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Speaker 1: Forever.

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Speaker 2: Hi.

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Speaker 3: Hi, wow, hey friend. So I'm in a great mood.

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Speaker 3: I see you in your school shooter wig.

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Speaker 4: What's going on?

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Speaker 1: Oh?

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Speaker 4: Okay?

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Speaker 3: So yes, if you listen to the Patreon, you know

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Speaker 3: they sent me three terrible wigs and if I put

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Speaker 3: one on backwards, like with the back to the front,

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Speaker 3: it looks like a school shooter wig. So that's the

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Speaker 3: energy I'm on right now, just like a get out

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Speaker 3: of my room.

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Speaker 4: Karen, Like I call my mom by her first name.

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Speaker 3: I'm gonna paint my fingernails black after the episode is

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Speaker 3: done because it's very it's very like early two thousand

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Speaker 3: ye like emo. Yeah, she has a black shirt on.

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Speaker 3: It's like, I'm up creep.

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Speaker 4: I'm a weird. I feel like a lippering on right.

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Speaker 4: You guys this big lippering energy this week. Yeah, you

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Speaker 4: should also have your nipples piers too. I mean they're not,

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Speaker 4: but yeah, you know, I'm gonna think about it.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, Andrew, you have one merch today, Babe.

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Speaker 5: I'm wearing merch today. I do love this shirt. It's

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Speaker 5: very comfortable, just for okay.

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Speaker 4: The fabric is one hundred percent not ours. Yes, Andrew,

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Speaker 4: I love you and I miss you. Hey guys. Wow,

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Speaker 4: we're just thriving over here.

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Speaker 5: You're on something today.

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Speaker 2: I.

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Speaker 4: Am, I am.

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Speaker 3: Should we get into it? Oh, we get into my expertise. Yes,

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Speaker 3: let's start. Let's start.

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Speaker 4: I'm on the export of Jesus. Take the wheel.

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Speaker 3: Okay, I'm putting throwing my hands up to the Lord

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Speaker 3: and letting him guide me and wherever I need to be.

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Speaker 4: Okay, Okay, she's she's, she's.

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Speaker 3: She's out here talking to someone. Okay, having like really

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Speaker 3: good phone texts, and I am, I'm having a blast.

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Speaker 3: Let me turn my wig back around because we talked

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Speaker 3: about Yeah, yeah, you.

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Speaker 4: Swivel it to the church. Yeah, yeah, yeah, just do

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Speaker 4: it to the side.

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Speaker 3: Wait, okay, we're having phenomenal phone sex. What makes good

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Speaker 3: phone sex just being completely open and not worried about

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Speaker 3: like what's going on? You know, I put the ring

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Speaker 3: light on the puss. So put the ring light on

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Speaker 3: the pussy. Okay, Okay, was listening, doll and glistening. I

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Speaker 3: put my hand right there in my pussing, like you

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Speaker 3: know how the YouTube pan you do the YouTube pant

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Speaker 3: up against Okay, yeah, okay, I you know I saw

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Speaker 3: my body and I was like, damn, Okay, this is

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Speaker 3: a blessing. Okay, that is a really good feeling to

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Speaker 3: like look in the mirror and like what you see

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Speaker 3: I did, because that that's not an everyday thing for everybody,

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Speaker 3: for anybody.

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Speaker 4: I don't think it's an every day thing for anybody.

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Speaker 3: But sometimes you like lock into like you know what

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Speaker 3: you actually look like and you and it's.

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Speaker 4: Like and you know, my body was just like moist.

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Speaker 4: It was nice. I really enjoyed this person a lot.

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Speaker 3: And so I'm just having a ball, well not a ball,

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Speaker 3: I'm I'm.

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Speaker 4: Having a clit. It's great. It's I'm having a lid

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Speaker 4: out here. Who that's merch. That's merch. Friend, I'm so.

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Speaker 3: In a better place. It's insane. Okay, so you have

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Speaker 3: phone sex this morning before? The body is no last night,

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Speaker 3: the night before, the night before that that.

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Speaker 4: We're kind of obsessed. So what are y'all doing to

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Speaker 4: make it different every time? Or is I'm just switching

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Speaker 4: it up?

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Speaker 3: Like one day I did it in the shower, which

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Speaker 3: was yesterday.

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Speaker 4: You bought the MacBook Pro into the shower. That's why

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Speaker 4: I was great. It's cracked, friend, you dropped your laptop

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Speaker 4: in a shower. No, baby girl. No, baby girl.

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Speaker 3: I had my phone, you know, propped it up in

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Speaker 3: the corner of the tub, and you know, let's let

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Speaker 3: the water run. Oh, can't Sidneys the most that you've

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Speaker 3: given us in three years.

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Speaker 1: You know.

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Speaker 3: I I after we had that conversation last week, I said,

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Speaker 3: you know what, I'm not gonna let my friend down anymore.

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Speaker 3: She was upset, highly upset. You You left me a

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Speaker 3: motherfucking review. And somebody wrote on iTunes, I love how

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Speaker 3: one is interesting and one is boring.

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Speaker 4: We're changing, We're changing the narrative, bitch.

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Speaker 3: Somebody wrote, somebody fucking wrote that ship it was trash.

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Speaker 4: Oh I love it, but I hate it.

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Speaker 3: That's why I'm getting That's why I'm about to get mine.

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Speaker 3: So it doesn't matter. They could say whatever they want.

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Speaker 3: They can say I'm boring, but in real life we

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Speaker 3: know what I'm giving.

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Speaker 5: What amount of stew they give.

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Speaker 4: It was five stars, but it was five stars.

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Speaker 3: They were like two interesting people would be too much.

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Speaker 4: So no, Sydney. No, the drag was serious.

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Speaker 3: I was like, maybe they're talking about well, honestly you

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Speaker 3: because we don't know when the person started listening, so

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Speaker 3: maybe the like the earlier.

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Speaker 4: Episode it was they left the review on Saturday.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, but I mean they could have been maybe they

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Speaker 3: started listening from the very beginning when you were interesting.

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Speaker 4: No, friend, I think it was like the recent episode.

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Speaker 5: M It's fine that it was Sydney that was the

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Speaker 5: non interesting.

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Speaker 4: Because no, I'm not.

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Speaker 3: I'm saying we started the episodes, Sydney was the interesting

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Speaker 3: one and then we That's what I'm saying. So I'm saying,

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Speaker 3: maybe they're talking about me, but Sidney thinks No, I mean,

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Speaker 3: I don't. I don't think it's Okay, well, let's let's

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Speaker 3: let's just go off on this motherfucking person real quick,

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Speaker 3: because they they left a name, and you know, let's

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Speaker 3: if you're listening.

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Speaker 4: If you're listening, was it who were you talking about?

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Speaker 4: And at us founded?

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Speaker 3: Yeah, yep, yeah, I love. I want to thought that

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Speaker 3: one is boring. It says it's a great dynamic. Two

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Speaker 3: interesting people might be too much. This chemistry is perfect.

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Speaker 3: But the title of it. I love how one is

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Speaker 3: boring and one is interesting. Okay, I can read, bitch, Now,

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Speaker 3: what were you an expert in this week?

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Speaker 4: Let's go.

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Speaker 3: I was reading because I didn't even read the titles.

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Speaker 3: I read the title right to the body. Shout out

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Speaker 3: to Astrid. That's the name of somebody who would write

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Speaker 4: In cell She's Antifa. That sounds like an RV sigger

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Speaker 4: Queen Antifa. I don't know, friends, I feel like yours

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Speaker 3: I think this year I was ANX this year, this

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Speaker 3: week I was an expert in being patient because I'm

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Speaker 3: like Sydney, I have not been having interesting phone sex

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Speaker 3: that I was sleeping with hurt themselves and is now

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Speaker 3: on the injury list.

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Speaker 4: So uh, you know, I'm I'm sending messages.

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Speaker 3: About ice packs and heat and none of it is

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Speaker 3: that the Lord is testing me right now, and I think, really,

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Speaker 3: this is what I get, because you can't have too

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Speaker 3: much of a good thing, because I've been getting good

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Speaker 3: dick the whole quarantine, and I've been of a bit

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Speaker 3: just I've been laughing at all of my set friends

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Speaker 3: now literally it's been five days and I'm like.

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Speaker 5: Whyd Lord, did he get injured on his dick?

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Speaker 4: No?

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Speaker 3: No, no, no, no, but it's like a back injury

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Speaker 3: you need he can't.

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Speaker 4: You can't give me the.

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Speaker 3: Daddy long strokes if you're bad back is you know

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Speaker 3: that Marie muscle weighs more than fat so that it

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Speaker 3: helps him blow his back out.

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Speaker 4: That's what happened.

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Speaker 3: Yes, so you know, I'm just like I called on

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Speaker 3: this day and I was like, so when you think

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Speaker 3: every day I wake up and it feels different.

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Speaker 4: But you might have to get back on these streets.

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Speaker 4: Yells somebody to get back as Sydney.

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Speaker 3: It's literally been five days and I'm like, damn, I

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Speaker 3: gotta get new photos on the Yeah, Hinder like it's

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Speaker 3: I gotta stop. You better use those Macy ads which ones?

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Speaker 3: There's so many?

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Speaker 4: So I feel like I got to put bald.

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Speaker 3: I don't think I have any bald pictures on any

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Speaker 3: in at least half of the photos. Speaking of balding,

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Speaker 3: our next yes is you know a crowd fagitish. He's

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Speaker 3: He's been on other podcasts and shouted them out because

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Speaker 3: you know pod, I'm gonna need you to follow this, uh,

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Speaker 3: this important figure that's on the pod today.

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Speaker 4: Give it up for our what is it? Dick and death?

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Speaker 4: Dick and death?

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Speaker 3: Wow, Alex English, Alex Elizabeth English, Yes, hi, Alex, Alex.

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Speaker 2: I really can't believe that enter that that's what it is.

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Speaker 1: I mean, first of all, I don't go shouting out

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Speaker 2: I don't. That's just something.

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Speaker 4: He said. That's tachy sis.

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Speaker 1: I feel like I feel like, you know, there's certain

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Speaker 1: And it don't have to be associated with really anything,

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Speaker 4: I'm sorry. That's very big and nobody knows what neither

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Speaker 4: of y'all are talking about. This is very niche.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, you and you and your men and black Glasses

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Speaker 3: have got to give us more.

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Speaker 4: Well, I'm saying I didn't really, I didn't really. Sorry.

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Speaker 3: He went on a podcast that was on the network

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Speaker 3: and he was like, yeah, I love their fans.

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Speaker 4: They they all following me.

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Speaker 3: They treated me like a king. And I'm like, so, so,

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Speaker 3: what is what is our followers?

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Speaker 4: What are our listeners?

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Speaker 2: Well, I mean follow Yeah, yeah, you're following, y'all listeners.

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Speaker 2: This is shady as y'all. As y'all are. So they

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Speaker 2: show up.

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Speaker 1: In my comments talking about how I got dragged on

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Speaker 1: the last episode.

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Speaker 4: Shout out to.

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Speaker 2: Y'all. Got you niggas got barbs? We do have y'all

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Speaker 2: got y'all got the barbs of the of the podcast community.

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Speaker 4: We don't want to be barbs?

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Speaker 1: Can we?

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Speaker 3: Nav?

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Speaker 4: Can we?

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Speaker 5: I don't want to be what I feel like it's

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Speaker 5: more navy.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, you know, I'm not. I'm kidding.

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Speaker 4: I kid, We're gonna change that. We're gonna change that.

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Speaker 2: Follow your following, Your listeners are cool too.

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Speaker 1: I get people hitting me up from your podcast, but

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Speaker 1: I mean, I just was keeping it real, man. I

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Speaker 1: ain't never got no you know, dig picks, ass picks.

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Speaker 1: I ain't got nobody.

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Speaker 2: From a special expert. Y'all, y'all your gay followers a bougie.

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Speaker 4: Okay, hold on, listen, listen, hold on listeners. This is action.

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Speaker 2: I guess.

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Speaker 4: I guess hold on.

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Speaker 4: Not really you know, hold on, Alex, hold on.

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Speaker 2: They're not impressed, which is fine, you know, I.

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Speaker 4: Mean, this is a call to action if you're listening.

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Speaker 3: And I know we've got gays in San Francisco, Santiago

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Speaker 4: We got gaze all over the globe.

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Speaker 1: About Missouri, but keeping the.

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Speaker 4: Cow and corn out there, so I know.

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Speaker 1: All I know is my name to Geary was just

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Speaker 1: That's just telling me there's nobody. There's nobody there, So

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Speaker 4: Listen gaze across the globe listening to this.

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Speaker 3: And and if you have a Dick pic on your

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Speaker 1: If I've received more dig pics from Marie, then then

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Speaker 4: Oh wow, I know that.

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Speaker 6: I've thought that about a video of someone just striking

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Speaker 3: You were drinking, can put it on the zoom you

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Speaker 6: Bitch, it's not that's like crazy I've never even talked

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Speaker 3: Andrew, whoa I had to take my wig off?

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Speaker 1: That is and face looks that's a good Who is?

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Speaker 2: Wait?

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Speaker 4: Is the is the you know the ring light? Is

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Speaker 1: Real?

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Speaker 2: Yes?

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Speaker 4: He follow is the phone on a ring light?

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Speaker 3: Because he's not even holding the phone?

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Speaker 4: Get that following?

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Speaker 5: He follows you, wife Joe?

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Speaker 2: He follows me? No, not you.

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Speaker 4: But he will after he will after.

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Speaker 1: No, no, yo, wife, man be you know white men

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Speaker 1: are angry motherfuckers. You see how hard I ain't never

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Speaker 4: Like, can you give us a little preview demo?

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Speaker 1: You gotta be you gotta be nice that if if

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Speaker 4: Okay, the expert in uh, you know, Dick and death.

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Speaker 2: There we go and my dick, my dicken.

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Speaker 4: How you doing.

