Speaker 1: We gotta set the story straight because we have to people.
Speaker 1: I don't know what's up. That's I don't know. People
Speaker 1: think we're like rival enemy.
Speaker 2: And yes, I made we made thirteen thousand dollars for
Speaker 2: the entire season. I was like ballin, y'all, Yeah, we're falling.
Speaker 1: How would that be? Like do you ever sit there
Speaker 1: and think about like, yeah, when I be who I
Speaker 1: am with? My mom was not here, Like would she
Speaker 1: support my career?
Speaker 2: Hello, my beautiful people, and welcome to another episode of
Speaker 2: Cheeky's and Chill, your absolute favorite podcast one world.
Speaker 1: And today is going to be an amazing episode.
Speaker 2: So get ready and you're gonna want to sit down
Speaker 2: for this one because we're gonna set the story straight today. Okay,
Speaker 2: I have a special guest, some one that I'm known
Speaker 2: for a very long time. She is a self proclaimed
Speaker 2: queen of Spanish media entrepreneur. She is also a podcast
Speaker 2: host and a brand.
Speaker 1: New mama and a mama. See that her name is Roxy?
Speaker 1: I like that.
Speaker 2: Be it? Yeah, honestly I okay, So we got to
Speaker 2: said the story straight because we have to people.
Speaker 1: I don't know what's up. That's I don't know. People
Speaker 1: think we're like rival enemy. Yeah, was it the it
Speaker 1: was the.
Speaker 2: Last episode of Chicks and Roxy or what. Yeah, that's
Speaker 2: what it was. Okay, that's what it was. People think
Speaker 2: I left you hanging. People think I did thirty because
Speaker 2: I had to go handle some business when I was
Speaker 2: on traditional radio and it just, you know, production just
Speaker 2: kind of did what it did, and it was like what, Yeah,
Speaker 2: we really kind of didn't have a lot of sake
Speaker 2: so in that show, like we thought we did, but
Speaker 2: we kind of did it.
Speaker 1: Yes, you know, we were both new to the reality show.
Speaker 1: I was definitely not an executive producer. Then.
Speaker 2: I was just a girl that was coming out of
Speaker 2: her mama's house. Still lived in my mama's house. Yeah,
Speaker 2: and it was like girls. So so basically, for those
Speaker 2: of you that don't know, I started my career off
Speaker 2: in reality. So it was Cheese and Roxy presented by
Speaker 2: Jenny rivera Chicks and Roxy, okay, and Roxy was very
Speaker 2: well known Roxy. She you were a radio I started
Speaker 2: by radio career fresh out of high school. Yeah, and
Speaker 2: then I onto a station back in the day's called
Speaker 2: Latino ninety six three and two thousand and five, interviewed
Speaker 2: your mom's a few times, got a pretty buzz with
Speaker 2: her one time, like on air, she would never not
Speaker 2: come to the studio with the bottle of thing.
Speaker 1: That's not all of them. Yeah yeah, yeah.
Speaker 2: Then when they presented this opportunity to work with Jenny's daughter,
Speaker 2: which was you, we literally I think. I don't think
Speaker 2: a lot of people understand that we kind of were
Speaker 2: getting to know each other on the show as we were.
Speaker 2: People thought, and we're going to be straight up because
Speaker 2: so many years ago, people thought we were friends before
Speaker 2: we had met before.
Speaker 1: Yes, for the show though, They're.
Speaker 2: Like, let's get to latinas they're doing their things so
Speaker 2: that they can inspire other latinas.
Speaker 1: I was like, I want to be behind the cameras.
Speaker 1: I'm too shy, Like I was not.
Speaker 2: Nowhere near like I felt ready, you know what I mean,
Speaker 2: And you were You were more marinated more like you
Speaker 2: knew what you were doing. And that's why I was like,
Speaker 2: I want out, first of all, set the story straight,
Speaker 2: set the record straight, and then also let people know
Speaker 2: how and where everything started with me, because it had
Speaker 2: a lot to do with you girl. A lot of
Speaker 2: people don't know that because I was very shy, I
Speaker 2: was there. You were super behind the scene, you were
Speaker 2: your mother's net. Like without you, I don't know if
Speaker 2: your mom would have been able to build the empire
Speaker 2: that she built, you know, and like, yeah, she was
Speaker 2: the senior of the performer, but as you know, as
Speaker 2: I know that, it takes the team to become absolutely
Speaker 2: who you are and to build the empire, and so yeah,
Speaker 2: I got to see you be that for your mom.
Speaker 1: So many times, and it was like wow, you know,
Speaker 1: like what'd your mom be who she was without you?
Speaker 1: I know a lot of times that she wouldn't be
Speaker 1: able to do what she did if it wasn't for me.
Speaker 1: And I'm not changing my own born, but I actually
Speaker 1: saw you do it that I don't know, you were.
Speaker 2: So so bad in the scenes. But if people wonder,
Speaker 2: like why she gets to be successful in her own
Speaker 2: businesses out because you kind of formulated all that for
Speaker 2: your mom, her gene.
Speaker 1: Line, her skincare line, all the way, well.
Speaker 2: Because I remember you doing it all these Yeah, all
Speaker 2: the things that were coming up for her and were
Speaker 2: oh my god, so much, so much war would have
Speaker 2: came right unless if that strategy would not happened. But
Speaker 2: I don't know if people really give you the credit
Speaker 2: to how essential.
Speaker 1: You were in your mom's life.
Speaker 2: And I was very happy in being there, being behind,
Speaker 2: you know, the cameras and be behind the seats.
Speaker 1: I loved it.
Speaker 2: I loved being her right hand, her right arm, and
Speaker 2: I love being with my siblings. So when this opportunity
Speaker 2: came and my mom's manager at the time, we were
Speaker 2: not going to necessarily name right now because.
Speaker 1: You know, a lot of things happened there.
Speaker 2: But he brought up this opportunity for both house we
Speaker 2: knew him, and then we met and we did this,
Speaker 2: and I was not ready when we started okay filming,
Speaker 2: I was like, okay, Roxy's cool. Cool, Like we had
Speaker 2: a friendship in front of cameras, and then it really
Speaker 2: developed into a real friendship. Yeah, but a lot of
Speaker 2: things happened, and of course producers had a lot to
Speaker 2: do with it, so a lot of things were.
