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Speaker 1: Scrubbing In with Becca Tilly and Tanya Red and I

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Speaker 1: Heart Radio podcast. Hello everybody, We're scrubbing in scrub a

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Speaker 1: dub dub. So Beck and I are in different different

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Speaker 1: home We're in our different homes today. I just haven't

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Speaker 1: really been feeling good. So Thanksgivings coming up, and I

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Speaker 1: just want to be extra cautious, but I just want

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Speaker 1: to tell you that I'm actually kind of happy that

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Speaker 1: you're not here because I have been trying to um,

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Speaker 1: oh phoebe excuse me, does not like that whatever you're

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Speaker 1: about to say, she's in it. I have been trying

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Speaker 1: so I'm starting to I'm at the point of the

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Speaker 1: day where I'm starting to smell and like I can

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Speaker 1: actually smell myself. Okay. Well, I'm also very grateful that

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Speaker 1: although I do hope you feel better, um, but I

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Speaker 1: I still am like probably seventy with my smell back.

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Speaker 1: if so, I'm like a smelly, sweaty person. If I

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Speaker 1: it would really get in my head. Well, we know

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Speaker 1: rests are telling you, and neither would I do us First,

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Speaker 1: I want to do it, like I hate wearing deodorant.

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Speaker 1: I really want to try, but I'm like, how long?

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Speaker 1: How many days do I have to smell before I

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Speaker 1: get used to it? Before my body gets used to it?

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Speaker 1: Do we know that's a thing? Do we know that

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Speaker 1: if you go long enough without wearing deodorant, your body

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Speaker 1: will stop emitting odor? No, I'm just going off of

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Speaker 1: red stars, great pheromones or whatever. I don't like. I

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Speaker 1: But I think it's I don't think it. My mom

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Speaker 1: I know that's the thing. I just don't know how

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Speaker 1: actually wearing deodorant. So man, yeah, that's tough. That's tough.

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Speaker 1: But I think we're always looking at always giving you

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Speaker 1: experiments that Tanya takes on so that to let you

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Speaker 1: guys know how long this lasts. And then I think,

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Speaker 1: deodor just so there's no odor. Why not just go

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Speaker 1: really like let them like detox, you know, like I

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Speaker 1: feel like I used to wear different. I don't know

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Speaker 1: if that's a thing. It doesn't seem to be any

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Speaker 1: science behind this experiments on chemical dependence on aluminum or

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Speaker 1: It's not healthy. There's rarely much science associated with Tanya's experiments,

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Speaker 1: you know, they're mostly just Instagram articles or ginger chan

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Speaker 1: where she's found her info. But that's okay. We love

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Speaker 1: her for it trying maybe stop shaving your legs and

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Speaker 1: The hair will just stop showing up. That is not

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Speaker 1: how that works. It's the same. Unfortunately, I have stopped

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Speaker 1: I have some anecdotal data for you. I used to

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Speaker 1: could be helpful. Thank you, beautiful, beautiful. So I'm in

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Speaker 1: it goes or how it turns out. Um. So I

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Speaker 1: Like it was one of those things when you meet

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Speaker 1: know it makes me happier than a celebrity. We're waiting

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Speaker 1: Harry No? Uh, give me a hint. Is a man

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Speaker 1: I haven't talked to her, But I really do feel

426
00:25:27,400 --> 00:25:31,360
Speaker 1: for her and Zach at this time, because it's it's

427
00:25:31,400 --> 00:25:35,480
Speaker 1: not easy because it's obviously something really personal. You've worked

428
00:25:35,520 --> 00:25:38,280
Speaker 1: so hard, especially mean they've been together now for you know,

429
00:25:38,320 --> 00:25:42,240
Speaker 1: like a year or so obviously like have a relationship,

430
00:25:42,400 --> 00:25:46,119
Speaker 1: and and I don't think it's the easiest way to

431
00:25:46,240 --> 00:25:50,040
Speaker 1: start a relationship, and like her like doing all these

432
00:25:50,040 --> 00:25:53,439
Speaker 1: incredible things, like it doesn't really set you up for

433
00:25:53,520 --> 00:25:59,399
Speaker 1: it to be easy at all. And so I really

434
00:25:59,440 --> 00:26:02,840
Speaker 1: just feel for having to deal with that publicly, and

435
00:26:03,480 --> 00:26:06,040
Speaker 1: like it's really hard to show out all the noise

436
00:26:06,119 --> 00:26:09,280
Speaker 1: and what people are saying. And so I just hope

437
00:26:09,320 --> 00:26:11,200
Speaker 1: she just has both of them to have a little

438
00:26:11,240 --> 00:26:14,280
Speaker 1: time because they're just like process it be off their phone,

439
00:26:14,440 --> 00:26:17,159
Speaker 1: but it's inevitable that it's going to affect you, and

440
00:26:17,200 --> 00:26:20,120
Speaker 1: like you're trying to heal from this private thing, but

441
00:26:20,160 --> 00:26:22,760
Speaker 1: then you're like still in the public and people want answers,

442
00:26:22,800 --> 00:26:27,200
Speaker 1: I want to know about it. Like it's hard and

443
00:26:27,359 --> 00:26:29,480
Speaker 1: I'm definitely shocked. I mean, I felt like they were.

444
00:26:30,520 --> 00:26:32,640
Speaker 1: But that's what the thing is, like what you see

445
00:26:32,840 --> 00:26:37,120
Speaker 1: on Instagram. Well, you know, I was actually gonna ask

446
00:26:37,119 --> 00:26:40,240
Speaker 1: you because so your boyfriend, now Adam, you guys are

447
00:26:40,680 --> 00:26:45,600
Speaker 1: so cute, the cutest, but I was curious if it,

448
00:26:45,680 --> 00:26:48,040
Speaker 1: like it affects the way that you like post or

449
00:26:48,119 --> 00:26:50,560
Speaker 1: share about him, because do you feel like people get

450
00:26:50,600 --> 00:26:54,240
Speaker 1: they get you know, they're attached to your love story,

451
00:26:54,880 --> 00:26:57,280
Speaker 1: and so there's a feeling of almost like you know,

452
00:26:57,320 --> 00:26:59,000
Speaker 1: you're happy and you want to show it, but then

453
00:26:59,000 --> 00:27:01,120
Speaker 1: you're also just like, are is there a party that's

454
00:27:01,160 --> 00:27:05,119
Speaker 1: like scared to show it? Sometimes and especially at first

455
00:27:05,359 --> 00:27:10,119
Speaker 1: because so we've we just had our one year this

456
00:27:11,720 --> 00:27:14,679
Speaker 1: but nobody knew like we we were we've been dating

457
00:27:14,680 --> 00:27:16,280
Speaker 1: for that long, but that was like our first day.

458
00:27:16,320 --> 00:27:19,159
Speaker 1: We really don't know, like what are actually that was

459
00:27:19,160 --> 00:27:20,439
Speaker 1: just like the very first day that we went on

460
00:27:21,320 --> 00:27:25,720
Speaker 1: but I, um, I was so nervous because he didn't

461
00:27:25,720 --> 00:27:28,399
Speaker 1: sign up for this. He's just like a normal dude,

462
00:27:28,680 --> 00:27:35,879
Speaker 1: and he's very centered and like grounded and sometimes like

463
00:27:35,920 --> 00:27:38,120
Speaker 1: it doesn't affect me, but like it does affect him

464
00:27:38,200 --> 00:27:41,320
Speaker 1: like it does because we are saying like all these

465
00:27:41,400 --> 00:27:46,080
Speaker 1: things and you know, especially like him and like all

466
00:27:46,080 --> 00:27:48,240
Speaker 1: these other guys, like comparing him to other guys, and

467
00:27:48,280 --> 00:27:51,000
Speaker 1: He's like, I don't even know. I don't watch the show.

