Speaker 1: Hey, man, that's your name going on.
Speaker 2: Uh, let's go. Let's go Papa John, because that's where
Speaker 2: I'm at right now. Let's go, Papa John.
Speaker 1: Papa John. What's going on with you?
Speaker 2: H nothing much, man, I'm just at work right now,
Speaker 2: you know, not getting any tips. I don't know what's
Speaker 2: going on with people tonight. But yeah, man, So.
Speaker 1: What'd you want to talk about today, Papa John?
Speaker 2: Yeah, I just want to talk about So. I have
Speaker 2: a girlfriend of about four years now, and oh my fuck,
Speaker 2: it's gonna sound so bad saying this, but I just
Speaker 2: can't stop but.
Speaker 3: Like cheating.
Speaker 2: I can't stop cheating.
Speaker 1: Okay, yeah, it says here you said I can't stop
Speaker 1: cheating on my girlfriend and I think it's my dad's
Speaker 1: fault because he fucks hookers.
Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, that's what I mean. Listen to your a
Speaker 2: lot of your podcasts. I like asked myself the same
Speaker 2: questions you asked your listening, and I think I've blowed it,
Speaker 2: blowed it down to that, I think.
Speaker 1: Okay, So, but here's the thing. How can how can?
Speaker 1: Why do you? Why do you say that you cheating
Speaker 1: on your girlfriend is your dad's fault?
Speaker 2: Hmmm? Well okay, So so my dad fucks hookers and
Speaker 2: he's he's still with my mom. They're like together, right,
Speaker 2: we all live together.
Speaker 1: Mm hmm.
Speaker 2: And it's kind of weird. Me and him never really had.
Speaker 4: A relationship, so I guess to relate with me, he
Speaker 4: talked about having sex with with girls younger than him,
Speaker 4: like my age, like as a former bond and but
Speaker 4: I'm like bro like it with my mom.
Speaker 5: Dude.
Speaker 2: But anyway, Yeah, so I think he growing up. He
Speaker 2: just always talked so much shit about being in a
Speaker 2: relationship and like, I don't know, like having a a
Speaker 2: female compent that can you have obligations towards you know
Speaker 2: what I mean?
Speaker 1: How old are you, Papa John? I am twenty, you're twenty,
Speaker 1: You're twenty? Okay, Well, Papa John. Here's the thing. I've
Speaker 1: been thinking about this a lot, because you know, I've
Speaker 1: been thinking about my parents, and I've been thinking about,
Speaker 1: you know, things in my life that I don't like
Speaker 1: about myself and how or or or you know, like
Speaker 1: why am I the way I am? And I look
Speaker 1: at my parents and I think about their their lives
Speaker 1: and their situations and and and it is it is informative, right,
Speaker 1: and looking your parents is a good way to inform
Speaker 1: you of how you guys be where you are. But
Speaker 1: here's the kicker, and here's the thing, And it actually
Speaker 1: can be helpful because, like, here's the thing. You saying,
Speaker 1: I'm cheating on my girlfriend and it's my dad's fault.
Speaker 1: Is this way of like alleviating responsibility for your actions
Speaker 1: and putting it on your dad. Now here's the thing
Speaker 1: and here's the thing. Though, here's the thing. It actually
Speaker 1: is like helpful to use your parents and think about
Speaker 1: your relationships with your parents, to think about your upbringing,
Speaker 1: to understand why you are the way you are, and
Speaker 1: go and go into your head and be like, Okay,
Speaker 1: it's not my fault necessarily that my brain has been
Speaker 1: programmed to be more inclined to act certain ways or
Speaker 1: like do certain things, but it is your responsibility to
Speaker 1: fix it. Do you know what I'm saying? So so
Speaker 1: the way the fact that your brain, yeah, I mean,
Speaker 1: I mean, there's you know you might be you're it
Speaker 1: sounds like you're a sex addict. I don't when I'm
Speaker 1: not going to put that on you, but but uh
Speaker 1: is that accurate?
Speaker 2: I guess I like, A ah, yeah, I guess it yeah,
Speaker 2: I mean.
Speaker 1: A so, so listen, listen, here's the thing. Your compulsions
Speaker 1: and the ways that you view real relationships and whatnot,
Speaker 1: they're totally yes, of course their informs is pretty significantly
Speaker 1: by your parents, but that but it's still your responsibility
Speaker 1: to you know, do your to to to handle it right,
Speaker 1: to do well by your girlfriend by not cheating on her,
Speaker 1: to just realize that you can't really be in a
Speaker 1: healthy relationship with somebody until you focus on fixing these
Speaker 1: things that are wrong with you. Okay, you can't, you can't,
Speaker 1: so you can, so you can, you can, it's helpful.
Speaker 1: So you can think about, oh, my dad with fuck
Speaker 1: hookers and talk to me about about it and cheated
Speaker 1: on my mom and that's set a really bad example
Speaker 1: for me, and you can go okay, and you can
Speaker 1: use that as part of why, as part of your
Speaker 1: understanding and fixing the way that you are. But you
Speaker 1: can't use it as an excuse. You can't use it
Speaker 1: as a deflection. Like you know, at the end of
Speaker 1: the day, like you know, uh, we we we we
Speaker 1: live our lives. We have our things about ourselves that
Speaker 1: we need to fix and deal with. And you do
Speaker 1: the first step in doing it is is to take
Speaker 1: a responsibility and go, yeah, I have like fucked up
Speaker 1: sexual compulsions that I need to, uh you know, deal with,
Speaker 1: and in the meantime, I don't want to. I don't
Speaker 1: want to hurt this other person that I care about,
Speaker 1: So I'm going to not be in a relationship with them.
Speaker 1: I'm not going to cause more pain because yeah, I
Speaker 1: guess that's what.
Speaker 6: I guess.
Speaker 2: That's what Like I really wanted to ask you, was
Speaker 2: so she she's aware of like i'd say, probably like
Speaker 2: six times, six different instances. So I guess my question is, like,
Speaker 2: is this just too because I don't know, this is
Speaker 2: gonna sound weird to people listening, but I think I
Speaker 2: do love her like I do love her, I think
Speaker 2: I do. Well, I do, I guess I do. But
Speaker 2: so ideally, in like a perfect world, I would be
Speaker 2: with her and not fuck prostitutes her girls like my dad,
Speaker 2: you know. So so I guess my question is should
Speaker 2: I is this just Should I just like just kind
Speaker 2: of tell her about what I'm dealing with and just
Speaker 2: end it because I feel like the fact that I
Speaker 2: know she she knows about so much and she's still here.
