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Speaker 1: G Maguire, I'm Stephanie Santiago, I'm Laura Mara oh, and

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Speaker 1: I'm Amber Rose. It's a very well you're not a

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Speaker 1: virgin to lip service. We kind of popped your cherry,

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Speaker 1: yes letter. I think about it my first interview ever.

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Speaker 1: It's funny because I didn't know if she would remember that.

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Speaker 1: But back when I was on Serious, amber Rose was

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Speaker 1: on and this was like I was like, well, what

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Speaker 1: do people She's like, I'm just a boy aheaded bitch

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Speaker 1: from the videos. Girl. That was crazy. I was so nervous, like,

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Speaker 1: I forget who like booked that for me, But he

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Speaker 1: just told me what to say because I just I

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Speaker 1: was just young. I didn't I had no idea what

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Speaker 1: interview and then everybody was like, who's amber Rose? Like

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Speaker 1: outlets hit me up and was like, do you mind,

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Speaker 1: like if we use a part of this interview because

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Speaker 1: that was kind of the only time people had heard you,

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Speaker 1: you know, yeah talking at first. Well, that was before

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Speaker 1: I became famous. It was way before I became like

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Speaker 1: it was a good time. I was like, because I

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Speaker 1: remember seeing Ambros, I was like that's Amber Rose. Yeah.

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Speaker 1: So and look at us now, crazy where how far

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Speaker 1: we've come? So let's get into it because I just

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Speaker 1: feel like, first of all, I'm glad that you came

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Speaker 1: up here. I feel like this is like the perfect platform. Yeah.

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Speaker 1: I agree, We've definitely been waiting for this day. It's

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Speaker 1: highly anticipated. Yeah, anything we need, yeah, because I'm give

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Speaker 1: me all the smoke already. I always feel like the

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Speaker 1: slot walk and lip services like aligned, you know what

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Speaker 1: I mean? Because even the reason why, um, before I

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Speaker 1: had lip service, it was a segment on Ciphersound show

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Speaker 1: on Serious It was called slt it out, and so

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Speaker 1: the whole point was like for women to be able

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Speaker 1: then lip service, you know, because that's not always like guys,

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Speaker 1: where do they get that from, Like, where do they

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Speaker 1: hear how to eat pussy from other than and then

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Speaker 1: we had to teach them. How many guys have you

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Speaker 1: had to teach to really each a pussy the right way? Um?

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Speaker 1: You know what, Okay, this is bad, but I don't

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Speaker 1: off and they're eating everybody. Everybody don't like the same thing.

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Speaker 1: Definitely like them, Yeah exactly, you show them how to

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Speaker 1: teaching gods a couple of years ago. Yeah, it's important

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Speaker 1: to vocalize. I've never been a great at like saying

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Speaker 1: So you know, I'm like six listening to the protect

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Speaker 1: If anybody touches you tell me. You know that's not

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Speaker 1: you ever had to try to force yourself to like somebody?

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Speaker 1: Because I find that when I was younger, like people

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Speaker 1: The edibles worse. I've never done much, but one time

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Speaker 1: he came back. But maybe maybe it would have been

424
00:22:59,240 --> 00:23:03,040
Speaker 1: an he's too laid back. Probably he was too far.

425
00:23:03,600 --> 00:23:07,800
Speaker 1: He was too far. Yeah, alrightly, okay, and I know

426
00:23:07,920 --> 00:23:09,359
Speaker 1: you're not going to take a shot. It's just like

427
00:23:09,440 --> 00:23:11,160
Speaker 1: the very first card, you know. Yeah, I just picked

428
00:23:11,200 --> 00:23:14,600
Speaker 1: the first one. Have you ever had to contact somebody

429
00:23:14,680 --> 00:23:18,760
Speaker 1: from a free text message app because they blocked you? WHOA?

430
00:23:19,280 --> 00:23:22,760
Speaker 1: Have you been blocked? You've been blocked? No, you've never

431
00:23:22,840 --> 00:23:25,440
Speaker 1: been blocked. I don't think so. I blocked, but I

432
00:23:25,480 --> 00:23:29,720
Speaker 1: haven't been blocked. Can blocked, But I got to happen

433
00:23:29,760 --> 00:23:32,159
Speaker 1: in reverse, and I've been the victim of it too.

434
00:23:32,440 --> 00:23:35,959
Speaker 1: You've been blocked? Yeah, for sure. When I go, when

435
00:23:36,000 --> 00:23:38,399
Speaker 1: I start going off, I need to get my point across,

436
00:23:38,560 --> 00:23:40,359
Speaker 1: and when I'm saying something, I don't like to be

437
00:23:40,480 --> 00:23:43,760
Speaker 1: cut off. So if you blocked me in the middle

438
00:23:43,800 --> 00:23:45,840
Speaker 1: of what I'm saying, of what I'm saying, I'm gonna

439
00:23:45,880 --> 00:23:48,320
Speaker 1: find another number so I can finish what I'm saying

440
00:23:48,600 --> 00:23:50,960
Speaker 1: and then that's it. I've seen Stephanie. Are you on

441
00:23:51,000 --> 00:23:53,560
Speaker 1: the phone before? Yes, we've been outside. I've been like

442
00:23:53,680 --> 00:23:55,359
Speaker 1: trying to go out with her, like to eat, and

443
00:23:55,480 --> 00:23:57,320
Speaker 1: she's been standing outside. Are you on the phone for

444
00:23:57,440 --> 00:24:00,440
Speaker 1: like an hour? Isn't that the worst in your day?

445
00:24:00,560 --> 00:24:02,560
Speaker 1: My buddy? And you gi so much it ruins your

446
00:24:02,600 --> 00:24:05,240
Speaker 1: whole night, Like when you want to go out, Yeah,

447
00:24:05,320 --> 00:24:09,200
Speaker 1: that was really toxic. But I please, how many years

448
00:24:09,240 --> 00:24:11,680
Speaker 1: ago was that? That was before? It was all the

449
00:24:11,720 --> 00:24:14,600
Speaker 1: time ago, that was before the last that was a

450
00:24:14,680 --> 00:24:17,800
Speaker 1: relationship before the last relationship All the same, I had

451
00:24:17,840 --> 00:24:19,200
Speaker 1: certain people that I used to hate going out with

452
00:24:19,240 --> 00:24:22,040
Speaker 1: them because all they did was argue with their man. Yeah,

453
00:24:23,200 --> 00:24:27,320
Speaker 1: don't hookahs. That's probably the craziest thing I've ever done

454
00:24:28,359 --> 00:24:30,320
Speaker 1: through the hookah at the dinner table. You want to

455
00:24:30,320 --> 00:24:32,560
Speaker 1: go smoke? What was that really lets? Yeah? I feel

456
00:24:32,560 --> 00:24:34,440
Speaker 1: like I literally didn't throw it. I tipped it over

457
00:24:34,640 --> 00:24:36,560
Speaker 1: cold and all with flying it. But I feel like

458
00:24:36,680 --> 00:24:38,600
Speaker 1: I'm these toxic things are things that I needed to

459
00:24:38,720 --> 00:24:41,040
Speaker 1: go through to be the calm person I am in

460
00:24:41,119 --> 00:24:44,440
Speaker 1: a relationship now. I feel like I'm more patient now.

461
00:24:45,080 --> 00:24:46,960
Speaker 1: Um I don't. I'm not as snappy how as I

462
00:24:47,160 --> 00:24:50,280
Speaker 1: was before. Like like, I feel like sometimes you just

463
00:24:50,359 --> 00:24:53,399
Speaker 1: have to compromise and be a little more understanding of

464
00:24:53,480 --> 00:24:55,880
Speaker 1: where people are coming from before you snap at them.

465
00:24:56,359 --> 00:24:58,919
Speaker 1: And then once you understand and you have an understanding,

466
00:24:59,040 --> 00:25:01,640
Speaker 1: if you don't like the understanding, that's when you flip out.

467
00:25:02,119 --> 00:25:03,920
Speaker 1: What are the things you would say you learn about

468
00:25:03,960 --> 00:25:07,320
Speaker 1: relationships earlier from the things that didn't work out. I

469
00:25:07,440 --> 00:25:10,480
Speaker 1: think that I definitely see red flags way earlier now.

470
00:25:11,119 --> 00:25:13,800
Speaker 1: I didn't see red flags before at all. I would

471
00:25:13,840 --> 00:25:16,440
Speaker 1: just always like make excuses for men that were really

472
00:25:16,520 --> 00:25:21,159
Speaker 1: shitty to me and very toxic and abusive. But I

473
00:25:21,280 --> 00:25:24,560
Speaker 1: think now because I, like she said, because I went

474
00:25:24,640 --> 00:25:27,960
Speaker 1: through that, I can see things clearly moving forward. And

475
00:25:28,080 --> 00:25:30,359
Speaker 1: just you know, if I talk on the phone with

476
00:25:30,400 --> 00:25:33,399
Speaker 1: a guy now and he's just one thing that's a

477
00:25:33,520 --> 00:25:37,399
Speaker 1: red flag, I'm sucking out immediately. And that's another thing.

478
00:25:37,480 --> 00:25:40,760
Speaker 1: My um as far as selection and my like i'm

479
00:25:40,960 --> 00:25:44,760
Speaker 1: my in the beginning is very short. Like you said,

480
00:25:44,840 --> 00:25:47,000
Speaker 1: the first thing I don't like, I don't want to

481
00:25:47,000 --> 00:25:49,840
Speaker 1: speak to you anymore right now. Your tolerance level once

482
00:25:50,560 --> 00:25:54,040
Speaker 1: so I have nothing like nothing either because I'm not

483
00:25:54,040 --> 00:25:55,720
Speaker 1: gonna waste my time with something that I don't like.

484
00:25:55,880 --> 00:25:57,840
Speaker 1: If I know right at the door what I want.

485
00:25:58,840 --> 00:26:01,919
Speaker 1: What do you have that's I'm married, I'll probably never

486
00:26:02,000 --> 00:26:07,440
Speaker 1: get married again. M hm. I'm okay with that. I've

487
00:26:07,480 --> 00:26:11,720
Speaker 1: never been. No, don't be sad. I'm fine. Like I

488
00:26:11,840 --> 00:26:16,040
Speaker 1: don't not anything that I look forward to, So I'm happy.

489
00:26:16,680 --> 00:26:18,520
Speaker 1: I don't really want to share my life with anyone.

490
00:26:18,560 --> 00:26:20,040
Speaker 1: I don't want to share my bed, I don't want

491
00:26:20,040 --> 00:26:23,119
Speaker 1: to share my house. I don't want to share my time.

492
00:26:23,160 --> 00:26:25,760
Speaker 1: I don't want to feel obligated to say I just

493
00:26:25,880 --> 00:26:29,400
Speaker 1: finished you know lift service. You know, I'm going back

494
00:26:29,400 --> 00:26:31,320
Speaker 1: to the hotel now, Like I don't want to check

495
00:26:31,400 --> 00:26:34,440
Speaker 1: in with nobody. I'm good. I got my own money,

496
00:26:34,560 --> 00:26:38,080
Speaker 1: my own kids, my own house. I don't need nobody

497
00:26:38,160 --> 00:26:41,280
Speaker 1: for nothing. If somebody comes in my life and they

498
00:26:41,359 --> 00:26:45,320
Speaker 1: make my life better, maybe, but I can't see that

499
00:26:45,440 --> 00:26:50,240
Speaker 1: in the near future. Okay, that's fair enough to until

500
00:26:50,240 --> 00:26:53,040
Speaker 1: you're in a until the right you know person and

501
00:26:53,160 --> 00:26:55,240
Speaker 1: you decide this is what I want to do. I

502
00:26:55,359 --> 00:26:57,200
Speaker 1: agree with that though, because I have no pressure on

503
00:26:57,280 --> 00:26:59,760
Speaker 1: myself to get married. I waited this long I could.

504
00:26:59,800 --> 00:27:02,399
Speaker 1: I feel like I could be with somebody forever and

505
00:27:02,520 --> 00:27:04,480
Speaker 1: not have to get married, and I have no problem

506
00:27:04,520 --> 00:27:07,359
Speaker 1: with that. Yeah. I mean, even if you think about

507
00:27:07,400 --> 00:27:11,560
Speaker 1: a prenup, you're essentially getting divorced. Before you get married,

508
00:27:12,480 --> 00:27:16,240
Speaker 1: you have to think about like, Okay, do how much

509
00:27:16,280 --> 00:27:18,159
Speaker 1: do I get or what is this going to be like?

510
00:27:18,359 --> 00:27:20,480
Speaker 1: Or who gets the house or who gets this house

511
00:27:20,640 --> 00:27:23,040
Speaker 1: or who gets It's just like, why do I have

512
00:27:23,119 --> 00:27:26,200
Speaker 1: to talk about that before I get married? I just

513
00:27:26,240 --> 00:27:27,720
Speaker 1: want to be happy. I don't want to deal with

514
00:27:27,840 --> 00:27:30,800
Speaker 1: that paperwork and all that lawyers and ship. But then

515
00:27:30,800 --> 00:27:34,240
Speaker 1: I guess for some people it's different, like if something happens,

516
00:27:34,280 --> 00:27:36,720
Speaker 1: you want to make sure because from my understanding, this

517
00:27:36,760 --> 00:27:39,120
Speaker 1: is what people tell me right they got married, because

518
00:27:39,119 --> 00:27:40,840
Speaker 1: if you have kids, you want to make sure that

519
00:27:41,960 --> 00:27:44,720
Speaker 1: you know, God forbid something happens, that everything is like

520
00:27:45,240 --> 00:27:46,640
Speaker 1: taking I guess you could do that in a will,

521
00:27:47,040 --> 00:27:50,600
Speaker 1: you know. I think it's more so like insurance or like, yeah,

522
00:27:51,040 --> 00:27:55,920
Speaker 1: benefits like that. But again, I set myself up pretty well.

