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Speaker 1: Thank you.
Speaker 2: Hi guys, welcome to Wednesday. It's Happy hump Day.
Speaker 1: Happy motherfucking hump Day. Wow, it feels really good to
Speaker 1: be here.
Speaker 2: I know it's been a minute we haven't sat down
Speaker 2: in a minute. We've been out out and about on
Speaker 2: the go go go in Costa Rica, leading retreats, leading
Speaker 2: the women to the most authentic cells.
Speaker 1: Ah, And it feels really good. I know this is
Speaker 1: like our this will be our fourth time doing this,
Speaker 1: and I'm really feeling cemented in my retreat. Healerness, me too,
Speaker 1: Me too.
Speaker 2: This was a it was a it was just a
Speaker 2: different experience, but it just reminded me how important these
Speaker 2: spaces are and how important it is for women to
Speaker 2: come together. Like I'm always reminded when we do these retreats,
Speaker 2: how we don't take time for ourselves, how we literally
Speaker 2: make every excuse. And also it makes me have a
Speaker 2: lot more compassion for women because in the past I'll
Speaker 2: be like, m, I don't like that bitch. Ah, she
Speaker 2: got a fuck up attitude. And it's like, well, why
Speaker 2: does she have a fucked up attitude? Why is she
Speaker 2: so motherfucking needy? Why does she need to be taken
Speaker 2: care of? And like, when I'm out there and I
Speaker 2: have to take care of these women, I really have
Speaker 2: to like humble myself make sure that like I'm not
Speaker 2: judging them, you know, And it's a learning experience for me,
Speaker 2: and I think that these retreats were really really specially
Speaker 2: each group was different. I feel like our first group
Speaker 2: was a little more turned up. Our second group was
Speaker 2: a lot more like chill, a little more independent. But yeah,
Speaker 2: it was. It was just amazing.
Speaker 1: We always have like a really epic like group of women,
Speaker 1: and it's true, like it really is a lesson and
Speaker 1: you really don't know people until you know them, and
Speaker 1: like judging people is just it's not beneficial. We always
Speaker 1: we have like twenty five women from all over the country,
Speaker 1: all different walks of life. Some are moms, some are not,
Speaker 1: some are black, some are white. You know, everybody is
Speaker 1: just like different and come and like when you come
Speaker 1: to the jungle for this experience, it's not like, oh hi,
Speaker 1: what do you do? You know, it's just like you're
Speaker 1: really getting to know people at their core and for
Speaker 1: who they are, and like people are really showing up
Speaker 1: as themselves and like for Erica and I realized, it's
Speaker 1: just such a I'm so grateful that we've expanded our
Speaker 1: brand in this way just because like every time we
Speaker 1: get to do it, we get to like address something
Speaker 1: fucked up in us too. You know, like I get
Speaker 1: the opportunity to heal something, to address something, to be
Speaker 1: more aware of something, and like a lot of times
Speaker 1: it's because I see like my sister going through some
Speaker 1: shit and I'm like, damn, I went through that and
Speaker 1: I feel that, and like damn I didn't address that.
Speaker 1: So it's just bomb. Like we have like guests, previous
Speaker 1: guests from the show come, we have like listeners of
Speaker 1: the show Come. We have people who never fucking listen
Speaker 1: to our podcast ever. Come. It's a very like cool
Speaker 1: collective of women that show up. And like I always say,
Speaker 1: it's always like very like divinely appointed, like everybody who's
Speaker 1: supposed to be there is always a correct mix of
Speaker 1: people with the right intentions. Like the first group was
Speaker 1: a little bit more turned up. We did a lot
Speaker 1: of skinny dipping, a lot of like shit at the pool,
Speaker 1: fun skinny dipping pool parties, and like the second group,
Speaker 1: we went out and partied. But like each each group
Speaker 1: is super special, you know. Shout out to Sosha and
Speaker 1: Yaas and Emily my witchy bitch. Shout out to Jessica.
Speaker 2: Specially my scorpiosis. Yes, like it's so true, Like who's
Speaker 2: meant to come come, and I think it is like
Speaker 2: a safe space for everyone, like like Yara's she's she's
Speaker 2: a former guest of the show, which was what was the.
Speaker 1: Name of for episode?
Speaker 2: I can't believe, like my therapist, therapist. She came. Literally,
Speaker 2: she booked her ticket. I think the day before the
Speaker 2: retreat started.
Speaker 1: It might have started that day.
Speaker 2: Yeah, she missed the first day. Yeah, and yeah. It
Speaker 2: was just it's just so special and it's so true
Speaker 2: that like I don't even know what half these bitches
Speaker 2: do for work, and like in any other space, like
Speaker 2: when you're out meeting people, that's kind of how you
Speaker 2: label people. That's how you like decide what box to
Speaker 2: put people in, Like what do you do? I have
Speaker 2: no idea what these toes do. I know they could
Speaker 2: all they could be. They could be CEO, they could
Speaker 2: be strippers. I have no it doesn't I don't know.
Speaker 1: One person does. And that's because I thought it was
Speaker 1: really cute because I know what Jessica does, because she
Speaker 1: was working on making a million dollars this year on
Speaker 1: her business. But that's because her sweet ass roommate Alyssa
Speaker 1: was like upping her, Like no, girl, she's not doing
Speaker 1: anything small. They did this and they did that, and
Speaker 1: I was like, first of all, did you guys come together?
Speaker 1: Know you did it? And like that they knew each
Speaker 1: other and that She was like, no, bit, she's making
Speaker 1: she's doing big things. And I was like, yeah, you
Speaker 1: are doing big things. But like I would have never
Speaker 1: known that had she not told me. It's just like
Speaker 1: the most beautiful collective of friendship and sisterhood and like, yeah,
Speaker 1: checking yourself. You know, there's always things that like we're human,
Speaker 1: you know, so like I always laugh at us because
Speaker 1: when we go into these spaces like here, we're really ratchet.
Speaker 1: But then when we go to we go to Costa
Speaker 1: Rica and we like put on our retreat healing clothes
Speaker 1: and then we start talking in these soft voices. I'm like,
Speaker 1: who the fuck are we? But we do we get
Speaker 1: like really transformed eve. We're like, okay, everybody, welcome to
Speaker 1: the Good Vibratory, Welcome to the connect Workshop. Look at
Speaker 1: deep Breath. I'm like, who the fuck are we? And
Speaker 1: I'm always wondering, like who didn't listen to the podcast?
Speaker 1: I'm like, good, it's probably best you listen after you leave,
Speaker 1: but it is. It's just like it's a very beautiful
Speaker 1: mixing of people. And you know, like even if you're
Speaker 1: not a mom, come, even if you're not a black come.
