WEBVTT - Killer Thriller: Murdaugh Murders

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<v Speaker 1>Amy Roboc and TJ.

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<v Speaker 2>Holmes present Killer Thriller with your Host Alisa Donovan. Hey, everybody,

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<v Speaker 2>welcome to the very first episode of the Killer Thriller Podcast.

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<v Speaker 2>I am your host, Elisa Donovan, and I am so

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<v Speaker 2>excited to start this journey. Killer Thriller is going to

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<v Speaker 2>explore the dramatizations of real life crimes through the lens

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<v Speaker 2>of the actors, creators, and the people whose stories make

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<v Speaker 2>it onto the screen. And we're really going to dive

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<v Speaker 2>into how real human behavior, often extreme and sometimes horrifying,

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<v Speaker 2>can get transformed into character, performance, and narrative.

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<v Speaker 3>And I cannot express how.

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<v Speaker 2>Thrilled I am that Today this very first episode, we

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<v Speaker 2>are going to speak with the creators of the Murdoch Podcast,

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<v Speaker 2>Mandy Mattney and Liz Ferrell. These women are incredible journalists

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<v Speaker 2>who broke open the case. So their podcast, the Murdoch

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<v Speaker 2>Murders Podcast, is what inspired this series, Murdoch Death in

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<v Speaker 2>the Family, and that is what we're going to be

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<v Speaker 2>talking about today. Mandy is the executive producer of Murdoch

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<v Speaker 2>Death in the Family, which is streaming on Hulu right now, and.

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<v Speaker 3>Let's bring him in.

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<v Speaker 4>Hi, Hi, how are you?

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<v Speaker 3>I'm great.

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<v Speaker 2>How are you.

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<v Speaker 4>I'm really good. It's so nice to meet you.

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<v Speaker 2>It is such a pleasure to meet you, Mandy. I'm

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<v Speaker 2>me Lisa. I'm wildly proud to meet the two of you.

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<v Speaker 2>And I really want to say how when we first

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<v Speaker 2>started talking about doing this podcast, I said, we have

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<v Speaker 2>to start with Murdoch Death in the family. That's what

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<v Speaker 2>I want to start with, because you know this series

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<v Speaker 2>of particular, it embodies to me everything that that matters

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<v Speaker 2>about these sorts of stories. There is such an utter

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<v Speaker 2>respect for everyone who's involved, and the drive to tell

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<v Speaker 2>the emotional truth of the story and really diving into

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<v Speaker 2>the nuance and the complexity of every person involved really,

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<v Speaker 2>which I think is quite a feat somehow. Uh, you know,

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<v Speaker 2>the family dynamics, the problems with growing up with generational

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<v Speaker 2>wealth and no accountability, and the list just is endless.

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<v Speaker 3>And so I'm.

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<v Speaker 2>Really truly thrilled that you two are taking your time

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<v Speaker 2>with me today.

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<v Speaker 1>So thank you, thank you.

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<v Speaker 4>That was thank you. That was so nice.

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<v Speaker 5>And I have to say I watched Clueless last night

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<v Speaker 5>just for a refreshure.

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<v Speaker 3>Toeah.

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah, and I meant to rewatch Sabrina the Teenage Witch

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<v Speaker 5>because that was also one of my favorites when I

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<v Speaker 5>was a little girl.

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<v Speaker 4>So this is awesome.

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<v Speaker 5>So we really appreciate all everything that you just said.

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<v Speaker 5>It's been quite a feat, but we're here and we're

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<v Speaker 5>ready to dive in all.

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<v Speaker 1>So I just want to note that I saw Clueless

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<v Speaker 1>in the theater, so.

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<v Speaker 3>I love it. We're all old, but I'm a lot

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<v Speaker 3>older than the two of you.

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<v Speaker 4>That's your skin looks so good. I'm so jealous.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh listen, a little tweak on the filter of zoom

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<v Speaker 2>does like wonders for.

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<v Speaker 1>All of us.

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<v Speaker 4>I need to get that figured out.

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<v Speaker 1>Well.

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<v Speaker 2>I wanted to say first because it's top of mind.

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<v Speaker 2>This is not what I was planning to start with,

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<v Speaker 2>but I saw on Instagram last night, Mandy, your post

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<v Speaker 2>that it was the anniversary of your brother's passing, and

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<v Speaker 2>I didn't know that that piece was real from your life,

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<v Speaker 2>that that part.

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<v Speaker 3>Of that scene in the series came from you.

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<v Speaker 2>I didn't know that. So first I wanted to just

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<v Speaker 2>express my condolences to you. And I know grief is

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<v Speaker 2>a very rollercoaster of a journey and it never really ends,

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<v Speaker 2>and so I just want to send my love to

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<v Speaker 2>you on that. But I also wondering if you are

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<v Speaker 2>willing to just talk a little bit about that, And

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<v Speaker 2>I think you were saying that Britney really helped to

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<v Speaker 2>keep that in there.

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah, gosh, And I thank you for asking that, because

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<v Speaker 5>I've done a ton of interviews about murdoc death in

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<v Speaker 5>the family and nobody has asked about that. And I

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<v Speaker 5>really want to talk about that scene. I love that scene.

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<v Speaker 5>It meant so much to me and I actually got

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<v Speaker 5>to watch Brittany perform that scene. But circling back when

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<v Speaker 5>I first met Britney and she first called me, when

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<v Speaker 5>it was like a green light that it was for

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<v Speaker 5>real she was playing me, which by the way, was

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<v Speaker 5>like the most insane moment of my life.

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<v Speaker 2>That was going to be my question later of like

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<v Speaker 2>did you just completely freak O out when it was like,

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<v Speaker 2>oh yeah, Britney, Snow's gonna be me.

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<v Speaker 5>I mean, yes, I am a typical millennial girly, like

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<v Speaker 5>I grew up watching John Tucker Must Die and Pitch

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<v Speaker 5>Perfect and all of her hits, and I'm obsessed with

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<v Speaker 5>her and I and also this we found all of

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<v Speaker 5>us out before the Hunting Wives came out, and she

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<v Speaker 5>like blew up again.

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<v Speaker 4>Which I'm so happy that she did.

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<v Speaker 5>She has the career that she deserves right now, and

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<v Speaker 5>I just absolutely love her and could not imagine a

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<v Speaker 5>better person to play me. And I really do mean that,

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<v Speaker 5>and this story is a part of that. So she

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<v Speaker 5>she wanted to call me the first time that we

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<v Speaker 5>connected on Instagram, and she was like, I just want

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<v Speaker 5>to get to know you. I want to have Margarita's

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<v Speaker 5>with you and Liz, because she read that in my

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<v Speaker 5>book that that's how Liz and I used to like

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<v Speaker 5>dissect cases over Margarita's. She devoured my book and like

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<v Speaker 5>days and when she called me, she knew that much

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<v Speaker 5>about my life and was wanting to ask me questions

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<v Speaker 5>about my brother's death, which was just, you know, surprising

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<v Speaker 5>and really really refreshing to hear that she wanted to

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<v Speaker 5>dive that deep into my character. You know, she wasn't

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<v Speaker 5>just glossing over everything, and this wasn't a huge part

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<v Speaker 5>for her. She wasn't a main role or anything, but

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<v Speaker 5>she she not only knew the entire podcast, but she

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<v Speaker 5>knew my story and there were I don't know how

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<v Speaker 5>much I can say about this, but there was a

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<v Speaker 5>lot of debate back and forth within Hulu about how

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<v Speaker 5>much of a role I should have in the show,

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<v Speaker 5>because I was also an executive producer, and I know

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<v Speaker 5>that they were a little weird the higher ups about

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<v Speaker 5>me having a storyline and how much of it. But

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<v Speaker 5>Brittany advocated for the scene where I am at Steven's

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<v Speaker 5>memorial and mentioning my brother's death, and the speech was

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<v Speaker 5>actually longer and it was even better, and they cut

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<v Speaker 5>some of it and it made her really mad and

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<v Speaker 5>she fought really hard to get the whole thing in.

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<v Speaker 5>And but my gosh, like to have as you know,

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<v Speaker 5>as an actor, they don't have to do that much.

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<v Speaker 4>They don't have to. They don't have to, but the

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<v Speaker 4>good ones do.

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<v Speaker 5>And I just was so grateful that I had such

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<v Speaker 5>a good actor that cared so much about my story.

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<v Speaker 5>And she actually texted me to apologize that the scene

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<v Speaker 5>was cut.

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<v Speaker 4>Like it was her fault, and I was like, oh,

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<v Speaker 4>my gosh, no, But.

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<v Speaker 2>I mean this is like welcome to Hollywood, you know, yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>so frustrating in so many ways. There's so many beautiful

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<v Speaker 2>things that come out of you know, this world, but

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<v Speaker 2>sometimes it's like you watch something and as an actor,

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<v Speaker 2>this has happened to be a million times I'm like, oh, that.

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<v Speaker 3>Whole scene's gone.

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<v Speaker 2>But when I come to the one where I was

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<v Speaker 2>in the bathroom, you know, it's so like these things

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<v Speaker 2>they really do, they're hard. It's like, you know, yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>they say like killing your babies, but it's like a

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<v Speaker 2>inevitably everything always serves the story, like that's the goal,

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<v Speaker 2>and that lesson that piece of having to let go

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<v Speaker 2>of certain things in order to drive something forward.

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<v Speaker 3>You kind of over.

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<v Speaker 2>Time see oh okay, I understand why they had to

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<v Speaker 2>do that, you know, but that is a real challenge.

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<v Speaker 2>So for both of you, this is one of my

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<v Speaker 2>biggest questions of how how hard was it or enlightening

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<v Speaker 2>or beautiful was it to watch these things both in

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<v Speaker 2>the process but then the finished product of saying, you know,

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<v Speaker 2>you got you women lived this in such a real way,

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<v Speaker 2>and there has to be sort of a like how

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<v Speaker 2>was it to watch these people embody these people that

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<v Speaker 2>many of whom you.

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<v Speaker 1>Know, Yeah, I don't think the first thing. That's so

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<v Speaker 1>I still haven't gotten the connection here. But we used

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<v Speaker 1>to sit and joke about this being a TV show

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<v Speaker 1>one day the work we were doing, like and not

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<v Speaker 1>with any sort of sense of it even though like

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<v Speaker 1>hopes and dreams and like you do hope one day

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<v Speaker 1>maybe that your work is that important or consequential that

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<v Speaker 1>it does end up in that format. It just I

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<v Speaker 1>still haven't I still haven't grasped that that, like Liz

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<v Speaker 1>and Mandy like back then, I just want to like

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<v Speaker 1>time travel and be like it's gonna happen.

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<v Speaker 3>Actually a joke that like warms my heart.

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<v Speaker 2>But I really feel like these are the things that

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<v Speaker 2>I mean, I'm gonna don't want to get too woo

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<v Speaker 2>woo about this, but I really do believe there are

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<v Speaker 2>certain things that are meant to happen, certain people that

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<v Speaker 2>are meant to meet, projects that are meant to go,

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<v Speaker 2>like all of these kinds of things, and this clearly

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<v Speaker 2>is something that it was meant to be.

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<v Speaker 3>And you know, I've just rewatched as much as I could.

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<v Speaker 2>I had already seen the series, but I rewatched most

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<v Speaker 2>of it last night and this morning. And the scene

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<v Speaker 2>towards the end where Mandy you and Mark and he

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<v Speaker 2>he asks you if you feel guilty, and I felt

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<v Speaker 2>the same way, like Britney's expression is like what you know,

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<v Speaker 2>this sort of like of all the things that I

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<v Speaker 2>could feel because it just feels so vital what the

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<v Speaker 2>two of you did.

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<v Speaker 3>But again, that nuance. This is something that I think

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<v Speaker 3>this series.

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<v Speaker 2>Does so beautifully is it captures that nuance of he

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<v Speaker 2>can feel a little guilty, Like that's a real feeling

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<v Speaker 2>for this man. Perhaps you know that because you don't.

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<v Speaker 2>Nobody it's all so awful, but it's important to bring

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<v Speaker 2>all the things to light, like the justice was served

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<v Speaker 2>because of all of you.

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<v Speaker 4>Well, thank you for that.

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<v Speaker 5>And that scene is another really interesting tidbit that the

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<v Speaker 5>writers obviously and that I never knew how you make

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<v Speaker 5>a true crime and actual true crime into a TV

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<v Speaker 5>show and like what needs to be factual and what changes.

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<v Speaker 5>But our amazing creator and showrunner Michael D. Fuller always

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<v Speaker 5>stuck to the concept of emotional truth and that was

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<v Speaker 5>true throughout the show, and so there was always an

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<v Speaker 5>emotional truth to every little part of the show, including

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<v Speaker 5>that scene. And it was funny, like Mark Tinsley never

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<v Speaker 5>asked me that question, but I actually got that question

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<v Speaker 5>in a twenty twenty interview.

