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Speaker 1: Horrible Decisions. Welcome everybody to yet another episode of Horrid Blas.
Speaker 1: This is y'all you want to be friends, which I
Speaker 1: ain't gonna hold you. The only reason why I keep
Speaker 1: doing it is because somebody literally is can you please
Speaker 1: starting the pot? It makes my week when you started
Speaker 1: and yourk It's not really because I feel like French
Speaker 1: to be alive. Like see, I don't like that. I
Speaker 1: started learning because I'm doing a duolingo. Now you're doing
Speaker 1: what I'm learning French. No you're not. I'm trying to
Speaker 1: move to Paris for like six months. I told you that,
Speaker 1: and I want to know French. So you know what's
Speaker 1: crazy to me? Though, That's why I don't really do
Speaker 1: it like that. I don't know how like what you
Speaker 1: want that they have a gag like that. I wasn't saying.
Speaker 1: So you know, rue, it's street, you know, you see
Speaker 1: it on the on the streets like it's a big
Speaker 1: word route but it's and you take your tongue and
Speaker 1: put it about blue. I don't even like jagging on Dick.
Speaker 1: I'm not gonna when I talked. But so it's gonna
Speaker 1: be what I mean, it's giving a horror blade. This
Speaker 1: is it's gonna be my motherfucking language. I'm your girl, man,
Speaker 1: dB A k full corpus ak a ded beach Hi,
Speaker 1: I'm wheezy, welcome back to another episode. It can be
Speaker 1: just it's just y'all saying y'all like us there we go, Uh,
Speaker 1: y'all be saying y'all like when we be just solo.
Speaker 1: So we're gonna give you'all solo, even though we literally
Speaker 1: right now are two single assholes trying to figure out
Speaker 1: what we even Mother five one Mandy, I was like,
Speaker 1: I don't know, we ye and then we didn't have guests.
Speaker 1: I'm not going, but I got a story for you. Yeah,
Speaker 1: so we're gonna get into that story. I wanted to
Speaker 1: just start off with some really really slight excitement. Um,
Speaker 1: and this is how you know. I don't know if
Speaker 1: it's that I'm in my thirties. I don't know if
Speaker 1: it's just because I don't have dick right now, but
Speaker 1: the excitement for me this week with Pumpkin Spice being back,
Speaker 1: and that's where I know, that's where we'll never get
Speaker 1: a fucking live show chick about again. I'm excited about
Speaker 1: Pumpkin's Rice and Bro and I'm excited too because my
Speaker 1: week is back. I want to shout out to Kid
Speaker 1: Fiery and Crystal the read is finally back after they break.
Speaker 1: So I just wanted to shout out the read. But yeah,
Speaker 1: like I really had to do like a self reflection
Speaker 1: with myself because I was like, I don't think I
Speaker 1: should be this excited about Pumpkin Spice being bad. You
Speaker 1: got nothing else, but I have nothing else, No dick,
Speaker 1: no couci, no nothing. And while I was this close
Speaker 1: to like, Okay, maybe I'm gonna pull up to the
Speaker 1: sex club, I'm too scared because both sex clubs that
Speaker 1: I go to monkey Box no, but are queer friendly,
Speaker 1: and the CDC keep making it seem like it's something
Speaker 1: with men that deal with men. And while I'm fully
Speaker 1: accepting of that and would actually love myself to find
Speaker 1: one of you to deal with me and fuck me. Um,
Speaker 1: I'm too scared to go into these spaces where people
Speaker 1: are naked. I can't even see the skin because there's
Speaker 1: galaxy lights and it's dark, so technically I won't be
Speaker 1: able to see the legions on somebody if they started.
Speaker 1: I just don't want to do the sex club right now. Um,
Speaker 1: Monkey Box is no, it's terrified. I would rather have
Speaker 1: COVID and clamydia at the same time before monkey pops,
Speaker 1: because I'm gonna tell you what one of them you
Speaker 1: can see and one of them you can see, which
Speaker 1: is which pops me and something you can see it
Speaker 1: shows how fucking vain our country. And then when we
Speaker 1: weren't here to possibly die, but now you're scared to
Speaker 1: have some bumps on you? Which we did you ever
Speaker 1: have chicken pox? I don't remember. I guess I did, right,
Speaker 1: I did? Then we all? I mean yeah, especially if
Speaker 1: you want to daycare. Like one thing, I never got
Speaker 1: my tonsils taken out? Did you know? I got chicken
Speaker 1: pox and lice at daycare? Don't do that? What that's how?
Speaker 1: You know what? You know, black people don't get legs. Really,
Speaker 1: this is what we're doing. Y'all know this, right? Black
Speaker 1: people don't get lives, bro, Yes they can. They can't
Speaker 1: if they're full natural. So what I'm gonna tell you
Speaker 1: the reason why black people don't get lights hold is
Speaker 1: because of the hair products. Like if you're using a
Speaker 1: lot of hair products in your hair, like the oils.
Speaker 1: And I swear to god, it ain't just a race thing, bro,
Speaker 1: don't sit here, make me be super white. You remember
Speaker 1: when we thought Nicks couldn't get COVID? Just hold my
Speaker 1: friend that I was like, you know what, you know what,
Speaker 1: there was a time that black people really thought that
Speaker 1: they couldn't get COVID. Bro, And then and then what's
Speaker 1: his name Rudy, the French Rudy. They said it's because
Speaker 1: because he bought racial it's Coily here, that's why. Oh wait, Coily,
Speaker 1: here's that texture. Oh okay, And clearly I got mored
Speaker 1: miss Tammy here I do. I ain't even gonna hold you.
Speaker 1: I'll be mad at her every day, like bitch. I
Speaker 1: want to throw and I can't get one because of
Speaker 1: yo white. Yeah, I'm reading it now. It says interesting.
Speaker 1: It's like a Laura dot com the truth and the
Speaker 1: myth behind the black people can't get lights and apparently
Speaker 1: it's it's it's quote unquote not entirely true, but it's
Speaker 1: mainly because life prefer the infestations, uh prefer straight here.
Speaker 1: Very very interesting, very very freaking interesting. Um, well, before
Speaker 1: you get see the story, UM, I want to shout
Speaker 1: out our patrons, so let me tell y'all. If you
Speaker 1: have not yet, you should join our patreon as Patreon
Speaker 1: dot com backslash horrible decisions. Um. I have been hopping
Speaker 1: in and out of the Discord quite a bit, and
Speaker 1: so our discord channels are by far fat life sls
Speaker 1: uh any other sex lifestyle. It's another lifestyle at something
Speaker 1: something lifestyle, but it's it's in the Tristate area. Um,
Speaker 1: what like the hotel SLS. Maybe there's another letter maybe
Speaker 1: doesn't have a lot of enough, but anyway, there's a
Speaker 1: lot of sex apps that we have talked about here
Speaker 1: on Horrible Decisions, and our discord is literally that. So
Speaker 1: there are cities. It's broken up into cities. They have
Speaker 1: a whole job channel where they help each other get
Speaker 1: fucking jobs. Um, and then there's a section where they
Speaker 1: share videos and pictures, which, by the way, as much
Speaker 1: as I love that y'all are meeting on the discord
Speaker 1: and fucking the horhive, y'all have got to stop sending
Speaker 1: us the videos like we believe you when you send
Speaker 1: in stories and home to me. No, it's in the
Speaker 1: Horrible I don't know if you went through some of
Speaker 1: like the homemail, like the pictures video you like that
Speaker 1: you'll be asking for I would like to see it.
Speaker 1: I don't. I don't want to see it in my
Speaker 1: d MS for some reason. That feels like a violation.
Speaker 1: But for a wholemail, and I look at email like
Speaker 1: I'm corporate. I don't want to look at somebody budda
Speaker 1: hole spread open whole mail. You don't in a caveat
Speaker 1: homemail plus attachment, Yeah, can you put a tell homemail
Speaker 1: not safe for working? I guess whatever, same w or
Speaker 1: something in there. All I know is I've been opening
Speaker 1: a lot of the homemails and it's like, you don't
Speaker 1: believe me. Well, here's a picture. You don't believe me,
Speaker 1: check the video out. There's a whole is it fly?
Speaker 1: I'm gonna send you one. Somebody has a whole video
Speaker 1: sucking dick in our Horrible Decisions T shirt? And was like,
Speaker 1: do you like it? Like? Is it okay if I
Speaker 1: posted somewhere? I said, of course, you have a horrible decisiencychail. Nonetheless,
Speaker 1: it's it okay if I posted else. Like a month ago,
Speaker 1: I went to Atlanta for invest Best and I go
Speaker 1: into the discord and in the Atlanta channel there's a
Speaker 1: whole bunch of the hor h Look you saw met
Speaker 1: it sex cells bro, see what I mean? And there's
Speaker 1: fucking videos and ship in there, bro sex sales. Event Um.
Speaker 1: I was the one that mentioned the Lakers shirt and
Speaker 1: I told you I had a horrible story. You know,
Speaker 1: two guys one girls vibe? Is there videos and pictures
Speaker 1: in there? No? But my nigga is twenty one minute bro,
Speaker 1: see what I mean? Now, nigga, who the hell go
Speaker 1: listen to this? See what I mean? Okay? Yeah, oh
Speaker 1: maybe do that. Listen to the full twenty one minutes first,
Speaker 1: in case we have to bleep something out. But and
Speaker 1: we see your mother named like me what? But um? Anyways,
Speaker 1: when I was in Atlanta for invest Best, I pulled
Speaker 1: up on the whore Hive. They were in there just
Speaker 1: chatting that they were gonna link up together. So I
Speaker 1: was like, oh, I don't have to go to the
Speaker 1: uh invest Fest event until later. So I told my friend,
Speaker 1: I said, let's get ready now. I want to pop
Speaker 1: up on the war Hive. So they were all meeting
Speaker 1: it at yard House at Atlantic Station and I walk
Speaker 1: in and it's Cat cute and I can't remember, Yeah
Speaker 1: we met Captain pulled up to all of our shows.
Speaker 1: But it's Cat and it's another member from the war Hive,
Speaker 1: a male, and they were waiting on other people. But y'all,
Speaker 1: y'all should have showed up on time. I'll be telling
Speaker 1: y'all to show up on time. So I pulled up
Speaker 1: and I'm like, hey, mind you. She had the horror
Speaker 1: decisions toe with her and I was like, oh, I
Speaker 1: love it. So I bought them pickleback shots and we
Speaker 1: started talking. Bitch, the Hoar Hive member starts to tell
Speaker 1: me what he does as a side job. What would
Speaker 1: be the most horrible side job that you could think
Speaker 1: of other than only fans? Think of the most wild
Speaker 1: side job side hustle that you can think of? Being
Speaker 1: a cuck hold some person, not sex work. But it's horrible,
Speaker 1: but it's very horrible. And it's not only fans selling panties,
Speaker 1: selling feet, selling selling underwear. He sells things. Let me
Speaker 1: tell you what one of our wore Hive members not ship. No,
Speaker 1: this nigga is the build Did you hear that, Emily?
Speaker 1: She said, he is the builder of glory Hold Doors.
Speaker 1: Bro He builds glory Hold doors on his side as
Speaker 1: a side hustle. And he said that there is a
Speaker 1: spot in d C. If anyone listening knows at this place,
Speaker 1: I would love to visit the next time I go.
