WEBVTT - Rico Nasty

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<v Speaker 1>Pushkin. Hey, this is justin Richmond from the Broken Record podcast.

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<v Speaker 1>couple of songs for us. You'll hear the artists and

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<v Speaker 1>Broken Record all lowercase. That's tribecafilm dot com slash Broken Record.

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<v Speaker 1>Hope to see there. Rico Nasty is a genre defying

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<v Speaker 1>force and contemporary hip hop known for hurrah unapologetic style

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<v Speaker 1>and fearless experimentation. Rico started releasing mixtapes while still in

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<v Speaker 1>high school in Maryland, with early tracks like I Carly

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<v Speaker 1>and Hey Arnold Catching Fire Online. You're dropping five mixtapes independently.

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<v Speaker 1>She signed with Atlantic Records in twenty eighteen and introduced

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<v Speaker 1>the world to her signature Sugar Trap Sound, a blend

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<v Speaker 1>of aggressive new metal energy and trap production on breakout

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<v Speaker 1>tracks like Smack a Bitch and Rage. Today, Leo Rose

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<v Speaker 1>sits down with Rico as she prepares to release her

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<v Speaker 1>fourth studio album Lethal. They dive into everything from the

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<v Speaker 1>beautiful chaos of female heavy mosh pits at her shows,

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<v Speaker 1>what it was like to suddenly come into lots of

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<v Speaker 1>money as a teenager, to how she landed her first

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<v Speaker 1>acting role in the upcoming A twenty four Apple TV

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<v Speaker 1>series Margo Scott Troubles. To see the full video version

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<v Speaker 1>of this interview, head over to YouTube dot com slash

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<v Speaker 1>Broken Record Podcast. This is Broken Record, real musicians, real conversations.

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<v Speaker 1>Now here's Leah Rose with Rico Nasty.

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<v Speaker 2>So let's talk Lethal.

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<v Speaker 3>Yes.

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<v Speaker 4>I just saw your new video on the low. Came

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<v Speaker 4>out to yeah, and it's so different. So when I

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<v Speaker 4>heard the song, I pictured baby pink and like you

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<v Speaker 4>in like a candy store or something like really sweet

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<v Speaker 4>and girly. And then I see the video and it's

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<v Speaker 4>you like twerking in a truck bed in a junk yard,

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<v Speaker 4>and I'm like, oh, this is different.

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<v Speaker 2>So how did you come up with a visual? How

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<v Speaker 2>does that usually come to you?

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<v Speaker 3>I just wanted to still keep my grunge.

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<v Speaker 5>Like I think the overall inspiration was like horror movie vibes,

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<v Speaker 5>like still embodying like this winter type of energy, like

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<v Speaker 5>Winter Ringleader type of energy. But I feel like I

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<v Speaker 5>watch a lot of movies, so I'm always like, oh,

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<v Speaker 5>I want to do that.

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<v Speaker 3>This shot is cool, this is fire.

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<v Speaker 5>But yeah, shout out to the director on that, because

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<v Speaker 5>what actually happened is I had sent one treatment and

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<v Speaker 5>he and I broke it up into so many different

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<v Speaker 5>ideas that like, there's so much more to come. I'm

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<v Speaker 5>so excited to drop more visuals because everyone's so excited

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<v Speaker 5>about about this one. Obviously this one is a lot

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<v Speaker 5>more different than the last one, and it'll be like that,

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<v Speaker 5>like moving forward. I just really like, yeah, i feel

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<v Speaker 5>like I'm just taking all the risks and just doing

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<v Speaker 5>what I really want to do and just try my

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<v Speaker 5>best to like still maintain.

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<v Speaker 3>My authenticity and like the things.

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<v Speaker 5>That I enjoy, because I feel like I don't really

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<v Speaker 5>like baby pink stuff.

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<v Speaker 2>You know.

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<v Speaker 4>I know it's very much not you, but I felt

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<v Speaker 4>like this song is a little different.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, And that's how I felt too.

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<v Speaker 5>I was like, oh my god, like, well, it could

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<v Speaker 5>still be a softer side, it could fin inside, but

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<v Speaker 5>like in my own way, but like, yeah, that song

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<v Speaker 5>definitely it gives pink, It gives bubbly cuteesy yeah, like

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<v Speaker 5>soft furry yes.

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<v Speaker 3>Oh soffer.

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<v Speaker 4>So when you say you sent a treatment, what is that?

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<v Speaker 4>Is that like you writing out what you see in

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<v Speaker 4>your mind?

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<v Speaker 2>Is it like different shots? Like what is a treatment?

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 5>So a treatment is basically a shot list of everything

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<v Speaker 5>that you're trying to accomplish in the video.

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<v Speaker 3>So you know, some.

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<v Speaker 5>People follow more like mood boards, but I think mood

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<v Speaker 5>boards kind of like limit creativity.

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<v Speaker 3>Because it's too like spot on.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, so.

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<v Speaker 3>The treatment will normally be like.

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<v Speaker 5>References of the way that I want things shot at

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<v Speaker 5>certain angles and maybe the lighting some of like the

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<v Speaker 5>b roll shots that I want to get.

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<v Speaker 3>So yeah, like I use like videos that I like.

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<v Speaker 4>Do you remember any references like movies or other videos.

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<v Speaker 5>We definitely referenced like some old horror movie films on

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<v Speaker 5>the coloring, like in the beginning seen with the car,

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<v Speaker 5>just like the mild saturation but still keeping like those

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<v Speaker 5>cool tones. That was like something that I've seen like

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<v Speaker 5>in rob zombie films. So I remember that kind of

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<v Speaker 5>being a part of like the treatment.

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<v Speaker 3>Like, so, yeah, it's not always other music videos.

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah, it's sometimes it's like actual films and things that

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<v Speaker 5>I've just seen and I'm like, whoa, I really love this.

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<v Speaker 5>Like another one is AFX twin Yeah, window lickor love

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<v Speaker 5>the scene where it's like he does a close up

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<v Speaker 5>of the limousine and the tire rim had his logo

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<v Speaker 5>on it. I was like, last minute, I'm like, oh,

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<v Speaker 5>we need a lethal flag. We need something that's in

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<v Speaker 5>in in the shots.

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<v Speaker 3>So I thought about it. Yeah, sense of like at.

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<v Speaker 5>The shows, like and people who are doing like the

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<v Speaker 5>marsh pits and stuff. I think it's like there's like

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<v Speaker 5>a language that could come with it, Like the leader

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<v Speaker 5>of the pit could have, you know, the flag, the

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<v Speaker 5>person who's come into the show. It's ready to function up.

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<v Speaker 5>You have your flag, and you keep your flag up

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<v Speaker 5>no matter what.

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<v Speaker 2>Do people usually bring flags to the pit.

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<v Speaker 3>They bring all types of shit to the pit.

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<v Speaker 5>It's some so though I don't even know how the

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<v Speaker 5>fuck they're getting into, but yeah, they bring a lot

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<v Speaker 5>of shit to the pit.

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<v Speaker 4>It's so crazy, Like I feel like your shows are

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<v Speaker 4>the first time I've seen women or just girls in

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<v Speaker 4>a pit.

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah, in those earlier days, it was really really crazy

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<v Speaker 5>watching everybody just like get their shit off their chests.

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<v Speaker 3>Yes, we don't really get to do that. Yeah.

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<v Speaker 4>And I feel like there's a misconception about it too,

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<v Speaker 4>because I feel like people think that it is just

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<v Speaker 4>people like fucking each other up, but it's actually like

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<v Speaker 4>such a community it is.

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<v Speaker 5>I mean, I feel like there's some there's a sense

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<v Speaker 5>of like they're kind of like synchronized in some in

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<v Speaker 5>some of the pits, it's not always beating each other up.

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<v Speaker 5>Sometimes it's just like having your arms around your front

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<v Speaker 5>and you're jumping at the same time and you're just

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<v Speaker 5>feeling it and it's like twenty of you guys that

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<v Speaker 5>could be a pet.

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<v Speaker 3>Everyone kind of like.

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<v Speaker 5>Just rapping the lyrics and feeling that shit with their

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<v Speaker 5>whole hearted chest.

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<v Speaker 3>And I think like where that comes from.

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<v Speaker 5>It is just like so much anger having to be

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<v Speaker 5>repressed on an everyday basis. Like I feel like, unfortunately

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<v Speaker 5>it's okay for men to lash out, Like, you know,

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<v Speaker 5>it's always been somewhat accepted in a symbol of power

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<v Speaker 5>for a man to lash out and have no repercussions

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<v Speaker 5>for their actions, but with women, it's always consequences for

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<v Speaker 5>our actions. And I just feel like when we were

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<v Speaker 5>doing that, I feel like it was kind of like

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<v Speaker 5>we would have people at the shows trying to split

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<v Speaker 5>the pit up.

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<v Speaker 3>Y'all can't be doing this, don't inside a pit.

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<v Speaker 5>But it's like, well, when else are we going to

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<v Speaker 5>get to do this and not be looked at it's crazy,

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<v Speaker 5>or not have a consequence, or not get kicked out

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<v Speaker 5>of something or get thrown in jail or actual fight breakout.

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<v Speaker 5>It's like, where is the space to just be a

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<v Speaker 5>woman and want to fuck somebody up.

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<v Speaker 4>And not care what you look like, get sweaty, like

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<v Speaker 4>not have your makeup or everything have to be the

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<v Speaker 4>same as when you walked into a venue.

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<v Speaker 2>Like it just it's such a release.

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah, And I love that part too because I go

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<v Speaker 5>through the same thing on the stage, like I don't

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<v Speaker 5>look the same when I come out and when I

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<v Speaker 5>go backstage like I'm drenched in fucking sweat and we

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<v Speaker 5>done have a time, And I just, yeah, I love

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<v Speaker 5>that and I live for that. And that's not pretty,

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<v Speaker 5>That's not I don't think that's meant to be pretty.

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<v Speaker 3>And I appreciate that.

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<v Speaker 5>I appreciate the fact that they allow me that space

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<v Speaker 5>to spend money on a nice outfit just to come

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<v Speaker 5>getting Fu Sun.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, that's incredible.

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<v Speaker 4>Have you ever wanted to do like a make a

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<v Speaker 4>major left turn and try a whole different genre or

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<v Speaker 4>something new for you that would be unexpected? But you're

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<v Speaker 4>just like, I don't think it's the right time, or

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<v Speaker 4>it's too early or whatever, Like, is there any type

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<v Speaker 4>of music that is completely different from what you've already

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<v Speaker 4>put out there?

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<v Speaker 3>Hm? I think like me being you know, the smack

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<v Speaker 3>of bitch Girl.

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<v Speaker 5>I'm very rah And I think that when you think

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<v Speaker 5>Rico Nasci and you think rock music, it's always been

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<v Speaker 5>scream Oh, it's always been metal. It's always been new metal,

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<v Speaker 5>hip hop metal. It's always been like that sense of

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<v Speaker 5>like angst and growl with it. But I have two

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<v Speaker 5>songs on this album that don't have that. It's rock music, though,

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<v Speaker 5>and it's more so influenced by the rock music that

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<v Speaker 5>I actually listen to. Like, it's more so influenced by like,

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<v Speaker 5>you know, like beachy rock or like just more a calm,

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<v Speaker 5>calm side.

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<v Speaker 3>Yes, I see.

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<v Speaker 5>I'm like so happy that people are receiving on the

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<v Speaker 5>low the way that they are because on the low

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<v Speaker 5>is very girly.

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<v Speaker 3>You're gonna get like.

