Speaker 1: Hello, guys, what's up, what's up? What's up? What's up?
Speaker 1: What's up? What's up? What's up? Anyway, Welcome, It's another
Speaker 1: episode of Horrible Decisions that we are in the studio
Speaker 1: once again. Goddamn, we've been in the studio whole fucking
Speaker 1: live bringing motherfucking context, y'all. I'm your girl, Mandy B.
Speaker 1: And we are here yet again. I'm super excited. UM.
Speaker 1: Before we introduced our guests this week, something we haven't
Speaker 1: done in a while was kind of catch you guys
Speaker 1: up with anything that's been new with us or going
Speaker 1: on um with us. And so, as you guys know,
Speaker 1: and as you guys have seen on my social media,
Speaker 1: I am super excited. I fucking graduated and I don't
Speaker 1: know how. I haven't even announced it Jesus Christ, but
Speaker 1: I'm sucking finally done with school. As y'all know, UM,
Speaker 1: for the last like six months, even the beginning of
Speaker 1: this year, I dealt with busy season UM at my
Speaker 1: part time job that I was at that I just
Speaker 1: recently left because I have a new job offer on
Speaker 1: the table that I start probably by the time this
Speaker 1: episode drops that I'm super excited for I'm done. Um.
Speaker 1: With school and I'm just super excited. Now it's on
Speaker 1: to try to fucking prep for the motherfucking' c p A.
Speaker 1: Good God, Jesus, I'm fucking nervous and already stressed about
Speaker 1: doing that, But I'll start that in September. You can
Speaker 1: spell cp A, but you just you just did c
Speaker 1: p A CP what certified public account controlling, y'all, I'm like,
Speaker 1: what the fuck you? She really trying to c p A. UM. Also,
Speaker 1: I guess um as y'all may have noticed me talk
Speaker 1: about him, and I know y'all have seen me in
Speaker 1: the gym and cooking for him. Fellam Bay is goddamn
Speaker 1: back slightly in the motherfucking pick. He came to the
Speaker 1: live show. He was at the live show. So our
Speaker 1: guest was looking like all bug eyed right now because
Speaker 1: she was at the live show. But yeah, he came
Speaker 1: to the live show. I don't know where I still
Speaker 1: stand with him. Of course, all of y'all are like that,
Speaker 1: because so even after the conversation with Mouse like, I
Speaker 1: know that he's still like and I said it at
Speaker 1: the live show. I don't know if he's someone I
Speaker 1: see a future with, but I genuinely like him like
Speaker 1: I like him, I like his company, I like our
Speaker 1: time together. He put way too much pressure on that,
Speaker 1: Like even after the mouse episode, I was kind of
Speaker 1: annoyed because I was talking about how I wasn't in
Speaker 1: a situation ship or whatever, but like everything needs way
Speaker 1: too much definition and it's exhausting, and I don't think
Speaker 1: it matters if you like that, And they can like
Speaker 1: I like, I don't see a long term like I mean,
Speaker 1: but to me, like, I'm really big on not wasting
Speaker 1: my time time if you enjoy but I'm not going
Speaker 1: to commence to him without me feeling like there's a future.
Speaker 1: We've had to talk like He's like, what if I
Speaker 1: want to make my girlfriend, I don't want to make
Speaker 1: you my boyfriend. That's the thing. A lot of us
Speaker 1: start using terms like burbage, like I'm wasting my time
Speaker 1: or I wasted this time. If you enjoyed it, and
Speaker 1: you're enjoying it and you continue to enjoy it, then
Speaker 1: what the funk? Why is it such a big deal.
Speaker 1: I mean, I enjoyed something for five years and it
Speaker 1: kind of dragged me down. So I enjoyed something for
Speaker 1: five years and kind of dragged me down. That something
Speaker 1: we'll get out, You'll get something out of this either
Speaker 1: the perspective, it's crazy because that's that's my concern. I'm like, well,
Speaker 1: what am I really going to get out of this?
Speaker 1: And and and I think that that's a good time.
Speaker 1: I mean, but yeah, but I think it'sday night. What's
Speaker 1: the big deal? Right? So I'll have him come over.
Speaker 1: But to the point where we are talking about you know, commitment,
Speaker 1: or we are asking each other if we're our other partners,
Speaker 1: like he's he's aware of um. And it's been a
Speaker 1: conversation and so if he's looking for more, is he
Speaker 1: also expecting me to cut seven off? So like we've
Speaker 1: had this conversation and it sucks because I do like him,
Speaker 1: but having that more thing, I also I'm sure he's
Speaker 1: not into the open relationship thing type. So it's like
Speaker 1: it sucks because I do like him. I enjoy being
Speaker 1: around him. He listens to the show, like he came
Speaker 1: and supported me at the show. He's now working me
Speaker 1: out because I told him, like what things I want
Speaker 1: to change with my body. He's doing that and he's
Speaker 1: in school right now to become a personal trainer. And
Speaker 1: so oh he's changing his life, hopefully not gonna be
Speaker 1: able to finish school, you know, and because he's still
Speaker 1: in Parlt. But like I mean, I mean, I'm just
Speaker 1: saying so even stuff like that a future, I'm looking
Speaker 1: at the future, and you're telling me you're on part
Speaker 1: and I know at any point your po could be
Speaker 1: a dick and you could be gone again. And being
Speaker 1: that he got locked up within a month and a
Speaker 1: half of us meeting, I do have that, you know,
Speaker 1: I'm a little scared for that to happen again. I
Speaker 1: definitely will say this again. Um, the future is definitely
Speaker 1: something what I'm looking for. Like I thought my five
Speaker 1: years was going to be my future and as everything
Speaker 1: kept going like year after year, so it's just me
Speaker 1: here right right, So it's it's definitely I I see,
Speaker 1: I can't if I can't see a future with you,
Speaker 1: If I can't see straight on longevity, I'm not And
Speaker 1: that's kind of where I'm at. So he is back
Speaker 1: in the picture. So I guess fella bay is a
Speaker 1: hashtag again, because you'll be righting me. They laughed at
Speaker 1: the mouth, saying he was sucking fourteen in the head.
Speaker 1: Still I ain't got time for y'all. That mouse was like,
Speaker 1: I think it's still fourteen, so what's been new? I
Speaker 1: guess with with you Weezy, a lot of people have
Speaker 1: been seeing you know, your friends came in town. You
Speaker 1: are with geez now no more like and some people
Speaker 1: are still asking about love a boy and we just
Speaker 1: like y'all still got to catch up to episodes. Guy,
Speaker 1: like some girl wrote me, was like, tell me when
Speaker 1: you'll break up so I could just catch up. I mean,
Speaker 1: I don't know, Like I think I even confused myself
Speaker 1: during that Determining the relationship episode because like, like I mentioned,
Speaker 1: like the label world like, I mean, some people are
Speaker 1: calling it a boyfriend. To me, it's not. I mean,
Speaker 1: we're definitely open and you know, we're sucking other people together.
Speaker 1: But I think I think you're you're you're dating like
Speaker 1: you said, yeah, I don't think it's a situation ship
Speaker 1: because it could be growing right, you know. Right at
Speaker 1: the same time, I am actually realizing that I am
Speaker 1: more of an advocate for open relationships and even though
Speaker 1: what we're doing right now is considered monogamish by sucking
Speaker 1: people together, I'm thinking about going on a date. Like
Speaker 1: as great as it's going, he came to the Life show,
Speaker 1: he met my friends. Like, I guess, I'm very worried
Speaker 1: about the same thing happening to me again where I'm
Speaker 1: getting invested in something is open, but there's no commitment
Speaker 1: at the end. And it's strange because even though we
Speaker 1: are both agreeing to not sleep with anyone else and
Speaker 1: it's actually exclusive, something about me wants to just open
Speaker 1: up a little bit more. And he's one of the
Speaker 1: most amazing men I've ever been with and the best
Speaker 1: sex I've ever had in my life. And I still
Speaker 1: I feel like I just kind of want to just
Speaker 1: have another person. Yeah, I mean I when I think
Speaker 1: like that, honestly, it's like I know everything that I'm
Speaker 1: putting on the table. I know what I'm giving, I
Speaker 1: know my energy and everything like that, and I know
Speaker 1: I'm not and I'm too much for one person, right
Speaker 1: because I'm all over the place. Do you feel that
Speaker 1: it really meaning it? But with what she just said,
Speaker 1: do you think that maybe that's what it is? Do
Speaker 1: you feel like maybe you're too much for one person?
Speaker 1: Not that you can't handle only one person, but do
Speaker 1: you feel like maybe you're just too much for one person?
Speaker 1: I had this feeling that after the live show, even
Speaker 1: though I knew how excited he was about it and
Speaker 1: all of that, my life was a lot and it
Speaker 1: has nothing to do with him, but everything to do
Speaker 1: with you. I am a lot, and like I have
Speaker 1: a lot. I'm multifaceted. Like it's just all these things
Speaker 1: to me, and I just sometimes wonder if the things
Speaker 1: that I I have going on are too much. I
Speaker 1: think there's something that my mom told me when I
Speaker 1: was like, really really young. She went because she whatever
Speaker 1: lived in Cuba, you know, Communist Cuba, whatever, and it's
Speaker 1: really different. Back in the day my mom was born.
Speaker 1: She had a man for every everything. Take it to
Speaker 1: the movies, take her out to eat, take it to
Speaker 1: the theater, take her to dance. So it's and then
Speaker 1: I started realizing as more as I started opening up
Speaker 1: my my doors into open relationships and polyamory and stuff
Speaker 1: like that, that yeah, there's certain like I don't want
Speaker 1: to go to the movie with someone who's gonna be like,
Speaker 1: because I talk, I'm gonna be like, what's gonna happen?
