1 00:00:02,240 --> 00:00:04,440 Speaker 1: What up. It is the service and this is the 2 00:00:04,440 --> 00:00:06,960 Speaker 1: first time we're doing something like this but actually doing 3 00:00:07,040 --> 00:00:10,720 Speaker 1: a fun listening session. So I'm in the LAGI. I'm 4 00:00:10,760 --> 00:00:17,160 Speaker 1: Stephanie in Santiago. I'm Lauria some Journey, Hey Journey. Before 5 00:00:17,160 --> 00:00:19,040 Speaker 1: we get into the music, less than a little something 6 00:00:19,160 --> 00:00:24,079 Speaker 1: something about you. Okay, So you're from the Bay Area, correct, Yes, ma'am. 7 00:00:25,440 --> 00:00:27,880 Speaker 1: I saw in your I saw in your bio it 8 00:00:27,960 --> 00:00:31,080 Speaker 1: says Bay to l A. So you live in l A. Now, yeah, 9 00:00:31,080 --> 00:00:32,559 Speaker 1: I look like an hour from l A. But I 10 00:00:32,600 --> 00:00:37,960 Speaker 1: say l A because you know, because it's it's so 11 00:00:38,040 --> 00:00:41,559 Speaker 1: let's talk about music and how Journey became a singer 12 00:00:41,600 --> 00:00:43,839 Speaker 1: and now you put out your first project. Yeah, so 13 00:00:43,920 --> 00:00:46,159 Speaker 1: my first project is about to drop up this Friday. 14 00:00:46,440 --> 00:00:49,519 Speaker 1: Um yeah, So I mean I started pretty young. I 15 00:00:49,680 --> 00:00:51,479 Speaker 1: um my dad was like a ropper. He had like 16 00:00:51,520 --> 00:00:54,000 Speaker 1: a studio in a garage, so we just you know, 17 00:00:54,040 --> 00:00:55,840 Speaker 1: he brought me out there all the time. Um. I 18 00:00:55,880 --> 00:00:58,360 Speaker 1: made my first song when I was like ten. So, 19 00:00:58,560 --> 00:01:01,320 Speaker 1: um yeah, I've always been doing it, but I think 20 00:01:01,320 --> 00:01:04,040 Speaker 1: I started taking it serious in college when I realized 21 00:01:04,160 --> 00:01:07,680 Speaker 1: like yo, um school is not for me, and um 22 00:01:07,720 --> 00:01:09,360 Speaker 1: I wanted it for some music. It was just like 23 00:01:09,520 --> 00:01:12,759 Speaker 1: my sophomore year. So do you remember your first song? 24 00:01:13,400 --> 00:01:17,200 Speaker 1: A ten year old one? Just randomly want? But I 25 00:01:17,280 --> 00:01:18,920 Speaker 1: know it's on YouTube, like I had like a whole 26 00:01:18,959 --> 00:01:23,160 Speaker 1: little music video to it in the garage like cringing, 27 00:01:23,200 --> 00:01:26,120 Speaker 1: Now no games? So wait, what was your dad? Like 28 00:01:26,160 --> 00:01:30,399 Speaker 1: a known rapper will be know any of his music? No, 29 00:01:31,080 --> 00:01:34,679 Speaker 1: he didn't make it. How did how did your mom 30 00:01:34,760 --> 00:01:36,480 Speaker 1: handle that? Because you know, it's hard when you got 31 00:01:36,480 --> 00:01:40,760 Speaker 1: to deal with an inspiring rapper. Sometimes on me it 32 00:01:40,920 --> 00:01:47,080 Speaker 1: is I've knowne with that report. No, it wasn't too 33 00:01:47,120 --> 00:01:52,440 Speaker 1: crazy side hustle, so it wasn't too bad what she 34 00:01:52,520 --> 00:01:56,320 Speaker 1: was gonna say? And Stephanie I heard Stephanie's comment, Stephandy said, 35 00:01:56,360 --> 00:02:01,520 Speaker 1: haven't we all right? Like how how do you help 36 00:02:01,560 --> 00:02:05,000 Speaker 1: out somebody who is aspiring but it's not quite there? 37 00:02:05,560 --> 00:02:07,400 Speaker 1: And what we would you date somebody if you didn't 38 00:02:07,400 --> 00:02:09,440 Speaker 1: believe in him, Like let's just say he wanted to 39 00:02:09,480 --> 00:02:13,560 Speaker 1: be a rapper, but you were like nah, because like 40 00:02:13,600 --> 00:02:15,840 Speaker 1: I feel like being an artist, like we already we 41 00:02:15,960 --> 00:02:18,280 Speaker 1: have standards and it's just like I feel like I'm dope. 42 00:02:18,520 --> 00:02:20,440 Speaker 1: So if you're not dope, it's not gonna work out, 43 00:02:20,520 --> 00:02:23,920 Speaker 1: Like I'm not, I just can't do it. But if 44 00:02:23,919 --> 00:02:25,760 Speaker 1: he's so sweet though, and you've known him since you 45 00:02:25,760 --> 00:02:30,200 Speaker 1: guys were kids, I mean I would support from a distance. 46 00:02:30,240 --> 00:02:34,120 Speaker 1: I don't know, like you're like, okay, but I'm not 47 00:02:34,120 --> 00:02:40,560 Speaker 1: gonna post you alright. So now the project is called 48 00:02:40,680 --> 00:02:44,280 Speaker 1: It's Not You, It's Me. That's like a famous line 49 00:02:44,280 --> 00:02:48,280 Speaker 1: that we tell people. Yeah, real generic you know, breakup line. 50 00:02:49,320 --> 00:02:52,680 Speaker 1: Have you ever had to use that on someone? Yeah? 51 00:02:52,760 --> 00:02:55,280 Speaker 1: I mean multiple times. I feel like that's why I 52 00:02:55,360 --> 00:02:57,840 Speaker 1: kind of decided to title my EP that because the 53 00:02:57,840 --> 00:03:00,480 Speaker 1: EPs like mostly about just like break up and just 54 00:03:00,600 --> 00:03:03,720 Speaker 1: like the hardships of relationships. So I decided to tattle 55 00:03:03,760 --> 00:03:06,400 Speaker 1: with that, and I feel like it's generic, but it's true. 56 00:03:06,440 --> 00:03:07,880 Speaker 1: It's like we have a lot to work on a lot. 57 00:03:07,880 --> 00:03:09,680 Speaker 1: I feel like I have lots to work on, and 58 00:03:09,720 --> 00:03:12,359 Speaker 1: so you know, that's why my relationships don't really work 59 00:03:12,360 --> 00:03:14,480 Speaker 1: out because I don't know. I feel like they just 60 00:03:14,480 --> 00:03:19,400 Speaker 1: don't understand me. Like my life mottel it's always me. 61 00:03:19,840 --> 00:03:23,000 Speaker 1: I It's like, it's not you, it's me. That's forever. 62 00:03:23,560 --> 00:03:27,359 Speaker 1: I'd be like, it's you, it's not me. That's it's 63 00:03:27,360 --> 00:03:31,320 Speaker 1: always not me, it's you because I say it's me 64 00:03:31,520 --> 00:03:34,720 Speaker 1: because everything will be going fine. And and then I 65 00:03:34,840 --> 00:03:37,760 Speaker 1: just switched, like I get tired or I get bored, 66 00:03:38,240 --> 00:03:43,160 Speaker 1: I with my ax like, so that means it's their fault. 67 00:03:43,640 --> 00:03:48,520 Speaker 1: They're not doing something right, it's my fault. Have you 68 00:03:48,520 --> 00:03:50,600 Speaker 1: ever been myselfbody? And this sex was good and it 69 00:03:50,920 --> 00:03:55,480 Speaker 1: got worse the sex go words like they get lazy 70 00:03:55,680 --> 00:03:57,720 Speaker 1: or something like that, they're not doing the things that 71 00:03:57,880 --> 00:04:00,520 Speaker 1: used to, like, yeah, I mean that's how And multiple 72 00:04:00,560 --> 00:04:02,920 Speaker 1: times like niggas just they just get I don't know, 73 00:04:02,960 --> 00:04:05,640 Speaker 1: they get lazy, they get to like they just settle, 74 00:04:05,800 --> 00:04:06,960 Speaker 1: like you know what I mean, and they're just like, 75 00:04:06,960 --> 00:04:08,840 Speaker 1: all right, well she's rocking with me anyway, So I'm 76 00:04:08,840 --> 00:04:12,040 Speaker 1: gonna just do the bare minimum. And it's just like no, right, 77 00:04:12,120 --> 00:04:15,040 Speaker 1: I gotta keep up. Got niggas in line and give 78 00:04:15,080 --> 00:04:18,680 Speaker 1: it this two minutes? Yeah, I got options, right, So 79 00:04:18,720 --> 00:04:21,120 Speaker 1: why don't we start getting into it because I want 80 00:04:21,160 --> 00:04:23,599 Speaker 1: to talk about this first song that's on your EP, 81 00:04:24,360 --> 00:04:27,080 Speaker 1: So why don't you introduce it? Yeah, the first song 82 00:04:27,160 --> 00:04:30,760 Speaker 1: is called Options, and it's pretty much about not like 83 00:04:30,800 --> 00:04:33,240 Speaker 1: I'm out here talking to like ten different niggas at 84 00:04:33,240 --> 00:04:35,280 Speaker 1: one time. But it's just more so like the guy 85 00:04:35,279 --> 00:04:37,120 Speaker 1: that I'm talking to is just like I have to 86 00:04:37,200 --> 00:04:40,400 Speaker 1: let him know he's replaceable and that you know, if 87 00:04:40,400 --> 00:04:46,000 Speaker 1: you don't get right, you don't get left. So ouch, Yeah, 88 00:04:46,839 --> 00:05:03,280 Speaker 1: what is that I'm feeling away? I trust might lose 89 00:05:03,360 --> 00:05:10,360 Speaker 1: my mind. I'm starting to feel like airl was so fine. 90 00:05:13,200 --> 00:05:19,920 Speaker 1: I'm chasing a feeling that I counter fine. I can't 91 00:05:19,960 --> 00:05:27,039 Speaker 1: keep going dug him for so please to say I'm 92 00:05:27,040 --> 00:05:30,159 Speaker 1: about the paper and wait, no, wanna tell you you 93 00:05:30,400 --> 00:05:35,039 Speaker 1: better get with device the way you I can't should 94 00:05:35,200 --> 00:05:38,359 Speaker 1: be a crime. You need to make up your mind. 95 00:05:38,680 --> 00:05:46,039 Speaker 1: You know I got options? Boy, tell me what I 96 00:05:46,080 --> 00:05:49,680 Speaker 1: want to send that song? That's the mighty I hear 97 00:05:49,800 --> 00:05:54,480 Speaker 1: You're like, I need to send this to somebody. Let 98 00:05:54,480 --> 00:05:57,400 Speaker 1: me ask you that stuff. Right, So, if you're dating 99 00:05:57,440 --> 00:05:59,800 Speaker 1: somebody and they tell you you know, I have options, 100 00:06:00,600 --> 00:06:03,080 Speaker 1: how does that make you feel? Is that like, Okay, 101 00:06:03,080 --> 00:06:05,560 Speaker 1: I gotta step it up because it's a challenge or 102 00:06:05,600 --> 00:06:08,160 Speaker 1: do you feel like what fuck you? I mean, if 103 00:06:08,160 --> 00:06:10,159 Speaker 1: it God told me that, I'm like, suck you. But 104 00:06:10,160 --> 00:06:12,120 Speaker 1: I feel like if I'm telling it that, like he 105 00:06:12,240 --> 00:06:14,880 Speaker 1: might think of it as like, you know, competition, because 106 00:06:14,880 --> 00:06:16,880 Speaker 1: because you know, they like the chase. They like that. 107 00:06:17,040 --> 00:06:21,280 Speaker 1: So I think guys like competition. That's why they played 108 00:06:21,320 --> 00:06:25,760 Speaker 1: more sports than us. And I just feel like they 109 00:06:25,800 --> 00:06:28,520 Speaker 1: like competition. They like to win, So I think a 110 00:06:28,520 --> 00:06:30,800 Speaker 1: guy would take that as a challenge and a woman 111 00:06:31,720 --> 00:06:35,279 Speaker 1: wouldn't necessarily take that as a challenge. I think, what 112 00:06:35,400 --> 00:06:40,719 Speaker 1: go to your options there? Yeah? Please go my Also 113 00:06:40,760 --> 00:06:43,599 Speaker 1: their options might be kind of whack too. They always 114 00:06:43,600 --> 00:06:47,240 Speaker 1: are like options me, Like if you ever