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<v Speaker 5>Another vulnerable side of me with these rock songs that's

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<v Speaker 5>very very feminine, very girly, but also very rico. And

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<v Speaker 5>I'm like really excited for people to hear those because

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<v Speaker 5>I don't think. I don't think people thought I could

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<v Speaker 5>make a song like that.

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<v Speaker 2>Yes, is that?

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<v Speaker 4>Do you think you getting into the like the beachy

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<v Speaker 4>rock or the more mellow side of things, like what

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<v Speaker 4>you actually listen to? Is that you getting older?

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<v Speaker 2>Do you think?

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<v Speaker 4>Is that just where you're at in your life? Like

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<v Speaker 4>where have you always listened to sort of like more

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<v Speaker 4>mellow stuff?

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 5>I always listened to more mellow stuff really. Yeah, Like

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<v Speaker 5>literally my favorite band is like Care for Cutie, Like

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<v Speaker 5>I've always liked the softer the radio Heads. They's the

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<v Speaker 5>drum shout out to the drums because I got to

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<v Speaker 5>work with him, so like you know, like I've I

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<v Speaker 5>really like that side, and I just feel like, you know,

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<v Speaker 5>my character is so rash coming out the gate swinging

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<v Speaker 5>that I don't think I got to show that side

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<v Speaker 5>or show that I was even interested in showing that side.

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<v Speaker 3>So yeah, I'm really like, I'm really excited.

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<v Speaker 5>But to say it's like, yeah, I'm growing up, But

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<v Speaker 5>I also feel like I am pleasing my inner child

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<v Speaker 5>because there's still songs on there. Son of a Gun,

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<v Speaker 5>Smoke Break, There's some songs on there that you just

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<v Speaker 5>know like these are these are gonna be classic cult

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<v Speaker 5>Rick on Nasty records that will be played at shows,

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<v Speaker 5>that will get the party started, like yea, those are

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<v Speaker 5>the ones that I'm kind of just like, I'm never

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<v Speaker 5>gonna stop making those.

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<v Speaker 3>I'll always be me. But there's something that I've done

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<v Speaker 3>in all my projects.

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<v Speaker 5>It's like there's there's always been like two or three,

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<v Speaker 5>three or four that are like, hmm, what's this. This

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<v Speaker 5>is a little bit, this is different, this is cool,

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<v Speaker 5>and I just like showing people like, yeah, there isn't

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<v Speaker 5>a limit to music. I'm not just a rapper. I

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<v Speaker 5>feel like I'm at this point, I'm a real, like,

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<v Speaker 5>real deal artist.

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<v Speaker 3>Where we've been, we've been jumped out of that.

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<v Speaker 5>And I do appreciate all of my fans that are

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<v Speaker 5>here because I do my rap music and there is

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<v Speaker 5>rap music on this project. Like I don't want people

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<v Speaker 5>to think, oh, she's just doing rock or softer songs.

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<v Speaker 3>No, Like it's still intense. It's a ride. I just

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<v Speaker 3>want people to yeah, I didn't have fun.

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<v Speaker 2>How do you know if something is catchy?

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<v Speaker 4>Like when you're in the studio and you're recording something,

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<v Speaker 4>Cause I feel like the first two singles are so catchy,

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<v Speaker 4>Like do you have to listen to something a hundred

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<v Speaker 4>times before you know? Like some part of the song,

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<v Speaker 4>like whether it's a riff or the hook, something's gonna

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<v Speaker 4>like embed itself in your mind.

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<v Speaker 2>Like how do you know? Do you play it out

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<v Speaker 2>somewhere like.

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<v Speaker 3>The kids tell you if it's catchy.

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<v Speaker 2>So you put it out online.

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<v Speaker 5>I don't even put it out online. I play it

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<v Speaker 5>for my son. I send it to my little cousins.

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<v Speaker 5>I just I rely on younger people.

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<v Speaker 2>Are they honest with you?

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<v Speaker 3>Always? Always?

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<v Speaker 2>What did they say? If they don't like it?

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<v Speaker 5>They just don't respond, super jen Z, They just don't respond.

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<v Speaker 2>Does it hurt your feelings?

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<v Speaker 1>No?

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<v Speaker 3>I love it if you know what's funny?

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<v Speaker 5>Like, sometimes I just be wanting, Like when I make music,

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<v Speaker 5>I swear, I just be wanting to like welcome to

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<v Speaker 5>a random person and be like can you listen to

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<v Speaker 5>this real quick enough.

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<v Speaker 3>Yes, like, yeah, I'm not scared of that.

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<v Speaker 5>Like I'm like, you like this, come here, you look

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<v Speaker 5>like you go like this Like I don't really, I

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<v Speaker 5>don't care about that type of stuff.

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<v Speaker 3>But yeah, the lot on the kids rely on my friends.

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<v Speaker 5>My friends will tell me if something is not My

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<v Speaker 5>friends will tell me halfway through the song if they don't.

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<v Speaker 4>Oh, but sometimes you need but sometimes you need to

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<v Speaker 4>hear a song like eight times before, you know. I

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<v Speaker 4>always have that experience where I listen to something, I'm like,

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<v Speaker 4>I don't like this, but then if I hear it enough,

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<v Speaker 4>you might hear something different or you might.

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<v Speaker 3>Catch I think, and this could just be my artist take.

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<v Speaker 5>I think that those two songs are catchy because the

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<v Speaker 5>hooks were made before the verses, so normally I feel

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<v Speaker 5>like that plays a really big part. Spending a lot

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<v Speaker 5>of time on the hook and hearing it over.

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<v Speaker 3>And over again.

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<v Speaker 5>And it's not something that I just pulled out of

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<v Speaker 5>the verse and repeated. It's like, yes, we worked on it.

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<v Speaker 5>We worked on melodies, we worked on bridges, we worked

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<v Speaker 5>on tweaking shit and different layers and how can we

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<v Speaker 5>make especially for teeth sucker. How can we make the

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<v Speaker 5>vocals and the guitar collaborate in a sense and on

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<v Speaker 5>the low how can we.

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<v Speaker 3>Repeat this hook but not make them get tired of it?

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<v Speaker 1>And what is it?

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<v Speaker 3>What's the bounce that we're feeling? How do we vocalize that?

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<v Speaker 5>And it's like when they were producing the beat and

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<v Speaker 5>we were doing the writing for the verse, the melody

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<v Speaker 5>was uh, and then it wound up just being used.

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<v Speaker 3>On the on the chorus. So I don't know.

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<v Speaker 5>I think that that could play a huge part. Actually,

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<v Speaker 5>it will take time on the hooks and a kind

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<v Speaker 5>of like.

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<v Speaker 3>Pop way.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, So what is the hardest part for you? Like,

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<v Speaker 4>is it hard for you to come up with melodies?

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<v Speaker 4>Is it hard for you to fill in the lyrics?

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<v Speaker 4>Is it hard for you to think of the overall

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<v Speaker 4>vision for the song? Like, what's the most difficult part.

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<v Speaker 3>The most difficult part, bro, is narrowing down the ideas.

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<v Speaker 2>That's wow, Well that's good.

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<v Speaker 5>That's a good problem, yeah, because it just feels like

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<v Speaker 5>I'd be wanting to talk about everything all at once,

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<v Speaker 5>and sometimes a song is supposed to be about thing,

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<v Speaker 5>so handling and honing in on that one thing, thinking

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<v Speaker 5>of bars and metaphors and things that have happened in

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<v Speaker 5>my life to relate to this one thing and then

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<v Speaker 5>making it sound cool.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, that would be hard making it sound cool.

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah, that is the hardest part too, making it sound cool,

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<v Speaker 5>because I feel like I take a lot of risks

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<v Speaker 5>vocally and sometimes like when I'm rapping, like I don't

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<v Speaker 5>really I just I stretch words and I do stuff like,

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<v Speaker 5>you know, just just to be funny, and yes, just

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<v Speaker 5>help to make it sound I don't know, whatever the

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<v Speaker 5>fuck Have you.

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<v Speaker 2>Ever thought that something was cool and then someone told

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<v Speaker 2>you it was corny?

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah? For sure, for sure, for sure, and like the

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<v Speaker 3>whole first five years of my career, that would be.

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<v Speaker 4>Hard because you're like, no, like what if you're pushing

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<v Speaker 4>a limit and it's something people haven't heard yet, but

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<v Speaker 4>someone's like closed minded and they don't know.

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<v Speaker 1>I know.

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<v Speaker 5>I kind of just feel like I've always been a

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<v Speaker 5>niche thing. I've never considered myself a steak dinner. I'm

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<v Speaker 5>a very acquired taste. I'm not something you're gonna find

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<v Speaker 5>that outback steakhouse. Like, yeah, I'm not like a fucking

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<v Speaker 5>blooming onion, Like I'm not like, you know, I'm like,

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<v Speaker 5>fucking what am I? I'm like a like a baja

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<v Speaker 5>taco like kind like the really really good fry fish

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<v Speaker 5>baja tacos. Like you got to go to a steak

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<v Speaker 5>shop exactly, you have to go to a special spot.

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<v Speaker 5>It's a mom and pop shop. Not everybody knows about it,

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<v Speaker 5>but it tastes good every time. And I'm okay with that.

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<v Speaker 5>Like I'm okay with not being McDonald's.

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<v Speaker 3>I don't want to be McDonald's.

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<v Speaker 5>So I definitely like pride myself on being niche and

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<v Speaker 5>being unliked in some spaces, Like that's totally fine with me.

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<v Speaker 2>That's cool. I feel like that takes courage.

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<v Speaker 4>Like were you like that growing up? Did you care

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<v Speaker 4>if people like did you care about fitting in? And

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<v Speaker 4>did you care about what people thought about you?

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<v Speaker 3>I think I cared too much. I think I cared

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<v Speaker 3>so much that I cared enough for the rest of

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<v Speaker 3>my life.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh huh.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah. And then once I hit eighteen, I was like, wait,

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<v Speaker 3>I don't have to care.

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<v Speaker 2>But then.

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<v Speaker 5>Let's talk about that because being eighteen and getting like

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<v Speaker 5>a shit ton of money kind of like thrown at you. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 5>it's kind of hard to decipher what you care and

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<v Speaker 5>don't care about and it just kind of comes off

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<v Speaker 5>as like all over the place.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, wait, so you mean like you can't say no

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<v Speaker 2>to the money or.

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<v Speaker 3>You just don't know what to say no to.

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<v Speaker 5>Everything is so new and invigorating, and so it's so exciting.

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<v Speaker 5>It's like I'm not gonna say no. Why would I

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<v Speaker 5>say no?

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<v Speaker 3>And then the older that you.

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<v Speaker 5>Get, you realize how powerful the word no is and

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<v Speaker 5>now how much it could have protected you. The older

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<v Speaker 5>that you get, but you are so happy to even

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<v Speaker 5>be in the space that you're just like I'm going

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<v Speaker 5>to say yes, why would I say no? And yeah,

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<v Speaker 5>you just get older and realize I could have said

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<v Speaker 5>no to that, and you just got to like bet

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<v Speaker 5>on yourself. And I think that's where I am the

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<v Speaker 5>older that I've gotten, Like, yeah, we've I just feel

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<v Speaker 5>like I've really learned how to just trust the decisions

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<v Speaker 5>that I'm making and just trust like, look, I don't know,

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<v Speaker 5>I don't know what I'm doing. None of us know

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<v Speaker 5>exactly what we're doing, but I'm doing it and I'm

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<v Speaker 5>having a fun time. And you can save the judgment

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<v Speaker 5>for like people who genuinely like want feedback like.

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<v Speaker 3>Please like I but I don't know.

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<v Speaker 1>We'll be back with more from Rico Nasty and Lea

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<v Speaker 1>Rose after the break.

