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Speaker 1: Guess what decision we're about to make a horrible decisions. Hey, guys,

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Speaker 1: welcome to another episode of horrible Decisions. I'm your girl

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Speaker 1: Mandy be and she's also a singer. If you guys,

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Speaker 1: did I really ain't that horribles? That is not how

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Speaker 1: I sounded broad Horrible Decisions. It came from the diet,

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Speaker 1: from the heart. It actually came just just got loud. Anyways, guys,

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Speaker 1: I'm your girl Mandy joint today with of course Wheezy,

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Speaker 1: but we are also joined by a third. We got

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Speaker 1: to put the poet in the building. Put the poet

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Speaker 1: go ahead and introduce himself. I mean it would be

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Speaker 1: a Mr Pussy. There was a Mr Pussy poet. How

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Speaker 1: do you know? You googled it? I'm dating him. Oh

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Speaker 1: that's why he missed. I got it. I got to

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Speaker 1: say that's that's what's up though. There we see I

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Speaker 1: don't operate with microphones often. It's a sal like shape.

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Speaker 1: You should say say it. That's just like, that's why

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Speaker 1: I don't perform with Michael. We didn't want to do.

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Speaker 1: Don't you don't perform on microphones? So I will say

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Speaker 1: how I met her again? Uh, pussy poet I just

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Speaker 1: met her last weekend. Yeah, So I ended up going

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Speaker 1: not sure how we even found it, went to like

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Speaker 1: a weed party and you're not sure. I'm not sure.

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Speaker 1: It wasn't me. It wasn't me. My partner knew about it.

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Speaker 1: He was like, let's just go to this little weed

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Speaker 1: part in The friends saw him and it was one

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Speaker 1: of those where you just kind of had to have

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Speaker 1: still kind of secretive. So we pulled up and I'm like, Okay.

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Speaker 1: As soon as we walk into this place, he's like, oh,

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Speaker 1: I'm sure you'll see your type of people in here.

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Speaker 1: I'm like, what the because my type of people, bitch. No,

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Speaker 1: we walk in, Oh, someone is getting flogged on this

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Speaker 1: Like was there getting flogged? That was my sub? That

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Speaker 1: was your sub getting flogged. So as soon as we

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Speaker 1: walk in, your sound and females, okay, there's like a

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Speaker 1: dumb performance going on and I'm like, that's why you

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Speaker 1: wanted to bring me, Okay. So it was a kicky,

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Speaker 1: freaky rea type of So what was the party called?

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Speaker 1: It was um Night of Eroticism hosted by Tarik Buds

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Speaker 1: shut Out to the shout Out to Tarik buds Um

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Speaker 1: but no, so like one room there was like a

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Speaker 1: tables of all these edibles and I was like, well,

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Speaker 1: let me support black and I just bought from every table.

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Speaker 1: But also at every table they were given uh samples

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Speaker 1: out which I probably shouldn't have taken any sample because

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Speaker 1: I didn't know how much grounds were in everything I took.

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Speaker 1: So at the time you got up to do your poetry,

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Speaker 1: I don't know how I made it to you girl.

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Speaker 1: If the girl was working, I said, girl, I tweeted

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Speaker 1: her at wheezy Thursday three, put my name here, just

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Speaker 1: text me tomorrow. I was so high, but so high

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Speaker 1: to the fact that by the time I made it

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Speaker 1: it was the edible. My stomach was like getting telling

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Speaker 1: you dog weed is devil. We've got to do fucking

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Speaker 1: X around No, Like it's crazy, because I feel like

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Speaker 1: Like when I meet someone who's like stoner piehead, like

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Speaker 1: and that's what I was. I was like, I smoked,

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Speaker 1: I'm eating a fucking gummy with twelve. You just moving

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Speaker 1: that very thing and you threw up. I know, I know,

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Speaker 1: but luckily temporatory. There we go, there we go. So

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Speaker 1: let me ask you, do you perform high at these

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Speaker 1: or I don't do anything sober? Okay? Why I prefer

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Speaker 1: people in the room right now. I am highest, she said,

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Speaker 1: We've talked about erotic poetry, erotic books, erotic novels. Um

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Speaker 1: so I'm excited because the pussy poet is gonna poet

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Speaker 1: Is it? Is it a sex party? Is it a

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Speaker 1: rotic party? What do people call? It's literally a ssh

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Speaker 1: because there was like just chairs sitting around like it

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Speaker 1: when when she recites her poetry and I was high,

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Speaker 1: got it and she started speaking because her words just

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Speaker 1: made your horn a bit Wow, look at you? Did

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Speaker 1: you not see me? I started making out during your performance.

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Speaker 1: I was just right there. I was just like busy

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Speaker 1: so we know how hard that is. And mind you,

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Speaker 1: she doesn't hate when Mandy does the teacher thing. Everybody

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Speaker 1: don't know, but honestly, that's the thing to her. Words

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Speaker 1: And she's really cool about monologues. When I went to

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Speaker 1: ain't gonna I'm so shocked that you're so soft tone today,

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Speaker 1: because baby you was powerful. It was a whole room

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Speaker 1: a very strict rule. The number one is that I

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Speaker 1: do not use microphones when I perform. I'm the pussy poet,

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Speaker 1: and that is just it. You're gonna shut then up

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Speaker 1: and you're gonna listen. That's it. Which is the second rule.

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Speaker 1: You're gonna shut the fun up and then you're gonna listen.

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Speaker 1: I'm just thinking, like you demand we were talking about delivery.

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Speaker 1: I think there's the same thing when like people like

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Speaker 1: I don't want to stay in bad You could say

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Speaker 1: You look ahead, Danny lay sorry, you are not going

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Speaker 1: Oh my bitch. Anyway, We're gonna get into our black

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Speaker 1: s excellence? Are black s excellence? Today is from someone

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Speaker 1: who has passed um. But it's Ernestine x Sign. X

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Speaker 1: Sign was a leader in the New York chapter of

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Speaker 1: Daughters of Beliates Belidus I think it's Belidus, the first

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Speaker 1: um are new to watching the show, our vanilla ship

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Speaker 1: is sex in the news. This one, a man died

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Speaker 1: said honey like mixed it. You mean actually using honey

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Speaker 1: as lube. It's honey based loop. The whole thing is

425
00:23:51,440 --> 00:23:54,760
Speaker 1: not honey. Can't exactly give you the ins and outs

426
00:23:54,840 --> 00:23:57,600
Speaker 1: of it, or the inner workings or everything that's included.

427
00:23:57,640 --> 00:24:00,160
Speaker 1: But it's not just honey. It's honey based. Okay, that's

428
00:24:00,160 --> 00:24:03,000
Speaker 1: the organs off your dick. Yeah, I lick it off

429
00:24:03,040 --> 00:24:04,640
Speaker 1: of a dick. But to be fair, if you gonna

430
00:24:04,680 --> 00:24:09,359
Speaker 1: lick it off, the dick gonna go inside. It's okay

431
00:24:09,440 --> 00:24:15,119
Speaker 1: to wash in between. But you know, we should normalize that.

432
00:24:15,240 --> 00:24:18,360
Speaker 1: Though it slips the mind. You can definitely get into

433
00:24:18,480 --> 00:24:21,720
Speaker 1: all of the oral fantastic names to that point. We

434
00:24:21,920 --> 00:24:27,080
Speaker 1: absolutely should because sex a sex do not do not

435
00:24:27,240 --> 00:24:32,320
Speaker 1: allowing the boys when watchorn and that happens, I guess

436
00:24:32,359 --> 00:24:34,760
Speaker 1: so bothered It's so funny because like, I could be

437
00:24:34,800 --> 00:24:37,240
Speaker 1: in the middle of sucking Djane and by that I

438
00:24:37,280 --> 00:24:40,040
Speaker 1: mean the motion and I'm in there. I mean there,

439
00:24:40,920 --> 00:24:44,680
Speaker 1: and I'm like, you know, you're like so similar to

440
00:24:44,720 --> 00:24:47,720
Speaker 1: my noise. It like in the middle of the ship.

441
00:24:47,800 --> 00:24:51,160
Speaker 1: I'm watching it and I'm like, oh, oh my god.

442
00:24:52,040 --> 00:24:54,719
Speaker 1: And she does poor and she should do and then

443
00:24:54,760 --> 00:24:56,760
Speaker 1: I'd be looking for John and it's probably just an edit.

444
00:24:56,840 --> 00:24:59,000
Speaker 1: They probably did stop. But the way you're watching it,

445
00:24:59,160 --> 00:25:01,080
Speaker 1: not the ship I watched, ain't that elaborate. I watch

446
00:25:01,200 --> 00:25:04,960
Speaker 1: gross Sperma parties like come everywhere, as you guys know,

447
00:25:05,000 --> 00:25:07,360
Speaker 1: I like book cockey. Wow, my mom's starting to watch

448
00:25:07,400 --> 00:25:09,639
Speaker 1: the shows. What kind of helped me back? She was like,

449
00:25:09,720 --> 00:25:12,600
Speaker 1: I have YouTube. I was like, okay, do you know

450
00:25:12,640 --> 00:25:15,000
Speaker 1: I've blocked her on Instagram right, so now she has

451
00:25:15,040 --> 00:25:16,680
Speaker 1: to just be all up on Mandy's dick to figure

452
00:25:16,680 --> 00:25:18,600
Speaker 1: out what's going on. I mean she does, and I

453
00:25:18,680 --> 00:25:20,399
Speaker 1: don't know how she thinks she could figure out anything

454
00:25:20,400 --> 00:25:23,240
Speaker 1: you're doing with my ship because horrible decisions. Oh yeah,

455
00:25:23,240 --> 00:25:25,719
Speaker 1: I do post the clip the long story short, um,

456
00:25:26,240 --> 00:25:28,320
Speaker 1: book cocky is the type of part I like to watch.

457
00:25:28,359 --> 00:25:33,840
Speaker 1: Google a jewel and huh, you throw book cocky party

458
00:25:34,440 --> 00:25:41,760
Speaker 1: quite a few things. Let's about before yeah, tell us

459
00:25:41,800 --> 00:25:44,879
Speaker 1: about what type of party? So a book cockey party?

460
00:25:45,160 --> 00:25:48,840
Speaker 1: Can you explain how maybe that would be advertised? If

461
00:25:48,880 --> 00:25:51,359
Speaker 1: I shouldn't go, then, like, how does that work? I

462
00:25:51,560 --> 00:25:54,879
Speaker 1: don't do a lot of advertisements for any type of

463
00:25:55,119 --> 00:25:57,680
Speaker 1: sex party. Do you bring one woman to about book

464
00:25:57,680 --> 00:25:59,800
Speaker 1: cockey party so that men can come on one woman?

465
00:26:00,119 --> 00:26:03,000
Speaker 1: Or is it if it's a party, it's a party.

466
00:26:03,720 --> 00:26:08,800
Speaker 1: Its specifically in that realm, people break off into groups. Okay,

467
00:26:08,880 --> 00:26:12,840
Speaker 1: there's always multiple rooms available or different spaces available, different

468
00:26:12,880 --> 00:26:16,959
Speaker 1: pieces of furniture available for whoever wants to do whatever,

469
00:26:17,160 --> 00:26:18,680
Speaker 1: to do whatever it is that they want to do.

470
00:26:19,080 --> 00:26:22,639
Speaker 1: But it's but people know that they're coming for bookaki

471
00:26:22,720 --> 00:26:25,800
Speaker 1: though I don't do a lot of like social media

472
00:26:25,880 --> 00:26:29,000
Speaker 1: promotion because Instagram is already on my app, which is

473
00:26:29,040 --> 00:26:31,520
Speaker 1: why you couldn't find my profile. It was they hate

474
00:26:31,560 --> 00:26:34,480
Speaker 1: me in like Instagram hates me. But it's okay, I

475
00:26:34,480 --> 00:26:36,439
Speaker 1: hate it. But let's dig into the come. So if

476
00:26:36,480 --> 00:26:41,320
Speaker 1: I came to a come party, right, bring we kind

477
00:26:41,320 --> 00:26:43,680
Speaker 1: of cup. It's gonna be a lot of if you

478
00:26:43,800 --> 00:26:48,920
Speaker 1: like it. So it's just funny because I actually don't

479
00:26:51,080 --> 00:26:53,480
Speaker 1: of the Bukaki videos if you watch it right, there's

480
00:26:53,480 --> 00:26:55,280
Speaker 1: a lot of people that have spoons or they're like

481
00:26:55,359 --> 00:26:57,720
Speaker 1: feed other women with it. But I don't like that

482
00:26:57,760 --> 00:26:59,200
Speaker 1: part because I just like the dick in it and

483
00:26:59,240 --> 00:27:02,600
Speaker 1: I think, come on, bodies is hot, So you would

484
00:27:02,960 --> 00:27:04,840
Speaker 1: you would get the couch in the corner where you

485
00:27:04,960 --> 00:27:07,280
Speaker 1: just tell everyone to come dump it on you out

486
00:27:07,320 --> 00:27:09,920
Speaker 1: of their dicks. Though if I were to do this,

487
00:27:11,680 --> 00:27:13,240
Speaker 1: that would be what I would want to do if

488
00:27:13,280 --> 00:27:16,240
Speaker 1: I were to do it, But I'm not saying I

489
00:27:16,280 --> 00:27:17,680
Speaker 1: would do it, but just tell me where it is.

