WEBVTT - Conversations About Rushing To Righteousness 0:00:01.800 --> 0:00:04.360 Watch up and welcome back to another episode and No 0:00:04.519 --> 0:00:07.480 Sillers podcast with your host, not fuck that with your 0:00:07.560 --> 0:00:20.760 low classes, Malone. I look at you just looking like 0:00:20.920 --> 0:00:23.680 we got all the take. She got her ship. No, 0:00:24.000 --> 0:00:25.919 I was trying to get it moved before we got it. 0:00:26.000 --> 0:00:28.480 You know, we got to get this a lot more professional. 0:00:28.560 --> 0:00:31.840 I was looking at some other podcasts and I was like, damn, 0:00:32.280 --> 0:00:34.720 because our shit is like this. No Sillers is a 0:00:34.760 --> 0:00:37.520 real podcast. It's not like a YouTube show, right right, 0:00:37.760 --> 0:00:41.920 So like there's a lot of intelligent discussions, insightful. But 0:00:42.040 --> 0:00:46.400 I noticed it needs a physical presentation, of course. So 0:00:46.440 --> 0:00:48.919 I'm like, damn, I'm trying to figure out, like handicap. 0:00:48.960 --> 0:00:54.000 I'm trying to figure out why this light you did 0:00:54.000 --> 0:00:58.400 you know that he had this issue? But that's my point. 0:00:58.880 --> 0:01:01.400 If I have to figure it, you not telling me 0:01:01.640 --> 0:01:04.720 I didn't listen. I got like, I gotta tell you. 0:01:04.920 --> 0:01:08.040 Y'all kind of communicate the same though. No, I actually 0:01:08.040 --> 0:01:11.160 communicate well. But what happens is as a person, I 0:01:11.200 --> 0:01:14.440 can be overwhelmed. Okay, now I know. I'm sorry. This 0:01:14.480 --> 0:01:17.199 is my first rodeo with you. Gee, it's not really 0:01:17.200 --> 0:01:18.920 a rodeo. It's like but this is what I'd be 0:01:18.959 --> 0:01:22.280 on y'all all the time as nurturers and mothers of 0:01:22.319 --> 0:01:26.360 the earth, like you literally have the power to calm 0:01:26.600 --> 0:01:30.199 situations down. But for some reason, y'all be like fire, fire, 0:01:30.280 --> 0:01:33.000 fire more and more. So that's what we did today. 0:01:33.160 --> 0:01:36.760 We did not do that. It was no no firefire, nothing. No. 0:01:36.959 --> 0:01:40.520 I just think that we didn't respond. I did, No, 0:01:40.600 --> 0:01:43.200 I know you did. That's why I said, I'm just 0:01:43.280 --> 0:01:44.959 getting up. I had to let them know, like I 0:01:45.040 --> 0:01:48.120 was really just had a rough night, you know. I 0:01:48.120 --> 0:01:50.320 didn't understand. Remember like when we was young and your 0:01:50.360 --> 0:01:53.480 mom be like it's gonna be okay. That shit is 0:01:53.520 --> 0:01:56.080 not what happens as you get a come an a doge. 0:01:56.360 --> 0:01:58.680 We snapped into it. As soon as you said that, 0:01:58.720 --> 0:02:02.920 we were like oh he Initially I was frustrated, and 0:02:03.040 --> 0:02:05.600 y'all just kept like it was nothing. It was never 0:02:05.760 --> 0:02:11.000 like an e fault, like gee, what's wrong? Oh my god? 0:02:11.880 --> 0:02:14.320 I don't know. I was just really trying to figure 0:02:14.320 --> 0:02:18.399 out the solution, like, well, okay, let's fix this, right, 0:02:20.760 --> 0:02:23.360 let's fix it. But I'm just gonna say it's gonna 0:02:23.400 --> 0:02:28.079 be all right, just saying my badge. I apologized I 0:02:28.120 --> 0:02:31.679 didn't even see it like that, right, I should be 0:02:31.760 --> 0:02:38.080 more right, you're frustrated about it, open up a little bit. 0:02:38.520 --> 0:02:41.720 I don't know. It was like five different things, like 0:02:41.800 --> 0:02:43.560 trying to put it together, and it was just like, 0:02:43.600 --> 0:02:49.680 it's a handicap. My laptop is hard. Getting my phone 0:02:49.680 --> 0:02:52.200 it's hard, like Karen crutches and a laptop is so 0:02:52.240 --> 0:02:55.480 hard at the same time. But you know what, when 0:02:55.480 --> 0:03:00.400 you said that, I was like, damn he right when 0:03:00.440 --> 0:03:03.840 he said, whatever, whatever