Speaker 1: I know Emily was like I saw, I didn't see
Speaker 1: nowhere on the retreat that it said black woman only,
Speaker 1: So I signed up. I said, I know the fuck
Speaker 1: that's right, Emily. And I'm so happy you're not like,
Speaker 1: you know, like intimidated or feel away or like you
Speaker 1: know what I mean. I just I really it is
Speaker 1: a space for literally everyone to feel welcomed and loved
Speaker 1: and nurtured and taken care of. And I know I'm
Speaker 1: a cancer, so this is my calling. I'm excitedly meeting
Speaker 1: people and nurturing bitches is my calling. I knew it,
Speaker 1: but yeah, like it does. It just require that we
Speaker 1: check ourselves and be patient and and just really connect
Speaker 1: with people. And you know, we talk so fucking often
Speaker 1: on the mic, and like it seems sometimes to an
Speaker 1: end room. You know, we're talking to each other and
Speaker 1: we know people are listening, but it really is special
Speaker 1: to get to connect with the women that we talked
Speaker 1: to and like see them and feel them and touch
Speaker 1: them and like hag and play. So it's just been
Speaker 1: really this has been an epic birth birthing between us,
Speaker 1: and like one that we didn't even really see coming.
Speaker 2: No for sure, No, I hadn't. I definitely didn't. I
Speaker 2: thought we were going to do like like a ski
Speaker 2: trip or something or like we did, Yeah, for sure,
Speaker 2: But I didn't. I didn't see the element of like
Speaker 2: healing and like just really intentionally connecting these women in
Speaker 2: that in this in this very in this way that
Speaker 2: kind of like unravels them like that was not It
Speaker 2: was more like, we need a vacation, let's go turn up,
Speaker 2: like and I'm so happy that that we started here.
Speaker 1: I'm happy that we took the opportunity and that we
Speaker 1: stepped into our power in that way, because I think
Speaker 1: one thing about like this first trip, like I think
Speaker 1: not that we were questioning it, but when you're when
Speaker 1: you're new in a feel or in an industry, you
Speaker 1: feel like you totally experienced that imposter syndrome. And I did.
Speaker 1: I'm like, bitch, are you a healer? Like, first of all,
Speaker 1: everybody on Instagram has healer in their bio, along with
Speaker 1: like all these other irrelevant fucking things that nobody asks
Speaker 1: to know. But you know, it feels like imposter syndrome,
Speaker 1: but like this trip, I'm like, no, I'm a facilitator
Speaker 1: and Spirit is using me. You know, Spirit is using
Speaker 1: us to really like change people and shift people's perspective
Speaker 1: and open them up. And like every time I come back,
Speaker 1: or even a lot of many moments out like throughout
Speaker 1: the retreat, I'm like, damn, like we're all witches and
Speaker 1: now they know because we told them to do it,
Speaker 1: you know. So it's just like it's this beautiful revealing
Speaker 1: of like the inner magic of every woman that participates.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I know for sure it gave the retreat almost
Speaker 2: gave me more permission to act on my intuition because
Speaker 2: I feel like a lot of times I can feel
Speaker 2: people's energy, but when I'm not in this type of space,
Speaker 2: I feel like, oh, it's not my it's not my
Speaker 2: role or my job to like be like are you okay,
Speaker 2: or like hey, I've noticed this, you want to talk
Speaker 2: about this? Whereas like when you were there, like that's
Speaker 2: why the fuck were here. Like there was a moment
Speaker 2: where I saw a girl at dinner and she was
Speaker 2: in her head. I could not I could feel her
Speaker 2: energy from across the table and I could see her
Speaker 2: having like inner conflict, and I was like, I'm getting up,
Speaker 2: I have to go hug her, you know, like in
Speaker 2: any other circumstance. But I do that. I think now
Speaker 2: I would, you know, now I would because I know
Speaker 2: how important it is and how how that hug can
Speaker 2: change someone's life or change someone's night. And whereas before
Speaker 2: I might have like questioned, like, oh, she's fine, like
Speaker 2: that'd be weird if I did that, you know, like.
Speaker 1: No, sometimes people need that.
Speaker 2: Yeah, And it was a beautiful moment, like I went
Speaker 2: over there and I hugged her and she just started
Speaker 2: crying and like everyone just like I was. So I said,
Speaker 2: I look like you need a hug, and she was
Speaker 2: like I do. I've been like saying it all week,
Speaker 2: I need a hug, and like she hadn't really shouldn't
Speaker 2: said it like verbally, but she felt like she was
Speaker 2: like that was the best that she could do. Was
Speaker 2: like she felt like she was emotionally like screaming out
Speaker 2: for help, and finally someone noticed. And so like that
Speaker 2: ended at the end of the table, we were like,
Speaker 2: let's all hug her. So we all got up and
Speaker 2: we all embraced her, and like we had that same
Speaker 2: experience in Hattie's workshop, you know, where someone was like
Speaker 2: I haven't been hugged like that in a really long time.
Speaker 2: And so literally everyone in that workshop we all embraced her,
Speaker 2: hugged her, hugged each other, and just put poured energy
Speaker 2: into her, like.
Speaker 1: Just outreaching of hands. Yeah, ever serves that shit for
Speaker 1: like church, you know, it's real.
Speaker 2: Like yeah, and like and how healing something like that
Speaker 2: can be, and how we don't do that in our
Speaker 2: circles of friends, like we think it's weird, and how
Speaker 2: important it is, and how it can literally change someone's
Speaker 2: life a hug like by like by strangers you don't know,
Speaker 2: and even even more so because they don't know your
Speaker 2: baggage and they're just for you no matter what. And
Speaker 2: and I just realized that like the power in hugging.
Speaker 1: Someone, touching telling people you love them.
Speaker 2: Like there's so much like disconnect in our society, I think,
Speaker 2: especially with the pandemic, like people like disconnecting from people,
Speaker 2: and we need to reconnect, like there's we're starving in ways.
Speaker 1: It's true, like it really shed light on how we
Speaker 1: need human interaction and just like that's the thing like authenticity,
Speaker 1: you know, we say with like it's like a token
Speaker 1: word right now, like a true you know, but like
Speaker 1: authenticity is being hurt, being vulnerable, saying that, crying and
Speaker 1: like even saying the weird shit. And it just reminded
Speaker 1: me like we welcome the girls with joints obviously because
Speaker 1: we're us, and like even we be high. And the
Speaker 1: first day, I think of the second one, or was
Speaker 1: it the first one. I don't know, it's probably both.
Speaker 1: I got high and then we do like welcome speech,
Speaker 1: and I was like holding my cut, but like one
Speaker 1: hand was like this, and I was like, why is
Speaker 1: my hand in my head? I was like, why is
Speaker 1: your hand like that? People are gonna look at you.
Speaker 1: And I was just like and I was like, why
Speaker 1: are we thinking like this? It's like, bitch, you're high.
