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Speaker 1: much of it. Like Basically, what she did to sort

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00:23:14,920 --> 00:23:18,959
Speaker 1: of in retaliation was she went live on Instagram and

427
00:23:19,200 --> 00:23:22,639
Speaker 1: also put up some like did like a carousel of

428
00:23:22,760 --> 00:23:27,880
Speaker 1: videos and stories of herself in her underwear, completely unedited, unfiltered, um,

429
00:23:27,960 --> 00:23:30,040
Speaker 1: just to sort of take it back, take back her

430
00:23:30,080 --> 00:23:33,399
Speaker 1: ownership of her body. And then she put up a

431
00:23:33,440 --> 00:23:35,480
Speaker 1: message and said, hey guys, this is me and my body,

432
00:23:35,560 --> 00:23:38,720
Speaker 1: unretouched and unfiltered. The photo that was posted this week

433
00:23:38,800 --> 00:23:41,400
Speaker 1: is beautiful, but as someone who has struggled with body

434
00:23:41,440 --> 00:23:43,760
Speaker 1: image her whole life, when someone takes a photo of

435
00:23:43,840 --> 00:23:46,280
Speaker 1: you that isn't flattering and bad lighting, it doesn't capture

436
00:23:46,280 --> 00:23:48,480
Speaker 1: your body the way it is after working so hard

437
00:23:48,520 --> 00:23:50,520
Speaker 1: to get it to this point and then shares it

438
00:23:50,560 --> 00:23:52,560
Speaker 1: to the world. You should have every right to ask

439
00:23:52,600 --> 00:23:54,680
Speaker 1: fort to not be shared, regardless of who you are.

440
00:23:55,200 --> 00:23:59,159
Speaker 1: In truth of the pressure, constant ridicule and judgment, my

441
00:23:59,320 --> 00:24:02,080
Speaker 1: entire life to be perfect and to meet everyone's standards

442
00:24:02,119 --> 00:24:04,680
Speaker 1: of how I should look has been too much to bear.

443
00:24:05,040 --> 00:24:07,560
Speaker 1: Chloe is the fat sister. Chloe is the ugly sister.

444
00:24:08,000 --> 00:24:10,119
Speaker 1: Her dad must not be the real dad because she

445
00:24:10,200 --> 00:24:12,720
Speaker 1: looks so different. The only way she could have lost

446
00:24:12,840 --> 00:24:15,760
Speaker 1: that weight must have been surgery. Should I go on?

447
00:24:16,160 --> 00:24:18,960
Speaker 1: And she continues on the next side. Oh, but who

448
00:24:19,000 --> 00:24:20,879
Speaker 1: cares how she feels because she grew up in a

449
00:24:20,880 --> 00:24:23,840
Speaker 1: life of privilege. She's also on a reality show, so

450
00:24:23,880 --> 00:24:26,520
Speaker 1: she signed up all of this. I'm, of course not

451
00:24:26,640 --> 00:24:29,119
Speaker 1: asking for sympathy, but I'm asking to be acknowledged for

452
00:24:29,160 --> 00:24:32,040
Speaker 1: being human. I'm not perfect, but I promise you that

453
00:24:32,080 --> 00:24:34,080
Speaker 1: I try every day to live my life as honestly

454
00:24:34,119 --> 00:24:36,960
Speaker 1: as possible and with empathy and kindness. It doesn't mean

455
00:24:37,000 --> 00:24:39,200
Speaker 1: that I have not made mistakes, but I'm not going

456
00:24:39,280 --> 00:24:41,600
Speaker 1: to lie here. I'm it's almost unbearable trying to live

457
00:24:41,680 --> 00:24:44,000
Speaker 1: up to the impossible standards of the public have set

458
00:24:44,080 --> 00:24:47,199
Speaker 1: all set for me for over a decade non photos.

459
00:24:47,320 --> 00:24:50,679
Speaker 1: Every single flaw and imperfection has been micro analyzed and

460
00:24:50,760 --> 00:24:53,200
Speaker 1: made fun of to the smallest detail, and I'm reminded

461
00:24:53,240 --> 00:24:56,200
Speaker 1: of I'm reminded of them each and every day, and

462
00:24:56,240 --> 00:24:58,520
Speaker 1: when I take the criticism to use as motivation to

463
00:24:58,560 --> 00:25:00,719
Speaker 1: get myself in the best shape of my life and

464
00:25:00,760 --> 00:25:03,200
Speaker 1: to even help others with the same struggles I'm told

465
00:25:03,520 --> 00:25:05,280
Speaker 1: I could have done, I couldn't have done it through

466
00:25:05,320 --> 00:25:06,960
Speaker 1: hard work, and I must have paid for it all.

467
00:25:07,760 --> 00:25:10,240
Speaker 1: On the next slide, she says he never quite gets

468
00:25:10,359 --> 00:25:12,879
Speaker 1: used to being judged and pulled apart, and how about

469
00:25:12,960 --> 00:25:15,960
Speaker 1: and told how unattractive one is. But I will say,

470
00:25:16,000 --> 00:25:18,560
Speaker 1: if you hear anything enough, then you start to believe it.

471
00:25:18,680 --> 00:25:21,480
Speaker 1: This is an example of how I've been conditioned to feel.

472
00:25:21,960 --> 00:25:25,199
Speaker 1: And I'm not that I am not beautiful enough just

473
00:25:25,359 --> 00:25:28,080
Speaker 1: being me. I love a good filter, good lighting, and

474
00:25:28,119 --> 00:25:30,320
Speaker 1: an edit here and there, the same way I throw

475
00:25:30,320 --> 00:25:32,840
Speaker 1: in some makeup, get my nails done, and and wear

476
00:25:32,840 --> 00:25:34,720
Speaker 1: a pair of heels to present myself to the world

477
00:25:34,720 --> 00:25:37,000
Speaker 1: the way that I want to be seen. And that's

478
00:25:37,000 --> 00:25:40,639
Speaker 1: exactly what I will continue to do unapologetically. My body,

479
00:25:41,000 --> 00:25:43,399
Speaker 1: my image, and how I choose to look, and what

480
00:25:43,520 --> 00:25:45,520
Speaker 1: I want to share is my choice. It's not for

481
00:25:45,560 --> 00:25:48,240
Speaker 1: anyone to decide or judge what is acceptable or not.

482
00:25:48,960 --> 00:25:51,119
Speaker 1: For those of you who feel the constant pressure of

483
00:25:51,119 --> 00:25:53,240
Speaker 1: not feeling perfect enough, I want you to know how

484
00:25:53,760 --> 00:25:56,080
Speaker 1: no I see you and I understand every day I'm

485
00:25:56,119 --> 00:25:58,120
Speaker 1: told by my family and my friends who loved me

486
00:25:58,359 --> 00:26:00,280
Speaker 1: that I am beautiful, but I know that it needs

487
00:26:00,320 --> 00:26:03,359
Speaker 1: to it needs to be believed from within. We are

488
00:26:03,359 --> 00:26:05,840
Speaker 1: all unique and perfect in our own way, whichever way

489
00:26:05,880 --> 00:26:08,800
Speaker 1: one chooses to be seen. I have realized that we

490
00:26:08,880 --> 00:26:11,480
Speaker 1: cannot continue to live life trying to fit into a

491
00:26:11,520 --> 00:26:14,280
Speaker 1: perfect mold of what others have set up for us.

492
00:26:14,800 --> 00:26:17,320
Speaker 1: Just do you and make sure that your heart is happy.

