Speaker 1: Watch up and welcome back to another episode and No
Speaker 1: Sillers podcast with your host, not fuck that with your
Speaker 1: low classes, Malone. I look at you just looking like
Speaker 1: we got all the take. She got her ship. No,
Speaker 1: I was trying to get it moved before we got it.
Speaker 1: You know, we got to get this a lot more professional.
Speaker 1: I was looking at some other podcasts and I was like, damn,
Speaker 1: because our shit is like this. No Sillers is a
Speaker 1: real podcast. It's not like a YouTube show, right right,
Speaker 1: So like there's a lot of intelligent discussions, insightful. But
Speaker 1: I noticed it needs a physical presentation, of course. So
Speaker 1: I'm like, damn, I'm trying to figure out, like handicap.
Speaker 1: I'm trying to figure out why this light you did
Speaker 1: you know that he had this issue? But that's my point.
Speaker 1: If I have to figure it, you not telling me
Speaker 1: I didn't listen. I got like, I gotta tell you.
Speaker 1: Y'all kind of communicate the same though. No, I actually
Speaker 1: communicate well. But what happens is as a person, I
Speaker 1: can be overwhelmed. Okay, now I know. I'm sorry. This
Speaker 1: is my first rodeo with you. Gee, it's not really
Speaker 1: a rodeo. It's like but this is what I'd be
Speaker 1: on y'all all the time as nurturers and mothers of
Speaker 1: the earth, like you literally have the power to calm
Speaker 1: situations down. But for some reason, y'all be like fire, fire,
Speaker 1: fire more and more. So that's what we did today.
Speaker 1: We did not do that. It was no no firefire, nothing. No.
Speaker 1: I just think that we didn't respond. I did, No,
Speaker 1: I know you did. That's why I said, I'm just
Speaker 1: getting up. I had to let them know, like I
Speaker 1: was really just had a rough night, you know. I
Speaker 1: didn't understand. Remember like when we was young and your
Speaker 1: mom be like it's gonna be okay. That shit is
Speaker 1: not what happens as you get a come an a doge.
Speaker 1: We snapped into it. As soon as you said that,
Speaker 1: we were like oh he Initially I was frustrated, and
Speaker 1: y'all just kept like it was nothing. It was never
Speaker 1: like an e fault, like gee, what's wrong? Oh my god?
Speaker 1: I don't know. I was just really trying to figure
Speaker 1: out the solution, like, well, okay, let's fix this, right,
Speaker 1: let's fix it. But I'm just gonna say it's gonna
Speaker 1: be all right, just saying my badge. I apologized I
Speaker 1: didn't even see it like that, right, I should be
Speaker 1: more right, you're frustrated about it, open up a little bit.
Speaker 1: I don't know. It was like five different things, like
Speaker 1: trying to put it together, and it was just like,
Speaker 1: it's a handicap. My laptop is hard. Getting my phone
Speaker 1: it's hard, like Karen crutches and a laptop is so
Speaker 1: hard at the same time. But you know what, when
Speaker 1: you said that, I was like, damn he right when
Speaker 1: he said, whatever, whatever time you got the time at
Speaker 1: the time, like, bro, like what the I just wanted
Speaker 1: to make sure I was prepared and ready to go.
Speaker 1: My bad. I was trying to what's wrong with her
Speaker 1: eyes game? Oh yeah, it turned it off? We turned
Speaker 1: the light off? No? Yea more yeah? Yeah? Oh goodness,
Speaker 1: oh goodness. All right, right, so yeah, I was saying
Speaker 1: as a woman, right, like you could nurture more. I mean, y'all,
Speaker 1: And I really be on y'all. Since I've known y'all
Speaker 1: about these same sentiments, I've been working on it. No horribly,
Speaker 1: you should develop a course for him. Yeah, no, they
Speaker 1: nurturing course and nurturing and she might sell up. Is
Speaker 1: this supposed to go? Right? Yeah? Ok? What would be
Speaker 1: if a guy is telling you right, he's frustrated. It's
Speaker 1: like you're like you're pressing him about time, right, You're like, okay,
Speaker 1: I need are we doing this at what time? And
Speaker 1: with this sign? With this time? And it's like they
Speaker 1: don't have a solution, right. I God, I'm trying to
Speaker 1: figure it out. I'm making the multiple cause and I
Speaker 1: get it right because you like I just need to
Speaker 1: show up. But it's like you would think like if
Speaker 1: it was a simple as like just time, like it
Speaker 1: would be passed to you. So the end today, when
Speaker 1: I'm explaining it, I'm like, man, I'm so frustrated. You
Speaker 1: know this is a problem. It's a problem, like well,
Speaker 1: I gotta right. It's like you just went right to it.
Speaker 1: And as a woman, I would think you would know
Speaker 1: because y'all want more emotional support than real life solutions.
Speaker 1: So the very few times that men really want, you know,
Speaker 1: like emotional support, y'all just feel horribly. I don't just
Speaker 1: put your hand on it. I've told Rid this before.
Speaker 1: I said, man, sometimes you just gotta put your hands
Speaker 1: on a nigga's shoulder and telling nigga it's gonna be
Speaker 1: all right, Like you would not do that to rolling.
Speaker 1: You would be like, well, what's the problem, nigga, You
Speaker 1: wouldn't do that to your kids do that. I was like, okay,
Speaker 1: so do you need me to find a studio. I
Speaker 1: was like, I got she did. I'll drive you down, like,
Speaker 1: that's not how it happened. That's you collapsed in twelve
Speaker 1: hours into one conversation. Listen. Oh he's talking about from
Speaker 1: the time that he brought it up to today today. Today.
Speaker 1: When I started talking and I was telling you, I
Speaker 1: was frustrated. Okay, so that's what I'm saying, Like you
Speaker 1: had to I didn't. She was like, like, she tried
Speaker 1: to offer you a solution. Exactly right, I was, asshole.
Speaker 1: Imagine telling your kid that I tried to offer your
Speaker 1: dumb ass a solution like that. That's why I don't talk.
Speaker 1: I'm not a good communicator, especially on text text. I
Speaker 1: bet you if it was your kid, you would handle
Speaker 1: it with care. You're right, I would. Human beings, you
Speaker 1: just don't hand it with care. You just on your own.
Speaker 1: You throw the hamburger at the own man she or
Speaker 1: eat it. Listen here, I telling you I'm working on
Speaker 1: self right now. Listen, I'm working on self. I'm doing
Speaker 1: way better. Do you not think it's just a disdain
Speaker 1: you have with the rest of the world, Like I
Speaker 1: think women don't realize they supposed to treat the rest
Speaker 1: of the world like their children. Why the rest of
Speaker 1: the world like their children? Yes, because you are the
Speaker 1: mother of humanity, right, So if you kind of approach
Speaker 1: everything with a nurturings spirit, I mean, like that's something
Speaker 1: you should have did quiz A woman actually did that,
Speaker 1: Like that's just hard raw, that's real, like raw, Like
Speaker 1: I was thinking that she said it. I was thinking it, like,
Speaker 1: I'm sorry. The thing that I love about No Seelings
Speaker 1: is everybody thinks I'm crazy, but I really give sound
Speaker 1: opinions and sound advice. We've we have different conversations, right, Like,
Speaker 1: this is one of them conversations. I've told you this
Speaker 1: rare straight up. I'm like, this is yeah, a real
Speaker 1: a real relationship, a real marriage. Let's just be straight
Speaker 1: up honest. You're getting a new father and he's getting
Speaker 1: a new mother. That's really what it is. Whether we
Speaker 1: whether we're gonna fight it. This is how when marriage
Speaker 1: first started, when they was just going to pluck children
Speaker 1: fourteen year old girls from families, this is gonna be
Speaker 1: your new father. He felt to take care of you.