523
00:27:59,000 --> 00:28:02,960
Speaker 1: How many people get already to be on somebody else's insurance?

524
00:28:03,359 --> 00:28:09,120
Speaker 1: You will be surprised. Day in the country, my brother,

525
00:28:10,040 --> 00:28:12,680
Speaker 1: my brother called. I was like, so, I have my

526
00:28:12,840 --> 00:28:15,600
Speaker 1: friend you know, and d r that he wants to

527
00:28:15,680 --> 00:28:18,399
Speaker 1: come to the United States and he was willing to

528
00:28:18,520 --> 00:28:20,800
Speaker 1: give you eighty thousand to get me. I was like,

529
00:28:20,920 --> 00:28:22,800
Speaker 1: what what if your friend is crazy and never want

530
00:28:22,800 --> 00:28:25,359
Speaker 1: to divorce me? Like I'm good and be like if

531
00:28:25,400 --> 00:28:30,320
Speaker 1: you do eighty, he'll do. I've turned down like five

532
00:28:30,600 --> 00:28:33,000
Speaker 1: offers of those because I just can't see it like,

533
00:28:34,400 --> 00:28:37,480
Speaker 1: that's common crime for you if you did a crime.

534
00:28:37,880 --> 00:28:41,200
Speaker 1: But then what it is a crime too? What if

535
00:28:41,240 --> 00:28:43,480
Speaker 1: they like end up really liking you and I and

536
00:28:43,560 --> 00:28:45,720
Speaker 1: I heard stories where like the men end up not

537
00:28:45,840 --> 00:28:48,000
Speaker 1: wanting to give the divorce and it just drabbed on

538
00:28:48,160 --> 00:28:50,240
Speaker 1: for years and they met the person who they really

539
00:28:50,280 --> 00:28:52,720
Speaker 1: want to be with and they couldn't because this person

540
00:28:52,760 --> 00:28:55,360
Speaker 1: would not give them the divorce. Like, I'm good, Now,

541
00:28:55,440 --> 00:28:58,200
Speaker 1: what are you that's inundating somebody who's married but separated?

542
00:28:58,880 --> 00:29:06,080
Speaker 1: Oh uh? If that really depends, that's that's tricky. It

543
00:29:06,200 --> 00:29:08,959
Speaker 1: depends on how long they've been separated. Some people are

544
00:29:09,040 --> 00:29:12,240
Speaker 1: separated for years and then they just didn't get a

545
00:29:12,320 --> 00:29:15,720
Speaker 1: divorce yet. Um, I would have to see proof. I

546
00:29:15,800 --> 00:29:18,280
Speaker 1: don't trust men at all. I don't know. I mean

547
00:29:18,280 --> 00:29:20,400
Speaker 1: I would have to really be obset with that person

548
00:29:20,520 --> 00:29:22,640
Speaker 1: to even give a funk to look into all that ship.

549
00:29:23,080 --> 00:29:25,120
Speaker 1: You said you don't trust men at all? Like, no men?

550
00:29:26,680 --> 00:29:30,320
Speaker 1: Why is that? Because they're shitty? All of them? You

551
00:29:30,400 --> 00:29:34,600
Speaker 1: can't say that. Okay, So people give trust and people

552
00:29:34,680 --> 00:29:36,880
Speaker 1: aren't trust. I am a person who believes you have

553
00:29:37,040 --> 00:29:41,320
Speaker 1: to earn trust, so I completely understand. Like I feel

554
00:29:41,400 --> 00:29:45,200
Speaker 1: like there's guys out there's more than one point one.

555
00:29:45,280 --> 00:29:48,840
Speaker 1: We're saying, guys, that's good out there. No, I disagree.

556
00:29:49,040 --> 00:29:51,080
Speaker 1: You have some funded up experiences. I mean, once you

557
00:29:51,120 --> 00:29:53,120
Speaker 1: see the dark side, there's no coming back from that.

558
00:29:54,000 --> 00:29:56,400
Speaker 1: I feel bad about that for you though, because they don't.

559
00:29:57,040 --> 00:29:59,440
Speaker 1: You have sons and you're raising them to be amazing

560
00:29:59,800 --> 00:30:02,360
Speaker 1: man and yeah, and so then you have to believe

561
00:30:02,400 --> 00:30:05,040
Speaker 1: that there's good men out there too, because you want

562
00:30:05,040 --> 00:30:07,240
Speaker 1: your sin to be those good men. Yeah. My best

563
00:30:07,320 --> 00:30:11,719
Speaker 1: friend Janice is married to an amazing man. But he's married.

564
00:30:12,320 --> 00:30:18,320
Speaker 1: They're all married, All the good ones they're gone. We're

565
00:30:18,400 --> 00:30:22,160
Speaker 1: left with the fucking stragglers, know, And honestly, that's that's

566
00:30:22,440 --> 00:30:25,200
Speaker 1: one of the things. Um, I don't want to date

567
00:30:25,240 --> 00:30:29,360
Speaker 1: anybody who is not a marrying type of man. Most

568
00:30:29,400 --> 00:30:32,080
Speaker 1: of these guys don't even want to get married. So

569
00:30:32,280 --> 00:30:34,560
Speaker 1: that's that's something big for me. Like, if you're not

570
00:30:34,960 --> 00:30:37,920
Speaker 1: a marrying man, I don't want to date you at all,

571
00:30:38,560 --> 00:30:42,160
Speaker 1: and that leaves me by myself a lot. So you

572
00:30:42,200 --> 00:30:44,600
Speaker 1: want to get married, Yeah, I do want to get married,

573
00:30:45,160 --> 00:30:47,000
Speaker 1: but I want to you know, I want to get

574
00:30:47,080 --> 00:30:50,680
Speaker 1: married just because of my faith. You know. It's it's

575
00:30:50,800 --> 00:30:53,440
Speaker 1: just part of my faith walk, you know what I mean,

576
00:30:53,960 --> 00:30:56,960
Speaker 1: And it's it's big to me, Like in my religion,

577
00:30:57,160 --> 00:30:59,920
Speaker 1: if I don't get married, I won't even get into heaven.

578
00:31:00,880 --> 00:31:05,080
Speaker 1: That I'm an atheist. So I'm good. You know. That's

579
00:31:05,120 --> 00:31:08,000
Speaker 1: why I don't expect people who who don't you know,

580
00:31:08,400 --> 00:31:12,160
Speaker 1: have who are not in my faith to understand, you know,

581
00:31:12,360 --> 00:31:15,240
Speaker 1: like I don't understand that. Yeah, I understand, you know,

582
00:31:15,640 --> 00:31:18,320
Speaker 1: but I do. But and it's very important to me. Right,

583
00:31:18,360 --> 00:31:20,920
Speaker 1: I'll stay by myself. I will stay by myself if

584
00:31:21,000 --> 00:31:25,240
Speaker 1: I'm not with somebody who is who you know, maybe

585
00:31:25,320 --> 00:31:30,360
Speaker 1: not tomorrow but has future plans to have You always

586
00:31:30,400 --> 00:31:32,960
Speaker 1: been an atheist or is it now you don't believe? Like, no,

587
00:31:33,280 --> 00:31:36,520
Speaker 1: I've been an atheist. I mean I probably yes, I've

588
00:31:36,520 --> 00:31:40,120
Speaker 1: probably been an atheists for way longer than I knew. UM.

589
00:31:40,600 --> 00:31:44,280
Speaker 1: But when I kind of like, UM put a label

590
00:31:44,320 --> 00:31:48,760
Speaker 1: to it, maybe like two and a half years ago. Um.

591
00:31:48,880 --> 00:31:51,120
Speaker 1: I always had questions. I grew up going to church

592
00:31:51,240 --> 00:31:54,120
Speaker 1: and stuff like that. Um, I always had unanswered questions.

593
00:31:54,880 --> 00:32:00,400
Speaker 1: Then I got really into science, philosophy and evolution. I

594
00:32:00,480 --> 00:32:03,240
Speaker 1: read a lot of books. I was just like, shit,

595
00:32:03,320 --> 00:32:06,880
Speaker 1: ain't it ain't added up, and so I do understand

596
00:32:06,920 --> 00:32:10,560
Speaker 1: why people are religious. Does bring them comfort, It makes

597
00:32:10,600 --> 00:32:13,360
Speaker 1: them feel like they have something to look forward to.

598
00:32:13,560 --> 00:32:17,320
Speaker 1: I I understand all that. I think my personality um

599
00:32:18,920 --> 00:32:22,920
Speaker 1: no offense. I feel like I think more logically in

600
00:32:23,080 --> 00:32:26,840
Speaker 1: like real time, in like the world. Is it bad

601
00:32:26,880 --> 00:32:29,960
Speaker 1: to say oh God during sex? I'd say it, Oh

602
00:32:30,040 --> 00:32:33,960
Speaker 1: my God, I said, I think it just pops out though,

603
00:32:34,120 --> 00:32:39,160
Speaker 1: like it kind of like I'm gonna say wow during

604
00:32:39,200 --> 00:32:49,520
Speaker 1: sex the next time. I feel good. I love that.

605
00:32:52,120 --> 00:32:54,160
Speaker 1: All right. Now, let's switch gears a little bit here,

606
00:32:55,640 --> 00:32:58,040
Speaker 1: back to sex. Let's talk about Kevin Gates. He talked

607
00:32:58,040 --> 00:33:00,080
Speaker 1: about his brother. He said his brother had to an

608
00:33:00,080 --> 00:33:04,520
Speaker 1: inch penis. What looked like it's a rock bottle Like

609
00:33:06,280 --> 00:33:08,800
Speaker 1: it looks like it might be about all right. Have

610
00:33:08,920 --> 00:33:10,600
Speaker 1: you ever had a penis that was too big and

611
00:33:10,680 --> 00:33:13,520
Speaker 1: not been able to do it? I've seen a penis

612
00:33:13,600 --> 00:33:17,480
Speaker 1: that was just abnormally huge and I didn't want no partners.

613
00:33:18,080 --> 00:33:21,120
Speaker 1: Is that penis shaming? No, I don't believe it. I

614
00:33:21,160 --> 00:33:25,000
Speaker 1: don't believe in penis shaming at all. Yeah, I don't

615
00:33:25,000 --> 00:33:27,360
Speaker 1: even believe in penis shaming. That for guys to have

616
00:33:27,720 --> 00:33:30,560
Speaker 1: penises Okay. I think that's unfair. And I think that

617
00:33:31,080 --> 00:33:33,040
Speaker 1: if I say I'm a feminist and I want equality,

618
00:33:33,080 --> 00:33:37,239
Speaker 1: then I shouldn't penis shame because they can't help it. Yep, okay, Um,

619
00:33:37,360 --> 00:33:39,680
Speaker 1: so what happened with that big one? You just told

620
00:33:39,760 --> 00:33:42,880
Speaker 1: him no, I can't or you know, yeah, I was well,

621
00:33:43,080 --> 00:33:47,160
Speaker 1: he just yeah, there was a long, long, long time

622
00:33:47,200 --> 00:33:49,480
Speaker 1: ago back in Philly. Um, I was young, and I

623
00:33:49,600 --> 00:33:51,680
Speaker 1: was just like, funck no, I didn't want to do

624
00:33:51,760 --> 00:33:53,160
Speaker 1: it anyway. And then I saw it and I was

625
00:33:53,200 --> 00:33:59,120
Speaker 1: like absolutely, yeah, yeah, So how did somebody react to that? Like?

626
00:33:59,480 --> 00:34:04,240
Speaker 1: Was he? I mean again, it was abnormally gigantic? Didn't

627
00:34:04,400 --> 00:34:07,040
Speaker 1: you horning? Because I feel like if a guy knows that,

628
00:34:07,160 --> 00:34:08,840
Speaker 1: he's got to give you some type of like just

629
00:34:09,000 --> 00:34:11,360
Speaker 1: so you know, I'm sure that wasn't the first or

630
00:34:11,360 --> 00:34:13,600
Speaker 1: over the last time that somebody said I can't do that. Yeah. No,

631
00:34:13,840 --> 00:34:16,480
Speaker 1: I'm sure a lot of them were like, have you

632
00:34:16,520 --> 00:34:21,280
Speaker 1: ever said no to a small penis? Don't be a hypocrite.

633
00:34:21,360 --> 00:34:23,920
Speaker 1: You just said a minute ago. I know. I'm trying

634
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Speaker 1: to think if I ever ran into anything that No,

635
00:34:29,600 --> 00:34:31,759
Speaker 1: I don't think I ever ran into anything that that

636
00:34:32,080 --> 00:34:35,680
Speaker 1: small You are blessed. Yeah, not that small. I was surprised.

