1 00:00:00,080 --> 00:00:03,840 Speaker 1: M I snapped away in the morning with my phone 2 00:00:03,880 --> 00:00:10,000 Speaker 1: alarm going off ship I fell asleep with it in 3 00:00:10,039 --> 00:00:12,479 Speaker 1: my hand and I was almost side of battery. It's 4 00:00:12,480 --> 00:00:16,640 Speaker 1: gonna die at school today. That is, if I lived 5 00:00:16,680 --> 00:00:19,800 Speaker 1: long enough to see school today. I have to go 6 00:00:19,840 --> 00:00:22,079 Speaker 1: downstairs and face my parents. Have to running away for 7 00:00:22,079 --> 00:00:27,640 Speaker 1: the weekend. My survival is questionable. Sleep on my meds 8 00:00:27,760 --> 00:00:30,480 Speaker 1: was like a thick blanket of forgetting about all this. 9 00:00:31,280 --> 00:00:34,280 Speaker 1: But it's all coming flooding back. When I went to bed, 10 00:00:34,840 --> 00:00:37,360 Speaker 1: Marco had just started beating with me on social media 11 00:00:37,760 --> 00:00:39,720 Speaker 1: over my biling on the crew to take the trip. 12 00:00:40,680 --> 00:00:44,120 Speaker 1: How do I respond? I opened my social apps and 13 00:00:44,200 --> 00:00:48,000 Speaker 1: noticed something I didn't think about. Another wave of new followers. 14 00:00:48,600 --> 00:00:51,559 Speaker 1: The weekended viral villa is over, and I've absorbed a 15 00:00:51,640 --> 00:00:53,480 Speaker 1: lot of the followers I'm gonna get from the kids 16 00:00:53,520 --> 00:00:57,080 Speaker 1: I met there, but I'm still getting growth from where 17 00:00:58,120 --> 00:01:02,200 Speaker 1: from Marco the b for bringing me fresh followers too. 18 00:01:02,680 --> 00:01:06,080 Speaker 1: That's what's weird about the whole viral sensation life. I'm 19 00:01:06,120 --> 00:01:10,759 Speaker 1: realizing drama turns people into Internet celebrities. The fight breaking 20 00:01:10,760 --> 00:01:13,280 Speaker 1: out between me and Marco after I'm all over the 21 00:01:13,360 --> 00:01:17,720 Speaker 1: viral villas feeds all weekend. It's infectious. For a second, 22 00:01:18,160 --> 00:01:20,240 Speaker 1: I even think that playing this feud out over social 23 00:01:20,280 --> 00:01:23,440 Speaker 1: media might please Mark Off, help us gain more cloud. 24 00:01:24,600 --> 00:01:28,280 Speaker 1: We would gain new followers, and we can smooth things 25 00:01:28,360 --> 00:01:32,400 Speaker 1: over in public. It's great for our brand. So why 26 00:01:32,400 --> 00:01:35,680 Speaker 1: do I feel so shitty? How quick look at my 27 00:01:35,840 --> 00:01:40,080 Speaker 1: comments reminds me why Marco's fans had started a petition 28 00:01:40,120 --> 00:01:42,959 Speaker 1: to cancel me. Some of these clouds are calling me 29 00:01:43,000 --> 00:01:46,520 Speaker 1: a trader, like they aren't following influencers and wishing they 30 00:01:46,520 --> 00:01:50,080 Speaker 1: could live that influence of life themselves. It pisces me 31 00:01:50,160 --> 00:01:54,840 Speaker 1: off because they just don't know the whole story. There 32 00:01:54,880 --> 00:01:57,280 Speaker 1: were so many questions in the common tasking me how 33 00:01:57,320 --> 00:02:01,080 Speaker 1: I could do my boy like that. The question this valid. 34 00:02:01,360 --> 00:02:03,040 Speaker 1: I did come Marka out of the weekend at the 35 00:02:03,120 --> 00:02:08,400 Speaker 1: villa for my own game. Damn, I am reckless. I 36 00:02:08,440 --> 00:02:11,840 Speaker 1: shut my phone away just as it dies. I'll deal 37 00:02:11,840 --> 00:02:15,440 Speaker 1: with this stuff later, still in a half awake blur, 38 00:02:16,040 --> 00:02:18,400 Speaker 1: I get ready for school and eventually face the moment 39 00:02:18,440 --> 00:02:21,480 Speaker 1: of truth. I head downstairs to meet my parents in 40 00:02:21,520 --> 00:02:25,640 Speaker 1: the kitchen. What I walk into isn't what I'm expecting. 41 00:02:26,040 --> 00:02:28,799 Speaker 1: I come in with a solemn face, which plays right, 42 00:02:29,600 --> 00:02:31,440 Speaker 1: but I'm still not getting read the Riot Act the 43 00:02:31,440 --> 00:02:35,760 Speaker 1: way I thought i'd get last night. Instead, Mom and 44 00:02:35,840 --> 00:02:39,800 Speaker 1: Dad are very quiet. Dad's holding Mom's hand. She's holding 45 00:02:39,800 --> 00:02:41,919 Speaker 1: the letter I left in my bedroom, explaining to them 46 00:02:41,919 --> 00:02:47,600 Speaker 1: what I've done. I sit silently and Mom readsed the letter. 47 00:02:48,040 --> 00:02:52,040 Speaker 1: Dear Mom and Dad, I know you don't understand how 48 00:02:52,360 --> 00:02:55,880 Speaker 1: crucial this moment is for me, and I don't want 49 00:02:55,880 --> 00:02:59,240 Speaker 1: to break your trust. But I can't let this window 50 00:02:59,320 --> 00:03:04,120 Speaker 1: of opportunity unity slipped by me again, gone to viral villa. 51 00:03:04,240 --> 00:03:11,200 Speaker 1: I'll be back Monday. Sorry in advance, holding the paper 52 00:03:11,440 --> 00:03:18,400 Speaker 1: she finished, Sorry, and fucking advance. Finally, here it comes 53 00:03:18,440 --> 00:03:41,680 Speaker 1: to Riot Act. The mood in the room turns on 54 00:03:41,720 --> 00:03:46,080 Speaker 1: a dot. Is My parents start rightfully while not do 55 00:03:46,200 --> 00:03:48,760 Speaker 1: you understand what a fundamental breach of trust this is? 56 00:03:48,920 --> 00:03:51,800 Speaker 1: This is some bullshit. Ruben is so unlike you, Ruben. 