468
00:27:51,040 --> 00:27:53,680
Speaker 1: I don't know what this is. These people are great,

469
00:27:53,760 --> 00:28:00,120
Speaker 1: but also like what's wrong with them? Like it's really creepy. Um,

470
00:28:00,160 --> 00:28:03,160
Speaker 1: But I think I've just just tried to live, like

471
00:28:05,840 --> 00:28:07,720
Speaker 1: with our relationship. I finally was like, I'm not going

472
00:28:07,800 --> 00:28:11,280
Speaker 1: to hide it. I'm just gonna it's it's a part

473
00:28:11,320 --> 00:28:13,880
Speaker 1: of me. But yeah, people get really invested in it,

474
00:28:14,000 --> 00:28:18,800
Speaker 1: but I don't think it really um changes what I post.

475
00:28:18,880 --> 00:28:21,119
Speaker 1: I mean, we don't really get in that many arguments.

476
00:28:21,119 --> 00:28:23,400
Speaker 1: But I know I'm not like posting about the arguments

477
00:28:23,440 --> 00:28:28,639
Speaker 1: are like basically good. Yeah, people don't it looks always

478
00:28:28,680 --> 00:28:32,560
Speaker 1: perfect and it is really great, but um, I think

479
00:28:32,600 --> 00:28:37,800
Speaker 1: people remembering that, like every relationship has its private matters

480
00:28:37,840 --> 00:28:42,600
Speaker 1: that should probably say private, but yeah, I think they're

481
00:28:42,640 --> 00:28:44,920
Speaker 1: I mean, I I do think. I remember when y'all

482
00:28:44,960 --> 00:28:47,720
Speaker 1: first started posting together, even when photos of y'all came out,

483
00:28:47,760 --> 00:28:52,320
Speaker 1: like from the paparazzi, and I was like, wow, like

484
00:28:52,520 --> 00:28:58,120
Speaker 1: good for Hannaby and then like you know, I have

485
00:28:58,680 --> 00:29:03,080
Speaker 1: like people who I think it was Tawny our hairstyles

486
00:29:03,080 --> 00:29:05,080
Speaker 1: who worked with you on the cover, and she was

487
00:29:05,120 --> 00:29:07,760
Speaker 1: just saying how like sweet he is and how like

488
00:29:07,840 --> 00:29:09,960
Speaker 1: he's a southern boy, and I was like, this is

489
00:29:10,000 --> 00:29:12,880
Speaker 1: literally what she wanted. I remember having a conversation with you.

490
00:29:13,720 --> 00:29:18,840
Speaker 1: He's like an angel. It's it's really weird, but like

491
00:29:18,960 --> 00:29:25,120
Speaker 1: also very mature and like we had and I'm honest,

492
00:29:25,160 --> 00:29:27,920
Speaker 1: like we we don't ever argue. But he looked at

493
00:29:27,920 --> 00:29:30,680
Speaker 1: me and I was on my phone and he was like, hey,

494
00:29:30,680 --> 00:29:32,920
Speaker 1: like I just want to be together and he'll just

495
00:29:32,960 --> 00:29:35,800
Speaker 1: say it like we just like if anything's bothering, somebody

496
00:29:35,800 --> 00:29:37,320
Speaker 1: will just say it, and I'm like thank you. I'm like,

497
00:29:37,360 --> 00:29:39,840
Speaker 1: oh my gosh. I was a little I had drink

498
00:29:39,840 --> 00:29:41,600
Speaker 1: a little bit too much wine from the night before

499
00:29:41,680 --> 00:29:44,400
Speaker 1: and not feeling that great, so I sometimes I slate

500
00:29:44,480 --> 00:29:47,000
Speaker 1: and I'll like and he was like serving me, like

501
00:29:47,640 --> 00:29:50,440
Speaker 1: he was just like bringing me everything. I wasn't paying attention.

502
00:29:50,480 --> 00:29:53,040
Speaker 1: I was like on my phone, and like any time

503
00:29:53,120 --> 00:29:57,719
Speaker 1: that we have something come up, like we communicate and

504
00:29:57,720 --> 00:29:59,800
Speaker 1: we'll say, hey, like this is bothering me and it

505
00:30:00,240 --> 00:30:07,719
Speaker 1: it's just dealt with really maturely and my wanting to mm,

506
00:30:08,400 --> 00:30:11,880
Speaker 1: like we're thinking about each other and how can we

507
00:30:14,000 --> 00:30:16,160
Speaker 1: like serve each other and be better and not like

508
00:30:16,360 --> 00:30:19,760
Speaker 1: I don't know, it's just it's just something I'm not

509
00:30:20,240 --> 00:30:24,360
Speaker 1: used to. It's just being really good and so no,

510
00:30:24,480 --> 00:30:29,760
Speaker 1: we don't really have it really is everything that I've wanted.

511
00:30:30,920 --> 00:30:32,680
Speaker 1: I think it being in the public eye and like

512
00:30:32,760 --> 00:30:36,200
Speaker 1: some of those things, like we definitely struggle with that sometimes.

513
00:30:36,320 --> 00:30:40,320
Speaker 1: But um, for the most part, like he really is

514
00:30:40,400 --> 00:30:47,000
Speaker 1: exactly what I needed to and I'm really I'm really thankful.

515
00:31:02,320 --> 00:31:05,000
Speaker 1: I don't want to like shoot some horns or anything

516
00:31:05,040 --> 00:31:07,960
Speaker 1: like that. But people that are listening that's say, oh,

517
00:31:08,000 --> 00:31:10,720
Speaker 1: they're no good guys on dating apps. There's no good

518
00:31:10,720 --> 00:31:12,840
Speaker 1: guys in l A. What do you have to say

519
00:31:12,880 --> 00:31:15,640
Speaker 1: to that. I know when people are like I'm not

520
00:31:15,640 --> 00:31:18,880
Speaker 1: getting on dating apps. And my mom was so mean

521
00:31:18,920 --> 00:31:20,320
Speaker 1: to me when I first said I was going on

522
00:31:20,320 --> 00:31:21,720
Speaker 1: to dating app, like why do you have to doing

523
00:31:21,720 --> 00:31:23,800
Speaker 1: a dating app? Like are you you know? It was

524
00:31:23,840 --> 00:31:26,240
Speaker 1: more like for fun at first, Like I wasn't taking

525
00:31:26,240 --> 00:31:30,719
Speaker 1: it seriously. I think that's why it worked. But yeah,

526
00:31:30,760 --> 00:31:35,120
Speaker 1: like I think, just not go. I didn't go into

527
00:31:35,160 --> 00:31:38,920
Speaker 1: it with any expectations, but I was. I was positive.

528
00:31:38,960 --> 00:31:41,120
Speaker 1: I wasn't like, oh my gosh, all the guys suck.

