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Speaker 1: What's fan slip service. I'm angela. Ye, that's Stephanie Santiago

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Speaker 1: and g G McGuire and it's time for a woman

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Speaker 1: on top now today giving Adelian toast to somebody who

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Speaker 1: y'all know. I'm a big fan of Clarissa Shills from Flint, Michigan.

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Speaker 1: Now I know y'all know. She had her first mm

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Speaker 1: But what I love about Clarissa Shills did she is

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Speaker 1: the greatest woman of all time when it comes to

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Speaker 1: me her women. She's made history as the fastest box

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Speaker 1: of male or female to win titles in three weight

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Speaker 1: classes all right. Now. After Showtime refused to reschedule her

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Speaker 1: canceled fight last year or put her back on the network,

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Speaker 1: she decided to do her own event and she had

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Speaker 1: all women's nights. So it was the first time in

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Speaker 1: almost two decades, not since Leila Ali fought back in

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Speaker 1: June of two thousand one, that women's boxing headlined a

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Speaker 1: pay per view card, and she did that all on

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Speaker 1: her own. So I love that she is so at

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Speaker 1: him as far as making sure that other women get

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Speaker 1: men or women. Like I said, she has titles in

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Speaker 1: A hundred fifty four, one sixty and one sixty eight.

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Speaker 1: She has made history as the fastest factor to get

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Speaker 1: all three of those weight classes. So let's give it

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Speaker 1: cheers to Clarissas Shields. Who what's up, guys, it's lip service.

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Speaker 1: I'm angel La, Hi, I'm Maguire. I'm stop for Santiago

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Speaker 1: and Sabrina the Jodi. Hey girl, Sabrina, how are you ladies?

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Speaker 1: Doing good? Good? We'll listen. We were just talking about

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Speaker 1: how we cannot wait to get back to doing interviews

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Speaker 1: we could drink our delia together face to face. But

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Speaker 1: how are you doing? I'm doing great. I'm doing great.

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Speaker 1: I'm managing over here in South Florida. Um, we've been

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Speaker 1: kind of wide open, so it's for for each of

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Speaker 1: their own, you know. Now, Sabrina, you have such a

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Speaker 1: fascinating life. I have to say because I feel like

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Speaker 1: all too. You know that's not like maybe I need

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Speaker 1: to tell like what else do I have to do now?

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Speaker 1: Or it's crazy because when I tell my story to people,

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Speaker 1: And that's why I started sharing more. But this is

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Speaker 1: a bunch of main topics. Well, we're very added to

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Speaker 1: have you, and you know, this is a safe space

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Speaker 1: is live service. So um, let's just give people some

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Speaker 1: background of who you are. You know, it all starts

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Speaker 1: so what part? Okay, So let me start then, when

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Speaker 1: well in in an Italian Sicilian family. That's already a gift.

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Speaker 1: So pushed chamber shove. My dad was away for fifteen

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Speaker 1: at one point, I was an entertainer, So I was

423
00:24:04,240 --> 00:24:08,040
Speaker 1: comfortable with my body. I was always very comfortable, like

424
00:24:08,040 --> 00:24:12,000
Speaker 1: like like comfortable being naked, so you know, whatever, you know,

425
00:24:13,119 --> 00:24:15,480
Speaker 1: so I would just like you know, I was comfortable

426
00:24:15,520 --> 00:24:20,160
Speaker 1: being on the set. And for some reason, I can't

427
00:24:20,200 --> 00:24:23,320
Speaker 1: explain why I am the way that I am, but

428
00:24:23,480 --> 00:24:27,760
Speaker 1: I look at it as a job. It's work, that's it.

429
00:24:28,160 --> 00:24:31,320
Speaker 1: Like it's like, I know, some people are like holy ship,

430
00:24:32,000 --> 00:24:35,080
Speaker 1: like when you're doing everything on it, like like you know,

431
00:24:35,119 --> 00:24:38,280
Speaker 1: you're opening your self up to everything. But I was.

432
00:24:38,480 --> 00:24:40,919
Speaker 1: I was okay with it. I was okay with it,

433
00:24:40,960 --> 00:24:43,639
Speaker 1: and and I guess that's all that mattered. My mom

434
00:24:43,840 --> 00:24:48,199
Speaker 1: was just like your world, world is upside down, but

435
00:24:48,920 --> 00:24:53,040
Speaker 1: she didn't judge me, and that's okay. Everything's good. Can

436
00:24:53,080 --> 00:24:55,840
Speaker 1: I just Saidranda, when did you start to enjoy having sex?

437
00:24:56,080 --> 00:24:58,200
Speaker 1: Because I know sometimes we have sex and we're doing

438
00:24:58,200 --> 00:25:00,000
Speaker 1: it because we're in a relationship. Is what we're supposed

439
00:25:00,000 --> 00:25:01,439
Speaker 1: to do. But then there's always a point when you

440
00:25:01,440 --> 00:25:03,600
Speaker 1: actually really like it or I love it. When did

441
00:25:03,680 --> 00:25:06,520
Speaker 1: you enjoy it? Well? The only time I have ever

442
00:25:06,720 --> 00:25:10,080
Speaker 1: enjoyed sex. Oh my god, this is great questions things?

443
00:25:10,119 --> 00:25:14,560
Speaker 1: The last the real times was I'm gonna told this this,

444
00:25:14,560 --> 00:25:17,800
Speaker 1: this is crazy. My ex fiance and I had the

445
00:25:17,840 --> 00:25:22,399
Speaker 1: bomb sex, the bomb chemistry. And the only other guys

446
00:25:22,480 --> 00:25:26,920
Speaker 1: I've ever had, ever had chemistry with is my recent

447
00:25:27,000 --> 00:25:29,760
Speaker 1: ex boyfriend that we broke up thirty days ago, and

448
00:25:29,800 --> 00:25:33,399
Speaker 1: he's a figure and everything too. Yeah wow, because you

449
00:25:33,440 --> 00:25:36,040
Speaker 1: know it's it's so true when we think about sex

450
00:25:36,080 --> 00:25:37,760
Speaker 1: and like when we first started having it, I don't

451
00:25:37,760 --> 00:25:40,000
Speaker 1: know that I enjoyed it, right, you know, because you're

452
00:25:40,000 --> 00:25:42,520
Speaker 1: still trying to learn it. And then I just remember

453
00:25:42,600 --> 00:25:44,720
Speaker 1: times that I did enjoy it, like they really stick

454
00:25:44,720 --> 00:25:46,480
Speaker 1: out so much. But there's so many times that you

455
00:25:46,640 --> 00:25:49,200
Speaker 1: just do it because it's like, I'm in this relationship,

456
00:25:49,240 --> 00:25:51,880
Speaker 1: we're supposed to be having sex, and it's not always

457
00:25:51,920 --> 00:25:55,920
Speaker 1: like amazing stream Yeah, like you gotta have that. You

458
00:25:56,000 --> 00:25:59,360
Speaker 1: gotta have that, And like when when when you finally

459
00:25:59,440 --> 00:26:03,080
Speaker 1: have that one time or even a few times, you're like, wow,

460
00:26:03,480 --> 00:26:06,760
Speaker 1: that's what it's supposed to be. Like, it's very funny.

461
00:26:06,880 --> 00:26:10,040
Speaker 1: I heard that growing up. Um, an older lady, a

462
00:26:10,200 --> 00:26:13,879
Speaker 1: mature lady, said, you know what, you're not going to

463
00:26:14,000 --> 00:26:16,720
Speaker 1: realize what sex is about until you actually have the

464
00:26:16,840 --> 00:26:21,720
Speaker 1: right sex. What was so, why did you do in

465
00:26:21,760 --> 00:26:24,920
Speaker 1: your X brake up thirty days ago? Oh? Great, okay,

466
00:26:24,960 --> 00:26:27,480
Speaker 1: now this is a good one here, so so here here.

467
00:26:27,520 --> 00:26:30,240
Speaker 1: I am still learning, right, I'm still learning. I'm from

468
00:26:30,440 --> 00:26:34,280
Speaker 1: was fifty years old. What's what's wrong with me? Um So?

469
00:26:34,600 --> 00:26:38,880
Speaker 1: Coming up? Getting out of incarceration was in two thousand

470
00:26:38,880 --> 00:26:42,679
Speaker 1: and fifteen, okay right, yeah, March two thousand and fifteen,

471
00:26:42,720 --> 00:26:45,359
Speaker 1: so I was on five years probation. I already knew

472
00:26:45,440 --> 00:26:48,280
Speaker 1: five years I had to be like this an angel.