Speaker 1: Blah blah blah. He's just thinking about it. I'm thinking
Speaker 1: about yo. That's that takes it. I got a process
Speaker 1: that get they get a new father and you get
Speaker 1: you're getting a new mother. Godle that's in theory what
Speaker 1: it is. That sounds like a bad idea, no, but
Speaker 1: it's true because that's the kind of that's the way
Speaker 1: you recognize love. That's been the most consistent love thing
Speaker 1: when you're growing up. Right, which woman loved you like
Speaker 1: your mother? That's the consistent way you knew she loved it.
Speaker 1: So even when you're looking at a woman, right quiz,
Speaker 1: you looking for what your mother gave you, it's always
Speaker 1: gonna be the measuristick. And a woman you know, if
Speaker 1: she had her father in her life, that's gonna be
Speaker 1: the measurist stick. Right. That's true. If you ain't no
Speaker 1: way going to let you love her, love her less
Speaker 1: than her father loved her and whatever she consumed as
Speaker 1: love from her father, you gotta do that and fuck it.
Speaker 1: But there's variables. You got to do that, and there's
Speaker 1: variable It's like you'll look for the positive stuff that
Speaker 1: your dad or or you look for the positive stuff
Speaker 1: that your mother had, but you also know the negative
Speaker 1: shit that you're not gonna look for, like that negative
Speaker 1: shit that you don't want. So it's not like you're
Speaker 1: looking for the identical or like the match. You'll take
Speaker 1: the positive shit, but you're gonna like kick out that
Speaker 1: other shit that you don't fuck with. Or even when
Speaker 1: you became an adult and you start like deciphering their
Speaker 1: personality or how they move or how they figure out,
Speaker 1: and you identify, Yeah, Angel, I don't know my angel
Speaker 1: dad the federal prison. She's Angel. You identify Angel in prison.
Speaker 1: But you identify what you fuck with, what you don't
Speaker 1: fuck with, And a lot of like contexts comes from
Speaker 1: what you saw growing up with your parents. Yeah, facts, facts,
Speaker 1: no sellers. Jail. Oh we I got this for Red?
Speaker 1: What's up, Brad? What's up? Got my partner for me?
Speaker 1: Since I've kind of been in this rap business just
Speaker 1: about that long, we learned the business together, we learned
Speaker 1: records together. My nigga Quiz one of the freshest niggas
Speaker 1: in the world. Like honestly, like when niggas be saying
Speaker 1: fresh like I think of quiz. I mean, like quis
Speaker 1: a fresh nigga fresh? What do you think about this fresh?
Speaker 1: I mean just classic fresh. But back to the point, Um,
Speaker 1: oh yeah, my man king on the engineering, but I'm
Speaker 1: gonna be on his ass after this podcast. He gonna
Speaker 1: be mad at me. But I only expect the best
Speaker 1: out of us because we are the best. He wasn't
Speaker 1: the best. It'd be different, but my man king out
Speaker 1: king feel me doing what he do well? But no,
Speaker 1: So the point I'm saying is right, like it starts
Speaker 1: with your mother's love if you're aware of it, right,
Speaker 1: it starts there. I don't know if my mother's love,
Speaker 1: I could really say her love was bad at all. Now,
Speaker 1: don't get me wrong, my mom was. My mama tried
Speaker 1: to squabble you. But that's also why a woman could
Speaker 1: get ahead of faith for me, because my mom wants
Speaker 1: up a lot of the squabbles. Like my mom probably
Speaker 1: was like eight and two or something. Really, I'm not
Speaker 1: you know, I'm not mad. This is consistent thing since
Speaker 1: you know me eight and two and I mean the
Speaker 1: two was like, really she got shot the second time,
Speaker 1: so I don't count it. Really Pop shot her because
Speaker 1: he's gonna go, She's gonna go nine nine. And then
Speaker 1: she faded with my step pops and he kinda da
Speaker 1: got her. He gave her to work. And what's crazy
Speaker 1: is about CT Clarence, Right, he never punched her in
Speaker 1: the face. He knew he could see that my mom
Speaker 1: like the squabble she stole on him. He don't want
Speaker 1: to squabble. And I remember, this is a crazy story, right,
Speaker 1: So my mom was like, no nonsense. And if you know, Olivia,
Speaker 1: like this is how she got out. There wasn't no game.
Speaker 1: Olivia six foot three hundred pounds, hands like real fish
Speaker 1: like talk to fight. She got what this dude named Clarence.
Speaker 1: He was a nigga from Indiana. He might have been
Speaker 1: six one, one hundred seventy pounds, soker with fishy wait
Speaker 1: in his pocket. Mom six foot three hundred pounds was
Speaker 1: heavyweight nigga for Dela rees, hard, real hands. Thought I
Speaker 1: got you, and I watched my mom beat up bigger niggas.
Speaker 1: She used to date this nigga named Kevin. He was
Speaker 1: like six three muscle nigga used to work out on
Speaker 1: remember solo flex, big nigga work on that. She whipped
Speaker 1: his ass out of his clothes in front of the house.
Speaker 1: I swear so I would look forward to my mom
Speaker 1: whooping on motherfucker veiggas women. She only fought two women
Speaker 1: out of those ten fights. Pretty much niggas handling them.
Speaker 1: They've really given the all. So one time she actually
Speaker 1: lost that I say she lost the fight is um Clarence.
Speaker 1: We didn't really like him because he wasn't my dad
Speaker 1: what I'm saying, So we couldn't wait for that day.
Speaker 1: Me and Vinca used to me and my little He
Speaker 1: was like, I can't wait till that day. You should
Speaker 1: drink Mickey's big Mouth Mickey's He's drinking big Mouse right,
Speaker 1: So he was like a ship talking, asked me and
Speaker 1: West slick ass nigga. So we're like, I can't wait
Speaker 1: till Livia fuck this nigga. I can't wait till my
Speaker 1: mama put hands. One day, this nigga was coming home.
Speaker 1: It had to be three thirty in the morning. He
Speaker 1: left a club three thirty in the morning. My mom
Speaker 1: was pacing, I know what time it is, A time
Speaker 1: Nick got me fucked up. She walked past this Nick
Speaker 1: got me fucked up. Soon as this nigga get here.
Speaker 1: I waked my little brother up. I read k up.
Speaker 1: Let's get up for players Christmas. Up. We're like, he
Speaker 1: it's gonna be good. Let me. She past it back.
Speaker 1: Soon as this nigga pull up. You know my mom
Speaker 1: really della recent Hall of Nights, like nigga, you accuse
Speaker 1: me of stealing soup. As soon as nigga come, we
Speaker 1: hear this nigga. He has some sounds in this truck. Yeah,
Speaker 1: one of them old Alpine put out stereo. So this
Speaker 1: is eighty nine. So we got the Alpine pull out
Speaker 1: stre a little beat pick up, Nissan pick up truck,
Speaker 1: a little small ones. Niggasad the seeing them wrapped about,
Speaker 1: jagging nigga spoor he come, he'd be zooming down the
Speaker 1: street to that daddy banging boom boom playing rock him.
Speaker 1: Or you know, I ain't no jokes bumping coming in
Speaker 1: poured in that driveway, said his Motherfucking I heard her
Speaker 1: this motherfucking ass here She hung up the phone, she
Speaker 1: go charging. We followed. We hide right behind the cars,
Speaker 1: so we get right into the patio. So it's an
Speaker 1: area in comfortable where we lived at at my mom
Speaker 1: house where it's you part and you walk into the
Speaker 1: back patio right a little small boxing area ring right here.
