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Speaker 1: the episode.

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Speaker 2: All from L Money.

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Speaker 1: Hello, how are you?

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Speaker 3: I'm doing good?

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Speaker 4: How you doing I'm doing all right?

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Speaker 3: Man?

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Speaker 1: What's your name?

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Speaker 3: You can call me L Money?

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Speaker 1: L Money? What does that mean? Is that a rap name?

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Speaker 1: Is that a fake name? Is that your god given

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Speaker 1: birth name?

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Speaker 3: Well, it depends on who you call God. I suppose.

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Speaker 1: I'm gonna what if what if I'm God? Who do I?

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Speaker 1: What do I call you?

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Speaker 3: Then you can call me anything you want? Chief?

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Speaker 1: All right? L money? You said L money?

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Speaker 4: Right, that's correct.

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Speaker 3: Here.

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Speaker 1: What's your what's happening with you?

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Speaker 4: Oh?

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Speaker 3: Not much, man. You know, I'm just sitting here on

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Speaker 3: the couch with my girlfriend. We've been trying to call

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Speaker 3: in just I didn't think we'd get through, especially not

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Speaker 3: that quick.

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Speaker 1: Uh so is there anything in particular that you called

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Speaker 1: in you want to talk about?

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Speaker 3: Uh? Well, uh, you know, I I have cancer. I

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Speaker 3: talked to you quick for the six few seconds when

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Speaker 3: you did that.

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Speaker 1: What kind of cancer do you have?

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Speaker 3: Thyroid? Got that shit taken out?

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Speaker 1: I always thought that, you know, when I first heard

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Speaker 1: the thyroid cancer, I always thought it was in the thigh.

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Speaker 1: I didn't know it was in the neck.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, that's what I thought in middle school and I heard,

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Speaker 3: and then I didn't find out until I was in

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Speaker 3: high school, and I made an ask to myself talking

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Speaker 3: about it in front of people.

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Speaker 1: You made How did you make an ass of yourself

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Speaker 1: talking about it in front of people.

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Speaker 3: I made some kind of joke about having thigh cancer

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Speaker 3: and it's saying thyroid cancer, and somebody called me out

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Speaker 3: on it.

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Speaker 1: Do you think cosmically somebody gave you thyroid cancer for

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Speaker 1: making fun of thyroid cancer.

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Speaker 3: I kind of hope so, because in that case, I'm

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Speaker 3: gonna have a lot more diseases than I already have.

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Speaker 3: I got a long list, Like I go to the

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Speaker 3: doctor and they have my medical list, and it's like gastroparesis,

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Speaker 1: And when you when you say you hope, do you

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Speaker 1: mean like you were you can track a time in

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Speaker 1: your life in which you dunked on all of those

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Speaker 1: diseases to make it so that charmatically you you ended

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Speaker 3: Them, not specifically, but if I went back far enough

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Speaker 1: What which one of those is the worst?

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Speaker 4: You know?

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Speaker 3: I have an undiagnosed stomach issue, that's the worst. I

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Speaker 3: wake up every morning and I'm usually having diarrhea and

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Speaker 1: Okay, with pain Okay, what are you in pain right now?

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Speaker 3: No, it's tipical like me in the morning. Right now,

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Speaker 3: I'm chilling. I'm a little constipated. But other than that,

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Speaker 1: So you're constant. You have the opposite of diarrhea right now?

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Speaker 3: Oh yeah, it goes back and forth.

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Speaker 1: All right, what do you still have the thyroid cancer?

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Speaker 1: Or they took out they took out the.

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Speaker 3: Thyroid so it metastasized to my links node right now.

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Speaker 3: That's just kind of hanging out and hasn't gone anywhere else.

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Speaker 3: So they're not super worried about it. Because syroid cancer

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Speaker 3: is it's one of those cancers. It's pretty slow.

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Speaker 1: Is that good?

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Speaker 3: Yeah, it's real good. I mean I have a prognosis

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Speaker 3: of at least another twenty years.

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Speaker 1: doctor gave you twenty years to live, yeah, roughly. How

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Speaker 1: old are you now, twenty one? Okay, you can do

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Speaker 1: a lot in twenty year. How do you feel about that.

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Speaker 3: I've guaranteed twenty years. I'm probably gonna have a little

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Speaker 1: Okay, Well it's not really guaranteed twenty years.

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Speaker 3: Well, no, nothing's guaranteed.

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Speaker 1: There's never There's no such thing as guaranteed twenty this

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Speaker 1: just like it's guaranteed fucking week, especially if you get

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Speaker 1: no you ever you ever drive drunk?

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Speaker 3: Oh yeah, always the bloze and cruising.

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Speaker 1: Okay, all right, So I mean you could die any day.

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Speaker 3: I mean yeah, anyone can die any day. That's that's

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Speaker 3: the magical likes. That's why you gotta grab it by

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Speaker 3: the you know, the movies, and you gotta live it

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Speaker 1: You gotta live it to the fullest by getting fucking blasted,

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Speaker 1: putting on your favorite song, and cruising down the highway

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Speaker 1: as God intended. However you define God as you said

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Speaker 1: at the beginning, So what's your favorite what's your favorite

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Speaker 1: alcohol to drive drunk?

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Speaker 3: You know, I'm a run man, but as long as

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Speaker 3: I have a little dad pen with me, it doesn't

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Speaker 3: really matter.

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Speaker 1: Okay, So your doctor gave you twenty years left to live.

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Speaker 1: I'm gonna give you, like, how long do you think

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Speaker 3: I don't think anyone can judge that realistically unless you

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Speaker 3: got terminal stuff going on. I'm gonna confidently say I've

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Speaker 1: Me, I want to hear something crazy. Yeah, I just

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Speaker 1: came up with this lot. Being born is a terminal disease.

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Speaker 3: Damn, you just blew my mind.

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Speaker 1: That's what I do. That's why, that's why I'm the gecko.

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Speaker 1: All right? So what so what do you what's your

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Speaker 1: twenty year plan? What do you hope to And it's funny,

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Speaker 1: right because you're like, because twenty years left to like

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Speaker 1: but that urgency is always there because life is a

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Speaker 1: terminal disease. So what what what's on the map? What

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Speaker 1: are you hoping to do with your life?

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Speaker 3: I got very broad stress right now. In the plan?

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Speaker 3: You know, you gotta get married to this wonderful woman,

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Speaker 3: you know, get it all, not all in that order necessarily.

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Speaker 3: I'm just trying to make life worth living. Be happy,

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Speaker 3: you know what I'm saying. I'm happy to be here.

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Speaker 1: Okay, how often are we drinking and driving?

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Speaker 3: You're not a chop? Are you?

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Speaker 1: I'm a gecko.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, but sometimes geckos are in the cover, aren't they.

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Speaker 3: I mean, you know that insurance guy, he's sneaky.

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Speaker 2: Yeah.

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Speaker 1: I don't want to talk about that, but okay, you

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Speaker 1: want to get a whole you want to have a

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Speaker 1: you have a whole family. What's your girlfriend's deal? What's

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Speaker 1: her thing? Is she sick too? You guys got? I

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Speaker 1: meant stars thing going, yeah, but.

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Speaker 3: In a different way. Hers is uh, it's a Oh god,

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Speaker 3: I don't even the initials are HS. I can't tell

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Speaker 1: What's her? What's her?

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Speaker 4: Oh?

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Speaker 1: He does have a disease hl? Okay, what is hs H?

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Speaker 3: Long story short. She can get infections in her really bad,

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Speaker 3: and she can get septic if it goes untreated or unnoticed.

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Speaker 1: Okay, so you guys just got Now. Do you think

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Speaker 1: she in high school made fun of that disease and

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Speaker 4: I hope.

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Speaker 3: So, I mean that'd be pretty funny for the both

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Speaker 1: Do you believe in that shit? Do you believe in

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Speaker 1: like determinism and karma and all that.

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Speaker 3: I believe if you're a bad person. You're gonna get

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Speaker 3: getting your teeth knocked in. Bad things are gonna come

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Speaker 1: Bad do you? And you can be honest with me?

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Speaker 1: I want you know, that's a complicated question. Do you

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Speaker 3: I believe I try to be a good person, and

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Speaker 3: I think that's what matters.

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Speaker 1: All right. How often you are you drinking and driving?

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Speaker 3: Not as often as I'm smoking and driving.

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Speaker 1: All right? What do you do to be a good person?

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Speaker 3: I try to stay positive and I try to spread positivity.

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Speaker 1: You know.

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Speaker 3: I started a new job this last month, and my

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Speaker 3: that's her favorite thing about me.

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Speaker 1: Now having cancer, does that make you look at money differently?

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Speaker 1: Are you still contributing to your roth ira, even though

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Speaker 1: you're like, I'm not even gonna be around at sixty

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Speaker 1: to cash the shit in. Let me just you know,

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Speaker 3: Man, I've been living paycheck to paycheck since I was seventeen.

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Speaker 3: I don't have ilray. I'll tell you. I mean I've

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Speaker 3: been a little more. I can treat myself with a

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Speaker 3: I'm just trying to save money if I can.

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Speaker 1: What do you spend money on when you when you.

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Speaker 3: Have spended and rent rent's expensive man groceries and stuff.

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Speaker 3: Oh my god, I hate the an adult.

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Speaker 1: What do you do? What do you do for work?

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Speaker 3: I do laundry and housekeeping at a hotel.

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Speaker 1: Oh it's pretty cool. Is it like one of those

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Speaker 1: fancy hotels. It is.

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Speaker 3: Actually it's a Hampton, so we are owned by like

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Speaker 3: Riz Carlton and whatnot.

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Speaker 1: Do you ever steal things from people's room?

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Speaker 3: No, I don't go in the rooms. I when I

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Speaker 3: do housekeeping, it's actually just house person. So I go

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Speaker 3: the pool and the workout are real.

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Speaker 1: When I was for uh uh, yeah, I want to

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Speaker 1: say I want to say fourteen. I once there was

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Speaker 1: went to with a bunch of like fourteen year old

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Speaker 3: Well, I'm glad that wasn't my hotel because I probably

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Speaker 1: You know what I'm thinking now, I'm probably gonna get cancer.

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Speaker 3: Too because of the p incident.

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Speaker 1: Because of the p incident.

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Speaker 3: Well, if you are, you know, I'm sure we can

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Speaker 1: Do you know what kind of cancer do you like?

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Speaker 1: If there was a god that was kind of tracking

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Speaker 1: But I like the way that you're thinking about it, right,

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Speaker 1: You're not like, oh why me right, You're like all right, sure.

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Speaker 3: Shit happened? You can't get hung up on everything. I

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Speaker 1: Where do you want? What do you want them to

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Speaker 4: Nice?

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Speaker 1: Do you do you? We've been talked a little bit

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Speaker 3: You know?

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Speaker 5: I try not to think about it, but when I do.

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Speaker 1: What do you what's the worst part of being alive

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Speaker 3: Oh? Man? My stomach pain?

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Speaker 1: Do you can you build anything? Can you eat stuff?

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Speaker 5: So I'm medically I'm lackless intolerant, but physically I don't care.

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Speaker 1: What's is there anything? You said life is suffering and

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Speaker 3: It's all about the little things. I mean, you got

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Speaker 1: I like that. How often are you getting pissed drunk on.

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Speaker 3: When you say on the run, do you mean specifically

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Speaker 4: Oh?

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Speaker 3: On the rum? Not as often as I used to.