Speaker 1: He said it was his craftsmanship. It's not only so
Speaker 1: it's hey. You also explained to me how this was
Speaker 1: aheado like space. I always assumed maybe because I watched
Speaker 1: a porn that glory holes were a thing for the
Speaker 1: gay community. He said, no, nah, he said, it's very
Speaker 1: much women on the other sides of the doors. And
Speaker 1: he said, I make it to where splinters don't go
Speaker 1: on the days gay ship is such, there's so much
Speaker 1: anonymous sex. That's why we associated with glory holes. I
Speaker 1: did not know that it was hetero and he was like, no,
Speaker 1: So I helped build the doors, Like there's a whole
Speaker 1: bunch of doors in rooms. He said that there's an
Speaker 1: announcement that depending on the girl receiving. I don't know
Speaker 1: if it's two knocks or whatever, but there's some sort
Speaker 1: of code that you have to warn the person before
Speaker 1: you come, like you're not technically supposed to come in
Speaker 1: their mouths, Like it's supposed to be just the sucking thing,
Speaker 1: and you're supposed to alert the person before you come,
Speaker 1: and it's up to them whether they receive it as
Speaker 1: a facial or in their mouth. But he was telling
Speaker 1: me all these glories, we have to make sure you
Speaker 1: don't get a splinter in the glory hole. I mean,
Speaker 1: he creates it, and I think that that's what he does,
Speaker 1: Like he crass it to where it's not like all
Speaker 1: I know is we sat there when you drill a hole,
Speaker 1: but you but you can see it. You see a
Speaker 1: paper to ship, I guess, and whether you can put
Speaker 1: like some velvet or some that's a good bats bro.
Speaker 1: I would like someone in Atlanta to go it's a
Speaker 1: d D in DC. But well you said Atlanta no,
Speaker 1: because you are no. You met up in our horrid
Speaker 1: be traveling. Oh he came down to me to meet
Speaker 1: somebody else and have fun. And then I'm talking to
Speaker 1: Cat and she's like, yeah, girl, I'm I'm meeting a couple.
Speaker 1: And I'm just like, well, I love this for y'all
Speaker 1: like I love it for you five dollars a month,
Speaker 1: you could probably just find your husband because also so
Speaker 1: many members I wish we could have. I would I
Speaker 1: want to say I actually looked in to go into
Speaker 1: that wedding. I just couldn't because of the the dates. But
Speaker 1: I want Well, they sent me their motherfucking registry and
Speaker 1: I just sent them like a whole bunch of gifts
Speaker 1: from the registry. When people send me registreet, just know
Speaker 1: as much as y'all think I got money, I'm just
Speaker 1: gonna buy you twenty items that are like less than
Speaker 1: twenty dollars. Like, that's how I do. That's a good one.
Speaker 1: I like getting all the ship that I know you're
Speaker 1: gonna use. I love you. I like filling it up.
Speaker 1: I like sending you a whole bunch of ships instead
Speaker 1: of just buying you one expensive item. You know, one
Speaker 1: of my favorite horrible stories is Dre the fine one
Speaker 1: that beyond the town His wife listened to this. We
Speaker 1: can't can we even say that? He fines? You want
Speaker 1: to hear the ship with the fun What do you funk?
Speaker 1: Your husband? Who would we be? But I'll tell you
Speaker 1: your husband is fine. But we do a town hall
Speaker 1: every month and this man come on with his little
Speaker 1: bohemian as accent, with his beard, and then we'll be
Speaker 1: trying not to flirt because his wife be there. But
Speaker 1: then sometimes he also has the babe y wait the
Speaker 1: tea is But when I remember them because during COVID
Speaker 1: she was pregnant, and which is that when we started
Speaker 1: town halls, I was like, oh my god, it's gonna
Speaker 1: be a horrible baby. He really be on the town
Speaker 1: hall with that little girl. And you know what, I know,
Speaker 1: I'm getting old quick because one day this little I
Speaker 1: almost say that's a little bit. I'm sorry. Sorry, So
Speaker 1: I'm sorry I didn't of course I didn't mean it
Speaker 1: that way. I'm just thinking to myself, like, did this
Speaker 1: little girl go here and she gonna know the funk?
Speaker 1: I'm saying, not a little bit. You actually your first
Speaker 1: word is a little bit and be like you shouldn't
Speaker 1: have been playing episode whatever this is. Anyway, I would
Speaker 1: love if you are listening, which I'm sure you are
Speaker 1: because your patron would love to have you come on
Speaker 1: the show. So if every in New York, I'll hit
Speaker 1: you on the discord. We'll let to really get into
Speaker 1: the glory whole world of sex, like what it caused,
Speaker 1: the type of consumers they haven't bet sex cells. Actually
Speaker 1: you know what Exell doesn't given horrible Like we'd be
Speaker 1: talking about a lot of the same ship. I mean, yeah,
Speaker 1: but I specifically focus on businesses like I focus on
Speaker 1: their cap I mean, you know, we did the show
Speaker 1: like I talked about money, hard numbers income that actually
Speaker 1: how that business works. That would be done I would
Speaker 1: love to learn. And I recently like shout out to
Speaker 1: Teren Finley, by the way, who wrote a Huffington Post
Speaker 1: artists my girl with Terence. She did a post Huffington
Speaker 1: Post article me and it felt really good. I was
Speaker 1: telling her, like, you know what was so dope about
Speaker 1: doing sex cells was that when I was sourcing businesses,
Speaker 1: like I was at first googling and doing all this
Speaker 1: ship and then like season one, I stopped and I
Speaker 1: was like, no, if people did our show, came and
Speaker 1: did our live shows, worked with us and promoted their
Speaker 1: businesses that way, why not give them a bigger platform.
Speaker 1: And now everyone can see it in a different way
Speaker 1: because when we have someone come on, we talked to
Speaker 1: him about the nasty ship and this is kind of eliminated,
Speaker 1: like you're looking at a dominatrix on sex cells, but
Speaker 1: at the same time, like she's having to tell you
Speaker 1: how she had to learn CPR and breathwork and how
Speaker 1: much the class has cost to make sure she doesn't
Speaker 1: kill someone, and like all about the money, and it
Speaker 1: is really expensive to be a sex worker because you're
Speaker 1: paying for all your own ship, Like it's not cheap.
Speaker 1: And I really like figuring out why those people want
Speaker 1: to do this ship they do, But yeah, I would
Speaker 1: love to talk about those doors. Actually might shout out
Speaker 1: to him be too disgusting. Um, So I don't really
Speaker 1: know where to start. I just I am trying not
Speaker 1: to be on a low vibration because like, I'm just
Speaker 1: really disappointed in men. And I don't even want to
Speaker 1: talk about it because I hear about it in a
Speaker 1: couple of months. But she started calling him an apparently
Speaker 1: he's a good guy, so I really can't. Like, people
Speaker 1: have human experiences and reasons for things, but old basically
Speaker 1: this guy wasn't. But you know, I'm just starting to
Speaker 1: think a little bit about what people are really like
Speaker 1: looking for when they're dating and what they mean. And
Speaker 1: I just had two conversations right, uh, one particularly with
Speaker 1: a famous person who told me that he thinks I
Speaker 1: need to only date industry niggas. Everyone keeps telling me
Speaker 1: that and I refused. So here's that's what everyone says
Speaker 1: my failure was with my ex. Well, I'm gonna be
Speaker 1: honest with you. So then Alex and I start arguing
Speaker 1: about it because he was like, no, dude, like you're
Speaker 1: just getting out of this light of where horrible was
Speaker 1: this whole thing to people? And now it's changing because
Speaker 1: y'all are getting older, you're doing different things, Like now
Speaker 1: you start fucking industry niggas. It's a totally different name
Speaker 1: for you, right, What do you mean a different name
Speaker 1: for you? Because like people are gonna talk like you're like,
Speaker 1: you're actually a help, right, I mean, but I'm like,
Speaker 1: but you already you're us talking about the wildest. So
Speaker 1: here's what the dude told you. Men want to tell
Speaker 1: you how famous this person is. Um, this person is
Speaker 1: so famous that he's borderline you need an n d
Speaker 1: A if you have sex with him, because TMZ is
Speaker 1: going to cover it, not just shade room type of famous.
Speaker 1: And it was no. I mean, like in terms of
Speaker 1: the answer that he gave. Why I'm saying he had
Speaker 1: that experience, right, So he said, for one, he said, uh,
Speaker 1: when I'm in mind you, I just met him this
Speaker 1: night and someone's explaining horrible decisions to him. I was like, oh, yes, yeah, yeah,
Speaker 1: I've seen it. He was like, yo, his response my
Speaker 1: part my friend explained it and was like, oh, it's
Speaker 1: really explicit, and he was like, yo, I know exactly
Speaker 1: what you're talking about. He's like, that's so dope. He's like,
Speaker 1: because if you think about it, like I know, Angela,
Speaker 1: you gotta be tired of talking about that ship and
Speaker 1: like he laughed about it. He was like, that's what
Speaker 1: I remember. And then he was like, but I know
Speaker 1: about your show and he was like that's dope. You
Speaker 1: know the dadada and he was like, plus Angelo was
Speaker 1: always radio check, like because the guy I had said,
Speaker 1: oh yeah, we started as corporate girls at Up Fast Forward.
Speaker 1: He's like, so, what's dating like for you? I was like,
Speaker 1: funny you ask, I'm not getting laid and he says,
Speaker 1: what kind of thing do you mean? Dudes? It like
Speaker 1: you would meet from your old job, because I guess
Speaker 1: he doesn't know how long we've been doing it, right.
Speaker 1: I was like, you know, I mean like maybe I'll
Speaker 1: go in a dating app and di dada and he
Speaker 1: was like, that's your problem, and he was like, how
Speaker 1: is it possible that you are famous? I don't like
Speaker 1: saying that, but you're famous and you don't want to
Speaker 1: date someone famous who can understand that you're just doing
Speaker 1: a job, which is crazy because be someone dragged for
Speaker 1: saying that same thing that she didn't want to know
Speaker 1: she's an entrepreneur and she was saying says she don't
Speaker 1: want to nine problem that, but here's what he said.
Speaker 1: So He's like, even if they're not that thing, even
Speaker 1: if they're a producer, even if they're a writer, He's like,
Speaker 1: people understand you're an entertainer. He said, almost every man
Speaker 1: you meet is going to find a way to be intimidated,
Speaker 1: either by your money, by your sex talk. They're gonna
Speaker 1: find this thing. And if they don't find it, someone
Speaker 1: else they know we'll find it. And he was like,
Speaker 1: and push them in the direction of someone who is
Speaker 1: completely vanilla and plain, though she may be more more
Speaker 1: than you. He was like, it will always seem like
Speaker 1: a more attractive thing because they have to deal with
Speaker 1: your magnitude, and you know who won't be scared of
Speaker 1: that industry, nig And I gotta be honest with you, bro,
Speaker 1: I just don't really have faith that he's wrong. Can
Speaker 1: I think I tell you where I disagree? Well, well,
Speaker 1: let me say, okay, so I had a good experience
Speaker 1: with the whole day, right, um, but I am finding
Speaker 1: that I have to over explain and make someone very
Speaker 1: comfortable and watch myself and and and kind of have
Speaker 1: to introduce my world to a dude that isn't in it,
Speaker 1: and then be fearful of them understanding it. Opposed to
Speaker 1: meeting someone that gets it and knows that it can
Speaker 1: be turned off, whereas someone who doesn't do this job.