473
00:26:49,320 --> 00:26:51,119
Speaker 1: You know you're kind of like you move and like

474
00:26:51,200 --> 00:26:54,520
Speaker 1: do your thing, and you know there's absolutely no trouble

475
00:26:54,520 --> 00:26:56,439
Speaker 1: at all because who wants to go back And you

476
00:26:56,480 --> 00:27:01,040
Speaker 1: can't be because you drink or anything. Smoke weed not no,

477
00:27:01,040 --> 00:27:05,000
Speaker 1: no weed, but you can drink my drink. Okay, now

478
00:27:05,040 --> 00:27:07,160
Speaker 1: I started drinking a little little bit. Like now now

479
00:27:07,160 --> 00:27:10,560
Speaker 1: I'll drink a little bit because I can't be partying.

480
00:27:11,320 --> 00:27:14,960
Speaker 1: I got my medical marijuana card. I I mean I'll

481
00:27:14,960 --> 00:27:18,560
Speaker 1: do like gummies at different time to just chill because

482
00:27:18,640 --> 00:27:22,480
Speaker 1: as you can probably tell him, high strong. But but

483
00:27:22,760 --> 00:27:26,359
Speaker 1: um So, I got into a relationship three years ago.

484
00:27:26,600 --> 00:27:29,920
Speaker 1: Well he was a situation ship they call it now, right, Yeah,

485
00:27:30,880 --> 00:27:32,840
Speaker 1: Like there's all these different terms, like I said, well

486
00:27:32,880 --> 00:27:35,240
Speaker 1: it wasn't it was an official You guys have been monogamous.

487
00:27:35,840 --> 00:27:38,760
Speaker 1: Well this is the whole kicker because because I busted

488
00:27:38,800 --> 00:27:44,480
Speaker 1: him cheating too. So okay, So he's an athlete fighter, Okay,

489
00:27:44,520 --> 00:27:47,200
Speaker 1: he's a professional fighter like m m A m m

490
00:27:47,280 --> 00:27:52,479
Speaker 1: A or bellator Okay, okay. So he basically would like

491
00:27:52,640 --> 00:27:54,399
Speaker 1: kind of searched me out a little bit. He's like,

492
00:27:55,640 --> 00:27:58,440
Speaker 1: and he's messaging me and like the hill is this,

493
00:27:58,840 --> 00:28:00,840
Speaker 1: Like I don't have time right now for all that,

494
00:28:01,040 --> 00:28:03,320
Speaker 1: you know, because I'm not looking. So but you know

495
00:28:03,359 --> 00:28:06,640
Speaker 1: what I said, okay, coming what's that? I was like, yes,

496
00:28:06,920 --> 00:28:09,920
Speaker 1: because he kept trying it, but I didn't know that

497
00:28:09,960 --> 00:28:15,639
Speaker 1: was how he was with all the girls. Yeah, but

498
00:28:15,760 --> 00:28:18,840
Speaker 1: you know what, I was okay for certain things. At first,

499
00:28:18,840 --> 00:28:20,240
Speaker 1: I was like, wait a minute, okay, let me do

500
00:28:20,280 --> 00:28:23,920
Speaker 1: my research. Why you looking them up? Oh god, that

501
00:28:23,960 --> 00:28:26,960
Speaker 1: rese that research will do it every time. Once you

502
00:28:26,960 --> 00:28:29,840
Speaker 1: started doing them googles. And what he started saying was

503
00:28:30,040 --> 00:28:32,840
Speaker 1: anything that you read about me is um you know

504
00:28:32,960 --> 00:28:34,840
Speaker 1: either some of it it's like made up. It's I'm like,

505
00:28:34,920 --> 00:28:40,640
Speaker 1: oh okay, Anthony, okay, but yeah, so so then um,

506
00:28:40,680 --> 00:28:44,360
Speaker 1: but you know what, because I was on probation and

507
00:28:44,440 --> 00:28:48,120
Speaker 1: he um okay. So when I met him he was

508
00:28:48,160 --> 00:28:50,520
Speaker 1: living out of his storage storage and didn't even have

509
00:28:50,520 --> 00:28:54,320
Speaker 1: a car. Wait goes on, right down, he was living

510
00:28:54,320 --> 00:28:58,880
Speaker 1: in his stories unit. This is what happened. Yes, come on, Sabrina,

511
00:28:59,240 --> 00:29:03,360
Speaker 1: I know I know, shoot me now, please please? No. No,

512
00:29:03,440 --> 00:29:07,120
Speaker 1: I didn't know. I didn't know. Okay, So he was

513
00:29:07,560 --> 00:29:12,120
Speaker 1: he was with with the UFC retired. I didn't know

514
00:29:12,920 --> 00:29:15,920
Speaker 1: that she. I didn't know that much about him yet.

515
00:29:16,280 --> 00:29:18,120
Speaker 1: So I was like seeing him to see him, and

516
00:29:18,120 --> 00:29:21,160
Speaker 1: then I started to research. And then I walked outside

517
00:29:21,840 --> 00:29:25,280
Speaker 1: when he was leaving and I saw an uber no seriously,

518
00:29:25,560 --> 00:29:29,840
Speaker 1: and I'm like, okay, okay, I didn't know he was loved.

519
00:29:31,240 --> 00:29:35,280
Speaker 1: Remember he didn't have no window. He didn't have no windows,

520
00:29:35,360 --> 00:29:41,120
Speaker 1: no bathroom nothing. So no, so he just got out

521
00:29:41,120 --> 00:29:45,400
Speaker 1: of a love triangle. Mr Smooth himself got out of

522
00:29:45,400 --> 00:29:49,240
Speaker 1: a love triangle that made the media. So now he's

523
00:29:49,280 --> 00:29:51,720
Speaker 1: barking on a new trot triangle and trying to add

524
00:29:51,760 --> 00:29:53,160
Speaker 1: me to it. I don't know if I was like

525
00:29:53,320 --> 00:29:55,480
Speaker 1: at the top of the bottom. Now I realized out

526
00:29:55,520 --> 00:30:00,600
Speaker 1: at the bottom. But um, there was like four of us, right,

527
00:30:02,800 --> 00:30:05,520
Speaker 1: I didn't have enough money that no, no, no, And

528
00:30:05,560 --> 00:30:08,680
Speaker 1: now did you say that my joke was the brokest

529
00:30:08,680 --> 00:30:12,080
Speaker 1: man in South Florida. How in the hell does he

530
00:30:12,160 --> 00:30:14,080
Speaker 1: have all these girlfriends and how in the hell does

531
00:30:14,120 --> 00:30:16,760
Speaker 1: he even fly? Like, I just want to know. So

532
00:30:16,880 --> 00:30:19,720
Speaker 1: be my girl was like, because you don't got no

533
00:30:19,840 --> 00:30:25,320
Speaker 1: bills overhead? Was there for three years though, and you

534
00:30:25,360 --> 00:30:28,560
Speaker 1: didn't like tell you guys like that. Then I was

535
00:30:28,600 --> 00:30:31,920
Speaker 1: finding out and finding out, and then he rented an

536
00:30:31,960 --> 00:30:37,000
Speaker 1: apartment with his best friend. I'm like, best friend. So

537
00:30:37,040 --> 00:30:40,040
Speaker 1: I'm like, who's this? And so I saw who it was.

538
00:30:40,400 --> 00:30:44,360
Speaker 1: It was his ex girlfriend best friend. So I'm like, okay,

539
00:30:44,360 --> 00:30:46,840
Speaker 1: so let me just let me just like benefit of

540
00:30:46,840 --> 00:30:49,240
Speaker 1: the gout, like, let me see if she follows me

541
00:30:49,240 --> 00:30:51,040
Speaker 1: on Instagram or who she know. You have to kind

542
00:30:51,040 --> 00:30:54,440
Speaker 1: of like because I'm not gonna jump to conclusions. Because

543
00:30:54,480 --> 00:30:57,440
Speaker 1: she was also helping him do his marketing. So now

544
00:30:57,560 --> 00:31:04,840
Speaker 1: they're best friend business partners. Thank you finding this situation roommates.

545
00:31:05,040 --> 00:31:07,880
Speaker 1: He printed out the contracts right here, used my and

546
00:31:08,040 --> 00:31:11,920
Speaker 1: so I was like, so him, him and her were

547
00:31:11,960 --> 00:31:15,800
Speaker 1: having a relationship when she first moved in. I've figured

548
00:31:15,800 --> 00:31:18,800
Speaker 1: a lot of stuff, right, but I'm just i'd be

549
00:31:18,800 --> 00:31:21,040
Speaker 1: asking him questions. I don't feel like flight him now listening,

550
00:31:21,320 --> 00:31:25,720
Speaker 1: I'll have time. I'm building myself. I'm building, so while

551
00:31:26,040 --> 00:31:29,080
Speaker 1: while while you're playing me, you could play me because

552
00:31:29,120 --> 00:31:32,320
Speaker 1: I'm still building. I'm still working on myself, meaning like

553
00:31:32,400 --> 00:31:36,840
Speaker 1: my career, Like you're you're not gonna stop me from

554
00:31:36,880 --> 00:31:39,920
Speaker 1: you know, launching magazine covers or doing this and doing that.