637
00:34:35,680 --> 00:34:38,160
Speaker 1: I didn't want to shame him, so he did it,

638
00:34:38,200 --> 00:34:40,680
Speaker 1: but I never double back, so you did do it.

639
00:34:40,760 --> 00:34:43,160
Speaker 1: It was like, remember I told you the guy from

640
00:34:43,239 --> 00:34:45,320
Speaker 1: junior high school that I got jumped about and everything,

641
00:34:45,400 --> 00:34:48,960
Speaker 1: And once we was adults, I was like, really I

642
00:34:49,040 --> 00:34:54,080
Speaker 1: got jumped for this, right imagine I was back then. Yeah,

643
00:34:54,200 --> 00:34:57,240
Speaker 1: well that's a shame. I've ever came across the penis

644
00:34:57,320 --> 00:34:59,560
Speaker 1: that was so small that I was like, oh, this

645
00:34:59,760 --> 00:35:02,640
Speaker 1: isn't gonna satisfy me as it. And I just made

646
00:35:02,680 --> 00:35:05,960
Speaker 1: sure he came with this amazing head I have so

647
00:35:06,080 --> 00:35:08,879
Speaker 1: I didn't have to. That's still nice of you, though,

648
00:35:09,960 --> 00:35:11,960
Speaker 1: I like them. Yeah, that's really nice. I locked him

649
00:35:11,960 --> 00:35:13,560
Speaker 1: a lot, and then I saw his penis and I

650
00:35:13,680 --> 00:35:19,400
Speaker 1: was like, my little my little boy back in. His

651
00:35:19,520 --> 00:35:21,880
Speaker 1: penis wasn't that big, but it was nice though. It

652
00:35:22,000 --> 00:35:24,600
Speaker 1: was good. Yeah, guys with my penis is usually you know,

653
00:35:24,680 --> 00:35:28,560
Speaker 1: we always saw the guys. Some some girls prefer like

654
00:35:28,680 --> 00:35:31,919
Speaker 1: a more average to small size. I don't know about

655
00:35:32,040 --> 00:35:36,480
Speaker 1: average is small, but I'm gonna say like average to average, medium, medium,

656
00:35:37,040 --> 00:35:39,560
Speaker 1: more towards them than the sch meet. If you'll know,

657
00:35:39,600 --> 00:35:43,239
Speaker 1: what I'm saying, But a huge penis no, Yeah, I've

658
00:35:43,320 --> 00:35:47,080
Speaker 1: had I've had my few, you know, times that I

659
00:35:47,200 --> 00:35:49,840
Speaker 1: had something I felt like I couldn't handle, and I

660
00:35:49,960 --> 00:35:51,600
Speaker 1: have turned down the penis because it was too big.

661
00:35:51,680 --> 00:35:54,840
Speaker 1: But now that i'm you know, well aware of my

662
00:35:54,880 --> 00:35:57,000
Speaker 1: body and what is capable of, I don't I don't

663
00:35:57,040 --> 00:35:59,719
Speaker 1: want nothing that's that large. I'm good. Yeahs as we

664
00:35:59,760 --> 00:36:04,120
Speaker 1: get it sounds the big dick, but I don't like. Yeah,

665
00:36:04,200 --> 00:36:06,480
Speaker 1: but no, I like it, but it's not necessary. And

666
00:36:06,560 --> 00:36:10,200
Speaker 1: it looks good too, Yeah, it looks nice. When you'd

667
00:36:10,200 --> 00:36:14,520
Speaker 1: be like, Okay, that looks amazing. I'm not gonna lie. Um.

668
00:36:14,880 --> 00:36:17,359
Speaker 1: Like my previous boyfriend, he had a really big dick.

669
00:36:18,120 --> 00:36:20,239
Speaker 1: He had a really big dick, and we used to

670
00:36:20,320 --> 00:36:22,200
Speaker 1: have to like, you know, let I used to have

671
00:36:22,280 --> 00:36:24,920
Speaker 1: to let myself heal, like we couldn't. I could not

672
00:36:25,080 --> 00:36:27,640
Speaker 1: imagine having sex with him all the time, like he

673
00:36:27,640 --> 00:36:32,080
Speaker 1: would just destroy me. Like you know, we speak about

674
00:36:32,160 --> 00:36:36,080
Speaker 1: this and I don't, you know, like I didn't mind

675
00:36:36,160 --> 00:36:41,040
Speaker 1: taking like breaks in between, but I'm not gonna lie.

676
00:36:41,360 --> 00:36:45,800
Speaker 1: I don't miss that pain. I don't miss that. I

677
00:36:45,960 --> 00:36:49,960
Speaker 1: really don't like. There's times that we have grain sex

678
00:36:50,080 --> 00:36:52,040
Speaker 1: and you know, he had me open enough to where

679
00:36:52,160 --> 00:36:54,960
Speaker 1: I didn't feel no pain. But you know there was

680
00:36:55,040 --> 00:36:56,959
Speaker 1: other times that we would have sex and I would

681
00:36:56,960 --> 00:37:00,319
Speaker 1: just have to suck it up and take it. You literally, yeah,

682
00:37:00,840 --> 00:37:04,959
Speaker 1: I had like when uterus is too low, it's like yeah,

683
00:37:05,960 --> 00:37:07,799
Speaker 1: to a back flip. He tried to do it from

684
00:37:07,880 --> 00:37:09,160
Speaker 1: like if he did it from the prow, it was

685
00:37:09,239 --> 00:37:12,959
Speaker 1: like whoa wait a minute, blow down and I was like, okay,

686
00:37:13,040 --> 00:37:15,440
Speaker 1: let's try to try another position. He's like, all right,

687
00:37:15,480 --> 00:37:16,680
Speaker 1: get on top of me. I got it. I was

688
00:37:16,760 --> 00:37:21,080
Speaker 1: like it was even words from the back. I was like, okay, yeah,

689
00:37:21,080 --> 00:37:22,680
Speaker 1: I can't do I feel like on top is the

690
00:37:22,760 --> 00:37:26,640
Speaker 1: easiest way. If no way, to me, it's easiest because

691
00:37:26,640 --> 00:37:29,239
Speaker 1: you control it more when you're on top. Yeah, because

692
00:37:29,239 --> 00:37:31,520
Speaker 1: you could control it like you don't have to, you know,

693
00:37:31,840 --> 00:37:38,440
Speaker 1: like to just down. You can't be grinding on a

694
00:37:38,520 --> 00:37:41,799
Speaker 1: big dick. That's not That's what I'm saying. And then

695
00:37:41,840 --> 00:37:46,839
Speaker 1: you take your time. That's just my advice. I think

696
00:37:46,920 --> 00:37:48,480
Speaker 1: the best thing to do is get on top first,

697
00:37:48,640 --> 00:37:51,120
Speaker 1: loosen it up, and then so you've had one too big,

698
00:37:51,160 --> 00:37:54,120
Speaker 1: best right? Um? Yeah? I write it up, worked it

699
00:37:54,160 --> 00:37:58,680
Speaker 1: out out at right away, Like I was like, yeah,

700
00:37:59,160 --> 00:38:00,480
Speaker 1: what if I do you like? For I got to

701
00:38:00,520 --> 00:38:02,839
Speaker 1: put his finger and your But while you're having sex,

702
00:38:04,480 --> 00:38:07,960
Speaker 1: it's not my favorite thing. It kind of like it's

703
00:38:08,000 --> 00:38:16,000
Speaker 1: like what we why you look? But not all the time,

704
00:38:16,160 --> 00:38:17,960
Speaker 1: but you know, in the moment when it's you know,

705
00:38:18,360 --> 00:38:21,239
Speaker 1: the time for it can be enjoyable. I think people

706
00:38:21,280 --> 00:38:25,759
Speaker 1: would be really described traditional. I am, like, I don't,

707
00:38:25,880 --> 00:38:30,000
Speaker 1: like I had, not just had. I had one threesome

708
00:38:30,280 --> 00:38:35,080
Speaker 1: when I was like thirty two. Really yeah, it was terrible.

709
00:38:35,160 --> 00:38:38,080
Speaker 1: I was like, I'll fucking never do that again. Was terrible,

710
00:38:39,200 --> 00:38:44,239
Speaker 1: just very like mechanical, like just it was just too

711
00:38:44,360 --> 00:38:47,640
Speaker 1: much going on, taking the condom off, put a new

712
00:38:47,680 --> 00:38:51,560
Speaker 1: condom onto, back and forth. It was just not I

713
00:38:51,600 --> 00:38:53,880
Speaker 1: mean they were like my friends, so I didn't feel like,

714
00:38:54,600 --> 00:38:57,160
Speaker 1: you know, I didn't feel scared or anything, but it

715
00:38:57,320 --> 00:38:59,640
Speaker 1: was just a terrible experience. I'm just not into that.

716
00:39:00,000 --> 00:39:02,759
Speaker 1: And they're like a traditional walk from that one, yeah,

717
00:39:04,080 --> 00:39:06,560
Speaker 1: I didn't, not totally kidding. I didn't make swet walk

718
00:39:06,680 --> 00:39:10,880
Speaker 1: for that reason. I mean SlutWalk against like derogatory labels.

719
00:39:11,800 --> 00:39:15,279
Speaker 1: I was totally playing with you. Yeah, it's just it's

720
00:39:15,440 --> 00:39:17,440
Speaker 1: just never been my thing, and people think like I

721
00:39:17,560 --> 00:39:23,000
Speaker 1: have sucking orgies all day. I've never had threesome with me,

722
00:39:23,360 --> 00:39:25,440
Speaker 1: you know, I say it all the time. So with

723
00:39:25,520 --> 00:39:28,880
Speaker 1: the same girl and different guys. And my man has

724
00:39:28,920 --> 00:39:30,239
Speaker 1: never had a three seme I had. I let him

725
00:39:30,280 --> 00:39:32,920
Speaker 1: know he never will because I'm not doing well. I

726
00:39:32,960 --> 00:39:36,000
Speaker 1: wouldn't much rather have a threesome with two guys instead

727
00:39:36,040 --> 00:39:39,480
Speaker 1: of a girl. She ruined everything she grow. Yeah it

728
00:39:39,560 --> 00:39:42,520
Speaker 1: was girls. Wait, but it was I thought it was

729
00:39:42,560 --> 00:39:44,120
Speaker 1: like taking a condom off and on, Like what did

730
00:39:44,200 --> 00:39:49,759
Speaker 1: she do that was so bad? Um? Listen, Angela, when

731
00:39:50,360 --> 00:39:53,120
Speaker 1: when you when you go and you lay down with somebody,

732
00:39:53,120 --> 00:39:56,320
Speaker 1: you're gonna make sure your under arms are fresh fresh,

733
00:39:56,520 --> 00:40:00,440
Speaker 1: everything is very clean, you know. And it just was not.

734
00:40:03,400 --> 00:40:06,480
Speaker 1: It wasn't like o G. But it was where it

735
00:40:06,640 --> 00:40:11,680
Speaker 1: was supposed to be, and it just was just, oh damn.

736
00:40:11,800 --> 00:40:17,479
Speaker 1: And see what guys have to especially when you're getting

737
00:40:17,520 --> 00:40:21,120
Speaker 1: intimate with a girl like like, I would have much

738
00:40:21,239 --> 00:40:23,320
Speaker 1: rather have two guys. It would have been would you

739
00:40:23,360 --> 00:40:26,919
Speaker 1: ever do that? Probably not? Now I don't. I don't.

740
00:40:26,920 --> 00:40:29,320
Speaker 1: I wouldn't trust anybody enough to do that. What do

741
00:40:29,360 --> 00:40:33,560
Speaker 1: you mean by trust? I don't trust them with my body,

742
00:40:33,840 --> 00:40:36,839
Speaker 1: with my sexual health, with being around them in an

743
00:40:36,880 --> 00:40:40,279
Speaker 1: intimate setting. I just have a trauma issues, Like I

744
00:40:41,040 --> 00:40:44,400
Speaker 1: wouldn't trust two guys in a room like that together. No,

745
00:40:45,880 --> 00:40:48,440
Speaker 1: you'd be I would be scared. What about Okay, so

746
00:40:48,520 --> 00:40:50,840
Speaker 1: what about a relationship with a woman? Is that something

747
00:40:51,440 --> 00:40:55,440
Speaker 1: that you would entertain more? Would? Yeah? But again, I

748
00:40:55,560 --> 00:40:58,680
Speaker 1: just don't want a relationship, you know, Yeah, Like I don't.

