WEBVTT - #505 Jason Flom with Fernando Bermudez

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<v Speaker 1>I came from a beautiful neighborhood. I had a beautiful life.

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<v Speaker 2>I went to sleep because September seventh was the first

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<v Speaker 2>day of my high school year.

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<v Speaker 1>I was going to be a senior at twenty two,

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<v Speaker 1>I was set to start college. I woke up and

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<v Speaker 1>my life was never the same again. Cops came out

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<v Speaker 1>with guns drawn, and I never saw freedom ever since

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<v Speaker 1>after that. It's like groach mode, Tom, once you get

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<v Speaker 1>in and I can't mount.

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<v Speaker 3>I'm Jason Flamm. Today we'll be talking for Nando Bermudez,

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<v Speaker 3>a young man sent away for the rest of his life.

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<v Speaker 4>The arrested him and they sew away the key thing

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<v Speaker 4>that it did another bit of investigation accusations.

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<v Speaker 3>In nineteen ninety one for Nando Bermudez was arrested for

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<v Speaker 3>the murder of a sixteen year old boy in Greenwich Village,

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<v Speaker 3>even though he was five miles away with his friends

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<v Speaker 3>that had multiple alum by witnesses who placed him far

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<v Speaker 3>away from the scene of the crime.

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<v Speaker 1>A young lady said that I looked cute, and that

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<v Speaker 1>was enough for her to share the pictures and for

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<v Speaker 1>the witnesses to communally agree that I resembled the perpetrator.

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<v Speaker 3>He was convicted anyway, and since the twenty three years

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<v Speaker 3>to life in maximum security prisons in New York State,

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<v Speaker 3>this is wrongful conviction. With Jason Flumm Fernanda, Welcome to

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<v Speaker 3>the show.

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<v Speaker 1>Thank you Jason for having me.

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<v Speaker 3>So I want to talk to you about what your

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<v Speaker 3>life was like, what happened, what went wrong, what you

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<v Speaker 3>learn from it, and where you're at now. So let's

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<v Speaker 3>go back to nineteen ninety one.

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<v Speaker 1>Major cities in the nation are under attack from within.

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<v Speaker 2>Nowhere are the problems more visible than in New York City.

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<v Speaker 1>Bob Fall reports.

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<v Speaker 5>New York has gotten so mean and so dangerous.

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<v Speaker 3>The mayor actually went to church yesterday and pleaded with

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<v Speaker 3>residents to come out from behind locked doors.

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<v Speaker 1>What nineteen ninety one was a year where New York

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<v Speaker 1>City was crime ridden. The homicide rates were on average

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<v Speaker 1>two thousand per year, and it was a time where

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<v Speaker 1>I think the city was transitioning into a intention to

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<v Speaker 1>get tough on crime.

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<v Speaker 3>I lived in New York my whole life, and so

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<v Speaker 3>I remember the only thing growing faster than the crime

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<v Speaker 3>rate was the hysteria over the crime rate, right. I mean,

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<v Speaker 3>it wasn't like everybody was getting killed or mugged or

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<v Speaker 3>but it seemed like it at the time. So but

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<v Speaker 3>how were you doing back then? What were you Were

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<v Speaker 3>you in high school college at the time, what was

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<v Speaker 3>your family situation?

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<v Speaker 5>Where'd you live?

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<v Speaker 1>I lived in Washington Heights, a predominantly Dominican neighborhood, mixed

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<v Speaker 1>with a lot of immigrants who had moved to the

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<v Speaker 1>other side of Upper Manhattan. And yet there was certainly

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<v Speaker 1>a commingling of ethnic groups and so forth. But for myself,

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<v Speaker 1>I was twenty two year old, twenty two year old

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<v Speaker 1>at the time, and I was a happy person growing

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<v Speaker 1>up in a close knit family, four siblings, two parents

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<v Speaker 1>who worked hard to achieve the American dream as Dominican

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<v Speaker 1>immigrants in coming to this country. And at twenty two

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<v Speaker 1>I was set to start college.

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<v Speaker 3>So let's talk about the night that your life took

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<v Speaker 3>such a terrible turn. Let's talk about the crime itself,

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<v Speaker 3>and then where you were and how you got mixed

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<v Speaker 3>up in this.

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<v Speaker 5>Nightmare.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, the crime itself, according to documented evidence, is that

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<v Speaker 1>there was a shooting at a nightclub, the mock Ballroom,

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<v Speaker 1>in the Greenwich Village section the mock Ballroom Misser, and

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<v Speaker 1>it was near NYU. And so this kid named From Lopez, sixteen,

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<v Speaker 1>who had have sconded it from a work release program,

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<v Speaker 1>had gotten punched by another guy named Raymond.

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<v Speaker 5>Blount inside the club.

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<v Speaker 1>Inside the club outside, From Lopez had wanted revenge after

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<v Speaker 1>telling his friend from the West nineties neighborhood who had

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<v Speaker 1>punched him.

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<v Speaker 5>So these two different groups of kids, yes, and they

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<v Speaker 5>wanted to start something.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, Lopez had been punched, though, he was embarrassed and

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<v Speaker 1>wanted revenge, and so he told his friends from the

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<v Speaker 1>West nineties neighborhood not only inside that he had gotten punched,

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<v Speaker 1>but also outside he identified the person who had punched him.

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<v Speaker 1>So I'm lay ensued in which Raymond Blount's friends were

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<v Speaker 1>attacked by From Lopez's friends and his group from the

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<v Speaker 1>West nineties. And in that confusion, under nighttime conditions conducive

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<v Speaker 1>to a mistaken that witness identification, Raymond Blunt was shot

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<v Speaker 1>and killed and killed.

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<v Speaker 3>Right, And so what happens next? So now we have

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<v Speaker 3>a murder, it's near NYU. That that puts a lot

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<v Speaker 3>of pressure on the cops. Right, So you're where were

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<v Speaker 3>you at the time of this?

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<v Speaker 1>So at the time, I'm actually uptown meaning where I lived.

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<v Speaker 5>Did you have alibi witnesses?

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<v Speaker 1>Yes, absolutely, And that's definitely part of the story because

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<v Speaker 1>we were together driving throughout the city in a car

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<v Speaker 1>that I had just newly acquired. It was like that

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<v Speaker 1>same day, August third and fourth, I had just gotten

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<v Speaker 1>that car, and it was sort of like a big gift. Well,

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<v Speaker 1>it was a big day, not just that the car

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<v Speaker 1>was out for the first time, but also that was

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<v Speaker 1>the car that I was going to use to go

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<v Speaker 1>to college, to drive to for my home, which was

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<v Speaker 1>right across in the Bronx where I was going to

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<v Speaker 1>go to college. And we were driving around and enjoying ourselves,

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<v Speaker 1>oblivious to anything that had happened. And at the time

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<v Speaker 1>when the actual crime occurred, we were uptown in my neighborhood,

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<v Speaker 1>driving around.

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<v Speaker 3>And so when did you first come in contact with

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<v Speaker 3>the authorities?

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<v Speaker 5>How did that happen?

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<v Speaker 1>August sixth, nineteen ninety one. So this is a couple

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<v Speaker 1>of weeks, two days, two days right after the murder,

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<v Speaker 1>and I'm driving home. I'm with my brother and we

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<v Speaker 1>had actually met two young ladies that night. It was

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<v Speaker 1>another you know, good moment, and we was driving home

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<v Speaker 1>when suddenly cops came out with guns drawn and pointed

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<v Speaker 1>them out the window, and everyone just.

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<v Speaker 5>Screamed, you were in a traffic light.

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<v Speaker 1>No, we were in front of my home. We drove.