555
00:31:40,440 --> 00:31:45,120
Speaker 1: But I'm gonna I'm gonna play your private role. I'm

556
00:31:45,160 --> 00:31:47,760
Speaker 1: gonna play this whole private lads that you keep telling

557
00:31:47,800 --> 00:31:50,320
Speaker 1: the media that you don't talk about your you know whatever.

558
00:31:51,080 --> 00:31:55,760
Speaker 1: And that's fine. So then he had so we all

559
00:31:55,880 --> 00:31:59,800
Speaker 1: last year, uh you know COVID. COVID kept everybody at home,

560
00:32:00,120 --> 00:32:03,440
Speaker 1: so right, no, no, no, I mean I wasn't traveling

561
00:32:03,440 --> 00:32:06,640
Speaker 1: a lot any didn't you just get up probation last

562
00:32:06,680 --> 00:32:12,160
Speaker 1: year too? Then? Yeah December? Okay, So here I am

563
00:32:12,440 --> 00:32:15,960
Speaker 1: on probation, working on myself and you know, in this

564
00:32:16,080 --> 00:32:19,000
Speaker 1: situation ship and you know, just trying to figure out

565
00:32:19,040 --> 00:32:22,480
Speaker 1: life still and like I even thought to myself and

566
00:32:22,880 --> 00:32:25,320
Speaker 1: when I get off of probation, let me try to

567
00:32:25,360 --> 00:32:29,680
Speaker 1: meet somebody and see and because because if Anthony doesn't

568
00:32:29,720 --> 00:32:32,640
Speaker 1: swing my way, I'm gonna find someone else, right, I

569
00:32:32,640 --> 00:32:35,240
Speaker 1: mean off probation and now I can just do anything.

570
00:32:35,280 --> 00:32:38,120
Speaker 1: I would have to do what I want, pass for travel.

571
00:32:38,400 --> 00:32:42,520
Speaker 1: Everything is rude. I'm ready, you know. So all of

572
00:32:42,560 --> 00:32:45,640
Speaker 1: a sudden, this all just happened. So um, all of

573
00:32:45,680 --> 00:32:47,640
Speaker 1: a sudden, him and I were getting really like closer,

574
00:32:47,760 --> 00:32:51,040
Speaker 1: like closer, and I'm like, someone must have happened. But

575
00:32:51,640 --> 00:32:53,320
Speaker 1: I'm you know, but you can feel it as a woman,

576
00:32:53,720 --> 00:32:58,600
Speaker 1: right and will minute his career was taken off again,

577
00:32:58,680 --> 00:33:02,280
Speaker 1: he signed his contracts with it Tour. You know, I'm like, okay,

578
00:33:02,320 --> 00:33:06,400
Speaker 1: his best friend started following me on Instagram. I'm following her.

579
00:33:06,440 --> 00:33:09,040
Speaker 1: I'm like, oh, this is cool. Some other people he

580
00:33:09,120 --> 00:33:12,680
Speaker 1: knew when he knew started following me, and I'm like,

581
00:33:13,440 --> 00:33:15,960
Speaker 1: maybe this is cool, Like these are his friends and

582
00:33:15,960 --> 00:33:20,640
Speaker 1: they're could be my friend? Right, No, no, not now,

583
00:33:21,040 --> 00:33:23,360
Speaker 1: what what's I was trying to see what's up with

584
00:33:23,440 --> 00:33:25,520
Speaker 1: the what's up? When he was trying to see what's

585
00:33:25,600 --> 00:33:30,360
Speaker 1: up with the what's up? Yeah? Right, but my mind you.

586
00:33:30,840 --> 00:33:33,400
Speaker 1: I kept telling him, you just gotta be straight up

587
00:33:33,440 --> 00:33:35,479
Speaker 1: with me. You just gotta be straight up because I'm

588
00:33:35,520 --> 00:33:37,640
Speaker 1: a type of female that if you start, I mean,

589
00:33:37,800 --> 00:33:41,880
Speaker 1: you could tell me anything. Just let me decide, please, said, right,

590
00:33:42,240 --> 00:33:44,440
Speaker 1: we always ask that, and they never just tell you

591
00:33:44,480 --> 00:33:47,120
Speaker 1: strayed up. They get cut, like and even when you

592
00:33:47,200 --> 00:33:49,440
Speaker 1: get cut, they still ain't gonna tell you the truth.

593
00:33:49,520 --> 00:33:51,880
Speaker 1: You gotta like, and that's why women end up doing

594
00:33:51,920 --> 00:33:55,800
Speaker 1: their own research and having to search things because yeah,

595
00:33:55,920 --> 00:33:58,360
Speaker 1: and then so, so, let you did take control of

596
00:33:58,440 --> 00:34:00,880
Speaker 1: your life and your body, and you started fitness, right,

597
00:34:00,920 --> 00:34:03,520
Speaker 1: and you started doing fitness, and and I feel like

598
00:34:03,600 --> 00:34:05,400
Speaker 1: that is a way to be like, Okay, let me

599
00:34:05,480 --> 00:34:07,920
Speaker 1: just get myself back to where I need to be.

600
00:34:08,160 --> 00:34:10,920
Speaker 1: So talk about that journey. Okay, So that journey with

601
00:34:11,000 --> 00:34:14,520
Speaker 1: fitness was really really exciting because that was building purpose.

602
00:34:15,120 --> 00:34:17,279
Speaker 1: And even when people would ask me because getting out

603
00:34:17,280 --> 00:34:20,640
Speaker 1: of the uh, the incarceration, I'm like, okay, so now

604
00:34:20,760 --> 00:34:22,960
Speaker 1: I can learn more about my body. I can focus

605
00:34:23,080 --> 00:34:26,440
Speaker 1: on myself. I can make my body look different with

606
00:34:26,520 --> 00:34:28,319
Speaker 1: these weight training and this and that, and I'm over

607
00:34:28,400 --> 00:34:31,880
Speaker 1: forty and my asses dropping. Let's get it together, okay.

608
00:34:33,000 --> 00:34:35,560
Speaker 1: You know, because I worked out in cart when I

609
00:34:35,600 --> 00:34:39,319
Speaker 1: was incarcerated. I work out like a beast. But it's

610
00:34:39,320 --> 00:34:42,239
Speaker 1: not the same right when when you come out to

611
00:34:42,480 --> 00:34:45,560
Speaker 1: society and you're actually at a real gym, you know,

612
00:34:45,719 --> 00:34:49,759
Speaker 1: with coaches and you're learning so much and the food right,

613
00:34:50,239 --> 00:34:54,760
Speaker 1: thank you, And I'm like, oh I'm getting more good

614
00:34:55,000 --> 00:34:58,280
Speaker 1: or oh I can get at like it's it's really cool,

615
00:34:58,719 --> 00:35:01,680
Speaker 1: like it's um, it's a wonderful experience to learn about

616
00:35:01,680 --> 00:35:05,319
Speaker 1: your body. And I would always tell people I'm not

617
00:35:05,360 --> 00:35:08,520
Speaker 1: doing this to win, meaning like went on stage, I'm

618
00:35:08,560 --> 00:35:11,920
Speaker 1: doing this for purpose. Everything that I went through, this

619
00:35:12,000 --> 00:35:15,919
Speaker 1: is actually helping me with growth and um and who

620
00:35:15,960 --> 00:35:19,520
Speaker 1: I am and uh feeling good about myself, you know,

621
00:35:19,719 --> 00:35:22,640
Speaker 1: and and I lost ten years of my life. Yeah,

622
00:35:22,640 --> 00:35:24,880
Speaker 1: and you know that journey for you and fitness started

623
00:35:24,880 --> 00:35:27,400
Speaker 1: while you were incarcerated, like you said, for ten years,

624
00:35:27,920 --> 00:35:30,600
Speaker 1: so you were in the FEDS though, right, I was

625
00:35:30,640 --> 00:35:33,680
Speaker 1: in the FEDS. Uh, Medium, I didn't. I didn't want

626
00:35:33,680 --> 00:35:37,680
Speaker 1: to go to cup camp cupcake they call it, because

627
00:35:37,680 --> 00:35:40,360
Speaker 1: they didn't have no weight training there. So I stayed

628
00:35:40,360 --> 00:35:42,799
Speaker 1: on the medium, behind the medium with more rules and

629
00:35:42,840 --> 00:35:45,399
Speaker 1: stuff because I wanted to be able to work on

630
00:35:45,400 --> 00:35:49,520
Speaker 1: my body and I was my release and outlet. How

631
00:35:49,560 --> 00:35:51,480
Speaker 1: did how did they teach you? They're like, how did

632
00:35:51,480 --> 00:35:53,880
Speaker 1: the other women teaching? How did how did the CEOs teaching?

