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Speaker 1: Hey guys, it's the girl mandyb Hi am weezy and

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Speaker 1: we are the host of the Horrible Decisions podcast. Just

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Speaker 1: wanting to let you know that we are being a

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Speaker 1: That's right, that's October one, and seconds look forward to

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Speaker 1: I don't know if we've ever done a panel together,

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Speaker 1: but it's not a live show, but we get to

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Speaker 1: talk amongst you guys, and I'm really looking forward to

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Speaker 1: being in Brooklyn and baby, yes, ma'am. Well, get your

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Speaker 1: We can't wait to see you there. Now, let's get

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Speaker 1: to the show. Guess what decision we're about to make.

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Speaker 1: Horrible Decisions. Welcome everybody to yet another episode of Horrid Blas.

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Speaker 1: This is y'all you want to be friends, which I

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Speaker 1: ain't gonna hold you. The only reason why I keep

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Speaker 1: doing it is because somebody literally is can you please

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Speaker 1: starting the pot? It makes my week when you started

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Speaker 1: and yourk It's not really because I feel like French

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Speaker 1: to be alive. Like see, I don't like that. I

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Speaker 1: started learning because I'm doing a duolingo. Now you're doing

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Speaker 1: what I'm learning French. No you're not. I'm trying to

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Speaker 1: move to Paris for like six months. I told you that,

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Speaker 1: and I want to know French. So you know what's

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Speaker 1: crazy to me? Though, That's why I don't really do

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Speaker 1: it like that. I don't know how like what you

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Speaker 1: want that they have a gag like that. I wasn't saying.

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Speaker 1: So you know, rue, it's street, you know, you see

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Speaker 1: it on the on the streets like it's a big

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Speaker 1: word route but it's and you take your tongue and

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Speaker 1: put it about blue. I don't even like jagging on Dick.

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Speaker 1: I'm not gonna when I talked. But so it's gonna

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Speaker 1: be what I mean, it's giving a horror blade. This

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Speaker 1: is it's gonna be my motherfucking language. I'm your girl, man,

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Speaker 1: dB A k full corpus ak a ded beach Hi,

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Speaker 1: I'm wheezy, welcome back to another episode. It can be

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Speaker 1: just it's just y'all saying y'all like us there we go, Uh,

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Speaker 1: y'all be saying y'all like when we be just solo.

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Speaker 1: So we're gonna give you'all solo, even though we literally

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Speaker 1: right now are two single assholes trying to figure out

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Speaker 1: what we even Mother five one Mandy, I was like,

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Speaker 1: I don't know, we ye and then we didn't have guests.

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Speaker 1: I'm not going, but I got a story for you. Yeah,

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Speaker 1: so we're gonna get into that story. I wanted to

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Speaker 1: just start off with some really really slight excitement. Um,

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Speaker 1: and this is how you know. I don't know if

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Speaker 1: it's that I'm in my thirties. I don't know if

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Speaker 1: it's just because I don't have dick right now, but

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Speaker 1: the excitement for me this week with Pumpkin Spice being back,

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Speaker 1: and that's where I know, that's where we'll never get

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Speaker 1: a fucking live show chick about again. I'm excited about

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Speaker 1: Pumpkin's Rice and Bro and I'm excited too because my

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Speaker 1: week is back. I want to shout out to Kid

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Speaker 1: Fiery and Crystal the read is finally back after they break.

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Speaker 1: So I just wanted to shout out the read. But yeah,

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Speaker 1: like I really had to do like a self reflection

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Speaker 1: should be this excited about Pumpkin Spice being bad. You

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Speaker 1: got nothing else, but I have nothing else, No dick,

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Speaker 1: no couci, no nothing. And while I was this close

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Speaker 1: to like, Okay, maybe I'm gonna pull up to the

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Speaker 1: sex club, I'm too scared because both sex clubs that

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Speaker 1: I go to monkey Box no, but are queer friendly,

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Speaker 1: and the CDC keep making it seem like it's something

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Speaker 1: with men that deal with men. And while I'm fully

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Speaker 1: accepting of that and would actually love myself to find

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Speaker 1: one of you to deal with me and fuck me. Um,

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Speaker 1: I'm too scared to go into these spaces where people

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Speaker 1: able to see the legions on somebody if they started.

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Speaker 1: I just don't want to do the sex club right now. Um,

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Speaker 1: Monkey Box is no, it's terrified. I would rather have

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Speaker 1: COVID and clamydia at the same time before monkey pops,

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Speaker 1: because I'm gonna tell you what one of them you

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Speaker 1: is which pops me and something you can see it

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Speaker 1: shows how fucking vain our country. And then when we

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Speaker 1: weren't here to possibly die, but now you're scared to

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Speaker 1: have some bumps on you? Which we did you ever

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Speaker 1: have chicken pox? I don't remember. I guess I did, right,

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Speaker 1: I did? Then we all? I mean yeah, especially if

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Speaker 1: pox and lice at daycare? Don't do that? What that's how?

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Speaker 1: You know what? You know, black people don't get legs. Really,

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Speaker 1: this is what we're doing. Y'all know this, right? Black

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Speaker 1: people don't get lives, bro, Yes they can. They can't

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Speaker 1: if they're full natural. So what I'm gonna tell you

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Speaker 1: the reason why black people don't get lights hold is

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Speaker 1: because of the hair products. Like if you're using a

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Speaker 1: And I swear to god, it ain't just a race thing, bro,

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Speaker 1: don't sit here, make me be super white. You remember

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Speaker 1: when we thought Nicks couldn't get COVID? Just hold my

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Speaker 1: friend that I was like, you know what, you know what,

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Speaker 1: there was a time that black people really thought that

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Speaker 1: they couldn't get COVID. Bro, And then and then what's

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Speaker 1: his name Rudy, the French Rudy. They said it's because

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Speaker 1: because he bought racial it's Coily here, that's why. Oh wait, Coily,

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Speaker 1: here's that texture. Oh okay, And clearly I got mored

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Speaker 1: miss Tammy here I do. I ain't even gonna hold you.

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Speaker 1: yo white. Yeah, I'm reading it now. It says interesting.

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Speaker 1: It's like a Laura dot com the truth and the

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Speaker 1: myth behind the black people can't get lights and apparently

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Speaker 1: it's it's it's quote unquote not entirely true, but it's

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Speaker 1: mainly because life prefer the infestations, uh prefer straight here.

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Speaker 1: Very very interesting, very very freaking interesting. Um, well, before

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Speaker 1: you get see the story, UM, I want to shout

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Speaker 1: out our patrons, so let me tell y'all. If you

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Speaker 1: have not yet, you should join our patreon as Patreon

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Speaker 1: dot com backslash horrible decisions. Um. I have been hopping

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Speaker 1: in and out of the Discord quite a bit, and

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Speaker 1: so our discord channels are by far fat life sls

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Speaker 1: uh any other sex lifestyle. It's another lifestyle at something

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Speaker 1: on Horrible Decisions, and our discord is literally that. So

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Speaker 1: there are cities. It's broken up into cities. They have

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Speaker 1: fucking jobs. Um, and then there's a section where they

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Speaker 1: share videos and pictures, which, by the way, as much

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Speaker 1: as I love that y'all are meeting on the discord

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Speaker 1: and fucking the horhive, y'all have got to stop sending

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Speaker 1: us the videos like we believe you when you send

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Speaker 1: in stories and home to me. No, it's in the

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Speaker 1: Horrible I don't know if you went through some of

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Speaker 1: like the homemail, like the pictures video you like that

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Speaker 1: But for a wholemail, and I look at email like

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Speaker 1: I'm corporate. I don't want to look at somebody budda

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Speaker 1: hole spread open whole mail. You don't in a caveat

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Speaker 1: homemail plus attachment, Yeah, can you put a tell homemail

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Speaker 1: a lot of the homemails and it's like, you don't

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Speaker 1: check the video out. There's a whole is it fly?

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Speaker 1: I'm gonna send you one. Somebody has a whole video

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Speaker 1: sucking dick in our Horrible Decisions T shirt? And was like,

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Speaker 1: do you like it? Like? Is it okay if I

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Speaker 1: posted somewhere? I said, of course, you have a horrible decisiencychail. Nonetheless,

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Speaker 1: it's it okay if I posted else. Like a month ago,

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Speaker 1: I went to Atlanta for invest Best and I go

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Speaker 1: into the discord and in the Atlanta channel there's a

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Speaker 1: I was the one that mentioned the Lakers shirt and

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Speaker 1: I told you I had a horrible story. You know,

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Speaker 1: two guys one girls vibe? Is there videos and pictures

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Speaker 1: in there? No? But my nigga is twenty one minute bro,

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Speaker 1: see what I mean? Now, nigga, who the hell go

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Speaker 1: listen to this? See what I mean? Okay? Yeah, oh

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Speaker 1: in case we have to bleep something out. But and

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Speaker 1: when I was in Atlanta for invest Best, I pulled

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Speaker 1: me what he does as a side job. What would

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Speaker 1: of other than only fans? Think of the most wild

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Speaker 1: side job side hustle that you can think of? Being

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Speaker 1: a cuck hold some person, not sex work. But it's horrible,

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Speaker 1: but it's very horrible. And it's not only fans selling panties,

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Speaker 1: tell you what one of our wore Hive members not ship. No,

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Speaker 1: this nigga is the build Did you hear that, Emily?

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Speaker 1: She said, he is the builder of glory Hold Doors.

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Speaker 1: Bro He builds glory Hold doors on his side as

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Speaker 1: a side hustle. And he said that there is a

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Speaker 1: I would love to visit the next time I go.

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Speaker 1: He said it was his craftsmanship. It's not only so

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Speaker 1: aheado like space. I always assumed maybe because I watched

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Speaker 1: a porn that glory holes were a thing for the

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Speaker 1: on the days gay ship is such, there's so much

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Speaker 1: did not know that it was hetero and he was like, no,

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Speaker 1: So I helped build the doors, Like there's a whole

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Speaker 1: It's Charlotte. I'm with one of my NBA niggas. And

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Speaker 1: when we had Our Lives Show Charlotte, this is pre

424
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Speaker 1: this is pre pandemic. We only went once, right, we

425
00:21:49,840 --> 00:21:53,520
Speaker 1: only went once. So my little NBA niggative Charlotte. He

426
00:21:53,560 --> 00:21:55,840
Speaker 1: was in Charlotte at the time. We go to a

427
00:21:55,920 --> 00:21:57,680
Speaker 1: hookah bar the day before, because you know, we fly

428
00:21:57,720 --> 00:22:00,240
Speaker 1: into cities normally the day before, so I link with him.

429
00:22:00,400 --> 00:22:02,480
Speaker 1: We do the hookah bar. He comes over and I

430
00:22:02,560 --> 00:22:05,639
Speaker 1: talked about how I like didn't end up cause I

431
00:22:05,840 --> 00:22:07,280
Speaker 1: started my period that night and I shared it at

432
00:22:07,280 --> 00:22:09,880
Speaker 1: the live show. But anyways, we go to the hookah bar.

433
00:22:10,320 --> 00:22:12,160
Speaker 1: Not only does the bar center at the hookah bar

434
00:22:12,200 --> 00:22:14,879
Speaker 1: know me. As we're walking in, a fan is walking

435
00:22:14,880 --> 00:22:17,280
Speaker 1: out that's coming to the live show the next day.

436
00:22:18,000 --> 00:22:21,280
Speaker 1: So I'm sitting with him at this fucking hookah bar.

437
00:22:22,240 --> 00:22:24,040
Speaker 1: And after we sat in our chair, because mind you,

438
00:22:24,080 --> 00:22:25,720
Speaker 1: she of course wants a picture, He's like, man, I

439
00:22:25,720 --> 00:22:28,280
Speaker 1: got you this nigga is sucking six eight. He knows

440
00:22:28,320 --> 00:22:30,800
Speaker 1: me from being a ho ho ho ho ho because

441
00:22:30,800 --> 00:22:33,360
Speaker 1: I was eight. Hear knew this naked and the way

442
00:22:33,400 --> 00:22:38,800
Speaker 1: we even held a whole conversation. His response was, Nigga,

443
00:22:39,480 --> 00:22:41,800
Speaker 1: I just took up someone just wanted to didn't even

444
00:22:41,800 --> 00:22:44,000
Speaker 1: care about me. Mind you, he was in the NBA

445
00:22:44,119 --> 00:22:48,480
Speaker 1: for like eight years. He's like, yo, I don't know

446
00:22:48,520 --> 00:22:50,560
Speaker 1: if I don't know if that's something I could get

447
00:22:50,640 --> 00:22:54,040
Speaker 1: used to because of who he was, what his life was,

448
00:22:54,359 --> 00:22:56,879
Speaker 1: and how he was just completely ignored because it was

449
00:22:56,920 --> 00:22:58,800
Speaker 1: a fan of me. I don't know, Mandy, if someone

450
00:22:58,880 --> 00:23:00,960
Speaker 1: knew you from before, maybe, but Nick's dating I g

451
00:23:01,119 --> 00:23:04,360
Speaker 1: Batty's that. I saw Cheney Jones the other day Kanye's girl. Bro,

452
00:23:04,480 --> 00:23:08,440
Speaker 1: she barely could make it, honestly, like people were only

453
00:23:08,440 --> 00:23:12,080
Speaker 1: because she's fucking Kanye. Once she stops sucking. Conway girl

454
00:23:12,320 --> 00:23:18,600
Speaker 1: are famous too, and they suck Um. They fucked him,

455
00:23:18,640 --> 00:23:21,919
Speaker 1: they fuck him, fuck him data back, like stop they

456
00:23:21,960 --> 00:23:26,160
Speaker 1: fuck him. Anyway, I wanted to tell you a little

457
00:23:26,160 --> 00:23:27,840
Speaker 1: bit of a rebuttal to this. One of my favorite

458
00:23:27,880 --> 00:23:31,680
Speaker 1: clips I've seen recently, that Brent Faia's clip about women

459
00:23:31,720 --> 00:23:34,520
Speaker 1: with power and energy and whatever and men being attractive

460
00:23:34,520 --> 00:23:37,560
Speaker 1: to that. I do believe that is a real thing, right,

461
00:23:37,920 --> 00:23:42,439
Speaker 1: I do. We cant no, No, there's really good points

462
00:23:42,600 --> 00:23:44,240
Speaker 1: on both of them, because I do agree with the

463
00:23:44,240 --> 00:23:47,480
Speaker 1: availability thing you're saying, Like there's a guy right now

464
00:23:47,480 --> 00:23:49,159
Speaker 1: on my line that I think we're gonna have a

465
00:23:49,160 --> 00:23:53,119
Speaker 1: weekend in Montreal because it's the moment that like he'll

466
00:23:53,160 --> 00:23:54,920
Speaker 1: be there, but I'll be in New York around Afro

467
00:23:55,000 --> 00:23:56,680
Speaker 1: punk because he can't get on the West Coast because

468
00:23:56,680 --> 00:23:59,440
Speaker 1: he'll be in Hawaii. Like it's too much. But something

469
00:23:59,480 --> 00:24:03,240
Speaker 1: I was thinking about, Um, just a for instance, like

470
00:24:05,080 --> 00:24:07,639
Speaker 1: I've been watching Freddie Gives and his girlfriend and they

471
00:24:07,640 --> 00:24:09,840
Speaker 1: look super cute online and every time you go in

472
00:24:09,880 --> 00:24:11,880
Speaker 1: her comments people are so mean to her because she's

473
00:24:11,880 --> 00:24:13,960
Speaker 1: an only fan, saying she's a porn star in this

474
00:24:14,080 --> 00:24:17,800
Speaker 1: she is, but right, but like talking tagging Freddy like

475
00:24:17,880 --> 00:24:20,720
Speaker 1: he gives a fuck Now. I haven't had this conversation

476
00:24:20,760 --> 00:24:23,200
Speaker 1: about it with Freddy yet, but what I would be

477
00:24:23,240 --> 00:24:28,200
Speaker 1: assuming is that you understand and can isolate that one experience. Right,

478
00:24:28,600 --> 00:24:31,680
Speaker 1: you're a fucking rapper, You're also a dad, you're also

479
00:24:31,720 --> 00:24:35,159
Speaker 1: an actor, you're also can whatever. Like I do believe

480
00:24:35,160 --> 00:24:38,440
Speaker 1: that entertainers can isolate that ship. I really do. And

481
00:24:38,480 --> 00:24:41,520
Speaker 1: I think that a girl like that obviously she's sucking hot,

482
00:24:41,640 --> 00:24:44,240
Speaker 1: but also what nigga can handle you doing? And only

483
00:24:44,280 --> 00:24:47,119
Speaker 1: fans but someone else who is famous. And it's things

484
00:24:47,200 --> 00:24:51,439
Speaker 1: like that that really make me feel like I don't

485
00:24:51,520 --> 00:24:55,280
Speaker 1: know if I'll really meet a guy that's not semi

486
00:24:55,359 --> 00:24:59,000
Speaker 1: in my world that will be able to handle what

487
00:24:59,040 --> 00:25:02,320
Speaker 1: I do, because will only grow. I'm just this is all.