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<v Speaker 3>In me know because I can imagine that, like what it.

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<v Speaker 5>Was my first interview ever, and like I was so

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<v Speaker 5>nervous and I had been interviewing with twenty two. I

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<v Speaker 5>think it was like two hours, and it was I

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<v Speaker 5>was just a nervous wreck, and then the last question

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<v Speaker 5>was that and I just was like and home.

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<v Speaker 4>I mean, thank god for everybody.

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<v Speaker 5>I think that they did not include it in the show,

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<v Speaker 5>but I kind of want that footage to see my face,

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<v Speaker 5>my reaction because I was like, it was just like

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<v Speaker 5>Brittany's like no, but they wanted to include somebody asking

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<v Speaker 5>me that question because that was a real question that

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<v Speaker 5>we got and we still to this day.

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<v Speaker 4>Liz.

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<v Speaker 5>I mean, I don't know about you, but I still

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<v Speaker 5>get weird messages that are like, yeah, if you I got.

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<v Speaker 5>I got a weird TikTok comment the other day that

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<v Speaker 5>was like, if you didn't poke around and get into

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<v Speaker 5>the Murdoch's business, then Maggie or Paul would be alive.

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<v Speaker 1>Of the Lord.

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<v Speaker 2>And I would love to take not that we want

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<v Speaker 2>to give anybody the time of day who does these

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<v Speaker 2>sorts of things on the other but I would love

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<v Speaker 2>to take that like that idea, right, take it all

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<v Speaker 2>the way to the end. Okay, great, So let's say

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<v Speaker 2>you didn't do that the trail of other like deceit

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<v Speaker 2>deception and death and pain and brutality that would have

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<v Speaker 2>come anyway, It just would it would be a different

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<v Speaker 2>shade of it. Like this man was was an abomination.

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<v Speaker 2>He was doing horrible things and there was he was

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<v Speaker 2>not going to stop doing those things unless someone prohibits him.

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<v Speaker 3>So I just like that stuff makes me crazy.

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<v Speaker 1>I think, well, that conversation that happened between Andy and

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<v Speaker 1>Mark on screen happened between Mark and me behind the scenes,

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<v Speaker 1>So I think that there's sort of like a combination

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<v Speaker 1>had right, Yeah, there was a It was a concern,

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<v Speaker 1>and not because of anything that I think, I mean, Bear,

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<v Speaker 1>It's just it was just something that comes up. And

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<v Speaker 1>I think that's what it's important about the way this

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<v Speaker 1>show is handled, and it really honors the point of

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<v Speaker 1>our journalism, which is that and this is how this

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<v Speaker 1>podcast started, by the way that Mandy started this podcast

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<v Speaker 1>to clear the to get the truth out there, to say,

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<v Speaker 1>this isn't just a true crime story that you can

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<v Speaker 1>fly in clever the most salacious aspects of and think

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<v Speaker 1>that you got the story. And you certainly could do that,

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<v Speaker 1>but with this case, there were so much more to understand,

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<v Speaker 1>and Martinsley certainly understood it, which is that the entire economy,

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<v Speaker 1>social economy, legal economy in that area relied on the

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<v Speaker 1>Murdocks and was controlled by the Murdocks, and in the

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<v Speaker 1>most silent of ways. So it's not like you can say,

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<v Speaker 1>and you saw it in the conversation that Ellak had

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<v Speaker 1>with his mother's caretaker. It's not a direct like I

0:14:52.440 --> 0:14:55.360
<v Speaker 1>need you to lie for me. It's a you know

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<v Speaker 1>it a lie for me. And you know, because I'm

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<v Speaker 1>saying these things if you were to repeat them back

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<v Speaker 1>and harassed you. So that's kind of what people in

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<v Speaker 1>the area were dealing with. And we lived an hour

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<v Speaker 1>and a half from Hampton, but we were in the

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<v Speaker 1>judicial circuit, so we knew it was affecting law enforcement

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<v Speaker 1>in our area as well. So it's something that I mean,

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<v Speaker 1>eighty six years, one hundred years of this kind of

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<v Speaker 1>informal rule kind of to capture that. I think that's

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<v Speaker 1>the success of death in the Family because it's not

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<v Speaker 1>just something that is about a dirty man who you know,

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<v Speaker 1>exciting his staff and he kills his family. It's really

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<v Speaker 1>just to understand the amount of pressure that was on

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<v Speaker 1>that man and self created totally right, and why he

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<v Speaker 1>would think that was a good solution to his problems.

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<v Speaker 2>These things and so easily be sensationalized, and this show

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<v Speaker 2>is not that. So I'm curious about how you both.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm sure were you just approached by a million showrunners

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<v Speaker 2>and writers and TV people going let me make your story.

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<v Speaker 2>And how did you wind up with Aaron and Michael?

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<v Speaker 2>I can tell you that cast from every obviously you know,

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<v Speaker 2>Jason Clark and Patrisharquette and Brittany are so well known

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<v Speaker 2>and so incredible. It's like a perfect cast. So how

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<v Speaker 2>did you guys come to Michael and Aaron?

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<v Speaker 5>So in twenty twenty one, Liz was working at the

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<v Speaker 5>Sheriff's office when my husband and I started the podcast,

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<v Speaker 5>but she was definitely with me behind the scenes for everything.

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<v Speaker 5>For every phone call that I would get from weirdos,

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<v Speaker 5>I would call them Hollywood weirdos like they write, and

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<v Speaker 5>I would call her and like be like this guy,

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<v Speaker 5>and she would be like, don't call them back, and.

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<v Speaker 1>This little town girl like this.

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<v Speaker 5>And they said the most insulting things to me, like

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<v Speaker 5>they just thought that I. Yeah, they thought I was

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<v Speaker 5>just this little small town journalist who had big dreams

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<v Speaker 5>of living in New York. City and one of literally

0:17:27.440 --> 0:17:32.639
<v Speaker 5>people said that to me and really just want and

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<v Speaker 5>like they really thought I just wanted to get out

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<v Speaker 5>of South Carolina. And I'm like, I really like it here,

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<v Speaker 5>Like I don't like the politics, but like I live

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<v Speaker 5>on a Hilton Head It's a nice area, right.

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<v Speaker 4>I like my life here and I like what I do.

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<v Speaker 1>I just.

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<v Speaker 5>Anyways, we and my husband was amazing. My husband was,

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<v Speaker 5>uh there is Covid was not full time working at

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<v Speaker 5>the time, but he just kind of figured out how

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<v Speaker 5>to navigate Hollywood.

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<v Speaker 4>He was a genius about it.

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<v Speaker 5>He would take phone calls with people just to like

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<v Speaker 5>learn the language, see yeah, or learn like the linga

0:18:10.440 --> 0:18:13.400
<v Speaker 5>that y'all use that like nobody else understands.

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<v Speaker 4>He would take like spocan years, may see what it is. Yeah.

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<v Speaker 5>And so we spent kind of a whole summer just

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<v Speaker 5>taking meetings and phone calls from people, and and then

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<v Speaker 5>in September of twenty twenty one, everybody was still kind

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<v Speaker 5>of on the fence, like maybe I'll do a documentary,

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<v Speaker 5>maybe I'll do a show.

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<v Speaker 4>I don't know.

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<v Speaker 5>In September twenty twenty one, when Alex Murdoch faked his

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<v Speaker 5>little roadside shooting debacle, and that was just ridiculous.

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<v Speaker 3>The story would not be crazy.

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah right, it's whenever I say it out loud, I'm like,

0:18:50.720 --> 0:18:56.560
<v Speaker 5>when that happened, it's so stupid. But when that happened,

0:18:58.080 --> 0:19:01.159
<v Speaker 5>this story went from zero to two thousand, Like it

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<v Speaker 5>exploded into the outer universe in a way that I

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<v Speaker 5>had never seen anything before in my life. And so

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<v Speaker 5>at that point, all of these people, all these documentary people,

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<v Speaker 5>were like, it's go time, we.

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<v Speaker 4>Need to we need you to sign and.

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<v Speaker 5>Everybody was just kind of swooping in and hovering over

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<v Speaker 5>us and pressuring us, and it was really weird. And

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<v Speaker 5>at that point we decided to get an agent, this

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<v Speaker 5>man named Neil Cohen, which I know people go back

0:19:33.400 --> 0:19:36.000
<v Speaker 5>and forth about agents. He was at UTA at the time.

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<v Speaker 5>He saved our lives because he, like these people were

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<v Speaker 5>pressuring us, specifically documentary people were pressuring us to sign

0:19:46.800 --> 0:19:53.040
<v Speaker 5>the sign away everything and be a consultant to them.

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<v Speaker 5>And it was on a Saturday, and I will never

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<v Speaker 5>forget and we and he was just calling and calling

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<v Speaker 5>and was like you need to sign now. It's now

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<v Speaker 5>or never, Mandy, and like and if you don't sign this,

0:20:05.320 --> 0:20:08.160
<v Speaker 5>your career is over like those types of things. So

0:20:08.560 --> 0:20:11.000
<v Speaker 5>we actually hired Neil in the first thing that he

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<v Speaker 5>did was email this guy back on a Saturday. It

0:20:14.119 --> 0:20:18.879
<v Speaker 5>is Saturday period. No one in Hollywood needs anything right now.

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<v Speaker 5>That's so great, it's a Saturday period, and we were

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<v Speaker 5>like hired. Anyways, Neil connected us with Aaron Lee Carr. Neil.

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<v Speaker 5>One of Neil's clients was Aaron Lee Carr, an amazing

0:20:35.680 --> 0:20:40.320
<v Speaker 5>documentarian and Liz and I had been watching her documentaries

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<v Speaker 5>for years and Liz, what was your.

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<v Speaker 3>Reaction which documentaries she done?

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<v Speaker 1>Well, Heart's of Gold was the one that really pushed

0:20:49.440 --> 0:20:52.760
<v Speaker 1>me over the edge. Mommy Dead and Dearest, which I

0:20:52.800 --> 0:20:56.960
<v Speaker 1>believe that's what it's the Gypsy Lee Rose story.

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<v Speaker 4>There was another one, Mandy, I Love.

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<v Speaker 1>God, I love you now Die is so good. If

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<v Speaker 1>you haven't seen it.

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<v Speaker 3>Oh my gosh, I didn't realize.

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<v Speaker 4>So that britneyears, Yeah, Britney versus spears.

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<v Speaker 5>So we knew her from all of it because we

0:21:13.560 --> 0:21:16.840
<v Speaker 5>were like obsessed with these documentaries that she'd done, and

0:21:16.880 --> 0:21:19.439
<v Speaker 5>we had talked about them all at great length with

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<v Speaker 5>each other, and I remember being so nervous to meet

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<v Speaker 5>her for the first.

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<v Speaker 4>Time, and.

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<v Speaker 5>When I first met her, it was originally we were

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<v Speaker 5>talking about doing a documentary, but Aaron got the idea of, like,

0:21:32.240 --> 0:21:35.040
<v Speaker 5>I want to do something besides document what if it

0:21:35.119 --> 0:21:39.520
<v Speaker 5>was a scripted show. And then through that she met

0:21:39.560 --> 0:21:43.359
<v Speaker 5>Michael D. Fuller, who is not only a great guy

0:21:43.560 --> 0:21:46.440
<v Speaker 5>and a really great writer, but he's from South Carolina.

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<v Speaker 5>And so that combination of and I knew that Aaron

0:21:51.400 --> 0:21:58.159
<v Speaker 5>could tackle really really difficult true crime stories, specifically involving women.

0:21:58.359 --> 0:22:01.760
<v Speaker 5>I knew that she was not in a She was

0:22:01.800 --> 0:22:05.600
<v Speaker 5>not in the true crime space of like who done it?

0:22:05.720 --> 0:22:10.080
<v Speaker 5>You know, the swoop in boring stuffs. She was really

0:22:10.119 --> 0:22:14.040
<v Speaker 5>good at very complicated cases and staying factual and staying

0:22:14.160 --> 0:22:18.320
<v Speaker 5>victim focused. And the combination of Michael and Aaron it

0:22:18.560 --> 0:22:20.959
<v Speaker 5>just felt different. It was just like from all of

0:22:21.000 --> 0:22:23.080
<v Speaker 5>the phone calls that we had that summer and everybody

0:22:23.080 --> 0:22:29.160
<v Speaker 5>else was just so exhausting and so typical Hollywood quote unquote,

0:22:29.720 --> 0:22:34.919
<v Speaker 5>Michael and Aaron were just refreshing and kind. And it

0:22:35.000 --> 0:22:38.600
<v Speaker 5>wasn't until last year that it was actually greenlit in

0:22:38.720 --> 0:22:42.280
<v Speaker 5>September twenty twenty four, and then the ball just went

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<v Speaker 5>rolling and Liz and I a year ago I think

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<v Speaker 5>this week we went to LA and saw the writer's.