490
00:27:24,480 --> 00:27:26,399
Speaker 1: What other type of parties do you throw that are

491
00:27:26,480 --> 00:27:30,560
Speaker 1: kink focused, because Bukaki is clearly want thank you swingers

492
00:27:30,680 --> 00:27:33,679
Speaker 1: parties as well. A lot of the lingerie parties are

493
00:27:33,760 --> 00:27:36,919
Speaker 1: very like inclusive. That's the people who are already involved

494
00:27:36,960 --> 00:27:41,399
Speaker 1: in the community stressing inclusive as in it does not

495
00:27:41,560 --> 00:27:44,760
Speaker 1: matter what your gender or identification is awesome, you are

496
00:27:44,880 --> 00:27:47,320
Speaker 1: more than welcome to come and enjoy the activities of

497
00:27:47,359 --> 00:27:50,359
Speaker 1: a safe space like that. Anywhere I am is a

498
00:27:50,480 --> 00:27:53,560
Speaker 1: safe space. There's this is no judgment zone. I don't

499
00:27:53,560 --> 00:27:55,800
Speaker 1: play that. How have you been able to manage still

500
00:27:56,080 --> 00:27:59,640
Speaker 1: keeping up with those parties during covid Ian the Pussy Poet,

501
00:28:00,280 --> 00:28:02,320
Speaker 1: it's very hard to tell me no and make me listen.

502
00:28:02,840 --> 00:28:06,280
Speaker 1: Oh okay, but like from an elaborate sense, like if

503
00:28:06,320 --> 00:28:10,320
Speaker 1: you can't, I'm a certain how do you keep yourself safe? Yeah,

504
00:28:10,720 --> 00:28:13,600
Speaker 1: you don't do a venue house. Okay, that makes sense.

505
00:28:14,520 --> 00:28:18,119
Speaker 1: That's why the covid still here. Wait, you have various

506
00:28:18,200 --> 00:28:24,560
Speaker 1: types of furniture like this is because when I watch it,

507
00:28:24,960 --> 00:28:27,480
Speaker 1: Like I've been watching Boukocki for years and I realized

508
00:28:27,480 --> 00:28:29,800
Speaker 1: I like a certain type of bookocky, right, Like I

509
00:28:29,960 --> 00:28:32,520
Speaker 1: like one or two girls there and it's like come

510
00:28:32,560 --> 00:28:34,160
Speaker 1: and they keep getting sucked. That's what I like. That's

511
00:28:34,160 --> 00:28:35,800
Speaker 1: why I like when a dude can come and keep

512
00:28:35,840 --> 00:28:38,280
Speaker 1: sucking me. It's like super exciting because that, to me

513
00:28:38,520 --> 00:28:41,640
Speaker 1: is already enough boococky for me. Right, Like, I just

514
00:28:41,760 --> 00:28:45,040
Speaker 1: like seeing the come during sex. I'm trying to figure

515
00:28:45,040 --> 00:28:47,280
Speaker 1: out what I like about it because right, but when

516
00:28:47,320 --> 00:28:50,720
Speaker 1: you said furniture, like because a lot of people like

517
00:28:50,800 --> 00:28:53,240
Speaker 1: to come everywhere, and you're saying, and Mandy was talking

518
00:28:53,280 --> 00:28:56,160
Speaker 1: about a guy before who like to come on hotel furniture, Yeah,

519
00:28:56,200 --> 00:28:58,440
Speaker 1: he just he just liked to. I didn't realize that

520
00:28:58,560 --> 00:29:00,880
Speaker 1: was a part of BOOKCOCKI but like, what do you

521
00:29:01,000 --> 00:29:02,520
Speaker 1: do do you have to get a piece that you're like,

522
00:29:02,560 --> 00:29:04,680
Speaker 1: I know, I'm gonna throw this out. Yeah, like the

523
00:29:04,760 --> 00:29:07,040
Speaker 1: type of pardnature. Oh, you just clean and clean it.

524
00:29:07,960 --> 00:29:10,760
Speaker 1: You just clean the come. How do you clean come

525
00:29:10,800 --> 00:29:17,040
Speaker 1: out of furniture? I'm curious for ours for listen, Babrick.

526
00:29:17,880 --> 00:29:22,240
Speaker 1: Definitely use the powder. What the fun is it? What

527
00:29:22,360 --> 00:29:24,200
Speaker 1: the fund is it? What the fund is it? Powder

528
00:29:24,280 --> 00:29:32,400
Speaker 1: making powder that with outsider vinegar, like a very very

529
00:29:32,480 --> 00:29:35,120
Speaker 1: little bit of apple cider vinegar and some water. Just

530
00:29:35,280 --> 00:29:37,880
Speaker 1: shake it up, spray, allow it to lift the stain.

531
00:29:38,920 --> 00:29:44,240
Speaker 1: Nobody especially they got baker sola and apple house. I

532
00:29:44,320 --> 00:29:47,120
Speaker 1: used baking soda sometimes don't matter. I know, referator like

533
00:29:47,280 --> 00:29:50,280
Speaker 1: if I have fish or something in there, open bacon soda,

534
00:29:50,360 --> 00:29:53,040
Speaker 1: keep in the refrigerator. I feel like gonna trust you.

535
00:29:53,080 --> 00:29:56,200
Speaker 1: You gotta come all over the ship as long as

536
00:29:56,200 --> 00:29:58,320
Speaker 1: it's clean. I mean, you know you can tell like

537
00:29:58,800 --> 00:30:00,800
Speaker 1: get the black light, you get the black light, you

538
00:30:00,920 --> 00:30:05,160
Speaker 1: run about the black light showing. Let me tell you something.

539
00:30:05,280 --> 00:30:08,240
Speaker 1: When my partner and I opened the studio, I was like, look,

540
00:30:08,720 --> 00:30:10,400
Speaker 1: I'm letting you know right now, this cou these are

541
00:30:10,480 --> 00:30:13,840
Speaker 1: this is expensive furniture. This is cbeach. Nobody is sucking

542
00:30:13,880 --> 00:30:18,400
Speaker 1: in here except except you, except what I see what

543
00:30:18,720 --> 00:30:24,160
Speaker 1: I haven't like nobody. Do you have a black fight?

544
00:30:24,240 --> 00:30:27,040
Speaker 1: Which okay, no, no, no, there's no way. No better

545
00:30:27,120 --> 00:30:29,520
Speaker 1: not have been mother fucking black light. The chairs a

546
00:30:29,600 --> 00:30:31,000
Speaker 1: little bit cheaper, but no one better have came on.

547
00:30:31,040 --> 00:30:33,400
Speaker 1: The couch is a custom guy. Let me gonna No

548
00:30:33,440 --> 00:30:36,280
Speaker 1: one's couch is fine. The guest couch is fine. That's

549
00:30:36,320 --> 00:30:39,200
Speaker 1: from offering. But there's no staying where people can't. I cannot.

550
00:30:39,600 --> 00:30:41,400
Speaker 1: You're gonna do a cockie party in here. It's gonna

551
00:30:41,400 --> 00:30:43,840
Speaker 1: be on that couch. I We'll use the slider. We'll

552
00:30:43,880 --> 00:30:47,840
Speaker 1: get it week at this, at this very moment, I

553
00:30:47,960 --> 00:30:51,960
Speaker 1: do want to hand over the stage to use this clubhouse.

554
00:30:52,040 --> 00:30:59,520
Speaker 1: So long moderating home, My god, way, don't we get

555
00:30:59,560 --> 00:31:03,040
Speaker 1: into our horrible decision again. I am super excited because

556
00:31:03,040 --> 00:31:05,600
Speaker 1: this is the first time we have kind of had

557
00:31:06,600 --> 00:31:13,480
Speaker 1: erotic poetry spoken live on the show, so I kind

558
00:31:13,520 --> 00:31:16,120
Speaker 1: of gave you the realm. I would love for you

559
00:31:16,240 --> 00:31:18,080
Speaker 1: to have the power you had when I saw you.

560
00:31:18,520 --> 00:31:22,520
Speaker 1: But whichever poem you would like to share with our audience,

561
00:31:23,560 --> 00:31:29,240
Speaker 1: get into Pussy Poet the Goddess mode and action. But

562
00:31:29,360 --> 00:31:31,880
Speaker 1: there is a question though on if you rather hear

563
00:31:32,320 --> 00:31:35,640
Speaker 1: savage or touch me like a lady, fuck me like

564
00:31:35,680 --> 00:31:41,680
Speaker 1: a bit? Which the ladder, the ladder, the ladder. Yeah? Cool?

565
00:31:41,840 --> 00:31:44,520
Speaker 1: So before I even get into that, right, make sure

566
00:31:44,560 --> 00:31:47,720
Speaker 1: you'll follow me. Oh, we're gonna do all that is

567
00:31:47,760 --> 00:31:50,560
Speaker 1: a description. We'll sure you follow me. And if for

568
00:31:50,680 --> 00:31:53,640
Speaker 1: whatever reason my main page do not pop up, because

569
00:31:53,680 --> 00:31:56,000
Speaker 1: like I said, Instagram hates me, you can follow my

570
00:31:56,080 --> 00:32:00,800
Speaker 1: business page at Goddess Empress. Get you some guys, Thank you,

571
00:32:01,000 --> 00:32:02,560
Speaker 1: Thank you all. And I want to be sure they

572
00:32:02,680 --> 00:32:06,640
Speaker 1: hear you talking to that baby girl? Are we good

573
00:32:06,680 --> 00:32:10,760
Speaker 1: on the audio here? You're you're perfect perfect? All right? Well, yes,

574
00:32:10,960 --> 00:32:13,160
Speaker 1: my name is some Marva the Pussy Poets, and it's

575
00:32:13,200 --> 00:32:15,680
Speaker 1: p vss y. The V is for vagina. If you

576
00:32:15,680 --> 00:32:19,479
Speaker 1: don't eat pussy, we can't be friends. Period. The name

577
00:32:19,520 --> 00:32:21,280
Speaker 1: of the piece is touched me like a lady, Me

578
00:32:21,320 --> 00:32:26,320
Speaker 1: like a rich and yeah, I want to be touched

579
00:32:26,440 --> 00:32:29,720
Speaker 1: like a lady and funck like a bit and I

580
00:32:29,880 --> 00:32:32,560
Speaker 1: want to be twerking as I'm throwing it back and

581
00:32:32,640 --> 00:32:36,400
Speaker 1: carlling you daddy and ship, and I want slow fingers

582
00:32:36,520 --> 00:32:39,920
Speaker 1: tracing and caressing down my spine. Is your tongue flick

583
00:32:40,000 --> 00:32:42,440
Speaker 1: my and you're repeating this pussy is mine. And then

584
00:32:43,160 --> 00:32:44,920
Speaker 1: you flip me on my back and you kiss every

585
00:32:45,000 --> 00:32:49,080
Speaker 1: inch of me. Your fingers and my juices they're flicking

586
00:32:49,360 --> 00:32:56,440
Speaker 1: and plucking. So I'm coming and oh baby, fuck me

587
00:32:56,640 --> 00:32:58,840
Speaker 1: like a bitch, but touch me like a lady. I

588
00:32:58,960 --> 00:33:01,520
Speaker 1: want you word used to dance circles in my head

589
00:33:01,600 --> 00:33:03,920
Speaker 1: like your tongue flicks this click in bed and I

590
00:33:04,080 --> 00:33:07,280
Speaker 1: want fingers slowly into twine as you look me in

591
00:33:07,360 --> 00:33:09,480
Speaker 1: my eyes and nibble on my neck with bites so

592
00:33:09,720 --> 00:33:13,840
Speaker 1: so I'm so slippery at my opening and my soul

593
00:33:14,040 --> 00:33:17,800
Speaker 1: takes off, and you rub my entiety slowly with your

