WEBVTT - “I’M SEARCHING FOR BIGFOOT” 0:00:00.080 --> 0:00:00.840 Hey, what's your name? 0:00:01.320 --> 0:00:02.080 My name is Snie. 0:00:05.960 --> 0:00:10.560 All right, what's up? What's going on today? What's happening? 0:00:10.640 --> 0:00:12.680 Oh shit, I didn't realize I was talking to you. 0:00:12.800 --> 0:00:14.760 This is so surreal. I wanted to talk to you 0:00:14.840 --> 0:00:17.240 about my crippling sasquatch addiction. 0:00:18.320 --> 0:00:21.160 You have a crippling sax squatch addiction? 0:00:22.239 --> 0:00:23.800 Yeah, like sasquatch, like Bigfoot? 0:00:24.480 --> 0:00:26.800 What how did you become addicted to Bigfoot? 0:00:28.040 --> 0:00:28.320 Well? 0:00:28.840 --> 0:00:32.440 It became a very young thing. I was into finding 0:00:32.479 --> 0:00:35.520 Bigfoot and a lot of these cryptozoology of venture shows. 0:00:36.159 --> 0:00:40.040 So it is one of the more urban myths that 0:00:40.240 --> 0:00:43.120 I've come to realizations that could be real. 0:00:44.840 --> 0:00:47.560 Okay, you know, I'm gonna hear you out on this. 0:00:47.640 --> 0:00:49.680 Why how do you think that it might be real? 0:00:50.960 --> 0:00:53.280 Well, okay, I don't want to be one of those people. 0:00:53.360 --> 0:00:56.000 But look at the history. If we talk about real 0:00:56.400 --> 0:00:58.440 nat animals that are real. 0:00:59.080 --> 0:00:59.200 Uh. 0:00:59.400 --> 0:01:03.400 The through piss, which was found off of Africa in 0:01:03.560 --> 0:01:07.600 the eighteen nineties, it's a really it's a Dino swordfish. 0:01:07.680 --> 0:01:11.560 To be honest, we thought it w wasn't extinct, but 0:01:11.680 --> 0:01:15.240 then we recovered it in Africa in the eighteen nineties. 0:01:15.840 --> 0:01:19.000 The tape here, which was found in the nineteen twenties 0:01:19.280 --> 0:01:32.120 by South American adventurers. How's it going? And uh, the 0:01:32.200 --> 0:01:36.560 tape here was found by nineteen twenties discoverers, and now 0:01:36.640 --> 0:01:39.200 it's in modern history, right hold on. 0:01:39.440 --> 0:01:42.240 Hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on. He's a 0:01:42.280 --> 0:01:44.720 big fun he's a giant fucking monster guy. 0:01:46.600 --> 0:01:48.200 Yeah, how is he real? 0:01:49.800 --> 0:01:51.640 I mean, have you went on into nature? 0:01:52.800 --> 0:01:54.200 Yeah? Another hut strap? 0:01:54.320 --> 0:01:54.400 Ye? 0:01:54.800 --> 0:01:57.160 No, shot touched. There's some shit, there's yeah, sure, there's 0:01:57.200 --> 0:01:59.920 things going on. There's stuff, and there's random weird yes. 0:02:00.320 --> 0:02:03.840 By the way, you know what. Okay, let me say this, okay, 0:02:03.880 --> 0:02:07.640 because I'm with you on this. Yes, the world monsters 0:02:07.720 --> 0:02:10.519 are real. The world's filled with monsters on the bottom 0:02:10.560 --> 0:02:13.720 of the ocean, is filled with giant monsters with three 0:02:13.880 --> 0:02:21.000 heads and two and five eyes and crazy weird monster stuff. 0:02:21.160 --> 0:02:23.160 But I feel like if there was like, okay, like 0:02:23.240 --> 0:02:34.239 a humanoid like hairy, bipedal creature thing, we would have 0:02:34.320 --> 0:02:35.919 seen it. By now. I think we would have seen it. 0:02:36.160 --> 0:02:37.000 Somebody would have seen it. 0:02:38.800 --> 0:02:39.919 That's what. 0:02:40.080 --> 0:02:42.800 That's what what that's what we're trying to do right 0:02:42.840 --> 0:02:46.080 now as a community. I'm not actively partaking right now, 0:02:46.200 --> 0:02:50.720 but following all the uh, following all the news articles 0:02:50.800 --> 0:02:55.679 and podcasts we're trying to discover and go on to 0:02:55.760 --> 0:03:00.480 ventures to pass and actually find. Maybe not, because in 0:03:00.560 --> 0:03:04.400 some states it's illegal to hunt this creature down sous. 0:03:04.080 --> 0:03:04.560 To New York. 0:03:06.000 --> 0:03:08.440 Wait, it's illegal to hunt Bigfoot in New York. It's 0:03:08.440 --> 0:03:09.480 illegal to shoot at him. 0:03:10.480 --> 0:03:13.079 Yes, as silly as it may sound, it is illegal. 