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<v Speaker 1>Is this is this the therapy?

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<v Speaker 2>Get go?

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<v Speaker 3>Yes? What year were you born?

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<v Speaker 4>Ninety three?

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<v Speaker 3>What's your secret?

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<v Speaker 1>I ship myself on my lunch break and had to

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<v Speaker 1>use my scarf to clean it up.

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<v Speaker 3>Do you still have the scarf?

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<v Speaker 1>No, it's in the dumpster behind my office.

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<v Speaker 3>Was it a nice scarf? Do you like? Or was it,

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<v Speaker 3>you know, a throwaway?

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<v Speaker 5>Ah? It was my favorite scarf.

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<v Speaker 4>Really, it was like it was it was.

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<v Speaker 5>It was very nice.

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<v Speaker 1>It was it had like these dangly laced parts.

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<v Speaker 5>It was beautiful.

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<v Speaker 3>Now what was going through your head when you had

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<v Speaker 3>to make the decision between ruining your favorite scarf and

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<v Speaker 3>walking around with poop in your pants?

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<v Speaker 1>The fact that I'm I'm oh, well, I'm forty minutes

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<v Speaker 1>away from my from my house, so that would have

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<v Speaker 1>been a lot of a lot of sitting in my

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<v Speaker 1>own ship. And I guess scarves are replaceable, So there's that,

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<v Speaker 1>and now I can go buy a new scarf.

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<v Speaker 6>But I'm pretty bummed about it.

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<v Speaker 5>M do you have a favorite scarf?

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<v Speaker 3>I do have a favorite scarf, do you now?

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<v Speaker 7>Why?

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<v Speaker 5>Now?

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<v Speaker 3>Why of like, of all the articles of clothing that

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<v Speaker 3>were on you at the time, why did you pick

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<v Speaker 3>your scarf?

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<v Speaker 5>Was it?

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<v Speaker 2>Like?

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<v Speaker 8>Have you ever?

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<v Speaker 3>Have you ever? Because what I what I've done before

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<v Speaker 3>is I've actually just used my own underwear as toilet paper.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, because you.

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<v Speaker 3>Know, like if because I don't really have like a

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<v Speaker 3>favorite thing of underwear to me, I get like a

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<v Speaker 3>pack of like six of them.

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<v Speaker 4>You have to be wearing underwear in order to use

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<v Speaker 4>underwear for that in that situation?

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<v Speaker 3>Do you not wear underwear?

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<v Speaker 1>Not today?

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<v Speaker 3>This happened today.

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<v Speaker 1>This happened today, Like like what time is it like

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<v Speaker 1>five hours ago today?

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<v Speaker 3>Oh jeez? And how do you feel about it? Do

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<v Speaker 3>you do you have are you like, do you feel

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<v Speaker 3>like you've learned anything about this that you can take

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<v Speaker 3>with you in the future.

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<v Speaker 1>I have learned to not eat beyond mild chili. I'm

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<v Speaker 1>very careful with Mexican food now after today.

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<v Speaker 3>Could you say your name was.

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<v Speaker 9>Sam?

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<v Speaker 8>Well?

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<v Speaker 3>Sam, you know, I'm glad that you're feeling better about this.

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<v Speaker 3>I'm glad that you learned your lesson and I wish

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<v Speaker 3>I wish you know, I wish you confidence moving forward

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<v Speaker 3>in these endeavors in the future.

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<v Speaker 1>Thank you, Thank you. I'm gonna do some some scar

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<v Speaker 1>shopping and I hope you are you stay well?

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<v Speaker 3>For sure? Gets yourself something nice? Yearned it?

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<v Speaker 1>Thank you, sir, Thank you had a beautiful day.

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<v Speaker 3>You too, take care of Sam YouTube therapy.

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<v Speaker 6>Get govern goes on the line, Thank you, song calls

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<v Speaker 6>every night.

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<v Speaker 10>Beverly goes to XI.

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<v Speaker 3>I was teaching your expert Paul from Jonathan to accept Jonathan. Hi,

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<v Speaker 3>Hello Jonathan. He speaks softly, but yeah, you're just doing Jonathan. Hello, Jonathan?

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<v Speaker 3>Are you there? Jonathan?

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<v Speaker 5>Hello? Can you hear me?

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<v Speaker 3>I can hear you?

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<v Speaker 11>Now?

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<v Speaker 3>What Jonathan? Are you afraid?

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<v Speaker 8>Oh?

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<v Speaker 5>Yes, I have to be quiet. My parents are sleeping

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<v Speaker 5>in the next room.

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<v Speaker 3>Over What year were you born?

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<v Speaker 5>Two thousand and two? I am eighteen as of September.

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<v Speaker 3>That's cool. What are you afraid of waking up your parents?

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<v Speaker 5>I mean I should be sleeping right now. It's final weeks.

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<v Speaker 3>So Jonathan, what's your secret?

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<v Speaker 5>What's my secret? I love great trains. I don't want

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<v Speaker 5>to work through that great trains?

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<v Speaker 3>What trains?

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<v Speaker 5>Freight trains? Like trains that whole grain and cole and

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<v Speaker 5>various consumer products.

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<v Speaker 3>Do you dream of one day being the conductor of

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<v Speaker 3>a freight train?

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<v Speaker 5>No? I actually enjoy illegally hopping freight trains.

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<v Speaker 3>You enjoy illegally hopping freight trains. Where has he? Where

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<v Speaker 3>have your freight train hopping adventures taken you?

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<v Speaker 5>Well? I went to Jacksonville, Mississippi.

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<v Speaker 3>From where.

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<v Speaker 5>From Louisiana? But I'm not going to dogs myself.

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<v Speaker 3>So do you ever fear that one day you'll hot?

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<v Speaker 3>Do you ever feel like one day you're going to

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<v Speaker 3>hop on a train and never return to your original destination?

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<v Speaker 5>I do. I think about that almost every day because

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<v Speaker 5>I know I need to go to college and get

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<v Speaker 5>a degree and do something with my life. But every

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<v Speaker 5>time I hear a train, I just I think about

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<v Speaker 5>catching a train to nowhere, because with the rail system

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<v Speaker 5>you can go anywhere. You can go from New York

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<v Speaker 5>to LA without paying any money.

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<v Speaker 3>Do you have a destination in mind for your final

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<v Speaker 3>destination or do you even have a final destination?

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<v Speaker 5>I don't have a final destination. Heaven or hell or

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<v Speaker 5>something in between.

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<v Speaker 3>Probably it's true. It's all of our final destination.

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<v Speaker 5>It is.

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<v Speaker 3>What do you study in school.

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<v Speaker 5>Right now? Economics book. I just am about to fail

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<v Speaker 5>my mass final for the semester. So there's that.

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<v Speaker 4>You know.

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<v Speaker 3>It's interesting, because yeah, when life gets kind of boring

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<v Speaker 3>or shitty, and you hear the call of the train

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<v Speaker 3>and you're like, look, you know, it's like a gamble, right,

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<v Speaker 3>because the train could take you somewhere beautiful, but could

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<v Speaker 3>it also take you somewhere that's worse than where you

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<v Speaker 3>already are?

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<v Speaker 5>Well, yeah, then you just catch another train.

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<v Speaker 3>Then you just catch another fucking train.

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah, so you end up in fucking nowhere, Texas. Just

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<v Speaker 5>catch your train to the next town. You're a new person,

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<v Speaker 5>and you like me personally. I don't really get lonely. No, No,

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<v Speaker 5>I mean I have been lonely, but as a whole,

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<v Speaker 5>I tend to be more comfortable alone than with a

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<v Speaker 5>bunch of people.

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<v Speaker 3>Do you have a good relationship with yourself?

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<v Speaker 5>With myself, yeah, with most other people not so much.

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<v Speaker 3>Do you avoid relationships with other people out of preference

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<v Speaker 3>or fear?

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<v Speaker 5>I mean, I guess a little bit of both. I

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<v Speaker 5>had a crazy ex, like crazy, like threaten you with

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<v Speaker 5>a knife, crazy, and then stalk me for several months.

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<v Speaker 3>On your view of relationships with other people, I'm not

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<v Speaker 3>talking I mean like strictly like romantic relationships. I mean

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<v Speaker 3>like just generally interacting with and having a platonic relationships

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<v Speaker 3>with other human beings.

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<v Speaker 5>I mean, I wouldn't say afraid. I mean I have

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<v Speaker 5>good friends, but not a lot of them. You know,

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<v Speaker 5>it's it's hard out there.

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<v Speaker 3>It's true. You know, yeah, but you're only yeah, but

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<v Speaker 3>you know what, man, you're only eighteen.

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<v Speaker 5>It's true.

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<v Speaker 3>So I feel like there's a lot of room for

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<v Speaker 3>you to like because because I understand the idea of like,

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<v Speaker 3>I don't know you sound like you're from Are you

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<v Speaker 3>from like a small town? Do you have you do?

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<v Speaker 3>You know a lot of too? But there a lot

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<v Speaker 3>of people where you are growing up.

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<v Speaker 5>I mean I've never really been in one place growing up.

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<v Speaker 5>We moved around a lot, so I never really built

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<v Speaker 5>that base of like, yeah, known this susons middle school

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<v Speaker 5>or you know right, So don't have that type of

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<v Speaker 5>relationship with people. But I have people that have known

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<v Speaker 5>for a few years now. They're good friends.

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<v Speaker 3>Do you desire a base?

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<v Speaker 5>I mean not really. And with the Internet you can

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<v Speaker 5>keep up with anyone, so even if you move on

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<v Speaker 5>to a new place, you can still be friends. You

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<v Speaker 5>do miss out on the physical aspect of friendship. Was

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<v Speaker 5>like hanging out with someone, which.

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<v Speaker 3>There is I think there is validity the way. I

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<v Speaker 3>know that it's like a unpopular opinion, but it's sort

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<v Speaker 3>of the world we're living, and especially now with like,

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<v Speaker 3>I mean, I have great friends that I have not

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<v Speaker 3>physically seen in you know years. Oh, yes, you know,

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<v Speaker 3>I mean especially now, Like I'll have plenty of good friends,

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<v Speaker 3>you know that I have not seen at least you know,

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<v Speaker 3>a year because of the pandemic. You know. Yeah, what

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<v Speaker 3>the fuck I was gonna say something, I forget what

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<v Speaker 3>it was.

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<v Speaker 5>Don't help great trains dangerous, you could die.

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<v Speaker 3>Oh okay, Look, I know that I understand that you

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<v Speaker 3>might have had a like I don't do real therapy,

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<v Speaker 3>but it's just my hunch. I understand that, you know,

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<v Speaker 3>you might have had a past relationship that sort of

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<v Speaker 3>has defined your idea of really and I'm not talking

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<v Speaker 3>about strictly romantic relationships, but you have a past relationship

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<v Speaker 3>with another person that has probably done a lot to

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<v Speaker 3>define what you think of when you think of having

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<v Speaker 3>relationships with other people. But it's it's it's it's a

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<v Speaker 3>very very small sample size, and I would encourage you

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<v Speaker 3>to increase your sample size before you make any sort

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<v Speaker 3>of fititive judgments about other people. In relationships with them.

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<v Speaker 5>And you know what, that's something I've worked on this year.

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<v Speaker 5>That is that I've worked on this year. But this

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<v Speaker 5>year just box were making friends of being friends.

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<v Speaker 3>M hmm. I mean, like, I don't think there's anything

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<v Speaker 3>wrong with like making friends over the internet though.

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah, that's true. I want to spend a lot of

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<v Speaker 5>time on the internet. I mean I just recently got

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<v Speaker 5>into twitch. So actually I originally saw you one Reddit.

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<v Speaker 3>What I said, you're kind of doing it right, just

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<v Speaker 3>not being on the internet and hanging out on training. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 3>she sounds pretty sick, like a Jack Cara wat kind

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<v Speaker 3>of guy.

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah, throw on your car hearts and some overalls, shoot

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<v Speaker 5>smacking drink vod truth, Jonathan, I'm pretty sober.

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<v Speaker 3>Well, Johnson. I wish you the best of luck man,

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<v Speaker 3>Thank you for going.

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<v Speaker 5>In, Thank you, thank you for having me.

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<v Speaker 3>Absolutely you take care you too. But don't they do

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<v Speaker 3>they kick people off of like don't they have like

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<v Speaker 3>a fucking train inspector or something. I hope that guy's

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<v Speaker 3>doing good.

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<v Speaker 11>All from Anna.

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<v Speaker 3>Anna Anna, Annah, my god, I know. Finally, I wasn't

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<v Speaker 3>expecting you to get on either. And wait and I

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<v Speaker 3>turn off your stream and I turned off the stream

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<v Speaker 3>and you're you're looking at the stream on a delay

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<v Speaker 3>and I turn off the stream. Just pay attention to Mianna.

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<v Speaker 4>Okay, okay, all right, you have my attention.

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<v Speaker 3>All right, And well where you were you born.

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<v Speaker 4>Two thousand and one?

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<v Speaker 3>Alright? I believe you. What's your secret? Annah?

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<v Speaker 4>My secret?

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<v Speaker 2>Okay?

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<v Speaker 4>I don't know what I'm allowed to say.

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<v Speaker 3>I don't want to say anything. I don't say any

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<v Speaker 3>I mean whatever, say whatever you want. Well, I'll deal

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<v Speaker 3>with the consequences.

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<v Speaker 4>Okay. So I hooked up with a married couple two

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<v Speaker 4>nights ago, and they were like so rich it scared me.

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<v Speaker 4>They were like flying helicopter type shit, taken me to

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<v Speaker 4>like stay Cast restaurant, like having a bunch of people

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<v Speaker 4>in the party, like COVID testing at the door, scary

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<v Speaker 4>people I don't even know. But it was fun because

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<v Speaker 4>like they paid for me and shit, because I'm like

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<v Speaker 4>a nobody broke college student.

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<v Speaker 5>But like.

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<v Speaker 4>They could like get rid of me so easily if

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<v Speaker 4>they wanted to, Like if I ever saw something that

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<v Speaker 4>they did, they could just kill me. And no would ever.

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<v Speaker 3>Now, are you worried something to you not worried? This couple.

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<v Speaker 4>Through a dating app. I met the girl the wife,

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<v Speaker 4>I guess, and I was like, well, she's hot, but

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<v Speaker 4>like I don't know. And then she like called me

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<v Speaker 4>on FaceTime and it was like this is my husband

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<v Speaker 4>and I was like, well.