594
00:33:17,840 --> 00:33:20,360
Speaker 1: strong hands and we kiss. Says you touched me like

595
00:33:20,440 --> 00:33:23,960
Speaker 1: a lady as you sucked me like a bit, so forceful,

596
00:33:24,000 --> 00:33:26,360
Speaker 1: so tasty. Our tongue is connect and I feel your

597
00:33:26,400 --> 00:33:29,920
Speaker 1: hand wrapped slowly around my neck and I'm moan and

598
00:33:30,000 --> 00:33:31,960
Speaker 1: look you're writing your eyes until you give me my

599
00:33:32,080 --> 00:33:35,440
Speaker 1: dick because you know that ship mind free on around

600
00:33:35,480 --> 00:33:37,600
Speaker 1: my waist and onto your lap. My body slides and

601
00:33:37,840 --> 00:33:41,680
Speaker 1: um sitting on your Indian style. I grind my hips slow, pussy,

602
00:33:41,720 --> 00:33:44,040
Speaker 1: weaton tight around you. I hear your low groans, and

603
00:33:44,200 --> 00:33:47,160
Speaker 1: I tell you fuck me harder, and you digg into

604
00:33:47,240 --> 00:33:51,800
Speaker 1: me deep and daddy, daddy, I'm gonna come if you

605
00:33:52,240 --> 00:33:55,680
Speaker 1: keep sliding against these walls on eighty you sucking me

606
00:33:55,800 --> 00:33:57,880
Speaker 1: like a bit. You're touching me like a lady. But

607
00:33:58,760 --> 00:34:00,920
Speaker 1: right when I feel my body and ready, I'm laying

608
00:34:00,960 --> 00:34:03,160
Speaker 1: down again. Oh so slow and so steady. But my

609
00:34:03,640 --> 00:34:06,480
Speaker 1: eyes closed so tight, I didn't even see you making

610
00:34:06,600 --> 00:34:10,799
Speaker 1: your way to eat this pussy. And I gas at

611
00:34:10,840 --> 00:34:13,000
Speaker 1: the feel of your warm breath against me. You sucking

612
00:34:13,080 --> 00:34:15,399
Speaker 1: in my spot so good. I get aunty like oh,

613
00:34:16,200 --> 00:34:18,200
Speaker 1: and my body starts to tremble, and my body starts

614
00:34:18,239 --> 00:34:20,120
Speaker 1: to shake. His eye cry out to the heavens, and

615
00:34:20,200 --> 00:34:25,080
Speaker 1: I squirt on your face. And this pussy is water

616
00:34:26,040 --> 00:34:27,800
Speaker 1: and maybe that is your potion, but please do not

617
00:34:27,920 --> 00:34:29,680
Speaker 1: trying to need you to swim in this ocean. That's

618
00:34:29,719 --> 00:34:32,319
Speaker 1: your fingers danced around my clinton. They play, and they

619
00:34:32,400 --> 00:34:36,160
Speaker 1: play into the spoke, into the potion sprays, and you say, oh,

620
00:34:36,560 --> 00:34:39,160
Speaker 1: and you get a taste. Go faster, baby, pick up

621
00:34:39,200 --> 00:34:42,160
Speaker 1: the paste. But wait, because I'm not trying to love you.

622
00:34:42,280 --> 00:34:43,920
Speaker 1: Just sit your grass down, let me bounce with it

623
00:34:43,960 --> 00:34:46,479
Speaker 1: and you. But don't touch me because I can spread

624
00:34:46,520 --> 00:34:48,520
Speaker 1: my own cheeks as I sit down and he was slowing,

625
00:34:48,560 --> 00:34:51,160
Speaker 1: you was sliding to me deep. Don't touch me because

626
00:34:51,200 --> 00:34:53,760
Speaker 1: I can bring it up to the tip pussy queefs

627
00:34:54,040 --> 00:34:57,000
Speaker 1: as I sit back down to the balls dick all

628
00:34:57,120 --> 00:35:00,040
Speaker 1: and my walls. Don't touch me as I bring it

629
00:35:00,080 --> 00:35:02,200
Speaker 1: around you here the sweet sound of the harmonies that

630
00:35:02,280 --> 00:35:04,080
Speaker 1: I sing as I turned around and face you with

631
00:35:04,160 --> 00:35:07,360
Speaker 1: the dick still in. Don't touch me as I wrapped

632
00:35:07,400 --> 00:35:09,520
Speaker 1: my arms around you for support, and I sway sleigh

633
00:35:09,520 --> 00:35:11,720
Speaker 1: and they as I robbed that horse. Because I'm the beast,

634
00:35:12,239 --> 00:35:14,080
Speaker 1: they don't need to slow down. When I go down

635
00:35:14,160 --> 00:35:16,640
Speaker 1: my feast on your pre come play with my pussy

636
00:35:16,719 --> 00:35:18,880
Speaker 1: till we come. Took my head back. I played with

637
00:35:18,960 --> 00:35:21,080
Speaker 1: your bull sack and suck the soul right out your

638
00:35:21,160 --> 00:35:23,759
Speaker 1: dick hole. And then we lay there in each other's eyes,

639
00:35:23,800 --> 00:35:26,080
Speaker 1: we stare, we are body the body. We all all

640
00:35:26,160 --> 00:35:29,520
Speaker 1: cuddled up. This is sweet relaxation after making rough love,

641
00:35:29,600 --> 00:35:31,759
Speaker 1: and with my head on your chest, I'm thinking this

642
00:35:31,880 --> 00:35:33,600
Speaker 1: is the best and I can't wait for the next

643
00:35:33,640 --> 00:35:39,799
Speaker 1: time we get to have some rough sex peace. Yeah,

644
00:35:39,800 --> 00:35:45,000
Speaker 1: I don't want to we need some sound. I'm not gonna.

645
00:35:45,040 --> 00:35:46,520
Speaker 1: I didn't need to laugh. I'm only laugh because you

646
00:35:46,520 --> 00:35:53,600
Speaker 1: said no, you don't understand when she was like okay,

647
00:35:53,800 --> 00:35:57,960
Speaker 1: you know when she was It just that had me

648
00:35:58,200 --> 00:36:02,800
Speaker 1: like grinding. Also to remember that you did all of it?

649
00:36:02,960 --> 00:36:10,640
Speaker 1: How hunger did you write that? Twenty seventeen? When you

650
00:36:10,760 --> 00:36:13,320
Speaker 1: write new ship? Do you have to look at your phone? No?

651
00:36:13,760 --> 00:36:16,239
Speaker 1: I don't write in my phone. How do you yet?

652
00:36:16,320 --> 00:36:18,080
Speaker 1: So how do you write? And when did you start

653
00:36:18,719 --> 00:36:23,960
Speaker 1: the poetry like this? Like, were you writing j No,

654
00:36:24,920 --> 00:36:28,200
Speaker 1: that's how do you get my good ship? I hate you?

655
00:36:28,480 --> 00:36:33,279
Speaker 1: I have in the past. He looks. She's like, all right, well,

656
00:36:33,400 --> 00:36:37,880
Speaker 1: you know that's what I was saying. But when did

657
00:36:37,960 --> 00:36:40,520
Speaker 1: you start writing erotic poetry? And did it come? Did you?

658
00:36:40,600 --> 00:36:43,560
Speaker 1: Were you inspired by books or another poet? Yeah? So

659
00:36:43,880 --> 00:36:47,000
Speaker 1: when I was in middle school, oh god, we all

660
00:36:47,040 --> 00:36:51,560
Speaker 1: have the same story. Everybody was reading Zane books, and

661
00:36:51,840 --> 00:36:55,000
Speaker 1: everybody was reading Zane books and Tommy Reynolds, right, so

662
00:36:55,280 --> 00:36:58,000
Speaker 1: by the time that I want to actually pick the

663
00:36:58,000 --> 00:36:59,480
Speaker 1: book up and see what the hell was going on?

664
00:37:00,000 --> 00:37:01,800
Speaker 1: All the pages would be folded down and had the

665
00:37:01,840 --> 00:37:05,359
Speaker 1: sex parts. Nobody was reading the actual books. They were

666
00:37:05,440 --> 00:37:07,560
Speaker 1: just reading the sex parts. And as I'm reading through

667
00:37:07,600 --> 00:37:12,759
Speaker 1: this ship and I'm like, okay, I can do better

668
00:37:12,840 --> 00:37:14,560
Speaker 1: than this. I was a whole virgin at that point.

669
00:37:14,640 --> 00:37:17,320
Speaker 1: Let me also add that, oh, I know people, some

670
00:37:17,480 --> 00:37:21,239
Speaker 1: people you know. Yeah, I was having sex, started having sex.

671
00:37:21,360 --> 00:37:24,480
Speaker 1: We're still like sexual beings. We just maybe haven't navigated

672
00:37:24,520 --> 00:37:26,600
Speaker 1: that way. Like a lot of virgins listened to the show. Yeah,

673
00:37:26,640 --> 00:37:28,920
Speaker 1: but outside of even seen. I used to sneak to

674
00:37:28,960 --> 00:37:32,520
Speaker 1: watch Bliss when it came on TV, and I don't

675
00:37:32,520 --> 00:37:35,799
Speaker 1: even remember what show that was real sex. And then

676
00:37:35,920 --> 00:37:39,279
Speaker 1: then you hadn see like we got to see it

677
00:37:39,360 --> 00:37:41,799
Speaker 1: even when we weren't. So you said you read these

678
00:37:42,320 --> 00:37:44,200
Speaker 1: you were still a virgin, but then you started to

679
00:37:44,239 --> 00:37:47,279
Speaker 1: write your own. Yeah, I'm like this, this is not it. Like,

680
00:37:47,560 --> 00:37:50,840
Speaker 1: if this is what's exciting you, let me put my

681
00:37:50,960 --> 00:37:53,759
Speaker 1: little spin on this, and I'm gonna excite you double time.

682
00:37:54,000 --> 00:37:56,040
Speaker 1: And that's what I started doing. When I started writing

683
00:37:56,080 --> 00:37:59,439
Speaker 1: erotic poetry. It was nothing but rewrites of the ship.

684
00:37:59,520 --> 00:38:03,080
Speaker 1: That I was in the books is because I knew no,

685
00:38:03,400 --> 00:38:06,480
Speaker 1: no shade tou Zane or to any of the other erotica.

686
00:38:07,320 --> 00:38:09,239
Speaker 1: She didn't come on our show twice we scheduled with her.

687
00:38:09,320 --> 00:38:15,000
Speaker 1: That's true, she did y you know, because we're in

688
00:38:15,040 --> 00:38:18,360
Speaker 1: the same we're we're in the same field. You know.

689
00:38:18,480 --> 00:38:22,680
Speaker 1: I wouldn't I wouldn't do that. But that us not her.

690
00:38:22,880 --> 00:38:27,520
Speaker 1: I just knew from then like this, this is not it.

691
00:38:27,800 --> 00:38:29,800
Speaker 1: I'm better than this. I can't be better than this.

692
00:38:29,920 --> 00:38:31,600
Speaker 1: I will be better than this. So that's what it

693
00:38:31,680 --> 00:38:35,040
Speaker 1: turned into, being one stuff like Valentine's they started happening.

694
00:38:35,120 --> 00:38:38,360
Speaker 1: People had their little boyfriend's girlfriends anniversaries coming up and

695
00:38:38,400 --> 00:38:40,759
Speaker 1: all that ship. Then it was yo, juice, can you

696
00:38:42,280 --> 00:38:45,040
Speaker 1: he was writing cards for people. I was writing poems.

697
00:38:45,680 --> 00:38:48,279
Speaker 1: Mark You know, no, but that's what that's when you

698
00:38:48,320 --> 00:38:52,400
Speaker 1: get it blanks. They would get the cute blank cards inside.

