1 00:00:00,160 --> 00:00:03,600 Speaker 1: Morning. Everybody is DJ n V, Charlemagne the Guy. We 2 00:00:03,720 --> 00:00:05,920 Speaker 1: all the breakfast club, and we got a special guest 3 00:00:06,000 --> 00:00:09,240 Speaker 1: in the building, the Queen the legend Erica. Do welcome? 4 00:00:12,039 --> 00:00:20,640 Speaker 1: Oh if I could? Good morning, Good morning? How are 5 00:00:20,640 --> 00:00:24,160 Speaker 1: you going? I see you on the cover of Volte 6 00:00:24,360 --> 00:00:27,800 Speaker 1: Grats celebrating twenty five years in the buildings. It confused 7 00:00:27,800 --> 00:00:30,160 Speaker 1: me though, because it's that second coming. I'm like, second coming, 8 00:00:30,200 --> 00:00:34,560 Speaker 1: that's what I said. I know, I haven't left. Yeah, 9 00:00:35,880 --> 00:00:39,519 Speaker 1: maybe there's something they know that we don't know. What 10 00:00:39,640 --> 00:00:41,840 Speaker 1: do you think that is some kind of re emergence 11 00:00:41,920 --> 00:00:44,240 Speaker 1: or something. I'm gonna take these out? Did everybody see 12 00:00:44,280 --> 00:00:50,680 Speaker 1: them after Freshwater Pearls and Kyrie shows? You understand? Come 13 00:00:50,680 --> 00:00:54,160 Speaker 1: on though, Okay the girls out got him? There you go. 14 00:00:54,920 --> 00:00:57,240 Speaker 1: You know what I love about that? It's it's very clean, 15 00:00:57,360 --> 00:01:00,200 Speaker 1: sterilized table. There you go. It's so spiritual. But that's 16 00:01:00,200 --> 00:01:05,760 Speaker 1: still so down South Texas. Oh yeah, I think so. Yeah. 17 00:01:05,840 --> 00:01:08,480 Speaker 1: I don't know what they mean my second coming book. 18 00:01:10,120 --> 00:01:14,280 Speaker 1: I'm honored to be on that cover, you know, recognized 19 00:01:14,720 --> 00:01:18,280 Speaker 1: in a world that I cherished so much, you know, 20 00:01:18,520 --> 00:01:23,759 Speaker 1: art and creativity and style. That's really cool, really cool. 21 00:01:23,920 --> 00:01:25,720 Speaker 1: You feel like they'd be trying to interrogate you when 22 00:01:25,720 --> 00:01:28,240 Speaker 1: they have those like conversations with you for those covers, 23 00:01:28,280 --> 00:01:29,800 Speaker 1: like they really want to get into mind about to do. 24 00:01:31,160 --> 00:01:35,040 Speaker 1: I don't know what they'd be trying to do. I'm 25 00:01:35,080 --> 00:01:39,280 Speaker 1: in penetrable when it comes to that kind of thing. 26 00:01:40,080 --> 00:01:44,480 Speaker 1: I usually got the conversation to, you know, talk about 27 00:01:44,480 --> 00:01:49,400 Speaker 1: the things that I think the people should should hear. Yeah, 28 00:01:49,440 --> 00:01:51,559 Speaker 1: I got a chance to see you outside the country 29 00:01:51,600 --> 00:01:54,640 Speaker 1: you were. We were staying at the same resort hotel 30 00:01:54,720 --> 00:02:00,400 Speaker 1: and got a chance to see you perform as she 31 00:02:00,480 --> 00:02:06,000 Speaker 1: was performed. But she was performing and you know, people, 32 00:02:06,120 --> 00:02:08,239 Speaker 1: I'm not gonna say people, but I forgot how many 33 00:02:08,320 --> 00:02:11,680 Speaker 1: hits and records that you had, really, like the amount 34 00:02:11,720 --> 00:02:14,760 Speaker 1: of time you were on that stow Oh come on 35 00:02:14,840 --> 00:02:18,680 Speaker 1: you can yeah, absolutely, okay, people would you do it there? 36 00:02:18,720 --> 00:02:21,800 Speaker 1: I think so. I don't know they ready for that. 37 00:02:21,840 --> 00:02:24,119 Speaker 1: I can see those headlines. They'll they'll act like you've 38 00:02:24,160 --> 00:02:30,080 Speaker 1: cast a spell on America. They but the fact the 39 00:02:30,080 --> 00:02:32,200 Speaker 1: fact that you had young things in there all the 40 00:02:32,200 --> 00:02:34,120 Speaker 1: way to that thing. We had it was like sixty 41 00:02:34,160 --> 00:02:36,799 Speaker 1: five year olds and everybody the music transcend a you 42 00:02:36,840 --> 00:02:40,520 Speaker 1: have a surprise with the demographic of fans that you 43 00:02:40,560 --> 00:02:42,359 Speaker 1: have because it was young twenty one year olds that 44 00:02:42,440 --> 00:02:44,760 Speaker 1: knew every words, and then it was sixty five year olds. 45 00:02:44,800 --> 00:02:49,000 Speaker 1: I think I think that the people our age and 46 00:02:49,200 --> 00:02:53,120 Speaker 1: older resonate with the music, and the people who are younger, 47 00:02:53,280 --> 00:02:56,520 Speaker 1: like who must age group, the eighteen to thirty, they 48 00:02:56,560 --> 00:03:00,400 Speaker 1: resonate with the words with because that's I think that's 49 00:03:00,400 --> 00:03:03,800 Speaker 1: where we are right now as a culture moving forward 50 00:03:04,200 --> 00:03:08,480 Speaker 1: and our spiritual understanding. So I've been waiting for them 51 00:03:08,520 --> 00:03:10,840 Speaker 1: to grow up. You've been waiting waiting for a minute, 52 00:03:11,040 --> 00:03:13,800 Speaker 1: tell somebody duck to no. That makes so much sense 53 00:03:13,800 --> 00:03:15,560 Speaker 1: when you hear a lot of these youngsters talk the 54 00:03:15,639 --> 00:03:18,680 Speaker 1: spiritual journeys that they're on. You created the soundtrack for 55 00:03:18,760 --> 00:03:24,840 Speaker 1: that years ago. Somewhat yes, I think so. And now 56 00:03:25,000 --> 00:03:28,240 Speaker 1: you're so fashion forward. How much luggage do you have 57 00:03:28,280 --> 00:03:31,080 Speaker 1: to carry when you're on the road between the hats 58 00:03:31,720 --> 00:03:35,360 Speaker 1: people through the jewelry? You have something like I'm like, 59 00:03:35,400 --> 00:03:39,200 Speaker 1: how does she carry all that clean and shield cattle, 60 00:03:39,360 --> 00:03:44,760 Speaker 1: gold trunks, concubines, fans have everything walking through the airport, 61 00:03:44,840 --> 00:03:46,000 Speaker 1: and you feel like you have to show up for 62 00:03:46,000 --> 00:03:47,880 Speaker 1: every show like people expect this. You can't just come 63 00:03:47,920 --> 00:03:49,800 Speaker 1: with them. But you know what, there's something people have 64 00:03:49,840 --> 00:03:52,320 Speaker 1: to know about why I have all of these bags. 65 00:03:53,160 --> 00:03:56,240 Speaker 1: I have the bags because generally people have a makeup 66 00:03:56,360 --> 00:04:03,240 Speaker 1: artist and the hairstylist and wardrobe costume. I do all 67 00:04:03,280 --> 00:04:06,440 Speaker 1: of that myself on the road, so I carried each 68 00:04:06,480 --> 00:04:09,960 Speaker 1: production with me. So if you see me and I 69 00:04:10,040 --> 00:04:12,240 Speaker 1: have all that stuff, it's just for a reason. You know. 70 00:04:13,720 --> 00:04:16,200 Speaker 1: I've seen you pulled up and it was like Ericabaud, dudes, 71 00:04:16,640 --> 00:04:18,800 Speaker 1: truck is head the cars. I was like, all right, 72 00:04:18,839 --> 00:04:20,720 Speaker 1: let me go out and meet her. And when it opened, 73 00:04:20,720 --> 00:04:23,600 Speaker 1: it was just bags. I wasn't one of the bags. 74 00:04:25,080 --> 00:04:28,680 Speaker 1: She told BA in the next one out like goodness, Grace, 75 00:04:28,720 --> 00:04:31,080 Speaker 1: it's a lot of bags. How did it feel after 76 00:04:31,120 --> 00:04:33,000 Speaker 1: twenty five years or how it felt like twenty five 77 00:04:33,080 --> 00:04:38,120 Speaker 1: years in this game kind of I don't really have 78 00:04:38,200 --> 00:04:41,800 Speaker 1: a great conception of time, as you all know, uh 79 00:04:42,120 --> 00:04:45,400 Speaker 1: kind of disorder. I could say, now I'm gonna be 80 00:04:45,440 --> 00:04:48,960 Speaker 1: fifty two on my birthday. WHOA, So I could say that. 81 00:04:49,160 --> 00:04:52,279 Speaker 1: I would never guess that. Yeah, I could thank you. 82 00:04:53,040 --> 00:04:55,680 Speaker 1: I know I looked like a child. Yes you don't. 83 00:04:56,520 --> 00:04:58,120 Speaker 1: You know, you see the pictures of you in pullment, 84 00:04:58,160 --> 00:05:01,719 Speaker 1: But when y'all see, I'm like, y'all could be we could, 85 00:05:02,640 --> 00:05:05,240 Speaker 1: but yeah, I don't know. But at fifty two, now 86 00:05:05,400 --> 00:05:09,200 Speaker 1: I see how fast it went. And when you get 87 00:05:09,240 --> 00:05:12,200 Speaker 1: to be like fifty two, we were past middle age, 88 00:05:12,240 --> 00:05:15,280 Speaker 1: because where do we live to eighty ninety, we were 89 00:05:15,360 --> 00:05:17,839 Speaker 1: middle age of forty. So when you get to about 90 00:05:17,839 --> 00:05:22,919 Speaker 1: fifty two, it's kind of like it didn't really go 91 00:05:23,040 --> 00:05:25,719 Speaker 1: that fast. So you don't want to really waste time 92 00:05:25,839 --> 00:05:27,839 Speaker 1: on the things that you had to because you don't 93 00:05:27,839 --> 00:05:32,400 Speaker 1: have to anymore. So it should be smooth selling from here. Yeah, 94 00:05:33,320 --> 00:05:35,680 Speaker 1: you know, you know who's a fun boy and a 95 00:05:35,760 --> 00:05:40,479 Speaker 1: fun girl? You kind of like play the cards like that. Yeah. 96 00:05:40,600 --> 00:05:42,760 Speaker 1: When I look at people like you and Queen of Fool, 97 00:05:42,800 --> 00:05:45,040 Speaker 1: I just like you can't even say how old are you? Really? 98 00:05:45,080 --> 00:05:48,680 Speaker 1: Do have to say? So how o? How young are y'all? Yeah? Yeah, 99 00:05:48,800 --> 00:05:53,680 Speaker 1: Queen the Fool is amazing? Oh yeah yeah yes. And 100 00:05:53,720 --> 00:05:55,280 Speaker 1: I think about your music and I feel like you've 101 00:05:55,320 --> 00:05:58,760 Speaker 1: been prophecying so many things that we are currently witnessing. 102 00:05:58,800 --> 00:06:00,719 Speaker 1: Do you ever look around sometimes say I knew it 103 00:06:01,800 --> 00:06:04,200 Speaker 1: that was right all alone. Yeah, I knew That's why 104 00:06:04,200 --> 00:06:10,880 Speaker 1: I said it. M hmm, what you're drinking. This is 105 00:06:10,960 --> 00:06:15,040 Speaker 1: apple juice and water and the herbs I drink every day. 106 00:06:15,520 --> 00:06:23,240 Speaker 1: Bladder at sea mass a straggerless root um and omega 107 00:06:23,320 --> 00:06:26,960 Speaker 1: threes with a little bit of magnees hum and what's 108 00:06:27,000 --> 00:06:30,000 Speaker 1: that good for your immune system? Everything? Yeah, I'm trying 109 00:06:30,040 --> 00:06:33,200 Speaker 1: to hit all of the points. Yeah, because I also 110 00:06:33,200 --> 00:06:36,760 Speaker 1: has some bad habits. So this is how I balance it. 111 00:06:36,839 --> 00:06:39,440 Speaker 1: What's your bad habits? I can't really tell everybody right 112 00:06:39,440 --> 00:06:50,279 Speaker 1: now he didn't have his bad habits? My stomach three days. 113 00:06:54,360 --> 00:06:55,960 Speaker 1: It just wants to be a part of the interview. 