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<v Speaker 5>That's mm hmm.

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<v Speaker 4>I don't know what to think of this. And so

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<v Speaker 4>then my friend was like, you know, you're gonna like

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<v Speaker 4>look back in your life and wish you had like

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<v Speaker 4>actually gone out with him and just seen how it went.

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<v Speaker 4>And I was like, you know what, You're right. So

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<v Speaker 4>I went out with them. They like gave me everything,

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<v Speaker 4>I swear to God, but like they could kill me,

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<v Speaker 4>they really wanted to.

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<v Speaker 9>But is it worth it.

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<v Speaker 4>I mean, it's not really worth it if I die,

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<v Speaker 4>But like.

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<v Speaker 5>I had a lot of fun.

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<v Speaker 3>I feel like you, this is a I feel like

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<v Speaker 3>that of this in this situation. This is a strange

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<v Speaker 3>what like of all the thoughts you would be having

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<v Speaker 3>about the situation, the idea that this couple is rich

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<v Speaker 3>enough to kill you. I'm curious why you jumped to

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<v Speaker 3>that one, because.

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<v Speaker 4>They're kind of sketch. Like I asked them what they

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<v Speaker 4>do for their money and they were like, oh, I

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<v Speaker 4>don't know, real estate, like distribution, I don't know, and

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<v Speaker 4>there was nothing really specific, Like I feel like if

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<v Speaker 4>I was like with them this way, they would, you know.

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<v Speaker 4>They were reveal a little bit more to like put

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<v Speaker 4>me at ease, but they were like really sketchy, like

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<v Speaker 4>I don't really like Okay. So they had like a

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<v Speaker 4>party and then obviously a lot of drugs, all sorts

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<v Speaker 4>of stuff. You know, it's like a big, like city

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<v Speaker 4>rich person party. I don't know, I've never been to one,

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<v Speaker 4>but like I swear people were I don't know. It's

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<v Speaker 4>not necessarily like people were disappearing, but it was like

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<v Speaker 4>at the end of the night, they were like looking

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<v Speaker 4>for it. I don't know. I'm not trying to I'm

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<v Speaker 4>not trying to push blame on them for like actually

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<v Speaker 4>killing someone, but there was like.

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<v Speaker 8>A lot.

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<v Speaker 4>I think I did. I think I think I witnessed

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<v Speaker 4>a murder. I'm not sure. I never saw anything like

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<v Speaker 4>with my eyes, but the people there were like talking

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<v Speaker 4>about like strange shit happening with them.

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<v Speaker 3>So are you so what's your dilemma are you? Are

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<v Speaker 3>you debating whether or not you'll go see them again.

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<v Speaker 4>Yes, I'm debating because I mean I could tell I

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<v Speaker 4>mean I need to like tell somebody where I am

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<v Speaker 4>because like, you know, something happens to me, they can

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<v Speaker 4>like find me.

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<v Speaker 9>But like it's also like I.

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<v Speaker 4>Don't only want to tell anyone, you know, but I'm

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<v Speaker 4>hooking up with a married couple. So it's like a

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<v Speaker 4>weird dilemma. Like I think I should go but it

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<v Speaker 4>was so fun, but like I also don't want to

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<v Speaker 4>die because they were really sketch.

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<v Speaker 3>Hmm, that's a tough one. How many times have you

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<v Speaker 3>seen them before?

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<v Speaker 4>Probably like three times.

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<v Speaker 3>I'm still I'm still not fully sold on why you

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<v Speaker 3>think they're going to kill you. I get that, Okay,

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<v Speaker 3>maybe I understand that you're nervous that they have so

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<v Speaker 3>much money that you think they could just kill you.

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<v Speaker 3>But but I mean, look that said, well, you know,

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<v Speaker 3>who cares what I think? If you're you know, if

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<v Speaker 3>you're fearing for your safety, you obviously shouldn't go into

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<v Speaker 3>a situation where you're feeling for your safety.

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<v Speaker 4>True, I don't know, because I guess I'm just calling

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<v Speaker 4>because I don't really have I don't really know who

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<v Speaker 4>to talk to about. Awesome, I'm so glad I could

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<v Speaker 4>finally get in. But it's just crazy because like.

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<v Speaker 5>I've met them.

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<v Speaker 2>I met them two.

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<v Speaker 4>Years ago and they're just now like like I've seen

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<v Speaker 4>them three times, they're just now giving me sketch shacks.

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<v Speaker 3>Well, you know, go with your gut, dude, what's you

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<v Speaker 3>got telling you to do? Do you think you think

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<v Speaker 3>you're leaning towards going there again?

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<v Speaker 4>Maybe it's a big setting, but not just them?

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<v Speaker 3>Have you Have you not talked to anyone else about this?

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<v Speaker 4>No, it's really new and I've been like doing finals

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<v Speaker 4>and studying. I don't really like see my friends or anything.

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<v Speaker 3>Well, let you know, if you're genuinely feeling fearing for

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<v Speaker 3>your safety, I've played safe. I feel out the situation,

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<v Speaker 3>and you know, consider consider talking to you know, I

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<v Speaker 3>don't know if you have a lot of friends or

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<v Speaker 3>if you're close to their parents, but uh, you know,

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<v Speaker 3>instid talking me out with with someone else that you

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<v Speaker 3>are close with. But all know, look, you know people,

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<v Speaker 3>I feel like people have that like intuition when they

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<v Speaker 3>know that something's up, and at the end of the day,

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<v Speaker 3>you'd probably rather be safe than sorry. That's very but

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<v Speaker 3>also I mean, how rich are we talking here?

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<v Speaker 4>Like they have their own helicopter and private jet. They

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<v Speaker 4>want to take me to like Jamaica in Puerto Rico.

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<v Speaker 4>Like their house is bigger, it's like a mansion, penthouse

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<v Speaker 4>two levels.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, you know what, every a twenty four horror movie

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<v Speaker 3>type of thing. I think. I think going to Jamaica

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<v Speaker 3>with a married couple that you no, it is a

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<v Speaker 3>bad idea. I'm gonna I'm gonna make that. I've been,

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<v Speaker 3>I've been, I've been tiptoeing around this subject, and I've

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<v Speaker 3>come to a final gecko conclusion that you should not

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<v Speaker 3>go to Jamaica with a married couple of you met

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<v Speaker 3>on the internet.

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<v Speaker 4>No, I'm not gonna go.

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<v Speaker 8>They just how.

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<v Speaker 3>People get, you know, trafficked and ship.

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<v Speaker 4>I'm not going. We just clarify it's never actually gonna

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<v Speaker 4>go up and saying they like offered. That's like, but even.

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<v Speaker 3>Them, But you're right, because even them offering is a

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<v Speaker 3>little fucking.

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<v Speaker 5>Sketch, isn't that isn't that sketch?

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<v Speaker 3>You know what? No, I'm I don't know why I've

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<v Speaker 3>been so fucking chill about this. No, I'm I'm on

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<v Speaker 3>the I I think if you're getting s got Yeah, No,

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<v Speaker 3>this is how people get like human trafficked and ship.

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<v Speaker 3>You should not you shouldn't fuck with this, That's what

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<v Speaker 3>I'm saying.

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<v Speaker 4>Plus, I live in like the city it's like the

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<v Speaker 4>capital of like the largest like sex trafficking in the world.

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<v Speaker 3>Like, yeah, don't if you live in the city of

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<v Speaker 3>You said you live in the sex trafficking capital of

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<v Speaker 3>the world.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, sorry, I said that wrong, But yes, that's what

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<v Speaker 4>I meant.

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<v Speaker 3>Okay, if you're living in the sex trafficking capital of

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<v Speaker 3>the world and you are in a situation in which

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<v Speaker 3>you're getting vibes that there might be sex trafficking, you

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<v Speaker 3>should absolutely stay away from these people.

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<v Speaker 4>Yess I'm saying. But like she's so hot, but like

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<v Speaker 4>also no, like like no, probably hot.

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<v Speaker 3>People everywhere find person, but like they're rich.

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<v Speaker 7>No, you're right.

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<v Speaker 5>I don't know.

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<v Speaker 4>I'm contradicting myself.

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<v Speaker 9>I thought we were.

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<v Speaker 4>We reached an agreement on your kind an agreement.

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<v Speaker 3>Would you say your name was again? I said Anna, Anna,

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<v Speaker 3>And I'm gonna leave that as my final as my

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<v Speaker 3>final judgment on this that you should you should you

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<v Speaker 3>should probably stay away from this this couple.

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<v Speaker 4>Thank you.

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<v Speaker 2>I appreciate it.

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<v Speaker 5>I really did.

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<v Speaker 8>Ann.

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<v Speaker 3>You have a good rest of the night, you too.

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<v Speaker 3>Take care.

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<v Speaker 5>All from George.

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<v Speaker 3>Take George, okay, tell me everything.

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<v Speaker 7>So I have an aggressively medium penis.

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<v Speaker 3>Okay, aggressively medium? How big?

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<v Speaker 12>Mm hmm about five and a half?

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<v Speaker 3>That is that is that is quite medium. And this

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<v Speaker 3>is your secret. And this is the secret. Can you

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<v Speaker 3>hear me? I can now, George have and and but

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<v Speaker 3>this and this is a secret.

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<v Speaker 7>I mean, it's not something I'm proud of.

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<v Speaker 3>When you should do when you show you know, you're

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<v Speaker 3>you're you're when you're you know, in a sexual encounter.

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<v Speaker 3>Do you get comments on the mediumness of your penis.

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<v Speaker 13>I've never been told anything about it, Like, I've never

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<v Speaker 13>gone off huh or anything. I just it's just a

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<v Speaker 13>blank face, which I think is a good thing.

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<v Speaker 3>Are you average I've never once got like.

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<v Speaker 13>A like a wow, that's a big penis.

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<v Speaker 3>Are you average looking?

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<v Speaker 13>I think so. I'd say I'm at best the six.

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<v Speaker 3>Six. Are you watching the stream right now? No, I'm not,

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<v Speaker 3>okay because I was going off the thing. But anyway, hmmm,

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<v Speaker 3>now is your your medium sized penis is? Do you

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<v Speaker 3>see this as a problem. Do you see this as

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<v Speaker 3>something that you're hoping to fix, either through pills or

0:23:48.359 --> 0:23:51.440
<v Speaker 3>through you know, you know, because if you can't fix

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<v Speaker 3>your penis, you got to fix you know, your life

0:23:53.320 --> 0:23:58.520
<v Speaker 3>around the penis. And you know, I'm not crying spots, but.

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<v Speaker 7>It's definitely an obstacle. I make up for it in

0:24:00.960 --> 0:24:01.520
<v Speaker 7>other ways.

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<v Speaker 3>Mm hmm, what do you what do you do to

0:24:03.760 --> 0:24:05.600
<v Speaker 3>make up for the mediumness of the penis?

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<v Speaker 13>So the first well, ideally I always start with oral

0:24:09.880 --> 0:24:12.639
<v Speaker 13>that way, they're more sensitive. Later in that way, like

0:24:12.920 --> 0:24:16.840
<v Speaker 13>at the worst case, they only get one orgasm, I guess.

0:24:20.440 --> 0:24:21.960
<v Speaker 13>And then every once in a while I try to

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<v Speaker 13>numbing cream, so that sometimes helps.

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<v Speaker 3>A numbing cream, like on your own penis. Yeah, you know, man, uh, first,

0:24:32.760 --> 0:24:37.360
<v Speaker 3>you know, that's that's really nice of you to do that.

0:24:37.920 --> 0:24:41.000
<v Speaker 3>It really is, you know, to do a numbing cream.

0:24:41.080 --> 0:24:44.119
<v Speaker 3>I mean, that's that's an extremely considerate thing to do.

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<v Speaker 3>I think to use a numb and cream on your

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<v Speaker 3>penis because you're going out of your you're suffering for

0:24:50.400 --> 0:24:54.439
<v Speaker 3>the pleasure of your partner because there's nothing I mean

0:24:55.840 --> 0:24:57.440
<v Speaker 3>numb penis.

0:24:57.920 --> 0:25:01.679
<v Speaker 13>It's not as numb is a miss nomorry. It just

0:25:01.720 --> 0:25:05.840
<v Speaker 13>makes it slightly less sensitive, okay, so you can last longer.

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<v Speaker 13>So I mean, at the end of the day, we're

0:25:07.160 --> 0:25:08.680
<v Speaker 13>both benefiting.

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<v Speaker 3>Right, but you're still you're still you know, lowering your

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<v Speaker 3>pleasure for the pleasure of someone else.

0:25:17.080 --> 0:25:21.720
<v Speaker 13>I guess, yeah, that's fair, but it's not as extreme.

0:25:21.880 --> 0:25:26.159
<v Speaker 13>I think it's it's made out to be m I

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<v Speaker 13>think I end up winning in the end.

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<v Speaker 3>Okay, So you so you've worked your ton game? Hmm.

0:25:36.160 --> 0:25:37.840
<v Speaker 3>I mean, have you gotten any You haven't. You haven't

0:25:37.840 --> 0:25:39.080
<v Speaker 3>gotten any complaints.

0:25:38.720 --> 0:25:41.960
<v Speaker 13>Though I've never gotten a complaint.

0:25:42.320 --> 0:25:46.680
<v Speaker 7>But I mean I've never gotten praise.

0:25:47.200 --> 0:25:48.800
<v Speaker 13>And like, you look at like, let's say, you look

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<v Speaker 13>at porn or something, and like, I can tell my

0:25:50.760 --> 0:25:51.920
<v Speaker 13>penis it's not as big.

0:25:52.760 --> 0:25:52.960
<v Speaker 8>Do you?

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<v Speaker 3>But do you need praise? George? I feel like you've

0:25:55.240 --> 0:25:58.399
<v Speaker 3>got a good self image going on. You know, you

0:25:58.400 --> 0:26:01.879
<v Speaker 3>don't need outside feed back on your penis. You know,

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<v Speaker 3>you know, you know, you're confident in your own abilities,

0:26:07.119 --> 0:26:10.359
<v Speaker 3>you know, sexually. So I don't see why you would

0:26:10.359 --> 0:26:13.000
<v Speaker 3>need to feed off of the feedback of of you know,

0:26:13.440 --> 0:26:16.280
<v Speaker 3>feed off of the the the approval of others in

0:26:16.320 --> 0:26:21.359
<v Speaker 3>that realm. Although actually I guess you inherently you do

0:26:21.440 --> 0:26:23.480
<v Speaker 3>need the approval of others in that realm because that's

0:26:23.640 --> 0:26:28.520
<v Speaker 3>your way of measuring you know your your your your skill,

0:26:30.280 --> 0:26:33.120
<v Speaker 3>So I understand that, but you're not getting anything negative.

