WEBVTT - Chris Smith

0:00:00.360 --> 0:00:02.600
<v Speaker 1>This is cut to it with Steve Smith Senior at

0:00:02.640 --> 0:00:08.879
<v Speaker 1>production of The Black Effect and I Heart Radio. I'm

0:00:08.920 --> 0:00:12.200
<v Speaker 1>Steve Smith Senior and I'm John And this is cut

0:00:12.240 --> 0:00:16.600
<v Speaker 1>to it. Good do it, cud do it. They's getting

0:00:16.640 --> 0:00:19.919
<v Speaker 1>down to do it. Good do it. We asked the

0:00:20.040 --> 0:00:23.880
<v Speaker 1>questions you always want to know, but no one ever asked,

0:00:24.000 --> 0:00:29.600
<v Speaker 1>let's cut to it. You ain't heard them about it,

0:00:29.640 --> 0:00:45.000
<v Speaker 1>then we're about to let you know. It's all welcome

0:00:45.200 --> 0:00:50.400
<v Speaker 1>to cut to it. How are you, Gerard Man? I'm well, wonderful, fantastic.

0:00:50.479 --> 0:00:53.360
<v Speaker 1>How about you? Good? Um? Just can I get one?

0:00:53.440 --> 0:00:56.640
<v Speaker 1>I don't want three, just just one? How are you? Gerard?

0:00:58.080 --> 0:00:59.400
<v Speaker 1>I can't be all that well. How are you gonna

0:00:59.400 --> 0:01:01.280
<v Speaker 1>limit me? I don't feel like being I'm not being

0:01:01.320 --> 0:01:05.560
<v Speaker 1>limited today. It's almost Black History Month. I will not

0:01:05.640 --> 0:01:13.759
<v Speaker 1>be limited speaking of Black history. Backstage stage pulled up Joe,

0:01:15.080 --> 0:01:19.640
<v Speaker 1>please step up too the mic? How are you today?

0:01:20.000 --> 0:01:23.240
<v Speaker 1>Good afternoon, fellas? How y'all doing? What up? Man doing excellent?

0:01:24.840 --> 0:01:30.839
<v Speaker 1>Please walk us through How does a brother like Joe operate?

0:01:31.680 --> 0:01:38.720
<v Speaker 1>Moving forward in Black History Month? It seems like every

0:01:38.760 --> 0:01:42.440
<v Speaker 1>time backstage Joe gets called to the microphone, there's some

0:01:42.680 --> 0:01:46.920
<v Speaker 1>discerning events to take place. You only, I told you, you

0:01:46.800 --> 0:01:50.000
<v Speaker 1>you only reveal yourself from the from the shadows of

0:01:50.040 --> 0:01:54.400
<v Speaker 1>the cut to it production when you have something pertinent

0:01:54.480 --> 0:01:58.200
<v Speaker 1>to say. And we had some conversation outside of the

0:01:58.200 --> 0:02:03.880
<v Speaker 1>studio that it was hilarious, hilarious. Well, the names will

0:02:04.240 --> 0:02:08.160
<v Speaker 1>be protected please to hide the innocent. But there is

0:02:08.240 --> 0:02:14.040
<v Speaker 1>a individual individual that that I know very well that

0:02:14.280 --> 0:02:19.400
<v Speaker 1>is in the You just know, we just know. So, Um,

0:02:19.440 --> 0:02:23.400
<v Speaker 1>she came home and at all the individual that went

0:02:23.440 --> 0:02:26.240
<v Speaker 1>to her house. Excuse me, this individual that I heard

0:02:26.280 --> 0:02:29.840
<v Speaker 1>from a guy who my cousin Bradley knows, your buddy John,

0:02:29.919 --> 0:02:32.640
<v Speaker 1>and said that she went home, hold on, hold on,

0:02:32.680 --> 0:02:39.000
<v Speaker 1>hold on you those names, uh, a black storyteller and

0:02:39.000 --> 0:02:41.040
<v Speaker 1>a white storyteller, because Mone would have been like, so,

0:02:41.160 --> 0:02:50.920
<v Speaker 1>what happened was he was over there, he said, Bradley, Bradley,

0:02:52.440 --> 0:02:58.320
<v Speaker 1>Bradley's cousin John and Karen. So this young lady was

0:02:58.440 --> 0:03:02.400
<v Speaker 1>telling me about what they're learning in school, obviously for

0:03:02.440 --> 0:03:04.480
<v Speaker 1>a Black History Month, and you know, we were all

0:03:04.520 --> 0:03:07.720
<v Speaker 1>familiar with that, and they you know, they, yes, you

0:03:07.720 --> 0:03:10.960
<v Speaker 1>went to school, right, yeah, okay, making sure you went

0:03:11.000 --> 0:03:14.000
<v Speaker 1>to school. I think I don't know how far you went.

0:03:14.040 --> 0:03:17.360
<v Speaker 1>But at some point in time they probably discussed this.

0:03:18.400 --> 0:03:21.280
<v Speaker 1>So she was going over some of the topics that

0:03:21.880 --> 0:03:24.280
<v Speaker 1>they were going to be going over in class to

0:03:24.280 --> 0:03:28.119
<v Speaker 1>to pay homage to uh Black History Month. So I'm

0:03:28.160 --> 0:03:30.280
<v Speaker 1>all ears now, and you guys know where I'm going

0:03:30.360 --> 0:03:36.840
<v Speaker 1>with this worded the way it was worded, they were reviewing, Yes, reviewing.

0:03:37.000 --> 0:03:42.480
<v Speaker 1>So do we review Christmas? No, we have Christmas celebrate,

0:03:42.480 --> 0:03:46.800
<v Speaker 1>we celebrate Chris. Do we review Thanksgiving? Celebrate that too,

0:03:47.320 --> 0:03:55.000
<v Speaker 1>Easter celebrate it Hanakah celebrate. All right, all of the above,

0:03:55.680 --> 0:04:00.360
<v Speaker 1>we don't review. Let's review Black History Month. They were

0:04:00.400 --> 0:04:06.480
<v Speaker 1>celebrating black in this school. And and I will phrase

0:04:06.520 --> 0:04:10.360
<v Speaker 1>it to our listeners as I phrased it to you, gentlemen.

0:04:10.400 --> 0:04:16.599
<v Speaker 1>And it's gonna be multiple choice as far as options,

0:04:16.640 --> 0:04:18.680
<v Speaker 1>as far as options on what they were gonna be

0:04:18.880 --> 0:04:22.720
<v Speaker 1>learning throughout the school throughout the month. So one might

0:04:22.839 --> 0:04:26.520
<v Speaker 1>be you know the famous Martin Luther King junior speech

0:04:26.560 --> 0:04:30.600
<v Speaker 1>on how it you know, solidified and everybody understood where

0:04:30.600 --> 0:04:33.880
<v Speaker 1>it was coming from, impact, rights and impact. That that's

0:04:33.880 --> 0:04:38.760
<v Speaker 1>an option. Didn't go there. Second one, um, maybe we

0:04:38.800 --> 0:04:43.039
<v Speaker 1>can go with Rosa Parks and our impact out. Okay, Boycott,

0:04:44.200 --> 0:04:47.599
<v Speaker 1>maybe a little Harriet Tubman, just just to understand the

0:04:47.680 --> 0:04:50.640
<v Speaker 1>influence and the impact and what she went through and everything.

0:04:51.080 --> 0:04:53.880
<v Speaker 1>So so many different choices, so many choices. And in

0:04:54.000 --> 0:04:57.680
<v Speaker 1>the final, the final one, they were going to learn

0:04:57.680 --> 0:05:03.800
<v Speaker 1>how to step step step step like like for like

0:05:05.600 --> 0:05:09.320
<v Speaker 1>wait in a minute, and don't put no boom in it.

0:05:11.520 --> 0:05:18.280
<v Speaker 1>They were so you go, you got Luther King, Harriet

0:05:18.279 --> 0:05:25.440
<v Speaker 1>Tubman and then stepping. This young lady looked me in

0:05:25.480 --> 0:05:28.560
<v Speaker 1>the eye and said they were going to be going

0:05:28.640 --> 0:05:32.840
<v Speaker 1>over and learning how to step. Okay, why who are

0:05:32.880 --> 0:05:38.600
<v Speaker 1>they going over? Too? Um? So there was another individual

0:05:38.680 --> 0:05:41.240
<v Speaker 1>in her class who was a minority, who was a

0:05:41.279 --> 0:05:47.240
<v Speaker 1>minority who was black. It was black splitting hairs here,

0:05:47.279 --> 0:05:54.119
<v Speaker 1>but yes, yes, and they were going to celebrate Black

0:05:54.160 --> 0:05:58.560
<v Speaker 1>History Month. And this young lady's mother happened to be

0:05:59.279 --> 0:06:03.080
<v Speaker 1>who was adele to which I'll let you to expand

0:06:03.839 --> 0:06:08.240
<v Speaker 1>on what that means in the air quotes here world

0:06:08.320 --> 0:06:13.159
<v Speaker 1>of stepping. So in Black History Month, we gott another

0:06:13.240 --> 0:06:18.640
<v Speaker 1>we gotta we're gonna review options celebrate. So let me

0:06:18.640 --> 0:06:22.200
<v Speaker 1>get this right. So you got six years are are

0:06:22.240 --> 0:06:25.920
<v Speaker 1>are too younger? They're saying, yeah, I gotta, I gotta

0:06:25.920 --> 0:06:28.800
<v Speaker 1>one year old and six year But so do see

0:06:28.800 --> 0:06:33.080
<v Speaker 1>a miya are to say? So you're gonna ask, you're

0:06:33.160 --> 0:06:37.200
<v Speaker 1>asking a group of children for Black History Month. Do

0:06:37.279 --> 0:06:46.320
<v Speaker 1>you want to read, remember and regard your all of

0:06:46.360 --> 0:06:49.960
<v Speaker 1>those or do you want to dance? That would be

0:06:50.000 --> 0:06:54.840
<v Speaker 1>like asking Mia and Deuce, Hey, you can have cake

0:06:55.000 --> 0:07:00.400
<v Speaker 1>for dinner, chicken or Brussels sprouts? Which do you think

0:07:00.440 --> 0:07:05.640
<v Speaker 1>she's gonna pick Brussels sprouts? They want the activity and

0:07:05.640 --> 0:07:08.039
<v Speaker 1>and that is this is not to the mean because

0:07:08.040 --> 0:07:09.880
<v Speaker 1>we got a bunch of listeners. It's not to the mean.

0:07:10.280 --> 0:07:14.960
<v Speaker 1>The Divine nine, any of the historically black sororities, fraternities,

0:07:15.040 --> 0:07:19.240
<v Speaker 1>they have so a rich history. So many of MLK

0:07:19.520 --> 0:07:22.800
<v Speaker 1>wasn't was an alpha there. There's so many UM fraternity

0:07:22.880 --> 0:07:26.520
<v Speaker 1>sororities who have had meaningful contributions to not just Black

0:07:26.560 --> 0:07:30.720
<v Speaker 1>history history overall they served the community. However, we should

0:07:30.800 --> 0:07:35.360
<v Speaker 1>not be hold on now before now is the teacher

0:07:36.000 --> 0:07:47.200
<v Speaker 1>of this individual's class a delta no black? So so

0:07:47.280 --> 0:07:52.360
<v Speaker 1>the influence, So the influence came from where? So what

0:07:52.640 --> 0:08:02.120
<v Speaker 1>made teacher decided this is the route where I was stepping? No?

0:08:02.240 --> 0:08:05.520
<v Speaker 1>How how is the how is the curriculum built by

0:08:05.640 --> 0:08:09.000
<v Speaker 1>a parent and not the school system or at least

0:08:09.000 --> 0:08:13.720
<v Speaker 1>a teacher. Yeah, we're gonna skip over ros apart anything,

0:08:14.760 --> 0:08:17.760
<v Speaker 1>Harriet tub We just y'all gonna I'm gonna teach you

0:08:17.800 --> 0:08:20.520
<v Speaker 1>how to Oh, first of all, I'm gonna we're gonna

0:08:20.520 --> 0:08:25.280
<v Speaker 1>step yep, I said. And not that there's anything wrong,

0:08:25.320 --> 0:08:31.960
<v Speaker 1>it's it's the fact that it's an option. Like there's

0:08:32.080 --> 0:08:37.920
<v Speaker 1>so many other activities they couldn't experience or individuals that

0:08:38.000 --> 0:08:42.439
<v Speaker 1>we can that we can talk about. And Frederick Douglas right,

0:08:42.840 --> 0:08:52.640
<v Speaker 1>so they're a dB. Right, you might get another technical

0:08:52.760 --> 0:08:59.760
<v Speaker 1>you go into the challenge and so so how does

0:08:59.760 --> 0:09:05.200
<v Speaker 1>her I was just this instructor, this this uh educational provider,

0:09:05.800 --> 0:09:10.520
<v Speaker 1>I would assume north. So, fifth year old white lady

0:09:10.559 --> 0:09:15.440
<v Speaker 1>has given a classroom full of non black folks. There's

0:09:15.480 --> 0:09:22.160
<v Speaker 1>two she told me this individual so the dynamics on

0:09:22.200 --> 0:09:25.199
<v Speaker 1>the table. So there's two black kids in the class.

0:09:25.960 --> 0:09:28.200
<v Speaker 1>And then one of the parents of the black kids

0:09:28.760 --> 0:09:32.280
<v Speaker 1>wasn't offended. She goes, oh, I know what to do.

0:09:32.880 --> 0:09:37.640
<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna teach them how come on for black history

0:09:37.720 --> 0:09:40.000
<v Speaker 1>for blacks like this, So like just there's there's so

0:09:40.080 --> 0:09:43.720
<v Speaker 1>much that there's so much more that we could have done.

0:09:43.760 --> 0:09:45.599
<v Speaker 1>And I don't know if the teacher just wanted to

0:09:47.400 --> 0:09:51.160
<v Speaker 1>class have a voice. Yeah, because you know, I want

0:09:51.160 --> 0:09:53.120
<v Speaker 1>to hold on the temperature the country right now. I

0:09:53.160 --> 0:09:56.040
<v Speaker 1>better listen to them, which is fine. So you're gonna

0:09:56.080 --> 0:10:00.440
<v Speaker 1>categorize them like, well, I know little Lisa can't read.