529
00:31:41,280 --> 00:31:46,120
Speaker 1: There's not like they want this not they're not looking

530
00:31:46,120 --> 00:31:48,880
Speaker 1: for a real relationship. And like, honestly I was the

531
00:31:48,920 --> 00:31:51,080
Speaker 1: one that was like having fun and I met this

532
00:31:51,200 --> 00:31:53,480
Speaker 1: great guy. I'm like, well, like you're this hot and

533
00:31:53,520 --> 00:31:57,200
Speaker 1: like you actually are like like a good person, like

534
00:31:57,320 --> 00:32:00,080
Speaker 1: I think I did also have that like wait, this

535
00:32:00,200 --> 00:32:04,080
Speaker 1: is real, but yeah, there really are like good guys

536
00:32:04,080 --> 00:32:06,160
Speaker 1: out there. I think you have to put yourself out

537
00:32:06,200 --> 00:32:08,880
Speaker 1: there though, And I like his picture. First. I didn't

538
00:32:08,880 --> 00:32:11,360
Speaker 1: wait for somebody like I like took. I was like

539
00:32:11,800 --> 00:32:16,480
Speaker 1: girl like I because if they don't like you back,

540
00:32:16,480 --> 00:32:19,720
Speaker 1: then you don't want them anyway, like I don't. I

541
00:32:19,720 --> 00:32:24,320
Speaker 1: don't understand. But also like I've I've gone on the most,

542
00:32:24,440 --> 00:32:27,880
Speaker 1: like I dated on television, So dating app to me

543
00:32:28,000 --> 00:32:34,040
Speaker 1: is not that scary whatever, Like I've done some unconventionable,

544
00:32:34,800 --> 00:32:38,040
Speaker 1: but I like I want I'm like, just do the

545
00:32:38,160 --> 00:32:40,200
Speaker 1: dating app like it's not that big of a deal. Like,

546
00:32:40,800 --> 00:32:43,960
Speaker 1: don't like be like, oh my gosh, I think people

547
00:32:43,960 --> 00:32:46,200
Speaker 1: get so like I have this has to work, like

548
00:32:46,280 --> 00:32:50,840
Speaker 1: this is my person. I think that really hinders it working.

549
00:32:51,400 --> 00:32:55,920
Speaker 1: But also don't go into it like I've done this.

550
00:32:56,200 --> 00:32:59,040
Speaker 1: The last date was terrible. This was it all sucks,

551
00:32:59,040 --> 00:33:01,320
Speaker 1: Like it's really just like in and be like like

552
00:33:01,840 --> 00:33:04,200
Speaker 1: even if it's just like I'm getting free food, like

553
00:33:04,280 --> 00:33:05,880
Speaker 1: I get to dress up and what keeps the night

554
00:33:06,040 --> 00:33:08,360
Speaker 1: Like that's how I went about it. I'm like, I

555
00:33:08,480 --> 00:33:10,480
Speaker 1: got some content for you too. I can talk about

556
00:33:11,560 --> 00:33:13,680
Speaker 1: what this guy did when I go into the bathroom

557
00:33:13,680 --> 00:33:16,440
Speaker 1: like whatever, and that's how it happens. Like you have

558
00:33:16,560 --> 00:33:20,440
Speaker 1: to like but I was open. I was open to it. Girls,

559
00:33:20,480 --> 00:33:26,160
Speaker 1: you gotta be open to receiving the love. What's open

560
00:33:26,480 --> 00:33:30,520
Speaker 1: open to the possibility, not attached to the outcome. Yes,

561
00:33:31,280 --> 00:33:33,040
Speaker 1: that's good, thank you so much. I had to say

562
00:33:33,080 --> 00:33:39,000
Speaker 1: that to myself many a night in the day now.

563
00:33:39,120 --> 00:33:42,000
Speaker 1: But it's going great for you to look at us,

564
00:33:42,720 --> 00:33:47,400
Speaker 1: I know, man, hinge, there's some good, normal, solid memorial

565
00:33:47,600 --> 00:33:50,640
Speaker 1: people on there. Yeah, I thank God for it because

566
00:33:50,680 --> 00:33:52,760
Speaker 1: I'm like, he lives so close, and I'm like, I

567
00:33:52,800 --> 00:33:56,120
Speaker 1: never would have crossed paths with this man down We

568
00:33:56,240 --> 00:33:58,440
Speaker 1: lived three houses down from each other, and you never

569
00:33:58,440 --> 00:34:00,920
Speaker 1: would have met him if it wasn't for that. No, no,

570
00:34:01,080 --> 00:34:05,640
Speaker 1: it's it's thank you Jesus, so Jecca. I lived in

571
00:34:05,800 --> 00:34:10,040
Speaker 1: camp Uh Cammi's house when I first moved here, and

572
00:34:10,080 --> 00:34:12,720
Speaker 1: he lived three doors down. And that's how we connected

573
00:34:12,719 --> 00:34:15,480
Speaker 1: because we one of our pictures on our profile was

574
00:34:15,560 --> 00:34:18,080
Speaker 1: of the same street and that's why I liked his

575
00:34:18,120 --> 00:34:21,279
Speaker 1: picture and then he said something about it and the

576
00:34:21,320 --> 00:34:23,080
Speaker 1: next and then he set up a date and we

577
00:34:23,080 --> 00:34:24,799
Speaker 1: didn't have to talk on the app and it was great.

578
00:34:24,880 --> 00:34:29,279
Speaker 1: But yeah, before down see also girls like if the

579
00:34:29,360 --> 00:34:32,240
Speaker 1: guy isn't making any moves to get off the app,

580
00:34:32,360 --> 00:34:38,759
Speaker 1: move on. Oh oh my gosh. Yes, I I did

581
00:34:38,840 --> 00:34:40,759
Speaker 1: not win. The guys just kept having conversation. I was like,

582
00:34:40,800 --> 00:34:42,360
Speaker 1: oh my gosh, ask me on the date. We're on

583
00:34:42,440 --> 00:34:45,920
Speaker 1: the day and I don't know. That's why I said that.

584
00:34:46,480 --> 00:34:51,120
Speaker 1: I was like, are we pen pals? What is this?

585
00:34:51,400 --> 00:34:53,680
Speaker 1: Are you gonna ask me all? I'm confused? Yeah, And

586
00:34:53,760 --> 00:34:56,360
Speaker 1: he asked me out like second message and I was like, great,

587
00:34:56,440 --> 00:34:59,239
Speaker 1: let's do it. I'm really excited to read the book

588
00:34:59,280 --> 00:35:02,320
Speaker 1: because I'm really excited to read all the like relationships

589
00:35:02,360 --> 00:35:05,399
Speaker 1: stuff obviously, but I feel like you talk a lot

590
00:35:05,480 --> 00:35:09,960
Speaker 1: about I know, we've had conversations about like growing up

591
00:35:10,000 --> 00:35:12,760
Speaker 1: and having to be like the good girl and having

592
00:35:12,800 --> 00:35:16,640
Speaker 1: to um deal with I don't know if it's just

593
00:35:17,160 --> 00:35:20,520
Speaker 1: I don't know if it's attached to Southern culture, Christian culture,

594
00:35:20,640 --> 00:35:23,000
Speaker 1: what it is, if it's all encompass, because it's all

595
00:35:23,080 --> 00:35:25,160
Speaker 1: kind of the same thing, But you talk about that.

596
00:35:25,239 --> 00:35:27,719
Speaker 1: I feel like you talk about your body confidence and

597
00:35:27,760 --> 00:35:30,440
Speaker 1: what you went through being in the pageant world. And

598
00:35:30,880 --> 00:35:33,480
Speaker 1: I think there's a lot of in here beyond just

599
00:35:33,560 --> 00:35:37,200
Speaker 1: what we're seeing in like clickbait for magazine articles and

600
00:35:37,200 --> 00:35:39,680
Speaker 1: stuff that are related to Bachelor, that goes like way

601
00:35:39,719 --> 00:35:42,640
Speaker 1: deeper that a lot of people can relate to beyond

602
00:35:43,000 --> 00:35:46,960
Speaker 1: you know, boy stuff. Yeah, that was really important to me.

