1 00:00:00,240 --> 00:00:03,600 Speaker 1: This doll in particular. I took her home and then 2 00:00:03,640 --> 00:00:06,760 Speaker 1: a few days later walked in and it smelled like burning, 3 00:00:06,880 --> 00:00:09,159 Speaker 1: and I was like, that's weird. I couldn't figure out 4 00:00:09,160 --> 00:00:11,640 Speaker 1: where it's coming from. And then the next day I 5 00:00:11,680 --> 00:00:13,280 Speaker 1: looked in there was like a kind of like a 6 00:00:13,880 --> 00:00:31,639 Speaker 1: scorch mark above the doll. Hello, thank you so much 7 00:00:31,720 --> 00:00:35,080 Speaker 1: for joining me on Kesha and the Creepies today. We're 8 00:00:35,280 --> 00:00:39,880 Speaker 1: very special guest Amy Brunei, who is a paranormal investigator 9 00:00:40,040 --> 00:00:45,280 Speaker 1: and has been for decades, way too long, very long 10 00:00:45,320 --> 00:00:53,000 Speaker 1: time without aging myself. I'm like, so fascinated with your job. 11 00:00:53,040 --> 00:00:58,640 Speaker 1: It seems like it must be a very entertaining profession. Yeah, 12 00:00:58,760 --> 00:01:01,120 Speaker 1: I mean it's it's definitely a different you know. I 13 00:01:01,120 --> 00:01:04,680 Speaker 1: I actually started out years ago. I was working as 14 00:01:04,680 --> 00:01:07,920 Speaker 1: like a project manager for a health insurance company and 15 00:01:08,040 --> 00:01:11,679 Speaker 1: just living in a cubicle and on the weekends I 16 00:01:11,680 --> 00:01:14,080 Speaker 1: would go look for ghosts. Uh. You know, I'd go 17 00:01:14,080 --> 00:01:16,840 Speaker 1: to I'd fly myself to like the scariest places in 18 00:01:16,840 --> 00:01:21,000 Speaker 1: America and uh. And then one day I got asked 19 00:01:21,000 --> 00:01:23,960 Speaker 1: to be part of the team on the show ghost Hunters. 20 00:01:24,000 --> 00:01:25,920 Speaker 1: Because I knew the guys who were on that show 21 00:01:26,360 --> 00:01:30,000 Speaker 1: and I was helping them with their podcast, and uh, 22 00:01:30,640 --> 00:01:32,880 Speaker 1: I said yes, and then I never went home again. 23 00:01:32,880 --> 00:01:35,000 Speaker 1: I was on the road for like seven years and 24 00:01:35,080 --> 00:01:39,920 Speaker 1: three hundred episodes. Um. Yeah, so it's just been a 25 00:01:40,000 --> 00:01:43,920 Speaker 1: really really crazy ride. But I've gotten like really philosophical 26 00:01:44,000 --> 00:01:47,520 Speaker 1: about it, and you know, it's it's my perception of 27 00:01:47,560 --> 00:01:51,040 Speaker 1: the paranormal has definitely changed throughout this journey. Like what 28 00:01:51,520 --> 00:01:55,320 Speaker 1: part of your perception of the paranormal or supernatural has 29 00:01:55,480 --> 00:01:58,440 Speaker 1: changed by doing what you do well? I think when 30 00:01:58,440 --> 00:02:01,480 Speaker 1: I first started you, when I was first into ghosts, 31 00:02:01,480 --> 00:02:05,840 Speaker 1: you know, I started being curious about spirits and entities 32 00:02:05,840 --> 00:02:09,000 Speaker 1: and things as a child, and I read all these 33 00:02:09,040 --> 00:02:11,359 Speaker 1: books by like Hans Holzer and stuff that had very 34 00:02:11,400 --> 00:02:13,800 Speaker 1: defined ideas of what a ghost was. That it was 35 00:02:13,880 --> 00:02:17,320 Speaker 1: someone who you know, was trapped here for whatever reason 36 00:02:17,360 --> 00:02:19,160 Speaker 1: and you could just cross them over to the light 37 00:02:19,200 --> 00:02:21,440 Speaker 1: and they would move on and everything would be okay. 38 00:02:21,480 --> 00:02:25,600 Speaker 1: And uh. And then the more I investigated, and the 39 00:02:25,639 --> 00:02:27,519 Speaker 1: more that I got out there into some of these 40 00:02:27,560 --> 00:02:31,000 Speaker 1: really crazy locations, the more I realized that, you know, 41 00:02:31,160 --> 00:02:34,200 Speaker 1: the second you start kind of humanizing a ghost, when 42 00:02:34,240 --> 00:02:37,440 Speaker 1: you when you look at a spirit as though they 43 00:02:37,440 --> 00:02:39,840 Speaker 1: are a living person standing in front of you and 44 00:02:39,880 --> 00:02:42,000 Speaker 1: they need something or they want something, they're trying to 45 00:02:42,040 --> 00:02:47,080 Speaker 1: communicate something. It becomes a lot less creepy and um, 46 00:02:47,120 --> 00:02:50,880 Speaker 1: a lot more like like you're kind of a ghost therapist, 47 00:02:50,960 --> 00:02:52,840 Speaker 1: like you have a mission at that point. And that's 48 00:02:52,880 --> 00:02:55,799 Speaker 1: really where it's changed for me. The second that ghosts 49 00:02:55,919 --> 00:02:59,280 Speaker 1: stopped being a novelty for me was you know, that 50 00:02:59,320 --> 00:03:01,560 Speaker 1: was when it just became very real, like that could 51 00:03:01,560 --> 00:03:04,080 Speaker 1: be someone I love, That could be me one day, 52 00:03:04,200 --> 00:03:08,160 Speaker 1: you know. And I think that people who naturally kind 53 00:03:08,160 --> 00:03:10,720 Speaker 1: of pick up a vibe from people in person, even 54 00:03:10,840 --> 00:03:13,480 Speaker 1: like like you say you have this like empathic nature, 55 00:03:14,400 --> 00:03:17,160 Speaker 1: you're probably someone to who can pick up on when 56 00:03:17,200 --> 00:03:20,440 Speaker 1: there is like an energy present that might need something 57 00:03:20,520 --> 00:03:22,560 Speaker 1: or you know, and so it's it translates like that 58 00:03:22,639 --> 00:03:25,280 Speaker 1: ability I think translates from not only the living but 59 00:03:25,360 --> 00:03:30,840 Speaker 1: also to the dead. So, in all the investigating you've 60 00:03:30,880 --> 00:03:32,960 Speaker 1: done and all the experience you have in this field, 61 00:03:33,000 --> 00:03:36,600 Speaker 1: do have a specific like religious or spiritual thing that 62 00:03:36,640 --> 00:03:39,840 Speaker 1: you think happens when people pass away? I did, and 63 00:03:39,880 --> 00:03:43,320 Speaker 1: now I have encountered so many things like the second 64 00:03:43,360 --> 00:03:46,080 Speaker 1: I think I haven't figured out like ghosts will throw 65 00:03:46,120 --> 00:03:48,960 Speaker 1: me a curveball and completely you know, ruin whatever theory 66 00:03:48,960 --> 00:03:52,040 Speaker 1: it was that I had. I do think that I 67 00:03:52,080 --> 00:03:55,360 Speaker 1: think that there are spirits that will come and go, 68 00:03:55,800 --> 00:03:57,680 Speaker 1: that will come and check in on us, people that 69 00:03:57,720 --> 00:04:00,560 Speaker 1: we love that don't really have a fish old business 70 00:04:00,640 --> 00:04:02,680 Speaker 1: here per se. But do you want to come back 71 00:04:02,760 --> 00:04:05,120 Speaker 1: and just let you know that they're thinking about you? 72 00:04:05,560 --> 00:04:08,880 Speaker 1: And then I also think there is that classic unfinished 73 00:04:08,880 --> 00:04:14,200 Speaker 1: business that can be anything and that that they need 74 00:04:14,240 --> 00:04:16,320 Speaker 1: help with. I mean, it could be as simple as 75 00:04:16,839 --> 00:04:20,520 Speaker 1: you know, um I We've encountered spirits who died very 76 00:04:20,520 --> 00:04:24,000 Speaker 1: tragically who had no really conception of the fact that 77 00:04:24,040 --> 00:04:27,960 Speaker 1: they had passed away, or people who left things unsaid, 78 00:04:28,440 --> 00:04:30,880 Speaker 1: or you know, people who are watching over the house 79 00:04:30,920 --> 00:04:32,840 Speaker 1: that they built and they're upset that the way it's 80 00:04:32,880 --> 00:04:35,720 Speaker 1: been kept. There's a spirit we found whose whose name 81 00:04:35,839 --> 00:04:38,479 Speaker 1: was misspelled on his tombstone and he was upset like 82 00:04:38,520 --> 00:04:41,960 Speaker 1: these just these little things that maybe don't keep them 83 00:04:42,000 --> 00:04:44,800 Speaker 1: behind a hundred percent, but but it is a mission 84 00:04:44,920 --> 00:04:47,279 Speaker 1: for them, like there is something that they want fixed. 85 00:04:47,760 --> 00:04:49,520 Speaker 1: I have this theory that in this life you have 86 00:04:49,560 --> 00:04:53,120 Speaker 1: to deal with your ship, and there's a lot of 87 00:04:53,120 --> 00:04:56,200 Speaker 1: ship that I do, But I'm like, I don't want 88 00:04:56,200 --> 00:04:58,000 Speaker 1: to do it, but I'm like, I just don't think 89 00:04:58,000 --> 00:05:01,240 Speaker 1: there's an easy way out, Like if I leave this here, 90 00:05:01,279 --> 00:05:03,440 Speaker 1: I'm gonna have to deal with this in the afterlife 91 00:05:03,480 --> 00:05:05,320 Speaker 1: or in my next life or something like that, because 92 00:05:05,320 --> 00:05:08,359 Speaker 1: it just seems too easy of a thing to be like, no, 93 00:05:08,440 --> 00:05:11,800 Speaker 1: it'll be fine. I really feel like the energy is 94 00:05:11,839 --> 00:05:18,240 Speaker 1: neither created nor destroyed, so our energy or spirit moves on. 95 00:05:18,360 --> 00:05:20,480 Speaker 1: And I just really believe I don't know if it's 96 00:05:20,560 --> 00:05:24,080 Speaker 1: necessarily karma, but just that you have to be accountable 97 00:05:24,160 --> 00:05:28,520 Speaker 1: for your actions. And you also just people are particular 98 00:05:28,560 --> 00:05:30,600 Speaker 1: and people are funny, and I like the idea that 99 00:05:30,600 --> 00:05:32,560 Speaker 1: that doesn't go away if you pass away, Like you 100 00:05:32,640 --> 00:05:35,280 Speaker 1: still have your personality, you have your quirks, you want 101 00:05:35,360 --> 00:05:38,280 Speaker 1: your name to be spelled right exactly. And you think 102 00:05:38,279 --> 00:05:41,120 Speaker 1: about it too, like people who have the luxury of 103 00:05:41,200 --> 00:05:43,360 Speaker 1: kind of being on their deathbed and knowing that they're 104 00:05:43,360 --> 00:05:45,280 Speaker 1: going to pass away, like what do they do. They 105 00:05:45,320 --> 00:05:47,520 Speaker 1: always want to see everyone, They always want to say 106 00:05:47,640 --> 00:05:50,400 Speaker 1: last words. They you know, they start sifting through things 107 00:05:50,440 --> 00:05:53,200 Speaker 1: that they want to make right. And so I think 108 00:05:53,360 --> 00:05:56,520 Speaker 1: that it's it's an important lesson for us just in 109 00:05:56,560 --> 00:05:59,279 Speaker 1: how we live that, like you said, like that ship 110 00:05:59,320 --> 00:06:01,800 Speaker 1: doesn't go away, you know that at some point you 111 00:06:01,839 --> 00:06:05,440 Speaker 1: will have to deal with it if it's really affecting you. UM. 112 00:06:05,480 --> 00:06:07,599 Speaker 1: And a lot of it is relationships. A lot of 113 00:06:07,640 --> 00:06:11,200 Speaker 1: it is you know, loved ones, UM. You know, watching 114 00:06:11,240 --> 00:06:14,320 Speaker 1: over people that they've felt, you know, an affinity towards 115 00:06:14,360 --> 00:06:17,680 Speaker 1: and things like that. Like it's there's always there's always 116 00:06:17,720 --> 00:06:21,760 Speaker 1: something UM. And some of them just have issues that 117 00:06:22,080 --> 00:06:24,400 Speaker 1: they