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<v Speaker 4>So when you were eighteen and you started getting checks

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<v Speaker 4>and money thrown at you, was it from for shows?

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<v Speaker 2>Like what was the bulk of the money opportunities coming from?

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<v Speaker 5>So I think like I started rapping and then yeah,

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<v Speaker 5>shows were a huge part, and then I started getting

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<v Speaker 5>record label offers, and then you go into publish deals.

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<v Speaker 5>Then you going into like you're just like entering big

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<v Speaker 5>money conversations, like conversations that it's like, let's take a second,

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<v Speaker 5>let's let's read this over.

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<v Speaker 3>I need a lawyer.

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah, And I think like, yeah, when I signed when

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<v Speaker 5>I signed a deal, I was nineteen, and yeah, having

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<v Speaker 5>having that much money so young is like, I'm so

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<v Speaker 5>blessed to be here today because I think at one

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<v Speaker 5>point everything in my life was so excessive, like I

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<v Speaker 5>couldn't just do something in a small way.

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<v Speaker 3>It was so grand. I had to spend so much money.

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<v Speaker 3>And it's like I don't know, like I don't know

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<v Speaker 3>if that's just being young, because like being young, like

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<v Speaker 3>I was like a flexoholic.

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<v Speaker 5>I love carrying big wags of cash and obviously seeing

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<v Speaker 5>the kids do it now, and I'm.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I feel like you're good with your money though.

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<v Speaker 2>I saw you talking. It was an interview a while ago,

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<v Speaker 2>and you were saying like it seemed like you were

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<v Speaker 2>good with.

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<v Speaker 3>So good at my money now, so good at my money,

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<v Speaker 3>and you were.

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<v Speaker 2>Talking about being a minimalist.

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<v Speaker 5>That's what it was, Yes, because I I feel like

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<v Speaker 5>I became like an over consumer just just buying things,

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<v Speaker 5>buying things because of the the way people like, you know,

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<v Speaker 5>just falling into the I think it was during COVID,

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<v Speaker 5>really falling into the ads. Oh my god, oh, oh

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<v Speaker 5>my god, I have to have this, this so easy,

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<v Speaker 5>And then you look and you're like, what is this stuff?

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<v Speaker 3>Why do I have?

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<v Speaker 2>It's a problem?

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<v Speaker 5>What is this?

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<v Speaker 3>This is? This is stuff?

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<v Speaker 5>Doesn't even I mean I started really really taking the

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<v Speaker 5>time to like buy things that I actually like.

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<v Speaker 3>Now, does that mean that I have a closet the

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<v Speaker 3>size of this studio.

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<v Speaker 2>Of course not.

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<v Speaker 3>My closet is super small.

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<v Speaker 5>But everything in there I wear, and everything in there

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<v Speaker 5>I love, and everything in there is something I'm going

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<v Speaker 5>to have four years love.

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<v Speaker 3>Yes, I love this.

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<v Speaker 5>Being selective pays off eventually, cause in five years, I'm

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<v Speaker 5>going to have a closet that.

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<v Speaker 3>It's like, this is still the things that I like

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<v Speaker 3>and it's not a trendy yes way.

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<v Speaker 4>This is what I'm curious about with pop artists that

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<v Speaker 4>you observe from where you're at now, Artists that you've

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<v Speaker 4>seen go through different album cycles, different looks, but obviously

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<v Speaker 4>feel like they're.

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<v Speaker 2>Trying to cater to the masses.

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<v Speaker 3>Does that.

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<v Speaker 4>Like, do you feel sorry for them knowing that they're

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<v Speaker 4>probably an artist too, Like they want to be going

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<v Speaker 4>in a different direction, but they don't have the freedom

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<v Speaker 4>to do so. Like, have you had conversations with people

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<v Speaker 4>who have confided in you, like I wish I could.

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<v Speaker 3>Do what you do? No, I can just read it.

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<v Speaker 3>It's it's like you can tell when stuff isn't genuine.

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah, you can tell, especially if you're like a fan

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<v Speaker 5>of somebody and you've been following them and then all

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<v Speaker 5>of a sudden.

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<v Speaker 3>They're just like, what the hell when did you start

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<v Speaker 3>doing that?

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<v Speaker 5>Okay, but you know what, I think I think that

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<v Speaker 5>I look at it from a point of view of like, damn,

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<v Speaker 5>this is probably what they wanted to do, because I

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<v Speaker 5>don't think it could go both ways. And that's why

0:23:36.396 --> 0:23:38.676
<v Speaker 5>the music industry is so scary because in a lot

0:23:38.716 --> 0:23:42.236
<v Speaker 5>of cases, the bigger you get, the more power and

0:23:42.476 --> 0:23:45.716
<v Speaker 5>artistic control you have. It's like we trust in this

0:23:45.796 --> 0:23:49.036
<v Speaker 5>person's vision. But I think that comes with how much

0:23:49.076 --> 0:23:51.636
<v Speaker 5>you've spoken up for yourself leading up to this moment,

0:23:51.756 --> 0:23:54.276
<v Speaker 5>that you've become somewhat of a machine for the labels.

0:23:54.676 --> 0:23:57.636
<v Speaker 5>Like if you have not developed your voice at that time,

0:23:57.756 --> 0:23:59.356
<v Speaker 5>then yes, you can be used as a pawn, and

0:23:59.476 --> 0:24:02.276
<v Speaker 5>yes you can be switched into something that you never

0:24:02.396 --> 0:24:06.756
<v Speaker 5>were before, but you can also be away your whole

0:24:06.916 --> 0:24:10.956
<v Speaker 5>career and then get some thing and change, and that's

0:24:11.076 --> 0:24:14.076
<v Speaker 5>what you really wanted to do. So I can't really

0:24:14.276 --> 0:24:16.796
<v Speaker 5>look at it and be like on no hater shit, like, oh,

0:24:16.876 --> 0:24:20.196
<v Speaker 5>that's not really them, because it very much could be them.

0:24:20.756 --> 0:24:22.596
<v Speaker 3>That very much could be where they always want it

0:24:22.676 --> 0:24:22.836
<v Speaker 3>to be.

0:24:23.476 --> 0:24:26.276
<v Speaker 5>And I think a lot of times with artists it's

0:24:26.316 --> 0:24:28.756
<v Speaker 5>always it's always I think, but that's the art. That's

0:24:28.836 --> 0:24:31.956
<v Speaker 5>the art is conversation, and it's I think that's the

0:24:32.036 --> 0:24:34.676
<v Speaker 5>beauty in it is wanting to know did they do

0:24:34.796 --> 0:24:35.516
<v Speaker 5>this with intention?

0:24:35.716 --> 0:24:37.476
<v Speaker 3>Did they not? Did they mean to speak to my

0:24:37.676 --> 0:24:40.916
<v Speaker 3>soul in this way? Like it's you know, that's what

0:24:41.116 --> 0:24:41.756
<v Speaker 3>music is about.

0:24:42.516 --> 0:24:46.356
<v Speaker 4>Who's somebody who's been around for like ten plus years

0:24:46.716 --> 0:24:49.196
<v Speaker 4>who you're like, Okay, I like how they did it.

0:24:50.516 --> 0:24:51.876
<v Speaker 3>Huh. That's such a good question.

0:24:52.596 --> 0:24:55.636
<v Speaker 4>That is such a good question, Like somebody who you

0:24:55.756 --> 0:24:59.196
<v Speaker 4>really admire, do you feel like it's a true artist

0:24:59.516 --> 0:25:00.876
<v Speaker 4>and has a real stake in it?

0:25:04.876 --> 0:25:07.076
<v Speaker 3>I feel that way about Huh.

0:25:07.516 --> 0:25:08.236
<v Speaker 2>I have like I have.

0:25:09.476 --> 0:25:09.876
<v Speaker 3>I don't know.

0:25:10.796 --> 0:25:13.716
<v Speaker 5>I have one person that I'm thinking about in particular

0:25:14.956 --> 0:25:19.596
<v Speaker 5>that I feel like I don't want to say their name.

0:25:20.396 --> 0:25:23.716
<v Speaker 5>I think it'll do too much for their ego. I

0:25:23.796 --> 0:25:25.996
<v Speaker 5>think it'll do way too much for their ego.

0:25:26.516 --> 0:25:29.756
<v Speaker 3>It is a girl though. It is a girl though.

0:25:30.356 --> 0:25:35.156
<v Speaker 5>But watching her has shown me that anything is possible,

0:25:36.796 --> 0:25:40.836
<v Speaker 5>and watching her has shown me that I mean and

0:25:40.956 --> 0:25:42.476
<v Speaker 5>this is not a new artist. This is yeah, this

0:25:42.596 --> 0:25:45.316
<v Speaker 5>is somebody that I watched, Like I watched when I

0:25:45.516 --> 0:25:47.036
<v Speaker 5>was younger, when I was in high school.

0:25:47.156 --> 0:25:48.716
<v Speaker 3>I watched and I've seen the shit that.

0:25:48.756 --> 0:25:51.636
<v Speaker 5>They were on, and I've seen them get like be

0:25:51.836 --> 0:25:56.236
<v Speaker 5>like underrated, and I seen and always knew how good

0:25:56.276 --> 0:25:58.756
<v Speaker 5>they really were and kind of just always felt like

0:25:59.476 --> 0:26:03.396
<v Speaker 5>why they're not getting recognition as everybody else.

0:26:05.676 --> 0:26:08.036
<v Speaker 3>We did do a song together, and.

0:26:09.956 --> 0:26:13.036
<v Speaker 5>Yeah, just watching them, it's kind of both. It's both,

0:26:13.276 --> 0:26:15.276
<v Speaker 5>and that's the thing that sucks about being an artist.

0:26:15.316 --> 0:26:19.476
<v Speaker 5>It's like feeling like you want that to be you,

0:26:20.156 --> 0:26:22.916
<v Speaker 5>but you push those emotions to the side because you

0:26:23.036 --> 0:26:25.676
<v Speaker 5>can't help. But see how fire it is that somebody

0:26:25.796 --> 0:26:29.316
<v Speaker 5>like broke through what seems to be like a glass

0:26:29.396 --> 0:26:31.396
<v Speaker 5>box that they put us all in and you just

0:26:31.956 --> 0:26:34.396
<v Speaker 5>pop and then it's just done and you don't have

0:26:34.476 --> 0:26:36.396
<v Speaker 5>to play by the rules that anybody else play it for.

0:26:36.956 --> 0:26:40.276
<v Speaker 5>So I don't know if anybody can make out, but

0:26:41.596 --> 0:26:45.916
<v Speaker 5>I'm not gonna see them. And I do feel like,

0:26:46.556 --> 0:26:51.076
<v Speaker 5>what's actually like in the days recently, it feels like

0:26:51.116 --> 0:26:53.236
<v Speaker 5>they'd be trying to like pit us against each other.

0:26:53.916 --> 0:26:56.756
<v Speaker 5>But I do feel like that person was was there

0:26:56.876 --> 0:26:59.476
<v Speaker 5>for me and like such an early time in my

0:26:59.596 --> 0:27:02.196
<v Speaker 5>career that like that's impossible, like y'all could never do that,

0:27:02.356 --> 0:27:05.036
<v Speaker 5>but like, yeah, it is amazing seeing that, and it

0:27:05.196 --> 0:27:08.436
<v Speaker 5>is crazy saying you know, sometimes shit is like wait,

0:27:09.156 --> 0:27:11.556
<v Speaker 5>it looks like some shit I would it did, like yeah,

0:27:11.836 --> 0:27:14.756
<v Speaker 5>but I think that's Rick Rubin talks about that in

0:27:14.836 --> 0:27:19.516
<v Speaker 5>his book, like everybody gets these ideas who's acting on them,

0:27:19.596 --> 0:27:21.636
<v Speaker 5>though they'll go to somebody else and.