603
00:35:47,000 --> 00:35:49,279
Speaker 1: I didn't want this to be a Bachelor book, did

604
00:35:49,320 --> 00:35:51,919
Speaker 1: I know that. Yes, the first things that we're going

605
00:35:51,960 --> 00:35:54,520
Speaker 1: to be out there, we're going to be the clickbait things.

606
00:35:54,560 --> 00:35:58,000
Speaker 1: But I really I'm hoping that people grabbed the book

607
00:35:58,040 --> 00:36:01,120
Speaker 1: and honestly, you're a prize, like they pick it up

608
00:36:01,160 --> 00:36:04,319
Speaker 1: for one thing and they experienced something different in a

609
00:36:04,400 --> 00:36:08,520
Speaker 1: good way. And just from our conversations back, I really

610
00:36:08,520 --> 00:36:10,880
Speaker 1: do think that you'll relate a lot to what I

611
00:36:10,920 --> 00:36:14,160
Speaker 1: talked about, and I'm very honest about, you know, my

612
00:36:14,200 --> 00:36:19,400
Speaker 1: relationship with my parents, my parents relationship, like my like

613
00:36:20,000 --> 00:36:27,080
Speaker 1: conflicting feelings, shame like that good girls syndrome that like

614
00:36:27,200 --> 00:36:31,279
Speaker 1: I've had my whole life like and and how that

615
00:36:31,400 --> 00:36:35,360
Speaker 1: all bubbled up to what people saw on television aftermath

616
00:36:35,400 --> 00:36:37,239
Speaker 1: of all that. But I think I had to go

617
00:36:37,360 --> 00:36:39,480
Speaker 1: all the way back to the beginning to figure out,

618
00:36:39,560 --> 00:36:41,120
Speaker 1: like how did I get in this mess in the

619
00:36:41,160 --> 00:36:45,800
Speaker 1: first place. And it really started from you know, these

620
00:36:45,920 --> 00:36:48,520
Speaker 1: these little moments that maybe didn't in some really big

621
00:36:48,560 --> 00:36:51,839
Speaker 1: moments that didn't seem like any anything, but like how

622
00:36:51,880 --> 00:36:55,400
Speaker 1: they impacted me, Like little comments that people said that

623
00:36:55,480 --> 00:36:58,919
Speaker 1: I and some of them stories that I talked about.

624
00:36:59,000 --> 00:37:01,239
Speaker 1: It's gonna be like, wow, she's talking about how she

625
00:37:01,320 --> 00:37:06,760
Speaker 1: painted this Easter egg one time, but like somebody telling

626
00:37:06,800 --> 00:37:10,360
Speaker 1: me like that making fun of my puky brown Easter

627
00:37:10,400 --> 00:37:14,160
Speaker 1: egg that I painted. I never painted again because it

628
00:37:14,200 --> 00:37:16,799
Speaker 1: was I was bad, like things like that, like how

629
00:37:17,000 --> 00:37:20,279
Speaker 1: these little moments, that little things that people say, like

630
00:37:20,400 --> 00:37:25,399
Speaker 1: how it really affects you later on, and and being

631
00:37:25,440 --> 00:37:28,120
Speaker 1: able like I think because I've been in therapy so much,

632
00:37:28,160 --> 00:37:30,680
Speaker 1: like being able to like write about this that like

633
00:37:30,800 --> 00:37:33,840
Speaker 1: come up and and then putting all the pieces together

634
00:37:34,600 --> 00:37:37,800
Speaker 1: was really important to me to create these like threads

635
00:37:37,880 --> 00:37:42,279
Speaker 1: throughout the book, like multiple threads of um, how you

636
00:37:42,320 --> 00:37:45,640
Speaker 1: see these patterns in my life, and then me being

637
00:37:45,680 --> 00:37:49,560
Speaker 1: able to finally like go into therapy and like figure, okay,

638
00:37:49,560 --> 00:37:54,400
Speaker 1: I want to change this. UM. I just wanted it

639
00:37:54,440 --> 00:37:57,279
Speaker 1: to be a book that like people who had never

640
00:37:57,320 --> 00:38:01,600
Speaker 1: watched me on TV could still like really um relate

641
00:38:01,680 --> 00:38:03,520
Speaker 1: to and get something out of it. And that's why

642
00:38:03,600 --> 00:38:06,840
Speaker 1: I've spent so much time on it, because I just

643
00:38:06,880 --> 00:38:09,480
Speaker 1: wanted to get it right and it not be a

644
00:38:09,600 --> 00:38:12,719
Speaker 1: tell all and something that people could have read in

645
00:38:13,680 --> 00:38:17,319
Speaker 1: you know, an article like I wanted somebody to get

646
00:38:17,400 --> 00:38:19,440
Speaker 1: something out of it and and get to know me

647
00:38:19,520 --> 00:38:21,520
Speaker 1: more and maybe get to know themselves a little bit

648
00:38:21,520 --> 00:38:25,239
Speaker 1: more too. Yeah. The best thing is like when I

649
00:38:25,320 --> 00:38:27,239
Speaker 1: ever I get into, like if we have disagreement or

650
00:38:27,320 --> 00:38:30,440
Speaker 1: argument about something, being able to relate it back to

651
00:38:30,440 --> 00:38:33,239
Speaker 1: something happened in my childhood that has nothing to do

652
00:38:33,320 --> 00:38:35,680
Speaker 1: with And I'm like, I'm just gonna tell you, I'm

653
00:38:35,680 --> 00:38:38,040
Speaker 1: triggered by this and has nothing to do with you

654
00:38:38,120 --> 00:38:40,480
Speaker 1: or our relationship. But when I was in the second grade,

655
00:38:40,719 --> 00:38:45,000
Speaker 1: I I do that all the time. With Adam. I'm like,

656
00:38:47,000 --> 00:38:51,160
Speaker 1: he's like, we've already blamed something on this drama, and

657
00:38:51,200 --> 00:38:56,359
Speaker 1: what's the other one? Give me a new one. So

658
00:38:56,640 --> 00:38:58,400
Speaker 1: it's like it's so interesting, like when you start to

659
00:38:58,440 --> 00:39:01,320
Speaker 1: kind of put the pieces together, You're wow, all stems

660
00:39:01,360 --> 00:39:04,279
Speaker 1: back from just like these little moments in are when

661
00:39:04,280 --> 00:39:07,360
Speaker 1: we were growing up. Yeah. Yeah, So I go into

662
00:39:07,440 --> 00:39:12,200
Speaker 1: this I put this little like silly not to me

663
00:39:12,360 --> 00:39:16,080
Speaker 1: silly um stories to just kind of give like more

664
00:39:16,160 --> 00:39:19,360
Speaker 1: imagery of like to allow other people to think about

665
00:39:19,400 --> 00:39:22,680
Speaker 1: those little stories in their lives that you know, maybe

666
00:39:22,719 --> 00:39:24,360
Speaker 1: I mean, if you go into therapy, you know the

667
00:39:25,480 --> 00:39:29,759
Speaker 1: stories that to like see that it does just take

668
00:39:29,840 --> 00:39:32,880
Speaker 1: these little moments in your life to like make a

669
00:39:32,960 --> 00:39:37,480
Speaker 1: big impact totally. Um, Okay, we're about to have to go.

