WEBVTT - Michael Johnston on Obsession, Bear's Dark Descent & that Alternate Ending

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<v Speaker 1>Hey guys, welcome to I've never said this before with

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<v Speaker 1>me Tommy di Dario. One of the biggest movies of

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<v Speaker 1>the year is Obsession. It is shattering box office numbers

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<v Speaker 1>and even became the first movie since nineteen eighty two's

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<v Speaker 1>et to have bigger second and third weekends than the first.

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<v Speaker 1>That is so hard to achieve, and it just goes

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<v Speaker 1>to show what a special film Obsession is. And today

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<v Speaker 1>I have one of the insanely talented stars on my show.

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<v Speaker 1>Now you may know him as Bear, but in real

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<v Speaker 1>life he goes by Michael Johnston, and today he's answering

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<v Speaker 1>all of our burning questions. And a big shout out

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<v Speaker 1>see if today we can get Michael to say something

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<v Speaker 1>that he has never said before. Michael Johnson, how are you,

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<v Speaker 1>my man?

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<v Speaker 2>I'm doing great.

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<v Speaker 1>I am psyched that you are here. It's weird to

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<v Speaker 1>see you in person because i feel like I've seen

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<v Speaker 1>you all over my social media for like a month

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<v Speaker 1>and a half NonStop. So I'm like, are you here?

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<v Speaker 2>I'm here. You know I'm here.

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<v Speaker 3>I'm real, Okay, I'm not not that guy.

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<v Speaker 2>That you've been seeing.

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<v Speaker 1>Has that been a distinction you've had to make for

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<v Speaker 1>some fans? Yeah?

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<v Speaker 2>A few times.

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<v Speaker 3>Really, No, It's been really fun, but there are definitely

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<v Speaker 3>some people that are kind of giving me that side eye,

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<v Speaker 3>like what's.

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<v Speaker 1>To deal with this guy?

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 1>Man, I mean congrats on all of it, possession. I

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<v Speaker 1>just saw it surpassed now four hundred million. That's nuts,

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<v Speaker 1>right on a seven hundred and fifty thousand dollars budget. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>like this little indie film that just blew up in

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<v Speaker 1>such a big way. Yeah. Was there any moment when

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<v Speaker 1>you were filming this where you thought like, could could

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<v Speaker 1>it turn into what it has?

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<v Speaker 3>I definitely try not to have those expectations when I'm

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<v Speaker 3>making a movie. But I would say no, I just

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<v Speaker 3>I we all knew that we were working on a

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<v Speaker 3>really special project, and you know, it was like, oh,

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<v Speaker 3>this is really good. But I never imagined that we'd

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<v Speaker 3>get a theatrical release, let alone break all these records.

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<v Speaker 3>So it's pretty it's pretty wild.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't even know where it began. It's it's it's

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<v Speaker 1>one of those performances where you're like, wow, like you

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<v Speaker 1>you felt what you were going through.

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<v Speaker 3>Oh yeah, I felt that your body doesn't know that

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<v Speaker 3>it's not real and this is kind of nuts. But

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<v Speaker 3>there's a there's a scene at the end. If you've

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<v Speaker 3>seen the film.

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<v Speaker 1>We can do spoilers.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, yeah, yeah, there's a scene at the end where

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<v Speaker 3>bears in the bathroom, and I saw this clip of

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<v Speaker 3>the composer Rocky talking about how like he could hear

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<v Speaker 3>my heart beating like on my mic and he was

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<v Speaker 3>kind of using that as like inspiration to the music

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<v Speaker 3>as he was composing it for that scene. But that's

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<v Speaker 3>just to say that when I was playing this character,

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<v Speaker 3>I was really trying to go there.

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<v Speaker 2>And felt it felt real.

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<v Speaker 3>There were times where it'd be like cut and I'd

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<v Speaker 3>be like and I have to go and kind of

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<v Speaker 3>chill out and you know.

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<v Speaker 2>Listen to some soothing music.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah. Yeah, I imagine the whole shoot, which was for how.

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<v Speaker 2>Long it was a twenty day shoot?

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<v Speaker 1>Twenty day shoot?

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<v Speaker 2>Too short?

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, and you did that all in twenty days,

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<v Speaker 1>which is crazy emotionally too. I mean, did you need

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<v Speaker 1>time to come down after that?

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 3>Well so the first so if we're four weeks, the

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<v Speaker 3>first two weeks of shooting were all in Bear's house.

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<v Speaker 3>It's half the movie, so a lot of those scenes

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<v Speaker 3>are really super intense. So that was definitely the more intense.

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<v Speaker 2>Week two weeks. So the first week.

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<v Speaker 3>I kind of went in and you know, I'm doing

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<v Speaker 3>it all day, then you get home, and then you

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<v Speaker 3>then I'm learning my lines for the next day, and

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<v Speaker 3>so I'm pretty much don't get to turn it off.

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<v Speaker 2>And I just thought, oh, no, this is good.

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<v Speaker 3>I can do this. But it started to get it

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<v Speaker 3>started to kind of wear down on me. And I

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<v Speaker 3>remember this one time I walked by the mirror and

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<v Speaker 3>I just looked in the mirror and I just like

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<v Speaker 3>I looked like ten years older. Like I just felt like, oh,

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<v Speaker 3>my God, and then.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm like, oh wait, it's not none of this is real.

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<v Speaker 3>Like I had to just remind myself. But I really

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<v Speaker 3>enjoy that whole process. Like I'm not I'm not going

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<v Speaker 3>method or anything, but I really do enjoy the process

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<v Speaker 3>of like kind of carrying it around.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, but I'd love to do a romantic comedy next.

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<v Speaker 1>Something a little lighter. Yeah. Yeah, you beat yourself up

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<v Speaker 1>enough for that, I think. So, I mean, I hope

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<v Speaker 1>you have a good self care practice after.

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<v Speaker 3>I had to figure that out while we were shooting,

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<v Speaker 3>and it was usually taking a bath or just eating

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<v Speaker 3>really good eating really good, clean food and finding my

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<v Speaker 3>like cashew ice cream. So I'm upset my tummy, but

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<v Speaker 3>I have my little things. But yeah, I had to

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<v Speaker 3>figure that out because it got it got dark. Meanwhile,

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<v Speaker 3>Indy she's you know, she's brilliant in the film, and

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<v Speaker 3>she's playing this crazy character of this intense performance, but

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<v Speaker 3>like she was having fun.

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<v Speaker 2>She was just like laughing and having fun then.

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<v Speaker 3>But you know, I find that when it's a more

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<v Speaker 3>kind of crazy, intense, big performance, it tends to it

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<v Speaker 3>tends to be more of a blast. But when you're

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<v Speaker 3>sort of like the one that's the audience's way in

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<v Speaker 3>like you're watching it through. Everything is about what Bear

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<v Speaker 3>is experiencing, Like when when you're carrying that, the weight

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<v Speaker 3>of that during the filming it in my experience, it it.

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<v Speaker 2>Weighs on you a lot more emotionally.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, but you know, I'm learning as I as I go. Oh,

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<v Speaker 3>I'm excited to play all kinds of different.

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<v Speaker 1>Roles and yeah, yeah, you definitely can check horror off, but.

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<v Speaker 2>I want to do more horror.

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<v Speaker 3>I really like I think if I the next villain,

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<v Speaker 3>I would like to be maybe not as understated, like

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<v Speaker 3>I want to be like that guy where you're like, oh, yeah,

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<v Speaker 3>he's evil, no right away, but you know, I don't know.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm open.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, you'll have many options, I no doubt. Let's dive

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<v Speaker 1>into the movie for a minute. There's so many questions

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<v Speaker 1>I have. I guess to start, when Bear breaks the

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<v Speaker 1>one wish Willow, what do you think is the moment

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<v Speaker 1>that he realized something was wrong? Like when did it

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<v Speaker 1>really kick in for him?

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<v Speaker 3>Well, it's kind of hard to answer that question because

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<v Speaker 3>I think Bear lives in a constant state of denial.

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<v Speaker 3>He's definitely if you're up on your attachment theory. He's avoidant,

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<v Speaker 3>extremely avoidant, and I just don't think he has the

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<v Speaker 3>tools to well. He certainly can't take any kind of

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<v Speaker 3>responsibility for anything that he's done.

