WEBVTT - DEEP QUAD 0:00:00.120 --> 0:00:13.720 Paul from Alan Alan, Alan, Alan, tell me everything. 0:00:13.760 --> 0:00:14.000 Alan. 0:00:17.040 --> 0:00:21.880 Oh you know, Alan took a chance. 0:00:24.239 --> 0:00:26.560 Alan told me everything he was comfortable with telling me, 0:00:27.120 --> 0:00:29.840 which is nothing and that's fair. 0:00:31.400 --> 0:00:34.559 Goes on the line, taking your phone calls every night 0:00:34.960 --> 0:00:35.480 every week. 0:00:35.840 --> 0:00:36.800 Goes to side. 0:00:36.920 --> 0:00:37.840 He was teaching. 0:00:37.560 --> 0:00:39.080 You your life. 0:00:39.200 --> 0:00:41.640 Nobody's not really an expert. 0:00:46.520 --> 0:00:50.280 Paul from Audrey Audrey. 0:00:51.240 --> 0:00:54.320 Oh my god, Hi, how are you? 0:00:54.360 --> 0:00:54.800 Audrey? 0:00:55.600 --> 0:00:56.800 I'm all right, how are you? 0:00:58.120 --> 0:00:58.400 Uh? 0:00:58.440 --> 0:01:04.800 You know, I'm cool and I'm I'm over here. 0:01:05.680 --> 0:01:07.679 I can see that you look real chill. I love 0:01:07.720 --> 0:01:08.559 the Christmas tree. 0:01:08.920 --> 0:01:10.280 Oh, thank you so much, Ozre. 0:01:10.360 --> 0:01:12.679 This's so nice of you to say I stole it 0:01:12.720 --> 0:01:13.840 off the internet myself. 0:01:14.800 --> 0:01:18.320 That's a great way to go about it. 0:01:18.720 --> 0:01:21.560 What are you up to, dude? You seem like a 0:01:21.600 --> 0:01:23.360 good perse. Have we ever spoken before? 0:01:24.120 --> 0:01:24.800 No, we have not. 0:01:28.080 --> 0:01:30.679 How does how does it feel it? 0:01:31.160 --> 0:01:34.800 My heart is racing. I've been watching your stream for 0:01:34.920 --> 0:01:36.920 a bit now. I'm really excited to be on. 0:01:37.640 --> 0:01:40.520 Oh fuck, I'm glad when people who've watched for a 0:01:40.560 --> 0:01:44.400 long time I haven't gotten on. Finally get on, dude. 0:01:45.080 --> 0:01:46.240 I'm I'm so excited. 0:01:46.400 --> 0:01:48.600 Get into the weeds. I have a question for you. 0:01:48.640 --> 0:01:49.120 This evening. 0:01:50.200 --> 0:01:51.400 Yes, what's the question? 0:01:53.320 --> 0:01:53.920 Have you know? 0:01:54.000 --> 0:01:57.960 Look, it's Christmas time, right, and that was a good 0:01:58.000 --> 0:02:00.960 time I think for us to you know, sort of 0:02:01.800 --> 0:02:06.280 evaluate the self and you know, determine whether or not 0:02:06.280 --> 0:02:07.320 we have been naughty or nice. 0:02:07.360 --> 0:02:08.680 So I have a question for you, Ausia. Have you 0:02:08.680 --> 0:02:09.799 been naughty and nice this year? 0:02:11.440 --> 0:02:16.400 You know I'm boring. I've been really nice. I've accomplished 0:02:16.440 --> 0:02:20.920 some goals, did some good things. Very happy about it. 0:02:21.680 --> 0:02:23.079 Okay, what have you accomplished? 0:02:23.960 --> 0:02:28.680 Well? I started my first year of college. It's been 0:02:28.840 --> 0:02:31.919 eight years since I've been in school, and I'm really 0:02:31.960 --> 0:02:33.960 happy about that. I was really scared of school for 0:02:33.960 --> 0:02:36.720 a long time, kind of didn't go to school before, 0:02:37.000 --> 0:02:38.240 so this is really cool. 0:02:38.680 --> 0:02:40.079 Why were you scared of school? 0:02:41.520 --> 0:02:42.919 Because I didn't. 0:02:42.720 --> 0:02:43.600 Go to school. 0:02:44.400 --> 0:02:48.000 I was like technically homeschooled, but I basically just taught 0:02:48.000 --> 0:02:48.880 myself everything. 0:02:49.720 --> 0:02:50.359 So are you. 0:02:50.680 --> 0:02:52.600 Eighteen or are you like you just graduated? 