670
00:39:37,640 --> 00:39:39,960
Speaker 1: But I know you're a big Taylor Swift fan, as

671
00:39:40,000 --> 00:39:43,280
Speaker 1: we all are here, so this is gonna be quick

672
00:39:43,360 --> 00:39:45,480
Speaker 1: like rapid fire. You gotta be thinking at your feet.

673
00:39:45,520 --> 00:39:48,640
Speaker 1: So get the song catalog in your head. Taylor Slift

674
00:39:48,680 --> 00:39:51,560
Speaker 1: song catalog. Just pull it up. Need to pull it

675
00:39:51,640 --> 00:39:53,320
Speaker 1: up on your phone, because there's like so many to

676
00:39:53,400 --> 00:39:56,160
Speaker 1: choose from. Well, I'm just you know, you have a few.

677
00:39:56,280 --> 00:40:01,400
Speaker 1: So I'm gonna name a person, an ex from your past,

678
00:40:01,840 --> 00:40:05,240
Speaker 1: maybe a current boyfriend, and you're gonna say the song

679
00:40:05,680 --> 00:40:10,320
Speaker 1: that Taylor Swift song that relates to that person. Shoot,

680
00:40:10,440 --> 00:40:12,879
Speaker 1: I've honestly kind of done this in my head before.

681
00:40:12,960 --> 00:40:18,920
Speaker 1: Be Okay, I figured you had all right, we're gonna start.

682
00:40:19,360 --> 00:40:26,560
Speaker 1: We're gonna start here with a loop. P uh. The

683
00:40:26,600 --> 00:40:30,839
Speaker 1: first one that came up is, um, we are never

684
00:40:30,840 --> 00:40:35,680
Speaker 1: getting back together? Loop, we are never getting back together. Yeah,

685
00:40:35,719 --> 00:40:39,399
Speaker 1: that's that's probably that's probably the one that came up. Okay,

686
00:40:39,600 --> 00:40:53,560
Speaker 1: we're gonna go jed oh gosh um mad Woman, Oh

687
00:40:53,600 --> 00:40:56,000
Speaker 1: my gosh, I have I have a playlist on my

688
00:40:56,080 --> 00:40:59,680
Speaker 1: phone from that time. Probably went on. There's gotta be

689
00:40:59,719 --> 00:41:06,520
Speaker 1: a two, Okay, I can't think. I mean, do you'

690
00:41:06,520 --> 00:41:11,640
Speaker 1: all have one? They're so good you could say, mean,

691
00:41:12,239 --> 00:41:17,880
Speaker 1: you could say mad Woman, I remember better man she sang,

692
00:41:17,960 --> 00:41:20,560
Speaker 1: but that one I remember. That's good that's good. That's

693
00:41:20,560 --> 00:41:24,080
Speaker 1: technically a Taylor song. A Taylor song, but I remember

694
00:41:24,120 --> 00:41:27,799
Speaker 1: I listened to that song. Okay, so better man, but

695
00:41:27,880 --> 00:41:30,359
Speaker 1: you didn't know Taylor's version was coming out, but it's

696
00:41:30,400 --> 00:41:33,880
Speaker 1: by Taylor. Let's just say that's that's it though. That's

697
00:41:33,920 --> 00:41:42,359
Speaker 1: a good one, okay, pilot Pete. Um, it's the one

698
00:41:42,440 --> 00:41:45,440
Speaker 1: that I've been thinking of blade recently. Is I bet

699
00:41:45,480 --> 00:41:55,120
Speaker 1: you think about me? But I was gonna say dress

700
00:41:55,480 --> 00:41:58,120
Speaker 1: because it's just like kind of like sexual out. That

701
00:41:58,200 --> 00:42:02,120
Speaker 1: one's really good. Yeah, that was a great song though. Okay,

702
00:42:02,120 --> 00:42:03,960
Speaker 1: oh my god, I had thought about that within a while.

703
00:42:04,239 --> 00:42:06,879
Speaker 1: Reputation is a great one to pick. She was very

704
00:42:06,880 --> 00:42:11,280
Speaker 1: angsty there. Okay, I feel like her a lot. And finally,

705
00:42:11,360 --> 00:42:13,480
Speaker 1: this one should be easy. You have a lot to

706
00:42:13,560 --> 00:42:19,719
Speaker 1: choose from, Adam, um my favorite You're in Love, oh

707
00:42:24,680 --> 00:42:29,920
Speaker 1: for sure. And um we have another one that we

708
00:42:30,000 --> 00:42:38,640
Speaker 1: love listening to together, Invisible String. That's yours. That's mine. Yeah,

709
00:42:38,760 --> 00:42:41,240
Speaker 1: but You're in Love is the one that I always

710
00:42:41,800 --> 00:42:46,160
Speaker 1: I always play. Alright, great, what a great game. It's

711
00:42:46,160 --> 00:42:50,719
Speaker 1: really something to think about. Yeah, Tania will do it

712
00:42:50,760 --> 00:42:53,600
Speaker 1: with your exes next week, so fun, I would like,

713
00:42:53,640 --> 00:42:55,520
Speaker 1: but I would really want the whole tastes of catalog

714
00:42:55,640 --> 00:42:59,760
Speaker 1: and like really really like like match it to the story. Okay,

715
00:42:59,800 --> 00:43:02,680
Speaker 1: well your homework for this week. Work on that, Like

716
00:43:02,760 --> 00:43:04,960
Speaker 1: I can do them with my old boyfriends, like my

717
00:43:05,080 --> 00:43:12,319
Speaker 1: boyfriends that like, um, you know bachelor like those I have,

718
00:43:12,560 --> 00:43:15,480
Speaker 1: like because that's when all those songs were coming out,

719
00:43:15,520 --> 00:43:17,399
Speaker 1: like when I was a younger, and like I had

720
00:43:17,520 --> 00:43:21,720
Speaker 1: my songs for these guys. Um. Yeah, I just freaking

721
00:43:21,760 --> 00:43:26,719
Speaker 1: love her so much, so we're all lucky to have

722
00:43:26,760 --> 00:43:30,360
Speaker 1: her music. Bless the ten minute All too Well is

723
00:43:30,440 --> 00:43:33,680
Speaker 1: just like Adam was working out to that song. He

724
00:43:33,880 --> 00:43:37,760
Speaker 1: I freaking love him. He like really embraces my Taylor Swift,

725
00:43:38,000 --> 00:43:40,480
Speaker 1: like we we watched her music videos for two hours

726
00:43:40,480 --> 00:43:45,399
Speaker 1: the other day. And because he's a belief, he's a

727
00:43:45,400 --> 00:43:50,040
Speaker 1: believer like big justin Bieber fan and not that I wasn't.

