WEBVTT - Ep 284: The Urge To Bite 0:00:00.560 --> 0:00:03.080 Hey guys, it's the girl mandyb Hi am weezy and 0:00:03.200 --> 0:00:05.760 we are the host of the Horrible Decisions podcast. Just 0:00:05.760 --> 0:00:07.640 wanting to let you know that we are being a 0:00:07.720 --> 0:00:12.280 part of the Envisioned Festival here in Brooklyn, New York. 0:00:12.320 --> 0:00:16.639 That's right, that's October one, and seconds look forward to 0:00:16.800 --> 0:00:19.079 checking us out. We're gonna be doing a panel there. 0:00:19.239 --> 0:00:20.880 I don't know if we've ever done a panel together, 0:00:20.880 --> 0:00:22.319 but it's not a live show, but we get to 0:00:22.320 --> 0:00:25.440 talk amongst you guys, and I'm really looking forward to 0:00:25.560 --> 0:00:30.200 being in Brooklyn and baby, yes, ma'am. Well, get your 0:00:30.240 --> 0:00:34.120 tickets now at Envisioned Festival dot com. That is e 0:00:34.640 --> 0:00:39.080 n V s N Festival dot com. Get your tickets now. 0:00:39.159 --> 0:00:41.199 We can't wait to see you there. Now, let's get 0:00:41.200 --> 0:00:45.320 to the show. Guess what decision we're about to make. 0:00:45.760 --> 0:00:53.560 Horrible Decisions. Welcome everybody to yet another episode of Horrid Blas. 0:00:53.880 --> 0:00:55.840 This is y'all you want to be friends, which I 0:00:55.880 --> 0:00:57.360 ain't gonna hold you. The only reason why I keep 0:00:57.400 --> 0:01:00.000 doing it is because somebody literally is can you please 0:01:00.480 --> 0:01:02.520 starting the pot? It makes my week when you started 0:01:02.800 --> 0:01:06.200 and yourk It's not really because I feel like French 0:01:06.240 --> 0:01:08.720 to be alive. Like see, I don't like that. I 0:01:08.800 --> 0:01:12.600 started learning because I'm doing a duolingo. Now you're doing 0:01:12.680 --> 0:01:16.800 what I'm learning French. No you're not. I'm trying to 0:01:16.800 --> 0:01:18.440 move to Paris for like six months. I told you that, 0:01:19.800 --> 0:01:21.600 and I want to know French. So you know what's 0:01:21.640 --> 0:01:23.720 crazy to me? Though, That's why I don't really do 0:01:23.760 --> 0:01:25.520 it like that. I don't know how like what you 0:01:25.560 --> 0:01:28.760 want that they have a gag like that. I wasn't saying. 0:01:28.800 --> 0:01:31.160 So you know, rue, it's street, you know, you see 0:01:31.160 --> 0:01:33.479 it on the on the streets like it's a big 0:01:33.520 --> 0:01:37.960 word route but it's and you take your tongue and 0:01:37.959 --> 0:01:39.959 put it about blue. I don't even like jagging on Dick. 0:01:40.040 --> 0:01:43.199 I'm not gonna when I talked. But so it's gonna 0:01:43.200 --> 0:01:46.360 be what I mean, it's giving a horror blade. This 0:01:46.440 --> 0:01:51.760 is it's gonna be my motherfucking language. I'm your girl, man, 0:01:51.840 --> 0:01:55.360 dB A k full corpus ak a ded beach Hi, 0:01:55.640 --> 0:01:58.480 I'm wheezy, welcome back to another episode. It can be 0:01:59.040 --> 0:02:03.720 just it's just y'all saying y'all like us there we go, Uh, 0:02:04.040 --> 0:02:06.520 y'all be saying y'all like when we be just solo. 0:02:06.600 --> 0:02:09.400 So we're gonna give you'all solo, even though we literally 0:02:09.520 --> 0:02:12.120 right now are two single assholes trying to figure out 0:02:12.160 --> 0:02:13.960 what we even Mother five one Mandy, I was like, 0:02:14.000 --> 0:02:17.560 I don't know, we ye and then we didn't have guests. 0:02:17.600 --> 0:02:20.040 I'm not going, but I got a story for you. Yeah, 0:02:20.280 --> 0:02:22.320 so we're gonna get into that story. I wanted to 0:02:22.360 --> 0:02:26.440 just start off with some really really slight excitement. Um, 0:02:26.480 --> 0:02:28.760 and this is how you know. I don't know if 0:02:28.760 --> 0:02:30.960 it's that I'm in my thirties. I don't know if 0:02:30.960 --> 0:02:34.080 it's just because I don't have dick right now, but 0:02:34.200 --> 0:02:38.800 the excitement for me this week with Pumpkin Spice being back, 0:02:39.320 --> 0:02:42.320 and that's where I know, that's where we'll never get 0:02:42.320 --> 0:02:45.240 a fucking live show chick about again. I'm excited about 0:02:45.240 --> 0:02:48.040 Pumpkin's Rice and Bro and I'm excited too because my 0:02:48.120 --> 0:02:50.280 week is back. I want to shout out to Kid 0:02:50.320 --> 0:02:53.560 Fiery and Crystal the read is finally back after they break. 