WEBVTT - Miss Dreamer 0:00:08.760 --> 0:00:12.840 Misspelling with Tori Spelling and iHeartRadio podcast. 0:00:15.120 --> 0:00:20.759 Okay, you guys, Well, Andrew, I don't think you know this. 0:00:20.960 --> 0:00:24.960 Ruth Anne knows this. I'm very superstitious, so I don't 0:00:25.000 --> 0:00:27.880 even like talking about this. But the most bizarre thing 0:00:28.000 --> 0:00:33.800 happened this weekend. I had sleep paralysis. 0:00:35.080 --> 0:00:37.880 Oh my god, that is so scary. 0:00:38.000 --> 0:00:41.040 But it wasn't completely sleep paralysis. 0:00:41.080 --> 0:00:42.839 Okay, I'm just going to walk you guys through this 0:00:42.920 --> 0:00:45.800 because this is one of the creepiest things that has 0:00:45.880 --> 0:00:52.199 ever happened to me. So it's the weekend, We're all sleeping. 0:00:52.760 --> 0:00:55.640 Bo was sleeping next to me. It's early in the morning, 0:00:57.520 --> 0:01:00.160 and I wake up to go pee, as you know 0:01:01.280 --> 0:01:02.320 every sexy. 0:01:02.080 --> 0:01:04.520 Fifty two year old does fifty times a night. 0:01:05.680 --> 0:01:07.720 So I wake up early, I go pee, and I 0:01:07.760 --> 0:01:10.280 get back in bed and I'm like, oh, well, this 0:01:10.400 --> 0:01:11.080 is typically me. 0:01:11.160 --> 0:01:11.960 It's like six am. 0:01:12.000 --> 0:01:14.120 I'm like, uh, well, you know, I'm up for the 0:01:14.160 --> 0:01:16.520 day and I'll just like, you know, get online and 0:01:16.600 --> 0:01:20.080 start get on with mona chat ebt and start you know, 0:01:20.120 --> 0:01:24.800 coming up with a gazillion TV ideas. But and then 0:01:24.920 --> 0:01:27.679 Bombard you hit them in on a weekend and you're like, 0:01:27.959 --> 0:01:33.720 would you just create oh boy. Anyway, But instead I 0:01:33.760 --> 0:01:35.440 got back in bed, and I'm like, let me see 0:01:35.440 --> 0:01:36.600 if I can. I'm not going to go on my 0:01:36.640 --> 0:01:38.360 phone because then I'll really be up. Let me see 0:01:38.360 --> 0:01:40.759 if I can go back to sleep. So I did 0:01:41.000 --> 0:01:45.280 go back to sleep, but all of the sudden, I 0:01:45.319 --> 0:01:48.560 got trapped in this dream that I couldn't get out of. 0:01:49.440 --> 0:01:52.800 So we you know how sometimes you have dreams and 0:01:52.960 --> 0:01:55.920 they're about you know, houses you grew up in, or 0:01:56.400 --> 0:01:59.640 a friend's house, and but you always, you know, I 0:01:59.640 --> 0:02:02.800 would a lot of times recognized the house. 0:02:03.240 --> 0:02:06.120 So we've moved a lot, and especially. 0:02:05.720 --> 0:02:08.320 When we had black mold in our home, we moved 0:02:08.320 --> 0:02:12.280 from airbnb and airbnb for a good two years, you know, 0:02:12.480 --> 0:02:13.760 not two years, year and a. 0:02:13.720 --> 0:02:14.600 Half, and. 0:02:16.480 --> 0:02:19.040 So I feel like we've stayed in a lot of places. 0:02:19.320 --> 0:02:22.240 We were kind of back in an airbnb. It was 0:02:22.320 --> 0:02:27.320 just me and the kids and a security guard oddly, 0:02:27.480 --> 0:02:29.840 which I haven't had one of those since I grew 0:02:29.919 --> 0:02:31.720 up in the manor and was a kid. But like 0:02:32.080 --> 0:02:34.520 it was a security guard was kind of staying there 0:02:34.560 --> 0:02:36.960 to watch overs. I don't know why. And it was 0:02:37.000 --> 0:02:39.200 a house on a lake. Now I know what you're 0:02:39.200 --> 0:02:41.399 going to say, you're dreaming about lakes because you've taken 0:02:41.440 --> 0:02:42.560 the kids fishing for two. 0:02:42.440 --> 0:02:47.120 Weekends in a row prior to this, perhaps, But anyway, 0:02:47.280 --> 0:02:48.400 it was like, this weird. 