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Speaker 3: My stomach they can't handle it like I could when

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Speaker 1: Maybe God gave you the stomach issues to prevent you

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Speaker 2: And that could be.

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Speaker 3: I mean, my parents are are pretty into alcohol, and

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Speaker 1: No, that's all right, he's just excited. How did you

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Speaker 3: Tinder?

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Speaker 1: Tinder? What was your opening line? Was it about having diarrhea?

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Speaker 3: No, it was probably something about, you know, wanting to

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Speaker 3: No, not at all. Actually she ghosted me for like

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Speaker 1: She goes to you for four years?

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Speaker 3: Yeah, I mean on and off.

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Speaker 1: That doesn't make any sense. So she goes to you

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Speaker 3: So I was on her snapchat pretty much the entire time,

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Speaker 3: I know I've worked my way in. I keep I

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Speaker 1: Oh okay, you made sure that you were in her

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Speaker 3: Times, exactly. You got to remember boys and girls persistence

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Speaker 1: You know, you've really you. You know what I like

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Speaker 1: about You've created a life for yourself despite several odds

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Speaker 1: against you. Right. There's yeah, there's the federal laws against

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Speaker 1: drinking and driving. You decided the hell with those. There's

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Speaker 1: you know your health has been challenged. There's this this

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Speaker 3: Well, you gotta do what you gotta do. I mean,

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Speaker 3: if you weren't making yourself happy, no one.

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Speaker 1: Is what's your name again?

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Speaker 3: Well, you know you can call me al Money, but

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Speaker 1: Luke. You know, Luke. I don't I don't envy you,

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Speaker 1: but I am inspired by you.

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Speaker 3: Oh I'm glad to give a little bit of inspiration.

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Speaker 1: Then, dude, is there anything else that you you want

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Speaker 1: before we.

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Speaker 4: Go live long and prosper I like it.

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Speaker 1: You take care of Luke.

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Speaker 3: Have a good one you too, Thanks, Wile.

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Speaker 1: I hope Luke lives for as long as is reasonable

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Speaker 1: all from mister bel.

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Speaker 4: Hello, Hey, this is my first live stream. Oh it's

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Speaker 4: like ever ever Yeah, No, I mean I've watched the

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Speaker 4: I've watched the recordings, but damn I got through cool

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Speaker 1: What the hell is slime rancher? Sounds like both sounds

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Speaker 1: like we both have being green in common.

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Speaker 4: Green. Yeah. Yeah, I'm a green guy. I'm green now.

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Speaker 4: So yeah, yeah. You just farm flimes, like if you

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Speaker 4: think of RPG slimes, that's what you farm. What anyway?

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Speaker 1: What what is it?

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Speaker 2: No?

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Speaker 1: No, no, no, there's no way. What is what is a slime?

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Speaker 1: You have explain?

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Speaker 4: Well, I mean like like a generic video games line,

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Speaker 1: Do you mean like a like a you're fighting blobs?

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Speaker 4: No no, no, no, you're not fighting them. You're farming them,

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Speaker 4: and you intergreed them and you harvest their products for money.

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Speaker 1: So you facilitate slime incest and then take the incest

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Speaker 4: No, no, you know what, you know what you know what?

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Speaker 1: You know what I'm gonna I'm gonna take all credit

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Speaker 4: I forgive you no worries, man, So I guess we'll

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Speaker 4: talk about my life. So I didn't get no sleep

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Speaker 1: Okay, so last night you didn't sleep because you were

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Speaker 4: No, I couldn't sleep for an unknown reason. And I've

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Speaker 1: Okay, what were the highlights of the five years?

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Speaker 4: By highlights, I'm going with like what made me feel

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Speaker 4: Either X's dues or just being embarrassed of myself, which

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Speaker 4: also you know, the highlight is the fondness. Like I

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Speaker 1: That's true, that's true, that's true. I'm trying to think.

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Speaker 1: I mean, I'm so dumb, but I'm thinking of like

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Speaker 1: time for fun in between. But no, you're right, you're right,

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Speaker 1: yeah fun, Yeah, have fun. So you said you're like

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Speaker 1: what you said, you were embarrassed? What were you embarrassed of?

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Speaker 1: Just like the way that you.

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Speaker 4: Were attitudes that held yeah things I said, Yeah, the

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Speaker 4: that's the best I had. That's the best I could

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Speaker 4: if that's cool.

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Speaker 1: Well, I'm not done with this pictures thing. This is interesting.

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Speaker 1: How old are you?

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Speaker 4: By the way, keep gone twenty four?

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Speaker 1: Twenty four? You know, man, I was, dude, I fucking

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Speaker 1: have I did the exact same thing that you did

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Speaker 1: that was the me one hundred times stupider than I

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Speaker 1: am right now, You're right, is the best I had

446
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Speaker 1: at that time.

447
00:23:37,920 --> 00:23:39,880
Speaker 4: Yeah, but what you know what.

448
00:23:39,840 --> 00:23:41,719
Speaker 1: Really tripped me up was I would like look at

449
00:23:42,560 --> 00:23:44,119
Speaker 1: like it was all it was. It was it was

450
00:23:44,119 --> 00:23:46,359
Speaker 1: an amalgam of things, right, like the way you were saying.

451
00:23:46,560 --> 00:23:48,760
Speaker 1: It was stuff that I was proud of, stuff I

452
00:23:48,800 --> 00:23:52,959
Speaker 1: was embarrassed of, stuff I was really fond of. And

453
00:23:53,000 --> 00:23:55,399
Speaker 1: I looked at myself and I was like, oh, this

454
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Speaker 1: is the this is the complete version of me as

455
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Speaker 1: a person. This is this is all the bad stuff

456
00:24:01,640 --> 00:24:04,280
Speaker 1: and then all the good stuff. And you know, it

457
00:24:04,359 --> 00:24:06,800
Speaker 1: kind of made me see a more complete version of myself,

458
00:24:06,840 --> 00:24:09,520
Speaker 1: which I which might made me have you know, empathy.

459
00:24:10,800 --> 00:24:14,960
Speaker 4: Yeah, and like we're crazy, crazy documented, which is also

460
00:24:15,080 --> 00:24:18,639
Speaker 4: something that you know, a mixed bag obviously, but I

461
00:24:18,680 --> 00:24:21,320
Speaker 4: think you know, the fact that we got to do

462
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Speaker 4: that is you know, that hasn't happened before at all.

463
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Speaker 1: So that's awesome, It's true. Yeah, yeah, Uh well tell

464
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Speaker 1: me what else you saw? You said you saw X's

465
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Speaker 1: you saw conversation, What did you what was the best

466
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Speaker 1: What was the best screenshot that you saw?

467
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Speaker 4: The best screenshot, best screenshot. So the best way to

468
00:24:56,080 --> 00:24:59,440
Speaker 4: translate it in this format would be something that's like text.

469
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Speaker 3: Pass.

470
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Speaker 4: I don't know. I don't have all those photos in

471
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Speaker 4: my head. I just moved all of them off my

472
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Speaker 4: Google drive.

473
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Speaker 1: Okay, sorry, sor right. You sound nervous, by the way,

474
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Speaker 1: and I want you to know, like, you don't have

475
00:25:14,240 --> 00:25:17,320
Speaker 1: to be nervous. Okay, this is just excited.

476
00:25:17,680 --> 00:25:23,160
Speaker 4: Yeah, you know, like yeah, like, uh, nervous and excitement

477
00:25:23,240 --> 00:25:27,119
Speaker 4: is the same thing. Just matters whether you perceive it

478
00:25:27,160 --> 00:25:28,200
Speaker 4: as positive or negative.

479
00:25:28,520 --> 00:25:30,720
Speaker 1: It's god, you know what, that's goddamn true. I think

480
00:25:30,760 --> 00:25:33,560
Speaker 1: that's saying. I think that's same thing. I really do

481
00:25:33,640 --> 00:25:36,720
Speaker 1: think exactly what you just said. It all depends on

482
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Speaker 1: how you label it. What what were you all?

483
00:25:42,960 --> 00:25:43,040
Speaker 4: Right?

484
00:25:43,080 --> 00:25:44,840
Speaker 1: You wanted to talk about your job? What's your job?

485
00:25:45,160 --> 00:25:45,560
Speaker 3: Sure?

486
00:25:47,119 --> 00:25:51,760
Speaker 4: So I started my job at the beginning of twenty

487
00:25:51,800 --> 00:25:55,200
Speaker 4: twenty two at a group home a few months after

488
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Speaker 4: I finished my bachelor's So it's a group home for

489
00:26:00,680 --> 00:26:04,199
Speaker 4: kids and foster care, and I'm a youth counselor and

490
00:26:04,240 --> 00:26:09,560
Speaker 4: a case manager. And I mean, the best way I

491
00:26:09,600 --> 00:26:13,240
Speaker 4: can describe it overall is something that I learned in

492
00:26:12,520 --> 00:26:20,720
Speaker 4: a positive psychology class is like we're having kids, like

493
00:26:22,160 --> 00:26:25,400
Speaker 4: you know, as people love to say, and they are

494
00:26:25,560 --> 00:26:28,160
Speaker 4: like kids are a massive drain on your finances, time

495
00:26:28,400 --> 00:26:31,760
Speaker 4: and opportunities. However, they provide you an abundance of meaning

496
00:26:32,480 --> 00:26:37,119
Speaker 4: and if oh yeah, I mean, dude, you could fucking

497
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Speaker 4: get w hold gobs of that, put it on pallets.

498
00:26:39,160 --> 00:26:45,479
Speaker 4: It's great, lost my train thought. But yeah, so like

499
00:26:45,560 --> 00:26:51,520
Speaker 4: it's it's fucking hard, but it's really fulfilling. And you know,

500
00:26:51,600 --> 00:26:53,240
Speaker 4: I think it's a matter of picking your poison. I

501
00:26:53,280 --> 00:26:58,960
Speaker 4: would rather work hard and be underpaid, and you know,

502
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Speaker 4: on the day I die, like, I think I did

503
00:27:01,640 --> 00:27:04,359
Speaker 4: the right thing. But I don't want to get like

504
00:27:04,520 --> 00:27:08,040
Speaker 4: too much holier than now about it. But there's a

505
00:27:08,080 --> 00:27:09,640
Speaker 4: lot of interesting stuff to talk about there.

506
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Speaker 1: I was. I was at an amusement park yesterday and

507
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Speaker 1: I put my hand on a hand railing while I

508
00:27:16,480 --> 00:27:18,960
Speaker 1: was waiting in line for a ride. And then I

509
00:27:19,040 --> 00:27:23,439
Speaker 1: remembered that, you know, when I was like a little

510
00:27:23,520 --> 00:27:26,359
Speaker 1: kid and I was at amusement parks, I would like

511
00:27:26,480 --> 00:27:29,840
Speaker 1: pick my nose and like shove my hand up my

512
00:27:29,920 --> 00:27:34,040
Speaker 1: ass and like wipe it all over the handrails and stuff.

513
00:27:34,560 --> 00:27:36,320
Speaker 1: And I thought to myself, full if I was doing that,

514
00:27:36,320 --> 00:27:41,000
Speaker 1: there's probably that tradition I'm sure lives on in the

515
00:27:41,000 --> 00:27:43,720
Speaker 1: youth of today, and so I'm probably my hand is

516
00:27:43,760 --> 00:27:47,320
Speaker 1: probably interacting with the boogers and shit of like you know,

517
00:27:48,440 --> 00:27:51,080
Speaker 1: the kids of twenty twenty three. And so I took

518
00:27:51,080 --> 00:27:54,000
Speaker 1: my hand off the railing and it was it was.