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<v Speaker 2>Room, Jason Clark is, I don't even I have no words,

0:22:54.200 --> 0:22:58.640
<v Speaker 2>like next level this man's performance, it's like an arc

0:22:58.880 --> 0:23:03.200
<v Speaker 2>of a madman, like you actually see. I just he's

0:23:03.240 --> 0:23:08.359
<v Speaker 2>incredible in this show on every level. Everybody's wonderful, but

0:23:08.480 --> 0:23:11.640
<v Speaker 2>I am just I was like blown away by him.

0:23:11.920 --> 0:23:14.680
<v Speaker 1>You can't take your eyes off of him. It's captivating

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<v Speaker 1>and it really is true to who Elec was to

0:23:18.160 --> 0:23:22.320
<v Speaker 1>some people. That energy that you know, I want to

0:23:22.359 --> 0:23:24.320
<v Speaker 1>see what he does next because it's going to be

0:23:24.880 --> 0:23:26.040
<v Speaker 1>not great but.

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<v Speaker 4>Interesting. Yeah, that like energy.

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<v Speaker 1>Because Mandy and I first saw him in person during

0:23:34.320 --> 0:23:39.080
<v Speaker 1>Paul's first hearing in twenty nineteen, and the way he

0:23:39.119 --> 0:23:42.320
<v Speaker 1>came onto the scene was exactly as we both expected

0:23:42.359 --> 0:23:45.080
<v Speaker 1>him to, but even more so so he was a

0:23:45.160 --> 0:23:49.399
<v Speaker 1>huge presence in this tiny courtroom and thought nothing of

0:23:49.440 --> 0:23:52.280
<v Speaker 1>going up to the Beach family and shaking their hand

0:23:52.359 --> 0:23:54.879
<v Speaker 1>as if they were at church and like this was

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<v Speaker 1>no big deal, and clapping them, you know, on the back,

0:23:58.119 --> 0:24:01.240
<v Speaker 1>and that sort of thing, and just it really, uh,

0:24:01.400 --> 0:24:05.879
<v Speaker 1>Jason really captured that feeling. And you're right, it's like

0:24:05.920 --> 0:24:07.560
<v Speaker 1>it's in af football. You just don't know how to

0:24:07.600 --> 0:24:11.000
<v Speaker 1>describe it, but it's it's you get on a ride

0:24:11.040 --> 0:24:12.880
<v Speaker 1>and you take it with him, you know, and.

0:24:12.880 --> 0:24:16.680
<v Speaker 2>You feel like this is why another it's so brilliant

0:24:16.680 --> 0:24:21.720
<v Speaker 2>because you see how this man is slowly losing control,

0:24:21.880 --> 0:24:26.680
<v Speaker 2>like slowly unraveling, and then how that gets more escalated

0:24:26.680 --> 0:24:31.119
<v Speaker 2>and the dynamic just becomes more extreme and his I

0:24:31.320 --> 0:24:35.639
<v Speaker 2>just disincredible. So how did he come to the show,

0:24:35.440 --> 0:24:36.760
<v Speaker 2>how how did he get involved?

0:24:37.400 --> 0:24:43.399
<v Speaker 5>So with Jason, I'm I'm not exactly sure. I just

0:24:43.440 --> 0:24:47.160
<v Speaker 5>remember a very chaotic period last year when Aaron would

0:24:47.200 --> 0:24:49.520
<v Speaker 5>call me and say we were close to an actor

0:24:49.720 --> 0:24:52.639
<v Speaker 5>and then it would fall through and we were not

0:24:52.800 --> 0:24:57.600
<v Speaker 5>greenlit until we got Patricia Arquette. But I also loved

0:24:57.680 --> 0:24:59.960
<v Speaker 5>that because she was the reason why it was great.

0:25:00.080 --> 0:25:02.920
<v Speaker 5>Love that it was led Y's and she's number one

0:25:02.920 --> 0:25:05.399
<v Speaker 5>on the call sheet, like Patricia.

0:25:05.040 --> 0:25:09.879
<v Speaker 4>Was the queen of our show. Yes, and I absolutely.

0:25:09.280 --> 0:25:11.520
<v Speaker 3>Love saying content that's what they call it, like.

0:25:11.520 --> 0:25:14.280
<v Speaker 5>You casting content. Yes, it was casting contingent for a

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<v Speaker 5>long time, and I remember, and I'll just say I

0:25:19.400 --> 0:25:22.359
<v Speaker 5>can't say the names, but there was several big things

0:25:22.400 --> 0:25:24.520
<v Speaker 5>that would come in and we would get really excited

0:25:24.560 --> 0:25:27.280
<v Speaker 5>and be like, Oh, that's gonna be great, and then

0:25:27.680 --> 0:25:30.960
<v Speaker 5>it would fall through. And that happened for a while,

0:25:30.960 --> 0:25:34.080
<v Speaker 5>but then Patricia Arquette and then Jason Clark signed on

0:25:34.480 --> 0:25:42.600
<v Speaker 5>pretty soon after Patricia, and I wrote that her. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 5>I know, I do too, I really do. And she

0:25:45.560 --> 0:25:48.639
<v Speaker 5>is also just so wonderful. So like, as much as

0:25:48.720 --> 0:25:52.199
<v Speaker 5>we talk about how great Jason is in the show,

0:25:53.520 --> 0:25:56.280
<v Speaker 5>we have to talk about Patricia, because Patricia kind of

0:25:56.320 --> 0:25:59.520
<v Speaker 5>played the opposite of that, Like she played a role

0:25:59.560 --> 0:26:02.680
<v Speaker 5>that was quiet, in a role that was like you

0:26:02.760 --> 0:26:08.159
<v Speaker 5>can she was constantly doing these little movements that you

0:26:08.200 --> 0:26:11.680
<v Speaker 5>could tell there was no space for Maggie in that household,

0:26:11.880 --> 0:26:15.840
<v Speaker 5>and that there was. She just played that part so

0:26:16.000 --> 0:26:21.320
<v Speaker 5>beautifully and eloquently. And so they were like the opposites

0:26:21.320 --> 0:26:24.399
<v Speaker 5>of each other. He was this big, giant presence taking

0:26:24.480 --> 0:26:27.560
<v Speaker 5>up all the air, and she was just her entire

0:26:27.600 --> 0:26:31.600
<v Speaker 5>life revolved around him, and she slowly started to realize

0:26:31.640 --> 0:26:33.720
<v Speaker 5>that that was the wrong move yet.

0:26:34.320 --> 0:26:38.479
<v Speaker 2>Right slowly realizing all the things that I thought, this

0:26:38.600 --> 0:26:42.840
<v Speaker 2>is my life to be actually looking around and realizing, oh,

0:26:42.880 --> 0:26:43.320
<v Speaker 2>this is.

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<v Speaker 3>What my life is.

0:26:45.160 --> 0:26:48.400
<v Speaker 2>It's so I love that scene where she the two

0:26:48.440 --> 0:26:51.800
<v Speaker 2>of them after the party and she's like, you think,

0:26:51.840 --> 0:26:52.600
<v Speaker 2>I'm doing.

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<v Speaker 3>These things for myself, you know, all of it. And

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<v Speaker 3>I felt like there is.

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<v Speaker 2>Something so identifiable to so many women to I identify

0:27:01.080 --> 0:27:03.840
<v Speaker 2>with that feeling. You know, I throw dinner parties and

0:27:03.840 --> 0:27:07.200
<v Speaker 2>do things, and I'm like, this is not for wait a.

0:27:07.160 --> 0:27:10.520
<v Speaker 4>Second, invisible labor. Yeah, the labor is right.

0:27:10.720 --> 0:27:15.560
<v Speaker 5>And that was Patricia's basically her whole role. So, I mean, uh,

0:27:15.640 --> 0:27:20.800
<v Speaker 5>and Jason was wonderful and amazing, but Patricia I was

0:27:20.840 --> 0:27:25.639
<v Speaker 5>just extremely impressed by not only she took her taking

0:27:25.640 --> 0:27:27.680
<v Speaker 5>on the role of Maggie, but she did a lot

0:27:27.720 --> 0:27:31.080
<v Speaker 5>of research into coercive control and what it's like to

0:27:31.119 --> 0:27:34.879
<v Speaker 5>be in a relationship with a narcissist, and that is

0:27:34.920 --> 0:27:36.800
<v Speaker 5>how she approached the role and I thought that that

0:27:36.920 --> 0:27:38.119
<v Speaker 5>was so genius.

0:27:38.600 --> 0:27:39.560
<v Speaker 1>She really.

0:27:40.720 --> 0:27:44.800
<v Speaker 2>The nuance that she brought to it is really something

0:27:45.040 --> 0:27:47.840
<v Speaker 2>because you see how there are so many moments where you,

0:27:48.160 --> 0:27:51.640
<v Speaker 2>as a viewer, I felt, oh, this is when she's

0:27:51.640 --> 0:27:53.680
<v Speaker 2>going to like really lose it on him, or she's

0:27:53.680 --> 0:27:57.919
<v Speaker 2>going to and then swallows it. Yeah, that's what she

0:27:58.119 --> 0:28:01.080
<v Speaker 2>like takes the next step, you know that stuff is

0:28:01.600 --> 0:28:04.479
<v Speaker 2>and that's really how this is why this show is

0:28:04.520 --> 0:28:06.280
<v Speaker 2>so great with.

0:28:06.400 --> 0:28:08.240
<v Speaker 3>All the nuance of these people.

0:28:08.359 --> 0:28:12.720
<v Speaker 2>And you know, you two are both very committed to

0:28:12.760 --> 0:28:16.440
<v Speaker 2>putting the victims at the center of these stories, and

0:28:16.520 --> 0:28:20.600
<v Speaker 2>so I feel like that's what this looks like. But

0:28:20.640 --> 0:28:23.000
<v Speaker 2>you know, my question is what for you guys? What

0:28:23.040 --> 0:28:25.199
<v Speaker 2>does that look like for you? And I this is

0:28:25.280 --> 0:28:26.159
<v Speaker 2>probably part of it.

0:28:26.240 --> 0:28:30.240
<v Speaker 1>Yes, yeah, I think this is part of it. This

0:28:30.359 --> 0:28:33.240
<v Speaker 1>is like the end of it. The you know, a

0:28:33.280 --> 0:28:35.840
<v Speaker 1>lot of times when we put victims in the center,

0:28:35.880 --> 0:28:38.800
<v Speaker 1>they're actually in the background, but they're in the background

0:28:39.200 --> 0:28:42.360
<v Speaker 1>with us. And I don't want to give away too

0:28:42.440 --> 0:28:48.000
<v Speaker 1>much in life, but it's important that we are honoring

0:28:48.080 --> 0:28:50.720
<v Speaker 1>what the victims want in terms of the type of

0:28:50.760 --> 0:28:55.280
<v Speaker 1>coverage we do. We don't force them to you know,

0:28:55.360 --> 0:28:56.760
<v Speaker 1>when I say force, we don't put them on the

0:28:56.800 --> 0:28:59.280
<v Speaker 1>spot to come on the show and talk and explain

0:28:59.320 --> 0:29:05.880
<v Speaker 1>themselves in anyone. We we very much consider how that

0:29:06.200 --> 0:29:08.000
<v Speaker 1>we're acting on their behalf, I guess is the best

0:29:08.000 --> 0:29:09.840
<v Speaker 1>way to say it. So there's things that we can

0:29:09.920 --> 0:29:13.560
<v Speaker 1>do that they can't do because you know of an

0:29:13.560 --> 0:29:18.360
<v Speaker 1>ongoing case or you know, family dynamics, and that was

0:29:18.400 --> 0:29:20.560
<v Speaker 1>the case in the Murdoch family. Even there are people

0:29:20.600 --> 0:29:24.120
<v Speaker 1>behind the scenes that we were, you know, talking with,

0:29:24.200 --> 0:29:28.200
<v Speaker 1>who could not be out loud about their grief about

0:29:28.200 --> 0:29:30.720
<v Speaker 1>Maggie and Paul because to do so would be an

0:29:30.720 --> 0:29:33.959
<v Speaker 1>affront to the family. So I think sometimes victim centered,

0:29:34.680 --> 0:29:37.200
<v Speaker 1>we're able to tell the victim story, but sometimes it

0:29:37.480 --> 0:29:39.600
<v Speaker 1>takes a while to get there because what we're doing

0:29:39.680 --> 0:29:42.240
<v Speaker 1>is the work of you know, where crime meets corruptions.

0:29:42.240 --> 0:29:46.200
<v Speaker 1>So we're trying to make change and get these investigations

0:29:46.200 --> 0:29:47.240
<v Speaker 1>looked at or.

0:29:49.040 --> 0:29:49.280
<v Speaker 5>I don't.

