 00:16:50,480 Speaker 3: to so many people about an appointment because you know, 309 00:16:50,920 --> 00:16:53,200 Speaker 3: for most healthcare appointments, even though healthcare in general is 310 00:16:53,240 --> 00:16:55,440 Speaker 3: not easy to access, you just call and you schedule 311 00:16:55,480 --> 00:16:58,120 Speaker 3: the appointment, and maybe you have to pay a copay 312 00:16:58,160 --> 00:17:00,920 Speaker 3: and that's annoying. And then maybe the appointm is four 313 00:17:01,000 --> 00:17:07,000 Speaker 3: months out and that's awful too, but you know, it's 314 00:17:07,440 --> 00:17:11,440 Speaker 3: this just makes everything worse for the individual. So let's 315 00:17:11,440 --> 00:17:13,000 Speaker 3: just say, like, you know, they keep trying, and they 316 00:17:13,040 --> 00:17:16,280 Speaker 3: keep trying, and they keep looking, and you know, let's 317 00:17:16,280 --> 00:17:18,760 Speaker 3: say they get to me, and I'm somebody who I do. 318 00:17:19,240 --> 00:17:21,840 Speaker 3: I do scheduling now for patients who need to travel, 319 00:17:22,480 --> 00:17:26,120 Speaker 3: and I help them get financial assistance for the cost 320 00:17:26,160 --> 00:17:29,399 Speaker 3: of travel and for their appointment. So a lot of 321 00:17:29,400 --> 00:17:32,960 Speaker 3: times when I get in touch with someone, they've already 322 00:17:33,040 --> 00:17:35,679 Speaker 3: encountered so many dead ends, and when I am not 323 00:17:36,119 --> 00:17:39,479 Speaker 3: the dead end, they're filled with so much relief that 324 00:17:39,840 --> 00:17:42,440 Speaker 3: a lot of times this happens almost every day now, 325 00:17:43,880 --> 00:17:46,520 Speaker 3: someone will get in touch with me and they'll just 326 00:17:46,560 --> 00:17:49,800 Speaker 3: start crying when I tell them that I can help them. 327 00:17:50,080 --> 00:17:52,800 Speaker 3: And that is not a good feeling, because I feel 328 00:17:52,800 --> 00:17:56,200 Speaker 3: like maybe in like other types of work, or maybe 329 00:17:56,240 --> 00:17:59,439 Speaker 3: even like before, like maybe years ago, like when somebody 330 00:17:59,520 --> 00:18:02,600 Speaker 3: was like grateful, it might feel good, like, oh, I'm 331 00:18:02,600 --> 00:18:03,520 Speaker 3: so glad I can help them. 332 00:18:03,840 --> 00:18:08,320 Speaker 5: But when someone who is like a caregiver, a worker. 333 00:18:08,600 --> 00:18:11,960 Speaker 3: Somebody who needs health care and they're scared and they're 334 00:18:12,040 --> 00:18:14,840 Speaker 3: crying out of relief, it does not feel good. It 335 00:18:14,840 --> 00:18:17,800 Speaker 3: makes me feel really horrible because they have already been 336 00:18:17,840 --> 00:18:20,120 Speaker 3: robbed of their dignity by the time that I talk 337 00:18:20,200 --> 00:18:25,359 Speaker 3: to them, and I hate that. It's just it's disgusting 338 00:18:25,440 --> 00:18:29,840 Speaker 3: that they've already been put in this situation that is dehumanizing, 339 00:18:30,440 --> 00:18:35,560 Speaker 3: and I just it doesn't feel good when they cry 340 00:18:35,600 --> 00:18:38,359 Speaker 3: in relief. It just does not feel good. So, just 341 00:18:38,760 --> 00:18:41,760 Speaker 3: continuing this the tale of you know, this patient accessing 342 00:18:41,760 --> 00:18:46,479 Speaker 3: an appointment. So so let's say, you know, they can 343 00:18:46,520 --> 00:18:48,720 Speaker 3: get an appointment in a clinic. It's not in their 344 00:18:48,720 --> 00:18:50,840 Speaker 3: state because there's no it's not legal to provide an 345 00:18:50,840 --> 00:18:54,480 Speaker 3: abortion in their state, so they have to travel two 346 00:18:54,480 --> 00:19:00,240 Speaker 3: states away and get to the clinic. So the flight 347 00:19:00,240 --> 00:19:02,560 Speaker 3: tickets are eight hundred dollars and the cost of the 348 00:19:02,600 --> 00:19:05,919 Speaker 3: appointment is four hundred, So already that's twelve hundred dollars, 349 00:19:07,119 --> 00:19:11,760 Speaker 3: which luckily, I am so grateful and glad that I 350 00:19:11,840 --> 00:19:15,320 Speaker 3: have the ability to arrange financial assistance for that, and 351 00:19:15,359 --> 00:19:17,400 Speaker 3: I can work with individuals. 352 00:19:16,720 --> 00:19:17,439 Speaker 5: To do that. 353 00:19:17,920 --> 00:19:22,480 Speaker 3: Thank Thank the Lord, like they honestly, I shouldn't know, 354 00:19:22,680 --> 00:19:26,479 Speaker 3: not thank the Lord, thank the people the Lord. Yeah, yeah, Like, 355 00:19:26,640 --> 00:19:29,320 Speaker 3: thank these people so much. I'm just like so glad 356 00:19:29,320 --> 00:19:32,919 Speaker 3: they exist and they're there and that they're such hard workers. 357 00:19:32,920 --> 00:19:33,400 Speaker 5: Oh my god. 358 00:19:33,760 --> 00:19:36,360 Speaker 3: But yeah, so that's twelve hundred dollars that we can 359 00:19:36,520 --> 00:19:38,679 Speaker 3: that we can look into covering. So that way the 360 00:19:38,680 --> 00:19:41,720 Speaker 3: person pays whatever they are capable of paying, even if 361 00:19:41,720 --> 00:19:45,600 Speaker 3: that's nothing, because you know, some of these people like 362 00:19:45,600 --> 00:19:48,840 Speaker 3: like they're living paycheck to paycheck because they're taking care 363 00:19:48,840 --> 00:19:52,240 Speaker 3: of their children and like their family is coming first. 364 00:19:52,400 --> 00:19:54,440 Speaker 3: That is what is happening, is they are taking care 365 00:19:54,480 --> 00:19:56,880 Speaker 3: of their family and they are being a good caregiver. 366 00:19:57,880 --> 00:19:59,680 Speaker 3: So the you know, the money is going to food 367 00:19:59,680 --> 00:20:04,040 Speaker 3: on the tabe. So that's that's like twelve hundred dollars. 368 00:20:04,080 --> 00:20:05,320 Speaker 3: But then there's a couple other things you have to 369 00:20:05,359 --> 00:20:07,479 Speaker 3: factor in, is like does this person need a hotel 370 00:20:07,520 --> 00:20:09,960 Speaker 3: because that can be an additional what like one hundred 371 00:20:09,960 --> 00:20:14,760 Speaker 3: and two hundred depending And does this person have a car? 372 00:20:15,040 --> 00:20:18,159 Speaker 3: Can they pay for the gas money, especially if they're driving, 373 00:20:18,840 --> 00:20:21,720 Speaker 3: because like let's say they can get to an airport, 374 00:20:21,800 --> 00:20:24,520 Speaker 3: but the airport is still two hours away. You still 375 00:20:24,560 --> 00:20:26,600 Speaker 3: need gas money, You still have to park at the airport, 376 00:20:26,600 --> 00:20:29,800 Speaker 3: you gotta pay for airport parking. And then you get 377 00:20:29,800 --> 00:20:32,560 Speaker 3: on the air You get on the airplane and you 378 00:20:32,880 --> 00:20:36,400 Speaker 3: fly over to the state where your appointment is. You 379 00:20:36,440 --> 00:20:39,200 Speaker 3: get off the airplane, and then there is surge pricing 380 00:20:39,320 --> 00:20:42,560 Speaker 3: for lyft and Uber and let's say the Uber, it 381 00:20:42,600 --> 00:20:44,760 Speaker 3: can be anywhere from like maybe fifty dollars or one 382 00:20:44,840 --> 00:20:48,320 Speaker 3: hundred dollars depending on what's going on, And that is 383 00:20:48,920 --> 00:20:50,560 Speaker 3: just more money that needs to be spent. 384 00:20:51,560 --> 00:20:53,280 Speaker 1: The fact, the fact that they're going to hit by 385 00:20:53,280 --> 00:20:56,080 Speaker 1: fucking Uber surge process is so monstrous. 386 00:20:57,080 --> 00:20:59,959 Speaker 3: Yeah, and like airports in general, like like getting out 387 00:20:59,960 --> 00:21:02,720 Speaker 3: of an airport using a ride shair is pretty terrible. 388 00:21:02,760 --> 00:21:06,600 Speaker 3: But yeah, you got to pay the surge pricing, so 389 00:21:06,840 --> 00:21:08,520 Speaker 3: and then you get to the clinic and then you 390 00:21:08,560 --> 00:21:10,760 Speaker 3: have your services, which is just really like when you're 391 00:21:10,800 --> 00:21:11,560 Speaker 3: accessing healthcare. 392 00:21:11,600 --> 00:21:13,159 Speaker 5: I mean we're all we all access healthcare. 