were never able to work through in life and 118 00:06:24,440 --> 00:06:26,880 Speaker 1: they continue trying to work through them and death. And 119 00:06:26,920 --> 00:06:29,480 Speaker 1: again this is all theory and just of what I've encountered, 120 00:06:29,480 --> 00:06:31,839 Speaker 1: Like I'll never say that this is absolutely what's happening, 121 00:06:31,880 --> 00:06:34,680 Speaker 1: but it's what I feel. I love that though I'm 122 00:06:34,680 --> 00:06:37,120 Speaker 1: so on board. I have a cat that I think 123 00:06:37,200 --> 00:06:39,479 Speaker 1: is like one of my spirit angels, and I just 124 00:06:39,560 --> 00:06:43,279 Speaker 1: feel like, you know, there are certain almost just spirits 125 00:06:43,320 --> 00:06:46,480 Speaker 1: that I feel around and summer really positive and beautiful, 126 00:06:46,560 --> 00:06:52,719 Speaker 1: and then occasionally I've had some stranger, less beautiful experiences 127 00:06:52,720 --> 00:06:55,120 Speaker 1: and I'm like, is that just like a really angry 128 00:06:55,160 --> 00:06:58,800 Speaker 1: person or do you think they're just really confused? Are 129 00:06:58,800 --> 00:07:01,400 Speaker 1: they caught in this middle ground or they're just some 130 00:07:02,520 --> 00:07:04,720 Speaker 1: I know this. I'm like asking you like you might 131 00:07:04,760 --> 00:07:07,279 Speaker 1: know the answer to this, which you might, But are 132 00:07:07,320 --> 00:07:10,480 Speaker 1: there just some people that just suck and they just 133 00:07:10,560 --> 00:07:13,320 Speaker 1: suck as a ghost, they sucked as a person and 134 00:07:13,360 --> 00:07:18,000 Speaker 1: they just suck? Or do you think people are inherently good? Uh? No, 135 00:07:18,120 --> 00:07:21,840 Speaker 1: you're a right in my opinion, because people ask me. 136 00:07:22,000 --> 00:07:24,240 Speaker 1: People are always afraid that you know, they're experiencing a 137 00:07:24,280 --> 00:07:26,720 Speaker 1: spirit and they're like, it's a demon, it's something evil, 138 00:07:26,760 --> 00:07:28,480 Speaker 1: And I'm like, are you sure they just weren't a 139 00:07:28,560 --> 00:07:30,760 Speaker 1: jerk when they were alive, because you don't stop being 140 00:07:30,760 --> 00:07:33,120 Speaker 1: a jerk just because you died, you know. And so 141 00:07:33,520 --> 00:07:38,280 Speaker 1: there you have these spirits that I feel are angry. 142 00:07:38,640 --> 00:07:41,160 Speaker 1: They were, they were awful when they were alive. It 143 00:07:41,240 --> 00:07:43,920 Speaker 1: doesn't stop just because they died. They still want to 144 00:07:43,920 --> 00:07:48,440 Speaker 1: make people miserable. Or you have like the completely misunderstood 145 00:07:48,480 --> 00:07:51,720 Speaker 1: spirit who is desperate to get a message across. And 146 00:07:51,760 --> 00:07:54,720 Speaker 1: then sometimes they can also come across as negative because 147 00:07:54,720 --> 00:07:58,280 Speaker 1: they're so desperate they start doing really angry physical things 148 00:07:58,360 --> 00:08:01,000 Speaker 1: like slamming doors and grab going on to you, was 149 00:08:01,040 --> 00:08:05,840 Speaker 1: scratching you, like yelling, because they're completely desperate for some reason. 150 00:08:05,960 --> 00:08:09,000 Speaker 1: So as an investigator. I have to kind of sift 151 00:08:09,040 --> 00:08:11,480 Speaker 1: through those and go, Okay, am I dealing with just 152 00:08:11,800 --> 00:08:14,480 Speaker 1: a jerk? Or am I dealing with someone who genuinely 153 00:08:14,560 --> 00:08:17,680 Speaker 1: needs my help? And so when we go into these hauntings, 154 00:08:17,720 --> 00:08:19,960 Speaker 1: even the most extreme ones, we have to go in 155 00:08:20,080 --> 00:08:22,880 Speaker 1: with no judgment, Like we have to go in judgment 156 00:08:22,920 --> 00:08:26,000 Speaker 1: free and just try to solve it. And like that 157 00:08:26,080 --> 00:08:29,680 Speaker 1: can take days, months, weeks of trying to communicate with 158 00:08:29,720 --> 00:08:32,240 Speaker 1: these spirits. And I'm not psychic, and so I'm trying 159 00:08:32,280 --> 00:08:35,680 Speaker 1: to rely on you know, my my psychic friends and 160 00:08:35,920 --> 00:08:40,400 Speaker 1: actual evidence and recordings. But you are, in my opinion, 161 00:08:40,600 --> 00:08:43,680 Speaker 1: totally on track with that. Well how do you? Because 162 00:08:43,720 --> 00:08:46,400 Speaker 1: I was watching your show Kindred Spirits, which I love, 163 00:08:46,840 --> 00:08:49,960 Speaker 1: and you had like a blindfold on and I think 164 00:08:50,000 --> 00:08:51,840 Speaker 1: something over your ears, and you were just kind of 165 00:08:52,480 --> 00:08:55,440 Speaker 1: communicating what the spirit was saying. I was watching the 166 00:08:55,480 --> 00:08:59,319 Speaker 1: one that was based on the Conjuring the movie. Yes, 167 00:09:00,120 --> 00:09:04,320 Speaker 1: the episode so interesting, but it did feel like there 168 00:09:04,400 --> 00:09:07,760 Speaker 1: was darkness. It felt like it could be kind of scary. 169 00:09:07,960 --> 00:09:09,960 Speaker 1: I'm just curious what that process is for you to 170 00:09:10,040 --> 00:09:16,400 Speaker 1: like go into a place knowing that dark things have happened, Like, 171 00:09:16,600 --> 00:09:18,800 Speaker 1: what is that process? For you, how do you prepare 172 00:09:18,960 --> 00:09:22,440 Speaker 1: how do you know how to connect all of that? Well, 173 00:09:22,480 --> 00:09:25,400 Speaker 1: there's a lot there because people ask a lot. You know, 174 00:09:25,559 --> 00:09:28,160 Speaker 1: what do you do to prepare yourself for these moments? 175 00:09:28,160 --> 00:09:30,760 Speaker 1: Are you? You know? Do you where crystal? Do you 176 00:09:30,800 --> 00:09:33,760 Speaker 1: say a prayer? And I always go into a location 177 00:09:33,840 --> 00:09:36,520 Speaker 1: like that, just knowing that I'm good enough, that I 178 00:09:36,520 --> 00:09:40,520 Speaker 1: am strong enough that I don't need assistance from somewhere else, 179 00:09:40,559 --> 00:09:43,760 Speaker 1: because the second that that thing gets taken away from you, 180 00:09:43,760 --> 00:09:46,200 Speaker 1: if I'm relying on like a religious medal, for example, 181 00:09:46,360 --> 00:09:49,040 Speaker 1: and say that I forget it or it gets taken away, 182 00:09:49,080 --> 00:09:51,840 Speaker 1: suddenly I feel weaker. And so in my mind, I 183 00:09:51,880 --> 00:09:53,800 Speaker 1: just want to make sure that I feel like I 184 00:09:53,840 --> 00:09:56,240 Speaker 1: can take on whatever just the way I am, that 185 00:09:56,320 --> 00:09:58,560 Speaker 1: I don't need outside help, but that some people do 186 00:09:58,720 --> 00:10:02,040 Speaker 1: like to like like I said, um do rituals say 187 00:10:02,080 --> 00:10:05,720 Speaker 1: prayers bring crystals? And that's totally fine. Um, I just 188 00:10:05,800 --> 00:10:09,120 Speaker 1: don't personally, but for things like that, like I had 189 00:10:09,200 --> 00:10:11,840 Speaker 1: such a relationship with the parent family. So the Conjuring 190 00:10:11,920 --> 00:10:15,320 Speaker 1: was based on a true story, and you know, what 191 00:10:15,400 --> 00:10:19,239 Speaker 1: happened in that house for so long is um scary, 192 00:10:19,320 --> 00:10:21,920 Speaker 1: but the movie is scary, But like what that family 193 00:10:21,960 --> 00:10:24,960 Speaker 1: actually went through to me, seemed scarier in real life 194 00:10:25,000 --> 00:10:28,480 Speaker 1: than what the movie portrayed. Which for people listening that 195 00:10:28,559 --> 00:10:32,200 Speaker 1: haven't seen it, what were some of the things in 196 00:10:32,240 --> 00:10:35,600 Speaker 1: the movie that actually happened? It is very like obviously 197 00:10:35,640 --> 00:10:37,920 Speaker 1: the movies edited Beauty like I love that movie. It 198 00:10:37,960 --> 00:10:40,680 Speaker 1: was edited very well, as directed very well. And um, 199 00:10:40,720 --> 00:10:43,040 Speaker 1: you know they there's this part with like this clapping 200 00:10:43,120 --> 00:10:46,120 Speaker 1: that seemed so scary in the movie. But I think 201 00:10:46,120 --> 00:10:51,160 Speaker 1: that what's scary about the actual what actually happened is 202 00:10:51,200 --> 00:10:53,360 Speaker 1: that it's real. Like you're watching the movie and you're like, 203 00:10:53,360 --> 00:10:55,600 Speaker 1: this is a dramatization, But then when you actually talk 204 00:10:55,679 --> 00:10:58,400 Speaker 1: to the parent family, they were just children living there. 205 00:10:58,440 --> 00:11:00,360 Speaker 1: They were being attacked in their beds every night. They 206 00:11:00,400 --> 00:11:04,160 Speaker 1: watched their mom be attacked by a spirit like and 207 00:11:04,160 --> 00:11:05,920 Speaker 1: and so when you talk to them face to face, 208 00:11:06,000 --> 00:11:09,680 Speaker 1: it becomes so much more scary than watching a Hollywood movie. 209 00:11:10,280 --> 00:11:13,240 Speaker 1: I agree. I thought that your episode was much more 210 00:11:13,360 --> 00:11:17,240 Speaker 1: terrifying and humanizing. Yes, and I love that movie. I 211 00:11:17,280 --> 00:11:20,199 Speaker 1: love scary movies. And so those kids are now grown up, 212 00:11:20,559 --> 00:11:23,520 Speaker 1: and do they still remember, like what was some what 213 00:11:23,640 --> 00:11:25,600 Speaker 1: were some of the things that happened to them that 214 00:11:25,679 --> 00:11:29,000 Speaker 1: they remember and how did they deal with that? So 215 00:11:29,400 --> 00:11:32,200 Speaker 1: they remember a lot of it. Um, you know, it's 216 00:11:32,240 --> 00:11:35,560 Speaker 1: it's affected them for life. You know. It's it's like 217 00:11:35,679 --> 00:11:38,240 Speaker 1: being in a bad family situation or something. You know, 218 00:11:38,280 --> 00:11:40,040 Speaker 1: they had trouble at home and they had to live 219 00:11:40,080 --> 00:11:44,199 Speaker 1: with that forever or you know till now. And um, 220 00:11:44,240 --> 00:11:47,560 Speaker 1: and so they remember definitely. The big thing was I 221 00:11:47,600 --> 00:11:50,280 Speaker 1: think they would hear like whispers while they were sleeping 222 00:11:50,320 --> 00:11:52,679 Speaker 1: at night, Like they would hear like there was there 223 00:11:52,760 --> 00:11:54,880 Speaker 1: was one girl, Cindy who was the most affected, and 224 00:11:54,920 --> 00:11:57,640 Speaker 1: she kept hearing this voice at night. They would tell 225 00:11:57,679 --> 00:12:00,760 Speaker 1: her like soldiers buried outside seven so just like a wall, 226 00:12:00,800 --> 00:12:02,760 Speaker 1: like telling her all these things which are not true. 227 00:12:03,320 --> 00:12:05,360 Speaker 1: Like you know, we've done all kinds of now, we've 228 00:12:05,360 --> 00:12:07,640 Speaker 1: done all kinds of research, We've done all kinds of like, 229 00:12:07,760 --> 00:12:10,920 Speaker 1: you know, none of that's not true at all. But 230 00:12:10,920 --> 00:12:13,040 Speaker 1: but when you're you know, an eight or nine year 231 00:12:13,040 --> 