1 00:00:00,400 --> 00:00:04,240 Speaker 1: Big b and DJ Screen bring you Big Fat How 2 00:00:04,360 --> 00:00:07,280 Speaker 1: this podcast in the streets at the new website Your 3 00:00:07,360 --> 00:00:11,399 Speaker 1: Day www dot Big factspot dot com Live and first 4 00:00:11,400 --> 00:00:13,480 Speaker 1: Class Sounds. You know who it is, DJ Screen, Big 5 00:00:13,520 --> 00:00:15,560 Speaker 1: Bankers Ship Baby Jay this here. We've got a special 6 00:00:15,600 --> 00:00:18,560 Speaker 1: guests on Big Fascist Day by the Day Young That 7 00:00:19,920 --> 00:00:23,360 Speaker 1: so my brother. Welcome. How you're feeling? I feel good? 8 00:00:23,400 --> 00:00:26,720 Speaker 1: Ain't gonna lie. I feel better than ever do. I 9 00:00:26,800 --> 00:00:29,080 Speaker 1: feel like, wait, when you drop a new project, you 10 00:00:29,120 --> 00:00:30,720 Speaker 1: know how hard you work on, it just feel like 11 00:00:30,720 --> 00:00:33,440 Speaker 1: a release, Like finally everybody get to hear this ship, right. 12 00:00:33,520 --> 00:00:36,520 Speaker 1: I ain't gonna lie. Like every time I drop the album, 13 00:00:36,800 --> 00:00:39,440 Speaker 1: I fall into like a love like a love depression 14 00:00:39,479 --> 00:00:42,600 Speaker 1: type to like probably like two weeks before the album. 15 00:00:43,040 --> 00:00:45,120 Speaker 1: I always follow in the depression, like I'd be like 16 00:00:45,280 --> 00:00:50,000 Speaker 1: stressing at anxiety about and I like I cut everybody 17 00:00:50,000 --> 00:00:52,400 Speaker 1: out so everybody be texting me, blowing the phone up, 18 00:00:52,400 --> 00:00:53,960 Speaker 1: my managing to be blowing the phone and I don't 19 00:00:53,960 --> 00:00:55,960 Speaker 1: be answering, and like i'd be seeing them, but I'd 20 00:00:55,960 --> 00:00:58,360 Speaker 1: be like following. It'd be like I'd be like, hold on, 21 00:00:59,200 --> 00:01:00,440 Speaker 1: it is what you think you can go through it 22 00:01:00,440 --> 00:01:02,800 Speaker 1: because it's like I just know why. I just know. 23 00:01:03,200 --> 00:01:05,240 Speaker 1: It's just like something like I just know why I'm 24 00:01:05,240 --> 00:01:06,880 Speaker 1: supposed to be in, Like I know where I'm going, 25 00:01:07,000 --> 00:01:08,400 Speaker 1: Like i know what I'm working hard for. You know 26 00:01:08,400 --> 00:01:10,640 Speaker 1: what I'm saying. So it's like and I just see it. 27 00:01:10,640 --> 00:01:12,800 Speaker 1: I'm like, Okay, I need this to I need this 28 00:01:12,880 --> 00:01:14,880 Speaker 1: to to elevate. You know what I'm saying? What like 29 00:01:14,880 --> 00:01:16,600 Speaker 1: what I'm missing on this album. I'd be listening to 30 00:01:16,640 --> 00:01:19,360 Speaker 1: the album like a hundred times, like man, I'm missing 31 00:01:19,360 --> 00:01:22,200 Speaker 1: what sound? Is it beat? I'm missing It's the words, 32 00:01:22,240 --> 00:01:23,520 Speaker 1: Like you know what I'm saying. It's like it's something 33 00:01:23,600 --> 00:01:25,479 Speaker 1: that I'd be wanting to be so perfect. I'm trying 34 00:01:25,520 --> 00:01:27,760 Speaker 1: to perfect my crapping. I'm saying yourself, and I'll be 35 00:01:27,760 --> 00:01:29,720 Speaker 1: putting that pressure on me. Then like week before the 36 00:01:29,720 --> 00:01:31,440 Speaker 1: album drop, I snap out of the black, come on, 37 00:01:31,520 --> 00:01:34,640 Speaker 1: let's get to it now. I'd be like I don't 38 00:01:34,640 --> 00:01:36,840 Speaker 1: want to the interview. I don't want to do it. 39 00:01:36,840 --> 00:01:38,520 Speaker 1: They're like, well, what's what's going on. You just told 40 00:01:38,560 --> 00:01:40,640 Speaker 1: me you want to do it. It's on the week O, 41 00:01:40,720 --> 00:01:42,560 Speaker 1: come on, le's run, let's get to it. It's business 42 00:01:42,680 --> 00:01:44,959 Speaker 1: my badly tripping, you know, what I'm saying, take it 43 00:01:44,959 --> 00:01:48,800 Speaker 1: like me because every time I'm good, but it feels, 44 00:01:48,840 --> 00:01:50,760 Speaker 1: like I said, feel good when you release it, and 45 00:01:50,840 --> 00:01:52,760 Speaker 1: it's like, Okay, I'm trying to get I'm trying to 46 00:01:52,800 --> 00:01:55,160 Speaker 1: get number one, Get number one, you know what I'm saying. 47 00:01:55,560 --> 00:02:01,760 Speaker 1: So what I'm saying, good man, this whole lot of 48 00:02:01,760 --> 00:02:04,920 Speaker 1: real life. Everybody's gonna relate to it. That's how I want. 49 00:02:04,960 --> 00:02:07,960 Speaker 1: I want everybody relates. I'm really speaking from like people 50 00:02:08,000 --> 00:02:10,400 Speaker 1: who come from from the streets, fear for you know 51 00:02:10,400 --> 00:02:12,680 Speaker 1: what I'm saying, Who comes for? Who not being heard 52 00:02:12,760 --> 00:02:14,600 Speaker 1: for real? Like it's a lot of like coming up 53 00:02:14,840 --> 00:02:17,480 Speaker 1: everybody feel like were so alone, Like you know you 54 00:02:17,480 --> 00:02:19,000 Speaker 1: can't feel what I feel. You know what I'm saying, 55 00:02:19,000 --> 00:02:21,679 Speaker 1: because like I'm going through this, what I'm saying, I 56 00:02:21,720 --> 00:02:24,160 Speaker 1: can get out of the house, going through not eating. 57 00:02:24,480 --> 00:02:27,239 Speaker 1: I gotta hustle, gotta change with your lifestyle, gotta you 58 00:02:27,280 --> 00:02:29,000 Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, being bitten to the screets fore 59 00:02:29,040 --> 00:02:30,880 Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. So it's like I just 60 00:02:30,960 --> 00:02:32,760 Speaker 1: I just I'm just voicing that life. Know what I'm 61 00:02:32,760 --> 00:02:34,359 Speaker 1: saying this, How I came on this, How I beat this, 62 00:02:34,480 --> 00:02:36,520 Speaker 1: How I overcame that, you know what I'm saying. Just 63 00:02:36,560 --> 00:02:38,760 Speaker 1: stuff like that. That's how you just just it's just 64 00:02:38,840 --> 00:02:41,320 Speaker 1: real life, like the beginning before you even grab them. 65 00:02:41,360 --> 00:02:45,160 Speaker 1: Like growing up in Chicago, Man, I ain't a lie. 66 00:02:45,200 --> 00:02:48,640 Speaker 1: I ain't. I was born. I was like born in 67 00:02:48,680 --> 00:02:50,880 Speaker 1: East Chicago and me, but I had moved the floor 68 00:02:51,040 --> 00:02:53,799 Speaker 1: Jasvill like two years old. So it's like so you 69 00:02:53,800 --> 00:02:57,120 Speaker 1: don't even really remember, like like you know what I'm saying. 70 00:02:57,680 --> 00:03:01,360 Speaker 1: So it's just like and I'm with jas. I moved 71 00:03:01,360 --> 00:03:04,239 Speaker 1: to the north, still in the north, like I bounced 72 00:03:04,280 --> 00:03:06,680 Speaker 1: around the holes. I ain't gonna bank around the whole city, 73 00:03:06,760 --> 00:03:09,679 Speaker 1: but like me just jumping off the porch, I was 74 00:03:09,960 --> 00:03:11,320 Speaker 1: the portion of the West Side, you know what I'm saying. 75 00:03:11,320 --> 00:03:13,480 Speaker 1: That's why I started waking up from seeing how light 76 00:03:13,560 --> 00:03:16,200 Speaker 1: for lives like what to them? Like I played sports 77 00:03:16,200 --> 00:03:19,840 Speaker 1: a little bit, like I played football, you know, playing 78 00:03:19,840 --> 00:03:21,640 Speaker 1: I played for like in the City war Lords. I played. 79 00:03:21,639 --> 00:03:24,800 Speaker 1: Ain't good at that or did you talk? I'm good now, 80 00:03:26,280 --> 00:03:29,160 Speaker 1: but I just couldn't. Like I ain't like going to 81 00:03:29,160 --> 00:03:30,600 Speaker 1: print this. I just want to go straight to the 82 00:03:30,600 --> 00:03:34,760 Speaker 1: game right now. Make you do all this running all 83 00:03:34,760 --> 00:03:37,800 Speaker 1: these plays. You know what I'm saying, we doing this 84 00:03:37,840 --> 00:03:39,480 Speaker 1: in the game for real, like you know what I'm saying. 85 00:03:40,320 --> 00:03:42,200 Speaker 1: And I just I just weren't ready for that. Man. 86 00:03:42,280 --> 00:03:45,440 Speaker 1: And then I ain't playing middle school ball. It's just 87 00:03:46,200 --> 00:03:48,440 Speaker 1: I was in the streets. Then it was hard, like 88 00:03:48,960 --> 00:03:51,600 Speaker 1: I started waking up to light. Like I said, we're 89 00:03:51,600 --> 00:03:53,840 Speaker 1: having to go next those stilay water out there, little 90 00:03:53,840 --> 00:03:56,400 Speaker 1: water out, the water, the water face, you know what 91 00:03:56,400 --> 00:03:58,640 Speaker 1: I'm saying, water holes from the buckets up, going in 92 00:03:58,640 --> 00:04:00,360 Speaker 1: the house, taking the bath for that, you know what 93 00:04:00,400 --> 00:04:03,200 Speaker 1: I'm saying, watching up like not eating. We'll be looking 94 00:04:03,200 --> 00:04:06,560 Speaker 1: at each other like, man, we ain't got uneat the thing. Man, 95 00:04:06,800 --> 00:04:08,640 Speaker 1: by what I'm saying, they've got get out here. Let's 96 00:04:08,640 --> 00:04:09,840 Speaker 1: go get out here and do something like you know 97 00:04:09,840 --> 00:04:12,400 Speaker 1: what I'm saying, Just like every day it's a gamble, 98 00:04:12,440 --> 00:04:14,480 Speaker 1: like we're gambling over our life consistently. Like you know 99 00:04:14,480 --> 00:04:16,720 Speaker 1: what I'm saying. It just my mama, My dad is 100 00:04:16,760 --> 00:04:19,960 Speaker 1: a road on twenty years. All my brothers dad is 101 00:04:20,000 --> 00:04:23,440 Speaker 1: in jail doing life or fifteen twenty or some of 102 00:04:23,440 --> 00:04:25,000 Speaker 1: them just ain't there, you know what I'm saying. Just 103 00:04:25,120 --> 00:04:28,280 Speaker 1: my mama, just her eight boys, and we got didn't 104 00:04:28,279 --> 00:04:30,120 Speaker 1: knowing us we got all our of homeboys. What else 105 00:04:31,240 --> 00:04:32,680 Speaker 1: we ain't got no food at our house, but all 106 00:04:32,720 --> 00:04:35,080 Speaker 1: the meal they got food that own out of us, 107 00:04:35,920 --> 00:04:39,039 Speaker 1: and some of most like my best friend named passed away. 108 00:04:39,360 --> 00:04:41,560 Speaker 1: He used to have food at home, but he had 109 00:04:41,600 --> 00:04:43,600 Speaker 1: just come over that and just struggle with us, like, man, 110 00:04:43,640 --> 00:04:45,960 Speaker 1: I'm with you, bro. What I'm saying you're going through, 111 00:04:46,000 --> 00:04:48,279 Speaker 1: I'm going through and what I'm saying. So just stuff 112 00:04:48,360 --> 00:04:50,800 Speaker 1: like that. Just my whole life just been like that. 113 00:04:51,000 --> 00:04:54,560 Speaker 1: I lost my uncle at like thirteen fourteen, I just 114 00:04:54,600 --> 00:04:56,440 Speaker 1: start making music because I found a way to like 115 00:04:56,800 --> 00:04:58,520 Speaker 1: to release everything and never seen me you know what 116 00:04:58,520 --> 00:05:03,640 Speaker 1: I'm saying, Like it became my therapy, yo, And I said, 117 00:05:03,839 --> 00:05:05,840 Speaker 1: I just started going crazy. I often take this serious. 118 00:05:06,400 --> 00:05:08,640 Speaker 1: So that the thirteen fourteen, that is around the age 119 00:05:08,680 --> 00:05:10,760 Speaker 1: you felt like you're telling me the man up that 120 00:05:10,880 --> 00:05:13,360 Speaker 1: time to man. Then I was going through something like 121 00:05:13,920 --> 00:05:16,400 Speaker 1: from my from the age of like eight like nine 122 00:05:16,720 --> 00:05:19,920 Speaker 1: to like eleven twelve, I was living with somebody else 123 00:05:19,960 --> 00:05:21,400 Speaker 1: and so I was just going through a lot of 124 00:05:21,720 --> 00:05:23,640 Speaker 1: like abuse type of thing, you know what I'm saying. 125 00:05:23,680 --> 00:05:26,080 Speaker 1: So it's just like I really I felt like alone, 126 00:05:26,240 --> 00:05:28,200 Speaker 1: Like I said, I felt alone, Like how everybody else 127 00:05:28,240 --> 00:05:31,160 Speaker 1: be feling. I felt a wrong. I just I just 128 00:05:31,960 --> 00:05:34,040 Speaker 1: woke up. I'm like, man, this to me, I gotta 129 00:05:34,080 --> 00:05:36,360 Speaker 1: get right when I'm a crying there to night. My 130 00:05:36,400 --> 00:05:38,080 Speaker 1: little brothers and I got a baby little brothers with 131 00:05:38,640 --> 00:05:41,080 Speaker 1: the older knife in me, but baby little brothers. I'm like, man, 132 00:05:41,080 --> 00:05:43,320 Speaker 1: I gotta make something shake. I'm saying, my big brother, 133 00:05:43,320 --> 00:05:46,360 Speaker 1: he's doing everything he can't trying to play sports and 134 00:05:46,480 --> 00:05:49,400 Speaker 1: it screeze trying to be half this half lit and 135 00:05:49,440 --> 00:05:52,080 Speaker 1: it was just too much on my seeing I'm beating help. 136 00:05:53,000 --> 00:05:58,640 Speaker 1: So a while back, um, you had a situation you 137 00:05:58,680 --> 00:06:00,560 Speaker 1: were just speaking about your best in the past. I 138 00:06:00,600 --> 00:06:02,120 Speaker 1: didn't know. I don't know if he was one of 139 00:06:02,120 --> 00:06:04,159 Speaker 1: the ones that was involved in that incident or whatever. 