633
00:35:53,960 --> 00:35:57,360
Speaker 1: Like what was that? Like, it's it's different. So I

634
00:35:57,440 --> 00:35:59,239
Speaker 1: first got in, I was shell shocked, like you know,

635
00:35:59,320 --> 00:36:02,759
Speaker 1: I was very nervous on the inside out. It was

636
00:36:02,840 --> 00:36:07,200
Speaker 1: very hard. It was it was very difficult because I mean,

637
00:36:08,480 --> 00:36:12,359
Speaker 1: it's jail charge, the charge, let let alone. I got

638
00:36:12,400 --> 00:36:14,200
Speaker 1: double time and what I thought I would get like

639
00:36:14,200 --> 00:36:16,480
Speaker 1: a hundred and twenty one months. I'm like, I didn't

640
00:36:16,520 --> 00:36:20,080
Speaker 1: even calculate that during my court like sentencing, you know.

641
00:36:20,120 --> 00:36:22,680
Speaker 1: I mean, I was like, one, how long is that?

642
00:36:22,719 --> 00:36:25,680
Speaker 1: I was like, oh God. I looked back in my head.

643
00:36:26,320 --> 00:36:28,879
Speaker 1: I look, I'm like, oh ship, but you know what,

644
00:36:29,560 --> 00:36:31,960
Speaker 1: give me that time. I'm doing my time. So I

645
00:36:32,000 --> 00:36:36,840
Speaker 1: guess we all deal with stress differently. Me I was

646
00:36:36,880 --> 00:36:40,000
Speaker 1: also dealing with my ex fiance and what we went

647
00:36:40,000 --> 00:36:43,040
Speaker 1: through still because I was using drugs to suppress with

648
00:36:43,160 --> 00:36:45,359
Speaker 1: him and I ran through so it got locked up.

649
00:36:46,400 --> 00:36:49,560
Speaker 1: I was trying, like to explain to women my story

650
00:36:49,640 --> 00:36:52,279
Speaker 1: who I am, because we all are so close in there,

651
00:36:52,840 --> 00:36:55,160
Speaker 1: whether we like each other or not, you're all gonna

652
00:36:55,200 --> 00:36:58,959
Speaker 1: be close, okay, and uh. And I would just start

653
00:36:59,040 --> 00:37:01,880
Speaker 1: crying and crying and crying just talking about it. And

654
00:37:01,920 --> 00:37:04,480
Speaker 1: I was like, I'm not over this yet, you know.

655
00:37:04,520 --> 00:37:06,799
Speaker 1: And that's when you know, like you're you're like, I'm

656
00:37:06,800 --> 00:37:09,160
Speaker 1: not over this yet. You start learning more about yourself

657
00:37:09,239 --> 00:37:13,560
Speaker 1: and things that you're going through, and so knowing that

658
00:37:13,640 --> 00:37:16,279
Speaker 1: I had all this time and time ahead of me,

659
00:37:17,160 --> 00:37:20,279
Speaker 1: that's how you have to think to cope. And you

660
00:37:20,360 --> 00:37:23,080
Speaker 1: have to figure out how you're gonna do your time. Right.

661
00:37:23,400 --> 00:37:26,239
Speaker 1: Are you gonna eat and blow up? Are you gonna

662
00:37:26,400 --> 00:37:28,800
Speaker 1: like keep getting in trouble and going to the shoe.

663
00:37:29,239 --> 00:37:32,120
Speaker 1: Are you gonna fight or are you gonna work work

664
00:37:32,160 --> 00:37:34,719
Speaker 1: on yourself? You know what I mean. I mean, you

665
00:37:34,719 --> 00:37:39,880
Speaker 1: can make your choice once again, make your choice, you know. Um,

666
00:37:40,080 --> 00:37:44,600
Speaker 1: I chose to work out. Um. And yeah, when some

667
00:37:44,640 --> 00:37:46,839
Speaker 1: women at first found out that I was adult film star,

668
00:37:48,040 --> 00:37:50,040
Speaker 1: it was a little tough. It was a little tough,

669
00:37:50,080 --> 00:37:53,560
Speaker 1: but I know how to hold my own I know. Listen, Sabrina,

670
00:37:53,680 --> 00:37:56,359
Speaker 1: I know they was trying to wipe you up. In there,

671
00:37:56,920 --> 00:38:00,120
Speaker 1: you have a girlfriend, and I did. I did so

672
00:38:00,280 --> 00:38:05,040
Speaker 1: my first girlfriend relationship wasn't there because remember I was

673
00:38:05,080 --> 00:38:09,279
Speaker 1: comfortable with women anyway, right, So in there you get

674
00:38:09,320 --> 00:38:12,520
Speaker 1: to choose girls that look like boys as well. Okay,

675
00:38:12,880 --> 00:38:17,120
Speaker 1: and it's a look confusing, but you know, weake what

676
00:38:17,200 --> 00:38:22,960
Speaker 1: we can get it. How I like, if I was cheesy.

677
00:38:23,280 --> 00:38:25,160
Speaker 1: She had a girlfriend when she was locked up to

678
00:38:25,360 --> 00:38:29,239
Speaker 1: so okay, and she was a girl that looked like

679
00:38:29,239 --> 00:38:32,040
Speaker 1: a boy. All right. The only time I've ever been

680
00:38:32,080 --> 00:38:33,560
Speaker 1: with a girl that looked like a boy was when

681
00:38:33,600 --> 00:38:36,680
Speaker 1: I was in jail. The only time, said, well, I

682
00:38:36,680 --> 00:38:39,200
Speaker 1: had to tell you something. All the girls want them,

683
00:38:39,680 --> 00:38:41,960
Speaker 1: all the girls on them, Like you're like, oh my god,

684
00:38:42,120 --> 00:38:45,520
Speaker 1: it's like having a man in there, right right, it

685
00:38:45,680 --> 00:38:49,400
Speaker 1: really was. But my girlfriend, okay, so one girlfriend, some

686
00:38:49,520 --> 00:38:55,560
Speaker 1: woman like, oh my gosh, she's fine, handsome. Yeah, she

687
00:38:55,560 --> 00:38:58,480
Speaker 1: looked a boy and everything, and like she wrote the

688
00:38:58,560 --> 00:39:07,880
Speaker 1: lawnboward like that's my girl, that's my girl. But you

689
00:39:07,920 --> 00:39:11,160
Speaker 1: know it's it's actually a good idea to bond in there,

690
00:39:11,840 --> 00:39:15,399
Speaker 1: bond like, you know, because I couldn't. I couldn't keep

691
00:39:15,400 --> 00:39:18,080
Speaker 1: myself isolated from Pete, even though I'm very good at

692
00:39:18,160 --> 00:39:21,400
Speaker 1: doing that, I couldn't keep myself like like that my

693
00:39:21,440 --> 00:39:25,480
Speaker 1: whole duration. So that was a relationship I had for

694
00:39:25,520 --> 00:39:29,080
Speaker 1: like two and a half or three years, you know. Um,

695
00:39:29,080 --> 00:39:32,160
Speaker 1: and I stayed in contact with her even afterwards, and

696
00:39:32,200 --> 00:39:36,200
Speaker 1: she was upset because I didn't want to continue the relationship,

697
00:39:36,680 --> 00:39:39,080
Speaker 1: but you know, I had to come out and do

698
00:39:39,200 --> 00:39:43,960
Speaker 1: me straight up. Yeah yeah, so that was the only

699
00:39:44,000 --> 00:39:48,600
Speaker 1: relationship you had in there. Just I messed around. I

700
00:39:48,640 --> 00:39:52,200
Speaker 1: did with some girl. But you gotta be real careful, Yeah,

701
00:39:52,239 --> 00:39:54,759
Speaker 1: you got. You gotta be careful because one wrong move

702
00:39:54,920 --> 00:39:57,600
Speaker 1: of all these jealous women telling on you, you're going

703
00:39:57,600 --> 00:40:01,640
Speaker 1: to the shoe and under investigation. It's like it because

704
00:40:01,640 --> 00:40:05,120
Speaker 1: you're all living in a small world. Imagine a thousand

705
00:40:05,120 --> 00:40:09,960
Speaker 1: women on one compound, and sometimes you can't get away

706
00:40:10,000 --> 00:40:14,640
Speaker 1: from women because you're confined behind closed doors. Like it's

707
00:40:14,640 --> 00:40:18,000
Speaker 1: not cells, they're not sells. It's like a huge barn.

708
00:40:18,520 --> 00:40:22,080
Speaker 1: And when they locked the doors at night, you're there, everybody.