Speaker 1: People say things like how come you and Mandy fight
Speaker 1: all the time, but you can be chemistry on the
Speaker 1: many because this is a real thing, Like we know
Speaker 1: how to do this job right, We're doing it well.
Speaker 1: So like I know how to turn these things off.
Speaker 1: But people don't get that right because they're not fucking entertainers.
Speaker 1: So no, I don't think I'm really going to have
Speaker 1: good experiences. I really have very I'm talking Mandy don't
Speaker 1: really have faith right now? And then I don't. I mean,
Speaker 1: and so that's what I was gonna pull it. But
Speaker 1: to me, it's a man thing. And I say that
Speaker 1: because men. And here's my thing with industry men, which
Speaker 1: is why I said I flopped right when we first
Speaker 1: started this show, all I dealt was was industry man,
Speaker 1: and they loved my availability to them. They loved that
Speaker 1: I would be willing to switch up my schedule and
Speaker 1: hop on flights and come to them when it suited them.
Speaker 1: Industry men have ego. Industry men have power. Industry men
Speaker 1: are not used to being told no by women when
Speaker 1: they're dealing with a woman who has a schedule where
Speaker 1: my nigga. I'm sorry, I'm I'm opening a studio. I'm
Speaker 1: sorry I have to record with Wheezy No, and only
Speaker 1: because I still have those men in my phone. And
Speaker 1: the way I got I got offered to be flut out.
Speaker 1: He's like, YO, come to Dallas. I looked at my schedule.
Speaker 1: I said, can I come in eight days? The nigga
Speaker 1: wanted me there the next day. So, but but not
Speaker 1: only availability in terms of ego where you walk into
Speaker 1: a room and I did this which when we had
Speaker 1: Our Lives showing Charlotte, let me tell you what happened.
Speaker 1: It's Charlotte. I'm with one of my NBA niggas. And
Speaker 1: when we had Our Lives Show Charlotte, this is pre
Speaker 1: this is pre pandemic. We only went once, right, we
Speaker 1: only went once. So my little NBA niggative Charlotte. He
Speaker 1: was in Charlotte at the time. We go to a
Speaker 1: hookah bar the day before, because you know, we fly
Speaker 1: into cities normally the day before, so I link with him.
Speaker 1: We do the hookah bar. He comes over and I
Speaker 1: talked about how I like didn't end up cause I
Speaker 1: started my period that night and I shared it at
Speaker 1: the live show. But anyways, we go to the hookah bar.
Speaker 1: Not only does the bar center at the hookah bar
Speaker 1: know me. As we're walking in, a fan is walking
Speaker 1: out that's coming to the live show the next day.
Speaker 1: So I'm sitting with him at this fucking hookah bar.
Speaker 1: And after we sat in our chair, because mind you,
Speaker 1: she of course wants a picture, He's like, man, I
Speaker 1: got you this nigga is sucking six eight. He knows
Speaker 1: me from being a ho ho ho ho ho because
Speaker 1: I was eight. Hear knew this naked and the way
Speaker 1: we even held a whole conversation. His response was, Nigga,
Speaker 1: I just took up someone just wanted to didn't even
Speaker 1: care about me. Mind you, he was in the NBA
Speaker 1: for like eight years. He's like, yo, I don't know
Speaker 1: if I don't know if that's something I could get
Speaker 1: used to because of who he was, what his life was,
Speaker 1: and how he was just completely ignored because it was
Speaker 1: a fan of me. I don't know, Mandy, if someone
Speaker 1: knew you from before, maybe, but Nick's dating I g
Speaker 1: Batty's that. I saw Cheney Jones the other day Kanye's girl. Bro,
Speaker 1: she barely could make it, honestly, like people were only
Speaker 1: because she's fucking Kanye. Once she stops sucking. Conway girl
Speaker 1: are famous too, and they suck Um. They fucked him,
Speaker 1: they fuck him, fuck him data back, like stop they
Speaker 1: fuck him. Anyway, I wanted to tell you a little
Speaker 1: bit of a rebuttal to this. One of my favorite
Speaker 1: clips I've seen recently, that Brent Faia's clip about women
Speaker 1: with power and energy and whatever and men being attractive
Speaker 1: to that. I do believe that is a real thing, right,
Speaker 1: I do. We cant no, No, there's really good points
Speaker 1: on both of them, because I do agree with the
Speaker 1: availability thing you're saying, Like there's a guy right now
Speaker 1: on my line that I think we're gonna have a
Speaker 1: weekend in Montreal because it's the moment that like he'll
Speaker 1: be there, but I'll be in New York around Afro
Speaker 1: punk because he can't get on the West Coast because
Speaker 1: he'll be in Hawaii. Like it's too much. But something
Speaker 1: I was thinking about, Um, just a for instance, like
Speaker 1: I've been watching Freddie Gives and his girlfriend and they
Speaker 1: look super cute online and every time you go in
Speaker 1: her comments people are so mean to her because she's
Speaker 1: an only fan, saying she's a porn star in this
Speaker 1: she is, but right, but like talking tagging Freddy like
Speaker 1: he gives a fuck Now. I haven't had this conversation
Speaker 1: about it with Freddy yet, but what I would be
Speaker 1: assuming is that you understand and can isolate that one experience. Right,
Speaker 1: you're a fucking rapper, You're also a dad, you're also
Speaker 1: an actor, you're also can whatever. Like I do believe
Speaker 1: that entertainers can isolate that ship. I really do. And
Speaker 1: I think that a girl like that obviously she's sucking hot,
Speaker 1: but also what nigga can handle you doing? And only
Speaker 1: fans but someone else who is famous. And it's things
Speaker 1: like that that really make me feel like I don't
Speaker 1: know if I'll really meet a guy that's not semi
Speaker 1: in my world that will be able to handle what
Speaker 1: I do, because will only grow. I'm just this is all.
Speaker 1: This is the trajectory if someone was a betting person.
Speaker 1: There ain't been an l taking since I've started the show,
Speaker 1: since you started the show, like Boon, we just keep growing,
Speaker 1: making more money every year, So what the funk am
Speaker 1: I going to do? Like I don't really know what
Speaker 1: it's gonna be, but like my my faith part is
Speaker 1: just lower niggas. So last night, speaking of glory hole,
Speaker 1: kind of funny. I go have a spotty with my
Speaker 1: home girl. I'm getting frustrated just thinking about niggas. I'm like,
Speaker 1: I don't need to go to bed because I'm in
Speaker 1: a bad mood that says, you know what. I want
Speaker 1: to have sex, but I'm having trouble having sex because
Speaker 1: either I'll find someone attractive and they started talking, or
Speaker 1: I'm interested in someone not that attracted to them when
Speaker 1: they where they look. I keep I have this look
Speaker 1: in my head. Whatever do I need a glory all?
Speaker 1: Like I just need to have sex and not look
Speaker 1: at the person. Should I just have anonymous sex right now?
Speaker 1: And I was like, you can, that's easy to get, bro,
Speaker 1: I know, but then the fine and you're gonna just
Speaker 1: dropped some nigg off. I know then chicken that with Bro,
Speaker 1: like just getting a one nice chance. But I'm too
Speaker 1: we go. I can't. But that's Mandy. I think my
Speaker 1: puss he's broken. I'm mad, don and turning. Do you
Speaker 1: I don't gonna hold you. I can't have sex without intimacy.
Speaker 1: Are you taking my trash out? Or you have to
Speaker 1: pay me a large amount of money for me to
Speaker 1: be a paid hole again. But I'm dying trying to mask.
Speaker 1: We're both dying. Clearly, we're both dying. I hope this
Speaker 1: is relative. We're lying. I'm we're dying. We're lying, We're dying.
Speaker 1: I swear i'm and I'm not the masturbator of the show.
Speaker 1: I masturbate anywhere. You are the master playing. I know
Speaker 1: I cannot fucking come right now. I'm not on Anti.
Speaker 1: I can't bro if I masturbate. I think about the
Speaker 1: last time I had sex. I'm like, I'm not thinking
Speaker 1: about this thing. I cannot come. What do you think about? Huh?
Speaker 1: When brom, I'm do you know what's crazy? I feel
Speaker 1: like it's been two months for me too, only because bitch,
Speaker 1: I don't talk to me because you told me, will
Speaker 1: you have your hood? Nigga? You can fuck so No.
Speaker 1: I told you I didn't have him for the last book.
Speaker 1: Get him back, Mandy, No, I am going to get
Speaker 1: it back. He's the one I told you I hit
Speaker 1: up a couple of weeks ago, like, oh, come fuck
Speaker 1: me so hard, come in my pussy will not really
Speaker 1: come on, pussy, I say, come me hard, and then
Speaker 1: I want to use the bathroom of my fucking period.
Speaker 1: Can't because sucking the world is a hater. The universe
Speaker 1: does not want me to get fucked. Do you think
Speaker 1: I sucked since then? No? Because now the nigga, it's
Speaker 1: a possibility because wait, wait then, I remember Sex of
Speaker 1: the city. You don't have a boyfriend, a great apartment,
Speaker 1: money all at the same time. Nigga, we got apartment,
Speaker 1: we got lit fucking bank accounts. Is this why I
Speaker 1: got a nigga? Because guess what, bitch, When my I
Speaker 1: was getting renovated, I was getting fucked. And the ship
Speaker 1: is fixed and now I had to dig for the
Speaker 1: last two years, which, by the way, we're gonna talk
Speaker 1: about it on this episode. But he's been listening to
Speaker 1: the Pods since we broke up. I don't. He's so
Speaker 1: upset him but I can miss him. Um, but we're
Speaker 1: not we're not getting back. But I will say, I
Speaker 1: will say, feel like I'm never gonna have sex again. Bro,
Speaker 1: you're gonna fuck your back. I feel like I'm never
Speaker 1: gonna Oh here's where my Also, my faith was not
Speaker 1: restored so I thought at night, I was like, Yo,
Speaker 1: why am I acting like this? Like as bad as
Speaker 1: I'm talking about a glory hole, I'm gonna go out
Speaker 1: and meet somebody cute. Did I go to Dumbo House?
Speaker 1: I was too late, the party was over. Then we
Speaker 1: go to Kind Regards and I'm like, I'm so over
Speaker 1: this ship right now. I'm like, I'm walking home. I'm
Speaker 1: walking home with Alex and Brianda. I see a nigga.
Speaker 1: That's more time. I can't tell what your type is anymore.
Speaker 1: Every time you like, now, if a black dude got
Speaker 1: a little like like he's poor, but he's not. It's giving.
Speaker 1: He goes to pianos on Fridays, No, I don't want
Speaker 1: that type. What's so, what's an alternative? Just chuck up.
Speaker 1: I don't know that this one kind of did look
Speaker 1: like that, but it was giving pianos the hartist. I
Speaker 1: was like, oh, okay anyway, but an aspiring one, that's
Speaker 1: what he looked like, right, No, you have nice clothes
Speaker 1: on your nice watch. Okay. So, uh, he's walking down
Speaker 1: the street. I see him and he's on the phone.
