WEBVTT - #110 - Morgan #2 0:00:00.520 --> 0:00:03.320 All right, welcome to episode one ten of the Bobby Cast. 0:00:03.720 --> 0:00:06.160 Let me encourage you to check out Jake Owen's podcast. 0:00:07.280 --> 0:00:10.959 It's called Good Company with Jake Owen is country star 0:00:11.160 --> 0:00:13.720 Jaco and walks you through his life early in his career. 0:00:13.760 --> 0:00:16.200 He got new records coming out, So just search for 0:00:16.320 --> 0:00:19.640 Good Company with Jake Oen and listen to that podcast. 0:00:20.200 --> 0:00:24.200 We're doing this next podcast from the building at work, 0:00:24.320 --> 0:00:26.079 not so much the studio, but in my office. I 0:00:26.079 --> 0:00:28.240 have a small studio where I usually would cut commercials, 0:00:28.280 --> 0:00:32.440 and so we were talking to Morgan number two, who 0:00:32.520 --> 0:00:35.080 was the newest addition to our rooms, the main room. 0:00:35.159 --> 0:00:37.920 So that's episode one ten. It's the Bobby Cast. Thanks 0:00:37.960 --> 0:00:39.440 for hanging out. Be sure check out that Jake on 0:00:39.479 --> 0:00:41.879 podcast and share this with your friends too. If there's 0:00:41.920 --> 0:00:43.159 one that you like, like the red Achins one. That 0:00:43.240 --> 0:00:45.280 one gets shared a lot, if you'd like one I 0:00:45.280 --> 0:00:46.680 had to kip more one, or if you go way 0:00:46.720 --> 0:00:48.560 back to share it. The only reason we get to 0:00:48.560 --> 0:00:51.240 be heard by people, and you know share it is 0:00:51.280 --> 0:00:53.560 because you share it. So thank you, and now let's 0:00:53.560 --> 0:00:56.279 go to our Bobby Cast with Morgan number two. Here 0:00:56.320 --> 0:01:00.520 we go. All right, Welcome to Bobby Cast, Morgan number 0:01:00.520 --> 0:01:03.640 two here Heyrgan. What's up? So we are actually in 0:01:03.680 --> 0:01:06.760 between setups, so like ten thirty, we have to go 0:01:06.760 --> 0:01:08.480 back in the studio to record some stuff. So we 0:01:08.520 --> 0:01:10.480 have about thirty minutes or so. I just wanted to 0:01:10.520 --> 0:01:11.920 bring you in because you haven't actually been on the 0:01:11.920 --> 0:01:14.080 Bobby Cast as a guest yet. Yeah, this is my 0:01:14.120 --> 0:01:17.479 first time. She the only one. I guess Hillary hasn't. 0:01:17.520 --> 0:01:19.959 But Hillary, So you've been with the show for how long? 0:01:20.560 --> 0:01:23.800 We're going on? Nine months? Almost ten? Not a year? Yes, no, 0:01:23.959 --> 0:01:27.400 not a year before you came and we're part of 0:01:27.440 --> 0:01:30.880 our show. What were you doing here? I was the 0:01:30.920 --> 0:01:35.160 digital program director of Nashville, so I oversaw six radio 0:01:35.200 --> 0:01:38.000 stations and their social media's. So you did what you 0:01:38.040 --> 0:01:39.679 do for us, but for a bunch of radio stations, 0:01:41.040 --> 0:01:47.280 all the stations combined. Was it what our show is like? Workwise? Like, 0:01:48.280 --> 0:01:53.240 I don't amount. Yeah, I mean, honestly, it's different. So 0:01:53.280 --> 0:01:54.880 I get a focus on the show, and I get 0:01:54.880 --> 0:01:57.720 a focus on people and their personalities and stuff. Whereas 0:01:57.760 --> 0:01:59.920 the radio show I was really focused on the brand 0:02:00.120 --> 0:02:02.560 on the radio station. Yeah, Like it was focused on 0:02:02.600 --> 0:02:05.120 the genre of music and it was harder, It was 0:02:05.120 --> 0:02:07.040 harder to connect with. So it was just a different 0:02:07.080 --> 0:02:09.800 type of work, but probably about the same. Were you 0:02:09.840 --> 0:02:12.520 never even were expecting to be part of the show. No, 0:02:12.720 --> 0:02:15.960 that was never in my like. I just never thought 0:02:16.000 --> 0:02:18.160 it would happen. I never thought the job would open. 0:02:18.360 --> 0:02:20.359 I thought it would always be full. Well, not I 0:02:20.400 --> 0:02:22.560 had it. You know, she was with us for five 0:02:22.680 --> 0:02:25.079 five years before she left, right, and so not a 0:02:25.200 --> 0:02:27.239 left and nobody knew not I was leaving. I knew 0:02:27.320 --> 0:02:28.800 not I was leaving. Not I told me she was leaving. 