709
00:40:22,760 --> 00:40:26,040
Speaker 1: Are you more of a giver or receiver? Um? I

710
00:40:26,080 --> 00:40:29,879
Speaker 1: think I'm bows really when it comes to when it well,

711
00:40:29,960 --> 00:40:32,799
Speaker 1: when it comes to I guess it comes to a man,

712
00:40:33,440 --> 00:40:35,480
Speaker 1: I guess I'm a giver to But when it comes

713
00:40:35,480 --> 00:40:38,360
Speaker 1: to a woman, I'm both. Like, you know, I guess

714
00:40:38,560 --> 00:40:42,480
Speaker 1: I guess whatever whatever flies. You know, Um, I'm the

715
00:40:42,520 --> 00:40:45,279
Speaker 1: type of person you know, let's just turn turn each

716
00:40:45,280 --> 00:40:48,560
Speaker 1: other on, you know, right, yeah, you know, I mean

717
00:40:48,560 --> 00:40:57,000
Speaker 1: there's no rules. Okay, all right, so so fast forward, right,

718
00:40:57,040 --> 00:40:59,399
Speaker 1: So you get out, but you guys are still cool, right,

719
00:40:59,440 --> 00:41:02,839
Speaker 1: even though you don't wanna to be with family on Facebook,

720
00:41:03,080 --> 00:41:04,799
Speaker 1: A lot of the girls that you do time with

721
00:41:05,440 --> 00:41:08,880
Speaker 1: we find each other and were we all still support

722
00:41:08,960 --> 00:41:12,440
Speaker 1: from afar, all of us like the girls. I I

723
00:41:12,480 --> 00:41:15,279
Speaker 1: don't know my Facebook very much now, but I have

724
00:41:15,440 --> 00:41:18,359
Speaker 1: it and a lot of I have friended a lot

725
00:41:18,400 --> 00:41:20,080
Speaker 1: of a lot of the girls because a lot of

726
00:41:20,120 --> 00:41:22,360
Speaker 1: them like to see the growth and the support and

727
00:41:22,440 --> 00:41:26,839
Speaker 1: a changing on Instagram from them pay attention as well too.

728
00:41:27,480 --> 00:41:30,799
Speaker 1: But Instagram is more like play play. Facebook's more real,

729
00:41:31,200 --> 00:41:33,600
Speaker 1: you know, you know, like real meaning like the um

730
00:41:34,320 --> 00:41:37,880
Speaker 1: the real life and the profiles Instagram. You know, you

731
00:41:37,880 --> 00:41:40,520
Speaker 1: can know who you want to and have a exactly

732
00:41:40,840 --> 00:41:43,759
Speaker 1: right now? What about what about you know, being from

733
00:41:43,800 --> 00:41:47,399
Speaker 1: a family that your dad obviously was in the mafia? Right,

734
00:41:47,760 --> 00:41:51,400
Speaker 1: how do those people that he was affiliated with, like,

735
00:41:51,440 --> 00:41:54,279
Speaker 1: how do they treat you now? So I have not

736
00:41:54,480 --> 00:41:57,400
Speaker 1: been able to keep contact, even though I was thinking

737
00:41:57,440 --> 00:42:00,720
Speaker 1: about when I traveled to New to New York City.

738
00:42:00,840 --> 00:42:04,120
Speaker 1: I actually asked my ex boyfriend. I was like, what

739
00:42:04,160 --> 00:42:06,799
Speaker 1: do you think, babe, if when I traveled to New

740
00:42:06,880 --> 00:42:10,680
Speaker 1: York City that I try to contact my god my

741
00:42:10,760 --> 00:42:14,440
Speaker 1: godfather and asked him questions, more questions about my family

742
00:42:14,480 --> 00:42:17,520
Speaker 1: and my dad and stuff, you know, because I knew

743
00:42:17,520 --> 00:42:21,480
Speaker 1: my dad's friends, Vinnie, the Romanto family. I went to

744
00:42:21,560 --> 00:42:25,520
Speaker 1: dinner with Vinnie. When my dad's um left as a fugitive,

745
00:42:26,480 --> 00:42:29,759
Speaker 1: Vinnie contacted me. We went to have dinner, and he

746
00:42:29,800 --> 00:42:33,200
Speaker 1: was actually if I when I did my my my research,

747
00:42:33,920 --> 00:42:39,040
Speaker 1: Vinnie was a very nice to me, but within the system,

748
00:42:39,080 --> 00:42:42,600
Speaker 1: a very dangerous guy. And and and and he was

749
00:42:42,680 --> 00:42:45,200
Speaker 1: my gird friend. So I'm you know, I'm sitting with

750
00:42:45,280 --> 00:42:47,799
Speaker 1: him at the dinner table and he's making sure that

751
00:42:47,840 --> 00:42:52,520
Speaker 1: I'm okay. Yeah. So then that was kind of like different,

752
00:42:52,600 --> 00:42:54,720
Speaker 1: you know. But here on the end of his life

753
00:42:55,200 --> 00:42:59,600
Speaker 1: and Johnny Cirillo sideburns, that's my god father for real.

754
00:43:00,200 --> 00:43:02,719
Speaker 1: And uh like you know when you're christened and and

755
00:43:02,719 --> 00:43:06,560
Speaker 1: and and and born everything, And I know him and

756
00:43:06,640 --> 00:43:10,600
Speaker 1: he knows me. So growing up they're saying, was the

757
00:43:10,600 --> 00:43:13,719
Speaker 1: Italians like anyone could fit that they know you? Oh

758
00:43:13,760 --> 00:43:16,040
Speaker 1: I know her? Oh I know him? No no, no, no,

759
00:43:16,040 --> 00:43:21,239
Speaker 1: no no, But but do they know you? That's the question. Right,

760
00:43:21,520 --> 00:43:24,640
Speaker 1: everybody lost his throne names, you know, so that's like

761
00:43:24,719 --> 00:43:27,960
Speaker 1: the whole so um, you know, I met my godfather

762
00:43:28,080 --> 00:43:31,080
Speaker 1: more than a few times. Um, my godfather. At one

763
00:43:31,160 --> 00:43:35,840
Speaker 1: point I heard my dad say was banned from flying,

764
00:43:36,320 --> 00:43:38,400
Speaker 1: banned from being in South Florida because he had a

765
00:43:38,480 --> 00:43:41,160
Speaker 1: hit on a judge. At one point, is all I

766
00:43:41,280 --> 00:43:45,480
Speaker 1: do it? All news is all anything I'm saying or

767
00:43:45,719 --> 00:43:52,160
Speaker 1: repeating is already out there, thank God. And uh, you know, um,

768
00:43:52,200 --> 00:43:55,160
Speaker 1: so do I want to know more? Yes? I do.

769
00:43:55,239 --> 00:43:59,960
Speaker 1: So I've researched. I've researched, and uh and I'm at

770
00:44:00,040 --> 00:44:03,200
Speaker 1: show it a little bit like wow, Like I didn't

771
00:44:03,239 --> 00:44:06,920
Speaker 1: know my dad was involved with such crime families, Like

772
00:44:06,960 --> 00:44:10,200
Speaker 1: my dad was not the maid man, but my godfather

773
00:44:10,440 --> 00:44:12,880
Speaker 1: was way up there. And and I think he still is.

774
00:44:12,920 --> 00:44:16,120
Speaker 1: He's still alive. So do you think now that so

775
00:44:16,200 --> 00:44:18,440
Speaker 1: much time has passed, you know that life was so

776
00:44:18,480 --> 00:44:20,680
Speaker 1: long ago that he lived, and you know a lot

777
00:44:20,719 --> 00:44:23,640
Speaker 1: of these people unfortunately aren't alive anymore, and you know

778
00:44:23,840 --> 00:44:25,879
Speaker 1: all that stuff has happened. Do you think that now

779
00:44:25,960 --> 00:44:28,200
Speaker 1: that you're older and all this time has passed, that

780
00:44:28,239 --> 00:44:30,600
Speaker 1: he'll you think that he would be more open. I'm

781
00:44:30,640 --> 00:44:33,160
Speaker 1: sharing these things and I would love it because and

782
00:44:33,160 --> 00:44:36,080
Speaker 1: and that and that it also helped me. Yeah, you

783
00:44:36,160 --> 00:44:41,440
Speaker 1: need you need that, which that would be interesting. So, UM,

784
00:44:41,560 --> 00:44:43,839
Speaker 1: I don't have any problems reaching out to no one

785
00:44:44,280 --> 00:44:47,360
Speaker 1: meaning like to me, that would be a normal occurrence.

786
00:44:47,440 --> 00:44:50,320
Speaker 1: High How are you remember to meet you know, I'm

787
00:44:50,719 --> 00:44:55,719
Speaker 1: a little girl, You're God God daughter. Um, I'm gonna

788
00:44:55,760 --> 00:44:58,719
Speaker 1: flip to New York City. Um, I'd love to meet

789
00:44:58,800 --> 00:45:00,759
Speaker 1: with you. Can we do that? Like, I mean, I'm

790
00:45:00,800 --> 00:45:03,840
Speaker 1: even trying to think of how kind of worded I

791
00:45:04,880 --> 00:45:07,040
Speaker 1: need to email him? What like, you know, because now

792
00:45:07,080 --> 00:45:09,839
Speaker 1: it's like the older people get you don't know what

793
00:45:09,960 --> 00:45:15,920
Speaker 1: means they used to communicate, right, man, I hope that

794
00:45:15,960 --> 00:45:18,840
Speaker 1: can happen for you because I you need that connection.