114 00:06:56,680 --> 00:06:58,920 Speaker 1: It's like you lying, is not where we did now. 115 00:06:59,000 --> 00:07:01,280 Speaker 1: I offer these fast or in dtox if you do 116 00:07:01,520 --> 00:07:05,760 Speaker 1: every Friday every Friday, so Friday to Monday you fast? No, 117 00:07:06,040 --> 00:07:11,640 Speaker 1: just every Friday Friday twelve to twelve new midnight to 118 00:07:12,480 --> 00:07:17,080 Speaker 1: six pm. What why Friday? I just picked today? You 119 00:07:17,160 --> 00:07:20,400 Speaker 1: know that I thought I could remember and handle and 120 00:07:20,440 --> 00:07:23,840 Speaker 1: I've been doing it for years. Yeah. What gives you 121 00:07:23,880 --> 00:07:27,840 Speaker 1: the most purpose? Nowadays? The music? Is it performing? Is 122 00:07:27,840 --> 00:07:29,760 Speaker 1: it being a duela? Is it being a mom? Like? 123 00:07:29,800 --> 00:07:38,120 Speaker 1: What is it? M What gives me the most what? Joy? Joy? Jo? 124 00:07:39,600 --> 00:07:44,640 Speaker 1: I think loving myself in a different way, you know, 125 00:07:44,800 --> 00:07:48,600 Speaker 1: I like my alone time because I've spent so much 126 00:07:48,640 --> 00:07:54,360 Speaker 1: time with everyone children, Yeah, and in relationships and things. 127 00:07:54,640 --> 00:07:57,760 Speaker 1: I'm enjoying my my time right now. What do you 128 00:07:57,760 --> 00:07:59,760 Speaker 1: what do you do by yourself? Is it meditation? Is 129 00:07:59,760 --> 00:08:03,200 Speaker 1: it watching fun boy television? Like? What? What does how 130 00:08:03,280 --> 00:08:05,680 Speaker 1: you enjoy yourself? Reality TV and stuff like that? Like 131 00:08:05,920 --> 00:08:11,440 Speaker 1: you do? I rest, I walk around the house and 132 00:08:12,080 --> 00:08:15,480 Speaker 1: make things, and I look in the mirror, and I 133 00:08:15,600 --> 00:08:22,880 Speaker 1: get into my sauna and braik my hair, and yeah, 134 00:08:22,960 --> 00:08:26,440 Speaker 1: I just do things me things, you know, so I 135 00:08:26,480 --> 00:08:29,040 Speaker 1: can be me, you know. And what is it about 136 00:08:29,040 --> 00:08:30,960 Speaker 1: the SONGA they tell you that you you enjoy the 137 00:08:31,000 --> 00:08:33,120 Speaker 1: song numerous times to day? What is it about the 138 00:08:33,120 --> 00:08:39,800 Speaker 1: song of that day? Uh? That heat really um warms 139 00:08:39,880 --> 00:08:44,959 Speaker 1: up the organs and the seals and the toxins as 140 00:08:45,000 --> 00:08:47,480 Speaker 1: you know, you know, come out in the in the 141 00:08:47,520 --> 00:08:52,679 Speaker 1: sweat h then go right into the shower, go back. 142 00:08:52,920 --> 00:08:59,319 Speaker 1: You know, it's just a detoxic detoxing all the time. Yeah, 143 00:08:59,360 --> 00:09:02,960 Speaker 1: You've always showing like so much confidence, so much poise, 144 00:09:03,080 --> 00:09:04,920 Speaker 1: so much scrimp. And I love when you say you 145 00:09:05,120 --> 00:09:08,240 Speaker 1: did you say screen you from the South Carolina? Okay, 146 00:09:08,360 --> 00:09:10,400 Speaker 1: but you talk about looking in the mirror has there 147 00:09:10,440 --> 00:09:12,200 Speaker 1: ever been a time ever when you look in the 148 00:09:12,200 --> 00:09:15,040 Speaker 1: mirror and didn't like what you saw? If I did 149 00:09:15,160 --> 00:09:19,320 Speaker 1: something that was not not good, you know, or I'm 150 00:09:19,360 --> 00:09:21,960 Speaker 1: hard on myself. So even if I think something about 151 00:09:22,000 --> 00:09:26,959 Speaker 1: somebody that ain't cool, I'd be feeling guilty. Yeah, so 152 00:09:28,280 --> 00:09:31,720 Speaker 1: yeah I have. Yeah, looked like that's not cool. You said, 153 00:09:31,720 --> 00:09:34,800 Speaker 1: if you think about something negative about somebody, you feel guilty. 154 00:09:36,080 --> 00:09:38,199 Speaker 1: I think they can probably feel that at some point. 155 00:09:38,600 --> 00:09:44,760 Speaker 1: You know, energy is transferable. Yeah, Now what when people 156 00:09:44,760 --> 00:09:46,480 Speaker 1: reach out to you to be a dueler, how do 157 00:09:46,480 --> 00:09:48,559 Speaker 1: you decide if you're gonna do it or not? It's 158 00:09:48,600 --> 00:09:50,840 Speaker 1: that based off for energy, based off if you know somebody, 159 00:09:50,840 --> 00:09:52,920 Speaker 1: how do you decide? Yeah, because I'm sure a lot 160 00:09:52,960 --> 00:09:56,960 Speaker 1: of people reach out. It's you know, knowing people and 161 00:09:56,960 --> 00:09:59,520 Speaker 1: and you know, meeting somebody. You said, it's exactly right. 162 00:10:01,320 --> 00:10:04,920 Speaker 1: Conversation and what's going on and when you become a 163 00:10:05,000 --> 00:10:07,920 Speaker 1: due a lot how hands on America? Some time between 164 00:10:07,960 --> 00:10:10,599 Speaker 1: these questions, you should be feeling things through. You know 165 00:10:10,640 --> 00:10:14,600 Speaker 1: what I mean, he's excited. I feel like we're cutting 166 00:10:14,600 --> 00:10:16,840 Speaker 1: off the thoughts. You gotta let her just sorry. Yeah, 167 00:10:16,880 --> 00:10:19,800 Speaker 1: it's all right, It's so good he can probably finish 168 00:10:19,840 --> 00:10:24,439 Speaker 1: the sentences. You know this point I was asking when 169 00:10:24,760 --> 00:10:26,559 Speaker 1: it comes to being a duelot, how hands on all 170 00:10:26,600 --> 00:10:29,040 Speaker 1: you because you know, sometimes you know it might be 171 00:10:29,120 --> 00:10:31,120 Speaker 1: in a different state, a different area, of different zones. 172 00:10:31,360 --> 00:10:38,119 Speaker 1: So my duelers services start from the beginning of the pregnancy, 173 00:10:38,400 --> 00:10:41,000 Speaker 1: you know, maybe the third month, and we go through 174 00:10:41,000 --> 00:10:45,760 Speaker 1: a nutrition plan, meditation. If there's something that needs to 175 00:10:45,800 --> 00:10:48,240 Speaker 1: be smoothed out in the relationship, if they want to 176 00:10:48,280 --> 00:10:51,840 Speaker 1: share that, we do that. The fathers are also pregnant, 177 00:10:51,880 --> 00:10:55,840 Speaker 1: so I talk to them and little counsel and we 178 00:10:57,120 --> 00:10:59,680 Speaker 1: you know, build altras together or whatever it is that 179 00:11:00,200 --> 00:11:03,360 Speaker 1: and needs, and we build a birthing plan, we start 180 00:11:03,400 --> 00:11:07,800 Speaker 1: the exercise regimen um, just whatever we need to do 181 00:11:07,880 --> 00:11:10,320 Speaker 1: to clear out the way for those babies, because my 182 00:11:10,440 --> 00:11:13,400 Speaker 1: contract is really with the babies for them to come 183 00:11:13,440 --> 00:11:18,240 Speaker 1: through and the parents being harmony, and the room be 184 00:11:18,360 --> 00:11:20,840 Speaker 1: the way that the parents wanted to be, just everything. 185 00:11:20,960 --> 00:11:25,120 Speaker 1: It's a really important ceremony. So maybe one of the 186 00:11:25,120 --> 00:11:29,400 Speaker 1: biggest rituals you know that will have besides going the 187 00:11:29,400 --> 00:11:33,959 Speaker 1: other direction, now do that too, that's a duela the 188 00:11:34,000 --> 00:11:41,280 Speaker 1: other direction. Yes, I didn't know the same thing you are, 189 00:11:42,040 --> 00:11:47,240 Speaker 1: especially during the hospice you are gathering family members that 190 00:11:47,280 --> 00:11:51,600 Speaker 1: they haven't seen. You're making sure that they are happy, 191 00:11:51,920 --> 00:11:55,800 Speaker 1: eating or drinking or reading their favorite things, listen to 192 00:11:55,880 --> 00:11:59,080 Speaker 1: Richard Pryde, whatever is they want to do, praying in 193 00:11:59,160 --> 00:12:03,040 Speaker 1: depending on what they believe. And because no one knows 194 00:12:03,080 --> 00:12:06,000 Speaker 1: really where these beings came from or where they're going. 195 00:12:06,640 --> 00:12:09,439 Speaker 1: But it's important to me that the breasts are easy 196 00:12:09,960 --> 00:12:12,920 Speaker 1: during the transition. You're breathing easy, the room is easy, 197 00:12:13,600 --> 00:12:16,240 Speaker 1: you know, so that you can be prepared for the 198 00:12:16,320 --> 00:12:20,120 Speaker 1: next day. M M. When you said the daddy's pregnant, 199 00:12:20,160 --> 00:12:24,440 Speaker 1: what does that mean? Like, there's an invisible and biblical 200 00:12:24,480 --> 00:12:29,800 Speaker 1: core connection that I find generally between the wife and 201 00:12:29,880 --> 00:12:34,600 Speaker 1: the husband or the mates. He gains weight, he gets moody, 202 00:12:34,920 --> 00:12:38,120 Speaker 1: he starts to change, he starts crave. Other things could 203 00:12:38,160 --> 00:12:41,760 Speaker 1: be other women, could be freedom. It's just everything changes. 204 00:12:41,800 --> 00:12:46,000 Speaker 1: So everybody's going through this process, and I find it 205 00:12:47,040 --> 00:12:51,280 Speaker 1: comforting to have someone that understands what you're going through 206 00:12:51,559 --> 00:12:53,880 Speaker 1: to help you make the right decisions during that periods man, 207 00:12:55,040 --> 00:12:58,199 Speaker 1: when you when you do the doers for the transition, 208 00:12:58,640 --> 00:13:01,559 Speaker 1: what kind of energy is exchanged in the room. You 209 00:13:01,640 --> 00:13:07,040 Speaker 1: think between you and that person if any a lot. 210 00:13:07,080 --> 00:13:10,640 Speaker 1: Maybe Usually I'm trying to be like water, like like 211 00:13:10,720 --> 00:13:14,080 Speaker 1: Bruce Lee says, you know, once I get everything the 212 00:13:14,160 --> 00:13:16,280 Speaker 1: way it should be, I'm in a corner like waiting 213 00:13:16,280 --> 00:13:19,839 Speaker 1: to see what the next thing is. And sometimes I'm 214 00:13:19,880 --> 00:13:25,199 Speaker 1: at the forefront when the person doesn't really have a 215 00:13:25,240 --> 00:13:29,880 Speaker 1: lot of family. We're reading, we're reading, we're watching their 216 00:13:29,920 --> 00:13:33,680 Speaker 1: favorite show, We're watching Steve Harvey, we're laughing. Where massaging 217 00:13:33,720 --> 00:13:37,880 Speaker 1: the feet, I'm combing the hair, braiding the hair, sometimes 218 00:13:37,920 --> 00:13:41,360 Speaker 1: brushing the teeth if they can't do that. Sometimes you 219 00:13:41,360 --> 00:13:44,360 Speaker 1: get to a point where you can't swallow. So I'm 220 00:13:44,800 --> 00:13:47,240 Speaker 1: walking them through a breathing ritual that makes it more 221 00:13:47,240 --> 00:13:50,719 Speaker 1: comfortable for them. You know, how difficult is that for you? 222 00:13:54,559 --> 00:13:58,240 Speaker 1: Not very difficult for me. And that's why I decided 223 00:13:58,320 --> 00:14:01,360 Speaker 1: to be the welcoming committee in the ushering committee, because 224 00:14:01,400 --> 00:14:06,800 Speaker 1: the first time I did it was with Stickman's first child, 225 00:14:07,440 --> 00:14:09,400 Speaker 1: him and has made a feel I was. I was 226 00:14:09,480 --> 00:14:12,120 Speaker 1: just friends with them, and I happened to be at 227 00:14:12,120 --> 00:14:15,439 Speaker 1: her birth and that's when I kind of knew okay, 228 00:14:15,480 --> 00:14:19,800 Speaker 1: because I had just had seven a year before, and 229 00:14:19,880 --> 00:14:22,280 Speaker 1: I just kind of knew I could I can do this. 230 00:14:22,280 --> 00:14:25,640 Speaker 1: This is something you know, and I'm always looking for 231 00:14:25,840 --> 00:14:28,360 Speaker 1: to be of service in some kind of way. So 232 00:14:29,200 --> 00:14:32,560 Speaker 1: that's when I started studying and taking it to the 233 00:14:32,560 --> 00:14:38,840 Speaker 1: next level. Yeah, channeling information and things like that. I 234 00:14:38,840 --> 00:14:40,840 Speaker 1: feel like you've been doing that. That's why I even 235 00:14:40,840 --> 00:14:42,560 Speaker 1: talking about your music when I said the thing about 236 00:14:42,560 --> 