519
00:27:54,200 --> 00:27:56,000
Speaker 1: It was a bittersweet moment because at one point I

520
00:27:56,040 --> 00:27:57,560
Speaker 1: was like, ah, man, it's kind of gross. But then

521
00:27:57,600 --> 00:28:00,480
Speaker 1: I was like, you know what, I'm glad that there's

522
00:28:00,520 --> 00:28:06,040
Speaker 1: like certain huge things of human nature that uh, you know,

523
00:28:07,119 --> 00:28:10,280
Speaker 1: persist across time. And that was yeah, like.

524
00:28:10,200 --> 00:28:15,320
Speaker 4: How people have always drawn penises like that goes way back. Yeah, yeah,

525
00:28:15,760 --> 00:28:16,879
Speaker 4: find not all over the place.

526
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Speaker 1: At one time, did I have a friend who when

527
00:28:22,920 --> 00:28:27,119
Speaker 1: he was a kid, he would like spread his ass

528
00:28:27,200 --> 00:28:33,320
Speaker 1: cheeks open and like put shove the ends of tables

529
00:28:34,119 --> 00:28:35,680
Speaker 1: in his ass. Do you know what I'm saying. I

530
00:28:35,680 --> 00:28:39,360
Speaker 1: don't know, I'm trying to how do I describe spread? Yeah,

531
00:28:39,400 --> 00:28:42,440
Speaker 1: he would spread his ass cheeks open and like sit

532
00:28:42,640 --> 00:28:43,880
Speaker 1: on the edge of tables.

533
00:28:45,000 --> 00:28:47,760
Speaker 4: This kid's eating the furniture with his ass.

534
00:28:47,840 --> 00:28:49,960
Speaker 1: Yes, he was eating That's I was trying to think

535
00:28:49,960 --> 00:28:52,040
Speaker 1: of how to say it. He was eating the furniture

536
00:28:52,040 --> 00:28:53,240
Speaker 1: with his ass.

537
00:28:54,200 --> 00:28:54,920
Speaker 4: It's not okay.

538
00:28:56,280 --> 00:28:58,160
Speaker 1: If you if you saw one of the you, if

539
00:28:58,200 --> 00:28:59,920
Speaker 1: you saw one of the children you work with doing that,

540
00:29:00,280 --> 00:29:02,880
Speaker 1: what would you tell them?

541
00:29:03,000 --> 00:29:05,800
Speaker 4: H how old are they? Ah?

542
00:29:05,960 --> 00:29:07,560
Speaker 1: God? How old are the kids you work with?

543
00:29:09,120 --> 00:29:11,200
Speaker 4: Seven to seventeen? All right?

544
00:29:11,200 --> 00:29:12,920
Speaker 1: If you saw a seventeen year old kid doing that,

545
00:29:12,960 --> 00:29:13,520
Speaker 1: would you say?

546
00:29:15,640 --> 00:29:19,040
Speaker 4: Okay? I feel like I have, you know, some freedom there,

547
00:29:20,600 --> 00:29:25,360
Speaker 4: you know, because like if it's a little kid, it's

548
00:29:25,440 --> 00:29:28,240
Speaker 4: like maybe they just don't get it. But if it's

549
00:29:28,280 --> 00:29:31,080
Speaker 4: like a seventeen year old, I can come by and

550
00:29:31,120 --> 00:29:34,840
Speaker 4: I can be like, oh hey, Bobby, what are you

551
00:29:35,200 --> 00:29:37,960
Speaker 4: eating the dinner table with your ass? And we'd have

552
00:29:38,000 --> 00:29:40,960
Speaker 4: a laugh and then we would figure out why he

553
00:29:41,080 --> 00:29:41,600
Speaker 4: was doing that.

554
00:29:43,280 --> 00:29:47,840
Speaker 1: Man, I wish, I wish I had fucking counselors like

555
00:29:47,880 --> 00:29:51,920
Speaker 1: you when I was seventeen and eating tables with my ass.

556
00:29:52,160 --> 00:29:53,920
Speaker 1: That sounds like you sound. You sound like you're a

557
00:29:54,000 --> 00:29:56,760
Speaker 1: very you sound like you're a very understanding guy. You

558
00:29:56,800 --> 00:29:59,200
Speaker 1: sound like you're a sweet guy. You know, because a

559
00:29:59,200 --> 00:30:00,960
Speaker 1: lot of people they wouldn't react like that they would

560
00:30:01,000 --> 00:30:02,600
Speaker 1: have beaten the ship out of the kid.

561
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Speaker 4: And I mean, I see like gyrating on it? Is

562
00:30:06,320 --> 00:30:11,040
Speaker 4: he like backwards something the table with his ass.

563
00:30:13,360 --> 00:30:14,960
Speaker 1: You know, I'm gonna be honest with you. I'm gonna

564
00:30:14,960 --> 00:30:16,880
Speaker 1: be honest with you. I I I didn't. I didn't

565
00:30:16,960 --> 00:30:19,400
Speaker 1: really have a vivid, vivid picture of it in my mind.

566
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Speaker 4: If you want us try to answer. But yeah, no, I

567
00:30:28,960 --> 00:30:30,760
Speaker 4: get along great with the kids. And it's because I'm

568
00:30:30,760 --> 00:30:34,720
Speaker 4: twenty four. Like, uh, you know, kids are playing roadblocks

569
00:30:34,800 --> 00:30:36,640
Speaker 4: right now and I can walk up to them and

570
00:30:36,640 --> 00:30:40,040
Speaker 4: say like, hey, bro, I was on that ship in

571
00:30:40,080 --> 00:30:42,840
Speaker 4: two thousand and eight. Bro, shit was crazy. He missed it.

572
00:30:43,360 --> 00:30:45,560
Speaker 1: Do you do you actually talk like that to the kids?

573
00:30:45,840 --> 00:30:46,400
Speaker 4: No?

574
00:30:46,400 --> 00:30:51,440
Speaker 1: No, okay, no he did make fun of you. No, well,

575
00:30:51,760 --> 00:30:54,120
Speaker 1: our kids mean our kids mean? Like, are are our

576
00:30:54,160 --> 00:30:55,080
Speaker 1: kids mean to each other?

577
00:30:55,120 --> 00:30:55,360
Speaker 3: Still?

578
00:30:55,880 --> 00:30:57,280
Speaker 1: These are people? Are the kids mean?

579
00:30:58,120 --> 00:31:02,000
Speaker 4: Oh yeah? I mean they're fucking brutal to each other.

580
00:31:04,160 --> 00:31:07,240
Speaker 4: Not so much to me, just because my strategy is

581
00:31:07,280 --> 00:31:08,800
Speaker 4: to build enough for port with them where they don't

582
00:31:08,800 --> 00:31:10,440
Speaker 4: want to disappoint me. But there was this one kid

583
00:31:10,440 --> 00:31:15,360
Speaker 4: I was walking around with and he was like, mister

584
00:31:15,440 --> 00:31:18,160
Speaker 4: al he is the fattest guy in the world, and

585
00:31:18,200 --> 00:31:22,160
Speaker 4: I said, I said, well, at least I'm the best

586
00:31:22,160 --> 00:31:25,280
Speaker 4: at something, and that like utterly confused him. He is like,

587
00:31:25,440 --> 00:31:26,160
Speaker 4: what are you what?

588
00:31:27,960 --> 00:31:30,479
Speaker 1: Oh, that's the that's that's that's that they call that

589
00:31:30,560 --> 00:31:36,080
Speaker 1: agree and amplify yes and yeah, yes, And the kid

590
00:31:36,120 --> 00:31:38,560
Speaker 1: was taking a bath. He thought the kids thought that

591
00:31:38,600 --> 00:31:40,960
Speaker 1: he could hurt you, but instead you went along with

592
00:31:41,000 --> 00:31:41,600
Speaker 1: what he was saying.

593
00:31:42,640 --> 00:31:44,600
Speaker 4: Yeah, because I don't care. I know I'm not the

594
00:31:44,640 --> 00:31:51,560
Speaker 4: fattest guy in the world, but oh uh, we all

595
00:31:51,560 --> 00:31:51,960
Speaker 4: have how.

596
00:31:51,920 --> 00:31:55,000
Speaker 1: Much time we we we can keep? How How fat

597
00:31:55,040 --> 00:31:55,280
Speaker 1: are you?

598
00:31:57,480 --> 00:32:03,040
Speaker 4: Uh chubby? I'm not fat. I'm like, I'm like, uh

599
00:32:05,040 --> 00:32:08,680
Speaker 4: five ten two twenty, but I have a stocky build.

600
00:32:09,520 --> 00:32:13,719
Speaker 1: Five ten two Okay, I feel like I'm around you

601
00:32:13,880 --> 00:32:19,560
Speaker 1: sound like the five to ten version of me. I'm

602
00:32:19,640 --> 00:32:24,760
Speaker 1: five six, man, I'm five six and a half. I

603
00:32:24,840 --> 00:32:27,960
Speaker 1: used to tell people. I used to some five six

604
00:32:28,000 --> 00:32:30,480
Speaker 1: and a half. I used to tell people I was

605
00:32:30,560 --> 00:32:33,400
Speaker 1: five seven now and and that was fucked up. Now

606
00:32:33,400 --> 00:32:35,320
Speaker 1: I just write and I round down. I tell people

607
00:32:35,360 --> 00:32:38,040
Speaker 1: I'm five six. I'm five six. I think that's brave

608
00:32:38,840 --> 00:32:43,440
Speaker 1: and thank you, thank you for saying that I'm five

609
00:32:43,480 --> 00:32:45,640
Speaker 1: to six and I'm I know, I'm at least two

610
00:32:45,720 --> 00:32:52,800
Speaker 1: hundred pounds, so I'm probably it sounds like I'm as fair.

611
00:32:52,880 --> 00:32:56,720
Speaker 1: It sounds like weird similar fat levels.

612
00:32:57,880 --> 00:32:58,960
Speaker 4: I've seen your belly loud.

613
00:32:59,000 --> 00:33:03,520
Speaker 1: We're are okay, and I'm not the fattest. I'm not

614
00:33:03,560 --> 00:33:05,280
Speaker 1: the fattest guy in the world.

615
00:33:06,680 --> 00:33:08,440
Speaker 4: Yeah, I mean, imagine that kid said that to you,

616
00:33:09,280 --> 00:33:11,840
Speaker 4: the same thing he's saying it to the same dude

617
00:33:12,040 --> 00:33:12,520
Speaker 4: pretty much.

618
00:33:12,560 --> 00:33:14,840
Speaker 1: Was the kid now was the kid fat?

619
00:33:17,000 --> 00:33:24,080
Speaker 4: Oh? No, man, bone boy, that would have hurt my feelings. Well,

620
00:33:24,520 --> 00:33:26,720
Speaker 4: you know that's why we don't let the kids into

621
00:33:26,720 --> 00:33:27,440
Speaker 4: all our meetings.

622
00:33:27,840 --> 00:33:30,040
Speaker 1: Do you get in your training? In your training, do

623
00:33:30,080 --> 00:33:32,120
Speaker 1: they teach you how to deal with children's insults?

624
00:33:35,440 --> 00:33:36,040
Speaker 3: Uh?