493
00:26:18,400 --> 00:26:20,359
Speaker 1: I'm the first one to say, like I'm you know,

494
00:26:20,440 --> 00:26:24,040
Speaker 1: I could care less about the Kardashian clan, Like I'm

495
00:26:24,080 --> 00:26:26,639
Speaker 1: not a fan. I also don't hate them. I do

496
00:26:26,720 --> 00:26:29,720
Speaker 1: think that they're like they've caused problems in our world,

497
00:26:30,119 --> 00:26:32,560
Speaker 1: um in terms of like social media and stuff. But

498
00:26:32,680 --> 00:26:36,240
Speaker 1: like this one hit home for me, and it's so true.

499
00:26:36,320 --> 00:26:38,600
Speaker 1: It's like I don't care what you do for a

500
00:26:38,680 --> 00:26:43,000
Speaker 1: job or how you put yourself out there. It's not

501
00:26:43,200 --> 00:26:47,040
Speaker 1: licensed to be judged or made fun of. And you know,

502
00:26:47,160 --> 00:26:49,520
Speaker 1: it made it made me think, like I've struggled with

503
00:26:49,560 --> 00:26:52,120
Speaker 1: my body image my whole life. And I know I'm

504
00:26:52,119 --> 00:26:53,840
Speaker 1: a great person. I know I'm special, and I know

505
00:26:53,880 --> 00:26:56,720
Speaker 1: that there's beautiful things about me, but like, I'll come

506
00:26:56,760 --> 00:26:58,399
Speaker 1: home for Christmas and the first thing out of my

507
00:26:58,440 --> 00:27:00,880
Speaker 1: dad's mouth is, Wow, you've it on weight, And I'm

508
00:27:00,920 --> 00:27:03,360
Speaker 1: just like, are you fucking kidding me? Like you think

509
00:27:03,480 --> 00:27:05,520
Speaker 1: I don't know that I've put on weight. I need

510
00:27:05,560 --> 00:27:09,320
Speaker 1: you to tell me that it's happened. Go fuck yourself, dad, Like,

511
00:27:09,640 --> 00:27:12,600
Speaker 1: that's exactly what I said to him, because I knew

512
00:27:12,640 --> 00:27:14,560
Speaker 1: he was going to do it, and so I was

513
00:27:14,600 --> 00:27:16,800
Speaker 1: prepared to do it. I was like, and it's like,

514
00:27:16,920 --> 00:27:19,240
Speaker 1: you're not skinny either, so why are you saying that

515
00:27:19,359 --> 00:27:22,200
Speaker 1: to me? And I think that's that's often what happens,

516
00:27:22,240 --> 00:27:25,040
Speaker 1: because I catched myself like making fun of people that

517
00:27:25,080 --> 00:27:27,320
Speaker 1: I don't know, and I'm not proud of it. So

518
00:27:27,400 --> 00:27:30,320
Speaker 1: I'm going to do my best to be better about it.

519
00:27:30,359 --> 00:27:32,720
Speaker 1: But you know, it's like I think a lot of

520
00:27:32,720 --> 00:27:37,040
Speaker 1: times it comes from a place of pain, Like we

521
00:27:37,119 --> 00:27:39,800
Speaker 1: make fun of the things that we don't like about

522
00:27:39,840 --> 00:27:43,880
Speaker 1: ourselves and people. Um, And you know, the Internet obviously

523
00:27:43,920 --> 00:27:46,560
Speaker 1: has sort of exacerbated the problem because you can hide

524
00:27:46,560 --> 00:27:48,800
Speaker 1: behind a keyboard and just make fun of people. And

525
00:27:49,920 --> 00:27:53,520
Speaker 1: Chloe and her sisters and family live a very public life,

526
00:27:53,560 --> 00:27:56,280
Speaker 1: a lot of it online. So it's like they like

527
00:27:56,600 --> 00:27:59,200
Speaker 1: they stepped into the fox den. You know, It's like,

528
00:28:00,440 --> 00:28:02,640
Speaker 1: but I do, Okay. So one of my favorite things

529
00:28:02,640 --> 00:28:05,119
Speaker 1: that she said in this whole post was, oh, but

530
00:28:05,160 --> 00:28:07,040
Speaker 1: who cares how she feels because she grew up in

531
00:28:07,080 --> 00:28:09,359
Speaker 1: a life of privilege. She's also on a reality show

532
00:28:09,400 --> 00:28:12,240
Speaker 1: since she signed up for all of this, and I

533
00:28:12,320 --> 00:28:15,520
Speaker 1: just really buy into that. I mean, I've had my

534
00:28:15,560 --> 00:28:18,760
Speaker 1: own experiences with this, but I think that it it

535
00:28:19,760 --> 00:28:21,399
Speaker 1: when I when all of that stuff was going on

536
00:28:21,440 --> 00:28:23,199
Speaker 1: with me and being on the reality show and then

537
00:28:23,200 --> 00:28:26,520
Speaker 1: getting annihilated by people like trolls who did not know

538
00:28:26,560 --> 00:28:30,840
Speaker 1: what had happened at all. Um, it made me realize

539
00:28:30,960 --> 00:28:34,400
Speaker 1: how much people just think that because you put yourself

540
00:28:34,440 --> 00:28:37,520
Speaker 1: out there, or because you're on a show or you

541
00:28:37,760 --> 00:28:40,560
Speaker 1: have an Instagram following or whatever it is, that you're

542
00:28:40,600 --> 00:28:43,320
Speaker 1: just like free game. And it's like she calls it

543
00:28:43,320 --> 00:28:45,960
Speaker 1: out and says, like, I'm not asking for sympathy, but

544
00:28:46,040 --> 00:28:49,120
Speaker 1: just like acknowledge the fact that like I'm a fucking human,

545
00:28:49,440 --> 00:28:52,360
Speaker 1: so like I even if I'm on a TV show,

546
00:28:52,400 --> 00:28:56,320
Speaker 1: and yes, that brings me, uh positive stuff. And like,

547
00:28:56,400 --> 00:28:59,040
Speaker 1: you know, maybe I have a lack of privilege because

548
00:28:59,040 --> 00:29:01,320
Speaker 1: I grew up with money, are now I have even

549
00:29:01,360 --> 00:29:04,560
Speaker 1: more and X, Y and Z. That doesn't take away

550
00:29:04,640 --> 00:29:07,160
Speaker 1: from the human nature of all of us and the

551
00:29:07,160 --> 00:29:10,720
Speaker 1: insecurities that we all have no matter who you are.

552
00:29:10,960 --> 00:29:13,480
Speaker 1: That is the thing that like I realized the most

553
00:29:13,640 --> 00:29:16,840
Speaker 1: was that people just assume if you are in the

554
00:29:16,880 --> 00:29:19,480
Speaker 1: public eye and any capacity, or you have any sort

555
00:29:19,480 --> 00:29:24,800
Speaker 1: of privilege, that that kind of feeling shouldn't matter to you.