0:03:15.040 --> 0:03:17.239 How come you're not joining people on these adventures to 0:03:17.400 --> 0:03:18.079 find Bigfoot? 0:03:19.200 --> 0:03:21.560 Well, I work right now as a bartender, so I 0:03:21.639 --> 0:03:25.120 can't find a lot of time to go out. I recently, 0:03:25.360 --> 0:03:27.919 I was in your discord, not your discord, your twitch 0:03:27.960 --> 0:03:31.679 chat when I was saying a semibe and I did 0:03:31.760 --> 0:03:36.160 go spouting out there. I took a beautiful hike up 0:03:36.200 --> 0:03:40.360 to Emerald Lake and did the loudest Bigfoot call. I 0:03:40.400 --> 0:03:43.000 don't think anything hurt me though, but it was still 0:03:43.800 --> 0:03:46.880 really sweet to shot my Bigfoot representation there. 0:03:48.200 --> 0:03:50.880 I like the idea that you're like doing your interview 0:03:51.000 --> 0:03:54.080 at this bar and you're like, I need my days 0:03:54.240 --> 0:03:57.160 freeze so I can hunt Bigfoot, So don't schedule me 0:03:57.840 --> 0:03:58.640 on those times. 0:04:00.000 --> 0:04:01.440 Well, they don't need to know that part. 0:04:04.360 --> 0:04:06.600 Okay, is this something you keep a secret from people 0:04:06.840 --> 0:04:07.760 that you're into bigfoot. 0:04:08.040 --> 0:04:10.960 I'm pretty open about it. But if it's someone on 0:04:11.120 --> 0:04:15.640 the street and we talk a little bit, I may 0:04:16.000 --> 0:04:19.200 if they're close minded. It's a nice way to intrigue 0:04:19.240 --> 0:04:24.400 and open mindedness in people because it's a really hit 0:04:24.520 --> 0:04:27.280 or midst subject and all these skeptics can have their 0:04:27.960 --> 0:04:32.720 way of life. And I'm here with one side of 0:04:32.760 --> 0:04:37.919 the argument that I do believe these animals exist, flesh 0:04:37.960 --> 0:04:42.440 and blood animals. Then that's a whole different conversation about 0:04:42.480 --> 0:04:43.320 the different theories. 0:04:43.960 --> 0:04:45.880 So let me ask you this. You said, and I 0:04:45.920 --> 0:04:47.640 don't know if you were just being tongue in cheek, 0:04:47.720 --> 0:04:50.320 but you said this was a crippling addiction. Is it true? 0:04:50.360 --> 0:04:52.200 Does it cripple you in some way? Is it true? 0:04:53.360 --> 0:04:55.760 I mean I think people look at me like, oh, 0:04:56.000 --> 0:04:58.960 he knows all these talltales, so he could tell tall tales, 0:04:59.000 --> 0:05:04.360 you know. But it's like, I don't tell tall tales. 0:05:05.240 --> 0:05:10.960 I just know the truth and I don't. I'm a 0:05:11.000 --> 0:05:20.800 bigod at this point. But uh, yeah, what is the question? 0:05:21.000 --> 0:05:21.560 I'm sorry? 0:05:23.120 --> 0:05:23.720 You done? All right? 0:05:25.240 --> 0:05:28.000 Yeah, no, I'm just still in talk that I'm talking 0:05:28.040 --> 0:05:28.640 to you about this. 0:05:29.480 --> 0:05:32.560 Well, so I asked you. You said that this was 0:05:32.560 --> 0:05:35.240 a crippling addiction. Do you and you I'm asking you 0:05:35.320 --> 0:05:36.600 in the ways in what you feel as though it 0:05:36.640 --> 0:05:37.120 cripples you. 0:05:38.240 --> 0:05:38.520 Sorry? 