WEBVTT - “I MIGHT HAVE TELEKINESIS” 0:00:00.040 --> 0:00:03.320 Hello, Hello, can you hear me? I? 0:00:03.400 --> 0:00:04.320 Ken? What's your name? 0:00:04.760 --> 0:00:07.080 My name is Karen, Karen. 0:00:07.200 --> 0:00:09.400 What's up? Karen? How can I get you today? 0:00:09.840 --> 0:00:14.960 What brings you to speak with with a gecko on 0:00:15.040 --> 0:00:15.480 the phone? 0:00:18.360 --> 0:00:24.160 Well, I don't know, man, But every day I think 0:00:24.400 --> 0:00:31.520 about the possibility of having telekinesis powers. M like it's 0:00:31.520 --> 0:00:34.839 an everyday thing. And I feel like I've had this 0:00:35.159 --> 0:00:40.239 same thought process for the last like six years now. 0:00:40.280 --> 0:00:44.800 When you imagine, when you imagine yourself having telekinetic powers, 0:00:45.240 --> 0:00:46.680 what would you do with those powers? 0:00:46.880 --> 0:00:48.199 And what would those powers look like? 0:00:51.280 --> 0:00:54.840 Have you ever seen see I feel like it's a 0:00:54.840 --> 0:01:00.639 combination between like the Phoenix from X Men and then 0:01:00.760 --> 0:01:04.840 also from a I don't know that show. It's on 0:01:04.880 --> 0:01:08.960 a Prime I don't know. It's Adam Girl, but she's 0:01:09.000 --> 0:01:11.959 more into like she does the atoms or whatever, and 0:01:12.040 --> 0:01:15.720 she like mixes stuff. But every time I'm out with 0:01:15.880 --> 0:01:20.240 friends or I'm at work, school, whatever, I just feel 0:01:20.280 --> 0:01:23.440 like I can move something like you'll just start off 0:01:23.560 --> 0:01:26.720 like that. And there are times where I space out. 0:01:26.760 --> 0:01:28.640 I'm like I can do it. I can do it. 0:01:28.840 --> 0:01:32.120 I can do it, like it's gonna move. And I've 0:01:32.160 --> 0:01:34.720 been like thrown off where people are like, hey, are 0:01:34.720 --> 0:01:37.080 you okay, and I'm like, no, I'm good, dude, I'm good. 0:01:37.920 --> 0:01:42.000 And it's gone to the point where people are like, hey, 0:01:42.720 --> 0:01:46.000 you've been facing out way too much, and I'm just 0:01:46.040 --> 0:01:48.960 like no, sorry, I'm just in a thought process. But 0:01:49.040 --> 0:01:51.600 I feel like I can move something, like I know, 0:01:51.760 --> 0:01:54.280 I can move it to the point where I could 0:01:54.320 --> 0:01:58.320 control it and then it could like go, I could 0:01:58.360 --> 0:02:00.560 like have it in front of me, and to the 0:02:00.600 --> 0:02:03.920 point also where I think one day I could do 0:02:03.960 --> 0:02:07.160 it with like the earth, Like not the earth itself, 0:02:07.320 --> 0:02:09.120 but you know, like the ground. 0:02:11.400 --> 0:02:13.560 And you felt this way for about how long? 0:02:15.400 --> 0:02:19.079 I think about like six years now. I just yeah, 0:02:19.120 --> 0:02:21.760 about six years. Like I just had a crazy dream 0:02:21.800 --> 0:02:24.960 one day that I was able to do this, like 0:02:25.880 --> 0:02:30.600 I was able to lift the floor. And at first 0:02:30.639 --> 0:02:33.800 I thought, nah, it's just it's just a dream. But 0:02:33.840 --> 0:02:38.240 those dreams kept like recurring, and then I thought, well, 0:02:38.280 --> 0:02:44.320 maybe maybe it will happen. And now it's just every day. 0:02:44.360 --> 0:02:47.760 It's an everyday thought process that I have. 0:02:50.000 --> 0:02:54.720 Is it a distracting you from daily life? The this 0:02:54.919 --> 0:03:00.079 like strong feeling that you might have powers, No. 0:03:00.120 --> 0:03:02.440 Like I can I can have a normal day like 0:03:02.480 --> 0:03:04.680 I can get up like I work over night, so 0:03:05.400 --> 0:03:08.799 I'll sleep in the day, I'll get up, shower, I'll go, 0:03:09.560 --> 0:03:13.640 but I'll do my normal activities. But I feel like 0:03:13.680 --> 0:03:16.200 no matter what, Like if I if I go to 0:03:16.200 --> 0:03:18.840 a shower, like, hey, maybe I can move that foot fresh. 