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<v Speaker 2>That's just the kind of person that he is.

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<v Speaker 3>So I would but I think, I think where in

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<v Speaker 3>the film does he realize maybe that something's wrong. I

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<v Speaker 3>would say, right away, he knows that there's something wrong

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<v Speaker 3>with Nikki, But where does he realize that, like.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh my god, what have I done? I don't know if.

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<v Speaker 3>I don't know if it fully kicks in until the

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<v Speaker 3>middle of the film, and even when it does, it's

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<v Speaker 3>it's too hard for him to face it. So I'd

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<v Speaker 3>have to go back and watch again and see exactly where.

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<v Speaker 3>But I have heard people debating on this.

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<v Speaker 2>And kind of trying to figure out exactly what moment

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<v Speaker 2>it was.

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<v Speaker 3>But all I can say is he certainly didn't think

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<v Speaker 3>that the wish was gonna work right. It was just

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<v Speaker 3>kind of like one of those things you think in

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<v Speaker 3>your head, like a thought. You never think, like, oh,

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<v Speaker 3>I'm just gonna say something and I'm alone in the car,

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<v Speaker 3>like I don't. You don't expect it, but it's you know,

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<v Speaker 3>it's about what he did after.

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<v Speaker 1>Right, right, And I mean watching you and Indie together

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<v Speaker 1>was it was thrilling to say the least.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I just.

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<v Speaker 1>Never knew where it was gonna go. Yeah. Yeah, And

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<v Speaker 1>I know her facial expressions and her creepy smiling must

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<v Speaker 1>have been a little freaky on set for sure. But

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<v Speaker 1>was there something she like physically did where you were like,

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<v Speaker 1>this is freaking me out? Yeah?

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<v Speaker 2>A few times, yeah, you know.

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<v Speaker 3>I mean, of course, I'd read the script and I

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<v Speaker 3>knew mostly what was coming, but we workshop things on

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<v Speaker 3>the day and they Curry the director, Curry Barker, and

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<v Speaker 3>Indy would often leave the room and go work on

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<v Speaker 3>it and then come back and I'd be like, what's.

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<v Speaker 2>Up, guys, what are we doing?

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<v Speaker 3>And they'd be like, you'll see. So I just had

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<v Speaker 3>to be present and be in the moment. But you know,

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<v Speaker 3>she threw some awesome stuff my way and we had fun.

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<v Speaker 3>She's the best scene partner. It's cool because in the

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<v Speaker 3>beginning of the film, when Bear first mixed the wish,

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<v Speaker 3>there was a lot of conversation about like how sudden

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<v Speaker 3>is the turn, and we sort of thought about kind

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<v Speaker 3>of trying to make it really subtle, but then we

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<v Speaker 3>try to take where it's like, oh no, she switches immediately,

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<v Speaker 3>and we knew that was it right away. There was

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<v Speaker 3>a moment, I think because we shot that on there

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<v Speaker 3>was a moment where we huddled together after a take

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<v Speaker 3>and I remember currying being like, guys, this.

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<v Speaker 2>Movie's gonna work. You know, it's just crazy.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, yeah, oh my god, how fun. That must have

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<v Speaker 1>been exhausting but fun.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, but you know it was everything. It was exactly

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<v Speaker 3>you know, it was a challenge. Every movie is a

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<v Speaker 3>kind of a miracle, right, So we were all putting

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<v Speaker 3>together this complicated puzzle and take the talent and you know,

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<v Speaker 3>hard work and luck and plenty of things that were

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<v Speaker 3>out of our control to kind of feel like we

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<v Speaker 3>just kind of caught lightning in a bottle with this,

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<v Speaker 3>you know, yeah, this whole this whole thing.

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<v Speaker 2>You know, we made a great film.

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<v Speaker 3>But also it came out at the perfect time, you know,

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<v Speaker 3>like Focused Features got it, Like they did an incredible

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<v Speaker 3>job with the marketing, Like shout out to the marketing campaign.

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<v Speaker 2>It was brilliant.

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<v Speaker 3>So yeah, I mean, I'm just so I'm so grateful

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<v Speaker 3>to get to do that. Yeah, you know, yeah, it's

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<v Speaker 3>a it's a it's a dream come true. It still

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<v Speaker 3>doesn't feel real. It's very like what is.

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<v Speaker 1>Happening right well?

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<v Speaker 2>People coming up to me and stuff in public.

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<v Speaker 1>Like, yeah, it's also new, it's also different. It's it's

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<v Speaker 1>but it's deserved. Like I said, the performances were so great.

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<v Speaker 1>You're pretty you're pretty adamant that Bear is a villain? Right?

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<v Speaker 1>Did you? Did you always feel that way? No? His journey.

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<v Speaker 2>Here's the thing. This is really funny because.

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<v Speaker 3>There's a clip on the internet of like of a

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<v Speaker 3>Q and A or something at one of the movie

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<v Speaker 3>theaters and someone asked me, you know.

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<v Speaker 2>Is he the villain? And I'm sort of like, I

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<v Speaker 2>can't say yes or no.

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<v Speaker 3>And then, you know, that ruffled some feathers because really,

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<v Speaker 3>if you looking at it objectively, like, yeah, of course

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<v Speaker 3>he makes some horrific decisions, and so that would.

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<v Speaker 2>Be classified as a villain.

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<v Speaker 3>But you know, one, I would sleep deprived because we

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<v Speaker 3>just did our press junket. But two, what I realized

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<v Speaker 3>is after I've watched the film a few more times,

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<v Speaker 3>it kind of opened my eyes to like the process, Like,

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<v Speaker 3>when I'm playing Bear, I'm not thinking about whether or

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<v Speaker 3>not he's a villain, like, it's not my job to

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<v Speaker 3>judge the character.

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<v Speaker 2>That's all up to the audience and the script and

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<v Speaker 2>the director. The director.

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<v Speaker 3>For me, I have to actually be really careful not

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<v Speaker 3>to put any judgment on what he's doing, because my

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<v Speaker 3>job is only to bring humanity to his experience and.

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<v Speaker 2>Make it real and believe it.

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<v Speaker 3>And most villains don't think that they're villains, right, So

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<v Speaker 3>I feel like, in my experience as an actor, you

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<v Speaker 3>are really protective of your characters that you're playing because

0:11:36.640 --> 0:11:37.439
<v Speaker 3>you're living in their head.

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<v Speaker 2>You know, I didn't want to.

0:11:38.720 --> 0:11:40.680
<v Speaker 3>I don't I'm not playing Bear and thinking, wow, I'm

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<v Speaker 3>really a piece of shit, Like that wouldn't be fun.

0:11:44.000 --> 0:11:46.400
<v Speaker 3>So but you know, so after that I kind of realized.

0:11:46.440 --> 0:11:49.679
<v Speaker 3>I'm like, I'm watching that clip and I'm like, well, no,

0:11:51.040 --> 0:11:52.600
<v Speaker 3>he's the villain.

0:11:52.840 --> 0:11:53.280
<v Speaker 2>I think that.

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<v Speaker 3>I just I didn't want to judge him while I

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<v Speaker 3>was playing him because I'm sitting there trying to literally

0:12:02.480 --> 0:12:04.800
<v Speaker 3>justify everything that he's doing. And the way that that

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<v Speaker 3>kind of looked was in my opinion, Bear kind of

0:12:07.679 --> 0:12:13.319
<v Speaker 3>has this tunnel vision and all he sees is what

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<v Speaker 3>he wants, which is this girl, because he thinks that

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<v Speaker 3>the idea of her is going to fix all the

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<v Speaker 3>problems in his life, or at least make it so

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<v Speaker 3>that he doesn't have to feel all the pain, because

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<v Speaker 3>look at the film, he's like, he's like popping pills

0:12:26.559 --> 0:12:29.280
<v Speaker 3>that belonged to his grandmother who recently passed away. He's

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<v Speaker 3>lost his pet, he's very lonely.

0:12:32.240 --> 0:12:34.560
<v Speaker 2>Like you know, I think.

