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Speaker 1: Did you guys know you're supposed to brush your teeth

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Speaker 1: They told me If I don't use it, I'm gonna

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Speaker 1: get some sort of gun disease. And I still haven't

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Speaker 2: I know.

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Speaker 1: It takes up so much time flossing and brushing your teeth,

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Speaker 1: and god fuck. You go to the dentist and like,

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Speaker 1: all right, here's why your teeth throw fucked up. And

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Speaker 1: you have to do these things that are gonna take

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Speaker 1: a half hour. It's gonna take it a half hour

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Speaker 1: in the morning and at night. And then you go

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Speaker 1: you try to pay your taxes and they say says

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Speaker 1: something's wrong, that doesn't work. And then you go to

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Speaker 1: the knee doctor and your knee is fucked up. And

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Speaker 1: then you get a text from someone it's like five

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Speaker 1: paragraphs long, and so you have to also write five

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Speaker 1: paragraphs or also looks like you're snubbing them, and you're

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Speaker 1: just like fuck this, I'm gonna go play Super Mario

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Speaker 1: sixty four. All right, let's take calls, It goes on

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Speaker 1: the line. Take your calls.

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Speaker 3: All from bloony.

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Speaker 1: Blooney.

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Speaker 4: Hey, So.

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Speaker 1: Did you brush your teet this morning? No?

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Speaker 5: I didn't.

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Speaker 6: Why not? Did you?

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Speaker 1: Why didn't you brush your teeth this morning?

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Speaker 7: I never do?

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Speaker 1: You never brush your teeth hardly ever, it's been in

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Speaker 1: the years. Are you okay? Or the decaying?

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Speaker 6: Oh?

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Speaker 5: Yeah, they're pretty bad?

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Speaker 6: Does that?

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Speaker 1: Does that bother you?

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Speaker 4: Say?

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Speaker 1: What does that bother you?

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Speaker 6: Yeah?

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Speaker 7: A little bit, Like I'll probably go get in six eventually,

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Speaker 7: but I just haven't uh.

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Speaker 4: Happened yet.

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Speaker 1: You know what I find interesting about this is that

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Speaker 1: imagine two types of guys. Uh, there's one who doesn't brush,

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Speaker 1: who just never brushes their teeth, hasn't brushed the teeth

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Speaker 1: a fixed latter, versus a person who obsessively compulsively brushes

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Speaker 1: their teeth twice a day, lost mouth washed, the whole gambit,

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Speaker 1: but is consistently is but does so because they're just

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Speaker 1: so worried. They have so much stress about having perfect teeth.

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Speaker 1: They want it so badly, they're so scared which person

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Speaker 7: Yeah, I mean I don't know. I don't really worry

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Speaker 7: I mean I don't really take care of my so

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Speaker 7: some probable we're not going to live that long.

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Speaker 1: So that sound amazing. How how old are you know?

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Speaker 1: That's pretty good.

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Speaker 7: I mean, yeah, I heard the over bus on my teeth. Yeah,

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Speaker 7: it's not too bad.

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Speaker 1: We were talking about this earlier. You know, I was

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Speaker 5: Well, I mean I have stress.

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Speaker 7: I mean like I have, you know, work issues and things,

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Speaker 7: you know, relationship issues. It's things that everybody has, but

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Speaker 7: I just try output about them.

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Speaker 1: Have you ever been in love?

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Speaker 5: Oh? I think so?

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Speaker 6: Yeah?

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Speaker 7: I mean I mean I'm married, so I mean I

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Speaker 1: Mean, are you not sure whether or not you love

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Speaker 5: I mean, what is love?

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Speaker 4: Really?

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Speaker 1: I think that's up for each individual to decide on

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Speaker 7: I've ever been in love? What I think the answer is?

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Speaker 1: I don't know what is love? What is Is this

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Speaker 7: I think, mm hmmm, But uh, yeah, I don't know.

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Speaker 1: Do you think your wife loves you?

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Speaker 7: I mean she tolerates me. Uh you know, it's kind

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Speaker 4: I guess does she love me?

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Speaker 5: Maybe? I don't know.

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Speaker 1: Why do you think she doesn't love you?

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Speaker 5: She's just kind of mean?

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Speaker 1: This mean to you?

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Speaker 5: What do you mean to every?

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Speaker 7: And that just means she's just kind of a person.

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Speaker 1: Can I get like a concrete example of your wife

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Speaker 7: It's it's little things like she'll you know, move myself,

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Speaker 7: Like I'll have something in a certain place and you

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Speaker 7: it somewhere else. Then I gotta go find it, you know,

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Speaker 7: little things like.

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Speaker 1: That, And she just so intentionally just to make your

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Speaker 7: I think so, I mean I don't know. I mean,

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Speaker 7: maybe she really doesn't want anything on the counter. Maybe

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Speaker 5: It's annoying.

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Speaker 10: You know.

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Speaker 1: That doesn't sound so much mean as it does like

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Speaker 1: she's trying to clean the common spaces of your house.

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Speaker 7: Well, I mean, okay, let's talk about like your bathroom

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Speaker 7: for instance, Like do you have a perfectly empty counter

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Speaker 7: soap bottle on your toothbrush?

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Speaker 6: No?

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Speaker 1: Well, I mean that's just it seems like part of

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Speaker 7: Well, the thing is, this is kind of like not

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Speaker 4: Hard.

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Speaker 1: Do you have a kid?

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Speaker 5: That's the way I feel? Well, yeah, several kids?

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Speaker 1: How many kids?

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Speaker 4: Three?

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Speaker 1: Yeah? Why did you have to think about how many

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Speaker 4: Well?

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Speaker 5: It depends like not all of them are mine.

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Speaker 7: Biologically, but there are four people I would consider my children.

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Speaker 1: Okay, that's what matters. Do you love them?

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Speaker 6: I do?

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Speaker 9: Love my kids.

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Speaker 5: Yeah, I think, And maybe I don't know.

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Speaker 7: Maybe I wasn't really thinking about them when you question earlier.

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Speaker 7: Maybe that's a different kind of love that I wasn't

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Speaker 7: really associating with no love.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, I actually totally think it's a different kind of love.

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Speaker 1: Like when I think about well, I've thought about this

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Speaker 1: I could see myself really loving a child. I could

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Speaker 1: understand that kind of love. But romantic love is a

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Speaker 7: I mean, it's, uh, there's other things to consider, you know,

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Speaker 7: it's uh, you know, there's sexual relationships. Do you really

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Speaker 4: Like you know, that can be hard to figure out.

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Speaker 7: But you know with with kids, like for me, at

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Speaker 7: same like for each kid, well especially most especially the

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Speaker 7: I don't know this person, they're not born yet. Am

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Speaker 7: I didn't know the answer to that until the first

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Speaker 7: love this person. I'll do anything for this person.

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Speaker 6: Hm.

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Speaker 7: And uh yeah, I feel that way about all my kids.

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Speaker 7: I think I would do anything for them. Maybe that's

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Speaker 7: do anything, including giving your life for them. M.

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Speaker 5: Did I answer your question?

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Speaker 4: I might have.

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Speaker 5: I forgot things sometimes M.

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Speaker 1: Yeah. M it is interesting, you know. I mean I

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Speaker 7: Yeah, yeah, definitely.

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Speaker 1: Why do you stay with your wife if you don't

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Speaker 7: Mean to you because my teeth are fucked up and

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Speaker 1: Does that bother you?

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Speaker 6: No?

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Speaker 7: Not really, because I'm kind of like I don't really

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Speaker 7: I would like to have like a active, like sexual relationship,

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Speaker 7: and we we I do have that with my wife.

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Speaker 4: It's not like all the time, but you know, it's

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Speaker 7: So like I'm not really like interested in getting in

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Speaker 7: we've been we haven't really been married that long where

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Speaker 7: we have four kids together, so I don't really want

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Speaker 7: single mom and all that. So, you know, random dudes

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Speaker 1: Yeah, you know, like a guy who doesn't care about anything,

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Speaker 5: Yeah, I mean, I do care about my kids.

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Speaker 7: I just maybe I don't really care about myself as

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Speaker 5: About my kids.

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Speaker 1: Do you feel like you should care more about yourself?

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Speaker 7: Probably? Yeah, for their sake, But I mean I think

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Speaker 7: you're not qualified to give any advice. I'm not looking

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Speaker 7: for that, but I think it probably is, you know,

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Speaker 4: I probably should go see a real therapist.

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Speaker 7: But again, like, uh, you know, the depression and anxiety

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Speaker 12: It's a big one. So I kind of lost a

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Speaker 1: Why is your family's respect important to you?

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Speaker 12: Because I love them, I want them to respect me.

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Speaker 12: To be fair, the story I told was pretty gross,

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Speaker 13: I just wanted know.

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Speaker 1: I think you should reevaluate why it's important to because

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Speaker 12: Well, I guess that's fair, But I have friends that

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Speaker 1: Well, here's the thing, right, here's the thing, you know,

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Speaker 1: That's not a choice for me to make for you.

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Speaker 1: That's choice for you to make for yourself. It's more

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Speaker 12: Can I tell you the story so you can analyze

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Speaker 1: It's really short, can I? And by the way, did

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Speaker 12: Yes, it's going to happen.

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Speaker 12: Fuck all right, well, let me just tell you.

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Speaker 1: Why would I hurt your feelings if I hung up

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Speaker 12: Because I've been calling you, trying to reach you and

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Speaker 1: I think that you what just her name was, Katie? Katie,

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Speaker 1: You guys, stop valuing the approval of you know, your parents,

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Speaker 13: I so deeply craved that.

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Speaker 12: Honestly, it's a deep craving of mine. But I also

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Speaker 1: Apparently for yourself, Katie.

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Speaker 12: Yeah, I knew well anyway. I wasn't allowed to have

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Speaker 1: You should reevaluate your relationship with your parents and why

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Speaker 12: Caitlin, Yeah it is, Caitlin. Actually that was intuitive.

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Speaker 1: That works out well. Thank you so much for calling Caitlyn.

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Speaker 1: You have a the rest of the night, you too,

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Speaker 1: get go bye.

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Speaker 14: All from Kathy.

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Speaker 1: Kathy, Hi, what's up? What are you doing right now?

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Speaker 13: I'm laying in bed? So can I ask you a question?

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Speaker 13: Do you think there are people predicting the long game

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Speaker 1: Yes?

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Speaker 13: Who do you think they are?

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Speaker 1: Engineers? Leaders in tech and business?

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Speaker 13: And how far out do you think they're planning?

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Speaker 1: Probably at least fifty years?

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Speaker 13: Isn't that fucking nuts?

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Speaker 1: Do you fancy yourself a future ologist?

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Speaker 1: Really.

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Speaker 13: I was reading a book about Homo sapiens and I

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Speaker 1: You know what I did a long time ago. I

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Speaker 1: haven't done this in a while. But there's this weird feeling,

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Speaker 1: like go on Wikipedia and then you can find like

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Speaker 1: there's Wikipedia articles for years like you could, like there's

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Speaker 1: a Wikipedia article for like the year twenty one hundred,

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Speaker 1: and like you know, the year twenty two hundred, the

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Speaker 1: year like all these all these years in the future,

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Speaker 1: and you can read about what will happen in those years,

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Speaker 1: like what people predict will have happened.

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Speaker 8: Uh whah.

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Speaker 6: Yeah.

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Speaker 1: It's it's spooky to read about because you're like, hmm,

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Speaker 1: the US will be x amount of carbonion emissions by

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Speaker 1: this time, but I'll be it's weird to read about

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Speaker 1: all these things that will happen when you're dead.

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Speaker 13: And statistically, you know, some of them have to be

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Speaker 13: are gonna happen like statistically you know, no.

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Speaker 1: Like there's like, god, I can't think of any good examples,

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Speaker 1: but if you go to like if you go on

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Speaker 1: Wikipedia and you look at like the year twenty one

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Speaker 1: three hundred, it'll say something like, I mean, there's it's

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Speaker 1: everything from like the Happy Birthday song will be in

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Speaker 1: the public domain to like, you know, I think that

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Speaker 1: I've read this song is in the public domain. But

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Speaker 1: it'll just tell you about little things that have had

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Speaker 1: that are going to happen in the future. And then

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Speaker 1: you think about, like damn, I won't be a live

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Speaker 1: when that happens. Like it'll probably talk about like you know,

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Speaker 1: commercial space travel, humans colonizing planets, interesting things that you

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Speaker 1: know will be long dead.

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Speaker 13: Wild. I love it though, But.

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Speaker 1: We're live right now, isn't it cool? What's what is red? Sorry?

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Speaker 1: Hold on, I said any of the things I just said,

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Speaker 1: But hold on, I'm gonna redo that transition. But we're

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Speaker 1: alive right now. What color is red.

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Speaker 13: Red. I'm sorry I was. I was listening to this

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Speaker 13: earlier today. Red is the Blood of Angry Men. Lame

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Speaker 13: miss is on my brain?

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Speaker 1: Is that is that from lam Is? Mm hmm. I've

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Speaker 1: never seen Lamiz. I've actually never seen a movie longer

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Speaker 1: than two hours.

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Speaker 13: I haven't seen the movie. I've just seen the musical.

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Speaker 1: What did you say? Your name was?

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Speaker 13: Kathy?

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Speaker 1: My stepmom's name is Kathy. When my dad met I

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Speaker 1: think my parents got divorced in two thousand and five,

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Speaker 1: and they met when they were like in their they

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Speaker 1: reached in their late forties. They met on Jay Date.

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Speaker 1: Kathy's not Jewish, my dad is, but she likes Jewish guys.

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Speaker 1: So she went on Jada because you don't actually have

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Speaker 1: to be Jewish to join Jada eight you know that.

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Speaker 13: Oh no, I didn't know that.

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Speaker 1: To be Jewish, but she like she wanted to date

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Speaker 1: a Jewish guy. I don't know why that was like her, kay,

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Speaker 1: And so she she met my dad and and they

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Speaker 1: were in their late forties when people are out here like,

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Speaker 1: oh no, I'm twenty nine, I'm not married yet. I'm like,

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Speaker 1: they met in their late forties. That's incredible.

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Speaker 13: Yeah, I feel like they that has more success online.

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Speaker 1: Thank you so much for sharing. Kathy, you ever wonder

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Speaker 1: for us to name you too?

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Speaker 13: Thank you.

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Speaker 15: All from Dan.

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Speaker 1: Dan My all right, Dan, Hi, we had a woman

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Speaker 1: call in. Her name was Kathy, and uh I love

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Speaker 1: Kathy was the name of my stepmother, the woman married

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Speaker 1: to my father and Dan, would you know this? My

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Speaker 1: mother a while after the divorce. Soon after the divorce

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Speaker 1: remarried as well. Do you know the name of the

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Speaker 1: man that she remarried? This first name?

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Speaker 6: What was the remarried? Oh?

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Speaker 3: My god, hey, Stepsid. Hello, I have really spotty internet.

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Speaker 3: So if you're just not talking right now, I'm going

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Speaker 3: to assume I was disconnected.

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Speaker 1: Why would you assume that? Why wouldn't you assume that?

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Speaker 1: Why do I always say? Why does in all the

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Speaker 1: conversations you have, are people just constantly talking all the time?

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Speaker 15: No?

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Speaker 3: I actually really enjoy just like long moments of silence

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Speaker 3: in my conversations. But I am a little nervous talking

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Speaker 3: to the gek for the first time. I was literally

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Speaker 3: about to hop in the shower and you picked up.

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Speaker 1: So I I'm not naked, are you dirty?

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Speaker 6: Though?

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Speaker 3: I'm filthy? I'm a disgusting little boy that needs to

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Speaker 3: shower office.

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Speaker 9: Since for the.

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Speaker 1: Day, what do you what are you filthy with.

