Speaker 1: Big b and DJ Screen bring you Big Fat How
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Speaker 1: Bankers Ship Baby Jay this here. We've got a special
Speaker 1: guests on Big Fascist Day by the Day Young That
Speaker 1: so my brother. Welcome. How you're feeling? I feel good?
Speaker 1: Ain't gonna lie. I feel better than ever do. I
Speaker 1: feel like, wait, when you drop a new project, you
Speaker 1: know how hard you work on, it just feel like
Speaker 1: a release, Like finally everybody get to hear this ship, right.
Speaker 1: I ain't gonna lie. Like every time I drop the album,
Speaker 1: I fall into like a love like a love depression
Speaker 1: type to like probably like two weeks before the album.
Speaker 1: I always follow in the depression, like I'd be like
Speaker 1: stressing at anxiety about and I like I cut everybody
Speaker 1: out so everybody be texting me, blowing the phone up,
Speaker 1: my managing to be blowing the phone and I don't
Speaker 1: be answering, and like i'd be seeing them, but I'd
Speaker 1: be like following. It'd be like I'd be like, hold on,
Speaker 1: it is what you think you can go through it
Speaker 1: because it's like I just know why. I just know.
Speaker 1: It's just like something like I just know why I'm
Speaker 1: supposed to be in, Like I know where I'm going,
Speaker 1: Like i know what I'm working hard for. You know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. So it's like and I just see it.
Speaker 1: I'm like, Okay, I need this to I need this
Speaker 1: to to elevate. You know what I'm saying? What like
Speaker 1: what I'm missing on this album. I'd be listening to
Speaker 1: the album like a hundred times, like man, I'm missing
Speaker 1: what sound? Is it beat? I'm missing It's the words,
Speaker 1: Like you know what I'm saying. It's like it's something
Speaker 1: that I'd be wanting to be so perfect. I'm trying
Speaker 1: to perfect my crapping. I'm saying yourself, and I'll be
Speaker 1: putting that pressure on me. Then like week before the
Speaker 1: album drop, I snap out of the black, come on,
Speaker 1: let's get to it now. I'd be like I don't
Speaker 1: want to the interview. I don't want to do it.
Speaker 1: They're like, well, what's what's going on. You just told
Speaker 1: me you want to do it. It's on the week O,
Speaker 1: come on, le's run, let's get to it. It's business
Speaker 1: my badly tripping, you know, what I'm saying, take it
Speaker 1: like me because every time I'm good, but it feels,
Speaker 1: like I said, feel good when you release it, and
Speaker 1: it's like, Okay, I'm trying to get I'm trying to
Speaker 1: get number one, Get number one, you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: So what I'm saying, good man, this whole lot of
Speaker 1: real life. Everybody's gonna relate to it. That's how I want.
Speaker 1: I want everybody relates. I'm really speaking from like people
Speaker 1: who come from from the streets, fear for you know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying, Who comes for? Who not being heard
Speaker 1: for real? Like it's a lot of like coming up
Speaker 1: everybody feel like were so alone, Like you know you
Speaker 1: can't feel what I feel. You know what I'm saying,
Speaker 1: because like I'm going through this, what I'm saying, I
Speaker 1: can get out of the house, going through not eating.
Speaker 1: I gotta hustle, gotta change with your lifestyle, gotta you
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, being bitten to the screets fore
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. So it's like I just
Speaker 1: I just I'm just voicing that life. Know what I'm
Speaker 1: saying this, How I came on this, How I beat this,
Speaker 1: How I overcame that, you know what I'm saying. Just
Speaker 1: stuff like that. That's how you just just it's just
Speaker 1: real life, like the beginning before you even grab them.
Speaker 1: Like growing up in Chicago, Man, I ain't a lie.
Speaker 1: I ain't. I was born. I was like born in
Speaker 1: East Chicago and me, but I had moved the floor
Speaker 1: Jasvill like two years old. So it's like so you
Speaker 1: don't even really remember, like like you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: So it's just like and I'm with jas. I moved
Speaker 1: to the north, still in the north, like I bounced
Speaker 1: around the holes. I ain't gonna bank around the whole city,
Speaker 1: but like me just jumping off the porch, I was
Speaker 1: the portion of the West Side, you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: That's why I started waking up from seeing how light
Speaker 1: for lives like what to them? Like I played sports
Speaker 1: a little bit, like I played football, you know, playing
Speaker 1: I played for like in the City war Lords. I played.
Speaker 1: Ain't good at that or did you talk? I'm good now,
Speaker 1: but I just couldn't. Like I ain't like going to
Speaker 1: print this. I just want to go straight to the
Speaker 1: game right now. Make you do all this running all
Speaker 1: these plays. You know what I'm saying, we doing this
Speaker 1: in the game for real, like you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: And I just I just weren't ready for that. Man.
Speaker 1: And then I ain't playing middle school ball. It's just
Speaker 1: I was in the streets. Then it was hard, like
Speaker 1: I started waking up to light. Like I said, we're
Speaker 1: having to go next those stilay water out there, little
Speaker 1: water out, the water, the water face, you know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying, water holes from the buckets up, going in
Speaker 1: the house, taking the bath for that, you know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying, watching up like not eating. We'll be looking
Speaker 1: at each other like, man, we ain't got uneat the thing. Man,
Speaker 1: by what I'm saying, they've got get out here. Let's
Speaker 1: go get out here and do something like you know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying, Just like every day it's a gamble,
Speaker 1: like we're gambling over our life consistently. Like you know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. It just my mama, My dad is
Speaker 1: a road on twenty years. All my brothers dad is
Speaker 1: in jail doing life or fifteen twenty or some of
Speaker 1: them just ain't there, you know what I'm saying. Just
Speaker 1: my mama, just her eight boys, and we got didn't
Speaker 1: knowing us we got all our of homeboys. What else
Speaker 1: we ain't got no food at our house, but all
Speaker 1: the meal they got food that own out of us,
Speaker 1: and some of most like my best friend named passed away.
Speaker 1: He used to have food at home, but he had
Speaker 1: just come over that and just struggle with us, like, man,
Speaker 1: I'm with you, bro. What I'm saying you're going through,
Speaker 1: I'm going through and what I'm saying. So just stuff
Speaker 1: like that. Just my whole life just been like that.
Speaker 1: I lost my uncle at like thirteen fourteen, I just
Speaker 1: start making music because I found a way to like
Speaker 1: to release everything and never seen me you know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying, Like it became my therapy, yo, And I said,
Speaker 1: I just started going crazy. I often take this serious.
Speaker 1: So that the thirteen fourteen, that is around the age
Speaker 1: you felt like you're telling me the man up that
Speaker 1: time to man. Then I was going through something like
Speaker 1: from my from the age of like eight like nine
Speaker 1: to like eleven twelve, I was living with somebody else
Speaker 1: and so I was just going through a lot of
Speaker 1: like abuse type of thing, you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: So it's just like I really I felt like alone,
Speaker 1: Like I said, I felt alone, Like how everybody else
Speaker 1: be feling. I felt a wrong. I just I just
Speaker 1: woke up. I'm like, man, this to me, I gotta
Speaker 1: get right when I'm a crying there to night. My
Speaker 1: little brothers and I got a baby little brothers with
Speaker 1: the older knife in me, but baby little brothers. I'm like, man,
Speaker 1: I gotta make something shake. I'm saying, my big brother,
Speaker 1: he's doing everything he can't trying to play sports and
Speaker 1: it screeze trying to be half this half lit and
Speaker 1: it was just too much on my seeing I'm beating help.
Speaker 1: So a while back, um, you had a situation you
Speaker 1: were just speaking about your best in the past. I
Speaker 1: didn't know. I don't know if he was one of
Speaker 1: the ones that was involved in that incident or whatever.