393 00:21:13,200 --> 00:21:16,040 Speaker 3: We're all human beings who need health care. Like, you 394 00:21:16,119 --> 00:21:19,480 Speaker 3: really want to be able to focus on that appointment 395 00:21:19,600 --> 00:21:21,240 Speaker 3: and the care you're getting. But at this point, they've 396 00:21:21,240 --> 00:21:24,040 Speaker 3: already traveled, like they've been on a journey. So they 397 00:21:24,119 --> 00:21:26,000 Speaker 3: arrived to the appointment and get the health care that 398 00:21:26,080 --> 00:21:28,240 Speaker 3: really should have been what they should have been able 399 00:21:28,280 --> 00:21:31,720 Speaker 3: to focus on, and then they got to go back, 400 00:21:32,000 --> 00:21:33,480 Speaker 3: so then they got to do the whole thing they 401 00:21:33,480 --> 00:21:36,320 Speaker 3: got through, go through airport security, get back, get the 402 00:21:36,440 --> 00:21:38,200 Speaker 3: uber from the airport, and then let's say they have 403 00:21:38,240 --> 00:21:41,000 Speaker 3: a two hour flight back, and that's I mean, that 404 00:21:41,040 --> 00:21:43,280 Speaker 3: could be done in all than one day, but sometimes 405 00:21:43,280 --> 00:21:43,720 Speaker 3: it can't. 406 00:21:43,760 --> 00:21:43,840 Speaker 2: Be. 407 00:21:44,520 --> 00:21:46,800 Speaker 3: Like sometimes it's just not possible to do all that 408 00:21:46,880 --> 00:21:49,720 Speaker 3: in one day. And that's like another obstacle that I 409 00:21:49,800 --> 00:21:52,520 Speaker 3: come across is that a lot a lot. I would 410 00:21:52,520 --> 00:21:55,840 Speaker 3: say most of the patients I talk to are already parents, 411 00:21:56,240 --> 00:21:58,359 Speaker 3: So they're like, I have to be back that evening 412 00:21:58,640 --> 00:22:01,919 Speaker 3: because I don't have childcare overnight, Like I don't have 413 00:22:01,960 --> 00:22:06,200 Speaker 3: overnight childcare. So then I'm like trying to get them 414 00:22:06,240 --> 00:22:12,159 Speaker 3: back the same evening because because they're a parent, And 415 00:22:12,440 --> 00:22:15,119 Speaker 3: then like, can you imagine just like you know, just 416 00:22:15,160 --> 00:22:17,800 Speaker 3: like imagine your own parents, like your own like mom, 417 00:22:17,960 --> 00:22:21,120 Speaker 3: just like zipping away for one day to go get 418 00:22:21,160 --> 00:22:24,320 Speaker 3: like a really simple health care procedure and then they 419 00:22:24,359 --> 00:22:26,760 Speaker 3: have to like rush back and you're already in bed, and. 420 00:22:28,240 --> 00:22:31,040 Speaker 5: It's just so stressful. It's so stressful for the for the. 421 00:22:30,880 --> 00:22:35,879 Speaker 3: Parent, for any any family members that might be like 422 00:22:35,960 --> 00:22:38,280 Speaker 3: kind of like sharing this whole stressful experience with them, 423 00:22:38,320 --> 00:22:42,120 Speaker 3: Any friends, any loved ones, and it's just you have. 424 00:22:42,080 --> 00:22:43,320 Speaker 2: To find time off too. 425 00:22:43,960 --> 00:22:45,520 Speaker 5: Oh yeah, I didn't even get into that. 426 00:22:46,240 --> 00:22:49,560 Speaker 3: Yeah, so I don't know, Like I just I said 427 00:22:49,560 --> 00:22:51,240 Speaker 3: a lot of numbers just now, so I know, I 428 00:22:51,240 --> 00:22:52,760 Speaker 3: started off with twelve hundred and then I tacked on 429 00:22:52,800 --> 00:22:53,919 Speaker 3: about a bunch of extra things. 430 00:22:53,960 --> 00:22:55,400 Speaker 5: Oh and I didn't mention that you're gonna. 431 00:22:55,160 --> 00:22:57,040 Speaker 3: Have to eat that day, you know, like, yeah, you're 432 00:22:57,480 --> 00:23:01,040 Speaker 3: in another state and you have to get food. So 433 00:23:01,200 --> 00:23:04,679 Speaker 3: like it easily for one person starts racking up until 434 00:23:04,720 --> 00:23:10,199 Speaker 3: like over two thousand, and that's why abortion ones are 435 00:23:10,200 --> 00:23:14,840 Speaker 3: really important. But that's also that's a lot. That's a lot, 436 00:23:14,920 --> 00:23:18,600 Speaker 3: and that's a lot on top of like an intimate 437 00:23:19,119 --> 00:23:26,240 Speaker 3: healthcare appointment. And you know, just just outlining how much 438 00:23:27,320 --> 00:23:30,280 Speaker 3: someone has to do to get to an appointment, there's 439 00:23:30,280 --> 00:23:33,240 Speaker 3: even a couple other factors to consider too, because a 440 00:23:33,280 --> 00:23:37,000 Speaker 3: lot of these people who are having to fly or 441 00:23:37,160 --> 00:23:40,320 Speaker 3: drive these long distances to their appointment, they would have 442 00:23:40,400 --> 00:23:44,520 Speaker 3: never been in that situation otherwise. So you know, these 443 00:23:44,560 --> 00:23:46,640 Speaker 3: are individuals who have never flown on a plane before, 444 00:23:46,640 --> 00:23:48,120 Speaker 3: maybe because like they've just never been in a. 445 00:23:48,040 --> 00:23:50,480 Speaker 5: Situation in which they needed to fly on a plane. 446 00:23:50,520 --> 00:23:53,280 Speaker 3: They've always been able to drive to like vacations and everything, 447 00:23:53,400 --> 00:23:55,879 Speaker 3: like you know, like, oh, family vacation, you drive maybe 448 00:23:55,920 --> 00:23:57,840 Speaker 3: like four hours, and you know, you have fun, and 449 00:23:57,880 --> 00:23:59,000 Speaker 3: you just don't want to go on a plane. 450 00:23:59,040 --> 00:24:01,120 Speaker 5: It makes you nervous. That's a lot of people live 451 00:24:01,200 --> 00:24:01,480 Speaker 5: like that. 452 00:24:01,840 --> 00:24:03,840 Speaker 3: So all of a sudden, these people have no choice, like, oh, 453 00:24:03,840 --> 00:24:05,760 Speaker 3: you have to get on a plane and otherwise you're 454 00:24:05,800 --> 00:24:08,760 Speaker 3: gonna have to drive twelve thirteen hours. So they get 455 00:24:08,760 --> 00:24:10,520 Speaker 3: on a plane and they're scared because they've never done 456 00:24:10,520 --> 00:24:12,520 Speaker 3: it before, because they're already stressed out that they're going 457 00:24:12,560 --> 00:24:16,840 Speaker 3: to a doctor's appointment. They're already stressed out that they're 458 00:24:16,960 --> 00:24:20,520 Speaker 3: relying on basically strangers to get them there, which is 459 00:24:20,640 --> 00:24:22,439 Speaker 3: that's like a whole other topic is like you have 460 00:24:22,480 --> 00:24:25,800 Speaker 3: to rely on strangers, and that's you know, people shouldn't 461 00:24:25,800 --> 00:24:30,960 Speaker 3: have to do that. And then also you have to 462 00:24:31,080 --> 00:24:33,959 Speaker 3: navigate an airport. So a lot of my job has 463 00:24:34,040 --> 00:24:36,520 Speaker 3: become looking at maps, Like I'm looking at a map 464 00:24:36,560 --> 00:24:38,240 Speaker 3: like how far away is this someone from a clinic? 465 00:24:38,400 --> 00:24:40,560 Speaker 3: How far away are they from an airport? You know, 466 00:24:40,640 --> 00:24:43,200 Speaker 3: can they go here? Can they go here? But I'm 467 00:24:43,200 --> 00:24:45,520 Speaker 3: also on the phone with people kind of describing how 468 00:24:45,560 --> 00:24:49,120 Speaker 3: airports work, like here's what airport security looks like. People 469 00:24:49,119 --> 00:24:51,199 Speaker 3: are afraid of TSA, and I don't blame them. I 470 00:24:51,240 --> 00:24:53,040 Speaker 3: fucking hate TSA. They're always passholes. 471 00:24:53,600 --> 00:24:55,680 Speaker 5: Fuck them. They make everything worse. 472 00:24:55,920 --> 00:24:59,240 Speaker 3: You got to go through TSA and you gotta yeah, 473 00:24:59,240 --> 00:25:00,639 Speaker 3: I gotta know how to get your tickets, and you 474 00:25:00,680 --> 00:25:02,360 Speaker 3: got to know how to where, you know, to get 475 00:25:02,359 --> 00:25:04,520 Speaker 3: to a terminal. A lot of people don't, like if 476 00:25:04,520 --> 00:25:06,520 Speaker 3: you've never flown before, they might not know that they're 477 00:25:06,520 --> 00:25:09,879 Speaker 3: supposed to get on that little training you know, you 478 00:25:09,920 --> 00:25:11,560 Speaker 3: know what I'm talking about, Like you will train, you 479 00:25:11,600 --> 00:25:13,840 Speaker 3: go to your terminal, and like a lot of people 480 00:25:13,960 --> 00:25:16,600 Speaker 3: don't know that, and all of a sudden they have 481 00:25:16,600 --> 00:25:20,560 Speaker 3: to find out really fast and I have to explain it. 482 00:25:20,560 --> 00:25:23,280 Speaker 3: And that's part of their abortion care. Part of people's 483 00:25:23,280 --> 00:25:29,080 Speaker 3: abortion care is now talking them through an airport, and. 484 00:25:30,640 --> 00:25:32,719 Speaker 5: That that has sucks. 