1 00:00:01,520 --> 00:00:06,360 Speaker 1: Every day Breakfast Club. You don't feels for y'all done? 2 00:00:07,120 --> 00:00:08,680 Speaker 2: Yes, it's the world most dangerous morning to show the 3 00:00:08,720 --> 00:00:12,360 Speaker 2: Breakfast Club Charlamage the God DJ NV just hilarious, justin 4 00:00:12,400 --> 00:00:14,560 Speaker 2: and beyond here today. But Lauren Lerosa is and we 5 00:00:14,640 --> 00:00:16,400 Speaker 2: got a special guest in the building. She had a 6 00:00:16,400 --> 00:00:18,720 Speaker 2: new album came out in August called This One Is Personal? 7 00:00:18,880 --> 00:00:21,960 Speaker 2: Personal t Y Savage, good morning. 8 00:00:23,320 --> 00:00:23,960 Speaker 1: How you feeling. 9 00:00:24,040 --> 00:00:25,320 Speaker 3: I'm good. I feel blessed. 10 00:00:25,440 --> 00:00:27,159 Speaker 4: Every time I run into you in New York. You 11 00:00:27,240 --> 00:00:30,840 Speaker 4: just always look amazing. Really, yes, I love literally, You're 12 00:00:30,880 --> 00:00:32,440 Speaker 4: one of my favorite people to just run into because 13 00:00:32,440 --> 00:00:33,760 Speaker 4: it just be so effortless every. 14 00:00:35,920 --> 00:00:41,239 Speaker 1: Why are you in the same places as Lauren? Why 15 00:00:41,240 --> 00:00:44,479 Speaker 1: are you in the same places as I? 16 00:00:44,640 --> 00:00:48,280 Speaker 4: Like, she's in all these great places because she's this 17 00:00:48,400 --> 00:00:49,160 Speaker 4: huge superstar. 18 00:00:49,200 --> 00:00:51,199 Speaker 1: Okay, you know what You're right, Let me change my perspective. 19 00:00:52,680 --> 00:00:54,320 Speaker 4: I was able to say something to you, but not 20 00:00:54,360 --> 00:00:55,960 Speaker 4: in front of company. Some things you. 21 00:00:55,960 --> 00:00:57,640 Speaker 3: Need to check you're going to be best behavior. 22 00:00:57,960 --> 00:01:00,960 Speaker 2: Yes, the name of this album, This One is personal. 23 00:01:01,280 --> 00:01:02,800 Speaker 2: When I'm looking into the album, the first thing I 24 00:01:02,800 --> 00:01:07,119 Speaker 2: think is who is the main inspired this? 25 00:01:08,120 --> 00:01:11,680 Speaker 3: Yeah? It was, it was. It was hard. It was, 26 00:01:11,720 --> 00:01:13,880 Speaker 3: But honestly, I think I feel like it's like a 27 00:01:13,880 --> 00:01:17,720 Speaker 3: combination of different scenarios. I think that there's different things 28 00:01:17,760 --> 00:01:21,919 Speaker 3: that I've gone through that I really haven't I hadn't 29 00:01:21,959 --> 00:01:24,520 Speaker 3: dealt with and I was just moving and just going 30 00:01:24,560 --> 00:01:27,319 Speaker 3: on to different things. So it's just the last one 31 00:01:27,440 --> 00:01:29,520 Speaker 3: was just really like it was really bad. 32 00:01:29,880 --> 00:01:31,680 Speaker 4: Yeah, it was. It was really. 33 00:01:31,720 --> 00:01:33,559 Speaker 3: I don't want to give him too much credit because 34 00:01:34,240 --> 00:01:36,640 Speaker 3: I'm doing way better than him, so I don't want 35 00:01:36,640 --> 00:01:37,600 Speaker 3: to kick him while he's down. 36 00:01:40,560 --> 00:01:43,679 Speaker 1: So what there's specific moments are events that you drew 37 00:01:43,720 --> 00:01:45,039 Speaker 1: on while making this album. 38 00:01:45,520 --> 00:01:49,200 Speaker 3: Every single thing was something. It wasn't like, you know, 39 00:01:49,280 --> 00:01:51,400 Speaker 3: like when you're writing or you're in the studio and 40 00:01:51,400 --> 00:01:55,480 Speaker 3: you're kind of fabricating stuff. No, everything was like exactly 41 00:01:55,520 --> 00:01:58,800 Speaker 3: what I went through, every single emotion, every single line, 42 00:01:58,960 --> 00:02:02,040 Speaker 3: everything was like, yeah, it was deep. So and that 43 00:02:02,120 --> 00:02:05,600 Speaker 3: was really important for me for this project because doing 44 00:02:06,040 --> 00:02:10,000 Speaker 3: Aphrobe a lot of times is about feel good, right. 45 00:02:12,280 --> 00:02:14,600 Speaker 3: I decided to take a leap of faith and just 46 00:02:14,760 --> 00:02:17,120 Speaker 3: really put out my heart, which we don't really get 47 00:02:17,639 --> 00:02:18,560 Speaker 3: in in aphrob. 48 00:02:19,280 --> 00:02:21,360 Speaker 2: That's interesting because you know, when I'm here now, it 49 00:02:21,360 --> 00:02:23,840 Speaker 2: does sound like it's more traditional R and B. Yeah, right, 50 00:02:24,320 --> 00:02:26,600 Speaker 2: So you think it's I don't want to say impossible, 51 00:02:26,600 --> 00:02:29,880 Speaker 2: but it's hard to deliver these kind of messages with afrobeats. 52 00:02:30,560 --> 00:02:32,320 Speaker 3: I don't think so. But for me it was hard 53 00:02:32,320 --> 00:02:34,720 Speaker 3: for me because I'm from I fell in love with 54 00:02:34,840 --> 00:02:37,200 Speaker 3: R and B. That's like, that was what really got 55 00:02:37,240 --> 00:02:40,359 Speaker 3: me into doing music. Like you know, I saw Brandy 56 00:02:40,400 --> 00:02:42,880 Speaker 3: and that's how I was like, yeah, I started shedding 57 00:02:42,880 --> 00:02:45,320 Speaker 3: Brandy and listened to Brandy. So for me, that's my 58 00:02:45,440 --> 00:02:48,920 Speaker 3: comfort zone. So when I want to listen to something 59 00:02:48,960 --> 00:02:50,880 Speaker 3: to evoke some kind of emotion, I go back to 60 00:02:50,919 --> 00:02:52,760 Speaker 3: my R and B playlist. So I had to go 61 00:02:52,840 --> 00:02:54,880 Speaker 3: back to that for me. I mean, other people can 62 00:02:55,000 --> 00:02:57,720 Speaker 3: can do it with aphrobe but it wasn't it's not 63 00:02:57,800 --> 00:03:00,800 Speaker 3: typically what I would do. Yes, So I went back 64 00:03:00,840 --> 00:03:01,600 Speaker 3: to my first love. 65 00:03:01,800 --> 00:03:03,520 Speaker 4: I could feel the Brandy in it. But even too, 66 00:03:03,520 --> 00:03:05,440 Speaker 4: I think the sound and softness of your voice on 67 00:03:05,480 --> 00:03:07,760 Speaker 4: some of the songs, which I don't probably do a purpose. 68 00:03:07,800 --> 00:03:11,560 Speaker 4: It's just your voice, but it is very Brandy reminiscent. 69 00:03:11,200 --> 00:03:14,280 Speaker 3: Like nah, she's like my mentor man, like she's like yeah. 70 00:03:14,880 --> 00:03:18,040 Speaker 3: The reason why I even really really got into music was, yeah, 71 00:03:18,200 --> 00:03:21,960 Speaker 3: just studying her, like studying her harmonies, her vocal air 72 00:03:22,080 --> 00:03:24,520 Speaker 3: and everything was just yeah, man. 73 00:03:24,840 --> 00:03:27,240 Speaker 4: Do you guys have a personal relationship too, We're just 74 00:03:27,280 --> 00:03:28,760 Speaker 4: like aspirational mentor. 75 00:03:28,760 --> 00:03:31,440 Speaker 3: Well we have a song together. So we've done a 76 00:03:31,480 --> 00:03:36,520 Speaker 3: song together called Somebody's Son, And yeah, definitely obviously worked 77 00:03:36,520 --> 00:03:38,880 Speaker 3: with her, did the video and we're still you know, 78 00:03:39,000 --> 00:03:43,240 Speaker 3: in DMS and things were still Yeah, yeah, she's she's incredible. 79 00:03:43,280 --> 00:03:47,920 Speaker 3: You know they always say, don't meet your idol es. Yeah, no, 80 00:03:48,160 --> 00:03:51,200 Speaker 3: it was, yeah, she was. It was completely different. I 81 00:03:51,320 --> 00:03:53,880 Speaker 3: was so in awe of her, Like recording it in 82 00:03:53,880 --> 00:03:55,119 Speaker 3: the studio, I couldn't even stay. 83 00:03:55,120 --> 00:03:56,960 Speaker 4: I had to leave the studio. 84 00:03:57,040 --> 00:03:59,720 Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, I couldn't stay. Like wow, yeah. 85 00:03:59,560 --> 00:04:03,000 Speaker 1: It was it was like did that fuck with your performance? 86 00:04:03,520 --> 00:04:05,040 Speaker 1: Was that message your performance? 87 00:04:05,080 --> 00:04:07,560 Speaker 3: Like do you feel like oh, I'd already recorded my part. 88 00:04:07,640 --> 00:04:10,240 Speaker 3: So when I was just sitting there just listening to 89 00:04:10,280 --> 00:04:14,200 Speaker 3: her in the studio, like I was just like wow, 90 00:04:14,240 --> 00:04:16,880 Speaker 3: I remembered when I was just like thirteen fourteen. I 91 00:04:16,920 --> 00:04:19,760 Speaker 3: had to just step out to be like, yoh God, 92 00:04:19,880 --> 00:04:21,680 Speaker 3: are you really doing this for me? Is this really 93 00:04:21,680 --> 00:04:23,640 Speaker 3: happening here? It was like a blessing of. 94 00:04:24,320 --> 00:04:26,760 Speaker 2: How did you decide which stories you were ready to 95 00:04:26,839 --> 00:04:28,760 Speaker 2: share on this album and which ones you want to 96 00:04:28,839 --> 00:04:29,360 Speaker 2: keep private. 97 00:04:29,760 --> 00:04:32,600 Speaker 3: I didn't keep anything I did. I just I put 98 00:04:32,839 --> 00:04:35,000 Speaker 3: everything out like. I was just like, yeah, I need 99 00:04:35,040 --> 00:04:37,720 Speaker 3: to and a lot of people doubted. A lot of 100 00:04:37,760 --> 00:04:40,640 Speaker 3: you know, people were like, m it's a bit too personal. 101 00:04:40,800 --> 00:04:43,320 Speaker 3: People are not really going to relate. It's a bit 102 00:04:43,360 --> 00:04:47,120 Speaker 3: too musical because I had like on ten percent, for instance, 103 00:04:47,120 --> 00:04:50,040 Speaker 3: I had like live instruments. I went to Nashville and 104 00:04:50,400 --> 00:04:54,279 Speaker 3: those are live horns, live guitars, live drum, live bass. 105 00:04:55,120 --> 00:04:57,680 Speaker 3: I even had like, instead of some songs, I didn't 106 00:04:57,680 --> 00:04:59,960 Speaker 3: put like a second verse, I put like a musical break. 107 00:05:00,640 --> 00:05:02,680 Speaker 3: And people are like, no, in the world of TikTok, 108 00:05:02,800 --> 00:05:05,039 Speaker 3: no one's really gonna no, one's really going to mess 109 00:05:05,080 --> 00:05:07,680 Speaker 3: with this type of music. So it was just like, yeah, no, 110 00:05:07,960 --> 00:05:12,080 Speaker 3: this is I studied music, so I need to I 111 00:05:12,120 --> 00:05:14,159 Speaker 3: need to go back to my root. And I wasn't 112 00:05:14,320 --> 00:05:17,280 Speaker 3: worried about streams or anything like. Seriously, I really. 113 00:05:17,080 --> 00:05:19,560 Speaker 2: Wasn't such an interesting song because you say that your 114 00:05:19,600 --> 00:05:26,120 Speaker 2: phone was in the studio from some guys somebody signed. 115 00:05:26,040 --> 00:05:29,760 Speaker 3: No, no, seriously no, it was in the middle of 116 00:05:29,839 --> 00:05:33,800 Speaker 3: the session. Yes, And I went to get some yes, 117 00:05:34,120 --> 00:05:37,280 Speaker 3: and I'm not like literally like I just got out 118 00:05:37,279 --> 00:05:39,200 Speaker 3: of that situation and I was like, I'm going to 119 00:05:39,240 --> 00:05:41,400 Speaker 3: be outside. I don't care like I want to just 120 00:05:41,720 --> 00:05:45,279 Speaker 3: you know, just be wild. And yeah, I got I 121 00:05:45,320 --> 00:05:47,159 Speaker 3: got a message and it was just like come over 122 00:05:47,240 --> 00:05:49,360 Speaker 3: and I was like, then I got a picture and 123 00:05:49,400 --> 00:05:59,000 Speaker 3: I was like, oh, oh my god, did you why 124 00:05:59,080 --> 00:05:59,719 Speaker 3: that's something? 125 00:06:00,640 --> 00:06:02,600 Speaker 4: It was a picture, not a video though, that was 126 00:06:02,640 --> 00:06:03,040 Speaker 4: a picture. 127 00:06:03,080 --> 00:06:05,000 Speaker 1: You know, we called it, we call it being digmatized. 128 00:06:05,360 --> 00:06:05,640 Speaker 4: Wa. 129 00:06:07,000 --> 00:06:09,000 Speaker 2: You're in the middle of a studio session. You work 130 00:06:09,600 --> 00:06:11,880 Speaker 2: towards your goals and your dreams. 131 00:06:11,440 --> 00:06:14,919 Speaker 3: And just ca yeah, because you know, it's like you know, 132 00:06:15,040 --> 00:06:16,600 Speaker 3: like when you're going to the gym, you're learning to 133 00:06:16,640 --> 00:06:18,360 Speaker 3: work out so you can you free your mind. 134 00:06:18,760 --> 00:06:22,440 Speaker 4: Okay, your phone was on ten percent though, did it 135 00:06:22,480 --> 00:06:23,000 Speaker 4: die in the car? 136 00:06:23,080 --> 00:06:25,279 Speaker 3: You just know I was fast, That's what I was. 137 00:06:25,320 --> 00:06:26,960 Speaker 3: I was. I was getting fast. I was I was 138 00:06:26,960 --> 00:06:28,880 Speaker 3: telling my driver like, you need to hurry out because 139 00:06:28,920 --> 00:06:30,520 Speaker 3: you know, when I get to his place, I want 140 00:06:30,520 --> 00:06:32,360 Speaker 3: to be able to call him and be like I'm downstairs. 141 00:06:32,680 --> 00:06:34,640 Speaker 1: You didn't have to drive if they had a charger. 142 00:06:34,920 --> 00:06:37,119 Speaker 3: No, no, I was my car, but was my driver 143 00:06:38,400 --> 00:06:39,679 Speaker 3: charge in your No, I didn't. 144 00:06:39,720 --> 00:06:41,839 Speaker 4: You were about the wrong thing. She was in the 145 00:06:41,880 --> 00:06:44,279 Speaker 4: back spring on the little sprit spray get look right 146 00:06:44,400 --> 00:06:47,240 Speaker 4: like she was getting you ready, already ready. 147 00:06:47,480 --> 00:06:50,440 Speaker 1: It was hold on that you got your mind cleared 148 00:06:51,480 --> 00:06:52,760 Speaker 1: and you went back to the studio. 149 00:06:53,160 --> 00:06:55,560 Speaker 3: I didn't go back that day. Iay, I know, I 150 00:06:55,600 --> 00:06:57,360 Speaker 3: was like I was in the rush. He wasn't trying 151 00:06:57,400 --> 00:06:57,720 Speaker 3: to kick me. 152 00:06:57,839 --> 00:07:00,360 Speaker 4: You spend the night, what day? 153 00:07:00,680 --> 00:07:03,000 Speaker 3: Forget a bit now. 154 00:07:06,040 --> 00:07:07,720 Speaker 2: I just want to know creatively, what came to you 155 00:07:07,760 --> 00:07:12,120 Speaker 2: after you. 156 00:07:12,520 --> 00:07:13,040 Speaker 4: Addicted? 157 00:07:13,840 --> 00:07:16,760 Speaker 1: Oh okay, all right. 158 00:07:17,560 --> 00:07:19,120 Speaker 3: Oh my god. 159 00:07:19,800 --> 00:07:21,360 Speaker 2: And it said it took you two years to make 160 00:07:21,360 --> 00:07:23,800 Speaker 2: this album, Yeah it did. Why because what were some 161 00:07:23,880 --> 00:07:24,760 Speaker 2: of the biggest challenges. 162 00:07:25,720 --> 00:07:29,120 Speaker 3: I would stop and start. Initially, I would like a 163 00:07:29,160 --> 00:07:32,280 Speaker 3: lot of people trying to convince me to go more 164 00:07:32,320 --> 00:07:34,320 Speaker 3: afro beat. So I would be in the studio and 165 00:07:34,360 --> 00:07:37,160 Speaker 3: I'll record a lot, and then I'll listen to it 166 00:07:37,200 --> 00:07:40,200 Speaker 3: and I'll start and I'll say, no, I want to 167 00:07:40,240 --> 00:07:43,920 Speaker 3: really do this type of project that's R and B leaning, 168 00:07:43,920 --> 00:07:45,200 Speaker 3: and I have to do it in my full chest. 169 00:07:45,360 --> 00:07:48,600 Speaker 3: I can't just dabble like I've been doing for years. 