0:26:33.240 --> 0:26:35.360
<v Speaker 3>But you're not getting anything positive. But what else would

0:26:35.400 --> 0:26:37.880
<v Speaker 3>you expect? You have an aggressively medium sized penis.

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<v Speaker 13>Uh so it makes don't I don't expect anything. Yeah,

0:26:47.880 --> 0:26:51.639
<v Speaker 13>but like in a conversation with like like friends or

0:26:51.680 --> 0:26:55.080
<v Speaker 13>something where you're just like like everybody's like bragging about

0:26:55.080 --> 0:26:57.679
<v Speaker 13>their dick, Like all right, it's like, nope, I have

0:26:57.680 --> 0:26:59.520
<v Speaker 13>an aggressively medium one.

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<v Speaker 3>How often are your friends hanging out and bragging about

0:27:02.960 --> 0:27:03.479
<v Speaker 3>your dicks?

0:27:04.520 --> 0:27:05.600
<v Speaker 7>Incredibly rarely?

0:27:06.880 --> 0:27:08.480
<v Speaker 3>All right, so then it's not that big a deal.

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<v Speaker 7>Yeah, that's good, that's fair.

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<v Speaker 3>Mhm. Well yah, well look look you you lucked out

0:27:21.320 --> 0:27:23.480
<v Speaker 3>right because because it could have been worse, you could

0:27:23.520 --> 0:27:25.040
<v Speaker 3>have had an aggressively small penis.

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<v Speaker 7>That's true. But I guess it's not really lucking out

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<v Speaker 7>so much.

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<v Speaker 8>It's just.

0:27:31.000 --> 0:27:31.920
<v Speaker 7>Not having good luck.

0:27:31.960 --> 0:27:34.080
<v Speaker 3>You gotta be grateful for the amount of penis that

0:27:34.160 --> 0:27:39.160
<v Speaker 3>you have, which I think is a respectable amount, respectable amount. Well,

0:27:39.160 --> 0:27:44.280
<v Speaker 3>thank you, absolutely, you have a good rest of the night,

0:27:44.440 --> 0:27:47.000
<v Speaker 3>my dude, you know you and you and your medium

0:27:47.080 --> 0:27:51.720
<v Speaker 3>sized penis be well, thank you, mister gecko. Take care man.

0:27:55.920 --> 0:27:58.800
<v Speaker 6>Call from uh Mac.

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<v Speaker 3>Mac. Why did it take you so long to figure

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<v Speaker 3>out what your name is?

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<v Speaker 5>Uh?

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<v Speaker 12>I don't know, dude. I was gonna come up with

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<v Speaker 12>a silly goose name. But that's silly.

0:28:11.800 --> 0:28:14.160
<v Speaker 3>I'll give you hold No, I'll give you some extra

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<v Speaker 3>time to do that.

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<v Speaker 12>Okay, hold on, hold on, Gulash wrestler.

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<v Speaker 3>Person, Gulash wrestler person?

0:28:33.160 --> 0:28:33.560
<v Speaker 4>Is that good?

0:28:33.680 --> 0:28:34.720
<v Speaker 12>Is that a silly goose one?

0:28:35.040 --> 0:28:39.200
<v Speaker 3>Gulash wrestler person. I have a question for you, Okay,

0:28:39.880 --> 0:28:41.080
<v Speaker 3>have you ever been betrayed?

0:28:43.440 --> 0:28:45.240
<v Speaker 12>I was thinking about that. I don't have a juicy

0:28:45.280 --> 0:28:50.040
<v Speaker 12>answer for you. I've got a silly goose answer.

0:28:52.280 --> 0:28:53.000
<v Speaker 3>That perfect.

0:28:54.920 --> 0:28:59.640
<v Speaker 12>I got tay food today. I was stoked supporting local businesses.

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<v Speaker 12>Right twenty minute drive. They gave me the wrong thing,

0:29:07.480 --> 0:29:17.120
<v Speaker 12>waited in line, wrong thing. That's it. It's not interesting,

0:29:17.160 --> 0:29:19.160
<v Speaker 12>but that's the only thing I could take it. Well, no,

0:29:19.200 --> 0:29:19.960
<v Speaker 12>I mean that's true.

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<v Speaker 3>Well, that's it's It's almost interesting, right because you have

0:29:23.600 --> 0:29:25.320
<v Speaker 3>the beat, you have the beginning in the middle of

0:29:25.360 --> 0:29:27.840
<v Speaker 3>a story. But what how did it end?

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<v Speaker 12>It ended with me being pissed?

0:29:33.840 --> 0:29:36.520
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, I'm trying. Is that a full complete that's a complete,

0:29:36.560 --> 0:29:42.120
<v Speaker 3>full story. I went to get type. That's the first act.

0:29:43.000 --> 0:29:47.280
<v Speaker 3>Second act, they messed up my order. Third act. I

0:29:47.480 --> 0:29:59.200
<v Speaker 3>was pissed. That's a full story. Okay, mm hmm, there's

0:29:59.200 --> 0:30:02.680
<v Speaker 3>no but my the problem is you didn't okay, what

0:30:02.680 --> 0:30:04.240
<v Speaker 3>did you do when you fight? Did you like? My

0:30:04.280 --> 0:30:06.239
<v Speaker 3>problem is that at no point during the story do

0:30:06.320 --> 0:30:10.400
<v Speaker 3>you make any sort of attempt to solve your conflict.

0:30:11.160 --> 0:30:13.680
<v Speaker 3>You feel the emotion of the conflict, so we get

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<v Speaker 3>we we empathize with your heightened emotion and the cop

0:30:18.240 --> 0:30:22.160
<v Speaker 3>but we emphasize, we empathize with your character less because

0:30:22.200 --> 0:30:25.040
<v Speaker 3>you don't seem to care enough to do anything about it.

0:30:25.320 --> 0:30:30.840
<v Speaker 3>So why should we as the audience care If you

0:30:30.880 --> 0:30:35.560
<v Speaker 3>don't care. It's missing that, it's missing that element of

0:30:37.640 --> 0:30:39.440
<v Speaker 3>you know, it's missing, that compelling element.

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<v Speaker 12>I don't do it. I don't do anything about anything.

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<v Speaker 12>You could. You could betray the ship out of me,

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<v Speaker 12>and I won't do anything.

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<v Speaker 4>I will.

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<v Speaker 12>I will think about it for the rest of my life.

0:30:50.880 --> 0:30:54.000
<v Speaker 12>I'll stay awake thinking about it, but I'll never do

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<v Speaker 12>anything about it.

0:30:54.800 --> 0:30:57.520
<v Speaker 3>Why don't you do anything about it? And do you? Okay,

0:30:57.360 --> 0:30:58.960
<v Speaker 3>why don't you do anything about it?

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<v Speaker 12>Well, okay, I don't like conflict, my heart starts beating.

0:31:04.200 --> 0:31:06.920
<v Speaker 12>I don't care for that. And also like, I don't

0:31:06.920 --> 0:31:09.080
<v Speaker 12>know what to say. I have no idea what to say.

0:31:09.080 --> 0:31:11.360
<v Speaker 12>But in hindsight, I know this is pretty universal. But

0:31:11.400 --> 0:31:16.880
<v Speaker 12>in hindsight, Oh, I'm a genius. I know exactly what

0:31:16.920 --> 0:31:17.800
<v Speaker 12>to say. In hindsight.

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<v Speaker 3>Give me an example of a time where you didn't

0:31:23.040 --> 0:31:30.600
<v Speaker 3>do anything even though you felt wronged besides the typhoond thing. Okay,

0:31:30.440 --> 0:31:33.080
<v Speaker 3>saying concurring pattern of sorts.

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<v Speaker 12>Right, Oh dude, I've got him all the way back

0:31:35.800 --> 0:31:37.960
<v Speaker 12>to middle school. I'm trying to think I want I

0:31:38.000 --> 0:31:43.920
<v Speaker 12>just thought of recently. Uh, okay, it's a pretty big one,

0:31:44.640 --> 0:31:46.560
<v Speaker 12>and I didn't do anything. This is an opportunity where

0:31:46.560 --> 0:31:49.080
<v Speaker 12>I could have done something. I was storing a bass

0:31:49.200 --> 0:31:52.560
<v Speaker 12>amp at my friend's house. Okay, I didn't have storage.

0:31:52.600 --> 0:31:56.680
<v Speaker 12>I was gone, take careless bassamp. You know it means

0:31:56.680 --> 0:31:59.200
<v Speaker 12>a lot to me. It's worth a lot of money.

0:31:59.400 --> 0:31:59.960
<v Speaker 7>He's so.

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<v Speaker 12>He traded. He went to some music shop. He traded

0:32:04.360 --> 0:32:07.160
<v Speaker 12>it or sold it for a guitar. He didn't have

0:32:07.280 --> 0:32:10.280
<v Speaker 12>enough money. I came back and I'm like, what the fuck?

0:32:10.320 --> 0:32:12.760
<v Speaker 12>And he made up some story. If someone told me

0:32:13.800 --> 0:32:16.640
<v Speaker 12>later on that he sold it, but it was a

0:32:16.640 --> 0:32:19.680
<v Speaker 12>bullshit story. It was not believable. In that moment, I

0:32:19.680 --> 0:32:22.800
<v Speaker 12>could have been like, what happened, man, did you really

0:32:23.320 --> 0:32:25.440
<v Speaker 12>lose it? Or you know what I'm saying? And then

0:32:25.440 --> 0:32:27.320
<v Speaker 12>I found out and then saw him the next day

0:32:27.360 --> 0:32:30.160
<v Speaker 12>and still didn't say anything. And I'm carrying out that

0:32:30.240 --> 0:32:32.400
<v Speaker 12>friendship for like four years, and so him said that.

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<v Speaker 3>Are you still friends with him?

0:32:35.160 --> 0:32:35.520
<v Speaker 8>Yeah?

0:32:35.960 --> 0:32:39.640
<v Speaker 3>How fuck that guy? I know, No, you should say

0:32:39.640 --> 0:32:42.000
<v Speaker 3>something to him. Why haven't you said anything to him?

0:32:43.040 --> 0:32:47.800
<v Speaker 12>I don't know, it's been too long now? And I'd

0:32:47.840 --> 0:32:49.560
<v Speaker 12>be like, oh, dude, you remember a million years ago.

0:32:50.080 --> 0:32:52.560
<v Speaker 3>No, base, Here's why I don't think it's been too long,

0:32:52.600 --> 0:32:57.240
<v Speaker 3>because if someone who would do in less, there's no

0:32:57.280 --> 0:33:01.200
<v Speaker 3>way someone who would do that has not also done

0:33:01.400 --> 0:33:07.200
<v Speaker 3>things like that over time. I'm sure this guy has

0:33:07.200 --> 0:33:09.400
<v Speaker 3>a record. Is he is a guy? Like an asshole

0:33:09.440 --> 0:33:09.959
<v Speaker 3>in general?

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<v Speaker 12>I don't want to take up a lot of the time,

0:33:12.600 --> 0:33:14.960
<v Speaker 12>but I have a Oh my god, he's done a

0:33:15.000 --> 0:33:18.080
<v Speaker 12>million things like that, burned down my grandma's garage.

0:33:20.480 --> 0:33:22.000
<v Speaker 3>What'd you say that?

0:33:23.680 --> 0:33:24.920
<v Speaker 12>Well, that one was a whole thing.

0:33:25.320 --> 0:33:27.760
<v Speaker 3>It wasn't really sounds like it was a whole thing.

0:33:29.400 --> 0:33:32.080
<v Speaker 12>Yeah, it's a long story, but we were in the garage,

0:33:32.240 --> 0:33:35.600
<v Speaker 12>we were smoking, we were teenagers. He kept flicking his

0:33:35.720 --> 0:33:38.680
<v Speaker 12>stupid cigarette butts over by the paint cans. I told

0:33:38.760 --> 0:33:41.080
<v Speaker 12>him not to. He kept doing it over and over.

0:33:41.120 --> 0:33:44.320
<v Speaker 12>We were staying with my grandma at the time. Obviously

0:33:44.400 --> 0:33:46.600
<v Speaker 12>it's her garage. I burned out, but so we went

0:33:46.680 --> 0:33:50.360
<v Speaker 12>to bed stoned. We wake up to her meek little

0:33:50.360 --> 0:33:52.080
<v Speaker 12>old lady coming downstairs, going.

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<v Speaker 4>Mike, you in.

0:33:54.360 --> 0:33:57.040
<v Speaker 12>Were you in the garage last night? And we come

0:33:57.040 --> 0:33:59.360
<v Speaker 12>out and hold the fire departments there. Everyone's out on

0:33:59.400 --> 0:34:03.920
<v Speaker 12>their lawns looking at the garage. He leaves after the

0:34:03.960 --> 0:34:06.160
<v Speaker 12>fire department goes and asks this question. He leaves and

0:34:06.240 --> 0:34:07.280
<v Speaker 12>drives a mom's up.

0:34:09.239 --> 0:34:11.840
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, no, I hate this guy. All right, So fine,

0:34:12.719 --> 0:34:14.719
<v Speaker 3>here's what you do. Here's what you do. You you

0:34:14.800 --> 0:34:18.360
<v Speaker 3>make a little timeline, right, what's I'm sure what is it?

0:34:19.640 --> 0:34:22.880
<v Speaker 3>Whatever this guy did to you last week that was

0:34:22.920 --> 0:34:25.440
<v Speaker 3>an asshole thing, because I'm sure he's done a million

0:34:25.480 --> 0:34:33.200
<v Speaker 3>things to you. Just use that as a segue into

0:34:33.239 --> 0:34:37.200
<v Speaker 3>this timeline, or don't I just go I hate this guy.

0:34:37.880 --> 0:34:39.440
<v Speaker 3>You don't even have to confront him. You could just

0:34:39.480 --> 0:34:41.000
<v Speaker 3>stop hanging out with him in general.