57 00:03:51,880 --> 00:03:54,000 Speaker 1: It is concerned what kind of place is this that 58 00:03:54,040 --> 00:03:57,080 Speaker 1: would even have you there for the weekend without clearing 59 00:03:57,080 --> 00:04:00,000 Speaker 1: it with your mother and father or your legal guardians 60 00:04:00,040 --> 00:04:02,680 Speaker 1: for that not even a consent for him insight. I 61 00:04:02,760 --> 00:04:06,160 Speaker 1: looked at your posts. Were you drinking and doing drugs? 62 00:04:06,320 --> 00:04:08,880 Speaker 1: The funk are you trying to tell us, Ruben all right? 63 00:04:09,160 --> 00:04:11,440 Speaker 1: Isn't your new school? You miss your old friends. You 64 00:04:11,560 --> 00:04:13,960 Speaker 1: have never behaved like this before. We didn't crazy to 65 00:04:14,040 --> 00:04:18,479 Speaker 1: be like this enough enough. I'm sorry that I scared 66 00:04:18,520 --> 00:04:20,400 Speaker 1: you like that and lied to you when I left 67 00:04:20,480 --> 00:04:22,760 Speaker 1: that morning. But you have to look at it from 68 00:04:22,800 --> 00:04:25,799 Speaker 1: my side. I had just come clean to you about 69 00:04:25,800 --> 00:04:28,480 Speaker 1: the podcast project and how great it's going, and still 70 00:04:28,520 --> 00:04:31,600 Speaker 1: you're punishing me like I'm a little kid. You know, 71 00:04:31,960 --> 00:04:35,240 Speaker 1: all all of this anxiety ship Maybe some of that 72 00:04:35,360 --> 00:04:38,320 Speaker 1: comes from your helicopter parenting. I had to take a 73 00:04:38,360 --> 00:04:40,080 Speaker 1: stand for what I want to do with my life, 74 00:04:40,800 --> 00:04:42,840 Speaker 1: not just follow your orders on a damn time. And 75 00:04:42,920 --> 00:04:45,240 Speaker 1: how was your anxiety on that plane when you were 76 00:04:45,240 --> 00:04:48,560 Speaker 1: sneaking off to Kelly Reuben? How has your anxiety been 77 00:04:51,360 --> 00:04:55,160 Speaker 1: My mom is furious that was a low blow, but 78 00:04:55,279 --> 00:04:57,320 Speaker 1: my dad asking how I've been feeling to flate some 79 00:04:57,400 --> 00:04:59,920 Speaker 1: of the tension in the room. I have to be 80 00:05:00,040 --> 00:05:05,640 Speaker 1: truthful now. I've been good, great, even when I'm working 81 00:05:05,680 --> 00:05:08,760 Speaker 1: on the podcast, and that includes while I was away. 82 00:05:09,480 --> 00:05:12,279 Speaker 1: It's come back strong now that I'm back, and Marcus 83 00:05:12,400 --> 00:05:14,919 Speaker 1: mad at me. My anxiety is all over the place. 84 00:05:15,080 --> 00:05:19,880 Speaker 1: Marcus mad at you. Yeah, he wanted to go in 85 00:05:20,000 --> 00:05:23,599 Speaker 1: my place since you wouldn't let me. Um hm, since 86 00:05:23,640 --> 00:05:27,640 Speaker 1: I went anyway. He feels screwed over. I know I'm 87 00:05:27,680 --> 00:05:30,360 Speaker 1: gonna be grounded, but I like to have him over 88 00:05:30,440 --> 00:05:32,280 Speaker 1: to squash our beef. If you're okay with it, we'll 89 00:05:32,320 --> 00:05:35,320 Speaker 1: talk about it. But your damn right. You're grounded indefinitely, 90 00:05:36,320 --> 00:05:41,640 Speaker 1: and I no complaining. Take the punishment like a soldier 91 00:05:41,720 --> 00:05:47,240 Speaker 1: this time. And don't you even for a minute. I 92 00:05:47,320 --> 00:05:50,360 Speaker 1: think we are done talking about this. Just because you're 93 00:05:50,440 --> 00:05:55,960 Speaker 1: being punished, You're getting off easy. This was completely beyond 94 00:05:56,040 --> 00:05:59,520 Speaker 1: the pale. I understand, and we'll discuss this during dinner tonight. 95 00:06:00,080 --> 00:06:02,119 Speaker 1: You'll be at this damn table talking to your parents, 96 00:06:02,200 --> 00:06:06,440 Speaker 1: who love you deeply. We love you despite your dumb decisions. 97 00:06:06,880 --> 00:06:10,680 Speaker 1: Now go to school and not the airport. Saved by 98 00:06:10,800 --> 00:06:15,320 Speaker 1: the bell. That was tough, but I feel like I've 99 00:06:15,360 --> 00:06:18,760 Speaker 1: stood my ground. I may be on lockdown again, but 100 00:06:18,839 --> 00:06:22,400 Speaker 1: the punishment was inevitable. I know my parents are hurt, 101 00:06:23,160 --> 00:06:27,440 Speaker 1: but my message came through loud and clear. I can't 102 00:06:27,480 --> 00:06:31,159 Speaker 1: just be quiet, obedient Reuben anymore. I'm make an adult 103 00:06:31,240 --> 00:06:35,960 Speaker 1: moves for myself, so I'm feeling myself as I rushed 104 00:06:36,000 --> 00:06:39,520 Speaker 1: down blocks and through train stations that wondered if my 105 00:06:40,000 --> 00:06:42,880 Speaker 1: acting out had to do with my new schools, what 106 00:06:43,040 --> 00:06:45,920 Speaker 1: the irony is? I'm really feeling the pobbit book of 107 00:06:46,000 --> 00:06:48,800 Speaker 1: t and especially now that things were Marco and at 108 00:06:48,839 --> 00:06:51,400 Speaker 1: home or in shambles, getting back to school be the 109 00:06:51,440 --> 00:06:57,200 Speaker 1: biggest slice