Speaker 1: I don't know, you know, but you're gonna be like, oh,
Speaker 1: shut up, I'm watching. I don't want to go with you,
Speaker 1: You're gonna be like, I don't know's that's why now
Speaker 1: I like that, you know that kind of like I
Speaker 1: don't want to go, you know, pecast and something. Me
Speaker 1: and him kind of went back and forth about because
Speaker 1: he was like, you're not about to sit here and
Speaker 1: tell me like you're about to have another nigga to
Speaker 1: do something with it I don't like to do. And
Speaker 1: I'm like, but I got so many friends, right, yeah,
Speaker 1: it does so many friends. I'm not saying I need
Speaker 1: so many love lovers can other people. It's not that
Speaker 1: he's not fulfilling me, because I don't feel that, but
Speaker 1: I will say, like he is my everything, and it's
Speaker 1: just a lot for someone I've only been dated in
Speaker 1: five months. You you you want to have an open
Speaker 1: relationship right now because you don't want to commit kind
Speaker 1: of That's what it's like. He's your everything, Like you
Speaker 1: know what I mean. I don't mean it like fucking
Speaker 1: Whitney Houston song or some ship losing I know, but
Speaker 1: I meant like everything, like anything that I do I
Speaker 1: do with him, storm king next weekend, to that art
Speaker 1: big installation place, anything I want to do, it's him involved.
Speaker 1: Every single thing, even when I went to see Jesus
Speaker 1: in Meryll and the really big deal about that is
Speaker 1: like I had to introduce him to it to like it.
Speaker 1: I'm not gonna tell you. I don't want to sit
Speaker 1: there with somebody at Jesus in Marylan to be like
Speaker 1: the brand is wrong and then do all a K
Speaker 1: s and just no Jesus in merriw with me in
Speaker 1: that moment. I know he enjoyed it, and I know
Speaker 1: we had fun with it. I know he loved it,
Speaker 1: But I wonder, like, is this what I'm supposed to have?
Speaker 1: And that's what's confusing me because I'm not unhappy. Why
Speaker 1: am I looking for something if you're not happy? Because
Speaker 1: long term and open relationship is gonna work. And if
Speaker 1: I invest too much in one person, what if something
Speaker 1: goes wrong and then it's fucked? What if I have
Speaker 1: no one? You know I didn't? I mean, and that's
Speaker 1: the thing about dating one person. If something goes wrong,
Speaker 1: you're and it's so good right now, let's see. I
Speaker 1: don't look at it that way, because I don't think
Speaker 1: that you should look at being alone is being as
Speaker 1: as it's fault. No no, no, no no no. Not
Speaker 1: being alone, but like, I got no way to I
Speaker 1: got nobody hang with. I don't have anybody go like
Speaker 1: once you like, I keep bringing it up. I had
Speaker 1: someone day in and day out for five years. Now
Speaker 1: I don't. It's going on three months. That is scared.
Speaker 1: I don't know what, nothing to get a call for
Speaker 1: a drink right and mostly like, for example, a lot
Speaker 1: of women when dating casually or whatever, they've got niggers
Speaker 1: on the line, like maybe somebody to hit back up.
Speaker 1: I really don't. I don't. I'm positive. So you're you're
Speaker 1: all the way. Yeah, that is kind of like I'm
Speaker 1: too cute for this. I feel like, well, guys, and
Speaker 1: it's funny that you keep using this word everything. I
Speaker 1: want to tie that into the show today. Everything and
Speaker 1: being attracted to everything. And that's why we have our
Speaker 1: guests here today. And I'm super excited to bring her on.
Speaker 1: I know you're excited to this this um so our
Speaker 1: guests talking about how you end up on. Yeah, well,
Speaker 1: our guest today, guys, um is. I don't want to
Speaker 1: call you a super fan, but she loves the show. No,
Speaker 1: I'm a supera we can do that. Yeah, she listened
Speaker 1: to the show, but she's super dope and what she does. Um,
Speaker 1: you guys may know her as Queen spit on social
Speaker 1: media talk about how she came up to us. So
Speaker 1: you didn't have a ticket for the live show? How
Speaker 1: did you get one? Less? Okay, so my friend yeah
Speaker 1: sold out completely? Um what I think? Um? The page
Speaker 1: in general said, if you know, last minute things happened.
Speaker 1: So if you have a ticket and you can't make it,
Speaker 1: posted up. I said, I definitely want a ticket. If
Speaker 1: anyone has one, hit me up. But you were one
Speaker 1: of there was like people, how did you get it?
Speaker 1: This is exactly what happened. This girl, I don't I'm thinking.
Speaker 1: Her name is Mignondi and she was totally sweet. She
Speaker 1: was like, I was on a on a podcast about
Speaker 1: a month a month ago called Unwifeable. They did a
Speaker 1: live show. They wanted me to be on it. I went,
Speaker 1: she had heard me on the show. Okay, she follows
Speaker 1: me and stuff like that. She was like, I heard
Speaker 1: you on the show and I just feel like you
Speaker 1: have to be there. Yeah, I'm like, thank you so much.
Speaker 1: Like because again, you know, she follows me, so I
Speaker 1: guess she saw all the times that I've you know,
Speaker 1: commented on y'all you read tweet every every tweet, and guy,
Speaker 1: I was I'm still angry that Wheezy you do not
Speaker 1: have a Twitter. She runs, she runs the horrible pod page. Okay,
Speaker 1: but no, yeah, but not on accounts account there's really
Speaker 1: no stop. I don't get sleep from Instagram. I mean
Speaker 1: you will, you will because it's gonna get up. At first,
Speaker 1: I was like that. When I first started my Twitter
Speaker 1: about two years ago, I was like, oh my god, Twitter.
Speaker 1: Yeah again. That was also my first time that as
Speaker 1: demeris vera ak queen spit, I came onto a social
Speaker 1: media so queen spit. So can you explain? Um? Can
Speaker 1: you tell our listeners what you do? So? I am
Speaker 1: an amateur adult performer okay, basically known for sucking Halliday, Yes, sucker,
Speaker 1: are you you a one? I'm not, you know, I'm not.
Speaker 1: That's why her nails are. Don't like that. These are digs,
Speaker 1: dick grippers, right. No. We were interviewing a dude that
Speaker 1: was like, don't care. It was Alex said that ship.
Speaker 1: Let me tell you they don't. But when they but
Speaker 1: when they one nice, they love it. Yo. I've had
Speaker 1: I've had men stop me in the street, like, can
Speaker 1: I see your nails? They're like, and I'm like sure,
Speaker 1: and they're like they're so nice? Are they in short?
Speaker 1: Because there's stiletto so they're I literally told her in
Speaker 1: the hallway, I said, ain't no way you fucking any
Speaker 1: bitches right now with them goddamn, was like, I really
Speaker 1: don't feel like you can wipe your ass properly, and
Speaker 1: I definitely do. And then there's white How do you
Speaker 1: wipe your ass with long nails? Because I think that's
Speaker 1: a comic un so like you literally have to you
Speaker 1: bawl it up. And then you first of all, don't
Speaker 1: get no cheap nails. Don't go no Chinese people who
Speaker 1: make sure you go to a good place. Not Chinese people. No,
Speaker 1: I don't go to Chinese. Who do you go to Whetnamese? No?
Speaker 1: I go to Spanish people. What I don't know, I like, okay,
Speaker 1: so I'm gonna put you I like, I like Vietnamese.
Speaker 1: I've had a few bad experiences, but anyways, make sure
Speaker 1: your news want to go because you'll know what they're
Speaker 1: talking about when they're talking about you. That's not at
Speaker 1: an experience where the first time I had a Spanish
Speaker 1: girl through my nails. I was like, oh, ship, they're tough.
Speaker 1: Like you know, I'm still cooking. I'm still doing all
Speaker 1: of this stuff like you don't want to do. Like
Speaker 1: the person that does my nails has been doing my
Speaker 1: nails for a year and I don't have breaks, like
Speaker 1: they don't break, don't break. So not only I want
Speaker 1: to let you guys know. I know, Um, we just
Speaker 1: had Raquel Savage on the show not too long ago,
Speaker 1: so I don't want you to think that this is
Speaker 1: gonna be another sex worker episode. Um. I really dug
Speaker 1: into Demeris and who she is. And I'm super excited
Speaker 1: because it's the first time that we're going to be
Speaker 1: able to talk about pan sexuality. So we've talked, we've
Speaker 1: had the first few married, Yeah, who's been married? And
Speaker 1: then you're you have a lot of things going on.
Speaker 1: So I'm excited to talk about it. But wheezy, um
Speaker 1: had an article that was to her. No, I think,
Speaker 1: what's the sen to me and you? Um, I don't know.
Speaker 1: I didn't pull it out, So American student, this is
Speaker 1: the headline. Let me shout out. Who sent it to us?
Speaker 1: Oh big Mama Losey sent it okay, big Mama American
Speaker 1: student hooks up with fifty guys in Japan. Here's her verdict.
Speaker 1: And after Latina YouTuber slowly building up her fan base
Speaker 1: where she describes her escapades in Japan and she's nineteen
Speaker 1: years old, she described her life as a home in
Speaker 1: her videos. Her instagram is up Brianna super cute Um.
Speaker 1: She revealed that she's left a dozens of Japanese men
Speaker 1: and spent a few months um two videos she gives
Speaker 1: intimate details about her sexcapades. She says that they have
Speaker 1: small dicks and that they make up for it with
Speaker 1: crazy four play involved with armpits, knee caps and eating
Speaker 1: a lot of caps. What what can you do with
Speaker 1: knee caps in the bed? Girl? Wait, let me run
Speaker 1: my nails up the back of your knee cap in
Speaker 1: the right way real quick. You're gonna be like the
Speaker 1: back of the knee cap is had to me from
Speaker 1: my ankle to my knees. It's like it's a tangle.