170 00:07:48,640 --> 00:07:51,760 Speaker 3: So it took me two years to just and also 171 00:07:51,840 --> 00:07:54,760 Speaker 3: like mentally to be ready emotionally to get through that, 172 00:07:54,880 --> 00:07:59,480 Speaker 3: to be able to sing sing, sing, And I think 173 00:07:59,480 --> 00:08:01,120 Speaker 3: when you're when you want to do like R and 174 00:08:01,120 --> 00:08:04,560 Speaker 3: B records, you have to singing. You can't just I 175 00:08:04,560 --> 00:08:06,560 Speaker 3: can kind of get away with it sometimes enough for me, 176 00:08:07,080 --> 00:08:09,680 Speaker 3: but vocally I had to get my chops up, so 177 00:08:09,760 --> 00:08:13,040 Speaker 3: it took me a while. Do you get a pushback 178 00:08:13,080 --> 00:08:15,880 Speaker 3: from some fans because like, you know, I know you dibble, 179 00:08:15,960 --> 00:08:18,320 Speaker 3: dabble into R and B, but now this project is 180 00:08:18,520 --> 00:08:19,400 Speaker 3: very much R and B. 181 00:08:19,760 --> 00:08:22,320 Speaker 4: It doesn't sound like afrobeats? Are they? How do they 182 00:08:22,320 --> 00:08:23,760 Speaker 4: feel about that? You're fans? 183 00:08:25,320 --> 00:08:27,600 Speaker 3: My real fans really know that this is what I 184 00:08:27,640 --> 00:08:31,080 Speaker 3: wanted to do. Anybody else I don't care. I'm not 185 00:08:31,120 --> 00:08:35,160 Speaker 3: seeking their opinion. Yeah, so I don't. But to be honest, 186 00:08:36,080 --> 00:08:40,000 Speaker 3: I've gotten so much love, yes, from even people that 187 00:08:40,360 --> 00:08:44,240 Speaker 3: weren't my fans, people who didn't even really listen to 188 00:08:45,000 --> 00:08:47,360 Speaker 3: your savage for instance, to be like yo, and a 189 00:08:47,360 --> 00:08:49,920 Speaker 3: lot of them don't even know I'm like jan so 190 00:08:49,960 --> 00:08:53,640 Speaker 3: they're like yeah, but they think I'm just like, you know, 191 00:08:54,200 --> 00:08:56,960 Speaker 3: an American singing like and they're like, who's this new whatever? 192 00:08:57,040 --> 00:09:00,840 Speaker 3: And I'm like, yo, she's African. Wow. Like, so it's 193 00:09:00,920 --> 00:09:03,360 Speaker 3: opening me up to like a whole new audience. 194 00:09:03,800 --> 00:09:06,280 Speaker 4: I was talking about how crazy it is. When I 195 00:09:06,360 --> 00:09:08,280 Speaker 4: was seeing you around for fashion week. There were a 196 00:09:08,280 --> 00:09:10,200 Speaker 4: lot of people that I was with who didn't know 197 00:09:10,240 --> 00:09:13,400 Speaker 4: who you were. But because you were so gorgeous and like, 198 00:09:13,440 --> 00:09:15,360 Speaker 4: you know, you're performing and you're walking in the shows, 199 00:09:15,360 --> 00:09:16,559 Speaker 4: They're like, who is this girl? 200 00:09:16,880 --> 00:09:17,960 Speaker 3: I don't know her? 201 00:09:18,240 --> 00:09:20,000 Speaker 4: But coming over here to the US, there probably are 202 00:09:20,080 --> 00:09:22,559 Speaker 4: a lot of people, even though you've been back and forth, 203 00:09:22,600 --> 00:09:24,760 Speaker 4: you know, that are discovering you. Now, what is that 204 00:09:24,840 --> 00:09:26,240 Speaker 4: like for you because you've been here. 205 00:09:26,720 --> 00:09:30,520 Speaker 3: Yeah, you know a lot of artists find it hard 206 00:09:30,679 --> 00:09:34,240 Speaker 3: because they're so big in their territory or whatever. They 207 00:09:34,280 --> 00:09:36,880 Speaker 3: find it hard to like, I don't know if it's 208 00:09:36,920 --> 00:09:38,600 Speaker 3: an ego thing, but they find it hard to like 209 00:09:38,880 --> 00:09:41,800 Speaker 3: go somewhere where maybe nobody knows who they are. Yeah, Like, 210 00:09:41,960 --> 00:09:45,600 Speaker 3: and I love that. I actually think that it's an 211 00:09:45,600 --> 00:09:49,480 Speaker 3: opportunity for me to reintroduce myself again and like learn 212 00:09:49,559 --> 00:09:53,240 Speaker 3: from maybe stuff that I've done and where people actually 213 00:09:53,360 --> 00:09:56,720 Speaker 3: know me and they know things about me that yeah, 214 00:09:56,720 --> 00:09:59,920 Speaker 3: I'm trying to like shy away from. So for me, 215 00:10:00,120 --> 00:10:02,560 Speaker 3: this is my introduction again to like a new market. 216 00:10:02,600 --> 00:10:06,680 Speaker 3: I love it. I love going to like you said, 217 00:10:06,760 --> 00:10:09,600 Speaker 3: places and they don't know, they don't know who I am, 218 00:10:09,640 --> 00:10:12,480 Speaker 3: and I'm just introducing myself. I'm starting all over again, 219 00:10:13,080 --> 00:10:17,800 Speaker 3: but this time I'm starting better because I've learned. Now 220 00:10:17,920 --> 00:10:20,800 Speaker 3: there's certain things that I may not do or I 221 00:10:20,880 --> 00:10:21,199 Speaker 3: may do it. 222 00:10:21,360 --> 00:10:23,679 Speaker 2: But when people look you up, you know, they say, oh, 223 00:10:23,760 --> 00:10:26,800 Speaker 2: she's the Queen of AfroB that's that's an expectation. 224 00:10:26,880 --> 00:10:27,880 Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, And I know that. 225 00:10:27,880 --> 00:10:30,959 Speaker 1: You always reject the title quick, why is it? 226 00:10:31,480 --> 00:10:34,720 Speaker 3: I don't reject it, but I feel like i've you know, 227 00:10:34,800 --> 00:10:37,080 Speaker 3: when I've embraced it in the past, they feel like 228 00:10:37,120 --> 00:10:41,280 Speaker 3: I've done it and I've excluded other women or I've 229 00:10:41,280 --> 00:10:44,200 Speaker 3: felt like I'm the only one. And so now I 230 00:10:44,320 --> 00:10:46,760 Speaker 3: try to explain that, Yeah, I do embrace it. I 231 00:10:46,800 --> 00:10:49,360 Speaker 3: love it. I'm not shying away from it. But there 232 00:10:49,400 --> 00:10:52,480 Speaker 3: are other other women that you know should get that 233 00:10:53,400 --> 00:10:56,360 Speaker 3: or should get that. I get that spotlight. 234 00:10:56,880 --> 00:10:58,839 Speaker 1: You think people put African artists in a box. 235 00:10:59,160 --> 00:11:02,200 Speaker 3: All the time. I think even with award shows, like 236 00:11:03,760 --> 00:11:05,880 Speaker 3: you go to award shows and then there's a whole 237 00:11:05,880 --> 00:11:11,360 Speaker 3: continent in one category, like an aprob B category and 238 00:11:11,400 --> 00:11:14,920 Speaker 3: then you're like, I'm not doing what Berner's doing. I'm 239 00:11:14,920 --> 00:11:17,760 Speaker 3: not doing what Tyler's doing or whatever. It's just a 240 00:11:17,880 --> 00:11:21,800 Speaker 3: whole different like it's a continent, like we speak different languages. 241 00:11:21,840 --> 00:11:25,360 Speaker 3: So it's like, for me, it was really important for 242 00:11:25,360 --> 00:11:28,640 Speaker 3: me to also do this for them not to put 243 00:11:28,679 --> 00:11:31,760 Speaker 3: me in a box because I can't like R and 244 00:11:31,840 --> 00:11:35,480 Speaker 3: B is you know my background, and I can do 245 00:11:35,559 --> 00:11:38,640 Speaker 3: it authentically well, and I want that to be able 246 00:11:38,679 --> 00:11:41,160 Speaker 3: to inspire other people where you know, they want to 247 00:11:41,200 --> 00:11:43,400 Speaker 3: do a hip hop art album and you know what 248 00:11:43,559 --> 00:11:46,080 Speaker 3: I mean, do it well if you're going to do it. 249 00:11:46,120 --> 00:11:49,120 Speaker 3: But yeah, just because you're from a certain place doesn't 250 00:11:49,160 --> 00:11:50,920 Speaker 3: mean you should only do that type of music. 251 00:11:51,040 --> 00:11:55,959 Speaker 2: It's gonna be interesting to see how musical award shows 252 00:11:56,040 --> 00:11:59,160 Speaker 2: recognize this album, right, because yeah, because it should be 253 00:11:59,160 --> 00:12:03,760 Speaker 2: in the R and B Cady right in the know and. 254 00:12:04,720 --> 00:12:07,319 Speaker 3: Yeah, and that's that's nerve wrecking for me too. Actually, 255 00:12:07,400 --> 00:12:09,560 Speaker 3: But again, I think I've just blocked my mind to 256 00:12:09,679 --> 00:12:12,160 Speaker 3: like I'm not doing it forwards, I'm not doing it forever. 257 00:12:12,200 --> 00:12:15,240 Speaker 3: I'm doing it for like my core fans, Like that's 258 00:12:15,280 --> 00:12:17,599 Speaker 3: that's the only way I can Otherwise I wouldn't have 259 00:12:17,640 --> 00:12:19,599 Speaker 3: been able to do it. I would have snuck in 260 00:12:19,760 --> 00:12:24,319 Speaker 3: more aphrobeat records, more aphrobeat features and collapse, and it 261 00:12:24,360 --> 00:12:26,439 Speaker 3: would defeat the purpose, Like I wouldn't I wouldn't be 262 00:12:26,480 --> 00:12:28,760 Speaker 3: doing it with my full test. Yeah, so I need 263 00:12:28,760 --> 00:12:31,160 Speaker 3: to I needed to get away from that. 264 00:12:31,520 --> 00:12:34,000 Speaker 4: What's the background of your like, like, where does your 265 00:12:34,040 --> 00:12:36,840 Speaker 4: love for R and B come from? Because looking you up, 266 00:12:36,880 --> 00:12:39,640 Speaker 4: I saw that you wrote for Monica prior to you 267 00:12:39,640 --> 00:12:41,320 Speaker 4: do back you sung back up from Mary J. 268 00:12:41,400 --> 00:12:41,760 Speaker 3: Blanche. 269 00:12:42,320 --> 00:12:45,600 Speaker 4: You put vocals on one of Winnie Houston's Houston's last albums. 270 00:12:46,520 --> 00:12:48,280 Speaker 4: How did you fall? Like you don't you know not 271 00:12:48,320 --> 00:12:49,760 Speaker 4: even how did you fall? You don't fall into that 272 00:12:49,760 --> 00:12:51,560 Speaker 4: type of stuff, So what was the journey getting to 273 00:12:51,600 --> 00:12:53,120 Speaker 4: that point of those things? 274 00:12:53,440 --> 00:12:55,160 Speaker 3: It was It's like a snowball effect. So I was 275 00:12:55,160 --> 00:12:59,240 Speaker 3: in London. I started I went for backup, like the 276 00:12:59,280 --> 00:13:02,760 Speaker 3: auditions for like backup singing. I got it. I was 277 00:13:02,800 --> 00:13:04,840 Speaker 3: like excited, like yo, I'm getting paid to do this, 278 00:13:04,960 --> 00:13:09,640 Speaker 3: Like this is crazy. And then from there I'm watching 279 00:13:09,720 --> 00:13:12,840 Speaker 3: TV I see I want to be down Brandy and 280 00:13:12,880 --> 00:13:16,200 Speaker 3: I'm just obsessed by it. So I just really started 281 00:13:16,280 --> 00:13:19,080 Speaker 3: studying studying her, and then you just get into like 282 00:13:19,120 --> 00:13:22,959 Speaker 3: this rabbit hole where you're now discovering Monica and SWV 283 00:13:23,320 --> 00:13:25,480 Speaker 3: and Mary J. Blige and it's just going and going, 284 00:13:25,520 --> 00:13:28,720 Speaker 3: and then I'm just getting good at it, like and 285 00:13:28,720 --> 00:13:32,120 Speaker 3: then I'm getting gigs from just doing backup vocals from 286 00:13:32,120 --> 00:13:37,000 Speaker 3: doing backup vocals. My dad. My dad is like, you 287 00:13:37,040 --> 00:13:40,079 Speaker 3: can't do music unless you study for music African parents, 288 00:13:40,120 --> 00:13:45,040 Speaker 3: And I'm like right. So my first degree was an 289 00:13:45,080 --> 00:13:48,360 Speaker 3: account So I did accounts, gave him the degree. I said, 290 00:13:48,360 --> 00:13:49,760 Speaker 3: I want to go into music. He said, no, you 291 00:13:49,800 --> 00:13:52,320 Speaker 3: have to study music. I'm like that, Michael Jackson did 292 00:13:52,360 --> 00:13:54,880 Speaker 3: not go to school with music, Like that's not what 293 00:13:54,920 --> 00:13:57,880 Speaker 3: we do, and he forced me to go. In an 294 00:13:57,920 --> 00:14:01,559 Speaker 3: audition for Berkeley and Boston. I got a full scholarship. 295 00:14:02,360 --> 00:14:06,800 Speaker 3: Studied jazz, and then I studied songwriting and then like, yeah, 296 00:14:06,840 --> 00:14:09,920 Speaker 3: I just studied building my resume from there. Wow, that's 297 00:14:09,960 --> 00:14:11,040 Speaker 3: pretty insane. 298 00:14:11,480 --> 00:14:13,360 Speaker 1: On the song I'm Done, you say you don't want 299 00:14:13,360 --> 00:14:13,920 Speaker 1: to love again? 300 00:14:14,240 --> 00:14:14,880 Speaker 3: Yeah? 301 00:14:15,000 --> 00:14:16,040 Speaker 1: Do you feel that way for real? 302 00:14:16,200 --> 00:14:17,600 Speaker 3: I really, I really do. 303 00:14:18,000 --> 00:14:20,720 Speaker 1: What Yeah, gotta be careful what you say to the universe. 304 00:14:20,760 --> 00:14:26,120 Speaker 3: Now, Yeah, I know, I know, And I just that 305 00:14:26,240 --> 00:14:28,800 Speaker 3: place was dark, you know, it was really for me 306 00:14:28,880 --> 00:14:33,720 Speaker 3: to I, Ah, I'm scared that someone's gonna come or 307 00:14:33,760 --> 00:14:36,400 Speaker 3: the right person's gonna come, and I'm just gonna project 308 00:14:36,400 --> 00:14:42,360 Speaker 3: my trauma on them. Yeah, that's because I'm going to 309 00:14:42,400 --> 00:14:46,360 Speaker 3: give everything. I'm really honestly going to give everything. And 310 00:14:46,400 --> 00:14:50,600 Speaker 3: can I really do that again? And just unless God 311 00:14:50,640 --> 00:14:53,680 Speaker 3: opens up the heavens and says, this is my child, 312 00:14:53,800 --> 00:14:56,880 Speaker 3: this is who you're supposed to be with. I can't. 313 00:14:56,960 --> 00:14:58,960 Speaker 3: I can't see myself opening up like that again. 314 00:14:59,000 --> 00:15:03,440 Speaker 1: But if God is, if you know that you have unhealed. 315 00:15:03,080 --> 00:15:08,880 Speaker 3: Trumple, yeah, I would say about seventy percent eight I am. 316 00:15:09,560 --> 00:15:11,800 Speaker 3: I'm still doing it every day. I still yeah, I 317 00:15:11,840 --> 00:15:12,320 Speaker 3: still do it. 318 00:15:12,360 --> 00:15:14,960 Speaker 1: So you don't want to meet somebody until you are 319 00:15:14,960 --> 00:15:16,200 Speaker 1: a more healed version. 320 00:15:16,040 --> 00:15:20,360 Speaker 3: Of Yeah, I need to be completely like got you? Yeah, completely, 321 00:15:20,360 --> 00:15:21,520 Speaker 3: one hundred percent whole. 322 00:15:21,480 --> 00:15:22,720 Speaker 1: Because right now you're just toxic. 323 00:15:23,440 --> 00:15:24,280 Speaker 3: No I'm not. 324 00:15:26,720 --> 00:15:29,520 Speaker 4: No way, are you hurt still? 325 00:15:30,720 --> 00:15:31,040 Speaker 1: No? 326 00:15:31,320 --> 00:15:35,840 Speaker 3: I think nah that that situation, all those situations is done. No, 327 00:15:36,560 --> 00:15:40,600 Speaker 3: I'm just I'm just a bit. I'm just wary man, 328 00:15:40,720 --> 00:15:46,000 Speaker 3: because I can't I don't believe words. Yeah, yeah, yeah, 329 00:15:46,000 --> 00:15:48,400 Speaker 3: I don't believe Yeah, I don't believe. I don't believe words. 330 00:15:48,440 --> 00:15:51,640 Speaker 3: I'm just I'm hard now, Like, yeah, you have to 331 00:15:51,760 --> 00:15:53,040 Speaker 3: you have to really come hard. 332 00:15:54,280 --> 00:15:57,080 Speaker 2: You said this albums therapeutic for you. It was, so 333 00:15:57,280 --> 00:15:59,320 Speaker 2: have you ever actually gone to there? 334 00:15:59,520 --> 00:15:59,680 Speaker 3: Yeah? 335 00:15:59,720 --> 00:16:01,320 Speaker 4: Yeah, okay, And I still do. 336 00:16:02,440 --> 00:16:05,000 Speaker 3: Like before it used to be regular, like a couple 337 00:16:05,040 --> 00:16:09,040 Speaker 3: of times a week, but now it's like as of 338 00:16:09,080 --> 00:16:11,760 Speaker 3: when I need it, Like if I feel like, okay, 339 00:16:12,120 --> 00:16:14,760 Speaker 3: I need to just talk to someone about something, yeah, 340 00:16:14,800 --> 00:16:17,880 Speaker 3: then I still do. And I think we don't talk 341 00:16:17,920 --> 00:16:21,480 Speaker 3: about it a lot in my culture. Yeah, yeah, it's 342 00:16:21,520 --> 00:16:21,920 Speaker 3: a stigma. 343 00:16:22,000 --> 00:16:23,880 Speaker 1: I mean, I think it's just black people all across the. 344 00:16:23,880 --> 00:16:24,640 Speaker 3: World here as well. 345 00:16:25,200 --> 00:16:26,320 Speaker 1: I think it's changed. 346 00:16:26,440 --> 00:16:28,800 Speaker 3: I feel like more you guys are more open to it. 347 00:16:28,800 --> 00:16:30,400 Speaker 1: It's changed over the last several years. 348 00:16:30,480 --> 00:16:33,520 Speaker 3: Yeah, I think. So, yeah, you're not. And Niger's like, what, no, 349 00:16:33,760 --> 00:16:39,880 Speaker 3: just go to church, I believe right here. 350 00:16:39,920 --> 00:16:41,400 Speaker 4: I think it depends on the age of the person 351 00:16:41,440 --> 00:16:44,480 Speaker 4: you're talking to. Certain age of like it's like older 352 00:16:44,520 --> 00:16:46,920 Speaker 4: I know, like my family, older black women in my 353 00:16:46,960 --> 00:16:49,560 Speaker 4: family will tell you just go to church, but they 354 00:16:49,840 --> 00:16:53,160 Speaker 4: mean you need to speak to someone, yes, yeah, and 355 00:16:53,200 --> 00:16:55,560 Speaker 4: all the things. But we younger will say you should 356 00:16:55,560 --> 00:16:57,400 Speaker 4: probably do therapy or talk to a friend or something 357 00:16:57,440 --> 00:16:57,680 Speaker 4: like that. 358 00:16:57,760 --> 00:17:00,320 Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, yeah, but a lot of people use chat 359 00:17:01,720 --> 00:17:04,440 Speaker 3: for therapy. Yeah, a lot of people say to me, 360 00:17:04,440 --> 00:17:07,040 Speaker 3: you're wasting your money, just put it into the chat. 361 00:17:07,119 --> 00:17:09,720 Speaker 3: I'm like, what crazy? 