0:02:53.919 --> 0:02:56.360 So I just wanted to shout out the read. But yeah, 0:02:56.480 --> 0:02:59.200 like I really had to do like a self reflection 0:02:59.280 --> 0:03:01.880 with myself because I was like, I don't think I 0:03:01.880 --> 0:03:04.720 should be this excited about Pumpkin Spice being bad. You 0:03:04.800 --> 0:03:07.960 got nothing else, but I have nothing else, No dick, 0:03:08.200 --> 0:03:12.880 no couci, no nothing. And while I was this close 0:03:12.960 --> 0:03:14.480 to like, Okay, maybe I'm gonna pull up to the 0:03:14.520 --> 0:03:17.000 sex club, I'm too scared because both sex clubs that 0:03:17.080 --> 0:03:20.640 I go to monkey Box no, but are queer friendly, 0:03:21.040 --> 0:03:24.680 and the CDC keep making it seem like it's something 0:03:24.800 --> 0:03:27.519 with men that deal with men. And while I'm fully 0:03:27.520 --> 0:03:30.080 accepting of that and would actually love myself to find 0:03:30.120 --> 0:03:33.119 one of you to deal with me and fuck me. Um, 0:03:33.160 --> 0:03:35.400 I'm too scared to go into these spaces where people 0:03:35.440 --> 0:03:37.560 are naked. I can't even see the skin because there's 0:03:37.560 --> 0:03:40.840 galaxy lights and it's dark, so technically I won't be 0:03:40.880 --> 0:03:43.280 able to see the legions on somebody if they started. 0:03:43.600 --> 0:03:45.960 I just don't want to do the sex club right now. Um, 0:03:45.960 --> 0:03:49.000 Monkey Box is no, it's terrified. I would rather have 0:03:49.080 --> 0:03:52.640 COVID and clamydia at the same time before monkey pops, 0:03:52.760 --> 0:03:54.680 because I'm gonna tell you what one of them you 0:03:54.720 --> 0:03:57.800 can see and one of them you can see, which 0:03:57.840 --> 0:04:00.840 is which pops me and something you can see it 0:04:00.840 --> 0:04:04.200 shows how fucking vain our country. And then when we 0:04:04.200 --> 0:04:07.320 weren't here to possibly die, but now you're scared to 0:04:07.400 --> 0:04:09.040 have some bumps on you? Which we did you ever 0:04:09.080 --> 0:04:12.520 have chicken pox? I don't remember. I guess I did, right, 0:04:12.640 --> 0:04:16.360 I did? Then we all? I mean yeah, especially if 0:04:16.360 --> 0:04:19.080 you want to daycare. Like one thing, I never got 0:04:19.080 --> 0:04:22.080 my tonsils taken out? Did you know? I got chicken 0:04:22.120 --> 0:04:28.440 pox and lice at daycare? Don't do that? What that's how? 0:04:28.480 --> 0:04:32.320 You know what? You know, black people don't get legs. Really, 0:04:32.440 --> 0:04:35.000 this is what we're doing. Y'all know this, right? Black 0:04:35.040 --> 0:04:40.200 people don't get lives, bro, Yes they can. They can't 0:04:40.279 --> 0:04:43.680 if they're full natural. So what I'm gonna tell you 0:04:43.880 --> 0:04:46.880 the reason why black people don't get lights hold is 0:04:46.920 --> 0:04:49.680 because of the hair products. Like if you're using a 0:04:49.720 --> 0:04:51.680 lot of hair products in your hair, like the oils. 0:04:51.720 --> 0:04:54.600 And I swear to god, it ain't just a race thing, bro, 0:04:54.720 --> 0:04:56.880 don't sit here, make me be super white. You remember 0:04:56.880 --> 0:05:00.360 when we thought Nicks couldn't get COVID? Just hold my 0:05:00.560 --> 0:05:03.400 friend that I was like, you know what, you know what, 0:05:03.560 --> 0:05:05.440 there was a time that black people really thought that 0:05:05.480 --> 0:05:08.159 they couldn't get COVID. Bro, And then and then what's 0:05:08.160 --> 0:05:11.320 his name Rudy, the French Rudy. They said it's because 0:05:11.720 --> 0:05:15.359 because he bought racial it's Coily here, that's why. Oh wait, Coily, 0:05:15.360 --> 0:05:20.159 here's that texture. Oh okay, And clearly I got mored 0:05:20.240 --> 0:05:22.440 miss Tammy here I do. I ain't even gonna hold you. 0:05:22.480 --> 0:05:24.400 I'll be mad at her every day, like bitch. I 0:05:24.440 --> 0:05:26.640 want to throw and I can't get one because of 0:05:26.720 --> 0:05:29.640 yo white. Yeah, I'm reading it now. It says interesting. 