day to 115 00:06:47,279 --> 00:06:49,200 Speaker 1: day guy and you see what his X before you 116 00:06:49,240 --> 00:06:54,520 Speaker 1: look like and being like like, I'm the upgrade, major 117 00:06:54,640 --> 00:06:59,280 Speaker 1: upgrade for usually guys cheat down to for me. I 118 00:06:59,400 --> 00:07:02,280 Speaker 1: just feel like it's not fair because like I'm really 119 00:07:02,600 --> 00:07:05,440 Speaker 1: you know, I'm really fired, you know, like I know 120 00:07:05,560 --> 00:07:08,520 Speaker 1: my pussy is really good. So it's sick. I can't 121 00:07:08,839 --> 00:07:11,480 Speaker 1: be mad at them because everything has a down grade 122 00:07:11,520 --> 00:07:14,160 Speaker 1: half of me. So right, so it's like, all right, 123 00:07:14,160 --> 00:07:17,720 Speaker 1: I understand y'all, Like, but keep it real, right, Do 124 00:07:17,800 --> 00:07:20,440 Speaker 1: y'all like competition because you know, sometimes we stay in 125 00:07:20,440 --> 00:07:23,120 Speaker 1: relationships too long, and part of it might be we 126 00:07:23,160 --> 00:07:25,160 Speaker 1: don't want to let that other chick get our man, 127 00:07:25,760 --> 00:07:28,240 Speaker 1: and you can know somebody's cheating on you and you 128 00:07:28,280 --> 00:07:30,360 Speaker 1: can know who it is with and all of that, 129 00:07:30,400 --> 00:07:33,200 Speaker 1: and you could really feel like, I am not going 130 00:07:33,240 --> 00:07:37,040 Speaker 1: to give up. I don't know. I don't know if 131 00:07:37,040 --> 00:07:39,480 Speaker 1: I can do that on the time. I don't know. 132 00:07:39,520 --> 00:07:41,920 Speaker 1: I just like mon it for me. I can't. I 133 00:07:41,960 --> 00:07:45,320 Speaker 1: don't know. I will say sometimes we may feel like 134 00:07:45,360 --> 00:07:47,960 Speaker 1: we put that working and it's like, hold on, I'm 135 00:07:47,960 --> 00:07:52,000 Speaker 1: not about to change him into somebody that's somewhat decent 136 00:07:52,240 --> 00:07:54,520 Speaker 1: or knows how to treat someone. And then I just 137 00:07:54,560 --> 00:07:58,560 Speaker 1: gotta go ahead and give him away. My journey, journey. 138 00:07:58,560 --> 00:08:01,560 Speaker 1: What's the longest relationship you've been in? She's probably like 139 00:08:01,600 --> 00:08:06,600 Speaker 1: a year. Okay, we got a long way. I'm only 140 00:08:06,600 --> 00:08:11,520 Speaker 1: twenty two, so you know, how a baby? Why did 141 00:08:11,640 --> 00:08:15,640 Speaker 1: you break up? Um? Because he was cheating? Of course, 142 00:08:15,680 --> 00:08:20,040 Speaker 1: that's when it was due. He was you know, I thought, yeah, 143 00:08:20,080 --> 00:08:23,080 Speaker 1: so this is what happened. Um, he was talking to 144 00:08:23,120 --> 00:08:25,120 Speaker 1: his ex like in the beginning of the relationship, so 145 00:08:25,120 --> 00:08:27,480 Speaker 1: I already knew it was like some bullshit, and I 146 00:08:27,480 --> 00:08:29,320 Speaker 1: tried to play it cool. I was like, you know, 147 00:08:29,440 --> 00:08:32,280 Speaker 1: maybe I can like just you know, get him out 148 00:08:32,320 --> 00:08:36,959 Speaker 1: of that phase with her. And yeah, So I went 149 00:08:37,000 --> 00:08:39,199 Speaker 1: through his phone one day because you know, it's just 150 00:08:39,360 --> 00:08:42,360 Speaker 1: how it happened. We didn't know. Yeah, I saw like 151 00:08:43,000 --> 00:08:44,800 Speaker 1: he had changed her name in his phone to like 152 00:08:44,920 --> 00:08:48,679 Speaker 1: Jose and I was like, oh my god, like they 153 00:08:48,720 --> 00:08:51,120 Speaker 1: always changed the name like to be sleep. But it's like, bro, 154 00:08:51,240 --> 00:08:55,240 Speaker 1: I'm a detective over here, so look. So yeah, I 155 00:08:55,280 --> 00:08:57,880 Speaker 1: saw he was texting her and they were linking and 156 00:08:57,920 --> 00:09:07,920 Speaker 1: everything we Spanish for how yeah yeah home say yeah. 157 00:09:08,240 --> 00:09:11,280 Speaker 1: So I cut him off. I was done with him 158 00:09:11,280 --> 00:09:14,080 Speaker 1: after that, Like I don't play that. How hard was it? 159 00:09:14,240 --> 00:09:16,199 Speaker 1: Because sometimes we don't cut somebody off right away, but 160 00:09:16,200 --> 00:09:18,960 Speaker 1: we still like are you back and forth? And it 161 00:09:19,040 --> 00:09:22,480 Speaker 1: takes a minute sometimes when you cast somebody cheating. Yeah, 162 00:09:22,520 --> 00:09:24,480 Speaker 1: I mean we were still linking, like you know, it 163 00:09:24,559 --> 00:09:26,040 Speaker 1: was just kind of it was hard, like you said, 164 00:09:26,080 --> 00:09:28,280 Speaker 1: like a year long. Well for me, that's a long time. 165 00:09:28,360 --> 00:09:30,360 Speaker 1: Like I grew attached to him and I still loved 166 00:09:30,400 --> 00:09:32,600 Speaker 1: him and cared about him, and I tried to forgive 167 00:09:32,679 --> 00:09:35,679 Speaker 1: him and like, you know, just be understanding, but I 168 00:09:35,720 --> 00:09:37,559 Speaker 1: couldn't because I just felt like I was so loyal 169 00:09:37,600 --> 00:09:40,520 Speaker 1: to him and he was just doing me dirty, like 170 00:09:40,520 --> 00:09:43,960 Speaker 1: like who does that? And she knew he had a girlfriend, right, 171 00:09:44,480 --> 00:09:46,600 Speaker 1: I don't know who knows because he was It's not 172 00:09:46,600 --> 00:09:49,320 Speaker 1: like he was posting me on social media. You know, 173 00:09:49,440 --> 00:09:52,199 Speaker 1: I don't know how did you get in a private person? 174 00:09:52,960 --> 00:09:57,600 Speaker 1: So yeah, how did you get in his phone? Um? 175 00:09:57,640 --> 00:10:00,800 Speaker 1: I knew his password? You don't you like look the 176 00:10:00,800 --> 00:10:02,840 Speaker 1: corner of your eye. You're just like looking at him blogging. 177 00:10:03,800 --> 00:10:08,880 Speaker 1: I learned you like, dummy. Does he still hit you 178 00:10:08,960 --> 00:10:12,840 Speaker 1: up to this day? Um? No, If he does, I 179 00:10:12,840 --> 00:10:15,959 Speaker 1: wouldn't know because I think I blocked him. So, but 180 00:10:16,160 --> 00:10:19,000 Speaker 1: tell him thank you for the inspiration. Hey making some 181 00:10:19,120 --> 00:10:23,160 Speaker 1: fires music? All right, Well, let's hear the next song. 182 00:10:23,600 --> 00:10:26,400 Speaker 1: Al right, here we go. This one is called like that. 183 00:10:27,280 --> 00:10:50,000 Speaker 1: This one's actually out already too. You're nice And because 184 00:10:50,000 --> 00:10:55,240 Speaker 1: I keep on dragging me through the bullshit, like I'm saying, 185 00:10:55,960 --> 00:11:02,120 Speaker 1: me just slew you up? Can see if that's this guy? 186 00:11:04,760 --> 00:11:17,079 Speaker 1: Well gun from you said, see through the disguise. Has 187 00:11:17,160 --> 00:11:19,760 Speaker 1: anybody ever lied to you early on and then had 188 00:11:19,800 --> 00:11:22,920 Speaker 1: to go back and tell you the truth, like about 189 00:11:22,960 --> 00:11:27,160 Speaker 1: somebody they were maybe kids or anything. Yeah. I mean 190 00:11:27,200 --> 00:11:29,280 Speaker 1: even with the last dude, I was just talking about like, 191 00:11:29,559 --> 00:11:31,720 Speaker 1: you know, early on, when he was like, you know, 192 00:11:31,800 --> 00:11:33,480 Speaker 1: talking about his ex. He was just like, yeah, I'm 193 00:11:33,520 --> 00:11:35,680 Speaker 1: over here, I'm done with her. And it's just I 194 00:11:35,679 --> 00:11:37,880 Speaker 1: feel like that's what they can do. Like they have past, 195 00:11:37,960 --> 00:11:40,160 Speaker 1: you know, situations, and then they tell us we see 196 00:11:40,160 --> 00:11:42,000 Speaker 1: them like we see them, we see the girls in 197 00:11:42,080 --> 00:11:44,520 Speaker 1: their phone, and so it's just like we can't ignore that. 198 00:11:44,600 --> 00:11:46,959 Speaker 1: But you know, they sweet talk to us and tell 199 00:11:47,040 --> 00:11:49,240 Speaker 1: us not it's nothing serious, and then later on we 200 00:11:49,320 --> 00:11:53,600 Speaker 1: find out, you know, it was bullshit. What does this excellent? 201 00:11:53,880 --> 00:11:59,079 Speaker 1: What does this look like? I keep it real? Is she? 202 00:11:59,200 --> 00:12:06,440 Speaker 1: Okays he likes it? But what does that? What does 203 00:12:06,520 --> 00:12:09,679 Speaker 1: his ex look like? Oh? What is his ex? Like? Yo? 204 00:12:10,280 --> 00:12:18,079 Speaker 1: Crazy enough? She's white? What? Yeah, she's white? Stephanie is like, 205 00:12:18,120 --> 00:12:21,880 Speaker 1: well I'm part white. Yeah. Stephanie is like so you know, 206 00:12:22,679 --> 00:12:26,040 Speaker 1: I don't know Stephanie's white with a Spanish Like, does 207 00:12:26,080 --> 00:12:28,560 Speaker 1: that make it worse when when your guy cheat on 208 00:12:28,600 --> 00:12:34,440 Speaker 1: you with a white girl? To me? Yeah, it was 209 00:12:34,440 --> 00:12:38,480 Speaker 1: it like was it like a big booty white girl 210 00:12:38,679 --> 00:12:41,480 Speaker 1: or like a regular you know, I mean she's trying 211 00:12:41,520 --> 00:12:43,679 Speaker 1: to keep your body like she was sick, you know, 212 00:12:44,240 --> 00:12:48,160 Speaker 1: but she wasn't me and I know that's right. Yeah, 213 00:12:48,320 --> 00:12:54,640 Speaker 1: but like a Becky or like a Natasha. Okay at 214 00:12:54,679 --> 00:12:57,440 Speaker 1: least it's a Natasha if it was a Becky Hobby. So, man, 215 00:12:59,400 --> 00:13:03,040 Speaker 1: you know, we've never admit another girl looks like his 216 00:13:03,160 --> 00:13:06,199 Speaker 1: ex looks good. Has anybody here ever like dated a 217 00:13:06,240 --> 00:13:08,720 Speaker 1: guy and been like, Okay, he's ex is cute. I 218 00:13:08,760 --> 00:13:11,200 Speaker 1: would say she was decent. I'm not never gonna be 219 00:13:11,200 --> 00:13:16,480 Speaker 1: like she looks better than me, like what she look like? 220 00:13:17,240 --> 00:13:20,240 Speaker 1: Say exactly, I'll be like she's alright, like she's all 221 00:13:20,280 --> 00:13:22,640 Speaker 1: right for him, Like it's just like you said, I 222 00:13:22,720 --> 00:13:24,720 Speaker 1: won't say she looks better than me, because you don't. 223 00:13:26,880 --> 00:13:29,599 Speaker 1: We'd be quick to say ugly child, that bit just 224 00:13:29,679 --> 00:13:38,280 Speaker 1: whack as fun. That's always something. That's the way it is, Jenny. 225 00:13:38,400 --> 00:13:42,040 Speaker 1: Did you get along with his friends? Um? Kind of? 226 00:13:42,520 --> 00:13:44,520 Speaker 1: I mean a lot of his friends were in Florida. 