488
00:25:02,400 --> 00:25:05,439
Speaker 1: This is the trajectory if someone was a betting person.

489
00:25:06,119 --> 00:25:08,640
Speaker 1: There ain't been an l taking since I've started the show,

490
00:25:08,760 --> 00:25:11,280
Speaker 1: since you started the show, like Boon, we just keep growing,

491
00:25:11,320 --> 00:25:13,159
Speaker 1: making more money every year, So what the funk am

492
00:25:13,200 --> 00:25:17,040
Speaker 1: I going to do? Like I don't really know what

493
00:25:17,080 --> 00:25:21,040
Speaker 1: it's gonna be, but like my my faith part is

494
00:25:21,040 --> 00:25:24,160
Speaker 1: just lower niggas. So last night, speaking of glory hole,

495
00:25:24,320 --> 00:25:26,399
Speaker 1: kind of funny. I go have a spotty with my

496
00:25:26,400 --> 00:25:29,879
Speaker 1: home girl. I'm getting frustrated just thinking about niggas. I'm like,

497
00:25:30,040 --> 00:25:31,159
Speaker 1: I don't need to go to bed because I'm in

498
00:25:31,200 --> 00:25:34,520
Speaker 1: a bad mood that says, you know what. I want

499
00:25:34,520 --> 00:25:37,520
Speaker 1: to have sex, but I'm having trouble having sex because

500
00:25:38,280 --> 00:25:40,879
Speaker 1: either I'll find someone attractive and they started talking, or

501
00:25:41,119 --> 00:25:43,400
Speaker 1: I'm interested in someone not that attracted to them when

502
00:25:43,400 --> 00:25:44,960
Speaker 1: they where they look. I keep I have this look

503
00:25:45,000 --> 00:25:47,920
Speaker 1: in my head. Whatever do I need a glory all?

504
00:25:48,080 --> 00:25:50,360
Speaker 1: Like I just need to have sex and not look

505
00:25:50,359 --> 00:25:52,800
Speaker 1: at the person. Should I just have anonymous sex right now?

506
00:25:52,840 --> 00:25:54,560
Speaker 1: And I was like, you can, that's easy to get, bro,

507
00:25:54,720 --> 00:25:56,200
Speaker 1: I know, but then the fine and you're gonna just

508
00:25:56,240 --> 00:26:00,200
Speaker 1: dropped some nigg off. I know then chicken that with Bro,

509
00:26:00,520 --> 00:26:03,159
Speaker 1: like just getting a one nice chance. But I'm too

510
00:26:03,200 --> 00:26:05,960
Speaker 1: we go. I can't. But that's Mandy. I think my

511
00:26:05,960 --> 00:26:08,280
Speaker 1: puss he's broken. I'm mad, don and turning. Do you

512
00:26:08,320 --> 00:26:10,200
Speaker 1: I don't gonna hold you. I can't have sex without intimacy.

513
00:26:10,400 --> 00:26:13,199
Speaker 1: Are you taking my trash out? Or you have to

514
00:26:13,200 --> 00:26:15,000
Speaker 1: pay me a large amount of money for me to

515
00:26:15,040 --> 00:26:17,880
Speaker 1: be a paid hole again. But I'm dying trying to mask.

516
00:26:18,040 --> 00:26:21,439
Speaker 1: We're both dying. Clearly, we're both dying. I hope this

517
00:26:21,480 --> 00:26:25,680
Speaker 1: is relative. We're lying. I'm we're dying. We're lying, We're dying.

518
00:26:26,480 --> 00:26:30,280
Speaker 1: I swear i'm and I'm not the masturbator of the show.

519
00:26:30,560 --> 00:26:34,440
Speaker 1: I masturbate anywhere. You are the master playing. I know

520
00:26:35,000 --> 00:26:37,520
Speaker 1: I cannot fucking come right now. I'm not on Anti.

521
00:26:37,840 --> 00:26:39,800
Speaker 1: I can't bro if I masturbate. I think about the

522
00:26:39,880 --> 00:26:41,360
Speaker 1: last time I had sex. I'm like, I'm not thinking

523
00:26:41,400 --> 00:26:45,359
Speaker 1: about this thing. I cannot come. What do you think about? Huh?

524
00:26:45,440 --> 00:26:50,800
Speaker 1: When brom, I'm do you know what's crazy? I feel

525
00:26:50,800 --> 00:26:54,040
Speaker 1: like it's been two months for me too, only because bitch,

526
00:26:54,440 --> 00:26:56,800
Speaker 1: I don't talk to me because you told me, will

527
00:26:56,840 --> 00:26:59,560
Speaker 1: you have your hood? Nigga? You can fuck so No.

528
00:27:00,040 --> 00:27:02,960
Speaker 1: I told you I didn't have him for the last book.

529
00:27:02,960 --> 00:27:05,760
Speaker 1: Get him back, Mandy, No, I am going to get

530
00:27:05,760 --> 00:27:07,280
Speaker 1: it back. He's the one I told you I hit

531
00:27:07,400 --> 00:27:10,120
Speaker 1: up a couple of weeks ago, like, oh, come fuck

532
00:27:10,160 --> 00:27:12,520
Speaker 1: me so hard, come in my pussy will not really

533
00:27:12,520 --> 00:27:14,639
Speaker 1: come on, pussy, I say, come me hard, and then

534
00:27:14,640 --> 00:27:16,280
Speaker 1: I want to use the bathroom of my fucking period.

535
00:27:16,280 --> 00:27:18,399
Speaker 1: Can't because sucking the world is a hater. The universe

536
00:27:18,400 --> 00:27:20,280
Speaker 1: does not want me to get fucked. Do you think

537
00:27:20,320 --> 00:27:23,080
Speaker 1: I sucked since then? No? Because now the nigga, it's

538
00:27:23,080 --> 00:27:26,000
Speaker 1: a possibility because wait, wait then, I remember Sex of

539
00:27:26,040 --> 00:27:28,440
Speaker 1: the city. You don't have a boyfriend, a great apartment,

540
00:27:28,520 --> 00:27:31,760
Speaker 1: money all at the same time. Nigga, we got apartment,

541
00:27:31,840 --> 00:27:34,440
Speaker 1: we got lit fucking bank accounts. Is this why I

542
00:27:34,480 --> 00:27:37,399
Speaker 1: got a nigga? Because guess what, bitch, When my I

543
00:27:37,480 --> 00:27:40,000
Speaker 1: was getting renovated, I was getting fucked. And the ship

544
00:27:40,160 --> 00:27:42,080
Speaker 1: is fixed and now I had to dig for the

545
00:27:42,520 --> 00:27:44,480
Speaker 1: last two years, which, by the way, we're gonna talk

546
00:27:44,480 --> 00:27:47,879
Speaker 1: about it on this episode. But he's been listening to

547
00:27:47,920 --> 00:27:50,960
Speaker 1: the Pods since we broke up. I don't. He's so

548
00:27:51,119 --> 00:27:55,840
Speaker 1: upset him but I can miss him. Um, but we're

549
00:27:55,840 --> 00:27:59,199
Speaker 1: not we're not getting back. But I will say, I

550
00:27:59,240 --> 00:28:02,240
Speaker 1: will say, feel like I'm never gonna have sex again. Bro,

551
00:28:02,320 --> 00:28:04,920
Speaker 1: you're gonna fuck your back. I feel like I'm never

552
00:28:04,960 --> 00:28:12,600
Speaker 1: gonna Oh here's where my Also, my faith was not

553
00:28:12,680 --> 00:28:15,040
Speaker 1: restored so I thought at night, I was like, Yo,

554
00:28:15,080 --> 00:28:16,600
Speaker 1: why am I acting like this? Like as bad as

555
00:28:16,920 --> 00:28:18,920
Speaker 1: I'm talking about a glory hole, I'm gonna go out

556
00:28:18,920 --> 00:28:21,359
Speaker 1: and meet somebody cute. Did I go to Dumbo House?

557
00:28:21,760 --> 00:28:24,159
Speaker 1: I was too late, the party was over. Then we

558
00:28:24,200 --> 00:28:26,400
Speaker 1: go to Kind Regards and I'm like, I'm so over

559
00:28:26,400 --> 00:28:29,280
Speaker 1: this ship right now. I'm like, I'm walking home. I'm

560
00:28:29,280 --> 00:28:33,119
Speaker 1: walking home with Alex and Brianda. I see a nigga.

561
00:28:33,200 --> 00:28:37,080
Speaker 1: That's more time. I can't tell what your type is anymore.

562
00:28:37,119 --> 00:28:41,480
Speaker 1: Every time you like, now, if a black dude got

563
00:28:41,480 --> 00:28:45,120
Speaker 1: a little like like he's poor, but he's not. It's giving.

564
00:28:45,200 --> 00:28:47,840
Speaker 1: He goes to pianos on Fridays, No, I don't want

565
00:28:47,840 --> 00:28:51,120
Speaker 1: that type. What's so, what's an alternative? Just chuck up.

566
00:28:53,520 --> 00:28:54,840
Speaker 1: I don't know that this one kind of did look

567
00:28:54,920 --> 00:28:57,160
Speaker 1: like that, but it was giving pianos the hartist. I

568
00:28:57,240 --> 00:29:00,200
Speaker 1: was like, oh, okay anyway, but an aspiring one, that's

569
00:29:00,240 --> 00:29:02,480
Speaker 1: what he looked like, right, No, you have nice clothes

570
00:29:02,480 --> 00:29:05,800
Speaker 1: on your nice watch. Okay. So, uh, he's walking down

571
00:29:05,800 --> 00:29:08,400
Speaker 1: the street. I see him and he's on the phone.

572
00:29:08,440 --> 00:29:10,240
Speaker 1: He's walking fast, but I'm like locking the eyes with

573
00:29:10,360 --> 00:29:13,480
Speaker 1: him and I'm like, you fucking doing anything. So he

574
00:29:13,600 --> 00:29:15,280
Speaker 1: walks across the street. I was like, damn, let me

575
00:29:15,280 --> 00:29:19,560
Speaker 1: walk home. He turns around. I'm like alex Lee Lee.

576
00:29:19,680 --> 00:29:21,840
Speaker 1: I'm like, don't even alexe leeve. I'm like, Brianna, get

577
00:29:21,840 --> 00:29:24,160
Speaker 1: over here. Brianna got uber ready to take her church

578
00:29:24,160 --> 00:29:26,000
Speaker 1: and ass home. I was like, you ain't go nowhere.

579
00:29:26,080 --> 00:29:29,400
Speaker 1: She's like okay, okay, mama, I'm here. He comes across

580
00:29:29,400 --> 00:29:31,800
Speaker 1: the street. We go in the same store as him.

581
00:29:31,840 --> 00:29:35,000
Speaker 1: I have a cigarettes because I don't smoke cigrettes like that.

582
00:29:35,080 --> 00:29:37,680
Speaker 1: But I was like, fuck, this is it. I sit

583
00:29:37,720 --> 00:29:40,720
Speaker 1: down and I'm like, I don't have a lighter. And

584
00:29:40,760 --> 00:29:43,760
Speaker 1: then he gives matches to Brianda like hands up, just

585
00:29:43,800 --> 00:29:48,200
Speaker 1: doesn't say anything like matches like for like when I

586
00:29:48,200 --> 00:29:49,800
Speaker 1: said I didn't ask him for a lighter. I just

587
00:29:49,800 --> 00:29:53,680
Speaker 1: said I didn't have one. So he doesn't talk. He's

588
00:29:53,680 --> 00:29:55,400
Speaker 1: still on the phone. He's looking at me while he's

589
00:29:55,400 --> 00:29:57,360
Speaker 1: on the phone, doesn't say anything, and then he looks

590
00:29:57,400 --> 00:29:59,040
Speaker 1: down at my feet says I have nice shoes. And

591
00:29:59,040 --> 00:30:03,000
Speaker 1: he walks off, and I was like, huh. I was like,

592
00:30:03,360 --> 00:30:05,280
Speaker 1: how did you do that? Was I supposed to say something?

593
00:30:05,280 --> 00:30:08,960
Speaker 1: And Brianna goes, hey, where are you going. I was like, oh,

594
00:30:09,600 --> 00:30:11,440
Speaker 1: So he turns around, doesn't even look at her. It

595
00:30:11,520 --> 00:30:13,080
Speaker 1: was very clear. I was like, talk to you for me.

596
00:30:13,560 --> 00:30:16,120
Speaker 1: So he starts talking to me and I find out

597
00:30:16,160 --> 00:30:18,280
Speaker 1: he's an artist. I don't know if he lives in

598
00:30:18,400 --> 00:30:21,600
Speaker 1: Laurie Side too or whatever, but he was just waiting

599
00:30:21,600 --> 00:30:24,360
Speaker 1: on a friend somehow. When he tells me he's an artist,

600
00:30:24,480 --> 00:30:30,000
Speaker 1: he starts making a comment about how much he had

601
00:30:30,040 --> 00:30:32,000
Speaker 1: to like tidy up for white people today and he's

602
00:30:32,040 --> 00:30:34,680
Speaker 1: never doing it again to sell a piece. I said, yo,

603
00:30:34,760 --> 00:30:37,240
Speaker 1: you know what you sound like. You ever read Widow Boskia?

604
00:30:37,480 --> 00:30:39,160
Speaker 1: He was like, I read it twice. I was like,

605
00:30:39,200 --> 00:30:42,440
Speaker 1: that's my favorite book, Boskia. In this book, it's written,

606
00:30:43,120 --> 00:30:46,040
Speaker 1: I mean, it's told by his ex girlfriend, who says

607
00:30:46,520 --> 00:30:48,560
Speaker 1: he always felt like he was selling himself out to

608
00:30:48,640 --> 00:30:51,360
Speaker 1: white people. So that's why he used to like cross

609
00:30:51,400 --> 00:30:54,240
Speaker 1: out faces and ship like that, because he was like, fun,

610
00:30:54,360 --> 00:30:55,800
Speaker 1: this ship, you wanna pay a million dollars for it?

611
00:30:55,840 --> 00:30:57,880
Speaker 1: I'm a sucking up right now, And I think that's

612
00:30:57,880 --> 00:31:00,360
Speaker 1: so fire. So he invites us to the box. We

613
00:31:00,400 --> 00:31:03,440
Speaker 1: start walking with him. We're flirting, so you have a

614
00:31:03,480 --> 00:31:06,600
Speaker 1: freak to m h and like, I love a little

615
00:31:06,640 --> 00:31:08,400
Speaker 1: like dirty boy. They could get in wherever they want

616
00:31:08,400 --> 00:31:10,400
Speaker 1: to let I like these. Then his friend met up

617
00:31:10,440 --> 00:31:12,320
Speaker 1: with us, who was gay. I already loved that because

618
00:31:12,320 --> 00:31:14,240
Speaker 1: I love when straight niggas with gay niggas. I'm like, oh,

619
00:31:14,280 --> 00:31:17,080
Speaker 1: because that to me is like a pinnacle of you

620
00:31:17,120 --> 00:31:20,400
Speaker 1: don't give a fuck because straight dude, you could be

621
00:31:20,400 --> 00:31:23,200
Speaker 1: bisexual whatever. Maybe you don't know, but straight niggas they

622
00:31:23,240 --> 00:31:26,480
Speaker 1: hang out with gay niggas. That like that to me

623
00:31:26,600 --> 00:31:30,480
Speaker 1: is really my type because I hate that. I'm too

624
00:31:30,600 --> 00:31:32,600
Speaker 1: fucking mask. I don't want people to be confused, Like,

625
00:31:32,600 --> 00:31:34,959
Speaker 1: get the funk out of here. So anyway, we get

626
00:31:35,000 --> 00:31:38,760
Speaker 1: into the box after flirting this whole walk, and then

627
00:31:38,880 --> 00:31:40,880
Speaker 1: he was telling me how it was his birthday a

628
00:31:40,920 --> 00:31:42,920
Speaker 1: few days ago and how he's about to have a shot.

629
00:31:42,960 --> 00:31:44,400
Speaker 1: And then he asked me what I drink. It's this

630
00:31:44,480 --> 00:31:48,880
Speaker 1: flirting thing, Mandy, I go to Brianda all my left.