00:14:50,240 Speaker 1: how you've always been prophecying things, channeling, Yeah, channeling downloads. Yeah, 237 00:14:50,320 --> 00:14:52,960 Speaker 1: that's how most things come to me. That did that 238 00:14:53,080 --> 00:14:54,800 Speaker 1: hinder you when you were younger, because I'm sure that 239 00:14:54,840 --> 00:14:58,120 Speaker 1: you saw things other people couldn't see. Yeah, definitely. You know, 240 00:14:58,960 --> 00:15:02,560 Speaker 1: the energy is so great sometimes in numbers when people 241 00:15:02,560 --> 00:15:07,560 Speaker 1: don't really understand or could be intimidated by you, or 242 00:15:08,000 --> 00:15:13,160 Speaker 1: any of those things, envious of you. Even sometimes the 243 00:15:13,280 --> 00:15:14,960 Speaker 1: energy is too big. When there's a lot of people, 244 00:15:15,320 --> 00:15:17,680 Speaker 1: I can handle one or two, but when it's a lot, 245 00:15:17,880 --> 00:15:21,080 Speaker 1: maybe the energy gets a little big. So as a child, 246 00:15:21,120 --> 00:15:25,600 Speaker 1: it made me dim my lights or pretend that I 247 00:15:25,760 --> 00:15:28,400 Speaker 1: was like everybody else, you know, to make it easier 248 00:15:28,440 --> 00:15:34,760 Speaker 1: for me when you start sharing your gifts. I always did, 249 00:15:34,880 --> 00:15:39,280 Speaker 1: but around groups of people it's easier to it's kind 250 00:15:39,280 --> 00:15:41,760 Speaker 1: of blend in a little. I don't find that a 251 00:15:41,800 --> 00:15:46,360 Speaker 1: bad thing to do, especially if you're aware. Yeah, importance 252 00:15:46,400 --> 00:15:49,240 Speaker 1: of family, you know, one thing. Dealing with all these 253 00:15:49,320 --> 00:15:51,960 Speaker 1: artists and meeting all these artists, you see who's close 254 00:15:51,960 --> 00:15:53,920 Speaker 1: with their family. Then you see who's really close with 255 00:15:53,960 --> 00:15:56,720 Speaker 1: their family, right, And I've seen you around your sister, 256 00:15:56,960 --> 00:16:00,360 Speaker 1: your daughter, your mother, your whole family. Important is that 257 00:16:00,400 --> 00:16:02,520 Speaker 1: because you seem like you have them around a lot. 258 00:16:02,720 --> 00:16:04,280 Speaker 1: That's what I do it for. I do all this 259 00:16:04,440 --> 00:16:07,160 Speaker 1: for them. I don't really need nothing. I just like 260 00:16:07,400 --> 00:16:12,080 Speaker 1: collecting shit. You know. It's for them, you know, And 261 00:16:12,160 --> 00:16:14,920 Speaker 1: they would do it for me, each of them, you know. 262 00:16:15,000 --> 00:16:17,280 Speaker 1: So we all travel together. We've been all working together 263 00:16:17,320 --> 00:16:20,240 Speaker 1: for the last twenty six years. My grandmothers were my 264 00:16:20,720 --> 00:16:26,040 Speaker 1: accountant and publicist at a point they passed on. Now 265 00:16:27,840 --> 00:16:31,880 Speaker 1: my mom was the governess of my house, the caregiver 266 00:16:32,280 --> 00:16:35,520 Speaker 1: for my children. My sister sang back up with me 267 00:16:35,680 --> 00:16:39,800 Speaker 1: for ten years and now she is my partner, my company. 268 00:16:41,080 --> 00:16:44,240 Speaker 1: My best friend out there called Chris, we've been friends 269 00:16:44,280 --> 00:16:49,360 Speaker 1: since we were in high school. He is my partner 270 00:16:49,400 --> 00:16:53,000 Speaker 1: and my merch company. Yeah, it's just so big, Mike, 271 00:16:53,200 --> 00:16:55,920 Speaker 1: you know. We just I keep the same people because 272 00:16:56,080 --> 00:17:00,920 Speaker 1: it's easy, you know, We trust each other and they 273 00:17:00,960 --> 00:17:04,440 Speaker 1: look out for me if I'm doing something. It's good 274 00:17:04,440 --> 00:17:08,000 Speaker 1: to have like an asshole checker and your family. Your 275 00:17:08,040 --> 00:17:11,920 Speaker 1: family is not scared of you, you know, So who's 276 00:17:11,960 --> 00:17:17,200 Speaker 1: the asshole check out at everybody? You name? My mom? Yeah, 277 00:17:17,800 --> 00:17:21,720 Speaker 1: she quickly, no, that's not it. Yeah. Do you listen 278 00:17:21,760 --> 00:17:24,760 Speaker 1: when she usually does? H take some time. Sometimes some 279 00:17:24,840 --> 00:17:27,480 Speaker 1: push back depends on, you know, if I haven't got 280 00:17:27,520 --> 00:17:32,800 Speaker 1: it yet what she's saying. She's usually always right. I love. 281 00:17:32,840 --> 00:17:34,600 Speaker 1: I love to quote about your mom. My mother was 282 00:17:34,640 --> 00:17:38,919 Speaker 1: an improvement on her mother's design. Right. I'm sure pooma 283 00:17:39,000 --> 00:17:43,560 Speaker 1: is an improvement on Yeah, her mother's designed as well. Yeah. 284 00:17:43,600 --> 00:17:47,160 Speaker 1: I think what I see in a lot of parents 285 00:17:47,280 --> 00:17:51,480 Speaker 1: mother daughter relationships is the mother doesn't realize that you 286 00:17:51,600 --> 00:17:55,199 Speaker 1: still have the opportunity to You're still growing. It's not 287 00:17:55,280 --> 00:17:58,520 Speaker 1: over for you. If you have a daughter, you still 288 00:17:58,520 --> 00:18:02,399 Speaker 1: have to keep going and the things that you know 289 00:18:02,480 --> 00:18:05,440 Speaker 1: you didn't learn before you will get to learn them 290 00:18:05,480 --> 00:18:09,760 Speaker 1: through your kid. And that's how I see it going. 291 00:18:10,680 --> 00:18:14,120 Speaker 1: You know, sometimes when you don't know that, it makes 292 00:18:14,119 --> 00:18:16,920 Speaker 1: it difficult for both people because when the roles aren't 293 00:18:16,960 --> 00:18:23,159 Speaker 1: really played to the best that they can be played. 294 00:18:23,240 --> 00:18:27,760 Speaker 1: Then that's when conflict arises to me. Now you also 295 00:18:27,960 --> 00:18:31,479 Speaker 1: you got your own line of cannabis coming out with Burner. Yes, 296 00:18:31,640 --> 00:18:33,640 Speaker 1: how did you and burn a hook up? And how 297 00:18:33,640 --> 00:18:36,160 Speaker 1: did that come about? I believe Burne reached out years 298 00:18:36,160 --> 00:18:39,400 Speaker 1: ago and I just wasn't ready to do that yet. 299 00:18:40,080 --> 00:18:44,919 Speaker 1: But we reached reached back out, and I said, I 300 00:18:44,960 --> 00:18:48,600 Speaker 1: think it's cool, it's time to do that. And I 301 00:18:48,760 --> 00:18:52,679 Speaker 1: noticed that there was no area in the cannabinoid world 302 00:18:52,680 --> 00:18:58,399 Speaker 1: where women were being focused on. So my focused in 303 00:18:58,600 --> 00:19:03,840 Speaker 1: cannabinois is women's these in the body and childbirths, in meditation, 304 00:19:03,920 --> 00:19:09,879 Speaker 1: and religious studies and spirituality, casually, mothers, everyday people and 305 00:19:10,920 --> 00:19:17,840 Speaker 1: um building a product line around their needs. Uh yeah? 306 00:19:17,920 --> 00:19:20,760 Speaker 1: Is it just is it flower? Is it? Is it edibles? 307 00:19:20,880 --> 00:19:28,640 Speaker 1: Is it? What? Is it? Little everything? Flower, edibles, creams, sprays. Um. 308 00:19:31,800 --> 00:19:36,200 Speaker 1: We also do a mushroom mushroom teas, a daytime tea, 309 00:19:36,359 --> 00:19:43,080 Speaker 1: and a nighttime psychedelicit need some of that. So I've 310 00:19:43,080 --> 00:19:44,880 Speaker 1: never had a much room in my life. So break 311 00:19:44,880 --> 00:19:46,679 Speaker 1: down the feeling of the psychedelic because I know that 312 00:19:46,680 --> 00:19:48,359 Speaker 1: I'm sure that some people that have never experienced that 313 00:19:48,400 --> 00:19:51,240 Speaker 1: as well. It might be a little different for everybody, 314 00:19:51,320 --> 00:19:54,919 Speaker 1: but for me, um, it's it's ritual work for me. 315 00:19:55,200 --> 00:19:57,720 Speaker 1: I never do it like it's in a group hanging 316 00:19:57,720 --> 00:20:00,760 Speaker 1: out with people. It's something that I do alone. I 317 00:20:00,880 --> 00:20:04,080 Speaker 1: do that in my long time and with the mushrooms 318 00:20:04,680 --> 00:20:09,600 Speaker 1: that plant medicine pretty much allows you to see the 319 00:20:09,720 --> 00:20:13,119 Speaker 1: things that you block out. You know, the traumas that 320 00:20:13,160 --> 00:20:16,879 Speaker 1: you've blocked out come to the surface and you're able 321 00:20:16,920 --> 00:20:23,080 Speaker 1: to see them. That's not necessarily a solution based medicine, 322 00:20:23,160 --> 00:20:31,800 Speaker 1: but it is definitely a five D look at yourself completely. 323 00:20:32,720 --> 00:20:35,040 Speaker 1: Some people would say why, Like, why do I want 324 00:20:35,080 --> 00:20:37,040 Speaker 1: that trauma and full face? If I'm trying to run 325 00:20:37,080 --> 00:20:38,560 Speaker 1: from it, why do I want it? I don't want 326 00:20:38,560 --> 00:20:42,639 Speaker 1: to face to run from. Well, that means that you 327 00:20:42,760 --> 00:20:45,520 Speaker 1: don't want that right now, you know. I think plant 328 00:20:45,520 --> 00:20:50,679 Speaker 1: medicine finds people. You know, it finds people, It finds you. 329 00:20:50,680 --> 00:20:52,159 Speaker 1: You know, you've heard about it, you're read about it, 330 00:20:52,160 --> 00:20:55,160 Speaker 1: and you keep seeing it. Then there you go. Maybe 331 00:20:55,240 --> 00:20:57,840 Speaker 1: that's how I feel about a wash. Yeah, for whatever reason, 332 00:20:57,880 --> 00:21:00,960 Speaker 1: I keep running from shrooms. Yeah, but UACA I want 333 00:21:01,000 --> 00:21:03,480 Speaker 1: I'm all in. I've been talking to a shaman like 334 00:21:03,520 --> 00:21:04,840 Speaker 1: I'm going to do it and I feel like I 335 00:21:04,920 --> 00:21:07,679 Speaker 1: got to do it this year. Yes, I understand that 336 00:21:07,720 --> 00:21:12,280 Speaker 1: because mushrooms is generally not a shaman based thing. You know, 337 00:21:12,320 --> 00:21:16,040 Speaker 1: the heroic dose of a five ground mushroom and take 338 00:21:16,720 --> 00:21:19,160 Speaker 1: kind of takes you to a place where ayahuasca does. 339 00:21:20,359 --> 00:21:23,359 Speaker 1: You know, it releases the same amount of DMT. So. 340 00:21:24,359 --> 00:21:27,440 Speaker 1: But what I like about what you're saying, the guided 341 00:21:28,040 --> 00:21:32,080 Speaker 1: shaman meditation kind of gives you these guardrails if you've 342 00:21:32,119 --> 00:21:35,480 Speaker 1: never done anything like that before, because it can be shocking, 343 00:21:36,200 --> 00:21:41,760 Speaker 1: it can be sad. But what I've learned is when 344 00:21:41,800 --> 00:21:46,600 Speaker 1: I do ayahuasca, it's different for everybody. But I found 345 00:21:46,680 --> 00:21:49,400 Speaker 1: myself in these rooms envy Like you were talking about, 346 00:21:49,480 --> 00:21:52,520 Speaker 1: why do I want to go down this rabbit hole? Well, 347 00:21:52,560 --> 00:21:55,040 Speaker 1: I found myself in these rooms. And I also find 348 00:21:55,080 --> 00:21:57,959 Speaker 1: myself able to open my eyes and I don't have 349 00:21:58,000 --> 00:22:02,679 Speaker 1: to stay there. That's the least for me, and I 350 00:22:02,760 --> 00:22:05,040 Speaker 1: take it in everyday life. When I get these thoughts 351 00:22:05,080 --> 00:22:08,480 Speaker 1: in my mind, I'm able to now discriminate between the 352 00:22:08,560 --> 00:22:11,480 Speaker 1: thoughts that are gonna take me to this place and don't. 353 00:22:12,040 --> 00:22:15,920 Speaker 1: And because of the experience I had with they call 354 00:22:16,240 --> 00:22:21,199 Speaker 1: Grandma Ayawaska grandmother with grandmother who told me, well, you 355 00:22:21,240 --> 00:22:23,040 Speaker 1: don't have to stay in the room. You know, you 356 00:22:23,600 --> 00:22:26,120 Speaker 1: bought up in the corner, in the open your eyes. 357 00:22:26,160 --> 00:22:29,359 Speaker 1: Get out of that room. Yeah. So I take that 358 00:22:29,440 --> 00:22:32,720 Speaker 1: with me through life now and people get different things. 