0:29:49.360 --> 0:29:51.040
<v Speaker 1>I hate to say shamed people, but we have Sometimes

0:29:51.080 --> 0:29:53.280
<v Speaker 1>we have to shame people to do their jobs, and

0:29:53.360 --> 0:29:55.240
<v Speaker 1>so that's for the victims.

0:29:55.760 --> 0:30:01.640
<v Speaker 5>Yeah, what I'm saying, yeah totally, And yeah, I mean

0:30:02.240 --> 0:30:07.120
<v Speaker 5>I just think about like with Maggie, her story was

0:30:07.320 --> 0:30:12.160
<v Speaker 5>so forgotten for such a long time, and I actually

0:30:12.200 --> 0:30:18.480
<v Speaker 5>really I liked that they ended up showing that Maggie

0:30:18.480 --> 0:30:22.920
<v Speaker 5>did not like the Mandy character in the show, because

0:30:22.920 --> 0:30:25.520
<v Speaker 5>that was true to form. Maggie blocked me on Instagram

0:30:25.600 --> 0:30:26.080
<v Speaker 5>years ago.

0:30:26.640 --> 0:30:27.000
<v Speaker 3>She did.

0:30:27.560 --> 0:30:31.160
<v Speaker 5>Yeah, I know that she did not like for a

0:30:31.160 --> 0:30:32.840
<v Speaker 5>fact that she did not like me, But I looked

0:30:32.880 --> 0:30:35.640
<v Speaker 5>back to on that and I'm like, we could have

0:30:35.680 --> 0:30:38.440
<v Speaker 5>been taking down the same monster together, you know, like

0:30:38.680 --> 0:30:41.240
<v Speaker 5>it was we all had the same enemy at the

0:30:41.240 --> 0:30:43.040
<v Speaker 5>same time. And I don't blame her for thinking that

0:30:43.160 --> 0:30:45.320
<v Speaker 5>I was the enemy, because she was just trying to

0:30:45.320 --> 0:30:46.840
<v Speaker 5>protect her kids, right.

0:30:46.800 --> 0:30:50.840
<v Speaker 2>She's trying to preserve her family, her own life, like

0:30:50.920 --> 0:30:53.080
<v Speaker 2>she's so deeply embedded in it.

0:30:53.280 --> 0:30:55.960
<v Speaker 5>Right, And so that's another nuance that I had to

0:30:55.960 --> 0:30:58.800
<v Speaker 5>think about and stop about. Like first, I was like, eh,

0:30:58.840 --> 0:31:02.920
<v Speaker 5>I don't really like being uh, it's a little uncomfortable.

0:31:03.600 --> 0:31:06.000
<v Speaker 5>But when I thought about it, I'm like, yeah, we

0:31:06.000 --> 0:31:09.200
<v Speaker 5>were we had the same enemy all along, and it's

0:31:09.280 --> 0:31:11.000
<v Speaker 5>just too bad. And I hope that that's a message

0:31:11.000 --> 0:31:13.959
<v Speaker 5>for women that like, actually, just look at your husband.

0:31:13.960 --> 0:31:17.400
<v Speaker 5>Your husband's fall not most women. Now.

0:31:17.480 --> 0:31:19.720
<v Speaker 2>I have a great husband, right, so do I, but

0:31:20.000 --> 0:31:22.440
<v Speaker 2>you know there are a lot that are not right.

0:31:22.400 --> 0:31:23.560
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, exactly.

0:31:23.840 --> 0:31:26.520
<v Speaker 5>Like I look back on that, I'm like, huh, that's

0:31:26.560 --> 0:31:32.239
<v Speaker 5>just so sad. And and that's where Maggie, unfortunately, like

0:31:33.440 --> 0:31:36.960
<v Speaker 5>the entire series, just goes through this cautionary tale of

0:31:37.560 --> 0:31:40.120
<v Speaker 5>what is happening to a woman when she realizes that

0:31:40.160 --> 0:31:45.000
<v Speaker 5>she's married to a very bad man. And unfortunately, by

0:31:45.000 --> 0:32:00.160
<v Speaker 5>the time she realized it, it was too late for her.

0:32:01.480 --> 0:32:04.240
<v Speaker 2>And her sister. I was so moved by j Smith

0:32:04.320 --> 0:32:07.800
<v Speaker 2>Cameron another. I mean, just like one of the best,

0:32:08.080 --> 0:32:14.480
<v Speaker 2>the best, that position that she held, right of being

0:32:14.480 --> 0:32:17.240
<v Speaker 2>the last person to the last conversation with her and

0:32:17.360 --> 0:32:21.160
<v Speaker 2>sort of that guilt that she must feel. But how

0:32:21.200 --> 0:32:27.440
<v Speaker 2>complicated that is. That It's like, you can't change you know,

0:32:27.560 --> 0:32:30.479
<v Speaker 2>you can't change someone else's decisions. We can't make it

0:32:30.520 --> 0:32:33.480
<v Speaker 2>for her. So even though I'm sure she witnessed so

0:32:33.600 --> 0:32:35.920
<v Speaker 2>many things over the years in the dynamic of that

0:32:36.040 --> 0:32:39.120
<v Speaker 2>relationship that it is a certain point you accept this

0:32:39.200 --> 0:32:42.600
<v Speaker 2>is the choice my sister has made, and you kind

0:32:42.600 --> 0:32:49.000
<v Speaker 2>of have to go with that. And you know, it's

0:32:49.000 --> 0:32:54.200
<v Speaker 2>such a strange place to be of not endorsing, but

0:32:54.240 --> 0:32:57.360
<v Speaker 2>then are you endorsing? Like I think about her, that

0:32:57.480 --> 0:33:02.640
<v Speaker 2>sister a lot, and how what her pain must be

0:33:02.960 --> 0:33:05.760
<v Speaker 2>like and how she goes through the world today.

0:33:07.080 --> 0:33:10.240
<v Speaker 3>It's so yeah, it's complicated. Yeah.

0:33:10.280 --> 0:33:17.120
<v Speaker 5>I know several murder victims friends at this point that

0:33:17.600 --> 0:33:24.200
<v Speaker 5>they're and that their husband's the victims husbands killed them,

0:33:24.600 --> 0:33:30.800
<v Speaker 5>and it is so sad, so profoundly sad to see

0:33:30.800 --> 0:33:35.240
<v Speaker 5>them going through the process of grief and regret about

0:33:35.280 --> 0:33:36.320
<v Speaker 5>like what could I have.

0:33:36.360 --> 0:33:39.000
<v Speaker 4>Done, What did I miss?

0:33:39.280 --> 0:33:41.959
<v Speaker 5>And then the men don't feel anything like they're not

0:33:42.000 --> 0:33:44.400
<v Speaker 5>going through any of that at all. But the friends

0:33:44.480 --> 0:33:48.920
<v Speaker 5>and the sisters and the people that really cared about

0:33:49.080 --> 0:33:52.480
<v Speaker 5>these victims. I've just really noticed that in the past

0:33:52.480 --> 0:33:56.080
<v Speaker 5>few years. It's just so incredibly sad because they are stuck.

0:33:56.160 --> 0:33:59.880
<v Speaker 5>And I also don't know what the rate move is

0:34:00.080 --> 0:34:05.560
<v Speaker 5>when you're in jas Smith Cameron's case, like, uh, Maggie's

0:34:05.560 --> 0:34:08.120
<v Speaker 5>sister's case, rather what do you do.

0:34:09.320 --> 0:34:12.040
<v Speaker 1>Well, especially because he went and lived with Maggie's family

0:34:12.200 --> 0:34:16.120
<v Speaker 1>after the murder, so he in that part. I don't

0:34:16.120 --> 0:34:17.479
<v Speaker 1>believe that I wasn't in the show.

0:34:18.280 --> 0:34:22.560
<v Speaker 3>Yeah he did, Yeah I did. Yes, Yes, this is

0:34:22.600 --> 0:34:23.560
<v Speaker 3>another it's like.

0:34:25.320 --> 0:34:29.920
<v Speaker 1>My mind is yeah, it's it's like, yeah, yes, he

0:34:30.000 --> 0:34:34.200
<v Speaker 1>wanted to, like, yeah, what's led. He wanted to He

0:34:34.239 --> 0:34:36.480
<v Speaker 1>wanted to monitor them to see like if they knew

0:34:36.560 --> 0:34:39.360
<v Speaker 1>anything about his relationship with Maggie I think.

0:34:39.480 --> 0:34:42.840
<v Speaker 2>And also just his presence around them. And then again

0:34:42.960 --> 0:34:47.040
<v Speaker 2>that abuse of the psychological abuse and the emotional abuse.

0:34:47.280 --> 0:34:50.040
<v Speaker 2>They I'm sure just felt like, oh, this is a

0:34:50.080 --> 0:34:52.680
<v Speaker 2>reminder I just need to stay in my place, right

0:34:52.960 --> 0:34:54.799
<v Speaker 2>to not make waves.

0:34:54.520 --> 0:34:56.760
<v Speaker 1>And you got to pretend to be the grieving husband

0:34:56.880 --> 0:34:59.480
<v Speaker 1>and all that to make it difficult for them to believe.

0:34:59.600 --> 0:35:03.400
<v Speaker 1>But ultimately, like his sister said on the stand, you know,

0:35:03.600 --> 0:35:06.440
<v Speaker 1>I wanted to find out who killed my sister, and

0:35:06.480 --> 0:35:10.280
<v Speaker 1>this man was excited about charges being dropped against Paul,

0:35:11.000 --> 0:35:13.560
<v Speaker 1>and you know, it just it didn't add up. It

0:35:13.600 --> 0:35:18.160
<v Speaker 1>didn't seem like he was looking yeah at all. And

0:35:18.360 --> 0:35:21.200
<v Speaker 1>I think just ultimately the most important thing to her

0:35:21.280 --> 0:35:23.200
<v Speaker 1>was her relationship with Buster, which I think the show

0:35:23.239 --> 0:35:25.880
<v Speaker 1>captured beautifully, and just that sort of line that she

0:35:25.960 --> 0:35:28.120
<v Speaker 1>had to walk with him.

0:35:27.920 --> 0:35:28.959
<v Speaker 3>Right, yeah, right.

0:35:29.840 --> 0:35:34.040
<v Speaker 2>I feel like one of the reasons I am so

0:35:34.239 --> 0:35:40.480
<v Speaker 2>interested in doing this podcast is because I am fiercely

0:35:40.840 --> 0:35:44.200
<v Speaker 2>curious about human behavior and how and why we do

0:35:44.239 --> 0:35:50.680
<v Speaker 2>the things that we do, and the actors that are

0:35:50.719 --> 0:35:54.799
<v Speaker 2>portraying these people there is I thought about how it

0:35:54.840 --> 0:35:59.080
<v Speaker 2>is such an important service that they're doing, but like

0:35:59.120 --> 0:36:03.680
<v Speaker 2>there's a real responsibility that they have when you're playing

0:36:03.719 --> 0:36:09.719
<v Speaker 2>a real person in any situation, but certainly with cases

0:36:09.760 --> 0:36:13.960
<v Speaker 2>like this where these people have gone through trauma, they

0:36:14.440 --> 0:36:17.640
<v Speaker 2>are still either still going through it or the family is,

0:36:17.719 --> 0:36:22.960
<v Speaker 2>and so what kind of extra responsibility do you think

0:36:23.000 --> 0:36:27.480
<v Speaker 2>that they have towards you know, people that are that

0:36:27.560 --> 0:36:31.319
<v Speaker 2>are still grieving, that are still seeking justice, that are

0:36:31.520 --> 0:36:33.400
<v Speaker 2>still reporting these things.

0:36:34.160 --> 0:36:36.880
<v Speaker 1>I think just when that's a conversation that I have

0:36:36.960 --> 0:36:39.759
<v Speaker 1>with myself a lot and sometimes with Mandy two. But

0:36:39.920 --> 0:36:44.120
<v Speaker 1>who owns the story is something that sticks with me

0:36:44.160 --> 0:36:46.919
<v Speaker 1>a lot, and I know it's a conversation we had

0:36:46.960 --> 0:36:51.080
<v Speaker 1>with Amanda Knox. You know, whose story is it's to tell,

0:36:51.120 --> 0:36:55.200
<v Speaker 1>because the truth is, we are journalists who were working

0:36:55.239 --> 0:36:56.960
<v Speaker 1>the case, so we have a story to tell, and

0:36:57.000 --> 0:37:01.440
<v Speaker 1>this is our story, but it's also every single person

0:37:01.760 --> 0:37:03.960
<v Speaker 1>that was represented in the show has a story to

0:37:03.960 --> 0:37:07.440
<v Speaker 1>tell from their perspective as well. So I think we

0:37:07.840 --> 0:37:10.239
<v Speaker 1>lucked out. And that's what makes the show so good

0:37:11.040 --> 0:37:14.400
<v Speaker 1>is that every single I mean right down to the

0:37:14.400 --> 0:37:19.080
<v Speaker 1>most minor roles, these people took their little seriously. And

0:37:19.200 --> 0:37:21.600
<v Speaker 1>you know, even Ala sha Kella, who played me, like,

0:37:22.400 --> 0:37:24.279
<v Speaker 1>there were moments I was watching her perform and I

0:37:24.320 --> 0:37:25.920
<v Speaker 1>was like, oh my god, I really do something like that.