Speaker 1: He's walking fast, but I'm like locking the eyes with
Speaker 1: him and I'm like, you fucking doing anything. So he
Speaker 1: walks across the street. I was like, damn, let me
Speaker 1: walk home. He turns around. I'm like alex Lee Lee.
Speaker 1: I'm like, don't even alexe leeve. I'm like, Brianna, get
Speaker 1: over here. Brianna got uber ready to take her church
Speaker 1: and ass home. I was like, you ain't go nowhere.
Speaker 1: She's like okay, okay, mama, I'm here. He comes across
Speaker 1: the street. We go in the same store as him.
Speaker 1: I have a cigarettes because I don't smoke cigrettes like that.
Speaker 1: But I was like, fuck, this is it. I sit
Speaker 1: down and I'm like, I don't have a lighter. And
Speaker 1: then he gives matches to Brianda like hands up, just
Speaker 1: doesn't say anything like matches like for like when I
Speaker 1: said I didn't ask him for a lighter. I just
Speaker 1: said I didn't have one. So he doesn't talk. He's
Speaker 1: still on the phone. He's looking at me while he's
Speaker 1: on the phone, doesn't say anything, and then he looks
Speaker 1: down at my feet says I have nice shoes. And
Speaker 1: he walks off, and I was like, huh. I was like,
Speaker 1: how did you do that? Was I supposed to say something?
Speaker 1: And Brianna goes, hey, where are you going. I was like, oh,
Speaker 1: So he turns around, doesn't even look at her. It
Speaker 1: was very clear. I was like, talk to you for me.
Speaker 1: So he starts talking to me and I find out
Speaker 1: he's an artist. I don't know if he lives in
Speaker 1: Laurie Side too or whatever, but he was just waiting
Speaker 1: on a friend somehow. When he tells me he's an artist,
Speaker 1: he starts making a comment about how much he had
Speaker 1: to like tidy up for white people today and he's
Speaker 1: never doing it again to sell a piece. I said, yo,
Speaker 1: you know what you sound like. You ever read Widow Boskia?
Speaker 1: He was like, I read it twice. I was like,
Speaker 1: that's my favorite book, Boskia. In this book, it's written,
Speaker 1: I mean, it's told by his ex girlfriend, who says
Speaker 1: he always felt like he was selling himself out to
Speaker 1: white people. So that's why he used to like cross
Speaker 1: out faces and ship like that, because he was like, fun,
Speaker 1: this ship, you wanna pay a million dollars for it?
Speaker 1: I'm a sucking up right now, And I think that's
Speaker 1: so fire. So he invites us to the box. We
Speaker 1: start walking with him. We're flirting, so you have a
Speaker 1: freak to m h and like, I love a little
Speaker 1: like dirty boy. They could get in wherever they want
Speaker 1: to let I like these. Then his friend met up
Speaker 1: with us, who was gay. I already loved that because
Speaker 1: I love when straight niggas with gay niggas. I'm like, oh,
Speaker 1: because that to me is like a pinnacle of you
Speaker 1: don't give a fuck because straight dude, you could be
Speaker 1: bisexual whatever. Maybe you don't know, but straight niggas they
Speaker 1: hang out with gay niggas. That like that to me
Speaker 1: is really my type because I hate that. I'm too
Speaker 1: fucking mask. I don't want people to be confused, Like,
Speaker 1: get the funk out of here. So anyway, we get
Speaker 1: into the box after flirting this whole walk, and then
Speaker 1: he was telling me how it was his birthday a
Speaker 1: few days ago and how he's about to have a shot.
Speaker 1: And then he asked me what I drink. It's this
Speaker 1: flirting thing, Mandy, I go to Brianda all my left.
Speaker 1: I said, I don't know, he's broke, I don't know
Speaker 1: it's going on, but I'm gonna have sex. I'm gonna
Speaker 1: get this fucking done. I think this is God. Maybe
Speaker 1: it was you, Maybe it's because you're with me. She
Speaker 1: was like, yes, Mama, I hope you have sex. I
Speaker 1: turned to my right. A girl comes to say to
Speaker 1: hello to him, kisses him on the mouth. Clearly somebody's
Speaker 1: already been sucking. This is seconds after I say this,
Speaker 1: they start making out in the club. Why didn't you
Speaker 1: join them? Both? Oh my god, I wanted to came
Speaker 1: in here with a great unicorn story. They loved mine,
Speaker 1: and now you wanted Amandy. The nigga starts making out
Speaker 1: with her so long that his homeboy gotta started talking
Speaker 1: to me. I'm like, oh, not to hand me down.
Speaker 1: So then they go the gay homeboy though, yeah, but
Speaker 1: he was just like, oh, girlf then because he was like, damn,
Speaker 1: what do I do? I gotta help my friend. So
Speaker 1: now these niggas go to the bathroom and I'm like, okay,
Speaker 1: either gonna fucker do coke and we're both So they
Speaker 1: come back up and I'm like, god, damn it. So
Speaker 1: then I see hospital Dick's homeboy and he's telling me
Speaker 1: how he knows his friend never loved anyone like me.
Speaker 1: I'm like, I can't take this ship right now. Then, okay,
Speaker 1: love you. If he blocked you from his job. Hello.
Speaker 1: Then I said, let me just sucking go and just
Speaker 1: suck this nigga. Maybe the bitch is gone, so I'm
Speaker 1: walking towards him, and maybe she felt the vibe. I
Speaker 1: don't know what was going on. She goes, want to
Speaker 1: know you from somewhere. I said, I don't know. She
Speaker 1: didn't look like someone who listened to the podcasts, I saying.
Speaker 1: She wasn't black black, so she was white. Girl might
Speaker 1: have been like, oh, that's this type. But she goes, no,
Speaker 1: I know you. I was like, really where She was like,
Speaker 1: I feel like he used to come to blah blah blah.
Speaker 1: I was like, nah, I didn't, but I know who
Speaker 1: did Old Day, So you think she used to Not
Speaker 1: su'are having the same type. But she definitely should have
Speaker 1: became friends with this niggle was tall. Old Day's five
Speaker 1: eleven six ft best bro. The second she started saying it,
Speaker 1: and she was so okay, first off, if you like
Speaker 1: this nigga and you like, oh, bay, chances are this
Speaker 1: bitch like this nigga and b I'm gonna be honest,
Speaker 1: I need to know who else she sucking with talking.
Speaker 1: So then she's like trying to figure out how she
Speaker 1: knows me man, And I'm like, oh my god, she
Speaker 1: knows me because and I just didn't want to get
Speaker 1: into it. She was like, you've never been to gospel
Speaker 1: I know. I was like, yeah, I think I've been
Speaker 1: to Goschal. Yes, that's where I know. You just look
Speaker 1: at bit because you think she suck obey, So why
Speaker 1: did't you say, hey, do you know bleep? Because I'm tired? Girl,
Speaker 1: Well maybe you should have just became a unicorn then,
Speaker 1: because clearly also this is I know this could have
Speaker 1: been away is becoming I mean, New York is becoming
Speaker 1: Old Bays fucking city right now, and I need to
Speaker 1: He's been here longer than I know he had with
Speaker 1: a city. It's I'm talking about the breakup city. Oh,
Speaker 1: I thought I had a territory in the break up,
Speaker 1: You though. I thought it was so whole Lower East
Speaker 1: Side and the house. You know that you know why
Speaker 1: it's not yours anymore because but she spent the whole
Speaker 1: pandemic in Mexico and you left to l A. This
Speaker 1: ain't show sitting on my pussy home, I thought, because
Speaker 1: the side and show city, which is why I know
Speaker 1: my ex was a hole because guess where the funk.
Speaker 1: We never went to Harlem. We stayed our motherfucking asses
Speaker 1: in l E s and so ho if you live
Speaker 1: in Nigga, we never ever went to Harlem. We did
Speaker 1: Brooklyn and fucking Elias. Don't even do you know how
Speaker 1: disappointed it now? Don't get me wrong. I remember they say,
Speaker 1: you know, I don't be going to the last lap
Speaker 1: because I don't want to fuck you Nigga. Don't go nowhere. No,
Speaker 1: that's what I'm saying. Well, not gonna catch up. We're
Speaker 1: gonna get it to this motherfuckering out even waste. No,
Speaker 1: we're gonna get it to our vanilla ship for this week,
Speaker 1: which is actually really interesting, um because the title caught me.
Speaker 1: It caught attention to me for those of you listening
Speaker 1: maybe for the first time. Our vanilla ship is sex
Speaker 1: in the news. And I came across this article that says,
Speaker 1: why do I always want to bite the people that
Speaker 1: I love? It starts off the baby thing, you want
Speaker 1: to bite a baby hud Well, so it does say
Speaker 1: in the article, like you know, when you want to
Speaker 1: pinch your cheek and and give like you know, like
Speaker 1: when you give love slaps, like even when you laugh
Speaker 1: at people. This woman decided to look up why she
Speaker 1: feels the need to constantly bite her partner, and I
Speaker 1: wanted to know if you've ever either felt the need
Speaker 1: to buy a partner. I had somebody that did something
Speaker 1: that I didn't like, so I want to share it.
Speaker 1: Um But she said it happened to me. I was
Speaker 1: laying in bed with my partner wrapped in a snug
Speaker 1: embrace when a glimpse of their bare skin ignited a wild,
Speaker 1: feral impulse within me. I had to bite it. For
Speaker 1: the record, I never want to actually hurt my partner.
Speaker 1: It's more that I just want to softly hold their
Speaker 1: arm or shoulder, or whisk or risk between my teeth.
Speaker 1: Let's rib a dog more, one that tenderly and adorably
Speaker 1: carries an egg around in its mouth. Obviously the partner
Speaker 1: hates it. But they went on to see if this
Speaker 1: was a normal thing. Is it normal? Is it a
Speaker 1: gender thing? What then is going on here? After pulling
Speaker 1: a call out on Instagram, my inbox was was flooded
Speaker 1: with fellow biters spanning a range of ages, genders, and sexualities.
Speaker 1: These were other seemingly normal people who had always had
Speaker 1: this urge, and it wasn't linked if we get into
Speaker 1: our vanilla ships, I mean our kinks of the week.
Speaker 1: This is not linked to cannibalism or the vampire kink.
Speaker 1: So um, I've never had the urge to bite, but
Speaker 1: I I'm like a liquor. It's nasty, but you just
Speaker 1: like the lick skin. Why I don't know. But when
Speaker 1: she was talking about how sometimes she has urged, did
Speaker 1: you read like they're like like a chest arm anything,
Speaker 1: or like you're looking aniga forehead everything? Yeah? Why? Like?
Speaker 1: Un what's the word like? Unlike? I get really rage horny?
Speaker 1: I like okay. One of my friends used the word
Speaker 1: rage hungry a lot, rage hungry or horny. N he wasn't.
Speaker 1: My friend was sucking but rage and all I could
Speaker 1: think about when you say that, I'd be like wow,
Speaker 1: because like a rage horning. Sometimes I just look at him.