699
00:38:52,520 --> 00:38:55,520
Speaker 1: Are you definitely writing on loose leaf paper? Oh? In

700
00:38:55,640 --> 00:38:58,799
Speaker 1: printer paper? Did you have like whatever paper was there

701
00:38:58,880 --> 00:39:02,520
Speaker 1: in the art class? Oh? Ships? What did your teacher

702
00:39:02,520 --> 00:39:06,399
Speaker 1: ever find you write? And ship like that? With my mother,

703
00:39:06,800 --> 00:39:09,000
Speaker 1: That's what I was gonna get to. She was a

704
00:39:09,080 --> 00:39:12,759
Speaker 1: pussy poet before I was, So there there's no my

705
00:39:12,880 --> 00:39:16,960
Speaker 1: mom knows fully and extensively everything that I do. I

706
00:39:17,080 --> 00:39:25,239
Speaker 1: love that and like good hold down, she she went out,

707
00:39:25,280 --> 00:39:30,080
Speaker 1: how she got here? There we go? Okay, So when

708
00:39:30,160 --> 00:39:33,439
Speaker 1: did you start doing this in your everyday life? Because

709
00:39:33,560 --> 00:39:35,840
Speaker 1: clearly in middle school is just a hobby, it's what

710
00:39:36,040 --> 00:39:38,520
Speaker 1: you know you enjoy doing. But when did you uh

711
00:39:38,680 --> 00:39:41,759
Speaker 1: introduce this into your adult life. I'm gonna say right,

712
00:39:41,920 --> 00:39:45,480
Speaker 1: like after graduating high school because the same thing was

713
00:39:45,520 --> 00:39:49,000
Speaker 1: continuing throughout my high school career, just writing little side

714
00:39:49,040 --> 00:39:53,400
Speaker 1: stuff for people, writing out my own little whatever it was.

715
00:39:53,480 --> 00:39:57,720
Speaker 1: I won't call them fantasies. Um, I'll call them manifestations,

716
00:39:58,120 --> 00:39:59,879
Speaker 1: right because the ship that I used to think about

717
00:40:00,000 --> 00:40:01,640
Speaker 1: as a teenager like Okay, well I'm gonna do this,

718
00:40:01,719 --> 00:40:03,040
Speaker 1: and I'm gonna do this and I'm gonna do this,

719
00:40:03,560 --> 00:40:06,360
Speaker 1: I actually turned around and did within like a week's period,

720
00:40:06,640 --> 00:40:08,560
Speaker 1: Like I don't want to sit here pondering on it,

721
00:40:08,680 --> 00:40:11,319
Speaker 1: on what if? And maybe I want to know if

722
00:40:11,360 --> 00:40:13,759
Speaker 1: this ship is gonna be the vibes. So I'm and

723
00:40:13,760 --> 00:40:17,759
Speaker 1: you're talking about sex now mostly everything as far as fantasies,

724
00:40:17,800 --> 00:40:19,960
Speaker 1: I guess what was one of the things that you

725
00:40:20,080 --> 00:40:22,360
Speaker 1: wrote about that then you did and you were like

726
00:40:22,480 --> 00:40:25,560
Speaker 1: this is exactly how I envisioned it. So my first

727
00:40:25,680 --> 00:40:28,840
Speaker 1: ever girlfriend, the person I lost my virginity too. She's

728
00:40:29,040 --> 00:40:33,759
Speaker 1: very cool, vibes with the handstands, and I'm like, I

729
00:40:33,840 --> 00:40:35,400
Speaker 1: think I could do that. Maybe I could do that.

730
00:40:35,440 --> 00:40:38,800
Speaker 1: I'm gonna try to do that, actual hands, actual handstand.

731
00:40:38,840 --> 00:40:43,880
Speaker 1: The first time she used hands, he was on her

732
00:40:44,040 --> 00:40:46,799
Speaker 1: hands and then she was on one hand. Actually wrote

733
00:40:46,800 --> 00:40:48,960
Speaker 1: about it. I have a poem about It's called say Yes.

734
00:40:49,960 --> 00:40:51,960
Speaker 1: It is talking about like how we met each other,

735
00:40:52,480 --> 00:40:57,160
Speaker 1: the whole introduction. Yeah, that's a lot. You gotta be strong.

736
00:40:57,360 --> 00:41:01,680
Speaker 1: She hit me with the one hand, spread the lips like, okay,

737
00:41:02,200 --> 00:41:03,879
Speaker 1: I want to do that. I don't even have someone

738
00:41:04,880 --> 00:41:08,440
Speaker 1: hand I can build. You failed eating as I filled

739
00:41:08,560 --> 00:41:11,320
Speaker 1: with the hands that happened to a headstand, though we

740
00:41:11,480 --> 00:41:15,879
Speaker 1: do that. That's what handstands really difficult. Yeah, you gotta

741
00:41:15,960 --> 00:41:18,759
Speaker 1: hold your whole body up. Huh Yeah nah, I can

742
00:41:18,920 --> 00:41:21,319
Speaker 1: push it up halfway. Yeah, the crylic nails make it hard.

743
00:41:21,360 --> 00:41:25,359
Speaker 1: I'm sure that's sexy. Though I've never heard anybody talk

744
00:41:25,400 --> 00:41:27,760
Speaker 1: about eating pussy like I've heard like maybe some upside

745
00:41:27,760 --> 00:41:29,600
Speaker 1: down eating pussy like I've had nigs picked me up,

746
00:41:30,160 --> 00:41:32,759
Speaker 1: but never like imagine the blood rushing blood. That's how

747
00:41:32,840 --> 00:41:37,320
Speaker 1: you die. I can't sixty nine. Oh no, I's actually

748
00:41:37,320 --> 00:41:42,279
Speaker 1: about to keep going the poem. Want to like when

749
00:41:42,320 --> 00:41:44,040
Speaker 1: it comes down to be an upside down right, the

750
00:41:44,040 --> 00:41:46,000
Speaker 1: blood flow to blood rush and all that stuff. It

751
00:41:46,200 --> 00:41:50,680
Speaker 1: definitely is more enticing. I want to say, probably heightens

752
00:41:50,719 --> 00:41:53,040
Speaker 1: the orgasm. Yeah, I mean this is all like a right,

753
00:41:53,160 --> 00:41:55,200
Speaker 1: is when you're losing a little bit of oxygen to

754
00:41:55,280 --> 00:41:57,440
Speaker 1: the brain, you're able to just like, that's what a

755
00:41:57,480 --> 00:42:00,440
Speaker 1: pillow case do for me, bib Okay, I'm just saying, man,

756
00:42:00,560 --> 00:42:03,480
Speaker 1: he liked the pillow rather a very strong hand around

757
00:42:03,520 --> 00:42:06,480
Speaker 1: my throat. Really, I'm not a hand paid the pillow

758
00:42:06,520 --> 00:42:09,160
Speaker 1: case over your face. Yeah, the pillow case be over,

759
00:42:09,440 --> 00:42:10,800
Speaker 1: like you know, he used the pillow case in a

760
00:42:10,800 --> 00:42:14,800
Speaker 1: whole bunch of different yes, and he'll like tie it.

761
00:42:15,200 --> 00:42:17,359
Speaker 1: But like, I need to get a sat in pillow

762
00:42:17,400 --> 00:42:19,239
Speaker 1: case at this point because I'm like nigga lace front

763
00:42:19,320 --> 00:42:22,920
Speaker 1: cotton all my hair. The lace front was ruined after this,

764
00:42:23,280 --> 00:42:24,759
Speaker 1: but I was like, clearly I need to sat and

765
00:42:25,440 --> 00:42:28,120
Speaker 1: the one he wears the talk I really fun him.

766
00:42:28,600 --> 00:42:34,440
Speaker 1: No bond it yet really you but you know what

767
00:42:34,520 --> 00:42:39,759
Speaker 1: those I don't know if you could just like, I

768
00:42:39,840 --> 00:42:45,440
Speaker 1: don't give a fun hospital dick and put someone in

769
00:42:45,480 --> 00:42:49,799
Speaker 1: a hospital. It's that big, apparently, and she likes hospital dick,

770
00:42:51,000 --> 00:42:53,000
Speaker 1: but he'd be putting bitches in the hospital. I don't

771
00:42:53,000 --> 00:42:55,480
Speaker 1: know how that anal dil though I was gifted in

772
00:42:57,680 --> 00:43:00,600
Speaker 1: there and so so you don't feel so okay, you

773
00:43:00,600 --> 00:43:02,200
Speaker 1: don't gotta put it in there. But I mean the

774
00:43:02,480 --> 00:43:04,920
Speaker 1: size of the deal though you would probably love it.

775
00:43:05,200 --> 00:43:07,440
Speaker 1: I do love like she had King the Wars and

776
00:43:07,640 --> 00:43:10,279
Speaker 1: gave it away as a as a fucking raffle at

777
00:43:10,280 --> 00:43:13,759
Speaker 1: Alive Shore. And she's like, this is what. But you

778
00:43:13,840 --> 00:43:17,480
Speaker 1: don't think that dick was big? Like have you seen

779
00:43:17,520 --> 00:43:20,279
Speaker 1: his mold? King Nor? I did not. I've seen him

780
00:43:20,400 --> 00:43:23,360
Speaker 1: on Instagram. Oh no, that dick is man, it's like,

781
00:43:24,360 --> 00:43:29,800
Speaker 1: it's this, it's this. I don't believe he sent me

782
00:43:29,880 --> 00:43:31,920
Speaker 1: a picture of his dick next to the mold. His

783
00:43:32,080 --> 00:43:35,800
Speaker 1: dick is bigger than the mold. My nigger said, hell no, no,

784
00:43:36,040 --> 00:43:38,919
Speaker 1: it's what a god like I would like for people

785
00:43:38,920 --> 00:43:41,200
Speaker 1: who like fis thing. I know his kids came right

786
00:43:41,239 --> 00:43:45,719
Speaker 1: out what he already made the past. Even Jasmine said

787
00:43:45,719 --> 00:43:47,520
Speaker 1: that that's why it's easy for them to have this

788
00:43:47,719 --> 00:43:50,360
Speaker 1: like Polly type of open relationship because she said, I

789
00:43:50,400 --> 00:43:52,560
Speaker 1: can only take that dick once a week, like and

790
00:43:52,640 --> 00:43:54,920
Speaker 1: if you want to go more than that, Like no,

791
00:43:55,120 --> 00:43:57,719
Speaker 1: I agree, that's a gift that God gave you. And

792
00:43:58,040 --> 00:44:00,920
Speaker 1: it's like it's just he's just really the ultimate. Like

793
00:44:01,000 --> 00:44:02,840
Speaker 1: it just annoys you when people are that perfect, like

794
00:44:02,880 --> 00:44:05,399
Speaker 1: your dick. You're huge, and you're cute, and you're nice,

795
00:44:05,440 --> 00:44:08,080
Speaker 1: and you're nice and you're smart and intellectual and can

796
00:44:08,120 --> 00:44:11,320
Speaker 1: hold a conversation. Yes, but what kind of crazy is he?

797
00:44:12,200 --> 00:44:14,799
Speaker 1: We all know, Jasmine ain't tell us. Yeah, we don't

798
00:44:14,880 --> 00:44:23,520
Speaker 1: really do some twitch something something right? You get the

799
00:44:23,600 --> 00:44:26,040
Speaker 1: ear bite in the middle of the night, something wrong

800
00:44:26,040 --> 00:44:29,759
Speaker 1: with Have you ever written a palm? So like when

801
00:44:29,760 --> 00:44:32,759
Speaker 1: I get really good dick, I like sing songs, Oh

802
00:44:32,800 --> 00:44:35,040
Speaker 1: my god, that one song? May what do you have

803
00:44:35,120 --> 00:44:37,680
Speaker 1: another one? You have one that you're saying, what do

804
00:44:37,760 --> 00:44:40,440
Speaker 1: you do? Don't even be knowing? Do an ep? You

805
00:44:40,520 --> 00:44:43,080
Speaker 1: know what? The lyrics come to me after I have

806
00:44:43,360 --> 00:44:47,200
Speaker 1: the dick, and I'd be like that dick was so good.

807
00:44:48,920 --> 00:44:53,800
Speaker 1: Yeah it's bad. Shut the funk up, bitch, But do

808
00:44:53,960 --> 00:44:57,440
Speaker 1: you what do you could? She'd be coming from me

809
00:44:57,520 --> 00:45:01,000
Speaker 1: even though, yes, but I liked it. I like to

810
00:45:01,160 --> 00:45:03,759
Speaker 1: sing after a really good dick. Have you ever had

811
00:45:03,760 --> 00:45:07,160
Speaker 1: a dick ever inspired you to write poetry? Um? Most

812
00:45:07,239 --> 00:45:11,520
Speaker 1: of my poems are post sex poems. Do you throw

813
00:45:11,560 --> 00:45:13,920
Speaker 1: them away when you're done with the nigger? Like? No? No?

814
00:45:14,520 --> 00:45:22,600
Speaker 1: Touch me like? Um, touched me like a lady, me

815
00:45:22,680 --> 00:45:26,120
Speaker 1: like a Bitch's definitely about my ex fiance. Um. And

816
00:45:26,200 --> 00:45:27,880
Speaker 1: as much as I wish he would like fall off

817
00:45:27,920 --> 00:45:30,560
Speaker 1: a cliff and break into a million pieces and then

818
00:45:30,600 --> 00:45:32,480
Speaker 1: get eaten by a shark and maybe shipped out and

819
00:45:32,520 --> 00:45:37,919
Speaker 1: they eat by Um, No, it's that's actually my most

820
00:45:38,000 --> 00:45:43,000
Speaker 1: sold poem. That is my most performed piece. You're aquestion.