0:03:18.960 --> 0:03:21.440 If I'm in the car, I'm like, hey, maybe, like 0:03:21.560 --> 0:03:23.520 I can move that tree. If I'm like at a 0:03:24.120 --> 0:03:27.080 red light or something, or from at work, I'm like, 0:03:27.240 --> 0:03:30.800 let me, let me see if I can move the 0:03:31.080 --> 0:03:31.959 I don't know. Yah. 0:03:32.040 --> 0:03:34.640 So this is like this is like a constant every day. 0:03:35.200 --> 0:03:36.720 This is like a not not just like an every 0:03:36.800 --> 0:03:38.800 day This is like an every day throughout the day 0:03:38.960 --> 0:03:39.880 feeling that you have. 0:03:41.800 --> 0:03:43.559 Yes, but doesn't. 0:03:43.280 --> 0:03:44.560 It get and how long? Okay? 0:03:44.600 --> 0:03:46.720 And so it's been six years, But for how long 0:03:46.760 --> 0:03:49.600 has it been like this constant like every day throughout 0:03:49.600 --> 0:03:54.160 the day. 0:03:52.200 --> 0:03:57.960 Maybe like maybe like five times five times, It's not 0:03:58.000 --> 0:04:01.560 like every hour every day maybe once in the morning, 0:04:01.760 --> 0:04:02.640 once in the afternoon. 0:04:03.040 --> 0:04:06.680 Okay, how long How long has it have the thoughts 0:04:06.720 --> 0:04:08.360 occurred with that much frequency? 0:04:11.440 --> 0:04:13.240 Like how long does it last with that thought? 0:04:13.720 --> 0:04:16.919 Now? How long have you been thinking five times a 0:04:17.000 --> 0:04:18.480 day that you might be able to move stuff? 0:04:20.960 --> 0:04:26.839 Hmm, I don't know, like does it I'm a little confused. 0:04:27.720 --> 0:04:30.559 It's okay, so well, I guess what I'm curious about 0:04:30.640 --> 0:04:33.880 is like, does it ever get like, does it ever 0:04:33.920 --> 0:04:36.520 get exhausting to be thinking this much that you might 0:04:36.560 --> 0:04:38.680 be able to move stuff and then it never it 0:04:38.800 --> 0:04:39.400 never moves. 0:04:41.040 --> 0:04:45.240 Yes, it's frustrating. It's it's gone to the point where 0:04:45.680 --> 0:04:49.240 I'm almost about to tell my therapist about it, but 0:04:49.279 --> 0:04:52.160 I'm like, you know what, I'm just going to keep 0:04:52.200 --> 0:04:54.839 it on myself because she'll probably she'll probably give me 0:04:54.839 --> 0:04:55.919 the funny socks. 0:04:57.160 --> 0:04:59.680 All right, all right, all right, let's hold on, hold on, 0:05:00.360 --> 0:05:05.120 hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on. Okay, okay, 0:05:08.279 --> 0:05:12.040 I have several questions for you, and by the way, 0:05:12.080 --> 0:05:16.440 you can you can entertain this conversation as deeply or 0:05:16.480 --> 0:05:20.680 as lightly as you desire. But okay, Question number one, 0:05:20.839 --> 0:05:22.640 what the hell are the funny socks? 0:05:25.040 --> 0:05:27.279 You know? The funny socks? Like you know, you're not 0:05:27.320 --> 0:05:30.120 supposed to say certain things a therapy, and then they'll 0:05:30.200 --> 0:05:32.080 just do the big check mark of like, all right, 0:05:32.560 --> 0:05:36.159 gotta give them the grippy socks, the grippy socks to 0:05:36.200 --> 0:05:39.200 go into the Yeah. 0:05:38.400 --> 0:05:40.280 Okay, all right, yeah, sure, you don't want to get 0:05:40.320 --> 0:05:41.040 the funny socks? 0:05:41.400 --> 0:05:43.080 Are those? Hold on what I know what? 0:05:43.200 --> 0:05:45.240 Okay, I now I'm just being a dick, but I 0:05:45.360 --> 0:05:49.160 know what you're trying to say when you say funny socks. 