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Speaker 1: Literally goes on the line making oone calls every night

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Speaker 1: every week, goes to teaching news of your life. Money's

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Speaker 1: not really an expert.

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Speaker 2: Hello everyone, how you doing? How's life? I'm not going

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Speaker 2: to ramble on for too long, but this is the

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Speaker 2: Therapy Gecko podcast. How's it going? I normally I haven't

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Speaker 2: been doing these intros lately, but I figure I haven't

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Speaker 2: thought it would be a good idea to come on

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Speaker 2: here and explain why. And the reason is is that

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Speaker 2: lately I have been lazy.

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Speaker 3: You can call the.

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Speaker 2: Gecko every Monday, Wednesday Friday ten pm Eastern Standard Time

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Speaker 2: on Twitch dot tv, slash Lyle forever and let's get

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Speaker 2: into it. I feel bad about not uploading, so this

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Speaker 2: is going to be a longer episode and we got

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Speaker 2: some good calls in here tonight. I'm not going to

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Speaker 2: give any spoilers and I'm gonna shut the hell up

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Speaker 2: and get into it. Geck Nation Forever. Baby.

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Speaker 4: Call from Alex.

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Speaker 5: Alex am I on with the Gecko.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, what's up?

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Speaker 6: Man?

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Speaker 7: Oh?

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Speaker 5: This is great? I uh, I love this show. I'm

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Speaker 5: gonna walk in and listen for a few weeks now,

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Speaker 5: it's kill it.

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Speaker 2: Thank you, man. I appreciate that. Is there anything sort

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Speaker 2: of in particular that you wanted to talk about tonight, Alex.

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Speaker 5: I was hearing you asking about money. Yeah, I'm hoping

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Speaker 5: to talk about what money is.

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Speaker 2: Tell me asks what is money?

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Speaker 5: It's slavery, Gecko. It's just a form of controlling people.

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Speaker 2: It's a way of controlling people.

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Speaker 5: Yeah, you know, there could be other ways to exchange things.

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Speaker 5: We could exchange kindness or good deeds or art or happiness,

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Speaker 5: but we choose money. Stupid.

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Speaker 4: If you're asking me, I want.

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Speaker 2: To hear more about this, this economy that runs on

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Speaker 5: You know, I wish, I wish I had more experience

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Speaker 5: instead of valuing cash or valuing purchases, we can value

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Speaker 5: how you make people feel. And I think there's ways

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Speaker 2: You believe that there can be an objective measurement of

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Speaker 2: like if I'm a level nine kindness to you, you'll

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Speaker 2: give me bread, and bread is worth level nind kindness.

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Speaker 5: Yeah, but even one step more than that, right, It's

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Speaker 5: like I won't exchange bread for for your kindness. I

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Speaker 5: you because I recognize that you're kind. You know, it's

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Speaker 5: even being moving beyond just a transactional sort of economy.

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Speaker 5: We won't have like an exchange there. You know what

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Speaker 2: It's like, how would you get bread?

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Speaker 5: Well, I mean if if I'm giving you the bread, right,

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Speaker 5: if you're so kind, you know I'm giving you the bread. Yes,

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Speaker 5: I want to live with you. I want to tend

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Speaker 2: Whatever they But I don't want I don't want everyone

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Speaker 8: No, totally.

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Speaker 5: I hear you, but you know you wont your kindness

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Speaker 5: Oh, I see what you're saying. You may not do

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Speaker 5: That's what's It's not going to be good for them.

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Speaker 2: You know what if they have what a they have skills?

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Speaker 5: My theory is kind of a breaking down here. There

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Speaker 5: Maybe there's there's other things that you were just a

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Speaker 5: really interesting development that you raise here, It won't necessarily

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Speaker 2: Get hurt, so you I want to go back to

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Speaker 2: the bread guy living with me. So I ask a

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Speaker 2: to be able to live with me. But that's an

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Speaker 2: exchange of physical value because I'm he's giving me bread

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Speaker 2: and exchange for my place. But then how do I

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Speaker 5: Well, no, somebody who want to build it for you,

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Speaker 5: But you're also gonna want. You're gonna want because if

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Speaker 5: Well, I mean, you know there's gonna be a broad spectrum,

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Speaker 5: you know, a panoply of different people that can build

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Speaker 2: So I have to pick one of them to be

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Speaker 5: You got to get a carpenter, you know, like if

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Speaker 2: No, but that's the but that's the thing here. It

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Speaker 2: I'm you know what, I I got to reject this idea.

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Speaker 2: I would rather give the carpenter money than be friends

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Speaker 2: I actually being being kind to that many people all

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Speaker 8: I don't.

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Speaker 2: I don't like that idea. I think I think that

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Speaker 5: There's so much anger and unhappiness right now. Though, you know,

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Speaker 5: I want to replace with something that's that's better than that.

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Speaker 2: I think. I think, look, you know what I think

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Speaker 2: you should you if you want this movement to actualize,

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Speaker 2: I think you need to start at yourself.

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Speaker 5: That's a lot of there's a lot of responsibility.

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Speaker 2: That's what I was saying.

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Speaker 4: It's too much work.

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Speaker 5: I need I need to get more than just me.

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Speaker 5: You know what I'm saying. I need to get a group.

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Speaker 2: Well, it starts with you, Alex.

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Speaker 5: Do you think I have it in me? Therapy deco.

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Speaker 2: We'll find out. I appreciate you, man, I'll talk to

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Speaker 2: you soon too, see you.

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Speaker 10: Thanks all from Jonathan to.

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Speaker 11: Accept press one.

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Speaker 2: Jonathan, Oh ship, did I get on?

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Speaker 8: Yep?

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Speaker 4: You did?

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Speaker 9: Snap?

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Speaker 8: How's it going?

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Speaker 2: You know it's all right. I'm trying to whatever. Man,

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Speaker 2: what are you up to? Fuck all this ship? Tell

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Speaker 12: Not too much?

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Speaker 13: Man, just went to work today. Uh work in call center,

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Speaker 13: work from home, so it's pretty chill. I'll just miss

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Speaker 13: you know, interact with people and talking to people that

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Speaker 13: aren't total dicks.

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Speaker 2: Is like, what percentage of the people you talk to

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Speaker 13: I would say a good ninety eight percent of them. Really, Yes,

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Speaker 13: there's so much you have to deal with managers on

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Speaker 13: But you got to be a douche about it.

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Speaker 2: What what's the world that way? Tell me what this

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Speaker 8: Are they?

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Speaker 2: Like? Are you referring to the people you work with

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Speaker 13: Will I don't do outbound calls people calling to me

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Speaker 13: before my current job. I'm kind of a serial call

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Speaker 8: I guess you would say I did.

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Speaker 13: Like roadside assistants and people calling and they're like their

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Speaker 13: tow truck drivers, which absolutely suck. But now I deal

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Speaker 13: with people's money and nobody likes their money being played with.

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Speaker 2: You know, No, yeah, oh no, that I mean that's

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Speaker 2: a tough gig, right there. You having people call you're

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Speaker 2: and they need something, they call you.

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Speaker 13: Yeah, it's just hard sometimes in a let it carry

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Speaker 2: Really, Like, do you ever do you ever feel bad

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Speaker 2: about yourself from these people? Because I feel like I

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Speaker 2: feel like the fact that they are because they're not like,

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Speaker 2: what's your name, Jonathan, because they're not calling like, Hey,

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Speaker 2: I just wanted to call you Jonathan, because I want

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Speaker 2: you to know that I think you specifically, you know,

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Speaker 2: suck and uh, you know, I hate you. They're calling

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Speaker 2: because it's something that has nothing to do with you,

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Speaker 2: but they're they're using you as the lightning rod to

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Speaker 2: absorb their their frustration.

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Speaker 12: Indeed they do.

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Speaker 13: But way do people treat people? It's a huge thing

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Speaker 13: in this world with everything else that's going on in

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Speaker 13: the country, But.

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Speaker 14: You know, treat others how you want to be treated?

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Speaker 12: That simple?

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Speaker 8: Don't be a do tell?

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Speaker 2: I mean, what's the worst? What's what's the worst? It

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Speaker 13: Well, either they cussing you out, threatening to come find you,

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Speaker 13: burn your house down. It's like someone like a call

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Speaker 13: of duty lobby. So I maybe know how to dude,

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Speaker 13: Well, basically, I gave him an answer he didn't want

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Speaker 2: Mm hmm. What's what I have a question for you, John?

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Speaker 2: Did you said, Jonathan?

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Speaker 4: John?

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Speaker 9: Either one?

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Speaker 5: I've been called worse?

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Speaker 2: I can I so I've heard John? What's your bad habit?

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Speaker 12: What's my bad habit?

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Speaker 14: Sporting lines and fucking dimes? My friend?

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Speaker 2: Really?

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Speaker 13: Nah, I kicked that ship back in like three years ago.

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Speaker 4: Dog, Do you.

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Speaker 2: Feel like being high on cocaine would help you deal

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Speaker 13: Well, man, I did deck collections before, the same kind

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Speaker 2: Really to why why? Why? Why do you? Why did it?

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Speaker 2: Why do you think cocaine made you better at customer service.

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Speaker 12: Have you ever seen Wolf of Wall Street?

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Speaker 2: I have, I sat a while ago.

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Speaker 12: Dude, I was heart out Jordan Belford than that motherfucker.

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Speaker 2: See this is tough, right because I feel like with drugs,

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Speaker 13: Well, that's a very good question, and I'm glad you

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Speaker 2: M how long have you been sober for?

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Speaker 15: Uh?

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Speaker 14: Three years now?

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Speaker 2: Fuck? Yeah, that's awesome. Do you ever like, are you

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Speaker 13: Sometimes and then sometimes whenever my friends have it, I

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Speaker 2: Oh yeah, no, I feel you on the Lizard brand.

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Speaker 14: Oh yeah, we get go brand.

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Speaker 2: Well, Jonathan Matt, I'm happy to hear that things have

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Speaker 2: Jonathan works at a call center. He said, ninety eight

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Speaker 2: percent of people interacts with our huge douchebags. But I

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Speaker 8: Well.

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Speaker 13: Most of them are either younger people or people that

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Speaker 13: actually need their well that I can actually help them

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Speaker 13: out with stuff because I work for a bank, but

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Speaker 13: I do like check broud. So people get their checklix

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Speaker 3: Yo, it's done.

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Speaker 5: You did you feel me?

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Speaker 13: They're like, oh sweet, thanks man, or like they get

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Speaker 13: an answer they don't like, they don't like it. But

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Speaker 13: it's very rare that we get good calls, and most

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Speaker 13: calls are based off surveys. For surveys ain't good. Our

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Speaker 2: So but do you ever want to do something else?

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Speaker 2: Do you ever want to like day trade? Like what

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Speaker 2: the wolf of a wolf of Wall Street?

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Speaker 3: Did you?

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Speaker 2: Are you ever thinking about getting out a call center?

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Speaker 13: No, you know I've been thinking about doing that or

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Speaker 13: maybe audio engineering something like that, you know music stig

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Speaker 13: passionate minde beautiful man.

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Speaker 2: Well well, Jonathan Man, congratulations on three years and I

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Speaker 2: wish you the best of luck moving forward. Appreciate your

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Speaker 14: Hey man, I appreciate it too.

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Speaker 13: Low congratulations on your success, I mean gecko and uh

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Speaker 13: hanging in there.

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Speaker 2: Thank you man, I appreciate you. Have a good night.

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Speaker 8: YouTube by.

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Speaker 2: Hey Hey, this is Lyle chiming in again to let

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Speaker 2: you know that these next three calls I will be

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Speaker 2: accompanied by a guest. Okay, the guest's name is Attorney Tom.

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Speaker 2: He is a attorney Tom on all social medias. He

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Speaker 2: is a personal injury attorney. He's a good friend of

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Speaker 2: get back ato.

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Speaker 10: The calls all from Kat.

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Speaker 2: Hello, Hi, Hi?

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Speaker 11: Is this gek?

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Speaker 7: Oh my god? No way is this really? Oh my god?

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Speaker 7: Am I here? Is this real?

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Speaker 3: Let me ask you?

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Speaker 2: Let me ask you a question, and I'm gonna give

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Speaker 2: you how what year were you born?

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Speaker 7: I was born in ninety seven? What's up?

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Speaker 2: What's up? What's your name?

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Speaker 4: Dude?

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Speaker 7: Kat? You could call me Cat?

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Speaker 2: Cat? Hello, Okay, how are you doing? What's up?

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Speaker 16: Wow?

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Speaker 7: This is exciting.

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Speaker 16: Wow.

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Speaker 7: I never thought i'd get to talk to you.

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Speaker 11: This is amazing.

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Speaker 2: Well I never thought that I would get to talk

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Speaker 2: to you either.

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Speaker 17: Cat.

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Speaker 7: Yeah, what are the odds?

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Speaker 16: You know?

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Speaker 2: Uh? Well, listen, I'm here, I'm here with my good friend,

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Speaker 2: Attorney Tom, and we're we're out here asking people if

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Speaker 2: they've ever been in trouble. Kat, have you ever been

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Speaker 2: in trouble?

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Speaker 16: Oh?

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Speaker 7: Oh, yeah, yeah, I've been in trouble.

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Speaker 18: Oh.

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Speaker 11: I don't know.

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Speaker 7: I don't know where I want to go with this.

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Speaker 7: Really yeah, I've been in trouble.

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Speaker 2: Mm hmm, real quick, I have to add I have

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Speaker 2: real quick, I'm going to break the whatever here, Tom,

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Speaker 2: I have to ask I. I I felt I is

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Speaker 2: there like any fear of like, oh, I don't want

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Speaker 2: I wanted to check with you about that because because

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Speaker 19: The other call was getting into some pretty uh you know.

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Speaker 3: Polarizing race.

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Speaker 2: Yes, yes, and you know, we're we're.

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Speaker 19: Trying to have fun, We're trying to learn, we're trying

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Speaker 19: But no, I'm not concerned. You know, people know that

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Speaker 19: I'm just here as a guest and I'm not their lawyer,

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Speaker 19: and you know, we're just we're having fun, and you know,

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Speaker 7: Hey, Tom, I think it would be cool if he

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Speaker 7: was like part of the green screen, like if you

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Speaker 7: could give him like a body, like he's just in

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Speaker 20: Oh, but you could have put him in the green screen.

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Speaker 2: No, I actually, I actually you know what, Cat, I

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Speaker 2: thought the exact same thing. Is like when I called Tom,

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Speaker 2: we should have done like a thing. But maybe maybe

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Speaker 2: next time, I'll you know, he and I will be

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Speaker 2: I mean you said you don't know where to start,

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Speaker 7: Okay, Well, I guess one time I got pulled over,

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Speaker 2: You had one beer?

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Speaker 7: Yeah, okay yeah, and then so he was like, oh,

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Speaker 7: well that's illegal because you're underage, and yeah, so he

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Speaker 19: Kat you know, had you got pulled over and said officer,

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Speaker 19: I'm not talking about my day, probably would have just

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Speaker 2: You know what.

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Speaker 7: Yeah, you're so right, And I wish I would have

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Speaker 3: Yeah, they intimidate, you know, it's intimidating.

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Speaker 7: Yeah, you never you never want to like just tell

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Speaker 11: You have that.

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Speaker 3: You have to be respectful, you can't be a total

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Speaker 19: But you also have to assert your rights, you know, Officer,

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Speaker 19: I'm not talking about my day.

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Speaker 3: Why am I pulled over? Am I free to go?

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Speaker 16: Yeah?

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Speaker 3: They say, well, why why aren't you answering questions? Huh,

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Speaker 3: my day. I'm sorry, I'm not talking about He was

450
00:22:11,560 --> 00:22:12,120
Speaker 3: just a dick.

451
00:22:12,240 --> 00:22:14,680
Speaker 7: He seems like his wife cooks them all the time.

452
00:22:14,760 --> 00:22:16,399
Speaker 11: And I just I don't don't think that.

453
00:22:16,640 --> 00:22:18,120
Speaker 7: You know, he's just.

454
00:22:18,119 --> 00:22:18,840
Speaker 18: Not a good dude.

455
00:22:19,200 --> 00:22:22,760
Speaker 7: He's probably racist also, so it's not good.

456
00:22:24,960 --> 00:22:25,400
Speaker 16: Yeah.

457
00:22:25,440 --> 00:22:28,840
Speaker 7: And I also I also just admittingly, I did have

458
00:22:29,040 --> 00:22:31,159
Speaker 7: like a little bit of heroin on me, like in

459
00:22:31,200 --> 00:22:32,719
Speaker 7: my underwear, so I had to hide that.

460
00:22:40,119 --> 00:22:42,040
Speaker 2: It sounds like you got off easy now.

461
00:22:44,359 --> 00:22:48,440
Speaker 7: No one ever caught me for that, And you know what, Yeah,

462
00:22:48,480 --> 00:22:50,960
Speaker 7: I'm okay.

463
00:22:52,160 --> 00:22:54,520
Speaker 2: So they sent you, What did you do? What can

464
00:22:54,560 --> 00:22:56,679
Speaker 2: I What did you do with the heroin when they

465
00:22:56,760 --> 00:22:57,919
Speaker 2: sent you to jail? How did you?

466
00:22:58,000 --> 00:22:58,080
Speaker 7: Like?

467
00:22:58,320 --> 00:22:58,760
Speaker 8: Okay? List?

468
00:22:59,000 --> 00:23:02,040
Speaker 7: Okay, So it was in my pocket when they put

469
00:23:02,080 --> 00:23:05,199
Speaker 7: me in the car, and so what I had to

470
00:23:05,200 --> 00:23:08,080
Speaker 7: do was like while they were searching my car because

471
00:23:08,080 --> 00:23:10,879
Speaker 7: they ended up finding weed in me, like in my

472
00:23:10,960 --> 00:23:13,200
Speaker 7: car too, because they were like, oh, well, I'm gonna

473
00:23:13,200 --> 00:23:16,520
Speaker 7: search your car now, so they did that. So I

474
00:23:16,560 --> 00:23:18,280
Speaker 7: was like, okay, well, yeah, I do have weed in

475
00:23:18,320 --> 00:23:22,240
Speaker 7: there whatever, which you know, since they just like, okay

476
00:23:22,280 --> 00:23:23,360
Speaker 7: that that's been taken.

477
00:23:23,160 --> 00:23:26,200
Speaker 11: Off my record because of updated wheedleles.

478
00:23:26,280 --> 00:23:31,040
Speaker 7: But anyways, yeah, yeah, So it was in my pocket

479
00:23:31,160 --> 00:23:34,159
Speaker 7: and I'm sitting in the back of the car. I

480
00:23:34,200 --> 00:23:37,560
Speaker 7: have to finesse my you know, handcuffed hands behind me

481
00:23:38,520 --> 00:23:41,280
Speaker 7: into my pocket where I dig around find it.

482
00:23:41,280 --> 00:23:42,040
Speaker 6: It's like in a.

483
00:23:41,920 --> 00:23:43,600
Speaker 11: Little wrap up piece of oil.

484
00:23:44,359 --> 00:23:48,199
Speaker 7: And then I moved that into my like into my jeans.

485
00:23:48,240 --> 00:23:50,920
Speaker 7: I was wearing skinny jeans, so they were really tight,

486
00:23:51,040 --> 00:23:54,119
Speaker 7: so I could just like, you know, it was it

487
00:23:54,200 --> 00:23:56,240
Speaker 7: was not gonna go anywhere, So it was in my

488
00:23:56,480 --> 00:23:57,920
Speaker 7: like in between.

489
00:23:57,600 --> 00:23:59,880
Speaker 18: My thigh and my pants.

490
00:24:00,119 --> 00:24:02,600
Speaker 11: So yeah, it was in there.

491
00:24:03,160 --> 00:24:05,800
Speaker 7: And then it was even even weirder because I had

492
00:24:05,840 --> 00:24:08,760
Speaker 7: to use the bathroom like when I got to the station,

493
00:24:09,600 --> 00:24:12,080
Speaker 7: and they have to supervise you like when you do that,

494
00:24:12,680 --> 00:24:15,800
Speaker 7: so I had to be like so careful. I like

495
00:24:15,880 --> 00:24:19,879
Speaker 7: made eye contact with the cops, you know, and just

496
00:24:19,920 --> 00:24:22,440
Speaker 7: like you know, just like trying to use the bathroom,

497
00:24:22,600 --> 00:24:23,240
Speaker 7: just being.

498
00:24:23,119 --> 00:24:24,040
Speaker 11: Awkward about it.

499
00:24:24,720 --> 00:24:27,320
Speaker 7: But yeah, luckily it didn't fall out or anything. So

500
00:24:27,320 --> 00:24:29,480
Speaker 7: so yeah, yeah, I got away with.

501
00:24:31,640 --> 00:24:33,879
Speaker 2: Bringing heroin into into jail.

502
00:24:35,280 --> 00:24:40,159
Speaker 11: Yeah, which you know, I ended up.

503
00:24:41,160 --> 00:24:42,760
Speaker 9: I got out of jail, so.

504
00:24:45,040 --> 00:24:48,159
Speaker 2: Not that I can do it, but you got you

505
00:24:48,240 --> 00:24:50,800
Speaker 2: got off very easy. That that that was. That was

506
00:24:50,920 --> 00:24:52,240
Speaker 2: quite a plot twist here.

507
00:24:55,000 --> 00:24:56,840
Speaker 7: Well, no, it was kind of. It was.

508
00:24:56,880 --> 00:24:57,960
Speaker 20: It was a little annoying.

509
00:24:58,280 --> 00:24:59,840
Speaker 11: Honestly, I don't I wouldn't say it was.

510
00:25:01,119 --> 00:25:02,240
Speaker 9: It took a lot of.

511
00:25:02,119 --> 00:25:03,919
Speaker 7: You know, time out of my life.

512
00:25:05,520 --> 00:25:07,040
Speaker 2: Oh, taken way more.

513
00:25:07,200 --> 00:25:10,280
Speaker 7: Okay, listen, listen. The lawyer I had, the lawyer you

514
00:25:10,320 --> 00:25:12,880
Speaker 7: get for court really matters. The lawyer I.

515
00:25:12,880 --> 00:25:14,240
Speaker 11: Had was a piece of shit.

516
00:25:14,560 --> 00:25:19,359
Speaker 7: He was a grubby ass, old, old fucking fuck and

517
00:25:19,880 --> 00:25:22,520
Speaker 7: he just he did not handle my case very well,

518
00:25:22,760 --> 00:25:24,879
Speaker 7: and I'm upset about it. He ended up, you know

519
00:25:24,920 --> 00:25:25,800
Speaker 7: what happened to him.

520
00:25:26,280 --> 00:25:27,040
Speaker 18: He ended up.

521
00:25:27,200 --> 00:25:29,240
Speaker 7: So he was like a guy my dad knew. He

522
00:25:29,359 --> 00:25:33,280
Speaker 7: was like friends with my dad, and my dad doesn't know.

523
00:25:33,440 --> 00:25:34,639
Speaker 11: Very great people.

524
00:25:35,000 --> 00:25:38,439
Speaker 7: But yeah, so it turns out this guy isn't a

525
00:25:38,520 --> 00:25:41,639
Speaker 7: lawyer anymore. He's on the run because he lost the

526
00:25:41,760 --> 00:25:45,760
Speaker 7: case to some guy, and that guy started making threats

527
00:25:45,840 --> 00:25:46,160
Speaker 7: to him.

528
00:25:46,160 --> 00:25:47,679
Speaker 11: So now he's out of the office.

529
00:25:48,160 --> 00:25:50,280
Speaker 7: So yeah, you hear that tam me better? You better

530
00:25:50,320 --> 00:25:51,040
Speaker 7: not fuck up?

531
00:25:52,119 --> 00:25:53,360
Speaker 2: Whoa heyday?

532
00:25:55,600 --> 00:25:55,679
Speaker 11: No?

533
00:25:56,320 --> 00:26:00,240
Speaker 2: Yeah? Why why? Why was he so bad? What you

534
00:26:00,320 --> 00:26:00,920
Speaker 2: like about him?

535
00:26:01,320 --> 00:26:04,359
Speaker 7: I'm sure? Well, what I didn't like about him is like,

536
00:26:04,480 --> 00:26:08,760
Speaker 7: you know, he's like he just didn't fight that hard.

537
00:26:08,800 --> 00:26:12,119
Speaker 7: He didn't. He could have been like, oh, well, you

538
00:26:12,160 --> 00:26:16,439
Speaker 7: can't prove that she was drinking because my rest was

539
00:26:16,440 --> 00:26:18,760
Speaker 7: a zero. They couldn't have proved it anyway.

540
00:26:19,760 --> 00:26:22,640
Speaker 19: Yes, they could have proved it, you know why because

541
00:26:22,720 --> 00:26:26,800
Speaker 19: they Okay, I'm going to put the officer on the stand.

542
00:26:27,000 --> 00:26:28,720
Speaker 7: Just because I say it doesn't mean I did it.

543
00:26:30,840 --> 00:26:33,920
Speaker 19: I mean, that's pretty tough to uh, I'm going to

544
00:26:33,960 --> 00:26:35,800
Speaker 19: put the officer on the stand in front of dry

545
00:26:35,960 --> 00:26:39,080
Speaker 19: When you go, mister officer, what did miss cat tell

546
00:26:39,160 --> 00:26:41,200
Speaker 19: you when she was in the back of the police car.

547
00:26:42,040 --> 00:26:45,000
Speaker 3: She told me that she'd been drinking. Are you sure

548
00:26:45,040 --> 00:26:49,520
Speaker 3: that's what she said? Yes? Okay, miss Cat? Did you

549
00:26:49,560 --> 00:26:52,120
Speaker 3: tell the officer you've been drinking? Yes?