140 00:06:04,240 --> 00:06:08,279 Speaker 1: But a while back you had a situation where, um, 141 00:06:08,360 --> 00:06:10,960 Speaker 1: you were out to eat and there was like an altercation, 142 00:06:11,400 --> 00:06:13,840 Speaker 1: and in the midst of that altercation, there was a 143 00:06:13,880 --> 00:06:19,039 Speaker 1: shooting and all of your people that were with you, 144 00:06:19,040 --> 00:06:22,279 Speaker 1: your friends and one of your brothers died and you 145 00:06:22,320 --> 00:06:24,560 Speaker 1: were the only one that survived. So take us back 146 00:06:24,560 --> 00:06:27,280 Speaker 1: to that night and kind of like explained like what 147 00:06:27,440 --> 00:06:31,039 Speaker 1: happened and how that made you feel dea boy was 148 00:06:31,040 --> 00:06:33,839 Speaker 1: just was my best friends his son, right he didn't 149 00:06:33,839 --> 00:06:35,800 Speaker 1: even get a chance that he can't get chance to 150 00:06:35,760 --> 00:06:38,960 Speaker 1: do that. He was born like six months after that, 151 00:06:39,240 --> 00:06:41,240 Speaker 1: what I'm saying, So I'll be trying to get him 152 00:06:41,279 --> 00:06:44,359 Speaker 1: in like like like when I can eat me to 153 00:06:44,400 --> 00:06:47,000 Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying just about you know what 154 00:06:47,040 --> 00:06:49,440 Speaker 1: I'm saying, I ain't got the kid. I want something 155 00:06:49,480 --> 00:06:52,560 Speaker 1: that's your kid right now, like I'm adult like feeling. 156 00:06:52,880 --> 00:06:56,720 Speaker 1: But it's so crazy because now I'll be putting the 157 00:06:56,760 --> 00:07:00,960 Speaker 1: blame on me. I don't know that saying. And it's 158 00:07:01,000 --> 00:07:04,240 Speaker 1: just like because I I assisted like, brother, let's let's 159 00:07:04,240 --> 00:07:07,240 Speaker 1: go out to eat said birthday, my best friend's birthday. 160 00:07:07,520 --> 00:07:10,200 Speaker 1: I'm like, saday, man, let's just quite eat the other brother, 161 00:07:10,920 --> 00:07:14,960 Speaker 1: my closest brother his name two times, that's my closest one. 162 00:07:14,960 --> 00:07:16,360 Speaker 1: I got eight brother so he's my two ever, but 163 00:07:16,400 --> 00:07:17,520 Speaker 1: I got the one and the two. You know what 164 00:07:17,560 --> 00:07:19,760 Speaker 1: I'm saying, he's my two day I shared everything with. 165 00:07:20,360 --> 00:07:23,040 Speaker 1: And it's just like he had just graduated. What I'm saying, 166 00:07:23,280 --> 00:07:25,760 Speaker 1: like a week two weeks before they just graduated. And 167 00:07:25,840 --> 00:07:28,320 Speaker 1: then uh, I'm like, yeah, let's quite eat man, let's 168 00:07:28,320 --> 00:07:30,240 Speaker 1: go have a good time. Let's go because it's something 169 00:07:30,280 --> 00:07:32,760 Speaker 1: that we don't do. We don't eat when we don't screached. 170 00:07:32,760 --> 00:07:34,200 Speaker 1: We know not to men moved like that, you know 171 00:07:34,200 --> 00:07:36,840 Speaker 1: what I'm saying, So knowing the rules at the game, 172 00:07:37,520 --> 00:07:40,240 Speaker 1: I just got caught slipping in wrong time. And I'm saying, 173 00:07:40,240 --> 00:07:43,520 Speaker 1: we're just I was the gaging man, laughing, having too 174 00:07:43,600 --> 00:07:45,040 Speaker 1: much of a good time. You know what I'm saying, 175 00:07:45,560 --> 00:07:47,400 Speaker 1: It ain't gonna have it ain't. It ain't, but it 176 00:07:47,440 --> 00:07:51,000 Speaker 1: can co it can cos It's crazy how I went 177 00:07:51,080 --> 00:07:53,800 Speaker 1: because twenty three mama was there, I'm saying. My best friend, 178 00:07:54,360 --> 00:07:56,800 Speaker 1: his mama's sister that was there, and she like we 179 00:07:56,840 --> 00:07:59,120 Speaker 1: was in the parking lot just vibeing like just what 180 00:07:59,120 --> 00:08:01,400 Speaker 1: I'm saying, just soaking all in like good time, like happy, 181 00:08:01,400 --> 00:08:03,679 Speaker 1: everybody vibeing, playing play fight, you know what what I'm saying. 182 00:08:04,400 --> 00:08:08,520 Speaker 1: So we got the cost. It wasn't cough. I know, 183 00:08:08,640 --> 00:08:10,600 Speaker 1: I know going through that ship. You know what I'm saying. 184 00:08:10,680 --> 00:08:13,080 Speaker 1: It give you survived, the more you'd be like, damn, 185 00:08:13,200 --> 00:08:15,920 Speaker 1: why I stay? But did you ever did you ever 186 00:08:15,960 --> 00:08:17,880 Speaker 1: come to a time where we feel like I gotta 187 00:08:17,880 --> 00:08:20,000 Speaker 1: be chosen? I mean every day I wake up, I 188 00:08:20,520 --> 00:08:23,240 Speaker 1: think I think like that. Then it's just always something 189 00:08:23,240 --> 00:08:27,120 Speaker 1: like damn. It would be different though, they would say. 190 00:08:27,280 --> 00:08:29,080 Speaker 1: You know, I'm saying, hey, we all chosen, you know 191 00:08:29,080 --> 00:08:31,280 Speaker 1: what I'm saying, because I just felt like we're all 192 00:08:31,320 --> 00:08:34,200 Speaker 1: were so different, like unique, like everybody around I's just 193 00:08:34,240 --> 00:08:36,240 Speaker 1: like I see a start everybody that's around me, you 194 00:08:36,240 --> 00:08:39,320 Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. So it's like I'm the most 195 00:08:39,440 --> 00:08:41,000 Speaker 1: chosen one, you know what I'm saying. I'd be having 196 00:08:41,040 --> 00:08:43,560 Speaker 1: the type of questions like why how how I sat 197 00:08:43,600 --> 00:08:46,000 Speaker 1: there and made it? Like how how I survived that? 198 00:08:46,160 --> 00:08:47,960 Speaker 1: Like and they put up on my side and shot me, 199 00:08:48,080 --> 00:08:51,000 Speaker 1: shout at me first, I got shot eight times. I'm 200 00:08:51,000 --> 00:08:53,719 Speaker 1: still here and he got shot five times, you know 201 00:08:53,720 --> 00:08:55,560 Speaker 1: what I'm saying. So it's like yeah, and it's just 202 00:08:55,600 --> 00:08:58,240 Speaker 1: like black, like why is this happening? Like I like, 203 00:08:58,320 --> 00:09:00,760 Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, Like it's just like it 204 00:09:00,760 --> 00:09:02,240 Speaker 1: it'd be it hit me every day, but I ain't 205 00:09:02,240 --> 00:09:03,960 Speaker 1: gonna like any day I don't think about it. I 206 00:09:04,000 --> 00:09:05,800 Speaker 1: thought about this morning if I came in and what 207 00:09:05,840 --> 00:09:08,080 Speaker 1: I'm saying. Every time I'm in a car, get I 208 00:09:08,120 --> 00:09:12,040 Speaker 1: get that crazy at lights and stuff that I can't 209 00:09:12,040 --> 00:09:15,040 Speaker 1: really loud sounds and throw me off, like what I'm saying, 210 00:09:15,080 --> 00:09:17,920 Speaker 1: I don't like sounds I'm not aware of. I get 211 00:09:17,920 --> 00:09:19,839 Speaker 1: to tweaking and jumping and all doing all kind of 212 00:09:19,880 --> 00:09:21,840 Speaker 1: stuff when I'm like being around a lot to people 213 00:09:22,080 --> 00:09:24,000 Speaker 1: saying because I can't. I like to be in control, 214 00:09:24,480 --> 00:09:26,400 Speaker 1: So the room ain't in control. If I don't know 215 00:09:26,440 --> 00:09:29,120 Speaker 1: what's behind me on time, i'd be acting crazy. So 216 00:09:29,920 --> 00:09:32,680 Speaker 1: it's just it was just like it's just it's crazy, 217 00:09:32,720 --> 00:09:35,120 Speaker 1: but I ain't on license. But it teaches me. It 218 00:09:35,160 --> 00:09:38,000 Speaker 1: taught me how to l like to know exactly who 219 00:09:38,080 --> 00:09:40,480 Speaker 1: I am. Like, Okay, I'm saying I'm standing on this 220 00:09:40,880 --> 00:09:43,600 Speaker 1: and I'm ready for whatever I didn't see death that's 221 00:09:43,679 --> 00:09:45,679 Speaker 1: that would be in my i'n't already seen it. So 222 00:09:45,920 --> 00:09:47,520 Speaker 1: I ain't nothing you're gonna do to make me know 223 00:09:47,520 --> 00:09:49,120 Speaker 1: what I'm saying. Feel that's of who I am, Like 224 00:09:49,120 --> 00:09:51,400 Speaker 1: I ain't standing down to nobody. That's just me, Like 225 00:09:51,400 --> 00:09:53,280 Speaker 1: I'm gonna beat me whatever my man, any room or 226 00:09:53,320 --> 00:09:55,840 Speaker 1: any place. That's me what I'm saying. So it just 227 00:09:55,920 --> 00:09:59,040 Speaker 1: it teaches me how to to work hard on stuff 228 00:09:59,080 --> 00:10:01,960 Speaker 1: like it made but leave more made me believe in myself, 229 00:10:02,000 --> 00:10:04,439 Speaker 1: your modem, what you do to stay like stay out 230 00:10:04,440 --> 00:10:09,520 Speaker 1: the mix of that ship, like man, studio working, actually 231 00:10:09,600 --> 00:10:12,160 Speaker 1: spending time with my family because knowing like this might 232 00:10:12,200 --> 00:10:14,480 Speaker 1: be the last day, it might be the last moment. 233 00:10:14,800 --> 00:10:17,800 Speaker 1: I'm saying, like, you don't screech. You never know when 234 00:10:17,800 --> 00:10:20,439 Speaker 1: it's your last time, like your last day, so you know, 235 00:10:20,920 --> 00:10:22,959 Speaker 1: sometimes be too late for you to change. But it's 236 00:10:23,000 --> 00:10:25,839 Speaker 1: like I'm changing now, so it's like I'm just working 237 00:10:25,840 --> 00:10:27,760 Speaker 1: on that, you know what I'm saying, Like, spend time 238 00:10:27,760 --> 00:10:31,200 Speaker 1: over the family. I'm saying, just having a game night, 239 00:10:31,320 --> 00:10:33,520 Speaker 1: scant to the studio, bringing everybody in the studio, letting 240 00:10:33,520 --> 00:10:35,360 Speaker 1: them see me work, let them see you know what 241 00:10:35,400 --> 00:10:37,400 Speaker 1: I'm saying, Well, I'm really grinding for a high put 242 00:10:37,400 --> 00:10:39,800 Speaker 1: this together. How you do that. I wanted them to 243 00:10:39,840 --> 00:10:42,560 Speaker 1: see that, like if anything was to go, they know, 244 00:10:42,679 --> 00:10:44,240 Speaker 1: like that's how he did it. I don't think this 245 00:10:44,280 --> 00:10:46,199 Speaker 1: ship is like a never end the story though, like 246 00:10:46,320 --> 00:10:51,920 Speaker 1: the should have never end. Man, it's like it's gonna 247 00:10:52,040 --> 00:10:54,719 Speaker 1: ain't gonna never end because sometimes you can be in 248 00:10:54,760 --> 00:10:56,360 Speaker 1: the wrong place at the wrong time. Even if you 249 00:10:56,520 --> 00:11:00,280 Speaker 1: like inscripts and not indiscreets, you probably just a innocent 250 00:11:00,360 --> 00:11:02,520 Speaker 1: Boston and just something could just happen like that. It's 251 00:11:02,559 --> 00:11:05,640 Speaker 1: just you just never know like this. It's it's just 252 00:11:05,679 --> 00:11:07,599 Speaker 1: the way how this this world is. Like you know 253 00:11:07,600 --> 00:11:09,319 Speaker 1: what I'm saying, some stuff is out of your hands. 254 00:11:09,440 --> 00:11:12,440 Speaker 1: What I'm saying, just like that though, but I mean 255 00:11:12,640 --> 00:11:16,199 Speaker 1: me to madden about that ship. Social media words, it's 256 00:11:16,240 --> 00:11:18,360 Speaker 1: the worst. And so they've got so many pros and 257 00:11:18,400 --> 00:11:20,000 Speaker 1: cons of social media, don't you know what I'm saying, 258 00:11:20,000 --> 00:11:21,559 Speaker 1: everybody to get on them and be who they want 259 00:11:21,600 --> 00:11:26,160 Speaker 1: to be. What I'm saying it's different, like actually they 260 00:11:26,200 --> 00:11:29,600 Speaker 1: actually people thinking being this is making make you cool 261 00:11:29,679 --> 00:11:31,600 Speaker 1: and so that. So people just get up and get 262 00:11:31,600 --> 00:11:33,160 Speaker 1: there doing stuff just because they want the world to 263 00:11:33,160 --> 00:11:35,720 Speaker 1: know like yeah I did that, I'm him, I'm gangster 264 00:11:35,800 --> 00:11:40,720 Speaker 1: them this a lot of people ain't even matter, like 265 00:11:40,720 --> 00:11:44,240 Speaker 1: like you know, think you're doing the music ship, you know, 266 00:11:44,360 --> 00:11:45,959 Speaker 1: being on your being and they give your mom is 267 00:11:46,080 --> 00:11:48,720 Speaker 1: some sort of peace, Like yeah, I'll be trying to 268 00:11:48,720 --> 00:11:50,880 Speaker 1: like to see That's why I'll be making a lot 269 00:11:50,880 --> 00:11:52,400 Speaker 1: of music for her to like see it like that, 270 00:11:52,400 --> 00:11:55,120 Speaker 1: because she loved my music. What I'm saying, she loved 271 00:11:55,160 --> 00:11:57,199 Speaker 1: my music and it's just like I'd be trying to 272 00:11:57,280 --> 00:11:58,400 Speaker 1: do a lot of stuff so that she can come 273 00:11:58,559 --> 00:12:00,600 Speaker 1: come like peace, because she lost the amount of people 274 00:12:00,600 --> 00:12:02,720 Speaker 1: as me. She likes her best friend, she likes her daddy, 275 00:12:02,960 --> 00:12:05,840 Speaker 1: she was her closest brother. What I'm saying all this too, 276 00:12:05,880 --> 00:12:07,840 Speaker 1: like gun violence ut her best friend. And I'm saying 277 00:12:07,840 --> 00:12:10,559 Speaker 1: she had a heart attack. But her brother he got 278 00:12:10,640 --> 00:12:13,400 Speaker 1: killed by his wife, his dad. I mean, her daddy 279 00:12:13,440 --> 00:12:16,480 Speaker 1: got killed by his wife. And like her, her son 280 00:12:16,640 --> 00:12:19,400 Speaker 1: got killed. Her brothers in jail thirty five years other 281 00:12:19,480 --> 00:12:22,040 Speaker 1: than enough for eight Like, she go through the same thing. 