0:34:42.480 --> 0:34:44.200
<v Speaker 12>Do you know what I think is gonna happen. If

0:34:44.200 --> 0:34:47.359
<v Speaker 12>I want to be realistic, He's gonna do the smallest

0:34:47.560 --> 0:34:52.120
<v Speaker 12>little thing and I'm gonna flip the fuck up. He'll

0:34:52.160 --> 0:34:54.600
<v Speaker 12>like accidentally knock over my cup and I'll just It'll

0:34:54.640 --> 0:34:56.880
<v Speaker 12>be years of rage that will come out.

0:34:57.440 --> 0:34:59.640
<v Speaker 3>Yes, you've been balling it up, dude. You gotta you

0:34:59.680 --> 0:35:01.480
<v Speaker 3>gotta out. You gotta let this guy have it. I

0:35:01.520 --> 0:35:02.720
<v Speaker 3>hate this guy.

0:35:03.320 --> 0:35:05.200
<v Speaker 12>Should I just bail on him completely?

0:35:05.680 --> 0:35:05.879
<v Speaker 6>Yeah?

0:35:05.920 --> 0:35:09.799
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, I think so. Look look, look, look, look some

0:35:09.840 --> 0:35:12.880
<v Speaker 3>people don't. Some people don't have confrontational styles. Some people

0:35:13.080 --> 0:35:16.279
<v Speaker 3>and I fuck with this, right you if you if

0:35:16.320 --> 0:35:18.279
<v Speaker 3>you want to end a friendship, you don't necessarily have

0:35:18.360 --> 0:35:22.400
<v Speaker 3>to do it. Some people like a big Some people

0:35:22.440 --> 0:35:27.440
<v Speaker 3>are the are theatrical in their relationships more so than others.

0:35:27.960 --> 0:35:30.560
<v Speaker 3>Some people like the big moment. They like the big speech.

0:35:31.560 --> 0:35:33.840
<v Speaker 3>You did this and over this years and I this.

0:35:33.960 --> 0:35:37.920
<v Speaker 3>They like to get it all out. They like, you know,

0:35:38.640 --> 0:35:41.080
<v Speaker 3>reveling in the emotions of the moment. Some people like

0:35:41.080 --> 0:35:44.960
<v Speaker 3>to have a big, theatrical exit to their relationships. You don't,

0:35:45.000 --> 0:35:46.680
<v Speaker 3>but you don't. You don't seem like you like that

0:35:46.840 --> 0:35:49.440
<v Speaker 3>and that's okay, that's not your style, but you can

0:35:49.480 --> 0:35:54.799
<v Speaker 3>still do it. You can still do this confrontation slash

0:35:55.520 --> 0:36:01.200
<v Speaker 3>bail in your style, which might just be you know,

0:36:02.040 --> 0:36:04.239
<v Speaker 3>you're not You're not a fire guy. You're an ice guy,

0:36:04.760 --> 0:36:07.759
<v Speaker 3>all right, Right, So you're gonna ice this guy. You're

0:36:07.800 --> 0:36:10.520
<v Speaker 3>gonna you're gonna sort of bread across stot responding to

0:36:10.640 --> 0:36:12.759
<v Speaker 3>his whatever. Just ice him out, all right.

0:36:12.920 --> 0:36:14.040
<v Speaker 12>A lot of people they like to do that.

0:36:14.040 --> 0:36:15.560
<v Speaker 3>You don't. You're not a fire guy.

0:36:15.600 --> 0:36:15.840
<v Speaker 8>You're not.

0:36:15.920 --> 0:36:17.440
<v Speaker 3>I'm gonna yell at you. I'm gonna confront you. I'm

0:36:17.440 --> 0:36:19.080
<v Speaker 3>gonna say everything I need to say. You're a nice guy.

0:36:19.120 --> 0:36:20.359
<v Speaker 3>So you're gonna go ice on this man.

0:36:22.280 --> 0:36:24.439
<v Speaker 12>I just came up with the genius idea. I'm gonna

0:36:24.480 --> 0:36:27.440
<v Speaker 12>send him a clip of this. I'm gonna screen record

0:36:27.480 --> 0:36:30.279
<v Speaker 12>it no context because he doesn't know your stream, and

0:36:30.360 --> 0:36:32.000
<v Speaker 12>I'm just gonna send it to him that that's the

0:36:32.040 --> 0:36:34.560
<v Speaker 12>last thing you'll ever hear me talking to a man.

0:36:35.000 --> 0:36:35.239
<v Speaker 8>Do it.

0:36:35.400 --> 0:36:39.400
<v Speaker 3>I'm on, I'm honored. I'm honored to be the the

0:36:39.440 --> 0:36:42.600
<v Speaker 3>bookend of this, of this horrible relationship.

0:36:43.600 --> 0:36:45.440
<v Speaker 12>Can you cap it out and call him like a

0:36:45.520 --> 0:36:46.320
<v Speaker 12>name or something?

0:36:46.840 --> 0:36:47.640
<v Speaker 3>No, I don't want to do that.

0:36:47.640 --> 0:36:47.840
<v Speaker 9>That's it.

0:36:47.880 --> 0:36:49.600
<v Speaker 3>That's it. That's a fire move. You're a nice guy.

0:36:50.880 --> 0:36:51.520
<v Speaker 3>Fire move, dude.

0:36:51.520 --> 0:36:52.399
<v Speaker 7>You gotta cool.

0:36:52.640 --> 0:36:54.000
<v Speaker 3>We're playing it cool exactly.

0:36:55.080 --> 0:36:55.640
<v Speaker 12>Okay.

0:36:56.719 --> 0:37:03.359
<v Speaker 3>I appreciate you. You feel better, I do, dude, good fu. Yeah, dude,

0:37:03.600 --> 0:37:04.239
<v Speaker 3>go go go.

0:37:04.360 --> 0:37:06.320
<v Speaker 12>I don't want I don't want to look at the chat.

0:37:06.120 --> 0:37:10.440
<v Speaker 3>Though you have the chat. Dude, You're You're all fine.

0:37:11.239 --> 0:37:14.239
<v Speaker 3>You're a nice guy. You're you're a nice guy. You're

0:37:14.280 --> 0:37:17.239
<v Speaker 3>a nice guy. You're cool, and I appreciate you calling

0:37:17.320 --> 0:37:18.799
<v Speaker 3>in Nick. You have a good rest of the day, my.

0:37:18.840 --> 0:37:20.359
<v Speaker 12>Dude, you too.

0:37:20.400 --> 0:37:20.560
<v Speaker 4>Man.

0:37:20.640 --> 0:37:21.240
<v Speaker 12>I love you.

0:37:21.840 --> 0:37:22.440
<v Speaker 3>I love you too.

0:37:22.480 --> 0:37:22.600
<v Speaker 8>Man.

0:37:22.640 --> 0:37:23.000
<v Speaker 3>Take care.

0:37:24.840 --> 0:37:28.480
<v Speaker 5>Oh awesome, cake.

0:37:30.000 --> 0:37:30.320
<v Speaker 3>Shake?

0:37:32.239 --> 0:37:35.560
<v Speaker 6>Oh my god, Am I on the show?

0:37:36.239 --> 0:37:38.080
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, dude, you're on the show.

0:37:39.000 --> 0:37:39.920
<v Speaker 5>This is crazy.

0:37:40.040 --> 0:37:43.920
<v Speaker 6>Oh my god, how are you doing? How are you?

0:37:43.920 --> 0:37:44.800
<v Speaker 3>You seem shocked?

0:37:45.960 --> 0:37:48.040
<v Speaker 8>I do like this?

0:37:48.160 --> 0:37:53.040
<v Speaker 3>Do you tell tell me? I want to get into

0:37:53.080 --> 0:37:55.200
<v Speaker 3>this emotion because you obviously don't feel like you're the

0:37:55.200 --> 0:37:56.359
<v Speaker 3>main character of your life.

0:37:57.719 --> 0:38:03.000
<v Speaker 6>My god, I'm by the way. Yeah dude, Oh my god,

0:38:04.200 --> 0:38:06.040
<v Speaker 6>I was just watching your show. I was listening to

0:38:06.080 --> 0:38:09.440
<v Speaker 6>that last guy about the asshole friend, and I'm like, man,

0:38:09.480 --> 0:38:11.759
<v Speaker 6>I you know, I relate to that, and then I

0:38:11.840 --> 0:38:13.520
<v Speaker 6>was like, I'm gonna call in and see if I

0:38:13.560 --> 0:38:16.080
<v Speaker 6>have a shot at getting on and.

0:38:17.560 --> 0:38:23.319
<v Speaker 3>Wow, wow, tell me, why tell me? Why tell me

0:38:23.360 --> 0:38:26.799
<v Speaker 3>why you're related to that so strongly? You seemed like

0:38:26.840 --> 0:38:29.440
<v Speaker 3>you you seem like you seem you seem like you

0:38:29.520 --> 0:38:37.239
<v Speaker 3>called in with like a particular sort of response to this,

0:38:37.360 --> 0:38:40.200
<v Speaker 3>to this, to this, uh, to this to this topic.

0:38:42.280 --> 0:38:48.799
<v Speaker 6>Yeah. So I got bullied through uh kind of middle

0:38:48.800 --> 0:38:50.880
<v Speaker 6>school and high school by this guy. But I was

0:38:51.560 --> 0:38:54.200
<v Speaker 6>I was an ice guy, you know, like you were saying,

0:38:57.640 --> 0:39:00.279
<v Speaker 6>and like I just kept being so nice ice to

0:39:00.360 --> 0:39:07.600
<v Speaker 6>this guy, and I never understood why, Like I don't know, man, Like,

0:39:08.640 --> 0:39:11.160
<v Speaker 6>why do I keep going back to this guy who's

0:39:11.160 --> 0:39:12.800
<v Speaker 6>a pizza dirt?

0:39:15.200 --> 0:39:17.000
<v Speaker 3>Why do you why do you think you keep going

0:39:17.040 --> 0:39:18.480
<v Speaker 3>back to this guy as a piece of dirt?

0:39:20.360 --> 0:39:25.240
<v Speaker 6>I I don't like being mean. I know he's not good,

0:39:25.719 --> 0:39:28.120
<v Speaker 6>but I don't like being mean.

0:39:30.560 --> 0:39:37.040
<v Speaker 3>Well, you know what, here's another thing. No, this is

0:39:37.120 --> 0:39:39.040
<v Speaker 3>this is part of getting getting into being a knight

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<v Speaker 3>an ice guy. All Right, you gotta define I think

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<v Speaker 3>what what what it means to be mean?

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<v Speaker 7>Right?

0:39:48.600 --> 0:39:52.040
<v Speaker 3>Because you feel like what you feel like you can't

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<v Speaker 3>tell this guy you don't want to be pals with

0:39:54.320 --> 0:39:56.000
<v Speaker 3>him anymore, hang out with him anymore. You think that

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<v Speaker 3>that would be mean?

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<v Speaker 8>Yeah?

0:39:59.480 --> 0:40:02.000
<v Speaker 3>See now think I think you gotta you gotta get

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<v Speaker 3>into your head that like, that's not mean, you.

0:40:05.280 --> 0:40:11.520
<v Speaker 6>Know, yeah, it's just like, but excuse me if you

0:40:11.520 --> 0:40:13.320
<v Speaker 6>hear my garage, I gotta go pick up my sister

0:40:13.360 --> 0:40:13.840
<v Speaker 6>from work.

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<v Speaker 3>Let's go on, let's go for a ride.

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<v Speaker 6>Yes, sir, uh, I'm I'm sorry. I'm trying to find words.

0:40:24.320 --> 0:40:25.320
<v Speaker 5>I can't believe.

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<v Speaker 3>You're all good dude, No, no, no, see see what

0:40:29.680 --> 0:40:30.759
<v Speaker 3>was I just saying.

0:40:32.320 --> 0:40:32.720
<v Speaker 5>About?

0:40:33.160 --> 0:40:35.839
<v Speaker 6>You know, that's not mean to find mean, that's kind

0:40:35.880 --> 0:40:36.640
<v Speaker 6>of what you were saying.

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<v Speaker 3>Oh yeah, see I would define that as Look, dude,

0:40:44.880 --> 0:40:48.360
<v Speaker 3>you got your boundaries, right, you got your sort of

0:40:48.400 --> 0:40:54.000
<v Speaker 3>criteria for friendship, and you're part of your criteria is

0:40:54.360 --> 0:40:58.759
<v Speaker 3>not is your friends not fucking giving your wedgies and

0:40:58.800 --> 0:40:59.799
<v Speaker 3>calling your names and ship.

0:41:01.600 --> 0:41:05.240
<v Speaker 7>So yeah, he's just he's just an asshole.

0:41:08.080 --> 0:41:09.799
<v Speaker 3>Dude, you're enforcing your boundaries.

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<v Speaker 6>Mm hm, do you mind if I put you on

0:41:12.080 --> 0:41:13.040
<v Speaker 6>speakers so I can drive?

0:41:13.440 --> 0:41:15.319
<v Speaker 3>Fuck? Yeah, dude, let's go for a red Where are

0:41:15.320 --> 0:41:15.600
<v Speaker 3>we going?

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<v Speaker 6>You're on speaker?

0:41:21.440 --> 0:41:23.279
<v Speaker 3>You can you can if you don't want to tell

0:41:23.280 --> 0:41:25.319
<v Speaker 3>me where you can make ship up, and it will

0:41:25.360 --> 0:41:26.800
<v Speaker 3>be the same as if you do.

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<v Speaker 6>Well, that's not really the reason I was calling in,

0:41:30.480 --> 0:41:35.279
<v Speaker 6>but it's definitely a problem that I've faced. I think

0:41:35.320 --> 0:41:37.800
<v Speaker 6>the real reason that I've been down and I seek

0:41:38.400 --> 0:41:44.240
<v Speaker 6>the therapy get go is I'm super afraid of getting

0:41:44.280 --> 0:41:49.520
<v Speaker 6>burnt out of work like it's happened before, and I

0:41:49.640 --> 0:41:52.759
<v Speaker 6>just get super burnt out and just unmotivated where I

0:41:52.760 --> 0:41:54.160
<v Speaker 6>can't do anything.

0:41:55.440 --> 0:41:55.640
<v Speaker 8>Here.