Speaker 2: I feel like it kind of you know, like I
Speaker 2: I know, I'm a shitty person saying this, and I
Speaker 2: talk to my friends about all the time. And actually
Speaker 2: we're technically on like a break right now, like.
Speaker 7: A week break or so, so and this I don't
Speaker 7: I don't.
Speaker 1: I feel bad saying this because I I I say
Speaker 1: all the time, I don't like to tell people what
Speaker 1: to do. And then you you could probably you could
Speaker 1: probably find me saying that and then put a clip
Speaker 1: compilation of a about uh uh a hundred times that
Speaker 1: I've told people what to do. But but look, here's
Speaker 1: my here's my opinion is your It sounds to me
Speaker 1: from what you are telling me, that you are not ready,
Speaker 1: you are not ready commit to somebody. And and if
Speaker 1: you really do, truly, truly, if you really do love
Speaker 1: this girl, then you don't want to hurt her and
Speaker 1: you don't want to put her in a fucked up
Speaker 1: you know, so you don't you don't want to put
Speaker 1: her through emotional pain. And so I mean, take take
Speaker 1: what that information I would. I'm not going to tell
Speaker 1: you what to do, but I'm going to use those things.
Speaker 1: I just I'm going to say that you should use
Speaker 1: those things. That I just said to inform your decision.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I guess, I guess I know what I need
Speaker 2: to do for a while.
Speaker 7: I just yeah, yeah, because and this this girl, I mean,
Speaker 7: she sounds sweet as hell, that she uh hasn't kicked
Speaker 7: your fucking ass yet after after knowing about all this.
Speaker 2: Yeah, no, it's definitely I mean, well, I mean it's
Speaker 2: gone there, but you know what I mean.
Speaker 1: But yeah, hold is.
Speaker 2: She nineteen gonna turn twenty?
Speaker 1: All right? Because yeah, I mean she doesn't deserve like
Speaker 1: all this, all this bullshit, And like that's another that's
Speaker 1: sort of another part. And I know it's hard, but
Speaker 1: it's sort of another part of the taking responsibility thing
Speaker 1: is to be like, I gotta fix, I gotta fix.
Speaker 1: I gotta prioritize fixing what's fucked up about me, you know.
Speaker 1: And and also you need to reframe it because to say,
Speaker 1: to say it's your dad's fault is not is a
Speaker 1: bad framing. You understand that, right, I do understand.
Speaker 2: So should I try to like abstain then or abstain
Speaker 2: from from sex?
Speaker 1: Oh, you're asking me, how do you're asking me how
Speaker 1: to solve this issue?
Speaker 2: No?
Speaker 8: No, I'm asking you should I because should you should
Speaker 8: should you stop cheating on your girlfriend?
Speaker 6: Yes?
Speaker 8: Yes, but after okay, so after that's dealt with and
Speaker 8: uh with how I think most people would see fit?
Speaker 1: Well, okay, what then after that?
Speaker 4: Yeah?
Speaker 1: What then? What then? Uh? Well, if I were you,
Speaker 1: I would go to therapy.
Speaker 9: Mm hmmm.
Speaker 1: That's probably a good idea. Go see a real therapist
Speaker 1: and you see you understand why you have Okay, so
Speaker 1: that's the thing, right is you your dad was fucked up,
Speaker 1: and you want to understand why you have these weird,
Speaker 1: uh fucked up compulsions and bad views on sex relationships,
Speaker 1: and then how you unlearned them. That's a good that's
Speaker 1: a good question. I don't know. I bet a therapist
Speaker 1: could help you do that better than I could, But
Speaker 1: I will say I think that it's better. It's a
Speaker 1: good idea for you to to uh not be in
Speaker 1: a relationship until you figure these issues out.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I agree too, I agree.
Speaker 1: Geck, Papa John, Well, I'm gonna let you go go
Speaker 1: go get back to work.
Speaker 2: Yep, yep, you know it's actually perfect timing. It's that
Speaker 2: eleven minutes right now, so I think will be good.
Speaker 1: Cool? Any what anything else do you want to you
Speaker 1: wanna you sound like you have a band? You want
Speaker 1: to plug? You want to plug a band.
Speaker 2: Listen and listening to a lot of Title Fight recently.
Speaker 1: So okay, I don't know what that is, so I'm
Speaker 1: probably not going to check it out. But I'm glad
Speaker 1: that you. I'm glad you got to oh plug. Thanks,
Speaker 1: take care man, you too, love be good? Hi there?
Speaker 1: What's your name? John Well? John Good? Good to hear
Speaker 1: from you. What's up? How's life? How can I get
Speaker 1: you to live?
Speaker 5: So?
Speaker 6: Pretty much? My life has been crazy for the past year.
Speaker 6: Long story short. I paid my rent this month and
Speaker 6: all my other bills are unpaid and I door dash now.
Speaker 6: I'm a veteran. I was in the Army for three
Speaker 6: years and yeah, and my car has major problems. My
Speaker 6: tags expired since November, my car insurance not existent anymore,
Speaker 6: and I have a broken engine mount for like three
Speaker 6: months now. So I was like, I'm in a bad position.
Speaker 6: I have a little two year old and stand for
Speaker 6: that little man, you know.
Speaker 1: Mhm, Yeah, that sucks.
Speaker 6: It does suck.
Speaker 1: I sorry to hit you with Sorry to hit you
Speaker 1: with the damn that sucks. No, I mean se it's
Speaker 1: real well, well, okay, let me let me say this
Speaker 1: to you at the very just at the beginning, just
Speaker 1: so that I don't waste any of your time. Is
Speaker 1: there a particular way that you would like me to
Speaker 1: assist you, Like, is there anything? Is there a particular
Speaker 1: aspect of anything that you want to talk through, or
Speaker 1: that you want the perspective of of of of a
Speaker 1: lizard who doesn't know you, or or anything like that,
Speaker 1: like how can I best be of of gecko service
Speaker 1: to you on this phone call?
Speaker 6: Honestly, I just I really wanted to vent and I've
Speaker 6: been watching you live stream for like a very long time,
Speaker 6: and you're just positive and I appreciate you listening to me.