485 00:25:33,720 --> 00:25:37,680 Speaker 3: That's become like the daily experience. That's become the daily 486 00:25:37,760 --> 00:25:40,199 Speaker 3: experience where it's like, yeah, six years ago, these used 487 00:25:40,240 --> 00:25:41,960 Speaker 3: to be like Okay, I'm gonna bookr appointment. You're going 488 00:25:42,000 --> 00:25:44,080 Speaker 3: to come in. Your appointment's going to be maybe like 489 00:25:44,119 --> 00:25:47,159 Speaker 3: I don't know, five hours and then you and then 490 00:25:47,160 --> 00:25:49,720 Speaker 3: you leave and you drive home, and maybe you're only 491 00:25:49,760 --> 00:25:53,520 Speaker 3: driving like thirty minutes, maybe an hour, maybe two hours. 492 00:25:53,760 --> 00:25:57,639 Speaker 3: And now we're having people who, you know, flights or 493 00:25:57,640 --> 00:26:01,000 Speaker 3: it's a twelve hour drive, who are a flight there, 494 00:26:01,240 --> 00:26:04,440 Speaker 3: who are a flight back. The flight lands at like midnight, 495 00:26:04,560 --> 00:26:06,600 Speaker 3: you know, like and then your kids are in bed, and. 496 00:26:06,560 --> 00:26:07,360 Speaker 5: It's like it's so. 497 00:26:09,119 --> 00:26:16,800 Speaker 3: Much, and you can see why people give up, and 498 00:26:16,840 --> 00:26:24,040 Speaker 3: people are giving up. In fact, the numbers are the 499 00:26:24,119 --> 00:26:29,080 Speaker 3: numbers are hard to hear. I know that there was 500 00:26:29,119 --> 00:26:31,400 Speaker 3: a study that showed that in the first six months 501 00:26:31,440 --> 00:26:34,280 Speaker 3: after the DABS decision, thirty six thousand people who wanted 502 00:26:34,280 --> 00:26:37,480 Speaker 3: an abortion couldn't get one. And that is only in 503 00:26:37,520 --> 00:26:40,240 Speaker 3: the first six months, So I'm sure that that number 504 00:26:40,359 --> 00:26:43,679 Speaker 3: is much I'm like dreading seeing new numbers, but I'm 505 00:26:43,680 --> 00:26:46,440 Speaker 3: sure the number is much higher now. So when you're 506 00:26:46,480 --> 00:26:50,040 Speaker 3: faced with all of this, people do give up because 507 00:26:50,040 --> 00:26:53,520 Speaker 3: it is too much, which is the whole point of 508 00:26:54,000 --> 00:26:56,200 Speaker 3: all of the bands and everything that's happened. The point 509 00:26:56,240 --> 00:26:58,359 Speaker 3: was to make people give up. And I think that 510 00:26:58,840 --> 00:27:02,440 Speaker 3: a lot of leftists maybe don't want to acknowledge that 511 00:27:02,480 --> 00:27:07,920 Speaker 3: people are giving up. They want to believe that people 512 00:27:07,960 --> 00:27:10,679 Speaker 3: will keep trying and they'll find those resources and they 513 00:27:10,720 --> 00:27:12,840 Speaker 3: will get to the appointments because help is available, but 514 00:27:14,359 --> 00:27:17,160 Speaker 3: not everyone finds the help that is out there, and 515 00:27:17,200 --> 00:27:20,360 Speaker 3: not everyone can make it work. Like there's a lot 516 00:27:20,359 --> 00:27:23,199 Speaker 3: of reasons why people can't do this ridiculous thing I 517 00:27:23,240 --> 00:27:29,720 Speaker 3: just described. And then as abortion care workers, we see 518 00:27:29,760 --> 00:27:32,200 Speaker 3: them give up. And I think that's kind of been 519 00:27:32,240 --> 00:27:36,520 Speaker 3: the biggest one of the biggest changes for me is 520 00:27:36,600 --> 00:27:38,760 Speaker 3: just how often I see people give up and just 521 00:27:38,800 --> 00:27:40,439 Speaker 3: having to witness that because it's like, well, what does 522 00:27:40,480 --> 00:27:42,720 Speaker 3: it mean when someone gives up? What does it mean 523 00:27:42,760 --> 00:27:45,240 Speaker 3: when someone stops trying to get the healthcare that they're 524 00:27:45,280 --> 00:27:49,879 Speaker 3: looking for? They're changing their entire plans, like, you know, 525 00:27:49,920 --> 00:27:52,920 Speaker 3: because like everyone, not everyone, but a lot of people 526 00:27:52,920 --> 00:27:54,760 Speaker 3: have like ideas of what they're doing with their life, 527 00:27:55,240 --> 00:27:57,440 Speaker 3: and they're like, I want to have this many kids, 528 00:27:57,800 --> 00:28:01,080 Speaker 3: I want to have them at these times, and I 529 00:28:01,119 --> 00:28:02,879 Speaker 3: want to be with this person, or I don't want 530 00:28:02,920 --> 00:28:05,760 Speaker 3: to be with anyone, and I want to work this 531 00:28:05,880 --> 00:28:07,680 Speaker 3: job and go to the school or whatever. You know, 532 00:28:07,720 --> 00:28:10,720 Speaker 3: You're making plans and then all of a sudden, because 533 00:28:10,720 --> 00:28:14,159 Speaker 3: of this situation, you have to change your plans. And 534 00:28:15,640 --> 00:28:19,160 Speaker 3: there's even worse things happening than that, But I think 535 00:28:19,200 --> 00:28:22,720 Speaker 3: that that's bad enough, is that you can't get what 536 00:28:22,760 --> 00:28:28,240 Speaker 3: you need and you just have to just change your 537 00:28:28,280 --> 00:28:34,679 Speaker 3: life and accept defeat and take a path that you 538 00:28:34,720 --> 00:28:39,320 Speaker 3: did not want to take. And it's fucking sad, and 539 00:28:39,360 --> 00:28:41,280 Speaker 3: it's more than sad sad as an understatement, I don't 540 00:28:41,280 --> 00:28:44,840 Speaker 3: know what word it is. It's horrible because this has 541 00:28:44,880 --> 00:28:46,760 Speaker 3: been taken from them, The choice has been taken from 542 00:28:46,800 --> 00:28:51,560 Speaker 3: them completely, and that's that is going to have effects 543 00:28:51,560 --> 00:28:53,560 Speaker 3: that we are going to see for decades to come. 544 00:28:54,720 --> 00:28:55,960 Speaker 5: And that's kind of. 545 00:28:55,920 --> 00:28:57,400 Speaker 3: Hard to wrap your brain around, Like what does it 546 00:28:57,480 --> 00:29:01,640 Speaker 3: mean for that ten and tens of thousands of people 547 00:29:01,760 --> 00:29:03,720 Speaker 3: to not have had the health care that they need. 548 00:29:04,720 --> 00:29:07,400 Speaker 3: It means that we're going to see like the negative 549 00:29:07,800 --> 00:29:09,720 Speaker 3: health effects for years to come because that is a 550 00:29:09,720 --> 00:29:12,240 Speaker 3: lot of people. That is a lot of that's a 551 00:29:12,320 --> 00:29:14,680 Speaker 3: lot of people, and that's going to impact people in 552 00:29:14,800 --> 00:29:18,200 Speaker 3: really long term ways for a really long time. And 553 00:29:18,840 --> 00:29:21,680 Speaker 3: knowing that is really I don't know, words are kind 554 00:29:21,720 --> 00:29:24,280 Speaker 3: of failing me. Yeah, it's like it's like beyond traumatic, 555 00:29:24,440 --> 00:29:28,959 Speaker 3: beyond Yeah, I'm sure there will be studies in years 556 00:29:29,000 --> 00:29:31,920 Speaker 3: from now I'm sure, but like it's been a year 557 00:29:32,880 --> 00:29:35,400 Speaker 3: and I can say, like it's those it's gonna the 558 00:29:35,480 --> 00:29:37,920 Speaker 3: data is going to be really bad. The data is 559 00:29:37,920 --> 00:29:40,480 Speaker 3: going to be really bad based on everything that I've 560 00:29:40,480 --> 00:29:41,040 Speaker 3: already seen. 561 00:29:41,120 --> 00:29:54,120 Speaker 4: So suffering is not something you can quantify. 562 00:29:55,280 --> 00:29:58,000 Speaker 1: And you know, the amount of human suffering that's been 563 00:29:58,040 --> 00:30:02,800 Speaker 1: unleashed by this is, yeah, like one of the worst 564 00:30:02,880 --> 00:30:07,640 Speaker 1: crimes that's happened in the century, full of like unspeakable crimes. 