0:27:21.676 --> 0:27:25.956
<v Speaker 3>There's you know, there's nothing, there's nothing wrong with that.

0:27:26.076 --> 0:27:29.436
<v Speaker 3>It's like an idea of clouds. But I yeah, and

0:27:29.516 --> 0:27:30.716
<v Speaker 3>I think, yeah, you're pretty.

0:27:30.636 --> 0:27:33.236
<v Speaker 4>You know, I'm yeah, no, I know, but so okay,

0:27:33.356 --> 0:27:35.876
<v Speaker 4>So with the idea. So I know that he talks

0:27:35.956 --> 0:27:39.276
<v Speaker 4>about ideas sort of being in the ether. Yes, and

0:27:39.436 --> 0:27:42.436
<v Speaker 4>like an idea can strike more than one person, or

0:27:42.556 --> 0:27:44.356
<v Speaker 4>it can strike a bunch of people at the same

0:27:44.476 --> 0:27:44.956
<v Speaker 4>time in.

0:27:44.996 --> 0:27:46.476
<v Speaker 2>Different part of the world, does it?

0:27:46.716 --> 0:27:46.916
<v Speaker 3>Yeah?

0:27:47.436 --> 0:27:47.636
<v Speaker 2>Yes?

0:27:47.916 --> 0:27:51.276
<v Speaker 4>So do you where do you feel like your ideas

0:27:51.356 --> 0:27:53.436
<v Speaker 4>come from? Do you feel like they come from like

0:27:53.516 --> 0:27:57.236
<v Speaker 4>a higher power? Do they come just from you? Do

0:27:57.356 --> 0:28:00.076
<v Speaker 4>they come from your experiences? Like where do these ideas

0:28:00.116 --> 0:28:00.956
<v Speaker 4>in your mind come from?

0:28:01.436 --> 0:28:05.076
<v Speaker 5>I think they come from film movies, like movies that

0:28:05.116 --> 0:28:08.076
<v Speaker 5>I've watched in ways that I would like to be

0:28:08.236 --> 0:28:11.156
<v Speaker 5>portrayed if I in a movie. Oh, like I kind

0:28:11.156 --> 0:28:13.396
<v Speaker 5>of look at like little videos like that. I've always

0:28:13.436 --> 0:28:17.116
<v Speaker 5>loved scary movies, and I feel like I like things

0:28:17.156 --> 0:28:20.156
<v Speaker 5>that are weird and quirky and you just don't really

0:28:20.196 --> 0:28:22.716
<v Speaker 5>know where this is going. And like, yeah, you know,

0:28:22.796 --> 0:28:26.836
<v Speaker 5>the Napoleon Dynamite, the Conah random, you know, fear and

0:28:26.876 --> 0:28:31.716
<v Speaker 5>loading in Las Vegas, Like yeah, Mallorie, like natural born killers,

0:28:31.796 --> 0:28:33.796
<v Speaker 5>like you just never know what's going to happen. That's

0:28:33.796 --> 0:28:35.076
<v Speaker 5>the type of shit that I like. And I feel

0:28:35.116 --> 0:28:37.956
<v Speaker 5>like that that's like, you know, represented in my work.

0:28:37.996 --> 0:28:39.516
<v Speaker 5>I don't think my ideas come from.

0:28:39.476 --> 0:28:42.276
<v Speaker 2>Like like Jesus.

0:28:42.836 --> 0:28:44.516
<v Speaker 5>Yeah, I don't think my ideas are coming from like

0:28:44.556 --> 0:28:46.996
<v Speaker 5>a higher power because I think like some of the

0:28:47.036 --> 0:28:50.036
<v Speaker 5>stuff that I'm representing is a little bit too worldly

0:28:50.596 --> 0:28:52.356
<v Speaker 5>for God to have given me that message.

0:28:52.396 --> 0:28:58.236
<v Speaker 2>But when did you start getting into weird ship? Like

0:28:58.316 --> 0:29:00.596
<v Speaker 2>when did you know, like, oh, I might be it

0:29:00.716 --> 0:29:03.556
<v Speaker 2>is stuff that maybe my friends aren't into.

0:29:05.556 --> 0:29:08.876
<v Speaker 3>I was probably like when Tyler the Creator came out.

0:29:09.596 --> 0:29:11.156
<v Speaker 2>Okay, yeah, how old were you.

0:29:12.676 --> 0:29:13.076
<v Speaker 3>Thirteen?

0:29:13.756 --> 0:29:14.116
<v Speaker 2>Uh huh?

0:29:14.636 --> 0:29:18.876
<v Speaker 5>I hate that roach And everybody was like, hell, oh

0:29:18.956 --> 0:29:21.556
<v Speaker 5>my god, what are you want to listen it is?

0:29:22.116 --> 0:29:24.196
<v Speaker 3>And I had like the shirt, the socks, the back back,

0:29:24.316 --> 0:29:25.116
<v Speaker 3>like I was a fan.

0:29:25.916 --> 0:29:30.476
<v Speaker 5>I was a fan, And yeah, that's when I knew

0:29:30.516 --> 0:29:32.636
<v Speaker 5>that I was a little bit off and like I

0:29:32.676 --> 0:29:34.476
<v Speaker 5>would just do I would do a lot of weird

0:29:34.516 --> 0:29:37.636
<v Speaker 5>stuff when I was a kid, So like what like

0:29:37.716 --> 0:29:39.276
<v Speaker 5>if it was a boy that I really liked, like

0:29:39.436 --> 0:29:42.836
<v Speaker 5>I would like bite him, Like I was just like

0:29:42.956 --> 0:29:45.476
<v Speaker 5>that type of kid like Maria. I got in trouble

0:29:45.516 --> 0:29:48.796
<v Speaker 5>today for biting someone, and it's like the boy that

0:29:48.876 --> 0:29:50.276
<v Speaker 5>I had a crush on. My mom was like, why

0:29:50.316 --> 0:29:54.596
<v Speaker 5>the fuck would you bite him? Like I've always just

0:29:54.716 --> 0:29:55.196
<v Speaker 5>been weird?

0:29:55.396 --> 0:29:57.236
<v Speaker 2>Like is your mom in the weird shit? Like is

0:29:57.276 --> 0:29:58.916
<v Speaker 2>there anyone in your family who is?

0:29:59.076 --> 0:30:00.356
<v Speaker 3>Both of my parents are wead as fuck.

0:30:01.796 --> 0:30:03.596
<v Speaker 5>Both of my parents are weird ass fuck Like I

0:30:03.636 --> 0:30:06.196
<v Speaker 5>don't even there's nothing normal about either one of them.

0:30:06.436 --> 0:30:09.316
<v Speaker 3>My dad is weird. He's a left brain person. He's

0:30:09.396 --> 0:30:13.956
<v Speaker 3>like fully creative, very very like, loves to just always

0:30:14.036 --> 0:30:16.276
<v Speaker 3>be doing something. He can't sit down for his to

0:30:16.356 --> 0:30:20.796
<v Speaker 3>save his life. My mother is like that, lady.

0:30:22.116 --> 0:30:25.716
<v Speaker 5>She has a wild imagination. My mom has a wild imagination,

0:30:25.876 --> 0:30:28.956
<v Speaker 5>and she will think of a scenario quick quick. She'll

0:30:28.956 --> 0:30:31.156
<v Speaker 5>be like, you know, you know what happened to Somer?

0:30:31.196 --> 0:30:34.036
<v Speaker 2>So I'm like, girl, is she usually right? Or is

0:30:34.076 --> 0:30:35.036
<v Speaker 2>it like left field?

0:30:35.956 --> 0:30:35.996
<v Speaker 1>No?

0:30:36.116 --> 0:30:39.476
<v Speaker 3>My mom's My mom is kind of like me where

0:30:39.516 --> 0:30:39.876
<v Speaker 3>she's like.

0:30:41.796 --> 0:30:45.796
<v Speaker 5>She be It's like the way she says stuff is wrong,

0:30:46.676 --> 0:30:54.436
<v Speaker 5>but what she's saying is right as fuck. Like yeah,

0:30:54.716 --> 0:30:57.756
<v Speaker 5>like she might say something really like why would you

0:30:57.796 --> 0:31:02.236
<v Speaker 5>say that? But actually, when you break it down, I'm like, man,

0:31:02.276 --> 0:31:04.076
<v Speaker 5>I wish I wish I had the boss to say that.

0:31:04.396 --> 0:31:07.116
<v Speaker 5>I think that comes with age though, like she just doesn't,

0:31:08.076 --> 0:31:09.516
<v Speaker 5>you know, it's so funny. I feel like a lot

0:31:09.556 --> 0:31:11.556
<v Speaker 5>of people will relate to this, But like, does anybody

0:31:11.596 --> 0:31:13.156
<v Speaker 5>have a parent who just don't give a fuck about

0:31:13.196 --> 0:31:16.276
<v Speaker 5>getting canceled? Like they just they be saying, like a

0:31:16.316 --> 0:31:19.076
<v Speaker 5>different generation, it's a different like yeah, you guys that

0:31:19.156 --> 0:31:21.636
<v Speaker 5>are like like guys, people that are like fifty right now,

0:31:22.076 --> 0:31:24.756
<v Speaker 5>they're the booth Like they don't give a fuck.

0:31:25.556 --> 0:31:26.756
<v Speaker 3>They don't give a fuck.

0:31:27.156 --> 0:31:27.956
<v Speaker 2>It's so true.

0:31:28.476 --> 0:31:31.516
<v Speaker 5>It's kind of insane because I feel like we like

0:31:31.636 --> 0:31:36.236
<v Speaker 5>are you know, we care? Yes, things, and y'all just

0:31:36.276 --> 0:31:37.876
<v Speaker 5>be like, yeah, damn, sissy.

0:31:38.836 --> 0:31:42.276
<v Speaker 2>We want boundaries. We want everyone to feel we want

0:31:42.356 --> 0:31:43.596
<v Speaker 2>to yeah.

0:31:45.156 --> 0:31:48.436
<v Speaker 5>Yeah. But I've learned that me and my mom are

0:31:48.876 --> 0:31:49.876
<v Speaker 5>actually very similar.

0:31:50.876 --> 0:31:53.676
<v Speaker 3>We're very very similar, just generations.

0:31:53.116 --> 0:31:55.916
<v Speaker 2>Of part Yes, how was it for you?

0:31:56.076 --> 0:32:00.156
<v Speaker 4>I imagine that since your experience as a young adult

0:32:00.276 --> 0:32:03.796
<v Speaker 4>and as an adult with work was so different than

0:32:03.876 --> 0:32:07.996
<v Speaker 4>your parents, Like, how are you able to figure out

0:32:08.716 --> 0:32:11.956
<v Speaker 4>what to do, like, did you have like a like

0:32:12.436 --> 0:32:15.396
<v Speaker 4>role model since your life was so different.

0:32:15.916 --> 0:32:19.076
<v Speaker 5>My dad helped me in the beginning stages to get

0:32:19.116 --> 0:32:21.876
<v Speaker 5>a lawyer, okay, and help me with nothing else.

0:32:21.916 --> 0:32:24.396
<v Speaker 3>He'd be like, all I know is that you need

0:32:25.436 --> 0:32:27.316
<v Speaker 3>and I remember that that was that was.

