WEBVTT - Chiquis and RaqC Set the Record Straight 0:00:00.880 --> 0:00:03.640 We gotta set the story straight because we have to people. 0:00:03.640 --> 0:00:05.320 I don't know what's up. That's I don't know. People 0:00:05.360 --> 0:00:07.640 think we're like rival enemy. 0:00:07.320 --> 0:00:09.520 And yes, I made we made thirteen thousand dollars for 0:00:09.560 --> 0:00:12.440 the entire season. I was like ballin, y'all, Yeah, we're falling. 0:00:13.880 --> 0:00:15.440 How would that be? Like do you ever sit there 0:00:15.480 --> 0:00:17.560 and think about like, yeah, when I be who I 0:00:17.600 --> 0:00:19.439 am with? My mom was not here, Like would she 0:00:19.480 --> 0:00:20.439 support my career? 0:00:25.840 --> 0:00:28.880 Hello, my beautiful people, and welcome to another episode of 0:00:29.120 --> 0:00:32.640 Cheeky's and Chill, your absolute favorite podcast one world. 0:00:33.080 --> 0:00:35.280 And today is going to be an amazing episode. 0:00:35.320 --> 0:00:37.720 So get ready and you're gonna want to sit down 0:00:37.720 --> 0:00:41.280 for this one because we're gonna set the story straight today. Okay, 0:00:41.320 --> 0:00:42.760 I have a special guest, some one that I'm known 0:00:42.800 --> 0:00:46.040 for a very long time. She is a self proclaimed 0:00:46.120 --> 0:00:50.440 queen of Spanish media entrepreneur. She is also a podcast 0:00:50.479 --> 0:00:52.320 host and a brand. 0:00:52.120 --> 0:00:56.240 New mama and a mama. See that her name is Roxy? 0:00:56.520 --> 0:00:57.040 I like that. 0:01:00.240 --> 0:01:04.480 Be it? Yeah, honestly I okay, So we got to 0:01:04.520 --> 0:01:06.840 said the story straight because we have to people. 0:01:06.880 --> 0:01:08.559 I don't know what's up. That's I don't know. People 0:01:08.560 --> 0:01:10.640 think we're like rival enemy. Yeah, was it the it 0:01:10.680 --> 0:01:10.920 was the. 0:01:10.920 --> 0:01:13.560 Last episode of Chicks and Roxy or what. Yeah, that's 0:01:13.600 --> 0:01:15.720 what it was. Okay, that's what it was. People think 0:01:15.760 --> 0:01:19.640 I left you hanging. People think I did thirty because 0:01:19.680 --> 0:01:21.720 I had to go handle some business when I was 0:01:21.760 --> 0:01:25.679 on traditional radio and it just, you know, production just 0:01:25.800 --> 0:01:29.280 kind of did what it did, and it was like what, Yeah, 0:01:29.319 --> 0:01:30.920 we really kind of didn't have a lot of sake 0:01:30.959 --> 0:01:32.679 so in that show, like we thought we did, but 0:01:32.720 --> 0:01:33.520 we kind of did it. 0:01:33.800 --> 0:01:36.240 Yes, you know, we were both new to the reality show. 0:01:36.319 --> 0:01:38.240 I was definitely not an executive producer. Then. 0:01:38.400 --> 0:01:40.360 I was just a girl that was coming out of 0:01:40.360 --> 0:01:42.520 her mama's house. Still lived in my mama's house. Yeah, 0:01:42.560 --> 0:01:45.080 and it was like girls. So so basically, for those 0:01:45.080 --> 0:01:47.120 of you that don't know, I started my career off 0:01:47.160 --> 0:01:50.040 in reality. So it was Cheese and Roxy presented by 0:01:50.120 --> 0:01:53.280 Jenny rivera Chicks and Roxy, okay, and Roxy was very 0:01:53.320 --> 0:01:57.600 well known Roxy. She you were a radio I started 0:01:57.600 --> 0:01:59.640 by radio career fresh out of high school. Yeah, and 0:01:59.680 --> 0:02:01.880 then I onto a station back in the day's called 0:02:01.920 --> 0:02:05.200 Latino ninety six three and two thousand and five, interviewed 0:02:05.360 --> 0:02:08.160 your mom's a few times, got a pretty buzz with 0:02:08.200 --> 0:02:10.880 her one time, like on air, she would never not 0:02:10.960 --> 0:02:12.320 come to the studio with the bottle of thing. 