Speaker 1: But then somebody else I saw zo shit. She was
Speaker 1: like in her head and I saw her like I
Speaker 1: could see her being in her head. And then she
Speaker 1: came back from from like the break. She was like, bitch,
Speaker 1: I was high. I should never smoke that way when
Speaker 1: I walked in. But I'm like, what a beautiful space
Speaker 1: that we could be, Like I'm sorry, I was high
Speaker 1: and I was tripping, you know what I mean like, yeah,
Speaker 1: me too. I was holding my hand like this. I
Speaker 1: didn't know why, you know what I mean. But like
Speaker 1: that's day one moment one, Like yeah, I was in
Speaker 1: my head at thinking some weird shit too, you know
Speaker 1: what I mean, Like I thought she didn't want to
Speaker 1: be my roommate, but I was. I was tripping, you know.
Speaker 1: And it's just like.
Speaker 2: And even that, like experiencing like the uncomfortability that some
Speaker 2: of these women felt day one, and then how it
Speaker 2: transcended at the end of the retreat, Like one girl
Speaker 2: in particular, like she like at the beginning, like she
Speaker 2: was a little resistant, she was showing resistance in a
Speaker 2: bunch of different ways. Yeah, and that was challenging for
Speaker 2: me too, because I was like, Yo, how am I
Speaker 2: gonna deal with this shit? Like oh, like everything is
Speaker 2: always so perfect, Like what the fuck? I'm like, wait, bitch,
Speaker 2: you're doing this because nothing. This is why people need this,
Speaker 2: because we're all imperfect. So like I had to like
Speaker 2: reprogram my energy, reprogram my mind because we are conditioned
Speaker 2: as women to write women off, like the moment you
Speaker 2: are not flowing with the rest of the group, bitch,
Speaker 2: you're the one. You're the problem. And it's like, no,
Speaker 2: she's not. She just needs a little bit more, you know, massaging.
Speaker 2: She needs There's something going on here. And by the
Speaker 2: end of the retreat, all of her issues that she had,
Speaker 2: she admitted were in her head. And that's why we
Speaker 2: do it, and that's why she came too, And that's
Speaker 2: why women come is a to get uncomfortable and b
Speaker 2: to come out feeling different about however they felt coming in.
Speaker 1: And like the environment is so infectious too, like it's
Speaker 1: it's it's Costa Rica, it's parts of Viejo, it's the
Speaker 1: community there because like as soon as we get there too,
Speaker 1: it's just like the community embraces us, like our friends
Speaker 1: in the in the area, Like like everyone who helps
Speaker 1: facilitate is our friends. And like there is this like
Speaker 1: overwhelming feeling of like let go and just be and
Speaker 1: like obviously we give speeches about this like bitch, come
Speaker 1: as you are. But even like midway, you know, through
Speaker 1: one of the retreats, something told me. We were at
Speaker 1: dinner and something told me to get up, and I
Speaker 1: went to go look for something and I turned a
Speaker 1: corner and I saw one of our our friend or
Speaker 1: but amazing like sound healer and like a massage therapist
Speaker 1: was just like coming out of the bathroom and we
Speaker 1: started to talk and I started to speak to him,
Speaker 1: and he was just like basically, I'm not having good day.
Speaker 1: I didn't have a good birthday, and like within thirty
Speaker 1: seconds he started crying and I just like held him,
Speaker 1: like picked me up in the middle of the walkway,
Speaker 1: which just like held him for like five minutes and
Speaker 1: was just like speaking life into him about whatever he
Speaker 1: was going through. And then he's like cried and he's
Speaker 1: like I love you, thank you. And I was like
Speaker 1: I love you too, and he left and I was like,
Speaker 1: this is why I come to the jungle, Like this
Speaker 1: is the type of interactions, Like I want genuine, real, deep,
Speaker 1: honest interactions with everybody that I encounter else with.
Speaker 2: The fuck like, oh girl, you gonna be okay.
Speaker 1: Yeah, Well, I'm just like always trying to be tough
Speaker 1: and not tell what's wrong or like, you know, like
Speaker 1: I'm fine and like we're not. You know, it's just
Speaker 1: like the environment makes you know that you don't have
Speaker 1: to pretend and you can actually cry or scream or
Speaker 1: laugh and just really just exist. And like that's why
Speaker 1: it's so fucking special. And yeah, we had a bomb
Speaker 1: ass time we went out.
Speaker 2: We had such a good time.
Speaker 1: We had.
Speaker 2: We take the girls out to this beachfront, like it's
Speaker 2: like a beach. It's like the ultimate beach party at night.
Speaker 2: It's actually like unbelievable. Like when I'm there, I realize
Speaker 2: how special that place is because it's it's like the community,
Speaker 2: the locals are there. There's beautiful black people, there's beautiful men.
Speaker 2: Because Porto Billoo be coming up like every now, like
Speaker 2: every now, and they'd.
Speaker 1: Be like what if I that, like, you know, all
Speaker 1: five hundred people, but then you see a new a
Speaker 1: new face.
Speaker 2: I'm like, oh kind of, but like it's literally like
Speaker 2: we were just towerking and shit on the beach under
Speaker 2: the moonlight with our feet in the fucking water. The
Speaker 2: music was bombed. It was afrobeats night. It was warm,
Speaker 2: it was warm, and it's just like all the women
Speaker 2: just like turning up.
Speaker 1: It was.
Speaker 2: It was so amazing, and the women that were there
Speaker 2: were like I can't believe this, Like this is every
Speaker 2: time people go there, like I could live here.
Speaker 1: I'm like, I know, right, everybody got tattoos as a memorabilia,
Speaker 1: like permanent tattoos. It was just it's it's beautiful and
Speaker 1: like even for me, it just reminded me like, bitch,
Speaker 1: you have shit to work on, you know, like you
Speaker 1: have shit to heal. Like things came up for me that,
Speaker 1: you know when you're facilitating and you're like, you don't
Speaker 1: think that you can get got, but there's always more work.
Speaker 2: We be grying, we be in the workshops crying like
Speaker 2: this is hysterically. I feel like, you know, a much
Speaker 2: of like what we do is selfish in ways, it's
Speaker 2: because we need it and like it's like, hey, you
Speaker 2: want to do this with us, And I think that's
Speaker 2: kind of what the retreat is for us as well.
Speaker 2: It's like we are not We don't claim to be healed.
Speaker 2: I've never claimed to be healed. That's kind of the
Speaker 2: whole vibe of good Mom's bad choices. We make fucking
Speaker 2: bad choices sometimes and we're trying to figure them out.
Speaker 2: And when you go into these spaces like this, you
Speaker 2: can't help but submit, whether you're leading the retreat or not,
Speaker 2: you know, And and that's why I feel like it's
Speaker 2: even having different guests come and host workshops, like I
Speaker 2: have my own. I'm able to like be in community
Speaker 2: with the girls too, and like work on my own shit.
Speaker 2: And that's the beauty of it is, Like the work
Speaker 2: that we're doing is helping heal other women, but in
Speaker 2: turn also helping heal ourselves. And that's why I'll never stop.