time you got the time at 0:03:03.840 --> 0:03:09.360 the time, like, bro, like what the I just wanted 0:03:09.360 --> 0:03:11.640 to make sure I was prepared and ready to go. 0:03:12.600 --> 0:03:14.960 My bad. I was trying to what's wrong with her 0:03:15.000 --> 0:03:19.720 eyes game? Oh yeah, it turned it off? We turned 0:03:19.720 --> 0:03:29.560 the light off? No? Yea more yeah? Yeah? Oh goodness, 0:03:30.320 --> 0:03:37.320 oh goodness. All right, right, so yeah, I was saying 0:03:37.400 --> 0:03:41.400 as a woman, right, like you could nurture more. I mean, y'all, 0:03:41.440 --> 0:03:43.520 And I really be on y'all. Since I've known y'all 0:03:43.600 --> 0:03:52.040 about these same sentiments, I've been working on it. No horribly, 0:03:52.120 --> 0:03:54.920 you should develop a course for him. Yeah, no, they 0:03:56.320 --> 0:03:59.040 nurturing course and nurturing and she might sell up. Is 0:03:59.080 --> 0:04:02.080 this supposed to go? Right? Yeah? Ok? What would be 0:04:02.600 --> 0:04:05.800 if a guy is telling you right, he's frustrated. It's 0:04:05.840 --> 0:04:08.840 like you're like you're pressing him about time, right, You're like, okay, 0:04:08.880 --> 0:04:10.320 I need are we doing this at what time? And 0:04:10.400 --> 0:04:13.520 with this sign? With this time? And it's like they 0:04:13.560 --> 0:04:15.480 don't have a solution, right. I God, I'm trying to 0:04:15.520 --> 0:04:19.200 figure it out. I'm making the multiple cause and I 0:04:19.279 --> 0:04:20.840 get it right because you like I just need to 0:04:20.839 --> 0:04:22.600 show up. But it's like you would think like if 0:04:22.640 --> 0:04:25.080 it was a simple as like just time, like it 0:04:25.080 --> 0:04:27.360 would be passed to you. So the end today, when 0:04:27.360 --> 0:04:30.520 I'm explaining it, I'm like, man, I'm so frustrated. You 0:04:30.520 --> 0:04:32.600 know this is a problem. It's a problem, like well, 0:04:32.960 --> 0:04:35.240 I gotta right. It's like you just went right to it. 0:04:35.800 --> 0:04:37.920 And as a woman, I would think you would know 0:04:38.520 --> 0:04:41.920 because y'all want more emotional support than real life solutions. 0:04:42.839 --> 0:04:47.200 So the very few times that men really want, you know, 0:04:47.360 --> 0:04:51.520 like emotional support, y'all just feel horribly. I don't just 0:04:51.560 --> 0:04:53.880 put your hand on it. I've told Rid this before. 0:04:53.880 --> 0:04:55.880 I said, man, sometimes you just gotta put your hands 0:04:55.880 --> 0:04:58.520 on a nigga's shoulder and telling nigga it's gonna be 0:04:58.560 --> 0:05:01.559 all right, Like you would not do that to rolling. 0:05:03.400 --> 0:05:07.160 You would be like, well, what's the problem, nigga, You 0:05:07.240 --> 0:05:10.560 wouldn't do that to your kids do that. I was like, okay, 0:05:10.600 --> 0:05:12.840 so do you need me to find a studio. I 0:05:12.920 --> 0:05:15.839 was like, I got she did. I'll drive you down, like, 0:05:16.000 --> 0:05:18.599 that's not how it happened. That's you collapsed in twelve 0:05:18.640 --> 0:05:22.520 hours into one conversation. Listen. Oh he's talking about from 0:05:22.560 --> 0:05:26.600 the time that he brought it up to today today. Today. 0:05:26.800 --> 0:05:28.479 When I started talking and I was telling you, I 0:05:28.520 --> 0:05:30.800 was frustrated. Okay, so that's what I'm saying, Like you 0:05:30.880 --> 0:05:33.360 had to I didn't. She was like, like, she tried 0:05:33.400 --> 0:05:37.480 to offer you a solution. Exactly right, I was, asshole. 