0:05:38.600 --> 0:05:38.840 Sorry? 0:05:38.920 --> 0:05:39.920 Yeahright? 0:05:40.279 --> 0:05:43.240 So yeah, on the Tall Tales, I could be telling 0:05:43.800 --> 0:05:47.119 like it could be a little out there the truth, 0:05:47.240 --> 0:05:52.240 but it's still the truth. That was some investigations. I 0:05:52.360 --> 0:05:55.760 don't mean to sound it's not my intense to sound cryptic, 0:05:55.880 --> 0:05:57.440 but it's. 0:06:04.400 --> 0:06:04.440 I. 0:06:04.720 --> 0:06:06.800 I didn't have a lot of friends growing up, so 0:06:07.279 --> 0:06:14.640 communication is now my biggest subject. So I just kind 0:06:14.680 --> 0:06:18.880 of keep it real and I'm based. 0:06:20.440 --> 0:06:21.280 Not a Chad though. 0:06:22.400 --> 0:06:24.600 Okay, you said, Oh did you say you keep it 0:06:24.680 --> 0:06:26.160 real and based but you're not a Chad? 0:06:27.480 --> 0:06:28.440 Yeah? That is correct. 0:06:28.800 --> 0:06:30.680 Well, let me ask you a question. Is big Foot 0:06:30.720 --> 0:06:32.160 of Chad? Do you think he's a Chad or is 0:06:32.160 --> 0:06:32.719 he a virgin? 0:06:34.920 --> 0:06:39.560 Ah? I would like to see him as a Sigma mm, 0:06:42.760 --> 0:06:46.240 because he's very elusive. He doesn't want to be out there. 0:06:47.520 --> 0:06:48.920 He's a very Sigma creature. 0:06:50.440 --> 0:06:53.480 I I are you. Do you consider yourself a Sigma? 0:06:54.880 --> 0:06:55.040 Oh? 0:06:55.520 --> 0:06:57.560 Of course, but I could have alpha moments, so I 0:06:57.680 --> 0:06:59.840 say Sigma alpha Mmm. 0:07:00.920 --> 0:07:03.480 I liked I remember when I first heard the concept 0:07:03.560 --> 0:07:06.679 of I mean, it's like a meme now sigma grindset. 0:07:06.839 --> 0:07:09.240 But I remember when I first heard the concept of 0:07:09.279 --> 0:07:10.800 a sigma, I was like, oh, I actually like that. 0:07:11.560 --> 0:07:16.080 It's like like you think of like like beta and 0:07:16.200 --> 0:07:20.800 alpha or like this like spectrum or whatever. And when 0:07:20.800 --> 0:07:22.680 I heard the term sigma where it's like it's someone 0:07:23.080 --> 0:07:26.440 who's off the spectrum, like doing their own thing. You know, 0:07:26.520 --> 0:07:31.440 they're like they decided to opt out. And I guess 0:07:32.520 --> 0:07:36.840 Bigfoot is a sigma he's opted out of I don't 0:07:36.840 --> 0:07:38.840 know if Bigfoot is a human order, if he's how 0:07:38.960 --> 0:07:42.560 sentient he is or whatever, but Bigfoot saw society for 0:07:42.680 --> 0:07:45.960 what it was cast himself out of it. Maybe he 0:07:46.000 --> 0:07:49.080 didn't cast himself out of it. Maybe he was, you know, 0:07:49.200 --> 0:07:53.120 ran out with pitchforks and torches because he looks crazy, 0:07:54.720 --> 0:07:56.440 and so he's running around doing his own thing. And 0:07:56.560 --> 0:08:00.520 so I guess people like you who also identify sigma, 0:08:02.240 --> 0:08:05.800 I can see why it would be Uh, he would 0:08:05.840 --> 0:08:10.200 be an appealing figurehead to learn more about and to hunt, 0:08:10.360 --> 0:08:12.840 not like you know hunt, not to violently hunt, but 0:08:12.960 --> 0:08:15.720 to try to find are you are you looking for 0:08:15.800 --> 0:08:16.640 big Foot? Are you looking? 