0:05:29.680 --> 0:05:31.960 It's like a Laura dot com the truth and the 0:05:32.000 --> 0:05:34.279 myth behind the black people can't get lights and apparently 0:05:34.360 --> 0:05:37.159 it's it's it's quote unquote not entirely true, but it's 0:05:37.200 --> 0:05:42.440 mainly because life prefer the infestations, uh prefer straight here. 0:05:43.800 --> 0:05:48.160 Very very interesting, very very freaking interesting. Um, well, before 0:05:48.160 --> 0:05:50.640 you get see the story, UM, I want to shout 0:05:50.680 --> 0:05:54.000 out our patrons, so let me tell y'all. If you 0:05:54.120 --> 0:05:56.240 have not yet, you should join our patreon as Patreon 0:05:56.279 --> 0:05:59.919 dot com backslash horrible decisions. Um. I have been hopping 0:06:00.000 --> 0:06:02.720 in and out of the Discord quite a bit, and 0:06:02.839 --> 0:06:10.080 so our discord channels are by far fat life sls 0:06:10.200 --> 0:06:14.520 uh any other sex lifestyle. It's another lifestyle at something 0:06:14.880 --> 0:06:19.840 something lifestyle, but it's it's in the Tristate area. Um, 0:06:19.960 --> 0:06:24.800 what like the hotel SLS. Maybe there's another letter maybe 0:06:24.839 --> 0:06:27.039 doesn't have a lot of enough, but anyway, there's a 0:06:27.040 --> 0:06:29.839 lot of sex apps that we have talked about here 0:06:29.880 --> 0:06:35.479 on Horrible Decisions, and our discord is literally that. So 0:06:36.320 --> 0:06:40.320 there are cities. It's broken up into cities. They have 0:06:40.360 --> 0:06:42.360 a whole job channel where they help each other get 0:06:42.360 --> 0:06:46.240 fucking jobs. Um, and then there's a section where they 0:06:46.279 --> 0:06:49.920 share videos and pictures, which, by the way, as much 0:06:49.960 --> 0:06:52.080 as I love that y'all are meeting on the discord 0:06:52.160 --> 0:06:55.640 and fucking the horhive, y'all have got to stop sending 0:06:55.960 --> 0:06:58.600 us the videos like we believe you when you send 0:06:58.640 --> 0:07:00.800 in stories and home to me. No, it's in the 0:07:00.839 --> 0:07:02.719 Horrible I don't know if you went through some of 0:07:02.800 --> 0:07:11.120 like the homemail, like the pictures video you like that 0:07:11.160 --> 0:07:12.840 you'll be asking for I would like to see it. 0:07:13.960 --> 0:07:15.360 I don't. I don't want to see it in my 0:07:15.400 --> 0:07:17.240 d MS for some reason. That feels like a violation. 0:07:17.560 --> 0:07:19.880 But for a wholemail, and I look at email like 0:07:19.960 --> 0:07:22.440 I'm corporate. I don't want to look at somebody budda 0:07:22.480 --> 0:07:27.800 hole spread open whole mail. You don't in a caveat 0:07:27.880 --> 0:07:31.000 homemail plus attachment, Yeah, can you put a tell homemail 0:07:31.080 --> 0:07:33.280 not safe for working? I guess whatever, same w or 0:07:33.320 --> 0:07:35.400 something in there. All I know is I've been opening 0:07:35.440 --> 0:07:37.760 a lot of the homemails and it's like, you don't 0:07:37.800 --> 0:07:40.000 believe me. Well, here's a picture. You don't believe me, 0:07:40.080 --> 0:07:42.240 check the video out. There's a whole is it fly? 0:07:42.960 --> 0:07:46.080 I'm gonna send you one. Somebody has a whole video 0:07:46.240 --> 0:07:50.200 sucking dick in our Horrible Decisions T shirt? And was like, 0:07:50.280 --> 0:07:52.360 do you like it? Like? Is it okay if I 0:07:52.440 --> 0:07:56.080 posted somewhere? I said, of course, you have