Speaker 1: But a while back you had a situation where, um,
Speaker 1: you were out to eat and there was like an altercation,
Speaker 1: and in the midst of that altercation, there was a
Speaker 1: shooting and all of your people that were with you,
Speaker 1: your friends and one of your brothers died and you
Speaker 1: were the only one that survived. So take us back
Speaker 1: to that night and kind of like explained like what
Speaker 1: happened and how that made you feel dea boy was
Speaker 1: just was my best friends his son, right he didn't
Speaker 1: even get a chance that he can't get chance to
Speaker 1: do that. He was born like six months after that,
Speaker 1: what I'm saying, So I'll be trying to get him
Speaker 1: in like like like when I can eat me to
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying just about you know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying, I ain't got the kid. I want something
Speaker 1: that's your kid right now, like I'm adult like feeling.
Speaker 1: But it's so crazy because now I'll be putting the
Speaker 1: blame on me. I don't know that saying. And it's
Speaker 1: just like because I I assisted like, brother, let's let's
Speaker 1: go out to eat said birthday, my best friend's birthday.
Speaker 1: I'm like, saday, man, let's just quite eat the other brother,
Speaker 1: my closest brother his name two times, that's my closest one.
Speaker 1: I got eight brother so he's my two ever, but
Speaker 1: I got the one and the two. You know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying, he's my two day I shared everything with.
Speaker 1: And it's just like he had just graduated. What I'm saying,
Speaker 1: like a week two weeks before they just graduated. And
Speaker 1: then uh, I'm like, yeah, let's quite eat man, let's
Speaker 1: go have a good time. Let's go because it's something
Speaker 1: that we don't do. We don't eat when we don't screached.
Speaker 1: We know not to men moved like that, you know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying, So knowing the rules at the game,
Speaker 1: I just got caught slipping in wrong time. And I'm saying,
Speaker 1: we're just I was the gaging man, laughing, having too
Speaker 1: much of a good time. You know what I'm saying,
Speaker 1: It ain't gonna have it ain't. It ain't, but it
Speaker 1: can co it can cos It's crazy how I went
Speaker 1: because twenty three mama was there, I'm saying. My best friend,
Speaker 1: his mama's sister that was there, and she like we
Speaker 1: was in the parking lot just vibeing like just what
Speaker 1: I'm saying, just soaking all in like good time, like happy,
Speaker 1: everybody vibeing, playing play fight, you know what what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: So we got the cost. It wasn't cough. I know,
Speaker 1: I know going through that ship. You know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: It give you survived, the more you'd be like, damn,
Speaker 1: why I stay? But did you ever did you ever
Speaker 1: come to a time where we feel like I gotta
Speaker 1: be chosen? I mean every day I wake up, I
Speaker 1: think I think like that. Then it's just always something
Speaker 1: like damn. It would be different though, they would say.
Speaker 1: You know, I'm saying, hey, we all chosen, you know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying, because I just felt like we're all
Speaker 1: were so different, like unique, like everybody around I's just
Speaker 1: like I see a start everybody that's around me, you
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. So it's like I'm the most
Speaker 1: chosen one, you know what I'm saying. I'd be having
Speaker 1: the type of questions like why how how I sat
Speaker 1: there and made it? Like how how I survived that?
Speaker 1: Like and they put up on my side and shot me,
Speaker 1: shout at me first, I got shot eight times. I'm
Speaker 1: still here and he got shot five times, you know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. So it's like yeah, and it's just
Speaker 1: like black, like why is this happening? Like I like,
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, Like it's just like it
Speaker 1: it'd be it hit me every day, but I ain't
Speaker 1: gonna like any day I don't think about it. I
Speaker 1: thought about this morning if I came in and what
Speaker 1: I'm saying. Every time I'm in a car, get I
Speaker 1: get that crazy at lights and stuff that I can't
Speaker 1: really loud sounds and throw me off, like what I'm saying,
Speaker 1: I don't like sounds I'm not aware of. I get
Speaker 1: to tweaking and jumping and all doing all kind of
Speaker 1: stuff when I'm like being around a lot to people
Speaker 1: saying because I can't. I like to be in control,
Speaker 1: So the room ain't in control. If I don't know
Speaker 1: what's behind me on time, i'd be acting crazy. So
Speaker 1: it's just it was just like it's just it's crazy,
Speaker 1: but I ain't on license. But it teaches me. It
Speaker 1: taught me how to l like to know exactly who
Speaker 1: I am. Like, Okay, I'm saying I'm standing on this
Speaker 1: and I'm ready for whatever I didn't see death that's
Speaker 1: that would be in my i'n't already seen it. So
Speaker 1: I ain't nothing you're gonna do to make me know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. Feel that's of who I am, Like
Speaker 1: I ain't standing down to nobody. That's just me, Like
Speaker 1: I'm gonna beat me whatever my man, any room or
Speaker 1: any place. That's me what I'm saying. So it just
Speaker 1: it teaches me how to to work hard on stuff
Speaker 1: like it made but leave more made me believe in myself,
Speaker 1: your modem, what you do to stay like stay out
Speaker 1: the mix of that ship, like man, studio working, actually
Speaker 1: spending time with my family because knowing like this might
Speaker 1: be the last day, it might be the last moment.
Speaker 1: I'm saying, like, you don't screech. You never know when
Speaker 1: it's your last time, like your last day, so you know,
Speaker 1: sometimes be too late for you to change. But it's
Speaker 1: like I'm changing now, so it's like I'm just working
Speaker 1: on that, you know what I'm saying, Like, spend time
Speaker 1: over the family. I'm saying, just having a game night,
Speaker 1: scant to the studio, bringing everybody in the studio, letting
Speaker 1: them see me work, let them see you know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying, Well, I'm really grinding for a high put
Speaker 1: this together. How you do that. I wanted them to
Speaker 1: see that, like if anything was to go, they know,
Speaker 1: like that's how he did it. I don't think this
Speaker 1: ship is like a never end the story though, like
Speaker 1: the should have never end. Man, it's like it's gonna
Speaker 1: ain't gonna never end because sometimes you can be in
Speaker 1: the wrong place at the wrong time. Even if you
Speaker 1: like inscripts and not indiscreets, you probably just a innocent
Speaker 1: Boston and just something could just happen like that. It's
Speaker 1: just you just never know like this. It's it's just
Speaker 1: the way how this this world is. Like you know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying, some stuff is out of your hands.
Speaker 1: What I'm saying, just like that though, but I mean
Speaker 1: me to madden about that ship. Social media words, it's
Speaker 1: the worst. And so they've got so many pros and
Speaker 1: cons of social media, don't you know what I'm saying,
Speaker 1: everybody to get on them and be who they want
Speaker 1: to be. What I'm saying it's different, like actually they
Speaker 1: actually people thinking being this is making make you cool
Speaker 1: and so that. So people just get up and get
Speaker 1: there doing stuff just because they want the world to
Speaker 1: know like yeah I did that, I'm him, I'm gangster
Speaker 1: them this a lot of people ain't even matter, like
Speaker 1: like you know, think you're doing the music ship, you know,
Speaker 1: being on your being and they give your mom is
Speaker 1: some sort of peace, Like yeah, I'll be trying to
Speaker 1: like to see That's why I'll be making a lot
Speaker 1: of music for her to like see it like that,
Speaker 1: because she loved my music. What I'm saying, she loved
Speaker 1: my music and it's just like I'd be trying to
Speaker 1: do a lot of stuff so that she can come
Speaker 1: come like peace, because she lost the amount of people
Speaker 1: as me. She likes her best friend, she likes her daddy,
Speaker 1: she was her closest brother. What I'm saying all this too,
Speaker 1: like gun violence ut her best friend. And I'm saying
Speaker 1: she had a heart attack. But her brother he got
Speaker 1: killed by his wife, his dad. I mean, her daddy
Speaker 1: got killed by his wife. And like her, her son
Speaker 1: got killed. Her brothers in jail thirty five years other
Speaker 1: than enough for eight Like, she go through the same thing.