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<v Speaker 3>He's just like a sad little boy. You know, we

0:12:38.480 --> 0:12:40.559
<v Speaker 3>don't really get to see a lot of what happened

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<v Speaker 3>in their lives before, so I had to kind of

0:12:42.480 --> 0:12:44.920
<v Speaker 3>come up with these ideas of what his life must

0:12:44.960 --> 0:12:45.440
<v Speaker 3>have looked like.

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<v Speaker 2>And I don't think.

0:12:46.480 --> 0:12:49.200
<v Speaker 3>Bear ever wanted anyone to get hurt. He didn't intend

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<v Speaker 3>to do anything bad. He didn't want his friend to

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<v Speaker 3>be suffering. But I think that one pivotal moment in

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<v Speaker 3>the film where he's sort of like, you know, what's

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<v Speaker 3>so bad about being with me? Like, yeah, it's very villainous.

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<v Speaker 3>But I think even in that moment, at least, the

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<v Speaker 3>way that I played it and the way that it

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<v Speaker 3>kind of the way that I had to justify the

0:13:09.320 --> 0:13:13.000
<v Speaker 3>action came from a place of like, Okay, well, this

0:13:13.080 --> 0:13:16.920
<v Speaker 3>guy thinks he's like in such a deep hole that

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<v Speaker 3>there's just that there's no one watching, there's no one

0:13:20.200 --> 0:13:22.840
<v Speaker 3>to be He's not going to be held accountable, and

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<v Speaker 3>that is awful, it's truly awful. But when I'm in

0:13:25.480 --> 0:13:30.680
<v Speaker 3>Bear's head, I'm sort of just kind of, Yeah, he's

0:13:30.679 --> 0:13:31.880
<v Speaker 3>only thinking about himself.

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<v Speaker 2>It's awful. It's really selfish.

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<v Speaker 3>But he's not thinking like, oh, I want you to suffer.

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<v Speaker 3>It's just he's a flawed guy. So yeah, if that

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<v Speaker 3>kind of makes sense. It's like, I just to be

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<v Speaker 3>able to play this character because I would never do

0:13:48.679 --> 0:13:52.599
<v Speaker 3>the things that he's doing. I would never it's awful,

0:13:52.880 --> 0:13:54.920
<v Speaker 3>but he doesn't see it that way. That's what I

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<v Speaker 3>loved about the script.

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<v Speaker 2>When I read it.

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<v Speaker 3>I was so excited that it didn't turn out to

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<v Speaker 3>have that sort of redemption arc, because I think that's

0:14:02.400 --> 0:14:04.040
<v Speaker 3>kind of a what do you call it, like a

0:14:04.080 --> 0:14:06.800
<v Speaker 3>trope it So it happens a lot. It's like, we

0:14:06.840 --> 0:14:09.680
<v Speaker 3>redeem our characters. We want to go home feeling nice

0:14:09.679 --> 0:14:10.880
<v Speaker 3>and warm and fuzzy inside.

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<v Speaker 2>None of this film, no way.

0:14:13.280 --> 0:14:23.600
<v Speaker 1>Oh no, there's nothing mormon fuzzy, not at all. But

0:14:23.680 --> 0:14:27.880
<v Speaker 1>it's it's it's captivating, and it's not how I thought

0:14:27.880 --> 0:14:30.560
<v Speaker 1>it would end, which is what I appreciated. Truly. I'm like,

0:14:30.600 --> 0:14:32.320
<v Speaker 1>oh wow, I didn't see that coming. I thought that

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<v Speaker 1>was really really cool.

0:14:33.440 --> 0:14:33.560
<v Speaker 3>You know.

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<v Speaker 1>One of the most debated questions I feel like that

0:14:36.160 --> 0:14:41.040
<v Speaker 1>I keep seeing is did Nikky ever at one point

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<v Speaker 1>truly love Bear.

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<v Speaker 3>That's a great question, And I never even asked myself

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<v Speaker 3>that until way after we were done shooting, Like in

0:14:48.160 --> 0:14:51.200
<v Speaker 3>my mind, like playing like again with that tunnel vision

0:14:51.200 --> 0:14:52.240
<v Speaker 3>where I have to play Bear.

0:14:52.920 --> 0:14:53.680
<v Speaker 2>My answer was.

0:14:53.640 --> 0:14:56.720
<v Speaker 3>Always no way, she's going to reject me. That's how

0:14:56.720 --> 0:14:58.720
<v Speaker 3>he lives his life. That's he There's no way he

0:14:58.760 --> 0:15:03.200
<v Speaker 3>doesn't have confidence. Actually, then looking back and then hearing

0:15:03.200 --> 0:15:06.280
<v Speaker 3>from the actor and the director's perspective, they were both like, yeah,

0:15:06.680 --> 0:15:08.960
<v Speaker 3>she was kind of like dropping a couple hints. But

0:15:09.480 --> 0:15:12.720
<v Speaker 3>then I think what happened in that same like following

0:15:12.960 --> 0:15:14.960
<v Speaker 3>moment in that same scene was that she kind of

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<v Speaker 3>like was turned off by his utter lack of confidence,

0:15:18.520 --> 0:15:21.400
<v Speaker 3>Like she like threw him the ball, like here's your opening,

0:15:21.440 --> 0:15:23.080
<v Speaker 3>tell me how you feel. And when he kind of

0:15:23.080 --> 0:15:27.400
<v Speaker 3>didn't do it, she's like whatever, Like, but Indy told

0:15:27.400 --> 0:15:30.280
<v Speaker 3>me that she she played it even a little bit disappointed,

0:15:31.240 --> 0:15:33.080
<v Speaker 3>So you know, if he would have just like, that's

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<v Speaker 3>the lesson, just like tell him how you feel, right, Yeah,

0:15:36.560 --> 0:15:38.240
<v Speaker 3>but then we wouldn't have this movie right, and we

0:15:38.240 --> 0:15:39.960
<v Speaker 3>wouldn't have all these arguments right.

0:15:40.040 --> 0:15:42.960
<v Speaker 1>And also it's so human to feel something for someone

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<v Speaker 1>and not say anything. I feel like we've all been

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<v Speaker 1>there before.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh yeah, absolutely, I was reliving a moment when I

0:15:50.920 --> 0:15:51.280
<v Speaker 2>did that.

0:15:51.640 --> 0:15:52.080
<v Speaker 1>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, no, it felt very real, you know. And also

0:15:56.280 --> 0:15:59.160
<v Speaker 3>like the movie's really funny too. I didn't know it

0:15:59.200 --> 0:16:00.960
<v Speaker 3>was going to be funny like that. That was all

0:16:00.960 --> 0:16:04.560
<v Speaker 3>on the editing. We played everything very straight straightforward with Bear.

0:16:05.920 --> 0:16:07.760
<v Speaker 3>I was watching the movie for the first time in

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<v Speaker 3>the theater with all these people and they're laughing.

0:16:11.120 --> 0:16:14.560
<v Speaker 2>I felt embarrassed. I was like, geez, why you.

0:16:14.560 --> 0:16:16.080
<v Speaker 1>Thought they were laughing at your performance?

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<v Speaker 3>No, no, Like I didn't realize how awkward. Well, I

0:16:20.200 --> 0:16:22.400
<v Speaker 3>knew it was awkward in the moment, but I didn't

0:16:22.440 --> 0:16:28.120
<v Speaker 3>realize that that awkward tension would often translate into huge laughs,

0:16:28.640 --> 0:16:30.160
<v Speaker 3>Like I just I had no idea.

0:16:30.200 --> 0:16:31.960
<v Speaker 2>I was sort of in my mind.

0:16:32.000 --> 0:16:34.320
<v Speaker 3>I think I was sort of playing like very serious,

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<v Speaker 3>like everything that's happening is very very serious to Bear.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, right, but you know, Curry is editing his comedy background.

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<v Speaker 2>It was brilliant. Yeah, I love it. I'm glad. I'm

0:16:46.640 --> 0:16:48.520
<v Speaker 2>glad that they found the balance of the humor because

0:16:48.520 --> 0:16:49.400
<v Speaker 2>the movie's dark.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah. Yeah, no, I feel we needed that.

