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Speaker 1: Is this is this the therapy?

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Speaker 2: Get go?

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Speaker 3: Yes? What year were you born?

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Speaker 4: Ninety three?

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Speaker 3: What's your secret?

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Speaker 1: I ship myself on my lunch break and had to

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Speaker 1: use my scarf to clean it up.

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Speaker 3: Do you still have the scarf?

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Speaker 1: No, it's in the dumpster behind my office.

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Speaker 3: Was it a nice scarf? Do you like? Or was it,

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Speaker 5: Ah? It was my favorite scarf.

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Speaker 4: Really, it was like it was it was.

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Speaker 5: It was very nice.

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Speaker 1: It was it had like these dangly laced parts.

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Speaker 5: It was beautiful.

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Speaker 3: Now what was going through your head when you had

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Speaker 3: to make the decision between ruining your favorite scarf and

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Speaker 3: walking around with poop in your pants?

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Speaker 1: The fact that I'm I'm oh, well, I'm forty minutes

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Speaker 1: and now I can go buy a new scarf.

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Speaker 6: But I'm pretty bummed about it.

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Speaker 5: M do you have a favorite scarf?

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Speaker 3: I do have a favorite scarf, do you now?

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Speaker 7: Why?

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Speaker 5: Now?

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Speaker 3: Why of like, of all the articles of clothing that

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Speaker 5: Was it?

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Speaker 2: Like?

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Speaker 8: Have you ever?

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Speaker 3: Have you ever? Because what I what I've done before

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Speaker 3: is I've actually just used my own underwear as toilet paper.

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Speaker 4: Yeah, because you.

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Speaker 3: Know, like if because I don't really have like a

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Speaker 4: You have to be wearing underwear in order to use

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Speaker 3: Do you not wear underwear?

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Speaker 1: Not today?

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Speaker 3: This happened today.

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Speaker 1: This happened today, Like like what time is it like

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Speaker 3: Oh jeez? And how do you feel about it? Do

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Speaker 3: you do you have are you like, do you feel

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Speaker 3: like you've learned anything about this that you can take

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Speaker 1: I have learned to not eat beyond mild chili. I'm

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Speaker 1: very careful with Mexican food now after today.

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Speaker 3: Could you say your name was.

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Speaker 9: Sam?

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Speaker 8: Well?

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Speaker 3: Sam, you know, I'm glad that you're feeling better about this.

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Speaker 3: I'm glad that you learned your lesson and I wish

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Speaker 3: I wish you know, I wish you confidence moving forward

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Speaker 3: in these endeavors in the future.

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Speaker 1: Thank you, Thank you. I'm gonna do some some scar

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Speaker 1: shopping and I hope you are you stay well?

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Speaker 3: For sure? Gets yourself something nice? Yearned it?

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Speaker 1: Thank you, sir, Thank you had a beautiful day.

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Speaker 3: You too, take care of Sam YouTube therapy.

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Speaker 6: Get govern goes on the line, Thank you, song calls

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Speaker 6: every night.

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Speaker 10: Beverly goes to XI.

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Speaker 3: I was teaching your expert Paul from Jonathan to accept Jonathan. Hi,

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Speaker 3: Hello Jonathan. He speaks softly, but yeah, you're just doing Jonathan. Hello, Jonathan?

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Speaker 3: Are you there? Jonathan?

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Speaker 5: Hello? Can you hear me?

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Speaker 3: I can hear you?

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Speaker 11: Now?

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Speaker 3: What Jonathan? Are you afraid?

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Speaker 8: Oh?

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Speaker 5: Yes, I have to be quiet. My parents are sleeping

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Speaker 3: Over What year were you born?

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Speaker 5: Two thousand and two? I am eighteen as of September.

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Speaker 3: That's cool. What are you afraid of waking up your parents?

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Speaker 5: I mean I should be sleeping right now. It's final weeks.

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Speaker 3: So Jonathan, what's your secret?

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Speaker 5: What's my secret? I love great trains. I don't want

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Speaker 5: to work through that great trains?

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Speaker 3: What trains?

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Speaker 5: Freight trains? Like trains that whole grain and cole and

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Speaker 3: Do you dream of one day being the conductor of

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Speaker 5: No? I actually enjoy illegally hopping freight trains.

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Speaker 3: You enjoy illegally hopping freight trains. Where has he? Where

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Speaker 3: have your freight train hopping adventures taken you?

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Speaker 5: Well? I went to Jacksonville, Mississippi.

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Speaker 3: From where.

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Speaker 5: From Louisiana? But I'm not going to dogs myself.

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Speaker 3: So do you ever fear that one day you'll hot?

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Speaker 3: Do you ever feel like one day you're going to

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Speaker 5: I do. I think about that almost every day because

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Speaker 5: I know I need to go to college and get

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Speaker 5: time I hear a train, I just I think about

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Speaker 5: catching a train to nowhere, because with the rail system

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Speaker 3: Do you have a destination in mind for your final

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Speaker 5: I don't have a final destination. Heaven or hell or

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Speaker 3: Probably it's true. It's all of our final destination.

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Speaker 5: It is.

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Speaker 3: What do you study in school.

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Speaker 5: Right now? Economics book. I just am about to fail

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Speaker 5: my mass final for the semester. So there's that.

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Speaker 4: You know.

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Speaker 3: It's interesting, because yeah, when life gets kind of boring

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Speaker 3: and you're like, look, you know, it's like a gamble, right,

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Speaker 3: because the train could take you somewhere beautiful, but could

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Speaker 3: it also take you somewhere that's worse than where you

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Speaker 3: already are?

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Speaker 5: Well, yeah, then you just catch another train.

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Speaker 3: Then you just catch another fucking train.

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Speaker 5: Yeah, so you end up in fucking nowhere, Texas. Just

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Speaker 5: catch your train to the next town. You're a new person,

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Speaker 5: and you like me personally. I don't really get lonely. No, No,

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Speaker 5: I mean I have been lonely, but as a whole,

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Speaker 3: Do you have a good relationship with yourself?

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Speaker 5: With myself, yeah, with most other people not so much.

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Speaker 3: Do you avoid relationships with other people out of preference

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Speaker 5: I mean, I guess a little bit of both. I

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Speaker 5: had a crazy ex, like crazy, like threaten you with

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Speaker 3: On your view of relationships with other people, I'm not

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Speaker 5: I mean, I wouldn't say afraid. I mean I have

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Speaker 5: it's it's hard out there.

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Speaker 3: It's true. You know, yeah, but you're only yeah, but

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Speaker 3: you know what, man, you're only eighteen.

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Speaker 5: It's true.

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Speaker 3: I don't know you sound like you're from Are you

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Speaker 3: You know a lot of too? But there a lot

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Speaker 5: I mean I've never really been in one place growing up.

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Speaker 3: Do you desire a base?

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Speaker 5: I mean not really. And with the Internet you can

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Speaker 3: There is I think there is validity the way. I

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Speaker 3: I mean especially now, Like I'll have plenty of good friends,

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Speaker 5: Don't help great trains dangerous, you could die.

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Speaker 3: Oh okay, Look, I know that I understand that you

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Speaker 5: And you know what, that's something I've worked on this year.

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Speaker 5: That is that I've worked on this year. But this

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Speaker 3: M hmm. I mean, like, I don't think there's anything

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Speaker 5: Yeah, that's true. I want to spend a lot of

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Speaker 5: into twitch. So actually I originally saw you one Reddit.

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Speaker 3: What I said, you're kind of doing it right, just

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Speaker 3: she sounds pretty sick, like a Jack Cara wat kind

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Speaker 5: Yeah, throw on your car hearts and some overalls, shoot

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Speaker 5: smacking drink vod truth, Jonathan, I'm pretty sober.

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Speaker 3: Well, Johnson. I wish you the best of luck man,

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Speaker 3: Thank you for going.

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Speaker 5: In, Thank you, thank you for having me.

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Speaker 3: Absolutely you take care you too. But don't they do

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Speaker 3: they kick people off of like don't they have like

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Speaker 11: All from Anna.

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Speaker 3: Anna Anna, Annah, my god, I know. Finally, I wasn't

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Speaker 3: expecting you to get on either. And wait and I

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Speaker 3: turn off your stream and I turned off the stream

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Speaker 3: and you're you're looking at the stream on a delay

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Speaker 3: and I turn off the stream. Just pay attention to Mianna.

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Speaker 4: Okay, okay, all right, you have my attention.

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Speaker 3: All right, And well where you were you born.

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Speaker 4: Two thousand and one?

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Speaker 3: Alright? I believe you. What's your secret? Annah?

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Speaker 4: My secret?

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Speaker 4: I don't know what I'm allowed to say.

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Speaker 3: I don't want to say anything. I don't say any

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Speaker 3: I mean whatever, say whatever you want. Well, I'll deal

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Speaker 4: Okay. So I hooked up with a married couple two

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Speaker 3: Now, are you worried something to you not worried? This couple.

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Speaker 4: Through a dating app. I met the girl the wife,

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Speaker 9: But is it worth it.

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Speaker 4: I mean, it's not really worth it if I die,

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Speaker 4: They're kind of sketch. Like I asked them what they

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Speaker 4: I think I did. I think I think I witnessed

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Speaker 3: So are you so what's your dilemma are you? Are

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Speaker 4: Yes, I'm debating because I mean I could tell I

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Speaker 9: But like it's also like I.

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Speaker 4: Don't only want to tell anyone, you know, but I'm

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Speaker 3: Hmm, that's a tough one. How many times have you

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Speaker 4: Probably like three times.

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Speaker 3: I'm still I'm still not fully sold on why you

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Speaker 3: maybe I understand that you're nervous that they have so

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Speaker 3: But but I mean, look that said, well, you know,

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Speaker 4: True, I don't know, because I guess I'm just calling

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Speaker 5: I've met them.

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Speaker 2: I met them two.

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Speaker 4: Years ago and they're just now like like I've seen

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Speaker 4: them three times, they're just now giving me sketch shacks.

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Speaker 3: Well, you know, go with your gut, dude, what's you

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Speaker 4: Maybe it's a big setting, but not just them?

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Speaker 3: Have you Have you not talked to anyone else about this?

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Speaker 4: No, it's really new and I've been like doing finals

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Speaker 4: and studying. I don't really like see my friends or anything.

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Speaker 3: Well, let you know, if you're genuinely feeling fearing for

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Speaker 3: your safety, I've played safe. I feel out the situation,

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Speaker 3: and you know, consider consider talking to you know, I

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Speaker 3: instid talking me out with with someone else that you

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Speaker 3: also I mean, how rich are we talking here?

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Speaker 4: Like they have their own helicopter and private jet. They

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Speaker 4: want to take me to like Jamaica in Puerto Rico.

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Speaker 4: Like their house is bigger, it's like a mansion, penthouse

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Speaker 3: Yeah, you know what, every a twenty four horror movie

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Speaker 3: type of thing. I think. I think going to Jamaica

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Speaker 3: with a married couple that you no, it is a

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Speaker 3: bad idea. I'm gonna I'm gonna make that. I've been,

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Speaker 3: I've been, I've been tiptoeing around this subject, and I've

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Speaker 3: come to a final gecko conclusion that you should not

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Speaker 4: No, I'm not gonna go.

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Speaker 8: They just how.

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Speaker 3: People get, you know, trafficked and ship.

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Speaker 4: I'm not going. We just clarify it's never actually gonna

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Speaker 4: go up and saying they like offered. That's like, but even.

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Speaker 3: Them, But you're right, because even them offering is a

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Speaker 5: Sketch, isn't that isn't that sketch?

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Speaker 3: You know what? No, I'm I don't know why I've

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Speaker 3: the I I think if you're getting s got Yeah, No,

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Speaker 3: this is how people get like human trafficked and ship.

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Speaker 3: You should not you shouldn't fuck with this, That's what

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Speaker 3: I'm saying.

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Speaker 4: Plus, I live in like the city it's like the

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Speaker 3: Like, yeah, don't if you live in the city of

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Speaker 3: You said you live in the sex trafficking capital of

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Speaker 4: Yeah, sorry, I said that wrong, But yes, that's what

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Speaker 4: I meant.

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Speaker 3: Okay, if you're living in the sex trafficking capital of

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Speaker 3: should absolutely stay away from these people.

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Speaker 4: Yess I'm saying. But like she's so hot, but like

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Speaker 4: also no, like like no, probably hot.

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Speaker 3: People everywhere find person, but like they're rich.

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Speaker 7: No, you're right.

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Speaker 5: I don't know.

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Speaker 4: I'm contradicting myself.

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Speaker 9: I thought we were.

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Speaker 4: We reached an agreement on your kind an agreement.

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Speaker 3: Would you say your name was again? I said Anna, Anna,

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Speaker 3: And I'm gonna leave that as my final as my

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Speaker 3: final judgment on this that you should you should you

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Speaker 4: Thank you.

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Speaker 2: I appreciate it.

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Speaker 5: I really did.

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Speaker 8: Ann.

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Speaker 3: You have a good rest of the night, you too.

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Speaker 3: Take care.

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Speaker 5: All from George.

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Speaker 3: Take George, okay, tell me everything.

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Speaker 7: So I have an aggressively medium penis.

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Speaker 3: Okay, aggressively medium? How big?

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Speaker 12: Mm hmm about five and a half?

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Speaker 3: That is that is that is quite medium. And this

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Speaker 3: is your secret. And this is the secret. Can you

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Speaker 3: hear me? I can now, George have and and but

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Speaker 3: this and this is a secret.

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Speaker 7: I mean, it's not something I'm proud of.

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Speaker 3: When you should do when you show you know, you're

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Speaker 3: Do you get comments on the mediumness of your penis.

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Speaker 13: I've never been told anything about it, Like, I've never

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Speaker 3: Are you average I've never once got like.

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Speaker 13: A like a wow, that's a big penis.

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Speaker 3: Are you average looking?

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Speaker 13: I think so. I'd say I'm at best the six.

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Speaker 3: Six. Are you watching the stream right now? No, I'm not,

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Speaker 3: okay because I was going off the thing. But anyway, hmmm,

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Speaker 3: now is your your medium sized penis is? Do you

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Speaker 3: see this as a problem. Do you see this as

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Speaker 3: something that you're hoping to fix, either through pills or

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Speaker 3: through you know, you know, because if you can't fix

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Speaker 3: your penis, you got to fix you know, your life

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Speaker 3: around the penis. And you know, I'm not crying spots, but.