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Speaker 2: I'm I'm let's see, I'm I'm I'm cool. There was

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Speaker 2: He never really he.

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Speaker 1: Did not fuck with miss He treated it exactly like

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Speaker 2: Really got to come back here, but like once or

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Speaker 2: twice to stay. What's up to y'all?

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Speaker 1: Death?

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Speaker 2: Niggas up, and then I'm going back to my to

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Speaker 3: Right So the way that we so, the way we

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Speaker 4: Yes, yes, wow, wow, yes, okay, yeah, I've never been.

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Speaker 2: A very aggressive no.

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Speaker 2: Never really knew what my grandfather did.

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Speaker 1: That Nigga was like a cartoon character that he would

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Speaker 2: So that's so to me.

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Speaker 1: He was just always coming home telling some story about

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Speaker 2: The border doing god knows. But like then he and

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Speaker 2: san Diega, I'm like, what do you do? How do you?

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Speaker 2: How are you alive? Right now? Like it just none

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Speaker 4: He was it sounds like you, Alex.

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Speaker 3: I mean, none of the stories ever made any sense,

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Speaker 2: I like that that on.

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Speaker 4: A shirt, Babe put that on across the back of

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Speaker 1: So like he So, yeah, he passed from from all

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Speaker 2: I say, so we did so we did so.

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Speaker 1: I did all of that in my head and I

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Speaker 1: Then it was easier than I expected to be to

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Speaker 4: No, okay, can you remove your sung lesses? So yeah,

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Speaker 4: yeah they.

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Speaker 2: Read because I got high before I started with you.

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Speaker 4: I mean I also got but my eyes are white.

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Speaker 2: Well you need to talk to your drug dealer about that.

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Speaker 4: No. No, if you go my wat is organic, not read,

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Speaker 2: You ain't really up here.

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Speaker 4: No no, no, Alex, your eyes are red. If your

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Speaker 1: You gotta smoke into your You gotta smoke until your

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Speaker 2: And your your weed is good. When your stories don't make.

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Speaker 3: I will give that to your friend because because you

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Speaker 4: You got that.

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Speaker 3: Your whet is loud, loud, Okay, keep going anyway.

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Speaker 4: So, yes, you were calling your mom, you're checking in.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, just kept calling you. So I was just like, Yo,

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Speaker 1: this is then facetiming. I don't even like like I

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Speaker 2: Hard to like, I mean, I call my mom.

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Speaker 1: Like you speak to you mom regularly regularly every other day.

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Speaker 1: If not, we do Monday and it maybe Thursday, and

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Speaker 2: But like, I just like on.

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Speaker 1: The phone, I'm always thinking, I forget which family member

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Speaker 4: That's so funny being.

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Speaker 2: Told that when you're like young, I never like.

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Speaker 1: Enjoyed being on the phone that long because that would

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Speaker 2: You too, yeah, yeah you have like but it was

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Speaker 4: Did you guys see Talladega Knights?

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Speaker 5: No?

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Speaker 3: Yes, Okay, so this movie Talladegan Knights. It's a Will

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Speaker 4: I have to be first or I'm last.

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Speaker 3: And he said that out loud as an adult in

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Speaker 3: other places that you can come in and Alex, that's

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Speaker 3: what you sound like if you're on the phone for

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Speaker 2: Yo, let's wrap this up before I start like looking

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Speaker 4: That's so crazy.

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Speaker 1: So I mean it just affected the way, like because

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Speaker 1: on the phone, but.

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Speaker 4: I called you, called you several times, I know.

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Speaker 2: But a lot of people.

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Speaker 1: If here's the thing, if I'm like on the phone,

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Speaker 1: if I answer the phone and I've got something going on, mh,

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Speaker 1: I'm going to be distracted, Like I'm going to be

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Speaker 1: distracted by their conversation. I'm probably thinking going through something.

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Speaker 1: So I don't answer the phone.

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Speaker 2: So I'm not like if I'm snappy or I'm having

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Speaker 2: like a bad day or whatever, I.

448
00:22:38,960 --> 00:22:41,600
Speaker 1: Wouldn't go out in public and hang out with you

449
00:22:41,840 --> 00:22:43,720
Speaker 1: if I know, I ain't really in the best move,

450
00:22:44,080 --> 00:22:47,959
Speaker 1: you know, So I'm not going to answer the phone. Know,

451
00:22:48,000 --> 00:22:51,520
Speaker 1: it just depends maybe an emergency or something, you know.

452
00:22:51,560 --> 00:22:53,840
Speaker 1: I don't know, No, I was, it was just a

453
00:22:53,840 --> 00:22:54,440
Speaker 1: lot going on.

454
00:22:54,760 --> 00:22:56,000
Speaker 4: I understand what you're saying.

455
00:22:56,040 --> 00:22:58,880
Speaker 3: I'm I'm kind of like that with FaceTime, Like I'll

456
00:22:58,880 --> 00:23:00,800
Speaker 3: get on the phone, but I don't always want to

457
00:23:00,800 --> 00:23:05,080
Speaker 3: be on FaceTime, mainly because like I like to walk

458
00:23:05,119 --> 00:23:07,760
Speaker 3: around my house naked, and when Sidney facetimes me, that

459
00:23:07,800 --> 00:23:10,800
Speaker 3: means I gotta put on some top of the top and

460
00:23:10,800 --> 00:23:12,640
Speaker 3: then I gotta put on bottoms so she don't see

461
00:23:13,040 --> 00:23:13,960
Speaker 3: her ass on my.

462
00:23:17,320 --> 00:23:20,920
Speaker 1: She she would not hang up, she would not hang

463
00:23:21,000 --> 00:23:22,959
Speaker 1: up on you.

464
00:23:24,600 --> 00:23:28,639
Speaker 3: I've seen parts of Marie and everything is wonderful, but

465
00:23:28,720 --> 00:23:30,480
Speaker 3: I actually love her personality.

466
00:23:31,160 --> 00:23:35,280
Speaker 4: Hilarious anyway, that's shod I was actually that day.

467
00:23:36,359 --> 00:23:41,000
Speaker 3: But sometimes getting on the phone with somebody, hold.

468
00:23:40,800 --> 00:23:44,159
Speaker 4: On the ishcream truck is driving by really loud, but

469
00:23:44,520 --> 00:23:47,359
Speaker 4: some ship, mister softy.

470
00:23:47,920 --> 00:23:49,800
Speaker 3: Sometimes being on the phone with somebody when you're kind

471
00:23:49,800 --> 00:23:52,719
Speaker 3: of in a bad mood, elevate your mood, is what

472
00:23:52,760 --> 00:23:56,560
Speaker 3: I was going to say, true, because it's easy, especially now,

473
00:23:56,680 --> 00:24:00,800
Speaker 3: like like we're alone and we been in the house,

474
00:24:01,280 --> 00:24:04,480
Speaker 3: it's easy to kind of sit in that bad mood.

475
00:24:05,400 --> 00:24:07,800
Speaker 3: It's either to be like I don't want to what

476
00:24:07,880 --> 00:24:09,880
Speaker 3: a gross day, I don't want to talk to nobody else,

477
00:24:09,880 --> 00:24:10,760
Speaker 3: I don't want to do anything.

478
00:24:10,800 --> 00:24:11,880
Speaker 4: I'm just gonna get high and.

479
00:24:11,800 --> 00:24:12,280
Speaker 2: Sit in the dark.

480
00:24:12,320 --> 00:24:15,160
Speaker 4: And it's like, no, sometimes you have to do something

481
00:24:15,160 --> 00:24:15,679
Speaker 4: that you don't.

482
00:24:15,560 --> 00:24:15,919
Speaker 3: Want to do.

483
00:24:16,640 --> 00:24:18,919
Speaker 1: Well, Yeah, that was that was That was like a

484
00:24:18,960 --> 00:24:23,000
Speaker 1: big step for me to even accept, like I had

485
00:24:23,119 --> 00:24:27,000
Speaker 1: so many people because you know, like this is a weird,

486
00:24:27,040 --> 00:24:28,760
Speaker 1: this is a weird thing that I had to like

487
00:24:29,160 --> 00:24:32,520
Speaker 1: tell myself in a way because so many of the

488
00:24:32,560 --> 00:24:35,840
Speaker 1: people I only have like a short there's a very

489
00:24:35,920 --> 00:24:39,200
Speaker 1: short list of people that I like speak to on

490
00:24:39,240 --> 00:24:42,040
Speaker 1: the phone or like close friends of mine who I

491
00:24:42,119 --> 00:24:46,359
Speaker 1: will call the phone for and you know, accept it

492
00:24:46,359 --> 00:24:48,320
Speaker 1: because it could be anything, you know, because it's just

493
00:24:48,400 --> 00:24:55,640
Speaker 1: that close. So I feel like with anybody else, if

494
00:24:55,640 --> 00:24:57,960
Speaker 1: you don't hear from me online, which is such a

495
00:24:58,040 --> 00:25:00,679
Speaker 1: stupid it's such a weird thing that I'm like, this

496
00:25:00,760 --> 00:25:04,119
Speaker 1: is making me think, oh, I have to tell I

497
00:25:04,160 --> 00:25:08,240
Speaker 1: don't really feel like individually telling people or them trying

498
00:25:08,280 --> 00:25:10,080
Speaker 1: to get to me and having to respond with that.

499
00:25:10,359 --> 00:25:14,280
Speaker 1: It's easy for me to post something so that you know,

500
00:25:14,320 --> 00:25:16,920
Speaker 1: that's the end. But it made me really think about

501
00:25:16,920 --> 00:25:19,480
Speaker 1: my connection to the internet, and I'm just like, yo,

502
00:25:19,880 --> 00:25:22,360
Speaker 1: this is wild that in order for me to communicate

503
00:25:22,440 --> 00:25:26,760
Speaker 1: that hey, I'm going through stuffing, please don't over like,

504
00:25:26,840 --> 00:25:28,520
Speaker 1: thank you for your wishes, and because I had a

505
00:25:28,520 --> 00:25:29,720
Speaker 1: lot of people text me and stuff.

506
00:25:29,760 --> 00:25:32,960
Speaker 2: But after a while, it gets like other woman, the

507
00:25:33,600 --> 00:25:34,280
Speaker 2: feeling of.

508
00:25:34,200 --> 00:25:36,320
Speaker 1: Having to respond to it and get you know, because

509
00:25:36,320 --> 00:25:38,880
Speaker 1: people are I'm somebody that's like if people are reaching

510
00:25:38,920 --> 00:25:42,240
Speaker 1: out to me, I'm definitely appreciing to of that. But

511
00:25:42,280 --> 00:25:44,480
Speaker 1: the way I process breathing and stuff like this is

512
00:25:44,560 --> 00:25:46,399
Speaker 1: you knowing that I just need to sit and.

513
00:25:46,280 --> 00:25:47,320
Speaker 2: Think and.

514
00:25:49,200 --> 00:25:53,160
Speaker 1: Reminisce and cry about it, stuff that I've done it

515
00:25:53,520 --> 00:25:56,040
Speaker 1: so much that by the time I got it all

516
00:25:56,080 --> 00:25:59,520
Speaker 1: out then I can. I just need everybody to let

517
00:25:59,560 --> 00:26:02,560
Speaker 1: me live live in this and just really only talk

518
00:26:02,600 --> 00:26:04,720
Speaker 1: to my mom and talk to my dad and like

519
00:26:04,800 --> 00:26:07,320
Speaker 1: talk to my family because a lot of times, like

520
00:26:08,680 --> 00:26:13,000
Speaker 1: how I am with friends, I'm always like I'm I'm

521
00:26:13,040 --> 00:26:16,800
Speaker 1: the texter before the caller because like, yo, if.

522
00:26:16,640 --> 00:26:18,000
Speaker 2: You need anything, to hit me up.

523
00:26:18,400 --> 00:26:22,359
Speaker 1: And then because especially like if the news just came

524
00:26:22,400 --> 00:26:23,160
Speaker 1: out or something.

525
00:26:23,160 --> 00:26:24,360
Speaker 2: I'm just always like trying to.

526
00:26:24,320 --> 00:26:28,600
Speaker 1: Be careful with people because everybody deals with stuff like

527
00:26:28,640 --> 00:26:32,360
Speaker 1: that differently, especially now, So I'm just always trying to give.

528
00:26:32,200 --> 00:26:38,680
Speaker 2: Everybody more grace. Okay, Yes, this ain't funny, no, most

529
00:26:38,680 --> 00:26:40,000
Speaker 2: And that's why I want.

530
00:26:39,920 --> 00:26:40,399
Speaker 4: To talk about it.

531
00:26:40,480 --> 00:26:46,400
Speaker 7: I mean, remember when you I mean no, okay, so no, no,

532
00:26:47,160 --> 00:26:52,400
Speaker 7: hold on, We're able to give you layers.

533
00:26:53,000 --> 00:26:56,600
Speaker 3: And this is just the first part of the podcast. Yeah,

534
00:26:56,800 --> 00:26:59,560
Speaker 3: so we're gonna cut We're gonna cut off now and

535
00:26:59,640 --> 00:27:01,240
Speaker 3: start the second half.

536
00:27:05,920 --> 00:27:06,360
Speaker 4: Mind you.

537
00:27:08,119 --> 00:27:12,040
Speaker 1: Joke yo, send me yo, see me take an emperor

538
00:27:12,160 --> 00:27:13,120
Speaker 1: one on one online.

539
00:27:15,520 --> 00:27:17,280
Speaker 3: That's why she lets you talk for so long because

540
00:27:17,280 --> 00:27:18,240
Speaker 3: she was googling how to.

541
00:27:18,200 --> 00:27:21,639
Speaker 2: Get you even listening. She wasn't even listening.

542
00:27:21,680 --> 00:27:24,480
Speaker 4: She wasn't listening. She wasn't listening.

543
00:27:24,520 --> 00:27:27,240
Speaker 2: That's why. That's why I answered her phone call.