550
00:26:52,600 --> 00:26:55,680
Speaker 7: Okay, Well, so what was her brustolizer?

551
00:26:56,359 --> 00:26:58,640
Speaker 9: What was objection?

552
00:26:59,440 --> 00:27:02,639
Speaker 19: By the time you take a breath of objection irrelevant.

553
00:27:05,320 --> 00:27:07,960
Speaker 19: By the time you take a breathalyzer, you your one

554
00:27:08,040 --> 00:27:11,520
Speaker 19: drink has been processed, but you're an underage drinker. It's

555
00:27:11,560 --> 00:27:13,000
Speaker 19: not even allowed under the wall.

556
00:27:14,720 --> 00:27:14,960
Speaker 10: Hmm.

557
00:27:16,440 --> 00:27:19,000
Speaker 2: I want a T shirt with objection irrelevant on it.

558
00:27:21,040 --> 00:27:23,560
Speaker 3: I guess relevant it not irrelevant. I'm sorry. I've been

559
00:27:23,560 --> 00:27:25,680
Speaker 3: in court a long time. Objection relevance.

560
00:27:27,480 --> 00:27:33,320
Speaker 2: Well, Cat, Uh, I'm sure. I'm sure that you've got,

561
00:27:33,520 --> 00:27:36,240
Speaker 2: you know, a lot lots more stories to tell. But

562
00:27:36,280 --> 00:27:38,040
Speaker 2: I think I think we're bad at a time here.

563
00:27:40,040 --> 00:27:46,280
Speaker 2: Oh okay, but thank you for calling in and uh,

564
00:27:47,320 --> 00:27:49,440
Speaker 2: you know, bearing your soul to us.

565
00:27:52,240 --> 00:27:52,480
Speaker 11: Yeah.

566
00:27:53,240 --> 00:27:54,720
Speaker 7: I'm just kind of bored.

567
00:27:56,400 --> 00:28:04,159
Speaker 2: Aren't we all? Yeah, thank you, Cat, I'll talk to

568
00:28:04,200 --> 00:28:04,520
Speaker 2: you soon.

569
00:28:08,560 --> 00:28:09,880
Speaker 3: Well do we think that was real?

570
00:28:11,320 --> 00:28:15,479
Speaker 2: Uh? You know what, Tom, I've been doing. I've been

571
00:28:15,520 --> 00:28:18,400
Speaker 2: taking calls with strangers and having people tell me things

572
00:28:18,760 --> 00:28:22,760
Speaker 2: for you know, the uh not not a really long time.

573
00:28:22,840 --> 00:28:26,840
Speaker 2: But I no longer asked that. I don't think any

574
00:28:26,880 --> 00:28:29,239
Speaker 2: I don't think it matters if it was real at

575
00:28:29,280 --> 00:28:29,919
Speaker 2: the end of the day.

576
00:28:30,000 --> 00:28:30,960
Speaker 3: I mean, I guess for set.

577
00:28:31,119 --> 00:28:34,679
Speaker 19: You know, reality is just what we perceive exactly, you know,

578
00:28:34,680 --> 00:28:36,920
Speaker 19: if we can. I mean, that was a pretty clear

579
00:28:36,960 --> 00:28:39,920
Speaker 19: picture in our head, so I mean it existed in

580
00:28:40,000 --> 00:28:41,000
Speaker 19: our minds at the.

581
00:28:42,880 --> 00:28:46,320
Speaker 3: Sam, Sam, what's up seeing?

582
00:28:46,800 --> 00:28:50,800
Speaker 12: Oh I'm doing all right. I'm actually pretty new to

583
00:28:51,000 --> 00:28:58,720
Speaker 12: uh the therapy got go? Oh hell yeah apparently got so. Yeah,

584
00:28:57,800 --> 00:28:58,280
Speaker 12: I have.

585
00:28:59,040 --> 00:29:01,600
Speaker 3: A list of prime a whole list.

586
00:29:01,680 --> 00:29:05,280
Speaker 12: I mean, well I don't know about a whole list.

587
00:29:05,320 --> 00:29:07,440
Speaker 2: Well here let me tell you. You know, look, let

588
00:29:07,480 --> 00:29:09,760
Speaker 2: me tell you something about therapy. Gecko is we we

589
00:29:09,800 --> 00:29:13,240
Speaker 2: appreciate you know when people come in prepared. Sam. So,

590
00:29:13,280 --> 00:29:14,160
Speaker 2: I'm glad you made a list.

591
00:29:14,240 --> 00:29:14,400
Speaker 10: Yes.

592
00:29:14,560 --> 00:29:16,040
Speaker 12: Like I said, I'm new, so I don't really know

593
00:29:16,080 --> 00:29:17,640
Speaker 12: a whole lot actually just sub today.

594
00:29:17,960 --> 00:29:21,240
Speaker 2: Oh thank you Bill. Well, what's what's number? What's let's

595
00:29:21,320 --> 00:29:23,200
Speaker 2: let's start at the top. What's what's on What's on

596
00:29:23,240 --> 00:29:26,120
Speaker 2: your list?

597
00:29:26,920 --> 00:29:30,680
Speaker 12: I'd say probably the first was like criminal trespass, that's

598
00:29:30,800 --> 00:29:31,960
Speaker 12: really not that big of a deal.

599
00:29:34,560 --> 00:29:37,240
Speaker 3: Well what what what about criminal trespass? Is there a

600
00:29:37,320 --> 00:29:39,400
Speaker 3: question or just the subject in general?

601
00:29:40,680 --> 00:29:43,280
Speaker 12: Just the subject in general. I never really got convicted

602
00:29:43,360 --> 00:29:46,800
Speaker 12: or anything for it, but when I was seventeen, I

603
00:29:46,880 --> 00:29:48,440
Speaker 12: did get a DUI.

604
00:29:52,040 --> 00:29:56,840
Speaker 2: Has that affected you in your in your later life?

605
00:29:58,440 --> 00:30:00,680
Speaker 12: Yeah, because I couldn't drive until it was like eighteen.

606
00:30:01,240 --> 00:30:04,040
Speaker 12: But then also I also got my license taken away

607
00:30:04,080 --> 00:30:07,000
Speaker 12: again because I had a fake ID when I was

608
00:30:07,040 --> 00:30:08,200
Speaker 12: like eighteen.

609
00:30:10,480 --> 00:30:14,920
Speaker 3: Does did your fake ID have somebody else's name on it?

610
00:30:16,200 --> 00:30:16,440
Speaker 9: Yes?

611
00:30:16,560 --> 00:30:19,480
Speaker 8: My brothers too.

612
00:30:20,560 --> 00:30:21,960
Speaker 9: Yeah.

613
00:30:22,720 --> 00:30:26,040
Speaker 12: It was also not even the same state. Some old

614
00:30:26,040 --> 00:30:28,160
Speaker 12: man who looks like Santa Claus just took it from

615
00:30:28,160 --> 00:30:29,680
Speaker 12: me at a sketchy gas station.

616
00:30:32,040 --> 00:30:34,920
Speaker 2: But some some random guy he took it from you.

617
00:30:36,720 --> 00:30:39,440
Speaker 12: Yeah, I was like, hey, that's my license, I need it.

618
00:30:40,200 --> 00:30:42,200
Speaker 12: But he scanned it under the machine and it said

619
00:30:42,200 --> 00:30:44,320
Speaker 12: I was a thousand years old, so it didn't work.

620
00:30:46,640 --> 00:30:49,520
Speaker 2: Which which is the thing? And I remember this like

621
00:30:49,680 --> 00:30:52,400
Speaker 2: in high school when people were using fake id's and

622
00:30:52,400 --> 00:30:55,240
Speaker 2: stuff like, which is the one that's worse using like

623
00:30:55,240 --> 00:30:58,640
Speaker 2: like creating a fake person or using someone else's thing?

624
00:30:58,640 --> 00:31:00,680
Speaker 2: Which is the one you get more fun? We'll, we'll,

625
00:31:01,040 --> 00:31:02,840
Speaker 2: we'll both.

626
00:31:02,400 --> 00:31:11,360
Speaker 3: They'd listen here, Yeah, okay, listen chat.

627
00:31:12,200 --> 00:31:16,720
Speaker 19: I'm not advocating for people to get fake IDs. However,

628
00:31:18,440 --> 00:31:20,440
Speaker 19: if you have a fake ID, it's a lot better

629
00:31:20,480 --> 00:31:24,280
Speaker 19: if you use your own name and just fake the

630
00:31:24,400 --> 00:31:29,720
Speaker 19: day of birth, because in the alternative it can be

631
00:31:30,240 --> 00:31:34,840
Speaker 19: identity fraud. And even if you create a name like

632
00:31:34,960 --> 00:31:37,720
Speaker 19: make up a name, odd Dog, there's somebody with that name,

633
00:31:39,440 --> 00:31:43,000
Speaker 19: and that's identity fraud and that can be a lot worse.

634
00:31:43,080 --> 00:31:47,960
Speaker 19: And I actually personally know somebody who kind of was

635
00:31:48,000 --> 00:31:51,400
Speaker 19: in my high school like sphere. I wasn't really you know,

636
00:31:52,520 --> 00:31:55,960
Speaker 19: friends with her, but uh, you know, we would go

637
00:31:56,000 --> 00:31:56,800
Speaker 19: off to college.

638
00:31:56,840 --> 00:31:59,360
Speaker 3: And then a year later he goes, oh did you

639
00:31:59,360 --> 00:31:59,640
Speaker 3: hear so?

640
00:31:59,720 --> 00:32:03,000
Speaker 19: And so I got convicted of a felony for having

641
00:32:03,040 --> 00:32:07,160
Speaker 19: an ID with somebody else's identity.

642
00:32:07,440 --> 00:32:09,240
Speaker 3: I mean that's a bad beat, you know.

643
00:32:09,360 --> 00:32:09,960
Speaker 2: Bad beat.

644
00:32:11,160 --> 00:32:14,440
Speaker 12: Yeah, yeah, no. So also that's that's kind of the

645
00:32:14,480 --> 00:32:18,240
Speaker 12: thing that happened is I went, you know, and then

646
00:32:18,280 --> 00:32:20,760
Speaker 12: the guy who was working at the gas station gave

647
00:32:20,800 --> 00:32:23,760
Speaker 12: it to the police department, and then the police department

648
00:32:23,760 --> 00:32:25,720
Speaker 12: came to my house and then they tried to arrest

649
00:32:25,840 --> 00:32:30,480
Speaker 12: me for impersonation of someone else. But then they realized

650
00:32:30,520 --> 00:32:32,840
Speaker 12: that it was just my brother's fake ID that he

651
00:32:32,920 --> 00:32:34,360
Speaker 12: gave to me after he turned twenty one.

652
00:32:38,080 --> 00:32:40,840
Speaker 2: Oh, so it was your brother's fake ID, but it

653
00:32:40,880 --> 00:32:44,720
Speaker 2: was his It was your brother's brother's real ID that

654
00:32:44,760 --> 00:32:45,400
Speaker 2: he was using.

655
00:32:45,920 --> 00:32:48,560
Speaker 12: Ah, okay, no, no, no, no, it was his brother's

656
00:32:48,600 --> 00:32:53,040
Speaker 12: fake So he got it when he was underage and

657
00:32:53,080 --> 00:32:54,479
Speaker 12: then he just gave it to me because it kind

658
00:32:54,520 --> 00:32:55,160
Speaker 12: of like looked like.

659
00:32:57,440 --> 00:33:02,000
Speaker 2: Hm hm, and your brother got up yeah, free. It

660
00:33:02,000 --> 00:33:04,440
Speaker 2: worked for him.

661
00:33:04,600 --> 00:33:07,160
Speaker 12: Yeah, yeah, it worked for him. But then like, well,

662
00:33:07,240 --> 00:33:09,680
Speaker 12: actually his got taken once, but that's a whole nother story.

663
00:33:10,480 --> 00:33:11,920
Speaker 8: So it was like a spare.

664
00:33:15,840 --> 00:33:16,560
Speaker 9: But uh yeah.

665
00:33:16,600 --> 00:33:18,240
Speaker 12: So I was like basically put in the back of

666
00:33:18,280 --> 00:33:20,440
Speaker 12: a cop car and then just they sat me in

667
00:33:20,520 --> 00:33:22,880
Speaker 12: my driveway and they yelled at the police officer and

668
00:33:22,920 --> 00:33:25,200
Speaker 12: also brandished a knife at him. That was like a

669
00:33:25,200 --> 00:33:25,880
Speaker 12: whole another thing.

670
00:33:26,000 --> 00:33:28,600
Speaker 2: Oh my god, your brother brandished a knife at the

671
00:33:28,600 --> 00:33:29,360
Speaker 2: police officer.

672
00:33:30,560 --> 00:33:31,120
Speaker 12: No I did.

673
00:33:31,560 --> 00:33:34,920
Speaker 3: Oh it's not smart. No, it just wasn't a good move.

674
00:33:35,360 --> 00:33:36,800
Speaker 2: No, no, no.

675
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Speaker 12: Well yeah I know it wasn't a good move.

676
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Speaker 9: Now.

677
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Speaker 12: I mean I was drunk at the.

678
00:33:40,920 --> 00:33:44,840
Speaker 2: Time, and I mean, did you did you get arrested

679
00:33:44,840 --> 00:33:46,400
Speaker 2: that night? Did you spend that night in jail?

680
00:33:48,160 --> 00:33:48,800
Speaker 11: No?

681
00:33:48,800 --> 00:33:50,800
Speaker 12: No, actually I didn't. He actually let me go after

682
00:33:50,840 --> 00:33:51,800
Speaker 12: my mom talked to him.

683
00:33:52,120 --> 00:33:52,960
Speaker 4: Wow, because I was.

684
00:33:52,880 --> 00:33:55,720
Speaker 12: Like eighteen years old in college. I mean, I'm in

685
00:33:55,760 --> 00:33:56,280
Speaker 12: high school.

686
00:33:56,760 --> 00:33:58,800
Speaker 2: Your mom must have the gift of gab.

687
00:34:01,080 --> 00:34:02,800
Speaker 12: I mean she kind of does. I mean I got

688
00:34:02,800 --> 00:34:06,360
Speaker 12: pulled over like maybe like a month ago when I

689
00:34:06,400 --> 00:34:08,759
Speaker 12: was driving back from Colorado after like Thanksgiving.

690
00:34:09,160 --> 00:34:11,960
Speaker 2: How did your mom convince a cop not to arrest

691
00:34:12,000 --> 00:34:15,440
Speaker 2: you after you pulled a knife on him?

692
00:34:15,920 --> 00:34:16,360
Speaker 9: Uh?

693
00:34:16,400 --> 00:34:19,160
Speaker 12: Well, it was actually the police officer that kind of

694
00:34:19,200 --> 00:34:22,120
Speaker 12: did did that. He was kind of just like, hey, buddy,

695
00:34:22,120 --> 00:34:23,759
Speaker 12: don't do that ever again. But I took it out

696
00:34:23,760 --> 00:34:26,800
Speaker 12: of my pocket, I plucked it open. So I'm surprised

697
00:34:26,800 --> 00:34:28,120
Speaker 12: he didn't shoot me right then in there.

698
00:34:29,520 --> 00:34:32,520
Speaker 2: That's cow on. I can't believe that he let you

699
00:34:32,640 --> 00:34:35,560
Speaker 2: go after that. He just said, hey, buddy, don't do

700
00:34:35,640 --> 00:34:36,040
Speaker 2: it again.

701
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Speaker 12: Pretty much.

702
00:34:38,719 --> 00:34:40,000
Speaker 2: Oh my god.

703
00:34:40,960 --> 00:34:43,319
Speaker 12: But it was two am. He actually like he came

704
00:34:43,360 --> 00:34:44,719
Speaker 12: to my house. He knocked on my door. I was

705
00:34:44,760 --> 00:34:50,520
Speaker 12: already asleep, like I was drinking all night, and then

706
00:34:50,560 --> 00:34:52,400
Speaker 12: he came to my door. My mom woke me up.

707
00:34:52,440 --> 00:34:56,279
Speaker 12: She's like, put some put some pants on. There's a

708
00:34:56,280 --> 00:34:59,239
Speaker 12: police officer who wants to talk to you. But you know,

709
00:34:59,280 --> 00:35:01,080
Speaker 12: they always liked to stop and ask if you have

710
00:35:01,080 --> 00:35:03,840
Speaker 12: any weapons before you get in the cob car. Okay,

711
00:35:05,400 --> 00:35:08,360
Speaker 12: And so I took out my knife and I flicked

712
00:35:08,360 --> 00:35:11,360
Speaker 12: it open at him, and I was like, yeah, I

713
00:35:11,400 --> 00:35:14,160
Speaker 12: have this knife, but I mean like it was open

714
00:35:14,200 --> 00:35:17,000
Speaker 12: and pointed at him.

715
00:35:17,440 --> 00:35:28,359
Speaker 3: I think we shouldion this, we should probably pivot stories. Yeah,

716
00:35:28,360 --> 00:35:30,960
Speaker 3: that's probably let's just let's just recap.

717
00:35:30,520 --> 00:35:37,880
Speaker 19: It with your very fortunate Yes, the same dead for

718
00:35:38,000 --> 00:35:38,800
Speaker 19: a lot of people.

719
00:35:39,400 --> 00:35:44,160
Speaker 2: Yeah, I agree, I agree. I mean what what what

720
00:35:44,160 --> 00:35:44,600
Speaker 2: would you say?

721
00:35:44,600 --> 00:35:47,400
Speaker 4: Your name was Sam?

722
00:35:47,440 --> 00:35:49,480
Speaker 2: Sam? What are you? What are you doing now with

723
00:35:50,480 --> 00:35:54,280
Speaker 2: you know, this second chance at life that you've been given?

724
00:35:57,000 --> 00:35:59,080
Speaker 12: Currently nothing. I've been trying to get jobs at a

725
00:35:59,160 --> 00:36:04,600
Speaker 12: job at a bar, but it didn't work out. It

726
00:36:04,640 --> 00:36:06,200
Speaker 12: didn't work out because it didn't show up.

727
00:36:07,160 --> 00:36:13,680
Speaker 3: M that will, that will generally do it. Well, why

728
00:36:13,760 --> 00:36:14,600
Speaker 3: didn't you show up?

729
00:36:17,000 --> 00:36:22,319
Speaker 12: Because it was a very uh toxic workplace environment. I

730
00:36:22,360 --> 00:36:23,880
Speaker 12: was probably working there for like two weeks.

731
00:36:24,280 --> 00:36:25,720
Speaker 2: Oh so why did you apply in the first place?

732
00:36:25,719 --> 00:36:27,319
Speaker 2: Did you not know it was toxic until then?

733
00:36:28,719 --> 00:36:28,799
Speaker 5: No?

734
00:36:28,920 --> 00:36:31,279
Speaker 12: I mean I didn't. So I worked there for two

735
00:36:31,280 --> 00:36:34,319
Speaker 12: weeks and I was like, hey, this kind of messed up.

736
00:36:35,680 --> 00:36:36,640
Speaker 2: Well what was toxic about?

737
00:36:36,640 --> 00:36:37,200
Speaker 12: Didn't show up?

738
00:36:42,840 --> 00:36:42,960
Speaker 11: Well?

739
00:36:42,960 --> 00:36:46,799
Speaker 3: I think you could do. So was the move not

740
00:36:46,920 --> 00:36:48,920
Speaker 3: showing up? Or do you think you should have just

741
00:36:49,320 --> 00:36:51,400
Speaker 3: let him put him on notice that you're quitting.

742
00:36:53,040 --> 00:36:55,640
Speaker 12: I mean I probably should have told him, but it

743
00:36:55,760 --> 00:36:57,520
Speaker 12: was like the day of like I had an epiphany

744
00:36:57,840 --> 00:36:58,200
Speaker 12: sort of.

745
00:37:00,080 --> 00:37:02,160
Speaker 14: It was actually I was supposed to show.

746
00:37:02,040 --> 00:37:05,680
Speaker 12: Up New Year's Day and I had epiphany this last

747
00:37:05,719 --> 00:37:08,160
Speaker 12: New years.

748
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Speaker 2: An e.

749
00:37:09,760 --> 00:37:11,600
Speaker 12: It was not a good idea. Yeah, yeah, it was

750
00:37:11,640 --> 00:37:12,680
Speaker 12: not a good idea.

751
00:37:15,239 --> 00:37:16,080
Speaker 2: To not show up.

752
00:37:17,840 --> 00:37:21,000
Speaker 12: Yes, because it was a bad job. And also my

753
00:37:21,040 --> 00:37:22,239
Speaker 12: brother kind of talked me out of it.

754
00:37:22,440 --> 00:37:25,719
Speaker 4: So what your name was?

755
00:37:25,840 --> 00:37:31,640
Speaker 2: One more time? Sorry, I'm bad with names, Sam, Sam? Well, Sam, listen,

756
00:37:33,280 --> 00:37:37,640
Speaker 2: as we've established, you've been giving a second chance at life,

757
00:37:37,840 --> 00:37:40,840
Speaker 2: and you know, good luck to you. Hope that you

758
00:37:40,920 --> 00:37:47,000
Speaker 2: spend it wisely and you have a good night.

759
00:37:46,960 --> 00:37:47,239
Speaker 9: My guy.

760
00:37:48,400 --> 00:37:54,880
Speaker 12: Yeah. Also, thank you of course having me be a

761
00:37:54,880 --> 00:37:59,200
Speaker 12: part of this show. And even though it was kind

762
00:37:59,200 --> 00:38:02,040
Speaker 12: of all over the place with all of everything I said,

763
00:38:02,239 --> 00:38:04,839
Speaker 12: I really appreciate it. A lot of your tiktoks. That's

764
00:38:04,880 --> 00:38:05,560
Speaker 12: actually kind of.

765
00:38:05,480 --> 00:38:06,239
Speaker 8: What got me to join.

766
00:38:06,760 --> 00:38:10,480
Speaker 2: Thank you, man, I appreciate Thank you man. You have

767
00:38:10,520 --> 00:38:12,200
Speaker 2: a good night. Sam.

768
00:38:12,280 --> 00:38:13,040
Speaker 12: Yeah, you as well.

769
00:38:21,080 --> 00:38:24,719
Speaker 2: Hello, how are you.

770
00:38:26,200 --> 00:38:26,480
Speaker 8: Okay?

771
00:38:28,320 --> 00:38:30,719
Speaker 2: Can you get can you are you? Can you get

772
00:38:30,760 --> 00:38:31,880
Speaker 2: any closer to the phone.

773
00:38:33,600 --> 00:38:37,120
Speaker 11: I'm at the phone right now.

774
00:38:37,120 --> 00:38:37,600
Speaker 2: What's your name?

775
00:38:37,640 --> 00:38:38,160
Speaker 7: Can you hear me?

776
00:38:38,280 --> 00:38:38,360
Speaker 11: Oh?

777
00:38:38,440 --> 00:38:39,319
Speaker 2: I can hear you? What's your name?

778
00:38:39,600 --> 00:38:40,160
Speaker 11: Caroline.

779
00:38:40,520 --> 00:38:43,160
Speaker 2: Caroline, Caroline, how are you doing? Caroline?

780
00:38:44,640 --> 00:38:45,680
Speaker 11: I am fantastic.

781
00:38:45,719 --> 00:38:46,319
Speaker 15: How are you?

782
00:38:46,920 --> 00:38:53,919
Speaker 2: I'm doing? I'm doing all right. I'm doing all right. Caroline. Uh,

783
00:38:54,320 --> 00:38:55,560
Speaker 2: do you have anything? Do you have a think on

784
00:38:55,640 --> 00:38:58,040
Speaker 2: your that you just want to get off your chest? Caroline?

785
00:38:59,800 --> 00:39:04,600
Speaker 11: Okay, So you guys were this is a lawyer and right,

786
00:39:05,160 --> 00:39:08,440
Speaker 11: and you were asking if you've done any crime. I

787
00:39:08,440 --> 00:39:10,000
Speaker 11: think I have some crimes to admit to.

788
00:39:10,400 --> 00:39:12,720
Speaker 2: Okay, Okay.

789
00:39:13,040 --> 00:39:16,200
Speaker 11: Sometimes I scam old men off the internet for money.

790
00:39:16,760 --> 00:39:18,640
Speaker 11: Oh I think that's a crime, isn't it.

791
00:39:19,320 --> 00:39:25,880
Speaker 3: Well hold on, let's let's go into this. Are you

792
00:39:26,880 --> 00:39:29,520
Speaker 3: promising something that you're not delivering on?

793
00:39:33,000 --> 00:39:33,200
Speaker 7: Yes?

794
00:39:34,360 --> 00:39:43,440
Speaker 3: Okay, I don't know. This is why I know.

795
00:39:43,640 --> 00:39:46,799
Speaker 19: Look, I want to be careful with the questions I ask,

796
00:39:47,920 --> 00:39:54,960
Speaker 19: but you know I would think that you know, like,

797
00:39:55,000 --> 00:39:57,560
Speaker 19: are you talking about like a sugar daddy type of site?

798
00:40:01,040 --> 00:40:01,440
Speaker 16: Yeah?

799
00:40:01,880 --> 00:40:02,880
Speaker 14: I okay.

800
00:40:02,960 --> 00:40:07,240
Speaker 11: So I have done like the cam model stuff before,

801
00:40:07,640 --> 00:40:10,399
Speaker 11: and that has given me like a following of old men.

802
00:40:10,800 --> 00:40:13,959
Speaker 11: And sometimes they message me and they're like, hey, i'll

803
00:40:13,960 --> 00:40:16,320
Speaker 11: pay you for this, send it to me. And I'm like,

804
00:40:16,320 --> 00:40:17,719
Speaker 11: all right, send me the money first, and then they

805
00:40:17,719 --> 00:40:18,960
Speaker 11: send me the money on my book.