Speaker 2: Now I'm addicted. I'm gonna be a retreat. I'm gonna
Speaker 2: do retreats for the rest of my life, honestly, gonna
Speaker 2: be a old bitch leading retreats.
Speaker 1: Yeah, absolutely, I know. I was thinking that, I'm like,
Speaker 1: is this gonna be appealing me being like bud ass naked,
Speaker 1: but I'm eighty And then I was like, it doesn't matter.
Speaker 2: We're gonna be leading the old bitches.
Speaker 1: Yeah, Grandma's.
Speaker 2: And you guys, we are doing another retreat. So if
Speaker 2: this sounds appealing to you and you didn't get to
Speaker 2: make it this last time, we just announced our next
Speaker 2: our fifth retreat, our fifth and sixth retreat in Costa Rica.
Speaker 2: It's gonna be in February.
Speaker 1: February second to February seventh, and February eleventh to the sixteenth.
Speaker 2: Yeah, So make sure you check out the link in
Speaker 2: this episode description if you're interested in coming to the jungle,
Speaker 2: which you should be honestly like, don't hesitate, do not hesitate.
Speaker 2: It is amazing. You can watch our video a recap
Speaker 2: video of the retreat on our website, so you can
Speaker 2: get a taste of kind of what the vibe is
Speaker 2: and the energy. But basically it's pure bliss essentially, No.
Speaker 1: It truly is pure bliss. And it's just like pure bliss,
Speaker 1: and like free downloads, like you get to really be
Speaker 1: clear and like things really get to come up if
Speaker 1: you give them permission and they've becoming up, girl, they'd
Speaker 1: be really coming up. So if you missed it, you
Speaker 1: have time to pay for it. You can pay monthly,
Speaker 1: you can pay weekly. You have six months, five months.
Speaker 1: I don't know what the month it is, but yeah,
Speaker 1: like prioritize yourself, invest in yourself because this experience is
Speaker 1: life changing and it will be the shift and then
Speaker 1: like that you need. So yeah, please come join us,
Speaker 1: hang out with us, come heal and she.
Speaker 2: And come alone. I encourage you to come alone. A
Speaker 2: lot of the women came alone, Like sometimes we be
Speaker 2: waiting for friends to get their shit together. Don't wait
Speaker 2: for your friends, just come because you're gonna meet new
Speaker 2: friends out there guaranteed, not like not maybe like it's
Speaker 2: a guarantee.
Speaker 1: Like if your friend has to come, cool, but don't
Speaker 1: wait for her. Yea, even Nelly, just FaceTime me with
Speaker 1: fucking Kayla and oh my god, who well from two
Speaker 1: Chick two. Three of our friends from Retreat one and
Speaker 1: Retreat two here on totally different weeks, stalked each other
Speaker 1: and they're in the same city and met up and
Speaker 1: hung up. And this is like what we do this
Speaker 1: shit for, Like, let's create community and tribe wherever we're at,
Speaker 1: so we know, like what it is good moms is
Speaker 1: like church, like come as you are. So if you
Speaker 1: meet a tribe member in public, you already know what's
Speaker 1: up well because.
Speaker 2: You guys, because whether you were on the same retreat
Speaker 2: or not, you know the kind of experience that you had,
Speaker 2: Like they're different experiences, but essentially they're they're the same
Speaker 2: at their core, and so you have this like bond
Speaker 2: that is like this unspoken bond and this unspoken comfortability.
Speaker 2: And then we like have our private discord channels where
Speaker 2: they're chatting, talking, and you haven't joined discord, make sure
Speaker 2: you check it out. Like there's so many cool conversations
Speaker 2: and women in there like just meeting up a but
Speaker 2: also just sharing sometimes oversharing.
Speaker 1: There's a lot of oversharing, asking for advice from each other, venting,
Speaker 1: a lot of nudes, a lot of hories, a lot
Speaker 1: of like intimate sharing, like of complete strangers, which I
Speaker 1: think I love.
Speaker 2: I think that's why I feel safe because some of
Speaker 2: these when we are like, I don't know these hoes,
Speaker 2: I'm okay.
Speaker 1: Bitch, That's why we feel safe. Yea four years later,
Speaker 1: that's why we're here talking shit onto millions of people
Speaker 1: because I can't see you. Doesn't feel real. That's true,
Speaker 1: tell you all my business. We got really lucky too.
Speaker 1: This time. We brought our girls to Costa Rica. They
Speaker 1: came and met us week two.
Speaker 2: Our babies, she means our children.
Speaker 1: Yeah, I know. I kept I kept calling the girls
Speaker 1: from the retreat the girls, and like the girls are girls?
Speaker 2: The girls?
Speaker 1: And like which girls are you talking about? Are you
Speaker 1: talking about us? Are you talking about the retreats? I
Speaker 1: was like, good question, the little girls. So that was
Speaker 1: really dope. We got to bring them and the nanny.
Speaker 1: I love him Ray. By the way, we just had
Speaker 1: a really epic family trip. Orlando came Ma Mayan came
Speaker 1: and we just really did the family things played at
Speaker 1: the pool. The girls took surf lessons. Oh, they rode horses.
Speaker 1: We went on a canoe that.
Speaker 2: K kayaking trip gone wrong.
Speaker 1: Orlando almost drowned in the Murky River.
Speaker 2: Someone was like, They're like, you're really brave for going there.
Speaker 2: You know there's like a lot of crocodiles in there.
Speaker 1: From someone from Protos. And then why didn't that man
Speaker 1: say that?
Speaker 2: I almost asked, you know that man, he was the
Speaker 2: weird al of Costa Rica.
Speaker 1: He was for sure. He had like this curly hair
Speaker 1: and he was like, come on, girls, yeah, let me
Speaker 1: tell you he's like super high. Do we have the
Speaker 1: video of him of him canoeing back quickly after their
Speaker 1: boat sank im We need to insert that. It's very important.
Speaker 2: He got us too with that price. At the end,
Speaker 2: I was like, Wow, we got God over here by
Speaker 2: the weird awl of Costa Rica.
Speaker 1: We did.
Speaker 2: He did. He does. He does everything, and that's the
Speaker 2: thing about too about Costa Rica. Everyone does everything. He's like, oh, yes,
Speaker 2: I build houses, I build doors, a cook, I'm a cook,
Speaker 2: Oh yes, I oh yeah, I lead say. He was like, oh, yeah,
Speaker 2: I do a lot of experiences, big experience. And then
Speaker 2: we're on the canoe and then we were going under
Speaker 2: like an overpass, and this guy stopped and.
Speaker 1: Was like, eh, literally like driving through by the canoe.
Speaker 2: He's like, he's like, oh yeah, he's the bird he's
Speaker 2: the bird watcher. I don't do that. I was like, oh,
Speaker 2: this is the one thing you don't do.