0:10:01.320 --> 0:10:05.959
<v Speaker 1>She's killing it on that stomp. Yeah, just so many

0:10:06.040 --> 0:10:11.319
<v Speaker 1>different ways we could have went. Um so Marshal the Boy, like,

0:10:11.400 --> 0:10:16.599
<v Speaker 1>there's so there's so much. So it's a treat with

0:10:16.640 --> 0:10:20.560
<v Speaker 1>a bunch of George Washington Carver right, doing one, trying

0:10:20.600 --> 0:10:24.160
<v Speaker 1>to attend one of his inventions, right, creating something right,

0:10:24.240 --> 0:10:29.199
<v Speaker 1>Jackie Robinson, No, nope, we're gonna step and then the

0:10:29.360 --> 0:10:33.280
<v Speaker 1>parent falls into the trap. She won't sign herself, right,

0:10:33.640 --> 0:10:35.800
<v Speaker 1>I don't know if there's an approval form coming home,

0:10:36.160 --> 0:10:38.920
<v Speaker 1>like like I'm not we didn't have the Black History

0:10:38.960 --> 0:10:41.120
<v Speaker 1>curriculum built way in advance, Like this ain't our first

0:10:41.200 --> 0:10:43.320
<v Speaker 1>year doing this. It's only one day on the right,

0:10:44.000 --> 0:10:50.560
<v Speaker 1>and it's Christmas the short wind. Yeah, yeah, yea, let's

0:10:50.559 --> 0:10:52.560
<v Speaker 1>put it on there. Right, every four years you get

0:10:52.600 --> 0:10:58.719
<v Speaker 1>an extra day. That's what I'm saying is that it

0:10:59.000 --> 0:11:00.719
<v Speaker 1>does that extra day fall all this year. So y'all

0:11:00.800 --> 0:11:04.319
<v Speaker 1>get you all some was public schooled. I don't know.

0:11:06.679 --> 0:11:12.559
<v Speaker 1>That's horrible. Dog. Well, so so that's this individual that

0:11:12.640 --> 0:11:17.600
<v Speaker 1>you don't know but very close to. Um what did

0:11:17.640 --> 0:11:22.319
<v Speaker 1>they decide? Um? So of course she could have k

0:11:22.400 --> 0:11:25.000
<v Speaker 1>because she could have Brussels sprouts. She chose the cake

0:11:25.120 --> 0:11:28.040
<v Speaker 1>and she was ecstatic. And you know, as I'm as,

0:11:28.080 --> 0:11:31.200
<v Speaker 1>we're starting to understand more of this social media game

0:11:31.280 --> 0:11:34.439
<v Speaker 1>from backstage joke, the whole TikTok thing, like she was

0:11:34.559 --> 0:11:37.920
<v Speaker 1>all about it, trying to figure out different moves. So

0:11:38.440 --> 0:11:40.240
<v Speaker 1>she was going on, she's gonna get an A. I'm

0:11:40.240 --> 0:11:42.480
<v Speaker 1>gonna promise you that she's gonna get an eight. So

0:11:42.640 --> 0:11:48.959
<v Speaker 1>I've heard this individual that I don't know, But so

0:11:49.160 --> 0:11:52.240
<v Speaker 1>tell us how did they divide out the teams? Well,

0:11:52.400 --> 0:11:57.120
<v Speaker 1>I mean there's a team captain. Oh god, it's pretty

0:11:57.160 --> 0:12:04.280
<v Speaker 1>easy start. I I wonder who which the team captain?

0:12:04.800 --> 0:12:07.959
<v Speaker 1>These are your tax dollars at work. A very good

0:12:08.040 --> 0:12:11.280
<v Speaker 1>friend of mine who speaks on another network on Thursday night,

0:12:11.400 --> 0:12:14.480
<v Speaker 1>always taught me that you have to paint a picture

0:12:14.760 --> 0:12:19.080
<v Speaker 1>for the audience. But I think this picture is painted captains?

0:12:19.120 --> 0:12:26.480
<v Speaker 1>Are you know? Uh? Please tell though, in case who

0:12:26.559 --> 0:12:31.480
<v Speaker 1>the team captain. It's Bradley and caring. It's a damn

0:12:31.559 --> 0:12:36.120
<v Speaker 1>caring in here, all right, that's what your So this

0:12:36.400 --> 0:12:38.679
<v Speaker 1>young lady that I may or may not know very

0:12:40.480 --> 0:12:43.959
<v Speaker 1>is super excited to do it, just you know, to

0:12:44.040 --> 0:12:46.440
<v Speaker 1>go for the real for a second and reving fund.

0:12:46.520 --> 0:12:52.840
<v Speaker 1>But um, I've been real the whole time. So if

0:12:52.920 --> 0:12:56.560
<v Speaker 1>backstage joke can be serious for a second. Oh, learning

0:12:57.040 --> 0:13:01.120
<v Speaker 1>that culture and learning all the individuals we talked about, obviously,

0:13:01.160 --> 0:13:03.720
<v Speaker 1>we we've taught in our household. I got two fine

0:13:03.760 --> 0:13:06.400
<v Speaker 1>young gentlemen like you guys that that that she learns

0:13:06.480 --> 0:13:13.880
<v Speaker 1>from if she was around and was that she has

0:13:13.960 --> 0:13:18.839
<v Speaker 1>the luxury of understanding and looking, you know, towards the world.

0:13:19.040 --> 0:13:22.240
<v Speaker 1>And you know, I heard like, just for a quick example,

0:13:23.040 --> 0:13:26.120
<v Speaker 1>around the holidays, this young lady might have gotten a

0:13:26.360 --> 0:13:29.280
<v Speaker 1>shirt or a sweatshirt that said just be a good

0:13:29.400 --> 0:13:34.360
<v Speaker 1>human and and that's what these fine parents of these

0:13:34.520 --> 0:13:37.719
<v Speaker 1>of this little girl tried to instill in her. So

0:13:37.880 --> 0:13:39.480
<v Speaker 1>I know, we make light of it, and you know

0:13:39.640 --> 0:13:42.640
<v Speaker 1>we we here she does her best to be able

0:13:42.720 --> 0:13:45.240
<v Speaker 1>to include all and make everybody equals. But I just

0:13:45.280 --> 0:13:47.719
<v Speaker 1>thought it was hilarious, and of course I had to

0:13:47.760 --> 0:13:49.960
<v Speaker 1>tell you guys about it. When I found out about

0:13:50.000 --> 0:13:53.040
<v Speaker 1>it the grape Vine that they actually we're going to

0:13:53.200 --> 0:13:59.760
<v Speaker 1>be teaching stepping for Black History Months. But I just

0:13:59.800 --> 0:14:06.040
<v Speaker 1>say time, man, it's we don't have a cane at

0:14:06.080 --> 0:14:13.120
<v Speaker 1>the house like that's I don't that's that's fraternity because

0:14:13.160 --> 0:14:15.480
<v Speaker 1>the Greek folks are not gonna come with me. You

0:14:15.559 --> 0:14:19.680
<v Speaker 1>know how sad that is for Black History? You teaching

0:14:19.760 --> 0:14:22.840
<v Speaker 1>these kids how to step? That is I don't want

0:14:22.880 --> 0:14:26.200
<v Speaker 1>to say that this that is so racist. Racist you're

0:14:26.200 --> 0:14:29.840
<v Speaker 1>gonna say for Black History. Yeah, y'all need to identify,

0:14:30.920 --> 0:14:34.320
<v Speaker 1>so we're gonna teach you all. It's just like I said,

0:14:34.320 --> 0:14:37.400
<v Speaker 1>it's it's definitely there. It's it's a it's a big

0:14:37.480 --> 0:14:40.800
<v Speaker 1>time reach. It's a big time reach because again, the

0:14:40.920 --> 0:14:45.920
<v Speaker 1>contributions of our fraternity sororities is unparalleled. However, there's just

0:14:46.040 --> 0:14:48.840
<v Speaker 1>so many different ways that that that we could just

0:14:48.920 --> 0:14:51.400
<v Speaker 1>go beyond. And you just look at a normal Black

0:14:51.480 --> 0:14:54.960
<v Speaker 1>History Month curriculum where there are things that get glossed over.

0:14:55.040 --> 0:14:57.760
<v Speaker 1>There are things that we don't always include. But man,

0:14:57.840 --> 0:14:59.720
<v Speaker 1>we at least could have got to the to the

0:15:00.000 --> 0:15:02.200
<v Speaker 1>to the mlks, to your point, the rosa parks of

0:15:02.280 --> 0:15:04.440
<v Speaker 1>the thirty Good Morsels to to all these other things.

0:15:04.560 --> 0:15:06.240
<v Speaker 1>We went straight to that. That's when we're gonna spend

0:15:06.280 --> 0:15:10.240
<v Speaker 1>the month. Though, Holy y'all gonna spend a month, shoot,

0:15:10.240 --> 0:15:12.200
<v Speaker 1>I don't take about two months for all of them.

0:15:14.080 --> 0:15:25.760
<v Speaker 1>Off beat that's got I'm a family, I mean that

0:15:26.840 --> 0:15:35.160
<v Speaker 1>parents of that dog. So they're gonna they're gonna go

0:15:35.240 --> 0:15:38.840
<v Speaker 1>into March. I gotta get inside of this on the

0:15:38.920 --> 0:15:43.640
<v Speaker 1>podcast today. Coming up on the Cut to It Podcast,

0:15:43.760 --> 0:15:46.600
<v Speaker 1>we've got Chris Smith, a defensive end for the Las

0:15:46.720 --> 0:15:50.720
<v Speaker 1>Vegas Raiders. He was all sec at Arkansas. He's a

0:15:50.800 --> 0:15:53.720
<v Speaker 1>father of three and a native of North Carolina. Chris

0:15:53.760 --> 0:16:02.720
<v Speaker 1>Smith on the Cut to It Podcast, Thanks for having me, man,

0:16:03.760 --> 0:16:06.080
<v Speaker 1>and we appreciate you. Our first segment, it's called get

0:16:06.240 --> 0:16:09.000
<v Speaker 1>Iced Up. So you you're from North Carolina, you're familiar

0:16:09.000 --> 0:16:11.680
<v Speaker 1>with Smitthy, you're familiar with ice up Son. This is

0:16:11.720 --> 0:16:13.920
<v Speaker 1>our version of Icebreakers. We gotta get you iced up.

0:16:14.200 --> 0:16:17.240
<v Speaker 1>Their random icebreaker questions. You don't know what's coming, might

0:16:17.280 --> 0:16:19.440
<v Speaker 1>be a follow up, might not be, but Smittie will

0:16:19.480 --> 0:16:22.240
<v Speaker 1>get you the first one. It's time to get iced up. Okay,

0:16:22.280 --> 0:16:26.360
<v Speaker 1>I ain't study for this one. But I love it.

0:16:26.840 --> 0:16:29.920
<v Speaker 1>You know why, because it is an open book test

0:16:30.200 --> 0:16:37.960
<v Speaker 1>about you, Christopher. So if you fail, it's because you stupid.

0:16:41.520 --> 0:16:46.320
<v Speaker 1>I read it already, all right. What are you afraid of?

0:16:47.880 --> 0:16:53.120
<v Speaker 1>Mm hmm. I'm afraid of failure, That's what I'm mean.

0:16:53.960 --> 0:16:57.560
<v Speaker 1>Why is that? Just because? I mean, you wanna, you know,

0:16:58.080 --> 0:17:01.600
<v Speaker 1>want to win, like in everything you know, so when

0:17:01.960 --> 0:17:03.840
<v Speaker 1>especially I guess when it comes to ball or whatever

0:17:03.920 --> 0:17:06.120
<v Speaker 1>and just things that life, you just want to win

0:17:06.359 --> 0:17:10.440
<v Speaker 1>everything you know you can't, you know what I'm saying.

0:17:11.560 --> 0:17:18.400
<v Speaker 1>Everything like, man, I hate but you don't. But you've

0:17:18.480 --> 0:17:21.000
<v Speaker 1>learned from a failure. Yeah, you learned from it though

0:17:21.480 --> 0:17:23.639
<v Speaker 1>you hate it, but you know it's a bitter sweet though.

0:17:23.680 --> 0:17:25.200
<v Speaker 1>You learn from it though you know what I'm saying,

0:17:25.200 --> 0:17:30.680
<v Speaker 1>it's necessarily evil. Yes, yes, if you can learn a

0:17:30.920 --> 0:17:36.919
<v Speaker 1>new skill, what would it be a new skill? Mm

0:17:37.040 --> 0:17:40.960
<v Speaker 1>hmm I would Uh. You know. I'm a music guy, man,

0:17:41.080 --> 0:17:43.000
<v Speaker 1>I always, like, you know, growing up in church, I

0:17:43.040 --> 0:17:46.080
<v Speaker 1>played drums and stuff like that. I always wanted to

0:17:46.160 --> 0:17:48.280
<v Speaker 1>learn how to play the league. Good talk. I don't

0:17:48.280 --> 0:17:49.880
<v Speaker 1>think a lot of people know that about me, though

0:17:50.480 --> 0:17:52.879
<v Speaker 1>I always want to. My cousin could do it real well.

0:17:52.920 --> 0:17:55.280
<v Speaker 1>He never taught me though, but I was always a drummer.

0:17:55.560 --> 0:17:57.200
<v Speaker 1>But I always want to know how to play the league,

0:17:57.240 --> 0:18:00.400
<v Speaker 1>the talk, you know what you want time because sometime

0:18:00.480 --> 0:18:03.320
<v Speaker 1>drummers at church they sometimes running a little bit late.

0:18:04.840 --> 0:18:13.080
<v Speaker 1>I did you give me that look though? You know,

0:18:13.359 --> 0:18:17.520
<v Speaker 1>but how you y'all came from the same house. How

0:18:17.680 --> 0:18:21.080
<v Speaker 1>you late? And she drove, I know, man, especially when

0:18:21.119 --> 0:18:23.200
<v Speaker 1>I was able to drive though, you know what I'm saying.

0:18:23.320 --> 0:18:25.600
<v Speaker 1>She was like, yeah, man, I was. I was late. Man,

0:18:25.680 --> 0:18:28.160
<v Speaker 1>I was late and there the fellowship hall up. No good,

0:18:28.600 --> 0:18:36.560
<v Speaker 1>Oh my god. Uh um, are you a restless or

0:18:37.000 --> 0:18:46.080
<v Speaker 1>RESTful sleeper? Oh? I think both? Mmm, I think I'm both, man.