565 00:30:08,680 --> 00:30:11,520 Speaker 3: And the suffering looks different for each individual, you know, 566 00:30:11,680 --> 00:30:15,720 Speaker 3: like because it's just the whole, the whole, it's autonomy. 567 00:30:15,760 --> 00:30:18,080 Speaker 3: You're losing control over your life and your body, and 568 00:30:18,120 --> 00:30:20,680 Speaker 3: your family and your and there's just so many things, 569 00:30:20,880 --> 00:30:24,480 Speaker 3: and it looks different for each person. So for some 570 00:30:24,600 --> 00:30:27,040 Speaker 3: people it's like you have to just fucking change everything 571 00:30:27,040 --> 00:30:29,520 Speaker 3: that you're fucking doing. You can't control your life or 572 00:30:29,560 --> 00:30:32,600 Speaker 3: your body. And then for other people it can be 573 00:30:32,640 --> 00:30:33,640 Speaker 3: even worse than that. 574 00:30:33,720 --> 00:30:38,280 Speaker 5: Where where you are you're. 575 00:30:38,240 --> 00:30:41,320 Speaker 3: Risking death because pregnancy is incredibly dangerous. So there are 576 00:30:41,360 --> 00:30:45,760 Speaker 3: people who who are putting themselves in really dangerous situations 577 00:30:46,480 --> 00:30:48,280 Speaker 3: with their pregnancies and they're being denied the care that 578 00:30:48,320 --> 00:30:52,640 Speaker 3: they need. So you see people who are being forced 579 00:30:52,840 --> 00:30:54,880 Speaker 3: to risk their life because they can't get the care 580 00:30:54,920 --> 00:30:59,560 Speaker 3: they need, and people are losing their body parts, and 581 00:30:59,560 --> 00:31:02,720 Speaker 3: they're for tis because recently I read a story and 582 00:31:02,760 --> 00:31:05,000 Speaker 3: then there's these horror stories every day, which I like, 583 00:31:05,520 --> 00:31:08,479 Speaker 3: I read them because I want to know everything that's happening, 584 00:31:08,480 --> 00:31:10,360 Speaker 3: but I also am so resentful that like every day 585 00:31:10,400 --> 00:31:15,120 Speaker 3: there's like a new like horror story about these services. 586 00:31:15,160 --> 00:31:17,720 Speaker 3: But recently there was someone there was somebody who wasn't 587 00:31:17,720 --> 00:31:20,840 Speaker 3: able to get timely abortion care it had to continue pregnancy, 588 00:31:20,920 --> 00:31:24,160 Speaker 3: ended up losing her uterus, even though she did not 589 00:31:25,320 --> 00:31:27,400 Speaker 3: she wanted to have more kids. She like wanted to 590 00:31:27,440 --> 00:31:29,560 Speaker 3: continue having children, so all of a sudden, because she 591 00:31:29,560 --> 00:31:31,800 Speaker 3: couldn't get an abortion, she couldn't continue to expand her 592 00:31:31,840 --> 00:31:35,720 Speaker 3: family in the way that she wanted. Sterilized effectively, Yeah, exactly, 593 00:31:35,920 --> 00:31:43,400 Speaker 3: Like yeah, so it's the suffering is so different for 594 00:31:43,480 --> 00:31:47,720 Speaker 3: each individual and so intimate to them there, and it's 595 00:31:47,760 --> 00:31:49,360 Speaker 3: it's going all the way up to like just like 596 00:31:50,240 --> 00:31:55,440 Speaker 3: state mandated, just like body horror basically, and and it's deadly. 597 00:31:55,840 --> 00:31:58,240 Speaker 5: It's really deadly, which is hard to talk about. 598 00:31:58,640 --> 00:32:01,840 Speaker 1: Yeah, I mean, you know, just having said that, should 599 00:32:01,880 --> 00:32:06,640 Speaker 1: we talk a little bit about Gabriela Gonzalez and how 600 00:32:07,720 --> 00:32:09,840 Speaker 1: you know, the other thing about abortion care is that 601 00:32:10,240 --> 00:32:13,200 Speaker 1: it's not just that pregnancy is dangerous physically, it's that 602 00:32:13,240 --> 00:32:17,800 Speaker 1: pregnancy like pregnancy is really dangerous socially because you know, 603 00:32:17,880 --> 00:32:21,400 Speaker 1: we live in an incredibly patriarchal society and that means 604 00:32:22,000 --> 00:32:24,760 Speaker 1: patriarchal violence is a real threat. 605 00:32:25,920 --> 00:32:31,080 Speaker 3: Yeah, and this is always this Unfortunately one component of 606 00:32:31,080 --> 00:32:37,600 Speaker 3: abortion care is it often involves interpersonal violence or more 607 00:32:37,640 --> 00:32:40,000 Speaker 3: you know a lot of people say domestic violence, and 608 00:32:40,400 --> 00:32:43,200 Speaker 3: it's because a lot of partners will try to control 609 00:32:43,800 --> 00:32:48,640 Speaker 3: someone through through pregnancy and it's a tactic of abuse 610 00:32:48,760 --> 00:32:52,440 Speaker 3: that that does come up. And if somebody does get 611 00:32:52,480 --> 00:32:56,000 Speaker 3: pregnant while they are in that kind of relationship, and. 612 00:32:57,720 --> 00:32:59,320 Speaker 5: That's that's a big thing. 613 00:32:59,520 --> 00:33:02,160 Speaker 3: You know, a lot of times they it makes sense 614 00:33:02,160 --> 00:33:05,800 Speaker 3: that if they're trying to get away from someone that 615 00:33:06,280 --> 00:33:09,160 Speaker 3: you know, they don't want to continue the pregnancy. So 616 00:33:10,040 --> 00:33:12,640 Speaker 3: and then that might be something that the partner might 617 00:33:12,640 --> 00:33:15,480 Speaker 3: be intimately involved in where either they know about it 618 00:33:15,600 --> 00:33:16,960 Speaker 3: or they don't know about it, and if they know 619 00:33:17,000 --> 00:33:19,960 Speaker 3: about it, they could be pressuring the individual. It's unfortunately 620 00:33:20,040 --> 00:33:23,719 Speaker 3: something that is often a component of this healthcare is 621 00:33:23,760 --> 00:33:26,920 Speaker 3: that that is a factor that the person seeking healthcare 622 00:33:27,120 --> 00:33:32,000 Speaker 3: is dealing with. So in terms of and all of 623 00:33:32,000 --> 00:33:34,560 Speaker 3: this is I'm like, this is all really really triggering 624 00:33:34,600 --> 00:33:40,040 Speaker 3: stuff too, and so trigger warning. But with Gabrielle A Gonzalez, 625 00:33:41,040 --> 00:33:42,960 Speaker 3: that was something that happened. I think it was in 626 00:33:43,840 --> 00:33:46,080 Speaker 3: it was in May. I remember it was in mid May. 627 00:33:46,480 --> 00:33:50,680 Speaker 3: Because the news hit. It hit hard for us for 628 00:33:52,360 --> 00:33:54,760 Speaker 3: like a lot of abortion care workers and practical support 629 00:33:55,040 --> 00:33:59,360 Speaker 3: you know, advocates, because it's the thing that we we 630 00:34:00,160 --> 00:34:04,440 Speaker 3: try so hard to keep our patients safe when they 631 00:34:04,440 --> 00:34:08,680 Speaker 3: disclose things to us, you know, they we the patient 632 00:34:08,719 --> 00:34:12,360 Speaker 3: safety is the number one priority. And the fact of 633 00:34:12,400 --> 00:34:14,919 Speaker 3: the matter is these bands make it harder for people 634 00:34:15,000 --> 00:34:17,279 Speaker 3: to access the services safely. So in the case of 635 00:34:17,280 --> 00:34:21,000 Speaker 3: Gabriella Gonzalez, I just want to say her name. She 636 00:34:21,239 --> 00:34:24,719 Speaker 3: was a mother of three children. She was twenty six 637 00:34:24,800 --> 00:34:27,720 Speaker 3: years old when she was murdered by her ex partner 638 00:34:28,520 --> 00:34:31,440 Speaker 3: after she accessed an abortion in another state. So she 639 00:34:31,560 --> 00:34:36,879 Speaker 3: was located in Texas, she had to travel to Colorado 640 00:34:37,480 --> 00:34:41,160 Speaker 3: to get an abortion and when she came back, unfortunately, 641 00:34:41,920 --> 00:34:50,320 Speaker 3: she was murdered by her ex and just like a couple, 642 00:34:52,120 --> 00:34:56,399 Speaker 3: just like a couple of things on that is. It's 643 00:34:56,480 --> 00:34:58,399 Speaker 3: just if you are trying to be discreet and you're 644 00:34:58,400 --> 00:35:01,359 Speaker 3: trying to you know, take care of your healthcare, it's 645 00:35:01,480 --> 00:35:04,080 Speaker 3: hard to keep things private if you have to fly 646 00:35:04,239 --> 00:35:07,040 Speaker 3: to another or drive to another state. 