Speaker 6: You know, I don't expect anything out of anybody. I
Speaker 6: just honestly just wanted to get it out, okay, and
Speaker 6: thank you?
Speaker 1: What what what branch of the army or or I
Speaker 1: guess is the army is a branch? Right?
Speaker 6: Yeah? I was a military police officer.
Speaker 1: And did they do you get any money from that?
Speaker 2: Like?
Speaker 1: Do they give you money for being a veteran?
Speaker 5: Uh?
Speaker 6: Yeah, so I got out for with PTSD, so I
Speaker 6: get fifteen hundred a month. But I that's not enough
Speaker 6: to pay my whole rent. I was in Florida, so
Speaker 6: it's expensive.
Speaker 1: Before I was gonna say nice, before you said the
Speaker 1: PTSD part.
Speaker 6: Oh, I actually survived the school shooting in Yeah. Yeah,
Speaker 6: crazy stuff. Man, she got real.
Speaker 1: Was it one of the ones that was on the news.
Speaker 6: Yeah, seventeen people February fourteenth, twenty eighteen.
Speaker 1: Oh my god, you were at Douglas. Oh my god,
Speaker 1: what were you? Were you and you were in high
Speaker 1: school then?
Speaker 5: Yeah?
Speaker 6: I was a senior.
Speaker 1: Oh my goodness. I thought the PTSD is the PTC
Speaker 1: from that ors or from the army both.
Speaker 6: I had PTSD from that first and I when I
Speaker 6: was in service, from basic training all all the way
Speaker 6: throughout every unit that I was in, I got harassed
Speaker 6: by my upper class and like my sergeants, my NCOs
Speaker 6: and like they were pretty much like we would be
Speaker 6: at a shooting range practicing, right, that's what I had
Speaker 6: to do for my MOS Military Police, and my sergeant
Speaker 6: would be like, oh watch out for that private. He
Speaker 6: looks like he's not going to aim at the target.
Speaker 6: Like I was harassed throughout my time and service and
Speaker 6: made my PTSD worse. I guess, but I'm doing.
Speaker 1: Someone someone take this girl to Disney World.
Speaker 6: Please, someone take me to Disney.
Speaker 1: Well, I'm sorry to hear all that. When did you
Speaker 1: have your you get two years ago?
Speaker 6: What happened?
Speaker 1: You had your kid two years ago?
Speaker 6: Yeah? My son was born August sixth.
Speaker 1: And is dad still around?
Speaker 6: Uh No, he's not. He lives with his parents. And
Speaker 6: when we separated, I was going through really like I
Speaker 6: didn't know where I was going to live, and my
Speaker 6: brother let me stay in his really expensive studio apartment
Speaker 6: and then he ended up moving out and I took
Speaker 6: over the lease. So it kind of worked out because
Speaker 6: I didn't have to pay for class and security. But
Speaker 6: like the monthly rent is super super high, but it
Speaker 6: was my only option at the time. But we'll make
Speaker 6: it it work, you know.
Speaker 1: So all right, So do you have are you looking
Speaker 1: for a job or do you have a job or.
Speaker 6: I'm looking for a job, but it's it's so hard,
Speaker 6: Like I have a secret clearance, I have a clean
Speaker 6: background check, I'm like a business woman social media marketing.
Speaker 6: Like I'm in college for to get my bachelor's in
Speaker 6: business administration. But it's so hard to get a job nowadays.
Speaker 1: Man, So you're taking care of a kid, You're going
Speaker 1: to school and you're trying to work.
Speaker 6: Yeah, Anti my brothers and ficks my car.
Speaker 1: It sure is it? Sure is well? I I well,
Speaker 1: I mean, honestly, the fact that you haven't thrown your
Speaker 1: hands up in defeat. I commend you for sincerely.
Speaker 6: The only reason I haven't done that is because I
Speaker 6: have my little one. That's He's my reason the tough
Speaker 6: and through the darkest times.
Speaker 1: Do you have family? Do you, like, do your family
Speaker 1: in where you live in Florida?
Speaker 6: Yeah, my mom and my brother A little extra twist
Speaker 6: because why not. I was adopted from birth, so I've
Speaker 6: never met my birth mom at birth day. And I
Speaker 6: have twelve siblings, but I've never met Mmm.
Speaker 1: Do you uh do you desire to meet any of them?
Speaker 6: I mean I've talked to them, like you know, like
Speaker 6: over the phone, on a messenger or whatever, but like
Speaker 6: I just I don't have time. It's not like a
Speaker 6: priority right now, but yeah, you know sometimes in the future.
Speaker 1: I mean, do you have friends? I guess I'm just
Speaker 1: asking that. Do you do you have anybody in your
Speaker 1: life who who uh you know you can get support from.
Speaker 6: Yeah, I'm actually sitting next to one of my best friends.
Speaker 6: I've I've known her for sixteen years?
Speaker 1: Very nice? What's her deal?
Speaker 6: Herdal?
Speaker 9: Here you go, Hi, Lyle, I'm so excited.
Speaker 1: Oh hey, what's all you sound? You know, you sound
Speaker 1: like a cheerful person. I've You've literally spoke at a
Speaker 1: single word and I'm already getting that vibe.
Speaker 2: Oh.
Speaker 9: Yes, I'm a pastry chef. My name is Vanessa.
Speaker 1: You're a pastry chef named Vanessa. Yeah, imagine I'm imagining
Speaker 1: strawberry shortcake on the other end of the phone.
Speaker 6: Pretty much.
Speaker 9: We've known each other for sixteen years and it's just
Speaker 9: it's been a ride.
Speaker 1: What's what's up with you?
Speaker 7: Are you?
Speaker 1: How's your life going?
Speaker 9: It's going good. I work at a job that's been stable.
Speaker 9: I'd like a hotel. It's like a resort. I make
Speaker 9: croissants and bagels every day. I think I'm going to
Speaker 9: become a bagel because I make way too many.
Speaker 1: You're going to become a bagel?
Speaker 8: Yeah?
Speaker 9: My goal in life?
Speaker 5: Your life continue?
Speaker 9: Oh no, my goal in life is own an edible bakery.
Speaker 1: Aren't all bakeries theoretically edible?
Speaker 6: Yeah?
Speaker 9: But with more like with cannabis.