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Speaker 3: Just a little sweat? Sweat and and COVID germs? Probably

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Speaker 3: I was out and about in the world today, so

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Speaker 3: I yeah, yeah, yeah.

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Speaker 1: Let me ask you what activities did you partaken that

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Speaker 1: led to a breaking of sweat?

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Speaker 6: Oh?

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Speaker 3: Oh, absolutely nothing.

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Speaker 10: Oh.

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Speaker 3: I guess this is anonymous, so I could just like

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Speaker 3: say whatever I want, except that I get my name. Hello,

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Speaker 3: I threw up in my car today, so I just

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Speaker 3: got extremely car stick and I and so that was

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Speaker 3: not fun.

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Speaker 6: That was my day, all right.

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Speaker 1: So you threw up in your car, and I'm less

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Speaker 1: interested in that as I am Ian. Why you okay?

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Speaker 1: You commented on the fact that this is anonymous and

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Speaker 1: that no one will know who you are and that

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Speaker 1: you threw up in your car. Why so concerned with

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Speaker 1: people knowing that you threw up in your car?

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Speaker 3: Wile I'm a people pleaser.

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Speaker 9: This is a longstanding issue that I have.

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Speaker 1: You're people pleas Why would someone be up okay? Why

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Speaker 1: would someone be unpleased? All right, Look, if you're a

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Speaker 1: people pleaser, if you're if you were in if there

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Speaker 1: was someone in the passenger seat and you threw up

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Speaker 1: on their laugh. I could understand why that person would

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Speaker 1: be unpleased, but I don't see why a person would

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Speaker 1: be displeased with you, just as a person, by the

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Speaker 1: fact that you threw up in your car.

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Speaker 3: This literally happened two years ago, like or last year,

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Speaker 3: right before the pandemic started. I was like at a

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Speaker 3: club with my friends for New Years and I was dd,

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Speaker 3: and of course I was like about to head out,

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Speaker 3: and then my friends, who were pretty sober, were like, Hey,

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Speaker 3: we're gonna leave. You handle our extremely drunk friends, which

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Speaker 3: I thought was kind of shitty, but I did, and

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Speaker 3: I helped escort them out to my car, and I

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Speaker 3: thought somebody was going to fight me, and there was

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Speaker 3: a fight, like right outside of my car. Anyways, we

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Speaker 3: had everybody, We're going home. Friend throws up in my

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Speaker 3: back seat.

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Speaker 9: No big deal.

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Speaker 3: I try not to make a big deal out of

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Speaker 3: it because I'm nice, and it.

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Speaker 1: Wasn't a big deal because conness about you.

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Speaker 3: Yes, that's true, my friend threw up in my car.

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Speaker 1: Were you displeased with them?

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Speaker 3: I was a little annoyed at the situation, but I

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Speaker 3: can't be upset at a sick person. You know, that's

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Speaker 3: just not cool.

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Speaker 1: So why would you expect the world to give you

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Speaker 1: a different level of understanding than you give to the world.

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Speaker 3: I think I'm in denial because I found a Quiznos

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Speaker 3: subs in my neighborhood and I thought they had completely

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Speaker 3: shut down, so I went and I tried them out.

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Speaker 3: And I don't want to blame Quizno's on me throwing

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Speaker 3: up today, because it's much better than Subway, but I

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Speaker 3: think it was Quizzos.

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Speaker 1: Connor, all over the place right now, you're talking about Quiznos,

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Speaker 1: you're talking about a party. You're talking about Super Mario

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Speaker 1: sixty four DS, which is a port of Super Mario

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Speaker 1: sixty four for the Antendo DS where you can play

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Speaker 1: as Yoshi and Warrio and Luigi as well. All over

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Speaker 1: the place.

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Speaker 3: That's an actual port.

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Speaker 1: What color is red?

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Speaker 3: Red is anatomical Red is blood and like squelching guts

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Speaker 3: and all that fun stuff.

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Speaker 1: Did you look at the did you look at the

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Speaker 1: throat after you did it? Did you see who was

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Speaker 1: in there?

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Speaker 16: Uh?

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Speaker 3: Yeah, No, it wasn't red.

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Speaker 1: It wasn't red.

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Speaker 3: I found a plastic bag.

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Speaker 1: It was all good, Connor. I want you to get

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Speaker 1: comfortable with the idea of perhaps declaring to the world

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Speaker 1: with pride that you threw up in your car this morning.

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Speaker 6: Can do that?

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Speaker 1: Your life would be Could you do that on stream? Yeah?

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00:31:28,240 --> 00:31:30,080
Speaker 1: Can you do whatever you want?

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Speaker 3: He was up everyone, I threw up in my car

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Speaker 3: today and I don't feel as bad about it anymore.

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Speaker 1: Good. You shouldn't look. I don't see any movie again.

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Speaker 1: Your car, your puke, your personal space. If you told

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Speaker 1: me you threw up on your friend and you are

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00:31:45,480 --> 00:31:47,480
Speaker 1: feel bad about that because you feel like you displease them,

632
00:31:47,720 --> 00:31:49,800
Speaker 1: but it would be one thing. But it makes sense

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Speaker 1: that you feel like people will be displeased at the

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Speaker 1: fact that you threw up in your own car. Think

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Speaker 1: about this way.

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Speaker 3: Look, can I tell you a story about me throwing

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Speaker 3: up on a person?

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Speaker 9: If that's okay for the street.

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Speaker 1: Listen to Connor. Do you say your name is Connor?

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Speaker 6: Right?

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00:32:03,440 --> 00:32:10,280
Speaker 1: No, it's Daniel calling you Connor only twice Dan. Oh shit,

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Speaker 1: it's Dan. I went on the whole thing at the

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Speaker 1: beginning of this call about how you're you should do

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Speaker 1: whatever with your name, and then I forgot what your

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Speaker 1: name is.

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Speaker 6: Dan.

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Speaker 1: Listen, Dan, people are gonna like you more knowing that

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Speaker 1: you're a human being, that you're vulnerable, that you have

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Speaker 1: moments of weakness. You know what I'm saying. You think

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Speaker 1: that people will be uh, you know, judge you or

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Speaker 1: not want to be friends with you because of your weakness,

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Speaker 1: and you know, maybe they won't. But Connor, look, it

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Speaker 1: can't be. You get to be vulnerable. Sometimes people actually

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Speaker 1: find vulnerability attractive as long as you don't let it

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Speaker 1: bother you. You know, if you have weaknesses and you're constantly

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Speaker 1: complaining about them, you're constantly getting down on yourself about them. Yeah, people,

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Speaker 1: I think they'll drive people away. But if you have

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Speaker 1: weaknesses that you openly declare, but they don't appear to

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Speaker 1: bother you, and you lever know that they don't bother you,

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Speaker 1: people find that very tractice.

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Speaker 6: Can do you have any weaknesses?

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Speaker 1: Get the fact that you can buy vanilo'sitt your roles

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Speaker 1: on bulk on Amazon.

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Speaker 11: It's dangerous.

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Speaker 1: Thank you so much for Sharon Connor. You have a

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Speaker 1: funder for us to.

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Speaker 9: The night you as well.

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Speaker 6: Good night.

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Speaker 1: Hey folks, it's Lyle here. I'll make this real quick.

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Speaker 1: but if you would like to support. If you would

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Speaker 1: and podcasts like it in the future as I would

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Speaker 1: like to do, you can head on over to patreon

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Speaker 1: dot com slash Lyle forever and for only five bucks,

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Speaker 1: you can make it a hell of a lot easier

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Speaker 1: for me to continue to work on projects like these.

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Speaker 1: And I said I'd make it quick. So let's get

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Speaker 1: back into the calls.

681
00:34:20,280 --> 00:34:22,000
Speaker 3: All from Stephen.

682
00:34:23,160 --> 00:34:23,680
Speaker 1: Steven.

683
00:34:25,440 --> 00:34:28,440
Speaker 17: Hello, hold on, he put me on the phone. Let

684
00:34:28,440 --> 00:34:29,600
Speaker 17: me let me just knock.

685
00:34:29,400 --> 00:34:32,640
Speaker 1: On the she's poop and he's poop, and you can

686
00:34:32,719 --> 00:34:43,920
Speaker 1: leave my own weird what's happening? Hello is Stephen? Who

687
00:34:43,960 --> 00:34:45,080
Speaker 1: just who answered the phone for you?

688
00:34:45,960 --> 00:34:46,880
Speaker 5: Oh?

689
00:34:46,920 --> 00:34:48,160
Speaker 6: That's my mom?

690
00:34:48,520 --> 00:34:53,040
Speaker 1: Oh? How's how Uh? How is she doing?

691
00:34:54,440 --> 00:34:55,720
Speaker 6: She's doing pretty good?

692
00:34:55,840 --> 00:34:56,080
Speaker 2: Man?

693
00:34:56,160 --> 00:34:58,120
Speaker 6: How are you doing? I'm more interested in you?

694
00:34:58,320 --> 00:34:58,520
Speaker 16: Man?

695
00:34:59,120 --> 00:34:59,359
Speaker 6: Wait?

696
00:34:59,760 --> 00:35:01,600
Speaker 1: Why why did your mom answer the phone for you?

697
00:35:02,719 --> 00:35:02,879
Speaker 6: Oh?

698
00:35:02,920 --> 00:35:03,840
Speaker 9: Because I was waiting?

699
00:35:03,880 --> 00:35:04,120
Speaker 11: Man?

700
00:35:05,680 --> 00:35:09,040
Speaker 1: That was nice her. What I'm I'm still I need

701
00:35:09,040 --> 00:35:12,680
Speaker 1: to I need you to explain, like what happened exactly

702
00:35:12,800 --> 00:35:19,799
Speaker 1: like you put you called and then I answered and

703
00:35:19,840 --> 00:35:23,759
Speaker 1: then she like what like what logistically took place just now.

704
00:35:24,520 --> 00:35:28,200
Speaker 10: I was taking a dump and she was calling, and

705
00:35:28,280 --> 00:35:29,919
Speaker 10: I was I was just like waiting for that knock,

706
00:35:29,960 --> 00:35:31,640
Speaker 10: and then I heard that Big Bay paying and I

707
00:35:31,760 --> 00:35:32,400
Speaker 10: was running.

708
00:35:33,800 --> 00:35:34,560
Speaker 6: So she was.

709
00:35:34,640 --> 00:35:37,520
Speaker 1: So you said to her mom, there's a gecko guy

710
00:35:37,560 --> 00:35:39,640
Speaker 1: on the computer. Could you sit here and call him

711
00:35:39,640 --> 00:35:40,560
Speaker 1: while I take a dump?

712
00:35:41,239 --> 00:35:41,520
Speaker 9: Yeah?

713
00:35:41,680 --> 00:35:42,439
Speaker 10: Yeah, pretty much.

714
00:35:43,120 --> 00:35:44,239
Speaker 1: That's been nice for her to do that.

715
00:35:45,160 --> 00:35:47,160
Speaker 6: No, for real, what a what a lovely lady?

716
00:35:47,520 --> 00:35:48,440
Speaker 1: Can't talk to her?

717
00:35:49,360 --> 00:35:49,560
Speaker 4: Yeah?

718
00:35:49,560 --> 00:35:50,960
Speaker 6: For sure, yo, ma.

719
00:35:53,719 --> 00:35:59,760
Speaker 9: Yo ma, Yeah she's gone.

720
00:36:00,040 --> 00:36:01,640
Speaker 6: I don't know where she was she left.

721
00:36:02,400 --> 00:36:05,839
Speaker 10: Yeah, apparently, I don't know.

722
00:36:05,840 --> 00:36:06,919
Speaker 9: Maybe she's taking the deuce.

723
00:36:07,840 --> 00:36:12,879
Speaker 1: Check upstairs. Maybe I am upstairs, check downstairs.

724
00:36:13,960 --> 00:36:16,320
Speaker 6: Oh man, I would, but then i'd have to leave.

725
00:36:16,239 --> 00:36:22,319
Speaker 1: My different leave what the mic? What do you mean

726
00:36:22,320 --> 00:36:24,840
Speaker 1: the Are you not on a you're on a phone?

727
00:36:25,880 --> 00:36:26,360
Speaker 18: Nah?

728
00:36:26,719 --> 00:36:28,759
Speaker 6: Nah, you don't got a call through a phone. You

729
00:36:28,760 --> 00:36:29,880
Speaker 6: can call through the internet.

730
00:36:31,680 --> 00:36:37,040
Speaker 1: Oh so your mom was sitting at your desktop calling me. Yeah,

731
00:36:39,239 --> 00:36:41,400
Speaker 1: that was nice of her. Did you like was she

732
00:36:42,560 --> 00:36:45,319
Speaker 1: when you asked your mom to sit and call me

733
00:36:45,480 --> 00:36:49,000
Speaker 1: for you? Was she doing something else that you she

734
00:36:49,120 --> 00:36:51,560
Speaker 1: had to You had let to interrupt her doing.

735
00:36:53,640 --> 00:36:56,879
Speaker 6: Making me dinner, making me dinner. That's about it.

736
00:36:57,480 --> 00:36:59,120
Speaker 1: What does she make? What does she make for dinner?

737
00:37:01,520 --> 00:37:05,400
Speaker 6: That's cool that onions and salsa is actually fired her?

738
00:37:05,440 --> 00:37:07,200
Speaker 1: Where where is she? She couldn't have just she she

739
00:37:07,239 --> 00:37:08,160
Speaker 1: didn't just disappear.

740
00:37:08,719 --> 00:37:09,879
Speaker 6: My mom just came back.

741
00:37:09,920 --> 00:37:11,000
Speaker 9: Actually here she is.

742
00:37:11,000 --> 00:37:11,560
Speaker 6: I forgot she?

743
00:37:14,800 --> 00:37:16,719
Speaker 13: Uh, hello, hi mom?

744
00:37:16,760 --> 00:37:18,560
Speaker 1: How are you? Oh?

745
00:37:18,960 --> 00:37:20,439
Speaker 17: I'm okay? How are you?

746
00:37:21,440 --> 00:37:26,800
Speaker 1: So you can I what your son's name is? Stephen?

747
00:37:26,880 --> 00:37:27,040
Speaker 6: Right?

748
00:37:27,760 --> 00:37:30,719
Speaker 1: Yeah, so you were calling me on behalf of him?

749
00:37:32,239 --> 00:37:37,279
Speaker 13: Well, he was calling you. She had to be the phone.

750
00:37:38,640 --> 00:37:44,880
Speaker 1: Uh, he was calling Okay, so he called, he dialed

751
00:37:44,920 --> 00:37:47,440
Speaker 1: the number, handed you the phone, and then went to

752
00:37:47,480 --> 00:37:48,080
Speaker 1: take a dump.

753
00:37:49,320 --> 00:37:49,520
Speaker 2: Yeah.

754
00:37:49,560 --> 00:37:51,720
Speaker 17: I guess you can call him all night or something.

755
00:37:51,880 --> 00:37:55,240
Speaker 17: He said. If you have her, just yell at him.

756
00:37:55,560 --> 00:37:57,480
Speaker 1: Okay. What do you think of all this? What do

757
00:37:57,480 --> 00:37:59,600
Speaker 1: you think about the situation that you've been put into?

758
00:38:01,320 --> 00:38:02,040
Speaker 19: I do know.

759
00:38:02,080 --> 00:38:03,560
Speaker 13: I don't know exactly what this is.

760
00:38:03,800 --> 00:38:05,719
Speaker 17: I just know he's been trying to get in contact

761
00:38:05,760 --> 00:38:06,000
Speaker 17: with you.

762
00:38:06,640 --> 00:38:08,600
Speaker 1: That's fine. I don't know exactly what this is either.

763
00:38:10,440 --> 00:38:12,160
Speaker 1: What's your relationship like with your son?

764
00:38:15,200 --> 00:38:15,600
Speaker 11: Healthy?

