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Speaker 1: Welcome to Carefully Reckless, the production of our Heart Radio

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Speaker 1: and the Black Effect. I feel aspected, Nice, feel aspect,

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Speaker 1: I still aspected nice still, And just like that, we're

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Speaker 1: back on the air. Welcome back to yet another Carefully

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Speaker 1: Reckless episode. Quit your girl, Dr Jess. I'm gonna say

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Speaker 1: Dr Jess because I just want fix in, a fix

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Speaker 1: and the fix in y'all mess. I've been getting some

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Speaker 1: great updates. People are telling me that their situations have

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Speaker 1: been getting easier. I had like a couple of people

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Speaker 1: say that it's still the same. Issue is still the same.

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Speaker 1: That's where you need profession now licensed help. Okay, So

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Speaker 1: I encourage everybody to go get all the help that

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Speaker 1: they need. But if I am able to help you

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Speaker 1: and you can save your money. Okay. So the first story,

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Speaker 1: it's from a guy from China. He told me that

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Speaker 1: I can let you guys know that he is one

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Speaker 1: of my fans from China. That makes me feel good.

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Speaker 1: He did not send a voice note, but he decided

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Speaker 1: to write in his story. Here we go, Hi, ja,

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Speaker 1: big fan of Carefully Reckless. I got married a few

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Speaker 1: months ago. My wife was keeping a big secret from me.

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Speaker 1: I noticed that she had been acting a little different

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Speaker 1: after the proposal party. Okay, proposal party, I know that's freddy.

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Speaker 1: Do what they should? They do a different in China,

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Speaker 1: they get lit up in there. I proposed to my

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Speaker 1: wife because she was pregnant and we wanted to get

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Speaker 1: married before the baby arrived. I found out about a

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Speaker 1: disturbing secret three days before the wedding. I wonder what

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Speaker 1: the hell this is? Oh lord, what you didn't find out?

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Speaker 1: But I still wanted to go through with everything. Me

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Speaker 1: and my wife have dated since school. Oh wow, that's nice.

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Speaker 1: Her parents loved me so much. Her mother was the

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Speaker 1: one who told me about the secret. Oh damn, come on, now,

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Speaker 1: we go through with the wedding on the wedding day.

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Speaker 1: On the actual wedding day, at the reception, I proposed

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Speaker 1: the toast, telling her I love her, how beautiful she looked,

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Speaker 1: first day I laid eyes on her, how I'm so

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Speaker 1: excited for her being with child. As everyone toasted and

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Speaker 1: sipped their champagne, I played a video on the projector

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Speaker 1: behind me and my wife, and the video oh ship.

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Speaker 1: The video was of her and my brother having sex

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Speaker 1: in the bed. Oh wow. Not sure if you've ever

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Speaker 1: heard anything like this, but it was the most humiliating

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Speaker 1: moment of my life. She was embarrassed. I was embarrassed,

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Speaker 1: and my brother was sitting there embarrassed as well. Everyone

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Speaker 1: spent their drinks on each other. Although her mother told

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Speaker 1: me about this secret, she didn't know that I had

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Speaker 1: planned to show everyone at the wedding. I posted the

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Speaker 1: video on social media and it went slightly viral. Why

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Speaker 1: this niggas savage? This niggas a savage? So now everyone

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Speaker 1: hates me and it's really unfair. What should I do?

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Speaker 1: Apologize to everyone? Divorce my wife or move to America.

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Speaker 1: It's like, now, I ain't say that last part, y'all,

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Speaker 1: or sit down and have a talk with my brother. Okay, yeah, listen,

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Speaker 1: I ain't know y'allways having them type of problems in China, Damn.

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Speaker 1: Not in no China. That's some some Baltimore ship. God damn,

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Speaker 1: that's some some fun. That's some USA ship that I

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Speaker 1: ain't just gonna put that on my city. That's some

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Speaker 1: USA ship alright, Alright. That just goes to show improved

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Speaker 1: Nobody your skin color, no matter your nationality or ethnicity,

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Speaker 1: your culture. People gonna cheat, and people go and have

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Speaker 1: receipts and show them whatever they got to show him. Man,

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Speaker 1: he just happened to show him at his wedding. Okay.

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Speaker 1: I have a couple of questions for you, though. Why

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Speaker 1: the video before you walked down the aisle? You saw

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Speaker 1: the video before your wedding day. You told me that

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Speaker 1: her mother told you so. If her mother sat you

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Speaker 1: or did you like? How the hell did you get

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Speaker 1: the video? First of all? Okay, so I'm just confused.

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Speaker 1: Like I said, I have so many questions. Then are

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Speaker 1: many missing pieces to this puzzle. It was kind of

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Speaker 1: all over the place, but I get the gist. Last question,

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Speaker 1: you said it was the most humiliating day of your life. Well,

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Speaker 1: you helped with that, honey. You didn't have to to

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Speaker 1: or whoever else that you invited to your wedding to see.