544
00:27:27,320 --> 00:27:31,760
Speaker 1: That's why I asked him like listening that way looking,

545
00:27:32,240 --> 00:27:33,320
Speaker 1: I'm pouring out poor and.

546
00:27:33,320 --> 00:27:34,240
Speaker 2: She's looking at selfie.

547
00:27:34,240 --> 00:27:36,960
Speaker 3: She looking at you know, she's looking at selfies on

548
00:27:36,960 --> 00:27:41,400
Speaker 3: her She buying color eyeliner.

549
00:27:41,800 --> 00:27:43,720
Speaker 2: She rewinded stick can't cook.

550
00:27:47,280 --> 00:27:49,119
Speaker 4: Dragged me, Alex dragged me yo.

551
00:27:49,240 --> 00:27:49,919
Speaker 2: Here's here's the thing.

552
00:27:50,200 --> 00:27:53,959
Speaker 4: Just tell us, just tell us how. Yeah, let's tell

553
00:27:53,960 --> 00:27:54,520
Speaker 4: you're doing.

554
00:27:54,560 --> 00:27:57,560
Speaker 1: Because the thing is like I have been dealing with

555
00:27:57,600 --> 00:27:59,840
Speaker 1: it just by coming out of it, because it's basically like.

556
00:28:01,400 --> 00:28:03,520
Speaker 2: I can't sit. I can't only allow myself.

557
00:28:03,520 --> 00:28:07,000
Speaker 1: You can be sad, like you'll be sad and be

558
00:28:07,200 --> 00:28:09,359
Speaker 1: in it and do it as long as you need to.

559
00:28:09,800 --> 00:28:10,440
Speaker 2: But you got it.

560
00:28:10,520 --> 00:28:13,919
Speaker 1: You can't like stay in one spot because when you

561
00:28:14,000 --> 00:28:18,280
Speaker 1: stay in one spot, then you are plotting your own

562
00:28:18,280 --> 00:28:22,680
Speaker 1: demise because you you know you you are choosing to

563
00:28:22,720 --> 00:28:25,280
Speaker 1: sit there and wallow and meanwhile, the people that you

564
00:28:25,400 --> 00:28:27,840
Speaker 1: grieve it probably more than likely wouldn't if you were

565
00:28:27,840 --> 00:28:30,640
Speaker 1: that close with him, I wouldn't want Well.

566
00:28:30,520 --> 00:28:31,440
Speaker 2: How are you sitting there?

567
00:28:31,480 --> 00:28:33,520
Speaker 4: Like, how old was your grandfather?

568
00:28:34,040 --> 00:28:35,280
Speaker 1: Seventy seven?

569
00:28:35,440 --> 00:28:35,879
Speaker 2: He was up?

570
00:28:35,920 --> 00:28:41,000
Speaker 1: He was late seventies, right, yeah, but.

571
00:28:41,040 --> 00:28:43,800
Speaker 2: I mean even even watching him pass, you know, it

572
00:28:43,880 --> 00:28:45,840
Speaker 2: was like weird because I went, I went.

573
00:28:45,720 --> 00:28:48,960
Speaker 1: From seeing someone be considerably healthy, like he didn't seem

574
00:28:48,960 --> 00:28:51,240
Speaker 1: like somebody, and he just kind of withered away. So

575
00:28:51,280 --> 00:28:52,800
Speaker 1: I was like, oh shit, I need to start taking

576
00:28:52,800 --> 00:28:56,520
Speaker 1: better care of myself. But I say that while while

577
00:28:56,600 --> 00:28:58,600
Speaker 1: but Uber from Popeyes is on the way.

578
00:29:00,720 --> 00:29:03,760
Speaker 4: Hop Hop Eyes hilarious.

579
00:29:04,360 --> 00:29:08,920
Speaker 2: I really just did you hear that?

580
00:29:09,240 --> 00:29:11,600
Speaker 4: Like if.

581
00:29:12,880 --> 00:29:15,200
Speaker 1: All that sinny, all that thought, you'd be pouring on

582
00:29:15,240 --> 00:29:17,280
Speaker 1: your food every Sunday, No, no, no, no.

583
00:29:17,360 --> 00:29:20,400
Speaker 4: It it be garlic salt. It be garlic salt.

584
00:29:21,000 --> 00:29:24,040
Speaker 1: Yeah, white pepper, you know that's you got the nerve

585
00:29:24,080 --> 00:29:25,600
Speaker 1: that media, but you might as.

586
00:29:25,520 --> 00:29:28,640
Speaker 2: Well be ordering from sucking Uber, eat your damn suff yo.

587
00:29:28,720 --> 00:29:30,560
Speaker 4: Alex said that white pepper is just.

588
00:29:30,880 --> 00:29:35,520
Speaker 5: Saut seamless.

589
00:29:37,200 --> 00:29:38,680
Speaker 4: Blood yo.

590
00:29:39,120 --> 00:29:41,280
Speaker 1: But no, So I just you know, I once once

591
00:29:41,320 --> 00:29:43,240
Speaker 1: I started saying that to myself while I was in

592
00:29:43,240 --> 00:29:45,360
Speaker 1: my mom my time of thinking. I'm like, yo, I

593
00:29:45,400 --> 00:29:47,800
Speaker 1: can't let get in the way of what I need.

594
00:29:48,160 --> 00:29:49,160
Speaker 4: Can I ask you a question?

595
00:29:50,080 --> 00:29:51,840
Speaker 3: What are the three things that you're gonna do to

596
00:29:51,880 --> 00:29:55,600
Speaker 3: take better care of yourself? Yeah? After, I mean, I

597
00:29:55,760 --> 00:29:58,640
Speaker 3: still you're gonna eat these pipes, but then three things.

598
00:29:59,200 --> 00:30:01,480
Speaker 1: I mean, I do that moderation though, like I did

599
00:30:01,560 --> 00:30:04,360
Speaker 1: say that, I was, I have noticed a difference in

600
00:30:04,400 --> 00:30:06,840
Speaker 1: myself when I've been cooking for myself. So maybe now

601
00:30:06,880 --> 00:30:09,560
Speaker 1: I won't maybe I'll eat at home and like I

602
00:30:09,560 --> 00:30:11,520
Speaker 1: won't be so coock to eat out as much because

603
00:30:11,520 --> 00:30:13,880
Speaker 1: I mean I can. It's not like I never knew

604
00:30:14,120 --> 00:30:16,320
Speaker 1: how to make food for myself. I just always made

605
00:30:16,320 --> 00:30:18,320
Speaker 1: the excuse of like I'm never at home, which I

606
00:30:18,400 --> 00:30:19,800
Speaker 1: wasn't at a certain point.

607
00:30:20,040 --> 00:30:23,040
Speaker 2: I just wasn't at home. So you know, but to

608
00:30:23,120 --> 00:30:25,160
Speaker 2: get away, you got to get away from it.

609
00:30:25,240 --> 00:30:27,000
Speaker 1: I mean, none of us really do.

610
00:30:27,080 --> 00:30:27,600
Speaker 2: So I'm trying to.

611
00:30:27,640 --> 00:30:30,720
Speaker 1: I am trying to take advantage of the time that's

612
00:30:30,880 --> 00:30:32,680
Speaker 1: going with what's going on of like, I mean, I

613
00:30:32,720 --> 00:30:35,160
Speaker 1: was doing that before all this shit started happening in

614
00:30:35,200 --> 00:30:38,880
Speaker 1: my family, So it helps that, you know, Like I'm

615
00:30:38,880 --> 00:30:42,760
Speaker 1: just trying to maintain a level head and I like

616
00:30:43,200 --> 00:30:43,720
Speaker 1: flip out.

617
00:30:43,720 --> 00:30:45,720
Speaker 4: Okay, so Alex, you got to give me three things him.

618
00:30:46,800 --> 00:30:48,240
Speaker 4: So he's cooking, he's.

619
00:30:48,080 --> 00:30:59,120
Speaker 2: Cooking, cooking, cooking. So that's a step therapy. What therapy, Well, no.

620
00:30:58,920 --> 00:31:05,560
Speaker 1: Not currently. I mean, I mean I've gone before, but

621
00:31:05,920 --> 00:31:09,960
Speaker 1: I mean I'm also somebody that I think and I'm

622
00:31:09,960 --> 00:31:12,600
Speaker 1: not saying I don't need it, but I'm saying I've

623
00:31:12,600 --> 00:31:16,479
Speaker 1: always been able to like talk myself through stuff.

624
00:31:17,200 --> 00:31:18,840
Speaker 2: So no matter how no matter.

625
00:31:18,640 --> 00:31:22,640
Speaker 1: How like badly anything gets sure. I'm sure there are

626
00:31:22,680 --> 00:31:25,440
Speaker 1: some deep seated things that I could go to a

627
00:31:25,440 --> 00:31:29,680
Speaker 1: professional to talk about. But in lieu of not doing so,

628
00:31:30,000 --> 00:31:33,000
Speaker 1: I think I am still very good at being able

629
00:31:33,040 --> 00:31:39,200
Speaker 1: to rationalize, you know, and think and not stay too

630
00:31:39,440 --> 00:31:41,000
Speaker 1: you know, far.

631
00:31:40,880 --> 00:31:45,520
Speaker 4: Off you're at being able to use in lou. Okay, that's.

632
00:31:47,120 --> 00:31:49,120
Speaker 1: Like I'm not in that's that's in no way saying

633
00:31:49,160 --> 00:31:50,920
Speaker 1: that I don't need or nobody else needs it.

634
00:31:51,040 --> 00:31:56,200
Speaker 4: I'm just saying, yeah, I was the way you were talking. No, no, no.

635
00:31:56,440 --> 00:31:58,600
Speaker 1: What has worked for me is that I like I

636
00:31:58,640 --> 00:32:03,160
Speaker 1: haven't had any like sanchial problems, Like I haven't had

637
00:32:03,160 --> 00:32:07,040
Speaker 1: any like major like I've had setbacks, but I haven't letting.

638
00:32:07,120 --> 00:32:10,120
Speaker 1: I haven't allowed any of those stepbacks to really get

639
00:32:10,320 --> 00:32:12,440
Speaker 1: in my way of the next thing, like I'll be

640
00:32:12,920 --> 00:32:14,920
Speaker 1: and my feelings maybe about oh I didn't get.

641
00:32:14,760 --> 00:32:16,520
Speaker 2: This thing, I didn't get that thing.

642
00:32:16,600 --> 00:32:18,800
Speaker 1: But then when I you know, okay, look what you

643
00:32:18,880 --> 00:32:22,840
Speaker 1: do have once you just start like look talking to yourself.

644
00:32:23,120 --> 00:32:25,520
Speaker 1: People say that shit's crazy, but it's only crazy if

645
00:32:25,520 --> 00:32:26,720
Speaker 1: you're saying crazy shit.

646
00:32:27,160 --> 00:32:28,920
Speaker 2: If you talk to yourself.

647
00:32:28,760 --> 00:32:31,160
Speaker 4: I would like to change the narrative, but using the

648
00:32:31,200 --> 00:32:32,280
Speaker 4: word crazy.

649
00:32:32,520 --> 00:32:37,120
Speaker 1: No, No, it's just like I'm spending time on myself

650
00:32:37,160 --> 00:32:40,560
Speaker 1: and being like, yo, are you bugging right now?

651
00:32:40,840 --> 00:32:46,120
Speaker 2: Like relax, Like yeah, I mean we all talk. But see,

652
00:32:46,120 --> 00:32:48,160
Speaker 2: some people don't want to admit it, like niggas go.

653
00:32:48,880 --> 00:32:50,680
Speaker 2: Niggas pretend like needs.

654
00:32:50,560 --> 00:32:53,000
Speaker 1: To rap into her fucking stuff in the mirror, and

655
00:32:53,040 --> 00:32:54,360
Speaker 1: some ship that niggas just don't.

656
00:32:54,760 --> 00:32:56,840
Speaker 2: That's an extended version.

657
00:32:57,920 --> 00:33:00,760
Speaker 1: Just like that when we see people, when you think

658
00:33:00,800 --> 00:33:05,560
Speaker 1: of talking to yourself, you think someone that's like schizophrenic

659
00:33:05,760 --> 00:33:08,600
Speaker 1: or like can't control themselves. I'm not talking to myself

660
00:33:08,600 --> 00:33:09,800
Speaker 1: in public in front of people.

661
00:33:09,840 --> 00:33:10,640
Speaker 2: I'm doing it with.

662
00:33:10,560 --> 00:33:14,000
Speaker 1: Myself when I think it's the most important, I talk

663
00:33:14,080 --> 00:33:14,640
Speaker 1: to myself.

664
00:33:14,720 --> 00:33:16,400
Speaker 4: I definitely, but.

665
00:33:16,640 --> 00:33:19,080
Speaker 2: What are you saying? See, I think a lot of

666
00:33:19,080 --> 00:33:20,280
Speaker 2: people see to me.

667
00:33:20,520 --> 00:33:22,400
Speaker 1: If I start to say ship to myself like oh,

668
00:33:22,440 --> 00:33:24,360
Speaker 1: this isn't good, then I have to start I'm not

669
00:33:24,600 --> 00:33:27,000
Speaker 1: to ask myself why, well, what is making you say that?

670
00:33:27,320 --> 00:33:29,400
Speaker 2: And so just go ahead and write, you know, do

671
00:33:29,600 --> 00:33:30,320
Speaker 2: what you need to do.

672
00:33:30,360 --> 00:33:32,040
Speaker 1: Stop stop doubting it.

673
00:33:32,760 --> 00:33:35,240
Speaker 3: Let's go around the room and everybody says, uh, you

674
00:33:35,280 --> 00:33:37,280
Speaker 3: know one thing that they're saying to themselves.

675
00:33:37,480 --> 00:33:39,240
Speaker 4: They're talking to themselves.

676
00:33:38,880 --> 00:33:43,920
Speaker 1: About you talking too loud. That's what I said to myself.

