WEBVTT - EP 203: “I said THEY” feat Rob from IHU 0:00:02.520 --> 0:00:05.800 Guess what decision We're about to make a horrible decisions. 0:00:08.320 --> 0:00:12.959 What's up? What's up? Welcome to another episode of Hory Blade. 0:00:13.000 --> 0:00:15.400 This is Hewns. I don't know why I'd be doing that, 0:00:15.440 --> 0:00:18.600 but it's horrible decisions because I'll be trying to do 0:00:18.640 --> 0:00:23.200 the looe. I don't know what accident is, but whatever. Uh, 0:00:23.280 --> 0:00:26.279 this is your girl, Mandy V A k A. Debt bitch, 0:00:26.920 --> 0:00:29.880 A k A. You know that's it. That's it. I'm 0:00:29.960 --> 0:00:32.280 dropping Pitt the Stallion bitch. And I told you before 0:00:32.520 --> 0:00:36.040 I'm dropping it again. So I'm just debt bitch. What's up? 0:00:36.159 --> 0:00:39.360 You're dropping your strap? Where is it? It's in the closet. 0:00:39.560 --> 0:00:43.600 It's in the closet. I am retiring the strap. I'm 0:00:43.640 --> 0:00:47.840 not b ship what it is. I'm tiring it. Which 0:00:48.159 --> 0:00:50.479 athlete came back to play a sport that was gone? 0:00:51.680 --> 0:00:53.680 This is what we're gonna do. I don't know that man. 0:00:53.720 --> 0:00:56.520 Michael Jordan's okay, well maybe you ain't know, Michael Jordan. 0:00:56.840 --> 0:00:59.120 I didn't know if he went. You know too, he left, 0:00:59.120 --> 0:01:02.240 took a break, went and play baseball, then came back 0:01:02.240 --> 0:01:04.959 to basketball. So right now I'm playing baseball, bitch. Okay, 0:01:05.040 --> 0:01:07.479 a bitch is playing baseball, but I may not return 0:01:07.560 --> 0:01:10.160 to basketball, you know what I mean. I don't know. 0:01:10.480 --> 0:01:13.120 I don't know. Man is old enough to wear like 0:01:13.240 --> 0:01:16.520 right when he hits fifty, he'd be like you, you know, saying, Okay, 0:01:16.520 --> 0:01:19.280 I only got three more years. So see you know, 0:01:19.319 --> 0:01:21.480 I'll be playing baseball for three years then kind of 0:01:21.560 --> 0:01:23.760 the rise. I'm wheezy. If you've never heard this show, 0:01:24.200 --> 0:01:26.880 Peg is here, She's still here. It's it's it's she's 0:01:26.920 --> 0:01:30.000 wearing a mask. Um, but we have somebody with us 0:01:30.319 --> 0:01:33.800 from a very special podcast called Inner ho Uprising. I 0:01:33.840 --> 0:01:36.880 remember when we first started our show. Um, we had 0:01:36.920 --> 0:01:39.320 heard about it because there wasn't really another black sex 0:01:39.319 --> 0:01:42.480 pod in New York right now, not at that time. No, 0:01:42.760 --> 0:01:45.680 So definitely are O g s. I love in her 0:01:45.680 --> 0:01:48.040 ho Uprising because I really feel like it's a tightened 0:01:48.080 --> 0:01:52.080 up horrible decisions. What are the tightened up horrible decisions? 0:01:52.160 --> 0:01:55.040 Even the way that they started, they put what we'll 0:01:55.080 --> 0:01:56.960 be talking about. I didn't say all that because I mean, 0:01:57.680 --> 0:02:00.480 but what I will say, can you what is the 0:02:00.600 --> 0:02:05.320 tighter now? When you listen to next week? Okay, Well, 0:02:05.600 --> 0:02:07.400 Rob doesn't do it like Sammy like looking at in 0:02:07.440 --> 0:02:11.280 her Ho Uprising, where we are telling you about my pronouncer, 0:02:11.360 --> 0:02:14.440 she Her, and we are back for It's like a 0:02:14.480 --> 0:02:17.519 good newscasterree hole. You know what I'm saying a newscaster. 