0:08:16.640 --> 0:08:16.800 Are you? 0:08:16.880 --> 0:08:18.480 Are you looking for Bigfoot? So that you can ask 0:08:18.560 --> 0:08:20.760 him questions and talk to him and learn from him. 0:08:21.760 --> 0:08:24.840 No, that's I mean, if that's the case, it so 0:08:25.000 --> 0:08:27.120 happens along the way. But no, at this point, my 0:08:27.480 --> 0:08:30.440 main goal is and for the community, is you have 0:08:30.600 --> 0:08:33.920 this actually documented as a species. There is a lot 0:08:34.000 --> 0:08:35.760 to name for it, which I'll need to go into 0:08:35.880 --> 0:08:38.120 my pictures and find, because god damn, I'm not going 0:08:38.200 --> 0:08:43.000 to remember that borealice of the name. But there are 0:08:43.080 --> 0:08:48.240 actually documented by Jeff Meldrum, like a classification of it. 0:08:50.240 --> 0:08:53.320 And if you go into Asia there's their ring Pain Deck, 0:08:54.120 --> 0:08:56.600 which is the National Geographic in two thousand and five 0:08:56.760 --> 0:08:59.040 put out of fifty thousand bounty that is still up. 0:08:59.120 --> 0:09:03.000 If you want to get rich quickly or not rich 0:09:03.080 --> 0:09:05.040 quickly and get a flop of your name. 0:09:05.600 --> 0:09:07.280 Okay, let me ask you this fine, I really got 0:09:07.360 --> 0:09:10.760 to know this. Do you do you really believe in Bigfoot? 0:09:12.000 --> 0:09:12.760 Of course? Yeah? 0:09:13.559 --> 0:09:15.640 Really yeah. 0:09:17.480 --> 0:09:20.680 I mean if someone came up to me and said, 0:09:21.840 --> 0:09:23.880 chop down every tree and then we will find a 0:09:23.920 --> 0:09:28.440 bigfoot and then it's a non bigfoot believers, uh say 0:09:28.480 --> 0:09:31.920 that the Sasquatch believers, I need to plan back every tree, 0:09:32.160 --> 0:09:34.600 I would say, No, that's too much work. I'm fine, 0:09:35.040 --> 0:09:38.240 but right now, in my belief, I know that exists. 0:09:39.000 --> 0:09:41.280 Wait a minute, so I told that. So you said 0:09:41.760 --> 0:09:47.440 if someone said let's chop down every tree to find sasquatch, 0:09:47.559 --> 0:09:49.000 you would do that or you wouldn't do that. 0:09:50.360 --> 0:09:53.040 I would not, And then to us tree planted. That's 0:09:53.120 --> 0:09:54.480 just too much work homey. 0:09:55.679 --> 0:10:00.599 Okay, what I'm curious. I'm curiou us about you? What 0:10:00.679 --> 0:10:03.839 else do you do with your life and time? Oh? 0:10:03.960 --> 0:10:04.200 God? 0:10:04.520 --> 0:10:04.640 Uh? 0:10:05.080 --> 0:10:10.400 Just got war Hammer forty k claiming with friends. If 0:10:10.440 --> 0:10:13.160 you don't know, it's like war Uh years of War 0:10:13.400 --> 0:10:21.040 and Halo combined. Uh Space marine style play Valerie. Uh 0:10:21.640 --> 0:10:27.319 work at a movie theater bartending position. Uh yeah, I 0:10:27.480 --> 0:10:33.240 am finishing up getting my a in business. Uh yeah, 0:10:33.320 --> 0:10:37.440 I'm happy to be alive and alert away alive. 0:10:37.559 --> 0:10:40.120 Enthusiastics, you're killing it. 0:10:40.360 --> 0:10:43.959 You're you're You're. I would call you an alpha honestly, Honestly, 0:10:44.000 --> 0:10:46.880 I think there's something. I think the most alpha thing 0:10:47.040 --> 0:10:49.960 you can do is be happy to be alive. 0:10:52.800 --> 0:10:54.360 I'm glad I'm here with my dogs. 0:10:54.400 --> 0:11:00.480 You alive, and you because at least could see you 0:11:00.520 --> 0:11:02.319 and you're real and I could talk to you. 0:11:03.160 --> 0:11:04.839 You don't know that I'm real. You know I'm real 0:11:04.880 --> 0:11:11.600 as much as you know Bigfoot is real. Because well, yeah, okay, 0:11:11.679 --> 0:11:13.400 all right. I was gonna say, because you you have it, 0:11:13.559 --> 0:11:14.760 you can't see me right now. 0:11:14.760 --> 0:11:14.840 But. 0:11:16.920 --> 0:11:22.079 Uh, well did we talk, it counts you saw me 0:11:22.160 --> 0:11:22.960 more than Bigfoot. 