a horrible decisiencychail. Nonetheless, 0:07:56.200 --> 0:08:00.520 it's it okay if I posted else. Like a month ago, 0:08:00.560 --> 0:08:05.000 I went to Atlanta for invest Best and I go 0:08:05.240 --> 0:08:08.320 into the discord and in the Atlanta channel there's a 0:08:08.360 --> 0:08:10.680 whole bunch of the hor h Look you saw met 0:08:10.720 --> 0:08:14.040 it sex cells bro, see what I mean? And there's 0:08:14.080 --> 0:08:18.440 fucking videos and ship in there, bro sex sales. Event Um. 0:08:18.480 --> 0:08:20.360 I was the one that mentioned the Lakers shirt and 0:08:20.360 --> 0:08:22.800 I told you I had a horrible story. You know, 0:08:22.920 --> 0:08:25.640 two guys one girls vibe? Is there videos and pictures 0:08:25.680 --> 0:08:30.240 in there? No? But my nigga is twenty one minute bro, 0:08:30.720 --> 0:08:32.439 see what I mean? Now, nigga, who the hell go 0:08:32.600 --> 0:08:36.160 listen to this? See what I mean? Okay? Yeah, oh 0:08:36.240 --> 0:08:38.520 maybe do that. Listen to the full twenty one minutes first, 0:08:38.559 --> 0:08:40.760 in case we have to bleep something out. But and 0:08:40.800 --> 0:08:45.079 we see your mother named like me what? But um? Anyways, 0:08:45.080 --> 0:08:48.080 when I was in Atlanta for invest Best, I pulled 0:08:48.240 --> 0:08:51.320 up on the whore Hive. They were in there just 0:08:51.440 --> 0:08:54.040 chatting that they were gonna link up together. So I 0:08:54.120 --> 0:08:56.720 was like, oh, I don't have to go to the 0:08:57.640 --> 0:09:00.640 uh invest Fest event until later. So I told my friend, 0:09:00.640 --> 0:09:02.040 I said, let's get ready now. I want to pop 0:09:02.120 --> 0:09:04.160 up on the war Hive. So they were all meeting 0:09:04.200 --> 0:09:07.800 it at yard House at Atlantic Station and I walk 0:09:07.920 --> 0:09:14.000 in and it's Cat cute and I can't remember, Yeah 0:09:14.000 --> 0:09:16.280 we met Captain pulled up to all of our shows. 0:09:16.760 --> 0:09:20.400 But it's Cat and it's another member from the war Hive, 0:09:20.480 --> 0:09:24.240 a male, and they were waiting on other people. But y'all, 0:09:24.320 --> 0:09:25.960 y'all should have showed up on time. I'll be telling 0:09:26.000 --> 0:09:28.080 y'all to show up on time. So I pulled up 0:09:28.120 --> 0:09:30.320 and I'm like, hey, mind you. She had the horror 0:09:30.320 --> 0:09:32.280 decisions toe with her and I was like, oh, I 0:09:32.320 --> 0:09:35.240 love it. So I bought them pickleback shots and we 0:09:35.280 --> 0:09:39.319 started talking. Bitch, the Hoar Hive member starts to tell 0:09:39.360 --> 0:09:42.840 me what he does as a side job. What would 0:09:42.880 --> 0:09:45.800 be the most horrible side job that you could think 0:09:45.840 --> 0:09:50.199 of other than only fans? Think of the most wild 0:09:50.320 --> 0:09:53.760 side job side hustle that you can think of? Being 0:09:53.800 --> 0:09:59.640 a cuck hold some person, not sex work. But it's horrible, 0:09:59.800 --> 0:10:06.000 but it's very horrible. And it's not only fans selling panties, 0:10:06.480 --> 0:10:10.400 selling feet, selling selling underwear. He sells things. Let me 0:10:10.440 --> 0:10:13.520 tell you what one of our wore Hive members not ship. No, 0:10:14.760 --> 0:10:19.040 this nigga is the build Did you hear that, Emily? 0:10:19.200 --> 0:10:27.080 She said, he is the builder of glory Hold Doors. 