0:02:53.360 --> 0:02:57.600 I'm twenty I'm twenty six now. Actually I turned twenty 0:02:57.639 --> 0:02:58.600 six on the twenty six. 0:02:58.840 --> 0:02:59.400 I'm twenty four. 0:02:59.600 --> 0:03:01.200 Why are we Why are you avoiding? Why are you 0:03:01.280 --> 0:03:02.640 avoiding going to college? 0:03:04.360 --> 0:03:07.240 Because I had never been in a classroom before and 0:03:08.440 --> 0:03:12.720 very intimidating, and I just didn't feel smart. But now 0:03:12.760 --> 0:03:15.519 I finally feel smart, So that's really cool. 0:03:16.000 --> 0:03:18.560 So you you you so you were homeschooled your entire life? 0:03:19.320 --> 0:03:21.799 Yeah? 0:03:21.800 --> 0:03:23.360 Was Is there a particular reason why? 0:03:24.800 --> 0:03:28.000 Because my parents were very religious and they thought public 0:03:28.040 --> 0:03:33.440 school was full of demons, confusing, very complicated, And. 0:03:33.400 --> 0:03:36.200 I mean, look, that's that's a legitimate reason, by the way, 0:03:36.800 --> 0:03:43.120 public Look, public school is filled with demons. But dealing 0:03:43.120 --> 0:03:46.120 with those demons is a necessary part of of your growth. 0:03:46.880 --> 0:03:49.920 So just because public schools filled with demons, that's a 0:03:50.000 --> 0:03:53.440 legitimate opinion to have. But not I don't think it's 0:03:53.480 --> 0:03:55.240 a good thing to avoid. I think dealing with those 0:03:55.280 --> 0:03:59.240 demons is part of the self development. 0:03:59.640 --> 0:04:02.200 But well, I wish I had a I wish I 0:04:02.200 --> 0:04:04.600 had a chance. I did not get the chance back. 0:04:04.440 --> 0:04:08.360 Then, Are you are you religious now? No? 0:04:08.440 --> 0:04:09.360 Not not anymore? 0:04:09.640 --> 0:04:14.200 Is that okay? 0:04:14.400 --> 0:04:17.039 So what I mean, what was going on between eight, 0:04:17.440 --> 0:04:19.119 you know, eighteen to twenty six? 0:04:19.240 --> 0:04:22.120 Why what were you doing? You were were you like working? 0:04:23.080 --> 0:04:25.320 I was working. I've been working. I've been working as 0:04:25.320 --> 0:04:29.560 a nanny for eight years. And I just kind of 0:04:29.640 --> 0:04:33.000 had to run away from home for a while and 0:04:33.320 --> 0:04:34.520 figure myself out. 0:04:35.960 --> 0:04:43.080 What was like the spark that got you? You know, 0:04:43.160 --> 0:04:45.880 I mean, after after eight years, you know, what was 0:04:45.920 --> 0:04:47.480 the thing that sort of got you like, all right, 0:04:47.480 --> 0:04:47.800 I'm going. 0:04:47.760 --> 0:04:48.400 To go to school. 0:04:50.360 --> 0:04:52.760 Well, it took me a long time to kind of 0:04:52.800 --> 0:04:54.599 build up the confidence. 0:04:54.040 --> 0:04:56.719 To feel like I could be educated. 0:04:56.839 --> 0:04:59.840 I have a lot of confidence that she said, that's 0:04:59.839 --> 0:05:02.160 a took me a long time. And I think the 0:05:02.160 --> 0:05:04.919 thing was that I lost my job due to COVID, 0:05:05.000 --> 0:05:07.560 and I had some money set aside, and I was like, 0:05:07.640 --> 0:05:10.479 you know what, I think it's time to do something new. 0:05:12.400 --> 0:05:13.000 Interesting. 0:05:14.240 --> 0:05:17.039 So but okay, and then the COVID was another thing 0:05:17.080 --> 0:05:19.880 I was going to mention because are you are you 0:05:19.960 --> 0:05:21.560 going to in person school? 