of normalcy in my life, except surprise when 110 00:06:57,240 --> 00:07:00,280 Speaker 1: I get there. The story of my runaway Weekends l 111 00:07:00,320 --> 00:07:04,200 Speaker 1: A is already circling everywhere. I can hear people buzzing 112 00:07:04,240 --> 00:07:06,720 Speaker 1: about me in the halls. Guys come up to my 113 00:07:06,800 --> 00:07:08,840 Speaker 1: locker and give me that A bunch of my new 114 00:07:08,920 --> 00:07:11,200 Speaker 1: follows from the weekend are probably my classmates. Hear a 115 00:07:11,240 --> 00:07:14,679 Speaker 1: book of tea. And before all this went down, Janelle 116 00:07:14,720 --> 00:07:20,160 Speaker 1: had been spreading my rapid school, speaking of Hey, Janelle, 117 00:07:21,560 --> 00:07:25,400 Speaker 1: how are you am? I? You know, maintaining our things 118 00:07:25,440 --> 00:07:27,840 Speaker 1: at home? She looks at me with noing eyes, but 119 00:07:28,200 --> 00:07:30,840 Speaker 1: doesn't bring up the breach with Marco right away. Round 120 00:07:30,880 --> 00:07:35,320 Speaker 1: did indefinitely no surprises there. How many artists do we 121 00:07:35,360 --> 00:07:37,600 Speaker 1: need to record still to complete the season. We need 122 00:07:37,720 --> 00:07:40,000 Speaker 1: three more to hit our ten episode goal. We still 123 00:07:40,040 --> 00:07:43,680 Speaker 1: have been a Rodeaux in the camp. Sounds like it's 124 00:07:43,680 --> 00:07:46,679 Speaker 1: back to recording on my phone in my closet again. Actually, 125 00:07:47,680 --> 00:07:50,120 Speaker 1: I had an idea about that. I realized she's let 126 00:07:50,240 --> 00:07:52,560 Speaker 1: me pass the audio Lab classroom to the Audio Lab 127 00:07:52,680 --> 00:07:56,040 Speaker 1: studio space. It's a pretty polished set up. I haven't 128 00:07:56,040 --> 00:07:58,080 Speaker 1: really got to explore it yet. We should record the 129 00:07:58,120 --> 00:08:00,520 Speaker 1: rest of the interviews and here here comes the break. 130 00:08:00,560 --> 00:08:03,360 Speaker 1: Is there semester project now? So we can get access 131 00:08:03,360 --> 00:08:06,200 Speaker 1: to the studio and your parents have to be okay 132 00:08:06,280 --> 00:08:08,560 Speaker 1: with it. Even if we schedule the studio time after 133 00:08:08,680 --> 00:08:12,720 Speaker 1: school hours, you know it's homework. Plus, obviously we up 134 00:08:12,760 --> 00:08:17,080 Speaker 1: our production value this way, more recording interviews in your bedroom. Damn, 135 00:08:18,040 --> 00:08:20,760 Speaker 1: I'm lucky to have you on my side. Speaking of which, 136 00:08:21,320 --> 00:08:23,120 Speaker 1: I saw that Marco called you out and sending his 137 00:08:23,160 --> 00:08:27,760 Speaker 1: followers up to you. Yeah, you know, I'll find somebody 138 00:08:27,800 --> 00:08:30,160 Speaker 1: to smooth it over with him. We've known each other forever. 139 00:08:30,720 --> 00:08:33,960 Speaker 1: It lost settle down. I don't know, man, he seems 140 00:08:34,000 --> 00:08:37,320 Speaker 1: really hurt. You don't think maybe he's playing it up 141 00:08:37,360 --> 00:08:40,719 Speaker 1: for the extra attention online. I mean my followers are exploded. 142 00:08:41,080 --> 00:08:44,080 Speaker 1: What No, No, definitely not. I could show you as 143 00:08:44,120 --> 00:08:46,920 Speaker 1: texting me from this weekend. He's serious. It's just been 144 00:08:47,040 --> 00:08:50,080 Speaker 1: such a strange few days. I feel like I can't 145 00:08:50,120 --> 00:08:53,360 Speaker 1: see straight. I'm blowing up on social media. Everyone in 146 00:08:53,440 --> 00:08:55,800 Speaker 1: school thinks I'm dope, but Marco thinks I'm a dick, 147 00:08:55,880 --> 00:08:58,959 Speaker 1: and my parents are freaking up. I can't figure out 148 00:08:58,960 --> 00:09:02,880 Speaker 1: whether to feel bad about what I did proud should 149 00:09:02,920 --> 00:09:04,920 Speaker 1: not clap back in Marco on social for the hits 150 00:09:05,360 --> 00:09:08,600 Speaker 1: or that make things worse? Are you really concerned about 151 00:09:08,600 --> 00:09:11,800 Speaker 1: your followers and not your friendship routing? Come on, be 152 00:09:12,040 --> 00:09:15,160 Speaker 1: real here, you're letting this viral fan go to your head. 153 00:09:15,960 --> 00:09:21,680 Speaker 1: Do you really want my opinion? Yes, you should feel bad. Okay, 154 00:09:21,760 --> 00:09:23,559 Speaker 1: what you did was selfish and it makes my job 155 00:09:23,640 --> 00:09:26,480 Speaker 1: tentimes harder. You're getting high on your own stepply with 156 00:09:26,559 --> 00:09:29,240 Speaker 1: all this new attention, and it's making you forget where 157 00:09:29,280 --> 00:09:32,200 Speaker 1: you came from. Okay. I don't agree with Marco airing 158 00:09:32,240 --> 00:09:34,360 Speaker 1: out her dirty laundry on the internet, but you need 159 00:09:34,400 --> 00:09:37,040 Speaker 1: to get him under control and back on board. He's 160 00:09:37,080 --> 00:09:39,520 Speaker 1: part of the team. He's the reason the podcast even 161 00:09:39,559 --> 00:09:42,520 Speaker 1: existed in the first place. Meet with him face to 162 00:09:42,600 --> 00:09:46,480 Speaker 1: face and talk own your