0:10:27.240 --> 0:10:31.800 Bro He builds glory Hold doors on his side as 0:10:31.800 --> 0:10:34.679 a side hustle. And he said that there is a 0:10:34.720 --> 0:10:38.360 spot in d C. If anyone listening knows at this place, 0:10:38.360 --> 0:10:39.800 I would love to visit the next time I go. 0:10:40.200 --> 0:10:43.160 He said it was his craftsmanship. It's not only so 0:10:43.280 --> 0:10:45.680 it's hey. You also explained to me how this was 0:10:46.240 --> 0:10:51.560 aheado like space. I always assumed maybe because I watched 0:10:51.600 --> 0:10:55.120 a porn that glory holes were a thing for the 0:10:55.120 --> 0:10:58.440 gay community. He said, no, nah, he said, it's very 0:10:58.520 --> 0:11:01.520 much women on the other sides of the doors. And 0:11:01.559 --> 0:11:03.800 he said, I make it to where splinters don't go 0:11:03.840 --> 0:11:06.520 on the days gay ship is such, there's so much 0:11:06.520 --> 0:11:10.000 anonymous sex. That's why we associated with glory holes. I 0:11:10.040 --> 0:11:12.280 did not know that it was hetero and he was like, no, 0:11:12.440 --> 0:11:14.920 So I helped build the doors, Like there's a whole 0:11:15.000 --> 0:11:18.000 bunch of doors in rooms. He said that there's an 0:11:18.040 --> 0:11:21.600 announcement that depending on the girl receiving. I don't know 0:11:21.640 --> 0:11:23.720 if it's two knocks or whatever, but there's some sort 0:11:23.720 --> 0:11:26.360 of code that you have to warn the person before 0:11:26.400 --> 0:11:29.920 you come, like you're not technically supposed to come in 0:11:29.960 --> 0:11:32.319 their mouths, Like it's supposed to be just the sucking thing, 0:11:32.520 --> 0:11:34.360 and you're supposed to alert the person before you come, 0:11:34.840 --> 0:11:37.480 and it's up to them whether they receive it as 0:11:37.520 --> 0:11:40.080 a facial or in their mouth. But he was telling 0:11:40.120 --> 0:11:43.040 me all these glories, we have to make sure you 0:11:43.080 --> 0:11:45.199 don't get a splinter in the glory hole. I mean, 0:11:45.280 --> 0:11:47.680 he creates it, and I think that that's what he does, 0:11:47.720 --> 0:11:51.080 Like he crass it to where it's not like all 0:11:51.120 --> 0:11:53.439 I know is we sat there when you drill a hole, 0:11:53.880 --> 0:11:55.560 but you but you can see it. You see a 0:11:55.559 --> 0:11:57.520 paper to ship, I guess, and whether you can put 0:11:57.559 --> 0:12:00.319 like some velvet or some that's a good bats bro. 0:12:00.600 --> 0:12:03.679 I would like someone in Atlanta to go it's a 0:12:03.760 --> 0:12:06.840 d D in DC. But well you said Atlanta no, 0:12:06.960 --> 0:12:08.959 because you are no. You met up in our horrid 0:12:09.160 --> 0:12:12.280 be traveling. Oh he came down to me to meet 0:12:12.320 --> 0:12:15.400 somebody else and have fun. And then I'm talking to 0:12:15.559 --> 0:12:18.400 Cat and she's like, yeah, girl, I'm I'm meeting a couple. 0:12:18.960 --> 0:12:21.280 And I'm just like, well, I love this for y'all 0:12:21.720 --> 0:12:24.000 like I love it for you five dollars a month, 0:12:24.440 --> 0:12:29.040 you could probably just find your husband because also so 0:12:29.120 --> 0:12:30.679 many members I wish we could have. I would I 0:12:31.160 --> 0:12:33.120 want to say I actually looked in to go into 0:12:33.160 --> 0:12:34.920 that wedding. I just couldn't because of the the dates. But 0:12:34.960 --> 0:12:37.439 I want Well, they sent me their motherfucking registry and 0:12:37.440 --> 0:12:39.000 I just sent them like a whole bunch of gifts 0:12:39.120 --> 0:12:41.880 from the registry. When people send me registreet, just know 0:12:42.160 --> 0:12:44.840 as much as y'all think I got money, I'm just 0:12:44.880 --> 0:12:47.480 gonna buy you twenty items that are like less than 0:12:47.480 --> 0:12:50.120 twenty dollars. Like, that's how I do. That's a good one. 0:12:50.440 --> 0:12:51.719 I like getting all the ship that I know you're 0:12:51.720 --> 0:12:54.439 gonna use. I love you. I like filling it up. 0:12:54.480 --> 0:12:56.120 I like sending you a whole bunch of ships instead 0:12:56.160 --> 0:12:58.120 of just buying you one expensive item. You know, one 0:12:58.160 --> 0:13:04.160 of my favorite horrible stories is Dre the fine one 0:13:04.160 --> 0:13:07.080 that beyond the town His wife listened to this. We 0:13:07.120 --> 0:13:08.920 can't can we even say that? He fines? You want 0:13:08.920 --> 0:13:10.560 to hear the ship with the fun What do you funk? 0:13:10.600 --> 0:13:12.520 Your husband? Who would