806
00:40:21,760 --> 00:40:26,160
Speaker 19: Yeah, no, I think, I think, I think under those pretenses,

807
00:40:26,239 --> 00:40:30,280
Speaker 19: that's that's probably a scam. That's I would I would

808
00:40:30,280 --> 00:40:32,759
Speaker 19: even go as far as to say that you have

809
00:40:32,800 --> 00:40:36,360
Speaker 19: an oral contract, if not maybe even a renten contract,

810
00:40:36,360 --> 00:40:40,960
Speaker 19: if it's over text for you know, money in exchange

811
00:40:41,000 --> 00:40:48,360
Speaker 19: for services and you know you're not performing. Now, the

812
00:40:48,440 --> 00:40:55,480
Speaker 19: logical follow up to that is, you know, generally I

813
00:40:55,520 --> 00:40:59,080
Speaker 19: would anticipate nobody wants to follow through with enforcing that

814
00:40:59,200 --> 00:41:03,920
Speaker 19: through because one, it would be embarrassing for them. In two,

815
00:41:04,200 --> 00:41:08,279
Speaker 19: you know, lawyers charge hundreds of dollars an hour. I'm

816
00:41:08,280 --> 00:41:11,799
Speaker 19: not sure how much you're particularly charging, but you know,

817
00:41:12,000 --> 00:41:13,640
Speaker 19: if a lawyer is going to work on a case

818
00:41:13,680 --> 00:41:17,160
Speaker 19: for a minimum of one hundred hours, it would have

819
00:41:17,239 --> 00:41:20,960
Speaker 19: to be a substantial amount of money that you are

820
00:41:21,160 --> 00:41:24,080
Speaker 19: charging for it to make economic sense for them to

821
00:41:24,160 --> 00:41:30,680
Speaker 19: bring a lawsuit against you to enforce. But yeah, I mean,

822
00:41:30,880 --> 00:41:34,400
Speaker 19: I think, I think technically what you're doing is scamming.

823
00:41:36,000 --> 00:41:40,200
Speaker 2: But now these services, like these services that you are

824
00:41:40,239 --> 00:41:44,920
Speaker 2: claiming that you are are are promising but not delivering.

825
00:41:45,040 --> 00:41:49,160
Speaker 2: There are there are they in the first place? Legal services?

826
00:41:49,239 --> 00:41:51,160
Speaker 2: Are they legal services?

827
00:41:53,920 --> 00:41:57,120
Speaker 18: I don't know, I'm.

828
00:41:57,040 --> 00:41:59,200
Speaker 11: Not sure about the laws on that and stuff.

829
00:41:59,200 --> 00:42:01,279
Speaker 14: I probably should where I do it, right, but.

830
00:42:03,960 --> 00:42:06,280
Speaker 3: Well, it's like only fans is legal.

831
00:42:06,680 --> 00:42:10,960
Speaker 19: Yeah, I mean, you know, so long as you're you know,

832
00:42:11,040 --> 00:42:15,560
Speaker 19: an adult, which you are, and the other person's an adult,

833
00:42:16,320 --> 00:42:23,279
Speaker 19: and you know it's all in exchange over phone, you know,

834
00:42:23,360 --> 00:42:25,400
Speaker 19: like you know in some some states you know, like

835
00:42:25,520 --> 00:42:29,319
Speaker 19: you know, not to get too into it, but you know,

836
00:42:29,360 --> 00:42:32,279
Speaker 19: like in Nevada, like prostitution, right, but that's I'm pretty

837
00:42:32,280 --> 00:42:34,880
Speaker 19: sure the only state where that's illegal. But we're not

838
00:42:34,960 --> 00:42:42,240
Speaker 19: talking about that. Hey, my girlfriends, we're talking about only fans.

839
00:42:42,320 --> 00:42:44,239
Speaker 19: We're talking about only fans in prostitution.

840
00:42:46,360 --> 00:42:47,279
Speaker 2: Al Rachel, how are you.

841
00:42:50,320 --> 00:42:50,360
Speaker 15: So?

842
00:42:52,960 --> 00:42:57,240
Speaker 2: She came at? She came at a good time. Hello

843
00:42:59,719 --> 00:43:03,160
Speaker 2: the So. So you you were into cam you weren

844
00:43:03,160 --> 00:43:04,879
Speaker 2: into cam modeling, but you got out of it.

845
00:43:06,680 --> 00:43:10,960
Speaker 11: Yeah. I did it for a while and then I

846
00:43:11,000 --> 00:43:15,000
Speaker 11: got out of it and I had a boyfriend. I

847
00:43:15,040 --> 00:43:16,720
Speaker 11: was like, you can't do that. So I was like, okay,

848
00:43:16,760 --> 00:43:18,600
Speaker 11: whatever because I was done. And then I grew up

849
00:43:18,640 --> 00:43:21,799
Speaker 11: with him and now I have a lovely girlfriend and

850
00:43:21,840 --> 00:43:24,359
Speaker 11: she sometimes helps me out with these acts. I don't

851
00:43:24,360 --> 00:43:26,080
Speaker 11: do it like all the time, and I don't do

852
00:43:26,120 --> 00:43:28,640
Speaker 11: it for like large amounts of money. It's just whenever

853
00:43:28,680 --> 00:43:31,160
Speaker 11: I'm like feeling a little crazy and somebody DMed me

854
00:43:31,280 --> 00:43:33,120
Speaker 11: and they're like, can I get this?

855
00:43:34,000 --> 00:43:34,640
Speaker 21: You know what I mean?

856
00:43:35,400 --> 00:43:37,680
Speaker 11: Just occasionally. It's not all the time, but it is,

857
00:43:38,560 --> 00:43:39,960
Speaker 11: I think the only crime that I have.

858
00:43:40,960 --> 00:43:42,560
Speaker 2: But if so, if you have like a bunch of

859
00:43:42,640 --> 00:43:43,960
Speaker 2: what I'm curious about is if you have a bunch

860
00:43:43,960 --> 00:43:46,200
Speaker 2: of followers, like are you are you still doing like

861
00:43:46,360 --> 00:43:50,839
Speaker 2: not like scamming people like actual like cam model then

862
00:43:51,000 --> 00:43:52,000
Speaker 2: like OnlyFans or anything.

863
00:43:54,280 --> 00:43:57,000
Speaker 11: Okay, I did it was it was just like a

864
00:43:57,080 --> 00:44:02,120
Speaker 11: cam It was just like a cam site. Yeah, So

865
00:44:03,160 --> 00:44:05,399
Speaker 11: I don't do it as much anymore because and then

866
00:44:07,080 --> 00:44:08,520
Speaker 11: it's a campsite. And then I stopped doing it, and

867
00:44:08,520 --> 00:44:11,960
Speaker 11: then I started doing it again, but some of them

868
00:44:12,000 --> 00:44:16,600
Speaker 11: found out my Instagram somehow. Also, I just have some

869
00:44:16,719 --> 00:44:19,040
Speaker 11: creepy men that's all on my Instagram and asked for

870
00:44:19,640 --> 00:44:24,240
Speaker 11: things because creepy men often do that to young women

871
00:44:24,520 --> 00:44:26,560
Speaker 11: on social media.

872
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Speaker 2: So are you are you glad to be you know,

873
00:44:29,080 --> 00:44:34,880
Speaker 2: out of out of this this uh world of caning.

874
00:44:37,600 --> 00:44:39,640
Speaker 6: I'm sort of indifferent to it.

875
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Speaker 15: Really.

876
00:44:41,719 --> 00:44:45,160
Speaker 11: I I was fine with it, and then I found

877
00:44:45,160 --> 00:44:46,960
Speaker 11: out one day, I don't know why I didn't know this,

878
00:44:47,239 --> 00:44:52,680
Speaker 11: but I looked up my user name and I I

879
00:44:52,680 --> 00:44:55,400
Speaker 11: looked at my username and and the images of just

880
00:44:55,440 --> 00:44:57,719
Speaker 11: like everything, and I was like, I have got to

881
00:44:58,200 --> 00:45:02,239
Speaker 11: I can't do this anymore because I also use my

882
00:45:02,320 --> 00:45:06,400
Speaker 11: user name for like other I don't know, like just sits.

883
00:45:06,400 --> 00:45:09,840
Speaker 11: Where are like like my private snapshot or likes that

884
00:45:09,880 --> 00:45:11,720
Speaker 11: I have? And I was like, I cannot do this anymore.

885
00:45:11,760 --> 00:45:17,239
Speaker 11: So I don't want her gababies to scene. Yeah, I'm

886
00:45:17,280 --> 00:45:20,160
Speaker 11: with my girlfriend right now. Actually, she okay, so we

887
00:45:20,680 --> 00:45:22,640
Speaker 11: have both calling the number a lot.

888
00:45:22,800 --> 00:45:23,600
Speaker 20: She finally caught it.

889
00:45:25,960 --> 00:45:28,840
Speaker 2: What's what I want to hear about her crimes as well?

890
00:45:30,719 --> 00:45:32,240
Speaker 11: Okay, here's Lily.

891
00:45:33,080 --> 00:45:35,239
Speaker 22: I mean, I don't really have any crimes. I think

892
00:45:35,280 --> 00:45:38,120
Speaker 22: she's she's the wide one, and I kind of I

893
00:45:38,200 --> 00:45:38,920
Speaker 22: kind of mother her.

894
00:45:39,320 --> 00:45:40,760
Speaker 2: You're more of an accomplished type.

895
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Speaker 22: Yeah, I mean, like I like, I'm I guess I'm

896
00:45:45,440 --> 00:45:48,759
Speaker 22: more of like the I'm younger, but I'm more of

897
00:45:48,800 --> 00:45:50,319
Speaker 22: like the older one. I tell her to like clean

898
00:45:50,360 --> 00:45:53,520
Speaker 22: her room and stuff. But the ironic thing, the ironic

899
00:45:53,600 --> 00:45:55,680
Speaker 22: thing about it is that I call her mommy.

900
00:45:55,719 --> 00:46:03,280
Speaker 21: And what I'm sorry.

901
00:46:04,160 --> 00:46:09,400
Speaker 3: I can hear the embarrassment in her voice from here, I'm.

902
00:46:09,200 --> 00:46:14,960
Speaker 21: Gonna getublem Sorry you publicly apologize to her that I

903
00:46:15,040 --> 00:46:21,200
Speaker 21: said that. To how many people are on this, I'm sorry.

904
00:46:21,640 --> 00:46:22,120
Speaker 3: It's okay.

905
00:46:22,160 --> 00:46:24,719
Speaker 19: There's only like four hundred and sixty people, and I

906
00:46:24,800 --> 00:46:27,960
Speaker 19: promise you it's only like seventy percent chance of that

907
00:46:28,080 --> 00:46:30,879
Speaker 19: getting clipped, of course.

908
00:46:31,239 --> 00:46:32,560
Speaker 9: I mean, I don't mind.

909
00:46:32,920 --> 00:46:35,680
Speaker 21: I don't think honestly, nobody knows who we are.

910
00:46:35,960 --> 00:46:37,839
Speaker 22: Sometimes you make PI talks about it, though, so that's

911
00:46:37,880 --> 00:46:42,279
Speaker 22: pay back. Okay, Sorry, that's all right, I don't mind.

912
00:46:42,840 --> 00:46:43,600
Speaker 21: I like the attention.

913
00:46:45,680 --> 00:46:47,600
Speaker 2: Yeah, you know, I'm glad that you you guys seem

914
00:46:47,680 --> 00:46:49,680
Speaker 2: like you have a good uh you have a very

915
00:46:50,440 --> 00:46:54,640
Speaker 2: well oiled conflict resolution machine between you two you. I

916
00:46:54,680 --> 00:46:57,720
Speaker 2: feel like you guys resolved that dispute fairly quickly.

917
00:46:58,080 --> 00:46:59,919
Speaker 3: Yeah, I think that's a healthy relationship.

918
00:47:00,080 --> 00:47:01,080
Speaker 2: Don't definitely, But.

919
00:47:02,520 --> 00:47:04,719
Speaker 11: We like never fight.

920
00:47:05,320 --> 00:47:06,200
Speaker 21: Maybe that's a bad thing.

921
00:47:07,040 --> 00:47:07,920
Speaker 23: Oh my god, do you.

922
00:47:08,200 --> 00:47:09,960
Speaker 2: Think you think that's you think that's a bad thing

923
00:47:09,960 --> 00:47:12,839
Speaker 2: that you guys never fights? Is that is that you

924
00:47:12,880 --> 00:47:14,719
Speaker 2: do you consider that to be healthy in a relationship

925
00:47:14,760 --> 00:47:15,359
Speaker 2: having you.

926
00:47:15,239 --> 00:47:18,840
Speaker 22: Know, I don't know, it's not, but we you know,

927
00:47:18,880 --> 00:47:20,800
Speaker 22: we've only been dating for like five months.

928
00:47:21,160 --> 00:47:24,120
Speaker 15: There hasn't been like an issue big enough for our

929
00:47:24,239 --> 00:47:27,879
Speaker 15: argument like it would it would not be healthy if

930
00:47:27,880 --> 00:47:30,120
Speaker 15: we had an issue that was argument worthy and you

931
00:47:30,200 --> 00:47:31,520
Speaker 15: just like sort of shoved it down.

932
00:47:31,640 --> 00:47:33,560
Speaker 22: Yeah, like I don't and I'm just not going to

933
00:47:33,680 --> 00:47:35,640
Speaker 22: argue with you. I'm just gonna like, listen, I'm being

934
00:47:35,680 --> 00:47:38,239
Speaker 22: all right. I'm just too chilled up for that. But

935
00:47:38,440 --> 00:47:40,560
Speaker 22: we're afraid about what our first fight will be. We

936
00:47:40,640 --> 00:47:42,560
Speaker 22: like guess what we think it'll be, and like it

937
00:47:42,640 --> 00:47:44,960
Speaker 22: will start it like we're kind of worried about it.

938
00:47:47,080 --> 00:47:50,040
Speaker 2: I had five months is is is pretty good for

939
00:47:50,160 --> 00:47:51,200
Speaker 2: you know, no fights.

940
00:47:53,800 --> 00:47:58,600
Speaker 22: Thanks, we appreciate it. So we'll see maybe maybe if

941
00:47:58,640 --> 00:48:00,319
Speaker 22: we have a fight, will product come on and tell

942
00:48:00,320 --> 00:48:00,879
Speaker 22: you about it.

943
00:48:01,560 --> 00:48:02,560
Speaker 3: We'll try to mediate it.

944
00:48:04,520 --> 00:48:06,080
Speaker 24: Oh my god, Oh my god.

945
00:48:07,920 --> 00:48:11,879
Speaker 2: We got to do that. The couple's canceling night.

946
00:48:13,440 --> 00:48:14,839
Speaker 22: Oh my god, that would be such a good idea.

947
00:48:14,920 --> 00:48:20,520
Speaker 2: Couples counseling, couples counseling. Well, uh, Caroline, Lily, thank you

948
00:48:20,560 --> 00:48:23,600
Speaker 2: guys for for calling in and uh, you know, I

949
00:48:23,640 --> 00:48:25,640
Speaker 2: wish you. I wish you to all the happiness in

950
00:48:25,680 --> 00:48:25,959
Speaker 2: the world.

951
00:48:27,760 --> 00:48:29,480
Speaker 22: Thank you.

952
00:48:28,520 --> 00:48:31,800
Speaker 2: By can I guess.

953
00:48:33,600 --> 00:48:39,560
Speaker 3: Yeah, so so that's totally scamming. You know, it's totally yeah.

954
00:48:39,640 --> 00:48:41,920
Speaker 3: I was I was hesitant at the beginning. You know,

955
00:48:42,480 --> 00:48:44,680
Speaker 3: I thought, maybe she's going with the direction, like you know,

956
00:48:45,880 --> 00:48:47,880
Speaker 3: she's like just flirting with these old guys and they

957
00:48:48,040 --> 00:48:49,759
Speaker 3: just throw money at her. And you know I would

958
00:48:49,760 --> 00:48:52,560
Speaker 3: have said, that's the old guys problem, you know. But right,

959
00:48:52,960 --> 00:48:59,040
Speaker 3: but but she was promising photos or services and you know,

960
00:48:59,239 --> 00:49:00,680
Speaker 3: just took their mind even blocked.

961
00:49:01,239 --> 00:49:03,640
Speaker 2: But you I mean, but you, I mean you you

962
00:49:03,719 --> 00:49:07,040
Speaker 2: were totally correct when you're like, well, all right, who's

963
00:49:07,080 --> 00:49:09,360
Speaker 2: who's going to go to a uh you know, file

964
00:49:09,400 --> 00:49:14,600
Speaker 2: a lawsuit against someone for not you know, sending them right?

965
00:49:15,120 --> 00:49:18,600
Speaker 3: Totally It's it's totally unrealistic, you know, on the civil

966
00:49:18,719 --> 00:49:21,520
Speaker 3: side for somebody to go through that process, you know,

967
00:49:21,600 --> 00:49:25,320
Speaker 3: be embarrassing, it be expensive, and you're probably only arguing

968
00:49:25,360 --> 00:49:27,520
Speaker 3: over like, you know, a few hundred bucks.

969
00:49:27,719 --> 00:49:32,680
Speaker 2: You know. I do wonder if if there's gotta be

970
00:49:33,520 --> 00:49:36,560
Speaker 2: someone who does who's not embarrassed at all, who who

971
00:49:37,719 --> 00:49:40,560
Speaker 2: uh has there's gotta have been a lawsuit about that

972
00:49:40,640 --> 00:49:41,960
Speaker 2: at some point.

973
00:49:42,080 --> 00:49:43,919
Speaker 3: I bet, yeah, one hundred percent.

974
00:49:43,960 --> 00:49:47,640
Speaker 19: I'm just playing the statistics, you know, you know, there's

975
00:49:47,680 --> 00:49:50,400
Speaker 19: probably some guy, you know, like there's been people who

976
00:49:50,480 --> 00:49:53,239
Speaker 19: have spent hundreds of thousands of dollars suing over like

977
00:49:53,239 --> 00:49:55,319
Speaker 19: one hundred dollars, like, you know, it's the principle of

978
00:49:55,320 --> 00:49:58,000
Speaker 19: the matter, like that kind of thing. So if somebody

979
00:49:58,120 --> 00:50:02,160
Speaker 19: really had you know, had it out for miss Caroline,

980
00:50:03,080 --> 00:50:06,560
Speaker 19: you know, but I mean, come on, let's get real,

981
00:50:07,000 --> 00:50:09,839
Speaker 19: and then if that ever happened, Caroline could just be like, yeah,

982
00:50:09,840 --> 00:50:11,680
Speaker 19: here's your money back, go away, you.

983
00:50:11,640 --> 00:50:19,319
Speaker 2: Know, right right, So she's she's got a good thing going.

984
00:50:19,440 --> 00:50:24,160
Speaker 2: Not that I endorse any illegal activity of any kind. Hey,

985
00:50:24,200 --> 00:50:27,399
Speaker 2: this is Lyle chiming back in to say that if

986
00:50:27,440 --> 00:50:31,160
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987
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988
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1000
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Speaker 2: I understand either way.

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1008
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Speaker 2: And that's it. I'll shut up. Let's get back into

1009
00:51:57,360 --> 00:51:57,760
Speaker 2: the calls.

1010
00:51:58,280 --> 00:52:00,880
Speaker 10: All from John.

1011
00:52:02,400 --> 00:52:09,359
Speaker 8: John John, Hey Gecko, How are you man?

1012
00:52:11,920 --> 00:52:13,440
Speaker 2: I'm all right? How are you, John.

1013
00:52:14,840 --> 00:52:15,000
Speaker 9: Man?

1014
00:52:15,040 --> 00:52:22,160
Speaker 6: I'm hanging in there.

1015
00:52:22,239 --> 00:52:22,760
Speaker 2: And where?

1016
00:52:25,719 --> 00:52:28,560
Speaker 8: Oh well, I'm in the part of the US.

1017
00:52:28,160 --> 00:52:32,799
Speaker 4: Man, Wyoming, Kansas?

1018
00:52:34,640 --> 00:52:35,520
Speaker 2: Do you like Kansas?

1019
00:52:38,440 --> 00:52:39,600
Speaker 8: I've been in better places?

1020
00:52:39,600 --> 00:52:39,759
Speaker 9: Man.

1021
00:52:39,800 --> 00:52:41,160
Speaker 8: You know what a third culture kid is?

1022
00:52:42,480 --> 00:52:44,879
Speaker 2: What third culture culture kid?

1023
00:52:45,160 --> 00:52:45,680
Speaker 5: Yeah?

1024
00:52:45,880 --> 00:52:47,439
Speaker 2: No, what is a third culture kid?

1025
00:52:48,840 --> 00:52:52,560
Speaker 8: That's a child who has grown up in a country

1026
00:52:52,600 --> 00:52:57,879
Speaker 8: other than their parents origin or the nationality in which

1027
00:52:57,920 --> 00:53:05,879
Speaker 8: they are. So I just wanted to tell you a story. Man,

1028
00:53:05,920 --> 00:53:08,560
Speaker 8: I caught to you about I don't know an hour ago.

1029
00:53:09,280 --> 00:53:11,640
Speaker 4: Please, yeah, can I go?

1030
00:53:12,239 --> 00:53:13,320
Speaker 8: I'm sorry you got something.

1031
00:53:14,120 --> 00:53:16,880
Speaker 2: No, no, no, don't be sorry. You want to tell

1032
00:53:16,920 --> 00:53:18,320
Speaker 2: me a story.

1033
00:53:18,760 --> 00:53:22,040
Speaker 8: Yeah, you've been giving me theraphy since I was eight. Man,

1034
00:53:22,080 --> 00:53:24,880
Speaker 8: I'm a forty five year old man, and you have

1035
00:53:25,000 --> 00:53:30,120
Speaker 8: taken me back to a time that brings me joy.

1036
00:53:31,239 --> 00:53:33,560
Speaker 8: It was scary when I was seven and my parents

1037
00:53:33,560 --> 00:53:38,200
Speaker 8: told me we're moving to Africa. We were leaving Nebraska.

1038
00:53:38,640 --> 00:53:42,520
Speaker 8: My dad wanted to be a missionary, and we got

1039
00:53:42,560 --> 00:53:47,480
Speaker 8: to Liberia five days before I turned eight. And the

1040
00:53:47,560 --> 00:53:52,080
Speaker 8: first night we were there, we went to our new

1041
00:53:52,120 --> 00:53:55,120
Speaker 8: home and up in the corner of the room was

1042
00:53:55,120 --> 00:54:00,480
Speaker 8: a gecko. And my mom got my sister and she

1043
00:54:00,680 --> 00:54:04,799
Speaker 8: was four, and said, hey, we got a pet. It's

1044
00:54:04,800 --> 00:54:08,239
Speaker 8: a get go. Look what should we name it? And

1045
00:54:08,280 --> 00:54:14,919
Speaker 8: we named it Peter, and we were like, all right, cool.

1046
00:54:15,280 --> 00:54:18,560
Speaker 8: We lived there for a couple of days and we

1047
00:54:18,640 --> 00:54:21,680
Speaker 8: moved to a new house and in the new house

1048
00:54:22,760 --> 00:54:26,000
Speaker 8: there was a gecko. Because this is tropical West Africa

1049
00:54:27,040 --> 00:54:29,040
Speaker 8: and there's a gecko in every room in every house.

1050
00:54:29,480 --> 00:54:32,839
Speaker 8: But I didn't know that because I was seven, and

1051
00:54:32,840 --> 00:54:37,800
Speaker 8: my mom says, look, there's a gecko. It's a repeat.

1052
00:54:44,719 --> 00:54:48,640
Speaker 8: And so being seven, growing up overseas in a strange

1053
00:54:48,680 --> 00:54:52,080
Speaker 8: foreign country, I got comfort every time I went somewhere

1054
00:54:52,080 --> 00:54:55,480
Speaker 8: and I saw get go. It's the weirdest thing. Man,

1055
00:54:55,680 --> 00:54:58,560
Speaker 8: I may be crazy, but I just caught you to night.

1056
00:55:00,000 --> 00:55:01,520
Speaker 8: Thought i'd listen in and try to give you a

1057
00:55:01,520 --> 00:55:05,200
Speaker 8: call and tell you my story. That's all I got

1058
00:55:05,200 --> 00:55:05,400
Speaker 8: for you.

1059
00:55:05,520 --> 00:55:10,080
Speaker 2: Man, tell me what is it about these geckos that

1060
00:55:10,200 --> 00:55:14,239
Speaker 2: give you comfort? They reminded you of oh that time?

1061
00:55:14,360 --> 00:55:18,880
Speaker 8: No, yeah, yeah, well we always called geckos repeats now

1062
00:55:19,000 --> 00:55:22,000
Speaker 8: my family, so we got little like stuff being back

1063
00:55:22,080 --> 00:55:24,960
Speaker 8: geckos and stuff that we've got from you know, mementos

1064
00:55:25,000 --> 00:55:27,480
Speaker 8: and things like that. But it was just being seven

1065
00:55:27,760 --> 00:55:30,600
Speaker 8: and having been uprooted growing up and you know, the

1066
00:55:30,600 --> 00:55:33,200
Speaker 8: middle of the country in the US, and then all

1067
00:55:33,280 --> 00:55:35,880
Speaker 8: of a sudden you're flying like three thousand miles across

1068
00:55:35,920 --> 00:55:39,400
Speaker 8: the world and you land in this country seven degrees

1069
00:55:39,480 --> 00:55:43,080
Speaker 8: north of the equator and it's ninety eight degrees all

1070
00:55:43,160 --> 00:55:45,839
Speaker 8: day every day, and you walk out and you've got

1071
00:55:45,880 --> 00:55:50,520
Speaker 8: no friends. Everybody everybody's African, you're white. You know, you're

1072
00:55:50,600 --> 00:55:54,880
Speaker 8: just this little kid and having some continuity in their life.