631
00:31:48,880 --> 00:31:51,240
Speaker 1: I said, I don't know, he's broke, I don't know

632
00:31:51,240 --> 00:31:53,280
Speaker 1: it's going on, but I'm gonna have sex. I'm gonna

633
00:31:53,360 --> 00:31:55,760
Speaker 1: get this fucking done. I think this is God. Maybe

634
00:31:55,840 --> 00:31:57,240
Speaker 1: it was you, Maybe it's because you're with me. She

635
00:31:57,280 --> 00:31:59,400
Speaker 1: was like, yes, Mama, I hope you have sex. I

636
00:31:59,440 --> 00:32:01,400
Speaker 1: turned to my right. A girl comes to say to

637
00:32:01,400 --> 00:32:05,080
Speaker 1: hello to him, kisses him on the mouth. Clearly somebody's

638
00:32:05,080 --> 00:32:07,600
Speaker 1: already been sucking. This is seconds after I say this,

639
00:32:08,080 --> 00:32:10,280
Speaker 1: they start making out in the club. Why didn't you

640
00:32:10,320 --> 00:32:13,920
Speaker 1: join them? Both? Oh my god, I wanted to came

641
00:32:13,960 --> 00:32:16,760
Speaker 1: in here with a great unicorn story. They loved mine,

642
00:32:17,240 --> 00:32:20,360
Speaker 1: and now you wanted Amandy. The nigga starts making out

643
00:32:20,400 --> 00:32:22,760
Speaker 1: with her so long that his homeboy gotta started talking

644
00:32:22,800 --> 00:32:24,360
Speaker 1: to me. I'm like, oh, not to hand me down.

645
00:32:24,600 --> 00:32:27,520
Speaker 1: So then they go the gay homeboy though, yeah, but

646
00:32:27,560 --> 00:32:29,200
Speaker 1: he was just like, oh, girlf then because he was like, damn,

647
00:32:29,240 --> 00:32:30,840
Speaker 1: what do I do? I gotta help my friend. So

648
00:32:30,880 --> 00:32:32,760
Speaker 1: now these niggas go to the bathroom and I'm like, okay,

649
00:32:32,800 --> 00:32:35,280
Speaker 1: either gonna fucker do coke and we're both So they

650
00:32:35,320 --> 00:32:38,600
Speaker 1: come back up and I'm like, god, damn it. So

651
00:32:38,720 --> 00:32:41,800
Speaker 1: then I see hospital Dick's homeboy and he's telling me

652
00:32:42,040 --> 00:32:45,080
Speaker 1: how he knows his friend never loved anyone like me.

653
00:32:45,120 --> 00:32:47,560
Speaker 1: I'm like, I can't take this ship right now. Then, okay,

654
00:32:47,680 --> 00:32:49,560
Speaker 1: love you. If he blocked you from his job. Hello.

655
00:32:50,240 --> 00:32:52,680
Speaker 1: Then I said, let me just sucking go and just

656
00:32:52,760 --> 00:32:54,840
Speaker 1: suck this nigga. Maybe the bitch is gone, so I'm

657
00:32:54,840 --> 00:32:57,000
Speaker 1: walking towards him, and maybe she felt the vibe. I

658
00:32:57,000 --> 00:33:00,240
Speaker 1: don't know what was going on. She goes, want to

659
00:33:00,240 --> 00:33:04,160
Speaker 1: know you from somewhere. I said, I don't know. She

660
00:33:04,200 --> 00:33:06,240
Speaker 1: didn't look like someone who listened to the podcasts, I saying.

661
00:33:06,240 --> 00:33:08,479
Speaker 1: She wasn't black black, so she was white. Girl might

662
00:33:08,480 --> 00:33:10,800
Speaker 1: have been like, oh, that's this type. But she goes, no,

663
00:33:10,960 --> 00:33:13,560
Speaker 1: I know you. I was like, really where She was like,

664
00:33:13,600 --> 00:33:16,040
Speaker 1: I feel like he used to come to blah blah blah.

665
00:33:16,240 --> 00:33:18,840
Speaker 1: I was like, nah, I didn't, but I know who

666
00:33:18,840 --> 00:33:23,720
Speaker 1: did Old Day, So you think she used to Not

667
00:33:23,760 --> 00:33:26,040
Speaker 1: su'are having the same type. But she definitely should have

668
00:33:26,040 --> 00:33:30,600
Speaker 1: became friends with this niggle was tall. Old Day's five

669
00:33:30,680 --> 00:33:34,720
Speaker 1: eleven six ft best bro. The second she started saying it,

670
00:33:34,720 --> 00:33:37,400
Speaker 1: and she was so okay, first off, if you like

671
00:33:37,560 --> 00:33:40,800
Speaker 1: this nigga and you like, oh, bay, chances are this

672
00:33:40,840 --> 00:33:43,920
Speaker 1: bitch like this nigga and b I'm gonna be honest,

673
00:33:43,960 --> 00:33:46,400
Speaker 1: I need to know who else she sucking with talking.

674
00:33:48,080 --> 00:33:50,120
Speaker 1: So then she's like trying to figure out how she

675
00:33:50,120 --> 00:33:51,800
Speaker 1: knows me man, And I'm like, oh my god, she

676
00:33:51,880 --> 00:33:53,800
Speaker 1: knows me because and I just didn't want to get

677
00:33:53,800 --> 00:33:57,920
Speaker 1: into it. She was like, you've never been to gospel

678
00:33:58,720 --> 00:34:02,880
Speaker 1: I know. I was like, yeah, I think I've been

679
00:34:02,880 --> 00:34:06,160
Speaker 1: to Goschal. Yes, that's where I know. You just look

680
00:34:06,240 --> 00:34:11,399
Speaker 1: at bit because you think she suck obey, So why

681
00:34:11,400 --> 00:34:14,520
Speaker 1: did't you say, hey, do you know bleep? Because I'm tired? Girl,

682
00:34:16,640 --> 00:34:19,200
Speaker 1: Well maybe you should have just became a unicorn then,

683
00:34:19,200 --> 00:34:21,960
Speaker 1: because clearly also this is I know this could have

684
00:34:21,960 --> 00:34:24,320
Speaker 1: been away is becoming I mean, New York is becoming

685
00:34:24,320 --> 00:34:26,600
Speaker 1: Old Bays fucking city right now, and I need to

686
00:34:26,640 --> 00:34:29,279
Speaker 1: He's been here longer than I know he had with

687
00:34:29,360 --> 00:34:32,400
Speaker 1: a city. It's I'm talking about the breakup city. Oh,

688
00:34:32,880 --> 00:34:34,960
Speaker 1: I thought I had a territory in the break up,

689
00:34:35,160 --> 00:34:37,239
Speaker 1: You though. I thought it was so whole Lower East

690
00:34:37,280 --> 00:34:39,879
Speaker 1: Side and the house. You know that you know why

691
00:34:39,920 --> 00:34:41,960
Speaker 1: it's not yours anymore because but she spent the whole

692
00:34:41,960 --> 00:34:44,080
Speaker 1: pandemic in Mexico and you left to l A. This

693
00:34:44,080 --> 00:34:46,880
Speaker 1: ain't show sitting on my pussy home, I thought, because

694
00:34:46,880 --> 00:34:50,120
Speaker 1: the side and show city, which is why I know

695
00:34:50,600 --> 00:34:52,759
Speaker 1: my ex was a hole because guess where the funk.

696
00:34:52,800 --> 00:34:56,520
Speaker 1: We never went to Harlem. We stayed our motherfucking asses

697
00:34:56,560 --> 00:35:00,359
Speaker 1: in l E s and so ho if you live

698
00:35:00,400 --> 00:35:05,480
Speaker 1: in Nigga, we never ever went to Harlem. We did

699
00:35:05,520 --> 00:35:10,239
Speaker 1: Brooklyn and fucking Elias. Don't even do you know how

700
00:35:10,239 --> 00:35:12,960
Speaker 1: disappointed it now? Don't get me wrong. I remember they say,

701
00:35:13,080 --> 00:35:14,319
Speaker 1: you know, I don't be going to the last lap

702
00:35:14,360 --> 00:35:17,400
Speaker 1: because I don't want to fuck you Nigga. Don't go nowhere. No,

703
00:35:17,760 --> 00:35:20,799
Speaker 1: that's what I'm saying. Well, not gonna catch up. We're

704
00:35:20,800 --> 00:35:24,200
Speaker 1: gonna get it to this motherfuckering out even waste. No,

705
00:35:24,440 --> 00:35:26,640
Speaker 1: we're gonna get it to our vanilla ship for this week,

706
00:35:27,040 --> 00:35:32,799
Speaker 1: which is actually really interesting, um because the title caught me.

707
00:35:34,640 --> 00:35:36,680
Speaker 1: It caught attention to me for those of you listening

708
00:35:36,680 --> 00:35:38,520
Speaker 1: maybe for the first time. Our vanilla ship is sex

709
00:35:38,560 --> 00:35:40,960
Speaker 1: in the news. And I came across this article that says,

710
00:35:40,960 --> 00:35:43,080
Speaker 1: why do I always want to bite the people that

711
00:35:43,160 --> 00:35:46,600
Speaker 1: I love? It starts off the baby thing, you want

712
00:35:46,600 --> 00:35:49,080
Speaker 1: to bite a baby hud Well, so it does say

713
00:35:49,200 --> 00:35:50,799
Speaker 1: in the article, like you know, when you want to

714
00:35:50,840 --> 00:35:54,239
Speaker 1: pinch your cheek and and give like you know, like

715
00:35:54,280 --> 00:35:56,279
Speaker 1: when you give love slaps, like even when you laugh

716
00:35:56,320 --> 00:36:00,759
Speaker 1: at people. This woman decided to look up why she

717
00:36:00,920 --> 00:36:04,120
Speaker 1: feels the need to constantly bite her partner, and I

718
00:36:04,160 --> 00:36:06,440
Speaker 1: wanted to know if you've ever either felt the need

719
00:36:06,480 --> 00:36:09,239
Speaker 1: to buy a partner. I had somebody that did something

720
00:36:09,280 --> 00:36:10,400
Speaker 1: that I didn't like, so I want to share it.

721
00:36:10,960 --> 00:36:13,520
Speaker 1: Um But she said it happened to me. I was

722
00:36:13,600 --> 00:36:16,640
Speaker 1: laying in bed with my partner wrapped in a snug

723
00:36:16,719 --> 00:36:21,160
Speaker 1: embrace when a glimpse of their bare skin ignited a wild,

724
00:36:21,320 --> 00:36:25,279
Speaker 1: feral impulse within me. I had to bite it. For

725
00:36:25,360 --> 00:36:28,160
Speaker 1: the record, I never want to actually hurt my partner.

726
00:36:28,600 --> 00:36:30,879
Speaker 1: It's more that I just want to softly hold their

727
00:36:31,040 --> 00:36:35,080
Speaker 1: arm or shoulder, or whisk or risk between my teeth.

728
00:36:35,600 --> 00:36:39,080
Speaker 1: Let's rib a dog more, one that tenderly and adorably

729
00:36:39,120 --> 00:36:43,080
Speaker 1: carries an egg around in its mouth. Obviously the partner

730
00:36:43,120 --> 00:36:46,040
Speaker 1: hates it. But they went on to see if this

731
00:36:46,120 --> 00:36:47,920
Speaker 1: was a normal thing. Is it normal? Is it a

732
00:36:47,920 --> 00:36:50,920
Speaker 1: gender thing? What then is going on here? After pulling

733
00:36:50,920 --> 00:36:54,880
Speaker 1: a call out on Instagram, my inbox was was flooded

734
00:36:55,000 --> 00:36:59,960
Speaker 1: with fellow biters spanning a range of ages, genders, and sexualities.

735
00:37:00,680 --> 00:37:04,680
Speaker 1: These were other seemingly normal people who had always had

736
00:37:04,719 --> 00:37:07,279
Speaker 1: this urge, and it wasn't linked if we get into

737
00:37:07,320 --> 00:37:09,319
Speaker 1: our vanilla ships, I mean our kinks of the week.

738
00:37:09,800 --> 00:37:13,680
Speaker 1: This is not linked to cannibalism or the vampire kink.

739
00:37:14,719 --> 00:37:18,399
Speaker 1: So um, I've never had the urge to bite, but

740
00:37:18,480 --> 00:37:22,600
Speaker 1: I I'm like a liquor. It's nasty, but you just

741
00:37:22,680 --> 00:37:26,960
Speaker 1: like the lick skin. Why I don't know. But when

742
00:37:26,960 --> 00:37:29,279
Speaker 1: she was talking about how sometimes she has urged, did

743
00:37:29,280 --> 00:37:36,120
Speaker 1: you read like they're like like a chest arm anything,

744
00:37:37,320 --> 00:37:42,000
Speaker 1: or like you're looking aniga forehead everything? Yeah? Why? Like?

745
00:37:42,480 --> 00:37:47,240
Speaker 1: Un what's the word like? Unlike? I get really rage horny?

746
00:37:48,520 --> 00:37:50,960
Speaker 1: I like okay. One of my friends used the word

747
00:37:51,040 --> 00:37:56,719
Speaker 1: rage hungry a lot, rage hungry or horny. N he wasn't.

748
00:37:56,719 --> 00:37:59,359
Speaker 1: My friend was sucking but rage and all I could

749
00:37:59,360 --> 00:38:00,600
Speaker 1: think about when you say that, I'd be like wow,

750
00:38:00,640 --> 00:38:02,920
Speaker 1: because like a rage horning. Sometimes I just look at him.

751
00:38:02,960 --> 00:38:05,200
Speaker 1: I want to fucking lick him me Like, I don't

752
00:38:05,239 --> 00:38:06,759
Speaker 1: know what it is like if you looked like he

753
00:38:06,840 --> 00:38:08,600
Speaker 1: was about to sweat, I want to taste it like

754
00:38:09,280 --> 00:38:13,279
Speaker 1: it makes me want to I'm missing fucking horny, you

755
00:38:13,400 --> 00:38:18,600
Speaker 1: miss fucking period. It says that these expressions biting your

756
00:38:18,640 --> 00:38:21,640
Speaker 1: partner squeezing a puppy, pitching a baby have long been

757
00:38:21,719 --> 00:38:26,880
Speaker 1: considered enigmas of just simple human behavior. They actually have

758
00:38:26,960 --> 00:38:28,840
Speaker 1: a name for it, which might be you're looking to

759
00:38:29,040 --> 00:38:34,759
Speaker 1: I don't know of demorphous expressions, coined by social psychologist

760
00:38:34,880 --> 00:38:39,560
Speaker 1: Dr Oriana Arragon in two thousand fifteen, these outward expressions

761
00:38:39,600 --> 00:38:43,240
Speaker 1: that appear to juxtapose what we're feeling on the inside.

762
00:38:43,760 --> 00:38:48,600
Speaker 1: It says that she remembers an actress saying that she

763
00:38:48,760 --> 00:38:51,040
Speaker 1: saw a puppy that was so cute she wanted to

764
00:38:51,120 --> 00:38:54,480
Speaker 1: quote unquote kick it in the head. Basically in saying,

765
00:38:54,800 --> 00:38:56,839
Speaker 1: the research into and you can look it up. It's

766
00:38:56,920 --> 00:39:03,000
Speaker 1: divorphous expressions, are you aggressions that like lead us to

767
00:39:03,080 --> 00:39:05,400
Speaker 1: do things that in the norm we find to be

768
00:39:05,560 --> 00:39:10,239
Speaker 1: like super odd, But it's actually human behavior. And so

769
00:39:10,440 --> 00:39:12,920
Speaker 1: where your partner may not like it, they can look

770
00:39:13,000 --> 00:39:15,280
Speaker 1: up that this is just something like you do. Like again,

771
00:39:15,280 --> 00:39:17,279
Speaker 1: when you pinch a fucking little baby, sheeks, oh, it's

772
00:39:17,280 --> 00:39:19,200
Speaker 1: so cute. No, people they want to eat you know,

773
00:39:19,239 --> 00:39:21,320
Speaker 1: and they want to eat you. They said that like

774
00:39:21,719 --> 00:39:25,240
Speaker 1: like that, I'm not gonna hold you. I've bitten babies before,

775
00:39:27,080 --> 00:39:29,040
Speaker 1: like a little her animals too, like, we may need

776
00:39:29,120 --> 00:39:34,719
Speaker 1: to have a conversation. You never like gold you my

777
00:39:34,840 --> 00:39:37,719
Speaker 1: motherfucking uh sorry, real, I'm gonna talk to talk about you.