362 00:17:10,320 --> 00:17:12,480 Speaker 2: When did you realize that you just didn't want to 363 00:17:12,520 --> 00:17:15,320 Speaker 2: love again? Though, because I feel like that's a temporary thing. 364 00:17:15,359 --> 00:17:20,920 Speaker 3: Because one, yeah, I love my son, Yes, absolutely right, 365 00:17:21,200 --> 00:17:24,160 Speaker 3: I love my team, I love you know, my friends. 366 00:17:24,280 --> 00:17:27,280 Speaker 3: I've been married before. I'm like, yeah, I'm not I'm 367 00:17:27,320 --> 00:17:30,760 Speaker 3: not young. I'm forty five. Yeah, I'm good. 368 00:17:31,480 --> 00:17:36,080 Speaker 2: But you love other things like penis. 369 00:17:43,359 --> 00:17:46,880 Speaker 4: I don't know if I come attached to I've gone. 370 00:17:46,760 --> 00:17:50,199 Speaker 3: Like maybe like three years without. I know, it's not 371 00:17:50,240 --> 00:17:53,440 Speaker 3: something like I really like I'm crazy. 372 00:17:53,119 --> 00:17:57,840 Speaker 4: About Yeah, three hundred and sixty five days time time. 373 00:17:58,320 --> 00:17:59,680 Speaker 3: Yeah, I've done that. 374 00:18:00,440 --> 00:18:02,240 Speaker 1: So you don't need so so you have to be 375 00:18:02,240 --> 00:18:03,040 Speaker 1: in love to take it. 376 00:18:03,200 --> 00:18:05,080 Speaker 3: Yes, yes, I don't have to be with someone for 377 00:18:05,160 --> 00:18:08,800 Speaker 3: me to even think about it. Like I don't have toys, like, yeah. 378 00:18:08,840 --> 00:18:09,600 Speaker 1: I understand that. 379 00:18:09,760 --> 00:18:12,359 Speaker 3: Yeah, maybe I need to. Maybe that's what for my 380 00:18:12,440 --> 00:18:15,280 Speaker 3: Christmas present. Maybe people should get me some toys right now. 381 00:18:15,520 --> 00:18:17,639 Speaker 1: Now, you have a whole bunch of roles just for Christmas. 382 00:18:17,680 --> 00:18:21,120 Speaker 2: You're wondering why why all these boxes Buzzing't they're gonna 383 00:18:21,119 --> 00:18:22,080 Speaker 2: be checking them for bombs? 384 00:18:22,080 --> 00:18:26,320 Speaker 1: That go ahead. 385 00:18:26,720 --> 00:18:29,000 Speaker 4: I was gonna say you you recently got your fans going. 386 00:18:29,320 --> 00:18:31,399 Speaker 4: You're trying to figure out who you were talking about. 387 00:18:32,000 --> 00:18:34,240 Speaker 4: You did an interview, You did an interview. You talk 388 00:18:34,280 --> 00:18:37,520 Speaker 4: about the secret romance, and you know this the celebrity 389 00:18:37,560 --> 00:18:39,520 Speaker 4: you were dating, and it had to be on the 390 00:18:39,560 --> 00:18:41,439 Speaker 4: low and they would do parties at the house and 391 00:18:41,480 --> 00:18:43,280 Speaker 4: you would stay away from the people when the parties 392 00:18:43,280 --> 00:18:45,480 Speaker 4: would be going on. Now people want to know who 393 00:18:45,480 --> 00:18:47,080 Speaker 4: to because people think you're talking about whiz Kid. 394 00:18:47,200 --> 00:18:50,000 Speaker 3: Yeah, I know, and you know, my shout out to Wiskit. 395 00:18:50,080 --> 00:18:52,600 Speaker 3: I love risk It, I respect Whisky is not about 396 00:18:52,880 --> 00:18:56,200 Speaker 3: as skined I said the person was a public figure, 397 00:18:56,200 --> 00:18:58,240 Speaker 3: but I didn't he's not. He's not artist. 398 00:18:58,600 --> 00:18:59,840 Speaker 4: Oh so just like someone of them? 399 00:19:00,119 --> 00:19:04,600 Speaker 3: Yeah someone yeah, so yeah. Man. I woke up and 400 00:19:04,640 --> 00:19:06,919 Speaker 3: I saw that and I was just like, oh my god, 401 00:19:07,040 --> 00:19:11,600 Speaker 3: it's not Whisky. Yes not man, he's probably watching it, Like, 402 00:19:11,720 --> 00:19:13,800 Speaker 3: what the how did I get jacked into this? 403 00:19:13,840 --> 00:19:14,119 Speaker 1: Shiit? 404 00:19:14,400 --> 00:19:17,480 Speaker 3: Like, no, it's not No, it's not one hundred percent. 405 00:19:17,640 --> 00:19:20,080 Speaker 4: Were you wanting to like, because I mean, keeping it 406 00:19:20,480 --> 00:19:23,440 Speaker 4: private is a personal decision probably about both of you guys. 407 00:19:24,080 --> 00:19:26,520 Speaker 4: But initially I was about to say, but it gives. 408 00:19:26,760 --> 00:19:27,240 Speaker 4: That's how he. 409 00:19:27,240 --> 00:19:30,399 Speaker 3: Got me like, oh, you know, I cherished this so 410 00:19:30,640 --> 00:19:32,800 Speaker 3: much and I want this to be you know, I 411 00:19:32,840 --> 00:19:36,440 Speaker 3: want us to build a foundation, and and I'm like, oh, yeah, 412 00:19:36,720 --> 00:19:40,480 Speaker 3: you know, this is amazing. And then before and then 413 00:19:40,640 --> 00:19:43,280 Speaker 3: people are like, yow, how can you let someone treat 414 00:19:43,320 --> 00:19:45,159 Speaker 3: you like that? Like and it's like it didn't just 415 00:19:45,200 --> 00:19:48,520 Speaker 3: go from zero to a hundred, Like the way men 416 00:19:48,800 --> 00:19:51,920 Speaker 3: work with your psyche is like they chip a little 417 00:19:51,960 --> 00:19:54,040 Speaker 3: bit and then before you know it, you're like, yo, 418 00:19:54,040 --> 00:19:56,600 Speaker 3: how did I even get here? And yeah, so it's 419 00:19:56,640 --> 00:19:59,439 Speaker 3: like first it's like he doesn't want people to know. 420 00:19:59,720 --> 00:20:04,360 Speaker 3: Then the thing is like he'll change my name on 421 00:20:04,359 --> 00:20:06,800 Speaker 3: his phone, so if I'm calling him, people don't know 422 00:20:06,880 --> 00:20:10,760 Speaker 3: it's me or whatever. Then then it's like when we 423 00:20:10,800 --> 00:20:13,399 Speaker 3: go out, we go in separate place cars and we 424 00:20:13,520 --> 00:20:17,080 Speaker 3: leave separately. And then it's like, when we go out 425 00:20:17,160 --> 00:20:19,240 Speaker 3: you might see me with someone, it's because I don't 426 00:20:19,240 --> 00:20:21,280 Speaker 3: want people to know. And then it's and then it 427 00:20:21,440 --> 00:20:26,080 Speaker 3: just progressively just gets worse to the point where I'm 428 00:20:26,119 --> 00:20:29,399 Speaker 3: somewhere you're literally working the room, and you're telling me 429 00:20:29,440 --> 00:20:31,679 Speaker 3: it's because you don't want people to know. 430 00:20:31,880 --> 00:20:33,119 Speaker 4: And when you say work in the room, you mean 431 00:20:33,200 --> 00:20:34,160 Speaker 4: dealing with other women. 432 00:20:34,800 --> 00:20:36,800 Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, that's crazy. 433 00:20:37,640 --> 00:20:41,200 Speaker 4: What did that do to you? Just mentally, because now 434 00:20:41,240 --> 00:20:42,800 Speaker 4: I'm kind of understanding the word that you don't want 435 00:20:42,800 --> 00:20:45,159 Speaker 4: to love again comes from. There's a lot to impact 436 00:20:45,200 --> 00:20:47,840 Speaker 4: and that's just one situation with one person. 437 00:20:48,119 --> 00:20:51,960 Speaker 3: Yeah, at the time, I didn't think it was that bad. 438 00:20:52,000 --> 00:20:53,959 Speaker 3: I didn't see how bad it was. Like my friends 439 00:20:53,960 --> 00:20:58,679 Speaker 3: are telling me you're crazy, like this is They're like, 440 00:20:59,119 --> 00:21:03,720 Speaker 3: this guy's plea and I'm like, no, look, I understand. 441 00:21:03,720 --> 00:21:06,520 Speaker 3: We haven't understanding. I know what he's doing, Like he 442 00:21:06,560 --> 00:21:09,520 Speaker 3: doesn't really like her, he's not You're just you're doing 443 00:21:09,560 --> 00:21:19,800 Speaker 3: this for me. And now now I'm talking about everyth 444 00:21:19,840 --> 00:21:24,400 Speaker 3: you guys, I'm like, I'm embarrassed even like how did 445 00:21:24,440 --> 00:21:27,760 Speaker 3: I yo? Because I used to be that type of 446 00:21:27,760 --> 00:21:31,199 Speaker 3: person to look at girls, I break guy's cars and 447 00:21:31,200 --> 00:21:33,440 Speaker 3: I'm like, yo, I can never get to that point 448 00:21:33,480 --> 00:21:35,600 Speaker 3: where the guy will get me to And then now 449 00:21:38,000 --> 00:21:43,520 Speaker 3: that girl is like accepting bullshit, Like it's so it's 450 00:21:43,600 --> 00:21:47,200 Speaker 3: so embarrassing for me to know that I allow that 451 00:21:47,240 --> 00:21:47,679 Speaker 3: to happen. 452 00:21:48,000 --> 00:21:49,600 Speaker 2: I want you to know it comes off in the 453 00:21:49,680 --> 00:21:51,639 Speaker 2: music because I think a lot of times when you 454 00:21:51,640 --> 00:21:53,959 Speaker 2: try to balance, you know, these themes of love and 455 00:21:54,000 --> 00:21:58,440 Speaker 2: heartbreak and faith, like sometimes you can feel performative rather 456 00:21:58,520 --> 00:21:59,120 Speaker 2: than authentic. 457 00:21:59,440 --> 00:22:02,080 Speaker 1: But when I'm listening to it, I'm driving, like who 458 00:22:02,119 --> 00:22:08,159 Speaker 1: heard her? Like somebody did a number? How did you 459 00:22:08,240 --> 00:22:08,760 Speaker 1: navigate that? 460 00:22:08,840 --> 00:22:11,479 Speaker 2: How did you navigate like balancing those themes to make 461 00:22:11,520 --> 00:22:13,719 Speaker 2: it feel authentic rather than performance. 462 00:22:14,680 --> 00:22:16,320 Speaker 3: I had the right people that I was working with, 463 00:22:16,359 --> 00:22:20,600 Speaker 3: the right writers. Yeah, I had. And it wasn't a lot. 464 00:22:20,640 --> 00:22:23,120 Speaker 3: It wasn't like a camp where it's just like we're 465 00:22:23,119 --> 00:22:24,320 Speaker 3: trying to make hits. 466 00:22:24,560 --> 00:22:24,760 Speaker 1: You know. 467 00:22:24,840 --> 00:22:28,320 Speaker 3: I was very vulnerable with these people. Like for the 468 00:22:28,359 --> 00:22:31,240 Speaker 3: first I would say, even week we didn't make music, 469 00:22:31,720 --> 00:22:34,000 Speaker 3: we were just hanging out in this house in Malibu 470 00:22:34,600 --> 00:22:36,840 Speaker 3: and I was just hearing their story and they were 471 00:22:36,840 --> 00:22:39,760 Speaker 3: hearing my story. So you know, it was more like 472 00:22:39,880 --> 00:22:44,280 Speaker 3: we bonded before we even started like recording, and yeah, 473 00:22:44,320 --> 00:22:47,200 Speaker 3: I was really really open and I said, listen, this 474 00:22:47,280 --> 00:22:52,040 Speaker 3: is like I'm due an album, I'm due a project, 475 00:22:52,119 --> 00:22:54,720 Speaker 3: but I can't until I get this out, I can't 476 00:22:54,760 --> 00:22:56,480 Speaker 3: do anything else. And there was a lot of times 477 00:22:56,520 --> 00:23:01,960 Speaker 3: I was crying, especially the first record. Yeah, that took 478 00:23:02,000 --> 00:23:06,280 Speaker 3: me like four attempts to record. Yeah, yeah that was. 479 00:23:06,680 --> 00:23:08,880 Speaker 3: That was really Even now when I listened to the album, 480 00:23:08,960 --> 00:23:12,359 Speaker 3: I skip that. Yeah, I can't listen to it. I 481 00:23:12,400 --> 00:23:17,040 Speaker 3: haven't been able to perform it. Yeah, it's been, Yeah 482 00:23:17,080 --> 00:23:18,000 Speaker 3: it was. It was tough. 483 00:23:19,040 --> 00:23:20,880 Speaker 2: So that's I was going to ask. The one song 484 00:23:20,960 --> 00:23:23,320 Speaker 2: on the album the hardest to write record is clearly 485 00:23:23,359 --> 00:23:23,720 Speaker 2: I'm done. 486 00:23:23,760 --> 00:23:26,880 Speaker 3: Yeah, I'm done done. Well yeah, But then I end 487 00:23:26,920 --> 00:23:30,200 Speaker 3: the record with Change with James funt Laury, where it's 488 00:23:30,240 --> 00:23:32,879 Speaker 3: basically just saying that I want to change back to 489 00:23:34,240 --> 00:23:37,200 Speaker 3: who God created me to be. So it's not changing 490 00:23:37,240 --> 00:23:40,560 Speaker 3: for a man, it's changing for changing for God. Going 491 00:23:40,600 --> 00:23:42,960 Speaker 3: back to a factory setting, like you. 492 00:23:42,920 --> 00:23:45,560 Speaker 1: Know interesting, Yeah, I don't know if you go back 493 00:23:45,600 --> 00:23:46,359 Speaker 1: to factory setting. 494 00:23:46,359 --> 00:23:49,080 Speaker 2: No, I think that you have these No, I think 495 00:23:49,119 --> 00:23:53,040 Speaker 2: you have these experiences and they they actually turn you 496 00:23:53,080 --> 00:23:54,359 Speaker 2: into a better version. 497 00:23:54,960 --> 00:23:57,680 Speaker 3: But don't you rebooth? You know, when something's like when 498 00:23:57,720 --> 00:23:59,720 Speaker 3: something and you switch it off, like your phone, you 499 00:23:59,760 --> 00:24:01,840 Speaker 3: canletely switch it off and then switch it back on 500 00:24:02,040 --> 00:24:05,359 Speaker 3: because it's just tweaking. I think I was like I 501 00:24:05,400 --> 00:24:06,280 Speaker 3: needed to switch off. 502 00:24:06,359 --> 00:24:08,119 Speaker 1: But what did you learn? Though? Like they always say, 503 00:24:08,160 --> 00:24:10,119 Speaker 1: you know, it's not a loss if you learn something 504 00:24:10,160 --> 00:24:10,439 Speaker 1: from the. 505 00:24:12,160 --> 00:24:15,280 Speaker 3: Learned what I learned when it's red, When it's a 506 00:24:15,320 --> 00:24:18,720 Speaker 3: red flag, it is a red flag. It's not off red, 507 00:24:18,800 --> 00:24:22,280 Speaker 3: it's not pink, it's not light red. It's what it is. 508 00:24:22,440 --> 00:24:26,800 Speaker 3: And I'm learning to accept. So yeah, yeah, I'm just 509 00:24:27,520 --> 00:24:31,479 Speaker 3: that's that's the main thing, and just valuing myself and 510 00:24:31,600 --> 00:24:36,840 Speaker 3: knowing that really, yeah, I I wasn't the problem and 511 00:24:37,800 --> 00:24:42,920 Speaker 3: I don't have to change for somebody, and I'm enough. 512 00:24:43,160 --> 00:24:45,520 Speaker 3: You know all the you know, cliche type of things, 513 00:24:45,560 --> 00:24:48,720 Speaker 3: but they're cliches because that's what it's. That's the truth. 514 00:24:48,960 --> 00:24:52,720 Speaker 3: So but mainly, if someone shows you who they are, 515 00:24:52,760 --> 00:24:56,320 Speaker 3: like really, just accept it from the first girl, like 516 00:24:56,400 --> 00:24:57,560 Speaker 3: save yourself the heartbreak. 517 00:24:58,040 --> 00:25:02,199 Speaker 2: Faith is another topic you examine, right, So, how has 518 00:25:02,240 --> 00:25:06,040 Speaker 2: your spirituality changed? I've grown after making this album. 519 00:25:06,600 --> 00:25:11,000 Speaker 3: I've always been a very like you know, I'm Christian. 520 00:25:11,040 --> 00:25:15,400 Speaker 3: I believe in Jesus, so I've always that. I think 521 00:25:15,480 --> 00:25:18,200 Speaker 3: it's just me going back, like I said, going back 522 00:25:18,240 --> 00:25:21,720 Speaker 3: to not just like I do this thing where I 523 00:25:21,960 --> 00:25:24,040 Speaker 3: just pray in the morning like quickly, like thank you 524 00:25:24,119 --> 00:25:26,520 Speaker 3: Jesus for the day, and then that's it. But now 525 00:25:26,600 --> 00:25:30,080 Speaker 3: I'm spending time yeah yeah, spending time with him and 526 00:25:30,200 --> 00:25:33,359 Speaker 3: knowing that it's important for me to take out time 527 00:25:33,400 --> 00:25:37,200 Speaker 3: in the day and be disciplined like that to me 528 00:25:37,440 --> 00:25:39,840 Speaker 3: has been like life changing. 529 00:25:40,200 --> 00:25:41,480 Speaker 1: So how to pray no more? Come about? 