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Speaker 7: It's definitely an obstacle. I make up for it in

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Speaker 3: Mm hmm, what do you what do you do to

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Speaker 13: So the first well, ideally I always start with oral

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Speaker 13: at the worst case, they only get one orgasm, I guess.

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Speaker 13: And then every once in a while I try to

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Speaker 13: numbing cream, so that sometimes helps.

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Speaker 3: A numbing cream, like on your own penis. Yeah, you know, man, uh, first,

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Speaker 3: you know, that's that's really nice of you to do that.

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Speaker 3: It really is, you know, to do a numbing cream.

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Speaker 3: I mean, that's that's an extremely considerate thing to do.

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Speaker 3: I think to use a numb and cream on your

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Speaker 13: It's not as numb is a miss nomorry. It just

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Speaker 13: makes it slightly less sensitive, okay, so you can last longer.

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Speaker 13: So I mean, at the end of the day, we're

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Speaker 3: Right, but you're still you're still you know, lowering your

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Speaker 13: I guess, yeah, that's fair, but it's not as extreme.

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Speaker 13: I think it's it's made out to be m I

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Speaker 3: Okay, So you so you've worked your ton game? Hmm.

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Speaker 3: I mean, have you gotten any You haven't. You haven't

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Speaker 13: Though I've never gotten a complaint.

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Speaker 7: But I mean I've never gotten praise.

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Speaker 13: at porn or something, and like, I can tell my

451
00:25:50,760 --> 00:25:51,920
Speaker 13: penis it's not as big.

452
00:25:52,760 --> 00:25:52,960
Speaker 8: Do you?

453
00:25:53,000 --> 00:25:55,240
Speaker 3: But do you need praise? George? I feel like you've

454
00:25:55,240 --> 00:25:58,399
Speaker 3: got a good self image going on. You know, you

455
00:25:58,400 --> 00:26:01,879
Speaker 3: don't need outside feed back on your penis. You know,

456
00:26:02,160 --> 00:26:06,199
Speaker 3: you know, you know, you're confident in your own abilities,

457
00:26:07,119 --> 00:26:10,359
Speaker 3: you know, sexually. So I don't see why you would

458
00:26:10,359 --> 00:26:13,000
Speaker 3: need to feed off of the feedback of of you know,

459
00:26:13,440 --> 00:26:16,280
Speaker 3: feed off of the the the approval of others in

460
00:26:16,320 --> 00:26:21,359
Speaker 3: that realm. Although actually I guess you inherently you do

461
00:26:21,440 --> 00:26:23,480
Speaker 3: need the approval of others in that realm because that's

462
00:26:23,640 --> 00:26:28,520
Speaker 3: your way of measuring you know your your your your skill,

463
00:26:30,280 --> 00:26:33,120
Speaker 3: So I understand that, but you're not getting anything negative.

464
00:26:33,240 --> 00:26:35,360
Speaker 3: But you're not getting anything positive. But what else would

465
00:26:35,400 --> 00:26:37,880
Speaker 3: you expect? You have an aggressively medium sized penis.

466
00:26:39,760 --> 00:26:47,320
Speaker 13: Uh so it makes don't I don't expect anything. Yeah,

467
00:26:47,880 --> 00:26:51,639
Speaker 13: but like in a conversation with like like friends or

468
00:26:51,680 --> 00:26:55,080
Speaker 13: something where you're just like like everybody's like bragging about

469
00:26:55,080 --> 00:26:57,679
Speaker 13: their dick, Like all right, it's like, nope, I have

470
00:26:57,680 --> 00:26:59,520
Speaker 13: an aggressively medium one.

471
00:27:00,040 --> 00:27:02,960
Speaker 3: How often are your friends hanging out and bragging about

472
00:27:02,960 --> 00:27:03,479
Speaker 3: your dicks?

473
00:27:04,520 --> 00:27:05,600
Speaker 7: Incredibly rarely?

474
00:27:06,880 --> 00:27:08,480
Speaker 3: All right, so then it's not that big a deal.

475
00:27:10,160 --> 00:27:11,200
Speaker 7: Yeah, that's good, that's fair.

476
00:27:13,520 --> 00:27:21,280
Speaker 3: Mhm. Well yah, well look look you you lucked out

477
00:27:21,320 --> 00:27:23,480
Speaker 3: right because because it could have been worse, you could

478
00:27:23,520 --> 00:27:25,040
Speaker 3: have had an aggressively small penis.

479
00:27:25,920 --> 00:27:28,360
Speaker 7: That's true. But I guess it's not really lucking out

480
00:27:28,400 --> 00:27:28,760
Speaker 7: so much.

481
00:27:28,800 --> 00:27:29,240
Speaker 8: It's just.

482
00:27:31,000 --> 00:27:31,920
Speaker 7: Not having good luck.

483
00:27:31,960 --> 00:27:34,080
Speaker 3: You gotta be grateful for the amount of penis that

484
00:27:34,160 --> 00:27:39,160
Speaker 3: you have, which I think is a respectable amount, respectable amount. Well,

485
00:27:39,160 --> 00:27:44,280
Speaker 3: thank you, absolutely, you have a good rest of the night,

486
00:27:44,440 --> 00:27:47,000
Speaker 3: my dude, you know you and you and your medium

487
00:27:47,080 --> 00:27:51,720
Speaker 3: sized penis be well, thank you, mister gecko. Take care man.

488
00:27:55,920 --> 00:27:58,800
Speaker 6: Call from uh Mac.

489
00:28:00,119 --> 00:28:02,560
Speaker 3: Mac. Why did it take you so long to figure

490
00:28:02,560 --> 00:28:03,399
Speaker 3: out what your name is?

491
00:28:04,960 --> 00:28:05,840
Speaker 5: Uh?

492
00:28:06,240 --> 00:28:09,080
Speaker 12: I don't know, dude. I was gonna come up with

493
00:28:09,080 --> 00:28:11,600
Speaker 12: a silly goose name. But that's silly.

494
00:28:11,800 --> 00:28:14,160
Speaker 3: I'll give you hold No, I'll give you some extra

495
00:28:14,200 --> 00:28:14,880
Speaker 3: time to do that.

496
00:28:15,760 --> 00:28:25,879
Speaker 12: Okay, hold on, hold on, Gulash wrestler.

497
00:28:26,160 --> 00:28:31,000
Speaker 3: Person, Gulash wrestler person?

498
00:28:33,160 --> 00:28:33,560
Speaker 4: Is that good?

499
00:28:33,680 --> 00:28:34,720
Speaker 12: Is that a silly goose one?

500
00:28:35,040 --> 00:28:39,200
Speaker 3: Gulash wrestler person. I have a question for you, Okay,

501
00:28:39,880 --> 00:28:41,080
Speaker 3: have you ever been betrayed?

502
00:28:43,440 --> 00:28:45,240
Speaker 12: I was thinking about that. I don't have a juicy

503
00:28:45,280 --> 00:28:50,040
Speaker 12: answer for you. I've got a silly goose answer.

504
00:28:52,280 --> 00:28:53,000
Speaker 3: That perfect.

505
00:28:54,920 --> 00:28:59,640
Speaker 12: I got tay food today. I was stoked supporting local businesses.

506
00:29:00,600 --> 00:29:05,160
Speaker 12: Right twenty minute drive. They gave me the wrong thing,

507
00:29:07,480 --> 00:29:17,120
Speaker 12: waited in line, wrong thing. That's it. It's not interesting,

508
00:29:17,160 --> 00:29:19,160
Speaker 12: but that's the only thing I could take it. Well, no,

509
00:29:19,200 --> 00:29:19,960
Speaker 12: I mean that's true.

510
00:29:20,120 --> 00:29:23,560
Speaker 3: Well, that's it's It's almost interesting, right because you have

511
00:29:23,600 --> 00:29:25,320
Speaker 3: the beat, you have the beginning in the middle of

512
00:29:25,360 --> 00:29:27,840
Speaker 3: a story. But what how did it end?

513
00:29:29,440 --> 00:29:30,840
Speaker 12: It ended with me being pissed?

514
00:29:33,840 --> 00:29:36,520
Speaker 3: Yeah, I'm trying. Is that a full complete that's a complete,

515
00:29:36,560 --> 00:29:42,120
Speaker 3: full story. I went to get type. That's the first act.

516
00:29:43,000 --> 00:29:47,280
Speaker 3: Second act, they messed up my order. Third act. I

517
00:29:47,480 --> 00:29:59,200
Speaker 3: was pissed. That's a full story. Okay, mm hmm, there's

518
00:29:59,200 --> 00:30:02,680
Speaker 3: no but my the problem is you didn't okay, what

519
00:30:02,680 --> 00:30:04,240
Speaker 3: did you do when you fight? Did you like? My

520
00:30:04,280 --> 00:30:06,239
Speaker 3: problem is that at no point during the story do

521
00:30:06,320 --> 00:30:10,400
Speaker 3: you make any sort of attempt to solve your conflict.

522
00:30:11,160 --> 00:30:13,680
Speaker 3: You feel the emotion of the conflict, so we get

523
00:30:14,000 --> 00:30:18,240
Speaker 3: we we empathize with your heightened emotion and the cop

524
00:30:18,240 --> 00:30:22,160
Speaker 3: but we emphasize, we empathize with your character less because

525
00:30:22,200 --> 00:30:25,040
Speaker 3: you don't seem to care enough to do anything about it.

526
00:30:25,320 --> 00:30:30,840
Speaker 3: So why should we as the audience care If you

527
00:30:30,880 --> 00:30:35,560
Speaker 3: don't care. It's missing that, it's missing that element of

528
00:30:37,640 --> 00:30:39,440
Speaker 3: you know, it's missing, that compelling element.

529
00:30:40,920 --> 00:30:43,520
Speaker 12: I don't do it. I don't do anything about anything.

530
00:30:44,080 --> 00:30:46,280
Speaker 12: You could. You could betray the ship out of me,

531
00:30:46,320 --> 00:30:47,160
Speaker 12: and I won't do anything.

532
00:30:47,400 --> 00:30:47,680
Speaker 4: I will.

533
00:30:47,720 --> 00:30:49,800
Speaker 12: I will think about it for the rest of my life.

534
00:30:50,880 --> 00:30:54,000
Speaker 12: I'll stay awake thinking about it, but I'll never do

535
00:30:54,080 --> 00:30:54,760
Speaker 12: anything about it.

536
00:30:54,800 --> 00:30:57,520
Speaker 3: Why don't you do anything about it? And do you? Okay,

537
00:30:57,360 --> 00:30:58,960
Speaker 3: why don't you do anything about it?

538
00:31:00,920 --> 00:31:04,200
Speaker 12: Well, okay, I don't like conflict, my heart starts beating.

539
00:31:04,200 --> 00:31:06,920
Speaker 12: I don't care for that. And also like, I don't

540
00:31:06,920 --> 00:31:09,080
Speaker 12: know what to say. I have no idea what to say.

541
00:31:09,080 --> 00:31:11,360
Speaker 12: But in hindsight, I know this is pretty universal. But

542
00:31:11,400 --> 00:31:16,880
Speaker 12: in hindsight, Oh, I'm a genius. I know exactly what

543
00:31:16,920 --> 00:31:17,800
Speaker 12: to say. In hindsight.

544
00:31:19,120 --> 00:31:23,000
Speaker 3: Give me an example of a time where you didn't

545
00:31:23,040 --> 00:31:30,600
Speaker 3: do anything even though you felt wronged besides the typhoond thing. Okay,

546
00:31:30,440 --> 00:31:33,080
Speaker 3: saying concurring pattern of sorts.

547
00:31:33,680 --> 00:31:35,800
Speaker 12: Right, Oh dude, I've got him all the way back

548
00:31:35,800 --> 00:31:37,960
Speaker 12: to middle school. I'm trying to think I want I

549
00:31:38,000 --> 00:31:43,920
Speaker 12: just thought of recently. Uh, okay, it's a pretty big one,

550
00:31:44,640 --> 00:31:46,560
Speaker 12: and I didn't do anything. This is an opportunity where

551
00:31:46,560 --> 00:31:49,080
Speaker 12: I could have done something. I was storing a bass

552
00:31:49,200 --> 00:31:52,560
Speaker 12: amp at my friend's house. Okay, I didn't have storage.

553
00:31:52,600 --> 00:31:56,680
Speaker 12: I was gone, take careless bassamp. You know it means

554
00:31:56,680 --> 00:31:59,200
Speaker 12: a lot to me. It's worth a lot of money.

555
00:31:59,400 --> 00:31:59,960
Speaker 7: He's so.

556
00:32:02,000 --> 00:32:04,360
Speaker 12: He traded. He went to some music shop. He traded

557
00:32:04,360 --> 00:32:07,160
Speaker 12: it or sold it for a guitar. He didn't have

558
00:32:07,280 --> 00:32:10,280
Speaker 12: enough money. I came back and I'm like, what the fuck?

559
00:32:10,320 --> 00:32:12,760
Speaker 12: And he made up some story. If someone told me

560
00:32:13,800 --> 00:32:16,640
Speaker 12: later on that he sold it, but it was a

561
00:32:16,640 --> 00:32:19,680
Speaker 12: bullshit story. It was not believable. In that moment, I

562
00:32:19,680 --> 00:32:22,800
Speaker 12: could have been like, what happened, man, did you really

563
00:32:23,320 --> 00:32:25,440
Speaker 12: lose it? Or you know what I'm saying? And then

564
00:32:25,440 --> 00:32:27,320
Speaker 12: I found out and then saw him the next day

565
00:32:27,360 --> 00:32:30,160
Speaker 12: and still didn't say anything. And I'm carrying out that

566
00:32:30,240 --> 00:32:32,400
Speaker 12: friendship for like four years, and so him said that.

567
00:32:32,800 --> 00:32:34,120
Speaker 3: Are you still friends with him?

568
00:32:35,160 --> 00:32:35,520
Speaker 8: Yeah?

569
00:32:35,960 --> 00:32:39,640
Speaker 3: How fuck that guy? I know, No, you should say

570
00:32:39,640 --> 00:32:42,000
Speaker 3: something to him. Why haven't you said anything to him?

