WEBVTT - 6) Dancing with the Devil

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<v Speaker 2>Warning, the following episode contains explicit language and sexual themes.

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<v Speaker 3>When I spoke yesterday for seven and a half hour,

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<v Speaker 3>I realized that it's still there. It didn't heal. You know,

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<v Speaker 3>it didn't. It's still fucking like painful fuck.

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<v Speaker 4>Elia Rosa has returned to my home to continue telling

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<v Speaker 4>her story. Yesterday, she had a seven and a half

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<v Speaker 4>hour therapy session. Part of living with PTSD is never

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<v Speaker 4>known when a small incident, even as an Elia's case

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<v Speaker 4>at a friend's birthday dinner, can send you spiraling into

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<v Speaker 4>a dark place.

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<v Speaker 3>When I'm sharing my story, I want to send a

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<v Speaker 3>message that everyone who suffers needs a professional support. And

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<v Speaker 3>you know, it's really difficult to heal after a big trauma,

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<v Speaker 3>and that's why my therapist took seven hours instead of

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<v Speaker 3>just one. You ask me like, I want to understand you.

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<v Speaker 3>I want to be you. Who am I I don't know?

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<v Speaker 3>I thought I knew. I thought like, oh, like I'm

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<v Speaker 3>this I woke the Red Carpets and I am building

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<v Speaker 3>this business and I'm so successful, everybody say, But in reality,

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<v Speaker 3>actually I'm not. I'm still that girl who was raped

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<v Speaker 3>and abused and went through that view without even understanding

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<v Speaker 3>why would I even do that? Why would I go

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<v Speaker 3>to the military. Why I had to aladd this coronel

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<v Speaker 3>like took advantage of me every single time, And why

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<v Speaker 3>would I train my brain to like having sex with

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<v Speaker 3>him even though I didn't, And every single man I

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<v Speaker 3>had to go and seduce and do all these missions.

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<v Speaker 3>Every single time, I always close that feeling that what

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<v Speaker 3>the fuck you're doing? Why would you do that? And

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<v Speaker 3>I would say, well, I do it for good. You

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<v Speaker 3>know how amazing it sounds when I would say myself,

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<v Speaker 3>I'm saving someone's lives. I'm saving the world. That's why

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<v Speaker 3>I sacrifice my body for this mission to kill you.

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<v Speaker 3>I'm really sorry I had to do that.

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<v Speaker 4>I got on my.

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<v Speaker 3>Juty things a week I.

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<v Speaker 5>Was sold, and my god, I got to tell you.

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<v Speaker 3>I had to kill you.

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<v Speaker 5>Says so.

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<v Speaker 4>Episode six, Chapter thirteen, Tears of Weakness.

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<v Speaker 3>Every day we had gun shooting classes and we would

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<v Speaker 3>go to the shooting range almost every day I had

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<v Speaker 3>to see that cornel and I didn't know how to

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<v Speaker 3>behave and he always looked at me in this weird way.

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<v Speaker 3>And then a few lessons.

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<v Speaker 4>Aliyah had left off her last interview with the story

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<v Speaker 4>of her lessons on seduction and honey trapping. But while

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<v Speaker 4>the teachers in that class expected her to use her

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<v Speaker 4>body to serve the state, there were other officers who

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<v Speaker 4>expected her to use her body to serve them. So

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<v Speaker 4>life at the academy was unsafe for Elia, and there

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<v Speaker 4>was no escape or way out, at least so it seemed.

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<v Speaker 3>And then after three lessons, one of the student came

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<v Speaker 3>and said, like, the Coronel so and so calls you

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<v Speaker 3>to come to his office, like shit. When I was

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<v Speaker 3>working in the hallway, I remember I felt really lost.

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<v Speaker 3>I knocked the door. He invited me to the room

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<v Speaker 3>and he told me to sit down. So I sat

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<v Speaker 3>down in the chair and he asked me, so, how

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<v Speaker 3>is my lessons, my educational progress going on? And I said, well,

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<v Speaker 3>it's going okay. I study, I suppose well. But then

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<v Speaker 3>he said, you know, I can improve your life right now.

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<v Speaker 3>Your life here is not that casual and easier. You

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<v Speaker 3>work as every other student. But I can help you

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<v Speaker 3>with many things, and I can help you with the

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<v Speaker 3>next job positions. I'm very powerful, you know it. I said, yes, sir,

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<v Speaker 3>I know. And he said that there is a special

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<v Speaker 3>department which was established recently by President put In, and

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<v Speaker 3>they're looking for you very professional, very clever, educated agents.