we be? But I'll tell you 0:13:12.520 --> 0:13:15.080 your husband is fine. But we do a town hall 0:13:15.160 --> 0:13:16.920 every month and this man come on with his little 0:13:16.920 --> 0:13:19.640 bohemian as accent, with his beard, and then we'll be 0:13:19.720 --> 0:13:21.440 trying not to flirt because his wife be there. But 0:13:21.480 --> 0:13:23.560 then sometimes he also has the babe y wait the 0:13:23.600 --> 0:13:27.040 tea is But when I remember them because during COVID 0:13:27.200 --> 0:13:29.360 she was pregnant, and which is that when we started 0:13:29.360 --> 0:13:30.680 town halls, I was like, oh my god, it's gonna 0:13:30.679 --> 0:13:32.160 be a horrible baby. He really be on the town 0:13:32.200 --> 0:13:34.200 hall with that little girl. And you know what, I know, 0:13:34.240 --> 0:13:36.160 I'm getting old quick because one day this little I 0:13:36.160 --> 0:13:39.360 almost say that's a little bit. I'm sorry. Sorry, So 0:13:40.000 --> 0:13:42.120 I'm sorry I didn't of course I didn't mean it 0:13:42.160 --> 0:13:44.240 that way. I'm just thinking to myself, like, did this 0:13:44.240 --> 0:13:45.920 little girl go here and she gonna know the funk? 0:13:45.960 --> 0:13:48.440 I'm saying, not a little bit. You actually your first 0:13:48.440 --> 0:13:50.400 word is a little bit and be like you shouldn't 0:13:50.400 --> 0:13:55.280 have been playing episode whatever this is. Anyway, I would 0:13:55.360 --> 0:13:57.480 love if you are listening, which I'm sure you are 0:13:57.480 --> 0:14:00.920 because your patron would love to have you come on 0:14:00.960 --> 0:14:03.360 the show. So if every in New York, I'll hit 0:14:03.400 --> 0:14:05.880 you on the discord. We'll let to really get into 0:14:06.120 --> 0:14:11.199 the glory whole world of sex, like what it caused, 0:14:11.440 --> 0:14:14.520 the type of consumers they haven't bet sex cells. Actually 0:14:15.080 --> 0:14:17.880 you know what Exell doesn't given horrible Like we'd be 0:14:17.960 --> 0:14:20.320 talking about a lot of the same ship. I mean, yeah, 0:14:20.360 --> 0:14:23.240 but I specifically focus on businesses like I focus on 0:14:23.320 --> 0:14:24.840 their cap I mean, you know, we did the show 0:14:24.880 --> 0:14:29.280 like I talked about money, hard numbers income that actually 0:14:29.680 --> 0:14:31.600 how that business works. That would be done I would 0:14:31.600 --> 0:14:33.520 love to learn. And I recently like shout out to 0:14:33.640 --> 0:14:36.080 Teren Finley, by the way, who wrote a Huffington Post 0:14:36.160 --> 0:14:39.440 artists my girl with Terence. She did a post Huffington 0:14:39.480 --> 0:14:41.120 Post article me and it felt really good. I was 0:14:41.120 --> 0:14:44.200 telling her, like, you know what was so dope about 0:14:44.200 --> 0:14:48.479 doing sex cells was that when I was sourcing businesses, 0:14:48.640 --> 0:14:51.840 like I was at first googling and doing all this 0:14:51.880 --> 0:14:54.120 ship and then like season one, I stopped and I 0:14:54.160 --> 0:14:58.000 was like, no, if people did our show, came and 0:14:58.000 --> 0:15:00.720 did our live shows, worked with us and promoted their 0:15:00.720 --> 0:15:03.920 businesses that way, why not give them a bigger platform. 0:15:04.000 --> 0:15:06.360 And now everyone can see it in a different way 0:15:06.480 --> 0:15:08.240 because when we have someone come on, we talked to 0:15:08.280 --> 0:15:11.000 him about the nasty ship and this is kind of eliminated, 0:15:11.240 --> 0:15:13.840 like you're looking at a dominatrix on sex cells, but 0:15:13.880 --> 0:15:15.600 at the same time, like she's having to tell you 0:15:15.640 --> 0:15:17.720 how she had to learn CPR and breathwork and how 0:15:17.760 --> 0:15:19.360 much the class has cost to make sure she doesn't 0:15:19.440 --> 0:15:23.600 kill someone, and like all about the money, and it 0:15:23.760 --> 0:15:25.720 is really expensive to be a sex worker because you're 0:15:25.720 --> 0:15:28.800 paying for all your own ship, Like it's not cheap. 