571
00:32:43,040 --> 00:32:47,800
Speaker 12: I don't know, it's been too long now? And I'd

572
00:32:47,840 --> 00:32:49,560
Speaker 12: be like, oh, dude, you remember a million years ago.

573
00:32:50,080 --> 00:32:52,560
Speaker 3: No, base, Here's why I don't think it's been too long,

574
00:32:52,600 --> 00:32:57,240
Speaker 3: because if someone who would do in less, there's no

575
00:32:57,280 --> 00:33:01,200
Speaker 3: way someone who would do that has not also done

576
00:33:01,400 --> 00:33:07,200
Speaker 3: things like that over time. I'm sure this guy has

577
00:33:07,200 --> 00:33:09,400
Speaker 3: a record. Is he is a guy? Like an asshole

578
00:33:09,440 --> 00:33:09,959
Speaker 3: in general?

579
00:33:11,200 --> 00:33:12,560
Speaker 12: I don't want to take up a lot of the time,

580
00:33:12,600 --> 00:33:14,960
Speaker 12: but I have a Oh my god, he's done a

581
00:33:15,000 --> 00:33:18,080
Speaker 12: million things like that, burned down my grandma's garage.

582
00:33:20,480 --> 00:33:22,000
Speaker 3: What'd you say that?

583
00:33:23,680 --> 00:33:24,920
Speaker 12: Well, that one was a whole thing.

584
00:33:25,320 --> 00:33:27,760
Speaker 3: It wasn't really sounds like it was a whole thing.

585
00:33:29,400 --> 00:33:32,080
Speaker 12: Yeah, it's a long story, but we were in the garage,

586
00:33:32,240 --> 00:33:35,600
Speaker 12: we were smoking, we were teenagers. He kept flicking his

587
00:33:35,720 --> 00:33:38,680
Speaker 12: stupid cigarette butts over by the paint cans. I told

588
00:33:38,760 --> 00:33:41,080
Speaker 12: him not to. He kept doing it over and over.

589
00:33:41,120 --> 00:33:44,320
Speaker 12: We were staying with my grandma at the time. Obviously

590
00:33:44,400 --> 00:33:46,600
Speaker 12: it's her garage. I burned out, but so we went

591
00:33:46,680 --> 00:33:50,360
Speaker 12: to bed stoned. We wake up to her meek little

592
00:33:50,360 --> 00:33:52,080
Speaker 12: old lady coming downstairs, going.

593
00:33:51,960 --> 00:33:52,920
Speaker 4: Mike, you in.

594
00:33:54,360 --> 00:33:57,040
Speaker 12: Were you in the garage last night? And we come

595
00:33:57,040 --> 00:33:59,360
Speaker 12: out and hold the fire departments there. Everyone's out on

596
00:33:59,400 --> 00:34:03,920
Speaker 12: their lawns looking at the garage. He leaves after the

597
00:34:03,960 --> 00:34:06,160
Speaker 12: fire department goes and asks this question. He leaves and

598
00:34:06,240 --> 00:34:07,280
Speaker 12: drives a mom's up.

599
00:34:09,239 --> 00:34:11,840
Speaker 3: Yeah, no, I hate this guy. All right, So fine,

600
00:34:12,719 --> 00:34:14,719
Speaker 3: here's what you do. Here's what you do. You you

601
00:34:14,800 --> 00:34:18,360
Speaker 3: make a little timeline, right, what's I'm sure what is it?

602
00:34:19,640 --> 00:34:22,880
Speaker 3: Whatever this guy did to you last week that was

603
00:34:22,920 --> 00:34:25,440
Speaker 3: an asshole thing, because I'm sure he's done a million

604
00:34:25,480 --> 00:34:33,200
Speaker 3: things to you. Just use that as a segue into

605
00:34:33,239 --> 00:34:37,200
Speaker 3: this timeline, or don't I just go I hate this guy.

606
00:34:37,880 --> 00:34:39,440
Speaker 3: You don't even have to confront him. You could just

607
00:34:39,480 --> 00:34:41,000
Speaker 3: stop hanging out with him in general.

608
00:34:42,480 --> 00:34:44,200
Speaker 12: Do you know what I think is gonna happen. If

609
00:34:44,200 --> 00:34:47,359
Speaker 12: I want to be realistic, He's gonna do the smallest

610
00:34:47,560 --> 00:34:52,120
Speaker 12: little thing and I'm gonna flip the fuck up. He'll

611
00:34:52,160 --> 00:34:54,600
Speaker 12: like accidentally knock over my cup and I'll just It'll

612
00:34:54,640 --> 00:34:56,880
Speaker 12: be years of rage that will come out.

613
00:34:57,440 --> 00:34:59,640
Speaker 3: Yes, you've been balling it up, dude. You gotta you

614
00:34:59,680 --> 00:35:01,480
Speaker 3: gotta out. You gotta let this guy have it. I

615
00:35:01,520 --> 00:35:02,720
Speaker 3: hate this guy.

616
00:35:03,320 --> 00:35:05,200
Speaker 12: Should I just bail on him completely?

617
00:35:05,680 --> 00:35:05,879
Speaker 6: Yeah?

618
00:35:05,920 --> 00:35:09,799
Speaker 3: Yeah, I think so. Look look, look, look, look some

619
00:35:09,840 --> 00:35:12,880
Speaker 3: people don't. Some people don't have confrontational styles. Some people

620
00:35:13,080 --> 00:35:16,279
Speaker 3: and I fuck with this, right you if you if

621
00:35:16,320 --> 00:35:18,279
Speaker 3: you want to end a friendship, you don't necessarily have

622
00:35:18,360 --> 00:35:22,400
Speaker 3: to do it. Some people like a big Some people

623
00:35:22,440 --> 00:35:27,440
Speaker 3: are the are theatrical in their relationships more so than others.

624
00:35:27,960 --> 00:35:30,560
Speaker 3: Some people like the big moment. They like the big speech.

625
00:35:31,560 --> 00:35:33,840
Speaker 3: You did this and over this years and I this.

626
00:35:33,960 --> 00:35:37,920
Speaker 3: They like to get it all out. They like, you know,

627
00:35:38,640 --> 00:35:41,080
Speaker 3: reveling in the emotions of the moment. Some people like

628
00:35:41,080 --> 00:35:44,960
Speaker 3: to have a big, theatrical exit to their relationships. You don't,

629
00:35:45,000 --> 00:35:46,680
Speaker 3: but you don't. You don't seem like you like that

630
00:35:46,840 --> 00:35:49,440
Speaker 3: and that's okay, that's not your style, but you can

631
00:35:49,480 --> 00:35:54,799
Speaker 3: still do it. You can still do this confrontation slash

632
00:35:55,520 --> 00:36:01,200
Speaker 3: bail in your style, which might just be you know,

633
00:36:02,040 --> 00:36:04,239
Speaker 3: you're not You're not a fire guy. You're an ice guy,

634
00:36:04,760 --> 00:36:07,759
Speaker 3: all right, Right, So you're gonna ice this guy. You're

635
00:36:07,800 --> 00:36:10,520
Speaker 3: gonna you're gonna sort of bread across stot responding to

636
00:36:10,640 --> 00:36:12,759
Speaker 3: his whatever. Just ice him out, all right.

637
00:36:12,920 --> 00:36:14,040
Speaker 12: A lot of people they like to do that.

638
00:36:14,040 --> 00:36:15,560
Speaker 3: You don't. You're not a fire guy.

639
00:36:15,600 --> 00:36:15,840
Speaker 8: You're not.

640
00:36:15,920 --> 00:36:17,440
Speaker 3: I'm gonna yell at you. I'm gonna confront you. I'm

641
00:36:17,440 --> 00:36:19,080
Speaker 3: gonna say everything I need to say. You're a nice guy.

642
00:36:19,120 --> 00:36:20,359
Speaker 3: So you're gonna go ice on this man.

643
00:36:22,280 --> 00:36:24,439
Speaker 12: I just came up with the genius idea. I'm gonna

644
00:36:24,480 --> 00:36:27,440
Speaker 12: send him a clip of this. I'm gonna screen record

645
00:36:27,480 --> 00:36:30,279
Speaker 12: it no context because he doesn't know your stream, and

646
00:36:30,360 --> 00:36:32,000
Speaker 12: I'm just gonna send it to him that that's the

647
00:36:32,040 --> 00:36:34,560
Speaker 12: last thing you'll ever hear me talking to a man.

648
00:36:35,000 --> 00:36:35,239
Speaker 8: Do it.

649
00:36:35,400 --> 00:36:39,400
Speaker 3: I'm on, I'm honored. I'm honored to be the the

650
00:36:39,440 --> 00:36:42,600
Speaker 3: bookend of this, of this horrible relationship.

651
00:36:43,600 --> 00:36:45,440
Speaker 12: Can you cap it out and call him like a

652
00:36:45,520 --> 00:36:46,320
Speaker 12: name or something?

653
00:36:46,840 --> 00:36:47,640
Speaker 3: No, I don't want to do that.

654
00:36:47,640 --> 00:36:47,840
Speaker 9: That's it.

655
00:36:47,880 --> 00:36:49,600
Speaker 3: That's it. That's a fire move. You're a nice guy.

656
00:36:50,880 --> 00:36:51,520
Speaker 3: Fire move, dude.

657
00:36:51,520 --> 00:36:52,399
Speaker 7: You gotta cool.

658
00:36:52,640 --> 00:36:54,000
Speaker 3: We're playing it cool exactly.

659
00:36:55,080 --> 00:36:55,640
Speaker 12: Okay.

660
00:36:56,719 --> 00:37:03,359
Speaker 3: I appreciate you. You feel better, I do, dude, good fu. Yeah, dude,

661
00:37:03,600 --> 00:37:04,239
Speaker 3: go go go.

662
00:37:04,360 --> 00:37:06,320
Speaker 12: I don't want I don't want to look at the chat.

663
00:37:06,120 --> 00:37:10,440
Speaker 3: Though you have the chat. Dude, You're You're all fine.

664
00:37:11,239 --> 00:37:14,239
Speaker 3: You're a nice guy. You're you're a nice guy. You're

665
00:37:14,280 --> 00:37:17,239
Speaker 3: a nice guy. You're cool, and I appreciate you calling

666
00:37:17,320 --> 00:37:18,799
Speaker 3: in Nick. You have a good rest of the day, my.

667
00:37:18,840 --> 00:37:20,359
Speaker 12: Dude, you too.

668
00:37:20,400 --> 00:37:20,560
Speaker 4: Man.

669
00:37:20,640 --> 00:37:21,240
Speaker 12: I love you.

670
00:37:21,840 --> 00:37:22,440
Speaker 3: I love you too.

671
00:37:22,480 --> 00:37:22,600
Speaker 8: Man.

672
00:37:22,640 --> 00:37:23,000
Speaker 3: Take care.

673
00:37:24,840 --> 00:37:28,480
Speaker 5: Oh awesome, cake.

674
00:37:30,000 --> 00:37:30,320
Speaker 3: Shake?

675
00:37:32,239 --> 00:37:35,560
Speaker 6: Oh my god, Am I on the show?

676
00:37:36,239 --> 00:37:38,080
Speaker 3: Yeah, dude, you're on the show.

677
00:37:39,000 --> 00:37:39,920
Speaker 5: This is crazy.

678
00:37:40,040 --> 00:37:43,920
Speaker 6: Oh my god, how are you doing? How are you?

679
00:37:43,920 --> 00:37:44,800
Speaker 3: You seem shocked?

680
00:37:45,960 --> 00:37:48,040
Speaker 8: I do like this?

681
00:37:48,160 --> 00:37:53,040
Speaker 3: Do you tell tell me? I want to get into

682
00:37:53,080 --> 00:37:55,200
Speaker 3: this emotion because you obviously don't feel like you're the

683
00:37:55,200 --> 00:37:56,359
Speaker 3: main character of your life.

684
00:37:57,719 --> 00:38:03,000
Speaker 6: My god, I'm by the way. Yeah dude, Oh my god,

685
00:38:04,200 --> 00:38:06,040
Speaker 6: I was just watching your show. I was listening to

686
00:38:06,080 --> 00:38:09,440
Speaker 6: that last guy about the asshole friend, and I'm like, man,

687
00:38:09,480 --> 00:38:11,759
Speaker 6: I you know, I relate to that, and then I

688
00:38:11,840 --> 00:38:13,520
Speaker 6: was like, I'm gonna call in and see if I

689
00:38:13,560 --> 00:38:16,080
Speaker 6: have a shot at getting on and.

690
00:38:17,560 --> 00:38:23,319
Speaker 3: Wow, wow, tell me, why tell me? Why tell me

691
00:38:23,360 --> 00:38:26,799
Speaker 3: why you're related to that so strongly? You seemed like

692
00:38:26,840 --> 00:38:29,440
Speaker 3: you you seem like you seem you seem like you

693
00:38:29,520 --> 00:38:37,239
Speaker 3: called in with like a particular sort of response to this,

694
00:38:37,360 --> 00:38:40,200
Speaker 3: to this, to this, uh, to this to this topic.

695
00:38:42,280 --> 00:38:48,799
Speaker 6: Yeah. So I got bullied through uh kind of middle

696
00:38:48,800 --> 00:38:50,880
Speaker 6: school and high school by this guy. But I was

697
00:38:51,560 --> 00:38:54,200
Speaker 6: I was an ice guy, you know, like you were saying,

698
00:38:57,640 --> 00:39:00,279
Speaker 6: and like I just kept being so nice ice to

699
00:39:00,360 --> 00:39:07,600
Speaker 6: this guy, and I never understood why, Like I don't know, man, Like,

700
00:39:08,640 --> 00:39:11,160
Speaker 6: why do I keep going back to this guy who's

701
00:39:11,160 --> 00:39:12,800
Speaker 6: a pizza dirt?

702
00:39:15,200 --> 00:39:17,000
Speaker 3: Why do you why do you think you keep going

703
00:39:17,040 --> 00:39:18,480
Speaker 3: back to this guy as a piece of dirt?

704
00:39:20,360 --> 00:39:25,240
Speaker 6: I I don't like being mean. I know he's not good,

705
00:39:25,719 --> 00:39:28,120
Speaker 6: but I don't like being mean.