765
00:38:17,160 --> 00:38:17,520
Speaker 1: Healthy?

766
00:38:18,320 --> 00:38:20,400
Speaker 17: We're very close, Yes.

767
00:38:20,560 --> 00:38:24,560
Speaker 1: I can tell. Why do you guys think you have

768
00:38:24,600 --> 00:38:26,480
Speaker 1: such a good relationship? What do you think The key

769
00:38:26,520 --> 00:38:26,880
Speaker 1: is to that.

770
00:38:29,239 --> 00:38:30,839
Speaker 13: Trust and communication.

771
00:38:31,400 --> 00:38:33,480
Speaker 17: You know, he tails her things, he doesn't care and

772
00:38:33,520 --> 00:38:34,640
Speaker 17: trouble for it. You know.

773
00:38:37,200 --> 00:38:39,840
Speaker 1: How old is he?

774
00:38:39,840 --> 00:38:40,800
Speaker 17: He just turned nineteen?

775
00:38:41,719 --> 00:38:42,000
Speaker 6: Nice?

776
00:38:42,239 --> 00:38:42,560
Speaker 1: Nice?

777
00:38:42,920 --> 00:38:47,560
Speaker 17: Yeah, yeah, he actually just got a second job. I'm

778
00:38:47,640 --> 00:38:48,279
Speaker 17: very proud of him.

779
00:38:48,960 --> 00:38:50,560
Speaker 1: Oh I'm proud of him too. Where did you get

780
00:38:50,560 --> 00:38:51,239
Speaker 1: the second job at?

781
00:38:52,360 --> 00:38:54,120
Speaker 17: He's doing concrete?

782
00:38:54,800 --> 00:38:56,200
Speaker 1: Nice? What do you do?

783
00:38:57,520 --> 00:39:00,560
Speaker 17: I work at the banks?

784
00:39:00,760 --> 00:39:02,040
Speaker 1: Has the bank ever gotten robbed?

785
00:39:03,320 --> 00:39:03,560
Speaker 10: No?

786
00:39:03,560 --> 00:39:03,919
Speaker 6: No, no.

787
00:39:03,960 --> 00:39:06,600
Speaker 1: I work in corporate and someone says you put the

788
00:39:06,640 --> 00:39:08,920
Speaker 1: money in the bag, and you're like and you're like,

789
00:39:08,920 --> 00:39:10,359
Speaker 1: all right, just don't hurt me. I put the money

790
00:39:10,360 --> 00:39:10,759
Speaker 1: in the bag.

791
00:39:11,840 --> 00:39:16,000
Speaker 17: Luckily, never have that problem. I work in the call center.

792
00:39:16,160 --> 00:39:17,359
Speaker 6: So that's good.

793
00:39:17,360 --> 00:39:19,120
Speaker 1: That sounds like that would be a really scary situation.

794
00:39:19,200 --> 00:39:20,360
Speaker 1: I'm glad you never had to deal with that.

795
00:39:21,040 --> 00:39:22,480
Speaker 17: Yeah, me too, I'm very pleased.

796
00:39:23,719 --> 00:39:27,200
Speaker 1: God, there's so many have you and Stephen always been

797
00:39:27,280 --> 00:39:29,480
Speaker 1: very close? Uh?

798
00:39:30,160 --> 00:39:32,600
Speaker 17: You know, he did have a trouble guy in his life,

799
00:39:32,719 --> 00:39:36,279
Speaker 17: so you know, yeah, every boy goes through like the

800
00:39:36,320 --> 00:39:39,839
Speaker 17: middle school phase or they hate their parents. So after that,

801
00:39:40,320 --> 00:39:42,640
Speaker 17: I think we really decided to get closer.

802
00:39:44,320 --> 00:39:48,480
Speaker 1: So you think he made sort of a sort of

803
00:39:48,560 --> 00:39:50,799
Speaker 1: a one where do you think your relationship started to

804
00:39:50,840 --> 00:39:54,520
Speaker 1: really really take off right after middle school?

805
00:39:54,560 --> 00:39:58,759
Speaker 17: You say, I'm not going after middle school. I think

806
00:39:58,840 --> 00:40:01,680
Speaker 17: sometime in high school, probably right after just the u

807
00:40:01,760 --> 00:40:03,400
Speaker 17: I he.

808
00:40:03,440 --> 00:40:07,759
Speaker 1: Got a d uy. You say, yeah, why do you

809
00:40:07,800 --> 00:40:09,239
Speaker 1: think him Do you think him getting a d u

810
00:40:09,320 --> 00:40:11,080
Speaker 1: I made you guys closer somehow?

811
00:40:11,920 --> 00:40:16,080
Speaker 17: Ah? Yeah, just because uh, you know we had to

812
00:40:16,080 --> 00:40:16,560
Speaker 17: pay for it.

813
00:40:19,400 --> 00:40:20,800
Speaker 1: O guess you paid for his DUI?

814
00:40:22,000 --> 00:40:23,480
Speaker 17: Yeah, the lawyers and everything.

815
00:40:24,360 --> 00:40:25,480
Speaker 1: Were you upset with him?

816
00:40:26,560 --> 00:40:27,279
Speaker 9: Absolutely?

817
00:40:30,320 --> 00:40:30,720
Speaker 17: Of course?

818
00:40:30,800 --> 00:40:32,399
Speaker 1: How did you How did you react when you found

819
00:40:32,440 --> 00:40:33,440
Speaker 1: out that he got a d U.

820
00:40:33,400 --> 00:40:38,439
Speaker 17: I very heartbroken, also very tired, like I was. It

821
00:40:38,480 --> 00:40:46,880
Speaker 17: was probably too free in the morning, damn. Yeah.

822
00:40:47,280 --> 00:40:51,880
Speaker 1: Did you how old was he at the time, eighteen eighteen?

823
00:40:52,040 --> 00:40:56,000
Speaker 1: Did you like talk to him? Did you punish him?

824
00:40:56,080 --> 00:40:59,000
Speaker 1: Could you? Could you punish? Have punished him?

825
00:40:59,000 --> 00:40:59,200
Speaker 4: At that?

826
00:40:59,320 --> 00:41:02,640
Speaker 1: Like? What? What did you take any action against him

827
00:41:02,680 --> 00:41:03,160
Speaker 1: in any way?

828
00:41:04,160 --> 00:41:08,000
Speaker 17: I mean it was like the uh, the court system

829
00:41:08,080 --> 00:41:09,399
Speaker 17: kind of punished him. It was like.

830
00:41:11,760 --> 00:41:13,319
Speaker 19: You had to go to a A and that type

831
00:41:13,320 --> 00:41:13,640
Speaker 19: of thing.

832
00:41:13,800 --> 00:41:15,759
Speaker 17: So it was more like embasement on that end.

833
00:41:16,480 --> 00:41:17,000
Speaker 6: Mm hmmm.

834
00:41:17,200 --> 00:41:18,319
Speaker 1: Did you go with him day day?

835
00:41:19,360 --> 00:41:19,400
Speaker 6: No?

836
00:41:22,200 --> 00:41:23,960
Speaker 2: Yeah, mm hmm.

837
00:41:29,719 --> 00:41:32,040
Speaker 1: But why do you think that made you guys closer

838
00:41:35,440 --> 00:41:39,240
Speaker 1: was helping him through that process formed a stronger bond.

839
00:41:40,600 --> 00:41:48,000
Speaker 2: Yeah. Mhm, who is this?

840
00:41:48,160 --> 00:41:48,920
Speaker 13: Who am I talking to you?

841
00:41:48,960 --> 00:41:52,800
Speaker 1: By the way, you've you've you've This is interesting because

842
00:41:52,800 --> 00:41:54,319
Speaker 1: you've told me a lot, but you don't even know

843
00:41:54,719 --> 00:41:56,279
Speaker 1: what this is you see?

844
00:41:56,440 --> 00:41:56,640
Speaker 15: Are you?

845
00:41:56,719 --> 00:42:00,360
Speaker 1: Are you very like generally trusting person?

846
00:42:01,080 --> 00:42:04,319
Speaker 17: Oh? Yeah, this is like everyone we live in small

847
00:42:04,400 --> 00:42:09,480
Speaker 17: town and everyone knows that's cool.

848
00:42:10,080 --> 00:42:12,560
Speaker 1: A small town, like one of those kinds of places

849
00:42:12,560 --> 00:42:13,839
Speaker 1: where no one even locks their door.

850
00:42:14,960 --> 00:42:18,319
Speaker 17: Yeah, our Amazon package you stay on the porch for

851
00:42:18,360 --> 00:42:20,640
Speaker 17: like a week at a time while we're bringing inside.

852
00:42:20,760 --> 00:42:28,440
Speaker 1: Like it actually sounds quite lovely it is. Now. How

853
00:42:28,480 --> 00:42:35,160
Speaker 1: often do you leave your small town? Uh?

854
00:42:35,840 --> 00:42:41,000
Speaker 17: Not very often, especially with Therona.

855
00:42:41,880 --> 00:42:46,640
Speaker 1: Yeah, for sure, Because I'm wondering, like, do do you

856
00:42:46,680 --> 00:42:48,839
Speaker 1: feel like you get you to get taken advantage of

857
00:42:49,640 --> 00:42:54,640
Speaker 1: if you employed your trusting practices in places outside of

858
00:42:54,719 --> 00:42:58,200
Speaker 1: your your small community.

859
00:42:59,560 --> 00:43:02,800
Speaker 17: Probably that's the reason why I don't leave very often.

860
00:43:02,880 --> 00:43:07,520
Speaker 17: Like's just small town businesses that we usually go to,

861
00:43:07,920 --> 00:43:10,200
Speaker 17: that type of thing. You know, we're very local center.

862
00:43:11,840 --> 00:43:12,360
Speaker 6: Do you like that?

863
00:43:14,120 --> 00:43:14,359
Speaker 19: Yeah?

864
00:43:14,480 --> 00:43:17,360
Speaker 17: Absolutely, you know I love going to a restaurant and

865
00:43:17,440 --> 00:43:20,280
Speaker 17: no one see the owner of the bar and that texting.

866
00:43:22,280 --> 00:43:24,840
Speaker 1: Any interest ever? Does your son have any interest in

867
00:43:25,080 --> 00:43:27,200
Speaker 1: moving outside of the small town or do you think

868
00:43:27,200 --> 00:43:27,839
Speaker 1: he'll stay there?

869
00:43:29,080 --> 00:43:31,359
Speaker 17: I know he does, but I'm really trying to keep

870
00:43:31,400 --> 00:43:32,200
Speaker 17: him close to home.

871
00:43:32,280 --> 00:43:34,839
Speaker 1: You know, why are you trying to keep close to home?

872
00:43:36,400 --> 00:43:37,960
Speaker 19: I don't want my baby to go.

873
00:43:39,320 --> 00:43:42,919
Speaker 1: But but he you know, don't you feel like he's

874
00:43:42,920 --> 00:43:47,000
Speaker 1: got to live, you know, his life outside of you know,

875
00:43:48,040 --> 00:43:49,400
Speaker 1: on his own terms in a sense.

876
00:43:50,239 --> 00:43:52,080
Speaker 17: Yeah, someone's got to take care of me like I

877
00:43:52,120 --> 00:43:52,759
Speaker 17: took care of him.

878
00:43:52,800 --> 00:43:57,000
Speaker 11: Though mm hmm.

879
00:44:00,480 --> 00:44:01,040
Speaker 1: Are you married?

880
00:44:02,120 --> 00:44:02,480
Speaker 17: I am?

881
00:44:03,480 --> 00:44:05,640
Speaker 1: What about your husband? Can he You guys take care

882
00:44:05,680 --> 00:44:06,120
Speaker 1: of each other.

883
00:44:07,160 --> 00:44:10,200
Speaker 17: Yeah, he's old though he's got some health issues. I

884
00:44:10,239 --> 00:44:14,560
Speaker 17: don't think he's that gonna be around for as long

885
00:44:14,560 --> 00:44:18,000
Speaker 17: as I am, to be honest, Yeah.

886
00:44:29,960 --> 00:44:32,759
Speaker 18: Well you have some sorry, do you have what you

887
00:44:32,800 --> 00:44:33,520
Speaker 18: were gonna say?

888
00:44:34,040 --> 00:44:35,960
Speaker 17: I was gonna say, I got some brownies in the oven.

889
00:44:36,000 --> 00:44:37,279
Speaker 17: I need need to check on.

890
00:44:39,920 --> 00:44:40,560
Speaker 2: Yeah, I will.

891
00:44:41,239 --> 00:44:43,480
Speaker 17: I don't know where my son he.

892
00:44:45,040 --> 00:44:45,239
Speaker 6: Think?

893
00:44:46,160 --> 00:44:48,239
Speaker 1: That's how you can just you can tell him. You

894
00:44:48,280 --> 00:44:53,040
Speaker 1: can tell him, you can you like, you don't have

895
00:44:53,080 --> 00:44:53,760
Speaker 1: to tell him anything.

896
00:44:54,560 --> 00:44:59,600
Speaker 17: He knows, okay, And I don't think I ever call

897
00:44:59,680 --> 00:45:00,000
Speaker 17: your name.

898
00:45:02,080 --> 00:45:06,240
Speaker 1: My name is Lyle and and I'm a gecko too,

899
00:45:06,360 --> 00:45:15,919
Speaker 1: but that I guess that doesn't matter. Well, Uh, thank

900
00:45:15,960 --> 00:45:21,719
Speaker 1: you so much for sharing with us. Huh, you have

901
00:45:21,719 --> 00:45:22,279
Speaker 1: a good rest of the.

902
00:45:22,320 --> 00:45:27,920
Speaker 19: Night, do you too?

903
00:45:29,080 --> 00:45:37,440
Speaker 14: All from Francis Francis.

904
00:45:35,040 --> 00:45:37,239
Speaker 10: Francis, that's me, that is you.

905
00:45:38,320 --> 00:45:38,920
Speaker 4: What's going on?

906
00:45:39,000 --> 00:45:39,239
Speaker 6: Greg?

907
00:45:39,440 --> 00:45:41,000
Speaker 1: Do you have a good handle on who you are?

908
00:45:42,480 --> 00:45:43,440
Speaker 9: Uh? You don't have?

909
00:45:43,560 --> 00:45:47,600
Speaker 10: Man, this a really excellent question. I answer this as

910
00:45:47,600 --> 00:45:50,680
Speaker 10: I'm walking into the closet of my room because I

911
00:45:50,680 --> 00:45:52,960
Speaker 10: don't want my roommates to hear what I'm saying.

912
00:45:54,080 --> 00:45:56,200
Speaker 1: Hm, hmmm. Why don't you think you want your roommates

913
00:45:56,239 --> 00:45:57,799
Speaker 1: to hear what you're saying? Do you think that you're

914
00:45:57,800 --> 00:46:01,759
Speaker 1: going to say something that is is Well, okay, you're

915
00:46:01,760 --> 00:46:03,480
Speaker 1: talking on a stream right now. You're aware of that.

916
00:46:03,880 --> 00:46:06,000
Speaker 10: Yeah, yeah, yeah, of course, yeah.

917
00:46:06,080 --> 00:46:08,359
Speaker 1: Okay. So there's you know, I'm not going to put

918
00:46:08,360 --> 00:46:10,520
Speaker 1: a concrete number on it, but there's people watching this.

919
00:46:11,440 --> 00:46:14,480
Speaker 10: Yeah, well a couple of hundred, I think, right, I don't.

920
00:46:14,360 --> 00:46:16,799
Speaker 1: Care what You don't care what they if they hear

921
00:46:16,840 --> 00:46:17,359
Speaker 1: what you have to say.

922
00:46:17,400 --> 00:46:19,640
Speaker 10: When you care with your roommates, you know what, I

923
00:46:19,640 --> 00:46:22,560
Speaker 10: guess not that's a that's an excellent point.