0:02:17.919 --> 0:02:21.200 We'll be starting the show dumb, but I like, speak 0:02:21.320 --> 0:02:26.840 for yourself. You'll be startling, start dumb. We ain't dumb, bitch, 0:02:26.919 --> 0:02:29.520 This is an education. I didn't say weird dumb? Are 0:02:29.560 --> 0:02:32.480 you saying we'll show be done? It ain't dune. Welcome 0:02:32.520 --> 0:02:36.880 to horrible you know what I mean? We say horrible 0:02:36.880 --> 0:02:39.640 decisions that introduce our sales in that see, let me 0:02:39.639 --> 0:02:43.000 try to do it. You and she Her, I'm a 0:02:43.440 --> 0:02:47.840 she her, Yeah, that's it? What what what we gotta say? 0:02:48.000 --> 0:02:51.080 You know what? She eat coachy? Sometimes I do. We 0:02:51.160 --> 0:02:54.080 both suck dick? Is that how we need to introduce? Hey, guys, 0:02:54.120 --> 0:02:57.079 we suck dick in like pussy. What's up? I kind 0:02:57.080 --> 0:03:01.600 of like that. That's pretty fun. Okay, So let's introduce 0:03:01.720 --> 0:03:04.040 Rob So. Rob is one of the hosts on Inner 0:03:04.080 --> 0:03:06.919 Ho Uprising. Rob, I haven't met you before, and I 0:03:06.960 --> 0:03:10.000 didn't I know? Sam like kind of rotates co host. 0:03:10.040 --> 0:03:11.760 Can you tell us about Inner Ho Uprising? How you 0:03:11.760 --> 0:03:15.200 got your started on their So in Uprising, it's a 0:03:15.200 --> 0:03:17.919 podcast about sex leven dating from the perspective of four 0:03:18.040 --> 0:03:23.560 black queer feminists. Um, we are, yes, we're all very gay. 0:03:23.720 --> 0:03:27.280 We're all very open, like, uh, A couple of them 0:03:27.280 --> 0:03:31.399 are non monogamous. I am monogamous. Um that doesn't sound 0:03:31.440 --> 0:03:36.040 like fun. I mean I'm I mean I'm single, So 0:03:36.640 --> 0:03:38.880 I just the choosing date one person at a time. 0:03:39.240 --> 0:03:43.120 Um capacity. Yeah, you know, my brain is a little smooth, 0:03:43.240 --> 0:03:45.600 it's tired, so I don't want to get too crazy. 0:03:45.720 --> 0:03:50.520 But yeah, we're more we're educational, but we're fun. And 0:03:50.600 --> 0:03:53.280 the way we got started. Sam had the podcast initially 0:03:53.320 --> 0:03:56.080 with another host, and when that host left, she kind 0:03:56.080 --> 0:03:59.760 of did um like a kind of like competition between 0:04:00.080 --> 0:04:02.600 from people who wanted the spot, and she ended up 0:04:02.640 --> 0:04:05.240 choosing me, Rebecca and Akua so we could all be 0:04:05.320 --> 0:04:07.120 host and it works out better so we can all 0:04:07.160 --> 0:04:09.480 be Yeah, I mean we're out here. We're all like 0:04:09.560 --> 0:04:13.080 pretty big. It's like Hunger Games. Though people did y'all 0:04:13.120 --> 0:04:15.640 beat up? I have no idea. I was just one 0:04:15.680 --> 0:04:18.120 of many niggas, but I was the one of the 0:04:18.160 --> 0:04:21.640 niggas made it, you know, like on top and we're 0:04:21.680 --> 0:04:26.200 all like super busy. So like Sam, her life is podcasting, 0:04:26.839 --> 0:04:29.599 My life is like a billion different things. So it 0:04:29.640 --> 0:04:33.679 works out that I'm not like glue to podcasting because 0:04:33.680 --> 0:04:35.920 we're all we're all doing it at different You could 0:04:35.920 --> 0:04:38.560 just be the put your input in when needed. I'm like, 0:04:38.600 --> 0:04:42.400 I'm like a hole once a week. Damn I got 0:04:42.400 --> 0:04:46.160 a lot at all. I meant it's like h O 0:04:46.360 --> 0:04:56.640 E s T though like a host. I'm but I'm 0:04:56.640 --> 0:05:00.800 just a hole. Let me say my co ho you 0:05:00.839 --> 0:05:03.560 feel me? So Rob tell us, I want to know 0:05:03.960 --> 0:05:05.880 um whoever wrote me from? In her if I think 0:05:05.920 --> 0:05:08.120 it may have been Sam, she was like Rob's day 0:05:08.240 --> 0:05:12.400 them and I wanted to know your sexual orientation and 0:05:12.920 --> 0:05:15.320 how Yeah, well what is it? Okay, so I'll be 0:05:15.400 --> 0:05:19.600 saying DEMI paint so first with the say them. That's 0:05:19.640 --> 0:05:22.080 my gender identity, right, So I'm a non bindary person 0:05:22.160 --> 0:05:24.760 a gender. I don't identify as a woman as a 0:05:24.760 --> 0:05:28.080 man um, but that's separate, of course, with my sexual orientation. 