0:05:37.760 --> 0:05:40.880 Imagine telling your kid that I tried to offer your 0:05:40.920 --> 0:05:44.760 dumb ass a solution like that. That's why I don't talk. 0:05:44.920 --> 0:05:49.320 I'm not a good communicator, especially on text text. I 0:05:49.440 --> 0:05:51.239 bet you if it was your kid, you would handle 0:05:51.240 --> 0:05:54.000 it with care. You're right, I would. Human beings, you 0:05:54.040 --> 0:05:55.680 just don't hand it with care. You just on your own. 0:05:55.720 --> 0:05:57.440 You throw the hamburger at the own man she or 0:05:57.520 --> 0:06:01.279 eat it. Listen here, I telling you I'm working on 0:06:01.400 --> 0:06:04.799 self right now. Listen, I'm working on self. I'm doing 0:06:04.880 --> 0:06:08.480 way better. Do you not think it's just a disdain 0:06:08.600 --> 0:06:10.120 you have with the rest of the world, Like I 0:06:10.160 --> 0:06:13.000 think women don't realize they supposed to treat the rest 0:06:13.000 --> 0:06:16.839 of the world like their children. Why the rest of 0:06:16.880 --> 0:06:19.320 the world like their children? Yes, because you are the 0:06:19.440 --> 0:06:23.359 mother of humanity, right, So if you kind of approach 0:06:23.440 --> 0:06:34.440 everything with a nurturings spirit, I mean, like that's something 0:06:34.440 --> 0:06:38.480 you should have did quiz A woman actually did that, 0:06:38.520 --> 0:06:41.720 Like that's just hard raw, that's real, like raw, Like 0:06:42.960 --> 0:06:45.240 I was thinking that she said it. I was thinking it, like, 0:06:46.800 --> 0:06:50.520 I'm sorry. The thing that I love about No Seelings 0:06:50.720 --> 0:06:55.120 is everybody thinks I'm crazy, but I really give sound 0:06:55.720 --> 0:07:01.760 opinions and sound advice. We've we have different conversations, right, Like, 0:07:01.839 --> 0:07:03.920 this is one of them conversations. I've told you this 0:07:04.400 --> 0:07:07.520 rare straight up. I'm like, this is yeah, a real 0:07:07.760 --> 0:07:11.080 a real relationship, a real marriage. Let's just be straight 0:07:11.160 --> 0:07:13.600 up honest. You're getting a new father and he's getting 0:07:13.600 --> 0:07:17.200 a new mother. That's really what it is. Whether we 0:07:17.680 --> 0:07:19.880 whether we're gonna fight it. This is how when marriage 0:07:19.880 --> 0:07:22.080 first started, when they was just going to pluck children 0:07:22.360 --> 0:07:25.480 fourteen year old girls from families, this is gonna be 0:07:25.480 --> 0:07:27.080 your new father. He felt to take care of you. 0:07:27.440 --> 0:07:30.800 Blah blah blah. He's just thinking about it. I'm thinking 0:07:30.800 --> 0:07:34.200 about yo. That's that takes it. I got a process 0:07:34.240 --> 0:07:37.440 that get they get a new father and you get 0:07:37.440 --> 0:07:41.120 you're getting a new mother. Godle that's in theory what 0:07:41.240 --> 0:07:43.440 it is. That sounds like a bad idea, no, but 0:07:43.480 --> 0:07:45.640 it's true because that's the kind of that's the way 0:07:45.680 --> 0:07:49.280 you recognize love. That's been the most consistent love thing 0:07:49.280 --> 0:07:51.920 when you're growing up. Right, which woman loved you like 0:07:52.040 --> 0:07:54.720 your mother? That's the consistent way you knew she loved it. 0:07:55.040 --> 0:07:57.320 So even when you're looking at a woman, right quiz, 0:07:57.720 --> 0:08:00.520 you looking for what your mother gave you, it's always 0:08:00.560 --> 0:08:05.520 gonna be the measuristick. And a woman you know, if 0:08:05.520 --> 0:08:07.600 she had her father in her life, that's gonna be 0:08:07.640 --> 0:08:10.680 the measurist stick. Right. That's true. If you ain't no 0:08:10.760 --> 0:08:12.880 way going to let you love her, love her less 0:08:12.920 --> 0:08:16.040 than her father loved her and whatever she consumed as 0:08:16.080 --> 0:08:19.800 love from her father, you gotta do that and fuck it. 0:08:19.920 --> 0:08:23.160 But there's variables. You got to do that, and there's 0:08:23.200 --> 0:08:25.320 variable It's like you'll look for the positive stuff that 0:08:25.400 --> 0:08:27.840 your dad or or you look for the positive stuff 0:08:27.840 --> 0:08:30.400 that your mother had, but you also know the negative 0:08:30.440 --> 0:08:32.640 shit that you're not gonna look for, like that negative 0:08:32.679 --> 0:08:34.880 shit that you don't want. So it's not like you're 0:08:34.920 --> 0:08:37.760 looking for the identical or like the match. You'll take 0:08:37.800 --> 0:08:40.520 the positive shit, but you're gonna like kick out that 0:08:40.559 --> 0:08:42.520 other shit that you don't fuck with. Or even when 0:08:42.559 --> 0:08:44.920 you became an adult and you start like deciphering their 0:08:44.960 --> 0:08:46.880 personality or how they move or how they figure out, 0:08:47.480 --> 0:08:51.280 and you identify, Yeah, Angel, I don't know my angel 0:08:51.360 --> 0:08:54.440 dad the federal prison. She's Angel. You identify Angel in prison. 