ship. Ruby. Her words are 163 00:09:46,520 --> 00:09:49,440 Speaker 1: like a splash of vice water to the face. She's right, 164 00:09:50,480 --> 00:09:52,240 Speaker 1: I have been letting all this in and the success 165 00:09:52,280 --> 00:09:55,840 Speaker 1: go to my head? Was that seriously contemplating and clapping 166 00:09:55,880 --> 00:09:58,800 Speaker 1: back and Marco online, I need to make peace with 167 00:09:58,880 --> 00:10:01,720 Speaker 1: him like an adult. I've got to get my parents 168 00:10:01,800 --> 00:10:03,400 Speaker 1: okay for him to come over so we could talk 169 00:10:03,480 --> 00:10:05,839 Speaker 1: things over. All, Right, we should get the class. I'm 170 00:10:05,840 --> 00:10:07,800 Speaker 1: going to play Bo's interview as a progress ship board 171 00:10:07,800 --> 00:10:10,160 Speaker 1: for the project. We leave the audio lab and head 172 00:10:10,200 --> 00:10:13,160 Speaker 1: back down the hallway, but my mind can't stop drifting 173 00:10:13,200 --> 00:10:16,040 Speaker 1: the mark on my parents even as we take our 174 00:10:16,080 --> 00:10:17,480 Speaker 1: turn at the front of the room. Is and now 175 00:10:17,559 --> 00:10:20,800 Speaker 1: placed episode seven. If here comes to break for the class, 176 00:10:26,840 --> 00:10:30,960 Speaker 1: tell our listeners who is being no reducant, being no redose, 177 00:10:31,120 --> 00:10:35,920 Speaker 1: just your average South stantial kid. Really, I'm really tapped 178 00:10:35,960 --> 00:10:39,719 Speaker 1: in more into the street side of things. I'm I 179 00:10:39,840 --> 00:10:42,480 Speaker 1: still move around like ship is normal, and I feel 180 00:10:42,520 --> 00:10:44,439 Speaker 1: like I can't really shake that. I feel like I 181 00:10:44,480 --> 00:10:47,280 Speaker 1: gotta kind of watch that. But my testimony is anybody 182 00:10:47,360 --> 00:10:48,920 Speaker 1: can do this ship if you want it bad enough, 183 00:10:48,960 --> 00:10:50,800 Speaker 1: it could get done. And the proof is, you know 184 00:10:50,800 --> 00:10:53,199 Speaker 1: what I'm saying, I'm just like you, So it really 185 00:10:53,240 --> 00:10:55,000 Speaker 1: ain't much to me. I'm just doing what I love. 186 00:10:55,240 --> 00:10:59,280 Speaker 1: I'm just a vibe. You know, why is it important 187 00:10:59,280 --> 00:11:01,480 Speaker 1: for you to be are rooted in your community. It's 188 00:11:01,480 --> 00:11:03,800 Speaker 1: important to me because that's how my big bro Nipsey was, 189 00:11:03,920 --> 00:11:06,719 Speaker 1: and so I feel like he's a major part of 190 00:11:06,800 --> 00:11:09,679 Speaker 1: my foundation. So it would be wrong with me to 191 00:11:09,760 --> 00:11:12,000 Speaker 1: not try to carry you on the legacy in a 192 00:11:12,080 --> 00:11:16,079 Speaker 1: way that he would respect you. Can you talk a 193 00:11:16,120 --> 00:11:18,439 Speaker 1: little on Nipsey hustle and what his legacy means to you. 194 00:11:18,760 --> 00:11:23,840 Speaker 1: It's everything Nipsey. Nipsey is is like the whole basis. 195 00:11:23,960 --> 00:11:25,599 Speaker 1: He was the whole voice in my city. He was 196 00:11:25,640 --> 00:11:27,679 Speaker 1: the voice of reason and he stopt to me. And 197 00:11:28,160 --> 00:11:29,360 Speaker 1: you know, I would always say, if I had to 198 00:11:29,400 --> 00:11:32,320 Speaker 1: collaborate artists, it would be Nipsey and make the most sense. 199 00:11:33,000 --> 00:11:36,079 Speaker 1: But him reaching out and feeling him daily just kind 200 00:11:36,080 --> 00:11:38,800 Speaker 1: of in the studio, and it was always a really 201 00:11:38,880 --> 00:11:41,160 Speaker 1: never felt normal, but it always felt again it I 202 00:11:41,200 --> 00:11:42,880 Speaker 1: don't understand it to this day what he saw me, 203 00:11:43,120 --> 00:11:46,280 Speaker 1: but I'm happy play role I played for sure. What 204 00:11:46,360 --> 00:11:48,240 Speaker 1: did you learn from Nipsey about how to navigate the 205 00:11:48,320 --> 00:11:51,280 Speaker 1: music industry? That's exactly what I learned, how to navigate 206 00:11:51,720 --> 00:11:55,240 Speaker 1: around them Off GP if you leave from Nipsey you 207 00:11:55,360 --> 00:11:57,920 Speaker 1: learn something, like you're gonna learn something without him trying 208 00:11:57,920 --> 00:12:01,959 Speaker 1: to teach you nothing. It's just so much game within him, 209 00:12:02,160 --> 00:12:05,480 Speaker 1: just the way he carried itself, the way you speaks, 210 00:12:05,720 --> 00:12:08,880 Speaker 1: the should he say. It's just I don't know, it's 211 00:12:08,920 --> 00:12:10,719 Speaker 1: hard not to come out of there with with some 212 00:12:10,800 --> 00:12:13,800 Speaker 1: new knowledge. It's just so natural, come out so easy. 213 00:12:14,240 --> 00:12:15,960 Speaker 1: So it was lesson to be able to sit there 214 00:12:16,000 --> 00:12:17,560 Speaker 1: and soak that up. And I call him a cheek 215 00:12:17,600 --> 00:12:19,959 Speaker 1: code for sure. And it was really about I've lift 216 00:12:20,000 --> 00:12:22,920 Speaker 1: in the community. What is your thing that you're passionate about? 