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<v Speaker 3>I want to stay. I want to stay real quick.

0:41:57.520 --> 0:42:00.800
<v Speaker 3>I want to stay on on your friend real quick.

0:42:01.080 --> 0:42:01.560
<v Speaker 7>Yeah.

0:42:01.680 --> 0:42:07.160
<v Speaker 3>Sure, okay, So well, what's what's this guy?

0:42:08.560 --> 0:42:08.680
<v Speaker 5>All?

0:42:08.760 --> 0:42:11.720
<v Speaker 3>Right? So you were were you felt like you would

0:42:11.719 --> 0:42:14.120
<v Speaker 3>be it would be mean of you to come to

0:42:14.160 --> 0:42:17.440
<v Speaker 3>this guy and be like, yeah, I'm not putting up

0:42:17.480 --> 0:42:19.040
<v Speaker 3>with this ship anymore.

0:42:18.920 --> 0:42:23.440
<v Speaker 6>Right, Yeah, I mean, like, we haven't talked in a while,

0:42:23.680 --> 0:42:26.439
<v Speaker 6>so I've cut him out, but somehow he always find

0:42:26.480 --> 0:42:29.000
<v Speaker 6>his way back into my life, and I've never had

0:42:29.000 --> 0:42:31.560
<v Speaker 6>the guts to tell him the fuck off.

0:42:35.040 --> 0:42:36.760
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, you just got to be directed with him, dude.

0:42:38.400 --> 0:42:41.040
<v Speaker 3>I mean, I mean, well, now I'm kind of curious,

0:42:41.080 --> 0:42:43.440
<v Speaker 3>what do you what's your relationship with this guy? Like,

0:42:43.640 --> 0:42:46.080
<v Speaker 3>is he like a coworker? Is he a fucking.

0:42:47.280 --> 0:42:50.200
<v Speaker 6>No, he's we went to school together in fourth grade.

0:42:50.200 --> 0:42:52.440
<v Speaker 6>We're like really good friends. And then he'd be a

0:42:52.480 --> 0:42:55.840
<v Speaker 6>piece of shit to me. I would not do anything,

0:42:55.920 --> 0:42:57.920
<v Speaker 6>and then we'd be friends again. So it's just kind

0:42:57.960 --> 0:42:59.759
<v Speaker 6>of like off and on, you.

0:42:59.719 --> 0:43:03.840
<v Speaker 3>Know you are do you see him often? Like do

0:43:03.880 --> 0:43:06.000
<v Speaker 3>you are an extation where you have to see him?

0:43:07.160 --> 0:43:07.880
<v Speaker 7>Not anymore?

0:43:08.400 --> 0:43:11.960
<v Speaker 6>He left my school, but he's also been a dick

0:43:12.040 --> 0:43:15.360
<v Speaker 6>to like my family members. Is everyone around like he

0:43:15.680 --> 0:43:16.480
<v Speaker 6>never goes away?

0:43:16.600 --> 0:43:16.839
<v Speaker 8>You know.

0:43:19.520 --> 0:43:21.320
<v Speaker 3>That's that's honestly, man, That's what I would leave you,

0:43:21.360 --> 0:43:23.360
<v Speaker 3>honest I would. I would. I would like if I

0:43:23.360 --> 0:43:25.120
<v Speaker 3>had the hammer in that central point if your central

0:43:25.160 --> 0:43:26.799
<v Speaker 3>point is like I don't want to be mean, Like

0:43:26.840 --> 0:43:30.040
<v Speaker 3>you got to understand that you're not being mean when

0:43:30.160 --> 0:43:33.160
<v Speaker 3>you and when you are in setting and enforcing your

0:43:33.160 --> 0:43:38.320
<v Speaker 3>boundaries for your friendship. That's not being mean. That's just you.

0:43:38.480 --> 0:43:40.279
<v Speaker 3>And like what kind of kind of like what I

0:43:40.280 --> 0:43:43.640
<v Speaker 3>was talking about with uh? But Nick, like that fire

0:43:43.719 --> 0:43:47.440
<v Speaker 3>ice sky ship you got, yeah, but you look, you

0:43:47.480 --> 0:43:49.040
<v Speaker 3>could do it in a mean way. You could do

0:43:49.080 --> 0:43:50.680
<v Speaker 3>it in a fire away, but that's not you. You're not

0:43:50.680 --> 0:43:53.719
<v Speaker 3>a fire guy. You're a nice guy. You're a nice guy. Right,

0:43:53.800 --> 0:43:55.239
<v Speaker 3>I don't have to do a big theat You don't

0:43:55.280 --> 0:43:58.360
<v Speaker 3>have to do a big theatrical. Hey, fuck you, I'm tired.

0:43:58.680 --> 0:44:00.400
<v Speaker 3>Go funk yourself tired. You should. You don't have to

0:44:00.400 --> 0:44:01.800
<v Speaker 3>make it. And it doesn't have to be an event,

0:44:02.120 --> 0:44:03.120
<v Speaker 3>just like I was telling you, it doesn't have to

0:44:03.160 --> 0:44:06.759
<v Speaker 3>be an event. All right, you can just be like, hey,

0:44:08.120 --> 0:44:11.640
<v Speaker 3>you know, I don't yeah, you know, I know. This

0:44:11.760 --> 0:44:13.400
<v Speaker 3>is like, this is literally I was thinking about this

0:44:13.400 --> 0:44:15.960
<v Speaker 3>the other day. This is something we learned in kindergarten.

0:44:16.000 --> 0:44:18.719
<v Speaker 3>But it's actually fucking genius. You know what you know

0:44:18.760 --> 0:44:20.120
<v Speaker 3>about ie statements?

0:44:21.840 --> 0:44:24.839
<v Speaker 6>Uh like the I feel yeah.

0:44:24.560 --> 0:44:27.839
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, yeah yeah. This is like it was like kindergarten,

0:44:27.880 --> 0:44:31.640
<v Speaker 3>like pure mediation kindergarten shit, But it fucking works because

0:44:32.280 --> 0:44:35.200
<v Speaker 3>if you use I like, if you use eye statements

0:44:35.200 --> 0:44:36.759
<v Speaker 3>like I feel this way, I feel this way, I

0:44:36.760 --> 0:44:39.479
<v Speaker 3>feel this way, there's nothing like it's impossible to be mean.

0:44:39.760 --> 0:44:41.759
<v Speaker 3>And also people people don't get set off by that,

0:44:41.920 --> 0:44:46.480
<v Speaker 3>right because you can't, no, because when you're talking about yourself,

0:44:48.000 --> 0:44:51.640
<v Speaker 3>you're not attacking someone else. You feel like I feel disrespected,

0:44:51.680 --> 0:44:54.040
<v Speaker 3>I feel this way and because of that reason, I'm

0:44:54.080 --> 0:44:56.640
<v Speaker 3>not gonna hang out with you anymore. It's not being mean.

0:44:56.840 --> 0:44:58.879
<v Speaker 3>You're not saying anything mean to him. You're not saying

0:44:58.880 --> 0:45:02.120
<v Speaker 3>anything even about you're talking about you, dude, you know

0:45:02.160 --> 0:45:02.560
<v Speaker 3>what I mean.

0:45:03.480 --> 0:45:06.600
<v Speaker 7>Yeah, The thing is he's just so so.

0:45:06.760 --> 0:45:08.279
<v Speaker 6>Do you know what short man syndrome is?

0:45:08.280 --> 0:45:08.880
<v Speaker 7>I'm sure you do.

0:45:09.440 --> 0:45:10.520
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, dude, I'm five to six.

0:45:12.520 --> 0:45:16.000
<v Speaker 10>He's like probably around there, but he just thinks he's

0:45:16.040 --> 0:45:20.480
<v Speaker 10>the ship, and he like he's so small compared to

0:45:20.960 --> 0:45:24.799
<v Speaker 10>most other people. Yet he's like, if you think a

0:45:24.840 --> 0:45:27.880
<v Speaker 10>traditional high school scenario with your clicks and stuff, he

0:45:28.239 --> 0:45:31.200
<v Speaker 10>is the top of the food chain.

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<v Speaker 6>I guess that's all.

0:45:33.080 --> 0:45:35.400
<v Speaker 3>That's all made up. That's all made up. That's this

0:45:35.520 --> 0:45:37.839
<v Speaker 3>is not real. This is not real, the food chain

0:45:37.960 --> 0:45:44.080
<v Speaker 3>of high school. It's it's a myth. Also kind of

0:45:44.080 --> 0:45:45.799
<v Speaker 3>who kids the fun? If this guy thinks he's a man,

0:45:45.880 --> 0:45:49.799
<v Speaker 3>let him think, let him think he's amazing. Just be

0:45:50.160 --> 0:45:51.360
<v Speaker 3>if you don't want to hang with him, don't I

0:45:51.400 --> 0:45:52.960
<v Speaker 3>just you know, don't hang out with him. Let let

0:45:53.040 --> 0:45:56.600
<v Speaker 3>him think he's amazing. Do who cares if he's conceded,

0:45:56.800 --> 0:45:58.560
<v Speaker 3>Just you can be, like, I'm gonna let you do

0:45:58.600 --> 0:46:00.120
<v Speaker 3>your thing, but I don't want to be around, so

0:46:00.120 --> 0:46:03.640
<v Speaker 3>I'm gonna go do my own thing. Yeah, but yeah, man,

0:46:03.680 --> 0:46:04.759
<v Speaker 3>what would you say your name was?

0:46:05.880 --> 0:46:07.840
<v Speaker 6>I'm Jake, Jake.

0:46:09.280 --> 0:46:09.440
<v Speaker 10>Jake.

0:46:09.440 --> 0:46:10.920
<v Speaker 3>I'm gonna let you get back on the road so

0:46:10.960 --> 0:46:14.759
<v Speaker 3>you don't kill any deers. But I appreciate you calling

0:46:14.840 --> 0:46:16.720
<v Speaker 3>it man, And if I had to leave with anything,

0:46:16.760 --> 0:46:18.640
<v Speaker 3>you know, remember it's it's not me and you're just

0:46:18.680 --> 0:46:21.000
<v Speaker 3>sort of enforcing your boundaries.

0:46:22.880 --> 0:46:23.080
<v Speaker 4>Yeah.

0:46:23.360 --> 0:46:24.879
<v Speaker 6>Can I have a question real quick?

0:46:26.480 --> 0:46:27.440
<v Speaker 3>Potentially? What's up?

0:46:28.320 --> 0:46:30.360
<v Speaker 6>Uh?

0:46:30.400 --> 0:46:30.560
<v Speaker 5>Am?

0:46:30.560 --> 0:46:37.120
<v Speaker 6>I gonna be on a Spotify podcast? I have no idea, okay,

0:46:37.400 --> 0:46:41.160
<v Speaker 6>because I really enjoy falling to sleep to your podcast.

0:46:41.400 --> 0:46:42.680
<v Speaker 6>They're really they're really good.

0:46:42.960 --> 0:46:45.080
<v Speaker 3>Find yourself. Thank you man. I'm glad you like the podcast,

0:46:45.080 --> 0:46:47.680
<v Speaker 3>which you can find by typing exclamation point podcast in

0:46:47.719 --> 0:46:51.120
<v Speaker 3>the Twitch chat. But yeah, dude, I'm glad you like

0:46:51.160 --> 0:46:53.400
<v Speaker 3>the pod. And maybe maybe someday you'll be falling asleep

0:46:53.440 --> 0:46:54.240
<v Speaker 3>to your own voice.

0:46:55.400 --> 0:46:58.759
<v Speaker 6>That would be crazy. Thank you so much, man, this

0:46:58.800 --> 0:47:01.080
<v Speaker 6>has been an amazing time.

0:47:01.760 --> 0:47:03.799
<v Speaker 3>Thank you, Thank you man. Thank you so much for

0:47:03.840 --> 0:47:05.080
<v Speaker 3>coming in. And I hope you have a good one

0:47:05.080 --> 0:47:07.360
<v Speaker 3>and tell your sister what's up? Dude?

0:47:07.920 --> 0:47:08.319
<v Speaker 6>All right?

0:47:08.800 --> 0:47:19.840
<v Speaker 3>So much later on, Jake Lady all from Josh, Josh,

0:47:19.880 --> 0:47:23.399
<v Speaker 3>you beautiful. You have a beautiful voice. And I never

0:47:23.400 --> 0:47:23.879
<v Speaker 3>told you that.

0:47:23.920 --> 0:47:28.000
<v Speaker 7>Josh, No, but I appreciate that.

0:47:28.200 --> 0:47:33.080
<v Speaker 3>Real, Yeah, beautiful, beautiful. How attractive would you say you

0:47:33.120 --> 0:47:34.759
<v Speaker 3>are on a scale from one to ten if you

0:47:34.760 --> 0:47:36.719
<v Speaker 3>were being object could you? Are you good at that?

0:47:36.800 --> 0:47:39.160
<v Speaker 3>Are you good at being like honest and objective when

0:47:39.160 --> 0:47:42.920
<v Speaker 3>it comes to the self You know, I.

0:47:42.880 --> 0:47:48.920
<v Speaker 7>Don't know, man, I'm okay, you know, I wouldn't say

0:47:48.920 --> 0:47:51.239
<v Speaker 7>I'm like, like the best looking guy in the world.

0:47:52.960 --> 0:47:56.560
<v Speaker 3>Throw out a number whatever, whatever number you think, throw on.

0:47:56.600 --> 0:48:01.279
<v Speaker 7>Them, like, hey, I don't know, and then out an eight.

0:48:01.719 --> 0:48:04.480
<v Speaker 3>An eight is really good?

0:48:05.200 --> 0:48:08.239
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, okay, So you.

0:48:08.200 --> 0:48:10.560
<v Speaker 3>Don't sound like I'm not saying. You don't sound like anybody.

0:48:10.560 --> 0:48:12.319
<v Speaker 3>You don't sound like you think you are an eight.

0:48:12.400 --> 0:48:13.840
<v Speaker 3>You sound like you think you're like a six.