0:05:49.160 --> 0:05:53.279 But the article of clothing that you're referring to doesn't 0:05:53.360 --> 0:05:57.440 look like socks, Like hold on, like a straight jacket, 0:05:57.440 --> 0:05:59.400 it doesn't look like socks. Oh wait, it kind of does. 0:05:59.440 --> 0:06:01.840 It kind of looks like funny socks. Okay, sorry, sorry, sorry, 0:06:02.000 --> 0:06:03.680 I just googled it. It does, it does. It does 0:06:03.800 --> 0:06:07.040 kind of look like funny socks. So why so why 0:06:07.120 --> 0:06:14.400 do you? Okay, so why or are are you? Are 0:06:14.400 --> 0:06:16.560 you just being funny or do you actually think that? 0:06:16.720 --> 0:06:19.839 Like if you tell therapist, she'll put you in a 0:06:19.839 --> 0:06:21.080 mental institution. 0:06:22.160 --> 0:06:25.120 You know, like I feel I feel like I'm in 0:06:25.200 --> 0:06:28.880 a good point in my life mentally, and she and 0:06:28.960 --> 0:06:31.039 she'll tell me like, oh, you're in a you know, 0:06:31.080 --> 0:06:33.920 you've made so much progress, and I'm like cool, but 0:06:34.200 --> 0:06:36.560 and then imagine me telling her out of nor Hey 0:06:36.680 --> 0:06:39.080 just want to let you know, I think I feel 0:06:39.080 --> 0:06:42.120 like a camuse stuff like yeah, like and she'll look 0:06:42.120 --> 0:06:44.880 at me like what the hell, Like we just went 0:06:44.920 --> 0:06:46.599 through all this progress and now you're telling me you 0:06:46.600 --> 0:06:48.960 think you can move a cup a pencil like I 0:06:49.000 --> 0:06:51.440 feel like I one day it's going to happen. Like 0:06:51.600 --> 0:06:55.240 one day it will happen like some And I've gone 0:06:55.279 --> 0:06:58.200 to the point where I've meditated, I've you know, I've 0:06:58.200 --> 0:07:00.600 done the whole chakra thing. I've done a whole like 0:07:01.279 --> 0:07:04.480 I feel like i've felt I've been in the state 0:07:04.480 --> 0:07:08.040 of nirvana before. Like and I'm like, you know what, 0:07:08.120 --> 0:07:11.080 if I could feel this type of being inside myself, 0:07:11.160 --> 0:07:15.160 maybe one day I could move something with my mind, 0:07:15.600 --> 0:07:18.200 like you know how people say, oh, humans only use 0:07:18.240 --> 0:07:21.040 ten percent of their brain, And I'm like, you know what, well, 0:07:21.040 --> 0:07:22.960 I'm going to use twenty percent. And I'm going to 0:07:23.000 --> 0:07:25.440 move that pencil and I'm going to move it. And 0:07:25.480 --> 0:07:28.560 I'm going to give myself years. And I don't know. 0:07:28.800 --> 0:07:31.640 I mean, I'm twenty no, oops, I'm not twenty nine 0:07:31.680 --> 0:07:33.760 or more. I'm thirty right now. I just turned thirty, 0:07:34.560 --> 0:07:38.480 and I'm thinking maybe by the time i'm sixty, it'll happen. 0:07:38.800 --> 0:07:47.200 It'll happen, Okay, So so all right, I'm not a 0:07:47.240 --> 0:07:49.960 real therapist, but I ask you some kind of no 0:07:50.080 --> 0:07:52.800 I know, I'll ask you some questions. Here's I guess, 0:07:52.800 --> 0:07:54.480 Here's where I land with it. 0:07:54.200 --> 0:07:59.000 Is because like this, this is something you think about 0:07:59.040 --> 0:08:00.559 throughout the day every day. 0:08:01.280 --> 0:08:03.600 And I asked, I asked you already a little bit, 0:08:03.600 --> 0:08:07.400 but I'll ask you again, like, does does the idea 0:08:07.600 --> 0:08:12.680 that you might be telekinetic and your could we call 0:08:12.760 --> 0:08:13.680 it an obsession? 0:08:15.920 --> 0:08:17.600 Do you think you know what? 0:08:18.880 --> 0:08:19.120 Yes? 0:08:19.680 --> 0:08:22.240 I have felt like it is an obsession? 0:08:22.840 --> 0:08:26.440 Now does god? You go ahead? Sorry? 