647 00:35:07,480 --> 00:35:12,359 Speaker 5: It's just this situation is is just so. 648 00:35:12,600 --> 00:35:15,040 Speaker 3: Much more complicated than it would be if you could 649 00:35:15,040 --> 00:35:18,399 Speaker 3: access those services at home or near where you are. 650 00:35:18,600 --> 00:35:23,719 Speaker 3: It's easier to keep that information private, it's easier to 651 00:35:23,800 --> 00:35:25,719 Speaker 3: handle that situation in a timely way. 652 00:35:26,200 --> 00:35:30,719 Speaker 5: So I feel like, I mean, our. 653 00:35:30,600 --> 00:35:35,000 Speaker 3: Country is failing everyone pretty much, but I am torn 654 00:35:35,040 --> 00:35:41,040 Speaker 3: apart and devastated, and this news hit so hard to 655 00:35:41,200 --> 00:35:47,440 Speaker 3: learn about Gabriella Gonzalez and what happened to her, and 656 00:35:48,200 --> 00:35:52,000 Speaker 3: knowing that, you know, we try so hard to keep 657 00:35:52,040 --> 00:35:58,640 Speaker 3: our patients safe and being careful about communications, being careful 658 00:35:58,640 --> 00:36:01,160 Speaker 3: about what we hand patients, even like there are some 659 00:36:01,320 --> 00:36:04,440 Speaker 3: times like it's like, well, I cannot give you any handouts, 660 00:36:04,520 --> 00:36:06,480 Speaker 3: So here's how we're going to provide you the information, 661 00:36:07,680 --> 00:36:11,000 Speaker 3: because it's you know, people can't even have that information 662 00:36:11,080 --> 00:36:14,240 Speaker 3: on their phone or or in their purse on their person, 663 00:36:15,000 --> 00:36:17,279 Speaker 3: and trying so hard and then just having like the 664 00:36:17,280 --> 00:36:20,600 Speaker 3: state defy you in every way, and and it's just 665 00:36:20,680 --> 00:36:23,600 Speaker 3: really it's trapping people in the in this these violent 666 00:36:23,640 --> 00:36:27,960 Speaker 3: situations that you say, I mean, these situations have always existed, 667 00:36:28,400 --> 00:36:32,600 Speaker 3: but ever since these abortion bands went into effect, it 668 00:36:32,600 --> 00:36:34,360 Speaker 3: is made them even even more dangerous. 669 00:36:34,480 --> 00:36:37,680 Speaker 1: Yeah, And I mean, you know, and I think in 670 00:36:37,760 --> 00:36:41,000 Speaker 1: terms of just sort of getting at what the people 671 00:36:41,040 --> 00:36:43,440 Speaker 1: who support this stuff believe, like they know about this, 672 00:36:43,760 --> 00:36:45,839 Speaker 1: like this is this is what they want to happen, right, 673 00:36:45,920 --> 00:36:48,400 Speaker 1: like this is you know, this is this is what 674 00:36:48,440 --> 00:36:51,239 Speaker 1: this is what this is what it actually means to 675 00:36:51,320 --> 00:36:53,480 Speaker 1: have an ideology that's based on patriarchal control. 676 00:36:53,640 --> 00:36:55,359 Speaker 2: Is this ship yep? 677 00:36:55,480 --> 00:36:57,440 Speaker 1: It's this like this is this this violence and that 678 00:36:57,520 --> 00:36:59,719 Speaker 1: like this kind of coercion is what they want. These 679 00:36:59,760 --> 00:37:01,399 Speaker 1: are all so you know, like again these are there's 680 00:37:01,440 --> 00:37:03,080 Speaker 1: a reason. These are also people who want to end 681 00:37:03,080 --> 00:37:07,080 Speaker 1: out fall divorce, right like they like their entire ideology 682 00:37:07,239 --> 00:37:10,839 Speaker 1: is based on men being able to inflict violence, yep. 683 00:37:11,080 --> 00:37:14,280 Speaker 3: And and you know, and these are what pro life people. 684 00:37:14,640 --> 00:37:17,360 Speaker 3: And you know, gabriel A Gonzalez was a mother of 685 00:37:17,440 --> 00:37:21,439 Speaker 3: three children. She was a mother and her children needed her. 686 00:37:22,080 --> 00:37:27,440 Speaker 3: And now she's gone, And and I feel like the 687 00:37:27,480 --> 00:37:32,680 Speaker 3: abortion bands and the like the the demolition of abortion 688 00:37:32,760 --> 00:37:35,640 Speaker 3: services in the United States has led to this situation 689 00:37:35,880 --> 00:37:38,399 Speaker 3: and will continue to lead to more situations like this, 690 00:37:38,880 --> 00:37:43,880 Speaker 3: and they're all devastating and and I hate it. I 691 00:37:43,960 --> 00:37:50,000 Speaker 3: just it's fucking awful. It's so fucking bad. And I 692 00:37:50,040 --> 00:37:51,839 Speaker 3: know that, like, like where do I go from there? 693 00:37:53,920 --> 00:37:59,360 Speaker 1: After saying like the in the world, and then yeah, 694 00:37:59,560 --> 00:38:02,000 Speaker 1: I don't know, I mean, I guess, I guess. The 695 00:38:02,040 --> 00:38:05,000 Speaker 1: thing I can say after that, right, is like, if 696 00:38:05,080 --> 00:38:08,400 Speaker 1: you want to live in a world that is not 697 00:38:09,719 --> 00:38:14,120 Speaker 1: just utterly controlled by the most evil people who've ever 698 00:38:14,160 --> 00:38:18,120 Speaker 1: lived by, you know, that is defined by enormous entries 699 00:38:18,120 --> 00:38:23,640 Speaker 1: of human suffering, like these people their politics, to logistical 700 00:38:23,680 --> 00:38:28,640 Speaker 1: support networks, their parties, like the entire political apparatus that 701 00:38:28,719 --> 00:38:31,319 Speaker 1: is doing it needs to be completely destroyed, like like 702 00:38:31,800 --> 00:38:35,040 Speaker 1: raised to the ground in a way that it like 703 00:38:35,120 --> 00:38:38,160 Speaker 1: literally can never recover. And that is the thing that 704 00:38:38,280 --> 00:38:42,080 Speaker 1: is possible, right, It is possible to completely destroy political movements. 705 00:38:42,080 --> 00:38:45,160 Speaker 1: It is possible to just drive them so far underground 706 00:38:45,200 --> 00:38:48,400 Speaker 1: that people forget they even existed. And you know, and 707 00:38:48,440 --> 00:38:52,080 Speaker 1: then that has happened to movements before that were you know, 708 00:38:52,200 --> 00:38:53,320 Speaker 1: as powerful. 709 00:38:52,880 --> 00:38:55,960 Speaker 2: As this one. So it can be done. 710 00:38:56,160 --> 00:39:01,279 Speaker 1: It's just it requires, you know it, it requires a 711 00:39:01,360 --> 00:39:04,120 Speaker 1: level of political will that most that you know, politicians 712 00:39:04,160 --> 00:39:06,719 Speaker 1: don't give a shit about because this is not something 713 00:39:06,760 --> 00:39:07,800 Speaker 1: that affects them. 714 00:39:08,040 --> 00:39:10,440 Speaker 3: And speaking of politicians not giving a shit, going back 715 00:39:10,480 --> 00:39:13,200 Speaker 3: to like, you know, the initial reflection on like you know, 716 00:39:13,280 --> 00:39:16,640 Speaker 3: it's it's been a year since Roe v Way was 717 00:39:16,680 --> 00:39:21,879 Speaker 3: overturned in the Dobbs decision, and what has happened, Like 718 00:39:21,960 --> 00:39:26,680 Speaker 3: what have the politicians done to alleviate all of this 719 00:39:26,880 --> 00:39:29,959 Speaker 3: suffering that you know, I've been talking about, And it's 720 00:39:30,040 --> 00:39:33,440 Speaker 3: it's very little. Like the biggest win that we've had 721 00:39:34,040 --> 00:39:38,719 Speaker 3: is mif A pristone not being banned, which is horrible 722 00:39:38,760 --> 00:39:41,200 Speaker 3: because like, oh and then that was that whole yeah, 723 00:39:41,280 --> 00:39:43,480 Speaker 3: than that whole step, but that's like a whole other thing. 724 00:39:43,560 --> 00:39:48,600 Speaker 3: But that is such a blique win, especially since it's 725 00:39:48,640 --> 00:39:51,240 Speaker 3: not even gone and we're going to see this issue 726 00:39:51,239 --> 00:39:54,880 Speaker 3: come back with mif A pristone. And and that's another 727 00:39:54,920 --> 00:39:58,440 Speaker 3: thing too, because if that does happen, like missapriostal is amazing, 728 00:39:58,440 --> 00:40:03,680 Speaker 3: and MISA pristal is very effective, and taking these prostile 729 00:40:03,800 --> 00:40:09,000 Speaker 3: only for abortion is effective. But it's also more symptomatic 730 00:40:09,400 --> 00:40:11,879 Speaker 3: and given just like you know, like we were talking 731 00:40:11,880 --> 00:40:15,040 Speaker 3: about people like just people being exposed to violence, people 732 00:40:16,160 --> 00:40:19,680 Speaker 3: having to act doing just like moving mountains and having 733 00:40:19,680 --> 00:40:23,200 Speaker 3: to cross mountains and go on a journey to get 734 00:40:23,239 --> 00:40:27,960 Speaker 3: these abortion services and literally what can be often a 735 00:40:28,040 --> 00:40:32,520 Speaker 3: thirty minute to an hour appointment if you're you know, lucky, 736 00:40:32,560 --> 00:40:34,920 Speaker 3: it's not always like that. But anyways, like these services 737 00:40:34,920 --> 00:40:36,920 Speaker 3: aren't complicated, like you know, like it's not like a 738 00:40:38,040 --> 00:40:42,440 Speaker 3: like these y, yeah, we have the technology, like like 739 00:40:43,040 --> 00:40:45,240 Speaker 3: to get medication, you just go and you get the medication. 