WEBVTT - The Internet Is Dead (with LaRussell) 0:00:02.040 --> 0:00:04.840 I think that's why I always avoided that corner of 0:00:04.880 --> 0:00:07.960 the Internet, was the fear that I would be like, oh, 0:00:08.039 --> 0:00:12.639 I do need this, I actually want this more than 0:00:12.680 --> 0:00:15.400 I realized. And now I'm sick of Yeah you know 0:00:15.480 --> 0:00:17.480 what I mean. Now I'm like really on some weird 0:00:17.560 --> 0:00:20.400 ship and I should Yeah the man. 0:00:20.560 --> 0:00:23.759 Honestly, mine was always about hustle, Like I was always 0:00:23.760 --> 0:00:26.560 trying to find ways to make money or like get 0:00:26.640 --> 0:00:27.920 unlimited porn passes. 0:00:28.160 --> 0:00:32.800 Okay, that's also that is also making money, like it 0:00:32.920 --> 0:00:38.400 comes from the same comes from the same place I 0:00:38.400 --> 0:00:40.479 would have before I got my first credit card. I 0:00:40.720 --> 0:00:44.320 killed somebody for Bang Bros. Three day whoa like because 0:00:44.320 --> 0:00:45.960 you wouldn't see it, and you'd be like, man, that 0:00:46.000 --> 0:00:50.320 would be and see days, that's. 0:00:50.159 --> 0:00:54.440 All that's enough to bring Jesus man, that's all I 0:00:54.520 --> 0:00:59.000 need today he had seven three exactly. 0:00:59.520 --> 0:01:01.279 If that ain't I'm living off for two days worth 0:01:01.280 --> 0:01:04.200 the actual memories and I've been wearing that ship out. 0:01:04.280 --> 0:01:07.560 Yeah yeah, three days unlimited three days would go crazy. 0:01:08.200 --> 0:01:13.720 Even now. 0:01:15.640 --> 0:01:16.959 My chips in your. 0:01:19.160 --> 0:01:30.920 Quality Bears are racists money turkey stuff. I can't tell me. 0:01:33.520 --> 0:01:38.479 Cadillac Grills, CDC Chills, check out the oil, my Catalyac skills. 0:01:38.800 --> 0:01:42.240 Welcome on Mama's Your gentiles are like to another phenomenal 0:01:42.319 --> 0:01:44.480 episode of My Mama Told. 0:01:44.200 --> 0:01:47.039 Me, the podcast where we dive deep deep into the 0:01:47.120 --> 0:01:49.200 pockets of black conspiracy theories. 0:01:49.520 --> 0:01:54.520 Does he say what? Does he say? First? Cadillac chills, 0:01:54.520 --> 0:02:00.760 Cadillac grill, Cadillac fields, Yeah, wheels, Cadillac is grills something. 0:02:00.480 --> 0:02:03.760 With an F sound more than I think a chill sound. 0:02:03.840 --> 0:02:07.600 Okay, So Cadillac fields, Cadillac. Did you say, Cadiac wheels? 0:02:07.640 --> 0:02:10.480 You know what? You know? What wheels? 0:02:11.040 --> 0:02:13.640 Cadillac will, Cadillac grill? 0:02:14.000 --> 0:02:18.760 Check out the oil my Cadillac spills? Man, what a run? 0:02:19.000 --> 0:02:22.360 Cadillac Cadillac meals? 0:02:22.480 --> 0:02:26.040 You ever like listen to old rap that you thought 0:02:26.200 --> 0:02:29.760 was like, damn, this nigga going, and then you listen 0:02:29.880 --> 0:02:31.000 at thirty and you're like. 0:02:33.120 --> 0:02:34.760 Bro, that's bro. 0:02:34.919 --> 0:02:39.360 Every we've been mamboozled. Every damn like we have we 0:02:39.520 --> 0:02:45.000 been mamboz I mean, I mean bro, we talk about 0:02:45.000 --> 0:02:45.680 it a lot on here. 0:02:45.720 --> 0:02:47.760 The amount of music that I grew up in my 0:02:47.880 --> 0:02:51.920 room thinking like I'm a genius. I'm a genius for listening. 0:02:51.960 --> 0:02:52.560 You know what I'm saying? 0:02:52.840 --> 0:02:56.800 Truly I understand the greater truths of the world because 0:02:56.840 --> 0:02:59.160 I'm tapped in right over here. Yeah, and then you 0:02:59.280 --> 0:03:01.639 listen to it later and you're like you about a 0:03:01.720 --> 0:03:02.800 goddamn thing. 