0:08:27.840 --> 0:08:30.280 Oh no, no, Like at one point I thought, you 0:08:30.360 --> 0:08:33.680 know what, you're just obsessing, Like maybe I'm I'm watching 0:08:33.679 --> 0:08:36.400 too much stuff. Maybe I'm I'm reading into it. Maybe 0:08:36.440 --> 0:08:40.320 I'm just I don't know, I'm just overthinking it. But 0:08:41.600 --> 0:08:43.440 I don't know, there's this part of me that feels 0:08:43.440 --> 0:08:46.960 like humans can do that, like humans are are going 0:08:47.040 --> 0:08:49.160 to be able to do that. And I'm thinking, you know, 0:08:49.480 --> 0:08:51.840 like I get it. It sounds crazy, it sounds wacko, 0:08:51.960 --> 0:08:54.280 like like come on, you know you would think after 0:08:54.320 --> 0:08:56.400 all these millions of years of thousands of years humans 0:08:56.480 --> 0:08:58.880 been in life, like na, that's that shit don't exist. 0:08:59.480 --> 0:09:02.800 But I don't know, It's just I have this gut feeling, 0:09:03.400 --> 0:09:07.439 like this intuition of yeah, but so my. 0:09:07.559 --> 0:09:11.760 I guess my main question is does this obsession or 0:09:11.840 --> 0:09:15.439 gut feeling. Does this does this like negatively impact your 0:09:15.480 --> 0:09:17.600 life in any way, shape or form, like if you're 0:09:17.640 --> 0:09:20.439 being if you're being honest with yourself, like, does it 0:09:20.679 --> 0:09:23.640 does it like distract you from reality in a in 0:09:23.679 --> 0:09:28.200 a negative way or cause you to like, oh no, 0:09:28.880 --> 0:09:30.800 I feel like you should be doing like any anything 0:09:30.840 --> 0:09:31.240 like that. 0:09:31.760 --> 0:09:35.440 Oh heck no, like no way. That's That's where I 0:09:35.480 --> 0:09:39.400 get like kind of iffy, Like I swear I'm living 0:09:39.440 --> 0:09:42.720 a normal life. I'm living just as anyone else, trying 0:09:42.720 --> 0:09:46.160 to survive here, and I'm doing everything I can like to. 0:09:46.480 --> 0:09:48.520 I feel like I'm great where I'm at right now. 0:09:49.000 --> 0:09:51.640 It's just I only told two people, like my best 0:09:51.679 --> 0:09:54.120 friend and my sister, and it looked at me like, 0:09:54.720 --> 0:09:57.439 all right, you're just being dumb. But I'm like, all right, 0:09:57.480 --> 0:10:00.840 you know, okay, cool. But it does then distracts me. 0:10:00.920 --> 0:10:04.240 It doesn't affect my everyday life. It's just there. It's 0:10:04.320 --> 0:10:07.800 just that thought is there. And I'm thinking, like maybe 0:10:07.800 --> 0:10:10.640 it's like a deep rooted thing in me, like that 0:10:10.800 --> 0:10:13.760 something's wrong, but I don't know. At the same time, 0:10:13.800 --> 0:10:16.679 I'm thinking maybe maybe it's just a phase. Maybe it's 0:10:16.679 --> 0:10:19.679 a phase I'm going through. But I just I don't know. 0:10:20.240 --> 0:10:20.680 I don't know. 0:10:20.800 --> 0:10:26.680 Man, Well, I guess I was asking because I mean, look, 0:10:26.760 --> 0:10:30.760 I'm not gonna like I'm not. Look, here's the thing. 0:10:31.080 --> 0:10:34.160 I don't like to poop on other people's parties. I mean, 0:10:34.200 --> 0:10:36.040 I actually know I do something. I'm not gonna say that. 0:10:36.080 --> 0:10:39.600 I sometimes actually take great joy in pooping on other 0:10:39.600 --> 0:10:42.360 people's parties. It can be pooping on other people's parties 0:10:42.400 --> 0:10:46.040 can be a lot of fun sometimes, but you're at 0:10:46.080 --> 0:10:49.320 you seem like a nice person, and so I don't 0:10:49.360 --> 0:10:51.800 I don't want to sit here and poop on your party. 