0:02:48.480 --> 0:02:52.480 This isn't It's irrelevant what the dream is about. It's 0:02:52.520 --> 0:02:53.600 the fact that. 0:02:55.480 --> 0:02:59.200 I went back to sleep and I was sleeping on 0:03:00.400 --> 0:03:02.480 right next to Bow, on the right side of him, 0:03:03.120 --> 0:03:06.280 and in my dream, when I fell back asleep, I 0:03:06.360 --> 0:03:09.160 went back. So I had previously been dreaming of this 0:03:09.280 --> 0:03:11.720 lake house or whatever, so I went back into it 0:03:11.720 --> 0:03:14.280 and we were in a bedroom and Bow, I looked over, 0:03:14.560 --> 0:03:16.960 was sound asleep like he was in real life, right 0:03:17.000 --> 0:03:20.200 next to me, and I'm like, okay, I'm gonna close 0:03:20.280 --> 0:03:25.320 my eyes. And I closed my eyes. But in the dream, 0:03:25.600 --> 0:03:29.520 I was like, oh, there's something in the lake that 0:03:29.680 --> 0:03:32.600 was coming to get us, and I needed to wake 0:03:32.720 --> 0:03:36.800 up and get Bow out of there. And I was like, okay, 0:03:36.840 --> 0:03:39.080 there's I don't know, there's a monster in the lake. 0:03:39.200 --> 0:03:41.520 And I don't know, but there was something in the lake. 0:03:41.720 --> 0:03:44.480 We were in the main room so big, like you know, 0:03:44.720 --> 0:03:47.920 big ass window like overlooking this little lake we were on, 0:03:48.760 --> 0:03:50.280 and it was not safe. 0:03:50.320 --> 0:03:52.240 So I was like, okay, time to get the f 0:03:52.360 --> 0:03:56.280 up and get out of here. Zinks, let's get out 0:03:56.320 --> 0:04:00.480 of here. But like, uh, So I. 0:03:59.760 --> 0:04:02.560 Went to get up in the dream and I couldn't move, 0:04:03.000 --> 0:04:06.640 and I'm like, uh, what's going on? In my dream? 0:04:06.800 --> 0:04:08.960 I'm looking over a bow and I see him with 0:04:08.960 --> 0:04:13.800 his blanket. He's asleep, and I'm like, eyes open and 0:04:13.880 --> 0:04:18.360 I'm trying to move but I can't move, like paralyzed, 0:04:18.480 --> 0:04:23.680 can't move, And in my dream, I start trying to 0:04:23.800 --> 0:04:28.320 call for help but it's not coming out like completely right, 0:04:28.880 --> 0:04:29.600 and it was like. 0:04:30.800 --> 0:04:42.520 Hell, oh hell, like that okay, And as I'm hearing 0:04:42.560 --> 0:04:44.640 it come out, I'm like, what is going on? 0:04:45.800 --> 0:04:46.520 Try harder? 0:04:46.600 --> 0:04:49.400 So I'm trying so hard and eventually it's coming out 0:04:49.440 --> 0:04:52.400 a little bit more, but I can't move. I can't 0:04:52.400 --> 0:05:00.680 clearly speak. And then I'm not kidding. I wake up 0:05:01.480 --> 0:05:05.480 and it's like in real life and bo is up 0:05:05.520 --> 0:05:09.240 and he's looking at me and he's like what what, 0:05:09.240 --> 0:05:15.839 What's wrong? And I'm like like that but it's real, 0:05:17.360 --> 0:05:19.840 And then it wasn't real. I was back in my 0:05:19.960 --> 0:05:24.159 dream and then I was up. Long story short, Eventually 0:05:25.560 --> 0:05:27.839 bo get leaves the room. 0:05:27.680 --> 0:05:29.719 Like I'm so trapped in this cycle. Am I in 0:05:29.720 --> 0:05:31.360 and my out? Is it real? Is it not real? 0:05:31.440 --> 0:05:33.800 Is it a dream? Is it sleep? Aaralysis? What's happening here? 0:05:33.839 --> 0:05:38.520 You? And leaves the room, smart kid and goes and 0:05:38.560 --> 0:05:42.000 gets Stella and Stella comes in. But by the time 0:05:42.120 --> 0:05:48.000 she comes in, I've broken out of it, dream sleep, 0:05:48.640 --> 0:05:51.200 something in between. I've broken out of it. And I'm 0:05:51.279 --> 0:05:54.400 like covered head to toe and sweat, like it was 0:05:54.440 --> 0:05:57.960 like I just took a shower. True, I am in menopause, 0:05:58.000 --> 0:06:02.040 but it was far beyond this. And I start to 0:06:02.080 --> 0:06:05.200 like sit up, and she like still comes in the room. 0:06:05.279 --> 0:06:07.320 She's like, what is going on? 0:06:07.680 --> 0:06:08.719 What are you okay? 0:06:09.080 --> 0:06:11.920 And I go, yeah, I was having a bad dream. 