Speaker 1: She was raised around the same thing. So it's like
Speaker 1: we we can we connect you like she like my
Speaker 1: best friend, so like when we talk his like she
Speaker 1: she understand me, and I understand her what I'm saying
Speaker 1: strap seeing how strong she is exactly, and I do
Speaker 1: the same to her, you know, I make her stronger
Speaker 1: to know what what I'm saying. And I said ship she
Speaker 1: she fun too, though, you know what I'm saying. She'd
Speaker 1: be trying to do like a lots of stuff like
Speaker 1: you go on, mama, but she lives. She just want
Speaker 1: to have and she ain't having fun. She's gonna be down,
Speaker 1: like you know what I'm saying. So you gotta keep
Speaker 1: a happy gotta keep it happy. And some days when
Speaker 1: I don't asking the phone, or sometimes I don't ask
Speaker 1: the phone, she did be she didn't get down, and
Speaker 1: I had to pull around about man, had to move
Speaker 1: my mama closer to me. She stayed like thirty minutes
Speaker 1: from me. Man. Actually I couldn't do it. I just
Speaker 1: moved like seven minutes down street. And that's that's kind
Speaker 1: of hard because she pull up any time to being
Speaker 1: a drawn knock on the Doe company in loud, Get up,
Speaker 1: get up, you know what I'm saying, crazy man, crazy. Yeah.
Speaker 1: So it's a lot to be going on in your city, Man,
Speaker 1: what do you feel like some of the things that
Speaker 1: could happen to maybe achieve some type of peace in
Speaker 1: your city? Man, I ain'tna like it's just that's a
Speaker 1: good question. I ain't never really been excellent stuff like that,
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. But I mean it's like
Speaker 1: it's really it's really the influence, you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: It's really the influence like our loves really but like
Speaker 1: we can do nothing but just telling telling the story
Speaker 1: to what I'm saying, but we don't really be realizing
Speaker 1: like like us as like the influences out of what
Speaker 1: I'm saying, we won't really be realizing the impact that
Speaker 1: we got on the young people out who coming up,
Speaker 1: like the impact that we had. I'm some of that
Speaker 1: video with the little kids was like they want piece
Speaker 1: in the city, Like yeah, I know everybody had to
Speaker 1: see that, you know what I'm saying. I'm just wondering,
Speaker 1: is that a conversation. It can't be a conversation like
Speaker 1: you know what i mean, like curiosity, Yeah, yeah, for sure. Man,
Speaker 1: I'm with all what I'm saying, bringing anything together, bringing
Speaker 1: everybody together, and what I'm saying, making what's best for
Speaker 1: the people, because I don't want I don't want. I
Speaker 1: don't want people to go through what I went through.
Speaker 1: I'm saying I'd be selfish about saying you're gonna go
Speaker 1: through it too, you know what I'm saying. But it's
Speaker 1: like I'm human, stead and day, no matter what, I'm human,
Speaker 1: So I really want everybody to put everything together. Would
Speaker 1: be cool for for like for the for the youth.
Speaker 1: Speaking of like songs and videos or whatever. Um, there's
Speaker 1: a song called who I smoke, And my question to
Speaker 1: you is, how the funk did y'all get that? Clear? Man? Like,
Speaker 1: how the how the hell? Like because because that's white
Speaker 1: chicks chicks clear, Like that's it sounds impossible, right right right?
Speaker 1: Even that's a relationship, like we're cool, like a relationship
Speaker 1: relations No, not like that, like like like we're cool.
Speaker 1: She cool, like we're like we're she had liked him,
Speaker 1: like Okay, that's what she got going on or you
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, or like should tell she loved
Speaker 1: that song. She's like I love that song, Like I
Speaker 1: just love that song what I'm saying. So she like
Speaker 1: we'll be hitting hitting up every now and then we'll
Speaker 1: just be vibing what I'm saying, just talking to stuff
Speaker 1: about careers and all that type of stuff. Like person,
Speaker 1: I didn't expect her to be that way. She had cool,
Speaker 1: she is what I'm saying. But she cleared it. Um,
Speaker 1: A couple people are bad at about that, but she
Speaker 1: cleared it. But yeah, she cleared that was nothing. That
Speaker 1: was that's a good friend relationship. Like what you do,
Speaker 1: like you got a female in your life? Yeah, yeah,
Speaker 1: I got me. My girlfriend didn't gotta sit ship and
Speaker 1: keep you balanced. Man, I ain't a lot like I
Speaker 1: got to think about it. My girl been on me
Speaker 1: before all this, even when I got shot in the
Speaker 1: car to this stuff people don't know about. When I
Speaker 1: got shot in the car, girlfriend beat the eminem stiff,
Speaker 1: so she was in she she she I'd be able
Speaker 1: to understand like what she went through too, because she's
Speaker 1: seen it too, you know what I'm saying. So she
Speaker 1: pulled up like I think when I got shot, got
Speaker 1: shot in my hand, right, so all this is off
Speaker 1: my hand. So I got shot in my hand because
Speaker 1: I was texting her phone telling her wife from the ghost.
Speaker 1: I wanted her to come, but she was already next
Speaker 1: though to me, eating already, you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: So soon soon soon she poured up. She had them.
Speaker 1: She was running to all of us, trying to make
Speaker 1: say everybody's okay. See a rapp and stuff around my
Speaker 1: legs like look you're good, hold on like she she
Speaker 1: so she's just like like her seeing that you know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. That's that's it was kind of like
Speaker 1: like was traumatizing to her, really know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: So she ain't up trying to help everybody that I'm saying,
Speaker 1: she seeing my brothers then my body got shot in
Speaker 1: his head three times. What I'm saying, she's seeing that,
Speaker 1: she viewing all this, and she knows my brother you
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. So her going through that, she
Speaker 1: she's really strong, Like she don't even be speaking on that,
Speaker 1: but like I know what she's going through and know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. She actually witnessed everybody what I'm saying,
Speaker 1: So she's been up. I'll never leave her. I want
Speaker 1: to jail, really, I want to jail. She'd been at
Speaker 1: the whole time. We built this together. So I'll be
Speaker 1: I'll be them. If I let somebody else just come
Speaker 1: and just take that from her like that, that's all
Speaker 1: that's fun up. That'd be fun up with me. You
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying as a man, As a man,
Speaker 1: that's that's something I want. I want to. I wanna
Speaker 1: I want to. I want a family with this money,
Speaker 1: I want to spend the rest of my life with.
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. My mama loved My mama
Speaker 1: loves you. Then you something like she til me every
Speaker 1: day she's coming. I leave her, then I'll leave her.
Speaker 1: Don't let nobody steal her from you. What I'm saying,
Speaker 1: she just ain't she She's perfect, bro, I ain't gonna
Speaker 1: live like yeah, worse. Yeah, we locked in like, ain't nothing.
Speaker 1: I don't, I don't. I just want to be Look
Speaker 1: that's on my phone, see my phone, the case, the case.
Speaker 1: Ain't nothing, amen, ain't nothing when it comes on, I
Speaker 1: don't care. I'm going to get the world mind real. Yeah,
Speaker 1: your what I would get worse? You know, ain't nothing.
Speaker 1: I wouldn't even laugh after that. Ye, ain't nothing real,
Speaker 1: ain't nothing. Ain't nothing about mine. Ain't nothing. Don't calling nothing.
