WEBVTT - In Memoriam: Patricia Bosworth

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<v Speaker 1>I'm Alec Baldwin, and you were listening to Here's the Thing.

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<v Speaker 1>Today we're going to repost my conversation with the late

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<v Speaker 1>Patricia Bosworth, my friend and colleague who died on April

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<v Speaker 1>two of this year of complications from the coronavirus. Bosworth

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<v Speaker 1>and I served together on the board of the Actor's Studio,

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<v Speaker 1>where she can always be relied upon to share her

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<v Speaker 1>passion for all things literary, theatrical, and artistic. From April

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<v Speaker 1>two thousand seventeen. Here's my conversation with the late Patricia Bosworth.

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<v Speaker 1>Mark Twain once likened biographies to what he called quote

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<v Speaker 1>the clothes and buttons of the man. He said, quote

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<v Speaker 1>the biography of the man himself cannot be written. The

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<v Speaker 1>quote is a favorite of Patricia Bosworth, in nineteen fifties

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<v Speaker 1>Broadway star turned by bographer, who for forty years has

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<v Speaker 1>been proving Twain's words wrong. In her books, Bosworth has

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<v Speaker 1>captured the essence of elusive artists like Montgomery Clift, Marlon Brando,

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<v Speaker 1>and New York Underworld photographer Diane Arbus. These men and

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<v Speaker 1>women were revered but broken, larger than life characters doomed

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<v Speaker 1>to self destruct. It's a type of Patricia Bosworth knows

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<v Speaker 1>firsthand her own father, Bartley Crumb, was a famous left

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<v Speaker 1>wing lawyer who, after an illustrious career that included defending

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<v Speaker 1>members of the Hollywood Ten, ended his own life. It's

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<v Speaker 1>her father's suicide and that of her brother years earlier,

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<v Speaker 1>that gave Bosworth a thirst to understand tormented souls. Her

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<v Speaker 1>new book, The Men in My Life turns that examination inward,

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<v Speaker 1>exploring how those deaths shaped her and were linked to

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<v Speaker 1>the fear and repression of that era. The third man

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<v Speaker 1>in her life during that period was her abusive first husband,

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<v Speaker 1>her frustrated artist she eloped with at age nineteen, HarperCollins.

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<v Speaker 1>Did not want me to name him since he tried

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<v Speaker 1>to kill me, you know, they felt that he might object.

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<v Speaker 1>And he was a painter, wanted to be a painter,

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<v Speaker 1>but he never painted anything except painting, which but he

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<v Speaker 1>seemed to be blaming everyone around him that he couldn't

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<v Speaker 1>get me painting done. That's right, yes, right, I make

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<v Speaker 1>jokes about it, but it actually was a horrible situation. Right,

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<v Speaker 1>How old were you? I was nineteen. My husband was

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<v Speaker 1>literally beating me up in a cab and I kept

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<v Speaker 1>telling him to stop, and finally I said to the

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<v Speaker 1>cab driver, please help me, and the guy just said

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<v Speaker 1>he's the boss lady, and he went right on, allowing

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<v Speaker 1>my husband to beat at me. So I jumped out

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<v Speaker 1>of the cab and ran to the traffic and got

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<v Speaker 1>on a bus and went up to see my therapist

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<v Speaker 1>in New Hampshire because she had said, if I really

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<v Speaker 1>get into trouble, call me, I will be there for you.

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<v Speaker 1>So I get it there. She's your New York therapy.

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<v Speaker 1>She's my New York and she said if you ever

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<v Speaker 1>need me, call me. And now she's up in Vermont, Vermont.

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<v Speaker 1>That right on a bus because she had said, if

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<v Speaker 1>I really get into trouble, call me, I will be

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<v Speaker 1>there for you. So I get it there. I went

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<v Speaker 1>to the Quarta Thority bus terminal, got on the bus,

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<v Speaker 1>got up to notice no I didn't. I showed up

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<v Speaker 1>Ding Dong, opened the door and there she is in

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<v Speaker 1>a Kimona and I see sort of a man in

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<v Speaker 1>the background, and I say I needed help of therapy

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<v Speaker 1>right secondly, and I said I please, I need to help.

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<v Speaker 1>My husband's beating me up. This is my vacation. We

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<v Speaker 1>will talk when I returned to New York into September,

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<v Speaker 1>and she closed the door in my face, and I

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<v Speaker 1>was totally I didn't know where I was. I didn't

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<v Speaker 1>know where to go. She literally shut the door in

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<v Speaker 1>my face. I'm in a dusty, you know, little town,

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<v Speaker 1>wandering down the street east. Yeah, exactly. But I see

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<v Speaker 1>this in up ahead, and they're all these cars and there,

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<v Speaker 1>I think people, and and there are filmmakers and cameras

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<v Speaker 1>being pulled in and out of the places. And I

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<v Speaker 1>go inside and I'm crying. And this middle aged man

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<v Speaker 1>comes over to me, said what's the matter. And I said,

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<v Speaker 1>my husband left me. I didn't even know what to say.

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<v Speaker 1>He said, I'm going to take care of you. He said,

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<v Speaker 1>I am doing a movie on Robert Frost this afternoon,

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<v Speaker 1>a documentary, and you're going to come out with me.

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<v Speaker 1>And talked to Mr Frost and it's gonna make you

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<v Speaker 1>feel better. And I spent the entire afternoon with Robert

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<v Speaker 1>Frost talking poetry. And this actually happened Bella Kornitzer, who

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<v Speaker 1>is a well known documentarian who done movies on Truman

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<v Speaker 1>and Eisenhower, and he was doing this documentary on Frost.

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<v Speaker 1>He took I'd never seen me before in his life.

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<v Speaker 1>He was wonderful and it really did. It really sort

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<v Speaker 1>of was a very important experience in my life because

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<v Speaker 1>at that point I was so depressed and so I

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<v Speaker 1>didn't didn't know what I was doing. I didn't know

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<v Speaker 1>where I was going, and here was this man who

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<v Speaker 1>literally saved my life that day and showed me that

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<v Speaker 1>there was beauty and wonder and fabulousness in life, which

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<v Speaker 1>of course I knew, but i'd forgotten, you know, it

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<v Speaker 1>was it was really an incredib At that point in

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<v Speaker 1>your life. You weren't writing then, were you. I mean,

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<v Speaker 1>I was keeping a journal. I kept a journal since

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<v Speaker 1>I was a teen. I was modeling and acting, and

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<v Speaker 1>I started to act. Yes, I did that, And your

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<v Speaker 1>career as a writer doesn't really take off, so to speak,

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<v Speaker 1>until when well I was I was an actress on

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<v Speaker 1>Broadway and off and movies for ten years for ten years.

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<v Speaker 1>But I always wanted to write. I had these dual

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<v Speaker 1>ambitions of wanting to be both an actress and a writer,

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<v Speaker 1>like call that. But you walked away from acting? Why?

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<v Speaker 1>Because I really enjoyed writing more. Uh. And also I

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<v Speaker 1>hated the rejections out and I was not moving as

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<v Speaker 1>fast as I wanted to. I didn't get the parts

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<v Speaker 1>I wanted. I uh, but I really I really enjoyed

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<v Speaker 1>writing more. And you're more self reliant when you're where everybody.