795
00:45:19,719 --> 00:45:23,840
Speaker 1: So how about your sister, Oh my younger sister, Farah,

796
00:45:23,880 --> 00:45:27,040
Speaker 1: So I just have one uh Farah hurt. I are

797
00:45:27,080 --> 00:45:31,320
Speaker 1: still very close. We we we remained close no matter what.

798
00:45:31,440 --> 00:45:35,680
Speaker 1: We're too different. You guys have lived like opposite lives. Yeah,

799
00:45:36,480 --> 00:45:40,480
Speaker 1: obviously opposite lives. Complete the school teacher you were an

800
00:45:40,520 --> 00:45:45,200
Speaker 1: adult star you would at the time, and the fans. Fitness, yeah,

801
00:45:45,440 --> 00:45:47,640
Speaker 1: all of these things happening. And she's just been and

802
00:45:48,280 --> 00:45:52,120
Speaker 1: she's very serious high school sweetheart. She's very serious about

803
00:45:52,120 --> 00:45:54,200
Speaker 1: her fitness because she's even on the cover of like

804
00:45:54,560 --> 00:45:58,160
Speaker 1: was it Muscle and Fitness May Issue? I was like,

805
00:45:58,520 --> 00:46:02,080
Speaker 1: so still I'm thinking about what's gonna what, what do

806
00:46:02,120 --> 00:46:04,640
Speaker 1: I want to do? What? What goals do I want

807
00:46:04,640 --> 00:46:07,160
Speaker 1: to reach right now before fifty years old? What do

808
00:46:07,239 --> 00:46:10,200
Speaker 1: I want to do? So what is that? Are you thinking?

809
00:46:10,239 --> 00:46:11,840
Speaker 1: And are you trying to figure that out? Or you

810
00:46:11,880 --> 00:46:14,200
Speaker 1: do have a goal already set. I have another cover

811
00:46:14,400 --> 00:46:18,120
Speaker 1: that I have an agreement on with a magazine in

812
00:46:18,239 --> 00:46:22,320
Speaker 1: the United States f h M November. I'll be shooting

813
00:46:22,360 --> 00:46:26,880
Speaker 1: for that. And I used and that to me is

814
00:46:26,920 --> 00:46:29,360
Speaker 1: my goal. And then I don't want to congratulate. And

815
00:46:29,480 --> 00:46:31,480
Speaker 1: then I happy to meet a man. Listen, I have

816
00:46:31,680 --> 00:46:35,680
Speaker 1: to meet a nice guy. Gone, but what so what's

817
00:46:35,719 --> 00:46:37,560
Speaker 1: a nice guy to you? I want to know that?

818
00:46:37,640 --> 00:46:42,680
Speaker 1: And I gotta ask you, do they have to be fit? No? Okay,

819
00:46:42,719 --> 00:46:45,439
Speaker 1: I mean you really want to know. Yes, we want

820
00:46:45,440 --> 00:46:47,200
Speaker 1: to know. What's it? What's the idea? I'll make a

821
00:46:47,280 --> 00:46:52,000
Speaker 1: point at this point, respect and wealth, respect and wealth

822
00:46:52,360 --> 00:46:55,359
Speaker 1: and community just some I don't want that communication where

823
00:46:55,360 --> 00:46:58,920
Speaker 1: I'm white. I want that respect, Like I need to

824
00:46:58,960 --> 00:47:01,840
Speaker 1: just know certain things. I need things not put in

825
00:47:01,920 --> 00:47:05,080
Speaker 1: front of my face. And because you know what, I

826
00:47:05,120 --> 00:47:08,760
Speaker 1: don't know if I'm able to be with that type

827
00:47:08,760 --> 00:47:13,640
Speaker 1: of man that is, like do you understand, Like I

828
00:47:13,640 --> 00:47:16,520
Speaker 1: don't know how to explain it, Like I think, I

829
00:47:16,560 --> 00:47:18,960
Speaker 1: think the only type of men that I would really

830
00:47:18,960 --> 00:47:23,560
Speaker 1: be really good with are ones that also have diverse characters.

831
00:47:23,560 --> 00:47:27,120
Speaker 1: Since I have a diverse character. So I'm thinking, like

832
00:47:27,480 --> 00:47:30,600
Speaker 1: they gotta have been through some ship. They gotta don't

833
00:47:30,640 --> 00:47:34,240
Speaker 1: like I mean, like I always make jokes. I always

834
00:47:34,280 --> 00:47:37,040
Speaker 1: made jokes, but I was like, I need a retired

835
00:47:37,160 --> 00:47:41,200
Speaker 1: and and an athlete who's retired. I need a rapper.

836
00:47:41,760 --> 00:47:45,000
Speaker 1: I need somebody who like it hasn't ship happened. And

837
00:47:45,000 --> 00:47:46,520
Speaker 1: they last said that they can understand that out the

838
00:47:46,600 --> 00:47:48,960
Speaker 1: Hassen ship happened in my life. And we give give

839
00:47:49,000 --> 00:47:51,000
Speaker 1: me an example of like a person. It don't have

840
00:47:51,080 --> 00:47:52,160
Speaker 1: to be that you want to get with them, but

841
00:47:52,200 --> 00:47:57,840
Speaker 1: like a person like this person like who God, I

842
00:47:57,920 --> 00:48:00,880
Speaker 1: have to say, like I seem late lately a lot

843
00:48:00,960 --> 00:48:05,160
Speaker 1: of people going through like doing time and dealing with

844
00:48:05,200 --> 00:48:07,600
Speaker 1: some ship. A lot of people arrested in Miami this

845
00:48:07,680 --> 00:48:11,239
Speaker 1: and that you know, I couldn't like name one. I mean,

846
00:48:11,360 --> 00:48:13,160
Speaker 1: I wish I wish it was my fax that we

847
00:48:13,239 --> 00:48:17,640
Speaker 1: just broke up because he's been in trouble a few times.

848
00:48:17,719 --> 00:48:21,360
Speaker 1: Not even hurts you know. I'm like, you might you

849
00:48:21,440 --> 00:48:25,160
Speaker 1: might need a nerd. I know, you might need the appsite.

850
00:48:25,239 --> 00:48:30,440
Speaker 1: You might need the opposite, a banker, may my right name,

851
00:48:30,600 --> 00:48:33,480
Speaker 1: someone who hasn't been through that much so they can

852
00:48:33,520 --> 00:48:36,560
Speaker 1: have that absorption to be able to take an all

853
00:48:36,600 --> 00:48:38,120
Speaker 1: of this shock you about to get them because you

854
00:48:38,160 --> 00:48:43,640
Speaker 1: need somebody else, Yeah, somebody take care of you and understanding,

855
00:48:43,800 --> 00:48:46,759
Speaker 1: somebody who was understanding. And the crazy part is it's

856
00:48:46,800 --> 00:48:50,040
Speaker 1: just talking to you ladies about this. I'm just like, wow,

857
00:48:50,239 --> 00:48:53,880
Speaker 1: Like if you're overwhelming for me to like even so

858
00:48:54,080 --> 00:48:58,120
Speaker 1: you're right and just just just to hear other women

859
00:48:58,560 --> 00:49:03,399
Speaker 1: advise me or share this. It does help too, right

860
00:49:03,560 --> 00:49:06,600
Speaker 1: because I feel like you've had a very thrilling life, right,

861
00:49:07,160 --> 00:49:10,200
Speaker 1: but maybe you don't need that in a relationship, Like

862
00:49:10,239 --> 00:49:18,600
Speaker 1: maybe maybe no more? Can I just live largely around

863
00:49:18,600 --> 00:49:23,160
Speaker 1: the match your Naked Daily? I don't. And we're calling

864
00:49:23,239 --> 00:49:26,680
Speaker 1: the Little put you on one of them one of

865
00:49:26,680 --> 00:49:29,799
Speaker 1: the millionaire baby websites or something like that, the Little

866
00:49:29,800 --> 00:49:33,239
Speaker 1: Sugar Baby website, because honestly, I feel like those guys

867
00:49:33,239 --> 00:49:35,560
Speaker 1: are the guys that are gonna cheat on you, that

868
00:49:35,600 --> 00:49:37,520
Speaker 1: have had those type of lives. Those guys are the

869
00:49:37,520 --> 00:49:40,560
Speaker 1: ones that are still gonna be doing their bullshit and

870
00:49:41,040 --> 00:49:44,239
Speaker 1: they got their own issues. Do we really need, you know,

871
00:49:44,280 --> 00:49:48,319
Speaker 1: do we really need to bring those issues into your issues? Right? Right?