778
00:39:38,200 --> 00:39:41,160
Speaker 1: He showed me his motherfucking baby cousin or something in Jamaica.

779
00:39:41,840 --> 00:39:44,160
Speaker 1: I literally looked at him and I was like, shout

780
00:39:44,200 --> 00:39:46,359
Speaker 1: out to Jay. Mother. Coworker was like, so she does

781
00:39:46,400 --> 00:39:48,520
Speaker 1: not like kids at all, So you I don't like,

782
00:39:48,760 --> 00:39:50,520
Speaker 1: you could just put the picture down she has because

783
00:39:50,520 --> 00:39:51,719
Speaker 1: I was like, oh, he kept showing me, and I

784
00:39:51,800 --> 00:39:54,400
Speaker 1: was like, I don't like kid. I don't know why

785
00:39:54,400 --> 00:39:56,680
Speaker 1: you're showing me his baby anybody under me I don't

786
00:39:56,719 --> 00:40:01,279
Speaker 1: really like. And so I'm like, but but also now

787
00:40:01,320 --> 00:40:02,920
Speaker 1: I'm trying to figure out what hr if I have

788
00:40:03,000 --> 00:40:04,960
Speaker 1: to care about the ship really, if you can't even

789
00:40:05,120 --> 00:40:10,160
Speaker 1: take it, I tried, I was like, uh and then

790
00:40:10,360 --> 00:40:12,759
Speaker 1: you know that. I was like, but Jay was like,

791
00:40:13,200 --> 00:40:15,280
Speaker 1: so she don't like it. She actually do you remember

792
00:40:15,360 --> 00:40:17,759
Speaker 1: the video of the black dude saying I'm some try

793
00:40:17,800 --> 00:40:22,919
Speaker 1: to take laughing and he's like that, I literally don't

794
00:40:22,960 --> 00:40:25,359
Speaker 1: give a funk about kids. It's fun them kids for life.

795
00:40:25,600 --> 00:40:27,239
Speaker 1: So like when people try to talk to me about

796
00:40:27,280 --> 00:40:29,520
Speaker 1: like their kids, and Ship'll be like oh my look, god,

797
00:40:29,520 --> 00:40:33,000
Speaker 1: I'm having But also it's a baby. You don't know.

798
00:40:33,400 --> 00:40:36,880
Speaker 1: It's a kid. You don't know. I was like, you

799
00:40:36,920 --> 00:40:39,320
Speaker 1: know what I'm thinking about. I'll never forget. I was

800
00:40:39,400 --> 00:40:43,720
Speaker 1: hanging with Sharona's in Miami and I bit a baby

801
00:40:44,440 --> 00:40:47,520
Speaker 1: on I just had to be pre COVID bitch, because

802
00:40:47,560 --> 00:40:49,600
Speaker 1: you can't just be out here about the fucking bite kids.

803
00:40:50,080 --> 00:40:52,640
Speaker 1: I've been like, we were playing with this baby. We

804
00:40:52,719 --> 00:40:54,320
Speaker 1: were just hanging on the beach. But let me just

805
00:40:54,320 --> 00:40:56,160
Speaker 1: say we were drinking with these people for three hours

806
00:40:56,400 --> 00:40:58,000
Speaker 1: and they had a kid, and a kid was like

807
00:40:58,160 --> 00:41:00,080
Speaker 1: really keen to me and kept coming to me and

808
00:41:00,160 --> 00:41:02,040
Speaker 1: jumping on me, and I was like biting his little legs.

809
00:41:02,080 --> 00:41:04,640
Speaker 1: He was like, I don't know. This got You didn't

810
00:41:04,640 --> 00:41:07,120
Speaker 1: even know the baby, Damn, I don't. That was very

811
00:41:07,239 --> 00:41:10,360
Speaker 1: quite of you know, it was the black baby. It

812
00:41:10,440 --> 00:41:13,120
Speaker 1: does the matter you brought your whiteness out like biting

813
00:41:13,120 --> 00:41:17,239
Speaker 1: a fucking unknown baby, not the stranger baby. I was thinking,

814
00:41:17,239 --> 00:41:19,759
Speaker 1: And see, my urge, you could definitely have the earth

815
00:41:19,880 --> 00:41:21,360
Speaker 1: to fuck a stranger if you have the earth to

816
00:41:21,400 --> 00:41:23,560
Speaker 1: bite a stranger baby. Speaking of the urge, do you

817
00:41:23,600 --> 00:41:25,160
Speaker 1: know I just realized I tried to get some dick

818
00:41:25,200 --> 00:41:28,400
Speaker 1: and help myself. Big dick niggas are so emotional, Mandy,

819
00:41:28,760 --> 00:41:31,640
Speaker 1: be d d I hit him up, trying to get

820
00:41:31,680 --> 00:41:34,239
Speaker 1: some deep he felt away. Do you know this niggle?

821
00:41:34,280 --> 00:41:38,600
Speaker 1: Was like, we needed talk first, do me saying the

822
00:41:38,600 --> 00:41:41,080
Speaker 1: sex with Itandy? I don't know what else I could

823
00:41:41,120 --> 00:41:45,040
Speaker 1: have said. I don't know. Maybe it's not the fact

824
00:41:45,080 --> 00:41:46,879
Speaker 1: that he's a big dick nigga. Maybe it's the fact

825
00:41:46,960 --> 00:41:49,719
Speaker 1: that y'all were exchanging the L word with each other

826
00:41:49,920 --> 00:41:51,319
Speaker 1: that maybe he doesn't want to feel like a piece

827
00:41:51,360 --> 00:41:54,280
Speaker 1: of meat. Now read the sex, which where I'm starting

828
00:41:54,320 --> 00:41:57,239
Speaker 1: from the top for me. Oh you said, will you

829
00:41:57,400 --> 00:41:59,799
Speaker 1: come by and Chris in my new place before you leave?

830
00:42:00,560 --> 00:42:04,000
Speaker 1: He's not. Can we talk about before I'm gonna read

831
00:42:04,080 --> 00:42:06,960
Speaker 1: this response and then say something to you niggas? He said,

832
00:42:07,760 --> 00:42:11,440
Speaker 1: La mao, what does that mean? You know? Just want

833
00:42:15,200 --> 00:42:20,480
Speaker 1: not me? Bourbon sir? Can y'all stop acting like y'all

834
00:42:20,520 --> 00:42:22,400
Speaker 1: don't know what we mean when we say things? The

835
00:42:22,800 --> 00:42:25,239
Speaker 1: what you mean? The do you mean? What I mean?

836
00:42:25,440 --> 00:42:27,759
Speaker 1: You know what the christen is of a new place?

837
00:42:27,880 --> 00:42:35,640
Speaker 1: That means come fuck me hard? Hold on, here goes response.

838
00:42:36,600 --> 00:42:40,839
Speaker 1: You know what it means explicitly fuck me all over

839
00:42:40,960 --> 00:42:48,879
Speaker 1: my new house. Oh girl, this was a curve. His response, Yo,

840
00:42:49,000 --> 00:42:51,960
Speaker 1: what the fuck is wrong with you? L? O L

841
00:42:52,480 --> 00:42:58,640
Speaker 1: You're wild? That's a curb, mind you. She says, nothing

842
00:42:58,840 --> 00:43:02,120
Speaker 1: is wrong with nothing is wrong with me the last time?

843
00:43:02,280 --> 00:43:08,000
Speaker 1: Hold on, hold on, y'all. An hour and a half later,

844
00:43:08,040 --> 00:43:10,560
Speaker 1: I had to swipe it over to Vegas an hour

845
00:43:10,640 --> 00:43:14,840
Speaker 1: and a half later. His responses, L O L. Didn't

846
00:43:14,920 --> 00:43:17,279
Speaker 1: we agree to have a talk? Oh bitch, you got

847
00:43:17,360 --> 00:43:19,880
Speaker 1: curb from when it used to We have to talk

848
00:43:21,760 --> 00:43:24,840
Speaker 1: here out for the pussy. He's like, actually, we need

849
00:43:24,920 --> 00:43:27,960
Speaker 1: to talk first. Can I just say many, I did

850
00:43:28,040 --> 00:43:31,680
Speaker 1: something that made him at and it is not that

851
00:43:31,760 --> 00:43:35,000
Speaker 1: big a deal. Okay, wait what was it? Because it

852
00:43:35,080 --> 00:43:36,320
Speaker 1: might not be a big deal to you, but it

853
00:43:36,360 --> 00:43:38,720
Speaker 1: could have been a big deal to you and everybody listening.

854
00:43:38,760 --> 00:43:42,000
Speaker 1: I can't I can't say that too specific. But basically,

855
00:43:42,960 --> 00:43:48,000
Speaker 1: I met someone out somewhere, okay, and he knew him

856
00:43:48,080 --> 00:43:53,839
Speaker 1: and you know, okay, I was the dream bill nigger okays,

857
00:43:54,160 --> 00:43:57,399
Speaker 1: no colleagues, co worker. We were just around each other

858
00:43:58,000 --> 00:44:01,640
Speaker 1: when I met him. That is right. They were there together.

859
00:44:03,200 --> 00:44:04,680
Speaker 1: They weren't there together, No, no, No, they don't know

860
00:44:04,760 --> 00:44:06,480
Speaker 1: each other. No, no, No, you was working with him. No,

861
00:44:07,120 --> 00:44:11,120
Speaker 1: and so he saw when you met this Nick, But

862
00:44:11,200 --> 00:44:15,640
Speaker 1: I didn't get it. It was it wasn't given that.

863
00:44:16,200 --> 00:44:18,800
Speaker 1: And I also just say I was not fucking B

864
00:44:18,920 --> 00:44:21,400
Speaker 1: D D all year, so it really wasn't like we

865
00:44:21,520 --> 00:44:24,560
Speaker 1: were fucking. So I don't understand you don't want to date.

866
00:44:24,880 --> 00:44:27,480
Speaker 1: You're not sucking me, so I can't do that either.

867
00:44:28,520 --> 00:44:30,719
Speaker 1: But also at the same time, I do understand he

868
00:44:30,719 --> 00:44:33,319
Speaker 1: should be mad because if he met a girl and saw,

869
00:44:33,640 --> 00:44:35,359
Speaker 1: if I saw him all over l A with another

870
00:44:35,440 --> 00:44:37,640
Speaker 1: bitch that I know he meant when he was out

871
00:44:37,680 --> 00:44:40,640
Speaker 1: with me, I'd probably be man too. But I'm not

872
00:44:40,760 --> 00:44:43,320
Speaker 1: gonna go anywhere. Bro, We're gonna be friends forever. I

873
00:44:43,360 --> 00:44:44,960
Speaker 1: don't understand, like does he want me to be Chris

874
00:44:45,000 --> 00:44:46,759
Speaker 1: Shawn Rock because I'll do it for that big little

875
00:44:46,800 --> 00:44:49,759
Speaker 1: dick right now, Like I'm always gonna be his friend.

876
00:44:49,800 --> 00:44:52,000
Speaker 1: I'm always gonna love him like I need. Can we

877
00:44:52,320 --> 00:44:56,000
Speaker 1: so to get fun? When Cocktails was on our episode,

878
00:44:57,040 --> 00:45:01,239
Speaker 1: you mentioned how men don't like freedom. Can also reiterate

879
00:45:01,320 --> 00:45:04,600
Speaker 1: the fact that men do not like feeling like a

880
00:45:04,680 --> 00:45:06,719
Speaker 1: piece of meat. Men do not want to feel like

881
00:45:06,840 --> 00:45:09,400
Speaker 1: they're just being used for their dick, even though they

882
00:45:09,560 --> 00:45:13,680
Speaker 1: use women for that very fucking reason. Andy, I didn't

883
00:45:13,680 --> 00:45:16,160
Speaker 1: want to be It's so where you don't want to

884
00:45:16,200 --> 00:45:18,440
Speaker 1: talk to him because you don't want maybe the emotions

885
00:45:18,480 --> 00:45:22,279
Speaker 1: involved in this very moment because he does not want

886
00:45:22,320 --> 00:45:25,399
Speaker 1: to be just the nigga you get awful not though,

887
00:45:25,760 --> 00:45:28,200
Speaker 1: but but that's all you're asking for right now. Bro,

888
00:45:28,320 --> 00:45:30,759
Speaker 1: we web texted all the time. We literally talk about

889
00:45:30,800 --> 00:45:33,680
Speaker 1: work whatever, lok ay work, but that's making you And

890
00:45:33,880 --> 00:45:36,160
Speaker 1: how are you FaceTime the other day to catch up?

891
00:45:36,280 --> 00:45:40,440
Speaker 1: Like Bro, and I not ask you for dick? Maybe No,

892
00:45:40,760 --> 00:45:42,640
Speaker 1: This is why I kept breaking up again with his nigga,

893
00:45:42,640 --> 00:45:44,800
Speaker 1: because every time we broke up, I said, well, I

894
00:45:44,880 --> 00:45:46,279
Speaker 1: think I just want to be friends, but we can

895
00:45:46,360 --> 00:45:50,359
Speaker 1: just finish the show today, have a Breakdore, don't if

896
00:45:50,480 --> 00:45:53,759
Speaker 1: I don't get fucked this Like I know, we go

897
00:45:53,920 --> 00:45:56,239
Speaker 1: through our modes or whatever. I remember you were like

898
00:45:56,360 --> 00:45:58,040
Speaker 1: I don't want to talk during the pandemic. You were

899
00:45:58,080 --> 00:46:00,360
Speaker 1: like over it. I'm there now and I'm not. This

900
00:46:00,440 --> 00:46:02,800
Speaker 1: isn't even the longest I've been without sex. This is

901
00:46:02,880 --> 00:46:06,520
Speaker 1: just me realizing like I'm reaching my best and higher

902
00:46:06,600 --> 00:46:10,440
Speaker 1: self and nig like I'm eating right, I'm sucking, just

903
00:46:10,600 --> 00:46:13,000
Speaker 1: doing good and a lot of things and no, dick,

904
00:46:13,440 --> 00:46:16,080
Speaker 1: and you're telling me I just brought this up Patreon.

905
00:46:16,520 --> 00:46:19,239
Speaker 1: Cute bro, and I'm only getting cute. That's what I feel.

906
00:46:19,280 --> 00:46:22,000
Speaker 1: Oh wait till y'all CDs new teeth at bitch, I

907
00:46:22,160 --> 00:46:26,120
Speaker 1: know I'm fine and I you're gonna do it. They're

908
00:46:26,120 --> 00:46:28,359
Speaker 1: gonna look good. I'm excited, you know what I feel.

909
00:46:28,800 --> 00:46:32,880
Speaker 1: And I'm getting uh the light bo on mybella no,

910
00:46:33,000 --> 00:46:34,440
Speaker 1: because that should make you look like a toad for

911
00:46:34,480 --> 00:46:37,120
Speaker 1: a while, and I worked too much, so I'm getting

912
00:46:37,160 --> 00:46:40,040
Speaker 1: actual like light bow and ship on my neck and

913
00:46:40,160 --> 00:46:44,359
Speaker 1: my chin. I'm like, skinny over, you're sleep. You're gonna

914
00:46:44,360 --> 00:46:47,840
Speaker 1: do anything else because bitch, you ain't gonna put me down. No, no,

915
00:46:47,880 --> 00:46:51,000
Speaker 1: no no. I literally have been like my one friend

916
00:46:51,040 --> 00:46:52,479
Speaker 1: and I ain't even gonna put her on Front Street.

917
00:46:52,520 --> 00:46:54,400
Speaker 1: I just cussed her out because she got sucking botox.

918
00:46:54,880 --> 00:46:56,160
Speaker 1: And then my other friend was like, I think I'm

919
00:46:56,160 --> 00:46:58,200
Speaker 1: gonna touch my lips, and I said, bitch, so I

920
00:46:58,280 --> 00:47:00,520
Speaker 1: just said her Carly Red's video and said, girl, don't

921
00:47:00,520 --> 00:47:02,759
Speaker 1: touch your lips because look, yeah, but bro, I'm not

922
00:47:02,800 --> 00:47:06,239
Speaker 1: gonna touch my face like. I like looking untouched, which

923
00:47:06,320 --> 00:47:08,520
Speaker 1: is why I'm not doing like the BBL. I could

924
00:47:08,680 --> 00:47:11,200
Speaker 1: sit here and go that route and stuff. I like

925
00:47:11,400 --> 00:47:13,600
Speaker 1: being natural, and so I'm gonna be honest with you.

926
00:47:15,040 --> 00:47:18,160
Speaker 1: I think we're I just found out my home girl

927
00:47:18,200 --> 00:47:20,239
Speaker 1: has been doing botox for years, and I wish. I

928
00:47:20,280 --> 00:47:22,080
Speaker 1: don't like it. It looks like the bitches in l A.

