Speaker 1: Hello, Hello, can you hear me? I?
Speaker 2: Ken? What's your name?
Speaker 1: My name is Karen, Karen.
Speaker 2: What's up? Karen? How can I get you today?
Speaker 3: What brings you to speak with with a gecko on
Speaker 3: the phone?
Speaker 1: Well, I don't know, man, But every day I think
Speaker 1: about the possibility of having telekinesis powers. M like it's
Speaker 1: an everyday thing. And I feel like I've had this
Speaker 1: same thought process for the last like six years now.
Speaker 3: When you imagine, when you imagine yourself having telekinetic powers,
Speaker 3: what would you do with those powers?
Speaker 2: And what would those powers look like?
Speaker 1: Have you ever seen see I feel like it's a
Speaker 1: combination between like the Phoenix from X Men and then
Speaker 1: also from a I don't know that show. It's on
Speaker 1: a Prime I don't know. It's Adam Girl, but she's
Speaker 1: more into like she does the atoms or whatever, and
Speaker 1: she like mixes stuff. But every time I'm out with
Speaker 1: friends or I'm at work, school, whatever, I just feel
Speaker 1: like I can move something like you'll just start off
Speaker 1: like that. And there are times where I space out.
Speaker 1: I'm like I can do it. I can do it.
Speaker 1: I can do it, like it's gonna move. And I've
Speaker 1: been like thrown off where people are like, hey, are
Speaker 1: you okay, and I'm like, no, I'm good, dude, I'm good.
Speaker 1: And it's gone to the point where people are like, hey,
Speaker 1: you've been facing out way too much, and I'm just
Speaker 1: like no, sorry, I'm just in a thought process. But
Speaker 1: I feel like I can move something, like I know,
Speaker 1: I can move it to the point where I could
Speaker 1: control it and then it could like go, I could
Speaker 1: like have it in front of me, and to the
Speaker 1: point also where I think one day I could do
Speaker 1: it with like the earth, Like not the earth itself,
Speaker 1: but you know, like the ground.
Speaker 2: And you felt this way for about how long?
Speaker 1: I think about like six years now. I just yeah,
Speaker 1: about six years. Like I just had a crazy dream
Speaker 1: one day that I was able to do this, like
Speaker 1: I was able to lift the floor. And at first
Speaker 1: I thought, nah, it's just it's just a dream. But
Speaker 1: those dreams kept like recurring, and then I thought, well,
Speaker 1: maybe maybe it will happen. And now it's just every day.
Speaker 1: It's an everyday thought process that I have.
Speaker 3: Is it a distracting you from daily life? The this
Speaker 3: like strong feeling that you might have powers, No.
Speaker 1: Like I can I can have a normal day like
Speaker 1: I can get up like I work over night, so
Speaker 1: I'll sleep in the day, I'll get up, shower, I'll go,
Speaker 1: but I'll do my normal activities. But I feel like
Speaker 1: no matter what, Like if I if I go to
Speaker 1: a shower, like, hey, maybe I can move that foot fresh.
Speaker 1: If I'm in the car, I'm like, hey, maybe, like
Speaker 1: I can move that tree. If I'm like at a
Speaker 1: red light or something, or from at work, I'm like,
Speaker 1: let me, let me see if I can move the
Speaker 1: I don't know. Yah.
Speaker 3: So this is like this is like a constant every day.
Speaker 3: This is like a not not just like an every
Speaker 3: day This is like an every day throughout the day
Speaker 3: feeling that you have.
Speaker 1: Yes, but doesn't.
Speaker 2: It get and how long? Okay?
Speaker 3: And so it's been six years, But for how long
Speaker 3: has it been like this constant like every day throughout
Speaker 3: the day.
Speaker 1: Maybe like maybe like five times five times, It's not
Speaker 1: like every hour every day maybe once in the morning,
Speaker 1: once in the afternoon.
Speaker 3: Okay, how long How long has it have the thoughts
Speaker 3: occurred with that much frequency?
Speaker 1: Like how long does it last with that thought?
Speaker 2: Now? How long have you been thinking five times a
Speaker 2: day that you might be able to move stuff?
Speaker 1: Hmm, I don't know, like does it I'm a little confused.
Speaker 3: It's okay, so well, I guess what I'm curious about
Speaker 3: is like, does it ever get like, does it ever
Speaker 3: get exhausting to be thinking this much that you might
Speaker 3: be able to move stuff and then it never it
Speaker 3: never moves.
Speaker 1: Yes, it's frustrating. It's it's gone to the point where
Speaker 1: I'm almost about to tell my therapist about it, but
Speaker 1: I'm like, you know what, I'm just going to keep
Speaker 1: it on myself because she'll probably she'll probably give me
Speaker 1: the funny socks.
Speaker 3: All right, all right, all right, let's hold on, hold on,
Speaker 3: hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on. Okay, okay,
Speaker 3: I have several questions for you, and by the way,
Speaker 3: you can you can entertain this conversation as deeply or
Speaker 3: as lightly as you desire. But okay, Question number one,
Speaker 3: what the hell are the funny socks?
Speaker 1: You know? The funny socks? Like you know, you're not
Speaker 1: supposed to say certain things a therapy, and then they'll
Speaker 1: just do the big check mark of like, all right,
Speaker 1: gotta give them the grippy socks, the grippy socks to
Speaker 1: go into the Yeah.
Speaker 3: Okay, all right, yeah, sure, you don't want to get
Speaker 3: the funny socks?
Speaker 2: Are those? Hold on what I know what?
Speaker 3: Okay, I now I'm just being a dick, but I
Speaker 3: know what you're trying to say when you say funny socks.
Speaker 3: But the article of clothing that you're referring to doesn't
Speaker 3: look like socks, Like hold on, like a straight jacket,
Speaker 3: it doesn't look like socks. Oh wait, it kind of does.
Speaker 3: It kind of looks like funny socks. Okay, sorry, sorry, sorry,
Speaker 3: I just googled it. It does, it does. It does
Speaker 3: kind of look like funny socks. So why so why
Speaker 3: do you? Okay, so why or are are you? Are
Speaker 3: you just being funny or do you actually think that?
Speaker 3: Like if you tell therapist, she'll put you in a
Speaker 3: mental institution.