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<v Speaker 1>The cops had been waiting for me. They had been

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<v Speaker 1>upstairs speaking to my mother and my siblings. When my

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<v Speaker 1>mother said that I should be coming home shortly, they

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<v Speaker 1>positioned themselves outside. So when we came out, they chew

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<v Speaker 1>their guns and told me to get out the car.

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<v Speaker 1>And I never saw freedom ever since after that.

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<v Speaker 3>So obviously you're twenty two and you're scared out of

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<v Speaker 3>your mind and they take you in. They tell you've

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<v Speaker 3>been charged with murder. Is that right?

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<v Speaker 1>That's correct. I was taken to the sixth Precinct and

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<v Speaker 1>and it's interesting because I was so scared, everyone was

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<v Speaker 1>so scared. I just got out. I complied, and I

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<v Speaker 1>got in the car. And then when they took me away,

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<v Speaker 1>the girl was saying, I thought you were a nice guy,

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<v Speaker 1>and I said, I screamed back, I said, I am,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, And I was taken to the precinct. I

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<v Speaker 1>was interrogated for over ten hours, and they want to

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<v Speaker 1>know my whereabouts. On the night of August thirty fourth,

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<v Speaker 1>nineteen ninety one. I told them, I told them who

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<v Speaker 1>I was with. I told them that on no circumstances

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<v Speaker 1>I was involved in any violence. I told him what

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<v Speaker 1>I was wearing.

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<v Speaker 5>Ten hours.

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<v Speaker 3>That's a tough I mean, that's a long time to

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<v Speaker 3>be interrogated.

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<v Speaker 5>So did you did they get you to confess?

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<v Speaker 1>No, I didn't confess. For me, it was surreal experience.

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<v Speaker 1>I just felt that if I told the truth that

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<v Speaker 1>it would be resolved. If I was just patient, that

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<v Speaker 1>it would be resolved. What I needed to do was

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<v Speaker 1>remember why I was, what I did, who I was with,

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<v Speaker 1>and it would be resolved.

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<v Speaker 3>And well, that's interesting to hear you say that, Frenda,

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<v Speaker 3>because there's a lot of distrust among the Latino community

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<v Speaker 3>of police nationally. I think the figure sixty nine percent

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<v Speaker 3>of Latinos will actually even call the police if they're

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<v Speaker 3>a victim of a crime or if they witness a crime, because.

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<v Speaker 5>There is that distrust. But you felt differently.

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<v Speaker 3>You felt that the police were on your side and

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<v Speaker 3>that if you were truthful, then everything would work out

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<v Speaker 3>all right.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, absolutely, cops for me at that point were heroes

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<v Speaker 1>to me. I mean, I had gotten It's an interesting

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<v Speaker 1>anecdote when I was about maybe ten years old, I

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<v Speaker 1>had found the stolen car and we went to the

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<v Speaker 1>thirty fourth Precinct, our local neighborhood, and the cops gave

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<v Speaker 1>me a bag of jelly beans and put the cop

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<v Speaker 1>had on me, and they said, good job for finding

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<v Speaker 1>my cops, I mean my father's stolen car. So I

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<v Speaker 1>admired them, and plus they were protecting my community.

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<v Speaker 3>As a ten year old, that's a big moment in

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<v Speaker 3>anybody's life. Yeah, you helped out your dad, you found,

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<v Speaker 3>you solved the crime, and the cops are giving you

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<v Speaker 3>big props. I'm not surprised then that you had some

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<v Speaker 3>you had a lot of faith in the system. What

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<v Speaker 3>happens next?

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<v Speaker 1>So because I refused to confess, I was taken to

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<v Speaker 1>the Manhattan Tombs Central Booking in other words, and I

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<v Speaker 1>was processed, I was arranged, I pled not guilty, and

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<v Speaker 1>from then on. Hours later, I was sent to Rikers Island,

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<v Speaker 1>where my nightmare really began in Earnest.

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<v Speaker 3>So you're in Rikers Island now your nightmare is fully underway.

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<v Speaker 3>I mean, this is I think this is everyone's nightmare.

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<v Speaker 1>Solarly, I had to go into survival mode because all

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<v Speaker 1>around me. I mean people were fighting over the phone

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<v Speaker 1>to make phone calls. I mean the phones were racially divided,

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<v Speaker 1>two phones, one Latino and one Black, and those anyone

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<v Speaker 1>who crossed those lines so use those phones will be

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<v Speaker 1>cut in the face, smashed in the face with a phone.

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<v Speaker 1>These are things I actually saw, and it was black

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<v Speaker 1>market operations. They were burgeoning gangs and what would become

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<v Speaker 1>groups like Latin Kings and stuff like that. And now

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<v Speaker 1>I was terrified. I just tried to mind my business

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<v Speaker 1>and all along, in my heart, I still felt that

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<v Speaker 1>the American criminal just system would prevail if I stayed patient.

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<v Speaker 3>Was there bail said in your case, no bail, so

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<v Speaker 3>you had no hope of getting out it before your trial.

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<v Speaker 5>How long did it take you to get the trial?

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<v Speaker 1>My trial took about seven months to get on their way.

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<v Speaker 3>So you're locked up for seven months, taken away from

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<v Speaker 3>your family, taken away from your life, put into this

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<v Speaker 3>devastating circumstance was what was Let's just talk about the

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<v Speaker 3>jail for a minute. Rikers Island is technically pacified as

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<v Speaker 3>a jail, even though but people don't understand that many

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<v Speaker 3>jails like Rikers are actually more dangerous than maxims prisons.

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<v Speaker 3>So in those seven months, what you know what went

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<v Speaker 3>through your mind?

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<v Speaker 1>Sure, well I was there over a year, but it

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<v Speaker 1>took seven months to get to my trial. And you know,

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<v Speaker 1>during the whole year and change that I was there,

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, I was deeply affected by just seeing the

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<v Speaker 1>violence perpetuated by not just inmates on inmates, but correctional

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<v Speaker 1>officers attacking inmates, and even inmates attacking correctional officers. When

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<v Speaker 1>you see someone get stabbed with sewing machine efficiency, you

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<v Speaker 1>know there's something in you that dies and yet lives.

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<v Speaker 1>It affects your psyche in a way that you're never

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<v Speaker 1>the same because you see another human being injured in

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<v Speaker 1>a way that just makes an impression, a bad impression

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<v Speaker 1>in your.

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<v Speaker 5>Life, and there's nothing you can do about it.

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<v Speaker 1>There's nothing you can do about it, even if it

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<v Speaker 1>happens to be someone that you knew and even shared

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<v Speaker 1>a meal with for some reason.

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<v Speaker 3>Were you when you went in, would you consider yourself

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<v Speaker 3>a tough guy? Were you a guy who could handle

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<v Speaker 3>himself in a fight or you what was your I mean,

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<v Speaker 3>Fernando as a guy who keeps himself in very good shape.

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<v Speaker 3>But I don't know you back then I've known you

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<v Speaker 3>now for six or seven years, so yeah, I mean,

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<v Speaker 3>how were were you equipped to deal with this situation anyway?

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<v Speaker 1>Well, mentally, I wasn't equipped physically, perhaps I had a

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<v Speaker 1>better fighting chance than a more scronier person. I mean

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<v Speaker 1>I was a bodybuilder at the time, and that's what

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<v Speaker 1>would make also the distinction in this case in terms

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<v Speaker 1>of the identification procedure and why they even made me

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<v Speaker 1>sit down. They described the perpetrator by the witnesses themselves.