821
00:45:43,320 --> 00:45:46,839
Speaker 1: You are sucking a down. Yeah you need trash as man,

822
00:45:47,160 --> 00:45:51,600
Speaker 1: Yeah to make but she made it while you guys

823
00:45:51,680 --> 00:45:54,480
Speaker 1: were clearly in a good space. Do you have do

824
00:45:54,520 --> 00:45:58,520
Speaker 1: you have poetry for? I know, sex, like your erotic poetry,

825
00:45:58,600 --> 00:46:01,520
Speaker 1: But do you have poems from like how niggas ain't ship?

826
00:46:02,680 --> 00:46:04,880
Speaker 1: Or no? Is it really just about the feeling of sex?

827
00:46:05,440 --> 00:46:10,439
Speaker 1: So I've recently started venturing into we're not venturing into

828
00:46:10,600 --> 00:46:15,719
Speaker 1: I've always written poetry as a whole. My performance aspect

829
00:46:15,920 --> 00:46:19,759
Speaker 1: is erotic poetry. The book that I'm putting together right

830
00:46:19,840 --> 00:46:22,960
Speaker 1: now is a combination of erotic poetry and a lot

831
00:46:23,120 --> 00:46:25,400
Speaker 1: of other things. Let me help you with the ancient

832
00:46:25,480 --> 00:46:31,360
Speaker 1: nigga vone. I actually have a collage and a rolladex

833
00:46:31,440 --> 00:46:34,719
Speaker 1: of niggas that we could use for inspiration. Come on,

834
00:46:36,680 --> 00:46:40,160
Speaker 1: right now, therapist, right now, take a bound because the

835
00:46:40,239 --> 00:46:42,680
Speaker 1: nigga be spitting. Give me a little high cool. Let's

836
00:46:42,719 --> 00:46:46,280
Speaker 1: go do a little little I don't speak Japanese, but honestly,

837
00:46:46,719 --> 00:46:50,240
Speaker 1: I just feel that's really the only type of poem.

838
00:46:50,719 --> 00:46:54,240
Speaker 1: There's rhyman and then there's a high coup. Right, yeah,

839
00:46:54,320 --> 00:46:56,440
Speaker 1: that's all one other type of poetry. Like you got

840
00:46:56,560 --> 00:46:59,680
Speaker 1: a high cool already, I ain't gonna hold you. That

841
00:46:59,880 --> 00:47:03,840
Speaker 1: is the high eight. Like, yeah, huh, give me a poem. Wheezy, No,

842
00:47:04,520 --> 00:47:11,600
Speaker 1: why why can't these niggas really ain't no type of ship.

843
00:47:12,000 --> 00:47:15,600
Speaker 1: You're the whole I guess it could come on, wait,

844
00:47:15,640 --> 00:47:19,319
Speaker 1: that's the whole poem? Were we supposed to go back

845
00:47:19,320 --> 00:47:22,279
Speaker 1: and forth? Oh? This is like, can we do that?

846
00:47:22,440 --> 00:47:24,080
Speaker 1: The three of us? Maybe come up with a poem

847
00:47:24,280 --> 00:47:27,320
Speaker 1: right now, real quick. Okay, I'm here for it. Okay,

848
00:47:27,360 --> 00:47:31,000
Speaker 1: we know you are. We started like we're gonna go

849
00:47:31,080 --> 00:47:34,080
Speaker 1: wheezy using me. Let's see. So he told me he

850
00:47:34,160 --> 00:47:37,680
Speaker 1: loved me. That's after I put this pussy on his face.

851
00:47:39,040 --> 00:47:42,440
Speaker 1: But then he said, you're uber is outside and I said, nigga,

852
00:47:42,480 --> 00:47:46,040
Speaker 1: you a disgrace. My heart is kind of shook. It

853
00:47:46,120 --> 00:47:48,000
Speaker 1: that the uber part, because they nobody called let me

854
00:47:48,040 --> 00:47:52,200
Speaker 1: no that I put on. I'm just saying, but we're

855
00:47:52,200 --> 00:47:54,840
Speaker 1: talking about eight ship niggas, so of course this is

856
00:47:54,920 --> 00:47:58,120
Speaker 1: little that is just disrespectful. Yeah, you know what I mean.

857
00:47:58,560 --> 00:48:01,120
Speaker 1: Niggas be like you all cuddled up and they'll be like, so, babe,

858
00:48:01,120 --> 00:48:07,360
Speaker 1: what you're doing someone. I'm sure that niggas want me

859
00:48:07,400 --> 00:48:10,960
Speaker 1: to leave, but they never tell me like what you're

860
00:48:10,960 --> 00:48:12,880
Speaker 1: doing because I know I've hit that hit niggas with

861
00:48:12,960 --> 00:48:16,239
Speaker 1: dead too or been like no, okay, never mind, Maybe

862
00:48:16,280 --> 00:48:20,080
Speaker 1: I just really had some it. I think they know

863
00:48:20,280 --> 00:48:22,279
Speaker 1: that I'm like so emotional, like the thing with you

864
00:48:22,520 --> 00:48:26,200
Speaker 1: is like you don't wear your heart on your sleep. Yeah,

865
00:48:26,200 --> 00:48:28,919
Speaker 1: so these things probably text another bit like god, damn,

866
00:48:28,960 --> 00:48:31,360
Speaker 1: I'm sorry, like I wish you'd leave. But anyway, I

867
00:48:31,440 --> 00:48:34,359
Speaker 1: can't post because they're scared to tell me because I'm

868
00:48:34,360 --> 00:48:36,440
Speaker 1: too email. So that's why I think I get my

869
00:48:36,480 --> 00:48:39,200
Speaker 1: heart broke. They more psycho because now if they're scared

870
00:48:39,239 --> 00:48:41,000
Speaker 1: to tell you to go, maybe they're scared of you.

871
00:48:41,719 --> 00:48:49,359
Speaker 1: No both, she was giving me the both face. Just now, yeah, baby,

872
00:48:49,360 --> 00:48:52,440
Speaker 1: I'm a little psycho honestly, Like when I act psycho,

873
00:48:52,600 --> 00:48:55,319
Speaker 1: because like it's only happened like the older, I get

874
00:48:55,960 --> 00:48:59,439
Speaker 1: um my rage and I just blame it on being

875
00:48:59,440 --> 00:49:01,040
Speaker 1: from Florida. Be like you, I only be acting like

876
00:49:01,040 --> 00:49:05,719
Speaker 1: I want to fight. But it is when I act

877
00:49:05,760 --> 00:49:07,960
Speaker 1: like I want to fight bitches and want to fight bitches,

878
00:49:08,040 --> 00:49:10,000
Speaker 1: it's because I'm from Florida. Can't help it. Yes, I'm

879
00:49:10,040 --> 00:49:12,360
Speaker 1: like growing, I'm becoming a better person, but like this

880
00:49:12,600 --> 00:49:16,200
Speaker 1: is it was in the water. What's your sign? Oh god?

881
00:49:16,560 --> 00:49:18,920
Speaker 1: Oh here we go? Are we doing the Martin moons

882
00:49:18,960 --> 00:49:20,960
Speaker 1: and stars and universes and house? I don't want to

883
00:49:20,960 --> 00:49:22,760
Speaker 1: get my rising and ship because I thought we already

884
00:49:22,800 --> 00:49:24,680
Speaker 1: did it on the show Live. Okay, well they'd have

885
00:49:24,760 --> 00:49:25,640
Speaker 1: to find it. I don't want to give it in

886
00:49:25,640 --> 00:49:27,000
Speaker 1: a ship because like now that I got like a

887
00:49:27,040 --> 00:49:29,000
Speaker 1: brew how that I work with She'd be like yo,

888
00:49:29,320 --> 00:49:33,520
Speaker 1: she says, your psycho. I'm sure, Yeah, pisces. I know.

889
00:49:34,239 --> 00:49:37,000
Speaker 1: That's that's why she does read me a little bit sometimes,

890
00:49:37,680 --> 00:49:39,439
Speaker 1: but she doesn't in a nice way because she knows

891
00:49:39,680 --> 00:49:42,920
Speaker 1: my signs. So she was saying sh like, yeah, that

892
00:49:43,080 --> 00:49:45,399
Speaker 1: was toxic. But you know, since like, that's why we're

893
00:49:45,440 --> 00:49:48,000
Speaker 1: doing this call, because we're trying to get you moving forward,

894
00:49:49,800 --> 00:49:56,640
Speaker 1: she's nice, Um, well, before we get out of here,

895
00:49:56,640 --> 00:49:57,920
Speaker 1: and I want you to help us with this. This

896
00:49:58,080 --> 00:50:04,280
Speaker 1: is our homemail. The title of this is Only Fans Conflicted. Hi, ladies,

897
00:50:04,520 --> 00:50:07,120
Speaker 1: love the podcast and I tell all my friends to listen.

898
00:50:07,800 --> 00:50:11,240
Speaker 1: This is a random topic that isn't drawn from personal experience,

899
00:50:11,360 --> 00:50:14,759
Speaker 1: but I think it's an interesting discussion. What are your

900
00:50:14,840 --> 00:50:18,440
Speaker 1: thoughts on Only Fans because my views are completely conflicted.

901
00:50:19,040 --> 00:50:22,040
Speaker 1: On one hand, I support any platform that gives control

902
00:50:22,120 --> 00:50:25,279
Speaker 1: back to sex workers. The porn industry is pretty fucked

903
00:50:25,360 --> 00:50:27,920
Speaker 1: up with how they treat their performers, so I agree

904
00:50:27,960 --> 00:50:30,800
Speaker 1: with any platform that allows them to be paid directly

905
00:50:31,160 --> 00:50:35,120
Speaker 1: and control their content. However, if I were to see

906
00:50:35,160 --> 00:50:39,080
Speaker 1: a partner paying for content on Only Fans, it would

907
00:50:39,160 --> 00:50:42,000
Speaker 1: bother me. If I'm being honest, I would be skeptical

908
00:50:42,120 --> 00:50:45,879
Speaker 1: about the reason. I would question why free porn wasn't enough.

909
00:50:46,440 --> 00:50:49,520
Speaker 1: I recognize this as h hypocritical of me. How is

910
00:50:49,560 --> 00:50:51,719
Speaker 1: it fair to judge or be upset with someone for

911
00:50:51,800 --> 00:50:54,360
Speaker 1: doing exactly what I agree with? I guess it's easier

912
00:50:54,400 --> 00:50:57,000
Speaker 1: said than done until you're actually confronted with it. What

913
00:50:57,080 --> 00:50:59,200
Speaker 1: do you think would it bother you? Why is there

914
00:50:59,280 --> 00:51:02,400
Speaker 1: such a stigma against paid platforms when the majority of

915
00:51:02,520 --> 00:51:05,120
Speaker 1: people do enjoy porn? Thanks for all you do. I

916
00:51:05,200 --> 00:51:07,000
Speaker 1: look forward to the podcast every week, and I saw

917
00:51:07,120 --> 00:51:10,960
Speaker 1: your shaking your head because I know that you're in

918
00:51:11,120 --> 00:51:15,680
Speaker 1: this space. What are your thoughts when someone acts like

919
00:51:15,719 --> 00:51:17,560
Speaker 1: they're an ally? And I would say this is also

920
00:51:17,760 --> 00:51:19,680
Speaker 1: very honest, because I don't want to say that she

921
00:51:19,840 --> 00:51:22,239
Speaker 1: even is acting like an ally because it's just close

922
00:51:22,280 --> 00:51:25,920
Speaker 1: to home. She also says she wasn't speaking from her.

923
00:51:26,120 --> 00:51:28,520
Speaker 1: She said it wasn't, but I feel like it is.

924
00:51:28,600 --> 00:51:31,200
Speaker 1: But it's not like I'm asking for a friend friend.

925
00:51:31,880 --> 00:51:35,040
Speaker 1: But it's being simplistic answer to that, and that is

926
00:51:35,280 --> 00:51:39,719
Speaker 1: mind your fucking business, Okay, that's it. When it comes

927
00:51:39,800 --> 00:51:43,759
Speaker 1: down to it, people like to be cheap. You could

928
00:51:43,800 --> 00:51:47,200
Speaker 1: be dealing with the white collar, blue coll collar, a

929
00:51:47,360 --> 00:51:50,040
Speaker 1: scammer or a drug dealer. They're still going to try

930
00:51:50,120 --> 00:51:52,240
Speaker 1: to keep whatever money they can keep in their pocket,

931
00:51:52,280 --> 00:51:53,800
Speaker 1: which is while they'll go for the free ship like

932
00:51:53,920 --> 00:51:55,719
Speaker 1: porn hub. You don't know what the hell is going on.