0:03:02.840 --> 0:03:03.520 Or it's just like. 0:03:05.520 --> 0:03:07.520 Not contribute to the culture. 0:03:07.320 --> 0:03:14.320 Brocting, Like, Bro, what did this nigga say? It's been 0:03:14.360 --> 0:03:16.359 a few niggas like I had to be like, what 0:03:16.400 --> 0:03:17.080 did he say? 0:03:17.240 --> 0:03:18.080 What did he knew? 0:03:18.680 --> 0:03:26.079 He had a knitthat hat was crazy? Because listen, there's 0:03:26.240 --> 0:03:29.000 I just man, so many lines I think about or 0:03:29.160 --> 0:03:31.440 just rap that we were told was good. So I 0:03:31.480 --> 0:03:34.000 listened to it on the idea of it being good. 0:03:34.400 --> 0:03:36.360 And now I come back and I'm like, I don't 0:03:37.560 --> 0:03:41.560 I don't think that, Like I think you like karate? Yeah, yeah, 0:03:41.800 --> 0:03:45.680 you know what I'm saying. I think that if that's cool. 0:03:45.800 --> 0:03:47.800 I think you were a weirdo. I think you were weirdo. 0:03:47.880 --> 0:03:48.640 I think I'm weird. 0:03:48.800 --> 0:03:51.440 I think I used to gravitate to weirdos. And I 0:03:51.520 --> 0:03:56.200 think sometimes weirdos are just weird and not necessarily talented 0:03:56.360 --> 0:03:59.840 because they're weird, right, which is like, no, you're you're 0:03:59.840 --> 0:04:01.560 a dude, And I like that. 0:04:01.920 --> 0:04:03.120 I'm always gonna be a fan of that. 0:04:03.200 --> 0:04:03.320 Bro. 0:04:03.560 --> 0:04:07.480 That's truthfully why I'd rather be nonsense. Like then the 0:04:07.520 --> 0:04:10.080 people who are trying to put us on ghost face. 0:04:10.240 --> 0:04:12.720 Was like, yeah, sometimes I'm just saying shit and like 0:04:12.840 --> 0:04:15.880 that to me feels like a better form of expression 0:04:16.400 --> 0:04:18.480 than like trying to make me feel like it's something 0:04:18.960 --> 0:04:22.080 that it's not, you know what I mean? Yeah, because 0:04:22.120 --> 0:04:23.840 that's so crazy. I sing about this the other day. 0:04:23.839 --> 0:04:25.720 I was listening to me and my little me and 0:04:25.800 --> 0:04:28.520 my little brother were listening to Michael Jackson, and I 0:04:28.720 --> 0:04:30.880 was like, Bro, Michael Jackson, the coldest shit is like 0:04:31.600 --> 0:04:34.800 the words are the least important part of the whole thing, 0:04:35.720 --> 0:04:38.840 Like the actual words feel, it's the feel behind it. 0:04:39.440 --> 0:04:44.080 And then you're like, yes, the words still meant something right, 0:04:44.240 --> 0:04:47.760 Like their songs were always actually talking about some steal. 0:04:48.680 --> 0:04:53.160 But I'm like, I used to be the biggest low 0:04:53.200 --> 0:04:56.800 Wayne fan. Yeah, like I thought low Wayne was the great, 0:04:56.880 --> 0:05:01.040 Like this is the greatest rapper alive. When you go back, 0:05:02.520 --> 0:05:04.440 we all got to mid thirty two, bro, I'll be 0:05:04.760 --> 0:05:07.440 I'll be going back. I'll go back because I'm like, man, 0:05:07.480 --> 0:05:13.600 I gotta whoa what was it? And I'm like, out 0:05:13.680 --> 0:05:17.080 of five hundred songs, he's probably really talked about something 0:05:18.200 --> 0:05:19.760 in twenty and thirty of them. 0:05:20.400 --> 0:05:22.560 The thing is, though, in those ones. 0:05:22.400 --> 0:05:25.840 That he did, it's like, man, miss my dogs and 0:05:25.920 --> 0:05:28.760 tie my hands in some of my favorite songs ever, Okay, 0:05:28.839 --> 0:05:31.680 feel me. But when you go through the catalog, you're like, 0:05:31.839 --> 0:05:33.719 what the fuck is he talking about. 0:05:33.880 --> 0:05:36.720 It's a lot of creative ways of saying he got pussy. 