0:18:46.680 --> 0:18:50.720
<v Speaker 1>I mean, I guess it's just really um, I've been told,

0:18:50.880 --> 0:18:53.400
<v Speaker 1>you know that I snore and stuff like that and everything,

0:18:53.560 --> 0:18:56.520
<v Speaker 1>but like, uh, I think it's a little bit of both,

0:18:56.560 --> 0:19:00.960
<v Speaker 1>though I think really mostly um. You know, this is

0:19:00.960 --> 0:19:02.800
<v Speaker 1>my first time playing on the West Coast team, so

0:19:03.280 --> 0:19:05.320
<v Speaker 1>I ain't I'm in bed. But first I was in

0:19:05.440 --> 0:19:08.800
<v Speaker 1>bed by like seven o'clock. That was rest folks sleeping,

0:19:09.560 --> 0:19:11.960
<v Speaker 1>you know, because but it was kind of going back

0:19:12.000 --> 0:19:13.240
<v Speaker 1>and forth because I had to give this to the

0:19:13.359 --> 0:19:15.800
<v Speaker 1>time change. But it's getting better now, So I said

0:19:15.800 --> 0:19:21.080
<v Speaker 1>a little bit of both. Though. All right, last one,

0:19:22.280 --> 0:19:26.720
<v Speaker 1>this is a curve ball. You're in Las Vegas. You're

0:19:26.800 --> 0:19:33.200
<v Speaker 1>also currently formerly the Oakland Raiders. Being on the West coast,

0:19:33.800 --> 0:19:42.320
<v Speaker 1>Oakland has a huge Latino community. Facts, facts, facts. How

0:19:42.359 --> 0:19:47.920
<v Speaker 1>do you say football in Spanish? Oh? God? In Espaniel,

0:19:49.160 --> 0:20:00.960
<v Speaker 1>that's how you say? No, almost cursed. I'm telling you

0:20:01.000 --> 0:20:05.000
<v Speaker 1>the defensive players, so you don't know. Would you like

0:20:05.119 --> 0:20:09.600
<v Speaker 1>me to tell you? Yes, I need that football Americano

0:20:10.359 --> 0:20:18.320
<v Speaker 1>football Americano, football Americana. That was a good curb. But

0:20:18.400 --> 0:20:23.720
<v Speaker 1>I did not know that one. I was the time

0:20:23.800 --> 0:20:26.280
<v Speaker 1>I was like hold on, It was like afterwards, you

0:20:26.359 --> 0:20:29.520
<v Speaker 1>know what I'm saying. No, I was, I was. I

0:20:29.640 --> 0:20:33.879
<v Speaker 1>was holding on hand, Chris hand. You still want to

0:20:34.920 --> 0:20:42.119
<v Speaker 1>still get on the on the full stomach. No, no,

0:20:42.359 --> 0:20:47.600
<v Speaker 1>you just ain't re tried. You just but that's crazy

0:20:47.640 --> 0:20:49.560
<v Speaker 1>though you say that I did not know that they

0:20:49.640 --> 0:20:53.879
<v Speaker 1>have a big you know, Spanish base. You know, um No,

0:20:54.040 --> 0:20:56.760
<v Speaker 1>you didn't know that. I did not know that until

0:20:56.800 --> 0:20:59.200
<v Speaker 1>I got here. Oh till you got here. See that

0:20:59.359 --> 0:21:04.720
<v Speaker 1>that just olds the East coast, West coast, the lack

0:21:05.000 --> 0:21:08.040
<v Speaker 1>of knowing each other, because when I moved to Charlotte.

0:21:08.080 --> 0:21:12.800
<v Speaker 1>There were things I just like, I did not know

0:21:14.560 --> 0:21:21.359
<v Speaker 1>about the Southern culture of the South. Time. Yeah, it

0:21:21.400 --> 0:21:29.560
<v Speaker 1>was different, different when you laid back, No man laid back.

0:21:30.280 --> 0:21:34.080
<v Speaker 1>Laid back is an hour late the South. Is you

0:21:34.240 --> 0:21:37.760
<v Speaker 1>two hours late on the wrong day. It's not even

0:21:37.880 --> 0:21:41.280
<v Speaker 1>it's not even punctuality thing. It's just everything moves slower.

0:21:42.240 --> 0:21:45.159
<v Speaker 1>Let's tell a quick story. One time I had just

0:21:45.320 --> 0:21:50.639
<v Speaker 1>a landscaping guy, scattered deployment one two o'clock, twelve o'clock

0:21:51.200 --> 0:21:58.960
<v Speaker 1>on a Tuesday. This dude came Thursday at three, just

0:21:59.000 --> 0:22:01.240
<v Speaker 1>got you gotta you gotta mixed up? Yo, My man,

0:22:03.200 --> 0:22:06.080
<v Speaker 1>what's you're doing? Oh I'm hearing such and such. Hey bro, you'

0:22:06.119 --> 0:22:09.879
<v Speaker 1>about two days later and you two hours late to

0:22:11.119 --> 0:22:16.640
<v Speaker 1>be kissed look off my property? Oh, what's the big deal?

0:22:17.320 --> 0:22:20.720
<v Speaker 1>We had it on Tuesday, I blocked off my schedule

0:22:21.440 --> 0:22:25.680
<v Speaker 1>and you come on Thursday at three. Yeah, I can't

0:22:25.680 --> 0:22:28.320
<v Speaker 1>work with you. South is different, man, But you you

0:22:28.359 --> 0:22:29.920
<v Speaker 1>get a cosme to it. Now you almost you will

0:22:30.000 --> 0:22:33.800
<v Speaker 1>you honorary Southern or now? I don't bring your ass

0:22:33.880 --> 0:22:40.200
<v Speaker 1>on two days. He don't define the South. We ain't

0:22:40.200 --> 0:22:44.320
<v Speaker 1>gonna let that dude define us. I run into a

0:22:44.920 --> 0:22:48.840
<v Speaker 1>quite a bit of those though. That's that's that's the

0:22:48.960 --> 0:22:51.000
<v Speaker 1>South though many I would have been hearing at that too.

0:22:51.280 --> 0:22:56.280
<v Speaker 1>So what what what is what has been the eye

0:22:56.480 --> 0:23:04.920
<v Speaker 1>opening culture change for you? Coming from you know, Rowan County,

0:23:05.080 --> 0:23:10.960
<v Speaker 1>coming from a small town of North Carolina, going to

0:23:12.320 --> 0:23:16.879
<v Speaker 1>you know, uh, Las Vegas slash Oakland like that west

0:23:17.240 --> 0:23:21.800
<v Speaker 1>Like Las Vegas and Oakland are West Coast, West Coast,

0:23:21.920 --> 0:23:26.520
<v Speaker 1>like they rule West Coast. They busy West Coast and

0:23:26.640 --> 0:23:30.000
<v Speaker 1>they are get out my way. I'll pull a gun

0:23:30.080 --> 0:23:34.359
<v Speaker 1>out on you at the red light. West Coast facts

0:23:35.119 --> 0:23:39.080
<v Speaker 1>facts I feel like um mostly with me coming here.

0:23:39.920 --> 0:23:42.960
<v Speaker 1>I mean, other than the time change, but you know,

0:23:44.320 --> 0:23:47.320
<v Speaker 1>just you know you West Coast is a vibe though

0:23:47.600 --> 0:23:49.680
<v Speaker 1>it ain't gonna lie, it is a vibe where you

0:23:49.800 --> 0:23:52.639
<v Speaker 1>know there it is unmatched from the East Coast. But

0:23:52.760 --> 0:23:55.440
<v Speaker 1>I think the one thing that I do miss, and

0:23:55.560 --> 0:23:58.520
<v Speaker 1>it's different out here, like it is the southern hospitality

0:23:59.720 --> 0:24:02.960
<v Speaker 1>yea and everything like that. So that's one thing that

0:24:03.080 --> 0:24:05.879
<v Speaker 1>I do miss. Like you know, I'm walking through my

0:24:05.960 --> 0:24:09.359
<v Speaker 1>neighborhood and how are you doing? And they just walked

0:24:09.440 --> 0:24:12.640
<v Speaker 1>right past you, so you know they just bought play

0:24:12.720 --> 0:24:15.800
<v Speaker 1>past you and stuff like that. But I think that's

0:24:15.880 --> 0:24:18.480
<v Speaker 1>you know, but as far as just everything else though, man,

0:24:18.600 --> 0:24:23.280
<v Speaker 1>it's I mean, it's beautiful. Like especially people think when

0:24:23.280 --> 0:24:24.639
<v Speaker 1>you were in Las Vegas. They think you're on a

0:24:24.680 --> 0:24:27.760
<v Speaker 1>strip every day, you know, But I stay in Henderson

0:24:27.840 --> 0:24:31.440
<v Speaker 1>the battle So this is my brother. My brother is

0:24:31.520 --> 0:24:38.200
<v Speaker 1>a fireman Ville so he works out of there. Yeah,

0:24:38.240 --> 0:24:40.159
<v Speaker 1>and it's like it's like a vibe man out here

0:24:40.200 --> 0:24:43.480
<v Speaker 1>where you know, it's not you ain't gotta you know people,

0:24:43.600 --> 0:24:45.800
<v Speaker 1>you know, especially back home country town people. Oh you

0:24:45.920 --> 0:24:48.600
<v Speaker 1>just at the gambling day. My mama said, you're gambler.

0:24:48.640 --> 0:24:51.000
<v Speaker 1>I'm not a gambler first of all, but you know,

0:24:51.200 --> 0:24:53.320
<v Speaker 1>that's what they first think. But it's really like a

0:24:53.560 --> 0:24:57.639
<v Speaker 1>really nice places out here, man um and especially in

0:24:57.720 --> 0:24:59.920
<v Speaker 1>Henderson area and stuff like that. Man, really nice place.

0:25:00.720 --> 0:25:03.919
<v Speaker 1>We have to take a break and the morning thing,

0:25:04.000 --> 0:25:11.200
<v Speaker 1>we gotta pay some bill. You got checks. I love

0:25:11.440 --> 0:25:14.120
<v Speaker 1>cut to It, and I love it even more when

0:25:14.200 --> 0:25:18.480
<v Speaker 1>you download us and subscribe and you can follow us

0:25:18.480 --> 0:25:21.440
<v Speaker 1>on social media too. Smithie, where where at that's at?

0:25:21.520 --> 0:25:25.720
<v Speaker 1>Cut to It on Instagram? What about Twitter? At? Cut

0:25:25.800 --> 0:25:29.600
<v Speaker 1>to It? Facebook? Cut to It featuring Steve Smith singr

0:25:30.119 --> 0:25:33.120
<v Speaker 1>what about online and you can follow us at cut

0:25:33.200 --> 0:25:36.320
<v Speaker 1>to it podcast dot com where you can buy merch

0:25:36.760 --> 0:25:39.600
<v Speaker 1>and you can subscribe to us wherever you listen to podcasts.

0:25:40.440 --> 0:25:43.720
<v Speaker 1>I got all my answers questions. Um, yeah, I got

0:25:43.840 --> 0:25:47.160
<v Speaker 1>all my questions answered. That's what I'm here for. A brother,

0:25:47.600 --> 0:25:52.119
<v Speaker 1>cut to a podcast dot com. What did you inspire

0:25:52.359 --> 0:25:57.760
<v Speaker 1>what you want to be? Grown up? Um? I always?

0:25:58.760 --> 0:26:00.760
<v Speaker 1>I always, Um, I thought I was gonna be the

0:26:00.840 --> 0:26:06.520
<v Speaker 1>next Lebron James, the sixth one. I thought I was,

0:26:06.760 --> 0:26:09.720
<v Speaker 1>but it worked out that way to my coach got

0:26:09.800 --> 0:26:15.400
<v Speaker 1>on me and everything. But yeah, I didn't. I didn't

0:26:15.400 --> 0:26:17.359
<v Speaker 1>play foot. I always played a little league and stuff

0:26:17.359 --> 0:26:20.280
<v Speaker 1>like that. Football, but I always, you know, ran track

0:26:20.320 --> 0:26:24.480
<v Speaker 1>when I was a little basketball obviously, but I didn't

0:26:24.480 --> 0:26:28.440
<v Speaker 1>play football. My freshman year, my mom and dad it

0:26:28.560 --> 0:26:30.040
<v Speaker 1>was like they want you, we want you to focus

0:26:30.080 --> 0:26:32.080
<v Speaker 1>on your grade, show to choose one. So I come

0:26:32.119 --> 0:26:33.920
<v Speaker 1>from a basketball family, so I was like, you know,

0:26:33.960 --> 0:26:36.480
<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna play basketball. I played. It's a freshman on

0:26:36.600 --> 0:26:41.200
<v Speaker 1>varsity and uh he's passed away. But my my my

0:26:41.280 --> 0:26:44.040
<v Speaker 1>high school coach man he was He's like, you crazy.

0:26:44.119 --> 0:26:47.119
<v Speaker 1>You can get any thousand dollar scholarship, you crazy or

0:26:47.200 --> 0:26:49.399
<v Speaker 1>whatever like that you're never gonna make any basketball And

0:26:49.400 --> 0:26:51.360
<v Speaker 1>I was like, man, you're just hate him. But then

0:26:51.760 --> 0:26:56.080
<v Speaker 1>I came out my sophmore year for football, man, and

0:26:56.320 --> 0:26:59.680
<v Speaker 1>like just just I mean I always played when I

0:26:59.720 --> 0:27:02.320
<v Speaker 1>was at but what you call it, like it just clicked.

0:27:02.400 --> 0:27:04.800
<v Speaker 1>Everything just clicked, man, and just coming off the edge

0:27:04.840 --> 0:27:07.560
<v Speaker 1>of the speed Russia. So yeah, man, that's that's how

0:27:07.640 --> 0:27:09.960
<v Speaker 1>it all came and came into place though. But I

0:27:10.440 --> 0:27:12.880
<v Speaker 1>didn't have dreams like I guess like most of most

0:27:12.920 --> 0:27:17.000
<v Speaker 1>people are being a basketball player. Where are you from?

0:27:17.680 --> 0:27:22.400
<v Speaker 1>And the place you call your hometown? Salisbury, North Carolina?

0:27:24.160 --> 0:27:27.520
<v Speaker 1>All right? Now, is there like a little small as

0:27:27.560 --> 0:27:30.360
<v Speaker 1>that he giving you? He giving you the next largest? Yeah,

0:27:30.680 --> 0:27:34.080
<v Speaker 1>I'm talking about You ain't gonna say I'm from North Carolina.

0:27:34.119 --> 0:27:37.120
<v Speaker 1>You ain't gonna. I got it right here. I don't

0:27:37.119 --> 0:27:39.280
<v Speaker 1>want to know where you from. I don't want to

0:27:40.200 --> 0:27:43.639
<v Speaker 1>pronunciated incorrectly. But I also want you to tell me

0:27:43.680 --> 0:27:49.240
<v Speaker 1>if you know yo not you're yo from home town?

0:27:50.280 --> 0:27:52.480
<v Speaker 1>Mr Smith. If you would have been from Salisbury, you

0:27:52.520 --> 0:27:56.359
<v Speaker 1>would have said North Rowan, you would have said where

0:27:56.560 --> 0:27:59.760
<v Speaker 1>are you? What it is you know? Where high school?

0:28:00.080 --> 0:28:10.840
<v Speaker 1>With the Mount Ula Mount. My home address is Salisbury R. Mount.

0:28:10.880 --> 0:28:16.000
<v Speaker 1>What you play in the NFL, You've experienced some highs

0:28:16.080 --> 0:28:20.359
<v Speaker 1>and lows. Mm hmm. Here's some unique things about your hometown.