0:32:27.556 --> 0:32:31.436
<v Speaker 5>I mean, the fact of the matter is I don't

0:32:31.556 --> 0:32:36.676
<v Speaker 5>have anybody that really truly understands. My parents don't fully

0:32:36.876 --> 0:32:43.956
<v Speaker 5>understand the capacity of like they understand what I've done

0:32:43.996 --> 0:32:46.876
<v Speaker 5>with my life, and they love and respect my career, but.

0:32:49.836 --> 0:32:51.756
<v Speaker 3>They asked me all the time, like how the fuck

0:32:52.796 --> 0:32:54.076
<v Speaker 3>the juppool is all?

0:32:54.756 --> 0:32:56.836
<v Speaker 4>Are they still like you need to get another job

0:32:57.276 --> 0:33:00.196
<v Speaker 4>or do they feel confident that you can like support yourself?

0:33:00.396 --> 0:33:00.516
<v Speaker 2>Oh?

0:33:00.556 --> 0:33:01.956
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, no, my mom is always telling me to get

0:33:01.956 --> 0:33:02.436
<v Speaker 3>another job.

0:33:02.756 --> 0:33:06.476
<v Speaker 5>She oh, and and and you need that though, because yeah,

0:33:06.836 --> 0:33:08.716
<v Speaker 5>out to my mom, because my mom was like, yeah,

0:33:08.756 --> 0:33:12.036
<v Speaker 5>this shit is doing great, You're doing amazing. What else

0:33:12.076 --> 0:33:13.876
<v Speaker 5>do you want to do with yourself? Because the doors

0:33:13.916 --> 0:33:16.156
<v Speaker 5>are all opened around you. You can't just walk down

0:33:16.196 --> 0:33:20.676
<v Speaker 5>this one path forever. And then acting came in Yes show,

0:33:21.156 --> 0:33:23.636
<v Speaker 5>and even being on set for that has shown me

0:33:23.836 --> 0:33:25.556
<v Speaker 5>what a real job is like, because.

0:33:25.316 --> 0:33:27.276
<v Speaker 2>Wait, tell me about that. So you're gonna be in

0:33:28.036 --> 0:33:28.676
<v Speaker 2>what's it's called?

0:33:29.076 --> 0:33:31.236
<v Speaker 3>What's it called Margo's Got Money Troubles?

0:33:31.796 --> 0:33:32.276
<v Speaker 2>I love that.

0:33:32.876 --> 0:33:35.796
<v Speaker 5>Yes, and it's a book. So any wants to know

0:33:35.916 --> 0:33:37.396
<v Speaker 5>like what show is about because I can't.

0:33:39.156 --> 0:33:40.036
<v Speaker 3>I can't say too much.

0:33:40.436 --> 0:33:45.396
<v Speaker 5>But oh, it's like about wrestling OnlyFans. Oh it's a

0:33:45.476 --> 0:33:48.476
<v Speaker 5>lot though, and it's good. It's like somewhat of a.

0:33:48.516 --> 0:33:51.236
<v Speaker 3>Heavy topic, makes wait a little freaky stuff here and there.

0:33:51.236 --> 0:33:51.596
<v Speaker 3>Who knows.

0:33:52.996 --> 0:33:54.356
<v Speaker 2>Has it been a good experience.

0:33:55.236 --> 0:33:56.276
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, it's been amazing.

0:33:56.476 --> 0:33:59.236
<v Speaker 5>And everybody on set is just so sweet, full of

0:33:59.436 --> 0:34:02.556
<v Speaker 5>energy and makes you feel so comfortable, and it's like

0:34:02.676 --> 0:34:04.396
<v Speaker 5>before you know it, the shit just flies by.

0:34:04.516 --> 0:34:06.556
<v Speaker 3>But it is very different from being a rapper.

0:34:06.916 --> 0:34:09.636
<v Speaker 2>I mean, you know, are you good actor?

0:34:10.676 --> 0:34:14.756
<v Speaker 3>I would say, so shit, I mean to pull like

0:34:15.276 --> 0:34:16.716
<v Speaker 3>Apple TV A twenty four.

0:34:17.196 --> 0:34:18.196
<v Speaker 2>Yes, No, I know.

0:34:19.276 --> 0:34:20.916
<v Speaker 3>I think I'm pretty fucking good.

0:34:21.556 --> 0:34:23.076
<v Speaker 2>Anything A twenty four is good.

0:34:23.836 --> 0:34:24.076
<v Speaker 3>Yeah.

0:34:24.396 --> 0:34:26.516
<v Speaker 5>And I we had to do like a lot of

0:34:26.716 --> 0:34:29.596
<v Speaker 5>auditions and stuff like oh you did for anybody watching.

0:34:29.636 --> 0:34:31.716
<v Speaker 5>It's not like I just oh, I'm regoing nasty, give

0:34:31.756 --> 0:34:34.556
<v Speaker 5>me the roll. I had to like actually audition and

0:34:34.756 --> 0:34:38.716
<v Speaker 5>like go to callbacks, like you know, really do it?

0:34:38.756 --> 0:34:40.436
<v Speaker 5>And they don't give me special treatment on set. I

0:34:40.516 --> 0:34:42.836
<v Speaker 5>have to be there at six am, just like everybody

0:34:42.956 --> 0:34:43.316
<v Speaker 5>out all.

0:34:43.796 --> 0:34:44.716
<v Speaker 2>What are the days like?

0:34:45.596 --> 0:34:48.036
<v Speaker 3>Long but fun and every I don't know.

0:34:48.156 --> 0:34:50.716
<v Speaker 5>It's like, you know, they got the fake light in,

0:34:51.156 --> 0:34:53.036
<v Speaker 5>you know, in those Hollywood studios they have like the

0:34:53.076 --> 0:34:54.076
<v Speaker 5>fake lighting and shit like that.

0:34:54.196 --> 0:34:56.276
<v Speaker 3>So it doesn't ever feel like it's getting dark. So

0:34:56.316 --> 0:34:58.916
<v Speaker 3>you never, like a casino, yeah, you never know what

0:34:59.076 --> 0:35:00.316
<v Speaker 3>time it is until.

0:35:00.116 --> 0:35:03.116
<v Speaker 5>You walk outside, which again I love, and I love

0:35:03.196 --> 0:35:06.996
<v Speaker 5>getting this experience of a new job and learning new

0:35:07.076 --> 0:35:09.956
<v Speaker 5>things and being around new people and learning how things

0:35:09.996 --> 0:35:12.356
<v Speaker 5>are made because in the grand scheme of things, I

0:35:12.396 --> 0:35:14.396
<v Speaker 5>think that's why I got into making music, because I

0:35:14.476 --> 0:35:16.516
<v Speaker 5>love the way things are made and I love making

0:35:16.596 --> 0:35:17.196
<v Speaker 5>cool things.

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<v Speaker 1>One last break and be back with Rego Nasty.

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<v Speaker 2>So how do you know that the venues are getting bigger?

0:35:27.916 --> 0:35:27.956
<v Speaker 1>Like?

0:35:28.076 --> 0:35:31.076
<v Speaker 2>How big? When you go out on tour for Lethal,

0:35:31.236 --> 0:35:33.036
<v Speaker 2>how big will the venues be?

0:35:34.476 --> 0:35:37.116
<v Speaker 3>Ah bigger bigger than the last time?

0:35:37.956 --> 0:35:41.516
<v Speaker 5>And it's not to say that I'm doing fucking arenas

0:35:41.636 --> 0:35:43.556
<v Speaker 5>or anything, but it is.

0:35:44.876 --> 0:35:45.876
<v Speaker 3>It's a different space.

0:35:46.596 --> 0:35:48.756
<v Speaker 2>It must be so cool just to see the crowds

0:35:49.276 --> 0:35:52.796
<v Speaker 2>grow and change, like from your first like your first

0:35:52.876 --> 0:35:55.596
<v Speaker 2>or your second round of shows. How has the audience changed?

0:35:57.596 --> 0:35:59.996
<v Speaker 3>Oh my gosh, well I was doing like Sweet sixteens

0:36:00.036 --> 0:36:01.996
<v Speaker 3>and stuff, so oh were you really?

0:36:02.356 --> 0:36:02.556
<v Speaker 5>Yeah?

0:36:02.556 --> 0:36:04.876
<v Speaker 3>I did like a lot of Sweet sixteens and I

0:36:05.036 --> 0:36:09.796
<v Speaker 3>did high school. Like what was I doing?

0:36:09.916 --> 0:36:13.356
<v Speaker 5>Like pep rallies and shit? Like I'm like, I don't

0:36:13.356 --> 0:36:14.236
<v Speaker 5>even have a microphone.

0:36:14.596 --> 0:36:17.756
<v Speaker 2>I mean, okay, how did you know what to do

0:36:17.876 --> 0:36:18.476
<v Speaker 2>on stage?

0:36:20.156 --> 0:36:21.716
<v Speaker 3>You know, it's kind of like the.

0:36:21.756 --> 0:36:24.596
<v Speaker 5>Same thing that happens on set for a music video

0:36:24.876 --> 0:36:27.396
<v Speaker 5>where kind of just is like a like a blur,

0:36:28.676 --> 0:36:31.596
<v Speaker 5>like I really don't know what I'm doing when I'm

0:36:31.676 --> 0:36:36.596
<v Speaker 5>doing it, I just know, like I just know that

0:36:36.636 --> 0:36:39.316
<v Speaker 5>when it's done, I'll know when it's good. But like

0:36:39.476 --> 0:36:41.956
<v Speaker 5>when I'm doing it, I kind of feel like you

0:36:42.116 --> 0:36:44.076
<v Speaker 5>just have to get into character a little bit, and

0:36:44.276 --> 0:36:46.756
<v Speaker 5>that sometimes requires like zoning out.

0:36:46.916 --> 0:36:48.556
<v Speaker 3>So I feel like, yeah, in a sense, I like.

0:36:50.316 --> 0:36:53.276
<v Speaker 5>When I'm on stage, are about to go on stage,

0:36:53.476 --> 0:36:55.556
<v Speaker 5>it's like I get super quiet.

0:36:55.516 --> 0:36:58.796
<v Speaker 3>And then it's kind of like, Okay, it's good time.

0:36:59.236 --> 0:37:00.996
<v Speaker 5>And I think when I'm getting quiet, I'm kind of

0:37:01.116 --> 0:37:04.676
<v Speaker 5>just like praying for courage because I think that's all

0:37:04.716 --> 0:37:10.036
<v Speaker 5>that is just courage to like ignore perception for an hour,

0:37:11.076 --> 0:37:13.836
<v Speaker 5>because that's that's like scary, like getting up there and

0:37:13.876 --> 0:37:16.076
<v Speaker 5>people are perceiving you and they can think whatever they

0:37:16.116 --> 0:37:17.836
<v Speaker 5>want to think. That can be scary that I think

0:37:17.836 --> 0:37:20.756
<v Speaker 5>that's what causes people that have stage fright. But I

0:37:20.836 --> 0:37:23.356
<v Speaker 5>think like once I pray to like remove that and

0:37:23.476 --> 0:37:26.236
<v Speaker 5>kind of like blind me from perception for just an hour.

0:37:26.476 --> 0:37:28.476
<v Speaker 3>I don't need it all day. I'm sure people are

0:37:28.556 --> 0:37:30.556
<v Speaker 3>going to give their comments, but just for an hour.

0:37:31.436 --> 0:37:35.236
<v Speaker 3>You just get up there and it's just like a playground,

0:37:35.316 --> 0:37:36.436
<v Speaker 3>like the world is your oyster.

0:37:36.796 --> 0:37:39.556
<v Speaker 5>Like you're fading off of them, they're fading off of you,

0:37:40.276 --> 0:37:43.276
<v Speaker 5>and before you know it, it's three songs left and

0:37:44.156 --> 0:37:45.476
<v Speaker 5>fly back home.