Speaker 1: So I said, this is real. So he jumped out
Speaker 1: the car, pull that but fucking radio. I seen any
Speaker 1: pull the radio out. He came walking around. Uh my mom.
Speaker 1: Olivia met him at the door. What's up, Nigga? Like,
Speaker 1: what's up? Baby? And try to kiss her. She just
Speaker 1: backed up, like, what's your motherfucking problems? Like, Nigga, what
Speaker 1: makes you think you're gonna be walking in this house
Speaker 1: at any hour? Olivia. I told y'a, I was going
Speaker 1: to the motherfucking club, nigga. We got off the club.
Speaker 1: The club is over at too. When he was at
Speaker 1: we went to Denny's. So you was at Dennis to
Speaker 1: three thirty. And I'm thinking to myself, like, you know,
Speaker 1: as an adult now, I'm like, I get how you
Speaker 1: be at the Denny's at three thirty, but at that
Speaker 1: time it's a kid. I'm like, you're lying, right. So
Speaker 1: we're standing at the door, say like, man, only ain't
Speaker 1: gonna argue this shit? Stupid the hell? I just told
Speaker 1: you what I was doing. So he went to walk
Speaker 1: around her and she put her arm out. He blocked
Speaker 1: her mate mold and she went to still on him.
Speaker 1: That nigga backed up. I was like, did you just
Speaker 1: try to hit me? Yeah, motherfucker. She got in the stands.
Speaker 1: I said, whole song. Nigga said that radio day. He said,
Speaker 1: let's I ain't fighting no woman, but if you swing
Speaker 1: on me again, I'm gonna teach you how to fight. No,
Speaker 1: I'm like, it's own. She stole on the nigga hit
Speaker 1: him boom face. That nigga laughed, you really want to
Speaker 1: do this, I'm like, that's how you talk. So I
Speaker 1: ain't gonna even hit you in your face. So we
Speaker 1: pumped up. We at the window. Man, they got the
Speaker 1: dancing around. She starts swinging. When I tell you this,
Speaker 1: Nigga hit her in the arm, the leg side. He
Speaker 1: was just whooping her. But it wasn't like a whooping like.
Speaker 1: It was a whooping like you can't fuck with me,
Speaker 1: and I'm not going to destroy you, but I'm gonna
Speaker 1: tag you. And they had to dance for about three minute.
Speaker 1: You know, a three minute fighting the streets is long.
Speaker 1: He's just whooping on her. Never hit in the face,
Speaker 1: Come on, leave you what you want to do? Boom
Speaker 1: boom boom boom. I was like, damn, so I'm crying now,
Speaker 1: I'm about nine. I want to help whatever cousin's throwing.
Speaker 1: I'm like, I don't want that, don't feel not at all.
Speaker 1: So eventually we just kind of started crying, like holy shit,
Speaker 1: like nigga stopped hitting my mom my. You he never
Speaker 1: hid her in the face. She just was like, oh,
Speaker 1: he's got you done. Can we go to bed now?
Speaker 1: It was nothing wow. And they went laying there and
Speaker 1: went to sleep, woke up. She was cooking breakfast the
Speaker 1: next morning. Huh, damn it. I was the only time
Speaker 1: I saw my mama lose a fight, That's what. And
Speaker 1: they never fought again. And I've never seen my MoMA
Speaker 1: not fight somebody more than once like that, especially if
Speaker 1: it was a nigga, Like, she's gonna fight him more
Speaker 1: than once. Right, I'm telling if his nigga that like
Speaker 1: did something to us, shes gonna fight the nick. She
Speaker 1: don't want the nigga twice at least. So I say
Speaker 1: that to say, like I would date a woman that
Speaker 1: would fight me. I got me and Charlotte Man talk
Speaker 1: all the time, and I didn't date no woman that
Speaker 1: wouldn't fight me. I would date the woman that would
Speaker 1: fight me whoop her ass, because maybe she didn't nobody
Speaker 1: whooped her. I ain't even doing that. I don't play
Speaker 1: those games. I don't play fight. I don't want to
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, Like, I don't even play fight.
Speaker 1: I don't I don't even want to want to wrestle. Nah, man,
Speaker 1: I don't want to wrestle. I hate that shit. Do
Speaker 1: not do that to me. Let me ask you a question.
Speaker 1: It's my stuff pop wrong though, well she's wrong. Fire
Speaker 1: handled it. Yeah, she wanted to fight. I mean if
Speaker 1: if they speak that language, I mean, you see, it
Speaker 1: was like they language. They went laid down. She gotta
Speaker 1: make breakfast. I mean the padcakes was good too. I
Speaker 1: mean I remember crying. I couldn't do it. But shit,
Speaker 1: I wouldn't even try to fight like that. No, I
Speaker 1: think it was the way. I mean, she want to fight.
Speaker 1: So you know she rightly don't want to fight them
Speaker 1: no more. Mom. You know sometimes you know she she
Speaker 1: want to get that frustration now like she was bis
Speaker 1: like she apparently she grew up fighting like she a fighter,
Speaker 1: like you know, so he didn't hit her in the face,
Speaker 1: he didn't like he wasn't trying to hurt her, but
Speaker 1: he like, look, you know we could do this year.
Speaker 1: So so long story short, I was looking at the
Speaker 1: whole situation. Um, just different situations. Kobe Jonathan manages different people.
Speaker 1: And now I could appreciate y'all being honest because I
Speaker 1: grew up and I understood that. I never came up
Speaker 1: in the world where hitting a girl was like a
Speaker 1: cardinal sin. It was like, you don't want to fight
Speaker 1: a girl because a girl can't whoop you. But what
Speaker 1: if a girl thinks she could whoop you? I'll say,
Speaker 1: you protect yourself at all costs. But as far as
Speaker 1: being attracted to a woman, that's like you feel like
Speaker 1: I've gotten so you like where I'm like, you actually
Speaker 1: think you could beat a nigga? Up? I felt that
Speaker 1: like and I was gonna go out. You thought you could?
Speaker 1: I really was like yeah, like really like like I'm
Speaker 1: it's like I'm gonna die, kill me. No, did you
Speaker 1: think you can win? Not with you being stupid and
Speaker 1: you gonna sacrifice yourself? No, you win. I was really
Speaker 1: winning the fight. She had faith in herself, I mean
Speaker 1: had a strong chance. She didn't say it wasn't blind,
Speaker 1: said she had faith. Now, have you ever met a
Speaker 1: nigga and you thought you could whoop? Like he was like,
Speaker 1: whip him? Like met one He's like, I whooped this
Speaker 1: nigga asked if I had to nah bread, you ever
Speaker 1: met a nigga you thought you could whoop? I mean
Speaker 1: you look at you like bitch as nigga hold everything.
Speaker 1: That's why I stopped talking to it, because I was like,
Speaker 1: if I feel like I could whip your ass, just
Speaker 1: this ain't gonna work. But only one, only one nigga
Speaker 1: zero he was dating them? Yeah, something like that? What
Speaker 1: you want to call it? So I think I know
Speaker 1: who about something about? Why do you think you could whoopie?
Speaker 1: I mean I just not like a whipping. I don't
Speaker 1: know why. I just like you said, faith of mussel.
Speaker 1: I don't think I know nobody that break a whoop?
Speaker 1: Did you think did you think you could whoop him
Speaker 1: before he hit or after he stole on you like that?
Speaker 1: Because maybe he hit like a like a market You're like, oh,
Speaker 1: I will beat this nag. No he didn't know no hill, No,
Speaker 1: we never Like I told you, I don't play those games.