217 00:12:22,960 --> 00:12:25,040 Speaker 1: Now that you're gaining your own success, you know, I 218 00:12:25,160 --> 00:12:28,559 Speaker 1: started to do my little shared charity here there, and 219 00:12:28,840 --> 00:12:31,560 Speaker 1: it's really a good feeling to know that people can 220 00:12:31,640 --> 00:12:33,400 Speaker 1: depend on you to come through when they need you 221 00:12:33,480 --> 00:12:35,559 Speaker 1: in the clutch. And you know, I'm really enjoying that. 222 00:12:35,760 --> 00:12:39,839 Speaker 1: So really the community is kind of what's keeping me going. 223 00:12:39,920 --> 00:12:43,040 Speaker 1: I'll do this for you know, not only to crunch 224 00:12:43,040 --> 00:12:45,000 Speaker 1: your district, but the whole city. It's major for the 225 00:12:45,040 --> 00:12:48,000 Speaker 1: whole city. So however I could come through, Okay, okay, 226 00:12:48,160 --> 00:12:50,480 Speaker 1: how is your city influence you musically? You know, I 227 00:12:50,600 --> 00:12:52,400 Speaker 1: used to tell me, I ain't soundingly comes from l A. 228 00:12:52,760 --> 00:12:55,960 Speaker 1: You know, I get that a lot. So I don't 229 00:12:55,960 --> 00:12:59,360 Speaker 1: really put a limit or capital monk music as far 230 00:12:59,440 --> 00:13:01,720 Speaker 1: as reaching. I think I'm just more off the vote. 231 00:13:01,800 --> 00:13:04,439 Speaker 1: But I get oh, this new name dog or this 232 00:13:04,600 --> 00:13:06,400 Speaker 1: new you get that a lot, and it's amazing to 233 00:13:06,480 --> 00:13:08,920 Speaker 1: me to even get that comparison. For that to even 234 00:13:09,000 --> 00:13:11,840 Speaker 1: resonate in somebody's mind listening to my music. I happy 235 00:13:11,880 --> 00:13:14,040 Speaker 1: to carry that. Can you give young artists advice on 236 00:13:14,120 --> 00:13:16,040 Speaker 1: what to keep in mind with pursuing the major label, 237 00:13:16,120 --> 00:13:19,320 Speaker 1: I would say, don't focus so much. I don't pursuing 238 00:13:19,360 --> 00:13:22,439 Speaker 1: the major label. We're all chasing something so above average, 239 00:13:22,480 --> 00:13:24,679 Speaker 1: so out of the norm. One of the men. We 240 00:13:24,760 --> 00:13:27,199 Speaker 1: are chasing this one thing. So you gotta understand that 241 00:13:27,280 --> 00:13:30,040 Speaker 1: you're gonna go through terrible ass ship. You've got me, 242 00:13:30,120 --> 00:13:32,760 Speaker 1: but you usually to keep steady, keep her level head 243 00:13:32,880 --> 00:13:35,120 Speaker 1: like she get bad and she it's hell trying to 244 00:13:35,160 --> 00:13:37,839 Speaker 1: get that. But you gotta keep that in mind and 245 00:13:37,920 --> 00:13:40,280 Speaker 1: be willing. I feel like willpower is the name of 246 00:13:40,320 --> 00:13:42,959 Speaker 1: the game. Would come to this ship, so sure, but 247 00:13:43,080 --> 00:13:47,040 Speaker 1: don't focus so much on major focus on himself. And 248 00:13:47,240 --> 00:13:48,800 Speaker 1: was there ever a period of life where you just 249 00:13:48,880 --> 00:13:51,880 Speaker 1: felt like giving up or you were frustrated. Hell yeah. 250 00:13:52,720 --> 00:13:57,240 Speaker 1: The day before I dropped six tape with Blacks, I 251 00:13:57,360 --> 00:13:59,440 Speaker 1: told my home and I'm like, man, who was in here? 252 00:13:59,559 --> 00:14:03,600 Speaker 1: And I'm like this, don't like go if I ain't 253 00:14:03,760 --> 00:14:06,080 Speaker 1: feeling away after I've dropped this, I don't know, bro, 254 00:14:06,320 --> 00:14:08,360 Speaker 1: I'm gotta go figure something out. Back to the street 255 00:14:08,679 --> 00:14:11,160 Speaker 1: and uh yeah, it kind of did what it did. 256 00:14:12,200 --> 00:14:14,400 Speaker 1: For sure, you're gonna dot this where you quit and 257 00:14:14,440 --> 00:14:16,400 Speaker 1: all that. But that's when the willpower coming up play 258 00:14:16,520 --> 00:14:18,760 Speaker 1: for real power is how you deal with those anxieties. 259 00:14:19,000 --> 00:14:21,640 Speaker 1: And I got terrible to anxiety as something that I 260 00:14:21,800 --> 00:14:23,720 Speaker 1: for sure battle with. I feel like a lot of 261 00:14:23,840 --> 00:14:27,120 Speaker 1: artists better with that. What advice would you give to 262 00:14:27,360 --> 00:14:30,680 Speaker 1: other young people facing anxiety. I'll tell them you're thinking 263 00:14:30,720 --> 00:14:32,680 Speaker 1: too much. If you want to do it, you have 264 00:14:32,920 --> 00:14:35,200 Speaker 1: to do it now. Once you understand that, you have 265 00:14:35,360 --> 00:14:37,760 Speaker 1: to get the job done. Regardless of how you're feeling. 266 00:14:38,280 --> 00:14:40,880 Speaker 1: People are not a fig they're dealing with anxiety, they 267 00:14:40,920 --> 00:14:42,800 Speaker 1: still gotta get their job done. What do you want 268 00:14:42,800 --> 00:14:44,880 Speaker 1: your legacy to be? How do you want people to 269 00:14:44,920 --> 00:14:47,000 Speaker 1: remember you? For sure, I want to be a legend. 