282 00:12:22,160 --> 00:12:23,960 Speaker 1: She was raised around the same thing. So it's like 283 00:12:24,480 --> 00:12:26,560 Speaker 1: we we can we connect you like she like my 284 00:12:26,640 --> 00:12:30,040 Speaker 1: best friend, so like when we talk his like she 285 00:12:30,040 --> 00:12:32,480 Speaker 1: she understand me, and I understand her what I'm saying 286 00:12:32,480 --> 00:12:36,360 Speaker 1: strap seeing how strong she is exactly, and I do 287 00:12:36,440 --> 00:12:38,560 Speaker 1: the same to her, you know, I make her stronger 288 00:12:38,600 --> 00:12:41,839 Speaker 1: to know what what I'm saying. And I said ship she 289 00:12:41,840 --> 00:12:44,120 Speaker 1: she fun too, though, you know what I'm saying. She'd 290 00:12:44,120 --> 00:12:45,640 Speaker 1: be trying to do like a lots of stuff like 291 00:12:45,679 --> 00:12:47,640 Speaker 1: you go on, mama, but she lives. She just want 292 00:12:47,679 --> 00:12:50,200 Speaker 1: to have and she ain't having fun. She's gonna be down, 293 00:12:50,280 --> 00:12:52,000 Speaker 1: like you know what I'm saying. So you gotta keep 294 00:12:52,000 --> 00:12:54,480 Speaker 1: a happy gotta keep it happy. And some days when 295 00:12:54,480 --> 00:12:56,120 Speaker 1: I don't asking the phone, or sometimes I don't ask 296 00:12:56,200 --> 00:12:58,000 Speaker 1: the phone, she did be she didn't get down, and 297 00:12:58,080 --> 00:13:00,720 Speaker 1: I had to pull around about man, had to move 298 00:13:00,720 --> 00:13:03,560 Speaker 1: my mama closer to me. She stayed like thirty minutes 299 00:13:03,600 --> 00:13:05,240 Speaker 1: from me. Man. Actually I couldn't do it. I just 300 00:13:05,360 --> 00:13:08,080 Speaker 1: moved like seven minutes down street. And that's that's kind 301 00:13:08,080 --> 00:13:10,120 Speaker 1: of hard because she pull up any time to being 302 00:13:10,200 --> 00:13:12,840 Speaker 1: a drawn knock on the Doe company in loud, Get up, 303 00:13:12,920 --> 00:13:18,360 Speaker 1: get up, you know what I'm saying, crazy man, crazy. Yeah. 304 00:13:18,440 --> 00:13:20,640 Speaker 1: So it's a lot to be going on in your city, Man, 305 00:13:21,559 --> 00:13:23,880 Speaker 1: what do you feel like some of the things that 306 00:13:23,920 --> 00:13:26,800 Speaker 1: could happen to maybe achieve some type of peace in 307 00:13:26,840 --> 00:13:32,880 Speaker 1: your city? Man, I ain'tna like it's just that's a 308 00:13:32,880 --> 00:13:35,320 Speaker 1: good question. I ain't never really been excellent stuff like that, 309 00:13:35,360 --> 00:13:37,280 Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. But I mean it's like 310 00:13:39,480 --> 00:13:42,199 Speaker 1: it's really it's really the influence, you know what I'm saying. 311 00:13:42,280 --> 00:13:45,760 Speaker 1: It's really the influence like our loves really but like 312 00:13:46,520 --> 00:13:48,800 Speaker 1: we can do nothing but just telling telling the story 313 00:13:48,840 --> 00:13:52,199 Speaker 1: to what I'm saying, but we don't really be realizing 314 00:13:52,280 --> 00:13:54,400 Speaker 1: like like us as like the influences out of what 315 00:13:54,400 --> 00:13:56,120 Speaker 1: I'm saying, we won't really be realizing the impact that 316 00:13:56,160 --> 00:13:58,240 Speaker 1: we got on the young people out who coming up, 317 00:13:58,320 --> 00:14:00,680 Speaker 1: like the impact that we had. I'm some of that 318 00:14:00,800 --> 00:14:02,800 Speaker 1: video with the little kids was like they want piece 319 00:14:02,840 --> 00:14:05,360 Speaker 1: in the city, Like yeah, I know everybody had to 320 00:14:05,360 --> 00:14:07,240 Speaker 1: see that, you know what I'm saying. I'm just wondering, 321 00:14:07,600 --> 00:14:10,040 Speaker 1: is that a conversation. It can't be a conversation like 322 00:14:10,080 --> 00:14:13,200 Speaker 1: you know what i mean, like curiosity, Yeah, yeah, for sure. Man, 323 00:14:13,600 --> 00:14:18,360 Speaker 1: I'm with all what I'm saying, bringing anything together, bringing 324 00:14:18,400 --> 00:14:20,320 Speaker 1: everybody together, and what I'm saying, making what's best for 325 00:14:20,640 --> 00:14:22,600 Speaker 1: the people, because I don't want I don't want. I 326 00:14:22,600 --> 00:14:24,240 Speaker 1: don't want people to go through what I went through. 327 00:14:25,080 --> 00:14:27,600 Speaker 1: I'm saying I'd be selfish about saying you're gonna go 328 00:14:27,640 --> 00:14:29,000 Speaker 1: through it too, you know what I'm saying. But it's 329 00:14:29,040 --> 00:14:32,400 Speaker 1: like I'm human, stead and day, no matter what, I'm human, 330 00:14:32,440 --> 00:14:36,240 Speaker 1: So I really want everybody to put everything together. Would 331 00:14:36,280 --> 00:14:38,880 Speaker 1: be cool for for like for the for the youth. 332 00:14:47,960 --> 00:14:51,840 Speaker 1: Speaking of like songs and videos or whatever. Um, there's 333 00:14:51,840 --> 00:14:55,560 Speaker 1: a song called who I smoke, And my question to 334 00:14:55,720 --> 00:15:02,400 Speaker 1: you is, how the funk did y'all get that? Clear? Man? Like, 335 00:15:02,440 --> 00:15:05,240 Speaker 1: how the how the hell? Like because because that's white 336 00:15:05,320 --> 00:15:11,600 Speaker 1: chicks chicks clear, Like that's it sounds impossible, right right right? 337 00:15:12,120 --> 00:15:16,120 Speaker 1: Even that's a relationship, like we're cool, like a relationship 338 00:15:16,200 --> 00:15:19,680 Speaker 1: relations No, not like that, like like like we're cool. 339 00:15:20,240 --> 00:15:23,200 Speaker 1: She cool, like we're like we're she had liked him, 340 00:15:23,280 --> 00:15:25,920 Speaker 1: like Okay, that's what she got going on or you 341 00:15:25,920 --> 00:15:28,200 Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, or like should tell she loved 342 00:15:28,240 --> 00:15:29,760 Speaker 1: that song. She's like I love that song, Like I 343 00:15:29,840 --> 00:15:31,880 Speaker 1: just love that song what I'm saying. So she like 344 00:15:31,960 --> 00:15:34,480 Speaker 1: we'll be hitting hitting up every now and then we'll 345 00:15:34,560 --> 00:15:36,640 Speaker 1: just be vibing what I'm saying, just talking to stuff 346 00:15:36,640 --> 00:15:39,840 Speaker 1: about careers and all that type of stuff. Like person, 347 00:15:39,880 --> 00:15:42,320 Speaker 1: I didn't expect her to be that way. She had cool, 348 00:15:42,320 --> 00:15:45,800 Speaker 1: she is what I'm saying. But she cleared it. Um, 349 00:15:47,520 --> 00:15:49,200 Speaker 1: A couple people are bad at about that, but she 350 00:15:49,240 --> 00:15:52,280 Speaker 1: cleared it. But yeah, she cleared that was nothing. That 351 00:15:52,520 --> 00:15:55,720 Speaker 1: was that's a good friend relationship. Like what you do, 352 00:15:55,840 --> 00:15:58,040 Speaker 1: like you got a female in your life? Yeah, yeah, 353 00:15:58,320 --> 00:16:00,560 Speaker 1: I got me. My girlfriend didn't gotta sit ship and 354 00:16:00,720 --> 00:16:04,320 Speaker 1: keep you balanced. Man, I ain't a lot like I 355 00:16:04,360 --> 00:16:06,480 Speaker 1: got to think about it. My girl been on me 356 00:16:06,520 --> 00:16:08,840 Speaker 1: before all this, even when I got shot in the 357 00:16:08,880 --> 00:16:11,520 Speaker 1: car to this stuff people don't know about. When I 358 00:16:11,560 --> 00:16:14,280 Speaker 1: got shot in the car, girlfriend beat the eminem stiff, 359 00:16:14,800 --> 00:16:17,240 Speaker 1: so she was in she she she I'd be able 360 00:16:17,240 --> 00:16:19,040 Speaker 1: to understand like what she went through too, because she's 361 00:16:19,040 --> 00:16:20,360 Speaker 1: seen it too, you know what I'm saying. So she 362 00:16:21,000 --> 00:16:23,480 Speaker 1: pulled up like I think when I got shot, got 363 00:16:23,520 --> 00:16:25,400 Speaker 1: shot in my hand, right, so all this is off 364 00:16:25,440 --> 00:16:27,480 Speaker 1: my hand. So I got shot in my hand because 365 00:16:27,760 --> 00:16:30,520 Speaker 1: I was texting her phone telling her wife from the ghost. 366 00:16:30,600 --> 00:16:32,640 Speaker 1: I wanted her to come, but she was already next 367 00:16:32,640 --> 00:16:34,360 Speaker 1: though to me, eating already, you know what I'm saying. 368 00:16:34,920 --> 00:16:38,160 Speaker 1: So soon soon soon she poured up. She had them. 369 00:16:38,600 --> 00:16:40,320 Speaker 1: She was running to all of us, trying to make 370 00:16:40,360 --> 00:16:42,320 Speaker 1: say everybody's okay. See a rapp and stuff around my 371 00:16:42,360 --> 00:16:44,960 Speaker 1: legs like look you're good, hold on like she she 372 00:16:45,520 --> 00:16:47,640 Speaker 1: so she's just like like her seeing that you know 373 00:16:47,640 --> 00:16:49,280 Speaker 1: what I'm saying. That's that's it was kind of like 374 00:16:50,080 --> 00:16:53,320 Speaker 1: like was traumatizing to her, really know what I'm saying. 375 00:16:53,560 --> 00:16:56,080 Speaker 1: So she ain't up trying to help everybody that I'm saying, 376 00:16:56,080 --> 00:16:57,600 Speaker 1: she seeing my brothers then my body got shot in 377 00:16:57,640 --> 00:17:00,680 Speaker 1: his head three times. What I'm saying, she's seeing that, 378 00:17:00,760 --> 00:17:02,400 Speaker 1: she viewing all this, and she knows my brother you 379 00:17:02,440 --> 00:17:04,199 Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. So her going through that, she 380 00:17:04,359 --> 00:17:06,840 Speaker 1: she's really strong, Like she don't even be speaking on that, 381 00:17:06,920 --> 00:17:08,560 Speaker 1: but like I know what she's going through and know 382 00:17:08,560 --> 00:17:11,600 Speaker 1: what I'm saying. She actually witnessed everybody what I'm saying, 383 00:17:11,600 --> 00:17:16,280 Speaker 1: So she's been up. I'll never leave her. I want 384 00:17:16,320 --> 00:17:19,480 Speaker 1: to jail, really, I want to jail. She'd been at 385 00:17:19,480 --> 00:17:22,439 Speaker 1: the whole time. We built this together. So I'll be 386 00:17:22,560 --> 00:17:24,399 Speaker 1: I'll be them. If I let somebody else just come 387 00:17:24,440 --> 00:17:29,199 Speaker 1: and just take that from her like that, that's all 388 00:17:29,640 --> 00:17:31,560 Speaker 1: that's fun up. That'd be fun up with me. You 389 00:17:31,680 --> 00:17:33,880 Speaker 1: know what I'm saying as a man, As a man, 390 00:17:34,080 --> 00:17:36,000 Speaker 1: that's that's something I want. I want to. I wanna 391 00:17:36,320 --> 00:17:38,400 Speaker 1: I want to. I want a family with this money, 392 00:17:38,400 --> 00:17:39,600 Speaker 1: I want to spend the rest of my life with. 393 00:17:39,640 --> 00:17:42,720 Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. My mama loved My mama 394 00:17:42,720 --> 00:17:44,719 Speaker 1: loves you. Then you something like she til me every 395 00:17:44,760 --> 00:17:47,280 Speaker 1: day she's coming. I leave her, then I'll leave her. 396 00:17:47,600 --> 00:17:49,640 Speaker 1: Don't let nobody steal her from you. What I'm saying, 397 00:17:49,640 --> 00:17:52,960 Speaker 1: she just ain't she She's perfect, bro, I ain't gonna 398 00:17:53,119 --> 00:18:04,280 Speaker 1: live like yeah, worse. Yeah, we locked in like, ain't nothing. 399 00:18:04,359 --> 00:18:07,320 Speaker 1: I don't, I don't. I just want to be Look 400 00:18:07,359 --> 00:18:15,360 Speaker 1: that's on my phone, see my phone, the case, the case. 401 00:18:19,119 --> 00:18:22,080 Speaker 1: Ain't nothing, amen, ain't nothing when it comes on, I 402 00:18:22,119 --> 00:18:26,320 Speaker 1: don't care. I'm going to get the world mind real. Yeah, 403 00:18:26,440 --> 00:18:31,720 Speaker 1: your what I would get worse? You know, ain't nothing. 404 00:18:31,760 --> 00:18:35,720 Speaker 1: I wouldn't even laugh after that. Ye, ain't nothing real, 405 00:18:36,800 --> 00:18:41,600 Speaker 1: ain't nothing. Ain't nothing about mine. Ain't nothing. Don't calling nothing. 