530 00:25:42,640 --> 00:25:49,080 Speaker 3: Ooh? So pray no More is like what if I 531 00:25:49,480 --> 00:25:52,280 Speaker 3: was to be in a relationship again. That's the song, 532 00:25:52,560 --> 00:25:56,479 Speaker 3: Like I'm saying, like you could pray about your career, 533 00:25:56,560 --> 00:25:59,000 Speaker 3: pray to God about money, pray to God about anything, 534 00:25:59,040 --> 00:26:00,760 Speaker 3: but when it comes to me and my love and 535 00:26:00,800 --> 00:26:02,480 Speaker 3: my loyalty, you don't need to pray no more. You 536 00:26:02,560 --> 00:26:03,480 Speaker 3: got you got me? 537 00:26:04,440 --> 00:26:06,600 Speaker 1: Yeah, because you know that if you do grow to 538 00:26:06,640 --> 00:26:08,760 Speaker 1: love somebody again, this is the real real. 539 00:26:08,800 --> 00:26:10,560 Speaker 3: Yeah yea, yeah, you know you don't need to like 540 00:26:10,640 --> 00:26:14,480 Speaker 3: pray no more, say no more like you got me? Yeah. Yeah. 541 00:26:15,680 --> 00:26:17,800 Speaker 4: I saw you were in the studio with Fab last night. 542 00:26:18,040 --> 00:26:19,199 Speaker 3: Mmm, you for me? 543 00:26:19,320 --> 00:26:22,199 Speaker 4: Because you for me? You sampled the original song with TMA. 544 00:26:22,320 --> 00:26:25,560 Speaker 4: Yeah h So we're getting a remix with Fabs that 545 00:26:25,640 --> 00:26:26,600 Speaker 4: was about to happen. 546 00:26:26,560 --> 00:26:31,240 Speaker 3: I hope, So I hope. So, yeah, we were there. 547 00:26:31,240 --> 00:26:33,840 Speaker 3: I played a couple of records and he definitely gravitated 548 00:26:33,880 --> 00:26:37,959 Speaker 3: to that. But I'm a bit because would he remix 549 00:26:38,040 --> 00:26:41,040 Speaker 3: a remix because he's already do you know what I mean? 550 00:26:41,080 --> 00:26:44,640 Speaker 3: Like I was a bit skeptical to ask and be like, h. 551 00:26:44,080 --> 00:26:46,560 Speaker 4: But he he was there, you didn't want to ask him. 552 00:26:46,920 --> 00:26:49,680 Speaker 3: No. I played other records that he loved as well, 553 00:26:49,720 --> 00:26:52,760 Speaker 3: but then he loved that too, So I'm hoping by 554 00:26:52,960 --> 00:26:55,240 Speaker 3: today or tomorrow I might get something. 555 00:26:55,240 --> 00:26:55,680 Speaker 4: I feel like that. 556 00:26:55,840 --> 00:26:56,760 Speaker 3: I hope that one. 557 00:26:56,960 --> 00:26:58,840 Speaker 1: Yeah, I feel like that makes the most SIPs. 558 00:26:59,280 --> 00:27:02,320 Speaker 3: Yeah really, but you know, like Lightland doesn't strike in 559 00:27:02,359 --> 00:27:04,679 Speaker 3: the same place twice, so is it kind of be like, 560 00:27:04,840 --> 00:27:06,560 Speaker 3: oh you should have left the original. 561 00:27:07,520 --> 00:27:10,440 Speaker 1: Maybe that's why you do it. You know what I'm saying, 562 00:27:10,480 --> 00:27:12,480 Speaker 1: you don't like it? 563 00:27:12,640 --> 00:27:14,680 Speaker 3: No, you can't tell someone like you can't have someone 564 00:27:14,720 --> 00:27:17,400 Speaker 3: like Favety something and be like no, you can't do that. 565 00:27:17,600 --> 00:27:20,160 Speaker 4: I feel like he's a way that can he can 566 00:27:20,800 --> 00:27:25,480 Speaker 4: like flip it, like he takes basically sampling his own like. 567 00:27:25,640 --> 00:27:27,760 Speaker 3: Yeah, he's too good, he's never he's not even ever 568 00:27:27,800 --> 00:27:30,280 Speaker 3: gonna go below. Yeah, he's too good. 569 00:27:30,720 --> 00:27:33,080 Speaker 4: He's too smooth, embrace New York and like just all 570 00:27:33,080 --> 00:27:34,679 Speaker 4: of it just feels like you're living like a different 571 00:27:34,760 --> 00:27:35,480 Speaker 4: life right now. 572 00:27:35,680 --> 00:27:40,800 Speaker 3: Yeah, New York is good when you have money. Yes, 573 00:27:41,840 --> 00:27:44,480 Speaker 3: I was living here and I don't have money. Yeah, 574 00:27:44,560 --> 00:27:47,400 Speaker 3: I hated New York. But being in New York when 575 00:27:47,440 --> 00:27:50,480 Speaker 3: you have a little little coin in your pocket, it's 576 00:27:50,520 --> 00:27:52,000 Speaker 3: just a great It's a great city. 577 00:27:53,000 --> 00:27:54,960 Speaker 2: The fact now you didn't put your first song to 578 00:27:55,000 --> 00:27:57,960 Speaker 2: you was in your thirties, So what would you say 579 00:27:57,960 --> 00:27:59,640 Speaker 2: to people who have a passion but feel like it's 580 00:27:59,640 --> 00:28:00,520 Speaker 2: too late the pursuit. 581 00:28:00,960 --> 00:28:03,320 Speaker 3: Yeah, man, that's that's my life. That's the story of 582 00:28:03,320 --> 00:28:06,359 Speaker 3: my life. And I feel like I resented God and 583 00:28:06,400 --> 00:28:09,440 Speaker 3: I resented my parents for so long. Yeah for making 584 00:28:09,480 --> 00:28:12,760 Speaker 3: me wait, Like for making me do two degrees because 585 00:28:12,800 --> 00:28:15,000 Speaker 3: I could have been out when I was twenty twenty one, 586 00:28:15,359 --> 00:28:17,920 Speaker 3: like doing two degrees and it made me work as 587 00:28:17,920 --> 00:28:18,600 Speaker 3: an accountant. 588 00:28:18,920 --> 00:28:22,240 Speaker 1: Well what God had to do with that, because now. 589 00:28:24,359 --> 00:28:27,119 Speaker 3: I just resented him, like like he I felt like 590 00:28:27,160 --> 00:28:29,040 Speaker 3: he should have made me, given me the opportunity a 591 00:28:29,040 --> 00:28:34,320 Speaker 3: lot sooner. But now looking at it, like I did 592 00:28:34,320 --> 00:28:37,520 Speaker 3: it in my thirties, when I'm much grounded, I'm not 593 00:28:37,600 --> 00:28:40,960 Speaker 3: phased by fame or money. I've seen people come and 594 00:28:41,000 --> 00:28:46,320 Speaker 3: go some way more humble. I understand how hard you 595 00:28:46,400 --> 00:28:49,200 Speaker 3: have to work for certain things that I've learned from 596 00:28:49,240 --> 00:28:53,160 Speaker 3: the great and also for me, Like I feel like 597 00:28:53,960 --> 00:28:56,920 Speaker 3: I can speak to people like you said, like even 598 00:28:56,960 --> 00:29:01,640 Speaker 3: models like who feel like if they're not successful by 599 00:29:01,640 --> 00:29:05,880 Speaker 3: twenty five, they need to retire. I think that's crazy. 600 00:29:06,040 --> 00:29:09,560 Speaker 3: Or a footballer like by the time you're like hitting 601 00:29:09,600 --> 00:29:12,200 Speaker 3: thirty you have to go to Saudi or something to 602 00:29:12,200 --> 00:29:14,280 Speaker 3: start playing, Like that's to me, that's crazy. If you're 603 00:29:14,320 --> 00:29:17,320 Speaker 3: still fit and you can still do it, it's. 604 00:29:16,440 --> 00:29:19,000 Speaker 2: A little different. Like you said, they got to be physically. 605 00:29:19,000 --> 00:29:21,320 Speaker 2: It's a physical thing. With music is more mental, it's 606 00:29:21,360 --> 00:29:23,920 Speaker 2: more emotional. I would think that the more experience you have. 607 00:29:24,400 --> 00:29:26,800 Speaker 3: Yeah, Like I always say to someone if I'm going 608 00:29:26,840 --> 00:29:30,520 Speaker 3: into operating table and that they give me two options 609 00:29:30,560 --> 00:29:32,760 Speaker 3: of a doctor a surgeon, and they say, this guy 610 00:29:32,880 --> 00:29:35,360 Speaker 3: is young and he's fresh, and he's only been doing 611 00:29:35,360 --> 00:29:37,520 Speaker 3: this for six months. And they're like, this guy's like 612 00:29:37,640 --> 00:29:40,720 Speaker 3: sixty something and he's you know, he's been operating on people, 613 00:29:40,760 --> 00:29:43,760 Speaker 3: he's never had any cases of whatever. I'm going to 614 00:29:43,840 --> 00:29:46,640 Speaker 3: go with the experienced guys. And I feel like with music, 615 00:29:47,680 --> 00:29:50,040 Speaker 3: the older you are, the longer you've been in the industry, 616 00:29:50,040 --> 00:29:52,960 Speaker 3: the more seasoned you are. I don't know why they 617 00:29:53,000 --> 00:29:55,160 Speaker 3: try and shut us out. The older we get like 618 00:29:55,280 --> 00:29:57,560 Speaker 3: it's just it's crazy to me, Like. 619 00:29:57,920 --> 00:29:59,680 Speaker 1: Yeah, well they're more difficult, you think. 620 00:30:00,920 --> 00:30:03,200 Speaker 3: When I started, people didn't realize how old I was, 621 00:30:03,640 --> 00:30:07,240 Speaker 3: so they became fans. And then by the time they realized, 622 00:30:07,280 --> 00:30:11,640 Speaker 3: they were like what, Yo, how old? But they're already 623 00:30:11,680 --> 00:30:15,160 Speaker 3: like turn hint to like they already like my fan, 624 00:30:15,360 --> 00:30:18,760 Speaker 3: like they already loved the brand. So yeah, but now 625 00:30:18,880 --> 00:30:22,400 Speaker 3: I think would I say it's difficult sometimes, like and 626 00:30:22,560 --> 00:30:24,800 Speaker 3: I don't shy away from it. That's usually one of 627 00:30:24,840 --> 00:30:26,760 Speaker 3: the first things I say to people, like, hey, you 628 00:30:26,800 --> 00:30:30,240 Speaker 3: know because and then when they find out, some people 629 00:30:30,280 --> 00:30:31,200 Speaker 3: actually be like, yo. 630 00:30:31,160 --> 00:30:35,520 Speaker 4: We can't because of your age. Yeah, brands are is 631 00:30:35,760 --> 00:30:38,800 Speaker 4: and be like what yeah, like they'll yeah, it's a 632 00:30:38,880 --> 00:30:41,760 Speaker 4: music industry. Well, I've heard from label friends that music 633 00:30:41,840 --> 00:30:43,880 Speaker 4: they always look for younger artists. But I didn't think 634 00:30:43,880 --> 00:30:46,760 Speaker 4: it was that point because you're established, like you have music, 635 00:30:46,800 --> 00:30:48,400 Speaker 4: you have things, you have numbers, Like. 636 00:30:48,360 --> 00:30:51,280 Speaker 3: I'm talking in terms of like opportunities they might say, hmm, 637 00:30:51,600 --> 00:30:54,760 Speaker 3: the demographic don't really you know, say they always try 638 00:30:54,800 --> 00:30:58,240 Speaker 3: and box me in this icon' oh we think she 639 00:30:58,280 --> 00:31:02,200 Speaker 3: can perform, Like if there's a festival or whatever and 640 00:31:02,240 --> 00:31:05,040 Speaker 3: there's like three dates, they sometimes try and box me 641 00:31:05,120 --> 00:31:08,480 Speaker 3: in like the icon stage or whatever. And but young 642 00:31:08,520 --> 00:31:10,920 Speaker 3: people really, like they really mess with me a lot, 643 00:31:11,600 --> 00:31:13,360 Speaker 3: and a lot of them don't even really know how 644 00:31:13,520 --> 00:31:15,600 Speaker 3: I am, but they will now. 645 00:31:17,040 --> 00:31:17,720 Speaker 1: Who cares. 646 00:31:18,440 --> 00:31:22,800 Speaker 2: I'm forty seven. I embrace every Okay, being alive is 647 00:31:22,840 --> 00:31:26,400 Speaker 2: a blessing. Yeah, consider to the alternative wake up dead, 648 00:31:27,440 --> 00:31:27,760 Speaker 2: And a. 649 00:31:27,680 --> 00:31:30,080 Speaker 3: Lot of people don't make it. That's right to our age, 650 00:31:30,160 --> 00:31:32,920 Speaker 3: Like to me when they throw it in my face, 651 00:31:33,040 --> 00:31:36,320 Speaker 3: they would say the forty five year old, and I'm like, 652 00:31:36,880 --> 00:31:42,280 Speaker 3: you're not. That's a blessing, like they always say. You 653 00:31:42,320 --> 00:31:45,400 Speaker 3: will see people in my comments being like, oh my god, 654 00:31:45,680 --> 00:31:47,920 Speaker 3: she's still singing. You should give it up. You should 655 00:31:47,920 --> 00:31:51,200 Speaker 3: just damn just like yeah, and it just gets me angry, 656 00:31:51,280 --> 00:31:53,120 Speaker 3: like I'm going to be doing this till I'm eighty, 657 00:31:53,400 --> 00:31:55,720 Speaker 3: Like I'm going to keep going. 658 00:31:55,840 --> 00:31:57,440 Speaker 2: I'm glad you said that because I saw you saying 659 00:31:57,480 --> 00:32:00,000 Speaker 2: that you were suggesting that this might be your final life. 660 00:32:00,680 --> 00:32:03,320 Speaker 1: Yeah, I think you were worn out. 661 00:32:03,480 --> 00:32:09,440 Speaker 3: Yeah, I was just drunk. Maybe I was drunk that night. 662 00:32:09,480 --> 00:32:11,520 Speaker 3: I was just like, oh my, I must have seen 663 00:32:11,560 --> 00:32:14,120 Speaker 3: something on an article, must have just pissed me off. 664 00:32:14,160 --> 00:32:16,480 Speaker 3: And I'm like, okay, fine, I'm not doing this again. 665 00:32:17,160 --> 00:32:19,320 Speaker 3: Turn Out wake comes the next morning and I'm like, 666 00:32:19,320 --> 00:32:21,480 Speaker 3: oh jeez, I need to make money. 667 00:32:22,400 --> 00:32:25,880 Speaker 1: Unctionately exhausting? Is it to just create music? 668 00:32:25,880 --> 00:32:27,840 Speaker 2: I don't think we ever talked to artists about that, Like, 669 00:32:27,880 --> 00:32:29,160 Speaker 2: you spend all of this time, like you said, you 670 00:32:29,240 --> 00:32:33,160 Speaker 2: spent traveling all around the world, and then you might 671 00:32:33,200 --> 00:32:34,880 Speaker 2: push something out and then be one person. 672 00:32:34,680 --> 00:32:36,880 Speaker 3: Like this is oh they give it like a three 673 00:32:36,920 --> 00:32:40,720 Speaker 3: out of ten exactly. Yeah. No, I'm not even gonna 674 00:32:40,760 --> 00:32:43,520 Speaker 3: lie that. That's you could talk about anything. I could 675 00:32:44,680 --> 00:32:48,240 Speaker 3: the controversies and I have had a lot, But when 676 00:32:48,240 --> 00:32:50,920 Speaker 3: it comes to music, that's the thing that gets me 677 00:32:51,800 --> 00:32:56,680 Speaker 3: because I put so much into it, and again everyone 678 00:32:56,720 --> 00:32:59,600 Speaker 3: didn't like Jesus, so who am I like? And it's 679 00:32:59,600 --> 00:33:05,840 Speaker 3: the music KI is subjective. So when that happened, I 680 00:33:05,920 --> 00:33:08,720 Speaker 3: just tend to what do I do? I just drink. 681 00:33:10,280 --> 00:33:13,280 Speaker 3: I just get over it. I just like, shall I 682 00:33:13,320 --> 00:33:16,959 Speaker 3: watch something, drink, hang out with my friends, invite the 683 00:33:17,000 --> 00:33:21,960 Speaker 3: next day. I forgot about it, but I need to 684 00:33:25,560 --> 00:33:28,800 Speaker 3: trust me he will be It's not it's even worse 685 00:33:28,840 --> 00:33:32,160 Speaker 3: than that. It's worse. I gave the PG version this 686 00:33:32,360 --> 00:33:33,560 Speaker 3: a lot. Yeah, it was really bad. 687 00:33:33,760 --> 00:33:41,000 Speaker 4: You gotta keep it PG for us. 688 00:33:41,680 --> 00:33:43,880 Speaker 2: In what way do you think this album marks your 689 00:33:43,920 --> 00:33:46,200 Speaker 2: growth though, not just as an artist, but as. 690 00:33:46,080 --> 00:33:50,960 Speaker 3: A person musically. I think you can hear like you could. 691 00:33:51,040 --> 00:33:54,000 Speaker 3: You could just hear like this growth and there's there's 692 00:33:54,000 --> 00:33:57,080 Speaker 3: confidence and like me attempting to do this, like I said, 693 00:33:57,120 --> 00:34:03,800 Speaker 3: like a night cheering girl doing straight up R and B. Yeah, 694 00:34:03,840 --> 00:34:07,040 Speaker 3: it just shows that I'm in a space where I'm 695 00:34:07,080 --> 00:34:12,160 Speaker 3: not doing music for TikTok moments. I'm not doing songs that. Yeah, 696 00:34:12,239 --> 00:34:14,600 Speaker 3: you can hear that this song, this twenty seconds of 697 00:34:14,680 --> 00:34:16,719 Speaker 3: this part is going to be a you know, a 698 00:34:16,800 --> 00:34:21,120 Speaker 3: viral moment. You could hear that. I'm comfortable and confident 699 00:34:21,200 --> 00:34:23,840 Speaker 3: in the woman I am now musically and just in life. 700 00:34:24,760 --> 00:34:29,120 Speaker 3: I'm not chasing anything. I'm enjoying. I'm enjoying being here, 701 00:34:29,200 --> 00:34:32,960 Speaker 3: like I'm enjoying doing the press runs. I'm enjoying waking 702 00:34:33,000 --> 00:34:34,799 Speaker 3: up early and they're like I have to do this 703 00:34:34,880 --> 00:34:37,240 Speaker 3: and I'm I'm actually enjoying it now. 704 00:34:37,920 --> 00:34:40,279 Speaker 1: What came out of the process that surprised you about. 