Speaker 1: I don't even want people looking at mine. Don't look
Speaker 1: at her real, I sweat, we want we're going to out.
Speaker 1: I'm watching everybody, everybody, everybody eyes do not like your
Speaker 1: eyes on her? Right, Let's go up, let's be right here,
Speaker 1: get you one right right, I'm going to what about
Speaker 1: mine by thinking about it? Bad? You got things I've
Speaker 1: been doing element your school class together, fifth grade, fifth grade?
Speaker 1: To go. You know what I'm saying, man, Man, I'm
Speaker 1: twenty four three three. This show what I'm saying. So
Speaker 1: it's like we've been locked in. Man, what I'm saying
Speaker 1: and then July we I had went back and grab that.
Speaker 1: When she was saieing me, I'm like, look this hot
Speaker 1: look I want you to say. That's why is that word?
Speaker 1: She said, can't say what you want. I'm like, man,
Speaker 1: I'm trying to do I'm trying to want this forever.
Speaker 1: She said, come miss with me, because I'm crazy that
Speaker 1: she said, I say I want something favor. I was like,
Speaker 1: and now I know I'm still young. You know I'll
Speaker 1: be I'm like, Sun girl, We're gonna be fun. I'm
Speaker 1: going to give you the world. I just stuck to
Speaker 1: I tell her every time, like, um, what's some things
Speaker 1: like putting all a rap ship, the street ship and
Speaker 1: all the extra ship like to the side. What are
Speaker 1: some things that you like to do that bring you
Speaker 1: joy and that you know, like make you have fun.
Speaker 1: I don't care. I do not have fun. I'm telling
Speaker 1: let me, let me stop that. I don't go nowhere,
Speaker 1: but listen, Like with something I do with my girlfriend.
Speaker 1: We got this YouTube channel. You know what I'm saying,
Speaker 1: And I ain't gonna cap this doing you channel. This
Speaker 1: is something she always wanted to do, so this ain't
Speaker 1: the number like bring our relationship closer. You know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying. Sometimes you had a little distance with yours.
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. You go through you, you
Speaker 1: know for sure, So then you have to find something
Speaker 1: the reconnect, reconning like okay, this, I know for shore.
Speaker 1: This mind what I'm saying. So it's like doing something
Speaker 1: that she actually like love to do. Like okay, me,
Speaker 1: I love music, so said, he let me around all day.
Speaker 1: I'm actually doing something she love to do. You know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. We're gonna do YouTube, gonna do this
Speaker 1: fun funny, we do pranks, you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: We might be throwing wall on each other, smack tell
Speaker 1: powder or whatever. Tasting food, you know what I'm saying,
Speaker 1: eating food, talking on Kim like that type of stuff
Speaker 1: like it. It's really fun. It's been just spending time
Speaker 1: with hell. You know I'm saying, my family, And that's
Speaker 1: how that's all I really do. I don't really go
Speaker 1: out lest them they're paying me. I don't like the
Speaker 1: Traveler or anything. Yeah, it would be going on. I
Speaker 1: would be going like who are you and stuff like that.
Speaker 1: But you know what I'm saying, Everybody going like the
Speaker 1: incident count you was already you was already in your
Speaker 1: zone before that, but you feel like the incident counter
Speaker 1: made it like okay, zero, Yeah, it's nothing. That's that's
Speaker 1: what changed everything with my relationship, Like what happened with
Speaker 1: your brother? No, what's with my career? Right? Like how
Speaker 1: you tell you say at first, y'all weren't even going
Speaker 1: out of ship. See I've been one doing that. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I've been. They made you stand on the That's what
Speaker 1: I'm saying. If I would knew that, I wouldn't never
Speaker 1: went out, you know what I'm saying. So that made
Speaker 1: me like nothing and he ain't even like, ain't no scared. No, No,
Speaker 1: It's like I got something. I got take it all
Speaker 1: my family. Man, I got people counting on me. You
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. I refused that would happened anywhere. Man,
Speaker 1: I'm gonna go crazy. But yeah, I'm gonna go crazy
Speaker 1: like it wanna be nothing telling me right now, I'm
Speaker 1: gonna go crazy. That's the title comes from all on me,
Speaker 1: you know. And that's what it is. You know, something
Speaker 1: like what I'm saying. But my brother kiss had helped
Speaker 1: me come over that I was in the studient. I
Speaker 1: was thinking up at album and brain storming up. He
Speaker 1: was like, but listen, look around. It was just me
Speaker 1: and him and the engineer and something like that. I
Speaker 1: look around, like, what's that? What's up? He always got
Speaker 1: something going on. He's like, Man, everybody in jail right now.
Speaker 1: There is what I'm saying. There's fighting, murder cases and
Speaker 1: all that. You know what I'm saying. I'm like, Dawn,
Speaker 1: there is he's locked. You lost two times three and
Speaker 1: four and you lost Rollo. You know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: I'm not damn, You're right. He said. If I got
Speaker 1: this something to my family, He said, Nick, if I
Speaker 1: go to jail right now, it's something happened to me,
Speaker 1: it's gonna be all on you, bro. And nothing else
Speaker 1: I'm saying, lock or anything that's going on with the
Speaker 1: police is or anybody. Everybody put the blame back on you,
Speaker 1: but all you, bro, And he like, name it all
Speaker 1: on me, and right there, I was like, oh yeah,
Speaker 1: that's it right there. And from that moment right there,
Speaker 1: I just started working on the album. Everything I was
Speaker 1: making this fall on me. You know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: That ship like that out of the industry. Who you
Speaker 1: think you get the most inspiration from, Like which artists
Speaker 1: I ain't I don't really be too much inspired by,
Speaker 1: like nobody really liked. I'm just looking up to them,
Speaker 1: or like I'm just following their footsteps, like to be
Speaker 1: honest from me, honest, like I don't like everybody come
Speaker 1: from something different and what I'm saying, ibody got different
Speaker 1: points to prove and what I'm saying, so like I
Speaker 1: don't nobody really like gets me now I'm following him
Speaker 1: or I'm copying him, or but like I ain't. I like,
Speaker 1: like I fought with got it what I'm saying. I
Speaker 1: fought with his mindset. He's really smart here, real like
Speaker 1: outgoing and what I'm saying, I thinking what I'm saying,
Speaker 1: he's smartly like you know what I'm saying, got that
Speaker 1: business mentality. He's just he dope. But feel like that's
Speaker 1: my I can look at me. Oh yeah, he got going.
Speaker 1: I'm saying, like he got going on what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: But I ain't really too many people that I really
Speaker 1: just what about features like I wanna and you choose
Speaker 1: them features on this boots got colder, you got h
Speaker 1: TUSI spinning bands. I got him on the baby twin three, nephew,
Speaker 1: you don't know one of the something he's singing on
Speaker 1: the love, you know what I'm saying, But like I
Speaker 1: gotta put boosts on that. Boost somebody, Boost somebody. You
Speaker 1: know you're growing up. He can keep talking about that,
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, So a boosting one of
Speaker 1: the ones. What I'm saying, I fought with Twosi. You
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. The ladies, you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: And cold that asked my boy. I'm saying, we locked in.
Speaker 1: That's my boy for like that's my I'm I'm vibing
Speaker 1: with in the industry, right, I'm like, that's my dog.
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. Like that spending band, that's
Speaker 1: my brother. You know what I know how Ethan Jacksonville
Speaker 1: to you know what I'm saying, that's a big look
Speaker 1: for the city to like put him on there. Let's
Speaker 1: get this together. And I got Baby Twiny three on them.
Speaker 1: And that's saying like a picture that you got yet
Speaker 1: that you like? Damn man? Just and Beeble Okay, Justin
Speaker 1: Bieb sanging honey, him saying on that. You know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying. Justin Bieble uh, drape for shure how in
Speaker 1: that Drake too? I thought with Drake for like Drake.