728
00:43:50,840 --> 00:43:54,040
Speaker 1: I just wasn't like and so I really have become

729
00:43:54,080 --> 00:43:57,239
Speaker 1: a believer. But now he's such a swift ee And

730
00:43:57,280 --> 00:43:59,040
Speaker 1: he was working out to the All Too Well ten

731
00:43:59,080 --> 00:44:02,080
Speaker 1: minute version the other day and I was like, that's

732
00:44:02,080 --> 00:44:04,919
Speaker 1: an interesting pick, but I love you for it. Keep

733
00:44:05,239 --> 00:44:14,520
Speaker 1: doing your cannibals wings whatever. Jealous Yeah, because like Red Star,

734
00:44:14,840 --> 00:44:18,000
Speaker 1: like I think he you know, he's respectful of my

735
00:44:18,360 --> 00:44:20,520
Speaker 1: like Taylor Swifter session, but I wouldn't. He doesn't like

736
00:44:20,680 --> 00:44:23,440
Speaker 1: listen to it on his own. Well, I wish I

737
00:44:23,480 --> 00:44:26,279
Speaker 1: had to get him to like understand like how she

738
00:44:26,520 --> 00:44:29,600
Speaker 1: like he didn't realize she wrote all her songs and like, yeah,

739
00:44:29,640 --> 00:44:32,359
Speaker 1: maybe I need to educate him a little more. Cat him.

740
00:44:32,440 --> 00:44:34,640
Speaker 1: He's like he's he has like mad respect for her.

741
00:44:34,680 --> 00:44:38,200
Speaker 1: And we watched her little tiny desk like her, like

742
00:44:38,280 --> 00:44:41,800
Speaker 1: how she's like changed so much from like her voice

743
00:44:41,800 --> 00:44:45,799
Speaker 1: has just gotten so much stronger like he was. We

744
00:44:45,800 --> 00:44:48,279
Speaker 1: we watched like her as a little like little thing

745
00:44:48,480 --> 00:44:51,440
Speaker 1: to now and he just little tyke. Yeah, yeah, I

746
00:44:51,480 --> 00:44:53,279
Speaker 1: need to educate. That's what I'm gonna do. That's a

747
00:44:53,280 --> 00:44:55,440
Speaker 1: good that's a good approach because like my dream is

748
00:44:55,480 --> 00:44:57,160
Speaker 1: to come home one day and have him playing like

749
00:44:57,200 --> 00:44:59,799
Speaker 1: invisible string with like candles lit and ask me to dance.

750
00:45:00,120 --> 00:45:05,880
Speaker 1: Does he play guitar? No? Oh no, Adam does stuff

751
00:45:05,920 --> 00:45:08,600
Speaker 1: like that, But he's learning, he's learning songs from me,

752
00:45:08,680 --> 00:45:11,960
Speaker 1: from Taylor Swift so that he can play them. Okay,

753
00:45:12,520 --> 00:45:18,319
Speaker 1: we got to say goodbye now, Yeah, go off on

754
00:45:18,360 --> 00:45:26,479
Speaker 1: your white horse, Okay, enjoy your acoustic Taylor performance. I'm

755
00:45:26,520 --> 00:45:31,120
Speaker 1: so glad that I could come on today. I'm thanks,

756
00:45:31,440 --> 00:45:33,680
Speaker 1: thanks for me. Congrats on the book. Where can people

757
00:45:33,680 --> 00:45:36,600
Speaker 1: buy it and find you on all those social things?

758
00:45:36,719 --> 00:45:40,640
Speaker 1: Um well, there's a link in my instagram Hannah Brown

759
00:45:40,680 --> 00:45:43,160
Speaker 1: and my bio. But it's going to be at for

760
00:45:43,360 --> 00:45:48,799
Speaker 1: into Noble Books, Million Target, Walmart, Amazon, Audible you can

761
00:45:48,800 --> 00:45:53,360
Speaker 1: get an audible version. Um so yeah, where most books

762
00:45:53,360 --> 00:45:57,520
Speaker 1: are sold. So I'm really punked about it. It's amazing.

763
00:45:57,560 --> 00:46:01,440
Speaker 1: Everyone get God bless this mess. Hannah Brown and author

764
00:46:01,560 --> 00:46:07,920
Speaker 1: now added to the list. Yeah, really cool congratulation. Yeah,

765
00:46:07,960 --> 00:46:12,080
Speaker 1: I appreciate and we're so happy for you. In all sincerity,

766
00:46:13,080 --> 00:46:15,719
Speaker 1: I'll see you soon. Is Adam coming to your Oh

767
00:46:15,760 --> 00:46:19,799
Speaker 1: my gosh. Yeah, Tanya is gonna help be my moderator

768
00:46:19,960 --> 00:46:24,440
Speaker 1: for the live show in Los Angeles December four. Is

769
00:46:24,440 --> 00:46:27,480
Speaker 1: Adam going to be there? Yes, he'll definitely be there.

770
00:46:27,480 --> 00:46:29,840
Speaker 1: Are the tickets? Can people go? Or is it? You

771
00:46:29,920 --> 00:46:34,279
Speaker 1: can buy tickets? They're under my link in my bio. Um,

772
00:46:34,280 --> 00:46:37,240
Speaker 1: it's at the Hollywood Improv. It's gonna be fun. Really wow.

773
00:46:37,400 --> 00:46:40,440
Speaker 1: Everyone gets your tickets, get the book and follow Hannah

774
00:46:40,480 --> 00:46:43,719
Speaker 1: on Instagram and all the social media's thank you for

775
00:46:43,800 --> 00:47:04,239
Speaker 1: the time, we love you by Hannah Okay, I love

776
00:47:04,320 --> 00:47:07,000
Speaker 1: me some Hannah by. Really happy for her. You know.

777
00:47:07,040 --> 00:47:09,680
Speaker 1: It took a few frogs, but she found her Prince

778
00:47:09,840 --> 00:47:14,960
Speaker 1: who played she kiss a lot of Jake's to find her. Joe, Yes,

779
00:47:15,640 --> 00:47:19,040
Speaker 1: I didn't come up without. Somebody commented on my Instagram

780
00:47:19,120 --> 00:47:21,719
Speaker 1: and I was like, that is a great line. Yeah,

781
00:47:21,760 --> 00:47:23,080
Speaker 1: I was gonna see if you were going to give

782
00:47:23,080 --> 00:47:27,759
Speaker 1: credit to the original. I was like, kissed because I

783
00:47:27,760 --> 00:47:30,239
Speaker 1: was like, I wish I would have made that my caption. Yeah,

784
00:47:30,280 --> 00:47:34,839
Speaker 1: I know that's okay next time. Yeah, um Mark, I

785
00:47:34,840 --> 00:47:37,759
Speaker 1: think we have an email. Hey Becca, we sure do,

786
00:47:37,960 --> 00:47:39,920
Speaker 1: thank you very much. Here we go. It's from Nicole.

787
00:47:40,760 --> 00:47:43,080
Speaker 1: Thanksgiving is this week and I always get so stressed

788
00:47:43,080 --> 00:47:45,719
Speaker 1: out around the holidays, mostly because my parents. My mom

789
00:47:45,840 --> 00:47:49,600
Speaker 1: really always interrogating me about not having a boyfriend. Well,

790
00:47:49,640 --> 00:47:53,080
Speaker 1: this year, I do, but it's a super new relationship.

791
00:47:53,120 --> 00:47:56,040
Speaker 1: I don't want to speak too sooner jinx anything. I'm

792
00:47:56,040 --> 00:47:57,680
Speaker 1: worried if I mentioned him that my mom is going

793
00:47:57,719 --> 00:47:59,880
Speaker 1: to pressure me to introduce him to my whole family,

794
00:48:00,040 --> 00:48:02,719
Speaker 1: who are crazy and they can be a lot. Do

795
00:48:02,800 --> 00:48:05,000
Speaker 1: I wait to mention him to my family. I don't

796
00:48:05,000 --> 00:48:06,800
Speaker 1: want to lie to them, but I'm scared if I

797
00:48:06,800 --> 00:48:09,640
Speaker 1: don't tell them about him. And Thanksgiving dinner is gonna

798
00:48:09,640 --> 00:48:12,680
Speaker 1: be a NonStop interrogation about why I need a boyfriend?