705 00:34:40,000 --> 00:34:47,560 Speaker 3: Yourself saying no? Yeah, I think I feel like I 706 00:34:47,640 --> 00:34:49,600 Speaker 3: used to be a people pleaser. A lot of the 707 00:34:49,680 --> 00:34:53,960 Speaker 3: songs that became huge for me, I didn't like them. 708 00:34:54,320 --> 00:34:56,759 Speaker 3: A lot of my hit records I didn't like, but 709 00:34:56,840 --> 00:35:00,800 Speaker 3: I said yes, and I you know, but I've learned 710 00:35:00,800 --> 00:35:04,799 Speaker 3: how to just say no and be and but say 711 00:35:04,840 --> 00:35:09,799 Speaker 3: in a grace gracious way. Like in a session, I'll 712 00:35:09,800 --> 00:35:12,799 Speaker 3: say to the producer that's not for me. It's a 713 00:35:12,840 --> 00:35:14,880 Speaker 3: great record is going to be a hit. Whoever's going 714 00:35:14,920 --> 00:35:16,799 Speaker 3: to do that, But that's not where I'm at. 715 00:35:17,000 --> 00:35:18,600 Speaker 1: Boundaries are important. 716 00:35:18,560 --> 00:35:22,040 Speaker 3: Very very and but when you set boundaries, it's lonely. 717 00:35:23,760 --> 00:35:27,800 Speaker 3: I never I never realized how many people I was 718 00:35:27,840 --> 00:35:30,080 Speaker 3: going to lose by seting boundaries. 719 00:35:31,200 --> 00:35:33,200 Speaker 1: But they were They clearly weren't meant to be around 720 00:35:33,200 --> 00:35:33,600 Speaker 1: you anyway. 721 00:35:34,280 --> 00:35:37,360 Speaker 3: Yeah, that's what I'm learning. But it's still lonely, though, 722 00:35:37,440 --> 00:35:42,719 Speaker 3: because when you're used to being when you travel and 723 00:35:42,760 --> 00:35:44,680 Speaker 3: then it kind of like as an artist, you know 724 00:35:44,760 --> 00:35:48,120 Speaker 3: you're walking into somewhere and you have like ten twenty people, 725 00:35:48,239 --> 00:35:50,680 Speaker 3: and you know everyone's like oh, who's that to, like 726 00:35:51,080 --> 00:35:53,200 Speaker 3: me going to a ventage just be and my manager like, 727 00:35:54,440 --> 00:35:59,640 Speaker 3: it's an adjustment, but then it's also cheaper and like 728 00:35:59,680 --> 00:36:01,120 Speaker 3: you said, it's like peace of mind. 729 00:36:01,360 --> 00:36:03,000 Speaker 2: One thing I respect about what you just said though. 730 00:36:03,040 --> 00:36:05,600 Speaker 2: You said that you know you did songs that you 731 00:36:05,640 --> 00:36:07,919 Speaker 2: didn't want to do but they were still hit. 732 00:36:08,200 --> 00:36:08,600 Speaker 3: Yeah. 733 00:36:08,640 --> 00:36:10,840 Speaker 2: So a lot of people you talk about programming earlier, 734 00:36:10,840 --> 00:36:12,319 Speaker 2: a lot of people default setting would be like, well, 735 00:36:12,400 --> 00:36:12,959 Speaker 2: let me just keep. 736 00:36:12,880 --> 00:36:15,719 Speaker 1: Recording these songs. Yeah, they work, but they weren't making 737 00:36:15,760 --> 00:36:18,759 Speaker 1: you feel good. Nah nah, even with the success. 738 00:36:18,960 --> 00:36:23,720 Speaker 3: Yeah yeah, no, I mean it felt good to do. See, 739 00:36:23,760 --> 00:36:26,400 Speaker 3: I listened to like, you know, I would listen to 740 00:36:26,600 --> 00:36:28,799 Speaker 3: like my label or whatever and be like, Okay, I'll 741 00:36:28,800 --> 00:36:30,239 Speaker 3: do it, and then if it works out, I'm like, 742 00:36:30,360 --> 00:36:32,799 Speaker 3: you know, cool, you know you're right. You know, I'm 743 00:36:32,800 --> 00:36:36,880 Speaker 3: glad I listened to you. But I have to listen 744 00:36:36,920 --> 00:36:40,440 Speaker 3: to myself as well, and I have to motivate myself 745 00:36:40,480 --> 00:36:43,680 Speaker 3: and challenge myself and be like, yeah, no, I've done 746 00:36:43,719 --> 00:36:46,680 Speaker 3: this for the past ten years. I've done I know 747 00:36:46,760 --> 00:36:50,000 Speaker 3: how to do those type of afrobeat hit records. With 748 00:36:50,080 --> 00:36:54,560 Speaker 3: my eyes closed, I'm not excited anymore. Like I want 749 00:36:54,560 --> 00:36:57,360 Speaker 3: to be able to go on stage and sing records 750 00:36:57,400 --> 00:36:59,719 Speaker 3: and have people crying or like look at them and 751 00:36:59,800 --> 00:37:03,600 Speaker 3: they they know or I feel that they can feel 752 00:37:03,640 --> 00:37:06,640 Speaker 3: the music like I want to. I need that in 753 00:37:06,640 --> 00:37:11,040 Speaker 3: my catalog. Not everything is about this car and that 754 00:37:11,239 --> 00:37:14,000 Speaker 3: and look at my diamonds and I'm the Savage and 755 00:37:14,080 --> 00:37:18,000 Speaker 3: I'm this Like okay, we get it. Yeah, yeah, you. 756 00:37:18,000 --> 00:37:20,000 Speaker 1: Do something like that, that's gonna make me feel some 757 00:37:20,440 --> 00:37:21,040 Speaker 1: feel something. 758 00:37:21,160 --> 00:37:23,319 Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, I needed that. 759 00:37:23,960 --> 00:37:26,720 Speaker 4: Yeah you are. You mentioned how coming to the US 760 00:37:27,160 --> 00:37:29,279 Speaker 4: gave you like kind of like a fresh start, and 761 00:37:29,360 --> 00:37:31,239 Speaker 4: you mentioned some of the controversies that you know have 762 00:37:31,320 --> 00:37:34,120 Speaker 4: been have that you've been through. How exhausting is it 763 00:37:34,160 --> 00:37:36,440 Speaker 4: to go through things like you know, the controversies that 764 00:37:36,440 --> 00:37:38,919 Speaker 4: we've had to see you talk about publicly and then 765 00:37:39,040 --> 00:37:40,920 Speaker 4: come back out with music and you know people are 766 00:37:40,920 --> 00:37:43,360 Speaker 4: gonna want to talk about these things. 767 00:37:44,400 --> 00:37:49,760 Speaker 3: It depends what controversy as well. It's been a lot. 768 00:37:51,920 --> 00:37:54,040 Speaker 3: The type of person I am me, I've said this before, 769 00:37:54,200 --> 00:37:57,480 Speaker 3: I laugh about things. I laugh like I would I 770 00:37:57,480 --> 00:37:59,960 Speaker 3: would make fun of myself because I feel that would 771 00:38:00,040 --> 00:38:01,479 Speaker 3: that was how I would cope with it. I feel 772 00:38:01,560 --> 00:38:04,400 Speaker 3: like if I make fun of it and I pretend 773 00:38:04,480 --> 00:38:08,319 Speaker 3: like it's not really getting to me. That's how I 774 00:38:08,400 --> 00:38:10,279 Speaker 3: used to deal with things, and I would put it 775 00:38:10,320 --> 00:38:12,719 Speaker 3: in my music. But the way I would put it 776 00:38:12,719 --> 00:38:15,680 Speaker 3: in my music would be like, you know, when I 777 00:38:15,719 --> 00:38:18,480 Speaker 3: talked about the sex tape and loaded, and I said, 778 00:38:18,600 --> 00:38:22,479 Speaker 3: who's never had sex before? You know, like, and that's 779 00:38:22,480 --> 00:38:24,160 Speaker 3: that's how I was able to kind of like try 780 00:38:24,200 --> 00:38:26,760 Speaker 3: and get through it. But in hindsight, did I really 781 00:38:26,800 --> 00:38:29,040 Speaker 3: deal with it? I don't think so. And that's what 782 00:38:29,120 --> 00:38:33,080 Speaker 3: I'm doing now. It's like I was hurt and and 783 00:38:33,120 --> 00:38:35,839 Speaker 3: it's okay for me to say I was hurt. I 784 00:38:35,880 --> 00:38:37,800 Speaker 3: was a victim. It happened to me as supposed to 785 00:38:37,960 --> 00:38:40,839 Speaker 3: just trying to let me make a hit out of it, 786 00:38:40,960 --> 00:38:43,120 Speaker 3: and you know, I don't care, and you know, like, 787 00:38:43,680 --> 00:38:48,480 Speaker 3: so now it's different. Now, it's like I am I'm 788 00:38:48,520 --> 00:38:51,880 Speaker 3: living in the truth, in my truth and admitting to 789 00:38:52,000 --> 00:38:55,680 Speaker 3: myself that, Yo, that shit hurt me. 790 00:38:55,880 --> 00:38:57,080 Speaker 1: Well, why couldn't you admit that that? 791 00:38:57,080 --> 00:38:59,279 Speaker 2: Of course that would hurt you if somebody tries to 792 00:38:59,280 --> 00:39:00,520 Speaker 2: blackmail you over sex tape. 793 00:39:00,600 --> 00:39:01,920 Speaker 1: Yes, they My. 794 00:39:02,080 --> 00:39:05,000 Speaker 3: People didn't see it like that. They thought I did 795 00:39:05,040 --> 00:39:08,560 Speaker 3: it for pr A lot of people thought, oh, she's 796 00:39:08,560 --> 00:39:11,719 Speaker 3: not relevant anymore, and she's doing this and I'm like, guys, 797 00:39:13,600 --> 00:39:18,040 Speaker 3: trust me. That's if I wanted to do that, I 798 00:39:18,040 --> 00:39:21,520 Speaker 3: would have had better lighting. I would have you know, 799 00:39:21,719 --> 00:39:23,560 Speaker 3: I would have set it up right. I would have 800 00:39:23,640 --> 00:39:27,200 Speaker 3: been in sexy lingerie. My facial expression would have been 801 00:39:27,719 --> 00:39:30,120 Speaker 3: not what it was like, you know what I mean, 802 00:39:30,160 --> 00:39:32,239 Speaker 3: it would it would have been completely different if I 803 00:39:32,280 --> 00:39:34,000 Speaker 3: really wanted to put that in your performance. 804 00:39:34,080 --> 00:39:37,120 Speaker 4: Yeah, I like so, I just want you to know. 805 00:39:37,160 --> 00:39:39,480 Speaker 2: Africa is a big continent, right But there's a lot 806 00:39:39,520 --> 00:39:42,239 Speaker 2: of people watching this interview who might have never even 807 00:39:42,280 --> 00:39:42,960 Speaker 2: heard that story. 808 00:39:43,120 --> 00:39:50,240 Speaker 1: But there's going to be a big google right now. 809 00:39:54,560 --> 00:39:55,360 Speaker 4: And they're gonna. 810 00:40:00,480 --> 00:40:01,560 Speaker 1: And you from God. 811 00:40:03,320 --> 00:40:06,080 Speaker 3: Not even denying it. 812 00:40:06,840 --> 00:40:12,000 Speaker 4: I just want the song too, so they listen to that. 813 00:40:14,400 --> 00:40:16,880 Speaker 4: Whatever happened to the Like, what was the end result 814 00:40:16,960 --> 00:40:19,120 Speaker 4: of that? Like, did you figure out who was trying 815 00:40:19,160 --> 00:40:20,560 Speaker 4: to do the extortion? Were they? 816 00:40:21,239 --> 00:40:21,319 Speaker 3: Like? 817 00:40:21,360 --> 00:40:21,400 Speaker 4: What? 818 00:40:21,800 --> 00:40:24,600 Speaker 3: Now? I didn't. I never, I didn't. I didn't pursue it. 819 00:40:24,719 --> 00:40:30,240 Speaker 3: I never. We tried, actually, but yeah, we couldn't. And 820 00:40:30,560 --> 00:40:33,400 Speaker 3: me trying was just like it was just too traumatic 821 00:40:33,400 --> 00:40:37,160 Speaker 3: for me to keep talking about it. And just yeah, 822 00:40:37,200 --> 00:40:38,719 Speaker 3: like I said, I just I just wanted to like, 823 00:40:38,840 --> 00:40:40,440 Speaker 3: just yeah, just move on. 824 00:40:40,440 --> 00:40:43,160 Speaker 1: From it happened to you, No, thank you. I think 825 00:40:43,160 --> 00:40:44,960 Speaker 1: it's also from Nigeria, so. 826 00:40:44,920 --> 00:40:48,759 Speaker 2: It's like it's very religious, and yeah, probably was a 827 00:40:48,800 --> 00:40:49,960 Speaker 2: lot harder on you. Yo. 828 00:40:50,080 --> 00:40:53,560 Speaker 3: They were like, how can you? How can you at 829 00:40:53,600 --> 00:40:57,160 Speaker 3: your age have a sex tape with someone? And I'm like, 830 00:40:57,280 --> 00:41:00,960 Speaker 3: first of all, I didn't even know, like you could 831 00:41:01,960 --> 00:41:04,520 Speaker 3: don't watch it, but I didn't know what was happening. 832 00:41:05,680 --> 00:41:08,880 Speaker 3: And the person was my boyfriend at the time, so 833 00:41:09,160 --> 00:41:10,800 Speaker 3: even if I wanted to do a sexy that was 834 00:41:10,880 --> 00:41:14,560 Speaker 3: my boyfriend. Like, but they saw it as being immoral. 835 00:41:15,360 --> 00:41:18,880 Speaker 3: They thought it was just dirty, and I'm like, I 836 00:41:19,000 --> 00:41:21,280 Speaker 3: know what some of you guys do is even worse 837 00:41:21,360 --> 00:41:25,560 Speaker 3: than this, But I I was a scapegoat and that 838 00:41:25,680 --> 00:41:29,560 Speaker 3: was that was painful for me. Man. It was really 839 00:41:29,560 --> 00:41:31,879 Speaker 3: painful because they brought my son into it and said 840 00:41:31,880 --> 00:41:35,160 Speaker 3: I was unfit mom, like my son, my son's going 841 00:41:35,200 --> 00:41:37,120 Speaker 3: to grow up and see this and he's going to 842 00:41:37,200 --> 00:41:39,719 Speaker 3: be disappointed in his mom and how can I do this? 843 00:41:39,880 --> 00:41:43,160 Speaker 3: And my parents? I had to talk to my parents 844 00:41:43,200 --> 00:41:47,759 Speaker 3: about this, and yeah, it was it was that hurt 845 00:41:47,840 --> 00:41:49,040 Speaker 3: me more than the actual thing. 846 00:41:49,320 --> 00:41:49,640 Speaker 1: Wow. 847 00:41:50,040 --> 00:41:53,440 Speaker 3: Yeah, it hurt me more like you're you're you're saying 848 00:41:53,480 --> 00:41:57,000 Speaker 3: that I'm I'm a bad mother for having. 849 00:41:56,719 --> 00:41:58,800 Speaker 1: Sex with something that was out of your control. 850 00:41:58,960 --> 00:42:03,239 Speaker 3: Yeah, like I mean, thank for my family. The first 851 00:42:03,320 --> 00:42:05,719 Speaker 3: thing my mom's my mom calls me and she's like, 852 00:42:07,280 --> 00:42:13,360 Speaker 3: I'm just happy you're again. In her own words, she's like, 853 00:42:13,680 --> 00:42:15,839 Speaker 3: don't listen to them more. I'm just happy that you're 854 00:42:15,920 --> 00:42:20,600 Speaker 3: enjoying yourself. And I was just like, yeah, just hearing 855 00:42:20,600 --> 00:42:21,400 Speaker 3: my mom say that. 856 00:42:21,520 --> 00:42:23,480 Speaker 4: Was just like did you know you? 857 00:42:23,640 --> 00:42:28,120 Speaker 1: Did you know you was being recorded? So it wasn't 858 00:42:28,120 --> 00:42:31,840 Speaker 1: the guy that put it out, Oh my god. 859 00:42:32,080 --> 00:42:35,160 Speaker 3: Okay, So he said he was trying to save it 860 00:42:35,239 --> 00:42:38,520 Speaker 3: and then he pressed scent by accident on Snapchat. 861 00:42:38,200 --> 00:42:42,280 Speaker 1: And that sounded like forever the movie the TV show happened. 862 00:42:43,360 --> 00:42:45,959 Speaker 4: Really there was a younger she was a younger girl though, 863 00:42:46,080 --> 00:42:48,920 Speaker 4: and she was giving herd and she was recorded and 864 00:42:48,960 --> 00:42:51,279 Speaker 4: he the video got released and she was like the 865 00:42:51,320 --> 00:42:54,400 Speaker 4: whole show. She's like fighting back again, like she had 866 00:42:54,520 --> 00:42:54,920 Speaker 4: moved school. 867 00:42:57,680 --> 00:43:02,160 Speaker 3: Yeah, because the thing was next to each other apparently. 868 00:43:02,239 --> 00:43:04,680 Speaker 3: So he said he was trying to save it. Showed 869 00:43:04,719 --> 00:43:06,520 Speaker 3: me later, but you didn't even tell Yeah, And then 870 00:43:06,560 --> 00:43:11,640 Speaker 3: he's precedent by accident again, and I later on found 871 00:43:11,640 --> 00:43:13,839 Speaker 3: out that it was a bet. It was that he 872 00:43:14,200 --> 00:43:17,399 Speaker 3: really bet with his friends or whatever, and it's like, was. 873 00:43:17,320 --> 00:43:18,320 Speaker 1: He younger than you? 874 00:43:18,320 --> 00:43:18,520 Speaker 3: No? 875 00:43:18,719 --> 00:43:20,799 Speaker 2: Okay, yeah, because I have a theory I always teld 876 00:43:21,239 --> 00:43:22,960 Speaker 2: women of a certain age, but lead these young boys 877 00:43:22,960 --> 00:43:24,440 Speaker 2: along because they recording everything. 878 00:43:24,560 --> 00:43:27,360 Speaker 3: What yes, yeah, now I'm not going to anyone's hotel. 879 00:43:27,400 --> 00:43:29,759 Speaker 3: You're coming because you can have cameras hitting and then yeah, 880 00:43:29,760 --> 00:43:33,319 Speaker 3: and you're coming to my safe space. But yeah, even 881 00:43:33,400 --> 00:43:37,480 Speaker 3: that itself was traumatic because he was my boyfriend. I 882 00:43:37,480 --> 00:43:41,160 Speaker 3: thought we were in a relationship and then I'm here 883 00:43:41,200 --> 00:43:44,799 Speaker 3: and later that it was a bet. M So did 884 00:43:44,840 --> 00:43:48,000 Speaker 3: you really like me? Or this was just planned from 885 00:43:48,040 --> 00:43:48,800 Speaker 3: the beginning. 