1073
00:55:55,080 --> 00:55:57,879
Speaker 8: You know, it wasn't a big deal. It's not really

1074
00:55:57,960 --> 00:55:59,719
Speaker 8: a big deal. It's just cool that you know you're

1075
00:56:00,080 --> 00:56:03,080
Speaker 8: up to get go and it took me back, but.

1076
00:56:05,360 --> 00:56:05,880
Speaker 17: I love that you.

1077
00:56:08,120 --> 00:56:10,840
Speaker 8: Yeah, that's right. My mom, you know, firston to hear me.

1078
00:56:11,320 --> 00:56:12,080
Speaker 8: She gave it to me.

1079
00:56:14,560 --> 00:56:16,040
Speaker 2: Do you do you think of that every time you

1080
00:56:16,040 --> 00:56:17,200
Speaker 2: see it? I mean, I don't know how often you

1081
00:56:17,239 --> 00:56:19,120
Speaker 2: see a geck go out in the wild before you

1082
00:56:19,120 --> 00:56:22,239
Speaker 2: know the stream, But do you think of that every

1083
00:56:22,239 --> 00:56:23,759
Speaker 2: time you see a gecko out in the wild?

1084
00:56:24,040 --> 00:56:24,160
Speaker 16: Oh?

1085
00:56:24,239 --> 00:56:27,520
Speaker 8: Yeah, yeah, yeah. It's totally a family joke, you know.

1086
00:56:27,560 --> 00:56:29,480
Speaker 8: So every time I see a geck go, I think back.

1087
00:56:31,360 --> 00:56:31,719
Speaker 3: How long?

1088
00:56:32,200 --> 00:56:33,480
Speaker 2: How long were you in Liberia for?

1089
00:56:35,040 --> 00:56:37,600
Speaker 8: I got there five days before I turned eight, and

1090
00:56:38,120 --> 00:56:41,319
Speaker 8: I was there and at Christmas in eighty nine when

1091
00:56:41,360 --> 00:56:45,640
Speaker 8: the Civil War broke out, you know, we had just left.

1092
00:56:45,960 --> 00:56:50,200
Speaker 8: We got the call five days at Christmas, basically when

1093
00:56:50,239 --> 00:56:53,160
Speaker 8: the rebels came in the country. We got the phone call.

1094
00:56:53,760 --> 00:56:58,960
Speaker 8: And I'm in ninth grade and my parents go, hey, John, safety,

1095
00:56:59,120 --> 00:57:02,719
Speaker 8: that's my sister. They said there's been a coup. The

1096
00:57:02,760 --> 00:57:05,000
Speaker 8: rebels have come in from member county and they're trying,

1097
00:57:05,719 --> 00:57:09,080
Speaker 8: you know, they're marching on the capitol. And as a

1098
00:57:09,160 --> 00:57:11,520
Speaker 8: kid growing up, you know, in school, we had a

1099
00:57:11,560 --> 00:57:14,160
Speaker 8: coup every year, like it was, you know, once or

1100
00:57:14,200 --> 00:57:16,320
Speaker 8: twice a year, somebody had cut over through the government.

1101
00:57:16,880 --> 00:57:18,320
Speaker 8: We'd wake up in the morning, they'd do it. No

1102
00:57:18,400 --> 00:57:20,360
Speaker 8: school today. We'd be like, oh, it's a snow day,

1103
00:57:20,480 --> 00:57:24,200
Speaker 8: you know, like, no school, We're going back tomorrow, right.

1104
00:57:24,360 --> 00:57:26,360
Speaker 8: But that civil war, man, that worker, I don't know

1105
00:57:26,360 --> 00:57:29,959
Speaker 8: if you know the history of Liberia at all, since

1106
00:57:30,000 --> 00:57:32,800
Speaker 8: eighty nine, From nineteen eighty nine till two thousand and five,

1107
00:57:32,880 --> 00:57:35,240
Speaker 8: that country was in civil war. So I lost all

1108
00:57:35,280 --> 00:57:37,920
Speaker 8: my friends that I grew up with over there. You know.

1109
00:57:37,960 --> 00:57:41,840
Speaker 8: I got a few American friends obviously, and international friends

1110
00:57:41,840 --> 00:57:44,760
Speaker 8: from there, but the village kid I grew up with

1111
00:57:44,880 --> 00:57:48,680
Speaker 8: were all and who knows what happened to them.

1112
00:57:48,920 --> 00:57:50,440
Speaker 2: Did you have friends that were killed?

1113
00:57:53,320 --> 00:57:56,080
Speaker 8: I'm sure there probably were, man, But I was living

1114
00:57:56,120 --> 00:57:59,880
Speaker 8: close enough to the capital city that pretty much everybody

1115
00:58:00,080 --> 00:58:02,880
Speaker 8: came from the interior of the country to the capital city.

1116
00:58:03,440 --> 00:58:07,640
Speaker 8: So the fighting arrived eventually, but by then it was

1117
00:58:07,920 --> 00:58:11,480
Speaker 8: pretty much a done deal. It wasn't. I don't think

1118
00:58:11,520 --> 00:58:13,960
Speaker 8: any of my friends ended up being child soldiers or

1119
00:58:14,000 --> 00:58:17,280
Speaker 8: actually being killed at all, but it is quite possible.

1120
00:58:17,280 --> 00:58:22,640
Speaker 2: Good, So you were there, So let's see. So let

1121
00:58:22,680 --> 00:58:23,840
Speaker 2: you left in ninth grade.

1122
00:58:25,480 --> 00:58:27,800
Speaker 8: Right, left in ninth grade. Fully expected to go back

1123
00:58:28,000 --> 00:58:29,960
Speaker 8: in the next three years of high school in Liberia

1124
00:58:30,040 --> 00:58:32,440
Speaker 8: before I'd graduated come back to the States. But because

1125
00:58:32,440 --> 00:58:34,640
Speaker 8: the war broke out, my parents got reassigned and I

1126
00:58:34,720 --> 00:58:36,520
Speaker 8: ended up in Nigeria instead.

1127
00:58:38,040 --> 00:58:40,120
Speaker 2: She stayed in Africa. He didn't go back to When

1128
00:58:40,120 --> 00:58:42,000
Speaker 2: When did you eventually go back to the US.

1129
00:58:43,480 --> 00:58:46,360
Speaker 8: I came back to the States for college, but from

1130
00:58:46,840 --> 00:58:48,640
Speaker 8: third grade all the way through the end of high school,

1131
00:58:48,680 --> 00:58:51,040
Speaker 8: man I was in I was in Libera in Nigeria,

1132
00:58:51,120 --> 00:58:53,280
Speaker 8: left Africa for all but sixteen months.

1133
00:58:53,600 --> 00:58:57,520
Speaker 2: Wow, what was it like coming back from What was

1134
00:58:57,560 --> 00:58:59,840
Speaker 2: it like going to the US from Africa? And like,

1135
00:59:00,040 --> 00:59:02,480
Speaker 2: you know, still you know, you're you're you know you're

1136
00:59:02,480 --> 00:59:05,080
Speaker 2: white and you have a you know, American accent, but

1137
00:59:05,240 --> 00:59:09,760
Speaker 2: you know, you're the culture is still you know, different.

1138
00:59:09,760 --> 00:59:12,960
Speaker 8: A lot of people have Yeah, a lot of people

1139
00:59:13,000 --> 00:59:14,520
Speaker 8: have a lot of trouble with that. There's a lot

1140
00:59:14,520 --> 00:59:17,720
Speaker 8: of missionary kids to have trouble with that. I didn't.

1141
00:59:17,760 --> 00:59:19,640
Speaker 8: I'm a bit of a chameleon. I kind of fit

1142
00:59:19,720 --> 00:59:20,240
Speaker 8: in everywhere.

1143
00:59:20,360 --> 00:59:25,400
Speaker 2: You know, Okay, you had less trouble you you say

1144
00:59:25,480 --> 00:59:27,880
Speaker 2: you so you would consider yourself adaptable in general.

1145
00:59:28,880 --> 00:59:31,760
Speaker 8: Yeah, yeah, absolutely inflexible, there's no question about that.

1146
00:59:32,680 --> 00:59:32,920
Speaker 9: M h.

1147
00:59:34,000 --> 00:59:36,320
Speaker 8: Yeah. I go anywhere. I got friends all over the world,

1148
00:59:36,920 --> 00:59:42,040
Speaker 8: all different nationalities, all different races, all different religious backgrounds.

1149
00:59:42,080 --> 00:59:43,840
Speaker 8: You know, my parents like, you know, I heard you

1150
00:59:43,880 --> 00:59:45,720
Speaker 8: talking about your bar Mitzvah and you hadn't talked to God.

1151
00:59:46,080 --> 00:59:48,240
Speaker 8: I pretty much don't go to church anymore either. Then

1152
00:59:48,280 --> 00:59:49,840
Speaker 8: I grew up in the on the mission field.

1153
00:59:50,440 --> 00:59:53,160
Speaker 2: Oh yeah, is that a conscious decision? Did you decide

1154
00:59:53,200 --> 00:59:54,680
Speaker 2: to leave the church for a particular reason?

1155
00:59:58,200 --> 01:00:00,560
Speaker 8: Not really a little bit of its blowback what happened

1156
01:00:00,560 --> 01:00:03,160
Speaker 8: with my dad though he had been working and born

1157
01:00:03,240 --> 01:00:08,280
Speaker 8: his you know, soul into theological education, that extension, which

1158
01:00:08,320 --> 01:00:11,600
Speaker 8: is a program of taking seminary classes to leaders of

1159
01:00:11,680 --> 01:00:15,800
Speaker 8: churches that couldn't come to seminary and they basically, well

1160
01:00:15,840 --> 01:00:18,600
Speaker 8: they asked that program, asked her about fifteen years of

1161
01:00:18,640 --> 01:00:23,160
Speaker 8: him doing it, and the way they handled it wasn't

1162
01:00:23,280 --> 01:00:27,000
Speaker 8: very impressive. He he and he left the mission field,

1163
01:00:27,040 --> 01:00:31,160
Speaker 8: came back to the States, and you know he pastors

1164
01:00:31,160 --> 01:00:33,600
Speaker 8: a small church now here in campus, thirty eight people.

1165
01:00:35,240 --> 01:00:36,880
Speaker 2: But how does he feel about the fact that you

1166
01:00:36,920 --> 01:00:38,280
Speaker 2: don't go to church anymore?

1167
01:00:40,640 --> 01:00:42,920
Speaker 8: Well, he's not happy about it, but you know, he's

1168
01:00:43,000 --> 01:00:44,920
Speaker 8: like for me to come with him. But you know,

1169
01:00:44,960 --> 01:00:46,720
Speaker 8: he's go to the church, but I don't. But they

1170
01:00:46,720 --> 01:00:48,440
Speaker 8: don't bug me about it.

1171
01:00:48,400 --> 01:00:51,800
Speaker 2: It's because they don't bug you about it. What do

1172
01:00:51,880 --> 01:00:52,640
Speaker 2: you what do you do now?

1173
01:00:54,000 --> 01:00:59,400
Speaker 8: Oh, I'm in corporate finance. I look at mergers and acquisitions.

1174
01:00:59,400 --> 01:01:02,520
Speaker 8: I'm trying toigure out how to finance power plant solar

1175
01:01:02,560 --> 01:01:07,000
Speaker 8: power plants in a regulated utility environment. It's pretty boring,

1176
01:01:07,960 --> 01:01:11,040
Speaker 8: very mass and finance based. But it is what I do.

1177
01:01:11,800 --> 01:01:19,360
Speaker 8: My talent and Joe Numbers always asked, do you.

1178
01:01:19,800 --> 01:01:21,360
Speaker 2: Does what you do? Do you feel? I mean you

1179
01:01:21,440 --> 01:01:24,640
Speaker 2: use you? You know where else have you spent extended

1180
01:01:24,680 --> 01:01:27,920
Speaker 2: amounts of time in besides Africa? You said you have

1181
01:01:27,920 --> 01:01:29,600
Speaker 2: friends all over the world. Or was it that you

1182
01:01:29,640 --> 01:01:31,920
Speaker 2: had like friends in Africa that then went all over

1183
01:01:31,960 --> 01:01:32,520
Speaker 2: the world.

1184
01:01:33,680 --> 01:01:38,000
Speaker 8: Well, yeah that they I met them all in Library

1185
01:01:38,000 --> 01:01:40,480
Speaker 8: and Nigeria. But when you get to school, every semester

1186
01:01:40,640 --> 01:01:42,800
Speaker 8: pretty much. Twenty five percent of the class is new.

1187
01:01:43,360 --> 01:01:45,760
Speaker 8: You know, people are going on furlough, they're coming back

1188
01:01:45,800 --> 01:01:48,040
Speaker 8: after a year being gone, that sort of thing. So

1189
01:01:48,120 --> 01:01:51,920
Speaker 8: you're always constantly making new friends and losing friends. I mean,

1190
01:01:51,920 --> 01:01:53,720
Speaker 8: the only constant in your life is the fact that

1191
01:01:54,160 --> 01:01:55,960
Speaker 8: your friends are going to change. People are going to

1192
01:01:56,000 --> 01:01:58,480
Speaker 8: come and go from your life. That's just it. That's

1193
01:01:58,480 --> 01:02:01,040
Speaker 8: just the way it is. I don't have the only

1194
01:02:01,920 --> 01:02:04,320
Speaker 8: you asked another caller, how many you know, close friends

1195
01:02:04,320 --> 01:02:07,400
Speaker 8: you had? I had one. He passed away in Hawaii,

1196
01:02:07,640 --> 01:02:10,400
Speaker 8: drunk one night and high and jumped off the edge

1197
01:02:10,440 --> 01:02:13,080
Speaker 8: of the east east side of the Big Islands and drowned.

1198
01:02:13,800 --> 01:02:15,960
Speaker 2: Sorry to hear that, Yeah, I.

1199
01:02:15,920 --> 01:02:21,880
Speaker 8: Appreciate it was, you know, eighteen years ago. But but yeah,

1200
01:02:22,120 --> 01:02:24,920
Speaker 8: people come and go. You know, you make fast friends.

1201
01:02:25,080 --> 01:02:27,240
Speaker 8: When you see him again ten years later, you pick

1202
01:02:27,320 --> 01:02:28,960
Speaker 8: up like it never happened, like you know, you know,

1203
01:02:29,000 --> 01:02:33,960
Speaker 8: you never missed him totally. Yeah.

1204
01:02:34,560 --> 01:02:35,040
Speaker 4: Mm hmmm.

1205
01:02:37,080 --> 01:02:37,920
Speaker 2: Do you are you married?

1206
01:02:40,200 --> 01:02:40,480
Speaker 9: Uh?

1207
01:02:40,720 --> 01:02:41,960
Speaker 8: Going through a divorce? Man?

1208
01:02:42,360 --> 01:02:43,840
Speaker 2: So sorry to hear that.

1209
01:02:44,680 --> 01:02:50,000
Speaker 8: Yeah, I appreciate it. Yes, I am there. I got

1210
01:02:50,000 --> 01:02:53,200
Speaker 8: two kids. They're wonderful. One's a senior in high school.

1211
01:02:55,360 --> 01:02:59,480
Speaker 2: Yeah, have they been. Uh uh Are they well traveled?

1212
01:02:59,480 --> 01:03:01,560
Speaker 2: Did you take them around different places? Did you have

1213
01:03:01,600 --> 01:03:04,000
Speaker 2: you taken your kids back to, like Africa to show

1214
01:03:04,000 --> 01:03:05,160
Speaker 2: them sort of where you grew up.

1215
01:03:07,280 --> 01:03:10,040
Speaker 8: I have not yet. The last time I was in

1216
01:03:10,400 --> 01:03:12,120
Speaker 8: Africa was in nineteen ninety seven.

1217
01:03:12,800 --> 01:03:16,480
Speaker 2: Wow, yeah, Well what were you doing back there?

1218
01:03:17,880 --> 01:03:20,520
Speaker 8: Well? I graduated from high college and my sister was

1219
01:03:20,560 --> 01:03:22,320
Speaker 8: graduated from high school, so I went back for her

1220
01:03:22,360 --> 01:03:26,720
Speaker 8: college high school graduation. Nice o, good, that's the last time.

1221
01:03:26,880 --> 01:03:29,120
Speaker 8: It was a lot different back then. Man. I was

1222
01:03:29,160 --> 01:03:33,000
Speaker 8: a little nine year old white kid running around Monrovia, Liberia,

1223
01:03:33,360 --> 01:03:38,480
Speaker 8: seven degrees north of the equator, where everybody is everybody's black,

1224
01:03:38,840 --> 01:03:40,920
Speaker 8: and they watched out for the little kids, you know,

1225
01:03:40,960 --> 01:03:43,480
Speaker 8: they watched out for the little white kid. They didn't,

1226
01:03:43,920 --> 01:03:47,320
Speaker 8: you know, have people trying to kidnap you and hold

1227
01:03:47,360 --> 01:03:49,920
Speaker 8: you for ransom. That's what's happening out there now. You know,

1228
01:03:49,960 --> 01:03:52,360
Speaker 8: it's a horrible place to be, But it wasn't like

1229
01:03:52,440 --> 01:04:03,000
Speaker 8: that when I was there in the eighties. When people

1230
01:04:03,040 --> 01:04:04,840
Speaker 8: say where are you from, John, I always go how

1231
01:04:04,880 --> 01:04:06,680
Speaker 8: far back do you want me to go? Because my

1232
01:04:06,720 --> 01:04:08,400
Speaker 8: dad was still in the Navy when I was born

1233
01:04:08,400 --> 01:04:14,400
Speaker 8: in Iceland, so it is a story journey.

1234
01:04:14,160 --> 01:04:14,560
Speaker 12: I've been on.

1235
01:04:15,520 --> 01:04:17,800
Speaker 2: Do you do you aspire in the future, I mean,

1236
01:04:17,880 --> 01:04:21,360
Speaker 2: you know, after sort of being planted in Kansas, do

1237
01:04:21,400 --> 01:04:27,640
Speaker 2: you aspire to travel again once you know they're killing us?

1238
01:04:28,040 --> 01:04:32,240
Speaker 8: Yeah? No, no kidding, man, Uh yes, I want to.

1239
01:04:32,320 --> 01:04:34,760
Speaker 8: I want to go all over the place again. I'm

1240
01:04:34,800 --> 01:04:36,440
Speaker 8: getting start crazy, there's no doubt.

1241
01:04:38,760 --> 01:04:42,200
Speaker 2: Well, thank you for thank you for sharing this, this,

1242
01:04:42,240 --> 01:04:43,960
Speaker 2: this story, This is incredibly interesting.

1243
01:04:46,040 --> 01:04:48,479
Speaker 8: Yeah, I appreciate it. Man, thanks for doing a shout.

1244
01:04:48,520 --> 01:04:49,200
Speaker 8: It's really cool.

1245
01:04:49,840 --> 01:04:51,320
Speaker 2: Oh of course you would you say your name was

1246
01:04:51,360 --> 01:04:56,000
Speaker 2: again John John John?

1247
01:04:56,080 --> 01:04:57,960
Speaker 8: Yeah, Ji Jim John.

1248
01:04:58,320 --> 01:05:00,560
Speaker 2: Well, dude, thank you, thank you again for and man,

1249
01:05:00,600 --> 01:05:03,640
Speaker 2: I appreciate you being you know, sharing what you shared

1250
01:05:03,680 --> 01:05:03,960
Speaker 2: with us.

1251
01:05:05,120 --> 01:05:07,120
Speaker 8: Yeah, man, my pleasure, enjoy it.

1252
01:05:07,760 --> 01:05:08,720
Speaker 2: Thank you, man. Have a good night.

1253
01:05:15,040 --> 01:05:17,560
Speaker 10: All from Olivia.

1254
01:05:19,520 --> 01:05:22,000
Speaker 17: Olivia.

1255
01:05:22,880 --> 01:05:28,640
Speaker 2: Hello, what's your confession? Olivia?

1256
01:05:29,640 --> 01:05:31,520
Speaker 18: I don't like my roommate too much?

1257
01:05:34,840 --> 01:05:35,880
Speaker 2: Why don't you like your roommate?

1258
01:05:38,680 --> 01:05:40,320
Speaker 18: I think it's just that we're living in such a

1259
01:05:40,360 --> 01:05:44,680
Speaker 18: small space and I'm not very social. It feels like,

1260
01:05:45,520 --> 01:05:49,439
Speaker 18: you know, I'm forced to have social interactions constantly when

1261
01:05:49,560 --> 01:05:50,880
Speaker 18: like I would rather not.

1262
01:05:55,880 --> 01:05:57,760
Speaker 2: Is it that you don't like your roommate, or you

1263
01:05:57,800 --> 01:05:59,120
Speaker 2: just don't like to socialize.

1264
01:06:00,360 --> 01:06:04,439
Speaker 18: Maybe I just don't like to socialize, but maybe part

1265
01:06:04,440 --> 01:06:08,040
Speaker 18: of it is because she does like to socialize, So

1266
01:06:08,080 --> 01:06:11,560
Speaker 18: that makes me not like her as much.

1267
01:06:14,960 --> 01:06:18,800
Speaker 2: Does she like? Do you think she gets upset with

1268
01:06:18,840 --> 01:06:23,320
Speaker 2: you for not wanting to talk to her?

1269
01:06:24,320 --> 01:06:27,720
Speaker 18: I don't know. I'm not you see, I'm not good

1270
01:06:27,720 --> 01:06:30,240
Speaker 18: at I'm not good at reading peaceful.

1271
01:06:31,040 --> 01:06:38,439
Speaker 2: You know, how did you two meet?

1272
01:06:40,680 --> 01:06:43,720
Speaker 18: We were paired as roommates as I'm in college, and

1273
01:06:43,720 --> 01:06:47,280
Speaker 18: we were paired as freshmen. We just like stuck together,

1274
01:06:47,480 --> 01:06:51,720
Speaker 18: so you know, it was etfort. It was like she's

1275
01:06:52,000 --> 01:06:54,160
Speaker 18: I mean, she is sort of one of my only friends,

1276
01:06:54,240 --> 01:06:59,040
Speaker 18: but at college. But it just gets tiring, you know,

1277
01:06:59,120 --> 01:07:02,400
Speaker 18: living with someone for so long, things little things start

1278
01:07:02,440 --> 01:07:03,000
Speaker 18: to build up.

1279
01:07:03,040 --> 01:07:09,920
Speaker 2: You know, Oh, tell me about these little things.

1280
01:07:12,680 --> 01:07:16,280
Speaker 18: This is gonna sound sort of petty or maybe self centered.

1281
01:07:16,280 --> 01:07:21,480
Speaker 18: But I started feeling like she's like copying me, Like

1282
01:07:23,080 --> 01:07:25,160
Speaker 18: she used to only listen to one kind of music,

1283
01:07:26,040 --> 01:07:28,480
Speaker 18: and then she started following on me on Spotify, and

1284
01:07:28,520 --> 01:07:33,840
Speaker 18: now all she listens to is like my music. Is

1285
01:07:33,840 --> 01:07:38,200
Speaker 18: that petty?

1286
01:07:38,400 --> 01:07:42,560
Speaker 2: Is it petty of her to only listen to her music?

1287
01:07:42,640 --> 01:07:42,880
Speaker 17: Or is.

1288
01:07:45,000 --> 01:07:45,880
Speaker 18: Of me to care.

1289
01:07:48,520 --> 01:07:49,480
Speaker 2: Why do you care?

1290
01:07:52,520 --> 01:07:56,160
Speaker 18: Maybe it's a bit of a maybe it's a bit

1291
01:07:56,200 --> 01:08:02,040
Speaker 18: of a you know, hipster superiority kind of thing that

1292
01:08:02,080 --> 01:08:06,520
Speaker 18: I need to work myself, work on myself to deal with.

1293
01:08:07,560 --> 01:08:10,520
Speaker 18: But I do, I feel like I have all these

1294
01:08:10,560 --> 01:08:13,480
Speaker 18: like eclectic music, and she used to listen to like

1295
01:08:13,640 --> 01:08:15,920
Speaker 18: classic rock basically exclusively.

1296
01:08:18,560 --> 01:08:21,800
Speaker 2: I don't know, do do you?

1297
01:08:23,080 --> 01:08:23,280
Speaker 17: Well?

1298
01:08:23,320 --> 01:08:29,280
Speaker 2: I'm curious why, you know, even if even if the idea,

1299
01:08:30,040 --> 01:08:32,000
Speaker 2: even if the truth is that she did get it

1300
01:08:32,040 --> 01:08:36,360
Speaker 2: from you, have you considered you know, viewing it, you know,

1301
01:08:37,280 --> 01:08:40,160
Speaker 2: sort of more flattery, right.

1302
01:08:40,840 --> 01:08:45,320
Speaker 18: Like, yeah, yeah, yeah, I have, I have. It's just,

1303
01:08:45,479 --> 01:08:47,280
Speaker 18: you know, I think it's just one of those things

1304
01:08:47,320 --> 01:08:50,559
Speaker 18: where when you live with someone, and especially now because

1305
01:08:50,560 --> 01:08:53,800
Speaker 18: we don't like, we don't go anywhere ever, and I just,

1306
01:08:53,960 --> 01:08:55,799
Speaker 18: you know, I hear in the shower and she's listening

1307
01:08:55,800 --> 01:08:58,080
Speaker 18: to like the same three songs over and over. And

1308
01:08:58,120 --> 01:09:02,920
Speaker 18: there's songs that I know that I like that I

1309
01:09:03,040 --> 01:09:05,960
Speaker 18: kind of don't like anymore because she listens to them

1310
01:09:06,000 --> 01:09:06,439
Speaker 18: so much.