749
00:40:58,840 --> 00:41:01,960
Speaker 1: I don't want to share my space with someone. I

750
00:41:02,040 --> 00:41:04,880
Speaker 1: want to be selfish. I've been in relationships forever, like,

751
00:41:04,920 --> 00:41:07,160
Speaker 1: I want to be selfish. And but you've been through

752
00:41:07,160 --> 00:41:09,800
Speaker 1: a lot of ship. I feel like, girl, that's what

753
00:41:09,920 --> 00:41:12,160
Speaker 1: it feels like, just hip of the iceberg. Y'all have

754
00:41:12,280 --> 00:41:14,840
Speaker 1: no idea. But because we only know what we know publicly,

755
00:41:15,000 --> 00:41:17,839
Speaker 1: we have no idea what else you've gone through. Yeah,

756
00:41:17,960 --> 00:41:21,360
Speaker 1: it's pretty terrible ship. But I would definitely be I

757
00:41:21,360 --> 00:41:23,520
Speaker 1: would definitely if I was to be in a relationship,

758
00:41:23,520 --> 00:41:27,520
Speaker 1: I would be in a relationship with a girl asapp Yeah. Okay, Well,

759
00:41:28,160 --> 00:41:30,440
Speaker 1: and I feel like once you get the vibe of

760
00:41:30,560 --> 00:41:33,719
Speaker 1: being by yourself and taking care of yourself, you you

761
00:41:33,800 --> 00:41:36,080
Speaker 1: don't it's not really a big deal to share your

762
00:41:36,080 --> 00:41:40,320
Speaker 1: bad It just feels good people musself not have to

763
00:41:40,520 --> 00:41:43,000
Speaker 1: give a funk about the thing with us. I mean,

764
00:41:43,040 --> 00:41:45,239
Speaker 1: we have babies, we have period cramps, we go through

765
00:41:45,360 --> 00:41:47,840
Speaker 1: so much ship. We gotta get waxed and plucked and

766
00:41:48,040 --> 00:41:50,160
Speaker 1: this and that and bleached and all kinds of ship,

767
00:41:50,880 --> 00:41:52,960
Speaker 1: and guys have a fucking headache, and it's like the

768
00:41:53,120 --> 00:41:55,960
Speaker 1: end of the world. I'm like, bro, I don't I

769
00:41:56,080 --> 00:41:59,040
Speaker 1: have to raise two boys into men. I have no

770
00:41:59,280 --> 00:42:01,840
Speaker 1: time to go fucking run and get you tiling on

771
00:42:02,000 --> 00:42:05,120
Speaker 1: all that ship fucking figure it out, like even small

772
00:42:05,160 --> 00:42:07,640
Speaker 1: ship like that. I just don't want to do it right.

773
00:42:08,080 --> 00:42:10,839
Speaker 1: I'm just tired, Like I don't want to fucking cater

774
00:42:11,000 --> 00:42:13,600
Speaker 1: to no man at all. And I'm damned you're not

775
00:42:13,719 --> 00:42:17,200
Speaker 1: sucking dick. What you don't I thought you said? I

776
00:42:17,600 --> 00:42:20,240
Speaker 1: mean everybody here enjoys it, except I guess this couch

777
00:42:20,480 --> 00:42:24,400
Speaker 1: because lord don't really like it either. No, it's not that.

778
00:42:24,760 --> 00:42:28,920
Speaker 1: It's that I have kids now, like my life is different.

779
00:42:29,040 --> 00:42:32,719
Speaker 1: I kiss my children, I like they always want to

780
00:42:32,840 --> 00:42:35,919
Speaker 1: kiss their mama. I'm not going around sucking dick. I'm

781
00:42:35,960 --> 00:42:40,480
Speaker 1: just not like I if I'm again in a committed relationship,

782
00:42:40,800 --> 00:42:42,759
Speaker 1: which I don't think would have because I don't trust

783
00:42:42,800 --> 00:42:47,680
Speaker 1: anybody enough with my sexual health to you know, raise

784
00:42:47,760 --> 00:42:53,000
Speaker 1: my kids. And I just don't want that that. I

785
00:42:53,080 --> 00:42:55,799
Speaker 1: get it. She got b no and I I when

786
00:42:55,840 --> 00:42:58,040
Speaker 1: they're small, they really want to come and be in

787
00:42:58,120 --> 00:43:03,360
Speaker 1: your mouth. Yeah, like the mam, Like I probably just

788
00:43:03,480 --> 00:43:05,920
Speaker 1: stopp kissing my son on the mouth. My son is sixteen,

789
00:43:06,120 --> 00:43:08,640
Speaker 1: Like we just probably stopped kissing in the mouth like

790
00:43:08,920 --> 00:43:12,560
Speaker 1: five years ago. Yeah, you know, like we get you

791
00:43:13,040 --> 00:43:16,360
Speaker 1: guys both love second dick. That's what's crazy. But I

792
00:43:16,680 --> 00:43:21,440
Speaker 1: don't have some problem when your kids were young. You

793
00:43:21,560 --> 00:43:23,719
Speaker 1: think I see, I don't think about because you brush

794
00:43:23,760 --> 00:43:26,120
Speaker 1: your teeth. You know what I'm saying, Like it's you know,

795
00:43:26,480 --> 00:43:29,400
Speaker 1: you don't know. But like, okay, for example, every relationship

796
00:43:29,480 --> 00:43:32,719
Speaker 1: I've been with I've been in, right, we always got

797
00:43:32,800 --> 00:43:35,000
Speaker 1: tested before I have sex to them. Okay, I think

798
00:43:35,040 --> 00:43:38,759
Speaker 1: that's a people don't know. All my exits can tell

799
00:43:38,800 --> 00:43:41,359
Speaker 1: you that I don't play with my life, but then

800
00:43:41,400 --> 00:43:44,399
Speaker 1: I get cheated on. So what is that? What the fun?

801
00:43:45,160 --> 00:43:48,040
Speaker 1: I'm literally you're putting my life at risk. I don't

802
00:43:48,080 --> 00:43:50,560
Speaker 1: know what you did behind my back, and I have children,

803
00:43:51,360 --> 00:43:54,800
Speaker 1: So for me, it's like you're not only putting my

804
00:43:54,880 --> 00:43:56,960
Speaker 1: life at verrist when you put my children's life at risk,

805
00:43:57,680 --> 00:44:00,120
Speaker 1: and I just don't trust anybody enough to do that.

806
00:44:01,000 --> 00:44:03,640
Speaker 1: You think that also, and this sucks, right, But in

807
00:44:03,680 --> 00:44:06,640
Speaker 1: the industry that we're in, like these guys that are

808
00:44:06,680 --> 00:44:09,200
Speaker 1: and have too much access to be because you know, no,

809
00:44:09,360 --> 00:44:11,640
Speaker 1: I have too much access. I can suck anybody I want.

810
00:44:12,040 --> 00:44:14,520
Speaker 1: It's if you're a good person or not. I can

811
00:44:14,560 --> 00:44:17,279
Speaker 1: scroll through my phone and fuck whoever I want in

812
00:44:17,320 --> 00:44:20,520
Speaker 1: New York tonight, okay, but we're anywhere in the world.

813
00:44:20,800 --> 00:44:23,719
Speaker 1: It's just like you're either a good person and you

814
00:44:23,840 --> 00:44:26,520
Speaker 1: have compassion and you say what you mean, or you don't.

815
00:44:27,320 --> 00:44:30,880
Speaker 1: I don't give a funk. Guy, girl, that's biological bullshit.

816
00:44:31,400 --> 00:44:33,680
Speaker 1: It we're all human beings. If you're a good person,

817
00:44:33,760 --> 00:44:36,160
Speaker 1: you're not going to hurt people. And when you hurt people,

818
00:44:36,239 --> 00:44:37,719
Speaker 1: you just don't give a funk. You think you've ever

819
00:44:37,800 --> 00:44:43,120
Speaker 1: hurt anybody though? No, really never. I don't hurt people.

820
00:44:43,320 --> 00:44:47,239
Speaker 1: I don't do a vengeful things. People have hurt me

821
00:44:47,280 --> 00:44:49,480
Speaker 1: a million times. You don't see me on the internet,

822
00:44:50,520 --> 00:44:53,960
Speaker 1: you know, going off and being reckless and yelling and screaming.

823
00:44:54,080 --> 00:44:58,279
Speaker 1: Definitely don't see that. I will give you that thank you.

824
00:44:58,840 --> 00:45:01,040
Speaker 1: I don't put out no bis this that I've been through.

825
00:45:01,120 --> 00:45:02,680
Speaker 1: I just suck it up like a g and I

826
00:45:02,800 --> 00:45:05,040
Speaker 1: raised my kids. But when a couple of times you

827
00:45:05,120 --> 00:45:08,760
Speaker 1: have and it's been amazing, I just but that's in reaction.

828
00:45:09,120 --> 00:45:12,200
Speaker 1: It's a reaction. It's a reaction. It's a it's also

829
00:45:12,320 --> 00:45:14,399
Speaker 1: like a little like don't go there because I don't

830
00:45:14,440 --> 00:45:18,759
Speaker 1: play stuff, because because do come at me if I

831
00:45:18,960 --> 00:45:22,319
Speaker 1: don't say nothing, like I'm letting you live right now,

832
00:45:23,280 --> 00:45:26,040
Speaker 1: So don't come at me, because then it becomes reactive,

833
00:45:26,840 --> 00:45:29,799
Speaker 1: and you don't want that reactive, right, and then you're

834
00:45:29,800 --> 00:45:33,800
Speaker 1: the bad guy because I've definitely heard things that you

835
00:45:33,840 --> 00:45:35,840
Speaker 1: could have done that you didn't do, you know what

836
00:45:35,920 --> 00:45:38,279
Speaker 1: I'm saying, And things that you could have said that

837
00:45:38,440 --> 00:45:41,160
Speaker 1: you didn't say. So and I've heard those things like

838
00:45:41,239 --> 00:45:43,799
Speaker 1: behind the scenes, and I'm like, okay, because I'm also

839
00:45:43,880 --> 00:45:45,360
Speaker 1: that type of person, you know. I don't go around

840
00:45:45,400 --> 00:45:49,080
Speaker 1: telling people's business like that. Like if something is supposed

841
00:45:49,120 --> 00:45:51,920
Speaker 1: to be if it's out there, you know, I report

842
00:45:51,960 --> 00:45:54,200
Speaker 1: on it or whatever from my job. But if it's

843
00:45:54,239 --> 00:45:57,040
Speaker 1: something that no one knows, I'm not gonna like break

844
00:45:57,120 --> 00:45:59,759
Speaker 1: the story and try to like put somebody's business out

845
00:45:59,800 --> 00:46:03,040
Speaker 1: there that's not already out that's not already putting their

846
00:46:03,080 --> 00:46:06,719
Speaker 1: own business, all right, So that but I think that

847
00:46:06,840 --> 00:46:08,800
Speaker 1: I don't think. I just don't feel like the Internet

848
00:46:08,880 --> 00:46:12,080
Speaker 1: and relationships match. They're not. They're not. It's just not

849
00:46:12,239 --> 00:46:14,360
Speaker 1: the place for that. Like you said, like, I've been

850
00:46:14,400 --> 00:46:17,480
Speaker 1: through so much being in this business for this amount

851
00:46:17,480 --> 00:46:21,120
Speaker 1: of time, and I never there's no stories about me

852
00:46:21,200 --> 00:46:25,400
Speaker 1: on the Internet. I never, Like I've seen girls tell stories,

853
00:46:25,480 --> 00:46:27,600
Speaker 1: and I'm just like the ship that I've been through,

854
00:46:27,920 --> 00:46:30,640
Speaker 1: like that's the kids stuff compared to what I do,

855
00:46:31,200 --> 00:46:34,080
Speaker 1: and I just keep it to myself. But look, we're

856
00:46:34,120 --> 00:46:36,920
Speaker 1: honestly like, look what they did to make Look what

857
00:46:37,040 --> 00:46:40,440
Speaker 1: they did to Chloe Kardashian. Chloe Kardashian is a victim

858
00:46:40,880 --> 00:46:45,280
Speaker 1: of essentially domestic violence, getting cheated on why you're pregnant.

859
00:46:45,440 --> 00:46:51,160
Speaker 1: No one deserves that that uh, mental emotional, psychological abuse

860
00:46:51,239 --> 00:46:54,080
Speaker 1: that she probably endured, and the whole internet went in

861
00:46:54,160 --> 00:46:55,680
Speaker 1: on her as if it was her fault to try

862
00:46:55,719 --> 00:46:58,560
Speaker 1: to work on her family. It's sad and that it

863
00:46:58,680 --> 00:47:03,040
Speaker 1: does make women go silent and not really say what

864
00:47:03,160 --> 00:47:06,040
Speaker 1: they're going through, you know, exactly because it just makes

865
00:47:06,080 --> 00:47:08,920
Speaker 1: it easier. Who wants to tell their story and then

866
00:47:09,000 --> 00:47:11,440
Speaker 1: be shunned by the internet as if it's your fault.

867
00:47:12,360 --> 00:47:14,520
Speaker 1: I mean, I feel like this that happens, and I

868
00:47:14,560 --> 00:47:16,160
Speaker 1: don't ever speak on it because I'm like, if I

869
00:47:16,239 --> 00:47:19,120
Speaker 1: say something, it's just gonna end up turning back on me. Yeah,

870
00:47:19,160 --> 00:47:21,960
Speaker 1: then that's what it does, especially to women that exactly

871
00:47:22,280 --> 00:47:25,719
Speaker 1: I'm always just a quiet because I feel it's bad.

