WEBVTT - "Are You Jealous?" feat Chris Kabs 0:00:00.680 --> 0:00:05.920 Talk talk. We're just too unapologetically black women with an 0:00:05.920 --> 0:00:12.600 opinion to talk back. What's up, y'all? Thank you for 0:00:12.640 --> 0:00:14.960 tuning in for a new episode that we Talk Back 0:00:14.960 --> 0:00:18.239 and Show dedicated to you. Nigga's and knees Hose sher 0:00:18.320 --> 0:00:22.439 co host a j holiday What up? It's y'all, it's me. 0:00:26.800 --> 0:00:32.720 I'm tired as fun. I need know my name just now? 0:00:33.479 --> 0:00:38.600 Who am I? It's to me mry Hole. I love 0:00:38.640 --> 0:00:41.360 you all wants to get thank you all for coming back. Man? 0:00:41.640 --> 0:00:44.680 She how was your weekend? Girl? Girl? I do watching 0:00:44.680 --> 0:00:48.320 nothing that stupid. I didn't look you know, I've seen that. 0:00:48.400 --> 0:00:50.400 Did you see that post on Instagram? And was like 0:00:50.680 --> 0:00:54.520 uh ms Piggy and kermit? Uh when when my friends 0:00:54.520 --> 0:00:57.000 asked me what I did this weekend and I'd be 0:00:57.040 --> 0:00:59.560 like nothing, but all the pictures is like sniffet coke 0:00:59.640 --> 0:01:03.480 getting fuck. That's me. Yeah that's you. I ain't seen it, 0:01:03.640 --> 0:01:07.600 but that's definitely your ass. That's me. Hey, I ain't 0:01:07.600 --> 0:01:12.720 do muching nothing, just you know, adult entertainment, y'all. I 0:01:12.800 --> 0:01:19.040 flew my ass back to Jamaica again. I just got 0:01:19.040 --> 0:01:21.280 off the plane. I literally got off the plane and 0:01:21.400 --> 0:01:25.920 came to the microphone, like literally, it's tired. I got 0:01:25.959 --> 0:01:29.560 that little tan I had so much see you can 0:01:29.560 --> 0:01:33.440 see it ain't and I'm a little brown, brown brown. Yeah, 0:01:33.920 --> 0:01:36.080 lay out the order a girl. I ain't do nothing 0:01:36.080 --> 0:01:39.000 but smoke and eat and lay up in the sun. 0:01:43.720 --> 0:01:48.560 Like that sounds fun. It was good, but I'm happy 0:01:48.560 --> 0:01:54.280 to be back to y'all kind of shame. What's that 0:01:54.360 --> 0:01:59.520 going on in stupid internet news agent girl? The whole world? 0:02:00.120 --> 0:02:03.200 I just want to put this disclaimer. Excuse me, I 0:02:03.280 --> 0:02:06.160 am now for real. I've always been an observer, but 0:02:06.240 --> 0:02:09.280 that's all I'm doing now because y'all motherfucker's be letting 0:02:09.320 --> 0:02:13.920 people like really transmit your energy. So this week Kanye 0:02:13.960 --> 0:02:19.400 West did UH Fashion Week and he wore a white 0:02:19.440 --> 0:02:22.160 Lives Matter shirt. He had on a black white Lives 0:02:22.200 --> 0:02:25.440 Matter shirt and calling Candice Owens had on a white 0:02:26.160 --> 0:02:29.840 black Lives Matter shirt. And that's what I meant, White 0:02:29.880 --> 0:02:34.720 lives matter? The internet mad, Black people mad? What do 0:02:34.800 --> 0:02:37.480 you think about that? Groundn't give a funk about me either, one, 0:02:37.919 --> 0:02:42.880 thank you? Not right now. Honestly, it's like just being 0:02:42.880 --> 0:02:45.160 an observer for once, because when y'all be putting too 0:02:45.240 --> 0:02:48.560 much emotion into into ship. If anybody wanted to do 0:02:48.600 --> 0:02:51.320 some god that magic, they got all you'll attention, all 0:02:51.360 --> 0:02:54.440 your energy, everything wrapped up. Do what the funk they 0:02:54.440 --> 0:02:57.040 want to do with you. So just be an observer. 0:02:57.360 --> 0:02:59.960 Just watch look what he was going on. I would 0:03:00.080 --> 0:03:03.320 like to see, like what was you know why? So 0:03:03.400 --> 0:03:07.160 y'all know the terminology black has no legal standing in 0:03:07.200 --> 0:03:12.200 America anyway, So you know, black Lives Matter, that organization 0:03:12.440 --> 0:03:16.160 was definitely built off of the backs of dead black men. 0:03:16.880 --> 0:03:20.839 So black lives the actual phrase. Yes, it's a real thing, right, 0:03:21.720 --> 0:03:25.360 but BLM isn't. It's not a good thing, you know 0:03:25.400 --> 0:03:28.160 what I'm saying. So why would you be an uproar 0:03:28.280 --> 0:03:31.000 because a black person is wearing a white Lives Matter shirt, 0:03:31.080 --> 0:03:32.679 But it's okay for a white person to wear a 0:03:32.720 --> 0:03:36.040 Black Lives Matter shirt? Like do white lives not matter? 