Speaker 1: Reality but cut in a way that made.
Speaker 2: It seem worse than it really was. Because let me
Speaker 2: tell you, guys, let's keep it real, let's keep it
Speaker 2: a butt. Yeah, we got paid.
Speaker 1: Thirty ten thousand dollars you guys for the entire entire
Speaker 1: out of the show. And I'm gonna tell you why.
Speaker 2: I remember that because people were like, almost god, it
Speaker 2: made a lot of but no, her bread and butter
Speaker 2: was radio. Yeah, and that's why she was like, Okay,
Speaker 2: I gotta be there, But I told you guys, I
Speaker 2: have this gig, so I'm not.
Speaker 1: She didn't keep she didn't leave me. Hang me. What
Speaker 1: happens was she had a prior commitment. Yeah, I had
Speaker 1: to do a live broadcast in the Dominican Republic. I
Speaker 1: had told him.
Speaker 2: I said, hey, I could do this show, but you
Speaker 2: have to remember that my radio gig is my my
Speaker 2: main priority here. But of course I could, you know,
Speaker 2: work around it and fit in a reality show tapeing,
Speaker 2: you know, but work with me.
Speaker 1: Oh yeah, we're gonna work with you.
Speaker 2: And then it just seemed like as the show was developing,
Speaker 2: it was like, no, we need to shoot on this
Speaker 2: dand and I was like, I told you I had
Speaker 2: a live appearance this day.
Speaker 1: I told you how to be on air this day.
Speaker 2: I told you how it's true, this is true, And
Speaker 2: it just seemed like I was being put like obstacle
Speaker 2: after obstacle. And so that last episode, which I know
Speaker 2: y'all remember, we were supposed to be at a club
Speaker 2: and I don't know what we were celebrating, but we were.
Speaker 1: We were filming at a club in Hollywood, yes, And
Speaker 1: it made it seem like you were waiting for me
Speaker 1: and waiting for me, and I never showed up because
Speaker 1: I wasn't even in town. I was the figure got
Speaker 1: mad at her and everything was like, wait, that's not yeah,
Speaker 1: and she.
Speaker 2: Gets knew where I was at fet like I hated
Speaker 2: her or I left her out, would never like I
Speaker 2: am not that person, but I am a person that
Speaker 2: has integrity when it comes to my work.
Speaker 1: And I communicated that to production shit and they when
Speaker 1: they had it still shot that episode without me. Yeah.
Speaker 2: And I knew too, by the way, Yeah, I know
Speaker 2: all of this too because I think, oh, Jenny was
Speaker 2: ight at her and that's not the truth, is Jen,
Speaker 2: I'm mad. I've never super cool and I knew. But again,
Speaker 2: I was young. I didn't have a backbone. I was scared.
Speaker 2: I was like, okay, well, this is my first time.
Speaker 2: That is what I got to do. Is there telling
Speaker 2: me what to do? And that's just the truth of it. Like, yeah,
Speaker 2: now if I can go back and be like, well
Speaker 2: wait a second, that's now, you can't do that to me. Now,
Speaker 2: I'm like, yeah, you know, I vocal, and I gotta say, like,
Speaker 2: to see your evolution fifteen years ago to now, it's
Speaker 2: so beautiful see it because you really didn't have a backbone.
Speaker 2: I did it like you really even though you were
Speaker 2: like the backbone of the whole operation.
Speaker 1: You never sim it. Yeah, they are like you were
Speaker 1: more you did what you were told.
Speaker 2: Now you're just like I was seeking people's approval. I
Speaker 2: didn't want to disappoint anyone.
Speaker 1: I didn't want to ruffle any feathers.
Speaker 2: I first so long in my life, I carried myself
Speaker 2: that way until I woke up one day I was like,
Speaker 2: hold the fuck up.
Speaker 1: On the phone.
Speaker 2: I can't do this, especially when my mom passed. After
Speaker 2: my mom passed, I was like I got to put
Speaker 2: all my big girl pantings like I think. That's when
Speaker 2: I was like, wait a second, Like things have to
Speaker 2: change because my mom was like protector. She has a
Speaker 2: person that protected me and I always just need on her.
Speaker 2: So it was kind of like God saying, girl, you
Speaker 2: need to step it up now. But back then, I'll
Speaker 2: say it straight up, No, I didn't have a backbone.
Speaker 2: I was just doing what the producer told me, and
Speaker 2: it was a reality show. But let me tell you,
Speaker 2: guys that there were a lot of things that we
Speaker 2: had to re enact or that we had to say.
Speaker 2: It's just the truth. That's how it worked. I mean,
Speaker 2: I'm sorry to disappoint you guys, but reality shows are
Speaker 2: not what these seems to be, Okay, And that's all
Speaker 2: reality yeah shows. And I'm grateful, trust me, I'm grateful
Speaker 2: because that opened up the doors for me. And yes,
Speaker 2: I made we made thirteen thousand.
Speaker 1: Dollars for the entire season. I was like balling, y'all. Yeah,
Speaker 1: we were falling.
Speaker 2: And I remember, I'm telling you, I remember the amount
Speaker 2: because I bought a boyfriend of mine that needed a
Speaker 2: car back there, the six thousand dollars car. And then
Speaker 2: I bought myself, yes, a temper repeated temperpeedic right, yeah,
Speaker 2: temper pedic mattress.
Speaker 1: I sure did. And that that's where all my moneyway,
Speaker 1: I'll never forget.
Speaker 2: And I was like, because I wanted to forget temper
Speaker 2: Peeda four thousand dollars freaking I don't know what I
Speaker 2: was saying, but anyways, people like, oh it we became
Speaker 2: rich and famous, Like no, it was a great opportunity.
Speaker 2: He really was what he was and I loved working
Speaker 2: with you and I had I had a great time
Speaker 2: and I learned a lot and we had we experienced
Speaker 2: a lot because of the show, so that I'm grateful for.
Speaker 2: But yeah, going on red carpet, I remember us going
Speaker 2: to red carpet and I would hide, I would ride
Speaker 2: behind Rocks.
Speaker 1: I was like no, She's like you you better stop,
Speaker 1: and she said you better answer that question. She'd pushed me.