1311
01:09:07,880 --> 01:09:12,600
Speaker 2: Why why does her listening to them? Is it is

1312
01:09:12,720 --> 01:09:16,880
Speaker 2: do you not like them? Because she started listening to them?

1313
01:09:18,720 --> 01:09:20,720
Speaker 18: No, I mean, it's just from hearing them so much.

1314
01:09:20,760 --> 01:09:22,440
Speaker 18: I guess.

1315
01:09:25,120 --> 01:09:32,479
Speaker 2: I've never really understood why like people's people view an

1316
01:09:32,640 --> 01:09:38,960
Speaker 2: art thing differently because of the other people that like

1317
01:09:39,320 --> 01:09:39,880
Speaker 2: that thing.

1318
01:09:42,800 --> 01:09:57,839
Speaker 18: Yeah, I see what you mean. Yeah, I guess I mean.

1319
01:09:59,800 --> 01:09:59,840
Speaker 6: It.

1320
01:10:00,360 --> 01:10:02,400
Speaker 18: I mean, but hearing the same thing over and over,

1321
01:10:02,479 --> 01:10:05,840
Speaker 18: you know that's gonna bother anyone. I think, like I'll

1322
01:10:05,920 --> 01:10:12,320
Speaker 18: ruin songs for myself from listening to them too many times.

1323
01:10:27,720 --> 01:10:32,000
Speaker 2: What is your behavior like to your roommate? Do you

1324
01:10:33,000 --> 01:10:37,800
Speaker 2: ignore her I'd christ to talk to you.

1325
01:10:37,840 --> 01:10:42,840
Speaker 18: No, I don't ignore her. I'll say something, but I'll

1326
01:10:42,880 --> 01:10:45,680
Speaker 18: try to say it in a way that indicates I

1327
01:10:45,720 --> 01:10:49,000
Speaker 18: don't really want to talk right now, and right now

1328
01:10:49,120 --> 01:10:52,519
Speaker 18: is most of the time like but that, I mean,

1329
01:10:52,560 --> 01:10:54,040
Speaker 18: that's kind of how I am with a lot of

1330
01:10:54,080 --> 01:10:58,559
Speaker 18: people actually, like, oh, what are you working on? And

1331
01:10:58,600 --> 01:11:02,040
Speaker 18: I'll just like say what it is and then you

1332
01:11:02,080 --> 01:11:02,880
Speaker 18: know nothing else.

1333
01:11:05,240 --> 01:11:07,439
Speaker 2: Do you have a lot of friends or do you

1334
01:11:07,479 --> 01:11:13,240
Speaker 2: have at least a small group of friends.

1335
01:11:13,840 --> 01:11:14,120
Speaker 16: Yeah.

1336
01:11:14,320 --> 01:11:17,680
Speaker 18: Most of them are from high school though, so I

1337
01:11:17,720 --> 01:11:22,320
Speaker 18: don't see them very much anymore. But at college, I've

1338
01:11:22,320 --> 01:11:25,720
Speaker 18: only made like two or three real friends.

1339
01:11:27,800 --> 01:11:28,479
Speaker 6: Two or three is.

1340
01:11:28,479 --> 01:11:31,840
Speaker 3: Pretty good, I think, So.

1341
01:11:34,800 --> 01:11:36,960
Speaker 2: I don't know, I've never thought friendships should be measured

1342
01:11:37,000 --> 01:11:44,800
Speaker 2: in uh quantity anyway, joined the rest of your college.

1343
01:11:44,479 --> 01:11:49,599
Speaker 18: Experience, well, it's been kind of ruined. I'm about to graduate,

1344
01:11:49,720 --> 01:11:53,519
Speaker 18: so like a big chunk of my time's been trashed.

1345
01:11:53,600 --> 01:12:01,200
Speaker 2: Basically, what's next for you? Olivia?

1346
01:12:01,360 --> 01:12:05,680
Speaker 18: Who knows? My parents I think want me to go

1347
01:12:05,720 --> 01:12:08,600
Speaker 18: to some kind of grad school, but too late to

1348
01:12:08,640 --> 01:12:10,200
Speaker 18: apply to that for next year, so I'll have to

1349
01:12:10,240 --> 01:12:13,720
Speaker 18: at least take one gap year, which I'm looking forward to.

1350
01:12:14,920 --> 01:12:16,240
Speaker 2: What are you going to do during the gap year?

1351
01:12:18,600 --> 01:12:23,160
Speaker 18: I don't know, apply to some kind of internship or something.

1352
01:12:24,439 --> 01:12:26,920
Speaker 18: I would like to travel somewhere.

1353
01:12:27,720 --> 01:12:28,200
Speaker 8: I don't know.

1354
01:12:31,720 --> 01:12:34,240
Speaker 18: I'm just sick of school, honestly, I just feel like

1355
01:12:34,280 --> 01:12:35,280
Speaker 18: I need a break from it.

1356
01:12:36,080 --> 01:12:39,880
Speaker 2: Oh yeah, school sucks. I'm very grateful that I never

1357
01:12:39,960 --> 01:12:41,320
Speaker 2: have to go to school ever again.

1358
01:12:43,840 --> 01:12:44,040
Speaker 4: Yeah.

1359
01:12:44,080 --> 01:12:46,080
Speaker 18: I mean I've always been good at it. I just

1360
01:12:46,360 --> 01:12:48,479
Speaker 18: I'm just so worn out from it.

1361
01:12:50,360 --> 01:12:50,880
Speaker 17: Well, I love it.

1362
01:12:51,880 --> 01:12:54,280
Speaker 2: I wish you the best of luck and whatever endeavor

1363
01:12:54,320 --> 01:12:55,439
Speaker 2: you decide to pursue next.

1364
01:12:56,840 --> 01:12:59,920
Speaker 18: Thank you so much, Get go. I love you, of course.

1365
01:13:00,040 --> 01:13:02,200
Speaker 2: I appreciate you, Olivia. I talk to you soon. Thank

1366
01:13:02,240 --> 01:13:02,959
Speaker 2: you for sharing.

1367
01:13:07,960 --> 01:13:10,080
Speaker 10: All From Megan.

1368
01:13:12,920 --> 01:13:17,479
Speaker 9: Megan gag hi hi.

1369
01:13:20,000 --> 01:13:25,559
Speaker 20: So I had to look up statue of limitations before

1370
01:13:25,680 --> 01:13:28,160
Speaker 20: I talked, before I told you about my confession.

1371
01:13:33,640 --> 01:13:35,559
Speaker 2: What are the statue of limitations?

1372
01:13:36,240 --> 01:13:39,840
Speaker 20: Well, statue limitations is how long I have before I

1373
01:13:39,880 --> 01:13:41,880
Speaker 20: could get in trouble for something, or before I can

1374
01:13:41,920 --> 01:13:43,360
Speaker 20: no longer get in trouble for something.

1375
01:13:44,439 --> 01:13:45,280
Speaker 2: How long has it been?

1376
01:13:46,160 --> 01:13:47,680
Speaker 20: It's been twenty years.

1377
01:13:49,600 --> 01:13:51,120
Speaker 2: What's been twenty years.

1378
01:13:51,640 --> 01:13:56,439
Speaker 20: Since I had committed identity fraud?

1379
01:13:59,479 --> 01:14:00,800
Speaker 2: Why did you can identity fraud?

1380
01:14:02,000 --> 01:14:04,800
Speaker 20: Well, it wasn't like I made this big plan to

1381
01:14:04,880 --> 01:14:07,640
Speaker 20: do it. I had some friends that did something stupid

1382
01:14:08,479 --> 01:14:12,960
Speaker 20: and they stole like some chick's wallet when they were

1383
01:14:12,960 --> 01:14:14,760
Speaker 20: helping her change her tire, and she was like, I'll

1384
01:14:14,800 --> 01:14:18,439
Speaker 20: dry kits the whole long story. Nonetheless, we went to

1385
01:14:18,479 --> 01:14:23,960
Speaker 20: the mall the next day and spent somebody's money and

1386
01:14:24,000 --> 01:14:26,000
Speaker 20: I still felt guilty for it because it wasn't really

1387
01:14:26,160 --> 01:14:30,160
Speaker 20: obviously mine. Excuse me, and all we got was like

1388
01:14:30,360 --> 01:14:32,160
Speaker 20: stupid shit, Like went to the gap?

1389
01:14:34,880 --> 01:14:35,840
Speaker 2: What did you get at the gap?

1390
01:14:36,960 --> 01:14:42,000
Speaker 20: I got a really cute, like white sun dress. It's

1391
01:14:42,040 --> 01:14:43,840
Speaker 20: weird that I can still remember that, probably because they

1392
01:14:43,840 --> 01:14:45,000
Speaker 20: still feel guilty.

1393
01:14:45,520 --> 01:14:48,320
Speaker 2: What's the most expensive thing you bought with this woman's

1394
01:14:48,360 --> 01:14:50,080
Speaker 2: credit card was a.

1395
01:14:50,040 --> 01:14:54,479
Speaker 20: Pair of Doc Martin boots that were like one hundred

1396
01:14:54,479 --> 01:14:55,000
Speaker 20: and twenty bucks.

1397
01:15:00,439 --> 01:15:02,400
Speaker 2: Yeah, what happened with all the rest of the stuff?

1398
01:15:02,400 --> 01:15:03,439
Speaker 2: Did you ever give it back?

1399
01:15:04,600 --> 01:15:04,800
Speaker 5: Well?

1400
01:15:04,840 --> 01:15:06,640
Speaker 20: No, I don't even know who the person was. It

1401
01:15:06,680 --> 01:15:09,400
Speaker 20: wasn't even in the town I lived in. My friend

1402
01:15:09,400 --> 01:15:12,400
Speaker 20: and I had like gone over and visited some dudes,

1403
01:15:12,920 --> 01:15:17,000
Speaker 20: and then they did that, and then we went to

1404
01:15:17,080 --> 01:15:19,840
Speaker 20: a mall on their way back to transporting us home,

1405
01:15:20,960 --> 01:15:22,720
Speaker 20: and so like I just had those boots for a

1406
01:15:22,760 --> 01:15:25,639
Speaker 20: while and that dressed for a while and felt guilty,

1407
01:15:26,960 --> 01:15:29,160
Speaker 20: and like the other people bought other stuff too, but

1408
01:15:29,200 --> 01:15:30,720
Speaker 20: it was all just frivil of shit that you buy

1409
01:15:30,720 --> 01:15:35,479
Speaker 20: when you're eighteen, stupid shit.

1410
01:15:36,360 --> 01:15:43,680
Speaker 2: What was the sort of spectrum of feeling bad about it?

1411
01:15:43,720 --> 01:15:48,960
Speaker 2: I assumed that in a group of friends spending another

1412
01:15:48,960 --> 01:15:54,759
Speaker 2: person's credit card, there's probably one friend who like feels

1413
01:15:54,720 --> 01:15:59,640
Speaker 2: extremely guilty about it, yeah, and another friend who is

1414
01:15:59,760 --> 01:16:02,599
Speaker 2: so excited that they get to spend someone else's money,

1415
01:16:02,880 --> 01:16:05,679
Speaker 2: and yeah, you know, sort of a spectra of people

1416
01:16:05,680 --> 01:16:07,599
Speaker 2: in between. Is that accurate at all?

1417
01:16:08,920 --> 01:16:11,720
Speaker 20: I would say probably. I think I was probably the

1418
01:16:11,720 --> 01:16:14,559
Speaker 20: one that was more worried about like spending this for

1419
01:16:14,680 --> 01:16:16,679
Speaker 20: you know, freaking out about, oh my gosh, what if

1420
01:16:17,479 --> 01:16:21,320
Speaker 20: you know, like kind of secretly hoping that this woman

1421
01:16:21,360 --> 01:16:24,439
Speaker 20: had already canceled them. They said she was shit, how

1422
01:16:24,560 --> 01:16:26,439
Speaker 20: drunk when they ended up taking her wallet. That's a

1423
01:16:27,479 --> 01:16:30,680
Speaker 20: other stupid story, but like I really felt bad about it,

1424
01:16:31,280 --> 01:16:32,800
Speaker 20: and so to think about it, I think it probably

1425
01:16:32,840 --> 01:16:35,960
Speaker 20: spent like three hundred bucks. And the dudes we were with,

1426
01:16:36,240 --> 01:16:38,320
Speaker 20: they were the ones that were like super excited about,

1427
01:16:38,320 --> 01:16:39,960
Speaker 20: you know, and it was back when they still had

1428
01:16:39,960 --> 01:16:40,880
Speaker 20: sam Goodies and shit.

1429
01:16:40,920 --> 01:16:42,520
Speaker 6: So they're buying like CDs.

1430
01:16:42,880 --> 01:16:45,040
Speaker 2: What did the guys. What was the most expensive things

1431
01:16:45,080 --> 01:16:45,679
Speaker 2: the guys bought?

1432
01:16:46,080 --> 01:16:49,639
Speaker 20: Oh god, I can't even remember, like electronic shit, I'm

1433
01:16:49,640 --> 01:16:53,040
Speaker 20: sure because we all just kind of split up with

1434
01:16:53,280 --> 01:16:54,640
Speaker 20: our cards.

1435
01:16:57,120 --> 01:16:58,360
Speaker 2: So how did this end? That you ever get the

1436
01:16:58,360 --> 01:16:58,880
Speaker 2: cards back?

1437
01:17:00,360 --> 01:17:04,120
Speaker 20: No, we actually like broke them into pieces, like little

1438
01:17:04,160 --> 01:17:05,960
Speaker 20: tiny pieces and then threw them out the window down

1439
01:17:05,960 --> 01:17:06,439
Speaker 20: the freeway.

1440
01:17:07,800 --> 01:17:08,000
Speaker 4: Yeah.

1441
01:17:09,120 --> 01:17:12,760
Speaker 20: Yeah, it was twenty years ago. I still felt really bad.

1442
01:17:14,280 --> 01:17:16,559
Speaker 2: Which freeway. Maybe someone will come along and blow them

1443
01:17:16,560 --> 01:17:17,280
Speaker 2: back together.

1444
01:17:18,479 --> 01:17:20,439
Speaker 20: Because the statue of delimitations is up.

1445
01:17:21,600 --> 01:17:24,400
Speaker 2: Yeah, I mean, she's probably canceled them by now.

1446
01:17:25,080 --> 01:17:26,120
Speaker 6: I'm gonna hope.

1447
01:17:26,479 --> 01:17:29,719
Speaker 20: I mean, like they found this woman in a ditch,

1448
01:17:30,800 --> 01:17:34,360
Speaker 20: like drunk as a skunk. Yeah, Like the dudes we

1449
01:17:34,360 --> 01:17:37,679
Speaker 20: were with, they were out cruising around.

1450
01:17:37,720 --> 01:17:38,000
Speaker 22: I don't know.

1451
01:17:38,000 --> 01:17:39,280
Speaker 20: I think they were probably like going to the gas

1452
01:17:39,320 --> 01:17:39,960
Speaker 20: station and get us.

1453
01:17:40,000 --> 01:17:41,280
Speaker 6: We're finding someone to buy his beer.

1454
01:17:41,320 --> 01:17:44,160
Speaker 20: We were all eighteen, and they rolled up on this

1455
01:17:44,320 --> 01:17:46,600
Speaker 20: chick kind in the ditch because of weather, and so

1456
01:17:46,680 --> 01:17:49,080
Speaker 20: they got out to help her, and she was just like,

1457
01:17:49,960 --> 01:17:51,639
Speaker 20: I mean, she was trying to hand them like money

1458
01:17:51,640 --> 01:17:53,559
Speaker 20: and stuff, and she's like, oh, I'm so sorry. Thanks

1459
01:17:53,520 --> 01:17:55,120
Speaker 20: you're not telling you know, like doing the thanks for

1460
01:17:55,200 --> 01:17:56,600
Speaker 20: not telling me what, Thanks for hoping me get my

1461
01:17:56,640 --> 01:18:00,519
Speaker 20: car out so she could drive home. And then I

1462
01:18:00,520 --> 01:18:03,519
Speaker 20: don't know what why they felt the need to just

1463
01:18:03,560 --> 01:18:07,240
Speaker 20: take her wallet or wallet or whatever it was, you know,

1464
01:18:07,320 --> 01:18:09,280
Speaker 20: like what in that moment, she was trying to be nice,

1465
01:18:09,960 --> 01:18:12,040
Speaker 20: she was thankful with they. You know, I don't know,

1466
01:18:12,080 --> 01:18:15,639
Speaker 20: I'm not a psychologists. I can't decide why they did that.

1467
01:18:15,680 --> 01:18:18,840
Speaker 2: But wow, so they just kind of stole this drunk

1468
01:18:18,880 --> 01:18:23,280
Speaker 2: woman's yeah, wallets and then let's drive home.

1469
01:18:24,160 --> 01:18:30,280
Speaker 20: Yeah right, Wow, maybe that's the real issue.

1470
01:18:31,000 --> 01:18:33,720
Speaker 2: Do you feel as though you've done enough in the

1471
01:18:33,760 --> 01:18:36,360
Speaker 2: past twenty years to repent for your involvement in this.

1472
01:18:37,280 --> 01:18:42,200
Speaker 20: Yes, I actually do, but it's weird to still feel guilty.

1473
01:18:42,240 --> 01:18:46,840
Speaker 20: I like work in social services, you know, I do

1474
01:18:47,000 --> 01:18:50,760
Speaker 20: all those kind of things, advocate, you know. I won't

1475
01:18:50,800 --> 01:18:53,519
Speaker 20: go into that and get political. But I feel like

1476
01:18:53,560 --> 01:18:56,000
Speaker 20: I've given back a lot in the work.

1477
01:18:55,760 --> 01:18:58,080
Speaker 6: That I do, so.

1478
01:18:59,479 --> 01:19:00,840
Speaker 20: But I still really guilty.

1479
01:19:00,840 --> 01:19:01,800
Speaker 6: It's kind of weird.

1480
01:19:03,000 --> 01:19:04,800
Speaker 20: Like I saw my husband, I was, I wonder if.

1481
01:19:04,680 --> 01:19:05,519
Speaker 23: I should confess to that.

1482
01:19:05,920 --> 01:19:06,720
Speaker 6: I appreciate that.

1483
01:19:06,720 --> 01:19:06,960
Speaker 9: Thanks.

1484
01:19:07,000 --> 01:19:07,280
Speaker 7: Gay.

1485
01:19:08,280 --> 01:19:10,679
Speaker 20: Really enjoyed your stream last night for Valentine's Day. Thanks

1486
01:19:10,720 --> 01:19:11,920
Speaker 20: for sharing that with us.

1487
01:19:12,520 --> 01:19:14,680
Speaker 2: Of course, Megan, thank you so much for going in

1488
01:19:14,720 --> 01:19:15,200
Speaker 2: to confess.

1489
01:19:16,120 --> 01:19:21,520
Speaker 20: Thank you. You have a good night, you too.

1490
01:19:22,640 --> 01:19:26,600
Speaker 4: All from Phil, Phil.

1491
01:19:29,160 --> 01:19:29,959
Speaker 6: All from.

1492
01:19:31,439 --> 01:19:32,960
Speaker 4: Behind?

1493
01:19:34,640 --> 01:19:38,400
Speaker 8: Oh wow, I got through it. Did you.

1494
01:19:41,200 --> 01:19:42,040
Speaker 6: Have your neck goloring?

1495
01:19:50,360 --> 01:19:52,040
Speaker 2: It's going all right? I was your night going?

1496
01:19:52,120 --> 01:19:52,320
Speaker 9: Phil?

1497
01:19:54,720 --> 01:19:56,040
Speaker 6: Okay, I'm eating dinner.

1498
01:20:01,479 --> 01:20:02,320
Speaker 2: What's for dinner? Phil?

1499
01:20:04,560 --> 01:20:05,040
Speaker 9: Oh?

1500
01:20:05,479 --> 01:20:07,600
Speaker 6: Enchilada, rice empan.

1501
01:20:10,320 --> 01:20:12,440
Speaker 2: Did you make it or did you buy it?

1502
01:20:14,000 --> 01:20:14,559
Speaker 8: I bought it?

1503
01:20:15,720 --> 01:20:18,280
Speaker 2: You bored you? Where'd you buy it from?

1504
01:20:18,720 --> 01:20:20,240
Speaker 6: I'm Mexican restaurant down the street.

1505
01:20:21,600 --> 01:20:24,000
Speaker 2: That's pretty good man. For a second, I thought you

1506
01:20:24,000 --> 01:20:26,480
Speaker 2: were like the kind of dude that like makes enchiladas

1507
01:20:26,479 --> 01:20:29,080
Speaker 2: for himself and I was about to be really impressed.

1508
01:20:30,240 --> 01:20:31,320
Speaker 8: Oh no, I don't know how to go.

1509
01:20:32,479 --> 01:20:34,200
Speaker 2: I don't know how to cook either. It's hard. It's

1510
01:20:34,240 --> 01:20:35,000
Speaker 2: too hard.

1511
01:20:35,840 --> 01:20:38,240
Speaker 6: It's too hard, too much, it chires too much energy.

1512
01:20:39,960 --> 01:20:40,960
Speaker 2: Do you have a lot of energy?

1513
01:20:44,320 --> 01:20:55,679
Speaker 6: It depends on the dad right now, Yeah, I guess.

1514
01:20:55,479 --> 01:21:00,320
Speaker 16: So, h.

1515
01:21:04,160 --> 01:21:04,599
Speaker 10: M hmm.

1516
01:21:08,520 --> 01:21:09,400
Speaker 2: What's your confession?

1517
01:21:10,040 --> 01:21:16,240
Speaker 6: So I was thinking about it while I was following you,

1518
01:21:16,560 --> 01:21:21,559
Speaker 6: and I used to be a bully in middle school.

1519
01:21:21,600 --> 01:21:32,040
Speaker 17: Actually used to be a bully.

1520
01:21:33,720 --> 01:21:40,560
Speaker 6: Yeah, I think about it sometimes. Or did you just random?

1521
01:21:40,600 --> 01:21:43,360
Speaker 6: I was part of a group of friends that I'm

1522
01:21:43,439 --> 01:21:46,960
Speaker 6: going to behave the best and they would occasionally make

1523
01:21:47,040 --> 01:21:51,880
Speaker 6: fun of someone in our own group of friends. Now

1524
01:21:51,920 --> 01:21:53,640
Speaker 6: that I set that out loud, actually they were not

1525
01:21:54,000 --> 01:21:56,080
Speaker 6: friends because they were kind of passboards.

1526
01:21:56,560 --> 01:22:00,320
Speaker 10: M m m hm hm.

1527
01:22:01,800 --> 01:22:03,200
Speaker 2: At the end of this, so you're going to reveal

1528
01:22:03,280 --> 01:22:04,839
Speaker 2: that you were the one that got bullied.

1529
01:22:06,240 --> 01:22:10,639
Speaker 6: No, I actually bullied someone with the other people.

1530
01:22:14,479 --> 01:22:22,360
Speaker 2: What were your transgressions? Shout guys, sorry, what were your transgressions?

1531
01:22:25,360 --> 01:22:28,120
Speaker 2: Well not what were your transgressions?

1532
01:22:30,320 --> 01:22:31,400
Speaker 6: What's transgression?

1533
01:22:32,840 --> 01:22:34,400
Speaker 2: What were your transgressions?

1534
01:22:35,720 --> 01:22:36,040
Speaker 9: Oh?

1535
01:22:36,320 --> 01:22:36,799
Speaker 5: Sorry.

1536
01:22:38,680 --> 01:22:43,400
Speaker 6: They would just make fun of people, and in order

1537
01:22:43,439 --> 01:22:49,599
Speaker 6: to shuit in, I would as well.

1538
01:22:51,600 --> 01:22:53,040
Speaker 2: Tell me about this guy that you made fun of.

1539
01:22:55,160 --> 01:22:55,760
Speaker 7: Uh So.

1540
01:22:58,120 --> 01:23:00,840
Speaker 6: I don't want to say his name. Let's call him

1541
01:23:00,920 --> 01:23:01,479
Speaker 6: John Doe.

1542
01:23:03,320 --> 01:23:05,040
Speaker 2: He said, what is called what? John Delle?

1543
01:23:06,360 --> 01:23:07,360
Speaker 6: Yeah?

1544
01:23:07,720 --> 01:23:09,800
Speaker 2: You say John Doe?

1545
01:23:10,080 --> 01:23:10,240
Speaker 26: Yeah?

1546
01:23:10,280 --> 01:23:11,200
Speaker 6: I don't want to say his name.

1547
01:23:12,280 --> 01:23:16,040
Speaker 17: Oh okay.

1548
01:23:16,080 --> 01:23:19,640
Speaker 6: But one thing that always stands out to me is

1549
01:23:19,680 --> 01:23:24,800
Speaker 6: that one time he shaved his head and came back

1550
01:23:24,840 --> 01:23:28,320
Speaker 6: to school and we were sitting at lunch table and

1551
01:23:29,560 --> 01:23:34,000
Speaker 6: we all started making fun of him, say he had cancers.

1552
01:23:34,520 --> 01:23:37,880
Speaker 6: I was pretty fucked up to say, but again, just

1553
01:23:37,920 --> 01:23:39,680
Speaker 6: trying to fit in, I went along with it.

1554
01:23:49,280 --> 01:23:50,519
Speaker 2: When's the last time you saw John?