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<v Speaker 1>The perpetrator was described as five ten, one hundred and

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<v Speaker 1>sixty five pounds. I'm six two, weighing two twenty and

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<v Speaker 1>so they made me sit down in the lineup to

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<v Speaker 1>hide the identification procedure. But for me, it was a

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<v Speaker 1>matter of just trying to adjust because you couldn't even

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<v Speaker 1>have a fair fight without getting jumped. That's what happened

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<v Speaker 1>to me when I was attacked. I was trying to

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<v Speaker 1>defend myself against someone in one instance, and then his

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<v Speaker 1>friends came and attacked me. I had no I couldn't

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<v Speaker 1>fight three guys.

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<v Speaker 5>And what happened then, were you well.

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<v Speaker 1>Went into my locker and stole my food and the

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<v Speaker 1>soap and deodorant, that my parents brought me.

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<v Speaker 5>But were you badly beating up at the time.

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<v Speaker 1>I wasn't that badly beating up, but I was very embarrassed.

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<v Speaker 1>And you know, it was a turning point because I

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<v Speaker 1>was at a point where I was waiting for my

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<v Speaker 1>trial to occur. I'm waiting for the American criminal just

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<v Speaker 1>system to work in my case, and I'm being patient,

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<v Speaker 1>and this is something that really tries your patient. And

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<v Speaker 1>when once the Latino groups saw what had happened to me,

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<v Speaker 1>someone tried to pass me a razor and they say, yo,

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<v Speaker 1>you could resolve it this way, and I declined because

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<v Speaker 1>I want to go home. If I stab or hurt

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<v Speaker 1>someone even worse, I could end up in prison even longer.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, I mean you were already facing a very long

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<v Speaker 3>sentence and you knew it at the time, right. So,

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<v Speaker 3>And it's interesting too, the eyewitness identification. I just want

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<v Speaker 3>to touch on that for a minute, because there are

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<v Speaker 3>a lot of tricks that they play, right, and we

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<v Speaker 3>know that eyewitness identification is a factor in seventy five

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<v Speaker 3>percent of the DNA exonerations that have happened nationwide. So

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<v Speaker 3>there's a lot of movement now on the Innis's project,

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<v Speaker 3>The Spearhead this along with some other groups to reform

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<v Speaker 3>how I wouldn't identifications are done everything from videotaping to

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<v Speaker 3>other procedures what we call a double blind. But in

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<v Speaker 3>your case, they obviously just wanted to get you, and

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<v Speaker 3>they were willing to do some dirty tricks in order

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<v Speaker 3>to get a conviction, so they weren't really interested in

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<v Speaker 3>the truth.

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<v Speaker 5>Is that fair to say that's correct?

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, as proven, the witnesses were placed in a room,

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<v Speaker 1>these teenage witnesses at that who have been beaten, who

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<v Speaker 1>were hungry, who were tired, who were joking around, who

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<v Speaker 1>by their own accounts did not want to be there,

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<v Speaker 1>and they were placed in a room and allowed to

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<v Speaker 1>just shift through pictures, and three friends of deceased who

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<v Speaker 1>were in a separate identification procedure, correctly identified who would

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<v Speaker 1>become the state star witness. And the four of the

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<v Speaker 1>witnesses who were in another room selecting pictures, then selected

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<v Speaker 1>my picture, and a seventeen year old young lady said

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<v Speaker 1>that I looked cute, and that was enough for her

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<v Speaker 1>to share the pictures and for the witnesses to uh

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<v Speaker 1>communally agree that I resembled the perpetrator and that was enough.

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<v Speaker 5>They looked at the pictures together.

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<v Speaker 1>Yes, which is illegal.

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<v Speaker 5>Of course it's illegal.

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<v Speaker 1>It's one of the reasons I got read it.

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<v Speaker 5>Oh my god, that's it.

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<v Speaker 3>That's I've heard a lot, but I hadn't heard that

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<v Speaker 3>particular story before, you know, having having you know, been

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<v Speaker 3>being that I'm familiar with so many of these cases.

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<v Speaker 3>But that's that's just straight crazy. So there you are,

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<v Speaker 3>you're you're stuck there.

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<v Speaker 5>And you go to trial.

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<v Speaker 3>And and you were you were represented by a public

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<v Speaker 3>defender at the time.

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<v Speaker 5>You weren't a wealthy guy, right.

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<v Speaker 1>I wasn't a wealthy guy. But my parents, uh got

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<v Speaker 1>scared and they hired a private attorney based upon word

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<v Speaker 1>of mouth, particularly because he spoke Spanish and he had

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<v Speaker 1>a son named Fernando. Okay, so that was like for

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<v Speaker 1>them for some reason that he had like a sign like,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, and so they hired him. And you know,

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<v Speaker 1>he was hoodwinked from the start in that the prosecutor

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<v Speaker 1>didn't turn over excopolatory evidence, and when he did turn

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<v Speaker 1>over boxes of evidence, it was after my jury was selected.

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<v Speaker 5>So this is where so he had no time, no time.

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<v Speaker 1>Even when he asked he was not allowed.

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<v Speaker 3>Right, And we know that the Supreme Court ruled in

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<v Speaker 3>Brady that they have to turn over exculpatory evidence, but

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<v Speaker 3>it seems like it's almost routinely ignored by prosecutors, which

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<v Speaker 3>is shocking. Should be shocking to everyone in America, right,

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<v Speaker 3>I mean, everyone who watches TV, watches crime shows, knows

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<v Speaker 3>that that's the responsibility of the prosecutor. And most people,

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<v Speaker 3>i think, believe that the prosecutor wants to get the

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<v Speaker 3>right guy and would want to get the right guy

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<v Speaker 3>because who would want the wrong guy to still be

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<v Speaker 3>out there? Right? That's always crazy to be fre nanda

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<v Speaker 3>that when you aside from the human tragedy of locking

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<v Speaker 3>up the wrong person, the idea that the real perpetrator

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<v Speaker 3>is out there and is going in many cases, in

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<v Speaker 3>almost all cases, he's going to commit more mayhem, be

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<v Speaker 3>responsible for more mayhem and hurt other people should be

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<v Speaker 3>enough motivation in itself for law enforcement to want to

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<v Speaker 3>do the right thing. But obviously in your that was

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<v Speaker 3>not the case. I'm sure these guys were feeling a

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<v Speaker 3>lot of pressure, so much crime, so many cases they

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<v Speaker 3>deal with, they want to get it off their desk.

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<v Speaker 3>You were victimized by that mentality and that lack of morality.

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<v Speaker 3>I would say, as well, so now you're at trial,

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<v Speaker 3>you have your alibi. Witnesses there were they called to

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<v Speaker 3>the stand.

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<v Speaker 1>Yes, matter by witnesses came forward. I testified, and even

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<v Speaker 1>three friends of deceased came forward and said that I

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<v Speaker 1>wasn't the guy who shot their best friend.

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<v Speaker 3>And so then people are listening, They're going, well, wait

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<v Speaker 3>a minute, wouldn't that be enough, wouldn't that be.

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<v Speaker 5>The case closed? No?

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<v Speaker 1>Well that's what I thought, That's what I had hoped.

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<v Speaker 1>But what the jury didn't know, and I didn't even

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<v Speaker 1>know until the investigation unraveled on my behalf, was that,

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<v Speaker 1>for example, from Lopez, the state start witness sixteen years old,

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<v Speaker 1>who knew the actual perpetrator had told the police and

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<v Speaker 1>prosecutors who actually committed the crime, but they suppressed that

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<v Speaker 1>evidence and where he could be found. In exchange for

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<v Speaker 1>his false testimony, he named me as someone I totally

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<v Speaker 1>was not, and the police still did not go investigate

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<v Speaker 1>the neighborhood. He got, after over twenty hours of interrogation,

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<v Speaker 1>an opportunity to escape from murder charges, and the witnesses

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<v Speaker 1>the teenage witnesses as well. In addition, who didn't know

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<v Speaker 1>it from Lopez, but who did say that it was him.