0:48:16.200 --> 0:48:17.839
<v Speaker 7>Yeah, so okay. So I used to have a lot

0:48:17.880 --> 0:48:22.200
<v Speaker 7>more self confidence issues, and I don't know, I've just

0:48:22.239 --> 0:48:24.799
<v Speaker 7>realized as I've gotten older, like, you know, I'm a

0:48:24.800 --> 0:48:28.160
<v Speaker 7>halfway decent looking guy, Like I'm not. I'm not a

0:48:28.200 --> 0:48:31.560
<v Speaker 7>bad looking dude, you know, And so maybe eight is

0:48:31.640 --> 0:48:35.319
<v Speaker 7>me being a little generous. But you know, I'm trying

0:48:35.320 --> 0:48:36.680
<v Speaker 7>to be good to myself. You know what I'm saying.

0:48:36.920 --> 0:48:40.120
<v Speaker 3>You act like an eight. You're a fucking eight, my friend?

0:48:40.400 --> 0:48:42.560
<v Speaker 7>Hell yeah, hell yeah.

0:48:42.680 --> 0:48:43.640
<v Speaker 3>Have you ever been betrayed?

0:48:45.960 --> 0:48:46.720
<v Speaker 12>Uh?

0:48:46.800 --> 0:48:50.920
<v Speaker 7>So, Okay, I've been watching the stream and I was like,

0:48:51.120 --> 0:48:52.960
<v Speaker 7>you know, I really identified with like some of the

0:48:53.040 --> 0:48:58.040
<v Speaker 7>callers are called in because like growing up, I was like,

0:48:58.320 --> 0:49:01.719
<v Speaker 7>it's like way too nice, like all the time, and

0:49:01.800 --> 0:49:05.200
<v Speaker 7>I would like just let people just like walk all

0:49:05.239 --> 0:49:08.920
<v Speaker 7>over me and treat me like shit. And so like,

0:49:09.200 --> 0:49:11.640
<v Speaker 7>I've had a few different things that have happened that

0:49:11.719 --> 0:49:14.880
<v Speaker 7>I would say were like kind of major betrayal, And

0:49:14.920 --> 0:49:17.080
<v Speaker 7>as I've gotten older, I've just kind of learned like

0:49:18.040 --> 0:49:20.440
<v Speaker 7>that sometimes you just need to like cut those people off.

0:49:20.520 --> 0:49:21.759
<v Speaker 7>You know what I'm saying. You just need to like

0:49:21.840 --> 0:49:25.319
<v Speaker 7>move on, you know what I'm saying. Oh yeah, So,

0:49:27.560 --> 0:49:30.319
<v Speaker 7>I mean one story I could say for sure was

0:49:30.760 --> 0:49:32.279
<v Speaker 7>I had this dude. He was like one of my

0:49:32.360 --> 0:49:37.760
<v Speaker 7>best friends growing up, and like, looking back on it now,

0:49:38.400 --> 0:49:43.200
<v Speaker 7>like I think this dude may have been associated. I

0:49:43.200 --> 0:49:46.239
<v Speaker 7>don't know for sure, but he would lie.

0:49:46.600 --> 0:49:48.400
<v Speaker 3>It makes you think that he might be a sociopath.

0:49:49.480 --> 0:49:55.279
<v Speaker 7>Dude. He would lie about the weirdest thing. Like we'd

0:49:55.320 --> 0:49:58.840
<v Speaker 7>be going to McDonald's and he'd call his mom and

0:49:58.840 --> 0:50:02.399
<v Speaker 7>be like, yeah, we're going to Burger King like and

0:50:03.280 --> 0:50:11.640
<v Speaker 7>like but like it was just like but it was

0:50:11.719 --> 0:50:12.760
<v Speaker 7>just like a case.

0:50:14.080 --> 0:50:16.240
<v Speaker 3>I'm sorry, what else do you lie about?

0:50:17.600 --> 0:50:20.440
<v Speaker 7>Okay? So that was just like to me though, like

0:50:20.600 --> 0:50:22.440
<v Speaker 7>I feel like if somebody will just like lie about

0:50:22.480 --> 0:50:25.600
<v Speaker 7>stupid ship like that, then like they're just lying all

0:50:25.640 --> 0:50:30.800
<v Speaker 7>the you know what I'm saying, And so like he would.

0:50:30.880 --> 0:50:33.360
<v Speaker 3>Like killing small animals and ship.

0:50:34.360 --> 0:50:37.799
<v Speaker 7>Right right, so he would go behind my back and

0:50:37.880 --> 0:50:41.440
<v Speaker 7>like turn people against me, but then like act like

0:50:41.520 --> 0:50:45.399
<v Speaker 7>he was my best friend and like like he would

0:50:45.440 --> 0:50:48.040
<v Speaker 7>always just like say all these awesome things to me,

0:50:48.239 --> 0:50:51.640
<v Speaker 7>and then I would find out like, oh, you know,

0:50:53.239 --> 0:50:56.040
<v Speaker 7>like he's been telling all these different people just like

0:50:56.200 --> 0:51:01.360
<v Speaker 7>blatant lies about me and like people against me, and

0:51:01.400 --> 0:51:04.759
<v Speaker 7>then like you know, then i'd confront him about it eventually,

0:51:05.120 --> 0:51:07.480
<v Speaker 7>and he would he would be like, oh, dude, I'm sorry,

0:51:07.560 --> 0:51:10.960
<v Speaker 7>I don't know what you know, blah blah blah, and

0:51:11.000 --> 0:51:13.960
<v Speaker 7>then you know, I would be like, Okay, well, you know,

0:51:14.000 --> 0:51:15.920
<v Speaker 7>I don't want to happen again, and I just I

0:51:16.000 --> 0:51:17.960
<v Speaker 7>let this ship happen. He would he would tell his

0:51:18.000 --> 0:51:20.040
<v Speaker 7>parent he would blame everything on me. Every time he

0:51:20.080 --> 0:51:23.239
<v Speaker 7>got in trouble. He would just like blame everything on me.

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<v Speaker 7>I mean the sociopath part comes in when he like

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<v Speaker 7>he had a whole plan to kill his dad and

0:51:29.200 --> 0:51:33.400
<v Speaker 7>he was going to chop his body up. Yeah, like

0:51:33.600 --> 0:51:35.759
<v Speaker 7>like like I'm not just saying that to say, like

0:51:35.880 --> 0:51:37.200
<v Speaker 7>you know, like he was like a little bit of

0:51:37.239 --> 0:51:40.160
<v Speaker 7>a dick, Like no, this dude was like like he

0:51:40.680 --> 0:51:43.680
<v Speaker 7>had like no See, That's why.

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<v Speaker 3>When I said that I liked him with the burger

0:51:45.840 --> 0:51:47.800
<v Speaker 3>King thing, I left it a sweat. I could have

0:51:47.880 --> 0:51:49.719
<v Speaker 3>left it at that, right, you know I could have

0:51:49.880 --> 0:51:51.319
<v Speaker 3>if you had all if all I knew about this

0:51:51.360 --> 0:51:53.600
<v Speaker 3>guy was yeah, he lied about going to about going

0:51:53.640 --> 0:51:55.880
<v Speaker 3>to bur King when actually McDonald's. I would think he

0:51:55.960 --> 0:51:57.920
<v Speaker 3>was pretty funny. But then we got into the part

0:51:57.920 --> 0:51:59.880
<v Speaker 3>where he wants to kill his dad, and now I'm like,

0:52:00.320 --> 0:52:06.720
<v Speaker 3>I'm a little I'm a little more iffy on this kid. Right, Okay,

0:52:06.800 --> 0:52:10.000
<v Speaker 3>So continue, How did he did he kill his dad?

0:52:11.719 --> 0:52:12.279
<v Speaker 9>Uh?

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<v Speaker 7>As far as I know, I don't think so, but

0:52:15.960 --> 0:52:20.480
<v Speaker 7>you know, I hope not. You know, we'll just leave

0:52:20.520 --> 0:52:23.279
<v Speaker 7>it at that. I don't know I lost contact with

0:52:23.320 --> 0:52:29.640
<v Speaker 7>this guy, you know, So basically, Okay, so.

0:52:31.040 --> 0:52:37.759
<v Speaker 3>Because because little look, lying is one thing, but plotting

0:52:37.880 --> 0:52:38.320
<v Speaker 3>is another.

0:52:40.480 --> 0:52:40.680
<v Speaker 4>You know.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, because look, telling saying you're gonna kill your dad,

0:52:45.840 --> 0:52:48.200
<v Speaker 3>I mean, that's saying you're going to McDonald's, you're really

0:52:48.239 --> 0:52:51.120
<v Speaker 3>going to bury king, That's that's a lie. But saying

0:52:51.480 --> 0:52:56.200
<v Speaker 3>I'm gonna kill my dad, that's a plot. And people

0:52:56.200 --> 0:53:00.000
<v Speaker 3>who lie, people who plot are not to be trying

0:53:00.239 --> 0:53:03.480
<v Speaker 3>to plotters. Never trust a plotter.

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<v Speaker 7>Yeah, yeah, no, for sure. Like honestly, he like literally

0:53:11.280 --> 0:53:16.240
<v Speaker 7>sat there for like forty five minutes and like explained

0:53:16.360 --> 0:53:20.600
<v Speaker 7>exactly how he would do it. And it was fucking

0:53:20.920 --> 0:53:22.200
<v Speaker 7>like I was just sitting.

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<v Speaker 3>There, like what was his plan?

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<v Speaker 7>Okay, so first he was going to convince his mom

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<v Speaker 7>to go along with it. That was like the biggest

0:53:30.080 --> 0:53:31.560
<v Speaker 7>part of this plant, because.

0:53:31.320 --> 0:53:33.600
<v Speaker 3>That's gotta be a whole nother plot. Yeah, how do

0:53:33.640 --> 0:53:37.160
<v Speaker 3>you convince I mean, if we had, if we could,

0:53:37.200 --> 0:53:38.680
<v Speaker 3>I mean, we don't have to dive super into but

0:53:38.719 --> 0:53:43.239
<v Speaker 3>what was many rundown? What was his subplot to get

0:53:43.239 --> 0:53:45.680
<v Speaker 3>his mom to join him and killing his dad.

0:53:47.000 --> 0:53:50.480
<v Speaker 7>So his mom already she like worshiped the ground as

0:53:50.480 --> 0:53:53.960
<v Speaker 7>he walked on and like basically treated him like he

0:53:54.360 --> 0:53:56.360
<v Speaker 7>could do no wrong anytime.

0:53:55.960 --> 0:53:58.360
<v Speaker 11>That he lied, even if she knew he was lying,

0:53:58.600 --> 0:54:02.920
<v Speaker 11>she was like, fully can cool cool, So like, I

0:54:02.960 --> 0:54:06.440
<v Speaker 11>don't think it would have actually been that hard for

0:54:06.560 --> 0:54:10.120
<v Speaker 11>him to convince her to go along if he really.

0:54:09.800 --> 0:54:17.560
<v Speaker 7>Wanted to mm hmm. But then he basically was planning on.

0:54:18.840 --> 0:54:22.239
<v Speaker 7>He was planning on just like killing his dad. His

0:54:22.360 --> 0:54:24.560
<v Speaker 7>dad had a boat. He was going to go out

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<v Speaker 7>to the bay near us, take the boat out, chop

0:54:28.400 --> 0:54:31.680
<v Speaker 7>the body up, and basically dump it into the fense.

0:54:32.239 --> 0:54:33.319
<v Speaker 7>And that was his whole point.

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<v Speaker 3>Where where did his mom fit into this?

0:54:36.440 --> 0:54:36.640
<v Speaker 11>Why?

0:54:36.760 --> 0:54:37.000
<v Speaker 8>Why?

0:54:37.239 --> 0:54:40.640
<v Speaker 3>Where? What was her? What was her supposed role in

0:54:40.680 --> 0:54:41.720
<v Speaker 3>the in the murder?

0:54:42.840 --> 0:54:44.879
<v Speaker 7>So I guess he was going to use his mom

0:54:45.000 --> 0:54:47.600
<v Speaker 7>to say that he like ran off with another woman

0:54:47.760 --> 0:54:51.520
<v Speaker 7>or something, and she was going to be his alibi. Dude,

0:54:51.880 --> 0:54:56.040
<v Speaker 7>I don't remember. This is like probably ten fifteen years ago,

0:54:56.920 --> 0:54:57.880
<v Speaker 7>So I don't remember.

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<v Speaker 3>All Facebook friends with this guy. You have no contact

0:55:01.080 --> 0:55:06.080
<v Speaker 3>with them, no, dude, no, no, it's probably for the best.

0:55:08.200 --> 0:55:12.680
<v Speaker 7>Yeah yeah, yeah, for sure. I mean, so what ended

0:55:12.760 --> 0:55:16.960
<v Speaker 7>up happening between him and I is I finally like

0:55:17.280 --> 0:55:22.480
<v Speaker 7>caught him like actually talking shit about because I was

0:55:22.520 --> 0:55:25.319
<v Speaker 7>with a friend of mine and that he called my

0:55:25.640 --> 0:55:28.759
<v Speaker 7>a friend of mine started talking about me on the

0:55:28.760 --> 0:55:32.400
<v Speaker 7>phone and my friends with him on speaker phone. So

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<v Speaker 7>I started hearing like like everything he was saying about,

0:55:37.440 --> 0:55:41.600
<v Speaker 7>and so I was like, man, like I was, I

0:55:41.719 --> 0:55:44.319
<v Speaker 7>was living. I was like, man, fuck you, like come over,

0:55:44.680 --> 0:55:47.719
<v Speaker 7>you know, come like come talk, come say this to

0:55:47.800 --> 0:55:48.839
<v Speaker 7>my face. You know what I'm saying.

0:55:49.680 --> 0:55:52.319
<v Speaker 3>And so the breaking point in your guys's friend I'm

0:55:52.360 --> 0:55:55.120
<v Speaker 3>concerned now that the breaking point in your guys' friendship

0:55:55.560 --> 0:55:59.440
<v Speaker 3>happened a brief but still, you know a period of

0:55:59.480 --> 0:56:05.400
<v Speaker 3>time after how long did you continue to be this

0:56:05.440 --> 0:56:11.480
<v Speaker 3>guy's friend after he explained his plot to kill his dad? Hmmm,

0:56:12.920 --> 0:56:15.799
<v Speaker 3>probably at a certain point that you know, that's I

0:56:15.800 --> 0:56:16.520
<v Speaker 3>think that's on you.