1555
01:23:53,520 --> 01:23:53,680
Speaker 10: Oh?

1556
01:23:54,560 --> 01:23:55,360
Speaker 6: Twenty ten?

1557
01:23:57,280 --> 01:23:57,880
Speaker 2: Twenty ten?

1558
01:23:59,360 --> 01:24:04,599
Speaker 6: Because I was tenth grade and I moved away.

1559
01:24:05,400 --> 01:24:06,720
Speaker 2: Do you know where John is now? Do you know

1560
01:24:06,760 --> 01:24:07,240
Speaker 2: what he's doing?

1561
01:24:09,439 --> 01:24:13,000
Speaker 6: I randomly look him up on Facebook and Instagram. He

1562
01:24:13,080 --> 01:24:14,920
Speaker 6: doesn't post much, but who's under?

1563
01:24:16,320 --> 01:24:18,000
Speaker 2: How's he doing? From what you can tell?

1564
01:24:20,080 --> 01:24:22,920
Speaker 6: From what I can tell, he's doing all right. It's

1565
01:24:22,920 --> 01:24:25,080
Speaker 6: hard to tell them because I'm not his bridal Facebook

1566
01:24:25,400 --> 01:24:29,400
Speaker 6: or Instagram. I just view whatever is public.

1567
01:24:34,800 --> 01:24:38,240
Speaker 2: What about the other people, These these people that you

1568
01:24:38,280 --> 01:24:40,439
Speaker 2: were friends with that you were that you were making

1569
01:24:40,439 --> 01:24:42,479
Speaker 2: fun of this kid with. And how many other guys

1570
01:24:42,479 --> 01:24:43,280
Speaker 2: were there in this group?

1571
01:24:44,920 --> 01:24:53,280
Speaker 6: Mm? Two in total, including me and John Doe the

1572
01:24:53,360 --> 01:24:54,960
Speaker 6: sixth six?

1573
01:24:56,160 --> 01:24:58,000
Speaker 2: Uh. Do you keep me contact with any of these guys?

1574
01:24:59,600 --> 01:25:08,439
Speaker 6: I don't because my parents knew how how mischievous. I

1575
01:25:08,479 --> 01:25:12,160
Speaker 6: can't say how bad did he and they actually didn't

1576
01:25:12,240 --> 01:25:15,040
Speaker 6: like me hanging out with them, so as soon as

1577
01:25:15,080 --> 01:25:18,320
Speaker 6: we moved away, it was hard to go back to

1578
01:25:18,360 --> 01:25:20,320
Speaker 6: that town to visit and hang out with them and

1579
01:25:20,400 --> 01:25:20,800
Speaker 6: went on.

1580
01:25:24,000 --> 01:25:26,960
Speaker 2: Have you coped in contact with any of them online?

1581
01:25:29,800 --> 01:25:35,320
Speaker 6: No? Sometimes I feel them, like like my Instagram stories

1582
01:25:35,439 --> 01:25:40,719
Speaker 6: or Instagram posts, But other than that, I don't really

1583
01:25:40,720 --> 01:25:45,200
Speaker 6: talk to them.

1584
01:25:45,520 --> 01:25:48,840
Speaker 2: I'll ask you what I asked. I forget her name.

1585
01:25:48,960 --> 01:25:56,680
Speaker 2: But do you feel like you've personally done enough? You know,

1586
01:25:56,720 --> 01:25:57,839
Speaker 2: by your own definition?

1587
01:25:58,800 --> 01:25:58,960
Speaker 4: Two?

1588
01:26:00,320 --> 01:26:04,160
Speaker 2: Repent for this in the time.

1589
01:26:04,040 --> 01:26:09,720
Speaker 6: Since it happened, No, I don't think so. I never

1590
01:26:09,760 --> 01:26:14,479
Speaker 6: talked to them ever again. And it's really weird. It's

1591
01:26:14,600 --> 01:26:20,519
Speaker 6: just I randomly start thinking about him, and I feel

1592
01:26:20,520 --> 01:26:23,240
Speaker 6: like shit when I do, because I knew it was

1593
01:26:23,320 --> 01:26:28,360
Speaker 6: wrong to do, but I still did it.

1594
01:26:28,400 --> 01:26:33,280
Speaker 2: Is repenting for this appealing or interesting or a goal

1595
01:26:33,320 --> 01:26:36,519
Speaker 2: of yours in any way, shape or form.

1596
01:26:36,840 --> 01:26:38,880
Speaker 6: I would love to, but I've never had the nerve

1597
01:26:39,120 --> 01:26:39,360
Speaker 6: to do.

1598
01:26:39,520 --> 01:26:45,960
Speaker 2: So what about in ways that don't involve direct contact

1599
01:26:46,000 --> 01:26:46,559
Speaker 2: with the person?

1600
01:26:50,920 --> 01:26:54,719
Speaker 6: I wouldn't even know what. I wouldn't fell like asking

1601
01:26:54,760 --> 01:26:56,880
Speaker 6: someone else to say that I'm sorry.

1602
01:26:58,240 --> 01:27:03,120
Speaker 2: No, just like h I don't know giving someone else

1603
01:27:03,160 --> 01:27:03,599
Speaker 2: at the dollar.

1604
01:27:08,360 --> 01:27:12,760
Speaker 6: You know what's funny, I'm actually actually working in the

1605
01:27:12,800 --> 01:27:18,040
Speaker 6: medical field and I work with cancer vision now, and

1606
01:27:18,120 --> 01:27:20,720
Speaker 6: I don't know if, like sub consciously I made that

1607
01:27:20,800 --> 01:27:22,559
Speaker 6: decision or or what.

1608
01:27:27,280 --> 01:27:31,400
Speaker 2: There it is. You think that that could be a

1609
01:27:31,400 --> 01:27:32,240
Speaker 2: form of repentance.

1610
01:27:35,520 --> 01:27:41,760
Speaker 6: Mm hmm, No, goodness, I'm pretty sure we I where

1611
01:27:41,800 --> 01:27:48,920
Speaker 6: we sucked up that this middle school, and usually middle

1612
01:27:48,920 --> 01:27:53,519
Speaker 6: school is when you're growing, developing to what you will

1613
01:27:53,560 --> 01:28:00,519
Speaker 6: be as an adults, and knowing that we made this

1614
01:28:00,680 --> 01:28:05,080
Speaker 6: kid's life really difficult. Uh, Billy bothered.

1615
01:28:17,280 --> 01:28:18,120
Speaker 2: What your name was?

1616
01:28:19,600 --> 01:28:19,840
Speaker 9: Phil?

1617
01:28:23,680 --> 01:28:24,719
Speaker 2: Thank you for sharing, Phil.

1618
01:28:26,800 --> 01:28:27,240
Speaker 6: Thank you.

1619
01:28:30,840 --> 01:28:31,439
Speaker 14: Have a good night.

1620
01:28:32,840 --> 01:28:34,559
Speaker 6: Do you too have a good night? Love you.

1621
01:28:35,920 --> 01:28:36,519
Speaker 2: Appreciate you.

1622
01:28:38,240 --> 01:28:40,360
Speaker 6: I appreciate you too. Take care.

1623
01:28:43,439 --> 01:28:48,679
Speaker 4: H All from Camden, Camden.

1624
01:28:50,960 --> 01:28:52,840
Speaker 9: Hi, how are you doing, mister Dicco.

1625
01:28:53,640 --> 01:28:56,240
Speaker 2: I'm all right, Camden.

1626
01:28:57,360 --> 01:29:00,559
Speaker 9: Just came across your show here on the red lines,

1627
01:29:01,280 --> 01:29:04,160
Speaker 9: are are paying the see what it's sold out?

1628
01:29:05,479 --> 01:29:07,760
Speaker 2: I'm trying to figure that out myself. Cam, What were

1629
01:29:07,760 --> 01:29:09,120
Speaker 2: you doing before you called in?

1630
01:29:10,000 --> 01:29:13,760
Speaker 9: I just cut off of work, you know, kissing asks

1631
01:29:13,760 --> 01:29:17,160
Speaker 9: for money? Just call customer service? Okay?

1632
01:29:18,080 --> 01:29:21,040
Speaker 2: Do you welcome? Where do you work customer service at?

1633
01:29:21,479 --> 01:29:24,600
Speaker 9: I work for a company called Publics?

1634
01:29:24,720 --> 01:29:26,800
Speaker 8: And what when?

1635
01:29:27,240 --> 01:29:31,360
Speaker 9: Just in case anyone from management is watching, I love

1636
01:29:31,400 --> 01:29:33,679
Speaker 9: the company and I have no complaint whatsoever.

1637
01:29:34,400 --> 01:29:37,599
Speaker 2: No, no, look, Cam's not even your real name. I'm

1638
01:29:37,600 --> 01:29:39,400
Speaker 2: not even really you're having it. You're in a dream

1639
01:29:39,520 --> 01:29:41,320
Speaker 2: right now. Man, you can say whatever you want. I

1640
01:29:41,320 --> 01:29:45,639
Speaker 2: want to know the truth about Publics. Tell me, please, Well, our.

1641
01:29:45,520 --> 01:29:47,160
Speaker 9: Companies actually some hot water right now.

1642
01:29:47,200 --> 01:29:47,559
Speaker 5: I don't know.

1643
01:29:47,560 --> 01:29:50,320
Speaker 9: I don't know if the controversy something you want me

1644
01:29:50,360 --> 01:29:51,800
Speaker 9: talking about on your show right now?

1645
01:29:51,840 --> 01:29:55,680
Speaker 2: But oh you know, please, well what's what's the controversy?

1646
01:29:55,760 --> 01:29:57,639
Speaker 2: Is it political? Is it social?

1647
01:29:57,760 --> 01:29:58,280
Speaker 3: Is it.

1648
01:29:59,800 --> 01:30:00,479
Speaker 4: Me hit men?

1649
01:30:01,360 --> 01:30:08,720
Speaker 9: Uh? Well, He'll be honest with you. We are the

1650
01:30:08,760 --> 01:30:11,639
Speaker 9: person who funds our or how does our cherry organization?

1651
01:30:11,760 --> 01:30:14,960
Speaker 9: Or did I think she's just had done if this happened,

1652
01:30:14,960 --> 01:30:18,479
Speaker 9: but she donated three hundred thousand dollars to rally at

1653
01:30:18,479 --> 01:30:24,320
Speaker 9: Capitol Hill and in uh, we're in pretty hot water

1654
01:30:24,360 --> 01:30:27,920
Speaker 9: about it because then publics went on Twitter and said like, oh,

1655
01:30:27,960 --> 01:30:30,960
Speaker 9: she doesn't represent you know what we think. But you know,

1656
01:30:31,760 --> 01:30:33,519
Speaker 9: one of our biggest things is giving back to the community.

1657
01:30:33,560 --> 01:30:37,519
Speaker 9: And so now that where I'm at is like, how

1658
01:30:37,560 --> 01:30:39,559
Speaker 9: does that not represent us? If that's our whole thing

1659
01:30:39,640 --> 01:30:41,960
Speaker 9: is giving back and helping other people, Like, how does

1660
01:30:41,960 --> 01:30:43,080
Speaker 9: that not represent us?

1661
01:30:43,640 --> 01:30:46,439
Speaker 2: So are now you as an individual that works for

1662
01:30:46,520 --> 01:30:49,479
Speaker 2: this company, you know, because it's one I feel like

1663
01:30:49,520 --> 01:30:51,720
Speaker 2: this this is it's one thing. I mean, everyone's you know,

1664
01:30:52,320 --> 01:30:53,840
Speaker 2: has the thing where like, Okay, I'm not going to

1665
01:30:53,880 --> 01:30:57,920
Speaker 2: support this company as a consumer anymore, you know, because

1666
01:30:58,040 --> 01:31:01,120
Speaker 2: I don't agree with, you know, any things that they've done.

1667
01:31:01,320 --> 01:31:03,519
Speaker 2: But for you, when it's your livelihood, you know, does

1668
01:31:03,560 --> 01:31:06,519
Speaker 2: that add an extra layer of conflict when you're trying to,

1669
01:31:07,680 --> 01:31:10,400
Speaker 2: you know, stand up for what you believe the fact

1670
01:31:10,439 --> 01:31:11,960
Speaker 2: that it's it's your livelihood.

1671
01:31:12,760 --> 01:31:14,719
Speaker 9: At this point, I don't care if I get fired

1672
01:31:14,760 --> 01:31:16,960
Speaker 9: because I know a lot of different business owners on

1673
01:31:17,040 --> 01:31:18,760
Speaker 9: the area where to the point where I'm just like,

1674
01:31:19,439 --> 01:31:21,559
Speaker 9: if I get fired, I have other people lying like

1675
01:31:21,760 --> 01:31:23,920
Speaker 9: that would that that are ready to hire me and

1676
01:31:23,960 --> 01:31:26,720
Speaker 9: get me into their businesses. I'm not too scared of it,

1677
01:31:27,320 --> 01:31:31,120
Speaker 9: you know, you know, not to mention that they also

1678
01:31:31,200 --> 01:31:32,960
Speaker 9: try to use them all my coworkers as like a

1679
01:31:33,000 --> 01:31:35,519
Speaker 9: poster child. He's a grown man with caine, he has

1680
01:31:35,520 --> 01:31:38,439
Speaker 9: circle quality, and they tried to use some as like

1681
01:31:37,479 --> 01:31:40,280
Speaker 9: a like a example of how good they are to

1682
01:31:40,280 --> 01:31:42,800
Speaker 9: people with special needs, when he is even really like

1683
01:31:42,920 --> 01:31:44,880
Speaker 9: disabled or anything like that. I mean, he can make

1684
01:31:44,920 --> 01:31:47,679
Speaker 9: his own decisions and like he'd had to advocate for

1685
01:31:47,800 --> 01:31:53,080
Speaker 9: his own needs too, And so it's just it's it's

1686
01:31:53,200 --> 01:31:54,120
Speaker 9: kind of it's it's sick.

1687
01:31:54,240 --> 01:31:57,080
Speaker 2: It is are you are you considering quitting?

1688
01:31:59,080 --> 01:32:04,120
Speaker 9: Honestly? If I if I get a jellaware notes for

1689
01:32:04,200 --> 01:32:05,479
Speaker 9: me before I get fired?

1690
01:32:05,880 --> 01:32:11,840
Speaker 2: Yeah, so you're you're you're talking you you think you're

1691
01:32:11,840 --> 01:32:12,519
Speaker 2: gonna get fired?

1692
01:32:12,560 --> 01:32:12,960
Speaker 17: Don't you.

1693
01:32:14,439 --> 01:32:14,679
Speaker 5: Rely?

1694
01:32:14,840 --> 01:32:16,400
Speaker 9: This ready thing? When from amazingcyes this.

1695
01:32:18,000 --> 01:32:20,680
Speaker 2: Do I mean before okay before but no, no, before this,

1696
01:32:20,880 --> 01:32:23,280
Speaker 2: did you think were you on track to get fired

1697
01:32:23,320 --> 01:32:25,640
Speaker 2: for some reason? Before you called in? Before this? I

1698
01:32:25,640 --> 01:32:27,400
Speaker 2: mean this is not No one cares about this.

1699
01:32:27,880 --> 01:32:30,280
Speaker 9: I don't kiss. I don't kiss the management as so

1700
01:32:31,160 --> 01:32:33,040
Speaker 9: probably they don't really like it. When you're not like

1701
01:32:33,520 --> 01:32:39,320
Speaker 9: the perfect like individual, just the you know, fake happiness

1702
01:32:39,320 --> 01:32:42,720
Speaker 9: and all that, it's just fucking it's it's you know

1703
01:32:42,720 --> 01:32:46,080
Speaker 9: what I mean. It's uh yeah, when you're not like

1704
01:32:46,240 --> 01:32:48,200
Speaker 9: fake happy and everything like that, they don't like it

1705
01:32:48,280 --> 01:32:49,720
Speaker 9: and they don't like you don't get moved up.

1706
01:32:50,600 --> 01:32:55,479
Speaker 2: What's your like ultimate you could go anywhere place to

1707
01:32:55,560 --> 01:32:58,200
Speaker 2: go after publics to work.

1708
01:32:59,240 --> 01:33:03,360
Speaker 9: I well, I'm in college right now for geology and

1709
01:33:03,360 --> 01:33:05,120
Speaker 9: I'm hoping to get a really good career in that

1710
01:33:05,120 --> 01:33:08,720
Speaker 9: in the future, okay for my gelgy pressure as it is,

1711
01:33:08,760 --> 01:33:11,160
Speaker 9: and you know, it's it's a fantastic opportunity, you know,

1712
01:33:11,320 --> 01:33:14,160
Speaker 9: to you know, get experienced from him then just kind

1713
01:33:14,160 --> 01:33:16,920
Speaker 9: of learn things. And I'm taking as they go. I

1714
01:33:16,960 --> 01:33:19,120
Speaker 9: want taking slow with college because I don't want to.

1715
01:33:20,600 --> 01:33:22,120
Speaker 9: I don't know, I don't want to suck it up.

1716
01:33:25,439 --> 01:33:29,080
Speaker 9: It's yeah, I have I have a big opportunity right

1717
01:33:29,120 --> 01:33:31,640
Speaker 9: now with like the money that has been saved up,

1718
01:33:31,640 --> 01:33:35,160
Speaker 9: and so I don't want to waste that and like

1719
01:33:35,439 --> 01:33:37,320
Speaker 9: move terribly fast.

1720
01:33:37,400 --> 01:33:37,559
Speaker 22: You know.

1721
01:33:37,880 --> 01:33:39,280
Speaker 9: I don't know if I'm making sense at all, but

1722
01:33:39,920 --> 01:33:42,519
Speaker 9: mm hmm, yeah, that's kind of where I'm at with that.

1723
01:33:44,000 --> 01:33:46,519
Speaker 2: I love it. Man, would you say your fake name was?

1724
01:33:48,040 --> 01:33:51,720
Speaker 9: Uh, fake name Schmitty. We'll go to Schmitty. How about that?

1725
01:33:51,880 --> 01:33:55,400
Speaker 2: Schmitt? I love yeah, well schmitty man. Look, thank you

1726
01:33:55,439 --> 01:33:57,000
Speaker 2: for calling, and man, you have a good rest of

1727
01:33:57,040 --> 01:34:00,240
Speaker 2: the night. And power to you. You know, do what

1728
01:34:00,280 --> 01:34:03,680
Speaker 2: you gotta do for public's go move on, go go

1729
01:34:03,720 --> 01:34:06,160
Speaker 2: get into rocks. I love it, dude.

1730
01:34:07,320 --> 01:34:09,880
Speaker 9: Yeah, And as a slave moderator whoever just said that,

1731
01:34:10,040 --> 01:34:15,519
Speaker 9: I love you too, Thank you. I love you as well. Hey,

1732
01:34:15,520 --> 01:34:16,280
Speaker 9: you all have a good one.

1733
01:34:19,920 --> 01:34:21,760
Speaker 2: That guy was nice. He was a nice guy.

1734
01:34:22,600 --> 01:34:23,360
Speaker 10: All from.

1735
01:34:24,640 --> 01:34:32,200
Speaker 2: Bronx Bronson Bronson? There?

1736
01:34:32,560 --> 01:34:32,840
Speaker 22: How are you?

1737
01:34:32,920 --> 01:34:33,280
Speaker 2: Bronson?

1738
01:34:34,560 --> 01:34:34,760
Speaker 5: Dode?

1739
01:34:34,760 --> 01:34:35,360
Speaker 8: All right? How are you?

1740
01:34:36,960 --> 01:34:40,800
Speaker 2: Bronson? What do you think of the kindness economy? I?

1741
01:34:40,920 --> 01:34:47,400
Speaker 23: Uh, I'm kind of on your side, because it seems

1742
01:34:47,439 --> 01:34:50,760
Speaker 23: like after a time, it does just turn back into a.

1743
01:34:50,800 --> 01:34:55,160
Speaker 2: Regular economy, right, turns back into regular economy immediately.

1744
01:34:57,000 --> 01:34:58,280
Speaker 17: Sorry what I said?

1745
01:34:58,280 --> 01:35:02,280
Speaker 2: It turns back into a regular economy immediate, Yeah, yeah, exactly.

1746
01:35:04,960 --> 01:35:10,040
Speaker 2: And also I believe Look, do I think it's good

1747
01:35:10,040 --> 01:35:12,880
Speaker 2: to be an asshole? I don't know, but I believe

1748
01:35:12,880 --> 01:35:15,720
Speaker 2: in the freedom to be one. What if I want

1749
01:35:15,760 --> 01:35:17,439
Speaker 2: to just go around being a jerk to everyone?

1750
01:35:20,000 --> 01:35:25,200
Speaker 23: I mean, you're prerogative, but like I think I think

1751
01:35:25,200 --> 01:35:29,880
Speaker 23: there's a balance, you know, Like I wouldn't want to

1752
01:35:29,880 --> 01:35:36,320
Speaker 23: be a jerk to everybody, but I think it's inevitable

1753
01:35:36,360 --> 01:35:38,120
Speaker 23: sometimes to be a jerk.

1754
01:35:38,000 --> 01:35:38,719
Speaker 5: To some people.

1755
01:35:40,280 --> 01:35:41,759
Speaker 2: Do you believe that you're a good person?

1756
01:35:44,960 --> 01:35:45,880
Speaker 23: A big question, man.

1757
01:35:48,120 --> 01:35:48,719
Speaker 5: I think.

1758
01:35:51,160 --> 01:35:56,519
Speaker 23: Generally speaking, I'm a pretty decent guy. I wouldn't say

1759
01:35:56,520 --> 01:36:02,920
Speaker 23: I'm perfect, but I'm all right guy.

1760
01:36:04,680 --> 01:36:08,280
Speaker 2: Mm hmm. What do you think money is.

1761
01:36:12,040 --> 01:36:19,040
Speaker 23: The kind of like a philosopher's stone in a way

1762
01:36:19,880 --> 01:36:24,080
Speaker 23: from where like, yeah, well I'm not sure what the

1763
01:36:24,080 --> 01:36:27,479
Speaker 23: Harry Potter one did, but like the thing that turns

1764
01:36:28,360 --> 01:36:32,200
Speaker 23: lead into gold, like it turns one thing into another thing,

1765
01:36:33,000 --> 01:36:38,160
Speaker 23: you know what I mean. Like it's uh, I think, like, man,

1766
01:36:38,200 --> 01:36:40,679
Speaker 23: I used to say I love money, but I don't

1767
01:36:40,680 --> 01:36:44,040
Speaker 23: think that's true. I think I love what money can do,

1768
01:36:44,800 --> 01:36:48,559
Speaker 23: which is I think in a lot of ways, it

1769
01:36:49,400 --> 01:36:56,120
Speaker 23: can give you freedom where you're not you know, grinding

1770
01:36:57,000 --> 01:37:01,400
Speaker 23: to pay rent or you know, buy buy food or whatever.

1771
01:37:02,600 --> 01:37:06,360
Speaker 23: But like it's a it's a bit of like a

1772
01:37:06,400 --> 01:37:08,800
Speaker 23: double edged sword. After a while, like I think it

1773
01:37:08,840 --> 01:37:14,240
Speaker 23: can get to the point where, like is the fanatical

1774
01:37:14,400 --> 01:37:19,559
Speaker 23: pursuit of freedom that freeing.

1775
01:37:24,360 --> 01:37:25,559
Speaker 2: What what do you do for a living?

1776
01:37:27,080 --> 01:37:29,400
Speaker 23: I I am in sales.

1777
01:37:31,080 --> 01:37:33,360
Speaker 2: M hmm, what do you see?

1778
01:37:35,280 --> 01:37:38,720
Speaker 23: I sell GPS for.

1779
01:37:39,000 --> 01:37:40,960
Speaker 2: H you sell GPS?

1780
01:37:41,760 --> 01:37:44,719
Speaker 23: Yeah? I actually might be quitting soon.

1781
01:37:45,200 --> 01:37:46,760
Speaker 8: I'm so excited.

1782
01:37:46,960 --> 01:37:47,160
Speaker 17: Yeah.

1783
01:37:47,240 --> 01:37:50,240
Speaker 2: Did you hate selling GPS? I?

1784
01:37:50,439 --> 01:37:54,439
Speaker 23: No, it's I it was. The job itself was pretty fine.

1785
01:37:55,439 --> 01:38:01,240
Speaker 23: I was pretty good at it. But uh, I worked

1786
01:38:01,240 --> 01:38:04,479
Speaker 23: for some people I'm not super fond of. I thought

1787
01:38:04,520 --> 01:38:10,679
Speaker 23: they did unethical things in the name of money.

1788
01:38:12,760 --> 01:38:13,280
Speaker 2: What did they do?

1789
01:38:15,960 --> 01:38:16,280
Speaker 12: Well?

1790
01:38:17,479 --> 01:38:20,479
Speaker 23: Not to get too much into the weeds here, but

1791
01:38:22,760 --> 01:38:32,799
Speaker 23: basically my entire department except for me, was given a

1792
01:38:32,840 --> 01:38:36,479
Speaker 23: impossible quota to hit and told if they didn't hit

1793
01:38:36,520 --> 01:38:40,559
Speaker 23: that quota they would be fired. And then a week

1794
01:38:40,640 --> 01:38:44,800
Speaker 23: before the dude ate, they just fired them anyway, which

1795
01:38:44,840 --> 01:38:48,040
Speaker 23: is like, you know, you gotta do what you gotta

1796
01:38:48,080 --> 01:38:53,559
Speaker 23: do dollars and cents, but con to like not even

1797
01:38:53,560 --> 01:38:57,880
Speaker 23: give someone the chance to hit the mark I thought

1798
01:38:58,040 --> 01:39:01,200
Speaker 23: was not ethical.