0:02:29.200 --> 0:02:31.520 And so I remember pulling Morgan number two and we 0:02:31.520 --> 0:02:33.480 were just going to fill in as we looked for 0:02:33.520 --> 0:02:36.240 because we did look for people. We had interviews and 0:02:36.320 --> 0:02:38.520 we talked to a bunch of people. And that's when 0:02:38.520 --> 0:02:40.000 I learned that you were actually a listener of the 0:02:40.000 --> 0:02:42.200 show and you were a kid, which was so weird 0:02:42.240 --> 0:02:44.000 because I had no idea. But you grew up in 0:02:44.040 --> 0:02:47.200 witchtok Kansas. Yeah, back in back in Witch and when 0:02:47.200 --> 0:02:50.040 you guys were on the pop station. It's when I 0:02:50.080 --> 0:02:52.280 listened to you guys and I drive in my when 0:02:52.320 --> 0:02:54.239 I first learned to drive, you guys were the first 0:02:54.360 --> 0:02:57.440 radio station I started listening to. And just from then on. 0:02:57.560 --> 0:03:01.040 I that's so weird, I know, and to this day, 0:03:01.080 --> 0:03:04.480 like I can't remember specific moments, but I can remember 0:03:04.919 --> 0:03:07.160 driving to high school every morning and I was listening 0:03:07.160 --> 0:03:08.800 to you guys, and I was listening to pop music. 0:03:08.840 --> 0:03:10.880 That's all I remember. So then you go to school 0:03:10.880 --> 0:03:15.880 in Kansas State. Out of high school, it's Manhattan, Manhattan, Kansas. Yeah, 0:03:15.880 --> 0:03:17.880 how far is that from two and a half hours? 0:03:18.480 --> 0:03:20.920 Do you like it there? I loved it. Kansas State 0:03:21.120 --> 0:03:23.880 is incredible, like my favorite school ever? And what did 0:03:23.919 --> 0:03:27.280 you study journalism? To do? What I wanted to be? 0:03:27.880 --> 0:03:29.760 On news? I wanted to go on the new side 0:03:29.880 --> 0:03:33.480 of things. I always thought anchor, Um, so I did 0:03:34.080 --> 0:03:35.560 Did you did it? Because I did it? Or I 0:03:35.600 --> 0:03:38.000 was like the anchor of the college news. Did you 0:03:38.000 --> 0:03:40.880 do that? Yeah? I was like a TV broadcaster. And 0:03:40.920 --> 0:03:44.440 then Entertainment's really hard to get into entertainment of any kind, 0:03:44.560 --> 0:03:48.000 any art. It's hard to actually make a living at yes, 0:03:48.160 --> 0:03:49.920 So I was like, oh, news is like a good 0:03:49.920 --> 0:03:52.720 way to get into broadcast journalism, which is what I 0:03:52.760 --> 0:03:55.440 wanted to do. And then out of college, I had 0:03:55.480 --> 0:03:59.120 interned at was what was then Clear Channel before I 0:03:59.200 --> 0:04:01.600 heart radio. I'd intern out of radio station just to 0:04:01.640 --> 0:04:04.680 get some time in and they had an opening as 0:04:04.720 --> 0:04:06.800 like a graphic designer. I was like, well, I don't 0:04:06.840 --> 0:04:09.880 really design things, but I could probably figure out the rest. 0:04:10.520 --> 0:04:12.320 And I kind of managed my way in an interview, 0:04:12.480 --> 0:04:14.640 and from then on it was like, Okay, well I 0:04:14.640 --> 0:04:17.680 guess I'm in radio now. So then you started working 0:04:18.160 --> 0:04:23.240 for our station. I don't remember meeting you. Did you 0:04:23.279 --> 0:04:25.920 worked our events? Right? Yeah? I worked when you guys came, 0:04:26.360 --> 0:04:28.440 like the first time as the Raging Idiots in which 0:04:28.440 --> 0:04:32.679 the time played was that at the with with Kelsey? Yeah, 0:04:32.920 --> 0:04:36.840 like at the Circle Indoor. Oh my gosh, I can't 0:04:36.839 --> 0:04:38.880 even think of it right now, but it's like a 0:04:38.880 --> 0:04:41.800 little theater venue. Yeah, we were. We were so bad 