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<v Speaker 1>They got that that part right. They had gotten charges

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<v Speaker 1>dismissed on the eve of their trial. Two had unrelated

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<v Speaker 1>criminal charges pending it which were dismissed right before my

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<v Speaker 1>trial began.

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<v Speaker 3>So it's amazing that prosecutors have this much power, right.

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<v Speaker 3>The fact is that people think that the judge has

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<v Speaker 3>a lot of power, or that the police or the

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<v Speaker 3>defenders have power. The fact is that an overwhelming amount

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<v Speaker 3>of the power rests with the prosecutors, because they can

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<v Speaker 3>decide whether to prosecute or drop charges against anyone for

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<v Speaker 3>any reason.

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<v Speaker 5>Is that right, yes, sir.

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<v Speaker 3>So it's interesting because we know everyone who follows is

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<v Speaker 3>even aware of anything to do with criminal justice, knows

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<v Speaker 3>that you can't bribe a witness, right, But yet the

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<v Speaker 3>state is able to offer the best bribe that there is,

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<v Speaker 3>which is that, Hey, you got a lot of trouble

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<v Speaker 3>on your hands, kid, right, you're facing a murder charge

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<v Speaker 3>or you're facing assault or other things, and you know what,

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<v Speaker 3>we're just going to ask you to do us a

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<v Speaker 3>little favor here, you know, tell us what we need

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<v Speaker 3>to hear, and you could go home and we're going

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<v Speaker 3>to clean it up and keep it moving, right, I mean,

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<v Speaker 3>what could be better than that? And I think that

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<v Speaker 3>a lot of people would have trouble resisting that if

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<v Speaker 3>they're looking at a long period in prison, a long

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<v Speaker 3>many many years they're facing. They're scared too, and they

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<v Speaker 3>want to go home, and they go, well, I don't

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<v Speaker 3>even know this guy, Fernando, but you know what, screw him,

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<v Speaker 3>you know. So I think that's something that's important for

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<v Speaker 3>people to understand. People who are going to be serving

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<v Speaker 3>on juries, people who are involved in the system in

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<v Speaker 3>any way, I think they need to know that well absolutely.

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<v Speaker 1>And it's also how the system sets up the vulnerability

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<v Speaker 1>of this case. Teenage witnesses, you know, who haven't even

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<v Speaker 1>had their prefrontal cortex meant for good judgment even fully developed.

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<v Speaker 1>In my case, for example, two of the witnesses, one

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<v Speaker 1>of whom had one of the charges dismissed, told the

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<v Speaker 1>prosecutor that didn't want to come testified. They didn't believe

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<v Speaker 1>I was the guy, and yet they were arrested, physically

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<v Speaker 1>taken from their home as material witnesses.

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<v Speaker 5>That doesn't sound closer either.

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<v Speaker 3>I mean there's just so it was really a series

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<v Speaker 3>of mistakes that read to you that led to your

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<v Speaker 3>both both deliberate and accidental, but mostly deliberate. Right, Yes,

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<v Speaker 3>so you're now you get convicted. The moment of that,

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<v Speaker 3>the jury coming back in, I can't imagine the pressure,

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<v Speaker 3>but you're you're standing there, You're still hoping that this

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<v Speaker 3>is going to be you know, the system's going to work,

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<v Speaker 3>and you're going to go home and try to forget

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<v Speaker 3>this whole thing. But then they come back and they

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<v Speaker 3>read off the verdict, and then.

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<v Speaker 1>What And at that moment, I just had an out

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<v Speaker 1>of body experience because I couldn't believe that, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>all my hopes and dreams were shattered in the American

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<v Speaker 1>criminal justice system. I really had believe in the system.

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<v Speaker 1>I told the truth, honestly, and I was just shattered.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, my mother started crying. My six year old

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<v Speaker 1>sister at that time fell to the floor, and you know,

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<v Speaker 1>my grandmother, she like nearly fainted. I couldn't turn around

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<v Speaker 1>because the hand of the bailiffs was shifting me now

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<v Speaker 1>to not being able to look at my family, but

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<v Speaker 1>to look directly at the jury or the judge. And

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<v Speaker 1>I was just I was terrified. I didn't even feel

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<v Speaker 1>like I was there. I felt my body, but I

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<v Speaker 1>felt myself floating away.

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<v Speaker 3>The nightmares now fully underway. You're in a maximum security prison.

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<v Speaker 3>Is it as bad as people think it is?

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah? It is. It is. You're living in a six

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<v Speaker 1>by night foot cell. It's very small. I mean I

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<v Speaker 1>could stretch out my hands and almost touch the cell walls.

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<v Speaker 5>And there's two of you in there.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, there was one at times there was too. Throughout

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<v Speaker 1>my years, I would be forced to be with someone else,

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<v Speaker 1>but in the beginning I was by myself. They didn't

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<v Speaker 1>have double bunking in the beginning of my inconserration.

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<v Speaker 3>And so there you are, facing the possibility of spending

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<v Speaker 3>the rest of your life there. And then things took

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<v Speaker 3>a very interesting turn. And this is the story again,

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<v Speaker 3>one of the many things that makes your story so

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<v Speaker 3>unique and makes you such an inspiring character to me.

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<v Speaker 3>So your story is national news, right it became. It

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<v Speaker 3>got a lot of coverage. I mean there's a lot

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<v Speaker 3>of murders at this time, but your story got a

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<v Speaker 3>lot of coverage.

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<v Speaker 6>Fernando Bermudez five people testified against him, and the judge

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<v Speaker 6>put them away for life, but was he wrongly convicted

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<v Speaker 6>of murder. Fernando Bermudez had an alibi. He says he

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<v Speaker 6>was driving around with friends.

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<v Speaker 2>There was no physical evidence against him, no blood, no gun,

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<v Speaker 2>but there was no getting around those witnesses. Maryann de Berry,

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<v Speaker 2>with the father's help, was able to track down all

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<v Speaker 2>the witnesses who testified against Fernando and get them to

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<v Speaker 2>admit that under pressure, they gave false testimony.

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<v Speaker 3>And so then you received a letter. Let's talk about

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<v Speaker 3>this because this is really and you wrote a lot

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<v Speaker 3>of letters, but this letter that came in you probably

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<v Speaker 3>remember pretty well what it said, right.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, absolutely. I was in my cell and I was

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<v Speaker 1>working out, and I just finished writing another legal letter

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<v Speaker 1>because I was always writing letters to try to get help.

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<v Speaker 1>And a young lady wrote me. She had saw my case.

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<v Speaker 1>She was living in Oklahoma at the time, and she

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<v Speaker 1>wrote me and she says she believed in me. She

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<v Speaker 1>said that she wanted to pray for me. And I

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<v Speaker 1>was just amazed that at her persistent persistence in continuing

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<v Speaker 1>a relationship.

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<v Speaker 5>With me, and she had to go to some trouble

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<v Speaker 5>to find you and gave your address on the TV.

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<v Speaker 1>Show, Oh no, no, no, yees. She had to investigate.

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<v Speaker 1>At the time, there was no internet and things like that,

0:23:05.000 --> 0:23:07.040
<v Speaker 1>and so she had to go. She was working for

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<v Speaker 1>the phone company, so she had to actually call places,

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<v Speaker 1>and finally she called Rikers Island and they got so

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<v Speaker 1>fed up with her after calling so many different departments

0:23:15.440 --> 0:23:17.880
<v Speaker 1>they already had heard about her that they just scribbled

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<v Speaker 1>off some numbers and you know, some more information that

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<v Speaker 1>when she was able to see on the TV apart

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<v Speaker 1>from my name, and then she wrote me a letter.