0:56:19.080 --> 0:56:22.399
<v Speaker 7>Yeah, no, I dude, I okay. So, like my whole

0:56:22.400 --> 0:56:24.799
<v Speaker 7>point is saying all this shit was to say it

0:56:24.960 --> 0:56:27.719
<v Speaker 7>was on yes, like I was, you know, I was

0:56:27.760 --> 0:56:29.520
<v Speaker 7>a kid. I was you know, I was probably like

0:56:29.600 --> 0:56:35.799
<v Speaker 7>fifteen fifteen and all this going on, and like I

0:56:35.920 --> 0:56:37.759
<v Speaker 7>was just I kind of like this felt for like

0:56:37.800 --> 0:56:40.560
<v Speaker 7>some of the other callers like that, I've had some

0:56:40.680 --> 0:56:45.480
<v Speaker 7>really toxic relationships, I just let go on for way.

0:56:44.960 --> 0:56:48.560
<v Speaker 3>Too long and definitely way too long.

0:56:49.760 --> 0:56:52.000
<v Speaker 7>Yeah, dude, no for sure, like that should have been.

0:56:52.080 --> 0:56:54.239
<v Speaker 7>Like I mean, there were so I could tell you

0:56:54.320 --> 0:56:56.759
<v Speaker 7>so many things that this dude did that were just

0:56:56.800 --> 0:56:58.320
<v Speaker 7>so messed up, Like.

0:56:58.520 --> 0:57:01.759
<v Speaker 3>Did he have did he have like a fucking PlayStation

0:57:01.920 --> 0:57:08.319
<v Speaker 3>three or something? Why? Why he was? What was so

0:57:08.360 --> 0:57:13.160
<v Speaker 3>awesome about? How did he continue to get you to

0:57:13.160 --> 0:57:17.360
<v Speaker 3>be his friend after? Did he try to get you

0:57:17.400 --> 0:57:17.760
<v Speaker 3>to help?

0:57:19.800 --> 0:57:23.439
<v Speaker 7>No? No, no no. And even when he was telling

0:57:23.480 --> 0:57:25.440
<v Speaker 7>the whole time he was telling me this, we were

0:57:25.720 --> 0:57:26.480
<v Speaker 7>first off, we had.

0:57:26.440 --> 0:57:30.120
<v Speaker 11>Been a lot of weeks and we've been drinking, so

0:57:30.280 --> 0:57:32.160
<v Speaker 11>like we were pretty much comes.

0:57:31.920 --> 0:57:34.440
<v Speaker 3>Out exactly what happens to me and my friends all

0:57:34.440 --> 0:57:35.120
<v Speaker 3>the time.

0:57:36.240 --> 0:57:39.720
<v Speaker 7>Right and so like and so like you know, we

0:57:40.320 --> 0:57:45.480
<v Speaker 7>just basically I was like, what the fuck are you

0:57:45.640 --> 0:57:47.920
<v Speaker 7>talking about? Like the whole time, I'm like, I'm not

0:57:48.080 --> 0:57:50.640
<v Speaker 7>endorsing the paper, I'm like, what is wrong with you?

0:57:50.920 --> 0:57:55.120
<v Speaker 7>Like how could you ever even think of that? Like

0:57:55.120 --> 0:57:56.840
<v Speaker 7>like you know what I'm saying, Like it wasn't like

0:57:56.880 --> 0:58:00.160
<v Speaker 7>I was going along with him, and like now how

0:58:00.760 --> 0:58:04.680
<v Speaker 7>like me now would like obviously if I heard that

0:58:04.720 --> 0:58:10.440
<v Speaker 7>from any buddy I would probably reported completely honest, you know,

0:58:11.080 --> 0:58:13.320
<v Speaker 7>but I was a kid, and I like the thing

0:58:13.320 --> 0:58:15.000
<v Speaker 7>that drew me back to him is like he was

0:58:15.040 --> 0:58:17.600
<v Speaker 7>somebody I partied with, and he would he just had

0:58:17.600 --> 0:58:21.320
<v Speaker 7>this way of manipulating me where he would like he'd

0:58:21.400 --> 0:58:23.320
<v Speaker 7>come back into my life. He'd be like, dude, I'm

0:58:23.360 --> 0:58:26.520
<v Speaker 7>so sorry, let me like smoke you up, like you know, like,

0:58:27.120 --> 0:58:29.960
<v Speaker 7>and I would just forgive him. And it was it

0:58:30.040 --> 0:58:32.400
<v Speaker 7>was stupid, dude, It was really dumb. And I just

0:58:32.520 --> 0:58:34.680
<v Speaker 7>let this dude walk all over me for a year.

0:58:35.280 --> 0:58:40.080
<v Speaker 3>Would you say your name was Josh? Well, Josh, look,

0:58:40.080 --> 0:58:46.000
<v Speaker 3>I'm happy that you've evolved into you know, someone that

0:58:46.040 --> 0:58:48.640
<v Speaker 3>would report that to the police, and you know, your

0:58:48.680 --> 0:58:54.040
<v Speaker 3>friends probably so he's probably a car salesman now or something. Yeah, right,

0:58:55.000 --> 0:58:59.200
<v Speaker 3>and he probably murders people on the side. You know,

0:58:59.240 --> 0:59:04.200
<v Speaker 3>he lives a very life and he's able to balance

0:59:04.360 --> 0:59:07.840
<v Speaker 3>his delinquencies with you know, his responsibilities and and for

0:59:07.880 --> 0:59:13.040
<v Speaker 3>that we respect him. But uh but Josh, look, you're

0:59:13.080 --> 0:59:15.040
<v Speaker 3>a beautiful man, and I'm glad to hear that you've

0:59:15.080 --> 0:59:17.560
<v Speaker 3>evolved and and and I and I appreciate you cone and.

0:59:17.560 --> 0:59:26.520
<v Speaker 7>Man, yeah, thanks man, all right, brother, I.

0:59:26.520 --> 0:59:31.280
<v Speaker 3>Love you and tell me, tell me you know, do

0:59:31.320 --> 0:59:33.200
<v Speaker 3>you got you got any quick words of advice to

0:59:33.240 --> 0:59:36.640
<v Speaker 3>the previous callers, perhaps because you seem like they resonated

0:59:36.680 --> 0:59:36.920
<v Speaker 3>with you.

0:59:38.920 --> 0:59:44.120
<v Speaker 7>Yeah, my advice would be like, when you see somebody

0:59:44.320 --> 0:59:47.880
<v Speaker 7>who's just like willing to do to just fuck you

0:59:47.960 --> 0:59:52.640
<v Speaker 7>over once, they're gonna do it again. It's only for sure.

0:59:52.680 --> 0:59:54.680
<v Speaker 3>I agree with you. I agree, and.

0:59:54.720 --> 0:59:57.640
<v Speaker 7>So like, you just need to get those people out

0:59:57.640 --> 1:00:00.520
<v Speaker 7>of your life. And you know what, whether you want

1:00:00.520 --> 1:00:03.120
<v Speaker 7>to confront them, you want to be a fire guy,

1:00:03.320 --> 1:00:04.760
<v Speaker 7>or you want to be an ice guy and you

1:00:04.840 --> 1:00:08.040
<v Speaker 7>just want to cut them out, Like you just need

1:00:08.040 --> 1:00:10.080
<v Speaker 7>to cut them out and commit to it, you know

1:00:10.120 --> 1:00:14.840
<v Speaker 7>what I'm saying, Like, absolutely, move on and find somebody better.

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<v Speaker 3>Thank you for calling in, Josh, you have a good

1:00:17.800 --> 1:00:18.320
<v Speaker 3>rest of the night.

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<v Speaker 7>Yeah, thanks man, take care you too.

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<v Speaker 3>Hey, what's up everyone? This is Lyle. I am just

1:00:31.520 --> 1:00:37.720
<v Speaker 3>coming by. I haven't included any voiceovers of myself in

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<v Speaker 3>this episode because I wanted to try not doing it

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<v Speaker 3>and I think it's going all right. Leave me some feedback.

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<v Speaker 3>I feel like I don't get enough feedback from people

1:00:53.000 --> 1:00:57.080
<v Speaker 3>who listen to the podcast. If you have any questions, comments,

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<v Speaker 3>concerns hit me up at Lyle for ever and never

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<v Speaker 3>at gmail dot com anytime any place. I answer all

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<v Speaker 3>the emails because I'm crazy, and yeah, I'm chiming in

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<v Speaker 3>this time, however, because my pal Moneyworms is on the

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<v Speaker 3>next call. You can find him at twitch dot tv

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<v Speaker 3>slash Moneyworms, And I just wanted to chime in and

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<v Speaker 3>let you know so that if you hear the voice

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<v Speaker 3>of a of another beautiful man that is my good

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<v Speaker 3>friend Moneyworms, don't be afraid. All right, back to the calls,

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<v Speaker 3>all from Alice, Alice, Alice, Hello, how are you? Alice?

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<v Speaker 9>Doing good?

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<v Speaker 4>How are you?

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<v Speaker 3>I'm all right. I'm hanging out with you know, my

1:01:55.880 --> 1:01:59.400
<v Speaker 3>new gacko friend. We're chilling out in the forest, talking

1:01:59.440 --> 1:02:05.640
<v Speaker 3>about talking about lube, talking about poop, talking about all

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<v Speaker 3>kinds of different things.

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<v Speaker 5>All right.

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<v Speaker 9>So I have the most disgusting thing about me is

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<v Speaker 9>that I like all of my food code.

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<v Speaker 10>Now.

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<v Speaker 9>When I say cold, I mean all of my food

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<v Speaker 9>cod I'll put candy hot dogs in, I'll eat it

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<v Speaker 9>all cold, like legitimately cold. I'll eat rice cold. I'll

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<v Speaker 9>eat like noodles cold. And I don't know if it's

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<v Speaker 9>more for the texture, which I feel like it is

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<v Speaker 9>because I'm a very textured based person. But I'll sit

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<v Speaker 9>there and for me, I'll just go on some cold

1:02:39.120 --> 1:02:42.760
<v Speaker 9>hot dogs and I don't a lot of people be

1:02:42.880 --> 1:02:47.640
<v Speaker 9>like that's horrible, but yeah, yeah, I.

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<v Speaker 3>Like frozen hot dogs. You're just not on frozen hot dogs.

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<v Speaker 8>Frozen oh like not even just I thought like fridge

1:02:56.800 --> 1:02:59.520
<v Speaker 8>like kind of like a like baloney.

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<v Speaker 5>No, and it's completely frozen. Yeah.

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<v Speaker 9>My parents hated me.

1:03:03.480 --> 1:03:05.800
<v Speaker 5>They were like, why would you do that? That's this guy.

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<v Speaker 4>You got to eat up your food.

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<v Speaker 9>And it's like, bro, I'm not eating raw meat. It's processed.

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<v Speaker 8>How are your teeth though? How are your teeth?

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, I have to get back to you on that,

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<v Speaker 2>but it's I don't know, a lot of people say

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<v Speaker 2>it's disgusting because I'll eat like hot package pizza rolls.

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<v Speaker 9>I'll eat like frozen ship like that merry candle a

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<v Speaker 9>calendar like they're like the little chicken ruggas that they got, Like,

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<v Speaker 9>I'll eat that ship.

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<v Speaker 3>Oh so you've eaten like you've eaten frozen chicken strips

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<v Speaker 3>without eating them up.

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<v Speaker 9>Yes, I don't think there's one thing you guys can

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<v Speaker 9>name that I have not eaten.

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<v Speaker 3>Frozen interesting have you have you eaten frozen pizza rolls?

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<v Speaker 5>I have?

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<v Speaker 3>You know what? Honestly, you know, I'm gonna be very

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<v Speaker 3>honest with you right now when you've when you've first

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<v Speaker 3>said the gross thing about me is that I eat

1:04:03.440 --> 1:04:06.160
<v Speaker 3>my food cold. I thought that's not that bad. And

1:04:06.200 --> 1:04:08.880
<v Speaker 3>then now I'm sort of understanding the gravity of the situation,

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<v Speaker 3>and I completely reverse my previous mental sentiment about this call,

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<v Speaker 3>and I think it as is far more appalling imagining it.

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<v Speaker 8>It's funny because we talked about eating poop earlier. I

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<v Speaker 8>feel like this is this is kind of more gross

1:04:25.240 --> 1:04:25.480
<v Speaker 8>than that.

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<v Speaker 9>Yeah, the doctor's psychologists are like, it's more of a

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<v Speaker 9>texture based habit, and I'm like, oh, that that doesn't

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<v Speaker 9>make sense because like, for instance, I think the most

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<v Speaker 9>mild thing that I put in their freezer is like candy,

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<v Speaker 9>Like I'll put like some sour Patch kids, trademarked Patch

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<v Speaker 9>kids into the.

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<v Speaker 3>Hold you you brought up. You breezed by a point

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<v Speaker 3>that I think we need to delve into. You have

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<v Speaker 3>sought medical and no sort of mental health. You have

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<v Speaker 3>sought help for this particular issue from professionals in the

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<v Speaker 3>medical world.

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<v Speaker 8>Mm hmm.

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<v Speaker 3>What sort of feedback did they give to you?

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<v Speaker 9>A lot of doctor zero verse to it. They're like, well,

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<v Speaker 9>there's a reason why people heat up their food. It's easier, sid,

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<v Speaker 9>I just it's better for your body. And it's like

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<v Speaker 9>the only things I won't eat like straight frozen is

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<v Speaker 9>meat stuff that I can get like super sick from

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<v Speaker 9>just basically meat seafood. I'm not a big seafood person,

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<v Speaker 9>but I cook my shrimp and shit, and occasionally I'll

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<v Speaker 9>joy hamia. It's not like straight frozen food, but it's

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<v Speaker 9>like that's how I prefer my shit. Like Okay, So

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<v Speaker 9>for instance, I do this sometimes, but I'll order pizza

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<v Speaker 9>Hut and I'll get like some bone and wings and

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<v Speaker 9>I'll put it in the freezer and mind you, it's

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<v Speaker 9>already cooked obviously because it's from pizza hood. Pizza is

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<v Speaker 9>not going to give you rob me. But I'll take

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<v Speaker 9>it out and I'll go on it and it's like

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<v Speaker 9>it's not even.

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<v Speaker 5>There for the taste, but for the texture.