886 00:43:49,239 --> 00:43:51,440 Speaker 4: Yeah, that that's got to be so scary for you, 887 00:43:51,520 --> 00:43:54,719 Speaker 4: even because you're bigger as an artist even now yeah 888 00:43:54,880 --> 00:43:58,839 Speaker 4: now now now, yeah, you're looking at your phone, you're 889 00:43:58,840 --> 00:44:01,880 Speaker 4: putting your phone down. That's why it's just really hard, 890 00:44:02,239 --> 00:44:04,839 Speaker 4: Like I'm not coming to your hotel to me, you're 891 00:44:04,840 --> 00:44:07,640 Speaker 4: coming to my place like or I'm getting a hotel 892 00:44:07,719 --> 00:44:11,759 Speaker 4: because I'm not bringing you around my son. So yeah, so. 893 00:44:13,680 --> 00:44:14,360 Speaker 1: More controversy. 894 00:44:14,480 --> 00:44:19,440 Speaker 4: Yeah, I just can't imagine being recorded on accident and leaking. 895 00:44:19,719 --> 00:44:21,120 Speaker 4: But okay, at. 896 00:44:21,040 --> 00:44:22,239 Speaker 3: Least shaven. 897 00:44:24,640 --> 00:44:29,880 Speaker 1: Very important. It's very important. Yes, Oh is she brand? 898 00:44:30,239 --> 00:44:41,000 Speaker 5: What we are not going to do that it was clean. 899 00:44:42,560 --> 00:44:45,839 Speaker 4: We had Ado here on the show. Oh god, well 900 00:44:45,880 --> 00:44:48,440 Speaker 4: he mentioned while he was here that you know that 901 00:44:49,600 --> 00:44:52,520 Speaker 4: you saw it. Yeah, what happened between you and t 902 00:44:52,719 --> 00:44:53,240 Speaker 4: R Savage? 903 00:44:53,280 --> 00:44:53,400 Speaker 1: Man? 904 00:44:53,400 --> 00:44:55,480 Speaker 4: I know you all were like really really close, like 905 00:44:56,719 --> 00:44:57,600 Speaker 4: cool man. 906 00:44:57,719 --> 00:44:59,560 Speaker 6: Like I said, you know what I'm saying, even with 907 00:45:00,440 --> 00:45:01,759 Speaker 6: the big three questions you asked me. 908 00:45:01,760 --> 00:45:02,239 Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. 909 00:45:02,239 --> 00:45:04,480 Speaker 6: I remember when all of us you know what I'm 910 00:45:04,480 --> 00:45:06,560 Speaker 6: saying coming up together. You know what I'm saying to 911 00:45:06,560 --> 00:45:08,560 Speaker 6: me on t I you should stay in the same house. 912 00:45:08,800 --> 00:45:10,919 Speaker 6: It's like my big sister, Like, you know what I'm saying, 913 00:45:10,920 --> 00:45:13,120 Speaker 6: she saw me as a youngin you know what I'm saying. 914 00:45:13,719 --> 00:45:16,040 Speaker 6: But the situation with t I was, you know, it 915 00:45:16,080 --> 00:45:17,080 Speaker 6: was like kind of personal. 916 00:45:17,160 --> 00:45:17,759 Speaker 3: You know what I'm saying. 917 00:45:17,840 --> 00:45:23,040 Speaker 6: She's she's very very good friends with my the mom 918 00:45:23,080 --> 00:45:26,080 Speaker 6: and my daughter, my first daughter, which you know we 919 00:45:26,400 --> 00:45:29,600 Speaker 6: were in court having custody and that. So I just 920 00:45:29,920 --> 00:45:31,560 Speaker 6: felt like, you know what I'm saying, you my you 921 00:45:31,560 --> 00:45:34,800 Speaker 6: know what I'm saying, Help me, help me, my daughter 922 00:45:34,840 --> 00:45:36,719 Speaker 6: that type. So we just got a little argument. It 923 00:45:36,760 --> 00:45:38,719 Speaker 6: was nothing, you know what I'm saying. It was just 924 00:45:38,719 --> 00:45:40,120 Speaker 6: like brothers and sisters argument. 925 00:45:40,120 --> 00:45:40,239 Speaker 1: You know. 926 00:45:41,000 --> 00:45:43,440 Speaker 6: I haven't seen her since then, to be honest, but 927 00:45:43,520 --> 00:45:45,160 Speaker 6: she did reach out, and you know what I'm saying, 928 00:45:45,200 --> 00:45:48,799 Speaker 6: So probably if it happens, it happens, and I know bad, 929 00:45:48,840 --> 00:45:50,719 Speaker 6: but I love her. You know, I love her child 930 00:45:50,800 --> 00:45:53,000 Speaker 6: and I saw him grow up. You know what I'm saying. 931 00:45:53,040 --> 00:45:56,000 Speaker 6: She's an amazing person. She changed the game for females. 932 00:45:56,000 --> 00:45:58,240 Speaker 6: You know what I'm saying. She always have that respect. 933 00:45:58,360 --> 00:46:01,320 Speaker 6: You know, that's my sister. I would never let nothing happens. 934 00:46:01,680 --> 00:46:03,120 Speaker 6: She knows, you know what I'm saying. 935 00:46:03,480 --> 00:46:04,920 Speaker 1: What about wiz K? You love whiz Kid? 936 00:46:06,080 --> 00:46:08,360 Speaker 4: That is not That's not his system. 937 00:46:08,400 --> 00:46:11,280 Speaker 1: I'm just asking. I love everybody. 938 00:46:11,560 --> 00:46:12,879 Speaker 2: I do want to ask a question about the Big 939 00:46:12,880 --> 00:46:14,680 Speaker 2: Three though, Like if they call they called Bernard or 940 00:46:14,680 --> 00:46:17,360 Speaker 2: Rebel and they talk about Whizky he has the mystique, 941 00:46:17,400 --> 00:46:20,680 Speaker 2: what is what's your lane in that in that Big Three? Man? 942 00:46:20,719 --> 00:46:21,200 Speaker 6: I'm Joseph. 943 00:46:22,680 --> 00:46:23,440 Speaker 1: I'm just me. 944 00:46:24,120 --> 00:46:26,080 Speaker 4: I'm just me, Like I'm just. 945 00:46:25,760 --> 00:46:31,880 Speaker 1: Me, like a whirl. I like I used to work out. 946 00:46:31,960 --> 00:46:32,560 Speaker 1: That's what I thought. 947 00:46:32,600 --> 00:46:36,040 Speaker 6: Like people people, people know me as the outgoing guy. Yeah, 948 00:46:36,280 --> 00:46:38,920 Speaker 6: I'm saying they you know, free, you know what I'm saying. 949 00:46:39,880 --> 00:46:42,560 Speaker 6: I don't have that mistique or that rebel. You know 950 00:46:42,560 --> 00:46:42,960 Speaker 6: what I'm saying. 951 00:46:43,000 --> 00:46:45,000 Speaker 1: I can't act that way. I'm just me and people. 952 00:46:45,000 --> 00:46:47,560 Speaker 6: Some personal people be like, man, you're too free. You're 953 00:46:47,560 --> 00:46:49,280 Speaker 6: too free, so you don't you know you have superstar. 954 00:46:49,320 --> 00:46:53,040 Speaker 6: I'm like, bro, I've been listening. I'm going Disney two 955 00:46:53,120 --> 00:46:56,719 Speaker 6: years old. Like this does not Yeah, like I like 956 00:46:56,760 --> 00:46:58,920 Speaker 6: I always say, like if my dad walks in the woman, Like, 957 00:46:58,960 --> 00:47:00,839 Speaker 6: if you're walking on the road, you know what I'm saying, 958 00:47:00,840 --> 00:47:03,239 Speaker 6: my dad passes you by, you probably would even know 959 00:47:03,400 --> 00:47:06,160 Speaker 6: like that dude, got better, dog, I'm telling you. So 960 00:47:06,239 --> 00:47:08,719 Speaker 6: that's how I grew up. My manager be getting mad 961 00:47:08,760 --> 00:47:11,960 Speaker 6: like I'd be in the house, I being slippers, like 962 00:47:12,280 --> 00:47:12,719 Speaker 6: going away. 963 00:47:12,760 --> 00:47:16,080 Speaker 1: I'm like, bro, I'm home. You look good every time. 964 00:47:16,200 --> 00:47:16,840 Speaker 3: You know what I'm saying. 965 00:47:17,040 --> 00:47:18,800 Speaker 1: But the people that are born. 966 00:47:19,280 --> 00:47:23,279 Speaker 6: Artists, that's just how they They're coming out their room 967 00:47:23,400 --> 00:47:25,439 Speaker 6: like you know what I'm saying that people some people 968 00:47:25,480 --> 00:47:27,319 Speaker 6: are like that, you know what I'm saying, that's what 969 00:47:27,360 --> 00:47:29,960 Speaker 6: works for them and to be honest, it's worked for them. 970 00:47:30,239 --> 00:47:30,879 Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. 971 00:47:31,160 --> 00:47:32,839 Speaker 6: What's worked for me, it's worked for me, and what's 972 00:47:32,840 --> 00:47:35,239 Speaker 6: worked for them, you know, it's worked for them. Maybe 973 00:47:35,280 --> 00:47:38,000 Speaker 6: if they like free like me, you know, maybe they 974 00:47:38,160 --> 00:47:40,440 Speaker 6: wouldn't get what they have, you know what I'm saying. So, 975 00:47:40,760 --> 00:47:42,960 Speaker 6: and maybe the way I am is what has helped me. 976 00:47:43,040 --> 00:47:46,279 Speaker 6: So it's just like everybody. I feel like every in 977 00:47:46,360 --> 00:47:48,960 Speaker 6: every industry, Like just like how you had the Big 978 00:47:49,000 --> 00:47:51,440 Speaker 6: Three back in the day with like jay Z. They 979 00:47:51,440 --> 00:47:56,960 Speaker 6: were all different kind of people, d different kind of people. 980 00:47:57,239 --> 00:47:59,360 Speaker 6: You know what I'm saying, Drake Outside, you know what 981 00:47:59,400 --> 00:48:01,680 Speaker 6: I'm saying. Kendrick is like, you don't even know what 982 00:48:01,680 --> 00:48:04,120 Speaker 6: that move is. So it's like they're different kind of 983 00:48:04,120 --> 00:48:06,520 Speaker 6: people and right, and that's okay, you know what I'm saying, 984 00:48:06,560 --> 00:48:07,280 Speaker 6: That's okay. 985 00:48:07,680 --> 00:48:09,600 Speaker 4: I saw you talk to Rolling Stone a bit about it, 986 00:48:09,640 --> 00:48:11,719 Speaker 4: about how you felt about it. Did you feel like 987 00:48:11,719 --> 00:48:15,279 Speaker 4: because it seemed like he was sorry for whatever transpired 988 00:48:15,320 --> 00:48:17,800 Speaker 4: and that y'all were good? Now was that the feeling 989 00:48:17,800 --> 00:48:18,480 Speaker 4: you got from it? 990 00:48:18,760 --> 00:48:23,360 Speaker 3: Well, we haven't seen a spoken since, so, yeah, we haven't. 991 00:48:23,400 --> 00:48:27,000 Speaker 3: I haven't seen him since then spoken, But I again, 992 00:48:29,719 --> 00:48:32,560 Speaker 3: I want to say, I think it was a miscommunication, 993 00:48:34,760 --> 00:48:38,600 Speaker 3: but there hasn't been any kind of communication between us. 994 00:48:38,920 --> 00:48:42,719 Speaker 3: But I definitely I was. I was hurt by how 995 00:48:42,760 --> 00:48:45,360 Speaker 3: it transpired. I mean, I don't know if he explained, 996 00:48:45,719 --> 00:48:48,160 Speaker 3: you know, what kind of happened. 997 00:48:48,440 --> 00:48:50,719 Speaker 4: Yeah, but you can explain it from your point of view. 998 00:48:52,719 --> 00:48:55,120 Speaker 3: So our kids are friends, and they've gone to the 999 00:48:55,120 --> 00:48:58,040 Speaker 3: same school since they were one. They're ten now, so 1000 00:48:58,040 --> 00:49:00,000 Speaker 3: they've gone to the same they've been in the same 1001 00:49:00,080 --> 00:49:05,440 Speaker 3: class for ten years. So I've now, I've known David 1002 00:49:05,520 --> 00:49:08,640 Speaker 3: before that, but I've naturally grown a relationship with the 1003 00:49:08,680 --> 00:49:15,600 Speaker 3: mother of their kid, and I didn't really know that, 1004 00:49:15,840 --> 00:49:18,080 Speaker 3: you know, there was issues. I mean, I know that 1005 00:49:18,120 --> 00:49:20,480 Speaker 3: he's moved on and he's married, you know whatever, but 1006 00:49:21,680 --> 00:49:26,160 Speaker 3: I don't know what's going on apart from that, And 1007 00:49:26,200 --> 00:49:29,040 Speaker 3: I guess I was. I was at an event and 1008 00:49:29,239 --> 00:49:32,400 Speaker 3: she was too, so naturally like, hey, how are you 1009 00:49:33,280 --> 00:49:37,560 Speaker 3: We're a partying drinking, doing snap and whatever. And he 1010 00:49:37,640 --> 00:49:42,959 Speaker 3: saw that and he took it as I was betraying him, 1011 00:49:44,040 --> 00:49:49,520 Speaker 3: and I'm like, what, how, Like, what's what's going on? 1012 00:49:49,600 --> 00:49:51,520 Speaker 3: And that's why I said, I think it was as 1013 00:49:51,760 --> 00:49:56,560 Speaker 3: miss misunderstanding, Like he felt like I knew what was happening, 1014 00:49:56,960 --> 00:49:59,640 Speaker 3: and I was on her side, and that that's not 1015 00:49:59,680 --> 00:50:01,880 Speaker 3: the case. Like, this is just a woman that I 1016 00:50:01,960 --> 00:50:06,239 Speaker 3: know who's the mother to my son's friend. And we 1017 00:50:06,239 --> 00:50:09,920 Speaker 3: were a social gathering and I see him, were, you know, chilling, So, 1018 00:50:10,840 --> 00:50:12,640 Speaker 3: like I said, we haven't seen each other since. And 1019 00:50:15,040 --> 00:50:17,480 Speaker 3: even if I did know, I don't think I would 1020 00:50:17,480 --> 00:50:21,120 Speaker 3: have chosen a side either, Like I don't think I'm 1021 00:50:21,239 --> 00:50:23,840 Speaker 3: going to be like, oh, because you guys are having issues, 1022 00:50:23,960 --> 00:50:25,840 Speaker 3: I'm going to be on David's side. I'm going to 1023 00:50:25,920 --> 00:50:28,680 Speaker 3: be on Sofia's side because our kids are friends and 1024 00:50:28,719 --> 00:50:33,839 Speaker 3: it's not my business to take sides, like yeah, just 1025 00:50:33,880 --> 00:50:37,280 Speaker 3: like I don't want anyone to take sides with my situation. 1026 00:50:39,120 --> 00:50:42,120 Speaker 3: It's between me and the father and my son. I 1027 00:50:42,160 --> 00:50:44,920 Speaker 3: don't think anyone should be dragged into it. But again, 1028 00:50:45,080 --> 00:50:47,960 Speaker 3: he felt like I was. I should I should have 1029 00:50:48,719 --> 00:50:52,320 Speaker 3: been loyal to him in that situation. 1030 00:50:52,440 --> 00:50:55,160 Speaker 1: But how did that turn into you submitting a letter 1031 00:50:55,200 --> 00:50:59,399 Speaker 1: to the police. If anything happened to me, it was him, So. 1032 00:51:00,480 --> 00:51:04,560 Speaker 3: I think out of anger, maybe he might have made threats. 1033 00:51:04,840 --> 00:51:07,640 Speaker 3: Do I think he was really gonna go ahead with it? No, 1034 00:51:09,040 --> 00:51:12,240 Speaker 3: But again I'm not taking any risks, like I feel 1035 00:51:12,280 --> 00:51:14,880 Speaker 3: like you could. You could be saying it around people 1036 00:51:14,960 --> 00:51:18,560 Speaker 3: who want to now act out on what you're saying. 1037 00:51:18,640 --> 00:51:20,399 Speaker 3: Do you know what I'm saying? And you know how 1038 00:51:20,400 --> 00:51:23,799 Speaker 3: it is when your crew and his crew might end. 1039 00:51:23,840 --> 00:51:26,000 Speaker 3: It might not even be here and I directly might 1040 00:51:26,040 --> 00:51:27,920 Speaker 3: be someone from my crew fighting his crew whatever, and 1041 00:51:28,000 --> 00:51:32,080 Speaker 3: it escalates again. Before I did that, though, I reached 1042 00:51:32,120 --> 00:51:36,120 Speaker 3: out to members of his family. I'm not going to 1043 00:51:36,160 --> 00:51:38,080 Speaker 3: say names, but people that are older than him, and 1044 00:51:38,120 --> 00:51:42,680 Speaker 3: I said, listen, I'm hearing threats. Can we solve this? 1045 00:51:42,800 --> 00:51:46,439 Speaker 3: And none of them came back to me. In fact, 1046 00:51:46,480 --> 00:51:48,040 Speaker 3: one of them was just like, do what you need 1047 00:51:48,080 --> 00:51:53,000 Speaker 3: to do. I was like, cool, Like, just for the record, 1048 00:51:53,239 --> 00:51:57,359 Speaker 3: I want before I do anything, can we solve this? 1049 00:51:57,640 --> 00:51:57,880 Speaker 3: You know? 1050 00:51:58,040 --> 00:52:02,040 Speaker 2: And yeah, he said, you're like his big sister who 1051 00:52:02,040 --> 00:52:04,040 Speaker 2: will always love you and would never let anything better. 