799
00:48:13,080 --> 00:48:16,120
Speaker 1: What should I do? I'm thirty four years old. For reference,

800
00:48:17,600 --> 00:48:20,240
Speaker 1: this is colm and I feel like everyone's like dreading

801
00:48:20,239 --> 00:48:23,000
Speaker 1: the holidays to have to have these conversations with their

802
00:48:23,040 --> 00:48:26,879
Speaker 1: nosey relatives. I appreciate the for reference though, because I do.

803
00:48:27,120 --> 00:48:29,560
Speaker 1: I do enjoy the age, even though age doesn't matter.

804
00:48:29,640 --> 00:48:32,960
Speaker 1: It's a good reference, but it's a different conversation with

805
00:48:33,000 --> 00:48:37,000
Speaker 1: Mom at thirty four than y for for reference in

806
00:48:37,040 --> 00:48:40,560
Speaker 1: the emails, keep them coming. She loves it for reference.

807
00:48:41,239 --> 00:48:43,600
Speaker 1: I personally think what I would say if I was

808
00:48:43,600 --> 00:48:47,160
Speaker 1: in your situation. I would say, if the conversation comes up,

809
00:48:47,200 --> 00:48:50,040
Speaker 1: I would say, yeah, I'm dating. I'm I'm dating, and

810
00:48:50,080 --> 00:48:53,239
Speaker 1: I'm meeting people. It's been really great. I don't know

811
00:48:53,280 --> 00:48:56,760
Speaker 1: if any anything's going anywhere, but I'm excited to see

812
00:48:56,960 --> 00:49:05,120
Speaker 1: what happens and please pass past the Turkey. We thought

813
00:49:05,120 --> 00:49:07,799
Speaker 1: that the issue was that she didn't want to bring

814
00:49:07,880 --> 00:49:10,799
Speaker 1: somebody home. She don't want to tell anyone that she's

815
00:49:10,880 --> 00:49:14,960
Speaker 1: dating someone because she's got two choices. It's why don't

816
00:49:14,960 --> 00:49:16,880
Speaker 1: you have a boyfriend? Or tell us more about your boyfriend?

817
00:49:17,000 --> 00:49:21,480
Speaker 1: Is it not even to that point yet? The pickle,

818
00:49:21,640 --> 00:49:28,480
Speaker 1: because I would say, don't even tell them, don't even

819
00:49:28,520 --> 00:49:30,640
Speaker 1: get them wrapped up in it, because I feel like

820
00:49:31,120 --> 00:49:32,919
Speaker 1: the more you tell them, then the more they'll ask

821
00:49:32,960 --> 00:49:35,839
Speaker 1: about that person. And if you're not there yet, don't

822
00:49:35,880 --> 00:49:37,919
Speaker 1: even give them. Don't even dangle the fruit because they're

823
00:49:37,920 --> 00:49:41,120
Speaker 1: going to keep asking for it. So I think until

824
00:49:41,400 --> 00:49:46,280
Speaker 1: you're ready to share, you just say just prancing around,

825
00:49:47,080 --> 00:49:52,520
Speaker 1: dancing around town, just like I said, getting my feet wet.

826
00:49:52,880 --> 00:49:57,600
Speaker 1: Don't mention anybody specifically, because did I not just give

827
00:49:57,640 --> 00:50:02,719
Speaker 1: this exact advice in different words. She could choose whoever's

828
00:50:02,719 --> 00:50:05,960
Speaker 1: words she wants to use, so she could say she's

829
00:50:06,040 --> 00:50:09,000
Speaker 1: dancing and prancing around or she's her toes getting her

830
00:50:09,040 --> 00:50:12,600
Speaker 1: toes wet. Yeah, I think how you address it and

831
00:50:12,640 --> 00:50:14,360
Speaker 1: if I mean, I don't know your family, but it

832
00:50:14,400 --> 00:50:16,520
Speaker 1: sounds like they're pretty persistent. But I think if you're

833
00:50:16,520 --> 00:50:18,759
Speaker 1: just like, yeah, I'm dating, and you kind of just

834
00:50:18,840 --> 00:50:21,799
Speaker 1: like let the conversation die on your end, and it's

835
00:50:21,800 --> 00:50:28,799
Speaker 1: gonna be like Okay, there's nothing exciting there I'm trying

836
00:50:28,800 --> 00:50:30,680
Speaker 1: to think of because I feel like Red Star and

837
00:50:30,680 --> 00:50:33,439
Speaker 1: I just started dating right before Thanksgiving two years ago.

838
00:50:33,680 --> 00:50:36,160
Speaker 1: You probably were telling everyone that this is the man

839
00:50:36,200 --> 00:50:38,759
Speaker 1: I'm gonna marry. Exactly every little detail. It was like,

840
00:50:38,800 --> 00:50:42,600
Speaker 1: he's this, that, this, that he's a pisces and computer

841
00:50:42,800 --> 00:50:46,880
Speaker 1: computer simulations of what our children will look like. Yes, exactly.

842
00:50:46,960 --> 00:50:49,000
Speaker 1: And I regret it because then it was just like

843
00:50:49,120 --> 00:50:52,360
Speaker 1: so many questions. I almost feel like I wish I

844
00:50:52,360 --> 00:50:55,799
Speaker 1: would have just kept it to myself for just a

845
00:50:56,160 --> 00:50:58,480
Speaker 1: small amount of time because I feel like that pressure

846
00:50:58,520 --> 00:51:01,120
Speaker 1: added more pressure onto me, more pressure into the relationship

847
00:51:01,160 --> 00:51:03,719
Speaker 1: that didn't necessarily need to be there. But I get

848
00:51:03,719 --> 00:51:07,319
Speaker 1: it because you get excited, and I'm like, I just

849
00:51:07,360 --> 00:51:09,839
Speaker 1: think I get her vibe is more like I don't

850
00:51:09,840 --> 00:51:11,600
Speaker 1: want to have to deal with a period, So I

851
00:51:11,640 --> 00:51:15,319
Speaker 1: would just keep it very vague. Don't say you don't

852
00:51:15,640 --> 00:51:17,759
Speaker 1: you're not dating anyone. I would just say, yeah, I'm

853
00:51:17,840 --> 00:51:22,320
Speaker 1: dating it's going great. Or what if you say yeah,

854
00:51:22,800 --> 00:51:26,000
Speaker 1: I'm dating someone and like just like make him just

855
00:51:26,040 --> 00:51:29,480
Speaker 1: out to be a horrible person, so then they aren't

856
00:51:29,480 --> 00:51:32,600
Speaker 1: attached to that, They aren't attached to that idea, but

857
00:51:32,680 --> 00:51:35,719
Speaker 1: they're not gonna that's gonna make them ask more questions.

858
00:51:36,880 --> 00:51:42,279
Speaker 1: Tony is not feeling well today. Don't listen, and I'm

859
00:51:42,320 --> 00:51:47,520
Speaker 1: sweating profusely. She's smelling up her whole room. She's not

860
00:51:47,600 --> 00:51:51,760
Speaker 1: feeling well. There's a lot happening. It's a lot happening.

861
00:51:55,000 --> 00:52:00,520
Speaker 1: Do we Oh, she's sniff dust a shower. Oh my god,

862
00:52:06,000 --> 00:52:12,680
Speaker 1: this is day one, This is no, this is day three.