625
00:33:37,400 --> 00:33:41,360
Speaker 4: Yeah, but not in depth. My supervisor has a bag

626
00:33:41,400 --> 00:33:47,680
Speaker 4: of Q tips taped to door with like uh like, uh,

627
00:33:48,320 --> 00:33:51,479
Speaker 4: Q tip, quit taking it personally. That's as far as

628
00:33:51,520 --> 00:33:52,840
Speaker 4: it goes. But you know, we get.

629
00:33:54,840 --> 00:33:57,000
Speaker 1: Q tip taking it personally.

630
00:33:57,480 --> 00:34:01,560
Speaker 4: Quit Q taking to it. I p personally Q tip

631
00:34:02,240 --> 00:34:04,360
Speaker 4: And she was and she would give Q tips to

632
00:34:04,440 --> 00:34:11,319
Speaker 4: people if if they were getting you know, razzed. Yeah,

633
00:34:11,360 --> 00:34:13,200
Speaker 4: they're like, hey, here's your little reminder.

634
00:34:13,200 --> 00:34:15,640
Speaker 1: But it's like wait, wait, and that's kind of wait,

635
00:34:15,680 --> 00:34:17,759
Speaker 1: that's kind of that's kind of hilarious. Like if a

636
00:34:17,880 --> 00:34:20,960
Speaker 1: kid is getting roasted and they're pissed off, somebody just

637
00:34:21,000 --> 00:34:22,080
Speaker 1: hands them a Q tip.

638
00:34:24,719 --> 00:34:28,040
Speaker 4: No, No, that's for the staff. That's for the staff.

639
00:34:28,239 --> 00:34:30,640
Speaker 4: Is like, hey, they're kids, so they kind of expect

640
00:34:30,680 --> 00:34:33,239
Speaker 4: us to like already go into that. But it's like

641
00:34:33,280 --> 00:34:35,840
Speaker 4: a reminder. But I don't see why, like you have

642
00:34:35,880 --> 00:34:38,719
Speaker 4: to go and get the Q tip. You can just say, like, hey, man,

643
00:34:38,880 --> 00:34:42,320
Speaker 4: that's a child too, Like, I don't know, she's weird,

644
00:34:42,520 --> 00:34:45,759
Speaker 4: she's old school. She prints everything out so big al?

645
00:34:46,120 --> 00:34:48,440
Speaker 1: Wait is it big al or mister L? Don't them

646
00:34:48,560 --> 00:34:49,440
Speaker 1: never call you big L?

647
00:34:51,400 --> 00:34:54,920
Speaker 4: My coworkers sometimes yeah.

648
00:34:54,239 --> 00:34:57,040
Speaker 1: Do what's the meanest thing you've heard a kid say

649
00:34:57,080 --> 00:34:57,960
Speaker 1: to another kid?

650
00:35:01,560 --> 00:35:01,759
Speaker 2: Hmmm?

651
00:35:05,640 --> 00:35:08,000
Speaker 4: I don't know. I don't think that death threats are

652
00:35:08,040 --> 00:35:13,480
Speaker 4: like mean, they're pretty agreed to someone that mean, you know.

653
00:35:18,440 --> 00:35:22,360
Speaker 4: I don't know. It's like, you know, like the seven

654
00:35:22,400 --> 00:35:25,239
Speaker 4: and twelve year old is gonna be stupid. It's like

655
00:35:26,360 --> 00:35:29,840
Speaker 4: the way that they clap back at each other. Like

656
00:35:30,719 --> 00:35:33,080
Speaker 4: the only example I have is nonverbal, but it's exactly

657
00:35:33,120 --> 00:35:35,840
Speaker 4: the same way verbally. I was walking through the house

658
00:35:36,239 --> 00:35:40,040
Speaker 4: and I'm pass this kid wearing a hat. I'm like, cool,

659
00:35:40,120 --> 00:35:43,480
Speaker 4: nice hat, And then I see him make eye contact

660
00:35:43,480 --> 00:35:46,120
Speaker 4: with another kid from across the room and then he

661
00:35:46,640 --> 00:35:49,160
Speaker 4: takes his hat off, throws it on the ground and

662
00:35:49,320 --> 00:35:53,520
Speaker 4: stomps on it. And that kid immediately jumps over, like

663
00:35:53,600 --> 00:35:56,120
Speaker 4: out of the couch, over another couch to attack and

664
00:35:56,200 --> 00:36:00,200
Speaker 4: mouse's hat. That you know.

665
00:36:01,200 --> 00:36:03,640
Speaker 1: We lost over this regard. Are kids setting each other.

666
00:36:03,920 --> 00:36:06,720
Speaker 1: Kids are saying death threats to each other.

667
00:36:08,560 --> 00:36:11,919
Speaker 4: Well, you know, face to face when they're really mad.

668
00:36:11,960 --> 00:36:13,680
Speaker 4: Sometimes it's not like always crazy.

669
00:36:14,320 --> 00:36:16,640
Speaker 1: So like I said, like you've heard a twelve year

670
00:36:16,640 --> 00:36:18,959
Speaker 1: old say to a twelve year old, I will find

671
00:36:18,960 --> 00:36:20,480
Speaker 1: out where you live and kill you.

672
00:36:22,600 --> 00:36:29,799
Speaker 4: Yeah, I mean yeah, no, it goes pretty deep and dark.

673
00:36:30,800 --> 00:36:33,320
Speaker 1: Do you what's the what's the like, what's the darkest

674
00:36:33,320 --> 00:36:35,080
Speaker 1: thing you've heard a kid say to it? If you

675
00:36:35,120 --> 00:36:37,439
Speaker 1: can even say it, what.

676
00:36:37,400 --> 00:36:44,400
Speaker 4: Is the darkest thing? See? Because like I have the

677
00:36:44,480 --> 00:36:46,440
Speaker 4: kind of report where they don't want to disappoint me.

678
00:36:46,480 --> 00:36:52,080
Speaker 4: I don't hear that stuff, but you know, I would

679
00:36:52,080 --> 00:36:54,800
Speaker 4: say the worst meanest thing that I've seen kids do

680
00:36:54,920 --> 00:37:00,560
Speaker 4: to each other is kids mocking a kid who attempted suicide. Wow,

681
00:37:01,120 --> 00:37:06,560
Speaker 4: really non specific? Uh in general, didn't just see it

682
00:37:06,600 --> 00:37:08,520
Speaker 4: at this job, but I think that's one of the

683
00:37:08,520 --> 00:37:14,920
Speaker 4: most brutal things that a kid could do. And like, man,

684
00:37:14,960 --> 00:37:18,239
Speaker 4: the stuff that came back from that, like, oh he

685
00:37:18,320 --> 00:37:20,960
Speaker 4: forgot his parashute fuck off?

686
00:37:21,120 --> 00:37:24,800
Speaker 1: Whoaal Wait, So when you said when you say non specific,

687
00:37:24,840 --> 00:37:27,520
Speaker 1: like so you haven't personally seen that before, but like

688
00:37:27,560 --> 00:37:30,600
Speaker 1: where did you what where does that come from? Where

689
00:37:30,600 --> 00:37:33,440
Speaker 1: did you hear about it?

690
00:37:33,440 --> 00:37:33,520
Speaker 3: It?

691
00:37:34,840 --> 00:37:39,480
Speaker 4: Uh? Well, when I was younger and it happened, it

692
00:37:39,640 --> 00:37:41,799
Speaker 4: was just hearing people talk through here.

693
00:37:43,880 --> 00:37:45,960
Speaker 1: Oh this is like this is just you hearing about it,

694
00:37:46,000 --> 00:37:46,919
Speaker 1: like when you were a kid.

695
00:37:48,680 --> 00:37:51,560
Speaker 4: Yeah, Like I never witnessed it directly, but I but

696
00:37:51,680 --> 00:37:54,480
Speaker 4: I saw it. I saw it affect people. I think

697
00:37:54,520 --> 00:37:57,440
Speaker 4: that's like an incredibly cool thing to do because like,

698
00:37:57,600 --> 00:37:59,839
Speaker 4: how how much farther can you punch down? Like they

699
00:37:59,880 --> 00:38:02,399
Speaker 4: are already don't want to be here, man, Like what

700
00:38:02,440 --> 00:38:10,480
Speaker 4: the fuck? And yeah, like it's it's uh, it's really

701
00:38:10,520 --> 00:38:14,520
Speaker 4: easy to get Jaden. It's a lot of absurd, horrible people.

702
00:38:14,600 --> 00:38:17,120
Speaker 4: It's a lot of people I don't know how they exist,

703
00:38:17,160 --> 00:38:18,080
Speaker 4: like their angels.

704
00:38:18,480 --> 00:38:21,000
Speaker 1: So see, here's let me ask you a question. Like

705
00:38:21,040 --> 00:38:23,600
Speaker 1: when you like, like, let's say you hear like a

706
00:38:23,640 --> 00:38:26,399
Speaker 1: thirteen year old like making fun of some kid who

707
00:38:26,480 --> 00:38:29,120
Speaker 1: like threatened to kill himself. Like how do you what

708
00:38:29,560 --> 00:38:31,600
Speaker 1: do you make of that thirteen year old? Because like

709
00:38:31,640 --> 00:38:36,919
Speaker 1: I look at like because I don't know, like it's

710
00:38:36,960 --> 00:38:40,759
Speaker 1: hard to judge the character of a child, you know

711
00:38:40,760 --> 00:38:42,840
Speaker 1: what I mean, like like a thirteen year Like like

712
00:38:42,920 --> 00:38:44,319
Speaker 1: if like if a thirteen year old is doing that

713
00:38:44,360 --> 00:38:49,600
Speaker 1: like something something like you know that there's like some

714
00:38:49,880 --> 00:38:52,520
Speaker 1: lesson or empathy or whatever the fuck that like they

715
00:38:52,560 --> 00:38:54,359
Speaker 1: haven't learned. Like I'm sure I said horrible show when

716
00:38:54,360 --> 00:38:57,759
Speaker 1: I was thirteen, you know, I like, yeah, yeah, of course,

717
00:38:57,760 --> 00:39:00,319
Speaker 1: of course, But like what how do you look at

718
00:39:00,320 --> 00:39:01,719
Speaker 1: a kid like that? Like what do you think is

719
00:39:01,800 --> 00:39:02,239
Speaker 1: up with them?

720
00:39:04,000 --> 00:39:07,279
Speaker 4: I mean, all that I know in that moment is

721
00:39:07,320 --> 00:39:13,680
Speaker 4: that he's doing it, and at the base level, saying

722
00:39:13,680 --> 00:39:17,279
Speaker 4: that kind of ship is insanely stupid. And you know,

723
00:39:17,360 --> 00:39:21,640
Speaker 4: it's either it's whether it's a matter of they just

724
00:39:21,680 --> 00:39:25,680
Speaker 4: don't know and they need to be educated, or if

725
00:39:25,840 --> 00:39:34,080
Speaker 4: they're being malicious. But you know, like, uh, like I've

726
00:39:34,080 --> 00:39:38,360
Speaker 4: had to reader at kids for like rape jokes and bombs,

727
00:39:38,400 --> 00:39:40,319
Speaker 4: and I'm just like, hey, I'm not going to hear

728
00:39:40,360 --> 00:39:44,239
Speaker 4: that and this is why and that's it.

729
00:39:45,400 --> 00:39:51,440
Speaker 1: Do you think do you think like have you ever

730
00:39:51,640 --> 00:39:53,400
Speaker 1: have you ever seen a kid like be evil?

731
00:39:55,040 --> 00:40:06,960
Speaker 4: Oh fuck yeah yeah yeah like like vindictively violent, yeah.