Speaker 1: Medical hmm, can you get can you get our friend
Speaker 1: Hear a job making the cakes? Yeah, let's do that.
Speaker 1: Why don't you guys make cakes together? That could be
Speaker 1: a cool.
Speaker 9: Succom No, it would be we could be like two
Speaker 9: broke girls, but instead do something.
Speaker 1: How did you and Sky first meet?
Speaker 9: Through elementary school?
Speaker 6: We hated each other.
Speaker 9: It was really funny, but then we ended up being
Speaker 9: like we are, We're like sisters.
Speaker 1: Now. What was it that made you guys realize that
Speaker 1: you don't hate each other and you actually desire to
Speaker 1: be best friends for life.
Speaker 6: I think it was just it was.
Speaker 9: There's just something about like her and me, like we
Speaker 9: used to take on each other for like just dumb
Speaker 9: little things, but then like one day we looked at
Speaker 9: each other in the face, You're like, you're all right.
Speaker 9: It was kind of funny. It was like a moment.
Speaker 1: That's nice. Some of the best friendships begin that way
Speaker 1: of of of you just feeling thinking the other person sucks,
Speaker 1: or or like with guys like they'll they'll they'll beat
Speaker 1: the ship out of each other first and then become
Speaker 1: best friends.
Speaker 9: Yeah, that's pretty much.
Speaker 6: That was That was it.
Speaker 9: She would stick up for me in school and it's
Speaker 9: really sweet.
Speaker 1: That's nice. How what do you It sounds like she's
Speaker 1: going through a lot right now and you're you're there
Speaker 1: to help her.
Speaker 9: Yeah, it's been good. We've been door dashing. But I
Speaker 9: like to look at like if the glass is like
Speaker 9: half empty or half full, I'm just happy there's water
Speaker 9: in a glass.
Speaker 2: That's my perspective on life.
Speaker 1: I like that. It's true, right, it's true. I'm happy
Speaker 1: there's water in the glass. Anytime some fucking bullshit is
Speaker 1: going on, I'll i'll uh, I'll go on YouTube and
Speaker 1: I'll watch videos of people who have no legs and
Speaker 1: I'll be like, yeah, I have legs. Legs are cool.
Speaker 1: My water, My water is legs.
Speaker 5: Mm hmmm.
Speaker 9: Uh, you got her?
Speaker 1: Can I talk to cut to uh to Sky again?
Speaker 6: Hello?
Speaker 1: Hi Sky? Where are you guys right now? Are you
Speaker 1: at your your the studio apartment?
Speaker 9: Uh?
Speaker 6: No, Actually we're parked outside of a Wendy's.
Speaker 1: Oh well, that's nice. That's a great event. And is
Speaker 1: there is there a kid there? Where's the kid?
Speaker 6: Baby daddy has them tonight?
Speaker 1: Okay, all right, so you maintain a a a a
Speaker 1: relationship with the baby daddy, but not you know, you
Speaker 1: guys aren't dating or friends.
Speaker 6: No, but everything is good. It's very cordial, thankfully good. Good.
Speaker 1: Yeah, because that can that can be a nightmare sometimes. Well,
Speaker 1: I'm glad you have your friends that you can go
Speaker 1: to Wendy's with. I mean, that's all. That's all you.
Speaker 1: That's one of the great pleasures of life. I liked
Speaker 1: what she said. I don't care if the glass is
Speaker 1: half full or half empty, as long as there's water
Speaker 1: in it.
Speaker 6: Yeah, there's water. There's water.
Speaker 9: Good.
Speaker 6: Thank you for hearing me out.
Speaker 1: Yeah, of course, let me do this. I does the
Speaker 1: chat have any questions any questions from the chat for
Speaker 1: these two? Any questions from the chat to John and John.
Speaker 1: One person wants to know if you guys are stoned.
Speaker 9: No, I am what the cookie has been through?
Speaker 2: If you've never been baked?
Speaker 1: Are you getting any help? Someone wants to know, are
Speaker 1: you getting any help from like a veteran organization or
Speaker 1: anything like that.
Speaker 6: No?
Speaker 1: Is that a thing you can do?
Speaker 6: So I've tried in the past, but it takes like
Speaker 6: very very long and they just never got back to me.
Speaker 6: So there's big Everyone thinks that there's so many resources
Speaker 6: for veterans, and like when you go to like a supermarket.
Speaker 6: It'll be like, oh yeah, don't eat your change, or
Speaker 6: there are veterans. No, there's really not a lot for us.
Speaker 6: But it's okay. We're doing amazing.
Speaker 1: What are their favorite kind of bagels?
Speaker 6: What's your favorite type of babel?
Speaker 9: I love a poppy seed bagel, which sounds crazy, but
Speaker 9: I like how like it's not overwhelmed with other flavors.
Speaker 9: So I like to put like flavorful cream cheese on
Speaker 9: my bagels, like strawberry.
Speaker 1: All right, we'll take one more. Give us one more question, chat,
Speaker 1: give us one more question. Uh, have you someone wants
Speaker 1: to ask if you've thought about putting your baby in
Speaker 1: a mind to make extra money.
Speaker 8: Oh no, I don't.
Speaker 6: I don't think so. I mean, I don't think that
Speaker 6: would be a go to option. But do be noticed.
Speaker 1: You know what, you're a good mother, John. If any
Speaker 1: if anything, I hope you go to bed tonight. That
Speaker 1: because you didn't put your child in a mine.
Speaker 6: Yep, no, we're not doing that.
Speaker 1: If I had a child and somebody knocked on my
Speaker 1: door and I was like, you could make a lot
Speaker 1: of money by putting him to work in the mines,
Speaker 1: he'd be he'd be in the minds, But thank you
Speaker 1: so much. Is there anything else either of you want
Speaker 1: to say to the people of the computer before we go?
Speaker 8: We love you?
Speaker 1: Oh thanks guys, Stay safe, stayed liar. I'm gonna try.