0:04:42.400 --> 0:04:44.599 at that point. You guys hadn't even started your band. 0:04:44.680 --> 0:04:45.960 Like it was just you and Eddie. It was just 0:04:46.080 --> 0:04:48.760 Eddie and I and Kelsey and Kelsey would open and 0:04:48.760 --> 0:04:50.720 then she'd come up and play with us Kelsey Vallerini 0:04:51.200 --> 0:04:54.960 And there were three thousand people that showed up even then. Yeah, 0:04:55.320 --> 0:04:58.240 that's why huge my book tour because I haven't been 0:04:59.000 --> 0:05:00.680 which I was the first market we ever went on, 0:05:00.760 --> 0:05:02.760 like at someone in which Ta. I mean, I know 0:05:02.760 --> 0:05:05.839 who it was, but he took our show, and I said, hey, 0:05:05.880 --> 0:05:08.200 if you let me do it for free, like I'll 0:05:08.200 --> 0:05:10.400 pay for everything. I'll pay for the transmission, I'll pay 0:05:10.400 --> 0:05:12.560 for the phone lines, like every single part of it, 0:05:12.560 --> 0:05:15.120 I'll pay for. But we need that real estate, we 0:05:15.120 --> 0:05:17.240 need that the morning show. And they gave it to us. 0:05:17.920 --> 0:05:20.000 And it was the first station that we ever were 0:05:20.040 --> 0:05:23.440 successful on outside of Austin, where we just had one city. 0:05:23.480 --> 0:05:25.239 It's the only where we were in And I said, 0:05:25.360 --> 0:05:27.360 I will forever the rest of my career make sure 0:05:27.360 --> 0:05:28.720 to go to which To at least once a year 0:05:28.760 --> 0:05:30.560 every year. And I haven't been this year. And I 0:05:30.560 --> 0:05:33.440 granted it's only March right now, but as I'm touring 0:05:33.440 --> 0:05:34.719 out the rest of the year, I don't we can't 0:05:34.720 --> 0:05:37.680 make a comedy show work yet, you can't. But on 0:05:37.760 --> 0:05:40.240 my book tour, I'm gonna go to I will for 0:05:40.279 --> 0:05:43.000 sure go to which Tall because man, it's so cool. 0:05:43.040 --> 0:05:45.520 Everybody is so warm and welcoming. Does we don't even 0:05:45.560 --> 0:05:48.520 live there? That's the crazy That's the craziest part to 0:05:48.520 --> 0:05:50.440 me is I always have this weird thing too where 0:05:50.480 --> 0:05:52.240 I go. I don't know why people like me, Like, 0:05:52.279 --> 0:05:55.039 I don't know how that we as a show and 0:05:55.160 --> 0:05:59.239 even me at times have this rabid following of listeners 0:05:59.240 --> 0:06:01.920 will do whatever, Like I don't quite understand what it 0:06:02.000 --> 0:06:05.160 is that makes them so passionate. The same thing about 0:06:05.160 --> 0:06:09.120 which talk. I've never lived there. We just brain only 0:06:09.120 --> 0:06:11.160 got lucky with that town and I've stayed loyal to it. 0:06:11.240 --> 0:06:13.159 But they didn't have to like me to begin with. No, 0:06:13.320 --> 0:06:17.440 But I think you guys radiate like this super just 0:06:17.720 --> 0:06:21.200 chill energy, and that's how Whichita is. People are so 0:06:21.800 --> 0:06:24.200 cool and laid back and they just love an environment 0:06:24.240 --> 0:06:26.480 that is positive, and that's exactly what the show is. 0:06:26.600 --> 0:06:28.440 So what's that room like for you in there now? 0:06:29.040 --> 0:06:31.560 Because because Morgan number two sits, I sit behind the 0:06:31.600 --> 0:06:34.159 big table and then everybody else sits on the other 0:06:34.200 --> 0:06:35.920 side of the table. So I sit on one side 0:06:35.960 --> 0:06:38.240 and Morgan number two SATs exactly in front of me, 0:06:38.560 --> 0:06:40.760 and there's a monitor kind of covering us, so we 0:06:40.839 --> 0:06:43.000 never really see each other eye to eye because it's 0:06:43.000 --> 0:06:44.840 a big computer screen right in front of us. But 0:06:44.920 --> 0:06:46.560 you do sit right in front like I could reach 0:06:46.600 --> 0:06:48.880 out and touch you as the show is going. But 0:06:48.960 --> 0:06:50.240 you sit in the room. You sat at the