Speaker 1: You know, like I feel I feel like I'm in
Speaker 1: a good point in my life mentally, and she and
Speaker 1: she'll tell me like, oh, you're in a you know,
Speaker 1: you've made so much progress, and I'm like cool, but
Speaker 1: and then imagine me telling her out of nor Hey
Speaker 1: just want to let you know, I think I feel
Speaker 1: like a camuse stuff like yeah, like and she'll look
Speaker 1: at me like what the hell, Like we just went
Speaker 1: through all this progress and now you're telling me you
Speaker 1: think you can move a cup a pencil like I
Speaker 1: feel like I one day it's going to happen. Like
Speaker 1: one day it will happen like some And I've gone
Speaker 1: to the point where I've meditated, I've you know, I've
Speaker 1: done the whole chakra thing. I've done a whole like
Speaker 1: I feel like i've felt I've been in the state
Speaker 1: of nirvana before. Like and I'm like, you know what,
Speaker 1: if I could feel this type of being inside myself,
Speaker 1: maybe one day I could move something with my mind,
Speaker 1: like you know how people say, oh, humans only use
Speaker 1: ten percent of their brain, And I'm like, you know what, well,
Speaker 1: I'm going to use twenty percent. And I'm going to
Speaker 1: move that pencil and I'm going to move it. And
Speaker 1: I'm going to give myself years. And I don't know.
Speaker 1: I mean, I'm twenty no, oops, I'm not twenty nine
Speaker 1: or more. I'm thirty right now. I just turned thirty,
Speaker 1: and I'm thinking maybe by the time i'm sixty, it'll happen.
Speaker 3: It'll happen, Okay, So so all right, I'm not a
Speaker 3: real therapist, but I ask you some kind of no
Speaker 3: I know, I'll ask you some questions. Here's I guess,
Speaker 3: Here's where I land with it.
Speaker 2: Is because like this, this is something you think about
Speaker 2: throughout the day every day.
Speaker 3: And I asked, I asked you already a little bit,
Speaker 3: but I'll ask you again, like, does does the idea
Speaker 3: that you might be telekinetic and your could we call
Speaker 3: it an obsession?
Speaker 2: Do you think you know what?
Speaker 4: Yes?
Speaker 1: I have felt like it is an obsession?
Speaker 2: Now does god? You go ahead? Sorry?
Speaker 1: Oh no, no, Like at one point I thought, you
Speaker 1: know what, you're just obsessing, Like maybe I'm I'm watching
Speaker 1: too much stuff. Maybe I'm I'm reading into it. Maybe
Speaker 1: I'm just I don't know, I'm just overthinking it. But
Speaker 1: I don't know, there's this part of me that feels
Speaker 1: like humans can do that, like humans are are going
Speaker 1: to be able to do that. And I'm thinking, you know,
Speaker 1: like I get it. It sounds crazy, it sounds wacko,
Speaker 1: like like come on, you know you would think after
Speaker 1: all these millions of years of thousands of years humans
Speaker 1: been in life, like na, that's that shit don't exist.
Speaker 1: But I don't know, It's just I have this gut feeling,
Speaker 1: like this intuition of yeah, but so my.
Speaker 3: I guess my main question is does this obsession or
Speaker 3: gut feeling. Does this does this like negatively impact your
Speaker 3: life in any way, shape or form, like if you're
Speaker 3: being if you're being honest with yourself, like, does it
Speaker 3: does it like distract you from reality in a in
Speaker 3: a negative way or cause you to like, oh no,
Speaker 3: I feel like you should be doing like any anything
Speaker 3: like that.
Speaker 1: Oh heck no, like no way. That's That's where I
Speaker 1: get like kind of iffy, Like I swear I'm living
Speaker 1: a normal life. I'm living just as anyone else, trying
Speaker 1: to survive here, and I'm doing everything I can like to.
Speaker 1: I feel like I'm great where I'm at right now.
Speaker 1: It's just I only told two people, like my best
Speaker 1: friend and my sister, and it looked at me like,
Speaker 1: all right, you're just being dumb. But I'm like, all right,
Speaker 1: you know, okay, cool. But it does then distracts me.
Speaker 1: It doesn't affect my everyday life. It's just there. It's
Speaker 1: just that thought is there. And I'm thinking, like maybe
Speaker 1: it's like a deep rooted thing in me, like that
Speaker 1: something's wrong, but I don't know. At the same time,
Speaker 1: I'm thinking maybe maybe it's just a phase. Maybe it's
Speaker 1: a phase I'm going through. But I just I don't know.
Speaker 1: I don't know.
Speaker 3: Man, Well, I guess I was asking because I mean, look,
Speaker 3: I'm not gonna like I'm not. Look, here's the thing.
Speaker 3: I don't like to poop on other people's parties. I mean,
Speaker 3: I actually know I do something. I'm not gonna say that.
Speaker 3: I sometimes actually take great joy in pooping on other
Speaker 3: people's parties. It can be pooping on other people's parties
Speaker 3: can be a lot of fun sometimes, but you're at
Speaker 3: you seem like a nice person, and so I don't
Speaker 3: I don't want to sit here and poop on your party.
Speaker 1: No, go ahead, no you, but you can go ahead
Speaker 1: and tell me I'm nuts, I'm crazy, or hey, maybe
Speaker 1: you know what I'm not.
Speaker 2: Well, No, I don't, I don't, I don't, I don't.
Speaker 2: Hold on, I don't. I don't want to tell you
Speaker 2: that you're nuts. I don't think it's my.
Speaker 3: Right to tell you that you're crazy. But that's why
Speaker 3: I phrase it in a way of if this is
Speaker 3: if you believe this is negatively impacting your life, then
Speaker 3: you know it's something to be examined. But I'm not
Speaker 3: going to just tell you that you're crazy?
Speaker 1: Okay, okay, oh yeah, and I.
Speaker 3: Think that's a good but I just I think like
Speaker 3: moving and again I'm like fucking sitting here pretending to
Speaker 3: be a therapist. But like if I if that's the
Speaker 3: kind of overarching question I would continue to ask myself
Speaker 3: if I were you, is like you know what you know?
Speaker 3: Whether or not you're crazy, I don't think is the
Speaker 3: important issue. I think the issue is like is this
Speaker 3: is this obsession detrimental to you in some way?
Speaker 1: M O, Yeah, I guess the main point like it
Speaker 1: could be an obsession and maybe, like I do feel
Speaker 1: like maybe it could pass. You know that it has
Speaker 1: been my thought. But I guess the initial thing is
Speaker 1: if I if it does happen, Like what would I do?
Speaker 1: Like what would I do with these powers? That's the
Speaker 1: one thing that makes me feel like, all right, now
Speaker 1: you're talking, now you're tucking crazy.
Speaker 3: I'll play I'll play ball on telekinesis what would you
Speaker 3: do if you had these powers?