Speaker 1: I'm gonna try you guys as well. Have a good
Speaker 1: night you as well. You know what, maybe I'll go
Speaker 1: into the mines. The minds don't sound that bad. The
Speaker 1: minds don't sound that bad. I can handle the fucking
Speaker 1: stupid minds. Hey, folks, this is Lyle. I am very
Speaker 1: excited to announce that I am going back on tour
Speaker 1: in twenty twenty four to do Therapy Gecko Live all
Speaker 1: across the country. If you've never been to one of
Speaker 1: my live shows before, they're basically like giant group Gecko
Speaker 1: therapy sessions where people from the audience come on stage
Speaker 1: to talk to a gecko about whatever they want, just
Speaker 1: like we do right here on the podcast. Plus I
Speaker 1: mix in a few stories and presentations and little tidbits
Speaker 1: from my own life. Tickets are available right now at
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Speaker 1: say your city, you can still go to the link
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Speaker 1: I do come to your city in the second half
Speaker 1: of the year. This is my third tour so far,
Speaker 1: and I think it's gonna be sick, so I hope
Speaker 1: to see you there. Thanks, Hello, Hi.
Speaker 2: There, Oh shitke I wasn't ready for this.
Speaker 1: How you doing, man, I'm doing good man. How are you.
Speaker 1: I'm going to give you a name, I'm going to
Speaker 1: call you. I'm gonna call you Jonathan.
Speaker 3: John, Jonathan sounds good.
Speaker 1: John. All right, you texted me something. I thought it
Speaker 1: was interesting. You said, my name is John, I'm twenty eight.
Speaker 1: I'm from Puerto Rico. Is that true or is that
Speaker 1: where you're calling from?
Speaker 2: No, that is true. Yeah, I'm here, I'm born and
Speaker 2: race here.
Speaker 1: Very cool.
Speaker 3: It might be one of the few.
Speaker 2: You got it, but they're not a lot of us,
Speaker 2: but you got a few.
Speaker 1: It's okay, Okay, Hello, I'm about to sound extremely ignorant
Speaker 1: right now. San Juan is in Puerto Rico.
Speaker 5: Right, that is correct?
Speaker 1: Yeah, okay, I got I got Puerto Rico and Costa
Speaker 1: Rica because they're but they're they're both reeks. Yeah, so
Speaker 1: I got them confused a lot. Uh. Yeah, I might.
Speaker 1: I might go to San Juan. I might go to
Speaker 1: San Juan. I have a little gap in my touring schedule.
Speaker 1: I might go to San Juan.
Speaker 2: Please do please come.
Speaker 9: Show.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I'm in San Juan.
Speaker 1: Okay, all right, cool. Maybe you can help me find
Speaker 1: the best butter fingers in San Juan, Puerto Rico. You
Speaker 1: said to me, I recently found out why I cry
Speaker 1: every time I see a duck.
Speaker 3: Yes, I know it sounds insurd, but that is correct, Greg.
Speaker 3: I mean, may I start the story because went to Okay,
Speaker 3: so I was in in one of the hotels were
Speaker 3: having someone area and I was there and then they
Speaker 3: have this pond with like the coy fish and like
Speaker 3: ducklings and whatnot. And I started crying. And this had
Speaker 3: happened from like the last fourteen years of my life,
Speaker 3: but for me it was always like a happy like
Speaker 3: happy years, like oh, there's some cute little ducklings and whatnot.
Speaker 3: But my mom told me that. She was like, oh,
Speaker 3: having you got over that?
Speaker 2: And I was like, over what.
Speaker 3: And she was the one that told me and recalled me,
Speaker 3: and I was like, oh my god, you're kidding the mom.
Speaker 3: That really happened, and it was true. Okay, let's go back.
Speaker 3: When I was about four, my mom got us some
Speaker 3: ducklings for Easter, and living here in Puerto Rico, especially
Speaker 3: by that time, I lived like it was running in
Speaker 3: the mountain area, so I didn't have like ponds or
Speaker 3: anything like natural rivers. And with my little duckling, I
Speaker 3: wanted him to swim. As the four year old, the
Speaker 3: first place that I thought of was a toilet, and well.
Speaker 1: You know what, happened from here, you flushed the duck
Speaker 1: down the toilet.
Speaker 3: In my four year old mind, I didn't. I thought
Speaker 3: only poop flushed down the toilet.
Speaker 2: I didn't.
Speaker 3: I didn't think other from that, I didn't think that
Speaker 3: anything else would right down.
Speaker 1: Yeah, you thought there was a scanner in there that
Speaker 1: would reject anything that wasn't shad.
Speaker 3: I don't know, a mesh field or something. I don't know.
Speaker 1: Wow, man, I mean, I hope this. I hope it
Speaker 1: doesn't make you feel any better, But I hope this
Speaker 1: might not make you feel better. But that duck died
Speaker 1: a just a horrible death. It died drowning, and.
Speaker 3: I the thing is, I really hope it was quick.
Speaker 2: But the saddest part of the story that my.
Speaker 3: Mom's recalls, I spent like four days after that feeding
Speaker 3: him bread through the toilet because I apparently thought he
Speaker 3: was stuck down the pipe and still alive.
Speaker 1: That's actually very sweet of you, I know, right.
Speaker 2: About also cruel.
Speaker 3: That's what I That's what I told the caller in
Speaker 3: the text. I was like, it's really like a terrible story,
Speaker 3: but the same way, it's like really funny, and as
Speaker 3: you said, it has a little.
Speaker 2: Droplets off wholesome inside of it.
Speaker 10: Do you.
Speaker 1: What do you think you can do to repent for this?
Speaker 6: I don't know.
Speaker 3: I thought about maybe getting a little dockling for myself,
Speaker 3: of course, keeping it away from the toilet, but I
Speaker 3: recently like thought about it, and here in Puerto Rico
Speaker 3: you have, like it's really easy to get a little
Speaker 3: dockling for yourself. So I was thinking about getting something
Speaker 3: from the thing is, I have a husky and I
Speaker 3: don't know how they're gonna get along.
Speaker 1: I mean, that would be horrible if you bought a
Speaker 1: duck to make up for the one you killed and
Speaker 1: then it just got killed again by your dog. Yeah,
Speaker 1: it's gonna maybe they'll maybe they'll be friends. Like like
Speaker 1: I'm trying to what's the dog like? Woods Woodstock? Woodstock
Speaker 1: is a Is he a duck? What the fuck is he?
Speaker 1: He's a bird?
Speaker 8: Oh?
Speaker 3: Is that like that? I think that it's a geese.
Speaker 3: But like the one line, no that.
Speaker 1: The wood snoopy and woodstock, the Charlie Brown guys.