Speaker 1: What I'm saying just future. I'm having a future too
Speaker 1: that I'm my boys. So just like in net like that,
Speaker 1: like this. This is this girl named Jesse, Jesse Murph.
Speaker 1: She Hard just found out. It's not too long ago.
Speaker 1: Shoot she Hard. Uh what's the ship you might listen
Speaker 1: to at your city and make me don't even feel
Speaker 1: like you you're listening to like you bought me. I'm
Speaker 1: just telling you, like Jesse Murph. No, no, I don't.
Speaker 1: I don't even know what's she's from. She to my life.
Speaker 1: You'll see that. That's what I'm saying. Just to my city. Well,
Speaker 1: listen to what am I sitting. I don't like, I don't.
Speaker 1: I I ain't listen to nobody. I mean I might
Speaker 1: throw that spin on, but I would listen to to
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. Oh, Leonardo, Okay, you know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. Not all areat different what I'm saying. No,
Speaker 1: that's in my city. Yeah yeah, yeah, i know. I've
Speaker 1: seen I've seen that people that Yeah, he are be
Speaker 1: betting ship on the game. Sit, I'll be like that
Speaker 1: at one time, though, I ain't gonna lae like now
Speaker 1: we'll be playing now we've been like on the games
Speaker 1: the first time and after that, I don't want That's
Speaker 1: how I didn't call that too? And oh boy, now
Speaker 1: so when you when you when you got your first
Speaker 1: big check or real money and it could be the streets.
Speaker 1: So let's say music, like, what's what's one of the
Speaker 1: purchases you made that you kind of might wish you
Speaker 1: could have got back? Like, man, I fun that check
Speaker 1: up everything every time, every time, every time I get
Speaker 1: the blue money. Never did that ship and my money back?
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. I gotta get the ground.
Speaker 1: I don't like doing all that. Man, I need all
Speaker 1: my money, you know what I'm saying, because there's always
Speaker 1: something going on now I gotta pay for And so
Speaker 1: what's the mindset when you were skimming down and spending it? Though?
Speaker 1: I'm like, man, I'm having this ship. Yeah, I'm having
Speaker 1: this ship. What I'm having ship? Look y'all boys? Good? Here?
Speaker 1: Who do I go bust down with everybody around me? Here?
Speaker 1: Hey your boys go, y'r boys, everybody got motion? You
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. Did you lose any friends, Uh
Speaker 1: do entitlement like feeling like yo, yeah man I did.
Speaker 1: I went through that in the beginning stage some people.
Speaker 1: I can't whether we're gonna fell out about some ship
Speaker 1: other than that, Bro, everything damn ain't you know you
Speaker 1: know falling out around here. Ain't no falling out around here.
Speaker 1: We know we into that, we're a family. Anything on
Speaker 1: this this money you can have this ship. What I'm saying,
Speaker 1: this just paper anyway, ripped this ship up. Bro. I
Speaker 1: ain't got my big Jay talking me soon to my manager,
Speaker 1: he talked me something this is ain't talking to me
Speaker 1: like a little a year ago. But I never really
Speaker 1: what he did was so powerful. You know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: You probably even know what it is. And we were shooting,
Speaker 1: were shooting dice what I'm saying it just like I
Speaker 1: think it was like it was we're just playing around.
Speaker 1: So it's probably like twenty dollars. It's probably two years ago.
Speaker 1: It was like twenty dollars and we're like we're sitting
Speaker 1: there like like but this this then on your point
Speaker 1: that when your point what I'm saying, he's like, home on,
Speaker 1: don't worry about it. Come like are you keeping you
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, He like you keep it, and no,
Speaker 1: you keep it. So he ripped the twenty and a
Speaker 1: half the t that we are going to ripping to
Speaker 1: have him throw it out, Like I mean, yeah, I
Speaker 1: think right there, just talking like yeah, we argue about
Speaker 1: some money right now, we're arguing about just prip this
Speaker 1: ship up and talked about it little. You know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying, that it took that ship meant a lot.
Speaker 1: For real, what somethings you've been doing, like you said,
Speaker 1: you respect artists that be on top of their business,
Speaker 1: or somethings you've been doing to make sure your business traight,
Speaker 1: or maybe some investments and ship like that. Man, i'd
Speaker 1: be I do see, I do see my girlfriend. My
Speaker 1: girlfriend she brains for real, let me say brains. But
Speaker 1: we've been doing we uh got we got a couple
Speaker 1: of Airbnbs and stuff like that. Be doing stuff like that.
Speaker 1: We got we got a lot of stuff in motion
Speaker 1: that we got going on that. You know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: When the little troll ship like that, by how some
Speaker 1: stuff like that was that's something that we're doing together,
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, stuff like that, I'd be
Speaker 1: investing in my homeboys and stuff like that, like their
Speaker 1: music and stuff like that. Like what I'm saying, and
Speaker 1: just you just gotta be on top of ship like
Speaker 1: that what you see yourself doing? Like it you thirty four,
Speaker 1: would you see yourself doing man all type of motion,
Speaker 1: I wouldn't be by that time. You need to be
Speaker 1: be like Drake then by that time, by time thirty four,
Speaker 1: I need to be on that drink status. You know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. But really like own a lot of
Speaker 1: stuff my own lips. I got my lip going on
Speaker 1: right now, Kate. You know what I'm saying. A bit
Speaker 1: label that stand for he ain't got no, ain't got no,
Speaker 1: he ain't got no meaning right now, ain't got no
Speaker 1: mean but no but uh no, Like I want to
Speaker 1: own a lot of stuff like apartments. What I'm saying,
Speaker 1: I really do want to rid ship. I really want
Speaker 1: to go back to my my hood and my neighborhood,
Speaker 1: not even just my neighborhood around the host sit and
Speaker 1: I always want to go, you know something like did
Speaker 1: not moments and let everybody living up for real. What
Speaker 1: I want to do, I want to do like get
Speaker 1: like three or frothing like on the east, the west, south,
Speaker 1: and north, like I probably get like one on the
Speaker 1: east side and just put some partners on it and
Speaker 1: let people living up for free. You know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: I wanted something that I want to I want to
Speaker 1: own some shelter homes and stuff like that, and like
Speaker 1: just just some ship like that. That's something I really
Speaker 1: want to do that I've been think about it for
Speaker 1: a long time. For real. What's the wining for you
Speaker 1: and the ship at the end of the day, just
Speaker 1: music and just transitioning from the streets to music. What's
Speaker 1: some wining for you? Just being successful and happy once?
Speaker 1: What I'm saying just being happy for real and growing
Speaker 1: up ain't really too much like really being happy. And
Speaker 1: I'm talking my happy like I ain't worried about nothing
Speaker 1: what I'm saying without a kill, I ain't got one
Speaker 1: about the landlord keep not going to niket though about
Speaker 1: the rent ship two months later. You know what I'm saying,
Speaker 1: I ain't on none of that. My mom. I want
Speaker 1: my mom a really happy in that piece. What I'm
Speaker 1: saying on a happy relationship, a happy family, know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying. That's that's really just what I want like
Speaker 1: I just want to be real successful. I want some Grammys.
Speaker 1: I'm gonna all that, you know what I'm saying. I
Speaker 1: want everything that comes with that, red carpets and I
Speaker 1: want I want all that. What you think you're gonna
Speaker 1: take it for you to get your piece though, But
Speaker 1: straight peace, I gotta let go a lot of ship.