Speaker 1: She's like, you're answering it and I'm like, oh, because
Speaker 1: the thing is this. It was Jennity that represents is
Speaker 1: a roxy right, Jenny's daughter.
Speaker 2: So the media, we already know how they are when
Speaker 2: it comes to the Rivetta family. They're nosy, they prow
Speaker 2: they so we were both the stars of the show,
Speaker 2: but they wanted to like ask you, like how was
Speaker 2: it your mom and how is it? So when we
Speaker 2: would be on red carpets, yes, they would talk to
Speaker 2: both of us, but they wanted to go to you first,
Speaker 2: which is understandable.
Speaker 1: But then she wouldn't talk. So I was like the
Speaker 1: voice for both of us, and I'm like, you know,
Speaker 1: this is just learn how to and then you would
Speaker 1: just you hated it.
Speaker 2: That wasn't your thing because your mom was always the
Speaker 2: one that would She was always a mouth piece.
Speaker 1: And then it just got to a point where I
Speaker 1: was like, they want to talk to you, like I'm
Speaker 1: just gonna be quiet, and you just got it.
Speaker 2: And then you just kind of you just realized like, Okay,
Speaker 2: I was pushing you in my own kind strong way
Speaker 2: because like, yeah, when I met her people, I'm a
Speaker 2: I'm a I'm a tough mentor because I feel like
Speaker 2: that's just the way you learn. Then then you like
Speaker 2: that's how you learn sink or swim. You're the do
Speaker 2: it or you don't, you know, And that's how you
Speaker 2: started learning. You started learning your voice, and you ran
Speaker 2: the show behind the scenes. Do you remember the concert
Speaker 2: that we went to your mom when your mom had
Speaker 2: a concert in Vegas and we all you probably don't
Speaker 2: let her about her line. So we were filming a show.
Speaker 2: Your mom had a concert in Vegas, and you were
Speaker 2: doing everything. You were making sure like the merchant money
Speaker 2: had been collected, and you were making sure your mom
Speaker 2: boughted aid. That night you were feeding Johnny. He was
Speaker 2: like in the green room a sleep. I think he
Speaker 2: was like eight years old. And then that night we
Speaker 2: were planning on going to the club in Hollywood, I
Speaker 2: mean in Hollywood in a Vegas and we had set
Speaker 2: it up and then I was in the room waiting
Speaker 2: for you and You're like, rock So I'm not going
Speaker 2: to be able to go, man, Like, I have to
Speaker 2: take care. I think your mom was a little tipsy
Speaker 2: coming off of the stage.
Speaker 1: And Jennie would get tipsy at the concert if you
Speaker 1: ever saw her at concert, see and enjoyed her thanking.
Speaker 1: And but yeah, you were just you were the one
Speaker 1: that was putting out fires all the time, you know,
Speaker 1: So that's why. But it sounds like me, yeah, that's why.
Speaker 1: When I when when all this happened, and I would
Speaker 1: hear the stuff you were getting accused.
Speaker 2: Of, I was like, I know, I was like an
Speaker 2: older sister that wanted to come to your defense, but
Speaker 2: there was so much going on that I couldn't. I
Speaker 2: didn't want to talk to you at that point. It's
Speaker 2: just how do you how do you even approach someone.
Speaker 1: That their mom passes? Yea, what do you? You know what
Speaker 1: I mean? So it was a crazy time. It was
Speaker 1: a crazy time. A lot of it is a blur.
Speaker 2: A lot of twenty thirteen, twenty fourteen is a blur,
Speaker 2: and I have SI left the memory because I'm just like, now,
Speaker 2: my wait a side, kid, Like a lot of traumatic
Speaker 2: things I just kind of put to the side. I'm like, okay,
Speaker 2: order for me to make it through this life through
Speaker 2: the next. I don't know how many years I got
Speaker 2: to just put that to the side, you know what
Speaker 2: I mean. But I mean that's crazy because that's the
Speaker 2: thing was. It was, I don't know, like we went
Speaker 2: to dinner the other night and I told her, I
Speaker 2: said rock like, thank you so much. Like I just
Speaker 2: I felt like we never stopped talking and it wasn't
Speaker 2: that we stopped talking for any particular reason. It's just
Speaker 2: life happened. Yeah, And I think also I wouldn't even
Speaker 2: be upset with you if you were upset with like, dude,
Speaker 2: you guys left me hanging like in reality, you guys
Speaker 2: left me hanging.
Speaker 1: You guys made less me looking bad on the reality show.
Speaker 2: And maybe I again that it have the voice to
Speaker 2: defend you or to say, wait, guys, it wasn't like that,
Speaker 2: which I don't really care to people think of me. Yeah,
Speaker 2: that's what I love about y'all can pay me in
Speaker 2: whatever whatever you want to think of me in your head.
Speaker 2: I'm really not in the business of its splaning myself.
Speaker 1: What happened happened or let.
Speaker 2: Me tell you what happened to see me and Jeanne
Speaker 2: like you could think what you want, because I think
Speaker 2: people sometimes because they're your follower or your family.
Speaker 1: To an explanation like get into it and speak on
Speaker 1: my tholo. And it's just like, and I learned that
Speaker 1: that I don't have to If I want to tell
Speaker 1: you about certain things, great, but I don't have to, yeah,
Speaker 1: you know.
Speaker 2: And it took me a while to learn that as well,
Speaker 2: because at first I was like, no, well with everything
Speaker 2: that happened. But before we get into everything that happened,
Speaker 2: I do want to say that I'm grateful, you know
Speaker 2: what I mean, And I don't want to get emotional,
Speaker 2: but I'm grateful for you. I'm grateful that you taught
Speaker 2: me the ropes, that you were patient with me, that
Speaker 2: you you're like this is how you do, and you
Speaker 2: taught me and you were never you always celebrating, you
Speaker 2: celebrate women.
Speaker 1: It's not just this is what I'm saying and what
Speaker 1: I portray on social media like she really walks the talk.
Speaker 2: Yeah, and I never felt that you were jealous or
Speaker 2: that you felt like, oh, that's Jenny's daughter. They're giving
Speaker 2: your a priority. Like you were just like, I'm I
Speaker 2: am who I am. I feel good And if I
Speaker 2: had questions.
Speaker 1: You were there. Yeah. You never like I don't know.