Speaker 3: Oh oh oh yeah, yeah, you mean like okay that
Speaker 3: gut Yeah, sorry, I got a little confused because I
Speaker 3: know there's a geese that's like trending on the web,
Speaker 3: like online or something.
Speaker 1: I'm sorry, did you just say that like geese? I'm sorry,
Speaker 1: do you say that geese are trending on the web.
Speaker 3: I mean, not geese, just one geese that I've seen
Speaker 3: like around the internet that he's like an indoor geese
Speaker 3: and he lives like inside the house, and it's like
Speaker 3: really friendly with like the cats that also lives in
Speaker 3: that side the house.
Speaker 1: Here's what you do. You get a duckling and you
Speaker 1: raise it to be an internationally famous social media influencer,
Speaker 1: brand deals from all kinds of duck apparel websites, and
Speaker 1: you just give this duck the most rock star lifestyle
Speaker 1: it could possibly dream of, and that will make up
Speaker 1: for drowning the other one in diarrhea.
Speaker 2: H I I'll think about it.
Speaker 3: So Noise Tolate's involved with this new duckling.
Speaker 1: There was a guy on TikTok who he had a
Speaker 1: monkey that would like open presents and the monkey died.
Speaker 1: It was sad.
Speaker 2: That sounds horrible.
Speaker 3: That sounds really horrible.
Speaker 1: I don't know why I told that story. It didn't
Speaker 1: really add to the conversation. But is there anything else
Speaker 1: that you want to say to thank you for telling
Speaker 1: this story. I I where should it's if I go
Speaker 1: to San Juan and I want to interview people and
Speaker 1: and and find out what's what the word is on
Speaker 1: the street is in Puerto Rico. They speak Spanish there, right, Yeah.
Speaker 3: Mostly Spanish, but we have like eighty percent of people
Speaker 3: very lingual.
Speaker 1: By now, I can speak a little the poco.
Speaker 2: I see a little bit of here, A little bit
Speaker 2: of that.
Speaker 3: I got you. But like I told you, over here
Speaker 3: now about eighty nine percent of ninety percent of people
Speaker 3: ready by lingual.
Speaker 1: All right, cool, I'll go down there. I want to
Speaker 1: see what's going on.
Speaker 3: Of course, John, I would recommend the old San Juan district,
Speaker 3: a really close to yeah, really close to the airport
Speaker 3: and a lot like super busy.
Speaker 1: John, is there anything else you want to say to
Speaker 1: the people of the computer before we go?
Speaker 3: Uh well, I wasn't even I wasn't even thinking about
Speaker 3: getting called tonight because it's my first time calling. But
Speaker 3: uh well, anybody that's trying to call here to talk
Speaker 3: to the GEK is not that hard. And I also
Speaker 3: want to appreciate you GEK.
Speaker 2: For anything that you do.
Speaker 1: Thanks man, thank you. I'm trying my best out here.
Speaker 1: I'm no, I'm no duckling, but I'm geking as hard
Speaker 1: as I can.
Speaker 3: Of course, you would swim down up the stream of
Speaker 3: the toilet if you were with duckling. I know you.
Speaker 1: I drowned and pissed. Thanks for calling, John.
Speaker 3: Of course, I'll be the first one at your show
Speaker 3: if you come here to Puerto Rico, oh, at public questioning,
Speaker 3: I'll be there.
Speaker 1: Okay, all right, I'm gonna do it. I don't know
Speaker 1: if I'll do a show, but I'll definitely come down
Speaker 1: there to fuck around.
Speaker 3: Please, I'll be honest.
Speaker 1: It's awesome, beautiful, Take care man, you too.
Speaker 2: Have a great night.
Speaker 8: Hello.
Speaker 6: Yeah, Hi, I'm gonna call myself.
Speaker 1: Veronica, Veronica, Veronica, What is going on with you this evening?
Speaker 1: How may how might I get you today?
Speaker 6: Well, I've been seeing for a while on Instagram, so
Speaker 6: I was like, I made a little bit of help
Speaker 6: from somebody outside my circle with my current situation. I'm
Speaker 6: thirty two and I'm married. I've been married for a
Speaker 6: while now, we're going on ten years. I got married
Speaker 6: relatively young, I would say, but I'm Latina, so usually
Speaker 6: we kind of get married pretty young. And I was
Speaker 6: like twenty six basically or less. I think basically it's
Speaker 6: been almost two years that our relationship has basically changed
Speaker 6: the dynamic. Like I met him being students, and we
Speaker 6: met literally because we smoked weed when we had like
Speaker 6: the same crew, and one night we basically drank too
Speaker 6: much and from that night on we never slept apart.
Speaker 6: So you know, it was fun. It was very fun.
Speaker 6: But then when we moved back to my home country,
Speaker 6: things has really changed, Like he became this I would say,
Speaker 6: sexist type of guy, like controlling, boring. We used to
Speaker 6: go on hikes and into the beach and now it's
Speaker 6: like it's very boring. And I consider myself young, and
Speaker 6: you know, I'm a doctor also, so I want to
Speaker 6: enjoy as much as I can my life, right, So
Speaker 6: a lot of things have been happening from this, respecting
Speaker 6: my friends and my family, and I permitted it unconsciously.
Speaker 6: I would call him manipulation. And on October he called
Speaker 6: me unfaithful, like I was unfaithful that I was with
Speaker 6: another man, and that that's not true. I've been I
Speaker 6: mean back then it wasn't true, you know. So when
Speaker 6: he called me that, I just decided to go ahead
Speaker 6: and cheat on him, and I did, and I mean,
Speaker 6: I don't feel the same way. Even prior to that event,
Speaker 6: I haven't felt the same way sexually towards him. You know,
Speaker 6: I don't want to be with a person, but I
Speaker 6: don't feel attractive to anymore. And now that I've had
Speaker 6: other experiences, it's like even harder decision if I should
Speaker 6: divorce him or now. I mean, not only that he
Speaker 6: accused me of being unfaithful, he literally denegrated me, like
Speaker 6: he said that he doesn't like me. On more than
Speaker 6: one occasion, he called me that I was the wife ever,
Speaker 6: that I was a horrible person, and I even left
Speaker 6: my own home, which is mine actually, and you know,
Speaker 6: it just felt like I had to get away. And
Speaker 6: it's been a little bit hard to decide if I
Speaker 6: really want to get a divorce or out because it's
Speaker 6: so much years with this person, and then there's this
Speaker 6: other guy, this thing I a cheated with, which I
Speaker 6: got lucky. I would say, I used bumble and I
Speaker 6: met this person and we kind of clicked, you know,
Speaker 6: and we didn't know anybody around each other, and he's
Speaker 6: also in a relationships, so it starts like for me,
Speaker 6: it's only sexual, but now I feel that this guy,
Speaker 6: the side guy, is kind of getting a little bit
Speaker 6: of feelings towards me. So I feel now I have
Speaker 6: like a double trouble, Like I don't know if I
Speaker 6: want to stay with my husband and like miss out
Speaker 6: on life opportunities that I've been missing out for two
Speaker 6: or three years, or just start meeting people, like I
Speaker 6: don't know if this is just part of my friends.