0:37:46.116 --> 0:37:50.076
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, so is it perception? So sort of like judgment,

0:37:50.236 --> 0:37:52.396
<v Speaker 2>Like you don't want to feel judgment from the crowd.

0:37:55.796 --> 0:37:57.076
<v Speaker 2>Is that what you mean by perception?

0:37:57.596 --> 0:38:00.916
<v Speaker 5>Yeah, like judgment or just like I wouldn't say judgment

0:38:00.956 --> 0:38:02.396
<v Speaker 5>because they're damn sure not there.

0:38:02.556 --> 0:38:04.916
<v Speaker 3>They're not judging me. It's like this feeling of like

0:38:06.356 --> 0:38:07.476
<v Speaker 3>who they think I am.

0:38:08.516 --> 0:38:12.436
<v Speaker 5>You know, the screaming, the chanting, the like the hype

0:38:13.036 --> 0:38:15.996
<v Speaker 5>that I can hear backstage before I go on stage.

0:38:16.556 --> 0:38:18.876
<v Speaker 5>I feel like and that that's like perception in a

0:38:18.916 --> 0:38:20.156
<v Speaker 5>way because they think.

0:38:20.116 --> 0:38:20.676
<v Speaker 3>That I'm.

0:38:22.276 --> 0:38:26.076
<v Speaker 5>Whatever the hell they think, and I'm literally just a girl. Okay,

0:38:26.916 --> 0:38:28.836
<v Speaker 5>I'm literally just gonna tell me her before I come

0:38:28.876 --> 0:38:29.356
<v Speaker 5>on stage.

0:38:30.876 --> 0:38:31.396
<v Speaker 2>Yeah girl.

0:38:32.036 --> 0:38:34.676
<v Speaker 5>So I think that perception of like, oh, they think

0:38:34.796 --> 0:38:37.756
<v Speaker 5>you're they think you're amazing. You better show them why

0:38:37.796 --> 0:38:40.956
<v Speaker 5>you're faing, you know. So it's it's just that like

0:38:41.036 --> 0:38:43.036
<v Speaker 5>wanting to live live up to that and getting up

0:38:43.036 --> 0:38:46.316
<v Speaker 5>there and and not necessarily caring if you live up

0:38:46.356 --> 0:38:48.076
<v Speaker 5>to that. And it's just been like, well, this is

0:38:48.156 --> 0:38:50.156
<v Speaker 5>me and you're watching me, and I hope you have

0:38:50.236 --> 0:38:50.796
<v Speaker 5>a good time.

0:38:51.796 --> 0:38:52.156
<v Speaker 3>That's it.

0:38:52.436 --> 0:38:56.756
<v Speaker 5>Like I don't really try to fit into like, oh, well,

0:38:56.796 --> 0:38:58.916
<v Speaker 5>they think that I'm going to be like this, so

0:38:59.036 --> 0:39:00.396
<v Speaker 5>let me come out there and be like this, Like

0:39:00.516 --> 0:39:03.316
<v Speaker 5>it's not. I just am like they probably think I'm

0:39:03.356 --> 0:39:05.396
<v Speaker 5>going to be like this, but this is who I am.

0:39:06.636 --> 0:39:08.836
<v Speaker 5>I'm gonna be who I am. I'm gonna make jokes,

0:39:09.156 --> 0:39:11.796
<v Speaker 5>I'm going to take breaks in between the song. I'm

0:39:11.916 --> 0:39:13.476
<v Speaker 5>going to drink my water.

0:39:14.076 --> 0:39:14.636
<v Speaker 3>I'm going to.

0:39:16.036 --> 0:39:17.876
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, that's interesting.

0:39:18.076 --> 0:39:20.636
<v Speaker 4>So when you go to start a new project, do

0:39:20.756 --> 0:39:23.636
<v Speaker 4>you how do you deal with that perception and do

0:39:23.716 --> 0:39:27.156
<v Speaker 4>you feel like that has influenced the way that you

0:39:28.036 --> 0:39:29.156
<v Speaker 4>shape a new project.

0:39:30.396 --> 0:39:34.476
<v Speaker 5>I feel like worrying about perception and what people know

0:39:34.636 --> 0:39:38.796
<v Speaker 5>me as can it can pigeonhole you. They've been saying that,

0:39:39.596 --> 0:39:42.276
<v Speaker 5>I like that word, and I kind of my felt

0:39:42.436 --> 0:39:46.036
<v Speaker 5>like making work and comparing it to my last then

0:39:46.596 --> 0:39:49.316
<v Speaker 5>well should I keep doing this because this is what

0:39:49.476 --> 0:39:52.596
<v Speaker 5>they this is what they know and love and kind

0:39:52.636 --> 0:39:56.596
<v Speaker 5>of like finding finding yourself and finding your voice through

0:39:56.676 --> 0:39:58.156
<v Speaker 5>all that. So yeah, yeah, I think it's like a

0:39:58.196 --> 0:40:00.756
<v Speaker 5>double edged sword, Like, yes, I want to care. I

0:40:00.876 --> 0:40:03.116
<v Speaker 5>want to appeal to the fans that already have, the

0:40:03.196 --> 0:40:04.076
<v Speaker 5>fans that I've built.

0:40:04.236 --> 0:40:05.036
<v Speaker 3>I love y'all.

0:40:05.156 --> 0:40:06.836
<v Speaker 5>I want to make an album for you guys, But

0:40:07.796 --> 0:40:09.636
<v Speaker 5>what about all the stuff that I've learned learned and

0:40:09.756 --> 0:40:11.436
<v Speaker 5>what about the stuff that I like now?

0:40:12.076 --> 0:40:15.156
<v Speaker 3>Like why can't I share that? And that's where your

0:40:15.236 --> 0:40:16.636
<v Speaker 3>voice comes in, because it's like you can.

0:40:16.836 --> 0:40:20.156
<v Speaker 5>There is nothing wrong with waking up and wanting to

0:40:20.196 --> 0:40:23.156
<v Speaker 5>try something different, And me, of all people, I feel

0:40:23.196 --> 0:40:24.876
<v Speaker 5>like I'm very blessed to have the fans that I

0:40:24.956 --> 0:40:30.236
<v Speaker 5>have because they've never like they've never nonchalanted my different shit,

0:40:30.396 --> 0:40:32.516
<v Speaker 5>Like when I was doing hyper Pop, they liked it.

0:40:33.116 --> 0:40:35.716
<v Speaker 3>When I was doing Sugar Trap, they liked it. And

0:40:35.836 --> 0:40:37.276
<v Speaker 3>I feel like they've grown with me.

0:40:37.436 --> 0:40:40.076
<v Speaker 5>So yeah, I kind of was in that headspace for

0:40:40.156 --> 0:40:41.756
<v Speaker 5>a little bit of like, oh well, I don't know

0:40:42.396 --> 0:40:44.276
<v Speaker 5>if I can be different like this because that's what

0:40:44.356 --> 0:40:46.076
<v Speaker 5>they know me for. But then I had to look

0:40:46.116 --> 0:40:49.036
<v Speaker 5>at how they supported me before, and I'm like, this

0:40:49.236 --> 0:40:49.676
<v Speaker 5>is nothing.

0:40:49.876 --> 0:40:50.676
<v Speaker 3>They'll love it.

0:40:50.916 --> 0:40:51.476
<v Speaker 2>This is great.

0:40:52.076 --> 0:40:55.276
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, that's good to have that, to have that confidence

0:40:55.396 --> 0:40:58.116
<v Speaker 4>to move forward how you want to move This is

0:40:58.156 --> 0:41:00.276
<v Speaker 4>something I was curious about after watching a couple of

0:41:00.356 --> 0:41:03.636
<v Speaker 4>documentaries about you. Most of them were like early on

0:41:03.716 --> 0:41:06.196
<v Speaker 4>in your career, some like the Fader doc with you

0:41:06.316 --> 0:41:09.676
<v Speaker 4>on the Road. It's such a different lifestyle most people

0:41:09.756 --> 0:41:13.356
<v Speaker 4>are used to living. Was there anything in your early

0:41:13.476 --> 0:41:17.076
<v Speaker 4>life or anything that prepared you for that lifestyle change?

0:41:18.156 --> 0:41:25.196
<v Speaker 5>Yeah, my parents divorce, Maybe like having to stay at

0:41:25.276 --> 0:41:30.436
<v Speaker 5>somebody's house every weekend. Maybe like having like, you know,

0:41:31.036 --> 0:41:32.676
<v Speaker 5>my suitcase, my designated days.

0:41:32.836 --> 0:41:37.396
<v Speaker 3>Maybe that help. I don't know. Boarding school I went.

0:41:37.316 --> 0:41:39.236
<v Speaker 2>To Yeah, when did you go to board What age

0:41:39.276 --> 0:41:40.356
<v Speaker 2>were you when you went to boarding school.

0:41:40.596 --> 0:41:42.116
<v Speaker 5>I went to boarding school from the sixth grade to

0:41:42.156 --> 0:41:44.436
<v Speaker 5>the ninth grade. So I don't know how old I was,

0:41:44.476 --> 0:41:46.116
<v Speaker 5>in the sixth grade, probably twelve.

0:41:46.836 --> 0:41:48.836
<v Speaker 2>How did that come about? Like white boarding school?

0:41:51.036 --> 0:41:54.556
<v Speaker 5>My mom had seen my grades like significantly drop, but

0:41:54.676 --> 0:41:56.956
<v Speaker 5>I was very smart, and everybody knew that I was smart.

0:41:56.996 --> 0:42:01.596
<v Speaker 3>They just knew I wasn't trying because I just wasn't trying.

0:42:02.916 --> 0:42:06.276
<v Speaker 5>And then my mom had got like a paper in

0:42:06.316 --> 0:42:08.756
<v Speaker 5>the mail for like a school named the Seed School,

0:42:08.836 --> 0:42:12.156
<v Speaker 5>and a and like all this stuff. My mom filled

0:42:12.156 --> 0:42:14.516
<v Speaker 5>it out. We went to orientation, we went to the lottery.

0:42:14.556 --> 0:42:16.996
<v Speaker 5>They picked my number. It was forty girls, forty boys.

0:42:17.036 --> 0:42:19.556
<v Speaker 5>It's like one of those new school startups. So it's

0:42:19.636 --> 0:42:22.316
<v Speaker 5>not like an established like I don't want people to

0:42:22.356 --> 0:42:24.396
<v Speaker 5>get it confused. Like my mom paid for me to

0:42:24.436 --> 0:42:26.876
<v Speaker 5>go to boarding school. This was a free college prep

0:42:27.236 --> 0:42:27.836
<v Speaker 5>boarding school.

0:42:27.916 --> 0:42:31.236
<v Speaker 2>It was wow, like uniforms and everything everything.

0:42:31.356 --> 0:42:33.356
<v Speaker 3>My mom didn't pay a dime. We did not have

0:42:33.516 --> 0:42:34.756
<v Speaker 3>money to do shit like that.

0:42:34.956 --> 0:42:38.076
<v Speaker 5>So I remember it being just like everybody in my

0:42:38.156 --> 0:42:40.596
<v Speaker 5>family was like, bro, this is a crazy opportunity.

0:42:40.636 --> 0:42:41.516
<v Speaker 3>I can't believe it got in.

0:42:41.636 --> 0:42:45.116
<v Speaker 5>So this was like the first part of my life

0:42:45.196 --> 0:42:48.076
<v Speaker 5>where I said yes to something when I didn't really

0:42:48.196 --> 0:42:51.196
<v Speaker 5>want to. But I saw how it made everybody else react,

0:42:51.316 --> 0:42:55.676
<v Speaker 5>so I was like I gotta do it. During this

0:42:55.836 --> 0:42:58.356
<v Speaker 5>time too, I was very artistic, like I.