0:05:21.560 --> 0:05:23.080 I've no idea what's going on with that? 0:05:23.680 --> 0:05:26.919 Yeah, No, it's all online. I'm really really thankful for that. 0:05:27.279 --> 0:05:29.000 So thankful for that. 0:05:30.120 --> 0:05:30.360 Yeah. 0:05:30.600 --> 0:05:33.320 No, I liked it a lot. I'm scared. I'm a 0:05:33.320 --> 0:05:34.719 little scared of people. 0:05:34.760 --> 0:05:37.040 I'm scared of people to be I thought that was 0:05:37.080 --> 0:05:37.480 the whole thing. 0:05:37.520 --> 0:05:39.640 I thought the whole thing was this triumphant moment of 0:05:39.680 --> 0:05:41.800 you being like, you know what, I'm going to face 0:05:41.839 --> 0:05:42.320 a few years. 0:05:42.320 --> 0:05:44.240 I'm gonna go into the classroom. 0:05:43.839 --> 0:05:47.960 And you know that was the plan. That was the plan. 0:05:48.279 --> 0:05:50.559 I think I was like planning on I was planning 0:05:50.560 --> 0:05:53.120 on taking a couple of cult classes and was like, yes, 0:05:53.200 --> 0:05:55.760 I'm ready to be in a classroom, ready to have 0:05:55.800 --> 0:05:57.640 a teacher. That is going to be a new thing 0:05:57.720 --> 0:06:02.000 for me. Yeah, COVID happened and then everything is online. 0:06:02.080 --> 0:06:04.599 But still the educating thing was a big part of 0:06:04.600 --> 0:06:04.920 it all. 0:06:08.279 --> 0:06:10.000 What are what are the main things that you hope 0:06:10.000 --> 0:06:10.880 to get out of school? 0:06:13.920 --> 0:06:15.400 I know this is kind of weird, but I want 0:06:15.440 --> 0:06:17.960 to learn how to be taught, you know, like I 0:06:18.040 --> 0:06:22.240 want to learn how to I had to learn so 0:06:22.320 --> 0:06:24.720 much for myself, like because I had to teach everything 0:06:24.760 --> 0:06:27.320 to myself growing up, and so it's kind of nice 0:06:27.320 --> 0:06:29.800 to know that there's I don't know, somebody who has 0:06:29.920 --> 0:06:35.200 qualifications to teach me, and I'm just I hope I 0:06:35.240 --> 0:06:37.159 get out of it like a willingness to learn more. 0:06:37.360 --> 0:06:41.640 And yeah, that's I think that's the main thing. 0:06:42.200 --> 0:06:44.080 Who taught Who taught you when you were in homeschool? 0:06:44.200 --> 0:06:48.720 Was it like parent myself? My brother didn't know how 0:06:48.720 --> 0:06:50.640 to read, so they spent a lot of time focusing 0:06:50.680 --> 0:06:52.480 on him. So I basically had. 0:06:52.360 --> 0:06:55.880 Something where like, I have no idea how this works. 0:06:55.920 --> 0:06:58.160 You know how this works, of course, you know how 0:06:58.160 --> 0:07:00.279 that worce more than I do. Isn't there a thing 0:07:00.320 --> 0:07:04.080 where like there's a legal requirement for someone of a 0:07:04.160 --> 0:07:06.520 license someone to teach you something. 0:07:07.560 --> 0:07:10.640 It depends on state to state. I don't know if 0:07:10.640 --> 0:07:13.440 I should disclose right left, but like, my state has 0:07:13.480 --> 0:07:17.880 no regulations when it comes to homeschooling. So basically, yeah, 0:07:17.920 --> 0:07:20.920 so some states, right they don't have homeschoolers can gather. 0:07:21.120 --> 0:07:25.240 My state homeschoolers can gather. So there was like connections 0:07:25.280 --> 0:07:27.920 and things for homeschools to tend. But I also didn't 0:07:27.920 --> 0:07:32.640 have to take any state standardized testing, so some states 0:07:32.640 --> 0:07:33.160 do have that. 0:07:34.440 --> 0:07:36.280 How did you get into college if you didn't have 0:07:36.400 --> 0:07:39.120 any what did you apply on the basis. 