0:16:51.640 --> 0:16:52.360
<v Speaker 2>We needed that.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, well, because you played it so straight during the

0:16:56.440 --> 0:16:58.720
<v Speaker 1>entire duration of the filming and you didn't add in

0:16:58.720 --> 0:17:01.800
<v Speaker 1>that humor purposefully. Right. Was there a scene or moment

0:17:01.800 --> 0:17:04.800
<v Speaker 1>where you and Indie kept breaking like oh that you

0:17:04.840 --> 0:17:06.800
<v Speaker 1>were just laughing so hard and you're like, wait, we

0:17:06.840 --> 0:17:09.119
<v Speaker 1>got to get our shit together. Come on, what moment

0:17:09.240 --> 0:17:09.560
<v Speaker 1>was that?

0:17:09.760 --> 0:17:14.040
<v Speaker 2>Oh? Man? I mean there were so many moments. I mean,

0:17:14.440 --> 0:17:15.240
<v Speaker 2>I would say that.

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<v Speaker 3>With Horror, the scary moments, they're very technical, and you know,

0:17:23.520 --> 0:17:27.400
<v Speaker 3>it's not dark, it's pretty lit when you're shooting it.

0:17:27.640 --> 0:17:30.800
<v Speaker 3>They do that all in the editing, and you don't

0:17:30.800 --> 0:17:34.320
<v Speaker 3>hear the music and you know the so it doesn't

0:17:34.359 --> 0:17:37.280
<v Speaker 3>really tend to feel scary. It kind of feels really silly.

0:17:37.440 --> 0:17:40.800
<v Speaker 3>And in those really technical moments, the scary moments, you

0:17:40.840 --> 0:17:43.560
<v Speaker 3>are fully having to trust the director like is this

0:17:43.680 --> 0:17:46.080
<v Speaker 3>really scary? Is this really working? You just have to

0:17:46.119 --> 0:17:48.920
<v Speaker 3>trust that they know what they're doing and just kind

0:17:48.960 --> 0:17:51.960
<v Speaker 3>of be their puppet like do exactly, okay, move yourhead,

0:17:52.040 --> 0:17:56.200
<v Speaker 3>do this okay. Sure, So I think that for example,

0:17:56.480 --> 0:18:00.200
<v Speaker 3>the head smashing scene in the car, I just remember

0:18:00.560 --> 0:18:02.399
<v Speaker 3>we were cracking.

0:18:02.119 --> 0:18:03.560
<v Speaker 2>Up, especially Indy.

0:18:03.640 --> 0:18:06.600
<v Speaker 3>Indy had this like helmet on with a wig because

0:18:06.600 --> 0:18:11.200
<v Speaker 3>she actually like smashed through the glass and we were

0:18:11.240 --> 0:18:13.439
<v Speaker 3>all like wearing the wig and passing it around and

0:18:13.480 --> 0:18:15.880
<v Speaker 3>like dancing around. I'm sure there's like videos on TikTok

0:18:15.920 --> 0:18:19.439
<v Speaker 3>of it that that and oh yeah, and then a

0:18:19.440 --> 0:18:22.040
<v Speaker 3>lot of the scary like I remember there's a scene

0:18:22.040 --> 0:18:24.840
<v Speaker 3>that's where she says like I'm your freaking Nikki and

0:18:24.880 --> 0:18:28.159
<v Speaker 3>smiles at me and the like near the kitchen or something.

0:18:28.560 --> 0:18:30.000
<v Speaker 3>And the first time I saw.

0:18:29.760 --> 0:18:34.639
<v Speaker 2>That, I went, oh, And I remember Curry was like, Michael,

0:18:34.720 --> 0:18:36.680
<v Speaker 2>shut up, like because I.

0:18:36.640 --> 0:18:40.119
<v Speaker 3>Was ruining the the take because I justly got this

0:18:40.320 --> 0:18:42.560
<v Speaker 3>visceral reaction out of me.

0:18:43.000 --> 0:18:44.320
<v Speaker 2>But and then you know, we're laughing.

0:18:44.320 --> 0:18:46.720
<v Speaker 3>But we the whole time we were laughing, And it's

0:18:46.760 --> 0:18:48.840
<v Speaker 3>really important, I think, to kind of keep it light

0:18:48.880 --> 0:18:50.159
<v Speaker 3>when you're making a movie like this.

0:18:50.359 --> 0:18:52.000
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, for sure, you got a laugh like that. People

0:18:52.000 --> 0:18:52.720
<v Speaker 2>are like, oh, I don't want to.

0:18:52.840 --> 0:18:54.920
<v Speaker 3>I remember people being really sensitive about like I don't

0:18:54.960 --> 0:18:57.040
<v Speaker 3>want to take you out of them, like no, please, God.

0:18:57.480 --> 0:19:00.879
<v Speaker 1>Please, it'skill me. A joke said, you're not method.

0:19:00.960 --> 0:19:03.720
<v Speaker 2>I'm not going like it's okay, no, And I don't think.

0:19:03.520 --> 0:19:05.479
<v Speaker 1>You should have gone method for a role like this

0:19:05.600 --> 0:19:08.200
<v Speaker 1>that might be a little a little scary.

0:19:08.080 --> 0:19:09.800
<v Speaker 2>Did you my God? Yeah?

0:19:10.520 --> 0:19:13.640
<v Speaker 1>Film and alternate ending, Yeah.

0:19:13.359 --> 0:19:13.880
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, we did.

0:19:13.920 --> 0:19:17.240
<v Speaker 3>It was so there's a toward the end of the film,

0:19:17.240 --> 0:19:19.480
<v Speaker 3>there were a couple different moments that we played with,

0:19:19.760 --> 0:19:23.920
<v Speaker 3>Like the big one would be, you know, Nikki's about

0:19:23.960 --> 0:19:27.560
<v Speaker 3>to make a decision at the end, and so the

0:19:27.640 --> 0:19:31.280
<v Speaker 3>first thing we did was actually film the gun going

0:19:31.320 --> 0:19:34.679
<v Speaker 3>off and the blood splatter, and it was practical and

0:19:34.760 --> 0:19:38.080
<v Speaker 3>it was so gruesome and it was devastating. And then

0:19:38.160 --> 0:19:41.320
<v Speaker 3>we decided to get the take where she lives.

0:19:41.520 --> 0:19:44.199
<v Speaker 2>And thinking that the other one was going to.

0:19:44.240 --> 0:19:48.560
<v Speaker 3>Be too intense, but actually it turned out that her performance,

0:19:48.600 --> 0:19:51.680
<v Speaker 3>I think we only made done one take of that

0:19:51.920 --> 0:19:55.200
<v Speaker 3>final one that made it, I think, and her her

0:19:55.200 --> 0:19:58.120
<v Speaker 3>performance was so devastating to then like wake up and

0:19:58.440 --> 0:20:00.560
<v Speaker 3>see all of her friends and then and then as an audience,

0:20:00.480 --> 0:20:02.399
<v Speaker 3>you're left wondering, like how much of that did she

0:20:02.440 --> 0:20:04.960
<v Speaker 3>actually see? Like because we don't quite know the experience

0:20:05.000 --> 0:20:08.680
<v Speaker 3>that she was having exactly what it was like, so

0:20:09.000 --> 0:20:12.320
<v Speaker 3>that ended up being even more devastating. So they went

0:20:12.400 --> 0:20:14.160
<v Speaker 3>with that one, which I think was the right choice.

0:20:14.160 --> 0:20:16.840
<v Speaker 3>And then another thing that we played around with was

0:20:17.160 --> 0:20:21.280
<v Speaker 3>Bear's bathroom scene. Originally in the script, it was that

0:20:22.480 --> 0:20:24.960
<v Speaker 3>he can't go through with it, and then he takes

0:20:25.000 --> 0:20:27.120
<v Speaker 3>the pills and he's just kind of sitting there waiting

0:20:27.359 --> 0:20:28.760
<v Speaker 3>and then she makes the wish.

0:20:28.600 --> 0:20:29.200
<v Speaker 2>And he comes out.