00:12:15,480 Speaker 1: old child hearing that, and when you're trying to sleep 232 00:12:15,520 --> 00:12:21,800 Speaker 1: every night, you know, out of me and I'm yes, 233 00:12:21,920 --> 00:12:25,040 Speaker 1: And they had to live with it every day. And 234 00:12:25,080 --> 00:12:28,600 Speaker 1: so Andrea is the one I'm closest with. And um, 235 00:12:28,640 --> 00:12:30,240 Speaker 1: she was the one that kind of rallied the troops 236 00:12:30,240 --> 00:12:32,360 Speaker 1: and got them all back together in the house. But Cindy, 237 00:12:32,480 --> 00:12:34,600 Speaker 1: when we got her there, she was the one who 238 00:12:34,640 --> 00:12:38,040 Speaker 1: was the youngest and most affected, and she literally like 239 00:12:39,000 --> 00:12:42,480 Speaker 1: she made it through the filming and the investigation, and 240 00:12:42,520 --> 00:12:45,400 Speaker 1: then she was like, I'm never ever coming back here, 241 00:12:45,840 --> 00:12:48,760 Speaker 1: and it was just too hard for even though not 242 00:12:48,880 --> 00:12:51,280 Speaker 1: a lot happened in a paranormal way for her, at 243 00:12:51,320 --> 00:12:53,880 Speaker 1: that moment, it was just too much for Like, I 244 00:12:53,880 --> 00:12:55,640 Speaker 1: think it was enough for her to just go like 245 00:12:55,720 --> 00:12:57,960 Speaker 1: set foot in there again and knew she could do it, 246 00:12:58,000 --> 00:13:00,160 Speaker 1: and then she just doesn't need to go back. She 247 00:13:00,280 --> 00:13:03,760 Speaker 1: closed the door. I got closure. Probably triggering to be 248 00:13:03,800 --> 00:13:06,840 Speaker 1: in a house where someone goes to whispering at you 249 00:13:06,840 --> 00:13:09,319 Speaker 1: when you're a child and get the fun out and 250 00:13:09,480 --> 00:13:13,480 Speaker 1: maybe never returning. Yeah, I felt it. I felt it 251 00:13:13,520 --> 00:13:14,760 Speaker 1: from her. I was like, yeah, you don't have to 252 00:13:14,840 --> 00:13:16,480 Speaker 1: come back here. We're good. I think we've done this. 253 00:13:17,040 --> 00:13:20,080 Speaker 1: But how you say you're like a spirit or ghost therapist, 254 00:13:20,480 --> 00:13:22,400 Speaker 1: is that part of it is like trying to heal 255 00:13:23,600 --> 00:13:27,120 Speaker 1: who was affected by the situation too, or is it 256 00:13:27,160 --> 00:13:30,440 Speaker 1: more trying to understand what the spirit wants. It's kind 257 00:13:30,440 --> 00:13:34,080 Speaker 1: of like I find us counseling, and I am not 258 00:13:34,280 --> 00:13:37,240 Speaker 1: a licensed therapist by any stretch, but I do find 259 00:13:37,320 --> 00:13:40,400 Speaker 1: us kind of counseling families and people who are affected 260 00:13:40,440 --> 00:13:44,160 Speaker 1: a lot just because they I'm listening. You know, they 261 00:13:44,200 --> 00:13:47,400 Speaker 1: are finally finding someone who's listening and who believes them, 262 00:13:47,600 --> 00:13:50,320 Speaker 1: and so I believes them because I feel like a 263 00:13:50,320 --> 00:13:54,920 Speaker 1: lot of people could be dismissive because it is like supernatural. 264 00:13:54,960 --> 00:13:56,760 Speaker 1: But I even sometimes don't know if that's the right 265 00:13:56,760 --> 00:13:59,640 Speaker 1: word to use, because it's not supernatural. It's just we 266 00:13:59,720 --> 00:14:02,520 Speaker 1: haven't figured it out how to explain it yet, which 267 00:14:02,559 --> 00:14:05,880 Speaker 1: doesn't mean it's not there. You see it, you feel it, 268 00:14:05,960 --> 00:14:09,400 Speaker 1: you hear it. It's there, but just because our brains 269 00:14:09,480 --> 00:14:12,760 Speaker 1: can't quite comprehend how to explain it makes me feel 270 00:14:12,760 --> 00:14:15,040 Speaker 1: like a lot of people would feel really dismissed by 271 00:14:15,080 --> 00:14:17,800 Speaker 1: these stories, oh totally. And then you know, the other 272 00:14:17,840 --> 00:14:21,400 Speaker 1: part of it too, is that sometimes like the family 273 00:14:21,520 --> 00:14:24,480 Speaker 1: relationships and the dynamic in a home can affect the 274 00:14:24,520 --> 00:14:28,000 Speaker 1: paranormal activity as well. You know, so not only are 275 00:14:28,000 --> 00:14:30,760 Speaker 1: they not understanding it, but they're kind of affecting it 276 00:14:30,800 --> 00:14:32,960 Speaker 1: in some way. You know, if there's turmoil in the home, 277 00:14:33,080 --> 00:14:37,120 Speaker 1: if people aren't getting along, you know. That makes this 278 00:14:37,240 --> 00:14:39,840 Speaker 1: like the spirits pick up on that for whatever reason, 279 00:14:40,000 --> 00:14:43,080 Speaker 1: and it can actually increase activity depending on you know, 280 00:14:43,120 --> 00:14:45,920 Speaker 1: how they relate to it. Maybe they've been there for 281 00:14:45,920 --> 00:14:48,480 Speaker 1: for a long time, living happily, and this family moves 282 00:14:48,520 --> 00:14:50,880 Speaker 1: in that won't stop fighting, and then the spirits suddenly 283 00:14:51,400 --> 00:14:55,160 Speaker 1: want them to stop. It's like total dynamics. It's like 284 00:14:55,200 --> 00:14:58,320 Speaker 1: a bad roommate situation, you know. Oh my god, So 285 00:14:58,440 --> 00:15:01,640 Speaker 1: everybody should be pleasant because you might be bothering the 286 00:15:01,680 --> 00:15:05,040 Speaker 1: ghosts that are haunting your home and they're just gonna 287 00:15:05,040 --> 00:15:07,240 Speaker 1: fuck with you more. So like get it together and 288 00:15:07,320 --> 00:15:09,840 Speaker 1: be nice. That's what I'm taking away from this conversation. 289 00:15:10,480 --> 00:15:12,640 Speaker 1: I mean, I think we should all live by that anyway. 290 00:15:12,720 --> 00:15:17,800 Speaker 1: Just assume someone's there who's going to be upset. Just 291 00:15:17,920 --> 00:15:24,200 Speaker 1: keep it cool. Just especially a really old house. I 292 00:15:24,240 --> 00:15:26,000 Speaker 1: feel like I come into contact with a lot of 293 00:15:26,120 --> 00:15:29,640 Speaker 1: energy and most of it is so beautiful and just like, 294 00:15:29,920 --> 00:15:32,120 Speaker 1: but then every once in a while, when you're like 295 00:15:32,160 --> 00:15:34,720 Speaker 1: projecting your energy or opening it up, like you were saying, 296 00:15:34,760 --> 00:15:37,960 Speaker 1: if you just find a spirit or a ghost that's 297 00:15:38,000 --> 00:15:40,760 Speaker 1: just like manipulative in a jerk. What do you do 298 00:15:40,880 --> 00:15:44,200 Speaker 1: with that how do you not let that affect you? 299 00:15:44,400 --> 00:15:46,640 Speaker 1: You were saying, you just are strong in yourself, But 300 00:15:46,680 --> 00:15:48,760 Speaker 1: have you ever had a time where it just really 301 00:15:48,800 --> 00:15:54,880 Speaker 1: got to you. Yeah, definitely. I mean I think that 302 00:15:54,960 --> 00:15:58,360 Speaker 1: it's just like it's just like meeting someone in real life. 303 00:15:58,400 --> 00:16:00,680 Speaker 1: You know, like you could be at a dinner party 304 00:16:00,760 --> 00:16:03,240 Speaker 1: and everyone's having a great time and then that certain 305 00:16:03,280 --> 00:16:06,200 Speaker 1: person walks in who doesn't say a word, but suddenly 306 00:16:06,240 --> 00:16:09,360 Speaker 1: the whole vibe changes just completely based on their energy 307 00:16:09,480 --> 00:16:13,360 Speaker 1: and like they're a total downer or whatever. And it's 308 00:16:13,400 --> 00:16:15,120 Speaker 1: kind of the same way I feel like with the 309 00:16:15,160 --> 00:16:19,000 Speaker 1: spirit world, like I will meet meet um, you know, 310 00:16:19,160 --> 00:16:23,320 Speaker 1: spirits or or feel energy that it's maybe not like 311 00:16:23,520 --> 00:16:25,320 Speaker 1: negative in the sense that it wants to harm me, 312 00:16:25,560 --> 00:16:28,560 Speaker 1: but is like manipulative, just like a live person could be, 313 00:16:28,880 --> 00:16:31,960 Speaker 1: and you have to tackle it just like you would 314 00:16:32,040 --> 00:16:34,480 Speaker 1: a live person. You're like, I can't let this person 315 00:16:34,520 --> 00:16:37,760 Speaker 1: gets me, especially an energy that is fleeting or something 316 00:16:37,760 --> 00:16:40,040 Speaker 1: like you're just passing through. You know, I've had that happen, 317 00:16:40,640 --> 00:16:43,160 Speaker 1: you know, traveling a lot as well for filming and 318 00:16:43,240 --> 00:16:45,880 Speaker 1: things like I'll be in a hotel that's old and 319 00:16:46,000 --> 00:16:48,440 Speaker 1: gross and haunted, and you know, and there will be 320 00:16:48,520 --> 00:16:51,160 Speaker 1: some bad energy there, something will feel off, and I'm like, great, 321 00:16:51,160 --> 00:16:52,520 Speaker 1: I have to be stuck with this for a week 322 00:16:52,600 --> 00:16:55,600 Speaker 1: or whatever, but then you have to move on from it. 323 00:16:55,720 --> 00:16:58,800 Speaker 1: And I always like date, it sounds like dating, It 324 00:16:58,800 --> 00:17:04,520 Speaker 1: sounds like day. It does like bad relationships. That's terrible. 325 00:17:04,600 --> 00:17:09,080 Speaker 1: Ghost ruined me. But it's true though, and you know, 326 00:17:09,119 --> 00:17:13,000 Speaker 1: and it's just applying the same rules to a dead 327 00:17:13,000 --> 00:17:15,120 Speaker 1: person that you apply to a live person, and how 328 00:17:15,160 --> 00:17:18,040 Speaker 1: you treat them or react to them kind of changes it. 329 00:17:18,119 --> 00:17:19,879 Speaker 1: You're like, oh, I have this power and me like, 330 00:17:19,880 --> 00:17:21,800 Speaker 1: I wouldn't put up with this from someone standing in 331 00:17:21,800 --> 00:17:23,159 Speaker 1: front of me. I'm not going to put it up 332 00:17:23,160 --> 00:17:24,560 Speaker 1: from it just because or put up with it just 333 00:17:24,600 --> 00:17:27,440 Speaker 1: because I can't see this person. But it also can 334 00:17:27,480 --> 00:17:29,520 Speaker 1: be scary in that sense you can't see them, you 335 00:17:29,520 --> 00:17:30,919 Speaker 1: don't know what you're up against, you don't know what 336 00:17:30,920 --> 00:17:34,800 Speaker 1: their motivations are. Um, you know, in a society right 337 00:17:34,800 --> 00:17:38,520 Speaker 1: now that's so involved with the idea of positive thinking 338 00:17:38,640 --> 00:17:41,520 Speaker 1: and and positive thought, and like, you know, you know, 339 00:17:41,600 --> 00:17:44,560 Speaker 1: you can infuse a space with like positivity, but the 340 00:17:44,600 --> 00:17:46,840 Speaker 1: same goes for negativity, and so you have to kind 341 00:17:46,840 --> 00:17:49,880 Speaker 1: of tackle that in a way, My god, how interesting 342 00:17:50,520 --> 00:17:54,400 Speaker 1: do you subscribe to demons existing? Like, have you ever 343 00:17:54,480 --> 00:17:57,520 Speaker 1: encountered something it's just like so dark you don't even know, 344 00:17:57,640 --> 00:17:59,240 Speaker 1: like you don't want to work with it. I'm not 345 00:17:59,280 --> 00:18:02,720 Speaker 1: going to touch it. I can't deal with it. Yeah, 346 00:18:02,960 --> 00:18:06,680 Speaker 1: so it's