0:10:52.120 --> 0:10:55.040 No, go ahead, no you, but you can go ahead 0:10:55.080 --> 0:10:57.400 and tell me I'm nuts, I'm crazy, or hey, maybe 0:10:57.440 --> 0:10:58.360 you know what I'm not. 0:10:58.440 --> 0:11:00.400 Well, No, I don't, I don't, I don't, I don't. 0:11:00.440 --> 0:11:01.959 Hold on, I don't. I don't want to tell you 0:11:02.040 --> 0:11:03.719 that you're nuts. I don't think it's my. 0:11:05.440 --> 0:11:09.280 Right to tell you that you're crazy. But that's why 0:11:10.760 --> 0:11:13.439 I phrase it in a way of if this is 0:11:13.520 --> 0:11:18.160 if you believe this is negatively impacting your life, then 0:11:19.280 --> 0:11:21.320 you know it's something to be examined. But I'm not 0:11:21.320 --> 0:11:23.440 going to just tell you that you're crazy? 0:11:26.000 --> 0:11:28.679 Okay, okay, oh yeah, and I. 0:11:28.600 --> 0:11:30.960 Think that's a good but I just I think like 0:11:31.160 --> 0:11:34.720 moving and again I'm like fucking sitting here pretending to 0:11:34.720 --> 0:11:39.120 be a therapist. But like if I if that's the 0:11:39.240 --> 0:11:42.640 kind of overarching question I would continue to ask myself 0:11:42.679 --> 0:11:46.560 if I were you, is like you know what you know? 0:11:46.600 --> 0:11:48.360 Whether or not you're crazy, I don't think is the 0:11:48.360 --> 0:11:50.199 important issue. I think the issue is like is this 0:11:50.480 --> 0:11:54.080 is this obsession detrimental to you in some way? 0:11:54.840 --> 0:12:00.800 M O, Yeah, I guess the main point like it 0:12:00.840 --> 0:12:04.040 could be an obsession and maybe, like I do feel 0:12:04.040 --> 0:12:06.400 like maybe it could pass. You know that it has 0:12:06.480 --> 0:12:09.560 been my thought. But I guess the initial thing is 0:12:10.440 --> 0:12:14.280 if I if it does happen, Like what would I do? 0:12:14.600 --> 0:12:16.320 Like what would I do with these powers? That's the 0:12:16.360 --> 0:12:19.000 one thing that makes me feel like, all right, now 0:12:19.040 --> 0:12:21.520 you're talking, now you're tucking crazy. 0:12:22.040 --> 0:12:25.120 I'll play I'll play ball on telekinesis what would you 0:12:25.200 --> 0:12:28.840 do if you had these powers? 0:12:30.120 --> 0:12:30.400 Man? 0:12:30.840 --> 0:12:30.880 Or? 0:12:30.920 --> 0:12:33.360 The way of the world is if I learned how 0:12:33.400 --> 0:12:36.120 to control it and if there was some way. This 0:12:36.200 --> 0:12:40.559 sounds crazy, like this sounds wild, But if I have telekinesis, 0:12:41.640 --> 0:12:44.040 and if I could build some type of force field 0:12:44.080 --> 0:12:48.640 around it to protect myself, I would just go crazy, like, 0:12:48.760 --> 0:12:53.280 oh god, I'll just start fixing. No, I don't like 0:12:53.400 --> 0:12:57.320 hurting people. I mean, like I would like to save people. 0:12:57.360 --> 0:12:59.240 I'd just start I'd be like that you know in 0:12:59.320 --> 0:13:03.120 the movies, Like I would just start saving not not 0:13:03.280 --> 0:13:06.360 saving people, I mean like doing real ship that needs 0:13:06.400 --> 0:13:09.600 to be done, you know. And and then of course 0:13:09.720 --> 0:13:12.280 the government will start being like what the It's like, 0:13:12.720 --> 0:13:15.280 who are you? Like, No, you can't do this, And 0:13:15.320 --> 0:13:18.280 I'll be like, nah, I'm gonna start saving people. I'm 0:13:18.320 --> 0:13:21.360 gonna start fixing this place up because y'all ain't doing ship. 0:13:21.720 --> 0:13:26.040 So I'm gonna I have I'm gonna this is probably 0:13:26.040 --> 0:13:28.760 this is probably not good, but I'm gonna do it. 0:13:29.240 --> 0:13:31.840 There's a movie. There's a movie that you need to watch. 0:13:34.200 --> 0:13:36.600 There's a movie you should be watch with the Three Guys. 0:13:36.760 --> 0:13:38.400 It's with the three guys. You know the movie. 