227 00:13:44,640 --> 00:13:47,400 Speaker 1: Like he's from Florida and so I met him in 228 00:13:47,559 --> 00:13:49,360 Speaker 1: l A and he lived out there or whatever. But 229 00:13:50,040 --> 00:13:51,760 Speaker 1: you know, most majority of his friends were on Florida. 230 00:13:51,760 --> 00:13:54,320 Speaker 1: I met them, like, you know, via FaceTime. They were cool. 231 00:13:54,360 --> 00:13:56,920 Speaker 1: I guess. Look, I never really meant any of them 232 00:13:56,920 --> 00:13:59,120 Speaker 1: in person. What does he do that he was in 233 00:13:59,559 --> 00:14:03,040 Speaker 1: and bro, I don't know, he's trying to figure out 234 00:14:03,120 --> 00:14:07,080 Speaker 1: what out Wow, I was dumb and like, you know, 235 00:14:07,240 --> 00:14:10,640 Speaker 1: just not even I just I liked his personality. But yeah, 236 00:14:10,640 --> 00:14:12,840 Speaker 1: he wasn't really doing it with himself, to be honest, 237 00:14:13,280 --> 00:14:18,760 Speaker 1: but he did. He loved with you. We've all had those, okay, okay, 238 00:14:18,760 --> 00:14:22,320 Speaker 1: so he was just there, like I mean, he was 239 00:14:22,320 --> 00:14:31,120 Speaker 1: just surviving. Yeah, why do we do this? Do you? 240 00:14:31,240 --> 00:14:34,080 Speaker 1: How many of us look back and at Stephanie and Laria? 241 00:14:34,200 --> 00:14:35,920 Speaker 1: How many times do we look back and be like, 242 00:14:36,000 --> 00:14:41,600 Speaker 1: what was I thinking? Every time? Everybody? Now, yeah, I 243 00:14:41,640 --> 00:14:45,640 Speaker 1: agree every time. I still don't know what I was thinking, 244 00:14:45,960 --> 00:14:49,040 Speaker 1: Like what was I thinking? And me, I'm you know, 245 00:14:49,120 --> 00:14:51,480 Speaker 1: I'm like fall in love at first sight, so like 246 00:14:51,520 --> 00:14:54,160 Speaker 1: as soon as you touched me, I'm like, I love you. 247 00:14:54,200 --> 00:14:57,800 Speaker 1: So that really gives you a moment you know, later 248 00:14:57,880 --> 00:15:00,760 Speaker 1: on in the line to think about, They're like, what 249 00:15:00,800 --> 00:15:03,920 Speaker 1: the funk? I don't love this guy? I hate him. 250 00:15:04,040 --> 00:15:06,480 Speaker 1: I think it's mostly bad when other people know that 251 00:15:06,520 --> 00:15:08,400 Speaker 1: you dated the person and they try to like bring 252 00:15:08,480 --> 00:15:12,200 Speaker 1: him up a thousand years later. I can't stand that. 253 00:15:12,440 --> 00:15:14,840 Speaker 1: It's so annoying because it's like, bam me for real. 254 00:15:14,920 --> 00:15:16,760 Speaker 1: They'd be like, what happened so and so? As like 255 00:15:16,840 --> 00:15:22,000 Speaker 1: I have another nigga in the room, like like he's dead. 256 00:15:22,280 --> 00:15:24,320 Speaker 1: How do he snack you? Joy? I gotta ask you this? 257 00:15:24,400 --> 00:15:27,480 Speaker 1: How did he bag you? Like? How did it even happen? No? 258 00:15:27,800 --> 00:15:30,840 Speaker 1: I don't even know looking back at it, it's embarrassing 259 00:15:30,920 --> 00:15:34,640 Speaker 1: like things with him, But you know, I feel like 260 00:15:34,720 --> 00:15:36,560 Speaker 1: he was just he just knew how to talk to me. 261 00:15:36,640 --> 00:15:39,480 Speaker 1: And I liked his personality and he also you know, 262 00:15:39,560 --> 00:15:41,320 Speaker 1: he was like he could wrap a little bit. So 263 00:15:41,360 --> 00:15:43,480 Speaker 1: I was like, all right, you know, maybe I couldn't 264 00:15:43,480 --> 00:15:46,480 Speaker 1: make him a better rapper, And yeah, I think that's 265 00:15:46,480 --> 00:15:48,280 Speaker 1: a lot with him, just because I like people that like, 266 00:15:48,320 --> 00:15:50,160 Speaker 1: I feel like can relate to me like he did music. 267 00:15:50,240 --> 00:15:52,840 Speaker 1: I do music. So it's just kind of worked out. 268 00:15:53,360 --> 00:15:56,240 Speaker 1: So this is the aspiring rapper you were talking about. 269 00:15:59,120 --> 00:16:02,240 Speaker 1: All right, but let's get in to the next song. Okay, alright, 270 00:16:02,280 --> 00:16:05,480 Speaker 1: So this next one is called Don't Feel Right? M 271 00:16:05,680 --> 00:16:25,440 Speaker 1: hm huh that didn't feel Right's funny how you see 272 00:16:27,000 --> 00:16:32,520 Speaker 1: you go to l the dead didn't have to la 273 00:16:33,160 --> 00:16:39,320 Speaker 1: face me. I can't run the way I want to say. Oh, 274 00:16:39,800 --> 00:16:43,720 Speaker 1: I don's tin of favors, but I can tie. Now 275 00:16:43,800 --> 00:16:51,720 Speaker 1: you y'alls behave want you're doing. Just because you're angry now. 276 00:16:51,880 --> 00:17:06,640 Speaker 1: That doesn't spee later. It don't lie, right, Yeah, sont 277 00:17:06,720 --> 00:17:09,960 Speaker 1: like talking about a situation where like you are entertaining 278 00:17:10,000 --> 00:17:12,600 Speaker 1: someone that you know isn't good for you, and you 279 00:17:12,640 --> 00:17:15,080 Speaker 1: know it's not right and you shouldn't be putting up 280 00:17:15,080 --> 00:17:16,840 Speaker 1: with it, but you are for whatever reason. I feel 281 00:17:16,840 --> 00:17:20,240 Speaker 1: like we've all been through that and just doesn't feel right. 282 00:17:20,920 --> 00:17:23,399 Speaker 1: You're right, Have we ever made somebody change? Because you 283 00:17:23,440 --> 00:17:25,280 Speaker 1: know a lot of times you get in relationships with 284 00:17:25,359 --> 00:17:28,640 Speaker 1: somebody and you're like, man, he would be perfect if 285 00:17:28,720 --> 00:17:31,080 Speaker 1: only this, or maybe he can change, maybe I can 286 00:17:31,119 --> 00:17:36,760 Speaker 1: make him better. Has that ever worked? No? You don't change, 287 00:17:38,240 --> 00:17:40,359 Speaker 1: you know. I mean I feel like we really feel like, 288 00:17:40,440 --> 00:17:43,320 Speaker 1: deep down like we can. But you know, we start 289 00:17:43,359 --> 00:17:45,080 Speaker 1: to see it a little bit, you know, we started 290 00:17:45,080 --> 00:17:47,760 Speaker 1: to tell them about their selves, about themselves, and they 291 00:17:47,840 --> 00:17:49,280 Speaker 1: kind of open up a little bit and we get 292 00:17:49,320 --> 00:17:50,920 Speaker 1: to know more about them, and they start to change 293 00:17:50,960 --> 00:17:53,200 Speaker 1: little things, a little flaws they have, But I don't 294 00:17:53,200 --> 00:17:57,000 Speaker 1: feel like they ever change completely. It's I feel like 295 00:17:57,000 --> 00:17:59,359 Speaker 1: it's hard for people to in general, but mostly Niggers, 296 00:17:59,400 --> 00:18:02,399 Speaker 1: because I feel like women just we have this hope 297 00:18:02,440 --> 00:18:06,840 Speaker 1: that men will grow and they usually don't. And I 298 00:18:07,480 --> 00:18:10,480 Speaker 1: was just talking about this the other day, like like 299 00:18:10,640 --> 00:18:12,880 Speaker 1: I like I was saying earlier, like I know it's 300 00:18:12,920 --> 00:18:15,240 Speaker 1: me because I'm the one who really curves, like I'm 301 00:18:15,320 --> 00:18:19,560 Speaker 1: I have a strong curve fan. But all my axes 302 00:18:19,600 --> 00:18:22,800 Speaker 1: aren't married. It's not like they left me and they 303 00:18:22,840 --> 00:18:27,120 Speaker 1: found like the relationship and they started being a good man. 304 00:18:27,840 --> 00:18:32,199 Speaker 1: They're they're all single. So now I will say this, 305 00:18:32,359 --> 00:18:34,360 Speaker 1: I have feel like I do have to Like I've 306 00:18:34,359 --> 00:18:37,600 Speaker 1: trained my boyfriend in many ways, and there's a lot 307 00:18:37,600 --> 00:18:39,480 Speaker 1: of things that he didn't know how to do, like 308 00:18:39,520 --> 00:18:41,800 Speaker 1: how to treat a women and how to be thoughtful, 309 00:18:42,680 --> 00:18:45,679 Speaker 1: and I did like teach him certain things. And I 310 00:18:45,720 --> 00:18:47,960 Speaker 1: also like kind of really expressed like this is what 311 00:18:48,040 --> 00:18:49,919 Speaker 1: I want you to do or you need to do 312 00:18:50,000 --> 00:18:52,240 Speaker 1: more things like this. I feel like before me, he 313 00:18:52,280 --> 00:18:54,800 Speaker 1: didn't really know how to be a boyfriend. I think 314 00:18:54,840 --> 00:18:57,480 Speaker 1: that's a little different because to me, that's like teaching 315 00:18:57,560 --> 00:19:00,480 Speaker 1: somebody how to treat you, and it's not that there. 316 00:19:00,600 --> 00:19:03,080 Speaker 1: Like when I think of change, I think of somebody 317 00:19:03,119 --> 00:19:05,879 Speaker 1: that's just like no good and they ain't trying to 318 00:19:05,920 --> 00:19:09,080 Speaker 1: be good. And I feel like when somebody loves you 319 00:19:09,359 --> 00:19:11,639 Speaker 1: and they funk with you and they're not necessarily a 320 00:19:11,680 --> 00:19:14,520 Speaker 1: bad person, and you're like, this is how I'm used 321 00:19:14,560 --> 00:19:17,760 Speaker 1: to being treated. I think a person could conform. I 322 00:19:17,800 --> 00:19:23,640 Speaker 1: don't know about necessarily a percent change. Yeah, but yeah, 323 00:19:24,200 --> 00:19:27,280 Speaker 1: it's have you ever changed journey? Do you feel like 324 00:19:27,280 --> 00:19:31,440 Speaker 1: a man has changed you for the better? Um? Yeah, 325 00:19:31,480 --> 00:19:33,120 Speaker 1: I feel like, you know, like even with the last 326 00:19:33,160 --> 00:19:35,439 Speaker 1: situation I was talking about, I feel like, you know, 327 00:19:35,520 --> 00:19:39,760 Speaker 1: he just made me kind of learned to love myself 328 00:19:39,800 --> 00:19:42,040 Speaker 1: even more because he was very supportive. Like it's not 329 00:19:42,119 --> 00:19:44,440 Speaker 1: like everything was all bad, Like he was very supportive 330 00:19:44,880 --> 00:19:47,159 Speaker 1: and he was you know, he kind of helped me 331 00:19:47,200 --> 00:19:49,959 Speaker 1: come come out of my like insecurities and stuff like that. 332 00:19:50,040 --> 00:19:52,000 Speaker 1: So I feel like he helped me, you know, change. 333 00:19:52,320 --> 00:19:54,480 Speaker 1: You know how much I love and care about myself. 