0:42:58.476 --> 0:43:01.956
<v Speaker 3>Love drawing, I love painting, I love doodling and shit

0:43:02.036 --> 0:43:02.196
<v Speaker 3>like that.

0:43:02.676 --> 0:43:05.156
<v Speaker 5>But I also was like playing soccer real good. So

0:43:05.396 --> 0:43:07.516
<v Speaker 5>like my mom was like, are you gonna start to

0:43:07.556 --> 0:43:08.676
<v Speaker 5>school and You're gonna play soccer?

0:43:09.236 --> 0:43:09.636
<v Speaker 3>In soccer?

0:43:10.756 --> 0:43:15.156
<v Speaker 5>And I'm hating it, Like the hours, Like I was

0:43:15.236 --> 0:43:19.476
<v Speaker 5>at school all day, get out, have lunch or snack

0:43:19.636 --> 0:43:22.716
<v Speaker 5>or whatever, study hall, and then you go to like

0:43:23.396 --> 0:43:26.396
<v Speaker 5>soccer practice, and then you go back to the dorms,

0:43:26.516 --> 0:43:30.236
<v Speaker 5>you have dinner. It's like very it's like so grown up,

0:43:31.076 --> 0:43:32.596
<v Speaker 5>very grown up. And I was doing that from six

0:43:32.636 --> 0:43:34.556
<v Speaker 5>to ninth grade. So if anybody wants to know how

0:43:34.636 --> 0:43:37.516
<v Speaker 5>my time management is great and how I have like

0:43:37.956 --> 0:43:41.196
<v Speaker 5>the ability to just like just get shit done, I

0:43:41.236 --> 0:43:42.636
<v Speaker 5>think it was that. I think it was that like

0:43:42.756 --> 0:43:46.076
<v Speaker 5>traveling on that campus at that young and then I

0:43:46.156 --> 0:43:49.116
<v Speaker 5>got expelled from that school because I.

0:43:49.156 --> 0:43:49.956
<v Speaker 3>Didn't want to be there.

0:43:50.516 --> 0:43:53.876
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, so on purpose, did you like make it happen,

0:43:54.156 --> 0:43:55.196
<v Speaker 2>like formulate a plan?

0:43:55.876 --> 0:43:58.956
<v Speaker 3>Ah, this is so crazy to say.

0:43:58.996 --> 0:44:00.956
<v Speaker 5>I didn't like formulate a plan, but I did do

0:44:01.116 --> 0:44:04.116
<v Speaker 5>something I actually went as far as going to the

0:44:04.156 --> 0:44:07.036
<v Speaker 5>principal and telling him, I'm like or her. I don't

0:44:07.036 --> 0:44:08.836
<v Speaker 5>remember who it was at the time, because it was

0:44:08.876 --> 0:44:10.836
<v Speaker 5>like a vice principal of real principal, like a whole

0:44:10.836 --> 0:44:13.516
<v Speaker 5>little board. And I remember telling them that I wanted

0:44:13.516 --> 0:44:17.236
<v Speaker 5>to go study a public school so that I could

0:44:17.276 --> 0:44:20.756
<v Speaker 5>see the real difference between the two. Oh, and they said, yeah,

0:44:21.196 --> 0:44:24.356
<v Speaker 5>so they sent me to my zone school, Flowers this

0:44:24.436 --> 0:44:27.196
<v Speaker 5>is my nextor they sent me to my zone school.

0:44:27.836 --> 0:44:29.556
<v Speaker 3>And I get there and.

0:44:31.236 --> 0:44:36.716
<v Speaker 5>Man, like they had drama, they had soccer, they had lacrosse,

0:44:36.836 --> 0:44:39.156
<v Speaker 5>they had volleyball, they had upper classmen.

0:44:39.276 --> 0:44:41.116
<v Speaker 3>They had a cafeteria, they.

0:44:41.076 --> 0:44:43.556
<v Speaker 5>Had they got to go home, they had phones, they

0:44:43.636 --> 0:44:46.276
<v Speaker 5>got to wear cool shoes, they got to have they

0:44:47.556 --> 0:44:49.596
<v Speaker 5>I could not go back to that boarding school, like

0:44:49.756 --> 0:44:52.956
<v Speaker 5>it almost had felt like I had seen too much.

0:44:53.236 --> 0:44:56.956
<v Speaker 3>And I was like there's no way, no, Like I

0:44:57.036 --> 0:44:58.476
<v Speaker 3>can't go here. I don't want to go here no more.

0:44:58.636 --> 0:45:00.716
<v Speaker 3>So my mom was like, hell, no, You're going back

0:45:00.756 --> 0:45:01.156
<v Speaker 3>to school.

0:45:01.676 --> 0:45:06.996
<v Speaker 5>And while this is crazy, while obviously studying the school

0:45:07.276 --> 0:45:10.276
<v Speaker 5>and all of that thing, like comparing the two, I

0:45:10.716 --> 0:45:13.756
<v Speaker 5>found out like, oh this is these are things that

0:45:13.756 --> 0:45:17.796
<v Speaker 5>would get you expelled and what it happened was I

0:45:17.836 --> 0:45:20.956
<v Speaker 5>I was like obsessed with like was Khalifa and whatnot.

0:45:21.036 --> 0:45:23.476
<v Speaker 3>So we were at the bus. My friends said they

0:45:23.516 --> 0:45:25.036
<v Speaker 3>had weed. I smoked weed with them.

0:45:25.276 --> 0:45:28.316
<v Speaker 5>We get back to school. The bus aide told we

0:45:28.436 --> 0:45:31.316
<v Speaker 5>all had the right statements. I kept my mouth shut.

0:45:32.116 --> 0:45:36.876
<v Speaker 5>This one girl, she rad it on everybody. Everybody was quiet.

0:45:37.116 --> 0:45:40.596
<v Speaker 5>She's the only person that told on everybody. We all

0:45:40.716 --> 0:45:45.996
<v Speaker 5>got expelled and I had to go to public school.

0:45:46.116 --> 0:45:47.756
<v Speaker 5>But that wanted to be the best thing ever because

0:45:48.076 --> 0:45:50.236
<v Speaker 5>I remember I got expelled and then I started going

0:45:50.276 --> 0:45:53.316
<v Speaker 5>to school and they said you got to Instagram and

0:45:53.476 --> 0:45:56.036
<v Speaker 5>I was like no, and I made my Instagram and

0:45:56.116 --> 0:45:56.996
<v Speaker 5>it was riko nasty.

0:45:57.676 --> 0:45:57.956
<v Speaker 1>Wow.

0:45:58.996 --> 0:45:59.716
<v Speaker 3>How funny is that?

0:45:59.916 --> 0:46:00.556
<v Speaker 2>What year is that?

0:46:01.196 --> 0:46:05.116
<v Speaker 3>That is two thousand and eleven, twenty eleven, twenty twelve.

0:46:05.756 --> 0:46:06.036
<v Speaker 1>Wow.

0:46:06.156 --> 0:46:07.916
<v Speaker 2>And then the mixtape was like two years later.

0:46:08.156 --> 0:46:11.396
<v Speaker 3>Your first shape was yeah, two thousand and thirteen.

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<v Speaker 2>Do you think you would have been able to do

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<v Speaker 2>a mixtape at the prep school?

0:46:15.116 --> 0:46:19.236
<v Speaker 5>No, there wasn't any Like it was an up and

0:46:19.316 --> 0:46:22.596
<v Speaker 5>coming school, so there really wasn't any programs. Like when

0:46:22.636 --> 0:46:25.076
<v Speaker 5>I was there from sixth to eighth grade, I had

0:46:25.116 --> 0:46:28.356
<v Speaker 5>an art teacher. Her name was Miss Labonte, and I

0:46:28.596 --> 0:46:32.596
<v Speaker 5>was like making art and we were selling it at

0:46:32.596 --> 0:46:34.276
<v Speaker 5>the end of the year and like art shows and

0:46:34.396 --> 0:46:37.876
<v Speaker 5>like she was my dog and my ninth grade year,

0:46:37.876 --> 0:46:43.476
<v Speaker 5>Miss Labonte didn't come back, so like, I fucking I

0:46:43.596 --> 0:46:45.356
<v Speaker 5>just didn't have a teacher that like I felt like

0:46:46.036 --> 0:46:49.396
<v Speaker 5>like cared about me or like had like a safe

0:46:49.436 --> 0:46:51.676
<v Speaker 5>space like at lunch, I could just go in there

0:46:51.956 --> 0:46:54.716
<v Speaker 5>and I could just hang out with her, listen to

0:46:54.836 --> 0:46:56.916
<v Speaker 5>music and shit. Like I didn't have nobody like that,

0:46:56.956 --> 0:46:58.996
<v Speaker 5>and I didn't really have that many friends because I

0:46:59.116 --> 0:46:59.596
<v Speaker 5>was weird.

0:46:59.996 --> 0:47:02.236
<v Speaker 3>So once she left, it was kind.

0:47:02.116 --> 0:47:02.516
<v Speaker 2>Of just like.

0:47:04.516 --> 0:47:05.476
<v Speaker 3>I don't want to do this.

0:47:06.036 --> 0:47:07.036
<v Speaker 2>Yeah that makes sense.

0:47:08.316 --> 0:47:12.676
<v Speaker 5>Yeah, the act just goes to show how important teachers

0:47:12.716 --> 0:47:19.156
<v Speaker 5>are because she was, I mean both art teachers at

0:47:19.716 --> 0:47:22.556
<v Speaker 5>that school and the school I ended up with Charles

0:47:22.676 --> 0:47:27.076
<v Speaker 5>Erbert Flowers, my art teacher, mister Hobbes. I don't think

0:47:27.076 --> 0:47:28.876
<v Speaker 5>I would have got through high school if it wasn't

0:47:28.916 --> 0:47:32.516
<v Speaker 5>for mister Hobbs. Like he was a safe space, like yeah,

0:47:32.876 --> 0:47:36.836
<v Speaker 5>go in there, draw and it like it didn't have

0:47:36.996 --> 0:47:39.316
<v Speaker 5>to be your period, it didn't have to be yes,

0:47:39.916 --> 0:47:41.756
<v Speaker 5>Like he knew when people needed to come in there

0:47:41.756 --> 0:47:42.196
<v Speaker 5>and just like.

0:47:43.876 --> 0:47:44.276
<v Speaker 3>Just chill.

0:47:44.636 --> 0:47:45.436
<v Speaker 2>Yeah we had that.

0:47:45.916 --> 0:47:47.956
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, we had that at my school with a photo teacher,

0:47:48.036 --> 0:47:51.076
<v Speaker 4>Miss Fanel, And there would always be kids like kids

0:47:51.156 --> 0:47:53.396
<v Speaker 4>that kind of like didn't fit in would go just

0:47:53.476 --> 0:47:54.676
<v Speaker 4>hang out in her classroom.

0:47:54.956 --> 0:47:56.636
<v Speaker 3>Yes, Like I just would be in there.

0:47:56.796 --> 0:47:59.716
<v Speaker 5>And if I didn't have a space like that, like

0:47:59.876 --> 0:48:01.836
<v Speaker 5>I feel like I would have gotten in so much

0:48:01.996 --> 0:48:05.036
<v Speaker 5>trouble and just been like skipping and I probably would

0:48:05.076 --> 0:48:06.396
<v Speaker 5>have graduated.

0:48:06.076 --> 0:48:10.116
<v Speaker 2>Like not have an outlet. Yeah, so did your mom?