706
00:39:30,560 --> 00:39:37,040
Speaker 3: Well, you know what, here's another thing. No, this is

707
00:39:37,120 --> 00:39:39,040
Speaker 3: this is part of getting getting into being a knight

708
00:39:39,080 --> 00:39:43,000
Speaker 3: an ice guy. All Right, you gotta define I think

709
00:39:43,239 --> 00:39:47,239
Speaker 3: what what what it means to be mean?

710
00:39:48,360 --> 00:39:48,520
Speaker 7: Right?

711
00:39:48,600 --> 00:39:52,040
Speaker 3: Because you feel like what you feel like you can't

712
00:39:52,520 --> 00:39:54,279
Speaker 3: tell this guy you don't want to be pals with

713
00:39:54,320 --> 00:39:56,000
Speaker 3: him anymore, hang out with him anymore. You think that

714
00:39:56,000 --> 00:39:56,719
Speaker 3: that would be mean?

715
00:39:58,239 --> 00:39:59,239
Speaker 8: Yeah?

716
00:39:59,480 --> 00:40:02,000
Speaker 3: See now think I think you gotta you gotta get

717
00:40:02,080 --> 00:40:05,279
Speaker 3: into your head that like, that's not mean, you.

718
00:40:05,280 --> 00:40:11,520
Speaker 6: Know, yeah, it's just like, but excuse me if you

719
00:40:11,520 --> 00:40:13,320
Speaker 6: hear my garage, I gotta go pick up my sister

720
00:40:13,360 --> 00:40:13,840
Speaker 6: from work.

721
00:40:15,040 --> 00:40:16,600
Speaker 3: Let's go on, let's go for a ride.

722
00:40:17,320 --> 00:40:24,160
Speaker 6: Yes, sir, uh, I'm I'm sorry. I'm trying to find words.

723
00:40:24,320 --> 00:40:25,320
Speaker 5: I can't believe.

724
00:40:25,040 --> 00:40:29,560
Speaker 3: You're all good dude, No, no, no, see see what

725
00:40:29,680 --> 00:40:30,759
Speaker 3: was I just saying.

726
00:40:32,320 --> 00:40:32,720
Speaker 5: About?

727
00:40:33,160 --> 00:40:35,839
Speaker 6: You know, that's not mean to find mean, that's kind

728
00:40:35,880 --> 00:40:36,640
Speaker 6: of what you were saying.

729
00:40:37,880 --> 00:40:44,080
Speaker 3: Oh yeah, see I would define that as Look, dude,

730
00:40:44,880 --> 00:40:48,360
Speaker 3: you got your boundaries, right, you got your sort of

731
00:40:48,400 --> 00:40:54,000
Speaker 3: criteria for friendship, and you're part of your criteria is

732
00:40:54,360 --> 00:40:58,759
Speaker 3: not is your friends not fucking giving your wedgies and

733
00:40:58,800 --> 00:40:59,799
Speaker 3: calling your names and ship.

734
00:41:01,600 --> 00:41:05,240
Speaker 7: So yeah, he's just he's just an asshole.

735
00:41:08,080 --> 00:41:09,799
Speaker 3: Dude, you're enforcing your boundaries.

736
00:41:10,680 --> 00:41:12,040
Speaker 6: Mm hm, do you mind if I put you on

737
00:41:12,080 --> 00:41:13,040
Speaker 6: speakers so I can drive?

738
00:41:13,440 --> 00:41:15,319
Speaker 3: Fuck? Yeah, dude, let's go for a red Where are

739
00:41:15,320 --> 00:41:15,600
Speaker 3: we going?

740
00:41:17,600 --> 00:41:18,400
Speaker 6: You're on speaker?

741
00:41:21,440 --> 00:41:23,279
Speaker 3: You can you can if you don't want to tell

742
00:41:23,280 --> 00:41:25,319
Speaker 3: me where you can make ship up, and it will

743
00:41:25,360 --> 00:41:26,800
Speaker 3: be the same as if you do.

744
00:41:27,800 --> 00:41:30,200
Speaker 6: Well, that's not really the reason I was calling in,

745
00:41:30,480 --> 00:41:35,279
Speaker 6: but it's definitely a problem that I've faced. I think

746
00:41:35,320 --> 00:41:37,800
Speaker 6: the real reason that I've been down and I seek

747
00:41:38,400 --> 00:41:44,240
Speaker 6: the therapy get go is I'm super afraid of getting

748
00:41:44,280 --> 00:41:49,520
Speaker 6: burnt out of work like it's happened before, and I

749
00:41:49,640 --> 00:41:52,759
Speaker 6: just get super burnt out and just unmotivated where I

750
00:41:52,760 --> 00:41:54,160
Speaker 6: can't do anything.

751
00:41:55,440 --> 00:41:55,640
Speaker 8: Here.

752
00:41:55,719 --> 00:41:57,480
Speaker 3: I want to stay. I want to stay real quick.

753
00:41:57,520 --> 00:42:00,800
Speaker 3: I want to stay on on your friend real quick.

754
00:42:01,080 --> 00:42:01,560
Speaker 7: Yeah.

755
00:42:01,680 --> 00:42:07,160
Speaker 3: Sure, okay, So well, what's what's this guy?

756
00:42:08,560 --> 00:42:08,680
Speaker 5: All?

757
00:42:08,760 --> 00:42:11,720
Speaker 3: Right? So you were were you felt like you would

758
00:42:11,719 --> 00:42:14,120
Speaker 3: be it would be mean of you to come to

759
00:42:14,160 --> 00:42:17,440
Speaker 3: this guy and be like, yeah, I'm not putting up

760
00:42:17,480 --> 00:42:19,040
Speaker 3: with this ship anymore.

761
00:42:18,920 --> 00:42:23,440
Speaker 6: Right, Yeah, I mean, like, we haven't talked in a while,

762
00:42:23,680 --> 00:42:26,439
Speaker 6: so I've cut him out, but somehow he always find

763
00:42:26,480 --> 00:42:29,000
Speaker 6: his way back into my life, and I've never had

764
00:42:29,000 --> 00:42:31,560
Speaker 6: the guts to tell him the fuck off.

765
00:42:35,040 --> 00:42:36,760
Speaker 3: Yeah, you just got to be directed with him, dude.

766
00:42:38,400 --> 00:42:41,040
Speaker 3: I mean, I mean, well, now I'm kind of curious,

767
00:42:41,080 --> 00:42:43,440
Speaker 3: what do you what's your relationship with this guy? Like,

768
00:42:43,640 --> 00:42:46,080
Speaker 3: is he like a coworker? Is he a fucking.

769
00:42:47,280 --> 00:42:50,200
Speaker 6: No, he's we went to school together in fourth grade.

770
00:42:50,200 --> 00:42:52,440
Speaker 6: We're like really good friends. And then he'd be a

771
00:42:52,480 --> 00:42:55,840
Speaker 6: piece of shit to me. I would not do anything,

772
00:42:55,920 --> 00:42:57,920
Speaker 6: and then we'd be friends again. So it's just kind

773
00:42:57,960 --> 00:42:59,759
Speaker 6: of like off and on, you.

774
00:42:59,719 --> 00:43:03,840
Speaker 3: Know you are do you see him often? Like do

775
00:43:03,880 --> 00:43:06,000
Speaker 3: you are an extation where you have to see him?

776
00:43:07,160 --> 00:43:07,880
Speaker 7: Not anymore?

777
00:43:08,400 --> 00:43:11,960
Speaker 6: He left my school, but he's also been a dick

778
00:43:12,040 --> 00:43:15,360
Speaker 6: to like my family members. Is everyone around like he

779
00:43:15,680 --> 00:43:16,480
Speaker 6: never goes away?

780
00:43:16,600 --> 00:43:16,839
Speaker 8: You know.

781
00:43:19,520 --> 00:43:21,320
Speaker 3: That's that's honestly, man, That's what I would leave you,

782
00:43:21,360 --> 00:43:23,360
Speaker 3: honest I would. I would. I would like if I

783
00:43:23,360 --> 00:43:25,120
Speaker 3: had the hammer in that central point if your central

784
00:43:25,160 --> 00:43:26,799
Speaker 3: point is like I don't want to be mean, Like

785
00:43:26,840 --> 00:43:30,040
Speaker 3: you got to understand that you're not being mean when

786
00:43:30,160 --> 00:43:33,160
Speaker 3: you and when you are in setting and enforcing your

787
00:43:33,160 --> 00:43:38,320
Speaker 3: boundaries for your friendship. That's not being mean. That's just you.

788
00:43:38,480 --> 00:43:40,279
Speaker 3: And like what kind of kind of like what I

789
00:43:40,280 --> 00:43:43,640
Speaker 3: was talking about with uh? But Nick, like that fire

790
00:43:43,719 --> 00:43:47,440
Speaker 3: ice sky ship you got, yeah, but you look, you

791
00:43:47,480 --> 00:43:49,040
Speaker 3: could do it in a mean way. You could do

792
00:43:49,080 --> 00:43:50,680
Speaker 3: it in a fire away, but that's not you. You're not

793
00:43:50,680 --> 00:43:53,719
Speaker 3: a fire guy. You're a nice guy. You're a nice guy. Right,

794
00:43:53,800 --> 00:43:55,239
Speaker 3: I don't have to do a big theat You don't

795
00:43:55,280 --> 00:43:58,360
Speaker 3: have to do a big theatrical. Hey, fuck you, I'm tired.

796
00:43:58,680 --> 00:44:00,400
Speaker 3: Go funk yourself tired. You should. You don't have to

797
00:44:00,400 --> 00:44:01,800
Speaker 3: make it. And it doesn't have to be an event,

798
00:44:02,120 --> 00:44:03,120
Speaker 3: just like I was telling you, it doesn't have to

799
00:44:03,160 --> 00:44:06,759
Speaker 3: be an event. All right, you can just be like, hey,

800
00:44:08,120 --> 00:44:11,640
Speaker 3: you know, I don't yeah, you know, I know. This

801
00:44:11,760 --> 00:44:13,400
Speaker 3: is like, this is literally I was thinking about this

802
00:44:13,400 --> 00:44:15,960
Speaker 3: the other day. This is something we learned in kindergarten.

803
00:44:16,000 --> 00:44:18,719
Speaker 3: But it's actually fucking genius. You know what you know

804
00:44:18,760 --> 00:44:20,120
Speaker 3: about ie statements?

805
00:44:21,840 --> 00:44:24,839
Speaker 6: Uh like the I feel yeah.

806
00:44:24,560 --> 00:44:27,839
Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah yeah. This is like it was like kindergarten,

807
00:44:27,880 --> 00:44:31,640
Speaker 3: like pure mediation kindergarten shit, But it fucking works because

808
00:44:32,280 --> 00:44:35,200
Speaker 3: if you use I like, if you use eye statements

809
00:44:35,200 --> 00:44:36,759
Speaker 3: like I feel this way, I feel this way, I

810
00:44:36,760 --> 00:44:39,479
Speaker 3: feel this way, there's nothing like it's impossible to be mean.

811
00:44:39,760 --> 00:44:41,759
Speaker 3: And also people people don't get set off by that,

812
00:44:41,920 --> 00:44:46,480
Speaker 3: right because you can't, no, because when you're talking about yourself,

813
00:44:48,000 --> 00:44:51,640
Speaker 3: you're not attacking someone else. You feel like I feel disrespected,

814
00:44:51,680 --> 00:44:54,040
Speaker 3: I feel this way and because of that reason, I'm

815
00:44:54,080 --> 00:44:56,640
Speaker 3: not gonna hang out with you anymore. It's not being mean.

816
00:44:56,840 --> 00:44:58,879
Speaker 3: You're not saying anything mean to him. You're not saying

817
00:44:58,880 --> 00:45:02,120
Speaker 3: anything even about you're talking about you, dude, you know

818
00:45:02,160 --> 00:45:02,560
Speaker 3: what I mean.

819
00:45:03,480 --> 00:45:06,600
Speaker 7: Yeah, The thing is he's just so so.

820
00:45:06,760 --> 00:45:08,279
Speaker 6: Do you know what short man syndrome is?

821
00:45:08,280 --> 00:45:08,880
Speaker 7: I'm sure you do.

822
00:45:09,440 --> 00:45:10,520
Speaker 3: Yeah, dude, I'm five to six.

823
00:45:12,520 --> 00:45:16,000
Speaker 10: He's like probably around there, but he just thinks he's

824
00:45:16,040 --> 00:45:20,480
Speaker 10: the ship, and he like he's so small compared to

825
00:45:20,960 --> 00:45:24,799
Speaker 10: most other people. Yet he's like, if you think a

826
00:45:24,840 --> 00:45:27,880
Speaker 10: traditional high school scenario with your clicks and stuff, he

827
00:45:28,239 --> 00:45:31,200
Speaker 10: is the top of the food chain.

828
00:45:31,400 --> 00:45:33,280
Speaker 6: I guess that's all.

829
00:45:33,080 --> 00:45:35,400
Speaker 3: That's all made up. That's all made up. That's this

830
00:45:35,520 --> 00:45:37,839
Speaker 3: is not real. This is not real, the food chain

831
00:45:37,960 --> 00:45:44,080
Speaker 3: of high school. It's it's a myth. Also kind of

832
00:45:44,080 --> 00:45:45,799
Speaker 3: who kids the fun? If this guy thinks he's a man,

833
00:45:45,880 --> 00:45:49,799
Speaker 3: let him think, let him think he's amazing. Just be

834
00:45:50,160 --> 00:45:51,360
Speaker 3: if you don't want to hang with him, don't I

835
00:45:51,400 --> 00:45:52,960
Speaker 3: just you know, don't hang out with him. Let let

836
00:45:53,040 --> 00:45:56,600
Speaker 3: him think he's amazing. Do who cares if he's conceded,

837
00:45:56,800 --> 00:45:58,560
Speaker 3: Just you can be, like, I'm gonna let you do

838
00:45:58,600 --> 00:46:00,120
Speaker 3: your thing, but I don't want to be around, so

839
00:46:00,120 --> 00:46:03,640
Speaker 3: I'm gonna go do my own thing. Yeah, but yeah, man,

840
00:46:03,680 --> 00:46:04,759
Speaker 3: what would you say your name was?

841
00:46:05,880 --> 00:46:07,840
Speaker 6: I'm Jake, Jake.

842
00:46:09,280 --> 00:46:09,440
Speaker 10: Jake.