0:06:11.960 --> 0:06:13.680 It is the only thing I could think to say 0:06:13.760 --> 0:06:15.320 quickly because I just come out of this. 0:06:15.880 --> 0:06:17.960 And she goes, bo said. 0:06:17.720 --> 0:06:22.760 You were like moaning and you were like calling out 0:06:22.800 --> 0:06:26.000 for help. She's like, are you okay? And and then 0:06:26.040 --> 0:06:28.919 she goes, what did you take? I'm like, I didn't 0:06:28.920 --> 0:06:32.400 take anything. Now it's like eight in the morning, right, 0:06:32.480 --> 0:06:34.080 so it's like, I didn't take anything. 0:06:34.080 --> 0:06:34.880 What are you talking about? 0:06:34.920 --> 0:06:37.520 I'm like, I literally was having a bad dream and 0:06:37.560 --> 0:06:40.640 I was screaming in my dream. 0:06:40.040 --> 0:06:41.560 And she's like, oh, okay, how. 0:06:41.400 --> 0:06:43.480 Do you feel now? And I'm like I'm fine, I'm fine. 0:06:43.560 --> 0:06:45.280 She's like okay, whatever, and she goes back to being 0:06:45.279 --> 0:06:51.520 a teen and goes another room. But she's like whatever, 0:06:51.560 --> 0:06:53.760 she's fine. But I love that she was like what 0:06:53.800 --> 0:06:54.520 did you take? 0:06:54.680 --> 0:06:56.320 And like, oh my god. 0:06:56.440 --> 0:07:00.240 So defensive, and I was like, absolutely fucking nothing. It's 0:07:00.279 --> 0:07:01.920 not like I was having a good time trooping out 0:07:01.960 --> 0:07:06.000 on something like woo. It was like not an enjoyable experience. 0:07:06.000 --> 0:07:08.200 It took nothing. So it gets creepier. 0:07:08.720 --> 0:07:12.280 So I come back and I'm just like I'm replaying 0:07:12.320 --> 0:07:14.480 it now in my head. And I'm a very visual person, 0:07:14.680 --> 0:07:17.640 like once a memory happens, I can like replay that 0:07:18.680 --> 0:07:21.560 memory over like it's a movie in my head. So 0:07:21.640 --> 0:07:24.760 I'm replaying the dream. And this always happens with my dreams. 0:07:24.800 --> 0:07:28.280 I could vividly remember them once in a while, I 0:07:28.320 --> 0:07:30.960 write them down, and I don't dream often, like I'm 0:07:30.960 --> 0:07:34.600 not a dreamer. Well I am, but some might call 0:07:34.720 --> 0:07:40.640 me a dreamer dreamy, yeah, but when I do dream, 0:07:40.880 --> 0:07:44.480 they're very vivid dreams and some of them have, you know, 0:07:44.600 --> 0:07:48.600 had a little bit of like EmPATH stuff in it, 0:07:48.720 --> 0:07:51.200 like I'll be able to call things out that happen 0:07:51.280 --> 0:07:56.320 and things like that. But so this one, I'm like, okay, 0:07:56.360 --> 0:07:58.680 now then I'm fully awake and I've calmed down for 0:07:58.720 --> 0:08:01.360 a bit. I'm just re playing it in my head. 0:08:01.960 --> 0:08:05.600 And it took me back to when I was a 0:08:05.680 --> 0:08:09.640 kid and people, if you know, you know, I sleep 0:08:09.640 --> 0:08:11.640 with the TV on. I sleep with the TV on 0:08:11.920 --> 0:08:14.960 because my dad slept with the TV on, and I 0:08:15.040 --> 0:08:17.280 know it's bad for you, and I'm alsoposed to raise 0:08:17.360 --> 0:08:20.120 kids watching TV. Uh, my kids sleep with the TV 0:08:20.200 --> 0:08:23.960 on because of it. It's like it's a lineage of 0:08:24.080 --> 0:08:29.040 TV of I don't know, sleep with the TV on ors. 0:08:29.440 --> 0:08:32.439 I don't know. And then you know, some people be like, well, 0:08:32.440 --> 0:08:36.200 of course you do. Your dad, you know, Hollywood producer genius, Like, 0:08:36.280 --> 0:08:38.600 of course TV's the everything. 