Speaker 2: And that's something that I was, like, I need people
Speaker 2: to know that you play a huge part in who
Speaker 2: I am today because I learned a lot from you.
Speaker 1: I learned a lot from you.
Speaker 2: So I wanted to like put that out there, you guys,
Speaker 2: because I'm grateful and I can't say that I learned it.
Speaker 1: All myself or no. I have people like roxy. Of course,
Speaker 1: people like my mom. Yeah, but I just I felt
Speaker 1: they need to say that. You know.
Speaker 2: So your your mom was so special too, man, like
Speaker 2: you want to work with her and work with you.
Speaker 2: But I remember on our way to the premiere that
Speaker 2: was at like the place in Hollywood. Oh yes, yes,
Speaker 2: our show was premiering, and it was like we were Yeah,
Speaker 2: your mom would get when your mom would get into storytelling,
Speaker 2: she was like, you know, rocks there.
Speaker 1: I remember this one in.
Speaker 2: The house you're performing in Mexico and she would just
Speaker 2: tell me these stories and she was she was another
Speaker 2: that another person that literally was one of one.
Speaker 1: And you're just like so.
Speaker 2: Honored and faithful that that I worked with her and
Speaker 2: that I got to share space with her and stories
Speaker 2: and really see like she was.
Speaker 1: A diva, you know, she was at her own way.
Speaker 1: But like certain people I feel can get away with
Speaker 1: being das because they're that dope. Yeah you're like, you
Speaker 1: know what, look out yet get out gaa.
Speaker 2: And and to know that she spreakled that in you
Speaker 2: and that yeah, you might've been behind the scenes most
Speaker 2: of the time, but yeah, you're not anymore.
Speaker 1: And honestly, sometimes I think about it.
Speaker 2: I'm like, I wonder if Chekis would be who she
Speaker 2: was if her mom was still here, you know, like
Speaker 2: she protected you a lot.
Speaker 1: From the business she did, and it's just like, you know.
Speaker 2: How would that be, Like do you ever sit there
Speaker 2: and think about, like, yeah, when I be who I
Speaker 2: am with my mom was not here, Like would she
Speaker 2: support my career because we don't, you don't know, you
Speaker 2: know what, I'm gonna keep it real, I don't think
Speaker 2: so I feel like it's all God's divine plan it is.
Speaker 2: You know, do I wish my mother was here? Absolutely,
Speaker 2: I wish she was here to see everything that I'm doing.
Speaker 2: But also I do feel that my mom protected me
Speaker 2: so much that even if I wanted to sing or whatever,
Speaker 2: because she's like.
Speaker 1: Okay, I'll support you if you want to sing, but
Speaker 1: that's not the career I want for you. If you
Speaker 1: want to maybe be an actress, but a singer. This
Speaker 1: shit is hard. This ship is very hard for.
Speaker 2: Women, and I don't want you to go through that,
Speaker 2: you know. And I think she would have just been like,
Speaker 2: I don't know. I think about it, and I think
Speaker 2: about it too, you know what I mean. I don't know,
Speaker 2: what do you think?
Speaker 1: I don't I don't know.
Speaker 2: I don't know if she would have supported your seeing career.
Speaker 2: I don't know if you would have been like, okay,
Speaker 2: like am I cool? My daughter weigh in line. Grammy's like,
Speaker 2: is she gonna, like, am I gonna support that dream?
Speaker 2: Or is she gonna, you know, way become my competition?
Speaker 1: You know?
Speaker 2: You just yeah, because the thing is, and this goes
Speaker 2: for a lot of women that their mom had them
Speaker 2: at a young age. My mom and my sister, we
Speaker 2: talk about this all the time of the podcast. My
Speaker 2: mom had my sister at seventeen, your mom had you
Speaker 2: at fifteen. Yes, So that relationship.
Speaker 1: When a mom has their first born.
Speaker 2: At such a young age, it's rocky. And it's not
Speaker 2: just it's not just Jenny and Cheez y'all, it's my
Speaker 2: sister and my mom. It's a lot of women that
Speaker 2: may be watching this podcast that are like, uh, yeah,
Speaker 2: that's me, and you know, I pray that.
Speaker 1: Y'all healed that relationship.
Speaker 2: Unfortunately, that wasn't the case in with you and your
Speaker 2: mom because she got you were you know, but my sister,
Speaker 2: my mom had definitely healed and talked it out.
Speaker 1: But that age gap, it's like you're you're growing up
Speaker 1: with your mom. You're growing up. That's tough, my mom.
Speaker 2: What I always say, it didn't come with the manual,
Speaker 2: like I don't know what to do with you. And
Speaker 2: we were so close, we were sisters, we were everything
Speaker 2: to one another. So it's like for a long time,
Speaker 2: I mean, I did find myself career resentment towards my mom.
Speaker 2: But when you know she left, you know, of course,
Speaker 2: because of how everything is left, I was like I want.
Speaker 1: Yeah, I'm just like, what am I? Yeah?
Speaker 2: And thank goodness, you know, I look back and I'm like, damn,
Speaker 2: we've made it this far and just I mean, and
Speaker 2: I'm not talking about success. I'm talking about just emotionally,
Speaker 2: how we were able to get here, you know, all
Speaker 2: of my siblings and I and I don't know.
Speaker 1: I mean, but the way the.
Speaker 2: Way the media reigned like rained down on you, the
Speaker 2: hatred and the theist I mean, if you are not
Speaker 2: raised by a strong woman like your mom and God
Speaker 2: by your side, and that could have destroyed anybody as
Speaker 2: the way people came down on you. And I want
Speaker 2: to deceible comments on social media. I'm not sometimes I'm
Speaker 2: on your social media and looking at your comments and
Speaker 2: not I'm like that big sister that wants to come
Speaker 2: to the rescue hear you, and like sometimes hop or not.
Speaker 2: Sometimes maybe in my head I typed some people that is.
Speaker 1: Illading because that all goes, you know, because that all get.
Speaker 2: People coming after me, which is okay, y'all can come
Speaker 2: after me. I block everybody anyways, yeah bye.
Speaker 1: But the way people were.
Speaker 2: Come at for you, I'm just like, Wow, if y'all
Speaker 2: only knew how boyle of the daughter you were to
Speaker 2: your mom and.