406 00:18:41,600 --> 00:18:43,280 Speaker 1: I don't even want people looking at mine. Don't look 407 00:18:43,320 --> 00:18:49,640 Speaker 1: at her real, I sweat, we want we're going to out. 408 00:18:49,720 --> 00:18:54,080 Speaker 1: I'm watching everybody, everybody, everybody eyes do not like your 409 00:18:54,080 --> 00:19:01,720 Speaker 1: eyes on her? Right, Let's go up, let's be right here, 410 00:19:02,920 --> 00:19:06,280 Speaker 1: get you one right right, I'm going to what about 411 00:19:06,280 --> 00:19:13,000 Speaker 1: mine by thinking about it? Bad? You got things I've 412 00:19:13,000 --> 00:19:17,920 Speaker 1: been doing element your school class together, fifth grade, fifth grade? 413 00:19:17,920 --> 00:19:20,600 Speaker 1: To go. You know what I'm saying, man, Man, I'm 414 00:19:20,640 --> 00:19:24,959 Speaker 1: twenty four three three. This show what I'm saying. So 415 00:19:25,040 --> 00:19:28,600 Speaker 1: it's like we've been locked in. Man, what I'm saying 416 00:19:28,920 --> 00:19:31,440 Speaker 1: and then July we I had went back and grab that. 417 00:19:31,480 --> 00:19:33,160 Speaker 1: When she was saieing me, I'm like, look this hot 418 00:19:33,240 --> 00:19:35,520 Speaker 1: look I want you to say. That's why is that word? 419 00:19:35,800 --> 00:19:37,840 Speaker 1: She said, can't say what you want. I'm like, man, 420 00:19:37,880 --> 00:19:39,480 Speaker 1: I'm trying to do I'm trying to want this forever. 421 00:19:39,600 --> 00:19:42,480 Speaker 1: She said, come miss with me, because I'm crazy that 422 00:19:42,720 --> 00:19:46,840 Speaker 1: she said, I say I want something favor. I was like, 423 00:19:46,880 --> 00:19:48,440 Speaker 1: and now I know I'm still young. You know I'll 424 00:19:48,480 --> 00:19:51,760 Speaker 1: be I'm like, Sun girl, We're gonna be fun. I'm 425 00:19:51,760 --> 00:19:53,720 Speaker 1: going to give you the world. I just stuck to 426 00:19:53,800 --> 00:20:00,760 Speaker 1: I tell her every time, like, um, what's some things 427 00:20:00,840 --> 00:20:03,040 Speaker 1: like putting all a rap ship, the street ship and 428 00:20:03,080 --> 00:20:05,320 Speaker 1: all the extra ship like to the side. What are 429 00:20:05,320 --> 00:20:07,080 Speaker 1: some things that you like to do that bring you 430 00:20:07,200 --> 00:20:10,280 Speaker 1: joy and that you know, like make you have fun. 431 00:20:10,840 --> 00:20:13,920 Speaker 1: I don't care. I do not have fun. I'm telling 432 00:20:15,520 --> 00:20:18,439 Speaker 1: let me, let me stop that. I don't go nowhere, 433 00:20:18,560 --> 00:20:20,480 Speaker 1: but listen, Like with something I do with my girlfriend. 434 00:20:20,480 --> 00:20:22,400 Speaker 1: We got this YouTube channel. You know what I'm saying, 435 00:20:22,440 --> 00:20:24,440 Speaker 1: And I ain't gonna cap this doing you channel. This 436 00:20:24,440 --> 00:20:26,360 Speaker 1: is something she always wanted to do, so this ain't 437 00:20:26,359 --> 00:20:28,320 Speaker 1: the number like bring our relationship closer. You know what 438 00:20:28,320 --> 00:20:30,640 Speaker 1: I'm saying. Sometimes you had a little distance with yours. 439 00:20:30,640 --> 00:20:32,000 Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. You go through you, you 440 00:20:32,000 --> 00:20:33,720 Speaker 1: know for sure, So then you have to find something 441 00:20:33,760 --> 00:20:36,040 Speaker 1: the reconnect, reconning like okay, this, I know for shore. 442 00:20:36,119 --> 00:20:39,040 Speaker 1: This mind what I'm saying. So it's like doing something 443 00:20:39,080 --> 00:20:41,200 Speaker 1: that she actually like love to do. Like okay, me, 444 00:20:41,280 --> 00:20:44,080 Speaker 1: I love music, so said, he let me around all day. 445 00:20:44,400 --> 00:20:45,960 Speaker 1: I'm actually doing something she love to do. You know 446 00:20:46,000 --> 00:20:48,239 Speaker 1: what I'm saying. We're gonna do YouTube, gonna do this 447 00:20:48,840 --> 00:20:50,920 Speaker 1: fun funny, we do pranks, you know what I'm saying. 448 00:20:51,240 --> 00:20:53,040 Speaker 1: We might be throwing wall on each other, smack tell 449 00:20:53,240 --> 00:20:55,440 Speaker 1: powder or whatever. Tasting food, you know what I'm saying, 450 00:20:55,680 --> 00:20:57,840 Speaker 1: eating food, talking on Kim like that type of stuff 451 00:20:57,880 --> 00:21:00,439 Speaker 1: like it. It's really fun. It's been just spending time 452 00:21:00,480 --> 00:21:02,000 Speaker 1: with hell. You know I'm saying, my family, And that's 453 00:21:02,040 --> 00:21:03,520 Speaker 1: how that's all I really do. I don't really go 454 00:21:03,520 --> 00:21:05,680 Speaker 1: out lest them they're paying me. I don't like the 455 00:21:06,040 --> 00:21:07,920 Speaker 1: Traveler or anything. Yeah, it would be going on. I 456 00:21:07,960 --> 00:21:09,639 Speaker 1: would be going like who are you and stuff like that. 457 00:21:09,680 --> 00:21:13,240 Speaker 1: But you know what I'm saying, Everybody going like the 458 00:21:13,320 --> 00:21:16,600 Speaker 1: incident count you was already you was already in your 459 00:21:16,680 --> 00:21:18,960 Speaker 1: zone before that, but you feel like the incident counter 460 00:21:19,359 --> 00:21:22,440 Speaker 1: made it like okay, zero, Yeah, it's nothing. That's that's 461 00:21:22,440 --> 00:21:27,040 Speaker 1: what changed everything with my relationship, Like what happened with 462 00:21:27,040 --> 00:21:30,639 Speaker 1: your brother? No, what's with my career? Right? Like how 463 00:21:31,000 --> 00:21:33,520 Speaker 1: you tell you say at first, y'all weren't even going 464 00:21:33,520 --> 00:21:35,760 Speaker 1: out of ship. See I've been one doing that. Yeah, 465 00:21:35,840 --> 00:21:38,520 Speaker 1: I've been. They made you stand on the That's what 466 00:21:38,600 --> 00:21:40,159 Speaker 1: I'm saying. If I would knew that, I wouldn't never 467 00:21:40,280 --> 00:21:42,520 Speaker 1: went out, you know what I'm saying. So that made 468 00:21:42,520 --> 00:21:45,720 Speaker 1: me like nothing and he ain't even like, ain't no scared. No, No, 469 00:21:46,160 --> 00:21:48,800 Speaker 1: It's like I got something. I got take it all 470 00:21:48,920 --> 00:21:50,680 Speaker 1: my family. Man, I got people counting on me. You 471 00:21:50,680 --> 00:21:53,520 Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. I refused that would happened anywhere. Man, 472 00:21:53,520 --> 00:21:56,439 Speaker 1: I'm gonna go crazy. But yeah, I'm gonna go crazy 473 00:21:57,000 --> 00:21:59,120 Speaker 1: like it wanna be nothing telling me right now, I'm 474 00:21:59,119 --> 00:22:01,840 Speaker 1: gonna go crazy. That's the title comes from all on me, 475 00:22:02,280 --> 00:22:04,639 Speaker 1: you know. And that's what it is. You know, something 476 00:22:04,680 --> 00:22:06,800 Speaker 1: like what I'm saying. But my brother kiss had helped 477 00:22:06,800 --> 00:22:08,639 Speaker 1: me come over that I was in the studient. I 478 00:22:08,720 --> 00:22:12,200 Speaker 1: was thinking up at album and brain storming up. He 479 00:22:12,320 --> 00:22:15,080 Speaker 1: was like, but listen, look around. It was just me 480 00:22:15,119 --> 00:22:17,800 Speaker 1: and him and the engineer and something like that. I 481 00:22:17,880 --> 00:22:20,280 Speaker 1: look around, like, what's that? What's up? He always got 482 00:22:20,359 --> 00:22:23,439 Speaker 1: something going on. He's like, Man, everybody in jail right now. 483 00:22:24,680 --> 00:22:27,520 Speaker 1: There is what I'm saying. There's fighting, murder cases and 484 00:22:27,560 --> 00:22:29,360 Speaker 1: all that. You know what I'm saying. I'm like, Dawn, 485 00:22:29,400 --> 00:22:32,439 Speaker 1: there is he's locked. You lost two times three and 486 00:22:32,480 --> 00:22:34,480 Speaker 1: four and you lost Rollo. You know what I'm saying. 487 00:22:35,160 --> 00:22:37,560 Speaker 1: I'm not damn, You're right. He said. If I got 488 00:22:37,640 --> 00:22:39,000 Speaker 1: this something to my family, He said, Nick, if I 489 00:22:39,080 --> 00:22:40,399 Speaker 1: go to jail right now, it's something happened to me, 490 00:22:40,680 --> 00:22:43,080 Speaker 1: it's gonna be all on you, bro. And nothing else 491 00:22:43,440 --> 00:22:45,320 Speaker 1: I'm saying, lock or anything that's going on with the 492 00:22:45,359 --> 00:22:47,800 Speaker 1: police is or anybody. Everybody put the blame back on you, 493 00:22:47,920 --> 00:22:50,959 Speaker 1: but all you, bro, And he like, name it all 494 00:22:51,000 --> 00:22:53,480 Speaker 1: on me, and right there, I was like, oh yeah, 495 00:22:53,560 --> 00:22:55,399 Speaker 1: that's it right there. And from that moment right there, 496 00:22:55,400 --> 00:22:57,480 Speaker 1: I just started working on the album. Everything I was 497 00:22:57,520 --> 00:22:59,119 Speaker 1: making this fall on me. You know what I'm saying. 498 00:22:59,480 --> 00:23:02,119 Speaker 1: That ship like that out of the industry. Who you 499 00:23:02,160 --> 00:23:05,520 Speaker 1: think you get the most inspiration from, Like which artists 500 00:23:06,200 --> 00:23:11,119 Speaker 1: I ain't I don't really be too much inspired by, 501 00:23:11,359 --> 00:23:14,880 Speaker 1: like nobody really liked. I'm just looking up to them, 502 00:23:15,000 --> 00:23:18,040 Speaker 1: or like I'm just following their footsteps, like to be 503 00:23:18,119 --> 00:23:21,239 Speaker 1: honest from me, honest, like I don't like everybody come 504 00:23:21,280 --> 00:23:23,160 Speaker 1: from something different and what I'm saying, ibody got different 505 00:23:23,200 --> 00:23:25,200 Speaker 1: points to prove and what I'm saying, so like I 506 00:23:25,240 --> 00:23:27,840 Speaker 1: don't nobody really like gets me now I'm following him 507 00:23:27,920 --> 00:23:30,359 Speaker 1: or I'm copying him, or but like I ain't. I like, 508 00:23:30,800 --> 00:23:33,359 Speaker 1: like I fought with got it what I'm saying. I 509 00:23:33,520 --> 00:23:35,840 Speaker 1: fought with his mindset. He's really smart here, real like 510 00:23:35,960 --> 00:23:39,000 Speaker 1: outgoing and what I'm saying, I thinking what I'm saying, 511 00:23:39,000 --> 00:23:41,280 Speaker 1: he's smartly like you know what I'm saying, got that 512 00:23:41,320 --> 00:23:45,600 Speaker 1: business mentality. He's just he dope. But feel like that's 513 00:23:45,640 --> 00:23:48,560 Speaker 1: my I can look at me. Oh yeah, he got going. 514 00:23:48,680 --> 00:23:50,680 Speaker 1: I'm saying, like he got going on what I'm saying. 515 00:23:51,200 --> 00:23:53,040 Speaker 1: But I ain't really too many people that I really 516 00:23:53,119 --> 00:23:57,520 Speaker 1: just what about features like I wanna and you choose 517 00:23:57,520 --> 00:24:01,680 Speaker 1: them features on this boots got colder, you got h 518 00:24:03,600 --> 00:24:07,879 Speaker 1: TUSI spinning bands. I got him on the baby twin three, nephew, 519 00:24:07,880 --> 00:24:09,600 Speaker 1: you don't know one of the something he's singing on 520 00:24:09,680 --> 00:24:13,199 Speaker 1: the love, you know what I'm saying, But like I 521 00:24:13,240 --> 00:24:16,600 Speaker 1: gotta put boosts on that. Boost somebody, Boost somebody. You 522 00:24:16,600 --> 00:24:18,359 Speaker 1: know you're growing up. He can keep talking about that, 523 00:24:18,600 --> 00:24:20,480 Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, So a boosting one of 524 00:24:20,520 --> 00:24:22,240 Speaker 1: the ones. What I'm saying, I fought with Twosi. You 525 00:24:22,240 --> 00:24:23,880 Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. The ladies, you know what I'm saying. 526 00:24:24,920 --> 00:24:27,480 Speaker 1: And cold that asked my boy. I'm saying, we locked in. 527 00:24:27,800 --> 00:24:31,119 Speaker 1: That's my boy for like that's my I'm I'm vibing 528 00:24:31,160 --> 00:24:33,000 Speaker 1: with in the industry, right, I'm like, that's my dog. 529 00:24:33,080 --> 00:24:35,840 Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. Like that spending band, that's 530 00:24:35,920 --> 00:24:37,600 Speaker 1: my brother. You know what I know how Ethan Jacksonville 531 00:24:37,640 --> 00:24:39,280 Speaker 1: to you know what I'm saying, that's a big look 532 00:24:39,359 --> 00:24:41,160 Speaker 1: for the city to like put him on there. Let's 533 00:24:41,200 --> 00:24:43,920 Speaker 1: get this together. And I got Baby Twiny three on them. 534 00:24:44,040 --> 00:24:46,520 Speaker 1: And that's saying like a picture that you got yet 535 00:24:46,520 --> 00:24:51,920 Speaker 1: that you like? Damn man? Just and Beeble Okay, Justin 536 00:24:52,000 --> 00:24:55,800 Speaker 1: Bieb sanging honey, him saying on that. You know what 537 00:24:55,800 --> 00:25:00,080 Speaker 1: I'm saying. Justin Bieble uh, drape for shure how in 538 00:25:00,080 --> 00:25:03,200 Speaker 1: that Drake too? I thought with Drake for like Drake. 539 00:25:04,040 --> 00:25:06,879 Speaker 1: What I'm saying just future. I'm having a future too 540 00:25:06,960 --> 00:25:09,840 Speaker 1: that I'm my boys. So just like in net like that, 541 00:25:10,440 --> 00:25:14,879 Speaker 1: like this. This is this girl named Jesse, Jesse Murph. 