Speaker 1: Is this is this the therapy?
Speaker 2: Get go?
Speaker 3: Yes? What year were you born?
Speaker 4: Ninety three?
Speaker 3: What's your secret?
Speaker 1: I ship myself on my lunch break and had to
Speaker 1: use my scarf to clean it up.
Speaker 3: Do you still have the scarf?
Speaker 1: No, it's in the dumpster behind my office.
Speaker 3: Was it a nice scarf? Do you like? Or was it,
Speaker 3: you know, a throwaway?
Speaker 5: Ah? It was my favorite scarf.
Speaker 4: Really, it was like it was it was.
Speaker 5: It was very nice.
Speaker 1: It was it had like these dangly laced parts.
Speaker 5: It was beautiful.
Speaker 3: Now what was going through your head when you had
Speaker 3: to make the decision between ruining your favorite scarf and
Speaker 3: walking around with poop in your pants?
Speaker 1: The fact that I'm I'm oh, well, I'm forty minutes
Speaker 1: away from my from my house, so that would have
Speaker 1: been a lot of a lot of sitting in my
Speaker 1: own ship. And I guess scarves are replaceable, So there's that,
Speaker 1: and now I can go buy a new scarf.
Speaker 6: But I'm pretty bummed about it.
Speaker 5: M do you have a favorite scarf?
Speaker 3: I do have a favorite scarf, do you now?
Speaker 7: Why?
Speaker 5: Now?
Speaker 3: Why of like, of all the articles of clothing that
Speaker 3: were on you at the time, why did you pick
Speaker 3: your scarf?
Speaker 5: Was it?
Speaker 2: Like?
Speaker 8: Have you ever?
Speaker 3: Have you ever? Because what I what I've done before
Speaker 3: is I've actually just used my own underwear as toilet paper.
Speaker 4: Yeah, because you.
Speaker 3: Know, like if because I don't really have like a
Speaker 3: favorite thing of underwear to me, I get like a
Speaker 3: pack of like six of them.
Speaker 4: You have to be wearing underwear in order to use
Speaker 4: underwear for that in that situation?
Speaker 3: Do you not wear underwear?
Speaker 1: Not today?
Speaker 3: This happened today.
Speaker 1: This happened today, Like like what time is it like
Speaker 1: five hours ago today?
Speaker 3: Oh jeez? And how do you feel about it? Do
Speaker 3: you do you have are you like, do you feel
Speaker 3: like you've learned anything about this that you can take
Speaker 3: with you in the future.
Speaker 1: I have learned to not eat beyond mild chili. I'm
Speaker 1: very careful with Mexican food now after today.
Speaker 3: Could you say your name was.
Speaker 9: Sam?
Speaker 8: Well?
Speaker 3: Sam, you know, I'm glad that you're feeling better about this.
Speaker 3: I'm glad that you learned your lesson and I wish
Speaker 3: I wish you know, I wish you confidence moving forward
Speaker 3: in these endeavors in the future.
Speaker 1: Thank you, Thank you. I'm gonna do some some scar
Speaker 1: shopping and I hope you are you stay well?
Speaker 3: For sure? Gets yourself something nice? Yearned it?
Speaker 1: Thank you, sir, Thank you had a beautiful day.
Speaker 3: You too, take care of Sam YouTube therapy.
Speaker 6: Get govern goes on the line, Thank you, song calls
Speaker 6: every night.
Speaker 10: Beverly goes to XI.
Speaker 3: I was teaching your expert Paul from Jonathan to accept Jonathan. Hi,
Speaker 3: Hello Jonathan. He speaks softly, but yeah, you're just doing Jonathan. Hello, Jonathan?
Speaker 3: Are you there? Jonathan?
Speaker 5: Hello? Can you hear me?
Speaker 3: I can hear you?
Speaker 11: Now?
Speaker 3: What Jonathan? Are you afraid?
Speaker 8: Oh?
Speaker 5: Yes, I have to be quiet. My parents are sleeping
Speaker 5: in the next room.
Speaker 3: Over What year were you born?
Speaker 5: Two thousand and two? I am eighteen as of September.
Speaker 3: That's cool. What are you afraid of waking up your parents?
Speaker 5: I mean I should be sleeping right now. It's final weeks.
Speaker 3: So Jonathan, what's your secret?
Speaker 5: What's my secret? I love great trains. I don't want
Speaker 5: to work through that great trains?
Speaker 3: What trains?
Speaker 5: Freight trains? Like trains that whole grain and cole and
Speaker 5: various consumer products.
Speaker 3: Do you dream of one day being the conductor of
Speaker 3: a freight train?
Speaker 5: No? I actually enjoy illegally hopping freight trains.
Speaker 3: You enjoy illegally hopping freight trains. Where has he? Where
Speaker 3: have your freight train hopping adventures taken you?
Speaker 5: Well? I went to Jacksonville, Mississippi.
Speaker 3: From where.
Speaker 5: From Louisiana? But I'm not going to dogs myself.
Speaker 3: So do you ever fear that one day you'll hot?
Speaker 3: Do you ever feel like one day you're going to
Speaker 3: hop on a train and never return to your original destination?
Speaker 5: I do. I think about that almost every day because
Speaker 5: I know I need to go to college and get
Speaker 5: a degree and do something with my life. But every
Speaker 5: time I hear a train, I just I think about
Speaker 5: catching a train to nowhere, because with the rail system
Speaker 5: you can go anywhere. You can go from New York
Speaker 5: to LA without paying any money.
Speaker 3: Do you have a destination in mind for your final
Speaker 3: destination or do you even have a final destination?
Speaker 5: I don't have a final destination. Heaven or hell or
Speaker 5: something in between.
Speaker 3: Probably it's true. It's all of our final destination.
Speaker 5: It is.
Speaker 3: What do you study in school.
Speaker 5: Right now? Economics book. I just am about to fail
Speaker 5: my mass final for the semester. So there's that.
Speaker 4: You know.
Speaker 3: It's interesting, because yeah, when life gets kind of boring
Speaker 3: or shitty, and you hear the call of the train
Speaker 3: and you're like, look, you know, it's like a gamble, right,
Speaker 3: because the train could take you somewhere beautiful, but could
Speaker 3: it also take you somewhere that's worse than where you
Speaker 3: already are?
Speaker 5: Well, yeah, then you just catch another train.
Speaker 3: Then you just catch another fucking train.
Speaker 5: Yeah, so you end up in fucking nowhere, Texas. Just
Speaker 5: catch your train to the next town. You're a new person,
Speaker 5: and you like me personally. I don't really get lonely. No, No,
Speaker 5: I mean I have been lonely, but as a whole,
Speaker 5: I tend to be more comfortable alone than with a
Speaker 5: bunch of people.
Speaker 3: Do you have a good relationship with yourself?
Speaker 5: With myself, yeah, with most other people not so much.
Speaker 3: Do you avoid relationships with other people out of preference
Speaker 3: or fear?
Speaker 5: I mean, I guess a little bit of both. I
Speaker 5: had a crazy ex, like crazy, like threaten you with
Speaker 5: a knife, crazy, and then stalk me for several months.
Speaker 3: On your view of relationships with other people, I'm not
Speaker 3: talking I mean like strictly like romantic relationships. I mean
Speaker 3: like just generally interacting with and having a platonic relationships
Speaker 3: with other human beings.
Speaker 5: I mean, I wouldn't say afraid. I mean I have
Speaker 5: good friends, but not a lot of them. You know,
Speaker 5: it's it's hard out there.
Speaker 3: It's true. You know, yeah, but you're only yeah, but
Speaker 3: you know what, man, you're only eighteen.
Speaker 5: It's true.
Speaker 3: So I feel like there's a lot of room for
Speaker 3: you to like because because I understand the idea of like,
Speaker 3: I don't know you sound like you're from Are you
Speaker 3: from like a small town? Do you have you do?
Speaker 3: You know a lot of too? But there a lot
Speaker 3: of people where you are growing up.
Speaker 5: I mean I've never really been in one place growing up.
Speaker 5: We moved around a lot, so I never really built
Speaker 5: that base of like, yeah, known this susons middle school
Speaker 5: or you know right, So don't have that type of
Speaker 5: relationship with people. But I have people that have known
Speaker 5: for a few years now. They're good friends.
Speaker 3: Do you desire a base?
Speaker 5: I mean not really. And with the Internet you can
Speaker 5: keep up with anyone, so even if you move on
Speaker 5: to a new place, you can still be friends. You
Speaker 5: do miss out on the physical aspect of friendship. Was
Speaker 5: like hanging out with someone, which.
Speaker 3: There is I think there is validity the way. I
Speaker 3: know that it's like a unpopular opinion, but it's sort
Speaker 3: of the world we're living, and especially now with like,
Speaker 3: I mean, I have great friends that I have not
Speaker 3: physically seen in you know years. Oh, yes, you know,
Speaker 3: I mean especially now, Like I'll have plenty of good friends,
Speaker 3: you know that I have not seen at least you know,
Speaker 3: a year because of the pandemic. You know. Yeah, what
Speaker 3: the fuck I was gonna say something, I forget what
Speaker 3: it was.
Speaker 5: Don't help great trains dangerous, you could die.