0:28:20.400 --> 0:28:25.640
<v Speaker 1>And I'll let you chew. On of the residents at

0:28:25.760 --> 0:28:31.880
<v Speaker 1>least completed high school. Percent of the residents have received

0:28:32.280 --> 0:28:37.120
<v Speaker 1>bachelor degrees or higher. Is that a fair assessment from

0:28:37.200 --> 0:28:44.000
<v Speaker 1>your observation of leaving and coming back? Yeah, yeah, I

0:28:44.040 --> 0:28:47.760
<v Speaker 1>don't believe that. I mean, yeah, I can see his

0:28:47.840 --> 0:28:53.680
<v Speaker 1>mind working. Now. That's that's why Jerome act the way

0:28:53.760 --> 0:28:57.920
<v Speaker 1>he acts. I believe that You've got a lot of

0:28:57.960 --> 0:29:00.680
<v Speaker 1>people who graduated high school, but you know, in college,

0:29:01.400 --> 0:29:04.760
<v Speaker 1>you know they'll get home sick or you know, the

0:29:05.040 --> 0:29:07.560
<v Speaker 1>party too much, and then you know, by after year

0:29:07.640 --> 0:29:10.560
<v Speaker 1>one or whatever, a year to day day out, you

0:29:10.640 --> 0:29:13.800
<v Speaker 1>know so or it's just not even on your radar.

0:29:14.520 --> 0:29:16.320
<v Speaker 1>I don't you mentioned what he was dreaming about being

0:29:16.400 --> 0:29:20.200
<v Speaker 1>Lebron Like, I don't even think I really dreamt like

0:29:20.520 --> 0:29:22.840
<v Speaker 1>in high school or anything like that. I worked for

0:29:23.240 --> 0:29:25.920
<v Speaker 1>I worked for Bollow and I was a cash year

0:29:25.920 --> 0:29:28.720
<v Speaker 1>and I was a backer, and I really talk for

0:29:28.800 --> 0:29:30.840
<v Speaker 1>a while. I would see our general manager coming and

0:29:30.960 --> 0:29:34.440
<v Speaker 1>he had a brand new forward and for a good

0:29:34.520 --> 0:29:37.760
<v Speaker 1>bit even my senior high school bro, I really sat

0:29:37.800 --> 0:29:40.320
<v Speaker 1>and thought about, man if I just stay home and

0:29:40.360 --> 0:29:42.480
<v Speaker 1>I worked my butt off at this grocery store, I

0:29:42.520 --> 0:29:44.040
<v Speaker 1>can be I can be a general manager and I'll

0:29:44.080 --> 0:29:48.080
<v Speaker 1>drop around the You don't go many and Chris correct

0:29:48.080 --> 0:29:49.960
<v Speaker 1>me where I'm wrong, But you see so many people

0:29:50.360 --> 0:29:52.640
<v Speaker 1>when you're back home. You're not exposed. When you're from

0:29:52.640 --> 0:29:55.160
<v Speaker 1>a small town, you're not exposed to some of those

0:29:55.280 --> 0:29:58.080
<v Speaker 1>larger things, like when you do get those opportunities to

0:29:58.160 --> 0:30:01.040
<v Speaker 1>go visit a college campus, or you get an opportunity

0:30:01.080 --> 0:30:03.440
<v Speaker 1>to hear a guest speaker come to your to your

0:30:03.520 --> 0:30:06.400
<v Speaker 1>high school, that's someone on the staff maybe knows or

0:30:06.440 --> 0:30:08.680
<v Speaker 1>something like that, or you do have that rare occurrence

0:30:08.720 --> 0:30:12.040
<v Speaker 1>where there's like ah for for for me, deems may

0:30:12.320 --> 0:30:14.719
<v Speaker 1>you know tight End comes back and talks to come

0:30:14.760 --> 0:30:17.920
<v Speaker 1>back and talk to you. You don't see those things

0:30:18.360 --> 0:30:21.160
<v Speaker 1>when you're from a small town. So I can honestly say,

0:30:21.240 --> 0:30:24.800
<v Speaker 1>for a while, like I didn't have a dream, Like

0:30:24.840 --> 0:30:26.360
<v Speaker 1>I was like, all right, I just do what everyone

0:30:26.440 --> 0:30:28.080
<v Speaker 1>else does. Or you you know, you want to go

0:30:28.200 --> 0:30:30.920
<v Speaker 1>work at everyone else works at furniture factories or whatever

0:30:31.000 --> 0:30:33.400
<v Speaker 1>it is that these small towns are known for. You

0:30:33.560 --> 0:30:35.760
<v Speaker 1>just kind of hop in line and next thing you know,

0:30:35.880 --> 0:30:37.480
<v Speaker 1>you're on the you on the factory line, doing what

0:30:37.560 --> 0:30:40.440
<v Speaker 1>everyone else does. So I mean, Chris hop in. But

0:30:40.760 --> 0:30:42.440
<v Speaker 1>that's that's kind of how it is sometimes when you

0:30:42.520 --> 0:30:45.360
<v Speaker 1>had a small town in in north of South Carolina

0:30:45.480 --> 0:30:47.840
<v Speaker 1>or some of these rural areas in the South. That's

0:30:47.880 --> 0:30:50.640
<v Speaker 1>crazy you say that because that was one of the

0:30:50.920 --> 0:30:53.120
<v Speaker 1>reasons they might be country and solid. I went to

0:30:53.240 --> 0:30:57.280
<v Speaker 1>Arkansas because it's like it reminded me. Certain parts reminded

0:30:57.320 --> 0:30:59.840
<v Speaker 1>me of home, even though it's far away from home.

0:31:00.400 --> 0:31:03.240
<v Speaker 1>But everybody know Arkansas. You've got Little Rock, pom Bluff

0:31:03.280 --> 0:31:05.320
<v Speaker 1>and all that, and what the school is, fair Bill.

0:31:06.000 --> 0:31:10.160
<v Speaker 1>Certain parts reminded me of back home. I mean, I know,

0:31:10.200 --> 0:31:13.240
<v Speaker 1>a lot committed right away. And then you know everybody

0:31:13.320 --> 0:31:15.880
<v Speaker 1>from like you know, Solisburry, amount of other and everything,

0:31:16.000 --> 0:31:18.560
<v Speaker 1>like you said, Morels, all that space and everything. Everybody

0:31:19.120 --> 0:31:21.880
<v Speaker 1>just got that like that Southern hospitality. And that's how

0:31:21.920 --> 0:31:24.920
<v Speaker 1>it was in Arkansas. You know, everywhere you go, especially

0:31:25.880 --> 0:31:28.600
<v Speaker 1>you know, being playing for the Razorbacks, whether you are

0:31:28.960 --> 0:31:32.840
<v Speaker 1>the ProTeam anyway or whatever. Yeah, like I mean this

0:31:32.960 --> 0:31:35.440
<v Speaker 1>is that the Southern Hospital. I committed right off the

0:31:35.480 --> 0:31:37.400
<v Speaker 1>back or whatever, and I always told my mom and

0:31:37.440 --> 0:31:39.240
<v Speaker 1>dad like it was like, you'd like it here. And

0:31:39.280 --> 0:31:42.040
<v Speaker 1>then when we came out and I did my official

0:31:42.160 --> 0:31:44.800
<v Speaker 1>visit or whatever and everything, that was like, you're right,

0:31:44.880 --> 0:31:47.320
<v Speaker 1>it does like certain parts remind you of back home.

0:31:47.360 --> 0:31:50.440
<v Speaker 1>And I think that's why committed so fast. Did you

0:31:50.560 --> 0:31:54.840
<v Speaker 1>also commit because you had no other option? And it's

0:31:54.880 --> 0:31:59.400
<v Speaker 1>crazy to say that. I would say yes because of

0:32:00.160 --> 0:32:03.320
<v Speaker 1>just seeing so many guys before me, like they would

0:32:03.360 --> 0:32:06.120
<v Speaker 1>kind of like steaks home and they didn't like, you know,

0:32:07.000 --> 0:32:10.560
<v Speaker 1>sit seed and stuff, and I had to get away.

0:32:13.400 --> 0:32:16.320
<v Speaker 1>So you had the highs of winning nationally, winning the

0:32:16.400 --> 0:32:19.280
<v Speaker 1>championship in high school? What were some of the loads

0:32:19.600 --> 0:32:24.800
<v Speaker 1>of that success? Um, I would say, And y'all would

0:32:24.800 --> 0:32:27.920
<v Speaker 1>be some of the first to hear this. Um, okay,

0:32:27.960 --> 0:32:30.400
<v Speaker 1>having the big junior year because one of my sophomore year,

0:32:30.560 --> 0:32:32.480
<v Speaker 1>you know, that was the first time I played football

0:32:32.880 --> 0:32:35.400
<v Speaker 1>because I didn't play my freshman year. So my sophomore

0:32:35.480 --> 0:32:38.520
<v Speaker 1>year made off conference, all county all that. So my

0:32:38.680 --> 0:32:41.680
<v Speaker 1>junior year, Um, that's when I had the big season

0:32:41.880 --> 0:32:44.840
<v Speaker 1>or whatever. Uh, you know, twenty eight sacks or whatever

0:32:44.960 --> 0:32:47.800
<v Speaker 1>like that. We won the state championship. So it's like

0:32:47.960 --> 0:32:49.480
<v Speaker 1>senior year, you know, that's when I had you know,

0:32:49.640 --> 0:32:52.720
<v Speaker 1>offers and stuff coming up and everything. You know, I

0:32:52.800 --> 0:32:56.080
<v Speaker 1>had got hurt or whatever, and it's kind of basically,

0:32:56.680 --> 0:32:59.360
<v Speaker 1>you know, kind of trying to live up to that expectation.

0:32:59.480 --> 0:33:01.560
<v Speaker 1>So my year I was like, and I don't make

0:33:01.640 --> 0:33:04.560
<v Speaker 1>no excuse, but I was. I had like hurt my achieys.

0:33:04.600 --> 0:33:06.640
<v Speaker 1>I had like a spring Achilles or something like the

0:33:06.800 --> 0:33:10.480
<v Speaker 1>whole I remember, like the whole season, and I had

0:33:10.480 --> 0:33:13.600
<v Speaker 1>committed in Arkansas, and man, my coach was, I'm glad

0:33:13.640 --> 0:33:16.000
<v Speaker 1>he did, but he had, uh stayed hard on me,

0:33:16.120 --> 0:33:18.920
<v Speaker 1>like you you're not you're not playing good enough for

0:33:19.440 --> 0:33:21.920
<v Speaker 1>the ben sec my ass and all that he said,

0:33:22.040 --> 0:33:24.840
<v Speaker 1>say everything, but I was really hurt so and everything

0:33:25.000 --> 0:33:27.080
<v Speaker 1>like that. So I guess that was one of the

0:33:27.160 --> 0:33:29.120
<v Speaker 1>main thing, you know, playing through injury, but you know

0:33:29.280 --> 0:33:32.240
<v Speaker 1>you gotta still like you still gotta go. And he was,

0:33:32.360 --> 0:33:34.240
<v Speaker 1>I mean, I'm glad he did that or whatever. He

0:33:34.560 --> 0:33:37.240
<v Speaker 1>prepped me for college and uh and everything like that.

0:33:37.400 --> 0:33:39.400
<v Speaker 1>But that was probably the one of the probably the

0:33:39.440 --> 0:33:41.520
<v Speaker 1>like the diversities I had to deal with and stuff

0:33:41.560 --> 0:33:46.200
<v Speaker 1>like that. But I ain't gonna lie my college coach. Mhmm,

0:33:46.960 --> 0:33:49.800
<v Speaker 1>did he? I would say, out of any level of

0:33:49.880 --> 0:33:52.720
<v Speaker 1>football that I played for. I know, y'all know Bobby,

0:33:55.280 --> 0:33:59.600
<v Speaker 1>he got a he got a party mouth. Yeah boy,

0:34:01.880 --> 0:34:04.680
<v Speaker 1>Oh my god, he was a little weird. I ain't

0:34:04.680 --> 0:34:06.440
<v Speaker 1>gonna lie he do we gotta party about but he

0:34:06.760 --> 0:34:10.319
<v Speaker 1>he that's one of the hardest coaches I ever played for. Man,

0:34:10.400 --> 0:34:13.360
<v Speaker 1>Oh my gosh. When would you learn from coach between

0:34:13.400 --> 0:34:18.439
<v Speaker 1>the great course? But basically, I mean he was all

0:34:18.600 --> 0:34:23.120
<v Speaker 1>business like and you know, he didn't take no junk

0:34:23.200 --> 0:34:27.839
<v Speaker 1>or whatever like that, and basically just really prepped your minds.

0:34:27.920 --> 0:34:29.719
<v Speaker 1>I remember when I first committed the Arkansas he came

0:34:29.760 --> 0:34:31.239
<v Speaker 1>to my high school and he was like, I know

0:34:31.320 --> 0:34:33.640
<v Speaker 1>you can play physically, but can you handle it mentally?

0:34:34.480 --> 0:34:37.320
<v Speaker 1>And I didn't really know what that means, you know,

0:34:37.440 --> 0:34:40.359
<v Speaker 1>coming into Arkansas and stuff like that. But now as

0:34:40.440 --> 0:34:42.440
<v Speaker 1>I'm you know, going to my aviar in the league

0:34:43.080 --> 0:34:44.719
<v Speaker 1>and Steve, you know how this is the ups and

0:34:44.800 --> 0:34:46.920
<v Speaker 1>down with the business and stuff like that, and you

0:34:47.000 --> 0:34:50.759
<v Speaker 1>know the for football at the national the top level, man,

0:34:50.840 --> 0:34:54.879
<v Speaker 1>you gotta you gotta be, you know, saying mentally strong top,

0:34:54.920 --> 0:34:58.160
<v Speaker 1>because if you're not, it can take you this way

0:34:58.239 --> 0:34:59.880
<v Speaker 1>and that way, you know what I'm saying. So that

0:35:00.239 --> 0:35:03.360
<v Speaker 1>that was one of the things I learned is mental

0:35:03.480 --> 0:35:07.640
<v Speaker 1>toughness from Petrino. As far as the football park, what

0:35:07.880 --> 0:35:14.400
<v Speaker 1>have you learned that you did not know anything about?

0:35:16.280 --> 0:35:21.640
<v Speaker 1>As far as the business of football, The thing about

0:35:21.680 --> 0:35:25.239
<v Speaker 1>it is they always trying to replace you no matter

0:35:26.719 --> 0:35:32.960
<v Speaker 1>how good you play. Um, it's all about and it's

0:35:33.560 --> 0:35:36.040
<v Speaker 1>Chris Clemens is one of one of my guys, you know,

0:35:36.320 --> 0:35:38.240
<v Speaker 1>to help me, you know, when I was a rookie

0:35:38.280 --> 0:35:41.080
<v Speaker 1>and stuff like that. He had a saying they're trying

0:35:41.120 --> 0:35:45.840
<v Speaker 1>to get you the best for the cheapest like that,

0:35:46.200 --> 0:35:49.239
<v Speaker 1>and that that was one of the main things about it.