0:05:37.040 --> 0:05:40.040 And money because it always need to be more than that, 0:05:40.320 --> 0:05:43.600 because he wasn't coming to a saying it was anything other. No, 0:05:43.960 --> 0:05:47.080 then here's how I get pussy in a different way. 0:05:47.600 --> 0:05:48.960 And it's like, damn, this is just said. 0:05:53.720 --> 0:05:58.560 It's crazy though, because like to be so influential and 0:05:58.760 --> 0:06:03.599 not like say things that really really change people lives. 0:06:03.920 --> 0:06:07.920 It's praising me and I'm I'm I was a huge 0:06:08.440 --> 0:06:11.560 way fan and it took me getting older to be like. 0:06:14.640 --> 0:06:18.560 From this, I think to your earlier point there there's 0:06:18.680 --> 0:06:21.920 a it's another realization of like, oh, I ain't got 0:06:22.000 --> 0:06:23.599 nobody in here trying to help. 0:06:23.480 --> 0:06:24.520 Me move forward. 0:06:24.800 --> 0:06:28.320 That's that's the one dude to be like, hey man, 0:06:28.360 --> 0:06:29.520 you ain't ain't got to be over there. 0:06:29.640 --> 0:06:32.560 You go try this ship, bro. That That's that's the 0:06:32.640 --> 0:06:35.080 difficulty I feel like of getting older is these people 0:06:35.200 --> 0:06:38.920 that were heroes, not necessarily that they said that themselves, 0:06:39.000 --> 0:06:41.680 but that you looked up to them in the way 0:06:41.800 --> 0:06:44.720 that and and maybe I think a lot of times, 0:06:45.240 --> 0:06:47.600 especially rappers, I think maybe a lot of times the 0:06:47.720 --> 0:06:51.400 responsibility of what being a hero to kids is maybe 0:06:51.480 --> 0:06:55.440 not taking that seriously, which you can't You can't necessarily 0:06:55.560 --> 0:06:58.080 fault anyone for that, But there is like a level 0:06:58.120 --> 0:07:01.560 of like, damn, but I do wish some buddy was like, yeah, 0:07:01.720 --> 0:07:03.640 you know what I mean, I wish somebody it wasn't 0:07:03.839 --> 0:07:07.800 just popping out because I thought that was like getting 0:07:07.800 --> 0:07:09.520 out into the world. I thought that the world was 0:07:09.560 --> 0:07:14.480 about for a long time. Yeah, somebody, somebody at least wanting. 0:07:14.240 --> 0:07:18.240 The position of hero. Is that something you're You're very 0:07:18.440 --> 0:07:22.600 we might as well do you. Yeah, we started, Come 0:07:22.640 --> 0:07:26.960 on a perfect segue our guest today. We couldn't be 0:07:27.040 --> 0:07:29.600 more excited that he's here. This is fucking is the 0:07:29.720 --> 0:07:33.840 coolest shit ever. He is a nigga you cannot have 0:07:34.080 --> 0:07:38.640 missed on the internet. He is everywhere throwing fucking concerts 0:07:38.680 --> 0:07:41.400 in his backyard like nobody else has ever done. 0:07:41.600 --> 0:07:45.360 Come on, I took the stairs on my leg dad, Come. 0:07:46.600 --> 0:07:50.560 The Pride of Alaho, California. He's here, Larrussell, everybody give 0:07:50.600 --> 0:07:50.960 it up for. 0:07:52.440 --> 0:07:52.920 What was that? 0:07:53.840 --> 0:07:56.200 That was Mike saying through the blessings of God from 0:07:56.280 --> 0:07:59.160 Next Friday. Okay, okay, let me hear one more time 0:08:00.040 --> 0:08:02.640 with the blessings of Gone. You know that's isn't that 0:08:02.760 --> 0:08:06.480 the future one? Nope, that's that's the one that's Next Friday. 0:08:06.600 --> 0:08:09.960 When he was smoking weed and he said, Craig took 0:08:10.120 --> 0:08:12.280 a doodo so bad nobody wanted to go in the 0:08:12.320 --> 0:08:15.240 bathroom when we were little boys. Only the pastor could 0:08:15.280 --> 0:08:17.000 go through through the blessings of God. 0:08:19.200 --> 0:08:21.760 Shout out to Friday for doing the same dookie joke 0:08:22.280 --> 0:08:22.960 the whole time. 0:08:23.120 --> 0:08:25.000 That's why I don't really need a lot of others. 