WEBVTT - Best of Therapy Gecko - Volume 1 0:00:03.480 --> 0:00:10.120 All from John, John? John? 0:00:10.200 --> 0:00:12.879 Yeah, what's up? 0:00:13.039 --> 0:00:15.400 It is John? Oh Man, I'm on. 0:00:15.800 --> 0:00:17.200 How does that make you feel to be on? 0:00:18.560 --> 0:00:20.079 I feel very special right now? 0:00:20.480 --> 0:00:25.280 Really, do you often feel unseen? 0:00:27.400 --> 0:00:27.680 Yes? 0:00:28.240 --> 0:00:28.840 Unheard? 0:00:29.000 --> 0:00:29.840 Maybe? 0:00:30.040 --> 0:00:31.600 What do you want people to hear? John? 0:00:33.560 --> 0:00:38.040 I had a nightmare. I was like fifteen and I 0:00:38.080 --> 0:00:42.000 had a dream that I was having anal sex with 0:00:42.080 --> 0:00:45.720 my best friend Andrew, and I was given it to him. 0:00:46.400 --> 0:00:51.440 And I'm straight and he's straight as far as I know. 0:00:52.360 --> 0:00:55.040 And the next time I saw him it was real awkward. 0:00:55.480 --> 0:00:57.520 Did you tell him about the dream? 0:00:58.000 --> 0:01:00.360 I didn't tell him about the dream. I thought it 0:01:00.400 --> 0:01:02.840 was a little weird. It took like a year for 0:01:02.920 --> 0:01:05.560 me to stop tickets and thought, do. 0:01:05.520 --> 0:01:06.880 You still talk to your friend that you had the 0:01:06.959 --> 0:01:07.480 dream about? 0:01:08.959 --> 0:01:14.160 He died like no joke. He died like ten years ago. 0:01:16.720 --> 0:01:17.360 Sorry to hear that. 0:01:18.480 --> 0:01:20.760 Yeah, it was a bummer. He was a real nice guy, 0:01:20.840 --> 0:01:24.240 real nice guy, and. 0:01:24.160 --> 0:01:26.520 He died without every knowing that you had to stream 0:01:26.560 --> 0:01:27.680 about him? 0:01:28.480 --> 0:01:28.839 Is true? 0:01:28.920 --> 0:01:30.800 That is true. It's probably for the best. 0:01:31.280 --> 0:01:33.200 How old was he when he died? If you don't 0:01:33.200 --> 0:01:33.520 mind me. 0:01:33.520 --> 0:01:40.759 Asking, Oh, he was thirty, right about thirty? 0:01:41.880 --> 0:01:43.600 Do you mind me asking what happens. 0:01:44.640 --> 0:01:46.680 I believe he had a cancer. 0:01:48.240 --> 0:01:50.920 Were you with him, were you like in contact with 0:01:50.960 --> 0:01:51.800 him when he was dying? 0:01:52.840 --> 0:01:55.120 Not really. He was like a childhood friend, you know, 0:01:55.200 --> 0:01:57.760 and then I moved away when I was like a teenager, 0:01:57.920 --> 0:01:59.760 and we still kept in touch but didn't see each 0:01:59.800 --> 0:02:02.680 other a lot except every few years. So I you know, 0:02:02.840 --> 0:02:04.600 it was a bummer, but you know, he wasn't a 0:02:04.600 --> 0:02:06.000 close friend at that point. 0:02:06.280 --> 0:02:08.640 You know, I think ultimately I agree with you. I 0:02:08.639 --> 0:02:10.760 don't think that there would have been any situation in 0:02:10.800 --> 0:02:15.160 which it would have been the right thing to do 0:02:15.280 --> 0:02:21.160 to you know, on this man's deathbed, as he's slowly 0:02:21.240 --> 0:02:27.840 dying of cancer, tell him that when you guys were kids, 0:02:27.880 --> 0:02:30.239 you had a dream about having anal sex with him. 0:02:31.560 --> 0:02:34.000 Yeah, that time especially would have been poor. It would 0:02:34.000 --> 0:02:36.160 have been poor timing, certainly. Yes. 0:02:37.160 --> 0:02:39.200 Well, John, you made a good decision and I'm proud 0:02:39.200 --> 0:02:40.120 of you. 0:02:40.480 --> 0:02:42.880 Thank you. And you know what, you made a good 0:02:42.919 --> 0:02:45.720 decision doing what you're doing. I loved your show, discovered 0:02:45.720 --> 0:02:48.680 it on Friday, loving it, just loving it. Keep doing it. 0:02:48.680 --> 0:02:50.840 Thank you, man. I appreciate that very much. Man. You 0:02:50.880 --> 0:02:53.800 have a good night, John. And uh, you know what 0:02:53.840 --> 0:02:59.120 if you have any dreams about me, You can tell 0:02:59.160 --> 0:02:59.680 me if you want to. 0:02:59.840 --> 0:03:03.080 Mind, I'll let you know, no matter how weird it is, 0:03:04.280 --> 0:03:07.120 all right, man, I love you. I love you too, 0:03:07.240 --> 0:03:07.720 stay weird. 0:03:15.800 --> 0:03:16.120 Hello? 0:03:17.720 --> 0:03:18.200 Hello? 0:03:18.919 --> 0:03:19.560 What's your name? 0:03:20.120 --> 0:03:20.560 Hello? 0:03:21.000 --> 0:03:21.800 Isaiah? 0:03:22.520 --> 0:03:23.280 Isaiah? 0:03:23.800 --> 0:03:24.360 What's going on? 0:03:25.760 --> 0:03:26.040 You know? 0:03:27.160 --> 0:03:28.960 Not a whole lots going on with me? 0:03:31.200 --> 0:03:33.160 You know the same thing over here? 0:03:33.960 --> 0:03:36.880 What are you doing right now, Isaiah? 0:03:36.920 --> 0:03:40.680 Well, right now, I'm just getting back from work, cooling 0:03:41.200 --> 0:03:47.800 in the bed, you know, enjoying my day. Watch Eastory. 0:03:48.200 --> 0:03:48.839 Where do you work? 0:03:50.520 --> 0:03:53.160 Work in the tacoh the cashier? 0:03:55.400 --> 0:03:57.160 All right, how thankful are you that you don't work 0:03:57.200 --> 0:03:58.600 at a fucking McDonald's right now? 0:04:00.040 --> 0:04:02.800 Actually, it's a funny story about that. See, I was 0:04:02.840 --> 0:04:06.320 gonna go to the goddamn McDonald's across the street from 0:04:06.320 --> 0:04:10.160 my taco bell, but uh, the boss of the taco 0:04:10.200 --> 0:04:14.800 bell said that we have sort of a crusty crab 0:04:14.920 --> 0:04:19.720 and a chump bucket type of rivalry with the McDonald's 0:04:19.720 --> 0:04:23.000 across the street. He said that one of the managers 0:04:23.080 --> 0:04:26.800 came over there and started a fight with him. So 0:04:26.960 --> 0:04:31.440 now every time we see a McDonald's person, it's pretty 0:04:31.480 --> 0:04:32.520 much broad in the street. 0:04:32.520 --> 0:04:38.360 You know what, I'm saying, who usually wins Taco. 0:04:38.040 --> 0:04:40.520 Bell because of the best look mine, it's on site. 0:04:40.560 --> 0:04:42.359 You know what I'm saying. It Uh we say, we 0:04:42.440 --> 0:04:45.760 say m DK, it's m DK. That's McDonald's killers, you 0:04:45.800 --> 0:04:48.240 know what I'm saying. So if we see a McDonald's dough, 0:04:48.279 --> 0:04:50.480 it's over with MCCA. You know you better not come 0:04:50.480 --> 0:04:52.119 out to McDonald's if you see it's in the street, 0:04:52.160 --> 0:04:53.680 cause it's over. That's some game. 0:04:54.680 --> 0:04:56.520 Isa Do you see an end to the violence? Do 0:04:56.560 --> 0:04:58.360 you see a light at the end of the time, 0:04:58.480 --> 0:05:02.279 or do you think that this will wage on for indefinitely. 0:05:04.400 --> 0:05:07.120 They need to go apologize to my manager, That's what 0:05:07.240 --> 0:05:09.919 need to have apologize for What what do they do? 0:05:11.200 --> 0:05:13.760 I don't even know. I don't even know, but I 0:05:13.839 --> 0:05:16.760 know that my manager cool, you know what I mean? 0:05:17.160 --> 0:05:20.839 So, Isaiah, you've gotten to Isaiah, you've gotten to a 0:05:20.880 --> 0:05:23.640 critical point in your battle where you've forgotten what you 0:05:23.640 --> 0:05:24.640 were even fighting about. 