Speaker 1: I want to fucking lick him me Like, I don't
Speaker 1: know what it is like if you looked like he
Speaker 1: was about to sweat, I want to taste it like
Speaker 1: it makes me want to I'm missing fucking horny, you
Speaker 1: miss fucking period. It says that these expressions biting your
Speaker 1: partner squeezing a puppy, pitching a baby have long been
Speaker 1: considered enigmas of just simple human behavior. They actually have
Speaker 1: a name for it, which might be you're looking to
Speaker 1: I don't know of demorphous expressions, coined by social psychologist
Speaker 1: Dr Oriana Arragon in two thousand fifteen, these outward expressions
Speaker 1: that appear to juxtapose what we're feeling on the inside.
Speaker 1: It says that she remembers an actress saying that she
Speaker 1: saw a puppy that was so cute she wanted to
Speaker 1: quote unquote kick it in the head. Basically in saying,
Speaker 1: the research into and you can look it up. It's
Speaker 1: divorphous expressions, are you aggressions that like lead us to
Speaker 1: do things that in the norm we find to be
Speaker 1: like super odd, But it's actually human behavior. And so
Speaker 1: where your partner may not like it, they can look
Speaker 1: up that this is just something like you do. Like again,
Speaker 1: when you pinch a fucking little baby, sheeks, oh, it's
Speaker 1: so cute. No, people they want to eat you know,
Speaker 1: and they want to eat you. They said that like
Speaker 1: like that, I'm not gonna hold you. I've bitten babies before,
Speaker 1: like a little her animals too, like, we may need
Speaker 1: to have a conversation. You never like gold you my
Speaker 1: motherfucking uh sorry, real, I'm gonna talk to talk about you.
Speaker 1: He showed me his motherfucking baby cousin or something in Jamaica.
Speaker 1: I literally looked at him and I was like, shout
Speaker 1: out to Jay. Mother. Coworker was like, so she does
Speaker 1: not like kids at all, So you I don't like,
Speaker 1: you could just put the picture down she has because
Speaker 1: I was like, oh, he kept showing me, and I
Speaker 1: was like, I don't like kid. I don't know why
Speaker 1: you're showing me his baby anybody under me I don't
Speaker 1: really like. And so I'm like, but but also now
Speaker 1: I'm trying to figure out what hr if I have
Speaker 1: to care about the ship really, if you can't even
Speaker 1: take it, I tried, I was like, uh and then
Speaker 1: you know that. I was like, but Jay was like,
Speaker 1: so she don't like it. She actually do you remember
Speaker 1: the video of the black dude saying I'm some try
Speaker 1: to take laughing and he's like that, I literally don't
Speaker 1: give a funk about kids. It's fun them kids for life.
Speaker 1: So like when people try to talk to me about
Speaker 1: like their kids, and Ship'll be like oh my look, god,
Speaker 1: I'm having But also it's a baby. You don't know.
Speaker 1: It's a kid. You don't know. I was like, you
Speaker 1: know what I'm thinking about. I'll never forget. I was
Speaker 1: hanging with Sharona's in Miami and I bit a baby
Speaker 1: on I just had to be pre COVID bitch, because
Speaker 1: you can't just be out here about the fucking bite kids.
Speaker 1: I've been like, we were playing with this baby. We
Speaker 1: were just hanging on the beach. But let me just
Speaker 1: say we were drinking with these people for three hours
Speaker 1: and they had a kid, and a kid was like
Speaker 1: really keen to me and kept coming to me and
Speaker 1: jumping on me, and I was like biting his little legs.
Speaker 1: He was like, I don't know. This got You didn't
Speaker 1: even know the baby, Damn, I don't. That was very
Speaker 1: quite of you know, it was the black baby. It
Speaker 1: does the matter you brought your whiteness out like biting
Speaker 1: a fucking unknown baby, not the stranger baby. I was thinking,
Speaker 1: And see, my urge, you could definitely have the earth
Speaker 1: to fuck a stranger if you have the earth to
Speaker 1: bite a stranger baby. Speaking of the urge, do you
Speaker 1: know I just realized I tried to get some dick
Speaker 1: and help myself. Big dick niggas are so emotional, Mandy,
Speaker 1: be d d I hit him up, trying to get
Speaker 1: some deep he felt away. Do you know this niggle?
Speaker 1: Was like, we needed talk first, do me saying the
Speaker 1: sex with Itandy? I don't know what else I could
Speaker 1: have said. I don't know. Maybe it's not the fact
Speaker 1: that he's a big dick nigga. Maybe it's the fact
Speaker 1: that y'all were exchanging the L word with each other
Speaker 1: that maybe he doesn't want to feel like a piece
Speaker 1: of meat. Now read the sex, which where I'm starting
Speaker 1: from the top for me. Oh you said, will you
Speaker 1: come by and Chris in my new place before you leave?
Speaker 1: He's not. Can we talk about before I'm gonna read
Speaker 1: this response and then say something to you niggas? He said,
Speaker 1: La mao, what does that mean? You know? Just want
Speaker 1: not me? Bourbon sir? Can y'all stop acting like y'all
Speaker 1: don't know what we mean when we say things? The
Speaker 1: what you mean? The do you mean? What I mean?
Speaker 1: You know what the christen is of a new place?
Speaker 1: That means come fuck me hard? Hold on, here goes response.
Speaker 1: You know what it means explicitly fuck me all over
Speaker 1: my new house. Oh girl, this was a curve. His response, Yo,
Speaker 1: what the fuck is wrong with you? L? O L
Speaker 1: You're wild? That's a curb, mind you. She says, nothing
Speaker 1: is wrong with nothing is wrong with me the last time?
Speaker 1: Hold on, hold on, y'all. An hour and a half later,
Speaker 1: I had to swipe it over to Vegas an hour
Speaker 1: and a half later. His responses, L O L. Didn't
Speaker 1: we agree to have a talk? Oh bitch, you got
Speaker 1: curb from when it used to We have to talk
Speaker 1: here out for the pussy. He's like, actually, we need
Speaker 1: to talk first. Can I just say many, I did
Speaker 1: something that made him at and it is not that
Speaker 1: big a deal. Okay, wait what was it? Because it
Speaker 1: might not be a big deal to you, but it
Speaker 1: could have been a big deal to you and everybody listening.
Speaker 1: I can't I can't say that too specific. But basically,
Speaker 1: I met someone out somewhere, okay, and he knew him
Speaker 1: and you know, okay, I was the dream bill nigger okays,
Speaker 1: no colleagues, co worker. We were just around each other
Speaker 1: when I met him. That is right. They were there together.
Speaker 1: They weren't there together, No, no, No, they don't know
Speaker 1: each other. No, no, No, you was working with him. No,
Speaker 1: and so he saw when you met this Nick, But
Speaker 1: I didn't get it. It was it wasn't given that.
Speaker 1: And I also just say I was not fucking B
Speaker 1: D D all year, so it really wasn't like we
Speaker 1: were fucking. So I don't understand you don't want to date.
Speaker 1: You're not sucking me, so I can't do that either.
Speaker 1: But also at the same time, I do understand he
Speaker 1: should be mad because if he met a girl and saw,
Speaker 1: if I saw him all over l A with another
Speaker 1: bitch that I know he meant when he was out
Speaker 1: with me, I'd probably be man too. But I'm not
Speaker 1: gonna go anywhere. Bro, We're gonna be friends forever. I
Speaker 1: don't understand, like does he want me to be Chris
Speaker 1: Shawn Rock because I'll do it for that big little
Speaker 1: dick right now, Like I'm always gonna be his friend.
Speaker 1: I'm always gonna love him like I need. Can we
Speaker 1: so to get fun? When Cocktails was on our episode,
Speaker 1: you mentioned how men don't like freedom. Can also reiterate
Speaker 1: the fact that men do not like feeling like a
Speaker 1: piece of meat. Men do not want to feel like
Speaker 1: they're just being used for their dick, even though they
Speaker 1: use women for that very fucking reason. Andy, I didn't
Speaker 1: want to be It's so where you don't want to
Speaker 1: talk to him because you don't want maybe the emotions
Speaker 1: involved in this very moment because he does not want
Speaker 1: to be just the nigga you get awful not though,
Speaker 1: but but that's all you're asking for right now. Bro,
Speaker 1: we web texted all the time. We literally talk about
Speaker 1: work whatever, lok ay work, but that's making you And
Speaker 1: how are you FaceTime the other day to catch up?
Speaker 1: Like Bro, and I not ask you for dick? Maybe No,
Speaker 1: This is why I kept breaking up again with his nigga,
Speaker 1: because every time we broke up, I said, well, I
Speaker 1: think I just want to be friends, but we can
Speaker 1: just finish the show today, have a Breakdore, don't if
Speaker 1: I don't get fucked this Like I know, we go
Speaker 1: through our modes or whatever. I remember you were like
Speaker 1: I don't want to talk during the pandemic. You were
Speaker 1: like over it. I'm there now and I'm not. This
Speaker 1: isn't even the longest I've been without sex. This is
Speaker 1: just me realizing like I'm reaching my best and higher
Speaker 1: self and nig like I'm eating right, I'm sucking, just
Speaker 1: doing good and a lot of things and no, dick,
Speaker 1: and you're telling me I just brought this up Patreon.
Speaker 1: Cute bro, and I'm only getting cute. That's what I feel.
Speaker 1: Oh wait till y'all CDs new teeth at bitch, I
Speaker 1: know I'm fine and I you're gonna do it. They're
Speaker 1: gonna look good. I'm excited, you know what I feel.
Speaker 1: And I'm getting uh the light bo on mybella no,
Speaker 1: because that should make you look like a toad for
Speaker 1: a while, and I worked too much, so I'm getting
Speaker 1: actual like light bow and ship on my neck and
Speaker 1: my chin. I'm like, skinny over, you're sleep. You're gonna
Speaker 1: do anything else because bitch, you ain't gonna put me down. No, no,
Speaker 1: no no. I literally have been like my one friend
Speaker 1: and I ain't even gonna put her on Front Street.
Speaker 1: I just cussed her out because she got sucking botox.
Speaker 1: And then my other friend was like, I think I'm
Speaker 1: gonna touch my lips, and I said, bitch, so I
Speaker 1: just said her Carly Red's video and said, girl, don't
Speaker 1: touch your lips because look, yeah, but bro, I'm not
Speaker 1: gonna touch my face like. I like looking untouched, which
Speaker 1: is why I'm not doing like the BBL. I could
Speaker 1: sit here and go that route and stuff. I like
Speaker 1: being natural, and so I'm gonna be honest with you.
Speaker 1: I think we're I just found out my home girl
Speaker 1: has been doing botox for years, and I wish. I
Speaker 1: don't like it. It looks like the bitches in l A.
Speaker 1: She does it to me, she does, but see, maybe
Speaker 1: you don't know because you didn't touch she lives a
Speaker 1: little bit that looks like a l A face. And I,
Speaker 1: while I love like my friends, no bro, I could tell.
Speaker 1: But also I used to work at strip clubs and
Speaker 1: I have a lot of l A friends, and I
Speaker 1: have a lot of friends that have done everything to
Speaker 1: their body. But also I haven't done my lips in
Speaker 1: three years. I I hate I hate it. But you
Speaker 1: got to remember, people go too far with the carly right.