Speaker 1: I don't girl, look the first time it was done
Speaker 1: to me, as I see, I wish I knew about
Speaker 1: it because then I would have been like I would
Speaker 1: have looked at the kink for kneecap. Maybe she sent
Speaker 1: us this girl to fucking interview her. But she has
Speaker 1: a Patreon account where she tells her ship and says,
Speaker 1: I will be living from Japan from now until one
Speaker 1: possibly beyond, and I would love to share my journey.
Speaker 1: My content is multidivengeable Japanese living, tips, tricks, mental health
Speaker 1: and so real quick you went to Japan, would you
Speaker 1: were you interested in fucking an Asian or have you?
Speaker 1: Did I talk about Oh this is what I told
Speaker 1: said with Mom. I wanted to have my um drug
Speaker 1: deal or accouza date. So like, I feel like whenever
Speaker 1: I date someone that's outside of black men, they need
Speaker 1: to have these attributes that reminds me of nigga's I've
Speaker 1: been with. So white boys gotta be either really woke
Speaker 1: or socially conscious. And for Asians, I know they have
Speaker 1: the Cuza, which is a really really serious gang. And
Speaker 1: I was like, oh, yeah, like the niggas rush Hour. Yes,
Speaker 1: so you want to where they were Chinese? No? Yeah,
Speaker 1: Kusa is like some ship Like they're like if there
Speaker 1: were bars that ms isn't that scandal what I'm thinking
Speaker 1: of scandal? It's actually the reason that in Japan, you
Speaker 1: can't have tattoos, like you'll be scored out of place
Speaker 1: because they all have tattoos. They looked at me weird.
Speaker 1: And Singapore with my tattoos. But of course when I
Speaker 1: want to Thailand like it was much before, like Asians,
Speaker 1: it's like the culture of tattoos, but specifically Japan, like
Speaker 1: no entry because you know who's a gang members oh u,
Speaker 1: but they a lot of ship around. You just want
Speaker 1: to you like the boss aspect, just what I would
Speaker 1: say something that really turns me on about risking a
Speaker 1: little bit of my life for Dick. You say it
Speaker 1: all the time, I really do. I don't know what
Speaker 1: it is. When I used to funk drug dealers, it's like,
Speaker 1: I don't know it's it's I believe it's because of
Speaker 1: the submissibulous. It has to be because I'm not gonna lie.
Speaker 1: On the other end, I love my square. Ask niggas
Speaker 1: that like comic books like I like that. I'm square too,
Speaker 1: you know yeah, But at the same time, you've got
Speaker 1: a felling based so we believe you. But you know
Speaker 1: what a fella, but you know what his charges wasn't
Speaker 1: like violent and to me, he's on parole. Yeah, but
Speaker 1: I'll be calling him like he got pretty light skinned,
Speaker 1: like nigga who you like. He's not scared, bro, exactly,
Speaker 1: He's gonna finessa hell out. You know. He's not Listen, No,
Speaker 1: not asault. It's not even violent. It's not a violent crime.
Speaker 1: So no, he's not a scar He's not because I
Speaker 1: don't want to have charges out there now that he's
Speaker 1: coming to our shows and support and I don't want
Speaker 1: people know it. Everything whatever is Damn. I'm just saying
Speaker 1: why he gotta be a Terence because he's black. He's
Speaker 1: actually has a really white boy name. Actually it's a
Speaker 1: really white boy name that I don't even call him.
Speaker 1: But what do you call him? You know what's crazy?
Speaker 1: And fuck you destiny because even when he was backstage,
Speaker 1: I was talking to him, and as I was talking
Speaker 1: to him, I was realizing, I don't say his name,
Speaker 1: but because I was around people, I don't want to
Speaker 1: call him bay either. So I'll just be like hey,
Speaker 1: niggas because I don't want to make it so like
Speaker 1: emotional yet, but it's like, I really don't call me
Speaker 1: and and he was like walking to the room and
Speaker 1: he called me wheezy and I said, excuse me, right, No,
Speaker 1: just because you've heard that on my fucking black Friends
Speaker 1: does not mean he gives you the right to say it.
Speaker 1: Take it back. You know what it is. It's weird
Speaker 1: because like I put so much energy into like having
Speaker 1: Wheezy be a part of who I am and being
Speaker 1: fun and just like gross or whatever. But there are
Speaker 1: some people when they like get to know the down
Speaker 1: to earth you, like dot, they call you a nickname
Speaker 1: like that you like, right, But my friends for years,
Speaker 1: like Mandy and I have known each other a long time,
Speaker 1: so she still called me. We Friends that I've had
Speaker 1: long or people that have known me long do call
Speaker 1: me that, and it's it's weird. New people. I'll be like, no, no, no,
Speaker 1: you don't know her, right, yeah, right the way. So
Speaker 1: we're gonna go ahead and get into the kink of
Speaker 1: the week this week, as you guys know, we have
Speaker 1: them every fucking week, and we're trying to get you, guys,
Speaker 1: you know, to kind of open up and maybe know
Speaker 1: that you're not as weird as you think. There's other
Speaker 1: people that think, like you chose this one because I'm
Speaker 1: glad you chose to it. I'm glad you chose it
Speaker 1: because it's complete. This is yet again some ship that
Speaker 1: I clearly don't work with. Um wait, wait, wait wait,
Speaker 1: I don't like the word that it says, but I
Speaker 1: was gonna say, I think it's the good a fine
Speaker 1: word actually, because you're trying to change it to be
Speaker 1: agenda torontophelia. And it says the attraction to elderly, but
Speaker 1: I was gonna say elders, like respect your elders. I
Speaker 1: don't want elderly. But I have been watching old young porn.
Speaker 1: What is old young born? Old niggas like old like
Speaker 1: over sixt So what's crazy is I don't even talk
Speaker 1: the niggas When they say thirty three, I'd be like
Speaker 1: you just made it like over thirty three. Oh, like
Speaker 1: the n ship, same ship. I'm getting into this like
Speaker 1: Daddy dom kind of cuttish, like just there's like this
Speaker 1: d d l G which is Dom, Daddy and little
Speaker 1: Girl and like it's kind of like perverted but dirty,
Speaker 1: but like it's more like a master kind of thing.
Speaker 1: Different word, and like every time I imagine it when
Speaker 1: I'm masturbating, I think, because you're a whole last sub bro,
Speaker 1: this funk I think of old people. I don't know
Speaker 1: what it is. Also a part of me that gets
Speaker 1: really turned on is the sugar baby porn, Like maybe
Speaker 1: because I have been a sugar baby that I kind
Speaker 1: of get. So like, you want gray hairs, sprinkled face,
Speaker 1: but like give me salt and pepper vibes. Yeah, I
Speaker 1: don't know, seasoned, I don't like. I don't know. I
Speaker 1: don't want a saggy as because see I look at
Speaker 1: salt and pepper and I'm like, okay, See Shamar Moore,
Speaker 1: he's oldest funking. He could probably get it, but they
Speaker 1: got a look like Shamar More. I know I'm shallow
Speaker 1: as he is. He's like forty five or something, right,
Speaker 1: he's old as fuck. I mean, listen, I just said
Speaker 1: thirty three over thirty three to me is old. I
Speaker 1: don't know what you're like three? What what I'm just saying?
Speaker 1: I like him kind of young? What what that tell
Speaker 1: to me is even kind of young? Denzel is definitely okay,
Speaker 1: but I mean always you know, I'll take a Denzel,
Speaker 1: but only Denzel. I'll take will Smith, will Smith, but
Speaker 1: you don't want Forest Whittaker because of the eyebro. Just
Speaker 1: you know, it's really black panther. It's so bad. I
Speaker 1: said that. That fucking accent was terrible. It's the eyebrow.
Speaker 1: It's not his age. Don't bring up Forest Whittaker. He
Speaker 1: can't talk in the belly another old well Smith to
Speaker 1: get it? Not damn um it just elba. Why do
Speaker 1: they not cat? They're in their fifties. Okay, So so
Speaker 1: you want to so let's go to ugly niggas is
Speaker 1: what we're talking about. Old ugly old Simon coll or something.
Speaker 1: Simon call okay from American idol. Morgan Freeman. Oh that's
Speaker 1: what you're asking about. Could you suck Morgan Freeman off
Speaker 1: for your little only because I'm gonna tell you, Morgan Freeman,
Speaker 1: I went on a date with this really old guy.
Speaker 1: It was like a sugar date the whole time, my
Speaker 1: young lady friend with like a martini and I was like,
Speaker 1: and it's kind of like this thing where like, you know,
Speaker 1: I'm young and high and you know you have to
Speaker 1: pay for it. And I kind of enjoyed that Morgan
Speaker 1: Freeman would open the sex scene like and you knew
Speaker 1: to open You're like, you know, he narrates everything. Wouldn't
Speaker 1: be the whole goddamn, I wouldn't want to be sucking
Speaker 1: his dick, and him saying I don't want to Samuel L. Jackson,
Speaker 1: bitch would your fun? Yes, the motherfucker I don't like that.
Speaker 1: Can't go ahead? But okay, come on, I don't think
Speaker 1: you incida. Actually the problem is I don't know old
Speaker 1: white man. Maybe we need to go to old white man.
Speaker 1: I tell you who. Go ahead and remember sex and
Speaker 1: the City. The Russian she dated Alexander Petrovsky him Mr
Speaker 1: Big No, yea what now? Wait, this is all in
Speaker 1: like a sugar dating scene. No, this is not sugar dating.
Speaker 1: This cake is an attraction to the elderly broke. You're
Speaker 1: here adding money to the pos because then you go
Speaker 1: because because now you're sitting here getting turned on by
Speaker 1: the money that's coming with it. Okay, okay, okay, you
Speaker 1: just gotta suck the old name like because the old name,
Speaker 1: I mean, I like older. But to say it's not specific, no,
Speaker 1: because respect your elder years. See you have to because
Speaker 1: at nineteen and elder could be thirty. Right, Look she
Speaker 1: looks she's just trying elder. Say you want to suck
Speaker 1: a sixty five year old dick? And just call it
Speaker 1: a sixty five years. Sixty five years. Oh, most developed
Speaker 1: world counties have a chronological age of sixty five elderly. Damn.