Speaker 1: I'm saying, I gotta get over this little hump I'm
Speaker 1: stead of trying to get over. I keep falling back
Speaker 1: on the bed. But like I said, i'd be it, yeah,
Speaker 1: hitting it, you know what I'm saying, And it might
Speaker 1: be some ship. I might be watching the movies. I
Speaker 1: would love watching movies too. The I mean tell you
Speaker 1: that I like watching movies. I'm sitting what kind of movies, Like,
Speaker 1: I watching every movie scary, horror, comedy, romance, everything. I'll
Speaker 1: be with my girlfriend watching everything Netflace. I probably watched
Speaker 1: everything on Netflace. I watched every show. I watch all that.
Speaker 1: I'll just be you know, and I'd be seeing like
Speaker 1: a little shit like I probably see some niggas going
Speaker 1: through with eight brothers and some ship made me think
Speaker 1: about my brothers, and now I probably get shaken up
Speaker 1: like that that type of ship like that, you know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying, But like just I gotta get over that.
Speaker 1: I gotta get over that little hunt. It's gonna come though,
Speaker 1: it's gonna just take a good times. Have you ever
Speaker 1: been a therapy? My music, my therapy for so you
Speaker 1: wouldn't never like consider going to talk to somebody. I
Speaker 1: want to say I would. I would never beginning act
Speaker 1: you said. I wouldn't never, but like I probably would
Speaker 1: one day because if it ain't working out how I
Speaker 1: needed to go to get if you get worse than
Speaker 1: what it is, I'm had to go sit down and
Speaker 1: talk like I really be talking to my girlfriend. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I really be talked to my girlfriend. That'd be helping.
Speaker 1: That'd be helping a lot of times too, though, also
Speaker 1: just dining and eating and fool ship. What what meal
Speaker 1: brings you joy? Makes you happy? Like man, chicken wings
Speaker 1: and cheese, macaroni and cheese. But I let my girlfriend
Speaker 1: macaroni and cheese. Put it out here making it clear
Speaker 1: it ain't nothing but though freedom checking the macroon and
Speaker 1: cheese and gonn get that. Well, we're gonna care what
Speaker 1: we are. I'm gonna get that po me. Yeah, behind
Speaker 1: I cook like noodles and ross Road. You know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying. I used to cook sereal the cook I swell.
Speaker 1: My girl said, go board and cooking. I'm going there
Speaker 1: making like noodles for real. I'm not. I'm not a
Speaker 1: bake cooking though, cooking ship he knows how the bake cooking?
Speaker 1: What my girlfriend talk to that making it clear and
Speaker 1: put it on three let me hit it. When you
Speaker 1: get three fifty, you get your time right and you
Speaker 1: put on leavin minutes se Some people be back it's
Speaker 1: too much. Fifteen minutes too long. Too long. You put
Speaker 1: that lead minutes so it might look weird, but when
Speaker 1: you take it out and then cool down, it's gonna flatten.
Speaker 1: It's gonna be good. That's like for a minute, he
Speaker 1: got if you guys wanted to chicken though, that's the
Speaker 1: that's probably by it. Yeah, you get your wings from
Speaker 1: what chicken when you say like chicken wings any way,
Speaker 1: that got chicken wings. Ain't gonna lie like you know,
Speaker 1: we're the home. We got the best in the world
Speaker 1: Atlantic at the best I have met. You gotta get
Speaker 1: again some blue things, blue flame Kills kitchen. That's in
Speaker 1: the world ever in the world, I would not in
Speaker 1: the world. In the world, I've been around the chicken expert.
Speaker 1: Now I'm gonna tell you, if you're going to be here,
Speaker 1: I'll call you an order in and it's on me.
Speaker 1: I'll call it where the best chicken wings? You don't have?
Speaker 1: Because Jessonville, y'all got us on seafood. The seafood out
Speaker 1: of here. Speaking of speaking to sea, I got out
Speaker 1: my boy markets from King crab Atl. He just blessed
Speaker 1: us with like a whole bunch of ships, and we
Speaker 1: really appreciate. Yeah, that what you're throwing out on them. Yes,
Speaker 1: I've seen that. Yes, man, I see, I would see.
Speaker 1: I want to see. I ain't trying to like overdo,
Speaker 1: but I mean I'm an overdoing, but my grandfriendly over
Speaker 1: real bro. I'm tell her going and go right now.
Speaker 1: I got some dogs. I've been listening to some dolls,
Speaker 1: so some of the dollars had some puppers. So I
Speaker 1: kind of need her like watch the puppies really quick,
Speaker 1: what I'm saying, because she I got I got at bullies.
Speaker 1: I got friend ches, but I got pit bulls too.
Speaker 1: Had the people when I first the first time I did,
Speaker 1: I went about me and people what I'm saying. So
Speaker 1: my people boy just had some puppers to do, you
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. So she said I just got
Speaker 1: her watching the real quick. She's mad and said she
Speaker 1: tasted me everything, like you need to come on, you
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. Yeah, she made the best checking
Speaker 1: in my girlfriend. I ain't trying to go to grades,
Speaker 1: but dogs like I'd be really speaking about a lot
Speaker 1: of stuff and she just I'm telling what's her name, girl, girl,
Speaker 1: believe it to believe it be out there on a
Speaker 1: tour on the toy yet I've been on too, I've
Speaker 1: been on to remember that. Yeah, I went on that
Speaker 1: experience for you. It ain't a lie, that's it was.
Speaker 1: It was good and it was bad. And I lost
Speaker 1: my monkey because my monkey have got me a monkey,
Speaker 1: my monkey, I was going too long. My monkey died
Speaker 1: of depression. That it kind of sucked me up pressions.
Speaker 1: It was a pet, like a pet monkey. It was
Speaker 1: a girl too. She did not like my girlfriend, man, Yeah,
Speaker 1: because I mean, you know you know that that jealousy,
Speaker 1: that's what it was. My monkey's be swinging around, how
Speaker 1: playing peekabull, and she's like that, you know, what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: My girlfriend getting bed, I mean nothing, she'd be all
Speaker 1: in nug but she had they go in money and
Speaker 1: they go she got But like I was going too long, man,
Speaker 1: my monkey missed me my money. Don't like nobody to
Speaker 1: be throwing that people And she's like that, you know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. Yeah, that was just that was the
Speaker 1: worst makeup I'm going right now it's going on. I
Speaker 1: don't know, it's whatever they got going on. But hopefully
Speaker 1: though I'm but that's an emotional what I'm saying. But like, no,
Speaker 1: that's what was good or it was literally I got
Speaker 1: to see a lot of stuff and experience of how
Speaker 1: it is supposed to go, you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: But I ain't gonna lie. Uh this September exception, I
Speaker 1: just passed. I just like understood the business from the
Speaker 1: music industry. What I'm saying, I've been I've been doing
Speaker 1: it for a minute. What I'm saying since for real,
Speaker 1: But I'm just not starting to understanding like on like
Speaker 1: how I supposed to go, like how this business politics,
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, the politics and stuff like that.
Speaker 1: At first I want understanding that, you know what I'm saying,
Speaker 1: I'd be putting too much, too much and too many people.
Speaker 1: But it's this business at the end of the day.
Speaker 1: What I'm saying, even over the relationships, sometimes relationship, but
Speaker 1: just business. What I'm saying in the data, but this business,
Speaker 1: this is mind. That's what I got going on, what
Speaker 1: I'm saying, and you gotta put that first. What I'm saying.
Speaker 1: Sometimes I'll be playing see me with my when my
Speaker 1: brothers don't and man, this lord to it. This that's
Speaker 1: first what I'm saying. For all this other ship what
Speaker 1: I'm saying. But it's like but and this is is
Speaker 1: business first, bro, And what I'm saying like I ain't.