Speaker 1: We saw it was too far. Right Like three years ago,
Speaker 1: I got my lips done. Well, you don't know. I
Speaker 1: love the way it looked, but I was like, okay, like,
Speaker 1: but you also don't know you go too far because
Speaker 1: A how I never go again. Well but That's what
Speaker 1: I'm saying. You have to a keep up with it
Speaker 1: and be I feel like when you constantly are touching
Speaker 1: your body, you're constantly taking a level of perfection. What
Speaker 1: I also noticed is but no toe. That's unfair. No
Speaker 1: because it's better option than kibella. Well, yeah, it's only
Speaker 1: the healing process, not that it's better to me. It's
Speaker 1: the healing time, I know. But I'm saying like you
Speaker 1: would have gotten if you could have done an injection
Speaker 1: that did it and it's been easier, you would have
Speaker 1: done it. To me, it's the healing time, same result. Cool,
Speaker 1: but it's still touching your face. I'm touching my neck.
Speaker 1: Bro that you're being judge. It's not that I'm being judge.
Speaker 1: I'm telling you and I'm fun women. I'm telling you
Speaker 1: what I don't like. And to me, because I've been
Speaker 1: on this scene so long, and because all of my
Speaker 1: friends have touched their faces and bodies, there are certain
Speaker 1: things that I don't like and I don't want to
Speaker 1: do like. That's not me being judge. I'm saying, if
Speaker 1: your home girls getting a filler or botox, you can't
Speaker 1: go in on somebody when and they can talk about me.
Speaker 1: I don't care. Oh it's it's it's shooting season for
Speaker 1: all of us. Like the same way I kept going
Speaker 1: back to my nigga was the same way. I'm like, damn,
Speaker 1: I get it. Now you keep going back to your name.
Speaker 1: I'm still gonna talk about you going back to your nigga,
Speaker 1: but now I accept that you're talking about me going back.
Speaker 1: There's nothing wrong. Like, if you have small lips and
Speaker 1: you want fuller lips, then get them done. If you
Speaker 1: to me, I don't like I personally don't like what
Speaker 1: it looks, but if someone's uncomfortable with it, like you're
Speaker 1: uncomfortable clearly with what you feel like is making your
Speaker 1: neck look whatever way, So you're getting that done from
Speaker 1: me wants to do something to improve it. So say,
Speaker 1: I'll talk about you, and so somebody will talk about me,
Speaker 1: and they can do that too. But I'm still gonna
Speaker 1: say that game and my friends do all the time.
Speaker 1: Yes they do. My friends are not trying. They're like, oh,
Speaker 1: your teeth look great. No they don't, and I'm still
Speaker 1: gonna get them. I don't care what you say. That's
Speaker 1: my response, even on the phone, Like I love the
Speaker 1: honest relationships that I have, but not only the men
Speaker 1: I deal with, Like bitch, I just I ain't gonna
Speaker 1: say which nigga, I ain't even gonna say the name.
Speaker 1: But we did sucking a long time because I had
Speaker 1: a boyfriend and we fucked want me and this nigger
Speaker 1: broke up. We had sex. Are you listening? We had sex,
Speaker 1: and this person who hadn't had sex with me in
Speaker 1: two years was very honest with me and was like, damn,
Speaker 1: sex felt a little different with you, like you're smaller.
Speaker 1: I was like, yeah, nig I was a big pitch
Speaker 1: when I was sucking, and he was like, I even
Speaker 1: just felt different, like moving you around. He was like, wow,
Speaker 1: and we had two years ago, you were a skinnier
Speaker 1: you were you you had. I'm not gonna lie. I
Speaker 1: didn't like that side. I was one fifty. I did
Speaker 1: not like it. And everyone's my way right now, Everyone
Speaker 1: including my mom said I looked sick, which is weird
Speaker 1: because we looked the same size now and I'm fifteen
Speaker 1: pounds bigger. But I like, literally like after we had sex,
Speaker 1: and we had sex a lot of rounds. But I
Speaker 1: thought it was okay that he brought that to me. Like,
Speaker 1: I'm okay with people being honest on their thoughts, and
Speaker 1: he was like, damn, Like your back was what is smaller?
Speaker 1: Your waist? He was like you fuck you felt different?
Speaker 1: He was like not, but I liked it, but he
Speaker 1: was like, you was a little heavier. Was fucking uh then?
Speaker 1: And I was like, yeah, I think I was a
Speaker 1: big bit And I didn't take any offense to it
Speaker 1: with him being honest with me. So if my friends
Speaker 1: tell me I don't want you to get work done
Speaker 1: because this is my thoughts on it, okay, Well I'm
Speaker 1: still gonna get it done. Say. I was like the
Speaker 1: same way, everyone was like, I don't really want you
Speaker 1: to be with this nigga because x Y Z okay,
Speaker 1: but I'm evenn break up with him till I'm ready.
Speaker 1: But this idea of a girl code is why so
Speaker 1: many of the listeners have an issue with the fact
Speaker 1: that I married men, because they feel like women owe
Speaker 1: this unwritten law of loyalty to women across the world
Speaker 1: based on the fact that we both were born with
Speaker 1: the same body parts, that I shouldn't do that to
Speaker 1: another woman. It's not even the relationship that I have
Speaker 1: with the man. They just feel like, well, if you
Speaker 1: know that he's married already, why would you want to
Speaker 1: do that to another women? I don't know. I don't
Speaker 1: think about an other woman at all. But apparently this
Speaker 1: girl code is supposed to be lended to women that
Speaker 1: we don't even know, which, ironically, let me say, women, hey, women.
Speaker 1: The most I have been talked down upon because of
Speaker 1: my size by men, by women more than men, I've
Speaker 1: been told I am undeserving of the men that I'm
Speaker 1: able to be with because of my size, or because
Speaker 1: of that white girl saying that big women do not
Speaker 1: deserve love. She ugly, and I'll be talking about white women,
Speaker 1: especially Emily Herron who works at BEAST. However, it had
Speaker 1: the nerve to say, no, I don't believe a big
Speaker 1: woman deserves I really don't like when ugly people talk
Speaker 1: down and she did. It's very like, I know she
Speaker 1: had a long bag, doesn't that really like? Yeah, it's
Speaker 1: just so weird. She was transparent. You could see through
Speaker 1: her if you shine the light, you could see all
Speaker 1: her blood. Do you know one of my home girls
Speaker 1: recently told me that a dude she slept with, uh,
Speaker 1: she was like, I kind of felt like I don't
Speaker 1: know what happened. She was like, so she asked him like,
Speaker 1: do you know like date girls in my siyes? And
Speaker 1: he was like, no, normally at date models. She said,
Speaker 1: you need to see what he looks like, Mandy. His
Speaker 1: teeth looked like spread fingers like like that. You could
Speaker 1: see the gaps in between his home. Maybe they was
Speaker 1: shaved down before he put his veneers. There were no veneers.
Speaker 1: It was just like open. It was like it was
Speaker 1: he had money, He had British teeth. He had money though, right,
Speaker 1: I don't know what he had, but he's ugly and
Speaker 1: I can't believe he had the nervous at home. I
Speaker 1: got them framed, the only date models and we started
Speaker 1: going through Instagram. I mean, did you see all of
Speaker 1: them were in Columbia and in dr of course, I
Speaker 1: mean not only you got money. I mean, I'm not
Speaker 1: gonna lie. The same argument was recently, had Lizzo just
Speaker 1: released a music video with Tyson Beckford and there was
Speaker 1: a viral tweet that went around that was like, look,
Speaker 1: fat bitches don't even want fat nigga and the videos
Speaker 1: Lizzo had a Tyson Beckford model in hers. When do
Speaker 1: we see and we we actually saw that in the
Speaker 1: last season of Insecure when she was sucking a big
Speaker 1: man the t s a agent, we are all like,
Speaker 1: why she urging him? Big men get the sort of
Speaker 1: the same treatment, especially in Hollywood, where we don't often
Speaker 1: see women choosing the big guys their love interests unless
Speaker 1: they have money, unless they get money. Nigger and got
Speaker 1: a big as good. But it's because it's okay, they
Speaker 1: make money, they rich. Can I be honest, what dad
Speaker 1: bods have been celebrated a long time A lot of
Speaker 1: fat niggas and TV fine love. I don't think anything, bro.
Speaker 1: I don't know why nothing Professor came to my head,
Speaker 1: but I'm just saying, like, not the nothing professor sex
Speaker 1: in the city. Charlotte's husband wasn't in the best shape,
Speaker 1: like valid, like you know what I'm saying, Like we like,
Speaker 1: I think regular looking men find love a lot in
Speaker 1: Hollywood and new in movies and film dad bods to me, though,
Speaker 1: I'm not saying to big people like they they She
Speaker 1: literally sat on the clip and was like, no, fat
Speaker 1: obeast woman does not deserve love. That was so nuts
Speaker 1: it was gonna But you know what, though, I think
Speaker 1: that comments like that, and it's so crazy because podcast talk, right,
Speaker 1: that is so flagrant and sometimes I'm like, I'm doing
Speaker 1: that to go viral. But then I remembered recently someone
Speaker 1: thought someone no, they do, You're You're right, because someone
Speaker 1: said Medina was talking like that to go viral on
Speaker 1: our show with the we just organic convo. But also
Speaker 1: if you guys listen back to cocktails and when she
Speaker 1: came on so cocktails came in our show during the pandemic,
Speaker 1: she talked about sucking another like that was something that
Speaker 1: she said was the context for a sex podcast. It
Speaker 1: was funny, She's already said made sense, But I was
Speaker 1: thinking to myself, like, did this girl say this to
Speaker 1: go viral? And I really do believe that she was
Speaker 1: brought on that show because weren't they all British to
Speaker 1: say some dumbassh like I don't understand why people feel
Speaker 1: the need to, especially when men to get Verry Kevin
Speaker 1: Samuel's ish they do or Andrew Taate or whatever started
Speaker 1: to go viral, which is why a part of not
Speaker 1: only do I hate male podcasters, but when women are
Speaker 1: going onto these But it's the same reason why not
Speaker 1: only that Brittany Renner has not sat with a woman
Speaker 1: pot outside of not for sure, shout out be Simone
Speaker 1: and May which they had a whole another story to tell.
Speaker 1: But wait, sorry, Brittney Renner. Britney Renner hasn't interviewed with
Speaker 1: a woman pod outside of the Simone's pod. No for sure. Um,
Speaker 1: but the only reason's a problem. But that's what I'm saying,
Speaker 1: a lot of these women that are going viral with
Speaker 1: their takes are sitting with men. They're not sitting with women,
Speaker 1: and we're not having I'll be honest, Sney, Brittany ren
Speaker 1: Britney writers in jail, and I thought I was Rene Renner.
Speaker 1: Is Britney Renner, Britney, I hear you know, okay, okay, okay, okay.
Speaker 1: She sat with academics, she sat with Joe Budden, she
Speaker 1: sat with Cam Newton, She's shot fat with the fucking
Speaker 1: fresh and not fit niggas, Like, I will be honest
Speaker 1: with you, Like there's been moments where like I've been like, oh,
Speaker 1: she'd be funny and horrible. I would love I can't
Speaker 1: stand her because of that. I have felt that Brittany
Speaker 1: goes where she fits the audience. And but I think
Speaker 1: that that's where a lot of the women that have
Speaker 1: these Kevin samuel As takes. I don't think Britney cares
Speaker 1: to be liked by women, which may be value. We
Speaker 1: don't need her to come on here to be like crazy,
Speaker 1: but I think we could have very good conversations. I'm
Speaker 1: not saying that we couldn't, but what I'm saying is
Speaker 1: being the antagonist, yes, and I don't. And also she's beautiful, right,
Speaker 1: so when you have someone that men are googling over like,
Speaker 1: I don't know how Brittany makes money. I always assumed
Speaker 1: it was like fashion, noble contracts and fitness ship. And
Speaker 1: when I used to follow her even before the book.