0:08:29.720 --> 0:08:31.240 We got one dookie joke. 0:08:31.440 --> 0:08:34.120 Bro, you could make a whole movie off smells bad, 0:08:34.320 --> 0:08:37.880 Oh God. And that's like, yeah, I really respect that. 0:08:37.920 --> 0:08:41.200 They were like, we ain't fixing nothing. This person one worked, 0:08:41.720 --> 0:08:42.680 We're gonna do it again. 0:08:43.480 --> 0:08:45.400 He wrote that movie as a rapper. I don't think 0:08:45.440 --> 0:08:49.720 we give credit for ice Cube for being a multidiscipline. Uh, 0:08:50.480 --> 0:08:52.679 Like he wrote a like, you know how many rappers 0:08:52.760 --> 0:08:56.040 come out with a movie and it's like a classic movie. Yeah, man, 0:08:56.120 --> 0:08:59.920 cuz it's like I love Belly, right, I put it 0:09:00.080 --> 0:09:02.439 all my girlfriend falls asleep. Yeah, yeah, you know what 0:09:02.440 --> 0:09:05.360 I'm saying. It's not like an actually good movie, Rapper. 0:09:05.440 --> 0:09:08.240 Movies aren't usually good. I saw get Richard Die trying 0:09:08.280 --> 0:09:10.240 in the theaters. It's not like a great They took 0:09:10.360 --> 0:09:12.520 like three NAS songs and they were like, let's turn 0:09:12.559 --> 0:09:13.240 them into plays. 0:09:18.040 --> 0:09:22.600 What if we just made these bad plays with NAS music? 0:09:22.880 --> 0:09:30.000 Hilarious? Hilarious. 0:09:30.320 --> 0:09:33.439 Everybody keeps trying to pretend like it's not because Williams, 0:09:33.720 --> 0:09:35.599 you know what I mean, like made it look so 0:09:36.000 --> 0:09:40.200 crazy amazing. Yeah, like, no, these are bad. These are 0:09:40.320 --> 0:09:44.000 Tyler Perry level plays. But NAS wrote them. 0:09:44.280 --> 0:09:48.280 Yeah hilarious man. But anyways, and ice Cube did that. 0:09:48.400 --> 0:09:51.520 That's a real movie, bro, That's like a real truth. 0:09:51.559 --> 0:09:55.400 Like that's a comedy. Hilarious. Holds up, Larussell. 0:09:55.559 --> 0:09:58.120 We were talking about this before we did your intro, 0:09:58.360 --> 0:10:01.120 but I now want to know are you the type 0:10:01.160 --> 0:10:04.920 of person are you positioning yourself as a hero that 0:10:05.280 --> 0:10:08.920 like you were hoping kids had when you were coming 0:10:09.080 --> 0:10:10.840 or that you had when you were coming up. 0:10:12.240 --> 0:10:16.760 I don't like intentionally try to position myself as that, 0:10:17.040 --> 0:10:21.520 but my soul kind of leads me in that direction. 0:10:22.120 --> 0:10:25.679 Like sometimes I just do things because it's like, bro, 0:10:26.240 --> 0:10:28.400 I ain't never had Like I like to do things 0:10:28.480 --> 0:10:31.720 that I didn't get to experience, especially when it comes 0:10:31.720 --> 0:10:34.720 to the kids in a little homies like I'm throwing 0:10:34.840 --> 0:10:37.480 field days now, I'd be at the school moving with 0:10:37.640 --> 0:10:38.200 the kids. 0:10:38.400 --> 0:10:40.760 I just for the kids. 0:10:40.800 --> 0:10:42.839 It's like, bro, I got to make sure they get 0:10:42.920 --> 0:10:46.880 that experience because I never got it. Like the fact 0:10:46.920 --> 0:10:50.760 that I was a kid and I thought being famous 0:10:50.960 --> 0:10:53.880 was just like a television thing and not like a 0:10:54.040 --> 0:10:56.800 tangible thing, not even just fame but success. 0:10:57.000 --> 0:10:59.599 I thought it was like a TV thing, you know, 0:10:59.760 --> 0:11:01.319 not a tangible life thing. 0:11:01.960 --> 0:11:04.880 And and so for me, yeah, in a way, I 0:11:05.080 --> 0:11:07.400 just I make sure that I could give people an 0:11:07.480 --> 0:11:10.520 experience that I didn't have, but not as a hero, 0:11:10.880 --> 0:11:13.559 just like as as a regular nigga. 