Speaker 1: I don't know because their own conclusions.
Speaker 2: There was this real were going around that I slept
Speaker 2: with my stepdad with my golf's husband, which is absolutely
Speaker 2: not true, and it just it was crazy, you guys,
Speaker 2: Thank goodness, that is freaking in twenty twelve.
Speaker 1: Yeah, we left it there. But at the end of
Speaker 1: the day, it's a part of.
Speaker 2: My guess, my story, Yes, you know it is. Whether
Speaker 2: I want to admit it, whether it sounds cute or not.
Speaker 2: I mean, the truth is, it's part of my story.
Speaker 2: And how you know, I had to just the adversity
Speaker 2: and all the freaking hate. I really thought, I swear
Speaker 2: to you, Roxy, I thought that I was gonna go
Speaker 2: to the just the grocery store, and so I was
Speaker 2: just gonna come and stepp, I swear to you.
Speaker 1: There were some I was like, you were that feutiful.
Speaker 2: Yeah, they're gonna come and steppy because these people are
Speaker 2: probably believing what is being said. That's why I went
Speaker 2: out of my way. I did interviews, I wrote books.
Speaker 2: I was like, I'm not going to allow the beautiful
Speaker 2: relationship that my mom and I had to be.
Speaker 1: Destroyed in that way with such a horrible life, you
Speaker 1: know what I mean.
Speaker 2: I'm not saying that I'm perfect at this, no, no,
Speaker 2: but that's one thing I never, oh never got done.
Speaker 1: I was, first of all, I too scared of my mother,
Speaker 1: you know what I mean?
Speaker 2: And not only yeah, like I respect women, I really
Speaker 2: like there's I was so happy for my mom, Like
Speaker 2: I just don't now I'm starting to see certain things
Speaker 2: and maybe one day I'll talk about that. I'm like, Okay,
Speaker 2: this person was definitely behind it.
Speaker 1: You know.
Speaker 2: And it's like they you know, like that would definitely
Speaker 2: be me in my head, Like who mats that nasty
Speaker 2: seed in like mom's head?
Speaker 1: Yeah.
Speaker 2: And sometimes it's people that you expect that would stir
Speaker 2: the pot and you're just like expect what wow that
Speaker 2: you think?
Speaker 1: Love you?
Speaker 2: It's are supposed to keep the family together, and in reality,
Speaker 2: they're planting little seeds just so that they can have
Speaker 2: the position you had. A lot of people were jealous
Speaker 2: of what my mom and I had. It was my
Speaker 2: mom and I like this for everything. Well you remember
Speaker 2: that that that cover you guys? It was it a
Speaker 2: cover for it was like.
Speaker 1: Your mom and you like bosses and yes, oh my god,
Speaker 1: I have that I have my glam room.
Speaker 2: But that was one of the first things that was
Speaker 2: in twenty eleven, and people wanted that position in person,
Speaker 2: wanted that position that MM and I had.
Speaker 1: So it's like, you know what, at the end of
Speaker 1: the day, I know that God is gonna, little by
Speaker 1: little put everything in its place, and I'm not worried
Speaker 1: about it. And yeah, her chooses to believe that.
Speaker 2: Honestly, I'm at a point where before I was like,
Speaker 2: I want to show you guys, I'm not this person.
Speaker 1: I'm like, I was cool, this sick. Sorry, I know
Speaker 1: who I am.
Speaker 2: Think what you want to think, Like, I know who
Speaker 2: I am, and God would have brought me, brought me
Speaker 2: this far. And my mom because I know she's you know,
Speaker 2: my mom's moving huzzles and doing her thing up there if.
Speaker 1: If that was true, you know what I mean?
Speaker 2: I love I love seeing how in control of your
Speaker 2: life you aren't out and how certain these are like
Speaker 2: the private.
Speaker 1: Yeah, you're not out there explaining yourself. You're allowing people.
Speaker 2: Like you see it, you sense it, you feel it
Speaker 2: more importantly, And I love that because you're not out
Speaker 2: there explaining yourself to everybody. It's and you know what, you.
Speaker 2: You radiate the happiness. I love that you're happy in
Speaker 2: your relationship. Like you keep that private, you know, like
Speaker 2: one day you just need to pop up, Pop up Mary.
Speaker 2: Nobody needs to know your ceremony that only the real
Speaker 2: ones pull up. Mind you, I do feel there are
Speaker 2: certain things that I share because I feel like that's
Speaker 2: part of my mission and the world is through the
Speaker 2: things that I've been through. I want to help people
Speaker 2: grow and stuff like that. But there are certain things
Speaker 2: that now I'm like, I want to keep to myself.
Speaker 2: I'm I'm a human being too. I don't necessarily have
Speaker 2: to share everything with everyone. And I felt like I
Speaker 2: was obligated, like and it was. It was an obligation
Speaker 2: because I'm an artists, because I'm on TV, because I
Speaker 2: have a podcast, I have to share everything. There's certain
Speaker 2: things that I'm like, no, I'm gonna keep this to
Speaker 2: myself and it's later on I want to talk about it. Okay,
Speaker 2: there's nothing wrong with that. Everyone is entitled to their
Speaker 2: privacy and so nice.
Speaker 1: Even if I am, you know, a public figure, which
Speaker 1: there are ladies.
Speaker 2: I swear to you and I don't know if this
Speaker 2: happened to you, but they'll come up to me and
Speaker 2: you know I'm eating.
Speaker 1: I'm in the middle of me. Literally. No.
Speaker 2: First of all, that is so rude whenever you see
Speaker 2: a celebrity eating it, especially if it see baccol to
Speaker 2: serve me and ask me for picture and they get
Speaker 2: so excited that they will. And see I've never said no.
Speaker 2: I don't one time I.
Speaker 1: Said no to a picture and I said eating, I'm
Speaker 1: gonna say no. Yeah, I know because I see all
Speaker 1: the road. That's my moment. My mom was like, come on,
Speaker 1: and but they'll tell me straight up and I'm just
Speaker 1: saying I ste like who does that? Yeah?
Speaker 2: Yeah?
Speaker 1: And before I was like, okay, well now I'm like okay,
Speaker 1: well see woman deta. You know. Now I'll say it.