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<v Speaker 3>So you get this letter, and there was no picture attached, right, So,

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<v Speaker 3>as far as you knew, could have been anybody, but

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<v Speaker 3>just you didn't know that this was going to be

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<v Speaker 3>the woman of your dreams at the time, right, right,

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<v Speaker 3>But then things progressed.

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<v Speaker 1>That's right. She sent me a picture and she was

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<v Speaker 1>beautiful apart from her description, and most importantly to me

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<v Speaker 1>was that she brought the word of God in my life.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, I was at a point where I didn't

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<v Speaker 1>know what to believe anymore. The American criminal justice system

0:23:49.920 --> 0:23:53.399
<v Speaker 1>had failed me. I felt that God had abandoned me.

0:23:53.840 --> 0:23:56.840
<v Speaker 1>And here was this young girl speaking about God to

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<v Speaker 1>me and bringing about faith. You know, renewing it, and

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<v Speaker 1>that's what she did, and she came to visit me

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<v Speaker 1>and we got married.

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<v Speaker 5>You got married at the prison in prison, so I

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<v Speaker 5>couldn't believe it.

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<v Speaker 3>Wow, that was And that's Crystal Now, Crystal is. I've

0:24:12.560 --> 0:24:17.040
<v Speaker 3>met Crystal several times. She's an amazing person, beautiful, has

0:24:17.119 --> 0:24:22.640
<v Speaker 3>such a great disposition, so positive. And then you had kids, yes,

0:24:22.960 --> 0:24:27.000
<v Speaker 3>while you're in prison. Yes, And your daughter was born

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<v Speaker 3>in what ninety six, ninety five.

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<v Speaker 1>In the early nineties, and then we had another We

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<v Speaker 1>had our second daughter, who was born in two thousand

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<v Speaker 1>and one, followed by my son in two thousand and five.

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<v Speaker 3>So as much as it's a blessing to have kids

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<v Speaker 3>and have another reason to live right and to be

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<v Speaker 3>you know, motivated to get out of bed every day

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<v Speaker 3>when you're in this impossible situation, how difficult is that

0:24:55.400 --> 0:24:58.240
<v Speaker 3>to grow up apart from your kids, And how does

0:24:58.280 --> 0:25:01.159
<v Speaker 3>that affect them when they're that that is, you know,

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<v Speaker 3>not accessible to them.

0:25:02.960 --> 0:25:06.399
<v Speaker 1>What was extremely difficult decision for myself because first I

0:25:06.440 --> 0:25:09.720
<v Speaker 1>told Chris, I said, Chris, I said, we shouldn't get married.

0:25:09.760 --> 0:25:11.760
<v Speaker 1>You know, you really even shouldn't bother with me because

0:25:11.800 --> 0:25:12.880
<v Speaker 1>I don't know what I'm getting out.

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<v Speaker 5>You don't know if you're getting out, That's what I'm saying.

0:25:15.760 --> 0:25:18.439
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, And so she was like, I have faith in

0:25:18.480 --> 0:25:20.440
<v Speaker 1>God that it's going to turn out. And then came

0:25:20.480 --> 0:25:22.800
<v Speaker 1>the decision to have kids. For me. I didn't want

0:25:22.800 --> 0:25:25.000
<v Speaker 1>to have kids because I didn't want to bring more

0:25:25.040 --> 0:25:27.960
<v Speaker 1>burdens to not only ourselves in the situation we were in.

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<v Speaker 1>But if I didn't get out, then the children would

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<v Speaker 1>essentially almost be fatherless apart from me being alive in

0:25:33.320 --> 0:25:37.479
<v Speaker 1>prison if I survived. But also I was so angry

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<v Speaker 1>at the system and what it did to me and

0:25:39.160 --> 0:25:43.960
<v Speaker 1>the confines and controls that I found myself in that

0:25:44.119 --> 0:25:47.800
<v Speaker 1>I said to myself, Wow, you have to do something

0:25:48.119 --> 0:25:52.280
<v Speaker 1>that means if you have a kid that can survive

0:25:52.520 --> 0:25:55.840
<v Speaker 1>if you don't. So it was that decision as well.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, and listen, it was a great decision because you

0:25:58.680 --> 0:26:01.000
<v Speaker 3>have a wonderful family, have three kids, right, yes, Yeah,

0:26:01.000 --> 0:26:03.680
<v Speaker 3>it's fantastic. So then let's talk about how you so

0:26:04.000 --> 0:26:05.880
<v Speaker 3>when things turned for the better and how you did

0:26:05.920 --> 0:26:06.320
<v Speaker 3>get out.

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<v Speaker 5>What was the breaking tipping point?

0:26:08.960 --> 0:26:14.199
<v Speaker 3>Who was it, what organization or person or combination of

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<v Speaker 3>things and others take it through.

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<v Speaker 5>When you were released.

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<v Speaker 6>Well.

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<v Speaker 1>The foundation of my case leading to my exoneration, upon

0:26:21.480 --> 0:26:27.680
<v Speaker 1>which all the good intention and no well spoken lawyers

0:26:27.800 --> 0:26:32.359
<v Speaker 1>who fought hard for my case. The foundation begins with

0:26:32.440 --> 0:26:36.040
<v Speaker 1>Marianne the Barry, who was a former nun turned attorney

0:26:36.080 --> 0:26:38.959
<v Speaker 1>in her late forties, who began investigating my case as

0:26:39.000 --> 0:26:41.879
<v Speaker 1>early as nineteen ninety three, nineteen ninety two and so forth.

0:26:42.200 --> 0:26:46.520
<v Speaker 1>And she began investigating my case, and she started laying

0:26:46.600 --> 0:26:51.400
<v Speaker 1>the foundation of all the misconduct that occurred and everything.

0:26:51.840 --> 0:26:55.800
<v Speaker 1>And even though I was denied ten appeals, you know,

0:26:56.600 --> 0:26:59.119
<v Speaker 1>with her help and all the different lawyers, including Hellerstein

0:27:00.320 --> 0:27:03.480
<v Speaker 1>you know, and got rest Marianne's soul as she passed

0:27:03.480 --> 0:27:08.200
<v Speaker 1>away last year. The tipping point became around two thousand

0:27:08.240 --> 0:27:12.560
<v Speaker 1>and eight when I had gotten help from another attorney

0:27:13.160 --> 0:27:15.479
<v Speaker 1>from Seaton Hall Law School, and she was involved in

0:27:15.480 --> 0:27:19.000
<v Speaker 1>my case, and she got what would many prisoners would

0:27:19.000 --> 0:27:22.359
<v Speaker 1>call a dream team, including lawyers from Washington, d C.

0:27:23.200 --> 0:27:27.920
<v Speaker 1>New York law firms and other people from New Jersey

0:27:27.960 --> 0:27:30.639
<v Speaker 1>as well. And she also got involved on New York's

0:27:30.640 --> 0:27:33.720
<v Speaker 1>Innocence Project and together we all went into court in

0:27:33.760 --> 0:27:37.160
<v Speaker 1>two thousand and nine after I had rejected a plea

0:27:37.200 --> 0:27:39.960
<v Speaker 1>bargain from the District Attorney's office. So for me, that

0:27:40.119 --> 0:27:43.159
<v Speaker 1>was a turning point because I finally got to test

0:27:43.600 --> 0:27:48.359
<v Speaker 1>the evidence before a new judge in Manhattan stan Supreme Court.