Speaker 1: I don't really know what i'm saying. But it'd be
Speaker 1: cool to connect with a lot of people. You gotta
Speaker 1: add that connection. But to be business, you know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying. And I won't understand that at first. I'll
Speaker 1: plant too much like when I thought with you, i'd
Speaker 1: be ready to die for you, you know what I'm saying,
Speaker 1: and like it's funked up when you're ready, when I'm
Speaker 1: ready to die for your union, ready for you what
Speaker 1: I'm saying up. But it's like I just don't understand.
Speaker 1: I kind of woke up and got the life looking
Speaker 1: into a lot of stuff like the publishing and the
Speaker 1: meaning of the business and like my contract and all
Speaker 1: that stuff. I started, yeah, like I started looking into that.
Speaker 1: I'm like, okay, that's what I need to do. Okay, okay,
Speaker 1: Well my men is been telling me this the whole time.
Speaker 1: He's don't take that, don't take that, you know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying. I'm like, man, bad, I need that. You
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying right now, even I'm behind you
Speaker 1: everything anything you do, but don't do that black man
Speaker 1: a little bit. Bro, I need that right though. You
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, and I just want to understand it.
Speaker 1: And I just kind of woke up and said to him,
Speaker 1: I woke up, and I was like, yeah, the more
Speaker 1: you hold out, the more you get exactly you know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. So that's like, I can't be short
Speaker 1: stopping myself because I know I'm I know I'm trying
Speaker 1: to go. You know what I'm saying, Like, I know
Speaker 1: my direction, I know what I'm doing, so I need
Speaker 1: to attack that, you know what I'm saying. And whoever
Speaker 1: ain't rocking, they just ain't rocking with it, but I
Speaker 1: know what I'm standing on. You know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: So that's what I just started understanding. That's not too
Speaker 1: long ago. And I'm happy too though because now, like
Speaker 1: I said, I'm hoping I woke. What I'm saying, I
Speaker 1: see what's going on in this business. Man, just get
Speaker 1: it going. You know what I'm saying. What's on the
Speaker 1: table that sounded that what I'm saying. What some of
Speaker 1: the things you think, like your biggest obstacle you had
Speaker 1: to get over to even understand. But I told my heart, Okay,
Speaker 1: what I'm saying, we we it's the friendship. You know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. I can't bring you. If I can't
Speaker 1: bring to my mama house, we ain't really friends. For
Speaker 1: it's my mama house. I don't even let too many
Speaker 1: people at my house. It's point of time, like just
Speaker 1: my mama came to my house one of two times
Speaker 1: and see I probably when it got him, so she
Speaker 1: probably don't even know where my house was. You know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. But it's like I had to understand that,
Speaker 1: like man, n because everything everybody's intentions be off. It's like, okay,
Speaker 1: when you high, I'm on your trail like we brother
Speaker 1: brothers and ship like that. Then you get it going
Speaker 1: and they get going hiding you it's like, well, what's
Speaker 1: your name? Like you know what I'm saying, that type
Speaker 1: of stock on that right, And I got over that
Speaker 1: and I started opening my eyes. That's when I'm not okay,
Speaker 1: let's get to it. What I'm saying all my big
Speaker 1: brother like they bro what what what? What? What? What? What? What?
Speaker 1: When I'm when I'm lacking at what I'm what I'm saying,
Speaker 1: when I need to fix really to make up you
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, Like what you see that I'm
Speaker 1: doing wrong and he's just black, but you ain't really
Speaker 1: doing nothing wrong. You just gotta because I'm not friendly,
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, Like you know what I'm saying,
Speaker 1: I just gotta open up a little bit and like
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. It's like a real real
Speaker 1: business you are. Yeah, And it's like I'm like, let's say, like, yeah,
Speaker 1: get a world more more you the inside of you.
Speaker 1: What I'm saying, Yeah, you know what I'm saying. See
Speaker 1: they love people love my YouTube channel. You know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying, Like Yeah, I just damn that, bro. That's
Speaker 1: that's all they want to see though, personality personal, that's
Speaker 1: what you said. Personal I couldn't find. But that what
Speaker 1: he said put you into more like jury, cars or
Speaker 1: some other ship. I don't even like jury like that.
Speaker 1: But it isn't necessary, but to see people can try
Speaker 1: to attap them because they'll be saying the older people
Speaker 1: like it. Ain't that said, But it isn't necessary. You
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. At one point in time, it's
Speaker 1: necessary what you think the jury for artists for a wrapper,
Speaker 1: it's just to see. It's just like a company smiths.
Speaker 1: They see trophies, they see what you got going on.
Speaker 1: They see we have the most you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: But it's like, uh, I like cars real, I got
Speaker 1: like now, I ain't got the old school cars. Yeah,
Speaker 1: but I like I got like seven cards on, I
Speaker 1: got like uh pores, I got two quite bad. I
Speaker 1: got g wagons, got me bad. I got so, I
Speaker 1: got my Camaro. I stick at my Camaro to the
Speaker 1: day when I first time I got mad Camaro, I
Speaker 1: still got it right now. What I'm saying that right there,
Speaker 1: I had maserading. I had been that like Red and
Speaker 1: Gold that was so hard? Is it for the look
Speaker 1: of it? Or you really get out there and be
Speaker 1: like pushing them. I don't be pushing I ain't you
Speaker 1: know and all that. But it's just like I like,
Speaker 1: I just like my oside, but I go outside my house.
Speaker 1: I got my roll, ball got roll. You know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying to my grid clear about you got a
Speaker 1: white one. You know what I'm saying, I got a
Speaker 1: red one. So I'll probably go outside album A little
Speaker 1: roll on him saying I see all my cars lined
Speaker 1: up like I did that the burden comes out of
Speaker 1: the black, but he did, and they made them and
Speaker 1: they make them lyrics come out the race. Yeah, I
Speaker 1: got all this a mom and called by all my
Speaker 1: brothers in them called man be having Yeah that's what
Speaker 1: it is. What's next for you? Man? So you got
Speaker 1: the album out, you got the project out, what's next?
Speaker 1: As you moved through the air, like, I got one
Speaker 1: more album left for my label and then I'm gonna be,
Speaker 1: uh completely independent. See right now, I'm independent with them,
Speaker 1: the independent label, independent with them. So I thought getting
Speaker 1: his dad's album be completely independent. So I'm really just
Speaker 1: like stuck on shot and stay completely independent and just
Speaker 1: just go that way, or should I just go to
Speaker 1: a major? Know what I'm saying, just that type of
Speaker 1: what I'm saying, has that Drake by that I would
Speaker 1: tell them, Drake, I'm not what you what you how
Speaker 1: do you feel about major labels and ship like that?
Speaker 1: He was just telling me, just do it's best for you.
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. Just just just do its
Speaker 1: best for you. What I'm saying, just like you like
Speaker 1: what you want? Like what I'm saying that Man, I
Speaker 1: just want to I don't want to get stuff. I
Speaker 1: just want to drop my music when I want to
Speaker 1: drop it, like I want to wake up right now.
Speaker 1: But like a I'm from dropping dropping this tonight, I
Speaker 1: wouldn't be able to do that. So that that that
Speaker 1: that controlling that creativity is more important than of course
Speaker 1: you want the money, but I need that money you need, right,
Speaker 1: but you take a little less money if you control that.
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. The masters know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: I want to be able to control that. I don't
Speaker 1: need to tell I can't drop to next yell no, no,
Speaker 1: I would to be able to drop when I want to.
Speaker 1: I don't want to drop because I basically my music
Speaker 1: of real life, like like what's going on, Like, Hi,
Speaker 1: how I'm feeling. I'm going through something now. I going
Speaker 1: the studio and I recorded and I dropping the netthay,
Speaker 1: I'm going through this. What I'm saying, this was on
Speaker 1: my mind right here, right now today. I don't like
Speaker 1: when i'd be doing it and I dropped it like
Speaker 1: the symbol. I ain't in that mood, you know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying. I had really embraced promote that because it's
Speaker 1: like I ain't feeling what I'm saying. I had to
Speaker 1: embrace that to my labor for like two or three years.