big 0:06:50.279 --> 0:06:55.640 kids table because it's Amy, you, Lunchbox and Eddie, And 0:06:55.680 --> 0:06:59.440 how has that been good? I mean my first few months, man, 0:07:00.040 --> 0:07:02.559 I was I was just so scared. I never wanted 0:07:02.600 --> 0:07:05.200 to talk because it's one of those things where you're like, 0:07:05.200 --> 0:07:06.680 you don't want to say the wrong thing, you don't 0:07:06.680 --> 0:07:08.400 want to do the wrong thing, and you're like, I 0:07:08.440 --> 0:07:10.440 gotta figure out all these people and who they are 0:07:10.520 --> 0:07:12.880 first before I figure out how I'm going to navigate 0:07:12.880 --> 0:07:15.360 and my personality is going to work. So you mean 0:07:15.400 --> 0:07:17.960 figure out all the people. Do you mean that that 0:07:18.080 --> 0:07:21.560 we were different from what you expected? Well, I think 0:07:21.720 --> 0:07:24.520 I think anybody in entertainment is different than what you expect. 0:07:24.560 --> 0:07:26.960 Everybody puts on the front. I mean just a normal 0:07:27.000 --> 0:07:29.520 people put on the front. And so when I got 0:07:29.560 --> 0:07:32.320 in there, I started to find out like just different 0:07:32.400 --> 0:07:36.640 sides of people's personalities that they weren't always showing on air. 0:07:37.360 --> 0:07:39.920 So it was cool, but it was always quiet, Like 0:07:40.200 --> 0:07:42.120 we talked so much on the on the mics, and 0:07:42.120 --> 0:07:45.320 then it's just quiet in the studio, And it takes 0:07:45.320 --> 0:07:47.520 a long time to learn people that way because you're 0:07:47.520 --> 0:07:49.480 not talking all the time. You would think that's how 0:07:49.520 --> 0:07:52.240 it is, but you guys talk so much on air 0:07:52.320 --> 0:07:54.440 that when the mics are off, you're like, I get 0:07:54.480 --> 0:07:56.600 a break, I get a breathe. Yeah, it's a it's 0:07:56.600 --> 0:07:58.320 a breathe. And then for me, it's also preparing for 0:07:58.360 --> 0:08:00.560 what's coming up next. So I've got my laptop up, 0:08:00.600 --> 0:08:02.640 I'm going over notes, going okay, we're gonna talk about next. 0:08:02.880 --> 0:08:04.080 But the thing is, the rest of the show doesn't 0:08:04.080 --> 0:08:06.880 know what we're gonna talk about, so nobody has the notes. 0:08:07.400 --> 0:08:09.400 Now Mike d does I give him a copy just 0:08:09.440 --> 0:08:10.880 so he can kind of predict where I'm going in 0:08:10.880 --> 0:08:15.040 a handy sheets paper and stories and reminders, But other 0:08:15.080 --> 0:08:16.720 than that, nobody else on the show has any idea. 0:08:16.760 --> 0:08:20.240 So you're right. As soon as I'm done off, Eddie 0:08:20.240 --> 0:08:23.160 and I may joke a bit about something, yes, but 0:08:23.360 --> 0:08:25.239 most of the most of the time, it's really quiet 0:08:25.240 --> 0:08:27.280 in there, Like unless a really funny but it happens, 0:08:27.320 --> 0:08:29.120 we may laugh a little bit and then just quiet 0:08:29.200 --> 0:08:31.080 down again. You've also come in at a time where 0:08:31.120 --> 0:08:35.520 we've been together for almost fifteen years now. We pretty 0:08:35.600 --> 0:08:38.280 much said everything. Yeah, yeah, yeah, we pretty much talked 0:08:38.280 --> 0:08:42.680 about everything. I also think that because you work in 0:08:42.720 --> 0:08:44.920 the morning, with that, like, I'm just not a morning person, 0:08:45.320 --> 0:08:47.720 never have been a morning person. I am never pleasant 0:08:47.720 --> 0:08:52.720 at whatever I rolling. I'm just never, never pleasant. And 0:08:52.840 --> 0:08:56.040 so it takes me to about seven and I'm like, 0:08:57.880 --> 0:08:59.800 so the first hour and a half, I'm just faking it. 0:09:00.480 --> 0:09:04.120 Look at me like how positive I am? Love? But 0:09:04.520 --> 0:09:08.480 it sucks every morning it sucks. And I think that's 0:09:08.480 --> 0:09:09.959 the thing too. You have to handle this all differently 0:09:10.000 --> 0:09:12.199 in the morning, Yeah, because I'm not a morning person. 