0:48:10.236 --> 0:48:11.996
<v Speaker 2>So after you got kicked out of the school and

0:48:12.076 --> 0:48:12.916
<v Speaker 2>you started doing.

0:48:12.876 --> 0:48:15.756
<v Speaker 4>Music, did your mom think like, oh, like, was your

0:48:15.836 --> 0:48:19.396
<v Speaker 4>mom worried about how you were gonna turn out?

0:48:19.716 --> 0:48:20.756
<v Speaker 3>I hit it from my mom.

0:48:20.916 --> 0:48:22.636
<v Speaker 5>The only reason my mom knew that I made a

0:48:22.676 --> 0:48:24.716
<v Speaker 5>mixtape is because I got in trouble at.

0:48:26.756 --> 0:48:29.676
<v Speaker 3>I as bad as shit. I got in trouble at

0:48:29.756 --> 0:48:31.676
<v Speaker 3>school for not going to school for two no.

0:48:33.956 --> 0:48:36.676
<v Speaker 5>I got a phone call home from a teacher because

0:48:36.716 --> 0:48:40.556
<v Speaker 5>I skipped her class in particular for like two weeks straight.

0:48:41.276 --> 0:48:41.996
<v Speaker 3>I just didn't go.

0:48:43.516 --> 0:48:46.436
<v Speaker 5>Because her class was after lunch, and I would leave

0:48:46.476 --> 0:48:48.796
<v Speaker 5>at lunch to go make a song, and then I

0:48:48.836 --> 0:48:50.636
<v Speaker 5>would come back from my fourth period and then I

0:48:50.636 --> 0:48:52.316
<v Speaker 5>would go home. So, no, girl, I'm not about to

0:48:52.316 --> 0:48:54.396
<v Speaker 5>go to your class, like you teaching me how to

0:48:54.436 --> 0:48:55.916
<v Speaker 5>type on a keyboard. Why do I have to go

0:48:55.916 --> 0:48:56.516
<v Speaker 5>to your class.

0:48:56.876 --> 0:48:59.436
<v Speaker 3>I'm all to type on this keyboard faster than you. Yeah,

0:48:59.636 --> 0:49:02.116
<v Speaker 3>grew up on this keyboard. I know sit like the

0:49:02.196 --> 0:49:03.516
<v Speaker 3>back of my hand. Why do I have to be

0:49:03.596 --> 0:49:06.596
<v Speaker 3>in there? So yeah. She called my mom and my

0:49:06.676 --> 0:49:09.636
<v Speaker 3>mom was like, what in your what have you been doing?

0:49:10.196 --> 0:49:12.796
<v Speaker 3>I told her. I was like, yep, I was making

0:49:12.796 --> 0:49:15.036
<v Speaker 3>a mixtape and what she doing? You didn't give a

0:49:15.076 --> 0:49:16.836
<v Speaker 3>damn by no mixtape. She punished me. She was like,

0:49:16.876 --> 0:49:18.916
<v Speaker 3>you're on punishment. I'm like in the middle of my

0:49:19.036 --> 0:49:27.236
<v Speaker 3>rollout but naked rollout. Oh no I am. She didn't

0:49:27.236 --> 0:49:28.716
<v Speaker 3>take my phone, but I was on punishment.

0:49:28.796 --> 0:49:32.236
<v Speaker 5>I couldn't do anything, but like I was on Twitter

0:49:32.276 --> 0:49:33.516
<v Speaker 5>promoting and shooed out that project.

0:49:34.436 --> 0:49:36.596
<v Speaker 4>How did your Instagram? Like, when was the first time

0:49:36.676 --> 0:49:38.956
<v Speaker 4>that you're in you saw your like followers jump?

0:49:40.716 --> 0:49:43.556
<v Speaker 3>Oh that's so, that's such a good question. It was

0:49:43.676 --> 0:49:44.636
<v Speaker 3>like gradual.

0:49:45.116 --> 0:49:46.916
<v Speaker 4>I don't know, No, I remember you didn't have like

0:49:46.956 --> 0:49:49.316
<v Speaker 4>a one day you woke up like where you maybe

0:49:49.396 --> 0:49:51.396
<v Speaker 4>released something and then you had like I.

0:49:51.476 --> 0:49:53.756
<v Speaker 5>Was watching it the whole time, just move a little

0:49:53.756 --> 0:49:56.876
<v Speaker 5>by little, yeah, like but it was like when my

0:49:56.956 --> 0:50:00.596
<v Speaker 5>first two songs drop, Hay Arnold and I Carly and

0:50:00.756 --> 0:50:06.476
<v Speaker 5>then fucking Lil Yati had hopped on Hey Arnold, and

0:50:06.636 --> 0:50:09.596
<v Speaker 5>I remember just like I mean, even with my cloud,

0:50:09.676 --> 0:50:12.236
<v Speaker 5>I remember just sitting by the computer refreshing it and

0:50:12.356 --> 0:50:14.836
<v Speaker 5>watching it go up by the thousands. Yeah, I remember

0:50:14.916 --> 0:50:17.516
<v Speaker 5>watching my followers go up by the k's like it'd

0:50:17.556 --> 0:50:20.436
<v Speaker 5>be like, yeah, one point two point three point five.

0:50:21.276 --> 0:50:23.036
<v Speaker 5>I was watching it go up and go up, and

0:50:23.156 --> 0:50:25.076
<v Speaker 5>now I'm not gonna lie. My followers have been going

0:50:25.156 --> 0:50:27.596
<v Speaker 5>down for like five years, Like I mean, it was

0:50:27.636 --> 0:50:30.276
<v Speaker 5>just so many followers. But I kind of just be like,

0:50:31.236 --> 0:50:33.316
<v Speaker 5>I don't know, like I just I don't pay attention

0:50:33.396 --> 0:50:35.276
<v Speaker 5>to that shit anymore as much as I used to.

0:50:35.596 --> 0:50:38.556
<v Speaker 5>I used to be like like I didn't like my

0:50:38.676 --> 0:50:40.996
<v Speaker 5>team had to tell me that teeth Sucker was almost

0:50:40.996 --> 0:50:41.756
<v Speaker 5>at a million views.

0:50:41.796 --> 0:50:45.996
<v Speaker 2>I was like, what, that's so crazy, Like.

0:50:46.916 --> 0:50:48.876
<v Speaker 5>But I think there's freedom in that because it can

0:50:48.956 --> 0:50:51.236
<v Speaker 5>be kind of scary as an artist looking at like numbers,

0:50:51.316 --> 0:50:52.556
<v Speaker 5>it can make you like not want.

0:50:52.396 --> 0:50:52.916
<v Speaker 3>To do stuff.

0:50:53.196 --> 0:50:56.756
<v Speaker 4>Yes, so okay, so you said that your mom is

0:50:56.796 --> 0:50:59.276
<v Speaker 4>always telling you that you need to get like a

0:50:59.396 --> 0:51:02.396
<v Speaker 4>side job or whatever, which you know that's debatable, But

0:51:02.676 --> 0:51:04.436
<v Speaker 4>what would you do, like if you had to do

0:51:04.556 --> 0:51:06.516
<v Speaker 4>something more straight, what would it be.

0:51:07.516 --> 0:51:09.676
<v Speaker 5>I would probably like go to school old to like

0:51:10.636 --> 0:51:12.636
<v Speaker 5>understand how to produce like leather goods.

0:51:13.276 --> 0:51:16.156
<v Speaker 3>Oh, I know that's pretty random.

0:51:15.876 --> 0:51:17.956
<v Speaker 2>But produce leather goods.

0:51:18.236 --> 0:51:21.156
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, like like leather boots and jackets. Leather jackets.

0:51:22.196 --> 0:51:25.916
<v Speaker 2>Wow, so like actually craft them.

0:51:26.876 --> 0:51:29.796
<v Speaker 5>Yeah, I really love leather boots. And if anybody like

0:51:30.356 --> 0:51:32.636
<v Speaker 5>it is familiar with like my boot game, Like I

0:51:32.716 --> 0:51:36.196
<v Speaker 5>love boots. And something that I see myself doing when

0:51:36.196 --> 0:51:38.436
<v Speaker 5>I get older is actually like taking the time and

0:51:38.716 --> 0:51:41.396
<v Speaker 5>and and just you know, developing a boot.

0:51:41.996 --> 0:51:44.676
<v Speaker 2>That is not what I thought you were gonna say.

0:51:45.156 --> 0:51:46.676
<v Speaker 2>I thought you're gonna say produce music.

0:51:47.356 --> 0:51:51.116
<v Speaker 5>Now. No, when I get older, I want to do

0:51:51.236 --> 0:51:55.316
<v Speaker 5>something that's like lucrative, very lucrative, very like oh shit,

0:51:55.476 --> 0:51:57.916
<v Speaker 5>she does that, Like I don't want to be I

0:51:57.956 --> 0:51:59.716
<v Speaker 5>don't want to be fucking torquing on stage.

0:52:00.716 --> 0:52:02.716
<v Speaker 2>What's the cutoff? What age is it?

0:52:04.396 --> 0:52:04.556
<v Speaker 5>Oh?

0:52:04.676 --> 0:52:05.476
<v Speaker 2>You have three years?

0:52:05.716 --> 0:52:05.756
<v Speaker 1>No?

0:52:06.076 --> 0:52:09.556
<v Speaker 3>No, no, the cutoff, bro, there is no head off.

0:52:09.676 --> 0:52:15.276
<v Speaker 5>Because watching aircaba doun. Yeah, watching Bro, watching a lot

0:52:15.316 --> 0:52:18.356
<v Speaker 5>of the women in music, like they make their careers

0:52:18.436 --> 0:52:21.036
<v Speaker 5>last as long as they want them to, and so

0:52:21.116 --> 0:52:23.156
<v Speaker 5>I don't really think there is a limit on anything.

0:52:23.236 --> 0:52:25.876
<v Speaker 3>I just know, like Bro, I just don't.

0:52:26.036 --> 0:52:28.956
<v Speaker 5>I can't see myself torn at forty, Like I feel

0:52:28.996 --> 0:52:30.196
<v Speaker 5>like I'm gonna be so picky.

0:52:30.436 --> 0:52:32.556
<v Speaker 2>But what if it was private jet, like it was

0:52:32.676 --> 0:52:33.956
<v Speaker 2>made very easy for you.

0:52:35.556 --> 0:52:38.396
<v Speaker 3>I'm glad I kid and I can do it. Maybe

0:52:38.436 --> 0:52:39.956
<v Speaker 3>it's twenty more years.

0:52:40.316 --> 0:52:42.596
<v Speaker 2>Because I feel like the older you get, like you know,

0:52:43.076 --> 0:52:45.116
<v Speaker 2>you have to make certain changes, Like.

0:52:45.276 --> 0:52:48.356
<v Speaker 5>I don't know though, because when those look girl, when

0:52:48.396 --> 0:52:50.996
<v Speaker 5>you start taking a private jet, that means you're probably

0:52:51.076 --> 0:52:52.316
<v Speaker 5>doing two shows in a day.

0:52:52.756 --> 0:52:56.756
<v Speaker 6>So it's like there's reward, right, It's not free, it's

0:52:56.796 --> 0:53:01.236
<v Speaker 6>not free, no going in So yeah, I know, but

0:53:01.596 --> 0:53:02.796
<v Speaker 6>my computer is about to die.

0:53:03.036 --> 0:53:05.956
<v Speaker 2>Okay, thank you so much for doing this. I appreciate

0:53:05.996 --> 0:53:07.356
<v Speaker 2>you so much. Thank you for talking.

0:53:07.956 --> 0:53:08.316
<v Speaker 3>Thank you.

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