0:03:38.600 --> 0:03:44.320 Of course white lives matter, but it's the context. So yeah, 0:03:44.360 --> 0:03:48.680 I understand that white Lives Matter is just a reactionary 0:03:48.760 --> 0:03:53.160 like phrase, you know, to you know, funk with Black 0:03:53.200 --> 0:03:55.920 Lives Matter. We understand all that, right, but there was 0:03:55.960 --> 0:03:59.000 a time that black people black was not a race, 0:03:59.160 --> 0:04:02.120 and it's still not. You know what I'm saying. So 0:04:02.200 --> 0:04:04.440 we shouldn't even be using the term black as far 0:04:04.480 --> 0:04:07.320 as I'm concerned. So what you want to be called, 0:04:07.920 --> 0:04:12.520 I'm indigenous Americans. If we go to the if we 0:04:12.600 --> 0:04:15.560 go to the Olympics, we're not Black Americans. In the Olympics, 0:04:15.560 --> 0:04:20.960 we're Americans. But when we come home, were black Americans. Mhm. 0:04:21.800 --> 0:04:23.880 You see what I'm saying. So in order for us 0:04:23.880 --> 0:04:28.760 to those of those people are from China, they're from 0:04:28.800 --> 0:04:33.720 their Asian we're from here. I ain't from here. Girl. 0:04:33.800 --> 0:04:38.000 On a on the US Census that the definition of 0:04:38.520 --> 0:04:43.279 black and black American is any persons that can tie 0:04:43.320 --> 0:04:48.160 themselves back to any racial groups. In Africa, there's no 0:04:48.240 --> 0:04:52.200 such thing as racial groups in Africa as ethnic groups. 0:04:52.960 --> 0:04:55.479 You see what I'm saying, So that even a definition 0:04:56.080 --> 0:04:57.880 and all the legal ship we use in America is 0:04:57.920 --> 0:05:00.960 fucking false. You should not be that mad about this 0:05:01.200 --> 0:05:04.480 period and up until I don't know, the eighteen hundreds, 0:05:04.520 --> 0:05:09.760 black mint pale. So when did the definition change? I 0:05:09.800 --> 0:05:13.120 don't know. Are we black or are we white? I'm black? 0:05:14.320 --> 0:05:19.440 Are we black or are we white? Black? Question? And 0:05:19.480 --> 0:05:22.279 I'm black, y'all, and I'm black and black and I'm black, y'all. 0:05:22.640 --> 0:05:27.960 I like, I like definitions, and I like, so you're 0:05:28.000 --> 0:05:32.159 a white person for the last, for the last I'll 0:05:32.200 --> 0:05:36.800 say ten years. When I do uh anything legal documents, 0:05:37.440 --> 0:05:41.800 I either put other white or Indians. I never put 0:05:41.800 --> 0:05:44.559 black African American, but at least the last or seen years. 0:05:44.960 --> 0:05:47.920 But why would you put white though? Because you get 0:05:48.000 --> 0:05:51.200 benefits the funk. You automatically get put in this little 0:05:51.240 --> 0:05:55.240 small box when you check black because they the system, 0:05:55.320 --> 0:05:58.440 especially with AI now they're looking for that. So they 0:05:58.480 --> 0:06:00.920 just if it's a job applicate, just throw your ship 0:06:01.040 --> 0:06:03.200 out when you hit black American. Do you see what 0:06:03.200 --> 0:06:07.599 I'm saying? So the ship is systematic, So it would 0:06:07.640 --> 0:06:10.040 be in your best benefit to pick some other ship 0:06:10.120 --> 0:06:14.719 other than black in America. I'm just gonna go, would 0:06:14.720 --> 0:06:21.720 I am? I don't know what else happening, but you've 0:06:21.720 --> 0:06:25.640 been gone. All types of ship happened, So I don't 0:06:25.640 --> 0:06:29.240 know if y'all was so disconnected. I disconnected, Okay, I 0:06:29.360 --> 0:06:34.240 was just in the water, that's it. What else happening? Child? 