0:08:54.520 --> 0:08:56.400 But you identify what you fuck with, what you don't 0:08:56.440 --> 0:08:58.920 fuck with, And a lot of like contexts comes from 0:08:58.920 --> 0:09:01.440 what you saw growing up with your parents. Yeah, facts, facts, 0:09:01.440 --> 0:09:06.720 no sellers. Jail. Oh we I got this for Red? 0:09:06.800 --> 0:09:11.079 What's up, Brad? What's up? Got my partner for me? 0:09:11.280 --> 0:09:13.280 Since I've kind of been in this rap business just 0:09:13.360 --> 0:09:16.680 about that long, we learned the business together, we learned 0:09:16.679 --> 0:09:21.160 records together. My nigga Quiz one of the freshest niggas 0:09:21.200 --> 0:09:24.000 in the world. Like honestly, like when niggas be saying 0:09:24.000 --> 0:09:26.520 fresh like I think of quiz. I mean, like quis 0:09:26.520 --> 0:09:29.520 a fresh nigga fresh? What do you think about this fresh? 0:09:29.920 --> 0:09:35.040 I mean just classic fresh. But back to the point, Um, 0:09:35.160 --> 0:09:38.719 oh yeah, my man king on the engineering, but I'm 0:09:38.720 --> 0:09:41.360 gonna be on his ass after this podcast. He gonna 0:09:41.360 --> 0:09:44.440 be mad at me. But I only expect the best 0:09:44.440 --> 0:09:47.320 out of us because we are the best. He wasn't 0:09:47.320 --> 0:09:50.400 the best. It'd be different, but my man king out 0:09:50.559 --> 0:09:54.960 king feel me doing what he do well? But no, 0:09:55.040 --> 0:09:57.800 So the point I'm saying is right, like it starts 0:09:57.840 --> 0:10:00.240 with your mother's love if you're aware of it, right, 0:10:00.240 --> 0:10:04.800 it starts there. I don't know if my mother's love, 0:10:04.880 --> 0:10:07.840 I could really say her love was bad at all. Now, 0:10:07.880 --> 0:10:10.079 don't get me wrong, my mom was. My mama tried 0:10:10.120 --> 0:10:12.600 to squabble you. But that's also why a woman could 0:10:12.640 --> 0:10:15.520 get ahead of faith for me, because my mom wants 0:10:15.600 --> 0:10:17.480 up a lot of the squabbles. Like my mom probably 0:10:17.520 --> 0:10:23.480 was like eight and two or something. Really, I'm not 0:10:23.920 --> 0:10:26.480 you know, I'm not mad. This is consistent thing since 0:10:26.520 --> 0:10:29.160 you know me eight and two and I mean the 0:10:29.200 --> 0:10:32.240 two was like, really she got shot the second time, 0:10:32.240 --> 0:10:38.560 so I don't count it. Really Pop shot her because 0:10:38.880 --> 0:10:41.800 he's gonna go, She's gonna go nine nine. And then 0:10:41.880 --> 0:10:45.200 she faded with my step pops and he kinda da 0:10:45.480 --> 0:10:47.160 got her. He gave her to work. And what's crazy 0:10:47.240 --> 0:10:50.000 is about CT Clarence, Right, he never punched her in 0:10:50.000 --> 0:10:51.720 the face. He knew he could see that my mom 0:10:51.720 --> 0:10:53.600 like the squabble she stole on him. He don't want 0:10:53.600 --> 0:10:56.280 to squabble. And I remember, this is a crazy story, right, 0:10:56.320 --> 0:11:01.880 So my mom was like, no nonsense. And if you know, Olivia, 0:11:02.000 --> 0:11:04.240 like this is how she got out. There wasn't no game. 0:11:04.520 --> 0:11:07.680 Olivia six foot three hundred pounds, hands like real fish 0:11:07.800 --> 0:11:11.760 like talk to fight. She got what this dude named Clarence. 