843
00:46:09,440 --> 00:46:10,920
Speaker 3: I'm gonna let you get back on the road so

844
00:46:10,960 --> 00:46:14,759
Speaker 3: you don't kill any deers. But I appreciate you calling

845
00:46:14,840 --> 00:46:16,720
Speaker 3: it man, And if I had to leave with anything,

846
00:46:16,760 --> 00:46:18,640
Speaker 3: you know, remember it's it's not me and you're just

847
00:46:18,680 --> 00:46:21,000
Speaker 3: sort of enforcing your boundaries.

848
00:46:22,880 --> 00:46:23,080
Speaker 4: Yeah.

849
00:46:23,360 --> 00:46:24,879
Speaker 6: Can I have a question real quick?

850
00:46:26,480 --> 00:46:27,440
Speaker 3: Potentially? What's up?

851
00:46:28,320 --> 00:46:30,360
Speaker 6: Uh?

852
00:46:30,400 --> 00:46:30,560
Speaker 5: Am?

853
00:46:30,560 --> 00:46:37,120
Speaker 6: I gonna be on a Spotify podcast? I have no idea, okay,

854
00:46:37,400 --> 00:46:41,160
Speaker 6: because I really enjoy falling to sleep to your podcast.

855
00:46:41,400 --> 00:46:42,680
Speaker 6: They're really they're really good.

856
00:46:42,960 --> 00:46:45,080
Speaker 3: Find yourself. Thank you man. I'm glad you like the podcast,

857
00:46:45,080 --> 00:46:47,680
Speaker 3: which you can find by typing exclamation point podcast in

858
00:46:47,719 --> 00:46:51,120
Speaker 3: the Twitch chat. But yeah, dude, I'm glad you like

859
00:46:51,160 --> 00:46:53,400
Speaker 3: the pod. And maybe maybe someday you'll be falling asleep

860
00:46:53,440 --> 00:46:54,240
Speaker 3: to your own voice.

861
00:46:55,400 --> 00:46:58,759
Speaker 6: That would be crazy. Thank you so much, man, this

862
00:46:58,800 --> 00:47:01,080
Speaker 6: has been an amazing time.

863
00:47:01,760 --> 00:47:03,799
Speaker 3: Thank you, Thank you man. Thank you so much for

864
00:47:03,840 --> 00:47:05,080
Speaker 3: coming in. And I hope you have a good one

865
00:47:05,080 --> 00:47:07,360
Speaker 3: and tell your sister what's up? Dude?

866
00:47:07,920 --> 00:47:08,319
Speaker 6: All right?

867
00:47:08,800 --> 00:47:19,840
Speaker 3: So much later on, Jake Lady all from Josh, Josh,

868
00:47:19,880 --> 00:47:23,399
Speaker 3: you beautiful. You have a beautiful voice. And I never

869
00:47:23,400 --> 00:47:23,879
Speaker 3: told you that.

870
00:47:23,920 --> 00:47:28,000
Speaker 7: Josh, No, but I appreciate that.

871
00:47:28,200 --> 00:47:33,080
Speaker 3: Real, Yeah, beautiful, beautiful. How attractive would you say you

872
00:47:33,120 --> 00:47:34,759
Speaker 3: are on a scale from one to ten if you

873
00:47:34,760 --> 00:47:36,719
Speaker 3: were being object could you? Are you good at that?

874
00:47:36,800 --> 00:47:39,160
Speaker 3: Are you good at being like honest and objective when

875
00:47:39,160 --> 00:47:42,920
Speaker 3: it comes to the self You know, I.

876
00:47:42,880 --> 00:47:48,920
Speaker 7: Don't know, man, I'm okay, you know, I wouldn't say

877
00:47:48,920 --> 00:47:51,239
Speaker 7: I'm like, like the best looking guy in the world.

878
00:47:52,960 --> 00:47:56,560
Speaker 3: Throw out a number whatever, whatever number you think, throw on.

879
00:47:56,600 --> 00:48:01,279
Speaker 7: Them, like, hey, I don't know, and then out an eight.

880
00:48:01,719 --> 00:48:04,480
Speaker 3: An eight is really good?

881
00:48:05,200 --> 00:48:08,239
Speaker 4: Yeah, okay, So you.

882
00:48:08,200 --> 00:48:10,560
Speaker 3: Don't sound like I'm not saying. You don't sound like anybody.

883
00:48:10,560 --> 00:48:12,319
Speaker 3: You don't sound like you think you are an eight.

884
00:48:12,400 --> 00:48:13,840
Speaker 3: You sound like you think you're like a six.

885
00:48:16,200 --> 00:48:17,839
Speaker 7: Yeah, so okay. So I used to have a lot

886
00:48:17,880 --> 00:48:22,200
Speaker 7: more self confidence issues, and I don't know, I've just

887
00:48:22,239 --> 00:48:24,799
Speaker 7: realized as I've gotten older, like, you know, I'm a

888
00:48:24,800 --> 00:48:28,160
Speaker 7: halfway decent looking guy, Like I'm not. I'm not a

889
00:48:28,200 --> 00:48:31,560
Speaker 7: bad looking dude, you know, And so maybe eight is

890
00:48:31,640 --> 00:48:35,319
Speaker 7: me being a little generous. But you know, I'm trying

891
00:48:35,320 --> 00:48:36,680
Speaker 7: to be good to myself. You know what I'm saying.

892
00:48:36,920 --> 00:48:40,120
Speaker 3: You act like an eight. You're a fucking eight, my friend?

893
00:48:40,400 --> 00:48:42,560
Speaker 7: Hell yeah, hell yeah.

894
00:48:42,680 --> 00:48:43,640
Speaker 3: Have you ever been betrayed?

895
00:48:45,960 --> 00:48:46,720
Speaker 12: Uh?

896
00:48:46,800 --> 00:48:50,920
Speaker 7: So, Okay, I've been watching the stream and I was like,

897
00:48:51,120 --> 00:48:52,960
Speaker 7: you know, I really identified with like some of the

898
00:48:53,040 --> 00:48:58,040
Speaker 7: callers are called in because like growing up, I was like,

899
00:48:58,320 --> 00:49:01,719
Speaker 7: it's like way too nice, like all the time, and

900
00:49:01,800 --> 00:49:05,200
Speaker 7: I would like just let people just like walk all

901
00:49:05,239 --> 00:49:08,920
Speaker 7: over me and treat me like shit. And so like,

902
00:49:09,200 --> 00:49:11,640
Speaker 7: I've had a few different things that have happened that

903
00:49:11,719 --> 00:49:14,880
Speaker 7: I would say were like kind of major betrayal, And

904
00:49:14,920 --> 00:49:17,080
Speaker 7: as I've gotten older, I've just kind of learned like

905
00:49:18,040 --> 00:49:20,440
Speaker 7: that sometimes you just need to like cut those people off.

906
00:49:20,520 --> 00:49:21,759
Speaker 7: You know what I'm saying. You just need to like

907
00:49:21,840 --> 00:49:25,319
Speaker 7: move on, you know what I'm saying. Oh yeah, So,

908
00:49:27,560 --> 00:49:30,319
Speaker 7: I mean one story I could say for sure was

909
00:49:30,760 --> 00:49:32,279
Speaker 7: I had this dude. He was like one of my

910
00:49:32,360 --> 00:49:37,760
Speaker 7: best friends growing up, and like, looking back on it now,

911
00:49:38,400 --> 00:49:43,200
Speaker 7: like I think this dude may have been associated. I

912
00:49:43,200 --> 00:49:46,239
Speaker 7: don't know for sure, but he would lie.

913
00:49:46,600 --> 00:49:48,400
Speaker 3: It makes you think that he might be a sociopath.

914
00:49:49,480 --> 00:49:55,279
Speaker 7: Dude. He would lie about the weirdest thing. Like we'd

915
00:49:55,320 --> 00:49:58,840
Speaker 7: be going to McDonald's and he'd call his mom and

916
00:49:58,840 --> 00:50:02,399
Speaker 7: be like, yeah, we're going to Burger King like and

917
00:50:03,280 --> 00:50:11,640
Speaker 7: like but like it was just like but it was

918
00:50:11,719 --> 00:50:12,760
Speaker 7: just like a case.

919
00:50:14,080 --> 00:50:16,240
Speaker 3: I'm sorry, what else do you lie about?

920
00:50:17,600 --> 00:50:20,440
Speaker 7: Okay? So that was just like to me though, like

921
00:50:20,600 --> 00:50:22,440
Speaker 7: I feel like if somebody will just like lie about

922
00:50:22,480 --> 00:50:25,600
Speaker 7: stupid ship like that, then like they're just lying all

923
00:50:25,640 --> 00:50:30,800
Speaker 7: the you know what I'm saying, And so like he would.

924
00:50:30,880 --> 00:50:33,360
Speaker 3: Like killing small animals and ship.

925
00:50:34,360 --> 00:50:37,799
Speaker 7: Right right, so he would go behind my back and

926
00:50:37,880 --> 00:50:41,440
Speaker 7: like turn people against me, but then like act like

927
00:50:41,520 --> 00:50:45,399
Speaker 7: he was my best friend and like like he would

928
00:50:45,440 --> 00:50:48,040
Speaker 7: always just like say all these awesome things to me,

929
00:50:48,239 --> 00:50:51,640
Speaker 7: and then I would find out like, oh, you know,

930
00:50:53,239 --> 00:50:56,040
Speaker 7: like he's been telling all these different people just like

931
00:50:56,200 --> 00:51:01,360
Speaker 7: blatant lies about me and like people against me, and

932
00:51:01,400 --> 00:51:04,759
Speaker 7: then like you know, then i'd confront him about it eventually,

933
00:51:05,120 --> 00:51:07,480
Speaker 7: and he would he would be like, oh, dude, I'm sorry,

934
00:51:07,560 --> 00:51:10,960
Speaker 7: I don't know what you know, blah blah blah, and

935
00:51:11,000 --> 00:51:13,960
Speaker 7: then you know, I would be like, Okay, well, you know,

936
00:51:14,000 --> 00:51:15,920
Speaker 7: I don't want to happen again, and I just I

937
00:51:16,000 --> 00:51:17,960
Speaker 7: let this ship happen. He would he would tell his

938
00:51:18,000 --> 00:51:20,040
Speaker 7: parent he would blame everything on me. Every time he

939
00:51:20,080 --> 00:51:23,239
Speaker 7: got in trouble. He would just like blame everything on me.

940
00:51:24,160 --> 00:51:26,960
Speaker 7: I mean the sociopath part comes in when he like

941
00:51:27,080 --> 00:51:29,160
Speaker 7: he had a whole plan to kill his dad and

942
00:51:29,200 --> 00:51:33,400
Speaker 7: he was going to chop his body up. Yeah, like

943
00:51:33,600 --> 00:51:35,759
Speaker 7: like like I'm not just saying that to say, like

944
00:51:35,880 --> 00:51:37,200
Speaker 7: you know, like he was like a little bit of

945
00:51:37,239 --> 00:51:40,160
Speaker 7: a dick, Like no, this dude was like like he

946
00:51:40,680 --> 00:51:43,680
Speaker 7: had like no See, That's why.

947
00:51:43,520 --> 00:51:45,800
Speaker 3: When I said that I liked him with the burger

948
00:51:45,840 --> 00:51:47,800
Speaker 3: King thing, I left it a sweat. I could have

949
00:51:47,880 --> 00:51:49,719
Speaker 3: left it at that, right, you know I could have

950
00:51:49,880 --> 00:51:51,319
Speaker 3: if you had all if all I knew about this

951
00:51:51,360 --> 00:51:53,600
Speaker 3: guy was yeah, he lied about going to about going

952
00:51:53,640 --> 00:51:55,880
Speaker 3: to bur King when actually McDonald's. I would think he

953
00:51:55,960 --> 00:51:57,920
Speaker 3: was pretty funny. But then we got into the part

954
00:51:57,920 --> 00:51:59,880
Speaker 3: where he wants to kill his dad, and now I'm like,

955
00:52:00,320 --> 00:52:06,720
Speaker 3: I'm a little I'm a little more iffy on this kid. Right, Okay,

956
00:52:06,800 --> 00:52:10,000
Speaker 3: So continue, How did he did he kill his dad?

957
00:52:11,719 --> 00:52:12,279
Speaker 9: Uh?

958
00:52:12,400 --> 00:52:15,279
Speaker 7: As far as I know, I don't think so, but

959
00:52:15,960 --> 00:52:20,480
Speaker 7: you know, I hope not. You know, we'll just leave

960
00:52:20,520 --> 00:52:23,279
Speaker 7: it at that. I don't know I lost contact with

961
00:52:23,320 --> 00:52:29,640
Speaker 7: this guy, you know, So basically, Okay, so.

962
00:52:31,040 --> 00:52:37,759
Speaker 3: Because because little look, lying is one thing, but plotting

963
00:52:37,880 --> 00:52:38,320
Speaker 3: is another.

964
00:52:40,480 --> 00:52:40,680
Speaker 4: You know.

965
00:52:41,880 --> 00:52:45,799
Speaker 3: Yeah, because look, telling saying you're gonna kill your dad,

966
00:52:45,840 --> 00:52:48,200
Speaker 3: I mean, that's saying you're going to McDonald's, you're really

967
00:52:48,239 --> 00:52:51,120
Speaker 3: going to bury king, That's that's a lie. But saying

968
00:52:51,480 --> 00:52:56,200
Speaker 3: I'm gonna kill my dad, that's a plot. And people

969
00:52:56,200 --> 00:53:00,000
Speaker 3: who lie, people who plot are not to be trying

970
00:53:00,239 --> 00:53:03,480
Speaker 3: to plotters. Never trust a plotter.

971
00:53:07,120 --> 00:53:11,200
Speaker 7: Yeah, yeah, no, for sure. Like honestly, he like literally

972
00:53:11,280 --> 00:53:16,240
Speaker 7: sat there for like forty five minutes and like explained

973
00:53:16,360 --> 00:53:20,600
Speaker 7: exactly how he would do it. And it was fucking

974
00:53:20,920 --> 00:53:22,200
Speaker 7: like I was just sitting.

975
00:53:22,000 --> 00:53:23,280
Speaker 3: There, like what was his plan?

976
00:53:24,480 --> 00:53:27,600
Speaker 7: Okay, so first he was going to convince his mom

977
00:53:27,640 --> 00:53:30,040
Speaker 7: to go along with it. That was like the biggest

978
00:53:30,080 --> 00:53:31,560
Speaker 7: part of this plant, because.