0:35:49.840 --> 0:35:53.440
<v Speaker 1>And and it's politics is as highest level you know,

0:35:53.600 --> 0:35:56.920
<v Speaker 1>And and that's I mean, I hear O'Dell say that's

0:35:56.960 --> 0:36:00.160
<v Speaker 1>one of my my boys, and stuff like. Like. The

0:36:00.239 --> 0:36:03.800
<v Speaker 1>one thing that you know, coming from college into the

0:36:03.920 --> 0:36:07.040
<v Speaker 1>NFL is like it kind of takes the fun out

0:36:07.120 --> 0:36:09.000
<v Speaker 1>of it. But you gotta in the NFL, you gotta

0:36:09.280 --> 0:36:13.640
<v Speaker 1>like separated to the business and football and basically put

0:36:13.760 --> 0:36:18.440
<v Speaker 1>your own fund into it. Because that's I mean, it's like,

0:36:18.680 --> 0:36:20.320
<v Speaker 1>as you know, it's a business at the end of

0:36:20.360 --> 0:36:25.960
<v Speaker 1>the day, you know. So that was my my first experience.

0:36:26.040 --> 0:36:28.239
<v Speaker 1>I'm going to give you example. You know, I get

0:36:28.320 --> 0:36:31.040
<v Speaker 1>drafted fifth round with Jacksonville. I made you know, had

0:36:31.080 --> 0:36:35.960
<v Speaker 1>a great preseason. Um, I made the fifty three Fine Colors,

0:36:36.680 --> 0:36:38.319
<v Speaker 1>and you know, I was in act of the first

0:36:38.360 --> 0:36:41.760
<v Speaker 1>game I think we played Philly, and then the second

0:36:41.800 --> 0:36:45.719
<v Speaker 1>game or whatever. Uh, right before we fin I think

0:36:45.760 --> 0:36:47.600
<v Speaker 1>we're finn to go play It was the San Diego

0:36:47.800 --> 0:36:51.160
<v Speaker 1>charge and then we're gonna go play them. Like. They

0:36:51.239 --> 0:36:52.840
<v Speaker 1>cut me on that Saturday, and I'm like, what do

0:36:52.920 --> 0:36:55.120
<v Speaker 1>I do wrong? Like why are you cutting me? Well,

0:36:55.239 --> 0:36:57.520
<v Speaker 1>this guy had a concussion and you were the healthiest

0:36:57.600 --> 0:36:59.920
<v Speaker 1>man on the three man roster, so we gotta cut you.

0:37:00.000 --> 0:37:01.879
<v Speaker 1>But we're gonna bring you back though. The reason why

0:37:01.920 --> 0:37:03.880
<v Speaker 1>we cut you on Saturday is because want nobody to

0:37:03.880 --> 0:37:06.000
<v Speaker 1>see you or whatever like that. So I'm like all sad.

0:37:06.040 --> 0:37:07.719
<v Speaker 1>They're like, oh no, non't be sad. No, we were

0:37:07.760 --> 0:37:09.279
<v Speaker 1>just doing this. We want to keep you here or whatever.

0:37:09.600 --> 0:37:11.239
<v Speaker 1>So we're gonna put your on practice card or whatever

0:37:11.360 --> 0:37:13.320
<v Speaker 1>like that. So I was gonna practice card for like

0:37:13.800 --> 0:37:16.239
<v Speaker 1>four or five weeks. I'm thinking, like I'm like, man, like,

0:37:16.920 --> 0:37:19.560
<v Speaker 1>this is how it go. I'm down to myself or whatever.

0:37:19.760 --> 0:37:22.279
<v Speaker 1>And then like when I started to be line and

0:37:22.360 --> 0:37:24.640
<v Speaker 1>got hurt or whatever, and then I'm back up or

0:37:24.680 --> 0:37:28.880
<v Speaker 1>whatever and like off a limited STAPs. I think I

0:37:28.960 --> 0:37:31.400
<v Speaker 1>played in the six games or whatever like that and

0:37:31.520 --> 0:37:34.360
<v Speaker 1>had three sacks or whatever, and you know, finished with

0:37:34.440 --> 0:37:37.440
<v Speaker 1>a good reki season. But it's just like in the

0:37:37.640 --> 0:37:40.040
<v Speaker 1>NFL now sart of the business, like it's like you

0:37:40.160 --> 0:37:42.279
<v Speaker 1>just can never get to high your high, never get

0:37:42.320 --> 0:37:45.320
<v Speaker 1>too long your loans man, and let's go back, because

0:37:45.360 --> 0:37:50.440
<v Speaker 1>I think people are not really following. Is you were

0:37:50.960 --> 0:37:55.359
<v Speaker 1>you play on Sunday, You're released on the Saturday. Mm hm.

0:37:55.840 --> 0:37:59.279
<v Speaker 1>The reason that's important and why teams do that is

0:37:59.400 --> 0:38:06.200
<v Speaker 1>because they go into Saturday with a set mind. They

0:38:06.280 --> 0:38:11.680
<v Speaker 1>already know on Saturday Chris is not playing. He may

0:38:11.719 --> 0:38:14.440
<v Speaker 1>be on the bus, he may be on the plane,

0:38:15.000 --> 0:38:21.640
<v Speaker 1>but he ain't getting New Jersey unless something strategic, something

0:38:21.920 --> 0:38:27.000
<v Speaker 1>horrible happens. But even if that happens, well, his ass

0:38:27.040 --> 0:38:33.800
<v Speaker 1>ain't playing, so right, So they they and and here's

0:38:33.840 --> 0:38:37.640
<v Speaker 1>the worst part. Here's the worst part about that. They

0:38:37.719 --> 0:38:40.600
<v Speaker 1>knew that Wednesday when he came in at eight am

0:38:41.000 --> 0:38:44.920
<v Speaker 1>and he's having and he's having eggs for breakfast right

0:38:44.960 --> 0:38:49.279
<v Speaker 1>now in the facility. They know Chris ain't playing. And

0:38:49.480 --> 0:38:54.399
<v Speaker 1>they also know by before at least before Friday, when

0:38:54.480 --> 0:38:58.200
<v Speaker 1>it's Freedom Friday and it's UH and it's a catered

0:38:58.280 --> 0:39:01.879
<v Speaker 1>company coming in with that good meal, that Chris won't

0:39:01.920 --> 0:39:07.799
<v Speaker 1>be playing either on Friday, but yet there practicing him,

0:39:08.520 --> 0:39:11.759
<v Speaker 1>making him feel like he's part of the team, when

0:39:11.840 --> 0:39:15.120
<v Speaker 1>they know at some point in the next several days

0:39:15.719 --> 0:39:17.600
<v Speaker 1>he will not be part of the team. He will

0:39:17.680 --> 0:39:22.520
<v Speaker 1>not need a jersey. He may need a sideline sweatsuit,

0:39:23.480 --> 0:39:26.120
<v Speaker 1>but he will need click. You don't need a mouthpiece.

0:39:27.400 --> 0:39:29.520
<v Speaker 1>It's not something getting used to when you you just

0:39:29.719 --> 0:39:31.360
<v Speaker 1>walked us through when you were in West Rowan and

0:39:31.400 --> 0:39:35.200
<v Speaker 1>you got almost a hundred tackles, sixteen sacks, you uh,

0:39:35.400 --> 0:39:38.440
<v Speaker 1>second All team SEC. And now you get to NFL.

0:39:39.200 --> 0:39:42.359
<v Speaker 1>And they and they gave a card with his name

0:39:42.440 --> 0:39:44.920
<v Speaker 1>on it, with his information, his height. They gave it

0:39:45.000 --> 0:39:47.880
<v Speaker 1>to the draft person. That draft person said, with the

0:39:48.080 --> 0:39:53.080
<v Speaker 1>such and such pick for Chris Jacksonville Jaguars, we select

0:39:53.680 --> 0:39:59.920
<v Speaker 1>Chris Smith from Arkansas and they call you, Hey, appreciate

0:40:00.120 --> 0:40:03.560
<v Speaker 1>ate you. We love what we saw in your film. Hey,

0:40:03.840 --> 0:40:06.359
<v Speaker 1>we can't wait to get you here, and they give

0:40:06.440 --> 0:40:08.960
<v Speaker 1>you it's like a recruiting trip. They give your lobster

0:40:09.200 --> 0:40:13.279
<v Speaker 1>one day. When when they recruiting you, then they draft you.

0:40:13.719 --> 0:40:17.360
<v Speaker 1>Hey the Bolognian cheese down down the hall here the

0:40:17.440 --> 0:40:21.040
<v Speaker 1>right you on that and now now you got to

0:40:21.080 --> 0:40:24.520
<v Speaker 1>get adjusted to the business of the NFL. What's what's

0:40:24.560 --> 0:40:28.239
<v Speaker 1>that transition? Like, I mean it was it was hard,

0:40:28.480 --> 0:40:31.879
<v Speaker 1>um uh you know, because I mean I got cut

0:40:32.000 --> 0:40:35.560
<v Speaker 1>like my second week, um and everything, and it was

0:40:35.680 --> 0:40:38.600
<v Speaker 1>just crazy, Like you know, people back home were like, well,

0:40:38.680 --> 0:40:40.319
<v Speaker 1>he got drafted. I know he you know what I'm

0:40:40.320 --> 0:40:42.200
<v Speaker 1>saying that that's all he was gonna do. He wasn't

0:40:42.200 --> 0:40:44.640
<v Speaker 1>gonna see it in the league. But you know they

0:40:44.680 --> 0:40:47.240
<v Speaker 1>always say, like, you know, once you understand the business

0:40:47.760 --> 0:40:51.279
<v Speaker 1>of the NFL, you'll be okay. How long did it

0:40:51.440 --> 0:40:58.760
<v Speaker 1>take you and your feelings to adjust to the business

0:40:58.920 --> 0:41:04.080
<v Speaker 1>of the NFL? I would say the first time I

0:41:04.200 --> 0:41:09.640
<v Speaker 1>got cut, and then I would say my going into

0:41:09.719 --> 0:41:13.600
<v Speaker 1>my fourth year when I got traded to the Bengals,

0:41:14.640 --> 0:41:16.239
<v Speaker 1>I would say that because I always tell people I

0:41:16.280 --> 0:41:19.440
<v Speaker 1>haven't been through everything in the league, like as far

0:41:19.520 --> 0:41:24.120
<v Speaker 1>as everything, you know, like nothing surprises me now, but

0:41:24.239 --> 0:41:26.040
<v Speaker 1>I would say that was the like two times, like

0:41:26.120 --> 0:41:28.960
<v Speaker 1>after I got traded, I was like, okay, like you

0:41:29.000 --> 0:41:30.799
<v Speaker 1>know what I'm saying, This ain't no scholarship, no more

0:41:31.480 --> 0:41:34.400
<v Speaker 1>over the year out of scholar this one actual you know,

0:41:34.600 --> 0:41:42.040
<v Speaker 1>contractual business. What did they tell you when they traded you.

0:41:42.760 --> 0:41:49.879
<v Speaker 1>Was there a conversation or dialogue or in the transaction? Well? Actually, uh,

0:41:51.160 --> 0:41:53.319
<v Speaker 1>I was driving remember this clear asday. I was driving

0:41:53.360 --> 0:41:55.680
<v Speaker 1>to go get food. It was the off season, a

0:41:55.760 --> 0:41:58.960
<v Speaker 1>week before. We had had just been going to all

0:41:59.000 --> 0:42:01.720
<v Speaker 1>season workouts and I was driving to go get food

0:42:01.960 --> 0:42:04.040
<v Speaker 1>and the GM called me. He said, Chris, how are

0:42:04.040 --> 0:42:07.920
<v Speaker 1>you doing today or whatever? So I'm thinking, like they

0:42:08.080 --> 0:42:10.000
<v Speaker 1>let me go, you know what I'm saying. So like,

0:42:10.200 --> 0:42:12.520
<v Speaker 1>you know, you know, GM called, He's like, oh man,

0:42:12.640 --> 0:42:15.520
<v Speaker 1>here go, and um you know, He's like, well, I

0:42:15.560 --> 0:42:17.160
<v Speaker 1>think this is actually be a good thing for you,

0:42:18.200 --> 0:42:20.040
<v Speaker 1>you know, because they used to always had me up

0:42:20.040 --> 0:42:21.480
<v Speaker 1>and down or whatever when I used to play, I

0:42:21.600 --> 0:42:24.560
<v Speaker 1>used to produce. But he was like, we're gonna trade

0:42:24.560 --> 0:42:28.280
<v Speaker 1>you to Cincinnati Bengals. And I'm like, okay, we decided

0:42:28.320 --> 0:42:30.320
<v Speaker 1>this morning. Everything think it's been a good thing for you.

0:42:30.480 --> 0:42:34.080
<v Speaker 1>So you know, keep working hard, man. We wish you

0:42:34.160 --> 0:42:40.239
<v Speaker 1>the best. And it was like click process of being traded. Um,

0:42:42.480 --> 0:42:45.799
<v Speaker 1>how it was, it was like a shock. I was like, man,

0:42:45.920 --> 0:42:48.200
<v Speaker 1>I was like, it was like, man, I'm going to Cincinnati,

0:42:48.400 --> 0:42:50.600
<v Speaker 1>you know, and you know I'm with Pat Man, Dracor

0:42:50.719 --> 0:42:54.399
<v Speaker 1>Patrick Monte's and all them board. I was like, oh

0:42:54.520 --> 0:42:56.520
<v Speaker 1>my god, you know what I'm saying like that. But

0:42:58.120 --> 0:43:00.719
<v Speaker 1>it was actually good though. It was somewhere I had

0:43:00.760 --> 0:43:04.200
<v Speaker 1>an opportunity, you know, um to play you know, a

0:43:04.280 --> 0:43:07.920
<v Speaker 1>guy like Michael Johnson, Like I said, um, Pat Man, um,

0:43:08.320 --> 0:43:13.359
<v Speaker 1>Geno Atkins, um like that. So it was actually good,

0:43:13.400 --> 0:43:15.520
<v Speaker 1>but it was stocking at first though. Like you said,

0:43:15.560 --> 0:43:22.120
<v Speaker 1>it's already being premeditated. So yeah, man, I think it's

0:43:22.120 --> 0:43:25.480
<v Speaker 1>about that time. Just so take a little breather, do it.