0:20:29.440 --> 0:20:31.520
<v Speaker 3>But I actually got the idea when we were filming

0:20:31.520 --> 0:20:34.480
<v Speaker 3>that I think Bear would chick it out and try

0:20:34.480 --> 0:20:37.880
<v Speaker 3>to get rid of the pills. And so I just said, hey, guys,

0:20:38.200 --> 0:20:39.960
<v Speaker 3>we were moving on, and I said one more I

0:20:40.000 --> 0:20:41.119
<v Speaker 3>have an idea, let me try it.

0:20:41.119 --> 0:20:42.639
<v Speaker 2>And they're like, we can't. We're getting kicked out of here.

0:20:42.680 --> 0:20:44.560
<v Speaker 2>We gotta go, and I'm like, no, trust me.

0:20:44.720 --> 0:20:46.240
<v Speaker 3>They and I told them what it was, and I

0:20:46.280 --> 0:20:49.919
<v Speaker 3>remember Curry was like, roll again, roll again, and we

0:20:49.960 --> 0:20:52.600
<v Speaker 3>got it and it was so good. Also, like I'm

0:20:52.640 --> 0:20:56.399
<v Speaker 3>swallowing these pills right, so they're like they're like twenty

0:20:56.520 --> 0:20:59.119
<v Speaker 3>like sugar pills or something in this thing. Then all

0:20:59.160 --> 0:21:01.879
<v Speaker 3>the other takes, I just put them in my mouth

0:21:02.400 --> 0:21:04.040
<v Speaker 3>and held them there, and then when we were done,

0:21:04.080 --> 0:21:07.120
<v Speaker 3>like spit them out. But on that take that made

0:21:07.160 --> 0:21:12.040
<v Speaker 3>it into the film, like gag, I swallowed them, like

0:21:12.040 --> 0:21:13.160
<v Speaker 3>like twenty pills.

0:21:13.280 --> 0:21:13.919
<v Speaker 1>Oh god, I.

0:21:13.880 --> 0:21:16.720
<v Speaker 2>Feel like I had striped throat afterwards. But I did it.

0:21:16.720 --> 0:21:17.119
<v Speaker 2>I couldn't.

0:21:17.160 --> 0:21:19.520
<v Speaker 3>I'd never thought I can't swallow one pill. You know,

0:21:19.600 --> 0:21:21.920
<v Speaker 3>I'm like, I drink a whole glass of water trying

0:21:21.920 --> 0:21:24.240
<v Speaker 3>to get one pill down, and somehow I got that down.

0:21:24.280 --> 0:21:25.439
<v Speaker 2>So I was very proud of myself.

0:21:25.520 --> 0:21:28.120
<v Speaker 1>You should be very proud. That should go on your image.

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<v Speaker 2>Maybe not, Okay, probably not.

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<v Speaker 1>That's wow, that's so cool. And the take they kept,

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<v Speaker 1>the take of you trying to spit the pills.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, yeah, yeah when you thought made it?

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, which is so cool.

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<v Speaker 2>No, it made it. And then you know, that just

0:21:40.520 --> 0:21:42.760
<v Speaker 2>speaks to like the kind of environment that Curry.

0:21:45.280 --> 0:21:48.280
<v Speaker 3>Allowed on set. He was he was very specific. He

0:21:48.320 --> 0:21:52.040
<v Speaker 3>had a really very specific vision for everything that he wanted.

0:21:52.440 --> 0:21:55.040
<v Speaker 3>But then we would get that and then we could

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<v Speaker 3>play and he's like, hey, you know, we have time.

0:21:57.000 --> 0:21:58.320
<v Speaker 3>You guys have an idea or whatever.

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<v Speaker 2>He was very open to it, and I think that's

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<v Speaker 2>how movies should be.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, because we're all.

0:22:03.320 --> 0:22:07.600
<v Speaker 3>Bringing our own experience and perspective, and you know, and

0:22:07.680 --> 0:22:10.000
<v Speaker 3>he did. He was he was very open to like

0:22:10.040 --> 0:22:13.080
<v Speaker 3>it was very much like a best idea win situation.

0:22:13.240 --> 0:22:16.879
<v Speaker 3>But usually usually Curry had the best idea. It was

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<v Speaker 3>just funny because that's a bad idea. Is the name

0:22:19.440 --> 0:22:23.880
<v Speaker 3>of his you know channel for all their videos. So yeah,

0:22:23.920 --> 0:22:25.480
<v Speaker 3>it was so much fun working with those guys.

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<v Speaker 1>So obsession too.

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<v Speaker 2>Everyone keeps asking are you throwing your name?

0:22:30.359 --> 0:22:34.120
<v Speaker 1>And can you somehow bring me back? Can I resurrect?

0:22:34.160 --> 0:22:34.360
<v Speaker 2>Look?

0:22:34.400 --> 0:22:36.720
<v Speaker 1>And I mean it's a magical world. Anything can happen.

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<v Speaker 2>I would love that. I will say, there's no plan

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<v Speaker 2>for that. And also, I don't know how many people

0:22:44.359 --> 0:22:47.560
<v Speaker 2>would want Bear. I think a lot.

0:22:47.640 --> 0:22:49.960
<v Speaker 3>I think the general consensus is that he kind of

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<v Speaker 3>got what he deserved.

0:22:52.680 --> 0:22:55.919
<v Speaker 1>Unless Nikki gets to have her chance now ruining his.

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<v Speaker 3>Life, well that could be interesting vigilante kind of thing,

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<v Speaker 3>But I think that My.

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<v Speaker 2>Idea was always that it'd be like.

0:23:05.520 --> 0:23:09.119
<v Speaker 3>Bear's parents came back to town and walk in and they're like,

0:23:09.160 --> 0:23:09.760
<v Speaker 3>what happened?

0:23:09.760 --> 0:23:11.600
<v Speaker 2>And maybe they step on the willow.

0:23:11.400 --> 0:23:13.399
<v Speaker 3>There's like one on the floor or something, and I

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<v Speaker 3>don't know, I don't know, but you know, Curry's idea

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<v Speaker 3>of having it as be an anthology series is really

0:23:19.720 --> 0:23:22.560
<v Speaker 3>really cool, all different stories, and I'd love to see.

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<v Speaker 2>A wish Gone right? Yeah, how fun would that be?

0:23:26.720 --> 0:23:29.800
<v Speaker 2>Like a selfish wish gone.

0:23:29.680 --> 0:23:32.160
<v Speaker 1>Right might be not the horror genre.

0:23:31.920 --> 0:23:33.679
<v Speaker 2>Then well, it didn't all have to be horror.

0:23:33.720 --> 0:23:35.239
<v Speaker 3>I think you just have to really be careful how

0:23:35.240 --> 0:23:35.760
<v Speaker 3>you phrase it.

0:23:35.800 --> 0:23:38.160
<v Speaker 1>Well, that's true, that's true. If you learned anything, it's

0:23:38.200 --> 0:23:44.600
<v Speaker 1>definitely that. I can't believe that this movie, it's like

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<v Speaker 1>the little engine that could have taken on the life

0:23:47.520 --> 0:23:50.399
<v Speaker 1>that it's taken on. And you've been an actor for

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<v Speaker 1>many years now, right, and this was your big break,

0:23:53.359 --> 0:23:55.280
<v Speaker 1>but you've been you've been at it for a while.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>What is acting taught you about yourself over the years?

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<v Speaker 3>I think, well, part of the reason why I always

0:24:05.240 --> 0:24:09.560
<v Speaker 3>loved acting pretending to be someone else, because like when

0:24:09.640 --> 0:24:12.359
<v Speaker 3>I was young, I felt very uncomfortable in my own skin.

0:24:12.800 --> 0:24:16.840
<v Speaker 3>And then I think through pretending to be other people

0:24:17.359 --> 0:24:20.600
<v Speaker 3>and my interest in watching people and trying to understand

0:24:20.600 --> 0:24:23.399
<v Speaker 3>why they do the things they do, has helped me

0:24:24.600 --> 0:24:30.720
<v Speaker 3>sort of form my own personality and opinions. And so

0:24:30.840 --> 0:24:33.159
<v Speaker 3>it was just like my safe place like it was.

0:24:33.359 --> 0:24:35.680
<v Speaker 2>It was easier and safer.