Speaker 3: Oh okay, Look, I know that I understand that you
Speaker 3: might have had a like I don't do real therapy,
Speaker 3: but it's just my hunch. I understand that, you know,
Speaker 3: you might have had a past relationship that sort of
Speaker 3: has defined your idea of really and I'm not talking
Speaker 3: about strictly romantic relationships, but you have a past relationship
Speaker 3: with another person that has probably done a lot to
Speaker 3: define what you think of when you think of having
Speaker 3: relationships with other people. But it's it's it's it's a
Speaker 3: very very small sample size, and I would encourage you
Speaker 3: to increase your sample size before you make any sort
Speaker 3: of fititive judgments about other people. In relationships with them.
Speaker 5: And you know what, that's something I've worked on this year.
Speaker 5: That is that I've worked on this year. But this
Speaker 5: year just box were making friends of being friends.
Speaker 3: M hmm. I mean, like, I don't think there's anything
Speaker 3: wrong with like making friends over the internet though.
Speaker 5: Yeah, that's true. I want to spend a lot of
Speaker 5: time on the internet. I mean I just recently got
Speaker 5: into twitch. So actually I originally saw you one Reddit.
Speaker 3: What I said, you're kind of doing it right, just
Speaker 3: not being on the internet and hanging out on training. Yeah,
Speaker 3: she sounds pretty sick, like a Jack Cara wat kind
Speaker 3: of guy.
Speaker 5: Yeah, throw on your car hearts and some overalls, shoot
Speaker 5: smacking drink vod truth, Jonathan, I'm pretty sober.
Speaker 3: Well, Johnson. I wish you the best of luck man,
Speaker 3: Thank you for going.
Speaker 5: In, Thank you, thank you for having me.
Speaker 3: Absolutely you take care you too. But don't they do
Speaker 3: they kick people off of like don't they have like
Speaker 3: a fucking train inspector or something. I hope that guy's
Speaker 3: doing good.
Speaker 11: All from Anna.
Speaker 3: Anna Anna, Annah, my god, I know. Finally, I wasn't
Speaker 3: expecting you to get on either. And wait and I
Speaker 3: turn off your stream and I turned off the stream
Speaker 3: and you're you're looking at the stream on a delay
Speaker 3: and I turn off the stream. Just pay attention to Mianna.
Speaker 4: Okay, okay, all right, you have my attention.
Speaker 3: All right, And well where you were you born.
Speaker 4: Two thousand and one?
Speaker 3: Alright? I believe you. What's your secret? Annah?
Speaker 4: My secret?
Speaker 2: Okay?
Speaker 4: I don't know what I'm allowed to say.
Speaker 3: I don't want to say anything. I don't say any
Speaker 3: I mean whatever, say whatever you want. Well, I'll deal
Speaker 3: with the consequences.
Speaker 4: Okay. So I hooked up with a married couple two
Speaker 4: nights ago, and they were like so rich it scared me.
Speaker 4: They were like flying helicopter type shit, taken me to
Speaker 4: like stay Cast restaurant, like having a bunch of people
Speaker 4: in the party, like COVID testing at the door, scary
Speaker 4: people I don't even know. But it was fun because
Speaker 4: like they paid for me and shit, because I'm like
Speaker 4: a nobody broke college student.
Speaker 5: But like.
Speaker 4: They could like get rid of me so easily if
Speaker 4: they wanted to, Like if I ever saw something that
Speaker 4: they did, they could just kill me. And no would ever.
Speaker 3: Now, are you worried something to you not worried? This couple.
Speaker 4: Through a dating app. I met the girl the wife,
Speaker 4: I guess, and I was like, well, she's hot, but
Speaker 4: like I don't know. And then she like called me
Speaker 4: on FaceTime and it was like this is my husband
Speaker 4: and I was like, well.
Speaker 5: That's mm hmm.
Speaker 4: I don't know what to think of this. And so
Speaker 4: then my friend was like, you know, you're gonna like
Speaker 4: look back in your life and wish you had like
Speaker 4: actually gone out with him and just seen how it went.
Speaker 4: And I was like, you know what, You're right. So
Speaker 4: I went out with them. They like gave me everything,
Speaker 4: I swear to God, but like they could kill me,
Speaker 4: they really wanted to.
Speaker 9: But is it worth it.
Speaker 4: I mean, it's not really worth it if I die,
Speaker 4: But like.
Speaker 5: I had a lot of fun.
Speaker 3: I feel like you, this is a I feel like
Speaker 3: that of this in this situation. This is a strange
Speaker 3: what like of all the thoughts you would be having
Speaker 3: about the situation, the idea that this couple is rich
Speaker 3: enough to kill you. I'm curious why you jumped to
Speaker 3: that one, because.
Speaker 4: They're kind of sketch. Like I asked them what they
Speaker 4: do for their money and they were like, oh, I
Speaker 4: don't know, real estate, like distribution, I don't know, and
Speaker 4: there was nothing really specific, Like I feel like if
Speaker 4: I was like with them this way, they would, you know.
Speaker 4: They were reveal a little bit more to like put
Speaker 4: me at ease, but they were like really sketchy, like
Speaker 4: I don't really like Okay. So they had like a
Speaker 4: party and then obviously a lot of drugs, all sorts
Speaker 4: of stuff. You know, it's like a big, like city
Speaker 4: rich person party. I don't know, I've never been to one,
Speaker 4: but like I swear people were I don't know. It's
Speaker 4: not necessarily like people were disappearing, but it was like
Speaker 4: at the end of the night, they were like looking
Speaker 4: for it. I don't know. I'm not trying to I'm
Speaker 4: not trying to push blame on them for like actually
Speaker 4: killing someone, but there was like.
Speaker 8: A lot.
Speaker 4: I think I did. I think I think I witnessed
Speaker 4: a murder. I'm not sure. I never saw anything like
Speaker 4: with my eyes, but the people there were like talking
Speaker 4: about like strange shit happening with them.
Speaker 3: So are you so what's your dilemma are you? Are
Speaker 3: you debating whether or not you'll go see them again.
Speaker 4: Yes, I'm debating because I mean I could tell I
Speaker 4: mean I need to like tell somebody where I am
Speaker 4: because like, you know, something happens to me, they can
Speaker 4: like find me.
Speaker 9: But like it's also like I.
Speaker 4: Don't only want to tell anyone, you know, but I'm
Speaker 4: hooking up with a married couple. So it's like a
Speaker 4: weird dilemma. Like I think I should go but it
Speaker 4: was so fun, but like I also don't want to
Speaker 4: die because they were really sketch.
Speaker 3: Hmm, that's a tough one. How many times have you
Speaker 3: seen them before?
Speaker 4: Probably like three times.
Speaker 3: I'm still I'm still not fully sold on why you
Speaker 3: think they're going to kill you. I get that, Okay,
Speaker 3: maybe I understand that you're nervous that they have so
Speaker 3: much money that you think they could just kill you.
Speaker 3: But but I mean, look that said, well, you know,
Speaker 3: who cares what I think? If you're you know, if
Speaker 3: you're fearing for your safety, you obviously shouldn't go into
Speaker 3: a situation where you're feeling for your safety.
Speaker 4: True, I don't know, because I guess I'm just calling
Speaker 4: because I don't really have I don't really know who
Speaker 4: to talk to about. Awesome, I'm so glad I could
Speaker 4: finally get in. But it's just crazy because like.
Speaker 5: I've met them.
Speaker 2: I met them two.
Speaker 4: Years ago and they're just now like like I've seen
Speaker 4: them three times, they're just now giving me sketch shacks.
Speaker 3: Well, you know, go with your gut, dude, what's you
Speaker 3: got telling you to do? Do you think you think
Speaker 3: you're leaning towards going there again?
Speaker 4: Maybe it's a big setting, but not just them?
Speaker 3: Have you Have you not talked to anyone else about this?
Speaker 4: No, it's really new and I've been like doing finals
Speaker 4: and studying. I don't really like see my friends or anything.
Speaker 3: Well, let you know, if you're genuinely feeling fearing for
Speaker 3: your safety, I've played safe. I feel out the situation,
Speaker 3: and you know, consider consider talking to you know, I
Speaker 3: don't know if you have a lot of friends or
Speaker 3: if you're close to their parents, but uh, you know,
Speaker 3: instid talking me out with with someone else that you
Speaker 3: are close with. But all know, look, you know people,
Speaker 3: I feel like people have that like intuition when they
Speaker 3: know that something's up, and at the end of the day,
Speaker 3: you'd probably rather be safe than sorry. That's very but
Speaker 3: also I mean, how rich are we talking here?
Speaker 4: Like they have their own helicopter and private jet. They
Speaker 4: want to take me to like Jamaica in Puerto Rico.
Speaker 4: Like their house is bigger, it's like a mansion, penthouse
Speaker 4: two levels.
Speaker 3: Yeah, you know what, every a twenty four horror movie
Speaker 3: type of thing. I think. I think going to Jamaica
Speaker 3: with a married couple that you no, it is a
Speaker 3: bad idea. I'm gonna I'm gonna make that. I've been,
Speaker 3: I've been, I've been tiptoeing around this subject, and I've
Speaker 3: come to a final gecko conclusion that you should not
Speaker 3: go to Jamaica with a married couple of you met
Speaker 3: on the internet.
Speaker 4: No, I'm not gonna go.
Speaker 8: They just how.
Speaker 3: People get, you know, trafficked and ship.
Speaker 4: I'm not going. We just clarify it's never actually gonna
Speaker 4: go up and saying they like offered. That's like, but even.
Speaker 3: Them, But you're right, because even them offering is a
Speaker 3: little fucking.
Speaker 5: Sketch, isn't that isn't that sketch?