0:43:26.760 --> 0:43:32.200
<v Speaker 1>Do it. Let's get down to do it. Hey Gerard,

0:43:32.360 --> 0:43:35.080
<v Speaker 1>why didn't you get that T shirt? You mean, oh yes,

0:43:35.480 --> 0:43:37.440
<v Speaker 1>I got it from cut to a podcast dot com

0:43:37.520 --> 0:43:40.600
<v Speaker 1>where we have exclusive merchandise shout out to our guys

0:43:40.640 --> 0:43:42.320
<v Speaker 1>at seven or four shot. But yeah, you can go on,

0:43:42.800 --> 0:43:45.080
<v Speaker 1>buy you a T shirt, subscribe to us wherever you

0:43:45.160 --> 0:43:50.200
<v Speaker 1>listen to podcasts. How has this season been affected this

0:43:50.320 --> 0:43:53.279
<v Speaker 1>NFL season been affected by COVID O. It's been like

0:43:54.440 --> 0:43:57.040
<v Speaker 1>I tell and I tell people this man just to

0:43:58.280 --> 0:44:01.920
<v Speaker 1>just to be like be and you know, be on

0:44:02.040 --> 0:44:07.120
<v Speaker 1>a roster this year. Um, it's just like one of this.

0:44:07.360 --> 0:44:11.560
<v Speaker 1>It doesn't made me appreciate football even more. And you know,

0:44:11.680 --> 0:44:13.680
<v Speaker 1>just hats off to the whole lead, the players and

0:44:13.760 --> 0:44:19.200
<v Speaker 1>all that, because, um it's really like you're in like uh,

0:44:19.760 --> 0:44:22.520
<v Speaker 1>like a jail kind of on your bye week in

0:44:22.560 --> 0:44:25.160
<v Speaker 1>a Thursday night game, like you know, usually you know

0:44:25.280 --> 0:44:27.360
<v Speaker 1>you can go and you know, see your family, you know,

0:44:27.600 --> 0:44:30.040
<v Speaker 1>go kick it or whatever like that. Like you know,

0:44:30.080 --> 0:44:32.319
<v Speaker 1>I got three, you know, beautiful children, like I haven't

0:44:32.360 --> 0:44:37.600
<v Speaker 1>seen them since August, Like because I can't believe I

0:44:37.680 --> 0:44:42.120
<v Speaker 1>haven't seen them since August. Because you can't leave, um

0:44:42.840 --> 0:44:45.720
<v Speaker 1>term out of town or whatever like that. Um, because

0:44:45.760 --> 0:44:48.560
<v Speaker 1>you have to take COVID tests every day. Um. We

0:44:48.680 --> 0:44:53.719
<v Speaker 1>got to the point now where my whole defensive I

0:44:53.800 --> 0:44:56.600
<v Speaker 1>think the defensive that coach or whatever like that called COVID,

0:44:56.680 --> 0:44:59.839
<v Speaker 1>I obviously called a coordinator, called a couple of guys.

0:45:00.000 --> 0:45:03.520
<v Speaker 1>It's somebody every week that is catching it. There, Steve,

0:45:03.560 --> 0:45:05.600
<v Speaker 1>we won't even go in the building like we have

0:45:05.800 --> 0:45:08.839
<v Speaker 1>virtual meetings from the house or whatever, and you're only

0:45:08.880 --> 0:45:10.719
<v Speaker 1>in the building for like an hour and a half

0:45:10.719 --> 0:45:13.480
<v Speaker 1>and that's just for practice. You know, you live and

0:45:13.560 --> 0:45:16.920
<v Speaker 1>are you and you gotta get all? Are you allowed

0:45:16.960 --> 0:45:20.560
<v Speaker 1>to shower? And you know, not not asking too much

0:45:20.600 --> 0:45:27.399
<v Speaker 1>to your mind, but it's just more operational just because wow,

0:45:27.480 --> 0:45:32.359
<v Speaker 1>they're time. So you you time, you gotta time shower man,

0:45:32.560 --> 0:45:36.480
<v Speaker 1>Yes you like so how example how yes you go

0:45:37.400 --> 0:45:39.760
<v Speaker 1>like you gotta you gotta, you gotta take you gotta

0:45:39.920 --> 0:45:42.080
<v Speaker 1>you gotta be quick with it because you gotta. We

0:45:42.280 --> 0:45:44.440
<v Speaker 1>was one of those teams that was on protocol because

0:45:44.800 --> 0:45:47.000
<v Speaker 1>you know, we had a guy like every week catching

0:45:47.040 --> 0:45:51.279
<v Speaker 1>it catching COVID. So um they give you like only

0:45:51.960 --> 0:45:53.480
<v Speaker 1>um a certain amount of guys can be in the

0:45:53.520 --> 0:45:56.239
<v Speaker 1>locker room or whatever. Only ten guys can live, you

0:45:56.360 --> 0:45:58.880
<v Speaker 1>know like that, So like you had to be like

0:45:59.400 --> 0:46:02.879
<v Speaker 1>out to be probably I think by what we will

0:46:02.920 --> 0:46:05.600
<v Speaker 1>get done practice it like one thirty you gotta be

0:46:05.680 --> 0:46:08.600
<v Speaker 1>out the building probably like two thirty five and you

0:46:08.680 --> 0:46:12.520
<v Speaker 1>got zoom even from home or whatever like that. It's it, bro,

0:46:12.640 --> 0:46:16.719
<v Speaker 1>It's it's crazy, man, like crazy. From my advantage point,

0:46:17.200 --> 0:46:20.640
<v Speaker 1>that doesn't sound like a blessing. That doesn't sound very like.

0:46:20.920 --> 0:46:23.279
<v Speaker 1>I don't know why you would I'm being a little

0:46:23.280 --> 0:46:26.839
<v Speaker 1>bit sarcastically. Why you would be appreciative of being able

0:46:26.920 --> 0:46:30.040
<v Speaker 1>to have a time shower and being able to you

0:46:30.200 --> 0:46:33.960
<v Speaker 1>only can lift at this time and you you basically

0:46:34.080 --> 0:46:36.759
<v Speaker 1>the old school at the butcher shop or at the

0:46:36.960 --> 0:46:40.600
<v Speaker 1>DMV when your numbers called, you're allowed to be served

0:46:41.120 --> 0:46:44.800
<v Speaker 1>until your number called. You can't get up. Yeah, facts,

0:46:45.480 --> 0:46:50.320
<v Speaker 1>I would say appreciative in a way just about special.

0:46:50.360 --> 0:46:53.720
<v Speaker 1>I was always told my brothers in this like about

0:46:53.800 --> 0:46:58.279
<v Speaker 1>this year about guys that you know that as far

0:46:58.360 --> 0:47:00.720
<v Speaker 1>as like they didn't have no pro day or whatever

0:47:00.880 --> 0:47:02.920
<v Speaker 1>like that, guys just coming in that was coming in

0:47:03.040 --> 0:47:05.560
<v Speaker 1>from college or whatever. Like just think about how many

0:47:05.640 --> 0:47:08.080
<v Speaker 1>guys did that, you know what, and if you wasn't

0:47:08.080 --> 0:47:11.360
<v Speaker 1>the high name or whatever, like you really just didn't

0:47:11.360 --> 0:47:13.360
<v Speaker 1>get a shot. It was basically off a straight film

0:47:13.480 --> 0:47:16.839
<v Speaker 1>like that, and like how many guys like see they

0:47:16.920 --> 0:47:20.000
<v Speaker 1>cut like the guys that think they had already paid

0:47:20.400 --> 0:47:23.560
<v Speaker 1>like you know, I mean I got one guy that, um,

0:47:23.719 --> 0:47:26.000
<v Speaker 1>this is my boy, he signed to rest and he

0:47:26.040 --> 0:47:29.560
<v Speaker 1>saw them you know, one year, five minute, you know, guaranteed,

0:47:29.800 --> 0:47:33.000
<v Speaker 1>like and they just cut them, like just to cut costs,

0:47:33.040 --> 0:47:35.959
<v Speaker 1>because you know, you can't have no fans, like you can't,

0:47:36.280 --> 0:47:38.319
<v Speaker 1>you know what I'm saying, do this that in the third,

0:47:38.400 --> 0:47:40.520
<v Speaker 1>so like it's a lot of money the NFL was losing.

0:47:40.560 --> 0:47:44.600
<v Speaker 1>So just to be on a roster doing this time

0:47:44.920 --> 0:47:47.800
<v Speaker 1>like it's just like it's a blessing in itself. And

0:47:47.920 --> 0:47:50.120
<v Speaker 1>then with all the changes because you know, like we

0:47:50.239 --> 0:47:52.680
<v Speaker 1>go back to that that business part, especially when they

0:47:52.680 --> 0:47:55.120
<v Speaker 1>ain't got no fans and you know this that in

0:47:55.160 --> 0:47:57.360
<v Speaker 1>the third and all that, like you know, you gotta

0:47:57.480 --> 0:48:00.160
<v Speaker 1>cut coughs somewhere, you know what I'm saying, Let's roll

0:48:00.280 --> 0:48:02.799
<v Speaker 1>up our slaves and and and really get a little

0:48:02.840 --> 0:48:06.360
<v Speaker 1>bit deeper into you know, into Chris Smith September eleven.

0:48:07.360 --> 0:48:10.680
<v Speaker 1>We all know that was a horrible day for Americans.

0:48:11.320 --> 0:48:16.680
<v Speaker 1>For you, this is also a harder day. Take us

0:48:16.760 --> 0:48:20.040
<v Speaker 1>through that day as all that stuff is going on

0:48:20.239 --> 0:48:25.279
<v Speaker 1>in New York. You're at that time going about your day.

0:48:25.840 --> 0:48:29.279
<v Speaker 1>But obviously that night ends in a way that no

0:48:29.400 --> 0:48:37.000
<v Speaker 1>one seemed coming. Mm hmm. Um. Basically that's that's one

0:48:37.040 --> 0:48:39.480
<v Speaker 1>of like being I mean, that's the hardest day of

0:48:39.680 --> 0:48:43.680
<v Speaker 1>my life. Um. But I always tell people you gotta

0:48:43.800 --> 0:48:47.640
<v Speaker 1>like cherish and live life each and every day because

0:48:47.640 --> 0:48:50.440
<v Speaker 1>you don't know when that should last. Um. I was,

0:48:50.719 --> 0:48:52.759
<v Speaker 1>you know, with my girlfriend Beard at the time, and

0:48:53.920 --> 0:48:57.440
<v Speaker 1>we actually was hit at the dinner. Um and you know,

0:48:57.480 --> 0:49:00.360
<v Speaker 1>because she had just had you know, our baby girl Haven.

0:49:00.520 --> 0:49:02.719
<v Speaker 1>So you know how women is. You know, I want

0:49:02.760 --> 0:49:04.560
<v Speaker 1>to take our shore, you know, a good time. We're

0:49:04.560 --> 0:49:07.279
<v Speaker 1>actually going to play the Jets on Monday night. So

0:49:08.760 --> 0:49:10.800
<v Speaker 1>I took her out to eat or whatever like that

0:49:11.000 --> 0:49:14.839
<v Speaker 1>and and everything, and we went to like a hook

0:49:14.960 --> 0:49:16.960
<v Speaker 1>cooking lounge or whatever because she loved hood cause and

0:49:17.000 --> 0:49:21.920
<v Speaker 1>stuff like that. And as we're driving, um, I hit

0:49:21.960 --> 0:49:25.400
<v Speaker 1>something in the road. We do a three sixty spin.

0:49:25.520 --> 0:49:27.520
<v Speaker 1>We hit the you know, the side of the highway.

0:49:28.320 --> 0:49:33.000
<v Speaker 1>And that the most craziest thing about this story is

0:49:34.200 --> 0:49:36.839
<v Speaker 1>like you think that's the miracle because we got out

0:49:36.840 --> 0:49:40.680
<v Speaker 1>without a scratch. My car was totaled everything, I mean,

0:49:41.320 --> 0:49:43.840
<v Speaker 1>got out without a scratch. You think that's the miracle.

0:49:44.239 --> 0:49:50.480
<v Speaker 1>And this happened where this was in Cleveland. And you

0:49:50.560 --> 0:49:53.359
<v Speaker 1>know she they they they she stands on the side

0:49:53.440 --> 0:49:58.120
<v Speaker 1>where the people tell you to stand. And I was

0:49:58.239 --> 0:49:59.880
<v Speaker 1>I went in the car and was looking for my

0:50:00.120 --> 0:50:02.799
<v Speaker 1>phone or whatever, because I told her to call my brother,

0:50:03.400 --> 0:50:06.120
<v Speaker 1>to call my teammate. This is one of my good friends,

0:50:06.120 --> 0:50:09.680
<v Speaker 1>I'm Christian Kirksey to come pick us up. And Christian

0:50:09.800 --> 0:50:11.640
<v Speaker 1>Christian was on his way and I was trying to

0:50:11.680 --> 0:50:14.239
<v Speaker 1>find my phone or whatever, but she had hers. And

0:50:14.320 --> 0:50:16.080
<v Speaker 1>when I'm in the car from my phone, I just

0:50:16.440 --> 0:50:20.960
<v Speaker 1>just just this big bang. It happened so fast from

0:50:21.000 --> 0:50:22.600
<v Speaker 1>the impact, I thought it was in front of it,

0:50:23.040 --> 0:50:24.680
<v Speaker 1>in front of me, but it was really behind me.

0:50:25.520 --> 0:50:29.680
<v Speaker 1>So I'm looking forward everywhere everything. And I actually walked

0:50:29.760 --> 0:50:32.120
<v Speaker 1>down like thirty yards from the car and I see

0:50:32.160 --> 0:50:37.359
<v Speaker 1>her shoot and like as soon as like that I've

0:50:37.360 --> 0:50:40.560
<v Speaker 1>seen that, Like my adrenaline started running, and I went

0:50:40.719 --> 0:50:42.839
<v Speaker 1>thirty more yards and like I walked up on her

0:50:42.880 --> 0:50:45.120
<v Speaker 1>body and she was like when I walked up on

0:50:45.239 --> 0:50:47.640
<v Speaker 1>I knew it, like it was gonna be Amra Cody

0:50:47.680 --> 0:50:50.560
<v Speaker 1>for her to come back alive and everything like so

0:50:50.760 --> 0:50:52.839
<v Speaker 1>it was just that was that was this the day

0:50:52.960 --> 0:50:56.320
<v Speaker 1>that like really put life in perspective, just to like,

0:50:56.920 --> 0:51:00.160
<v Speaker 1>you know what I'm saying, live, you know, every to

0:51:00.200 --> 0:51:01.839
<v Speaker 1>the fund because you don't know when it should last,

0:51:01.960 --> 0:51:05.920
<v Speaker 1>you know. I tell people like I'm black man, adrenaline

0:51:06.040 --> 0:51:09.520
<v Speaker 1>is really a drug, because like my adrenal was running

0:51:09.560 --> 0:51:13.920
<v Speaker 1>so so fast. It like then when it happened or whatever,

0:51:13.960 --> 0:51:15.920
<v Speaker 1>and they pronounced her dead, like I didn't even like

0:51:16.200 --> 0:51:19.520
<v Speaker 1>cry nothing like. It was just like I was just like, okay,

0:51:19.640 --> 0:51:22.440
<v Speaker 1>like somebody waked me up from this dream. You know

0:51:22.440 --> 0:51:25.280
<v Speaker 1>what I'm saying. It was it was it was crazy.