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<v Speaker 9>And I've tried different things to like wing myself out

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<v Speaker 9>of the habit, and it's just like schee and gum

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<v Speaker 9>for the texture I've gotten, like I don't know if

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<v Speaker 9>you know about it, but some autistic people will have

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<v Speaker 9>like a little nibbler that they bite on for that sensation.

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<v Speaker 9>And I've tried those and it doesn't hit doesn't hit

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<v Speaker 9>the vibes. Aren't there.

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<v Speaker 3>A nibbler?

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<v Speaker 8>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 9>Yeah, yeah, smatistic people they get it for like sensory play,

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<v Speaker 9>I guess you could say. And then yeah, it's just

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<v Speaker 9>something that it's like like a little silicon thing that

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<v Speaker 9>like hangs from like a little string around your neck,

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<v Speaker 9>and it's there that you can like bite on it

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<v Speaker 9>and stuff. It's like safe for that.

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<v Speaker 8>Yeah, I gotta ask. I got a question for you.

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<v Speaker 8>Does eating things that should be cold, you know, what's

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<v Speaker 8>that experience is it? Does it lessen the experience of

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<v Speaker 8>eating those or you like that as well? Like like

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<v Speaker 8>like ice cream for instance, do you do you prefer that?

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<v Speaker 9>Honestly, ice cream is ice cream? It's I do got

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<v Speaker 9>to say. I do prefer my ice cream to have

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<v Speaker 9>like chunks in it. It's because in cream, like that's

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<v Speaker 9>like my favorite because it has stuff that I can

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<v Speaker 9>bite into.

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<v Speaker 8>So even for like a food that is supposed to

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<v Speaker 8>be frozen, you like it to have qualities from you know,

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<v Speaker 8>foods that maybe shouldn't be frozen.

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<v Speaker 9>Yeah, and it's it's kind of I say, it's disgusting

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<v Speaker 9>because like there's always this moment when I bring over

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<v Speaker 9>my friends and it's like, oh, you know, we go

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<v Speaker 9>out to eat, and it's like I'll touch some of

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<v Speaker 9>my food and then like I'll leave like the majority

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<v Speaker 9>of it untouched. I'll pack it up, I'll bring it

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<v Speaker 9>home and then you know, I'll keep it for later.

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<v Speaker 9>But then there's sometimes when like I have my friends over,

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<v Speaker 9>near's this moment of leaning them into that experience of

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<v Speaker 9>seeing me just like reach into the fridge and get

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<v Speaker 9>like three cold like I don't know, like pizza rolls

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<v Speaker 9>and just chewing on them. I deal with mozz of

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<v Speaker 9>rellisticks too. I gotta say, mots of Relli sticks are

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<v Speaker 9>my favorites. But you know, it's always like this look

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<v Speaker 9>of what are you doing? Are you gonna eat those up?

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<v Speaker 7>What?

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<v Speaker 3>You kind of like you're kind of actually starting to

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<v Speaker 3>sell me on it a little bit, Like I wouldn't.

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<v Speaker 3>I don't think I would eat a frozen like chicken tender,

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<v Speaker 3>but I could be convinced to eat a frozen Manzarel

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<v Speaker 3>stick that actually yeah, it actually doesn't sound too bad.

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<v Speaker 8>That does sound pretty good.

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<v Speaker 9>It's it's not it's not bad. I wouldn't recommend trying it,

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<v Speaker 9>but it's not the worst thing. But yeah, there's always

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<v Speaker 9>this moment of like, e Like for me, I've learned,

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<v Speaker 9>there's two types of experiences. It's either well, I've learned

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<v Speaker 9>over the years when I first was well, sorry, when

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<v Speaker 9>I was younger, I would you know, have friends over

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<v Speaker 9>and I would do it, and Mom she would indulge

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<v Speaker 9>me because at this point I was already into the habit.

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<v Speaker 9>I started getting into it around like seven or eight,

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<v Speaker 9>and she, you know, she thought it was weird. And

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<v Speaker 9>then once I, you know, started graduating from like you know,

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<v Speaker 9>snacks like ice pops, this, that, and the other, like

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<v Speaker 9>from putting my candy into the refrigerator I'm sorry, into the freezer,

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<v Speaker 9>it evolved into eating meals straight from there, and so

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<v Speaker 9>she'll give me, like, you know, some of bichini that

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<v Speaker 9>I froze in there, and my friends would be like, oh,

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<v Speaker 9>it's kind of cool, like I've never tried that, and

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<v Speaker 9>then it kind of involved over the ears and it

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<v Speaker 9>was like, are you eating a frozen hot dog in

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<v Speaker 9>front of me? And it'll be like, yeah, I am,

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<v Speaker 9>and they'll just look at me like that's fucking disgusting.

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<v Speaker 3>I'm looking in the chat and I'm seeing a few

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<v Speaker 3>people bring up the good point that this lifestyle is

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<v Speaker 3>highly convenient. You know, you don't have the meal prep.

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<v Speaker 3>You can just take stuff straight out of the freezer

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<v Speaker 3>and just you know, go to town. It's a convenient lifestyle.

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<v Speaker 9>I do admit though, like some some of my items

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<v Speaker 9>I keep in refrigerator, like frozen vegetables, I don't. I

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<v Speaker 9>won't have like I have to have like fresh frozen vegetables,

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<v Speaker 9>if that makes sense. And like certain things like cheese,

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<v Speaker 9>I'll freeze some cheese like Swiss. She's frozen that shit.

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<v Speaker 9>When it's cracking your mouth, that makes me hard. That

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<v Speaker 9>shit it's as good as fuck. I pull all miss

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<v Speaker 9>you anyway. But it's like some stuff I do keep

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<v Speaker 9>in the refrigerator because I'm not a monster. I don't

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<v Speaker 9>keep any condiments frozen, because how the fuck would you eat,

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<v Speaker 9>you know, like frozen ketchup or something.

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<v Speaker 8>You know, but maybe you know how fridges are mostly

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<v Speaker 8>the fridge part and then the smaller freezer part. You

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<v Speaker 8>would benefit from a bigger freezer part in a smaller

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<v Speaker 8>fridge part.

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<v Speaker 9>Yeah. When I moved into my first place, I bought

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<v Speaker 9>one of those deep freezers and my mom came over

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<v Speaker 9>to help move in, and she's like, what is this for?

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<v Speaker 9>And it's like she already knew what it was for,

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<v Speaker 9>and so she was like, no, I'm taking this with me,

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<v Speaker 9>but she took it, and I was like, damn, that's

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<v Speaker 9>crazy because I went right out and bought myself another one,

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<v Speaker 9>And yeah, it is very convenient. Though I don't have

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<v Speaker 9>the meal prepe as much, but at the same time,

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<v Speaker 9>like like I said, every once in a while, I

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<v Speaker 9>do enjoy a hot meal because eating, like when stuff

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<v Speaker 9>is frozen, you have to eat it individually. You get

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<v Speaker 9>what I'm saying. Yeah, yeah, you can't just eat like

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<v Speaker 9>I don't know, some pasta like some carbon now carbon

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<v Speaker 9>now or pasta individually, like the noodles individually, like mushrooms individually.

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<v Speaker 3>Could you eat Why can't you just eat like like

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<v Speaker 3>like ta like a bag of frozen pasta, like like

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<v Speaker 3>you're eating like potato chips.

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<v Speaker 8>Oh yeah, good cushion.

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<v Speaker 9>I have I have done that. I have done that,

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<v Speaker 9>But I find that the difference between frozen pasta and

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<v Speaker 9>regular uncooked pasta is just it's cold because it doesn't

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<v Speaker 9>really have it takes to it, you know what I'm saying.

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<v Speaker 9>So it's just it's just cold. That's the main difference

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<v Speaker 9>between frozen pasta and uncooked pasta. Does that make sense?

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<v Speaker 3>The whole the whole thing makes in equal amount of

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<v Speaker 3>sense every aspect of the situation.

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<v Speaker 8>Yeah. Get I can kind of see you. I can

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<v Speaker 8>cans see your butt a little bit.

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<v Speaker 3>You see my butt a little bit, just a little bit. Oh, So.

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<v Speaker 9>Would you guys ever be open to try and something

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<v Speaker 9>like my diet something like that.

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<v Speaker 3>I've got my stance clear, you know. I I would

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<v Speaker 3>be willing to. I would start with Mats Ofrelli sticks

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<v Speaker 3>for sure.

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<v Speaker 9>Eier to start with would be candy, Like I don't

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<v Speaker 9>know whatever your favorite candy is, because well.

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<v Speaker 3>Frozen candy is like you know, legit. I mean I've

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<v Speaker 3>had frozen candy before, but never had frozen mans of

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<v Speaker 3>Relli sticks.

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<v Speaker 9>Yeah, it depends also on what brands you get, because

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<v Speaker 9>sometimes it's very crumbly. What about you, Gek, what was

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<v Speaker 9>that or was that your guest who answered me?

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<v Speaker 3>Gek? You there?

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<v Speaker 8>Yeah, I'm here? What was a question. Sorry, I was,

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<v Speaker 8>I was dazing off.

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<v Speaker 9>A little bit, all right, would you ever try something

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<v Speaker 9>like my diet?

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<v Speaker 12>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 8>I think, well it's kind of cold out. I think

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<v Speaker 8>I could try it with a little bit of balance

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<v Speaker 8>of hot meals. But I agree you sold me on

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<v Speaker 8>on the the mazzarella sticks. And I will say, I

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<v Speaker 8>like I like frozen candy as well. And you know what,

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<v Speaker 8>I also like, I like eating bubble gum with ice

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<v Speaker 8>in my mouth. And I feel like that maybe that's

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<v Speaker 8>the first step. Am I am? I? You know?

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<v Speaker 9>Yes, Okay, when I was younger, I used to do

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<v Speaker 9>that with the ice to I used to get crushed

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<v Speaker 9>ice from the fridge and then I used to take

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<v Speaker 9>like bubble though and you used to just eat them

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<v Speaker 9>in my mouth together. And then my mom was like,

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<v Speaker 9>you need to stop making you just stop doing that

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<v Speaker 9>because you're teeth and going to suffer.

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<v Speaker 5>So I stopped.

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<v Speaker 9>But yeah, I used to do that. Man, that's crazy

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<v Speaker 9>that you.

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<v Speaker 5>Brought that up.

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<v Speaker 8>Yeah, And there's a lot of other people in chat

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<v Speaker 8>that are saying it too, so you know, is this

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<v Speaker 8>really that far fetched? I don't know.

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<v Speaker 9>Yeah, I also have like something that's off topic. If

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<v Speaker 9>you guys want to hear it's a story. It's scarce

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<v Speaker 9>on my life, if you will. If not, I completely understand.

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<v Speaker 8>You.

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<v Speaker 3>Sure it's not it's not related to you eating frozen

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<v Speaker 3>foods at all.

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<v Speaker 9>No, it's not, but it is food related.

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<v Speaker 3>Let's hear a quick one.

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<v Speaker 5>All right.

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<v Speaker 9>So when I was younger, I heard that you could

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<v Speaker 9>that like a pint of soy sauce could put you

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<v Speaker 9>into a coma because of the amount of anti deoxidants

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<v Speaker 9>in it, And because I was gullible, I did ask.

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<v Speaker 9>One day, I just straight up took like the bottles

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<v Speaker 9>fully thouce that was in the kitchen and just drink

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<v Speaker 9>a pinc offic because I was like, you know what,

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<v Speaker 9>I've never been in a coma before, Like, that's that's

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<v Speaker 9>homes exquisite to try. So I went ahead and I

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<v Speaker 9>gulped like almost half the bottle down, and I had

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<v Speaker 9>to stop because it's horrible.

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<v Speaker 3>And when I tell you you try to give yourself

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<v Speaker 3>a coma.

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<v Speaker 4>Yes.

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<v Speaker 9>I was. I don't know, I was bored and you

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<v Speaker 9>know idle hand or the Devil's play things. Yeah, so yeah,

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<v Speaker 9>And anyway, I can tell you I did not put

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<v Speaker 9>me in a coma, but I did have the runs.

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<v Speaker 5>For like the rest of the day.

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<v Speaker 3>Well, you know, I think that's on topic. Yeah, I

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<v Speaker 3>think that's on topic. I think it's good that you're

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<v Speaker 3>seeing a real therapist. Yeah, I think you should continue

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<v Speaker 3>to do that. You know, I would avoid. There's lots

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<v Speaker 3>of things you can do on your board besides try

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<v Speaker 3>to induce a coma. You know, you can play get

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<v Speaker 3>You plenty. You've been playing any video games lately that

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<v Speaker 3>are good?

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<v Speaker 8>Yeah, I play. I've been playing among Us game.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, you play among Us. But anyway, Alice, listen. I

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<v Speaker 3>appreciate so much you calling in and joining us here

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<v Speaker 3>in the forest, and I hope you have a good

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<v Speaker 3>rest of the night. Take care right, ladies and gentlemen,

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<v Speaker 3>slash lyle forever. You can support the show on Patreon

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<v Speaker 3>At that I said ascess, that's not a real word.

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<v Speaker 3>That's a that's a fake word that has the word

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<v Speaker 3>asks in it. A lot for exclusive discord access. I'm

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<v Speaker 3>whispering because it's late. Why am I waiting? And I'm

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<v Speaker 3>whispering because it's late? The whole show I stream at

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<v Speaker 3>like one o'clock in the morning, and I'm yelling in

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<v Speaker 3>the stream. Why am I whispering? Now? Who am I

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<v Speaker 3>afraid of? Who am I deep down? Why am I

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<v Speaker 3>know I love you all. Thank you all again. If

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<v Speaker 3>if you if you can hear this, if you're listening

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<v Speaker 3>to the podcast, thank you for still listening to the

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<v Speaker 3>podcast format of this show. I apologize if I've been

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<v Speaker 3>neglecting it, but you know, if you can hear my

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<v Speaker 3>voice right now, know that I I appreciate you for

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<v Speaker 3>for still tuning in, even even when the show is

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<v Speaker 3>not live and not being recorded you know on twitch.

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<v Speaker 3>So so appreciate you. Thank you for listening to the podcast,

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<v Speaker 3>and I will see you soon. Baby.

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<v Speaker 10>Never be Kep goes on the live taking your phone

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<v Speaker 10>calls every night.

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<v Speaker 8>Never be Kept goes doing his night.

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<v Speaker 3>He was teaching you loud and live your life.

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<v Speaker 11>But he's not really an expert,