0:05:28.200 --> 0:05:33.520 I call that gender fluid. I mean, of course, with anything, 0:05:33.640 --> 0:05:35.520 the language is kind of what you make it. Like, 0:05:35.760 --> 0:05:39.480 gender in general is a binary spectrum usually, so you're 0:05:39.520 --> 0:05:46.080 gender nonconforming yes, which which means you don't conform. You know, 0:05:46.160 --> 0:05:50.760 I finished not conforming a big word because I mean, 0:05:50.880 --> 0:05:53.280 if you, I mean, there's nothing wrong with it, right, 0:05:53.440 --> 0:05:57.520 Like I'm not smash the anything kind of person because 0:05:57.560 --> 0:05:59.400 I feel like, you know, if you if that's who 0:05:59.400 --> 0:06:01.360 you are, but who you are, be happy than you are. 0:06:01.839 --> 0:06:06.400 I just wasn't like that was not a gender. What's 0:06:06.440 --> 0:06:13.480 a gender? Mis means no gender like a sexual anything 0:06:13.600 --> 0:06:16.960 that prefixes like no, non, So I just don't prescribe 0:06:16.960 --> 0:06:22.440 to any specific gender. Okay, I'm confused this book over here. 0:06:22.480 --> 0:06:24.400 I ain't even gonna hold you because a sexual I 0:06:24.480 --> 0:06:30.400 getting you choose not to have sex, but a gender 0:06:31.120 --> 0:06:33.160 I mean, but it's not necessarily a choice. If you're 0:06:33.160 --> 0:06:35.040 a sexual, like that's who you are, right, like how 0:06:35.160 --> 0:06:42.039 you are bisexual pantsex people, It's like, is a choice? Yeah, 0:06:42.120 --> 0:06:45.040 like a sexual is like, actually, you know what we're 0:06:45.040 --> 0:06:47.440 gonna I think this would be cool to skip into 0:06:47.440 --> 0:06:49.200 the whole facts. I brought a glossary up, and I 0:06:49.200 --> 0:06:50.920 think it'd be good if we break it down together 0:06:50.960 --> 0:06:54.839 with with the help of Rob because I I don't 0:06:54.839 --> 0:06:56.920 say choice because to me it I agree, it's not 0:06:57.000 --> 0:06:59.120 I don't think you necessarily like if you're a sexual, 0:06:59.160 --> 0:07:01.480 you don't feel it to up you know what I'm say, right, 0:07:01.560 --> 0:07:05.159 you don't write but a gender. I didn't. I never 0:07:05.279 --> 0:07:08.320 chose not to be a woman or a man. I 0:07:08.360 --> 0:07:10.640 have a pussy, but a pussy is not what makes 0:07:10.680 --> 0:07:13.320 you a woman. So I never like it wasn't like 0:07:13.360 --> 0:07:15.240 I was like, okay, cool, you know I don't want 0:07:15.280 --> 0:07:16.520 to be a man. I don't want to be a woman. 0:07:16.520 --> 0:07:18.000 I don't want to prescribe to these roles. I just 0:07:18.040 --> 0:07:20.600 never did see. And to me, when I when I 0:07:20.600 --> 0:07:24.360 think of all of this, I break it down to uh, 0:07:24.520 --> 0:07:27.680 male and female, but man and woman. To me, yes, 0:07:27.760 --> 0:07:29.920 a pussy does mean woman because when we have the 0:07:29.920 --> 0:07:33.480 conversation man, no, no, no, no, I'm saying female and 0:07:33.520 --> 0:07:36.280 male is yes to me, those are genders that you 0:07:36.320 --> 0:07:38.920 don't have to identify with or that you do because 0:07:38.920 --> 0:07:42.640 of your your organs. But one moment, I'm talking about 0:07:42.640 --> 0:07:45.280 what she said, I don't identify like, having a pussy 0:07:45.320 --> 0:07:50.120 doesn't make you a woman. Right. But even when oh day, sorry, 0:07:50.280 --> 0:07:54.640 even when we speak to uh trans women that the 0:07:54.800 --> 0:07:59.240 argument is that they identify as women despite you know 0:07:59.040 --> 0:08:01.560 you said the office to what you met and male, 0:08:02.040 --> 0:08:07.360 right right, sexual like that's described by your sexual organs 0:08:07.440 --> 0:08:09.960 or genital When you said a woman you feel like 0:08:10.000 --> 0:08:12.480 a woman, you don't like saying that you need to 0:08:12.480 --> 0:08:15.800 have a pussy to be a woman. No, okay, that 0:08:15.800 --> 0:08:18.520 would be saying that the women we've interviewed Jamie Parris 0:08:18.600 --> 0:08:22.800 hope disguise on women, which isn't true. Okay, right right, 0:08:24.080 --> 0:08:27.400 it makes sense. I'm gonna listen. I don't know. I 0:08:27.400 --> 0:08:29.680 guess this this conversation, and I know that we've been 0:08:29.720 --> 0:08:34.640 having this conversation um for now four years. I just 0:08:35.080 --> 0:08:37.480 I just do still want to make it very clear 0:08:37.520 --> 0:08:39.959 that we're both not experts. But I'm still trying to 0:08:40.040 --> 0:08:43.319 understand and learn my way around the words and identification 0:08:43.480 --> 0:08:48.080 and what we can say we are in regards to nonscience. 