0:27:48.440 --> 0:27:52.760
<v Speaker 1>And it was a moment where I felt good because

0:27:52.800 --> 0:27:54.960
<v Speaker 1>I had rejected a plea, a plea bargain and off

0:27:54.960 --> 0:27:57.680
<v Speaker 1>for plea. But I was also scared because it meant

0:27:57.680 --> 0:27:59.760
<v Speaker 1>that if I had lost this eleventh a pal, I

0:27:59.800 --> 0:28:03.280
<v Speaker 1>would definitely or most likely, I should say, die in prison.

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<v Speaker 3>Well, that's an unbelievable amount of pressure, and an Alfred

0:28:06.520 --> 0:28:09.560
<v Speaker 3>plea for those of you who aren't aware, means that

0:28:09.600 --> 0:28:12.640
<v Speaker 3>you're the state basically comes to you and says you

0:28:13.280 --> 0:28:16.160
<v Speaker 3>we kind of they kind of give you like a wink, right,

0:28:16.200 --> 0:28:18.040
<v Speaker 3>like we kind of know we mess this up, but

0:28:18.840 --> 0:28:21.239
<v Speaker 3>we're not gonna admit that we're wrong, which means you

0:28:21.240 --> 0:28:24.080
<v Speaker 3>can't sue us, but we're gonna let you go home. So,

0:28:24.359 --> 0:28:26.359
<v Speaker 3>I mean, that's a tough decision to make, right, I mean,

0:28:26.400 --> 0:28:27.960
<v Speaker 3>as bad as you want to get out of there.

0:28:28.000 --> 0:28:30.399
<v Speaker 3>But at the same time, it's a it's sort of

0:28:30.440 --> 0:28:32.600
<v Speaker 3>like a I mean, it's I don't know if you

0:28:32.760 --> 0:28:36.400
<v Speaker 3>call it like a Sophie's choice. But it's a brutal

0:28:36.800 --> 0:28:38.840
<v Speaker 3>decision to have to make. But you made the right decision.

0:28:39.240 --> 0:28:42.320
<v Speaker 3>And yours was not a DNA case because it was

0:28:42.360 --> 0:28:45.840
<v Speaker 3>a shooting, so there was no physical evidence at the time.

0:28:45.840 --> 0:28:47.560
<v Speaker 3>There was actually no physical evidence of any kind that

0:28:47.600 --> 0:28:48.280
<v Speaker 3>connected you to.

0:28:48.240 --> 0:28:49.320
<v Speaker 1>The crime, none whatsoever.

0:28:49.560 --> 0:28:50.560
<v Speaker 5>Never was never.

0:28:56.800 --> 0:29:00.360
<v Speaker 3>So you go to trial with this dream team innocence projects,

0:29:02.200 --> 0:29:08.880
<v Speaker 3>this group of dedicated individuals, and now you got the

0:29:09.240 --> 0:29:11.080
<v Speaker 3>full Now you got the odds a little bit in

0:29:11.080 --> 0:29:14.080
<v Speaker 3>your favor, right, it's fair to say. And so you

0:29:14.080 --> 0:29:16.880
<v Speaker 3>go to court. Let's have let's talk about the opposite experience.

0:29:16.880 --> 0:29:20.280
<v Speaker 3>You're there saying, you know, different kind of pressure, right,

0:29:20.320 --> 0:29:22.320
<v Speaker 3>You've been through everything that they can throw at you.

0:29:23.640 --> 0:29:26.960
<v Speaker 1>What happens, Well, I'm in court and I'm just like

0:29:28.000 --> 0:29:30.440
<v Speaker 1>glad that I rejected that offer because I really wanted

0:29:30.440 --> 0:29:33.000
<v Speaker 1>to get down to the matter of these witnesses coming forward.

0:29:33.360 --> 0:29:36.840
<v Speaker 2>And NBC News investigation shows if those witnesses are now

0:29:36.840 --> 0:29:40.280
<v Speaker 2>telling the truth, and Fernando Bermudas is the wrong man.

0:29:41.120 --> 0:29:43.080
<v Speaker 5>Your kids are there, wife is there.

0:29:43.240 --> 0:29:45.080
<v Speaker 1>My wife was there, and all a lot of the

0:29:45.080 --> 0:29:49.480
<v Speaker 1>past lawyers throughout the years were there as well. Mary

0:29:49.480 --> 0:29:52.920
<v Speaker 1>Anne was actually in a cave and Israel praying for me.

0:29:53.400 --> 0:29:55.200
<v Speaker 1>She went out, she was already out there, and the

0:29:55.240 --> 0:29:57.840
<v Speaker 1>hearing came and she was just there and she sent

0:29:57.880 --> 0:30:00.320
<v Speaker 1>word that she'd be praying in the cave, okay, and

0:30:00.400 --> 0:30:02.560
<v Speaker 1>so that was good. I felt confident with that. And

0:30:03.160 --> 0:30:06.760
<v Speaker 1>we were there and the EVIDENTI hearing under the leadership

0:30:06.760 --> 0:30:08.680
<v Speaker 1>of Barry Pollock from Washington, d C.

0:30:10.120 --> 0:30:10.760
<v Speaker 5>It went well.

0:30:10.840 --> 0:30:15.160
<v Speaker 1>It went well. I mean, the detective I don't know

0:30:15.160 --> 0:30:18.960
<v Speaker 1>what kind of problems he's had in his past, but

0:30:19.080 --> 0:30:21.240
<v Speaker 1>he did have, for example, past the rest for drunk

0:30:21.360 --> 0:30:23.680
<v Speaker 1>driving in which he hit two girls. He came into

0:30:23.720 --> 0:30:27.160
<v Speaker 1>the courtroom seemingly drunk. The prosecutor, who up until this

0:30:27.280 --> 0:30:32.720
<v Speaker 1>point was so smug and confident in his position about

0:30:32.760 --> 0:30:37.520
<v Speaker 1>his case against me, now was shaken, visibly shaken. They

0:30:37.560 --> 0:30:42.040
<v Speaker 1>brought in a surprise detective who they said would now

0:30:42.200 --> 0:30:44.800
<v Speaker 1>testify that he was observing the witnesses and that they

0:30:44.840 --> 0:30:48.320
<v Speaker 1>were not engaged in the illegal identification procedures, which we

0:30:48.360 --> 0:30:51.200
<v Speaker 1>already were on the verge of proving. And he couldn't

0:30:51.240 --> 0:30:53.480
<v Speaker 1>remember any details. So it's like they even made a

0:30:53.480 --> 0:30:55.480
<v Speaker 1>mistake bring him in because he couldn't remember.

0:30:55.560 --> 0:30:57.360
<v Speaker 5>Because everybody could see he was lying, Yeah.

0:30:57.840 --> 0:31:01.800
<v Speaker 1>We demonstrated through cross examination. So I was just like, wow,

0:31:02.320 --> 0:31:05.000
<v Speaker 1>all this is finally coming to the point where my

0:31:05.120 --> 0:31:09.520
<v Speaker 1>faith told me that my enemies would become my footstool. Wow,

0:31:10.600 --> 0:31:13.120
<v Speaker 1>And that's what was happening. That's what was happening.

0:31:13.120 --> 0:31:14.560
<v Speaker 5>And this was a judge, not a jury.