677
00:33:44,840 --> 00:33:47,640
Speaker 4: I would like to agree with that. But Alex is

678
00:33:47,720 --> 00:33:48,200
Speaker 4: very loud.

679
00:33:48,880 --> 00:33:51,280
Speaker 3: But I mean, you know, put everybody on this podcast,

680
00:33:51,280 --> 00:33:55,080
Speaker 3: with the exception of Andrew, is loud. So I've heard

681
00:33:55,120 --> 00:33:56,480
Speaker 3: I don't give Andrew too much.

682
00:33:56,480 --> 00:33:57,920
Speaker 2: I've heard his I heard his octave go.

683
00:33:58,000 --> 00:33:58,840
Speaker 1: Up a couple of times.

684
00:33:59,320 --> 00:34:01,720
Speaker 5: Yeah, because that's because I'm gay, Alex.

685
00:34:04,120 --> 00:34:08,839
Speaker 1: Everybody everybody's here is queer and queer adjacent. So, yes,

686
00:34:08,920 --> 00:34:11,640
Speaker 1: you've been silenced in some way, So you're gonna raise

687
00:34:11,640 --> 00:34:12,520
Speaker 1: your voice.

688
00:34:12,840 --> 00:34:14,360
Speaker 4: Sidney, what what what are you saying to you?

689
00:34:14,719 --> 00:34:15,880
Speaker 2: It's not like Angela Davis.

690
00:34:17,960 --> 00:34:19,120
Speaker 4: Sidney, what are you saying to yourself.

691
00:34:20,080 --> 00:34:24,680
Speaker 3: Uh. What I'm talking to myself about, I'm saying, Uh,

692
00:34:25,600 --> 00:34:27,600
Speaker 3: you have to be smarter. You have to be smarter,

693
00:34:27,680 --> 00:34:30,520
Speaker 3: you have to make better decisions. You know, what you're

694
00:34:30,520 --> 00:34:31,240
Speaker 3: doing is stupid.

695
00:34:31,239 --> 00:34:31,759
Speaker 4: This is dumb.

696
00:34:31,920 --> 00:34:34,239
Speaker 3: This, this doesn't make any sense. Your friends they're all

697
00:34:34,239 --> 00:34:36,319
Speaker 3: gonna laugh at you. They're all gonna laugh at you.

698
00:34:36,600 --> 00:34:40,600
Speaker 4: We are laughing. Yes, yeah, what do you say, Marie,

699
00:34:42,560 --> 00:34:45,680
Speaker 4: I'm doing this thing where I, uh, I won't eat

700
00:34:45,760 --> 00:34:46,640
Speaker 4: for most of the day.

701
00:34:47,360 --> 00:34:49,120
Speaker 3: I'll be hungry, but I'll be like I don't feel

702
00:34:49,120 --> 00:34:51,560
Speaker 3: like cooking, or i'd be.

703
00:34:51,560 --> 00:34:52,719
Speaker 4: Like I'm gonna do it, but I'm not gonna do.

704
00:34:53,600 --> 00:34:54,319
Speaker 2: You're trying to do an.

705
00:34:55,160 --> 00:34:59,240
Speaker 3: No, okaybody to somebody else.

706
00:35:00,040 --> 00:35:02,279
Speaker 2: It's not like it's not like you're preparing for you

707
00:35:02,440 --> 00:35:03,200
Speaker 2: your bottom.

708
00:35:03,239 --> 00:35:04,800
Speaker 3: Now I thought you I thought it was like as

709
00:35:05,680 --> 00:35:07,800
Speaker 3: I'm a power bottom, I'm your power bottom.

710
00:35:08,000 --> 00:35:09,000
Speaker 4: Yeah, I'm a power bottom.

711
00:35:09,480 --> 00:35:11,920
Speaker 2: Marie. You always give, you give, you give verse top.

712
00:35:11,760 --> 00:35:13,719
Speaker 4: And I thank you. But like.

713
00:35:15,280 --> 00:35:18,000
Speaker 2: If no, Marie, Marie gives Like Marie.

714
00:35:18,640 --> 00:35:23,440
Speaker 1: If Marie was a gay black man, she would definitely.

715
00:35:23,760 --> 00:35:26,240
Speaker 4: She would would be she would start she would.

716
00:35:26,120 --> 00:35:29,920
Speaker 1: Start with strict top. That's like self hate, like the

717
00:35:30,040 --> 00:35:35,000
Speaker 1: levels of like homophobic, she would be. She also got

718
00:35:35,000 --> 00:35:37,600
Speaker 1: that hatien in her. I would trickle into that as well.

719
00:35:37,680 --> 00:35:39,440
Speaker 1: So it's like, oh, yeah, you're gonna be in mesh.

720
00:35:39,800 --> 00:35:42,080
Speaker 1: You're gonna have a cute on mesh.

721
00:35:43,400 --> 00:35:45,040
Speaker 4: On the wold thoughts.

722
00:35:45,280 --> 00:35:53,799
Speaker 8: Yeah, yeah, tongue piercing but man homophobic still man, Yeah maybe,

723
00:35:54,120 --> 00:35:56,640
Speaker 8: but dick and bottoms down back.

724
00:35:57,239 --> 00:36:04,040
Speaker 4: Let me dick you and city definitely a bottom.

725
00:36:04,160 --> 00:36:07,000
Speaker 1: Sidney was a twink, a twink bottom, not even like

726
00:36:07,160 --> 00:36:12,919
Speaker 1: a twink. Glows sticks, glowsticks, gloves.

727
00:36:12,560 --> 00:36:15,120
Speaker 2: Sticks, and Perry a because he because he don't drink.

728
00:36:16,160 --> 00:36:19,160
Speaker 3: And Sydney doesn't like regular water, so Perry, Yeah, sure

729
00:36:19,680 --> 00:36:21,120
Speaker 3: that's actually Sydney right now.

730
00:36:22,239 --> 00:36:24,680
Speaker 1: Gay, that's the gay yo. Sidney would be a gay

731
00:36:24,719 --> 00:36:37,800
Speaker 1: white man all the time, nothing universe, Sydney, Washington. I

732
00:36:37,840 --> 00:36:39,719
Speaker 1: would be Andrew, gay white man.

733
00:36:40,360 --> 00:36:40,720
Speaker 4: Andrew.

734
00:36:41,120 --> 00:36:42,080
Speaker 2: You would be Andrews.

735
00:36:42,400 --> 00:36:45,640
Speaker 5: Yeah, and you're feeling constantly yes.

736
00:36:45,880 --> 00:36:49,520
Speaker 4: Yes, yeah, I agree on that. That sounds like my friend. Yeah,

737
00:36:49,640 --> 00:36:51,520
Speaker 4: I'm actually not ashamed of that.

738
00:36:51,640 --> 00:36:55,880
Speaker 1: I'll take that, and I would and I would be

739
00:36:57,760 --> 00:37:02,080
Speaker 1: a basketball player, rib being the w n B A M.

740
00:37:04,160 --> 00:37:05,280
Speaker 4: Is that how you see yourself?

741
00:37:05,280 --> 00:37:05,520
Speaker 1: Friend?

742
00:37:05,760 --> 00:37:08,480
Speaker 2: Because exactly that's exactly how I see myself.

743
00:37:08,920 --> 00:37:11,120
Speaker 4: If Alex, if you were a female.

744
00:37:10,760 --> 00:37:12,640
Speaker 1: I wouldn't be a stud. I wouldn't be like a

745
00:37:12,680 --> 00:37:15,960
Speaker 1: stud lesbian. I'd be like a Candace Parker. You know,

746
00:37:16,120 --> 00:37:18,799
Speaker 1: like she'd get real dressed. She gets dressed up and

747
00:37:18,920 --> 00:37:20,880
Speaker 1: you know, she got shaped, she got body.

748
00:37:21,239 --> 00:37:24,920
Speaker 4: But Alex, that's how you that's how you see yourself.

749
00:37:25,760 --> 00:37:27,320
Speaker 2: I mean, like a cana party.

750
00:37:27,640 --> 00:37:30,239
Speaker 4: She got she got body. That's that's who I am.

751
00:37:32,440 --> 00:37:34,840
Speaker 1: If I'm gonna be any like, if I'm gonna be

752
00:37:34,840 --> 00:37:37,720
Speaker 1: a woman, I'm definitely I'm probably gonna be a straight woman. Still,

753
00:37:37,920 --> 00:37:40,560
Speaker 1: Like I think I think my spirit, my I think

754
00:37:40,600 --> 00:37:42,920
Speaker 1: my spirit is so like attached to me.

755
00:37:43,440 --> 00:37:45,640
Speaker 2: Even if I were a woman, I'd be stressed.

756
00:37:46,560 --> 00:37:49,960
Speaker 4: She's cute. She's six four. Oh what I mean?

757
00:37:50,520 --> 00:37:53,360
Speaker 2: I would definitely be a tall woman, a.

758
00:37:54,239 --> 00:37:57,120
Speaker 4: Tall man, Alex.

759
00:37:57,160 --> 00:38:04,400
Speaker 1: What's her name again, Candas park not Candice Owens.

760
00:38:06,040 --> 00:38:06,600
Speaker 4: She's cute.

761
00:38:07,920 --> 00:38:09,680
Speaker 2: No, I think I think I would definitely be Candice

762
00:38:09,680 --> 00:38:10,680
Speaker 2: Owens woman.

763
00:38:13,200 --> 00:38:15,399
Speaker 4: You you wouldn't even be on this podcast if he was.

764
00:38:16,719 --> 00:38:19,919
Speaker 1: And ageless black woman.

765
00:38:21,320 --> 00:38:23,560
Speaker 2: She does? Does Candice Owens have veges?

766
00:38:24,560 --> 00:38:25,440
Speaker 4: She's cute?

767
00:38:28,760 --> 00:38:31,280
Speaker 2: Does Candace Owens does Candice Owens have edges.

768
00:38:31,320 --> 00:38:33,080
Speaker 4: I'm googling right now, what is the hair?

769
00:38:33,120 --> 00:38:34,400
Speaker 2: What's the what's the hair?

770
00:38:34,680 --> 00:38:34,759
Speaker 1: Like?

771
00:38:35,040 --> 00:38:37,279
Speaker 3: I feel like she's not like she's she's doing like

772
00:38:37,280 --> 00:38:45,160
Speaker 3: a modern I'm a Rosa cond I feel like she's like, Yo.

773
00:38:45,239 --> 00:38:48,800
Speaker 1: She is like hood Red Candily the Rice.

774
00:38:49,840 --> 00:38:52,520
Speaker 4: Yeah, she's like turn up cand.

775
00:38:52,560 --> 00:38:54,440
Speaker 1: I wouldn't even say she her. I wouldn't even say

776
00:38:54,480 --> 00:38:58,560
Speaker 1: she was a herd d. She's definitely Yo. I'm like,

777
00:38:59,360 --> 00:39:03,439
Speaker 1: I'm like kind of like taken by her though, because

778
00:39:03,480 --> 00:39:08,680
Speaker 1: I'm always fascinated by like black women who just are

779
00:39:08,800 --> 00:39:12,239
Speaker 1: like back, but not even just like I just kind

780
00:39:12,239 --> 00:39:13,040
Speaker 1: of like wild.

781
00:39:13,440 --> 00:39:15,880
Speaker 3: Like I don't want to speak, I don't want to

782
00:39:15,920 --> 00:39:19,399
Speaker 3: spend time on this podcast talking about okay, but that's

783
00:39:19,440 --> 00:39:19,759
Speaker 3: how I.

784
00:39:19,680 --> 00:39:22,120
Speaker 1: Got That's how I got out of my some of

785
00:39:22,160 --> 00:39:24,239
Speaker 1: my sadness too. I also got out of it about

786
00:39:24,239 --> 00:39:26,000
Speaker 1: watching doctor Umar videos.

787
00:39:26,200 --> 00:39:26,839
Speaker 2: I love that.

788
00:39:28,520 --> 00:39:32,640
Speaker 4: I never watched. Watching his video through.

789
00:39:34,440 --> 00:39:39,600
Speaker 1: Saved me from my like oh god, because you know what's.

790
00:39:39,480 --> 00:39:40,279
Speaker 2: Crazy about him.

791
00:39:41,280 --> 00:39:42,360
Speaker 4: He's a good character.

792
00:39:42,760 --> 00:39:43,520
Speaker 2: He truly is.

793
00:39:43,840 --> 00:39:47,600
Speaker 1: But sometimes I mean, I mean that computer screen looking

794
00:39:47,680 --> 00:39:50,799
Speaker 1: like you know what, that's he makes a point he

795
00:39:50,840 --> 00:39:52,759
Speaker 1: had that he pulls you in for a second where

796
00:39:52,800 --> 00:39:55,800
Speaker 1: it's like, okay, you for the black for black people.

797
00:39:55,840 --> 00:39:58,640
Speaker 1: I like that. You know, he's saying some smart stuff

798
00:39:58,640 --> 00:40:08,840
Speaker 1: that like magicine. Then he'd be like this this nigga,

799
00:40:08,920 --> 00:40:11,799
Speaker 1: this nigga, be like he'll start with some good ship,

800
00:40:12,000 --> 00:40:13,840
Speaker 1: like we all need to come together black people.

801
00:40:13,719 --> 00:40:16,319
Speaker 2: And he may be like, yo, but gay people came

802
00:40:16,320 --> 00:40:19,080
Speaker 2: from Aliens and they brought us as I'd be like, whoa.

803
00:40:20,400 --> 00:40:21,960
Speaker 2: Like Y'll say some ship that you funk with and

804
00:40:22,040 --> 00:40:23,600
Speaker 2: you just go flying off the handle.