0:15:29.000 --> 0:15:32.000 And I really like figuring out why those people want 0:15:32.000 --> 0:15:33.080 to do this ship they do, But yeah, I would 0:15:33.080 --> 0:15:35.120 love to talk about those doors. Actually might shout out 0:15:35.160 --> 0:15:39.600 to him be too disgusting. Um, So I don't really 0:15:39.640 --> 0:15:42.160 know where to start. I just I am trying not 0:15:42.240 --> 0:15:44.320 to be on a low vibration because like, I'm just 0:15:44.360 --> 0:15:48.640 really disappointed in men. And I don't even want to 0:15:48.640 --> 0:15:50.800 talk about it because I hear about it in a 0:15:50.840 --> 0:15:53.040 couple of months. But she started calling him an apparently 0:15:54.120 --> 0:15:56.200 he's a good guy, so I really can't. Like, people 0:15:56.240 --> 0:16:01.479 have human experiences and reasons for things, but old basically 0:16:03.880 --> 0:16:06.680 this guy wasn't. But you know, I'm just starting to 0:16:06.720 --> 0:16:11.680 think a little bit about what people are really like 0:16:11.800 --> 0:16:15.320 looking for when they're dating and what they mean. And 0:16:15.360 --> 0:16:20.920 I just had two conversations right, uh, one particularly with 0:16:21.120 --> 0:16:26.720 a famous person who told me that he thinks I 0:16:26.760 --> 0:16:29.840 need to only date industry niggas. Everyone keeps telling me 0:16:29.880 --> 0:16:32.480 that and I refused. So here's that's what everyone says 0:16:32.520 --> 0:16:35.440 my failure was with my ex. Well, I'm gonna be 0:16:35.480 --> 0:16:37.800 honest with you. So then Alex and I start arguing 0:16:37.840 --> 0:16:39.920 about it because he was like, no, dude, like you're 0:16:40.000 --> 0:16:44.160 just getting out of this light of where horrible was 0:16:44.200 --> 0:16:46.520 this whole thing to people? And now it's changing because 0:16:46.600 --> 0:16:49.040 y'all are getting older, you're doing different things, Like now 0:16:49.160 --> 0:16:51.640 you start fucking industry niggas. It's a totally different name 0:16:51.680 --> 0:16:53.680 for you, right, What do you mean a different name 0:16:53.720 --> 0:16:55.800 for you? Because like people are gonna talk like you're like, 0:16:55.840 --> 0:16:58.680 you're actually a help, right, I mean, but I'm like, 0:16:58.720 --> 0:17:03.160 but you already you're us talking about the wildest. So 0:17:03.440 --> 0:17:06.600 here's what the dude told you. Men want to tell 0:17:06.640 --> 0:17:10.480 you how famous this person is. Um, this person is 0:17:10.520 --> 0:17:16.000 so famous that he's borderline you need an n d 0:17:16.119 --> 0:17:19.000 A if you have sex with him, because TMZ is 0:17:19.000 --> 0:17:22.800 going to cover it, not just shade room type of famous. 0:17:23.200 --> 0:17:26.919 And it was no. I mean, like in terms of 0:17:28.520 --> 0:17:30.359 the answer that he gave. Why I'm saying he had 0:17:30.359 --> 0:17:35.640 that experience, right, So he said, for one, he said, uh, 0:17:36.400 --> 0:17:38.119 when I'm in mind you, I just met him this 0:17:38.240 --> 0:17:42.160 night and someone's explaining horrible decisions to him. I was like, oh, yes, yeah, yeah, 0:17:42.160 --> 0:17:45.560 I've seen it. He was like, yo, his response my 0:17:45.880 --> 0:17:48.680 part my friend explained it and was like, oh, it's 0:17:48.720 --> 0:17:51.000 really explicit, and he was like, yo, I know exactly 0:17:51.040 --> 0:17:52.720 what you're talking about. He's like, that's so dope. He's like, 0:17:52.720 --> 0:17:54.639 because if you think about it, like I know, Angela, 0:17:54.680 --> 0:17:56.639 you gotta be tired of talking about that ship and 0:17:56.760 --> 0:17:58.359 like he laughed about it. He was like, that's what 0:17:58.440 --> 0:18:00.560 I remember. And then he was like, but I know 0:18:00.600 --> 0:18:02.320 about your show and he was like that's dope. You 0:18:02.359 --> 0:18:04.080 know the dadada and he was like, plus Angelo was 0:18:04.080 --> 0:18:06.440 always radio check, like because the guy I had said, 0:18:06.440 --> 0:18:09.600 oh yeah, we started as corporate girls at Up Fast Forward. 