Speaker 5: Man?
Speaker 4: Or?
Speaker 1: The way of the world is if I learned how
Speaker 1: to control it and if there was some way. This
Speaker 1: sounds crazy, like this sounds wild, But if I have telekinesis,
Speaker 1: and if I could build some type of force field
Speaker 1: around it to protect myself, I would just go crazy, like,
Speaker 1: oh god, I'll just start fixing. No, I don't like
Speaker 1: hurting people. I mean, like I would like to save people.
Speaker 1: I'd just start I'd be like that you know in
Speaker 1: the movies, Like I would just start saving not not
Speaker 1: saving people, I mean like doing real ship that needs
Speaker 1: to be done, you know. And and then of course
Speaker 1: the government will start being like what the It's like,
Speaker 1: who are you? Like, No, you can't do this, And
Speaker 1: I'll be like, nah, I'm gonna start saving people. I'm
Speaker 1: gonna start fixing this place up because y'all ain't doing ship.
Speaker 3: So I'm gonna I have I'm gonna this is probably
Speaker 3: this is probably not good, but I'm gonna do it.
Speaker 2: There's a movie. There's a movie that you need to watch.
Speaker 2: There's a movie you should be watch with the Three Guys.
Speaker 2: It's with the three guys. You know the movie.
Speaker 1: Honestly, that's how I feel like what's gonna end up happening?
Speaker 2: Okay, so you know this movie movie the Three Guys.
Speaker 1: Yes, I know, and you see that's what I'm scared of. Yeah, Okay,
Speaker 1: so many times.
Speaker 2: You've seen that so many times.
Speaker 3: Really, I was about to say, yeah, this is this movie,
Speaker 3: this movie with the three guys. It's it's like exactly
Speaker 3: what you're talking about. We're talking about the movie Chronicle,
Speaker 3: which is about like these three.
Speaker 2: It's like these three guys and they get the all
Speaker 2: three I don't know that.
Speaker 3: I don't remember it came out like ten over ten
Speaker 3: years ago, but they all get psychic powers, and I
Speaker 3: think what happens is one of them just like goes
Speaker 3: rogue and starts fucking like gets like severely corrupted by
Speaker 3: the power and uses it to like fucking like you know,
Speaker 3: cause a mayhem and destruction and murder. And he there's
Speaker 3: like a line in the movie or something, it's something
Speaker 3: like that where he goes like he declares himself to
Speaker 3: be an apex predator, like, uh, you know, a predator
Speaker 3: who viewed like he is so far evolved above humanity
Speaker 3: that he considers other humans around him to be ants
Speaker 3: and has zero empathy in their destruction much as a
Speaker 3: human would.
Speaker 2: Killing a bug.
Speaker 1: Exactly. And I and that crazy in his eye. I'm like,
Speaker 1: I don't want to be like that, right, But the
Speaker 1: way he starts going, do you believe I'm afraid of?
Speaker 2: Do you believe? And I've only been talking to you
Speaker 2: for fifteen minutes here, but do you believe that you
Speaker 2: are pure of heart.
Speaker 3: Enough that you would resist the temptation to be corrupted
Speaker 3: by your new telekinetic powers? Do you believe you could
Speaker 3: handle because some people, because power.
Speaker 2: Just corrupts inherently.
Speaker 3: Do you believe you could, you know, withstand that corruption
Speaker 3: and stay true to yourself through your new abilities.
Speaker 1: I feel like I feel like I can. I like,
Speaker 1: with my whole heart and everything, I feel like I can.
Speaker 1: But there would still be a fight because of the
Speaker 1: anger that the world would put on me. And I
Speaker 1: don't see humans as like ants don't, and I would
Speaker 1: have empathy. I don't want to be like that, but
Speaker 1: I feel like with the evil of how other humans
Speaker 1: are would make me want to go rogue and go crazy.
Speaker 1: But I know at the end of the day, I
Speaker 1: will be like, no, I can't. I can't just just
Speaker 1: because these guys are fucking up and these guys are
Speaker 1: pissing me off and attacking me, I can't. I can't
Speaker 1: just go ballistic. But I know it would be a fight.
Speaker 1: It would be a fight between myself and I've thought
Speaker 1: about that. I thought, and that's also a thought of
Speaker 1: like at the end of the day at the night,
Speaker 1: when you're laying down, I'm like, damn, if you really
Speaker 1: do move something and you really do start like practicing
Speaker 1: and all this stuff, would you be able would you
Speaker 1: be able to control yourself? And I'm like, yeah, hell yeah,
Speaker 1: I would like hell yeah. But like I said, it's
Speaker 1: a fight though, because of the I don't know if
Speaker 1: you understand, like if you get me, like the anger
Speaker 1: that people would put on me, because you know, like
Speaker 1: other humans could be shitty, like you know, dictators and
Speaker 1: the people in charge, you know, not regular humans.
Speaker 3: You know, well like like here like because look if
Speaker 3: you I'm gonna get assassinated or something saying this, But
Speaker 3: like if you had psychedelic if you had like telekinetic powers,
Speaker 3: like you could go like and you had a force.
Speaker 2: I actually used to I actually this kind of fucked up.
Speaker 3: I used to like imagine like what if like some
Speaker 3: guy like had these telekinetic powers and could like put
Speaker 3: a force field around them and like was like unkillable,
Speaker 3: and like that person could like one person could like
Speaker 3: like wipe out the whole US.
Speaker 2: Army because they they can't be killed, you know what
Speaker 2: I mean.
Speaker 3: And so like that, and so that's the kind of Yeah,
Speaker 3: that's the kind of power you would be want. So
Speaker 3: like if it's just like you'd be sitting there with
Speaker 3: all that power, like you know, it starts with you
Speaker 3: lifting up a pencil and it ends with you, like,
Speaker 3: you know, destroying the Russian Army, you know what I mean.
Speaker 2: But like, but like is that what you really want?
Speaker 2: Do you really want that much power? You know that?
Speaker 2: I don't think that's the thing. It's like, look, because
Speaker 2: here's the thing.
Speaker 3: You're not gonna be satisfy just picking up pencils and
Speaker 3: putting them down. I'm just letting you know that if
Speaker 3: you I now I'm now I'm kind of into this
Speaker 3: as I'm talking about it. Like this power that you seek,
Speaker 3: I don't think you know, like even just the fact
Speaker 3: that you're talking about it, you're entertaining the idea of
Speaker 3: using it for world change.
Speaker 2: Right.