Speaker 3: You know what? No, I'm I don't know why I've
Speaker 3: been so fucking chill about this. No, I'm I'm on
Speaker 3: the I I think if you're getting s got Yeah, No,
Speaker 3: this is how people get like human trafficked and ship.
Speaker 3: You should not you shouldn't fuck with this, That's what
Speaker 3: I'm saying.
Speaker 4: Plus, I live in like the city it's like the
Speaker 4: capital of like the largest like sex trafficking in the world.
Speaker 3: Like, yeah, don't if you live in the city of
Speaker 3: You said you live in the sex trafficking capital of
Speaker 3: the world.
Speaker 4: Yeah, sorry, I said that wrong, But yes, that's what
Speaker 4: I meant.
Speaker 3: Okay, if you're living in the sex trafficking capital of
Speaker 3: the world and you are in a situation in which
Speaker 3: you're getting vibes that there might be sex trafficking, you
Speaker 3: should absolutely stay away from these people.
Speaker 4: Yess I'm saying. But like she's so hot, but like
Speaker 4: also no, like like no, probably hot.
Speaker 3: People everywhere find person, but like they're rich.
Speaker 7: No, you're right.
Speaker 5: I don't know.
Speaker 4: I'm contradicting myself.
Speaker 9: I thought we were.
Speaker 4: We reached an agreement on your kind an agreement.
Speaker 3: Would you say your name was again? I said Anna, Anna,
Speaker 3: And I'm gonna leave that as my final as my
Speaker 3: final judgment on this that you should you should you
Speaker 3: should probably stay away from this this couple.
Speaker 4: Thank you.
Speaker 2: I appreciate it.
Speaker 5: I really did.
Speaker 8: Ann.
Speaker 3: You have a good rest of the night, you too.
Speaker 3: Take care.
Speaker 5: All from George.
Speaker 3: Take George, okay, tell me everything.
Speaker 7: So I have an aggressively medium penis.
Speaker 3: Okay, aggressively medium? How big?
Speaker 12: Mm hmm about five and a half?
Speaker 3: That is that is that is quite medium. And this
Speaker 3: is your secret. And this is the secret. Can you
Speaker 3: hear me? I can now, George have and and but
Speaker 3: this and this is a secret.
Speaker 7: I mean, it's not something I'm proud of.
Speaker 3: When you should do when you show you know, you're
Speaker 3: you're you're when you're you know, in a sexual encounter.
Speaker 3: Do you get comments on the mediumness of your penis.
Speaker 13: I've never been told anything about it, Like, I've never
Speaker 13: gone off huh or anything. I just it's just a
Speaker 13: blank face, which I think is a good thing.
Speaker 3: Are you average I've never once got like.
Speaker 13: A like a wow, that's a big penis.
Speaker 3: Are you average looking?
Speaker 13: I think so. I'd say I'm at best the six.
Speaker 3: Six. Are you watching the stream right now? No, I'm not,
Speaker 3: okay because I was going off the thing. But anyway, hmmm,
Speaker 3: now is your your medium sized penis is? Do you
Speaker 3: see this as a problem. Do you see this as
Speaker 3: something that you're hoping to fix, either through pills or
Speaker 3: through you know, you know, because if you can't fix
Speaker 3: your penis, you got to fix you know, your life
Speaker 3: around the penis. And you know, I'm not crying spots, but.
Speaker 7: It's definitely an obstacle. I make up for it in
Speaker 7: other ways.
Speaker 3: Mm hmm, what do you what do you do to
Speaker 3: make up for the mediumness of the penis?
Speaker 13: So the first well, ideally I always start with oral
Speaker 13: that way, they're more sensitive. Later in that way, like
Speaker 13: at the worst case, they only get one orgasm, I guess.
Speaker 13: And then every once in a while I try to
Speaker 13: numbing cream, so that sometimes helps.
Speaker 3: A numbing cream, like on your own penis. Yeah, you know, man, uh, first,
Speaker 3: you know, that's that's really nice of you to do that.
Speaker 3: It really is, you know, to do a numbing cream.
Speaker 3: I mean, that's that's an extremely considerate thing to do.
Speaker 3: I think to use a numb and cream on your
Speaker 3: penis because you're going out of your you're suffering for
Speaker 3: the pleasure of your partner because there's nothing I mean
Speaker 3: numb penis.
Speaker 13: It's not as numb is a miss nomorry. It just
Speaker 13: makes it slightly less sensitive, okay, so you can last longer.
Speaker 13: So I mean, at the end of the day, we're
Speaker 13: both benefiting.
Speaker 3: Right, but you're still you're still you know, lowering your
Speaker 3: pleasure for the pleasure of someone else.
Speaker 13: I guess, yeah, that's fair, but it's not as extreme.
Speaker 13: I think it's it's made out to be m I
Speaker 13: think I end up winning in the end.
Speaker 3: Okay, So you so you've worked your ton game? Hmm.
Speaker 3: I mean, have you gotten any You haven't. You haven't
Speaker 3: gotten any complaints.
Speaker 13: Though I've never gotten a complaint.
Speaker 7: But I mean I've never gotten praise.
Speaker 13: And like, you look at like, let's say, you look
Speaker 13: at porn or something, and like, I can tell my
Speaker 13: penis it's not as big.
Speaker 8: Do you?
Speaker 3: But do you need praise? George? I feel like you've
Speaker 3: got a good self image going on. You know, you
Speaker 3: don't need outside feed back on your penis. You know,
Speaker 3: you know, you know, you're confident in your own abilities,
Speaker 3: you know, sexually. So I don't see why you would
Speaker 3: need to feed off of the feedback of of you know,
Speaker 3: feed off of the the the approval of others in
Speaker 3: that realm. Although actually I guess you inherently you do
Speaker 3: need the approval of others in that realm because that's
Speaker 3: your way of measuring you know your your your your skill,
Speaker 3: So I understand that, but you're not getting anything negative.
Speaker 3: But you're not getting anything positive. But what else would
Speaker 3: you expect? You have an aggressively medium sized penis.
Speaker 13: Uh so it makes don't I don't expect anything. Yeah,
Speaker 13: but like in a conversation with like like friends or
Speaker 13: something where you're just like like everybody's like bragging about
Speaker 13: their dick, Like all right, it's like, nope, I have
Speaker 13: an aggressively medium one.
Speaker 3: How often are your friends hanging out and bragging about
Speaker 3: your dicks?
Speaker 7: Incredibly rarely?
Speaker 3: All right, so then it's not that big a deal.
Speaker 7: Yeah, that's good, that's fair.
Speaker 3: Mhm. Well yah, well look look you you lucked out
Speaker 3: right because because it could have been worse, you could
Speaker 3: have had an aggressively small penis.
Speaker 7: That's true. But I guess it's not really lucking out
Speaker 7: so much.
Speaker 8: It's just.
Speaker 7: Not having good luck.
Speaker 3: You gotta be grateful for the amount of penis that
Speaker 3: you have, which I think is a respectable amount, respectable amount. Well,
Speaker 3: thank you, absolutely, you have a good rest of the night,
Speaker 3: my dude, you know you and you and your medium
Speaker 3: sized penis be well, thank you, mister gecko. Take care man.
Speaker 6: Call from uh Mac.
Speaker 3: Mac. Why did it take you so long to figure
Speaker 3: out what your name is?
Speaker 5: Uh?
Speaker 12: I don't know, dude. I was gonna come up with
Speaker 12: a silly goose name. But that's silly.
Speaker 3: I'll give you hold No, I'll give you some extra
Speaker 3: time to do that.
Speaker 12: Okay, hold on, hold on, Gulash wrestler.
Speaker 3: Person, Gulash wrestler person?
Speaker 4: Is that good?
Speaker 12: Is that a silly goose one?
Speaker 3: Gulash wrestler person. I have a question for you, Okay,
Speaker 3: have you ever been betrayed?
Speaker 12: I was thinking about that. I don't have a juicy
Speaker 12: answer for you. I've got a silly goose answer.
Speaker 3: That perfect.
Speaker 12: I got tay food today. I was stoked supporting local businesses.
Speaker 12: Right twenty minute drive. They gave me the wrong thing,
Speaker 12: waited in line, wrong thing. That's it. It's not interesting,
Speaker 12: but that's the only thing I could take it. Well, no,
Speaker 12: I mean that's true.
Speaker 3: Well, that's it's It's almost interesting, right because you have
Speaker 3: the beat, you have the beginning in the middle of
Speaker 3: a story. But what how did it end?
Speaker 12: It ended with me being pissed?
Speaker 3: Yeah, I'm trying. Is that a full complete that's a complete,
Speaker 3: full story. I went to get type. That's the first act.
Speaker 3: Second act, they messed up my order. Third act. I
Speaker 3: was pissed. That's a full story. Okay, mm hmm, there's
Speaker 3: no but my the problem is you didn't okay, what
Speaker 3: did you do when you fight? Did you like? My
Speaker 3: problem is that at no point during the story do
Speaker 3: you make any sort of attempt to solve your conflict.
Speaker 3: You feel the emotion of the conflict, so we get
Speaker 3: we we empathize with your heightened emotion and the cop
Speaker 3: but we emphasize, we empathize with your character less because
Speaker 3: you don't seem to care enough to do anything about it.
Speaker 3: So why should we as the audience care If you
Speaker 3: don't care. It's missing that, it's missing that element of
Speaker 3: you know, it's missing, that compelling element.