0:05:25.720 --> 0:05:28.200 Man, I never knew, Okay, if. 0:05:28.080 --> 0:05:31.880 You never knew what what has been driving you? I mean, 0:05:31.920 --> 0:05:36.919 what has been motivating you to fight? Because you're you 0:05:37.000 --> 0:05:40.560 sound like a valiant soldier. Soldier, Isaiah, you sound like 0:05:40.839 --> 0:05:43.760 you you if I were building an army, I would 0:05:43.839 --> 0:05:48.440 want you leading my front line. You valiantly defend the 0:05:48.520 --> 0:05:53.159 honor of Taco Bell for absolutely no reason, and I 0:05:53.200 --> 0:05:56.320 want I want to get to a reason, Isaiah. 0:05:56.960 --> 0:05:59.760 You know, I feel like it comes from uh my, 0:06:00.240 --> 0:06:03.040 your backgrounds. You know what I'm saying. I didn't do 0:06:03.040 --> 0:06:04.919 it my time. I'm getting out. I'm trying to do 0:06:05.760 --> 0:06:09.719 my best, but you know, it seems that this, I 0:06:09.760 --> 0:06:12.360 guess you could say gang ship has to follow me, 0:06:13.000 --> 0:06:14.479 and I feel like this is one of the best 0:06:14.480 --> 0:06:15.839 ways to do it. You know what I'm saying. 0:06:15.960 --> 0:06:21.040 So, Isaiah, you this, I don't want I don't I 0:06:21.040 --> 0:06:23.360 don't want you going back in there man, because of 0:06:23.480 --> 0:06:25.960 some dumb because of some fucking McDonald's. 0:06:26.080 --> 0:06:26.359 Dude. 0:06:26.720 --> 0:06:29.160 It's not it's not worth it, Isaiah. I don't want 0:06:29.200 --> 0:06:30.080 you going back. 0:06:31.520 --> 0:06:36.600 Get get. I didn't choose the Taco Bell life. You 0:06:36.640 --> 0:06:39.480 know what I'm saying. Taco Bell life chose me, man. 0:06:40.760 --> 0:06:41.400 You know what I'm saying. 0:06:42.160 --> 0:06:44.080 It's in your head, Isaiah. 0:06:44.560 --> 0:06:45.839 Maybe it's in your head, Gig. 0:06:47.200 --> 0:06:48.839 It is in my head. It's you know what it's 0:06:48.880 --> 0:06:52.800 concerned Because I love you and I care about you, 0:06:52.920 --> 0:06:54.840 and I don't want to see you get wrapped up 0:06:55.720 --> 0:06:59.280 in you know, the Taco Bell gang crowd. 0:07:01.240 --> 0:07:03.920 Man, I don't know. I'm through d night. I get 0:07:03.960 --> 0:07:07.920 paid seventy five a hour, So who like dollar or 0:07:07.960 --> 0:07:08.760 some sense I got? 0:07:09.800 --> 0:07:11.600 Would you kill for eight twenty five an hour? 0:07:13.760 --> 0:07:20.400 Man? Shit, I don't know. It depends on the the situation. 0:07:21.080 --> 0:07:23.240 Isaiah, how have you send? 0:07:24.200 --> 0:07:24.400 Well? 0:07:24.480 --> 0:07:24.840 Uh? 0:07:25.200 --> 0:07:27.520 One day, you know, I was with the armies, you 0:07:27.520 --> 0:07:30.240 know what I'm saying. So we was calling who was 0:07:30.240 --> 0:07:31.720 out on the block, you know what I'm saying, myn 0:07:31.800 --> 0:07:37.040 own business. And the dude came and the he w 0:07:37.160 --> 0:07:38.920 he was a dude from somewhere we had never seen. 0:07:38.960 --> 0:07:40.560 We never seen him before, and you know, we lived 0:07:40.560 --> 0:07:42.600 in a very smart community. We seen him everybody before 0:07:42.640 --> 0:07:44.720 a lot of people come through. We know that my name. 0:07:45.840 --> 0:07:48.280 And the dude came and he was talking a lot 0:07:48.280 --> 0:07:51.000 of rob rock like hey, hey, fuck you, Like, why 0:07:51.040 --> 0:07:51.520 