556
00:29:24,920 --> 00:29:28,800
Speaker 1: And it feels terrible no matter how famous, no matter

557
00:29:28,880 --> 00:29:31,800
Speaker 1: how much money you have, Like it just gets in

558
00:29:31,800 --> 00:29:34,120
Speaker 1: your head, like she said, And that's I think she

559
00:29:34,200 --> 00:29:37,080
Speaker 1: just makes really really great points here and on a

560
00:29:37,120 --> 00:29:39,920
Speaker 1: bigger scale, this is sort of what we've been talking

561
00:29:39,960 --> 00:29:44,960
Speaker 1: about realizing through COVID and all of the Black Lives

562
00:29:45,000 --> 00:29:48,760
Speaker 1: Matters and white you know, white privilege conversations coming up

563
00:29:48,800 --> 00:29:52,320
Speaker 1: so much just like all of us at the end

564
00:29:52,360 --> 00:29:55,360
Speaker 1: of the day are being asked to level up and

565
00:29:55,480 --> 00:30:01,040
Speaker 1: to really look at the human nous of everybody around us, ourselves,

566
00:30:01,320 --> 00:30:06,320
Speaker 1: our friends, strangers, and just offer like compassion and grace

567
00:30:06,720 --> 00:30:11,080
Speaker 1: versus just hate or assumptions or judgment or criticism, because

568
00:30:11,080 --> 00:30:12,520
Speaker 1: at the end of the day, like you said, it

569
00:30:12,600 --> 00:30:15,000
Speaker 1: really is more about you if you're the one sitting

570
00:30:15,000 --> 00:30:19,040
Speaker 1: there doing that kind of stuff. Yeah, and like look

571
00:30:19,640 --> 00:30:24,760
Speaker 1: she mentioned bad lighting. Yeah, I mean for anyone out

572
00:30:24,800 --> 00:30:27,520
Speaker 1: there listening who doesn't work in any sort of media

573
00:30:27,640 --> 00:30:30,560
Speaker 1: job or a photograph or video is part of what

574
00:30:30,600 --> 00:30:34,640
Speaker 1: they do. Like literally the most important person on set

575
00:30:34,960 --> 00:30:38,160
Speaker 1: is the person who does the lighting. Like lighting makes

576
00:30:38,240 --> 00:30:41,360
Speaker 1: a photograph. And if you want a bad photo, like

577
00:30:42,120 --> 00:30:45,240
Speaker 1: sit by the pool and use natural light because it's hard.

578
00:30:46,320 --> 00:30:49,640
Speaker 1: It shows every bump, every whatever. And I actually just

579
00:30:49,680 --> 00:30:52,040
Speaker 1: found the photo while you were talking, and that's all

580
00:30:52,080 --> 00:30:54,800
Speaker 1: it is. It's a photo of her standing by the

581
00:30:54,800 --> 00:30:59,120
Speaker 1: pool in direct sunlight, so like you just see the

582
00:30:59,240 --> 00:31:03,160
Speaker 1: nature of this skin of her body, which literally anyone

583
00:31:03,920 --> 00:31:10,400
Speaker 1: it would be an unflattering photo for anybody. Yeah, it's

584
00:31:10,440 --> 00:31:12,760
Speaker 1: just not how she would want herself presented to the

585
00:31:12,800 --> 00:31:17,280
Speaker 1: world because of all the fucking hate she's gotten her

586
00:31:17,400 --> 00:31:19,880
Speaker 1: entire life, Like she she honestly, of all people, I

587
00:31:19,880 --> 00:31:22,040
Speaker 1: feel like I can't win because it's like she has

588
00:31:22,120 --> 00:31:24,440
Speaker 1: been called the ugly sister. She's been all of the

589
00:31:24,480 --> 00:31:26,920
Speaker 1: stuff about having a different dad and like all of

590
00:31:26,960 --> 00:31:28,920
Speaker 1: that stuff would be so hard. Well, then she does

591
00:31:29,000 --> 00:31:31,840
Speaker 1: go do stuff like maybe she got a nose job

592
00:31:31,960 --> 00:31:34,280
Speaker 1: or did something I don't know, and then people like

593
00:31:34,440 --> 00:31:37,120
Speaker 1: get on her about that. So it's like what do

594
00:31:37,160 --> 00:31:40,560
Speaker 1: you guys want? Like you get on me because I

595
00:31:40,640 --> 00:31:42,840
Speaker 1: look you think I don't look pretty enough. Well, then

596
00:31:42,920 --> 00:31:45,320
Speaker 1: I go do these things because I'm so insecure and

597
00:31:45,320 --> 00:31:47,480
Speaker 1: I have to, you know, my job requires me to

598
00:31:47,520 --> 00:31:50,080
Speaker 1: continue to put myself out there. And then all you

599
00:31:50,120 --> 00:31:53,640
Speaker 1: do is annihilate me for the work that I've had done.

600
00:31:53,960 --> 00:31:58,240
Speaker 1: Or how do you know? Yeah, because I mean I

601
00:31:58,280 --> 00:32:01,080
Speaker 1: think she really did kind of so that whole revenge

602
00:32:01,080 --> 00:32:02,840
Speaker 1: body thing, you know, like I think she really does

603
00:32:03,240 --> 00:32:06,040
Speaker 1: work out and eat right and all of those things too. Well,

604
00:32:06,080 --> 00:32:09,920
Speaker 1: there's there's there's not a plastic surgeon on earth that

605
00:32:10,000 --> 00:32:13,760
Speaker 1: can make a body make that sort of transformation. Like, yeah,

606
00:32:13,840 --> 00:32:17,760
Speaker 1: she might have had some stuff done, but like she

607
00:32:18,080 --> 00:32:22,040
Speaker 1: changed her body, like totally. You can't have fake ads.

608
00:32:22,280 --> 00:32:24,120
Speaker 1: You just can't, like, yes, can you paint them on

609
00:32:24,280 --> 00:32:26,920
Speaker 1: and make them look a little different, of course she can,

610
00:32:27,360 --> 00:32:30,160
Speaker 1: but those are those are real ads. I think all

611
00:32:30,200 --> 00:32:32,320
Speaker 1: of those Kardashians have that surgery where they suck the

612
00:32:32,360 --> 00:32:34,200
Speaker 1: fat out of their stomach and put it in their ass,

613
00:32:34,200 --> 00:32:36,400
Speaker 1: and that's how their asses are so big. But I

614
00:32:36,480 --> 00:32:40,440
Speaker 1: also think that they work out really hard, Like we

615
00:32:40,560 --> 00:32:43,000
Speaker 1: know people who have had that surgery, and like they

616
00:32:43,000 --> 00:32:46,320
Speaker 1: don't look like this because they don't. It's like you've

617
00:32:46,360 --> 00:32:48,600
Speaker 1: got to actually do the work too. You can't just

618
00:32:48,640 --> 00:32:52,200
Speaker 1: buy it all. But right right, I just think I

619
00:32:52,280 --> 00:32:55,360
Speaker 1: felt really like happy for her to speak out and

620
00:32:55,400 --> 00:32:57,280
Speaker 1: like like, I look at this picture. You just sent

621
00:32:57,360 --> 00:33:01,160
Speaker 1: it to me. So yesterday, um, we were or this

622
00:33:01,200 --> 00:33:02,960
Speaker 1: is when we were still out at the farm. I

623
00:33:03,000 --> 00:33:05,400
Speaker 1: didn't know anyone was around, and I was laying out

624
00:33:05,480 --> 00:33:08,160
Speaker 1: and I started doing yoga in the front yard because

625
00:33:08,200 --> 00:33:11,440
Speaker 1: I was trying to stretch because my back hurt. And

626
00:33:11,440 --> 00:33:13,120
Speaker 1: so my boyfriend came up and he was like, this

627
00:33:13,160 --> 00:33:15,680
Speaker 1: is hilarious and starts taking pictures of me. Well, so

628
00:33:15,840 --> 00:33:18,600
Speaker 1: yesterday I had a friend over and he was showing

629
00:33:18,640 --> 00:33:21,200
Speaker 1: them like kind of like laughing, and I hadn't seen

630
00:33:21,240 --> 00:33:23,240
Speaker 1: the pictures yet, and so he shows me and it's

631
00:33:23,480 --> 00:33:26,200
Speaker 1: very similar to this, Like I thought I looked a

632
00:33:26,240 --> 00:33:29,640
Speaker 1: certain way probably in those pictures because like I've been

633
00:33:29,680 --> 00:33:31,880
Speaker 1: trying to work out really hard, and I mean, just

634
00:33:31,920 --> 00:33:33,840
Speaker 1: like all I could see in the pictures because it's

635
00:33:33,920 --> 00:33:36,640
Speaker 1: direct sunlight, is stellulite all down the back of my thighs,

636
00:33:36,680 --> 00:33:39,480
Speaker 1: you know. And I'm in this place where I'm getting

637
00:33:39,520 --> 00:33:43,640
Speaker 1: called lady and I've been a little insecure about my

638
00:33:43,720 --> 00:33:47,040
Speaker 1: age stuff happening right now, and so it hit me.