979
00:53:31,320 --> 00:53:33,600
Speaker 3: That's gotta be a whole nother plot. Yeah, how do

980
00:53:33,640 --> 00:53:37,160
Speaker 3: you convince I mean, if we had, if we could,

981
00:53:37,200 --> 00:53:38,680
Speaker 3: I mean, we don't have to dive super into but

982
00:53:38,719 --> 00:53:43,239
Speaker 3: what was many rundown? What was his subplot to get

983
00:53:43,239 --> 00:53:45,680
Speaker 3: his mom to join him and killing his dad.

984
00:53:47,000 --> 00:53:50,480
Speaker 7: So his mom already she like worshiped the ground as

985
00:53:50,480 --> 00:53:53,960
Speaker 7: he walked on and like basically treated him like he

986
00:53:54,360 --> 00:53:56,360
Speaker 7: could do no wrong anytime.

987
00:53:55,960 --> 00:53:58,360
Speaker 11: That he lied, even if she knew he was lying,

988
00:53:58,600 --> 00:54:02,920
Speaker 11: she was like, fully can cool cool, So like, I

989
00:54:02,960 --> 00:54:06,440
Speaker 11: don't think it would have actually been that hard for

990
00:54:06,560 --> 00:54:10,120
Speaker 11: him to convince her to go along if he really.

991
00:54:09,800 --> 00:54:17,560
Speaker 7: Wanted to mm hmm. But then he basically was planning on.

992
00:54:18,840 --> 00:54:22,239
Speaker 7: He was planning on just like killing his dad. His

993
00:54:22,360 --> 00:54:24,560
Speaker 7: dad had a boat. He was going to go out

994
00:54:24,600 --> 00:54:28,319
Speaker 7: to the bay near us, take the boat out, chop

995
00:54:28,400 --> 00:54:31,680
Speaker 7: the body up, and basically dump it into the fense.

996
00:54:32,239 --> 00:54:33,319
Speaker 7: And that was his whole point.

997
00:54:34,960 --> 00:54:36,400
Speaker 3: Where where did his mom fit into this?

998
00:54:36,440 --> 00:54:36,640
Speaker 11: Why?

999
00:54:36,760 --> 00:54:37,000
Speaker 8: Why?

1000
00:54:37,239 --> 00:54:40,640
Speaker 3: Where? What was her? What was her supposed role in

1001
00:54:40,680 --> 00:54:41,720
Speaker 3: the in the murder?

1002
00:54:42,840 --> 00:54:44,879
Speaker 7: So I guess he was going to use his mom

1003
00:54:45,000 --> 00:54:47,600
Speaker 7: to say that he like ran off with another woman

1004
00:54:47,760 --> 00:54:51,520
Speaker 7: or something, and she was going to be his alibi. Dude,

1005
00:54:51,880 --> 00:54:56,040
Speaker 7: I don't remember. This is like probably ten fifteen years ago,

1006
00:54:56,920 --> 00:54:57,880
Speaker 7: So I don't remember.

1007
00:54:57,640 --> 00:55:01,000
Speaker 3: All Facebook friends with this guy. You have no contact

1008
00:55:01,080 --> 00:55:06,080
Speaker 3: with them, no, dude, no, no, it's probably for the best.

1009
00:55:08,200 --> 00:55:12,680
Speaker 7: Yeah yeah, yeah, for sure. I mean, so what ended

1010
00:55:12,760 --> 00:55:16,960
Speaker 7: up happening between him and I is I finally like

1011
00:55:17,280 --> 00:55:22,480
Speaker 7: caught him like actually talking shit about because I was

1012
00:55:22,520 --> 00:55:25,319
Speaker 7: with a friend of mine and that he called my

1013
00:55:25,640 --> 00:55:28,759
Speaker 7: a friend of mine started talking about me on the

1014
00:55:28,760 --> 00:55:32,400
Speaker 7: phone and my friends with him on speaker phone. So

1015
00:55:32,480 --> 00:55:37,160
Speaker 7: I started hearing like like everything he was saying about,

1016
00:55:37,440 --> 00:55:41,600
Speaker 7: and so I was like, man, like I was, I

1017
00:55:41,719 --> 00:55:44,319
Speaker 7: was living. I was like, man, fuck you, like come over,

1018
00:55:44,680 --> 00:55:47,719
Speaker 7: you know, come like come talk, come say this to

1019
00:55:47,800 --> 00:55:48,839
Speaker 7: my face. You know what I'm saying.

1020
00:55:49,680 --> 00:55:52,319
Speaker 3: And so the breaking point in your guys's friend I'm

1021
00:55:52,360 --> 00:55:55,120
Speaker 3: concerned now that the breaking point in your guys' friendship

1022
00:55:55,560 --> 00:55:59,440
Speaker 3: happened a brief but still, you know a period of

1023
00:55:59,480 --> 00:56:05,400
Speaker 3: time after how long did you continue to be this

1024
00:56:05,440 --> 00:56:11,480
Speaker 3: guy's friend after he explained his plot to kill his dad? Hmmm,

1025
00:56:12,920 --> 00:56:15,799
Speaker 3: probably at a certain point that you know, that's I

1026
00:56:15,800 --> 00:56:16,520
Speaker 3: think that's on you.

1027
00:56:19,080 --> 00:56:22,399
Speaker 7: Yeah, no, I dude, I okay. So, like my whole

1028
00:56:22,400 --> 00:56:24,799
Speaker 7: point is saying all this shit was to say it

1029
00:56:24,960 --> 00:56:27,719
Speaker 7: was on yes, like I was, you know, I was

1030
00:56:27,760 --> 00:56:29,520
Speaker 7: a kid. I was you know, I was probably like

1031
00:56:29,600 --> 00:56:35,799
Speaker 7: fifteen fifteen and all this going on, and like I

1032
00:56:35,920 --> 00:56:37,759
Speaker 7: was just I kind of like this felt for like

1033
00:56:37,800 --> 00:56:40,560
Speaker 7: some of the other callers like that, I've had some

1034
00:56:40,680 --> 00:56:45,480
Speaker 7: really toxic relationships, I just let go on for way.

1035
00:56:44,960 --> 00:56:48,560
Speaker 3: Too long and definitely way too long.

1036
00:56:49,760 --> 00:56:52,000
Speaker 7: Yeah, dude, no for sure, like that should have been.

1037
00:56:52,080 --> 00:56:54,239
Speaker 7: Like I mean, there were so I could tell you

1038
00:56:54,320 --> 00:56:56,759
Speaker 7: so many things that this dude did that were just

1039
00:56:56,800 --> 00:56:58,320
Speaker 7: so messed up, Like.

1040
00:56:58,520 --> 00:57:01,759
Speaker 3: Did he have did he have like a fucking PlayStation

1041
00:57:01,920 --> 00:57:08,319
Speaker 3: three or something? Why? Why he was? What was so

1042
00:57:08,360 --> 00:57:13,160
Speaker 3: awesome about? How did he continue to get you to

1043
00:57:13,160 --> 00:57:17,360
Speaker 3: be his friend after? Did he try to get you

1044
00:57:17,400 --> 00:57:17,760
Speaker 3: to help?

1045
00:57:19,800 --> 00:57:23,439
Speaker 7: No? No, no no. And even when he was telling

1046
00:57:23,480 --> 00:57:25,440
Speaker 7: the whole time he was telling me this, we were

1047
00:57:25,720 --> 00:57:26,480
Speaker 7: first off, we had.

1048
00:57:26,440 --> 00:57:30,120
Speaker 11: Been a lot of weeks and we've been drinking, so

1049
00:57:30,280 --> 00:57:32,160
Speaker 11: like we were pretty much comes.

1050
00:57:31,920 --> 00:57:34,440
Speaker 3: Out exactly what happens to me and my friends all

1051
00:57:34,440 --> 00:57:35,120
Speaker 3: the time.

1052
00:57:36,240 --> 00:57:39,720
Speaker 7: Right and so like and so like you know, we

1053
00:57:40,320 --> 00:57:45,480
Speaker 7: just basically I was like, what the fuck are you

1054
00:57:45,640 --> 00:57:47,920
Speaker 7: talking about? Like the whole time, I'm like, I'm not

1055
00:57:48,080 --> 00:57:50,640
Speaker 7: endorsing the paper, I'm like, what is wrong with you?

1056
00:57:50,920 --> 00:57:55,120
Speaker 7: Like how could you ever even think of that? Like

1057
00:57:55,120 --> 00:57:56,840
Speaker 7: like you know what I'm saying, Like it wasn't like

1058
00:57:56,880 --> 00:58:00,160
Speaker 7: I was going along with him, and like now how

1059
00:58:00,760 --> 00:58:04,680
Speaker 7: like me now would like obviously if I heard that

1060
00:58:04,720 --> 00:58:10,440
Speaker 7: from any buddy I would probably reported completely honest, you know,

1061
00:58:11,080 --> 00:58:13,320
Speaker 7: but I was a kid, and I like the thing

1062
00:58:13,320 --> 00:58:15,000
Speaker 7: that drew me back to him is like he was

1063
00:58:15,040 --> 00:58:17,600
Speaker 7: somebody I partied with, and he would he just had

1064
00:58:17,600 --> 00:58:21,320
Speaker 7: this way of manipulating me where he would like he'd

1065
00:58:21,400 --> 00:58:23,320
Speaker 7: come back into my life. He'd be like, dude, I'm

1066
00:58:23,360 --> 00:58:26,520
Speaker 7: so sorry, let me like smoke you up, like you know, like,

1067
00:58:27,120 --> 00:58:29,960
Speaker 7: and I would just forgive him. And it was it

1068
00:58:30,040 --> 00:58:32,400
Speaker 7: was stupid, dude, It was really dumb. And I just

1069
00:58:32,520 --> 00:58:34,680
Speaker 7: let this dude walk all over me for a year.

1070
00:58:35,280 --> 00:58:40,080
Speaker 3: Would you say your name was Josh? Well, Josh, look,

1071
00:58:40,080 --> 00:58:46,000
Speaker 3: I'm happy that you've evolved into you know, someone that

1072
00:58:46,040 --> 00:58:48,640
Speaker 3: would report that to the police, and you know, your

1073
00:58:48,680 --> 00:58:54,040
Speaker 3: friends probably so he's probably a car salesman now or something. Yeah, right,

1074
00:58:55,000 --> 00:58:59,200
Speaker 3: and he probably murders people on the side. You know,

1075
00:58:59,240 --> 00:59:04,200
Speaker 3: he lives a very life and he's able to balance

1076
00:59:04,360 --> 00:59:07,840
Speaker 3: his delinquencies with you know, his responsibilities and and for

1077
00:59:07,880 --> 00:59:13,040
Speaker 3: that we respect him. But uh but Josh, look, you're

1078
00:59:13,080 --> 00:59:15,040
Speaker 3: a beautiful man, and I'm glad to hear that you've

1079
00:59:15,080 --> 00:59:17,560
Speaker 3: evolved and and and I and I appreciate you cone and.

1080
00:59:17,560 --> 00:59:26,520
Speaker 7: Man, yeah, thanks man, all right, brother, I.

1081
00:59:26,520 --> 00:59:31,280
Speaker 3: Love you and tell me, tell me you know, do

1082
00:59:31,320 --> 00:59:33,200
Speaker 3: you got you got any quick words of advice to

1083
00:59:33,240 --> 00:59:36,640
Speaker 3: the previous callers, perhaps because you seem like they resonated

1084
00:59:36,680 --> 00:59:36,920
Speaker 3: with you.

1085
00:59:38,920 --> 00:59:44,120
Speaker 7: Yeah, my advice would be like, when you see somebody

1086
00:59:44,320 --> 00:59:47,880
Speaker 7: who's just like willing to do to just fuck you

1087
00:59:47,960 --> 00:59:52,640
Speaker 7: over once, they're gonna do it again. It's only for sure.

1088
00:59:52,680 --> 00:59:54,680
Speaker 3: I agree with you. I agree, and.

1089
00:59:54,720 --> 00:59:57,640
Speaker 7: So like, you just need to get those people out

1090
00:59:57,640 --> 01:00:00,520
Speaker 7: of your life. And you know what, whether you want

1091
01:00:00,520 --> 01:00:03,120
Speaker 7: to confront them, you want to be a fire guy,

1092
01:00:03,320 --> 01:00:04,760
Speaker 7: or you want to be an ice guy and you

1093
01:00:04,840 --> 01:00:08,040
Speaker 7: just want to cut them out, Like you just need

1094
01:00:08,040 --> 01:00:10,080
Speaker 7: to cut them out and commit to it, you know

1095
01:00:10,120 --> 01:00:14,840
Speaker 7: what I'm saying, Like, absolutely, move on and find somebody better.

1096
01:00:16,320 --> 01:00:17,760
Speaker 3: Thank you for calling in, Josh, you have a good

1097
01:00:17,800 --> 01:00:18,320
Speaker 3: rest of the night.

1098
01:00:19,960 --> 01:00:24,960
Speaker 7: Yeah, thanks man, take care you too.

1099
01:00:26,440 --> 01:00:31,280
Speaker 3: Hey, what's up everyone? This is Lyle. I am just

1100
01:00:31,520 --> 01:00:37,720
Speaker 3: coming by. I haven't included any voiceovers of myself in

1101
01:00:37,760 --> 01:00:43,760
Speaker 3: this episode because I wanted to try not doing it

1102
01:00:44,400 --> 01:00:50,160
Speaker 3: and I think it's going all right. Leave me some feedback.

1103
01:00:50,160 --> 01:00:52,400
Speaker 3: I feel like I don't get enough feedback from people

1104
01:00:53,000 --> 01:00:57,080
Speaker 3: who listen to the podcast. If you have any questions, comments,

1105
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Speaker 3: concerns hit me up at Lyle for ever and never

1106
01:01:01,440 --> 01:01:06,600
Speaker 3: at gmail dot com anytime any place. I answer all

1107
01:01:06,720 --> 01:01:12,560
Speaker 3: the emails because I'm crazy, and yeah, I'm chiming in

1108
01:01:12,800 --> 01:01:17,640
Speaker 3: this time, however, because my pal Moneyworms is on the

1109
01:01:17,680 --> 01:01:20,600
Speaker 3: next call. You can find him at twitch dot tv

1110
01:01:20,680 --> 01:01:25,200
Speaker 3: slash Moneyworms, And I just wanted to chime in and

1111
01:01:25,280 --> 01:01:27,800
Speaker 3: let you know so that if you hear the voice

1112
01:01:28,240 --> 01:01:32,840
Speaker 3: of a of another beautiful man that is my good

1113
01:01:32,840 --> 01:01:39,560
Speaker 3: friend Moneyworms, don't be afraid. All right, back to the calls,

1114
01:01:39,560 --> 01:01:49,480
Speaker 3: all from Alice, Alice, Alice, Hello, how are you? Alice?