0:06:34.320 --> 0:06:39.640 So this niggad boy A B and Sonia Brown he 0:06:39.800 --> 0:06:42.039 going ham on internet? You'll he don't posted a picture 0:06:42.040 --> 0:06:46.200 of Tom Brady White Gazelle A picture from when they 0:06:46.240 --> 0:06:50.240 won the the I don't even know what year was it. 0:06:50.240 --> 0:06:52.440 It might have been last year, whenever the last super 0:06:52.480 --> 0:06:54.880 Bowl they won. She gave him this big, old, nice 0:06:54.920 --> 0:06:58.000 little hug and it looks pretty intimate, you know. And 0:06:58.200 --> 0:07:00.400 they're in the middle of getting divorced because the apparently 0:07:00.560 --> 0:07:02.960 sources say that they have, you know, been consulting with 0:07:03.080 --> 0:07:06.000 a divorse divorce attorney. And I feel like gossip in 0:07:06.040 --> 0:07:08.240 to see them niggas being on everybody business because maybe 0:07:08.279 --> 0:07:10.880 about a month ago, uh, she put out there that 0:07:10.920 --> 0:07:14.120 they were living separately in separate homes. And now this 0:07:14.120 --> 0:07:17.080 this week and why he posted a picture I don't know. 0:07:17.200 --> 0:07:22.960 Caption on the picture says, put that ship on. I 0:07:22.960 --> 0:07:24.600 don't know what. I don't know, but I'm sure that 0:07:24.600 --> 0:07:26.880 woman was hugging him because she was excited that they 0:07:26.880 --> 0:07:29.600 won the super Bowl. That was it. And then this 0:07:29.640 --> 0:07:32.840 is kind of like when Faith took picture with Tupac 0:07:33.280 --> 0:07:34.920 and then he posted it and made it look like 0:07:34.920 --> 0:07:39.560 he was fucking Faith I'm talking about. Yeah, I remember that. 0:07:39.600 --> 0:07:43.040 But A B was living with these people during that season, 0:07:43.920 --> 0:07:46.000 so they could have they could have built they could 0:07:46.000 --> 0:07:47.840 have built a report. I understand. I see how you're 0:07:47.840 --> 0:07:49.240 looking at it like, yeah, they could have you know, 0:07:49.280 --> 0:07:51.520 we family, hoya, but you've been living with us for 0:07:51.520 --> 0:07:53.400 the lat for the whole six month season or whatever 0:07:54.240 --> 0:08:00.280 we won, and maybe he's making I don't oh, some 0:08:00.320 --> 0:08:03.680 type of riff between tem Brady with this. This is 0:08:03.720 --> 0:08:06.400 why you don't let motherfucker's in your house. Period. I 0:08:06.360 --> 0:08:09.200 gottn't let you stay in my house. Welcome to you 0:08:09.280 --> 0:08:11.680 to my home with my family and my children. And 0:08:11.720 --> 0:08:14.400 this is what you do, even if you're don't funk 0:08:14.440 --> 0:08:17.480 with me, no more, don't do that. Don't do that. 0:08:17.760 --> 0:08:20.160 And everybody saying, oh, ct E, that's all you see 0:08:20.200 --> 0:08:23.040 in the comments ct But y'all want to hear what 0:08:23.120 --> 0:08:28.360 I think about this. Also, y'all can google this. I 0:08:28.360 --> 0:08:33.199 don't be lying, y'all. Baby is white. No, No, Gizelle 0:08:33.320 --> 0:08:36.760 is a witch. Even her husband has said that. Google it. 0:08:37.120 --> 0:08:39.480 Gizelle is a witch. She does ritual, she does all 0:08:39.480 --> 0:08:41.559 these things. She set to alter up for her son. 0:08:41.679 --> 0:08:45.400 These are all things that people in this lifestyle do, right. 0:08:46.360 --> 0:08:50.160 And I bet you if he divorces that woman, she's 0:08:50.200 --> 0:08:52.520 the lifeline. She had been telling him when he was 0:08:52.520 --> 0:08:54.960 gonna win what Super Bowls? When to play when not 0:08:55.040 --> 0:08:57.240 to play? She had been she has been guiding him 0:08:58.000 --> 0:09:01.720 through his winds. Okay, if he separates from that woman, 0:09:01.800 --> 0:09:03.960 y'all watched that, they're gonna be looking like y'all remember 0:09:04.080 --> 0:09:08.000 a fat door on End Game Marvel End Game and 0:09:08.040 --> 0:09:11.360 nig had got fat. That's gonna be Tom Brady you 0:09:11.480 --> 0:09:15.960 want and we watched, uh A b loses fucking mind? 0:09:16.080 --> 0:09:17.760 What did what did they do to him in that house? 