0:09:12.640 --> 0:09:14.920 Well that's that's what's hard too, is you do have 0:09:14.960 --> 0:09:18.000 to handle everybody different. Everybody has different personalities, and you 0:09:18.000 --> 0:09:20.400 guys have known each other for so long. And I'm 0:09:20.480 --> 0:09:23.000 kind of like the new kid that got introduced at 0:09:23.040 --> 0:09:25.680 school and it's like, but we welcome to you. End though. 0:09:25.920 --> 0:09:28.000 Yes there's a difference in a new kid who gets 0:09:28.000 --> 0:09:32.760 forced into a classroom. Yes, it's someone who's welcomed in absolutely. 0:09:33.120 --> 0:09:35.760 So what's the fronts? Like you say, everybody puts on 0:09:35.760 --> 0:09:37.640 a front or a different side. So what about Amy? 0:09:38.000 --> 0:09:39.720 What side of people? And I don't know the front? 0:09:39.720 --> 0:09:41.960 Maybe what side do we not see of Amy that 0:09:42.040 --> 0:09:44.200 you see? Could you sit right beside her? I think 0:09:44.200 --> 0:09:46.760 it's just that she has so much going on in 0:09:46.760 --> 0:09:51.080 her life personally, Yeah, and there's so much more to 0:09:51.240 --> 0:09:54.640 her than sweet Amy. Like she has these fun, fight 0:09:54.679 --> 0:09:59.240 ste personalities, and she also has really timid personalities and 0:10:00.559 --> 0:10:03.199 that that was interesting to me because on air she's 0:10:03.200 --> 0:10:05.520 always very sweet or she's kind of motherly on air, 0:10:05.960 --> 0:10:08.920 but she has a really good like mix of personalities 0:10:08.960 --> 0:10:12.839 on the side, and sometimes that especially to like insecurities. 0:10:13.320 --> 0:10:16.080 People always think that famous people we have it all 0:10:16.120 --> 0:10:18.840 good and everything's great. But Amy has gone through a 0:10:18.880 --> 0:10:20.920 lot and she's had a lot in her life. Do 0:10:21.000 --> 0:10:26.480 you think you're famous? I'm like, I don't even think 0:10:26.480 --> 0:10:29.720 that famous. No, no no, no, no. I mean I'm just saying, 0:10:29.840 --> 0:10:33.000 especially you and Amy and Lunchbox, like you guys have 0:10:33.240 --> 0:10:35.720 been at this for so long that you are famous 0:10:35.760 --> 0:10:40.679 innocence you know. I always say we're regionally known, I 0:10:40.720 --> 0:10:45.280 mean United moderately regionally known. Um, I think with it, 0:10:45.640 --> 0:10:47.120 And I think our show is a bit different now 0:10:47.160 --> 0:10:48.800 because we don't have as much room to talk. We 0:10:48.880 --> 0:10:50.640 used to do a full talk show for five hours, 0:10:50.880 --> 0:10:53.760 maybe play one song an hour. Now we're playing four 0:10:53.800 --> 0:10:58.240 songs an hour. And as things get bigger, you have 0:10:58.320 --> 0:11:01.280 to kind of uh trim things up a bit, and 0:11:01.320 --> 0:11:04.800 so so I think some of Amy's I would say 0:11:04.800 --> 0:11:06.559 angry Amy at times. It's coming out now because she 0:11:06.600 --> 0:11:08.800 just comes in tired and when you're tired, because I 0:11:08.800 --> 0:11:10.599 do this when I'm tired, that's when I get in 0:11:10.640 --> 0:11:12.840 trouble or do the best radio. If I come in 0:11:12.840 --> 0:11:15.480 and I'm exhausted, it's the best or worst show because 0:11:15.520 --> 0:11:18.200 I just don't. I always care about the product, but 0:11:18.320 --> 0:11:20.400 the creative part of me goes, I'm just gonna throw 0:11:20.400 --> 0:11:21.760 it out there because I don't. I don't have the 0:11:21.800 --> 0:11:24.000 energy to try to put bread on each side of 0:11:24.040 --> 0:11:27.040 the meat sandwich. And so Amy's now this. Sometimes she 0:11:27.080 --> 0:11:29.000 comes in and she's just a ball of especially the 0:11:29.080 --> 0:11:31.280 last three months it's your kids. She's a ball of fire. 0:11:31.679 --> 0:11:35.200 And I'll go, WHOA, I didn't know that was coming today. 