0:02:12.880 --> 0:02:14.560 That's not all of them. Yeah yeah, yeah. 0:02:14.600 --> 0:02:17.440 Then when they presented this opportunity to work with Jenny's daughter, 0:02:17.480 --> 0:02:20.120 which was you, we literally I think. I don't think 0:02:20.160 --> 0:02:22.160 a lot of people understand that we kind of were 0:02:22.160 --> 0:02:25.079 getting to know each other on the show as we were. 0:02:25.120 --> 0:02:27.320 People thought, and we're going to be straight up because 0:02:27.680 --> 0:02:30.120 so many years ago, people thought we were friends before 0:02:30.160 --> 0:02:31.079 we had met before. 0:02:31.320 --> 0:02:33.320 Yes, for the show though, They're. 0:02:33.120 --> 0:02:36.200 Like, let's get to latinas they're doing their things so 0:02:36.200 --> 0:02:37.760 that they can inspire other latinas. 0:02:37.800 --> 0:02:40.240 I was like, I want to be behind the cameras. 0:02:40.280 --> 0:02:41.639 I'm too shy, Like I was not. 0:02:42.160 --> 0:02:45.880 Nowhere near like I felt ready, you know what I mean, 0:02:45.960 --> 0:02:48.840 And you were You were more marinated more like you 0:02:48.880 --> 0:02:51.280 knew what you were doing. And that's why I was like, 0:02:51.320 --> 0:02:53.040 I want out, first of all, set the story straight, 0:02:53.200 --> 0:02:55.679 set the record straight, and then also let people know 0:02:56.560 --> 0:02:59.639 how and where everything started with me, because it had 0:02:59.639 --> 0:03:01.320 a lot to do with you girl. A lot of 0:03:01.320 --> 0:03:03.840 people don't know that because I was very shy, I 0:03:03.880 --> 0:03:06.480 was there. You were super behind the scene, you were 0:03:06.520 --> 0:03:10.880 your mother's net. Like without you, I don't know if 0:03:10.919 --> 0:03:12.720 your mom would have been able to build the empire 0:03:12.760 --> 0:03:14.840 that she built, you know, and like, yeah, she was 0:03:14.880 --> 0:03:17.800 the senior of the performer, but as you know, as 0:03:17.840 --> 0:03:20.440 I know that, it takes the team to become absolutely 0:03:20.600 --> 0:03:24.720 who you are and to build the empire, and so yeah, 0:03:24.840 --> 0:03:26.840 I got to see you be that for your mom. 0:03:26.720 --> 0:03:29.200 So many times, and it was like wow, you know, 0:03:29.280 --> 0:03:31.880 like what'd your mom be who she was without you? 0:03:32.040 --> 0:03:33.639 I know a lot of times that she wouldn't be 0:03:33.680 --> 0:03:35.320 able to do what she did if it wasn't for me. 0:03:35.360 --> 0:03:40.720 And I'm not changing my own born, but I actually 0:03:40.760 --> 0:03:43.240 saw you do it that I don't know, you were. 0:03:43.200 --> 0:03:46.560 So so bad in the scenes. But if people wonder, 0:03:46.680 --> 0:03:49.000 like why she gets to be successful in her own 0:03:49.040 --> 0:03:51.800 businesses out because you kind of formulated all that for 0:03:51.880 --> 0:03:53.800 your mom, her gene. 0:03:53.520 --> 0:03:57.400 Line, her skincare line, all the way, well. 0:03:57.240 --> 0:04:00.280 Because I remember you doing it all these Yeah, all 0:04:00.320 --> 0:04:02.960 the things that were coming up for her and were 0:04:03.040 --> 0:04:05.040 oh my god, so much, so much war would have 0:04:05.080 --> 0:04:07.840 came right unless if that strategy would not happened. But 0:04:08.080 --> 0:04:10.280 I don't know if people really give you the credit 0:04:11.040 --> 0:04:12.480 to how essential. 0:04:12.200 --> 0:04:13.480 You were in your mom's life. 0:04:13.560 --> 0:04:16.160 And I was very happy in being there, being behind, 0:04:16.640 --> 0:04:19.119 you know, the cameras and be behind the seats. 