0:08:38.520 --> 0:08:39.000 The mecca. 0:08:39.160 --> 0:08:43.520 But you know, I know, people researchers and doctors say 0:08:43.559 --> 0:08:44.040 you shouldn't. 0:08:44.040 --> 0:08:46.160 It's not good for you. Your brain can't shut down if 0:08:46.200 --> 0:08:49.800 the TV's on. My thing is I've tried all that. 0:08:49.920 --> 0:08:51.800 I've tried turning the TV off, and then I just 0:08:51.840 --> 0:08:55.640 can't sleep, Like if it's just nothing, I at least 0:08:55.920 --> 0:08:58.280 have to have I've gotten a little better about turning 0:08:58.320 --> 0:09:01.079 the vollolume down by at least have to have that 0:09:01.160 --> 0:09:02.320 Netflix screen on. 0:09:04.679 --> 0:09:07.920 It's something that makes me happy. Anyway, I digress. 0:09:08.040 --> 0:09:11.679 Oh, so, when I was young, I used to have 0:09:11.760 --> 0:09:15.319 this thing that I don't know why, but I would 0:09:15.360 --> 0:09:19.360 tell myself, if you're ever having a bad dream, just 0:09:19.480 --> 0:09:25.040 turn the TV on. So I would tell myself that enough, 0:09:25.160 --> 0:09:27.800 and I would always have these like recurring dreams. I 0:09:27.800 --> 0:09:29.839 think I've told you guys about like Frankenstein throwing me 0:09:29.880 --> 0:09:32.320 over the stairs and stuff, but there were others. But 0:09:32.480 --> 0:09:36.720 in my dream, I could always make myself find or 0:09:36.760 --> 0:09:42.120 create a TV, turn it on, and I'd wake up. Which, 0:09:42.160 --> 0:09:43.480 now that I look back, I think I was like 0:09:43.559 --> 0:09:45.000 a child genius or something like. 0:09:45.160 --> 0:09:45.559 I don't know. 0:09:46.280 --> 0:09:48.880 So if I was ever having any kind of bad dream, 0:09:49.400 --> 0:09:54.240 I literally in my dream would be like this is bad, 0:09:56.280 --> 0:10:00.520 like a village of zombies are running at you. Wake 0:10:00.679 --> 0:10:05.480 yourself up, turn the TV on, and I would literally 0:10:05.559 --> 0:10:08.760 create I remember this one time, literally a village of 0:10:08.840 --> 0:10:12.679 zombies were coming chasing me. Not like zombies, they're like skinwalker, 0:10:12.720 --> 0:10:15.960 because they were moving fast and they were like chasing me, 0:10:16.040 --> 0:10:19.599 and it was like in the desert, and I literally 0:10:20.120 --> 0:10:23.680 told myself that, and in front of me, I created 0:10:23.800 --> 0:10:30.040 this giant like drive in movie screen TV blankly from 0:10:30.080 --> 0:10:37.720 the desert like a mirage, and literally a giant TV remote, 0:10:37.800 --> 0:10:39.880 which I grew up calling it a clicker. My dad 0:10:39.920 --> 0:10:42.439 called it a clicker, so now all my kids call 0:10:42.480 --> 0:10:46.720 it a clicker. And I would run it was so big, 0:10:46.880 --> 0:10:50.000 grab at it, jump on it, and hit that power button. 