0:13:40.880 --> 0:13:43.920 Honestly, that's how I feel like what's gonna end up happening? 0:13:44.240 --> 0:13:47.079 Okay, so you know this movie movie the Three Guys. 0:13:47.240 --> 0:13:51.040 Yes, I know, and you see that's what I'm scared of. Yeah, Okay, 0:13:51.200 --> 0:13:52.440 so many times. 0:13:52.160 --> 0:13:53.600 You've seen that so many times. 0:13:53.640 --> 0:13:56.959 Really, I was about to say, yeah, this is this movie, 0:13:57.520 --> 0:14:01.280 this movie with the three guys. It's it's like exactly 0:14:01.320 --> 0:14:04.359 what you're talking about. We're talking about the movie Chronicle, 0:14:04.840 --> 0:14:06.560 which is about like these three. 0:14:06.640 --> 0:14:09.600 It's like these three guys and they get the all 0:14:09.640 --> 0:14:10.400 three I don't know that. 0:14:10.480 --> 0:14:12.559 I don't remember it came out like ten over ten 0:14:12.640 --> 0:14:17.440 years ago, but they all get psychic powers, and I 0:14:17.480 --> 0:14:20.720 think what happens is one of them just like goes 0:14:20.920 --> 0:14:26.200 rogue and starts fucking like gets like severely corrupted by 0:14:26.240 --> 0:14:29.680 the power and uses it to like fucking like you know, 0:14:29.800 --> 0:14:34.920 cause a mayhem and destruction and murder. And he there's 0:14:34.960 --> 0:14:37.000 like a line in the movie or something, it's something 0:14:37.040 --> 0:14:40.360 like that where he goes like he declares himself to 0:14:40.400 --> 0:14:44.560 be an apex predator, like, uh, you know, a predator 0:14:44.600 --> 0:14:48.600 who viewed like he is so far evolved above humanity 0:14:48.920 --> 0:14:52.080 that he considers other humans around him to be ants 0:14:52.320 --> 0:14:55.320 and has zero empathy in their destruction much as a 0:14:55.400 --> 0:14:56.160 human would. 0:14:56.000 --> 0:14:56.960 Killing a bug. 0:14:58.400 --> 0:15:02.200 Exactly. And I and that crazy in his eye. I'm like, 0:15:02.280 --> 0:15:04.240 I don't want to be like that, right, But the 0:15:04.280 --> 0:15:08.720 way he starts going, do you believe I'm afraid of? 0:15:09.200 --> 0:15:11.360 Do you believe? And I've only been talking to you 0:15:11.440 --> 0:15:17.440 for fifteen minutes here, but do you believe that you 0:15:17.520 --> 0:15:20.000 are pure of heart. 0:15:19.800 --> 0:15:25.120 Enough that you would resist the temptation to be corrupted 0:15:25.720 --> 0:15:28.400 by your new telekinetic powers? Do you believe you could 0:15:28.440 --> 0:15:30.520 handle because some people, because power. 0:15:30.400 --> 0:15:31.760 Just corrupts inherently. 0:15:31.840 --> 0:15:35.600 Do you believe you could, you know, withstand that corruption 0:15:35.880 --> 0:15:38.320 and stay true to yourself through your new abilities. 0:15:40.760 --> 0:15:44.880 I feel like I feel like I can. I like, 0:15:45.080 --> 0:15:48.560 with my whole heart and everything, I feel like I can. 0:15:49.240 --> 0:15:52.040 But there would still be a fight because of the 0:15:52.080 --> 0:15:54.680 anger that the world would put on me. And I 0:15:54.680 --> 0:15:57.280 don't see humans as like ants don't, and I would 0:15:57.360 --> 0:16:00.120 have empathy. I don't want to be like that, but 0:16:00.200 --> 0:16:03.000 I feel like with the evil of how other humans 0:16:03.040 --> 0:16:07.520 are would make me want to go rogue and go crazy. 0:16:07.720 --> 0:16:10.120 But I know at the end of the day, I 0:16:10.160 --> 0:16:12.640 will be like, no, I can't. I can't just just 0:16:12.680 --> 0:16:14.920 because these guys are fucking up and these guys are 0:16:14.960 --> 0:16:18.520 pissing me off and attacking me, I can't. I can't 0:16:18.560 --> 0:16:20.920 just go ballistic. But I know it would be a fight. 