270 00:14:47,120 --> 00:14:50,320 Speaker 1: I'm trying to be known for all the positive ship, 271 00:14:50,480 --> 00:14:53,920 Speaker 1: respect respect on the definitely to make whatever the change 272 00:14:54,000 --> 00:14:56,760 Speaker 1: may be, a big changing something. I want to go 273 00:14:56,840 --> 00:15:03,800 Speaker 1: down for drastically changing something. And we'll be right back 274 00:15:09,240 --> 00:15:16,280 Speaker 1: and now back to the show. I come home from 275 00:15:16,320 --> 00:15:20,720 Speaker 1: school and realized that I am mentally exhausted. The conversation 276 00:15:20,760 --> 00:15:23,040 Speaker 1: with Janelle and the Audio Lab studio really made me 277 00:15:23,160 --> 00:15:26,400 Speaker 1: check myself. I see why DMX never returned. That Ian 278 00:15:26,480 --> 00:15:29,000 Speaker 1: must fixed my life. When I come in the door, 279 00:15:29,840 --> 00:15:33,440 Speaker 1: my mom's already home, not normal. She's holding a shoe 280 00:15:33,480 --> 00:15:38,800 Speaker 1: box in her hands gently, like it's something precious proven. 281 00:15:39,480 --> 00:15:42,160 Speaker 1: I want to show you something. Without another word, she 282 00:15:42,360 --> 00:15:46,320 Speaker 1: opens the lid and starts taking out polaroid photos. This 283 00:15:46,480 --> 00:15:49,640 Speaker 1: is super vintage. I've never seen any of them before. 284 00:15:50,440 --> 00:15:53,920 Speaker 1: They're of her, of course, but before she knew dad, 285 00:15:54,720 --> 00:15:58,680 Speaker 1: before she had settled down and started family. She's dancing. 286 00:16:00,040 --> 00:16:01,800 Speaker 1: She passed the couch next to her, and I come 287 00:16:01,840 --> 00:16:05,640 Speaker 1: over and sit down. I don't think we've ever talked 288 00:16:05,680 --> 00:16:09,120 Speaker 1: about how badly I wanted to be a dancer when 289 00:16:09,160 --> 00:16:13,480 Speaker 1: I was younger. I wanted to attend the Alvin Ailey 290 00:16:13,720 --> 00:16:20,600 Speaker 1: American Dance Theater. Debbie Allen, who was my muse. You 291 00:16:20,680 --> 00:16:23,080 Speaker 1: couldn't tell me that I wasn't going to choreograph videos 292 00:16:23,160 --> 00:16:27,520 Speaker 1: for Paula Abduel, Janet Jackson or Mr Elliott. It was 293 00:16:27,600 --> 00:16:31,720 Speaker 1: all I thought about, and I trained hard for years. 294 00:16:32,600 --> 00:16:35,440 Speaker 1: My parents loved that I had such a passion for 295 00:16:35,560 --> 00:16:38,720 Speaker 1: the art. It wasn't something they expected to turn into 296 00:16:38,760 --> 00:16:41,040 Speaker 1: a career for me, but they were very supportive that 297 00:16:41,080 --> 00:16:44,000 Speaker 1: I was so focused on it. I suddenly know how 298 00:16:44,080 --> 00:16:47,320 Speaker 1: shocked my parents felt to find my letter. My mom 299 00:16:47,520 --> 00:16:50,880 Speaker 1: was a dancer. Why wasn't this something we talked about 300 00:16:50,920 --> 00:16:54,160 Speaker 1: growing up when I wanted to go to college for dance. 301 00:16:54,800 --> 00:16:58,760 Speaker 1: I don't know something changed. Your grandfather was very wary 302 00:16:59,400 --> 00:17:04,680 Speaker 1: of me going into such a hard profession. He wanted 303 00:17:04,720 --> 00:17:07,920 Speaker 1: me to have a backup plan or better yet, focus 304 00:17:08,040 --> 00:17:12,480 Speaker 1: on something more practical. As you know, your grandpa is 305 00:17:12,600 --> 00:17:16,080 Speaker 1: big on academics, and I don't know how it was different. 306 00:17:16,200 --> 00:17:17,760 Speaker 1: I was the first kid on my side of the 307 00:17:17,840 --> 00:17:20,919 Speaker 1: family to be able to get into a prestigious school. 308 00:17:21,880 --> 00:17:24,240 Speaker 1: Now I understood where my parents were coming from, but 309 00:17:24,359 --> 00:17:27,560 Speaker 1: it was difficult to not pursue my dreams of becoming 310 00:17:27,600 --> 00:17:30,440 Speaker 1: a dancer. Your grandfather and I couldn't see eye to 311 00:17:30,520 --> 00:17:34,520 Speaker 1: eye about art and dance for a long long time. 312 00:17:36,359 --> 00:17:37,879 Speaker 1: I mean it was the same reason we pulled you 313 00:17:37,960 --> 00:17:41,080 Speaker 1: from the limelight when your video went viral. I didn't 314 00:17:41,119 --> 00:17:44,280 Speaker 1: want you to lose sight of what's important, which is 315 00:17:44,560 --> 00:17:48,240 Speaker 1: your education. If you've been through all this, why the 316 00:17:48,359 --> 00:17:51,480 Speaker 1: same thing with me? Then? I have always put my 317 00:17:51,680 --> 00:17:54,840 Speaker 1: education first. You and Dad raised me to strive for 318 00:17:54,920 --> 00:17:57,920 Speaker 1: excellence in school and in life. I took that same 319 00:17:57,960 --> 00:18:00,640 Speaker 1: attitude and lost our podcast. I need you and Dad 320 00:18:00,680 --> 00:18:04,200 Speaker 1: to have my back. We're not afraid of you having 321 00:18:04,240 --> 00:18:07,000 Speaker 1: a career in the arts or digital media or anything 322 00:18:07,080 --> 00:18:09,440 Speaker 1: like that, but but it is the same media we 323 00:18:09,520 --> 00:18:12,560 Speaker 1: grew up with. It's a jungle out there, especially for 324 00:18:12,640 --> 00:18:15,440 Speaker 1: people of color. When you went viral at such a 325 00:18:15,520 --> 00:18:19,080 Speaker 1: young age, Oh, we panicked and went with what we 326 00:18:19,240 --> 00:18:22,680 