0:10:50.200 --> 0:10:51.240 The TV would go on. 0:10:51.720 --> 0:10:55.600 I'd look back all the zombies skinwalkers were ascending on me, 0:10:55.800 --> 0:10:58.000 and I'd wake up out of the dream and I'd 0:10:58.000 --> 0:11:02.200 literally wake up in real life. Anyway, I had this 0:11:02.440 --> 0:11:07.160 trick of doing this, but I would say, in the 0:11:07.200 --> 0:11:11.839 past like ten years, this is not the first time 0:11:12.120 --> 0:11:16.000 something like this has happened. But I don't know because 0:11:16.679 --> 0:11:19.480 every time I think I'm calling for help, or I'm 0:11:19.520 --> 0:11:22.320 like I can't get the word help out, or I 0:11:22.360 --> 0:11:25.439 can't move. It was during my marriage and I would 0:11:25.440 --> 0:11:29.280 ask Dean, did you see what just happened? Like I 0:11:29.320 --> 0:11:32.440 was calling for help, and he was like, no, you weren't, 0:11:32.840 --> 0:11:35.280 So it only lived in the dream. I thought it 0:11:35.400 --> 0:11:38.360 wasn't sleep paralysis where I was like, I'm awake and 0:11:38.440 --> 0:11:40.800 I can't get you to hear me and I can't move. 0:11:41.960 --> 0:11:44.720 So this is the first time that someone said, yeah, 0:11:44.840 --> 0:11:48.520 you were actually saying it in real life, So sorry, 0:11:48.559 --> 0:11:50.640 I'll go back to the creepiest part is that BO 0:11:50.880 --> 0:11:53.560 said and he's playing on his phone. He's kind of 0:11:53.559 --> 0:11:56.200 moved on, and I was like, Bo, we just talked 0:11:56.200 --> 0:11:59.400 me through it, like what was happening? So like he's 0:11:59.400 --> 0:12:04.520 like you were you were calling for help and he's like, 0:12:04.679 --> 0:12:08.160 oh yeah, and you kept saying I'm stuck. 0:12:10.480 --> 0:12:14.400 I was like, what He's like looking in the son, Yeah, 0:12:14.760 --> 0:12:19.320 you kept saying I'm stuck. That was creepy. 0:12:20.040 --> 0:12:25.800 I'm stuck, Like I couldn't move, I'm stuck or is 0:12:25.800 --> 0:12:28.600 this a contary in my life or something? And I'm 0:12:28.760 --> 0:12:33.240 stuck in some way? The lake was opening up and 0:12:33.320 --> 0:12:38.200 telling me to unstick myself. Anyone want to tell me 0:12:38.240 --> 0:12:38.880 what this is about. 0:12:40.400 --> 0:12:43.760 I think it's about It's a twofold, isn't it. Well. 0:12:43.840 --> 0:12:46.520 I definitely think it has to do with control and 0:12:47.080 --> 0:12:50.640 feeling like you are not in control. That's at least 0:12:50.640 --> 0:12:53.600 how I've thought about it for myself. Like in similar 0:12:53.800 --> 0:12:56.760 not the zombies and the Nightcrawlers, all. 0:12:56.640 --> 0:12:58.760 Right, that you just can't physically. 0:12:58.760 --> 0:12:59.920 Exactly right up. 0:13:00.240 --> 0:13:03.360 There's something I have to do and I can't do it, 0:13:03.440 --> 0:13:07.439 and I think it has to do with control or 0:13:07.840 --> 0:13:10.520 anxiety about not being able to do the things you 0:13:10.559 --> 0:13:11.520 want to do or. 0:13:12.520 --> 0:13:14.000 Something like that. 0:13:13.040 --> 0:13:19.360 That's my for my doctor se kinda point of view, Adrian. 0:13:20.679 --> 0:13:22.440 I mean, I don't know what it's about, but I 0:13:22.480 --> 0:13:25.040 have the same things where like you do, I'm trying 0:13:25.080 --> 0:13:27.120 to get somewhere or like get out of the house 0:13:27.160 --> 0:13:30.440 to go somewhere, and like something keeps stopping me. I 0:13:30.440 --> 0:13:32.760 can't find my keys or you know, there's always like 0:13:32.800 --> 0:13:36.720 you can't find something, you can't do something right. 0:13:36.840 --> 0:13:40.360 But you have you ever had it physically manifest to 0:13:40.440 --> 0:13:43.960 your outward voice and situation and physical I. 0:13:43.960 --> 0:13:47.920 Don't think so all the somewhat. Recently, I was screaming 0:13:47.960 --> 0:13:50.360 in my dream or like trying to scream, but it 0:13:50.480 --> 0:13:52.280 was coming out, and I woke up, and like I 0:13:52.320 --> 0:13:54.560 could tell it was like I had like made some 0:13:54.679 --> 0:13:57.360 kind of noise because my dog sleeps in bed with me, 0:13:57.400 --> 0:13:59.120 and the dog was looking at me, like the fuck. 0:14:08.200 --> 0:14:11.080 I definitely I scream in my sleep. 