740 00:40:45,280 --> 00:40:46,600 Speaker 3: They tall you how to take the medication, and they 741 00:40:46,640 --> 00:40:48,440 Speaker 3: make sure they can prescribe you the medication you get it. 742 00:40:48,520 --> 00:40:51,200 Speaker 3: It's not like that can be like a fifteen minute appointment. 743 00:40:51,360 --> 00:40:55,879 Speaker 3: And then if you're if you're like under a certain 744 00:40:55,920 --> 00:40:59,120 Speaker 3: gestational age, a first time master abortion can be only 745 00:40:59,160 --> 00:41:02,000 Speaker 3: like five minutes. Like this this is not complicated healthcare. 746 00:41:02,120 --> 00:41:06,640 Speaker 3: This is very simple healthcare. And you're adding all these 747 00:41:06,680 --> 00:41:09,160 Speaker 3: extra factors in so when you're when you have to 748 00:41:09,200 --> 00:41:12,200 Speaker 3: prescribe someone in medication that is more symptomatic, which is 749 00:41:12,280 --> 00:41:15,440 Speaker 3: just adding like it's just one more complication and. 750 00:41:15,400 --> 00:41:17,920 Speaker 5: The attack on abortion services. 751 00:41:17,440 --> 00:41:22,120 Speaker 3: Has always been death by a thousand cuts, and this 752 00:41:22,239 --> 00:41:24,439 Speaker 3: is just like one more cut that we really really 753 00:41:24,520 --> 00:41:25,120 Speaker 3: do not need. 754 00:41:25,160 --> 00:41:26,400 Speaker 5: So but that was a win. 755 00:41:26,719 --> 00:41:29,680 Speaker 3: And and and it's like that is such a shitty win. 756 00:41:29,960 --> 00:41:31,799 Speaker 3: And then you have some states that are becoming like 757 00:41:31,840 --> 00:41:35,120 Speaker 3: sanctuary states where they're like, you know where I hate 758 00:41:35,160 --> 00:41:35,960 Speaker 3: I hate saying that word. 759 00:41:35,960 --> 00:41:36,479 Speaker 5: I'm so sorry. 760 00:41:36,480 --> 00:41:39,279 Speaker 3: I didn't mean to say sanctuary states because it's really 761 00:41:39,280 --> 00:41:42,080 Speaker 3: not that. But they're saying like, we're a safe place 762 00:41:42,120 --> 00:41:43,799 Speaker 3: for you to get an abortion and we're never we're 763 00:41:43,800 --> 00:41:45,879 Speaker 3: always going to have abortion services. And it's like, what 764 00:41:45,920 --> 00:41:49,400 Speaker 3: does that mean if you have so many patients traveling 765 00:41:49,440 --> 00:41:51,680 Speaker 3: from other states that you're booking five weeks A. 766 00:41:51,680 --> 00:41:53,680 Speaker 6: Yeah, well they won't And it's like they won't fucking 767 00:41:53,800 --> 00:41:56,000 Speaker 6: fund it, right, Like, yes, this is the thing that 768 00:41:56,040 --> 00:41:59,000 Speaker 6: like I'm just like unbelievably fucking angry about, right, is it, 769 00:41:59,040 --> 00:42:02,879 Speaker 6: like you know, dobbs In in terms of just the 770 00:42:03,000 --> 00:42:06,160 Speaker 6: raw sort of politics of it, Right, in terms of 771 00:42:06,160 --> 00:42:08,080 Speaker 6: pure getting votes, this is the best thing that's ever 772 00:42:08,120 --> 00:42:09,640 Speaker 6: fucking happened in the Democratic Party. 773 00:42:09,960 --> 00:42:10,120 Speaker 2: Right. 774 00:42:10,160 --> 00:42:12,400 Speaker 1: They have been reaping the fucking electoral rewards for this, 775 00:42:12,680 --> 00:42:17,160 Speaker 1: and what have they been fucking doing for fifty goddamn years, 776 00:42:17,200 --> 00:42:19,319 Speaker 1: like nothing, right, and this and this is the thing 777 00:42:19,320 --> 00:42:21,440 Speaker 1: that like, Okay, you know, if if if you look 778 00:42:21,440 --> 00:42:24,400 Speaker 1: at the way the right has been like fucking dealing 779 00:42:24,400 --> 00:42:27,160 Speaker 1: with this, right, it's at every single step, right, you know, 780 00:42:27,200 --> 00:42:30,560 Speaker 1: they they're constantly involved in lawsuits. They they're they're constantly 781 00:42:31,160 --> 00:42:34,319 Speaker 1: pushing the boundaries and doing literally whatever they can within 782 00:42:34,360 --> 00:42:36,400 Speaker 1: the within and without the bounds. 783 00:42:36,120 --> 00:42:36,440 Speaker 4: Of the law. 784 00:42:36,520 --> 00:42:36,600 Speaker 6: Right. 785 00:42:36,600 --> 00:42:38,600 Speaker 1: I mean, we've talked about the sort of vigilante campaigns, right, 786 00:42:38,640 --> 00:42:41,000 Speaker 1: but like you know, like doing things like like like 787 00:42:41,040 --> 00:42:42,839 Speaker 1: you know, I mean the one of the classic ones 788 00:42:42,880 --> 00:42:46,200 Speaker 1: is requiring like facilities that do abortions to have like 789 00:42:46,200 --> 00:42:48,480 Speaker 1: a specific length of hallway or like like with a 790 00:42:49,120 --> 00:42:51,600 Speaker 1: different Yeah, and like they've been doing all this fucking 791 00:42:51,719 --> 00:42:54,280 Speaker 1: legal bullshit to make it as hard as as humanly possible. 792 00:42:54,320 --> 00:42:56,200 Speaker 2: Right, is there a democratic version of this? 793 00:42:56,360 --> 00:42:58,160 Speaker 1: No? No, they fucking they came to the height of 794 00:42:58,160 --> 00:42:59,960 Speaker 1: min like even even the states to have the ship 795 00:43:00,560 --> 00:43:03,560 Speaker 1: like they're they're not fucking funding it, right, They're not 796 00:43:03,600 --> 00:43:05,600 Speaker 1: fucking paying like they they're ship that they could be 797 00:43:05,640 --> 00:43:07,880 Speaker 1: doing and they just they don't care because this is 798 00:43:07,920 --> 00:43:09,319 Speaker 1: this is a you know, this is a very nice thing. 799 00:43:09,360 --> 00:43:11,759 Speaker 1: They can trot out in their fucking fundraising meetings and 800 00:43:11,760 --> 00:43:14,080 Speaker 1: they can get people to vote for them, but they're 801 00:43:14,120 --> 00:43:16,200 Speaker 1: not gonna they're not gonna wage this kind of campaign 802 00:43:16,200 --> 00:43:18,000 Speaker 1: that the Republicans have been like, they're not gonna wage 803 00:43:18,000 --> 00:43:21,040 Speaker 1: a pro access campaign on the scale at all, right, 804 00:43:21,080 --> 00:43:22,440 Speaker 1: but they're not gonna not gonna wage we on the 805 00:43:22,440 --> 00:43:24,600 Speaker 1: scale the Republicans have been doing to like make sure 806 00:43:25,800 --> 00:43:27,640 Speaker 1: that you fuck can't get these services. 807 00:43:28,440 --> 00:43:32,200 Speaker 3: Yeah, it's like these blue states they're not safe. And 808 00:43:32,719 --> 00:43:35,840 Speaker 3: there's like the ridiculous that there was like stockpiling mesapostal 809 00:43:35,960 --> 00:43:37,839 Speaker 3: or whatever some states were saying they were doing. And 810 00:43:37,840 --> 00:43:40,200 Speaker 3: it's like, if you're really looking out for people and 811 00:43:40,239 --> 00:43:45,600 Speaker 3: you're really trying to defy these awful human rights violating laws, 812 00:43:45,960 --> 00:43:48,560 Speaker 3: then send the medication to band states. 813 00:43:48,800 --> 00:43:51,200 Speaker 2: Yeah, I mean I help patients. 