639
00:33:47,080 --> 00:33:48,800
Speaker 1: I was like kind of depressed for like an hour

640
00:33:48,840 --> 00:33:51,400
Speaker 1: because I'm like, Damn, I just don't look like I

641
00:33:51,520 --> 00:33:54,920
Speaker 1: used to look. But it sucks that we have to

642
00:33:55,000 --> 00:33:57,960
Speaker 1: feel that way, or that we wouldn't just appreciate our

643
00:33:58,000 --> 00:34:02,080
Speaker 1: bodies for the amazing things that they are and feel

644
00:34:02,080 --> 00:34:06,840
Speaker 1: confident and beautiful no matter what. Right, Yeah, I mean, look,

645
00:34:06,960 --> 00:34:13,959
Speaker 1: I think that, um, we we also can't have a

646
00:34:14,040 --> 00:34:19,840
Speaker 1: blanket ideal of what is beautiful because there are plenty

647
00:34:19,840 --> 00:34:23,120
Speaker 1: of people that love short people, there are plenty of

648
00:34:23,120 --> 00:34:27,040
Speaker 1: people that love bigger people. Like who's to say, like

649
00:34:27,120 --> 00:34:29,200
Speaker 1: what is the ideal? You know? I do think that

650
00:34:29,239 --> 00:34:32,160
Speaker 1: like obviously the fashion world in some of those places

651
00:34:32,640 --> 00:34:36,080
Speaker 1: control that narrative a little bit more and I think

652
00:34:36,120 --> 00:34:40,040
Speaker 1: it needs to be on them a bit too, sort

653
00:34:40,040 --> 00:34:42,840
Speaker 1: of level the playing field a bit, you know. And

654
00:34:43,239 --> 00:34:46,160
Speaker 1: I do think that there are there are plenty of

655
00:34:46,200 --> 00:34:48,640
Speaker 1: like sort of plus size models who have like broken

656
00:34:48,640 --> 00:34:51,879
Speaker 1: through the pact, and but you know, I still think

657
00:34:51,880 --> 00:34:54,960
Speaker 1: that there is from the fashion world, there is a

658
00:34:55,080 --> 00:35:03,640
Speaker 1: really unrealistic, um sort of reality that they portray that

659
00:35:03,760 --> 00:35:07,720
Speaker 1: probably always existed, but everything feels so exacerbated since social

660
00:35:07,719 --> 00:35:10,719
Speaker 1: media became such a big thing, right because nobody's putting

661
00:35:10,760 --> 00:35:13,400
Speaker 1: up the bad photos of themselves. And this is the

662
00:35:13,840 --> 00:35:17,120
Speaker 1: point right here, Yeah, like nobody does, Like why would

663
00:35:17,120 --> 00:35:20,439
Speaker 1: you want to even on the dating sites. It's like,

664
00:35:20,719 --> 00:35:23,360
Speaker 1: I mean, you only put up the best photos of yourself,

665
00:35:23,760 --> 00:35:27,280
Speaker 1: which what's really kind of you know, is not smart,

666
00:35:27,400 --> 00:35:31,959
Speaker 1: especially if they're not realistic photos, because at a certain

667
00:35:32,000 --> 00:35:34,080
Speaker 1: point you're gonna have to meet somebody in person and

668
00:35:34,080 --> 00:35:39,040
Speaker 1: they're gonna be like, wait a minute. Um. So you know,

669
00:35:39,080 --> 00:35:41,480
Speaker 1: I think it's I think it's wise just to like

670
00:35:42,360 --> 00:35:45,359
Speaker 1: it's this is gonna sound a little probably easier said

671
00:35:45,360 --> 00:35:47,120
Speaker 1: than done, but I think it's just like we have

672
00:35:47,200 --> 00:35:49,600
Speaker 1: to like do our best to accept who we are

673
00:35:49,880 --> 00:35:54,480
Speaker 1: and know ourselves in our hearts and and trust that

674
00:35:54,560 --> 00:35:57,520
Speaker 1: someone will see that through our dating profiles, what we

675
00:35:57,600 --> 00:36:00,800
Speaker 1: put online and all that stuff. So Verse is trying

676
00:36:00,840 --> 00:36:15,400
Speaker 1: to like create these unreal, unrealistic expectations for ourselves. Right. Well,

677
00:36:15,440 --> 00:36:17,480
Speaker 1: I mean I will say like this has been it's

678
00:36:17,520 --> 00:36:19,840
Speaker 1: in fact, this week has been on my mind because

679
00:36:20,760 --> 00:36:24,200
Speaker 1: this is so dumb. But after the lady conversation, you know,

680
00:36:24,239 --> 00:36:27,160
Speaker 1: where that little teenage girl, that little teenage bitch, I

681
00:36:27,200 --> 00:36:31,520
Speaker 1: should say kidding, called me lady, I was like, what,

682
00:36:32,040 --> 00:36:33,839
Speaker 1: I'm not a lady, you know. I'm like, I don't

683
00:36:33,840 --> 00:36:35,360
Speaker 1: know what I think I am, but I would just

684
00:36:35,440 --> 00:36:37,040
Speaker 1: was like, I'm not a lady. Well, then we go.

685
00:36:37,280 --> 00:36:39,880
Speaker 1: I went to work out this week and apparently a

686
00:36:39,880 --> 00:36:42,200
Speaker 1: friend of mine got a text from the instructor of

687
00:36:42,239 --> 00:36:46,000
Speaker 1: the class we were in after the class saying, who

688
00:36:46,040 --> 00:36:51,120
Speaker 1: was the woman with you? And I was like, a woman?

689
00:36:51,760 --> 00:36:56,080
Speaker 1: You know. I just literally I'm not a girl, not

690
00:36:56,200 --> 00:36:58,600
Speaker 1: yet a woman, is how I feel. But I mean

691
00:36:58,760 --> 00:37:02,080
Speaker 1: I guess I am. I'm almost I'm thirty nine in July,

692
00:37:02,320 --> 00:37:04,480
Speaker 1: so it's like I guess that is a woman. But

693
00:37:04,600 --> 00:37:06,799
Speaker 1: I really it like really hit me hard, and I

694
00:37:06,880 --> 00:37:09,120
Speaker 1: just thought to myself, oh my god, like here I

695
00:37:09,200 --> 00:37:12,960
Speaker 1: am thinking I'm like getting back into shape after coronavirus

696
00:37:13,000 --> 00:37:15,839
Speaker 1: and like just really feeling better about myself, and all

697
00:37:15,840 --> 00:37:17,759
Speaker 1: of these things really took a hit on me for

698
00:37:17,800 --> 00:37:20,319
Speaker 1: some reason, because I think as women, there's so much

699
00:37:20,400 --> 00:37:24,279
Speaker 1: pressure to feel young and beautiful and hot and all

700
00:37:24,320 --> 00:37:27,200
Speaker 1: these things, and like, the truth is we are all

701
00:37:27,239 --> 00:37:29,920
Speaker 1: going to age at some point, like you cannot that

702
00:37:30,000 --> 00:37:35,239
Speaker 1: is the one thing, right, And so I said to

703
00:37:35,280 --> 00:37:39,120
Speaker 1: a friend yesterday, like, I really you know, started to go,

704
00:37:39,160 --> 00:37:40,799
Speaker 1: oh my god, what do I need to do? Like

705
00:37:40,880 --> 00:37:42,560
Speaker 1: do I need to go get another laser treatment? So

706
00:37:42,640 --> 00:37:44,880
Speaker 1: I need some micro needling, like you know, like I'm like,

707
00:37:44,880 --> 00:37:46,840
Speaker 1: oh my god, I need a spray tan. Immediately, like

708
00:37:46,880 --> 00:37:48,799
Speaker 1: I was just like going through all these things in

709
00:37:48,840 --> 00:37:50,880
Speaker 1: my head, and then I thought to myself, you know

710
00:37:50,880 --> 00:37:52,759
Speaker 1: what I really probably need to do is do some

711
00:37:52,880 --> 00:37:55,719
Speaker 1: internal work, and like, why is this bothering me so much?