Speaker 3: You You're gonna start by picking up pencils and putting
Speaker 3: them down, and then you're gonna like, all right, that's
Speaker 3: fun and cute, but like let me, you know, let
Speaker 3: me let me, uh, liberate North Korea. And that's a
Speaker 3: whole thing to be doing, you know. And even if
Speaker 3: if you're right, because even if you have the power
Speaker 3: and you don't, you're like, I don't want to involved.
Speaker 2: I don't want to get involved.
Speaker 3: People are gonna be knocking down your door being like, yo,
Speaker 3: what the fuck are you doing? You have telekinetic powers,
Speaker 3: Go liberate North Korea, Go save my cat from a tree,
Speaker 3: you know, go help me move, you know, And people
Speaker 3: are gonna be trying to use you, you, and it's
Speaker 3: just it's too much power.
Speaker 2: It's to you.
Speaker 3: I just I'm let you will be so much happier
Speaker 3: living just a regular ass life than being you know, God, right,
Speaker 3: I'm just that food for thought, food for thought, right,
Speaker 3: I think I think being human is pretty sweet. Okay, Yes,
Speaker 3: you die, but that's good. You don't want to not die.
Speaker 3: That's uncharted territory. Nobody's ever not died, and it would
Speaker 3: be lonely. It would be lonely. You don't want to
Speaker 3: be a god.
Speaker 2: You don't want. You don't really want.
Speaker 4: I don't.
Speaker 2: I just don't think that you will enjoy your life
Speaker 2: more if you had superpowers.
Speaker 3: If I were you I just I would really look
Speaker 3: around at the life you have as it is, not
Speaker 3: having superpowers and just go, oh, you know, every once
Speaker 3: in a while, I eat a slice of pizza and
Speaker 3: my friend sends me a picture and I like it
Speaker 3: on the phone, and that's pretty good.
Speaker 2: And I don't need to liberate North Korea.
Speaker 1: You know what, You're right, because I do enjoy my
Speaker 1: simple life. I do enjoy I you know, like I
Speaker 1: live in Texas sadly, but and I do enjoy going outside,
Speaker 1: sitting at the park and you know, taking my dog
Speaker 1: for a walk and just just chilling just you know,
Speaker 1: like things like that. When I'm not having my little obsession,
Speaker 1: I do enjoy just enjoying the small things like yeah,
Speaker 1: and and and if I couldn't go back to that,
Speaker 1: to just even walk my dog or take a stroll
Speaker 1: down my neighborhood, I think I'd be pretty upset at that, right,
Speaker 1: you know, never to going back to that.
Speaker 2: Right? Why do you? I mean, why do you?
Speaker 3: Yeah, I mean why do you want you Why do
Speaker 3: you want to separate yourself from your fellow human beings
Speaker 3: by having superpowers?
Speaker 2: What is?
Speaker 3: But I actually I ask you that as a genuine question.
Speaker 3: Why do you want these telekinetic powers? Like why why
Speaker 3: do you feel like you there's what you desire out
Speaker 3: of your life or just for the world cannot be
Speaker 3: accomplished as immortal.
Speaker 1: Maybe because if I mean, it wouldn't it would be
Speaker 1: I mean to to like I said, like to have changed,
Speaker 1: like to do change, to make real change. You know,
Speaker 1: I'm not just gonna screw off and just you know
Speaker 1: fly or hey, I'm gonna freaking you know, make jokes
Speaker 1: of people like you know, the people you know when
Speaker 1: you see online or whatever, the fake ship people making
Speaker 1: jokes of having telekinesis powers. I think I would want
Speaker 1: to do something like you know.
Speaker 4: Just be ah.
Speaker 1: That sounds so lame, like a superhero. I wouldn't want to.
Speaker 4: Be a superhero.
Speaker 3: It's like it's it's like it's like it's like it's
Speaker 3: like running for congress or something. Right, like you join
Speaker 3: and then like everyone has expectations of you and the
Speaker 3: things you're gonna do, and everyone's always looking at you,
Speaker 3: and you know, you try to withstand the power of corruption,
Speaker 3: but nobody ever can really do it.
Speaker 2: It's it's a lot, it's a lot. It's a lot.
Speaker 3: I mean, I think I respect your desire to make
Speaker 3: a change in this world. But I just I think
Speaker 3: you can do it without superpowers.
Speaker 1: Oh shit, you're right, damn that hit deep.
Speaker 3: But look it's look look, look picking up a pencil
Speaker 3: and throwing it at your friend and then they look
Speaker 3: around and they're like, who do that?
Speaker 2: And you're like, I don't know.
Speaker 3: That's fun, that's good, that's okay, But it leads to
Speaker 3: you becoming God, which would suck because people would ask
Speaker 3: you to do choice for them. That's what people are
Speaker 3: always asking God to do chores for them. People are
Speaker 3: always praying to God. They're asking him to do chores.
Speaker 3: And I don't think it's just it sucks, It just
Speaker 3: would be bad. So so I don't say I don't
Speaker 3: say all this to poop on your party, but I
Speaker 3: say all this an alternative perspective as to why maybe
Speaker 3: having superpowers would be.
Speaker 1: Hella lamme, No, you're right. I mean, as I have
Speaker 1: like really bad ADHD so much, Oh my.
Speaker 3: God, ADHD and superpowers sounds like a horrible combination. Horrible
Speaker 3: combination you'll be you know, I mean, if your brain
Speaker 3: can barely handle uh, you know, doing.
Speaker 1: Math, imagine I get it for a month, and then
Speaker 1: I'm like, you know what, I don't even like this.
Speaker 3: Adderall and superpowers.
Speaker 2: That's too much. That's too much.
Speaker 1: Oh man Hill, I'm already on too many engine persons.
Speaker 1: I can't I can't do this. I can't. No, you
Speaker 1: know what you make it? Yeah, you make it sound
Speaker 1: like this could be exhausting.
Speaker 3: Yes, sounds like a terrible life, like being Batman. Like, okay,
Speaker 3: just next time you look, next time you watch Batman. Well,
Speaker 3: Batman doesn't have superpowers. Let me that's a bad one.
Speaker 5: Uh.
Speaker 3: Like Superman is definitely not happy. Spider Man's not happy.
Speaker 3: None of these guys are happy. They have horrible lives.
Speaker 1: Spider Man is not happy.
Speaker 3: No, he hates life. I don't know why I said that.
Speaker 3: It's probably not I mean, he's not He's not real.
Speaker 3: None of these people are real.
Speaker 2: But you're real and you can do things without superpowers.
Speaker 2: What's your name again?
Speaker 1: My name's Karen.