Speaker 1: I don't even I don't even really like to argue,
Speaker 1: to be honest, like if you fuck with me, then
Speaker 1: I'm anna go there. But normally when I'm pissed, you
Speaker 1: know I'm pissed because I get quiet as a motherfucker.
Speaker 1: I'm gonna say shit, I'm just sitting there in my
Speaker 1: thoughts like Okay, I'm approached this cool, Like I have
Speaker 1: to work it out in my head first, then I
Speaker 1: I can't do this whole Yeah, so you wanted, Oh yeah,
Speaker 1: we talked. You wanted the people that blind rage, fight,
Speaker 1: black out, wake up. I was thinking about it right, Um,
Speaker 1: this whole ship going on with Jonathan Mags and shout
Speaker 1: out to John like he's a really remarkable actor. He
Speaker 1: was just in Create three. You know what I'm talking about, right,
Speaker 1: you know I'm talking about so like the women was
Speaker 1: in love with this nigga for like the last eight months, like,
Speaker 1: oh my god, this nigga is God Earth. He's the
Speaker 1: one like he and I thought the nigga was funny looking,
Speaker 1: no disrespect to him, but like he did like he
Speaker 1: built well, like the nigga workout. You could tell we
Speaker 1: got some muscles. But the nigga looked crazy to me.
Speaker 1: But women love it, and he was on the cover
Speaker 1: of Ebony magazine, like he got the sexy poses roses
Speaker 1: in his mouth like heads right. So I'm like this
Speaker 1: nigga killing him and Aiga is a really good actor.
Speaker 1: Like I checked the nigg out and it's a movie
Speaker 1: called Harder. They fall love that movie, and I just
Speaker 1: liked the nigga. I thought the nigga was a talented actor.
Speaker 1: But I mean, it's just been crazy and he just
Speaker 1: been killing and the girls love him. And it was
Speaker 1: a time even where he was wearing something that kind
Speaker 1: of looked a little soft. Photographer was like emulating anime
Speaker 1: and had him wear outfits like this pink outfiberties, pink
Speaker 1: kind of tall pants boots at the same time, and
Speaker 1: it's like an anime character. And you know what I mean.
Speaker 1: Like niggas was only like bro, what the fuck? And
Speaker 1: girls like fuck you, nigga. This nigga is the man.
Speaker 1: So a report comes out on because where he like
Speaker 1: exposed to like either his broad or some random white lady.
Speaker 1: I don't know. I think they said it was a
Speaker 1: white lady was talking to and the white lady accused
Speaker 1: him of either slapping him or choking her or something something.
Speaker 1: They got into a skirmish, she said, and so the
Speaker 1: police came and arrested him. And this happened about a
Speaker 1: day or two ago, when I tell you, because all
Speaker 1: that shit changed at the accusation and he was like, oh,
Speaker 1: I knew Johnathan Major's whooping bitches women up, you know,
Speaker 1: in college. And then you just start seeing all this
Speaker 1: crazy shit coming out, and I'm like, what the fuck.
Speaker 1: But this has been my problem. We've been talking about
Speaker 1: this since we started doing a pot together. It's this
Speaker 1: weird rush to righteousness where everybody is so worried that
Speaker 1: somebody they want other people to see them as a
Speaker 1: righteous person, that they rushed to judgment. And right now,
Speaker 1: the attorney came out and was like, man, we have
Speaker 1: footage and everything. They're gonna have to drop this case.
Speaker 1: This is not true. And I'm like, okay, let's say
Speaker 1: this is true. And the attorney presents the footage and
Speaker 1: in that footage, I mean you see he didn't or
Speaker 1: slapper or whatever, nothing, and it's like, okay, she apologizes.
Speaker 1: They dropped the charges. You could never take back the
Speaker 1: damage you did to this second rep and this society's fault.
Speaker 1: Because they're rushing to be righteous. It's not even that
Speaker 1: they just rush to have you know, the story, like
Speaker 1: you know what I mean to put out something, you
Speaker 1: know what I mean? So they rushed so everybody and
Speaker 1: then everybody has to decipher exactly figure it out, you yeah,
Speaker 1: and don't nobody got time and nobody is going to
Speaker 1: be a reporter. And the reason why I'm calling it
Speaker 1: a rush to righteousness is because you never see people say, hey, man,
Speaker 1: I've been in that situation. I had to slap this lady.
Speaker 1: Sometimes it's like that. You never see people bring into
Speaker 1: real life circumstances. It's all like you should never hit
Speaker 1: a woman. I've never saw that in my life. It's impossible.
Speaker 1: You know. Women are blah blah blah like and and
Speaker 1: it's like I always teach my nigga vent Late to
Speaker 1: shut out to my nigga Van. Like it's a movie
Speaker 1: called Demolition Man with the vestor Stallan and they create
Speaker 1: a society called San Angels, Like it's a like a
Speaker 1: super prep version of Los Angeles where it's like no
Speaker 1: crime and all the radio songs are commercials from old TV,
Speaker 1: like from all the all the songs on the radio
Speaker 1: are commercials from old you know, all the songs on
Speaker 1: the radio, or old commercials from products like Oscar Oscar
Speaker 1: Meyer and they have one food and everything is just blended, flavorless.
Speaker 1: And I think people are trying to like make this
Speaker 1: society in their mind to where they don't even take
Speaker 1: into account real life. You know, it's interesting about like
Speaker 1: what you would you say there quick to justice or
Speaker 1: quick to rush to righteousness, rush to righteousness? Like what's
Speaker 1: interesting if you look at when people speak on social
Speaker 1: media or like post shit, it's always from the angle
Speaker 1: of like them being the victim or someone doing and
Speaker 1: them wrong, or if you fumbled me. We're all human,
Speaker 1: we've all like been on the other side of the fence.
Speaker 1: But none of the post or none of the acknowledgement
Speaker 1: is ever about like our experience on the other side
Speaker 1: of the fence. And that's what's weird. It's always about
Speaker 1: like which is why I call it a rust. You
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, like how you how you did me,
Speaker 1: or how you fumbled me, or how like when it's
Speaker 1: when it's my turn or once you once you do this,
Speaker 1: then it's always it's all or once you do this,
Speaker 1: and it's overall like it's no coming back or you
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, And it's always kind of like
Speaker 1: they're always the victim. But like yo, like you don't
Speaker 1: play the nigga before you know what I'm saying, like
Speaker 1: you and you never you never hear people do that,
Speaker 1: And that's what I'm saying, I think, and it makes
Speaker 1: me stand out on social media. People think like I've
Speaker 1: heard people think I was a contrary and I'm like, no,
Speaker 1: I live for real, So even when something happens for real,
Speaker 1: I've been that persons. Have I ever slapped a woman
Speaker 1: though never had to up to this point in my life.
Speaker 1: I'm not taking it off the table though could possibly happen,
Speaker 1: but I've did things to women. I'm just saying, just
Speaker 1: never know. I don't know if it's like what is
Speaker 1: some white they welcome called me a nigga, spit on me,
Speaker 1: I'm slapping. I don't get fun with nobody think I'm
Speaker 1: going to jail for I'm gonna call the police and
Speaker 1: sit right there. And she says something else, I'm a
Speaker 1: slapper ass again. I mean, I'm okay with the repercussions
Speaker 1: for that. Sometimes I think a slap or a punch
Speaker 1: might say somebody's life because you might say that shit
Speaker 1: to the wrong person, you know what I mean, and
Speaker 1: the nigga kill you. So I really think I'm a
Speaker 1: hero and looked out for you. That sounds funny, but
Speaker 1: I'm serious. I genuinely believe that. I believe justice at
Speaker 1: times can save a life without it, you know what
Speaker 1: I mean? You just you at the mercy of a
Speaker 1: different society. I'm not a ruthless person. I'm just like callous,
Speaker 1: you know. I mean, I'm very like I'm a people
Speaker 1: have told me this word before. Um, I'm a tyrant.