0:09:20.200 --> 0:09:22.440 I don't know, girl, this is all like you'd be 0:09:22.520 --> 0:09:28.439 just really thinking. Then you'm a deep thinker. But she 0:09:28.600 --> 0:09:31.640 also are with yourself, So which is be? Noh, witches 0:09:31.920 --> 0:09:36.760 be knowing? M h. I'm just saying, okay, because you 0:09:36.800 --> 0:09:40.360 do be just saying some ship. I don't. First of all, 0:09:40.679 --> 0:09:44.840 I do not saying I don't. I promise you I don't. 0:09:45.240 --> 0:09:46.720 The only other thing I saw this week and I 0:09:46.800 --> 0:09:50.360 was like, you know what, j T JT was defending 0:09:50.320 --> 0:09:52.840 a little oozy because people will be coming for her 0:09:53.200 --> 0:09:55.920 basically because of how her man dressed and ship like that. 0:09:56.360 --> 0:09:58.640 And she was like, y'all think the way people dress 0:09:58.679 --> 0:10:01.319 and how they express themselves as what defines him sexually. 0:10:01.400 --> 0:10:04.120 And that's the truth. You know what I'm saying, so 0:10:04.840 --> 0:10:08.160 men have been wearing fucking leggings and ship like that forever. 0:10:09.360 --> 0:10:13.000 We'll be going too deep nowadays. But if your nigga 0:10:13.040 --> 0:10:21.360 came home with a belly person, and it depends on 0:10:21.360 --> 0:10:25.000 the nigga, because I would definitely date an eccentric as 0:10:25.360 --> 0:10:28.440 rock star type nigga. I would. I'd be liking different. 0:10:28.440 --> 0:10:30.720 Would have to be a literal rock star. He would 0:10:30.720 --> 0:10:33.760 have to be a little That's what I'm saying. He 0:10:33.800 --> 0:10:36.040 would have to be him. Because if you're working at 0:10:36.160 --> 0:10:39.960 public walk around with a belly ring, I'll be like, 0:10:41.080 --> 0:10:44.120 I ain't gonna be able to do it. So j 0:10:44.280 --> 0:10:46.840 T was like, who's he dating me? And we honestly 0:10:46.880 --> 0:10:49.880 have two different audiences. So nothing bothered me more than 0:10:49.920 --> 0:10:52.680 when he doing what he wants. Y'all tag me and 0:10:52.720 --> 0:10:56.320 say this year man, yes ho, that's my man, my 0:10:56.480 --> 0:11:00.240 good man, my rich man, my respectful man, my little man, 0:11:01.120 --> 0:11:06.920 my successful rock star heart. Y'all yeah, because the girl 0:11:07.000 --> 0:11:10.720 there like, that's her man. I don't care what he pierces, asshole. 0:11:10.760 --> 0:11:15.200 I wouldn't give a fun that's her man. You know again, 0:11:15.280 --> 0:11:18.520 we're just observing. That's all we do. We just hit 0:11:18.600 --> 0:11:24.040 up observed to tell y'all what the funk we stop? Yeah, 0:11:24.080 --> 0:11:26.520 I went mine, I went minded barely when you ain't 0:11:26.520 --> 0:11:29.520 about to come home with no damn asshole, Piers. Now, 0:11:29.600 --> 0:11:32.400 come on, is that a thing? I don't know? I'm 0:11:32.400 --> 0:11:35.160 pretty sure people got that little meat right above their asshole, 0:11:35.400 --> 0:11:38.120 right at the crease of the butt, Pierce. Somewhere. Somebody 0:11:38.120 --> 0:11:43.640 got that. Somebody did it do all in memory? Stupid? 0:11:46.160 --> 0:11:48.240 All right, y'all listen. So we do have a special 0:11:48.240 --> 0:11:51.360 guest on we talked back this week, y'all stay tuned. Okay, 0:11:51.440 --> 0:11:54.080 right after this break, we're gonna have Chris haves on. 0:11:54.240 --> 0:12:03.839 We're talking jealousy. All right, y'all be back listen. So 0:12:03.920 --> 0:12:08.319 we have a special guest on we talked back this week. Personally, 0:12:08.360 --> 0:12:11.400 I think he's like the next up and coming biggest 0:12:11.640 --> 0:12:14.640 afrobeats artists. If you want to consider to consider yourself 0:12:14.640 --> 0:12:18.640 that I don't know. But we have Chris Gabs on. 0:12:18.840 --> 0:12:24.360 We talked back all the way from Dublin, Ireland. What's up, Chris? 