0:11:13.760 --> 0:11:21.839 Yeahs make that the memory, right, This ain't got to 0:11:21.880 --> 0:11:22.720 be a good memory. 0:11:22.840 --> 0:11:25.040 You're just a memory. 0:11:25.200 --> 0:11:28.800 Yeah, And that is better to position yourself that way 0:11:28.800 --> 0:11:31.280 because I got on I think about the same thing 0:11:31.320 --> 0:11:34.439 of like giving myself experiences that I didn't have as 0:11:34.480 --> 0:11:37.000 a kid. But that just leads me to like, I'm 0:11:37.040 --> 0:11:39.040 in Papados on Wednesday at two pm. 0:11:44.640 --> 0:11:48.560 You know what's crazy I got. I got a little 0:11:48.600 --> 0:11:51.439 white homie named Roman, little kid. Like I was, I 0:11:51.640 --> 0:11:54.840 just be outside and this nigga and his little brother. 0:11:55.440 --> 0:11:56.559 They end up coming out one. 0:11:56.600 --> 0:11:59.000 Day and you for collecting a white child, that's all. 0:11:59.280 --> 0:12:02.160 It's really cool, crazy time up and he'll be sliding 0:12:02.200 --> 0:12:04.040 my music like you little da da da, you know. 0:12:04.559 --> 0:12:07.559 And it went from that to like he'll text me 0:12:07.640 --> 0:12:08.920 and be like, hey can I come with you to 0:12:09.040 --> 0:12:12.079 this show and we'll take that nigga like and given 0:12:12.160 --> 0:12:15.000 to talk like, hey, don't be here touching up, make 0:12:15.040 --> 0:12:18.640 sure you don't get lost. But he like, as a child, 0:12:19.200 --> 0:12:21.480 you never think you just gonna hang out with your 0:12:21.520 --> 0:12:24.640 favorite rapper randomly and he's gonna drop you off at 0:12:24.679 --> 0:12:26.240 home and walk you back to your crib. 0:12:26.400 --> 0:12:30.320 And that ain't real, you feel me. But like old 0:12:30.640 --> 0:12:32.920 Top would have walked into the school one day, it 0:12:32.920 --> 0:12:34.040 would have changed everything. 0:12:34.600 --> 0:12:37.400 There's some shows me and there's just a little white 0:12:37.520 --> 0:12:40.720 child with me, and you're like, who is this. That's 0:12:40.800 --> 0:12:42.160 just a little homie from the block. 0:12:42.480 --> 0:12:44.560 I won't say little boys be careful about hanging out 0:12:44.600 --> 0:12:45.080 with grown men. 0:12:45.600 --> 0:12:48.120 Yeah, yeah, you know crazy. 0:12:48.240 --> 0:12:50.440 One time he came to a show with like another 0:12:50.520 --> 0:12:52.719 a dope, and I'm like, why you just hanging out 0:12:52.760 --> 0:12:53.960 with a dope And then I'm. 0:12:53.880 --> 0:12:54.559 Like, well. 0:12:56.600 --> 0:13:02.760 Get it, but I'm cool the other one. You only 0:13:02.840 --> 0:13:09.719 know one strange man, and that's me. That's fire though. 0:13:09.800 --> 0:13:13.640 So it's not so much about positioning, uh with intent, 0:13:13.840 --> 0:13:19.559 it's just positioning. It's just being present exactly. That's very fire. 0:13:19.640 --> 0:13:19.679 You. 0:13:19.960 --> 0:13:23.199 We we talked about this before we started recording. We 0:13:23.360 --> 0:13:27.720 want to cover a conspiracy that uh that frankly, you've 0:13:27.760 --> 0:13:29.880 been doing your own independent research. 0:13:30.000 --> 0:13:35.000 It sounds like which one the conspirac? Yeah? The no 0:13:35.120 --> 0:13:38.080 no no no no, no, okay, okay the other one, 0:13:38.200 --> 0:13:41.400 the other one. Yeah, my own research is I have 0:13:41.520 --> 0:13:43.960 my own feelings about it. Yeah, okay, Like I. 0:13:44.000 --> 0:13:45.360 Said, independent research. 