359 00:22:32,760 --> 00:22:36,280 Speaker 1: That's what I got, you know, from my experiences, discriminating 360 00:22:36,320 --> 00:22:39,040 Speaker 1: between thoughts that evolve you and thoughts that do not. 361 00:22:39,800 --> 00:22:42,280 Speaker 1: Every everybody I know that's done it. The one constant 362 00:22:42,280 --> 00:22:44,919 Speaker 1: I hear is they all say they saw God in 363 00:22:44,960 --> 00:22:46,919 Speaker 1: some way, shape or form, like I know, like my 364 00:22:47,000 --> 00:22:49,760 Speaker 1: man Neil Brennan was an atheist, did not believe in 365 00:22:49,800 --> 00:22:52,320 Speaker 1: God at all. He said he did Ayawaska and he 366 00:22:52,359 --> 00:22:55,359 Speaker 1: said he saw God. And they all describe it as 367 00:22:55,359 --> 00:23:00,439 Speaker 1: he's a light or a feminine energy grandmother. That's what 368 00:23:00,480 --> 00:23:08,600 Speaker 1: they call it. Um. It is like your highest self 369 00:23:09,160 --> 00:23:13,000 Speaker 1: and protector. It's what it feels like. It's like one thing, 370 00:23:14,200 --> 00:23:17,919 Speaker 1: like a being that you can trust more than anyone. 371 00:23:18,440 --> 00:23:21,040 Speaker 1: And I would describe that as God too, you know, 372 00:23:21,160 --> 00:23:25,920 Speaker 1: none judgmental. Yeah, and don't help you, you know, when 373 00:23:25,920 --> 00:23:29,440 Speaker 1: you're going through these hard things during the ceremony, there's 374 00:23:29,480 --> 00:23:33,720 Speaker 1: no help. You know, you gotta man up, you know, 375 00:23:33,760 --> 00:23:36,640 Speaker 1: you gotta see what you're made of during these times, 376 00:23:37,160 --> 00:23:40,560 Speaker 1: and I think that is what God is all about 377 00:23:40,600 --> 00:23:43,920 Speaker 1: to me too, So I create. I'm not clarivoyant like that. 378 00:23:43,960 --> 00:23:47,200 Speaker 1: I don't see things, but I definitely feel feel them. 379 00:23:47,200 --> 00:23:49,680 Speaker 1: Really yeah, I feel like I feel like we can 380 00:23:49,760 --> 00:23:53,320 Speaker 1: visibly see your third high mine. You might can see it, 381 00:23:54,160 --> 00:23:57,720 Speaker 1: but I don't visibly see any I just feel feel things. 382 00:23:57,840 --> 00:24:03,040 Speaker 1: My claris are Claire Audience and Claracentiens. You know, feelings 383 00:24:03,040 --> 00:24:07,520 Speaker 1: and thoughts and words. But seeing stuff. I don't see that. 384 00:24:07,640 --> 00:24:09,320 Speaker 1: Oh okay, I get but you feel it though, I 385 00:24:09,359 --> 00:24:13,400 Speaker 1: do feel it. Got got you? Yeah. How many times 386 00:24:13,400 --> 00:24:20,640 Speaker 1: have you have you done? I've had four ceremonies, five ceremonies, 387 00:24:20,920 --> 00:24:23,359 Speaker 1: all in the same place, different places, different places. I 388 00:24:23,840 --> 00:24:26,960 Speaker 1: wanted to do it in this indigenous place. So South 389 00:24:27,000 --> 00:24:29,879 Speaker 1: America is where I go to do it South Polo. 390 00:24:30,960 --> 00:24:33,040 Speaker 1: Like when I have a show there, then I make 391 00:24:33,080 --> 00:24:36,640 Speaker 1: sure that I make time for the healing work. How 392 00:24:36,680 --> 00:24:41,320 Speaker 1: long does it take? What's the processing eight hour journey? Really, 393 00:24:44,240 --> 00:24:48,000 Speaker 1: I can't wait, I really can't. I can't wait for you. 394 00:24:48,160 --> 00:24:53,119 Speaker 1: I can't. It's gonna help definitely instant. I still feel 395 00:24:53,119 --> 00:24:57,680 Speaker 1: some of the effects from uh an ayahuasca ceremony I've 396 00:24:57,680 --> 00:25:01,520 Speaker 1: done two years ago or something. You still getting downloads 397 00:25:01,520 --> 00:25:05,040 Speaker 1: of Oh that's what it, man, that's why I saw 398 00:25:05,080 --> 00:25:08,760 Speaker 1: this person or if that's why I feel that person. Yeah. 399 00:25:08,840 --> 00:25:10,800 Speaker 1: How often do you share that information with the public. 400 00:25:11,359 --> 00:25:14,600 Speaker 1: I've never This is the first time. Wow, I'm not 401 00:25:14,600 --> 00:25:17,000 Speaker 1: talking about information of you doing it, but the information 402 00:25:17,040 --> 00:25:20,520 Speaker 1: you to download you get from doing it rarely because 403 00:25:20,520 --> 00:25:23,439 Speaker 1: it's it's a personal thing. But if it's helpful, I 404 00:25:23,480 --> 00:25:27,480 Speaker 1: will share it definitely. I think I'm more vocal now 405 00:25:27,520 --> 00:25:31,960 Speaker 1: about this world, this five D world right now than 406 00:25:32,000 --> 00:25:35,440 Speaker 1: ever because I think that everyone is receptive to it, 407 00:25:35,880 --> 00:25:41,080 Speaker 1: you know. So I feel, you know, more comfortable talking 408 00:25:41,080 --> 00:25:45,880 Speaker 1: about it, you think because everybody everybody feels that we 409 00:25:45,920 --> 00:25:48,919 Speaker 1: can we're fully aware something else is going on, Like 410 00:25:49,040 --> 00:25:52,159 Speaker 1: this is all a mirage. There's something else after this. 411 00:25:52,240 --> 00:25:54,679 Speaker 1: I feel like I feel like during COVID and after COVID, 412 00:25:55,160 --> 00:25:59,280 Speaker 1: it's like the curtain got pulled back. Yeah, well that 413 00:25:59,320 --> 00:26:04,440 Speaker 1: COVID was part of that, part of that thing. They 414 00:26:04,520 --> 00:26:08,040 Speaker 1: say that we're moving into the Age of Aquarius from 415 00:26:08,040 --> 00:26:11,240 Speaker 1: the Age of Pisces, and the Age of Pisces was 416 00:26:11,280 --> 00:26:15,080 Speaker 1: the age of according to the theory of astronomy, the 417 00:26:15,119 --> 00:26:18,800 Speaker 1: age of I believe now we're moving into the age 418 00:26:18,840 --> 00:26:22,159 Speaker 1: of I know, which is so Technology's the age of 419 00:26:22,160 --> 00:26:26,159 Speaker 1: technology where you don't have to guess, you can see 420 00:26:26,960 --> 00:26:29,720 Speaker 1: the matrix, you can get downloads of things really quickly. 421 00:26:30,720 --> 00:26:34,520 Speaker 1: So we've moved into that age together, and our children 422 00:26:34,520 --> 00:26:38,159 Speaker 1: were born in this age. So yes, we're in a 423 00:26:38,160 --> 00:26:40,920 Speaker 1: different time, different place. How much do you think technology 424 00:26:40,960 --> 00:26:44,040 Speaker 1: helps it hurts because you use technology? Yeah, definitely, an 425 00:26:43,960 --> 00:26:49,440 Speaker 1: analog girl in a digital world gotta use. How much 426 00:26:49,480 --> 00:26:55,679 Speaker 1: do I think it helps helps it hurts? I don't know. 427 00:26:55,760 --> 00:26:58,200 Speaker 1: I see it is like I see any other entity 428 00:26:58,320 --> 00:27:01,240 Speaker 1: or person. There's good and bad in it, and you 429 00:27:01,400 --> 00:27:05,480 Speaker 1: use it. You know, how you use it determines whether 430 00:27:05,520 --> 00:27:08,959 Speaker 1: it's good or that. Yeah, because I feel like they 431 00:27:08,960 --> 00:27:12,240 Speaker 1: can take things that are just pure and turn it 432 00:27:12,240 --> 00:27:13,679 Speaker 1: into something else, Like I saw that when you and 433 00:27:13,680 --> 00:27:17,520 Speaker 1: Puma posted y'all picture together. Yeah, we just have fun 434 00:27:17,560 --> 00:27:23,639 Speaker 1: all the time. And Puma's collaboring with a pants brand, 435 00:27:24,400 --> 00:27:26,520 Speaker 1: really cute pants brand. We do this all the time. 436 00:27:26,880 --> 00:27:30,720 Speaker 1: But I don't know, people just you know, I think 437 00:27:30,720 --> 00:27:33,800 Speaker 1: people just kind of don't have enough to do, you 438 00:27:33,920 --> 00:27:36,520 Speaker 1: know what I mean, have enough shit to do, But 439 00:27:37,560 --> 00:27:40,000 Speaker 1: you know, you don't stop doing the shit you're doing 440 00:27:40,000 --> 00:27:42,240 Speaker 1: to interrupted shit I'm doing. You know, you don't have 441 00:27:42,359 --> 00:27:44,639 Speaker 1: enough to do. And that's how I look at it. 442 00:27:45,160 --> 00:27:48,280 Speaker 1: But it's okay, it's good. It's and we count on it. 443 00:27:48,400 --> 00:27:51,639 Speaker 1: You know, it helps us sell the product. You know, 444 00:27:51,720 --> 00:27:55,600 Speaker 1: it's free publicity. How do you deal with Puma dating? 445 00:27:55,640 --> 00:27:57,479 Speaker 1: If she's dating, how do you deal with that? How 446 00:27:57,520 --> 00:28:02,439 Speaker 1: do you deal with that? I really like her mate, Okay, 447 00:28:02,880 --> 00:28:06,760 Speaker 1: I think she she's on point. Like said, she's an 448 00:28:06,760 --> 00:28:10,720 Speaker 1: improvement on my design. I wasn't as mature. I didn't 449 00:28:10,760 --> 00:28:15,560 Speaker 1: have my boundaries in place the way she does. I 450 00:28:15,640 --> 00:28:18,320 Speaker 1: think they're good. I think she's cool. I think her 451 00:28:18,359 --> 00:28:22,560 Speaker 1: father's also thinks that the brother is a really good guy. 452 00:28:23,240 --> 00:28:27,560 Speaker 1: So I she's good. You know, she has so much 453 00:28:27,560 --> 00:28:31,520 Speaker 1: to do, and I think each step of the way 454 00:28:31,600 --> 00:28:36,680 Speaker 1: she's making sure that she's paying attention. Yeah, she's a 455 00:28:38,280 --> 00:28:41,880 Speaker 1: She's definitely an improvement on my design, for sure. I 456 00:28:41,920 --> 00:28:44,360 Speaker 1: was gonna ask, you know, what, how did you move 457 00:28:44,400 --> 00:28:48,120 Speaker 1: around a pandemic meeting? They wanted everybody to do certain 458 00:28:48,160 --> 00:28:50,200 Speaker 1: requirements to get in certain buildings, And I know how 459 00:28:50,240 --> 00:28:52,120 Speaker 1: you are about your herbs and what you drink and 460 00:28:52,200 --> 00:28:55,360 Speaker 1: what you put in your body. So and then you 461 00:28:55,440 --> 00:28:57,640 Speaker 1: look now a couple of years later, you see so 462 00:28:57,720 --> 00:29:00,600 Speaker 1: many problems with people, right, people having heart attacks like crazy, 463 00:29:00,680 --> 00:29:03,520 Speaker 1: people are passing away like crazy, and nobody knows to 464 00:29:03,560 --> 00:29:06,000 Speaker 1: the reason why. So how did you move around during 465 00:29:06,000 --> 00:29:09,640 Speaker 1: the pandemic. I really didn't go too many places, you know, 466 00:29:09,920 --> 00:29:18,440 Speaker 1: I am the first social distances it was. It was 467 00:29:18,480 --> 00:29:22,120 Speaker 1: based on my council, but yeah, I don't really go 468 00:29:22,360 --> 00:29:25,239 Speaker 1: places and stuff anyway. So it was beautiful to me. 469 00:29:25,720 --> 00:29:28,720 Speaker 1: And when I would go somewhere, I would forget that, 470 00:29:28,760 --> 00:29:30,880 Speaker 1: Oh we have to wear a mask. We're in this world, 471 00:29:31,160 --> 00:29:33,400 Speaker 1: because I usually be in my world, you know, I 472 00:29:33,480 --> 00:29:38,040 Speaker 1: created a world inside of my my space, and it's 473 00:29:38,040 --> 00:29:41,840 Speaker 1: just always been that way for me. So they move around. 