0:11:35.240 --> 0:11:37.800 But I think you're right. And we've been able to 0:11:37.840 --> 0:11:40.840 see a bit more of Amy's personality on this show 0:11:40.840 --> 0:11:43.800 in the last few years. Uh, in the last few months, 0:11:43.880 --> 0:11:46.600 especially because of the kids. When you come in tired 0:11:46.800 --> 0:11:49.160 or upset, you just it's like, I'm not even doing 0:11:49.160 --> 0:11:50.800 a show. And we try to not do a show 0:11:50.800 --> 0:11:52.520 show anyway. We try to be as real as possible. 0:11:52.559 --> 0:11:57.040 But okay, how about Eddie. I think I think Eddie 0:11:57.160 --> 0:12:01.200 is the most authentic on air and in person. He's 0:12:01.280 --> 0:12:03.760 really like he doesn't transition much like when he goes off, 0:12:03.840 --> 0:12:06.040 Very's still about the same person. He's still kind of 0:12:06.360 --> 0:12:09.600 honoree and doesn't act like a dad sometimes, but he's 0:12:09.640 --> 0:12:12.360 also still a dad. See. I think Eddie's plays a 0:12:12.559 --> 0:12:15.160 roll away a bunch like you do. Oh yeah, probably 0:12:15.200 --> 0:12:17.160 the most him or lunch Box because lu Box is 0:12:17.160 --> 0:12:19.720 a really sweet guy. He's also a real dick like 0:12:19.760 --> 0:12:23.240 me at times. But I think that Eddie does that 0:12:23.240 --> 0:12:26.839 that whole Oh I'm such a father's such a daddy. 0:12:28.559 --> 0:12:32.839 That's he plays that up so much. Yeah, it's funny 0:12:32.840 --> 0:12:35.280 to hear your perception on things being around us for 0:12:35.360 --> 0:12:37.760 eight months. I know, because neither one of us are right. 0:12:38.360 --> 0:12:42.280 There's no I don't believe really in truth, just perceptions. Yes, 0:12:42.559 --> 0:12:44.800 and that's I mean, that's true. The other hard part 0:12:44.800 --> 0:12:47.120 for me is I haven't got to hang out with 0:12:47.120 --> 0:12:49.560 you guys much outside of the show. I learned your 0:12:49.559 --> 0:12:53.000 guys lives outside of the show much because I came 0:12:53.040 --> 0:12:55.240 in at such a unique time for all of you 0:12:55.920 --> 0:12:58.040 that there's so much going on in your personal lives. 0:12:58.040 --> 0:13:00.319 And I'm just kind of like, I'm gonna wait until 0:13:00.320 --> 0:13:02.760 maybe the waters settle, and the water will never settle. 0:13:03.000 --> 0:13:04.439 But you're right now that I think about it, I 0:13:04.480 --> 0:13:06.760 don't think you and I've ever hung out, No, not outside, 0:13:06.880 --> 0:13:08.480 which makes me feel bad, But you know what, I 0:13:08.520 --> 0:13:11.040 don't hang out with anybody, But that doesn't mean I 0:13:11.080 --> 0:13:13.680 shouldn't reach I can't believe we've never hung out outside 0:13:13.679 --> 0:13:16.160 of work. Well, every time I've been in a situation, 0:13:16.280 --> 0:13:18.360 I think I've always been around you guys for something 0:13:18.400 --> 0:13:21.040 work related, even if it wasn't in the studio, it 0:13:21.120 --> 0:13:25.160 was work related, not crazy abnormal when we're related to me, 0:13:25.320 --> 0:13:29.199 because that's really all I do. But but that is 0:13:29.240 --> 0:13:31.400 still weird that we've never like had But that's a 0:13:31.400 --> 0:13:33.880 two way street too. It's still my fault. I've just 0:13:33.960 --> 0:13:35.960 been scared, Like I think. The hardest thing for me 0:13:36.000 --> 0:13:38.760 is I'm just kind of This is such a unique 0:13:38.800 --> 0:13:41.400 situation and until you're put in it, you have no 0:13:41.440 --> 0:13:43.880 idea how you're gonna act. It's a it's a wild 0:13:43.960 --> 0:13:45.520 road to walk into because again, we've known each other 0:13:45.559 --> 0:13:49.719 so long, we've been even Eddie, who hasn't been on 0:13:49.760 --> 0:13:51.120 the show, but for a few years, has been my 0:13:51.160 --> 0:13:54.720 friend for twelve years. So