0:14:11.800 --> 0:14:16.640 My poor husband, Yes, she does. The thing is. 0:14:16.559 --> 0:14:19.800 Though I can remember, you know, when I wake up 0:14:20.040 --> 0:14:23.480 that like, by the time I scream and it actually 0:14:23.520 --> 0:14:28.680 is audible to whoever else is there within the dream, 0:14:28.720 --> 0:14:34.080 it's been forever, try blurt out a sound. So by 0:14:34.080 --> 0:14:36.040 the time it finally comes out, like it has been 0:14:36.200 --> 0:14:39.480 torturous within the dream because I feel paralyzed and I 0:14:39.520 --> 0:14:43.120 can't scream, and it's whatever's happening is very scary. 0:14:43.320 --> 0:14:47.600 Right, So, Bingo, I'm not sure if what this was 0:14:47.800 --> 0:14:52.320 or what you had was sleep paralysis or it's literally 0:14:53.760 --> 0:14:56.480 like I don't know on a conscious level, not just 0:14:56.520 --> 0:14:58.760 like going with the flow and it's your dream, but 0:14:59.040 --> 0:15:02.360 something is so pacting you that you're trying to take 0:15:02.400 --> 0:15:03.680 it into. 0:15:03.560 --> 0:15:07.000 The real world like control. Yeah, I have. 0:15:07.200 --> 0:15:12.720 Had this happen where I am in the dream. Then 0:15:12.760 --> 0:15:16.440 I'm trying to get away and I can't because I'm 0:15:16.440 --> 0:15:19.720 paralyzed in the dream. But then I have an awareness 0:15:19.760 --> 0:15:25.440 that I'm in the dream and I will say in 0:15:25.640 --> 0:15:30.960 real life, Tom, pull me out to my husband. I'll 0:15:31.000 --> 0:15:33.360 be like, pull me out, and he will wake up 0:15:33.400 --> 0:15:36.680 and be like, wake up, wake up. So I don't 0:15:36.720 --> 0:15:39.080 know how to explain that where like I need I 0:15:39.120 --> 0:15:39.720 am aware. 0:15:40.400 --> 0:15:42.680 Yeah, no, that's what I feel like I go through too, 0:15:43.000 --> 0:15:46.280 And this time. I was like telling Bo like, I'm stuck. 0:15:46.320 --> 0:15:49.960 I'm stuck, Like help me, Yeah, it's I one got 0:15:50.000 --> 0:15:54.600 Stella who asked what I was on. Yeah, I wasn't 0:15:54.600 --> 0:15:55.880 on anything there for the rest. 0:15:56.000 --> 0:15:58.240 Wait, do you guys remember this? Oh this movie? 0:15:58.440 --> 0:16:00.240 God, I can't believe I just thought of him. It's 0:16:00.280 --> 0:16:03.240 going to torture me for another fucking forty years. Do 0:16:03.280 --> 0:16:06.920 you remember the movie Dreamscape with Dennis Quaid? Oh my god, 0:16:06.920 --> 0:16:09.360 if Easton was on here, he'd be so excited that 0:16:09.400 --> 0:16:10.120 I was bringing this. 0:16:10.120 --> 0:16:10.640 Up right now. 0:16:11.840 --> 0:16:16.640 No, neither of you love Horse, you know, Oh my god, 0:16:18.480 --> 0:16:22.200 Dreamscape it was like in the eighties, Like I definitely 0:16:22.200 --> 0:16:25.520 saw it as a kid, and it and impacted a 0:16:25.520 --> 0:16:27.960 lot of my dreams and impacted my life like it 0:16:28.280 --> 0:16:30.920 Like I mean, if you think you're scared to go 0:16:30.960 --> 0:16:33.440 back to sleep after Freddy Krueger, like this, this was like, 0:16:33.680 --> 0:16:35.000 oh powerful. 0:16:35.760 --> 0:16:36.160 Anyway. 0:16:36.600 --> 0:16:40.800 I love documentaries. I watch most of them. I have 0:16:41.000 --> 0:16:43.040 always steered away from watching the one I think it's 0:16:43.080 --> 0:16:43.680 called sleep? 