Speaker 1: I believe genuinely like what I be on or even
Speaker 1: just the concept of causing effect, yeah, like, yeah, that's fair.
Speaker 1: You can't just do anything. So I'm not taking off
Speaker 1: the table. But I've done things wrong to people, to girls,
Speaker 1: and so I always say it when that moment comes
Speaker 1: and something happening, I'm a man. I did that too.
Speaker 1: I did a girl like that. I'm never the person
Speaker 1: like like I saw niggas winning. The shit happened with
Speaker 1: the Celtics chokes and he cheated on Ni Along? How
Speaker 1: could you cheat on Ni Along? I'm like you never cheating,
Speaker 1: like she's so fine. I'm like, you never cheating on
Speaker 1: a fine bitch for real, Like that's what I thought
Speaker 1: about it? Maybe diok. I'm like, man, I wonder what
Speaker 1: time she be on? Like what made him think? Like
Speaker 1: he finished, Like and that's what you see. You see
Speaker 1: a bunch of people that's like, oh, you know Ni
Speaker 1: along You know, you don't know, she might not even
Speaker 1: suck dick. You don't know. You don't know what's going
Speaker 1: on with Ni a long. You don't know what's really
Speaker 1: going on, but you just think because she pretty to
Speaker 1: you on the film, she's still the regular fucking person. Now,
Speaker 1: I'm not saying she deserved what happened. I'm saying I've
Speaker 1: been the person and I connect with the person doing wrong,
Speaker 1: and I'll put myself in that position like man, I
Speaker 1: made that mistake or not only that, Like you know,
Speaker 1: you don't know these people, Yeah, you don't. You don't
Speaker 1: know what happened behind Like you know what I'm saying,
Speaker 1: like these people of a whole life, like maybe he
Speaker 1: got he got caught cheating and our you know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying, but probably some shit happened to him or
Speaker 1: her and she did she did some bullshit that now,
Speaker 1: but she did some bullshit we don't know about. It
Speaker 1: didn't get publicized, and so he already feels some type
Speaker 1: of way. But he just got caught in the public way.
Speaker 1: And and that's my point. We don't have to judge people.
Speaker 1: That's what I'm saying. There's no need to rush to righteousness.
Speaker 1: There is a time when moral and societal outrage is necessary,
Speaker 1: but its shitdn't be at the initial point of a
Speaker 1: situation because it's that fast that damage is virtually impossible
Speaker 1: to be undone like this nigga. We brand a woman
Speaker 1: beat there for whatever, whether or not you ever hit her, right,
Speaker 1: because people people don't have no let's wait for the details. No,
Speaker 1: let's wait for the name somebody and I get it,
Speaker 1: like and they'll just they'll just read the us they'll
Speaker 1: just read the click bait. They'll just read the bait
Speaker 1: and that'd be the decision. Guilty, no context. Yeah, like
Speaker 1: you know, it's like you know what it's like you
Speaker 1: ever seen Boondocks When that nigga was like that nigga
Speaker 1: is guilty, it was like, you need to go in
Speaker 1: the bag and deliver rate. I don't need to deliver
Speaker 1: rate nigga is guilty. Hey that nigga, Now I got
Speaker 1: the road right here. The article says she put a
Speaker 1: gun to his temple, he grabbed her by the neck
Speaker 1: trying to save his life exactly exactly. I don't know.
Speaker 1: I'm just read that exactly. You don't know what will
Speaker 1: be happening. And that's my mentality. I don't get into
Speaker 1: all of that ship. You only gonna read it because
Speaker 1: of his name. It could say anything that she did,
Speaker 1: but because of his name. And that's the business that
Speaker 1: they end with journalism. They're gonna give you what you're
Speaker 1: gonna feed into, and you're not gonna look at nobody
Speaker 1: reads Nobody look further into ship. You see it sending.
Speaker 1: You send that ship to the homie like, oh my nigga,
Speaker 1: you see this ship. That's how I'm like, I want
Speaker 1: to know. I need to know, like once if I'm interested. Yeah,
Speaker 1: that's how Manny did me many so my homeboy, my
Speaker 1: love bees home me for twenties. Right. This nigga is
Speaker 1: a crip. He actually got a podcast Ace Boys International
Speaker 1: YouTube's on Friday, shout out to Punisher fear Me. They
Speaker 1: got a dope podcast called the Eight Boys podcast on YouTube.
Speaker 1: Look it up. But my boy, that's only show Manny
Speaker 1: eighth Boy Manny, Right, So he's sending me the thing.
Speaker 1: He sends me the link to the fucking ship. And
Speaker 1: Manny is like one of them niggas to me that
Speaker 1: rush to righteousness, where it's like he just always want
Speaker 1: to be on the side of what he perceived as right.
Speaker 1: And I'm telling him, you don't know what's right or wrong,
Speaker 1: Like you can have a moral we could all have
Speaker 1: moral standing, Like you could say you would never sell
Speaker 1: pussy and tell somebody walk up to you with two
Speaker 1: hundred thousand dollars and you'd be like, and the nigga
Speaker 1: cute watching me, like britt, I got this quarter million
Speaker 1: to give me some pussy. So I don't believe moral
Speaker 1: What should I be back next week? What you mean? So? Yeah?
Speaker 1: So I was telling so Manny is my friend that
Speaker 1: does that, and he'll like we got a group checks
Speaker 1: and he's saying that. He's like, yeah, look at this,
Speaker 1: and I'm like, man so well, he like, man, he
Speaker 1: just fucked up five hundred million dollars with Marvel And
Speaker 1: I'm like, man, what the fuck? I don't thumbs down
Speaker 1: it right, you know that thumbs down it. He called
Speaker 1: me like, man, why the fuck he thumbs down? I'm like, man,
Speaker 1: the fuck what he fus? Nigga got more money than
Speaker 1: all of us put together, and I've been getting some money.
Speaker 1: You don't need that shit. I'm like, he like, gee,
Speaker 1: you don't think it. I'm like, listen the fact that
Speaker 1: you are already saying this motherfucker lost and he's not
Speaker 1: convicted of a crime nothing. He hasn't had no dead court,
Speaker 1: just due process. That's that liberal shit in him. And
Speaker 1: I always teach him. I'm like, man, you a fucking liberty.
Speaker 1: Your whole concept is this ridiculous rush to righteousness. It's
Speaker 1: like I need to look right in front of the people.
Speaker 1: And we talk about this like Van. I always teach
Speaker 1: certain homies who say, Van told me on his podcast
Speaker 1: you can look this shit up with him, and Rachel
Speaker 1: lindsay right on his podcast he would be happy to
Speaker 1: celebrate if the Temptations ran a train on his mom.
Speaker 1: What Nigga told me that, I swear to God, he
Speaker 1: would be happy if she was happy. Oh, like, if
Speaker 1: he found out the Temptations ran a train on his mom.
Speaker 1: The day I swear on Olivia. Oh wow, that nigga said,
Speaker 1: I said, how would you feel it? To tempted? So
Speaker 1: we were having a conversation and Rachel is a really
Speaker 1: brilliant woman. Shout out to Rachel lindsay, she's amazing. For me,
Speaker 1: she's dope. Um. But she was, you know, on her
Speaker 1: high horse defending women where it's like, oh the women.