924
00:46:24,040 --> 00:46:26,520
Speaker 1: What is it that you have to say that's so secretive?

925
00:46:27,520 --> 00:46:29,600
Speaker 10: Well, you know, I I feel like I've thought a

926
00:46:29,640 --> 00:46:32,560
Speaker 10: lot about what I would say if I if I

927
00:46:32,600 --> 00:46:36,640
Speaker 10: got here, But at this point, I'm I'm just nervous.

928
00:46:36,880 --> 00:46:39,799
Speaker 10: I you know, it's just it's it's a big platform,

929
00:46:39,880 --> 00:46:40,239
Speaker 10: isn't it.

930
00:46:44,800 --> 00:46:47,640
Speaker 1: What is it that you would say these thoughts?

931
00:46:47,760 --> 00:46:51,080
Speaker 10: Well, you know, and I know you always ask a question,

932
00:46:51,160 --> 00:46:53,759
Speaker 10: but I guess I I had a question for you,

933
00:46:56,680 --> 00:46:59,759
Speaker 10: and and that would be, you know, I I just

934
00:47:00,440 --> 00:47:03,880
Speaker 10: moved to a new town for for grad school, and

935
00:47:03,920 --> 00:47:06,719
Speaker 10: with cod and everything going on, it's been a little

936
00:47:06,760 --> 00:47:09,240
Speaker 10: hard to meet some of the people in my class

937
00:47:09,239 --> 00:47:12,600
Speaker 10: and things like that. So I don't know if if yeah,

938
00:47:12,600 --> 00:47:15,040
Speaker 10: if you've got any experience, you know, just like figuring

939
00:47:15,080 --> 00:47:18,160
Speaker 10: out how to I don't know how to meet people

940
00:47:18,160 --> 00:47:19,719
Speaker 10: in that sort of same situation.

941
00:47:20,880 --> 00:47:21,120
Speaker 6: You know.

942
00:47:23,200 --> 00:47:25,359
Speaker 1: I used to be able to give what I thought

943
00:47:25,440 --> 00:47:27,800
Speaker 1: was very good advice on how to make friends in college,

944
00:47:28,160 --> 00:47:34,240
Speaker 1: But of course the thing is is in a COVID world,

945
00:47:34,480 --> 00:47:39,040
Speaker 1: I have absolutely no idea. Yeah, yeah, you know COVID world.

946
00:47:39,040 --> 00:47:42,200
Speaker 1: What I would have said is is uh, to find

947
00:47:42,440 --> 00:47:44,960
Speaker 1: a community and then figure out a way to add

948
00:47:45,040 --> 00:47:47,759
Speaker 1: value to that community. So, you know, let's say you

949
00:47:47,800 --> 00:47:50,160
Speaker 1: go to the frisbee team, right, you you go to

950
00:47:50,280 --> 00:47:53,400
Speaker 1: meetup dot com where you go to your school's whatever

951
00:47:53,560 --> 00:47:55,680
Speaker 1: Facebook page, and you joined the frisbee team. And the

952
00:47:55,680 --> 00:47:57,319
Speaker 1: first day you show up to the frisbee team, no

953
00:47:57,320 --> 00:47:59,160
Speaker 1: one's gonna give a fuck who you are because they've

954
00:47:59,200 --> 00:48:02,200
Speaker 1: all been in the frize be team for you know,

955
00:48:02,400 --> 00:48:04,719
Speaker 1: the whole time they've been at school, so they're all

956
00:48:04,719 --> 00:48:06,400
Speaker 1: friends with each other. But then what if you go

957
00:48:06,440 --> 00:48:09,880
Speaker 1: in and you're like, hey, let's I'll host the frisbee

958
00:48:09,920 --> 00:48:14,120
Speaker 1: team barbecue summer thing at my apartment and everyone's like

959
00:48:14,120 --> 00:48:15,799
Speaker 1: all right. You know, you find little ways to add

960
00:48:15,840 --> 00:48:18,040
Speaker 1: value to this community. And you know, look, if there's

961
00:48:18,080 --> 00:48:21,120
Speaker 1: a community, the better, even better thing that you can

962
00:48:21,160 --> 00:48:25,000
Speaker 1: do is if you know you have certain interests, uh,

963
00:48:25,719 --> 00:48:28,720
Speaker 1: you create that community for yourself. You create the meetup

964
00:48:28,760 --> 00:48:34,000
Speaker 1: or create the club on your interests, because then you're

965
00:48:34,040 --> 00:48:37,960
Speaker 1: already in. You're you're the creator. You are are the

966
00:48:38,040 --> 00:48:42,959
Speaker 1: ultimate source of value. But in the COVID world, it's

967
00:48:43,000 --> 00:48:46,000
Speaker 1: it's hard to do these things, I believe, because yeah,

968
00:48:47,000 --> 00:48:56,680
Speaker 1: everyone's distanced. So in the time. What are you saying

969
00:48:56,760 --> 00:48:56,880
Speaker 1: to me?

970
00:48:57,040 --> 00:48:59,919
Speaker 10: Was Nathan Francis.

971
00:49:03,360 --> 00:49:05,839
Speaker 1: In the meantime Francis.

972
00:49:05,640 --> 00:49:06,640
Speaker 10: Yeah, you're killing it.

973
00:49:10,239 --> 00:49:13,080
Speaker 1: You ever you ever have you ever just been alone?

974
00:49:13,640 --> 00:49:14,160
Speaker 9: Oh man?

975
00:49:14,200 --> 00:49:16,920
Speaker 10: I mean of course, yeah, especially now, you know, I think.

976
00:49:16,800 --> 00:49:18,080
Speaker 1: You just lean into it.

977
00:49:19,080 --> 00:49:22,279
Speaker 10: Yeah, yes, yeah, and I think too much sometimes as well.

978
00:49:23,320 --> 00:49:25,719
Speaker 10: I think nowadays, you know, there there can't be a

979
00:49:25,800 --> 00:49:29,080
Speaker 10: single person who hasn't experienced some sort of loneliness at

980
00:49:29,080 --> 00:49:29,560
Speaker 10: this point.

981
00:49:31,160 --> 00:49:33,880
Speaker 1: And I don't mean I mean cultivating it as a

982
00:49:34,000 --> 00:49:37,320
Speaker 1: skill to be alone Francis.

983
00:49:38,400 --> 00:49:40,880
Speaker 10: Yeah, well, okay, I will people.

984
00:49:40,600 --> 00:49:44,000
Speaker 1: To fill the void is right within them.

985
00:49:44,040 --> 00:49:47,359
Speaker 10: Francis, I mean, if this is, if this is what

986
00:49:47,400 --> 00:49:51,160
Speaker 10: you mean, I've I've certainly come to like enjoy some

987
00:49:51,320 --> 00:49:54,279
Speaker 10: of my like you know, alone time and use that

988
00:49:54,400 --> 00:49:57,719
Speaker 10: to be productive and use that to I don't know,

989
00:49:57,840 --> 00:50:02,520
Speaker 10: figure things out about myself, but I think there comes

990
00:50:02,520 --> 00:50:05,440
Speaker 10: a point where you just you just definitely need some

991
00:50:05,480 --> 00:50:07,440
Speaker 10: of that social interaction. You know, I've left a lot

992
00:50:07,480 --> 00:50:10,239
Speaker 10: of people behind once I left undergrad.

993
00:50:10,560 --> 00:50:14,360
Speaker 1: And it's called the minimalism Francis.

994
00:50:15,239 --> 00:50:16,640
Speaker 10: Minimalism.

995
00:50:16,719 --> 00:50:22,040
Speaker 1: Yeah, you know, I'm not. You live a more a

996
00:50:22,120 --> 00:50:26,680
Speaker 1: more remote life. You only have who you need and

997
00:50:26,760 --> 00:50:29,160
Speaker 1: at the end of the day. You need yourself, Francis, Francis,

998
00:50:29,200 --> 00:50:30,400
Speaker 1: what the hell was I gonna say to you? I

999
00:50:30,400 --> 00:50:32,560
Speaker 1: was gonna say one thing. I forgot what it was. Yeah,

1000
00:50:32,600 --> 00:50:36,160
Speaker 1: of course, my brain, my brain is off. I have

1001
00:50:36,160 --> 00:50:37,480
Speaker 1: no idea what I'm talking about. I have no idea

1002
00:50:37,480 --> 00:50:38,239
Speaker 1: what I'm doing right now.

1003
00:50:38,920 --> 00:50:40,400
Speaker 10: You're doing great. I can pick it up.

1004
00:50:41,120 --> 00:50:43,240
Speaker 1: An insane I'm an insane green person on the computer.

1005
00:50:43,320 --> 00:50:45,000
Speaker 1: Don't take advice for me. I'm not a real I'm

1006
00:50:45,000 --> 00:50:46,400
Speaker 1: not a real color.

1007
00:50:46,520 --> 00:50:47,360
Speaker 10: Don't worry about what was.

1008
00:50:47,320 --> 00:50:49,360
Speaker 1: I gonna say? What was I gonna say? Hold on?

1009
00:50:49,480 --> 00:50:50,920
Speaker 6: Yeah, of course, hold on.

1010
00:50:53,360 --> 00:50:59,839
Speaker 10: I'm shaking with excitement. Don't shake, I mean doing sorry, Yeah, okay, yeah,

1011
00:50:59,840 --> 00:51:02,799
Speaker 10: So of course is all right, This is fine. We're

1012
00:51:02,840 --> 00:51:06,000
Speaker 10: having a moment together. Hold on, It's been a moment

1013
00:51:06,160 --> 00:51:06,880
Speaker 10: the whole time.

1014
00:51:11,400 --> 00:51:15,240
Speaker 1: We live in a noisy world, Francis, input from the internet,

1015
00:51:15,239 --> 00:51:18,840
Speaker 1: input from your family, input from your friends. Francis, who

1016
00:51:18,920 --> 00:51:23,240
Speaker 1: truly are you when there is no one else around?

1017
00:51:24,160 --> 00:51:26,239
Speaker 1: Okay in the answer to that question. By the time

1018
00:51:26,320 --> 00:51:28,360
Speaker 1: you do, the world will be open again and you

1019
00:51:28,360 --> 00:51:29,479
Speaker 1: can start the Frisbee Club.

1020
00:51:30,680 --> 00:51:33,320
Speaker 10: Oh shit, Okay, who truly am I? That's the question.

1021
00:51:34,360 --> 00:51:36,960
Speaker 1: Yes, that's your homework. I love me, Francis, and one

1022
00:51:37,040 --> 00:51:38,920
Speaker 1: day I believe that our souls will be bounded together

1023
00:51:38,960 --> 00:51:40,680
Speaker 1: for in the kingdom of heaven. I'll talk to you

1024
00:51:40,760 --> 00:51:41,239
Speaker 1: again soon.

1025
00:51:42,080 --> 00:51:43,040
Speaker 10: Yeah, sounds excellent.

1026
00:51:43,120 --> 00:51:44,560
Speaker 6: Love you, GEG, love you too.

1027
00:51:45,560 --> 00:51:49,920
Speaker 15: Good bye, all from Maddie.

1028
00:51:52,320 --> 00:51:57,560
Speaker 1: Maddie. Oh, Huck, how are you?

1029
00:51:58,880 --> 00:52:00,319
Speaker 15: I'm great? How are you.

1030
00:52:01,640 --> 00:52:02,080
Speaker 1: All right?

1031
00:52:03,719 --> 00:52:03,959
Speaker 6: Yeah?

1032
00:52:04,120 --> 00:52:04,600
Speaker 15: Just vibing.

1033
00:52:06,600 --> 00:52:07,760
Speaker 1: What do you smell like, Maddie?

1034
00:52:10,600 --> 00:52:15,799
Speaker 15: Probably like a mixture of vanilla, coconut and honey.

1035
00:52:16,280 --> 00:52:17,640
Speaker 1: Vanilla coconut and honey.

1036
00:52:18,719 --> 00:52:21,399
Speaker 15: Yeah?

1037
00:52:21,560 --> 00:52:23,960
Speaker 1: Is that like? Did you use a vanilla coconut and

1038
00:52:24,000 --> 00:52:28,600
Speaker 1: honey shampoo of some kind or did you combine those

1039
00:52:28,640 --> 00:52:29,560
Speaker 1: elements on your own?

1040
00:52:30,440 --> 00:52:37,920
Speaker 15: No, I just I make it myself. No, like vanilla deodorant,

1041
00:52:37,960 --> 00:52:42,680
Speaker 15: honey shampoo, and coconut body wash.

1042
00:52:42,719 --> 00:52:47,440
Speaker 1: Wow, it's grooming and taking care of your body and

1043
00:52:47,640 --> 00:52:48,920
Speaker 1: the way it smells important to you.

1044
00:52:50,960 --> 00:53:02,319
Speaker 15: Yeah, I mean I don't want to smell bad. What

1045
00:53:02,480 --> 00:53:03,040
Speaker 15: about you?

1046
00:53:06,480 --> 00:53:08,920
Speaker 1: Why don't you want to smell bad? Are you nervous

1047
00:53:08,920 --> 00:53:11,960
Speaker 1: to smell bad? Is there a person smell good for.

1048
00:53:14,160 --> 00:53:19,120
Speaker 15: Us? Kind of? I suppose who are they?

1049
00:53:19,800 --> 00:53:20,360
Speaker 4: Uh?

1050
00:53:20,480 --> 00:53:25,680
Speaker 15: A guy I'm not gonna say his name. I'm not

1051
00:53:25,680 --> 00:53:27,760
Speaker 15: gonna put put put the boy on blast?

1052
00:53:29,160 --> 00:53:32,279
Speaker 1: Can you give me a name that substitutes for his

1053
00:53:32,360 --> 00:53:32,799
Speaker 1: real name?

1054
00:53:37,760 --> 00:53:40,959
Speaker 15: Well, he kind of looks like post Malone, so let's

1055
00:53:40,960 --> 00:53:46,160
Speaker 15: call him Posty.

1056
00:53:45,520 --> 00:53:48,800
Speaker 1: Posty. Yeah, how do you know Posty?

1057
00:53:50,239 --> 00:53:51,200
Speaker 15: We met on Tinder?

1058
00:53:52,719 --> 00:53:58,399
Speaker 1: Mm hm? And how long have you guys known each other?

1059
00:53:58,440 --> 00:54:00,279
Speaker 1: Have you have you met up in person yet? H?

1060
00:54:00,920 --> 00:54:02,719
Speaker 15: Yeah? We hang out like once a week?

1061
00:54:03,840 --> 00:54:04,320
Speaker 1: Oh really?

1062
00:54:05,160 --> 00:54:05,440
Speaker 6: M h?

1063
00:54:06,080 --> 00:54:07,920
Speaker 1: How many times?

1064
00:54:09,320 --> 00:54:09,800
Speaker 11: Oh?

1065
00:54:09,920 --> 00:54:10,200
Speaker 4: God?

1066
00:54:11,160 --> 00:54:14,640
Speaker 15: A lot? Because like we've been hanging out since December

1067
00:54:16,960 --> 00:54:20,280
Speaker 15: and there's surprisingly some cool people out there on Tinder?

1068
00:54:21,560 --> 00:54:25,319
Speaker 1: Is it getting serious? Are there labels attached to it?

1069
00:54:26,560 --> 00:54:26,600
Speaker 2: No?

1070
00:54:26,880 --> 00:54:32,400
Speaker 15: We're just friends, but I do, I do, uh quite

1071
00:54:32,480 --> 00:54:35,680
Speaker 15: have feelings for him?

1072
00:54:35,719 --> 00:54:38,920
Speaker 1: But you don't think he has feelings for you? No?

1073
00:54:39,120 --> 00:54:41,799
Speaker 15: But that's okay. He's a good friend.