1799
01:39:02,080 --> 01:39:05,040
Speaker 2: So they in advance. They knew in advance that they

1800
01:39:05,040 --> 01:39:07,000
Speaker 2: were going to have to fire these people anyway, so

1801
01:39:07,040 --> 01:39:09,479
Speaker 2: their plan was always to fire them a week before

1802
01:39:09,520 --> 01:39:11,320
Speaker 2: the quota deadline.

1803
01:39:11,760 --> 01:39:14,760
Speaker 23: I think so, Yeah, I definitely think that was the case.

1804
01:39:15,520 --> 01:39:20,720
Speaker 23: And I don't know if you're a Christmas character, but

1805
01:39:22,479 --> 01:39:25,280
Speaker 23: I thought there was this whole quota came out like

1806
01:39:25,320 --> 01:39:27,559
Speaker 23: a week before Christmas, which I think is a rough

1807
01:39:27,600 --> 01:39:31,120
Speaker 23: time to tell someone that your job is on the

1808
01:39:31,160 --> 01:39:37,120
Speaker 23: line for sure. So yeah, I don't know, man. They

1809
01:39:39,160 --> 01:39:41,800
Speaker 23: Actually I was calling you a Monday, trying to get

1810
01:39:41,840 --> 01:39:44,000
Speaker 23: in to talk about this because I'm very conflicted about

1811
01:39:44,000 --> 01:39:44,759
Speaker 23: this whole situation.

1812
01:39:45,280 --> 01:39:49,400
Speaker 2: Oh please, Yes, what's the source of Well, I guess,

1813
01:39:49,479 --> 01:39:52,280
Speaker 2: I mean was the what's the conflict about whether or

1814
01:39:52,280 --> 01:39:53,040
Speaker 2: not to stay there?

1815
01:39:55,360 --> 01:40:02,719
Speaker 23: Yeah, because I was They've offered me a promotion, and yeah,

1816
01:40:02,760 --> 01:40:05,719
Speaker 23: and I think I stand to make a good amount

1817
01:40:05,760 --> 01:40:12,360
Speaker 23: of money and like, I've never made good money in

1818
01:40:12,400 --> 01:40:17,120
Speaker 23: my life and now I'm being offered like more money

1819
01:40:17,160 --> 01:40:21,479
Speaker 23: than I thought a person with my skill set could make.

1820
01:40:22,920 --> 01:40:25,639
Speaker 23: But also at the same time, I've come to realize

1821
01:40:25,720 --> 01:40:31,479
Speaker 23: this is like a morally ambiguous place to be. And

1822
01:40:32,160 --> 01:40:34,800
Speaker 23: as a person who's always said he's not motivated by

1823
01:40:34,880 --> 01:40:37,240
Speaker 23: money very much, it feels in a way like the

1824
01:40:37,360 --> 01:40:39,800
Speaker 23: universe saying are you sure about that?

1825
01:40:40,880 --> 01:40:41,080
Speaker 8: Right?

1826
01:40:41,360 --> 01:40:47,719
Speaker 2: Like, so, I mean we sort of started this story

1827
01:40:47,760 --> 01:40:49,839
Speaker 2: with the end of it you ended up quitting, right.

1828
01:40:50,920 --> 01:40:52,160
Speaker 23: I haven't quit yet.

1829
01:40:52,400 --> 01:40:55,240
Speaker 2: I okay, So is it still in the air or

1830
01:40:55,439 --> 01:40:56,120
Speaker 2: you've decided.

1831
01:40:58,120 --> 01:41:01,800
Speaker 23: I'm waiting to hear back about another job, and if

1832
01:41:01,840 --> 01:41:04,240
Speaker 23: I get that, probate quitting.

1833
01:41:04,400 --> 01:41:07,320
Speaker 2: But is the other job for significantly less money?

1834
01:41:08,200 --> 01:41:09,840
Speaker 8: Oh you better believe it, buddy.

1835
01:41:12,360 --> 01:41:14,439
Speaker 2: Now is making good You said that you've never been

1836
01:41:14,479 --> 01:41:16,800
Speaker 2: driven by money, so making good money has never been

1837
01:41:16,840 --> 01:41:19,240
Speaker 2: a thing that's been that important to you anyway from

1838
01:41:19,280 --> 01:41:19,959
Speaker 2: what I understand.

1839
01:41:22,040 --> 01:41:25,160
Speaker 23: Yeah, like making I'd like to make decent money, but

1840
01:41:25,240 --> 01:41:27,320
Speaker 23: I don't need to. I don't need a house with

1841
01:41:27,400 --> 01:41:29,040
Speaker 23: a wall. You know what I'm saying.

1842
01:41:29,320 --> 01:41:30,280
Speaker 2: The house with a wall.

1843
01:41:31,400 --> 01:41:34,280
Speaker 23: Yeah, like a big, big you know, l a house

1844
01:41:34,320 --> 01:41:36,320
Speaker 23: with a wall around it and the gate wall.

1845
01:41:36,360 --> 01:41:40,040
Speaker 2: Houses have walls. Oh you made a wall like out

1846
01:41:40,040 --> 01:41:40,639
Speaker 2: in front of the.

1847
01:41:40,600 --> 01:41:42,200
Speaker 8: House around the house?

1848
01:41:42,280 --> 01:41:42,439
Speaker 11: Yeah?

1849
01:41:42,479 --> 01:41:44,320
Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, okay, I thought you were talking about walls

1850
01:41:44,320 --> 01:41:45,680
Speaker 2: in the house because you need that.

1851
01:41:46,960 --> 01:41:48,760
Speaker 8: No, yeah, it's prereconsent.

1852
01:41:48,800 --> 01:41:49,920
Speaker 23: I need like at least four of those.

1853
01:41:50,520 --> 01:41:53,720
Speaker 2: So you're not driven by money. So if you're not

1854
01:41:53,800 --> 01:41:56,240
Speaker 2: driven by money, what, let me ask you? What do

1855
01:41:56,280 --> 01:41:58,640
Speaker 2: what does drive you? What do you what do you

1856
01:41:59,080 --> 01:42:01,400
Speaker 2: value in its place?

1857
01:42:04,160 --> 01:42:04,960
Speaker 23: It's a good question.

1858
01:42:06,040 --> 01:42:06,760
Speaker 3: I think.

1859
01:42:11,479 --> 01:42:15,840
Speaker 23: I think you know this, that kind of economy guy

1860
01:42:15,920 --> 01:42:19,000
Speaker 23: is gonna love this. I think I generally want to

1861
01:42:19,080 --> 01:42:24,760
Speaker 23: help people or do something that like I'll put it

1862
01:42:24,760 --> 01:42:27,559
Speaker 23: to you this way, when I when I make a

1863
01:42:27,600 --> 01:42:30,080
Speaker 23: sales call to someone, I call them and I say, hey,

1864
01:42:30,120 --> 01:42:33,639
Speaker 23: I'm a GPS man. Do you need GPS? And most

1865
01:42:33,680 --> 01:42:35,960
Speaker 23: of the time they're like, no, never call me again.

1866
01:42:36,360 --> 01:42:40,360
Speaker 23: But sometimes they say, man, I'm so glad you called,

1867
01:42:40,560 --> 01:42:43,559
Speaker 23: like I'm looking for this, and that that is worth

1868
01:42:43,600 --> 01:42:47,679
Speaker 23: more than anything like that call pays more than any

1869
01:42:47,720 --> 01:42:48,639
Speaker 23: other call I could make.

1870
01:42:48,920 --> 01:42:53,400
Speaker 2: For sure, for sure, that is a good feeling when

1871
01:42:53,800 --> 01:42:56,280
Speaker 2: when someone needs something and you're able to give it

1872
01:42:56,320 --> 01:42:58,679
Speaker 2: to them.

1873
01:42:58,800 --> 01:43:04,600
Speaker 23: Yeah, yeah, exactly, man. Like you know, if I have

1874
01:43:04,800 --> 01:43:10,640
Speaker 23: the bread that someone wants, I'm happy to. Like, I know,

1875
01:43:10,760 --> 01:43:14,040
Speaker 23: the guy who supplies the bread for me to distribute

1876
01:43:14,040 --> 01:43:17,280
Speaker 23: to people will not accept kindness for it, but I'm

1877
01:43:17,320 --> 01:43:22,320
Speaker 23: happy to, you know, take the money, pass it into

1878
01:43:22,320 --> 01:43:24,880
Speaker 23: the next hand, and give the guy the bread. And

1879
01:43:24,960 --> 01:43:27,679
Speaker 23: I think at the end of the day, like everybody wins.

1880
01:43:28,000 --> 01:43:30,160
Speaker 23: The people who made the bread are happy to have

1881
01:43:30,200 --> 01:43:33,240
Speaker 23: the money. The guy who bought the bread is happy

1882
01:43:33,240 --> 01:43:36,960
Speaker 23: to trade money for bread or GPS whatever it is.

1883
01:43:41,720 --> 01:43:46,240
Speaker 2: Do you feel like this role the one that you're pursuing.

1884
01:43:47,200 --> 01:43:50,559
Speaker 2: Which of the options when you were sort of weighing

1885
01:43:50,720 --> 01:43:53,720
Speaker 2: whether to go to the new place or to get

1886
01:43:53,760 --> 01:43:57,200
Speaker 2: promoted at the old place, which option do you feel

1887
01:43:57,240 --> 01:43:59,920
Speaker 2: like afforded you the better opportunity to help people?

1888
01:44:03,160 --> 01:44:13,160
Speaker 23: Hmmm, I would say probably roughly the same.

1889
01:44:14,080 --> 01:44:15,240
Speaker 2: I think roughly the same.

1890
01:44:16,640 --> 01:44:19,160
Speaker 8: Yeah, the new role in.

1891
01:44:19,320 --> 01:44:26,160
Speaker 23: General, I think on a more granular level, I'm my

1892
01:44:26,320 --> 01:44:29,800
Speaker 23: role would be exclusively helping people, but in a very

1893
01:44:29,840 --> 01:44:34,400
Speaker 23: small way, whereas the other role is I have less

1894
01:44:34,479 --> 01:44:40,439
Speaker 23: opportunity to genuinely help someone, but it's a much larger

1895
01:44:43,160 --> 01:44:48,920
Speaker 23: amount of help I provide them.

1896
01:44:48,960 --> 01:44:55,280
Speaker 2: So one role, you provide lots of people with a

1897
01:44:55,360 --> 01:44:59,400
Speaker 2: smaller amount of help. On the other role, you provide

1898
01:44:59,439 --> 01:45:01,800
Speaker 2: less people with a greater amount of help.

1899
01:45:03,439 --> 01:45:04,160
Speaker 8: Yeah, exactly.

1900
01:45:05,800 --> 01:45:08,519
Speaker 2: So if you view these two positions as equal in

1901
01:45:08,600 --> 01:45:11,240
Speaker 2: terms of your ability, in terms of how they serve

1902
01:45:12,400 --> 01:45:18,240
Speaker 2: you know what your true goal is? Then why does

1903
01:45:18,280 --> 01:45:20,640
Speaker 2: it Why is it such a big conflict for you

1904
01:45:20,720 --> 01:45:21,599
Speaker 2: which one to choose?

1905
01:45:23,280 --> 01:45:31,840
Speaker 23: Because the current role is I'm I'm sort of implicitly

1906
01:45:33,760 --> 01:45:38,439
Speaker 23: siding with people who did people I care about dirty,

1907
01:45:38,960 --> 01:45:44,080
Speaker 23: you know what I mean? Like, so I feel like,

1908
01:45:44,600 --> 01:45:44,880
Speaker 23: you know.

1909
01:45:46,080 --> 01:45:46,720
Speaker 8: If I were to.

1910
01:45:51,000 --> 01:45:52,840
Speaker 23: Come up with an example here, but like you know,

1911
01:45:52,880 --> 01:45:57,200
Speaker 23: let's say your favorite your favorite athlete or a musician

1912
01:45:57,720 --> 01:46:04,240
Speaker 23: turns out he like, yeah, sold a bunch of math

1913
01:46:04,360 --> 01:46:07,439
Speaker 23: to orphans. You feel pretty bad about like buying his

1914
01:46:07,560 --> 01:46:09,720
Speaker 23: CDs after that, Right, you'd be like, I don't know.

1915
01:46:09,680 --> 01:46:13,040
Speaker 8: About that, Like, uh, it'll feel a little weird.

1916
01:46:13,640 --> 01:46:15,040
Speaker 23: I think it's the same way like.

1917
01:46:14,960 --> 01:46:17,320
Speaker 2: I'm Justin Bieber actually did that? You can look that up.

1918
01:46:18,760 --> 01:46:23,200
Speaker 23: Yeah, I believe you to orphans.

1919
01:46:23,880 --> 01:46:31,479
Speaker 2: Okay, Justin. You can google Justin Bieber orphan myths. It'll

1920
01:46:31,520 --> 01:46:32,040
Speaker 2: come up.

1921
01:46:33,760 --> 01:46:35,639
Speaker 5: Like first result or do I have to look?

1922
01:46:40,200 --> 01:46:43,920
Speaker 2: I think what's important is that whatever you do choose,

1923
01:46:44,000 --> 01:46:47,200
Speaker 2: what are you? Are you confident in the decision you've chosen?

1924
01:46:47,479 --> 01:46:51,000
Speaker 2: Are you like gung ho down that pass? Because that's

1925
01:46:51,000 --> 01:46:52,240
Speaker 2: the that's the that's the thing.

1926
01:46:52,400 --> 01:46:52,600
Speaker 8: You know.

1927
01:46:52,640 --> 01:46:56,519
Speaker 2: What I heard of someone say once about decision making

1928
01:46:57,120 --> 01:47:00,719
Speaker 2: is that whether or not your decision is right decision,

1929
01:47:01,120 --> 01:47:03,360
Speaker 2: you you actually have more control over that than you

1930
01:47:03,400 --> 01:47:06,439
Speaker 2: think right, because whatever you choose, there is no right decision.

1931
01:47:06,520 --> 01:47:09,439
Speaker 2: You choose something and then you make that the right decision,

1932
01:47:10,520 --> 01:47:11,599
Speaker 2: If that makes any sense.

1933
01:47:12,920 --> 01:47:16,240
Speaker 23: Yeah, definitely, I saw something kind of similar about that

1934
01:47:16,280 --> 01:47:18,840
Speaker 23: where someone was talking about you're looking at a fruit

1935
01:47:18,880 --> 01:47:20,960
Speaker 23: tree with a bunch of nice pieces of fruit on it,

1936
01:47:21,160 --> 01:47:23,800
Speaker 23: and they got there deciding which piece of fruit to

1937
01:47:24,000 --> 01:47:26,519
Speaker 23: take and over for time, oil the fruit out to

1938
01:47:26,560 --> 01:47:30,599
Speaker 23: the ground. And you know, God, exactly exactly, man, So

1939
01:47:30,800 --> 01:47:34,719
Speaker 23: I think you're absolutely right. It is more about making

1940
01:47:34,720 --> 01:47:36,439
Speaker 23: a choice in committing What.

1941
01:47:36,479 --> 01:47:37,400
Speaker 2: Did you say. Your name was.

1942
01:47:39,120 --> 01:47:39,640
Speaker 8: Bronson?

1943
01:47:40,400 --> 01:47:43,240
Speaker 2: Bronson? Well, Bronson? Man, you know, good good, good luck

1944
01:47:43,240 --> 01:47:46,479
Speaker 2: to you in the future. And I appreciate you sharing

1945
01:47:46,520 --> 01:47:47,320
Speaker 2: with us.

1946
01:47:48,240 --> 01:47:51,160
Speaker 23: Yeah, thank you taking my call. Man, I appreciate it.

1947
01:47:51,520 --> 01:47:52,920
Speaker 2: Of course. Man. I'll talk to you soon. You have

1948
01:47:52,960 --> 01:47:55,000
Speaker 2: a good night, you too, buddy.

1949
01:47:55,080 --> 01:47:55,599
Speaker 8: Take care.

1950
01:47:59,400 --> 01:48:08,679
Speaker 10: All from beaiter yeah, beatter, Yeah, moderator, batter.

1951
01:48:08,520 --> 01:48:10,439
Speaker 2: You got batter. You gotta turn your you gotta turn

1952
01:48:10,439 --> 01:48:16,080
Speaker 2: your stream off. You gotta turn the stream off better. Oh,

1953
01:48:16,479 --> 01:48:21,280
Speaker 2: because I can hear it in the background. Beata Are

1954
01:48:21,280 --> 01:48:21,719
Speaker 2: you there?

1955
01:48:22,520 --> 01:48:23,160
Speaker 14: I'm there?

1956
01:48:24,960 --> 01:48:26,479
Speaker 2: Uh? Who are you bad?

1957
01:48:28,560 --> 01:48:32,519
Speaker 26: I'm I'm just a door dasher, delivering people's food to

1958
01:48:32,600 --> 01:48:36,439
Speaker 26: them every day.

1959
01:48:37,600 --> 01:48:39,880
Speaker 2: Are you on the job right now?

1960
01:48:40,960 --> 01:48:44,679
Speaker 26: I am not, but I did work about thirty minutes ago.

1961
01:48:45,800 --> 01:48:46,360
Speaker 2: In the snow.

1962
01:48:47,920 --> 01:48:51,519
Speaker 14: No, I'm not on the East Coast.

1963
01:48:53,960 --> 01:48:54,800
Speaker 2: Do you like door Dash?

1964
01:48:56,240 --> 01:49:00,720
Speaker 14: I mean, it's all right, it's notch that you get

1965
01:49:00,720 --> 01:49:03,240
Speaker 14: to do what you want, work when you want.

1966
01:49:03,520 --> 01:49:06,600
Speaker 26: You know, have a boss or your own boss.

1967
01:49:08,040 --> 01:49:13,960
Speaker 2: You know, you'd be good in like a commercial for

1968
01:49:14,040 --> 01:49:17,040
Speaker 2: working for them, and you can just say exactly what

1969
01:49:17,080 --> 01:49:19,880
Speaker 2: you said just now, exactly how you said it, and

1970
01:49:19,920 --> 01:49:21,640
Speaker 2: I would actually be pretty sold.

1971
01:49:23,240 --> 01:49:25,160
Speaker 12: Oh yeah, yeah.

1972
01:49:25,240 --> 01:49:27,559
Speaker 14: Do you think corporate cares? Do you think they care

1973
01:49:27,600 --> 01:49:29,120
Speaker 14: about their door dash drivers?

1974
01:49:29,640 --> 01:49:33,280
Speaker 2: Probably not, no, But I think that the like if

1975
01:49:33,320 --> 01:49:37,160
Speaker 2: I saw a commercial h for like, sign up to

1976
01:49:37,479 --> 01:49:42,040
Speaker 2: run door dash and you said exactly like, yeah, it's

1977
01:49:42,160 --> 01:49:43,760
Speaker 2: kind of cool. You get to make it like that,

1978
01:49:43,800 --> 01:49:47,960
Speaker 2: I'd be like, I believe that that is what that

1979
01:49:48,040 --> 01:49:51,360
Speaker 2: experience is like, as opposed to if you know it

1980
01:49:51,400 --> 01:49:54,000
Speaker 2: was it was it was ultra upbeat or anything like that.

1981
01:49:56,120 --> 01:49:57,759
Speaker 14: Yeah, and that's just the truth.

1982
01:49:58,720 --> 01:49:59,040
Speaker 5: It is.

1983
01:49:59,800 --> 01:50:00,599
Speaker 2: Well, what's your talent?

1984
01:50:03,120 --> 01:50:06,640
Speaker 14: I breed fish.

1985
01:50:06,760 --> 01:50:07,639
Speaker 2: How'd you get into that?

1986
01:50:09,160 --> 01:50:09,479
Speaker 23: Well?

1987
01:50:09,560 --> 01:50:13,040
Speaker 26: I started with a thirty five gallon tank and I

1988
01:50:13,120 --> 01:50:16,120
Speaker 26: had fish in it, and then they had babies and

1989
01:50:16,160 --> 01:50:18,120
Speaker 26: I was like, well, in no way. And then I

1990
01:50:18,120 --> 01:50:21,200
Speaker 26: got a bigger tank, and then I got more fish,

1991
01:50:21,600 --> 01:50:24,360
Speaker 26: specifically guppies, and.

1992
01:50:24,520 --> 01:50:29,920
Speaker 2: Plecos plucos Yep, what is a pleco?

1993
01:50:31,280 --> 01:50:35,280
Speaker 14: A pleco? It's like it's like the bottom feeder.

1994
01:50:35,320 --> 01:50:38,760
Speaker 26: It sucks everything it gets big. They can be striped,

1995
01:50:39,520 --> 01:50:41,680
Speaker 26: just the bottom feeder of the tank, and they're kind

1996
01:50:41,680 --> 01:50:42,400
Speaker 26: of dope looking.

1997
01:50:44,479 --> 01:50:46,120
Speaker 2: What do you do with the fish after you breathe them?

1998
01:50:46,160 --> 01:50:46,840
Speaker 2: Do you sell them?

1999
01:50:48,240 --> 01:50:48,639
Speaker 7: Nah?

2000
01:50:48,920 --> 01:50:51,320
Speaker 26: I just either feed them to the catfish I have

2001
01:50:52,000 --> 01:50:55,000
Speaker 26: the babies, or I leave them the tank from the girl.

2002
01:50:56,520 --> 01:50:58,519
Speaker 2: So you have a separate How many different tanks do

2003
01:50:58,560 --> 01:50:59,880
Speaker 2: you have?

2004
01:51:00,080 --> 01:51:00,360
Speaker 12: Three?

2005
01:51:01,000 --> 01:51:02,920
Speaker 2: So you got a predator tank and a prey tank.

2006
01:51:05,360 --> 01:51:08,000
Speaker 14: Yeah, pretty much. I don't think of it like that, but.

2007
01:51:08,120 --> 01:51:11,800
Speaker 2: Yeah, that's interesting. You don't really have to so you

2008
01:51:11,920 --> 01:51:15,680
Speaker 2: have fuck, dude, that's like this This is like a

2009
01:51:15,720 --> 01:51:18,640
Speaker 2: fish pyramid scheme of some kind because you don't have

2010
01:51:18,680 --> 01:51:24,439
Speaker 2: to buy fish food because you have other fish that

2011
01:51:24,560 --> 01:51:25,760
Speaker 2: are food.

2012
01:51:26,479 --> 01:51:26,759
Speaker 5: Yep.

2013
01:51:27,120 --> 01:51:30,400
Speaker 26: And I have plants, so everything like cleans itself. I

2014
01:51:30,439 --> 01:51:32,800
Speaker 26: have shrimp that clean the plants, and the plants clean

2015
01:51:32,880 --> 01:51:36,439
Speaker 26: the water, so everything's like I can't just leave it

2016
01:51:37,240 --> 01:51:41,760
Speaker 26: and it works like by itself, like an ecosystem.

2017
01:51:41,960 --> 01:51:43,880
Speaker 2: Does it make you feel like God?

2018
01:51:50,880 --> 01:51:53,120
Speaker 26: I mean I control their lives, I control if they

2019
01:51:53,160 --> 01:51:56,679
Speaker 26: eat I control if it's day or night. I control

2020
01:51:56,720 --> 01:52:00,800
Speaker 26: the temperature, I control much water is in there tank.

2021
01:52:01,600 --> 01:52:03,080
Speaker 2: Do you enjoy having that power?

2022
01:52:04,720 --> 01:52:05,360
Speaker 14: I guess I do.

2023
01:52:07,560 --> 01:52:09,360
Speaker 9: I do.

2024
01:52:09,360 --> 01:52:12,880
Speaker 2: Do you feel like in general you you have like

2025
01:52:12,960 --> 01:52:17,720
Speaker 2: a lack of power in your life that you make

2026
01:52:17,840 --> 01:52:20,080
Speaker 2: up for with this power over the fish?

2027
01:52:22,760 --> 01:52:23,120
Speaker 14: Maybe?

2028
01:52:26,720 --> 01:52:27,160
Speaker 9: Maybe?

2029
01:52:32,920 --> 01:52:36,439
Speaker 26: Do you think the fish are like like they mean

2030
01:52:36,560 --> 01:52:40,240
Speaker 26: something else because of something else? Like the fish are.

2031
01:52:42,720 --> 01:52:46,360
Speaker 10: Mm hmm, I.

2032
01:52:46,360 --> 01:52:48,080
Speaker 14: Got coping mechanism for something.

2033
01:52:49,720 --> 01:52:51,599
Speaker 2: Do you think they're a coping mechanism for something?

2034
01:52:55,840 --> 01:52:59,679
Speaker 26: I think they're in an escape from reality. I think

2035
01:52:59,720 --> 01:53:03,400
Speaker 26: when I with my fish and I'm feeding my fish,

2036
01:53:03,479 --> 01:53:06,360
Speaker 26: I'm cleaning their tank. The only thing that's there, The

2037
01:53:06,400 --> 01:53:09,160
Speaker 26: only thing I'm thinking about is me and my fish.

2038
01:53:09,760 --> 01:53:14,680
Speaker 2: Yes exactly, but I yeah. I mean, look, that's not

2039
01:53:14,720 --> 01:53:18,559
Speaker 2: that much different from fucking any other action that isn't

2040
01:53:18,600 --> 01:53:22,640
Speaker 2: just kind of sitting and staring at the wall. You know,

2041
01:53:23,320 --> 01:53:27,080
Speaker 2: right when you're with your fish, you're focused one.

2042
01:53:28,160 --> 01:53:32,280
Speaker 26: Well, like looking at wall and looking at fish like

2043
01:53:32,640 --> 01:53:38,160
Speaker 26: my fish like everything's different, they're different colors. You don't

2044
01:53:38,200 --> 01:53:40,400
Speaker 26: know what's going to happen. Everything's random.