929
00:47:22,760 --> 00:47:24,960
Speaker 1: She does it to me, she does, but see, maybe

930
00:47:25,000 --> 00:47:26,640
Speaker 1: you don't know because you didn't touch she lives a

931
00:47:26,680 --> 00:47:29,120
Speaker 1: little bit that looks like a l A face. And I,

932
00:47:29,760 --> 00:47:33,759
Speaker 1: while I love like my friends, no bro, I could tell.

933
00:47:33,800 --> 00:47:35,560
Speaker 1: But also I used to work at strip clubs and

934
00:47:35,640 --> 00:47:36,800
Speaker 1: I have a lot of l A friends, and I

935
00:47:36,840 --> 00:47:38,560
Speaker 1: have a lot of friends that have done everything to

936
00:47:38,600 --> 00:47:40,320
Speaker 1: their body. But also I haven't done my lips in

937
00:47:40,440 --> 00:47:43,960
Speaker 1: three years. I I hate I hate it. But you

938
00:47:44,000 --> 00:47:46,520
Speaker 1: got to remember, people go too far with the carly right.

939
00:47:46,680 --> 00:47:48,879
Speaker 1: We saw it was too far. Right Like three years ago,

940
00:47:48,920 --> 00:47:50,480
Speaker 1: I got my lips done. Well, you don't know. I

941
00:47:50,640 --> 00:47:54,759
Speaker 1: love the way it looked, but I was like, okay, like,

942
00:47:55,000 --> 00:47:57,040
Speaker 1: but you also don't know you go too far because

943
00:47:57,160 --> 00:47:58,960
Speaker 1: A how I never go again. Well but That's what

944
00:47:59,000 --> 00:48:01,239
Speaker 1: I'm saying. You have to a keep up with it

945
00:48:01,920 --> 00:48:04,400
Speaker 1: and be I feel like when you constantly are touching

946
00:48:04,440 --> 00:48:07,160
Speaker 1: your body, you're constantly taking a level of perfection. What

947
00:48:07,320 --> 00:48:11,400
Speaker 1: I also noticed is but no toe. That's unfair. No

948
00:48:11,960 --> 00:48:16,319
Speaker 1: because it's better option than kibella. Well, yeah, it's only

949
00:48:16,400 --> 00:48:18,359
Speaker 1: the healing process, not that it's better to me. It's

950
00:48:18,400 --> 00:48:20,279
Speaker 1: the healing time, I know. But I'm saying like you

951
00:48:20,320 --> 00:48:22,280
Speaker 1: would have gotten if you could have done an injection

952
00:48:22,360 --> 00:48:23,880
Speaker 1: that did it and it's been easier, you would have

953
00:48:23,880 --> 00:48:26,279
Speaker 1: done it. To me, it's the healing time, same result. Cool,

954
00:48:26,680 --> 00:48:29,080
Speaker 1: but it's still touching your face. I'm touching my neck.

955
00:48:29,560 --> 00:48:33,120
Speaker 1: Bro that you're being judge. It's not that I'm being judge.

956
00:48:33,680 --> 00:48:35,840
Speaker 1: I'm telling you and I'm fun women. I'm telling you

957
00:48:35,920 --> 00:48:38,880
Speaker 1: what I don't like. And to me, because I've been

958
00:48:38,960 --> 00:48:40,920
Speaker 1: on this scene so long, and because all of my

959
00:48:41,080 --> 00:48:44,000
Speaker 1: friends have touched their faces and bodies, there are certain

960
00:48:44,080 --> 00:48:46,239
Speaker 1: things that I don't like and I don't want to

961
00:48:46,280 --> 00:48:50,000
Speaker 1: do like. That's not me being judge. I'm saying, if

962
00:48:50,040 --> 00:48:52,560
Speaker 1: your home girls getting a filler or botox, you can't

963
00:48:52,560 --> 00:48:55,200
Speaker 1: go in on somebody when and they can talk about me.

964
00:48:55,280 --> 00:48:58,320
Speaker 1: I don't care. Oh it's it's it's shooting season for

965
00:48:58,360 --> 00:49:00,839
Speaker 1: all of us. Like the same way I kept going

966
00:49:00,880 --> 00:49:03,319
Speaker 1: back to my nigga was the same way. I'm like, damn,

967
00:49:03,360 --> 00:49:04,640
Speaker 1: I get it. Now you keep going back to your name.

968
00:49:04,680 --> 00:49:06,479
Speaker 1: I'm still gonna talk about you going back to your nigga,

969
00:49:06,640 --> 00:49:08,520
Speaker 1: but now I accept that you're talking about me going back.

970
00:49:08,840 --> 00:49:10,520
Speaker 1: There's nothing wrong. Like, if you have small lips and

971
00:49:10,560 --> 00:49:12,360
Speaker 1: you want fuller lips, then get them done. If you

972
00:49:12,719 --> 00:49:16,040
Speaker 1: to me, I don't like I personally don't like what

973
00:49:16,160 --> 00:49:20,000
Speaker 1: it looks, but if someone's uncomfortable with it, like you're

974
00:49:20,080 --> 00:49:23,799
Speaker 1: uncomfortable clearly with what you feel like is making your

975
00:49:23,840 --> 00:49:26,359
Speaker 1: neck look whatever way, So you're getting that done from

976
00:49:26,440 --> 00:49:28,520
Speaker 1: me wants to do something to improve it. So say,

977
00:49:28,880 --> 00:49:31,320
Speaker 1: I'll talk about you, and so somebody will talk about me,

978
00:49:31,360 --> 00:49:33,000
Speaker 1: and they can do that too. But I'm still gonna

979
00:49:33,000 --> 00:49:35,640
Speaker 1: say that game and my friends do all the time.

980
00:49:35,719 --> 00:49:39,279
Speaker 1: Yes they do. My friends are not trying. They're like, oh,

981
00:49:39,400 --> 00:49:41,120
Speaker 1: your teeth look great. No they don't, and I'm still

982
00:49:41,160 --> 00:49:42,759
Speaker 1: gonna get them. I don't care what you say. That's

983
00:49:42,800 --> 00:49:45,279
Speaker 1: my response, even on the phone, Like I love the

984
00:49:45,480 --> 00:49:48,759
Speaker 1: honest relationships that I have, but not only the men

985
00:49:48,800 --> 00:49:50,960
Speaker 1: I deal with, Like bitch, I just I ain't gonna

986
00:49:50,960 --> 00:49:52,680
Speaker 1: say which nigga, I ain't even gonna say the name.

987
00:49:53,000 --> 00:49:56,120
Speaker 1: But we did sucking a long time because I had

988
00:49:56,120 --> 00:50:01,240
Speaker 1: a boyfriend and we fucked want me and this nigger

989
00:50:01,280 --> 00:50:05,280
Speaker 1: broke up. We had sex. Are you listening? We had sex,

990
00:50:05,880 --> 00:50:08,680
Speaker 1: and this person who hadn't had sex with me in

991
00:50:08,760 --> 00:50:12,920
Speaker 1: two years was very honest with me and was like, damn,

992
00:50:13,880 --> 00:50:15,960
Speaker 1: sex felt a little different with you, like you're smaller.

993
00:50:16,640 --> 00:50:17,960
Speaker 1: I was like, yeah, nig I was a big pitch

994
00:50:18,000 --> 00:50:20,319
Speaker 1: when I was sucking, and he was like, I even

995
00:50:20,480 --> 00:50:23,000
Speaker 1: just felt different, like moving you around. He was like, wow,

996
00:50:23,560 --> 00:50:25,560
Speaker 1: and we had two years ago, you were a skinnier

997
00:50:25,880 --> 00:50:30,480
Speaker 1: you were you you had. I'm not gonna lie. I

998
00:50:30,520 --> 00:50:33,920
Speaker 1: didn't like that side. I was one fifty. I did

999
00:50:34,000 --> 00:50:36,680
Speaker 1: not like it. And everyone's my way right now, Everyone

1000
00:50:36,760 --> 00:50:38,640
Speaker 1: including my mom said I looked sick, which is weird

1001
00:50:38,640 --> 00:50:40,360
Speaker 1: because we looked the same size now and I'm fifteen

1002
00:50:40,400 --> 00:50:45,719
Speaker 1: pounds bigger. But I like, literally like after we had sex,

1003
00:50:45,840 --> 00:50:48,560
Speaker 1: and we had sex a lot of rounds. But I

1004
00:50:48,680 --> 00:50:50,719
Speaker 1: thought it was okay that he brought that to me. Like,

1005
00:50:50,800 --> 00:50:53,120
Speaker 1: I'm okay with people being honest on their thoughts, and

1006
00:50:53,200 --> 00:50:57,080
Speaker 1: he was like, damn, Like your back was what is smaller?

1007
00:50:57,160 --> 00:51:00,600
Speaker 1: Your waist? He was like you fuck you felt different?

1008
00:51:00,920 --> 00:51:02,520
Speaker 1: He was like not, but I liked it, but he

1009
00:51:02,640 --> 00:51:05,799
Speaker 1: was like, you was a little heavier. Was fucking uh then?

1010
00:51:05,880 --> 00:51:06,920
Speaker 1: And I was like, yeah, I think I was a

1011
00:51:06,960 --> 00:51:09,800
Speaker 1: big bit And I didn't take any offense to it

1012
00:51:09,880 --> 00:51:11,920
Speaker 1: with him being honest with me. So if my friends

1013
00:51:12,040 --> 00:51:14,279
Speaker 1: tell me I don't want you to get work done

1014
00:51:14,280 --> 00:51:17,279
Speaker 1: because this is my thoughts on it, okay, Well I'm

1015
00:51:17,280 --> 00:51:20,440
Speaker 1: still gonna get it done. Say. I was like the

1016
00:51:20,520 --> 00:51:24,239
Speaker 1: same way, everyone was like, I don't really want you

1017
00:51:24,280 --> 00:51:27,319
Speaker 1: to be with this nigga because x Y Z okay,

1018
00:51:27,360 --> 00:51:28,919
Speaker 1: but I'm evenn break up with him till I'm ready.

1019
00:51:29,160 --> 00:51:32,080
Speaker 1: But this idea of a girl code is why so

1020
00:51:32,239 --> 00:51:35,759
Speaker 1: many of the listeners have an issue with the fact

1021
00:51:35,840 --> 00:51:38,960
Speaker 1: that I married men, because they feel like women owe

1022
00:51:39,120 --> 00:51:44,880
Speaker 1: this unwritten law of loyalty to women across the world

1023
00:51:45,400 --> 00:51:48,560
Speaker 1: based on the fact that we both were born with

1024
00:51:48,640 --> 00:51:51,320
Speaker 1: the same body parts, that I shouldn't do that to

1025
00:51:51,400 --> 00:51:54,040
Speaker 1: another woman. It's not even the relationship that I have

1026
00:51:54,160 --> 00:51:55,840
Speaker 1: with the man. They just feel like, well, if you

1027
00:51:55,960 --> 00:51:59,000
Speaker 1: know that he's married already, why would you want to

1028
00:51:59,120 --> 00:52:02,160
Speaker 1: do that to another women? I don't know. I don't

1029
00:52:02,160 --> 00:52:05,719
Speaker 1: think about an other woman at all. But apparently this

1030
00:52:05,960 --> 00:52:08,600
Speaker 1: girl code is supposed to be lended to women that

1031
00:52:08,680 --> 00:52:12,800
Speaker 1: we don't even know, which, ironically, let me say, women, hey, women.

1032
00:52:12,880 --> 00:52:15,560
Speaker 1: The most I have been talked down upon because of

1033
00:52:15,680 --> 00:52:18,640
Speaker 1: my size by men, by women more than men, I've

1034
00:52:18,680 --> 00:52:21,399
Speaker 1: been told I am undeserving of the men that I'm

1035
00:52:21,440 --> 00:52:24,200
Speaker 1: able to be with because of my size, or because

1036
00:52:25,040 --> 00:52:27,880
Speaker 1: of that white girl saying that big women do not

1037
00:52:28,040 --> 00:52:32,080
Speaker 1: deserve love. She ugly, and I'll be talking about white women,

1038
00:52:32,160 --> 00:52:35,799
Speaker 1: especially Emily Herron who works at BEAST. However, it had

1039
00:52:35,840 --> 00:52:37,719
Speaker 1: the nerve to say, no, I don't believe a big

1040
00:52:37,800 --> 00:52:40,239
Speaker 1: woman deserves I really don't like when ugly people talk

1041
00:52:40,280 --> 00:52:43,600
Speaker 1: down and she did. It's very like, I know she

1042
00:52:43,640 --> 00:52:46,080
Speaker 1: had a long bag, doesn't that really like? Yeah, it's

1043
00:52:46,120 --> 00:52:48,799
Speaker 1: just so weird. She was transparent. You could see through

1044
00:52:48,800 --> 00:52:50,160
Speaker 1: her if you shine the light, you could see all

1045
00:52:50,200 --> 00:52:51,960
Speaker 1: her blood. Do you know one of my home girls

1046
00:52:52,000 --> 00:52:55,480
Speaker 1: recently told me that a dude she slept with, uh,

1047
00:52:55,640 --> 00:52:57,000
Speaker 1: she was like, I kind of felt like I don't

1048
00:52:57,000 --> 00:52:58,719
Speaker 1: know what happened. She was like, so she asked him like,

1049
00:53:00,160 --> 00:53:02,160
Speaker 1: do you know like date girls in my siyes? And

1050
00:53:02,239 --> 00:53:04,040
Speaker 1: he was like, no, normally at date models. She said,

1051
00:53:04,280 --> 00:53:06,480
Speaker 1: you need to see what he looks like, Mandy. His

1052
00:53:06,640 --> 00:53:10,359
Speaker 1: teeth looked like spread fingers like like that. You could

1053
00:53:10,360 --> 00:53:12,360
Speaker 1: see the gaps in between his home. Maybe they was

1054
00:53:12,400 --> 00:53:14,720
Speaker 1: shaved down before he put his veneers. There were no veneers.

1055
00:53:14,760 --> 00:53:17,239
Speaker 1: It was just like open. It was like it was

1056
00:53:17,840 --> 00:53:19,960
Speaker 1: he had money, He had British teeth. He had money though, right,

1057
00:53:20,080 --> 00:53:21,920
Speaker 1: I don't know what he had, but he's ugly and

1058
00:53:22,000 --> 00:53:23,719
Speaker 1: I can't believe he had the nervous at home. I

1059
00:53:23,840 --> 00:53:26,000
Speaker 1: got them framed, the only date models and we started

1060
00:53:26,000 --> 00:53:27,920
Speaker 1: going through Instagram. I mean, did you see all of

1061
00:53:28,040 --> 00:53:31,759
Speaker 1: them were in Columbia and in dr of course, I

1062
00:53:31,800 --> 00:53:33,320
Speaker 1: mean not only you got money. I mean, I'm not

1063
00:53:33,320 --> 00:53:36,560
Speaker 1: gonna lie. The same argument was recently, had Lizzo just

1064
00:53:36,840 --> 00:53:40,600
Speaker 1: released a music video with Tyson Beckford and there was

1065
00:53:40,640 --> 00:53:44,959
Speaker 1: a viral tweet that went around that was like, look,

1066
00:53:45,040 --> 00:53:47,120
Speaker 1: fat bitches don't even want fat nigga and the videos

1067
00:53:48,360 --> 00:53:52,320
Speaker 1: Lizzo had a Tyson Beckford model in hers. When do

1068
00:53:52,480 --> 00:53:55,239
Speaker 1: we see and we we actually saw that in the

1069
00:53:55,360 --> 00:53:57,960
Speaker 1: last season of Insecure when she was sucking a big

1070
00:53:58,040 --> 00:54:00,600
Speaker 1: man the t s a agent, we are all like,

1071
00:54:00,840 --> 00:54:03,840
Speaker 1: why she urging him? Big men get the sort of

1072
00:54:03,920 --> 00:54:08,040
Speaker 1: the same treatment, especially in Hollywood, where we don't often

1073
00:54:08,120 --> 00:54:12,760
Speaker 1: see women choosing the big guys their love interests unless

1074
00:54:12,800 --> 00:54:14,759
Speaker 1: they have money, unless they get money. Nigger and got

1075
00:54:14,840 --> 00:54:17,160
Speaker 1: a big as good. But it's because it's okay, they

1076
00:54:17,239 --> 00:54:25,319
Speaker 1: make money, they rich. Can I be honest, what dad

1077
00:54:25,360 --> 00:54:27,480
Speaker 1: bods have been celebrated a long time A lot of

1078
00:54:27,520 --> 00:54:31,839
Speaker 1: fat niggas and TV fine love. I don't think anything, bro.