805
00:40:23,960 --> 00:40:29,319
Speaker 1: But him in like separate he says such monstrous ship

806
00:40:29,840 --> 00:40:33,200
Speaker 1: that like the he's able to be mean so well

807
00:40:33,360 --> 00:40:35,719
Speaker 1: that like it's like there's this this Twitter this this

808
00:40:35,840 --> 00:40:39,080
Speaker 1: is his Twitter profile I follow called no Context doctor

809
00:40:39,160 --> 00:40:42,480
Speaker 1: Umar and it's the funniest ship in the world. So

810
00:40:42,600 --> 00:40:45,440
Speaker 1: I got so I want to thank homophobe for helping

811
00:40:45,480 --> 00:40:51,400
Speaker 1: me come out of my depression. The blatant homophone.

812
00:40:51,320 --> 00:40:52,520
Speaker 4: Mm hmm okay.

813
00:40:54,400 --> 00:40:58,040
Speaker 2: And also this, this is what we're all waiting for

814
00:40:58,080 --> 00:40:58,879
Speaker 2: it to wait.

815
00:41:00,719 --> 00:41:02,920
Speaker 4: We've been talking for thirty minutes.

816
00:41:03,880 --> 00:41:04,120
Speaker 3: Huh.

817
00:41:05,960 --> 00:41:10,279
Speaker 1: Somebody throws throws you froze, that's it.

818
00:41:11,960 --> 00:41:14,759
Speaker 3: It's you that from Alex that brick wall is black

819
00:41:14,760 --> 00:41:17,359
Speaker 3: and the good WiFi. That exposed brick is not good

820
00:41:18,200 --> 00:41:21,160
Speaker 3: for the WEEFI in the on the pot man, Oh

821
00:41:22,040 --> 00:41:23,920
Speaker 3: how I shung up on us and we were just

822
00:41:23,920 --> 00:41:25,160
Speaker 3: about to talk about the dig stuff.

823
00:41:25,480 --> 00:41:25,640
Speaker 1: I know.

824
00:41:27,600 --> 00:41:29,920
Speaker 3: I guess we'll take this time, uh to check in

825
00:41:29,960 --> 00:41:31,719
Speaker 3: with you, Andrew. How are you doing this week?

826
00:41:31,960 --> 00:41:32,080
Speaker 1: Oh?

827
00:41:32,400 --> 00:41:32,600
Speaker 4: Fine?

828
00:41:32,640 --> 00:41:36,359
Speaker 6: I wanted to text you because uh, like a few

829
00:41:36,360 --> 00:41:38,799
Speaker 6: months ago, you told me to not let this guy

830
00:41:39,560 --> 00:41:44,239
Speaker 6: like uh in anymore. And he texted me the other

831
00:41:44,320 --> 00:41:48,359
Speaker 6: morning and he said I'm coming over. Didn't open up

832
00:41:48,360 --> 00:41:51,160
Speaker 6: the message because it's on Instagram. He would be able

833
00:41:51,200 --> 00:41:53,239
Speaker 6: to see that I read it. I didn't want to

834
00:41:53,280 --> 00:41:55,439
Speaker 6: even like open up the message. He said I'm coming over,

835
00:41:55,520 --> 00:41:57,960
Speaker 6: and like forty five minutes later, he sends me a

836
00:41:58,000 --> 00:41:59,600
Speaker 6: video of him outside of my apartment.

837
00:42:00,400 --> 00:42:03,880
Speaker 5: This is eleven a m On a Monday, and I'm.

838
00:42:03,719 --> 00:42:06,400
Speaker 4: Just am, not even pm a am.

839
00:42:06,440 --> 00:42:08,960
Speaker 5: And I'm like, no, I'm like, you're not coming in?

840
00:42:09,480 --> 00:42:09,920
Speaker 1: Yeah?

841
00:42:10,280 --> 00:42:12,879
Speaker 4: Well, am feel safer to be honest.

842
00:42:12,760 --> 00:42:15,760
Speaker 5: It feels safer, but it's also like what are you doing?

843
00:42:16,560 --> 00:42:19,200
Speaker 4: But also like he didn't even say hello. He just

844
00:42:19,320 --> 00:42:20,279
Speaker 4: was like, I'm coming over.

845
00:42:20,400 --> 00:42:22,480
Speaker 6: I'm coming over, yeah, And I was like, I haven't

846
00:42:22,480 --> 00:42:25,000
Speaker 6: seen you in months. You're not coming over. So it

847
00:42:25,040 --> 00:42:26,520
Speaker 6: felt like power.

848
00:42:26,239 --> 00:42:28,520
Speaker 4: Move let him in.

849
00:42:29,200 --> 00:42:33,279
Speaker 5: Yeah, can I hear me?

850
00:42:35,280 --> 00:42:35,719
Speaker 2: We're back?

851
00:42:36,280 --> 00:42:39,239
Speaker 1: This is this is where the podcast gets great. This

852
00:42:39,320 --> 00:42:40,400
Speaker 1: is this is the.

853
00:42:40,480 --> 00:42:44,360
Speaker 4: Last ten minutes. Should we cut the first ten minutes

854
00:42:44,360 --> 00:42:44,680
Speaker 4: out there?

855
00:42:47,920 --> 00:42:48,120
Speaker 1: Are you?

856
00:42:48,160 --> 00:42:49,560
Speaker 5: Are you gonna sit down somewhere?

857
00:42:49,719 --> 00:42:52,680
Speaker 4: We're just gonna you wan to get the water? Dude?

858
00:42:53,800 --> 00:42:56,319
Speaker 4: You want to get his weed? Should I get my weed?

859
00:42:56,400 --> 00:42:57,640
Speaker 4: Do I need to smoke for this story?

860
00:42:58,840 --> 00:42:59,040
Speaker 2: Oh?

861
00:42:59,080 --> 00:43:03,040
Speaker 1: No, It's just like, you know, I've been well m

862
00:43:04,280 --> 00:43:08,000
Speaker 1: outside of working. The only distraction.

863
00:43:09,040 --> 00:43:10,680
Speaker 2: That I can think of was like, yeah, I gotta

864
00:43:10,719 --> 00:43:11,640
Speaker 2: get I gotta.

865
00:43:11,400 --> 00:43:15,160
Speaker 1: Get some You know. There's something real weird though, because

866
00:43:15,200 --> 00:43:18,880
Speaker 1: like I was receiving all of these condolences messages and stuff,

867
00:43:18,880 --> 00:43:21,080
Speaker 1: but that was like my grandpa died right when I

868
00:43:21,160 --> 00:43:22,960
Speaker 1: was like having it. I was in a deep thirst

869
00:43:23,000 --> 00:43:26,600
Speaker 1: trap conversation with somebody on Instagram, and then all of

870
00:43:26,600 --> 00:43:30,480
Speaker 1: them condolences just came flooding that message away, and it's like, damn,

871
00:43:32,200 --> 00:43:34,200
Speaker 1: I needed to get I needed I needed to get that.

872
00:43:34,440 --> 00:43:36,560
Speaker 1: And then it kind of just like I think he

873
00:43:36,640 --> 00:43:38,960
Speaker 1: saw that I was going through something and he felt

874
00:43:39,000 --> 00:43:42,120
Speaker 1: sad and remorseful. So he he wasn't trying to be

875
00:43:42,160 --> 00:43:42,760
Speaker 1: about it.

876
00:43:42,640 --> 00:43:44,520
Speaker 4: So he took his What.

877
00:43:48,160 --> 00:43:51,360
Speaker 2: I did, well, I did find someone too. And also

878
00:43:51,440 --> 00:43:53,560
Speaker 2: it was like I was like, you know what.

879
00:43:53,600 --> 00:43:55,839
Speaker 1: I don't know if i'm when you're grieving, I don't

880
00:43:55,840 --> 00:43:57,040
Speaker 1: know if you're in the mood to bottom.

881
00:43:57,160 --> 00:43:59,080
Speaker 2: So I definitely like, you want to get you want

882
00:43:59,080 --> 00:43:59,920
Speaker 2: to let some stuff out?

883
00:44:00,360 --> 00:44:02,040
Speaker 3: Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, you don't want to let

884
00:44:02,040 --> 00:44:03,120
Speaker 3: anything in. You want to listen.

885
00:44:03,600 --> 00:44:06,399
Speaker 2: I'm already going through pain. I don't put more pain

886
00:44:06,440 --> 00:44:08,480
Speaker 2: on me than I'm right.

887
00:44:09,040 --> 00:44:11,719
Speaker 3: Plus you know, plus you're probably eating more, so you

888
00:44:11,760 --> 00:44:14,840
Speaker 3: don't none of that bottom.

889
00:44:15,840 --> 00:44:16,120
Speaker 2: You want?

890
00:44:16,320 --> 00:44:19,440
Speaker 4: You want to give some condolence, Dick heard you.

891
00:44:19,520 --> 00:44:24,000
Speaker 5: Yes, so so I gave. I gave some twice.

892
00:44:24,680 --> 00:44:28,160
Speaker 2: I gave some twice two different people.

893
00:44:29,000 --> 00:44:34,360
Speaker 4: You so you topped, Yeah, yeah, kay, yes, I was

894
00:44:34,400 --> 00:44:37,200
Speaker 4: just wanted for the people who are listening, they might following.

895
00:44:37,880 --> 00:44:39,879
Speaker 2: I topped. I topped and laughed my.

896
00:44:39,880 --> 00:44:43,480
Speaker 1: Way out of them, out of you know, out of grief,

897
00:44:43,640 --> 00:44:46,400
Speaker 1: you know. But but I didn't, but I grieved.

898
00:44:46,200 --> 00:44:48,440
Speaker 2: So that I did it. I did it so that

899
00:44:48,840 --> 00:44:52,359
Speaker 2: you know, Yes, I got it out and then got

900
00:44:52,400 --> 00:44:52,600
Speaker 2: it in.

901
00:44:53,200 --> 00:44:55,160
Speaker 4: So got it out and then got it.

902
00:44:55,200 --> 00:44:59,120
Speaker 2: So the sex was good, Well one of them was not.

903
00:45:00,280 --> 00:45:01,319
Speaker 4: Now let's talk about that.

904
00:45:01,880 --> 00:45:04,640
Speaker 1: Yeah, I mean one of them was just like it

905
00:45:04,719 --> 00:45:10,960
Speaker 1: was like all right, somebody just gonna somebody knew that

906
00:45:11,080 --> 00:45:13,160
Speaker 1: doesn't need to be brought back into it. You know.

907
00:45:13,200 --> 00:45:20,520
Speaker 1: It was just it was very cold, very uh no focus.

908
00:45:21,200 --> 00:45:24,880
Speaker 1: You know somebody that's just really like like anxious in bed.

909
00:45:25,480 --> 00:45:26,960
Speaker 1: Have you ever met someone like that?

910
00:45:27,480 --> 00:45:31,120
Speaker 3: Nah, that ain't anxious in bed or something like just

911
00:45:31,200 --> 00:45:34,080
Speaker 3: like starts things but doing a lot finish.

912
00:45:34,440 --> 00:45:37,000
Speaker 2: Yeah, and like doing a lot, like doing too much.

913
00:45:37,360 --> 00:45:39,360
Speaker 4: Andrew's turning red is that you Andrew?

914
00:45:39,440 --> 00:45:41,320
Speaker 2: There was turning red.

915
00:45:43,800 --> 00:45:48,279
Speaker 1: Passion like corny sex, you know what I mean, like

916
00:45:48,440 --> 00:45:50,560
Speaker 1: corny sex, Like it was just like this.

917
00:45:50,480 --> 00:45:54,000
Speaker 2: Is we need? Yeah, it was like details, there was

918
00:45:54,000 --> 00:45:54,760
Speaker 2: no rhythm.

919
00:45:55,280 --> 00:45:56,640
Speaker 1: There was no rhythm, and it.

920
00:45:56,920 --> 00:46:00,680
Speaker 4: Was the tild friend. Well yeah, you're no.

921
00:46:02,000 --> 00:46:06,560
Speaker 1: Top is only as good as the bottom. That is serving.

922
00:46:06,760 --> 00:46:09,480
Speaker 1: And motherfuckers don't know how to I don't know how

923
00:46:09,520 --> 00:46:14,960
Speaker 1: to arch their sucking bags. Like it's like and it's

924
00:46:15,000 --> 00:46:19,440
Speaker 1: like yo, like whoa Sidney Okay, yeah, yeah you have

925
00:46:19,480 --> 00:46:19,799
Speaker 1: an arch?

926
00:46:20,080 --> 00:46:23,319
Speaker 2: Do you even have do you even have a spine? Wow?

927
00:46:24,760 --> 00:46:26,799
Speaker 4: Wowy your but looks. Is this how you can be

928
00:46:26,840 --> 00:46:32,279
Speaker 4: doing your phone sex? Yeah? Yeah, so that's Sidney.

929
00:46:31,920 --> 00:46:33,760
Speaker 2: You're giving mad Brian Pumper.

930
00:46:33,920 --> 00:46:43,640
Speaker 1: Uh yo, I love that man a long long time.

931
00:46:44,160 --> 00:46:47,040
Speaker 1: Used to crack eggs on women's faces and ships.

932
00:46:47,719 --> 00:46:52,560
Speaker 4: Yo, what a man. You see what he's doing.

933
00:46:54,040 --> 00:46:57,640
Speaker 1: Also porn, Yes, porn. Allow porn to be part of

934
00:46:57,680 --> 00:46:59,040
Speaker 1: your grieving process.

935
00:46:59,040 --> 00:47:00,120
Speaker 4: Why.

936
00:46:59,880 --> 00:47:03,840
Speaker 2: I mean, look, I'm surprised my fucking socks haven't gotten

937
00:47:03,920 --> 00:47:04,480
Speaker 2: up out of here.

938
00:47:04,320 --> 00:47:07,040
Speaker 4: And walked away themselves.

939
00:47:10,239 --> 00:47:10,840
Speaker 2: But you got it.

940
00:47:10,880 --> 00:47:14,920
Speaker 1: I mean sex, sex is supposed to feel good, and

941
00:47:14,960 --> 00:47:18,160
Speaker 1: it only felt good with one person in quarantine, and

942
00:47:18,360 --> 00:47:20,040
Speaker 1: we're still in quarantine, so you know.