0:11:11.760 --> 0:11:13.320 He was a nigga from Indiana. He might have been 0:11:13.360 --> 0:11:16.319 six one, one hundred seventy pounds, soker with fishy wait 0:11:16.360 --> 0:11:19.280 in his pocket. Mom six foot three hundred pounds was 0:11:19.520 --> 0:11:24.600 heavyweight nigga for Dela rees, hard, real hands. Thought I 0:11:24.640 --> 0:11:28.600 got you, and I watched my mom beat up bigger niggas. 0:11:28.640 --> 0:11:30.319 She used to date this nigga named Kevin. He was 0:11:30.360 --> 0:11:32.439 like six three muscle nigga used to work out on 0:11:32.600 --> 0:11:36.920 remember solo flex, big nigga work on that. She whipped 0:11:36.960 --> 0:11:39.240 his ass out of his clothes in front of the house. 0:11:39.280 --> 0:11:43.160 I swear so I would look forward to my mom 0:11:43.200 --> 0:11:46.480 whooping on motherfucker veiggas women. She only fought two women 0:11:46.520 --> 0:11:51.160 out of those ten fights. Pretty much niggas handling them. 0:11:51.320 --> 0:11:55.000 They've really given the all. So one time she actually 0:11:55.040 --> 0:11:59.640 lost that I say she lost the fight is um Clarence. 0:12:00.000 --> 0:12:01.720 We didn't really like him because he wasn't my dad 0:12:02.240 --> 0:12:04.640 what I'm saying, So we couldn't wait for that day. 0:12:04.679 --> 0:12:08.240 Me and Vinca used to me and my little He 0:12:08.320 --> 0:12:11.839 was like, I can't wait till that day. You should 0:12:11.880 --> 0:12:18.440 drink Mickey's big Mouth Mickey's He's drinking big Mouse right, 0:12:18.520 --> 0:12:20.959 So he was like a ship talking, asked me and 0:12:21.040 --> 0:12:23.960 West slick ass nigga. So we're like, I can't wait 0:12:24.000 --> 0:12:26.280 till Livia fuck this nigga. I can't wait till my 0:12:26.320 --> 0:12:30.840 mama put hands. One day, this nigga was coming home. 0:12:30.840 --> 0:12:32.440 It had to be three thirty in the morning. He 0:12:32.520 --> 0:12:35.160 left a club three thirty in the morning. My mom 0:12:35.240 --> 0:12:39.240 was pacing, I know what time it is, A time 0:12:40.440 --> 0:12:42.400 Nick got me fucked up. She walked past this Nick 0:12:42.440 --> 0:12:44.319 got me fucked up. Soon as this nigga get here. 0:12:44.559 --> 0:12:46.360 I waked my little brother up. I read k up. 0:12:46.520 --> 0:12:58.520 Let's get up for players Christmas. Up. We're like, he 0:12:58.640 --> 0:13:00.920 it's gonna be good. Let me. She past it back. 0:13:00.960 --> 0:13:02.760 Soon as this nigga pull up. You know my mom 0:13:02.840 --> 0:13:05.760 really della recent Hall of Nights, like nigga, you accuse 0:13:05.880 --> 0:13:10.440 me of stealing soup. As soon as nigga come, we 0:13:10.520 --> 0:13:13.080 hear this nigga. He has some sounds in this truck. Yeah, 0:13:13.120 --> 0:13:17.640 one of them old Alpine put out stereo. So this 0:13:17.720 --> 0:13:20.560 is eighty nine. So we got the Alpine pull out 0:13:20.559 --> 0:13:23.280 stre a little beat pick up, Nissan pick up truck, 0:13:23.360 --> 0:13:26.240 a little small ones. Niggasad the seeing them wrapped about, 0:13:26.280 --> 0:13:29.599 jagging nigga spoor he come, he'd be zooming down the 0:13:29.640 --> 0:13:32.959 street to that daddy banging boom boom playing rock him. 0:13:33.200 --> 0:13:35.520 Or you know, I ain't no jokes bumping coming in 0:13:36.640 --> 0:13:40.040 poured in that driveway, said his Motherfucking I heard her 0:13:40.080 --> 0:13:43.400 this motherfucking ass here She hung up the phone, she 0:13:43.520 --> 0:13:46.200 go charging. We followed. We hide right behind the cars, 0:13:46.720 --> 0:13:48.679 so we get right into the patio. So it's an 0:13:48.679 --> 0:13:50.840 area in comfortable where we lived at at my mom 0:13:50.880 --> 0:13:53.400 house where it's you part and you walk into the 0:13:53.440 --> 0:13:57.920 back patio right a little small boxing area ring right here. 0:14:00.240 --> 0:14:02.440 So I said, this is real. So he jumped out 0:14:02.480 --> 0:14:04.079 the car, pull that but fucking radio. I seen any 0:14:04.120 --> 0:14:07.960 pull the radio