872
00:47:26,000 --> 00:47:28,439
Speaker 1: That's a real battle, like for you to tell the truth,

873
00:47:28,800 --> 00:47:30,800
Speaker 1: especially when people say about you that's not you, and

874
00:47:30,800 --> 00:47:32,399
Speaker 1: then you try to speak up, and then everybody want

875
00:47:32,440 --> 00:47:34,960
Speaker 1: to be funny and make joy exactly, and then when

876
00:47:34,960 --> 00:47:38,360
Speaker 1: you're stay expensive your mental health and then you respond

877
00:47:38,400 --> 00:47:40,680
Speaker 1: to something and people were like, oh you're mad, and

878
00:47:41,080 --> 00:47:43,640
Speaker 1: it's like you just got it. I'm not even a

879
00:47:43,680 --> 00:47:48,640
Speaker 1: person that said it, somebody else and exactly the biggest story.

880
00:47:49,360 --> 00:47:51,800
Speaker 1: But who do you trust then, Like if you can't

881
00:47:51,840 --> 00:47:55,120
Speaker 1: trust you know nobody, like not even other people in

882
00:47:55,160 --> 00:48:01,600
Speaker 1: your life right there? Okay, to my brother, Um, Joseph

883
00:48:01,719 --> 00:48:04,840
Speaker 1: knows every single detail about my life. He's been with

884
00:48:04,920 --> 00:48:08,200
Speaker 1: me for almost ten years. Um he's my day to

885
00:48:08,360 --> 00:48:14,280
Speaker 1: day manager, brother, partner. Um, and uh, nothing ever leaked.

886
00:48:14,480 --> 00:48:18,759
Speaker 1: So he's good, you know. Um, but yeah, he's he's

887
00:48:18,800 --> 00:48:22,760
Speaker 1: definitely my best friend. But me him my security. Brian

888
00:48:22,960 --> 00:48:26,080
Speaker 1: shout out to Brian. He's been with me for almost

889
00:48:26,120 --> 00:48:30,600
Speaker 1: ten years and just my that's it. That's it, just

890
00:48:30,719 --> 00:48:32,000
Speaker 1: him and Brian. Now let me ask you this. You

891
00:48:32,120 --> 00:48:34,360
Speaker 1: and Black China used to be really close. Yes, so

892
00:48:34,480 --> 00:48:38,520
Speaker 1: are you still super tight or what happened? No, we're

893
00:48:38,560 --> 00:48:41,600
Speaker 1: not friends anymore, but I still love her though I would.

894
00:48:41,680 --> 00:48:45,240
Speaker 1: You're the best. Um. I think we just grew aparts.

895
00:48:45,360 --> 00:48:49,160
Speaker 1: Nothing crazy. We're just different people, were into different things.

896
00:48:50,400 --> 00:48:55,440
Speaker 1: We we just went like that. That's it. I have

897
00:48:55,560 --> 00:48:58,440
Speaker 1: friends that are the same way. Like it's no love loss,

898
00:48:59,239 --> 00:49:02,200
Speaker 1: no real reason in it's just that that happened. That

899
00:49:02,320 --> 00:49:05,879
Speaker 1: just happens and it's not doesn't have a reason why.

900
00:49:06,080 --> 00:49:09,000
Speaker 1: But we grew apart. Yes, so it is a slot

901
00:49:09,040 --> 00:49:12,120
Speaker 1: walk happening this year again. Yes, I'm working on y'all. So,

902
00:49:12,280 --> 00:49:15,920
Speaker 1: like it's the pandemic just fucked up everything. So like

903
00:49:16,680 --> 00:49:19,719
Speaker 1: all the we had City National Bank, beats by dre

904
00:49:19,880 --> 00:49:23,200
Speaker 1: we had all these huge companies that were just giving

905
00:49:23,280 --> 00:49:26,040
Speaker 1: us a lot of money, and now it's just different,

906
00:49:26,440 --> 00:49:30,400
Speaker 1: Like everything's just different now, So I'm trying to figure

907
00:49:30,440 --> 00:49:33,759
Speaker 1: that out because it is a free event, so you

908
00:49:33,760 --> 00:49:36,440
Speaker 1: don't have to buy tickets or anything, so I just

909
00:49:36,520 --> 00:49:39,000
Speaker 1: need I think every year I put up at least

910
00:49:39,040 --> 00:49:42,040
Speaker 1: five hundred thousand dollars of my own money and then

911
00:49:42,080 --> 00:49:45,680
Speaker 1: got it back in sponsorship, right, And so you know

912
00:49:46,360 --> 00:49:48,320
Speaker 1: I can't do that every single year. I mean I

913
00:49:48,360 --> 00:49:51,640
Speaker 1: always made out even I never made any money from

914
00:49:51,680 --> 00:49:55,040
Speaker 1: SlutWalk at all, and whatever extra money that we did

915
00:49:55,200 --> 00:50:00,279
Speaker 1: have after we donate it. So okay, Yeah, so we're figured, Okay,

916
00:50:00,320 --> 00:50:03,879
Speaker 1: where is it gonna be? Same? Maybe Miami this year?

917
00:50:04,520 --> 00:50:09,759
Speaker 1: Nice Miami, Like yeah, I think Miami this year. They

918
00:50:09,800 --> 00:50:12,800
Speaker 1: just have bigger spaces out there, right, And um I

919
00:50:12,920 --> 00:50:17,480
Speaker 1: did a poll on on Instagram and Miami had I mean,

920
00:50:17,719 --> 00:50:20,200
Speaker 1: way more people want to do there. Now, let me

921
00:50:20,239 --> 00:50:23,160
Speaker 1: ask you this when it comes to um sexual freedom,

922
00:50:23,160 --> 00:50:24,960
Speaker 1: because I'm a big believer that women should be able

923
00:50:24,960 --> 00:50:26,520
Speaker 1: to do whatever they want to do right as long

924
00:50:26,560 --> 00:50:28,759
Speaker 1: as you do it safely, because that is important. We

925
00:50:28,880 --> 00:50:30,480
Speaker 1: encourage that. And I love the fact that you said

926
00:50:30,480 --> 00:50:33,200
Speaker 1: you get tested anytime you have sex with somebody. But

927
00:50:33,360 --> 00:50:36,800
Speaker 1: is there any limits? Because I also feel like I

928
00:50:36,960 --> 00:50:39,239
Speaker 1: have limits to certain things that like, you shouldn't funk

929
00:50:39,280 --> 00:50:43,040
Speaker 1: with nobody else's man, nobody's you know, in a committed

930
00:50:43,120 --> 00:50:46,080
Speaker 1: relationship and whatever. So what do you think are limits

931
00:50:46,160 --> 00:50:49,040
Speaker 1: to that type of sexual freedom or do you see

932
00:50:49,080 --> 00:50:52,879
Speaker 1: any limits? Yeah, I mean personally, I would I would

933
00:50:52,920 --> 00:50:55,040
Speaker 1: never date a man in a relationship. I would never

934
00:50:55,120 --> 00:50:57,040
Speaker 1: date a man with a baby on the way. I

935
00:50:57,120 --> 00:50:59,719
Speaker 1: would never date a married man. I would never date

936
00:50:59,800 --> 00:51:03,359
Speaker 1: a man and that my friend dated okay sex with um.

937
00:51:03,920 --> 00:51:08,239
Speaker 1: I probably wouldn't date somebody that even if if it

938
00:51:08,400 --> 00:51:12,080
Speaker 1: was an associate that I was around on several different

939
00:51:12,080 --> 00:51:14,680
Speaker 1: occasions and I was there with her and her man

940
00:51:14,760 --> 00:51:17,319
Speaker 1: and then they broke up, I feel like that's still

941
00:51:17,440 --> 00:51:20,680
Speaker 1: also weird. Yeah. I feel like that's also where I'm

942
00:51:20,719 --> 00:51:24,399
Speaker 1: like a real extremist, like loyal bitch. I don't get

943
00:51:24,480 --> 00:51:26,840
Speaker 1: too many people out here for us to be sucking

944
00:51:27,040 --> 00:51:30,440
Speaker 1: somebody somebody been around, you know, Yeah, I don't. I

945
00:51:30,480 --> 00:51:33,440
Speaker 1: don't really do ship like that, So alright, fair enough,

946
00:51:33,560 --> 00:51:36,600
Speaker 1: i'd so hard, and being in the industry, that's why

947
00:51:37,120 --> 00:51:40,000
Speaker 1: it's so hard to have girlfriends and um and be

948
00:51:40,160 --> 00:51:44,080
Speaker 1: normal because it's not a lot to pick from, so

949
00:51:44,360 --> 00:51:47,840
Speaker 1: you end up dating the same guys and hating another

950
00:51:48,000 --> 00:51:51,560
Speaker 1: female for no reason over I didn't even care about you.

951
00:51:51,960 --> 00:51:54,920
Speaker 1: I would never have you ever had somebody fuck your

952
00:51:54,960 --> 00:51:59,000
Speaker 1: man like I could like somebody. Yep, there are a

953
00:51:59,080 --> 00:52:01,879
Speaker 1: couple of years ago really that I feel like they

954
00:52:02,040 --> 00:52:05,480
Speaker 1: only funk with God's because they've seen him with me afterwards.

955
00:52:06,320 --> 00:52:08,040
Speaker 1: So you said a couple of years ago one of

956
00:52:08,120 --> 00:52:10,720
Speaker 1: your friends a guy you have been with of my friends,

957
00:52:10,800 --> 00:52:15,000
Speaker 1: Actually he's forgetting because they see a guy with you

958
00:52:15,160 --> 00:52:21,040
Speaker 1: and automatically he's popping. You have no fu idea, Like

959
00:52:21,200 --> 00:52:24,160
Speaker 1: it has really been a mental health journey for me

960
00:52:25,000 --> 00:52:31,080
Speaker 1: to not fucking stab people seriously, like on some fucking

961
00:52:31,120 --> 00:52:33,680
Speaker 1: horror movie ship. That ship would break my heart more

962
00:52:33,719 --> 00:52:35,719
Speaker 1: than a guy. It would be like my friend doing

963
00:52:35,800 --> 00:52:39,840
Speaker 1: that to me. I can't see myself doing that to

964
00:52:39,920 --> 00:52:42,959
Speaker 1: a friend. Yeah, I had, Like I had to become

965
00:52:43,040 --> 00:52:45,279
Speaker 1: reclusive for a minute, and that's why I haven't really

966
00:52:45,360 --> 00:52:49,560
Speaker 1: been posting on Instagram or like, you know, being out

967
00:52:49,760 --> 00:52:53,160
Speaker 1: and doing my thing, because I really had to work

968
00:52:53,200 --> 00:52:57,960
Speaker 1: on myself because I was so angry um that that

969
00:52:58,280 --> 00:53:01,799
Speaker 1: had happened to me, Like, yeah, how did you work

970
00:53:01,840 --> 00:53:03,680
Speaker 1: on yourself? Like what what did you do? Did you

971
00:53:04,120 --> 00:53:09,920
Speaker 1: I read a lot, a lot of therapy, um, understanding

972
00:53:10,239 --> 00:53:15,800
Speaker 1: that things were not my fault, understanding that people have

973
00:53:16,280 --> 00:53:21,520
Speaker 1: severe personality disorders. I can't fix people. There was nothing

974
00:53:21,600 --> 00:53:25,040
Speaker 1: I could have done differently, um, you know things like that.

975
00:53:25,560 --> 00:53:27,879
Speaker 1: So you know, I feel like I'm in a better

976
00:53:27,920 --> 00:53:30,080
Speaker 1: place now, but it's still it's still a journey to

977
00:53:30,239 --> 00:53:35,880
Speaker 1: like not have anger, um for things that I like

978
00:53:36,160 --> 00:53:39,880
Speaker 1: completely did not deserve at all. I did not deserve that.

979
00:53:40,520 --> 00:53:43,239
Speaker 1: And the check it makes you matter yourself, like why

980
00:53:43,320 --> 00:53:46,600
Speaker 1: did I allowed this to happen to myself? Like after

981
00:53:46,719 --> 00:53:49,920
Speaker 1: a while, you're write, it's a mental health journey. Now

982
00:53:50,200 --> 00:53:52,160
Speaker 1: you know what though, because now that we're sitting here

983
00:53:52,239 --> 00:53:54,560
Speaker 1: talking because like I said, we spoke so long ago,

984
00:53:54,680 --> 00:53:57,719
Speaker 1: but and then obviously on the breakfast club but I'm

985
00:53:57,760 --> 00:54:01,920
Speaker 1: not there anymore. But but now this, But you've been

986
00:54:01,960 --> 00:54:04,359
Speaker 1: through a lot, very publicly, and I think people really

987
00:54:04,440 --> 00:54:07,080
Speaker 1: don't understand the toll that it can take on you

988
00:54:07,360 --> 00:54:10,399
Speaker 1: like to be someone that's talked about but you're really

989
00:54:10,480 --> 00:54:13,960
Speaker 1: like minding your business and not doing anything wrong. Right, Yeah,

990
00:54:14,080 --> 00:54:17,440
Speaker 1: it gets pretty shitty sometimes, but again, my my kids

991
00:54:17,640 --> 00:54:22,320
Speaker 1: keep me happy, and you know, um, I guess, I

992
00:54:22,360 --> 00:54:25,640
Speaker 1: guess I think for a long time, I would just

993
00:54:25,719 --> 00:54:29,239
Speaker 1: sit and be like, why why would they do that

994
00:54:29,360 --> 00:54:32,520
Speaker 1: to me? After I've done all these amazing nice things

995
00:54:32,560 --> 00:54:34,640
Speaker 1: for them, just out of the kindness of my heart. Why,

996
00:54:35,520 --> 00:54:38,440
Speaker 1: Like what is happening? Like what's the reason for that?