0:24:35.320 --> 0:24:39.240
<v Speaker 3>And more fun for me to like do things I've

0:24:39.240 --> 0:24:41.600
<v Speaker 3>never done and say things I've never said by playing

0:24:41.640 --> 0:24:43.000
<v Speaker 3>it as someone else.

0:24:43.040 --> 0:24:45.919
<v Speaker 2>It was like practice for me. And then I think.

0:24:45.760 --> 0:24:48.159
<v Speaker 3>As I've grown and through my twenties, I've just become

0:24:48.640 --> 0:24:52.800
<v Speaker 3>more confident as in who I.

0:24:52.680 --> 0:24:56.520
<v Speaker 2>Am sort of. So yeah, it's it's been really cool.

0:24:56.560 --> 0:24:58.919
<v Speaker 3>Also, I haven't always been an on camera actor, like

0:24:59.080 --> 0:25:02.720
<v Speaker 3>I started with a voice overwork and that was really

0:25:02.720 --> 0:25:05.280
<v Speaker 3>why I moved out to Los Angeles from a small

0:25:05.320 --> 0:25:07.760
<v Speaker 3>town North Carolina. And then I met my manager and

0:25:07.760 --> 0:25:08.879
<v Speaker 3>he's like, you gotta do.

0:25:09.040 --> 0:25:11.439
<v Speaker 2>Film, And I was like, I don't know. I don't know.

0:25:11.560 --> 0:25:12.280
<v Speaker 2>I don't know, I don't know.

0:25:12.240 --> 0:25:15.200
<v Speaker 3>If I'll be good, Okay, let's go. I don't know,

0:25:15.880 --> 0:25:18.800
<v Speaker 3>but I do love it, like I love all of it.

0:25:19.080 --> 0:25:21.200
<v Speaker 2>And I'm so grateful for this film.

0:25:21.520 --> 0:25:27.560
<v Speaker 3>The opportunities that it's bringing me now are insane. I

0:25:27.600 --> 0:25:32.000
<v Speaker 3>can't I cannot believe some of the meetings I have

0:25:32.119 --> 0:25:33.000
<v Speaker 3>in my calendar.

0:25:33.080 --> 0:25:35.240
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I was gonna say, you must be getting some fret.

0:25:35.640 --> 0:25:38.479
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, yeah, No, I feel like I'm gonna throw up.

0:25:39.080 --> 0:25:41.640
<v Speaker 1>But you'll get to pick which you want to take.

0:25:41.720 --> 0:25:43.760
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, yeah, hey, it's really important. Now It's like, okay,

0:25:43.800 --> 0:25:44.240
<v Speaker 2>I get to.

0:25:46.320 --> 0:25:49.720
<v Speaker 3>Choose what I want to do, and it's a really

0:25:49.760 --> 0:25:52.240
<v Speaker 3>important time. It's like all eyes on me. Let me,

0:25:52.320 --> 0:25:54.639
<v Speaker 3>let me show other people that I can do so much,

0:25:55.359 --> 0:25:56.840
<v Speaker 3>so many different things.

0:25:57.040 --> 0:25:58.160
<v Speaker 2>I want to be one of those actors.

0:25:58.200 --> 0:26:00.880
<v Speaker 3>It's sort of like a chameleon where you you don't

0:26:00.880 --> 0:26:04.560
<v Speaker 3>even really you're like, wait, that was him. That's that's

0:26:04.600 --> 0:26:05.199
<v Speaker 3>what I want to do.

0:26:05.280 --> 0:26:07.199
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, you're going to play all sorts of roles. I

0:26:07.240 --> 0:26:09.880
<v Speaker 1>have no doubt. One that you've you've talked about wanting

0:26:09.920 --> 0:26:13.560
<v Speaker 1>to play is like an epic, powerful gay character. Why

0:26:13.600 --> 0:26:14.439
<v Speaker 1>is that important to you?

0:26:14.680 --> 0:26:21.400
<v Speaker 2>Oh my god, I don't know. I don't know. Besides

0:26:22.200 --> 0:26:25.320
<v Speaker 2>I you know, my whole thing has been that.

0:26:28.000 --> 0:26:33.520
<v Speaker 3>What the character's sexuality is, it doesn't matter to me.

0:26:33.640 --> 0:26:35.600
<v Speaker 3>It's just like another part of who they are.

0:26:35.640 --> 0:26:37.240
<v Speaker 2>And that's how I am. Like, it's just a part

0:26:37.280 --> 0:26:38.480
<v Speaker 2>of who I am.

0:26:39.600 --> 0:26:44.720
<v Speaker 3>But that being said, growing up in the Bible Belt

0:26:45.240 --> 0:26:52.560
<v Speaker 3>can be problematic for a gay boy, and uh, you know,

0:26:52.640 --> 0:26:55.000
<v Speaker 3>and that was a whole kind of experience and so

0:26:55.440 --> 0:27:02.800
<v Speaker 3>I definitely am looking forward to playing really intentional queer

0:27:03.080 --> 0:27:05.399
<v Speaker 3>role story that's really.

0:27:05.280 --> 0:27:08.119
<v Speaker 2>Meaningful, and you know, because okay, well I'll say this.

0:27:09.960 --> 0:27:12.399
<v Speaker 3>When I first moved out to LA I was terrified

0:27:12.680 --> 0:27:16.160
<v Speaker 3>and everything was new for me. I never even really

0:27:16.200 --> 0:27:18.880
<v Speaker 3>lived in a city before, so it was all very new.

0:27:19.359 --> 0:27:21.520
<v Speaker 3>And one of the very first, one of the very

0:27:21.520 --> 0:27:24.440
<v Speaker 3>first roles that I got was the gay character on

0:27:24.560 --> 0:27:28.200
<v Speaker 3>Teen Wolf. And I still wasn't comfortable with my sexuality

0:27:28.240 --> 0:27:32.360
<v Speaker 3>at the time, but I had no idea the impact

0:27:32.359 --> 0:27:37.960
<v Speaker 3>that just being myself and playing this character authentically would have.

0:27:38.680 --> 0:27:42.040
<v Speaker 3>I got thousands of messages from people thanking me and

0:27:42.080 --> 0:27:45.080
<v Speaker 3>telling me how, you know, they feel better about themselves,

0:27:45.119 --> 0:27:46.760
<v Speaker 3>they were able to come out of their parents, or

0:27:47.040 --> 0:27:50.800
<v Speaker 3>they just appreciate me, and like the impact that I

0:27:50.960 --> 0:27:54.400
<v Speaker 3>made just from doing something that scared me and being

0:27:54.440 --> 0:27:57.840
<v Speaker 3>brave and like, not only was that really cool, but

0:27:57.880 --> 0:27:59.960
<v Speaker 3>also it kind of helped me learn how to like

0:28:00.200 --> 0:28:04.760
<v Speaker 3>accept myself. And so yeah, that's something I'm really looking

0:28:04.760 --> 0:28:06.680
<v Speaker 3>forward to. I don't know, maybe I'll write it myself,

0:28:07.400 --> 0:28:08.800
<v Speaker 3>you know, Yeah, I don't know.

0:28:09.040 --> 0:28:12.040
<v Speaker 1>Isn't it amazing that through your work, through playing that

0:28:12.160 --> 0:28:16.399
<v Speaker 1>role in Teen Wolf, you were able to better accept

0:28:16.480 --> 0:28:18.920
<v Speaker 1>who you were and you are right, like not even

0:28:18.960 --> 0:28:20.560
<v Speaker 1>knowing that that would happen. It was a job. You

0:28:20.600 --> 0:28:23.600
<v Speaker 1>booked it, you got it. But the bonus of it

0:28:23.640 --> 0:28:26.679
<v Speaker 1>all was like, oh wow, I actually feel like I

0:28:26.680 --> 0:28:28.440
<v Speaker 1>am okay more with who I am.

0:28:28.600 --> 0:28:31.160
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, absolutely, I mean my I mean this is probably

0:28:31.200 --> 0:28:33.960
<v Speaker 3>a really universal thing, but like for me, it was

0:28:34.000 --> 0:28:41.520
<v Speaker 3>always my sort of struggle with my relationship to masculinity.

0:28:41.760 --> 0:28:45.400
<v Speaker 3>What that meant, you know, just.