Speaker 1: I mean, I mean see when I think elderly, I
Speaker 1: think like Kane and seventies and eighties. Oh that's really
Speaker 1: like I mean, sixty five is still old, like their
Speaker 1: dick probably definitely looks different than when they were thirty.
Speaker 1: I do it, You would do it, but only in
Speaker 1: the premise of no, not for money, bro, not for money,
Speaker 1: you gotta can't. I'm turned on at the idea that,
Speaker 1: like someone is so old and they know they can't
Speaker 1: have me, so they have to do all this ship
Speaker 1: to get me. And then I'm kind of started on sugar. Yeah,
Speaker 1: but I'm not saying sugar with a young dude like that,
Speaker 1: because to me, that a whole fact my last um,
Speaker 1: sugar daddy. I'm gonna sew you what he looked like,
Speaker 1: but he was. I just like the fact that something
Speaker 1: like for me, he was white, so he doesn't look
Speaker 1: for but he really was. I saw his id But
Speaker 1: but maybe I should do that with the young for
Speaker 1: a fact, like they would look at us and they
Speaker 1: would know for a fucking fact that he had to
Speaker 1: pay for it, and that ship got me off. I
Speaker 1: can't tell you know what's crazy. That's why. That's why
Speaker 1: even my sugar days, I don't like it to be
Speaker 1: noticeable that I'm out with right, that's what we want
Speaker 1: to see Beyonce down. He yeah, No, I can't do it.
Speaker 1: I can't do it. I can't do it. Real rich
Speaker 1: I mean even if there, even if they're still rich,
Speaker 1: I can't do it. I don't know. I'm just not
Speaker 1: interested in sixty dollars. Probably you ain't a man, No,
Speaker 1: I don't. It's funny I looked at old. I was
Speaker 1: with my homegirl Carla from the Ship on thirty podcast
Speaker 1: yesterday and we was walking in Harlem and there were
Speaker 1: these old white guys and she was like, how much
Speaker 1: a month did you need? How much of what you
Speaker 1: need to the nigga and the flowers and the one
Speaker 1: in the black silk. Well, I've never been with like
Speaker 1: an unkept older man. That's another thing. Well, they they're
Speaker 1: more season, they're more like I think sex what the
Speaker 1: older man is more because they're definitely going to please
Speaker 1: you and thinking, you know about their dicks. We have
Speaker 1: a friend of mine. I would say her name. She
Speaker 1: has a friend of the show, but I don't know
Speaker 1: if she's ready yet. But she found a sugar daddy
Speaker 1: who is seventy four, and that she said, she said
Speaker 1: she got fifteen it all of the first day and
Speaker 1: all you did with liquor nipples, and she's like, now
Speaker 1: that I'm a paid home, I don't know how I
Speaker 1: feel about going back, and like he's super old. But
Speaker 1: it's also like, you know, these young niggas ain't. I'm sorry.
Speaker 1: I've had young younger dudes give me money, but that
Speaker 1: nigga bought me an apartment before he got well, I said,
Speaker 1: I don't know if again this is on a patron episode.
Speaker 1: We kind of had a sugar in conversation. I think
Speaker 1: my my oldest sugar daddy, well, I did have a
Speaker 1: sugar daddy, like fifty, but my main sugar daddy is
Speaker 1: like my main tricks, none of them are over. But
Speaker 1: like with old niggas, you don't have to do you
Speaker 1: don't really got to do much. Like I mean, I
Speaker 1: was super young and I just want to make you happy, honey.
Speaker 1: I love that ship. I'll be eating it, sweetie. How
Speaker 1: was work like? Oh, you like like an older family friendly,
Speaker 1: So I think you really want to own a swingers club?
Speaker 1: Would you deal? Would you deal with an old man
Speaker 1: in a swigger's club? I mean, see, it's still in
Speaker 1: my head about like the money part. I really get
Speaker 1: off at the fact that they know, like they can't
Speaker 1: have me unless they do something. Yeah. Yeah, it is
Speaker 1: so exciting to me. It's still I still get turned on. Like, bro,
Speaker 1: I had amazing sex with him. I really did. I was,
Speaker 1: but I think it was me feeling my own ego.
Speaker 1: Like when I would take off my clothes and he
Speaker 1: would look at me, I'd be like, I don't know,
Speaker 1: it gives you that much more confidence, is like like
Speaker 1: this older dude really picked me. I'm that sexy. But
Speaker 1: to me, an older guy is gonna pick you, like
Speaker 1: I feel like an older woman would have that confidence
Speaker 1: more like oh my god guys. Still yeah, absolutely, that
Speaker 1: was really in my head when with the older dude
Speaker 1: is like they are so they're so lucky that you
Speaker 1: picked them, and they I've never been with the older man.
Speaker 1: That didn't make me feel that way, Like they are
Speaker 1: just so like excited, like you have any young He
Speaker 1: would watch me, he used taking me to Miami and
Speaker 1: like Bermuda and all the ship and we would go
Speaker 1: and there would always be some young niggest servant us
Speaker 1: and he'd be looking at me. He's like, I know
Speaker 1: you like that, sweetie, and they're like that are not
Speaker 1: with you, but also like and then niggers will be
Speaker 1: looking at me like so I don't know. I'm still
Speaker 1: just y'all know, I like my little young tenderwonis bro.
Speaker 1: I like to be able to but but not only Yeah,
Speaker 1: but it's this, but it's the same to die. Yeah,
Speaker 1: but it's I don't one, don't nick about to die, bro,
Speaker 1: I don't want about to die. But you sixty five,
Speaker 1: you're tired, You have millions. They're not about to lie.
Speaker 1: But you know we don't even work for your millions.
Speaker 1: That just keeps Yeah, but you're saying like that, Um,
Speaker 1: older guys are so like excited to be with younger girls.
Speaker 1: But it's the same reaction from when I date younger
Speaker 1: guys me being older than them. They like that somebody
Speaker 1: else that wants to suck them. And that's the difference.
Speaker 1: But you don't think people want to find old guys
Speaker 1: too the same way you think it's not for free,
Speaker 1: and them young niggles get some frette pussy. They'll get
Speaker 1: some free pussy. There's groupies or something. Right, you ask
Speaker 1: you right right? If you ever feel like, I know
Speaker 1: it's gonna be hard for you, know you like, let's
Speaker 1: not do eighteen enough? Why y'all be talking about can
Speaker 1: we do? Know? Let's do let's say twenty to twenty
Speaker 1: five for a boyfriend. Are you still on that um
Speaker 1: I would date someone? You're absolutely because I feel like
Speaker 1: even at this point, like so, all of my friends
Speaker 1: like older guys, and all of my friends are in
Speaker 1: their thirties, and the same um commitment issues, the same conversations,
Speaker 1: the same things that they're getting from men in their
Speaker 1: thirties are the same same things that I would get
Speaker 1: from a man at twenty two, twenty four. At the
Speaker 1: end of the day, if you look at all all
Speaker 1: of us, even going back to high school, niggas have girlfriends,
Speaker 1: niggas have boyfriends. It's all dependent on the man that
Speaker 1: you meet and where he is in his life, his maturity,
Speaker 1: and what he wants if he could put up, because
Speaker 1: even at thirty, you may still deal with a nigga
Speaker 1: who's still trying to get his dick wet the same
Speaker 1: way is so, I mean, at what age do niggas
Speaker 1: really just want to say, oh, we all want girlfriends?
Speaker 1: Like to me, So it's dependent upon who you meet,
Speaker 1: because there are niggas a twenty getting girlfriends. There are
Speaker 1: you know, still niggas at thirty five who want to
Speaker 1: have their fun. So I don't think it's age depend
Speaker 1: to change your mind. But it's harder for me to
Speaker 1: believe the more success you have with work or school
Speaker 1: that a one year old is really that. But I
Speaker 1: also deal with twenty one year old who a millionaires
Speaker 1: like when that's stimulating. But I'm childish, I mean, but
Speaker 1: I also like like I'm childish as fun like. So
Speaker 1: I've been talking about child and ship, but I feel
Speaker 1: like I also enjoy being able to teach people or
Speaker 1: have conversations to know that I'm opening their minds to
Speaker 1: new things and things like that. And I'm I hate
Speaker 1: how a lot of older men are sometimes condescending. I
Speaker 1: have lived quite a life, I've experienced quite a lot,
Speaker 1: So to me, I don't need a man to teach
Speaker 1: me anything. I like genuinely being able to know I
Speaker 1: could teach a man stuff, or or he's open to
Speaker 1: learning new things. When you're dealing with the older man,
Speaker 1: a lot of times they're said the condescending, but it's
Speaker 1: definitely the part that gets them off, and maybe it
Speaker 1: is it does get off to do. Things I've learned
Speaker 1: about money and what to do with my money have
Speaker 1: been for older men. And really enjoy showing you because
Speaker 1: not only like and the guy I dated a sugar
Speaker 1: that got me that apartment and all that he used
Speaker 1: to tell me, like this is the least money that
Speaker 1: you'll ever get, Like I'm going to make you so
Speaker 1: much money by yourself. You're gonna learn how to make
Speaker 1: money because of me, and you're gonna think this was nothing.
Speaker 1: But yeah, and that it's just that like they want,
Speaker 1: they want to give you that, but they do that,
Speaker 1: I think, And and our for us and our aspect again,
Speaker 1: that's a submissive part because we're willing to learn, we're
Speaker 1: willing to see. It's the submissive dullide little yeah, tell
Speaker 1: me more. Yeah, yeah. I had to pretend at one
Speaker 1: point because I saw his face when he took me
Speaker 1: somewhere in Miami. I can't remember what hotel it was,
Speaker 1: and I didn't act surprised, So the next time you
Speaker 1: took a vacation, I was like, oh my god, I
Speaker 1: just can't believe it. Here look at it, and we
Speaker 1: can get him aside this and they need that ship
Speaker 1: so bad. It's crazy because you keep bringing it back
Speaker 1: to to the submissive as the a simness of her.