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<v Speaker 3>And he said that I can refer you to this

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<v Speaker 3>department and it's really high level job position. And I'm thinking,

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<v Speaker 3>all this would be great, I guess, and he said

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<v Speaker 3>to me that I can refer you and just take

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<v Speaker 3>off your clothes. And I understood something that moment. I understood.

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<v Speaker 3>First of all, if I want to survive here without

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<v Speaker 3>any male student, just come to my dorm and just

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<v Speaker 3>take advantage of my body. And this cornel is the

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<v Speaker 3>main teachers, so if I will have like protection from him,

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<v Speaker 3>then nobody will touch me.

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<v Speaker 4>Fortunately, Elia's training was all about seducing and controlling men

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<v Speaker 4>with more power than herself. But would it work on

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<v Speaker 4>the predator who had sent her to that training.

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<v Speaker 3>Second, I remembered when our female teacher said in the class,

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<v Speaker 3>you will be dealing with criminals, so how can you

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<v Speaker 3>make criminals to commit to you? And falling in love

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<v Speaker 3>with you, and she told us there is like, you know,

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<v Speaker 3>step by step strategy which you can use. So I

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<v Speaker 3>was thinking, I don't want to be used just like buddy,

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<v Speaker 3>but if I have to, I will do it, but

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<v Speaker 3>I will do it on my conditions if I have

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<v Speaker 3>to play your game like Eventually, Alvin and I.

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<v Speaker 4>Started the game, and so Leah studied her seduction lessons

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<v Speaker 4>with extra diligence, with the intention of using these techniques

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<v Speaker 4>not just to protect her country, but to protect herself.

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<v Speaker 4>The first step of this game speaking herself stand out

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<v Speaker 4>is more than another student for the colonel to abuse,

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<v Speaker 4>but as someone who he saw as more special with

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<v Speaker 4>greater potential.

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<v Speaker 3>I had to plant in his hat a seed that

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<v Speaker 3>potentially I could be his protege and I could be

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<v Speaker 3>that special for him close to his heart. And I

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<v Speaker 3>didn't know by that time if I could do it

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<v Speaker 3>or not, but I thought, you know what, let me

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<v Speaker 3>just use these techniques, you know, practice it on him,

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<v Speaker 3>and let's see what will happen.

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<v Speaker 4>She immediately began developing and executing this plan step by step.

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<v Speaker 4>It started with a lesson she learned on the first

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<v Speaker 4>day of class.

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<v Speaker 3>It was a long process. First of all, I had

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<v Speaker 3>to train my brain to like him. I had to

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<v Speaker 3>show him that I really enjoyed, which I didn't of course.

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<v Speaker 3>So I put on my wall his photo and started

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<v Speaker 3>to look at him and trying to find some sort

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<v Speaker 3>of positive things he may have. But he didn't, so

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<v Speaker 3>I tried. I tried to trick my brain, telling my

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<v Speaker 3>brain that he's not so bad. You know, he's still educating,

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<v Speaker 3>like many students to be the best agents, and he

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<v Speaker 3>helps them. I would say he was a good man

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<v Speaker 3>at some point, like somewhere, So it helped me to

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<v Speaker 3>look at him in a way where I would respect

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<v Speaker 3>him for his kind of actions. I wouldn't respect him

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<v Speaker 3>what he did to me or some odded girls.

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<v Speaker 4>It's uncomfortable to hear the story of a victim training

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<v Speaker 4>herself to like her abuse her, but tragically this can

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<v Speaker 4>be the norm in a society where predators have absolute

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<v Speaker 4>power over victims who have no other recourse. In the

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<v Speaker 4>Gulag Archipelago, author Alexander Soljanitson's famous book on the Soviet

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<v Speaker 4>prison camps, he tells this story of what happened to

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<v Speaker 4>women there.

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<v Speaker 5>Attractiveness was a curse. Such a woman had a constant

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<v Speaker 5>stream of visitors on her bunk and was constantly surrounded.

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<v Speaker 5>They propositioned her and threatened her with beatings and knives,

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<v Speaker 5>and she had no hope of being able to stand

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<v Speaker 5>up against it, but only to be smart about whom

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<v Speaker 5>she gave in to, to pick the kind of man

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<v Speaker 5>to defend her with his name and his knife from

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<v Speaker 5>all the rest from the next in line, from the

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<v Speaker 5>whole greedy queue.