933
00:51:55,960 --> 00:51:58,080
Speaker 1: You're not even paying attention. It's a storyline that you

934
00:51:58,160 --> 00:52:01,320
Speaker 1: don't care about. Your skipping through scene to find who's

935
00:52:01,320 --> 00:52:03,160
Speaker 1: fucking how they fucking waity fucking so you can not

936
00:52:03,360 --> 00:52:06,839
Speaker 1: intern it off. It should never be an issue where

937
00:52:07,000 --> 00:52:11,160
Speaker 1: you are supporting other people. A lot of the times

938
00:52:11,239 --> 00:52:14,680
Speaker 1: people here only fans, and the first thing is somebody

939
00:52:14,800 --> 00:52:18,240
Speaker 1: selling pussy, somebody selling date. There is whole cooking shows,

940
00:52:18,520 --> 00:52:24,280
Speaker 1: dance tutorials, I how to build a house. The purpose

941
00:52:24,360 --> 00:52:26,880
Speaker 1: of only fans is to be able to directly support

942
00:52:27,000 --> 00:52:30,839
Speaker 1: people who are sharing things with you. Well, it's it's crowdfunding, right,

943
00:52:31,080 --> 00:52:33,919
Speaker 1: It's just that with with only fans, I was gonna

944
00:52:33,960 --> 00:52:37,560
Speaker 1: say Patreon, Um, I actually thought about that as a podcast, right,

945
00:52:37,840 --> 00:52:41,360
Speaker 1: like they're they're emailing us now. But there is a

946
00:52:41,440 --> 00:52:45,520
Speaker 1: lot of issue with only fans and pornography and bank

947
00:52:45,560 --> 00:52:47,040
Speaker 1: accounts and ship like that. And I'm not trying to

948
00:52:47,120 --> 00:52:50,239
Speaker 1: block my bag. But something that you mentioned that I

949
00:52:50,360 --> 00:52:54,600
Speaker 1: actually think about when you're saying supporting people, the reason

950
00:52:54,760 --> 00:52:56,799
Speaker 1: I think only Fans is a little bit different from

951
00:52:56,880 --> 00:52:58,879
Speaker 1: free porn is because I think we're in a new

952
00:52:58,960 --> 00:53:02,719
Speaker 1: era of us being fans of people in general, and

953
00:53:02,880 --> 00:53:05,759
Speaker 1: like no one ever felt that tangible to me. So,

954
00:53:05,920 --> 00:53:08,319
Speaker 1: like I've been on Twitter for not that long, maybe

955
00:53:08,360 --> 00:53:10,680
Speaker 1: like a year, and there's girls that are hot on

956
00:53:10,760 --> 00:53:13,839
Speaker 1: Twitter and I'm like, oh, I could see them do more,

957
00:53:14,480 --> 00:53:16,640
Speaker 1: opposed to when I go on porn Hub or something

958
00:53:16,719 --> 00:53:21,040
Speaker 1: like that and I'm like boot Hockey or big Gas

959
00:53:21,400 --> 00:53:24,160
Speaker 1: or fucking gang Bang, Like I don't have a connection

960
00:53:24,200 --> 00:53:26,160
Speaker 1: to these people. But now that I know there's someone

961
00:53:26,200 --> 00:53:27,799
Speaker 1: that I'm looking at and I can see more of them,

962
00:53:27,920 --> 00:53:30,480
Speaker 1: Like that's exciting to me, especially when you find a

963
00:53:30,600 --> 00:53:33,719
Speaker 1: sex tape, especially when you also find someone that you

964
00:53:33,800 --> 00:53:36,279
Speaker 1: do find attractive. I've said that before a lot of

965
00:53:36,320 --> 00:53:40,520
Speaker 1: the porn I don't find everyone attractive, which is probably

966
00:53:40,520 --> 00:53:42,919
Speaker 1: why I also watch gay porn because didn't niggas be fine?

967
00:53:43,480 --> 00:53:46,120
Speaker 1: But when it comes to the only fans to one

968
00:53:46,160 --> 00:53:48,280
Speaker 1: of the things that I do, like, you can request

969
00:53:48,480 --> 00:53:51,359
Speaker 1: and pay someone extra exactly what you want to see

970
00:53:51,800 --> 00:53:54,520
Speaker 1: so that you know, I mean, the same way you

971
00:53:54,640 --> 00:53:57,200
Speaker 1: go to a certain restaurant, you'll you'll be willing to

972
00:53:57,239 --> 00:53:59,759
Speaker 1: pay more at that restaurant because you know they have

973
00:54:00,120 --> 00:54:03,720
Speaker 1: and people digest they're pooring different. We have an idea

974
00:54:03,760 --> 00:54:05,239
Speaker 1: of when you go on a website to look at

975
00:54:05,239 --> 00:54:07,480
Speaker 1: a video, you're jerking off. If you never been on

976
00:54:07,560 --> 00:54:09,719
Speaker 1: only Fans, I encourage you and I implore you to

977
00:54:09,800 --> 00:54:11,160
Speaker 1: download it. I don't know if you have to pay

978
00:54:11,239 --> 00:54:12,719
Speaker 1: for it just to have the app, but it looks

979
00:54:12,719 --> 00:54:15,480
Speaker 1: like an Instagram feed. You can like it, there's comments,

980
00:54:15,760 --> 00:54:18,920
Speaker 1: it's really engaging. It's it's almost a social platform for

981
00:54:19,000 --> 00:54:21,879
Speaker 1: the start that you like. So don't be weird about

982
00:54:21,920 --> 00:54:25,759
Speaker 1: that people by people that are fans of performers or

983
00:54:25,920 --> 00:54:28,560
Speaker 1: like sex workers or whatever, because like, trust me, if

984
00:54:28,600 --> 00:54:31,200
Speaker 1: there's any woman out there, they don't want your man, girl,

985
00:54:31,360 --> 00:54:34,680
Speaker 1: I promise you. I've got to say that a little

986
00:54:34,800 --> 00:54:37,279
Speaker 1: louder and like I think, I think that's what it is.

987
00:54:37,360 --> 00:54:40,920
Speaker 1: It's the insecurity because now because maybe she knows that

988
00:54:41,440 --> 00:54:44,120
Speaker 1: that person is more tangible. I can message this person,

989
00:54:44,280 --> 00:54:48,400
Speaker 1: I can send money to the relationship with this person

990
00:54:50,440 --> 00:54:52,839
Speaker 1: cousins than a nigga fucking a bitch on only fans

991
00:54:52,840 --> 00:54:55,960
Speaker 1: who are that wants him and will take I agree.

992
00:54:55,960 --> 00:54:59,200
Speaker 1: I mean even like Sex Noir and ship uh Ms

993
00:54:59,320 --> 00:55:02,040
Speaker 1: be Nasty. When they came on, they were like, Oh,

994
00:55:02,280 --> 00:55:04,719
Speaker 1: you need to pay me for me to even rate you.

995
00:55:05,239 --> 00:55:08,200
Speaker 1: Everything is a is a transaction. So the idea too,

996
00:55:08,320 --> 00:55:10,360
Speaker 1: that you think your man is just gonna fall in

997
00:55:10,440 --> 00:55:13,200
Speaker 1: love like it's all it's it's it's all fantasy. Um.

998
00:55:13,400 --> 00:55:15,719
Speaker 1: And I'm not saying you're this person, but I think

999
00:55:15,760 --> 00:55:17,560
Speaker 1: it's important to explain it to you in this way.

1000
00:55:18,920 --> 00:55:20,520
Speaker 1: This is a very like you're saying I don't have

1001
00:55:20,600 --> 00:55:22,640
Speaker 1: a problem with Like I don't have a problem with

1002
00:55:22,760 --> 00:55:24,719
Speaker 1: gay niggas, but just don't bring it around me. I've

1003
00:55:24,960 --> 00:55:27,880
Speaker 1: I've heard that a lot of men say that I

1004
00:55:28,000 --> 00:55:29,719
Speaker 1: I had no issue what you're doing. Just just don't

1005
00:55:29,760 --> 00:55:32,440
Speaker 1: be doing it like what you do. It's so hyper

1006
00:55:32,600 --> 00:55:37,000
Speaker 1: sensitive like that. You may not feel that you sound

1007
00:55:37,080 --> 00:55:39,440
Speaker 1: that way, but you really do. That's in essence what

1008
00:55:39,560 --> 00:55:42,719
Speaker 1: you're saying. You really can't support something all the way

1009
00:55:42,880 --> 00:55:46,080
Speaker 1: in thinking that it's strange if someone does it, you

1010
00:55:46,120 --> 00:55:49,239
Speaker 1: know what I mean. So I think that acceptance and

1011
00:55:50,120 --> 00:55:53,600
Speaker 1: advocacy are two different things. Like you're you're you sound

1012
00:55:53,640 --> 00:55:56,759
Speaker 1: like you're tolerating only fans. Yeah, it doesn't sound like

1013
00:55:57,880 --> 00:55:59,960
Speaker 1: you yeah, it doesn't sound like there is an actual

1014
00:56:00,000 --> 00:56:02,320
Speaker 1: will supportive sex work. And I will say to I

1015
00:56:02,400 --> 00:56:03,919
Speaker 1: feel like a lot of people they may even listen

1016
00:56:03,960 --> 00:56:06,360
Speaker 1: to horrible decisions because they listen to us, they do

1017
00:56:06,680 --> 00:56:09,960
Speaker 1: like and maybe relate to our guests. They feel like

1018
00:56:10,080 --> 00:56:12,640
Speaker 1: they're part of the advocacy, but in their own personal

1019
00:56:12,719 --> 00:56:16,400
Speaker 1: lives they still or maybe questioning. I have to watch

1020
00:56:16,600 --> 00:56:19,560
Speaker 1: my words. I realized after an episode when you were

1021
00:56:19,600 --> 00:56:21,960
Speaker 1: talking about yours for feet and I was like, or

1022
00:56:22,040 --> 00:56:23,680
Speaker 1: the photographer I think it was, And I was like,

1023
00:56:23,680 --> 00:56:25,640
Speaker 1: I wish I didn't say it like that. I was like,

1024
00:56:25,719 --> 00:56:29,160
Speaker 1: it's not like my lane, and I meant that because

1025
00:56:29,360 --> 00:56:32,400
Speaker 1: like I feel like I'm not meant for that, Like

1026
00:56:32,440 --> 00:56:33,759
Speaker 1: I don't feel like I could do that. I don't

1027
00:56:33,800 --> 00:56:36,919
Speaker 1: think one I can handle doing like that type of ship.

1028
00:56:37,120 --> 00:56:38,719
Speaker 1: I don't think I'm like a good person for that.

1029
00:56:40,400 --> 00:56:43,839
Speaker 1: I don't really think I could ever distribute my own

1030
00:56:43,880 --> 00:56:47,239
Speaker 1: adult content, Like I don't feel like I could do it,

1031
00:56:47,600 --> 00:56:49,239
Speaker 1: not in fear of what someone will think of me,

1032
00:56:49,320 --> 00:56:51,239
Speaker 1: more than like I don't. I don't think I could

1033
00:56:51,239 --> 00:56:56,040
Speaker 1: do it. Like that's your preference for yourself and that's fine,

1034
00:56:56,520 --> 00:56:58,239
Speaker 1: And I have to make sure when you know, like

1035
00:56:58,400 --> 00:57:01,200
Speaker 1: your preferences for self or your preferences for self, but

1036
00:57:01,560 --> 00:57:04,800
Speaker 1: not in a way that it's like bashing what somebody

1037
00:57:04,880 --> 00:57:07,360
Speaker 1: else is doing her partner, because that's what she brought up,

1038
00:57:07,640 --> 00:57:12,040
Speaker 1: like she said, but she said it wasn't personal. But

1039
00:57:12,160 --> 00:57:14,800
Speaker 1: she's like, but I feel like if, like if my

1040
00:57:14,960 --> 00:57:18,640
Speaker 1: partner was so man is is on somebody's only fans

1041
00:57:18,720 --> 00:57:24,520
Speaker 1: given tips in the message box for personal condone? That

1042
00:57:24,720 --> 00:57:26,760
Speaker 1: that's my question. Have you been snooping through his phone?