Speaker 1: And I've talked about it a lot. I do enjoy
Speaker 1: being more dominant, so that's probably where it also goes
Speaker 1: into me wanting to have that that dominant role. But
Speaker 1: I mean I would switch on and off, like I
Speaker 1: can be as submissive, especially if that's what turns my
Speaker 1: man on. But yeah, I enjoy teaching. I enjoy you know,
Speaker 1: being that go to I mean, I ain't gonna trick
Speaker 1: off on my money. Is still gonna have money and
Speaker 1: probably have more than me, but I still like right,
Speaker 1: So there's just like, uh, I guess a mixture, like
Speaker 1: everyone has their own preferences and stuff like that. But
Speaker 1: I wanted to get into the horrible decision for this
Speaker 1: um this show because it's really no and it's not sugarating, right.
Speaker 1: We've just been a whole topic about that, but this
Speaker 1: is very interesting and so we've talked about lesbian um, bisexuality,
Speaker 1: um queers. Like, we had just a lot of conversations
Speaker 1: in terms of sexuality, and I don't think that we've
Speaker 1: ever even mentioned this on the show. So it's a
Speaker 1: thing called hands sexuality. And could you define pan sexuality
Speaker 1: because when I asked you more about yourself, you said, well,
Speaker 1: I'm pants actual, So what is your definition of pants actuality?
Speaker 1: I don't base it on gender, Okay, I don't. I
Speaker 1: feel like if you can mentally stimulate me, and we
Speaker 1: can for me, pan sexuality is a mental thing. It's
Speaker 1: not on gender. It's not like okay you, it's not strict.
Speaker 1: It's not based on a sexual attraction. No, it's it's not.
Speaker 1: It's way more than that. Because I I think transgender
Speaker 1: I've dated f tms. I'm into female to male transgenders.
Speaker 1: I've um, I'm very interested in transgender um men men men.
Speaker 1: I think they're fucking hot, um and I think they're
Speaker 1: interesting as a person to learn to speak to, to
Speaker 1: see you know, just how differently they they think of themselves.
Speaker 1: Because that's a power to absolutely step to be a man.
Speaker 1: But you want, you know, to just or cross just
Speaker 1: whatever it is and and or female and just be
Speaker 1: you play with it. I think that's so powerful. What
Speaker 1: makes the difference between um, we did now I just
Speaker 1: thought about it, James, I think describe himself as Spanish
Speaker 1: sexual and we got into a whole of the topic.
Speaker 1: But yeah, we didn't touch on it with But why
Speaker 1: not bisexual? Is it because it puts the binary terms? Yeah?
Speaker 1: I think Okay, I think for for me at least,
Speaker 1: it would because because it's either man or woman, right
Speaker 1: and Anne is not that you're even attracted in a
Speaker 1: sexual manner to anyone. It's like connection to whoever you're
Speaker 1: connected with. You feel like you could be with that,
Speaker 1: can be with that person because it's not just sex
Speaker 1: and sex. You can have sex. I can, I've been
Speaker 1: should I mean, I've been married for five years and
Speaker 1: it was I can have a whole week worth of
Speaker 1: sex and never touch my husband, or a whole week
Speaker 1: of sex and touch my husband, or you know it's
Speaker 1: it's so you were married to a man, Yes, I
Speaker 1: was married. Well, I've been married to both female and man. Okay,
Speaker 1: And I think real quick, I want to like, wait,
Speaker 1: like sis man or like you like it? You have
Speaker 1: two different marriages, Okay, to go from woman and because
Speaker 1: I wanted to bring that up even in terms of
Speaker 1: you asking about bisexuality. With pan sexuality, you would date
Speaker 1: and be committed to all of these people, of course
Speaker 1: not and it doesn't care about their gender. Now, I
Speaker 1: want to bring it back to bisexuality because even with me,
Speaker 1: I would consider myself bisexual. Um, but I like to
Speaker 1: be sexual with women. Even though I've been in a
Speaker 1: relationship with a woman, I don't think at this point
Speaker 1: in time I could see myself being because in my
Speaker 1: mind in the future, I see myself being with a man,
Speaker 1: and I love the male anatomy. But sexually I like women.
Speaker 1: I mean, you you just like to have fun. You know,
Speaker 1: you're at the same time you're a woman, so you're
Speaker 1: gonna want to explore that and and just so for me,
Speaker 1: it would just be the exploring part. You're having fun
Speaker 1: fun sexuality too. When you look at women, and I
Speaker 1: think this is the same for me. We look at
Speaker 1: them as like, oh, I like her sex attribute to
Speaker 1: the woman like when i'm and that's what I think
Speaker 1: makes it very bisexual more than pan sexual. I noticed
Speaker 1: her hips, her lips, her voice, hair, like those things
Speaker 1: coming to mind where I'm assuming for you. They don't mind.
Speaker 1: It's more of the mind and who they are. I mean,
Speaker 1: all right, you know sometimes you're a little vein and
Speaker 1: you're like, oh, she's asked, is fat? Whatever? Ended? But
Speaker 1: then once you do dig in, then there's nothing there
Speaker 1: past that. It's like, all write, you're hot, Like what?
Speaker 1: Because I actually separate the gender roles a lot in
Speaker 1: my bisexuality. For me, it's it really is the mind.
Speaker 1: I also realized my type has changed for women. I
Speaker 1: think I'm into and I learned this yesterday at the
Speaker 1: Pride for Aid. Butch fem. Oh, I love it. I've
Speaker 1: been saying, don't know, that's not necessarily butch FM. She's
Speaker 1: just butch, right, she's just butch. What is butch from?
Speaker 1: Like androgynous and the way they dressed. Okay, so butch
Speaker 1: fem is the girl that, yeah like it. Maybe heals
Speaker 1: with like the Ruby Rose she was a girl, Um absolutely, yes,
Speaker 1: okay Ruby Rose Okay, well yeah those and they're cute,
Speaker 1: but it's like she's like any bits head on it,
Speaker 1: like sports. I was like a good dog. So so
Speaker 1: when did you realize that you were attracted to men
Speaker 1: women and then possibly trans or cross stressors? Like, when
Speaker 1: did you realize the fluidity and what you were attracted?
Speaker 1: I was actually very young. Um, I was like eighteen
Speaker 1: nineteen and I had just gotten out of a shitty
Speaker 1: relationship with a dude. Uh huh, and I was I
Speaker 1: mean my first kiss was a girl. For sexual experience
Speaker 1: was girl. Everything was the girl. Okay, it's such an
Speaker 1: easy win. I mean, don't we all hump our friends?
Speaker 1: But that doesn't kind of sexual, right because I used
Speaker 1: to play teacher and student with my friends all the
Speaker 1: time and we just used to hump. But we we're
Speaker 1: dry humping. I mean it's it's still sexual. Yeah, it
Speaker 1: is still sexual. But I think we all have house
Speaker 1: but like house, Yeah, I think we've all had our
Speaker 1: first sexual experiences with a girl first in real life. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I remember specifically as a kid, and um, like no, no, no,
Speaker 1: we're both daddies. We're both the mommies. Were both the mommies,
Speaker 1: but we have the baby, so the mommies make the
Speaker 1: baby together. And my mom heard me say that I
Speaker 1: think she used to play zippers, you know, like what
Speaker 1: is zippers? So she was I used to live in
Speaker 1: Florida whatever a long time ago. We would it was friends.
Speaker 1: We would go in the shower together. It's like we'd
Speaker 1: go we'd be in the pool all day or whatever
Speaker 1: in the scott and then we're soaping and then we're
Speaker 1: just zippers, like we would like make pretend we draw
Speaker 1: zippers on our soapy bodies and then open it up
Speaker 1: and can we play zippers as adult? I mean ship? Yeah? Right, So,
Speaker 1: so you just realized that you kind of had an
Speaker 1: attraction for everyone. It was it was the mental. It
Speaker 1: was one like again I got out of a shitty
Speaker 1: relationship with a dude. Um. I was talking to this
Speaker 1: girl who looked like a girl at first. Once I
Speaker 1: started speaking more to her, She's like, yeah, I'm taking
Speaker 1: tea and which is just tossed her own. She's transitioning.
Speaker 1: And once I started speaking to her and her she
Speaker 1: would open up to me about, you know, just her
Speaker 1: life and her decision on wanting to do this. I'm like,
Speaker 1: you're amazing, You're you're totally powerful. What are Your story
Speaker 1: is getting really good and I'm gonna have to listen
Speaker 1: back to some stuff. I have an emergency that I
Speaker 1: have to leave for it. But I hope you guys
Speaker 1: enjoyed this because I am so hyped that we had
Speaker 1: a listener that's this dough. Yeah she'll sinking. All are
Speaker 1: all dope, but like, we've only interviewed a few listeners
Speaker 1: and Cake who was one of them too, So I'm
Speaker 1: really excited. I can't leave one too bad. It's okay.
Speaker 1: We could have continued this this conversation because I'm super
Speaker 1: interested in it. So, how is dating as a pants
Speaker 1: actually so real? Quick to go back to your story,
Speaker 1: you said that you noticed that she was transitioning, and
Speaker 1: because you still had that attraction to her, you realized,
Speaker 1: I'm not leaving because of this, and I still like
Speaker 1: you for who you are, and then you realize, okay,
Speaker 1: this could be a thing exactly. So when you now
Speaker 1: that you realize this, that that relationship is over and
Speaker 1: now you realize that you are pants sectional, how did
Speaker 1: you get into dating? What was your next? How do
Speaker 1: you look for a partner? Do you even look for
Speaker 1: a partner? Do you wait for them to just come
Speaker 1: to you? Like? How does that work? And I never
Speaker 1: really look so to say, but I mean, yeah, I
Speaker 1: just it would be the whole conversation for me, bro
Speaker 1: Like it's it's it became hard because it's like I
Speaker 1: can look at you and be vain and be like,
Speaker 1: oh I want you, but then it's like there's no
Speaker 1: substance there because for me it is mental. It's mental.