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<v Speaker 4>After Lea convinced herself to start liking the monster who

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<v Speaker 4>would hopefully become her protector, the next step was to

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<v Speaker 4>brainwash him into liking her.

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<v Speaker 3>I started from compliments. Female teacher said that every compliment

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<v Speaker 3>has to be very authentic and it has to be

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<v Speaker 3>very related to what man does in his life, not

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<v Speaker 3>the way he look. So man really appreciates compliments when

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<v Speaker 3>it goes towards his actions. Man connects with you faster.

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<v Speaker 3>Every time I would say my coronel, I would tell

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<v Speaker 3>him some compliments like that, so he would get used

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<v Speaker 3>to it.

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<v Speaker 4>As a Leah's plan progressed, she attacked the one vector

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<v Speaker 4>on which almost all men are vulnerable, even when like

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<v Speaker 4>the colonel, they know the game, and that factor is

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<v Speaker 4>the male ego.

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<v Speaker 3>My cornel. By that time he was forty eight, so

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<v Speaker 3>for him it was very important about his sex performance,

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<v Speaker 3>and I had to put it into his brain that

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<v Speaker 3>the sex performance was so amazing to me. I created

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<v Speaker 3>that situation for him where I said, I'm so grateful

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<v Speaker 3>for giving me such an amazing experience and amazing pleasure

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<v Speaker 3>because I have never had it before. Instead of telling

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<v Speaker 3>him you have bustard, you like almostraate me and you

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<v Speaker 3>take advantage of my body every single time, I made

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<v Speaker 3>it opposite because I told him the story about my

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<v Speaker 3>first sex experience when I was raped by my coll

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<v Speaker 3>and I said that I couldn't feel anything and I

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<v Speaker 3>felt so bad, and I you know, I thought, like

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<v Speaker 3>sex doesn't have any pleasure, and now I know how

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<v Speaker 3>to feel pleasure. And I would just say to him

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<v Speaker 3>from that perspective where he is just a sex guru,

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<v Speaker 3>a sex machine, you know, who can perform any moment, anytime,

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<v Speaker 3>that he's just amazing.

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<v Speaker 4>Complimenting the Colonel sexually though was not enough. However, it

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<v Speaker 4>built up enough trust so that Aliyah could start flattering

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<v Speaker 4>him emotionally as well.

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<v Speaker 3>I wrote a letter. It was full of compliments. I

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<v Speaker 3>started from the words, I really appreciate having you in

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<v Speaker 3>my life because I've been so lonely and I didn't

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<v Speaker 3>know anything. And in this letter I shared a little

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<v Speaker 3>bit the story where I felt like a victim and

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<v Speaker 3>he helped me to go through my traumatic experience. In fact,

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<v Speaker 3>he didn't, but I made him in this story to

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<v Speaker 3>be a hero, because the female teach us that if

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<v Speaker 3>you create a story and you make your target to

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<v Speaker 3>be a hero in your story where he saves you,

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<v Speaker 3>he feels good about himself. It was not real, but

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<v Speaker 3>you made him to be this hero.

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<v Speaker 4>Meanwhile, the classes continued and the techniques became more and

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<v Speaker 4>more physical. Every time Aliyah took notes on what would

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<v Speaker 4>work on the kernel.

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<v Speaker 3>Because you were five girls in the class, we did

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<v Speaker 3>massages to each other. One of the massages was like

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<v Speaker 3>sexy massage, how to give pleasure during massage to men

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<v Speaker 3>or women. Also, there are certain dots on the body,

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<v Speaker 3>certain spots which you need to pressure, because we would

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<v Speaker 3>call it like dots of sexuality and dots of honesty

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<v Speaker 3>and also dots of killing, like when you can basically

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<v Speaker 3>kill by this pressuring these spots. But if you pressure,

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<v Speaker 3>if you touch the spots of honesty and sexuality, then

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<v Speaker 3>your target most likely will have like strong connection with you,

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<v Speaker 3>and then your target can tell you any information and

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<v Speaker 3>basically trust you.