732
00:40:04,800 --> 00:40:10,560
Speaker 1: Like like intentionally malicious.

733
00:40:08,160 --> 00:40:12,359
Speaker 4: Intentionally malicious? Yeah, Like yeah, what.

734
00:40:12,320 --> 00:40:13,960
Speaker 1: Do you think? What do you think about like evil?

735
00:40:14,000 --> 00:40:18,040
Speaker 1: And like if like where do you think that evil

736
00:40:18,080 --> 00:40:20,120
Speaker 1: comes from? Do you think it's always the parents or

737
00:40:20,120 --> 00:40:26,959
Speaker 1: do you think that evil can like just sprout somehow well?

738
00:40:27,080 --> 00:40:30,880
Speaker 4: I mean you hear about like, uh, like certain serial

739
00:40:30,960 --> 00:40:34,240
Speaker 4: killers coming from perfect homes, so you know you can't

740
00:40:34,239 --> 00:40:39,960
Speaker 4: say that it's all nurture for sure. And then you

741
00:40:40,000 --> 00:40:42,280
Speaker 4: know there are people who undergo the worst of things

742
00:40:42,280 --> 00:40:47,919
Speaker 4: ever and they don't kill anybody. So you know, it's

743
00:40:48,400 --> 00:40:50,200
Speaker 4: it's like a mix of the two.

744
00:40:50,640 --> 00:40:50,759
Speaker 2: Uh.

745
00:40:50,960 --> 00:40:53,400
Speaker 4: I know this is like a really like cliche opinion,

746
00:40:53,440 --> 00:40:57,440
Speaker 4: but you know, like I'm into the finality of evil

747
00:40:57,560 --> 00:41:09,080
Speaker 4: that it's not like a big scary force. It's just uh, fear, pain, incompetence, circumstance.

748
00:41:10,200 --> 00:41:14,319
Speaker 1: Like you know, when I was I don't do stand

749
00:41:14,400 --> 00:41:16,759
Speaker 1: up anymore, but back when I did, I used to

750
00:41:17,600 --> 00:41:20,840
Speaker 1: do this bit where I was like I went to

751
00:41:21,080 --> 00:41:24,680
Speaker 1: private school. I went to a Jewish private school for

752
00:41:24,719 --> 00:41:28,759
Speaker 1: like the first few years of grade school, and you know,

753
00:41:28,840 --> 00:41:31,279
Speaker 1: I got bullied there, Like I forget what the fuck.

754
00:41:31,640 --> 00:41:33,680
Speaker 1: I probably deserved it. I was probably also a bully,

755
00:41:33,880 --> 00:41:36,799
Speaker 1: but I used to do this bit about how like

756
00:41:36,920 --> 00:41:40,319
Speaker 1: it sucks getting bullied in private school because like, like

757
00:41:40,560 --> 00:41:44,160
Speaker 1: the private school bullies, like they have good lives at home,

758
00:41:45,400 --> 00:41:48,920
Speaker 1: so you know that they're just doing they're doing it there.

759
00:41:48,920 --> 00:41:50,359
Speaker 1: Do you know they're doing it maliciously?

760
00:41:51,200 --> 00:41:51,440
Speaker 2: You know?

761
00:41:52,080 --> 00:41:55,640
Speaker 4: Yeah? Yeah, and you know, but I.

762
00:41:55,640 --> 00:41:57,680
Speaker 1: Was also a private school bully, so I guess I

763
00:41:57,760 --> 00:41:59,960
Speaker 1: also I was doing it maliciously.

764
00:42:01,280 --> 00:42:03,400
Speaker 4: I mean the first thing I thought, it's like, well, fuck,

765
00:42:03,440 --> 00:42:06,560
Speaker 4: I mean, can they expel people they're paying?

766
00:42:09,000 --> 00:42:12,759
Speaker 1: No, Oh, I think I think it's way more. Well,

767
00:42:12,800 --> 00:42:14,439
Speaker 1: I don't know how that worked. Like if you get

768
00:42:14,440 --> 00:42:17,919
Speaker 1: expelled from public school and they send you to where

769
00:42:17,920 --> 00:42:20,160
Speaker 1: do they send you they got to event like how

770
00:42:20,200 --> 00:42:22,640
Speaker 1: many and then and then if you get expelled by

771
00:42:22,719 --> 00:42:24,560
Speaker 1: like whatever special school they got to send you to

772
00:42:24,640 --> 00:42:26,440
Speaker 1: after you get expelled, and then if you get expelled

773
00:42:26,480 --> 00:42:29,200
Speaker 1: from there, like how many times can you get expelled

774
00:42:30,120 --> 00:42:30,840
Speaker 1: before They're.

775
00:42:30,719 --> 00:42:33,600
Speaker 4: Just like I'm not sure that there's gotta be a

776
00:42:33,640 --> 00:42:36,239
Speaker 4: case study on that, like at least one person has

777
00:42:36,239 --> 00:42:39,359
Speaker 4: had that experience and had it documented. I don't know.

778
00:42:39,640 --> 00:42:42,480
Speaker 4: I don't know. It's probably like a massive fucking mess

779
00:42:42,520 --> 00:42:46,480
Speaker 4: of bureaucracy to sift through to find that out. But

780
00:42:47,080 --> 00:42:48,520
Speaker 4: that's also of the job.

781
00:42:49,320 --> 00:42:51,600
Speaker 1: So mister al, Wait, does that mean is your is

782
00:42:51,640 --> 00:42:53,480
Speaker 1: your name al? Or is your last name?

783
00:42:53,719 --> 00:43:03,200
Speaker 4: Yeah? My name is al? Yeah, Okay, so you.

784
00:43:03,120 --> 00:43:07,160
Speaker 1: Look like me. You were going through your phone and

785
00:43:07,200 --> 00:43:09,880
Speaker 1: you were depressed. Are you still depressed this morning? Or wait? No,

786
00:43:10,040 --> 00:43:11,719
Speaker 1: you were looking to you, you were looking for your phone.

787
00:43:11,719 --> 00:43:13,200
Speaker 1: It didn't make you depressed. It made you feel a

788
00:43:13,239 --> 00:43:14,440
Speaker 1: lot of things.

789
00:43:14,960 --> 00:43:16,040
Speaker 3: Made me feel a lot of things.

790
00:43:16,040 --> 00:43:18,080
Speaker 4: But I also feel it garbage because I didn't sleep,

791
00:43:18,480 --> 00:43:21,399
Speaker 4: and it's also been a hell of a fucking month,

792
00:43:21,680 --> 00:43:26,239
Speaker 4: a lot of loss, So I actually am depressed. Yeah,

793
00:43:26,600 --> 00:43:27,200
Speaker 4: I'm grieving.

794
00:43:27,719 --> 00:43:27,839
Speaker 3: Uh.

795
00:43:29,440 --> 00:43:34,080
Speaker 4: Two weeks ago, my grandma died Thursday night and my

796
00:43:34,160 --> 00:43:36,000
Speaker 4: oldest cat got put down Saturday morning.

797
00:43:36,640 --> 00:43:37,480
Speaker 1: I'm trying to hear that.

798
00:43:39,320 --> 00:43:42,280
Speaker 4: Yeah, thank you, And like we also had a coworker

799
00:43:42,400 --> 00:43:43,839
Speaker 4: die at work.

800
00:43:45,160 --> 00:43:46,840
Speaker 1: Oh what the fuck? What happens?

801
00:43:47,000 --> 00:43:49,120
Speaker 4: The other week? It was just a massive heart attack,

802
00:43:50,080 --> 00:43:54,520
Speaker 4: really just in bed, so like it was that, and

803
00:43:54,560 --> 00:43:57,040
Speaker 4: then my grandma and then my cat and I don't know,

804
00:43:57,080 --> 00:43:58,279
Speaker 4: it's crazy. That's a whole lot of ways.

805
00:43:58,320 --> 00:44:00,400
Speaker 1: Wait, your coworker died of a heart attack. Bet how

806
00:44:00,400 --> 00:44:02,360
Speaker 1: old was he?

807
00:44:02,360 --> 00:44:04,600
Speaker 4: He was? Young man? He was like mid fifties.

808
00:44:05,239 --> 00:44:09,400
Speaker 1: Oh shit, it's was he was he in? Hell? What

809
00:44:09,480 --> 00:44:10,319
Speaker 1: kind of shape was he in?

810
00:44:13,680 --> 00:44:15,200
Speaker 4: I don't know. I don't think that he was the

811
00:44:15,239 --> 00:44:19,080
Speaker 4: healthiest man, but he was happy.

812
00:44:19,880 --> 00:44:23,160
Speaker 1: Did any kid? No kid called him the fattest guy

813
00:44:23,160 --> 00:44:23,960
Speaker 1: in the world. Did they?

814
00:44:25,880 --> 00:44:29,319
Speaker 4: Oh? No, No, he's he's not as nice as I am.

815
00:44:30,719 --> 00:44:33,800
Speaker 1: He wasn't. Wait so is Wait? So would being nice

816
00:44:33,800 --> 00:44:35,840
Speaker 1: make it less likely that a kid would call you that?

817
00:44:39,560 --> 00:44:42,839
Speaker 4: I feel like if you have a reputation for being

818
00:44:42,920 --> 00:44:48,319
Speaker 4: nice and invites kids to test your limits, and that's

819
00:44:48,360 --> 00:44:51,040
Speaker 4: where I just yes and and build rapport.

820
00:44:51,600 --> 00:44:52,400
Speaker 1: Okay I feel that.

821
00:44:54,200 --> 00:44:56,399
Speaker 4: Yeah, Yeah, that's a.

822
00:44:56,320 --> 00:44:59,359
Speaker 1: Whole Somebody in the chat said that I should stop

823
00:44:59,400 --> 00:45:04,160
Speaker 1: eating candy. It's you know, I always Oh god, yeah,

824
00:45:04,200 --> 00:45:06,239
Speaker 1: I probably should stop eating candy. What about all right,

825
00:45:06,239 --> 00:45:11,560
Speaker 1: we're similar builds. What's your do you eat healthy?

826
00:45:12,160 --> 00:45:12,799
Speaker 4: I'm in off?

827
00:45:13,440 --> 00:45:14,120
Speaker 3: I mean.

828
00:45:15,880 --> 00:45:18,400
Speaker 4: The twitch topic.

829
00:45:20,120 --> 00:45:23,680
Speaker 1: Oh you don't want to talk about candy. That's fine.

830
00:45:24,320 --> 00:45:27,399
Speaker 4: Well, I like my sweets too, I'll say that.

831
00:45:28,600 --> 00:45:31,359
Speaker 1: Yeah, Well hit me, what do you got? What's what's

832
00:45:31,400 --> 00:45:31,799
Speaker 1: your thing?

833
00:45:33,040 --> 00:45:34,520
Speaker 4: All right, let's bond over this ship.

834
00:45:34,760 --> 00:45:34,880
Speaker 2: Uh.

835
00:45:36,960 --> 00:45:39,160
Speaker 4: You were talking about the fast break bar earlier. I

836
00:45:39,200 --> 00:45:40,920
Speaker 4: had one of those for the first time. I was

837
00:45:41,719 --> 00:45:50,200
Speaker 4: fucking big. What other candy have I had recently? Sour straws,

838
00:45:50,480 --> 00:45:57,120
Speaker 4: sour ropes, sour any shape it? I don't give a fuck. Yeah,

839
00:45:57,600 --> 00:45:59,239
Speaker 4: I don't know what have you been eating right now?