1043
00:57:26,920 --> 00:57:28,480
Speaker 1: The men are gonna like you with this one. It

1044
00:57:28,600 --> 00:57:32,080
Speaker 1: is what it is. It's do not pick up that

1045
00:57:32,240 --> 00:57:37,280
Speaker 1: man phone. I I hate it. You're not say to

1046
00:57:37,360 --> 00:57:40,240
Speaker 1: say you hate things. I hate it when I have

1047
00:57:40,320 --> 00:57:42,880
Speaker 1: to come across stories with women are like who I

1048
00:57:42,960 --> 00:57:45,280
Speaker 1: picked up his phone and I was going through his

1049
00:57:45,400 --> 00:57:48,280
Speaker 1: messages and he was texting Sally and who bled and

1050
00:57:48,320 --> 00:57:50,080
Speaker 1: this hope from up the block. Well, bit, you did

1051
00:57:50,120 --> 00:57:54,080
Speaker 1: it to yourself. Stay out of that man phone. I'm

1052
00:57:54,120 --> 00:57:55,640
Speaker 1: sure you don't want him picking up your ship and

1053
00:57:55,720 --> 00:57:58,320
Speaker 1: going through yours. Whether you're doing something or whether you're

1054
00:57:58,360 --> 00:58:03,280
Speaker 1: not doing something, it's called respect. It's called privacy, which

1055
00:58:03,320 --> 00:58:06,560
Speaker 1: brings me back to mind your fucking business. Because his

1056
00:58:06,680 --> 00:58:08,920
Speaker 1: ship is his ship. Your ship is your ship. I'm

1057
00:58:08,960 --> 00:58:10,800
Speaker 1: pretty sure if you're a person that's into porn, you

1058
00:58:10,920 --> 00:58:13,520
Speaker 1: might not be on only fans because we're talking about

1059
00:58:13,520 --> 00:58:15,400
Speaker 1: the sex aspect of it. You might not be on

1060
00:58:15,560 --> 00:58:18,480
Speaker 1: only fans, but you are definitely watching porn. You are

1061
00:58:18,520 --> 00:58:21,280
Speaker 1: definitely looking at other men's bodies. You are definitely looking

1062
00:58:21,320 --> 00:58:25,120
Speaker 1: at other men's dicks. Not every buying too far. I

1063
00:58:25,200 --> 00:58:27,600
Speaker 1: went too far and I wanted their escort. I mean,

1064
00:58:28,160 --> 00:58:29,960
Speaker 1: and I don't think it's going too far. I just

1065
00:58:30,000 --> 00:58:33,080
Speaker 1: wouldn't pay for dick. No, no, I mean because people

1066
00:58:33,120 --> 00:58:36,520
Speaker 1: think paying for porn is too far, Like a lot

1067
00:58:36,560 --> 00:58:39,160
Speaker 1: of people feel like subscribe to porn hub though, And

1068
00:58:39,280 --> 00:58:46,600
Speaker 1: what about pay for the webcam models what they're doing?

1069
00:58:46,800 --> 00:58:51,800
Speaker 1: So what exactly is the difference? Other than you being nosy,

1070
00:58:52,480 --> 00:58:54,680
Speaker 1: you're watching somebody else pockets because the money that they're

1071
00:58:54,680 --> 00:58:57,160
Speaker 1: spending it and got chipped to do with you. I

1072
00:58:57,200 --> 00:59:00,400
Speaker 1: would say unless the money, if it does ship to

1073
00:59:00,440 --> 00:59:01,960
Speaker 1: do with you. I can see how someone you pissed

1074
00:59:01,960 --> 00:59:03,400
Speaker 1: that you spending money on bitches and we got this

1075
00:59:03,480 --> 00:59:06,880
Speaker 1: goddamn house and these kids. I do get that, But

1076
00:59:07,000 --> 00:59:08,919
Speaker 1: if it ain't that the bills and the kids ain't

1077
00:59:08,920 --> 00:59:14,000
Speaker 1: getting if the pies. That's the only guy I can see.

1078
00:59:14,040 --> 00:59:17,120
Speaker 1: Like people have elaborate sex addiction. But I'm cool with

1079
00:59:17,200 --> 00:59:19,960
Speaker 1: someone spending money on only fans and spending like hell

1080
00:59:20,040 --> 00:59:24,800
Speaker 1: of money on video games and ship would money fans

1081
00:59:24,880 --> 00:59:27,120
Speaker 1: because in my experience and what I've seen, when it

1082
00:59:27,200 --> 00:59:30,560
Speaker 1: comes to only fans, there's a lot of um, primarily

1083
00:59:31,000 --> 00:59:35,080
Speaker 1: black people on there. There is sex work is and

1084
00:59:35,480 --> 00:59:37,960
Speaker 1: is very active in the black community. There are plenty

1085
00:59:38,080 --> 00:59:41,160
Speaker 1: of black sex workers. Go ahead and support a black business.

1086
00:59:41,560 --> 00:59:45,200
Speaker 1: Now you tell me that you can't spend thirty fifty

1087
00:59:45,240 --> 00:59:48,400
Speaker 1: dollars on this black woman or this black man's only

1088
00:59:48,440 --> 00:59:50,640
Speaker 1: fans account, but you're willing to go drop hundreds on

1089
00:59:50,720 --> 00:59:53,240
Speaker 1: Gucci who don't give a funk about you, then I

1090
00:59:53,320 --> 00:59:55,720
Speaker 1: have a problem with you. I have a very very

1091
00:59:55,840 --> 00:59:59,360
Speaker 1: serious problem with you, because obviously your cultural priorities are

1092
00:59:59,440 --> 01:00:03,280
Speaker 1: fucked up. Right. That's not cool. That's not cool. You

1093
01:00:03,320 --> 01:00:05,760
Speaker 1: shouldn't tell people that they can't do ship because it

1094
01:00:05,840 --> 01:00:07,760
Speaker 1: makes you feel some type of way. You wake up

1095
01:00:07,800 --> 01:00:10,640
Speaker 1: in your skin, they wake up in their skin. Mind

1096
01:00:10,720 --> 01:00:13,600
Speaker 1: your god damn business. They don't have nothing to do

1097
01:00:13,760 --> 01:00:19,880
Speaker 1: with you. Be nasty. Um, I guess before we get

1098
01:00:19,880 --> 01:00:22,640
Speaker 1: out of here, can you please let everyone know what

1099
01:00:22,840 --> 01:00:24,960
Speaker 1: social media they can find you out and again, you

1100
01:00:25,040 --> 01:00:27,360
Speaker 1: guys can also go to the description of this episode

1101
01:00:27,440 --> 01:00:29,480
Speaker 1: and it will be there as well. But go ahead

1102
01:00:29,520 --> 01:00:32,640
Speaker 1: and drop your bones. Let get your little outro baby,

1103
01:00:32,960 --> 01:00:37,720
Speaker 1: all right. So UM from the top, it's my personal

1104
01:00:37,760 --> 01:00:40,560
Speaker 1: page is pussy Poet the Goddess. But Instagram like to

1105
01:00:40,600 --> 01:00:42,480
Speaker 1: suck dick and not the way they're supposed to, sundict.

1106
01:00:42,520 --> 01:00:44,640
Speaker 1: They suck bad dick with cricket teeth and know whatever

1107
01:00:44,680 --> 01:00:48,680
Speaker 1: ship is, Um, but that Instagram is pussy poet. The

1108
01:00:48,720 --> 01:00:52,800
Speaker 1: Goddess is p v S s y poet underscore the goddess.

1109
01:00:52,840 --> 01:00:56,280
Speaker 1: Pussy is the only thing spelled eclectically in the Vehn

1110
01:00:56,280 --> 01:00:59,520
Speaker 1: Scopeagina like I sun, Um, I got a backup page,

1111
01:00:59,560 --> 01:01:01,080
Speaker 1: but I don't you on that ship. You can follow

1112
01:01:01,120 --> 01:01:03,440
Speaker 1: it if you want to, I'll accept you. Um, I

1113
01:01:03,560 --> 01:01:05,600
Speaker 1: may start using it to go live because I've been

1114
01:01:05,640 --> 01:01:08,920
Speaker 1: officially shadow band I. I can't do anything but post

1115
01:01:09,000 --> 01:01:11,800
Speaker 1: on my wall and post stories. Um, I can't even

1116
01:01:11,840 --> 01:01:18,000
Speaker 1: always comment on people's stuff like Instagram really doesn't. Yeah, yeah,

1117
01:01:18,320 --> 01:01:20,560
Speaker 1: So UM might start using the backup page for my

1118
01:01:20,720 --> 01:01:24,000
Speaker 1: live videos. But that's just about that. My business page,

1119
01:01:25,080 --> 01:01:27,720
Speaker 1: the oils, the candles that I have to situate before

1120
01:01:27,720 --> 01:01:31,360
Speaker 1: I give you guys. Um, that's goddess Empress. It is

1121
01:01:31,400 --> 01:01:35,240
Speaker 1: a holistic organic line. I make a variety of oils

1122
01:01:35,360 --> 01:01:39,360
Speaker 1: for hair, skin and beard um, also for massage, and

1123
01:01:39,480 --> 01:01:43,960
Speaker 1: I make facial scrubs and Exfolian's um. Next up on

1124
01:01:44,040 --> 01:01:47,440
Speaker 1: the roster for that is the sex toys and the

1125
01:01:48,160 --> 01:01:56,800
Speaker 1: organic lubricants organic. Ya gotta be specific about that because

1126
01:01:56,920 --> 01:01:59,280
Speaker 1: I have very sensitive skin. There's a lot of people

1127
01:01:59,280 --> 01:02:01,760
Speaker 1: who have very intotive skin. There's a lot of products

1128
01:02:01,800 --> 01:02:03,760
Speaker 1: that stay there for a sensitive skin and then you

1129
01:02:03,920 --> 01:02:06,280
Speaker 1: end up looking like you got bum bumps. So to

1130
01:02:06,400 --> 01:02:11,080
Speaker 1: avoid all that, shop got his Empress, I got you again.

1131
01:02:11,200 --> 01:02:14,360
Speaker 1: All of that will be in the description of this episode.

1132
01:02:14,520 --> 01:02:21,560
Speaker 1: Damn thank you. So I alright, girl boom so behind

1133
01:02:21,800 --> 01:02:26,240
Speaker 1: that follow Pillow Talk Twins. You guys follow Pillow Talk Talk. Um.

1134
01:02:26,640 --> 01:02:29,600
Speaker 1: That's me and my twin sister. Yes, I'm a twin. Okay, hey, okay.

1135
01:02:30,560 --> 01:02:33,720
Speaker 1: We have a little talk show podcast type of thing

1136
01:02:33,760 --> 01:02:36,360
Speaker 1: going on. Uh. There's a lot of ship that gets

1137
01:02:36,400 --> 01:02:38,920
Speaker 1: talked about on there, but mostly it's me shaking my titties.

1138
01:02:39,120 --> 01:02:42,080
Speaker 1: So if y'all want to see some titties, because you

1139
01:02:42,120 --> 01:02:45,280
Speaker 1: ain't getting him on the Hard Decision Show because we're

1140
01:02:45,320 --> 01:02:49,320
Speaker 1: coming in here looking like whatever. But watch on YouTube,

1141
01:02:49,520 --> 01:02:57,000
Speaker 1: Watch this on YouTube, watch them on YouTube. Pussy poet.

1142
01:02:57,600 --> 01:02:59,320
Speaker 1: Then it's pussy with the back of page, and then

1143
01:02:59,360 --> 01:03:01,040
Speaker 1: it's got his Heim risk and it's put us all

1144
01:03:01,080 --> 01:03:09,880
Speaker 1: more Melanin, follow more melan Yes to follow their business

1145
01:03:10,120 --> 01:03:14,840
Speaker 1: that has to do with supporting black businesses and black culture. Um.

1146
01:03:14,960 --> 01:03:18,760
Speaker 1: We did our first fashion show twenty nineteen Summer tent nineteen.

1147
01:03:18,800 --> 01:03:21,000
Speaker 1: It was called the Make It Melanin Fashion Show. We

1148
01:03:21,160 --> 01:03:26,320
Speaker 1: featured all black models, all black designers, all black photographers.

1149
01:03:26,400 --> 01:03:29,240
Speaker 1: The venue that we used is owned by black people.

1150
01:03:29,600 --> 01:03:32,640
Speaker 1: We are very no shape to anybody else, but we

1151
01:03:32,720 --> 01:03:35,640
Speaker 1: are very supportive of the black community. It's okay because

1152
01:03:35,640 --> 01:03:41,800
Speaker 1: you could say, damn man, that client are of the

1153
01:03:41,920 --> 01:03:50,520
Speaker 1: cracker Triste dot com. I saw a YouTube comming recently.