0:31:14.720 --> 0:31:19.360
<v Speaker 1>This was before a judge. And after a two week proceeding,

0:31:19.960 --> 0:31:22.600
<v Speaker 1>I waited a month because the judge says he needed

0:31:22.600 --> 0:31:26.440
<v Speaker 1>more time to make the decision. And I was like, wow,

0:31:26.520 --> 0:31:30.800
<v Speaker 1>I was stuck at Downstate correctional facility, starving. I mean,

0:31:30.880 --> 0:31:33.520
<v Speaker 1>I was so hungry. I was actually taking rations from

0:31:33.560 --> 0:31:35.920
<v Speaker 1>the mess hall and saving it in myself like a squirrel,

0:31:36.400 --> 0:31:38.360
<v Speaker 1>just to get through because there I was like in

0:31:38.400 --> 0:31:41.800
<v Speaker 1>between my irregular prison and rikers, waiting to be called

0:31:41.840 --> 0:31:44.040
<v Speaker 1>back to court. So it was crazy. I came back

0:31:44.080 --> 0:31:47.680
<v Speaker 1>to court and it was the big moment, this was

0:31:47.720 --> 0:31:52.200
<v Speaker 1>my eleventh appeal. I walked into the courtroom and there

0:31:52.240 --> 0:31:55.000
<v Speaker 1>was just like a hushed suffocation. All you could hear

0:31:55.640 --> 0:32:03.400
<v Speaker 1>was the whirl of recorders of television cameras, reporters furiously scribbling,

0:32:04.200 --> 0:32:08.280
<v Speaker 1>You could hear people breathing. The clock seemed to be

0:32:08.400 --> 0:32:13.880
<v Speaker 1>just ticking so slow you could just hear that. And

0:32:13.960 --> 0:32:15.760
<v Speaker 1>I was just like I was. I was nervous because

0:32:15.800 --> 0:32:20.880
<v Speaker 1>this was a moment. And finally, finally the judge asked

0:32:20.880 --> 0:32:24.600
<v Speaker 1>me to stand, and I stood, and my knees were shaken.

0:32:24.840 --> 0:32:28.000
<v Speaker 1>I felt a touch of global warming under my shirt.

0:32:29.680 --> 0:32:31.760
<v Speaker 1>I was just so nervous. And the judge declared me

0:32:31.800 --> 0:32:37.640
<v Speaker 1>actually innocent, and the courtroom erupted in applause. And then

0:32:37.680 --> 0:32:41.640
<v Speaker 1>the judge didn't stop there. He said that in this case,

0:32:42.000 --> 0:32:45.400
<v Speaker 1>the prosecutor, James G. Rodriguez, knew and should have known,

0:32:45.440 --> 0:32:48.880
<v Speaker 1>that he was relying upon perjured testimony, that the identification

0:32:49.000 --> 0:32:52.520
<v Speaker 1>procedures were illegal and constitutional and should not have occurred,

0:32:52.520 --> 0:32:55.000
<v Speaker 1>which a federal judge I previously ruled in my favor on,

0:32:56.040 --> 0:32:58.200
<v Speaker 1>And that the State of New York admitted that its

0:32:58.200 --> 0:33:02.320
<v Speaker 1>state start witness from Lopez had committed perjury, and he

0:33:02.400 --> 0:33:03.800
<v Speaker 1>declared me actually innocent.

0:33:04.200 --> 0:33:07.160
<v Speaker 6>Fernando Bermudaz was falsely accused of murder after a fight

0:33:07.160 --> 0:33:10.440
<v Speaker 6>outside of Manhattan nightclub. He was convicted, though sent to prison,

0:33:10.560 --> 0:33:13.880
<v Speaker 6>exonerated and released after nearly twenty years when a judge

0:33:13.880 --> 0:33:15.480
<v Speaker 6>found misconduct in his case.

0:33:15.720 --> 0:33:21.520
<v Speaker 4>This wrongful conviction was predicated upon perjury, was predicated upon manipulation,

0:33:22.400 --> 0:33:26.920
<v Speaker 4>was predicated upon coercion and deceit of New York City

0:33:26.920 --> 0:33:29.440
<v Speaker 4>District Attorney's Office and New York City Police Department.

0:33:30.520 --> 0:33:32.120
<v Speaker 3>And then you walked out of the court room of

0:33:32.160 --> 0:33:34.640
<v Speaker 3>free men. TV cameras there.

0:33:34.840 --> 0:33:37.600
<v Speaker 1>Yes, yes, soon after that, I walked out.

0:33:37.880 --> 0:33:40.560
<v Speaker 5>And that must have been like a crazy mixture of

0:33:40.560 --> 0:33:41.320
<v Speaker 5>emotions too.

0:33:41.800 --> 0:33:44.920
<v Speaker 3>I mean, your wife is there, You're able to hug

0:33:44.960 --> 0:33:47.520
<v Speaker 3>her like a normal person, like a man, not in

0:33:47.600 --> 0:33:51.640
<v Speaker 3>any nobody overseeing you or watching or anything else, right,

0:33:52.920 --> 0:33:55.200
<v Speaker 3>But then you're out in the fresh air, and like,

0:33:55.280 --> 0:33:56.680
<v Speaker 3>what's going through your mind?

0:33:57.000 --> 0:33:59.480
<v Speaker 1>Well? I was scared because the world had changed so much.

0:33:59.520 --> 0:34:02.280
<v Speaker 1>I mean by eighteen years, eighteen and a half years,

0:34:02.360 --> 0:34:05.320
<v Speaker 1>several presidents and governors later. I mean, now there was

0:34:05.360 --> 0:34:09.640
<v Speaker 1>the Internet. People were walking around, cell phones, Yeah, they

0:34:09.680 --> 0:34:13.240
<v Speaker 1>were walking before I went to prison. The cell phones

0:34:13.280 --> 0:34:16.120
<v Speaker 1>with the size of shoe boxes, assuming you even had one,

0:34:16.280 --> 0:34:18.759
<v Speaker 1>you know, it was very rare, you know, And now

0:34:18.800 --> 0:34:21.440
<v Speaker 1>everyone had one. People were talking to themselves on the street.

0:34:21.440 --> 0:34:24.880
<v Speaker 1>I realized it was bluetooth technology. The fashion had changed

0:34:25.320 --> 0:34:30.359
<v Speaker 1>from baggy pants to now skinny jeans. Besides that, I

0:34:30.400 --> 0:34:32.000
<v Speaker 1>was just scared because it didn't even feel like I

0:34:32.040 --> 0:34:33.480
<v Speaker 1>had permission to be outside.

0:34:33.520 --> 0:34:36.160
<v Speaker 5>I was, I was psychologically Were you worried that they

0:34:36.200 --> 0:34:37.840
<v Speaker 5>were going to send you back in, that this was

0:34:37.880 --> 0:34:39.719
<v Speaker 5>all a dream, or that there was someone was going

0:34:39.760 --> 0:34:42.760
<v Speaker 5>to grab you and go no, go back to your cell. Whatever.

0:34:43.719 --> 0:34:47.160
<v Speaker 1>Well, I certainly felt that this can happen again. I

0:34:47.200 --> 0:34:50.120
<v Speaker 1>felt that, but I've had trouble crossing the street. I

0:34:50.160 --> 0:34:52.479
<v Speaker 1>got Disney in department stores because there were so many

0:34:52.480 --> 0:34:53.920
<v Speaker 1>colors and choices.

0:34:53.520 --> 0:34:56.440
<v Speaker 5>Like a PTSD kind of Well, then that's when I realized.

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<v Speaker 1>After a while, I said, well, what's wrong with me?

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<v Speaker 1>Why am I waking up in the middle of the night,

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<v Speaker 1>getting up and feeling like I'm still in a prison cell,

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<v Speaker 1>pacing and Crystal would tell me, you know, you got

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<v Speaker 1>to get back to bed. You're not in prison anymore,

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<v Speaker 1>you know. Walking the family dog at the point at

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<v Speaker 1>that time was an issue. I felt like there was

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<v Speaker 1>gun towers outside. I mean, it was just a lot

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<v Speaker 1>of stuff. So I realized after I went to psychiatric

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<v Speaker 1>evaluation that I have post traumatic stress disorder, and I

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<v Speaker 1>didn't think I would have that.