why are you? 0:07:51.520 --> 0:07:51.600 Like? 0:07:51.600 --> 0:07:53.120 Why are you looking at me? That's what he would 0:07:53.160 --> 0:07:54.800 say to me and the homies. That's we were walking 0:07:54.800 --> 0:07:56.960 down the street. He said, why are you looking at me? 0:07:57.040 --> 0:07:59.880 Fuck you? I'll kill you. So of course me and 0:08:00.040 --> 0:08:01.640 hoies we walk up to him and well, like, hey, 0:08:01.680 --> 0:08:03.320 what's up? Like it's cranking. What you wanna do? 0:08:04.560 --> 0:08:05.880 He like, I get last thing on here. 0:08:05.920 --> 0:08:08.520 Ah, y'all ain't y'all ain't know nothing, you know what 0:08:08.560 --> 0:08:13.800 I'm saying. So we jump on and we hitting 'em 0:08:13.840 --> 0:08:17.680 and we beat. Now me keep mine. 0:08:17.800 --> 0:08:18.280 I'm drunk. 0:08:18.320 --> 0:08:19.720 I'm almost like a fucky you know what I'm saying. 0:08:19.720 --> 0:08:24.600 I'm going out my body, so I'm over exaggerating. I'm like, fuck, everybody, 0:08:24.680 --> 0:08:27.200 get up off me. Everybody get up off me mind. 0:08:27.200 --> 0:08:28.640 And then I can get on 'em and I'm on 0:08:28.760 --> 0:08:31.040 top and I take out a knife for 'em. 0:08:31.160 --> 0:08:31.440 Now, this. 0:08:33.080 --> 0:08:40.000 This is where it gets bad because so basically I 0:08:40.080 --> 0:08:46.600 called my initials into his forehead and uh, then of 0:08:46.600 --> 0:08:49.280 course he told the police because you know. And then 0:08:49.880 --> 0:08:53.920 now I'm currently serving a two year progressions or not 0:08:53.960 --> 0:08:56.199 two year three year progressions centers and I've done two 0:08:56.280 --> 0:08:57.400 years so far. 0:08:59.520 --> 0:09:02.679 So so you're not in jail. 0:09:03.720 --> 0:09:04.320 Well I was. 0:09:05.720 --> 0:09:07.719 I only did two muths for it. 0:09:09.480 --> 0:09:17.040 You're not out there carving tbs into McDonald's workers heads, 0:09:17.040 --> 0:09:17.240 are you? 0:09:18.600 --> 0:09:21.600 Nah? Nah na nah nah nah nah? 0:09:21.640 --> 0:09:22.160 So what's nice? 0:09:22.200 --> 0:09:22.360 Yet? 0:09:22.360 --> 0:09:23.679 Ayay? Say yah? 0:09:23.840 --> 0:09:26.360 Shit? Man? I wish I knew. You know, it's hard 0:09:27.360 --> 0:09:29.640 anybody that say it's it's on the stream right now, 0:09:29.960 --> 0:09:32.760 that's you know, younger and you know they probably going 0:09:32.800 --> 0:09:34.760 down the same thing. I don't know, like i'm'a spit 0:09:34.800 --> 0:09:38.360 some words of a knowledge of your life, gag. If 0:09:38.360 --> 0:09:43.560 that's okay with you, Absolutely, yeah, it's not worth me. 0:09:43.880 --> 0:09:47.920 I'm'a tell you right now, it's really not. Don't do it. 0:09:47.920 --> 0:09:51.120 It's it gets real hard, especially when you get out 0:09:51.160 --> 0:09:53.920 and then everybody looking at you like you're crazy, and 0:09:53.960 --> 0:09:57.400 your family think you crazy and your friends think you crazy. 0:09:57.960 --> 0:10:02.760 It really ain't worth me. Shit, I'm geeking like a 0:10:02.840 --> 0:10:05.000 motherfucker trying to be cool, you know, and the guy 0:10:05.040 --> 0:10:09.240 that allow him like them, well right now, well. 0:10:10.559 --> 0:10:14.839 I'm I'm geeking too. Okay, all right, Isaiah, you know, 0:10:15.360 --> 0:10:18.079 thanks for thanks for sharing all that ship and take care, 0:10:18.200 --> 0:10:20.880 stay safe, don't don't walk around too hard with those 0:10:20.920 --> 0:10:24.280 McDonald's kids. 0:10:23.480 --> 0:10:25.600 So I appreciate you. Gud for. 0:10:30.800 --> 0:10:41.320 Paul from Trill too, Frill, Yes, Trill is this get 0:10:42.559 --> 0:10:42.920 it is? 0:10:44.880 --> 0:10:48.160 Oh my god, it's so wonderful to. 0:10:48.160 --> 0:10:48.920 Speak with you. 0:10:49.320 --> 0:10:51.040 It's wonderful to speak to you as well, Phrill. 