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<v Speaker 1>I didn't have to I didn't have to wait for

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<v Speaker 1>people to agree, you know, tell me what I was,

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<v Speaker 1>get it right? The part? What are the first things

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<v Speaker 1>you start to write and submit? But magazine pieces or

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<v Speaker 1>books or whatever they were, they were they were magazine pieces.

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<v Speaker 1>Actually what happened was I took a writing course at Columbia,

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<v Speaker 1>and uh, I started writing little pieces, sort of memory pieces.

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<v Speaker 1>I actually started writing a memoir about my father and

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<v Speaker 1>my brother. When I was backstage in Mary Mary. Remember

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<v Speaker 1>I was doing that too. I was in a Broadway show.

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<v Speaker 1>I was understudying a double understudy Barbara ball Gettys and

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<v Speaker 1>Betsy on Furstenburg, and I went on for both parts

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<v Speaker 1>where you can imagine it was. It was rough, because

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<v Speaker 1>of course I wanted to play both parts. But but

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<v Speaker 1>when I wasn't going on for these two actresses, I

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<v Speaker 1>was in my dressing room starting to write. And I

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<v Speaker 1>did start to write this story of my family, but

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<v Speaker 1>I wrote it as a novel. And of course was terrible.

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<v Speaker 1>But then I was writing little pieces. I started talking

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<v Speaker 1>to my actor friends. I thought, god, they're sort of interesting,

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<v Speaker 1>and I began interviewing Sandy Dennis and Liz Ashley and

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<v Speaker 1>Marian Seldi's all the actors I knew on Broadway at

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<v Speaker 1>the time, and they created a sensation because they were

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<v Speaker 1>very honest, frank interviews. Because nobody thought I'd get my

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<v Speaker 1>stuff published. My friends babble to me without realizing that

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<v Speaker 1>I was taking everything down, and actually Sandy and Liz

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<v Speaker 1>both tried to sue me. They stopped being my friends.

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<v Speaker 1>It was horrible. I got sick to my stomach. It's

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<v Speaker 1>like it's like answered prayers. No, but I really felt

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<v Speaker 1>that I had betrayed them. And if I remember them correctly,

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<v Speaker 1>they're two rather delicate women. Yeah, what's the first book

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<v Speaker 1>you attempt? Oh. I didn't start writing a book for

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<v Speaker 1>ten years. I had a long apprenticeship at various magazines,

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<v Speaker 1>including a place called Magazine Management, a schlock house where

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<v Speaker 1>Mario Puzzo was writing The Godfather. No, he was writing

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<v Speaker 1>The Godfather. Well he was on staff at the magazine,

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<v Speaker 1>Yes he was. He wrote sex action pieces and sex

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<v Speaker 1>action Well, that's what they're called sex action. I want

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<v Speaker 1>you and I to you and I are going to

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<v Speaker 1>start an online side we are. We're gonna call it

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<v Speaker 1>sex action. We're gonna I never dreamed it would be you,

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<v Speaker 1>Patty Bobsworth, You and I are going to do sex action.

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<v Speaker 1>And I can't even tell you how which money we're

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<v Speaker 1>gonna make. I don't even know what it is. It

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<v Speaker 1>doesn't even matter. Sex slash action, I figured. And then

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<v Speaker 1>when they come home, they have a lot of sex.

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<v Speaker 1>They do have their mind. Huh. Yes. But Mario wrote

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<v Speaker 1>incredible stories. He ground them out. And on the side,

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<v Speaker 1>he was writing this book called The Godfather, and people

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<v Speaker 1>kept saying when are you going to finish? And it

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<v Speaker 1>took him nine years, and if you can believe it,

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<v Speaker 1>one of the staff people said to him, Mario, the

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<v Speaker 1>Godfather is not a good title, right, yeah, come on.

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<v Speaker 1>But but I became one of his like proteges in

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<v Speaker 1>a way. Really was like he was just a wonderful

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<v Speaker 1>man and he really knew how to write. He knew

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<v Speaker 1>how to write dan narrative characters. He was terrific. He

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<v Speaker 1>was a wonderful But the thing that bothered him was

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<v Speaker 1>he was not considered a serious writer. After he had

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<v Speaker 1>so much success with The Godfather. He wanted to be

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<v Speaker 1>of Philip Roth Hemingway. He wanted people to think of

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<v Speaker 1>him in these terms. But he wanted to be considered.

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<v Speaker 1>He wanted to be reviewed in New York Review of Books.

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<v Speaker 1>He wasn't. Was he married a family yes, oh yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>very much a family man while he was writing sex action.

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<v Speaker 1>He was a family man, yes he was. He was

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<v Speaker 1>also a gambler. That was the other reason that he

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<v Speaker 1>stayed there so long. At this place called Magazine Management,

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<v Speaker 1>which also produced Marvel Comics. Okay Stanley of Marvel Comics

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<v Speaker 1>and guests who came to visit one day at the

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<v Speaker 1>office Felini what Felini came to see stan Lee because

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<v Speaker 1>he had created you know whoever spider Man and God knows.

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<v Speaker 1>And Felini came to the office in the black cape

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<v Speaker 1>and the hat, and Mario was out in the lobby

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<v Speaker 1>and he saw this guy speaking in Italian to the reception.

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<v Speaker 1>She didn't know who he Felini, so he said, oh

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<v Speaker 1>my god, you are Felini, and they spoke in Italian.

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<v Speaker 1>He brought Felini into the bullpen. We were all, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>sitting there and he introduced us, and Felini told us

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<v Speaker 1>in Italian Mario translating, I too began in schlock, I too,

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<v Speaker 1>I was in the magazine management of I two wrote

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<v Speaker 1>sex action. No, but he used to. But but Felini

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<v Speaker 1>was a cartoonist, you know, I didn't know, Oh yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>and that. And so he was talking to us about

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<v Speaker 1>how you two can be great, you know, artists, but

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<v Speaker 1>you do begin sometimes in a different way. You draw

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<v Speaker 1>cartoons or you write sex action, and then you go

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<v Speaker 1>beyond that. But he was like, very inspiring to us.

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<v Speaker 1>Were the influences of your family, your brother, your father,

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<v Speaker 1>your childhood? Were they revealing themselves in the work you

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<v Speaker 1>did then? Or did that all pile up later into No,

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<v Speaker 1>it didn't. It didn't reveal itself at all. In fact,

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<v Speaker 1>nobody knew anything about my I never talked about my stuff.