0:07:38.760 --> 0:07:42.200 Of I guess, well, I'm going to community college. But 0:07:42.280 --> 0:07:44.640 I guess you just need to have some money. I 0:07:44.680 --> 0:07:48.880 actually just found out that my I don't have a diploma. 0:07:49.000 --> 0:07:50.840 I actually just found that out here. 0:07:52.360 --> 0:07:56.080 Can you get into college? Can you get into community college? Diploma? 0:07:56.840 --> 0:07:59.880 I mean, I I apparently I did so, I guess 0:08:01.320 --> 0:08:03.680 I actually I'm going through all these courses. I'm planning 0:08:03.720 --> 0:08:06.080 to apply to their nursing program. And the reason I 0:08:06.080 --> 0:08:09.160 found out that my high school transcript doesn't work is 0:08:09.160 --> 0:08:11.640 because I need an accredited transcript to get into the 0:08:11.720 --> 0:08:14.480 nursing program. So after all of this college I'm going 0:08:14.560 --> 0:08:17.000 to go through, I then have to get my GED. 0:08:18.360 --> 0:08:18.840 To apply. 0:08:19.880 --> 0:08:21.480 Okay, so you don't need a GED to go to 0:08:21.480 --> 0:08:24.480 community college, but you needed to get into the nursing program. 0:08:24.800 --> 0:08:26.600 Yes to doing it kind of backwards. 0:08:27.200 --> 0:08:28.239 Yeah, it's real weird. 0:08:29.200 --> 0:08:30.680 I didn't know that you can get into communic college 0:08:30.720 --> 0:08:33.040 without a high school diploma. 0:08:33.200 --> 0:08:34.320 I mean, I'm doing it. 0:08:36.520 --> 0:08:38.200 That so, like if you could just so if you 0:08:38.240 --> 0:08:40.600 wanted to, you don't have to fucking go to elementary school. 0:08:40.600 --> 0:08:43.720 You can just start back community college. 0:08:44.000 --> 0:08:46.720 It might be different in different states because, like, my 0:08:46.960 --> 0:08:50.400 community college has a specific thing when you apply, it 0:08:50.520 --> 0:08:54.360 says like did you graduate from public school? GED or homeschool? 0:08:54.440 --> 0:08:56.440 And you just got to click that option. They're like, 0:08:56.559 --> 0:08:57.520 I guess that's good. 0:08:59.520 --> 0:09:00.000 Okay. 0:09:00.000 --> 0:09:01.959 If you tell them they're homeschool, then they're like, all right, 0:09:02.360 --> 0:09:04.720 you will give you a pass because. 0:09:05.000 --> 0:09:08.400 Yeah, I guess. So it's it's real weird. People move 0:09:08.440 --> 0:09:10.520 to my state just to homeschool their kids because it's 0:09:10.520 --> 0:09:10.959 so lax. 0:09:12.840 --> 0:09:18.760 What what was I gonna say? What? What's your relationship 0:09:18.840 --> 0:09:19.480 like with your parents? 0:09:19.520 --> 0:09:19.760 Now? 0:09:20.679 --> 0:09:21.480 Don't talk to him? 0:09:21.960 --> 0:09:22.680 Don't talk to him. 0:09:23.480 --> 0:09:24.800 No, they're terrible. 0:09:27.240 --> 0:09:28.720 Well I was the last time you spoke with him. 0:09:30.800 --> 0:09:34.360 Ah, spoke to my mom. I haven't talked to my 0:09:34.440 --> 0:09:36.640 dad in over two years. My mom I keep in 0:09:36.679 --> 0:09:38.760 touch with every once in a while, so I talked 0:09:38.760 --> 0:09:42.600 to her kind of recently. We go, we go up 0:09:42.640 --> 0:09:42.960 and down. 0:09:45.000 --> 0:09:48.280 Is that is that something that you you you grieve about. 0:09:48.120 --> 0:09:50.559 Or don't grieve? 