1052 00:52:04,280 --> 00:52:06,000 Speaker 3: No, yeah, that's why I said, I do I think 1053 00:52:06,040 --> 00:52:07,839 Speaker 3: he was ever going to carry out No, I think 1054 00:52:07,880 --> 00:52:10,359 Speaker 3: he was just you know, David is such a joy 1055 00:52:10,520 --> 00:52:13,840 Speaker 3: like he's just a joyful no when I sort of 1056 00:52:13,960 --> 00:52:17,040 Speaker 3: and he doesn't mean it so and I feel like 1057 00:52:17,080 --> 00:52:20,240 Speaker 3: that too. I feel like he is like a brother 1058 00:52:20,320 --> 00:52:23,399 Speaker 3: to me, and that's why it and we haven't seen 1059 00:52:23,440 --> 00:52:25,160 Speaker 3: each other, and I'm sure it's going to be all love. 1060 00:52:25,239 --> 00:52:29,040 Speaker 3: It's definitely all love for me. And I want him 1061 00:52:29,040 --> 00:52:31,880 Speaker 3: to know I haven't spoken to you, David, but I 1062 00:52:31,880 --> 00:52:33,480 Speaker 3: do want you to know that I do love you 1063 00:52:33,520 --> 00:52:35,880 Speaker 3: and I've never I would never betray you or like 1064 00:52:36,000 --> 00:52:38,399 Speaker 3: take sides. I just want you to know that I'm 1065 00:52:38,400 --> 00:52:40,920 Speaker 3: always putting our kids first. So and that's why I 1066 00:52:40,960 --> 00:52:43,440 Speaker 3: just feel like I have to be respectful to the 1067 00:52:43,440 --> 00:52:44,240 Speaker 3: mother of a child. 1068 00:52:47,320 --> 00:52:50,920 Speaker 1: So why did you say the Big three? 1069 00:52:51,680 --> 00:52:57,560 Speaker 3: Oh my god, no no, no, no, no, no no, 1070 00:52:58,160 --> 00:53:02,640 Speaker 3: So not fuck them life, but the narrative of the 1071 00:53:02,640 --> 00:53:06,680 Speaker 3: Big three? Yeah, Like, f that narrative because this is 1072 00:53:06,719 --> 00:53:10,479 Speaker 3: a continent, This is so many artists, and we keep 1073 00:53:10,520 --> 00:53:14,239 Speaker 3: reducing it to three three artists every single time. When 1074 00:53:14,280 --> 00:53:18,520 Speaker 3: we have diamonds, we have flavor, we have we have terms, 1075 00:53:18,560 --> 00:53:23,400 Speaker 3: we have like the listen Rema like, yeah, I loves 1076 00:53:23,400 --> 00:53:26,560 Speaker 3: I'm like my right, yeah, and I'm like they're like 1077 00:53:26,920 --> 00:53:29,200 Speaker 3: and we don't include them in the top three. Why 1078 00:53:29,320 --> 00:53:31,240 Speaker 3: Like so I'm like, f that narrative. 1079 00:53:31,840 --> 00:53:34,799 Speaker 1: Yeah, I mean you're right, it's like you hear burna boy. 1080 00:53:34,840 --> 00:53:37,160 Speaker 2: You hear with kids here, but for me and that 1081 00:53:37,239 --> 00:53:39,480 Speaker 2: I listen to a lot of listen to a lot 1082 00:53:39,520 --> 00:53:41,640 Speaker 2: of teams, and I'm like, I don't know why it. 1083 00:53:41,719 --> 00:53:44,480 Speaker 1: Is just those three. Is it is it sales? 1084 00:53:44,640 --> 00:53:46,000 Speaker 4: Is it maybe? 1085 00:53:46,719 --> 00:53:48,720 Speaker 3: And I think they have a really strong fan base, 1086 00:53:49,320 --> 00:53:52,919 Speaker 3: so their fan base is very They're they're active. Yeah, 1087 00:53:53,040 --> 00:53:54,000 Speaker 3: they're very, very active. 1088 00:53:54,000 --> 00:53:56,680 Speaker 1: Even you you you got to be in that conversation. 1089 00:53:56,239 --> 00:53:59,520 Speaker 4: As well, like I mean, you know what I see 1090 00:53:59,560 --> 00:54:01,040 Speaker 4: people do lot and I don't know if you see 1091 00:54:01,080 --> 00:54:05,080 Speaker 4: this too. They put you, they put you in Tyler, 1092 00:54:05,400 --> 00:54:07,320 Speaker 4: Like there's a conversation a lot with you and Tyler. 1093 00:54:08,480 --> 00:54:08,680 Speaker 6: Yeah. 1094 00:54:09,280 --> 00:54:12,880 Speaker 4: I think, well, I think it's because if you're not 1095 00:54:12,920 --> 00:54:15,000 Speaker 4: from where you guys are from anybody that's like big 1096 00:54:15,040 --> 00:54:16,759 Speaker 4: from a certain type of music, people just like to 1097 00:54:16,800 --> 00:54:19,200 Speaker 4: talk about you guys. At one point, I saw conversations 1098 00:54:19,200 --> 00:54:23,719 Speaker 4: with like Tims Tyler like just whoa who is the 1099 00:54:23,800 --> 00:54:25,839 Speaker 4: girl now? And then even when they had when we 1100 00:54:25,840 --> 00:54:29,760 Speaker 4: were having the colors conversation, people were having conversations about 1101 00:54:29,920 --> 00:54:31,880 Speaker 4: dark skinned women from certain places being able to make 1102 00:54:31,880 --> 00:54:33,879 Speaker 4: it versus lighter skinned women, and they got mad about 1103 00:54:33,880 --> 00:54:36,360 Speaker 4: the color of the comments. Like I've seen the conversation 1104 00:54:36,480 --> 00:54:41,080 Speaker 4: around you guys, but more so, uh should you more 1105 00:54:41,160 --> 00:54:44,239 Speaker 4: so like a skin color thing. Really, Yes, I've seen 1106 00:54:44,280 --> 00:54:44,720 Speaker 4: that conversation. 1107 00:54:44,719 --> 00:54:45,200 Speaker 1: I've seen. 1108 00:54:47,160 --> 00:54:51,960 Speaker 4: A star like You're like she she's kind of like 1109 00:54:52,160 --> 00:54:54,920 Speaker 4: you big up her a lot, right, Yeah, I love 1110 00:54:55,400 --> 00:54:58,840 Speaker 4: to see Yeah, I hate, not hate, but comparisons with you, 1111 00:54:58,880 --> 00:55:02,399 Speaker 4: Irish Star. Really well maybe because we've we've like I've 1112 00:55:03,480 --> 00:55:05,960 Speaker 4: we're both. I was signed to Don Jazzy and she's 1113 00:55:06,000 --> 00:55:09,160 Speaker 4: with Don Jazzy now, and he's you know, anyone that has. 1114 00:55:09,120 --> 00:55:15,200 Speaker 3: Ever ever been under him? Pause but yeah, no, yeah, 1115 00:55:17,480 --> 00:55:19,480 Speaker 3: I don't want this to be taken out of context, 1116 00:55:19,480 --> 00:55:22,319 Speaker 3: but yeah, anyone who's ever been associated with him knows 1117 00:55:22,360 --> 00:55:25,800 Speaker 3: that he does not play that. So he yeah, he's 1118 00:55:26,040 --> 00:55:30,000 Speaker 3: yeah and just But I love her regardless anyway, And 1119 00:55:30,040 --> 00:55:35,120 Speaker 3: I just have to respect his artists. But regardless of that, 1120 00:55:35,160 --> 00:55:35,719 Speaker 3: I love Ira. 1121 00:55:36,239 --> 00:55:38,400 Speaker 4: I think too though in music, like whenever we were 1122 00:55:38,400 --> 00:55:40,040 Speaker 4: talking without this earlier with Kardi, whenever you get to 1123 00:55:40,040 --> 00:55:42,080 Speaker 4: a certain point, people just have to like there's that 1124 00:55:42,200 --> 00:55:44,279 Speaker 4: competitive nature that comes in from the fans and just 1125 00:55:44,320 --> 00:55:46,080 Speaker 4: the people in the critics, like it just happens. 1126 00:55:46,239 --> 00:55:48,560 Speaker 3: Yeah, But I feel like as artists we have the 1127 00:55:48,600 --> 00:55:55,200 Speaker 3: opportunity to what's the word. Yeah, earlier on, like I 1128 00:55:55,239 --> 00:55:58,439 Speaker 3: saw that kind of coming with Ira, and I'm like, nah, 1129 00:55:58,480 --> 00:56:02,359 Speaker 3: you guys are not going to build this awkwardness between us. 1130 00:56:02,440 --> 00:56:06,640 Speaker 3: And I'm posting her, she's posting me. So the fans 1131 00:56:06,680 --> 00:56:10,120 Speaker 3: can't even they can't even kind of like build that 1132 00:56:10,200 --> 00:56:13,440 Speaker 3: narrative between the both of us, because earlier on we 1133 00:56:13,440 --> 00:56:16,279 Speaker 3: were just like, yeah, let's get this conversation. This is 1134 00:56:16,280 --> 00:56:18,080 Speaker 3: not even that it's not a topic. 1135 00:56:18,440 --> 00:56:20,359 Speaker 4: I know you guys are from two different places, but 1136 00:56:20,480 --> 00:56:24,799 Speaker 4: when the colored conversation was happening with Tyler, from your perspective, 1137 00:56:25,800 --> 00:56:27,640 Speaker 4: how did you feel about the conversation and just how 1138 00:56:27,640 --> 00:56:29,200 Speaker 4: she handled in people's reaction to it. 1139 00:56:31,239 --> 00:56:42,359 Speaker 3: Who you guys are serious? Oh, I feel like two 1140 00:56:42,440 --> 00:56:45,640 Speaker 3: truths can be real. At the same time, I feel like, 1141 00:56:47,400 --> 00:56:51,319 Speaker 3: maybe I don't really know what the first thing she 1142 00:56:51,400 --> 00:56:55,040 Speaker 3: said was that sparked the whole conversation, But I do 1143 00:56:55,200 --> 00:56:58,360 Speaker 3: know that from where she's from, she's you know, she was. 1144 00:56:58,480 --> 00:57:02,520 Speaker 3: I think she she doesn't. She doesn't consider they don't 1145 00:57:02,560 --> 00:57:05,160 Speaker 3: call her black, they call her color colored because she's 1146 00:57:05,320 --> 00:57:10,360 Speaker 3: because she's mixed. And I guess I get why that 1147 00:57:10,440 --> 00:57:14,359 Speaker 3: would be such a huge thing here because of I mean, 1148 00:57:14,400 --> 00:57:21,880 Speaker 3: the history behind that name. You know, I don't know 1149 00:57:22,000 --> 00:57:24,080 Speaker 3: if I think I felt for her a little bit 1150 00:57:24,120 --> 00:57:28,760 Speaker 3: because I feel like she's young and I don't think 1151 00:57:28,800 --> 00:57:34,920 Speaker 3: she means to come across like that. But where we're from, 1152 00:57:35,000 --> 00:57:39,160 Speaker 3: where I'm from, when something like this happens, like they say, 1153 00:57:39,200 --> 00:57:41,520 Speaker 3: the elder will come and say it on behalf of 1154 00:57:42,160 --> 00:57:43,840 Speaker 3: such and such, you apologize. 1155 00:57:43,960 --> 00:57:44,160 Speaker 2: You know. 1156 00:57:44,960 --> 00:57:48,520 Speaker 3: That's what I feel like, if if if if that 1157 00:57:48,720 --> 00:57:53,400 Speaker 3: wasn't if that wasn't communicated, I would I would like 1158 00:57:53,440 --> 00:57:58,120 Speaker 3: to say, you know, like on behalf of that her 1159 00:57:58,240 --> 00:58:01,640 Speaker 3: or whatever, like we apologize, like you know, we didn't 1160 00:58:01,680 --> 00:58:05,440 Speaker 3: mean it was, you know, because I don't think it 1161 00:58:05,480 --> 00:58:07,280 Speaker 3: came from a bad place, you know what I mean, 1162 00:58:07,320 --> 00:58:08,680 Speaker 3: I don't think it came from a bad place. 1163 00:58:08,760 --> 00:58:10,400 Speaker 2: And they making it to me, they're making it bigger 1164 00:58:10,400 --> 00:58:12,520 Speaker 2: than what it needs to be. I've heard her explain it, 1165 00:58:12,600 --> 00:58:15,280 Speaker 2: and it makes perfect sense to me. When and then 1166 00:58:15,280 --> 00:58:17,000 Speaker 2: you know, recently she put out an album and it 1167 00:58:17,040 --> 00:58:18,880 Speaker 2: didn't do well and they were blaming the comments, and 1168 00:58:18,920 --> 00:58:20,040 Speaker 2: I'm like, I don't think that. 1169 00:58:21,120 --> 00:58:22,920 Speaker 4: Yeah, they were blaming you too, Charlamagne. 1170 00:58:23,080 --> 00:58:23,280 Speaker 1: Yeah. 1171 00:58:25,440 --> 00:58:29,960 Speaker 4: Question, he always says, you got to know if you 1172 00:58:30,080 --> 00:58:33,280 Speaker 4: come to anywhere at that time when everyone's having that conversation, 1173 00:58:33,480 --> 00:58:35,720 Speaker 4: is going to be asked, And I think that they 1174 00:58:35,760 --> 00:58:38,760 Speaker 4: should have prepared her to at least glide through the question. 1175 00:58:39,080 --> 00:58:41,240 Speaker 4: Like it was so like I'm not answering that, Like 1176 00:58:41,440 --> 00:58:43,840 Speaker 4: it made it a thing of like well why not? Yeah, 1177 00:58:43,960 --> 00:58:46,840 Speaker 4: which she described it in Vogue right after that, and 1178 00:58:46,960 --> 00:58:49,280 Speaker 4: I was like, okay, girl, you could have just said that. 1179 00:58:49,400 --> 00:58:52,120 Speaker 3: Yeah, but have you have you guys never earlier on 1180 00:58:52,200 --> 00:58:57,000 Speaker 3: in your career made maybe mistakes you guys? 1181 00:58:57,240 --> 00:59:00,600 Speaker 4: Ever he smelt, he smelled somebody's seats happened? 1182 00:59:02,480 --> 00:59:04,120 Speaker 1: Was it? No? 1183 00:59:04,680 --> 00:59:06,920 Speaker 3: Why because you wanted to smile? Was nice? 1184 00:59:07,200 --> 00:59:11,240 Speaker 1: It was? 1185 00:59:12,440 --> 00:59:14,240 Speaker 4: He's been done for a very no. 1186 00:59:14,400 --> 00:59:18,360 Speaker 3: But yeah, so I feel like she's learning. Yeah, she'll 1187 00:59:18,440 --> 00:59:20,680 Speaker 3: learned from that, and she'll know. She'll now know, like 1188 00:59:20,920 --> 00:59:23,840 Speaker 3: when I'm going to certain interviews, like, yeah, I guess, 1189 00:59:24,920 --> 00:59:27,080 Speaker 3: let me watch what type of interview is? Are they? 1190 00:59:27,280 --> 00:59:30,560 Speaker 3: You know, do they ask hard questions? And let me 1191 00:59:30,600 --> 00:59:32,959 Speaker 3: be prepared? Like you know, I think people do. 1192 00:59:32,960 --> 00:59:35,720 Speaker 4: Don't when they're watching celebrities do the things that y'all 1193 00:59:35,760 --> 00:59:38,320 Speaker 4: do with interviews and stuff, you don't realize that her 1194 00:59:38,480 --> 00:59:41,040 Speaker 4: fans don't realize that you guys are people. So sometimes 1195 00:59:41,080 --> 00:59:43,040 Speaker 4: even if she's prepared to answer the question, she might 1196 00:59:43,040 --> 00:59:45,520 Speaker 4: be nervous and still she's sitting with you know, you 1197 00:59:45,600 --> 00:59:47,280 Speaker 4: come here, you sit with like Charlotte Maye and he 1198 00:59:47,360 --> 00:59:48,080 Speaker 4: makes people nervous. 1199 00:59:48,320 --> 00:59:50,320 Speaker 3: Was not prepared for you guys to ask me this. 1200 00:59:50,520 --> 00:59:56,520 Speaker 3: I'm like, no, no, no, I'm okay, yes, you're only 1201 00:59:56,520 --> 00:59:57,000 Speaker 3: your business. 1202 00:59:57,360 --> 00:59:58,200 Speaker 4: I'm really insure you. 1203 00:59:58,720 --> 00:59:58,960 Speaker 1: I do. 1204 00:59:59,040 --> 01:00:00,640 Speaker 2: I do want to know why do you think female 1205 01:00:01,120 --> 01:00:03,640 Speaker 2: Why do you think female African artists don't get in 1206 01:00:03,720 --> 01:00:04,760 Speaker 2: the Big three conversation? 1207 01:00:05,120 --> 01:00:06,000 Speaker 1: Like why aren't they? 1208 01:00:06,280 --> 01:00:13,600 Speaker 3: I think culturally still women are not what's the word misogy? Yes, yes, 1209 01:00:13,640 --> 01:00:18,000 Speaker 3: so even culturally, not even just in music. For me, 1210 01:00:18,080 --> 01:00:20,800 Speaker 3: I've said this before. When I got my tattoos, I 1211 01:00:20,840 --> 01:00:24,320 Speaker 3: was I was trending. I'm going to go to hell. 1212 01:00:24,680 --> 01:00:26,760 Speaker 3: You know what kind of mother am I? Nobody's going 1213 01:00:26,840 --> 01:00:29,000 Speaker 3: to marry me with this. I'm never going to get 1214 01:00:29,000 --> 01:00:31,720 Speaker 3: a day job. I'm like, yeah, I don't want to job. 1215 01:00:32,560 --> 01:00:35,520 Speaker 3: But you know, like male artists are covered in tattoos 1216 01:00:35,520 --> 01:00:38,280 Speaker 3: and they're like, yo, that's he's a rock star. So 1217 01:00:38,640 --> 01:00:41,960 Speaker 3: not just the music, just in general, women are still 1218 01:00:42,040 --> 01:00:46,600 Speaker 3: like undermind in my culture, so it's obviously going to 1219 01:00:46,640 --> 01:00:47,760 Speaker 3: trickle down into music. 1220 01:00:47,960 --> 01:00:48,760 Speaker 1: I feel like you do. 1221 01:00:48,840 --> 01:00:52,680 Speaker 2: Very well with a podcast, I really, really really because 1222 01:00:52,680 --> 01:00:54,720 Speaker 2: I saw you say how you had to sneak away 1223 01:00:54,720 --> 01:00:56,720 Speaker 2: from your team because you wanted to be more out spoken, 1224 01:00:56,760 --> 01:00:57,520 Speaker 2: and oh. 1225 01:00:57,440 --> 01:01:01,480 Speaker 3: Yeah, I cursed him out. What No, there was a 1226 01:01:01,520 --> 01:01:05,560 Speaker 3: guy and he said Tia does not support female artists 1227 01:01:05,600 --> 01:01:08,880 Speaker 3: and she's not signed a female artist and what kind 1228 01:01:08,880 --> 01:01:12,960 Speaker 3: of legacy is that? And I said, what are you crazy? Like, 1229 01:01:13,760 --> 01:01:15,480 Speaker 3: first of all, I don't have I don't have a 1230 01:01:15,480 --> 01:01:18,400 Speaker 3: problem with you having an opinion, but at least do 1231 01:01:18,520 --> 01:01:21,840 Speaker 3: your research. No one has done in terms of females. 