0:08:48.120 --> 0:08:50.160 I don't know. Go ahead, read what you have on 0:08:50.160 --> 0:08:52.400 your list. I'm trying to figure it out, and again 0:08:52.480 --> 0:08:57.599 without being disrespectful either, but I I too still don't understand, 0:08:58.080 --> 0:09:00.680 So explain it to me more. I think you can't 0:09:00.679 --> 0:09:03.400 described initially, Rob when you said you didn't prescribe to 0:09:04.000 --> 0:09:07.400 any gender when I was younger, I'd call that androgyny 0:09:07.480 --> 0:09:11.160 when I felt like I couldn't understand like people I 0:09:11.200 --> 0:09:13.480 was meeting, like I ain't giving me a girl, I 0:09:13.480 --> 0:09:17.199 ain't give me dude, Like what is this? What on this? Like? 0:09:17.240 --> 0:09:20.920 You know what I mean anymore? Because now you have 0:09:21.000 --> 0:09:25.600 gender nonconforming so people can understand, And I think, What's 0:09:26.040 --> 0:09:29.319 it's funny because it's made it more difficult for i'd say, everyone, right, 0:09:29.400 --> 0:09:33.520 including you, making sure that we're being respectful of people's pronouns, 0:09:33.559 --> 0:09:35.680 who they are, what gender they'd like to be referred 0:09:35.720 --> 0:09:40.120 to as, etcetera, if any And for these people that 0:09:40.280 --> 0:09:43.040 fall into this box, it's a lot more comfortable, right 0:09:43.080 --> 0:09:45.400 because Androgynis may not be how you felt you were, 0:09:45.800 --> 0:09:48.320 you know what I'm saying, like, and so now it's 0:09:48.360 --> 0:09:51.080 like they're more comfortable, they're happy because they're finding their place, 0:09:51.120 --> 0:09:53.439 there's different terms, whatever. But for the rest of everyone 0:09:53.480 --> 0:09:54.840 else is like, well, I don't get it, And I 0:09:54.840 --> 0:09:58.119 think that's what makes it so frustrating. It's super frustrating 0:09:58.160 --> 0:10:00.640 because yeah, I think a lot of people, even when 0:10:00.640 --> 0:10:03.040 I was just corrected, please correct me every time I 0:10:03.160 --> 0:10:05.520 do something wrong, because the same way if someone sucks 0:10:05.600 --> 0:10:07.840 up your name, you want them to know your name 0:10:07.920 --> 0:10:09.880 the right way. Don't just name me whatever you want 0:10:09.880 --> 0:10:12.600 me to, whatever you want to name me. But again, yes, 0:10:12.640 --> 0:10:14.920 it is frustrating for those of us that do want 0:10:14.920 --> 0:10:17.920 to be respectful but still don't have quite the understanding 0:10:17.960 --> 0:10:20.800 of of what it means. Essentially, So you do have 0:10:20.840 --> 0:10:24.640 a list. This is our This is actually just sexual orientation. 0:10:25.360 --> 0:10:27.160 So I thought we could walk through this because when 0:10:27.160 --> 0:10:29.280 I was listening to Inner Uprising, someone on your show 0:10:29.320 --> 0:10:31.280 is demisexual, and I was like, let me look this 0:10:31.559 --> 0:10:34.959 up because I've been saying pant okay, So hetero people 0:10:35.040 --> 0:10:37.360 that are romantically and physically attracted to members of the 0:10:37.400 --> 0:10:42.160 opposite sex, homosexual, which, females that attracted to other females, lesbian, 0:10:42.400 --> 0:10:45.360 and they're talking to the men, gay, bisexual, which don't 0:10:45.400 --> 0:10:47.120 just go over because there's people that may just be 0:10:47.200 --> 0:10:49.200 listening to us for the first time. Make sure you 0:10:49.240 --> 0:10:51.400 read those two. I feel like we all really know 0:10:51.559 --> 0:10:53.120 the rest. I want to dig into a little more. 0:10:53.720 --> 0:10:57.480 Bisexual people that are romantically and physically attracted to members 0:10:57.480 --> 0:11:01.280 of both sexes, which is why pay and sexual is interesting. 