0:12:25.679 --> 0:12:27.840 Thank you so much for having me tell our listeners 0:12:27.840 --> 0:12:31.040 a little bit about yourself. Chris. You know I'm Chris 0:12:31.080 --> 0:12:38.880 Gabs born in Africa. More specifically, in Congo, raised in Sweden, Stockholm, 0:12:40.080 --> 0:12:44.160 and moved to Ireland at fourteen. I'm a music producer, 0:12:44.679 --> 0:12:48.280 creative person. I'm a friend, I'm my brother and my cousin, 0:12:48.600 --> 0:12:54.200 my son. You know, I'm a lover, you know, guy man, 0:12:54.240 --> 0:12:58.400 I'm a happy person general. I love I love life 0:12:58.440 --> 0:13:00.400 and I love the idea of living. Think there's a 0:13:00.400 --> 0:13:03.800 beautiful thing just to be a life. Yeah, Chris is 0:13:03.800 --> 0:13:07.000 a super lovel boy. Okay, let's be so just jumping that. 0:13:07.160 --> 0:13:14.680 DM Chris cat crist Cabs on Instagram. So how did 0:13:14.720 --> 0:13:17.120 you get into music, Chris? I think they started with 0:13:17.160 --> 0:13:20.160 my family, you know, my whole family. It's it's musical. 0:13:20.480 --> 0:13:23.720 My dad used to be a quiet master, you know, 0:13:23.920 --> 0:13:29.680 back in the seminies whatever. Church yeah, church yeah, church, Yeah, 0:13:29.760 --> 0:13:32.280 that's where he met my mom. Mom was also acquired 0:13:32.360 --> 0:13:35.400 master as well. So the mad in the same church. 0:13:36.240 --> 0:13:39.960 Long story short, feel in love, got married and they 0:13:40.040 --> 0:13:43.800 made me and then I remember I remember one time 0:13:43.840 --> 0:13:46.560 because because my daddy used to have this you know, 0:13:46.720 --> 0:13:50.040 back in Africa, right, he used to have this huge 0:13:50.520 --> 0:13:55.199 cave right where he kept he stored all types of instruments, 0:13:55.840 --> 0:14:00.480 you know, conarls, drums, bays, whatever, somehow fed a lot 0:14:00.520 --> 0:14:03.840 with with with with drums. So drums was like my 0:14:03.960 --> 0:14:07.840 first instrument that I started learning by myself. So I said, 0:14:07.920 --> 0:14:11.439 don't play drums, and from drums and moved to piano. 0:14:11.720 --> 0:14:14.439 From piano, I started learning how to produce be Shout 0:14:14.440 --> 0:14:17.600 out to my uncle Fabrics. He's the one that actually 0:14:17.920 --> 0:14:23.480 introduced the whole software music software. So he showed me 0:14:23.640 --> 0:14:27.400 back in Germany. He goes, hey, you know, with your talent, 0:14:27.440 --> 0:14:30.880 you could really do more. And then he introduced to 0:14:30.880 --> 0:14:34.840 me the software called Cube's back then and from Cube's 0:14:35.160 --> 0:14:39.520 start learning how to program music on computer. And fast 0:14:39.560 --> 0:14:44.840 forward now we're here, right, So Chris produces music. So 0:14:45.000 --> 0:14:48.480 I know one of my favorite songs is more and 0:14:48.520 --> 0:14:54.320 I love Jealousy and the beats on these songs are exceptional. Okay, 0:14:54.800 --> 0:14:58.920 my favorite songs from Chris appreciate. So wait, you you 0:14:58.920 --> 0:15:01.480 you produced the songs, but is it also you who 0:15:01.520 --> 0:15:06.640 recorded the song or is everything? So basically I have 0:15:06.720 --> 0:15:10.840 a production company, you know, and within the company we 0:15:10.960 --> 0:15:16.120 have I have a studio with all types of equipment 0:15:16.320 --> 0:15:20.440 in order to produce sound, you know, to be representable 0:15:20.480 --> 0:15:23.400 for the radio, for the listeners. So I have that. 0:15:23.640 --> 0:15:28.160 So that's like eight of of of me bringing into 0:15:28.200 --> 0:15:32.440 the industry. So I have the ability to create sound 0:15:32.480 --> 0:15:36.000 from scratch, you know, picking sound and you know which 0:15:36.040 --> 0:15:39.280 one works in and which one not. So I just 0:15:39.360 --> 0:15:42.760 have the ear to know watch sound works with watch sound. 0:15:43.640 --> 0:15:47.880 And by doing that, you know, um, I can create whatever. 