0:37:26.440 --> 0:37:29.120
<v Speaker 1>It's it's things that you don't pick up on I

0:37:29.120 --> 0:37:31.759
<v Speaker 1>think about yourself. But I do think that there was

0:37:31.800 --> 0:37:35.440
<v Speaker 1>a lot of philosophical conversation going on with the actors

0:37:35.440 --> 0:37:40.000
<v Speaker 1>and themselves about you know, especially with Johnny and his

0:37:40.080 --> 0:37:45.919
<v Speaker 1>portrayal of Paul. I mean that was like, he's my gosh, yeah,

0:37:46.120 --> 0:37:49.320
<v Speaker 1>yeah he had to they had I mean they really

0:37:49.760 --> 0:37:52.880
<v Speaker 1>Patricia Arquette had a character that was very difficult to

0:37:52.880 --> 0:37:55.640
<v Speaker 1>play because nobody knew anything about Maggie.

0:37:55.880 --> 0:37:56.879
<v Speaker 3>That's what I was going to say.

0:37:57.000 --> 0:38:01.880
<v Speaker 2>She Yeah, there isn't really much to know about like nobody,

0:38:02.160 --> 0:38:02.680
<v Speaker 2>nobody knew.

0:38:02.800 --> 0:38:07.080
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, even her closest friends had trouble describing her. And

0:38:07.200 --> 0:38:09.160
<v Speaker 1>you know, as we've said many times on our podcast,

0:38:09.280 --> 0:38:12.000
<v Speaker 1>ELC basically just described her as a woman.

0:38:13.200 --> 0:38:17.719
<v Speaker 5>On the pony literally the sand on the sand, he said,

0:38:17.840 --> 0:38:19.720
<v Speaker 5>a woman and a mother of boys.

0:38:21.239 --> 0:38:22.719
<v Speaker 3>Oh, and.

0:38:24.920 --> 0:38:29.040
<v Speaker 5>He have all the things to mention about his lovely

0:38:29.560 --> 0:38:31.719
<v Speaker 5>What you you would think that you would have, you know,

0:38:31.880 --> 0:38:34.320
<v Speaker 5>things to say about your dead wife on the stand

0:38:34.400 --> 0:38:37.640
<v Speaker 5>as you are fighting for your life right right, And

0:38:37.680 --> 0:38:39.239
<v Speaker 5>you would think that you would like come up in

0:38:39.280 --> 0:38:43.200
<v Speaker 5>your head at least a couple of nice sentences. But yeah,

0:38:43.239 --> 0:38:46.239
<v Speaker 5>a woman, a mother of boys. And then he said

0:38:46.320 --> 0:38:52.000
<v Speaker 5>she had a lot of hard times when she was pregnant, and.

0:38:50.680 --> 0:38:52.360
<v Speaker 4>It's like he wanted more kids.

0:38:52.400 --> 0:38:54.719
<v Speaker 3>What what?

0:38:55.600 --> 0:38:58.879
<v Speaker 5>And it's like pregnant like twenty five years ago, why

0:38:58.920 --> 0:38:59.879
<v Speaker 5>are you mentioning that?

0:39:00.320 --> 0:39:02.880
<v Speaker 3>Right, Like, that's how he identifies.

0:39:02.200 --> 0:39:06.600
<v Speaker 5>Her exactly, like this woman mother of my boys and

0:39:06.880 --> 0:39:11.640
<v Speaker 5>couldn't have enough of my kids, so it's her fault. Unbelievable,

0:39:11.840 --> 0:39:14.960
<v Speaker 5>Like and I don't even know what the what we

0:39:14.960 --> 0:39:16.320
<v Speaker 5>were about Patricia.

0:39:16.600 --> 0:39:19.840
<v Speaker 1>So it was like Maggie was kind of an enigma.

0:39:20.120 --> 0:39:22.839
<v Speaker 1>And yeah, ultimately we know that's because he didn't give

0:39:22.880 --> 0:39:25.640
<v Speaker 1>her space to really be her own person. And I

0:39:25.680 --> 0:39:29.080
<v Speaker 1>think that conversation even with her sister on the way

0:39:29.120 --> 0:39:31.799
<v Speaker 1>to Moselle or before going to Mozelle, it feels like

0:39:32.800 --> 0:39:34.440
<v Speaker 1>they didn't have the kind of relationship. They had a

0:39:34.480 --> 0:39:37.560
<v Speaker 1>really close relationship. They talked all the time, but there's

0:39:37.560 --> 0:39:40.200
<v Speaker 1>a there's a bridge you're crossing when you tell somebody,

0:39:40.360 --> 0:39:43.920
<v Speaker 1>especially your family member, that you're having relationship problems or

0:39:45.280 --> 0:39:47.160
<v Speaker 1>and it's a point to take it back.

0:39:47.080 --> 0:39:51.080
<v Speaker 5>Right Yeah, yes, a great and they're going to hate

0:39:51.080 --> 0:39:54.919
<v Speaker 5>them forever. Yep, that's how everybody. That's kind of an

0:39:55.080 --> 0:39:58.680
<v Speaker 5>unspoken thing that women all have to deal with. It's

0:39:58.680 --> 0:40:01.279
<v Speaker 5>like once you tell your friends that you were in

0:40:01.320 --> 0:40:04.600
<v Speaker 5>an abusive relationship and all the terrible things that your

0:40:04.719 --> 0:40:07.680
<v Speaker 5>partner is doing, your friend is never going to forgive

0:40:07.719 --> 0:40:10.080
<v Speaker 5>him for that, so you can't take it makes it

0:40:10.160 --> 0:40:12.919
<v Speaker 5>real to Yeah, it makes it too real, right where

0:40:12.960 --> 0:40:14.839
<v Speaker 5>you could just shove it to the side and let

0:40:14.880 --> 0:40:17.040
<v Speaker 5>it eat you up inside, which I think was a

0:40:17.040 --> 0:40:18.360
<v Speaker 5>lot of Maggie's personality.

0:40:18.400 --> 0:40:20.320
<v Speaker 4>I think that he was just eating her up inside,

0:40:20.719 --> 0:40:21.960
<v Speaker 4>right right, right.

0:40:23.480 --> 0:40:28.040
<v Speaker 1>Yeah. She actually had cancer too shortly before she died

0:40:28.040 --> 0:40:31.319
<v Speaker 1>and was was throwup cancer right yeah, yeah, yeah, when

0:40:31.360 --> 0:40:33.400
<v Speaker 1>you think about the symbolism of that, right.

0:40:33.560 --> 0:40:37.800
<v Speaker 5>Right, Oh my gosh, yeah, right, it was course.

0:40:38.400 --> 0:40:38.760
<v Speaker 4>Yeah.

0:40:38.880 --> 0:40:41.480
<v Speaker 5>And I think some of the best little stories that

0:40:41.520 --> 0:40:45.880
<v Speaker 5>we got about Maggie that Liz got from her friends

0:40:46.120 --> 0:40:50.640
<v Speaker 5>were from college before she really was in a relationship

0:40:50.680 --> 0:40:53.800
<v Speaker 5>with Alex, so like I think that because they described

0:40:53.840 --> 0:40:58.040
<v Speaker 5>this very bright and bubbly personality funny, what were other

0:40:58.239 --> 0:40:59.160
<v Speaker 5>like silly?

0:40:59.680 --> 0:41:05.680
<v Speaker 4>Uh, Yeah, she's kind of a different just a different person. Yeah.

0:41:05.719 --> 0:41:09.560
<v Speaker 5>And Alex was the quarterback and was the big man

0:41:09.600 --> 0:41:14.279
<v Speaker 5>on campus and just swept her off her feet and

0:41:14.400 --> 0:41:15.480
<v Speaker 5>she never looked back.

0:41:16.040 --> 0:41:18.040
<v Speaker 1>They tried to get her to stop dating him, and

0:41:18.120 --> 0:41:20.479
<v Speaker 1>I think that that's the thing I don't talk about enough. Yeah,

0:41:20.520 --> 0:41:24.759
<v Speaker 1>she had a little friend intervention in college where he

0:41:24.880 --> 0:41:26.759
<v Speaker 1>was because he would have got rough with her, you know,

0:41:26.880 --> 0:41:29.600
<v Speaker 1>but she she thought, you know, this was the guy

0:41:29.640 --> 0:41:33.120
<v Speaker 1>for her. So it's just that that makes me so

0:41:33.239 --> 0:41:35.719
<v Speaker 1>sad to think of myself at that age too. Like

0:41:36.400 --> 0:41:38.600
<v Speaker 1>you you don't realize at that time in your life

0:41:38.600 --> 0:41:41.960
<v Speaker 1>that you have so much left of it, exactly.

0:41:42.160 --> 0:41:44.279
<v Speaker 2>It sounds like this is the beginning of the end

0:41:44.440 --> 0:41:47.480
<v Speaker 2>or something, right, And they can't see outside.

0:41:47.000 --> 0:41:49.640
<v Speaker 3>Of what's immediately surrounding.

0:41:49.200 --> 0:41:53.120
<v Speaker 5>You, yeah, right, And especially at that time, like women

0:41:53.200 --> 0:41:57.040
<v Speaker 5>were just basically told like college is like you're time,

0:41:57.160 --> 0:42:00.000
<v Speaker 5>you gotta you gotta pick one you're going to be

0:42:00.120 --> 0:42:01.120
<v Speaker 5>it's all actually.

0:42:00.840 --> 0:42:03.560
<v Speaker 3>To be educated.

0:42:01.880 --> 0:42:06.839
<v Speaker 5>It's Mason and there she was, and like I could

0:42:06.920 --> 0:42:10.920
<v Speaker 5>also understand that when people, I think the churchier Arquette

0:42:10.920 --> 0:42:15.360
<v Speaker 5>asked me, what do why do you think Maggie was

0:42:15.400 --> 0:42:19.120
<v Speaker 5>attracted to Alex And I was, like, they started dating

0:42:19.480 --> 0:42:24.640
<v Speaker 5>when they were nineteen twenty years old. So think of yourself,

0:42:24.880 --> 0:42:27.759
<v Speaker 5>you right, Think of your little brain everybody had. I

0:42:27.800 --> 0:42:30.560
<v Speaker 5>had a very tiny brain when I was nineteen and

0:42:30.680 --> 0:42:35.279
<v Speaker 5>dated very terrible people. And it's fine now thinking back

0:42:35.280 --> 0:42:38.239
<v Speaker 5>on it because my brain's developed, and I just thank

0:42:38.280 --> 0:42:40.719
<v Speaker 5>God that I did not stay with those people, you know,

0:42:40.960 --> 0:42:44.719
<v Speaker 5>like I, but Maggie had to stay with us, ended

0:42:44.760 --> 0:42:46.239
<v Speaker 5>up staying with him for the rest of her life,

0:42:46.280 --> 0:42:48.359
<v Speaker 5>and that was just it was kind of the way

0:42:48.400 --> 0:42:52.680
<v Speaker 5>that And also I think sadly, I bet a lot

0:42:52.680 --> 0:42:57.080
<v Speaker 5>of women envied her because she was marrying a Murdoch

0:42:57.160 --> 0:42:59.440
<v Speaker 5>and she was marrying the big man on campus, and

0:42:59.480 --> 0:43:01.879
<v Speaker 5>she was married this man that was so funny and

0:43:02.360 --> 0:43:04.600
<v Speaker 5>full of life and had all this money and his

0:43:04.680 --> 0:43:07.759
<v Speaker 5>family had all this power. I'm sure she was very

0:43:07.840 --> 0:43:11.759
<v Speaker 5>much envied at the time, and then now you look

0:43:11.840 --> 0:43:13.960
<v Speaker 5>back and it's just such a tragedy.

0:43:14.480 --> 0:43:15.640
<v Speaker 1>Oh.

0:43:15.719 --> 0:43:18.880
<v Speaker 2>I mean, this is I think why people continue to

0:43:18.960 --> 0:43:25.279
<v Speaker 2>be so obsessed and interested in this particular case. You know,

0:43:25.320 --> 0:43:29.879
<v Speaker 2>we're we're always looking I think for sort of to understand.

0:43:30.520 --> 0:43:33.000
<v Speaker 2>That's what I'm looking for, right, Like I want to

0:43:33.080 --> 0:43:39.560
<v Speaker 2>understand why or how, and and sometimes that is such a.