0:51:25.440 --> 0:51:29.280
<v Speaker 1>It was crazy, you know. But the one thing about

0:51:29.320 --> 0:51:33.040
<v Speaker 1>it is like that then I tell people all the time,

0:51:33.120 --> 0:51:35.760
<v Speaker 1>it's just like, you know, God don't make no mistakes

0:51:35.960 --> 0:51:39.719
<v Speaker 1>or nothing like that. But then you gotta really, you know,

0:51:39.880 --> 0:51:43.320
<v Speaker 1>cherish your loved ones and and things that nature, because

0:51:43.480 --> 0:51:46.320
<v Speaker 1>like you don't know when it's your last man, you know.

0:51:46.440 --> 0:51:48.920
<v Speaker 1>And that was just something that just just crazy how

0:51:48.920 --> 0:51:51.080
<v Speaker 1>it happened. I wouldn't wish that on my worst enemy,

0:51:51.280 --> 0:51:54.160
<v Speaker 1>what I went through on September, you know. So, But

0:51:55.440 --> 0:51:58.040
<v Speaker 1>that's one thing about it that people always, you know,

0:51:58.320 --> 0:52:02.279
<v Speaker 1>they love hate this about I mean, I always, you

0:52:02.360 --> 0:52:04.520
<v Speaker 1>know what I'm saying, in a negative situation, always he

0:52:04.640 --> 0:52:07.759
<v Speaker 1>a positive. I got a beautiful daughter, you know, she's um.

0:52:07.880 --> 0:52:09.800
<v Speaker 1>She turned one and August and stuff like that, and

0:52:09.880 --> 0:52:12.279
<v Speaker 1>I'm just just thank God, but she wasn't in the

0:52:12.320 --> 0:52:14.200
<v Speaker 1>corner was both of them. So at least I still

0:52:14.280 --> 0:52:16.440
<v Speaker 1>have a piece of Patar, you know what I'm saying.

0:52:16.520 --> 0:52:19.680
<v Speaker 1>So the one thing about it and and everything like that,

0:52:19.880 --> 0:52:23.399
<v Speaker 1>but yeah, man, that was a crazy day man for me. Man,

0:52:23.560 --> 0:52:26.480
<v Speaker 1>But it's one thing about it. That's the mode that

0:52:27.200 --> 0:52:31.759
<v Speaker 1>going through that helped me obviously in life, but even

0:52:31.880 --> 0:52:34.839
<v Speaker 1>on the field, to man, and just that's the most

0:52:34.960 --> 0:52:39.600
<v Speaker 1>top adversity you can ever go through, you know, with anything. Truly,

0:52:40.080 --> 0:52:42.080
<v Speaker 1>I know the meaning of that saying they always say,

0:52:42.160 --> 0:52:45.200
<v Speaker 1>we don't kill you, make you stronger, you know, because

0:52:45.320 --> 0:52:48.120
<v Speaker 1>it don't get easier, but you just get stronger. And

0:52:48.200 --> 0:52:49.880
<v Speaker 1>that's you know, that's how I was able to get

0:52:49.920 --> 0:52:52.520
<v Speaker 1>through and still get through to this day. Because she's

0:52:52.560 --> 0:52:56.480
<v Speaker 1>never gonna be forgotten, man, never gonna be forgotten. So Christ,

0:52:56.520 --> 0:53:01.120
<v Speaker 1>how will you explain this to your children? That's that's

0:53:01.160 --> 0:53:05.880
<v Speaker 1>gonna be the second hardest part. Um My, UM My

0:53:06.040 --> 0:53:08.560
<v Speaker 1>daughter was seven, um and my son was four. But

0:53:09.520 --> 0:53:12.840
<v Speaker 1>um when haveing, you know, And what's the crazy thing

0:53:12.880 --> 0:53:16.880
<v Speaker 1>about it? But haven even though Patar passed away when

0:53:16.920 --> 0:53:19.560
<v Speaker 1>she was three weeks three weeks oh or whatever, three

0:53:19.600 --> 0:53:23.160
<v Speaker 1>weeks and you can show the pictures of now my mom,

0:53:23.200 --> 0:53:26.520
<v Speaker 1>and she still knows her mom, like she still knows

0:53:26.600 --> 0:53:29.200
<v Speaker 1>that's her mom, even at that young age three weeks,

0:53:29.239 --> 0:53:32.240
<v Speaker 1>she still knows her mom. So I always tell people,

0:53:33.200 --> 0:53:37.200
<v Speaker 1>don't getting through it, you know, and I'm moving past

0:53:37.239 --> 0:53:40.000
<v Speaker 1>and everything, but that's gonna be the next hardest step

0:53:40.040 --> 0:53:43.000
<v Speaker 1>when Haven comes to me and be like, Daddy, how

0:53:43.080 --> 0:53:46.160
<v Speaker 1>did mama pass away? Or Daddy she goes to school

0:53:46.239 --> 0:53:49.040
<v Speaker 1>and be like, well why this someone so had their mom?

0:53:49.320 --> 0:53:52.080
<v Speaker 1>Those are going to be the hard conversations and stuff

0:53:52.120 --> 0:53:54.840
<v Speaker 1>like that. But you know, we're gonna talk and you know,

0:53:55.000 --> 0:53:58.279
<v Speaker 1>get through it, man, and and everything. And I have

0:53:58.360 --> 0:54:00.279
<v Speaker 1>to let her know that she has her aunt, she

0:54:00.440 --> 0:54:03.880
<v Speaker 1>has my sister, you know, my mom and dad. You

0:54:04.000 --> 0:54:07.000
<v Speaker 1>know bitars mom and dad and stuff like that. So

0:54:07.520 --> 0:54:09.320
<v Speaker 1>I just gotta let you know, just let her know that.

0:54:09.760 --> 0:54:12.719
<v Speaker 1>But it's that's that's gonna be the next toughest part,

0:54:12.880 --> 0:54:16.160
<v Speaker 1>you know what I'm saying like that. So in our

0:54:16.239 --> 0:54:18.759
<v Speaker 1>last segment, it's called the Deep Three. They're just a

0:54:18.800 --> 0:54:21.520
<v Speaker 1>series of three questions that just allowed us to take

0:54:21.600 --> 0:54:23.839
<v Speaker 1>the conversation to a deeper level. So Smithie go ahead

0:54:23.840 --> 0:54:26.719
<v Speaker 1>and give him the first of the Deep three what's

0:54:26.760 --> 0:54:30.440
<v Speaker 1>the most important thing you've learned in your life and

0:54:30.640 --> 0:54:34.240
<v Speaker 1>what was your life like before you learned those lessons?

0:54:35.600 --> 0:54:40.560
<v Speaker 1>M hmm. I think the most important thing I learned

0:54:40.800 --> 0:54:48.560
<v Speaker 1>in my life is just basically how to take advantage

0:54:48.760 --> 0:54:55.000
<v Speaker 1>of the position I'm in. Oh, And I think the

0:54:55.120 --> 0:54:59.440
<v Speaker 1>main thing is, you know, before that, you know, especially

0:54:59.440 --> 0:55:01.080
<v Speaker 1>you know, being and the football and stuff like that.

0:55:01.239 --> 0:55:04.560
<v Speaker 1>But but before that, not knowing how blessed I am

0:55:05.200 --> 0:55:09.680
<v Speaker 1>and actually seeing that I'm really blessed. Um, I think

0:55:09.719 --> 0:55:12.640
<v Speaker 1>that would be the main thing about that. Uh, as

0:55:12.719 --> 0:55:17.160
<v Speaker 1>far as knowing now and then prior to then, what

0:55:17.280 --> 0:55:22.359
<v Speaker 1>are you most grateful for? My kids? Man? My kids man,

0:55:22.440 --> 0:55:27.040
<v Speaker 1>they they they I remember I put up a caption

0:55:27.400 --> 0:55:29.960
<v Speaker 1>they always ask God to make some better means. Man.

0:55:30.600 --> 0:55:34.680
<v Speaker 1>My kids, man, they keep me driving, to keep me going. Um,

0:55:35.680 --> 0:55:38.960
<v Speaker 1>you know, they've they're growing up and seeing their personalities

0:55:39.000 --> 0:55:41.080
<v Speaker 1>and stuff like that. And I'm just grateful for my kids.

0:55:41.520 --> 0:55:43.920
<v Speaker 1>I wouldn't be where I'm at the day without my kids. Man.

0:55:45.440 --> 0:55:54.000
<v Speaker 1>How have the lessons of football being applied in your

0:55:54.880 --> 0:56:00.520
<v Speaker 1>everyday life? Mm hmm, Man, these questions are good man.

0:56:01.920 --> 0:56:06.360
<v Speaker 1>That because we actually that, because we actually do research.

0:56:06.960 --> 0:56:09.480
<v Speaker 1>I don't want to know what is it like to tackle?

0:56:11.239 --> 0:56:17.960
<v Speaker 1>Just like the tackle we care to check home care

0:56:18.400 --> 0:56:26.040
<v Speaker 1>big ass falling on passion. You're posting, you're right, You're right,

0:56:26.719 --> 0:56:28.800
<v Speaker 1>I would say this man, And that's a good question

0:56:29.760 --> 0:56:33.759
<v Speaker 1>because with football, UM, I don't know if y'all know. UM,

0:56:34.200 --> 0:56:37.800
<v Speaker 1>I know trainer Dre told you Steve Um, I'm starting

0:56:37.840 --> 0:56:46.680
<v Speaker 1>to restaurant um all lounge and uh actually just we're

0:56:46.760 --> 0:56:52.400
<v Speaker 1>doing a business and having you know, with football, teaches

0:56:52.480 --> 0:56:55.480
<v Speaker 1>me what that is. And it really doesn't help me

0:56:55.680 --> 0:56:58.200
<v Speaker 1>as far as this year and everything become a better

0:56:58.280 --> 0:57:01.680
<v Speaker 1>business man. Is they basically knowing there's gonna be ups

0:57:01.719 --> 0:57:04.840
<v Speaker 1>and downs, um, and just knowing how to keep you

0:57:04.920 --> 0:57:08.719
<v Speaker 1>composure and keep moving forward. You know, I um with

0:57:08.880 --> 0:57:13.080
<v Speaker 1>my restaurant lounge cloud like I always are. I wanted

0:57:13.120 --> 0:57:16.240
<v Speaker 1>to happen so fast, but I know it's just a process.

0:57:16.280 --> 0:57:18.720
<v Speaker 1>Is it's gonna happen, But I know it's a process

0:57:18.760 --> 0:57:22.320
<v Speaker 1>with getting through you know this that in the third

0:57:22.440 --> 0:57:25.840
<v Speaker 1>or whatever, And that's the same thing with football, Like

0:57:26.000 --> 0:57:29.480
<v Speaker 1>it was a process or whatever. This got me ready

0:57:29.520 --> 0:57:33.000
<v Speaker 1>for the greater purpose, um, and which I'm blessed to

0:57:33.040 --> 0:57:34.560
<v Speaker 1>going to my a vier in the league. And stuff

0:57:34.600 --> 0:57:36.840
<v Speaker 1>like that. But there's a certain process I had to

0:57:36.880 --> 0:57:39.200
<v Speaker 1>go through. So that helps me in every day like

0:57:39.240 --> 0:57:43.120
<v Speaker 1>as far as not even with my business, but just

0:57:43.360 --> 0:57:45.880
<v Speaker 1>in everyday life. As it is, like I go back

0:57:45.920 --> 0:57:48.240
<v Speaker 1>to my saying, I know I sound like a broken record.

0:57:48.720 --> 0:57:50.600
<v Speaker 1>You can never get to how high I never get

0:57:50.640 --> 0:57:53.720
<v Speaker 1>too long your loads. You know, you gotta win each day.

0:57:54.240 --> 0:57:59.840
<v Speaker 1>And that's the same thing in football about winning each day. Heck,

0:58:00.000 --> 0:58:02.480
<v Speaker 1>I always tell people you get paid to practice, and

0:58:02.640 --> 0:58:04.920
<v Speaker 1>you know that Wednesday practice hard, like you know, Steed

0:58:05.000 --> 0:58:09.120
<v Speaker 1>that Thursday the past day, Friday reads on Saturday walked

0:58:09.160 --> 0:58:11.080
<v Speaker 1>through to do the cleaning policies, and then you go

0:58:11.160 --> 0:58:14.040
<v Speaker 1>out there and play on Sunday, you know. So you

0:58:14.160 --> 0:58:16.320
<v Speaker 1>know this just winning each day and you do that

0:58:16.480 --> 0:58:19.440
<v Speaker 1>every day in life, you know, and everything. So that

0:58:19.560 --> 0:58:24.320
<v Speaker 1>would kind of answer that question about how football my

0:58:24.440 --> 0:58:28.240
<v Speaker 1>lessons of football show to teach me my lessons in life.

0:58:29.560 --> 0:58:32.959
<v Speaker 1>I appreciate you coming on, man, it's it's been outstanding.

0:58:33.680 --> 0:58:38.280
<v Speaker 1>Congratulations on your restaurant and your hookah bar. And I

0:58:38.440 --> 0:58:41.560
<v Speaker 1>I've learned this and you can keep it if you want,

0:58:41.720 --> 0:58:43.960
<v Speaker 1>you can discard it, man, But I I read this

0:58:44.560 --> 0:58:46.760
<v Speaker 1>a couple of weeks on. I've been I've been really

0:58:46.840 --> 0:58:50.600
<v Speaker 1>holding on this and knowing what you've been through and

0:58:50.840 --> 0:58:55.000
<v Speaker 1>how much, um, and knowing you've been raising a church,

0:58:55.080 --> 0:59:00.120
<v Speaker 1>and also knowing how much life has tattered you a

0:59:00.200 --> 0:59:01.960
<v Speaker 1>little bit. You got a little bit of you know,

0:59:02.080 --> 0:59:05.560
<v Speaker 1>you don't have that duck's back. You got some welps

0:59:05.640 --> 0:59:10.040
<v Speaker 1>and and and a little bit weather refinery every refinery.