872
00:49:48,360 --> 00:49:51,760
Speaker 1: Because it's just too many going on. So I'm thinking like, Okay,

873
00:49:51,800 --> 00:49:55,040
Speaker 1: so now that I've been broken up for thirty days,

874
00:49:55,960 --> 00:49:59,279
Speaker 1: thirty days, God, let me get through this, right, I

875
00:49:59,280 --> 00:50:02,680
Speaker 1: gotta get through this now, He'll still I'm still huming.

876
00:50:03,040 --> 00:50:05,120
Speaker 1: I mean, I'm a human being. You're still going through

877
00:50:05,120 --> 00:50:08,399
Speaker 1: the breakup process. If I worked together for that long

878
00:50:08,480 --> 00:50:11,400
Speaker 1: three years and it's only been thirty days, and he

879
00:50:11,480 --> 00:50:14,000
Speaker 1: was together with another woman for five years and then

880
00:50:14,040 --> 00:50:17,600
Speaker 1: the other woman for three years, how does he have? Okay,

881
00:50:17,680 --> 00:50:19,520
Speaker 1: how does he do it? How does he do it?

882
00:50:19,640 --> 00:50:23,480
Speaker 1: He's experienced. One was in Las Vegas, the other one

883
00:50:23,600 --> 00:50:26,520
Speaker 1: was in Orlando, three hours from me, and he's thirty

884
00:50:26,560 --> 00:50:31,440
Speaker 1: five minutes from my home, right, he was an easy

885
00:50:31,440 --> 00:50:40,360
Speaker 1: stories thirty minutes from your home, easy stories, And yeah,

886
00:50:40,600 --> 00:50:44,719
Speaker 1: you can definitely, you can definitely do better than that,

887
00:50:44,880 --> 00:50:47,680
Speaker 1: chust and belief. Right. So, so now he just fought

888
00:50:47,680 --> 00:50:51,000
Speaker 1: his first fight, and uh, well, his new contraent. He

889
00:50:51,160 --> 00:50:56,840
Speaker 1: just won. Let me he won. Hallelujah. He won. And

890
00:50:57,000 --> 00:50:59,440
Speaker 1: guess what I kept telling my girlfriends not forty five

891
00:50:59,480 --> 00:51:01,959
Speaker 1: years ago. I said to my girlfriends, we're gonna see

892
00:51:02,000 --> 00:51:05,200
Speaker 1: what happens after his first fight. We're gonna see because

893
00:51:05,280 --> 00:51:07,480
Speaker 1: I have feeling, like my gut instincts were telling me

894
00:51:07,520 --> 00:51:09,520
Speaker 1: a lot. Has he been in contact with you since

895
00:51:09,560 --> 00:51:15,839
Speaker 1: the breakup. We've kept it kind of quiet. He came

896
00:51:15,880 --> 00:51:20,040
Speaker 1: to the door one time and he came and I'll

897
00:51:20,040 --> 00:51:23,160
Speaker 1: say it, so, you guys are gonna kill me. Yeah,

898
00:51:23,400 --> 00:51:27,320
Speaker 1: you gave him some breakup booty girl. No, no, he

899
00:51:27,560 --> 00:51:34,759
Speaker 1: hate me all my money back? Okay. We didn't have

900
00:51:34,880 --> 00:51:38,000
Speaker 1: to get it to a lawyers break up boody. We

901
00:51:38,120 --> 00:51:41,480
Speaker 1: always want to tell well the boot Okay. So don't

902
00:51:41,480 --> 00:51:44,840
Speaker 1: get me wrong. The sex was the best I've ever had.

903
00:51:45,640 --> 00:51:48,000
Speaker 1: Tell me why, tell me why? What made it? What

904
00:51:48,040 --> 00:51:51,200
Speaker 1: made it so great? No? The chemistry and like he

905
00:51:51,280 --> 00:51:54,680
Speaker 1: knew how to do me like just right, and I

906
00:51:55,360 --> 00:51:58,600
Speaker 1: just I can't believe it. My age A man will

907
00:51:58,719 --> 00:52:01,200
Speaker 1: then hold up. I was locked up, So maybe there's

908
00:52:01,239 --> 00:52:04,239
Speaker 1: more out there that will do I don't know. I

909
00:52:04,719 --> 00:52:11,040
Speaker 1: did just square yeah, yeah, oh yeah, he could make

910
00:52:11,080 --> 00:52:16,479
Speaker 1: me sweart like this and I'm not a squarter. Okay, yeah, Chip,

911
00:52:17,200 --> 00:52:21,080
Speaker 1: you have you from thing? You this guy man? But

912
00:52:21,120 --> 00:52:24,160
Speaker 1: then can't I mean he had how how many girls

913
00:52:24,239 --> 00:52:28,480
Speaker 1: who just thinking? I mean, this is a player, player honey. Okay,

914
00:52:28,680 --> 00:52:31,360
Speaker 1: that's all. So I still talk to one of the

915
00:52:31,400 --> 00:52:34,719
Speaker 1: girls because the girl I contacted me, it's like, y'all

916
00:52:34,760 --> 00:52:38,920
Speaker 1: and my sister wives, how are you are you seeing?

917
00:52:39,080 --> 00:52:42,359
Speaker 1: Can I see his name? Or no? No? Yeah, are

918
00:52:42,360 --> 00:52:47,680
Speaker 1: you seeing Anthony Rumble Johnson? I'm like, uh, hi, how

919
00:52:47,719 --> 00:52:50,720
Speaker 1: are you? Yes, I have been how are you doing?

920
00:52:51,360 --> 00:52:53,759
Speaker 1: And ever since then, for for a thirty yade, I've

921
00:52:53,760 --> 00:52:55,680
Speaker 1: been talking that lady every day. I said, you know what,

922
00:52:55,760 --> 00:52:58,960
Speaker 1: damn she was with him for five years and she

923
00:52:59,120 --> 00:53:03,960
Speaker 1: was devastated, devastated, So I started bonding with her. I'm

924
00:53:04,000 --> 00:53:07,320
Speaker 1: not against women when okay when when when a man cheats,

925
00:53:07,560 --> 00:53:13,000
Speaker 1: it's his fault, right, right, it's not her sometimes? Right?

926
00:53:13,040 --> 00:53:15,200
Speaker 1: So now I know? Right? So now, so an there's

927
00:53:15,200 --> 00:53:19,680
Speaker 1: a twist of the story, because if a woman is

928
00:53:19,719 --> 00:53:23,200
Speaker 1: shaking her thing in front of a man who's taken,

929
00:53:23,440 --> 00:53:26,279
Speaker 1: that's not right too. But there I d I'm like,

930
00:53:26,320 --> 00:53:28,799
Speaker 1: but hold up, that man needs to be a little

931
00:53:28,840 --> 00:53:31,319
Speaker 1: bit more stronger with his saying. But that's it's his

932
00:53:31,719 --> 00:53:34,839
Speaker 1: it's his responsibility, right, So I don't even know which

933
00:53:34,880 --> 00:53:38,000
Speaker 1: which way to turn now. So so I didn't get

934
00:53:38,000 --> 00:53:40,640
Speaker 1: mad at the girls. I didn't. There was a girl,

935
00:53:40,800 --> 00:53:44,360
Speaker 1: the girl in Vegas, I talk I was messaging with

936
00:53:44,400 --> 00:53:47,240
Speaker 1: her and voice specially. We're doing it like for hours,

937
00:53:47,239 --> 00:53:52,200
Speaker 1: like if it felt like we were our support system.

938
00:53:52,680 --> 00:53:54,879
Speaker 1: But is anybody is is any of you us still

939
00:53:54,920 --> 00:53:58,359
Speaker 1: messing with him? I'm sure there's somebody still messing with him,

940
00:53:58,360 --> 00:54:01,440
Speaker 1: but I'm not. But out of the three of you, yeah,

941
00:54:02,000 --> 00:54:05,120
Speaker 1: I think the girl in Las Vegas is still messing

942
00:54:05,120 --> 00:54:08,759
Speaker 1: with him. But um, because she said to me she

943
00:54:08,840 --> 00:54:12,040
Speaker 1: thought the goodness in her was gonna change who he was.