Speaker 12: I don't do it. I don't do anything about anything.
Speaker 12: You could. You could betray the ship out of me,
Speaker 12: and I won't do anything.
Speaker 4: I will.
Speaker 12: I will think about it for the rest of my life.
Speaker 12: I'll stay awake thinking about it, but I'll never do
Speaker 12: anything about it.
Speaker 3: Why don't you do anything about it? And do you? Okay,
Speaker 3: why don't you do anything about it?
Speaker 12: Well, okay, I don't like conflict, my heart starts beating.
Speaker 12: I don't care for that. And also like, I don't
Speaker 12: know what to say. I have no idea what to say.
Speaker 12: But in hindsight, I know this is pretty universal. But
Speaker 12: in hindsight, Oh, I'm a genius. I know exactly what
Speaker 12: to say. In hindsight.
Speaker 3: Give me an example of a time where you didn't
Speaker 3: do anything even though you felt wronged besides the typhoond thing. Okay,
Speaker 3: saying concurring pattern of sorts.
Speaker 12: Right, Oh dude, I've got him all the way back
Speaker 12: to middle school. I'm trying to think I want I
Speaker 12: just thought of recently. Uh, okay, it's a pretty big one,
Speaker 12: and I didn't do anything. This is an opportunity where
Speaker 12: I could have done something. I was storing a bass
Speaker 12: amp at my friend's house. Okay, I didn't have storage.
Speaker 12: I was gone, take careless bassamp. You know it means
Speaker 12: a lot to me. It's worth a lot of money.
Speaker 7: He's so.
Speaker 12: He traded. He went to some music shop. He traded
Speaker 12: it or sold it for a guitar. He didn't have
Speaker 12: enough money. I came back and I'm like, what the fuck?
Speaker 12: And he made up some story. If someone told me
Speaker 12: later on that he sold it, but it was a
Speaker 12: bullshit story. It was not believable. In that moment, I
Speaker 12: could have been like, what happened, man, did you really
Speaker 12: lose it? Or you know what I'm saying? And then
Speaker 12: I found out and then saw him the next day
Speaker 12: and still didn't say anything. And I'm carrying out that
Speaker 12: friendship for like four years, and so him said that.
Speaker 3: Are you still friends with him?
Speaker 8: Yeah?
Speaker 3: How fuck that guy? I know, No, you should say
Speaker 3: something to him. Why haven't you said anything to him?
Speaker 12: I don't know, it's been too long now? And I'd
Speaker 12: be like, oh, dude, you remember a million years ago.
Speaker 3: No, base, Here's why I don't think it's been too long,
Speaker 3: because if someone who would do in less, there's no
Speaker 3: way someone who would do that has not also done
Speaker 3: things like that over time. I'm sure this guy has
Speaker 3: a record. Is he is a guy? Like an asshole
Speaker 3: in general?
Speaker 12: I don't want to take up a lot of the time,
Speaker 12: but I have a Oh my god, he's done a
Speaker 12: million things like that, burned down my grandma's garage.
Speaker 3: What'd you say that?
Speaker 12: Well, that one was a whole thing.
Speaker 3: It wasn't really sounds like it was a whole thing.
Speaker 12: Yeah, it's a long story, but we were in the garage,
Speaker 12: we were smoking, we were teenagers. He kept flicking his
Speaker 12: stupid cigarette butts over by the paint cans. I told
Speaker 12: him not to. He kept doing it over and over.
Speaker 12: We were staying with my grandma at the time. Obviously
Speaker 12: it's her garage. I burned out, but so we went
Speaker 12: to bed stoned. We wake up to her meek little
Speaker 12: old lady coming downstairs, going.
Speaker 4: Mike, you in.
Speaker 12: Were you in the garage last night? And we come
Speaker 12: out and hold the fire departments there. Everyone's out on
Speaker 12: their lawns looking at the garage. He leaves after the
Speaker 12: fire department goes and asks this question. He leaves and
Speaker 12: drives a mom's up.
Speaker 3: Yeah, no, I hate this guy. All right, So fine,
Speaker 3: here's what you do. Here's what you do. You you
Speaker 3: make a little timeline, right, what's I'm sure what is it?
Speaker 3: Whatever this guy did to you last week that was
Speaker 3: an asshole thing, because I'm sure he's done a million
Speaker 3: things to you. Just use that as a segue into
Speaker 3: this timeline, or don't I just go I hate this guy.
Speaker 3: You don't even have to confront him. You could just
Speaker 3: stop hanging out with him in general.
Speaker 12: Do you know what I think is gonna happen. If
Speaker 12: I want to be realistic, He's gonna do the smallest
Speaker 12: little thing and I'm gonna flip the fuck up. He'll
Speaker 12: like accidentally knock over my cup and I'll just It'll
Speaker 12: be years of rage that will come out.
Speaker 3: Yes, you've been balling it up, dude. You gotta you
Speaker 3: gotta out. You gotta let this guy have it. I
Speaker 3: hate this guy.
Speaker 12: Should I just bail on him completely?
Speaker 6: Yeah?
Speaker 3: Yeah, I think so. Look look, look, look, look some
Speaker 3: people don't. Some people don't have confrontational styles. Some people
Speaker 3: and I fuck with this, right you if you if
Speaker 3: you want to end a friendship, you don't necessarily have
Speaker 3: to do it. Some people like a big Some people
Speaker 3: are the are theatrical in their relationships more so than others.
Speaker 3: Some people like the big moment. They like the big speech.
Speaker 3: You did this and over this years and I this.
Speaker 3: They like to get it all out. They like, you know,
Speaker 3: reveling in the emotions of the moment. Some people like
Speaker 3: to have a big, theatrical exit to their relationships. You don't,
Speaker 3: but you don't. You don't seem like you like that
Speaker 3: and that's okay, that's not your style, but you can
Speaker 3: still do it. You can still do this confrontation slash
Speaker 3: bail in your style, which might just be you know,
Speaker 3: you're not You're not a fire guy. You're an ice guy,
Speaker 3: all right, Right, So you're gonna ice this guy. You're
Speaker 3: gonna you're gonna sort of bread across stot responding to
Speaker 3: his whatever. Just ice him out, all right.
Speaker 12: A lot of people they like to do that.
Speaker 3: You don't. You're not a fire guy.
Speaker 8: You're not.
Speaker 3: I'm gonna yell at you. I'm gonna confront you. I'm
Speaker 3: gonna say everything I need to say. You're a nice guy.
Speaker 3: So you're gonna go ice on this man.
Speaker 12: I just came up with the genius idea. I'm gonna
Speaker 12: send him a clip of this. I'm gonna screen record
Speaker 12: it no context because he doesn't know your stream, and
Speaker 12: I'm just gonna send it to him that that's the
Speaker 12: last thing you'll ever hear me talking to a man.
Speaker 8: Do it.
Speaker 3: I'm on, I'm honored. I'm honored to be the the
Speaker 3: bookend of this, of this horrible relationship.
Speaker 12: Can you cap it out and call him like a
Speaker 12: name or something?
Speaker 3: No, I don't want to do that.
Speaker 9: That's it.
Speaker 3: That's it. That's a fire move. You're a nice guy.
Speaker 3: Fire move, dude.
Speaker 7: You gotta cool.
Speaker 3: We're playing it cool exactly.
Speaker 12: Okay.
Speaker 3: I appreciate you. You feel better, I do, dude, good fu. Yeah, dude,
Speaker 3: go go go.
Speaker 12: I don't want I don't want to look at the chat.
Speaker 3: Though you have the chat. Dude, You're You're all fine.
Speaker 3: You're a nice guy. You're you're a nice guy. You're
Speaker 3: a nice guy. You're cool, and I appreciate you calling
Speaker 3: in Nick. You have a good rest of the day, my.
Speaker 12: Dude, you too.
Speaker 4: Man.
Speaker 12: I love you.
Speaker 3: I love you too.
Speaker 8: Man.
Speaker 3: Take care.
Speaker 5: Oh awesome, cake.
Speaker 3: Shake?
Speaker 6: Oh my god, Am I on the show?
Speaker 3: Yeah, dude, you're on the show.
Speaker 5: This is crazy.
Speaker 6: Oh my god, how are you doing? How are you?
Speaker 3: You seem shocked?
Speaker 8: I do like this?
Speaker 3: Do you tell tell me? I want to get into
Speaker 3: this emotion because you obviously don't feel like you're the
Speaker 3: main character of your life.
Speaker 6: My god, I'm by the way. Yeah dude, Oh my god,
Speaker 6: I was just watching your show. I was listening to
Speaker 6: that last guy about the asshole friend, and I'm like, man,
Speaker 6: I you know, I relate to that, and then I
Speaker 6: was like, I'm gonna call in and see if I
Speaker 6: have a shot at getting on and.
Speaker 3: Wow, wow, tell me, why tell me? Why tell me
Speaker 3: why you're related to that so strongly? You seemed like
Speaker 3: you you seem like you seem you seem like you
Speaker 3: called in with like a particular sort of response to this,
Speaker 3: to this, to this, uh, to this to this topic.
Speaker 6: Yeah. So I got bullied through uh kind of middle
Speaker 6: school and high school by this guy. But I was
Speaker 6: I was an ice guy, you know, like you were saying,
Speaker 6: and like I just kept being so nice ice to
Speaker 6: this guy, and I never understood why, Like I don't know, man, Like,
Speaker 6: why do I keep going back to this guy who's
Speaker 6: a pizza dirt?