712
00:37:55,760 --> 00:37:59,640
Speaker 1: Because at the end of the day, let's all be real,

713
00:38:00,200 --> 00:38:02,640
Speaker 1: it's like it's going to fade. But the hottest thing

714
00:38:02,640 --> 00:38:06,560
Speaker 1: about any any person to me ever, is there confidence.

715
00:38:06,680 --> 00:38:10,040
Speaker 1: And so if you're if you're confident in your own skin,

716
00:38:10,200 --> 00:38:13,560
Speaker 1: if you're appreciating yourself for who you are, and your

717
00:38:13,600 --> 00:38:17,400
Speaker 1: whole self and not just trying to, you know, present

718
00:38:17,440 --> 00:38:20,279
Speaker 1: yourself to the world as this hot like being that

719
00:38:20,360 --> 00:38:23,480
Speaker 1: just fills our egos. Um, that's going to be the

720
00:38:23,480 --> 00:38:26,799
Speaker 1: stuff that lasts. So no matter what situation you're in,

721
00:38:27,000 --> 00:38:30,480
Speaker 1: or whether or not you're in the public eye or whatever.

722
00:38:30,560 --> 00:38:32,640
Speaker 1: I think that's going to be my new goal, at

723
00:38:32,719 --> 00:38:35,440
Speaker 1: least personally, is just to feel really confident in my

724
00:38:35,480 --> 00:38:38,480
Speaker 1: own skin because of who I am, not because of

725
00:38:38,480 --> 00:38:41,479
Speaker 1: what I look like. Right, I think that's a really

726
00:38:41,520 --> 00:38:44,360
Speaker 1: important lesson. Um, we shouldn't We should start like a

727
00:38:45,600 --> 00:38:51,120
Speaker 1: like an on your body day, like the Kardashian clan

728
00:38:51,280 --> 00:38:53,680
Speaker 1: should do it. Or it's like everyone kind of does

729
00:38:54,719 --> 00:38:58,239
Speaker 1: what Chloe did and just put yourself on display. Because

730
00:38:58,239 --> 00:39:02,200
Speaker 1: the thing is is like I think that what most

731
00:39:02,239 --> 00:39:03,960
Speaker 1: of us, a lot of people do, and I know

732
00:39:04,000 --> 00:39:05,759
Speaker 1: I'm guilty of this, so I probably shouldn't speak for

733
00:39:05,760 --> 00:39:09,239
Speaker 1: anybody but myself. But like you hide it, you know,

734
00:39:09,400 --> 00:39:11,400
Speaker 1: and the second you can say I mean, just like

735
00:39:11,440 --> 00:39:15,839
Speaker 1: when I admitted to shipping my pants, Like it's like

736
00:39:16,280 --> 00:39:19,319
Speaker 1: the second that you speak that sort of truth, it's

737
00:39:19,360 --> 00:39:22,320
Speaker 1: like any shame or whatever that comes along with it,

738
00:39:22,440 --> 00:39:25,400
Speaker 1: like it goes off the door because you've owned that truth.

739
00:39:26,000 --> 00:39:29,680
Speaker 1: So like there's there's nothing more powerful than I think,

740
00:39:29,719 --> 00:39:33,440
Speaker 1: like being like you know, here I am. Here's my

741
00:39:33,480 --> 00:39:36,120
Speaker 1: body on display, like it is what it is like

742
00:39:36,640 --> 00:39:39,279
Speaker 1: And because then the second that you start to love

743
00:39:39,320 --> 00:39:42,000
Speaker 1: your body, then people can't use it as a weapon

744
00:39:42,040 --> 00:39:46,200
Speaker 1: against you. Um. Yeah, so maybe we should. You should

745
00:39:46,360 --> 00:39:49,400
Speaker 1: name a day and start a revolution. Um. Like you know,

746
00:39:49,440 --> 00:39:51,520
Speaker 1: it's funny. You know it's funny because you know I

747
00:39:51,600 --> 00:39:53,320
Speaker 1: was probably guilty of this is a kid like the

748
00:39:53,920 --> 00:39:56,479
Speaker 1: like the overweight kids that like get in the pool

749
00:39:56,480 --> 00:39:58,200
Speaker 1: in their swift in their T shirt and then they

750
00:39:58,239 --> 00:40:01,759
Speaker 1: come out and they're basically like, you look, you gotta

751
00:40:01,800 --> 00:40:08,920
Speaker 1: looks fatter because yeah, like it looks huge and you know,

752
00:40:09,080 --> 00:40:11,640
Speaker 1: so it's like and it's like it's always you know,

753
00:40:11,880 --> 00:40:13,359
Speaker 1: I'm like I've gotten to a point in my life

754
00:40:13,360 --> 00:40:15,080
Speaker 1: where I'm like, if I'm at the beach or the pool,

755
00:40:15,080 --> 00:40:17,480
Speaker 1: my shirt's coming off, like because no, it's not a

756
00:40:17,520 --> 00:40:20,000
Speaker 1: secret that I need to lose weight. Like I know it.

757
00:40:20,120 --> 00:40:23,000
Speaker 1: Everyone around me knows it. It's fine, like and I'm

758
00:40:23,040 --> 00:40:25,200
Speaker 1: fine with that, but it's I always find it really

759
00:40:25,239 --> 00:40:27,960
Speaker 1: interesting when there's like an adult with his shirt on

760
00:40:28,200 --> 00:40:31,000
Speaker 1: at the you know, I'm like, God, like, what kind

761
00:40:31,040 --> 00:40:34,759
Speaker 1: of trauma is this person still dealing with? Um, we

762
00:40:36,280 --> 00:40:40,080
Speaker 1: go ahead, well because to me, like to your point

763
00:40:40,120 --> 00:40:43,920
Speaker 1: about confidence, Like for me, it's like you're still the

764
00:40:43,920 --> 00:40:46,240
Speaker 1: big guy in the room, so it's like your own

765
00:40:46,360 --> 00:40:48,799
Speaker 1: that and be confident about it or leave your shirt

766
00:40:48,800 --> 00:40:50,919
Speaker 1: only get in the pool and like then you're sort

767
00:40:50,960 --> 00:40:58,720
Speaker 1: of wearing your shame so publicly. Yeah, well then, oh sorry.