Speaker 2: Karen. Is there anything else you want to say to
Speaker 2: the people of the computer before we go?
Speaker 1: I promise when you turn thirty, it's not as bad
Speaker 1: as they say it is. Uh, follow your dreams and
Speaker 1: don't take two things. Don't take things serious like just
Speaker 1: just chill out.
Speaker 2: Is it Carol or Caroline?
Speaker 1: No, well, my name is got In, but you know,
Speaker 1: in American words, Karen. Fuck, yeah, yeah, I know, you're good.
Speaker 1: You know, I don't want to tell people my name
Speaker 1: is Karen, but it's it's got In. But either way,
Speaker 1: Karen's fine, It's fine. Have a good night, Karen, Thank
Speaker 1: you you too.
Speaker 2: Bye bye? Oh fuck, I hung up. Well we got
Speaker 2: to just yeah, turning thirty. I mean, look, here's the thing.
Speaker 3: If you ever are upset about the fact that you're
Speaker 3: getting older, uh, just take solace in the fact that
Speaker 3: it's better than the alternative, which is being dead forever.
Speaker 2: Hello, Hello, Hey, what's your name?
Speaker 5: My name is Owen, Owen.
Speaker 2: What's up, Owen? How can I get you today?
Speaker 5: First of all, big fan, kind of excited. I'm talking
Speaker 5: to you.
Speaker 2: Thanks, brother.
Speaker 5: Okay, what I wanted to talk about is just a
Speaker 5: little bit of a rant about my last relationship. If
Speaker 5: that's okay, Well.
Speaker 3: Let's have a conversation about your last relationship rather than
Speaker 3: a rant.
Speaker 2: What is it?
Speaker 4: What?
Speaker 2: Well? Okay, what is the emotion that is powering this rant?
Speaker 5: Uh? Well, whenever I talk about it, it makes me
Speaker 5: a little bit anxious. It's not gonna lie.
Speaker 1: Uh.
Speaker 5: It's just one of those things where you're like, dang, like,
Speaker 5: how could am I that bad that someone could do
Speaker 5: that to me? Like that's how I feel.
Speaker 2: Okay, what do you want to talk about? What happens?
Speaker 5: Yeah?
Speaker 2: Okay? What? What did? What happens?
Speaker 5: It is a little bit of a longish story, if
Speaker 5: that's okay? Or would you like me to dumb it down?
Speaker 2: Once you dumb it down?
Speaker 5: Okay? So me and this girl I won't say her name.
Speaker 5: We were both pretty I still am. But we were
Speaker 5: both religious. I don't know if you are, but that's okay.
Speaker 5: We're both celibate, and we are both wanting to marry.
Speaker 5: Knew her for a while. We uh, we loved each other.
Speaker 5: Everything was going good. At one point she acted weird
Speaker 5: and the next day she told me that she believed
Speaker 5: that God was telling her we weren't meant to be
Speaker 5: together and that we should break up. I was like,
Speaker 5: that's strange, but how can I say that that's that
Speaker 5: goes against what God wants? So I just kind of
Speaker 5: like try to talk her out of it, try to
Speaker 5: talk her and understand everything. But it didn't work out.
Speaker 5: So I just let her go. Months go by, she
Speaker 5: starts to go down to downhill, drinking, doing all kinds
Speaker 5: of like, uh, she got anxious a lot and just
Speaker 5: started getting her head about things and she just acted
Speaker 5: like a completely different person. Well, as the months went on,
Speaker 5: I realized that she had cheated on me, so she
Speaker 5: had lost her virginity against me while we were dating.
Speaker 5: And I'm just like, that's the most insane thing anyone's
Speaker 5: ever done to me, and one of the most insane
Speaker 5: things that I think you could do to someone.
Speaker 2: Now.
Speaker 3: You said something and I don't know how much you
Speaker 3: were paying attention to the actual words that you were
Speaker 3: using when you said it, or how much you really
Speaker 3: mean it, but you were like, how could I be
Speaker 3: so bad that someone could do this to me? Is
Speaker 3: that how you feel about this?
Speaker 5: H Yeah, to be honest, I really at that point. Yeah,
Speaker 5: at that point, I didn't really have a job. I
Speaker 5: was trying to get into a career and it wasn't
Speaker 5: working out, and I just felt like, looking back on it,
Speaker 5: I might have looked like a bomb. But at the
Speaker 5: same time, I did nothing but love her. I did
Speaker 5: nothing but chairish her, And like I said, we were
Speaker 5: both very religious and very in our ways. So I'm
Speaker 5: kind of torn, and that's why I wanted to talk
Speaker 5: to you, because I'm just like, I mean, I blame her,
Speaker 5: and I I don't want her back or anything like that.
Speaker 5: I'm done with her, but I'm just like, I don't
Speaker 5: just see how someone could do that. I can't see
Speaker 5: if it's me or if it's her, Like, I can't
Speaker 5: believe someone be so fucked up. She's my language that
Speaker 5: they would do that unless I was a problem.
Speaker 4: Mmmm.
Speaker 3: No, No, you're not so horrible that, uh you're it's
Speaker 3: okay for uh, you know, for you to be cheated
Speaker 3: on that. You know that All being said is like, listen, man, you're.
Speaker 2: How old are you?
Speaker 5: Two? I was twenty at the time.
Speaker 2: Okay, do you still think about this girl?
Speaker 5: No? Not, not all the time, only think about her
Speaker 5: when I have conversations like this.
Speaker 3: Do you still feel like this is kind of lower
Speaker 3: to your overall self esteem in a lasting way?
Speaker 5: Yeah, I think it'll always be with me. Uh why
Speaker 5: do you think?
Speaker 2: Why do you think it'll always be with you?
Speaker 3: Yeah?
Speaker 5: Well, before I met her, I was at a point.
Speaker 5: I was at a low point, and I was praying
Speaker 5: and I was wanting a girl exactly like her, I
Speaker 5: mean exactly like. We even had the same political reviews,
Speaker 5: we have the same humor. And then it just came
Speaker 5: crashing down in the worst possible way. And since I've
Speaker 5: moved on, I have a girlfriend now, I've been for
Speaker 5: a year. It's it's pretty pretty good.
Speaker 2: Okay, great man, damn.
Speaker 5: But you know, it's just one of those things where
Speaker 5: I'm like, if that was the most perfect person for
Speaker 5: me at the time.
Speaker 2: Yeah, but that's not what do you but that's not real.
Speaker 2: There's no there's.
Speaker 5: No perfect person.
Speaker 3: There's no Yeah, there's no perfect person. There's like you
Speaker 3: like someone. I mean what you did was how you
Speaker 3: do it.