out. He came walking around. Uh my mom. 0:14:07.960 --> 0:14:10.920 Olivia met him at the door. What's up, Nigga? Like, 0:14:10.960 --> 0:14:12.840 what's up? Baby? And try to kiss her. She just 0:14:12.880 --> 0:14:15.599 backed up, like, what's your motherfucking problems? Like, Nigga, what 0:14:15.720 --> 0:14:17.440 makes you think you're gonna be walking in this house 0:14:17.720 --> 0:14:21.120 at any hour? Olivia. I told y'a, I was going 0:14:21.160 --> 0:14:23.200 to the motherfucking club, nigga. We got off the club. 0:14:23.680 --> 0:14:25.320 The club is over at too. When he was at 0:14:25.400 --> 0:14:28.080 we went to Denny's. So you was at Dennis to 0:14:28.160 --> 0:14:30.120 three thirty. And I'm thinking to myself, like, you know, 0:14:30.240 --> 0:14:31.840 as an adult now, I'm like, I get how you 0:14:31.880 --> 0:14:33.360 be at the Denny's at three thirty, but at that 0:14:33.440 --> 0:14:37.400 time it's a kid. I'm like, you're lying, right. So 0:14:37.440 --> 0:14:40.960 we're standing at the door, say like, man, only ain't 0:14:40.960 --> 0:14:43.040 gonna argue this shit? Stupid the hell? I just told 0:14:43.040 --> 0:14:44.280 you what I was doing. So he went to walk 0:14:44.280 --> 0:14:47.720 around her and she put her arm out. He blocked 0:14:47.760 --> 0:14:50.800 her mate mold and she went to still on him. 0:14:51.320 --> 0:14:53.280 That nigga backed up. I was like, did you just 0:14:53.320 --> 0:14:56.520 try to hit me? Yeah, motherfucker. She got in the stands. 0:14:56.520 --> 0:14:59.720 I said, whole song. Nigga said that radio day. He said, 0:14:59.800 --> 0:15:02.960 let's I ain't fighting no woman, but if you swing 0:15:03.000 --> 0:15:05.600 on me again, I'm gonna teach you how to fight. No, 0:15:07.320 --> 0:15:09.800 I'm like, it's own. She stole on the nigga hit 0:15:09.880 --> 0:15:15.560 him boom face. That nigga laughed, you really want to 0:15:15.600 --> 0:15:21.480 do this, I'm like, that's how you talk. So I 0:15:21.480 --> 0:15:23.240 ain't gonna even hit you in your face. So we 0:15:23.400 --> 0:15:26.480 pumped up. We at the window. Man, they got the 0:15:26.600 --> 0:15:30.080 dancing around. She starts swinging. When I tell you this, 0:15:30.160 --> 0:15:34.760 Nigga hit her in the arm, the leg side. He 0:15:34.880 --> 0:15:39.200 was just whooping her. But it wasn't like a whooping like. 0:15:39.360 --> 0:15:41.400 It was a whooping like you can't fuck with me, 0:15:41.960 --> 0:15:43.720 and I'm not going to destroy you, but I'm gonna 0:15:43.760 --> 0:15:48.560 tag you. And they had to dance for about three minute. 0:15:48.600 --> 0:15:50.320 You know, a three minute fighting the streets is long. 0:15:51.320 --> 0:15:53.440 He's just whooping on her. Never hit in the face, 0:15:54.160 --> 0:15:55.680 Come on, leave you what you want to do? Boom 0:15:55.680 --> 0:15:59.840 boom boom boom. I was like, damn, so I'm crying now, 0:15:59.880 --> 0:16:05.240 I'm about nine. I want to help whatever cousin's throwing. 0:16:05.280 --> 0:16:10.200 I'm like, I don't want that, don't feel not at all. 0:16:10.640 --> 0:16:13.480 So eventually we just kind of started crying, like holy shit, 0:16:13.640 --> 0:16:15.800 like nigga stopped hitting my mom my. You he never 0:16:15.920 --> 0:16:19.880 hid her in the face. She just was like, oh, 0:16:19.920 --> 0:16:21.600 he's got you done. Can we go to bed now? 0:16:21.720 --> 0:16:25.840 It was nothing wow. And they went laying there and 0:16:25.880 --> 0:16:28.240 went to sleep, woke up. She was cooking breakfast the 0:16:28.280 --> 0:16:32.240 next morning. Huh, damn it. I was the only time 0:16:32.320 --> 0:16:36.480 I saw my mama lose a fight, That's what. And 0:16:37.360 --> 0:16:41.000 they never fought again. And I've never seen my MoMA 0:16:41.040 --> 0:16:43.160 not fight somebody more than once like that, especially if 0:16:43.160 --> 0:16:44.560 it was a nigga, Like, she's gonna fight him more 0:16:44.600 --> 0:16:46.680 than