997
00:54:39,360 --> 00:54:43,480
Speaker 1: You know? Yeah, And I never got an answer. No,

998
00:54:43,680 --> 00:54:46,320
Speaker 1: you're not going to get closure from people, like I

999
00:54:46,560 --> 00:54:49,200
Speaker 1: never understood why. But like even the girls just like

1000
00:54:49,320 --> 00:54:51,759
Speaker 1: I cared about them, they were my friends, like I

1001
00:54:52,000 --> 00:54:54,640
Speaker 1: was just it was just really funked up. And you

1002
00:54:54,719 --> 00:54:57,640
Speaker 1: get so angry that like and even in therapy, I mean,

1003
00:54:57,719 --> 00:55:00,160
Speaker 1: and I hope that people that are watching this can

1004
00:55:00,239 --> 00:55:02,399
Speaker 1: relate because I talked to a couple of other people.

1005
00:55:03,080 --> 00:55:06,320
Speaker 1: You really feel like you are capable of killing someone

1006
00:55:07,000 --> 00:55:09,320
Speaker 1: and going to get a fucking snow cone and just

1007
00:55:10,200 --> 00:55:14,160
Speaker 1: not thinking about it twice. You know. It's the thought

1008
00:55:14,800 --> 00:55:18,160
Speaker 1: is why you need therapy. Obviously you act on it,

1009
00:55:18,239 --> 00:55:21,719
Speaker 1: then that's a whole different Yeah, you'll go to jail,

1010
00:55:22,120 --> 00:55:24,839
Speaker 1: to jail, you don't want to do that. But the thought,

1011
00:55:24,920 --> 00:55:27,560
Speaker 1: if you can have that thought as a rational, logical,

1012
00:55:27,960 --> 00:55:31,320
Speaker 1: good person, there's something wrong, like you've been pushed to

1013
00:55:31,360 --> 00:55:36,160
Speaker 1: your limits and so yeah, so for you moving forward,

1014
00:55:37,640 --> 00:55:39,239
Speaker 1: Like what are you gonna do? You know what I'm

1015
00:55:39,239 --> 00:55:42,160
Speaker 1: saying as far as friendships, because I think it's really

1016
00:55:42,200 --> 00:55:44,040
Speaker 1: hard to be in this world without having people who

1017
00:55:44,160 --> 00:55:46,320
Speaker 1: you can I know you said that you do have,

1018
00:55:47,080 --> 00:55:49,600
Speaker 1: you know, a couple of people, but even like forming

1019
00:55:49,640 --> 00:55:52,359
Speaker 1: because I feel like later in life, I have friends

1020
00:55:52,400 --> 00:55:54,040
Speaker 1: that I've had for a really long time, but I've

1021
00:55:54,520 --> 00:55:59,120
Speaker 1: forged more intentional friendships later in my life with people

1022
00:55:59,200 --> 00:56:02,680
Speaker 1: that are like outside of you know, you know, maybe

1023
00:56:02,840 --> 00:56:05,520
Speaker 1: people that I have things in common with, maybe goals

1024
00:56:05,600 --> 00:56:07,480
Speaker 1: of far as far as like you know, I have

1025
00:56:07,600 --> 00:56:10,120
Speaker 1: my friends who I'm like buying real estate with and

1026
00:56:10,200 --> 00:56:12,520
Speaker 1: property and doing things like that and having those types

1027
00:56:12,560 --> 00:56:16,879
Speaker 1: of conversations and work situations, and then we have those

1028
00:56:16,960 --> 00:56:19,160
Speaker 1: common things, but it's not the same as what it

1029
00:56:19,280 --> 00:56:21,160
Speaker 1: used to be when you know, I don't. I can't

1030
00:56:21,160 --> 00:56:23,120
Speaker 1: even explain it, but no, I get it. I mean

1031
00:56:23,200 --> 00:56:26,520
Speaker 1: I have friends since uh sixth grade. There's three girls

1032
00:56:26,680 --> 00:56:29,800
Speaker 1: we've been friends for twenty seven years. I probably wouldn't

1033
00:56:29,800 --> 00:56:31,600
Speaker 1: say how long that was, and then you guys know

1034
00:56:31,719 --> 00:56:35,040
Speaker 1: my age, but nobody you know, it's fine, I'm scared,

1035
00:56:35,719 --> 00:56:37,840
Speaker 1: but yeah, twenty seven years we've been friends and my

1036
00:56:37,920 --> 00:56:40,080
Speaker 1: friend Donna has been my friends since eighteen. So I

1037
00:56:40,200 --> 00:56:43,840
Speaker 1: have really good girlfriends that I don't want anything for me.

1038
00:56:44,400 --> 00:56:47,959
Speaker 1: It was actually the new girls within the last couple

1039
00:56:48,000 --> 00:56:51,520
Speaker 1: of years were the ones that like I cared about

1040
00:56:51,560 --> 00:56:53,480
Speaker 1: and brought into my life and they and they did

1041
00:56:53,560 --> 00:56:56,160
Speaker 1: that to me. But also the person that they did

1042
00:56:56,239 --> 00:56:58,279
Speaker 1: it with at the time that they did it with

1043
00:56:58,600 --> 00:57:02,320
Speaker 1: was really funked up. Um. And so you think it

1044
00:57:02,400 --> 00:57:06,640
Speaker 1: was intentional or oh yeah, either it's jealousy. I think

1045
00:57:06,680 --> 00:57:09,960
Speaker 1: it was just not given a funck at a very

1046
00:57:10,080 --> 00:57:13,520
Speaker 1: vulnerable time in my life. Yeah, well, I'm sorry that

1047
00:57:13,640 --> 00:57:17,360
Speaker 1: happened to you. Yeah, should happens. It's all good. You

1048
00:57:17,440 --> 00:57:20,919
Speaker 1: think they'll ever be like an amber Rose documentary, there

1049
00:57:21,000 --> 00:57:25,680
Speaker 1: needs to be there, definitely needs to be. Um, I'll

1050
00:57:25,680 --> 00:57:30,880
Speaker 1: probably get sued left and right, but already forgotten produced

1051
00:57:33,160 --> 00:57:35,840
Speaker 1: and they come at you. If I start from my childhood,

1052
00:57:36,000 --> 00:57:38,040
Speaker 1: it'll be it'll be pretty Yeah, it doesn't have to

1053
00:57:38,120 --> 00:57:41,680
Speaker 1: be about other people, just from your childhood. You got

1054
00:57:42,360 --> 00:57:48,160
Speaker 1: you gotta change, you know, I'm fine because like everybody's

1055
00:57:48,160 --> 00:57:50,040
Speaker 1: trying to, you know, get me. And I know you've

1056
00:57:50,120 --> 00:57:52,360
Speaker 1: done a book, but like to do a book deal,

1057
00:57:52,480 --> 00:57:54,440
Speaker 1: But there's certain things that it's hard because you want

1058
00:57:54,440 --> 00:57:56,760
Speaker 1: to tell the truth, but some things are hard to

1059
00:57:56,840 --> 00:58:00,920
Speaker 1: tell because it involves other people, right, That has always

1060
00:58:00,960 --> 00:58:06,160
Speaker 1: been yeah, yeah, And when you say, like from your childhood,

1061
00:58:06,240 --> 00:58:08,960
Speaker 1: like where would your story start? When you if you

1062
00:58:09,040 --> 00:58:11,160
Speaker 1: talk about if you were going to do this, like

1063
00:58:12,240 --> 00:58:15,680
Speaker 1: mom's childhood, that's where it would start, and it would

1064
00:58:15,680 --> 00:58:18,160
Speaker 1: be very short. It would just be a very quick

1065
00:58:18,200 --> 00:58:22,360
Speaker 1: thing about my mom's childhood, then into when I was born. Um,

1066
00:58:23,040 --> 00:58:25,160
Speaker 1: and then go and then go from there. What is

1067
00:58:25,200 --> 00:58:31,240
Speaker 1: it about your mom's childhood? That's girl, it's just crazy.

1068
00:58:31,800 --> 00:58:34,320
Speaker 1: And then it's filled over into my childhood and then

1069
00:58:34,880 --> 00:58:39,000
Speaker 1: again with therapy understanding why these people were in my life,

1070
00:58:39,120 --> 00:58:42,400
Speaker 1: why they did me dirty, why I allowed it. It's

1071
00:58:42,480 --> 00:58:51,440
Speaker 1: just trauma from childhood, lies, murder, molestation, suicide, a lot

1072
00:58:51,520 --> 00:58:55,680
Speaker 1: of crazy shit and so um, it has to start

1073
00:58:55,760 --> 00:58:59,280
Speaker 1: from there. But I, you know, maybe I will have

1074
00:58:59,400 --> 00:59:02,760
Speaker 1: some talks with people to kind of do something that's

1075
00:59:03,000 --> 00:59:07,680
Speaker 1: based off my my family and my life. But again, Angela,

1076
00:59:07,720 --> 00:59:10,040
Speaker 1: you know, like I just did acquired, I I never

1077
00:59:10,120 --> 00:59:11,920
Speaker 1: want people to feel sorry for me. So I think

1078
00:59:11,920 --> 00:59:13,600
Speaker 1: it's about that though, because you also have to think

1079
00:59:13,640 --> 00:59:15,640
Speaker 1: about helping other people. Like even the whole point of

1080
00:59:15,720 --> 00:59:19,480
Speaker 1: the slut Walk, it's for all the women who have

1081
00:59:19,680 --> 00:59:21,720
Speaker 1: had things Like I remember, I did this town hall

1082
00:59:22,280 --> 00:59:25,360
Speaker 1: with these young girls, right, and it turned into like

1083
00:59:25,480 --> 00:59:28,920
Speaker 1: this whole session of them they're in high school, talking

1084
00:59:28,960 --> 00:59:31,800
Speaker 1: about things that happened to them that no one cared about.

1085
00:59:31,800 --> 00:59:33,400
Speaker 1: Like one girl was saying, every time she got off

1086
00:59:33,440 --> 00:59:35,720
Speaker 1: the bus from school, her neighbor would grab her ass

1087
00:59:35,840 --> 00:59:37,440
Speaker 1: and then everybody would laugh at her and call her

1088
00:59:37,440 --> 00:59:40,520
Speaker 1: a hole, you know, and like things like that is

1089
00:59:40,640 --> 00:59:43,040
Speaker 1: heartbreaking to hear. One girl was saying that her um

1090
00:59:43,680 --> 00:59:46,480
Speaker 1: dad's best friend would drive her and her her friend

1091
00:59:46,560 --> 00:59:48,320
Speaker 1: to school his daughter to school, and then one day

1092
00:59:48,360 --> 00:59:50,840
Speaker 1: the daughter did income and her dad's best friend like

1093
00:59:51,000 --> 00:59:52,560
Speaker 1: molested her in a car on the way to school.

1094
00:59:52,720 --> 00:59:54,120
Speaker 1: But she didn't want to tell her dad because she said,

1095
00:59:54,120 --> 00:59:55,920
Speaker 1: I didn't want my dad to kill him and go

1096
00:59:56,040 --> 00:59:57,880
Speaker 1: to jail. And it was like her first time talking

1097
00:59:57,920 --> 01:00:00,360
Speaker 1: about it. But I think it's important for a young

1098
01:00:00,440 --> 01:00:05,640
Speaker 1: girls to feel like they can relate, relate and see

1099
01:00:05,720 --> 01:00:08,160
Speaker 1: that other people go through these things so they don't

1100
01:00:08,240 --> 01:00:10,320
Speaker 1: feel like they have to carry that whole burden on

1101
01:00:10,400 --> 01:00:13,840
Speaker 1: themselves and never be able to, you know, express themselves

1102
01:00:13,880 --> 01:00:15,760
Speaker 1: and talk about it, and maybe at some point they

1103
01:00:15,840 --> 01:00:18,360
Speaker 1: can if they can say, look at all the ship

1104
01:00:18,440 --> 01:00:20,240
Speaker 1: amber Rose went through. It's not just me, and so

1105
01:00:20,360 --> 01:00:23,320
Speaker 1: it's not about you making people feel sorry for you. No, no, no,

1106
01:00:23,600 --> 01:00:26,280
Speaker 1: I no, I agree with eventually telling my story. I'm

1107
01:00:26,360 --> 01:00:30,480
Speaker 1: just saying why you're happening. I don't get on Instagram

1108
01:00:30,640 --> 01:00:35,160
Speaker 1: or Twitter, and yeah, and I should be counterproductive, honestly

1109
01:00:35,160 --> 01:00:37,000
Speaker 1: it is. But that's why I think telling your story

1110
01:00:37,120 --> 01:00:38,480
Speaker 1: and your own way, on your own terms and not

1111
01:00:38,560 --> 01:00:42,560
Speaker 1: on social media it's better because social media, you you know,

1112
01:00:42,720 --> 01:00:45,240
Speaker 1: it's just listing quick. People respond and say what they

1113
01:00:45,320 --> 01:00:47,080
Speaker 1: say and things get twisted. But in order for you

1114
01:00:47,160 --> 01:00:49,600
Speaker 1: to be able to lay it down from the beginning,

1115
01:00:50,440 --> 01:00:54,000
Speaker 1: you know, I think it could be I think really

1116
01:00:54,080 --> 01:00:56,280
Speaker 1: helpful because you know, people see you, they're like, oh,

1117
01:00:56,360 --> 01:00:58,360
Speaker 1: she's beautiful, she has this, and like you said, people

1118
01:00:58,400 --> 01:01:01,280
Speaker 1: would call you a gold digger or because you have

1119
01:01:01,360 --> 01:01:03,160
Speaker 1: a slept walk, even though you're like, I don't even

1120
01:01:03,200 --> 01:01:06,080
Speaker 1: really you know, I do this. I get tested. I'm

1121
01:01:06,120 --> 01:01:07,920
Speaker 1: not even as sexual as people think I am. But

1122
01:01:08,000 --> 01:01:11,520
Speaker 1: what you're doing is helping other people who are getting

1123
01:01:11,600 --> 01:01:14,920
Speaker 1: called names and doing these things and double standards, you know,

1124
01:01:15,040 --> 01:01:17,160
Speaker 1: be able to say I don't care. I'm taking that

1125
01:01:17,280 --> 01:01:20,960
Speaker 1: word back exactly, you know. But that's why I think

1126
01:01:21,000 --> 01:01:22,720
Speaker 1: telling you a story and that way is better because

1127
01:01:22,760 --> 01:01:26,640
Speaker 1: it's a whole story instead of just some words on Instagram.