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<v Speaker 4>The massage techniques really learned, we're mixed with the teachings

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<v Speaker 4>of NLP or neuro linguistic programming, specifically a concept called anchoring. Ironically,

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<v Speaker 4>this exact technique was also part of the book I

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<v Speaker 4>wrote about how pickup artists work in the United States.

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<v Speaker 4>Here's an explanation of that technique from the audiobook two

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<v Speaker 4>Time orlen Over and Whispered. That's anchoring. It's when you

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<v Speaker 4>associate a physical feeling like attraction with a touch or gesture. Now,

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<v Speaker 4>every time Ross raises his hand like that, she gets

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<v Speaker 4>attracted to him. And as this pickup artist was anchoring women,

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<v Speaker 4>he was trying to date in La Aliyah at almost

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<v Speaker 4>the exact same time in the early two thousands, was

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<v Speaker 4>doing this to the kernel to save herself from these

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<v Speaker 4>types of men.

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<v Speaker 3>There is one important thing which I did to him.

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<v Speaker 3>That's why he wanted to see me every day. I

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<v Speaker 3>put an anchor with the positive memory into his brain.

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<v Speaker 3>It's exactly how our female teacher told us to do. So.

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<v Speaker 3>When I was doing massage, I said, well, I wanted

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<v Speaker 3>to relax close your eyes and memorize the best day

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<v Speaker 3>of your life, the best when you felt so good,

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<v Speaker 3>so amazing, and so happy. And he started to remember

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<v Speaker 3>that day when he was awarded with his coronal rank,

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<v Speaker 3>and he said it was a parade and he was

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<v Speaker 3>very proud of himself and it was one of the

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<v Speaker 3>best days of his life. And when he was telling

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<v Speaker 3>me that when I was doing massage, I was pressing

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<v Speaker 3>some bodied spots. So next time, if you touch the

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<v Speaker 3>same spots, he will remember again good memories. This is

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<v Speaker 3>the anchor.

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<v Speaker 4>The next step was for Leah to connect herself to

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<v Speaker 4>those good memories, to get the kernel to make a

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<v Speaker 4>personal emotional attachment to her.

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<v Speaker 3>So I asked some of you know students, and I've

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<v Speaker 3>heard some of the conversations that Mike Cornell had similar

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<v Speaker 3>background as me. He was sent by his dad to

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<v Speaker 3>the military. And I decided to take it as a

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<v Speaker 3>tool to connect him with me. His brain will think

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<v Speaker 3>that I can trust her because she had the same background.

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<v Speaker 3>So I started to share my life story and I said, well,

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<v Speaker 3>you know, my father, as you know, like he sent

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<v Speaker 3>me here and my grandfather was national hero. And I said,

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<v Speaker 3>you know, I just feel so obliged that they have

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<v Speaker 3>to be proud of myself. And I feel like I'm

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<v Speaker 3>so weak and I'm so inexperience, and I just feel

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<v Speaker 3>so lost and so lonely. And I started to cry,

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<v Speaker 3>you know, like these tears like women tears, the tears

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<v Speaker 3>of weakness, because every man wants to see that he's

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<v Speaker 3>stronger than a woman, and strengths of woman is in

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<v Speaker 3>her weakness. So I sat on the sofa and I

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<v Speaker 3>started to cry, like just like a little mouse, you know,

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<v Speaker 3>without like to being too hysterical or too dramatic.

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<v Speaker 4>Eliah's plan worked, and soon the colonel was consoling her

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<v Speaker 4>by sharing his own experiences growing up with a father

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<v Speaker 4>who also sent him to the military when he was

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<v Speaker 4>a teenager.

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<v Speaker 3>And when I was sitting and presenting that I'm crying,

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<v Speaker 3>I was thinking, this is exactly what I wanted. So

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<v Speaker 3>he started to relate his story to my life him.

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<v Speaker 3>But yeah, but how would you become so powerful and

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<v Speaker 3>so successful? I don't have any idea how to do it,

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<v Speaker 3>I said. I want to be like you. I want

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<v Speaker 3>to be the female version of yourself because I admire

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<v Speaker 3>you so much. You're just perfect. Please help me. What

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<v Speaker 3>can I do. And that moment I looked into his

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<v Speaker 3>eyes and it was important to read his reaction when

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<v Speaker 3>I would tell him this word, and I saw that

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<v Speaker 3>a rising desire to teach me and help me. That's

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<v Speaker 3>the moment where I understood that he's on board.