yeah, you're the one in 0:13:54.760 --> 0:13:59.040 the room that isn't intertwined from years and years and 0:13:59.120 --> 0:14:01.600 years and French Persant brought you into the room. You 0:14:01.640 --> 0:14:04.800 know you're you're here. We needed someone to fill in. 0:14:05.160 --> 0:14:07.320 You filled in. We're like wastch pretty good. We don't 0:14:07.320 --> 0:14:10.440 hate her and let's just start with there. And yeah 0:14:10.520 --> 0:14:12.880 it's a weird play, okay. So with Lunchbox, I always 0:14:12.880 --> 0:14:15.400 say he always plays up his angry side and we 0:14:15.440 --> 0:14:17.400 try to go, you dude, you show your nice side, 0:14:17.520 --> 0:14:21.680 like talking about your chair, talk about But he's a 0:14:21.720 --> 0:14:25.840 weird one because he gets rage filled. But he's also 0:14:25.920 --> 0:14:29.360 really kind. Yeah he hasn't He does have a big 0:14:29.360 --> 0:14:33.080 heart and he's very sweet, but he's he's also so loud. 0:14:33.440 --> 0:14:36.600 His personality is just loud, Like even when he's really sweet, 0:14:36.600 --> 0:14:38.920 he's being loud and he's obnoxious. And I don't mean 0:14:39.000 --> 0:14:42.880 obnoxious meaning it's all bad, Like obnoxious can also be funny. 0:14:44.160 --> 0:14:45.920 But I feel like now he feels like he owes 0:14:45.920 --> 0:14:49.720 it to everyone to be this loud just at times, 0:14:49.760 --> 0:14:51.920 angry person all the time. But sometimes he does flip 0:14:51.920 --> 0:14:55.080 the rage switch and it's real. It's unlike anybody else 0:14:55.120 --> 0:14:57.720 on the show. When he gets like the boxing thing 0:14:57.720 --> 0:15:00.760 he flipped, I've seen scary. I've seen him flip on 0:15:00.760 --> 0:15:03.480 Amy and he goes rage eyes and you go, whata. 0:15:03.520 --> 0:15:05.840 You gotta stop, You gotta stop because that is a 0:15:05.960 --> 0:15:08.720 thing where boom it's on and if you don't stop him, 0:15:08.720 --> 0:15:12.080 he's gonna scream and get Yeah, that was that was 0:15:12.120 --> 0:15:15.080 a crazy He goes rage when he goes ragebox, you 0:15:15.120 --> 0:15:17.520 have to watch out. But yeah, but I do think 0:15:17.600 --> 0:15:20.640 lunchboxes a bit has started to share some of that 0:15:20.680 --> 0:15:23.040 with us a bit. He started to dip his toe 0:15:23.080 --> 0:15:26.480 in the I don't always have to be a dickhead water. Yeah, 0:15:26.760 --> 0:15:29.120 but it's still there. I think he just has such 0:15:29.240 --> 0:15:32.520 different opinions on things that he's always kind of the 0:15:32.560 --> 0:15:35.280 outstanding opinion, you know what I mean. He always has 0:15:35.320 --> 0:15:39.360 the different thing to say than anybody else, and it's 0:15:39.760 --> 0:15:43.320 it's the unpopular opinion. He's that kind of person think 0:15:43.400 --> 0:15:46.120 all of us have, Like Amy has a different opinions everybody. 0:15:46.120 --> 0:15:47.880 I just think he's louder, so it comes across is 0:15:47.880 --> 0:15:50.600 a way different. Yeah, Like his personality is so loud, 0:15:50.640 --> 0:15:53.680 so when he says it, it's like, it's what's happening 0:15:53.760 --> 0:15:56.280 because Amy has a different opinion. Everybody in the room too, Yes, 0:15:56.440 --> 0:15:58.960 but she says she makes you feel like it's not 0:15:59.000 --> 0:16:03.120 that bad, right up. So okay, what about me? Oh man, 0:16:05.160 --> 0:16:07.600 I don't know you're You're so complex. I'm still figuring 0:16:07.600 --> 0:16:09.280 you out. I don't think. I don't think Amy figured 0:16:09.320 --> 0:16:10.920 has figured me. I don't. I don't think I figured 0:16:10.960 --> 0:16:12.600 me out. That's why I go to therapy all the time. Well, 0:16:12.640 --> 0:16:14.360 there's some days I come in and I'm like, Oh, 0:16:14.400 --> 0:16:16.280 Bobby likes me, and then I'm like, oh, Bobby hates me. 0:16:16.320 --> 0:16:19.200 But I don't know. It's none of that. It's Amy 