0:16:21.240 --> 0:16:23.560 It would be a fight between myself and I've thought 0:16:23.560 --> 0:16:26.280 about that. I thought, and that's also a thought of 0:16:26.400 --> 0:16:28.000 like at the end of the day at the night, 0:16:28.080 --> 0:16:30.400 when you're laying down, I'm like, damn, if you really 0:16:30.400 --> 0:16:34.200 do move something and you really do start like practicing 0:16:34.240 --> 0:16:36.960 and all this stuff, would you be able would you 0:16:37.000 --> 0:16:39.240 be able to control yourself? And I'm like, yeah, hell yeah, 0:16:39.240 --> 0:16:42.280 I would like hell yeah. But like I said, it's 0:16:42.320 --> 0:16:45.120 a fight though, because of the I don't know if 0:16:45.120 --> 0:16:47.280 you understand, like if you get me, like the anger 0:16:47.360 --> 0:16:49.880 that people would put on me, because you know, like 0:16:50.080 --> 0:16:53.120 other humans could be shitty, like you know, dictators and 0:16:53.400 --> 0:16:55.840 the people in charge, you know, not regular humans. 0:16:55.920 --> 0:16:59.480 You know, well like like here like because look if 0:16:59.520 --> 0:17:02.480 you I'm gonna get assassinated or something saying this, But 0:17:02.560 --> 0:17:06.160 like if you had psychedelic if you had like telekinetic powers, 0:17:06.640 --> 0:17:08.640 like you could go like and you had a force. 0:17:08.600 --> 0:17:11.560 I actually used to I actually this kind of fucked up. 0:17:11.600 --> 0:17:15.880 I used to like imagine like what if like some 0:17:16.000 --> 0:17:19.400 guy like had these telekinetic powers and could like put 0:17:19.400 --> 0:17:22.320 a force field around them and like was like unkillable, 0:17:22.680 --> 0:17:27.119 and like that person could like one person could like 0:17:27.119 --> 0:17:30.680 like wipe out the whole US. 0:17:30.520 --> 0:17:33.119 Army because they they can't be killed, you know what 0:17:33.200 --> 0:17:33.560 I mean. 0:17:34.040 --> 0:17:36.400 And so like that, and so that's the kind of Yeah, 0:17:36.400 --> 0:17:37.879 that's the kind of power you would be want. So 0:17:37.960 --> 0:17:40.160 like if it's just like you'd be sitting there with 0:17:40.200 --> 0:17:42.320 all that power, like you know, it starts with you 0:17:42.880 --> 0:17:45.520 lifting up a pencil and it ends with you, like, 0:17:46.040 --> 0:17:50.600 you know, destroying the Russian Army, you know what I mean. 0:17:51.119 --> 0:17:53.280 But like, but like is that what you really want? 0:17:53.440 --> 0:17:55.720 Do you really want that much power? You know that? 0:17:55.800 --> 0:17:58.240 I don't think that's the thing. It's like, look, because 0:17:58.280 --> 0:17:58.720 here's the thing. 0:17:58.880 --> 0:18:01.920 You're not gonna be satisfy just picking up pencils and 0:18:01.960 --> 0:18:04.520 putting them down. I'm just letting you know that if 0:18:04.560 --> 0:18:06.760 you I now I'm now I'm kind of into this 0:18:06.880 --> 0:18:10.840 as I'm talking about it. Like this power that you seek, 0:18:11.359 --> 0:18:13.640 I don't think you know, like even just the fact 0:18:13.640 --> 0:18:16.159 that you're talking about it, you're entertaining the idea of 0:18:16.960 --> 0:18:18.960 using it for world change. 0:18:19.640 --> 0:18:19.840 Right. 0:18:20.240 --> 0:18:23.119 You You're gonna start by picking up pencils and putting 0:18:23.160 --> 0:18:24.600 them down, and then you're gonna like, all right, that's 0:18:24.600 --> 0:18:27.680 fun and cute, but like let me, you know, let 0:18:27.680 --> 0:18:30.960 me let me, uh, liberate North Korea. And that's a 0:18:31.000 --> 0:18:37.520 whole thing to be doing, you know. And even if 0:18:38.000 --> 0:18:42.240 if you're right, because even if you have the power 0:18:42.840 --> 0:18:44.720 and you don't, you're like, I don't want to involved. 