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<v Speaker 4>Chapter fourteen the assignment. As Eliah's seduction escalated, so too

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<v Speaker 4>did the teachings in her classes. Until one day, as

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<v Speaker 4>you started to hear at the end of episode four,

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<v Speaker 4>she walked into the room to discover an unusual scene

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<v Speaker 4>set up even for this place, and.

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<v Speaker 3>Every table we had dilda, we had lubricant and condoms.

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<v Speaker 3>I was really shocked. Then our female teachers said, today

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<v Speaker 3>we have a special lesson and this is very powerful

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<v Speaker 3>techniques which I will just show you. If you want

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<v Speaker 3>to terminate your target, it's very important. So you need

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<v Speaker 3>to write everything wherever I'm telling you and then practice

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<v Speaker 3>it on your dildo. The way she explained to us,

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<v Speaker 3>She said, every man pride is in his lower body part.

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<v Speaker 3>She opened the condom, she put the condom on the

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<v Speaker 3>dildo and replaced our dilders, and we put on the

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<v Speaker 3>top of the condom and we just looked at her.

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<v Speaker 3>She started explaining that knowing how to make your target

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<v Speaker 3>to have an orgasm according the time you want. It's

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<v Speaker 3>very important.

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<v Speaker 4>Aliah goes on to explain in more depth how the

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<v Speaker 4>teacher taught them to count out a rhythm and slow

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<v Speaker 4>down or speed up in order to control the exact

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<v Speaker 4>moment when their target would orgasm. Be at as most vulnerable.

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<v Speaker 4>She then covered other techniques designed to get a man

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<v Speaker 4>to surrender his logical mind to desire.

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<v Speaker 3>Very important for us was to give our target the

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<v Speaker 3>understanding that it could be the best sex experience in

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<v Speaker 3>his life, so he had to be hooked on it,

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<v Speaker 3>and he would want to give something for this experience.

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<v Speaker 3>Because we were not prostitutes, we were not hookers. Our

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<v Speaker 3>mission was to get information out of our targets and

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<v Speaker 3>hook them on our skills. I understood, if I want

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<v Speaker 3>to be the best, I have to learn it. But

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<v Speaker 3>she said you shouldn't do it quite often, so you

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<v Speaker 3>should just give some some teas that you can do it,

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<v Speaker 3>and you can reward him by doing that when he

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<v Speaker 3>does something to you. For example, if your target gives

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<v Speaker 3>the information you need, you can reward him with the

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<v Speaker 3>very special oral sex techniques which he's never been experienced before.

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<v Speaker 3>If he doesn't do it, then it could be just

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<v Speaker 3>sex without oral sex. You know you give me information,

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<v Speaker 3>I give you perfect oral sex.

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<v Speaker 4>Leah clarifies that there were two different situations for which

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<v Speaker 4>he was taught these techniques. The first was to kill

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<v Speaker 4>a target.

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<v Speaker 3>I learned that if you know how to do perfect

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<v Speaker 3>oral sex, it's one of the biggest power you can

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<v Speaker 3>have over man. By just knowing this, you can easily

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<v Speaker 3>kill your target.

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<v Speaker 4>The second was to get a target to trust you

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<v Speaker 4>and give you regular information without ever knowing you're an

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<v Speaker 4>undercover agent. And it was these techniques that would allow

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<v Speaker 4>Lee to actually shift your power relationship with the colonel

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<v Speaker 4>so that she started to become the one with the control.

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<v Speaker 3>But if you need your target to trust you and

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<v Speaker 3>to believe you, and you need to get some information,

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<v Speaker 3>you must make him to believe that you trust him. First,

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<v Speaker 3>when he is releasing and you touching him in his

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<v Speaker 3>neck or somewhere very private, then that moment the body

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<v Speaker 3>remembers this touch. So the next time, if you want

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<v Speaker 3>him again to get hird or give you information or

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<v Speaker 3>do something you need, you touch that spot. That's it.

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<v Speaker 3>When you say words, you're the best man in my life.

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<v Speaker 3>I trust you, I'll always be here for you. I

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<v Speaker 3>love you. Like all this words, I mean, all this

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<v Speaker 3>total bullshit, but yeah it works.

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<v Speaker 4>At the end of the class, the moment came that

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<v Speaker 4>Ale hadreaded most the teacher's homework assignment. The goal of

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<v Speaker 4>this one was a degree of brainwashing that was evil

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<v Speaker 4>even for here. To desensitize these young students to the

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<v Speaker 4>act of sex.