0:11:01.920 --> 0:11:05.640 So pan sexual is attracted to people regardless of gender, right, 0:11:05.679 --> 0:11:09.440 So bisexual is strictly male female, when you're putting that 0:11:09.520 --> 0:11:13.960 blanket term over it. A sexual are people who may 0:11:14.000 --> 0:11:17.000 not be interested in sex, but they feel emotionally close 0:11:17.040 --> 0:11:20.120 to other people, i e. Being able to have relationships 0:11:20.160 --> 0:11:22.080 with others. I've mentioned a few friends I've had that 0:11:22.160 --> 0:11:26.000 haven't had sex with partners, but they're like living together. Um, 0:11:26.040 --> 0:11:27.319 now this one I thought was cool. I don't know 0:11:27.320 --> 0:11:29.200 if you've heard of a rob gray a sexuality. If 0:11:29.200 --> 0:11:31.920 you heard of that, not really, So this is the 0:11:31.960 --> 0:11:36.160 spectrum between a sexuality and sexuality individuals who identify with 0:11:36.240 --> 0:11:41.240 gray A sexuality A gray A basically referred to as 0:11:41.679 --> 0:11:45.880 the umbrella of everything else, which is then pan sexuality 0:11:45.920 --> 0:11:52.040 and demosexuality and panoramic demosexuality. Nigga, I know this is 0:11:52.040 --> 0:11:55.960 why it's lgbt Q I A plus. Pan sexuality is 0:11:56.000 --> 0:12:01.160 the sexual attraction regardless of gender, while being uh pano 0:12:01.320 --> 0:12:05.839 romantic is having the ability to feel romantic attraction regardless 0:12:05.880 --> 0:12:09.199 of gender. So pan sexuality I thought was interesting because 0:12:09.240 --> 0:12:11.760 I think that's kind of when people will meet maybe 0:12:12.559 --> 0:12:15.760 actually for men. I've met men that will have sex 0:12:15.760 --> 0:12:17.400 with trans women, but they'll just be like, I'm not 0:12:17.440 --> 0:12:20.920 ready for a relationship with them. So apparently that could 0:12:20.960 --> 0:12:24.520 be a PAN because you're sexually attracted to whoever, but 0:12:26.040 --> 0:12:29.360 romantic I wouldn't use that example though. I know straight 0:12:29.520 --> 0:12:33.400 people who identify as being straight sexually that still have 0:12:34.080 --> 0:12:38.680 sex with trans sexual trans women that they identify a straight, 0:12:39.160 --> 0:12:41.280 and they still identify a straight, So I wouldn't identify 0:12:41.320 --> 0:12:43.680 them as PAN just because they have sex with trans 0:12:43.679 --> 0:12:46.920 women and women fair. I think it's however someone chooses 0:12:46.960 --> 0:12:48.840 to label themselves, but I mean for that. When I 0:12:48.880 --> 0:12:51.520 read pan romantic, I was like, oh, ship, so if 0:12:51.520 --> 0:12:54.320 you like basically, I mean that's like me with with women. 0:12:54.800 --> 0:12:57.600 I will have sex with women, but I wouldn't be 0:12:57.760 --> 0:13:01.480 with one that would be more like bisexual because sexual 0:13:01.480 --> 0:13:04.400 and you have also bi romantic people who can be 0:13:04.440 --> 0:13:08.600 emotionally attracted to the same sex. Right, because I'm by like, 0:13:08.679 --> 0:13:12.040 I pay romantic whatever. Look, I date people, and I 0:13:12.040 --> 0:13:14.360 love people and have sex with people, and I don't 0:13:14.600 --> 0:13:18.000 I don't have any qualms with anybody any gender. I 0:13:18.040 --> 0:13:19.920 fall in love with anybody who I feel like I 0:13:19.920 --> 0:13:22.280 fall in love with. But if you have some you 0:13:22.320 --> 0:13:26.280 have people who date people of the same sex who 0:13:26.480 --> 0:13:28.840 they can have sex with them and have a sexual 0:13:28.920 --> 0:13:31.560 relationship with them. But they don't necessarily feel emotionally connected 0:13:31.559 --> 0:13:33.520 in a romantic way, like they wouldn't date them. They 0:13:33.520 --> 0:13:35.240 don't see a fusion with them. And I guess that's 0:13:35.240 --> 0:13:39.320 why it's like this pan sexuality bisexuality, and then you 0:13:39.360 --> 0:13:44.559 have the viroman Oh so I guess, yeah, that makes sense. 