1074
00:54:44,040 --> 00:54:47,600
Speaker 1: Do you still have hope that eventually he'll turn to

1075
00:54:47,680 --> 00:54:48,120
Speaker 1: something more?

1076
00:54:49,520 --> 00:54:49,680
Speaker 2: Oh?

1077
00:54:49,760 --> 00:54:54,839
Speaker 15: Of course, But I value our friendship so like it

1078
00:54:54,840 --> 00:54:58,840
Speaker 15: doesn't really matter. You know, good friends are hard to

1079
00:54:58,840 --> 00:55:00,400
Speaker 15: come by these days.

1080
00:55:01,480 --> 00:55:04,360
Speaker 1: Are you looking at Have you been meeting up with

1081
00:55:04,400 --> 00:55:05,280
Speaker 1: anyone else on Tinder?

1082
00:55:07,120 --> 00:55:07,480
Speaker 11: Uh?

1083
00:55:07,600 --> 00:55:13,279
Speaker 15: No? He was actually the first person I ever met online.

1084
00:55:13,760 --> 00:55:14,880
Speaker 1: Was that nerve wracking for you?

1085
00:55:15,760 --> 00:55:16,480
Speaker 15: Oh? God?

1086
00:55:16,600 --> 00:55:21,959
Speaker 1: Yeah, it worked out. Yeah.

1087
00:55:22,000 --> 00:55:27,440
Speaker 15: Surprisingly, I had my pepper spray and everything just in

1088
00:55:27,520 --> 00:55:30,120
Speaker 15: case he turned out to be a weirdo. I mean,

1089
00:55:30,120 --> 00:55:32,320
Speaker 15: he has a weirdo, but a good weirdo.

1090
00:55:35,080 --> 00:55:39,120
Speaker 1: Sounds like you're enjoying this, this companionship.

1091
00:55:40,480 --> 00:55:50,040
Speaker 15: Yeah, he was uh great getting to talk to you.

1092
00:55:50,080 --> 00:55:52,600
Speaker 15: I didn't. I from watching your streams for a little while,

1093
00:55:52,640 --> 00:55:55,240
Speaker 15: I did not expect to actually get through.

1094
00:55:56,800 --> 00:55:58,640
Speaker 1: I didn't expect you to get through either, But here

1095
00:55:58,680 --> 00:55:59,080
Speaker 1: we are.

1096
00:56:00,080 --> 00:56:01,800
Speaker 15: Yeah, such a slife.

1097
00:56:02,840 --> 00:56:05,120
Speaker 1: You have a good rest of the night, you too.

1098
00:56:05,160 --> 00:56:23,160
Speaker 14: Man all from Maxwell Maxwell, Hello, Hello, Hello, I can

1099
00:56:23,200 --> 00:56:23,879
Speaker 14: hear you here?

1100
00:56:23,960 --> 00:56:27,719
Speaker 9: Let me give my stream up. Yeah, all right, I

1101
00:56:27,719 --> 00:56:30,879
Speaker 9: can hear you now, you can, I can.

1102
00:56:31,480 --> 00:56:32,279
Speaker 1: What do I sound like?

1103
00:56:33,680 --> 00:56:36,799
Speaker 9: You sound beautiful? Gecko, mister thank you, thank you.

1104
00:56:38,760 --> 00:56:39,200
Speaker 1: Very much.

1105
00:56:41,320 --> 00:56:42,520
Speaker 9: I'm just grateful to be here.

1106
00:56:43,520 --> 00:56:46,200
Speaker 1: I'm really grateful to be in your presence because you

1107
00:56:46,200 --> 00:56:48,480
Speaker 1: know what the alternative is to being here.

1108
00:56:49,560 --> 00:56:50,000
Speaker 6: What's that?

1109
00:56:50,640 --> 00:56:53,399
Speaker 1: Being dead? And I'm not going to say that being

1110
00:56:53,440 --> 00:56:55,400
Speaker 1: dead is bad because I've never been it before, so

1111
00:56:55,400 --> 00:56:57,160
Speaker 1: I'm not I don't like to judge things that I

1112
00:56:57,200 --> 00:56:58,680
Speaker 1: have not personally experienced.

1113
00:56:58,840 --> 00:57:04,319
Speaker 9: But you know, liter Gecko, mister gecko, how do you

1114
00:57:04,360 --> 00:57:05,640
Speaker 9: know you haven't been dead before.

1115
00:57:11,280 --> 00:57:12,480
Speaker 1: I suppose I don't.

1116
00:57:14,880 --> 00:57:22,320
Speaker 9: We if we buy into Buddhism, then you've been reincarnated,

1117
00:57:24,200 --> 00:57:27,600
Speaker 9: perhaps as an even smaller gecko in the past.

1118
00:57:28,880 --> 00:57:30,840
Speaker 1: Okay, So in the Buddhism religion, which you seem to

1119
00:57:30,880 --> 00:57:34,960
Speaker 1: know a lot about, can I choose what I am

1120
00:57:34,960 --> 00:57:40,040
Speaker 1: reincarnated as? Or is it completely random, like to be

1121
00:57:40,080 --> 00:57:42,720
Speaker 1: reincarnated as mister Gecko.

1122
00:57:42,760 --> 00:57:46,280
Speaker 9: I'll be honest. I I'm not a Buddhist. I think

1123
00:57:46,320 --> 00:57:51,280
Speaker 9: I only know the most basic, possibly stereotypes of Buddhism.

1124
00:57:51,400 --> 00:57:53,840
Speaker 9: But I don't think you get to choose. But maybe

1125
00:57:53,880 --> 00:57:57,880
Speaker 9: your spirit chooses for you, in the sense that your

1126
00:57:57,920 --> 00:58:02,840
Speaker 9: spirit knows what you are deep inside and you reincarnated that.

1127
00:58:06,560 --> 00:58:16,600
Speaker 1: Maxwell. I believe truly with zero hesitation that for as

1128
00:58:16,640 --> 00:58:20,760
Speaker 1: long as my soul circles in the universe, before it

1129
00:58:20,840 --> 00:58:24,240
Speaker 1: leaves and moves on, I would like at one point

1130
00:58:24,400 --> 00:58:29,560
Speaker 1: to take the form of a small handful of ants.

1131
00:58:30,840 --> 00:58:35,160
Speaker 9: A group of ants, A group of ants. Yes, so

1132
00:58:35,480 --> 00:58:39,640
Speaker 9: would it be a shared conscious consciousness.

1133
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Speaker 1: Yes, it would be a shared consciousness across four or

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Speaker 1: five different ants.

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Speaker 9: I see.

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00:58:50,640 --> 00:58:55,040
Speaker 1: A family around that way. I could experience more if

1137
00:58:55,080 --> 00:59:00,600
Speaker 1: I have more, But I guess it to catch twenty

1138
00:59:00,600 --> 00:59:03,000
Speaker 1: two because you can experience more because there's five of you.

1139
00:59:03,320 --> 00:59:07,840
Speaker 1: But the world is also comparatively bigger because you're the

1140
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Speaker 1: side of an ant.

1141
00:59:09,680 --> 00:59:12,600
Speaker 9: That's correct, but you could get into smaller places.

1142
00:59:12,920 --> 00:59:14,040
Speaker 1: What color is red?

1143
00:59:16,160 --> 00:59:20,120
Speaker 9: Red is the color of the Red is the color

1144
00:59:20,160 --> 00:59:23,080
Speaker 9: of life, mister Gecko, is the color of the blood

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00:59:23,120 --> 00:59:23,720
Speaker 9: in your body?

1146
00:59:24,120 --> 00:59:26,080
Speaker 1: And do you truly believe that? Or is that just

1147
00:59:26,080 --> 00:59:27,480
Speaker 1: the first thing that came to your mind when you

1148
00:59:27,480 --> 00:59:28,160
Speaker 1: were asked the question?

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00:59:29,080 --> 00:59:34,440
Speaker 9: No, I truly believe that is the color. It is life.

1150
00:59:34,480 --> 00:59:36,919
Speaker 9: It is the color of my iPhone, is the color

1151
00:59:36,960 --> 00:59:37,640
Speaker 9: of my blood.

1152
00:59:39,280 --> 00:59:40,960
Speaker 1: I like that answer. Thank you for sharing.

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00:59:42,360 --> 00:59:43,240
Speaker 9: Thank you, mister ko.

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Speaker 1: You have a good rest of the night.

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Speaker 9: You have a fantastic NIGHTE.

1156
00:59:50,240 --> 00:59:56,600
Speaker 14: All from Corse Dells, Corse Dell.

1157
00:59:58,760 --> 01:00:04,600
Speaker 1: Yeah, my lips I have this problem. My lips are

1158
01:00:04,680 --> 01:00:08,240
Speaker 1: very dry, and so if I like, if I like

1159
01:00:08,480 --> 01:00:11,120
Speaker 1: spread them out too much, they like the split, Like

1160
01:00:11,200 --> 01:00:13,400
Speaker 1: my lips split in half and they start to bleed.

1161
01:00:14,120 --> 01:00:14,800
Speaker 11: Well, I hate that.

1162
01:00:15,680 --> 01:00:16,640
Speaker 1: Does it happen to you too?

1163
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Speaker 11: I mean I live in Massachusetts and winter here is serious,

1164
01:00:21,200 --> 01:00:23,800
Speaker 11: so yeah, sure, m m hmm.

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01:00:25,360 --> 01:00:26,120
Speaker 1: What is your name?

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01:00:26,200 --> 01:00:34,400
Speaker 16: Was I mean, that's not my name, but my my partner's.

1167
01:00:34,800 --> 01:00:38,800
Speaker 16: My partner was Italian and his aunt had never seen

1168
01:00:38,800 --> 01:00:41,480
Speaker 16: my name written down, and she had only heard it.

1169
01:00:41,640 --> 01:00:46,040
Speaker 16: And one time she texted him like, how is coursesell?

1170
01:00:46,480 --> 01:00:47,880
Speaker 16: And we all laughed about it.

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01:00:48,320 --> 01:00:49,080
Speaker 1: Are you still.

1172
01:00:51,080 --> 01:00:51,280
Speaker 2: No?

1173
01:00:51,400 --> 01:00:52,080
Speaker 11: He passed away.

1174
01:00:52,600 --> 01:00:54,240
Speaker 1: Oh, I'm sorry to hear that.

1175
01:00:54,240 --> 01:00:54,760
Speaker 2: That's okay.

1176
01:00:57,760 --> 01:00:59,040
Speaker 1: What are you doing right now?

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01:01:00,120 --> 01:01:00,400
Speaker 15: Uh?

1178
01:01:00,960 --> 01:01:03,160
Speaker 11: Winding down? Just hanging out?

1179
01:01:03,560 --> 01:01:04,800
Speaker 1: How do you wind down? Slash?

1180
01:01:04,800 --> 01:01:10,640
Speaker 11: Hang out well tonight? Watching your stream?

1181
01:01:11,440 --> 01:01:17,920
Speaker 1: Well, yeah, that's how I like to wind down too. Actually,

1182
01:01:18,480 --> 01:01:22,720
Speaker 1: actually it's not a winding down experience. People think I

1183
01:01:22,760 --> 01:01:24,680
Speaker 1: get high when I do this that I don't, but

1184
01:01:24,800 --> 01:01:27,520
Speaker 1: to wind down afterwards, I'll get high. But if I

1185
01:01:27,560 --> 01:01:29,520
Speaker 1: were to get high during this, it's a mix. It

1186
01:01:29,640 --> 01:01:32,840
Speaker 1: mixes up my wind down time and mine. Let's be on,

1187
01:01:33,200 --> 01:01:35,959
Speaker 1: let's get into it, let's be present in a moment time,

1188
01:01:36,480 --> 01:01:39,280
Speaker 1: and it's not a good mix, you know, to keep

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01:01:39,320 --> 01:01:40,680
Speaker 1: those two liquids separate.

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Speaker 11: Yeah, Unfortunately I'm not stone tonight because I'm out of weeds.

1191
01:01:47,240 --> 01:01:54,880
Speaker 1: You're out of Weed's terrible. How often do you smoke weed? Typically?

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01:01:58,880 --> 01:02:04,320
Speaker 11: Three times? How I'm doing like, I'm like really going

1193
01:02:04,360 --> 01:02:06,000
Speaker 11: through it sometimes I'll smoke every.

1194
01:02:05,840 --> 01:02:09,840
Speaker 1: Day, but try not to What color is red?

1195
01:02:11,720 --> 01:02:11,919
Speaker 9: Well?

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01:02:13,200 --> 01:02:16,160
Speaker 11: I have the master's Green physics, and so I will

1197
01:02:16,200 --> 01:02:20,080
Speaker 11: tell you that what we define as red is the

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01:02:20,120 --> 01:02:25,840
Speaker 11: lowest frequency visible light that we can see. That's like people,

1199
01:02:26,840 --> 01:02:30,440
Speaker 11: but like where do we cut off red from orange?

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01:02:30,560 --> 01:02:31,880
Speaker 11: Is like totally arbitrary.

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01:02:33,000 --> 01:02:35,880
Speaker 1: Red is the lowest color frequency we can see? What

1202
01:02:36,200 --> 01:02:37,720
Speaker 1: is it when you say the lowest frequency of light?

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01:02:38,560 --> 01:02:40,480
Speaker 17: Yeah?

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01:02:40,520 --> 01:02:43,800
Speaker 1: Wow? You know this whole time, no one's called in

1205
01:02:43,880 --> 01:02:48,320
Speaker 1: with a very with with such a objective scientific answer.

1206
01:02:48,960 --> 01:02:52,280
Speaker 11: So like that's what like when you hear like infra red,

1207
01:02:52,560 --> 01:02:56,000
Speaker 11: that's like the frequency of light that's just below red

1208
01:02:56,040 --> 01:02:56,960
Speaker 11: that we can't see.

1209
01:02:57,760 --> 01:03:08,480
Speaker 8: M yeah, infrared yeah, and then like below that is

1210
01:03:08,520 --> 01:03:11,680
Speaker 8: like radio waves and like microwaves are in there.

1211
01:03:12,280 --> 01:03:15,360
Speaker 1: Oh you know what I learned about this in high school?

1212
01:03:15,600 --> 01:03:20,640
Speaker 1: Had no fucking idea what was going on? Cheated off

1213
01:03:20,680 --> 01:03:25,840
Speaker 1: the person next to me, great decision.

1214
01:03:26,520 --> 01:03:28,720
Speaker 11: On my half, Yeah, I think so.

1215
01:03:30,920 --> 01:03:33,920
Speaker 1: Cheat in high school. I endorsed cheating in high school.

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01:03:34,440 --> 01:03:38,000
Speaker 11: Fully, Yeah, go for it, reach for the starts.

1217
01:03:38,960 --> 01:03:40,480
Speaker 1: Did you did you cheat in high school?

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01:03:41,080 --> 01:03:42,440
Speaker 19: Not in high school?

1219
01:03:43,680 --> 01:03:48,880
Speaker 1: In college you cheated yeah? Mm hmm, Well what are

1220
01:03:48,920 --> 01:03:50,800
Speaker 1: you now what do you do for a while living?

1221
01:03:51,720 --> 01:03:55,760
Speaker 11: Well, so I got my master's degree last May route

1222
01:03:55,800 --> 01:03:59,840
Speaker 11: to my PhD. And then I got super burned out

1223
01:03:59,840 --> 01:04:04,440
Speaker 11: in quit because I h a whole bunch of things.

1224
01:04:04,520 --> 01:04:06,720
Speaker 1: But yeah, oh yeah, it sounds way too difficult. I

1225
01:04:06,760 --> 01:04:08,360
Speaker 1: would have quit before I started doing that.

1226
01:04:10,800 --> 01:04:15,760
Speaker 11: Uh yeah, So I'm trying to what I'm going to

1227
01:04:15,840 --> 01:04:16,360
Speaker 11: do next?