Speaker 1: You know, women try to act like it's some liberal
Speaker 1: it's not. You just silly, stop, just keep it together.
Speaker 1: You are the givers of life. You cannot compare yourself
Speaker 1: to the scum of the earth and men. You're the
Speaker 1: givers of life. That's why you're on the pedestal. You're
Speaker 1: the givers of life. That's more. Yes, don't just fall
Speaker 1: down off the pedestal. So we were talking about it.
Speaker 1: She was like, geez, so you don't think women should
Speaker 1: just do what they want to what they body. I'm like,
Speaker 1: as long as you're willing to be called a slut
Speaker 1: or a whole body, what difference do it make? Why
Speaker 1: we got why do men women gotta be that? And
Speaker 1: it just became this conversation and man to me is like,
Speaker 1: I ain't gonna call a nigga pick me as nigga.
Speaker 1: But to me, he just tends to try to side
Speaker 1: with women a bit much, where it's like, come on, bro,
Speaker 1: like it's okay to say you don't agree. You know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying you my men, nigga, Like I know
Speaker 1: you know, I know you didn't have some holes in
Speaker 1: your life. I know you know women something time could
Speaker 1: be on some shit, so you don't have to agree
Speaker 1: with all the shit they do. And we were just talking.
Speaker 1: He was like, I was like, so, I just asked
Speaker 1: him hypothetically, I said, so, if the temptations ran a
Speaker 1: train on your mom you found that out, you'll be happy. Well,
Speaker 1: if she liked it, I'm happy for I'm like, y'all
Speaker 1: with this on my mom, like on your you let
Speaker 1: the temptations run the train on you, mama. This is
Speaker 1: a real problem. I mean, I wouldn't this own my mom.
Speaker 1: We got a real problem, bro, we got a real problem.
Speaker 1: You imagine that. Imagine you found out your mom knew addition,
Speaker 1: ran the train on your mom and you had to
Speaker 1: take you had to take the take no like back then.
Speaker 1: Imagine your mom had a porn Imagine your mom had
Speaker 1: a porn or with a commodoor like the old school, real,
Speaker 1: the real? Are you looking at the picture slipping after?
Speaker 1: I had two afros? An important? Exactly in the comment,
Speaker 1: you're telling me you wouldn't have nothing to say to
Speaker 1: your mom. You just definitely had something to say. I'm
Speaker 1: not gonna I'm not gonna disown you. Don't think you would.
Speaker 1: What would I say to my mom? Would something? What
Speaker 1: would you say? I would? I'd be like, mom, what
Speaker 1: what the fun? You know? What? The fund happened? Like
Speaker 1: like a nice shit happened? No, I just gotta you know,
Speaker 1: like what I don't know? I would have to ask her,
Speaker 1: like if I had across it, how would that conversation start?
Speaker 1: How start? But you did? We still live here. I
Speaker 1: didn't talk to ask her about it. You didn't even
Speaker 1: make a play. God was fun like I was just
Speaker 1: I love the common doors music. Play that ship, play
Speaker 1: that ship, don't lay that ship. That conversation wouldn't be
Speaker 1: able to have. Maybe I wouldn't be able to have.
Speaker 1: Now that you say that, I don't think that's why
Speaker 1: I'm so. I just couldn't talk to Big O. I
Speaker 1: have to she was alive. I couldn't just like speak
Speaker 1: to I had to just I don't know how long
Speaker 1: it would take me to give to it. I wouldn't
Speaker 1: you know, you would. I could never look at her
Speaker 1: face again. She was sucking lin jee. Come on, I'm
Speaker 1: just saying, mom, I was. I would talk to my mom.
Speaker 1: I would just never see the world the same, like
Speaker 1: anybody's capable of anything at that point. Back to love
Speaker 1: the world the same, back to love like your mother
Speaker 1: and like your every woman, every woman that I met,
Speaker 1: I would think like she possibly had a train rant on.
Speaker 1: It would would be too kay to right or not.
Speaker 1: The commodore about Jermaine Duprie, immature like immature, some of
Speaker 1: these niggas mamas like like your mama was smashing on
Speaker 1: Marion and Fizz. It's the commodore is at least it's
Speaker 1: some jacket edges in one twelves out here for sure, sure,
Speaker 1: and best believe some moms don't know which is it.
Speaker 1: If it's slam or might one of them niggas is
Speaker 1: the and somebody gonna marry them and plague meet me
Speaker 1: at the altar. She will be twitching. Dum dated girls
Speaker 1: who dated other rappers, and I've been in the car
Speaker 1: with them in the nigga music that I know they
Speaker 1: slept with came on. It is a real fucked up feeling. Man.
Speaker 1: You'd be like, it's just me, but you don't care though, right, Yes,
Speaker 1: of course I care, you do. Yes, yes, You'll still
Speaker 1: talk to her though, right Yeah, yeah, I'll probably get
Speaker 1: over But in the back of my mind, I'm just
Speaker 1: like you slut bitch. Yes, question, Oh could you be
Speaker 1: with a woman who has a child but the child's
Speaker 1: father is a rapper? Yeah? Yeah, sure that's cool. That's
Speaker 1: the same thing. That's for sure. Now you know for
Speaker 1: sure she was sucking his dick, got that baby together. Damn.
Speaker 1: You got to think if somebody and somebody's mama, you
Speaker 1: know what I mean, obviously they were sucking somebody penis sure, so,
Speaker 1: but that's different when it's a nigga. You got to
Speaker 1: hear that song, I mean song, come on, you'd be like, damn,
Speaker 1: see him around. I was trying to tell her quid
Speaker 1: I don't try to tell her this. The craziest shit,
Speaker 1: the most uncomfortable feeling is when you were a girl
Speaker 1: that you really like and you walk into a room
Speaker 1: where other niggas you know, slept with her. That ship
Speaker 1: is like uncomfortable, and you know women lots on the
Speaker 1: back of your mind. You already have this list. She
Speaker 1: ain't confirmed, but you know, M trying to think I've
Speaker 1: ever been in that situation. You probably never cared for
Speaker 1: the girl though. He's like, chance, it's my turn. It's
Speaker 1: just my time. It's always your turn. It's always your
Speaker 1: turn until it's not. That's right, it's not always your
Speaker 1: turn until it's not. I don't know what what what's room?
Speaker 1: How many permanent situations are in this room? How many
Speaker 1: permanent situations are in this room? Like in this room,
Speaker 1: who's married? I'm the only motherfucker that's got it crack?
Speaker 1: So everything is pending true, So whoever you fucking right now?
Speaker 1: It's that nigga's turn. Still further notice. Wow, so young
Speaker 1: niggas only his turn. I hope your nigga don't watch
Speaker 1: unless you go further unless unless it becomes permanent. Should
Speaker 1: definitely take a No, he shouldn't, because he's gonna be like,
Speaker 1: you know what, We're gonna make this white. Definitely, he
Speaker 1: would be like, I'm gonna make this my turn forever.
Speaker 1: That's what I'm saying. Why why is that not the thought, Yeah,
Speaker 1: why would that not be the thought? So okay, what if?
Speaker 1: So what if the same thing that you said he
Speaker 1: was used in to fuck other bitches other women. He's like,
Speaker 1: you know what, it's just my turn with her, so
Speaker 1: I might as well taking men turn with other people. Well, no,
Speaker 1: he's supposed to be like, well, we're gonna make this
Speaker 1: turn permanent. See see how the ends of the work.
Speaker 1: How to sit in this other work? You see it
Speaker 1: in your favor. That's why you shouldn't do that. Don't
Speaker 1: play that game because it might not work out for
Speaker 1: you to dice. I would never say that to anyone.