Speaker 2: I mean, you.
Speaker 3: Had someone that you liked, and you put effort into
Speaker 3: your relationship with them. And I think when you do that,
Speaker 3: you kind of you I mean, you know, god damn.
Speaker 3: Ideally hopefully that comes back in the other direction, but
Speaker 3: you kind of do it a little unconditionally, right, Yeah.
Speaker 3: And I think there's something to be said about accepting
Speaker 3: the fact that you loved and cherished this person unconditionally
Speaker 3: and you did it because you just it was.
Speaker 2: Just within you to do it.
Speaker 3: And the fact that they betrayed your trust like that
Speaker 3: fucking sucks. But that's it's not reflective of you at all.
Speaker 3: The fact that you, you know, love the person and
Speaker 3: you put effort into a person, and you put effort
Speaker 3: into yourself. I mean, those are all things that are
Speaker 3: reflective of you, and how she acts after that fact
Speaker 3: is not reflective of you at all. So I would
Speaker 3: just I mean, you sound like you're doing pretty happy
Speaker 3: and good, but I would just kind of not.
Speaker 2: I don't like, Oh, how can ivy so bad that
Speaker 2: she would do that to me?
Speaker 5: You know, I understand, but I don't know. That's just
Speaker 5: I don't know, you know, it's like cheating on is
Speaker 5: one thing, but cheating on like that with someone you're like,
Speaker 5: you know, promise too. If that makes sense. I just
Speaker 5: I can't wrap my head around it.
Speaker 2: Mm hmm.
Speaker 5: I'll mostly go ahead, all right, I said. Mostly the
Speaker 5: way I figured out that she did this was she
Speaker 5: kept she said she mentioned at one point serious start
Speaker 5: talking at the time, not intimately, just like hey, how
Speaker 5: you how you doing and everything. So I still cared
Speaker 5: about her, and you know, like I said, she's going
Speaker 5: down to bad path. And she told me while she
Speaker 5: was drunk one time she missed me and I was like,
Speaker 5: why don't you come back? And she said she couldn't.
Speaker 5: And at the time, I was like, what'd you do?
Speaker 5: And she told me she didn't do anything, and I'm like, no,
Speaker 5: be honest, would you do? And she told me she'd
Speaker 5: sucked with someone and at that point I had just
Speaker 5: given up. And then, you know, I took a screenshot
Speaker 5: of the chat and she was like, who are you
Speaker 5: going to show it to? And I'm like, I'm not
Speaker 5: going to show it to anyone. I just want to
Speaker 5: think about this for a while. And then she said
Speaker 5: fuck you and basically just flipped it on me. And
Speaker 5: I was like, dang, So I just I don't know.
Speaker 3: Man, Well, how are things within your new girl? I mean, dude,
Speaker 3: I mean, look, you have a new girlfriend, right, yeah, okay,
Speaker 3: So I let this be in the I mean, I
Speaker 3: know you called in to talk about it because it's like,
Speaker 3: you know, a thing to talk about for the show
Speaker 3: or whatever.
Speaker 2: But let this be in the past, all right.
Speaker 5: Yeah. I mean it's hard. It's hard just because.
Speaker 3: Because you don't want this to like it, because because listen, man,
Speaker 3: I just let me say this.
Speaker 2: You have a new relationship with a new girl.
Speaker 3: Okay, And the worst thing that you I think you
Speaker 3: could do is to just like hold on to this
Speaker 3: thing and you know, you're like wearing it like glasses,
Speaker 3: you know what I mean, Like everything you do and
Speaker 3: see and everything everything is through the lens of this
Speaker 3: fucked up thing. And that's the worst thing you could do.
Speaker 3: So to take off the glasses and and throw them
Speaker 3: away and just be in the present with your your
Speaker 3: new girlfriends and you know, like like you did with
Speaker 3: your other girlfriend, be like, oh I like this person,
Speaker 3: and yes, yeah I love them, cherish him, do whatever
Speaker 3: you want to do, but just don't don't let this
Speaker 3: past experience. Don't just don't wear it like fucking glasses,
Speaker 3: you know, and don't and don't don't wear it like
Speaker 3: glasses when you when you look at yourself. Just just
Speaker 3: let just let it be in the past. It's okay,
Speaker 3: you know, Just just dive into the fucking what you're
Speaker 3: doing right now. God damn it.
Speaker 2: I don't know. I really I really never set out
Speaker 2: to be a I fuck it.
Speaker 3: I hate it. I hate being motivational. I hate it.
Speaker 3: I just hated so much. But I just in my head,
Speaker 3: I hate going on motivational rants, but I also really
Speaker 3: want you to understand to let just just let this
Speaker 3: be in the past.
Speaker 5: I mean, I agree with you, it's just a scar
Speaker 5: I'm always gonna hold.
Speaker 2: Why don't why? Why why do you say? How will how?
Speaker 4: Well?
Speaker 2: You're twenty two? Stop saying, don't stop saying stupid bullshit
Speaker 2: like that? Just stop? Just stop? Why? Why is it
Speaker 2: a why?
Speaker 1: Wall?
Speaker 2: Really? Let me? Can I ask you? What can I
Speaker 2: It's a scar You're always gonna hold why.
Speaker 5: I just tend to think like that.
Speaker 2: Oh well, what if you didn't it?
Speaker 3: What if you didn't think like that and you went,
Speaker 3: you know what? That was fucked up?
Speaker 2: And I they that made me feel bad.
Speaker 3: But I really like Tiffany, whatever her fucking name is
Speaker 3: that you're with right now. I really like Tiffany, And
Speaker 3: I really I'm feeling good about myself lately.
Speaker 2: And it's a nice stay outside.
Speaker 3: And I'm gonna go I'm gonna go to school for
Speaker 3: accounting and become a CPA and I'm gonna get really
Speaker 3: good at math. And people around the office when they
Speaker 3: have a math problem, they're gonna ask me about it.
Speaker 3: And it's making to make me feel good and.
Speaker 2: All of it.
Speaker 3: And then I'm gonna be thirty two and I'm gonna
Speaker 3: be married and I'm gonna have you know, really, I'm
Speaker 3: gonna be head of the accounting firm and I'm and no,
Speaker 3: I'm not gonna have this scar for me with me
Speaker 3: for the rest of my life.
Speaker 2: What do you say?
Speaker 3: Stop saying things like that, dude, You know, like that's
Speaker 3: it's up to you.
Speaker 2: It's up to you. It's up to you. What do
Speaker 2: you think is gonna be with you forever? This is
Speaker 2: no rules.