0:10:54.360 --> 0:10:55.360 Yes, Prill. 0:10:57.920 --> 0:11:03.560 So we're talking about aliens tonight, well. 0:11:03.440 --> 0:11:06.920 Right now we're talking about, well, we were just talking 0:11:06.920 --> 0:11:08.920 about if I was pronouncing your name right, and now 0:11:08.960 --> 0:11:11.720 we're talking about if you were you know, we were 0:11:11.720 --> 0:11:14.559 talking about what we're talking about. But that's the thing, 0:11:14.600 --> 0:11:16.480 you know, what we're talking about. It changes with every 0:11:16.600 --> 0:11:18.679 sentence we exchange between. 0:11:18.440 --> 0:11:22.760 Each other exactly, and we both are and are not 0:11:24.400 --> 0:11:27.000 and we're here and we're on the other side, and 0:11:27.480 --> 0:11:30.080 it's where our consciousness takes us. 0:11:32.120 --> 0:11:33.000 What are you talking about. 0:11:35.520 --> 0:11:37.160 I'm not really sure. 0:11:37.679 --> 0:11:41.880 That's okay, but hey, Phil, but I've. 0:11:41.679 --> 0:11:44.880 Seen enough of you that I think that it's okay 0:11:44.920 --> 0:11:45.440 to not know. 0:11:48.240 --> 0:11:51.240 I'm glad that you feel comfortable not knowing the next 0:11:51.240 --> 0:11:53.640 thing that you're gonna say to me. I think that that's, 0:11:53.679 --> 0:11:56.600 you know, Phil, I don't know if you agree with this, 0:11:56.679 --> 0:12:02.079 but I think that that's kind of I think that's 0:12:02.200 --> 0:12:04.640 kind of, you know, a sign that you know, you're comfortable. 0:12:04.679 --> 0:12:06.120 We're on someone you know you don't have to always 0:12:06.160 --> 0:12:08.840 think about, you know, too hard about what you're gonna 0:12:08.840 --> 0:12:09.280 say next. 0:12:12.040 --> 0:12:15.040 If if you know what you're going to say next, 0:12:15.120 --> 0:12:19.280 all the time, it seems like everything's too rehearsed. And 0:12:20.480 --> 0:12:24.480 then it's like, are you in a play. Are you 0:12:24.640 --> 0:12:30.640 even real yourself? And I'm not rehearsing this, I'm just 0:12:30.840 --> 0:12:34.319 sort of it's sort of a stream of consciousness ramble, 0:12:35.600 --> 0:12:40.600 which I feel comfortable consciously rambling with you. 0:12:43.840 --> 0:12:45.760 Someone wants to know why am I a gecko? 0:12:48.559 --> 0:12:54.000 Are you really a gecko? Is part of your consciousness? 0:12:54.000 --> 0:13:03.280 Truly a gecko? Because that's okay. But in other respects, 0:13:03.600 --> 0:13:06.000 you're a man in a gecko suit. 0:13:11.160 --> 0:13:16.839 So you're implying that you know, physically, I'm a man 0:13:16.880 --> 0:13:17.640 in a gecko suit. 0:13:19.280 --> 0:13:21.760 It's possible that you're a man in a gecko suit. 0:13:22.080 --> 0:13:26.559 But it's also possible that you could be a gecko 0:13:29.679 --> 0:13:34.600 who has attained consciousness to the and the ability to speak. 0:13:35.880 --> 0:13:40.760 It's not in a cheesy, I want to say, not 0:13:40.880 --> 0:13:44.040 in a cheesy advertisement kind of way. Let's get that 0:13:44.200 --> 0:13:46.840 out of the way. It could be a hallucination, but 0:13:46.880 --> 0:13:49.040 then life itself. 