863
00:52:13,880 --> 00:52:16,880
Speaker 1: Has Red Star mentioned anything about your smell? No? And

864
00:52:16,960 --> 00:52:20,800
Speaker 1: I asked him to oh no, Well no, we'll be

865
00:52:20,880 --> 00:52:22,880
Speaker 1: able to tell next Monday that plant behind her is

866
00:52:22,880 --> 00:52:25,480
Speaker 1: going to be dead, so we'll understand how it's going.

867
00:52:27,160 --> 00:52:32,279
Speaker 1: We'll know where things went awry. But it's like I

868
00:52:32,280 --> 00:52:34,400
Speaker 1: don't have an odor, Like you wouldn't be able to

869
00:52:34,400 --> 00:52:36,120
Speaker 1: smell me if you were standing next to me. It's

870
00:52:36,160 --> 00:52:38,120
Speaker 1: only when I like put my nose in my armpit,

871
00:52:38,840 --> 00:52:40,279
Speaker 1: do you know what I mean? So it's like they're

872
00:52:40,320 --> 00:52:44,279
Speaker 1: it's just not like potent. I hope we helped you

873
00:52:44,360 --> 00:52:52,960
Speaker 1: with your question. Just to wrap that part, I would

874
00:52:53,040 --> 00:52:55,160
Speaker 1: keep it casual, vague. That way, you're not lying, but

875
00:52:55,200 --> 00:52:57,799
Speaker 1: you're not giving them anything to really like go off of.

876
00:52:58,280 --> 00:53:00,800
Speaker 1: That's your best bet and then get drunk or something

877
00:53:00,880 --> 00:53:03,440
Speaker 1: and have a good time. Yeah. I start asking them

878
00:53:03,440 --> 00:53:08,280
Speaker 1: about their lives. Yeah, say, how's your marriage, mother, how's

879
00:53:08,320 --> 00:53:13,319
Speaker 1: the sex gone, how's your sex life? Yeah? Honestly, just

880
00:53:13,360 --> 00:53:15,600
Speaker 1: flip the question and ask how their sex life is,

881
00:53:15,640 --> 00:53:19,160
Speaker 1: and that should halt thing. I started to get to

882
00:53:19,239 --> 00:53:21,160
Speaker 1: that phase when I remember what I was asking, like

883
00:53:21,440 --> 00:53:23,680
Speaker 1: why aren't you dating? Or like why aren't you with anybody?

884
00:53:23,680 --> 00:53:29,279
Speaker 1: And I'm like, how's your marriage? Tell me about your qualms? Yeah,

885
00:53:29,320 --> 00:53:33,319
Speaker 1: you're really flipped it on them like that. Yeah, you're so,

886
00:53:33,719 --> 00:53:43,760
Speaker 1: you're so, you're so dark and twisty, edgy, so edgy. Um. Oh,

887
00:53:43,800 --> 00:53:45,200
Speaker 1: this was the other thing I was gonna say about

888
00:53:45,200 --> 00:53:48,640
Speaker 1: grays Anatomy though, you know, I'm so against Lincoln Amelia,

889
00:53:48,960 --> 00:53:52,800
Speaker 1: but they have the best. They to me, like they're,

890
00:53:53,120 --> 00:53:57,439
Speaker 1: you know, hoping people look good kissing together. They look

891
00:53:57,520 --> 00:54:02,120
Speaker 1: the best kissing together. I didn't think Meredith and Scott

892
00:54:02,200 --> 00:54:04,759
Speaker 1: looked great kissing together, but I felt like there was

893
00:54:04,840 --> 00:54:09,920
Speaker 1: chemistry link and Amelia look like, thank you to get together.

894
00:54:11,360 --> 00:54:14,000
Speaker 1: But she's gonna end up with Kai or there's gonna

895
00:54:14,040 --> 00:54:17,279
Speaker 1: be something there the new doctor. Yeah, she grins, she

896
00:54:17,360 --> 00:54:24,360
Speaker 1: grins at her phone is so good. The best feeling

897
00:54:24,520 --> 00:54:31,360
Speaker 1: when you're grinning at your phone when someone text your UM.

898
00:54:31,719 --> 00:54:36,319
Speaker 1: I think that's all we have for today. It's a

899
00:54:36,360 --> 00:54:41,920
Speaker 1: great day. Thanks to Hannah Brown loving in. Thank you Tanya,

900
00:54:42,000 --> 00:54:46,560
Speaker 1: thank you Mark, thank you Easton, thank you Hanna Squad.

901
00:54:46,640 --> 00:54:51,040
Speaker 1: Today all right, I hope everyone has a great week.

902
00:54:51,280 --> 00:54:58,160
Speaker 1: We will be back um next Monday. Happy Thanksgiving. We're

903
00:54:58,200 --> 00:55:05,719
Speaker 1: grateful for you. We didn't make thankful turkeys. Uh, We're

904
00:55:05,719 --> 00:55:09,000
Speaker 1: all thankful for Harry Styles and Graze anatomy. We are

905
00:55:09,000 --> 00:55:14,000
Speaker 1: in Taylor Swift and Dr Pepper. Oh and the sugar

906
00:55:14,040 --> 00:55:20,680
Speaker 1: plum cheese Danish from Starbucks and deodorant and deodorant. I'm

907
00:55:20,760 --> 00:55:23,880
Speaker 1: not thinking well, No, I am thankful for dinnert and

908
00:55:24,000 --> 00:55:29,840
Speaker 1: buttered pop tarts and salads and salads and shrimp. Thankful

909
00:55:29,880 --> 00:55:33,120
Speaker 1: for salads. No, shrimp is not something I put on

910
00:55:33,200 --> 00:55:37,600
Speaker 1: my list. And and health. I am grateful for my

911
00:55:37,640 --> 00:55:48,520
Speaker 1: health yet and friendship and friendship family yep, and television showers.

912
00:55:49,000 --> 00:55:55,279
Speaker 1: Showers are great? Yeah? Yeah, oh my god. Cereal. I

913
00:55:55,480 --> 00:55:57,960
Speaker 1: love Cereal. I don't love Cyria. I could definitely do

914
00:55:58,000 --> 00:56:00,880
Speaker 1: without Zereo as Easan's wearing pretty pebble, but not shrimp.

915
00:56:01,120 --> 00:56:05,759
Speaker 1: Shrimp is a non negotiable book cial. A heartbreachh is

916
00:56:05,800 --> 00:56:08,880
Speaker 1: a non negotiable. You do eat a lot of shrimp,

917
00:56:09,160 --> 00:56:15,520
Speaker 1: especially in my luteal phase. Yeah, watchever that I know. Yeah,

918
00:56:15,960 --> 00:56:21,080
Speaker 1: be careful over there. And coffee. We're so thankful for coffee.

919
00:56:21,840 --> 00:56:24,960
Speaker 1: Uh kind of puts me asleep, but I enjoy the

920
00:56:24,960 --> 00:56:30,160
Speaker 1: taste sometimes. Alright, alright, Well, on that note, thankful for

921
00:56:30,200 --> 00:56:32,439
Speaker 1: all of you. I hope we have a great week

922
00:56:33,040 --> 00:56:36,759
Speaker 1: than for our scrub sisters for sure. Yes, and we

923
00:56:36,880 --> 00:56:40,680
Speaker 1: love you and we'll be back next week. Bye bye.