0:13:52.200 --> 0:13:54.480 The way I presented it, he was like, man, I've 0:13:54.480 --> 0:13:56.199 been thinking about this. I've been working on this for 0:13:56.280 --> 0:13:58.559 a while. I do have I have a fully I 0:13:58.640 --> 0:14:02.559 have a pretty fully pledged But the conspiracy is my 0:14:02.760 --> 0:14:03.600 mama told me. 0:14:05.760 --> 0:14:07.520 The internet is dead. 0:14:11.720 --> 0:14:15.079 Give us your your just first reactions to what that 0:14:15.240 --> 0:14:17.439 might mean. What does that mean to you when you 0:14:17.559 --> 0:14:18.800 hear those words. 0:14:20.600 --> 0:14:28.000 It's a dead place in terms of humanity, like this 0:14:28.120 --> 0:14:31.000 is discussion is me and the homies have often the 0:14:31.160 --> 0:14:37.520 Internet has caused people to lack very very necessary human skills. 0:14:38.040 --> 0:14:43.280 People can't talk anymore. People are negative, like like like 0:14:43.400 --> 0:14:45.880 we're in a world now where like niggas hyper negative, 0:14:46.000 --> 0:14:50.800 like a hater to the a hundred degrees. Like it's 0:14:51.960 --> 0:14:55.560 like it's cultivated a space where like people could be 0:14:55.880 --> 0:14:57.920 nasty that you. 0:14:58.040 --> 0:14:59.880 Don't do and your. 0:15:02.240 --> 0:15:04.960 Comment on Instagram will come up and say they'll never 0:15:05.400 --> 0:15:07.840 you'll run into them in person and they will never. 0:15:08.560 --> 0:15:11.240 You feel me like like it's kind of like it's 0:15:11.360 --> 0:15:12.640 just yeah, it's just to. 0:15:12.680 --> 0:15:15.359 Make an eye contest space where a lot of ethos 0:15:16.040 --> 0:15:20.760 just die, like like just yeah, yeah, it's an interesting 0:15:20.880 --> 0:15:21.640 world now. 0:15:22.200 --> 0:15:24.240 That I have. I have a friend who just went 0:15:24.320 --> 0:15:28.200 through that ship where he used to shout out to 0:15:28.240 --> 0:15:30.720 the who he probably watches it. He used to wake 0:15:30.800 --> 0:15:33.480 up and like that was part of his morning, was 0:15:33.640 --> 0:15:37.320 just going online and talking ship to people WHOA but 0:15:37.480 --> 0:15:39.440 he was like he was on some he was like 0:15:39.560 --> 0:15:42.440 that anyways, Like he's like he was an I go 0:15:42.560 --> 0:15:44.960 outside and I'll say something slick too. So it was 0:15:45.160 --> 0:15:47.360 just like it was like almost like a way to 0:15:47.480 --> 0:15:50.520 funnel with and get it out and then go out 0:15:50.720 --> 0:15:51.480 into the world. 0:15:51.640 --> 0:15:55.720 It's like this this is my morning stretches. Yeah, this 0:15:55.960 --> 0:15:58.200 is my this is my cup of coffee. But now 0:15:58.240 --> 0:15:59.240 I got to go be a person. 0:15:59.440 --> 0:16:00.520 Yeah yeah yeah. 0:16:00.560 --> 0:16:02.800 And eventually he got over it. But it was crazy 0:16:02.880 --> 0:16:05.600 to see because he just like because I would be 0:16:05.720 --> 0:16:08.800 like I'd be on my ship scrolling, just some random ship, 0:16:09.520 --> 0:16:11.280 and It'd be like, who, why are you comment on 0:16:11.400 --> 0:16:15.520 this and be like that food looks like booty And 0:16:15.600 --> 0:16:18.480 I'm like, oh, it's just like you're just you're just 0:16:18.680 --> 0:16:20.640 like you got to get it out of you, you 0:16:20.720 --> 0:16:22.560 know what I mean. And at first I thought that 0:16:22.760 --> 0:16:26.280 was great, but then you realize that there's like it 0:16:26.360 --> 0:16:28.520 becomes a place that you can't trust because the whole 0:16:28.560 --> 0:16:31.800 thing is people doing this right, but you can't take 0:16:31.880 --> 0:16:34.160 it seriously because of the ability to do that. 0:16:34.320 --> 0:16:37.120 But you know what