extraordinarily rare. Like I've done this for over 347 00:18:06,720 --> 00:18:09,359 Speaker 1: twenty years now, and I can probably count two or 348 00:18:09,359 --> 00:18:11,879 Speaker 1: three times where I've encountered something that I felt was 349 00:18:11,960 --> 00:18:14,840 Speaker 1: like I don't necessarily know that it's demonic, but I 350 00:18:14,920 --> 00:18:16,920 Speaker 1: would call it that if that were what you know, 351 00:18:16,960 --> 00:18:20,359 Speaker 1: if it was if that's the definition. But something just 352 00:18:20,440 --> 00:18:23,720 Speaker 1: so negative, um that you know, I had to call 353 00:18:23,800 --> 00:18:25,960 Speaker 1: in help, Like I you know, I actually have a 354 00:18:26,000 --> 00:18:28,879 Speaker 1: really good friend who works with the Vatican who's a 355 00:18:28,960 --> 00:18:32,719 Speaker 1: religious demonologist, and so whenever I have like even an 356 00:18:32,720 --> 00:18:35,880 Speaker 1: inkling that there's something like that, I can call him. 357 00:18:35,920 --> 00:18:40,439 Speaker 1: But it's it's very rare, like it's almost always something 358 00:18:40,480 --> 00:18:43,080 Speaker 1: else or like I said before, something that is just 359 00:18:43,119 --> 00:18:46,359 Speaker 1: a mean person in life. But I think I have 360 00:18:46,560 --> 00:18:49,560 Speaker 1: I do believe in such things, but I always tell 361 00:18:49,600 --> 00:18:52,359 Speaker 1: people that the odds of that are so low, and 362 00:18:52,440 --> 00:18:55,480 Speaker 1: to just not assume, but just know that if you're 363 00:18:55,560 --> 00:18:59,800 Speaker 1: encountering something that's negative or upset or mean. Odds are 364 00:19:00,040 --> 00:19:03,280 Speaker 1: it's either misunderstood or was a mean person in life, 365 00:19:03,320 --> 00:19:06,880 Speaker 1: which is a lot less daunting. Well, so what would 366 00:19:06,960 --> 00:19:10,040 Speaker 1: be I'm like so curious about the demonic forces where 367 00:19:10,040 --> 00:19:12,960 Speaker 1: you called the Vatican backup? Can I ask you about that? 368 00:19:13,200 --> 00:19:18,600 Speaker 1: Like what happened? Uh? So that the last time it 369 00:19:18,680 --> 00:19:22,560 Speaker 1: happened was so basically it was a dear friend of 370 00:19:22,600 --> 00:19:26,160 Speaker 1: mine called me, and, Um, he had a pretty good 371 00:19:26,480 --> 00:19:28,960 Speaker 1: feeling that something was going on with his sister, that 372 00:19:29,080 --> 00:19:32,119 Speaker 1: she was somehow possessed and this has been going on 373 00:19:32,280 --> 00:19:37,280 Speaker 1: for years, and so he finally called me to discuss this, 374 00:19:37,359 --> 00:19:40,120 Speaker 1: and it was like the middle of the night. Um, 375 00:19:40,160 --> 00:19:43,760 Speaker 1: I was home alone with my daughter who was like 376 00:19:44,160 --> 00:19:46,160 Speaker 1: three at the time, two or three at the time, 377 00:19:47,000 --> 00:19:51,480 Speaker 1: And so he calls and immediately, like the light start 378 00:19:51,520 --> 00:19:53,280 Speaker 1: going on and off at my house. And so what 379 00:19:53,440 --> 00:19:56,840 Speaker 1: one thing that you will learn about, like, uh, negative 380 00:19:56,880 --> 00:20:00,600 Speaker 1: type entity or demonic type entity is that the second 381 00:20:00,640 --> 00:20:03,080 Speaker 1: they feel like this person is reaching out to someone 382 00:20:03,119 --> 00:20:06,679 Speaker 1: who's gonna be a threat, they will immediately try to 383 00:20:06,720 --> 00:20:10,280 Speaker 1: get rid of that threat. Supposedly, listen, and so in 384 00:20:10,320 --> 00:20:14,600 Speaker 1: this case, he's explaining to me, what's happening, and and 385 00:20:14,640 --> 00:20:16,679 Speaker 1: he said, my lights are going on and off, and 386 00:20:16,680 --> 00:20:18,440 Speaker 1: he goes, I have to go outside because my lights 387 00:20:18,480 --> 00:20:20,639 Speaker 1: are going on and off. So his lights were turning on, 388 00:20:20,880 --> 00:20:22,960 Speaker 1: and I did not clue him in at all. I 389 00:20:23,160 --> 00:20:25,400 Speaker 1: very like purposely was like, I'm not going to say 390 00:20:25,400 --> 00:20:28,159 Speaker 1: anything that's going on here because I didn't want to 391 00:20:28,200 --> 00:20:29,840 Speaker 1: freak him out. And I was like, okay, go ahead. 392 00:20:30,080 --> 00:20:33,000 Speaker 1: So he goes outside and he continues talking and then 393 00:20:33,080 --> 00:20:36,800 Speaker 1: he as he's talking, I hear my daughter crying upstairs, 394 00:20:37,280 --> 00:20:38,879 Speaker 1: and I'm like, that's you know, it's the middle of 395 00:20:38,920 --> 00:20:43,320 Speaker 1: the night. So I run upstairs, uh and she is 396 00:20:43,560 --> 00:20:46,280 Speaker 1: fastest like not crying because she does not wake up. 397 00:20:46,320 --> 00:20:48,960 Speaker 1: And and so at that point I was like, Okay, 398 00:20:49,000 --> 00:20:51,080 Speaker 1: this thing is messing with me, like this thing is 399 00:20:51,080 --> 00:20:53,560 Speaker 1: trying to threaten me. So I go back downstairs and 400 00:20:53,560 --> 00:20:56,440 Speaker 1: I'm just talking with him the whole time, telling him 401 00:20:56,440 --> 00:20:59,439 Speaker 1: his options, giving him my opinions, and then I feel 402 00:20:59,520 --> 00:21:03,000 Speaker 1: something start grabbing onto my hair like as I'm talking 403 00:21:03,040 --> 00:21:06,160 Speaker 1: to him. And then at the same time, I hear 404 00:21:06,200 --> 00:21:08,919 Speaker 1: my daughter start crying again, and I go upstairs and 405 00:21:08,920 --> 00:21:13,480 Speaker 1: she's fast asleep. And so we got through the conversation, 406 00:21:14,440 --> 00:21:16,600 Speaker 1: and I knew that was the first time I've ever 407 00:21:16,640 --> 00:21:19,199 Speaker 1: felt like, Okay, there's something that's trying to let me 408 00:21:19,240 --> 00:21:21,560 Speaker 1: know that like it knows who I am and it's gonna, 409 00:21:21,840 --> 00:21:24,920 Speaker 1: you know, make an issue for me. But so I 410 00:21:24,920 --> 00:21:28,880 Speaker 1: immediately called my friend and um he he helped them 411 00:21:28,920 --> 00:21:31,960 Speaker 1: the next day. But but yeah, that it was. It 412 00:21:32,080 --> 00:21:34,320 Speaker 1: was exactly what he told me what happened, Like when 413 00:21:34,320 --> 00:21:37,360 Speaker 1: he warned me about things like that. Um he literally 414 00:21:37,400 --> 00:21:40,399 Speaker 1: said to me, like they will try to stop you 415 00:21:40,480 --> 00:21:42,040 Speaker 1: and try to scare you, and you just have to 416 00:21:42,080 --> 00:21:44,960 Speaker 1: stand your ground. And so I just I never ever 417 00:21:45,040 --> 00:21:46,919 Speaker 1: even told the guy that I was talking to it 418 00:21:47,000 --> 00:21:48,879 Speaker 1: that was happening. I just acted like it was a 419 00:21:49,040 --> 00:21:57,320 Speaker 1: totally normal conversation. But that was that's insane. Yeah, again, 420 00:21:57,359 --> 00:22:00,680 Speaker 1: extraordinarily rare. Twenty plus years of doing us have never 421 00:22:00,720 --> 00:22:06,280 Speaker 1: had that happened before since, So just so, yeah, I've 422 00:22:06,280 --> 00:22:07,840 Speaker 1: had I mean, I've had a couple of other strange 423 00:22:07,880 --> 00:22:11,280 Speaker 1: account but that was the one where I knew unequivocally 424 00:22:11,400 --> 00:22:15,080 Speaker 1: that I was dealing with something that was cruel and 425 00:22:15,119 --> 00:22:17,880 Speaker 1: like it sounds like very ominous. Oh yeah, I mean 426 00:22:17,920 --> 00:22:20,800 Speaker 1: to threaten your child. That was the weird thing, like, 427 00:22:20,880 --> 00:22:24,639 Speaker 1: look crying, did your daughter remember any of it? Or 428 00:22:24,680 --> 00:22:26,520 Speaker 1: she's a sleep all time? Oh no, she was just 429 00:22:26,640 --> 00:22:29,199 Speaker 1: fast asleep. And I mean to tell her because right 430 00:22:29,240 --> 00:22:32,200 Speaker 1: now she's like eight, and she loves like crawling through 431 00:22:32,200 --> 00:22:35,200 Speaker 1: creepy places with me and looking for ghosts and stuff, 432 00:22:35,240 --> 00:22:37,800 Speaker 1: and so I'm not gonna gonna ruin it for it yet. 433 00:22:39,760 --> 00:22:43,399 Speaker 1: My first encounter with like an apparition or spiritter ghost 434 00:22:44,400 --> 00:22:46,840 Speaker 1: was I always like would go to places and try 435 00:22:46,880 --> 00:22:49,600 Speaker 1: to do the kind of like what you were saying 436 00:22:49,640 --> 00:22:51,200 Speaker 1: you would do in the weekends where it's like for fun. 437 00:22:51,280 --> 00:22:54,359 Speaker 1: So I'll be on tour with my band and my 438 00:22:54,440 --> 00:22:56,720 Speaker 1: dancers and like the whole crew, and then we'll be 439 00:22:56,800 --> 00:23:00,800 Speaker 1: in Milwaukee or whatever, and there's this beautiful w hotel 440 00:23:00,840 --> 00:23:02,919 Speaker 1: we can all stay it with a nice clean pool, 441 00:23:02,960 --> 00:23:05,600 Speaker 1: and I'm like, nope, we're staying at the place where 442 00:23:05,640 --> 00:23:10,000 Speaker 1: Jeffrey Dahmer used to live. And everyone's like, oh, great, awesome. 443 00:23:10,359 --> 00:23:13,359 Speaker 1: Or like in Fort Worth there's like a haunted brothel 444 00:23:13,520 --> 00:23:15,879 Speaker 1: and I've had people literally in the middle of the 445 00:23:15,920 --> 00:23:19,600 Speaker 1: night they're like, you're fucking crazy. I'm sleeping in the bus, 446 00:23:19,640 --> 00:23:23,520 Speaker 1: like the lights won't work. I'm out. But so my 447 00:23:23,640 --> 00:23:26,240 Speaker 1: favorite thing is to play shows, play music, and then 448 00:23:26,320 --> 00:23:31,639 Speaker 1: stay it haunted places whenever I can, like in whatever city, 449 00:23:32,320 --> 00:23:35,000 Speaker 1: and it kind of is torture. It's kind of tortured 450 00:23:35,040 --> 00:23:37,880 Speaker 1: to the people I work with, so apologies, but they 451 00:23:37,880 --> 00:23:40,040 Speaker 1: have options, they could go somewhere else. It's just highly 452 00:23:40,160 --> 00:23:43,440 Speaker 1: encouraged to hang out at the haunted place because more fun. 453 00:23:44,320 --> 00:23:47,280 Speaker 1: But it is more fun. It is more fun. Just like, 454 00:23:47,640 --> 00:23:50,280 Speaker 1: I don't know, give me something weird, but I saw 455 00:23:50,800 --> 00:23:53,200 Speaker 1: so I always wanted to see something or feel something, 456 00:23:53,200 --> 00:23:55,440 Speaker 1: and then I saw an apparition of a woman, but 457 00:23:55,480 --> 00:23:59,639 Speaker 1: instead of being scared, I felt sad for her. And 458 00:23:59,680 --> 00:24:01,160 Speaker 1: I think that was the first time I was like, oh, 459 00:24:01,200 --> 00:24:06,159 Speaker 1: I think this actually is a spirit or ghost or 460 00:24:06,200 --> 00:24:10,600 Speaker 1: whatever the right terminology is, and I'm not terrified like 461 00:24:10,640 --> 00:24:12,000 Speaker 1: I thought I was going to get like the ship 462 00:24:12,119 --> 00:24:15,480 Speaker 1: scared out of me, and