1079
00:54:32,880 --> 00:54:34,560
Speaker 1: I don't know why nothing Professor came to my head,

1080
00:54:34,560 --> 00:54:36,799
Speaker 1: but I'm just saying, like, not the nothing professor sex

1081
00:54:36,840 --> 00:54:39,720
Speaker 1: in the city. Charlotte's husband wasn't in the best shape,

1082
00:54:39,800 --> 00:54:41,840
Speaker 1: like valid, like you know what I'm saying, Like we like,

1083
00:54:41,920 --> 00:54:44,440
Speaker 1: I think regular looking men find love a lot in

1084
00:54:44,640 --> 00:54:49,080
Speaker 1: Hollywood and new in movies and film dad bods to me, though,

1085
00:54:49,400 --> 00:54:53,800
Speaker 1: I'm not saying to big people like they they She

1086
00:54:54,000 --> 00:54:56,879
Speaker 1: literally sat on the clip and was like, no, fat

1087
00:54:56,960 --> 00:54:59,600
Speaker 1: obeast woman does not deserve love. That was so nuts

1088
00:54:59,640 --> 00:55:02,279
Speaker 1: it was gonna But you know what, though, I think

1089
00:55:02,400 --> 00:55:08,160
Speaker 1: that comments like that, and it's so crazy because podcast talk, right,

1090
00:55:09,440 --> 00:55:12,480
Speaker 1: that is so flagrant and sometimes I'm like, I'm doing

1091
00:55:12,600 --> 00:55:15,759
Speaker 1: that to go viral. But then I remembered recently someone

1092
00:55:15,840 --> 00:55:18,480
Speaker 1: thought someone no, they do, You're You're right, because someone

1093
00:55:18,600 --> 00:55:21,960
Speaker 1: said Medina was talking like that to go viral on

1094
00:55:22,040 --> 00:55:26,880
Speaker 1: our show with the we just organic convo. But also

1095
00:55:27,800 --> 00:55:30,920
Speaker 1: if you guys listen back to cocktails and when she

1096
00:55:31,160 --> 00:55:34,160
Speaker 1: came on so cocktails came in our show during the pandemic,

1097
00:55:35,000 --> 00:55:37,920
Speaker 1: she talked about sucking another like that was something that

1098
00:55:38,200 --> 00:55:40,200
Speaker 1: she said was the context for a sex podcast. It

1099
00:55:40,239 --> 00:55:43,640
Speaker 1: was funny, She's already said made sense, But I was

1100
00:55:43,719 --> 00:55:45,160
Speaker 1: thinking to myself, like, did this girl say this to

1101
00:55:45,200 --> 00:55:48,680
Speaker 1: go viral? And I really do believe that she was

1102
00:55:48,760 --> 00:55:50,840
Speaker 1: brought on that show because weren't they all British to

1103
00:55:51,000 --> 00:55:58,560
Speaker 1: say some dumbassh like I don't understand why people feel

1104
00:55:58,600 --> 00:56:00,879
Speaker 1: the need to, especially when men to get Verry Kevin

1105
00:56:00,920 --> 00:56:04,240
Speaker 1: Samuel's ish they do or Andrew Taate or whatever started

1106
00:56:04,239 --> 00:56:07,120
Speaker 1: to go viral, which is why a part of not

1107
00:56:07,280 --> 00:56:10,359
Speaker 1: only do I hate male podcasters, but when women are

1108
00:56:10,440 --> 00:56:14,040
Speaker 1: going onto these But it's the same reason why not

1109
00:56:14,160 --> 00:56:17,439
Speaker 1: only that Brittany Renner has not sat with a woman

1110
00:56:17,480 --> 00:56:20,400
Speaker 1: pot outside of not for sure, shout out be Simone

1111
00:56:20,440 --> 00:56:23,919
Speaker 1: and May which they had a whole another story to tell.

1112
00:56:24,520 --> 00:56:28,440
Speaker 1: But wait, sorry, Brittney Renner. Britney Renner hasn't interviewed with

1113
00:56:28,640 --> 00:56:32,680
Speaker 1: a woman pod outside of the Simone's pod. No for sure. Um,

1114
00:56:33,160 --> 00:56:36,520
Speaker 1: but the only reason's a problem. But that's what I'm saying,

1115
00:56:36,880 --> 00:56:38,840
Speaker 1: a lot of these women that are going viral with

1116
00:56:38,920 --> 00:56:43,640
Speaker 1: their takes are sitting with men. They're not sitting with women,

1117
00:56:43,680 --> 00:56:46,359
Speaker 1: and we're not having I'll be honest, Sney, Brittany ren

1118
00:56:47,680 --> 00:56:51,240
Speaker 1: Britney writers in jail, and I thought I was Rene Renner.

1119
00:56:51,719 --> 00:56:55,399
Speaker 1: Is Britney Renner, Britney, I hear you know, okay, okay, okay, okay.

1120
00:56:55,600 --> 00:56:57,920
Speaker 1: She sat with academics, she sat with Joe Budden, she

1121
00:56:58,000 --> 00:57:00,719
Speaker 1: sat with Cam Newton, She's shot fat with the fucking

1122
00:57:00,800 --> 00:57:03,920
Speaker 1: fresh and not fit niggas, Like, I will be honest

1123
00:57:04,000 --> 00:57:07,000
Speaker 1: with you, Like there's been moments where like I've been like, oh,

1124
00:57:07,120 --> 00:57:09,879
Speaker 1: she'd be funny and horrible. I would love I can't

1125
00:57:10,000 --> 00:57:15,960
Speaker 1: stand her because of that. I have felt that Brittany

1126
00:57:16,080 --> 00:57:20,320
Speaker 1: goes where she fits the audience. And but I think

1127
00:57:20,400 --> 00:57:22,680
Speaker 1: that that's where a lot of the women that have

1128
00:57:22,960 --> 00:57:26,920
Speaker 1: these Kevin samuel As takes. I don't think Britney cares

1129
00:57:27,000 --> 00:57:30,480
Speaker 1: to be liked by women, which may be value. We

1130
00:57:30,520 --> 00:57:32,640
Speaker 1: don't need her to come on here to be like crazy,

1131
00:57:32,680 --> 00:57:35,720
Speaker 1: but I think we could have very good conversations. I'm

1132
00:57:35,760 --> 00:57:37,640
Speaker 1: not saying that we couldn't, but what I'm saying is

1133
00:57:39,440 --> 00:57:43,800
Speaker 1: being the antagonist, yes, and I don't. And also she's beautiful, right,

1134
00:57:44,120 --> 00:57:47,080
Speaker 1: so when you have someone that men are googling over like,

1135
00:57:47,080 --> 00:57:48,960
Speaker 1: I don't know how Brittany makes money. I always assumed

1136
00:57:49,000 --> 00:57:51,160
Speaker 1: it was like fashion, noble contracts and fitness ship. And

1137
00:57:51,280 --> 00:57:53,280
Speaker 1: when I used to follow her even before the book.

1138
00:57:53,440 --> 00:57:56,400
Speaker 1: My time remembering her in a podcast with family, That's

1139
00:57:56,440 --> 00:58:00,240
Speaker 1: the first podcast I remember being on and um, yeah,

1140
00:58:00,360 --> 00:58:02,640
Speaker 1: she released the book, she's the whole book, right, But

1141
00:58:02,800 --> 00:58:05,000
Speaker 1: I remember following her with Body by Britney stuff and

1142
00:58:05,040 --> 00:58:09,640
Speaker 1: I really liked her content bundle sorry and uh when

1143
00:58:09,720 --> 00:58:13,200
Speaker 1: that changed, she really wasn't for me anymore. And I

1144
00:58:13,400 --> 00:58:15,960
Speaker 1: wonder if that book shifted her demo to where now

1145
00:58:16,160 --> 00:58:19,520
Speaker 1: she has completely changed her person. Well, that book people

1146
00:58:19,960 --> 00:58:24,960
Speaker 1: tied to the the Superhead, the Karen Steffan like that

1147
00:58:25,200 --> 00:58:27,760
Speaker 1: tell all types of ship. Even though she didn't give names,

1148
00:58:28,240 --> 00:58:30,640
Speaker 1: people put two and two together, and there were a

1149
00:58:30,680 --> 00:58:32,640
Speaker 1: lot of people that were named. And then when she

1150
00:58:32,760 --> 00:58:35,240
Speaker 1: got with the ball player who she had a baby by,

1151
00:58:35,800 --> 00:58:37,960
Speaker 1: they all went back and saw and felt as though

1152
00:58:38,000 --> 00:58:40,520
Speaker 1: she was grooming him because she got him right out

1153
00:58:40,520 --> 00:58:43,320
Speaker 1: of high school. I didn't like and I but I

1154
00:58:43,480 --> 00:58:46,560
Speaker 1: think the way that she is able to live in

1155
00:58:46,640 --> 00:58:49,040
Speaker 1: her truth is the same way you and I have

1156
00:58:49,200 --> 00:58:51,640
Speaker 1: somewhat lived and grown in our own truth. And I

1157
00:58:51,760 --> 00:58:54,120
Speaker 1: do think. Do you think that that's Britney's truth? I do?

1158
00:58:54,880 --> 00:58:56,320
Speaker 1: I do, And I follow her and I like what

1159
00:58:56,400 --> 00:58:58,959
Speaker 1: she has to say. She she all of her interview

1160
00:58:59,000 --> 00:59:00,760
Speaker 1: they're not gonna lie. I listened to and where I

1161
00:59:00,800 --> 00:59:03,440
Speaker 1: want to hate her, I'm like, damn, the Russian fit

1162
00:59:03,520 --> 00:59:06,000
Speaker 1: was phenomen Not only that I don't like. And she

1163
00:59:06,120 --> 00:59:08,400
Speaker 1: makes girls look really good. She was great with She

1164
00:59:08,600 --> 00:59:11,800
Speaker 1: was great with Joe. She was great cam. She checked

1165
00:59:11,840 --> 00:59:14,280
Speaker 1: cam and cam cam he got noes. She does. But

1166
00:59:14,400 --> 00:59:16,520
Speaker 1: I've been thinking about she sounds like me. Do you know?

1167
00:59:17,080 --> 00:59:22,640
Speaker 1: She sounds like men? And where I've excelled, maybe she's

1168
00:59:22,640 --> 00:59:26,360
Speaker 1: our age. She's maybe okay, sorry age. So when I

1169
00:59:26,480 --> 00:59:29,640
Speaker 1: say demo. Actually she did do the Johnson's Cabarety thing,

1170
00:59:29,720 --> 00:59:32,280
Speaker 1: So that's some girl that. To me, it's coming girl ship. Um.

1171
00:59:33,280 --> 00:59:37,200
Speaker 1: When I say living in the Truth, right, I have

1172
00:59:37,360 --> 00:59:40,440
Speaker 1: a strong belief and I would love to know what

1173
00:59:41,080 --> 00:59:44,160
Speaker 1: she thinks about this. But I think that when you

1174
00:59:44,280 --> 00:59:47,120
Speaker 1: decide to make a book like that, you have to

1175
00:59:47,160 --> 00:59:50,040
Speaker 1: go full fledged into who that person is. And Karin

1176
00:59:50,080 --> 00:59:52,480
Speaker 1: Stephen's was able to do it right Now she's going

1177
00:59:52,560 --> 00:59:55,280
Speaker 1: by Elizabeth and she has totally different content. But like,

1178
00:59:55,600 --> 00:59:58,640
Speaker 1: I'm not a fan of her content now, No, it's

1179
00:59:58,640 --> 01:00:02,840
Speaker 1: not even her content who's And she has rebranded herself

1180
01:00:03,040 --> 01:00:07,600
Speaker 1: three or four times. I will say, and even if

1181
01:00:07,640 --> 01:00:10,600
Speaker 1: she came on here, I would pick holes in what

1182
01:00:10,800 --> 01:00:14,240
Speaker 1: she says. I believe the Superhead. Maybe I'll look at

1183
01:00:14,280 --> 01:00:18,560
Speaker 1: the camera. I believe that she is a woman much

1184
01:00:18,640 --> 01:00:23,560
Speaker 1: like Brittany Runner, because she can form a sentence, because

1185
01:00:23,600 --> 01:00:26,120
Speaker 1: she can form a complete thought, and because she can

1186
01:00:26,200 --> 01:00:30,120
Speaker 1: go so long and explain this logic that if you

1187
01:00:30,240 --> 01:00:33,160
Speaker 1: really dissect what she's saying, she's talking in circles. And

1188
01:00:33,160 --> 01:00:35,400
Speaker 1: I don't believe she believes herself. But I believe because

1189
01:00:35,440 --> 01:00:37,120
Speaker 1: she can use big words and because she can form

1190
01:00:37,200 --> 01:00:39,840
Speaker 1: complete sentences. So if people take what she says is Bible,

1191
01:00:40,120 --> 01:00:41,880
Speaker 1: and so I think that that's where she garners the

1192
01:00:41,920 --> 01:00:45,320
Speaker 1: audience of maybe someone who lives in their truth. But

1193
01:00:45,440 --> 01:00:47,360
Speaker 1: I really just think she has a concept of really

1194
01:00:48,400 --> 01:00:51,840
Speaker 1: connecting some dots. But because she's very long winded, long

1195
01:00:51,880 --> 01:00:55,080
Speaker 1: winded people who can go like this and not really

1196
01:00:55,160 --> 01:01:00,320
Speaker 1: be questioned about their logic. That's what. Yes, you know

1197
01:01:00,560 --> 01:01:04,240
Speaker 1: what when I listen to Joe now, it's like, especially

1198
01:01:04,640 --> 01:01:08,520
Speaker 1: nonetheless not gonna get too personal. Joe has an audience

1199
01:01:08,560 --> 01:01:11,240
Speaker 1: where people listen to him. Britney Renner has an audience

1200
01:01:11,240 --> 01:01:14,400
Speaker 1: for people listen to her. Superhead wait as an audience

1201
01:01:14,440 --> 01:01:18,960
Speaker 1: for people listen to her and Entertaining only a very

1202
01:01:19,040 --> 01:01:21,960
Speaker 1: good entertaining podcast. They're all entertainers, now, no no, no, no, no,

1203
01:01:22,080 --> 01:01:23,920
Speaker 1: I don't know. Super Head is looked at like no

1204
01:01:24,000 --> 01:01:26,680
Speaker 1: no no, no, no no no. I'm not saying that

1205
01:01:26,760 --> 01:01:28,600
Speaker 1: they I'm not saying at all that they're all on

1206
01:01:28,680 --> 01:01:33,080
Speaker 1: the same level. What I'm saying is and I may

1207
01:01:33,200 --> 01:01:36,480
Speaker 1: also be able to throw, but I actually really like

1208
01:01:36,680 --> 01:01:39,520
Speaker 1: him and he's thoughtful in his words. Is van but

1209
01:01:39,640 --> 01:01:42,200
Speaker 1: where are you going to the respect an audience of people.