814 00:43:50,800 --> 00:43:57,480 Speaker 3: In band states, like don't abandon Texas, don't abandon Louisiana 815 00:43:57,520 --> 00:44:01,840 Speaker 3: and Mississippi, like help them, and because like where are 816 00:44:01,880 --> 00:44:06,000 Speaker 3: they going? They're going to blue states. Like there's like 817 00:44:06,880 --> 00:44:08,520 Speaker 3: there's like a ripple effect. And I feel like I 818 00:44:08,560 --> 00:44:11,480 Speaker 3: talked about this last time when I was on talking 819 00:44:11,480 --> 00:44:15,200 Speaker 3: to you Where Okay, you can't get these healthcare services 820 00:44:15,239 --> 00:44:17,760 Speaker 3: near you, so you go somewhere else, and the people 821 00:44:17,880 --> 00:44:19,880 Speaker 3: locally can't get those services, so then they have to 822 00:44:19,920 --> 00:44:22,400 Speaker 3: travel further. And there's like this ripple effect to the 823 00:44:22,440 --> 00:44:24,640 Speaker 3: point where like I'm sure that like blue states are 824 00:44:24,640 --> 00:44:27,439 Speaker 3: seeing more appointments than ever, and I know for a fact, 825 00:44:27,520 --> 00:44:30,600 Speaker 3: like here in Pennsylvania, here in Pittsburgh, where literally we're 826 00:44:30,600 --> 00:44:32,799 Speaker 3: seeing we're always seeing people in Ohio just because they'll 827 00:44:32,960 --> 00:44:36,120 Speaker 3: even though abortion is legal in Ohio, it's just there's 828 00:44:36,120 --> 00:44:38,080 Speaker 3: a lot of restrictions there, so it's a little tricky. 829 00:44:39,719 --> 00:44:42,880 Speaker 3: But then there's like West Virginia and like Kentucky and Tennessee, 830 00:44:43,360 --> 00:44:47,640 Speaker 3: and you're seeing so many more patients, so you're booking 831 00:44:47,640 --> 00:44:50,640 Speaker 3: out further. And it's like if you're let's say you're 832 00:44:50,680 --> 00:44:53,200 Speaker 3: eight weeks and you find out, so if you're eight 833 00:44:53,200 --> 00:44:57,359 Speaker 3: weeks pregnant, then you're you've only missed your. 834 00:44:57,239 --> 00:44:58,680 Speaker 5: Period like for like a couple of weeks. 835 00:44:58,680 --> 00:45:01,400 Speaker 3: It's really like, you know, you can find out you're 836 00:45:01,440 --> 00:45:02,040 Speaker 3: a weeks running. 837 00:45:02,040 --> 00:45:03,800 Speaker 5: You're like, you just found out, really. 838 00:45:04,560 --> 00:45:08,320 Speaker 3: And you call somewhere near you to get an appointment, 839 00:45:08,440 --> 00:45:10,480 Speaker 3: but the appointment is five weeks away, so all of 840 00:45:10,480 --> 00:45:12,320 Speaker 3: a sudden, you go from eight weeks to thirteen weeks, 841 00:45:12,360 --> 00:45:17,080 Speaker 3: It's like what the heck? Yeah, like it's totally different options, 842 00:45:17,120 --> 00:45:21,560 Speaker 3: Like and that's happening in blue states, and it's like, 843 00:45:21,600 --> 00:45:28,399 Speaker 3: so this is impacting literally everyone, but no politicians or 844 00:45:28,480 --> 00:45:32,880 Speaker 3: even like big talking heads are really doing anything about 845 00:45:32,880 --> 00:45:37,000 Speaker 3: it because it just gets worse. There's just more bands constantly. 846 00:45:37,320 --> 00:45:38,840 Speaker 1: And I want to talk a bit about this the 847 00:45:38,840 --> 00:45:41,680 Speaker 1: sanctuary bullshit too, because I like this is like the 848 00:45:41,800 --> 00:45:44,960 Speaker 1: third fucking issue that we've seen politicians be like, oh, 849 00:45:44,960 --> 00:45:46,759 Speaker 1: we're a sanctuary state. It's like, yeah, okay, Like I 850 00:45:47,200 --> 00:45:49,799 Speaker 1: remember when I was doing fucking anti ice raids stuff, right, 851 00:45:50,080 --> 00:45:53,200 Speaker 1: do you know how much time we fucking spent trying 852 00:45:53,239 --> 00:45:55,680 Speaker 1: to stop raids like ice raids in saying in quote 853 00:45:55,760 --> 00:45:58,080 Speaker 1: unquote sanctuary states, Like it's bullshit. 854 00:45:58,160 --> 00:46:01,200 Speaker 2: It's always been fucking bullshit. They don't mean it, and you. 855 00:46:01,200 --> 00:46:04,400 Speaker 1: Know, like all of the fucking like this is the 856 00:46:04,440 --> 00:46:06,839 Speaker 1: sanctuary state thing is just like a thing that they 857 00:46:06,880 --> 00:46:09,399 Speaker 1: fucking say so that they can you know, just sort 858 00:46:09,440 --> 00:46:11,760 Speaker 1: of like like rally their based support and like build 859 00:46:11,760 --> 00:46:14,160 Speaker 1: towards whatever presidential run they're going to do in twenty 860 00:46:14,360 --> 00:46:18,759 Speaker 1: Like thirty two whatever, and it doesn't. It's not it's 861 00:46:18,840 --> 00:46:23,360 Speaker 1: not helping people, and it's just not going to Yeah. 862 00:46:23,160 --> 00:46:23,480 Speaker 5: It's not. 863 00:46:23,640 --> 00:46:26,080 Speaker 3: It's it's not a strategy that works. And I mean, 864 00:46:26,120 --> 00:46:31,040 Speaker 3: it's just entirely selfish. It's it's it's it's rage inducing 865 00:46:31,160 --> 00:46:34,400 Speaker 3: because it's you know, how do I feel as an 866 00:46:34,440 --> 00:46:37,799 Speaker 3: abortion worker. You know, it's been a year since Roe 867 00:46:37,880 --> 00:46:41,399 Speaker 3: v Way was overturned, and I have to witness all 868 00:46:41,440 --> 00:46:46,080 Speaker 3: of this needless suffering and trauma and people's safety being 869 00:46:46,120 --> 00:46:51,839 Speaker 3: compromised and people being hurt and people giving up, and 870 00:46:51,840 --> 00:46:54,960 Speaker 3: and then these politicians are not doing anything. I am 871 00:46:55,080 --> 00:46:58,080 Speaker 3: so I'm full of so much anger that it's it's 872 00:46:58,080 --> 00:47:02,680 Speaker 3: sometimes numbing, Like sometimes I'm so angry that I kind 873 00:47:02,680 --> 00:47:05,440 Speaker 3: of feel nothing like it kind of like it's like 874 00:47:06,160 --> 00:47:11,120 Speaker 3: it's so far down the spectrum that I like just 875 00:47:11,239 --> 00:47:13,960 Speaker 3: it just turns into like a non emotion basically, like 876 00:47:14,040 --> 00:47:17,120 Speaker 3: so much anger that it's blinding and feels like nothing. 877 00:47:19,239 --> 00:47:21,080 Speaker 5: And I don't even know what. 878 00:47:21,200 --> 00:47:22,279 Speaker 3: I don't even know what to do with it other 879 00:47:22,320 --> 00:47:25,359 Speaker 3: than focus into just like continuing to provide healthcare. Where 880 00:47:25,360 --> 00:47:26,759 Speaker 3: it's like, oh, I'm so angry and I'm so mad, 881 00:47:26,800 --> 00:47:29,040 Speaker 3: and I feel so terrible. I am going to make 882 00:47:29,040 --> 00:47:31,239 Speaker 3: sure that this person gets an abortion. Like that's what 883 00:47:31,280 --> 00:47:33,840 Speaker 3: I can do. I can, I can get people to 884 00:47:33,880 --> 00:47:38,160 Speaker 3: an appointment, and I don't I want to do more. 885 00:47:38,280 --> 00:47:42,600 Speaker 3: I want to go and and just like raise everything 886 00:47:42,600 --> 00:47:44,400 Speaker 3: to the ground and be like like you were saying, 887 00:47:45,320 --> 00:47:46,560 Speaker 3: but I can't be the only one doing. 888 00:47:46,480 --> 00:47:49,160 Speaker 5: That, like we all have to do ye, Like we 889 00:47:49,200 --> 00:47:50,520 Speaker 5: all have to raise. 890 00:47:50,280 --> 00:47:53,480 Speaker 3: Everything in the ground because this is so untenable and 891 00:47:53,560 --> 00:48:01,440 Speaker 3: so unfair and and is creating such a huge ripple 892 00:48:01,520 --> 00:48:04,240 Speaker 3: of suffering that we're all going to be experiencing for decades. 893 00:48:04,360 --> 00:48:05,920 Speaker 5: And I'm really bitter about it. 894 00:48:07,160 --> 00:48:14,200 Speaker 3: I'm super angry and super bitter, and and it's not 895 00:48:14,239 --> 00:48:17,560 Speaker 3: going to get better too. It's it's not I have 896 00:48:17,600 --> 00:48:20,839 Speaker 3: to be honest about that, because if I'm not, then 897 00:48:20,840 --> 00:48:23,840 Speaker 3: I'm not going to be prepared. But we're going to 898 00:48:23,920 --> 00:48:28,360 Speaker 3: continue to see these bands, they're not going away right now. 899 00:48:29,080 --> 00:48:30,960 Speaker 3: Then if a person issue is going to come back 900 00:48:31,800 --> 00:48:37,720 Speaker 3: and and we're going to keep seeing it and it's spreading, 901 00:48:37,800 --> 00:48:39,520 Speaker 3: and you know, I know that that's like a whole 902 00:48:39,560 --> 00:48:44,360 Speaker 3: other topic too, but the ripple effects are really immense, 903 00:48:45,880 --> 00:48:49,719 Speaker 3: and every time someone is hurt, well, every individual. 