0:28:45.960 --> 0:28:51.880
<v Speaker 2>It was a whole thing. It's a whole journey, and yeah,

0:28:52.160 --> 0:28:54.600
<v Speaker 2>it just you know, that's a whole conversation.

0:28:54.800 --> 0:29:02.240
<v Speaker 3>But I'm really, really, really really grave that everything happened

0:29:02.240 --> 0:29:04.000
<v Speaker 3>the way that it did, and that that was one

0:29:04.000 --> 0:29:06.800
<v Speaker 3>of my first roles because not only that, but being

0:29:06.840 --> 0:29:09.360
<v Speaker 3>on a show like teen Wolf that so many people loved,

0:29:09.640 --> 0:29:11.840
<v Speaker 3>and also like I sort of I only thought I

0:29:11.880 --> 0:29:13.320
<v Speaker 3>was going to be in one episode, and they kept

0:29:13.320 --> 0:29:13.960
<v Speaker 3>bringing me back.

0:29:14.200 --> 0:29:15.360
<v Speaker 2>That was sort of my school.

0:29:15.880 --> 0:29:19.880
<v Speaker 3>I learned how to how to get around on set

0:29:20.000 --> 0:29:23.400
<v Speaker 3>and how things worked, and practiced my acting skills and

0:29:23.520 --> 0:29:27.720
<v Speaker 3>like perfected it there and met all these different types

0:29:27.760 --> 0:29:29.200
<v Speaker 3>of people and then and then I got to do

0:29:29.200 --> 0:29:30.480
<v Speaker 3>the conventions and that took me all.

0:29:30.400 --> 0:29:32.440
<v Speaker 2>Around the world, and.

0:29:31.960 --> 0:29:35.080
<v Speaker 3>So that was sort of a really great place to

0:29:35.160 --> 0:29:38.880
<v Speaker 3>start and and I still those fans, those teen Wolf

0:29:38.880 --> 0:29:42.200
<v Speaker 3>fans are die hard. Yeah, I still actually may I've

0:29:42.240 --> 0:29:43.680
<v Speaker 3>had friends.

0:29:43.200 --> 0:29:44.200
<v Speaker 2>That I've made.

0:29:45.440 --> 0:29:47.280
<v Speaker 3>That are you know, started as a fan and like

0:29:47.320 --> 0:29:51.120
<v Speaker 3>we're genuinely friends. It's been Yeah, it's been really cool.

0:29:51.280 --> 0:29:52.680
<v Speaker 3>I'm really grateful for that experience.

0:29:52.720 --> 0:29:55.280
<v Speaker 1>Well, I think it's so cool that that held such

0:29:55.360 --> 0:29:57.800
<v Speaker 1>weight for you personally too, and it, like I said,

0:29:57.880 --> 0:29:59.960
<v Speaker 1>help shape you know who you are and how comfortable

0:30:00.040 --> 0:30:08.720
<v Speaker 1>you are with yourself today, which is awesome. I have

0:30:08.800 --> 0:30:10.800
<v Speaker 1>to also bring up X Men ninety seven.

0:30:10.920 --> 0:30:11.920
<v Speaker 2>Oh okay, you know.

0:30:11.880 --> 0:30:13.959
<v Speaker 1>Because you are a voice actor as well, you know,

0:30:14.200 --> 0:30:19.840
<v Speaker 1>and it's out now. You play the Sun of Cyclops

0:30:20.120 --> 0:30:22.040
<v Speaker 1>and Madeline Pryor.

0:30:22.200 --> 0:30:25.480
<v Speaker 2>Yes, who is the clone of Jean Gray?

0:30:25.840 --> 0:30:26.160
<v Speaker 1>Yes?

0:30:26.280 --> 0:30:27.560
<v Speaker 2>Yes, and yes?

0:30:27.800 --> 0:30:30.280
<v Speaker 1>Is that a pinch me moment job to be in

0:30:30.280 --> 0:30:32.920
<v Speaker 1>the superhero space. You're not just a villain, see, you're

0:30:32.920 --> 0:30:33.720
<v Speaker 1>a superhero. Yeah.

0:30:33.800 --> 0:30:36.440
<v Speaker 3>No, he's a great he's a he's a good kid. Yeah,

0:30:36.480 --> 0:30:37.520
<v Speaker 3>he's one of the good ones.

0:30:37.880 --> 0:30:38.120
<v Speaker 1>Yeah.

0:30:38.600 --> 0:30:40.360
<v Speaker 3>You know, when I got the audition, I didn't know

0:30:40.360 --> 0:30:42.840
<v Speaker 3>what show it was for at first, and then you know,

0:30:42.920 --> 0:30:46.320
<v Speaker 3>figured it out and yeah it was great.

0:30:46.520 --> 0:30:48.640
<v Speaker 1>So I love that that's also out so people can

0:30:48.680 --> 0:30:50.080
<v Speaker 1>see you be in your villain era.

0:30:50.200 --> 0:30:53.480
<v Speaker 3>But that shows really cool. That show's really cool. Yeah, yeah,

0:30:53.560 --> 0:30:53.840
<v Speaker 3>they did.

0:30:53.960 --> 0:30:55.880
<v Speaker 2>They did such a good they did such a great job.

0:30:56.560 --> 0:30:58.520
<v Speaker 1>It's good you and it's cool that you get to

0:30:58.520 --> 0:30:59.920
<v Speaker 1>exercise a different skill set.

0:31:00.480 --> 0:31:02.480
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, yeah, no, it's great.

0:31:02.560 --> 0:31:07.040
<v Speaker 3>Honestly, I'm always gonna do voice over stuff, like I'm

0:31:07.040 --> 0:31:08.880
<v Speaker 3>working on a bunch of video games right now that

0:31:08.960 --> 0:31:11.640
<v Speaker 3>won't come out for many years, so one day.

0:31:12.960 --> 0:31:14.640
<v Speaker 2>I'll be able to talk about all that stuff.

0:31:14.680 --> 0:31:16.840
<v Speaker 3>But yeah, I have a special place in my heart

0:31:16.880 --> 0:31:20.800
<v Speaker 3>for for vo and video games especially.

0:31:21.640 --> 0:31:23.320
<v Speaker 2>I can't even play video games anymore.

0:31:23.400 --> 0:31:26.680
<v Speaker 3>I will just if you I had to unplug all

0:31:26.680 --> 0:31:29.240
<v Speaker 3>the consoles and put them away, I'll just I won't

0:31:29.280 --> 0:31:29.920
<v Speaker 3>get anything done.

0:31:30.000 --> 0:31:33.120
<v Speaker 1>Addicted, Yeah, I have an addiction. Well, we look forward

0:31:33.160 --> 0:31:35.960
<v Speaker 1>to the video games. You also sing, I do the way.

0:31:36.040 --> 0:31:38.640
<v Speaker 1>Gravity is a bop? Hey, thanks, Gravity is a bop.

0:31:38.680 --> 0:31:40.120
<v Speaker 1>Are you going to pursue anymore singing?

0:31:40.200 --> 0:31:42.560
<v Speaker 2>Yeah? Absolutely, you know. Right now, I'm definitely going to

0:31:42.600 --> 0:31:44.160
<v Speaker 2>focus on acting.

0:31:44.400 --> 0:31:47.400
<v Speaker 3>You know, strike while the iron is hot, and you

0:31:47.440 --> 0:31:51.960
<v Speaker 3>know that is my number one focus overall. But hey,

0:31:52.840 --> 0:31:55.160
<v Speaker 3>acting in a role where I get to sing, that's

0:31:55.200 --> 0:31:55.560
<v Speaker 3>the goal.

0:31:55.640 --> 0:31:56.040
<v Speaker 1>Musical.

0:31:56.200 --> 0:31:57.640
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, but I have a ton of music. I have

0:31:57.720 --> 0:31:59.360
<v Speaker 3>so many songs I've written and they're just kind of

0:31:59.360 --> 0:31:59.840
<v Speaker 3>sitting there and.

0:31:59.840 --> 0:32:01.200
<v Speaker 2>I just have to kind of like put a little

0:32:01.200 --> 0:32:02.800
<v Speaker 2>polish on them and put them out. I'll do it.