0:11:23.120 --> 0:11:23.280 Yeah. 0:11:23.559 --> 0:11:27.360 Although I'm a little bit I think like the geck 0:11:28.400 --> 0:11:31.400 or therapy gecko, it is a bit of a uh 0:11:31.880 --> 0:11:35.839 you could classify it as a cryptid. I if I guess, 0:11:36.280 --> 0:11:46.160 I guess, what's your name again? I suppose that if 0:11:46.400 --> 0:11:51.440 therapy gecko is real, then why can't Bigfoot be real? Sure, yeah, 0:11:51.520 --> 0:11:54.600 I'll take that. I'll believe, I'll accept that as something, 0:11:57.400 --> 0:11:59.400 and I could do a bargin here. 0:11:59.400 --> 0:12:01.439 But I want to make one last argument. If you 0:12:01.720 --> 0:12:06.319 look at the Lockness Monster, and like the body of 0:12:06.840 --> 0:12:11.360 water that's located, if it's originally supposed to first dated 0:12:11.400 --> 0:12:14.640 to be thirteen hundred, I'm gonna say that number just 0:12:14.720 --> 0:12:17.719 so to exaggerate. It's been a long time, but it's 0:12:17.760 --> 0:12:20.920 been a recorded sighting since then. If it was real, 0:12:21.000 --> 0:12:24.440 it need to reproduce, to eat, and have enough space 0:12:24.520 --> 0:12:27.199 for shelter and all that. You can all find that 0:12:27.360 --> 0:12:30.520 in that body. So if someone wants to have a 0:12:30.559 --> 0:12:32.120 Lockness versus Taskquat file. 0:12:32.720 --> 0:12:33.439 Please DM me. 0:12:37.240 --> 0:12:39.080 That's a nice call to action to end the song. 0:12:40.880 --> 0:12:42.640 Send a DM to this guy. If you want to 0:12:42.679 --> 0:12:46.760 talk about the Lockness Monster versus Bigfoot, like, well, if 0:12:46.760 --> 0:12:48.120 you want to talk about like who would win a fight, 0:12:48.280 --> 0:12:49.680 or just like talk about them, like just. 0:12:49.760 --> 0:12:55.360 In general, just in general, like how the why sasquat 0:12:55.480 --> 0:12:57.560 is more likely to be real than lockness Monster? 0:12:58.679 --> 0:13:01.880 And I'll walk out before hold on, hold on, I'm 0:13:01.880 --> 0:13:04.760 gonna fight you on that. If if the I would 0:13:04.880 --> 0:13:09.000 absolutely believe in the Lockness Monster over set over a 0:13:09.400 --> 0:13:13.240 Bigfoot because the Lockaness Monster, I mean, there are things 0:13:14.400 --> 0:13:18.360 like the Lockness Monster that are documented to exist. There's 0:13:18.920 --> 0:13:24.480 the sea is filled with fucked up, disgusting creatures that 0:13:24.640 --> 0:13:26.920 we know about that are probably are more disturbing than 0:13:26.960 --> 0:13:31.400 the Lockness Monster. Honestly, the land is filled with the 0:13:31.480 --> 0:13:34.080 land is filled with less fucked up creatures than the sea, 0:13:36.120 --> 0:13:38.880 But the land is also filled with like crazy fucked 0:13:38.920 --> 0:13:42.040 up like a lion, a lion, and the fact the 0:13:42.200 --> 0:13:44.800 lion exists is a lion is much more I think 0:13:44.960 --> 0:13:47.760 cryptid than a sas squatch. 0:13:50.400 --> 0:13:52.679 But well, we see more lions than we do sasquatch. 