943
00:47:20,040 --> 00:47:22,000
Speaker 2: But I've been trying to limit my activity. So I spent.

944
00:47:25,320 --> 00:47:26,120
Speaker 2: I spent, I spent.

945
00:47:26,200 --> 00:47:29,239
Speaker 1: Yeah, I spent about two weeks grieving since at the

946
00:47:29,239 --> 00:47:31,720
Speaker 1: beginning of the month. So I spent the first week

947
00:47:32,680 --> 00:47:36,440
Speaker 1: sad and going through it and stuff. Then things got better.

948
00:47:36,760 --> 00:47:40,400
Speaker 1: I came out all right, time to time to express

949
00:47:40,480 --> 00:47:44,640
Speaker 1: myself in some in some in some holes, and uh,

950
00:47:46,640 --> 00:47:47,200
Speaker 1: did you have.

951
00:47:47,200 --> 00:47:50,439
Speaker 3: A quarantine bay before all this stuff started going down

952
00:47:50,480 --> 00:47:51,319
Speaker 3: with the grieving.

953
00:47:51,400 --> 00:47:54,160
Speaker 1: I had someone that wanted to but I'm just like,

954
00:47:55,200 --> 00:47:57,480
Speaker 1: we're not going to do this. Because this is like

955
00:47:57,520 --> 00:48:00,160
Speaker 1: a simulated thing right now for me, like my the

956
00:48:00,160 --> 00:48:02,040
Speaker 1: way I feel right now may not be how I

957
00:48:02,040 --> 00:48:05,520
Speaker 1: feel long after this whenever that is. You know, I'm

958
00:48:05,600 --> 00:48:06,320
Speaker 1: very I'm being.

959
00:48:06,200 --> 00:48:09,319
Speaker 2: Very optimistic, but obviously you.

960
00:48:09,280 --> 00:48:12,160
Speaker 1: Can't really be too optimistic about how long we're gonna

961
00:48:12,200 --> 00:48:15,319
Speaker 1: be in this bitch, So I don't want you to

962
00:48:15,360 --> 00:48:16,160
Speaker 1: get confused.

963
00:48:16,200 --> 00:48:18,680
Speaker 4: So you telling us you hadn't had any sex before

964
00:48:18,840 --> 00:48:19,520
Speaker 4: the beginning.

965
00:48:19,280 --> 00:48:22,960
Speaker 2: Of June, that I didn't have any sex before the.

966
00:48:22,920 --> 00:48:24,919
Speaker 4: Beginning didn't have any sex before the beginning of June?

967
00:48:26,440 --> 00:48:27,320
Speaker 1: Oh yeah, it once.

968
00:48:29,480 --> 00:48:32,880
Speaker 3: I feel like I felt like you've been out here, friend, Yeah,

969
00:48:34,000 --> 00:48:35,759
Speaker 3: you've been out here. I don't believe you only had

970
00:48:35,760 --> 00:48:37,759
Speaker 3: sex with one person before June.

971
00:48:38,160 --> 00:48:41,399
Speaker 1: No, no, no, no, Look at.

972
00:48:41,400 --> 00:48:44,160
Speaker 3: This, he's lying, okay, And I have a question. Is

973
00:48:44,200 --> 00:48:45,920
Speaker 3: the guy was the guy I would.

974
00:48:45,800 --> 00:48:47,799
Speaker 2: Never lie, I would never lie about something like that?

975
00:48:48,160 --> 00:48:49,760
Speaker 4: Was the guy white? Alex?

976
00:48:51,000 --> 00:48:52,640
Speaker 2: Why is that? Always?

977
00:48:53,160 --> 00:48:55,319
Speaker 4: That feels like why always?

978
00:48:55,360 --> 00:49:01,279
Speaker 2: Why is that? But it's not just narrative on me.

979
00:49:04,000 --> 00:49:06,400
Speaker 1: Every time we talk she got something to say about

980
00:49:06,440 --> 00:49:07,480
Speaker 1: somebody being white, and.

981
00:49:07,920 --> 00:49:11,799
Speaker 2: Was he not? But one of them was?

982
00:49:12,280 --> 00:49:15,040
Speaker 3: And then was everything that's going on in the world

983
00:49:15,160 --> 00:49:17,160
Speaker 3: right now, and you're like, out of all the dick,

984
00:49:17,200 --> 00:49:18,439
Speaker 3: I got, what.

985
00:49:18,640 --> 00:49:22,000
Speaker 1: Better time to fuck a white man during a moment

986
00:49:22,040 --> 00:49:24,360
Speaker 1: in time where the white man is fucking us?

987
00:49:24,560 --> 00:49:25,759
Speaker 2: What better time than that?

988
00:49:25,920 --> 00:49:29,800
Speaker 3: Okay, Sidney counter argument, better time than that, Sydney counter argument.

989
00:49:30,840 --> 00:49:33,040
Speaker 4: I'm doing this ship arrest my case.

990
00:49:33,320 --> 00:49:35,000
Speaker 2: I'm topping for the ancestors.

991
00:49:35,280 --> 00:49:37,400
Speaker 3: I rest my case. Alex said he's doing this for

992
00:49:37,560 --> 00:49:38,800
Speaker 3: us sis and I'm.

993
00:49:38,680 --> 00:49:41,400
Speaker 2: Doing I'm out here doing my civic dude duty. What

994
00:49:41,480 --> 00:49:42,960
Speaker 2: have you done for black lives?

995
00:49:42,960 --> 00:49:43,120
Speaker 3: Man?

996
00:49:43,239 --> 00:49:47,520
Speaker 4: You have brainwashed my brother, Sydney. He wants to know

997
00:49:47,520 --> 00:49:48,600
Speaker 4: what you've done for black lives?

998
00:49:48,680 --> 00:49:48,799
Speaker 2: Man?

999
00:49:48,840 --> 00:49:51,360
Speaker 1: I am you know, you know how Jesse is the

1000
00:49:51,760 --> 00:49:54,360
Speaker 1: is the gay Tupac, I'm the gay doctor Umar.

1001
00:49:55,400 --> 00:49:59,520
Speaker 4: I don't believe it. I don't know, but yeah, that's

1002
00:49:59,560 --> 00:50:00,680
Speaker 4: a terrible comparison.

1003
00:50:02,360 --> 00:50:02,520
Speaker 2: Yo.

1004
00:50:02,760 --> 00:50:05,640
Speaker 1: No, yes, yeah, but don't be trying to paint this

1005
00:50:05,800 --> 00:50:08,480
Speaker 1: narrative like I'm just this nigga that the only because

1006
00:50:08,520 --> 00:50:10,560
Speaker 1: you know good and damn well, you have met black

1007
00:50:10,640 --> 00:50:14,040
Speaker 1: you have met black people that messed around with.

1008
00:50:14,400 --> 00:50:16,040
Speaker 4: Yeah, so I'm just.

1009
00:50:17,920 --> 00:50:17,960
Speaker 1: What.

1010
00:50:18,680 --> 00:50:20,560
Speaker 4: I'm just glad that you got out of what you

1011
00:50:20,560 --> 00:50:21,120
Speaker 4: you got out of.

1012
00:50:21,200 --> 00:50:23,920
Speaker 3: I was worried Andrew was worried we were you know,

1013
00:50:23,960 --> 00:50:25,000
Speaker 3: you weren't responding.

1014
00:50:25,560 --> 00:50:27,399
Speaker 2: I'm so happy that everybody was.

1015
00:50:28,520 --> 00:50:29,279
Speaker 4: Concerned about you.

1016
00:50:29,520 --> 00:50:32,799
Speaker 1: Thank you. That actually makes me happy that people were

1017
00:50:33,680 --> 00:50:36,320
Speaker 1: showing genuine love and concern.

1018
00:50:36,600 --> 00:50:40,400
Speaker 2: You know, I felt, I felt, I feel every.

1019
00:50:40,160 --> 00:50:42,600
Speaker 1: Time stuff like that comes up, you know who loves

1020
00:50:42,640 --> 00:50:45,720
Speaker 1: you and cares and so that that that was good.

1021
00:50:45,880 --> 00:50:46,080
Speaker 1: You know.

1022
00:50:46,400 --> 00:50:49,560
Speaker 3: Yeah, But I think I think, I think most of

1023
00:50:49,640 --> 00:50:53,080
Speaker 3: us have a pretty good idea of who we can

1024
00:50:53,120 --> 00:50:55,600
Speaker 3: count on and depend on when it really hits the

1025
00:50:55,640 --> 00:50:58,640
Speaker 3: fan for the most part, the part, and and and

1026
00:50:58,719 --> 00:51:00,600
Speaker 3: even the people that you know you can't really depend on,

1027
00:51:00,800 --> 00:51:03,400
Speaker 3: maybe you're friends with that person because you know they're fun,

1028
00:51:03,600 --> 00:51:05,080
Speaker 3: or they got good weed, or they be.

1029
00:51:05,000 --> 00:51:09,440
Speaker 1: Good general level, like, you know, there are people that

1030
00:51:09,480 --> 00:51:13,000
Speaker 1: I'm cool with that I speak to, if they send

1031
00:51:13,040 --> 00:51:15,520
Speaker 1: a message, if they reach out for something, We're always like,

1032
00:51:15,680 --> 00:51:18,719
Speaker 1: oh yeah, yeah, yeah, we're cool, like and I would

1033
00:51:18,719 --> 00:51:20,480
Speaker 1: even call some of them friends, like oh yeah, yeah,

1034
00:51:20,480 --> 00:51:24,480
Speaker 1: we're friends. But closeness also matters to me, and I'm

1035
00:51:24,560 --> 00:51:27,200
Speaker 1: as someone when I when I find someone that I'm

1036
00:51:27,280 --> 00:51:30,359
Speaker 1: drawn close to, like you too, like you know, like

1037
00:51:30,440 --> 00:51:33,560
Speaker 1: my three like closest friends here, it's like, Okay, these

1038
00:51:33,600 --> 00:51:37,719
Speaker 1: are the people that when anything happens, I will call

1039
00:51:37,840 --> 00:51:40,239
Speaker 1: and I will talk to and like, you know, any

1040
00:51:40,280 --> 00:51:44,120
Speaker 1: important information, pertinent information or since you still.

1041
00:51:43,880 --> 00:51:46,440
Speaker 2: Good with them, yes, yeah, yeah, yeah, you know.

1042
00:51:46,840 --> 00:51:52,319
Speaker 1: So it's like the access. It's about the access to

1043
00:51:52,400 --> 00:51:56,760
Speaker 1: the person, you know. I mean, I think but everybody

1044
00:51:56,760 --> 00:51:59,960
Speaker 1: but also everybody everybody deals with things different, you know, Yes,

1045
00:52:00,320 --> 00:52:02,640
Speaker 1: And so I'm always like, if this person is like

1046
00:52:02,840 --> 00:52:05,040
Speaker 1: kind of distant, I'm gonna still keep tapping.

1047
00:52:05,040 --> 00:52:07,279
Speaker 2: I'm gonna tap, you know. But I wasn't. I wasn't

1048
00:52:07,360 --> 00:52:09,759
Speaker 2: like bothered by you need a phone calls. I just

1049
00:52:09,800 --> 00:52:11,799
Speaker 2: needed to like, you know, chill.

1050
00:52:11,719 --> 00:52:13,279
Speaker 1: And sit with it.

1051
00:52:13,640 --> 00:52:14,680
Speaker 4: Okay, I understand.

1052
00:52:16,920 --> 00:52:18,960
Speaker 2: So then because like because like this is this is

1053
00:52:19,000 --> 00:52:21,319
Speaker 2: how you get me back Once I deal with it, then.

1054
00:52:21,280 --> 00:52:24,400
Speaker 1: I got oh yeah okay, Now sit was rough. Now

1055
00:52:24,360 --> 00:52:26,200
Speaker 1: I need to go suck and dick and like do

1056
00:52:26,320 --> 00:52:30,279
Speaker 1: some fun things to live, you know, because that's what

1057
00:52:30,400 --> 00:52:33,200
Speaker 1: my grandfather really would have wanted me to be doing anyway. Wow,

1058
00:52:34,800 --> 00:52:38,000
Speaker 1: my granddaddy, Yo, my granddad was one of the first.

1059
00:52:38,360 --> 00:52:41,120
Speaker 1: My granddad was one of the first motherfuckers that I

1060
00:52:41,160 --> 00:52:44,200
Speaker 1: ever felt like accepted me for just who I was.

1061
00:52:44,280 --> 00:52:46,680
Speaker 1: And let me be me. He never judged me. He

1062
00:52:46,760 --> 00:52:48,640
Speaker 1: might have judged, but he ain't never made it obvious

1063
00:52:48,680 --> 00:52:52,520
Speaker 1: that he was. He was always accepting and ship so

1064
00:52:52,840 --> 00:52:55,120
Speaker 1: like he just he just let me be who who

1065
00:52:55,160 --> 00:52:55,879
Speaker 1: I wanted to be.

1066
00:52:58,480 --> 00:53:00,799
Speaker 3: Okay, So the listeners want to know, was the sex

1067
00:53:00,840 --> 00:53:02,840
Speaker 3: with the white person the good sex or the bad sex?

1068
00:53:03,440 --> 00:53:07,200
Speaker 1: Was that was the good sex? Unfortunately, I'm sorry to

1069
00:53:07,280 --> 00:53:08,879
Speaker 1: have to break that news. I can't sit on here

1070
00:53:08,920 --> 00:53:12,000
Speaker 1: and lot y'all like the good sex did come from

1071
00:53:12,040 --> 00:53:15,000
Speaker 1: the white person. Brothers, we I don't know what's going on.

1072
00:53:16,080 --> 00:53:17,520
Speaker 4: Well, I guess.

1073
00:53:18,800 --> 00:53:21,279
Speaker 3: They know how to get fucked because they usually are

1074
00:53:21,320 --> 00:53:29,920
Speaker 3: the one fucking, so they know. Yeah, the black he's grieving, true, Yeah.