Speaker 1: thought was the safest. Our job is to protect you. 327 00:18:22,800 --> 00:18:25,600 Speaker 1: I didn't want any trolls or cyber bullies coming after 328 00:18:25,680 --> 00:18:28,680 Speaker 1: my child. It's surreal to hear my mother be real 329 00:18:28,760 --> 00:18:32,160 Speaker 1: with me about my early shot of fame. I feel 330 00:18:32,200 --> 00:18:35,000 Speaker 1: like we're finally talking to each other as adults, not 331 00:18:35,760 --> 00:18:39,560 Speaker 1: parent two keep I suddenly remember the sympathetic look I 332 00:18:39,640 --> 00:18:41,520 Speaker 1: caught from her when she and Dad first find out 333 00:18:41,520 --> 00:18:45,000 Speaker 1: about the pot, And it makes so much more sense now. 334 00:18:46,359 --> 00:18:49,399 Speaker 1: She did believe in me, but she wanted to protect me, 335 00:18:50,680 --> 00:18:53,840 Speaker 1: just like the van days, and my baggage about the 336 00:18:53,920 --> 00:18:56,320 Speaker 1: van days led to me sneaking around and running away. 337 00:18:57,119 --> 00:19:01,360 Speaker 1: So not even if they want to support me, I've 338 00:19:01,400 --> 00:19:05,680 Speaker 1: made it that much harder. Then. I want you to 339 00:19:05,800 --> 00:19:09,760 Speaker 1: really hear me out. When you brought up your vine account, 340 00:19:10,680 --> 00:19:15,320 Speaker 1: your father and I were really surprised. We haven't thought 341 00:19:15,359 --> 00:19:19,400 Speaker 1: about that in years. We do want to support your podcast, 342 00:19:19,440 --> 00:19:21,199 Speaker 1: but you have to open up to us about how 343 00:19:21,240 --> 00:19:23,960 Speaker 1: you're feeling and what you're doing. If any of our 344 00:19:24,080 --> 00:19:26,040 Speaker 1: choices and how to raise you led you to believe 345 00:19:26,119 --> 00:19:28,680 Speaker 1: we are proud of you for what you've accomplished. You 346 00:19:28,840 --> 00:19:31,520 Speaker 1: know that was never our intent. We love you and 347 00:19:31,640 --> 00:19:33,359 Speaker 1: we believe in you. I sit with the weight of 348 00:19:33,440 --> 00:19:35,800 Speaker 1: what you shared for a long moment. It feels like 349 00:19:35,920 --> 00:19:39,000 Speaker 1: there's nothing for me to say other than light in 350 00:19:39,040 --> 00:19:42,800 Speaker 1: the mood. Damn, Mom, why don't you tell me you 351 00:19:42,840 --> 00:19:49,520 Speaker 1: wanted to be a flag girl? Oh? To be honest, honey, 352 00:19:50,480 --> 00:19:54,480 Speaker 1: it's very painful to talk about. I did try to 353 00:19:54,560 --> 00:19:58,520 Speaker 1: study dance in college for about a year, but I 354 00:19:58,640 --> 00:20:03,960 Speaker 1: eventually cave and pursued my parents dreams for me. So 355 00:20:04,119 --> 00:20:06,600 Speaker 1: you really do understand where I'm coming from. I can 356 00:20:06,680 --> 00:20:11,000 Speaker 1: relate to a point. This doesn't excuse what you've done. 357 00:20:11,880 --> 00:20:13,680 Speaker 1: We want to support you in your goals, but you 358 00:20:13,920 --> 00:20:17,240 Speaker 1: have to let us in. Don't let frustrations like the 359 00:20:17,320 --> 00:20:24,359 Speaker 1: ones you have around Vine get in the way. At 360 00:20:24,440 --> 00:20:28,040 Speaker 1: that moment, my father comes home. He comes and joins 361 00:20:28,080 --> 00:20:31,080 Speaker 1: us in the living room. Did you have the talk 362 00:20:32,080 --> 00:20:35,920 Speaker 1: in progress? Reuben? Do you understand why we have to 363 00:20:36,040 --> 00:20:40,920 Speaker 1: hold our ground on this. We get it, We really 364 00:20:41,119 --> 00:20:44,840 Speaker 1: get it. But you can't pull stunts like you did 365 00:20:44,880 --> 00:20:49,000 Speaker 1: this past weekend. It's a spit in the face. We're 366 00:20:49,000 --> 00:20:52,680 Speaker 1: still your parents. I don't even have to say it 367 00:20:52,760 --> 00:20:56,000 Speaker 1: out loud. They can see it in my eyes, my 368 00:20:56,119 --> 00:21:01,760 Speaker 1: body language. Finally, I do understand m I don't hold 369 00:21:01,800 --> 00:21:04,480 Speaker 1: it against them that they're punishing me, and I'm prepared 370 00:21:04,520 --> 00:21:08,560 Speaker 1: to work around the grounding for podcasts recording. It feels fair. 371 00:21:09,440 --> 00:21:11,440 Speaker 1: The low down, dirty truth is that even with the 372 00:21:11,520 --> 00:21:15,240 Speaker 1: extended grounding and Jannael's reality check at school today, the 373 00:21:15,320 --> 00:21:18,920 Speaker 1: weekended viral Villas still feels like a win. It's brought 374 00:21:18,960 --> 00:21:22,040 Speaker 1: a bigger audience to my social accounts, to the podcast, 375 00:21:22,640 --> 00:21:24,480 Speaker 1: and now I finally feel like my parents and I 376 00:21:24,600 --> 00:21:26,880 Speaker 1: have broken through the emotional wall that was making things 377 00:21:26,920 --> 00:21:31,119 Speaker 1: so hard. Deep down, I still think I made the 378 00:21:31,240 --> 00:21:34,160 Speaker 1: right calling going. I can hold my head up high, 379 00:21:34,920 --> 00:21:38,920 Speaker 1: take my hits like a man. So every day you 380 00:21:39,040 --> 00:21:42,960 Speaker 1: come home right after school. No going out on weekends. 