0:13:52.880 --> 0:13:54.480 We do we see I could go to a zoo 0:13:54.760 --> 0:13:55.640 and see a lion. 0:13:57.880 --> 0:14:01.080 I hope you find them, I really do. I I hope, Well, 0:14:01.120 --> 0:14:03.480 actually I don't. I'm gonna say that. Okay, this will 0:14:03.679 --> 0:14:05.440 maybe said the sorady, but this will be the last 0:14:05.480 --> 0:14:08.480 thing I say to you, and I hope you understand 0:14:08.520 --> 0:14:13.240 what I mean by this. I hope you never find Bigfoot, 0:14:14.800 --> 0:14:19.200 only because only because it just seems like you're having 0:14:19.280 --> 0:14:20.880 so much fun looking for him. 0:14:21.880 --> 0:14:23.520 I think that I don't want that I need it, 0:14:24.080 --> 0:14:25.320 and I don't want I need. 0:14:25.320 --> 0:14:27.600 It that I don't want that fun to end for you. 0:14:28.520 --> 0:14:30.320 Schmoo shmi SmaI. 0:14:32.120 --> 0:14:35.520 It's one of those three sne Is there anything else. 0:14:35.400 --> 0:14:36.600 You want to say to the people of the computer 0:14:36.680 --> 0:14:37.080 before we go? 0:14:38.720 --> 0:14:43.240 Don't stop ever squatching and keep it very open minded 0:14:43.320 --> 0:14:47.600 people of the Internet. I appreciate you hearing me out, 0:14:47.760 --> 0:14:50.680 and thank you for listening to all these incredible human beings. 0:14:50.720 --> 0:14:53.360 Gek God bless you, sir. Thank you very much for 0:14:53.440 --> 0:14:58.400 calling Moses. Moses was a guy I learned about Moses 0:14:58.440 --> 0:15:04.120 in Hebrews school. I forget what he did. I think 0:15:04.200 --> 0:15:09.200 he's like jew is he like Jewish Jesus. He didn't. 0:15:09.640 --> 0:15:12.320 Jesus did that whole thing where he died very violently. 0:15:13.360 --> 0:15:15.320 I don't know. I don't think Moses died violently. I 0:15:15.360 --> 0:15:17.520 think Moses, what did he do? 0:15:17.720 --> 0:15:17.760 Do? 0:15:17.840 --> 0:15:20.080 They don't know what Moses did. I think he just died, 0:15:20.200 --> 0:15:24.120 like at home or something. Hold on, Okay, my whole 0:15:24.160 --> 0:15:26.240 post call thought is going to be going on Google 0:15:26.280 --> 0:15:28.800 to find out how Moses died. So this is going 0:15:28.840 --> 0:15:31.040 in the podcast, and everyone give me one second. Here, 0:15:32.560 --> 0:15:35.520 I am in front of a computer right now. Okay, 0:15:35.640 --> 0:15:36.280 let's see here. 0:15:36.800 --> 0:15:38.840 How did. 0:15:41.120 --> 0:15:45.240 It's saying osamivan Lan? How did Moses die? According to 0:15:45.320 --> 0:15:51.560 the Bible? Okay, God commanded Moses to die on a mountain, 0:15:53.400 --> 0:15:58.560 and that's what he did. He died on a mountain, 0:16:01.400 --> 0:16:03.440 but he didn't come back. I think Jesus's whole thing 0:16:03.560 --> 0:16:12.920 was he died, he came back. Jesus was also Jewish. Okay, 0:16:13.040 --> 0:16:14.840 what all right? This was a bad post call thought, 0:16:14.840 --> 0:16:15.640 but we're keeping it in. 0:16:16.200 --> 0:16:19.600 Hello, h Hello, lyle Hi. 0:16:19.760 --> 0:16:20.360 What is your name? 0:16:21.880 --> 0:16:22.720 My name is Frederick? 0:16:23.160 --> 0:16:28.080 Frederick? What's up, dude? How are you? I'm hanging in there? 0:16:28.160 --> 0:16:29.800 What uh would you want to talk about today? 0:16:29.800 --> 0:16:33.640 Sir? I guess. 0:16:35.400 --> 0:16:37.200 I guess I would say I want to talk about 0:16:39.600 --> 0:16:43.040 maybe like purpose in life. I'm kind of feeling a 0:16:43.120 --> 0:16:45.880 little run down, I guess. 0:16:47.320 --> 0:16:49.800 Mm hmm, Wow, what's running you down? 0:16:53.160 --> 0:16:55.600 I guess just life itself. I feel like I've been 0:16:56.920 --> 0:16:58.960 It's kind of dumb to say I've been overworked because 0:16:59.000 --> 0:17:02.360 I'm barely a student and I rarely work. But uh, 0:17:03.600 --> 0:17:06.359 I don't know. I just it's very hard to motivate 0:17:06.400 --> 0:17:08.359 my motiv motivate myself to do stuff. 