0:43:39.400 --> 0:43:45.040
<v Speaker 3>Labyrinth of like you just can't. It's it's endless.

0:43:45.560 --> 0:43:48.400
<v Speaker 1>And I think it's also about the accountability though, I

0:43:48.400 --> 0:43:51.040
<v Speaker 1>think as a nation, when everyone is watching this, ye,

0:43:51.120 --> 0:43:53.160
<v Speaker 1>I don't know that we're all used to seeing a

0:43:53.160 --> 0:43:56.839
<v Speaker 1>man with Elex's power and pedigree. I guess we could

0:43:56.880 --> 0:44:00.279
<v Speaker 1>call it be held accountable for something so heinous. Do

0:44:00.320 --> 0:44:01.880
<v Speaker 1>you think that, like, when you're watching it, is that

0:44:01.920 --> 0:44:02.719
<v Speaker 1>what you're getting from?

0:44:02.800 --> 0:44:05.760
<v Speaker 2>Like I think that it's like I can't I can't

0:44:05.760 --> 0:44:09.000
<v Speaker 2>believe it. I think that's what it sort of feels like,

0:44:09.160 --> 0:44:11.040
<v Speaker 2>is oh my god, did he really?

0:44:11.600 --> 0:44:13.320
<v Speaker 3>Is he really being held accountable?

0:44:13.400 --> 0:44:13.560
<v Speaker 2>Now?

0:44:14.000 --> 0:44:16.600
<v Speaker 3>Is that really happening? Because when you look.

0:44:16.480 --> 0:44:20.479
<v Speaker 2>At you know, the whole the kids especially, I think like, well,

0:44:21.280 --> 0:44:24.440
<v Speaker 2>these boys, that was their example of what it is

0:44:24.480 --> 0:44:26.280
<v Speaker 2>to be a man, what it is to be a father,

0:44:26.480 --> 0:44:31.000
<v Speaker 2>what it is to just live. They had no guidelines.

0:44:31.200 --> 0:44:34.200
<v Speaker 2>It was like this is anything you do, we can

0:44:34.280 --> 0:44:35.680
<v Speaker 2>if it's bad, we'll take it away.

0:44:36.080 --> 0:44:37.399
<v Speaker 3>You don't have to be Like.

0:44:37.440 --> 0:44:42.040
<v Speaker 2>That scene where Paul the first moment he's brought into

0:44:42.080 --> 0:44:45.560
<v Speaker 2>court and all they do is arraign him, I think,

0:44:45.680 --> 0:44:48.000
<v Speaker 2>is what's happening? And he just goes is it over now?

0:44:48.880 --> 0:44:50.440
<v Speaker 2>As if like that's all I have to do.

0:44:50.640 --> 0:44:53.720
<v Speaker 4>I just need to show up and now it's over right.

0:44:53.760 --> 0:44:57.600
<v Speaker 2>It's so telling of and that's you know, his his

0:44:57.880 --> 0:45:02.120
<v Speaker 2>performance also is so beautiful in that way, because you

0:45:02.200 --> 0:45:04.960
<v Speaker 2>really do feel like I never thought I would have

0:45:05.480 --> 0:45:10.600
<v Speaker 2>any compassion before I watched this series. I was like,

0:45:11.360 --> 0:45:14.759
<v Speaker 2>this is a bad kid. He's spoiled, he's a train wreck.

0:45:15.080 --> 0:45:18.520
<v Speaker 2>He's my worst nightmare. Like, I have no sympathy for

0:45:18.600 --> 0:45:23.480
<v Speaker 2>this kid. And something about watching that you really see

0:45:23.560 --> 0:45:26.640
<v Speaker 2>how he just had no help and then he was

0:45:27.040 --> 0:45:30.799
<v Speaker 2>trying to keep friends, you know, and that sort of

0:45:30.880 --> 0:45:34.239
<v Speaker 2>like now, it doesn't excuse him in any way for

0:45:34.440 --> 0:45:37.319
<v Speaker 2>the things that he did, but it explains it, you know,

0:45:37.560 --> 0:45:40.799
<v Speaker 2>it's a little bit of an explanation. And I think

0:45:40.840 --> 0:45:43.880
<v Speaker 2>this is also the thing, like we all from the

0:45:43.960 --> 0:45:48.120
<v Speaker 2>human standpoint, we all at a certain point have to

0:45:48.360 --> 0:45:51.959
<v Speaker 2>grow up, and these like that.

0:45:52.200 --> 0:45:56.040
<v Speaker 3>He never grew up. Alec never did.

0:45:56.160 --> 0:45:59.879
<v Speaker 2>He just decided I don't have to, you know, It's

0:46:01.200 --> 0:46:03.200
<v Speaker 2>it's really crazy.

0:46:16.760 --> 0:46:18.960
<v Speaker 4>One of my favorites on set.

0:46:19.200 --> 0:46:24.319
<v Speaker 5>I mean, he is a wonderful human being and an

0:46:24.360 --> 0:46:27.879
<v Speaker 5>amazing person. So, Liz, you were with me on set

0:46:27.920 --> 0:46:29.919
<v Speaker 5>when we when I met him for the first time.

0:46:30.480 --> 0:46:32.759
<v Speaker 2>Did you meet everybody on set for the first time,

0:46:32.880 --> 0:46:34.120
<v Speaker 2>or you met Brittany before?

0:46:34.239 --> 0:46:37.400
<v Speaker 1>Yes, we met Britney before.

0:46:38.280 --> 0:46:40.520
<v Speaker 4>It just would depend because.

0:46:40.120 --> 0:46:41.440
<v Speaker 1>You're scared of Jon.

0:46:41.640 --> 0:46:44.239
<v Speaker 4>So yeah, I literally never neither.

0:46:46.160 --> 0:46:49.440
<v Speaker 5>Oh, he was terrifying on set, Like he never I

0:46:49.560 --> 0:46:53.840
<v Speaker 5>never heard him speak in this Australian accent until the last,

0:46:54.160 --> 0:46:57.080
<v Speaker 5>until the end, until the last scene literally ended, and

0:46:57.120 --> 0:46:58.920
<v Speaker 5>he was done at like four o'clock in the morning,

0:46:59.120 --> 0:47:01.440
<v Speaker 5>and then he started and I was like, I forgot

0:47:01.440 --> 0:47:05.240
<v Speaker 5>your Australian. This is so weird because in between takes

0:47:05.360 --> 0:47:08.160
<v Speaker 5>he would kind of curse like Alex, he would stomp

0:47:08.200 --> 0:47:12.200
<v Speaker 5>around and get mad like he was just fully in character.

0:47:12.320 --> 0:47:13.440
<v Speaker 4>So he was a scary.

0:47:14.160 --> 0:47:16.719
<v Speaker 5>So every time, like we were both big fans of him,

0:47:16.719 --> 0:47:18.680
<v Speaker 5>but every time it's like, oh, not now.

0:47:23.239 --> 0:47:25.120
<v Speaker 3>Scrubs, but now John.

0:47:25.160 --> 0:47:26.160
<v Speaker 4>Was in Scrubs.

0:47:26.560 --> 0:47:30.200
<v Speaker 5>I just met him because he was playing the hospital scenes.

0:47:31.520 --> 0:47:35.879
<v Speaker 2>And when he after the boat crash, yes, yes, So

0:47:36.480 --> 0:47:40.239
<v Speaker 2>he is incredible in this that scene of like you

0:47:40.280 --> 0:47:44.640
<v Speaker 2>feel you see, oh, he's the mini version. He's becoming

0:47:44.680 --> 0:47:48.280
<v Speaker 2>his father, Like this boy is his father's son.

0:47:48.320 --> 0:47:52.920
<v Speaker 4>Right, And I am the same way. I think one

0:47:53.000 --> 0:47:53.239
<v Speaker 4>of the.

0:47:53.200 --> 0:47:57.000
<v Speaker 5>Things that I struggle with in life is compassion for

0:47:57.239 --> 0:48:00.480
<v Speaker 5>just bad people or for people that like people that

0:48:00.600 --> 0:48:04.719
<v Speaker 5>hurt other people, I just have little compassion for. I

0:48:04.760 --> 0:48:07.920
<v Speaker 5>have a hard time getting to a place of feeling

0:48:07.960 --> 0:48:13.239
<v Speaker 5>sorry for them. So Paul was definitely a journey even

0:48:13.280 --> 0:48:18.600
<v Speaker 5>after he died, like especially after in the two years

0:48:18.680 --> 0:48:21.879
<v Speaker 5>after the boat crash, before he died. Pretty much all

0:48:21.920 --> 0:48:24.480
<v Speaker 5>of the things that we ever heard about Paul Murdoch

0:48:24.640 --> 0:48:29.440
<v Speaker 5>was that he was just this awful kid, spoiled, entitled.

0:48:30.760 --> 0:48:34.040
<v Speaker 5>He was easy to hate, and I wrote about him

0:48:34.120 --> 0:48:36.799
<v Speaker 5>in that light, and so did Liz. We both just

0:48:36.920 --> 0:48:42.000
<v Speaker 5>kind of viewed him as the spoiled brat child who

0:48:42.120 --> 0:48:45.880
<v Speaker 5>killed Mallory Beach and he should be held accountable and

0:48:46.120 --> 0:48:50.400
<v Speaker 5>was not and was dodging accountability in our eyes and

0:48:50.520 --> 0:48:54.080
<v Speaker 5>in It took talking to a lot of Paul's friends

0:48:54.160 --> 0:48:57.080
<v Speaker 5>to understand that he did have a sweet and softer

0:48:57.280 --> 0:49:02.200
<v Speaker 5>side and that he was honestly kind of like the

0:49:02.200 --> 0:49:08.400
<v Speaker 5>black sheep of his family, and he was not little Alex.

0:49:08.560 --> 0:49:11.400
<v Speaker 5>I think him and Alex fought all the time because

0:49:11.880 --> 0:49:16.400
<v Speaker 5>Paul liked to question things and Alex was not about that.

0:49:16.880 --> 0:49:20.560
<v Speaker 5>He buster would just nod his head and say, okay,

0:49:20.640 --> 0:49:24.239
<v Speaker 5>that's our family, does it Okay, that's fine. Paul would

0:49:24.239 --> 0:49:27.719
<v Speaker 5>just kind of say why. And I think that he really,

0:49:27.760 --> 0:49:30.680
<v Speaker 5>I think that his mental health issues just got wildly

0:49:30.719 --> 0:49:33.080
<v Speaker 5>out of control when he was a teenager and he

0:49:33.160 --> 0:49:36.440
<v Speaker 5>would just try to ask questions about things, and his

0:49:36.560 --> 0:49:38.080
<v Speaker 5>parents would not help him.

0:49:38.360 --> 0:49:39.640
<v Speaker 4>Or would not guide.

0:49:39.400 --> 0:49:43.479
<v Speaker 5>Him in the right way of and then they would

0:49:43.520 --> 0:49:47.120
<v Speaker 5>completely shield him from all accountability. Like at school, he

0:49:47.200 --> 0:49:49.920
<v Speaker 5>was never teachers knew that they were never allowed to

0:49:50.520 --> 0:49:53.200
<v Speaker 5>get the Murdoch boys in trouble, so at school he

0:49:53.239 --> 0:49:57.400
<v Speaker 5>could never get Yeah, they just created this bubble where

0:49:57.600 --> 0:50:01.960
<v Speaker 5>it was impossible for them to grow up like normal kids.

0:50:02.680 --> 0:50:08.560
<v Speaker 5>So Johnny's portrayal of Paul, I think was so incredibly

0:50:08.680 --> 0:50:13.120
<v Speaker 5>brilliant because he got so many people to see that

0:50:13.680 --> 0:50:17.760
<v Speaker 5>and to look past this person that was very easy

0:50:17.800 --> 0:50:21.239
<v Speaker 5>to hate for a long time and see that he

0:50:21.280 --> 0:50:24.440
<v Speaker 5>didn't have a chance and if he did have a

0:50:24.560 --> 0:50:28.319
<v Speaker 5>chance of ever becoming normal, his father took that away

0:50:28.320 --> 0:50:30.319
<v Speaker 5>from him because he died at twenty one years old.

0:50:30.960 --> 0:50:31.160
<v Speaker 3>Yep.

0:50:31.760 --> 0:50:37.120
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, has anybody from the Murdoch family or crew reached

0:50:37.160 --> 0:50:40.400
<v Speaker 2>out to either of you since the show has aired.

0:50:40.719 --> 0:50:41.720
<v Speaker 2>Have you heard from anyone?

0:50:42.000 --> 0:50:42.200
<v Speaker 5>Oh?

0:50:42.760 --> 0:50:45.880
<v Speaker 1>No, no, no, no, I don't think I don't think so.