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<v Speaker 1>That yeah, I did. I just totally swallowed it and

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<v Speaker 1>and and hit it. And I didn't talk about anything

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<v Speaker 1>that had happened to me. Ever, when I wrote this,

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<v Speaker 1>these last two books, nobody had known anything about my

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<v Speaker 1>father or the suicide of my my brother or my father. Um,

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<v Speaker 1>I was you were in college, Yes, you were going

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<v Speaker 1>where again, Sarah Lawrence, Yeah, do you care to talk

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<v Speaker 1>about that? Would prefer I could talk about whatever you

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<v Speaker 1>What do you think was going on with your brother? Well,

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<v Speaker 1>it's a long story. He had gone to Deerfield Academy,

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<v Speaker 1>very happy to be there. He was a brilliant kid. Uh,

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<v Speaker 1>the closest person to me in my life. Really. I

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<v Speaker 1>really looked up to him and we were just very

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<v Speaker 1>close for every closest twins really, i'd say. But anyway,

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<v Speaker 1>he was at Deerfield and he he really fell in

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<v Speaker 1>love with another boy. Uh. And in those days, that

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<v Speaker 1>kind of thing didn't happen. It was inconvenient to put

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<v Speaker 1>it mildly. He was discovered with his arms around this

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<v Speaker 1>boy in a gym in the gym in the Deerfield

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<v Speaker 1>gym by somebody, and uh, they realized they'd been caught

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<v Speaker 1>hugging each other, embracing. Perhaps because I never really found

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<v Speaker 1>out exactly what was going on. But the following day,

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<v Speaker 1>my brother's friend was found hanging from a tree, and

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<v Speaker 1>my brother was expelled from school and he was blamed

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<v Speaker 1>for it really uh, and he never ever recovered from it.

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<v Speaker 1>He went into a deep depression. He was sent to

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<v Speaker 1>many analysts nobody ever talked he stopped going to school. No,

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<v Speaker 1>he continued to go to school. He went to different

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<v Speaker 1>schools after that. But but soon after that boy died.

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<v Speaker 1>Three years my brother shot himself on the head when

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<v Speaker 1>he was eighteen. Uh, he was fifteen when when his

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<v Speaker 1>friend hung himself. And by the way, Deerfield refused to

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<v Speaker 1>ever talk about the suicides, that it never happened. I

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<v Speaker 1>tried to research it. I went up there and they

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<v Speaker 1>said my brother had never gone to Deerfield. So I

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<v Speaker 1>pulled out the year book which had my brother's name

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<v Speaker 1>in it. I said, he did go to school. This boy,

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<v Speaker 1>this other boy did himself. They never ever would would

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<v Speaker 1>admit that there had been a suicide at Deerfield. H

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<v Speaker 1>m um. So there's a period of this writing McCall's

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<v Speaker 1>and Harper's Bizarre and so forth. And then your first

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<v Speaker 1>book is Montgomery Cliff. You homed in on him first? Why, well, well,

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<v Speaker 1>my husband, my second husband, Melregi, who was my great

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<v Speaker 1>one of my great loves of my life. Uh and

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<v Speaker 1>smortunately not here now anyway, Mel said right about Montgomery Cliff,

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<v Speaker 1>because you knew him, you remember him, you saw him

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<v Speaker 1>when you were a little girl. Blah blah blah, start

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<v Speaker 1>with and and and so I did. Uh. And I

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<v Speaker 1>met him when I was fifteen because my father was

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<v Speaker 1>his lawyer. My father was his lawyer for what when

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<v Speaker 1>when Monty this was a long long time ago, like

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<v Speaker 1>in forty eight, when Montgomery Cliff was just starting and

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<v Speaker 1>becoming the star. My father advised him on on on

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<v Speaker 1>on his politics. Oddly enough, Monty was very involved politically involved,

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<v Speaker 1>I mean in that he had a conscience and he

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<v Speaker 1>knew what was going on in the Blacklist was about

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<v Speaker 1>to start. And my father had come off working for

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<v Speaker 1>Truman and was known politically as a you know, radical lawyer. Anyway,

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<v Speaker 1>money Uh came to him and talked to him, and

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<v Speaker 1>that's when I first saw him, and fella sort of

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<v Speaker 1>got a crush on him. Uh. I didn't know anything

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<v Speaker 1>about his problems at that time. It was only later

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<v Speaker 1>you didn't know anything about it. I didn't, but all

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<v Speaker 1>the other people that I gravitated to, like Jane Fonda,

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<v Speaker 1>whose mother had committed suicide, and so we became like

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<v Speaker 1>suicide survivors together at the studio and uh Arbists who

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<v Speaker 1>did commit suicide, and Arbist the photographer, and then Brando

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<v Speaker 1>who was also very committed suicide and slow motion in

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<v Speaker 1>a way, yeah, by eating too much. Is it safe

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<v Speaker 1>to say that there's a link between your childhood your

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<v Speaker 1>dad had a very kind of uh tough period in

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<v Speaker 1>his career with the House and American Activities Committee, to

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<v Speaker 1>ending people there, your brother and the kinds of people

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<v Speaker 1>you wrote about in your books. Do you kind of

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<v Speaker 1>gravitate towards complicated, troubled people. Absolutely always. And I didn't

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<v Speaker 1>know that. I mean when I began, I just you know,

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<v Speaker 1>the first book I wrote was about Montgomery Clift. Your

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<v Speaker 1>your book about Cliff was entitled Montgomery Cliff, And there

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<v Speaker 1>was another book, Monty someone else wrote about him. Did

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<v Speaker 1>they both come out at around the same time. No,

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<v Speaker 1>they didn't. My mind came out later the other book

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<v Speaker 1>Bob LaGuardia. What happened was I had been contracted to

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<v Speaker 1>do a biography but Montgomery Clift and I began got

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<v Speaker 1>this incredible research from his about his family, and then

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<v Speaker 1>my mother got very sick and I had to stop

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<v Speaker 1>writing it to take care of her, and the publishers

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<v Speaker 1>sued me and got Bob LaGuardia to write a quickie

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<v Speaker 1>book called Monty. He used my even the picture, my

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<v Speaker 1>cover picture. He also sued me for ten tho dollars

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<v Speaker 1>because he said he promoted me in my book. Monty

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<v Speaker 1>came out. When Monty came out about almost a year

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<v Speaker 1>and a half before my my book came out. But

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<v Speaker 1>then my book was considered the good book. Your book

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<v Speaker 1>came out, and I was living in Washington at the time,

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<v Speaker 1>going to school, and I read the Washington Post review

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<v Speaker 1>of your book. A big piece of the article was

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<v Speaker 1>an interview with his brother who lived in the DC suburbs.

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<v Speaker 1>I guess in Maryland or Virginia. Mae and Eleanor Clift

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<v Speaker 1>was his wife. There you go. And the thing that

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<v Speaker 1>was so amazing was that Brooks gave me everything. He

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<v Speaker 1>decided he would trust me because he had all of

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<v Speaker 1>his brother's stuff, including a phone book, and my name

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<v Speaker 1>was in the phone book and my father's name was,

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<v Speaker 1>so he knew that I had known him, and he

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<v Speaker 1>liked that. He liked that idea. I found him in

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<v Speaker 1>the in the phone book, and I called him up

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<v Speaker 1>because I was so intrigued by Clift and the kind

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<v Speaker 1>of predator natural beauty, and he was so beautiful, gorgeous,

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<v Speaker 1>he was incredible. But when but when you did, when

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<v Speaker 1>you did his story, you had met him. I had

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<v Speaker 1>met him when I was fifteen year years old and

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<v Speaker 1>died in nineteen sixty five, I believe. But I met

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<v Speaker 1>him in nineteen I hate to say it. I mean,

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<v Speaker 1>I think I met him in forty eight or forty nine.

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<v Speaker 1>It was when he did the Search and Red River. Uh.