Speaker 1: That's sure. Everybody in Costa Rica does.
Speaker 2: Everything everything, they know how to do everything. They are healers,
Speaker 2: they are cooks, they are chefs, they are house builders,
Speaker 2: they are property finders, they are they they're everything. There
Speaker 2: are teachers or Spanish teachers.
Speaker 1: Fired answers.
Speaker 2: But you know what I will say though, like America
Speaker 2: makes us have to really choose a thing and like
Speaker 2: some of these people can do all these things and
Speaker 2: do them well. I know.
Speaker 1: Look, I say, a bomb ass photographer, videographer and a cyclist.
Speaker 1: You know, like everybody's everything, and it is. I think
Speaker 1: America gives you limitations and like limitations to your own
Speaker 1: beliefs of like what your cap can.
Speaker 2: Only be this honestly, like we must do much of
Speaker 2: you must do four hundred thousand hours of training in
Speaker 2: order to be an expert in this.
Speaker 1: We would not have probably stepped into our retreat healing
Speaker 1: the way we had. Had we not gone to this place,
Speaker 1: we would have been like questioning ourselves, like we have to.
Speaker 2: Do four hundred hours of retreat building retreat classes before
Speaker 2: we can.
Speaker 1: Which this is the retreat class. Four hundred hours. This
Speaker 1: goddamn podcast talking to myself slash Erica for four hundred
Speaker 1: hours has brought me here. I have realizations. Yeah, you
Speaker 1: know what it is too. It's white supremacy. They have
Speaker 1: made like you know, we live in this box and
Speaker 1: this very structured idea of what it looks like. You
Speaker 1: have to go to college, you have to graduate. Like
Speaker 1: fuck your intuition and what you know you're good at?
Speaker 1: Fuck would you come out the womb just being good
Speaker 1: at you know? Like like what about what you know?
Speaker 1: And it makes you question that and like even to
Speaker 1: each other like oh you do what? Okay, oh you
Speaker 1: do that? And that you can't be both. You can't
Speaker 1: be good at both.
Speaker 2: Yeah, like what if you just followed your intuition and
Speaker 2: did the things that make you feel good? And yeah,
Speaker 2: obviously you should read up on the things you want
Speaker 2: to do. You should lean on people that have already
Speaker 2: done it. But don't let like.
Speaker 1: Proper schooling or formal education stop you from tapping into
Speaker 1: your natural born gifts. Like if you're a natural born
Speaker 1: fucking healer, which I think all of us are lead
Speaker 1: with that. If your shit is like I'm a photographer,
Speaker 1: I take bomb pictures.
Speaker 2: Go do that shit. We don't need to go to
Speaker 2: college to be a photographer. I'm sorry.
Speaker 1: One of one of the girls from UH was it Shadah.
Speaker 1: I think it's Shade. Actually, one of like week one
Speaker 1: or week two of the or first retreats was like
Speaker 1: I had a download that I you know, my healing
Speaker 1: power is creating really like comfortable spaces for my friends.
Speaker 1: And I realized I do that anyway. People always come
Speaker 1: to my house and I cook for them, and I'm like, yeah,
Speaker 1: that's a gift. Yeah, you know, like we underestimate the
Speaker 1: very small things that make us us, you know, like
Speaker 1: I've been the people is Dancing bitch of all Time
Speaker 1: for years, no avail not making any profit of my
Speaker 1: natural abilities to meet bitches in the bathroom. Yet here
Speaker 1: I am, you know, but like every time I meet
Speaker 1: an old friend, it's like this is so you what
Speaker 1: you're doing. I was like, what just being me? They're like, yeah,
Speaker 1: you've always been this way. I was like, yeah, that's true.
Speaker 1: But we underestimate our like natural born abilities and our
Speaker 1: talents because we're expected to like go to college or
Speaker 1: some other person, some corporate person is supposed to tell
Speaker 1: you you're finally good now. Yeah, like you've made it
Speaker 1: a person you don't even fucking know. I was supposed
Speaker 1: to award you some type of certification to be who
Speaker 1: you are.
Speaker 2: About schooling and like the grading system, like how defeating
Speaker 2: that is for people like oh, I can't I'm not
Speaker 2: good at math because I've gotten d's and c So
Speaker 2: now I for sure can't go into a field that
Speaker 2: requires me to know how to do this. So you
Speaker 2: automatically count those things out. You automatically say I can't,
Speaker 2: I'm not going to have this profession even though my
Speaker 2: intuition tells me like I would be good at this,
Speaker 2: because this one thing I can't master.
Speaker 1: And it's like, no, well it school The schooling system
Speaker 1: programs you to like focus on your insecurities, and in
Speaker 1: a world that already is very like it's built on
Speaker 1: targeting your insecurities. It's not helpful and it will help
Speaker 1: you have you doubting yourself and like even even for us,
Speaker 1: like even for me, like there's so many things even
Speaker 1: in this space that I'm insecure about, you know, like
Speaker 1: even with my partner, like things you're good at that
Speaker 1: I'm not good at or whatever. And I'm constantly even
Speaker 1: till yesterday this morning, like questioning my abilities to do
Speaker 1: shit or like my if I deserve to be in
Speaker 1: a space are like you know, all these things are
Speaker 1: coming to us so quickly, and I'm like, oh my god,
Speaker 1: Like I'm scared.
Speaker 2: The same girl, I'm I have imposter syndrome all the time.
Speaker 2: And even and we've talked about this too, like feeling
Speaker 2: insecure about the strengths of the people.
Speaker 1: Closest to you, like people that you love that you're like,
Speaker 1: oh my god. Like she like Jamila can do this
Speaker 1: so well. She can just like public speak and things
Speaker 1: just flow off her tongue, and she just like can
Speaker 1: be also eloquent so quickly, where sometimes I feel like
Speaker 1: I struggle to like really say the things that I
Speaker 1: want to say in the most clear and eloquent way.
Speaker 1: And I'm like, damn, like do I need I literally
Speaker 1: went on a fucking Facebook rant the other day.
Speaker 2: I was like, do I need to take public speaking classes?
Speaker 1: Probably?
Speaker 2: Like what the fuck? I can't think straight? And also
Speaker 2: like I also really do feel like because for me
Speaker 2: and I have this kind of realization while I was
Speaker 2: going on this Instagram rant and our close friends, because
Speaker 2: I wasn't ready for the whole world to know my
Speaker 2: insecurities just now. Though now I'll let all you know
Speaker 2: that because we are growing so quickly and I am
Speaker 2: I'm required to be creative. I'm required to like talk
Speaker 2: on our podcast all the time. I'm required to like
Speaker 2: create content, which I do love. But then I'm also
Speaker 2: required to be a marketing guru, and I'm also required
Speaker 2: to like be a business woman and assert myself and
Speaker 2: like remember all these deadlines because like I can't afford
Speaker 2: a fucking team to really like to do all the
Speaker 2: things all the time.