944
00:54:12,160 --> 00:54:15,160
Speaker 1: I said, oh no, no, honey, I'm sorry, but okay,

945
00:54:15,400 --> 00:54:18,520
Speaker 1: I'm if I'm not gonna tell this lady, no, that's

946
00:54:18,520 --> 00:54:20,759
Speaker 1: not gonna happen, because you know what, let me just

947
00:54:20,760 --> 00:54:23,120
Speaker 1: sit back and watch. We'll see what if your whole

948
00:54:23,160 --> 00:54:25,880
Speaker 1: good two shoe goodness is going to change him because

949
00:54:26,120 --> 00:54:28,120
Speaker 1: he is who who he's, He's gonna do what he

950
00:54:28,120 --> 00:54:30,640
Speaker 1: wants to do. And I asked her, I said, so

951
00:54:30,680 --> 00:54:33,680
Speaker 1: when you guys supposedly get married and whatever else, and

952
00:54:33,800 --> 00:54:37,120
Speaker 1: he's blowing smoke. I said, so, what are you gonna

953
00:54:37,120 --> 00:54:39,040
Speaker 1: do then? Because he hasn't seen you for a whole year.

954
00:54:39,600 --> 00:54:42,840
Speaker 1: This is given fall in love. I miss this Frankie.

955
00:54:45,480 --> 00:54:47,839
Speaker 1: So I said, what are you gonna do when he cheating? Oh,

956
00:54:47,840 --> 00:54:49,640
Speaker 1: I'm gonna kick him out. I'm like, so why are

957
00:54:49,640 --> 00:54:53,400
Speaker 1: you with him this? He is so yeah, what he

958
00:54:53,440 --> 00:54:58,200
Speaker 1: does period, that's it. But I but I knew him,

959
00:54:58,239 --> 00:55:01,319
Speaker 1: so I knew how he was, but I didn't know

960
00:55:01,800 --> 00:55:06,319
Speaker 1: he was so experienced and vicious with it. Do you

961
00:55:06,400 --> 00:55:09,759
Speaker 1: understand like there's a way there's a cheater and then

962
00:55:09,800 --> 00:55:11,800
Speaker 1: there's a line cheater or line cheater or lie cheater,

963
00:55:11,920 --> 00:55:16,200
Speaker 1: like like a piece of shit. Okay, Well, I am

964
00:55:16,239 --> 00:55:18,640
Speaker 1: glad you got your money back. I would say that too,

965
00:55:20,239 --> 00:55:24,479
Speaker 1: because if everywhere is there somebody your money? Because I

966
00:55:24,520 --> 00:55:27,400
Speaker 1: was since September when he was dropped by what's it

967
00:55:27,440 --> 00:55:30,960
Speaker 1: called by by a company and sponsor. I was like,

968
00:55:31,000 --> 00:55:33,200
Speaker 1: oh baby, oh my god, I need for you to

969
00:55:33,280 --> 00:55:36,080
Speaker 1: do your career. You know her, I am the supergirl,

970
00:55:36,120 --> 00:55:38,279
Speaker 1: you know. I'm like, hear baby, I'm like, okay, what

971
00:55:38,320 --> 00:55:40,200
Speaker 1: do you need? What are your bills a page to

972
00:55:40,400 --> 00:55:42,960
Speaker 1: care of me? Up until but I knew. I just

973
00:55:43,000 --> 00:55:44,839
Speaker 1: had this feeling he's like pay me back, He's gonna

974
00:55:44,840 --> 00:55:48,160
Speaker 1: pay me back. There's just no way. There's just that

975
00:55:48,200 --> 00:55:53,080
Speaker 1: I don't have to call my guyfather okay behind and

976
00:55:53,719 --> 00:55:57,160
Speaker 1: he knows my past everything. That's why I thought he

977
00:55:57,200 --> 00:55:59,920
Speaker 1: wasn't gonna screw me over, Like tell me what's going on, please,

978
00:56:00,440 --> 00:56:05,400
Speaker 1: because I will gladly move on, glad right, gladly, like

979
00:56:05,600 --> 00:56:07,600
Speaker 1: they can have you and they can be in turmoil,

980
00:56:07,960 --> 00:56:10,200
Speaker 1: but just let me move on because I have a

981
00:56:10,200 --> 00:56:13,319
Speaker 1: whole new life. We mean what I'm trying to you know,

982
00:56:13,680 --> 00:56:15,960
Speaker 1: you know I got a prison. I want to like

983
00:56:16,280 --> 00:56:20,640
Speaker 1: experience life again, not being kind of drama. And look,

984
00:56:20,680 --> 00:56:24,919
Speaker 1: you're you know, probation now, Like it's a big deal.

985
00:56:25,160 --> 00:56:27,920
Speaker 1: So we want to celebrate with you. But Sabrina and

986
00:56:27,960 --> 00:56:29,920
Speaker 1: I said, we appreciate you so much for being so

987
00:56:30,000 --> 00:56:32,120
Speaker 1: open about everything you've been through. We can't wait for

988
00:56:32,120 --> 00:56:35,399
Speaker 1: the movie. We can't, we can't wait for the movie. Yes,

989
00:56:35,760 --> 00:56:38,239
Speaker 1: movie you need to be working on. You need to

990
00:56:38,239 --> 00:56:41,520
Speaker 1: be working on a movie. Deal, because your life is

991
00:56:41,680 --> 00:56:44,200
Speaker 1: it should be in cinema. I've been told that so

992
00:56:44,320 --> 00:56:48,440
Speaker 1: now that I keep hearing it, okay, moving forward, Okay,

993
00:56:49,000 --> 00:56:51,520
Speaker 1: thank you lady so much. I had such a great time.

994
00:56:51,600 --> 00:56:54,160
Speaker 1: Thank you for sharing now. And we love to see

995
00:56:54,239 --> 00:56:56,520
Speaker 1: like the experiences and the hardships that you've been through,

996
00:56:56,560 --> 00:56:58,280
Speaker 1: but to see you come out through the other side

997
00:56:58,320 --> 00:57:03,080
Speaker 1: as a better person. And you know, and I want

998
00:57:03,120 --> 00:57:06,440
Speaker 1: my stories to help other women to realize they're not

999
00:57:06,520 --> 00:57:09,320
Speaker 1: the only ones and we all are going through ship

1000
00:57:09,680 --> 00:57:12,480
Speaker 1: no matter where we're at or what level. You know.

1001
00:57:13,800 --> 00:57:15,640
Speaker 1: Let me ask you this, you had a girlfriend while

1002
00:57:15,640 --> 00:57:16,800
Speaker 1: you were in jail. What if you met a guy

1003
00:57:16,800 --> 00:57:18,360
Speaker 1: who was left up and he said he had a

1004
00:57:18,400 --> 00:57:29,280
Speaker 1: boyfriend just while he was in jail, I can't think, like, okay,

1005
00:57:29,280 --> 00:57:33,000
Speaker 1: so I'm open minded, right, but right, okay, but I'm

1006
00:57:33,040 --> 00:57:37,640
Speaker 1: just not oh okay, So okay. So if it's the past,

1007
00:57:38,520 --> 00:57:41,080
Speaker 1: and it's the past, and if you go get tested

1008
00:57:41,440 --> 00:57:44,240
Speaker 1: and I make sure that that mother sucker is clean,

1009
00:57:44,760 --> 00:57:47,960
Speaker 1: I mean, you gotta stay clean, because it's just so far.

1010
00:57:48,760 --> 00:57:51,240
Speaker 1: Like I think about so much. I do write. I

1011
00:57:51,240 --> 00:57:54,800
Speaker 1: get tested all the time. Man, you gotta think of everything.

1012
00:57:54,800 --> 00:57:57,840
Speaker 1: I get tested it all the time still, and I'm

1013
00:57:57,880 --> 00:57:59,840
Speaker 1: glad I do because look, I was with somebody who

1014
00:57:59,920 --> 00:58:07,800
Speaker 1: was running around, right, Okay, so it is possible. It's

1015
00:58:07,840 --> 00:58:10,360
Speaker 1: possible because you know what, I don't judge. I don't

1016
00:58:10,440 --> 00:58:17,800
Speaker 1: judge because who's and shining armor they as they call it,

1017
00:58:18,080 --> 00:58:23,520
Speaker 1: that's what they call it gay fest Day. Right. You

1018
00:58:23,560 --> 00:58:28,280
Speaker 1: gotta do what you gotta do to survive. Well, Sabrina,

1019
00:58:28,280 --> 00:58:32,240
Speaker 1: where can people find you? Okay? My my Instagram is

1020
00:58:32,480 --> 00:58:38,920
Speaker 1: uh Sabrina Underscore Sidote S I D O T I. Okay,

1021
00:58:39,000 --> 00:58:40,960
Speaker 1: but we thank you so much. It's been a pleasure

1022
00:58:41,000 --> 00:58:42,760
Speaker 1: and we're looking forward to the f ah M cover

1023
00:58:43,400 --> 00:58:45,640
Speaker 1: Muscle and Fitness cover. You can see that right now,

1024
00:58:46,240 --> 00:58:49,160
Speaker 1: and you look amazing, So we thank you so much.

1025
00:58:49,280 --> 00:58:53,920
Speaker 1: We've had a great time. Thank you, Thank you, Sabrina. Okay, bye,