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<v Speaker 1>And then he did Place in the Sun in nineteen fifty.

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<v Speaker 1>I guess it was. I met him literally at the

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<v Speaker 1>height of his fame, and he was absolutely, ravishingly beautiful.

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<v Speaker 1>What wasn't that that d him? What was it that

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<v Speaker 1>ated him? Oh? I think I think the fact that

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<v Speaker 1>he was homosexual and he was very conflicted about his sexuality.

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<v Speaker 1>He was supposed to pretend to be straight. Was that

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<v Speaker 1>Was that the conflict that he had to pretend in public?

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<v Speaker 1>Or was he conflicted about being gay? He apparently, according

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<v Speaker 1>to his analyst, he was conflicted about being a You know,

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<v Speaker 1>he did have these relationships with women. Apparently he did

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<v Speaker 1>go to bed with one woman, Judy Balaban, Remember Judy

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<v Speaker 1>Judy Barney Balaban's daughter who was the head of Paramount.

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<v Speaker 1>Women were crazy about him. When women want to do

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<v Speaker 1>it in bed with him. He was androgynous. He was

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<v Speaker 1>like Brando in a way. They were both. It was

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<v Speaker 1>so complicated sexually, so so sensual and so oh boy,

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, he's so gorgeous. Number one, Yes, it was.

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<v Speaker 1>He did go both ways, as did Brando. They were

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<v Speaker 1>both bisexual to begin with, but Cliff then ultimately turned

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<v Speaker 1>totally gay and had many male lovers. You hear these stories,

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<v Speaker 1>but the one I heard was that Brando said to

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<v Speaker 1>Edward Dimitric didn't Demitric direct that the alliance, and Brando

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<v Speaker 1>said to Dimitric that he was going to get shot

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<v Speaker 1>in the end his big death scene and rolled down

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<v Speaker 1>the side of this hill. He was gonna land, and

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<v Speaker 1>he wanted to land in the christ like low and

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<v Speaker 1>he wanted the last minute for a bush to fall

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<v Speaker 1>and a crown of thorns, kind of formal and apparently

0:18:44.760 --> 0:18:47.879
<v Speaker 1>Cliff said. Apparently Cliff turned to Demitric and said, if

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<v Speaker 1>he does that, I'm going home. I think that may

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<v Speaker 1>be a true story, could be, but but but Cliff,

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<v Speaker 1>I can't help but speak about this in the most basic,

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<v Speaker 1>even eroticized fandom. You know what I mean, which is

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<v Speaker 1>everybody knows that him and Elizabeth Taylor in Place in

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<v Speaker 1>the Sun. I mean, there's just no more beautiful couple

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<v Speaker 1>in the history, not not even carry granted me. They

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<v Speaker 1>like to stand in front of the mirror together to

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<v Speaker 1>look at their reflections. They knew they were gorgeous coming up.

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<v Speaker 1>Patricia Bosworth relives the day she's sent to facts to

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<v Speaker 1>Marlon Brando's dog and got a response. Patricia Bosworth has

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<v Speaker 1>a thousand stories from her days amongst the greats of

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<v Speaker 1>stage and screen. But if anyone can give her a

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<v Speaker 1>run for her money, it's the late Robert Osborne, host

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<v Speaker 1>of Turner Classic Movies and once a working actor himself

0:19:50.640 --> 0:19:53.760
<v Speaker 1>in NT His luck and charm got him a screen

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<v Speaker 1>test with Lucille Ball. So when it was over, Lucy

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<v Speaker 1>didn't really say anything. She's just thank me for coming by,

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<v Speaker 1>And I thought, well, she wasn't that impressed, but at

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<v Speaker 1>least I got to spend some time with Lucia Ball.

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<v Speaker 1>Like a week later, a message comes on my voice, Uh,

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<v Speaker 1>you're answering service. Hello Lebray and nine and two thousand.

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<v Speaker 1>I called the number and the second he said, well,

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<v Speaker 1>Lucy A Ball wants you to come to dinner on

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<v Speaker 1>Friday night. So I go to Lucy's house at Friday Night.

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<v Speaker 1>There's Janet Gayner, there's Joseph Cotton, there's Kay Thompson, and

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<v Speaker 1>I'm thinking, did you ever believe that you would ever be?

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<v Speaker 1>And then I thought, no, wait a minute, I always

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<v Speaker 1>knew I was going to be here. Listen to my

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<v Speaker 1>entire interview with Robert Osborne at Here's the Thing, Dot Org.

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<v Speaker 1>This is Alec Baldwin, and you were listening to Here's

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<v Speaker 1>the Thing. Patricia Bosworth had a successful career as an

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<v Speaker 1>actress in the nineteen fifties, rubbing elbows with the likes

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<v Speaker 1>of Audrey Hepburn and Marilyn Monroe, but it was the

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<v Speaker 1>stories behind the scenes that interested her most. After releasing

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<v Speaker 1>her first book in Night, She's gone on to write

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<v Speaker 1>six more, one of which, on Diane Arbus, was turned

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<v Speaker 1>into a movie. New York Magazine called the book a

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<v Speaker 1>spell binding portrait my research on arbas is all original.

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<v Speaker 1>It was. It was amazing. It took me seven years

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<v Speaker 1>almost to write the book, and I I didn't know

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<v Speaker 1>how incredible it was going to be. I really didn't.

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<v Speaker 1>Is that what happens? You're doing the research and going, oh,

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<v Speaker 1>it's it's like solving, like solving a mystery. 're always

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<v Speaker 1>looking for cluescing a well, not really, but in terms

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<v Speaker 1>of a lot of research, very research heavy. I interviewed

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<v Speaker 1>dozens and dozens of people from every part of her life,

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<v Speaker 1>and of course I created the worlds that she inhabited,

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<v Speaker 1>the world of fashion, the world, the dark world, and

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<v Speaker 1>I wanted to do that. Oddly enough, every single one

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<v Speaker 1>of the people I've written out I've known personally, and

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<v Speaker 1>in a way it makes it, It makes it for

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<v Speaker 1>me more. I don't know immediate and I can since

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<v Speaker 1>I know them, I can see them and I know

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<v Speaker 1>a little bit about them, and it's mainly I'm so curious.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm very nosy. That's the way most higraphers. And you

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<v Speaker 1>thought that her story would make something that was worth

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<v Speaker 1>I didn't know I had. I'd modeled for her when

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<v Speaker 1>I was a kid, when I was a teenager, you

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<v Speaker 1>know that, and I needed money and I became a

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<v Speaker 1>model and I modeled for her and she hired me

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<v Speaker 1>because I didn't really look like a model. I was,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, she was then in fashion and she was

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<v Speaker 1>a fashion photographer with her husband, and she was intrigued

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<v Speaker 1>by me because I had gotten married when I was seventeen,

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<v Speaker 1>loped she had too, and I hadn't realized that. So

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<v Speaker 1>this kind of interested her, intrigued her, and I found

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<v Speaker 1>her probably one of the strangest, kind of most eerie

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<v Speaker 1>personalities I'd ever come across. Well, she spoke in a

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<v Speaker 1>very tiny voice. She wore the same dress every single day,

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<v Speaker 1>a reuniform, was always barefoot. She wore the same dress

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<v Speaker 1>because she said, I don't want to think about what

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<v Speaker 1>I wear. And literally the thing that was falling apart

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<v Speaker 1>was ragged and dirty. But she was very, very smart,

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<v Speaker 1>and she asked me all sorts of interesting questions. She

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<v Speaker 1>lived in the studio with her with her husband and

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<v Speaker 1>child in New York. Yeah, it was an old artist

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<v Speaker 1>laft studio on East seventy second Street off Second Avenue,

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<v Speaker 1>and had a tree in the live in in part

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<v Speaker 1>of the studio. But I never forgot her because she

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<v Speaker 1>was so she was she actually took an interest in me.