1115
01:01:50,280 --> 01:01:50,800
Speaker 9: Doing good?

1116
01:01:50,840 --> 01:01:51,280
Speaker 4: How are you?

1117
01:01:52,840 --> 01:01:55,800
Speaker 3: I'm all right. I'm hanging out with you know, my

1118
01:01:55,880 --> 01:01:59,400
Speaker 3: new gacko friend. We're chilling out in the forest, talking

1119
01:01:59,440 --> 01:02:05,640
Speaker 3: about talking about lube, talking about poop, talking about all

1120
01:02:05,680 --> 01:02:06,760
Speaker 3: kinds of different things.

1121
01:02:07,400 --> 01:02:07,800
Speaker 5: All right.

1122
01:02:08,120 --> 01:02:12,760
Speaker 9: So I have the most disgusting thing about me is

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01:02:12,760 --> 01:02:15,160
Speaker 9: that I like all of my food code.

1124
01:02:15,800 --> 01:02:15,960
Speaker 10: Now.

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01:02:15,960 --> 01:02:18,680
Speaker 9: When I say cold, I mean all of my food

1126
01:02:18,720 --> 01:02:23,000
Speaker 9: cod I'll put candy hot dogs in, I'll eat it

1127
01:02:23,040 --> 01:02:27,600
Speaker 9: all cold, like legitimately cold. I'll eat rice cold. I'll

1128
01:02:27,640 --> 01:02:31,320
Speaker 9: eat like noodles cold. And I don't know if it's

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01:02:31,360 --> 01:02:33,480
Speaker 9: more for the texture, which I feel like it is

1130
01:02:33,480 --> 01:02:36,479
Speaker 9: because I'm a very textured based person. But I'll sit

1131
01:02:36,520 --> 01:02:39,040
Speaker 9: there and for me, I'll just go on some cold

1132
01:02:39,120 --> 01:02:42,760
Speaker 9: hot dogs and I don't a lot of people be

1133
01:02:42,880 --> 01:02:47,640
Speaker 9: like that's horrible, but yeah, yeah, I.

1134
01:02:47,880 --> 01:02:51,520
Speaker 3: Like frozen hot dogs. You're just not on frozen hot dogs.

1135
01:02:52,360 --> 01:02:56,800
Speaker 8: Frozen oh like not even just I thought like fridge

1136
01:02:56,800 --> 01:02:59,520
Speaker 8: like kind of like a like baloney.

1137
01:02:59,680 --> 01:03:01,800
Speaker 5: No, and it's completely frozen. Yeah.

1138
01:03:02,320 --> 01:03:03,280
Speaker 9: My parents hated me.

1139
01:03:03,480 --> 01:03:05,800
Speaker 5: They were like, why would you do that? That's this guy.

1140
01:03:05,840 --> 01:03:06,840
Speaker 4: You got to eat up your food.

1141
01:03:06,880 --> 01:03:10,800
Speaker 9: And it's like, bro, I'm not eating raw meat. It's processed.

1142
01:03:11,000 --> 01:03:13,000
Speaker 8: How are your teeth though? How are your teeth?

1143
01:03:13,040 --> 01:03:18,560
Speaker 2: Okay, I have to get back to you on that,

1144
01:03:18,800 --> 01:03:20,640
Speaker 2: but it's I don't know, a lot of people say

1145
01:03:20,680 --> 01:03:24,040
Speaker 2: it's disgusting because I'll eat like hot package pizza rolls.

1146
01:03:24,480 --> 01:03:29,360
Speaker 9: I'll eat like frozen ship like that merry candle a

1147
01:03:29,480 --> 01:03:33,720
Speaker 9: calendar like they're like the little chicken ruggas that they got, Like,

1148
01:03:33,760 --> 01:03:34,479
Speaker 9: I'll eat that ship.

1149
01:03:34,880 --> 01:03:41,880
Speaker 3: Oh so you've eaten like you've eaten frozen chicken strips

1150
01:03:41,880 --> 01:03:42,800
Speaker 3: without eating them up.

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01:03:44,160 --> 01:03:46,600
Speaker 9: Yes, I don't think there's one thing you guys can

1152
01:03:46,720 --> 01:03:48,120
Speaker 9: name that I have not eaten.

1153
01:03:47,920 --> 01:03:52,720
Speaker 3: Frozen interesting have you have you eaten frozen pizza rolls?

1154
01:03:54,160 --> 01:03:54,440
Speaker 5: I have?

1155
01:03:56,360 --> 01:03:58,520
Speaker 3: You know what? Honestly, you know, I'm gonna be very

1156
01:03:58,560 --> 01:04:00,320
Speaker 3: honest with you right now when you've when you've first

1157
01:04:00,360 --> 01:04:03,439
Speaker 3: said the gross thing about me is that I eat

1158
01:04:03,440 --> 01:04:06,160
Speaker 3: my food cold. I thought that's not that bad. And

1159
01:04:06,200 --> 01:04:08,880
Speaker 3: then now I'm sort of understanding the gravity of the situation,

1160
01:04:08,960 --> 01:04:13,400
Speaker 3: and I completely reverse my previous mental sentiment about this call,

1161
01:04:13,600 --> 01:04:21,040
Speaker 3: and I think it as is far more appalling imagining it.

1162
01:04:21,040 --> 01:04:23,200
Speaker 8: It's funny because we talked about eating poop earlier. I

1163
01:04:23,200 --> 01:04:25,200
Speaker 8: feel like this is this is kind of more gross

1164
01:04:25,240 --> 01:04:25,480
Speaker 8: than that.

1165
01:04:27,000 --> 01:04:29,920
Speaker 9: Yeah, the doctor's psychologists are like, it's more of a

1166
01:04:29,960 --> 01:04:33,960
Speaker 9: texture based habit, and I'm like, oh, that that doesn't

1167
01:04:34,000 --> 01:04:36,120
Speaker 9: make sense because like, for instance, I think the most

1168
01:04:36,160 --> 01:04:38,760
Speaker 9: mild thing that I put in their freezer is like candy,

1169
01:04:39,200 --> 01:04:43,360
Speaker 9: Like I'll put like some sour Patch kids, trademarked Patch

1170
01:04:43,440 --> 01:04:46,400
Speaker 9: kids into the.

1171
01:04:47,160 --> 01:04:51,560
Speaker 3: Hold you you brought up. You breezed by a point

1172
01:04:51,800 --> 01:04:57,040
Speaker 3: that I think we need to delve into. You have

1173
01:04:57,200 --> 01:05:01,040
Speaker 3: sought medical and no sort of mental health. You have

1174
01:05:01,680 --> 01:05:05,440
Speaker 3: sought help for this particular issue from professionals in the

1175
01:05:05,440 --> 01:05:07,080
Speaker 3: medical world.

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01:05:08,680 --> 01:05:09,080
Speaker 8: Mm hmm.

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01:05:10,320 --> 01:05:11,920
Speaker 3: What sort of feedback did they give to you?

1178
01:05:14,280 --> 01:05:16,520
Speaker 9: A lot of doctor zero verse to it. They're like, well,

1179
01:05:16,560 --> 01:05:22,120
Speaker 9: there's a reason why people heat up their food. It's easier, sid,

1180
01:05:22,160 --> 01:05:26,800
Speaker 9: I just it's better for your body. And it's like

1181
01:05:26,840 --> 01:05:29,400
Speaker 9: the only things I won't eat like straight frozen is

1182
01:05:29,520 --> 01:05:31,800
Speaker 9: meat stuff that I can get like super sick from

1183
01:05:31,920 --> 01:05:35,840
Speaker 9: just basically meat seafood. I'm not a big seafood person,

1184
01:05:35,880 --> 01:05:38,960
Speaker 9: but I cook my shrimp and shit, and occasionally I'll

1185
01:05:39,040 --> 01:05:42,000
Speaker 9: joy hamia. It's not like straight frozen food, but it's

1186
01:05:42,080 --> 01:05:46,960
Speaker 9: like that's how I prefer my shit. Like Okay, So

1187
01:05:47,360 --> 01:05:51,480
Speaker 9: for instance, I do this sometimes, but I'll order pizza

1188
01:05:51,520 --> 01:05:53,680
Speaker 9: Hut and I'll get like some bone and wings and

1189
01:05:53,720 --> 01:05:57,200
Speaker 9: I'll put it in the freezer and mind you, it's

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01:05:57,200 --> 01:05:59,520
Speaker 9: already cooked obviously because it's from pizza hood. Pizza is

1191
01:05:59,520 --> 01:06:02,200
Speaker 9: not going to give you rob me. But I'll take

1192
01:06:02,200 --> 01:06:04,160
Speaker 9: it out and I'll go on it and it's like

1193
01:06:04,200 --> 01:06:05,000
Speaker 9: it's not even.

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01:06:04,800 --> 01:06:06,400
Speaker 5: There for the taste, but for the texture.

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01:06:07,760 --> 01:06:10,120
Speaker 9: And I've tried different things to like wing myself out

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01:06:10,120 --> 01:06:13,240
Speaker 9: of the habit, and it's just like schee and gum

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01:06:13,360 --> 01:06:15,880
Speaker 9: for the texture I've gotten, like I don't know if

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01:06:15,920 --> 01:06:19,040
Speaker 9: you know about it, but some autistic people will have

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01:06:19,080 --> 01:06:21,680
Speaker 9: like a little nibbler that they bite on for that sensation.

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01:06:22,680 --> 01:06:26,520
Speaker 9: And I've tried those and it doesn't hit doesn't hit

1201
01:06:26,600 --> 01:06:28,040
Speaker 9: the vibes. Aren't there.

1202
01:06:29,320 --> 01:06:30,040
Speaker 3: A nibbler?

1203
01:06:30,840 --> 01:06:31,160
Speaker 8: Yeah?

1204
01:06:31,760 --> 01:06:37,720
Speaker 9: Yeah, yeah, smatistic people they get it for like sensory play,

1205
01:06:37,840 --> 01:06:42,000
Speaker 9: I guess you could say. And then yeah, it's just

1206
01:06:42,000 --> 01:06:44,960
Speaker 9: something that it's like like a little silicon thing that

1207
01:06:45,040 --> 01:06:47,160
Speaker 9: like hangs from like a little string around your neck,

1208
01:06:47,240 --> 01:06:49,280
Speaker 9: and it's there that you can like bite on it

1209
01:06:49,320 --> 01:06:50,680
Speaker 9: and stuff. It's like safe for that.

1210
01:06:53,760 --> 01:06:56,440
Speaker 8: Yeah, I gotta ask. I got a question for you.

1211
01:06:57,320 --> 01:07:02,600
Speaker 8: Does eating things that should be cold, you know, what's

1212
01:07:02,640 --> 01:07:06,040
Speaker 8: that experience is it? Does it lessen the experience of

1213
01:07:06,080 --> 01:07:08,480
Speaker 8: eating those or you like that as well? Like like

1214
01:07:08,480 --> 01:07:11,240
Speaker 8: like ice cream for instance, do you do you prefer that?

1215
01:07:14,360 --> 01:07:17,760
Speaker 9: Honestly, ice cream is ice cream? It's I do got

1216
01:07:17,880 --> 01:07:19,680
Speaker 9: to say. I do prefer my ice cream to have

1217
01:07:19,720 --> 01:07:22,720
Speaker 9: like chunks in it. It's because in cream, like that's

1218
01:07:22,720 --> 01:07:24,840
Speaker 9: like my favorite because it has stuff that I can

1219
01:07:24,920 --> 01:07:25,600
Speaker 9: bite into.

1220
01:07:26,520 --> 01:07:28,880
Speaker 8: So even for like a food that is supposed to

1221
01:07:28,960 --> 01:07:33,480
Speaker 8: be frozen, you like it to have qualities from you know,

1222
01:07:34,120 --> 01:07:36,320
Speaker 8: foods that maybe shouldn't be frozen.

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01:07:37,720 --> 01:07:41,800
Speaker 9: Yeah, and it's it's kind of I say, it's disgusting

1224
01:07:41,800 --> 01:07:44,040
Speaker 9: because like there's always this moment when I bring over

1225
01:07:44,080 --> 01:07:47,040
Speaker 9: my friends and it's like, oh, you know, we go

1226
01:07:47,080 --> 01:07:49,320
Speaker 9: out to eat, and it's like I'll touch some of

1227
01:07:49,360 --> 01:07:52,200
Speaker 9: my food and then like I'll leave like the majority

1228
01:07:52,320 --> 01:07:54,120
Speaker 9: of it untouched. I'll pack it up, I'll bring it

1229
01:07:54,160 --> 01:07:57,240
Speaker 9: home and then you know, I'll keep it for later.

1230
01:07:57,640 --> 01:07:59,920
Speaker 9: But then there's sometimes when like I have my friends over,

1231
01:08:00,080 --> 01:08:03,120
Speaker 9: near's this moment of leaning them into that experience of

1232
01:08:03,280 --> 01:08:06,200
Speaker 9: seeing me just like reach into the fridge and get

1233
01:08:06,240 --> 01:08:09,480
Speaker 9: like three cold like I don't know, like pizza rolls

1234
01:08:09,640 --> 01:08:12,560
Speaker 9: and just chewing on them. I deal with mozz of

1235
01:08:12,640 --> 01:08:14,640
Speaker 9: rellisticks too. I gotta say, mots of Relli sticks are

1236
01:08:14,680 --> 01:08:18,880
Speaker 9: my favorites. But you know, it's always like this look

1237
01:08:18,880 --> 01:08:21,000
Speaker 9: of what are you doing? Are you gonna eat those up?

1238
01:08:21,439 --> 01:08:21,479
Speaker 7: What?