0:09:51.080 --> 0:09:53.160 Grieve? I've done a lot of grieving about that. I 0:09:53.160 --> 0:09:57.079 think that's the basically the thing that like cut off 0:09:57.120 --> 0:09:58.720 me and my parents as I came out as gay 0:09:58.800 --> 0:10:02.960 and they were like, no, that is satanic, then kicked 0:10:02.960 --> 0:10:04.560 me out of the house. So that was just a 0:10:04.559 --> 0:10:08.320 bunch of traumas. But I had to grief. You're right, 0:10:08.400 --> 0:10:11.320 I had to grieve, and I did. I let myself 0:10:11.360 --> 0:10:14.400 do that, and I think I'm in a better place 0:10:14.440 --> 0:10:15.160 now because of it. 0:10:15.960 --> 0:10:16.400 Of course. 0:10:22.080 --> 0:10:25.360 Well, I mean that's great that you were able to 0:10:25.360 --> 0:10:30.080 start to form your own life after after you know, 0:10:30.120 --> 0:10:34.600 your parents weren't able to necessarily give it to you. 0:10:35.559 --> 0:10:37.680 Yeah, I got a good chosen family. I have a 0:10:37.679 --> 0:10:40.400 great girlfriend who have been with for five years. She's 0:10:40.440 --> 0:10:41.240 been my rock. 0:10:43.760 --> 0:10:44.520 For five years. 0:10:44.559 --> 0:10:46.920 You say, yeah, five years. 0:10:48.920 --> 0:10:50.120 Has she ever met your parents? 0:10:51.600 --> 0:10:54.719 A couple of times very briefly. We've known each other 0:10:54.720 --> 0:10:59.200 since we were twelve, so she's like it was kind 0:10:59.200 --> 0:11:01.120 of she's kind of met them, but not really. 0:11:05.240 --> 0:11:06.640 What what was what was that like? 0:11:06.679 --> 0:11:06.839 When? 0:11:06.880 --> 0:11:09.640 When when did you come out to your bets? 0:11:10.040 --> 0:11:14.160 When I was eighteen, eighteen or nineteen? 0:11:15.280 --> 0:11:15.920 What was that? Like? 0:11:17.800 --> 0:11:18.240 Awful? 0:11:18.679 --> 0:11:19.280 Really bad? 0:11:19.559 --> 0:11:19.880 I was. 0:11:19.960 --> 0:11:23.360 I had already moved out of their house because some 0:11:23.400 --> 0:11:25.959 other shit was going on, and was living with a 0:11:26.000 --> 0:11:30.200 different church family. And when I came out to them, 0:11:30.520 --> 0:11:33.320 that family then told me if you act, think on 0:11:33.840 --> 0:11:36.640 or be gay, we will kick you right back out. 0:11:37.080 --> 0:11:38.400 So I kind of had to go back in the 0:11:38.440 --> 0:11:42.720 closet and it was an awful, awful time in my life, 0:11:43.120 --> 0:11:44.240 but I kind of got through it. 0:11:44.840 --> 0:11:47.000 No, that's that's so good that you got out of that, 0:11:47.400 --> 0:11:53.120 you know. Yeah, it's so it's so annoying that like 0:11:54.920 --> 0:11:56.640 still talking people are like that. 0:11:57.600 --> 0:11:59.679 Yeah, but they told me I was going to lead 0:11:59.679 --> 0:12:02.160 people to hell. There was I was involved in. It 0:12:02.200 --> 0:12:04.160 was a cult, right, My family was in like a cult, 0:12:04.559 --> 0:12:07.200 and uh, there was a guy. People would come up 0:12:07.200 --> 0:12:09.080 to us because they believe they had like gifts of 0:12:09.200 --> 0:12:11.360 visions and stuff. And he came up to me and 0:12:11.360 --> 0:12:12.840 he was like after I came out, and he was like, 0:12:12.840 --> 0:12:14.640 I had a vision that you were going to lead 0:12:14.679 --> 0:12:18.280 people into a portal to hell. So that really broke 0:12:18.360 --> 0:12:19.719 my brain from mile. 0:12:20.320 --> 0:12:22.240 He had a vision that you were going to lead 0:12:22.360 --> 0:12:23.320 people into hell. 0:12:24.280 --> 0:12:26.079 Yeah, yeah, he like. 0:12:27.880 --> 0:12:28.280 It was. 0:12:28.320 --> 0:12:31.640 It was a wild vision. It was like people, they 0:12:31.640 --> 0:12:34.240 were totally fine, and then you were leading them through 0:12:34.280 --> 0:12:37.400 this portal and they came out all scabby with scars, 0:12:37.880 --> 0:12:41.000 and they thought that they were okay, but they're actually 0:12:42.000 --> 0:12:44.559 not because of you. You're leading them to hell. And 0:12:44.600 --> 0:12:48.560 it was like a like a metaphor for gainess. 