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<v Speaker 1>I was. I didn't know what the hell I was doing.

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<v Speaker 1>I was very unhappy. I remember at one point a

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<v Speaker 1>photographer molested me, a male photographer before one of my

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<v Speaker 1>sessions with with in A was a catalog house. I

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<v Speaker 1>guess I was working for. And I remember telling her

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<v Speaker 1>about this in tears and saying, now I'll never be

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<v Speaker 1>able to work with this man again. She well, of

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<v Speaker 1>course you won't. You shouldn't, yeh, you're getting it all wrong.

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<v Speaker 1>Won't have me back exactly, And she said, remember who

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<v Speaker 1>you are. You know you can't, you don't shouldn't tolerate

0:24:03.600 --> 0:24:06.239
<v Speaker 1>this kind of behavior. Nobody had ever talked to me

0:24:06.320 --> 0:24:08.760
<v Speaker 1>like this. Of course, in those days, women were very passive,

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<v Speaker 1>very until you were by and large. Why did Arbace

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<v Speaker 1>kill herself, Well, there were many reasons for that, you know.

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<v Speaker 1>She was deeply depressed to her lover was uh not

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<v Speaker 1>faithful to her. That was one thing that upset her.

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<v Speaker 1>But she also was suffering from deep depression and didn't

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<v Speaker 1>could not take any kind of antidepressants. They made they

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<v Speaker 1>made her feel sick. That's what her mother told me.

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<v Speaker 1>She was never on any any drugs from Arbus. Originally

0:24:37.560 --> 0:24:40.399
<v Speaker 1>she was right from New York City. Her her family

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<v Speaker 1>were a mercantile family. They owned Russex department store. Her ears.

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<v Speaker 1>She was very rich, came from a very rich family,

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<v Speaker 1>was raised by nanny's and and chauffeur's jargon U. S.

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<v Speaker 1>S I C. K apostrophe. Yes, and the Russex building

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<v Speaker 1>is still on. Her mother was always depressed. The entire family,

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<v Speaker 1>it was, this was depressed her. Her brother was Howard Nemeroff,

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<v Speaker 1>the poet, and he was the one who was my source,

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<v Speaker 1>my major source. And he said, we were always depressed.

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<v Speaker 1>Uh not all the money in the world, but money

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<v Speaker 1>was didn't it didn't matter. I mean she she fought

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<v Speaker 1>her depression by by photograph, by going into this other

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<v Speaker 1>world or this other reality, this dark reality she always

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<v Speaker 1>wanted to explore because she felt she was in a reality.

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<v Speaker 1>She didn't like this reality of the department store and

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<v Speaker 1>the money and and the thinking of possessions all the

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<v Speaker 1>time she was she wanted to decree. Marvin Israel, who

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<v Speaker 1>was Richard Avedon's right hand and his work, and he

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<v Speaker 1>was He was also a brilliant painter and photographer. He

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<v Speaker 1>was an assistant to Abdon No he designed his shows,

0:25:46.920 --> 0:25:49.560
<v Speaker 1>and he was also art director of Harper's Bazaar. He

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<v Speaker 1>was a graphics designer and painter, a very strange man

0:25:52.920 --> 0:26:01.640
<v Speaker 1>who who only painted dogs chewing it at each other. Well,

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<v Speaker 1>we're gonna leave that out of Sex Action. Um, your

0:26:05.520 --> 0:26:08.719
<v Speaker 1>book about Cliff comes out in seventy eight, and your

0:26:08.760 --> 0:26:11.199
<v Speaker 1>book on artist comes out in eighty four, and then

0:26:11.240 --> 0:26:13.919
<v Speaker 1>you take a very long time until you write your

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<v Speaker 1>next book. You don't do the book about Brando until

0:26:16.520 --> 0:26:21.000
<v Speaker 1>seventeen years later. Well, that's right. In the meantime, I

0:26:21.000 --> 0:26:26.240
<v Speaker 1>did were anything your little heart desires in? How does

0:26:26.280 --> 0:26:30.560
<v Speaker 1>that just state? Well? As I say, I jes stated

0:26:30.600 --> 0:26:33.119
<v Speaker 1>for like forty years. In other words, I started writing

0:26:33.119 --> 0:26:36.439
<v Speaker 1>it in my dressing room at the Hellenais Theater when

0:26:36.480 --> 0:26:39.360
<v Speaker 1>I was in Mary Mary. I started writing the story

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<v Speaker 1>of my father, of his beginnings, of his political career,

0:26:43.440 --> 0:26:47.240
<v Speaker 1>my brother's suicide. I actually started as a novel. I

0:26:47.359 --> 0:26:51.159
<v Speaker 1>fictionalized it, which is ridiculous, and then I stopped. I

0:26:51.200 --> 0:26:54.080
<v Speaker 1>didn't actually write it as a real book, as I

0:26:54.119 --> 0:26:57.760
<v Speaker 1>didn't get a contract for it for thirty some thirty

0:26:57.880 --> 0:27:00.800
<v Speaker 1>odd years. But I was thinking about her all the time.

0:27:00.960 --> 0:27:03.879
<v Speaker 1>This story of my father, story of my brother, my

0:27:04.000 --> 0:27:09.159
<v Speaker 1>mother me uh took about thirty forty years. A lot

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<v Speaker 1>of things out. No, I didn't because by the time

0:27:12.920 --> 0:27:16.840
<v Speaker 1>I wrote it, everybody was dead, you know, and I

0:27:16.880 --> 0:27:19.480
<v Speaker 1>was felt free enough to for example, my mother and

0:27:19.840 --> 0:27:22.560
<v Speaker 1>her lovers, this lover that she had was our gardener,

0:27:22.840 --> 0:27:25.520
<v Speaker 1>which is an incredible story in the book. I never

0:27:25.560 --> 0:27:27.200
<v Speaker 1>could have told that when she was alive, and I

0:27:27.240 --> 0:27:30.840
<v Speaker 1>wouldn't have. But but no, I really did. I think

0:27:30.880 --> 0:27:34.439
<v Speaker 1>I told almost everything, not everything out. You know. I

0:27:34.520 --> 0:27:37.000
<v Speaker 1>almost would rather write a novel because I can do

0:27:37.040 --> 0:27:39.240
<v Speaker 1>whatever I want to do and say whatever I want

0:27:39.240 --> 0:27:40.560
<v Speaker 1>to say, and just make up the people and if

0:27:40.560 --> 0:27:43.359
<v Speaker 1>they overlap with real people, who gives a ship? Have

0:27:43.440 --> 0:27:45.560
<v Speaker 1>you ever want to do the same thing? Yes, I have,

0:27:45.800 --> 0:27:48.880
<v Speaker 1>I haven't. I haven't though, but but I still feel

0:27:48.920 --> 0:27:51.960
<v Speaker 1>I may may yet write another memoir. But yes, of

0:27:52.000 --> 0:27:56.800
<v Speaker 1>course I have. Uh, I just haven't yet. Now we

0:27:56.920 --> 0:28:01.520
<v Speaker 1>obviously when you did the first memoir, anything your little

0:28:01.560 --> 0:28:05.240
<v Speaker 1>heart desires an American family story, it stops when the

0:28:05.280 --> 0:28:09.200
<v Speaker 1>cutoff is it stops after after my father committed suicide.