0:18:09.640 --> 0:18:12.159 He's like, so, what's dating like for you? I was like, 0:18:12.200 --> 0:18:15.160 funny you ask, I'm not getting laid and he says, 0:18:16.040 --> 0:18:17.680 what kind of thing do you mean? Dudes? It like 0:18:18.160 --> 0:18:20.160 you would meet from your old job, because I guess 0:18:20.160 --> 0:18:21.679 he doesn't know how long we've been doing it, right. 0:18:22.240 --> 0:18:23.880 I was like, you know, I mean like maybe I'll 0:18:24.000 --> 0:18:25.440 go in a dating app and di dada and he 0:18:25.480 --> 0:18:28.359 was like, that's your problem, and he was like, how 0:18:28.520 --> 0:18:32.000 is it possible that you are famous? I don't like 0:18:32.040 --> 0:18:34.800 saying that, but you're famous and you don't want to 0:18:34.880 --> 0:18:38.720 date someone famous who can understand that you're just doing 0:18:38.720 --> 0:18:41.600 a job, which is crazy because be someone dragged for 0:18:41.680 --> 0:18:43.960 saying that same thing that she didn't want to know 0:18:43.960 --> 0:18:46.080 she's an entrepreneur and she was saying says she don't 0:18:46.080 --> 0:18:48.960 want to nine problem that, but here's what he said. 0:18:49.760 --> 0:18:53.080 So He's like, even if they're not that thing, even 0:18:53.119 --> 0:18:55.800 if they're a producer, even if they're a writer, He's like, 0:18:55.840 --> 0:18:58.920 people understand you're an entertainer. He said, almost every man 0:18:59.040 --> 0:19:01.320 you meet is going to find a way to be intimidated, 0:19:01.359 --> 0:19:03.560 either by your money, by your sex talk. They're gonna 0:19:03.600 --> 0:19:05.800 find this thing. And if they don't find it, someone 0:19:05.840 --> 0:19:07.919 else they know we'll find it. And he was like, 0:19:07.960 --> 0:19:10.399 and push them in the direction of someone who is 0:19:10.440 --> 0:19:13.800 completely vanilla and plain, though she may be more more 0:19:13.880 --> 0:19:16.240 than you. He was like, it will always seem like 0:19:16.280 --> 0:19:18.400 a more attractive thing because they have to deal with 0:19:18.440 --> 0:19:20.919 your magnitude, and you know who won't be scared of 0:19:20.920 --> 0:19:24.920 that industry, nig And I gotta be honest with you, bro, 0:19:25.720 --> 0:19:30.640 I just don't really have faith that he's wrong. Can 0:19:30.680 --> 0:19:32.840 I think I tell you where I disagree? Well, well, 0:19:32.880 --> 0:19:36.120 let me say, okay, so I had a good experience 0:19:36.119 --> 0:19:42.040 with the whole day, right, um, but I am finding 0:19:43.119 --> 0:19:47.560 that I have to over explain and make someone very 0:19:47.560 --> 0:19:50.760 comfortable and watch myself and and and kind of have 0:19:50.880 --> 0:19:54.000 to introduce my world to a dude that isn't in it, 0:19:54.359 --> 0:19:57.320 and then be fearful of them understanding it. Opposed to 0:19:57.440 --> 0:20:01.920 meeting someone that gets it and knows that it can 0:20:01.920 --> 0:20:05.640 be turned off, whereas someone who doesn't do this job. 0:20:05.960 --> 0:20:08.480 People say things like how come you and Mandy fight 0:20:08.520 --> 0:20:10.000 all the time, but you can be chemistry on the 0:20:10.000 --> 0:20:12.119 many because this is a real thing, Like we know 0:20:12.160 --> 0:20:14.520 how to do this job right, We're doing it well. 0:20:14.760 --> 0:20:16.600 So like I know how to turn these things off. 0:20:16.680 --> 0:20:19.639 But people don't get that right because they're not fucking entertainers. 0:20:20.080 --> 0:20:22.800 So no, I don't think I'm really going to have 0:20:22.840 --> 0:20:26.760 good experiences. I really have very I'm talking Mandy don't 0:20:26.760 --> 0:20:28.520 really have faith right now? And then I don't. I mean, 0:20:28.560 --> 0:20:32.080