0:12:49.240 --> 0:12:51.040 Well, that's kind of badass. 0:12:51.840 --> 0:12:56.160 Right when you think about it, you turn it around 0:12:56.840 --> 0:12:57.560 kind of cool. 0:12:58.920 --> 0:13:02.600 Yeah yeah, yeah, that's cool. I mean that's kind of 0:13:02.600 --> 0:13:04.600 like what like, you know, heavy metal and shit is 0:13:04.640 --> 0:13:08.000 to me, it's like taking this stuff that's supposed to 0:13:08.040 --> 0:13:09.920 be bad and owning it is like, no, this is 0:13:09.920 --> 0:13:12.760 actually fucking cool. I'm leading motherfuckers into hell right now. 0:13:12.800 --> 0:13:13.720 You better fear me. 0:13:14.640 --> 0:13:17.800 Yeah, it's pretty cool. 0:13:21.080 --> 0:13:23.920 What what Okay, So so if you knew you knew 0:13:24.080 --> 0:13:27.240 was it a community or was it just you? You 0:13:27.280 --> 0:13:29.760 were like the house down the street that was religious 0:13:29.960 --> 0:13:32.079 that no one talked to. Was it because I'm curious 0:13:32.080 --> 0:13:34.600 about your girlfriend. Was your girlfriend from the similar community? 0:13:35.240 --> 0:13:38.440 No? No, we uh she was not. She did not 0:13:38.480 --> 0:13:43.959 grow up religious, thank god, she her parents raised. But yeah, 0:13:44.040 --> 0:13:46.520 it's weird how we met a girl from my church 0:13:47.320 --> 0:13:49.439 invited me to one of her sleepovers and I met 0:13:49.559 --> 0:13:53.320 my future girlfriend there. But she went to school with 0:13:53.360 --> 0:13:55.520 this other girl. So yeah, my family, we lived out 0:13:55.520 --> 0:13:59.160 in the boonies. We didn't celebrate Halloween, so you know, 0:13:59.280 --> 0:14:03.720 like we didn't talk to anybody from the community. But 0:14:03.920 --> 0:14:06.400 like the cult though, that was the only thing we knew. 0:14:06.840 --> 0:14:09.200 Okay, so this was a cult. 0:14:09.840 --> 0:14:12.120 My parents were in a cult. Yeah, it's it's a 0:14:12.120 --> 0:14:13.040 little complicated. 0:14:13.440 --> 0:14:17.120 What sort of true I mean this was They weren't 0:14:17.160 --> 0:14:19.840 just like super really what sort of traditions did they 0:14:19.880 --> 0:14:23.720 have that you think separated them from just being a 0:14:23.760 --> 0:14:26.400 fucking crazy church to being like, this is a cult. 0:14:28.560 --> 0:14:32.480 Well, there's a couple characteristics of cults, right, Like the 0:14:32.520 --> 0:14:35.520 cults want you to stop talking to your family members. 0:14:35.600 --> 0:14:38.800 So my family had cut off all communication from their family. 