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<v Speaker 3>She said, you have to be sexually opened, very open,

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<v Speaker 3>so when you have sex with your target, you wouldn't

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<v Speaker 3>be attached. And in order not to be attached, you

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<v Speaker 3>have to have sex with many, many partners. So for you,

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<v Speaker 3>sex wouldn't be a big event in your life. It

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<v Speaker 3>would be like normal daily routine. She just said, like, well,

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<v Speaker 3>you need to have a more sex partners, and it's easy.

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<v Speaker 3>You have like full house of like practicing tools. Just

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<v Speaker 3>go and practice basically.

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<v Speaker 4>After the class, Eliah went to see the colonel again

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<v Speaker 4>and for the first time, she had something she needed

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<v Speaker 4>him to protect her from.

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<v Speaker 3>When I spoke with him, he asked, me, okay, so

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<v Speaker 3>what did you learn, Like did you already started to

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<v Speaker 3>learn like oral sex techniques? And I said, well, yeah,

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<v Speaker 3>we started, so he said, look Okay, so what exactly

0:27:22.400 --> 0:27:25.959
<v Speaker 3>did you teach you? So when I would show him

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<v Speaker 3>the way I always thought he would correct me and say, oh,

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<v Speaker 3>like she doesn't give you all the techniques, or like

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<v Speaker 3>ask about this technique, or like you should practice more,

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<v Speaker 3>this is the way you should do it.

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<v Speaker 4>This moment, when the colonel stepped into the role of

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<v Speaker 4>mentor and Aliyah as protege, created an opportunity for Leah

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<v Speaker 4>to ask for her first favor.

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<v Speaker 3>I told him about my teacher, my major, who said

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<v Speaker 3>that we should have like different partners, and I said

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<v Speaker 3>that I am not really in to that because I

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<v Speaker 3>just I want you, only you as my sex partner.

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<v Speaker 3>I don't want anyone to take me. I just want

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<v Speaker 3>only you. That moment, I wanted to trigger and play

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<v Speaker 3>on his ego it's only you.

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<v Speaker 4>The colonel took the bait and made his first move

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<v Speaker 4>toward protecting Leah, But there were consequences because it turned

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<v Speaker 4>out that the major who was teaching Leah's class was

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<v Speaker 4>also sleeping with the colonel.

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<v Speaker 3>So after that conversation, then the major found out that

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<v Speaker 3>I sleep with her lover, basically because he told her

0:28:47.160 --> 0:28:49.960
<v Speaker 3>you can educate her, but do not give her these

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<v Speaker 3>tasks and don't send her to any other tasks. That's

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<v Speaker 3>where it was the point when she started to hate me.

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<v Speaker 4>There was a clear motive for the hate. The tactics

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<v Speaker 4>the major had totally were working all too well on

0:29:07.640 --> 0:29:11.320
<v Speaker 4>the kernel. Soon Elia didn't even have to ask him

0:29:11.400 --> 0:29:14.320
<v Speaker 4>to protect her. He did it on his own and

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<v Speaker 4>in his own way.

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<v Speaker 3>There was a moment where I started to be very

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<v Speaker 3>important to him, like dear to his heart, where he

0:29:25.040 --> 0:29:31.840
<v Speaker 3>asked me the name and the department where my colleague

0:29:32.240 --> 0:29:37.880
<v Speaker 3>who raped me works. That's the moment I understood that

0:29:37.920 --> 0:29:41.960
<v Speaker 3>he cared about me, So I did it right. So

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<v Speaker 3>all these techniques which I implemented on him, which I

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<v Speaker 3>used on him, I thought, like, it does work.

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<v Speaker 4>That's all a Leah thought about it at the time.

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<v Speaker 4>But then several months later she received the news.

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<v Speaker 3>A few months later, my colleague from the same department

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<v Speaker 3>where I had my internship. He told me that my

0:30:11.160 --> 0:30:15.120
<v Speaker 3>former colleague who reaped me was found dead in his

0:30:15.200 --> 0:30:23.240
<v Speaker 3>apartment and the police stated that it was a suicide.

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<v Speaker 3>I don't know. I had thoughts that it may not

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<v Speaker 3>be suicide. Perhaps my coronell had some involvement in his death.

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<v Speaker 4>Leah's story continues in episode seven, available now. Continue listening

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