once. Right, I'm telling if his nigga that like 0:16:46.720 --> 0:16:48.040 did something to us, shes gonna fight the nick. She 0:16:48.040 --> 0:16:51.800 don't want the nigga twice at least. So I say 0:16:51.840 --> 0:16:54.680 that to say, like I would date a woman that 0:16:54.680 --> 0:16:56.720 would fight me. I got me and Charlotte Man talk 0:16:56.720 --> 0:16:57.920 all the time, and I didn't date no woman that 0:16:57.920 --> 0:16:59.560 wouldn't fight me. I would date the woman that would 0:16:59.600 --> 0:17:02.880 fight me whoop her ass, because maybe she didn't nobody 0:17:02.880 --> 0:17:05.880 whooped her. I ain't even doing that. I don't play 0:17:05.920 --> 0:17:08.040 those games. I don't play fight. I don't want to 0:17:09.080 --> 0:17:10.800 know what I'm saying, Like, I don't even play fight. 0:17:10.840 --> 0:17:13.880 I don't I don't even want to want to wrestle. Nah, man, 0:17:13.960 --> 0:17:16.080 I don't want to wrestle. I hate that shit. Do 0:17:16.160 --> 0:17:19.160 not do that to me. Let me ask you a question. 0:17:19.200 --> 0:17:22.640 It's my stuff pop wrong though, well she's wrong. Fire 0:17:22.800 --> 0:17:26.240 handled it. Yeah, she wanted to fight. I mean if 0:17:26.680 --> 0:17:29.879 if they speak that language, I mean, you see, it 0:17:29.960 --> 0:17:32.680 was like they language. They went laid down. She gotta 0:17:32.760 --> 0:17:37.760 make breakfast. I mean the padcakes was good too. I 0:17:37.840 --> 0:17:41.680 mean I remember crying. I couldn't do it. But shit, 0:17:42.040 --> 0:17:46.240 I wouldn't even try to fight like that. No, I 0:17:46.280 --> 0:17:48.600 think it was the way. I mean, she want to fight. 0:17:48.880 --> 0:17:50.760 So you know she rightly don't want to fight them 0:17:50.800 --> 0:17:53.600 no more. Mom. You know sometimes you know she she 0:17:53.640 --> 0:17:55.840 want to get that frustration now like she was bis 0:17:56.080 --> 0:17:59.480 like she apparently she grew up fighting like she a fighter, 0:17:59.560 --> 0:18:03.120 like you know, so he didn't hit her in the face, 0:18:03.200 --> 0:18:04.879 he didn't like he wasn't trying to hurt her, but 0:18:04.920 --> 0:18:07.840 he like, look, you know we could do this year. 0:18:08.119 --> 0:18:11.679 So so long story short, I was looking at the 0:18:11.720 --> 0:18:17.399 whole situation. Um, just different situations. Kobe Jonathan manages different people. 0:18:18.240 --> 0:18:21.320 And now I could appreciate y'all being honest because I 0:18:21.359 --> 0:18:24.159 grew up and I understood that. I never came up 0:18:24.160 --> 0:18:26.760 in the world where hitting a girl was like a 0:18:26.880 --> 0:18:29.080 cardinal sin. It was like, you don't want to fight 0:18:29.119 --> 0:18:31.480 a girl because a girl can't whoop you. But what 0:18:31.560 --> 0:18:35.640 if a girl thinks she could whoop you? I'll say, 0:18:35.640 --> 0:18:40.440 you protect yourself at all costs. But as far as 0:18:40.440 --> 0:18:42.639 being attracted to a woman, that's like you feel like 0:18:44.560 --> 0:18:50.000 I've gotten so you like where I'm like, you actually 0:18:50.000 --> 0:18:52.360 think you could beat a nigga? Up? I felt that 0:18:52.560 --> 0:18:58.320 like and I was gonna go out. You thought you could? 0:18:58.520 --> 0:19:02.159 I really was like yeah, like really like like I'm 0:19:02.200 --> 0:19:08.000 it's like I'm gonna die, kill me. No, did you 0:19:08.040 --> 0:19:09.919 think you can win? Not with you being stupid and 0:19:09.920 --> 0:19:13.920 you gonna sacrifice yourself? No, you win. I was really 0:19:13.960 --> 0:19:20.000 winning the fight. She had faith in herself, I mean 0:19:20.440 --> 0:19:23.800 had a strong chance. She didn't say it wasn't blind, 0:19:23.600 --> 0:19:26.800 said she had faith. Now, have you ever met a 0:19:26.880 --> 0:19:32.560 nigga and you thought you could whoop? Like he was like, 0:19:33.000 --> 0:19:36.480 whip him? Like met one He's like, I whooped this 0:19:36.560 --> 0:19:41.320 nigga asked if I had to nah bread, you ever 0:19:41.359 --> 0:19:45.000 met a nigga you thought you could whoop? I mean 0:19:45.000 --> 0:19:49.800 you look at you like bitch as nigga hold everything. 