I've what I've learned is like 0:16:37.920 --> 0:16:41.360 some days I wish those people were bonds, like those 0:16:41.360 --> 0:16:44.800 are real humans. Oh You're like you'll go into the 0:16:44.920 --> 0:16:48.440 world and experience a nigga who's like, oh you you 0:16:48.520 --> 0:16:49.200 don't got it. 0:16:49.600 --> 0:16:50.760 You just live on the. 0:16:50.880 --> 0:16:55.720 Internet, like you you are a little you're a little off. Yeah, 0:16:56.800 --> 0:17:01.000 and we like, hey, you know, like like that that 0:17:01.080 --> 0:17:05.240 shit really crazy? Yeah, it be real humans. 0:17:06.600 --> 0:17:10.640 Part of the conspiracy the the the Internet is dead 0:17:10.960 --> 0:17:14.280 is the claim that people are saying the Internet is 0:17:14.359 --> 0:17:17.119 in fact fully literally dead, that like a lot of 0:17:17.280 --> 0:17:20.959 the people you're engaging with on a daily basis are bots. 0:17:21.280 --> 0:17:24.480 But your argument is sort of the opposite, where you're saying, nah, 0:17:24.880 --> 0:17:29.200 they're not bots. These are just really sad, sick motherfuckers. 0:17:28.760 --> 0:17:31.960 Yeah talking, which is kind of like a bot. Like 0:17:32.119 --> 0:17:38.520 they're lifeless, like they they have lost their their humanity thing. 0:17:38.640 --> 0:17:42.040 Like it's like, bro, you you can't even you can't 0:17:42.040 --> 0:17:44.040 even look at nobody in their face. 0:17:43.880 --> 0:17:47.520 And here like you you are. It's gone. 0:17:48.000 --> 0:17:50.040 Yeah, if you if you let it, the inn, it 0:17:50.119 --> 0:17:53.000 will blow your speakers out, yea truly if you let it. 0:17:53.119 --> 0:17:55.960 If you let it, you will it will sensory overload 0:17:56.000 --> 0:17:59.200 you to the point of like nothing is nothing feels 0:17:59.280 --> 0:18:01.720 like anything. We talk about it all the time. 0:18:02.480 --> 0:18:04.679 Both he and I I think, in very different ways, 0:18:04.760 --> 0:18:08.920 have like kind of a little fucked up algorithms, you 0:18:08.960 --> 0:18:12.560 know what I mean, Like real twisted, little odd shit 0:18:12.720 --> 0:18:16.040 that I like and I am into it in a 0:18:16.080 --> 0:18:20.880 way that I'm not ashamed of. But it's not good. 0:18:21.680 --> 0:18:26.160 It's not making me better. I'm not pushing anyone forward 0:18:26.320 --> 0:18:29.639 with whatever this corner is, and the idea that somebody 0:18:29.720 --> 0:18:32.879 would curate that corner, would find themselves in it and 0:18:33.040 --> 0:18:35.760 be proud of this and feel like that is progress. 0:18:36.240 --> 0:18:38.760 It is only going to turn them into some twisted 0:18:38.880 --> 0:18:40.120 version of ye like we're. 0:18:39.920 --> 0:18:42.000 Talking, brother. That's what I think is so fucked up 0:18:42.000 --> 0:18:45.400 about the Internet is like it's like I don't feel 0:18:45.440 --> 0:18:48.760 that way, but I easily understand how somebody who maybe 0:18:48.880 --> 0:18:52.760 doesn't have anything or any power in the world comes 0:18:52.800 --> 0:18:55.360 to see that corner of the Internet is like, that's 0:18:55.480 --> 0:18:58.480 my comfort, that's my space, you know what I mean. No, 0:18:59.200 --> 0:19:02.200 I have no maybe autonomy because they're young, or maybe 0:19:02.200 --> 0:19:03.920 they live at home, or like I have no whatever 0:19:04.040 --> 0:19:06.879 within the real world. But hearing this thing, it is 0:19:07.040 --> 0:19:09.840 mine and I did make it, and as toxic as 0:19:09.880 --> 0:19:12.919 it is, I feel like that's why people write for it. 0:19:13.160 --> 0:19:17.120 And you get a level of validation that like generally 0:19:18.240 --> 0:19:22.359 an unsuccessful, non thriving hate nas nigga doesn't make it 0:19:22.520 --> 0:19:25.840 further than the basement, but they can make it on 0:19:25.960 --> 0:19:28.879 a public forum where people could like their comment and 0:19:29.040 --> 0:19:31.960 see it and they can get a response like it 0:19:32.520 --> 0:19:35.520 does something to the brain. It's like, no, bro, don't forget. 