0:13:44.720 --> 0:13:47.480 That's how I would explain it, especially for like, like 0:13:47.520 --> 0:13:50.000 I said, I know men who identify a strait of 0:13:50.240 --> 0:13:52.840 course in the open, but yeah, have experimented or done things. 0:13:53.000 --> 0:13:55.800 And I think even the experimentation, we immediately want to 0:13:55.840 --> 0:13:58.760 put a label onto someone is bisexual or get even 0:13:59.160 --> 0:14:02.080 if they and experimented. So I like this idea that 0:14:02.120 --> 0:14:05.079 people all the girls, if you have sex with a 0:14:05.120 --> 0:14:09.120 bit one time, they're like, now you straight once. For men, 0:14:09.160 --> 0:14:14.360 they'd be like, you know, like I said, I wanted 0:14:14.400 --> 0:14:17.160 to look up because the inner uprising the sexual attraction 0:14:17.200 --> 0:14:20.280 to only people whom with the demisexual person has strong 0:14:20.320 --> 0:14:22.880 emotional tizes. So bitch, I think I'm a Demi Moore 0:14:23.440 --> 0:14:29.120 pain romantic bitch because you know my emo hoo, okay, demisexual. 0:14:29.160 --> 0:14:31.000 I felt like that was like you be crying over niggas, 0:14:31.040 --> 0:14:32.920 and I was like, yeah, it's like you basically like 0:14:33.040 --> 0:14:36.000 the people that you sleep with, Like, but you're not 0:14:36.000 --> 0:14:37.560 that a way because we would just talk about this 0:14:37.600 --> 0:14:40.080 on the patrion, you'll be sucking in bitches the only 0:14:40.160 --> 0:14:43.000 light those are like, they don't count because it's like 0:14:43.000 --> 0:14:45.320 a one night standing. I hate when people be saying, oh, 0:14:45.400 --> 0:14:47.400 I thought that person, but it don't count, like you 0:14:47.440 --> 0:14:50.040 hate do that? Hate me bitch, because I like to miscount. 0:14:50.080 --> 0:14:54.240 A lot of people are one. We all starting over, 0:14:54.360 --> 0:14:58.200 So let's break do some icebreggers or rob because I'm 0:14:58.240 --> 0:15:01.800 curious how much of a whole are you? Have you 0:15:01.880 --> 0:15:06.400 ever smashed homies, group of friends, people that you may 0:15:06.440 --> 0:15:08.520 need to avoid. If you entered the party and they 0:15:08.520 --> 0:15:13.120 were all together, yes, really were you proud about it? 0:15:13.200 --> 0:15:16.520 Or were you like, shut the funk up, don't tell anybody. Yeah, 0:15:16.800 --> 0:15:20.000 I mean I don't care it happened. I mean I'm 0:15:20.000 --> 0:15:24.320 not like, look, I fucked this this check and then 0:15:24.480 --> 0:15:29.600 I sucked her brother, but I didn't know they were related. 0:15:29.640 --> 0:15:32.360 Wait wait, maybe did you go right into us So 0:15:32.400 --> 0:15:35.600 I'm just like, but wait, when did you find out 0:15:35.640 --> 0:15:38.760 they were siblings after I sucked the guy, same mama, 0:15:38.840 --> 0:15:42.080 same daddy. I think one of the parents were the 0:15:42.120 --> 0:15:45.160 same parents, and then I had to choose, and then 0:15:45.160 --> 0:15:48.080 I never chose, and wait, so they were still wanting 0:15:48.120 --> 0:15:51.560 to funk you again even though then we were like romantically, 0:15:51.920 --> 0:15:53.720 I was romantically involved with both of them. You know 0:15:53.800 --> 0:15:56.680 what's cool with robs? Like you're telling me that, Like 0:15:56.840 --> 0:15:59.400 they were like pick one because we're not about to 0:15:59.440 --> 0:16:02.360 both be at the sucking family dinner, like there were 0:16:02.400 --> 0:16:04.880 no family Dinner's ever going to be involved in any 0:16:04.920 --> 0:16:10.720 of those situations. Say that what energy that is? That's 0:16:10.720 --> 0:16:17.359 heavy bisexual energy. Right, wasn't that about to get there? Okay, 0:16:17.760 --> 0:16:20.920 imagine them like actually having family issues Like later, Doneline, 0:16:20.960 --> 0:16:22.360 we're gonna bring it up. You know what I'm saying, 0:16:22.360 --> 0:16:26.120 Like you sup when you first, I'm sure that's happened. 0:16:26.560 --> 0:16:28.680 But oh my goodness, what I fucked brother too, So 0:16:29.760 --> 0:16:34.080 I mean I'm just saying, wait, you never sucked siblings before? 