0:32:02.800 --> 0:32:06.280
<v Speaker 3>It'll It'll just be one random, one random Tuesday.

0:32:06.320 --> 0:32:08.560
<v Speaker 2>I'll just like drop, drop another song.

0:32:08.720 --> 0:32:12.160
<v Speaker 3>And yeah, I like me so, you know, with music,

0:32:12.480 --> 0:32:14.000
<v Speaker 3>I have a lot of people that are very angry

0:32:14.120 --> 0:32:14.920
<v Speaker 3>with me that they're like.

0:32:14.880 --> 0:32:17.800
<v Speaker 2>You could you could do, Oh my god, release your music.

0:32:17.840 --> 0:32:19.760
<v Speaker 2>It's amazing, it's amazing. I'm like, thank you, thank you.

0:32:19.800 --> 0:32:22.200
<v Speaker 3>But I think for me, the music is such a

0:32:22.240 --> 0:32:24.960
<v Speaker 3>personal thing and I like having something for me that

0:32:26.280 --> 0:32:28.600
<v Speaker 3>is just for me, Like I make it, I do

0:32:28.720 --> 0:32:31.640
<v Speaker 3>how I want it. No one's giving me instructions or directions.

0:32:31.680 --> 0:32:34.560
<v Speaker 3>Are like kind of I'm trying not to let anyone

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<v Speaker 3>criticize it while I'm in the creative process, because I

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<v Speaker 3>think so much of the rest of what I do

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<v Speaker 3>is reading other people's words and just following the direction

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<v Speaker 3>of other people. And I love doing that, and I

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<v Speaker 3>love when it's more collaborative and everything. But yeah, for me,

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<v Speaker 3>that's that's kind of why the music has been I've

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<v Speaker 3>been a little quiet on that front, but yes you will,

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<v Speaker 3>there will be more music.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, good forward to that. Yeah, that would be great.

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<v Speaker 1>I have so many more questions and we're going to

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<v Speaker 1>get some of the rapid fire around. But to wrap

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<v Speaker 1>up this portion of today's interview, the name of the shows.

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<v Speaker 1>I've never said this before, and I got the idea

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<v Speaker 1>because I cover a lot of red carpets and junkets

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<v Speaker 1>and another job that I do, and you know, sometimes

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<v Speaker 1>I walk away from those nights and days being like,

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<v Speaker 1>do we all really even talk about anything? I feel

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<v Speaker 1>like you guys say a lot of the same bites

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<v Speaker 1>to all the different outlets. Every outlet has to get

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<v Speaker 1>their own bite, and it's just so quick that I

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<v Speaker 1>wanted to invite fan favorite artists on the show and

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<v Speaker 1>kind of breathe and have the space to talk about

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<v Speaker 1>things that matter to you guys, and to maybe say

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<v Speaker 1>something that you've never had the chance to say before

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<v Speaker 1>on a quick carpet or a quick junket that would

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<v Speaker 1>feel kind of out of place to say. So I

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<v Speaker 1>always done the interview with is there anything that you've

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<v Speaker 1>never said before that you want to share it today?

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 3>I've never said this before, but I am so grateful

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<v Speaker 3>for all of the rejection and the struggle that I've

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<v Speaker 3>gone through in my life in general and in the

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<v Speaker 3>pursuit of being an actor, because I've been going at this,

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<v Speaker 3>like on camera acting like I've been going at it

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<v Speaker 3>really hard, committed to it every single day for ten

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<v Speaker 3>years or maybe even.

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<v Speaker 2>A little bit longer.

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<v Speaker 3>At this point, I've done more than a thousand audition tapes,

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<v Speaker 3>and you know, rejection is part of the job as

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<v Speaker 3>an actor. But honestly, I mean, I feel like that's

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<v Speaker 3>something anyone could relate to. I think that I've sort

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<v Speaker 3>of changed my mindset on it to be from like

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<v Speaker 3>this feels so horrible in this moment to like, Okay,

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<v Speaker 3>if I'm feeling that sort of like a failure, I

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<v Speaker 3>know that it's just leading me to the right thing

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<v Speaker 3>and making me stronger. And yeah, I think that's what

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<v Speaker 3>I would say. So you know, it's not, like not

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<v Speaker 3>Eyven groundbreaking, but I think it's just a good reminder,

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<v Speaker 3>like look at like, I'm just so proud of what

0:35:06.800 --> 0:35:09.560
<v Speaker 3>we did with this movie, and I'm so glad that

0:35:09.600 --> 0:35:11.960
<v Speaker 3>it came. Now I got to get some like build

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<v Speaker 3>some character, you know, get knocked down a few times

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<v Speaker 3>and pick up some real life experience too, you know,

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<v Speaker 3>in everything and love and all this stuff that I

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<v Speaker 3>got to go through.

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<v Speaker 2>And then I put it into this work that I

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<v Speaker 2>did and made it art.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah you know.

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<v Speaker 2>So I'm just I wouldn't change anything.

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<v Speaker 1>Hmmm. Yeah, that must be a good feeling.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, it is. I That's that's the whole idea.

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<v Speaker 3>Is that, like a really horrible, really painful feeling in

0:35:48.560 --> 0:35:51.240
<v Speaker 3>a moment that you feel like you just can't get past,

0:35:51.800 --> 0:35:55.600
<v Speaker 3>can all of a sudden later turn into one of

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<v Speaker 3>the best things that you ever went through, either because

0:35:58.360 --> 0:35:59.680
<v Speaker 3>it led you to the right place where you have

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<v Speaker 3>to learn a really hard lesson too.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, so my little therapy.

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<v Speaker 1>I love that. I really love that. I think it's

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<v Speaker 1>a reminder for all of us. And I'm kind of

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<v Speaker 1>from the same train of thought where I feel like

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<v Speaker 1>even things that a few years ago where I would

0:36:15.000 --> 0:36:16.279
<v Speaker 1>look back on and be like, oh that was a

0:36:16.320 --> 0:36:17.719
<v Speaker 1>waste of time or why did I have to go

0:36:17.800 --> 0:36:20.160
<v Speaker 1>through that, it's like, oh, wait, like I had to

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<v Speaker 1>go through all Yeah, because I wouldn't a appreciate where

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<v Speaker 1>I am today or be maybe not even be where

0:36:25.200 --> 0:36:25.800
<v Speaker 1>I am today.

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<v Speaker 2>Yes, yeah, you got to learn what you like, Yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>learn what you don't.

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<v Speaker 3>You got to you gotta waste some time to to

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<v Speaker 3>really value your time.

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<v Speaker 2>Mm hmm.

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<v Speaker 1>Right, so yeah, well Michael, you're not wasting any time. Well,

0:36:38.960 --> 0:36:39.719
<v Speaker 1>you're killing it, right.

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<v Speaker 2>I still waste plenty of time I've never done now.

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<v Speaker 1>I can't wait to see what you do next. I'm

0:36:43.920 --> 0:36:46.440
<v Speaker 1>so curious about these meetings. I'm sure you'll either be

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<v Speaker 1>the next James Bond or some Marvel superhero in person

0:36:52.200 --> 0:36:54.680
<v Speaker 1>and human form, not just be oh sure, Like we're

0:36:54.680 --> 0:36:55.920
<v Speaker 1>gonna throw it all out there, and.

0:36:55.880 --> 0:36:56.880
<v Speaker 2>I can't wait to see.

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<v Speaker 1>It at all than having it's been such a pleasure. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>And everyone can watch Obsession on.

0:37:02.960 --> 0:37:05.120
<v Speaker 3>Video on demand where you can rent it, you can

0:37:05.160 --> 0:37:08.120
<v Speaker 3>buy it. You can watch it at home, still in

0:37:08.120 --> 0:37:09.480
<v Speaker 3>the theater for a little while and know when this

0:37:09.520 --> 0:37:11.239
<v Speaker 3>is area right right, everybody.

0:37:11.000 --> 0:37:13.160
<v Speaker 1>Can watch check it out. Yeah, thank you, man, man,

0:37:13.200 --> 0:37:18.000
<v Speaker 1>appreciate you, thank you. I've never said this before. Is

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