Speaker 1: So I'm the shallow person that I need to know.
Speaker 1: I'll be times where it's like you hot, I need
Speaker 1: you in my bed now, Like I got male stripper
Speaker 1: friends right now that I'm like, I hate when you
Speaker 1: post becauld you make me want you like and so.
Speaker 1: But then there's my friend was the transgender and she's
Speaker 1: fucking like just to see her her confidence, I think literally,
Speaker 1: and motherfucker's be wondering how I'll be bagging and Nigga's
Speaker 1: bag it's because a bit confident. Nigga definitely sense confidence.
Speaker 1: So I want to ask you too, when what we
Speaker 1: talk a lot in terms of lgbt Q and people
Speaker 1: not being comfortable with telling their friends or telling their family.
Speaker 1: I didn't even tell friends of mine that I was
Speaker 1: gay until what like my first or second year of
Speaker 1: high school. Wow, and these and and I mean friends
Speaker 1: that we did the kinky ship with, how did they react? Um?
Speaker 1: I mean if you did Kiki ship with him, if
Speaker 1: they knew he was gay? It, Yeah, they already knew,
Speaker 1: but your family who the people who you ate. Well,
Speaker 1: my family was different because I'm of Cuban descent, um
Speaker 1: communist Cuba. Like my mother worked with Fidel Cash Show.
Speaker 1: Her father was Fidel Cashual sergeant at arms, things of
Speaker 1: that nature, so side by side, checking us. So I
Speaker 1: come from a super super strict like man, woman, baby married.
Speaker 1: If you beat you, you're gonna deal with it. If
Speaker 1: he cheats on you. So it's it's very and I
Speaker 1: broke out of like I used to watch like Marie
Speaker 1: or whatever, and I'd be like, mom, so what if
Speaker 1: I told you I'm sucking this on you? Oh okay.
Speaker 1: It was very Still a lot of people have that.
Speaker 1: It's very, very scary. I had, I mean ship. My
Speaker 1: mom literally walked in on walking on me one time
Speaker 1: as soon as Shorty was done giving me head like litertural. Really,
Speaker 1: I was wearing like flimsy like boy boxers. And she
Speaker 1: came over and my mom wasn't home yet, and she
Speaker 1: was a total a g. She was like literally butched
Speaker 1: like a g. And she's the aggressor all the way
Speaker 1: you and all these goddamn acronyms. Beach, I ain't up
Speaker 1: on him like every life you say MC sixty seventy
Speaker 1: fucking a g fmt L, I don't even know. I'm like,
Speaker 1: what are you talking about? Like I need a breakdown
Speaker 1: of ship hold literally wear her her strap. She didn't
Speaker 1: get her period until we were actually together, and she
Speaker 1: was like eighteen at the time, like she was super
Speaker 1: buch she was, but she literally she went down on me.
Speaker 1: I came and I literally just went and my mom said, hey, wait,
Speaker 1: she was she knew what was happening. She didn't know,
Speaker 1: she didn't she like, my mom just came in the
Speaker 1: house from work and came into my room. So when
Speaker 1: you had that shorty was like this, like wiping her mouth.
Speaker 1: She was wiping her mouth and literally coming up off
Speaker 1: of my pussy when my mother opened the door, and
Speaker 1: I was like, hey mom, and I'm literally still like
Speaker 1: in the shivers of even though these girls so are
Speaker 1: at your house, your mom probably doesn't have any idea.
Speaker 1: She didn't what I'm gonna say that what she did
Speaker 1: say to that particular person was she's gonna break your heart.
Speaker 1: Keep working. Well. I said what I thought my mom knew,
Speaker 1: But my mom also knew that I'm I'm my friends
Speaker 1: are very personally, very personal to me. So I have
Speaker 1: a best friend of mine, Well she's not my best
Speaker 1: friend anymore, but we're very still close friends. And you
Speaker 1: can't tell me nothing about her even if we're not
Speaker 1: talking for two three is bitch. I'm coming to bat
Speaker 1: for you with u. But Mama always knows because I
Speaker 1: had friends growing up, and my mom was that that
Speaker 1: ain't your friends. That ain't your friends. So at what
Speaker 1: point did you go to your mom and say, listen, mom,
Speaker 1: this is me. So actually she came to me, I
Speaker 1: was I actually had just gotten into Um okay, so
Speaker 1: I got married for papers. Oh that guy's the one
Speaker 1: in the marriages don't count, so that that makes that's
Speaker 1: the one I didn't bring up. You have three marriages, yeah,
Speaker 1: and I'm only gonna be thirty. Way three marriages before thirty, Okay,
Speaker 1: real quick, And it's a little person. How much money
Speaker 1: you got for that one? For the papers? Because because
Speaker 1: my mama, I got married two more times after that.
Speaker 1: So obviously he fucked up. Oh he clearly did, because
Speaker 1: my daddy's talking about it. Because these Jamaicans right used
Speaker 1: to be wanting to get their papers. Then my daddy
Speaker 1: used to be like thirty thousand, but he didn't. Thirty
Speaker 1: thousand is about the going, right, That's that's what are
Speaker 1: willing to pay as well. You had to dish out
Speaker 1: that thirty and he didn't, so he's still where he is.
Speaker 1: Did get your paper? Right? Hey? Pay phone? Um? I
Speaker 1: just came back from that and I was like, I
Speaker 1: don't want no dude funk that. Like it was just
Speaker 1: like I'm totally gonna just be free. I'm not going
Speaker 1: to continue to look for just one thing. I open
Speaker 1: back up from just dealing with dudes. And I was
Speaker 1: talking to this girl and she was like, um, wheezy said.
Speaker 1: She was like a kind of like Ruby Rose. Right.
Speaker 1: She came over and I was like, hey, mom, can
Speaker 1: she sleep over? She was like yeah, okay. I was like, okay,
Speaker 1: We're gonna go to the house and get closed. She's
Speaker 1: like okay. So she calls me and I'm on the way.
Speaker 1: She's like, are you coming back with the girl? I said, yeah, mama,
Speaker 1: am we you know you said she could sleep over.
Speaker 1: She's like, okay, let me ask you something. Is that
Speaker 1: your girlfriend? She didn't, Oh no she didn't. She said,
Speaker 1: she said, let me ask you something. Is that your girlfriend,
Speaker 1: because you know I I don't know, and it feels funny.
Speaker 1: I said, it feels funny. If it feels funny, I'm like, man,
Speaker 1: what do you mean it feels funny? So so I'm like,
Speaker 1: I'm like, I mean yeah, She's like, ah, okay. We
Speaker 1: told later, I said, how is that talk? Never had it? Really?
Speaker 1: I think at that point she I mean she at
Speaker 1: the same time she had also let me go. You
Speaker 1: get what I'm saying. I I she had moved. We moved,
Speaker 1: picked up and moved to Spain together. I wasn't filling
Speaker 1: it out there, and I came back home. I came
Speaker 1: back to New York. So this was me what eighteen
Speaker 1: years old, literally first time separated from my mom. And
Speaker 1: it's not separated another state. I mean, so you're in
Speaker 1: another country, different country, time zone. So it became very difficult.
Speaker 1: Like if I wanted to call my mom at twelve
Speaker 1: in afternoon, it's six o'clock, she's probably closing up the
Speaker 1: bar to go. You know what I'm saying, it's it's
Speaker 1: very different. So I had to I started not to
Speaker 1: care about what really my mom said, and that relationship
Speaker 1: and you know, and that relationship and it's like, you're
Speaker 1: either going to respect me and understand that I am
Speaker 1: still your daughter or I'm still your daughter. Either way,
Speaker 1: he's gonna disown me and I'm your only child. So
Speaker 1: how do you really feel about that? So when it
Speaker 1: comes to now your family knows you're aware of yourself
Speaker 1: and you have this mental craving, what are the sexual
Speaker 1: craving attached to? Oh, it's it's pan sexuality. And do
Speaker 1: you crave dick? Sometimes? Do you crave pussy? Do you
Speaker 1: crave boobs? Do you crave? Asked? Like, are there parts?
Speaker 1: Are there parts of people that you do crave? And
Speaker 1: that's where you go first? Well? Absolutely, Like a lot
Speaker 1: of times when i'm you know, with a man, is
Speaker 1: it's about the penetration. I'm not I'm not big on penetration.
Speaker 1: I'm not big on penetration. I can, honestly, I would
Speaker 1: prefer to honestly either be with um. Penetration is just
Speaker 1: not my thing. I can, I'm good. I'm good with penetration.
Speaker 1: I can Clittoral simulation is all the way my thing.
Speaker 1: So but yeah, sometimes I all the way want penetration.
Speaker 1: Sometimes I just wanted to see. Sometimes I just want
Speaker 1: to really mentally be there with you. So it's it's
Speaker 1: it's it's crazy because some people, Um, and I want
Speaker 1: to know how many people you're actually probably helping to.
Speaker 1: I don't think people understand or or have this sense
Speaker 1: that they have to identify themselves. I'm straight or gay,
Speaker 1: and there's there there, there's so many things in between
Speaker 1: that you can be. You can find beauty and so
Speaker 1: many things like I didn't. I didn't realize that once
Speaker 1: I opened up my doors to a female to male
Speaker 1: transgender the at um I would actually like, I mean,
Speaker 1: I don't I don't want to say like that, but yeah,
Speaker 1: it's crazy because I don't know the right thing to say.