1128
01:01:26,720 --> 01:01:28,880
Speaker 1: I would never do that. If I was gonna do that,

1129
01:01:28,920 --> 01:01:31,600
Speaker 1: I wouldn't do that a long time ago. So I

1130
01:01:31,680 --> 01:01:33,120
Speaker 1: don't mean for you to go on social media and

1131
01:01:33,160 --> 01:01:36,720
Speaker 1: express yourself because I don't do that. I guess I

1132
01:01:36,880 --> 01:01:39,760
Speaker 1: was just saying, like, I think you know me well

1133
01:01:39,920 --> 01:01:44,480
Speaker 1: enough that, um I you know, I am transparent in

1134
01:01:44,520 --> 01:01:46,680
Speaker 1: a lot of ways. I will talk about my mental

1135
01:01:46,760 --> 01:01:49,600
Speaker 1: health journey and therapy and you know kind of talking

1136
01:01:49,680 --> 01:01:52,120
Speaker 1: it out and reading books and ship like that. But um,

1137
01:01:52,920 --> 01:01:56,720
Speaker 1: I'm not a full open book. I'm like halfway open,

1138
01:01:57,080 --> 01:02:00,600
Speaker 1: where you know, things guarded it are, yeah, are sacred

1139
01:02:00,640 --> 01:02:02,439
Speaker 1: and important to you that you feel like you don't

1140
01:02:02,480 --> 01:02:06,040
Speaker 1: need to put out there, especially because you're such a huge,

1141
01:02:06,560 --> 01:02:09,720
Speaker 1: you know, celebrity, that it's like people think they know

1142
01:02:09,880 --> 01:02:11,840
Speaker 1: when people want to know, when it's just like, oh,

1143
01:02:12,000 --> 01:02:16,600
Speaker 1: you don't have no idea. What about some great things

1144
01:02:16,680 --> 01:02:18,520
Speaker 1: that have happened for you? Like have you ever been

1145
01:02:18,600 --> 01:02:21,600
Speaker 1: with somebody that you that treated well. Wiz was a

1146
01:02:21,680 --> 01:02:24,080
Speaker 1: person that treated you really well while you got any

1147
01:02:24,160 --> 01:02:26,400
Speaker 1: Like you said, it was outside things. You know that

1148
01:02:26,520 --> 01:02:29,600
Speaker 1: really um kind of messed up your relationship and you

1149
01:02:29,760 --> 01:02:32,240
Speaker 1: were really young. Yes you know when you did that,

1150
01:02:32,280 --> 01:02:36,600
Speaker 1: but you have had some really positive experiences too, So yes,

1151
01:02:38,120 --> 01:02:48,320
Speaker 1: maybe that's it. You think that's it, Yeah, Okay, that's it. Listen. Ever,

1152
01:02:48,760 --> 01:02:51,440
Speaker 1: would you ever like everyone else is shitty? I'm not

1153
01:02:51,480 --> 01:02:54,440
Speaker 1: gonna lie to you all questions In the industry, they

1154
01:02:54,480 --> 01:02:58,360
Speaker 1: have God complexes. It's really like they get around you

1155
01:02:58,720 --> 01:03:01,200
Speaker 1: and it gives them a God calm plus and it's

1156
01:03:01,280 --> 01:03:07,240
Speaker 1: like it's not even your faults. If you ever took

1157
01:03:07,280 --> 01:03:09,600
Speaker 1: America or if it happens, if he would come back

1158
01:03:09,680 --> 01:03:12,200
Speaker 1: after he lived his life you and you years later,

1159
01:03:12,600 --> 01:03:15,960
Speaker 1: would you who is? No, She's like I like it

1160
01:03:16,000 --> 01:03:18,880
Speaker 1: how it is. Yeah, I love I like how we are. Yeah,

1161
01:03:19,000 --> 01:03:21,800
Speaker 1: we're in a very and I love his girlfriend. By

1162
01:03:21,840 --> 01:03:26,200
Speaker 1: the way, Amy shout out to Amy. No, no, no,

1163
01:03:26,360 --> 01:03:28,760
Speaker 1: it's not even nothing weird. Like I love Amy. She

1164
01:03:29,200 --> 01:03:31,560
Speaker 1: my son loves her when he's over there. She treats

1165
01:03:31,640 --> 01:03:34,480
Speaker 1: him really nice. I love what we have like I

1166
01:03:34,560 --> 01:03:36,480
Speaker 1: can talk about the past and how I cried and

1167
01:03:36,520 --> 01:03:38,920
Speaker 1: I was so upset, but I lived through that and

1168
01:03:39,200 --> 01:03:42,040
Speaker 1: I love our relationship. Now, so what about your music.

1169
01:03:42,160 --> 01:03:45,320
Speaker 1: Let's talk about that for because when we're talking about

1170
01:03:45,360 --> 01:03:48,080
Speaker 1: like fake show surprised me, it feels like that's not

1171
01:03:48,240 --> 01:03:52,280
Speaker 1: really you know who amber Rose is, then well it's

1172
01:03:53,320 --> 01:03:56,880
Speaker 1: I've I think that I make music for women to

1173
01:03:57,040 --> 01:04:02,320
Speaker 1: give them, um, confidence and powermant yeah, it's you know,

1174
01:04:02,480 --> 01:04:06,160
Speaker 1: because I live it, but I I have lived it,

1175
01:04:06,240 --> 01:04:11,000
Speaker 1: but I don't necessarily um, I mean, what do I

1176
01:04:11,120 --> 01:04:14,160
Speaker 1: really say that's like that crazy in my music? Not

1177
01:04:14,280 --> 01:04:16,760
Speaker 1: not that it's not crazy, but you know, it surprises me.

1178
01:04:17,920 --> 01:04:20,800
Speaker 1: Like I'm thinking, like with surprises and ship you know,

1179
01:04:20,920 --> 01:04:24,040
Speaker 1: you know, I just don't want a relationship. I don't

1180
01:04:24,080 --> 01:04:27,440
Speaker 1: want you to surprise. So are you guys want the ring?

1181
01:04:27,520 --> 01:04:31,560
Speaker 1: Ain't trying to be wifey like, but so with free

1182
01:04:32,080 --> 01:04:36,160
Speaker 1: that it was gave me like dominatrix type vibe. Would

1183
01:04:36,200 --> 01:04:39,400
Speaker 1: you if you met a man that was into the whole?

1184
01:04:40,000 --> 01:04:45,160
Speaker 1: Would you dominate? Nope? Would you pee on them? Nope?

1185
01:04:47,160 --> 01:04:50,040
Speaker 1: I'm not doing nothing that I don't feel like doing.

1186
01:04:50,280 --> 01:04:54,120
Speaker 1: I'm like, they're yeah, I'm there with it. I don't.

1187
01:04:54,840 --> 01:04:59,240
Speaker 1: I'm a traditional girl, guys, no blindfolds, nothing, handcug little

1188
01:04:59,320 --> 01:05:02,200
Speaker 1: things because I'm a very traditional person too, but you know,

1189
01:05:02,360 --> 01:05:06,680
Speaker 1: like to get a little spicy sometimes a little Yeah,

1190
01:05:06,680 --> 01:05:16,680
Speaker 1: I think Angela is a freak everything trying to be freaky.

1191
01:05:16,760 --> 01:05:18,720
Speaker 1: But I'm not, like I'm not doing you know, I've

1192
01:05:18,760 --> 01:05:21,640
Speaker 1: never done that. I'm not doing threesomes. I'll be feeling like,

1193
01:05:21,840 --> 01:05:24,120
Speaker 1: you know, but you don't do that stuff to be

1194
01:05:24,200 --> 01:05:26,720
Speaker 1: a freak. I think that people think that I'm like

1195
01:05:26,920 --> 01:05:29,640
Speaker 1: really freaky, and so like it gets weird when I

1196
01:05:29,720 --> 01:05:33,120
Speaker 1: have these conversations and I'm like, I'm really not like that,

1197
01:05:33,880 --> 01:05:37,680
Speaker 1: and you guys are like, oh whine, I always trying.

1198
01:05:38,480 --> 01:05:48,200
Speaker 1: I don't like though, you know, I's kids. Yeah, like

1199
01:05:50,160 --> 01:05:54,120
Speaker 1: that swallow you know what I'm saying. Oh you know

1200
01:05:54,280 --> 01:05:58,800
Speaker 1: what she said, she got belly baby, didn't never a

1201
01:05:58,880 --> 01:06:05,560
Speaker 1: kid man though, you know, all of that is good. Um,

1202
01:06:06,400 --> 01:06:08,880
Speaker 1: you know it's been a little minute in a while, Yeah,

1203
01:06:09,200 --> 01:06:12,800
Speaker 1: a little minute. We're happy, We're enjoying it. That's cute

1204
01:06:13,240 --> 01:06:15,600
Speaker 1: being laid up, you know, but yeah, that's it. But

1205
01:06:15,680 --> 01:06:17,560
Speaker 1: I think it's also like I don't have to think

1206
01:06:17,600 --> 01:06:19,360
Speaker 1: about the things that you have to think about, like

1207
01:06:19,800 --> 01:06:26,360
Speaker 1: I don't have to kiss my kids. Yeah, but Laura

1208
01:06:26,400 --> 01:06:33,480
Speaker 1: doesn't swallow, so we're working on that. No, yeah, but

1209
01:06:33,720 --> 01:06:35,800
Speaker 1: that too, like if I had like a man, like

1210
01:06:35,920 --> 01:06:39,000
Speaker 1: a man that I don't know. Yeah, no, no, but

1211
01:06:39,240 --> 01:06:42,440
Speaker 1: to me swallowing again, because I love sucking dick doesn't

1212
01:06:42,440 --> 01:06:46,560
Speaker 1: mean I want to suck out everybody somebody you about exactly.

1213
01:06:46,640 --> 01:06:49,919
Speaker 1: I want I feel more passionate when I'm in love

1214
01:06:50,160 --> 01:06:53,040
Speaker 1: to suck a dick same, you know what I mean?

1215
01:06:53,400 --> 01:06:56,000
Speaker 1: Because I want my man to feel you know, I

1216
01:06:56,120 --> 01:06:58,400
Speaker 1: want his tols to crowl on me. I'm doing that

1217
01:06:58,600 --> 01:07:00,680
Speaker 1: for him. You know about cutting? Do you at least

1218
01:07:00,720 --> 01:07:04,919
Speaker 1: like that? No? But I never said I didn't like Okay,

1219
01:07:05,440 --> 01:07:14,720
Speaker 1: that's like that her single. No, No, I do love

1220
01:07:14,960 --> 01:07:17,760
Speaker 1: pleasing I like, you know, if I love somebody, I

1221
01:07:17,800 --> 01:07:20,040
Speaker 1: would love sucking it Like she said, told curl make

1222
01:07:20,120 --> 01:07:22,000
Speaker 1: him go crazy and she's like, I love ship like

1223
01:07:22,080 --> 01:07:24,800
Speaker 1: that needs week. But yeah, but I'm just not doing that.

1224
01:07:25,720 --> 01:07:30,880
Speaker 1: What about you having to say but single like the same? Okay,

1225
01:07:30,920 --> 01:07:34,040
Speaker 1: it's the same to you. Yeah, okay, it's the same.

1226
01:07:34,160 --> 01:07:38,680
Speaker 1: What definite ain't going you know, I never in my

1227
01:07:38,840 --> 01:07:42,360
Speaker 1: life she got her. I've had a couple of different

1228
01:07:42,400 --> 01:07:47,880
Speaker 1: girls emails. Ain't gonna lie, I'll be honest, but I

1229
01:07:48,040 --> 01:07:50,680
Speaker 1: never ate pussy. I mean, I'm not going to say that.

