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Speaker 1: Please listen to this. It's the Jewbile Show. And September

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Speaker 1: is National Suicide Awareness and Prevention Month. And last year

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Speaker 1: I released my poem about my struggle called the Not

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Speaker 1: because I've been very open about my struggles because in

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Speaker 1: order to end the stigma, you gotta find power in

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Speaker 1: telling your story, and that's what I do. If you

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Speaker 1: want to hear that poem, it's pinned on my profile

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Speaker 1: on Instagram at jewel Fresh. This year though, I used

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Speaker 1: that poem as inspiration for a song, so I said

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Speaker 1: earlier that I would play that for you now, and

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Speaker 1: I finally got it out of my email.

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Speaker 2: So I am.

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Speaker 3: I am Name, Consign Name.

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Speaker 4: The five get to do w I know how it feels,

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Speaker 4: all the crowded days alone, crowd again, going through the emotions,

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Speaker 4: the life of no One's hole.

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Speaker 3: Through its hurting.

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Speaker 4: I'm a burden waiting for the curtain hole.

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Speaker 3: Why is this my journey? I'm so tired of this movie.

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Speaker 4: Roll the credits makes the flag, this morns squeeze my

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Speaker 4: figures for the less.

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Speaker 3: I'm playing Clack and.

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Speaker 4: Man s.

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Speaker 3: Cosign more.

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Speaker 2: Why the sun gets love for you?

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Speaker 4: I had turned lies lies I told to me.

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Speaker 1: From week of mine, mine that didn't want me to

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Speaker 1: shine mine, it didn't want me to fly. Then I

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Speaker 1: read a lie time.

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Speaker 3: I never read it a mine, and I put that burden,

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Speaker 3: turned it into a burden.

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Speaker 5: Now I'm a warm I didn't cut my wing takes

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Speaker 5: the way I think.

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Speaker 3: Because I was memble more. I was memble.

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Speaker 5: Swifi because the more lion, camel line, lion.

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Speaker 3: Week all it a lioning.

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Speaker 1: If you guys, I was like mine where you see,

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Speaker 1: I was a pride.

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Speaker 3: Welcome to the tribe, lion king.

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Speaker 2: That's great.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, thank you, I know I really love the hook.

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Speaker 3: Thank you.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, and the message of course yes, yeah. And so

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Speaker 1: anybody out there who struggled because I started my attempts

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Speaker 1: in fifth grade and throughout my life until the last

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Speaker 1: time where I couldn't tie not so know that you're

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Speaker 1: not alone. And at the end of that song it says,

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Speaker 1: if you got scars like mine, welcome to the tribe.

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Speaker 1: We call it a pride lion king, strength and continuing

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Speaker 1: and not giving in. And also for those that have

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Speaker 1: lost the battle, they're part of the pride as well.

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Speaker 3: So it's beautiful.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, thank you, and thank you on behalf of people

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Speaker 1: that have had those thoughts as well. Absolutely and been there.

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Speaker 1: So we'll put the resources up for National suicide Awareness

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Speaker 1: months up on the Jubil Show. Check it out and yeah,

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Speaker 1: and you can get the podcast of it at the

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Speaker 1: Jubil show dot com. Normalized talking about it in the stigma.

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Speaker 1: There's no shame in struggling. Everybody does and you are

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Speaker 1: definitely not alone. I can tell you that it's digital show,

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Speaker 1: it's your job.

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Speaker 3: Thank you.