0:16:19.240 --> 0:16:20.440 and I have this thing we're gon talk about were 0:16:20.440 --> 0:16:21.920 when we write numbers on because Amy and I are 0:16:21.960 --> 0:16:26.960 both just head cases and very sensitive on our own ways. 0:16:27.720 --> 0:16:29.280 So we're just gonna write down the number on how 0:16:29.320 --> 0:16:31.480 we're feeling that day when we walk in, and if 0:16:31.480 --> 0:16:32.960 our numbers around the same, if I feel like a 0:16:33.000 --> 0:16:34.800 seven and she's a six or seven, we're pretty good. 0:16:35.080 --> 0:16:37.080 But I came in yesterday and I was like three 0:16:37.200 --> 0:16:40.080 too and a half three My dogs dead. I've been 0:16:40.200 --> 0:16:42.680 upset about that and just a few things that happened, 0:16:42.800 --> 0:16:44.640 and so I would have come and written to two 0:16:44.640 --> 0:16:50.160 on the board, which means handle with care. And but yeah, no, no, 0:16:50.200 --> 0:16:54.400 I I don't ever not like anybody, or you wouldn't 0:16:54.440 --> 0:16:57.960 be in the room. This is true. But I don't 0:16:58.000 --> 0:17:03.040 do good with confrontation. I like to always either have 0:17:03.120 --> 0:17:05.560 it out or not have any at all. And so 0:17:05.680 --> 0:17:09.320 anytime I'm like, I don't know how somebody feels about me, 0:17:09.680 --> 0:17:12.280 I kind of retreat. You're asking me about that, because 0:17:12.320 --> 0:17:15.000 you mean she's the king of handling me, yes, and no, 0:17:15.280 --> 0:17:17.280 I mean right, I don't really ask her anything because 0:17:17.400 --> 0:17:18.880 I just know she has so much on her plate. 0:17:18.960 --> 0:17:21.320 I'm like, that's the last thing. You're signing all these 0:17:21.320 --> 0:17:24.000 things to people. You shouldn't do that. You shouldn't assigned 0:17:24.040 --> 0:17:25.879 that everybody has all this stuff to do. I just 0:17:25.920 --> 0:17:28.200 like to be cautious of other people's life. But you'll 0:17:28.240 --> 0:17:30.560 never break that barrier unless you actually break it. If 0:17:30.560 --> 0:17:32.199 you're waiting for someone else to break the barrier to 0:17:32.240 --> 0:17:34.560 you will never be broken. Which is so weird because 0:17:34.840 --> 0:17:37.320 every every other time in my life that's how I've been. 0:17:37.480 --> 0:17:39.560 But with this show, I think I've just kind of 0:17:39.560 --> 0:17:41.600 turned into an introvert, like, I'm just scared. I just 0:17:41.600 --> 0:17:43.399 don't want to make the wrong move. But there's not 0:17:43.440 --> 0:17:44.920 a right move, or there's a wrong move. If you 0:17:44.960 --> 0:17:46.639 reached out. If you text me and I said, hey, 0:17:46.840 --> 0:17:48.800 can we go have launched or something, I be like, oh, 0:17:48.880 --> 0:17:51.439 I don't want you like breakfast, but we can figure 0:17:51.560 --> 0:17:55.000 something out. And I would say yes to that. Well, 0:17:55.000 --> 0:17:56.520 then I need to do that, and that's my food. 0:17:56.560 --> 0:17:59.240 I haven't done it though, because I'm scared. I don't 0:17:59.240 --> 0:18:00.879 think you should have signed a fault, but I just 0:18:00.920 --> 0:18:03.159 think you're never Nothing is going to happen unless you 0:18:03.160 --> 0:18:04.880 make it happen. We're talking it on the show today 0:18:04.920 --> 0:18:07.439 because I was saying, hey, you know they should let 0:18:07.480 --> 0:18:08.960 me do this is and they'd be like, man, you 0:18:09.040 --> 0:18:11.600 got big head there. I said, listen, if my dreams 0:18:11.640 --> 0:18:13.480 are big for me, nobody else's dreams are big for me. 0:18:13.680 --> 0:18:15.560 If you don't make things happen for you, nobody else 0:18:15.600 --> 0:18:17.400 gets a crap. No one's gonna make things happen for you. 0:18:18.280 --> 0:18:20.440 So you have to go, hey, Amy, if you get 0:18:20.440 --> 0:18:22.679 a what I'll do. There are people that I know 0:18:22.720 --> 0:18:25.000