0:13:48.640 --> 0:13:51.320 Could be hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on, 0:13:51.360 --> 0:13:56.520 hold on. You said this could be a hallucination. It 0:13:56.600 --> 0:13:59.640 could be frill Have you ever experienced a hallucination? 0:14:01.840 --> 0:14:04.840 Yes, I have experienced hallucinations. 0:14:05.679 --> 0:14:07.599 What was the last thing you hallucinated? 0:14:10.440 --> 0:14:14.480 Well, the last thing I actually remember hallucinating was that 0:14:15.840 --> 0:14:21.720 I could see the framework underneath the cement sidewalk, and 0:14:21.760 --> 0:14:27.200 I thought that people walking at me were in Halloween costumes, 0:14:27.880 --> 0:14:28.600 but they weren't. 0:14:30.440 --> 0:14:40.720 What kind of Halloween costumes. 0:14:36.840 --> 0:14:42.440 Just sort of distorted humanoid type Halloween costumes. 0:14:45.840 --> 0:14:48.480 Do you think those are the aliens that we're talking about? 0:14:50.000 --> 0:14:53.680 Ah, I don't know if I believe in aliens per se, 0:14:54.200 --> 0:14:56.720 but it could be they could have been aliens. We 0:14:56.760 --> 0:15:00.640 could all be aliens. I could be a fuck being alien. 0:15:01.440 --> 0:15:02.960 I think you could be a fucking alien. 0:15:05.360 --> 0:15:07.240 I think that would be pretty cool if I was 0:15:07.240 --> 0:15:11.600 a fucking alien. But the only problem is, well, the 0:15:11.600 --> 0:15:14.640 only problem is if I am an alien, I'm not 0:15:14.760 --> 0:15:17.600 aware of it, and so I think. 0:15:17.400 --> 0:15:18.680 That would be a bad thing. 0:15:20.320 --> 0:15:23.040 Why would it be bad? Okay, I feel like we're 0:15:23.040 --> 0:15:25.640 getting somewhere with this. So you're saying it would be 0:15:25.640 --> 0:15:27.400 cool to be an alien, but it would be bad 0:15:27.480 --> 0:15:31.800 to be an alien and not know you're an alien exactly. 0:15:32.520 --> 0:15:36.280 It would be a matter of sort of being unaware 0:15:36.360 --> 0:15:37.520 of my true self. 0:15:38.120 --> 0:15:40.480 Do you think, actually this is a question I have 0:15:40.600 --> 0:15:43.680 for you, Lady Frill, I don't know, I don't I 0:15:43.720 --> 0:15:45.280 don't know if your name is Lady Frill. I think 0:15:45.280 --> 0:15:46.920 I might have seen someone say that your name was 0:15:47.000 --> 0:15:49.160 Lady Frill the chat. If your name is a lady Frill, 0:15:49.160 --> 0:15:50.480 it'd be a cool name for like a you know, 0:15:50.520 --> 0:15:52.000 a gamer tag or something. If you don't know if 0:15:52.000 --> 0:15:53.080 to play call duty. 0:15:52.840 --> 0:15:56.080 But Frill, I'll deal with that. Yeah, that's cool. 0:15:57.400 --> 0:15:59.440 Do you think you could decide to be an alien 0:15:59.640 --> 0:16:03.120 and then one? 0:16:04.160 --> 0:16:07.280 I believe that if your will was strong enough, you 0:16:07.400 --> 0:16:11.880 could decide to be whatever you wanted to be. Now, 0:16:11.920 --> 0:16:15.160 it's not that the rest of society would accept you 0:16:15.320 --> 0:16:16.960 for that, but. 0:16:17.280 --> 0:16:23.120 Yes, if you could decide to be anything you wanted, Frill, 0:16:24.080 --> 0:16:24.840 what would you want to be? 0:16:27.640 --> 0:16:30.760 I think I'd like to be a mushroom growing in 0:16:30.800 --> 0:16:38.520 a nice deciduous forest and some beautiful moss, maybe by 0:16:38.560 --> 0:16:42.120 the side of a lake, with some trees towering above me. 0:16:44.040 --> 0:16:51.080 Not necessarily a psilocybic mushroom, mind you, Perhaps just a beautiful, 0:16:53.480 --> 0:16:59.240 benevolent mushroom, maybe a tasty mushroom. 