542 00:25:15,280 --> 00:25:17,240 Speaker 1: She Hard just found out. It's not too long ago. 543 00:25:17,280 --> 00:25:21,080 Speaker 1: Shoot she Hard. Uh what's the ship you might listen 544 00:25:21,119 --> 00:25:23,160 Speaker 1: to at your city and make me don't even feel 545 00:25:23,200 --> 00:25:26,160 Speaker 1: like you you're listening to like you bought me. I'm 546 00:25:26,200 --> 00:25:30,240 Speaker 1: just telling you, like Jesse Murph. No, no, I don't. 547 00:25:30,280 --> 00:25:32,280 Speaker 1: I don't even know what's she's from. She to my life. 548 00:25:32,440 --> 00:25:35,439 Speaker 1: You'll see that. That's what I'm saying. Just to my city. Well, 549 00:25:35,480 --> 00:25:37,560 Speaker 1: listen to what am I sitting. I don't like, I don't. 550 00:25:39,080 --> 00:25:43,280 Speaker 1: I I ain't listen to nobody. I mean I might 551 00:25:43,320 --> 00:25:45,080 Speaker 1: throw that spin on, but I would listen to to 552 00:25:45,720 --> 00:25:48,560 Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. Oh, Leonardo, Okay, you know 553 00:25:48,600 --> 00:25:51,840 Speaker 1: what I'm saying. Not all areat different what I'm saying. No, 554 00:25:51,920 --> 00:25:55,040 Speaker 1: that's in my city. Yeah yeah, yeah, i know. I've 555 00:25:55,040 --> 00:25:57,960 Speaker 1: seen I've seen that people that Yeah, he are be 556 00:25:58,080 --> 00:26:00,880 Speaker 1: betting ship on the game. Sit, I'll be like that 557 00:26:02,040 --> 00:26:05,280 Speaker 1: at one time, though, I ain't gonna lae like now 558 00:26:05,280 --> 00:26:09,560 Speaker 1: we'll be playing now we've been like on the games 559 00:26:12,040 --> 00:26:14,719 Speaker 1: the first time and after that, I don't want That's 560 00:26:14,720 --> 00:26:17,400 Speaker 1: how I didn't call that too? And oh boy, now 561 00:26:19,600 --> 00:26:21,200 Speaker 1: so when you when you when you got your first 562 00:26:21,640 --> 00:26:24,119 Speaker 1: big check or real money and it could be the streets. 563 00:26:24,119 --> 00:26:27,919 Speaker 1: So let's say music, like, what's what's one of the 564 00:26:28,000 --> 00:26:30,919 Speaker 1: purchases you made that you kind of might wish you 565 00:26:30,920 --> 00:26:32,760 Speaker 1: could have got back? Like, man, I fun that check 566 00:26:32,840 --> 00:26:36,080 Speaker 1: up everything every time, every time, every time I get 567 00:26:36,080 --> 00:26:39,240 Speaker 1: the blue money. Never did that ship and my money back? 568 00:26:39,280 --> 00:26:41,320 Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. I gotta get the ground. 569 00:26:41,359 --> 00:26:44,400 Speaker 1: I don't like doing all that. Man, I need all 570 00:26:44,480 --> 00:26:46,200 Speaker 1: my money, you know what I'm saying, because there's always 571 00:26:46,240 --> 00:26:48,359 Speaker 1: something going on now I gotta pay for And so 572 00:26:48,359 --> 00:26:50,880 Speaker 1: what's the mindset when you were skimming down and spending it? Though? 573 00:26:51,200 --> 00:26:54,920 Speaker 1: I'm like, man, I'm having this ship. Yeah, I'm having 574 00:26:54,920 --> 00:27:01,160 Speaker 1: this ship. What I'm having ship? Look y'all boys? Good? Here? 575 00:27:01,320 --> 00:27:04,240 Speaker 1: Who do I go bust down with everybody around me? Here? 576 00:27:04,520 --> 00:27:06,960 Speaker 1: Hey your boys go, y'r boys, everybody got motion? You 577 00:27:06,960 --> 00:27:10,399 Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. Did you lose any friends, Uh 578 00:27:10,840 --> 00:27:14,919 Speaker 1: do entitlement like feeling like yo, yeah man I did. 579 00:27:14,960 --> 00:27:16,800 Speaker 1: I went through that in the beginning stage some people. 580 00:27:16,840 --> 00:27:18,800 Speaker 1: I can't whether we're gonna fell out about some ship 581 00:27:19,359 --> 00:27:22,840 Speaker 1: other than that, Bro, everything damn ain't you know you 582 00:27:22,920 --> 00:27:26,240 Speaker 1: know falling out around here. Ain't no falling out around here. 583 00:27:26,359 --> 00:27:29,359 Speaker 1: We know we into that, we're a family. Anything on 584 00:27:29,560 --> 00:27:32,080 Speaker 1: this this money you can have this ship. What I'm saying, 585 00:27:32,280 --> 00:27:34,920 Speaker 1: this just paper anyway, ripped this ship up. Bro. I 586 00:27:34,960 --> 00:27:38,000 Speaker 1: ain't got my big Jay talking me soon to my manager, 587 00:27:38,040 --> 00:27:39,560 Speaker 1: he talked me something this is ain't talking to me 588 00:27:39,680 --> 00:27:41,880 Speaker 1: like a little a year ago. But I never really 589 00:27:42,560 --> 00:27:44,520 Speaker 1: what he did was so powerful. You know what I'm saying. 590 00:27:44,560 --> 00:27:46,960 Speaker 1: You probably even know what it is. And we were shooting, 591 00:27:46,960 --> 00:27:49,399 Speaker 1: were shooting dice what I'm saying it just like I 592 00:27:49,440 --> 00:27:51,040 Speaker 1: think it was like it was we're just playing around. 593 00:27:51,080 --> 00:27:53,280 Speaker 1: So it's probably like twenty dollars. It's probably two years ago. 594 00:27:53,640 --> 00:27:55,880 Speaker 1: It was like twenty dollars and we're like we're sitting 595 00:27:55,920 --> 00:27:58,800 Speaker 1: there like like but this this then on your point 596 00:27:58,840 --> 00:28:00,720 Speaker 1: that when your point what I'm saying, he's like, home on, 597 00:28:00,800 --> 00:28:03,359 Speaker 1: don't worry about it. Come like are you keeping you 598 00:28:03,400 --> 00:28:05,520 Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, He like you keep it, and no, 599 00:28:05,640 --> 00:28:07,320 Speaker 1: you keep it. So he ripped the twenty and a 600 00:28:07,320 --> 00:28:10,040 Speaker 1: half the t that we are going to ripping to 601 00:28:10,080 --> 00:28:13,520 Speaker 1: have him throw it out, Like I mean, yeah, I 602 00:28:13,560 --> 00:28:16,840 Speaker 1: think right there, just talking like yeah, we argue about 603 00:28:16,840 --> 00:28:18,560 Speaker 1: some money right now, we're arguing about just prip this 604 00:28:18,560 --> 00:28:21,280 Speaker 1: ship up and talked about it little. You know what 605 00:28:21,320 --> 00:28:23,719 Speaker 1: I'm saying, that it took that ship meant a lot. 606 00:28:23,760 --> 00:28:26,480 Speaker 1: For real, what somethings you've been doing, like you said, 607 00:28:26,520 --> 00:28:28,560 Speaker 1: you respect artists that be on top of their business, 608 00:28:28,640 --> 00:28:30,600 Speaker 1: or somethings you've been doing to make sure your business traight, 609 00:28:30,680 --> 00:28:32,520 Speaker 1: or maybe some investments and ship like that. Man, i'd 610 00:28:32,560 --> 00:28:36,320 Speaker 1: be I do see, I do see my girlfriend. My 611 00:28:36,440 --> 00:28:44,040 Speaker 1: girlfriend she brains for real, let me say brains. But 612 00:28:44,120 --> 00:28:46,320 Speaker 1: we've been doing we uh got we got a couple 613 00:28:46,320 --> 00:28:48,600 Speaker 1: of Airbnbs and stuff like that. Be doing stuff like that. 614 00:28:48,760 --> 00:28:50,200 Speaker 1: We got we got a lot of stuff in motion 615 00:28:50,280 --> 00:28:52,160 Speaker 1: that we got going on that. You know what I'm saying. 616 00:28:52,200 --> 00:28:55,120 Speaker 1: When the little troll ship like that, by how some 617 00:28:55,240 --> 00:28:57,360 Speaker 1: stuff like that was that's something that we're doing together, 618 00:28:57,480 --> 00:29:00,280 Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, stuff like that, I'd be 619 00:29:00,320 --> 00:29:02,880 Speaker 1: investing in my homeboys and stuff like that, like their 620 00:29:03,000 --> 00:29:05,640 Speaker 1: music and stuff like that. Like what I'm saying, and 621 00:29:06,760 --> 00:29:09,120 Speaker 1: just you just gotta be on top of ship like 622 00:29:09,240 --> 00:29:14,840 Speaker 1: that what you see yourself doing? Like it you thirty four, 623 00:29:14,880 --> 00:29:19,600 Speaker 1: would you see yourself doing man all type of motion, 624 00:29:19,760 --> 00:29:21,760 Speaker 1: I wouldn't be by that time. You need to be 625 00:29:21,880 --> 00:29:24,479 Speaker 1: be like Drake then by that time, by time thirty four, 626 00:29:24,520 --> 00:29:25,960 Speaker 1: I need to be on that drink status. You know 627 00:29:25,960 --> 00:29:28,760 Speaker 1: what I'm saying. But really like own a lot of 628 00:29:28,800 --> 00:29:30,440 Speaker 1: stuff my own lips. I got my lip going on 629 00:29:30,560 --> 00:29:32,360 Speaker 1: right now, Kate. You know what I'm saying. A bit 630 00:29:32,480 --> 00:29:35,360 Speaker 1: label that stand for he ain't got no, ain't got no, 631 00:29:35,480 --> 00:29:38,120 Speaker 1: he ain't got no meaning right now, ain't got no 632 00:29:38,280 --> 00:29:49,080 Speaker 1: mean but no but uh no, Like I want to 633 00:29:49,120 --> 00:29:51,680 Speaker 1: own a lot of stuff like apartments. What I'm saying, 634 00:29:51,720 --> 00:29:53,800 Speaker 1: I really do want to rid ship. I really want 635 00:29:53,840 --> 00:29:56,520 Speaker 1: to go back to my my hood and my neighborhood, 636 00:29:57,080 --> 00:29:58,640 Speaker 1: not even just my neighborhood around the host sit and 637 00:29:58,680 --> 00:30:01,360 Speaker 1: I always want to go, you know something like did 638 00:30:02,440 --> 00:30:05,280 Speaker 1: not moments and let everybody living up for real. What 639 00:30:05,360 --> 00:30:07,040 Speaker 1: I want to do, I want to do like get 640 00:30:07,080 --> 00:30:09,920 Speaker 1: like three or frothing like on the east, the west, south, 641 00:30:10,040 --> 00:30:11,400 Speaker 1: and north, like I probably get like one on the 642 00:30:11,440 --> 00:30:13,800 Speaker 1: east side and just put some partners on it and 643 00:30:14,080 --> 00:30:16,240 Speaker 1: let people living up for free. You know what I'm saying. 644 00:30:16,680 --> 00:30:18,080 Speaker 1: I wanted something that I want to I want to 645 00:30:18,120 --> 00:30:20,480 Speaker 1: own some shelter homes and stuff like that, and like 646 00:30:20,640 --> 00:30:22,560 Speaker 1: just just some ship like that. That's something I really 647 00:30:22,600 --> 00:30:24,200 Speaker 1: want to do that I've been think about it for 648 00:30:24,280 --> 00:30:27,880 Speaker 1: a long time. For real. What's the wining for you 649 00:30:28,000 --> 00:30:29,440 Speaker 1: and the ship at the end of the day, just 650 00:30:29,640 --> 00:30:32,480 Speaker 1: music and just transitioning from the streets to music. What's 651 00:30:32,520 --> 00:30:36,720 Speaker 1: some wining for you? Just being successful and happy once? 652 00:30:37,320 --> 00:30:40,960 Speaker 1: What I'm saying just being happy for real and growing 653 00:30:41,000 --> 00:30:44,560 Speaker 1: up ain't really too much like really being happy. And 654 00:30:44,600 --> 00:30:46,560 Speaker 1: I'm talking my happy like I ain't worried about nothing 655 00:30:46,720 --> 00:30:49,160 Speaker 1: what I'm saying without a kill, I ain't got one 656 00:30:49,160 --> 00:30:51,360 Speaker 1: about the landlord keep not going to niket though about 657 00:30:51,400 --> 00:30:53,880 Speaker 1: the rent ship two months later. You know what I'm saying, 658 00:30:54,160 --> 00:30:56,040 Speaker 1: I ain't on none of that. My mom. I want 659 00:30:56,040 --> 00:30:58,040 Speaker 1: my mom a really happy in that piece. What I'm 660 00:30:58,080 --> 00:31:00,800 Speaker 1: saying on a happy relationship, a happy family, know what 661 00:31:00,840 --> 00:31:02,920 Speaker 1: I'm saying. That's that's really just what I want like 662 00:31:03,600 --> 00:31:05,680 Speaker 1: I just want to be real successful. I want some Grammys. 