0:04:19.120 --> 0:04:19.560 I loved it. 0:04:19.640 --> 0:04:22.360 I loved being her right hand, her right arm, and 0:04:22.520 --> 0:04:24.960 I love being with my siblings. So when this opportunity 0:04:25.040 --> 0:04:27.240 came and my mom's manager at the time, we were 0:04:27.240 --> 0:04:29.560 not going to necessarily name right now because. 0:04:30.000 --> 0:04:31.200 You know, a lot of things happened there. 0:04:31.279 --> 0:04:34.200 But he brought up this opportunity for both house we 0:04:34.279 --> 0:04:36.200 knew him, and then we met and we did this, 0:04:36.279 --> 0:04:38.599 and I was not ready when we started okay filming, 0:04:38.640 --> 0:04:41.360 I was like, okay, Roxy's cool. Cool, Like we had 0:04:41.400 --> 0:04:43.120 a friendship in front of cameras, and then it really 0:04:43.160 --> 0:04:45.640 developed into a real friendship. Yeah, but a lot of 0:04:45.640 --> 0:04:47.960 things happened, and of course producers had a lot to 0:04:48.000 --> 0:04:50.039 do with it, so a lot of things were. 0:04:50.160 --> 0:04:52.400 Reality but cut in a way that made. 0:04:52.200 --> 0:04:54.480 It seem worse than it really was. Because let me 0:04:54.520 --> 0:04:56.599 tell you, guys, let's keep it real, let's keep it 0:04:56.600 --> 0:04:58.839 a butt. Yeah, we got paid. 0:04:59.560 --> 0:05:02.760 Thirty ten thousand dollars you guys for the entire entire 0:05:03.080 --> 0:05:04.760 out of the show. And I'm gonna tell you why. 0:05:04.760 --> 0:05:07.120 I remember that because people were like, almost god, it 0:05:07.160 --> 0:05:08.760 made a lot of but no, her bread and butter 0:05:08.920 --> 0:05:11.120 was radio. Yeah, and that's why she was like, Okay, 0:05:11.160 --> 0:05:12.839 I gotta be there, But I told you guys, I 0:05:12.880 --> 0:05:13.919 have this gig, so I'm not. 0:05:14.040 --> 0:05:16.280 She didn't keep she didn't leave me. Hang me. What 0:05:16.320 --> 0:05:18.880 happens was she had a prior commitment. Yeah, I had 0:05:18.880 --> 0:05:21.479 to do a live broadcast in the Dominican Republic. I 0:05:21.480 --> 0:05:22.000 had told him. 0:05:22.000 --> 0:05:24.719 I said, hey, I could do this show, but you 0:05:24.839 --> 0:05:27.800 have to remember that my radio gig is my my 0:05:27.960 --> 0:05:31.080 main priority here. But of course I could, you know, 0:05:31.240 --> 0:05:34.560 work around it and fit in a reality show tapeing, 0:05:34.640 --> 0:05:36.240 you know, but work with me. 0:05:36.320 --> 0:05:37.760 Oh yeah, we're gonna work with you. 0:05:38.160 --> 0:05:40.560 And then it just seemed like as the show was developing, 0:05:41.400 --> 0:05:42.960 it was like, no, we need to shoot on this 0:05:43.040 --> 0:05:44.320 dand and I was like, I told you I had 0:05:44.360 --> 0:05:45.240 a live appearance this day. 0:05:45.240 --> 0:05:46.600 I told you how to be on air this day. 0:05:46.600 --> 0:05:48.520 I told you how it's true, this is true, And 0:05:48.560 --> 0:05:51.159 it just seemed like I was being put like obstacle 0:05:51.160 --> 0:05:54.000 after obstacle. And so that last episode, which I know 0:05:54.200 --> 0:05:56.799 y'all remember, we were supposed to be at a club 0:05:56.920 --> 0:05:58.839 and I don't know what we were celebrating, but we were. 0:05:59.040 --> 0:06:02.119 We were filming at a club in Hollywood, yes, And 0:06:02.480 --> 0:06:05.480 it made it seem like you were waiting for me 0:06:05.640 --> 0:06:08.680 and waiting for me, and I never showed up because 0:06:09.000 --> 0:06:11.240 I wasn't even in town. I was the figure got 0:06:11.320 --> 0:06:13.800 mad at her and everything was like, wait, that's not yeah, 0:06:14.040 --> 0:06:14.400 and she. 0:06:14.400 --> 0:06:16.840 Gets knew where I was at fet like I hated 