0:28:09.320 --> 0:28:13.359
<v Speaker 1>What actually, I just on this movie called Anne Story

0:28:13.359 --> 0:28:17.000
<v Speaker 1>with Audrey Hedburn. It was my biggest credit. Uh and uh,

0:28:17.240 --> 0:28:20.919
<v Speaker 1>yeah I was. I was doing quite well. But after

0:28:20.960 --> 0:28:24.439
<v Speaker 1>my father committed suicide, I seemed to lose all ambitious

0:28:24.720 --> 0:28:27.480
<v Speaker 1>vision and I I kind of became numbed all over

0:28:27.560 --> 0:28:30.719
<v Speaker 1>again because my brother had already committed suicide. So this

0:28:30.840 --> 0:28:34.600
<v Speaker 1>for me was a very traumatic, huge change in my

0:28:34.720 --> 0:28:38.600
<v Speaker 1>life his suicide. I'd also wanted to prove myself to him,

0:28:38.600 --> 0:28:42.200
<v Speaker 1>you know, be successful. He was gone. Were all these

0:28:42.240 --> 0:28:46.719
<v Speaker 1>things that that that made me pulled back? And for

0:28:46.760 --> 0:28:48.960
<v Speaker 1>a while I just didn't want to do anything I did.

0:28:49.200 --> 0:28:51.880
<v Speaker 1>I worked, but I didn't have an ambition. I want

0:28:51.880 --> 0:28:56.560
<v Speaker 1>to talk quickly about Brandon. Um, my feelings about Brandon

0:28:56.640 --> 0:28:58.760
<v Speaker 1>have altered quite a bit over the last ten years.

0:28:59.360 --> 0:29:04.520
<v Speaker 1>When when you put all the pieces together psychologically, intelligence, sexuality,

0:29:04.880 --> 0:29:09.320
<v Speaker 1>and sensitivity, most stars have two, almost none have all three,

0:29:10.000 --> 0:29:12.800
<v Speaker 1>and Brando of course had all three, but very quickly

0:29:12.880 --> 0:29:17.080
<v Speaker 1>he becomes you know, this extended middle finger of this

0:29:17.240 --> 0:29:21.360
<v Speaker 1>extended fuck you to the business. It's exhausting. What do

0:29:21.400 --> 0:29:23.800
<v Speaker 1>you think that was about? When did that start for him?

0:29:24.040 --> 0:29:28.400
<v Speaker 1>Was it fuck you? Even with Streetcar with Kazan and No,

0:29:29.200 --> 0:29:31.320
<v Speaker 1>it was his mother, the death of his mother. I

0:29:31.360 --> 0:29:34.600
<v Speaker 1>think we'll go back, I'll backtrack. Okay. His mother was

0:29:34.600 --> 0:29:39.960
<v Speaker 1>an alcoholic, and Brando spent his childhood and adolescents taking

0:29:40.000 --> 0:29:42.720
<v Speaker 1>care of her, getting her out of bars, carrying her home,

0:29:43.200 --> 0:29:45.880
<v Speaker 1>even beating his father up when his father was beating

0:29:45.880 --> 0:29:47.479
<v Speaker 1>her up. And of course you know she was an

0:29:47.480 --> 0:29:52.040
<v Speaker 1>actress ran that little playhouse in where was it, Nebraska?

0:29:52.560 --> 0:29:54.920
<v Speaker 1>For example, when he did Julius Caesar, he went home

0:29:54.960 --> 0:29:58.840
<v Speaker 1>and he recited Shakespeare in the corn Fields with her listening,

0:29:59.040 --> 0:30:01.920
<v Speaker 1>that kind of thing. But what happened was she decided

0:30:01.920 --> 0:30:05.120
<v Speaker 1>to go into a and this meant that Brando no

0:30:05.200 --> 0:30:07.600
<v Speaker 1>longer could take care of her. She was taking care

0:30:07.640 --> 0:30:10.400
<v Speaker 1>of herself. He almost had a nervous breakdown, and he

0:30:10.440 --> 0:30:15.640
<v Speaker 1>even Stella Adler even talked to him about it. So, uh,

0:30:15.720 --> 0:30:18.680
<v Speaker 1>Harold Kleman talked to me about this, this whole aspect

0:30:18.760 --> 0:30:21.640
<v Speaker 1>sea the book. No, I didn't speak to him at all.

0:30:21.720 --> 0:30:24.040
<v Speaker 1>I only I only met him once at the actor's studio.

0:30:24.360 --> 0:30:26.360
<v Speaker 1>I called him on the phone. He wanted to talk

0:30:26.400 --> 0:30:28.560
<v Speaker 1>to me, originally because he wanted to talk about Kazan,

0:30:29.160 --> 0:30:30.880
<v Speaker 1>and he actually wrote me a letter that he would

0:30:30.960 --> 0:30:33.640
<v Speaker 1>talk to me, but then he decided not to, and

0:30:33.720 --> 0:30:36.520
<v Speaker 1>I really became so frustrated. I kept calling him and calling,

0:30:36.560 --> 0:30:41.640
<v Speaker 1>and finally somebody said, why don't you call his dog Alec.

0:30:41.880 --> 0:30:46.000
<v Speaker 1>I did listen to this. I facts, dear Fido, I

0:30:46.040 --> 0:30:49.520
<v Speaker 1>want to speak to your master. Within seconds, the facts

0:30:49.600 --> 0:30:53.400
<v Speaker 1>came back back, saying, my master does not want to

0:30:53.440 --> 0:30:57.280
<v Speaker 1>talk to you and signed with two paw prints. This

0:30:57.480 --> 0:31:02.920
<v Speaker 1>was Brando answering me people incessantly I was going to

0:31:03.040 --> 0:31:07.520
<v Speaker 1>do because I had done street Car for TV, which

0:31:07.600 --> 0:31:09.960
<v Speaker 1>was a huge miss, was one of the biggest mistakes

0:31:09.960 --> 0:31:12.080
<v Speaker 1>of my career and the biggest waste of time of

0:31:12.120 --> 0:31:14.600
<v Speaker 1>my career, and we all just did it for a paycheck.