768
00:40:59,000 --> 00:41:00,520
Speaker 1: I was just gonna say, I hate when we have

769
00:41:00,560 --> 00:41:02,719
Speaker 1: to do these zooms just for this reason, But I

770
00:41:02,760 --> 00:41:05,600
Speaker 1: was just gonna say I think, like you know, Chloe

771
00:41:05,719 --> 00:41:08,080
Speaker 1: addresses it, and you're addressing it in a way of

772
00:41:08,440 --> 00:41:12,440
Speaker 1: um feeling like overweight or you know, maybe not in

773
00:41:12,480 --> 00:41:15,239
Speaker 1: your best shape ever, whatever it is. But it can

774
00:41:15,280 --> 00:41:17,960
Speaker 1: go for anything, because like I deal with it, and

775
00:41:18,400 --> 00:41:21,000
Speaker 1: there's gonna be people be people listening who are like, Okay,

776
00:41:21,040 --> 00:41:23,440
Speaker 1: I'm so sorry you're so skinny, but go get on

777
00:41:23,520 --> 00:41:25,680
Speaker 1: my Instagram and look at my captions and look at

778
00:41:25,680 --> 00:41:28,200
Speaker 1: the people shaming me for being so skinny. And like

779
00:41:28,440 --> 00:41:31,440
Speaker 1: I've just always been skinny by the way, like legit

780
00:41:31,760 --> 00:41:34,920
Speaker 1: was born a long and skinny, and um, I used

781
00:41:34,920 --> 00:41:36,440
Speaker 1: to have to be a weight gain like when I

782
00:41:36,560 --> 00:41:39,319
Speaker 1: was in high school, because I've been so active, so

783
00:41:39,600 --> 00:41:42,040
Speaker 1: it's a different issue. Though I've been insecure about that

784
00:41:42,120 --> 00:41:46,640
Speaker 1: in my lifetime because like really gangly looking and awkward

785
00:41:46,719 --> 00:41:49,040
Speaker 1: and like the other part that you know, I've really

786
00:41:49,040 --> 00:41:50,640
Speaker 1: had to own about myself is like I have really

787
00:41:50,680 --> 00:41:54,040
Speaker 1: small boobs. They're great, Like I love them, I can

788
00:41:54,080 --> 00:41:57,279
Speaker 1: wear whatever I want. I even like to shape of them,

789
00:41:57,320 --> 00:41:59,840
Speaker 1: all of it. But I've had to really like mentally,

790
00:42:00,480 --> 00:42:03,280
Speaker 1: there are days and especially like in bathing suits and stuff,

791
00:42:03,400 --> 00:42:05,080
Speaker 1: where I'm sitting next to you know, a lot of

792
00:42:05,160 --> 00:42:08,160
Speaker 1: our friends have like gigantic boobs and I'm just like,

793
00:42:08,560 --> 00:42:10,799
Speaker 1: oh my fucking god, i feel like it's teenage boy,

794
00:42:11,120 --> 00:42:14,600
Speaker 1: and like, you know, these are like real women and

795
00:42:14,920 --> 00:42:17,000
Speaker 1: they just it just like there's a part of me

796
00:42:17,080 --> 00:42:19,439
Speaker 1: that I think has always felt like inadequate for that.

797
00:42:20,040 --> 00:42:23,359
Speaker 1: But I've also really tried to give myself talk a

798
00:42:23,400 --> 00:42:26,479
Speaker 1: positive spin, because like I wouldn't be able to dress

799
00:42:26,520 --> 00:42:28,520
Speaker 1: the way that I dress. There the you know, the

800
00:42:28,560 --> 00:42:31,000
Speaker 1: feel the way that I feel in clothes if I

801
00:42:31,000 --> 00:42:33,560
Speaker 1: had big boobs, And so there's pluses and honestes to everything,

802
00:42:33,560 --> 00:42:36,839
Speaker 1: but like I think what you're saying about embracing your

803
00:42:36,920 --> 00:42:40,439
Speaker 1: shape and your body no matter what it looks like.

804
00:42:41,280 --> 00:42:44,680
Speaker 1: That's going to be the key, because you know, everyone

805
00:42:44,719 --> 00:42:47,720
Speaker 1: has their ship. I guess it is my point, right, Yeah,

806
00:42:47,760 --> 00:42:50,279
Speaker 1: I mean that's like, well, I have I have a

807
00:42:50,520 --> 00:42:53,359
Speaker 1: I have a friend that like wouldn't um well, I've

808
00:42:53,400 --> 00:42:55,799
Speaker 1: never seen him in charts and I don't know why.

809
00:42:56,080 --> 00:42:57,480
Speaker 1: I don't know what it is. I don't know if

810
00:42:57,480 --> 00:43:00,120
Speaker 1: he like has a weird leg, I don't know. But

811
00:43:00,160 --> 00:43:02,040
Speaker 1: it's like something we just don't talk about, like literally

812
00:43:02,160 --> 00:43:05,560
Speaker 1: the pool, worst change and the beach or wouldn't go

813
00:43:05,640 --> 00:43:10,040
Speaker 1: to or wouldn't go to the beach. So that's sad

814
00:43:10,080 --> 00:43:12,040
Speaker 1: to not even be able to live your life because

815
00:43:12,080 --> 00:43:15,040
Speaker 1: of an insecurity about your body, you know, Like I

816
00:43:15,080 --> 00:43:18,400
Speaker 1: just hate that for anybody. So anyway, I'm glad Chloe

817
00:43:18,520 --> 00:43:20,560
Speaker 1: clapped back the way she did. I thought it was

818
00:43:20,719 --> 00:43:25,120
Speaker 1: very um to the point, but like it wasn't crude

819
00:43:25,200 --> 00:43:28,040
Speaker 1: or mean or like, it was exactly the right amount

820
00:43:28,080 --> 00:43:30,279
Speaker 1: of sass to really get her point across. And she

821
00:43:30,400 --> 00:43:32,680
Speaker 1: nailed the points too. It was just smart. It was

822
00:43:32,840 --> 00:43:37,239
Speaker 1: very well smart. Yeah. Um okay, So I want to

823
00:43:37,320 --> 00:43:41,240
Speaker 1: jump into a couple of listener feedback things and questions.

824
00:43:41,239 --> 00:43:44,680
Speaker 1: But I'm still getting like, literally every week, I get

825
00:43:44,760 --> 00:43:48,080
Speaker 1: multiple things about Sledapalooza and people are just like, this

826
00:43:48,120 --> 00:43:52,359
Speaker 1: is so for Chip. But this was a meme that said,

827
00:43:52,440 --> 00:43:55,280
Speaker 1: this lady on the plane said vax and wax baby,

828
00:43:55,360 --> 00:43:58,520
Speaker 1: I'm ready for some action on this trip, and that

829
00:43:58,520 --> 00:44:05,000
Speaker 1: that should be everyone's vibe this summer vaccine that's actually okay.

830
00:44:05,120 --> 00:44:09,800
Speaker 1: Added to the list vaxed wax. I mean, how good

831
00:44:09,880 --> 00:44:14,879
Speaker 1: is that? I died? I thought it was so funny. Um. So,

832
00:44:15,080 --> 00:44:18,240
Speaker 1: this girl Harmony wrote in about what we were talking

833
00:44:18,280 --> 00:44:21,160
Speaker 1: about on our ending and she said, hey, Kelly, I

834
00:44:21,200 --> 00:44:23,240
Speaker 1: was thinking about a sign off for the Edge episode.

835
00:44:23,600 --> 00:44:28,719
Speaker 1: What about just stay edgy or keep it edgy? Do

836
00:44:28,800 --> 00:44:36,400
Speaker 1: we have thought? Yeah? Um, well, why don't we practice

837
00:44:36,440 --> 00:44:40,560
Speaker 1: them today and see how it goes? That always goes

838
00:44:40,600 --> 00:44:46,000
Speaker 1: so well for us, you know, all right, I'm gonna

839
00:44:46,040 --> 00:44:48,000
Speaker 1: read this email and they asked to keep it anonymous.