Speaker 1: I'm like, listen, y'all, i gotta do it like this
Speaker 1: because this is me what I'm saying, and shops to
Speaker 1: be like she stops this whatever you want, like whatever
Speaker 1: you want to go ahead what I'm saying, but it'll
Speaker 1: be sometimes to be happening. I embrace it to the
Speaker 1: rest of the team, like, brother, this's going on right there.
Speaker 1: I need this to drop right now. Yeah, I ain't
Speaker 1: gonna baby get the energy that that you know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying, and they want to they want to do
Speaker 1: it for like you know, they see they're really smart.
Speaker 1: They be wanting to do all that. Yeah, like okay,
Speaker 1: we gotta build this only at one point and they
Speaker 1: thought I was doing that for for a purpose, like
Speaker 1: like not dropping, like for to get paid, like not
Speaker 1: getting paid for it, just dropping and like what I'm saying,
Speaker 1: happening and catch up later if I will do their
Speaker 1: own purpose. I'm like, no, this was That's what I
Speaker 1: need to do. You know what I'm saying, that type
Speaker 1: of stuff. He was going to put that music out
Speaker 1: for these young boys, and they're gonna put that bitch
Speaker 1: on SoundCloud or somewhere else and let it out. They
Speaker 1: just wanted to out YouTube. You know what I'm saying,
Speaker 1: I don't have it. You gotta you gotta keep you
Speaker 1: gotta keep going. You gotta be consistent for you to
Speaker 1: stay to stay relevant. You gotta be consistent because it
Speaker 1: ain't not all this this movie is starting, like everything
Speaker 1: has been changing. What I'm saying at the same like
Speaker 1: back then what I'm saying, So it's different. Real the show,
Speaker 1: what's the what's the ship? You want to say to
Speaker 1: younger Knicks fans and Big Facts fans and supporters and
Speaker 1: all that, like gym motivation. First of all, y'all gonna
Speaker 1: scream my album all on me. You know what I'm saying,
Speaker 1: be yourself, you know what I'm saying, A compass your gold.
Speaker 1: You can do anything. You know what I'm saying. Sometimes
Speaker 1: being brought up in a certain yes, you short stop
Speaker 1: yourself sometimes because people around you, like the older people,
Speaker 1: are probably to tell you, like, man, you can't do that.
Speaker 1: That's one and one in the billion, you know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying. When of the older people supposed to be
Speaker 1: uplifting you, tending you to get from out the streets, Uh,
Speaker 1: go go pick that ball up, let's go, come on,
Speaker 1: let's go down here, and you're gonna be getting that
Speaker 1: no more. Know what I'm saying. Old people want you
Speaker 1: to fail. Be could they don't fail. There's a lot
Speaker 1: of people names older people. That's a lot of people
Speaker 1: here like you know things too, like no, because they
Speaker 1: can't see, they can't see themselves doing they you know,
Speaker 1: they would knock you down there and this world so
Speaker 1: so so so much of the crap. Nobody wants you
Speaker 1: to be bigger than them, Nobody wants you to be
Speaker 1: better than them. Why when that went? When when I see.
Speaker 1: That's that's what so good by my own boys. I'm
Speaker 1: letting them know, like we all starts, bro, not just me,
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. We all started, you know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying. So it's like I'm not I'm not gonna
Speaker 1: be literally because I got my money in you or
Speaker 1: I'm having a motion right here. Now we all start
Speaker 1: treat you equally, like I'm gonna treat you like both
Speaker 1: of us got the billion dollars, you know what I'm saying,
Speaker 1: And that'd be a lot of these problems like that
Speaker 1: they get big head and I don't want you dare
Speaker 1: do something for you. I see my dog like just
Speaker 1: not the world is do something for you, but just
Speaker 1: just enough so you're gonna be bigger than them and
Speaker 1: that and that and that's real selfish what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: We're a team. So we got one dream and one goal.
Speaker 1: And I'm saying, when they're still on this us, nobody
Speaker 1: who period always in the one shooting the game when
Speaker 1: the shot exactly I'm celebrant who dunking what I'm saying, No,
Speaker 1: I meant the whole team, you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: Even if you got team for the All Stars. But
Speaker 1: everybody gets selfish. You ain't gonna win. Bro. Everybody gotta
Speaker 1: be on the same type of thing, same this. We
Speaker 1: gotta had the same type of grind. What I'm saying,
Speaker 1: I won't do. You want that right here? Woo, Let's
Speaker 1: put this together. Let's go, let's get this together. You
Speaker 1: might be a star right here and be a start him,
Speaker 1: but we put this together gonna be bigger. It's a
Speaker 1: bigger picture, you know what I'm saying. We're helping each other.
Speaker 1: Ain't about who bigger and who got my money? No,
Speaker 1: get you some money. I'm saluting and ship. I was
Speaker 1: the first one with me to all others. But you've
Speaker 1: got my money to me. That's ship. That's good Ship.
Speaker 1: I'm happy for help me with the load. Step up,
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. And that's what's good. When
Speaker 1: when like right now, I see I see everybody like
Speaker 1: it took us a minute, but it's falling the place.
Speaker 1: What I'm saying, even builter for so long. I see
Speaker 1: like Jim k you know what I'm saying, he's stepping.
Speaker 1: He's been out for like five six months. He's just
Speaker 1: been stepping and he's been stepping it up. You know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying, he's been, Uh you want to come
Speaker 1: my hand, you know, you just want to see what's
Speaker 1: going on. Make some big facts, you know. One Yeah,
Speaker 1: like I said, like Jim k like Jim kuh right
Speaker 1: now he's been, he's been going up. You know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying, I'm saluting them back street doing this thing.
Speaker 1: See when cases will get out of case, are gonna
Speaker 1: be doing this thing like easy them. Everybody got your
Speaker 1: own motion and I'm gonna lie. I just seen Jim
Speaker 1: Ca just go through the ship just signed little ship
Speaker 1: and what I'm saying, ship not a little shit, my
Speaker 1: bad something big what I'm saying, And just seeing him
Speaker 1: do that just me. It woked me back up again.
Speaker 1: Like all right, we emotional, bro, you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: And we're just be motivating each other and give me
Speaker 1: each other a lot a little running like this and
Speaker 1: like it's somebody I can just like he feel all that.
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. I just I just I
Speaker 1: like to see people in bro, especially people around me.
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. I see it's gonna get down,
Speaker 1: you go back outside. We like to create new new
Speaker 1: fans on big facts too. So somebody ain't tapped into you,
Speaker 1: ain't never heard of young in age song yet, what's
Speaker 1: the first song they need to listen to it to
Speaker 1: be this album? Any album, what's what's the first song?
Speaker 1: Like your best work, you would say, you listen to that,
Speaker 1: you're gonna be a fan of me. Um um See,
Speaker 1: people people love pain. That called paincaboy, listening to Pain,
Speaker 1: you can relate, like you can actually see my story
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. Just after that song, you can see, Okay,
Speaker 1: he'd been through this. He this is actually real what
Speaker 1: I'm saying, what he'd went through. He said, you got
Speaker 1: shot eight times, that this actually happened. He lost his
Speaker 1: Brother's gonna acta him. This what made him bigo is today.
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying, Like Pain on my new album,
Speaker 1: got nobody left behind. All my music speak on different
Speaker 1: parts of me. You know what I'm saying, that nobody
Speaker 1: left mind. Just I've just explained by how I want
Speaker 1: everybody to win. That expresses that. And you got gangs
Speaker 1: music and know what I'm saying. So it's just go listen,
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