Speaker 1: I said transgenders, and apparently you can't say it with
Speaker 1: an S. It has to be transgendered people or I
Speaker 1: don't know, there's just too many rules around that. I
Speaker 1: know tranny is the bad word, but then, um, so
Speaker 1: the swinger couple I had on they sent me a
Speaker 1: party where um, there's transgender women strippers and it's called
Speaker 1: tranny Thursdays. So I'm like, is it okay to say
Speaker 1: because it's their own community. I'm just so confused that
Speaker 1: all of the terminology that can be used because of
Speaker 1: course dyke and butch are supposed to be bad words,
Speaker 1: but if you identify as lesbian or gay, you could
Speaker 1: say dyke and butch. You can't say the F word,
Speaker 1: but if you're gay you could say it. Like it's
Speaker 1: just it's too many rules attached to it, like I've
Speaker 1: been called when when I was just with my ex
Speaker 1: wife at the time, I was called the fat hag.
Speaker 1: Excuse me, but um but yeah, so I was called
Speaker 1: you know, it's it's different. Yeah, so for for any
Speaker 1: of you listening, And it's crazy because I actually just
Speaker 1: met a woman when I did UM the Girl Mom Day.
Speaker 1: It was a panel discussion and I was talking about
Speaker 1: sexual liberation, women empowerment, and I had a woman come
Speaker 1: to me and say that she was a sexual and
Speaker 1: scared to come to her partner, um, scared to tell
Speaker 1: her her mother about that. And so she doesn't really
Speaker 1: want kids, She has no desire to even have sex.
Speaker 1: Sex is not something that she craves. It's not something
Speaker 1: that she wants. But coming to terms with herself that
Speaker 1: this is how she is, and how to identify as
Speaker 1: it and how to tell her friends, that's yeah, that's something, Yes,
Speaker 1: I know and so there's there's all of these things
Speaker 1: that we can be as human beings. And I feel like,
Speaker 1: because there's all of these different titles that we feel
Speaker 1: like we have to fit in and all of the
Speaker 1: stereotypes that come with each of them, it's like, is
Speaker 1: this wrong? Is it right? Is it? You know? Am
Speaker 1: I wrong for likingness? Am I right for liking this?
Speaker 1: And and even what Raquel said, she said that you're not,
Speaker 1: you know, saying supposed to or should too to have
Speaker 1: those things in our mind. I think that's what keeps
Speaker 1: us from experiencing things sexually and being with people who
Speaker 1: we may want to be with, but we think that
Speaker 1: it's not the right thing to do. And so with
Speaker 1: you coming on and speaking about paint sexuality, if someone
Speaker 1: is listening that even maybe experiencing even now still to
Speaker 1: this day, what I'm going to be thirty, I've been
Speaker 1: I have understand my my pant sexuality since I was
Speaker 1: about eighteen nineteen. Even still now, I'm confused because you
Speaker 1: never know what is the one thing about this particular
Speaker 1: person that you like. Yeah, so again it goes on parole.
Speaker 1: I don't know if I'm supposed to like that either,
Speaker 1: something there there's something there you know mentally that just
Speaker 1: clicks for you and it makes you feel comfortable. I'm
Speaker 1: I mean I should. I don't want to say I'm
Speaker 1: a confused person, but I've been through so much in
Speaker 1: life that I just if I find beauty in the
Speaker 1: roles that grew out of the concrete, that's what it is.
Speaker 1: And I just want to let y'all know too. She
Speaker 1: has been with everyone and it's a consensus that everyd
Speaker 1: you just saying Ship right, it's not just Nigga, everybody, everybody.
Speaker 1: I need you all to know because I know a
Speaker 1: lot of times that's when I get into the mood
Speaker 1: of dealing with women. I've had more abusive situations with females,
Speaker 1: which I very I very much agree then, But we
Speaker 1: have the conversation with Chris Styles and Christie Memory on
Speaker 1: the domestic violence situation episode. They were talking about how
Speaker 1: women aren't even condemned for being violent and a lot
Speaker 1: of times women are violent and men can't speak up
Speaker 1: about getting hit on a getting because they won't even
Speaker 1: be believed sometimes. So it's just I just think everyone
Speaker 1: at SHIP. But I I'm still glad we were able
Speaker 1: to talk about this on the show. I want to
Speaker 1: get into the homemail before we leave out. UM and
Speaker 1: this is this is interesting, um and and we just
Speaker 1: got it in. It's called the realization. Um. It's from
Speaker 1: one of one of our male listeners. Um. He's like, Hello,
Speaker 1: I'm part of the batch of brilliant idiot fans that
Speaker 1: started listening to the podcast. I've always been a self
Speaker 1: deprecating kind of guy. I never saw myself as attractive
Speaker 1: because I was a bit short, always been a chubby guy.
Speaker 1: The act the exact opposite of what I'm always told
Speaker 1: everyone want, especially living in Brooklyn. See y'all Brooklyn people
Speaker 1: sucked up man, y'all Brooklyn people. Guy Damn, he says.
Speaker 1: I'm twenty and I'm coming to the realization that I'm
Speaker 1: fucking cute. Girls always told me. I. Um, girls always
Speaker 1: told me I was cute. But now it's starting to click.
Speaker 1: Feels awkward to say, but I am with this new
Speaker 1: found confidence though. I've been shooting my shot at places
Speaker 1: I never did because of my self confidence. And we
Speaker 1: talked about confidence. I'm friends with a lot of fun boys,
Speaker 1: and the only problem with that is I'm not that
Speaker 1: kind of guy. This is the question so my question
Speaker 1: is how do I go about respective respectfully saying that
Speaker 1: I don't want a full blown relationship. I was successful
Speaker 1: with doing it with one girl, but she's the one
Speaker 1: that started the conversation. So he's basically going about how
Speaker 1: can okay? So here he goes to say, how do
Speaker 1: you go about even asking for friends with benefits? How
Speaker 1: do you want guys to approach you in the street?
Speaker 1: Most girls I've asked this way, um or when guys
Speaker 1: say this, they want to be confident and respectful, two
Speaker 1: things I got downpacked but now or less any more
Speaker 1: tips for that skill. So basically, guys, what he's asking
Speaker 1: is how can he ask to just have a friend
Speaker 1: with benefits or just fun a girl, but without being
Speaker 1: disrespectful about it? And I think this has a lot
Speaker 1: to do with girls being in their feelings a lot
Speaker 1: and we feel like a nigga's boy for quote unquote
Speaker 1: leading us on or I mean, you know, how do
Speaker 1: you go about doing that? I honestly have the conversation you.
Speaker 1: I can't feel no way about you if you're telling
Speaker 1: me from jump list and you know I want to
Speaker 1: have fun with you. I enjoyed the time together. I
Speaker 1: don't know where it's going or or what or even
Speaker 1: if it's not, you don't know where it's going. I
Speaker 1: like what we have. You know what's crazy? Like I
Speaker 1: feel like I feel like I feel like both of
Speaker 1: us got nigga mindes because I'd be like, I don't
Speaker 1: even want you then in real life. But a lot
Speaker 1: of women and I wish he was in here for
Speaker 1: this conversation too. I feel like a lot of women actually,
Speaker 1: well here that a man say I don't want a
Speaker 1: relationship and still go into it thinking that they could
Speaker 1: change that, they could mind a man's mind, get it,
Speaker 1: it's a whole Oh he's a white nose. Then he
Speaker 1: turned into any But he's not because from jump he
Speaker 1: already's put it out there he doesn't want this relationship,
Speaker 1: or he doesn't want to pursue this, or you felt
Speaker 1: like you can change him because the pussy's there. Whatever.
Speaker 1: Know that if a man does not want if a
Speaker 1: person for a man, if a person does not want something,
Speaker 1: they're not gonna get it. You're nothing you do is
Speaker 1: going to change that. And so for you asking for advice, honestly,
Speaker 1: I would say, just continue to be honest. Let them
Speaker 1: know that's not We're not a form and you know,
Speaker 1: just be open about it. I think that's what makes
Speaker 1: a nigga not a points when you lie, that's when
Speaker 1: you lie, and you become to play the games. And
Speaker 1: you I'm I'm leading you warm, but you over here
Speaker 1: talking to Tash Keisha and and and ay, ain't nobody
Speaker 1: got time for Just tell me. Look, I'm gonna be
Speaker 1: talking to Tasha, Keisha, Lakwanda, but you too, Alright, cool,
Speaker 1: So now I'm gonna talk to you know, Rashawn and
Speaker 1: and Ken and I'm gonna do what the right. So
Speaker 1: now we we were just an understanding. So now I'm
Speaker 1: not putting all my eggs in one basket for you
Speaker 1: for you to then for me to feel like, oh
Speaker 1: you hurt me because you didn't know. We're gonna do
Speaker 1: one more HOMEO before we get out. This is one
Speaker 1: that ain't ship and I really, um, we have men
Speaker 1: in the room. Can I get one of y'all on
Speaker 1: the mic for this, Police King Chris, one of y'all.
Speaker 1: All right, we're gonna go ahead and bring um which
Speaker 1: one of y'all coming on the mic because this is
Speaker 1: the conversation we kind of had I want to welcome y'all.
Speaker 1: We have a king and brother Christopher joining us um
Speaker 1: from Combat Jack Show, Do Say Podcast just Loud Speaking
Speaker 1: network in the building because this is a really interesting
Speaker 1: this is like so so it says, Hi, Mandy and Wheezy.
Speaker 1: Weezy has left the room. But we're gonna We're gonna
Speaker 1: answer this question for you girl, I'm snow. I wanted
Speaker 1: to start off by saying that I love your podcast
Speaker 1: and you both haven't inspired me to be more liberated sexually.
Speaker 1: Here we go, guys. My question is would it be
Speaker 1: a horrible decision to sleep with my best friend's ex girlfriend.