1154
01:03:50,560 --> 01:03:53,000
Speaker 1: They said they can't find us on Patreon. That was this. No,

1155
01:03:53,160 --> 01:03:55,680
Speaker 1: you just have to type it all out because it's

1156
01:03:55,720 --> 01:04:00,680
Speaker 1: eighteen so it's Patreon dot com backslash. Horrible decisions also,

1157
01:04:01,160 --> 01:04:08,440
Speaker 1: our horrible decisions merch is loud baby dot com. What

1158
01:04:08,560 --> 01:04:10,000
Speaker 1: else do we on a promo run? If you like

1159
01:04:10,120 --> 01:04:12,400
Speaker 1: the video you're seeing, If you like what you're hearing,

1160
01:04:12,920 --> 01:04:15,800
Speaker 1: come by see me. I actually only press buttons. I

1161
01:04:15,800 --> 01:04:18,400
Speaker 1: don't addit video yacht. You know what I'm saying. Edding

1162
01:04:18,520 --> 01:04:22,360
Speaker 1: does that. But you know we're here. We're queer, not you,

1163
01:04:22,920 --> 01:04:28,600
Speaker 1: but come through, she said, and she got the only fans. Damn,

1164
01:04:28,720 --> 01:04:34,480
Speaker 1: this is a god. Although I have my merch, it

1165
01:04:34,560 --> 01:04:36,680
Speaker 1: will be at mandy be dot com. I got the

1166
01:04:36,680 --> 01:04:39,680
Speaker 1: budda hole. I ain't gonna hold you in tripod Mommy

1167
01:04:40,480 --> 01:04:43,960
Speaker 1: merch available and again, y'all know, tune into us man

1168
01:04:44,080 --> 01:04:46,640
Speaker 1: every Monday we hear, and again check us out on

1169
01:04:46,760 --> 01:04:51,640
Speaker 1: the YouTube. On the YouTube. You've noticed it the last

1170
01:04:51,640 --> 01:04:53,560
Speaker 1: two weeks. We're gonna do it again. Yeah, No, we're

1171
01:04:53,560 --> 01:04:56,280
Speaker 1: gonna tell y'all host to come watch us anyways. Yes,

1172
01:04:56,400 --> 01:04:58,400
Speaker 1: check us out on YouTube. And again we're gonna leave

1173
01:04:58,400 --> 01:05:02,040
Speaker 1: you guys with a five minute bonu clip of our

1174
01:05:02,080 --> 01:05:03,840
Speaker 1: Patreon and if you like what you here there going

1175
01:05:03,920 --> 01:05:06,439
Speaker 1: over to patreon dot com back slash Horror Decisions. Thank

1176
01:05:06,480 --> 01:05:11,160
Speaker 1: you for joining us. Hill motherfucking Next Monday, Death's all folks,

1177
01:05:11,200 --> 01:05:14,040
Speaker 1: thank you for joining us for another episode of Horrible Decisions.

1178
01:05:16,080 --> 01:05:18,320
Speaker 1: The Vanilla ship for this week is Valentine's Day, So

1179
01:05:18,360 --> 01:05:21,440
Speaker 1: I know we talked about some boyfriendship. Uh. I like

1180
01:05:21,760 --> 01:05:23,920
Speaker 1: all of these because I feel like all of these.

1181
01:05:23,960 --> 01:05:26,640
Speaker 1: If you don't have a man or a girlfriend or

1182
01:05:27,040 --> 01:05:33,120
Speaker 1: another or a gender nonconforming person, you will get into

1183
01:05:33,360 --> 01:05:38,120
Speaker 1: this week's episode later. Uh, you can go do a

1184
01:05:38,200 --> 01:05:41,040
Speaker 1: Valentine's Day. All of this ship is which you people.

1185
01:05:41,080 --> 01:05:42,760
Speaker 1: Oh my god, y'all are like covering your face is

1186
01:05:42,840 --> 01:05:45,560
Speaker 1: so funny. So I'm gonna read some of them off.

1187
01:05:45,640 --> 01:05:47,959
Speaker 1: I love this. I don't really know if we should

1188
01:05:48,000 --> 01:05:50,880
Speaker 1: call it a Gallantine or what, but I'm going through

1189
01:05:51,000 --> 01:05:55,440
Speaker 1: Gallantine's on Sunday. You are so they have create your

1190
01:05:55,480 --> 01:05:58,400
Speaker 1: own happy hour doing mixology like a whole bar thing,

1191
01:05:58,440 --> 01:06:02,360
Speaker 1: which is really fun. Uh spa experience at home if

1192
01:06:02,400 --> 01:06:04,520
Speaker 1: you're with someone or you want to be nasty with

1193
01:06:04,600 --> 01:06:08,120
Speaker 1: a friend, you got Netflix and chill all night. I

1194
01:06:08,280 --> 01:06:11,240
Speaker 1: love this one. I think it's so cute. An online

1195
01:06:11,280 --> 01:06:14,640
Speaker 1: fitness class. I think that is. I wish the nigga

1196
01:06:14,720 --> 01:06:19,560
Speaker 1: would fucking online fitness class. My mother yoga. They have

1197
01:06:19,720 --> 01:06:22,959
Speaker 1: naked yoga classes. I'm trying to find naked naked didn't

1198
01:06:23,040 --> 01:06:26,200
Speaker 1: naked man? He is on like this naked yoga thing

1199
01:06:26,280 --> 01:06:28,440
Speaker 1: that he does. I can't like. But you would actually

1200
01:06:28,520 --> 01:06:31,600
Speaker 1: pay for that? I don't know. Why wouldn't you pay

1201
01:06:31,640 --> 01:06:35,880
Speaker 1: to support people in a bunday? Mean, y me your

1202
01:06:36,000 --> 01:06:41,160
Speaker 1: mic and put your camera on or something. Oh damn wheezy.

1203
01:06:41,280 --> 01:06:44,440
Speaker 1: By the way, I don't think we updated the zoom account.

1204
01:06:45,200 --> 01:06:47,280
Speaker 1: Apparently people are still trying to get on, but it

1205
01:06:47,400 --> 01:06:52,560
Speaker 1: macks out at a hundred. Oh fuck, sorry y'all. Oh well,

1206
01:06:52,960 --> 01:06:56,840
Speaker 1: if y'all listen to y'all, y'all should have been all time.

1207
01:06:56,920 --> 01:07:00,680
Speaker 1: But then what's that naked don't do? Wheezy? We need

1208
01:07:00,720 --> 01:07:03,560
Speaker 1: to announce the say no see pizza and platform, and

1209
01:07:03,640 --> 01:07:08,919
Speaker 1: apparently we need to up are uh hey, Benny, Hey,

1210
01:07:09,400 --> 01:07:12,080
Speaker 1: how did you will? Willy? I'm gonna we gotta mean

1211
01:07:12,160 --> 01:07:15,640
Speaker 1: this cout offline. We can't do it. Sorry, Benny, how

1212
01:07:15,720 --> 01:07:17,560
Speaker 1: you got on? Somebody must have logged out of you.

1213
01:07:17,680 --> 01:07:19,640
Speaker 1: Did you see how Mandy said I be I'm not

1214
01:07:19,760 --> 01:07:21,880
Speaker 1: on the outline, but this bitch is me right now.

1215
01:07:22,400 --> 01:07:24,280
Speaker 1: Let me tell you what horrible decision is. And now

1216
01:07:24,360 --> 01:07:27,000
Speaker 1: I know whoever is not doing the outline is the

1217
01:07:27,080 --> 01:07:29,560
Speaker 1: hot fucking mess of the night, and clearly Mandy has

1218
01:07:29,640 --> 01:07:37,000
Speaker 1: her goddamn stainless steel scrawl. Benny, what, first off, bitch

1219
01:07:37,160 --> 01:07:39,280
Speaker 1: is a bullet hole? You would have known if you

1220
01:07:39,400 --> 01:07:42,480
Speaker 1: was early like the rest of the patrons. I'm I'm dark,

1221
01:07:42,520 --> 01:07:44,680
Speaker 1: like a drink in a night, bitch with apple juice,

1222
01:07:44,840 --> 01:07:47,280
Speaker 1: the expensive kind, because I live in an area where

1223
01:07:47,280 --> 01:07:52,120
Speaker 1: I can get what's the expensive kind? You want to

1224
01:07:52,160 --> 01:07:55,360
Speaker 1: see it? Hello, No, don't get a bit last one.

1225
01:07:55,520 --> 01:07:59,600
Speaker 1: Mandy's sucking drunk, y'all. I don't know what she's drunk.

1226
01:08:00,360 --> 01:08:10,240
Speaker 1: It's called red jacket bitch. Okay, you're all wait what

1227
01:08:10,400 --> 01:08:15,040
Speaker 1: y'all doing? We're talking shit? What's the naked yoga thing

1228
01:08:15,080 --> 01:08:16,960
Speaker 1: that you were jerking off to when I was in Mexico.

1229
01:08:17,040 --> 01:08:18,560
Speaker 1: You weren't joking off. You said you were watching it

1230
01:08:18,680 --> 01:08:22,040
Speaker 1: for fun? Yeah, I mean you definitely walking on me,

1231
01:08:22,120 --> 01:08:27,280
Speaker 1: but I'm naked. I was like you did on because

1232
01:08:27,320 --> 01:08:29,479
Speaker 1: I just had a tal on um. It's just it's

1233
01:08:29,520 --> 01:08:32,040
Speaker 1: like a Tantra group that I'm part of, and I

1234
01:08:32,120 --> 01:08:34,680
Speaker 1: do naked yoga with them. Don't you say tantra in

1235
01:08:35,240 --> 01:08:38,960
Speaker 1: exclamation points? Because Tantra honestly, it's just it's a whole

1236
01:08:39,000 --> 01:08:40,640
Speaker 1: bunch of people who really want to funk, but they

1237
01:08:40,680 --> 01:08:42,600
Speaker 1: want to like have a classic way of talking about it.

1238
01:08:42,720 --> 01:08:44,439
Speaker 1: So they talked about it like they're you know, in

1239
01:08:44,520 --> 01:08:49,240
Speaker 1: a spiritual sense, they're uplifted, you know, it's just experiencing sensations.

1240
01:08:49,280 --> 01:08:52,960
Speaker 1: I'm like, no, you're having an orgasm? Is it gay only?

1241
01:08:53,479 --> 01:08:58,800
Speaker 1: Um no, it's not. Well, yeah, but there are, but

1242
01:08:58,880 --> 01:09:00,960
Speaker 1: there are other spaces that aren't that I'm a part of.

1243
01:09:01,439 --> 01:09:05,680
Speaker 1: It's like, well, I'm supposed to be for everybody, but

1244
01:09:05,800 --> 01:09:07,720
Speaker 1: I do like doing naked yoga just because it's like,

1245
01:09:08,320 --> 01:09:10,000
Speaker 1: just like I like going to the New Beach. It's

1246
01:09:10,040 --> 01:09:14,800
Speaker 1: just more fun that way. Um you guys, I didn't

1247
01:09:14,800 --> 01:09:18,280
Speaker 1: want to tell you after Benny's episode. So on my

1248
01:09:18,439 --> 01:09:21,240
Speaker 1: Fuse show, Vinnie's in an episode. Hopefully that one works out.

1249
01:09:21,240 --> 01:09:23,200
Speaker 1: It's very hard to fulfill some of these episodes with

1250
01:09:23,280 --> 01:09:25,479
Speaker 1: the COVID restrictions, which is why it's taking a long time.

1251
01:09:26,320 --> 01:09:28,920
Speaker 1: And I've been able to cast my own people. And

1252
01:09:29,080 --> 01:09:31,640
Speaker 1: for Vinny, they get on the call and she's like,

1253
01:09:32,160 --> 01:09:34,800
Speaker 1: he is hilarious. Maybe we should do him for the

1254
01:09:34,880 --> 01:09:37,599
Speaker 1: anal bleaching episode. I feel like he'd do it. Then

1255
01:09:37,880 --> 01:09:40,880
Speaker 1: they're all in a conversation about how wow this is

1256
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Speaker 1: like should be what what else could we have Vinnie do?

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Speaker 1: I mean, wow, could you think he'd bring one of

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Speaker 1: his partners on the old guy for six minutes total?

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Speaker 1: I mean, I feel like it'd be wrong to have

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Speaker 1: any black people bleached, So that's the time where I'd

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Speaker 1: want Yeah, you're right in my head. I just I

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Speaker 1: don't woke. We're not bleaching our skin or assa