0:06:16.880 --> 0:06:19.080 her or I left her out, would never like I 0:06:19.120 --> 0:06:22.440 am not that person, but I am a person that 0:06:22.480 --> 0:06:24.120 has integrity when it comes to my work. 0:06:24.480 --> 0:06:27.240 And I communicated that to production shit and they when 0:06:27.240 --> 0:06:29.440 they had it still shot that episode without me. Yeah. 0:06:29.440 --> 0:06:31.520 And I knew too, by the way, Yeah, I know 0:06:31.600 --> 0:06:34.039 all of this too because I think, oh, Jenny was 0:06:34.160 --> 0:06:35.520 ight at her and that's not the truth, is Jen, 0:06:36.160 --> 0:06:39.520 I'm mad. I've never super cool and I knew. But again, 0:06:39.760 --> 0:06:43.279 I was young. I didn't have a backbone. I was scared. 0:06:43.360 --> 0:06:45.040 I was like, okay, well, this is my first time. 0:06:45.080 --> 0:06:46.280 That is what I got to do. Is there telling 0:06:46.320 --> 0:06:48.320 me what to do? And that's just the truth of it. Like, yeah, 0:06:48.360 --> 0:06:49.720 now if I can go back and be like, well 0:06:49.720 --> 0:06:51.880 wait a second, that's now, you can't do that to me. Now, 0:06:51.920 --> 0:06:54.680 I'm like, yeah, you know, I vocal, and I gotta say, like, 0:06:55.000 --> 0:06:59.360 to see your evolution fifteen years ago to now, it's 0:06:59.360 --> 0:07:01.960 so beautiful see it because you really didn't have a backbone. 0:07:02.000 --> 0:07:04.760 I did it like you really even though you were 0:07:04.920 --> 0:07:06.640 like the backbone of the whole operation. 0:07:07.440 --> 0:07:10.160 You never sim it. Yeah, they are like you were 0:07:10.160 --> 0:07:11.600 more you did what you were told. 0:07:11.720 --> 0:07:14.400 Now you're just like I was seeking people's approval. I 0:07:14.440 --> 0:07:15.760 didn't want to disappoint anyone. 0:07:15.840 --> 0:07:17.960 I didn't want to ruffle any feathers. 0:07:17.960 --> 0:07:20.840 I first so long in my life, I carried myself 0:07:20.840 --> 0:07:22.480 that way until I woke up one day I was like, 0:07:22.520 --> 0:07:23.680 hold the fuck up. 0:07:23.880 --> 0:07:24.480 On the phone. 0:07:24.520 --> 0:07:26.760 I can't do this, especially when my mom passed. After 0:07:26.800 --> 0:07:28.000 my mom passed, I was like I got to put 0:07:28.000 --> 0:07:30.680 all my big girl pantings like I think. That's when 0:07:30.720 --> 0:07:32.400 I was like, wait a second, Like things have to 0:07:32.480 --> 0:07:34.640 change because my mom was like protector. She has a 0:07:34.680 --> 0:07:36.960 person that protected me and I always just need on her. 0:07:37.000 --> 0:07:38.840 So it was kind of like God saying, girl, you 0:07:38.840 --> 0:07:41.520 need to step it up now. But back then, I'll 0:07:41.520 --> 0:07:43.560 say it straight up, No, I didn't have a backbone. 0:07:43.600 --> 0:07:45.200 I was just doing what the producer told me, and 0:07:45.240 --> 0:07:47.280 it was a reality show. But let me tell you, 0:07:47.320 --> 0:07:49.240 guys that there were a lot of things that we 0:07:49.280 --> 0:07:51.000 had to re enact or that we had to say. 0:07:51.040 --> 0:07:52.600 It's just the truth. That's how it worked. I mean, 0:07:52.600 --> 0:07:55.720 I'm sorry to disappoint you guys, but reality shows are 0:07:55.800 --> 0:07:58.800 not what these seems to be, Okay, And that's all 0:07:58.840 --> 0:08:02.160 reality yeah shows. And I'm grateful, trust me, I'm grateful 0:08:02.200 --> 0:08:04.640 because that opened up the doors for me. And yes, 0:08:04.680 --> 0:08:06.360 I made we made thirteen thousand. 0:08:06.000 --> 0:08:08.680 Dollars for the entire season. I was like balling, y'all. Yeah, 0:08:08.680 --> 0:08:09.320 we were falling. 