Speaker 1: We're just don't agree with don't agree with the thought.
Speaker 1: I mean because because that nigga. I would never feel
Speaker 1: you're saying that ship like this. She thinks it's a
Speaker 1: fucking gang. You think it's a game, like it's always
Speaker 1: just my turn. Yeah, I wouldn't sad to somebody, and
Speaker 1: I'm not going in with like that, that mentality. But
Speaker 1: I've been in though situations where like the longest relationship,
Speaker 1: once I moved on, they got with somebody else and
Speaker 1: it was that nigga's turn. You're a question what what
Speaker 1: happened huh. Your longest relationship longest, like two years, that's
Speaker 1: my longest. It's not bad. Two years is not long.
Speaker 1: You're not wasting time. Yeah, that's true, because if you
Speaker 1: went somebody, and that's because that's because I didn't know nothing.
Speaker 1: Now I know some should be six months. You just
Speaker 1: cut them. So what's worse. It's not in the end.
Speaker 1: What's worse a nigga that has been in three five
Speaker 1: year relationships or nigga that's been in ten three month relationships,
Speaker 1: probab the one that's been in the longer relationships. That's
Speaker 1: and that's what I see where y'all go wrong at
Speaker 1: what I didn't Wait, if a nigga been with a
Speaker 1: broad three different broads five years, he's not marrying nobody,
Speaker 1: That's what I'm saying. That's the problem. She said, that's
Speaker 1: the worst one. That's the worst one because you just
Speaker 1: got to find the right nigga to snatty out of it.
Speaker 1: But if a nigga is with putbody five years and
Speaker 1: y'all just keep breaking up like people who be in
Speaker 1: a long relationship used to watch them like you know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying, like side like it ain't nobody because
Speaker 1: it ain't nothing like when you see a woman and
Speaker 1: you'd be thinking of yourself, like so you was with
Speaker 1: this nigga for eight years and he never married you.
Speaker 1: You might got some shit going on. But do you guys,
Speaker 1: you guys do ask those questions though, you know what
Speaker 1: I mean, like oh why you single? Like you know
Speaker 1: like what you yeah, because you start you start being
Speaker 1: like if you meet at but if you meet a
Speaker 1: good woman, like wait a minute, it's too, it's too.
Speaker 1: It's two parts of that sure, like you want to
Speaker 1: you want to hear like the reason why you think
Speaker 1: you are and you're at the same time when you're talking, right,
Speaker 1: the reason you think you won't truth and truth and
Speaker 1: then when you're talking I don't know, you could probably
Speaker 1: like decipher it here, identify the level of context to
Speaker 1: be like, oh she's stupid, that's why she's nicest. Is dumb? Really?
Speaker 1: I didn't see some ship in these days some like
Speaker 1: that's your final answer. You just won't leave it right there,
Speaker 1: like this is what you believe? All right? For show?
Speaker 1: Put my timer on right now, not the time put
Speaker 1: my timer on because it's wind has to wind down,
Speaker 1: like this is why Like that's not why would Chitty
Speaker 1: waste her time? No, he shouldn't listen. I am so
Speaker 1: for not wasting times. I trust and believe that I'm
Speaker 1: not what's wrong with a timer? Damn, it's just like, damn,
Speaker 1: you just turned it on, Like it's like you're waiting for,
Speaker 1: not waiting for. I've recognized I got you. Why not
Speaker 1: walk away? Then? I wouldn't have fun for a minute
Speaker 1: and a little. Granted, I'm just asking him get a
Speaker 1: grand finale, and you could be wrong. I mean, sometimes
Speaker 1: you do me a little entertainment, and you couldn't. I
Speaker 1: made that mistake in real life. Russian the Righteousness what
Speaker 1: remember Boston and I broke up with her on her
Speaker 1: birthday at the Motherfucker's plot. That's because I didn't want
Speaker 1: to be wrong. I was like, man, I want to
Speaker 1: fuck with other girls. I'm not sure I want to
Speaker 1: be with this girl, like like I wanted to be
Speaker 1: with her. I wanted to dat her, but we was
Speaker 1: already too serious to go back. She doesn't truly understand
Speaker 1: radomly what I'm talking about my life, that relationship, that's
Speaker 1: what that's happened. That song is really happened to me,
Speaker 1: and it's bruises person. That's the hardest. That's the hardest
Speaker 1: break women get this ship sweeter. That's easier. I'm telling you,
Speaker 1: it's easier for us to be It's easier to get
Speaker 1: over the person when you're like man, because it's like
Speaker 1: you can be like something clicking your head, like I
Speaker 1: remember he did that to you, girl, and you keep
Speaker 1: it going. But when y'all had something solid and it
Speaker 1: just kind of y'all go separate ways. No, it is
Speaker 1: telling the truth. Has never in life worked with the
Speaker 1: woman ever in life? No, but it hurts. I've always
Speaker 1: been like, it didn't work, Like this motherfucker like was
Speaker 1: fucked up forever of her feelings. You heard her feelings,
Speaker 1: That's what I'm she was. I get it, Yes, I
Speaker 1: get the concept of it. But don Nelle Jones, because
Speaker 1: you traumatized her. Let me tell you. I kept telling
Speaker 1: her you didn't do that. That's not right her birthday.
Speaker 1: That's not what happened. Let me tell you what happened.
Speaker 1: I started to slowly pull away from her because I
Speaker 1: could see I wasn't going to be right, and I
Speaker 1: was like, I ain't even a dog this girl like that,
Speaker 1: like fear me so I kept trying to tell her
Speaker 1: she's like always figured out. I'm like, yeah, we're not
Speaker 1: figuring this out, Like it's you know what I mean,
Speaker 1: blah blah blah. So I was trying my best, and
Speaker 1: I just stopped talking to her, like maybe, okay, she's
Speaker 1: not listening to me, feel me, let me stop talking
Speaker 1: to her. And she's like, please come by my birthday.
Speaker 1: You know what I mean, the world tommy blah blah blah.
Speaker 1: You know, she just really put a lot on it,
Speaker 1: and I didn't want to go, But then I didn't
Speaker 1: want to just crush her. In my mind, that's what
Speaker 1: I'm thinking, like, damn, she just want me to show up.
Speaker 1: And she was like, oh, this is my guy. I
Speaker 1: love it, like in front of all these people. Know.
Speaker 1: So what happened was I was like, look, we've been
Speaker 1: talking blah blah blah. And I started to explain to
Speaker 1: her when it was us but it was her birthday.
Speaker 1: But I had to definitely so Danielle Jones, so that
Speaker 1: shit is not true. It is not smooth, bro, it's
Speaker 1: not gonna be that song. It's gonna be a problem.
Speaker 1: And that ship was a problem. Women. You don't tell
Speaker 1: women the truth. You really there's this lie going around
Speaker 1: that you tell women the truth they respect you. Oh
Speaker 1: they don't. No, you don't, because did you would tell
Speaker 1: yourself the truth? A motherfucker who lie to theirself definitely
Speaker 1: don't want you telling them the truth. Tell me the truth? Lies?
Speaker 1: Really no, because I need to know, you need to
Speaker 1: know the fantasy of what's going on. You need to
Speaker 1: leave the most things are possible to keep your strength
Speaker 1: and go forward. You know, you know women do Men
Speaker 1: probably do it too, but you know what women doing
Speaker 1: what it sounds like like? No, I say, men probably
Speaker 1: doing something here we go that that's what they do.
Speaker 1: They do that you don't even say. You don't even say.