474 00:29:41,840 --> 00:29:45,480 Speaker 1: To do you stay away from people because you are 475 00:29:45,520 --> 00:29:48,240 Speaker 1: such a sponge for energy, like because you feel so much? 476 00:29:48,320 --> 00:29:53,440 Speaker 1: Probably probably I'm figuring that out. Why I do that? 477 00:29:54,320 --> 00:29:57,600 Speaker 1: Even not like why I stay away? Yeah, I'm saying 478 00:29:57,600 --> 00:30:01,440 Speaker 1: you're still figuring it out. Why? Yeah, m hmm, Yeah, 479 00:30:02,160 --> 00:30:05,920 Speaker 1: I'm sure there's more. You know, I've peeled back a 480 00:30:05,920 --> 00:30:10,840 Speaker 1: couple of layers, some more layers to pep man Yeah, 481 00:30:11,320 --> 00:30:13,920 Speaker 1: I can't ever imagine the time where Erica Bardou did 482 00:30:13,920 --> 00:30:17,360 Speaker 1: not know who she was. I do know who I am. 483 00:30:17,360 --> 00:30:20,959 Speaker 1: That's why I know. I don't know things or the 484 00:30:21,000 --> 00:30:24,440 Speaker 1: man that knows something knows nothing knows that he knows that. 485 00:30:25,640 --> 00:30:29,280 Speaker 1: That's how I only know. Mhmm. Yeah, So I just 486 00:30:29,360 --> 00:30:32,640 Speaker 1: I know I didn't know ship then. Yeah, did you 487 00:30:32,640 --> 00:30:36,880 Speaker 1: always know you'm the healing? I'm sorry, yes, yes, kind 488 00:30:36,920 --> 00:30:41,400 Speaker 1: of kind of sort of yeah, since at one age 489 00:30:44,000 --> 00:30:47,959 Speaker 1: nine ten something like that that early. And how did 490 00:30:47,960 --> 00:30:58,800 Speaker 1: you know, uh, the way people respond animals and things. Yeah, 491 00:30:58,840 --> 00:31:04,000 Speaker 1: like how to respond like I got energy like my 492 00:31:04,080 --> 00:31:06,400 Speaker 1: four year old everybody, we all see that in her. 493 00:31:06,480 --> 00:31:08,520 Speaker 1: She's a she's an absolute healer like she does think 494 00:31:08,640 --> 00:31:13,680 Speaker 1: my grandma does. Yeah, just like the way out nurture 495 00:31:14,440 --> 00:31:21,840 Speaker 1: rocks a plane old rock means a lot to me. Um, 496 00:31:21,920 --> 00:31:23,960 Speaker 1: I don't know. Yeah, I kind of knew that that 497 00:31:24,160 --> 00:31:26,640 Speaker 1: cats for the sake of words, healer would be that word. 498 00:31:27,040 --> 00:31:30,200 Speaker 1: Did you feel odd in school at because you obviously 499 00:31:31,000 --> 00:31:33,880 Speaker 1: I'm a I'm a I'm a mutable person, so I 500 00:31:34,320 --> 00:31:39,720 Speaker 1: learned quickly not to put myself in in the line 501 00:31:39,720 --> 00:31:42,800 Speaker 1: of fire. So I kind of mutate to how other 502 00:31:42,880 --> 00:31:54,040 Speaker 1: people behave and learn that. Yeah, so I didn't really Yeah, 503 00:31:54,080 --> 00:31:58,360 Speaker 1: I didn't really do too much talking about these kind 504 00:31:58,360 --> 00:32:01,760 Speaker 1: of things, which is wild to me. Was your musician, right, 505 00:32:01,800 --> 00:32:05,560 Speaker 1: so you have to to talk not always, even though 506 00:32:05,600 --> 00:32:09,080 Speaker 1: you played mostly your own instruments, it was none of that. Well, 507 00:32:09,120 --> 00:32:10,960 Speaker 1: when I was younger, I thought we were talking about that, 508 00:32:11,400 --> 00:32:13,479 Speaker 1: you know, but I didn't mean come a singer or two. 509 00:32:13,520 --> 00:32:16,640 Speaker 1: I was like twenty five. Yeah, I'm talking about when 510 00:32:16,640 --> 00:32:19,240 Speaker 1: you're a kid as a child. Okay, how old is 511 00:32:19,240 --> 00:32:21,120 Speaker 1: your daughter? Now? I got a fourteen year old and 512 00:32:21,200 --> 00:32:22,760 Speaker 1: seven year old, of four year old and the fifteen 513 00:32:22,760 --> 00:32:24,960 Speaker 1: month year old. But the four year old is what's 514 00:32:24,960 --> 00:32:29,120 Speaker 1: the birthday? She's a Libra. She is ye, she's alib 515 00:32:30,000 --> 00:32:34,560 Speaker 1: she was born in September. Okay, yep. What made you jump? 516 00:32:34,640 --> 00:32:38,520 Speaker 1: Just now? You felt some bad energy, didn't you? You 517 00:32:38,640 --> 00:32:40,920 Speaker 1: did a little bit, right, a little bit okay? All right? 518 00:32:44,520 --> 00:32:50,560 Speaker 1: Yeah it was point she did jump a little bad 519 00:32:50,600 --> 00:32:55,560 Speaker 1: got hot? You gotta you gotta book? Is that book 520 00:32:55,600 --> 00:32:58,840 Speaker 1: coming out in twenty ing for me? Yeah? I might be. 521 00:32:59,080 --> 00:33:00,880 Speaker 1: I don't think so. Am I putting out a book 522 00:33:01,600 --> 00:33:04,000 Speaker 1: America America that could be the album or a book, 523 00:33:04,440 --> 00:33:06,800 Speaker 1: the book, Okay, the book. Okay, that's gonna be part two. No, 524 00:33:07,800 --> 00:33:14,120 Speaker 1: I don't know if somebody gave y'all wrong. Erica album, 525 00:33:14,160 --> 00:33:16,200 Speaker 1: New America Part two is coming in twenty twenty four. 526 00:33:16,320 --> 00:33:19,920 Speaker 1: Maybe somebody else writing it. You would have to do 527 00:33:19,960 --> 00:33:22,280 Speaker 1: that one day, though, right, write a book. You keep 528 00:33:22,320 --> 00:33:24,760 Speaker 1: telling me that you should. I really enjoyed your book. 529 00:33:24,840 --> 00:33:28,320 Speaker 1: I think I think I'll get I'm so lazy, you know. 530 00:33:28,360 --> 00:33:30,640 Speaker 1: I like doing things that come really easy for me, 531 00:33:31,320 --> 00:33:34,040 Speaker 1: you know, and I do them well and I'm not 532 00:33:34,120 --> 00:33:36,720 Speaker 1: trying to reinvent it. Well, you're performing for two hours straight. 533 00:33:37,080 --> 00:33:40,040 Speaker 1: Ain't that easy? It's super easy. You're singing, running back 534 00:33:40,040 --> 00:33:44,960 Speaker 1: and forth, playing like playing instruments. It's easy. That's easy, 535 00:33:45,800 --> 00:33:48,960 Speaker 1: Like this is easy for you. You know. That's what 536 00:33:49,000 --> 00:33:51,600 Speaker 1: I think people should focus on what's the most what's 537 00:33:51,600 --> 00:33:54,720 Speaker 1: the easiest thing for you, and find a way to 538 00:33:55,200 --> 00:33:59,840 Speaker 1: capitalize on that. Yeah, we'd be trying to live with 539 00:34:00,240 --> 00:34:03,560 Speaker 1: other people lives and shiit, what's the easiest thing for you? 540 00:34:04,360 --> 00:34:07,320 Speaker 1: You know? That's why everybody all out of alignment now, 541 00:34:07,400 --> 00:34:10,200 Speaker 1: because they're doing things that they shouldn't be doing. They're 542 00:34:10,200 --> 00:34:14,839 Speaker 1: doing things that they see other people do right, comparison. Yep, 543 00:34:15,280 --> 00:34:20,040 Speaker 1: I heard what's the guy named at Cartole? You know that. 544 00:34:20,760 --> 00:34:25,880 Speaker 1: I hear him say things like the ego needs and identity, 545 00:34:26,719 --> 00:34:31,960 Speaker 1: and the identity lives by comparison, you know, so we 546 00:34:32,400 --> 00:34:37,239 Speaker 1: can't help but compare ourselves. I think somebody also said 547 00:34:37,280 --> 00:34:41,080 Speaker 1: that when you're scrolling down instatground, when you see a 548 00:34:41,120 --> 00:34:44,600 Speaker 1: beautiful woman and you're a woman, you have about two 549 00:34:44,640 --> 00:34:48,000 Speaker 1: minutes of depression that happens in the body. Really, yeah, 550 00:34:48,120 --> 00:34:51,279 Speaker 1: you get depressed a little bit for about a couple 551 00:34:51,280 --> 00:34:56,440 Speaker 1: of minutes, so your body releases the enzyme or hormone, 552 00:34:57,360 --> 00:35:00,000 Speaker 1: you know, it causes that. What if you two are 553 00:35:00,120 --> 00:35:03,720 Speaker 1: for a woman, it still happens for some reason because 554 00:35:03,800 --> 00:35:09,719 Speaker 1: the body naturally wants to compare, right, Yeah, who was 555 00:35:09,840 --> 00:35:11,799 Speaker 1: Eric about to ever compared herself too? Because you were 556 00:35:11,880 --> 00:35:16,440 Speaker 1: one of one? I am one on one. Well, you 557 00:35:16,520 --> 00:35:18,719 Speaker 1: don't always know that, you know, we don't always know that. 558 00:35:19,680 --> 00:35:23,440 Speaker 1: It depends on how we're feeling hormonally. We move up 559 00:35:23,480 --> 00:35:29,839 Speaker 1: and down all day long. You know, I'm perfect, you know, 560 00:35:30,080 --> 00:35:34,759 Speaker 1: but I don't know that. M. Yeah all the way. M. 561 00:35:35,840 --> 00:35:39,799 Speaker 1: That's something you have to keep telling yourself. Yeah, Like, yeah, 562 00:35:39,880 --> 00:35:42,120 Speaker 1: I think we all. Do you know healing is like 563 00:35:42,160 --> 00:35:45,560 Speaker 1: a full time and part time job is happening all 564 00:35:45,560 --> 00:35:48,480 Speaker 1: the time. You know. My daughter was and I were 565 00:35:48,520 --> 00:35:51,200 Speaker 1: talking once about jealousy and those kinds of things, and 566 00:35:51,560 --> 00:35:54,040 Speaker 1: I told her those feelings don't ever go away. You 567 00:35:54,160 --> 00:35:58,760 Speaker 1: just learn how to manage them better and use them 568 00:35:58,880 --> 00:36:01,560 Speaker 1: you know better, you know, but the feelings of those 569 00:36:01,600 --> 00:36:06,160 Speaker 1: things kind of stick with you. And you know, like 570 00:36:06,200 --> 00:36:08,560 Speaker 1: people say, it's not a journey of trying to get somewhere. 571 00:36:08,680 --> 00:36:12,640 Speaker 1: It's a decision that you make. I'm going to decide 572 00:36:12,680 --> 00:36:16,760 Speaker 1: to behave this way, you know, And that's that's because 573 00:36:16,760 --> 00:36:19,479 Speaker 1: we're already here. We just have to decide I'm gonna 574 00:36:19,480 --> 00:36:25,400 Speaker 1: behave like this starting today. Yeah. So when the left thing, 575 00:36:25,440 --> 00:36:33,719 Speaker 1: you compared yourself to somebody you personally uh m hm compared? 576 00:36:36,440 --> 00:36:45,560 Speaker 1: Maybe no, in that kind of way. On Instagram, I'm 577 00:36:45,600 --> 00:36:49,120 Speaker 1: looking down the thing and you see somebody's body that's 578 00:36:49,160 --> 00:36:52,919 Speaker 1: cute or something. Can you compare that? You know, because 579 00:36:52,960 --> 00:36:54,560 Speaker 1: we none of us think we're perfect. I told y'all 580 00:36:54,600 --> 00:36:57,400 Speaker 1: during window seat I didn't think I had a great body, 581 00:36:58,000 --> 00:37:01,360 Speaker 1: but I learned that I did the responses. Can you 582 00:37:01,400 --> 00:37:07,879 Speaker 1: imagine that social media back then can you imagine. Yeah, yeah, 583 00:37:07,880 --> 00:37:10,640 Speaker 1: when I see somebody, you know, with an ideal body 584 00:37:10,680 --> 00:37:13,280 Speaker 1: that I think I should have, you know, I'll compare 585 00:37:13,320 --> 00:37:15,480 Speaker 1: that in my mind. What is an ideal body? Though? 