1210
01:01:42,680 --> 01:01:48,920
Speaker 1: When you have a voice, people really really really respect

1211
01:01:49,000 --> 01:01:52,600
Speaker 1: people that can form a full sentence. And when you

1212
01:01:52,880 --> 01:01:56,480
Speaker 1: seem to be smarter than what you really are because

1213
01:01:56,560 --> 01:01:58,840
Speaker 1: you know how to just have a thought and continue

1214
01:01:58,880 --> 01:02:01,360
Speaker 1: talking and speaking. This my a long form where you're

1215
01:02:01,400 --> 01:02:03,600
Speaker 1: confident in yourself and what's coming out of your mouth,

1216
01:02:03,920 --> 01:02:06,440
Speaker 1: people believe you more. It's what we see with politicians,

1217
01:02:06,440 --> 01:02:10,640
Speaker 1: which is why they go on stages and and platforms

1218
01:02:10,960 --> 01:02:14,120
Speaker 1: with written speeches. When you're able to stand up, which

1219
01:02:14,200 --> 01:02:16,520
Speaker 1: is why it's ted talk and I want to I

1220
01:02:16,600 --> 01:02:19,400
Speaker 1: want to have a ted talk. But when someone can

1221
01:02:19,520 --> 01:02:25,880
Speaker 1: speak in long form like statements and where their sentences

1222
01:02:25,920 --> 01:02:28,560
Speaker 1: are normal, and when there's not ms in podcasting, so

1223
01:02:28,680 --> 01:02:30,880
Speaker 1: many people now are removing the um when you say

1224
01:02:31,000 --> 01:02:34,120
Speaker 1: um when you pause, it almost makes you. People believe

1225
01:02:34,160 --> 01:02:36,120
Speaker 1: that we don't edit our bodies, we don't edit ship,

1226
01:02:36,400 --> 01:02:40,200
Speaker 1: but it almost makes you seem unsure, which leads people

1227
01:02:40,240 --> 01:02:43,760
Speaker 1: to question. So those people who have the gift of

1228
01:02:43,880 --> 01:02:48,680
Speaker 1: gab to literally speak in long form, complete sentences and

1229
01:02:48,840 --> 01:02:51,840
Speaker 1: add some big motherfucking words in there and some charm,

1230
01:02:52,200 --> 01:02:55,080
Speaker 1: those are dangerous people. But those are also people that

1231
01:02:55,160 --> 01:02:57,040
Speaker 1: I kind of don't believe and if they sat here

1232
01:02:57,080 --> 01:03:00,280
Speaker 1: with us, we might be able to dangerous. No, but

1233
01:03:00,280 --> 01:03:01,920
Speaker 1: I'm gonna telling you. I'm gonna tell you why. I

1234
01:03:02,000 --> 01:03:05,880
Speaker 1: don't think so okay Russian Fit podcast, so like I

1235
01:03:05,960 --> 01:03:09,480
Speaker 1: don't think Joe Button doing that, Like Joe Buden talks

1236
01:03:09,560 --> 01:03:11,480
Speaker 1: ship and he's well and it's music. But that what

1237
01:03:11,520 --> 01:03:15,400
Speaker 1: you're talking about, what Fresh Fit is dangerous? Yes, because

1238
01:03:15,400 --> 01:03:18,400
Speaker 1: that nigga was in the military. He can. But they're

1239
01:03:18,440 --> 01:03:22,760
Speaker 1: not stupid. No, they're not sorry, No, they're dumb. I

1240
01:03:22,920 --> 01:03:27,400
Speaker 1: just have sorry. Yeah, they actually y'all have is dumb,

1241
01:03:28,360 --> 01:03:31,920
Speaker 1: dumbass almost when I can't didn't line me out. This

1242
01:03:32,000 --> 01:03:34,200
Speaker 1: was the way first glad you did. I was thinking,

1243
01:03:34,200 --> 01:03:36,400
Speaker 1: all like, let's stay awesome. Probably clim at you about

1244
01:03:36,400 --> 01:03:38,760
Speaker 1: your barracialists claiming to be blake, and it was gonna

1245
01:03:38,800 --> 01:03:40,760
Speaker 1: embarrass you and kick you out and make a viral moment.

1246
01:03:40,840 --> 01:03:42,600
Speaker 1: So I don't know if they would have embarrassed me,

1247
01:03:42,640 --> 01:03:46,480
Speaker 1: I can't, sorry, but if you would have cut him off,

1248
01:03:46,520 --> 01:03:47,960
Speaker 1: you would have been like, shut up, don't interrupt me

1249
01:03:48,000 --> 01:03:49,080
Speaker 1: on my all on the show. But I'm gonna be

1250
01:03:49,080 --> 01:03:52,280
Speaker 1: honest with you though, I'm like a very when I

1251
01:03:52,360 --> 01:03:55,760
Speaker 1: feel disrespected by man like, I don't care. I know

1252
01:03:55,880 --> 01:03:58,560
Speaker 1: that what's her name? She want to call it? I'm

1253
01:03:58,560 --> 01:04:02,000
Speaker 1: the type of calling because you any anyone. I don't

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01:04:02,040 --> 01:04:05,520
Speaker 1: know how they've still been walking, how they talk about women,

1255
01:04:05,560 --> 01:04:09,200
Speaker 1: any woman that has respectfully checked them and come at

1256
01:04:09,280 --> 01:04:12,320
Speaker 1: them in a in a illogical way to put holes

1257
01:04:12,320 --> 01:04:15,040
Speaker 1: into what they're saying. They get out of here, so

1258
01:04:15,160 --> 01:04:18,520
Speaker 1: you're overt. They didn't do that to Brittany because Brittany

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01:04:18,640 --> 01:04:21,320
Speaker 1: is a viral Mondy. I was gonna say Brittany they

1260
01:04:21,400 --> 01:04:25,000
Speaker 1: wanted to. They actually so when they were on Flagrant,

1261
01:04:26,200 --> 01:04:27,640
Speaker 1: did you know what? I was supposed to go on Flagrant?

1262
01:04:28,840 --> 01:04:31,440
Speaker 1: And I no, No, don't tell you about that. So

1263
01:04:31,640 --> 01:04:33,160
Speaker 1: when we talked about fresh and Fair, I don't know

1264
01:04:33,160 --> 01:04:36,680
Speaker 1: if I mentioned this and I was supposed to be

1265
01:04:36,760 --> 01:04:39,680
Speaker 1: on and I started going off so much on the

1266
01:04:39,760 --> 01:04:41,840
Speaker 1: phone with Andrew. He was like, I can't. I can't

1267
01:04:41,880 --> 01:04:44,840
Speaker 1: do this because it's almost like I'm bringing you in

1268
01:04:45,040 --> 01:04:47,080
Speaker 1: to bid them. I just I'm gonna have to let

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01:04:47,240 --> 01:04:49,320
Speaker 1: it cook myself. Like I think he said it was

1270
01:04:49,400 --> 01:04:52,200
Speaker 1: something along those lines, but basically he was like, if

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01:04:52,280 --> 01:04:54,440
Speaker 1: I do this, it's gonna make me look like I

1272
01:04:54,560 --> 01:05:00,720
Speaker 1: needed like they did but I do see what he meant,

1273
01:05:00,720 --> 01:05:02,400
Speaker 1: because he's like, if you sit there, it's just like

1274
01:05:03,480 --> 01:05:05,680
Speaker 1: now it's too much because I would. I don't know, bro,

1275
01:05:05,720 --> 01:05:07,360
Speaker 1: I don't know how to do it. I just think

1276
01:05:07,480 --> 01:05:10,200
Speaker 1: there is there is a difference between living and walking

1277
01:05:10,200 --> 01:05:12,640
Speaker 1: in and just knowing how to talk. Before we get

1278
01:05:12,680 --> 01:05:15,200
Speaker 1: out of here, though I didn't want go ahead, I

1279
01:05:15,280 --> 01:05:16,840
Speaker 1: didn't want to say one thing about Superhea. They made

1280
01:05:16,840 --> 01:05:21,320
Speaker 1: me think she wasn't necessarily the smartest well, I mean

1281
01:05:21,400 --> 01:05:24,360
Speaker 1: as far as far as marketing herself. Girl, she was

1282
01:05:24,640 --> 01:05:28,760
Speaker 1: hole ass Mary and still like, oh but it bow

1283
01:05:28,840 --> 01:05:31,160
Speaker 1: out or Wayne want me to jump on a flight.

1284
01:05:32,000 --> 01:05:34,680
Speaker 1: I just think that's talking ship like whatever. But here's

1285
01:05:34,680 --> 01:05:37,720
Speaker 1: where what I do. She starts this rebranding and I

1286
01:05:37,800 --> 01:05:41,080
Speaker 1: told you they reached out to me. I saw it

1287
01:05:41,120 --> 01:05:43,240
Speaker 1: all and um, so she didn't get paid for it.

1288
01:05:43,440 --> 01:05:46,280
Speaker 1: Shout out to the company didn't pay her. She made

1289
01:05:46,280 --> 01:05:48,360
Speaker 1: a screenshot and I'll send it to you. She made

1290
01:05:48,400 --> 01:05:50,720
Speaker 1: a whole Instagram cash that they didn't get their money.

1291
01:05:50,760 --> 01:05:53,240
Speaker 1: That's why the show stopped. I mean, I'm gonna be

1292
01:05:53,240 --> 01:05:55,400
Speaker 1: real with you. I mean, Alex did that job. He

1293
01:05:55,440 --> 01:05:57,600
Speaker 1: got paid, well, she didn't, which is why it's that's

1294
01:05:57,600 --> 01:06:00,000
Speaker 1: sucked up and she made a whole post. So here's

1295
01:06:00,040 --> 01:06:02,200
Speaker 1: the thing. So Alex wanted to help her. Don't make

1296
01:06:02,240 --> 01:06:04,520
Speaker 1: some content right, So she came to WTF in Hollywood

1297
01:06:04,800 --> 01:06:06,280
Speaker 1: and they were trying to figure out a format they

1298
01:06:06,360 --> 01:06:09,600
Speaker 1: like that and he said something to me, and I

1299
01:06:09,640 --> 01:06:14,200
Speaker 1: believe he said this to her as well. He said, Yo,

1300
01:06:14,800 --> 01:06:17,320
Speaker 1: she's doing the Elizabeth thing. Cool. I want to help

1301
01:06:17,360 --> 01:06:19,560
Speaker 1: her with this. But she had a viral clip on

1302
01:06:19,640 --> 01:06:27,120
Speaker 1: Cocktails talking about Superhead mom. Why would you give them

1303
01:06:27,240 --> 01:06:28,640
Speaker 1: all of that? And that's what Alex said. He was like,

1304
01:06:28,680 --> 01:06:31,320
Speaker 1: if you're gonna give it and no shade to Erika

1305
01:06:31,480 --> 01:06:33,280
Speaker 1: or Mila to get what you can out of your

1306
01:06:33,280 --> 01:06:35,360
Speaker 1: fucking guests, you know who you're sitting with, but like

1307
01:06:35,880 --> 01:06:38,600
Speaker 1: you're gonna give up the juice? She done another show, No,

1308
01:06:38,760 --> 01:06:41,480
Speaker 1: she did the same thing, uh or not on your own.

1309
01:06:41,560 --> 01:06:44,640
Speaker 1: But before she started her own, she was on Clubhouse

1310
01:06:44,760 --> 01:06:48,520
Speaker 1: Weekly was shout out to study digital and my girl,

1311
01:06:49,280 --> 01:06:52,240
Speaker 1: I think that the reason. I don't know. So the

1312
01:06:52,320 --> 01:06:54,320
Speaker 1: thing that you said about her forming sentences and run on,

1313
01:06:54,440 --> 01:06:55,919
Speaker 1: I don't know if I agree with that. I don't

1314
01:06:55,920 --> 01:06:57,360
Speaker 1: know if it's true that I didn't get to listen

1315
01:06:57,440 --> 01:06:58,760
Speaker 1: long enough. But this is what I would say. She

1316
01:06:58,800 --> 01:07:01,280
Speaker 1: doesn't let people cut her off. I wanted her to

1317
01:07:01,320 --> 01:07:04,040
Speaker 1: talk about she doesn't allow people to question her. I

1318
01:07:04,200 --> 01:07:06,240
Speaker 1: want that. I want her to be my my lip

1319
01:07:06,320 --> 01:07:08,800
Speaker 1: service but that But that's where I feel like. I

1320
01:07:08,840 --> 01:07:11,880
Speaker 1: don't know if because she wrote a book, because she's

1321
01:07:11,920 --> 01:07:15,080
Speaker 1: so good with words, if if we were to sit

1322
01:07:15,120 --> 01:07:17,920
Speaker 1: with any of the people we just named and they

1323
01:07:18,000 --> 01:07:20,080
Speaker 1: said things and we were able to question them, I

1324
01:07:20,120 --> 01:07:23,479
Speaker 1: don't know how quickly they could answer those questions because

1325
01:07:23,520 --> 01:07:26,280
Speaker 1: they were going in knowing. But that's what they want

1326
01:07:26,280 --> 01:07:31,040
Speaker 1: to It's like, if it wasn't gonna change your image,

1327
01:07:31,200 --> 01:07:33,360
Speaker 1: she's gonna be super han foul. I mean, it's hard,

1328
01:07:35,120 --> 01:07:36,480
Speaker 1: which is why I don't want saying. If you don't

1329
01:07:36,480 --> 01:07:38,040
Speaker 1: want people to call you super had anymore, I hear

1330
01:07:38,360 --> 01:07:40,000
Speaker 1: get that. I don't like when people call me horse.

1331
01:07:41,280 --> 01:07:43,800
Speaker 1: And you're still talking about Wayne and bow Wow and

1332
01:07:43,840 --> 01:07:45,840
Speaker 1: ship that we read in your book from ten years ago.

1333
01:07:46,200 --> 01:07:49,120
Speaker 1: How do you expect to rebrand? Were you still talking

1334
01:07:49,120 --> 01:07:51,960
Speaker 1: about the same ship? Totally confused me. I thought she

1335
01:07:52,000 --> 01:07:54,760
Speaker 1: should have went on Good Moms and fucking gave us

1336
01:07:54,800 --> 01:07:56,840
Speaker 1: the content we would have gotten you know what you

1337
01:07:57,080 --> 01:08:00,440
Speaker 1: have people go if they want to exactly now, It's

1338
01:08:00,520 --> 01:08:01,960
Speaker 1: like if I click on this ship and I only

1339
01:08:01,960 --> 01:08:04,760
Speaker 1: hear the same thing that wasn't that wasn't smart to

1340
01:08:04,800 --> 01:08:07,200
Speaker 1: me exactly, I agree, before we get out of here,

1341
01:08:07,280 --> 01:08:11,040
Speaker 1: when end? What a whole male um? And this one UM?

1342
01:08:11,360 --> 01:08:14,360
Speaker 1: I think, I think it's really good. It says, please

1343
01:08:14,440 --> 01:08:16,760
Speaker 1: help this giver make his girlfriend a give her to

1344
01:08:17,640 --> 01:08:19,600
Speaker 1: Dear Mandy and Wheezy. I mean, might be one of

1345
01:08:20,200 --> 01:08:22,720
Speaker 1: the handful of guys that listen to your podcast, but

1346
01:08:22,840 --> 01:08:24,960
Speaker 1: it's a great listen and I've learned a lot. This

1347
01:08:25,080 --> 01:08:27,840
Speaker 1: past year, I worked as an overnight associate and came

1348
01:08:27,840 --> 01:08:31,320
Speaker 1: across your podcast after only listening to music and sporthheads

1349
01:08:31,720 --> 01:08:34,120
Speaker 1: talked to pass the time in the dual world of

1350
01:08:34,240 --> 01:08:39,360
Speaker 1: stocking shots stocking shelves. Sorry, listening to your podcast accelerated

1351
01:08:39,760 --> 01:08:42,519
Speaker 1: my sexual desires and opened up a whole new world

1352
01:08:42,600 --> 01:08:45,880
Speaker 1: of how to please my woman. I grew up very conservative,

1353
01:08:46,280 --> 01:08:49,639
Speaker 1: and I still am. Early in our relationship, I would

1354
01:08:49,640 --> 01:08:52,160
Speaker 1: say our sex was plain and standard compared to the

1355
01:08:52,200 --> 01:08:55,280
Speaker 1: sex we have now. We've been dating for five years,

1356
01:08:56,040 --> 01:08:59,080
Speaker 1: twenty three and twenty four years old. I know her

1357
01:08:59,120 --> 01:09:01,679
Speaker 1: body a lot more her and how to make her come.

1358
01:09:02,280 --> 01:09:04,599
Speaker 1: Although we have great sex, I feel like she's slightly

1359
01:09:04,720 --> 01:09:07,519
Speaker 1: taking advantage of knowing that she's with a man who

1360
01:09:07,640 --> 01:09:11,240
Speaker 1: is a giver. For years, she was the one making

1361
01:09:11,320 --> 01:09:13,600
Speaker 1: the first moves, but now roles have reversed in My

1362
01:09:13,640 --> 01:09:16,600
Speaker 1: attraction to her is soaring, so much though, that I

1363
01:09:16,680 --> 01:09:20,200
Speaker 1: literally do research on different pussy eating techniques, how to

1364
01:09:20,280 --> 01:09:22,920
Speaker 1: make her come, and how to make our sex lives better.

1365
01:09:23,520 --> 01:09:25,920
Speaker 1: I make things spontaneous, like eating her out on the

1366
01:09:26,200 --> 01:09:29,280
Speaker 1: on her lunch break, or only fingering her before bed

1367
01:09:29,800 --> 01:09:32,280
Speaker 1: and withholding dick. That's cute, you know what I mean.