334 00:19:54,800 --> 00:19:57,200 Speaker 1: So that was, you know, the good aspect of it. 335 00:19:57,200 --> 00:19:59,400 Speaker 1: Sounds like y'all might get back together. I don't know, no, 336 00:19:59,400 --> 00:20:05,000 Speaker 1: no, no no, no, no. But that's the good part. Tis 337 00:20:05,080 --> 00:20:07,760 Speaker 1: he taught you any bad habits? Because you know how 338 00:20:07,880 --> 00:20:13,440 Speaker 1: sometimes we gain bad habits from people as well. Um No, 339 00:20:13,600 --> 00:20:15,560 Speaker 1: I don't know if he taught me anything that I 340 00:20:15,600 --> 00:20:18,119 Speaker 1: wasn't already doing. You know what I mean like, I 341 00:20:18,119 --> 00:20:20,480 Speaker 1: don't know. I don't think so now, and that's good. 342 00:20:20,520 --> 00:20:22,879 Speaker 1: I do think the point of relationships, right is to 343 00:20:22,920 --> 00:20:26,159 Speaker 1: help you grow, and you will pick up some positive 344 00:20:26,200 --> 00:20:29,159 Speaker 1: things and just keep those with you so as you 345 00:20:29,240 --> 00:20:31,280 Speaker 1: move forward. At least it wasn't all a waste of time. 346 00:20:31,920 --> 00:20:34,040 Speaker 1: And I always feel like that about every relationship I've 347 00:20:34,080 --> 00:20:37,400 Speaker 1: ever been in, whether it was a negative situation or positive, 348 00:20:37,440 --> 00:20:41,040 Speaker 1: I've learned things about myself and implemented those in my 349 00:20:41,080 --> 00:20:45,119 Speaker 1: real life exactly. So, no matter what what about you, Stephanie, 350 00:20:45,600 --> 00:20:48,320 Speaker 1: positive things from I know. Like she said, I feel 351 00:20:48,359 --> 00:20:50,760 Speaker 1: like being in a relationship where you have to be strong, 352 00:20:50,800 --> 00:20:53,960 Speaker 1: you really learn to depend on yourself and count on 353 00:20:54,000 --> 00:20:57,159 Speaker 1: yourself and put yourself first, you know, so I have. 354 00:20:57,359 --> 00:21:00,400 Speaker 1: I agree, I have learned to love myself of more 355 00:21:00,480 --> 00:21:06,240 Speaker 1: through bad relationships for sure. Mm hmm loyal. But have 356 00:21:06,400 --> 00:21:09,040 Speaker 1: you changed from any relationships but in a positive way. 357 00:21:09,240 --> 00:21:12,000 Speaker 1: I think women grow by men a lot of times, 358 00:21:12,080 --> 00:21:16,200 Speaker 1: Like I'm men make me like into super woman, into 359 00:21:16,240 --> 00:21:18,600 Speaker 1: superwoman when when a man does something wrong to me, 360 00:21:18,640 --> 00:21:20,960 Speaker 1: Because like I said, I'm usually no one who curves off. 361 00:21:21,240 --> 00:21:25,280 Speaker 1: If I'm getting curved off, it's like I'll turn into 362 00:21:25,320 --> 00:21:28,480 Speaker 1: something else, I'll turn into a monster or so really 363 00:21:28,720 --> 00:21:32,720 Speaker 1: like maybe, um, I learned to be not so trusting 364 00:21:33,200 --> 00:21:35,480 Speaker 1: because I think at one point in time, like I 365 00:21:35,520 --> 00:21:38,840 Speaker 1: would trust uh like if somebody. I felt like, if 366 00:21:38,880 --> 00:21:41,480 Speaker 1: somebody loved me, that they were gonna be honest and like, 367 00:21:41,920 --> 00:21:44,440 Speaker 1: you know, be good to me in some form or fashion. 368 00:21:44,800 --> 00:21:48,040 Speaker 1: But that's not necessarily true. Like a person could love 369 00:21:48,080 --> 00:21:50,240 Speaker 1: you and still do fucked up things to you. So 370 00:21:50,760 --> 00:21:52,760 Speaker 1: I'm not gonna say, like my guard is all the 371 00:21:52,760 --> 00:21:55,159 Speaker 1: way up, but I'm not so easy going as I 372 00:21:55,240 --> 00:21:58,199 Speaker 1: used to be. That's interesting. Do you think that somebody 373 00:21:58,240 --> 00:22:02,840 Speaker 1: could really love you but do fucked up the see you? Yeah? Now, 374 00:22:03,160 --> 00:22:06,760 Speaker 1: is it really love? Yeah? It's not. People like the 375 00:22:06,800 --> 00:22:09,000 Speaker 1: idea of love, like they think they know what it is, 376 00:22:09,040 --> 00:22:12,080 Speaker 1: but I don't think people really know how to love. Yeah, 377 00:22:12,080 --> 00:22:13,919 Speaker 1: because I feel like if you love me, you're not 378 00:22:13,960 --> 00:22:16,560 Speaker 1: gonna do fucked up things exactly, you wouldn't even think 379 00:22:16,600 --> 00:22:19,159 Speaker 1: about it. I'm on offense because I felt like you 380 00:22:19,160 --> 00:22:22,520 Speaker 1: can make mistakes. I've made mistakes and hurt people that 381 00:22:22,600 --> 00:22:25,000 Speaker 1: I cared about before, and I really did not I 382 00:22:25,040 --> 00:22:26,960 Speaker 1: wasn't doing it by want to hurt them. I was 383 00:22:27,000 --> 00:22:30,960 Speaker 1: being selfish, and um, I feel like sometimes that's all 384 00:22:31,000 --> 00:22:33,719 Speaker 1: it is, like people are, they'll be more selfish than 385 00:22:33,760 --> 00:22:37,040 Speaker 1: they'll be in love. I understand mistakes, but some things 386 00:22:37,040 --> 00:22:40,040 Speaker 1: are intentional, like you know what you're doing something if 387 00:22:40,040 --> 00:22:43,159 Speaker 1: you are going on vacation with another bitch, like you 388 00:22:43,240 --> 00:22:45,680 Speaker 1: know exactly what you know what I'm saying, Like that's 389 00:22:45,760 --> 00:22:49,000 Speaker 1: not just a mistake or I said something I shouldn't 390 00:22:49,000 --> 00:22:53,280 Speaker 1: have said, just like that is a whole planning, uh situation. 391 00:22:53,600 --> 00:22:57,040 Speaker 1: And I think, I don't know if guys just don't 392 00:22:57,040 --> 00:23:00,400 Speaker 1: think about what happens when they get caught. They don't. 393 00:23:00,440 --> 00:23:03,480 Speaker 1: They don't think about the consequence. They just they live 394 00:23:03,520 --> 00:23:07,720 Speaker 1: in the moment and it's just you know, have you 395 00:23:07,720 --> 00:23:12,320 Speaker 1: ever cheated journey, No, I've never cheated. I've had an 396 00:23:12,320 --> 00:23:14,639 Speaker 1: ex tell me like he didn't think he was gonna 397 00:23:14,680 --> 00:23:17,680 Speaker 1: ever I was ever gonna catch him. So I feel 398 00:23:17,680 --> 00:23:19,800 Speaker 1: like guys think that did your ex tell you when 399 00:23:19,840 --> 00:23:22,000 Speaker 1: you caught him? Like I didn't think you would find 400 00:23:22,040 --> 00:23:24,160 Speaker 1: this out? I agree. I feel like I just really 401 00:23:24,160 --> 00:23:27,040 Speaker 1: think they're not gonna get caught, and they do. They 402 00:23:27,400 --> 00:23:30,359 Speaker 1: sloppy and stupid things and they just think. I don't know, 403 00:23:30,440 --> 00:23:32,920 Speaker 1: for some reason they think, and they feel like lying 404 00:23:32,960 --> 00:23:36,400 Speaker 1: to you means that they love you? Yes, right, yes, 405 00:23:37,359 --> 00:23:42,080 Speaker 1: I like because I love you? Makes no sense. So, Journey, 406 00:23:42,119 --> 00:23:45,320 Speaker 1: you've never ever cheated, You've never like, never cheating. I 407 00:23:45,359 --> 00:23:48,080 Speaker 1: mean I've never cheated. I mean, what's your guys definition 408 00:23:48,080 --> 00:23:57,120 Speaker 1: of cheating? Though? Cheating? Journey? No, No, I'm not talking 409 00:23:57,119 --> 00:23:59,679 Speaker 1: about myself. I'm talking about like guys, like because you 410 00:23:59,720 --> 00:24:02,119 Speaker 1: know how maybe like message an other girl swiping up 411 00:24:02,119 --> 00:24:04,040 Speaker 1: with the story he's doing the hard eyes. I don't know. 412 00:24:04,080 --> 00:24:05,920 Speaker 1: I consider that a form of cheating because it's like 413 00:24:06,000 --> 00:24:09,280 Speaker 1: why do you why are you doing it for another girl? 414 00:24:09,280 --> 00:24:12,399 Speaker 1: That's it's just corny, and you'll be feeling like it's carny, 415 00:24:12,440 --> 00:24:15,240 Speaker 1: like you're so thirsty. And actually if she doesn't respond, 416 00:24:15,960 --> 00:24:21,760 Speaker 1: like right, you don't respond, you look stupid. Facts All right, 417 00:24:21,800 --> 00:24:24,840 Speaker 1: Well we got another song. Let's the hair capting? Yeah, cap, 418 00:24:26,240 --> 00:24:44,280 Speaker 1: who's cavin? I know this love joy already. It's a 419 00:24:44,440 --> 00:24:49,119 Speaker 1: little round. He always keep it real with trying to 420 00:24:50,000 --> 00:24:57,919 Speaker 1: oyaking cute change. But you's good you, but don't be 421 00:24:58,000 --> 00:25:02,400 Speaker 1: cynical always doing the man. That's so damn typical. Now 422 00:25:02,440 --> 00:25:05,600 Speaker 1: you're throwing subliminal from no animal. I just want to 423 00:25:05,720 --> 00:25:10,920 Speaker 1: really fund them. If you want, then come up all 424 00:25:10,960 --> 00:25:16,159 Speaker 1: you're doing, I'm don't want doing who you see you 425 00:25:16,520 --> 00:25:21,399 Speaker 1: don't We went really up bunding, like your sung just 426 00:25:21,480 --> 00:25:28,119 Speaker 1: with your Yeah you know that's my theme song right there. 427 00:25:27,359 --> 00:25:34,480 Speaker 1: So um, when's the last time you capt how about 428 00:25:34,480 --> 00:25:42,400 Speaker 1: that to a man? Oh? Oh yikes. I mean she's 429 00:25:42,400 --> 00:25:47,840 Speaker 1: about the line to me pretty right all the time. 430 00:25:49,119 --> 00:25:51,240 Speaker 1: Well not all the time, but I mean I feel 431 00:25:51,280 --> 00:25:53,639 Speaker 1: like niggas do it a lot though, Like that's all. 432 00:25:53,600 --> 00:25:55,680 Speaker 1: I wrote this song because I feel like a lot 433 00:25:55,680 --> 00:25:57,960 Speaker 1: of times guys are like sweet talk you and like 434 00:25:58,080 --> 00:26:00,600 Speaker 1: tell you they love you, but their actions not show 435 00:26:00,680 --> 00:26:03,240 Speaker 1: that at all. And I go the all cheating thing, 436 00:26:03,359 --> 00:26:05,280 Speaker 1: like why are you doing this? If you say this 437 00:26:05,440 --> 00:26:07,160 Speaker 1: but it doesn't make sense. And that's kind of why 438 00:26:07,160 --> 00:26:09,680 Speaker 1: I wrote the song, because I just feel like could 439 00:26:09,680 --> 00:26:11,760 Speaker 1: just be lying for no reason. It's like if you 440 00:26:11,880 --> 00:26:13,760 Speaker 1: don't love me, if you don't if you still want 441 00:26:13,760 --> 00:26:15,440 Speaker 1: to be out here, like if you for the streets, 442 00:26:15,480 --> 00:26:17,720 Speaker 1: like be for the streets, like don't be in my 443 00:26:17,800 --> 00:26:21,240 Speaker 1: bed like seven, Like I just hate that and it's 444 00:26:21,280 --> 00:26:24,359 Speaker 1: just unnecessary, that's all, Like, ain't nobody even asked you 445 00:26:24,400 --> 00:26:29,160 Speaker 1: to say that or do that? Reason? Go ahead, Larry, 446 00:26:29,359 --> 00:26:31,919 Speaker 1: I was gonna say, have you ever lied about loving someone? 