Speaker 6: I don't know if it's just because I'm I'm horny
Speaker 6: right now, like I want to know other people, or
Speaker 6: if it's generally that I'm not in love with my
Speaker 6: husband anymore because he literally denegated me, Like, so.
Speaker 1: I'm completely said you said two different things, and maybe
Speaker 1: they're both true. But you said your husband is being manipulative,
Speaker 1: but you were also saying that you were mainly upset
Speaker 1: because he became boring. Was it just a combination of
Speaker 1: those Yeah.
Speaker 6: No, yeah, yes, a combination completely, completely, completely like he
Speaker 6: he wasn't like this at all at all, you know,
Speaker 6: I did. I would say grow up a little, but
Speaker 6: you know I was. I'm always the type of girl
Speaker 6: to have a lot of guy friends and and literally
Speaker 6: be a guy like you know, I'm a game where
Speaker 6: I am a nerd and whatnot. And you know when
Speaker 6: once we moved to my hometown, I feel that, you know,
Speaker 6: and again I am a doctor. So he caught. I
Speaker 6: think he got like intundated with the whole situation. But
Speaker 6: you know, that's not my problem. Like you know, at
Speaker 6: the end of the day, I don't even like he
Speaker 6: tried to even like buy me at a point, like
Speaker 6: trying to spoil me, and that's not even it.
Speaker 1: What's what's your name again, Veronica? Remember that? Well, Veronic?
Speaker 1: I don't want to. It's very hard to answer these
Speaker 1: without telling people what to do, but I'll try my best.
Speaker 1: I mean, it sounds like you're unhappy with your husband's Yeah, yeah.
Speaker 6: That's and I do love him, but I'm not in
Speaker 6: love with him and I'm not and I feel and
Speaker 6: it sounds.
Speaker 1: Like he is, like and I he doesn't know that
Speaker 1: you cheated on him with this guy.
Speaker 6: I mean, he knows I did it once.
Speaker 1: That's time more than one, So he knows you did
Speaker 1: it once, but it's been more than.
Speaker 6: Once because he because he chucked my phone like like
Speaker 6: this is.
Speaker 10: This is very long, you know, Veronica, Like I mean
Speaker 10: this I mean I was always loyal, like Ronikay, you.
Speaker 1: Don't, I don't. I don't even know. I don't even
Speaker 1: know if you called in to hear my perspective, because
Speaker 1: you ever, there's nothing I'm going to say to you
Speaker 1: that you don't know.
Speaker 6: That's the thing. I don't know. I do know when
Speaker 6: I don't know. I do know when I don't know.
Speaker 6: That's the thing, like like even the other day, but
Speaker 6: you know he did. I forgave him on October partially,
Speaker 6: not really.
Speaker 1: And then let's let's let's let's slow down, slow down
Speaker 1: for a second, because you can keep adding detail. You can,
Speaker 1: you can keep adding detail after detail after detail, but
Speaker 1: it's not going to actually really like so like, so
Speaker 1: you've been with this guy for ten years, yeah, okay,
Speaker 1: so since you were twenty two years old.
Speaker 6: Yeah, he's a one, you're less than me. He's thirty one,
Speaker 6: all right, So.
Speaker 1: You've been in this relationship for you've you've been you
Speaker 1: have really very no experience being single as an adult exactly, okay,
Speaker 1: And you're unhappy with this this guy that you're currently
Speaker 1: with so much so that you're cheating on him and
Speaker 1: seeking our relationships with these other guys and you're like, oh,
Speaker 1: is it because I'm horny or because it's going to connect?
Speaker 1: And maybe it's a combination of all those things. And again,
Speaker 1: I don't want to tell you what to do, because
Speaker 1: you know you. I'm just on the phone with you here,
Speaker 1: and this is a ten year relationship, and everything is uh,
Speaker 1: you know, for as much as red, for as much
Speaker 1: as Reddit and and the internet and whatever have their
Speaker 1: their thoughts about things. You know, everyone feels differently about
Speaker 1: their own individual situation. But but look, you know, I
Speaker 1: don't think you need to hate yourself for having the
Speaker 1: feelings of wanting to explore that which you have not explored.
Speaker 1: But the way that you're doing it right now is
Speaker 1: not going to be helpful to anyone, and including you,
Speaker 1: you know, yeah, and you and you know that again,
Speaker 1: I'm not telling you anything that you don't know.
Speaker 6: It's just as tough to I'm scared of just like
Speaker 6: leaving him and then like in a way being alone.
Speaker 10: I don't know, I don't know, yeah, yeah, yeah.
Speaker 6: And and and and I don't know. The streets are
Speaker 6: not the best, neither you know, what's the best, like
Speaker 6: what's available neither you know, I'm always going to be
Speaker 6: in a hospital. I'm always occupied. I'm never home. You know,
Speaker 6: I'm not. I'm not going to be.
Speaker 1: Here's the thing, why, Here's what I don't understand. Why
Speaker 1: is being with something? Why is being in a relationship
Speaker 1: that you're unhappy with better than being alone?
Speaker 6: I know, I know, I know, I'm so like, I'm
Speaker 6: so scared of.
Speaker 1: And also and also like for his like if you
Speaker 1: really love this guy, like for his sake, I mean,
Speaker 1: you're throwing this guy for a fucking I don't know
Speaker 1: what his deal is and I don't know why he's
Speaker 1: going crazy because I'm not talking to him right now,
Speaker 1: and wise I wouldn't know. But you know, I mean
Speaker 1: for you're throwing this guy for a loop too.
