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Speaker 2: Warning, the following episode contains explicit language and sexual themes.

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Speaker 3: When I spoke yesterday for seven and a half hour,

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Speaker 3: I realized that it's still there. It didn't heal. You know,

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Speaker 3: it didn't. It's still fucking like painful fuck.

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Speaker 4: Elia Rosa has returned to my home to continue telling

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Speaker 4: her story. Yesterday, she had a seven and a half

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Speaker 4: hour therapy session. Part of living with PTSD is never

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Speaker 4: known when a small incident, even as an Elia's case

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Speaker 4: at a friend's birthday dinner, can send you spiraling into

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Speaker 4: a dark place.

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Speaker 3: When I'm sharing my story, I want to send a

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Speaker 3: message that everyone who suffers needs a professional support. And

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Speaker 3: you know, it's really difficult to heal after a big trauma,

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Speaker 3: and that's why my therapist took seven hours instead of

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Speaker 3: just one. You ask me like, I want to understand you.

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Speaker 3: I want to be you. Who am I I don't know?

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Speaker 3: I thought I knew. I thought like, oh, like I'm

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Speaker 3: this I woke the Red Carpets and I am building

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Speaker 3: this business and I'm so successful, everybody say, But in reality,

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Speaker 3: actually I'm not. I'm still that girl who was raped

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Speaker 3: and abused and went through that view without even understanding

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Speaker 3: why would I even do that? Why would I go

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Speaker 3: to the military. Why I had to aladd this coronel

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Speaker 3: like took advantage of me every single time, And why

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Speaker 3: would I train my brain to like having sex with

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Speaker 3: him even though I didn't, And every single man I

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Speaker 3: had to go and seduce and do all these missions.

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Speaker 3: Every single time, I always close that feeling that what

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Speaker 3: the fuck you're doing? Why would you do that? And

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Speaker 3: I would say, well, I do it for good. You

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Speaker 3: know how amazing it sounds when I would say myself,

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Speaker 3: I'm saving someone's lives. I'm saving the world. That's why

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Speaker 3: I sacrifice my body for this mission to kill you.

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Speaker 3: I'm really sorry I had to do that.

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Speaker 4: I got on my.

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Speaker 3: Juty things a week I.

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Speaker 5: Was sold, and my god, I got to tell you.

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Speaker 3: I had to kill you.

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Speaker 5: Says so.

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Speaker 4: Episode six, Chapter thirteen, Tears of Weakness.

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Speaker 3: Every day we had gun shooting classes and we would

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Speaker 3: And then a few lessons.

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Speaker 4: Aliyah had left off her last interview with the story

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Speaker 4: of her lessons on seduction and honey trapping. But while

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Speaker 4: the teachers in that class expected her to use her

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Speaker 4: expected her to use her body to serve them. So

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Speaker 4: life at the academy was unsafe for Elia, and there

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Speaker 4: was no escape or way out, at least so it seemed.

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Speaker 3: And then after three lessons, one of the student came

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Speaker 3: and said, like, the Coronel so and so calls you

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Speaker 3: I knocked the door. He invited me to the room

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Speaker 3: he said, you know, I can improve your life right now.

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Speaker 3: Your life here is not that casual and easier. You

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Speaker 3: work as every other student. But I can help you

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Speaker 3: with many things, and I can help you with the

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Speaker 3: next job positions. I'm very powerful, you know it. I said, yes, sir,

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Speaker 3: I know. And he said that there is a special

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Speaker 3: department which was established recently by President put In, and

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Speaker 3: they're looking for you very professional, very clever, educated agents.

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Speaker 3: And he said that I can refer you to this

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Speaker 3: First of all, if I want to survive here without

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Speaker 4: Fortunately, Elia's training was all about seducing and controlling men

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Speaker 4: with more power than herself. But would it work on

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Speaker 3: Second, I remembered when our female teacher said in the class,

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Speaker 3: you will be dealing with criminals, so how can you

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Speaker 3: was thinking, I don't want to be used just like buddy,

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Speaker 3: but if I have to, I will do it, but

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Speaker 3: I will do it on my conditions if I have

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Speaker 3: to play your game like Eventually, Alvin and I.