Speaker 1: I'm polite about it.
Speaker 2: But but you know what now like no, no, I'm
Speaker 2: also I'm a human being too, And so there's something
Speaker 2: beautiful about being mysterious.
Speaker 1: There's something beautiful about it. There's where like like, not
Speaker 1: everybody knows everything. That's what I look about the media. Actually,
Speaker 1: my partner he's not all like that social media.
Speaker 2: He posts once and I tell him, baby, you gotta
Speaker 2: post more for your like photography, and he's always busy.
Speaker 2: But I'm like, you'd be a lot busy here. He's like,
Speaker 2: I'm good with as busy as I am. I was like, well,
Speaker 2: post on your work all people to see how talented
Speaker 2: you are. But he's chill, and I love.
Speaker 1: Tell us selfies. I can't. Oh, I can't. Man that
Speaker 1: post selfies that they park at their lips. Listen.
Speaker 2: I don't know about that, girl, I don't know business
Speaker 2: man that's about his business that they posting on social media.
Speaker 1: I love a man that isn't half social. Me too,
Speaker 1: because I'm sure that your fans and news channels they
Speaker 1: all but look at his pain and oh yeah, and
Speaker 1: they'll send him little things there. People are mean. People
Speaker 1: are mean.
Speaker 2: They'll send him like oh, she used to call her
Speaker 2: exdus or shes or and before I used to bother him.
Speaker 1: Now and he's like, oh he knows, he knows. Yeah, yeah,
Speaker 1: that's what he's like. You know, But he's chill, he's true.
Speaker 1: I like that. Yeah like that. I love that. And
Speaker 1: being a mama, girl, I love being a mom.
Speaker 2: Let me say, my daughter is a manifestation of my dreams.
Speaker 2: I prayed about her. I visualized, girl, Remember what we
Speaker 2: used to do vision board.
Speaker 1: Yeah. I was like, oh, he's a vision board man.
Speaker 1: Remember we were absolutely at the.
Speaker 2: House making vision boards and like me, I think we
Speaker 2: did an entire episode on vision.
Speaker 1: You wanted to do conferences. Yeah. So when I tell
Speaker 1: you that the way my daughter looks, I brought my daughter, y'all,
Speaker 1: so she felt so good. I swear to you it's
Speaker 1: that I'm not even that, it's that PIFC. Literally, she's
Speaker 1: so beautiful. Her head is like perfectly wound round, she's
Speaker 1: smells delicious.
Speaker 2: Her little hand she's talking, she's just like once, she's
Speaker 2: just so cute, not like saying words, but she's like.
Speaker 1: She's babbled, she's babbling.
Speaker 2: Yeah, and listen, I'm so happy that I had a
Speaker 2: baby for you because now whenever you wanted to say
Speaker 2: be your coach and like, hell, you know what. My
Speaker 2: mom was actually telling me that that she had a
Speaker 2: dream the other day that I should help women that
Speaker 2: feel helpless because this is the the doctors. Okay, a
Speaker 2: lot of women at pcos and suffer from like infertility,
Speaker 2: and it's it's not as easy as it was getting pregnant,
Speaker 2: they d as it was back in the absolutely women
Speaker 2: back then balas.
Speaker 1: Right, women these days they struggle. Yeah, so they're doing
Speaker 1: like I, yes, and and a surrogate a different things.
Speaker 2: Right, So my mom goes, I feel that you should
Speaker 2: give because I prepared my body chees to get pregnant
Speaker 2: two years prior to getting pregnant. I legit prepared my body.
Speaker 2: It's like laying the foundation to like a house. I
Speaker 2: knew there were certain things that I had to do.
Speaker 2: I had to I had cysts on my ovaries, got
Speaker 2: rid of those naturally with herbs, and then I started
Speaker 2: seeing up for herbologists.
Speaker 1: I started getting Yony scenes.
Speaker 2: Remember I was slunging you the other day a Yoni scenes.
Speaker 2: If you don't know bout Yoni scenes, listen, you need
Speaker 2: to start getting Yoni and steam all in the vagina. Okay,
Speaker 2: goshold me about this.
Speaker 1: I was I need girl and and like it regulates
Speaker 1: your p H and if immediately eats you up, now
Speaker 1: he's gonna.
Speaker 2: Eat you up even Okay, it's not going to be
Speaker 2: able to rest chapters.
Speaker 1: Okay, so like sex hotng with that. This is how
Speaker 1: we were all created.
Speaker 2: Hell yeah, but so yeah, then I started taking a
Speaker 2: fertility tea. I'm all about like I met a She
Speaker 2: pot my uterus back in a place. So when I
Speaker 2: tell you, my daughter is a manifestation in my dreams,
Speaker 2: she is.
Speaker 1: I prayed for her. The way she looks now is
Speaker 1: I'm like, this is how I knew she was gonna
Speaker 1: look like this. It's crazy. I believe in that she's beautiful.
Speaker 2: And so I will say sometimes I say I wish
Speaker 2: I would I had kids younger, right like in my twenties,
Speaker 2: in my early thirties.
Speaker 1: But I'm thankful that I had her when I had
Speaker 1: her because I'm patient.
Speaker 2: Yes, like I think a lot of times when young
Speaker 2: moms have kids at a young age, to the suspend,
Speaker 2: I'm like, ah, And I'm.
Speaker 1: Like, I'm not in your rush to I try. I've
Speaker 1: traveled a lot and I'm gonna still travel. Yeah, we're
Speaker 1: going to assall lot next month with her. Nice. I
Speaker 1: think I had a daughter to leave her behind. Yeah,
Speaker 1: everyone's like that, Yeah, because I don't can see I
Speaker 1: didn't have a daughter to leave her with. The mandis yeah,
Speaker 1: I know, God, Yeah, you're in a different place.
Speaker 2: You're in a different place, you're more patient, you know
Speaker 2: the knowledge that I'm going to be You would have
Speaker 2: printed this little girl, and I'm like, I get to
Speaker 2: be your coach.
Speaker 1: I get to be your biggest in this little life.
Speaker 1: Everyone's like, you didn't, you didn't. But she had a boy.
Speaker 1: I'm like, nope, how can I teach a boy how
Speaker 1: to be amazing?
Speaker 2: Yeah?