1228
01:04:17,040 --> 01:04:19,520
Speaker 1: What are we thinking here? What are the options? What's

1229
01:04:19,520 --> 01:04:20,080
Speaker 1: on the table?

1230
01:04:20,680 --> 01:04:24,760
Speaker 11: Well, yeah, I don't, I don't know, I you know what?

1231
01:04:25,040 --> 01:04:29,720
Speaker 11: So I uh, I was like really excited about doing

1232
01:04:29,800 --> 01:04:32,720
Speaker 11: like experimental physics and like being in the lab and

1233
01:04:32,760 --> 01:04:36,479
Speaker 11: then just like what not getting that in my grad

1234
01:04:36,600 --> 01:04:42,800
Speaker 11: program and was feeling like totally disenchanted. I think it's

1235
01:04:42,840 --> 01:04:46,520
Speaker 11: the word for that. And then I just had this idea,

1236
01:04:47,560 --> 01:04:52,400
Speaker 11: like last week, there's like this small startup in like Texas,

1237
01:04:52,440 --> 01:04:59,160
Speaker 11: and they're like building systems to help micro breweries capture

1238
01:05:00,000 --> 01:05:04,000
Speaker 11: carbon dioxide from their fermentation process and like bottle it

1239
01:05:05,040 --> 01:05:09,880
Speaker 11: so they can reuse the carbon dioxide to pressurize their kegs.

1240
01:05:11,840 --> 01:05:16,760
Speaker 1: Interesting is that, like, just is that an environmentally good thing?

1241
01:05:16,920 --> 01:05:18,240
Speaker 1: Like what is the benefit of that?

1242
01:05:18,480 --> 01:05:21,360
Speaker 11: Well, so it's it's a twofold, right, you're not just.

1243
01:05:23,280 --> 01:05:23,760
Speaker 19: Well, okay.

1244
01:05:23,840 --> 01:05:25,920
Speaker 11: The reason that I was thinking about this is because

1245
01:05:25,960 --> 01:05:32,440
Speaker 11: the best way to extract like resin ta from weed

1246
01:05:32,840 --> 01:05:37,800
Speaker 11: is with a super critical carbon dioxide. And I was like,

1247
01:05:37,840 --> 01:05:41,480
Speaker 11: how does one acquire carbon? Like, how is carbon dioxide

1248
01:05:41,560 --> 01:05:47,160
Speaker 11: just like produced? And either mind like it comes out

1249
01:05:47,200 --> 01:05:53,240
Speaker 11: of mine or you produce it when you're fermenting alcohol.

1250
01:05:53,280 --> 01:05:57,120
Speaker 11: That's like what the bubbles in beer are is carbon dioxide.

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01:05:58,480 --> 01:06:03,680
Speaker 1: I am so glad that, like, there are people out

1252
01:06:03,680 --> 01:06:08,920
Speaker 1: there in the world that chose to go into scientific

1253
01:06:09,120 --> 01:06:14,280
Speaker 1: fields and medical fields and things of that nature so

1254
01:06:14,320 --> 01:06:17,440
Speaker 1: that I don't have to because I just have no

1255
01:06:17,560 --> 01:06:27,880
Speaker 1: idea what any of these words mean. But I do

1256
01:06:27,960 --> 01:06:34,080
Speaker 1: care on a general sense about the about the world

1257
01:06:34,160 --> 01:06:37,760
Speaker 1: being able to progress forward through the means of science

1258
01:06:37,800 --> 01:06:41,960
Speaker 1: and technology. Yeah, and so I'm invested in that progress,

1259
01:06:42,000 --> 01:06:44,480
Speaker 1: but I don't want to personally contribute to it anyway.

1260
01:06:44,520 --> 01:06:48,600
Speaker 1: So I'm happy that people like you are going to

1261
01:06:48,640 --> 01:06:49,960
Speaker 1: school for science things.

1262
01:06:50,840 --> 01:06:58,520
Speaker 11: Yeah, I don't know. Academia's white supremacist scams a hobby

1263
01:06:58,600 --> 01:06:59,720
Speaker 11: for rich people.

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01:06:59,600 --> 01:07:03,840
Speaker 1: So I know. College is yeah, no, it is. I

1265
01:07:03,880 --> 01:07:07,400
Speaker 1: agree with those things. College it's too expensive.

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01:07:08,080 --> 01:07:10,680
Speaker 11: I mean, like we should figure out how to educate

1267
01:07:10,720 --> 01:07:14,320
Speaker 11: people without like putting them in a system designed for

1268
01:07:15,280 --> 01:07:18,360
Speaker 11: like a rich British Men who like didn't know what

1269
01:07:18,400 --> 01:07:20,640
Speaker 11: to do with themselves because they had too much money.

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01:07:21,120 --> 01:07:22,560
Speaker 1: One day you'll be able to learn how to do

1271
01:07:22,600 --> 01:07:24,920
Speaker 1: surgery on YouTube if you cannot already, I have to

1272
01:07:24,920 --> 01:07:27,360
Speaker 1: look into that. I've had you could you know you?

1273
01:07:27,520 --> 01:07:30,480
Speaker 11: I did find there are like surgeons who like show

1274
01:07:30,560 --> 01:07:33,760
Speaker 11: you how to do like sutures on YouTube. Like if

1275
01:07:33,800 --> 01:07:37,120
Speaker 11: you are, like in an emergency like situation, you might

1276
01:07:37,160 --> 01:07:40,000
Speaker 11: want to know how to sew yourself closed.

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01:07:42,120 --> 01:07:43,840
Speaker 1: That'd be a helpful thing to know. I might look

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01:07:43,840 --> 01:07:44,160
Speaker 1: that up.

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01:07:44,960 --> 01:07:45,200
Speaker 13: Is that?

1280
01:07:45,240 --> 01:07:45,520
Speaker 2: I mean?

1281
01:07:45,720 --> 01:07:46,640
Speaker 19: I don't think I could do it?

1282
01:07:46,680 --> 01:07:47,440
Speaker 11: Sounds terrifying.

1283
01:07:50,480 --> 01:07:51,280
Speaker 1: What if you had to?

1284
01:07:52,600 --> 01:07:54,480
Speaker 19: Ah, I don't know.

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01:07:57,920 --> 01:07:59,560
Speaker 1: Well, hope you never have to find out. I hope

1286
01:07:59,560 --> 01:08:01,840
Speaker 1: that you in a situation which you have to suit

1287
01:08:02,160 --> 01:08:03,479
Speaker 1: I don't know what the word is if I'm gonna

1288
01:08:03,600 --> 01:08:05,080
Speaker 1: try it to suit her yourself.

1289
01:08:06,000 --> 01:08:11,600
Speaker 11: Yeah, my name is actually Kirsten.

1290
01:08:12,680 --> 01:08:16,559
Speaker 1: Kirsten has been an honor talking with you this evening.

1291
01:08:17,600 --> 01:08:18,519
Speaker 11: Nice talk to you too.

1292
01:08:19,080 --> 01:08:23,400
Speaker 14: You have a good rest of the night, you too,

1293
01:08:24,960 --> 01:08:27,679
Speaker 14: all from.

1294
01:08:26,520 --> 01:08:28,040
Speaker 15: A boss.

1295
01:08:28,920 --> 01:08:29,240
Speaker 1: Abba?

1296
01:08:32,280 --> 01:08:34,639
Speaker 9: Hello, what's up?

1297
01:08:34,720 --> 01:08:35,280
Speaker 2: How's it going?

1298
01:08:35,760 --> 01:08:37,120
Speaker 1: What'd you say? Your name was a boss?

1299
01:08:37,720 --> 01:08:38,240
Speaker 4: A boss?

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01:08:38,280 --> 01:08:38,760
Speaker 2: That's right?

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01:08:39,240 --> 01:08:40,280
Speaker 1: How are you a boss?

1302
01:08:40,880 --> 01:08:41,120
Speaker 6: Yeah?

1303
01:08:41,200 --> 01:08:44,960
Speaker 2: You know it's not too bad, not too bad. You

1304
01:08:45,000 --> 01:08:46,240
Speaker 2: have to be sharing this.

1305
01:08:46,240 --> 01:08:47,160
Speaker 4: Moment with you, Rob.

1306
01:08:48,720 --> 01:08:50,720
Speaker 1: God, I'm just to be sharing this one with you too.

1307
01:08:52,720 --> 01:08:55,919
Speaker 1: Isn't it crazy that our paths have crossed?

1308
01:08:57,320 --> 01:08:57,559
Speaker 6: You know?

1309
01:08:57,880 --> 01:08:59,719
Speaker 2: It's wild?

1310
01:09:00,120 --> 01:09:00,879
Speaker 6: It's wild.

1311
01:09:01,080 --> 01:09:03,719
Speaker 2: I mean even if you zoom out just a little

1312
01:09:03,760 --> 01:09:08,680
Speaker 2: bit right, you know, just a little bit on on

1313
01:09:08,880 --> 01:09:12,240
Speaker 2: space and time and you kind of like see the earth,

1314
01:09:13,800 --> 01:09:16,719
Speaker 2: it's like us right now sharing this moment and shot

1315
01:09:16,800 --> 01:09:18,479
Speaker 2: too wild.

1316
01:09:19,120 --> 01:09:26,000
Speaker 1: Yeah, it's wild. Look, it's like, you know, it's good

1317
01:09:26,040 --> 01:09:27,760
Speaker 1: to think about that every once in a while. I

1318
01:09:27,760 --> 01:09:29,280
Speaker 1: think if you think about too much, people will think

1319
01:09:29,280 --> 01:09:31,559
Speaker 1: you're some kind of not that it matters what people think,

1320
01:09:31,600 --> 01:09:37,960
Speaker 1: but you know, intensity, right, Like think about these things intensity.

1321
01:09:38,200 --> 01:09:42,599
Speaker 1: It's like it's like, uh, like, how ripped does one get?

1322
01:09:42,640 --> 01:09:44,880
Speaker 1: How ripped would one get at the gym if they

1323
01:09:44,880 --> 01:09:48,400
Speaker 1: were lifting weights? Literally twenty four seven? Probably not the wrong,

1324
01:09:49,040 --> 01:09:51,280
Speaker 1: but you know, you gotta car you gotta carve out

1325
01:09:51,320 --> 01:09:53,840
Speaker 1: some time in the day to do it. But you

1326
01:09:53,840 --> 01:09:55,200
Speaker 1: can't be thinking about that way all the time, or

1327
01:09:55,200 --> 01:09:58,759
Speaker 1: else you'll or else you might be a little bit annoying.

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01:10:00,280 --> 01:10:03,519
Speaker 2: Yeah, and and you'll completely bulk out and you won't

1329
01:10:03,560 --> 01:10:07,360
Speaker 2: have any flexibility and you'll be all veins. Yeah, you'll

1330
01:10:07,400 --> 01:10:09,679
Speaker 2: be annoying too, super annoying.

1331
01:10:11,680 --> 01:10:12,519
Speaker 1: What color is red?

1332
01:10:17,000 --> 01:10:18,280
Speaker 6: Color is red?

1333
01:10:19,200 --> 01:10:21,920
Speaker 2: Part of me wants to kind of like, uh google

1334
01:10:21,960 --> 01:10:26,280
Speaker 2: the frequency, you know, like find that number. There's something uh,

1335
01:10:27,160 --> 01:10:33,880
Speaker 2: something comforting about the the empirical nature of the frequency.

1336
01:10:34,040 --> 01:10:37,760
Speaker 2: You know, red red is on that thing. Yeah, yeah,

1337
01:10:37,800 --> 01:10:40,080
Speaker 2: it's on that spectrum too, you know, it's it falls

1338
01:10:40,200 --> 01:10:47,520
Speaker 2: falls in that in that wavelength. We chat saying nanimeters hurts.

1339
01:10:49,200 --> 01:10:52,880
Speaker 1: This is hm hmm, this is this is me talking

1340
01:10:52,960 --> 01:10:55,240
Speaker 1: to a stick and then you also talking into a stick,

1341
01:10:55,320 --> 01:10:57,240
Speaker 1: and we can hear each other in each other's sticks.

1342
01:10:57,280 --> 01:11:00,840
Speaker 1: There's no chat m. The only check going all right

1343
01:11:00,840 --> 01:11:01,640
Speaker 1: now is between you and me.

1344
01:11:04,720 --> 01:11:08,880
Speaker 2: There's a uh, there's a laser focus there. That's that's

1345
01:11:08,920 --> 01:11:13,000
Speaker 2: really grounded. I really appreciate that. And it's also just

1346
01:11:13,520 --> 01:11:16,760
Speaker 2: wild here here we are. You know, when you kind

1347
01:11:16,760 --> 01:11:21,559
Speaker 2: of tune tune out, tune out the external chatter, it's

1348
01:11:21,600 --> 01:11:23,960
Speaker 2: it's you and me here in the six.

1349
01:11:25,320 --> 01:11:27,599
Speaker 1: Donald your name's not Donald, your name's Abyss. But I

1350
01:11:27,640 --> 01:11:29,960
Speaker 1: just wanted someone. I just love the name Donald. I

1351
01:11:30,000 --> 01:11:32,200
Speaker 1: wanted to call someone Donald.

1352
01:11:32,360 --> 01:11:36,759
Speaker 2: Does it feel good? Does it feel good in your mouth? Donald?

1353
01:11:36,960 --> 01:11:38,479
Speaker 2: Does it feel feel good in your mouth?

1354
01:11:40,000 --> 01:11:41,120
Speaker 1: That's what she said.

1355
01:11:44,000 --> 01:11:50,520
Speaker 2: Uh, yeah, I wish.

1356
01:11:49,360 --> 01:11:51,679
Speaker 1: You wish it's the last time you had sex.

1357
01:11:54,320 --> 01:11:55,240
Speaker 9: It's been a minute.

1358
01:11:56,080 --> 01:11:56,960
Speaker 2: It's been a minute.

1359
01:11:57,600 --> 01:12:00,439
Speaker 6: No, I respect that it's gonna minute.

1360
01:12:00,760 --> 01:12:04,839
Speaker 1: It's been a tough year for me. Yeah, in person

1361
01:12:05,000 --> 01:12:07,000
Speaker 1: getting that physical connection. It's been a tough year to

1362
01:12:07,000 --> 01:12:11,880
Speaker 1: build physical sexual connections, you know.

1363
01:12:12,040 --> 01:12:16,240
Speaker 2: I I can't even imagine what, like, how do how

1364
01:12:16,240 --> 01:12:17,000
Speaker 2: do people do that?

1365
01:12:17,200 --> 01:12:17,400
Speaker 6: Now?

1366
01:12:17,600 --> 01:12:20,479
Speaker 2: Because I recently, I recently came out of a long

1367
01:12:20,560 --> 01:12:23,799
Speaker 2: a longest relationship. Well I mean relatively speaking, in almost

1368
01:12:23,800 --> 01:12:26,720
Speaker 2: six years? Is that long to you? Belonging to me?

1369
01:12:28,200 --> 01:12:30,960
Speaker 2: And so you know, since that was like a relationship

1370
01:12:31,040 --> 01:12:35,439
Speaker 2: that was initiated in the in the before times, and.

1371
01:12:35,200 --> 01:12:36,960
Speaker 9: And now now it's it's different.

1372
01:12:37,640 --> 01:12:40,280
Speaker 2: I'm I feel different, you know, the world feels different

1373
01:12:40,320 --> 01:12:42,960
Speaker 2: to me. And how are people doing it? How are

1374
01:12:43,000 --> 01:12:44,479
Speaker 2: people making those connections though?

1375
01:12:47,200 --> 01:12:50,200
Speaker 1: Mm hmm with theirs in their vaginas?

1376
01:12:53,280 --> 01:12:54,519
Speaker 2: Are they wearing masks?