0:16:59.400 --> 0:17:00.440 It would all be It's great. 0:17:00.640 --> 0:17:04.960 It would be a life cycle thing, the cycle of life. 0:17:05.280 --> 0:17:07.320 Do you think there is a possibility that you are 0:17:07.320 --> 0:17:10.520 a mushroom right now but you aren't aware? 0:17:12.720 --> 0:17:12.880 Oh? 0:17:12.920 --> 0:17:16.000 I do believe that I believe that anything is possible. 0:17:16.359 --> 0:17:20.000 I believe that any part of our lives could be 0:17:20.080 --> 0:17:23.679 a dream, and any part of our dreams could be 0:17:23.720 --> 0:17:28.240 our actual lives. Or it could be a bunch of shit, 0:17:28.800 --> 0:17:32.679 we could be nothing. It's all cool because it is 0:17:32.720 --> 0:17:34.920 what it is, and nobody can know. 0:17:35.000 --> 0:17:36.879 Exactly what it all is. 0:17:41.520 --> 0:17:44.760 Except perhaps you, because you're the therapy gecko. 0:17:46.240 --> 0:17:49.080 Well look, I don't know if you're a mushroom or 0:17:49.119 --> 0:17:52.160 if you're an alien, or if you're if you are 0:17:52.160 --> 0:17:56.080 the therapy gecko. Perhaps if you are, you know, a 0:17:56.119 --> 0:18:01.320 man or a woman in a gecko suit. But but 0:18:01.400 --> 0:18:04.000 I think you could be. It could be whatever you want. 0:18:04.680 --> 0:18:06.480 And you know that's a good message to you know, 0:18:06.560 --> 0:18:09.480 send home to the kids. I appreciate you bringing that 0:18:09.480 --> 0:18:12.280 message onto the stream, sharing it with everyone here. 0:18:14.320 --> 0:18:20.720 I appreciate the opportunity, and I send all my best 0:18:20.760 --> 0:18:23.399 thoughts and my love to you. And I feel like 0:18:23.440 --> 0:18:27.359 I've taken enough of your time, so I will I 0:18:27.440 --> 0:18:31.280 will leave so that somebody else can avail themselves of 0:18:31.520 --> 0:18:34.840 your your knowledge. 0:18:35.480 --> 0:18:37.800 I love you very much, Phril. I'll talk to you soon. 0:18:39.160 --> 0:18:46.200 Take care O Caul. 0:18:46.320 --> 0:18:51.320 From Wednesday, when's they can ask you a question. 0:18:52.800 --> 0:18:58.560 Yeah, man, have you ever had a vision? Dude? 0:18:58.560 --> 0:18:59.560 That's why I called. 0:19:00.240 --> 0:19:02.119 Hit me Wednesday? 0:19:02.640 --> 0:19:05.240 Okay, okay, stay with me. 0:19:06.240 --> 0:19:06.760 I'm with you. 0:19:07.080 --> 0:19:10.720 I never left I. I've always had this theory that 0:19:10.760 --> 0:19:21.520 I'm a witch. Okay, So a couple of times I've 0:19:21.640 --> 0:19:27.359 thought about people and then that day I learned that 0:19:27.359 --> 0:19:33.480 they're dead. So, like, one time there was this there 0:19:33.520 --> 0:19:36.760 was this young girl on vine. Her name was Emma, 0:19:37.040 --> 0:19:40.840 not Emma, I think Emma Greer. She went by Greer mostly. 0:19:40.920 --> 0:19:43.879 She had cancer. I followed her for a long time. 0:19:44.359 --> 0:19:47.560 Knew she had cancer, you know, but she was doing okay. 0:19:48.200 --> 0:19:51.399 Kind of kind of fell off of her for a minute, 0:19:51.520 --> 0:19:53.960 and then one day I just randomly thought about her, 0:19:55.880 --> 0:20:01.040 and I like went to her Instagram and she had 0:20:01.080 --> 0:20:05.879 died that same day. 0:20:06.200 --> 0:20:08.480 Who's the other one. 0:20:09.480 --> 0:20:14.600 I was like in class just talking to my friends 0:20:14.800 --> 0:20:19.600 about my grandpa because he was really weird. I was 0:20:19.600 --> 0:20:22.480 just telling him lots of stories about him. One time 0:20:22.480 --> 0:20:25.119 he ran into a steak and shake with his car, 0:20:26.880 --> 0:20:30.040 and I like, I like telling that story because that's funny. 