1230
01:07:50,800 --> 01:07:53,920
Speaker 1: I would never if I was in that situation, but

1231
01:07:54,160 --> 01:07:56,360
Speaker 1: I'm really picky. It would have to be like like

1232
01:07:56,520 --> 01:08:00,280
Speaker 1: you said, I'm really crazy about smells, like got be

1233
01:08:00,440 --> 01:08:03,920
Speaker 1: smelling right, looking right? Yeah, under our story, I'm never

1234
01:08:04,000 --> 01:08:08,960
Speaker 1: having a three sim So I don't know, Like I don't,

1235
01:08:09,120 --> 01:08:11,600
Speaker 1: but I think now it's that's over with, like this

1236
01:08:11,800 --> 01:08:14,160
Speaker 1: time in my life as if I was gonna suck,

1237
01:08:14,480 --> 01:08:15,800
Speaker 1: if I was gonna eat pussy, I would have did

1238
01:08:15,800 --> 01:08:18,600
Speaker 1: it already. Yeah, like it's old if I already know

1239
01:08:19,040 --> 01:08:22,679
Speaker 1: what's direction I'm going and now like um, that's another

1240
01:08:22,760 --> 01:08:24,680
Speaker 1: thing I feel like, um, as I get older, I

1241
01:08:24,760 --> 01:08:28,439
Speaker 1: don't want to take tests like when I was a kid,

1242
01:08:28,800 --> 01:08:34,320
Speaker 1: like you know, like no, I'm so over it, Like

1243
01:08:34,760 --> 01:08:36,880
Speaker 1: I don't even wanna. I don't even want to get

1244
01:08:36,920 --> 01:08:39,040
Speaker 1: to know anybody. I don't want to do anybody new.

1245
01:08:39,360 --> 01:08:40,960
Speaker 1: I don't want to get to have to go through

1246
01:08:41,000 --> 01:08:45,080
Speaker 1: the whole dating thing. Yeah, it's it's exhausting having to

1247
01:08:45,160 --> 01:08:48,280
Speaker 1: get all pretty to go to dinner. Like no if

1248
01:08:49,720 --> 01:08:53,440
Speaker 1: relationship is kind of the best part for some purposes.

1249
01:08:53,560 --> 01:08:55,879
Speaker 1: I mean, there's a comfortable part, but I love the beginning.

1250
01:08:56,520 --> 01:08:59,240
Speaker 1: I want to be with somebody I know, I know well,

1251
01:08:59,520 --> 01:09:02,679
Speaker 1: I know for a long time, and I know I've

1252
01:09:02,800 --> 01:09:06,760
Speaker 1: seen them through different phases, because like, um, somebody told

1253
01:09:06,800 --> 01:09:08,880
Speaker 1: me before, I don't trust anybody unless I've known them

1254
01:09:08,920 --> 01:09:12,719
Speaker 1: for ten years, because in ten years, you know people

1255
01:09:13,040 --> 01:09:17,200
Speaker 1: over different phases in their life, like they sometimes after

1256
01:09:17,280 --> 01:09:19,880
Speaker 1: the ten years, you're not gonna trust them. Yeah, I mean,

1257
01:09:19,920 --> 01:09:21,560
Speaker 1: it is just the pointing when you're with somebody and

1258
01:09:21,760 --> 01:09:24,679
Speaker 1: you're like, I don't even know this person. They completely different,

1259
01:09:25,520 --> 01:09:29,000
Speaker 1: so different when you're not around right right now, I'm

1260
01:09:30,120 --> 01:09:34,559
Speaker 1: I'm looking at something from twenty years ago in my past.

1261
01:09:35,520 --> 01:09:39,120
Speaker 1: But you know, he and I have been through so

1262
01:09:39,280 --> 01:09:42,600
Speaker 1: many different phases and so many different things, Like I

1263
01:09:42,720 --> 01:09:46,040
Speaker 1: feel like I know this person well, Like we could

1264
01:09:46,040 --> 01:09:48,400
Speaker 1: be together without having sex and just sit there and

1265
01:09:48,479 --> 01:09:52,280
Speaker 1: talk for hours, you know, and it's like even after

1266
01:09:52,400 --> 01:09:55,160
Speaker 1: twenty years, we're still getting to know each other and

1267
01:09:55,280 --> 01:09:58,760
Speaker 1: it's not like so important to like be bouncing on

1268
01:09:58,880 --> 01:10:02,280
Speaker 1: each other or pumping on each other all day. And

1269
01:10:02,439 --> 01:10:05,680
Speaker 1: I'm really grateful for the experience that I'm having now

1270
01:10:05,840 --> 01:10:09,880
Speaker 1: because it's a more genuine experience. It doesn't feel like

1271
01:10:10,000 --> 01:10:14,320
Speaker 1: it's about sex or you know, about the things that

1272
01:10:14,400 --> 01:10:16,920
Speaker 1: I have for the people that I know. It's like

1273
01:10:17,040 --> 01:10:20,040
Speaker 1: a more genuine feeling. I feel comfortable. And that was

1274
01:10:20,160 --> 01:10:22,880
Speaker 1: somebody that I know for a long time than starting

1275
01:10:22,960 --> 01:10:25,800
Speaker 1: new haw having to figure out what they like and

1276
01:10:26,040 --> 01:10:34,479
Speaker 1: what they want to eat and questions. No, all right,

1277
01:10:34,600 --> 01:10:37,920
Speaker 1: let's do one last one before we end this. I

1278
01:10:38,000 --> 01:10:39,439
Speaker 1: was looking at him and he's like, oh shit, I'm

1279
01:10:39,439 --> 01:10:43,400
Speaker 1: not asking you all this all right, Um, have you

1280
01:10:43,479 --> 01:10:47,360
Speaker 1: ever had a sugar mama or a sugar daddy an anything?

1281
01:10:50,680 --> 01:10:52,680
Speaker 1: So with okay, okay, So the shagar daddy is like,

1282
01:10:53,200 --> 01:11:00,240
Speaker 1: you give him as you have. Usually don't give them

1283
01:11:00,280 --> 01:11:02,920
Speaker 1: anything you did get. You just get gifts from them. Yeah,

1284
01:11:03,120 --> 01:11:04,960
Speaker 1: I've gotten gifts, but I didn't know like they were

1285
01:11:05,000 --> 01:11:08,679
Speaker 1: my sugar dad. I guess I did. He was African. Yeah,

1286
01:11:12,600 --> 01:11:14,479
Speaker 1: we don't even have sex. He gave me whatever I

1287
01:11:14,640 --> 01:11:18,439
Speaker 1: want ship But we said when I'm glad you said that,

1288
01:11:18,479 --> 01:11:20,479
Speaker 1: because like I never had sex with him though, But

1289
01:11:21,400 --> 01:11:23,120
Speaker 1: you get more out of the guy if you don't

1290
01:11:23,520 --> 01:11:26,880
Speaker 1: saying yeah, you know, I've always said that on this show.

1291
01:11:27,360 --> 01:11:29,680
Speaker 1: Like I said it the other day on Instagram, like

1292
01:11:29,760 --> 01:11:32,439
Speaker 1: you don't gotta like if you want something out of

1293
01:11:32,479 --> 01:11:39,960
Speaker 1: a guy, it's way easier to get it. It's way easier, Like, um,

1294
01:11:40,600 --> 01:11:42,719
Speaker 1: but dude, looks matter than if you have a shuggar daddy.

1295
01:11:42,760 --> 01:11:46,640
Speaker 1: Like was he cute or just no ship? And you

1296
01:11:46,760 --> 01:11:48,240
Speaker 1: know what it was he wanted to have sex that

1297
01:11:48,280 --> 01:11:50,840
Speaker 1: he just wanted to buy you things. He never tried

1298
01:11:50,880 --> 01:11:52,720
Speaker 1: to have sex with me, He didn't. I think he

1299
01:11:52,880 --> 01:11:57,559
Speaker 1: was just maybe like a fan kind of wanted him around. Yeah,

1300
01:11:57,560 --> 01:12:00,760
Speaker 1: and he said it was a rich fan. Yeah. I

1301
01:12:00,800 --> 01:12:03,000
Speaker 1: went to my sugar dady phase when I was a stripper.

1302
01:12:03,160 --> 01:12:06,120
Speaker 1: I'm in my first shargar Eddy of Delilas. I thought

1303
01:12:06,160 --> 01:12:09,320
Speaker 1: you didn't want tell nobody that? What did she was

1304
01:12:09,360 --> 01:12:14,639
Speaker 1: a dancer talking about all the time. Yeah yeah, okay,

1305
01:12:14,680 --> 01:12:16,720
Speaker 1: so no, so no, but we used to dance. We

1306
01:12:16,840 --> 01:12:21,720
Speaker 1: heard used to dance together. Did you did? You'll know that? Okay, so,

1307
01:12:22,400 --> 01:12:24,800
Speaker 1: but I remember we talked years ago, but maybe you

1308
01:12:24,880 --> 01:12:28,160
Speaker 1: change your mind. I probably did change. You know. He

1309
01:12:28,240 --> 01:12:30,320
Speaker 1: was a dancer. Nothing I've got in a long time.

1310
01:12:30,680 --> 01:12:32,400
Speaker 1: And it's not that I didn't want people to know,

1311
01:12:32,960 --> 01:12:35,559
Speaker 1: but it was more as though it was a need

1312
01:12:35,640 --> 01:12:38,640
Speaker 1: to know basis because back then it was just like

1313
01:12:38,760 --> 01:12:42,960
Speaker 1: too much judgment, criticism and judgment and you know, I know,

1314
01:12:43,160 --> 01:12:47,200
Speaker 1: like dealing with that. We know, I always kept your secret,

1315
01:12:47,360 --> 01:12:49,200
Speaker 1: like I always like when you told me that, I

1316
01:12:49,320 --> 01:12:51,960
Speaker 1: was like, yeah, I never said that anything. It was

1317
01:12:52,040 --> 01:12:55,720
Speaker 1: always just like people would judge you. And it's like,

1318
01:12:55,840 --> 01:12:58,840
Speaker 1: all right, if I don't tell them this, then they

1319
01:12:58,880 --> 01:13:02,200
Speaker 1: won't treat me that. You get what I'm tea. It's

1320
01:13:02,240 --> 01:13:05,679
Speaker 1: just but and there was a time when I didn't

1321
01:13:05,680 --> 01:13:07,360
Speaker 1: want people to not got my but done butt shots.

1322
01:13:07,720 --> 01:13:09,479
Speaker 1: Like now I talk about everything freely because it's just

1323
01:13:09,560 --> 01:13:12,120
Speaker 1: like I've grown and I understand and it is what

1324
01:13:12,160 --> 01:13:14,120
Speaker 1: it is at this point. And you think times have

1325
01:13:14,280 --> 01:13:18,040
Speaker 1: changed to and people don't care as much. Everybody got

1326
01:13:18,040 --> 01:13:21,360
Speaker 1: their body done. Yeah my African got my body done.

1327
01:13:21,479 --> 01:13:26,800
Speaker 1: Oh he paid for it. Shit, all right, Well I'm

1328
01:13:26,800 --> 01:13:28,840
Speaker 1: not mad. Where is he now? Like is he still

1329
01:13:29,000 --> 01:13:31,479
Speaker 1: think he's in Houston? Now? He's not in Africa anymore?

1330
01:13:31,560 --> 01:13:33,320
Speaker 1: So if you ask him, like he does he still

1331
01:13:33,439 --> 01:13:35,439
Speaker 1: hook you up? Oh No, I haven't spoken to him

1332
01:13:35,479 --> 01:13:39,799
Speaker 1: in years. Well, you know, yeah, we need some sponsors.

1333
01:13:39,880 --> 01:13:48,000
Speaker 1: But yeah, a nice guy, really never asked me for nothing.

1334
01:13:48,200 --> 01:13:50,400
Speaker 1: He's a really nice guy. That's to see. There are

1335
01:13:50,479 --> 01:13:53,240
Speaker 1: some good guys in this world. Yeah, I guess, yeah,

1336
01:13:54,479 --> 01:13:57,080
Speaker 1: he's one of them. Give him some credit. Yeah he's good.

1337
01:13:57,439 --> 01:14:01,800
Speaker 1: Shout out to him. See to the guy that paid

1338
01:14:01,800 --> 01:14:03,240
Speaker 1: for her to get her body done. He's about to

1339
01:14:03,280 --> 01:14:07,200
Speaker 1: sponsor the slut walk period. Let's get it baby. Alright, well,

1340
01:14:07,240 --> 01:14:09,200
Speaker 1: amber Rose, thank you so much for coming. Thank you,

1341
01:14:09,479 --> 01:14:11,840
Speaker 1: Thank you guys, thanks for having me. We appreciate it.

1342
01:14:12,040 --> 01:14:14,200
Speaker 1: You know, Like I said, she was on super early,

1343
01:14:14,320 --> 01:14:16,439
Speaker 1: I did her first ever interview, and it's nice for

1344
01:14:16,560 --> 01:14:19,679
Speaker 1: us to have this full circle moment. Absolutely yes, amazing

1345
01:14:20,240 --> 01:14:22,880
Speaker 1: lip service. Surprise surprise,