0:18:44.720 --> 0:18:45.560 I don't want to get involved. 0:18:45.680 --> 0:18:49.760 People are gonna be knocking down your door being like, yo, 0:18:50.359 --> 0:18:52.560 what the fuck are you doing? You have telekinetic powers, 0:18:52.840 --> 0:18:56.320 Go liberate North Korea, Go save my cat from a tree, 0:18:56.600 --> 0:18:58.920 you know, go help me move, you know, And people 0:18:58.960 --> 0:19:00.920 are gonna be trying to use you, you, and it's 0:19:00.920 --> 0:19:01.800 just it's too much power. 0:19:01.840 --> 0:19:02.399 It's to you. 0:19:02.480 --> 0:19:04.840 I just I'm let you will be so much happier 0:19:05.720 --> 0:19:12.880 living just a regular ass life than being you know, God, right, 0:19:13.320 --> 0:19:16.680 I'm just that food for thought, food for thought, right, 0:19:17.040 --> 0:19:20.920 I think I think being human is pretty sweet. Okay, Yes, 0:19:21.000 --> 0:19:24.880 you die, but that's good. You don't want to not die. 0:19:25.080 --> 0:19:29.240 That's uncharted territory. Nobody's ever not died, and it would 0:19:29.280 --> 0:19:31.560 be lonely. It would be lonely. You don't want to 0:19:31.600 --> 0:19:32.160 be a god. 0:19:32.320 --> 0:19:33.480 You don't want. You don't really want. 0:19:33.480 --> 0:19:33.760 I don't. 0:19:33.800 --> 0:19:35.760 I just don't think that you will enjoy your life 0:19:35.880 --> 0:19:37.920 more if you had superpowers. 0:19:37.960 --> 0:19:41.320 If I were you I just I would really look 0:19:41.400 --> 0:19:45.320 around at the life you have as it is, not 0:19:45.560 --> 0:19:49.120 having superpowers and just go, oh, you know, every once 0:19:49.200 --> 0:19:51.240 in a while, I eat a slice of pizza and 0:19:51.280 --> 0:19:54.160 my friend sends me a picture and I like it 0:19:54.240 --> 0:19:56.440 on the phone, and that's pretty good. 0:19:56.480 --> 0:19:59.560 And I don't need to liberate North Korea. 0:20:01.119 --> 0:20:05.439 You know what, You're right, because I do enjoy my 0:20:05.520 --> 0:20:08.639 simple life. I do enjoy I you know, like I 0:20:08.680 --> 0:20:13.320 live in Texas sadly, but and I do enjoy going outside, 0:20:13.800 --> 0:20:16.480 sitting at the park and you know, taking my dog 0:20:16.560 --> 0:20:19.600 for a walk and just just chilling just you know, 0:20:19.720 --> 0:20:22.400 like things like that. When I'm not having my little obsession, 0:20:22.560 --> 0:20:27.280 I do enjoy just enjoying the small things like yeah, 0:20:27.359 --> 0:20:29.960 and and and if I couldn't go back to that, 0:20:30.320 --> 0:20:33.520 to just even walk my dog or take a stroll 0:20:33.600 --> 0:20:37.440 down my neighborhood, I think I'd be pretty upset at that, right, 0:20:37.520 --> 0:20:39.080 you know, never to going back to that. 0:20:39.800 --> 0:20:42.320 Right? Why do you? I mean, why do you? 0:20:42.560 --> 0:20:45.760 Yeah, I mean why do you want you Why do 0:20:45.800 --> 0:20:51.520 you want to separate yourself from your fellow human beings 0:20:51.880 --> 0:20:54.320 by having superpowers? 0:20:54.800 --> 0:20:55.119 What is? 0:20:55.400 --> 0:20:57.879 But I actually I ask you that as a genuine question. 0:20:58.359 --> 0:21:03.359 Why do you want these telekinetic powers? Like why why 0:21:03.359 --> 0:21:09.480 do you feel like you there's what you desire out 0:21:09.480 --> 0:21:11.600 of your life or just for the world cannot be 0:21:11.640 --> 0:21:14.639 accomplished as immortal. 0:21:16.760 --> 0:21:21.880 Maybe because if I mean, it wouldn't it would be 0:21:22.080 --> 0:21:26.800 I mean to to like I said, like to have changed, 0:21:26.920 --> 0:21:30.720