381 00:21:44,240 --> 00:21:45,760 Speaker 1: We'll see if you keep your grades up. At the 382 00:21:45,840 --> 00:21:48,880 Speaker 1: end of the semester, will revisit it. Then you got 383 00:21:48,960 --> 00:21:55,800 Speaker 1: that yes, sir. Into the semester. It's pretty harsh, look 384 00:21:55,840 --> 00:21:58,879 Speaker 1: hot to keep this stoic acceptance vibe going, and I 385 00:21:58,960 --> 00:22:00,960 Speaker 1: need to get permission to have Marco over or I 386 00:22:01,080 --> 00:22:03,800 Speaker 1: have no hope of burying the hatchet. I've got to 387 00:22:03,840 --> 00:22:06,840 Speaker 1: ask you for one exception. Marco's pretty pissed at me, 388 00:22:07,119 --> 00:22:09,000 Speaker 1: and I'd really like to invite them over here to 389 00:22:09,040 --> 00:22:12,200 Speaker 1: smooth things out. Is that okay with you? We'll consider 390 00:22:12,240 --> 00:22:15,600 Speaker 1: it based on good behavior. Now is not the time 391 00:22:15,640 --> 00:22:19,240 Speaker 1: for you to be asking for favors. Maybe we can 392 00:22:19,400 --> 00:22:24,159 Speaker 1: trade you. What do you mean there's another condition to 393 00:22:24,280 --> 00:22:28,240 Speaker 1: getting out of your grounding, Reuben. This was very unlike you. 394 00:22:29,080 --> 00:22:31,920 Speaker 1: You really scared us. I'm wondering if it might have 395 00:22:32,040 --> 00:22:39,080 Speaker 1: been well, a manic episode. Oh what now, Now, I'm 396 00:22:39,119 --> 00:22:41,879 Speaker 1: not worried about putting some label on it. Okay, but 397 00:22:42,160 --> 00:22:45,280 Speaker 1: your father and I agree we want you to go 398 00:22:45,400 --> 00:22:48,080 Speaker 1: back to seeing a therapist like when you were younger. 399 00:22:48,720 --> 00:22:50,600 Speaker 1: I'm going to book you an appointment for next week. 400 00:22:51,119 --> 00:22:53,879 Speaker 1: You start going to therapy, We'll let Marco come over 401 00:22:53,960 --> 00:22:55,800 Speaker 1: so you two can make up. At the mention of 402 00:22:55,840 --> 00:22:58,840 Speaker 1: seeing a therapist, a wave of conflicted feelings rides is 403 00:22:58,880 --> 00:23:00,840 Speaker 1: back up to the surface, and I have to fight 404 00:23:00,960 --> 00:23:05,200 Speaker 1: hard to suppressing This was going so well. More authorities, 405 00:23:05,520 --> 00:23:09,200 Speaker 1: new medications, straight jackets and pee bottle stands through my head. 406 00:23:09,680 --> 00:23:12,000 Speaker 1: It feels like any therapist I see is gonna interrogate 407 00:23:12,040 --> 00:23:14,760 Speaker 1: me about running away. I don't want to go. I 408 00:23:14,840 --> 00:23:17,520 Speaker 1: haven't been in years, but I know at this point 409 00:23:18,280 --> 00:23:23,840 Speaker 1: I don't really have a choice. Okay, Yeah, it's a 410 00:23:23,920 --> 00:23:28,280 Speaker 1: trade book me an appointment and now an exclusive track 411 00:23:28,320 --> 00:23:48,640 Speaker 1: from being Overdue Ship got you know he got Tody 412 00:23:49,280 --> 00:23:52,879 Speaker 1: giving you throw shot the ring, Google back which getting 413 00:23:52,880 --> 00:23:56,800 Speaker 1: through which get fat out and eat breaking bad happy 414 00:23:56,920 --> 00:23:59,520 Speaker 1: debt FI trying to me to get you. Man, that 415 00:24:00,000 --> 00:24:02,719 Speaker 1: man hidn't beat if you don't hit me flying now 416 00:24:02,960 --> 00:24:05,600 Speaker 1: meet my game as dying ain't good drink. I'm trying 417 00:24:05,680 --> 00:24:07,920 Speaker 1: that gets trying to see what I'm doing, fucking it 418 00:24:08,000 --> 00:24:10,960 Speaker 1: because she gonn turning bit y'all she broom. I want 419 00:24:11,000 --> 00:24:14,480 Speaker 1: that pressure to him what you doom? Ain't she names 420 00:24:14,520 --> 00:24:18,040 Speaker 1: your bom then got hated a crony white tell scroll 421 00:24:18,200 --> 00:24:21,760 Speaker 1: eat new vv they scroll bench on the check when 422 00:24:21,800 --> 00:24:24,000 Speaker 1: he'd be making the way he's your tough on the 423 00:24:24,080 --> 00:24:26,600 Speaker 1: knee as you were talking my money and drying shouting 424 00:24:26,640 --> 00:24:29,680 Speaker 1: to talk about sick. Ain't got no little just on 425 00:24:29,760 --> 00:24:33,120 Speaker 1: that bitch from real. I'm over still all this ship 426 00:24:33,160 --> 00:24:35,800 Speaker 1: still fear the same. How could they think there? I 427 00:24:35,920 --> 00:24:39,200 Speaker 1: got name it is that games my mama fail got 428 00:24:39,320 --> 00:24:44,080 Speaker 1: us then shut up and not playing, got the non 429 00:24:44,280 --> 00:24:49,000 Speaker 1: throading ding a ball hold ship. He got the no, 430 00:24:49,840 --> 00:24:53,600 Speaker 1: ain't got the toady giving me jo shot then ring 431 00:24:53,680 --> 00:24:57,040 Speaker 1: cools kick which getting through. I eat it ain't bad, 432 00:24:57,160 --> 00:24:59,640 Speaker 1: I can eat breaking pide. I have bet that bitch 433 00:24:59,680 --> 00:25:02,919 Speaker 1: on try don't mean that kids to man that hidn't 434 00:25:03,000 --> 00:25:07,920 Speaker 1: even when he laying gaming time and good drink. 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