0:17:08.880 --> 0:17:11.879 You know, what's your life like? 0:17:14.320 --> 0:17:16.920 I go, I'm a student, I go to college. I'm 0:17:16.920 --> 0:17:22.320 an English major, and I also work at this It's 0:17:22.440 --> 0:17:25.200 kind of like a halfway home for kids. Most of 0:17:25.200 --> 0:17:27.520 them have trauma, and I'm kind of just like a 0:17:27.640 --> 0:17:30.479 counselor there, which I'm kind of just like with them 0:17:30.480 --> 0:17:30.840 every day. 0:17:31.520 --> 0:17:36.240 That's cool. So what do you want to do with 0:17:36.440 --> 0:17:39.399 your with the time that you have from now until 0:17:39.440 --> 0:17:42.240 you die? Which we don't know how long that is. 0:17:42.320 --> 0:17:45.560 That could be a day, that could be seventy years. 0:17:46.720 --> 0:17:50.080 But for but in the well, let's assume how old 0:17:50.080 --> 0:17:54.199 are you. I'm twenty now, all right, okay, you might 0:17:54.359 --> 0:17:56.359 you might get you might get a good seventy years. 0:17:56.400 --> 0:17:58.480 I think by the time you're that it do you 0:17:58.760 --> 0:17:59.720 You sound like you eat? 0:18:00.240 --> 0:18:01.119 Yeah, I don't want to. 0:18:01.280 --> 0:18:04.200 I mean, I'm trying to die before like seventy, Like 0:18:05.200 --> 0:18:06.840 that's too old, kid me. 0:18:08.440 --> 0:18:12.000 This is not my joke I heard. I went to 0:18:12.119 --> 0:18:14.879 the comedy seller when I heard this, and I really 0:18:15.480 --> 0:18:19.040 wish I could remember the name of the comedian. But 0:18:19.359 --> 0:18:23.080 he made a joke where where he was like, he 0:18:23.280 --> 0:18:28.439 was like the whole idea of like life extension sucks 0:18:28.480 --> 0:18:31.919 because you can only add years on to the end, 0:18:33.000 --> 0:18:35.239 you know, that's the bad part. When are they going 0:18:35.280 --> 0:18:38.119 to be able to add years onto the middle? I 0:18:38.160 --> 0:18:40.520 thought that was funny because it is true, like after 0:18:41.040 --> 0:18:43.680 like after seventy, I don't know how good it gets, 0:18:44.720 --> 0:18:48.080 so I get to failure. It doesn't look you're right, Yeah, 0:18:48.119 --> 0:18:50.440 you're right, it doesn't look good, so I can't assume 0:18:50.440 --> 0:18:53.080 it feels good. But all right, let's say, I mean, 0:18:53.200 --> 0:18:57.520 your legs are gonna work for another fifty years. That's 0:18:57.560 --> 0:18:59.119 a long time. What do you want to do for 0:18:59.280 --> 0:18:59.840 that during that? 0:19:01.520 --> 0:19:03.080 That's the point. That's the thing, though I don't I 0:19:03.119 --> 0:19:05.879 don't know. I feel like I feel like I have 0:19:05.960 --> 0:19:08.000 a lot of hobbies, but I don't really know how 0:19:08.080 --> 0:19:11.280 to make them something I can see myself doing for 0:19:11.359 --> 0:19:12.119 the rest of my life. 0:19:12.160 --> 0:19:13.680 You know, what are the hobbies? 0:19:16.240 --> 0:19:18.359 I used to bring it be a marine science major 0:19:18.400 --> 0:19:20.800 because I'm really into aquariums, and I used to work 0:19:20.800 --> 0:19:23.200 at like fish stores. But that's kind of like a 0:19:23.280 --> 0:19:25.920 dead end thing and it doesn't really pay a lot, 0:19:26.680 --> 0:19:29.240 and it's kind of like a waste. So I transferred 0:19:29.400 --> 0:19:33.240 to now English major, but it's also, you know, kind 0:19:33.280 --> 0:19:34.720 of seems like a dead end. And I don't know 0:19:34.720 --> 0:19:37.040 if I want to be a teacher. I've been like 0:19:37.200 --> 0:19:38.480 you if you're. 0:19:38.960 --> 0:19:41.080 If the problem is that you're going into a major 0:19:41.200 --> 0:19:42.919 that doesn't pay a lot. I don't know if English 0:19:43.040 --> 0:19:44.240 is the best choice. 