2045
01:53:41,160 --> 01:53:51,160
Speaker 2: What do you feel like you're escaping from?

2046
01:53:51,320 --> 01:53:52,320
Speaker 14: Probably taxes?

2047
01:53:53,000 --> 01:53:57,559
Speaker 26: I'm very I don't know anything about that. That's my

2048
01:53:57,600 --> 01:53:59,040
Speaker 26: biggest worry about right now.

2049
01:54:00,120 --> 01:54:01,000
Speaker 14: I do door dash.

2050
01:54:01,479 --> 01:54:03,680
Speaker 26: They don't tell me anything about taxes. All they did

2051
01:54:03,760 --> 01:54:07,040
Speaker 26: was send me a paper the school like I'm in

2052
01:54:07,120 --> 01:54:09,280
Speaker 26: high school, like senior year all that.

2053
01:54:09,360 --> 01:54:09,920
Speaker 14: I'm eighteen.

2054
01:54:10,000 --> 01:54:12,400
Speaker 26: By the way, I just about to put that out

2055
01:54:12,439 --> 01:54:13,519
Speaker 26: there because I just said that.

2056
01:54:14,560 --> 01:54:21,040
Speaker 2: And yeah, how much money did you make doing door

2057
01:54:21,120 --> 01:54:24,120
Speaker 2: dash in twenty twenty?

2058
01:54:24,320 --> 01:54:28,639
Speaker 26: In twenty twenty, I started in November, so I made

2059
01:54:28,920 --> 01:54:34,520
Speaker 26: in November and December I made like four hundred bucks.

2060
01:54:36,360 --> 01:54:40,200
Speaker 2: I don't think you have to pay taxes in twenty twenty,

2061
01:54:40,520 --> 01:54:41,680
Speaker 2: so you don't have to worry about that.

2062
01:54:43,040 --> 01:54:43,480
Speaker 9: Thank you.

2063
01:54:45,320 --> 01:54:46,280
Speaker 2: Would you say your name.

2064
01:54:46,240 --> 01:54:52,880
Speaker 14: Was Peter but it's Peter? Well, yeah, do.

2065
01:54:53,520 --> 01:54:56,040
Speaker 2: You feel like, over the course of this call you

2066
01:54:56,200 --> 01:54:58,280
Speaker 2: kind of started out with a fake name and then

2067
01:54:59,640 --> 01:55:02,080
Speaker 2: can we establish a little bit of trust between each

2068
01:55:02,120 --> 01:55:03,560
Speaker 2: other that you gave me the real one?

2069
01:55:06,000 --> 01:55:06,240
Speaker 12: Yeah?

2070
01:55:06,320 --> 01:55:08,080
Speaker 26: And I think it's I think it's a little obvious

2071
01:55:08,160 --> 01:55:10,760
Speaker 26: that my name was Peter, because you know.

2072
01:55:10,840 --> 01:55:13,840
Speaker 2: The b MP, I thought it was Beata like masturbaiter

2073
01:55:14,240 --> 01:55:15,680
Speaker 2: and I thought you were gonna call in the.

2074
01:55:15,640 --> 01:55:20,240
Speaker 26: Trol Oh no, like like my friends call me Peter

2075
01:55:20,320 --> 01:55:21,360
Speaker 26: and stuff.

2076
01:55:23,080 --> 01:55:23,800
Speaker 14: Like a nickname.

2077
01:55:25,320 --> 01:55:32,360
Speaker 4: Have a good night, bater you too, Oh all from Willie.

2078
01:55:35,080 --> 01:55:37,480
Speaker 16: Kee key Mama, kee key MoMA, keim on my key

2079
01:55:37,600 --> 01:55:40,920
Speaker 16: kee keem my key Mama. Where did you put the

2080
01:55:41,000 --> 01:55:42,720
Speaker 16: keys to my car?

2081
01:55:43,000 --> 01:55:43,320
Speaker 11: Car?

2082
01:55:44,440 --> 01:55:47,840
Speaker 16: What didn't you put the fucking keys to my fucking car.

2083
01:55:48,560 --> 01:55:51,480
Speaker 4: I gotta go to the.

2084
01:55:51,400 --> 01:55:56,240
Speaker 2: Store and buy myself a loaf of bread to make

2085
01:55:56,360 --> 01:56:02,040
Speaker 2: some peanut butter jelly sandwich cheese. I will give me my.

2086
01:56:04,680 --> 01:56:07,160
Speaker 9: Jelly sandwiches. So I had your keys.

2087
01:56:07,400 --> 01:56:08,560
Speaker 2: I hid your keys.

2088
01:56:08,640 --> 01:56:12,160
Speaker 24: You said, don't hit my keys, don't hit my keys, please.

2089
01:56:11,880 --> 01:56:13,280
Speaker 18: But I did it anyway.

2090
01:56:13,720 --> 01:56:16,000
Speaker 2: I do it every day, and I'll do it and

2091
01:56:16,080 --> 01:56:19,560
Speaker 2: I'll do it until you pay me five dollars.

2092
01:56:20,680 --> 01:56:25,080
Speaker 16: Mama, Please don't hurt my keys. I don't have five

2093
01:56:25,240 --> 01:56:29,000
Speaker 16: dollars in my bank account right now.

2094
01:56:29,800 --> 01:56:32,600
Speaker 2: Why do you do this to me? I don't have

2095
01:56:32,720 --> 01:56:36,520
Speaker 2: a lot of cheese, Mama. Please don't hide my key.

2096
01:56:37,000 --> 01:56:37,760
Speaker 18: Please.

2097
01:56:39,480 --> 01:56:42,600
Speaker 24: You better I get a job or learn to bob,

2098
01:56:43,120 --> 01:56:45,800
Speaker 24: or get some keys that are hanging on a bob

2099
01:56:45,920 --> 01:56:49,480
Speaker 24: that I got that money in my little sonney. If

2100
01:56:49,520 --> 01:56:54,120
Speaker 24: you want anything hot butter and honey.

2101
01:56:54,920 --> 01:56:57,640
Speaker 2: I don't want to live a life of crime.

2102
01:56:59,800 --> 01:57:00,720
Speaker 8: Well that's too bad.

2103
01:57:02,680 --> 01:57:10,440
Speaker 16: I don't want to, but I need a few dimes

2104
01:57:10,480 --> 01:57:13,600
Speaker 16: to get my peanut butter jelly sandwiches.

2105
01:57:13,800 --> 01:57:19,880
Speaker 24: Mama, Please, you could maybe try investing in the market

2106
01:57:19,960 --> 01:57:22,960
Speaker 24: and may get some dollars. You will outline and then

2107
01:57:23,000 --> 01:57:25,960
Speaker 24: if some people holler, they say some things and they'll

2108
01:57:26,040 --> 01:57:27,320
Speaker 24: phone it rings that you.

2109
01:57:27,440 --> 01:57:29,360
Speaker 8: Broke you've gone broke their.

2110
01:57:36,000 --> 01:57:36,720
Speaker 2: What's your talent?

2111
01:57:38,680 --> 01:57:38,760
Speaker 7: That?

2112
01:57:39,000 --> 01:57:41,040
Speaker 2: I guess that was pretty good.

2113
01:57:41,040 --> 01:57:41,480
Speaker 17: That was a lot.

2114
01:57:41,600 --> 01:57:44,280
Speaker 2: You know. I came in, you know, I came into

2115
01:57:44,320 --> 01:57:46,200
Speaker 2: this and I and I was like, I started, like,

2116
01:57:46,320 --> 01:57:49,240
Speaker 2: you know, I opened it right and then and then

2117
01:57:49,240 --> 01:57:50,880
Speaker 2: you started rhyming, and I was like, oh, this guy's

2118
01:57:50,920 --> 01:57:56,040
Speaker 2: way better than me at this. And uh, but you know,

2119
01:57:56,120 --> 01:57:56,560
Speaker 2: I tried.

2120
01:57:57,720 --> 01:58:01,480
Speaker 24: You're clearly the best at what you do.

2121
01:58:01,760 --> 01:58:04,879
Speaker 2: Not like, are we talking about like within that interaction

2122
01:58:04,920 --> 01:58:05,480
Speaker 2: that we had.

2123
01:58:05,360 --> 01:58:08,120
Speaker 24: Just now, No, I'm talking about whatever it is that

2124
01:58:08,160 --> 01:58:10,080
Speaker 24: you do. Like, I don't know how you describe your

2125
01:58:10,080 --> 01:58:12,160
Speaker 24: streams to people when you tell people you stream, but

2126
01:58:12,280 --> 01:58:14,200
Speaker 24: you're clearly really good at what you're doing.

2127
01:58:15,600 --> 01:58:18,040
Speaker 2: You know, there's a trick to being really good at

2128
01:58:18,040 --> 01:58:18,560
Speaker 2: what you do.

2129
01:58:19,680 --> 01:58:21,800
Speaker 9: Yeah, I believe it's Look.

2130
01:58:22,240 --> 01:58:28,480
Speaker 2: Only well, here's the thing. Yeah, I feel like, well,

2131
01:58:28,480 --> 01:58:32,040
Speaker 2: it depends. Like, look, if you look at what I

2132
01:58:32,080 --> 01:58:35,120
Speaker 2: do as interviewing, like, of course I'm not the best

2133
01:58:35,160 --> 01:58:37,280
Speaker 2: inn of course I'm not the best interviewer. But if

2134
01:58:37,280 --> 01:58:41,080
Speaker 2: you look at what I'm doing as you know, doing myself,

2135
01:58:41,520 --> 01:58:44,280
Speaker 2: of course I'm the best person at doing myself. But

2136
01:58:44,440 --> 01:58:47,440
Speaker 2: like you know, if you're doing something that you would

2137
01:58:47,440 --> 01:58:49,640
Speaker 2: describe as doing yourself, then if no one can, no

2138
01:58:49,680 --> 01:58:51,400
Speaker 2: one can be better than you if you're doing yourself.

2139
01:58:51,400 --> 01:58:53,760
Speaker 2: I know that that sounds fucking cheesy, by I do

2140
01:58:53,880 --> 01:58:56,000
Speaker 2: believe in that, right, But you.

2141
01:58:56,000 --> 01:58:59,280
Speaker 24: Found a way of being yourself. It's clearly very entertaining

2142
01:58:59,320 --> 01:59:00,520
Speaker 24: to a large number people.

2143
01:59:01,640 --> 01:59:03,120
Speaker 2: I found a good medium for it.

2144
01:59:03,680 --> 01:59:04,560
Speaker 8: Mmm, you did.

2145
01:59:04,760 --> 01:59:07,880
Speaker 24: It's a new medium, which is very cool. It's very

2146
01:59:07,920 --> 01:59:09,480
Speaker 24: cool to live in the time when people can do

2147
01:59:09,480 --> 01:59:09,960
Speaker 24: things like this.

2148
01:59:10,760 --> 01:59:14,800
Speaker 2: It's hard. It's a lazy medium, streaming, it's a very

2149
01:59:14,880 --> 01:59:16,120
Speaker 2: lazy medium.

2150
01:59:16,240 --> 01:59:17,080
Speaker 10: It is.

2151
01:59:17,400 --> 01:59:20,440
Speaker 2: It is laborious. But it's like before this, I used

2152
01:59:20,480 --> 01:59:23,840
Speaker 2: to make movies. You know, it's so like making a

2153
01:59:23,880 --> 01:59:28,480
Speaker 2: movie or like editing of it's so you it's the

2154
01:59:28,520 --> 01:59:32,200
Speaker 2: opposite of this. Because this I'm here, I'm in lights

2155
01:59:32,480 --> 01:59:37,520
Speaker 2: for three hours talking to people editing a movie or

2156
01:59:37,520 --> 01:59:40,960
Speaker 2: a video is you're alone in the dark, you talk

2157
01:59:41,080 --> 01:59:44,800
Speaker 2: to no one for days, but it's it's but you

2158
01:59:44,840 --> 01:59:47,960
Speaker 2: come out with a more refined product than just sitting

2159
01:59:47,960 --> 01:59:51,480
Speaker 2: around blabbing on a stream, right.

2160
01:59:51,640 --> 01:59:54,000
Speaker 24: I It's that's very funny because I also do a

2161
01:59:54,000 --> 01:59:56,080
Speaker 24: lot of editing, and it's like you're it's like you're

2162
01:59:56,200 --> 01:59:59,280
Speaker 24: charging up for this one big blast, and you really

2163
01:59:59,320 --> 02:00:02,040
Speaker 24: hope the blast is perfect and they're getting to do

2164
02:00:02,120 --> 02:00:04,400
Speaker 24: something like this, and I do something a little bit similar.

2165
02:00:04,440 --> 02:00:06,280
Speaker 24: But I don't mean to compare myself to the geck,

2166
02:00:06,560 --> 02:00:08,720
Speaker 24: but it's kind of like, oh, I can say anything

2167
02:00:08,880 --> 02:00:12,440
Speaker 24: and it's all equally valid, and if it's like not perfect,

2168
02:00:12,560 --> 02:00:14,880
Speaker 24: it's nested in the middle of a three hour stream,

2169
02:00:14,960 --> 02:00:17,160
Speaker 24: So who exactly you know exactly right?

2170
02:00:17,800 --> 02:00:19,280
Speaker 9: Yeah? Yeah it man, you get.

2171
02:00:19,360 --> 02:00:23,160
Speaker 2: And another thing is is like I feel like on

2172
02:00:22,480 --> 02:00:28,200
Speaker 2: a on a stream, I think you're more raw because

2173
02:00:28,960 --> 02:00:31,640
Speaker 2: in like a video or like a fucking tweet, even

2174
02:00:32,040 --> 02:00:35,960
Speaker 2: anything that's pre written, it go, you type something or

2175
02:00:35,960 --> 02:00:38,480
Speaker 2: you make something and then you're like, now that sounds stupid,

2176
02:00:38,520 --> 02:00:39,880
Speaker 2: and you throw it out and you come back. But

2177
02:00:39,920 --> 02:00:41,760
Speaker 2: now if I say something and I'm like and I

2178
02:00:41,800 --> 02:00:44,080
Speaker 2: think right after I said it, I think that's stupid.

2179
02:00:44,160 --> 02:00:45,840
Speaker 2: I don't know if it's already out. I'm not time.

2180
02:00:45,880 --> 02:00:48,880
Speaker 2: I can't attract it. So it's the most raw version

2181
02:00:48,920 --> 02:00:51,440
Speaker 2: of your thoughts, and you.

2182
02:00:51,400 --> 02:00:53,440
Speaker 24: Always have the option of going back and making a

2183
02:00:53,480 --> 02:00:54,800
Speaker 24: more refined version of it.

2184
02:00:55,160 --> 02:00:56,560
Speaker 17: Yes, but you don't have to.

2185
02:00:57,160 --> 02:00:58,160
Speaker 2: It's true, that's true.

2186
02:00:58,400 --> 02:00:59,080
Speaker 24: I never do.

2187
02:00:59,800 --> 02:01:01,920
Speaker 2: Well, what is this thing that you do that you

2188
02:01:01,960 --> 02:01:04,680
Speaker 2: were saying? Is similar? Do do do you stream?

2189
02:01:05,160 --> 02:01:05,839
Speaker 9: I do stream?

2190
02:01:05,960 --> 02:01:10,920
Speaker 24: I stream with a character, and I don't usually talk

2191
02:01:10,960 --> 02:01:12,760
Speaker 24: about it, but I might as well, because.

2192
02:01:12,520 --> 02:01:15,800
Speaker 2: You seem to stream.

2193
02:01:14,400 --> 02:01:17,800
Speaker 24: Streaming as a character, and uh, you get the character?

2194
02:01:17,880 --> 02:01:18,920
Speaker 8: Is it's I pretend to be.

2195
02:01:18,840 --> 02:01:21,560
Speaker 24: A German Man and I like play the song and

2196
02:01:21,800 --> 02:01:23,480
Speaker 24: I do it on here and it's a fun time.

2197
02:01:23,920 --> 02:01:29,160
Speaker 2: You pretend to be a German Man on our pet. Yes, Yes,

2198
02:01:29,760 --> 02:01:32,960
Speaker 2: his name Himie Wilhelm, Jimie Wilhelm.

2199
02:01:33,200 --> 02:01:35,879
Speaker 24: If I may, yeah, if I may say his name.

2200
02:01:36,320 --> 02:01:39,440
Speaker 2: Of course. Well, now, uh tell me the tell me

2201
02:01:39,480 --> 02:01:42,160
Speaker 2: the origin of himI Heimi Wilhelm.

2202
02:01:42,200 --> 02:01:43,080
Speaker 8: That's a great question.

2203
02:01:44,240 --> 02:01:46,080
Speaker 24: Are you familiar with the band of wolf Peck?

2204
02:01:47,640 --> 02:01:47,840
Speaker 8: Uh?

2205
02:01:47,920 --> 02:01:48,280
Speaker 9: They do that?

2206
02:01:48,440 --> 02:01:49,920
Speaker 2: What does the fox say song?

2207
02:01:50,760 --> 02:01:50,880
Speaker 11: No?

2208
02:01:51,040 --> 02:01:53,680
Speaker 24: That is that's that's a guy from a different country.

2209
02:01:54,200 --> 02:01:56,400
Speaker 2: But I am not familiar with the band will Wolf Peck.

2210
02:01:56,480 --> 02:01:58,840
Speaker 24: Then they're they're they're phenomenal.

2211
02:01:58,920 --> 02:02:01,200
Speaker 8: But I happened to have.

2212
02:02:02,760 --> 02:02:04,600
Speaker 24: Gone to a summer camp where the big front man,

2213
02:02:04,680 --> 02:02:06,960
Speaker 24: Jack Stratton, was a teacher and I learned from him,

2214
02:02:07,120 --> 02:02:09,320
Speaker 24: and he had a character named Mushi Krongole, who was

2215
02:02:09,400 --> 02:02:10,720
Speaker 24: like anyone out there.

2216
02:02:10,720 --> 02:02:12,480
Speaker 9: If you google Mushi Krongle.

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Speaker 24: There's some very very nice stuff. And I don't know,

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Speaker 24: I just wanted a character too. So I started doing

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Speaker 24: this bullshit in college and then kept doing it after

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Speaker 24: college and live settings, and then live shows went away,

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Speaker 24: and then I discovered our pen and had a blast.

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Speaker 2: And so you were doing this German Man of live

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Speaker 2: shows of it. Yeah, yeah, Well how did these shows go?

2224
02:02:36,400 --> 02:02:39,680
Speaker 2: Were they pre written or were they improvised or the comedy?

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Speaker 2: I'm curious?

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Speaker 24: Yeah, absolutely, I you know. I also, in the before

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Speaker 24: time did stand up, but I would find that his

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Speaker 24: character would consistently.

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Speaker 9: Do better than the stand up.

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Speaker 24: Yeah, so I ended up doing character law. But I

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Speaker 24: think it's it's it's correct. Me tell me if to

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Speaker 24: do a similar for you. I don't know why the

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Speaker 24: character works, do you claim to know why what you

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Speaker 24: do works.

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Speaker 2: I have I think I know why what I well,

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Speaker 2: it depends on how you define works, because you could

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Speaker 2: define that if you wanted to define that as objective,

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Speaker 2: if you want to find that objectively as like are

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Speaker 2: there people watching me do this right now? Then yes

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Speaker 2: it works objectively. But if you wanted to find it

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Speaker 2: like you know, is it? You know, there's a lot

2242
02:03:30,200 --> 02:03:35,440
Speaker 2: of different ways to define if something works. But I

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02:03:35,480 --> 02:03:37,760
Speaker 2: think I don't know if I went into why I

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Speaker 2: thought this worked, it would I think I'd get to, uh,

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Speaker 2: you know, I know why it works for me. I

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Speaker 2: used to do stand up in the before times, and

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Speaker 2: like if I can. If I came on a stream,

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Speaker 2: if and I was like, I'm Lyle and this is

2249
02:03:57,200 --> 02:04:00,920
Speaker 2: the Lile Advice Hour with me, I'd be like, I'm

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Speaker 2: a fucking douche. I should go kill myself. What am

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Speaker 2: I doing? But but when you're doing it with like

2252
02:04:07,200 --> 02:04:11,840
Speaker 2: a character, when you're doing it, it's it's so much

2253
02:04:12,000 --> 02:04:14,880
Speaker 2: less personal. You have you have you, there's so much more.

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Speaker 2: I don't even know how you would like, you know, detachment,

2255
02:04:20,680 --> 02:04:22,880
Speaker 2: but like the good kind of detachment that that that

2256
02:04:23,640 --> 02:04:25,720
Speaker 2: makes you looser. If that makes sense.

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Speaker 24: Yeah, I honestly I feel the same way, and I

2258
02:04:29,160 --> 02:04:30,560
Speaker 24: couldn't say it better myself.

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02:04:30,920 --> 02:04:34,280
Speaker 2: I want to know about this will because I did.

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Speaker 2: When Pandemic is over. I want to do the therapy

2261
02:04:37,320 --> 02:04:39,360
Speaker 2: echo live, but I I am trying to work out

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Speaker 2: how that would work. What I want to do is

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Speaker 2: I want to just take calls, stream it stream like

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Speaker 2: set up some cameras, stream it on Twitch, and just

2265
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Speaker 2: take do exactly what I'm doing, but with an audience.

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Speaker 2: How did your streams go? What did you do? Or

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Speaker 2: your shows?

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Speaker 24: Well, for the shows, it would usually be like it

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Speaker 24: would be comedy shows. If the end up stem stump

2270
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Speaker 24: and I would just do this character and it would

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02:05:03,120 --> 02:05:05,040
Speaker 24: just go get on stage with this with a saw,

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Speaker 24: or like this omni chord, which is like really fun music,

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02:05:08,360 --> 02:05:10,680
Speaker 24: like electronic instrument, and I just be like, I don't

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02:05:10,720 --> 02:05:13,800
Speaker 24: have anything written, Like give me either a topic and

2275
02:05:13,840 --> 02:05:15,560
Speaker 24: I make up a song on the omni chord or

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Speaker 24: I just do covers on the saw, but they're like fucked.

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Speaker 8: Up because it's it's a musical.

2278
02:05:19,120 --> 02:05:20,320
Speaker 9: It's it's a regular saw.

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Speaker 8: You cut woodwhip and you play with like a cello bow.

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Speaker 24: And it sounds it's like, no matter what you play,

2281
02:05:24,960 --> 02:05:28,360
Speaker 24: it's gonna sound like fucked up that I don't know,

2282
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Speaker 24: it's just the fun thing. But like it's like this,

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Speaker 24: you don't have to write anything, and like you said, yeah,

2284
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Speaker 24: it's kind of detached from you. So it's not like, oh,

2285
02:05:35,600 --> 02:05:38,240
Speaker 24: it's me Willy on stage and I wrote these jokes

2286
02:05:38,320 --> 02:05:39,680
Speaker 24: and if you don't like the jokes, that means you

2287
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Speaker 24: don't like me.

2288
02:05:41,040 --> 02:05:41,720
Speaker 8: But I'm not me.

2289
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Speaker 24: I'm this other guy, this character.

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Speaker 4: So you know, it's heart.

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Speaker 2: I think with streaming though, because like when you're if

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Speaker 2: you if if you go on stage and you know

2293
02:05:53,520 --> 02:05:55,960
Speaker 2: you did stay, if you go on stage and you

2294
02:05:56,200 --> 02:06:00,400
Speaker 2: just start talking and everything you say does and sort

2295
02:06:00,400 --> 02:06:02,760
Speaker 2: of wrap up into a neat little bow that has

2296
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Speaker 2: a laugh at the end. It doesn't work live, But

2297
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Speaker 2: if you do it on the computer, it's different because

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Speaker 2: I mean, I have to people watching this right now

2299
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Speaker 2: probably have it open in like another tab while they're

2300
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Speaker 2: like on Facebook or doing something else. It's not as intimate, right.

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Speaker 24: Plus you know there's other the of the whole, you know,

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Speaker 24: the cost background and the music. I mean, I don't

2303
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Speaker 24: know if you want to give away what is this

2304
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Speaker 24: music that you're playing quietly in the background.

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Speaker 2: It's glorious. This music. It's it's called it's the first No,

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Speaker 2: I think it's the third result that comes up when

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Speaker 2: you type into YouTube cool ambient music.

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Speaker 9: Okay, nice, that's all.

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Speaker 24: But yeah, I mean, yeah, you should definitely do this live.

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Speaker 2: I want to I'm trying to go. I'm trying to

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Speaker 2: go everywhere I want to go to. Uh, I don't know.

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Speaker 2: I'll figure it out. If I show up to goddamn Austin,

2313
02:07:05,120 --> 02:07:09,960
Speaker 2: Texas and three people come, If if one person comes,

2314
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Speaker 2: I'm literally just gonna live stream myself that that person.

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Speaker 2: I'm gonna give them a microphone. We take calls. We'll

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Speaker 2: do what we do, you know. Yeah, all right, you

2317
02:07:21,520 --> 02:07:24,040
Speaker 2: were good at that thing earlier. I can I can

2318
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Speaker 2: see that you have you some some chords.

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Speaker 15: I appreciate that.

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Speaker 2: Would you say your name was Willie? WILLI Well, well,

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Speaker 2: thank you, Willie Man. I'll talk to you soon. I

2322
02:07:36,920 --> 02:07:39,640
Speaker 2: appreciate you absolutely, Thank you for having me on. You

2323
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Speaker 2: have a good night. Ma'am goes on the line, taking

2324
02:07:47,000 --> 02:07:48,520
Speaker 2: your own calls every night.

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Speaker 1: He was teaching you.

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Speaker 10: The intervie