0:16:34.120 --> 0:16:37.680 I mean mine was stepbrothers through marriage. No judgment that 0:16:38.880 --> 0:16:42.320 it doesn't count, thank you. That's what I said. That's 0:16:42.320 --> 0:16:45.880 why you asked, Wait, have I ever I did want 0:16:45.880 --> 0:16:49.880 to twins one time because they both was fine, but no, 0:16:49.960 --> 0:16:52.880 it's only interested they suck each other. Right, Yeah, I 0:16:52.960 --> 0:16:54.840 think if you're looking the same room and then it's 0:16:54.840 --> 0:16:57.360 like sexual energy. Like being now because when I when 0:16:57.360 --> 0:17:02.880 I Claremont twins, they'd probably be each other. What maybe 0:17:02.880 --> 0:17:05.200 they eat each other puss. We got mad about the 0:17:05.200 --> 0:17:08.520 Claremont twins. You can't suck me to twin brothers. Well, 0:17:08.840 --> 0:17:13.680 I can't because I got a boyfriend. Okay, favorite type 0:17:13.680 --> 0:17:20.119 of porn Hotly, I do not watch porno. Isn't it liberating? 0:17:20.920 --> 0:17:25.679 But I'm watching my own ship now, thoughts, that's like 0:17:25.760 --> 0:17:28.640 auto porn. You see you see how she just did 0:17:28.680 --> 0:17:30.680 like this, But that's how long her videos are. They're 0:17:30.680 --> 0:17:32.560 like jifs. I don't know how should even make them. 0:17:32.600 --> 0:17:34.119 What you mean? Yeah, I got long one. Yeah, but 0:17:34.160 --> 0:17:36.119 when you showed the one the last time, I was like, 0:17:36.160 --> 0:17:38.600 this was a GIF. It was like I showed you 0:17:38.680 --> 0:17:41.400 a clip. Dude, want the whole? I don't. I do not, 0:17:41.480 --> 0:17:44.040 But I'm just saying I said it ap I get 0:17:44.040 --> 0:17:45.960 the lighting right, and I'm like and I always make 0:17:46.000 --> 0:17:48.399 sure like right when I like do my video, I 0:17:48.440 --> 0:17:53.080 give a little both. You know this is directed and 0:17:53.240 --> 0:17:56.560 edited by yours truly, and let's start eating busy now. 0:17:56.640 --> 0:17:59.840 You said not watching porn is liberating. What about it 0:17:59.920 --> 0:18:02.960 is liberating to it, like I'm using the space of 0:18:03.040 --> 0:18:06.440 not watching porn to be more in touch with myself sux, 0:18:07.240 --> 0:18:10.440 because I feel like me concentrating on something else a 0:18:10.640 --> 0:18:13.679 I have to substitute watching somebody else for like my 0:18:13.720 --> 0:18:16.720 own feeling. So I'm that chicken fun I'm that dude 0:18:16.760 --> 0:18:18.920 doing the fucking right like you because you want to 0:18:18.960 --> 0:18:23.800 get into it. I put myself as the director. So 0:18:23.840 --> 0:18:26.679 I watched gay porn. So but I've been watching a 0:18:26.720 --> 0:18:29.560 lot of trans faring lately. I don't know, they're just beautiful. 0:18:29.560 --> 0:18:31.200 I don't know. I've been watching a lot. I think 0:18:31.200 --> 0:18:34.280 I just really like dicks, so I do. I just 0:18:34.320 --> 0:18:37.960 really like fucking dicks, like even trans women. Like when 0:18:37.960 --> 0:18:40.360 I look up t S. I put big dick because 0:18:40.359 --> 0:18:42.720 maybe has some big old dicks. I just like dicks. 0:18:43.320 --> 0:18:46.399 Don't just saying some do something don't because of the hormones. 0:18:47.640 --> 0:18:50.000 I don't know what the hormone in. But oh my god, 0:18:50.080 --> 0:18:54.240 t s Paris, I love you. Rickaya too pretty on Instagram. 0:18:54.280 --> 0:18:57.320 That's her. She lived in Vegas. Fawn might even subscribe 0:18:57.359 --> 0:18:59.199 to her only fans, but her did go down to 0:18:59.280 --> 0:19:02.120 like her knee bro and she a burst Anyways, when 0:19:02.200 --> 0:19:04.919 I watched, because there's two dicks, I just imagine that 0:19:04.960 --> 0:19:07.680 I'm directing. So I don't imagine that i'm either one 0:19:07.680 --> 0:19:11.120 of the people, but I imagine that I'm telling them 0:19:11.119 --> 0:19:15.000 what to do. That's how I watched. Anybody doesn't know, 0:19:15.160 --> 0:19:17.760 I think I know. So I like to watch, like 0:19:18.000 --> 0:19:20.119 we all know, when I watch cocky cocky, and I 0:19:20.119 --> 0:19:22.720 always think about getting come on, oh you so you 0:19:22.760 --> 0:19:24.919 imagine yourself being the girl, and the second I'm done, 0:19:24.960 --> 0:19:28.919 I'll be like, so disrespectful. It's the so I like 0:19:29.000 --> 0:19:31.400 what she said, so I like how you're taking the liberation. 