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Speaker 1: Of course that embarrassed her, although I'm sure her embarrassment

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Speaker 1: you you embarrassed yourself either. Even further, Yes, you should

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Speaker 1: have been had a conversation with your brother as soon

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Speaker 1: as your mother told on your brother, because that's what

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Speaker 1: or mom may have found out and she bought it

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Speaker 1: your wife. They you know, they loved her up until then.

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Speaker 1: You know. I don't know if your dad knows, but

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Speaker 1: I can tell this disappointed your mother so much that

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Speaker 1: a frustration. I'm about to if I'm if I'm a

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Speaker 1: this woman that has sex with my other son, and

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Speaker 1: and she's saying that she's pregnant by my son who

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Speaker 1: and do the same thing. So there's no penalty on mom.

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Speaker 1: Oh no, wait, her mother, Okay, yes, all right, you

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Speaker 1: said her mother told you. All right, that's that's even

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Speaker 1: because damn, she didn't even go to her daughters to

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Speaker 1: But she had the balls to sleep with your brother.

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Speaker 1: And the reason why I say that's even better is

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Speaker 1: because you know that the mother does not indulge in

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Speaker 1: So I I would appreciate it, but I think she

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Speaker 1: And did you ever even tell her that her mother

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Speaker 1: know she's thinking probably like, well, how the fuck did

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Speaker 1: recorded it? Because that sounds like some ship that she

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Speaker 1: didn't even know what was happening while she was having

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Speaker 1: I don't know, what what are you in your brother's relationship? Like,

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Speaker 1: I have so many questions for you and you're so

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Speaker 1: I do think that you need to tell her exactly

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Speaker 1: Because the only reason that I'm thinking you still married

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Speaker 1: her is because you've foreseen getting over this. Y'all getting

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Speaker 1: only way that I would still be talking about I

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Speaker 1: do and saying my vows and ship, you know what

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Speaker 1: I'm saying. I guess that you've never seen Best Man,

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Speaker 1: but I know there's a Chinese version The Best Man.

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Speaker 1: You need to go watch that, and you need to

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Speaker 1: see because there's a part where Morrish Chestnut can't even

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Speaker 1: friend who had sex with her, you know what I'm saying,

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Speaker 1: And he found that out like two days before his wedding,

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Speaker 1: and the American best Man, you know, so, I don't

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Speaker 1: know what I'm gonna seeing you the movie if you

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Speaker 1: if you've never seen it before. But that all we got.

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Speaker 1: We got YouTube. You look on to YouTube or Hulu

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Speaker 1: and all that ship. You know, y'all be creating everything.

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Speaker 1: I know you've seen best Man somewhere. Y'all created the

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Speaker 1: damn fire stick. But um, go ahead and watch it,

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Speaker 1: you know. And and but on a more serious note, seriously, babe,

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Speaker 1: I wouldn't have married her. I'm just telling you. My

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Speaker 1: the fucking aislet. I don't know. Your ass might be

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Speaker 1: a little sociopath. How the hell did you even gather

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Speaker 1: you further. Now everybody hate you. I wouldn't give a

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Speaker 1: funk about nobody hating me though this should happen to me.

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Speaker 1: You cheated on me in private. I'm gonna let everybody

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Speaker 1: know a public period. I get it, trust me, I

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Speaker 1: get it. That's why I said. I knew y'all did

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Speaker 1: or even because she's still pregnant and so you don't know,

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Speaker 1: it's so much doubt in your house. And I don't

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Speaker 1: in with me, but you need to sit down and

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Speaker 1: just both of them separate. And I would extend an

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Speaker 1: her know, like you, you put your wife on blast. Okay,

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Speaker 1: so just just extend an apology to her mother, because

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Speaker 1: I'm pretty sure you hurt her mother's feelings. And then

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Speaker 1: this that I'm gonna move on, just think about this factor.

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Speaker 1: If that was the video of them having sex in

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Speaker 1: the bed, they were naked, So you further exposed your

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Speaker 1: looked like, or you know, to someone's sacred to you,

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Speaker 1: like you know, you you expose your your brother, your

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Speaker 1: brother's dingling, I mean, and then you you exposed your

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Speaker 1: not faulting you. I'm not telling you that you shouldn't

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Speaker 1: you know. So I'm glad that you actually brought this

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Speaker 1: issue to me. Check in. Moving on. Hold up, hold up,

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Speaker 1: I noticed ship getting good. But listen to just a

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Speaker 1: couple of seconds of a commercial. If you love me,

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Speaker 1: you'll listen. This woman sends it. Okay, this one is

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Speaker 1: a voice recording. Your call has been forwarded to an

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Speaker 1: automatic voice message system at the tone. Please record your message.

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Speaker 1: A year and a half ago, I got engaged to

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Speaker 1: a guy. Let me just start off by saying I'm bisexual.

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Speaker 1: First first plans, but I got engaged to a guy.

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Speaker 1: Nless to say, things did not work out. I met

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Speaker 1: pretty sure she know where you live. Y'all were actually

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