0:08:09.560 --> 0:08:11.720 And I remember, I'm telling you, I remember the amount 0:08:11.800 --> 0:08:15.000 because I bought a boyfriend of mine that needed a 0:08:15.000 --> 0:08:16.760 car back there, the six thousand dollars car. And then 0:08:16.800 --> 0:08:21.560 I bought myself, yes, a temper repeated temperpeedic right, yeah, 0:08:21.600 --> 0:08:22.600 temper pedic mattress. 0:08:22.640 --> 0:08:24.640 I sure did. And that that's where all my moneyway, 0:08:25.840 --> 0:08:26.720 I'll never forget. 0:08:26.960 --> 0:08:28.480 And I was like, because I wanted to forget temper 0:08:28.520 --> 0:08:31.120 Peeda four thousand dollars freaking I don't know what I 0:08:31.160 --> 0:08:33.079 was saying, but anyways, people like, oh it we became 0:08:33.160 --> 0:08:35.560 rich and famous, Like no, it was a great opportunity. 0:08:35.760 --> 0:08:38.319 He really was what he was and I loved working 0:08:38.360 --> 0:08:40.360 with you and I had I had a great time 0:08:40.400 --> 0:08:42.520 and I learned a lot and we had we experienced 0:08:42.520 --> 0:08:44.400 a lot because of the show, so that I'm grateful for. 0:08:44.840 --> 0:08:47.000 But yeah, going on red carpet, I remember us going 0:08:47.000 --> 0:08:48.880 to red carpet and I would hide, I would ride 0:08:48.880 --> 0:08:49.400 behind Rocks. 0:08:49.440 --> 0:08:52.439 I was like no, She's like you you better stop, 0:08:52.520 --> 0:08:54.320 and she said you better answer that question. She'd pushed me. 0:08:54.360 --> 0:08:56.640 She's like, you're answering it and I'm like, oh, because 0:08:56.679 --> 0:08:59.160 the thing is this. It was Jennity that represents is 0:08:59.160 --> 0:09:00.880 a roxy right, Jenny's daughter. 0:09:01.320 --> 0:09:04.040 So the media, we already know how they are when 0:09:04.040 --> 0:09:06.680 it comes to the Rivetta family. They're nosy, they prow 0:09:06.840 --> 0:09:09.040 they so we were both the stars of the show, 0:09:09.080 --> 0:09:10.880 but they wanted to like ask you, like how was 0:09:10.920 --> 0:09:13.440 it your mom and how is it? So when we 0:09:13.480 --> 0:09:15.480 would be on red carpets, yes, they would talk to 0:09:15.559 --> 0:09:17.560 both of us, but they wanted to go to you first, 0:09:17.600 --> 0:09:18.560 which is understandable. 0:09:19.400 --> 0:09:21.720 But then she wouldn't talk. So I was like the 0:09:21.800 --> 0:09:23.400 voice for both of us, and I'm like, you know, 0:09:23.640 --> 0:09:26.560 this is just learn how to and then you would 0:09:26.640 --> 0:09:27.480 just you hated it. 0:09:27.920 --> 0:09:30.319 That wasn't your thing because your mom was always the 0:09:30.360 --> 0:09:32.280 one that would She was always a mouth piece. 0:09:32.720 --> 0:09:34.160 And then it just got to a point where I 0:09:34.160 --> 0:09:35.840 was like, they want to talk to you, like I'm 0:09:35.840 --> 0:09:37.520 just gonna be quiet, and you just got it. 0:09:37.559 --> 0:09:40.600 And then you just kind of you just realized like, Okay, 0:09:40.800 --> 0:09:43.840 I was pushing you in my own kind strong way 0:09:44.200 --> 0:09:47.600 because like, yeah, when I met her people, I'm a 0:09:47.679 --> 0:09:50.480 I'm a I'm a tough mentor because I feel like 0:09:50.520 --> 0:09:55.360 that's just the way you learn. Then then you like 0:09:55.480 --> 0:09:57.760 that's how you learn sink or swim. You're the do 0:09:57.840 --> 0:10:00.160 it or you don't, you know, And that's how you 0:10:00.200 --> 0:10:03.559 started learning. You started learning your voice, and you ran 0:10:03.640 --> 0:10:05.240 the show behind the scenes. Do you remember the concert 0:10:05.320 --> 0:10:07.320 that we went to your mom when your mom had 0:10:07.360 --> 