840
00:46:01,040 --> 00:46:03,200
Speaker 1: I went to Universal Studio. That's what the I was

841
00:46:03,239 --> 00:46:07,720
Speaker 1: at Universal Studios. That's the place where I I mentioned

842
00:46:07,760 --> 00:46:10,520
Speaker 1: that I was h leaning on a handrail that I

843
00:46:10,560 --> 00:46:13,239
Speaker 1: was pretty sure was covered in diarrhea and boogers, and

844
00:46:13,320 --> 00:46:15,919
Speaker 1: I got I got butter I got a butter beer.

845
00:46:16,360 --> 00:46:20,319
Speaker 1: Oh my god, I haven't one of those. It's good man.

846
00:46:20,360 --> 00:46:22,560
Speaker 1: You should go where do you what? There was? What

847
00:46:22,800 --> 00:46:23,480
Speaker 1: city are you in?

848
00:46:25,480 --> 00:46:28,840
Speaker 4: Uh? Like north of Daytona Beach, Florida.

849
00:46:29,239 --> 00:46:34,160
Speaker 1: North of Man. So you're working with Florida kids. Florida.

850
00:46:34,320 --> 00:46:36,200
Speaker 1: There's the meme of the Florida man.

851
00:46:36,400 --> 00:46:39,920
Speaker 4: Right, Yeah, I'm one of them.

852
00:46:40,360 --> 00:46:44,320
Speaker 1: Anytime there's like this thing on TikTok and it's cool,

853
00:46:44,360 --> 00:46:47,800
Speaker 1: Like it's cool to like be a jerk on TikTok

854
00:46:47,880 --> 00:46:50,919
Speaker 1: and ship. You've seen this kind of thing. I sound

855
00:46:50,960 --> 00:46:55,239
Speaker 1: like I sound like I'm very old. But anytime I say,

856
00:46:55,239 --> 00:46:57,239
Speaker 1: like a group of kids like fucking around being like

857
00:46:57,280 --> 00:46:59,760
Speaker 1: a dick, to like some guy working at Walmart on TikTok,

858
00:47:00,040 --> 00:47:06,240
Speaker 1: it's always in Florida. Yeah, the kids are always wearing

859
00:47:06,320 --> 00:47:11,120
Speaker 1: crocs and like shorts and have like some Florida sports shit.

860
00:47:11,239 --> 00:47:16,279
Speaker 4: On any gas station you walk into, there's at least

861
00:47:16,360 --> 00:47:17,880
Speaker 4: one lost child wearing slides.

862
00:47:18,200 --> 00:47:21,240
Speaker 1: Any gas station, well, one lost child.

863
00:47:22,360 --> 00:47:24,520
Speaker 4: Yeah, just like you know, by the coolers or something.

864
00:47:25,760 --> 00:47:26,760
Speaker 4: They're all over the place.

865
00:47:27,640 --> 00:47:31,200
Speaker 1: You know how it is here, big Al. This has

866
00:47:31,239 --> 00:47:33,759
Speaker 1: been a nice conversation, big Al. Did you how do

867
00:47:33,800 --> 00:47:36,239
Speaker 1: you I know you're feeling nervous after late earlier. How

868
00:47:36,280 --> 00:47:36,879
Speaker 1: do you feel now?

869
00:47:38,760 --> 00:47:42,279
Speaker 4: Uh? Super fucking grateful because I hear about all these

870
00:47:42,320 --> 00:47:44,080
Speaker 4: people that have to call in four hundred times that

871
00:47:44,160 --> 00:47:46,839
Speaker 4: I got on in my first time. And you know what,

872
00:47:46,840 --> 00:47:50,040
Speaker 4: I'll say, God's got God's plan. That was God's plan.

873
00:47:51,640 --> 00:47:55,000
Speaker 1: Hopefully God has been. If God is watching this ship

874
00:47:55,200 --> 00:47:59,520
Speaker 1: right now, he is ignoring the prayers of millions and

875
00:47:59,520 --> 00:48:01,920
Speaker 1: millions of people who need him a lot more than

876
00:48:02,000 --> 00:48:05,440
Speaker 1: we do. I I hope he did not have anything

877
00:48:05,440 --> 00:48:07,960
Speaker 1: to do with this, because he has he has better

878
00:48:07,960 --> 00:48:08,720
Speaker 1: prayers to answer.

879
00:48:10,320 --> 00:48:12,840
Speaker 4: As soon as I see God, I'm gonna rock his

880
00:48:12,920 --> 00:48:26,360
Speaker 4: ship kiss him.

881
00:48:26,360 --> 00:48:28,600
Speaker 1: Well, all right, thank you very much for calling, Al.

882
00:48:28,640 --> 00:48:29,760
Speaker 1: I'll talk to you again soon.

883
00:48:30,000 --> 00:48:37,120
Speaker 4: I hope. Yeah. Take care man, take care of man. Hi.

884
00:48:37,160 --> 00:48:40,000
Speaker 2: Who is this Isabella? I'm the one with the McDonald story.

885
00:48:40,440 --> 00:48:43,520
Speaker 1: You're the one with the McDonald's stories. What kind of

886
00:48:43,560 --> 00:48:44,359
Speaker 1: McDonald's story?

887
00:48:44,440 --> 00:48:46,400
Speaker 2: Yeah, I got trapped in the freezer?

888
00:48:47,600 --> 00:48:50,840
Speaker 1: Okay, Well I don't know. Well, we haven't talked before,

889
00:48:51,080 --> 00:48:53,080
Speaker 1: but we're talking now.

890
00:48:55,080 --> 00:48:57,520
Speaker 2: Yeah. I think you've like mentioned it, like you were

891
00:48:57,640 --> 00:48:59,719
Speaker 2: like you're saying like, oh, like these people have stories.

892
00:49:00,360 --> 00:49:04,239
Speaker 1: Oh yes, yes, yes, So Isabella, what inspired you?

893
00:49:04,280 --> 00:49:04,520
Speaker 4: What?

894
00:49:04,520 --> 00:49:06,680
Speaker 1: What when were you working at McDonald's.

895
00:49:08,560 --> 00:49:10,880
Speaker 2: I started working there during the pandemic when I was

896
00:49:10,920 --> 00:49:12,879
Speaker 2: in high school. So that was like my first ever job.

897
00:49:13,480 --> 00:49:17,800
Speaker 1: Oh wow, And what was your experience?

898
00:49:17,920 --> 00:49:20,399
Speaker 2: Like it was hell?

899
00:49:21,880 --> 00:49:22,360
Speaker 1: Why was it?

900
00:49:22,400 --> 00:49:22,600
Speaker 4: Hell?

901
00:49:24,600 --> 00:49:27,600
Speaker 2: Well, it was my first job and it kind of

902
00:49:27,640 --> 00:49:31,160
Speaker 2: became like two days of training and they just kind

903
00:49:31,160 --> 00:49:32,840
Speaker 2: of like pushed me off. And since it was like

904
00:49:32,920 --> 00:49:35,960
Speaker 2: the peak of the pandemic, Like you know, we had

905
00:49:35,960 --> 00:49:38,520
Speaker 2: no dining and everybody was like going through the drive

906
00:49:38,640 --> 00:49:41,759
Speaker 2: through and I kind of just had to like multitask,

907
00:49:41,840 --> 00:49:45,440
Speaker 2: so I was taking orders through the headphones. And yes,

908
00:49:45,520 --> 00:49:50,160
Speaker 2: we can like hear everyone if you whisper sometimes like

909
00:49:50,160 --> 00:49:52,239
Speaker 2: like you know, like if they're asking people like we've

910
00:49:52,280 --> 00:49:56,360
Speaker 2: here purple arguing all the time. I worked there during

911
00:49:56,520 --> 00:49:59,320
Speaker 2: the Travis Scott meal, So that was a hassle, especially

912
00:49:59,320 --> 00:50:03,680
Speaker 2: since I still have the shirt. I still and I

913
00:50:03,719 --> 00:50:06,920
Speaker 2: think it's like I think it could be sold for

914
00:50:06,960 --> 00:50:08,399
Speaker 2: like five hundred dollars right now.

915
00:50:09,040 --> 00:50:12,080
Speaker 1: Do you experience PTSD every time you hear sicko mode?

916
00:50:14,680 --> 00:50:18,080
Speaker 2: Yes, yes I do. And I since I got chopped

917
00:50:18,080 --> 00:50:20,280
Speaker 2: in the freezer, I actually can't be in your freezer

918
00:50:20,400 --> 00:50:22,000
Speaker 2: in the in the supermarket.

919
00:50:23,200 --> 00:50:26,640
Speaker 1: There was a trend for those who don't know when

920
00:50:26,680 --> 00:50:29,440
Speaker 1: she's talking about the Travis Scott thing, there was a

921
00:50:29,480 --> 00:50:33,680
Speaker 1: trend on TikTok where kids would roll up to the

922
00:50:33,800 --> 00:50:38,400
Speaker 1: drive through and it's like when the when the worker

923
00:50:38,440 --> 00:50:40,719
Speaker 1: would ask what they wanted to order, they would just

924
00:50:40,840 --> 00:50:43,400
Speaker 1: blast sickle. What would they what was it? They said,

925
00:50:43,440 --> 00:50:47,200
Speaker 1: like what was it? What was the bit? They it would.

926
00:50:47,040 --> 00:50:50,960
Speaker 2: Literally be like the first time I like, I specifically

927
00:50:51,000 --> 00:50:54,560
Speaker 2: remember the first time that happened to me was this.

928
00:50:54,760 --> 00:50:57,279
Speaker 2: I can hear this twelve year old kid because I

929
00:50:57,320 --> 00:50:59,520
Speaker 2: saw him pass out of the window. You know, he's with

930
00:50:59,600 --> 00:51:02,360
Speaker 2: his dad and he's like he's blasting this song. He goes,

931
00:51:02,800 --> 00:51:04,839
Speaker 2: you know what I want in his like like Pip

932
00:51:04,880 --> 00:51:07,120
Speaker 2: squeak voice, and I said, oh, you want a ten

933
00:51:07,160 --> 00:51:09,759
Speaker 2: piece meal, even though I was like, you know, a sandwich,

934
00:51:10,000 --> 00:51:11,920
Speaker 2: and she goes and he got mad. He goes, no,

935
00:51:12,440 --> 00:51:15,319
Speaker 2: I wanted the Travis Scott meal. And I was like,

936
00:51:15,320 --> 00:51:17,280
Speaker 2: oh my god, I'm only my first month.

937
00:51:17,080 --> 00:51:18,080
Speaker 4: Here and I'm done.

938
00:51:20,200 --> 00:51:22,520
Speaker 1: Many so he so did he blast sickle mode.

939
00:51:24,160 --> 00:51:25,880
Speaker 2: Yeah, he was doing that too. He was like, you

940
00:51:25,920 --> 00:51:28,759
Speaker 2: know what I want? And you know, like everybody knows

941
00:51:28,760 --> 00:51:31,040
Speaker 2: that it's like the sandwich and sprite and everything like.

942
00:51:31,040 --> 00:51:32,280
Speaker 3: That, it's still like it's.

943
00:51:33,880 --> 00:51:34,160
Speaker 1: Doing.