663 00:31:06,120 --> 00:31:07,400 Speaker 1: I'm gonna all that, you know what I'm saying. I 664 00:31:07,480 --> 00:31:09,440 Speaker 1: want everything that comes with that, red carpets and I 665 00:31:09,520 --> 00:31:11,720 Speaker 1: want I want all that. What you think you're gonna 666 00:31:11,720 --> 00:31:13,320 Speaker 1: take it for you to get your piece though, But 667 00:31:13,680 --> 00:31:16,640 Speaker 1: straight peace, I gotta let go a lot of ship. 668 00:31:17,440 --> 00:31:20,000 Speaker 1: I'm saying, I gotta get over this little hump I'm 669 00:31:20,000 --> 00:31:21,800 Speaker 1: stead of trying to get over. I keep falling back 670 00:31:21,840 --> 00:31:25,520 Speaker 1: on the bed. But like I said, i'd be it, yeah, 671 00:31:26,440 --> 00:31:28,760 Speaker 1: hitting it, you know what I'm saying, And it might 672 00:31:28,880 --> 00:31:30,760 Speaker 1: be some ship. I might be watching the movies. I 673 00:31:30,760 --> 00:31:32,440 Speaker 1: would love watching movies too. The I mean tell you 674 00:31:32,480 --> 00:31:35,440 Speaker 1: that I like watching movies. I'm sitting what kind of movies, Like, 675 00:31:35,640 --> 00:31:40,240 Speaker 1: I watching every movie scary, horror, comedy, romance, everything. I'll 676 00:31:40,280 --> 00:31:43,000 Speaker 1: be with my girlfriend watching everything Netflace. I probably watched 677 00:31:43,000 --> 00:31:46,720 Speaker 1: everything on Netflace. I watched every show. I watch all that. 678 00:31:46,760 --> 00:31:48,720 Speaker 1: I'll just be you know, and I'd be seeing like 679 00:31:49,520 --> 00:31:51,479 Speaker 1: a little shit like I probably see some niggas going 680 00:31:51,520 --> 00:31:53,080 Speaker 1: through with eight brothers and some ship made me think 681 00:31:53,080 --> 00:31:54,840 Speaker 1: about my brothers, and now I probably get shaken up 682 00:31:55,000 --> 00:31:56,360 Speaker 1: like that that type of ship like that, you know 683 00:31:56,360 --> 00:31:59,920 Speaker 1: what I'm saying, But like just I gotta get over that. 684 00:32:00,200 --> 00:32:02,800 Speaker 1: I gotta get over that little hunt. It's gonna come though, 685 00:32:02,800 --> 00:32:04,640 Speaker 1: it's gonna just take a good times. Have you ever 686 00:32:04,720 --> 00:32:08,200 Speaker 1: been a therapy? My music, my therapy for so you 687 00:32:08,520 --> 00:32:10,960 Speaker 1: wouldn't never like consider going to talk to somebody. I 688 00:32:11,040 --> 00:32:12,959 Speaker 1: want to say I would. I would never beginning act 689 00:32:12,960 --> 00:32:16,120 Speaker 1: you said. I wouldn't never, but like I probably would 690 00:32:16,320 --> 00:32:19,480 Speaker 1: one day because if it ain't working out how I 691 00:32:19,520 --> 00:32:21,120 Speaker 1: needed to go to get if you get worse than 692 00:32:21,200 --> 00:32:22,840 Speaker 1: what it is, I'm had to go sit down and 693 00:32:22,960 --> 00:32:26,400 Speaker 1: talk like I really be talking to my girlfriend. Yeah, 694 00:32:26,480 --> 00:32:28,240 Speaker 1: I really be talked to my girlfriend. That'd be helping. 695 00:32:28,440 --> 00:32:32,120 Speaker 1: That'd be helping a lot of times too, though, also 696 00:32:32,280 --> 00:32:35,320 Speaker 1: just dining and eating and fool ship. What what meal 697 00:32:35,720 --> 00:32:38,680 Speaker 1: brings you joy? Makes you happy? Like man, chicken wings 698 00:32:41,120 --> 00:32:46,320 Speaker 1: and cheese, macaroni and cheese. But I let my girlfriend 699 00:32:46,360 --> 00:32:50,840 Speaker 1: macaroni and cheese. Put it out here making it clear 700 00:32:52,160 --> 00:32:58,120 Speaker 1: it ain't nothing but though freedom checking the macroon and 701 00:32:58,160 --> 00:33:00,320 Speaker 1: cheese and gonn get that. Well, we're gonna care what 702 00:33:00,400 --> 00:33:05,160 Speaker 1: we are. I'm gonna get that po me. Yeah, behind 703 00:33:07,400 --> 00:33:13,680 Speaker 1: I cook like noodles and ross Road. You know what 704 00:33:13,720 --> 00:33:22,800 Speaker 1: I'm saying. I used to cook sereal the cook I swell. 705 00:33:22,880 --> 00:33:25,160 Speaker 1: My girl said, go board and cooking. I'm going there 706 00:33:25,240 --> 00:33:30,640 Speaker 1: making like noodles for real. I'm not. I'm not a 707 00:33:30,720 --> 00:33:35,360 Speaker 1: bake cooking though, cooking ship he knows how the bake cooking? 708 00:33:36,560 --> 00:33:41,320 Speaker 1: What my girlfriend talk to that making it clear and 709 00:33:41,400 --> 00:33:44,360 Speaker 1: put it on three let me hit it. When you 710 00:33:44,400 --> 00:33:46,560 Speaker 1: get three fifty, you get your time right and you 711 00:33:46,640 --> 00:33:50,160 Speaker 1: put on leavin minutes se Some people be back it's 712 00:33:50,160 --> 00:33:53,640 Speaker 1: too much. Fifteen minutes too long. Too long. You put 713 00:33:53,760 --> 00:33:55,840 Speaker 1: that lead minutes so it might look weird, but when 714 00:33:55,840 --> 00:33:57,560 Speaker 1: you take it out and then cool down, it's gonna flatten. 715 00:33:58,000 --> 00:34:01,440 Speaker 1: It's gonna be good. That's like for a minute, he 716 00:34:01,600 --> 00:34:06,480 Speaker 1: got if you guys wanted to chicken though, that's the 717 00:34:06,640 --> 00:34:08,960 Speaker 1: that's probably by it. Yeah, you get your wings from 718 00:34:09,440 --> 00:34:11,960 Speaker 1: what chicken when you say like chicken wings any way, 719 00:34:12,040 --> 00:34:14,480 Speaker 1: that got chicken wings. Ain't gonna lie like you know, 720 00:34:14,600 --> 00:34:17,000 Speaker 1: we're the home. We got the best in the world 721 00:34:17,239 --> 00:34:20,000 Speaker 1: Atlantic at the best I have met. You gotta get 722 00:34:20,520 --> 00:34:25,920 Speaker 1: again some blue things, blue flame Kills kitchen. That's in 723 00:34:25,960 --> 00:34:27,800 Speaker 1: the world ever in the world, I would not in 724 00:34:27,880 --> 00:34:30,320 Speaker 1: the world. In the world, I've been around the chicken expert. 725 00:34:30,360 --> 00:34:32,319 Speaker 1: Now I'm gonna tell you, if you're going to be here, 726 00:34:32,400 --> 00:34:34,080 Speaker 1: I'll call you an order in and it's on me. 727 00:34:34,560 --> 00:34:36,880 Speaker 1: I'll call it where the best chicken wings? You don't have? 728 00:34:37,840 --> 00:34:40,640 Speaker 1: Because Jessonville, y'all got us on seafood. The seafood out 729 00:34:40,680 --> 00:34:43,400 Speaker 1: of here. Speaking of speaking to sea, I got out 730 00:34:43,440 --> 00:34:46,720 Speaker 1: my boy markets from King crab Atl. He just blessed 731 00:34:46,760 --> 00:34:48,480 Speaker 1: us with like a whole bunch of ships, and we 732 00:34:48,560 --> 00:34:52,040 Speaker 1: really appreciate. Yeah, that what you're throwing out on them. Yes, 733 00:34:52,120 --> 00:34:59,879 Speaker 1: I've seen that. Yes, man, I see, I would see. 734 00:35:00,000 --> 00:35:02,200 Speaker 1: I want to see. I ain't trying to like overdo, 735 00:35:02,800 --> 00:35:07,759 Speaker 1: but I mean I'm an overdoing, but my grandfriendly over 736 00:35:07,880 --> 00:35:13,200 Speaker 1: real bro. I'm tell her going and go right now. 737 00:35:16,680 --> 00:35:18,960 Speaker 1: I got some dogs. I've been listening to some dolls, 738 00:35:19,040 --> 00:35:20,680 Speaker 1: so some of the dollars had some puppers. So I 739 00:35:20,800 --> 00:35:22,839 Speaker 1: kind of need her like watch the puppies really quick, 740 00:35:23,120 --> 00:35:26,600 Speaker 1: what I'm saying, because she I got I got at bullies. 741 00:35:26,680 --> 00:35:28,520 Speaker 1: I got friend ches, but I got pit bulls too. 742 00:35:28,560 --> 00:35:30,440 Speaker 1: Had the people when I first the first time I did, 743 00:35:30,480 --> 00:35:32,920 Speaker 1: I went about me and people what I'm saying. So 744 00:35:33,040 --> 00:35:34,759 Speaker 1: my people boy just had some puppers to do, you 745 00:35:34,760 --> 00:35:36,319 Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. So she said I just got 746 00:35:36,400 --> 00:35:39,200 Speaker 1: her watching the real quick. She's mad and said she 747 00:35:39,280 --> 00:35:40,800 Speaker 1: tasted me everything, like you need to come on, you 748 00:35:40,840 --> 00:35:43,120 Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. Yeah, she made the best checking 749 00:35:43,200 --> 00:35:48,400 Speaker 1: in my girlfriend. I ain't trying to go to grades, 750 00:35:48,480 --> 00:35:54,560 Speaker 1: but dogs like I'd be really speaking about a lot 751 00:35:54,560 --> 00:36:00,399 Speaker 1: of stuff and she just I'm telling what's her name, girl, girl, 752 00:36:01,200 --> 00:36:06,560 Speaker 1: believe it to believe it be out there on a 753 00:36:06,680 --> 00:36:08,880 Speaker 1: tour on the toy yet I've been on too, I've 754 00:36:08,920 --> 00:36:12,560 Speaker 1: been on to remember that. Yeah, I went on that 755 00:36:12,640 --> 00:36:16,840 Speaker 1: experience for you. It ain't a lie, that's it was. 756 00:36:17,000 --> 00:36:18,879 Speaker 1: It was good and it was bad. And I lost 757 00:36:18,920 --> 00:36:21,600 Speaker 1: my monkey because my monkey have got me a monkey, 758 00:36:22,239 --> 00:36:24,239 Speaker 1: my monkey, I was going too long. My monkey died 759 00:36:24,280 --> 00:36:27,640 Speaker 1: of depression. That it kind of sucked me up pressions. 760 00:36:28,680 --> 00:36:31,880 Speaker 1: It was a pet, like a pet monkey. It was 761 00:36:31,920 --> 00:36:36,600 Speaker 1: a girl too. She did not like my girlfriend, man, Yeah, 762 00:36:36,600 --> 00:36:38,840 Speaker 1: because I mean, you know you know that that jealousy, 763 00:36:39,200 --> 00:36:41,759 Speaker 1: that's what it was. My monkey's be swinging around, how 764 00:36:41,920 --> 00:36:43,640 Speaker 1: playing peekabull, and she's like that, you know, what I'm saying. 765 00:36:43,680 --> 00:36:46,839 Speaker 1: My girlfriend getting bed, I mean nothing, she'd be all 766 00:36:46,920 --> 00:36:48,600 Speaker 1: in nug but she had they go in money and 767 00:36:48,680 --> 00:36:54,680 Speaker 1: they go she got But like I was going too long, man, 768 00:36:54,760 --> 00:36:56,680 Speaker 1: my monkey missed me my money. Don't like nobody to 769 00:36:56,840 --> 00:36:58,560 Speaker 1: be throwing that people And she's like that, you know 770 00:36:58,600 --> 00:37:01,640 Speaker 1: what I'm saying. Yeah, that was just that was the 771 00:37:01,640 --> 00:37:09,000 Speaker 1: worst makeup I'm going right now it's going on. I 772 00:37:09,040 --> 00:37:11,320 Speaker 1: don't know, it's whatever they got going on. But hopefully 773 00:37:11,360 --> 00:37:14,560 Speaker 1: though I'm but that's an emotional what I'm saying. But like, no, 774 00:37:14,840 --> 00:37:16,319 Speaker 1: that's what was good or it was literally I got 775 00:37:16,400 --> 00:37:17,840 Speaker 1: to see a lot of stuff and experience of how 776 00:37:17,880 --> 00:37:19,319 Speaker 1: it is supposed to go, you know what I'm saying. 777 00:37:28,040 --> 00:37:32,840 Speaker 1: But I ain't gonna lie. Uh this September exception, I 778 00:37:32,960 --> 00:37:37,880 Speaker 1: just passed. I just like understood the business from the 779 00:37:38,000 --> 00:37:41,279 Speaker 1: music industry. What I'm saying, I've been I've been doing 780 00:37:41,360 --> 00:37:43,839 Speaker 1: it for a minute. What I'm saying since for real, 781 00:37:44,400 --> 00:37:48,600 Speaker 1: But I'm just not starting to understanding like on like 782 00:37:49,040 --> 00:37:51,400 Speaker 1: how I supposed to go, like how this business politics, 783 00:37:51,480 --> 00:37:53,239 Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, the politics and stuff like that. 784 00:37:53,600 --> 00:37:55,480 Speaker 1: At first I want understanding that, you know what I'm saying, 785 00:37:55,520 --> 00:37:57,759 Speaker 1: I'd be putting too much, too much and too many people. 786 00:37:57,840 --> 00:37:59,920 Speaker 1: But it's this business at the end of the day. 787 00:38:00,080 --> 00:38:02,960 Speaker 1: What I'm saying, even over the relationships, sometimes relationship, but 788 00:38:03,080 --> 00:38:05,360 Speaker 1: just business. What I'm saying in the data, but this business, 789 00:38:05,360 --> 00:38:07,360 Speaker 1: this is mind. That's what I got going on, what 790 00:38:07,400 --> 00:38:10,359 Speaker 1: I'm saying, and you gotta put that first. What I'm saying. 791 00:38:10,400 --> 00:38:12,320 Speaker 1: Sometimes I'll be playing see me with my when my 792 00:38:12,400 --> 00:38:15,040 Speaker 1: brothers don't and man, this lord to it. This that's 793 00:38:15,080 --> 00:38:17,600 Speaker 1: first what I'm saying. For all this other ship what 794 00:38:17,719 --> 00:38:21,080 Speaker 1: I'm saying. But it's like but and this is is 795 00:38:21,120 --> 00:38:23,080 Speaker 1: business first, bro, And what I'm saying like I ain't. 796 00:38:23,200 --> 00:38:25,160 Speaker 1: I don't really know what i'm saying. But it'd be 797 00:38:25,200 --> 00:38:26,759 Speaker 1: cool to connect with a lot of people. You gotta 798 00:38:26,760 --> 00:38:28,400 Speaker 1: add that connection. But to be business, you know what 799 00:38:28,440 --> 00:38:30,560 Speaker 1: I'm saying. And I won't understand that at first. I'll 800 00:38:30,600 --> 00:38:32,719 Speaker 1: plant too much like when I thought with you, i'd 801 00:38:32,760 --> 00:38:34,520 Speaker 1: be ready to die for you, you know what I'm saying, 802 00:38:35,160 --> 00:38:37,960 Speaker 1: and like it's funked up when you're ready, when I'm 803 00:38:37,960 --> 00:38:40,120 Speaker 1: ready to die for your union, ready for you what 804 00:38:40,120 --> 00:38:44,760 Speaker 1: I'm saying up. But it's like I just don't understand. 