1377
01:12:55,840 --> 01:12:57,400
Speaker 6: No?

1378
01:12:57,560 --> 01:12:58,200
Speaker 1: I mean I wouldn't know.

1379
01:12:58,280 --> 01:13:04,960
Speaker 2: I don't know, you know, I mean yeah, with their

1380
01:13:05,000 --> 01:13:07,799
Speaker 2: penises and their vaginas and you know, yeah, their bodies,

1381
01:13:07,840 --> 01:13:09,240
Speaker 2: your skins just kind of like always.

1382
01:13:09,240 --> 01:13:11,840
Speaker 1: I suppose a condom is a bit like a mask

1383
01:13:11,920 --> 01:13:14,680
Speaker 1: for the penis, which I've mentioned this before earlier on

1384
01:13:14,720 --> 01:13:17,200
Speaker 1: the stream. You should wear one to prevent against pregnancy,

1385
01:13:17,240 --> 01:13:21,439
Speaker 1: and uh and various STIs and STDs. I don't know

1386
01:13:21,439 --> 01:13:23,200
Speaker 1: if that's I don't know if STIs are different from

1387
01:13:23,240 --> 01:13:24,680
Speaker 1: STDs or if they're interchangeable, but.

1388
01:13:27,680 --> 01:13:31,040
Speaker 2: Hmmm, one one to me sounds kind of like the

1389
01:13:31,080 --> 01:13:37,920
Speaker 2: model of a car, like a sports car, and the other. No, no,

1390
01:13:37,960 --> 01:13:41,600
Speaker 2: I'm not should I be? Do you have a recommendation?

1391
01:13:42,880 --> 01:13:43,519
Speaker 1: I think you should be?

1392
01:13:43,560 --> 01:13:43,720
Speaker 4: All?

1393
01:13:43,720 --> 01:13:45,920
Speaker 1: I think dating apps? I mean, it depends on who

1394
01:13:45,920 --> 01:13:46,960
Speaker 1: you are. How tall are you?

1395
01:13:48,640 --> 01:13:51,559
Speaker 2: Like almost five eight? Probably five seven? Five eight?

1396
01:13:52,479 --> 01:13:52,759
Speaker 6: Nice?

1397
01:13:52,880 --> 01:13:54,479
Speaker 2: I have a friend who tells me I said, I

1398
01:13:54,800 --> 01:13:56,479
Speaker 2: told my friend I was five to seven, and he

1399
01:13:56,560 --> 01:13:59,960
Speaker 2: said he like asserted that I was taller than that.

1400
01:14:00,120 --> 01:14:03,680
Speaker 2: He's like, no, you, I'm okay, Well I'm definitely not

1401
01:14:03,720 --> 01:14:07,760
Speaker 2: five nine. I know that somehow, So you know that

1402
01:14:07,840 --> 01:14:09,160
Speaker 2: kind of leaves five eight to me?

1403
01:14:09,920 --> 01:14:14,960
Speaker 1: Right, yeah, I'm actually five six and a half, right

1404
01:14:15,120 --> 01:14:17,160
Speaker 1: on five and a half. I used to tell people

1405
01:14:17,840 --> 01:14:19,439
Speaker 1: that was five seven, used to bump it up. You

1406
01:14:19,520 --> 01:14:22,200
Speaker 1: know what I do Now I do the opposite, tell

1407
01:14:22,200 --> 01:14:23,000
Speaker 1: people I'm five six.

1408
01:14:24,960 --> 01:14:29,439
Speaker 11: You use us slavery, slippery, icko.

1409
01:14:29,680 --> 01:14:30,200
Speaker 4: I like this.

1410
01:14:31,520 --> 01:14:32,920
Speaker 13: You know it's all about setting.

1411
01:14:35,120 --> 01:14:36,280
Speaker 18: What is it about five?

1412
01:14:36,840 --> 01:14:37,559
Speaker 1: And it's who I am?

1413
01:14:37,720 --> 01:14:40,120
Speaker 6: Yeah, that's what you get.

1414
01:14:40,520 --> 01:14:42,200
Speaker 1: Those are the cards that I've been dealt in life.

1415
01:14:42,640 --> 01:14:46,840
Speaker 1: I can I change it. I must, I must. I

1416
01:14:46,960 --> 01:14:50,360
Speaker 1: must embrace that which I kind of change.

1417
01:14:52,840 --> 01:14:56,760
Speaker 2: Mmmmm. You know there's a there's a phrase for that.

1418
01:14:57,000 --> 01:15:02,280
Speaker 2: It's called it called radical acceptance. You're uh like you're

1419
01:15:02,320 --> 01:15:06,040
Speaker 2: living it out in the moment. You're open to the

1420
01:15:06,120 --> 01:15:09,720
Speaker 2: reality that is in front of you. You know that same?

1421
01:15:11,120 --> 01:15:17,040
Speaker 1: Yes, yep, Yeah, I've been talking over you a lot.

1422
01:15:17,080 --> 01:15:18,400
Speaker 1: I don't wanna let you talk for a second.

1423
01:15:20,120 --> 01:15:24,400
Speaker 2: Oh uh you know it's the uh, it's the Internet

1424
01:15:25,120 --> 01:15:29,080
Speaker 2: and and that little weird delay. But uh I I

1425
01:15:29,200 --> 01:15:31,639
Speaker 2: don't feel talked over. I feel like this has been

1426
01:15:32,000 --> 01:15:36,560
Speaker 2: this is, this is continues to be a pretty collaborative experience.

1427
01:15:36,640 --> 01:15:42,000
Speaker 4: I dig it is your name Dan, No, No, it's Connor.

1428
01:15:42,200 --> 01:15:45,080
Speaker 2: No, just kidding it. Yeah, it's a boss.

1429
01:15:45,120 --> 01:15:45,600
Speaker 4: You nailed it.

1430
01:15:47,920 --> 01:15:49,919
Speaker 1: I've totally lost all sense of time.

1431
01:15:52,240 --> 01:15:53,040
Speaker 6: Which is a good thing.

1432
01:15:53,960 --> 01:15:58,080
Speaker 1: Yeah, it was about transported into my little therapy gecko world.

1433
01:15:59,640 --> 01:16:01,320
Speaker 6: Well here too, how sweet it is?

1434
01:16:01,680 --> 01:16:05,560
Speaker 2: Oh, tell me more, tell me more about this this

1435
01:16:05,760 --> 01:16:08,040
Speaker 2: world of yours that you're transported to.

1436
01:16:08,760 --> 01:16:10,840
Speaker 1: Maybe next time a boss. I appreciate you calling, and

1437
01:16:10,920 --> 01:16:13,240
Speaker 1: you have one for us of the night you as well.

1438
01:16:13,400 --> 01:16:13,840
Speaker 2: Take care?

1439
01:16:16,040 --> 01:16:18,479
Speaker 11: Oh all from.

1440
01:16:22,600 --> 01:16:23,200
Speaker 1: Raphael.

1441
01:16:25,280 --> 01:16:30,679
Speaker 6: Hello, So I haven't brushed my teeth in four months?

1442
01:16:31,600 --> 01:16:32,519
Speaker 1: Four months?

1443
01:16:33,800 --> 01:16:42,120
Speaker 6: Yeah, the months the toothbrush scares me.

1444
01:16:42,960 --> 01:16:44,360
Speaker 1: The toothbrush scares you?

1445
01:16:45,320 --> 01:16:45,519
Speaker 9: Yeah?

1446
01:16:46,840 --> 01:16:49,000
Speaker 1: Is it? Is it? Is it the sharp bristles?

1447
01:16:49,160 --> 01:16:50,400
Speaker 9: Is it the uh.

1448
01:16:52,240 --> 01:16:55,880
Speaker 1: You know, uh phallic nature.

1449
01:16:55,720 --> 01:16:56,080
Speaker 18: Of the.

1450
01:16:58,400 --> 01:16:59,280
Speaker 6: Brush? My teeth?

1451
01:17:00,120 --> 01:17:00,240
Speaker 9: Uh?

1452
01:17:00,680 --> 01:17:04,800
Speaker 6: Those four months ago, it hurt really really badly, and

1453
01:17:05,080 --> 01:17:06,800
Speaker 6: I've just been scared of it ever since.

1454
01:17:09,320 --> 01:17:11,600
Speaker 1: You sound like you you you need to go to

1455
01:17:11,680 --> 01:17:14,519
Speaker 1: a dentist or a medical professional of some kind.

1456
01:17:16,360 --> 01:17:18,360
Speaker 6: All right, I'll plan that.

1457
01:17:20,280 --> 01:17:21,680
Speaker 1: Is there a reason you've been avoiding doing that?

1458
01:17:23,040 --> 01:17:23,240
Speaker 15: Yeah?

1459
01:17:23,520 --> 01:17:26,960
Speaker 6: It just hurts when the toothbrush hits my thumbs.

1460
01:17:27,960 --> 01:17:31,360
Speaker 1: Have you told anyone this besides a gecko guy?

1461
01:17:34,200 --> 01:17:34,240
Speaker 18: No?

1462
01:17:34,479 --> 01:17:37,920
Speaker 1: Not really should tell a dentist about that. That sounds

1463
01:17:37,960 --> 01:17:39,240
Speaker 1: like an actually a very serious issue.

1464
01:17:41,080 --> 01:17:43,760
Speaker 6: Dentists are kind of scary, but I'll try.

1465
01:17:47,120 --> 01:17:54,400
Speaker 1: You gotta face the fears, Raphael, I don't know it's scary.

1466
01:17:55,760 --> 01:17:56,640
Speaker 1: What's scary about it?

1467
01:17:58,400 --> 01:18:00,560
Speaker 6: You know when they like bring out the end instruments

1468
01:18:01,000 --> 01:18:08,000
Speaker 6: and and they like pike out your mouth. Scary stuff.

1469
01:18:08,120 --> 01:18:08,320
Speaker 9: Man.

1470
01:18:12,000 --> 01:18:13,560
Speaker 6: They scare the bug headlamb.

1471
01:18:15,080 --> 01:18:18,120
Speaker 1: They scare the bugs out of you. You said the

1472
01:18:18,240 --> 01:18:23,200
Speaker 1: bug headlamp, bugs headlamp.

1473
01:18:24,760 --> 01:18:29,120
Speaker 6: Yeah, what is that? It's just like when you get

1474
01:18:29,200 --> 01:18:35,640
Speaker 6: really scared and they scare the big headlamb, you know,

1475
01:18:35,760 --> 01:18:39,280
Speaker 6: like the big headlamp that they have above you. That's

1476
01:18:39,360 --> 01:18:44,439
Speaker 6: like really right? Yes, yeah, yes it hurts. And they

1477
01:18:44,479 --> 01:18:46,360
Speaker 6: don't have like shades where you put on.

1478
01:18:47,680 --> 01:18:49,800
Speaker 1: Oh it's too bright, you say, yeah.

1479
01:18:50,080 --> 01:18:52,879
Speaker 6: And then when they picked your mouth with all the items.

1480
01:18:53,120 --> 01:18:56,600
Speaker 6: Scary man. I don't know what I should do.

1481
01:19:00,680 --> 01:19:02,400
Speaker 1: I mean, you could just bring your own shades. I

1482
01:19:02,439 --> 01:19:04,880
Speaker 1: mean they're I can. Oh h what's stopping you from

1483
01:19:04,880 --> 01:19:07,880
Speaker 1: bringing your own? Right? I mean then you with any shade? Sure,

1484
01:19:07,920 --> 01:19:09,000
Speaker 1: but what's stopping you from your own?

1485
01:19:10,000 --> 01:19:11,960
Speaker 6: Last time they asked me to take it off. And

1486
01:19:12,120 --> 01:19:15,599
Speaker 6: that's why having them back in about like six seven months.

1487
01:19:16,280 --> 01:19:17,800
Speaker 1: Why wouldn't they Why would they? Why would you have

1488
01:19:17,880 --> 01:19:19,479
Speaker 1: to take it off. That doesn't make any sense. How

1489
01:19:19,520 --> 01:19:20,599
Speaker 1: does that obstruct what they're doing.

1490
01:19:22,000 --> 01:19:23,840
Speaker 6: I don't know they were. They just told me I

1491
01:19:23,920 --> 01:19:26,479
Speaker 6: had to take it off so that they didn't interrupt

1492
01:19:26,600 --> 01:19:28,360
Speaker 6: when they were like working on my mouth.

1493
01:19:29,200 --> 01:19:30,960
Speaker 1: Maybe they were jealous because you looked cool.

1494
01:19:32,760 --> 01:19:33,439
Speaker 6: I hope, So.

1495
01:19:35,400 --> 01:19:38,439
Speaker 1: Go to the dentist raphile, all.

1496
01:19:38,439 --> 01:19:52,400
Speaker 6: Right, I will good, all right, Well, I just hope

1497
01:19:52,439 --> 01:20:02,320
Speaker 6: I can overcome my fear. Also, I've been to quite

1498
01:20:02,360 --> 01:20:07,559
Speaker 6: a couple of themiss because the last like maybe two

1499
01:20:07,640 --> 01:20:10,200
Speaker 6: to three years ago, I caught my mom with one

1500
01:20:10,240 --> 01:20:11,000
Speaker 6: of my dentists.

1501
01:20:16,040 --> 01:20:17,799
Speaker 1: You caught your mom with one of your dentists.

1502
01:20:18,680 --> 01:20:27,040
Speaker 6: Yeah, it was I felt really bad, and I didn't

1503
01:20:27,080 --> 01:20:30,439
Speaker 6: know how to tell her that. I was like, I

1504
01:20:30,600 --> 01:20:31,480
Speaker 6: was disappointed.

1505
01:20:34,320 --> 01:20:40,160
Speaker 1: Is your mom married to your dad? No, so she's single?

1506
01:20:42,800 --> 01:20:45,080
Speaker 6: Well, yeah, but she was seeing another guy at the moment.

1507
01:20:47,920 --> 01:20:51,880
Speaker 6: And then I taught her with the dentist. Wasn't to die.

1508
01:20:53,840 --> 01:20:58,519
Speaker 1: Her and the guy exclusive, excuse me? Or her and

1509
01:20:58,600 --> 01:20:59,600
Speaker 1: the guy exclusive?

1510
01:21:01,840 --> 01:21:02,280
Speaker 6: Probably?

1511
01:21:05,479 --> 01:21:06,920
Speaker 1: Was it possible that your mom was just sort of

1512
01:21:07,000 --> 01:21:08,840
Speaker 1: dating around and seeing many different.

1513
01:21:10,400 --> 01:21:10,559
Speaker 9: Men.

1514
01:21:11,920 --> 01:21:14,160
Speaker 6: I don't know, because she was taking it seriously with

1515
01:21:14,280 --> 01:21:15,080
Speaker 6: the original man.

1516
01:21:18,960 --> 01:21:20,920
Speaker 1: Did she continue to date the original man. After she

1517
01:21:22,479 --> 01:21:27,519
Speaker 1: stuff with the dentist. Yeah, do you think they were?

1518
01:21:27,680 --> 01:21:27,800
Speaker 11: Well?

1519
01:21:29,160 --> 01:21:29,720
Speaker 1: How old are you.

1520
01:21:31,360 --> 01:21:31,400
Speaker 9: Me?

1521
01:21:31,520 --> 01:21:40,439
Speaker 6: I'm nineteen? What will happen?

1522
01:21:42,439 --> 01:21:48,680
Speaker 1: Nothing happened. Did you come back after the dentist after

1523
01:21:48,720 --> 01:21:49,559
Speaker 1: you caught him with your mom?

1524
01:21:50,479 --> 01:21:50,639
Speaker 6: Oh?

1525
01:21:50,800 --> 01:21:50,840
Speaker 1: No?