0:19:44.480 --> 0:19:45.160 Oh for sure. 0:19:45.720 --> 0:19:47.159 I'm just trying to do something that I like. I 0:19:47.440 --> 0:19:49.840 liked it in the beginning, but now it's like, I 0:19:49.920 --> 0:19:51.040 guess I grew tired of it. 0:19:51.240 --> 0:19:55.320 You know, well, are you going? Are you taking on 0:19:55.480 --> 0:19:56.560 debt to be in school? 0:19:58.400 --> 0:20:00.440 My parents are thankfully helping. 0:20:00.480 --> 0:20:02.720 Okay, I got you, I got you, I got you. Yeah. No, 0:20:02.760 --> 0:20:04.919 If that's okay. If that's the case, go hog wild. 0:20:05.040 --> 0:20:09.919 Study the study fucking bugs or something. Study the stupidest 0:20:09.960 --> 0:20:12.960 thing you could possibly study. You know, if your mom 0:20:12.960 --> 0:20:15.639 and dad are paying for it, just go fucking you 0:20:15.720 --> 0:20:16.359 know who cares? 0:20:17.720 --> 0:20:18.840 Yeah? What do you? 0:20:19.000 --> 0:20:19.520 What do you like? 0:20:21.600 --> 0:20:23.920 I like baking a lot. I've been baking a whole 0:20:23.960 --> 0:20:30.080 lot and cooking. But from what like I've seen and 0:20:30.640 --> 0:20:32.480 what i've seen, like I know is just dumb. But 0:20:32.600 --> 0:20:35.400 you know the you know the show The Bear, I've 0:20:35.600 --> 0:20:39.280 never seen what it is. Yeah, man, that show is 0:20:39.480 --> 0:20:44.320 so stressful, my god, and that just deters me like 0:20:44.520 --> 0:20:47.879 so much. It is so scary to be in the 0:20:47.960 --> 0:20:52.680 food industry. I feel like I'm not by. 0:20:53.240 --> 0:20:55.000 You feel like you're not that You're not that wet. 0:20:56.440 --> 0:20:59.880 Oh no, I'm not that good. Yeah, like my stuff good. 0:21:00.680 --> 0:21:05.160 Yeah, you've barely done you're you've barely you know, done anything. 0:21:05.280 --> 0:21:05.480 Yeah. 0:21:05.560 --> 0:21:08.760 Of course you can't expect to be a master baker. 0:21:09.600 --> 0:21:13.159 That sounds very close to masturbator. But you can't expect 0:21:13.200 --> 0:21:19.240 to be a master baker. Uh, so soon, why don't 0:21:19.240 --> 0:21:22.240 you just bake for do you? I mean, I I'm 0:21:22.600 --> 0:21:24.359 I don't even know what I'm doing and I'm going insane. 0:21:24.760 --> 0:21:26.040 Do you sound depressed? 0:21:27.640 --> 0:21:33.240 Oh man, I've been depressed. Yeah, yeah, I gotta see 0:21:33.240 --> 0:21:36.080 a new therapist. I lost my I didn't lose him, 0:21:36.080 --> 0:21:37.680 but I kind of stopped going to him. 0:21:38.119 --> 0:21:39.240 Why did you stop going to him? 0:21:40.800 --> 0:21:44.160 It was a new guy. I saw a previous therapist 0:21:44.200 --> 0:21:45.920 for like two years and I didn't really see any 0:21:46.000 --> 0:21:49.000 change in my life. So I saw someone new. But 0:21:49.080 --> 0:21:51.440 then I stopped going to his things, and I felt guilty, 0:21:51.800 --> 0:21:53.639 and then I just stopped going all together because I 0:21:53.680 --> 0:21:55.119 didn't want to like face that. 0:21:56.000 --> 0:21:58.560 Well, your therapist is, they're not going to change your life. 0:21:59.480 --> 0:22:01.600 They're not gonna You can't do anything for you. I mean, 0:22:01.600 --> 0:22:03.240 they can help. You can talk to them and they'll 0:22:03.240 --> 0:22:06.879 help you arrange thoughts. But you, at the end of 0:22:06.880 --> 0:22:07.920 the day, you got to do stuff. 0:22:11.280 --> 0:22:14.719