0:19:35.720 --> 0:19:37.960 You're like a loser in real life. Like when you 0:19:38.040 --> 0:19:39.280 don't you feel what's doing. 0:19:39.200 --> 0:19:41.840 This at the gas station and how he's doing it 0:19:41.960 --> 0:19:46.880 and getting another thousand immediate reactions that changes the way 0:19:46.920 --> 0:19:47.760 you see yourself. 0:19:48.040 --> 0:19:50.919 This is gonna sound fucked up, but that's why losers 0:19:51.000 --> 0:19:54.600 gotta be losers. There should not be any community in 0:19:54.720 --> 0:19:57.800 these antisocial behaviors. Yeah, you shouldn't be able to find 0:19:57.840 --> 0:20:01.800 another one. And I understand, right, I understandre's some shit. 0:20:01.880 --> 0:20:04.239 You could be into some weird shit, and it's like, man, 0:20:04.320 --> 0:20:06.720 you're in the anime and nobody around is in the anime. 0:20:07.080 --> 0:20:10.280 You should be able to reach out for that. But 0:20:10.440 --> 0:20:14.080 it's these like more extreme behaviors the actually disagree. Damn. 0:20:14.119 --> 0:20:16.560 I'm gonna be honest with you because I grew up 0:20:16.560 --> 0:20:19.720 an anime kid when it was illegal, you know what 0:20:19.760 --> 0:20:22.800 I mean, when they had a fucking law against it. 0:20:24.200 --> 0:20:28.040 If you said that out loud, square up, you're weird 0:20:28.600 --> 0:20:31.480 and we don't like that shit. The only reason I 0:20:31.560 --> 0:20:33.920 even got to watch dragon ball Z was because my 0:20:34.040 --> 0:20:37.240 stepdad had some weird ass tapes that he got from 0:20:37.359 --> 0:20:40.520 like a weird dude and had him and we could 0:20:40.560 --> 0:20:44.000 watch like half the Freezer Saga, and it was enough 0:20:44.040 --> 0:20:46.679 for me to be like this, this is what I am, 0:20:47.359 --> 0:20:49.680 This is who the fuck I am, and I had 0:20:49.720 --> 0:20:50.600 to figure it out. 0:20:51.000 --> 0:20:53.520 There was nobody else popping in to be like, yo, 0:20:53.720 --> 0:20:54.879 I see you, I hear you. 0:20:55.720 --> 0:20:58.440 I made it out. Y'all should have to make it out. 0:20:59.160 --> 0:21:01.080 I damn do you want to say shout out to 0:21:01.160 --> 0:21:05.240 the weird dude videotape economy. That's crazy that that ship 0:21:05.320 --> 0:21:10.720 was getting like a sister, the traveling Yeah, some big dog. 0:21:10.800 --> 0:21:11.080 I think. 0:21:13.280 --> 0:21:16.280 Imagine the NBA making a new team and they're like 0:21:16.800 --> 0:21:19.320 this is just for all the last niggas on the 0:21:19.400 --> 0:21:22.280 bat because they're like, these. 0:21:22.119 --> 0:21:24.480 Are like you were never going to get into the game, 0:21:24.560 --> 0:21:27.320 and here we love how you. 0:21:29.200 --> 0:21:29.440 Like this. 0:21:30.119 --> 0:21:31.280 We're gonna let you play. 0:21:31.320 --> 0:21:33.280 We're gonna give you this team and a bunch of 0:21:33.400 --> 0:21:35.720 niggas who love the last niggas on the bench get 0:21:35.800 --> 0:21:36.240 to come. 0:21:36.359 --> 0:21:36.840 Root for you. 0:21:37.240 --> 0:21:37.440 Yeah. 0:21:38.480 --> 0:21:40.960 And that's the danger of it, frankly, is because that's 0:21:41.040 --> 0:21:42.520 how you make more losers. 0:21:42.880 --> 0:21:43.800 It's a bunch of people. Go. 0:21:43.960 --> 0:21:45.920