0:15:47.920 --> 0:15:51.040 I played piano, I play keys and play drums, and 0:15:51.080 --> 0:15:53.440 that's how I made all my songs, just by hearing 0:15:53.560 --> 0:15:59.520 and and then you create. I write as well, but 0:15:59.560 --> 0:16:02.920 I do have few writers around. Uh. One of my 0:16:02.960 --> 0:16:05.320 main write us is J L. Well, that's the guy 0:16:05.360 --> 0:16:08.760 on the track no Joke. He wrote. He co wrote 0:16:08.800 --> 0:16:11.440 some of my songs with me. But I do write 0:16:11.480 --> 0:16:14.680 my own songs like I do, I do compose the concept. 0:16:15.160 --> 0:16:18.200 How important is it for people in the music business 0:16:18.280 --> 0:16:19.720 to be able to do you know a lot of 0:16:19.720 --> 0:16:21.520 this stuff yourself, you know what I'm saying, Because even 0:16:21.520 --> 0:16:24.640 like with us with podcasting, you know, one monkey ain't 0:16:24.640 --> 0:16:26.640 gonna stop no show over here because we can pretty 0:16:26.680 --> 0:16:29.200 much do a lot of this stuff ourselves. So how 0:16:29.240 --> 0:16:33.280 important is that you know, learning the actual business music business, 0:16:33.520 --> 0:16:35.440 and you know, also being able to do your own 0:16:35.440 --> 0:16:39.040 production right. So for me, it was more like I 0:16:39.040 --> 0:16:42.600 didn't know about I didn't know about the business, you know, 0:16:42.640 --> 0:16:46.480 I didn't I didn't know Like I remember my first beat, 0:16:46.520 --> 0:16:49.280 the assoul to any artists was five euros that's like 0:16:49.480 --> 0:16:53.080 twenty dollars, you know. Because I didn't know my worth, 0:16:53.120 --> 0:16:56.400 I didn't know how to go about it right. So 0:16:56.480 --> 0:16:59.160 it took me a good ten years to study to 0:16:59.440 --> 0:17:02.960 just know what to do, how to do, how to capitalize, 0:17:03.000 --> 0:17:06.560 how to negotiate and this and that, you know. But 0:17:06.640 --> 0:17:08.919 again it can with error. I've made a lot of 0:17:08.960 --> 0:17:11.359 mistakes in the process because I just didn't know what 0:17:11.440 --> 0:17:14.639 to do with it, you know. But of course the 0:17:14.680 --> 0:17:17.240 fact that I was always hungry, I was passionate, I 0:17:17.320 --> 0:17:21.959 had there's there's there's passion to just be great, you know, 0:17:22.160 --> 0:17:24.879 because when you want to be great, you do whatever 0:17:24.880 --> 0:17:28.439 it takes to be great, you know. And by doing that, 0:17:28.680 --> 0:17:30.520 you start doing your own due diligence, you know, you 0:17:30.800 --> 0:17:37.440 start learning about productions and royalties and being registered like 0:17:37.520 --> 0:17:40.679 you know, copyright my Chris Gay's name is now licensed 0:17:40.720 --> 0:17:42.840 and all that stuff. That I'm not just an artist, 0:17:42.840 --> 0:17:47.639 I'm a business. You know. There was no feelings in business. 0:17:47.480 --> 0:17:51.199 It's a fact and report only. You start learning about that. 0:17:51.240 --> 0:17:55.080 It start just to become more mature, mature, mature, um. 0:17:55.119 --> 0:17:57.879 So basically it was more like the more I know, 0:17:58.840 --> 0:18:01.639 the better I could negotiate. Right, The more I know, 0:18:01.760 --> 0:18:04.280 the better I knew how to how to navigate through 0:18:04.280 --> 0:18:07.040 the industry. Because the industry that I'm all is very toxic, 0:18:07.359 --> 0:18:10.120 very complex. So if you you don't have the right 0:18:10.880 --> 0:18:13.840 the right mindset or the right information that anybody can 0:18:13.960 --> 0:18:16.520 use you, it's a game. So there was a song 0:18:16.640 --> 0:18:19.480 that I was listening to you of yours a little 0:18:19.480 --> 0:18:22.399 while ago, Jealousy Did you write that? I wrote that 0:18:22.480 --> 0:18:26.040 song from scratch everything, every words, So that came from 0:18:26.080 --> 0:18:35.359 a personal place. Let's talk about it. Broke us up. 0:18:37.760 --> 0:18:40.320 Where are you from? Where are you from? Where are 0:18:40.320 --> 0:18:43.880 you from? How dad you get here? Get here? Get here? 0:18:44.160 --> 0:18:47.399 I'd be trying to run away from you? You you 0:18:49.040 --> 0:18:53.040 for more? Pretty much this was a well what happened? 