1368
01:09:32,800 --> 01:09:35,880
Speaker 1: I still expressing my wants in the bedroom to her,

1369
01:09:36,520 --> 01:09:39,760
Speaker 1: and it seems like pulling teeth to have her give

1370
01:09:39,840 --> 01:09:43,160
Speaker 1: me just head When I do speak up, I've expressed

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01:09:43,680 --> 01:09:45,920
Speaker 1: that more head would be nice, but I wish I

1372
01:09:46,000 --> 01:09:47,880
Speaker 1: didn't have to ask for it, just like she doesn't

1373
01:09:47,880 --> 01:09:50,240
Speaker 1: have to get asked to get her pussy eight because

1374
01:09:50,240 --> 01:09:54,120
Speaker 1: I want to. She calls herself a pillow princess, and

1375
01:09:54,200 --> 01:09:56,600
Speaker 1: I'm totally fine with it, but I blame myself for

1376
01:09:56,680 --> 01:09:59,160
Speaker 1: making her that way. I know she has said that

1377
01:09:59,240 --> 01:10:02,040
Speaker 1: her jaw hurts giving me head or it's tiring for her.

1378
01:10:02,160 --> 01:10:06,080
Speaker 1: Dane were here right? As women, here we go. Here's

1379
01:10:06,120 --> 01:10:13,679
Speaker 1: what the question as women, how would you express that? Like? Okay?

1380
01:10:13,840 --> 01:10:18,160
Speaker 1: As women, that's why it's like weird now as women,

1381
01:10:18,360 --> 01:10:19,880
Speaker 1: how would you want? Oh? How would you want a

1382
01:10:20,000 --> 01:10:26,599
Speaker 1: man to express how he wants head? And how do you? Oh?

1383
01:10:26,760 --> 01:10:28,840
Speaker 1: And then for the other men, how do you as

1384
01:10:28,880 --> 01:10:31,120
Speaker 1: a man express you want head? This is we can't

1385
01:10:31,120 --> 01:10:34,320
Speaker 1: answer that. She's done it before and it's great. I

1386
01:10:34,479 --> 01:10:36,320
Speaker 1: just wish you would want to do it more often.

1387
01:10:37,080 --> 01:10:39,640
Speaker 1: I know it isn't because I'm small seven and a

1388
01:10:39,680 --> 01:10:42,439
Speaker 1: half and just just I know it's I know if

1389
01:10:42,560 --> 01:10:44,560
Speaker 1: that's where the hurt jaw comes from. But it's not.

1390
01:10:45,400 --> 01:10:47,600
Speaker 1: Or I'm not groom because I take care of the

1391
01:10:47,680 --> 01:10:50,000
Speaker 1: hair down there. I know it's not because my dick

1392
01:10:50,160 --> 01:10:57,760
Speaker 1: is ugly passports someone from girls. I'm coming to you

1393
01:10:58,360 --> 01:11:01,040
Speaker 1: best anonymous point. There's I've met a few people that

1394
01:11:01,040 --> 01:11:07,360
Speaker 1: don't like just don't like, don't so to me. My

1395
01:11:08,000 --> 01:11:10,519
Speaker 1: my advice to you would be sorry to if you

1396
01:11:10,720 --> 01:11:14,599
Speaker 1: have a partner who who doesn't like sucking dick, sorry,

1397
01:11:14,840 --> 01:11:18,320
Speaker 1: I would ask you because you're not really sure what

1398
01:11:18,439 --> 01:11:21,120
Speaker 1: all other things are turned on by you. We say

1399
01:11:21,160 --> 01:11:22,960
Speaker 1: this to women a lot. You know, any things don't

1400
01:11:22,960 --> 01:11:24,920
Speaker 1: like to you? Pussy? What? What? No? No, no. We

1401
01:11:25,040 --> 01:11:28,160
Speaker 1: say a lot to women that you can't expect a

1402
01:11:28,240 --> 01:11:31,400
Speaker 1: man to please you without you knowing what turns you on.

1403
01:11:31,800 --> 01:11:35,639
Speaker 1: So I would say, if head is probably the one

1404
01:11:35,720 --> 01:11:38,040
Speaker 1: thing right now that you want but you're not getting,

1405
01:11:38,840 --> 01:11:41,599
Speaker 1: I would implore you to find out what other things

1406
01:11:41,800 --> 01:11:45,160
Speaker 1: really turn you on. Is it role playing, is it rimming?

1407
01:11:45,760 --> 01:11:49,439
Speaker 1: Is it nipple play? Is it seeing her dressed up?

1408
01:11:50,120 --> 01:11:53,040
Speaker 1: Think of other things that really really really turn you

1409
01:11:53,160 --> 01:11:58,000
Speaker 1: on and introduce that. I would also see if also

1410
01:11:58,640 --> 01:12:02,479
Speaker 1: maybe she's okay with you bringing toys and so where

1411
01:12:02,600 --> 01:12:04,840
Speaker 1: maybe she doesn't want to suck your dick. See if

1412
01:12:04,920 --> 01:12:09,439
Speaker 1: maybe you can introduce fleshlights or things that emulate oral

1413
01:12:09,600 --> 01:12:12,439
Speaker 1: sex with toys for you. We say that a lot

1414
01:12:12,520 --> 01:12:15,200
Speaker 1: for for us, and so I would say that would

1415
01:12:15,200 --> 01:12:18,280
Speaker 1: be my advice to you, just too. Maybe flip it around,

1416
01:12:18,560 --> 01:12:21,160
Speaker 1: see if you can introduce toys and maybe focus on

1417
01:12:21,320 --> 01:12:24,720
Speaker 1: other things that would really please you, and maybe lean

1418
01:12:25,120 --> 01:12:26,920
Speaker 1: towards that to ask her to do I'm a really

1419
01:12:26,960 --> 01:12:29,080
Speaker 1: good sucker and I'm not having sex, and this bitch

1420
01:12:29,160 --> 01:12:34,559
Speaker 1: is getting funed she's getting funedeno. Well you mad alright, Well, guys,

1421
01:12:34,600 --> 01:12:36,880
Speaker 1: thank you for tuning into another episode of Horrible Decisions.

1422
01:12:36,920 --> 01:12:39,000
Speaker 1: We talked about Patreon in the beginning of this episode,

1423
01:12:39,240 --> 01:12:42,040
Speaker 1: and we're gonna leave you with a five minute bonus clip.

1424
01:12:42,439 --> 01:12:45,400
Speaker 1: Please be sure to subscribe to our patreon. That is

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Speaker 1: patreon dot com backslash Horrible Decillons but spelled in English. Um,

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Speaker 1: so go ahead and check that out. There is a

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01:12:52,840 --> 01:12:54,560
Speaker 1: link in the bio to take you straight there. It

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Speaker 1: is eighteen plus as well. Become a patron for five

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Speaker 1: to twenty five dollars a month. That's right, Support your

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Speaker 1: favorite podcast, your favorite duo, and here a whole lot

1431
01:13:05,120 --> 01:13:09,960
Speaker 1: more honey child. Anyway, thank you guys so much for

1432
01:13:10,040 --> 01:13:13,680
Speaker 1: tuning into Yeah, another episode of Horrid Blair. This is

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01:13:13,760 --> 01:13:20,320
Speaker 1: the own by y'all. If Bony's beat, Welcome back. I'm

1434
01:13:20,360 --> 01:13:24,240
Speaker 1: trying to get my ship together. Yes, welcome, welcome back.

1435
01:13:24,360 --> 01:13:29,519
Speaker 1: It's so crazy because we recorded pretty much the next

1436
01:13:29,640 --> 01:13:33,439
Speaker 1: month of Horrible Decisions last week, and it was giving.

1437
01:13:33,840 --> 01:13:36,000
Speaker 1: I haven't had sex, it was giving, I haven't gone

1438
01:13:36,120 --> 01:13:39,000
Speaker 1: the date. It was giving. I don't even know what

1439
01:13:39,040 --> 01:13:41,880
Speaker 1: I'm gonna talk about. And I ended up going out

1440
01:13:42,000 --> 01:13:46,720
Speaker 1: this weekend and literally in the last few days, I

1441
01:13:49,080 --> 01:13:52,080
Speaker 1: have met two guys that I'm talking to. One is local,

1442
01:13:52,200 --> 01:13:54,479
Speaker 1: one doesn't live here. But the one that lives here

1443
01:13:54,520 --> 01:13:58,599
Speaker 1: already has a nickname. His nickname is Black Jesus. Already

1444
01:13:58,640 --> 01:14:00,600
Speaker 1: told him not to listen to the podcast as but

1445
01:14:00,720 --> 01:14:05,559
Speaker 1: he knows his name is Black Jesus because he's giving

1446
01:14:05,600 --> 01:14:09,000
Speaker 1: Black Jesus. He looks like Black Jesus. And what's crazy

1447
01:14:09,120 --> 01:14:13,559
Speaker 1: is so well y'all talk about how having met him

1448
01:14:13,640 --> 01:14:17,120
Speaker 1: because I was like not even looking today. I went

1449
01:14:17,200 --> 01:14:24,760
Speaker 1: to this party over the weekend. No, we actually went

1450
01:14:24,800 --> 01:14:27,519
Speaker 1: to Everyday People together. We spent the whole weekend together

1451
01:14:27,560 --> 01:14:31,360
Speaker 1: after meeting each other. So and then we also had

1452
01:14:31,400 --> 01:14:35,320
Speaker 1: a date last night. So I have now spent three

1453
01:14:35,840 --> 01:14:42,560
Speaker 1: of the last four days with him. Uh yeah, I

1454
01:14:42,600 --> 01:14:46,439
Speaker 1: don't really. I mean he's great. So let me tell

1455
01:14:46,560 --> 01:14:48,680
Speaker 1: y'all to t about how to funk I even met him.

1456
01:14:48,840 --> 01:14:52,679
Speaker 1: So I'm at this party on Saturday and I lose

1457
01:14:52,760 --> 01:14:54,519
Speaker 1: my home girl. Not that I lost her. She went

1458
01:14:54,560 --> 01:14:56,920
Speaker 1: to the bathroom and so I left the table to

1459
01:14:56,960 --> 01:15:00,680
Speaker 1: go look for her. Is he a Brooklyn nigga? Rewind

1460
01:15:01,280 --> 01:15:03,760
Speaker 1: He lives in Brooklyn. But he's not a Brooklyn nigga. No,

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01:15:04,760 --> 01:15:11,720
Speaker 1: not even he's an ex fat he's an exact like yeah,

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01:15:11,840 --> 01:15:14,200
Speaker 1: like he's he's been in New York less time than

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01:15:14,240 --> 01:15:19,280
Speaker 1: I am, like the States. He's not American, yeah like

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01:15:19,520 --> 01:15:21,040
Speaker 1: x not like he's not from New York, like he

1465
01:15:21,160 --> 01:15:25,600
Speaker 1: was from somewhere else and lives here now. Um So, anyways,

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01:15:26,439 --> 01:15:29,040
Speaker 1: I'm looking for my home girls. Let me let y'all know.

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01:15:29,280 --> 01:15:31,960
Speaker 1: I am drunk as fun and all shrubs at the

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01:15:32,080 --> 01:15:35,160
Speaker 1: same time. So I just took like this little square

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01:15:36,040 --> 01:15:38,559
Speaker 1: of the chocolate shrums and I was like, okay, it's

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01:15:38,600 --> 01:15:41,280
Speaker 1: a vine. Why you It took me so long to

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01:15:41,360 --> 01:15:44,360
Speaker 1: even take the square because so many of our fans

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01:15:44,439 --> 01:15:47,560
Speaker 1: were there. It was like overwhelming for me, like I

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01:15:47,720 --> 01:15:50,599
Speaker 1: was on FaceTime, Like every man that approached me called

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01:15:50,640 --> 01:15:52,960
Speaker 1: their girlfriend or wife and had me on face time

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01:15:53,000 --> 01:15:55,560
Speaker 1: with your girl wife. And then all the girls that

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01:15:55,640 --> 01:15:59,920
Speaker 1: were there, we're just like by like offering me during

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01:16:00,560 --> 01:16:03,200
Speaker 1: and I'm like, yeah, I'm already drunk. So anyways, I

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01:16:03,400 --> 01:16:07,160
Speaker 1: go to find my home girls after I'm feeling a

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01:16:07,200 --> 01:16:10,840
Speaker 1: little buzz on the shrooms and I passed him, and

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01:16:10,880 --> 01:16:12,280
Speaker 1: I didn't know what to do. Because I'm on shrooms

1481
01:16:12,320 --> 01:16:13,920
Speaker 1: and I don't know what this, like, what's going on?

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01:16:14,240 --> 01:16:16,240
Speaker 1: So i just started me mugging his ass and I'm

1483
01:16:16,280 --> 01:16:19,800
Speaker 1: like I'm just me mugging. I don't need no words

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01:16:19,800 --> 01:16:22,400
Speaker 1: even come out. And he was like what's up? And

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01:16:22,479 --> 01:16:25,920
Speaker 1: I was like, you find and ship. That's literally the

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01:16:26,000 --> 01:16:27,720
Speaker 1: only thing that came out of my mouth. I'm like,

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01:16:28,280 --> 01:16:30,800
Speaker 1: you're actually too fine to be here? What you doing here?

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01:16:30,920 --> 01:16:34,880
Speaker 1: What you funny? All I knew was saying so where

1489
01:16:34,920 --> 01:16:38,880
Speaker 1: to God? That's all PBu. So it was like a

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01:16:39,000 --> 01:16:42,280
Speaker 1: party like with tons of like all the Africans and

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01:16:42,960 --> 01:16:44,920
Speaker 1: Nigerians and like a lot of people had like their

1492
01:16:44,960 --> 01:16:50,959
Speaker 1: African garbs on women. Was fine. So anyways, I approached

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01:16:51,040 --> 01:16:53,360
Speaker 1: him and I'm like, you you find ship and literally

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01:16:53,400 --> 01:16:54,720
Speaker 1: know how to say. And then I'm like, you know what,

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01:16:55,479 --> 01:16:58,160
Speaker 1: I have my whole foot in my mouth. Sorry, I'm

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01:16:58,240 --> 01:17:01,160
Speaker 1: on shrooms. Would you like something? All I knew was

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01:17:01,240 --> 01:17:03,519
Speaker 1: to do was to offer him drugs? So mind you

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01:17:03,680 --> 01:17:07,800
Speaker 1: his responses, I'm actually shruman right now. Yeah, sure I'll

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01:17:07,800 --> 01:17:11,800
Speaker 1: take something. So he takes some and I'm like, well,

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01:17:11,920 --> 01:17:14,360
Speaker 1: I'm still looking for my friends, but I would really

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01:17:14,400 --> 01:17:18,040
Speaker 1: like to exchange, like information. Can I get your Instagram

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01:17:18,160 --> 01:17:21,439
Speaker 1: or your phone number? At this point, foot in my

1503
01:17:21,520 --> 01:17:25,200
Speaker 1: mouth again, He's like, yeah, let's exchange instagrams. So I

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01:17:25,320 --> 01:17:28,800
Speaker 1: immediately feel curged. I immediately feel like Nigga ain funking

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01:17:28,840 --> 01:17:31,240
Speaker 1: with me, because anytime I really don't want to give

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01:17:31,280 --> 01:17:34,280
Speaker 1: someone my number, I give them my Instagram, even though

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01:17:34,360 --> 01:17:37,479
Speaker 1: I asked for Instagram. And I think I only felt

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01:17:37,520 --> 01:17:40,840
Speaker 1: curve too, because the nigga's Instagram was prictant. So I'm like, Nigga,

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01:17:41,040 --> 01:17:43,360
Speaker 1: this does me no good. I'm not gonna remember your page.

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01:17:43,439 --> 01:17:45,599
Speaker 1: Now I have to follow you, like I'm not even

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01:17:45,640 --> 01:17:47,680
Speaker 1: gonna remember what your name is to find you through

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01:17:47,680 --> 01:17:50,599
Speaker 1: who I followed. So I was just like, okay, well

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01:17:50,640 --> 01:17:54,479
Speaker 1: this was pointless. So anyways I find my I'm like,

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01:17:54,479 --> 01:17:56,240
Speaker 1: all right, well, I'm gonna go find my friends. I

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01:17:56,320 --> 01:17:58,920
Speaker 1: find my friends. We go back to the table and

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01:17:59,040 --> 01:18:02,840
Speaker 1: we're vibe now like I'm with my friends. He had

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01:18:02,960 --> 01:18:06,360
Speaker 1: to the table and goes to like touch my shoulder

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01:18:06,560 --> 01:18:09,720
Speaker 1: to chat. I say, hey, so I'm with my friends. Now,

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01:18:10,040 --> 01:18:11,920
Speaker 1: there's a lot of really good looking women in here.

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01:18:11,960 --> 01:18:14,759
Speaker 1: You should like do a walkthrough, go get some numbers,

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01:18:14,840 --> 01:18:17,440
Speaker 1: like that's what you're here for right and like completely

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01:18:17,560 --> 01:18:21,600
Speaker 1: dismissed him, completely, dismissed that Nick so