Speaker 3: Why do you why do you think you keep going
Speaker 3: back to this guy as a piece of dirt?
Speaker 6: I I don't like being mean. I know he's not good,
Speaker 6: but I don't like being mean.
Speaker 3: Well, you know what, here's another thing. No, this is
Speaker 3: this is part of getting getting into being a knight
Speaker 3: an ice guy. All Right, you gotta define I think
Speaker 3: what what what it means to be mean?
Speaker 7: Right?
Speaker 3: Because you feel like what you feel like you can't
Speaker 3: tell this guy you don't want to be pals with
Speaker 3: him anymore, hang out with him anymore. You think that
Speaker 3: that would be mean?
Speaker 8: Yeah?
Speaker 3: See now think I think you gotta you gotta get
Speaker 3: into your head that like, that's not mean, you.
Speaker 6: Know, yeah, it's just like, but excuse me if you
Speaker 6: hear my garage, I gotta go pick up my sister
Speaker 6: from work.
Speaker 3: Let's go on, let's go for a ride.
Speaker 6: Yes, sir, uh, I'm I'm sorry. I'm trying to find words.
Speaker 5: I can't believe.
Speaker 3: You're all good dude, No, no, no, see see what
Speaker 3: was I just saying.
Speaker 5: About?
Speaker 6: You know, that's not mean to find mean, that's kind
Speaker 6: of what you were saying.
Speaker 3: Oh yeah, see I would define that as Look, dude,
Speaker 3: you got your boundaries, right, you got your sort of
Speaker 3: criteria for friendship, and you're part of your criteria is
Speaker 3: not is your friends not fucking giving your wedgies and
Speaker 3: calling your names and ship.
Speaker 7: So yeah, he's just he's just an asshole.
Speaker 3: Dude, you're enforcing your boundaries.
Speaker 6: Mm hm, do you mind if I put you on
Speaker 6: speakers so I can drive?
Speaker 3: Fuck? Yeah, dude, let's go for a red Where are
Speaker 3: we going?
Speaker 6: You're on speaker?
Speaker 3: You can you can if you don't want to tell
Speaker 3: me where you can make ship up, and it will
Speaker 3: be the same as if you do.
Speaker 6: Well, that's not really the reason I was calling in,
Speaker 6: but it's definitely a problem that I've faced. I think
Speaker 6: the real reason that I've been down and I seek
Speaker 6: the therapy get go is I'm super afraid of getting
Speaker 6: burnt out of work like it's happened before, and I
Speaker 6: just get super burnt out and just unmotivated where I
Speaker 6: can't do anything.
Speaker 8: Here.
Speaker 3: I want to stay. I want to stay real quick.
Speaker 3: I want to stay on on your friend real quick.
Speaker 7: Yeah.
Speaker 3: Sure, okay, So well, what's what's this guy?
Speaker 5: All?
Speaker 3: Right? So you were were you felt like you would
Speaker 3: be it would be mean of you to come to
Speaker 3: this guy and be like, yeah, I'm not putting up
Speaker 3: with this ship anymore.
Speaker 6: Right, Yeah, I mean, like, we haven't talked in a while,
Speaker 6: so I've cut him out, but somehow he always find
Speaker 6: his way back into my life, and I've never had
Speaker 6: the guts to tell him the fuck off.
Speaker 3: Yeah, you just got to be directed with him, dude.
Speaker 3: I mean, I mean, well, now I'm kind of curious,
Speaker 3: what do you what's your relationship with this guy? Like,
Speaker 3: is he like a coworker? Is he a fucking.
Speaker 6: No, he's we went to school together in fourth grade.
Speaker 6: We're like really good friends. And then he'd be a
Speaker 6: piece of shit to me. I would not do anything,
Speaker 6: and then we'd be friends again. So it's just kind
Speaker 6: of like off and on, you.
Speaker 3: Know you are do you see him often? Like do
Speaker 3: you are an extation where you have to see him?
Speaker 7: Not anymore?
Speaker 6: He left my school, but he's also been a dick
Speaker 6: to like my family members. Is everyone around like he
Speaker 6: never goes away?
Speaker 8: You know.
Speaker 3: That's that's honestly, man, That's what I would leave you,
Speaker 3: honest I would. I would. I would like if I
Speaker 3: had the hammer in that central point if your central
Speaker 3: point is like I don't want to be mean, Like
Speaker 3: you got to understand that you're not being mean when
Speaker 3: you and when you are in setting and enforcing your
Speaker 3: boundaries for your friendship. That's not being mean. That's just you.
Speaker 3: And like what kind of kind of like what I
Speaker 3: was talking about with uh? But Nick, like that fire
Speaker 3: ice sky ship you got, yeah, but you look, you
Speaker 3: could do it in a mean way. You could do
Speaker 3: it in a fire away, but that's not you. You're not
Speaker 3: a fire guy. You're a nice guy. You're a nice guy. Right,
Speaker 3: I don't have to do a big theat You don't
Speaker 3: have to do a big theatrical. Hey, fuck you, I'm tired.
Speaker 3: Go funk yourself tired. You should. You don't have to
Speaker 3: make it. And it doesn't have to be an event,
Speaker 3: just like I was telling you, it doesn't have to
Speaker 3: be an event. All right, you can just be like, hey,
Speaker 3: you know, I don't yeah, you know, I know. This
Speaker 3: is like, this is literally I was thinking about this
Speaker 3: the other day. This is something we learned in kindergarten.
Speaker 3: But it's actually fucking genius. You know what you know
Speaker 3: about ie statements?
Speaker 6: Uh like the I feel yeah.
Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah yeah. This is like it was like kindergarten,
Speaker 3: like pure mediation kindergarten shit, But it fucking works because
Speaker 3: if you use I like, if you use eye statements
Speaker 3: like I feel this way, I feel this way, I
Speaker 3: feel this way, there's nothing like it's impossible to be mean.
Speaker 3: And also people people don't get set off by that,
Speaker 3: right because you can't, no, because when you're talking about yourself,
Speaker 3: you're not attacking someone else. You feel like I feel disrespected,
Speaker 3: I feel this way and because of that reason, I'm
Speaker 3: not gonna hang out with you anymore. It's not being mean.
Speaker 3: You're not saying anything mean to him. You're not saying
Speaker 3: anything even about you're talking about you, dude, you know
Speaker 3: what I mean.
Speaker 7: Yeah, The thing is he's just so so.
Speaker 6: Do you know what short man syndrome is?
Speaker 7: I'm sure you do.
Speaker 3: Yeah, dude, I'm five to six.
Speaker 10: He's like probably around there, but he just thinks he's
Speaker 10: the ship, and he like he's so small compared to
Speaker 10: most other people. Yet he's like, if you think a
Speaker 10: traditional high school scenario with your clicks and stuff, he
Speaker 10: is the top of the food chain.
Speaker 6: I guess that's all.
Speaker 3: That's all made up. That's all made up. That's this
Speaker 3: is not real. This is not real, the food chain
Speaker 3: of high school. It's it's a myth. Also kind of
Speaker 3: who kids the fun? If this guy thinks he's a man,
Speaker 3: let him think, let him think he's amazing. Just be
Speaker 3: if you don't want to hang with him, don't I
Speaker 3: just you know, don't hang out with him. Let let
Speaker 3: him think he's amazing. Do who cares if he's conceded,
Speaker 3: Just you can be, like, I'm gonna let you do
Speaker 3: your thing, but I don't want to be around, so
Speaker 3: I'm gonna go do my own thing. Yeah, but yeah, man,
Speaker 3: what would you say your name was?
Speaker 6: I'm Jake, Jake.
Speaker 10: Jake.
Speaker 3: I'm gonna let you get back on the road so
Speaker 3: you don't kill any deers. But I appreciate you calling
Speaker 3: it man, And if I had to leave with anything,
Speaker 3: you know, remember it's it's not me and you're just
Speaker 3: sort of enforcing your boundaries.
Speaker 4: Yeah.
Speaker 6: Can I have a question real quick?
Speaker 3: Potentially? What's up?
Speaker 6: Uh?
Speaker 5: Am?
Speaker 6: I gonna be on a Spotify podcast? I have no idea, okay,
Speaker 6: because I really enjoy falling to sleep to your podcast.
Speaker 6: They're really they're really good.
Speaker 3: Find yourself. Thank you man. I'm glad you like the podcast,
Speaker 3: which you can find by typing exclamation point podcast in
Speaker 3: the Twitch chat. But yeah, dude, I'm glad you like
Speaker 3: the pod. And maybe maybe someday you'll be falling asleep
Speaker 3: to your own voice.
Speaker 6: That would be crazy. Thank you so much, man, this
Speaker 6: has been an amazing time.
Speaker 3: Thank you, Thank you man. Thank you so much for
Speaker 3: coming in. And I hope you have a good one
Speaker 3: and tell your sister what's up? Dude?
Speaker 6: All right?
Speaker 3: So much later on, Jake Lady all from Josh, Josh,
Speaker 3: you beautiful. You have a beautiful voice. And I never
Speaker 3: told you that.
Speaker 7: Josh, No, but I appreciate that.
Speaker 3: Real, Yeah, beautiful, beautiful. How attractive would you say you
Speaker 3: are on a scale from one to ten if you
Speaker 3: were being object could you? Are you good at that?
Speaker 3: Are you good at being like honest and objective when
Speaker 3: it comes to the self You know, I.