0:18:53.080 --> 0:18:56.080 Tell us the story behind the motivation. Basically, the song 0:18:56.400 --> 0:18:59.520 I was inspired by by my own life, life life situation. 0:18:59.680 --> 0:19:02.960 You know, I had this this this this person who 0:19:02.960 --> 0:19:05.600 I used to date back in the day, who didn't 0:19:05.680 --> 0:19:11.000 understand my lifestyle, who didn't understand my schedule or my 0:19:11.000 --> 0:19:14.280 my slipping pattern, you know, because because being in all, 0:19:14.359 --> 0:19:17.120 it's like we could be bad sleeping. Then if if 0:19:17.160 --> 0:19:19.440 I'm inspired, I wake up in the middle of the 0:19:19.560 --> 0:19:23.560 night and start creating as to create. That's what you're saying. 0:19:23.960 --> 0:19:27.200 One time, one time, One time, I was actually doing it, 0:19:27.760 --> 0:19:29.600 and then I got its tongue in my head. I'm like, 0:19:30.119 --> 0:19:33.600 I love you, hold on, I have something to play 0:19:33.600 --> 0:19:36.280 in my head. I know it's weird, I get it, 0:19:36.520 --> 0:19:38.800 but I have to go and just later on some 0:19:38.880 --> 0:19:46.399 cause she never understood my lifestyle. She just didn't get it. 0:19:47.400 --> 0:19:49.240 And then every time when I was in fun or 0:19:49.640 --> 0:19:51.879 we could being a date and then I see I 0:19:51.960 --> 0:19:54.280 see a number in the name, I'm like, yo, this person, 0:19:55.400 --> 0:19:57.280 it's the next big deal. I gotta pick it up. 0:19:57.680 --> 0:20:01.800 She goes she can't wait. I'm like, either I make 0:20:01.920 --> 0:20:04.639 her weight and then we're gonna end up taking this 0:20:04.720 --> 0:20:09.680 bus to date, or I pick up this car next 0:20:09.680 --> 0:20:13.040 time we don't drive and we see this today, you choose, 0:20:13.520 --> 0:20:16.160 And then things got toxic because she never understood how 0:20:16.200 --> 0:20:22.120 this game works. Don't answer that phone exactly like we're 0:20:22.160 --> 0:20:28.800 crying over here, listening like you you let me pick 0:20:28.880 --> 0:20:31.639 up this car and next time, we're gonna be on 0:20:31.440 --> 0:20:34.479 the on the jet or I'll tell him to call 0:20:34.560 --> 0:20:36.520 and letter and then we're gonna steer taking this bus 0:20:36.520 --> 0:20:41.280 and trained to do whatever we're going. You choose, then 0:20:41.320 --> 0:20:44.840 she goes a great but then eventually I was like, 0:20:45.040 --> 0:20:47.040 you know what, it's not gonna work because jealousy going 0:20:47.080 --> 0:20:49.879 the way. You can't understand that in this industry, you 0:20:50.000 --> 0:20:53.040 did it with men, men and women and gage people 0:20:53.040 --> 0:20:56.600 too sometimes also want you. So it's gonna hard for 0:20:56.640 --> 0:21:02.440 me to make her understand that it's a game of throne. Man. 0:21:02.800 --> 0:21:06.600 You know, you have to understand or just don't try. 0:21:06.840 --> 0:21:09.639 And then she walked away. So she basically she wanted 0:21:09.680 --> 0:21:13.920 to be prioritized over your career. Yeah, well back then 0:21:14.200 --> 0:21:19.440 I wasn't really in that space to prioritizing anybody because 0:21:19.480 --> 0:21:22.040 I was very very on my game. I was like, no, 0:21:22.320 --> 0:21:26.879 like you you just got here. I've been doing this 0:21:26.920 --> 0:21:29.520 before you came here. As why would I just told 0:21:29.560 --> 0:21:34.200 my life away because of pussy? You know what I'm saying, Well, 0:21:34.240 --> 0:21:37.200 if you viewed her as pussy, then exactly I kind 0:21:37.200 --> 0:21:39.560 of help you just get rid of her then, right, 0:21:39.640 --> 0:21:42.520 If you viewed her as pussy, I mean if that's 0:21:42.560 --> 0:21:45.399 why she presented to me, So that's why she I 0:21:45.400 --> 0:21:47.560 guess that's what she wanted me to see. Are you 0:21:47.600 --> 0:21:50.520 saying that's all the value she had? That's what I'm 0:21:50.520 --> 0:21:52.920 trying to say, that's the thing that she presented first. 