Speaker 1: My time remembering her in a podcast with family, That's
Speaker 1: the first podcast I remember being on and um, yeah,
Speaker 1: she released the book, she's the whole book, right, But
Speaker 1: I remember following her with Body by Britney stuff and
Speaker 1: I really liked her content bundle sorry and uh when
Speaker 1: that changed, she really wasn't for me anymore. And I
Speaker 1: wonder if that book shifted her demo to where now
Speaker 1: she has completely changed her person. Well, that book people
Speaker 1: tied to the the Superhead, the Karen Steffan like that
Speaker 1: tell all types of ship. Even though she didn't give names,
Speaker 1: people put two and two together, and there were a
Speaker 1: lot of people that were named. And then when she
Speaker 1: got with the ball player who she had a baby by,
Speaker 1: they all went back and saw and felt as though
Speaker 1: she was grooming him because she got him right out
Speaker 1: of high school. I didn't like and I but I
Speaker 1: think the way that she is able to live in
Speaker 1: her truth is the same way you and I have
Speaker 1: somewhat lived and grown in our own truth. And I
Speaker 1: do think. Do you think that that's Britney's truth? I do?
Speaker 1: I do, And I follow her and I like what
Speaker 1: she has to say. She she all of her interview
Speaker 1: they're not gonna lie. I listened to and where I
Speaker 1: want to hate her, I'm like, damn, the Russian fit
Speaker 1: was phenomen Not only that I don't like. And she
Speaker 1: makes girls look really good. She was great with She
Speaker 1: was great with Joe. She was great cam. She checked
Speaker 1: cam and cam cam he got noes. She does. But
Speaker 1: I've been thinking about she sounds like me. Do you know?
Speaker 1: She sounds like men? And where I've excelled, maybe she's
Speaker 1: our age. She's maybe okay, sorry age. So when I
Speaker 1: say demo. Actually she did do the Johnson's Cabarety thing,
Speaker 1: So that's some girl that. To me, it's coming girl ship. Um.
Speaker 1: When I say living in the Truth, right, I have
Speaker 1: a strong belief and I would love to know what
Speaker 1: she thinks about this. But I think that when you
Speaker 1: decide to make a book like that, you have to
Speaker 1: go full fledged into who that person is. And Karin
Speaker 1: Stephen's was able to do it right Now she's going
Speaker 1: by Elizabeth and she has totally different content. But like,
Speaker 1: I'm not a fan of her content now, No, it's
Speaker 1: not even her content who's And she has rebranded herself
Speaker 1: three or four times. I will say, and even if
Speaker 1: she came on here, I would pick holes in what
Speaker 1: she says. I believe the Superhead. Maybe I'll look at
Speaker 1: the camera. I believe that she is a woman much
Speaker 1: like Brittany Runner, because she can form a sentence, because
Speaker 1: she can form a complete thought, and because she can
Speaker 1: go so long and explain this logic that if you
Speaker 1: really dissect what she's saying, she's talking in circles. And
Speaker 1: I don't believe she believes herself. But I believe because
Speaker 1: she can use big words and because she can form
Speaker 1: complete sentences. So if people take what she says is Bible,
Speaker 1: and so I think that that's where she garners the
Speaker 1: audience of maybe someone who lives in their truth. But
Speaker 1: I really just think she has a concept of really
Speaker 1: connecting some dots. But because she's very long winded, long
Speaker 1: winded people who can go like this and not really
Speaker 1: be questioned about their logic. That's what. Yes, you know
Speaker 1: what when I listen to Joe now, it's like, especially
Speaker 1: nonetheless not gonna get too personal. Joe has an audience
Speaker 1: where people listen to him. Britney Renner has an audience
Speaker 1: for people listen to her. Superhead wait as an audience
Speaker 1: for people listen to her and Entertaining only a very
Speaker 1: good entertaining podcast. They're all entertainers, now, no no, no, no, no,
Speaker 1: I don't know. Super Head is looked at like no
Speaker 1: no no, no, no no no. I'm not saying that
Speaker 1: they I'm not saying at all that they're all on
Speaker 1: the same level. What I'm saying is and I may
Speaker 1: also be able to throw, but I actually really like
Speaker 1: him and he's thoughtful in his words. Is van but
Speaker 1: where are you going to the respect an audience of people.
Speaker 1: When you have a voice, people really really really respect
Speaker 1: people that can form a full sentence. And when you
Speaker 1: seem to be smarter than what you really are because
Speaker 1: you know how to just have a thought and continue
Speaker 1: talking and speaking. This my a long form where you're
Speaker 1: confident in yourself and what's coming out of your mouth,
Speaker 1: people believe you more. It's what we see with politicians,
Speaker 1: which is why they go on stages and and platforms
Speaker 1: with written speeches. When you're able to stand up, which
Speaker 1: is why it's ted talk and I want to I
Speaker 1: want to have a ted talk. But when someone can
Speaker 1: speak in long form like statements and where their sentences
Speaker 1: are normal, and when there's not ms in podcasting, so
Speaker 1: many people now are removing the um when you say
Speaker 1: um when you pause, it almost makes you. People believe
Speaker 1: that we don't edit our bodies, we don't edit ship,
Speaker 1: but it almost makes you seem unsure, which leads people
Speaker 1: to question. So those people who have the gift of
Speaker 1: gab to literally speak in long form, complete sentences and
Speaker 1: add some big motherfucking words in there and some charm,
Speaker 1: those are dangerous people. But those are also people that
Speaker 1: I kind of don't believe and if they sat here
Speaker 1: with us, we might be able to dangerous. No, but
Speaker 1: I'm gonna telling you. I'm gonna tell you why. I
Speaker 1: don't think so okay Russian Fit podcast, so like I
Speaker 1: don't think Joe Button doing that, Like Joe Buden talks
Speaker 1: ship and he's well and it's music. But that what
Speaker 1: you're talking about, what Fresh Fit is dangerous? Yes, because
Speaker 1: that nigga was in the military. He can. But they're
Speaker 1: not stupid. No, they're not sorry, No, they're dumb. I
Speaker 1: just have sorry. Yeah, they actually y'all have is dumb,
Speaker 1: dumbass almost when I can't didn't line me out. This
Speaker 1: was the way first glad you did. I was thinking,
Speaker 1: all like, let's stay awesome. Probably clim at you about
Speaker 1: your barracialists claiming to be blake, and it was gonna
Speaker 1: embarrass you and kick you out and make a viral moment.
Speaker 1: So I don't know if they would have embarrassed me,
Speaker 1: I can't, sorry, but if you would have cut him off,
Speaker 1: you would have been like, shut up, don't interrupt me
Speaker 1: on my all on the show. But I'm gonna be
Speaker 1: honest with you though, I'm like a very when I
Speaker 1: feel disrespected by man like, I don't care. I know
Speaker 1: that what's her name? She want to call it? I'm
Speaker 1: the type of calling because you any anyone. I don't
Speaker 1: know how they've still been walking, how they talk about women,
Speaker 1: any woman that has respectfully checked them and come at
Speaker 1: them in a in a illogical way to put holes
Speaker 1: into what they're saying. They get out of here, so
Speaker 1: you're overt. They didn't do that to Brittany because Brittany
Speaker 1: is a viral Mondy. I was gonna say Brittany they
Speaker 1: wanted to. They actually so when they were on Flagrant,
Speaker 1: did you know what? I was supposed to go on Flagrant?
Speaker 1: And I no, No, don't tell you about that. So
Speaker 1: when we talked about fresh and Fair, I don't know
Speaker 1: if I mentioned this and I was supposed to be
Speaker 1: on and I started going off so much on the
Speaker 1: phone with Andrew. He was like, I can't. I can't
Speaker 1: do this because it's almost like I'm bringing you in
Speaker 1: to bid them. I just I'm gonna have to let
Speaker 1: it cook myself. Like I think he said it was
Speaker 1: something along those lines, but basically he was like, if
Speaker 1: I do this, it's gonna make me look like I
Speaker 1: needed like they did but I do see what he meant,
Speaker 1: because he's like, if you sit there, it's just like
Speaker 1: now it's too much because I would. I don't know, bro,
Speaker 1: I don't know how to do it. I just think
Speaker 1: there is there is a difference between living and walking
Speaker 1: in and just knowing how to talk. Before we get
Speaker 1: out of here, though I didn't want go ahead, I
Speaker 1: didn't want to say one thing about Superhea. They made
Speaker 1: me think she wasn't necessarily the smartest well, I mean
Speaker 1: as far as far as marketing herself. Girl, she was
Speaker 1: hole ass Mary and still like, oh but it bow
Speaker 1: out or Wayne want me to jump on a flight.
Speaker 1: I just think that's talking ship like whatever. But here's
Speaker 1: where what I do. She starts this rebranding and I
Speaker 1: told you they reached out to me. I saw it
Speaker 1: all and um, so she didn't get paid for it.
Speaker 1: Shout out to the company didn't pay her. She made
Speaker 1: a screenshot and I'll send it to you. She made
Speaker 1: a whole Instagram cash that they didn't get their money.
Speaker 1: That's why the show stopped. I mean, I'm gonna be
Speaker 1: real with you. I mean, Alex did that job. He
Speaker 1: got paid, well, she didn't, which is why it's that's
Speaker 1: sucked up and she made a whole post. So here's
Speaker 1: the thing. So Alex wanted to help her. Don't make
Speaker 1: some content right, So she came to WTF in Hollywood
Speaker 1: and they were trying to figure out a format they
Speaker 1: like that and he said something to me, and I
Speaker 1: believe he said this to her as well. He said, Yo,
Speaker 1: she's doing the Elizabeth thing. Cool. I want to help
Speaker 1: her with this. But she had a viral clip on
Speaker 1: Cocktails talking about Superhead mom. Why would you give them
Speaker 1: all of that? And that's what Alex said. He was like,
Speaker 1: if you're gonna give it and no shade to Erika
Speaker 1: or Mila to get what you can out of your
Speaker 1: fucking guests, you know who you're sitting with, but like
Speaker 1: you're gonna give up the juice? She done another show, No,
Speaker 1: she did the same thing, uh or not on your own.
Speaker 1: But before she started her own, she was on Clubhouse
Speaker 1: Weekly was shout out to study digital and my girl,
Speaker 1: I think that the reason. I don't know. So the
Speaker 1: thing that you said about her forming sentences and run on,
Speaker 1: I don't know if I agree with that. I don't
Speaker 1: know if it's true that I didn't get to listen
Speaker 1: long enough. But this is what I would say. She
Speaker 1: doesn't let people cut her off. I wanted her to
Speaker 1: talk about she doesn't allow people to question her. I
Speaker 1: want that. I want her to be my my lip
Speaker 1: service but that But that's where I feel like. I
Speaker 1: don't know if because she wrote a book, because she's
Speaker 1: so good with words, if if we were to sit
Speaker 1: with any of the people we just named and they
Speaker 1: said things and we were able to question them, I
Speaker 1: don't know how quickly they could answer those questions because
Speaker 1: they were going in knowing. But that's what they want
Speaker 1: to It's like, if it wasn't gonna change your image,
Speaker 1: she's gonna be super han foul. I mean, it's hard,
Speaker 1: which is why I don't want saying. If you don't
Speaker 1: want people to call you super had anymore, I hear
Speaker 1: get that. I don't like when people call me horse.