447 00:26:31,960 --> 00:26:33,480 Speaker 1: Have you ever told someone you love them and you 448 00:26:33,480 --> 00:26:36,720 Speaker 1: didn't mean it? Yeah? I said it just because I 449 00:26:36,760 --> 00:26:39,680 Speaker 1: said at first, no I didn't. Yeah, they said it first, 450 00:26:39,760 --> 00:26:43,040 Speaker 1: and I felt bad and I was just like, you know, 451 00:26:43,119 --> 00:26:44,760 Speaker 1: this is when I was like younger, and I was 452 00:26:44,840 --> 00:26:47,920 Speaker 1: like really really stupid, but yeah, I just said it back, 453 00:26:48,160 --> 00:26:49,800 Speaker 1: you know. I was just like, yeah, I love you too, 454 00:26:50,080 --> 00:26:52,720 Speaker 1: knowing damn well, I didn't even feel any type of 455 00:26:52,760 --> 00:26:56,119 Speaker 1: way towards it. That just makes you a nice person. 456 00:26:57,480 --> 00:27:00,240 Speaker 1: I feel bad hurt in people's feelings for real, because you're, yeah, 457 00:27:00,359 --> 00:27:02,320 Speaker 1: somebody says I love you, and they right there, what 458 00:27:02,400 --> 00:27:05,240 Speaker 1: you're supposed to do? Thank you give them a hug? 459 00:27:05,960 --> 00:27:14,400 Speaker 1: Oh my god, than you give them a kiss. So wait, 460 00:27:14,480 --> 00:27:16,720 Speaker 1: tell us the situation that a guy told you he 461 00:27:16,760 --> 00:27:19,120 Speaker 1: loved you and you just said I love you back. Yeah. 462 00:27:19,160 --> 00:27:21,280 Speaker 1: It was kind of like, I mean, it might have 463 00:27:21,760 --> 00:27:27,040 Speaker 1: been during you know, a moment of intimate but I 464 00:27:27,119 --> 00:27:28,680 Speaker 1: was I just staid it back. But it was just 465 00:27:28,760 --> 00:27:30,240 Speaker 1: kind of like I thought about it later and I 466 00:27:30,280 --> 00:27:31,960 Speaker 1: was like, why would it Like why would he say 467 00:27:32,000 --> 00:27:35,280 Speaker 1: that if he didn't really mean it? But then all also, like, 468 00:27:35,359 --> 00:27:37,480 Speaker 1: you know, it was during sex, so it could have 469 00:27:37,560 --> 00:27:40,720 Speaker 1: just been you know, he was just but I said 470 00:27:40,720 --> 00:27:43,919 Speaker 1: it back. It was just like you know, and what 471 00:27:44,040 --> 00:27:46,959 Speaker 1: about after? Did like did he say it again at 472 00:27:46,960 --> 00:27:50,719 Speaker 1: any other point or say it again? But he meant that? 473 00:27:50,960 --> 00:27:54,639 Speaker 1: We started thinking about maybe he was serious, and I 474 00:27:54,680 --> 00:27:58,600 Speaker 1: was like, funk. I felt bad. What's the craziest thing 475 00:27:58,640 --> 00:28:01,439 Speaker 1: somebody had said to you during set? You know what? 476 00:28:01,520 --> 00:28:09,520 Speaker 1: They actually this guy called me another girl's name, like, yo, no, 477 00:28:09,840 --> 00:28:13,679 Speaker 1: what was the name? Don't tell me, don't tell me. 478 00:28:13,960 --> 00:28:18,040 Speaker 1: I don't remember that. Remember being like wait what? And 479 00:28:18,040 --> 00:28:27,359 Speaker 1: he was Natasha Becky? So what did you do? You? Like? No, 480 00:28:27,520 --> 00:28:30,200 Speaker 1: I was and I was like, wait what did you say? 481 00:28:30,240 --> 00:28:32,080 Speaker 1: And then we kind of like I was just over it. 482 00:28:32,119 --> 00:28:34,600 Speaker 1: I was turned on anymore? Like you called me another 483 00:28:34,640 --> 00:28:38,800 Speaker 1: female's name like she was weird? Yeah, we called it quits. 484 00:28:40,600 --> 00:28:44,720 Speaker 1: Was he drunk or something? No, he was sober. He 485 00:28:44,840 --> 00:28:49,200 Speaker 1: was just he called him in the ball. I don't 486 00:28:49,200 --> 00:28:54,560 Speaker 1: know what he was going through. That is crazy. He 487 00:28:54,640 --> 00:28:58,560 Speaker 1: called you another name? That's it instant dry pussy? Right then? 488 00:28:59,600 --> 00:29:05,040 Speaker 1: All right, what about you guys? What about for nobody's 489 00:29:05,040 --> 00:29:07,760 Speaker 1: ever called me the run, but I have no man, 490 00:29:07,800 --> 00:29:13,040 Speaker 1: I don't want to say yeah, say I'm hand. I 491 00:29:13,080 --> 00:29:16,320 Speaker 1: did one time do that, and I thought about it. 492 00:29:16,360 --> 00:29:19,240 Speaker 1: The next day. I had just broken up with my boyfriend, 493 00:29:19,280 --> 00:29:22,120 Speaker 1: like maybe a couple of weeks earlier, so I was 494 00:29:22,800 --> 00:29:24,640 Speaker 1: having sess with this guy that I used to talk 495 00:29:24,680 --> 00:29:29,800 Speaker 1: to and we got like wasted. And then I think 496 00:29:30,000 --> 00:29:32,040 Speaker 1: I'm not a hundre possess because he never said anything 497 00:29:32,040 --> 00:29:33,560 Speaker 1: about it. But I think I called him my ex 498 00:29:33,600 --> 00:29:36,760 Speaker 1: boyfriend's name because in the morning I was thinking about it. 499 00:29:36,760 --> 00:29:38,360 Speaker 1: But I'm not sure if it really happened or not, 500 00:29:38,400 --> 00:29:40,680 Speaker 1: but I feel like it did. But that same night 501 00:29:40,760 --> 00:29:42,920 Speaker 1: was the night that I woke up in the morning 502 00:29:42,920 --> 00:29:44,080 Speaker 1: and I was like, I know I was on my 503 00:29:44,120 --> 00:29:46,680 Speaker 1: period and I couldn't find a tampon and I went 504 00:29:46,720 --> 00:29:48,720 Speaker 1: to the emergency room because I thought it was stuck 505 00:29:48,720 --> 00:29:50,120 Speaker 1: in me. But I guess I must have taken it 506 00:29:50,120 --> 00:29:53,640 Speaker 1: out at some point. This is a wild night. It was. 507 00:29:57,440 --> 00:29:59,600 Speaker 1: It was a wild night, so that's probably like one 508 00:29:59,640 --> 00:30:02,560 Speaker 1: of the um craziest things that had. I really went 509 00:30:02,560 --> 00:30:04,400 Speaker 1: to the emergency room because I was like, where is 510 00:30:04,440 --> 00:30:10,080 Speaker 1: my champion? I didn't remember anything else another person name. 511 00:30:10,720 --> 00:30:12,760 Speaker 1: I think one time when I was drunk, I was 512 00:30:12,800 --> 00:30:15,880 Speaker 1: having it. I didn't call the guy somebody else's name. 513 00:30:15,960 --> 00:30:19,360 Speaker 1: I was having a conversation, Like I was sitting back 514 00:30:19,400 --> 00:30:22,240 Speaker 1: and we were like having sex. You know when you're 515 00:30:22,320 --> 00:30:25,760 Speaker 1: when you're drunk, you have these triathlon sex sessions where 516 00:30:25,760 --> 00:30:29,360 Speaker 1: you like stop and start. So I was sitting there 517 00:30:29,360 --> 00:30:31,760 Speaker 1: and I was having a conversation. This is why I 518 00:30:31,800 --> 00:30:34,120 Speaker 1: stopped drinking vodka because it made me it started to 519 00:30:34,120 --> 00:30:36,640 Speaker 1: make me black out. But and this was one of 520 00:30:36,640 --> 00:30:39,240 Speaker 1: those nights. I was having a conversation with like a 521 00:30:39,320 --> 00:30:42,760 Speaker 1: whole different person and I was telling them, like, get 522 00:30:42,760 --> 00:30:46,600 Speaker 1: away from me. Copy, you're not the person that, um 523 00:30:47,200 --> 00:30:49,120 Speaker 1: you know my man's name. I don't want to say 524 00:30:49,120 --> 00:30:51,200 Speaker 1: his name. I was like, get away from me, get 525 00:30:51,240 --> 00:30:56,760 Speaker 1: away from you. You're not a horror movie. Also hard. 526 00:30:56,800 --> 00:30:58,320 Speaker 1: That was a wild night. But I'm telling you that's 527 00:30:58,320 --> 00:31:01,800 Speaker 1: why I stopped drinking vodka. Evil. I'm a true player 528 00:31:01,840 --> 00:31:06,480 Speaker 1: for real. I remember the name, and I'm joking. What's 529 00:31:06,480 --> 00:31:09,440 Speaker 1: the craziest thing that happened to you during sex? I 530 00:31:09,480 --> 00:31:11,560 Speaker 1: don't know. You look like you have a story for me. 531 00:31:11,640 --> 00:31:16,560 Speaker 1: Did I tell you something like you haven't had sex, 532 00:31:16,960 --> 00:31:19,400 Speaker 1: you know, but you know my business. So you looked 533 00:31:19,440 --> 00:31:21,240 Speaker 1: at me like you knew it was a good one. 534 00:31:21,280 --> 00:31:23,600 Speaker 1: And I can't think of something what that is? Dick 535 00:31:23,680 --> 00:31:28,080 Speaker 1: was small and I wanted to quit. That's not it? 536 00:31:27,880 --> 00:31:33,160 Speaker 1: Is it? I didn't know about that? Yeah, like that, 537 00:31:33,280 --> 00:31:35,920 Speaker 1: Dick was small, Like he was talking all the ship, 538 00:31:36,040 --> 00:31:38,400 Speaker 1: so I was thinking it was gonna be good, and 539 00:31:38,480 --> 00:31:41,120 Speaker 1: like it wasn't. And like in the middle of it, 540 00:31:41,200 --> 00:31:45,120 Speaker 1: I was like, just stop. Like once this guys started talking, ship, 541 00:31:45,280 --> 00:31:48,560 Speaker 1: you already know it's a rap that Yeah, you have 542 00:31:48,680 --> 00:31:55,560 Speaker 1: to downplay it. It was whack. I'm still disappointed as funk. 543 00:31:55,640 --> 00:31:59,200 Speaker 1: Like y'all don't even know. I'm so mad. There's nothing 544 00:31:59,200 --> 00:32:01,080 Speaker 1: worse than when I got is great in every way, 545 00:32:01,120 --> 00:32:05,360 Speaker 1: but Dick is so small. That was it? That was it? 546 00:32:07,680 --> 00:32:10,520 Speaker 1: What about when a guy is um great in bed, 547 00:32:10,880 --> 00:32:12,880 Speaker 1: but he's terrible and every other way and you can't 548 00:32:12,920 --> 00:32:19,040 Speaker 1: let it go ship? What's worse? What do you choose? Yeah? 549 00:32:19,040 --> 00:32:21,400 Speaker 1: Which one are y'all choosing? If that's the case, I'm 550 00:32:21,480 --> 00:32:23,920 Speaker 1: choosing the one that's great and bad and terrible at 551 00:32:23,920 --> 00:32:29,000 Speaker 1: everything else. I don't know. I can't explain it. I'm 552 00:32:29,040 --> 00:32:32,680 Speaker 1: doing the same. Yeah, I'm with that. So everybody wants 553 00:32:32,760 --> 00:32:38,000 Speaker 1: good dick in a whack ass girl, both of us. Well, 554 00:32:38,040 --> 00:32:41,480 Speaker 1: obviously I feel the same way. Yeah, obviously I've done 555 00:32:41,480 --> 00:32:46,320 Speaker 1: the same girl. No front, no, you get the good guy, 556 00:32:46,400 --> 00:32:49,479 Speaker 1: you leave him over here and then oh no, no, 557 00:32:50,480 --> 00:32:52,600 Speaker 1: I'm actually having wax sex for the rest of your 558 00:32:52,640 --> 00:32:57,240 Speaker 1: life though. That's my nightmare. That's I don't want this. 559 00:32:57,320 --> 00:33:01,240 Speaker 1: Journey He's like, I'm like, how do you wait till marriage? Hell, 560 00:33:02,800 --> 00:33:06,360 Speaker 1: you don't, I'm sorry, get a divorce the next day 561 00:33:06,400 --> 00:33:09,480 Speaker 1: after the honeymoon. Can't do it. But I would say 562 00:33:09,520 --> 00:33:11,560 Speaker 1: this and Journey, I'm gonna tell you this, and I 563 00:33:11,560 --> 00:33:14,000 Speaker 1: had to tell Larr y'all this before. Sometimes in the 564 00:33:14,040 --> 00:33:17,160 Speaker 1: beginning of a relationship, sex might not be that great 565 00:33:18,160 --> 00:33:20,520 Speaker 1: and it gets better. Like I've been with people that 566 00:33:20,680 --> 00:33:23,239 Speaker 1: it wasn't that good at first, and then as they 567 00:33:23,280 --> 00:33:25,480 Speaker 1: get to know you better and you're more comfortable and 568 00:33:25,520 --> 00:33:28,120 Speaker 1: they're more comfortable, it does get better. So I've had 569 00:33:28,120 --> 00:33:33,640 Speaker 1: that experience. Yeah. Me. Actually, Like the last guy that 570 00:33:33,680 --> 00:33:36,160 Speaker 1: I talked to, he was, you know, like the first 571 00:33:36,200 --> 00:33:38,400 Speaker 1: time we did it, it was tried. It was so 572 00:33:38,440 --> 00:33:41,120 Speaker 1: trashed that I didn't like really hit him up. After 573 00:33:41,560 --> 00:33:45,000 Speaker 1: then I gave him another chance and it was great. 