Speaker 7: Don't know, man, I'm okay, you know, I wouldn't say
Speaker 7: I'm like, like the best looking guy in the world.
Speaker 3: Throw out a number whatever, whatever number you think, throw on.
Speaker 7: Them, like, hey, I don't know, and then out an eight.
Speaker 3: An eight is really good?
Speaker 4: Yeah, okay, So you.
Speaker 3: Don't sound like I'm not saying. You don't sound like anybody.
Speaker 3: You don't sound like you think you are an eight.
Speaker 3: You sound like you think you're like a six.
Speaker 7: Yeah, so okay. So I used to have a lot
Speaker 7: more self confidence issues, and I don't know, I've just
Speaker 7: realized as I've gotten older, like, you know, I'm a
Speaker 7: halfway decent looking guy, Like I'm not. I'm not a
Speaker 7: bad looking dude, you know, And so maybe eight is
Speaker 7: me being a little generous. But you know, I'm trying
Speaker 7: to be good to myself. You know what I'm saying.
Speaker 3: You act like an eight. You're a fucking eight, my friend?
Speaker 7: Hell yeah, hell yeah.
Speaker 3: Have you ever been betrayed?
Speaker 12: Uh?
Speaker 7: So, Okay, I've been watching the stream and I was like,
Speaker 7: you know, I really identified with like some of the
Speaker 7: callers are called in because like growing up, I was like,
Speaker 7: it's like way too nice, like all the time, and
Speaker 7: I would like just let people just like walk all
Speaker 7: over me and treat me like shit. And so like,
Speaker 7: I've had a few different things that have happened that
Speaker 7: I would say were like kind of major betrayal, And
Speaker 7: as I've gotten older, I've just kind of learned like
Speaker 7: that sometimes you just need to like cut those people off.
Speaker 7: You know what I'm saying. You just need to like
Speaker 7: move on, you know what I'm saying. Oh yeah, So,
Speaker 7: I mean one story I could say for sure was
Speaker 7: I had this dude. He was like one of my
Speaker 7: best friends growing up, and like, looking back on it now,
Speaker 7: like I think this dude may have been associated. I
Speaker 7: don't know for sure, but he would lie.
Speaker 3: It makes you think that he might be a sociopath.
Speaker 7: Dude. He would lie about the weirdest thing. Like we'd
Speaker 7: be going to McDonald's and he'd call his mom and
Speaker 7: be like, yeah, we're going to Burger King like and
Speaker 7: like but like it was just like but it was
Speaker 7: just like a case.
Speaker 3: I'm sorry, what else do you lie about?
Speaker 7: Okay? So that was just like to me though, like
Speaker 7: I feel like if somebody will just like lie about
Speaker 7: stupid ship like that, then like they're just lying all
Speaker 7: the you know what I'm saying, And so like he would.
Speaker 3: Like killing small animals and ship.
Speaker 7: Right right, so he would go behind my back and
Speaker 7: like turn people against me, but then like act like
Speaker 7: he was my best friend and like like he would
Speaker 7: always just like say all these awesome things to me,
Speaker 7: and then I would find out like, oh, you know,
Speaker 7: like he's been telling all these different people just like
Speaker 7: blatant lies about me and like people against me, and
Speaker 7: then like you know, then i'd confront him about it eventually,
Speaker 7: and he would he would be like, oh, dude, I'm sorry,
Speaker 7: I don't know what you know, blah blah blah, and
Speaker 7: then you know, I would be like, Okay, well, you know,
Speaker 7: I don't want to happen again, and I just I
Speaker 7: let this ship happen. He would he would tell his
Speaker 7: parent he would blame everything on me. Every time he
Speaker 7: got in trouble. He would just like blame everything on me.
Speaker 7: I mean the sociopath part comes in when he like
Speaker 7: he had a whole plan to kill his dad and
Speaker 7: he was going to chop his body up. Yeah, like
Speaker 7: like like I'm not just saying that to say, like
Speaker 7: you know, like he was like a little bit of
Speaker 7: a dick, Like no, this dude was like like he
Speaker 7: had like no See, That's why.
Speaker 3: When I said that I liked him with the burger
Speaker 3: King thing, I left it a sweat. I could have
Speaker 3: left it at that, right, you know I could have
Speaker 3: if you had all if all I knew about this
Speaker 3: guy was yeah, he lied about going to about going
Speaker 3: to bur King when actually McDonald's. I would think he
Speaker 3: was pretty funny. But then we got into the part
Speaker 3: where he wants to kill his dad, and now I'm like,
Speaker 3: I'm a little I'm a little more iffy on this kid. Right, Okay,
Speaker 3: So continue, How did he did he kill his dad?
Speaker 9: Uh?
Speaker 7: As far as I know, I don't think so, but
Speaker 7: you know, I hope not. You know, we'll just leave
Speaker 7: it at that. I don't know I lost contact with
Speaker 7: this guy, you know, So basically, Okay, so.
Speaker 3: Because because little look, lying is one thing, but plotting
Speaker 3: is another.
Speaker 4: You know.
Speaker 3: Yeah, because look, telling saying you're gonna kill your dad,
Speaker 3: I mean, that's saying you're going to McDonald's, you're really
Speaker 3: going to bury king, That's that's a lie. But saying
Speaker 3: I'm gonna kill my dad, that's a plot. And people
Speaker 3: who lie, people who plot are not to be trying
Speaker 3: to plotters. Never trust a plotter.
Speaker 7: Yeah, yeah, no, for sure. Like honestly, he like literally
Speaker 7: sat there for like forty five minutes and like explained
Speaker 7: exactly how he would do it. And it was fucking
Speaker 7: like I was just sitting.
Speaker 3: There, like what was his plan?
Speaker 7: Okay, so first he was going to convince his mom
Speaker 7: to go along with it. That was like the biggest
Speaker 7: part of this plant, because.
Speaker 3: That's gotta be a whole nother plot. Yeah, how do
Speaker 3: you convince I mean, if we had, if we could,
Speaker 3: I mean, we don't have to dive super into but
Speaker 3: what was many rundown? What was his subplot to get
Speaker 3: his mom to join him and killing his dad.
Speaker 7: So his mom already she like worshiped the ground as
Speaker 7: he walked on and like basically treated him like he
Speaker 7: could do no wrong anytime.
Speaker 11: That he lied, even if she knew he was lying,
Speaker 11: she was like, fully can cool cool, So like, I
Speaker 11: don't think it would have actually been that hard for
Speaker 11: him to convince her to go along if he really.
Speaker 7: Wanted to mm hmm. But then he basically was planning on.
Speaker 7: He was planning on just like killing his dad. His
Speaker 7: dad had a boat. He was going to go out
Speaker 7: to the bay near us, take the boat out, chop
Speaker 7: the body up, and basically dump it into the fense.
Speaker 7: And that was his whole point.
Speaker 3: Where where did his mom fit into this?
Speaker 11: Why?
Speaker 8: Why?
Speaker 3: Where? What was her? What was her supposed role in
Speaker 3: the in the murder?
Speaker 7: So I guess he was going to use his mom
Speaker 7: to say that he like ran off with another woman
Speaker 7: or something, and she was going to be his alibi. Dude,
Speaker 7: I don't remember. This is like probably ten fifteen years ago,
Speaker 7: So I don't remember.
Speaker 3: All Facebook friends with this guy. You have no contact
Speaker 3: with them, no, dude, no, no, it's probably for the best.
Speaker 7: Yeah yeah, yeah, for sure. I mean, so what ended
Speaker 7: up happening between him and I is I finally like
Speaker 7: caught him like actually talking shit about because I was
Speaker 7: with a friend of mine and that he called my
Speaker 7: a friend of mine started talking about me on the
Speaker 7: phone and my friends with him on speaker phone. So
Speaker 7: I started hearing like like everything he was saying about,
Speaker 7: and so I was like, man, like I was, I
Speaker 7: was living. I was like, man, fuck you, like come over,
Speaker 7: you know, come like come talk, come say this to
Speaker 7: my face. You know what I'm saying.
Speaker 3: And so the breaking point in your guys's friend I'm
Speaker 3: concerned now that the breaking point in your guys' friendship
Speaker 3: happened a brief but still, you know a period of
Speaker 3: time after how long did you continue to be this
Speaker 3: guy's friend after he explained his plot to kill his dad? Hmmm,
Speaker 3: probably at a certain point that you know, that's I
Speaker 3: think that's on you.
Speaker 7: Yeah, no, I dude, I okay. So, like my whole
Speaker 7: point is saying all this shit was to say it
Speaker 7: was on yes, like I was, you know, I was
Speaker 7: a kid. I was you know, I was probably like
Speaker 7: fifteen fifteen and all this going on, and like I
Speaker 7: was just I kind of like this felt for like
Speaker 7: some of the other callers like that, I've had some
Speaker 7: really toxic relationships, I just let go on for way.
Speaker 3: Too long and definitely way too long.
Speaker 7: Yeah, dude, no for sure, like that should have been.
Speaker 7: Like I mean, there were so I could tell you
Speaker 7: so many things that this dude did that were just
Speaker 7: so messed up, Like.
Speaker 3: Did he have did he have like a fucking PlayStation
Speaker 3: three or something? Why? Why he was? What was so
Speaker 3: awesome about? How did he continue to get you to
Speaker 3: be his friend after? Did he try to get you
Speaker 3: to help?
Speaker 7: No? No, no no. And even when he was telling
Speaker 7: the whole time he was telling me this, we were
Speaker 7: first off, we had.