0:31:14.720 --> 0:31:17.880
<v Speaker 1>And then I get an offer from CBS. Was doing

0:31:17.880 --> 0:31:20.120
<v Speaker 1>that stuff back then. They said, would you do Canona

0:31:20.200 --> 0:31:23.040
<v Speaker 1>Hot Tin Roof with my ex wife with Kim would

0:31:23.040 --> 0:31:27.160
<v Speaker 1>play uh Maggie. And we were all a little long

0:31:27.200 --> 0:31:28.720
<v Speaker 1>in the tooth for these parts, by the way, But

0:31:28.720 --> 0:31:31.200
<v Speaker 1>then they said would we do? And Brando would be

0:31:31.240 --> 0:31:34.280
<v Speaker 1>big daddy. And I've got a call Brando, And you know,

0:31:34.360 --> 0:31:36.240
<v Speaker 1>you call the number and leave the message, and the

0:31:36.240 --> 0:31:39.560
<v Speaker 1>woman calls you back, and they're very prompt and very formal,

0:31:39.600 --> 0:31:43.160
<v Speaker 1>and she said, what time, what number, he will call you.

0:31:43.440 --> 0:31:45.000
<v Speaker 1>And sure enough, I'm sitting in my house and my

0:31:45.000 --> 0:31:46.680
<v Speaker 1>phone rings, and of course I trip over myself and

0:31:46.760 --> 0:31:48.920
<v Speaker 1>most break brand neck tripping over a stool in the

0:31:49.000 --> 0:31:51.560
<v Speaker 1>kitchen to get to the phone. Maybe he's gonna let

0:31:51.560 --> 0:31:53.280
<v Speaker 1>it ring three times and hang up. You know, he's

0:31:53.400 --> 0:31:55.320
<v Speaker 1>maybe he's just sick of this. And I pick up

0:31:55.320 --> 0:31:56.600
<v Speaker 1>the phone and she says, here he is. And he

0:31:56.640 --> 0:31:58.840
<v Speaker 1>gets on the phone and he said, why don't you

0:31:58.840 --> 0:32:02.600
<v Speaker 1>come by a Thursday? And I was like, oh my god.

0:32:02.920 --> 0:32:05.400
<v Speaker 1>And I go to his house and I had lunch

0:32:05.400 --> 0:32:07.560
<v Speaker 1>with him for four hours. Oh my god, are you

0:32:07.640 --> 0:32:09.880
<v Speaker 1>kidding me? And I had lunch with him for four

0:32:09.920 --> 0:32:14.200
<v Speaker 1>hours and you could tell he was sad. He was sad.

0:32:14.960 --> 0:32:16.880
<v Speaker 1>What was the thing that you learned about him that

0:32:17.040 --> 0:32:21.400
<v Speaker 1>was among the thousands of things I'm sure was Brando's bisexuality.

0:32:21.440 --> 0:32:26.040
<v Speaker 1>That's that's not that widely known though, Oh yes among

0:32:26.080 --> 0:32:29.040
<v Speaker 1>his friends. Yes, he was totally free about it. He

0:32:29.040 --> 0:32:31.600
<v Speaker 1>didn't give a damn. He didn't care at all. Any

0:32:31.680 --> 0:32:36.400
<v Speaker 1>port in a storm for absolutely, absolutely, who's wild? And

0:32:36.560 --> 0:32:38.680
<v Speaker 1>it was it was Wally Cox's dear friend or was

0:32:38.720 --> 0:32:41.000
<v Speaker 1>he his boyfriend that I don't know. I don't know.

0:32:41.160 --> 0:32:45.200
<v Speaker 1>Wally Cox absolutely, and Brando lived. Heared Wally Cox. And

0:32:45.240 --> 0:32:48.480
<v Speaker 1>when Wally Cox died, Brando went went to the funeral.

0:32:48.480 --> 0:32:50.840
<v Speaker 1>But he wouldn't go to the funeral. He climbed up

0:32:50.880 --> 0:32:54.600
<v Speaker 1>a tree and looked down at the ceremony and then

0:32:54.760 --> 0:32:58.760
<v Speaker 1>thought to get the ashes oh, I thought that they

0:32:58.840 --> 0:33:02.680
<v Speaker 1>roomed together. They did in the fifties, and Shelley Winters

0:33:02.720 --> 0:33:05.600
<v Speaker 1>tells this funny story about being Brando's date one night

0:33:05.640 --> 0:33:08.480
<v Speaker 1>and Wally Cox was there and they had they had

0:33:08.520 --> 0:33:13.600
<v Speaker 1>something like roasted grapefruit for dinner. That's it, right, Yeah,

0:33:13.640 --> 0:33:20.280
<v Speaker 1>that's it, and Brando cooked. He used to climb out windows.

0:33:20.280 --> 0:33:23.080
<v Speaker 1>He used to go into people's apartments. He would like,

0:33:23.200 --> 0:33:26.160
<v Speaker 1>be like a burglar and climb into windows and poke

0:33:26.280 --> 0:33:29.440
<v Speaker 1>his head and say hello and then leave. But now,

0:33:29.880 --> 0:33:33.480
<v Speaker 1>Jane Fonda is someone who has always just intrigued me

0:33:33.600 --> 0:33:36.080
<v Speaker 1>to the end because she's had these multiple stages of

0:33:36.120 --> 0:33:40.880
<v Speaker 1>her career, her you know, tabloid e marriages and Tom Hayden,

0:33:40.880 --> 0:33:43.800
<v Speaker 1>who I worship. I love Tom. But for me, what

0:33:44.040 --> 0:33:46.680
<v Speaker 1>will never die is looking back at her as one

0:33:46.680 --> 0:33:49.560
<v Speaker 1>of the great not just beauties and movies started, but

0:33:49.560 --> 0:33:52.360
<v Speaker 1>film actresses. I mean, she's such a great act she is,

0:33:52.680 --> 0:33:58.120
<v Speaker 1>she is great. Forget include It's heartbreaking to me this

0:33:58.120 --> 0:34:01.160
<v Speaker 1>woman is still not grinding out as any movies as possible,

0:34:01.200 --> 0:34:03.920
<v Speaker 1>even forget about age, because she's so mes terizing the

0:34:04.960 --> 0:34:07.160
<v Speaker 1>what was the experience like writing about her? She had

0:34:07.200 --> 0:34:11.520
<v Speaker 1>a comparable loss that losses, her mother slitting her throat

0:34:11.600 --> 0:34:14.800
<v Speaker 1>when Jane was twelve years old, and and her father

0:34:14.920 --> 0:34:18.680
<v Speaker 1>who never showed his love for her. Henry Fonda never

0:34:19.160 --> 0:34:21.600
<v Speaker 1>said I love you. He was always cold to her.

0:34:22.280 --> 0:34:25.640
<v Speaker 1>Uh does she ever understand? Why did she venture? He

0:34:25.719 --> 0:34:27.640
<v Speaker 1>was a very strange man. I think he actually was

0:34:27.680 --> 0:34:31.160
<v Speaker 1>obsessed with her myself. But what happened was Jane and

0:34:31.200 --> 0:34:34.480
<v Speaker 1>I had met at the actor's studio and she decided

0:34:34.520 --> 0:34:37.799
<v Speaker 1>she wanted a woman to write her biography. She'd had

0:34:37.920 --> 0:34:40.880
<v Speaker 1>nine biographies written by men, and they had all been

0:34:40.880 --> 0:34:43.440
<v Speaker 1>threatened by her. She wanted a woman to write about

0:34:43.440 --> 0:34:48.480
<v Speaker 1>her life, totally biography. She didn't want to call it

0:34:48.520 --> 0:34:52.120
<v Speaker 1>off our eyes because she didn't read it. She refused

0:34:52.120 --> 0:34:53.960
<v Speaker 1>to read it. She said, oh, I'm only looking at

0:34:53.960 --> 0:34:57.080
<v Speaker 1>the pictures. But she heard from other people it was okay.