that wasn't the case. And 463 00:24:15,520 --> 00:24:18,600 Speaker 1: so ever since then, I've been wholly fascinated with how 464 00:24:18,640 --> 00:24:23,080 Speaker 1: to connect with the other side, because I'm sure we're 465 00:24:23,119 --> 00:24:27,040 Speaker 1: just surrounded by spirits at all times. M Well, you 466 00:24:27,200 --> 00:24:31,160 Speaker 1: humanized her, you know that. That was that moment where 467 00:24:31,160 --> 00:24:33,639 Speaker 1: you're like, oh, this isn't a novelty anymore. This is 468 00:24:33,680 --> 00:24:37,120 Speaker 1: a person and I feel her and there's something that 469 00:24:37,200 --> 00:24:41,000 Speaker 1: she needs or she wants, you know, and that's that. 470 00:24:41,200 --> 00:24:45,040 Speaker 1: It really does change your perspective on the whole idea 471 00:24:45,040 --> 00:24:47,600 Speaker 1: of a haunting. It does go from like you know, 472 00:24:47,720 --> 00:24:51,600 Speaker 1: spooky and fun to being like a belief system like 473 00:24:51,840 --> 00:24:55,720 Speaker 1: in the afterlife. And and so yeah, it I think 474 00:24:55,760 --> 00:24:57,639 Speaker 1: that a lot of people will go through that, especially 475 00:24:57,640 --> 00:24:59,879 Speaker 1: when they've experienced a hunting for a while. You know, 476 00:25:00,040 --> 00:25:02,720 Speaker 1: we've had There was one woman who that just written 477 00:25:02,720 --> 00:25:05,159 Speaker 1: that story reminded me of where she She died in 478 00:25:05,200 --> 00:25:08,280 Speaker 1: a train act, like a very sudden train crash. This 479 00:25:08,440 --> 00:25:11,920 Speaker 1: train hit her and her three girlfriends coming back from 480 00:25:11,920 --> 00:25:14,760 Speaker 1: a sewing bee in like nineteen twelve or something. And 481 00:25:14,800 --> 00:25:17,919 Speaker 1: this poor woman, her spirit kept running for help in 482 00:25:17,960 --> 00:25:20,640 Speaker 1: the old house that like lived that was next door 483 00:25:20,680 --> 00:25:23,560 Speaker 1: to where she lived, and she kept appearing. This the 484 00:25:23,760 --> 00:25:25,800 Speaker 1: woman who lived there. Now she just would wake up 485 00:25:25,800 --> 00:25:27,639 Speaker 1: and this woman would be like help help, you know, 486 00:25:27,760 --> 00:25:31,720 Speaker 1: every night, and so we had to basically help. We 487 00:25:32,119 --> 00:25:35,080 Speaker 1: helped the spirit by by showing her her death certificate, 488 00:25:35,200 --> 00:25:38,000 Speaker 1: like some part of her had no idea she was dead. 489 00:25:38,400 --> 00:25:41,240 Speaker 1: And so we had to. We we printed her death 490 00:25:41,240 --> 00:25:43,600 Speaker 1: certificate in the articles. We were like, this terrible thing 491 00:25:43,680 --> 00:25:45,760 Speaker 1: happened to you, and we're so sorry. And we got 492 00:25:45,840 --> 00:25:49,040 Speaker 1: these recordings of her and she was like death certificate. 493 00:25:49,760 --> 00:25:51,760 Speaker 1: And then when we explained to her what was happening 494 00:25:51,840 --> 00:25:53,560 Speaker 1: in the last word she said, she was like, I'm 495 00:25:53,600 --> 00:25:57,080 Speaker 1: going home, and then she was never seen again, like 496 00:25:57,160 --> 00:26:03,280 Speaker 1: she she didn't understand. That's so I feel like that 497 00:26:03,400 --> 00:26:06,000 Speaker 1: what you're doing is so kind. You're you are like 498 00:26:06,280 --> 00:26:10,640 Speaker 1: a ghost therapist. I love it. So I'm trying. It's 499 00:26:10,640 --> 00:26:13,320 Speaker 1: all one gets nasty with me, and then the ginger 500 00:26:13,359 --> 00:26:19,240 Speaker 1: comes out. Well the demons mostly really lovely, a couple 501 00:26:19,240 --> 00:26:22,040 Speaker 1: of demons, and then just some like people that are 502 00:26:22,160 --> 00:26:26,880 Speaker 1: angry about ship. I'm like you, yeah, it doesn't go away. 503 00:26:26,920 --> 00:26:32,360 Speaker 1: Apparently when you die, Lifetime guys started out. Now, don't 504 00:26:32,440 --> 00:26:36,320 Speaker 1: run for your problems. Do you think that there's like 505 00:26:36,400 --> 00:26:39,120 Speaker 1: ever a point where do you think people come back? 506 00:26:39,359 --> 00:26:44,200 Speaker 1: So I don't. I have not encountered it, like in 507 00:26:44,440 --> 00:26:47,320 Speaker 1: a situation where I thought that was happening. But it 508 00:26:47,920 --> 00:26:50,639 Speaker 1: makes sense to me, Like it's it's this idea that 509 00:26:50,720 --> 00:26:52,880 Speaker 1: feels right to me in a way, and I think 510 00:26:52,880 --> 00:26:57,280 Speaker 1: that there's a reason why people have kind of naturally 511 00:26:57,400 --> 00:27:01,520 Speaker 1: subscribed to that theory over thousands of years. You know, 512 00:27:01,600 --> 00:27:03,840 Speaker 1: there is that the fact that you have to grow 513 00:27:03,960 --> 00:27:08,639 Speaker 1: spiritually from carnation to carnation, you know, our incarnation incarnation, 514 00:27:08,720 --> 00:27:11,840 Speaker 1: and so it makes sense. I've not seen anything that 515 00:27:11,880 --> 00:27:14,639 Speaker 1: made me wonder, like, am I dealing with someone reincarnated? 516 00:27:14,760 --> 00:27:16,959 Speaker 1: You know? But I mean I've certainly had moments in 517 00:27:17,000 --> 00:27:20,080 Speaker 1: life where I've been around something or experience something that really, 518 00:27:20,680 --> 00:27:23,720 Speaker 1: you know, tugged it me in a way that didn't 519 00:27:23,720 --> 00:27:25,840 Speaker 1: necessarily make sense, you know, and I'm like, is this 520 00:27:25,960 --> 00:27:28,120 Speaker 1: something from like a past life? Is there a reason 521 00:27:28,160 --> 00:27:31,920 Speaker 1: why I'm drawn to this? Uh? So, I I think 522 00:27:32,400 --> 00:27:34,760 Speaker 1: I think there's something to it, and I just don't 523 00:27:34,840 --> 00:27:37,159 Speaker 1: know how we prove it. And then I also wonder, 524 00:27:37,400 --> 00:27:40,240 Speaker 1: you know, what do we what do we achieve by 525 00:27:40,280 --> 00:27:42,520 Speaker 1: proving it too? You know, I think we should maybe 526 00:27:42,600 --> 00:27:45,480 Speaker 1: just all kind of just subscribe to the idea that 527 00:27:45,480 --> 00:27:47,560 Speaker 1: we might all be growing all the time. And I 528 00:27:47,600 --> 00:27:50,560 Speaker 1: think that's a good theory to go with. I love 529 00:27:50,600 --> 00:27:54,440 Speaker 1: that because even what you've said about like spirits and afterlife, 530 00:27:54,440 --> 00:27:56,720 Speaker 1: it's like, well, okay, it just makes me want to 531 00:27:56,720 --> 00:27:59,359 Speaker 1: sort my shop out now and then maybe in the 532 00:27:59,400 --> 00:28:02,479 Speaker 1: next life of I sort a chunk out this lifetime, 533 00:28:02,520 --> 00:28:06,760 Speaker 1: maybe the next life will be even more fabulous, and 534 00:28:06,800 --> 00:28:13,120 Speaker 1: then maybe I'll be Yeah, not a jerk ghost. I'll 535 00:28:13,160 --> 00:28:18,639 Speaker 1: be the funnest ghost in the entire world that I 536 00:28:18,680 --> 00:28:22,919 Speaker 1: would TikTok at people on repeat until they literally go insane. 537 00:28:24,320 --> 00:28:26,199 Speaker 1: I just want to, like a really helpful ghost, like 538 00:28:26,240 --> 00:28:31,240 Speaker 1: earn my keep and whatever house I'm inhabiting, cleaning ever. 539 00:28:33,400 --> 00:28:38,880 Speaker 1: The fact that you love to collect antiques and specifically dolls, yeah, 540 00:28:39,160 --> 00:28:41,200 Speaker 1: I want to ask you about that. I'm all I 541 00:28:41,240 --> 00:28:44,120 Speaker 1: love antiques obsessed And do you think that there's a 542 00:28:44,200 --> 00:28:47,920 Speaker 1: way too before you bring it into your house, like 543 00:28:48,000 --> 00:28:51,240 Speaker 1: to make sure you're not bringing an entity that you 544 00:28:51,280 --> 00:28:57,200 Speaker 1: don't necessarily want. Well, yeah, I'm not sure. So sometimes 545 00:28:57,320 --> 00:28:59,960 Speaker 1: I feel like it's my duty to take in these 546 00:29:00,040 --> 00:29:01,960 Speaker 1: haunted objects, like I think, I don't know, if you 547 00:29:02,040 --> 00:29:06,600 Speaker 1: see behind me, I have it, Oh my god, creepy. Yeah, 548 00:29:06,640 --> 00:29:08,120 Speaker 1: there's a few of them up there. I have a 549 00:29:08,120 --> 00:29:10,680 Speaker 1: lot of them, but those are some of the standouts. 550 00:29:10,720 --> 00:29:12,360 Speaker 1: Those are the ones that don't like to stay put. 551 00:29:12,400 --> 00:29:14,080 Speaker 1: I find them on the floor and here a lot 552 00:29:14,720 --> 00:29:19,320 Speaker 1: but move around. Yeah, my daughter will not come in 553 00:29:19,320 --> 00:29:23,239 Speaker 1: this room. She it's my office. Yeah, She's like like 554 00:29:23,280 --> 00:29:25,800 Speaker 1: the rest of our house looks so normal. And then 555 00:29:25,840 --> 00:29:32,680 Speaker 1: I'm like, and then Mom's office, So Mom's creepy office. Yeah. 556 00:29:32,720 --> 00:29:37,280 Speaker 1: So um. So I feel like when I'm when I 557 00:29:37,360 --> 00:29:40,040 Speaker 1: find these things, I feel kind of drawn to them 558 00:29:40,040 --> 00:29:41,800 Speaker 1: in a way, and it's almost like I feel like 559 00:29:41,840 --> 00:29:46,680 Speaker 1: I'm supposed to have them for whatever reason. Uh. And 560 00:29:46,800 --> 00:29:50,680 Speaker 1: so I wouldn't necessarily want to get rid of whatever 561 00:29:50,760 --> 00:29:54,000 Speaker 1: is hanging onto them when I bring them home, as 562 00:29:54,040 --> 00:29:58,080 Speaker 1: long as they weren't being you know, awful. But I 563 00:29:58,120 --> 00:30:00,720 Speaker 1: have a lot of really creepy ship it in my house, 564 00:30:01,120 --> 00:30:04,920 Speaker 1: and I have yet. I mean I have like I'm 565 00:30:04,920 --> 00:30:07,840 Speaker 1: looking at a Victorian hair wreath that's like a memorial wreath, 566 00:30:07,880 --> 00:30:10,959 Speaker 1: where like they would take their loved one's hair and 567 00:30:11,040 --> 00:30:14,680 Speaker 1: turn it into like a wreath when they died. I 568 00:30:14,720 --> 00:30:17,040 Speaker 1: have one of those. I have a spirit trumpet back 569 00:30:17,120 --> 00:30:19,680 Speaker 1: here from seances in the eighteen hundreds, I have a 570 00:30:19,760 --> 00:30:25,560 Speaker 1: spirit trumpet. Yeah. Like, um, mediums would use them. It 571 00:30:25,680 --> 00:30:27,880 Speaker 1: was not true at all, but they would use them, 572 00:30:27,920 --> 00:30:30,440 Speaker 1: and they would say that like ghostly sounds would come 573 00:30:30,440 --> 00:30:32,200 Speaker 1: out of the like come out of the trumpet, but 574 00:30:32,240 --> 00:30:35,360 Speaker 1: they it was like a magic a parlor trick basically. 