Speaker 1: I see, No, you're a total And when I have
Speaker 1: another one, I want another's gonna be Oh my god.
Speaker 1: I can already see you're you're a great mom. I
Speaker 1: can already see. Like it's just I don't know.
Speaker 2: I see you on social media, like everything you speak
Speaker 2: and again, you don't just say ship like you you're
Speaker 2: about it, about You're about it and in every way.
Speaker 2: So I needs to imagine. I said, I'm so honored
Speaker 2: that she picked me and that I and that I
Speaker 2: picked her. But they say children pick their parents, yes,
Speaker 2: you know, Like so that's like that's just like your stuff.
Speaker 2: And I'm like, my guys movies, I will. I know
Speaker 2: they're all on milk ste that's that's admirable.
Speaker 1: And breastfeed her, so like its breastfeeding just it checks you.
Speaker 1: You can't dream too much.
Speaker 2: Alcohol, you shouldn't be you know, alcohol. She don't really
Speaker 2: smoke cannabis.
Speaker 1: Everybody else. I'm a cannabis enthusiast. You know that I
Speaker 1: was gonna asked the other day, I can't because that
Speaker 1: bread speed. But you know the prymney, you know what
Speaker 1: I mean? Like our parents were hippies and they were
Speaker 1: doing it too. It This is my thing I all
Speaker 1: get into.
Speaker 2: The whole endo cannabinoids is that you don't want me
Speaker 2: to get started with that, But everybody has an endoc
Speaker 2: cannabinoids in their body, and in reality, it.
Speaker 1: Helps your immune system when you consume the flower the
Speaker 1: right way, the right way like c med. The cantabinoids
Speaker 1: are actually super beneficial for the body. But people don't.
Speaker 2: They only want to see the cannabis that get too high. Right,
Speaker 2: And there's different and it's not just that it's we
Speaker 2: need a.
Speaker 1: Whole episode on that, because a lot, especially.
Speaker 2: In our community's educated, especially the older generation, that cannabis
Speaker 2: is is way better than drinking a Thailand.
Speaker 1: Let me tell you, guys.
Speaker 2: I always say, oh my god, people goes down, Oh
Speaker 2: my god that I spoke with right now, I'm gonna
Speaker 2: clean that a very deep cleansed. But when they found
Speaker 2: out that I smoked cannabis, it was just like, oh
Speaker 2: my god, how could you go like, wait a second, No,
Speaker 2: I have more babies, Yes you do.
Speaker 1: I want one more. I just want you know what,
Speaker 1: I can't imagine my life. I can't imagine my life
Speaker 1: without my siblings. Yeah, can you know? So I'm like
Speaker 1: I because and when you put it that way, yeah, no,
Speaker 1: And a lot of women these days.
Speaker 2: Are like one and done, and I'm like, I get
Speaker 2: it because you know it, it ain't easy. It's definitely
Speaker 2: worth it. But I cannot imagine my life without my
Speaker 2: sister and my brother because we're tight, you know what
Speaker 2: I mean. They're so fateful that we're tight. And I
Speaker 2: love that your mom instilled that in you too. Is
Speaker 2: that No, Like your siblings are forever people and you
Speaker 2: know what I mean. So I love that you're close
Speaker 2: to your siblings.
Speaker 1: So when I see my closest or my siblings, I'm like, yeah.
Speaker 2: I want to get on it.
Speaker 1: I know, I know, girl it okay? Would you you
Speaker 1: don't mind if it's a boy or girl. At this point,
Speaker 1: it's like whatever, I mean, I feel like God's gonna
Speaker 1: give me what's meant for me. But I definitely want another.
Speaker 2: Little Oh my God, yes, because like we're so really yeah,
Speaker 2: like sure, dressing them up.
Speaker 1: And I mean I could teach a woman how to
Speaker 1: be great? Can I teach you?
Speaker 2: No?
Speaker 1: Yeah? You know that? Yeah?
Speaker 2: See and see I have always in my life watered
Speaker 2: a boy, and I think I always like, I want
Speaker 2: to be I want to have a boy.
Speaker 1: But I've learned through therapy and through healing that the
Speaker 1: reason I waited so long to have kids was because,
Speaker 1: of course I'm taking care of my siblings, but also
Speaker 1: it is that I have been a mockery. Yeah, I've been.
Speaker 1: I went out all of it, especially with Johnny and Jenica.
Speaker 1: Oh yeah, those are your freaking mother a parent conferences.
Speaker 1: I did it all. I did the homework. I it
Speaker 1: was I did it all.
Speaker 2: I mean, so john was more mine, I feel than
Speaker 2: even my mom did. Sometimes you know, I should, It's understandable.
Speaker 2: But also I think I waited and I didn't want
Speaker 2: to grow because I was afraid of my mom and
Speaker 2: I had such a beautiful relationship, but it was it
Speaker 2: was hard, you know that I was like, oh what,
Speaker 2: I don't what if I have a girl, and then
Speaker 2: we repeat things that I don't know. I thought so
Speaker 2: many negative things and in reality, I'm like, wait a second,
Speaker 2: but if I do have a little girl, and I
Speaker 2: can mend and help that relationship. But hew that relationship
Speaker 2: because times didn't allow.
Speaker 1: It, you know. So now I'm like, God, whatever you
Speaker 1: want me to have, I'm gonna accept it. Yes.
Speaker 2: Yeah, but I could see you having a little girl
Speaker 2: and doing things completely different with your little girl.
Speaker 1: Because you know better. I'm older. You know what boundaries are.
Speaker 2: Now, I'm so patty that you know how to set
Speaker 2: boundaries and based with certain people. Yeah, but boundaries are
Speaker 2: superper important and you understand that. So like, when you
Speaker 2: know how to do it another way, you're gonna do
Speaker 2: it a different way so that we you know, Because
Speaker 2: believe it or not, girl, there's a lot of broken
Speaker 2: people raising broken humans. They're emotionally broken. And I love
Speaker 2: that about you that you encourage therapy. Every human watching
Speaker 2: this needs to go to thera down. I have a
Speaker 2: love the therapist since I was nineteen. My parents got
Speaker 2: divorced fifteen and it affected me. So when when you
Speaker 2: talk about therapy, when anybody talks about therapy.
Speaker 1: I'm like, is that local?