0:34:57.360 --> 0:35:00.160
<v Speaker 1>It was very difficult for me to do that. I

0:35:00.160 --> 0:35:03.280
<v Speaker 1>mean it was difficult because I knew her. She trusted

0:35:03.280 --> 0:35:05.279
<v Speaker 1>me totally, and there were a lot of things in

0:35:05.320 --> 0:35:08.360
<v Speaker 1>her life that she'd done that We're not that great,

0:35:08.440 --> 0:35:10.719
<v Speaker 1>you know, So how do I handle that one? I mean?

0:35:11.040 --> 0:35:15.760
<v Speaker 1>She stole her routines for the workout from her trainer

0:35:16.719 --> 0:35:20.480
<v Speaker 1>and should I tell this, you know. So I called Gilda,

0:35:20.560 --> 0:35:23.000
<v Speaker 1>who is her trainer, and Gil said, yeah, she didn't

0:35:23.000 --> 0:35:28.000
<v Speaker 1>steal him. Did you ask about Yes? I did. She said, well,

0:35:28.120 --> 0:35:30.600
<v Speaker 1>you know, I you she she hedged and and him

0:35:30.680 --> 0:35:32.400
<v Speaker 1>to odd. I didn't want it to be a puff

0:35:32.440 --> 0:35:35.840
<v Speaker 1>piece because she had given me so much. It was difficult,

0:35:35.840 --> 0:35:40.080
<v Speaker 1>and there were certain things I did leave out. She

0:35:40.280 --> 0:35:42.680
<v Speaker 1>decided she wanted to be taken care of, even though

0:35:42.920 --> 0:35:45.439
<v Speaker 1>Ted Turner himself said I couldn't take care of her.

0:35:45.800 --> 0:35:48.000
<v Speaker 1>She wouldn't even let me pay for her plane tickets,

0:35:48.000 --> 0:35:51.319
<v Speaker 1>she said. But I think also they were They're very

0:35:51.400 --> 0:35:53.120
<v Speaker 1>much alike in a way. I mean, they're both totally

0:35:53.160 --> 0:35:57.399
<v Speaker 1>self involved, very smart. Uh. They loved they loved the fame,

0:35:57.480 --> 0:36:00.319
<v Speaker 1>they loved the power that comes with that. Um So

0:36:00.400 --> 0:36:02.160
<v Speaker 1>I think for a while it worked, except he was

0:36:02.200 --> 0:36:07.120
<v Speaker 1>always unfaithful to her, always and and and she couldn't

0:36:07.120 --> 0:36:09.680
<v Speaker 1>take that he was unfaithful. Like the second week, third

0:36:09.719 --> 0:36:12.600
<v Speaker 1>week they were married, she found out he was screwing

0:36:12.640 --> 0:36:16.799
<v Speaker 1>somebody you were. The latest book entitled The Men in

0:36:16.880 --> 0:36:19.600
<v Speaker 1>My Life, A Memoir of Love and Art in nineteen

0:36:19.680 --> 0:36:25.160
<v Speaker 1>fifties Manhattan is very sad and funny, but really really sad.

0:36:25.440 --> 0:36:27.040
<v Speaker 1>But but the thing is, when you write a book,

0:36:27.080 --> 0:36:31.279
<v Speaker 1>what are you supposed to write? You cannot be indifferent

0:36:31.320 --> 0:36:35.040
<v Speaker 1>to your own history, you know you can't. And I

0:36:35.080 --> 0:36:37.040
<v Speaker 1>was very involved, and yes, I guess I did get

0:36:37.040 --> 0:36:39.080
<v Speaker 1>sad at times. Well, what I love about when I

0:36:39.120 --> 0:36:41.600
<v Speaker 1>read Cliff as you as you as you read, and

0:36:41.640 --> 0:36:45.440
<v Speaker 1>you think, is anybody happy in this business? Is anybody

0:36:45.520 --> 0:36:48.279
<v Speaker 1>ultimately happy? I don't know. I don't know. I think

0:36:48.280 --> 0:36:51.040
<v Speaker 1>they are. You know, was Paul Newman happy? Now? Maybe

0:36:51.040 --> 0:36:53.399
<v Speaker 1>he wasn't. I think Paul, I think that was very

0:36:53.400 --> 0:36:55.880
<v Speaker 1>happy towards the end. I think Newman for Newman, the

0:36:55.880 --> 0:36:58.160
<v Speaker 1>great you know, horrible thing. I want to assume as

0:36:58.160 --> 0:37:01.080
<v Speaker 1>when his son Scott killed himself changed him to I

0:37:01.080 --> 0:37:03.279
<v Speaker 1>think it was completely changed to changed him totally. I

0:37:03.360 --> 0:37:06.120
<v Speaker 1>think that that really affected him. Your last book, your

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<v Speaker 1>memoir that's out now, there really is a kind of

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<v Speaker 1>an energy of what's the word I'm thinking of? Forgiveness?

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<v Speaker 1>Is that is that right to say that you're not

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<v Speaker 1>mean to these people in this book? Well, you really

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<v Speaker 1>put the gloves on with the X husband of yours.

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<v Speaker 1>That's not mean to him? No, I know, I'm not.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't I I was. I was just I don't know,

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<v Speaker 1>I just I wanted, I wanted to tell these stories.

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<v Speaker 1>It's really, you know, the book really is about my brother.

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<v Speaker 1>It's it's a tribute to my brother. What's the next

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<v Speaker 1>memoir for you? I don't know yet. I think I

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<v Speaker 1>would like to write about Actually, I'd like to write

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<v Speaker 1>about the next ten years, meaning the six the sixties

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<v Speaker 1>into seventies, where I get into feminism and I work

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<v Speaker 1>in pornography, which I did for a while with Bob

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<v Speaker 1>Guccione and did I edited a female porn magazine called

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<v Speaker 1>Viva for two years until he fired me. What was

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<v Speaker 1>he like? He was a complicated man. I mean, he

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<v Speaker 1>wanted to be a painter or another one. Uh. He

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<v Speaker 1>felt he was doing good. He was an accidental pornographer.

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<v Speaker 1>Was he was? He was? He was very smart and

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<v Speaker 1>he actually published some wonderful articles inhouse. Remember I remember

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<v Speaker 1>reading about Barry Seal from the Whole Mina Arkansas Conspiracy

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<v Speaker 1>and a lot of a lot of and and and

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<v Speaker 1>Viva had great writing in it too. He did well.

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<v Speaker 1>I think that when you're done with that memoir, or

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<v Speaker 1>maybe while you're writing that memoir, I want you to

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<v Speaker 1>remember to allow time for you and I for sex action.

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<v Speaker 1>It's a winner. Okay. Launch date to be determined. This

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<v Speaker 1>is Alec Baldwin and you were listening to Here's the

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