0:50:46.680 --> 0:50:50.239
<v Speaker 5>I did hear from the friend of Randy's that they

0:50:50.239 --> 0:50:52.480
<v Speaker 5>thought that Randy would like the show.

0:50:55.880 --> 0:50:57.760
<v Speaker 3>So this is what I was going to say.

0:50:57.920 --> 0:51:01.560
<v Speaker 2>There are some suspects of it that I feel like

0:51:02.920 --> 0:51:05.799
<v Speaker 2>they would I mean, much of it.

0:51:05.880 --> 0:51:07.640
<v Speaker 3>Sure, if they believe that he's in the center. They

0:51:07.640 --> 0:51:08.440
<v Speaker 3>don't want that out there.

0:51:08.480 --> 0:51:11.279
<v Speaker 2>Of course they're not going to like that. But I

0:51:11.360 --> 0:51:16.520
<v Speaker 2>do think that the show creates fully realized human beings

0:51:16.600 --> 0:51:20.440
<v Speaker 2>in all of them, and even you know, even Alec.

0:51:20.520 --> 0:51:25.200
<v Speaker 2>He was an addict also again not an excuse, but

0:51:25.640 --> 0:51:29.239
<v Speaker 2>a part of an explanation. And I think, you know,

0:51:29.560 --> 0:51:32.600
<v Speaker 2>but again, you would have to then be willing to

0:51:32.600 --> 0:51:36.200
<v Speaker 2>be accountable for your life. Like this is what is

0:51:36.239 --> 0:51:40.600
<v Speaker 2>so fascinating to me too, the string of connection of

0:51:41.280 --> 0:51:45.399
<v Speaker 2>every time we allow something like we let it go,

0:51:46.600 --> 0:51:49.919
<v Speaker 2>it isn't just that then we take it on the inside.

0:51:50.040 --> 0:51:51.440
<v Speaker 3>So it's like you take that with you.

0:51:51.640 --> 0:51:54.720
<v Speaker 2>If you've allowed an injustice to happen, or you've allowed

0:51:54.719 --> 0:51:57.280
<v Speaker 2>someone to lie or to cheat or to do something,

0:51:58.280 --> 0:52:01.600
<v Speaker 2>you're taking that with you. You know, It's like it doesn't,

0:52:01.760 --> 0:52:03.320
<v Speaker 2>it doesn't, we're not teflon.

0:52:03.880 --> 0:52:05.000
<v Speaker 3>It sticks.

0:52:05.239 --> 0:52:08.360
<v Speaker 2>And the more that you do that, then it starts to,

0:52:10.120 --> 0:52:13.680
<v Speaker 2>you know, impact your life. And I feel like all

0:52:13.719 --> 0:52:15.480
<v Speaker 2>of these people will forever be.

0:52:17.320 --> 0:52:18.799
<v Speaker 3>Impacted by this, you know.

0:52:19.080 --> 0:52:21.239
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, if there's no way to really.

0:52:22.360 --> 0:52:25.759
<v Speaker 3>Move on, well, I mean, I hope everybody can move on,

0:52:25.800 --> 0:52:26.439
<v Speaker 3>I guess, but.

0:52:26.560 --> 0:52:29.680
<v Speaker 5>I don't yeah, yeah, I mean I think that this

0:52:29.880 --> 0:52:32.280
<v Speaker 5>was all such a moment, and I think the saddest

0:52:32.320 --> 0:52:38.840
<v Speaker 5>part of it is that our state, particularly the South

0:52:38.880 --> 0:52:43.840
<v Speaker 5>Carolina Bar and the agency that police as lawyers in

0:52:43.880 --> 0:52:47.960
<v Speaker 5>our state, has not learned their lesson of like we

0:52:48.080 --> 0:52:52.319
<v Speaker 5>let this man gain so much power and spiral out

0:52:52.360 --> 0:52:55.839
<v Speaker 5>of control, and nobody within our court system ever held

0:52:55.880 --> 0:52:58.000
<v Speaker 5>him accountable for so many years, and he was able

0:52:58.040 --> 0:53:00.440
<v Speaker 5>to steal millions of dollars because he was a lawyer,

0:53:00.520 --> 0:53:03.560
<v Speaker 5>because he passed the South Carolina Bar allegedly.

0:53:05.320 --> 0:53:06.960
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, I know, I wonder about that too.

0:53:07.840 --> 0:53:13.759
<v Speaker 5>No, they know, we have heard that man's phone calls

0:53:13.760 --> 0:53:16.480
<v Speaker 5>when he talks about lawyer things, and it is ridiculous.

0:53:16.480 --> 0:53:23.560
<v Speaker 5>He did not know what Habeas Corpus is apparently worried

0:53:23.640 --> 0:53:30.759
<v Speaker 5>just watch, like, come on, it's not hard. He was

0:53:30.960 --> 0:53:34.600
<v Speaker 5>just just not But it's just really upsetting that, like

0:53:34.719 --> 0:53:38.160
<v Speaker 5>we have not used this moment as something to get better,

0:53:38.440 --> 0:53:39.840
<v Speaker 5>to something to really change.

0:53:39.880 --> 0:53:43.320
<v Speaker 4>I mean, Liz, you think that like some things have changed.

0:53:44.320 --> 0:53:46.680
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I mean we hear from attorneys in the fourteenth

0:53:46.680 --> 0:53:50.400
<v Speaker 1>Circuit that they are now stricter about five So basically,

0:53:50.520 --> 0:53:52.560
<v Speaker 1>when I say things have changed, they're doing what they're

0:53:52.600 --> 0:53:54.839
<v Speaker 1>supposed to be doing in the base level, like the

0:53:54.840 --> 0:53:59.960
<v Speaker 1>most basic. But overall, I don't think that things have changed.

0:54:00.080 --> 0:54:01.640
<v Speaker 1>Do you think that, like like a little.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, yeah, I mean, but everything moves at a snail's face,

0:54:07.480 --> 0:54:11.040
<v Speaker 2>in particular the justice system, good.

0:54:10.800 --> 0:54:13.360
<v Speaker 4>Lord and in South Carolina.

0:54:13.000 --> 0:54:15.960
<v Speaker 3>And there, But it's has have you.

0:54:16.840 --> 0:54:19.920
<v Speaker 2>I mean it sounds like that you were worn to

0:54:19.960 --> 0:54:23.640
<v Speaker 2>be careful with even investing this at all in the

0:54:23.640 --> 0:54:26.840
<v Speaker 2>first place. So were either of you ever afraid that

0:54:26.840 --> 0:54:29.520
<v Speaker 2>they might retaliate against you or harm you.

0:54:29.440 --> 0:54:33.200
<v Speaker 1>Or Yeah, I mean we were told they would and

0:54:33.239 --> 0:54:35.840
<v Speaker 1>we were told to be very careful by you know,

0:54:35.920 --> 0:54:38.560
<v Speaker 1>sources in law enforcement who told us that. So that

0:54:38.640 --> 0:54:45.360
<v Speaker 1>part was disconcerting. Honestly, though I don't know that he was.

0:54:46.200 --> 0:54:48.320
<v Speaker 1>I don't know if he's the person I feared. I think,

0:54:48.680 --> 0:54:51.640
<v Speaker 1>you know, looking back on it, it's and maybe this

0:54:51.719 --> 0:54:53.680
<v Speaker 1>isn't probably to say, but like the boat crash case

0:54:53.719 --> 0:55:00.440
<v Speaker 1>itself with Mallory Beach, Stanley sued elc Buster and a

0:55:00.520 --> 0:55:03.520
<v Speaker 1>number of other people, one of the parties was Parker's Kitchen,

0:55:03.600 --> 0:55:08.560
<v Speaker 1>which is this billionaire billion dollar gas station committees stor

0:55:08.640 --> 0:55:11.840
<v Speaker 1>Chine in Georgia and South Carolina. I'm honestly more afraid

0:55:11.880 --> 0:55:14.200
<v Speaker 1>of him, the guy who owns that company, than in

0:55:14.280 --> 0:55:17.560
<v Speaker 1>our coverage than I am. And I never thought I

0:55:17.600 --> 0:55:20.319
<v Speaker 1>would say that, But like, there was a time when

0:55:20.320 --> 0:55:23.160
<v Speaker 1>Mandy and I were in Hampton County interviewing a source

0:55:23.360 --> 0:55:26.239
<v Speaker 1>in a heart ease, and somehow it must have cut

0:55:26.280 --> 0:55:28.920
<v Speaker 1>out that we were there because we went to look

0:55:29.000 --> 0:55:32.080
<v Speaker 1>at where Stephen was killed for the first time. We

0:55:32.120 --> 0:55:35.960
<v Speaker 1>didn't stop. We just drove by, went down Stephen Street,

0:55:35.960 --> 0:55:38.359
<v Speaker 1>turned around, and came back the other way. And as

0:55:38.400 --> 0:55:41.440
<v Speaker 1>we were driving, I could see like in the distance

0:55:41.440 --> 0:55:44.360
<v Speaker 1>this like silver STV coming toward us, long road, like

0:55:44.400 --> 0:55:47.640
<v Speaker 1>you could see a long distance, and it slowed down

0:55:47.719 --> 0:55:51.800
<v Speaker 1>as it passed us, and then hooked bangda yuis in

0:55:52.120 --> 0:55:54.560
<v Speaker 1>Boston bed like he took a U turn and he

0:55:54.600 --> 0:55:58.200
<v Speaker 1>went right behind us. And I have never felt like

0:55:58.640 --> 0:56:01.440
<v Speaker 1>if you wonder, like what feels like in the moment

0:56:01.480 --> 0:56:04.840
<v Speaker 1>where like your entire body like just sinks down to

0:56:04.880 --> 0:56:07.400
<v Speaker 1>the ground, like it's just like So Mandy had to

0:56:07.440 --> 0:56:09.840
<v Speaker 1>call one of our sources who is in law enforcement

0:56:09.840 --> 0:56:12.160
<v Speaker 1>and keep them on the phone just in case, and

0:56:12.480 --> 0:56:14.919
<v Speaker 1>that guy followed us until we got out of there.

0:56:15.480 --> 0:56:18.600
<v Speaker 1>So yeah, it was like one of those things where

0:56:19.120 --> 0:56:21.520
<v Speaker 1>it's really I think this is the.

0:56:21.480 --> 0:56:23.400
<v Speaker 3>Thing that people don't understand.

0:56:23.600 --> 0:56:26.640
<v Speaker 2>Like I have friends family in North Carolina, and I

0:56:26.680 --> 0:56:29.840
<v Speaker 2>spent time in South Carolina and not just there, but

0:56:30.360 --> 0:56:35.200
<v Speaker 2>these are very remote places often and people don't understand how,

0:56:35.600 --> 0:56:37.560
<v Speaker 2>you know, they might think like, oh, well just drive

0:56:37.760 --> 0:56:41.120
<v Speaker 2>away or just go to another when it's so insulated

0:56:41.280 --> 0:56:46.960
<v Speaker 2>and so isolated, you really don't have, like you you

0:56:47.000 --> 0:56:51.719
<v Speaker 2>can understand how these kinds of dynamics can control everything.

0:56:52.280 --> 0:56:55.200
<v Speaker 2>And then it's like you're entering a different world where

0:56:55.239 --> 0:56:58.480
<v Speaker 2>you don't you don't hold the same value.

0:56:58.160 --> 0:57:01.160
<v Speaker 3>As you do in the of the world. You know.

0:57:01.760 --> 0:57:06.279
<v Speaker 1>That's so you're noticed what fans of the show were

0:57:06.360 --> 0:57:08.759
<v Speaker 1>like people who followed the case. When they come to

0:57:08.800 --> 0:57:10.960
<v Speaker 1>South Carolina and decide to take a trip to Moselle

0:57:11.160 --> 0:57:14.759
<v Speaker 1>or to Hampton, I'm just so curious about how that

0:57:14.800 --> 0:57:18.280
<v Speaker 1>goes down, because it's I just they're I mean, they're

0:57:18.320 --> 0:57:21.320
<v Speaker 1>immediately clocked. I'm sure, and Hampton to have to get

0:57:21.400 --> 0:57:23.720
<v Speaker 1>used to that, but I just I often wonder if

0:57:23.760 --> 0:57:26.120
<v Speaker 1>that's a pleasant experience for people. I don't see how

0:57:26.120 --> 0:57:26.520
<v Speaker 1>it could be.

0:57:27.160 --> 0:57:29.439
<v Speaker 5>It's well, it's so funny that you say that, Like, well,

0:57:29.440 --> 0:57:31.360
<v Speaker 5>first of all, it was a cop that was following us,

0:57:31.360 --> 0:57:33.000
<v Speaker 5>so like that was obvious.

0:57:33.040 --> 0:57:35.520
<v Speaker 4>But people like you.