Speaker 1: So it's like I'm battling between my creativity and like
Speaker 1: this masculine this masculine side, which is essentially like the
Speaker 1: hunter in business that I know I'm good at, but
Speaker 1: I don't Sometimes I want to turn it off, but
Speaker 1: then also like I can't, So then I think, like
Speaker 1: all these things in my mind kind of jumble up,
Speaker 1: and then when it's time to like talk, I can't
Speaker 1: find words. It's a it's a lot to think.
Speaker 2: I mean, it's like fighting words feels fucking hard.
Speaker 1: Well, you underestimate how much brain power it takes to
Speaker 1: be creative, and like when you're creative as a as
Speaker 1: a like a business, and like, of course it comes
Speaker 1: easy to us because this is a shit we love,
Speaker 1: but it's still you get like you're being creative in
Speaker 1: too many fucking areas and like and then like, I'm
Speaker 1: just grateful that we are this honest with ourselves and
Speaker 1: to each other, because it is difficult. We are growing quickly.
Speaker 1: Like I fucked around and looked at fucking Lipstick Alley
Speaker 1: and they're like, I like Eric Kamoa. She's like I'm
Speaker 1: getting used to Jamila and I'm like, why did I
Speaker 1: read this stupid shit?
Speaker 2: Stop going now.
Speaker 1: But I'm like, do people like me? And like this
Speaker 1: is so dumb. I'm like, she's like two bitches on
Speaker 1: the show love you. I know, but I'm like as
Speaker 1: and I realize as we grow and as we get
Speaker 1: into different spaces, like people are going to talk shit,
Speaker 1: people are bored and miserable at home.
Speaker 2: Well, also they're triggered, and they they're triggered and you,
Speaker 2: in a lot of ways, I or you are a
Speaker 2: mirror to them of something that they haven't dealt with,
Speaker 2: and so they feel triggered or they feel like I
Speaker 2: don't like or they don't necessarily want to live their
Speaker 2: life like me or you, and because of that, they're
Speaker 2: like ew or fuck that, And that's like, girl, then
Speaker 2: don't you don't have to live your life like me?
Speaker 1: And no, And I was just like I don't need
Speaker 1: this negativity. And also just like I don't want like
Speaker 1: we've fought so hard to be here and we've come
Speaker 1: such a long way. Like the sweat equity is real,
Speaker 1: just like all the.
Speaker 2: We're never gonna let that word go ever since the lawyers,
Speaker 2: ever since the lawyer told us what sweat equity is. Bitch,
Speaker 2: the amount of times I've used it in the last
Speaker 2: like six months, crazy, I know, but it's real.
Speaker 1: But like, there're hundreds of hours that I lived in
Speaker 1: Erica's fucking dining room while our kids raise themselves. It
Speaker 1: is not to be fucking miscalculated. It's true. It's just
Speaker 1: like like we really fought to be here, like like
Speaker 1: no network deals, no, like big fucking no big thing,
Speaker 1: Like no one came and gave us this. We worked
Speaker 1: for it, you know. But I just I know that
Speaker 1: inevitably people are going to be intimidated. People are going
Speaker 1: to try and pit us against each other. Oh well
Speaker 1: you can do this and she can't do that. Oh
Speaker 1: you want to do it by yourself or like just
Speaker 1: all these things, and it's come constantly, not constantly, but
Speaker 1: like it's come scarier as we grow, like having to
Speaker 1: like have these conversations in my head like shut the
Speaker 1: fuck up, bitch, that is not real, you know what
Speaker 1: I mean, Like and constantly like talk to myself about
Speaker 1: my insecurities and like, luckily I'm gonna I'm you know,
Speaker 1: self Like.
Speaker 2: What is it called? I don't know, see this is
Speaker 2: we're talking about. We lose words. Self aware?
Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, yeah, I'm self aware. So I can like
Speaker 1: stop these insecure thoughts when they come up. And it's
Speaker 1: just like it doesn't serve us, Like I've fought too
Speaker 1: hard to be here, to get here, and let bitches
Speaker 1: I don't know make me question why I'm here.
Speaker 2: That's true, But I will say that sometimes those self
Speaker 2: I am self aware, but those insecure thoughts. Sometimes I
Speaker 2: realize I will talk shit to myself for days before
Speaker 2: I say bitch, stop.
Speaker 1: Like it'll be days.
Speaker 2: Like I'm like, I've just been talking shit for days, bitch,
Speaker 2: all day, just like comparing worried, stressed, like fake, sent
Speaker 2: full for random shit, just like all types of shit.
Speaker 2: And then I'm like, no, nope, nope nope, but like
Speaker 2: I'm getting better at catching myself, but there's still like
Speaker 2: a lot of days where I'm like, how long you've
Speaker 2: been talking shit?
Speaker 1: Oh my god. Just reminded me that we got in
Speaker 1: a fight at the retreat.
Speaker 2: Me and Mila got in our first fight, like a
Speaker 2: real fight, Like.
Speaker 1: I don't know if there was a first No, that
Speaker 1: was like.
Speaker 2: A real first fight. You yelled at me, and I
Speaker 2: was like, I don't do well with yelling, so I'm
Speaker 2: leaving now.
Speaker 1: She did.
Speaker 2: She yelled at me and was like like shaking her
Speaker 2: computer in my face, and like with Orlando was on
Speaker 2: FaceTime and she was like the showy and I was like, bitch,
Speaker 2: we don't get this fucking knock computer on my face.
Speaker 2: You're making sound abuse and all the wait, wait, hold on,
Speaker 2: Not only were there. Not only was Orlando on the
Speaker 2: face time, Jarez was in the room with us, and
Speaker 2: she felt so awkward.
Speaker 1: She was so uncomfortable. I was like, it's fine. She
Speaker 1: was like, okay. Well I was like, and then we're fine.
Speaker 1: How the fuck are we supposed to be?
Speaker 2: I always forgot about that fight me too.
Speaker 1: Because it was so fucking stupid. It was so dumb.
Speaker 1: Oh my god, for like it was the.
Speaker 2: Fight was about titties. It was like the fight it
Speaker 2: was about titties. The fight was literally about tits.
Speaker 1: It was about tits. Oh my god. I forgot it
Speaker 1: was about tits.
Speaker 2: Wow. If there's ever if I don't want to have
Speaker 2: with you, it's for sure about nudity and tits.
Speaker 1: So, oh my god, Oh man, I was so mad.
Speaker 1: We didn't talk for twenty four hours.
Speaker 2: We did it.
Speaker 1: We just like we slept in the bed together.
Speaker 2: We just I think. YARDS was like, I think she's
Speaker 2: going to sleep in the other room. I was like,
Speaker 2: I think that's best. And then I went in the room.
Speaker 2: She still slept in my bed.
Speaker 1: No I'm not.
Speaker 2: I was like, Wow, this is really husband and wife.