Speaker 1: My best friend passed away a few years ago, her
Speaker 1: ex recently expressed interest in me and I also have
Speaker 1: feelings for her. Would this be completely disrespectful to my
Speaker 1: friend considering this was the love of her life or
Speaker 1: is it not a big deal? Thanks in advance for
Speaker 1: your advice, signed an unintentional help. So feeling guilt There
Speaker 1: has to be guilt in asking this. I mean what
Speaker 1: we need to know and wanted to answer this question
Speaker 1: correctly is the time period? So don't the time period matters?
Speaker 1: Years ago? The best front passed away a few years ago.
Speaker 1: But are you asking for how long the relationship they
Speaker 1: had was? Does that matter? How long before that? That
Speaker 1: don't matter. He's from y'all stay over there on that
Speaker 1: corner ship go over there. Yeah no, I don't think that.
Speaker 1: I don't think I hear. Yeah. No. So now you're
Speaker 1: bringing up the BRONX. I don't know. Yes, yeah, yeah,
Speaker 1: So listen, Look, no, it doesn't it doesn't, it doesn't.
Speaker 1: I don't think it matters for the time. So I
Speaker 1: wanted to get guys in on this. Three days after
Speaker 1: the passing. It's cool, Okay, So it's a few years
Speaker 1: after the passing. I'm wondering, does the amount of time
Speaker 1: they were in a relationship count? So our people are
Speaker 1: are people? So because they dated, yes, your front passed,
Speaker 1: but does that keep people still off limits because the
Speaker 1: person they were with died? I see, that's trying to do.
Speaker 1: That's really tricky because I mean it's really tricky because
Speaker 1: at the same time, it's like, again, you can connect
Speaker 1: with somebody through morning and it's you know, it's so
Speaker 1: it's it's just it's a very tender topic. Um, maybe
Speaker 1: they had maybe one day was working with each other.
Speaker 1: Maybe they had some type of feelings towards each other before,
Speaker 1: but they never really maybe, So it's crazy because I
Speaker 1: can't ask you if you died, would you be mad
Speaker 1: because you're already dead. So like it's like, who do
Speaker 1: you have the loyalty to me? Is it? Is it
Speaker 1: just a moral thing? Who put the poison in the drink?
Speaker 1: You would say something like that, Look all right, So,
Speaker 1: I mean honestly, if you if you want your partner
Speaker 1: to be happy after you're going, you would want them
Speaker 1: to move on. This is really you look at it.
Speaker 1: I don't want you to mourn me for the rest
Speaker 1: of your life and you've got another thirty years ago
Speaker 1: when you're not gonna move on. And I mean, look,
Speaker 1: it just so happens to be that you like someone
Speaker 1: who was my friend. I'm dead now this is on me,
Speaker 1: the ghost talking like you don't do that, don't do that.
Speaker 1: That's that's underlying intentions, and you're just underlying the boy
Speaker 1: like you just like. But that's the thing. It's safe
Speaker 1: to it's safe to believe that there was always an
Speaker 1: underlying thought of that. I don't think, no, I don't
Speaker 1: know feelings for you. Now it's crazy. Well, I think
Speaker 1: that I agree with I think Christopher or or Queen
Speaker 1: Smith said it like you do gain feelings when you
Speaker 1: mourn somebody together, like you start to maybe spend more
Speaker 1: time around each other because you both are going through
Speaker 1: a loss at the same time. I think it has
Speaker 1: to do with just a guilty conscience and more. I
Speaker 1: don't know. I think that's what it is. I don't know.
Speaker 1: I just wanted the guys that put on this because
Speaker 1: to me, I feel like if you had a bit,
Speaker 1: you wouldn't want your nigga to fuck hurt if you
Speaker 1: died regardlessn't don't sit aroun down crying over me for
Speaker 1: too long. You gotta move on. Life goes on, right life, Okay, Okay,
Speaker 1: I'm not gonna say so, y'all. Advice to her would
Speaker 1: be go ahead and try this. I'll haunt the bit
Speaker 1: if you end up breaking that. So now we got
Speaker 1: a problem. Go ya, bit, you cheated. I'm a young
Speaker 1: knight tonight you're gonna wake up with scrap, y'all. Go
Speaker 1: forth and knocked boots. Okay, So and and see what
Speaker 1: it goes, because I mean, I guess you can't sit here.
Speaker 1: This could be your soul mate and you don't want
Speaker 1: it to stop happy because of a guilty conscience with
Speaker 1: a friendship that you had and that person has passed. Um,
Speaker 1: I think it's also something that you might want to
Speaker 1: look into. I don't know if you guys had mutual friends,
Speaker 1: but you're gonna be having a lot of people judging you, UM,
Speaker 1: so it may bring a little bit of drama with relationship. Respectfully,
Speaker 1: there's there's been a few years in the mix that
Speaker 1: you know, so I think it makes it okay. Okay,
Speaker 1: So I guess, I guess the consensuses you can go
Speaker 1: ahead and sunk her even though she dated your end
Speaker 1: and died and this just sounds all types of horrible.
Speaker 1: We get some crazy emails Jesus christ Um, I want
Speaker 1: to thank you for coming on, Um, thank you so much,
Speaker 1: and thank you a king and brother Christopher. But joining
Speaker 1: in on the homemail today, we we got a little
Speaker 1: bit of everybody you like that, everybody that high and left.
Speaker 1: But let go ahead and let our listeners know where
Speaker 1: they can find you, because y'all, y'all will be surprised.
Speaker 1: She does a whole lot that we didn't even talk
Speaker 1: about on the show. Real Quick, Real Quick, is your okay,
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Speaker 1: girl with pH okay, and then my my tweeter, oh
Speaker 1: my Twitter is that Mari rivera x X okay, and
Speaker 1: those are the only two platforms, isn't that? Queen is
Speaker 1: just the name because after three years of doing my
Speaker 1: my porn stuff, I actually developed, like I know, got
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Speaker 1: thought we just had it in pen sexual on. I
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Speaker 1: look we got the guys on the bike and that
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Speaker 1: I do porn Hub, so I don't. Well, so keep
Speaker 1: keep viewing, keep you on on porn Hub. I can
Speaker 1: find you on Hub. Yes you can't on Queen Spit
Speaker 1: Queen X spit X Oh no no no, not videos.
Speaker 1: Look you know she said she don't funk with X videos. No,
Speaker 1: she ain't finding with X video, So I'm not gonna lie.
Speaker 1: I definitely want to see how you suck it, because
Speaker 1: you're talking like you sucked dick better than anybody that
Speaker 1: sucked dick. And I ain't gonna do all of that.
Speaker 1: But I definitely liked the spit. I will I get Yeah,
Speaker 1: you like spit, Like, yeah, I have an issue with
Speaker 1: getting spit, but like my mouth just doesn't get as
Speaker 1: spite as I needed to get, unless like gag, and
Speaker 1: then I'll have to gag. You gotta get. I hate it.
Speaker 1: I don't like feeling like I'm about to dive. Do
Speaker 1: you have tons still? They're they're large, which is why
Speaker 1: I have issues with even like because my weight is
Speaker 1: down now I don't snore anymore. But they were talking
Speaker 1: about removing my tenses and I was like, get them removed?
Speaker 1: Why because then I want you could suck some dead
Speaker 1: I want what I can't suck now get it back there? Really, yes,
Speaker 1: I have My tons was removed when I was very little,
Speaker 1: Just like the first thing. I was just like, you
Speaker 1: ain't feel ship. I didn't even Joe dude, actually, so
Speaker 1: I speak to do the first dick I've ever sucked.
Speaker 1: He's like, I've never mind you. I'm going to be thirty.
Speaker 1: We were in junior high school. You were sucking dick
Speaker 1: and junior highs about to be and had a head start.
Speaker 1: You had a head star and he was like, I
Speaker 1: have never yet to got my dick sucked like that. Again,
Speaker 1: I said, what I know, you got a kid. So
Speaker 1: glad that we don't the same nigg is because I'd
Speaker 1: be feeling special when they can say I'm the best
Speaker 1: head they game. And I'm like, I got some friends
Speaker 1: that the heart the same. So thank god I ain't
Speaker 1: got to compete with my friends. Okay, ain't nobody got
Speaker 1: time to be out here that what they've friend like, well,
Speaker 1: which one of us sucked it better? And now it's
Speaker 1: sad when I'm just saying when you well, in my
Speaker 1: in my line of work, I've had a trick be
Speaker 1: every everyone. Yeah, everyone's trick. And it's kind of like
Speaker 1: after they got to me, it was like, look a
Speaker 1: king is literally looking her up as we speak. Well, okay,
Speaker 1: I think that you guys. I'm gonna put her names
Speaker 1: as well, guys in the description, so that you guys
Speaker 1: can look at her suck some motherfucking dick. Look, this
Speaker 1: is from a man. What do you think about it
Speaker 1: right now? Well, it's a little interview just passed like
Speaker 1: a minute and a half. I have an oral fetish,
Speaker 1: Like I literally like I have a little fixation. I like,
Speaker 1: I keep things in my mouth literally like a lot
Speaker 1: of cops fingers my nails. Like even when I do
Speaker 1: like my silly short on Instagram, it's always a nail
Speaker 1: in my yeah face yo, hey kings face right now,
Speaker 1: so look it up. Look because they thought she was
Speaker 1: a little innocent, bubbly little girl from Brookly, Brooklyn with
Speaker 1: bro you and that looks like a big dick yo.
Speaker 1: It's fun, bro, and you got it all in your mouth.
Speaker 1: Oh yeah, my spit don't be hanging like that. Oh yeah,
Speaker 1: we might need to talk girl, because I got you.
Speaker 1: I get my spit to hang like that, cheese like
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Speaker 1: the hippie smoking weed and taking photographs. Yeah, wait, what
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Speaker 1: king gets on the mic to talk about sex. We
Speaker 1: talk about cheese and g unit porn. I don't know
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