1232 01:01:21,880 --> 01:01:24,160 Speaker 3: No one has done more songs with females than me, 1233 01:01:25,000 --> 01:01:28,720 Speaker 3: like literally either me featuring them or then featuring me. 1234 01:01:29,120 --> 01:01:31,440 Speaker 3: So you coming on and saying I don't support females, 1235 01:01:31,520 --> 01:01:34,560 Speaker 3: that's already wrong, and you have such a huge platform, 1236 01:01:34,600 --> 01:01:36,960 Speaker 3: and people were believing that instead of doing the research, 1237 01:01:37,000 --> 01:01:39,320 Speaker 3: they're just like, yeah, it's true. And I'm like, wait, 1238 01:01:39,360 --> 01:01:41,080 Speaker 3: how many of the songs that I've even done with 1239 01:01:41,120 --> 01:01:44,600 Speaker 3: female arts have you guys even promoted Let's start with that, Like, 1240 01:01:45,240 --> 01:01:47,400 Speaker 3: so you're not even encouraging us to even work with 1241 01:01:47,440 --> 01:01:51,120 Speaker 3: each other because you act like you don't see us. 1242 01:01:51,440 --> 01:01:56,000 Speaker 3: So I'm very as much as I'm reserved, I can 1243 01:01:56,400 --> 01:01:59,960 Speaker 3: like I don't. Yeah, I'm not scared of no one, 1244 01:02:00,040 --> 01:02:03,560 Speaker 3: and I would say any like yes, and if I'm convicted, 1245 01:02:03,640 --> 01:02:07,120 Speaker 3: if I'm convicted that I'm saying the truth, my truth. Yeah, 1246 01:02:07,160 --> 01:02:08,960 Speaker 3: you can't tell me nothing. I was cussing them out 1247 01:02:09,000 --> 01:02:09,680 Speaker 3: in my language. 1248 01:02:09,720 --> 01:02:11,320 Speaker 1: And that's why I want you to have a podcast. 1249 01:02:11,360 --> 01:02:12,160 Speaker 1: I think it would be very good. 1250 01:02:12,200 --> 01:02:13,640 Speaker 2: I think people should be able to ask you questions 1251 01:02:13,680 --> 01:02:16,360 Speaker 2: because you have a level of experience, a level. 1252 01:02:16,080 --> 01:02:21,959 Speaker 3: Of we feel to the they're always nervous every time 1253 01:02:22,000 --> 01:02:25,480 Speaker 3: I go on because this I would trend force something you. 1254 01:02:25,560 --> 01:02:29,640 Speaker 4: Always tell me how to like do it and making mistakes. Listen, 1255 01:02:29,680 --> 01:02:31,240 Speaker 4: if you're on a platform, you will make them, but 1256 01:02:31,320 --> 01:02:32,400 Speaker 4: you will learn how to do it in a way 1257 01:02:32,400 --> 01:02:35,240 Speaker 4: that is like beneficial but like still authentic to you. 1258 01:02:35,360 --> 01:02:36,640 Speaker 3: And I think I'll ever share that. 1259 01:02:37,160 --> 01:02:43,840 Speaker 4: That's great you home to day. You have to have 1260 01:02:43,840 --> 01:02:46,000 Speaker 4: already know I was talking way too. 1261 01:02:46,440 --> 01:02:48,920 Speaker 2: That's why I can tell, like, everything you're saying is 1262 01:02:48,920 --> 01:02:52,360 Speaker 2: all the reasons you should have a podcast. 1263 01:02:53,000 --> 01:02:55,520 Speaker 3: Yeah, that's even the streaming thing is getting big like, 1264 01:02:55,560 --> 01:02:58,440 Speaker 3: but the podcast, Yeah, but I I yeah, I make 1265 01:02:58,480 --> 01:03:01,720 Speaker 3: them nervous, man, Like even the whole thing you asked 1266 01:03:01,720 --> 01:03:05,680 Speaker 3: me about Tyler and David, I already know this is 1267 01:03:07,280 --> 01:03:10,120 Speaker 3: I always think so I always think I'm very honest, 1268 01:03:10,200 --> 01:03:15,040 Speaker 3: and even even me talking about the relationship and being 1269 01:03:15,080 --> 01:03:16,920 Speaker 3: in a room or whatever, and a lot of people 1270 01:03:17,160 --> 01:03:21,800 Speaker 3: were like, I was oversharing and I'm saying too much. 1271 01:03:21,840 --> 01:03:23,960 Speaker 3: And they're even saying that you're doing this because you 1272 01:03:24,000 --> 01:03:27,360 Speaker 3: want to promote your album, and I'm just like, I 1273 01:03:27,400 --> 01:03:29,440 Speaker 3: don't even know how to lie. If I knew how 1274 01:03:29,440 --> 01:03:31,360 Speaker 3: to lie or lie about my age when I first 1275 01:03:31,400 --> 01:03:35,160 Speaker 3: came out, because I could have easily done that or 1276 01:03:35,360 --> 01:03:38,280 Speaker 3: just lied about the whole situation or just created a 1277 01:03:38,280 --> 01:03:41,040 Speaker 3: whole scenario. But my problem is I'll go to another 1278 01:03:41,080 --> 01:03:43,640 Speaker 3: interview and I'll forget what I said and I kid 1279 01:03:43,680 --> 01:03:45,439 Speaker 3: just said he's a doctor, and I'll be like, oh, yeah, 1280 01:03:45,440 --> 01:03:48,240 Speaker 3: he's a basketball player, and I'll just trip myself, like. 1281 01:03:49,360 --> 01:03:52,000 Speaker 2: Say, you should never lie because when you lie, you 1282 01:03:52,160 --> 01:03:53,920 Speaker 2: when you tell the truth, you don't ever have to remember. 1283 01:03:53,680 --> 01:03:54,160 Speaker 1: What you said. 1284 01:03:54,440 --> 01:03:58,560 Speaker 3: Yeah, I don't know how to not share the truth 1285 01:03:58,680 --> 01:04:02,440 Speaker 3: or just be so honest. Oh that gets me in 1286 01:04:02,440 --> 01:04:03,280 Speaker 3: trouble a lot. 1287 01:04:03,520 --> 01:04:05,440 Speaker 4: I think you're allowed to talk about like your mom 1288 01:04:06,120 --> 01:04:09,520 Speaker 4: and you went through divorced relationship. You know this this 1289 01:04:09,720 --> 01:04:12,720 Speaker 4: sex tape stuff. Music, you could be like a tunnel 1290 01:04:12,960 --> 01:04:14,120 Speaker 4: and you to have your lady. 1291 01:04:15,240 --> 01:04:16,720 Speaker 3: That's what I tried to do with the sex tape. 1292 01:04:16,720 --> 01:04:19,480 Speaker 3: So I had an interview and I had just gotten 1293 01:04:19,560 --> 01:04:21,680 Speaker 3: the video and then I was Angie Martinez. Yes. So 1294 01:04:21,760 --> 01:04:24,280 Speaker 3: I was going there to promote a song and I'm like, 1295 01:04:24,440 --> 01:04:28,080 Speaker 3: I'm just gonna say what is and my everyone was like, no, 1296 01:04:28,160 --> 01:04:30,040 Speaker 3: you cannot. And I went there and I said it 1297 01:04:30,080 --> 01:04:33,040 Speaker 3: and then they released it anyway, and I'm like, before 1298 01:04:33,160 --> 01:04:36,600 Speaker 3: you embarrassed me or think that you're gonna get one 1299 01:04:36,640 --> 01:04:39,640 Speaker 3: on me, I'm just gonna go on there and say listen, 1300 01:04:41,800 --> 01:04:45,440 Speaker 3: was gonna come out and they're threatening me and I'm thinking, 1301 01:04:46,680 --> 01:04:49,200 Speaker 3: I'm controlling my narrative, and then it backfires on me 1302 01:04:50,360 --> 01:04:52,280 Speaker 3: because they now said I did it on purpose. 1303 01:04:53,400 --> 01:04:55,440 Speaker 4: It's just to be mad at that, because at the 1304 01:04:55,440 --> 01:04:58,800 Speaker 4: same time, whenever the sex tape conversation comes up, people 1305 01:04:58,840 --> 01:05:01,120 Speaker 4: point to that interview, your explanation of it. So it 1306 01:05:01,200 --> 01:05:03,000 Speaker 4: did control the narrative, like you got to learn the 1307 01:05:03,080 --> 01:05:05,160 Speaker 4: high level winds and can't be down here with all 1308 01:05:05,160 --> 01:05:08,480 Speaker 4: the low level Yeah yeah you entertainment. 1309 01:05:08,720 --> 01:05:11,520 Speaker 3: Yes, okay, no, well no I don't but yeah, it's 1310 01:05:11,840 --> 01:05:13,520 Speaker 3: still kind of there, but it's not it's not. 1311 01:05:13,760 --> 01:05:15,520 Speaker 4: Very great for you to break artists through as well. 1312 01:05:15,560 --> 01:05:16,320 Speaker 4: I think you should do it. 1313 01:05:16,400 --> 01:05:19,040 Speaker 3: I don't think I have I don't think Okay, let 1314 01:05:19,080 --> 01:05:21,120 Speaker 3: me just clear this out. It's not that I don't 1315 01:05:21,160 --> 01:05:23,600 Speaker 3: want to help, but I don't think everybody's cut out 1316 01:05:23,680 --> 01:05:28,120 Speaker 3: to sign artists, especially as an artist. Because you've seen 1317 01:05:28,160 --> 01:05:30,000 Speaker 3: some artists. I'm not going to mention the name they've 1318 01:05:30,000 --> 01:05:32,760 Speaker 3: signed other artists and what's happened to them. Yeah, because 1319 01:05:32,760 --> 01:05:34,880 Speaker 3: there's still that competition is still not to say that 1320 01:05:34,920 --> 01:05:37,680 Speaker 3: I'm in I'm going to be in competition, but I 1321 01:05:37,720 --> 01:05:41,360 Speaker 3: don't have that mindset. I don't have that that heart 1322 01:05:41,920 --> 01:05:44,200 Speaker 3: where I could wake up and my artists could be 1323 01:05:44,200 --> 01:05:47,240 Speaker 3: trending about something and I would be heartbroken. I wondn't 1324 01:05:47,240 --> 01:05:50,000 Speaker 3: be able to control it because I'm like what I 1325 01:05:50,040 --> 01:05:51,720 Speaker 3: feel like the way I can give back is by 1326 01:05:52,040 --> 01:05:55,480 Speaker 3: I'm opening a music school. So yeah, I'm partnering with 1327 01:05:55,520 --> 01:05:59,120 Speaker 3: Berkeley College of Music. I'm going to also start with 1328 01:05:59,240 --> 01:06:04,000 Speaker 3: like awarding scholarships to African students to come all the 1329 01:06:04,000 --> 01:06:07,840 Speaker 3: way to Boston learn music, because I think like everybody 1330 01:06:07,840 --> 01:06:10,800 Speaker 3: gets stuck on artists. But there's so many other parts 1331 01:06:10,800 --> 01:06:13,680 Speaker 3: of music. There's music therapy to help you know when 1332 01:06:13,760 --> 01:06:17,240 Speaker 3: you have canter patients, and you know, there's film scoring, 1333 01:06:17,480 --> 01:06:22,360 Speaker 3: like creating music for movies. There's music education. So yeah, 1334 01:06:22,400 --> 01:06:24,439 Speaker 3: so there's other parts of it. So that's my way 1335 01:06:24,520 --> 01:06:29,520 Speaker 3: of helping people. I don't have the I don't have 1336 01:06:29,600 --> 01:06:32,080 Speaker 3: the gift to sign other artists, but I can give 1337 01:06:32,160 --> 01:06:32,959 Speaker 3: back in. 1338 01:06:32,880 --> 01:06:34,880 Speaker 2: That way that is you are very that's a very 1339 01:06:34,880 --> 01:06:37,000 Speaker 2: self aware thing to say, yeah, and I can't. 1340 01:06:37,040 --> 01:06:39,760 Speaker 3: I can't do it, like and not everybody can do that, 1341 01:06:39,800 --> 01:06:42,760 Speaker 3: and they'll be very selfish of me to sign somebody 1342 01:06:42,840 --> 01:06:45,200 Speaker 3: else that I feel like, if I want to sign 1343 01:06:45,200 --> 01:06:48,360 Speaker 3: somebody else, I need to be out of the game. Yeah, 1344 01:06:48,400 --> 01:06:51,640 Speaker 3: because I'm going to be like you releasing something, and 1345 01:06:51,680 --> 01:06:54,120 Speaker 3: you're releasing something. Even if I say there's no competition, 1346 01:06:54,160 --> 01:06:56,400 Speaker 3: they still will be a little bit. So I'm not 1347 01:06:56,480 --> 01:06:57,520 Speaker 3: I'm not there yet. 1348 01:06:58,000 --> 01:07:02,960 Speaker 2: Wow, my last quar No, I understand I like this 1349 01:07:03,000 --> 01:07:05,000 Speaker 2: stelf aware because there's a lot of people that are 1350 01:07:05,040 --> 01:07:06,800 Speaker 2: coming to my mind right now, and I'm like, I 1351 01:07:06,800 --> 01:07:07,920 Speaker 2: wish they took that advice. 1352 01:07:09,160 --> 01:07:12,200 Speaker 1: There's a lot of American artists. I'm like, you know what, Yeah, 1353 01:07:12,840 --> 01:07:16,640 Speaker 1: there's one in particular saying it. 1354 01:07:16,920 --> 01:07:23,200 Speaker 3: J No, you don't think he should have signed. 1355 01:07:23,840 --> 01:07:25,560 Speaker 2: I mean, I think I think it was good that 1356 01:07:25,680 --> 01:07:28,600 Speaker 2: he did because he introduced us to a lot of people. 1357 01:07:28,640 --> 01:07:32,360 Speaker 2: But I feel like he had the best roster of 1358 01:07:32,600 --> 01:07:35,240 Speaker 2: artists of any of of the artists of those of 1359 01:07:35,280 --> 01:07:39,600 Speaker 2: that new generation. He had Harry Lennox, Earth Gang and 1360 01:07:40,480 --> 01:07:44,000 Speaker 2: Jed and it's just like, yeah, and I feel like 1361 01:07:44,600 --> 01:07:47,560 Speaker 2: him being as big as he was, I don't know, 1362 01:07:47,600 --> 01:07:49,120 Speaker 2: I just felt like he could have just made all 1363 01:07:49,160 --> 01:07:52,200 Speaker 2: of them bigger, you know. I just felt like Dreamville 1364 01:07:52,200 --> 01:07:53,960 Speaker 2: could have been a lot, lot, a lot bigger. 1365 01:07:54,520 --> 01:07:57,880 Speaker 1: And I've heard recently that he feels the same way that. Really, 1366 01:07:58,080 --> 01:07:59,760 Speaker 1: I could be completely wrong, I could just making it, 1367 01:08:00,480 --> 01:08:05,480 Speaker 1: but that's what I've heard. That's why, that's why they disbanded. 1368 01:08:05,920 --> 01:08:07,520 Speaker 4: What you just did there where you got him to 1369 01:08:07,760 --> 01:08:09,440 Speaker 4: have a conversation and now that's going to be a 1370 01:08:09,440 --> 01:08:11,720 Speaker 4: clip and people are going to be discussing that your 1371 01:08:11,760 --> 01:08:14,720 Speaker 4: podcast will go off. Girl, Yeah, maybe maybe you guys 1372 01:08:14,720 --> 01:08:17,000 Speaker 4: should invite me more off and and maybe have me 1373 01:08:17,040 --> 01:08:17,800 Speaker 4: speak or we. 1374 01:08:17,760 --> 01:08:20,000 Speaker 2: Could just launch the Tear or Savage podcast on the 1375 01:08:20,000 --> 01:08:21,080 Speaker 2: Black Effect Podcast. 1376 01:08:21,120 --> 01:08:24,880 Speaker 3: Now yeah, no, one hundred percent. I would Oh my god, 1377 01:08:24,880 --> 01:08:27,400 Speaker 3: that would be sick, I think. So we're saying this 1378 01:08:27,520 --> 01:08:29,320 Speaker 3: on air, like, don't you think this is one of 1379 01:08:29,360 --> 01:08:31,400 Speaker 3: the things that should go out that you guys should 1380 01:08:32,360 --> 01:08:33,559 Speaker 3: you should cut out? 1381 01:08:33,920 --> 01:08:36,040 Speaker 2: My last question, what do you hope your listeners take 1382 01:08:36,040 --> 01:08:41,559 Speaker 2: away from this album emotionally, spiritually and in terms of healing. 1383 01:08:43,160 --> 01:08:44,960 Speaker 3: I would love them to listen to it from start 1384 01:08:45,000 --> 01:08:48,799 Speaker 3: to finish, not like shuffle it and go on the journey, 1385 01:08:48,920 --> 01:08:54,919 Speaker 3: and know that I went through I went through heartache 1386 01:08:54,960 --> 01:08:59,519 Speaker 3: where it felt like a disease, like to minimize you know, 1387 01:08:59,520 --> 01:09:02,240 Speaker 3: a lot of people people say it's just a heartache, 1388 01:09:02,280 --> 01:09:06,240 Speaker 3: it's not like you've got cancer or whatever, and it's like, yeah, 1389 01:09:06,240 --> 01:09:10,200 Speaker 3: it's not, but it can feel like the end of 1390 01:09:10,200 --> 01:09:12,880 Speaker 3: the world. So I want them to know that they're 1391 01:09:13,920 --> 01:09:17,400 Speaker 3: whatever they're going through is valid, and but also listen 1392 01:09:17,439 --> 01:09:20,519 Speaker 3: to it to the end and know that you can 1393 01:09:20,640 --> 01:09:23,120 Speaker 3: get through it and you can heal. And that last 1394 01:09:23,120 --> 01:09:25,559 Speaker 3: song changed, you know. That's why I say listen to 1395 01:09:25,600 --> 01:09:27,880 Speaker 3: it like, you know, like a journey of emotions and 1396 01:09:28,000 --> 01:09:30,400 Speaker 3: know that at the end of the day, everything does 1397 01:09:30,439 --> 01:09:34,120 Speaker 3: work out and and it will work out. It has 1398 01:09:34,200 --> 01:09:34,760 Speaker 3: to work out. 1399 01:09:35,280 --> 01:09:37,799 Speaker 2: Yeah, well it's t y savage. 1400 01:09:37,840 --> 01:09:42,400 Speaker 1: Ladies and gentlemen, thank you for joining us the conversation. 1401 01:09:43,560 --> 01:09:51,040 Speaker 1: It's the breakfast Club, every day Breakfast Club. Feels y'all done.