586 00:37:15,920 --> 00:37:18,360 Speaker 1: You know? To me, it's athletic body. That's what I like, 587 00:37:18,600 --> 00:37:22,480 Speaker 1: because that's what I've always had. And as gravity comes in, 588 00:37:22,600 --> 00:37:25,839 Speaker 1: you know, it's not the same anymore. It was athletic 589 00:37:26,160 --> 00:37:32,600 Speaker 1: now it's as Yeah, you had the young boys going 590 00:37:32,600 --> 00:37:35,319 Speaker 1: crazy last year when you was working on stage. Who's 591 00:37:35,320 --> 00:37:38,080 Speaker 1: that with? What was that with? Megan was working on 592 00:37:38,120 --> 00:37:43,080 Speaker 1: somebody's stage that was terrible? On purpose? I'll be trying 593 00:37:43,120 --> 00:37:45,440 Speaker 1: to do terrible things and then people say it's great. 594 00:37:46,120 --> 00:37:50,960 Speaker 1: That scares me. That really scares me, because you know 595 00:37:52,200 --> 00:37:54,440 Speaker 1: it's great. What do you mean? I don't believe you, 596 00:37:54,440 --> 00:37:57,640 Speaker 1: you know, yeah, because that'd be trying to clown and shit, 597 00:37:58,120 --> 00:38:00,799 Speaker 1: you know of the impact you what you all? What 598 00:38:01,600 --> 00:38:03,200 Speaker 1: like you said, you said you'd be trying to do 599 00:38:03,280 --> 00:38:06,200 Speaker 1: things terribly. Do you ever create terrible art on purpose 600 00:38:06,239 --> 00:38:07,960 Speaker 1: just to test somebody in the studio, Lucy, if they 601 00:38:07,960 --> 00:38:10,319 Speaker 1: tell them, I wouldn't say terrible art, but like not 602 00:38:10,400 --> 00:38:13,319 Speaker 1: putting a lot of effort into something. And then people 603 00:38:13,360 --> 00:38:15,960 Speaker 1: say it's great. That's when you know, Okay, this is 604 00:38:16,000 --> 00:38:19,319 Speaker 1: not me because I personally didn't put a lot of 605 00:38:19,320 --> 00:38:22,719 Speaker 1: work into that thing. Yeah, what if you're five is 606 00:38:22,719 --> 00:38:26,360 Speaker 1: somebody else's ten? Well, what if you're five is somebody 607 00:38:26,360 --> 00:38:30,640 Speaker 1: else's ten. It's possible because we're not the same. Yeah, no, 608 00:38:30,760 --> 00:38:34,280 Speaker 1: it was the same. So you do it to be bad, 609 00:38:34,400 --> 00:38:39,239 Speaker 1: not to be good. No, see y'all taking it too far. No, 610 00:38:39,280 --> 00:38:42,080 Speaker 1: I'm just saying, you know, at some point when I'm 611 00:38:42,120 --> 00:38:45,560 Speaker 1: just doing something like I write a song over some music, 612 00:38:46,120 --> 00:38:48,359 Speaker 1: and then I don't think this is it, and then 613 00:38:48,440 --> 00:38:50,879 Speaker 1: people will go that's great, that's great. I just don't 614 00:38:50,920 --> 00:38:52,799 Speaker 1: believe it, you know, because it's not great to me. 615 00:38:53,920 --> 00:38:56,920 Speaker 1: So you know that's what I mean. I want to 616 00:38:56,920 --> 00:38:58,560 Speaker 1: tell you one of these questions that one of our 617 00:38:59,239 --> 00:39:01,239 Speaker 1: producers wrote on this list because I think it's a 618 00:39:01,280 --> 00:39:07,279 Speaker 1: hilarious number eleven, Yes, read it. Read it. I don't 619 00:39:07,280 --> 00:39:08,600 Speaker 1: know why I'm reading, but I thought it was funny. 620 00:39:08,640 --> 00:39:11,400 Speaker 1: I think it's hilarious. Okay, they said, you're still selling 621 00:39:11,400 --> 00:39:14,080 Speaker 1: your pussy in the bottom. It's in a box, in 622 00:39:14,160 --> 00:39:20,640 Speaker 1: a box, in a box. I am whenever whenever need 623 00:39:20,719 --> 00:39:25,160 Speaker 1: be insense, Yes, insense, Yeah, whenever need be. How are 624 00:39:25,160 --> 00:39:27,239 Speaker 1: you with your mate? Are you joking? Did your mate 625 00:39:27,400 --> 00:39:29,959 Speaker 1: ever know when you're when like you crack a joking? 626 00:39:31,040 --> 00:39:32,799 Speaker 1: I don't know. It always like he doesn't know if 627 00:39:32,800 --> 00:39:37,160 Speaker 1: you joking or not. We can say mates, we can 628 00:39:37,160 --> 00:39:42,279 Speaker 1: go across the board. You know, in time, you have 629 00:39:42,360 --> 00:39:44,160 Speaker 1: to have a say, sense of humor with somebody for 630 00:39:44,200 --> 00:39:47,960 Speaker 1: them to understand and you're joking. Because there are a 631 00:39:47,960 --> 00:39:50,520 Speaker 1: few people that don't. We don't have a sensens to 632 00:39:50,600 --> 00:39:53,640 Speaker 1: human so they don't never know when I'm joking. Yeah, 633 00:39:53,920 --> 00:39:57,640 Speaker 1: I have a super morbid dark sense of humor. You know, 634 00:39:57,920 --> 00:40:01,000 Speaker 1: I laughing shit that people are not supposed to laugh. Word. Yeah, 635 00:40:01,560 --> 00:40:05,359 Speaker 1: So some people know what I'm joking. Some people don't. Do. 636 00:40:05,360 --> 00:40:07,000 Speaker 1: You have to have that real connection because they're gonna 637 00:40:07,000 --> 00:40:08,200 Speaker 1: you gonna laugh and they're gonna look at you like 638 00:40:08,239 --> 00:40:11,640 Speaker 1: you crazy. I really like having the same sense of humor, music, taste, 639 00:40:12,600 --> 00:40:14,880 Speaker 1: you know, and everything else can be expand. As long 640 00:40:14,920 --> 00:40:17,640 Speaker 1: as you're working on yourself, we can have that. And 641 00:40:17,680 --> 00:40:20,600 Speaker 1: that's enough for me because you know, as you're growing, 642 00:40:21,120 --> 00:40:23,920 Speaker 1: we gotta be listening to music and we're gonna be joking. 643 00:40:24,560 --> 00:40:27,520 Speaker 1: Those are the constant things. So I like having those 644 00:40:27,560 --> 00:40:30,479 Speaker 1: two things in coming, and I don't like nobody making 645 00:40:30,480 --> 00:40:33,040 Speaker 1: me question myself. That's right, you know what I'm seeing 646 00:40:33,239 --> 00:40:38,120 Speaker 1: like that laughing right this? I think we laugh it 647 00:40:38,160 --> 00:40:41,040 Speaker 1: to same thing, and we get in trouble for its time. 648 00:40:41,360 --> 00:40:43,560 Speaker 1: It'd be funny though all the time I can't. I 649 00:40:43,560 --> 00:40:45,000 Speaker 1: can't look at him most of the time. Go, we 650 00:40:45,000 --> 00:40:46,560 Speaker 1: just start laughing at stupid iss and we used to 651 00:40:46,560 --> 00:40:49,000 Speaker 1: get in trouble. Yeah. All the time. People always tell 652 00:40:49,040 --> 00:40:55,160 Speaker 1: me it's too soon, it's too soon. Yes, sometimes what 653 00:40:55,360 --> 00:40:58,839 Speaker 1: is time? I don't know. Yeah, right, so tomorrow, don't 654 00:40:58,880 --> 00:41:02,759 Speaker 1: hit them with what is time? That's why we're feeling like, 655 00:41:02,840 --> 00:41:05,080 Speaker 1: do you mean too soon? Yeah? And most of the time, 656 00:41:05,120 --> 00:41:07,720 Speaker 1: we're not laughing at the situation. We're laughing at the absurdity. 657 00:41:07,880 --> 00:41:13,840 Speaker 1: It's just hey yoka. Hey yoka is a term coined 658 00:41:13,840 --> 00:41:17,800 Speaker 1: by Native American tribes like the Sioux tribe. For example, 659 00:41:19,480 --> 00:41:22,960 Speaker 1: I'm laughing now because we tell you you're talking about No. 660 00:41:23,360 --> 00:41:25,240 Speaker 1: We had a co host today that we're talking about 661 00:41:25,760 --> 00:41:36,000 Speaker 1: Native Americans and Indian people. Later okay. Hey yoka is 662 00:41:36,000 --> 00:41:40,160 Speaker 1: a term that describes a character in the village who 663 00:41:40,200 --> 00:41:44,880 Speaker 1: does everything backwards. H he rides the horse backwards. He 664 00:41:46,080 --> 00:41:50,279 Speaker 1: purposely burns himself to so to make fun. He's like 665 00:41:50,320 --> 00:41:54,720 Speaker 1: the gesture of a joker, but he's the one who 666 00:41:54,960 --> 00:41:58,880 Speaker 1: tries to make people not take things so seriously life 667 00:41:59,000 --> 00:42:03,600 Speaker 1: and death, you know, birsts and tragedy, you know, So 668 00:42:03,880 --> 00:42:06,960 Speaker 1: he makes the joke out of it. I'm super hey, Yoka. 669 00:42:07,320 --> 00:42:09,360 Speaker 1: So people don't think that's funny a lot you know 670 00:42:09,560 --> 00:42:13,040 Speaker 1: things I say, but I'm I'm trying to make it 671 00:42:13,239 --> 00:42:16,800 Speaker 1: lighter and that you don't take it so seriously. It's okay, 672 00:42:17,120 --> 00:42:22,520 Speaker 1: we're in one moment right now, you're too. Yeah, sometimes 673 00:42:22,560 --> 00:42:23,920 Speaker 1: to my own I don't know, I don't even want 674 00:42:23,920 --> 00:42:26,040 Speaker 1: to say it to my own detriment. I just don't 675 00:42:26,080 --> 00:42:28,120 Speaker 1: think it's it's a gift to share with everybody, right. 676 00:42:29,000 --> 00:42:31,439 Speaker 1: That's much something I had to learn much later in life. Though. 677 00:42:31,520 --> 00:42:35,680 Speaker 1: It's tough love because you tell the truth and you 678 00:42:35,719 --> 00:42:40,560 Speaker 1: don't really have patience for anything in between. So that's hey, 679 00:42:40,600 --> 00:42:45,120 Speaker 1: Yoka as well, super gifted but really impatient. You know, 680 00:42:45,160 --> 00:42:47,239 Speaker 1: one thing we talk about with you, and I love 681 00:42:47,280 --> 00:42:50,680 Speaker 1: it like you've never allowed allowed yourself to be labeled 682 00:42:51,440 --> 00:42:53,719 Speaker 1: like even when it comes to it it comes to men, 683 00:42:54,440 --> 00:42:57,160 Speaker 1: right if people always talk about your your baby fathers, 684 00:42:57,160 --> 00:42:59,520 Speaker 1: but you like they can't able to label you anything, 685 00:42:59,600 --> 00:43:01,080 Speaker 1: like they don't don't do that with other women. Other 686 00:43:01,120 --> 00:43:09,160 Speaker 1: women they'll put labels on, oh lucky bought on the 687 00:43:09,239 --> 00:43:12,960 Speaker 1: right day. You know, it's I don't know. I think 688 00:43:13,000 --> 00:43:18,120 Speaker 1: if you're transparent, people shouldn't do that. Yeah, I don't. 689 00:43:18,239 --> 00:43:20,719 Speaker 1: I didn't know anything. I didn't know. No one would 690 00:43:20,760 --> 00:43:25,360 Speaker 1: expect to have three baby daddies. Who plans that? But 691 00:43:25,440 --> 00:43:28,480 Speaker 1: when those things start to happen, you don't stop living. 