Speaker 6: Yeah, yeah, I mean I I weren't honest. I We're
Speaker 6: actually on like a break or like I asked for
Speaker 6: a break. But you know, we're married, so I'm just
Speaker 6: living my house kids. Oh no, thank god, No, I
Speaker 6: can't right.
Speaker 2: No.
Speaker 6: We do have a dog though, but you know, and
Speaker 6: literally the dog is almost the same age as our relationship.
Speaker 6: He's nine years old, you know, So.
Speaker 1: That would be funny that that actually is funny because
Speaker 1: there's the idea of staying I've heard of I've heard
Speaker 1: of people staying together for the kids, but never staying
Speaker 1: together for the dog.
Speaker 6: It is something that I did speak to him, you know,
Speaker 6: because I did tell him that I wanted this break.
Speaker 6: And I don't know how long it's going to be,
Speaker 6: and I don't know if it's gonna like, I don't
Speaker 6: know the end results. I don't know if I want
Speaker 6: to leave him or if I am going to stay
Speaker 6: with him. And I feel it's like you said, like
Speaker 6: I feel unstaying with him because of the history and
Speaker 6: not the present. It's just such a hard decision.
Speaker 1: Like yeah, so so you you again, We're not like
Speaker 1: this is This is not a decision that requires the
Speaker 1: discovery of new information. This is a decision that requires
Speaker 1: a little bit of faith, a little bit of courage.
Speaker 5: You know, everybody, I'm not I'm not.
Speaker 1: An expert in either of them.
Speaker 6: No, of course, of course, no, no, no, no no.
Speaker 6: But you know, I wanted to because you know, I
Speaker 6: have a lot of people around me that know him,
Speaker 6: and it's like, oh, you know, you should.
Speaker 1: Tell me, tell me this what. Okay, you have clearly
Speaker 1: talked about this with your friends and family who are
Speaker 1: familiar with you and your relationship and what do they
Speaker 1: have to say?
Speaker 6: You know, I haven't told him completely what he did,
Speaker 6: what he did to me, because it would just be
Speaker 6: like leave him. They would definitely be like leave him.
Speaker 6: It was basically besides, it was a manipulative behavior that
Speaker 6: I don't understand how I didn't notice it. You know,
Speaker 6: Like he would tie me. If I would be in
Speaker 6: my dad's house, he would be like, how long are
Speaker 6: you gonna stay there? And I'm like, I'm my dad's house.
Speaker 6: I can stay as long as I want. Or you know,
Speaker 6: he would be very jealous of my friends and and
Speaker 6: told me that my best friend was controlling and that
Speaker 6: my other best friend was a whore and then my
Speaker 6: other good best like male best friend. He knew that
Speaker 6: I was going to leave him for my best friend.
Speaker 6: I'm like, you know, and I don't understand how I've
Speaker 6: permitted all that. I don't know how.
Speaker 5: He yeah, yeah, and there's even more.
Speaker 6: I that's the worst part, Like.
Speaker 1: You can, really you can, you can. I'm I'm this
Speaker 1: stuff is so hard because I'm no expert on relationship,
Speaker 1: navigating relationships and on navigating like but but but Veronica,
Speaker 1: and and and I'm maybe being hypocritical saying this, but
Speaker 1: like it's Vernica, it's like being it's so, life is
Speaker 1: too short for you to be this fucking miserable. You
Speaker 1: know what I mean? Life is, life is too short
Speaker 1: for you to be this fucking miserable. And so you
Speaker 1: can either sit on the fence and and just keep
Speaker 1: being miserable, or like do what you gotta do to
Speaker 1: to to progress your life forward and not be living
Speaker 1: in constant anxiety and constant fear and constant guilt and
Speaker 1: constant all this ship, you know, and and I don't know,
Speaker 1: and I don't know what's going on with this guy,
Speaker 1: and I don't know what his problems are. But that's
Speaker 1: what this is where I'm on the phone with you
Speaker 1: right now. So like just just I'm not gonna tell
Speaker 1: you what decisions to make, but just like you you know,
Speaker 1: you know, I don't I'm not gonna you know what's
Speaker 1: going on with you right now. There's no further information
Speaker 1: that you need right Like you're unhappy. What decisions in
Speaker 1: your are gonna make you more happy? I think you
Speaker 1: know the answer to those things. And all it takes
Speaker 1: is you that have the courage to to act. Uh huh.
Speaker 1: It's a good thing because you don't want to stay
Speaker 1: trapped and unhappy forever. People do that, and they'd be cool.
Speaker 6: If you and I don't want to do that.
Speaker 1: So you don't want to do that for him to
Speaker 1: and for him to because if you love if you
Speaker 1: love this guy here, this is the other fucking thing
Speaker 1: about relationships. If you love this guy, if you really do,
Speaker 1: if you mean that, if you love this guy, you'll
Speaker 1: make the decision that's best for his happiness too.
Speaker 6: So and I think that I'm.
Speaker 1: Will probably be the one that's best for years as well.
Speaker 1: And I don't know what that decision is. I'm not
Speaker 1: going to tell you what to do with your life,
Speaker 1: but you know, just just think about all this ship
Speaker 1: Veronica Okay has that is like, is any of this
Speaker 1: helpful for you? Is any of this resonate with you?
Speaker 6: And no, no, yes, no, he's definitely because it's crazy
Speaker 6: because I do know what I want. But then when
Speaker 6: I spoke to him, I was very sincere. When I
Speaker 6: spoke to him, he did like he does trye like
Speaker 6: I feel either him and every living in me again,
Speaker 6: or he really wants me back or both and and
Speaker 6: it's a little bit scary. It's very scary, like it
Speaker 6: just it throws you off. I mean it throws me off,
Speaker 6: like that's that's how. And it's sad because we were
Speaker 6: we were a really beautiful couple, like we were we
Speaker 6: were again. I was faithful for almost the whole time years, right,
Speaker 6: you know I would, I wouldn't, Yeah, I would. I
Speaker 6: don't know.
Speaker 1: Is there anything else you want to say to the
Speaker 1: people of the computer before we go, Yeah, look for happiness.
Speaker 6: We don't get married, Thank you by anything too.
Speaker 1: I don't know. I don't know how I think. I
Speaker 1: don't know how life works. Never goes on the line
Speaker 1: thinking your phone calls every night.
Speaker 3: Everything goes to what his eye's teaching you aloud your life.
Speaker 7: But he's not really an expert.