0:57:35.520 --> 0:57:39.400
<v Speaker 5>Said, it's also just such a rule and desolate place

0:57:39.400 --> 0:57:42.280
<v Speaker 5>that when somebody is following you, it's very obvious, like

0:57:42.480 --> 0:57:45.560
<v Speaker 5>and there's not a lot, there's nobody else's on this road,

0:57:45.800 --> 0:57:50.160
<v Speaker 5>and some guy comes on of nowhere, polls of you,

0:57:50.400 --> 0:57:55.000
<v Speaker 5>Like that's an obvious, uh, you're being followed situation, and

0:57:55.000 --> 0:57:58.120
<v Speaker 5>and yeah, and it's hard to also understand that it's

0:57:58.200 --> 0:58:01.760
<v Speaker 5>possible that we were talking in Hardy's a few minutes

0:58:01.800 --> 0:58:06.160
<v Speaker 5>before we remember seeing a cop in there, the policing

0:58:06.280 --> 0:58:11.320
<v Speaker 5>lunch or something, and like that's how we're that's literally

0:58:11.320 --> 0:58:15.680
<v Speaker 5>how we're traveled in small towns like party from parties.

0:58:16.280 --> 0:58:19.600
<v Speaker 5>It just goes, it goes really quick, and it's just

0:58:19.960 --> 0:58:22.800
<v Speaker 5>very different how things operate there versus the rest of

0:58:22.840 --> 0:58:23.680
<v Speaker 5>the world.

0:58:23.960 --> 0:58:25.640
<v Speaker 1>Right, I can't believe I fard to say that it

0:58:25.680 --> 0:58:31.200
<v Speaker 1>was a state trooper who followed us.

0:58:31.680 --> 0:58:33.160
<v Speaker 4>I was afraid of going to jae.

0:58:33.480 --> 0:58:33.640
<v Speaker 2>You.

0:58:34.200 --> 0:58:36.720
<v Speaker 5>I just remember being like, if we go to jail,

0:58:36.840 --> 0:58:37.760
<v Speaker 5>what's gonna happen?

0:58:37.920 --> 0:58:39.560
<v Speaker 4>Like the laws don't apply here.

0:58:39.760 --> 0:58:43.760
<v Speaker 3>We know that exactly the laws don't apply.

0:58:43.840 --> 0:58:45.720
<v Speaker 4>And so what are we going to do?

0:58:46.760 --> 0:58:50.760
<v Speaker 2>Oh gosh, I I can't believe that we have to

0:58:50.800 --> 0:58:53.440
<v Speaker 2>wrap up, but we do. And if you could see

0:58:54.240 --> 0:58:56.439
<v Speaker 2>the sides of my computer, which I could turn this around,

0:58:56.520 --> 0:58:59.600
<v Speaker 2>I can't. But I have so many notes and so

0:58:59.680 --> 0:59:03.240
<v Speaker 2>many things I haven't covered even half of them.

0:59:03.520 --> 0:59:07.040
<v Speaker 3>But we'll do it again. Yeah, we'll do it. We'll

0:59:07.040 --> 0:59:10.400
<v Speaker 3>do it, yeah, every week, every other day.

0:59:12.120 --> 0:59:15.040
<v Speaker 2>I think you guys just like dial into my headset,

0:59:15.560 --> 0:59:16.080
<v Speaker 2>but I do.

0:59:16.120 --> 0:59:17.320
<v Speaker 3>I want to make sure that.

0:59:17.400 --> 0:59:19.920
<v Speaker 2>I, first of all, I absolutely love that you have

0:59:20.120 --> 0:59:24.800
<v Speaker 2>changed the name to True Sunlight again, not to like

0:59:25.640 --> 0:59:30.760
<v Speaker 2>just really reiterate how much I really love and respect

0:59:30.760 --> 0:59:33.640
<v Speaker 2>what the two of you are doing. It's taking something

0:59:33.760 --> 0:59:37.960
<v Speaker 2>so dark and so difficult and then just even changing

0:59:37.960 --> 0:59:40.880
<v Speaker 2>the name to truth Sunlight to show that is what

0:59:41.280 --> 0:59:43.840
<v Speaker 2>that's what you're that's what the essence of what you're

0:59:43.880 --> 0:59:47.560
<v Speaker 2>doing is. Is trying to bring everyone to that place now.

0:59:47.880 --> 0:59:51.880
<v Speaker 2>And I just think it's beautiful and important. So I

0:59:51.920 --> 0:59:54.200
<v Speaker 2>want to make sure that you have a moment to

0:59:54.440 --> 0:59:58.840
<v Speaker 2>tell everybody what any last thoughts you have, where people

0:59:58.880 --> 1:00:02.360
<v Speaker 2>can go to listen, and what you want people to

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<v Speaker 2>know going forward.

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<v Speaker 5>Well, We had a really hard time rebranding after Murdoch

1:00:10.960 --> 1:00:13.560
<v Speaker 5>Murders podcast was over, as in, we could not come

1:00:13.640 --> 1:00:16.840
<v Speaker 5>up with a name, and it took a very long

1:00:16.960 --> 1:00:21.760
<v Speaker 5>time to figure out what we wanted the concept of

1:00:21.800 --> 1:00:25.160
<v Speaker 5>going forward our podcast to be, and we just did

1:00:25.200 --> 1:00:29.680
<v Speaker 5>not We were so sick of saying Murdoch murders and

1:00:30.960 --> 1:00:34.440
<v Speaker 5>so sick of people's saying and it was after the trial,

1:00:34.600 --> 1:00:38.080
<v Speaker 5>so it was a kind of over, but not really.

1:00:38.240 --> 1:00:40.960
<v Speaker 5>We were so sick of people saying all you ever

1:00:41.000 --> 1:00:44.160
<v Speaker 5>do is Murdoch and you'll never be anything past Murdoch,

1:00:44.160 --> 1:00:44.760
<v Speaker 5>and we were like.

1:00:44.800 --> 1:00:46.240
<v Speaker 4>Yes, we can watch us.

1:00:48.360 --> 1:00:51.720
<v Speaker 5>But Liz came up with the concept of true Sunlight,

1:00:51.840 --> 1:00:55.640
<v Speaker 5>and I really want her to explain her reasoning for it,

1:00:55.680 --> 1:01:01.880
<v Speaker 5>because it was really genius and I love it.

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<v Speaker 1>Was in the line at Starbucks I was getting and

1:01:05.440 --> 1:01:09.439
<v Speaker 1>a look for David, and it was during the dark

1:01:09.520 --> 1:01:12.600
<v Speaker 1>days in the immediate aftermath at the court of the trial,

1:01:13.360 --> 1:01:15.880
<v Speaker 1>and we were just you know, throwing it around and

1:01:15.880 --> 1:01:17.720
<v Speaker 1>we were you know, David in particular is just really

1:01:17.800 --> 1:01:21.120
<v Speaker 1>eager for us to do, like I think even during

1:01:21.120 --> 1:01:22.760
<v Speaker 1>the trial He's like, let's change it.

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah. So it was basically like, you know, we knew

1:01:28.840 --> 1:01:32.200
<v Speaker 1>that true crime. Plenty of things that are out there

1:01:32.200 --> 1:01:35.560
<v Speaker 1>that people can listen to, and it oftentimes they're beginning, middle,

1:01:35.600 --> 1:01:39.360
<v Speaker 1>and end, Like it's reporters or people who have interested

1:01:39.360 --> 1:01:43.040
<v Speaker 1>in the industry or the industry, the justice system or

1:01:43.040 --> 1:01:45.680
<v Speaker 1>the legal system. They have a beginning, a middle, and

1:01:45.720 --> 1:01:48.320
<v Speaker 1>an end to the arcs that they tell. But we're

1:01:48.360 --> 1:01:52.480
<v Speaker 1>reporting in real time, so our audience is there with us,

1:01:53.120 --> 1:01:57.880
<v Speaker 1>with the battles to get information from public officials, with

1:01:58.840 --> 1:02:03.680
<v Speaker 1>the watching the men act like maniacs, so we get

1:02:03.720 --> 1:02:06.920
<v Speaker 1>to really have a team on our side behind it

1:02:07.080 --> 1:02:09.760
<v Speaker 1>or behind us, but who have our backs. And so

1:02:11.120 --> 1:02:14.160
<v Speaker 1>it really felt like something that we wanted to like share.

1:02:14.440 --> 1:02:16.120
<v Speaker 1>And like sunlight is a word that we use in

1:02:16.160 --> 1:02:21.120
<v Speaker 1>journalism for transparency, So oh is that right? Yeah, So

1:02:21.200 --> 1:02:24.840
<v Speaker 1>it's it has like double meaning here. So it's not

1:02:25.000 --> 1:02:27.480
<v Speaker 1>just you know, it's not true crime, but true sunlight

1:02:27.560 --> 1:02:30.000
<v Speaker 1>in the sense that we're taking the crime and we're

1:02:30.040 --> 1:02:33.720
<v Speaker 1>exposing you know what, why isn't this crime being solved?

1:02:33.720 --> 1:02:37.080
<v Speaker 1>Why why are police doing that in this one? So

1:02:37.120 --> 1:02:40.120
<v Speaker 1>it's really it's exposing crime and corruption. And it was

1:02:40.240 --> 1:02:42.840
<v Speaker 1>in the kitchen, Mandy your house when we were just

1:02:42.920 --> 1:02:44.920
<v Speaker 1>like it was so simple, like we just said I

1:02:44.960 --> 1:02:48.200
<v Speaker 1>just said it, and then it was like yeah, and.

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<v Speaker 5>We were like antithesis of true crime, like make it

1:02:51.320 --> 1:02:55.080
<v Speaker 5>opposite and make it be ultimately about good, which is sunlight,

1:02:55.200 --> 1:02:57.600
<v Speaker 5>you know, like make it ultimate, like that is the

1:02:57.600 --> 1:03:00.480
<v Speaker 5>goal of what we do, to make it to make

1:03:00.600 --> 1:03:03.760
<v Speaker 5>life better for victims, to make them feel like and

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<v Speaker 5>then we've also found that justice comes in many forms,

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<v Speaker 5>and one of the forms that we are able to

1:03:09.920 --> 1:03:14.480
<v Speaker 5>give to people is to just expose the bad people

1:03:14.680 --> 1:03:18.640
<v Speaker 5>that have done horrible things and just the process of

1:03:18.800 --> 1:03:24.160
<v Speaker 5>exposing bad people and helping victims feel validated in the

1:03:24.200 --> 1:03:27.000
<v Speaker 5>way that they have felt about how they've been treated

1:03:27.040 --> 1:03:30.680
<v Speaker 5>by the justice system. And we have an amazing army

1:03:30.800 --> 1:03:33.560
<v Speaker 5>of hundreds of thousands of followers that we are so

1:03:33.720 --> 1:03:34.959
<v Speaker 5>incredibly grateful for.

1:03:35.120 --> 1:03:40.280
<v Speaker 4>Every day that they amazing they go to battle.

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<v Speaker 5>For these people, you know, like they'll say on social

1:03:42.000 --> 1:03:45.800
<v Speaker 5>media like leave them alone or or like or they

1:03:45.880 --> 1:03:48.560
<v Speaker 5>make fun of the perpetrators. We do a lot of

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<v Speaker 5>that because that's also kind of a little form of justice,

1:03:52.200 --> 1:03:56.000
<v Speaker 5>Like we can't arrest people, but we can let these

1:03:56.120 --> 1:03:58.280
<v Speaker 5>bad guys know that we are after them.

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<v Speaker 4>And that we are watching and your eyes yeah yeah, and.

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<v Speaker 5>There is no shortage of that so of the bad

1:04:05.920 --> 1:04:08.400
<v Speaker 5>guys that need to be exposed, So we are very busy.

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<v Speaker 5>But ye, Truth Light Yeah, I don't know, but True

1:04:12.480 --> 1:04:15.440
<v Speaker 5>Sunlight podcast is where you guys can listen to us

1:04:15.480 --> 1:04:19.320
<v Speaker 5>and Cuple of Justice podcasts. Cup of Justice is every

1:04:19.400 --> 1:04:24.160
<v Speaker 5>Tuesday and True Sunlight is every Thursday. And again, we

1:04:24.200 --> 1:04:25.600
<v Speaker 5>appreciate you so much.

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<v Speaker 4>This has been awesome.

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<v Speaker 2>You can't thank the two of you enough. This has

1:04:29.520 --> 1:04:35.840
<v Speaker 2>been an absolute pleasure. And again I'm just mad respects

1:04:35.840 --> 1:04:39.280
<v Speaker 2>for both of you. I wish you the best with

1:04:39.320 --> 1:04:42.000
<v Speaker 2>all of it, and I feel like, well we'll chat

1:04:42.040 --> 1:04:42.800
<v Speaker 2>again sometimes.

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<v Speaker 5>Seriously, let us know this is fun, amazing, Thank you

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<v Speaker 5>so much.

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<v Speaker 3>Listen many