0:14:39.280 --> 0:14:41.520 There's like a thing called love bombing, and that's where 0:14:41.560 --> 0:14:43.680 when you like you do the right thing, they like 0:14:43.720 --> 0:14:46.600 really praise you. So like my like my parents were 0:14:46.600 --> 0:14:49.240 into like this very like you know, spiritual kind of 0:14:49.280 --> 0:14:52.280 like shaking on the floor sort of worships are. I 0:14:52.360 --> 0:14:54.680 got into that because that's what I was told to do. 0:14:54.920 --> 0:14:59.840 So a lot of like weird spiritual vision, spiritual warfare, 0:15:00.280 --> 0:15:04.080 demon fighting ship. It was weird. My parents like anointed 0:15:04.120 --> 0:15:06.800 the doors if they thought that evil was going to 0:15:06.840 --> 0:15:12.960 come in the house, an anoint the door, like they 0:15:12.960 --> 0:15:16.840 would like take oil and anoint the door if they like, 0:15:16.960 --> 0:15:20.160 especially during Halloween, because they thought that like demons would 0:15:20.160 --> 0:15:22.920 come in, so they would like anoint the doors with 0:15:23.080 --> 0:15:30.240 oil and like prey and fung. Yeah, I remember kids 0:15:30.240 --> 0:15:32.080 throwing eggs at our house because we would never give 0:15:32.120 --> 0:15:35.400 a kid. My parents would lock us in the basement. 0:15:35.760 --> 0:15:38.000 Actually for Halloween, we would annoint the doors and then 0:15:38.000 --> 0:15:42.520 they'd lock us in the base I doesn't it's now 0:15:42.520 --> 0:15:44.640 that you say it like that, it makes me a 0:15:45.360 --> 0:15:46.240 rethink some things. 0:15:46.240 --> 0:15:50.640 But yeah, well, I mean that's a Halloween is a 0:15:50.720 --> 0:15:56.640 terrifying moment for you know, strictly religious households. Because demon 0:15:56.800 --> 0:16:00.240 because because look, normally, if you think the demons are 0:16:00.240 --> 0:16:02.960 going to show up at your door, you're you're crazy. 0:16:03.000 --> 0:16:04.240 But on little. 0:16:03.960 --> 0:16:07.840 Halloween there might be demons showing up at your door. 0:16:08.720 --> 0:16:17.760 They yeah, yeah, well what do you what do you 0:16:17.840 --> 0:16:18.600 what are you trying to be? 0:16:18.640 --> 0:16:20.600 Trying to be a nurse? You said you're going to 0:16:20.720 --> 0:16:21.360 Nison school. 0:16:21.520 --> 0:16:22.720 Yeah, go on. 0:16:22.680 --> 0:16:25.160 To trying to apply to the nursing program. So if 0:16:25.200 --> 0:16:28.200 I fail all my biology classes, I'll have to do 0:16:28.240 --> 0:16:31.080 something else. We're going to try not to do that. 0:16:31.560 --> 0:16:33.840 Well, you look, whatever you do, you know you're going 0:16:33.920 --> 0:16:35.440 to kill it. My friends, what do you say your 0:16:35.520 --> 0:16:35.880 name was? 0:16:37.680 --> 0:16:39.960 Oh my name is Adre. 0:16:40.120 --> 0:16:42.520 Well listen, Audrey, thank you, thank you again for calling in, 0:16:42.600 --> 0:16:45.000 and uh you know, best of luck in school, my dude. 0:16:45.080 --> 0:16:48.160 Congratulations you escaping the cults. 0:16:48.880 --> 0:16:50.600 Thank you, Thank you so much for talking with me. 0:16:50.680 --> 0:16:52.840 You've really made my night. I appreciate you. 0:16:53.080 --> 0:16:54.640 Thank you for calling in. You having to go rest 0:16:54.640 --> 0:16:58.240 to the night, Audrea, Yeah you too, Good night, Good night. 0:17:01.760 --> 0:17:03.560 All from Solo. 0:17:06.080 --> 0:17:07.119 Solo Soto. 0:17:08.680 --> 0:17:13.040 Yes, what's you know? Are you from somewhere? You say 0:17:13.119 --> 0:17:14.480 you have an accent of some kind. 0:17:15.280 --> 0:17:17.120 Oh, yes, I'm from England. 0:17:17.880 --> 0:17:21.160 Oh fuck yeah, man, I heard that there's a coronavirus 0:17:21.160 --> 0:17:23.680 strain that's muted. It's mutating in England. 0:17:23.760 --> 0:17:26.000 And we're gladly I'm not there right now. 0:17:26.040 --> 0:17:29.480 Yeah, that's cool. Why what made you leave England? 