1075
00:53:28,000 --> 00:53:31,399
Speaker 4: He's also this is a this is a traumatic time. Yeah,

1076
00:53:31,480 --> 00:53:31,879
Speaker 4: he done.

1077
00:53:32,000 --> 00:53:35,600
Speaker 3: Mark, he's trying to he's trying to prove black innocence.

1078
00:53:35,640 --> 00:53:36,919
Speaker 4: That just proves too.

1079
00:53:36,960 --> 00:53:40,480
Speaker 1: Said, niggas ain't supposed to be fucking okay too, said

1080
00:53:40,600 --> 00:53:42,960
Speaker 1: niggas are not to put look black. I believe in

1081
00:53:43,000 --> 00:53:45,600
Speaker 1: black love, but if we both sucked up, that ain't

1082
00:53:45,640 --> 00:53:47,800
Speaker 1: gonna make for good sexte.

1083
00:53:47,160 --> 00:53:48,800
Speaker 4: Why black people gotta start going to therapy.

1084
00:53:49,200 --> 00:53:51,200
Speaker 2: This is why. This is why black people gotta go.

1085
00:53:51,239 --> 00:53:53,279
Speaker 4: That's why I asked up top, I asked you.

1086
00:53:53,960 --> 00:53:57,320
Speaker 1: Gotta That's why black people gotta across the across the aisle.

1087
00:53:57,400 --> 00:54:00,799
Speaker 1: It's true, you gotta go and see some ship that

1088
00:54:00,880 --> 00:54:03,560
Speaker 1: you ain't never done before. You know, I still got

1089
00:54:03,560 --> 00:54:08,719
Speaker 1: some checks on my list of backgrounds that I'm still trying.

1090
00:54:08,480 --> 00:54:12,400
Speaker 3: To like, you know, Okay, so give us still a

1091
00:54:12,400 --> 00:54:13,479
Speaker 3: thirty two flavors friend.

1092
00:54:13,520 --> 00:54:14,800
Speaker 4: Who what else is on the list?

1093
00:54:18,840 --> 00:54:20,600
Speaker 2: I think it's Runnie and his next.

1094
00:54:21,040 --> 00:54:22,920
Speaker 4: Okay, so I'm looking for that.

1095
00:54:23,480 --> 00:54:24,279
Speaker 1: I'm looking for that.

1096
00:54:26,920 --> 00:54:27,440
Speaker 2: I don't know.

1097
00:54:27,920 --> 00:54:29,799
Speaker 1: It could be anybody, but I'm trying to Like, I'm

1098
00:54:29,800 --> 00:54:30,680
Speaker 1: trying to see everything.

1099
00:54:30,760 --> 00:54:32,920
Speaker 2: I ain't trying to stick to just one. You know

1100
00:54:32,920 --> 00:54:35,279
Speaker 2: how many you know how many types of people out there?

1101
00:54:36,719 --> 00:54:38,560
Speaker 3: You know, I don't know if I need to see everything.

1102
00:54:38,719 --> 00:54:41,960
Speaker 3: I don't need to see everything.

1103
00:54:41,480 --> 00:54:43,840
Speaker 2: To at least at least the best to your taste

1104
00:54:43,920 --> 00:54:48,000
Speaker 2: of what's out. Why limit yourself because I.

1105
00:54:48,000 --> 00:54:51,520
Speaker 3: Only want to do it if it's gonna be like good.

1106
00:54:51,520 --> 00:54:52,520
Speaker 4: I don't want to waste my time.

1107
00:54:52,680 --> 00:54:56,080
Speaker 2: Respect. I respect people's choices and preferences.

1108
00:54:56,160 --> 00:54:59,120
Speaker 1: I just say for myself, I think I thrive better

1109
00:54:59,400 --> 00:55:02,080
Speaker 1: and have a bet I think even worldview when.

1110
00:55:01,960 --> 00:55:04,400
Speaker 2: I go out with and you know, be coming to

1111
00:55:04,520 --> 00:55:05,600
Speaker 2: me with different.

1112
00:55:05,360 --> 00:55:09,040
Speaker 4: Kinds of people, Okay, because then it yeah.

1113
00:55:08,840 --> 00:55:10,759
Speaker 2: Because then it gets born.

1114
00:55:11,480 --> 00:55:17,960
Speaker 3: Oh so this is adding to uh, your your your culture.

1115
00:55:19,080 --> 00:55:22,560
Speaker 4: You're being like cultured hooking up.

1116
00:55:22,600 --> 00:55:27,120
Speaker 2: Different cultured safe culture safe. Yeah.

1117
00:55:27,160 --> 00:55:29,400
Speaker 3: But I feel like if you hook up with somebody

1118
00:55:29,719 --> 00:55:32,879
Speaker 3: one time, it might not necessarily be good because maybe

1119
00:55:32,920 --> 00:55:34,560
Speaker 3: I don't know each other that well and it's the

1120
00:55:34,560 --> 00:55:38,319
Speaker 3: first time. Do you give that person a second ship?

1121
00:55:38,440 --> 00:55:39,959
Speaker 3: And I'm and I'm asking the question.

1122
00:55:40,120 --> 00:55:41,920
Speaker 2: It depends on how much time you got. It depends

1123
00:55:41,960 --> 00:55:43,960
Speaker 2: on how much time you got really like, how much

1124
00:55:43,960 --> 00:55:44,200
Speaker 2: time you.

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00:55:44,200 --> 00:55:46,920
Speaker 3: Don't really have about you know, do you think do

1126
00:55:46,960 --> 00:55:49,959
Speaker 3: you think that this person is worth right?

1127
00:55:51,120 --> 00:55:52,200
Speaker 4: Like did you have four?

1128
00:55:53,680 --> 00:55:53,919
Speaker 3: Yeah?

1129
00:55:54,080 --> 00:55:55,120
Speaker 2: I mean that That's the thing.

1130
00:55:55,280 --> 00:55:57,640
Speaker 1: If I can, I can say honestly with the person

1131
00:55:57,880 --> 00:55:59,399
Speaker 1: I was like, and I was I was like, this

1132
00:55:59,480 --> 00:56:00,560
Speaker 1: is not going to work.

1133
00:56:00,640 --> 00:56:03,680
Speaker 2: We're not We're not just doing it. We're just this

1134
00:56:03,840 --> 00:56:04,879
Speaker 2: is not it's not gonna work.

1135
00:56:05,719 --> 00:56:07,319
Speaker 4: That ain't it.

1136
00:56:07,360 --> 00:56:09,279
Speaker 1: You can just tell what some people you can be

1137
00:56:09,400 --> 00:56:11,399
Speaker 1: like just because you have that feeling, you know, you'd

1138
00:56:11,400 --> 00:56:14,560
Speaker 1: be like, oh, we wasn't really going at it how

1139
00:56:15,719 --> 00:56:18,160
Speaker 1: I know we probably could. Maybe we need to break

1140
00:56:18,160 --> 00:56:19,720
Speaker 1: it in one more time. That was like a practice.

1141
00:56:19,719 --> 00:56:25,480
Speaker 1: That was a practice one. But it's just like specific because.

1142
00:56:25,320 --> 00:56:27,000
Speaker 4: But some people are also bad at sex.

1143
00:56:27,400 --> 00:56:32,080
Speaker 1: There's also true, but everybody is not good at sex

1144
00:56:32,120 --> 00:56:36,200
Speaker 1: to somebody else, like your version how you fucked made

1145
00:56:36,200 --> 00:56:38,440
Speaker 1: to somebody else when they give with you, be like, man,

1146
00:56:38,480 --> 00:56:40,319
Speaker 1: I don't know if that's I don't know.

1147
00:56:40,280 --> 00:56:40,640
Speaker 2: If that was.

1148
00:56:40,680 --> 00:56:43,440
Speaker 4: It's not making that contact with me. Everybody has good

1149
00:56:43,440 --> 00:56:47,480
Speaker 4: sex with me. I have don't look at me, look

1150
00:56:47,480 --> 00:56:48,640
Speaker 4: a look that.

1151
00:56:49,160 --> 00:56:51,839
Speaker 1: I definitely know that there's somebody out there that could

1152
00:56:51,840 --> 00:56:53,080
Speaker 1: be like that.

1153
00:56:54,080 --> 00:56:55,560
Speaker 2: And that's okay. I am not.

1154
00:56:55,760 --> 00:56:58,799
Speaker 1: My body is not for everyone. It's for a good

1155
00:56:58,880 --> 00:57:04,120
Speaker 1: it's for a very it's a very wide array gentlemen.

1156
00:57:04,320 --> 00:57:07,440
Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, very specific very.

1157
00:57:08,000 --> 00:57:10,240
Speaker 1: I think every guy I've ever hooked up with speaks

1158
00:57:10,239 --> 00:57:11,640
Speaker 1: to my taste, which.

1159
00:57:12,719 --> 00:57:13,520
Speaker 4: Which is white men.

1160
00:57:14,160 --> 00:57:17,680
Speaker 3: Yes, and and all that note, not everybody is good

1161
00:57:17,680 --> 00:57:20,680
Speaker 3: at sex, but you know what, we're good at this podcast,

1162
00:57:20,800 --> 00:57:23,520
Speaker 3: And so thank you so much Alex for having us.

1163
00:57:24,000 --> 00:57:27,800
Speaker 3: Wasn't it really wasn't for having us.

1164
00:57:28,040 --> 00:57:30,560
Speaker 1: I mean, but honestly, this wasn't one of my best

1165
00:57:30,560 --> 00:57:33,320
Speaker 1: episodes of You'll podcasts. I wouldn't blame anybody I dated

1166
00:57:33,320 --> 00:57:35,600
Speaker 1: and follow me up because look, we were talking about

1167
00:57:35,640 --> 00:57:38,440
Speaker 1: jet fishing, like I get it, Like I wasn't. I

1168
00:57:38,440 --> 00:57:40,920
Speaker 1: didn't have many high there was no like there was

1169
00:57:40,960 --> 00:57:43,840
Speaker 1: like a lot of just like you know, goofy sadness

1170
00:57:43,920 --> 00:57:46,120
Speaker 1: and like you know, that's saying, See, that's that's why

1171
00:57:46,120 --> 00:57:47,360
Speaker 1: I did all that ship inside.

1172
00:57:47,360 --> 00:57:49,200
Speaker 2: So I didn't do we No, no, no, no.

1173
00:57:49,040 --> 00:57:51,640
Speaker 3: No, what you What you don't understand is that people

1174
00:57:51,720 --> 00:57:53,640
Speaker 3: have to respect the layers.

1175
00:57:53,880 --> 00:57:56,840
Speaker 4: Okay, they do have to respect do you know what's

1176
00:57:56,880 --> 00:57:57,680
Speaker 4: going on right now?

1177
00:57:57,760 --> 00:58:00,960
Speaker 2: This is a hard time and it's it's been going on,

1178
00:58:01,240 --> 00:58:03,760
Speaker 2: you know. But I mean just because.

1179
00:58:03,520 --> 00:58:05,640
Speaker 4: It's been going on, that doesn't mean we can't be people.

1180
00:58:05,640 --> 00:58:06,680
Speaker 4: We're human beings.

1181
00:58:06,920 --> 00:58:10,360
Speaker 1: No, I didn't say that. I'm just saying, like I

1182
00:58:10,520 --> 00:58:13,200
Speaker 1: just give everybody more grace. I'm just not I'm not

1183
00:58:13,240 --> 00:58:14,880
Speaker 1: as violatile, I think as everybody else.

1184
00:58:15,120 --> 00:58:16,080
Speaker 2: And that's not to say.

1185
00:58:15,880 --> 00:58:19,479
Speaker 1: That I'm like, I'm not like a mad or sad

1186
00:58:19,520 --> 00:58:20,240
Speaker 1: about the ship.

1187
00:58:20,280 --> 00:58:22,080
Speaker 2: But I could call me desensitized.

1188
00:58:22,120 --> 00:58:25,200
Speaker 1: But I mean, I'm just watching everybody else kind of

1189
00:58:25,440 --> 00:58:26,240
Speaker 1: go through the ship.

1190
00:58:26,560 --> 00:58:28,040
Speaker 2: You know, I'm just stepping back.

1191
00:58:28,760 --> 00:58:31,360
Speaker 3: I mean, I mean, if you're going through it frame

1192
00:58:31,400 --> 00:58:33,480
Speaker 3: where you're living through it right now, Yeah, you're going

1193
00:58:33,480 --> 00:58:35,920
Speaker 3: through it. Even if you think you're just watching, you

1194
00:58:36,000 --> 00:58:38,920
Speaker 3: are actually also living everything.

1195
00:58:39,040 --> 00:58:42,080
Speaker 2: Through of course. And I'm not. I'm not detached from it.

1196
00:58:42,120 --> 00:58:43,400
Speaker 2: But you know, I don't.

1197
00:58:43,560 --> 00:58:45,280
Speaker 1: I don't have it in me to preach to people

1198
00:58:45,480 --> 00:58:48,040
Speaker 1: and like tell people what they should do and know,

1199
00:58:48,280 --> 00:58:49,840
Speaker 1: like when all of the tools are there.

1200
00:58:50,240 --> 00:58:50,960
Speaker 2: Nobody can.

1201
00:58:51,120 --> 00:58:54,360
Speaker 1: Yeah, So I'm not if I'm not openly saying like

1202
00:58:55,480 --> 00:58:56,360
Speaker 1: you should, look, you should.

1203
00:58:56,560 --> 00:58:58,080
Speaker 2: If you don't. If you know who I am, you

1204
00:58:58,160 --> 00:58:58,840
Speaker 2: know how I feel.

1205
00:58:59,480 --> 00:59:02,560
Speaker 1: Yes, So that's that's you know, So I don't put

1206
00:59:02,600 --> 00:59:04,960
Speaker 1: the pressure on No, but no particular group of people.