0:10:10.800 a concert in Vegas and we all you probably don't 0:10:10.679 --> 0:10:13.760 let her about her line. So we were filming a show. 0:10:13.840 --> 0:10:16.959 Your mom had a concert in Vegas, and you were 0:10:17.000 --> 0:10:19.920 doing everything. You were making sure like the merchant money 0:10:19.920 --> 0:10:21.719 had been collected, and you were making sure your mom 0:10:21.760 --> 0:10:24.760 boughted aid. That night you were feeding Johnny. He was 0:10:24.800 --> 0:10:27.040 like in the green room a sleep. I think he 0:10:27.080 --> 0:10:30.120 was like eight years old. And then that night we 0:10:30.120 --> 0:10:32.360 were planning on going to the club in Hollywood, I 0:10:32.360 --> 0:10:35.080 mean in Hollywood in a Vegas and we had set 0:10:35.120 --> 0:10:37.439 it up and then I was in the room waiting 0:10:37.480 --> 0:10:39.560 for you and You're like, rock So I'm not going 0:10:39.600 --> 0:10:40.959 to be able to go, man, Like, I have to 0:10:41.000 --> 0:10:42.760 take care. I think your mom was a little tipsy 0:10:42.960 --> 0:10:44.280 coming off of the stage. 0:10:44.559 --> 0:10:47.160 And Jennie would get tipsy at the concert if you 0:10:47.360 --> 0:10:49.680 ever saw her at concert, see and enjoyed her thanking. 0:10:50.360 --> 0:10:53.520 And but yeah, you were just you were the one 0:10:53.559 --> 0:10:56.400 that was putting out fires all the time, you know, 0:10:56.480 --> 0:10:59.240 So that's why. But it sounds like me, yeah, that's why. 0:10:59.280 --> 0:11:02.200 When I when when all this happened, and I would 0:11:02.200 --> 0:11:04.160 hear the stuff you were getting accused. 0:11:03.800 --> 0:11:07.000 Of, I was like, I know, I was like an 0:11:07.000 --> 0:11:09.200 older sister that wanted to come to your defense, but 0:11:09.240 --> 0:11:12.160 there was so much going on that I couldn't. I 0:11:12.360 --> 0:11:14.079 didn't want to talk to you at that point. It's 0:11:14.120 --> 0:11:16.440 just how do you how do you even approach someone. 0:11:16.240 --> 0:11:18.480 That their mom passes? Yea, what do you? You know what 0:11:18.520 --> 0:11:20.319 I mean? So it was a crazy time. It was 0:11:20.360 --> 0:11:26.199 a crazy time. A lot of it is a blur. 0:11:26.400 --> 0:11:28.640 A lot of twenty thirteen, twenty fourteen is a blur, 0:11:28.760 --> 0:11:30.840 and I have SI left the memory because I'm just like, now, 0:11:30.960 --> 0:11:32.640 my wait a side, kid, Like a lot of traumatic 0:11:32.679 --> 0:11:35.240 things I just kind of put to the side. I'm like, okay, 0:11:35.400 --> 0:11:37.959 order for me to make it through this life through 0:11:38.040 --> 0:11:39.760 the next. I don't know how many years I got 0:11:39.760 --> 0:11:41.000 to just put that to the side, you know what 0:11:41.040 --> 0:11:43.960 I mean. But I mean that's crazy because that's the 0:11:43.960 --> 0:11:46.640 thing was. It was, I don't know, like we went 0:11:46.679 --> 0:11:48.240 to dinner the other night and I told her, I 0:11:48.240 --> 0:11:50.160 said rock like, thank you so much. Like I just 0:11:50.240 --> 0:11:52.040 I felt like we never stopped talking and it wasn't 0:11:52.040 --> 0:11:54.440 that we stopped talking for any particular reason. It's just 0:11:54.720 --> 0:11:57.640 life happened. Yeah, And I think also I wouldn't even 0:11:57.640 --> 0:11:59.480 be upset with you if you were upset with like, dude, 0:11:59.520 --> 0:12:01.600 you guys left me hanging like in reality, you guys 0:12:01.640 --> 0:12:02.160 left me hanging. 