575 00:30:36,040 --> 00:30:37,760 Speaker 1: But it's old and I think it's kind of cool 576 00:30:37,800 --> 00:30:40,240 Speaker 1: that was used in seances in the spiritualist air. And 577 00:30:40,240 --> 00:30:43,360 Speaker 1: then I have, like all the dolls I have a 578 00:30:43,400 --> 00:30:50,440 Speaker 1: really creepy teddy bear I have I have. It's like not, 579 00:30:50,600 --> 00:30:52,160 Speaker 1: I don't know. I kind of want to show them 580 00:30:52,160 --> 00:30:54,440 Speaker 1: to you because okah, please, oh my god, show me 581 00:30:54,640 --> 00:30:59,360 Speaker 1: all the creepy stuff. There's so much this is. People 582 00:30:59,440 --> 00:31:03,960 Speaker 1: send me the things to like, oh that is so creepy. 583 00:31:04,720 --> 00:31:09,040 Speaker 1: Holy ship that teddy very creepy. I told you, But like, 584 00:31:09,160 --> 00:31:12,200 Speaker 1: people send me these things and I can't like get 585 00:31:12,320 --> 00:31:14,480 Speaker 1: rid of it, Like I feel bad at like something 586 00:31:14,880 --> 00:31:17,640 Speaker 1: this at some point, right, you could definitely get rid 587 00:31:17,680 --> 00:31:21,720 Speaker 1: of that if you watched him giving you commission so 588 00:31:21,800 --> 00:31:28,040 Speaker 1: creepy to send him to you. If he's a nice guy, 589 00:31:28,240 --> 00:31:32,440 Speaker 1: you know whatever he seems okay, yeah, So but it's 590 00:31:32,480 --> 00:31:34,440 Speaker 1: things like that, like I don't even know. I don't 591 00:31:34,440 --> 00:31:37,960 Speaker 1: want to show you the other dolls you'll free, Okay, 592 00:31:37,960 --> 00:31:39,800 Speaker 1: So I read you have one that has real human 593 00:31:39,800 --> 00:31:42,560 Speaker 1: hair that comes out of it or something. Okay, So 594 00:31:42,600 --> 00:31:45,520 Speaker 1: I did so that was the first, my first encounter 595 00:31:45,640 --> 00:31:50,200 Speaker 1: with a haunded doll, and it was Um. I was young, 596 00:31:50,280 --> 00:31:52,560 Speaker 1: I was like thirteen years old, and I used to 597 00:31:52,600 --> 00:31:55,080 Speaker 1: go to the antique store like every normal thirteen year 598 00:31:55,080 --> 00:31:58,800 Speaker 1: old and I would just, you know, peruse the place, 599 00:31:58,840 --> 00:32:01,120 Speaker 1: and they had this released cree. The old doll was 600 00:32:01,360 --> 00:32:04,120 Speaker 1: a boudoir doll, a bed doll, and had real human hair, 601 00:32:04,160 --> 00:32:06,440 Speaker 1: which I love these dolls. I have one here now, 602 00:32:06,440 --> 00:32:08,960 Speaker 1: but you can totally show me all your creepy stuff 603 00:32:08,960 --> 00:32:12,520 Speaker 1: before you go, because I'm wildly curious. I'll show you before. 604 00:32:12,600 --> 00:32:17,160 Speaker 1: But so anyways, this this doll in particular UM, I 605 00:32:17,200 --> 00:32:22,160 Speaker 1: took her home and she like started setting fires, and 606 00:32:22,320 --> 00:32:27,840 Speaker 1: so I suspect. So so what happened was I was 607 00:32:27,920 --> 00:32:29,920 Speaker 1: drawn to this doll. I put her on layaway and 608 00:32:29,960 --> 00:32:32,880 Speaker 1: every week I would bring my five dollar allowance until 609 00:32:32,920 --> 00:32:35,920 Speaker 1: I paid off this doll or whatever, and brought her 610 00:32:35,960 --> 00:32:39,640 Speaker 1: home and set her up on my shelf. And then 611 00:32:39,680 --> 00:32:42,800 Speaker 1: a few days later walked in and it smelled like burning, 612 00:32:42,920 --> 00:32:46,600 Speaker 1: and I was like, that's weird, and I couldn't figure 613 00:32:46,600 --> 00:32:49,120 Speaker 1: out where it's coming from. And then the next day 614 00:32:49,160 --> 00:32:50,800 Speaker 1: I looked and there was like a kind of like 615 00:32:50,840 --> 00:32:54,520 Speaker 1: a scorch mark above the doll, and I was like, 616 00:32:54,560 --> 00:32:59,640 Speaker 1: that's really strange. It was very dangerous. I do not 617 00:32:59,680 --> 00:33:03,600 Speaker 1: reckon meant, And so then I smelled it another day 618 00:33:03,640 --> 00:33:10,080 Speaker 1: and came in and found literally her dress was smoldering 619 00:33:10,400 --> 00:33:13,480 Speaker 1: that she was wearing it had like it was smoldering, 620 00:33:13,560 --> 00:33:15,520 Speaker 1: and I was like, something is wrong with this doll. 621 00:33:16,640 --> 00:33:20,400 Speaker 1: And uh So I had these two aunts who are 622 00:33:20,480 --> 00:33:23,760 Speaker 1: both kind of kind of witchy and different, and um 623 00:33:23,840 --> 00:33:26,480 Speaker 1: and we my my very psychic aunt, did like a 624 00:33:26,560 --> 00:33:28,800 Speaker 1: seance and she said that this doll had some sort 625 00:33:28,840 --> 00:33:32,280 Speaker 1: of attachment to it and um, so we tried to 626 00:33:32,360 --> 00:33:34,400 Speaker 1: rid it of it or whatever. So I shoved it 627 00:33:34,440 --> 00:33:41,600 Speaker 1: in my closet and it's your clothes. Oh my god. 628 00:33:42,040 --> 00:33:44,239 Speaker 1: It was awful, I was, I I And then I 629 00:33:44,280 --> 00:33:47,000 Speaker 1: think we ended up actually burning the doll. Years later, 630 00:33:47,120 --> 00:33:48,800 Speaker 1: I don't even know what happened, but it was just 631 00:33:48,880 --> 00:33:52,520 Speaker 1: like the worst it was. It was. It was scary. 632 00:33:52,640 --> 00:33:57,840 Speaker 1: So yeah, I've never encountered a fire producing doll since then. 633 00:33:57,880 --> 00:33:59,720 Speaker 1: But that was again probably one of the things that 634 00:34:00,040 --> 00:34:02,000 Speaker 1: to my interest in what I do. And maybe there 635 00:34:02,000 --> 00:34:05,720 Speaker 1: had been some other rational explanation, but that's all definitely 636 00:34:05,880 --> 00:34:10,080 Speaker 1: was smoldering on more than one occasion. Anything electronic about 637 00:34:10,120 --> 00:34:16,040 Speaker 1: the doll, like mars or chords or wires. Now, she 638 00:34:16,280 --> 00:34:19,960 Speaker 1: was just a booderard all from the twenties, like just 639 00:34:20,000 --> 00:34:23,400 Speaker 1: an old doll. And she was not the wall like 640 00:34:23,760 --> 00:34:25,960 Speaker 1: the wall she was up against. There was nothing there. 641 00:34:26,000 --> 00:34:28,480 Speaker 1: There was no like, there were no candles, there was 642 00:34:28,520 --> 00:34:31,520 Speaker 1: no incense like, there was no like electricity around her. 643 00:34:31,560 --> 00:34:34,600 Speaker 1: It was just that doll. It was so strange. So 644 00:34:34,840 --> 00:34:38,399 Speaker 1: I've never seen anything like it since. But that might 645 00:34:38,400 --> 00:34:40,360 Speaker 1: be why I like them now. I feel like I 646 00:34:40,400 --> 00:34:46,160 Speaker 1: owe her something because I like, alright, lady, you gotta go. 647 00:34:47,239 --> 00:34:49,160 Speaker 1: I have a weird thing with antiques where I like, 648 00:34:49,719 --> 00:34:52,600 Speaker 1: I cannot leave too. If I find them in two 649 00:34:52,600 --> 00:34:55,040 Speaker 1: separate places in the world, I have to bring them 650 00:34:55,040 --> 00:34:57,360 Speaker 1: back together. I like to think of myself as like 651 00:34:57,960 --> 00:35:03,480 Speaker 1: reuniting like lost twin flame souls. So I have a 652 00:35:03,520 --> 00:35:07,120 Speaker 1: bunch of weird matching things that I don't even necessarily 653 00:35:07,160 --> 00:35:11,400 Speaker 1: like and or want, but they match, so they must 654 00:35:11,440 --> 00:35:16,560 Speaker 1: be together. Well, I mean, I love it if it's 655 00:35:16,600 --> 00:35:18,520 Speaker 1: the energy. If you think about an antique, like I'm 656 00:35:18,560 --> 00:35:22,040 Speaker 1: super drawn to antiques, and it's there's so much energy 657 00:35:22,080 --> 00:35:24,279 Speaker 1: infused and then whether or not it's like ghosts, it's 658 00:35:24,320 --> 00:35:26,439 Speaker 1: just people have been around them for so long. People 659 00:35:26,440 --> 00:35:28,640 Speaker 1: have cared for them, you know, think of all the 660 00:35:28,680 --> 00:35:31,200 Speaker 1: things that happened around them over the time that they 661 00:35:31,239 --> 00:35:34,840 Speaker 1: have been in existence. Like if there's something about antiques, 662 00:35:34,920 --> 00:35:37,600 Speaker 1: like I really do think they hold energy, and I 663 00:35:37,640 --> 00:35:39,879 Speaker 1: think certain people are drawn to that, Like I I 664 00:35:39,920 --> 00:35:43,480 Speaker 1: love them, me too, and my mom too, Like where 665 00:35:43,520 --> 00:35:46,760 Speaker 1: we go to flea markets pretty much whenever we're around 666 00:35:46,800 --> 00:35:50,920 Speaker 1: each other, and just like it's it's like treasure hunting 667 00:35:51,000 --> 00:35:56,240 Speaker 1: also to me, but yours is like a little creepier 668 00:35:56,280 --> 00:36:00,160 Speaker 1: because like you want the creepy stuff, I feel no 669 00:36:00,239 --> 00:36:01,840 Speaker 1: one wants it. So I feel like it's kind of 670 00:36:01,880 --> 00:36:05,600 Speaker 1: like you're you're reuniting antiques, and I'm like taking in 671 00:36:05,680 --> 00:36:14,120 Speaker 1: like the orphaned antiques. You're like fostering the demonic dolls. 672 00:36:14,840 --> 00:36:22,280 Speaker 1: Dolls so creepy. So this is real creepy nightmare. Great, 673 00:36:22,640 --> 00:36:30,759 Speaker 1: can't wait. This one's falling apart, like okay, And these 674 00:36:30,880 --> 00:36:33,799 Speaker 1: ladies like to move, they like to move around, and 675 00:36:33,840 --> 00:36:36,520 Speaker 1: you're just fine with that. This this is the one 676 00:36:36,600 --> 00:36:38,879 Speaker 1: that really moves around. So I put everything on top 677 00:36:38,920 --> 00:36:42,040 Speaker 1: of her. But that's this one. Why is she in 678 00:36:42,080 --> 00:36:45,279 Speaker 1: a bridal gown? So this is a bed doll? This 679 00:36:45,360 --> 00:36:49,600 Speaker 1: is this is a boudoir doll. She has real human hair. Okay, 680 00:36:49,640 --> 00:36:51,640 Speaker 1: what is a boudoir doll? Is that like what you 681 00:36:51,680 --> 00:36:54,719 Speaker 1: put back in the twenties. Yeah, it was like a 682 00:36:54,760 --> 00:36:56,799 Speaker 1: big thing with like flappers and the twenties and stuff. 683 00:36:56,800 --> 00:36:58,759 Speaker 1: They would put these on their beds like this. This 684 00:36:58,840 --> 00:37:02,040 Speaker 1: was more for like adults. Was not like a kid doll. 685 00:37:02,600 --> 00:37:06,239 Speaker 1: What do adults do with this? It was like decoration. 