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Speaker 4: Started the game, and so Leah studied her seduction lessons

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Speaker 4: with extra diligence, with the intention of using these techniques

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Speaker 4: not just to protect her country, but to protect herself.

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Speaker 4: The first step of this game speaking herself stand out

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Speaker 4: but as someone who he saw as more special with

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Speaker 3: I had to plant in his hat a seed that

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Speaker 3: didn't know by that time if I could do it

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Speaker 4: She immediately began developing and executing this plan step by step.

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Speaker 4: It started with a lesson she learned on the first

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Speaker 3: It was a long process. First of all, I had

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Speaker 3: show him that I really enjoyed, which I didn't of course.

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Speaker 3: So I put on my wall his photo and started

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Speaker 3: to look at him and trying to find some sort

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Speaker 3: I tried. I tried to trick my brain, telling my

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Speaker 3: like many students to be the best agents, and he

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Speaker 4: It's uncomfortable to hear the story of a victim training

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Speaker 4: be the norm in a society where predators have absolute

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Speaker 4: Gulag Archipelago, author Alexander Soljanitson's famous book on the Soviet

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Speaker 5: Attractiveness was a curse. Such a woman had a constant

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Speaker 5: stream of visitors on her bunk and was constantly surrounded.

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Speaker 5: They propositioned her and threatened her with beatings and knives,

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Speaker 5: all the rest from the next in line, from the

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Speaker 4: After Lea convinced herself to start liking the monster who

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Speaker 3: I started from compliments. Female teacher said that every compliment

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Speaker 3: it goes towards his actions. Man connects with you faster.

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Speaker 3: Every time I would say my coronel, I would tell

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Speaker 4: As a Leah's plan progressed, she attacked the one vector

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Speaker 3: My cornel. By that time he was forty eight, so

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Speaker 3: because I have never had it before. Instead of telling

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Speaker 4: Complimenting the Colonel sexually though was not enough. However, it

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Speaker 3: I wrote a letter. It was full of compliments. I

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Speaker 4: Meanwhile, the classes continued and the techniques became more and

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Speaker 3: Because you were five girls in the class, we did

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Speaker 3: sexy massage, how to give pleasure during massage to men

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Speaker 3: or women. Also, there are certain dots on the body,

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Speaker 3: if you touch the spots of honesty and sexuality, then

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Speaker 4: The massage techniques really learned, we're mixed with the teachings

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Speaker 4: of NLP or neuro linguistic programming, specifically a concept called anchoring. Ironically,

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Speaker 4: this exact technique was also part of the book I

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Speaker 4: wrote about how pickup artists work in the United States.

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Speaker 4: Here's an explanation of that technique from the audiobook two

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Speaker 4: Time orlen Over and Whispered. That's anchoring. It's when you

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Speaker 4: Chapter fourteen the assignment. As Eliah's seduction escalated, so too

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Speaker 3: Every table we had dilda, we had lubricant and condoms.

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Speaker 3: I was really shocked. Then our female teachers said, today

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Speaker 3: She said, every man pride is in his lower body part.

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Speaker 3: She started explaining that knowing how to make your target

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Speaker 4: Aliah goes on to explain in more depth how the

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Speaker 4: She then covered other techniques designed to get a man

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Speaker 3: Very important for us was to give our target the

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Speaker 3: Because we were not prostitutes, we were not hookers. Our

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Speaker 4: Leah clarifies that there were two different situations for which

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Speaker 3: I learned that if you know how to do perfect

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Speaker 4: The second was to get a target to trust you

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Speaker 3: She said, you have to be sexually opened, very open,

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Speaker 3: You have like full house of like practicing tools. Just

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Speaker 4: After the class, Eliah went to see the colonel again

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Speaker 3: When I spoke with him, he asked, me, okay, so

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Speaker 4: This moment, when the colonel stepped into the role of

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Speaker 3: I told him about my teacher, my major, who said

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Speaker 4: There was a clear motive for the hate. The tactics

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Speaker 4: That's all a Leah thought about it at the time.

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