Speaker 3: You don't have to hold on to fucking anything, Okay,
Speaker 3: So stop saying that this is going to be if
Speaker 3: you yeah, sure, if you hold it, sure, if you
Speaker 3: if you want to go, you know, tumblerr about it,
Speaker 3: and you want to be like, this is a scar
Speaker 3: I'm gonna hold on to forever.
Speaker 2: Then yeah, maybe it'll maybe it will be, but it's
Speaker 2: in choice. Okay.
Speaker 3: You're looking at it like it's this thing imposed upon
Speaker 3: you over which you have no fucking agency, And just
Speaker 3: stop doing that. Just if you want, if this was
Speaker 3: a shitty thing and you want to let it go
Speaker 3: so you can be happy with your new life and
Speaker 3: you're in a relationship.
Speaker 2: Just let it go.
Speaker 3: Why are you writing a melancholy why you're being why?
Speaker 2: Why be emo.
Speaker 3: About it and say it's a scar you're gonna hold
Speaker 3: for it.
Speaker 2: Just let it go.
Speaker 3: Why? Just next time you say to yourself, next time
Speaker 3: you're looking in the mirror and you're saying to yourself,
Speaker 3: I'm gonna be sad forever and I'm gonna always look
Speaker 3: at myself like I suck and I'm gonna always just why.
Speaker 3: Just really keep asking yourself why until you come up
Speaker 3: with a good reason, and you fucking won't. So just
Speaker 3: let it go. You don't have to respond that. You
Speaker 3: don't have to respond to everything I just said to you.
Speaker 3: Just now, but just think about it. Okay, I'm gonna
Speaker 3: put this in the podcast. Just think about it.
Speaker 5: Okay, you're just making me realize how cringing I'm being good?
Speaker 3: Good, It's okay to be cringey. We've all that's good.
Speaker 3: Being cringey is a part of evolving as a human being.
Speaker 2: Who's this new girlfriend? Okay, who's this new girlfriend? Her
Speaker 2: name is Marissa, Marissa, Melissa, Marissa, Maria.
Speaker 5: She'll probably hear this.
Speaker 3: I'm sure, Maria. Look, I'm sure Marissa is a nice girl,
Speaker 3: and I'm sure Marissa. I'm sure Marissa is a nice girl.
Speaker 3: I'm sure Marissa really likes you. And I'm sure Marissa
Speaker 3: would love if.
Speaker 2: You took.
Speaker 3: You know, if you had more brain power available to
Speaker 3: put into the relationship you have with her, and also
Speaker 3: most important, most importantly, put into you and your own
Speaker 3: life and how you view yourself and how you feel
Speaker 3: than in whatever. You know, God bless whoever this girl
Speaker 3: is that cheated on you. I hope she finds Jesus
Speaker 3: or whatever the fuck and lives a good life, you know,
Speaker 3: a good good God bless her. Okay, So just that's
Speaker 3: how I think you should feel about her, and then
Speaker 3: just move on with your life and and you know,
Speaker 3: try to continue to you seem like a guy, you
Speaker 3: seem like a virtuous guy. It's hard to do. Just
Speaker 3: keep doing that, and yeah, just just fucking let it go. Man, goddamn.
Speaker 2: Sorry, I don't have any more motivational things to yell
Speaker 2: at you.
Speaker 5: I'm bad for draining you.
Speaker 3: It's okay, Well, all right, man, is there anything else
Speaker 3: you wanna you wanna say about anything before we go?
Speaker 5: Uh? How are you bad? You are right?
Speaker 3: I'm Okay, I'm doing Okay, I'm doing okay, I'm uh,
Speaker 3: you know, I'm not dead.
Speaker 2: It's pretty good.
Speaker 5: Yeah. Can you look at the chat?
Speaker 3: Have I don't I don't care about the chat. I
Speaker 3: care about talk. I don't care about the chat. I
Speaker 3: care about talking to you my friends.
Speaker 4: Know?
Speaker 2: What's your what's your name again? Sorry?
Speaker 3: Owen, have a good rest of your life. Oh and
Speaker 3: I hope any of this ship that I farted out
Speaker 3: of my mouth made any sense to you.
Speaker 5: No, I know what I can do to fix it,
Speaker 5: So all.
Speaker 2: Right, take care of I see man, Owen.
Speaker 3: Owen?
Speaker 2: Oh and oh and Owen. Yeah, I don't know. I
Speaker 2: don't know. I don't know why I got fired up.
Speaker 3: But there's just this is no rules, this is I think, well,
Speaker 3: there's some rules, there's some rules, but I just, uh,
Speaker 3: I don't I don't want to be a I don't
Speaker 3: want to be all woo woo, But.
Speaker 1: I don't know.
Speaker 3: A lot of life is just like your ego has
Speaker 3: fucking story worries. It tells you about the world and
Speaker 3: about yourself and about other people, and it's a it's
Speaker 3: fake and you know, there's lights and colors and decisions
Speaker 3: and then.
Speaker 2: You die, but there's no you can do.
Speaker 3: I I really do believe in like like self limiting
Speaker 3: beliefs in the head, because I have many of them personally.
Speaker 2: That I you.
Speaker 3: Kind of you you ask I ask myself. I'm like,
Speaker 3: does this belief limit me in some way?
Speaker 2: Ship? Does it help me?
Speaker 3: Does it help me to go? I'm gonna carry around
Speaker 3: this scar forever? Why it's up to you, man, Sometimes
Speaker 3: it's up to you. Sometimes sometimes you just feel Sometimes
Speaker 3: you feel really shitty and depressed and awful, and you
Speaker 3: try to it's it's kind of like a form of copium.
Speaker 2: You can you try to convince.
Speaker 3: Yourself that it's just in your head, and you can
Speaker 3: you don't have to be depressed.
Speaker 2: But I don't.
Speaker 3: I don't believe in that. I think sometimes you just
Speaker 3: feel fun. I think sometimes you're just miserable against your will.
Speaker 3: But this guy, in particular, if he's in a new
Speaker 3: relationship and he's in a new whatever, and there's been
Speaker 3: some time, use a little bit more leeway to just
Speaker 3: let it go, like I I think I have. Okay,
Speaker 3: I'm not, I'm I'm no more personal information about myself, Okay,
Speaker 3: all right?
Speaker 2: End of call. Hello, Hello, Hi, Hi, Yes, I can
Speaker 2: hear you. What's your name?
Speaker 4: My name's Izzy, Izzy.
Speaker 2: What's up, busy? How's life?