1207
00:59:05,640 --> 00:59:08,520
Speaker 1: You know, my sense of humor hasn't changed. Everybody just

1208
00:59:08,560 --> 00:59:10,080
Speaker 1: needs to grow and everybody just needs.

1209
00:59:09,920 --> 00:59:13,280
Speaker 4: To grow up humor. Speaking of sense of humor, have

1210
00:59:13,320 --> 00:59:16,120
Speaker 4: you been doing shows? You've been out? You can do

1211
00:59:15,480 --> 00:59:16,680
Speaker 4: what I did on the street.

1212
00:59:17,160 --> 00:59:19,280
Speaker 1: I did do a show I did, I've done I've

1213
00:59:19,280 --> 00:59:22,400
Speaker 1: done two shows. They were social distance, so.

1214
00:59:22,640 --> 00:59:25,080
Speaker 2: They were cool. I did miss being on stage.

1215
00:59:25,760 --> 00:59:28,000
Speaker 3: But the messaged me about doing a show next week,

1216
00:59:28,040 --> 00:59:33,280
Speaker 3: and I'm like, I'm like, I could do it, but I'm.

1217
00:59:33,120 --> 00:59:36,720
Speaker 2: Like doing face phase three face face three friends, I.

1218
00:59:36,640 --> 00:59:38,520
Speaker 4: Know what I'm like, since if you do it, I

1219
00:59:38,560 --> 00:59:39,720
Speaker 4: don't won't be able to see you.

1220
00:59:39,800 --> 00:59:43,080
Speaker 1: So people like people people with what I was what

1221
00:59:43,120 --> 00:59:45,920
Speaker 1: I said about the cross I've had, which I mean,

1222
00:59:45,920 --> 00:59:48,840
Speaker 1: they haven't been like massive, but it's been it's been

1223
00:59:48,920 --> 00:59:51,680
Speaker 1: like people want to go out, so they really are

1224
00:59:51,800 --> 00:59:53,880
Speaker 1: just like laughing, They're trying to be involved.

1225
00:59:53,880 --> 00:59:54,600
Speaker 4: They want to be there.

1226
00:59:54,800 --> 00:59:55,680
Speaker 2: They want to be there.

1227
00:59:55,960 --> 00:59:58,880
Speaker 1: Yeah, so it's like that's the plus side to it,

1228
00:59:59,040 --> 01:00:01,480
Speaker 1: But I don't like, I just mixed. You still miss

1229
01:00:01,800 --> 01:00:04,480
Speaker 1: the closeness of the audience and stuff like that. You

1230
01:00:04,520 --> 01:00:07,720
Speaker 1: miss it being the feeling of it. Plus everybody knows

1231
01:00:07,720 --> 01:00:09,640
Speaker 1: you ain't been on stage in a long time, so

1232
01:00:09,680 --> 01:00:11,800
Speaker 1: you've been rusty just up there, lide.

1233
01:00:11,880 --> 01:00:13,400
Speaker 2: What the fuck do I get up here and do again?

1234
01:00:13,520 --> 01:00:15,040
Speaker 3: I mean, they haven't been the shows in a while,

1235
01:00:15,040 --> 01:00:16,720
Speaker 3: so they probably don't even know how to laugh no more.

1236
01:00:16,800 --> 01:00:19,960
Speaker 4: But yes, that part okay, well, I mean I think

1237
01:00:19,960 --> 01:00:21,360
Speaker 4: I'm gonna say yes, I think I'm gonna do it.

1238
01:00:21,760 --> 01:00:23,960
Speaker 2: Okay, just make sure. I mean, if it is it outdoor,

1239
01:00:24,120 --> 01:00:27,640
Speaker 2: is it inside? Because all the ones I've been doing.

1240
01:00:26,840 --> 01:00:28,920
Speaker 4: I think they're I think they all have to be outside.

1241
01:00:28,960 --> 01:00:30,640
Speaker 3: I don't think that many people are allowed to be

1242
01:00:30,960 --> 01:00:36,000
Speaker 3: in a venue inside at a time. I think max

1243
01:00:36,200 --> 01:00:39,080
Speaker 3: max people that can be inside together, gathered together as

1244
01:00:39,160 --> 01:00:40,400
Speaker 3: ten or something like that.

1245
01:00:41,200 --> 01:00:43,720
Speaker 1: I really just apologize to your listeners. I really this

1246
01:00:43,800 --> 01:00:44,560
Speaker 1: was this was man.

1247
01:00:44,720 --> 01:00:47,520
Speaker 3: Wow, that's okay, friend, we did great. This is what

1248
01:00:47,560 --> 01:00:48,960
Speaker 3: they're gonna be happy with whatever.

1249
01:00:49,040 --> 01:00:51,960
Speaker 1: No, I'm usually, I'm usually this is your first time

1250
01:00:52,000 --> 01:00:54,440
Speaker 1: hearing me. If this is your first, go back to

1251
01:00:54,560 --> 01:00:58,040
Speaker 1: previous episode. Please go back to previous episodes when I

1252
01:00:58,160 --> 01:00:59,800
Speaker 1: made it and we we touch shit. But see, this

1253
01:00:59,840 --> 01:01:00,520
Speaker 1: is what I don't like.

1254
01:01:00,600 --> 01:01:02,760
Speaker 2: Zoom. It makes it different.

1255
01:01:02,880 --> 01:01:07,040
Speaker 4: Like when you're unraveling. Friend, you're unraveling. It's fine, We're fine.

1256
01:01:07,320 --> 01:01:08,760
Speaker 2: That's when we're we're on.

1257
01:01:09,080 --> 01:01:10,960
Speaker 4: You know, it's fine, we're doing great.

1258
01:01:11,000 --> 01:01:12,320
Speaker 2: They can't. They can't. They can come from me in

1259
01:01:12,360 --> 01:01:13,120
Speaker 2: your comments section.

1260
01:01:13,200 --> 01:01:16,240
Speaker 4: They won't like this is they're listening, they're having well.

1261
01:01:16,240 --> 01:01:19,280
Speaker 1: Finally, Sydney wasn't the least interesting one on the show.

1262
01:01:22,520 --> 01:01:27,160
Speaker 3: All right, bitching on that note, everybody follow Alex english

1263
01:01:27,800 --> 01:01:30,560
Speaker 3: on then him dick pics.

1264
01:01:30,880 --> 01:01:31,640
Speaker 4: Don't even him.

1265
01:01:31,840 --> 01:01:34,120
Speaker 3: You don't if you don't want to smash the follow

1266
01:01:34,120 --> 01:01:36,800
Speaker 3: button because you you didn't like this episode for whatever reason,

1267
01:01:36,920 --> 01:01:40,560
Speaker 3: take from this episode that you you should be sending

1268
01:01:40,640 --> 01:01:41,320
Speaker 3: him Dick pics.

1269
01:01:41,800 --> 01:01:45,480
Speaker 2: Ye, listening, kind with the pigs.

1270
01:01:45,880 --> 01:01:48,400
Speaker 1: Be kind with the pigs if you do, because like,

1271
01:01:48,920 --> 01:01:51,000
Speaker 1: I'm working on something right now and I don't really

1272
01:01:51,000 --> 01:01:52,120
Speaker 1: want to be that distracted.

1273
01:01:52,280 --> 01:01:54,240
Speaker 2: So make sure it's good. If I'm gonna if I'm.

1274
01:01:54,160 --> 01:01:56,160
Speaker 4: A technic, quality, the lighting gotta be good.

1275
01:01:56,760 --> 01:01:58,600
Speaker 1: Yeah, because I take pride in my news, so I

1276
01:01:58,600 --> 01:02:01,520
Speaker 1: would help the people send Yeah news would do the same.

1277
01:02:01,640 --> 01:02:02,480
Speaker 2: Make sure you.

1278
01:02:03,840 --> 01:02:07,160
Speaker 3: Make sure you wipe your camera before your phone so

1279
01:02:07,200 --> 01:02:08,160
Speaker 3: it's not your camera.

1280
01:02:08,480 --> 01:02:11,400
Speaker 1: You can use the same wipe your dick that you

1281
01:02:11,520 --> 01:02:14,280
Speaker 1: use your camera like you do that you'll never know

1282
01:02:14,320 --> 01:02:15,360
Speaker 1: it's not scratched the snake.

1283
01:02:15,800 --> 01:02:18,320
Speaker 3: Yes, make sure that Dick is not too ashy, you know,

1284
01:02:18,400 --> 01:02:19,959
Speaker 3: maybe put a little not.

1285
01:02:19,600 --> 01:02:24,320
Speaker 2: Not not Actually, I don't even say two. There's no excepting.

1286
01:02:25,320 --> 01:02:28,040
Speaker 4: Yes, yes, Okay. So what's the hair situation you want?

1287
01:02:28,640 --> 01:02:29,320
Speaker 2: I don't care about.

1288
01:02:29,640 --> 01:02:34,680
Speaker 1: Well, make it upon review because there's such a thing

1289
01:02:34,720 --> 01:02:36,480
Speaker 1: as too much. But you know that that varies and

1290
01:02:36,520 --> 01:02:40,760
Speaker 1: it can change, okay, so and so just make it

1291
01:02:41,000 --> 01:02:43,520
Speaker 1: make make it worse. Okay, sure and make it se

1292
01:02:45,000 --> 01:02:47,240
Speaker 1: make it worse. I mean you can also send your

1293
01:02:47,240 --> 01:02:48,040
Speaker 1: butt like.

1294
01:02:48,160 --> 01:02:54,960
Speaker 3: Let's not we're doing whole picks, you're doing.

1295
01:02:55,480 --> 01:02:59,560
Speaker 1: The actual but like but but but but are absolutely

1296
01:03:00,080 --> 01:03:01,680
Speaker 1: hilly butts are I would.

1297
01:03:01,400 --> 01:03:07,720
Speaker 4: Say, but you Alex, head up top.

1298
01:03:08,560 --> 01:03:11,200
Speaker 1: Just just just copy and paste this part Andrew and

1299
01:03:11,240 --> 01:03:16,440
Speaker 1: put it at the time, just dragged that you can.

1300
01:03:16,680 --> 01:03:17,960
Speaker 2: I believe in you. I believe in.

1301
01:03:18,960 --> 01:03:22,000
Speaker 4: Yeah, thank you, Alex. This was beautiful.

1302
01:03:22,240 --> 01:03:26,480
Speaker 3: I have such a blast you stop you guys, you know,

1303
01:03:26,560 --> 01:03:29,360
Speaker 3: leave your leave your funky ass from review.

1304
01:03:30,440 --> 01:03:32,280
Speaker 1: Oh and when you send and when you send the

1305
01:03:32,320 --> 01:03:34,840
Speaker 1: pics the ass picks, just just you don't even have

1306
01:03:34,880 --> 01:03:37,480
Speaker 1: to send a long message to stay my condolences.

1307
01:03:37,440 --> 01:03:40,400
Speaker 4: Oh beautiful, Okay, please send that.

1308
01:03:40,520 --> 01:03:44,720
Speaker 3: Send condolences dicks to Dick, dolences to Alex.

1309
01:03:45,360 --> 01:03:47,240
Speaker 4: Matter of fact, I'll take some dic Don's picks as well.

1310
01:03:50,320 --> 01:03:53,200
Speaker 1: That is the episode title alone. It should be singular

1311
01:03:53,720 --> 01:03:56,200
Speaker 1: dick dick experts.

1312
01:03:56,240 --> 01:04:00,120
Speaker 4: Okay, that is that's it. That's great. What a he

1313
01:04:00,160 --> 01:04:00,440
Speaker 4: did it?

1314
01:04:00,480 --> 01:04:03,520
Speaker 3: We did it at the end work okay, all right,

1315
01:04:03,600 --> 01:04:06,800
Speaker 3: well we're out of here now, right Marie Tiddy's ready

1316
01:04:06,800 --> 01:04:08,200
Speaker 3: to go. You see that she sat up, she put

1317
01:04:08,200 --> 01:04:08,840
Speaker 3: a phone down.

1318
01:04:10,960 --> 01:04:11,520
Speaker 5: What are you doing?

1319
01:04:12,440 --> 01:04:13,680
Speaker 1: You really don't mind telling you.

1320
01:04:13,640 --> 01:04:15,160
Speaker 4: That she's no.

1321
01:04:15,160 --> 01:04:17,959
Speaker 3: No, I have to memorize these lines.

1322
01:04:17,960 --> 01:04:21,800
Speaker 4: I have somebody going over the lines with me. Yes, yes, yes.

1323
01:04:23,160 --> 01:04:25,040
Speaker 4: Then the episode, friend, what's that?

1324
01:04:25,160 --> 01:04:26,080
Speaker 2: What's that You're gonna be.

1325
01:04:26,040 --> 01:04:27,600
Speaker 1: On during COVID?

1326
01:04:27,800 --> 01:04:28,959
Speaker 4: I'm not doing no sex?

1327
01:04:29,240 --> 01:04:31,640
Speaker 2: So no, I said, what what? What?

1328
01:04:32,160 --> 01:04:32,240
Speaker 1: What?

1329
01:04:32,320 --> 01:04:32,880
Speaker 4: TV said?

1330
01:04:33,560 --> 01:04:35,240
Speaker 2: You're about to be on with COVID?

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Speaker 1: Y'all doing? You?

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Speaker 2: Got you?

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Speaker 1: Got you getting you getting booked on the on the Corona,

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Speaker 1: on a new Corona series.

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Speaker 3: I don't know, sir, but I just don't want my

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Speaker 3: agency to drop me, so I'm just gonna do this

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Speaker 3: self taking. All right, Well, friends, thank you for being here,

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Speaker 3: Rape comment, subscribe, and send those stick Dolans pics to

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Speaker 3: Alex Andrew.

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Speaker 4: And I mean to see you next week. You bess okay?

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Speaker 4: By nothing needs you gay or what?

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Speaker 2: Shut up?

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Speaker 4: I'm listen, I'm gay, not blind. Send a dix Forever.

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