Speaker 11: Been a lot of weeks and we've been drinking, so
Speaker 11: like we were pretty much comes.
Speaker 3: Out exactly what happens to me and my friends all
Speaker 3: the time.
Speaker 7: Right and so like and so like you know, we
Speaker 7: just basically I was like, what the fuck are you
Speaker 7: talking about? Like the whole time, I'm like, I'm not
Speaker 7: endorsing the paper, I'm like, what is wrong with you?
Speaker 7: Like how could you ever even think of that? Like
Speaker 7: like you know what I'm saying, Like it wasn't like
Speaker 7: I was going along with him, and like now how
Speaker 7: like me now would like obviously if I heard that
Speaker 7: from any buddy I would probably reported completely honest, you know,
Speaker 7: but I was a kid, and I like the thing
Speaker 7: that drew me back to him is like he was
Speaker 7: somebody I partied with, and he would he just had
Speaker 7: this way of manipulating me where he would like he'd
Speaker 7: come back into my life. He'd be like, dude, I'm
Speaker 7: so sorry, let me like smoke you up, like you know, like,
Speaker 7: and I would just forgive him. And it was it
Speaker 7: was stupid, dude, It was really dumb. And I just
Speaker 7: let this dude walk all over me for a year.
Speaker 3: Would you say your name was Josh? Well, Josh, look,
Speaker 3: I'm happy that you've evolved into you know, someone that
Speaker 3: would report that to the police, and you know, your
Speaker 3: friends probably so he's probably a car salesman now or something. Yeah, right,
Speaker 3: and he probably murders people on the side. You know,
Speaker 3: he lives a very life and he's able to balance
Speaker 3: his delinquencies with you know, his responsibilities and and for
Speaker 3: that we respect him. But uh but Josh, look, you're
Speaker 3: a beautiful man, and I'm glad to hear that you've
Speaker 3: evolved and and and I and I appreciate you cone and.
Speaker 7: Man, yeah, thanks man, all right, brother, I.
Speaker 3: Love you and tell me, tell me you know, do
Speaker 3: you got you got any quick words of advice to
Speaker 3: the previous callers, perhaps because you seem like they resonated
Speaker 3: with you.
Speaker 7: Yeah, my advice would be like, when you see somebody
Speaker 7: who's just like willing to do to just fuck you
Speaker 7: over once, they're gonna do it again. It's only for sure.
Speaker 3: I agree with you. I agree, and.
Speaker 7: So like, you just need to get those people out
Speaker 7: of your life. And you know what, whether you want
Speaker 7: to confront them, you want to be a fire guy,
Speaker 7: or you want to be an ice guy and you
Speaker 7: just want to cut them out, Like you just need
Speaker 7: to cut them out and commit to it, you know
Speaker 7: what I'm saying, Like, absolutely, move on and find somebody better.
Speaker 3: Thank you for calling in, Josh, you have a good
Speaker 3: rest of the night.
Speaker 7: Yeah, thanks man, take care you too.
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Speaker 9: Doing good?
Speaker 4: How are you?
Speaker 3: I'm all right. I'm hanging out with you know, my
Speaker 3: new gacko friend. We're chilling out in the forest, talking
Speaker 3: about talking about lube, talking about poop, talking about all
Speaker 3: kinds of different things.
Speaker 5: All right.
Speaker 9: So I have the most disgusting thing about me is
Speaker 9: that I like all of my food code.
Speaker 10: Now.
Speaker 9: When I say cold, I mean all of my food
Speaker 9: cod I'll put candy hot dogs in, I'll eat it
Speaker 9: all cold, like legitimately cold. I'll eat rice cold. I'll
Speaker 9: eat like noodles cold. And I don't know if it's
Speaker 9: more for the texture, which I feel like it is
Speaker 9: because I'm a very textured based person. But I'll sit
Speaker 9: there and for me, I'll just go on some cold
Speaker 9: hot dogs and I don't a lot of people be
Speaker 9: like that's horrible, but yeah, yeah, I.
Speaker 3: Like frozen hot dogs. You're just not on frozen hot dogs.
Speaker 8: Frozen oh like not even just I thought like fridge
Speaker 8: like kind of like a like baloney.
Speaker 5: No, and it's completely frozen. Yeah.
Speaker 9: My parents hated me.
Speaker 5: They were like, why would you do that? That's this guy.
Speaker 4: You got to eat up your food.
Speaker 9: And it's like, bro, I'm not eating raw meat. It's processed.
Speaker 8: How are your teeth though? How are your teeth?
Speaker 2: Okay, I have to get back to you on that,
Speaker 2: but it's I don't know, a lot of people say
Speaker 2: it's disgusting because I'll eat like hot package pizza rolls.
Speaker 9: I'll eat like frozen ship like that merry candle a
Speaker 9: calendar like they're like the little chicken ruggas that they got, Like,
Speaker 9: I'll eat that ship.
Speaker 3: Oh so you've eaten like you've eaten frozen chicken strips
Speaker 3: without eating them up.
Speaker 9: Yes, I don't think there's one thing you guys can
Speaker 9: name that I have not eaten.
Speaker 3: Frozen interesting have you have you eaten frozen pizza rolls?
Speaker 5: I have?
Speaker 3: You know what? Honestly, you know, I'm gonna be very
Speaker 3: honest with you right now when you've when you've first
Speaker 3: said the gross thing about me is that I eat
Speaker 3: my food cold. I thought that's not that bad. And
Speaker 3: then now I'm sort of understanding the gravity of the situation,
Speaker 3: and I completely reverse my previous mental sentiment about this call,
Speaker 3: and I think it as is far more appalling imagining it.
Speaker 8: It's funny because we talked about eating poop earlier. I
Speaker 8: feel like this is this is kind of more gross
Speaker 8: than that.
Speaker 9: Yeah, the doctor's psychologists are like, it's more of a
Speaker 9: texture based habit, and I'm like, oh, that that doesn't
Speaker 9: make sense because like, for instance, I think the most
Speaker 9: mild thing that I put in their freezer is like candy,
Speaker 9: Like I'll put like some sour Patch kids, trademarked Patch
Speaker 9: kids into the.
Speaker 3: Hold you you brought up. You breezed by a point
Speaker 3: that I think we need to delve into. You have
Speaker 3: sought medical and no sort of mental health. You have
Speaker 3: sought help for this particular issue from professionals in the
Speaker 3: medical world.
Speaker 8: Mm hmm.
Speaker 3: What sort of feedback did they give to you?
Speaker 9: A lot of doctor zero verse to it. They're like, well,
Speaker 9: there's a reason why people heat up their food. It's easier, sid,
Speaker 9: I just it's better for your body. And it's like
Speaker 9: the only things I won't eat like straight frozen is
Speaker 9: meat stuff that I can get like super sick from
Speaker 9: just basically meat seafood. I'm not a big seafood person,
Speaker 9: but I cook my shrimp and shit, and occasionally I'll
Speaker 9: joy hamia. It's not like straight frozen food, but it's
Speaker 9: like that's how I prefer my shit. Like Okay, So
Speaker 9: for instance, I do this sometimes, but I'll order pizza
Speaker 9: Hut and I'll get like some bone and wings and
Speaker 9: I'll put it in the freezer and mind you, it's
Speaker 9: already cooked obviously because it's from pizza hood. Pizza is
Speaker 9: not going to give you rob me. But I'll take
Speaker 9: it out and I'll go on it and it's like
Speaker 9: it's not even.
Speaker 5: There for the taste, but for the texture.
Speaker 9: And I've tried different things to like wing myself out
Speaker 9: of the habit, and it's just like schee and gum
Speaker 9: for the texture I've gotten, like I don't know if
Speaker 9: you know about it, but some autistic people will have
Speaker 9: like a little nibbler that they bite on for that sensation.
Speaker 9: And I've tried those and it doesn't hit doesn't hit
Speaker 9: the vibes. Aren't there.
Speaker 3: A nibbler?
Speaker 8: Yeah?
Speaker 9: Yeah, yeah, smatistic people they get it for like sensory play,
Speaker 9: I guess you could say. And then yeah, it's just
Speaker 9: something that it's like like a little silicon thing that
Speaker 9: like hangs from like a little string around your neck,
Speaker 9: and it's there that you can like bite on it
Speaker 9: and stuff. It's like safe for that.
Speaker 8: Yeah, I gotta ask. I got a question for you.
Speaker 8: Does eating things that should be cold, you know, what's
Speaker 8: that experience is it? Does it lessen the experience of
Speaker 8: eating those or you like that as well? Like like
Speaker 8: like ice cream for instance, do you do you prefer that?
Speaker 9: Honestly, ice cream is ice cream? It's I do got
Speaker 9: to say. I do prefer my ice cream to have
Speaker 9: like chunks in it. It's because in cream, like that's
Speaker 9: like my favorite because it has stuff that I can
Speaker 9: bite into.
Speaker 8: So even for like a food that is supposed to
Speaker 8: be frozen, you like it to have qualities from you know,
Speaker 8: foods that maybe shouldn't be frozen.
Speaker 9: Yeah, and it's it's kind of I say, it's disgusting
Speaker 9: because like there's always this moment when I bring over
Speaker 9: my friends and it's like, oh, you know, we go
Speaker 9: out to eat, and it's like I'll touch some of
Speaker 9: my food and then like I'll leave like the majority
Speaker 9: of it untouched. I'll pack it up, I'll bring it
Speaker 9: home and then you know, I'll keep it for later.