0:17:30.359 --> 0:17:33.159 Well, I originally went to go teach English in Singapore 0:17:33.359 --> 0:17:36.840 and I met some very cool people. I met my 0:17:36.960 --> 0:17:39.240 current roommate. Now we live together in New York. 0:17:40.119 --> 0:17:42.240 His name is Jusef Nice. 0:17:43.280 --> 0:17:49.280 Now you guys met in Singapore, you said, teaching English? 0:17:50.000 --> 0:17:51.920 Yes, both of us? Yes, did you do? 0:17:52.000 --> 0:17:55.000 You do the whole crazy let's go to the hostels 0:17:55.040 --> 0:18:00.320 and go see the world and you know, die and 0:18:00.359 --> 0:18:02.560 all that stuff before we you know, go to see 0:18:02.560 --> 0:18:03.080 all the world. 0:18:04.280 --> 0:18:07.040 No, no, not really. We did take a little bit 0:18:07.080 --> 0:18:09.600 of the a little bit of a trip over to 0:18:10.280 --> 0:18:18.199 China as well as Taiwan's nice, but that's oh it's 0:18:18.240 --> 0:18:20.840 a beautiful place. Yes. We didn't even go to the 0:18:20.880 --> 0:18:24.120 north where they have the well they have that really 0:18:24.119 --> 0:18:28.240 big city tai Bay. But were we We went more 0:18:28.280 --> 0:18:30.119 to the east where there were mountains. 0:18:30.400 --> 0:18:33.680 Tell me tell me about the day you met Joseph. Joseph, 0:18:33.680 --> 0:18:37.560 tell me tell me what your first impression m was Yousef. 0:18:38.280 --> 0:18:42.840 He's a very interesting bloke. He came into the school 0:18:42.880 --> 0:18:45.680 after I did, about four months after I did, and 0:18:45.840 --> 0:18:49.000 we were we were pretty much the only ones who 0:18:49.040 --> 0:18:52.520 had very very proficient English, you know, people from that 0:18:52.840 --> 0:18:55.880 area of the world. Uh, they wanted to go over 0:18:55.920 --> 0:18:59.879 to Singapore. Most of the must of the world, is 0:18:59.880 --> 0:19:02.800 it English people and all the Americans. They want to 0:19:02.840 --> 0:19:06.919 go more towards say, China and all that in Japan, 0:19:07.600 --> 0:19:10.840 but Singapore was an option more for English people, I guess. 0:19:11.520 --> 0:19:15.439 And we just became very good friends. You know. We 0:19:15.520 --> 0:19:20.119 invited well not way, I invited him over to my 0:19:20.240 --> 0:19:22.240 place and we just got to know each other a 0:19:22.240 --> 0:19:22.760 little better. 0:19:24.200 --> 0:19:31.400 Nice and now you guys have a blossom and American relationship. 0:19:31.480 --> 0:19:33.240 You guys are a couple of Where's Yusuf from? 0:19:34.920 --> 0:19:38.399 I do believe that he's also from England, very different 0:19:38.400 --> 0:19:42.200 part than me, though I'm from more of the central 0:19:42.240 --> 0:19:43.800 part of England. He's from the south. 0:19:44.400 --> 0:19:47.320 We'll listen, look, now that we've gotten our corson, now 0:19:47.359 --> 0:19:49.240 that we've gotten to know each other, and now that 0:19:49.240 --> 0:19:52.240 we've established a rapport in which, you know, I get 0:19:52.240 --> 0:19:54.119 the sense that you trust me and that you're willing 0:19:54.160 --> 0:19:56.359 to tell me everything, and that you'd be willing to 0:19:56.400 --> 0:19:59.560 die for me. And I'm happy that we've progressed this 0:19:59.680 --> 0:20:02.320 far and to our relationship and now that we have 0:20:02.440 --> 0:20:04.679 and now that you know we trust each other so deeply. 0:20:04.760 --> 0:20:06.919 I want to know from you, what is what is 0:20:06.960 --> 0:20:08.040 your greatest nightmare? 0:20:09.280 --> 0:20:12.480