805 00:38:44,800 --> 00:38:46,880 Speaker 1: I kind of woke up and got the life looking 806 00:38:46,920 --> 00:38:50,320 Speaker 1: into a lot of stuff like the publishing and the 807 00:38:50,480 --> 00:38:53,279 Speaker 1: meaning of the business and like my contract and all 808 00:38:53,320 --> 00:38:56,560 Speaker 1: that stuff. I started, yeah, like I started looking into that. 809 00:38:56,600 --> 00:38:59,160 Speaker 1: I'm like, okay, that's what I need to do. Okay, okay, 810 00:38:59,360 --> 00:39:01,160 Speaker 1: Well my men is been telling me this the whole time. 811 00:39:01,640 --> 00:39:03,680 Speaker 1: He's don't take that, don't take that, you know what 812 00:39:03,719 --> 00:39:07,000 Speaker 1: I'm saying. I'm like, man, bad, I need that. You 813 00:39:07,080 --> 00:39:11,440 Speaker 1: know what I'm saying right now, even I'm behind you 814 00:39:11,600 --> 00:39:13,719 Speaker 1: everything anything you do, but don't do that black man 815 00:39:13,719 --> 00:39:16,160 Speaker 1: a little bit. Bro, I need that right though. You 816 00:39:16,160 --> 00:39:18,400 Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, and I just want to understand it. 817 00:39:18,520 --> 00:39:20,480 Speaker 1: And I just kind of woke up and said to him, 818 00:39:20,920 --> 00:39:22,640 Speaker 1: I woke up, and I was like, yeah, the more 819 00:39:22,680 --> 00:39:24,759 Speaker 1: you hold out, the more you get exactly you know 820 00:39:24,800 --> 00:39:28,520 Speaker 1: what I'm saying. So that's like, I can't be short 821 00:39:28,600 --> 00:39:30,799 Speaker 1: stopping myself because I know I'm I know I'm trying 822 00:39:30,800 --> 00:39:32,040 Speaker 1: to go. You know what I'm saying, Like, I know 823 00:39:32,200 --> 00:39:34,440 Speaker 1: my direction, I know what I'm doing, so I need 824 00:39:34,480 --> 00:39:36,640 Speaker 1: to attack that, you know what I'm saying. And whoever 825 00:39:36,680 --> 00:39:38,759 Speaker 1: ain't rocking, they just ain't rocking with it, but I 826 00:39:38,840 --> 00:39:40,160 Speaker 1: know what I'm standing on. You know what I'm saying. 827 00:39:40,440 --> 00:39:42,719 Speaker 1: So that's what I just started understanding. That's not too 828 00:39:42,760 --> 00:39:45,360 Speaker 1: long ago. And I'm happy too though because now, like 829 00:39:45,680 --> 00:39:48,160 Speaker 1: I said, I'm hoping I woke. What I'm saying, I 830 00:39:48,239 --> 00:39:50,160 Speaker 1: see what's going on in this business. Man, just get 831 00:39:50,160 --> 00:39:51,800 Speaker 1: it going. You know what I'm saying. What's on the 832 00:39:51,880 --> 00:39:54,560 Speaker 1: table that sounded that what I'm saying. What some of 833 00:39:54,600 --> 00:39:57,480 Speaker 1: the things you think, like your biggest obstacle you had 834 00:39:57,560 --> 00:40:03,800 Speaker 1: to get over to even understand. But I told my heart, Okay, 835 00:40:04,040 --> 00:40:06,680 Speaker 1: what I'm saying, we we it's the friendship. You know 836 00:40:06,680 --> 00:40:09,080 Speaker 1: what I'm saying. I can't bring you. If I can't 837 00:40:09,080 --> 00:40:11,120 Speaker 1: bring to my mama house, we ain't really friends. For 838 00:40:12,160 --> 00:40:14,759 Speaker 1: it's my mama house. I don't even let too many 839 00:40:14,760 --> 00:40:18,040 Speaker 1: people at my house. It's point of time, like just 840 00:40:18,160 --> 00:40:19,960 Speaker 1: my mama came to my house one of two times 841 00:40:20,520 --> 00:40:21,960 Speaker 1: and see I probably when it got him, so she 842 00:40:22,040 --> 00:40:23,719 Speaker 1: probably don't even know where my house was. You know 843 00:40:23,719 --> 00:40:26,000 Speaker 1: what I'm saying. But it's like I had to understand that, 844 00:40:26,120 --> 00:40:31,480 Speaker 1: like man, n because everything everybody's intentions be off. It's like, okay, 845 00:40:31,480 --> 00:40:33,759 Speaker 1: when you high, I'm on your trail like we brother 846 00:40:33,840 --> 00:40:36,040 Speaker 1: brothers and ship like that. Then you get it going 847 00:40:36,280 --> 00:40:40,359 Speaker 1: and they get going hiding you it's like, well, what's 848 00:40:40,360 --> 00:40:42,319 Speaker 1: your name? Like you know what I'm saying, that type 849 00:40:42,320 --> 00:40:45,239 Speaker 1: of stock on that right, And I got over that 850 00:40:45,640 --> 00:40:47,760 Speaker 1: and I started opening my eyes. That's when I'm not okay, 851 00:40:48,200 --> 00:40:50,200 Speaker 1: let's get to it. What I'm saying all my big 852 00:40:50,280 --> 00:40:53,000 Speaker 1: brother like they bro what what what? What? What? What? What? What? 853 00:40:53,160 --> 00:40:55,680 Speaker 1: When I'm when I'm lacking at what I'm what I'm saying, 854 00:40:55,680 --> 00:40:57,200 Speaker 1: when I need to fix really to make up you 855 00:40:57,200 --> 00:40:59,200 Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, Like what you see that I'm 856 00:40:59,239 --> 00:41:01,440 Speaker 1: doing wrong and he's just black, but you ain't really 857 00:41:01,480 --> 00:41:05,680 Speaker 1: doing nothing wrong. You just gotta because I'm not friendly, 858 00:41:05,719 --> 00:41:07,439 Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, Like you know what I'm saying, 859 00:41:07,680 --> 00:41:09,239 Speaker 1: I just gotta open up a little bit and like 860 00:41:09,280 --> 00:41:10,960 Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. It's like a real real 861 00:41:11,040 --> 00:41:16,279 Speaker 1: business you are. Yeah, And it's like I'm like, let's say, like, yeah, 862 00:41:16,640 --> 00:41:19,360 Speaker 1: get a world more more you the inside of you. 863 00:41:19,600 --> 00:41:22,239 Speaker 1: What I'm saying, Yeah, you know what I'm saying. See 864 00:41:22,239 --> 00:41:24,040 Speaker 1: they love people love my YouTube channel. You know what 865 00:41:24,040 --> 00:41:26,319 Speaker 1: I'm saying, Like Yeah, I just damn that, bro. That's 866 00:41:26,400 --> 00:41:30,040 Speaker 1: that's all they want to see though, personality personal, that's 867 00:41:30,080 --> 00:41:32,440 Speaker 1: what you said. Personal I couldn't find. But that what 868 00:41:32,560 --> 00:41:38,239 Speaker 1: he said put you into more like jury, cars or 869 00:41:39,360 --> 00:41:42,000 Speaker 1: some other ship. I don't even like jury like that. 870 00:41:43,160 --> 00:41:46,960 Speaker 1: But it isn't necessary, but to see people can try 871 00:41:47,000 --> 00:41:49,279 Speaker 1: to attap them because they'll be saying the older people 872 00:41:49,320 --> 00:41:52,440 Speaker 1: like it. Ain't that said, But it isn't necessary. You 873 00:41:52,520 --> 00:41:54,440 Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. At one point in time, it's 874 00:41:54,520 --> 00:41:57,680 Speaker 1: necessary what you think the jury for artists for a wrapper, 875 00:41:58,160 --> 00:42:00,400 Speaker 1: it's just to see. It's just like a company smiths. 876 00:42:00,600 --> 00:42:03,040 Speaker 1: They see trophies, they see what you got going on. 877 00:42:03,160 --> 00:42:04,680 Speaker 1: They see we have the most you know what I'm saying. 878 00:42:05,080 --> 00:42:10,359 Speaker 1: But it's like, uh, I like cars real, I got 879 00:42:10,440 --> 00:42:14,000 Speaker 1: like now, I ain't got the old school cars. Yeah, 880 00:42:15,000 --> 00:42:19,040 Speaker 1: but I like I got like seven cards on, I 881 00:42:19,160 --> 00:42:24,520 Speaker 1: got like uh pores, I got two quite bad. I 882 00:42:24,600 --> 00:42:28,560 Speaker 1: got g wagons, got me bad. I got so, I 883 00:42:28,600 --> 00:42:30,320 Speaker 1: got my Camaro. I stick at my Camaro to the 884 00:42:30,400 --> 00:42:32,759 Speaker 1: day when I first time I got mad Camaro, I 885 00:42:32,800 --> 00:42:35,640 Speaker 1: still got it right now. What I'm saying that right there, 886 00:42:36,719 --> 00:42:40,360 Speaker 1: I had maserading. I had been that like Red and 887 00:42:40,480 --> 00:42:42,879 Speaker 1: Gold that was so hard? Is it for the look 888 00:42:42,920 --> 00:42:44,320 Speaker 1: of it? Or you really get out there and be 889 00:42:44,480 --> 00:42:47,440 Speaker 1: like pushing them. I don't be pushing I ain't you 890 00:42:47,520 --> 00:42:50,880 Speaker 1: know and all that. But it's just like I like, 891 00:42:51,000 --> 00:42:53,000 Speaker 1: I just like my oside, but I go outside my house. 892 00:42:53,080 --> 00:42:55,000 Speaker 1: I got my roll, ball got roll. You know what 893 00:42:55,000 --> 00:43:03,040 Speaker 1: I'm saying to my grid clear about you got a 894 00:43:03,080 --> 00:43:05,279 Speaker 1: white one. You know what I'm saying, I got a 895 00:43:05,320 --> 00:43:07,399 Speaker 1: red one. So I'll probably go outside album A little 896 00:43:07,480 --> 00:43:09,600 Speaker 1: roll on him saying I see all my cars lined 897 00:43:09,719 --> 00:43:12,880 Speaker 1: up like I did that the burden comes out of 898 00:43:12,880 --> 00:43:14,600 Speaker 1: the black, but he did, and they made them and 899 00:43:14,680 --> 00:43:23,400 Speaker 1: they make them lyrics come out the race. Yeah, I 900 00:43:23,480 --> 00:43:25,800 Speaker 1: got all this a mom and called by all my 901 00:43:25,880 --> 00:43:31,440 Speaker 1: brothers in them called man be having Yeah that's what 902 00:43:31,560 --> 00:43:33,440 Speaker 1: it is. What's next for you? Man? So you got 903 00:43:33,480 --> 00:43:36,239 Speaker 1: the album out, you got the project out, what's next? 904 00:43:36,320 --> 00:43:40,279 Speaker 1: As you moved through the air, like, I got one 905 00:43:40,320 --> 00:43:43,400 Speaker 1: more album left for my label and then I'm gonna be, 906 00:43:43,520 --> 00:43:47,440 Speaker 1: uh completely independent. See right now, I'm independent with them, 907 00:43:47,560 --> 00:43:51,160 Speaker 1: the independent label, independent with them. So I thought getting 908 00:43:51,200 --> 00:43:54,440 Speaker 1: his dad's album be completely independent. So I'm really just 909 00:43:54,600 --> 00:43:57,600 Speaker 1: like stuck on shot and stay completely independent and just 910 00:43:57,840 --> 00:44:00,400 Speaker 1: just go that way, or should I just go to 911 00:44:00,480 --> 00:44:03,920 Speaker 1: a major? Know what I'm saying, just that type of 912 00:44:04,080 --> 00:44:08,040 Speaker 1: what I'm saying, has that Drake by that I would 913 00:44:08,080 --> 00:44:11,319 Speaker 1: tell them, Drake, I'm not what you what you how 914 00:44:11,320 --> 00:44:13,040 Speaker 1: do you feel about major labels and ship like that? 915 00:44:13,080 --> 00:44:15,239 Speaker 1: He was just telling me, just do it's best for you. 916 00:44:15,560 --> 00:44:17,680 Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. Just just just do its 917 00:44:17,800 --> 00:44:20,080 Speaker 1: best for you. What I'm saying, just like you like 918 00:44:20,160 --> 00:44:22,719 Speaker 1: what you want? Like what I'm saying that Man, I 919 00:44:22,800 --> 00:44:24,279 Speaker 1: just want to I don't want to get stuff. I 920 00:44:24,360 --> 00:44:25,840 Speaker 1: just want to drop my music when I want to 921 00:44:25,920 --> 00:44:27,600 Speaker 1: drop it, like I want to wake up right now. 922 00:44:27,719 --> 00:44:29,840 Speaker 1: But like a I'm from dropping dropping this tonight, I 923 00:44:29,840 --> 00:44:31,480 Speaker 1: wouldn't be able to do that. So that that that 924 00:44:31,680 --> 00:44:35,719 Speaker 1: that controlling that creativity is more important than of course 925 00:44:35,760 --> 00:44:38,279 Speaker 1: you want the money, but I need that money you need, right, 926 00:44:38,840 --> 00:44:42,120 Speaker 1: but you take a little less money if you control that. 927 00:44:42,320 --> 00:44:44,680 Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. The masters know what I'm saying. 928 00:44:44,680 --> 00:44:46,560 Speaker 1: I want to be able to control that. I don't 929 00:44:46,600 --> 00:44:49,480 Speaker 1: need to tell I can't drop to next yell no, no, 930 00:44:49,560 --> 00:44:51,000 Speaker 1: I would to be able to drop when I want to. 931 00:44:51,160 --> 00:44:53,959 Speaker 1: I don't want to drop because I basically my music 932 00:44:54,040 --> 00:44:57,799 Speaker 1: of real life, like like what's going on, Like, Hi, 933 00:44:58,840 --> 00:45:02,040 Speaker 1: how I'm feeling. I'm going through something now. I going 934 00:45:02,080 --> 00:45:04,920 Speaker 1: the studio and I recorded and I dropping the netthay, 935 00:45:05,400 --> 00:45:07,800 Speaker 1: I'm going through this. What I'm saying, this was on 936 00:45:07,920 --> 00:45:10,480 Speaker 1: my mind right here, right now today. I don't like 937 00:45:10,560 --> 00:45:12,000 Speaker 1: when i'd be doing it and I dropped it like 938 00:45:12,160 --> 00:45:14,680 Speaker 1: the symbol. I ain't in that mood, you know what 939 00:45:14,680 --> 00:45:18,239 Speaker 1: I'm saying. I had really embraced promote that because it's 940 00:45:18,280 --> 00:45:21,160 Speaker 1: like I ain't feeling what I'm saying. I had to 941 00:45:21,360 --> 00:45:23,600 Speaker 1: embrace that to my labor for like two or three years. 942 00:45:23,800 --> 00:45:25,759 Speaker 1: I'm like, listen, y'all, i gotta do it like this 943 00:45:25,840 --> 00:45:28,160 Speaker 1: because this is me what I'm saying, and shops to 944 00:45:28,200 --> 00:45:31,000 Speaker 1: be like she stops this whatever you want, like whatever 945 00:45:31,040 --> 00:45:33,160 Speaker 1: you want to go ahead what I'm saying, but it'll 946 00:45:33,160 --> 00:45:35,000 Speaker 1: be sometimes to be happening. I embrace it to the 947 00:45:35,040 --> 00:45:36,840 Speaker 1: rest of the team, like, brother, this's going on right there. 