1239
01:08:22,120 --> 01:08:24,680
Speaker 3: You kind of like you're kind of actually starting to

1240
01:08:24,720 --> 01:08:28,280
Speaker 3: sell me on it a little bit, Like I wouldn't.

1241
01:08:29,120 --> 01:08:32,519
Speaker 3: I don't think I would eat a frozen like chicken tender,

1242
01:08:32,640 --> 01:08:35,360
Speaker 3: but I could be convinced to eat a frozen Manzarel

1243
01:08:35,439 --> 01:08:38,200
Speaker 3: stick that actually yeah, it actually doesn't sound too bad.

1244
01:08:38,280 --> 01:08:39,679
Speaker 8: That does sound pretty good.

1245
01:08:41,240 --> 01:08:43,840
Speaker 9: It's it's not it's not bad. I wouldn't recommend trying it,

1246
01:08:43,960 --> 01:08:48,080
Speaker 9: but it's not the worst thing. But yeah, there's always

1247
01:08:48,080 --> 01:08:50,479
Speaker 9: this moment of like, e Like for me, I've learned,

1248
01:08:50,479 --> 01:08:54,040
Speaker 9: there's two types of experiences. It's either well, I've learned

1249
01:08:54,040 --> 01:08:57,240
Speaker 9: over the years when I first was well, sorry, when

1250
01:08:57,240 --> 01:09:00,280
Speaker 9: I was younger, I would you know, have friends over

1251
01:09:00,720 --> 01:09:03,280
Speaker 9: and I would do it, and Mom she would indulge

1252
01:09:03,360 --> 01:09:06,240
Speaker 9: me because at this point I was already into the habit.

1253
01:09:06,520 --> 01:09:08,439
Speaker 9: I started getting into it around like seven or eight,

1254
01:09:09,080 --> 01:09:12,040
Speaker 9: and she, you know, she thought it was weird. And

1255
01:09:12,080 --> 01:09:15,160
Speaker 9: then once I, you know, started graduating from like you know,

1256
01:09:15,200 --> 01:09:17,920
Speaker 9: snacks like ice pops, this, that, and the other, like

1257
01:09:17,960 --> 01:09:21,040
Speaker 9: from putting my candy into the refrigerator I'm sorry, into the freezer,

1258
01:09:21,080 --> 01:09:24,160
Speaker 9: it evolved into eating meals straight from there, and so

1259
01:09:24,200 --> 01:09:26,040
Speaker 9: she'll give me, like, you know, some of bichini that

1260
01:09:26,080 --> 01:09:27,599
Speaker 9: I froze in there, and my friends would be like, oh,

1261
01:09:27,640 --> 01:09:29,559
Speaker 9: it's kind of cool, like I've never tried that, and

1262
01:09:29,600 --> 01:09:31,800
Speaker 9: then it kind of involved over the ears and it

1263
01:09:31,880 --> 01:09:35,160
Speaker 9: was like, are you eating a frozen hot dog in

1264
01:09:35,160 --> 01:09:38,160
Speaker 9: front of me? And it'll be like, yeah, I am,

1265
01:09:38,240 --> 01:09:41,000
Speaker 9: and they'll just look at me like that's fucking disgusting.

1266
01:09:42,439 --> 01:09:44,160
Speaker 3: I'm looking in the chat and I'm seeing a few

1267
01:09:44,200 --> 01:09:47,519
Speaker 3: people bring up the good point that this lifestyle is

1268
01:09:47,840 --> 01:09:50,519
Speaker 3: highly convenient. You know, you don't have the meal prep.

1269
01:09:51,840 --> 01:09:55,040
Speaker 3: You can just take stuff straight out of the freezer

1270
01:09:55,080 --> 01:09:58,120
Speaker 3: and just you know, go to town. It's a convenient lifestyle.

1271
01:10:00,080 --> 01:10:02,679
Speaker 9: I do admit though, like some some of my items

1272
01:10:02,720 --> 01:10:06,600
Speaker 9: I keep in refrigerator, like frozen vegetables, I don't. I

1273
01:10:06,640 --> 01:10:08,959
Speaker 9: won't have like I have to have like fresh frozen vegetables,

1274
01:10:09,000 --> 01:10:11,599
Speaker 9: if that makes sense. And like certain things like cheese,

1275
01:10:11,720 --> 01:10:16,679
Speaker 9: I'll freeze some cheese like Swiss. She's frozen that shit.

1276
01:10:16,800 --> 01:10:19,280
Speaker 9: When it's cracking your mouth, that makes me hard. That

1277
01:10:19,320 --> 01:10:21,800
Speaker 9: shit it's as good as fuck. I pull all miss

1278
01:10:21,840 --> 01:10:25,160
Speaker 9: you anyway. But it's like some stuff I do keep

1279
01:10:25,160 --> 01:10:27,040
Speaker 9: in the refrigerator because I'm not a monster. I don't

1280
01:10:27,160 --> 01:10:30,120
Speaker 9: keep any condiments frozen, because how the fuck would you eat,

1281
01:10:30,160 --> 01:10:31,759
Speaker 9: you know, like frozen ketchup or something.

1282
01:10:32,080 --> 01:10:35,840
Speaker 8: You know, but maybe you know how fridges are mostly

1283
01:10:36,600 --> 01:10:39,360
Speaker 8: the fridge part and then the smaller freezer part. You

1284
01:10:39,400 --> 01:10:42,160
Speaker 8: would benefit from a bigger freezer part in a smaller

1285
01:10:42,160 --> 01:10:42,719
Speaker 8: fridge part.

1286
01:10:44,200 --> 01:10:47,559
Speaker 9: Yeah. When I moved into my first place, I bought

1287
01:10:48,160 --> 01:10:51,000
Speaker 9: one of those deep freezers and my mom came over

1288
01:10:51,120 --> 01:10:52,840
Speaker 9: to help move in, and she's like, what is this for?

1289
01:10:53,439 --> 01:10:55,400
Speaker 9: And it's like she already knew what it was for,

1290
01:10:55,560 --> 01:10:57,760
Speaker 9: and so she was like, no, I'm taking this with me,

1291
01:10:58,160 --> 01:11:01,200
Speaker 9: but she took it, and I was like, damn, that's

1292
01:11:01,200 --> 01:11:04,400
Speaker 9: crazy because I went right out and bought myself another one,

1293
01:11:05,320 --> 01:11:08,240
Speaker 9: And yeah, it is very convenient. Though I don't have

1294
01:11:08,280 --> 01:11:10,360
Speaker 9: the meal prepe as much, but at the same time,

1295
01:11:10,520 --> 01:11:12,599
Speaker 9: like like I said, every once in a while, I

1296
01:11:12,640 --> 01:11:16,000
Speaker 9: do enjoy a hot meal because eating, like when stuff

1297
01:11:16,080 --> 01:11:18,360
Speaker 9: is frozen, you have to eat it individually. You get

1298
01:11:18,400 --> 01:11:22,640
Speaker 9: what I'm saying. Yeah, yeah, you can't just eat like

1299
01:11:22,800 --> 01:11:25,920
Speaker 9: I don't know, some pasta like some carbon now carbon

1300
01:11:26,000 --> 01:11:31,640
Speaker 9: now or pasta individually, like the noodles individually, like mushrooms individually.

1301
01:11:32,280 --> 01:11:34,599
Speaker 3: Could you eat Why can't you just eat like like

1302
01:11:34,600 --> 01:11:36,960
Speaker 3: like ta like a bag of frozen pasta, like like

1303
01:11:37,000 --> 01:11:38,680
Speaker 3: you're eating like potato chips.

1304
01:11:39,400 --> 01:11:40,400
Speaker 8: Oh yeah, good cushion.

1305
01:11:40,560 --> 01:11:43,320
Speaker 9: I have I have done that. I have done that,

1306
01:11:43,400 --> 01:11:46,160
Speaker 9: But I find that the difference between frozen pasta and

1307
01:11:46,280 --> 01:11:49,759
Speaker 9: regular uncooked pasta is just it's cold because it doesn't

1308
01:11:49,800 --> 01:11:51,639
Speaker 9: really have it takes to it, you know what I'm saying.

1309
01:11:52,160 --> 01:11:55,920
Speaker 9: So it's just it's just cold. That's the main difference

1310
01:11:56,000 --> 01:11:59,840
Speaker 9: between frozen pasta and uncooked pasta. Does that make sense?

1311
01:12:02,040 --> 01:12:06,880
Speaker 3: The whole the whole thing makes in equal amount of

1312
01:12:06,920 --> 01:12:12,080
Speaker 3: sense every aspect of the situation.

1313
01:12:12,640 --> 01:12:14,559
Speaker 8: Yeah. Get I can kind of see you. I can

1314
01:12:14,680 --> 01:12:15,720
Speaker 8: cans see your butt a little bit.

1315
01:12:16,200 --> 01:12:19,439
Speaker 3: You see my butt a little bit, just a little bit. Oh, So.

1316
01:12:23,320 --> 01:12:26,280
Speaker 9: Would you guys ever be open to try and something

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Speaker 9: like my diet something like that.

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Speaker 3: I've got my stance clear, you know. I I would

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Speaker 3: be willing to. I would start with Mats Ofrelli sticks

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Speaker 3: for sure.

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Speaker 9: Eier to start with would be candy, Like I don't

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Speaker 9: know whatever your favorite candy is, because well.

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Speaker 3: Frozen candy is like you know, legit. I mean I've

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Speaker 3: had frozen candy before, but never had frozen mans of

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Speaker 3: Relli sticks.

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Speaker 9: Yeah, it depends also on what brands you get, because

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Speaker 9: sometimes it's very crumbly. What about you, Gek, what was

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Speaker 9: that or was that your guest who answered me?

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Speaker 3: Gek? You there?

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Speaker 8: Yeah, I'm here? What was a question. Sorry, I was,

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Speaker 8: I was dazing off.

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Speaker 9: A little bit, all right, would you ever try something

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Speaker 9: like my diet?

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Speaker 12: Yeah?

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Speaker 8: I think, well it's kind of cold out. I think

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Speaker 8: I could try it with a little bit of balance

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Speaker 8: of hot meals. But I agree you sold me on

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Speaker 8: on the the mazzarella sticks. And I will say, I

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Speaker 8: like I like frozen candy as well. And you know what,

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Speaker 8: I also like, I like eating bubble gum with ice

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Speaker 8: in my mouth. And I feel like that maybe that's

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Speaker 8: the first step. Am I am? I? You know?

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Speaker 9: Yes, Okay, when I was younger, I used to do

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01:13:55,720 --> 01:13:57,439
Speaker 9: that with the ice to I used to get crushed

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Speaker 9: ice from the fridge and then I used to take

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Speaker 9: like bubble though and you used to just eat them

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Speaker 9: in my mouth together. And then my mom was like,

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Speaker 9: you need to stop making you just stop doing that

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Speaker 9: because you're teeth and going to suffer.

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Speaker 5: So I stopped.

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Speaker 9: But yeah, I used to do that. Man, that's crazy

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01:14:10,600 --> 01:14:10,920
Speaker 9: that you.

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Speaker 5: Brought that up.

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Speaker 8: Yeah, And there's a lot of other people in chat

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01:14:14,200 --> 01:14:16,559
Speaker 8: that are saying it too, so you know, is this

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01:14:16,680 --> 01:14:18,439
Speaker 8: really that far fetched? I don't know.

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01:14:21,560 --> 01:14:24,040
Speaker 9: Yeah, I also have like something that's off topic. If

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01:14:24,080 --> 01:14:26,879
Speaker 9: you guys want to hear it's a story. It's scarce

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01:14:26,960 --> 01:14:37,520
Speaker 9: on my life, if you will. If not, I completely understand.

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Speaker 8: You.

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Speaker 3: Sure it's not it's not related to you eating frozen

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Speaker 3: foods at all.

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Speaker 9: No, it's not, but it is food related.

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Speaker 3: Let's hear a quick one.

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Speaker 5: All right.

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Speaker 9: So when I was younger, I heard that you could

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Speaker 9: that like a pint of soy sauce could put you

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Speaker 9: into a coma because of the amount of anti deoxidants

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Speaker 9: in it, And because I was gullible, I did ask.

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Speaker 9: One day, I just straight up took like the bottles

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Speaker 9: fully thouce that was in the kitchen and just drink

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Speaker 9: a pinc offic because I was like, you know what,

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Speaker 9: I've never been in a coma before, Like, that's that's

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Speaker 9: homes exquisite to try. So I went ahead and I

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01:15:18,320 --> 01:15:20,640
Speaker 9: gulped like almost half the bottle down, and I had

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01:15:20,640 --> 01:15:22,400
Speaker 9: to stop because it's horrible.

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Speaker 3: And when I tell you you try to give yourself

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Speaker 3: a coma.

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Speaker 4: Yes.

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Speaker 9: I was. I don't know, I was bored and you

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01:15:33,600 --> 01:15:38,519
Speaker 9: know idle hand or the Devil's play things. Yeah, so yeah,

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Speaker 9: And anyway, I can tell you I did not put

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Speaker 9: me in a coma, but I did have the runs.

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Speaker 5: For like the rest of the day.

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Speaker 3: Well, you know, I think that's on topic. Yeah, I

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01:15:47,760 --> 01:15:49,479
Speaker 3: think that's on topic. I think it's good that you're

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Speaker 3: seeing a real therapist. Yeah, I think you should continue

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01:15:54,040 --> 01:16:00,200
Speaker 3: to do that. You know, I would avoid. There's lots

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01:16:00,200 --> 01:16:02,040
Speaker 3: of things you can do on your board besides try

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01:16:02,080 --> 01:16:07,679
Speaker 3: to induce a coma. You know, you can play get

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01:16:07,680 --> 01:16:10,040
Speaker 3: You plenty. You've been playing any video games lately that

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01:16:10,120 --> 01:16:10,880
Speaker 3: are good?

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01:16:11,720 --> 01:16:16,559
Speaker 8: Yeah, I play. I've been playing among Us game.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, you play among Us. But anyway, Alice, listen. I

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Speaker 3: appreciate so much you calling in and joining us here

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Speaker 10: Never be Kep goes on the live taking your phone

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Speaker 10: calls every night.

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Speaker 8: Never be Kept goes doing his night.

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Speaker 3: He was teaching you loud and live your life.

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Speaker 11: But he's not really an expert,