Speaker 1: And you're still talking about Wayne and bow Wow and
Speaker 1: ship that we read in your book from ten years ago.
Speaker 1: How do you expect to rebrand? Were you still talking
Speaker 1: about the same ship? Totally confused me. I thought she
Speaker 1: should have went on Good Moms and fucking gave us
Speaker 1: the content we would have gotten you know what you
Speaker 1: have people go if they want to exactly now, It's
Speaker 1: like if I click on this ship and I only
Speaker 1: hear the same thing that wasn't that wasn't smart to
Speaker 1: me exactly, I agree, before we get out of here,
Speaker 1: when end? What a whole male um? And this one UM?
Speaker 1: I think, I think it's really good. It says, please
Speaker 1: help this giver make his girlfriend a give her to
Speaker 1: Dear Mandy and Wheezy. I mean, might be one of
Speaker 1: the handful of guys that listen to your podcast, but
Speaker 1: it's a great listen and I've learned a lot. This
Speaker 1: past year, I worked as an overnight associate and came
Speaker 1: across your podcast after only listening to music and sporthheads
Speaker 1: talked to pass the time in the dual world of
Speaker 1: stocking shots stocking shelves. Sorry, listening to your podcast accelerated
Speaker 1: my sexual desires and opened up a whole new world
Speaker 1: of how to please my woman. I grew up very conservative,
Speaker 1: and I still am. Early in our relationship, I would
Speaker 1: say our sex was plain and standard compared to the
Speaker 1: sex we have now. We've been dating for five years,
Speaker 1: twenty three and twenty four years old. I know her
Speaker 1: body a lot more her and how to make her come.
Speaker 1: Although we have great sex, I feel like she's slightly
Speaker 1: taking advantage of knowing that she's with a man who
Speaker 1: is a giver. For years, she was the one making
Speaker 1: the first moves, but now roles have reversed in My
Speaker 1: attraction to her is soaring, so much though, that I
Speaker 1: literally do research on different pussy eating techniques, how to
Speaker 1: make her come, and how to make our sex lives better.
Speaker 1: I make things spontaneous, like eating her out on the
Speaker 1: on her lunch break, or only fingering her before bed
Speaker 1: and withholding dick. That's cute, you know what I mean.
Speaker 1: I still expressing my wants in the bedroom to her,
Speaker 1: and it seems like pulling teeth to have her give
Speaker 1: me just head When I do speak up, I've expressed
Speaker 1: that more head would be nice, but I wish I
Speaker 1: didn't have to ask for it, just like she doesn't
Speaker 1: have to get asked to get her pussy eight because
Speaker 1: I want to. She calls herself a pillow princess, and
Speaker 1: I'm totally fine with it, but I blame myself for
Speaker 1: making her that way. I know she has said that
Speaker 1: her jaw hurts giving me head or it's tiring for her.
Speaker 1: Dane were here right? As women, here we go. Here's
Speaker 1: what the question as women, how would you express that? Like? Okay?
Speaker 1: As women, that's why it's like weird now as women,
Speaker 1: how would you want? Oh? How would you want a
Speaker 1: man to express how he wants head? And how do you? Oh?
Speaker 1: And then for the other men, how do you as
Speaker 1: a man express you want head? This is we can't
Speaker 1: answer that. She's done it before and it's great. I
Speaker 1: just wish you would want to do it more often.
Speaker 1: I know it isn't because I'm small seven and a
Speaker 1: half and just just I know it's I know if
Speaker 1: that's where the hurt jaw comes from. But it's not.
Speaker 1: Or I'm not groom because I take care of the
Speaker 1: hair down there. I know it's not because my dick
Speaker 1: is ugly passports someone from girls. I'm coming to you
Speaker 1: best anonymous point. There's I've met a few people that
Speaker 1: don't like just don't like, don't so to me. My
Speaker 1: my advice to you would be sorry to if you
Speaker 1: have a partner who who doesn't like sucking dick, sorry,
Speaker 1: I would ask you because you're not really sure what
Speaker 1: all other things are turned on by you. We say
Speaker 1: this to women a lot. You know, any things don't
Speaker 1: like to you? Pussy? What? What? No? No, no. We
Speaker 1: say a lot to women that you can't expect a
Speaker 1: man to please you without you knowing what turns you on.
Speaker 1: So I would say, if head is probably the one
Speaker 1: thing right now that you want but you're not getting,
Speaker 1: I would implore you to find out what other things
Speaker 1: really turn you on. Is it role playing, is it rimming?
Speaker 1: Is it nipple play? Is it seeing her dressed up?
Speaker 1: Think of other things that really really really turn you
Speaker 1: on and introduce that. I would also see if also
Speaker 1: maybe she's okay with you bringing toys and so where
Speaker 1: maybe she doesn't want to suck your dick. See if
Speaker 1: maybe you can introduce fleshlights or things that emulate oral
Speaker 1: sex with toys for you. We say that a lot
Speaker 1: for for us, and so I would say that would
Speaker 1: be my advice to you, just too. Maybe flip it around,
Speaker 1: see if you can introduce toys and maybe focus on
Speaker 1: other things that would really please you, and maybe lean
Speaker 1: towards that to ask her to do I'm a really
Speaker 1: good sucker and I'm not having sex, and this bitch
Speaker 1: is getting funed she's getting funedeno. Well you mad alright, Well, guys,
Speaker 1: thank you for tuning into another episode of Horrible Decisions.
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Speaker 1: the own by y'all. If Bony's beat, Welcome back. I'm
Speaker 1: trying to get my ship together. Yes, welcome, welcome back.
Speaker 1: It's so crazy because we recorded pretty much the next
Speaker 1: month of Horrible Decisions last week, and it was giving.
Speaker 1: I haven't had sex, it was giving, I haven't gone
Speaker 1: the date. It was giving. I don't even know what
Speaker 1: I'm gonna talk about. And I ended up going out
Speaker 1: this weekend and literally in the last few days, I
Speaker 1: have met two guys that I'm talking to. One is local,
Speaker 1: one doesn't live here. But the one that lives here
Speaker 1: already has a nickname. His nickname is Black Jesus. Already
Speaker 1: told him not to listen to the podcast as but
Speaker 1: he knows his name is Black Jesus because he's giving
Speaker 1: Black Jesus. He looks like Black Jesus. And what's crazy
Speaker 1: is so well y'all talk about how having met him
Speaker 1: because I was like not even looking today. I went
Speaker 1: to this party over the weekend. No, we actually went
Speaker 1: to Everyday People together. We spent the whole weekend together
Speaker 1: after meeting each other. So and then we also had
Speaker 1: a date last night. So I have now spent three
Speaker 1: of the last four days with him. Uh yeah, I
Speaker 1: don't really. I mean he's great. So let me tell
Speaker 1: y'all to t about how to funk I even met him.
Speaker 1: So I'm at this party on Saturday and I lose
Speaker 1: my home girl. Not that I lost her. She went
Speaker 1: to the bathroom and so I left the table to
Speaker 1: go look for her. Is he a Brooklyn nigga? Rewind
Speaker 1: He lives in Brooklyn. But he's not a Brooklyn nigga. No,
Speaker 1: not even he's an ex fat he's an exact like yeah,
Speaker 1: like he's he's been in New York less time than
Speaker 1: I am, like the States. He's not American, yeah like
Speaker 1: x not like he's not from New York, like he
Speaker 1: was from somewhere else and lives here now. Um So, anyways,
Speaker 1: I'm looking for my home girls. Let me let y'all know.
Speaker 1: I am drunk as fun and all shrubs at the
Speaker 1: same time. So I just took like this little square
Speaker 1: of the chocolate shrums and I was like, okay, it's
Speaker 1: a vine. Why you It took me so long to
Speaker 1: even take the square because so many of our fans
Speaker 1: were there. It was like overwhelming for me, like I
Speaker 1: was on FaceTime, Like every man that approached me called
Speaker 1: their girlfriend or wife and had me on face time
Speaker 1: with your girl wife. And then all the girls that
Speaker 1: were there, we're just like by like offering me during
Speaker 1: and I'm like, yeah, I'm already drunk. So anyways, I
Speaker 1: go to find my home girls after I'm feeling a
Speaker 1: little buzz on the shrooms and I passed him, and
Speaker 1: I didn't know what to do. Because I'm on shrooms
Speaker 1: and I don't know what this, like, what's going on?
Speaker 1: So i just started me mugging his ass and I'm
Speaker 1: like I'm just me mugging. I don't need no words
Speaker 1: even come out. And he was like what's up? And
Speaker 1: I was like, you find and ship. That's literally the
Speaker 1: only thing that came out of my mouth. I'm like,
Speaker 1: you're actually too fine to be here? What you doing here?
Speaker 1: What you funny? All I knew was saying so where
Speaker 1: to God? That's all PBu. So it was like a
Speaker 1: party like with tons of like all the Africans and
Speaker 1: Nigerians and like a lot of people had like their
Speaker 1: African garbs on women. Was fine. So anyways, I approached
Speaker 1: him and I'm like, you you find ship and literally
Speaker 1: know how to say. And then I'm like, you know what,
Speaker 1: I have my whole foot in my mouth. Sorry, I'm
Speaker 1: on shrooms. Would you like something? All I knew was
Speaker 1: to do was to offer him drugs? So mind you
Speaker 1: his responses, I'm actually shruman right now. Yeah, sure I'll
Speaker 1: take something. So he takes some and I'm like, well,
Speaker 1: I'm still looking for my friends, but I would really
Speaker 1: like to exchange, like information. Can I get your Instagram
Speaker 1: or your phone number? At this point, foot in my
Speaker 1: mouth again, He's like, yeah, let's exchange instagrams. So I
Speaker 1: immediately feel curged. I immediately feel like Nigga ain funking
Speaker 1: with me, because anytime I really don't want to give
Speaker 1: someone my number, I give them my Instagram, even though
Speaker 1: I asked for Instagram. And I think I only felt
Speaker 1: curve too, because the nigga's Instagram was prictant. So I'm like, Nigga,
Speaker 1: this does me no good. I'm not gonna remember your page.
Speaker 1: Now I have to follow you, like I'm not even
Speaker 1: gonna remember what your name is to find you through
Speaker 1: who I followed. So I was just like, okay, well
Speaker 1: this was pointless. So anyways I find my I'm like,
Speaker 1: all right, well, I'm gonna go find my friends. I
Speaker 1: find my friends. We go back to the table and
Speaker 1: we're vibe now like I'm with my friends. He had
Speaker 1: to the table and goes to like touch my shoulder
Speaker 1: to chat. I say, hey, so I'm with my friends. Now,
Speaker 1: there's a lot of really good looking women in here.
Speaker 1: You should like do a walkthrough, go get some numbers,
Speaker 1: like that's what you're here for right and like completely
Speaker 1: dismissed him, completely, dismissed that Nick so