0:16:43.840 --> 0:16:46.200 Is that the one? Is it just called sleep? And 0:16:46.200 --> 0:16:49.600 it's about sleep paralysis? And I'm like so terrified. I'm 0:16:49.640 --> 0:16:51.200 like I don't even want to know about that. 0:16:51.240 --> 0:16:57.480 Realm. It's just like something that's so frigging terrifying and 0:16:57.560 --> 0:17:00.280 just baffling and away. 0:17:00.800 --> 0:17:03.440 Well, the thing that scares me about it? And I 0:17:03.520 --> 0:17:09.320 used to have the like sleep paralysis happen often when 0:17:09.359 --> 0:17:11.720 I was I remember in my twenties for some reason, 0:17:12.359 --> 0:17:16.160 and the fear was if I didn't wake myself up, 0:17:16.840 --> 0:17:20.240 I wouldn't be able to breathe. So back then, the 0:17:20.280 --> 0:17:23.919 sleep paralysis was about not being able to breathe. And 0:17:23.960 --> 0:17:27.720 then I always wondered, am I really not breathing? Or 0:17:27.760 --> 0:17:32.920 am I dreaming that I'm not able to breathe because 0:17:32.920 --> 0:17:37.680 I always wake myself up in time to breathe? 0:17:38.080 --> 0:17:39.040 Does that make sense? 0:17:41.200 --> 0:17:43.440 Yeah? Now you just gave me a whole new fear 0:17:43.480 --> 0:17:44.159 to think about me. 0:17:44.640 --> 0:17:46.960 All right, now, you'll have that dream tonight. 0:17:47.200 --> 0:17:51.679 No, No, she won't, No I won't. 0:17:51.840 --> 0:17:56.119 Oh my god. Okay, anyway, that was so that was 0:17:56.160 --> 0:17:57.600 my experience this weekend. 0:17:58.160 --> 0:18:02.320 Oh god, it sucks because it really interferes with a 0:18:02.320 --> 0:18:04.040 good night's sleep if you think about it. I mean, 0:18:04.040 --> 0:18:07.440 I'm like exhausted the next day after a night like that. 0:18:08.480 --> 0:18:11.200 But you have a night like that every single night. 0:18:11.800 --> 0:18:14.159 And that's why I'm exhausted do you scream. 0:18:13.840 --> 0:18:15.880 And the moan in your sleep all night long? 0:18:16.359 --> 0:18:22.960 I know it's PTSD from that could be another episode. Yeah, 0:18:23.000 --> 0:18:26.040 my memory of you telling me dreams over the years, 0:18:26.640 --> 0:18:28.480 or your dreams are. 0:18:28.760 --> 0:18:34.359 So big and detailed and creative and. 0:18:34.600 --> 0:18:36.600 You don't dream like full on. 0:18:38.240 --> 0:18:41.119 Like movies that you've made up in your head. 0:18:41.840 --> 0:18:44.560 Oh yeah, no, no, no, no, no, yeah, I don't dream much. 0:18:45.600 --> 0:18:48.080 Or they say you dream every night. But if you don't, 0:18:48.440 --> 0:18:51.080 if you think you don't dream much, that you just 0:18:51.160 --> 0:18:56.480 don't remember your dreams. But yeah, the ones I tell 0:18:56.520 --> 0:18:59.520 you about are when I have like super huge ones, 0:18:59.600 --> 0:19:02.320 and I know the one you're talking about. You're talking 0:19:02.320 --> 0:19:07.240 about the last one where I literally I was like, 0:19:08.480 --> 0:19:10.479 so when I do I don't know why. This is 0:19:10.520 --> 0:19:13.919 like PTSD I in how you wake up and you're 0:19:14.040 --> 0:19:16.919 naked and school. People always have that, like fear of 0:19:16.960 --> 0:19:19.399 missing the first day or fear of public speaking school 0:19:19.480 --> 0:19:23.639 and fear all of that related. Yeah, whenever I do 0:19:23.840 --> 0:19:31.080 dream in the last year, it's always the dream starts 0:19:31.119 --> 0:19:35.920 with me like I'm about to perform in some sort 0:19:35.920 --> 0:19:39.639 of connection with Dancing with the Stars. Oh and remember 0:19:39.640 --> 0:19:41.800 I was having those dreams when I was getting ready 0:19:41.840 --> 0:19:42.239 to do it. 0:19:42.280 --> 0:19:43.159 I was in rehearsal. 