574 00:33:45,120 --> 00:33:47,440 Speaker 1: He redeved him. So so I'm not giving out. No, 575 00:33:48,360 --> 00:33:51,160 Speaker 1: I'm not giving out no more second chances. And was right. 576 00:33:51,800 --> 00:33:54,800 Speaker 1: She was right in that particular instance, don't get me wrong. 577 00:33:54,920 --> 00:33:58,200 Speaker 1: Like I doubled back and it was fire like after that. 578 00:33:58,480 --> 00:34:01,160 Speaker 1: But like the particular person, and I'm thinking in my mind, 579 00:34:01,200 --> 00:34:03,560 Speaker 1: I don't even think he could get it together, Like 580 00:34:03,960 --> 00:34:06,760 Speaker 1: that's how bad it And he's great everywhere else, but 581 00:34:06,840 --> 00:34:08,960 Speaker 1: it's like, you know, how you know it's bad is 582 00:34:08,960 --> 00:34:10,960 Speaker 1: when you get into an argument with the person that 583 00:34:11,040 --> 00:34:14,120 Speaker 1: you want to violate them about that and you're like, no, 584 00:34:14,280 --> 00:34:15,920 Speaker 1: I can't funk with this, nick, I just gotta let 585 00:34:15,920 --> 00:34:18,200 Speaker 1: it go because I'm gonna really hurt his feeling, like you, 586 00:34:18,560 --> 00:34:23,520 Speaker 1: what's your little ass dick? And mean it now. I 587 00:34:23,520 --> 00:34:26,120 Speaker 1: didn't say little. I just met sometimes guys, aren't there. 588 00:34:26,160 --> 00:34:28,560 Speaker 1: Oh yeah yeah yeah yeah, good, well this one was little, 589 00:34:28,640 --> 00:34:32,920 Speaker 1: So maybe that I can't help you there? Yeah, okay, alright, 590 00:34:32,960 --> 00:34:35,760 Speaker 1: so Journey, let's get into the next song off the project. 591 00:34:35,800 --> 00:34:39,239 Speaker 1: It's not You, It's Me. This and that, this one, 592 00:34:39,520 --> 00:34:41,319 Speaker 1: this is like the first one on our draws. It's 593 00:34:41,360 --> 00:34:51,440 Speaker 1: called this and that. I really don't understand how you 594 00:34:51,560 --> 00:34:54,319 Speaker 1: got me questioning them my purpose. I could have made 595 00:34:54,320 --> 00:34:57,759 Speaker 1: you a man, but maybe you couldn't deserve it. You're 596 00:34:57,760 --> 00:35:01,239 Speaker 1: just gonna go through the groom, so amber Shion, no moments. 597 00:35:01,600 --> 00:35:03,319 Speaker 1: You just can't do what I ask And you don't 598 00:35:03,360 --> 00:35:05,600 Speaker 1: even last when you know that I won't. You know, 599 00:35:06,560 --> 00:35:10,040 Speaker 1: you just hope you'll be home and hey, love me? 600 00:35:10,320 --> 00:35:14,880 Speaker 1: Did you just fump what you call relly asthene goofy 601 00:35:15,000 --> 00:35:20,439 Speaker 1: athene by you all that loving loyalty consistency? I need 602 00:35:20,480 --> 00:35:33,560 Speaker 1: all this, oh thought, it's ain't that the biggest instal 603 00:35:33,640 --> 00:35:36,560 Speaker 1: to call a guy goofy goofy? You think it's this 604 00:35:36,760 --> 00:35:42,000 Speaker 1: corny goofy silly stupid? It's funny to me, Like, I 605 00:35:42,040 --> 00:35:43,960 Speaker 1: don't know. I just feel like that song is kind 606 00:35:43,960 --> 00:35:47,320 Speaker 1: of about dealing with somebody that's just worried about everybody 607 00:35:47,320 --> 00:35:49,719 Speaker 1: else but you, And I feel like if I'm being 608 00:35:49,719 --> 00:35:53,080 Speaker 1: super loyal to you, why aren't you reciprocating that energy? Like, 609 00:35:53,360 --> 00:35:55,320 Speaker 1: and if you don't want to re suprecate that energy, 610 00:35:55,400 --> 00:35:58,239 Speaker 1: don't put yourself in a situation to where you you 611 00:35:58,239 --> 00:35:59,680 Speaker 1: know you you're making it seem like you want to 612 00:35:59,719 --> 00:36:01,640 Speaker 1: be with me, Like why why do that when you 613 00:36:01,640 --> 00:36:05,000 Speaker 1: don't really feel that way? And Yeah, I just want 614 00:36:05,000 --> 00:36:08,600 Speaker 1: to down ask are you in a relationship now, journey? 615 00:36:08,640 --> 00:36:12,640 Speaker 1: Are you dating? Anyone? Know? I'm single right now? I 616 00:36:12,719 --> 00:36:17,200 Speaker 1: said that little halfs Now, are you capping? I mean, 617 00:36:17,239 --> 00:36:20,600 Speaker 1: I might be talking to a few niggas, but I'm single. 618 00:36:21,760 --> 00:36:25,719 Speaker 1: Do you tell them? Um right now? I don't think 619 00:36:25,760 --> 00:36:33,520 Speaker 1: I've told them, but I have definitely have, Like I've 620 00:36:33,600 --> 00:36:35,919 Speaker 1: told a guy like and actually, like we were talking 621 00:36:35,920 --> 00:36:39,080 Speaker 1: about earlier, like they liked the competition. They want to 622 00:36:39,120 --> 00:36:41,759 Speaker 1: fight for the first spot. So it's just funny. It's 623 00:36:41,760 --> 00:36:47,360 Speaker 1: funny for me because I love watching it. Yeah, have 624 00:36:47,480 --> 00:36:49,359 Speaker 1: you ever been in a room with two guys since 625 00:36:49,360 --> 00:36:53,120 Speaker 1: you're dating at the same time? Yeah? Actually, there was 626 00:36:53,160 --> 00:36:56,120 Speaker 1: like this party um in college. It was like a 627 00:36:56,160 --> 00:36:58,960 Speaker 1: capital party and they were both there. One of them 628 00:36:59,040 --> 00:37:01,160 Speaker 1: was like following me or round and everything, and I 629 00:37:01,239 --> 00:37:05,600 Speaker 1: was like, hello, uncomfortable because you're just like breathing down 630 00:37:05,600 --> 00:37:07,279 Speaker 1: my neck the whole party. And I was like, yo, 631 00:37:07,360 --> 00:37:09,399 Speaker 1: I want to go socialize with the other guy because 632 00:37:09,400 --> 00:37:10,839 Speaker 1: I kind of like the other guy a little more. 633 00:37:11,560 --> 00:37:13,840 Speaker 1: And then afterwards we like I ended up linking with 634 00:37:13,880 --> 00:37:16,560 Speaker 1: both of them, but like a different times, I was 635 00:37:16,560 --> 00:37:21,399 Speaker 1: a little man. Okay, college, Okay, college, the college is born, pim, 636 00:37:21,760 --> 00:37:29,360 Speaker 1: pimp and pimp. Oh my gods, journey, what are we doing? 637 00:37:31,719 --> 00:37:35,000 Speaker 1: This is a minute ago? Okay, I've changed and I 638 00:37:35,160 --> 00:37:38,120 Speaker 1: just listen you only it's funny too, That's what I'm saying. 639 00:37:38,120 --> 00:37:40,960 Speaker 1: When I was in college, that's the fun time. And 640 00:37:41,040 --> 00:37:44,000 Speaker 1: I also feel like you're young, like you're supposed to 641 00:37:44,080 --> 00:37:46,839 Speaker 1: have a good time right now, right, Yeah, exactly, That's 642 00:37:46,840 --> 00:37:48,600 Speaker 1: how I feel too. I want to live my best 643 00:37:48,640 --> 00:37:50,919 Speaker 1: life to feel me, so I think you should tell 644 00:37:50,960 --> 00:37:55,800 Speaker 1: them and I want to see the fight again. Yeah, 645 00:37:56,200 --> 00:37:57,600 Speaker 1: what do you say to it? What do you say 646 00:37:57,680 --> 00:37:59,080 Speaker 1: to a guy if he asked you what you do 647 00:37:59,200 --> 00:38:01,400 Speaker 1: for a living? Like, say you meet somebody and he's like, 648 00:38:01,440 --> 00:38:03,680 Speaker 1: so what do you do? I feel like I'm an artist, 649 00:38:03,800 --> 00:38:07,360 Speaker 1: I'm a singer. M hmm. Have you ever lied? No? 650 00:38:08,239 --> 00:38:10,359 Speaker 1: I don't feeling me too. I feel like I'm pretty dope, 651 00:38:10,400 --> 00:38:12,040 Speaker 1: so I don't go to lie. But I think that's 652 00:38:12,040 --> 00:38:14,359 Speaker 1: why I would lie. Like you know, he might try 653 00:38:14,400 --> 00:38:16,560 Speaker 1: to look on your look for you, look for your page, 654 00:38:16,719 --> 00:38:20,520 Speaker 1: like you give what I'm saying yeah, oh, let me 655 00:38:20,560 --> 00:38:23,440 Speaker 1: thought them that way. Do you want to go to 656 00:38:23,480 --> 00:38:25,520 Speaker 1: father one on social media right away if you start 657 00:38:25,600 --> 00:38:30,759 Speaker 1: dating him? Um? Not necessarily, just because I feel like 658 00:38:31,160 --> 00:38:32,680 Speaker 1: a lot of the guys I've dealt with they do 659 00:38:32,760 --> 00:38:36,040 Speaker 1: that immediately, and then they're like super insecure right after 660 00:38:36,120 --> 00:38:38,640 Speaker 1: like I start seeing like you know, they just be like, 661 00:38:39,680 --> 00:38:41,920 Speaker 1: you know, you have this person commenting under your photos, 662 00:38:41,960 --> 00:38:43,200 Speaker 1: Like how do I know You're not talking to them? 663 00:38:43,200 --> 00:38:45,960 Speaker 1: And I'm just like keep control, you know if some 664 00:38:46,080 --> 00:38:48,680 Speaker 1: and so is comment to under my pictures, like what's 665 00:38:48,719 --> 00:38:50,759 Speaker 1: I gotta do with me? Like I'm just like I 666 00:38:50,880 --> 00:38:56,719 Speaker 1: just met you, right, calm down now. Business Wise, have 667 00:38:56,800 --> 00:38:59,320 Speaker 1: you ever been excited about somebody like liking a photo 668 00:38:59,400 --> 00:39:05,319 Speaker 1: or comments? Um? Yeah, not necessarily like commenting, but like 669 00:39:05,360 --> 00:39:07,360 Speaker 1: a few d M s. Yeah, I've definitely been excited 670 00:39:07,400 --> 00:39:11,560 Speaker 1: about like who tell us to like just business wise, 671 00:39:11,719 --> 00:39:14,799 Speaker 1: not I know, like I want to date you, but workwise, 672 00:39:14,880 --> 00:39:17,799 Speaker 1: like oh they're listening to my music, they're hearing me. See. 673 00:39:17,840 --> 00:39:20,480 Speaker 1: The thing is, I don't really know if it was 674 00:39:20,640 --> 00:39:25,280 Speaker 1: business or because I feel like a lot of the times, 675 00:39:25,320 --> 00:39:27,479 Speaker 1: like what I've dealt with is like I can't really 676 00:39:27,520 --> 00:39:30,000 Speaker 1: tell you know, because guys they like to play it like, oh, 677 00:39:30,160 --> 00:39:31,880 Speaker 1: like I really folk with your music, and then right 678 00:39:31,920 --> 00:39:34,439 Speaker 1: after you're so beautiful, like let me take you out, 679 00:39:34,480 --> 00:39:36,680 Speaker 1: and it's just like, so, which one did you really 680 00:39:36,719 --> 00:39:38,799 Speaker 1: funk with? You know what? Like you're really I mean 681 00:39:38,840 --> 00:39:40,439 Speaker 1: like you really funk with my music? I might send 682 00:39:40,480 --> 00:39:42,520 Speaker 1: you a song put a verse on it, no, for 683 00:39:42,760 --> 00:39:46,640 Speaker 1: I've done that before, and then whatever, they didn't respond 684 00:39:46,719 --> 00:39:53,520 Speaker 1: after that, so now you know which one it was. Jeremy, 685 00:39:53,840 --> 00:40:02,920 Speaker 1: do you love me? Now? I saw you talking about 686 00:40:03,719 --> 00:40:07,040 Speaker 1: have you thought you had coronavirus or did you have coronavirus? 