840
00:44:48,000 --> 00:44:50,200
Speaker 1: But you did make a call last week for um

841
00:44:50,520 --> 00:44:53,719
Speaker 1: a slut of the Week stories and I really can't.

842
00:44:53,760 --> 00:44:55,879
Speaker 1: I just can't fully get on board with that name.

843
00:44:56,160 --> 00:44:58,600
Speaker 1: So if you guys have any other ideas for that, like,

844
00:44:58,880 --> 00:45:01,160
Speaker 1: how do we like make this empowering thing that we're

845
00:45:01,200 --> 00:45:06,440
Speaker 1: not just encouraging I don't know, crude slutty behavior. I

846
00:45:06,480 --> 00:45:09,440
Speaker 1: don't know. I just love the stories though, I do

847
00:45:09,520 --> 00:45:11,640
Speaker 1: think they're so funny. But there's something that's not sitting

848
00:45:11,719 --> 00:45:15,160
Speaker 1: right for me. Well, I think it needs to be

849
00:45:15,200 --> 00:45:17,600
Speaker 1: like That's why I said, like proud slut of the Week,

850
00:45:17,719 --> 00:45:20,840
Speaker 1: you know, because it's like you're owning it. Yeah. I

851
00:45:20,880 --> 00:45:24,239
Speaker 1: guess I have such a bad negative connotation with the

852
00:45:24,280 --> 00:45:28,440
Speaker 1: words slut in my head. Yeah. Well, that's what we're

853
00:45:28,480 --> 00:45:31,640
Speaker 1: trying to that's what we're trying to change. We're taking change,

854
00:45:31,840 --> 00:45:35,000
Speaker 1: starting another revolution. Because you're so busy. We're so busy,

855
00:45:35,040 --> 00:45:37,000
Speaker 1: we have so much to do in the world. Want

856
00:45:40,719 --> 00:45:44,359
Speaker 1: um Okay. So this comes from quote unquote anonymous, and

857
00:45:44,440 --> 00:45:46,960
Speaker 1: she said, after I got divorced from my first husband,

858
00:45:46,960 --> 00:45:49,560
Speaker 1: I moved away half across the country for a job

859
00:45:49,600 --> 00:45:52,000
Speaker 1: and had the best year of my life. Nothing was

860
00:45:52,040 --> 00:45:54,359
Speaker 1: holding me back from finding my mojo and I could

861
00:45:54,400 --> 00:45:57,480
Speaker 1: write you pages and pages of stories of my slutter

862
00:45:57,520 --> 00:46:03,160
Speaker 1: Palooza of two thousand and three. And here's one of

863
00:46:03,160 --> 00:46:05,440
Speaker 1: the tops. There was a club my friends and I

864
00:46:05,480 --> 00:46:08,120
Speaker 1: went to all all the time. One night there was

865
00:46:08,160 --> 00:46:10,279
Speaker 1: the guy I was flirting with across the room all night.

866
00:46:10,480 --> 00:46:14,480
Speaker 1: As we were walking out of the bar, I'm sorry, gosh,

867
00:46:14,960 --> 00:46:18,880
Speaker 1: here we go. As we were walking out at bar close,

868
00:46:19,080 --> 00:46:21,520
Speaker 1: I saw he went into the bathroom by the exit.

869
00:46:21,920 --> 00:46:24,120
Speaker 1: I walked up to one of the bouncers, asked for

870
00:46:24,160 --> 00:46:26,640
Speaker 1: a paper and pen to write my number one, and

871
00:46:26,719 --> 00:46:29,319
Speaker 1: then took the number. Walked into the bathroom where he

872
00:46:29,400 --> 00:46:32,879
Speaker 1: was finishing up at the urinal, buttoning his pants back up,

873
00:46:32,960 --> 00:46:35,360
Speaker 1: not still peeing L O L, and I planted a

874
00:46:35,440 --> 00:46:38,000
Speaker 1: kiss on him, left my number in his pocket, and

875
00:46:38,040 --> 00:46:42,359
Speaker 1: walked out before I even got Before I even got home,

876
00:46:42,400 --> 00:46:45,240
Speaker 1: I had multiple text messages from him asking to please

877
00:46:45,280 --> 00:46:49,040
Speaker 1: come over. Text messages turned into him calling me, having

878
00:46:49,040 --> 00:46:51,839
Speaker 1: a quick conversation, and me jumping into a taxi at

879
00:46:51,840 --> 00:46:54,399
Speaker 1: three ams ahead to his house. Never talked to him

880
00:46:54,400 --> 00:46:56,360
Speaker 1: again after I left his house later that morning. But

881
00:46:56,400 --> 00:46:59,480
Speaker 1: it's the one that is stuck on my mind that

882
00:46:59,760 --> 00:47:04,279
Speaker 1: is amazing. How ballsy is that? Balls like that to me?

883
00:47:04,400 --> 00:47:07,840
Speaker 1: Isn't slutty, That is ballsy. She knew what she wanted

884
00:47:07,840 --> 00:47:10,799
Speaker 1: and she just went for it. Yeah, And I think that, like,

885
00:47:11,040 --> 00:47:13,479
Speaker 1: I mean, honestly, I feel like guys respond to that,

886
00:47:13,640 --> 00:47:16,359
Speaker 1: you know, like you can't. You kind of have to

887
00:47:16,560 --> 00:47:19,320
Speaker 1: just go there with guys. Well, I think it depends

888
00:47:19,320 --> 00:47:21,399
Speaker 1: on what you want. But she was pretty clear that

889
00:47:21,440 --> 00:47:23,440
Speaker 1: she was in and like auslt a pullose a phase.

890
00:47:23,640 --> 00:47:26,200
Speaker 1: So like, I mean, how fun does that sound? That

891
00:47:26,280 --> 00:47:29,319
Speaker 1: sounds so fun, sounds amazing. I can't wait to hear

892
00:47:29,360 --> 00:47:33,520
Speaker 1: stories like that from you. Well, I was going to

893
00:47:33,560 --> 00:47:35,480
Speaker 1: bust into and give someone I was hoping to be

894
00:47:35,480 --> 00:47:37,680
Speaker 1: a little slutty while I was in Charlotsville this week

895
00:47:37,719 --> 00:47:39,680
Speaker 1: in a hotel. But you know, I'm sharing the room

896
00:47:39,680 --> 00:47:42,640
Speaker 1: with my mom, So like, how are you going to

897
00:47:42,760 --> 00:47:44,480
Speaker 1: go out and can be like, hey, want to come

898
00:47:44,480 --> 00:47:47,480
Speaker 1: back to my room. My mom's already sleeping. Mom's passed out,

899
00:47:47,560 --> 00:47:53,040
Speaker 1: she sleeps real heavy. Don't worry about her oxygen tank. K. Yeah,

900
00:47:53,080 --> 00:47:58,360
Speaker 1: don't don't trip over the cord everywhere and there's dogs.

901
00:47:58,400 --> 00:48:03,200
Speaker 1: I mean, like not going to start. Yeah, it is

902
00:48:03,200 --> 00:48:09,600
Speaker 1: definitely the least sexy situation happened. Okay, well we'll work

903
00:48:09,640 --> 00:48:12,840
Speaker 1: on your start. I don't think it's happening this week,

904
00:48:12,880 --> 00:48:17,960
Speaker 1: but I feel like it's soon. I really it's it's coming.