Speaker 2: At this point you need to address all the issues
Speaker 2: and listen, we all got issues, yeah, all of us,
Speaker 2: all of us. It doesn't have to be Oh I was,
Speaker 2: you know, because I was sexually abused, like it could
Speaker 2: be anything and everything, and a lot of people, especially
Speaker 2: man in our culture, where people think, well, see what
Speaker 2: you know, if I go to counseling, it's because something's
Speaker 2: wrong with me, and no, it's that we all need
Speaker 2: to bounce ideas, let our feelings out with someone that's
Speaker 2: not gonna that we're gonna feel good to criticize it
Speaker 2: or we're shy.
Speaker 1: It's someone that's just completely separated from your family. Yeah.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I love that you encourage your followers of therapy
Speaker 2: because I do. Do do it, but your pride to
Speaker 2: the side and deal with it because otherwise that haunts
Speaker 2: you for the rest of your life and your neighbor.
Speaker 1: You're never able to have all of your relationships a.
Speaker 2: Quality, that relationship with your siblings, with your parents because
Speaker 2: you're just holy hot to old shit.
Speaker 1: Yes, and it's like they get to see mm hm,
Speaker 1: oh my god exactly. I always tell you guys that you.
Speaker 2: Guys have to release we have to release the baggage
Speaker 2: and not there's there's no way that we're gonna be
Speaker 2: able to be our best selves if we're carrying old
Speaker 2: ship literally old shit.
Speaker 1: Well, Ron, thank you so much. She thinks it's so
Speaker 1: it's so intimate in here. I love it. You think
Speaker 1: have done a good job.
Speaker 2: I wanted something very warm, and I wanted something like
Speaker 2: apple Hillo. That's gonna give you, like you know, nice point,
Speaker 2: You're gonna give you a little hugs. So I'm glad
Speaker 2: to do that here. I'm grateful that you're here.
Speaker 1: And I gotta go on your podcast. So tell us
Speaker 1: about your podcast. So where can people find you? Yeah?
Speaker 1: So our podcast mine and my sisters called straight Up Sisters.
Speaker 2: The podcast, it's my older sister and me and so
Speaker 2: the older sister and baby is the.
Speaker 1: Dynamic is real.
Speaker 2: Susie is six years older than me, and she thinks
Speaker 2: she's always right right because she's got mer life experiences.
Speaker 1: We have a lot of opposing views on different things,
Speaker 1: but it's all love at the end of the day.
Speaker 1: Like I'm not like I hate you. I mean we
Speaker 1: we get into disagreements on the podcast. I'm like, no,
Speaker 1: like that. What makes a strong relationship? Yeah, and so
Speaker 1: that's what it is.
Speaker 2: It's the older sister and a baby sister having a
Speaker 2: conversation on a set every day and we talk our shit.
Speaker 1: We talk our shit but a lot of two and
Speaker 1: Susie is right, you know what I mean. I'm like,
Speaker 1: damn yeah, she's like seventy thirty percent of the time.
Speaker 2: Right.
Speaker 1: Do you ever tell your siblings that no, I don't,
Speaker 1: but I should. Shit be good. I told you so. Yeah,
Speaker 1: because a lot, you know, you guys have more life experience.
Speaker 1: You get the baby. Yeah yeah, like you good guy, Jennica,
Speaker 1: because she's the baby, right. So it's it's fun.
Speaker 2: We have such a good time and we're on all
Speaker 2: digital platforms straight up. Sisters of the podcast, Susie, I
Speaker 2: love you. I missed you girl.
Speaker 1: I know she loves you too. She was so happy
Speaker 1: that I was coming to day. She's like, tell her
Speaker 1: she's just gonna be on the podcast and she's like,
Speaker 1: you know what, I know, I'm gonna.
Speaker 2: I'm gonna go there with her because she's the oldest,
Speaker 2: and you know, I'm gonna. I'm gonna ask herself that
Speaker 2: maybe people are free to ask her.
Speaker 1: And I'm like, and I'm sure she'll have to make sure.
Speaker 1: I will. Yeah will, So Susie, bring it on, baby
Speaker 1: girl and her mom two said to my mom that
Speaker 1: she made. She gave me my first call on. Yeah,
Speaker 1: most she did. Did your mom gave me my first
Speaker 1: colonate way back in the day? Girl? Really is okay?
Speaker 1: Can you tell that people like kalonics are not painful?
Speaker 1: Colonies are not people. They're a little uncomfortably it could
Speaker 1: be a little comfortable, but they're not painful. They're that
Speaker 1: painful and they're great for you.
Speaker 2: So it was because of her mom that I started
Speaker 2: like getting into it. So thanks, you know, shout out
Speaker 2: to your mom. Yeah, do you want to share your socials?
Speaker 1: Yeah? My social is at roxyes World.
Speaker 2: So the cool thing about Roxy's World and the way
Speaker 2: I spell my name is it's our a Q capital C. Yes,
Speaker 2: so nobody else has that name on.
Speaker 1: I love that. One of a kind, one of one. Yeah.
Speaker 2: So it's the rocky r a Q capital seed roxyes
Speaker 2: World up everything and every weege Snapchat.
Speaker 1: You got sapchat please? Yeah? I love Snapchat. Yeah, I
Speaker 1: love it. You're really good at it. You're really good.
Speaker 1: Like I'm like, I sit there and I watch it.
Speaker 2: I'm like I buy the stuff that she posts to
Speaker 2: I say stree shots and I'm like, oh, girl, I
Speaker 2: gotta remember her by this, so yeah, I follow her.
Speaker 1: So bros As that's a greed backbone. Now, thank you,
Speaker 1: thank god. It's like you had no the choice. I
Speaker 1: had no the choice.
Speaker 2: I had to put on my big girl panties. I
Speaker 2: was like, all right, cool, my mama, here, I gotta
Speaker 2: I gotta be the one to protect my siblings.
Speaker 1: And I so yeah, you do good?
Speaker 2: You do?
Speaker 1: You so good at that brette. That's what older sisters do.
Speaker 1: Y'all got our bats forever. Thank you so much, Thank you,
Speaker 1: Roxy Lovett. I know, thank you. Never again, don't never
Speaker 1: let go my gardes. I know. Thank you guys so much.
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