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<v Speaker 3>Well, you served, you know, of the of the in

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<v Speaker 3>the DNA exoneration cases with homicide as the as a crime,

0:35:30.640 --> 0:35:33.600
<v Speaker 3>the average time served a thirteen years, so you served,

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<v Speaker 3>you know, significantly longer than the average one, although we

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<v Speaker 3>had a couple of recent exonerations of guys who had

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<v Speaker 3>served thirty four years, which is unbelievable, numbers.

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<v Speaker 5>Almost twice as long.

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<v Speaker 3>But it affects everyone differently, and it obviously is going

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<v Speaker 3>to infect anybody to go through this. So I think,

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<v Speaker 3>you know, and it's interesting too, thinking back to that

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<v Speaker 3>scene in the courtroom. You know, the odds are stacked

0:35:57.520 --> 0:36:02.640
<v Speaker 3>against you when you're poor, when you're Latino or of color. Right,

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<v Speaker 3>we know that a higher percentage of people of color

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<v Speaker 3>are arrested, are prosecuted, are convicted. There's no justification for that,

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<v Speaker 3>There's no evidence that they commit crimes at a higher

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<v Speaker 3>rate or anything else. And so you finally got the

0:36:17.840 --> 0:36:20.880
<v Speaker 3>scales of justice tipped in your favor and you emerged

0:36:20.880 --> 0:36:24.040
<v Speaker 3>to this loving family. But then you still had another

0:36:24.120 --> 0:36:26.759
<v Speaker 3>lawsuit to go, right, you still had a case. Now

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<v Speaker 3>you have to file a suit against the city and

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<v Speaker 3>against the state. Right, yes, so that that has now

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<v Speaker 3>been resolved, Right, the first one.

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<v Speaker 1>The first one, but it took me five and a

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<v Speaker 1>half years. Let the record reflect.

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<v Speaker 3>Five and a half years. So you're out with nothing

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<v Speaker 3>for five no job skills, no resume. No, I mean,

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<v Speaker 3>how to get a job right, It's got to be brutal.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean all I had was, you know, an associate's

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<v Speaker 1>degree of the concentration in business and working toward my bachelor's.

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<v Speaker 1>And then when I got out, I had to go

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<v Speaker 1>to college to finish my bachelor's and I had to

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<v Speaker 1>take loans. There was no free ride here. I had

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<v Speaker 1>to go to college and out there and you know,

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<v Speaker 1>like most hard working young men and women do for

0:37:08.000 --> 0:37:11.560
<v Speaker 1>their lives and futures. But the thing is, I had

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<v Speaker 1>to deal with the psychological impact. I didn't know how

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<v Speaker 1>to drive anymore. I had to get a license. People

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<v Speaker 1>from my church closed me. They helped me get my

0:37:21.000 --> 0:37:23.080
<v Speaker 1>license back. I didn't have money to get a license

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<v Speaker 1>or even take driving school lessons. You know, it was funny.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm forty years old and I got to learn how

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<v Speaker 1>to drive again.

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<v Speaker 5>No, it's interesting.

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<v Speaker 3>For another you know, almost thirty five percent of xenneries

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<v Speaker 3>don't get any money right because the compensation statutes are

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<v Speaker 3>so different in every state and in some states, it's

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<v Speaker 3>impossible to get money. So it's very difficult to get money.

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<v Speaker 3>And I think people think that you come out and

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<v Speaker 3>society just opens its doors to you and everything's great,

0:37:49.800 --> 0:37:51.799
<v Speaker 3>and you get a check and you move on all

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<v Speaker 3>your life with five and a half years with nothing

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<v Speaker 3>struggling on the outside.

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<v Speaker 5>I mean, I knew you back then, and I know

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<v Speaker 5>what you were going through.

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<v Speaker 3>That's got to be just an another almost another major

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<v Speaker 3>challenge to get through. But you got through it. I

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<v Speaker 3>mean you persevered. I know you went and did three

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<v Speaker 3>hundred speaking engages. We talked about that before and just

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<v Speaker 3>by cold calling, you've spoken all over the world.

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<v Speaker 1>Yes, yes, we've been to Japan, Italy, Germany, France, Switzerland.

0:38:18.840 --> 0:38:22.520
<v Speaker 1>We tell our story. Fine, why to transform the criminal

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<v Speaker 1>justice systems?

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<v Speaker 3>So, Feranda, what I wanted to ask you is, what's

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<v Speaker 3>the message you want to send?

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<v Speaker 1>Well, certainly, the problem of wrong for convictions is far reaching.

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<v Speaker 1>We have over seventeen hundred wrongful convictions that are just documented,

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<v Speaker 1>and that's just documented in America today.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, seventeen hundred exonerations, I think, yeah, it's almost yes, yes, yes,

0:38:43.360 --> 0:38:44.560
<v Speaker 3>close to eighteen.

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<v Speaker 1>Absolutely, close to eighteen hundred exonerations. Those are just the

0:38:47.360 --> 0:38:50.480
<v Speaker 1>ones that are documented. And you know, over almost one

0:38:50.560 --> 0:38:52.759
<v Speaker 1>hundred and fifty were released from death row, which is

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<v Speaker 1>horrible as well.

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<v Speaker 5>And no, that's what Brian Stevenson says.

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<v Speaker 3>I mean, for every person we've executed, we've for every

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<v Speaker 3>nine people we've executed, we've had one exonerated from death throw.

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<v Speaker 3>And as he says, and he's one of my heroes,

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<v Speaker 3>if you had planes and one out of every nine

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<v Speaker 3>or ten planes crashed, nobody would fly.

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<v Speaker 5>You can't have this system. So anyway, I'm sorry in

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<v Speaker 5>directors to go ahead.

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<v Speaker 1>So yeah, So on that note, there has to be accountability.

0:39:18.320 --> 0:39:22.000
<v Speaker 1>You know, prosecutors get this immunity. We understand that we

0:39:22.000 --> 0:39:25.560
<v Speaker 1>need prosecutors, and those who do a good job, kudos

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<v Speaker 1>to them. But for those that don't, who flell out

0:39:27.719 --> 0:39:30.600
<v Speaker 1>the system and our constitution, then shame on them. They

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<v Speaker 1>should be held accountable. They have too much immunity. We

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<v Speaker 1>need more accountability for those who are responsible. As a

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<v Speaker 1>deterrent effect. Law is created to deter crime across the board.

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<v Speaker 1>And if it doesn't deter crime or misconduct, then it

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<v Speaker 1>doesn't work.

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<v Speaker 5>Why is the law there above the law?

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<v Speaker 1>Right? Yeah, So they shouldn't be. And you know, the

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<v Speaker 1>damage that it causes families and the people directly affected

0:39:59.200 --> 0:40:03.239
<v Speaker 1>body and costs of is just it's horrible. I mean,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm affected today. I'm still free today, but i still

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<v Speaker 1>feel like I'm in prison.

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<v Speaker 5>For people who want to help, what can they do?

0:40:10.160 --> 0:40:13.759
<v Speaker 5>Should they go online? Should they write letters? Should they donate? Well?

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<v Speaker 1>I think that public needs to connect with their politicians

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<v Speaker 1>and voice their concerns that this is an issue that

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<v Speaker 1>matters to them. But more than that, they also need to, like,

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<v Speaker 1>if possible, to use their resources, talents, and time to

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