0:12:02.200 --> 0:12:05.040 You guys made less me looking bad on the reality show. 0:12:05.040 --> 0:12:08.040 And maybe I again that it have the voice to 0:12:08.200 --> 0:12:10.319 defend you or to say, wait, guys, it wasn't like that, 0:12:10.800 --> 0:12:13.080 which I don't really care to people think of me. Yeah, 0:12:13.080 --> 0:12:14.839 that's what I love about y'all can pay me in 0:12:14.960 --> 0:12:17.160 whatever whatever you want to think of me in your head. 0:12:17.559 --> 0:12:19.880 I'm really not in the business of its splaning myself. 0:12:20.360 --> 0:12:22.840 What happened happened or let. 0:12:22.679 --> 0:12:24.240 Me tell you what happened to see me and Jeanne 0:12:24.440 --> 0:12:26.880 like you could think what you want, because I think 0:12:26.920 --> 0:12:30.920 people sometimes because they're your follower or your family. 0:12:32.160 --> 0:12:34.599 To an explanation like get into it and speak on 0:12:34.679 --> 0:12:36.920 my tholo. And it's just like, and I learned that 0:12:36.920 --> 0:12:39.480 that I don't have to If I want to tell 0:12:39.520 --> 0:12:41.960 you about certain things, great, but I don't have to, yeah, 0:12:42.040 --> 0:12:42.200 you know. 0:12:42.240 --> 0:12:43.800 And it took me a while to learn that as well, 0:12:43.840 --> 0:12:45.840 because at first I was like, no, well with everything 0:12:45.840 --> 0:12:47.880 that happened. But before we get into everything that happened, 0:12:48.360 --> 0:12:51.400 I do want to say that I'm grateful, you know 0:12:51.400 --> 0:12:53.200 what I mean, And I don't want to get emotional, 0:12:53.320 --> 0:12:55.680 but I'm grateful for you. I'm grateful that you taught 0:12:55.720 --> 0:12:57.480 me the ropes, that you were patient with me, that 0:12:58.120 --> 0:13:00.559 you you're like this is how you do, and you 0:13:00.679 --> 0:13:04.400 taught me and you were never you always celebrating, you 0:13:04.480 --> 0:13:05.120 celebrate women. 0:13:05.160 --> 0:13:07.640 It's not just this is what I'm saying and what 0:13:07.679 --> 0:13:10.560 I portray on social media like she really walks the talk. 0:13:10.840 --> 0:13:13.839 Yeah, and I never felt that you were jealous or 0:13:13.840 --> 0:13:16.280 that you felt like, oh, that's Jenny's daughter. They're giving 0:13:16.360 --> 0:13:18.200 your a priority. Like you were just like, I'm I 0:13:18.240 --> 0:13:19.960 am who I am. I feel good And if I 0:13:19.960 --> 0:13:21.000 had questions. 0:13:20.640 --> 0:13:23.000 You were there. Yeah. You never like I don't know. 0:13:23.040 --> 0:13:25.000 And that's something that I was, like, I need people 0:13:25.040 --> 0:13:27.600 to know that you play a huge part in who 0:13:27.640 --> 0:13:30.280 I am today because I learned a lot from you. 0:13:30.360 --> 0:13:31.280 I learned a lot from you. 0:13:31.320 --> 0:13:33.160 So I wanted to like put that out there, you guys, 0:13:33.200 --> 0:13:36.000 because I'm grateful and I can't say that I learned it. 0:13:35.960 --> 0:13:38.360 All myself or no. I have people like roxy. Of course, 0:13:38.360 --> 0:13:41.320 people like my mom. Yeah, but I just I felt 0:13:41.320 --> 0:13:42.360 they need to say that. You know. 0:13:42.520 --> 0:13:47.320 So your your mom was so special too, man, like 0:13:47.600 --> 0:13:49.400 you want to work with her and work with you. 0:13:50.240 --> 0:13:54.080 But I remember on our way to the premiere that 0:13:54.240 --> 0:13:56.679 was at like the place in Hollywood. Oh yes, yes, 0:13:56.800 --> 0:13:59.880 our show was premiering, and it was like we were Yeah, 0:14:00.040 --> 0:14:02.360 your mom would get when your mom would get into storytelling, 0:14:02.559 --> 0:14:03.800 she was like, you know, rocks there. 