1526
01:21:51,000 --> 01:21:53,040
Speaker 6: I asked her if I could switch a dentist because

1527
01:21:53,080 --> 01:21:54,599
Speaker 6: I felt embarrassed every time I went.

1528
01:21:57,439 --> 01:22:01,439
Speaker 1: It's understandable. Did she meet the dentist through you?

1529
01:22:03,800 --> 01:22:06,799
Speaker 6: Yeah, we went to one of my appointments and they

1530
01:22:06,880 --> 01:22:09,680
Speaker 6: started talking and they exchanged phone numbers, and I was

1531
01:22:09,800 --> 01:22:13,640
Speaker 6: just I don't know, man, I'm not gonna feel about this.

1532
01:22:13,800 --> 01:22:15,200
Speaker 6: It's kind of emotional.

1533
01:22:29,560 --> 01:22:30,200
Speaker 1: How long it was?

1534
01:22:30,280 --> 01:22:34,880
Speaker 6: This about two to three years.

1535
01:22:39,840 --> 01:22:41,000
Speaker 1: She got to the dentist Raphael.

1536
01:22:42,640 --> 01:22:43,759
Speaker 4: All right, I will.

1537
01:22:46,080 --> 01:22:47,439
Speaker 6: I'll try to overcome my fear.

1538
01:22:49,240 --> 01:22:51,599
Speaker 18: You have a good rest of the night, you too,

1539
01:22:54,600 --> 01:22:57,759
Speaker 18: Oh all from rough.

1540
01:23:00,760 --> 01:23:01,000
Speaker 4: Rue?

1541
01:23:03,520 --> 01:23:03,760
Speaker 2: Hello?

1542
01:23:04,960 --> 01:23:09,240
Speaker 15: Hello Rue Hi, that's me.

1543
01:23:09,600 --> 01:23:10,679
Speaker 2: Oh my gosh. Hello.

1544
01:23:10,960 --> 01:23:13,479
Speaker 19: Sorry, I'm like, I can't believe it.

1545
01:23:13,600 --> 01:23:16,800
Speaker 1: I'm sorry, No, I don't freak out. Real How old?

1546
01:23:16,920 --> 01:23:19,880
Speaker 19: Okay, I'm I'm twenty nine.

1547
01:23:19,920 --> 01:23:21,320
Speaker 2: I'm going to be thirty this year.

1548
01:23:22,040 --> 01:23:22,759
Speaker 1: Are you excited?

1549
01:23:23,520 --> 01:23:24,639
Speaker 13: Yes, I'm very excited.

1550
01:23:24,680 --> 01:23:26,680
Speaker 2: Holy crap, joted, I'm talking to.

1551
01:23:26,760 --> 01:23:30,320
Speaker 19: Iti my girlfriends like right here, Holy crap.

1552
01:23:32,000 --> 01:23:36,559
Speaker 1: Sorry, listen, listen. Yeah, you seem very excited, ru why

1553
01:23:36,560 --> 01:23:39,600
Speaker 1: are you? Are you in a are you in a

1554
01:23:39,680 --> 01:23:43,360
Speaker 1: mood of some kind? You seem elated?

1555
01:23:44,200 --> 01:23:45,120
Speaker 2: Yeah, I just okay.

1556
01:23:45,360 --> 01:23:49,519
Speaker 19: So I discovered you from TikTok. I've been like obsessed

1557
01:23:49,600 --> 01:23:52,439
Speaker 19: ever since, and I've been trying to get on for

1558
01:23:52,640 --> 01:23:57,320
Speaker 19: like a while, and I cannot believe that I'm on. Like,

1559
01:23:57,640 --> 01:23:59,640
Speaker 19: I know that's silly and you're just some guy on

1560
01:23:59,680 --> 01:24:02,599
Speaker 19: the ender, but like this just like made my night.

1561
01:24:03,160 --> 01:24:05,080
Speaker 19: Oh my gosh, well.

1562
01:24:05,000 --> 01:24:08,160
Speaker 1: Real, you know, look, it seems like you've been very

1563
01:24:08,640 --> 01:24:11,120
Speaker 1: persistently attempting to reach me, and I'd like to know,

1564
01:24:11,320 --> 01:24:13,519
Speaker 1: is there anything that I can help you with? Anything

1565
01:24:13,680 --> 01:24:14,719
Speaker 1: you've wanted to talk about?

1566
01:24:18,720 --> 01:24:20,080
Speaker 13: Oh my gosh, they're supposedly.

1567
01:24:21,160 --> 01:24:25,360
Speaker 19: I can't quite think of anything that comes to mind.

1568
01:24:25,400 --> 01:24:28,960
Speaker 19: I've been trying to think as far as like your question,

1569
01:24:29,720 --> 01:24:33,040
Speaker 19: I guess, like I'm I mean, it's pretty ridiculous of

1570
01:24:33,200 --> 01:24:36,479
Speaker 19: me to be over excited to talk to a stranger

1571
01:24:36,560 --> 01:24:37,920
Speaker 19: on the internet, But hey.

1572
01:24:40,880 --> 01:24:43,559
Speaker 1: Do you consider yourself in general to be a ridiculous person?

1573
01:24:46,280 --> 01:24:50,519
Speaker 19: Sometimes, as you can see, I get pretty like excited

1574
01:24:50,600 --> 01:24:54,680
Speaker 19: over like the smallest things. It doesn't take much to

1575
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Speaker 19: like make me happy.

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Speaker 2: Like I don't know.

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Speaker 19: If I'm like walking down the street and I see.

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01:25:01,520 --> 01:25:05,280
Speaker 2: A dog, I'm like, yes, like there's a dog.

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Speaker 13: Oh my god, that's great.

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Speaker 2: I don't know.

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Speaker 1: It seems like you have a pension which is really

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01:25:12,760 --> 01:25:15,519
Speaker 1: good to be able to, you know, be excited by

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01:25:16,360 --> 01:25:19,479
Speaker 1: things that other people might find monotonous. You know, you

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01:25:19,760 --> 01:25:22,439
Speaker 1: seem like you have a perception of the world that

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01:25:22,600 --> 01:25:28,000
Speaker 1: is very how do I put this, like, you know,

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01:25:29,280 --> 01:25:32,280
Speaker 1: grateful for the little things that you see.

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Speaker 19: Yo, I've actually I've got people told you that before,

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01:25:37,560 --> 01:25:41,360
Speaker 19: Like that's one of the things that they like about me, Like, oh, like.

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01:25:41,439 --> 01:25:42,599
Speaker 13: I really like your energy.

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01:25:43,120 --> 01:25:46,800
Speaker 19: I like that it doesn't take much to make you happy,

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01:25:46,920 --> 01:25:49,479
Speaker 19: or that you see things that other people don't. That's like,

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01:25:50,080 --> 01:25:55,680
Speaker 19: I don't know all so oh I'm like, Gusha, that's

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01:25:55,760 --> 01:25:58,519
Speaker 19: so cool that you got that from me, And like,

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01:25:59,240 --> 01:26:00,640
Speaker 19: I don't know a couple and as I sit on

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01:26:00,680 --> 01:26:09,760
Speaker 19: the phone, I'm sorry, huh what tears you down?

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01:26:09,840 --> 01:26:10,000
Speaker 1: Then?

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01:26:11,520 --> 01:26:11,640
Speaker 6: Oh?

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01:26:11,720 --> 01:26:14,360
Speaker 1: Godha in the world as acutely as the season did.

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Speaker 19: So, like I guess for me, I don't know, I

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01:26:19,600 --> 01:26:21,360
Speaker 19: feel like this is silly to say, but like it

1601
01:26:21,560 --> 01:26:25,960
Speaker 19: really breaks my heart when I find out people lie

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01:26:26,040 --> 01:26:30,240
Speaker 19: to me, or like when people just are going ou

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01:26:30,280 --> 01:26:33,080
Speaker 19: under their way to hurt others. Like I won't ramble

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01:26:33,160 --> 01:26:36,880
Speaker 19: too long, But I was in school, like college, I

1605
01:26:36,960 --> 01:26:39,840
Speaker 19: like dropped out because like mental health, and you know,

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01:26:40,000 --> 01:26:43,880
Speaker 19: COVID happened like a couple months later, so perfect timing.

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01:26:44,040 --> 01:26:48,439
Speaker 19: But I was in like fashion Coston in nine school

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01:26:48,520 --> 01:26:53,360
Speaker 19: and it was really competitive, and I hated that. I

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01:26:53,560 --> 01:26:55,759
Speaker 19: am not a really competitive person. I don't really believe

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01:26:55,800 --> 01:26:59,559
Speaker 19: in stuffing on people to get ahead in life. That's

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01:26:59,640 --> 01:27:02,320
Speaker 19: just not the kind of person I am. And it

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01:27:02,400 --> 01:27:04,800
Speaker 19: would really hurt me when I would see it in

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01:27:04,960 --> 01:27:06,480
Speaker 19: like my department.

1614
01:27:06,320 --> 01:27:07,400
Speaker 13: Because that's just not me.

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01:27:07,800 --> 01:27:12,000
Speaker 19: I even got ridiculed for it by my peers and

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01:27:12,160 --> 01:27:14,400
Speaker 19: my teacher's like, oh, you need to like step up,

1617
01:27:14,439 --> 01:27:16,479
Speaker 19: you need to be more aggressive, and I'm like, I'm sorry,

1618
01:27:16,560 --> 01:27:18,439
Speaker 19: I'm just not that kind of person.

1619
01:27:18,720 --> 01:27:22,720
Speaker 1: As though being aggressive is something that was required of

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01:27:22,840 --> 01:27:24,960
Speaker 1: you to succeed in this field.

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01:27:25,840 --> 01:27:29,560
Speaker 19: Yeah, I did, and it like really bothered me.

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01:27:30,040 --> 01:27:33,760
Speaker 1: Then I feel like, all right, if everyone's saying, if

1623
01:27:33,840 --> 01:27:37,120
Speaker 1: everyone is saying you have to be an asshole, you

1624
01:27:37,240 --> 01:27:40,160
Speaker 1: have to be aggressive to succeed in this thing. I

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01:27:40,360 --> 01:27:46,600
Speaker 1: think you then stand out if you are not that thing. Like,

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01:27:46,760 --> 01:27:49,360
Speaker 1: I think that's kind of bullshit. Honestly, that someone told

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01:27:49,400 --> 01:27:52,640
Speaker 1: you that you have to be aggressive or step on

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01:27:52,760 --> 01:27:55,920
Speaker 1: other people, because if you do the opposite of what

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01:27:56,000 --> 01:27:58,639
Speaker 1: other people are doing, I actually think you'll stand out more.

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01:28:01,360 --> 01:28:03,600
Speaker 1: I think people are telling you that they might just

1631
01:28:03,840 --> 01:28:07,080
Speaker 1: have gotten burned or something, right, and they you know,

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01:28:07,720 --> 01:28:11,599
Speaker 1: if if everyone, I mean, it just perpetuates the myth. Right,

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01:28:11,600 --> 01:28:14,720
Speaker 1: if everyone is under this idea that you have to

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01:28:14,840 --> 01:28:17,880
Speaker 1: be an asshole to succeed, that everyone's going to keep

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01:28:18,000 --> 01:28:20,360
Speaker 1: doing it until someone comes and they break the chain

1636
01:28:20,439 --> 01:28:27,360
Speaker 1: and they stick to their goddamn core values. Rue. Yeah,

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01:28:27,920 --> 01:28:29,559
Speaker 1: I think I think you should. I think you should

1638
01:28:29,640 --> 01:28:31,000
Speaker 1: keep going. But I think you got to do it.

1639
01:28:31,080 --> 01:28:32,840
Speaker 1: You got to do it your way through, You got

1640
01:28:32,920 --> 01:28:36,040
Speaker 1: to do it your way. Uh.

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01:28:36,920 --> 01:28:42,000
Speaker 19: That really resonated with me, man, Thank you. That's I

1642
01:28:42,120 --> 01:28:46,839
Speaker 19: needed to hear that. I've really doubted my talents at times,

1643
01:28:46,960 --> 01:28:50,599
Speaker 19: and I've even wondered if I shouldn't even go back

1644
01:28:50,600 --> 01:28:53,320
Speaker 19: to college or just learn on my own and start

1645
01:28:53,360 --> 01:28:54,840
Speaker 19: my own business or whatever, because I really.

1646
01:28:54,760 --> 01:28:56,360
Speaker 1: Wanted to be at that and start your own business

1647
01:28:56,600 --> 01:28:59,000
Speaker 1: instead of going to college. To college is kind of scam.

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01:28:59,680 --> 01:29:00,640
Speaker 13: You're absolutely right.

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01:29:01,000 --> 01:29:04,680
Speaker 19: I agree with you, and god, yeah you know what,

1650
01:29:05,120 --> 01:29:08,040
Speaker 19: like fuck it man, I've been wanting to like do

1651
01:29:08,280 --> 01:29:11,240
Speaker 19: my dream and like do stuff and like it.

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01:29:11,640 --> 01:29:11,880
Speaker 16: Wow.

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01:29:12,080 --> 01:29:16,120
Speaker 2: Yeah yeah that's yeah, thank you.

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01:29:16,640 --> 01:29:19,400
Speaker 18: This is your sign, oh man.

1655
01:29:19,560 --> 01:29:21,519
Speaker 1: And when you become a when you become a thing

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01:29:21,920 --> 01:29:25,599
Speaker 1: person in the fashion industry, I need you to knit

1657
01:29:25,680 --> 01:29:30,280
Speaker 1: me a new Gecko costume because I have this problem where, like,

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01:29:30,600 --> 01:29:32,639
Speaker 1: you know, if I if I want to keep doing

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01:29:32,680 --> 01:29:36,200
Speaker 1: this stream like in my own house, right, like it's

1660
01:29:36,280 --> 01:29:38,800
Speaker 1: totally the all right. When I try to walk in

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01:29:38,920 --> 01:29:41,639
Speaker 1: the suit, I don't know this, but like the tips

1662
01:29:41,680 --> 01:29:44,160
Speaker 1: are all flop. The tips are floppy. So when I

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01:29:44,240 --> 01:29:46,680
Speaker 1: try to walk, I like I end up stepping on

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01:29:46,840 --> 01:29:48,839
Speaker 1: the tips. So I need you to become a famous

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01:29:48,960 --> 01:29:52,040
Speaker 1: fashion designer person and help me out with that issue specifically.

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01:29:52,800 --> 01:29:56,160
Speaker 19: Yeah, no problem man. I Actually I've considered wanting to

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01:29:56,360 --> 01:29:59,040
Speaker 19: like make custom like first suits and stuff because like

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01:29:59,120 --> 01:30:02,360
Speaker 19: that business pays pretty decent money as a freelancer if

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01:30:02,360 --> 01:30:03,560
Speaker 19: you can get clients.

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Speaker 12: Like yo, I got you.

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01:30:07,280 --> 01:30:09,320
Speaker 1: Well, thank you so much for calling in ru. I

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01:30:09,360 --> 01:30:10,880
Speaker 1: wish you the best of luck moving forward.

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01:30:11,439 --> 01:30:13,920
Speaker 19: Yeah, of course, thank you so much for just your time.

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01:30:14,040 --> 01:30:16,639
Speaker 19: You literally made my night like I appreciate that so much.

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01:30:17,200 --> 01:30:19,160
Speaker 1: Absolutely you have a good rest of that ever, thank

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01:30:19,160 --> 01:30:20,040
Speaker 1: you you too.

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Speaker 15: Hi.

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01:30:24,600 --> 01:30:28,040
Speaker 1: Never Begn goes on the line making your phone calls

1679
01:30:28,160 --> 01:30:28,400
Speaker 1: every

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01:30:28,560 --> 01:30:31,800
Speaker 6: Night, there Begon goes too, any hide just teaching your

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01:30:31,880 --> 01:30:35,760
Speaker 6: cloud of your Life's not really an expert.