904 00:48:50,080 --> 00:48:51,880 Speaker 5: Like when I heard that thirty six thousand number, that 905 00:48:51,920 --> 00:48:52,359 Speaker 5: really hurt. 906 00:48:52,960 --> 00:48:56,239 Speaker 3: Yeah, because you know, I know how many patients I've 907 00:48:56,239 --> 00:48:57,919 Speaker 3: seen in the last year, and it is it's less 908 00:48:57,920 --> 00:49:00,319 Speaker 3: than thirty six thousand. So like, I'm happy every time 909 00:49:00,360 --> 00:49:01,879 Speaker 3: I help someone, I'm so happy, and I'm like, yes, 910 00:49:01,960 --> 00:49:04,040 Speaker 3: you know, I helped this person get healthcare. 911 00:49:04,120 --> 00:49:05,000 Speaker 5: I'm really happy. 912 00:49:05,080 --> 00:49:06,279 Speaker 3: And then I look at that thirty six I was 913 00:49:06,320 --> 00:49:08,080 Speaker 3: a number, and I'm like, oh my god, there are 914 00:49:08,120 --> 00:49:10,600 Speaker 3: so many other people who were not able to find help, 915 00:49:10,880 --> 00:49:13,440 Speaker 3: and I'm and I don't like, like I said, like 916 00:49:13,480 --> 00:49:16,600 Speaker 3: I don't even feel good when someone is like thanking 917 00:49:16,680 --> 00:49:23,480 Speaker 3: me and they oftentimes people will say people will say 918 00:49:23,800 --> 00:49:27,279 Speaker 3: to me, I hear this almost every day. You have 919 00:49:27,360 --> 00:49:31,160 Speaker 3: no idea how grateful and thankful I am. And it's like, 920 00:49:31,239 --> 00:49:35,000 Speaker 3: I really don't. I don't know because I'm not in 921 00:49:35,040 --> 00:49:39,160 Speaker 3: your shoes, and I feel I'm and I'm sorry that 922 00:49:39,320 --> 00:49:44,839 Speaker 3: I that you had to come to me like this, 923 00:49:45,080 --> 00:49:48,920 Speaker 3: Like I'm sorry. I feel I'm so sad in like 924 00:49:49,000 --> 00:49:54,799 Speaker 3: such a deep visceral way that when someone is saying 925 00:49:54,800 --> 00:49:56,680 Speaker 3: like you'll never know know how thankful I am that 926 00:49:56,719 --> 00:49:58,960 Speaker 3: they just weren't able to go to their local doctor's 927 00:49:59,040 --> 00:50:03,040 Speaker 3: office or even have the medication mail to them and 928 00:50:03,040 --> 00:50:04,640 Speaker 3: and have it like come in like two days and 929 00:50:04,719 --> 00:50:06,319 Speaker 3: just take it and follow up with the doctor on 930 00:50:06,320 --> 00:50:08,759 Speaker 3: the phone if needed, you know, something super simple which 931 00:50:08,760 --> 00:50:09,439 Speaker 3: would make sense. 932 00:50:10,160 --> 00:50:14,400 Speaker 5: And I'm just I'm I just I hate it. I 933 00:50:14,400 --> 00:50:16,920 Speaker 5: fucking hate it. I just keep coming to that. I'm like, 934 00:50:16,960 --> 00:50:20,560 Speaker 5: this is so bad, this is so bad. I want 935 00:50:20,560 --> 00:50:24,280 Speaker 5: to keep doing it, but it sucks. 936 00:50:25,000 --> 00:50:29,279 Speaker 1: Yeah, we're gonna talk more about this next episode, and 937 00:50:29,320 --> 00:50:31,839 Speaker 1: also how the things that we're seeing in abortion care 938 00:50:31,920 --> 00:50:35,520 Speaker 1: have been spiraling out and spreading to other sectors of 939 00:50:35,560 --> 00:50:38,880 Speaker 1: the healthcare system, including trends healthcare. But in the meantime, 940 00:50:39,000 --> 00:50:41,760 Speaker 1: we have an enormous number of links to different abortion 941 00:50:41,840 --> 00:50:46,440 Speaker 1: funds and various abortioned worker groups who also need your support. 942 00:50:46,640 --> 00:50:50,600 Speaker 1: So yeah, please support them. And yeah, so that that's 943 00:50:50,640 --> 00:50:52,680 Speaker 1: going to be the next episode is because again again 944 00:50:52,719 --> 00:50:55,680 Speaker 1: like this this isn't a you know, once you have 945 00:50:55,920 --> 00:50:57,919 Speaker 1: like an evil like this has been unleash into the world, 946 00:50:58,120 --> 00:51:00,520 Speaker 1: it doesn't just stay in one place, right, keeps moving, 947 00:51:00,560 --> 00:51:03,920 Speaker 1: It keeps going after different people, it keeps expanding, and 948 00:51:03,960 --> 00:51:06,200 Speaker 1: it keeps just rippling through the world. And so when 949 00:51:06,239 --> 00:51:08,880 Speaker 1: we're talking about that, we're gonna be talking about yeah, 950 00:51:08,960 --> 00:51:12,360 Speaker 1: like you know, I mean the fights that abortioned workers 951 00:51:12,400 --> 00:51:15,560 Speaker 1: have been having. And then we're gonna we're gonna we're 952 00:51:15,560 --> 00:51:17,440 Speaker 1: gonna give you a brief bit of hope at the 953 00:51:17,520 --> 00:51:20,600 Speaker 1: end of what you can do, because like, fuck it, 954 00:51:20,680 --> 00:51:22,680 Speaker 1: the world does not need to be like this, Like 955 00:51:22,760 --> 00:51:25,120 Speaker 1: this is not you know, I mean, there's there's the 956 00:51:25,160 --> 00:51:27,400 Speaker 1: old David Graber lines like that is the ultimate hidden 957 00:51:27,440 --> 00:51:29,440 Speaker 1: truth of this world, is that it is something that 958 00:51:29,480 --> 00:51:32,200 Speaker 1: we make and could just as easily make differently. 959 00:51:32,680 --> 00:51:33,960 Speaker 5: Let's do it. Let's make it different. 960 00:51:34,040 --> 00:51:36,799 Speaker 1: Yeah, let's fucking do that. It's not let's not let's 961 00:51:36,840 --> 00:51:40,680 Speaker 1: not make a fucking immense engine of human suffering. Yeah, 962 00:51:40,920 --> 00:51:43,600 Speaker 1: before we go for this episode, Uh, do you have 963 00:51:43,600 --> 00:51:45,799 Speaker 1: stuff that you want to plug in terms of like 964 00:51:45,920 --> 00:51:48,360 Speaker 1: abortion fund links, in terms of resources. 965 00:51:48,760 --> 00:51:51,240 Speaker 3: Yeah, absolutely, So I know that I was talking about 966 00:51:52,080 --> 00:51:55,960 Speaker 3: just abortion funds in general. So find your local abortion fund, 967 00:51:56,880 --> 00:51:59,160 Speaker 3: go to abortion funds dot org and you know whatever 968 00:51:59,200 --> 00:52:01,440 Speaker 3: your local abortion fun support it. 969 00:52:01,680 --> 00:52:04,840 Speaker 5: And if you feel like you. 970 00:52:04,200 --> 00:52:06,840 Speaker 3: You know, your local abortion fund, like you've been supporting 971 00:52:06,880 --> 00:52:08,319 Speaker 3: them or they get a lot of support and you 972 00:52:08,360 --> 00:52:13,560 Speaker 3: want to support maybe like funds elsewhere that are doing 973 00:52:13,920 --> 00:52:16,560 Speaker 3: doing the good work. Then I would recommend the Texas 974 00:52:16,560 --> 00:52:21,279 Speaker 3: Equal Access Fund, the T Fund in Texas. They are 975 00:52:21,480 --> 00:52:25,920 Speaker 3: being so amazing and I love them. And also I 976 00:52:26,480 --> 00:52:29,040 Speaker 3: know that the Chicago Abortion Fund is a huge fund, 977 00:52:29,440 --> 00:52:34,000 Speaker 3: but I just I love them so much, so I 978 00:52:34,120 --> 00:52:35,680 Speaker 3: just they can't have enough money. 979 00:52:35,719 --> 00:52:38,240 Speaker 5: Just go donate to people. They're so amazing. 980 00:52:38,320 --> 00:52:42,520 Speaker 3: So Texas Equal Access Fund, the T Fund, the Chicago 981 00:52:42,560 --> 00:52:46,120 Speaker 3: Abortion Fund, They're doing such important work. So you know, 982 00:52:46,200 --> 00:52:48,319 Speaker 3: if you if you're looking for someone outside of your 983 00:52:48,360 --> 00:52:50,600 Speaker 3: local abortion fund which you should be supporting, then also 984 00:52:50,640 --> 00:52:51,480 Speaker 3: check them out as well. 985 00:52:52,000 --> 00:52:54,160 Speaker 1: Yeah, so, Crystal, thank you so much for joining us. 986 00:52:54,600 --> 00:52:56,520 Speaker 1: We will be back tomorrow. We will be talking more 987 00:52:56,560 --> 00:52:58,239 Speaker 1: about this. We'll be talking about what you can do, 988 00:52:58,640 --> 00:53:03,799 Speaker 1: and yeah, until then, donate to your abortion funds and yeah, 989 00:53:03,960 --> 00:53:06,200 Speaker 1: make make make the lives of the people who did 990 00:53:06,200 --> 00:53:14,360 Speaker 1: this fucking miserable and destroy their political power. 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