692 00:43:28,560 --> 00:43:31,200 Speaker 1: You continue to grow and live and learn and make 693 00:43:31,239 --> 00:43:35,120 Speaker 1: the best out of those situations and things. Who would 694 00:43:35,160 --> 00:43:38,080 Speaker 1: want to do that? You know, in this judgmental society, 695 00:43:38,760 --> 00:43:40,479 Speaker 1: you just sucked me up because I thought they're about 696 00:43:40,680 --> 00:43:46,880 Speaker 1: playing that you did. Okay, well I planned it some 697 00:43:46,960 --> 00:43:53,120 Speaker 1: part of me. No, No, let's let's be transparent, you know, 698 00:43:53,280 --> 00:43:57,319 Speaker 1: for for my sisters out there. Um, we fall in love, 699 00:43:58,200 --> 00:44:02,200 Speaker 1: you know, love is a chemical team. We fall in love. Really, 700 00:44:02,239 --> 00:44:05,000 Speaker 1: I think God make us fall in love just long 701 00:44:05,120 --> 00:44:08,400 Speaker 1: enough to get pregnant so that we could go ahead 702 00:44:08,440 --> 00:44:11,480 Speaker 1: and procreate, keep the race going. And then that dies 703 00:44:11,560 --> 00:44:14,600 Speaker 1: down and then everything else is on you depending on 704 00:44:14,640 --> 00:44:18,320 Speaker 1: your culture, next step is marriage, or the next step 705 00:44:18,400 --> 00:44:21,440 Speaker 1: is another mate, the next step is whatever. In our culture, 706 00:44:21,680 --> 00:44:26,279 Speaker 1: the next step is supposed to be marriage, and it 707 00:44:26,320 --> 00:44:30,440 Speaker 1: doesn't fit everybody. That doesn't fit me, you know, and 708 00:44:31,040 --> 00:44:36,480 Speaker 1: marriages in this country or culture, it's a culture. It's 709 00:44:36,520 --> 00:44:39,640 Speaker 1: you're supposed to do a certain thing. So, because we're 710 00:44:39,680 --> 00:44:45,520 Speaker 1: all individual beings, everybody does not have relationship skills. Everybody 711 00:44:45,560 --> 00:44:54,360 Speaker 1: does not know how to be a mate. You know. 712 00:44:55,719 --> 00:44:58,600 Speaker 1: We try, you know, but we're not taught that. That's 713 00:44:58,600 --> 00:45:01,040 Speaker 1: something that we're not taught out of. It's a whole 714 00:45:01,080 --> 00:45:03,520 Speaker 1: culture built around it, but we don't even know how 715 00:45:03,520 --> 00:45:06,799 Speaker 1: to do it. And it's the most important thing. Yeah, 716 00:45:07,520 --> 00:45:10,640 Speaker 1: when did you realize I don't have those skills? You know, 717 00:45:10,680 --> 00:45:14,040 Speaker 1: you're not built a relationship, not that kind, not yet, 718 00:45:14,880 --> 00:45:17,200 Speaker 1: you know. Anyway, I don't I noticed that I didn't 719 00:45:17,239 --> 00:45:22,200 Speaker 1: have relationship skills when um, the rules of those engaging 720 00:45:22,239 --> 00:45:25,840 Speaker 1: skills is the man is the giver and the woman 721 00:45:26,000 --> 00:45:29,080 Speaker 1: is the receiver. I don't. My body is not built 722 00:45:29,120 --> 00:45:31,440 Speaker 1: that way. I like to poly you're a thing and 723 00:45:31,560 --> 00:45:36,520 Speaker 1: climb trees and have cars and work and ambitious and 724 00:45:36,560 --> 00:45:40,000 Speaker 1: I'm ambitious for my family I am the breadwinner of 725 00:45:40,120 --> 00:45:45,279 Speaker 1: my whole entire clan, my family. I'm the franchise. So 726 00:45:45,400 --> 00:45:48,880 Speaker 1: that doesn't really work for the culture of marriage that 727 00:45:49,040 --> 00:45:52,960 Speaker 1: we have been taught. You know, it could be another 728 00:45:53,040 --> 00:45:56,160 Speaker 1: kind of thing accord for, but this culture that has 729 00:45:56,200 --> 00:46:00,160 Speaker 1: been instilled in our minds doesn't work for that. And 730 00:46:00,280 --> 00:46:05,680 Speaker 1: women who do have those kinds of desires and things 731 00:46:05,719 --> 00:46:12,879 Speaker 1: are deemed to this too masculine, too ambitious, too that 732 00:46:13,000 --> 00:46:15,279 Speaker 1: you want to be a man, you want to what 733 00:46:15,280 --> 00:46:17,840 Speaker 1: do you mean, I just want to be eric. But 734 00:46:17,920 --> 00:46:21,080 Speaker 1: it's changed a lot. Yeah, it has to a certain extent, 735 00:46:21,160 --> 00:46:25,200 Speaker 1: but not in that area. Because if you want to 736 00:46:25,239 --> 00:46:29,680 Speaker 1: be chosen for a mate, you you really have to 737 00:46:30,080 --> 00:46:38,279 Speaker 1: understand the culture of partnerships. There's a culture, and you 738 00:46:38,280 --> 00:46:40,279 Speaker 1: have to be willing to work. That's why they call 739 00:46:40,320 --> 00:46:43,359 Speaker 1: it hard work, you know it. They call it work 740 00:46:43,480 --> 00:46:45,920 Speaker 1: because it's not a natural thing for us. It's not 741 00:46:46,000 --> 00:46:49,560 Speaker 1: an it doesn't come natural for us to do some 742 00:46:49,640 --> 00:46:53,839 Speaker 1: of those things that the culture relationships require. That's why 743 00:46:53,880 --> 00:46:57,640 Speaker 1: we gotta work hard and make mistakes. And I accidentally 744 00:46:57,719 --> 00:47:00,959 Speaker 1: did this because it's hard work. It's so wow because 745 00:47:00,960 --> 00:47:03,360 Speaker 1: I think people look at when they think of you 746 00:47:03,600 --> 00:47:08,080 Speaker 1: They think of Erica is the woman that's that's what 747 00:47:08,160 --> 00:47:10,520 Speaker 1: she wants to do and necessarily doesn't want to be 748 00:47:10,680 --> 00:47:12,400 Speaker 1: in a long term relationship. They look at Eric because like, 749 00:47:12,440 --> 00:47:13,719 Speaker 1: this is what I want, and then I'm onto the 750 00:47:13,719 --> 00:47:15,640 Speaker 1: next because that's how I am. I'm a free being 751 00:47:15,680 --> 00:47:17,960 Speaker 1: and that's how I feel. I don't think anybody would 752 00:47:18,000 --> 00:47:23,800 Speaker 1: ever thought that that's what the part is, right. I 753 00:47:23,800 --> 00:47:31,200 Speaker 1: am very open. My heart is very open. Two new relationships. 754 00:47:31,640 --> 00:47:35,560 Speaker 1: It's open. I don't carry the fear and hate from 755 00:47:35,560 --> 00:47:39,319 Speaker 1: the last one into it because it's something else. So 756 00:47:39,480 --> 00:47:44,280 Speaker 1: I'm not a planner as much. That's how I also 757 00:47:44,400 --> 00:47:48,360 Speaker 1: know that I'm not suited for the culture or relationships 758 00:47:48,760 --> 00:47:55,279 Speaker 1: because it requires all these plans and things. You know. 759 00:47:56,000 --> 00:48:00,480 Speaker 1: I am suited for the culture entertainment though I can 760 00:48:00,480 --> 00:48:02,719 Speaker 1: do that very well. I know all the INDs and 761 00:48:02,760 --> 00:48:05,080 Speaker 1: outs of that, and I've spent most of my thought 762 00:48:05,160 --> 00:48:09,440 Speaker 1: life honing that energy and not giving a lot of 763 00:48:09,440 --> 00:48:11,920 Speaker 1: time to the other part. So you don't you wouldn't 764 00:48:11,920 --> 00:48:14,600 Speaker 1: necessarily want to work on the relationship part. This wasn't 765 00:48:14,640 --> 00:48:17,520 Speaker 1: in you at the time. No, I didn't want to 766 00:48:18,080 --> 00:48:20,239 Speaker 1: at that time, you know. I just felt like if 767 00:48:20,280 --> 00:48:24,239 Speaker 1: you didn't fit. I ain't doing it. Yeah, it doesn't work. 768 00:48:24,320 --> 00:48:26,560 Speaker 1: So you can let go so so easy, I guess, 769 00:48:26,560 --> 00:48:30,080 Speaker 1: because I have to work afterwards. You know, the letting 770 00:48:30,120 --> 00:48:33,360 Speaker 1: go part may be easy, but the work is the 771 00:48:33,719 --> 00:48:37,160 Speaker 1: missing the people and you've you've created these bonds together 772 00:48:37,239 --> 00:48:40,880 Speaker 1: and yeah, it's it's very difficult, but I like to 773 00:48:40,880 --> 00:48:42,840 Speaker 1: do that in private. I'm not gonna make it to 774 00:48:42,880 --> 00:48:47,680 Speaker 1: guy's responsibilities and nobody else's, but I know when there's 775 00:48:47,760 --> 00:48:53,000 Speaker 1: time the download toe. I'm glad you're here because I 776 00:48:53,040 --> 00:48:54,560 Speaker 1: want to explore this with you because you said something 777 00:48:54,600 --> 00:48:56,920 Speaker 1: and I've been thinking about this. I feel like patriarchy 778 00:48:57,000 --> 00:48:59,600 Speaker 1: is such a forced concept. Yeah, and I feel like 779 00:48:59,600 --> 00:49:03,640 Speaker 1: people have to create a patriarchy in order to make 780 00:49:03,680 --> 00:49:06,360 Speaker 1: men lead. I think if it was just naturally divine, 781 00:49:06,400 --> 00:49:10,280 Speaker 1: it'd be a partnership. I just think the balance it'd 782 00:49:10,280 --> 00:49:12,960 Speaker 1: be more balanced. But the women are the natural leaders 783 00:49:13,000 --> 00:49:15,120 Speaker 1: to me, and if I don't know, if you've seen 784 00:49:15,160 --> 00:49:18,880 Speaker 1: the cover, the new cover with Rihanna, and to me, 785 00:49:19,000 --> 00:49:22,799 Speaker 1: that represents that in such a real it's it is. 786 00:49:23,320 --> 00:49:30,200 Speaker 1: It speaks volumes to Asa Rockies love for her, you know, 787 00:49:30,480 --> 00:49:33,560 Speaker 1: and for himself. You know, you have to really love 788 00:49:33,640 --> 00:49:37,239 Speaker 1: yourself as a man in this society that has done 789 00:49:37,239 --> 00:49:40,000 Speaker 1: this number on you and beat you down to the 790 00:49:40,040 --> 00:49:42,600 Speaker 1: point where you feel like you're nothing if you don't 791 00:49:42,640 --> 00:49:45,920 Speaker 1: have some physical thing to offer. You know, you're an 792 00:49:45,960 --> 00:49:51,000 Speaker 1: extraordinary human being if you have emerged out of that 793 00:49:51,080 --> 00:49:57,640 Speaker 1: pool of despair. You know, it's it's disparaging to have 794 00:49:57,719 --> 00:50:00,239 Speaker 1: to feel like you are nothing if you don't don't 795 00:50:00,360 --> 00:50:04,120 Speaker 1: bring something to this table in the culture or relationships, 796 00:50:04,680 --> 00:50:08,439 Speaker 1: it's difficult. I was a son, so I would hate 797 00:50:08,440 --> 00:50:11,279 Speaker 1: for him to have to feel like that and then 798 00:50:11,360 --> 00:50:16,640 Speaker 1: results to insecurity and result to envy of his mate 799 00:50:16,680 --> 00:50:19,640 Speaker 1: and all that. You know. That's why I'm not suited 800 00:50:19,680 --> 00:50:24,080 Speaker 1: for this culture of relationships, you know, because I don't 801 00:50:24,120 --> 00:50:27,239 Speaker 1: believe those things. I don't believe my son to be 802 00:50:27,239 --> 00:50:31,399 Speaker 1: in a box, nor myself. You know. Have you had 803 00:50:31,400 --> 00:50:36,040 Speaker 1: problems with men wanting with men understanding that you just 804 00:50:36,080 --> 00:50:39,920 Speaker 1: are a natural leader? Yeah? Yeah, yeah. They was in 805 00:50:39,920 --> 00:50:43,120 Speaker 1: the world I grew up, so yes, I don't think 806 00:50:43,160 --> 00:50:46,359 Speaker 1: they mean to. I don't think they want to, but 807 00:50:46,520 --> 00:50:49,960 Speaker 1: this is the program, you know. And I also think 808 00:50:50,000 --> 00:50:52,719 Speaker 1: it's a very innate thing for men to want to 809 00:50:52,800 --> 00:50:55,120 Speaker 1: care for and take care of someone for the rest 810 00:50:55,200 --> 00:50:59,360 Speaker 1: of their life, you know. But the way that we 811 00:51:00,000 --> 00:51:01,799 Speaker 1: think that they're supposed to take care of someone for 812 00:51:01,800 --> 00:51:07,040 Speaker 1: the rest of their life is obscured to me. I 813 00:51:07,120 --> 00:51:09,600 Speaker 1: can't expect somebody to be the strongest person that never 814 00:51:09,680 --> 00:51:13,279 Speaker 1: cried carry you across the railroad track. And that's the 815 00:51:13,360 --> 00:51:17,319 Speaker 1: human being too, you know. So and they feel like 816 00:51:17,440 --> 00:51:21,000 Speaker 1: failures a lot when they don't do those things and 817 00:51:21,120 --> 00:51:25,880 Speaker 1: can't do those things, and they feel like inadequate beings 818 00:51:25,960 --> 00:51:29,239 Speaker 1: when the woman makes seventy dollars more than they do 819 00:51:30,560 --> 00:51:33,520 Speaker 1: or something like that. To me, submission it's a very 820 00:51:33,560 --> 00:51:38,480 Speaker 1: important thing in the relationship, and I think the person 821 00:51:38,520 --> 00:51:43,400 Speaker 1: that submits should be submitting to the person with the mission, 822 00:51:44,680 --> 00:51:47,400 Speaker 1: not a stronger person or the male person of the 823 00:51:47,480 --> 00:51:50,280 Speaker 1: few whoever has the mission, and it works for the family, 824 00:51:51,080 --> 00:51:54,160 Speaker 1: you know, And the woman can have more money, lots 825 00:51:54,200 --> 00:51:56,520 Speaker 1: more money. But as long as a man has a mission, 826 00:51:57,239 --> 00:52:00,080 Speaker 1: it's fine, you know, because if he wants to and 827 00:52:00,160 --> 00:52:03,120 Speaker 1: needs to feel a certain way, you know about it, 828 00:52:03,440 --> 00:52:05,560 Speaker 1: then it's up to both of us. Not because it's 829 00:52:05,560 --> 00:52:08,520 Speaker 1: the rules, it's because we care about each other, where 830 00:52:08,520 --> 00:52:11,800 Speaker 1: you're compassionate to each other's feelings and what each other's needs. 