948 00:45:37,040 --> 00:45:40,759 Speaker 1: I need this to drop right now. Yeah, I ain't 949 00:45:40,880 --> 00:45:43,040 Speaker 1: gonna baby get the energy that that you know what 950 00:45:43,040 --> 00:45:46,080 Speaker 1: I'm saying, and they want to they want to do 951 00:45:46,120 --> 00:45:48,160 Speaker 1: it for like you know, they see they're really smart. 952 00:45:48,239 --> 00:45:51,479 Speaker 1: They be wanting to do all that. Yeah, like okay, 953 00:45:51,520 --> 00:45:59,839 Speaker 1: we gotta build this only at one point and they 954 00:45:59,840 --> 00:46:02,560 Speaker 1: thought I was doing that for for a purpose, like 955 00:46:03,320 --> 00:46:05,640 Speaker 1: like not dropping, like for to get paid, like not 956 00:46:05,719 --> 00:46:07,759 Speaker 1: getting paid for it, just dropping and like what I'm saying, 957 00:46:07,800 --> 00:46:09,840 Speaker 1: happening and catch up later if I will do their 958 00:46:09,880 --> 00:46:12,120 Speaker 1: own purpose. I'm like, no, this was That's what I 959 00:46:12,200 --> 00:46:14,239 Speaker 1: need to do. You know what I'm saying, that type 960 00:46:14,239 --> 00:46:16,560 Speaker 1: of stuff. He was going to put that music out 961 00:46:16,600 --> 00:46:18,160 Speaker 1: for these young boys, and they're gonna put that bitch 962 00:46:18,200 --> 00:46:20,160 Speaker 1: on SoundCloud or somewhere else and let it out. They 963 00:46:20,239 --> 00:46:22,640 Speaker 1: just wanted to out YouTube. You know what I'm saying, 964 00:46:23,080 --> 00:46:25,600 Speaker 1: I don't have it. You gotta you gotta keep you 965 00:46:25,680 --> 00:46:27,480 Speaker 1: gotta keep going. You gotta be consistent for you to 966 00:46:27,560 --> 00:46:30,279 Speaker 1: stay to stay relevant. You gotta be consistent because it 967 00:46:30,320 --> 00:46:34,360 Speaker 1: ain't not all this this movie is starting, like everything 968 00:46:34,480 --> 00:46:36,360 Speaker 1: has been changing. What I'm saying at the same like 969 00:46:36,840 --> 00:46:40,879 Speaker 1: back then what I'm saying, So it's different. Real the show, 970 00:46:42,000 --> 00:46:43,560 Speaker 1: what's the what's the ship? You want to say to 971 00:46:43,840 --> 00:46:46,560 Speaker 1: younger Knicks fans and Big Facts fans and supporters and 972 00:46:46,600 --> 00:46:50,479 Speaker 1: all that, like gym motivation. First of all, y'all gonna 973 00:46:50,480 --> 00:46:53,600 Speaker 1: scream my album all on me. You know what I'm saying, 974 00:46:53,680 --> 00:46:56,399 Speaker 1: be yourself, you know what I'm saying, A compass your gold. 975 00:46:56,440 --> 00:46:58,360 Speaker 1: You can do anything. You know what I'm saying. Sometimes 976 00:46:58,960 --> 00:47:01,600 Speaker 1: being brought up in a certain yes, you short stop 977 00:47:01,640 --> 00:47:04,040 Speaker 1: yourself sometimes because people around you, like the older people, 978 00:47:04,080 --> 00:47:06,800 Speaker 1: are probably to tell you, like, man, you can't do that. 979 00:47:07,400 --> 00:47:09,279 Speaker 1: That's one and one in the billion, you know what 980 00:47:09,320 --> 00:47:11,560 Speaker 1: I'm saying. When of the older people supposed to be 981 00:47:11,680 --> 00:47:14,600 Speaker 1: uplifting you, tending you to get from out the streets, Uh, 982 00:47:15,360 --> 00:47:16,880 Speaker 1: go go pick that ball up, let's go, come on, 983 00:47:17,000 --> 00:47:19,080 Speaker 1: let's go down here, and you're gonna be getting that 984 00:47:19,200 --> 00:47:21,320 Speaker 1: no more. Know what I'm saying. Old people want you 985 00:47:21,400 --> 00:47:23,719 Speaker 1: to fail. Be could they don't fail. There's a lot 986 00:47:23,760 --> 00:47:25,680 Speaker 1: of people names older people. That's a lot of people 987 00:47:25,800 --> 00:47:27,880 Speaker 1: here like you know things too, like no, because they 988 00:47:27,920 --> 00:47:30,160 Speaker 1: can't see, they can't see themselves doing they you know, 989 00:47:30,280 --> 00:47:32,400 Speaker 1: they would knock you down there and this world so 990 00:47:32,760 --> 00:47:35,920 Speaker 1: so so so much of the crap. Nobody wants you 991 00:47:35,960 --> 00:47:37,520 Speaker 1: to be bigger than them, Nobody wants you to be 992 00:47:37,600 --> 00:47:41,960 Speaker 1: better than them. Why when that went? When when I see. 993 00:47:42,040 --> 00:47:44,560 Speaker 1: That's that's what so good by my own boys. I'm 994 00:47:44,600 --> 00:47:47,440 Speaker 1: letting them know, like we all starts, bro, not just me, 995 00:47:48,160 --> 00:47:50,000 Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. We all started, you know what 996 00:47:50,040 --> 00:47:52,200 Speaker 1: I'm saying. So it's like I'm not I'm not gonna 997 00:47:52,239 --> 00:47:54,640 Speaker 1: be literally because I got my money in you or 998 00:47:54,760 --> 00:47:57,399 Speaker 1: I'm having a motion right here. Now we all start 999 00:47:57,920 --> 00:48:00,200 Speaker 1: treat you equally, like I'm gonna treat you like both 1000 00:48:00,239 --> 00:48:02,200 Speaker 1: of us got the billion dollars, you know what I'm saying, 1001 00:48:02,719 --> 00:48:05,560 Speaker 1: And that'd be a lot of these problems like that 1002 00:48:06,600 --> 00:48:08,759 Speaker 1: they get big head and I don't want you dare 1003 00:48:08,880 --> 00:48:12,200 Speaker 1: do something for you. I see my dog like just 1004 00:48:12,280 --> 00:48:14,560 Speaker 1: not the world is do something for you, but just 1005 00:48:14,840 --> 00:48:17,680 Speaker 1: just enough so you're gonna be bigger than them and 1006 00:48:17,760 --> 00:48:20,359 Speaker 1: that and that and that's real selfish what I'm saying. 1007 00:48:20,360 --> 00:48:22,920 Speaker 1: We're a team. So we got one dream and one goal. 1008 00:48:23,160 --> 00:48:27,400 Speaker 1: And I'm saying, when they're still on this us, nobody 1009 00:48:27,440 --> 00:48:33,120 Speaker 1: who period always in the one shooting the game when 1010 00:48:33,120 --> 00:48:37,080 Speaker 1: the shot exactly I'm celebrant who dunking what I'm saying, No, 1011 00:48:37,239 --> 00:48:39,279 Speaker 1: I meant the whole team, you know what I'm saying. 1012 00:48:39,920 --> 00:48:41,560 Speaker 1: Even if you got team for the All Stars. But 1013 00:48:41,600 --> 00:48:44,799 Speaker 1: everybody gets selfish. You ain't gonna win. Bro. Everybody gotta 1014 00:48:44,800 --> 00:48:46,600 Speaker 1: be on the same type of thing, same this. We 1015 00:48:46,680 --> 00:48:49,200 Speaker 1: gotta had the same type of grind. What I'm saying, 1016 00:48:49,640 --> 00:48:51,960 Speaker 1: I won't do. You want that right here? Woo, Let's 1017 00:48:52,000 --> 00:48:53,920 Speaker 1: put this together. Let's go, let's get this together. You 1018 00:48:54,000 --> 00:48:55,640 Speaker 1: might be a star right here and be a start him, 1019 00:48:55,719 --> 00:48:57,640 Speaker 1: but we put this together gonna be bigger. It's a 1020 00:48:57,680 --> 00:48:59,960 Speaker 1: bigger picture, you know what I'm saying. We're helping each other. 1021 00:49:00,440 --> 00:49:04,239 Speaker 1: Ain't about who bigger and who got my money? No, 1022 00:49:05,000 --> 00:49:07,400 Speaker 1: get you some money. I'm saluting and ship. I was 1023 00:49:07,440 --> 00:49:09,719 Speaker 1: the first one with me to all others. But you've 1024 00:49:09,760 --> 00:49:11,879 Speaker 1: got my money to me. That's ship. That's good Ship. 1025 00:49:12,360 --> 00:49:18,960 Speaker 1: I'm happy for help me with the load. Step up, 1026 00:49:19,280 --> 00:49:20,960 Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. And that's what's good. When 1027 00:49:21,520 --> 00:49:24,600 Speaker 1: when like right now, I see I see everybody like 1028 00:49:25,239 --> 00:49:27,879 Speaker 1: it took us a minute, but it's falling the place. 1029 00:49:27,920 --> 00:49:30,120 Speaker 1: What I'm saying, even builter for so long. I see 1030 00:49:30,560 --> 00:49:34,040 Speaker 1: like Jim k you know what I'm saying, he's stepping. 1031 00:49:34,040 --> 00:49:36,400 Speaker 1: He's been out for like five six months. He's just 1032 00:49:36,520 --> 00:49:38,400 Speaker 1: been stepping and he's been stepping it up. You know 1033 00:49:38,440 --> 00:49:44,400 Speaker 1: what I'm saying, he's been, Uh you want to come 1034 00:49:44,440 --> 00:49:48,640 Speaker 1: my hand, you know, you just want to see what's 1035 00:49:48,640 --> 00:49:56,399 Speaker 1: going on. Make some big facts, you know. One Yeah, 1036 00:49:56,719 --> 00:50:00,680 Speaker 1: like I said, like Jim k like Jim kuh right 1037 00:50:00,719 --> 00:50:02,200 Speaker 1: now he's been, he's been going up. You know what 1038 00:50:02,239 --> 00:50:04,560 Speaker 1: I'm saying, I'm saluting them back street doing this thing. 1039 00:50:04,840 --> 00:50:06,319 Speaker 1: See when cases will get out of case, are gonna 1040 00:50:06,320 --> 00:50:08,480 Speaker 1: be doing this thing like easy them. Everybody got your 1041 00:50:08,480 --> 00:50:11,759 Speaker 1: own motion and I'm gonna lie. I just seen Jim 1042 00:50:11,880 --> 00:50:13,719 Speaker 1: Ca just go through the ship just signed little ship 1043 00:50:13,760 --> 00:50:15,360 Speaker 1: and what I'm saying, ship not a little shit, my 1044 00:50:15,440 --> 00:50:19,359 Speaker 1: bad something big what I'm saying, And just seeing him 1045 00:50:19,400 --> 00:50:21,120 Speaker 1: do that just me. It woked me back up again. 1046 00:50:21,239 --> 00:50:24,200 Speaker 1: Like all right, we emotional, bro, you know what I'm saying. 1047 00:50:24,360 --> 00:50:26,440 Speaker 1: And we're just be motivating each other and give me 1048 00:50:26,480 --> 00:50:28,360 Speaker 1: each other a lot a little running like this and 1049 00:50:28,440 --> 00:50:31,080 Speaker 1: like it's somebody I can just like he feel all that. 1050 00:50:31,280 --> 00:50:33,520 Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. I just I just I 1051 00:50:33,719 --> 00:50:36,480 Speaker 1: like to see people in bro, especially people around me. 1052 00:50:36,560 --> 00:50:40,560 Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. I see it's gonna get down, 1053 00:50:41,200 --> 00:50:44,880 Speaker 1: you go back outside. We like to create new new 1054 00:50:44,960 --> 00:50:47,719 Speaker 1: fans on big facts too. So somebody ain't tapped into you, 1055 00:50:47,840 --> 00:50:50,439 Speaker 1: ain't never heard of young in age song yet, what's 1056 00:50:50,480 --> 00:50:51,920 Speaker 1: the first song they need to listen to it to 1057 00:50:52,000 --> 00:50:54,480 Speaker 1: be this album? Any album, what's what's the first song? 1058 00:50:54,920 --> 00:50:56,960 Speaker 1: Like your best work, you would say, you listen to that, 1059 00:50:56,960 --> 00:51:06,439 Speaker 1: you're gonna be a fan of me. Um um See, 1060 00:51:07,120 --> 00:51:11,680 Speaker 1: people people love pain. That called paincaboy, listening to Pain, 1061 00:51:11,719 --> 00:51:15,000 Speaker 1: you can relate, like you can actually see my story 1062 00:51:15,680 --> 00:51:17,640 Speaker 1: what I'm saying. Just after that song, you can see, Okay, 1063 00:51:18,239 --> 00:51:20,400 Speaker 1: he'd been through this. He this is actually real what 1064 00:51:20,480 --> 00:51:22,400 Speaker 1: I'm saying, what he'd went through. He said, you got 1065 00:51:22,480 --> 00:51:25,719 Speaker 1: shot eight times, that this actually happened. He lost his 1066 00:51:25,800 --> 00:51:29,000 Speaker 1: Brother's gonna acta him. This what made him bigo is today. 1067 00:51:29,120 --> 00:51:31,480 Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying, Like Pain on my new album, 1068 00:51:31,640 --> 00:51:34,880 Speaker 1: got nobody left behind. All my music speak on different 1069 00:51:34,920 --> 00:51:36,360 Speaker 1: parts of me. You know what I'm saying, that nobody 1070 00:51:36,400 --> 00:51:38,560 Speaker 1: left mind. Just I've just explained by how I want 1071 00:51:38,600 --> 00:51:41,319 Speaker 1: everybody to win. That expresses that. And you got gangs 1072 00:51:41,520 --> 00:51:45,239 Speaker 1: music and know what I'm saying. So it's just go listen, 1073 00:51:45,400 --> 00:51:49,200 Speaker 1: just taking timelines. You're listening just what I'm saying for 1074 00:51:50,600 --> 00:51:52,640 Speaker 1: big shotshout the young age putting up a big fact. 1075 00:51:52,680 --> 00:51:56,040 Speaker 1: We appreciate you, my brother, my success, the future. Triple 1076 00:51:56,239 --> 00:52:00,520 Speaker 1: w dot, Big facts pot dot com. You're listening facts 1077 00:52:00,760 --> 00:52:04,719 Speaker 1: with Big Bank and DJ Scream. 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