905
00:48:22,719 --> 00:48:24,560
Speaker 1: All right. Well, that's all we have for you guys

906
00:48:24,560 --> 00:48:29,000
Speaker 1: this week, give us your feedback at casual atl dot com. Still,

907
00:48:29,239 --> 00:48:31,200
Speaker 1: we will change the email at some point. I mean,

908
00:48:31,200 --> 00:48:32,839
Speaker 1: maybe this should just be the one going joke though,

909
00:48:32,880 --> 00:48:35,680
Speaker 1: is that we're literally the slowest people to get ship done,

910
00:48:35,920 --> 00:48:42,680
Speaker 1: like ever, we're hey, we're looking at blanks. We got

911
00:48:42,680 --> 00:48:47,920
Speaker 1: an email today. Actually it wasn't our fault. The wholesaler's

912
00:48:47,960 --> 00:48:51,600
Speaker 1: site has been down, so I mean maybe the other

913
00:48:51,880 --> 00:48:56,279
Speaker 1: two weeks of not doing it or my phone. I'm

914
00:48:56,320 --> 00:48:58,080
Speaker 1: honestly still trying to get back into work with I

915
00:48:58,080 --> 00:49:00,879
Speaker 1: don't remember how to work long days. It's like so

916
00:49:00,960 --> 00:49:04,000
Speaker 1: it throws me so bad. If I have to dreaming,

917
00:49:04,520 --> 00:49:07,120
Speaker 1: it's all that day dreaming about turkey humming. It's just

918
00:49:07,160 --> 00:49:10,160
Speaker 1: like sitting around. You can't wait to be back on

919
00:49:10,200 --> 00:49:13,040
Speaker 1: the range. You know how Am I going to make

920
00:49:13,040 --> 00:49:18,479
Speaker 1: it this week? Powerful school? In my so? My god,

921
00:49:21,080 --> 00:49:25,279
Speaker 1: we're not talking about a gun people, Okay, I was,

922
00:49:26,000 --> 00:49:37,120
Speaker 1: I'm not and on that you guys, so keep it

923
00:49:37,280 --> 00:49:39,560
Speaker 1: edgy or okay, do we actually kind of like keep

924
00:49:39,560 --> 00:49:41,640
Speaker 1: it edgy? But I was, let me just try this

925
00:49:41,680 --> 00:49:48,239
Speaker 1: to and I always remember, okay, wait are you going

926
00:49:48,360 --> 00:49:50,839
Speaker 1: or am I going? You? I think we should like

927
00:49:50,880 --> 00:49:54,400
Speaker 1: we used to say and always remember, and I'll do

928
00:49:55,160 --> 00:49:59,160
Speaker 1: I'll say, keep it edgy or stay edgy. Okay, I'll go,

929
00:49:59,520 --> 00:50:06,200
Speaker 1: so I say and always remember stay edgy. You sucked

930
00:50:06,239 --> 00:50:09,920
Speaker 1: on that, and that's terrible. I feel I feel like

931
00:50:10,239 --> 00:50:13,400
Speaker 1: we want to be like living live it on the edge.

932
00:50:13,840 --> 00:50:17,120
Speaker 1: But if it's living, it's the live life. How about

933
00:50:17,120 --> 00:50:19,600
Speaker 1: live life on the edge that feels like live left

934
00:50:19,600 --> 00:50:28,279
Speaker 1: love to me? Literally my favorite I can't live laugh edge.

935
00:50:29,440 --> 00:50:32,799
Speaker 1: It's so dumb. But that is so dumb. I'm embarrassed.

936
00:50:32,800 --> 00:50:36,280
Speaker 1: We can't live it on live, Live it on the edge,

937
00:50:36,880 --> 00:50:43,279
Speaker 1: act casual. Listen. I know you don't want to do this,

938
00:50:43,360 --> 00:50:45,440
Speaker 1: but you're gonna have to let go of that capital.

939
00:50:45,920 --> 00:50:50,520
Speaker 1: How about how about stay edgy, bitches? Stay edgy bitches.

940
00:50:52,360 --> 00:50:59,200
Speaker 1: I don't know, stay edgy, motherfucker's you can't. You can't

941
00:50:59,200 --> 00:51:01,719
Speaker 1: be driving your kids to school and listen to that. Yeah,

942
00:51:01,920 --> 00:51:04,120
Speaker 1: right exactly. I wish you guys could see what I'm

943
00:51:04,160 --> 00:51:06,239
Speaker 1: seeing right now too. Maybe I will have to use

944
00:51:06,239 --> 00:51:08,280
Speaker 1: this video just for this. Chip is like a leaned

945
00:51:08,280 --> 00:51:10,680
Speaker 1: back in this chair. There's this huge like dead fish

946
00:51:10,760 --> 00:51:13,399
Speaker 1: on the wall. Well it's not a real dead fish.

947
00:51:13,480 --> 00:51:16,960
Speaker 1: It's a waho Just so y'all know, the wahoo is

948
00:51:17,000 --> 00:51:19,440
Speaker 1: what I'm in Charlottesville, which is the home of the

949
00:51:19,520 --> 00:51:23,919
Speaker 1: University of Virginia, and the mascot for the sports team

950
00:51:23,960 --> 00:51:27,440
Speaker 1: is the Cavaliers, but the fans are called the Wahoo's

951
00:51:27,840 --> 00:51:32,080
Speaker 1: and the wahoos, which that's a waho um. They are

952
00:51:32,120 --> 00:51:34,560
Speaker 1: a fish that can drink twice their weight in water.

953
00:51:35,280 --> 00:51:41,200
Speaker 1: So yeah, so it's the fans are wahos because you

954
00:51:41,239 --> 00:51:43,239
Speaker 1: get drunk as ship at v A before Okay, I

955
00:51:43,360 --> 00:51:44,600
Speaker 1: was going to say, does that have to do with

956
00:51:44,640 --> 00:51:48,400
Speaker 1: alcohol intake? Yes, we drink twice our weight in alcohol.

957
00:51:49,200 --> 00:51:52,520
Speaker 1: These fish drink twice are weight and Water's interesting. Well,

958
00:51:52,520 --> 00:51:55,399
Speaker 1: thank you for that educational level. Like we've all learned

959
00:51:55,440 --> 00:51:58,840
Speaker 1: a lot here today. We've learned about and deer and

960
00:51:59,040 --> 00:52:06,600
Speaker 1: now lowing your load. Add on that note, always remember

961
00:52:07,480 --> 00:52:14,120
Speaker 1: stay edgy, bitches. Maybe we just say y'all stay at

962
00:52:14,719 --> 00:52:18,200
Speaker 1: y'all or is that two country? I like, keep it edgy, y'all,

963
00:52:18,840 --> 00:52:22,160
Speaker 1: keep it edgy, bitches. I mean, I like you saying

964
00:52:22,239 --> 00:52:25,360
Speaker 1: bitches in that deep, raspy voice. It reminds me of

965
00:52:25,400 --> 00:52:28,919
Speaker 1: a like a waitress at I'm sorry, a server at

966
00:52:29,520 --> 00:52:34,840
Speaker 1: waffle house. Or something that smells like yeah, it's like

967
00:52:34,920 --> 00:52:39,400
Speaker 1: three am, and she's like, keep it edgy, bitches. Thanks

968
00:52:39,400 --> 00:52:42,799
Speaker 1: for the tip, bitches. Yeah, okay, well for now, let's

969
00:52:42,800 --> 00:52:45,399
Speaker 1: go and keep it edgy bitches. Are you ready? Okay? Yes,

970
00:52:46,400 --> 00:52:50,800
Speaker 1: on the count at three, one, two, three. Always remember

971
00:52:51,960 --> 00:52:55,720
Speaker 1: keep it edgy, bitches,