Speaker 9: But then there's sometimes when like I have my friends over,
Speaker 9: near's this moment of leaning them into that experience of
Speaker 9: seeing me just like reach into the fridge and get
Speaker 9: like three cold like I don't know, like pizza rolls
Speaker 9: and just chewing on them. I deal with mozz of
Speaker 9: rellisticks too. I gotta say, mots of Relli sticks are
Speaker 9: my favorites. But you know, it's always like this look
Speaker 9: of what are you doing? Are you gonna eat those up?
Speaker 7: What?
Speaker 3: You kind of like you're kind of actually starting to
Speaker 3: sell me on it a little bit, Like I wouldn't.
Speaker 3: I don't think I would eat a frozen like chicken tender,
Speaker 3: but I could be convinced to eat a frozen Manzarel
Speaker 3: stick that actually yeah, it actually doesn't sound too bad.
Speaker 8: That does sound pretty good.
Speaker 9: It's it's not it's not bad. I wouldn't recommend trying it,
Speaker 9: but it's not the worst thing. But yeah, there's always
Speaker 9: this moment of like, e Like for me, I've learned,
Speaker 9: there's two types of experiences. It's either well, I've learned
Speaker 9: over the years when I first was well, sorry, when
Speaker 9: I was younger, I would you know, have friends over
Speaker 9: and I would do it, and Mom she would indulge
Speaker 9: me because at this point I was already into the habit.
Speaker 9: I started getting into it around like seven or eight,
Speaker 9: and she, you know, she thought it was weird. And
Speaker 9: then once I, you know, started graduating from like you know,
Speaker 9: snacks like ice pops, this, that, and the other, like
Speaker 9: from putting my candy into the refrigerator I'm sorry, into the freezer,
Speaker 9: it evolved into eating meals straight from there, and so
Speaker 9: she'll give me, like, you know, some of bichini that
Speaker 9: I froze in there, and my friends would be like, oh,
Speaker 9: it's kind of cool, like I've never tried that, and
Speaker 9: then it kind of involved over the ears and it
Speaker 9: was like, are you eating a frozen hot dog in
Speaker 9: front of me? And it'll be like, yeah, I am,
Speaker 9: and they'll just look at me like that's fucking disgusting.
Speaker 3: I'm looking in the chat and I'm seeing a few
Speaker 3: people bring up the good point that this lifestyle is
Speaker 3: highly convenient. You know, you don't have the meal prep.
Speaker 3: You can just take stuff straight out of the freezer
Speaker 3: and just you know, go to town. It's a convenient lifestyle.
Speaker 9: I do admit though, like some some of my items
Speaker 9: I keep in refrigerator, like frozen vegetables, I don't. I
Speaker 9: won't have like I have to have like fresh frozen vegetables,
Speaker 9: if that makes sense. And like certain things like cheese,
Speaker 9: I'll freeze some cheese like Swiss. She's frozen that shit.
Speaker 9: When it's cracking your mouth, that makes me hard. That
Speaker 9: shit it's as good as fuck. I pull all miss
Speaker 9: you anyway. But it's like some stuff I do keep
Speaker 9: in the refrigerator because I'm not a monster. I don't
Speaker 9: keep any condiments frozen, because how the fuck would you eat,
Speaker 9: you know, like frozen ketchup or something.
Speaker 8: You know, but maybe you know how fridges are mostly
Speaker 8: the fridge part and then the smaller freezer part. You
Speaker 8: would benefit from a bigger freezer part in a smaller
Speaker 8: fridge part.
Speaker 9: Yeah. When I moved into my first place, I bought
Speaker 9: one of those deep freezers and my mom came over
Speaker 9: to help move in, and she's like, what is this for?
Speaker 9: And it's like she already knew what it was for,
Speaker 9: and so she was like, no, I'm taking this with me,
Speaker 9: but she took it, and I was like, damn, that's
Speaker 9: crazy because I went right out and bought myself another one,
Speaker 9: And yeah, it is very convenient. Though I don't have
Speaker 9: the meal prepe as much, but at the same time,
Speaker 9: like like I said, every once in a while, I
Speaker 9: do enjoy a hot meal because eating, like when stuff
Speaker 9: is frozen, you have to eat it individually. You get
Speaker 9: what I'm saying. Yeah, yeah, you can't just eat like
Speaker 9: I don't know, some pasta like some carbon now carbon
Speaker 9: now or pasta individually, like the noodles individually, like mushrooms individually.
Speaker 3: Could you eat Why can't you just eat like like
Speaker 3: like ta like a bag of frozen pasta, like like
Speaker 3: you're eating like potato chips.
Speaker 8: Oh yeah, good cushion.
Speaker 9: I have I have done that. I have done that,
Speaker 9: But I find that the difference between frozen pasta and
Speaker 9: regular uncooked pasta is just it's cold because it doesn't
Speaker 9: really have it takes to it, you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 9: So it's just it's just cold. That's the main difference
Speaker 9: between frozen pasta and uncooked pasta. Does that make sense?
Speaker 3: The whole the whole thing makes in equal amount of
Speaker 3: sense every aspect of the situation.
Speaker 8: Yeah. Get I can kind of see you. I can
Speaker 8: cans see your butt a little bit.
Speaker 3: You see my butt a little bit, just a little bit. Oh, So.
Speaker 9: Would you guys ever be open to try and something
Speaker 9: like my diet something like that.
Speaker 3: I've got my stance clear, you know. I I would
Speaker 3: be willing to. I would start with Mats Ofrelli sticks
Speaker 3: for sure.
Speaker 9: Eier to start with would be candy, Like I don't
Speaker 9: know whatever your favorite candy is, because well.
Speaker 3: Frozen candy is like you know, legit. I mean I've
Speaker 3: had frozen candy before, but never had frozen mans of
Speaker 3: Relli sticks.
Speaker 9: Yeah, it depends also on what brands you get, because
Speaker 9: sometimes it's very crumbly. What about you, Gek, what was
Speaker 9: that or was that your guest who answered me?
Speaker 3: Gek? You there?
Speaker 8: Yeah, I'm here? What was a question. Sorry, I was,
Speaker 8: I was dazing off.
Speaker 9: A little bit, all right, would you ever try something
Speaker 9: like my diet?
Speaker 12: Yeah?
Speaker 8: I think, well it's kind of cold out. I think
Speaker 8: I could try it with a little bit of balance
Speaker 8: of hot meals. But I agree you sold me on
Speaker 8: on the the mazzarella sticks. And I will say, I
Speaker 8: like I like frozen candy as well. And you know what,
Speaker 8: I also like, I like eating bubble gum with ice
Speaker 8: in my mouth. And I feel like that maybe that's
Speaker 8: the first step. Am I am? I? You know?
Speaker 9: Yes, Okay, when I was younger, I used to do
Speaker 9: that with the ice to I used to get crushed
Speaker 9: ice from the fridge and then I used to take
Speaker 9: like bubble though and you used to just eat them
Speaker 9: in my mouth together. And then my mom was like,
Speaker 9: you need to stop making you just stop doing that
Speaker 9: because you're teeth and going to suffer.
Speaker 5: So I stopped.
Speaker 9: But yeah, I used to do that. Man, that's crazy
Speaker 9: that you.
Speaker 5: Brought that up.
Speaker 8: Yeah, And there's a lot of other people in chat
Speaker 8: that are saying it too, so you know, is this
Speaker 8: really that far fetched? I don't know.
Speaker 9: Yeah, I also have like something that's off topic. If
Speaker 9: you guys want to hear it's a story. It's scarce
Speaker 9: on my life, if you will. If not, I completely understand.
Speaker 8: You.
Speaker 3: Sure it's not it's not related to you eating frozen
Speaker 3: foods at all.
Speaker 9: No, it's not, but it is food related.
Speaker 3: Let's hear a quick one.
Speaker 5: All right.
Speaker 9: So when I was younger, I heard that you could
Speaker 9: that like a pint of soy sauce could put you
Speaker 9: into a coma because of the amount of anti deoxidants
Speaker 9: in it, And because I was gullible, I did ask.
Speaker 9: One day, I just straight up took like the bottles
Speaker 9: fully thouce that was in the kitchen and just drink
Speaker 9: a pinc offic because I was like, you know what,
Speaker 9: I've never been in a coma before, Like, that's that's
Speaker 9: homes exquisite to try. So I went ahead and I
Speaker 9: gulped like almost half the bottle down, and I had
Speaker 9: to stop because it's horrible.
Speaker 3: And when I tell you you try to give yourself
Speaker 3: a coma.
Speaker 4: Yes.
Speaker 9: I was. I don't know, I was bored and you
Speaker 9: know idle hand or the Devil's play things. Yeah, so yeah,
Speaker 9: And anyway, I can tell you I did not put
Speaker 9: me in a coma, but I did have the runs.
Speaker 5: For like the rest of the day.
Speaker 3: Well, you know, I think that's on topic. Yeah, I
Speaker 3: think that's on topic. I think it's good that you're
Speaker 3: seeing a real therapist. Yeah, I think you should continue
Speaker 3: to do that. You know, I would avoid. There's lots
Speaker 3: of things you can do on your board besides try
Speaker 3: to induce a coma. You know, you can play get
Speaker 3: You plenty. You've been playing any video games lately that
Speaker 3: are good?
Speaker 8: Yeah, I play. I've been playing among Us game.
Speaker 3: Yeah, you play among Us. But anyway, Alice, listen. I
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