Speaker 1: We didn't pay for that room. I wasn't about to
Speaker 1: get us to have to pay because we got in
Speaker 1: a fight. Bitch. I was like, nope, it's gonna go
Speaker 1: in here right now and go to sleep. Oh my god.
Speaker 1: We were nuts of all the things in the world. Tits.
Speaker 1: Oh god. Then we like apologize at a at a workshop.
Speaker 1: I love you, I love you.
Speaker 2: It was actually like a very emotional workshop.
Speaker 1: I was like, how the fuck are we going to
Speaker 1: be in a fight for the day three of the
Speaker 1: full fucking seven day retreat. Okay, so I'm just gonna
Speaker 1: go ahead and tell you guys what the fight is
Speaker 1: because it's so fucking important.
Speaker 2: But we're gonna put this on Patreon. Yeah, because we
Speaker 2: can't expose our fights. Okay, we're perfect. We're perfect friends.
Speaker 2: If I want to know what me and Mela fought
Speaker 2: over tits for, join Patreon.
Speaker 1: Ye wait, where's my banana backwood before I tell you
Speaker 1: about this stupid ass fight we had?
Speaker 2: Oh my god? Wait, did you do the thing that
Speaker 2: stuff told us to do in Costa Rica with the backwood? Oh?
Speaker 1: Yes, you made major discovery in Costa Rica. You have
Speaker 1: to rinse off your backwood before using it. It makes
Speaker 1: the world a different Apparently every bitch knew this except us.
Speaker 1: I know we're new to the game, but now it's
Speaker 1: over for you bitches.
Speaker 2: You have to get it wet. It makes it taste better,
Speaker 2: it makes it last longer, and it's easier to.
Speaker 1: Roll, easier to roll.
Speaker 2: So you washed the ship.
Speaker 1: Yeah, of course I washed this ship.
Speaker 2: Okay, good, what are you smoking?
Speaker 1: This is our favorite? Uh, this is my favorite hybrid.
Speaker 1: It's a blue dream. Oh I love a blue dream,
Speaker 1: me too, And like the blue dream with a banana,
Speaker 1: Backwood gives it like a banana berry taste. Oh, with
Speaker 1: the honey.
Speaker 2: You know you all if you all been watching us
Speaker 2: smoke these backwoods, and you know the secret to backwoods
Speaker 2: aside from getting wet, it's putting the honey. It is
Speaker 2: the ship. It makes it sweet, it makes it burn slow,
Speaker 2: and it's cute.
Speaker 1: You're welcome. Yeah, so that happened. Anything anything else?
Speaker 2: No, We'm excited about our live shows. That's anything else.
Speaker 1: I'm so excited about our live show. I'm so excited
Speaker 1: that we get to like delve in both areas of
Speaker 1: our healing and the fun. Yeah, like go hard and healing,
Speaker 1: go hard and fun.
Speaker 2: Equal parts healing, equal part, equal parts hoeing.
Speaker 1: Yeah, healing and Hoeing is really you know, the the
Speaker 1: black and the White, the darkness and the light is
Speaker 1: really our entire franchise. So I'm really happy we get
Speaker 1: to do like August Healing, September Hoen and I'm really
Speaker 1: excited about hitting Chicago, New York, d C, Philly, Atlanta.
Speaker 1: We are We're just doing a lot of fucking cool
Speaker 1: shit and it's gonna be fun as fuck. And you know,
Speaker 1: we're some fancy ass advanced ass bitches, so it's gonna
Speaker 1: be a fun you ever in production.
Speaker 2: Yeah, it's a full production, you know, in true good
Speaker 2: Mom's gone wild form. You know, we're gonna have bomb
Speaker 2: ass guests and we're gonna have you guys come up
Speaker 2: and do some fun shit because that's all that's It's
Speaker 2: almost like a retreat on stage. It's like a show retreat.
Speaker 1: It's like a two hour retreat, like you can come home,
Speaker 1: make it to like unwant not come home. Basically, we're home,
Speaker 1: come unwined, get ratchet, and like get your like small
Speaker 1: dose of what you would get at the retreat.
Speaker 2: And you guys were If you guys can't make it
Speaker 2: to any of those cities, we're streaming one of our shows,
Speaker 2: actually our Atlanta show, So make sure you click the
Speaker 2: link in this episode description to buy tickets for the
Speaker 2: live stream of our show that's going to be on
Speaker 2: September twenty fifth, when the.
Speaker 1: Atlanta Show tour manager twenty eighth, that's going to be
Speaker 1: on September twenty eighth. If you can't make it to
Speaker 1: any of those cities, please come join us on the
Speaker 1: live streams. It's affordable, it's gonna be fun.
Speaker 2: Call your girls, have a girls night, have a fun
Speaker 2: night like Inviute, a bunch of other good moms who
Speaker 2: make bad choices and get them drinks, get them smoke
Speaker 2: and whatever other drugs you like. A drugs go crazy,
Speaker 2: go wild, go wild with the good moms.
Speaker 1: Oh wild. I'm super excited. We also are doing a
Speaker 1: speaking event in Philly with Family Wellness Retreat. It's called
Speaker 1: you Didn't Know We were? They were Seeds, And it's
Speaker 1: actually we manifested this with Latiana and our first retreat,
Speaker 1: so she wanted us to be keynote speakers, and it
Speaker 1: just so happens, by the grace of God, that our
Speaker 1: Philly show is the same day as the retreat. And
Speaker 1: that's how fucking Manifestation works. Yeah, she said, we're gonna
Speaker 1: come and lo and behold. We will be there on
Speaker 1: in Philadelphia, and so it's gonna be bombed. I'm really
Speaker 1: excited about just being able to manifest everything we want
Speaker 1: in our lives, and especially about us being able to
Speaker 1: get over fights quickly. Even if twenty four hours it's
Speaker 1: our longest standing fight, it was like twenty seven hours. Yeah,
Speaker 1: it was the longest twenty seven hours of my fucking life.
Speaker 1: I was aided every moment of it. I was like, ugh, like,
Speaker 1: can we just stop? Erica just stopped, I know. I
Speaker 1: was like, just stop, Like should you just apologize? I'm
Speaker 1: like stop, I was like her, I'm like, never, how
Speaker 1: was I supposed to get the memo fuck him? To
Speaker 1: fuck him? From making her feel bad about her tits?
Speaker 1: I was like, Orlando, Oh my god, I don't get it.
Speaker 2: And he didn't even make me feel bad.
Speaker 1: It was me.
Speaker 2: I know it was me because I didn't know how
Speaker 2: to like navigate. I didn't know how to like be
Speaker 2: in that space. After that situation, I'm like, so, what
Speaker 2: are the boundaries? I don't fucking know. Let me just
Speaker 2: wait till he's in the here so that we can
Speaker 2: set them like, maybe my tits could be out if
Speaker 2: he was here in Orlando. Was here, maybe liked be
Speaker 2: the intro to Erica's tits in the family, Like I
Speaker 2: don't know there are steps to my big tit reveal
Speaker 2: because you know me.