687 00:40:07,040 --> 00:40:11,600 Speaker 1: Earlier during this had had it in July and it 688 00:40:11,640 --> 00:40:15,000 Speaker 1: was crazy. It was terrible. I was bedridden and everything, 689 00:40:15,080 --> 00:40:17,960 Speaker 1: but you know, I survived it and my chap in 690 00:40:18,000 --> 00:40:20,880 Speaker 1: that did you say you drank night quill? Yo? I 691 00:40:20,520 --> 00:40:23,960 Speaker 1: d like at first because I didn't know what it 692 00:40:24,000 --> 00:40:25,960 Speaker 1: was and I didn't want to assume it was corona. 693 00:40:26,040 --> 00:40:28,360 Speaker 1: But you know, after like a week or so, my 694 00:40:28,440 --> 00:40:30,600 Speaker 1: symptoms and they started to progress. You know, I got 695 00:40:30,600 --> 00:40:32,719 Speaker 1: tested and tested positive. But at first I was just 696 00:40:32,760 --> 00:40:35,560 Speaker 1: drinking night quill because I swore like it was it 697 00:40:35,680 --> 00:40:37,600 Speaker 1: was just put me to sleep and I felt great, 698 00:40:37,760 --> 00:40:42,840 Speaker 1: So that's all I was doing. It works. She's that 699 00:40:42,960 --> 00:40:44,799 Speaker 1: was scary, though. Do you have any luck? I know 700 00:40:44,880 --> 00:40:47,560 Speaker 1: some people have like symptoms afterwards as far as like 701 00:40:47,600 --> 00:40:50,359 Speaker 1: being out of breath or you know, not being able 702 00:40:50,400 --> 00:40:52,520 Speaker 1: to taste, Like, did you have anything afterwards or you 703 00:40:52,560 --> 00:40:55,840 Speaker 1: feel completely better? Um? I think like a month or 704 00:40:55,880 --> 00:40:59,560 Speaker 1: so after, um my chest was hurting like really bad 705 00:40:59,600 --> 00:41:02,759 Speaker 1: and I was like having trouble breathing a little bit. Um. 706 00:41:02,840 --> 00:41:05,000 Speaker 1: So I feel like that was the result of corona, 707 00:41:05,719 --> 00:41:08,080 Speaker 1: but I can't be sure. Do you feel like you 708 00:41:08,080 --> 00:41:10,799 Speaker 1: know where you got it from? Yeah? I was. I 709 00:41:10,840 --> 00:41:12,960 Speaker 1: was smoking at a party with some people who was 710 00:41:12,960 --> 00:41:16,520 Speaker 1: passing the blunt and caught it that way because they 711 00:41:16,560 --> 00:41:19,560 Speaker 1: called me like three days later saying, two people from 712 00:41:19,560 --> 00:41:26,080 Speaker 1: that party that you know was passing the bluntested. Yeah, 713 00:41:26,560 --> 00:41:29,239 Speaker 1: and you never think it's gonna happen to you, right, 714 00:41:29,520 --> 00:41:31,319 Speaker 1: I didn't even think it was real. I didn't think 715 00:41:31,320 --> 00:41:33,319 Speaker 1: the coronavirus is real. I don't know. I was one 716 00:41:33,320 --> 00:41:35,279 Speaker 1: of them people that was like not like I wasn't 717 00:41:35,280 --> 00:41:38,279 Speaker 1: wearing my mask and taking precaution, but you know, it 718 00:41:38,400 --> 00:41:41,480 Speaker 1: just was. I just thought it was like some government things, 719 00:41:41,520 --> 00:41:44,200 Speaker 1: like they were just you know, lying to us, I 720 00:41:44,239 --> 00:41:48,880 Speaker 1: felt like twenty two year olds that that my friends. 721 00:41:51,840 --> 00:41:53,879 Speaker 1: All right, now let's get into this last sign. Now 722 00:41:53,920 --> 00:41:59,360 Speaker 1: this is the explicit okay, so journey, let's go. All right, 723 00:41:59,520 --> 00:42:04,880 Speaker 1: one's called nigga. Yeah, exactly, love it. Yeah. We just 724 00:42:04,880 --> 00:42:07,359 Speaker 1: shoked the video to this actually like last week, so 725 00:42:07,840 --> 00:42:19,040 Speaker 1: pretty we can't wait. I missed your colored and pick up. 726 00:42:19,320 --> 00:42:23,120 Speaker 1: Still drunk from last night from drinking the liquor. I 727 00:42:23,160 --> 00:42:27,759 Speaker 1: told my sister, I met this finest nigga, gave him 728 00:42:27,840 --> 00:42:32,640 Speaker 1: some Pussico figure figure. That's the value. I said. Well, 729 00:42:33,400 --> 00:42:37,879 Speaker 1: it's complicated and he's still to call daily. I think 730 00:42:37,960 --> 00:42:44,400 Speaker 1: that he liked me so much, turning me off swug problems. 731 00:42:44,480 --> 00:42:52,680 Speaker 1: I know, heve like a nigga. Hell love like a nigga. 732 00:42:53,840 --> 00:43:03,080 Speaker 1: Y today, you know just how I feel like it's 733 00:43:03,080 --> 00:43:04,920 Speaker 1: the last song, so it's kind of like closes everything 734 00:43:04,920 --> 00:43:07,640 Speaker 1: out just more so like I feel like my heart 735 00:43:07,719 --> 00:43:09,960 Speaker 1: kind of turned cold and it was just like all right, 736 00:43:09,960 --> 00:43:12,200 Speaker 1: so I've been I'm tired of being played, so I'm 737 00:43:12,200 --> 00:43:14,680 Speaker 1: gonna start playing y'all. And that's why I'm saying I 738 00:43:14,719 --> 00:43:18,399 Speaker 1: love like Niga now, acting said people say that about me. 739 00:43:20,320 --> 00:43:27,280 Speaker 1: She is because I don't be like super emotional about things, 740 00:43:27,560 --> 00:43:30,520 Speaker 1: and you know, I think that's part of it, Like 741 00:43:30,719 --> 00:43:33,839 Speaker 1: men and women are so different. I feel like when 742 00:43:33,840 --> 00:43:36,239 Speaker 1: it comes to emotions, when it comes to love, when 743 00:43:36,280 --> 00:43:41,160 Speaker 1: it comes to relationships, and I do feel like part 744 00:43:41,160 --> 00:43:42,600 Speaker 1: of it for me, people look at it like, oh, 745 00:43:42,680 --> 00:43:44,960 Speaker 1: she's always working, she's busy all the time. I'm not 746 00:43:45,000 --> 00:43:48,160 Speaker 1: a priority. My ex boyfriend told me the reason why 747 00:43:48,719 --> 00:43:50,080 Speaker 1: he used to teat on me all the time was 748 00:43:50,120 --> 00:43:52,640 Speaker 1: because I was so busy that he felt like I 749 00:43:52,640 --> 00:43:56,120 Speaker 1: didn't have time for him. Some bullshit guys be want 750 00:43:56,160 --> 00:43:59,680 Speaker 1: to be a priority, though they do, but he should 751 00:43:59,719 --> 00:44:02,440 Speaker 1: have said something, who was you gonna do? Keep a 752 00:44:02,520 --> 00:44:11,040 Speaker 1: straight face and laugh at him? Yes she was. Don't 753 00:44:11,080 --> 00:44:14,640 Speaker 1: want to be like, yeah, that's a blocky what I 754 00:44:14,640 --> 00:44:16,719 Speaker 1: wanted to step being a fucking bitch and pull up 755 00:44:16,760 --> 00:44:25,759 Speaker 1: your dating boy panties. Let me spandex nigger. But it's hard, 756 00:44:25,800 --> 00:44:28,440 Speaker 1: and look, journey, it's gonna be hard for you, you know, 757 00:44:28,560 --> 00:44:30,880 Speaker 1: because I feel like you might have to date somebody 758 00:44:31,000 --> 00:44:33,880 Speaker 1: and that understands you know what you're going through. And 759 00:44:33,920 --> 00:44:35,560 Speaker 1: I know it's hard to be like I don't want 760 00:44:35,560 --> 00:44:37,600 Speaker 1: to date a guy in the industry, but truefully like 761 00:44:38,080 --> 00:44:41,279 Speaker 1: for somebody to understand you and understand like what you 762 00:44:41,360 --> 00:44:44,759 Speaker 1: have going on obviously, like you're really working hard to 763 00:44:44,760 --> 00:44:46,200 Speaker 1: get to where you need to be. You've got this 764 00:44:46,239 --> 00:44:49,800 Speaker 1: project out, you're gonna be performing, you're gonna be around guys, 765 00:44:50,600 --> 00:44:53,279 Speaker 1: and so it's not easy for you to understand that. Yeah, 766 00:44:53,760 --> 00:44:55,719 Speaker 1: And I feel like, I don't know, I've dated a 767 00:44:55,880 --> 00:44:58,920 Speaker 1: data guy in the industry for grapper and it just 768 00:44:59,000 --> 00:45:01,719 Speaker 1: it wasn't anything you know, different for me. It was 769 00:45:01,760 --> 00:45:04,480 Speaker 1: just still like I'm still looking for that, you know, 770 00:45:05,040 --> 00:45:07,880 Speaker 1: just somebody that's a little mature and just you know, 771 00:45:07,880 --> 00:45:10,640 Speaker 1: knows how to reciprocate the energy I'm you know, giving out. 772 00:45:10,719 --> 00:45:13,480 Speaker 1: And I feel like like age doesn't really matter because 773 00:45:13,480 --> 00:45:15,640 Speaker 1: like I've said before, I feel like men don't they 774 00:45:15,760 --> 00:45:19,160 Speaker 1: mature later than women in general. So it's just it's 775 00:45:19,160 --> 00:45:21,560 Speaker 1: just a matter of some they just need to get into. 776 00:45:21,600 --> 00:45:27,040 Speaker 1: Anybody good in your d MS potential mm hmmm, a 777 00:45:27,160 --> 00:45:30,239 Speaker 1: few maybe, but I don't know, Like I feel like 778 00:45:30,680 --> 00:45:32,680 Speaker 1: rappers really be out here though, like a lot of 779 00:45:32,680 --> 00:45:35,279 Speaker 1: the rappers that being my DMS be maybe out here 780 00:45:35,320 --> 00:45:38,279 Speaker 1: and maybe going around and that's just not like COO 781 00:45:38,320 --> 00:45:40,200 Speaker 1: what I'm looking for, Like, I just want somebody a 782 00:45:40,200 --> 00:45:43,280 Speaker 1: little low key and somebody that's just you know, maybe 783 00:45:43,840 --> 00:45:46,560 Speaker 1: not in the industry, even though that would be ideal 784 00:45:46,600 --> 00:45:49,000 Speaker 1: because they would you know, relate, like you said, but 