0:59:10.080 --> 0:59:12.960
<v Speaker 1>And so when I say this, and I will read

0:59:13.040 --> 0:59:18.360
<v Speaker 1>this to you, tell me what comes to mind. So

0:59:18.520 --> 0:59:22.040
<v Speaker 1>here it goes you Ready, there's something that I believe

0:59:22.120 --> 0:59:27.040
<v Speaker 1>in and I and I'm going into into one and

0:59:27.160 --> 0:59:30.920
<v Speaker 1>moving forward with And it goes like this, I am unique.

0:59:31.440 --> 0:59:35.760
<v Speaker 1>There is only one person like me. I am worthwhile,

0:59:36.600 --> 0:59:46.680
<v Speaker 1>competent and lovable. Mhm. It's powerful walk um. I would

0:59:47.240 --> 0:59:49.720
<v Speaker 1>just say when first thing comes to mind to me,

0:59:49.880 --> 0:59:54.520
<v Speaker 1>it's just shoo. Just loving yourself and believing in yourself, man,

0:59:55.560 --> 0:59:59.280
<v Speaker 1>and investing in yourself, and they'll take you a long way.

0:59:59.760 --> 1:00:02.480
<v Speaker 1>Spen Staff, you know, situation. I went through a year though,

1:00:02.600 --> 1:00:16.400
<v Speaker 1>like that's that's the main thing. You know, we're starting

1:00:16.480 --> 1:00:20.120
<v Speaker 1>the beginning of the year. And yet this is a

1:00:20.200 --> 1:00:23.920
<v Speaker 1>man who has you know, according to everyone, according to

1:00:24.040 --> 1:00:28.840
<v Speaker 1>Lorenzo O'Neil. We get you know, we have we get to.

1:00:29.080 --> 1:00:32.120
<v Speaker 1>We have experienced in in the NFL any sports to

1:00:32.240 --> 1:00:35.840
<v Speaker 1>get paid a king's ransom to play a child's game.

1:00:37.560 --> 1:00:41.320
<v Speaker 1>And with COVID going on in Central workers people losing

1:00:41.360 --> 1:00:44.600
<v Speaker 1>their jobs left and right, awaiting on the government to

1:00:44.720 --> 1:00:50.320
<v Speaker 1>give stimulus checks out just to keep people afloat. And

1:00:50.440 --> 1:00:54.280
<v Speaker 1>these these men and women are playing sports because that

1:00:54.520 --> 1:01:00.400
<v Speaker 1>is there way of income. Whether you like the amount

1:01:00.400 --> 1:01:02.840
<v Speaker 1>so not, that's their way of income. And there are

1:01:02.920 --> 1:01:07.280
<v Speaker 1>people you heard Chris saying that he hasn't been allowed

1:01:07.440 --> 1:01:11.000
<v Speaker 1>to see his kids, not because he's a dead beat,

1:01:11.160 --> 1:01:17.040
<v Speaker 1>not because he's a degenerate or h ohs a debt

1:01:17.120 --> 1:01:22.520
<v Speaker 1>to society is because protocol is not allowing him to

1:01:23.000 --> 1:01:27.840
<v Speaker 1>see his children, and that's a major part of his life.

1:01:30.040 --> 1:01:32.200
<v Speaker 1>I for one, I knew that there was a lot

1:01:32.240 --> 1:01:37.600
<v Speaker 1>of protocol around, not just NFL, but NBA, and it's

1:01:37.680 --> 1:01:40.680
<v Speaker 1>it's it's gotten tightened across all these different leads. For me,

1:01:40.840 --> 1:01:44.160
<v Speaker 1>it just begs the question, why are we doing this

1:01:44.240 --> 1:01:46.160
<v Speaker 1>in the first place. I hear what you're saying, that's

1:01:46.280 --> 1:01:48.880
<v Speaker 1>that's how there's how they're making their their their living.

1:01:48.960 --> 1:01:52.960
<v Speaker 1>But it's also um Man at that point in time,

1:01:53.640 --> 1:01:56.040
<v Speaker 1>that would have to be tough to to play through that,

1:01:56.280 --> 1:02:01.680
<v Speaker 1>even from from your advantage point being a former NFL

1:02:01.760 --> 1:02:06.120
<v Speaker 1>player retired, now, could you put yourself in those shoes

1:02:06.240 --> 1:02:12.080
<v Speaker 1>right now? It's I answer every time. It depends on

1:02:12.320 --> 1:02:17.800
<v Speaker 1>the way my bank account of sat because that financial

1:02:17.920 --> 1:02:20.400
<v Speaker 1>freedom gives you the ability to say, I don't want

1:02:20.440 --> 1:02:24.439
<v Speaker 1>to deal with this. But if you don't have any

1:02:24.640 --> 1:02:27.360
<v Speaker 1>other source of income, or your source and income just

1:02:27.480 --> 1:02:32.280
<v Speaker 1>started this year, all you have is this. You got

1:02:32.520 --> 1:02:36.880
<v Speaker 1>mortgage payments, you got insurance bills, you you have that

1:02:37.040 --> 1:02:42.320
<v Speaker 1>cell phone, like all of that stuff, and so you

1:02:42.360 --> 1:02:44.840
<v Speaker 1>know not to get in his in in his pocket.

1:02:44.880 --> 1:02:47.120
<v Speaker 1>But it's just one of those things. He's also at

1:02:47.160 --> 1:02:50.680
<v Speaker 1>that pivotal point where he doesn't know how much longer

1:02:52.360 --> 1:02:56.720
<v Speaker 1>the NFL will allow him to still keep playing. But

1:02:56.840 --> 1:03:00.880
<v Speaker 1>even you didn't see some of the high or earning players,

1:03:01.240 --> 1:03:03.760
<v Speaker 1>they haven't opted out, so they're still playing for some

1:03:03.920 --> 1:03:07.240
<v Speaker 1>sort of reasons. What would be what would be the

1:03:07.240 --> 1:03:09.560
<v Speaker 1>balling point, what would be the frustration? Well, some guys

1:03:09.600 --> 1:03:13.440
<v Speaker 1>are playing because the love of the game, the routine

1:03:13.560 --> 1:03:18.560
<v Speaker 1>of being an athlete, and then sometimes and I've had

1:03:18.600 --> 1:03:21.160
<v Speaker 1>it in retirement. What do I do if I don't

1:03:21.240 --> 1:03:24.200
<v Speaker 1>do my job that I've been doing since I was

1:03:25.520 --> 1:03:27.280
<v Speaker 1>It wasn't a job when I was a kid, but

1:03:27.400 --> 1:03:29.320
<v Speaker 1>it's a job now and it's part of my life.

1:03:30.080 --> 1:03:32.640
<v Speaker 1>Like when I when I quit playing football, I literally

1:03:33.080 --> 1:03:38.400
<v Speaker 1>had a morning period where I missed football, like I

1:03:38.480 --> 1:03:44.120
<v Speaker 1>missed that first love. He's like, I'm not gonna be

1:03:44.240 --> 1:03:48.880
<v Speaker 1>able to do it anymore. So it is not just

1:03:50.280 --> 1:03:53.280
<v Speaker 1>a means to an end or a way to make income.

1:03:54.360 --> 1:03:57.360
<v Speaker 1>It is something that is a part of you. And

1:03:57.480 --> 1:04:00.120
<v Speaker 1>if you played it like I started playing football, this

1:04:00.240 --> 1:04:04.920
<v Speaker 1>flag attack on the third grade, the third grade, it's

1:04:04.960 --> 1:04:10.200
<v Speaker 1>a huge part of your life. Man, it's it's it

1:04:10.920 --> 1:04:13.520
<v Speaker 1>affects you and you don't really what as they say,

1:04:14.000 --> 1:04:17.480
<v Speaker 1>you don't realize how much you miss something until it's

1:04:17.520 --> 1:04:23.960
<v Speaker 1>not available for you. That's why. So you've been sharing

1:04:24.000 --> 1:04:27.280
<v Speaker 1>with our listeners an excerpt from one of your readings.

1:04:28.000 --> 1:04:32.280
<v Speaker 1>It's not a meditation in a Catholic or or Buddhist,

1:04:32.360 --> 1:04:36.000
<v Speaker 1>it's a it's a meditation. It's a men's meditation based

1:04:36.200 --> 1:04:40.120
<v Speaker 1>on I try to start my day every day reading

1:04:40.200 --> 1:04:43.920
<v Speaker 1>God's word and it's and it's focused on is based

1:04:43.960 --> 1:04:47.440
<v Speaker 1>on God's word, but also based on a quote or

1:04:47.640 --> 1:04:52.560
<v Speaker 1>excerpt a scripture and then also just words of encouragement.

1:04:52.920 --> 1:04:59.480
<v Speaker 1>And it's focused on men and and I think a

1:04:59.560 --> 1:05:04.960
<v Speaker 1>lot of a lot of men that I know question

1:05:05.920 --> 1:05:11.240
<v Speaker 1>their value. Question are they worthwhile? Are they more than

1:05:11.400 --> 1:05:17.080
<v Speaker 1>just making checks to bring home, you know, making expect

1:05:17.160 --> 1:05:20.240
<v Speaker 1>it more than just bringing home to baking? Like, what

1:05:20.520 --> 1:05:25.280
<v Speaker 1>is what is my worth? What is my value outside

1:05:25.360 --> 1:05:28.680
<v Speaker 1>of monetary? Outside of materialistic? What do I bring to

1:05:28.760 --> 1:05:33.320
<v Speaker 1>the table that says I'm good enough, bare bones as

1:05:33.360 --> 1:05:39.120
<v Speaker 1>who I am? And so I I really love books

1:05:40.920 --> 1:05:45.640
<v Speaker 1>that really focuses on it makes me think. And if

1:05:45.680 --> 1:05:49.040
<v Speaker 1>I'm not thinking, then I just kind of feel like

1:05:49.120 --> 1:05:52.160
<v Speaker 1>I'm just well, you know, I'm just kind of I'm

1:05:52.200 --> 1:05:55.200
<v Speaker 1>just skipping through life, right, just walking down the street

1:05:55.280 --> 1:05:58.880
<v Speaker 1>with no direction. And so that that's why it's it's

1:05:58.960 --> 1:06:02.840
<v Speaker 1>it's something that really, Um, I was always had a

1:06:02.880 --> 1:06:06.760
<v Speaker 1>plan for football. Um, now I have a plan for

1:06:07.160 --> 1:06:10.120
<v Speaker 1>my life outside of football. How do I impact? And

1:06:10.240 --> 1:06:13.960
<v Speaker 1>really for me is um being able to leave an

1:06:14.160 --> 1:06:21.280
<v Speaker 1>imprint on the world. And really that's that's my goal.

1:06:21.760 --> 1:06:26.200
<v Speaker 1>And I don't know what that imprint is, but I'm

1:06:26.320 --> 1:06:30.560
<v Speaker 1>learning following that imprint. Right now, I feel like just

1:06:30.680 --> 1:06:34.800
<v Speaker 1>me being honest and transparent. Yeah, and and not not

1:06:34.960 --> 1:06:37.520
<v Speaker 1>acting like I have all answers, but really just saying, hey,

1:06:38.720 --> 1:06:41.440
<v Speaker 1>maybe in a room of ten, I'm the only jacked

1:06:41.520 --> 1:06:45.280
<v Speaker 1>up person and I'm okay with that. But then I think,

1:06:45.320 --> 1:06:47.840
<v Speaker 1>what's gonna what you're gonna find out is you're in

1:06:47.880 --> 1:06:50.040
<v Speaker 1>the room of ten and then all ten hands can

1:06:50.080 --> 1:06:52.800
<v Speaker 1>go up because everyone's feeling the same thing. But at

1:06:52.840 --> 1:06:56.479
<v Speaker 1>some point in time, but I'm confident enough to say

1:06:57.440 --> 1:06:59.120
<v Speaker 1>I don't know about the rest of you, but I'm

1:06:59.160 --> 1:07:01.400
<v Speaker 1>willing to be this but I want to let you

1:07:01.480 --> 1:07:05.920
<v Speaker 1>know I got problem as we all do. Man. Hey,

1:07:06.040 --> 1:07:08.200
<v Speaker 1>you you were one day at a time, one step

1:07:08.280 --> 1:07:10.680
<v Speaker 1>at a time, and if that's something with and with anyone,

1:07:10.720 --> 1:07:12.080
<v Speaker 1>you have to find something that you can hold on to,

1:07:12.440 --> 1:07:14.560
<v Speaker 1>whether it's something that you that you're that you're reading,

1:07:14.880 --> 1:07:18.400
<v Speaker 1>whether it's something uh music that you hear inspirationally, whether

1:07:18.560 --> 1:07:21.720
<v Speaker 1>it's whatever the case. Maybe everyone has had something they

1:07:21.760 --> 1:07:23.600
<v Speaker 1>hold on too, So man, it's kudos to you for

1:07:24.160 --> 1:07:28.240
<v Speaker 1>finding what that is and um just being willing to

1:07:28.920 --> 1:07:33.800
<v Speaker 1>improve every single day. Appreciately cool. You are a unique person.

1:07:34.440 --> 1:07:38.800
<v Speaker 1>You are well worth it, you are competent and most

1:07:38.840 --> 1:07:43.360
<v Speaker 1>of all your lovable. I'm Steve Smith, singer, I'm Gerard

1:07:43.400 --> 1:07:47.120
<v Speaker 1>Little John and this is cut to It. Cut to

1:07:47.280 --> 1:07:50.560
<v Speaker 1>It with Steve Smith Senior. That Is Me is a

1:07:50.720 --> 1:07:55.840
<v Speaker 1>production of Cut to It LLC, Baltol Creative Media, The

1:07:56.000 --> 1:07:59.720
<v Speaker 1>Black Effect and I Heart Radio. For more podcast from

1:08:00.040 --> 1:08:04.000
<v Speaker 1>Heart Radio, visit the I Heart Radio, Apple Apple Podcast,

1:08:04.240 --> 1:08:07.960
<v Speaker 1>or wherever you listen to your favorite shows from Cut

1:08:08.080 --> 1:08:12.800
<v Speaker 1>to It. Executive producer Steve Smith, singr co host Gerard

1:08:12.880 --> 1:08:17.120
<v Speaker 1>Little John, talent in booking manager Joe Fusci, Social media

1:08:17.200 --> 1:08:21.679
<v Speaker 1>team Wesley Robinson and John Show from Balto Creative Media.

1:08:22.080 --> 1:08:25.320
<v Speaker 1>Cut to It is produced by Brian Balta Chevic and

1:08:25.439 --> 1:08:29.880
<v Speaker 1>Meredith Carter, with production assistance by Alex Lebrec. Production manager

1:08:30.000 --> 1:08:33.719
<v Speaker 1>Sarah Pollock. Theme music by Alex Johnson, lyrics and vocals

1:08:33.760 --> 1:08:38.559
<v Speaker 1>by Anthony Hamilton. If you ain't heard about it, then

1:08:38.640 --> 1:08:43.760
<v Speaker 1>we're about to let you know. It's all