Speaker 1: I'm like, did you tell your nigga he'snna see my tits?
Speaker 1: And tell him because he's gonna see my tits.
Speaker 2: We also know I don't. I don't show my tits
Speaker 2: everywhere all the time.
Speaker 1: I know that, But you act like I put you
Speaker 1: on fucking Instagram blog.
Speaker 2: Oh I know what I'm just saying, like that is
Speaker 2: just like my Instagram life. But anyway, thank you for
Speaker 2: accepting me for all of my nuances and all of
Speaker 2: my different lists and rules that come up.
Speaker 1: Thanks good, Thanks for accepting me with all of my
Speaker 1: You know, I've lost so many friends over my tits.
Speaker 2: So I love your tits.
Speaker 1: I love you.
Speaker 2: I love you too.
Speaker 1: I'm happy that we can get through things even if
Speaker 1: both stubborn water signed asses are like fuck that, fuck you. Well,
Speaker 1: we picked a car today. Is it Tarot time? It
Speaker 1: is Tarot time? Do you have affirmation for us?
Speaker 2: Do I have an affirmation?
Speaker 1: You're good? At affirmation.
Speaker 2: I think I might I might have said this one before,
Speaker 2: but I don't know. Maybe I just showed up.
Speaker 1: We didn't We have like a rap song one that
Speaker 1: we wanted to use once.
Speaker 2: Was it a one liner? It was right? So girl,
Speaker 2: what was it?
Speaker 1: I don't know. I don't know. If you won't ready
Speaker 1: shot down for fuck?
Speaker 2: Okay, never mind, I mean, fu bitches get money. I
Speaker 2: don't know.
Speaker 1: No, no, we can't say fuck bitches, get money. We
Speaker 1: just came back from a retreat. Just get money.
Speaker 2: I don't mean like bitches. Women. Bitches are everybody, okay,
Speaker 2: but yeah, we shouldn't be fucking bitches.
Speaker 1: We should be fucking bitches, but not like that kind,
Speaker 1: not that kind of bitch. We need to be fucking bitches,
Speaker 1: not fucking bitches.
Speaker 2: I mean like fucking bitches like I'm in like those
Speaker 2: bitches want to.
Speaker 1: Fuck me too.
Speaker 2: Yeah, it's a consensual fucking like fuck bitches, like have fun,
Speaker 2: get money. That's the kind of vibe I was going
Speaker 2: with that.
Speaker 1: It wasn't a negative, okay, So let's just go with
Speaker 1: fuck bitches, get money.
Speaker 2: Okay.
Speaker 1: So the affirmation of today is fuck bitches, get money.
Speaker 2: If you gotta say it like that and you gotta
Speaker 2: do this bounce.
Speaker 1: Fuck bitches, get money. Wow, moving right along.
Speaker 2: Today we pulled the eight of cups. Tell me what
Speaker 2: does biddy say today?
Speaker 1: Oh no, this says disappointment, abandonment, withdrawal, and escapism. Um.
Speaker 1: When the eight of cup shows up in a terror reading,
Speaker 1: you may feel compelled to walk away from a disappointing situation.
Speaker 1: It can mean turning your back on an unfulfilling relationship, job,
Speaker 1: career paths, living arrangement, or creative project that was once
Speaker 1: a source of great happiness to you but now only
Speaker 1: brings you pain. You have invested yourself emotionally, but despite
Speaker 1: your best efforts, are disappointed it hasn't turned out the
Speaker 1: way you had expected it to, and you realize that
Speaker 1: you are no longer getting anything out of this situation. Now,
Speaker 1: the only choice is to put it behind you and
Speaker 1: move on with your life, even if it brings you
Speaker 1: sadness as you say goodbye. The aightf cup suggests you
Speaker 1: sense that something is missing, particularly on an emotional or
Speaker 1: spiritual level, and instead of waiting around for things to
Speaker 1: get better, you know you need to leave the unfulfilling situation.
Speaker 1: It may not make sense to others because on the face,
Speaker 1: it looks as if you have everything you wished for,
Speaker 1: but deep down you know it's not serving you your
Speaker 1: highest good and it's time for you to let go
Speaker 1: and move on. It can be a sign that you
Speaker 1: are trying to escape a problematic emotional situation or avoiding
Speaker 1: some major psychological issues and concerns. The cups is the
Speaker 1: foreground represent emotional issues that remain real and present in
Speaker 1: your life, yet or trying to trend as they no
Speaker 1: longer exist, refusing to deal with them. You may repress
Speaker 1: your emotions or refuse to have open conversations with others
Speaker 1: about what's happening, instead preferring to pretend as if everything
Speaker 1: is okay, or avoiding this scene altogether. It invites you
Speaker 1: to ask yourself what brings you joy, contentment, and fulfillment
Speaker 1: on a deeper level. Without it, you might pursue goals
Speaker 1: that fail you fail to give you satisfaction you're seeking.
Speaker 1: For example, you may think being in the long term
Speaker 1: relationship is what you want, but when you manifest it,
Speaker 1: you realize that it's not just a long term relationship
Speaker 1: you want, but a deep soul connection with someone. So
Speaker 1: if you find yourself repeatedly in the aid of cup
Speaker 1: situation where you have no choice but to walk away,
Speaker 1: spend time exploring what will bring you true happiness and
Speaker 1: re align your goals with your values. So, anyone at
Speaker 1: home listening, if you know you want some shit you
Speaker 1: won't supposed to be in, and you fighting it because
Speaker 1: for whatever fucking reason, walk the fuck away. You know
Speaker 1: it doesn't serve you, and it only gets better if
Speaker 1: you actually cut off the toxic shit and stop playing yourself.
Speaker 1: Because I'm a master repressor, I can avoid some ship
Speaker 1: like no other. So I invite you to stop doing
Speaker 1: that ship, honor yourself, and in turn the universe will
Speaker 1: honor you.
Speaker 2: Amen. Yes, let that shit go? Girl? Well, my love,
Speaker 2: does that conclude today's episode?
Speaker 1: I think that I think that concludes in conclusion conclusion,
Speaker 1: we are done. We are done now, el Finn. We
Speaker 1: love you.
Speaker 2: We hope we will see you in a city near.
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Speaker 2: Yeah, maybe I'll show them at the show.
Speaker 1: I think that, like, are about to show our tits
Speaker 1: on stage. We're gonna be never asked for our fucking
Speaker 1: is city Minery never gonna invite us back for a tour.
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Speaker 2: Oh my god, it is so beautiful. Not without the abuse.
Speaker 1: God, that's the cake and ship the opposite. I'm in
Speaker 1: deep love you guys. All right, well, we'll see you
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Speaker 3: Bye.
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