Speaker 1: You don't even say if you don't even say what
Speaker 1: you're gonna say. They don't let you, they don't let
Speaker 1: you get your words out. Let me tell it? Does
Speaker 1: it does align what I was going to say. I'll
Speaker 1: just say, people feel in whatever you want to feel in.
Speaker 1: But people will like instead of hearing words without like
Speaker 1: a without a bias or any other theme attached, just
Speaker 1: hearing someone's words just straight up their words. Instead, people
Speaker 1: hear the people hear words with their ideal attached. So
Speaker 1: this is what you know what I'm saying, because like
Speaker 1: because like you telling her this, but her saying we
Speaker 1: can work it out. She has like the idea of
Speaker 1: herself that she can like make it work or change
Speaker 1: you or like whatever whatever idea she has in her
Speaker 1: head attached to what he's saying. There's a real technical
Speaker 1: thing or like the storyline that she has in her head.
Speaker 1: Just told her straight out then before the birthday. Okay,
Speaker 1: so listen. What's something wrong with? Says? They're technical? So
Speaker 1: the clinical no, no, no, to see how you jump?
Speaker 1: I apologize what happened? I missed it? The clinical definition
Speaker 1: of certain words right, So to hear. The clinical definition
Speaker 1: of hearing is to acknowledge sound. The clinical definition of
Speaker 1: listen is to list an end. Right, So you know,
Speaker 1: tate what I'm saying an end I'm gonna say people
Speaker 1: like Quiz said, because I don't want to specifically go
Speaker 1: on to gender, but people, what they tend to do
Speaker 1: is here you could tell them to listen, and the
Speaker 1: way you know somebody is not listening but they're hearing,
Speaker 1: you can tell them something directly, right, and the first
Speaker 1: thing that responds it sounds like you're saying they go
Speaker 1: right into sound not listen list and in sound it
Speaker 1: sounds like you said, you're just hearing me. That's what
Speaker 1: I'm saying that these are real clinical separations, and people
Speaker 1: tend to hear because north fairness. When you say stuff
Speaker 1: and you utilize words, words have a definition, they like, Nope,
Speaker 1: it's the way. It's not. It's not open like words
Speaker 1: in the definition isn't open to interpretation. It's actually a
Speaker 1: definition to what's being said. She just didn't. I don't
Speaker 1: know if she wasn't. She wasn't, she didn't care to.
Speaker 1: This is not what she wanted. And this really fucked
Speaker 1: this person up, you know what I mean. And I
Speaker 1: felt bad because it was like I ain't never felt
Speaker 1: good by telling the woman the truth. And I made
Speaker 1: myself feel bad a lot because it's tough because telling
Speaker 1: women that there's it's no presence. When you fucking shit
Speaker 1: up telling the truth, you don't get anything. You don't
Speaker 1: even you're not stronger, you're not realer. You just fucked up.
Speaker 1: You could have I could have lied because it would
Speaker 1: make life easier and better. Lies make life easier and better.
Speaker 1: The truth has never been exceptional. The lie is beautiful.
Speaker 1: The truth is ugly. Yeah, the truth is very ugly sometimes.
Speaker 1: Think about it, Like, right, how I always used to
Speaker 1: be on your eyelashes. Your eyelashes are they left? You
Speaker 1: don't like them? You think they they're ugly? Here we go,
Speaker 1: see here with the bullshit. Just rejected the truth. Just
Speaker 1: I rebuke you, Satan. The truth will set you free.
Speaker 1: I rebuke you. Say God is the truth, but I
Speaker 1: rebuke you, Satan. Imagine if you had to do the
Speaker 1: shit guy was really telling you to do, Niggas would
Speaker 1: be cooked. Niggas would be angry. Imagine niggas had to
Speaker 1: do a guy tell them to you ain't get no pussy,
Speaker 1: you get married. Niggas would be devastated in their own mind.
Speaker 1: You had to stop today. Nobody stopped you getting pushy
Speaker 1: to you married. I don't even know if that's why
Speaker 1: I don't buy that ship man. But but back to
Speaker 1: the point, like I've rushed to righteousness and in real life,
Speaker 1: you know what I mean, where I've rushed to try
Speaker 1: to make myself righteous because I felt some kind of
Speaker 1: way and I was like, you're not gonna do right,
Speaker 1: instead of disciplining myself into doing right as I could
Speaker 1: and seeing what could have been because it was a
Speaker 1: really great girl, you know what I'm saying. So it
Speaker 1: was just tough. Like that whole rush to righteousness, to
Speaker 1: being righteous, it's not worth it. I'd rather be the villain,
Speaker 1: the anti hero A lot of times. At this point
Speaker 1: in my life, I'm not trying to be the righteous person.
Speaker 1: I'm actually walking in the best path as possible. Most
Speaker 1: times I get it right, sometimes I get it wrong.
Speaker 1: Either way, I'm gonna own them all, every last one
Speaker 1: of them. If I see some shit happened, if like
Speaker 1: if Jonathan Major slapped some girl and there's a tape,
Speaker 1: come on, he slapped, I'm like, that shit could have
Speaker 1: been me, because if depends on what she did. Now,
Speaker 1: if the coffee hot on me, be like, man, that
Speaker 1: nigga tripping, But I'm not gonna start a campaign against it,
Speaker 1: Like damn me slapped because the coffee was hot. I mean,
Speaker 1: but I'm not gonna jump on him and shit like
Speaker 1: I only jump on So I have my things, Pauls
Speaker 1: that I get with. Right. I'm a big person of accountability,
Speaker 1: So like, if you're accountable, that's where we have issues
Speaker 1: like snitching. I'm not fucking with snitching. I'm not gonna
Speaker 1: rally a whole campaign, but I'm gonna let you know
Speaker 1: I don't appreciate your lack of accountability, and I hate
Speaker 1: when people issues other people for themselves nobody as far
Speaker 1: as snitching, snitching is an unaccountability of yourself in the crime. Okay, right,
Speaker 1: So what about if you're attacks pain to and who
Speaker 1: doesn't commit the police? Yeah, you mean that's your fucking
Speaker 1: you pay taxes for its supposed to go to war
Speaker 1: for you. Police spoler comes save life, they put the
Speaker 1: fire at your house. You still have a say in
Speaker 1: the election. Get my cat off the tree. I don't
Speaker 1: care if called the fireman and my cat was in
Speaker 1: the tree. But this cript isn't crip. Looked like calling
Speaker 1: my head is up in the tree. I got to
Speaker 1: climb up there and might break my back. But that's
Speaker 1: the point of being a crip. You just I mean,
Speaker 1: you take brisk in life because that's really all it is.
Speaker 1: You start thinking you can do that. You can solve
Speaker 1: your own crimes, you can judge your own trial, you
Speaker 1: can get your own justice. That's all game. Bang, it
Speaker 1: really is. You just like I think I have a
Speaker 1: superior moral standing than the current legal system, right. I mean,
Speaker 1: so you really have to handle it with care, the
Speaker 1: legal system until you inside of it, and then you
Speaker 1: be up in that motherfucker come in crime. But I
Speaker 1: wouldn't like I said, I never went to gel and
Speaker 1: was like, oh man, they you know, they got me
Speaker 1: in here and this ship. But I also ain't never
Speaker 1: been in there more for thirty years. But he said,
Speaker 1: so that's a long time. We already talked about. This ship.
Speaker 1: Can't be going. The nigga to keep going. People don't
Speaker 1: want to see this ship that longe. They be ready
Speaker 1: for it to you how many minutes has been King,
Speaker 1: that's good? Forty five is actually nigga older, don't stopping
Speaker 1: now because sign don't sign. It is classes malone and
Speaker 1: we're out of here. This is Glasses alone and the
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