944
00:51:36,320 --> 00:51:40,120
Speaker 2: I think the dad just looked really done well. I

945
00:51:40,280 --> 00:51:42,640
Speaker 2: was there and I just kind of gave him like

946
00:51:42,719 --> 00:51:46,200
Speaker 2: the change and everything, and like then I like somebody

947
00:51:46,280 --> 00:51:47,960
Speaker 2: had to I had to cover for somebody, so that

948
00:51:48,000 --> 00:51:50,040
Speaker 2: I ended up going back to the second window and

949
00:51:50,080 --> 00:51:52,480
Speaker 2: giving him the meal. But the dad was just like,

950
00:51:52,840 --> 00:51:55,600
Speaker 2: I just want my coke. Like he goes done.

951
00:51:57,239 --> 00:51:59,240
Speaker 1: Wow, it's kind of cool. You got like a window

952
00:51:59,280 --> 00:52:04,080
Speaker 1: into how shitty that dad's life was. And then he

953
00:52:04,160 --> 00:52:06,200
Speaker 1: drove away and you were done with that child forever.

954
00:52:06,280 --> 00:52:07,520
Speaker 1: But he had to deal with them for the rest

955
00:52:07,520 --> 00:52:09,720
Speaker 1: of his life.

956
00:52:10,120 --> 00:52:18,200
Speaker 2: Yeah, I had like, oh okay, So I would tell

957
00:52:18,239 --> 00:52:20,440
Speaker 2: people this because I was the whole conversation in my

958
00:52:20,480 --> 00:52:26,040
Speaker 2: chemistry class. But so there's a first fridge where they

959
00:52:26,160 --> 00:52:29,040
Speaker 2: keep all the like you know, the milks and the drinks,

960
00:52:29,080 --> 00:52:32,319
Speaker 2: like like the chocolate milks and juices and whatever, and

961
00:52:32,360 --> 00:52:36,120
Speaker 2: then there's the second there's like another door that leads

962
00:52:36,120 --> 00:52:38,600
Speaker 2: to the freezer with the fries and the meat patties

963
00:52:38,640 --> 00:52:41,000
Speaker 2: and the nuggets. And they asked me, like, can you

964
00:52:41,080 --> 00:52:43,120
Speaker 2: get like more fries we needed for the air like

965
00:52:43,160 --> 00:52:46,920
Speaker 2: for the fryer, and I go and I'm like I

966
00:52:46,960 --> 00:52:50,680
Speaker 2: needed to grab a bag. And when I went to go,

967
00:52:50,800 --> 00:52:52,319
Speaker 2: like I opened the door. When I went to go

968
00:52:52,360 --> 00:52:56,040
Speaker 2: grab a bag, the door closes on me. And when

969
00:52:56,040 --> 00:52:59,040
Speaker 2: I it's like this weird plastic knob it looked like

970
00:52:59,080 --> 00:53:02,239
Speaker 2: a gear. I turned it and it fell like it

971
00:53:02,640 --> 00:53:05,240
Speaker 2: like it loosens and it's in my hand. Not connected

972
00:53:05,239 --> 00:53:11,400
Speaker 2: to the door, and I started banging on the door

973
00:53:11,440 --> 00:53:14,160
Speaker 2: like well, I started like trying to twist it back on,

974
00:53:14,400 --> 00:53:16,359
Speaker 2: and it was not working because I said, like, just

975
00:53:16,400 --> 00:53:19,040
Speaker 2: twist it, because I said, like, oh, you think you're

976
00:53:19,280 --> 00:53:21,319
Speaker 2: like I think that was even a sign that I said, oh,

977
00:53:21,560 --> 00:53:24,279
Speaker 2: don't do not fret, you're not locked in. But when

978
00:53:24,280 --> 00:53:26,719
Speaker 2: I try to twist the nod back on, like it

979
00:53:26,760 --> 00:53:29,400
Speaker 2: was not like you know, opening the door, and I

980
00:53:29,440 --> 00:53:32,120
Speaker 2: started banging on it and I started screaming, and like

981
00:53:32,160 --> 00:53:35,040
Speaker 2: I managed to finally get out after like ten minutes,

982
00:53:35,080 --> 00:53:37,560
Speaker 2: and luckily, like I had a hoodie on and I

983
00:53:37,600 --> 00:53:40,000
Speaker 2: did have my phone, but I was just like I

984
00:53:40,040 --> 00:53:45,200
Speaker 2: would not call until some like somebody opened. But when

985
00:53:45,239 --> 00:53:47,840
Speaker 2: I opened the door and I went there, everybody started

986
00:53:47,880 --> 00:53:49,600
Speaker 2: laughing at me, and like I kind of just gave

987
00:53:49,640 --> 00:53:55,640
Speaker 2: him like the fries and I just kind of like left.

988
00:53:56,000 --> 00:53:58,880
Speaker 1: Hmm, okay, so you're only in there for ten minutes.

989
00:54:01,120 --> 00:54:03,479
Speaker 2: Yeah, But it was just like, you know, they didn't

990
00:54:03,520 --> 00:54:06,279
Speaker 2: explain to me how the doors work, so it was

991
00:54:06,320 --> 00:54:08,319
Speaker 2: just like, you know, oh, by the way, like the

992
00:54:08,440 --> 00:54:09,920
Speaker 2: nove will fall off or you know, if you think

993
00:54:09,960 --> 00:54:11,920
Speaker 2: you're stuck in there, you know, I was just like

994
00:54:12,000 --> 00:54:13,719
Speaker 2: kind of banging on the door. Everybody heard me, and

995
00:54:13,719 --> 00:54:15,640
Speaker 2: everybody was laughing, you know.

996
00:54:15,680 --> 00:54:18,080
Speaker 1: So I was just like, oh wait, they heard you. Huh.

997
00:54:18,680 --> 00:54:21,040
Speaker 1: So they heard you banging on the door trying to

998
00:54:21,040 --> 00:54:23,600
Speaker 1: get out of the freezer, and then they didn't let

999
00:54:23,640 --> 00:54:24,240
Speaker 1: you out.

1000
00:54:26,200 --> 00:54:27,320
Speaker 3: Yeah they didn't.

1001
00:54:27,440 --> 00:54:31,600
Speaker 2: They It was like the Okay, half of them are

1002
00:54:31,680 --> 00:54:34,560
Speaker 2: like older Hispanic people that are like cooking because I

1003
00:54:34,560 --> 00:54:37,000
Speaker 2: live in a small town, so like the like the

1004
00:54:37,040 --> 00:54:39,920
Speaker 2: people that are the cooks, they are majority of older

1005
00:54:39,960 --> 00:54:41,920
Speaker 2: spanning people, and like the people that work like the

1006
00:54:41,960 --> 00:54:46,160
Speaker 2: register and like the drive through are like younger teens.

1007
00:54:46,480 --> 00:54:49,239
Speaker 2: Like my manager actually went to like went to high

1008
00:54:49,280 --> 00:54:51,400
Speaker 2: school and he was only like maybe a couple of

1009
00:54:51,440 --> 00:54:52,040
Speaker 2: years older.

1010
00:54:57,280 --> 00:55:00,640
Speaker 1: So, by the way, as is this loss, can we

1011
00:55:00,760 --> 00:55:04,200
Speaker 1: lawsuit this? Can we get some some McDonald's money right here?

1012
00:55:05,960 --> 00:55:08,799
Speaker 2: I don't even know. I think it was like this

1013
00:55:08,880 --> 00:55:10,920
Speaker 2: was a whole discussion in my chemistry because like I

1014
00:55:10,920 --> 00:55:14,000
Speaker 2: had this teacher that like understood like what happened. He

1015
00:55:14,239 --> 00:55:16,480
Speaker 2: was like should we Like this was the whole conversation,

1016
00:55:16,520 --> 00:55:18,880
Speaker 2: like can we see McDonald's? And I think it was

1017
00:55:18,960 --> 00:55:22,000
Speaker 2: like I don't know if I could have ever because

1018
00:55:22,400 --> 00:55:24,799
Speaker 2: you know, since I wasn't physically like trapped differ at

1019
00:55:24,840 --> 00:55:27,200
Speaker 2: least a certain amount of time, but I would definitely

1020
00:55:27,200 --> 00:55:29,040
Speaker 2: see for like emotional damages.

1021
00:55:29,840 --> 00:55:30,480
Speaker 3: But it was.

1022
00:55:30,360 --> 00:55:32,399
Speaker 2: Definitely like years ago. So who knows if they even

1023
00:55:32,480 --> 00:55:36,520
Speaker 2: deleted the footage because McDonald's like to be clean, quote unquote,

1024
00:55:36,760 --> 00:55:40,160
Speaker 2: and if everyone does ask though, like do they clean

1025
00:55:40,160 --> 00:55:42,480
Speaker 2: the ice cream machines or if the ice cream machine

1026
00:55:42,520 --> 00:55:45,920
Speaker 2: is broken? Our ice cream machine never broke down. Actually

1027
00:55:46,120 --> 00:55:47,400
Speaker 2: it was expresso machine.

1028
00:55:49,680 --> 00:55:51,600
Speaker 1: Uh so where do you still work there? Now?

1029
00:55:53,680 --> 00:55:56,480
Speaker 2: No? I when I left, I'm actually like I work

1030
00:55:56,480 --> 00:55:57,399
Speaker 2: at Build right now.

1031
00:55:58,719 --> 00:56:01,600
Speaker 1: Okay, And well they don't have freezers there, do they?

1032
00:56:03,360 --> 00:56:06,719
Speaker 2: No? But I was like I was like sixteen when

1033
00:56:06,719 --> 00:56:10,080
Speaker 2: I started working in the I started working at McDonald's,

1034
00:56:10,120 --> 00:56:12,920
Speaker 2: which was like in twenty twenty. I was like working

1035
00:56:12,960 --> 00:56:17,440
Speaker 2: there like in May or like May in June and

1036
00:56:17,480 --> 00:56:20,319
Speaker 2: the peak of the pandemic. And then I left like

1037
00:56:21,000 --> 00:56:27,680
Speaker 2: when I was a junior in likings.

1038
00:56:25,760 --> 00:56:29,440
Speaker 1: And is Buildebar significantly better than McDonald's.

1039
00:56:30,760 --> 00:56:32,319
Speaker 2: I just said it. There were like I started working

1040
00:56:32,320 --> 00:56:35,760
Speaker 2: there a couple of weeks ago, but honestly, yes, because

1041
00:56:36,080 --> 00:56:39,440
Speaker 2: I'm not dealing with fast food or like adults, because

1042
00:56:39,440 --> 00:56:43,319
Speaker 2: there are. At the time, there were adults who would

1043
00:56:43,400 --> 00:56:45,600
Speaker 2: throw fits because they were not allowed to use the

1044
00:56:45,640 --> 00:56:49,480
Speaker 2: bathroom because it was the peak of the pandemic, so

1045
00:56:49,520 --> 00:56:53,120
Speaker 2: the bathrooms were closed off and there was no indoor seating. Yeah,

1046
00:56:53,160 --> 00:56:55,200
Speaker 2: so they were. There was this like heavy set man

1047
00:56:55,239 --> 00:56:59,880
Speaker 2: who like like was threatening me because he said that

1048
00:57:00,000 --> 00:57:02,319
Speaker 2: because you couldn't use the bathroom, that's like an American, right,

1049
00:57:02,719 --> 00:57:04,600
Speaker 2: And I was like, Okay, have a good day. And

1050
00:57:04,640 --> 00:57:08,400
Speaker 2: I've had like somebody throw a whole like like drink

1051
00:57:08,480 --> 00:57:11,840
Speaker 2: on me because I gave him the quote unquote wrong drink.