0:14:03.840 --> 0:14:04.520 I remember this one in. 0:14:04.520 --> 0:14:06.920 The house you're performing in Mexico and she would just 0:14:06.960 --> 0:14:09.920 tell me these stories and she was she was another 0:14:10.000 --> 0:14:12.320 that another person that literally was one of one. 0:14:12.720 --> 0:14:14.040 And you're just like so. 0:14:14.200 --> 0:14:17.600 Honored and faithful that that I worked with her and 0:14:17.600 --> 0:14:20.000 that I got to share space with her and stories 0:14:20.080 --> 0:14:21.640 and really see like she was. 0:14:21.640 --> 0:14:23.880 A diva, you know, she was at her own way. 0:14:23.920 --> 0:14:27.400 But like certain people I feel can get away with 0:14:27.480 --> 0:14:31.120 being das because they're that dope. Yeah you're like, you 0:14:31.160 --> 0:14:33.480 know what, look out yet get out gaa. 0:14:33.600 --> 0:14:35.880 And and to know that she spreakled that in you 0:14:36.120 --> 0:14:39.440 and that yeah, you might've been behind the scenes most 0:14:39.440 --> 0:14:42.160 of the time, but yeah, you're not anymore. 0:14:42.320 --> 0:14:44.320 And honestly, sometimes I think about it. 0:14:44.400 --> 0:14:46.400 I'm like, I wonder if Chekis would be who she 0:14:46.480 --> 0:14:48.160 was if her mom was still here, you know, like 0:14:48.480 --> 0:14:49.560 she protected you a lot. 0:14:49.480 --> 0:14:52.080 From the business she did, and it's just like, you know. 0:14:52.680 --> 0:14:54.280 How would that be, Like do you ever sit there 0:14:54.280 --> 0:14:56.360 and think about, like, yeah, when I be who I 0:14:56.400 --> 0:14:58.240 am with my mom was not here, Like would she 0:14:58.280 --> 0:15:01.440 support my career because we don't, you don't know, you 0:15:01.480 --> 0:15:04.000 know what, I'm gonna keep it real, I don't think 0:15:04.040 --> 0:15:07.040 so I feel like it's all God's divine plan it is. 0:15:07.360 --> 0:15:10.120 You know, do I wish my mother was here? Absolutely, 0:15:10.200 --> 0:15:12.000 I wish she was here to see everything that I'm doing. 0:15:12.480 --> 0:15:15.160 But also I do feel that my mom protected me 0:15:15.240 --> 0:15:18.040 so much that even if I wanted to sing or whatever, 0:15:18.040 --> 0:15:18.640 because she's like. 0:15:18.560 --> 0:15:20.080 Okay, I'll support you if you want to sing, but 0:15:20.120 --> 0:15:21.840 that's not the career I want for you. If you 0:15:21.880 --> 0:15:24.160 want to maybe be an actress, but a singer. This 0:15:24.200 --> 0:15:25.880 shit is hard. This ship is very hard for. 0:15:25.840 --> 0:15:28.400 Women, and I don't want you to go through that, 0:15:28.920 --> 0:15:31.360 you know. And I think she would have just been like, 0:15:32.960 --> 0:15:35.280 I don't know. I think about it, and I think 0:15:35.280 --> 0:15:36.840 about it too, you know what I mean. I don't know, 0:15:37.280 --> 0:15:37.920 what do you think? 0:15:39.560 --> 0:15:40.960 I don't I don't know. 0:15:42.200 --> 0:15:45.040 I don't know if she would have supported your seeing career. 0:15:45.040 --> 0:15:46.760 I don't know if you would have been like, okay, 0:15:47.040 --> 0:15:49.200 like am I cool? My daughter weigh in line. Grammy's like, 0:15:49.680 --> 0:15:52.040 is she gonna, like, am I gonna support that dream? 0:15:52.240 --> 0:15:54.280 Or is she gonna, you know, way become my competition? 0:15:54.520 --> 0:15:54.720 You know? 0:15:55.320 --> 0:15:58.240 You just yeah, because the thing is, and this goes 0:15:58.280 --> 0:16:00.840 for a lot of women that their mom had them 0:16:00.840 --> 0:16:03.280 at a young age. My mom and my sister, we 0:16:03.320 --> 0:16:05.600 talk about this all the time of the podcast. My 0:16:05.680 --> 0:16:09.080 mom had my sister at seventeen, your mom had you 0:16:09.120 --> 0:16:12.720 at fifteen. Yes, So that relationship. 0:16:11.960 --> 0:16:14.240