0:19:43.240 --> 0:19:46.080 I was having like all of a sudden, like I 0:19:46.080 --> 0:19:47.840 would show up and they'd be like, okay, you're on, 0:19:47.920 --> 0:19:48.399 and I'd be like. 0:19:48.400 --> 0:19:51.919 Wait, we didn't rehearse, and like yeah, all that. I 0:19:52.000 --> 0:19:52.720 still have them. 0:19:52.920 --> 0:19:56.480 Anytime I have a not prepared or like worrisome dream, 0:19:56.600 --> 0:19:59.000 it is always still like I've done a lot of 0:19:59.000 --> 0:20:03.200 things in my career and I have you know, they're 0:20:03.200 --> 0:20:05.520 starting the thirty four season of Dancing with the Stars. 0:20:05.560 --> 0:20:07.560 I haven't been on in a season, and I still 0:20:07.680 --> 0:20:11.640 have that like terrified dream of like, oh my god, 0:20:12.000 --> 0:20:13.800 I'm not ready and I'm about. 0:20:13.480 --> 0:20:14.280 To perform live. 0:20:21.800 --> 0:20:25.040 So anyway, the big dream you were talking about was, 0:20:25.119 --> 0:20:28.119 of course, I was somewhere and I was about to 0:20:28.119 --> 0:20:30.439 perform on Dancing with the Stars, and we were staying 0:20:30.480 --> 0:20:34.040 at a hotel. It was like at a resort, and 0:20:34.240 --> 0:20:37.760 I was in rehearsals all morning, and then my kids 0:20:37.760 --> 0:20:39.760 had come with me, so I was like, Okay, I 0:20:39.800 --> 0:20:42.760 got to get back across the other side of this 0:20:42.960 --> 0:20:45.560 entire resort and get up to them they're in the 0:20:45.560 --> 0:20:48.560 hotel room, and then I can spend some time with them. 0:20:48.600 --> 0:20:49.320 Before the show. 0:20:50.359 --> 0:20:53.560 So this dream felt like it went on for days 0:20:54.240 --> 0:20:58.640 at least hours. It was so exhausting. But the most 0:20:58.640 --> 0:21:01.800 extensive visual dream I have ever had in my life. 0:21:02.359 --> 0:21:08.919 I created in this dream like Disneyland on like a 0:21:08.960 --> 0:21:13.800 whole other level. I mean there were there were mystery 0:21:14.040 --> 0:21:16.520 floors I was going into where I was like, oh 0:21:16.520 --> 0:21:19.040 my god, this is the coolest. And but in my brain, 0:21:19.160 --> 0:21:21.840 I'd be like, walk into this mystery hidden tunnel and 0:21:21.840 --> 0:21:23.639 you take this elevator down and. 0:21:23.560 --> 0:21:26.560 Like the ratdest like speak easy. 0:21:27.000 --> 0:21:31.520 But I in my dream, because I'm visual and design 0:21:31.600 --> 0:21:33.440 and create, I was able to be. 0:21:33.480 --> 0:21:36.560 Like, oh, this is chic, and like, oh look at that. 0:21:36.680 --> 0:21:39.040 Oh look at the look at the wallpaper. Oh look 0:21:39.040 --> 0:21:41.320 at the boots over there. Oh look at the font 0:21:41.359 --> 0:21:45.760 on their soign. Remember that, Like I was like remembering it. 0:21:45.760 --> 0:21:50.879 It's like gotta remember that, like talking to myself like 0:21:50.880 --> 0:21:53.240 in my head in my dream like cheek cheek, chic. 0:21:53.320 --> 0:21:55.440 And then I was like, oh, panic, gotta get this 0:21:55.480 --> 0:21:57.480 is the wrong I've gone down to the wrong floor. 0:21:57.520 --> 0:21:58.560 This isn't where my kids are. 0:21:58.680 --> 0:22:02.240 Let's leave. But I did this on so many levels. 0:22:02.640 --> 0:22:03.880 Remember I created this. 0:22:03.800 --> 0:22:06.760 Whole like cult and the color was green. I could 0:22:06.800 --> 0:22:10.120 still see the uniforms they were wearing. It was super chic, yep. 0:22:10.320 --> 0:22:12.080 And then I was like, nope, my kids are in here. 0:22:12.320 --> 0:22:14.760 Get back in a different elevator. And then remember I 0:22:14.800 --> 0:22:18.639 was like on I was like, I'm on the Lido 0:22:18.800 --> 0:22:23.639