Speaker 4: Oh my gosh, it's complicated. I will yeah, I will
Speaker 4: start off facing. I've had a couple I've had a
Speaker 4: couple of bulls this evening.
Speaker 2: Maybe you've had a couple of you have you had
Speaker 2: a couple of goals? You said goals or bulls?
Speaker 3: Bowls? Like like, oh, you smoked you smoked weed?
Speaker 4: Maybe a little married Jane.
Speaker 3: Yeah, that's pretty that's it's that's pretty crazy.
Speaker 2: That's pretty crazy. That's pretty crazy.
Speaker 4: Anyway, Currently in my life, I'm trying to figure out
Speaker 4: what what the fuck I want to do with it?
Speaker 2: You know, any ideas and.
Speaker 4: Well I have I've been dancing, uh for like nine
Speaker 4: years now, and I've had people tell me like I
Speaker 4: should try and get into the industry, dreams stuff. But
Speaker 4: LA is kind of on fire right now. Shout out
Speaker 4: to them. It's devastating. But I'm okay, I know, I know,
Speaker 4: I know. Anyway, I also just like I was thinking
Speaker 4: of moving to Philly. Do you think Philly is a
Speaker 4: good place?
Speaker 2: Philadelphia is potentially my favorite city in America? Yeah? Really absolutely,
Speaker 2: I'm not walking with you. Phillies. Phillies a real hitting gym.
Speaker 3: Philly is great because it's it's definitely walkable, Like you
Speaker 3: don't need a car if you don't uh uh want one?
Speaker 3: Uh super affordable, great culture. Yeah, Phi Philly rocks.
Speaker 1: Yeah.
Speaker 3: If you think about moving to Philly, I I highly
Speaker 3: recommend it. It's a great city. I went to a
Speaker 3: college there for like four years.
Speaker 2: It was awesome. Yeah, what do you think of moving
Speaker 2: to Philly?
Speaker 4: I know, Philly is like it seems it seems like
Speaker 4: a pretty creative city, you know, definitely, And I'm a
Speaker 4: creative person. I like, I really want a job where
Speaker 4: I can make things with my hands, you know what
Speaker 4: I mean, doing something creative.
Speaker 2: Yeah, but what are do you do? You have a
Speaker 2: job now?
Speaker 4: Yeah, I'm just I'm just a delivery driver for Dominoes.
Speaker 4: And I also teach dance classes.
Speaker 2: Oh you teach dance classes?
Speaker 5: I do?
Speaker 4: I do?
Speaker 1: Just that?
Speaker 2: My really cool?
Speaker 3: That's really cool. That's really cool. You could probably well,
Speaker 3: can I ask what city you live in now?
Speaker 4: I live in North Platte, Nebraska.
Speaker 2: Oh wow, Plant Nebraska.
Speaker 3: Yeah, okay, yeah, give I mean what yeah, go ahead,
Speaker 3: give Philly a shot?
Speaker 2: Why not. Why not? How old are you?
Speaker 5: Yeah?
Speaker 4: I'm twenty. I'm gonna be twenty one in month.
Speaker 2: Oh I go, yeah, go go to Philly? What I
Speaker 2: I yeah? Why not? Why not? Why not? Yeah? Go
Speaker 2: to Philly, Go to Philly.
Speaker 3: Teach dance class, living a liv in a live in
Speaker 3: a North Philadelphia row home with seven other people, and
Speaker 3: pay fifty dollars a month in rent and uh, chase
Speaker 3: your dreams home girl?
Speaker 4: Thank you? Yeah, I hope, I hope.
Speaker 3: Uh.
Speaker 4: Maybe someday I'll make it. Do something that I love
Speaker 4: and enjoy.
Speaker 2: You can do? Yeah, I mean what do you love?
Speaker 2: You can you can do? I have, I have? You
Speaker 2: can do whatever you love and enjoy today. You can
Speaker 2: make it right now.
Speaker 4: It's true. I've been struggling, like uh with mental health,
Speaker 4: especially these last couple of years, which has been holding
Speaker 4: me back, I think, from letting myself explore life and
Speaker 4: find new fun things. And I hate that. But also
Speaker 4: I feel stuck sometimes.
Speaker 2: You know, what's your name? What's what's your name again?
Speaker 4: E Isy isy Isy?
Speaker 3: I I have no advice for you. I would just
Speaker 3: say just just I I just go do.
Speaker 2: Go do stuff. If you think about doing something, just
Speaker 2: just just do it. I don't. I don't.
Speaker 3: There's no there's nothing I can say to you that
Speaker 3: is gonna do anything for you. You know what I mean?
Speaker 4: This is true?
Speaker 1: This is true.
Speaker 3: Is there anything else you you want to you want
Speaker 3: to say to the people of the computer before we go,
Speaker 3: or or anything else that you want.
Speaker 2: To talk about.
Speaker 4: Well, I'm also okay, we don't have to make this
Speaker 4: too long. Of course there's other people.
Speaker 2: Waiting, but sure, I'm.
Speaker 4: I have this major, major crush on a girl, and
Speaker 4: I don't know what to do about it.
Speaker 2: What do you mean you don't know what to do
Speaker 2: about it? What do you mean you're listen? Listen.
Speaker 3: It's the same piece of either what do you mean
Speaker 3: you don't know what to do about it?
Speaker 2: What do you mean you don't know what to do?
Speaker 4: Very Christian family, and so a lot of my family
Speaker 4: would disown me, you know what I mean?
Speaker 3: Well, you know what, that fucking sucks for them, because
Speaker 3: that fucking sucks.
Speaker 2: For them because they had a fucking daughter. And and
Speaker 2: part of having a daughter is you fucking love your
Speaker 2: daughter and you don't get.
Speaker 3: Hung up on stupid bullshit. And so that's a problem
Speaker 3: for them, and not a problem for you. So go
Speaker 3: move to Philadelphia, go dance, go tell this girl you
Speaker 3: like her, and fucking Goali, live your life.
Speaker 4: Okay, thank you, gekkay, very nice.
Speaker 2: Where's your name? What's your name again?
Speaker 4: Easy?
Speaker 2: Easy? Good luck is you have a have a good
Speaker 2: rest of your entire life.
Speaker 4: Thank you. I appreciate it. And thank you for people,
Speaker 4: people of the computer. Thanks for listening to me. Have
Speaker 4: a good night, easy, you too, goes on.
Speaker 3: The line thanking your phone calls every night.
Speaker 2: Everything goes. Si'm just teaching you aloud in the mead
Speaker 2: of your life. He's not really an expert.