0:21:53.960 --> 0:21:56.040 Oh my life. Are you sure you ain't present that 0:21:56.119 --> 0:22:04.040 dick first? Do you think there's healthy jealousy in a relationship? Yeah, 0:22:04.080 --> 0:22:06.800 of course. If if you don't a jealous then you 0:22:06.800 --> 0:22:09.439 don't care. I want you to. I want you to 0:22:09.480 --> 0:22:11.600 be jealous. I want you to to ask me who's 0:22:11.640 --> 0:22:13.720 who's calling you. I want you to ask me what 0:22:13.840 --> 0:22:16.679 time you're coming home. I want you to to to 0:22:16.760 --> 0:22:19.040 feed up away from doing certain things. Even though you 0:22:19.080 --> 0:22:20.680 trust me, but I still want you to feel a 0:22:20.680 --> 0:22:23.920 little bit, you know, jealous about what I'm doing. If 0:22:23.960 --> 0:22:26.520 we have a jealous God while not having a jealous 0:22:26.680 --> 0:22:30.239 woman or man. But at the same rate, you just 0:22:30.280 --> 0:22:33.200 said that you you left a relationship with somebody who 0:22:33.240 --> 0:22:36.520 because she was too jealous. But you do, at the 0:22:36.600 --> 0:22:42.000 same time want somebody who be talking you, questioning you. 0:22:42.000 --> 0:22:45.280 You want a little toxicity, it's what you're saying. It's 0:22:45.320 --> 0:22:47.359 more like I want you to know what I'm doing, 0:22:47.720 --> 0:22:50.800 But don't don't doubt me. I don't like people down 0:22:50.840 --> 0:22:52.680 because I got no reason to lie to you. If 0:22:52.680 --> 0:22:55.120 you ask me where you were, yeah, I'm here, I'm 0:22:55.160 --> 0:22:57.720 doing next z. That's that's the truth. I don't. You 0:22:57.720 --> 0:22:59.920 don't pay me to be your man. You don't pay 0:23:00.040 --> 0:23:02.399 me to have sex with you. You don't pay me 0:23:02.520 --> 0:23:04.359 to be with you. So what would allow to you? 0:23:04.880 --> 0:23:07.600 I mean I would like to my boss, maybe my manager. 0:23:08.359 --> 0:23:14.080 He was all the time for no reason. Nobody analyzed. Okay, 0:23:14.119 --> 0:23:21.600 what that mean? African nigga at an adjective. I'm a 0:23:21.840 --> 0:23:26.320 freaking man who never been to slaved, thank god. So 0:23:26.359 --> 0:23:28.400 I don't. I don't understand. Nigga, what do you mean? 0:23:29.480 --> 0:23:32.240 You just got finished? All right? Don't play because before 0:23:32.280 --> 0:23:35.000 we started recording, he just said how much he uses 0:23:35.119 --> 0:23:44.040 nigga for emphasis. And now you're not a nigga. I'm 0:23:44.080 --> 0:23:49.720 a proud, i freaking man and Okay, So basically, in 0:23:49.760 --> 0:23:55.119 your eyes, jealousy is necessary in the relationship to a 0:23:55.200 --> 0:23:59.239 certain extent. What's that line, though? How do you know 0:23:59.320 --> 0:24:02.840 when you've reached that line? I think it's when it's 0:24:02.840 --> 0:24:10.480 getting unhealthy, unbalanced, unreasonable, toxic, when you're still asking dumb 0:24:10.560 --> 0:24:13.720 questions like how long were you were you on the phone? 0:24:13.720 --> 0:24:19.080 Tail or how far you from home? Or like every 0:24:19.080 --> 0:24:20.840 time I want to call you, you don't pick up, 0:24:20.840 --> 0:24:22.760 but then you call me back after ten minutes, after 0:24:22.840 --> 0:24:27.000 five minutes, you know, like um, or when you get home, 0:24:27.080 --> 0:24:29.080 let me smell your dick. Put your pads down and 0:24:29.160 --> 0:24:30.919 let me smell your dick right now. If you do that, 0:24:31.000 --> 0:24:32.840 we'll be done. Like It's kind of like, because you 0:24:32.920 --> 0:24:35.919 see my my my red flag is when you doubt me. 0:24:36.040 --> 0:24:39.440 Why would you doubt me? Why? Why you know what 0:24:39.440 --> 0:24:41.679 I'm saying. It's kind of like if I see for me, 0:24:41.920 --> 0:24:43.879