785 00:45:49,160 --> 00:45:50,879 Speaker 1: I feel like it's just be for me. I'm looking 786 00:45:50,880 --> 00:45:52,719 Speaker 1: for somebody like low key and just kind of out 787 00:45:52,719 --> 00:45:55,800 Speaker 1: the ways. No, the the rapper that you dated that 788 00:45:55,960 --> 00:45:58,680 Speaker 1: people know about your relationship, because I'm assuming this is 789 00:45:58,719 --> 00:46:04,000 Speaker 1: a known rapper. He's definitely feel older. But no, I mean, 790 00:46:04,000 --> 00:46:07,120 Speaker 1: no one besides like my inner circle and probably maybe 791 00:46:07,120 --> 00:46:12,400 Speaker 1: a few of his friends knew. But m yeah, the 792 00:46:12,480 --> 00:46:15,960 Speaker 1: white girl, Now this is a different one, right. That 793 00:46:16,040 --> 00:46:18,440 Speaker 1: was an up and coming rapper. This is an establishment 794 00:46:18,719 --> 00:46:21,200 Speaker 1: he wasn't you know. The other guy was nothing, you know, 795 00:46:21,280 --> 00:46:25,239 Speaker 1: he was nothing. Okay, Yeah, what happened with this one? 796 00:46:25,280 --> 00:46:27,200 Speaker 1: You went through headsphone too, because you know, I know 797 00:46:27,239 --> 00:46:32,439 Speaker 1: you're not to figure out codes. No, the other one 798 00:46:32,520 --> 00:46:34,560 Speaker 1: is just it just kind of I don't know, it 799 00:46:34,600 --> 00:46:37,640 Speaker 1: just didn't work out. It wasn't anything crazy, Like, I 800 00:46:37,719 --> 00:46:39,480 Speaker 1: just knew he was on bullshit and I was just 801 00:46:39,560 --> 00:46:41,400 Speaker 1: tired of it, you know, And this was That's not 802 00:46:41,440 --> 00:46:43,520 Speaker 1: what I was looking for. I dealt with it for 803 00:46:43,520 --> 00:46:44,759 Speaker 1: a minute because I was like, you know, it was 804 00:46:44,800 --> 00:46:47,160 Speaker 1: like the first huge guy that I you know, I 805 00:46:47,239 --> 00:46:49,719 Speaker 1: was interested in me that you know, made it known. 806 00:46:50,160 --> 00:46:52,879 Speaker 1: But yeah, I just I just I was tired of it. 807 00:46:54,800 --> 00:47:00,680 Speaker 1: H What was that? What about him? Would say coming 808 00:47:00,719 --> 00:47:06,120 Speaker 1: out musically? What did y'all ever do any songs together? 809 00:47:07,080 --> 00:47:09,760 Speaker 1: He was trying to put me on one of his songs, 810 00:47:09,880 --> 00:47:12,839 Speaker 1: but it just didn't work out. It just wasn't gonna happen. 811 00:47:12,960 --> 00:47:15,080 Speaker 1: He wasn't serious about it. He kept talking about it, 812 00:47:15,120 --> 00:47:17,279 Speaker 1: and I felt like that's what made me stakes. I 813 00:47:17,280 --> 00:47:19,320 Speaker 1: was like, Yo, this could be like my break type 814 00:47:19,320 --> 00:47:22,200 Speaker 1: of thing. But she's never worked out. Didn't bother me. 815 00:47:22,400 --> 00:47:24,640 Speaker 1: He was dating other women and you knew and you 816 00:47:24,640 --> 00:47:28,320 Speaker 1: found out about it, right, I mean, yeah, he was 817 00:47:28,320 --> 00:47:31,799 Speaker 1: a little you know, he's a little well and um, 818 00:47:32,440 --> 00:47:34,759 Speaker 1: you know, we had went out one time and he 819 00:47:34,840 --> 00:47:37,160 Speaker 1: was getting at this female like right in front of me, 820 00:47:37,360 --> 00:47:40,200 Speaker 1: like it was crazy, Like he looking like he thought 821 00:47:40,640 --> 00:47:42,479 Speaker 1: I couldn't like see what was going on or something. 822 00:47:42,520 --> 00:47:45,440 Speaker 1: I don't know, but I just wasn't for that at all. 823 00:47:45,760 --> 00:47:49,719 Speaker 1: Not typing about that, that's disrespectful. But if he would 824 00:47:49,719 --> 00:47:53,400 Speaker 1: have been like she's coming home with us. Okay O, 825 00:47:53,400 --> 00:47:55,319 Speaker 1: don't No, I wouldn't. I didn't go home with him 826 00:47:55,360 --> 00:48:02,680 Speaker 1: that night. So about like what this respectful? Right? Are 827 00:48:02,680 --> 00:48:05,839 Speaker 1: you still cool with him? Though? Um? He still hits 828 00:48:05,840 --> 00:48:08,920 Speaker 1: me up? I don't really hit him back, but I 829 00:48:08,920 --> 00:48:10,800 Speaker 1: mean I'm not like it's not like me on terrible 830 00:48:10,920 --> 00:48:12,920 Speaker 1: terms or anything like that. Like I would, you know, 831 00:48:13,400 --> 00:48:16,640 Speaker 1: talk to him again. That is something to think about too, though, 832 00:48:16,640 --> 00:48:19,680 Speaker 1: because business wise, if he's somebody that could be beneficial, 833 00:48:20,120 --> 00:48:23,960 Speaker 1: you don't want to not have any relationship with him 834 00:48:24,000 --> 00:48:26,560 Speaker 1: at all. If he he didn't do nothing too crazy, 835 00:48:26,800 --> 00:48:28,319 Speaker 1: you still have to figure out how do I keep 836 00:48:28,360 --> 00:48:31,960 Speaker 1: this on like decent terms? Yeah, I mean I feel 837 00:48:31,960 --> 00:48:33,839 Speaker 1: like if I see him again, you know, I might 838 00:48:33,880 --> 00:48:36,600 Speaker 1: be able to might be able to rekindle like a friendship. 839 00:48:36,800 --> 00:48:39,719 Speaker 1: But I don't see it going past that. And I'm 840 00:48:39,760 --> 00:48:42,399 Speaker 1: sorry that's ain't gonna owe you a very child. Yeah, 841 00:48:44,200 --> 00:48:46,520 Speaker 1: don't be wasting my time. Give me a verse and 842 00:48:46,560 --> 00:48:48,760 Speaker 1: we'll call it even for real. That's all I need. 843 00:48:49,800 --> 00:48:52,279 Speaker 1: I used to like, because sometimes our pride won't let 844 00:48:52,320 --> 00:48:54,719 Speaker 1: us really ask for things, right, Because guys, I feel 845 00:48:54,760 --> 00:48:56,759 Speaker 1: like I have no problem asking for stuff like that. 846 00:48:56,840 --> 00:48:59,160 Speaker 1: You'll let me get a very still come to the studio, 847 00:48:59,280 --> 00:49:03,120 Speaker 1: be there every day at Do you think that it's 848 00:49:03,160 --> 00:49:05,080 Speaker 1: harder for you as a woman to ask for like 849 00:49:05,120 --> 00:49:09,160 Speaker 1: a verse or ask for a collaboration. Yeah, just because 850 00:49:09,160 --> 00:49:11,160 Speaker 1: I don't want them to seem like I'm like, that's 851 00:49:11,200 --> 00:49:14,200 Speaker 1: what I want from them. But at this at the 852 00:49:14,280 --> 00:49:16,360 Speaker 1: end of the day, it's kind of like I know 853 00:49:16,400 --> 00:49:18,640 Speaker 1: what they want for me. So it's like if it's 854 00:49:18,680 --> 00:49:21,120 Speaker 1: just like we're just like exchanging, you know, it might 855 00:49:21,160 --> 00:49:23,120 Speaker 1: be kind of beneficial for both of us, you know, 856 00:49:23,400 --> 00:49:25,239 Speaker 1: But I don't know if guys really see it like 857 00:49:25,280 --> 00:49:28,280 Speaker 1: the Is there anybody you feel like has been helpful 858 00:49:28,320 --> 00:49:30,680 Speaker 1: to you in this business so far? Any artists that 859 00:49:30,719 --> 00:49:33,239 Speaker 1: you feel like have really looked out. Not yet. I 860 00:49:33,239 --> 00:49:36,520 Speaker 1: haven't really built any like, you know, strong relationships with 861 00:49:36,680 --> 00:49:40,200 Speaker 1: like bigger artists yet. But I do want to work 862 00:49:40,200 --> 00:49:42,280 Speaker 1: with a bunch of people and I am looking forward 863 00:49:42,280 --> 00:49:45,480 Speaker 1: to it and I think it'll be dope. Let's put 864 00:49:45,520 --> 00:49:47,520 Speaker 1: it in an atmosphere if you had to say, like 865 00:49:48,040 --> 00:49:50,279 Speaker 1: a few people that you would love to work with 866 00:49:50,400 --> 00:49:52,319 Speaker 1: that you would be like, oh my god, who would 867 00:49:52,320 --> 00:49:57,200 Speaker 1: you say? You know? Definitely j Cole Drake. I really 868 00:49:57,200 --> 00:50:02,360 Speaker 1: want to work with Summer Walker. She's my favorite, so 869 00:50:02,680 --> 00:50:04,680 Speaker 1: she even knew who I was, so would just make 870 00:50:04,800 --> 00:50:08,880 Speaker 1: my life complete. Yeah, those are like my top like four. 871 00:50:08,960 --> 00:50:11,920 Speaker 1: I think right now I could see that Summer Walker 872 00:50:11,960 --> 00:50:14,280 Speaker 1: for sure, because y'all both have like a dope style. 873 00:50:14,680 --> 00:50:17,800 Speaker 1: I think that would be fire together. Yeah, she's the 874 00:50:18,040 --> 00:50:20,080 Speaker 1: early like her. I love her music. Buy her a 875 00:50:20,160 --> 00:50:29,120 Speaker 1: nice baby gift and you know the registring. Yeah alright, 876 00:50:29,120 --> 00:50:31,440 Speaker 1: well listen Journey. We had a good time listening to 877 00:50:31,520 --> 00:50:34,799 Speaker 1: the new EP and the project is available now for 878 00:50:34,840 --> 00:50:38,640 Speaker 1: everybody to go and download. It's not you, It's me 879 00:50:39,280 --> 00:50:41,359 Speaker 1: or me and Loriale when we do ours, it's gonna 880 00:50:41,360 --> 00:50:44,640 Speaker 1: be it's not me, it's you. It's definitely you remix. 881 00:50:45,040 --> 00:50:50,080 Speaker 1: Yeah the version right too. Yeah, thank you guys, so 882 00:50:50,160 --> 00:50:52,360 Speaker 1: help me now. We had a good time with you 883 00:50:52,480 --> 00:50:53,680 Speaker 1: and it was great to get to know you, and 884 00:50:53,719 --> 00:50:55,239 Speaker 1: we want to make sure that people go ahead and 885 00:50:55,320 --> 00:50:59,759 Speaker 1: download that Journey Jo. You are an E E journey A. 886 00:51:00,040 --> 00:51:03,120 Speaker 1: Sh'll follow her on Instagram sliding her d M s 887 00:51:03,160 --> 00:51:05,920 Speaker 1: now while you have the opportunity right because it's about 888 00:51:05,960 --> 00:51:08,160 Speaker 1: to be shut down. We can't wait till like the 889 00:51:08,520 --> 00:51:10,399 Speaker 1: what is it like a Nega video. I can't wait 890 00:51:10,400 --> 00:51:13,280 Speaker 1: to see that one too, come out this week, stay tuned. 891 00:51:14,239 --> 00:51:16,000 Speaker 1: Who did you who did you casting to lead Roll? 892 00:51:18,200 --> 00:51:24,120 Speaker 1: He said, I don't know. He's already good. Is fine? 893 00:51:24,400 --> 00:51:27,759 Speaker 1: When you guys will know, is he fine? Now? Yeah, 894 00:51:27,800 --> 00:51:33,600 Speaker 1: he's cute. Okay, okay. Is there some chemistry a little 895 00:51:33,600 --> 00:51:39,920 Speaker 1: bit with the liquor in our systems? You okay? Alright? Alright, Well, 896 00:51:39,960 --> 00:51:42,160 Speaker 1: thank you so much, Journey. It's been a pleasure and 897 00:51:42,239 --> 00:51:45,879 Speaker 1: that is litt service. Thank you, thank you. Bye.