1052
00:57:11,920 --> 00:57:15,400
Speaker 2: He wanted a bottled water instead of cuffed water, so

1053
00:57:16,080 --> 00:57:17,560
Speaker 2: he threw his drink at me.

1054
00:57:18,400 --> 00:57:22,160
Speaker 1: M man, it's like you're like in the army and

1055
00:57:22,200 --> 00:57:25,080
Speaker 1: the McDonald's pretty much having to deal with the ship.

1056
00:57:25,400 --> 00:57:25,640
Speaker 2: Yeah.

1057
00:57:26,880 --> 00:57:27,080
Speaker 3: Yeah.

1058
00:57:27,160 --> 00:57:29,160
Speaker 2: My brother was like, I want to work there because

1059
00:57:29,160 --> 00:57:31,280
Speaker 2: I can get free food. I said, no, you're gonna,

1060
00:57:31,320 --> 00:57:34,680
Speaker 2: like you're gonna you're gonna regret ever getting a job if.

1061
00:57:34,640 --> 00:57:35,600
Speaker 3: You if you work there.

1062
00:57:36,040 --> 00:57:38,800
Speaker 1: So do you like build a bear? Bet? Like, what

1063
00:57:38,880 --> 00:57:40,000
Speaker 1: do you like about build a bear?

1064
00:57:41,800 --> 00:57:42,040
Speaker 3: Well?

1065
00:57:42,120 --> 00:57:47,640
Speaker 2: I I I like it because I I have a

1066
00:57:47,640 --> 00:57:52,280
Speaker 2: lot of like stuffed animals. So I just started working there,

1067
00:57:52,360 --> 00:57:54,840
Speaker 2: and I'm planning on getting one with my friend because

1068
00:57:54,880 --> 00:57:58,120
Speaker 2: she's moving away, Like sorry, she she moved away, but

1069
00:57:58,160 --> 00:57:59,800
Speaker 2: she's coming back for a break. So we're trying to

1070
00:57:59,800 --> 00:58:03,720
Speaker 2: get like matching ones with each other's like favorite songs.

1071
00:58:04,480 --> 00:58:06,600
Speaker 2: So there's that, and it's like yeah, and it's a

1072
00:58:06,680 --> 00:58:08,520
Speaker 2: Kiosk one, so it's not as busy.

1073
00:58:10,040 --> 00:58:12,800
Speaker 1: M hm, Oh, it's a Kiosk one.

1074
00:58:14,600 --> 00:58:19,760
Speaker 2: Yeah, because the manager has been begging to get like

1075
00:58:19,800 --> 00:58:22,440
Speaker 2: the actual store. But I'm like okay with the Kiosk

1076
00:58:22,880 --> 00:58:27,160
Speaker 2: because it's not you have to memorize the whole handbook. Mmmm.

1077
00:58:28,560 --> 00:58:33,520
Speaker 1: Just to memorize the handbook. What's hand could there possibly

1078
00:58:33,640 --> 00:58:35,160
Speaker 1: really be in that handbook?

1079
00:58:36,960 --> 00:58:42,680
Speaker 2: It's like like okay, they have actually strict of rules,

1080
00:58:42,720 --> 00:58:46,760
Speaker 2: like you can't wear like boots, you can't wear clogs,

1081
00:58:47,040 --> 00:58:49,360
Speaker 2: like you can't wear certain chooes except like slip on sneakers.

1082
00:58:49,360 --> 00:58:52,080
Speaker 2: Like I wore these like little boots and they said, like, yeah,

1083
00:58:52,120 --> 00:58:54,760
Speaker 2: you can't wear that. I wore like black slick pants

1084
00:58:54,800 --> 00:58:56,640
Speaker 2: and I couldn't wear them because they had pockets on

1085
00:58:56,680 --> 00:58:59,880
Speaker 2: the side. I can't wear like a regular gray long slea.

1086
00:59:00,040 --> 00:59:01,400
Speaker 2: Sure it has to be like all of them have

1087
00:59:01,440 --> 00:59:04,480
Speaker 2: to be like collared. I have a tattoo behind my

1088
00:59:04,600 --> 00:59:07,280
Speaker 2: ear and I have to keep my hair down because

1089
00:59:07,360 --> 00:59:08,720
Speaker 2: my tattoos can't be visible.

1090
00:59:09,240 --> 00:59:13,160
Speaker 1: Mmm. Don't they sell fucking bears tattoos?

1091
00:59:15,440 --> 00:59:17,200
Speaker 2: Yeah, because I guess because it's like a majority of

1092
00:59:17,280 --> 00:59:19,080
Speaker 2: small kids they sell.

1093
00:59:19,160 --> 00:59:22,040
Speaker 1: I've seen them sell Like fuck it. Here's my thing

1094
00:59:22,160 --> 00:59:24,360
Speaker 1: is with the dress code at Build a Bear. Anything

1095
00:59:24,400 --> 00:59:26,520
Speaker 1: that the bears have, you should be able to have

1096
00:59:26,600 --> 00:59:28,720
Speaker 1: to Like if the bear has my bear. When I

1097
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Speaker 1: used to go to build a Bear, have like a

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Speaker 1: skateboard and more like cool skater clothes, you should be

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Speaker 1: able to wear that.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, that should be a thing like make us look

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00:59:38,600 --> 00:59:41,320
Speaker 2: more creative, but we have to look professional. Like that's

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00:59:41,360 --> 00:59:44,440
Speaker 2: like their thing. Like I have to still buy a

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00:59:44,440 --> 00:59:46,400
Speaker 2: whole pack of polish roots because I have I have

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00:59:46,520 --> 00:59:48,760
Speaker 2: to use my dad. So I actually have an interesting

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00:59:48,960 --> 00:59:52,120
Speaker 2: story from McDonald's. Sure he used to smoke leads with

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Speaker 2: my manager, okay, and like we would we would build

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Speaker 2: the McDonald's at like at ten at night because they

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Speaker 2: did not care.

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Speaker 3: I would.

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Speaker 2: They did not care. I was sixteen and had school

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Speaker 2: at like seven in the morning.

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Speaker 3: Next day, I would be there until a.

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Speaker 2: Twelve o'clock shift, and I would be outside and I

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01:00:12,840 --> 01:00:14,920
Speaker 2: was like smoking, and one time, like I see a

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01:00:14,920 --> 01:00:17,240
Speaker 2: white car and I realized that it was my dad.

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01:00:17,840 --> 01:00:20,480
Speaker 2: So I did have the boat inside and they luckily

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01:00:20,480 --> 01:00:24,560
Speaker 2: had like sprays in me too, because my like my

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Speaker 2: I knew I was going to take my dad's order,

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Speaker 2: but my like my manager was like, you know what,

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Speaker 2: like give him a bunch of free food and he

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01:00:32,880 --> 01:00:34,680
Speaker 2: won't notice. So we ended up giving him like a

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Speaker 2: twenty pat, like a twenty like nugget, like a couple

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01:00:37,680 --> 01:00:40,440
Speaker 2: of drinks and stuff. So my dad was like, oh,

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Speaker 2: your friends are nice, and they he did all those

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Speaker 2: to this day that I was like, uh smoking, mm hmm.

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Speaker 1: Well I it was not that bad being high.

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01:00:55,480 --> 01:00:57,960
Speaker 2: Yeah, it made the it made them experience like it

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Speaker 2: made times pass by. I don't know are her jobs,

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Speaker 2: but no one, no one to this day still works there.

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Speaker 2: I think like only one manager who's in her forties,

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01:01:06,960 --> 01:01:10,440
Speaker 2: like she still works there, but everybody I almost decided

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Speaker 2: to release.

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Speaker 1: I almost smoked weed with high schoolers outside of McDonald's

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Speaker 1: a few months ago. I was I was in the

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Speaker 1: drive through line and these this kid like comes and

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Speaker 1: knocks on my window and it's like, hey, man, can

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Speaker 1: I pay you to buy me food? Because they didn't

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Speaker 1: have cars, so they were like, can I pay you

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Speaker 1: to buy me food? And I said sure, and I

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01:01:42,880 --> 01:01:45,439
Speaker 1: bought the kid food. I bought him like a big

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Speaker 1: mac meal and he went to give me like a

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Speaker 1: few bucks for it, and I told him, you know,

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Speaker 1: he could just have it, because I remember a time

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Speaker 1: when I was crazy that I tried to walk through

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Speaker 1: McDonald's drive through line on foot and uh, nobody fucking

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Speaker 1: would take my order. And I tried to do the

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01:02:09,440 --> 01:02:12,120
Speaker 1: same thing with that that kid was doing, where I

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Speaker 1: like would ask a fucking stranger to get me if

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Speaker 1: I could pay them, and none nobody would open their

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Speaker 1: window for me. And I remembered that, and I was like,

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Speaker 1: I'm gonna pay it forward to this kid. And so

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01:02:26,240 --> 01:02:30,680
Speaker 1: I get the kid his meal, and I'm like, I

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Speaker 1: go and park in the driveway and I'm like eating

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Speaker 1: my food or whatever, parked, and then the kid knocks

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Speaker 1: on my window again and he's like, yo, if you want,

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Speaker 1: we have a blunt that you could take a hit of.

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Speaker 1: And I'm like, I really thought about it. I really

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01:02:50,200 --> 01:02:55,560
Speaker 1: thought about it. But then I would be that guy

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Speaker 1: smoking weed with teenagers and the McDonald's parking lot and

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Speaker 1: that would be a whole thing.

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Speaker 3: Yeah.

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Speaker 2: No, I had to do that once. Like I had

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Speaker 2: another manager who was like, I was like seventeen and

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Speaker 2: he was no, he was like, yeah, I was like

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Speaker 2: around I almost came seventeen, and it was like he

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Speaker 2: was like he he had fired. But at the time,

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Speaker 2: like I remember, like he used to sell and my

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Speaker 2: cousins and I needed it for Halloween. So I ended

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Speaker 2: up like hanging out with him just to like we

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Speaker 2: had a smoke before him, and then he just gave

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Speaker 2: me like a whole bunch of like free like a

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Speaker 2: free stash, and I was like really happy. But that's

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Speaker 2: like the last time I talked to him.

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Speaker 1: Hell, listen, Isabelle, thanks for sharing all this stuff. Man,

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Speaker 1: is there anything else you want to say to the

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Speaker 1: people of the computer before we go?

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Speaker 4: Not?

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Speaker 2: Really? Uh, this I'm actually the building was actually my

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Speaker 2: seventh dog.

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Speaker 1: Oh wait, was you said it was your seventh job?

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Speaker 2: Yeah?

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01:04:00,520 --> 01:04:04,840
Speaker 1: That beautiful. Yeah, thanks for calling Isabella.

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Speaker 2: No prom And if you have a po box, I

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Speaker 2: don't know if you do. I just started listening to you.

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Speaker 2: But I could always send like a gecko or like

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01:04:13,640 --> 01:04:14,800
Speaker 2: Lizard of Build a Bear.

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Speaker 1: Oh okay, I gotta get one. I don't. I still

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01:04:19,960 --> 01:04:24,800
Speaker 1: need to get a a po box, but I'll let

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Speaker 1: you know what I get one. Thank you, Isabelle. I

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Speaker 1: appreciate it.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, no, have a good night.

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Speaker 1: Gack bless you. I don't know you can make geckos

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Speaker 1: over there. All right, I gotta go to build a bear.

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01:04:37,280 --> 01:04:40,120
Speaker 1: Goes on the line thanking your phone calls.

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Speaker 2: Every night, everything goes.

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Speaker 1: He's teaching your life.