831 00:52:12,440 --> 00:52:14,479 Speaker 1: I know what you want and what you're trying to do, 832 00:52:15,040 --> 00:52:18,480 Speaker 1: and that's no way I would poke as that or 833 00:52:18,600 --> 00:52:21,400 Speaker 1: put you down because of it. Like what you said earlier, 834 00:52:21,960 --> 00:52:25,759 Speaker 1: make you feel bad because you're your your humor is dark. 835 00:52:27,400 --> 00:52:32,000 Speaker 1: You have a problem submitting to somebody, No I do. 836 00:52:33,200 --> 00:52:36,080 Speaker 1: There's a mission, you know, that's what submitting is about. 837 00:52:36,719 --> 00:52:40,440 Speaker 1: But if someone expects you to be submissive in the 838 00:52:40,719 --> 00:52:43,480 Speaker 1: like in the culture, what the culture describes as submission 839 00:52:43,600 --> 00:52:48,560 Speaker 1: is cooking and cleaning and bearing and doing all those things. 840 00:52:48,600 --> 00:52:51,759 Speaker 1: I do all those things too, but that's not all 841 00:52:51,800 --> 00:52:56,520 Speaker 1: I do, and only all I do so because I 842 00:52:56,560 --> 00:53:00,520 Speaker 1: do it because it's my responsibility, you know, it's my response, Billy, Yeah, 843 00:53:00,560 --> 00:53:05,640 Speaker 1: agreed to do those things. Yeah, that's why I do them. 844 00:53:05,719 --> 00:53:07,799 Speaker 1: The only time I've ever seen you, like like really 845 00:53:07,840 --> 00:53:10,640 Speaker 1: pushed back on double standards that exist is when they 846 00:53:10,680 --> 00:53:14,480 Speaker 1: would age shaming you. I think it's so weird. I 847 00:53:14,520 --> 00:53:19,400 Speaker 1: mean it is. It's it's like Ericabado fifty two goes 848 00:53:19,440 --> 00:53:24,359 Speaker 1: to the store. But if we're talking about you, Charlottamagne, 849 00:53:25,400 --> 00:53:28,920 Speaker 1: there's nothing in sight with your age, and that's just enough. 850 00:53:28,960 --> 00:53:31,440 Speaker 1: That's part of the culture. It's a part of the 851 00:53:31,480 --> 00:53:37,320 Speaker 1: patriarchal culture. They don't see its age shaming. They feel 852 00:53:37,400 --> 00:53:41,279 Speaker 1: like they are letting us know, letting the rest of 853 00:53:41,280 --> 00:53:44,439 Speaker 1: the people know. Yeah, they're not saying you look good 854 00:53:44,480 --> 00:53:47,640 Speaker 1: for your age. They're just saying you've aged. And I 855 00:53:47,640 --> 00:53:51,520 Speaker 1: don't know what that means. You know, still, and they 856 00:53:51,560 --> 00:53:54,040 Speaker 1: do that even with who you might choose to date, 857 00:53:54,040 --> 00:53:57,879 Speaker 1: because you can be with young Miami. Yeah it's no problem. Yeah, 858 00:53:58,040 --> 00:54:01,319 Speaker 1: Erica with a young boys. What does she know? Yeah, 859 00:54:01,400 --> 00:54:04,600 Speaker 1: it's just like that. It's because we're not supposed to 860 00:54:05,080 --> 00:54:07,680 Speaker 1: We're supposed to be some pussy. I can beat that out, 861 00:54:09,000 --> 00:54:12,879 Speaker 1: but that's what we're supposed to be. And if that's 862 00:54:12,920 --> 00:54:15,120 Speaker 1: all you're supposed to be, then they got to put 863 00:54:15,120 --> 00:54:24,359 Speaker 1: an age on it. Yeah, it's old pussy season. Well 864 00:54:24,360 --> 00:54:28,239 Speaker 1: we know that. Yeah, we know that. But you know, 865 00:54:28,880 --> 00:54:31,640 Speaker 1: it's just weird how the world is set up because 866 00:54:31,680 --> 00:54:35,000 Speaker 1: I don't see it, and I'm not programmable when it 867 00:54:35,000 --> 00:54:38,520 Speaker 1: comes to that part. You know, I'm not a nonconformist. 868 00:54:38,520 --> 00:54:45,319 Speaker 1: I'm not a feminist. You know, I'm just awake. I 869 00:54:45,400 --> 00:54:49,560 Speaker 1: can see awake, not woke both. I hate what I 870 00:54:49,560 --> 00:54:51,799 Speaker 1: think who people need to get some sleep. You know, 871 00:54:52,120 --> 00:54:54,799 Speaker 1: because they use and woke as it as something to 872 00:54:56,120 --> 00:54:58,880 Speaker 1: compare themselves to somebody else who doesn't know as much 873 00:54:58,920 --> 00:55:01,719 Speaker 1: as that that's not what woke. Me and Georgia talking 874 00:55:01,760 --> 00:55:04,720 Speaker 1: about woke the other day. What woke is is keeping 875 00:55:04,719 --> 00:55:08,440 Speaker 1: your antenna up and paying attention to the things that 876 00:55:08,480 --> 00:55:12,879 Speaker 1: are going around along or going on in your life, 877 00:55:13,480 --> 00:55:19,600 Speaker 1: inside your body and outside. Stay woke, you know, and 878 00:55:19,800 --> 00:55:21,759 Speaker 1: it's just been obscure. We are you taking it back? 879 00:55:22,880 --> 00:55:26,520 Speaker 1: You know, because woke is is a necessary thing for people. 880 00:55:27,280 --> 00:55:30,640 Speaker 1: You know, you gotta be aware, in tune, in alignment 881 00:55:31,480 --> 00:55:33,239 Speaker 1: with nature and the things that are going on so 882 00:55:33,360 --> 00:55:39,120 Speaker 1: you can not make the same mistakes. Yeah, this is 883 00:55:39,560 --> 00:55:42,120 Speaker 1: a personal question. I just wanted to know her time 884 00:55:42,200 --> 00:55:45,319 Speaker 1: is precious. I just want to know what got you 885 00:55:45,360 --> 00:55:47,640 Speaker 1: into DJ? And like what because you know you DJ 886 00:55:47,800 --> 00:55:50,319 Speaker 1: shows now she DJ's arenas what got you into DJ? 887 00:55:50,560 --> 00:55:53,880 Speaker 1: I've in DJ? Says I was fourteen years old. I 888 00:55:53,960 --> 00:55:57,560 Speaker 1: used to skip school to go this guy house in 889 00:55:57,680 --> 00:56:02,800 Speaker 1: DJ and he would have like five or six other people. 890 00:56:02,840 --> 00:56:05,480 Speaker 1: They were all grown people. It was like nineteen to 891 00:56:05,680 --> 00:56:08,480 Speaker 1: twenty five. I was fourteen and I would go over 892 00:56:08,520 --> 00:56:13,000 Speaker 1: because I was really interested in DJ, and I and 893 00:56:13,120 --> 00:56:16,600 Speaker 1: that's where I learned. And yeah, it's just been a 894 00:56:16,640 --> 00:56:20,399 Speaker 1: love of mine since because I love music so very much. 895 00:56:22,719 --> 00:56:26,880 Speaker 1: My uncle's and my mother, my cousins, I mean, we 896 00:56:26,920 --> 00:56:30,880 Speaker 1: are all music historians. We love all genres of music. 897 00:56:31,560 --> 00:56:35,520 Speaker 1: It's our coping mechanism along with dark humor, you know, 898 00:56:35,840 --> 00:56:38,080 Speaker 1: music and humor, And that's the way I grew up. 899 00:56:38,760 --> 00:56:41,880 Speaker 1: So that's that's comfortable for me when somebody has that 900 00:56:42,560 --> 00:56:45,360 Speaker 1: same humor as your tribe and the same kind of 901 00:56:45,360 --> 00:56:47,560 Speaker 1: understand for music. But I've been DJ a long time, 902 00:56:47,719 --> 00:56:51,520 Speaker 1: knew to this. She owns the DJ Arena, Thank you. 903 00:56:51,719 --> 00:56:55,040 Speaker 1: She dj my Queen's forty if and that was that 904 00:56:55,320 --> 00:56:57,680 Speaker 1: a vibe? But yeah, so much fun. Oh man, nobody 905 00:56:57,800 --> 00:57:01,360 Speaker 1: knew she was coming. My wife didn't even know Lodann 906 00:57:01,440 --> 00:57:04,680 Speaker 1: Loretta Brown walked in the building. Lord have mercy. Yeah, man, 907 00:57:04,840 --> 00:57:07,120 Speaker 1: that was incredible. So thank you for that. Thank you. 908 00:57:07,360 --> 00:57:09,200 Speaker 1: We appreciate you for joining us this morning. Thank you 909 00:57:09,239 --> 00:57:13,000 Speaker 1: so much. This is so good. We're gonna leave people confused. Wow, No, 910 00:57:13,000 --> 00:57:15,880 Speaker 1: we're gonna leave them going to do some research. Okay, 911 00:57:15,920 --> 00:57:18,000 Speaker 1: all right, well, thank you so much, both of you. 912 00:57:18,200 --> 00:57:20,760 Speaker 1: Anything else they need to know, just that you guys 913 00:57:20,760 --> 00:57:24,440 Speaker 1: are sitting in throne chairs and I'm in like a 914 00:57:24,560 --> 00:57:27,880 Speaker 1: regularly yours coming? Oh you do you gotta ask you one? 915 00:57:27,960 --> 00:57:31,600 Speaker 1: Coming here? We do? You are lying, but see I'm trying. 916 00:57:31,640 --> 00:57:33,280 Speaker 1: I'm torn on it because I don't want I'm not 917 00:57:33,280 --> 00:57:37,080 Speaker 1: gonna let everybody see it. I'm oh, so you got 918 00:57:37,080 --> 00:57:42,120 Speaker 1: one for the guests, no special special guests? Okay, cool? 919 00:57:42,240 --> 00:57:45,320 Speaker 1: I like it. I'm really happy to see y'all and 920 00:57:45,560 --> 00:57:50,640 Speaker 1: I'm grateful to be here. And I'm grateful for this 921 00:57:50,720 --> 00:57:54,720 Speaker 1: collad with cookies, you know, because it's important, you know, 922 00:57:54,840 --> 00:58:00,520 Speaker 1: for us to to expand and break that. You know, 923 00:58:00,600 --> 00:58:06,600 Speaker 1: that taboo about women and Canada canampinoids. So I forgot 924 00:58:06,640 --> 00:58:11,320 Speaker 1: I had to plug that in. We've been talking about supernatural. Yeah, 925 00:58:11,520 --> 00:58:14,520 Speaker 1: but I'm happy and I'm grateful to Vogue for recognizing, 926 00:58:15,200 --> 00:58:20,720 Speaker 1: you know, my love for fashion. Thank you. Yeah, my 927 00:58:20,840 --> 00:58:22,720 Speaker 1: birthday party. Would you like to close this out on 928 00:58:22,760 --> 00:58:29,520 Speaker 1: the prayer? Some positive energy? Absolutely a prayer? All right? Well, God, 929 00:58:31,920 --> 00:58:39,240 Speaker 1: thank you. Look, we don't do all the right things, 930 00:58:40,080 --> 00:58:43,080 Speaker 1: and we don't know all the right things, but we 931 00:58:43,200 --> 00:58:45,360 Speaker 1: are so happy for all of the information that you 932 00:58:45,480 --> 00:58:48,760 Speaker 1: have provided us. We're so grateful for my eye that 933 00:58:48,920 --> 00:58:55,240 Speaker 1: means balance. Grateful for running water, and for clothing and 934 00:58:55,960 --> 00:59:01,120 Speaker 1: sheltering buildings, and partners to argue with, and people to 935 00:59:01,280 --> 00:59:06,720 Speaker 1: compare ourselves to, and the mistakes that turn into our 936 00:59:06,800 --> 00:59:10,200 Speaker 1: greatest lessons. We thank you, and we don't take this 937 00:59:10,840 --> 00:59:19,160 Speaker 1: opportunity to grow for granted. I shall I thank you kidding? Indeed, 938 00:59:19,280 --> 00:59:24,400 Speaker 1: the Queen the icon and it's the Breakfast Club. Good morning, 939 00:59:24,480 --> 00:59:24,960 Speaker 1: good marning,