0:19:50.160 --> 0:19:52.639 That's why I stopped talking to it, because I was like, 0:19:52.680 --> 0:19:55.000 if I feel like I could whip your ass, just 0:19:55.200 --> 0:20:00.680 this ain't gonna work. But only one, only one nigga 0:20:01.240 --> 0:20:04.879 zero he was dating them? Yeah, something like that? What 0:20:04.960 --> 0:20:08.439 you want to call it? So I think I know 0:20:08.440 --> 0:20:12.080 who about something about? Why do you think you could whoopie? 0:20:12.920 --> 0:20:15.400 I mean I just not like a whipping. I don't 0:20:15.400 --> 0:20:17.800 know why. I just like you said, faith of mussel. 0:20:19.280 --> 0:20:21.280 I don't think I know nobody that break a whoop? 0:20:22.359 --> 0:20:24.880 Did you think did you think you could whoop him 0:20:24.880 --> 0:20:27.920 before he hit or after he stole on you like that? 0:20:29.240 --> 0:20:31.479 Because maybe he hit like a like a market You're like, oh, 0:20:31.520 --> 0:20:35.520 I will beat this nag. No he didn't know no hill, No, 0:20:36.040 --> 0:20:38.320 we never Like I told you, I don't play those games. 0:20:38.359 --> 0:20:40.560 I don't even I don't even really like to argue, 0:20:41.040 --> 0:20:43.719 to be honest, like if you fuck with me, then 0:20:43.760 --> 0:20:46.800 I'm anna go there. But normally when I'm pissed, you 0:20:46.840 --> 0:20:48.720 know I'm pissed because I get quiet as a motherfucker. 0:20:48.720 --> 0:20:51.000 I'm gonna say shit, I'm just sitting there in my 0:20:51.040 --> 0:20:56.159 thoughts like Okay, I'm approached this cool, Like I have 0:20:56.200 --> 0:20:59.320 to work it out in my head first, then I 0:20:59.320 --> 0:21:04.640 I can't do this whole Yeah, so you wanted, Oh yeah, 0:21:04.800 --> 0:21:07.400 we talked. You wanted the people that blind rage, fight, 0:21:08.119 --> 0:21:17.480 black out, wake up. I was thinking about it right, Um, 0:21:18.000 --> 0:21:20.600 this whole ship going on with Jonathan Mags and shout 0:21:20.640 --> 0:21:23.080 out to John like he's a really remarkable actor. He 0:21:23.119 --> 0:21:26.800 was just in Create three. You know what I'm talking about, right, 0:21:27.520 --> 0:21:30.600 you know I'm talking about so like the women was 0:21:30.680 --> 0:21:35.320 in love with this nigga for like the last eight months, like, 0:21:35.400 --> 0:21:38.320 oh my god, this nigga is God Earth. He's the 0:21:38.400 --> 0:21:41.560 one like he and I thought the nigga was funny looking, 0:21:41.600 --> 0:21:44.240 no disrespect to him, but like he did like he 0:21:44.359 --> 0:21:46.560 built well, like the nigga workout. You could tell we 0:21:46.600 --> 0:21:49.280 got some muscles. But the nigga looked crazy to me. 0:21:49.640 --> 0:21:51.560 But women love it, and he was on the cover 0:21:51.640 --> 0:21:55.040 of Ebony magazine, like he got the sexy poses roses 0:21:55.080 --> 0:21:58.800 in his mouth like heads right. So I'm like this 0:21:58.920 --> 0:22:01.080 nigga killing him and Aiga is a really good actor. 0:22:01.160 --> 0:22:03.359 Like I checked the nigg out and it's a movie 0:22:03.359 --> 0:22:06.760 called Harder. They fall love that movie, and I just 0:22:06.840 --> 0:22:09.159 liked the nigga. I thought the nigga was a talented actor. 0:22:09.400 --> 0:22:11.560 But I mean, it's just been crazy and he just 0:22:11.640 --> 0:22:14.200 been killing and the girls love him. And it was 0:22:14.240 --> 0:22:16.400 a time even where he was wearing something that kind 0:22:16.400 --> 0:22:22.440 of looked a little soft. Photographer was like emulating anime 0:22:22.960 --> 0:22:26.680 and had him wear outfits like this pink outfiberties, pink 0:22:27.119 --> 0:22:29.879 kind of tall pants boots at the same time, and 0:22:29.920 --> 0:22:32.800