686 00:37:06,400 --> 00:37:09,799 Speaker 1: I think she's creepy. I love her, sorry, I'm not 687 00:37:09,840 --> 00:37:13,239 Speaker 1: trying to me. And she's gorgeous. This one came from 688 00:37:13,280 --> 00:37:15,879 Speaker 1: a haunted place. We investigated on Kindred and they could 689 00:37:15,920 --> 00:37:19,160 Speaker 1: not give her to me fast enough. Her head's falling off. 690 00:37:19,880 --> 00:37:23,120 Speaker 1: Her head is falling off. That is so creepy. So 691 00:37:24,120 --> 00:37:27,319 Speaker 1: from wait, someone needs to look at this. One of 692 00:37:27,360 --> 00:37:30,440 Speaker 1: you needs to look at this doll. Wait, look at this. 693 00:37:31,800 --> 00:37:34,439 Speaker 1: If I had not taken this doll in, no one 694 00:37:34,520 --> 00:37:39,920 Speaker 1: would have. So I'm doing no kidding. Oh my god, 695 00:37:40,239 --> 00:37:43,840 Speaker 1: So that's her Okay, oh yeah, she had her. Okay, 696 00:37:43,880 --> 00:37:47,799 Speaker 1: this one is awful. This one. That one looks like 697 00:37:48,520 --> 00:37:54,200 Speaker 1: no offense. I don't want these. Yeah, back of the head, 698 00:37:55,760 --> 00:37:58,040 Speaker 1: I think her hair fell out. I don't know. It's 699 00:37:58,360 --> 00:38:07,759 Speaker 1: Oh my god, so they're no eyeballs creepy and think yeah, 700 00:38:07,800 --> 00:38:11,319 Speaker 1: and then there's the sky here mine that looks like 701 00:38:11,360 --> 00:38:16,680 Speaker 1: someone beat that baby doll, and like, I know, so 702 00:38:16,800 --> 00:38:20,600 Speaker 1: this is I willingly bring these things into my house 703 00:38:20,680 --> 00:38:27,200 Speaker 1: because no one else will YE love them that with 704 00:38:27,400 --> 00:38:30,640 Speaker 1: like stray dogs that are just like really minging and 705 00:38:30,719 --> 00:38:33,160 Speaker 1: kind of ugly. She'll just take the ones that nobody 706 00:38:33,200 --> 00:38:37,240 Speaker 1: else wants in. But I would rather take in dogs, 707 00:38:37,280 --> 00:38:39,080 Speaker 1: but I don't have the space, so I take in 708 00:38:39,160 --> 00:38:43,040 Speaker 1: haunted dolls instead of Like I said, my daughter is thrilled. 709 00:38:43,520 --> 00:38:45,879 Speaker 1: And if you saw there, like I am the most 710 00:38:45,920 --> 00:38:48,240 Speaker 1: normal person in the world, that you would never guess 711 00:38:48,320 --> 00:38:50,360 Speaker 1: that those were the kinds of things that I collected. 712 00:38:50,520 --> 00:38:53,960 Speaker 1: I really have to or my occupation that you might 713 00:38:54,040 --> 00:38:56,480 Speaker 1: not be the most normal person. I don't want to 714 00:38:56,520 --> 00:38:59,480 Speaker 1: know what normal is, but judging by those do I 715 00:38:59,600 --> 00:39:04,400 Speaker 1: have to disagree with you. Well, if you see in 716 00:39:04,440 --> 00:39:08,879 Speaker 1: your travels, please send it to me. Oh fun, I 717 00:39:08,920 --> 00:39:11,440 Speaker 1: got you. I see how you're like, I know the 718 00:39:11,480 --> 00:39:15,080 Speaker 1: girl for this doll? Wait, I totally if you see Okay, 719 00:39:15,120 --> 00:39:20,160 Speaker 1: if you see a lamp, it just is like mystical, 720 00:39:20,840 --> 00:39:24,359 Speaker 1: the most magical mystical lamp in the world. That's what 721 00:39:24,560 --> 00:39:27,160 Speaker 1: you can look for. Me that because I love lamp, 722 00:39:27,600 --> 00:39:31,040 Speaker 1: and then I'll look for haunted, creepy assid baby dolls 723 00:39:31,080 --> 00:39:35,480 Speaker 1: with human hair and or no eyeballs for you. Fantastic. 724 00:39:35,480 --> 00:39:39,160 Speaker 1: I feel like that's a great trade off. So fun, 725 00:39:39,280 --> 00:39:42,560 Speaker 1: what a very very weak I'm glad we were able 726 00:39:42,600 --> 00:39:46,680 Speaker 1: to bond on this. I love antiques and I love collecting, 727 00:39:47,480 --> 00:39:50,879 Speaker 1: and I believe in spirits, so I mean, how could 728 00:39:50,960 --> 00:39:55,640 Speaker 1: we not connect on that. I also read that pretty 729 00:39:55,719 --> 00:40:00,880 Speaker 1: much like in your familial like in your blood, in 730 00:40:00,920 --> 00:40:04,600 Speaker 1: your bloodline, like everyone kind of around you is into 731 00:40:05,840 --> 00:40:08,839 Speaker 1: what would you call it, the paranormal. Yeah, I mean 732 00:40:08,840 --> 00:40:11,640 Speaker 1: I think that. So when I was growing up, even 733 00:40:11,640 --> 00:40:13,759 Speaker 1: though a lot of my family is very religious. They're like, 734 00:40:13,920 --> 00:40:17,120 Speaker 1: you know, hardcore Catholics and stuff, they still were very 735 00:40:17,760 --> 00:40:20,080 Speaker 1: open to the idea of ghosts and spirits, so much 736 00:40:20,120 --> 00:40:24,120 Speaker 1: so that like my parents never um, they never were 737 00:40:24,160 --> 00:40:26,440 Speaker 1: like ghost don't exist, we lived in a haunted house. 738 00:40:26,760 --> 00:40:28,799 Speaker 1: They talked about it very matter of fact that they 739 00:40:28,800 --> 00:40:32,239 Speaker 1: were just like, yeah, sometimes they are ghosts. Haunted house 740 00:40:32,239 --> 00:40:35,839 Speaker 1: growing up, I did, and so that was why I 741 00:40:35,880 --> 00:40:38,400 Speaker 1: was never afraid of them. I was just like, oh, 742 00:40:38,560 --> 00:40:41,879 Speaker 1: ghosts or just something that happened sometimes. And so that's 743 00:40:41,920 --> 00:40:44,239 Speaker 1: what really piqued my interest. I saw when I was 744 00:40:44,280 --> 00:40:47,440 Speaker 1: eight years old, I saw an apparition standing outside our 745 00:40:47,520 --> 00:40:51,840 Speaker 1: kitchen window of a man. And that kitchen windows on 746 00:40:51,880 --> 00:40:53,759 Speaker 1: the second floor, there's no way someone could have been 747 00:40:53,800 --> 00:40:57,239 Speaker 1: standing outside that window. And we found out later that 748 00:40:57,280 --> 00:40:59,279 Speaker 1: there was a wrap around porch there, so there was 749 00:40:59,320 --> 00:41:01,600 Speaker 1: a time where one could have been standing there, which 750 00:41:01,640 --> 00:41:05,280 Speaker 1: is not in the eighties. And so, uh, I remember 751 00:41:05,360 --> 00:41:07,480 Speaker 1: just seeing this man and just backing out of the 752 00:41:07,560 --> 00:41:09,919 Speaker 1: kitchen and going to find my mom, like, mom, there's 753 00:41:09,920 --> 00:41:12,640 Speaker 1: a strange man outside, you know it was And she 754 00:41:12,760 --> 00:41:15,080 Speaker 1: explained to me that our house was haunted and that 755 00:41:15,200 --> 00:41:19,400 Speaker 1: sometimes you might see a ghost and yeah, and so 756 00:41:19,440 --> 00:41:22,320 Speaker 1: I was like, okay, you know, eight years old, just okay, 757 00:41:22,440 --> 00:41:26,160 Speaker 1: I guess that's what happens. So like they were fully 758 00:41:26,280 --> 00:41:28,920 Speaker 1: into it, fine with it, knew it was. There, was 759 00:41:28,960 --> 00:41:31,799 Speaker 1: not shocking, and it was like just part of the 760 00:41:31,840 --> 00:41:35,439 Speaker 1: culture of growing up, as you might see weird stuff. Yes, 761 00:41:35,640 --> 00:41:37,680 Speaker 1: I mean, we did have a couple of instances like 762 00:41:37,760 --> 00:41:40,080 Speaker 1: we had a family that would come visit sometimes for 763 00:41:40,120 --> 00:41:43,040 Speaker 1: like dinner parties and things, and um, that was the 764 00:41:43,040 --> 00:41:45,720 Speaker 1: first time I realized the family or ghost real people. 765 00:41:46,600 --> 00:41:51,720 Speaker 1: But something happened during a dinner they came over and um, 766 00:41:52,160 --> 00:41:55,360 Speaker 1: they were talking about our ghosts. And there were we 767 00:41:55,400 --> 00:41:57,640 Speaker 1: had two pretty major incidents while they were there, But 768 00:41:57,680 --> 00:42:00,000 Speaker 1: the big one was we were talking about our ghosts 769 00:42:00,040 --> 00:42:02,160 Speaker 1: and how they didn't believe in them, and then right 770 00:42:02,200 --> 00:42:05,759 Speaker 1: then this picture came off the wall and crashed down 771 00:42:05,760 --> 00:42:09,120 Speaker 1: onto the floor and they left immediately and they never 772 00:42:09,239 --> 00:42:12,960 Speaker 1: set foot in our house again. I remember the mom like, 773 00:42:13,480 --> 00:42:19,359 Speaker 1: so that's like the guys was like, oh really, bitches, yes, 774 00:42:19,640 --> 00:42:21,279 Speaker 1: and so it was so and that was the first 775 00:42:21,280 --> 00:42:23,080 Speaker 1: time I was like, oh, maybe this is scary to 776 00:42:23,200 --> 00:42:26,160 Speaker 1: people because I lived with this every day. But yeah, 777 00:42:26,200 --> 00:42:28,439 Speaker 1: the I remember the mom, she would just like come, 778 00:42:28,560 --> 00:42:30,440 Speaker 1: her son would come over to play with me, but 779 00:42:30,520 --> 00:42:32,120 Speaker 1: the mom would like go out on the lawn and 780 00:42:32,160 --> 00:42:34,799 Speaker 1: be like, Alex, it's time to go home. She would 781 00:42:34,840 --> 00:42:38,640 Speaker 1: never come up to the door. So in this dinner party, 782 00:42:38,640 --> 00:42:40,680 Speaker 1: what was the other thing that happened? Were they just 783 00:42:40,760 --> 00:42:44,759 Speaker 1: like they were skeptical. So yeah, so the first thing 784 00:42:44,800 --> 00:42:49,160 Speaker 1: that happened was her son, Alex was he fell asleep 785 00:42:49,160 --> 00:42:52,880 Speaker 1: on the couch at some point and so she looked 786 00:42:52,920 --> 00:42:55,279 Speaker 1: back at him or she saw she thought she saw 787 00:42:55,400 --> 00:42:58,239 Speaker 1: him going into the bathroom. She used the bathroom. So 788 00:42:58,280 --> 00:43:00,400 Speaker 1: there was a little boy ghost in that house, a 789 00:43:00,440 --> 00:43:02,799 Speaker 1: little blonde boy. And her son was a little blond boy. 790 00:43:03,400 --> 00:43:05,319 Speaker 1: And so she was sitting at the table and she 791 00:43:05,520 --> 00:43:08,200 Speaker 1: was like, where's Alex. He's been in the bathroom for 792 00:43:08,239 --> 00:43:11,040 Speaker 1: so long. And her husband was like, Alex is asleep 793 00:43:11,080 --> 00:43:15,080 Speaker 1: on the couch, sweetie. And she had seen what she 794 00:43:15,120 --> 00:43:17,799 Speaker 1: thought was Alex walk into the bathroom and she was 795 00:43:17,840 --> 00:43:19,560 Speaker 1: waiting for him to come out, and he did not 796 00:43:19,680 --> 00:43:23,240 Speaker 1: come out, and that was her first like oh ship moment, 797 00:43:23,440 --> 00:43:26,160 Speaker 1: you know. And then then the picture frame was the 798 00:43:26,680 --> 00:43:34,000 Speaker 1: last came back. Yeah, they were done, but like your 799 00:43:34,040 --> 00:43:37,640 Speaker 1: family was just fine with it. That's so cool. Yeah, 800 00:43:37,760 --> 00:43:40,319 Speaker 1: I don't know how I got so lucky. Um, you know, 801 00:43:40,440 --> 00:43:43,520 Speaker 1: my my dad, it was kind of an amateur paranormal investigator, 802 00:43:43,600 --> 00:43:47,040 Speaker 1: and so he would take me on ghost hunts. Um. 803 00:43:47,080 --> 00:43:49,080 Speaker 1: You know, he was not like what I do now. 804 00:43:49,120 --> 00:43:51,000 Speaker 1: It was just kind of her fun and so I 805 00:43:51,000 --> 00:43:52,640 Speaker 1: think that was part of it, Like he saw that 806 00:43:52,680 --> 00:43:54,680 Speaker 1: I had an interest in this, and so we would 807 00:43:54,680 --> 00:43:57,239 Speaker 1: go investigate places. But he also used it as an 808 00:43:57,239 --> 00:44:00,200 Speaker 1: opportunity to teach me history or teach me you know. 809 00:44:00,200 --> 00:44:02,600 Speaker 1: It's like a learning opportunities, like, oh, she likes goes, 810 00:44:02,719 --> 00:44:04,720 Speaker 1: let's go to this old fort or this old museum, 811 00:44:04,760 --> 00:44:09,680 Speaker 1: and I'll tell her as haunted smart, very smart parenting. 