0:19:32.320 --> 0:19:37.440 Oh sorry, it's they they I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry. Okay, okay, alright, 0:19:37.840 --> 0:19:42.159 um it's the Pink Watch and the pink bands. I'm like, 0:19:43.440 --> 0:19:48.200 you know, they they're gonna stop doing that ship with babies. 0:19:48.440 --> 0:19:50.199 That's why they don't even do the pink and blue. Bro. 0:19:50.359 --> 0:19:52.359 I'n be honest with you. I do think babies have 0:19:52.840 --> 0:19:55.040 like baby parties, and babies should have made me do 0:19:55.080 --> 0:19:57.280 that with pink and blue. Yeah. Absolutely. When I go 0:19:57.359 --> 0:19:59.040 shopping and someone will show me something pink, I'm like, 0:19:59.080 --> 0:20:01.240 I don't want to you you say it all the time, 0:20:01.280 --> 0:20:03.960 I think it's the girly color blue is more. Yeah, 0:20:04.400 --> 0:20:07.679 um that some baby shit. We're fucked up, dude, I know. 0:20:07.920 --> 0:20:10.840 I mean society made us a swell okay, all right, 0:20:11.320 --> 0:20:14.960 So it makes you more liberated because now you don't 0:20:14.960 --> 0:20:19.360 have to imagine yourself in any scenario, in any part 0:20:19.359 --> 0:20:21.359 of So what do you think about when you're feeling 0:20:21.600 --> 0:20:26.720 about Sometimes I think about No, I stopped thinking about 0:20:26.760 --> 0:20:28.960 that too because I fucking hate most of the people 0:20:28.960 --> 0:20:30.640 that I've slept with it now, So I don't really 0:20:30.640 --> 0:20:32.720 want to think about giving my energy and ship, especially 0:20:32.720 --> 0:20:36.119 because my brain will like go to the parts of 0:20:36.160 --> 0:20:38.840 the relationship that like our arguments and ship like that 0:20:39.760 --> 0:20:43.320 motherfucker's So I'll think about like a fantasy. And my 0:20:43.480 --> 0:20:46.320 fantasy is I come home for a long day at work. 0:20:46.600 --> 0:20:49.040 Could my job be stuck in sometimes? Right? And I stink? 0:20:49.240 --> 0:20:50.760 I always think when I come up from work. So 0:20:50.760 --> 0:20:54.080 I'm like, I'm so tired, I go to the house firefighter. 0:20:54.119 --> 0:20:57.400 Let's just add yeah, not that just be stinking and ship. 0:20:57.440 --> 0:20:59.119 I just be like in sewers and ship. Now, I 0:20:59.119 --> 0:21:02.240 just think because I work, and um, so you know, 0:21:02.320 --> 0:21:04.399 my partner opens up the door, right, and they're like, 0:21:04.440 --> 0:21:06.040 oh my god, you're home. You know what, I'm gonna 0:21:06.119 --> 0:21:08.240 run the shower for you. So they run the shower 0:21:08.280 --> 0:21:10.199 for me, right, And I'm so fucking tired sometimes I 0:21:10.200 --> 0:21:12.040 am this tired where I just I just stare at 0:21:12.040 --> 0:21:13.480 the shower and I'm like, funk, I gotta get in 0:21:13.520 --> 0:21:15.680 this ship. So they like get me in the shot 0:21:15.720 --> 0:21:18.080 and they wash me right, and I'm like, wow, I 0:21:18.080 --> 0:21:21.360 don't gotta do anything. Right. They washed me, they drive 0:21:21.440 --> 0:21:23.800 me off, and then they fucking lotioned me because you know, 0:21:23.840 --> 0:21:25.760 I'm black. I'm not trying to be ashy in this bit. 0:21:25.960 --> 0:21:28.160 You know, they lotioned the hole but even get between 0:21:28.200 --> 0:21:31.000 the toes, mad love, right, And then they dragged me 0:21:31.000 --> 0:21:32.919 to the bed. When I dragged me and up, but 0:21:32.920 --> 0:21:35.480 they walked me to the bed. And then they just start, 0:21:35.600 --> 0:21:37.760