0:20:30.119 --> 0:20:30.320 Shit. 0:20:32.320 --> 0:20:32.840 We were just. 0:20:32.840 --> 0:20:36.119 Talking about him whatever whatever, And then I go home 0:20:36.720 --> 0:20:41.080 and that day my dad is like, got some bad news. 0:20:41.400 --> 0:20:46.600 Grandpa died and like he wasn't that big of a 0:20:46.600 --> 0:20:48.640 part of my life, Like I didn't really talk about 0:20:48.720 --> 0:20:52.280 him normally, but that day I spent an entire class 0:20:52.280 --> 0:20:58.320 period talking about my grandpa. And then same day, no 0:20:58.480 --> 0:20:59.040 many died. 0:21:01.920 --> 0:21:06.480 And so because of these you think you're a witch 0:21:06.840 --> 0:21:07.720 or that you might be a witch. 0:21:08.920 --> 0:21:11.000 This is where's gonna fall off, and everyone's gonna think 0:21:11.240 --> 0:21:17.679 that it's crazy. But I have had two boyfriends who 0:21:17.760 --> 0:21:22.359 I've gotten messy breakups with, and both of them, within 0:21:22.560 --> 0:21:30.359 like a week after us breaking up, have wrecked their cars. 0:21:33.760 --> 0:21:36.239 So you're making me like scared to talk to you. 0:21:36.840 --> 0:21:40.440 I'm scared, Like now I feel like something's going to 0:21:40.480 --> 0:21:40.960 happen to me. 0:21:41.640 --> 0:21:44.840 No, don't worry, I won't manifest it. I think I 0:21:44.880 --> 0:21:46.000 think that's the problem. 0:21:46.359 --> 0:21:48.560 Okay, well hold on now, Well now I'm a little 0:21:48.640 --> 0:21:50.639 Now I'm a little freaked out because what do you 0:21:50.680 --> 0:21:52.840 mean you won't man Does that mean no? 0:21:52.840 --> 0:21:53.960 No, no, no Nocause you're. 0:21:53.800 --> 0:21:55.879 Saying you won't manifest it implies that you have some 0:21:55.920 --> 0:21:56.679 control over this. 0:21:57.320 --> 0:22:01.040 No, that's that's my fear. That's my fears. I just 0:22:01.040 --> 0:22:04.840 think of these things that might just happen. But so then. 0:22:04.720 --> 0:22:06.720 You don't have controls. You can't promise me anything. 0:22:08.560 --> 0:22:11.479 So I also have a really bad OCD. So if 0:22:11.520 --> 0:22:13.919 I just I've convinced myself, if I just do my 0:22:13.960 --> 0:22:16.879 OCD stuff, then you won't die. So tonight I'll just 0:22:16.920 --> 0:22:19.240 do my OCD stuff and you're all good. 0:22:23.119 --> 0:22:31.320 Wednesday, you know what. I'm pretty I'm confident that I'm 0:22:31.400 --> 0:22:32.360 not gonna die. 0:22:33.800 --> 0:22:36.200 I'm confident, do you. 0:22:36.200 --> 0:22:39.199 You know, look, if you're about to flip a light 0:22:39.320 --> 0:22:43.480 switch on it off twelve times, and open and close 0:22:43.520 --> 0:22:46.800 a folding chair four times, and stop your feet and 0:22:46.920 --> 0:22:48.879 clap your hands you know you don't have to do 0:22:48.920 --> 0:22:50.960 that stuff for me. I'll I'll be fine either way. 0:22:51.000 --> 0:22:53.080 But I appreciate the sentiment. 0:22:54.359 --> 0:22:57.440 Yeah, no, that was mostly a joke, but I would 0:22:57.480 --> 0:22:59.680 have done I would have done a little OCD tick 0:22:59.760 --> 0:23:00.000 for you. 0:23:00.080 --> 0:23:02.720