812 00:44:09,880 --> 00:44:16,120 Speaker 1: That's really cool. And then your ants are witches. Yeah, no, 813 00:44:16,400 --> 00:44:21,080 Speaker 1: so I have, um, these two aunts who are I 814 00:44:21,080 --> 00:44:24,240 Speaker 1: wouldn't say, like, I think that they do practice ritual magic, 815 00:44:24,280 --> 00:44:26,359 Speaker 1: and I just think they've always done it just kind 816 00:44:26,360 --> 00:44:28,759 Speaker 1: of naturally, which I think is fair. I think a 817 00:44:28,760 --> 00:44:31,520 Speaker 1: lot of people do that. And so I grew up 818 00:44:31,560 --> 00:44:34,919 Speaker 1: with them, um just kind of doing these rituals and things, 819 00:44:35,000 --> 00:44:37,200 Speaker 1: and they're you know, they were the ones that especially 820 00:44:37,239 --> 00:44:41,080 Speaker 1: in my aunt Roxy, who really just kind of um 821 00:44:41,360 --> 00:44:43,240 Speaker 1: was the one who did the seance with the doll 822 00:44:43,320 --> 00:44:45,840 Speaker 1: and everything. And they always remind me of the Aunts 823 00:44:45,840 --> 00:44:47,839 Speaker 1: from Practical Magic. I don't know if you saw that movie, 824 00:44:47,920 --> 00:44:51,400 Speaker 1: but they literally are those They are those two aunts 825 00:44:51,440 --> 00:44:53,880 Speaker 1: in that movie, just like kind of all over the 826 00:44:53,920 --> 00:44:56,759 Speaker 1: place and just doing their own thing. But yeah, I 827 00:44:56,800 --> 00:44:59,160 Speaker 1: do remember my sister was sick in the hospital once 828 00:44:59,160 --> 00:45:01,279 Speaker 1: and I walked in. They were doing some sort of 829 00:45:01,320 --> 00:45:04,759 Speaker 1: like smudging ritual like over my sister with all these crystals, 830 00:45:04,760 --> 00:45:07,319 Speaker 1: and the doctors were freaking out, and I was like, oh, 831 00:45:07,480 --> 00:45:11,439 Speaker 1: this is what we do. You know, but do would 832 00:45:11,440 --> 00:45:15,600 Speaker 1: you consider yourself a witch? I would? I mean I 833 00:45:15,800 --> 00:45:18,400 Speaker 1: believe very much in the power of intention, and I 834 00:45:18,400 --> 00:45:23,280 Speaker 1: believe in energy and energy work, and um, I don't 835 00:45:23,320 --> 00:45:26,200 Speaker 1: really put like a name on it. I just kind 836 00:45:26,200 --> 00:45:30,000 Speaker 1: of operate under that idea that you know, everything I 837 00:45:30,080 --> 00:45:35,359 Speaker 1: do and feel can affect others and other things, and um, 838 00:45:35,400 --> 00:45:37,520 Speaker 1: so I'm a big believer in that. I do have 839 00:45:37,600 --> 00:45:39,560 Speaker 1: a lot of very good friends who do a lot 840 00:45:39,560 --> 00:45:43,799 Speaker 1: of like really great witchual ritual magic and um and 841 00:45:44,000 --> 00:45:46,920 Speaker 1: our witches, and I love that about them, and so 842 00:45:46,960 --> 00:45:48,920 Speaker 1: I call them in all the time and ask for advice. 843 00:45:48,960 --> 00:45:52,600 Speaker 1: So I love that so interesting. I can't decide if 844 00:45:52,600 --> 00:45:54,799 Speaker 1: I'm a witch or not. I don't know if. I 845 00:45:54,840 --> 00:45:57,719 Speaker 1: don't know how to decide. But so I'm like, I'm 846 00:45:57,760 --> 00:45:59,719 Speaker 1: like into all of these things, but I don't know 847 00:45:59,719 --> 00:46:02,359 Speaker 1: how to know if I'm a witch. I always thinking 848 00:46:02,480 --> 00:46:07,759 Speaker 1: myself as witchy witchy, Yeah, totally like more descriptive. I 849 00:46:07,800 --> 00:46:10,040 Speaker 1: guess I just like that's how I feel too, Like 850 00:46:10,120 --> 00:46:13,319 Speaker 1: I'm just like open to bring it all, bring it 851 00:46:13,360 --> 00:46:15,280 Speaker 1: all in. But I don't like, you know, the rituals 852 00:46:15,360 --> 00:46:18,360 Speaker 1: or anything like that. I think you make them, like 853 00:46:18,440 --> 00:46:20,319 Speaker 1: I think it really comes from the heart, Like I 854 00:46:20,360 --> 00:46:23,240 Speaker 1: think it's what you do, what you mean. And maybe 855 00:46:23,280 --> 00:46:25,399 Speaker 1: other like witches out there can speak to this better 856 00:46:25,400 --> 00:46:27,120 Speaker 1: than I can. But I just feel like you do 857 00:46:27,239 --> 00:46:30,520 Speaker 1: what feels right, and you know, you put that energy 858 00:46:30,520 --> 00:46:32,120 Speaker 1: out there and whatever way you want to see if 859 00:46:32,160 --> 00:46:34,000 Speaker 1: you want to visualize it, if you need a ritual 860 00:46:34,080 --> 00:46:36,279 Speaker 1: to do that, Like I mean, that's the way I've 861 00:46:36,280 --> 00:46:38,320 Speaker 1: always looked at it. I love that you said the 862 00:46:38,360 --> 00:46:42,200 Speaker 1: power of intention because I think just in general, like spooky, 863 00:46:42,320 --> 00:46:46,319 Speaker 1: creepy or just being a good person, I've always since 864 00:46:46,360 --> 00:46:48,440 Speaker 1: I was like, I remember I kind of came to 865 00:46:48,440 --> 00:46:50,560 Speaker 1: this conclusion at sixteen. I was like, oh, intention is 866 00:46:51,200 --> 00:46:56,480 Speaker 1: like most important in terms of things, Like, yes, there's 867 00:46:56,520 --> 00:47:00,160 Speaker 1: hard work and there's all these other things, but like 868 00:47:00,360 --> 00:47:03,680 Speaker 1: the intention behind something is so important. So that's why 869 00:47:03,680 --> 00:47:05,600 Speaker 1: I think, like the intention behind what the work you 870 00:47:05,640 --> 00:47:10,000 Speaker 1: do is so interesting and I haven't really seen it before. 871 00:47:10,000 --> 00:47:14,160 Speaker 1: There's so many ghosts, shows and movies, and I just 872 00:47:14,200 --> 00:47:17,640 Speaker 1: think what you do is coming from this like compassionate, 873 00:47:18,440 --> 00:47:21,200 Speaker 1: really like well thought out, intentional place. That's why I'm 874 00:47:21,280 --> 00:47:24,160 Speaker 1: so like, was so thrilled to get to talk to you, 875 00:47:24,239 --> 00:47:25,960 Speaker 1: and I'm just such a fan of your work and 876 00:47:26,200 --> 00:47:27,960 Speaker 1: what you're doing. I think is so special and I 877 00:47:27,960 --> 00:47:31,200 Speaker 1: think it's important. Well, thank you. I appreciate that. I 878 00:47:31,200 --> 00:47:33,360 Speaker 1: think more people are seeing that side of it and 879 00:47:33,440 --> 00:47:38,560 Speaker 1: I love it. So yeah, it's kind of like taking 880 00:47:38,600 --> 00:47:41,880 Speaker 1: a little bit of the what you call it, like 881 00:47:41,920 --> 00:47:45,040 Speaker 1: the novelty, which is obviously always always going to be 882 00:47:45,080 --> 00:47:47,920 Speaker 1: novel when you can't explain something. But I feel that 883 00:47:48,000 --> 00:47:50,759 Speaker 1: I feel that way about love too, like why I 884 00:47:50,920 --> 00:47:52,719 Speaker 1: love and there's so many love songs, there's so many 885 00:47:52,760 --> 00:47:55,399 Speaker 1: love stories, and why love is so intoxicating is because 886 00:47:56,400 --> 00:48:00,440 Speaker 1: you can't explain why, and sometimes it comes out nowhere. 887 00:48:00,920 --> 00:48:03,120 Speaker 1: You can't really see it, you can't grasp it, you 888 00:48:03,120 --> 00:48:06,480 Speaker 1: can't really buy it, but it's there and you feel 889 00:48:06,520 --> 00:48:09,560 Speaker 1: it and it exists. And so I kind of feel 890 00:48:09,600 --> 00:48:12,120 Speaker 1: like the supernatural and paranormal is a little bit like that, 891 00:48:12,160 --> 00:48:14,600 Speaker 1: where it's like it exists, I feel it, I see it, 892 00:48:14,680 --> 00:48:17,359 Speaker 1: I know it's there, but like I can't grab it, 893 00:48:17,560 --> 00:48:20,239 Speaker 1: which I love. I love that there are a couple 894 00:48:20,239 --> 00:48:23,480 Speaker 1: of things in life that you can't purchase or like 895 00:48:23,880 --> 00:48:28,279 Speaker 1: explain everything away about it. I think it keeps life magical. No, 896 00:48:28,520 --> 00:48:31,080 Speaker 1: I completely agree. I've always looked at what we do 897 00:48:31,160 --> 00:48:36,600 Speaker 1: as magic, like there there's something magical about it. Yeah. 898 00:48:36,760 --> 00:48:39,520 Speaker 1: So I love that you see it that way as 899 00:48:39,600 --> 00:48:42,920 Speaker 1: why I do because I don't always be people who 900 00:48:42,960 --> 00:48:44,879 Speaker 1: see it that way. I've always tried to convince them. 901 00:48:44,920 --> 00:48:47,239 Speaker 1: I'm like, there's just the whole world is magical. There's 902 00:48:47,239 --> 00:48:49,200 Speaker 1: certain aspects of it, like you said that you can't 903 00:48:49,200 --> 00:48:51,160 Speaker 1: buy or purchase, you have to just feel it and 904 00:48:51,200 --> 00:48:56,719 Speaker 1: experience it. And yeah, absolutely, I think that's why not 905 00:48:56,840 --> 00:49:02,560 Speaker 1: everybody experience is the paranormal or the magical. My god, 906 00:49:02,640 --> 00:49:05,040 Speaker 1: if my podcast could inspire one person to open their 907 00:49:05,080 --> 00:49:07,759 Speaker 1: heart up to just a little bit of magic, that's 908 00:49:07,800 --> 00:49:10,239 Speaker 1: like basically my goal in life, I think is to 909 00:49:10,280 --> 00:49:15,920 Speaker 1: try to like magic, magic it up. I don't know 910 00:49:15,960 --> 00:49:18,719 Speaker 1: what that especially right now, we need it. We need 911 00:49:18,760 --> 00:49:22,920 Speaker 1: it in this world right now. We need Yes, yes, 912 00:49:23,080 --> 00:49:27,359 Speaker 1: good for sure, that's magic with good intention. Oh my god, 913 00:49:27,400 --> 00:49:31,360 Speaker 1: love absolutely, that's going to be my mantra today. Do 914 00:49:31,400 --> 00:49:34,000 Speaker 1: you want to tell everybody who's listening where can they 915 00:49:34,040 --> 00:49:37,600 Speaker 1: find you? Oh? Well, I'm on all the social media 916 00:49:38,239 --> 00:49:40,800 Speaker 1: as at Amy BRUNEI A M Y b R, You 917 00:49:40,920 --> 00:49:43,920 Speaker 1: and I and then Kindred Spirits is streaming on Discovery 918 00:49:43,960 --> 00:49:47,319 Speaker 1: Plus we have five seasons on their bore to come 919 00:49:47,680 --> 00:49:50,120 Speaker 1: and Um I have a book out called Life with 920 00:49:50,160 --> 00:49:53,879 Speaker 1: the Afterlife Thirteen Truths I learned about ghosts um that 921 00:49:53,920 --> 00:49:56,239 Speaker 1: talks about a lot of what we talked about, just 922 00:49:56,320 --> 00:49:59,359 Speaker 1: kind of getting more philosophical about things and stuff. So 923 00:50:00,040 --> 00:50:03,239 Speaker 1: that's a good start. I love that. Well, thank you 924 00:50:03,280 --> 00:50:07,840 Speaker 1: everybody for listening. I hope you had fun hearing about 925 00:50:07,880 --> 00:50:13,160 Speaker 1: all the creepy um dolls that Amy has and all 926 00:50:13,160 --> 00:50:15,160 Speaker 1: the other like lily beautiful things that you have to 927 00:50:15,160 --> 00:50:18,920 Speaker 1: say about supernatural and paranormal. Thank you for listening. Thank 928 00:50:18,960 --> 00:50:21,279 Speaker 1: you so much for being on Cash and the Creepies. 929 00:50:21,600 --> 00:50:24,400 Speaker 1: I really appreciate it. Thanks for having me